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-Title: Julia France and Her Times
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- JULIA FRANCE AND
- HER TIMES
-
- _A NOVEL_
-
- BY
- GERTRUDE ATHERTON
-
-
- New York
- THE MACMILLAN COMPANY
- 1912
- _All rights reserved_
-
-
-
-
- COPYRIGHT, 1912,
- BY THE MACMILLAN COMPANY.
- * * * * *
- Set up and electrotyped. Published April, 1912.
-
- Norwood Press
- J. S. Cushing Co.—Berwick & Smith Co.
- Norwood, Mass., U.S.A.
-
-
-
-
- TO
- MRS. FISKE
-
-
-
-
- CONTENTS
-
-
- PAGE
- BOOK I
-
- MRS. EDIS 1
-
- BOOK II
-
- THREE POTTERS 39
-
- BOOK III
-
- HAROLD FRANCE 191
-
- BOOK IV
-
- HADJI SADRÄ 273
-
- BOOK V
-
- DANIEL TAY 361
-
- BOOK VI
-
- FANNY 453
-
-
-
-
- BOOK I
- MRS. EDIS
-
-
- I
-
-THE entrance of a British cruiser into the harbor of St. Kitts was
-always followed by a ball at Government House in the little capital of
-Basse Terre. To-night there was a squadron of three at anchor; therefore
-was the entertainment offered by the island’s President even more
-tempting than common, and hospitality had been extended to the officials
-and distinguished families of the neighboring islands, Nevis, Antigua,
-and Monserrat. On Nevis there remained but one family of eminence, that
-great rock having been shorn long since of all but its imperishable
-beauty.
-
-But Mrs. Edis of “Great House,” an old stone mansion unaffected by time,
-earthquake, or hurricane, and surrounded by a remnant of one of the
-oldest estates in the West Indies, was still a personage in spite of her
-fallen fortunes, and to-night she contributed a young daughter. The
-introduction of Julia Edis to society had been expected all winter as
-she was several months past eighteen, and the President had offered her
-a birthday fête; but Mrs. Edis, with whom no man was so hardy as to
-argue, had replied that her daughter should enter “the world” at the
-auspicious moment and not before. This was taken to mean one of two
-things: either that in good time a squadron would arrive with potential
-husbands, or (but this, of course, was mere frivolous gossip) when the
-planets proclaimed the hour of destiny. For more than thirty years Mrs.
-Edis had been suspected of dabbling in the black arts, incited
-originally by an old creole from Martinique, grandson of the woman who
-so accurately cast the horoscope of Josephine. For the last eighteen of
-these years it had been whispered among the birds in the high palm trees
-that a not unsimilar destiny awaited Julia Edis.
-
-Therefore, when the word ran round the great ball-room of Government
-House that the big officer with the heavy mustache and curiously hard,
-shallow eyes, who had pursued the debutante from the moment she entered
-with her fearsome mother, was Harold France, heir presumptive to a
-dukedom, whose present incumbent was sickly and unmarried, the dowager
-pack (dressed for the most part in the thick old silks and “real lace”
-of the mid-Victorian period) crystallized the whisper for the first time
-and condescended to an interest in astrology.
-
-“But it _would_ be odd,” said the wife of the President, “although I,
-for one, neither believe in that absurd old science, nor that there ever
-was any basis for the story. No doubt it originated with the blacks, who
-love any superstition.”
-
-“Ah!” said the wife of the Magistrate, “but it is curious that the
-blacks on Nevis, led by the Obi doctors, besieged Great House for a
-night, some twenty years ago. In the morning they were driven off by
-Mrs. Edis herself, a whip in one hand and a pistol in the other. She
-handled the situation alone, for Mr. Edis was a—ill—as usual.”
-
-“Drunk,” said the blunter lady of quality. “And so were the blacks. By
-dawn they were sober, sick, and flaccid. A woman of ordinary resolution
-could have dispersed them—and Mrs. Edis!” She shrugged her shoulders
-significantly.
-
-One of the younger women, the wife of an Antigua official, chimed in
-eagerly. “But do you really believe she is a—a— Oh, it is too silly! I
-am almost ashamed to say it!”
-
-“Astrologer,” supplied the wife of the Magistrate, who had an
-unprovincial mind, although she had spent the best of her years in the
-islands. “Look at her.”
-
-Mrs. Edis was sitting apart from the other women, talking to the
-President, the Captain of the flagship, and several officers of riper
-years than the steaming young men in their hot uniforms frisking about
-the room with the cool white creole girls. Mrs. Edis had not liked women
-in her triumphant youth, and now in her embittered age (she was past
-sixty, for Julia was the last of many children), she classed them as
-mere tools of Nature, purveyors of scandal, and fools by right of sex
-and circumstance. Even in the early nineties, at all events in the
-world’s backlands, it was still the fashion for women of strong brains
-and character to despise their own sex, and Mrs. Edis had not sailed out
-of the Caribbean Sea since her return to Nevis, from her first and only
-visit to England, forty years ago. Living an almost isolated life on a
-tropic island, she held women in much the same regard as the
-unenlightened male does to-day, despite his growing uneasiness and
-horrid moments of vision. Upon the rare occasions when she deigned to
-enter the little world of the Leeward Islands, she greeted the women
-with a fine old-time courtesy, and demanded forthwith the attention of
-high officials too dignified or too portly to dance. The men, since she
-was neither beautiful nor young, were amused by her caustic tongue, and
-correspondingly flattered when she chose to be amiable.
-
-It was difficult to believe that she had once been handsome—beautiful
-no one had ever called her. She was a very tall woman, already a little
-bowed, raw-boned, large of feature, save for the eyes, which were small,
-black, and piercing. Her black hair was still abundant, strong of
-texture, and changing only at the temples; her skin was sallow and much
-wrinkled, her expression harsh, haughty, tyrannical. There was no sign
-of weakness about her anywhere, although, now and again, as her eyes
-followed the bright figure of her daughter, they softened before
-flashing with pride and triumph.
-
-She found herself alone with the Captain and turned to him abruptly.
-
-“This is the eighth time Lieutenant France has taken my girl out,” she
-announced. “And it is true that he will be a duke?” Mrs. Edis disdained
-finesse, although she was capable of hoodwinking a parliament.
-
-The Captain started under this direct attack. His large face darkened
-until it looked like well-laid slabs of brick pricked out with white. He
-cleared his throat, glanced uneasily at the formidable old lady, then
-answered resolutely:—
-
-“Better take your girl home, ma’am, and keep her close while we’re in
-harbor.”
-
-The look she turned on him under heavy glistening brows, that reminded
-the imaginative Scot of lizards, and were fit companions for her thick
-dilating nostrils, made him quail for a moment: like many sea martinets
-he was shy with women of all sorts. Then he reflected (never having
-heard of the black arts) that looks could not kill, and returned to the
-attack.
-
-“I mean, madam, that France is not a decent sort and would have been
-chucked long since but for family influence.”
-
-“What do you mean by not a decent sort, sir?”
-
-“He’s dissipated, vicious—”
-
-“All young men sow their wild oats.” Mrs. Edis had forgotten none of the
-early and mid-Victorian formulæ, and would have felt disdain for any
-young aristocrat who did not illustrate the most popular of them.
-
-“That’s all very well, but France’s crop is sown in a soil fertile to
-rottenness, and it will take him a lifetime to exhaust it. I’d rather
-see a daughter of mine in her coffin than married to him, duke or no
-duke.”
-
-Mrs. Edis favored him with another look, under which his hue deepened to
-purple: poor worm, he was but the son of an industrious merchant, and he
-knew that the sharp eyes of this old woman, despite the eagle in his
-glance and a spine like a ramrod, read his family history in his honest
-face.
-
-“It’s God’s truth, ma’am. It’s not that I mind a young fellow’s being a
-bit wild; there’s plenty that are and make good husbands when their time
-comes. But with France it’s different.” He hesitated, then floundered
-for a moment as if unaccustomed to analysis of his fellows. “It’s not
-that he’s a cad—not in the ordinary sense—I mean as far as manners
-go—. I’ve never seen a man with better when it suits him—or more
-insolent when _that_ suits him; and they’re more natural to him, I
-fancy, for he’s fair eaten up with pride—out of date in that respect,
-rather. It’s the fashion, nowadays, for the big-wigs to be affable and
-easy and democratic, whether they feel that way or not—however, I don’t
-mind a man’s feeling his birth and blood, for like as not he can’t help
-it, although it doesn’t make you love him. No. It’s more like this: I
-believe France to be entirely without heart. That’s something I never
-believed in until I met him—that a human being lived without a soft
-spot somewhere. But I’ve seen an expression in his eyes, especially
-after he’s been drinking, that appalls me, although I can only express
-it by a word commonplace enough—heartless. It’s that—a heartless
-glitter in his eyes, usually about as expressionless as glass marbles;
-and although I’m no coward, I’ve felt afraid of him. I don’t mean
-physically—but absolute lack of heart, of all human sympathy, must give
-a person an awful power—but it’s too uncanny for me to describe. I’m
-not much at words, ma’am, and, for the matter of that, I shouldn’t have
-got on the subject at all, it not being my habit to discuss my officers
-with any one, if this wasn’t the first time I’ve ever seen him devote
-himself to a respectable girl. But he’s smitten with that pretty child
-of yours, no doubt of it; and there are three handsome young married
-women in the room, too. I don’t like the look of it.”
-
-“I do.” Mrs. Edis had not removed her eyes from the old sailor’s face as
-he endeavored to elucidate himself.
-
-“There’s many a slip, you know. The duke’s not so old, only fifty odd,
-and marvellous cures are worked these days. Some mother is always
-tracking him with a good-looking girl. As for France, his debts are
-about all he has to live on—”
-
-“The President just told me that he has an income independent of his
-allowance from the head of his house, and I have knowledge that his
-expectations are founded upon certainty.”
-
-The Captain, not long enough in port to have heard aught of Mrs. Edis’s
-dark reputation, glanced at her with a puzzled expression, then gave it
-up and answered lightly, “His income is good enough, yes, but nothing to
-his debts, which he never pays.”
-
-“If he doesn’t pay his debts, what do they matter?” asked the old
-aristocrat, whose husband had never paid his, and whose son, having sold
-the last of his acres, was drinking himself into Fig Tree churchyard.
-
-The Captain laughed. “I know your creed, madam. And I must admit that
-France is a true blood. He never arrives in port without being showered
-with writs, and he brushes them off as he would these damned
-mosquitoes—beg pardon, ma’am. But all the same, it wouldn’t be pleasant
-for your little girl. Fancy being served with a writ every morning at
-breakfast.”
-
-The contempt in those sharp, unflinching eyes almost froze the words in
-their exit. “My daughter would never know what they were. Of money
-matters she knows as little as of Life itself. Writs would not disturb
-her youthful joyousness and serenity for an instant.”
-
-“Damn these aristocrats!” thought the old sailor. “And what a hole this
-must be!” He continued aloud, “But after the luxury of her old home—”
-
-“Luxury? We are as poor as mice. If my father had not put a portion of
-his estate in trust for me, as soon as he discovered that my husband was
-a spendthrift, we should have been on the parish long ago.”
-
-The Captain opened his blue eyes, eyes that looked oddly soft and young
-(when not on duty) in his battered visage. “And you mean to say, that
-having married a spendthrift—Was he also dissipated?”
-
-“Drank himself to death.”
-
-“And you are prepared to hand over your innocent little daughter to the
-same fate? But it is incredible, ma’am! Incredible! I was thinking that
-you merely knew nothing of the world down here.”
-
-“It’s little you could teach me!” She continued after a moment, with
-more condescension: “There are no family secrets in these islands, and
-as many skeletons outside the graveyards as in. My husband squandered
-every acre he inherited, every penny of mine he could lay hands on. He
-reduced me, the proudest woman in the Caribbees, to a mere nobody.
-Therefore, am I determined that my child shall realize the great
-ambitions that turned to dust in my fingers. I have knowledge, which
-does not concern you, that this marriage—look for yourself, and see
-that it is inevitable—will be but an incident while greater things are
-preparing.”
-
-“Oh, if you have a medical certificate! But even as a duchess—” He
-paused and turning his head stared at the couple waltzing past. “There
-is no doubt as to the state of his mind. He looks the usual silly ass
-that a man always does when bowled over. But your daughter? I see
-nothing but innocent triumph in her delightful little face. There’s no
-love there—neither ambition.”
-
-“There’ll be what I wish before the week is out.”
-
-“She’s too good for France, and she’s not ambitious,” said the Captain,
-doggedly. “Do you love her, madam?”
-
-“I have never loved any one else.” The old woman’s harsh voice did not
-soften. “Save, of course,” with a negligent wave of her hand, “her
-father, when I was young and foolish. So much the better if she does not
-love her husband. Women born to high destinies have no need of love.
-What little I remember of that silly and degrading passion makes me wish
-that no daughter of mine should ever experience it. Leave it to the men,
-and the sooner they get over it, the better.”
-
-“Ah—yes—but, if you will pardon me, while your daughter is one of the
-most charming young things I have ever seen, she is not a beauty, nor
-has she the grand manner. You, madam, might have made the ideal duchess,
-if there is such a thing, but not that child.”
-
-This compliment, either clumsy or malicious, won him no favor; the old
-lady’s eyes flashed fire at his impertinence.
-
-He went on undauntedly, “And why, pray, may I ask, do you think it so
-great a destiny to be a duchess?”
-
-“What greater than to wed royalty itself? And that is hardly possible in
-these days.”
-
-“Hardly. But, Lord God, madam, where have you lived? Women to-day are
-working out destinies for themselves. Now, personally, I should rather
-see my daughter a famous author, painter, singer, even, although I still
-have a bit of prejudice against the stage, than suddenly elevated to a
-class to which she was not born, particularly if led there by the hand
-of a man like France.”
-
-“My daughter is a lady.”
-
-“Oh, Lord, where am I? In the eighteenth century?” His pique and anger
-had vanished. He now saw nothing in the situation but present humor and
-future tragedy; and feeling that his ammunition was exhausted for the
-moment, he rose, bowed as ceremoniously as his spine would permit, and
-moved away. Nevertheless, he was interested, the native doggedness which
-had enabled him to overcome social disabilities was actively roused;
-moreover, if there was one man whom he disliked more profoundly than
-another, it was Harold France, and he resented the influence which kept
-a scoundrel in an honorable profession, when he should have been kicked
-out with a publicity that would have been a healthy lesson to his class.
-
-He left the hot ball-room and went out upon the terrace to enjoy a cigar
-and meditate upon the singular character with whom he had exchanged hot
-shot for nearly an hour. He had no clew to her disquieting personality,
-but saw that she was a woman of some importance despite her avowed
-poverty; and she was the elderly mother of a charming young creature
-with a mane of untidy red-yellow hair (it would never occur to the old
-sailor to use any of the popular adjectives: flame-colored, copper,
-Titian, bronze), immense gray eyes with thick black lashes on either
-lid, narrow black brows, a refined but not distinguished nose, a sweet
-childish mouth whose ultimate shape Nature had left to Life, a flat
-figure rather under medium height, covered with a white muslin frock,
-whose only caparison was a faded blue sash, unmistakably Victorian. Her
-skin, like that of the other creole girls reared in West Indian heats,
-was a pure transparent white, which not even dancing tinged with color.
-As the Captain had been brutal enough to inform her mamma she was not a
-beauty, but—he stared through the window at her—Youth, radiant, eager,
-innocent Youth that was her philter. To be sure, the ball-room of
-Government House was full of young girls, some of them quite beautiful,
-but they were not the vibrating symbols of their condition, and Julia
-Edis was. Not one of them possessed her entire lack of coquetry, that
-terrible innocence, which, combined with an equally unconscious
-magnetism, had played an immediate and fatal tune upon sated senses.
-
-As the good but by no means unsophisticated sailor looked about him he
-felt more apprehensive still. Harold France, no doubt, was expert in
-love-making, and what island maiden of eighteen could resist an ardent
-wooer with a handsome face above six feet of Her Majesty’s uniform, on a
-night like this? He was disposed to curse the moon for being on duty, as
-she generally contrived to be in so many of the dubious crises of love;
-and to-night she had turned herself inside out to flood the tropical
-landscape, the sea, the mountains, with silver. The stars were
-pin-heads, the moon, in the black velvet sky of the tropics, looked like
-a sailing Alp, its ice and snows absorbing and flinging forth all the
-light in the heavens. The lofty clusters of long pointed leaves that
-tipped the shafts of the royal palm trees, glittered like swords, the
-sea near the shore was as light and vivid a green as by day, and the
-scent of flowers as seductive as the call of the nightingale. The music
-in the ball-room was sensuous, sonorous; and it was notorious that
-creole girls, cool and white as they looked, and dressed almost as
-simply as Julia Edis, were accomplished coquettes, always prepared for
-exciting campaigns, however brief, the moment a ship of war entered the
-harbor. Flirtation, love, must agitate the very air to-night. Such
-things are communicable, even to the most ignorant and indifferent of
-maidens. How could that child hope to escape?
-
-He walked over to the window and looked in. The company was resting
-between dances, the girls and young officers flirting as openly as they
-dared, although few had ventured to defy the conventions and stroll out
-into the warm, scented, tropic night. Still, two or three had, proposals
-being almost inevitable in such conditions; and squadrons come not every
-day.
-
-France had left Julia beside her mother and gone into the dining room to
-refresh himself. He returned in a moment, and not only tucked the young
-girl’s arm within his, but stood for a while talking to Mrs. Edis with
-his most ingratiating air.
-
-“He means business,” thought the Captain, grimly; and then he derived
-some comfort from the attitude of the girl herself. She was not paying
-the least attention to France, although she had permitted him to take
-possession of her. Her big, shining, happy eyes were wandering about the
-room, smiling roguishly as they met those of some girl acquaintance, or
-observed a flirtation behind complacent backs. When the waltz began once
-more, she floated off in the arm of the man whose hard, opaque eyes were
-devouring her perfect freshness, but she paid little or no attention to
-his whispered compliments, being far too absorbed in the delight of
-dancing.
-
-“He’s made no more impression on her than if he were a dancing master,”
-thought the Captain, with satisfaction. “She’s immune to tropic nights
-and uniforms. Gad! Wish I were a youngster. I’d enter the lists myself.”
-
-But what could he do? He saw the satisfaction on the powerful face of
-Mrs. Edis, the envious glances of many mothers; no such parti as Harold
-France had come to these islands for many a year. And France was by no
-means ill to look at, if one did not analyze his eyes and mouth. He was
-a big, strong, positive male, with a bold, sheep-like profile (sometimes
-called classic), which would have made him look stupid but for a general
-expression of pride, so ingrained and sincere that it was almost lofty.
-There was not an atom of charm about him, not even common animal
-magnetism, but his manners were distinguished, his small brain
-remarkably quick, and he looked as if it had taken three valets to groom
-him.
-
-The Captain almost cursed aloud. How was he to make that old woman,
-living on all the formulæ of dead generations, and fancying that she
-knew the world, understand the difference between a wild young man and a
-vicious one? The girl might easily be persuaded to hate a man so
-aggressively masculine as France, but had she, a baby of eighteen, the
-strength of character to stand out against the ruthless will of her
-mother? Moreover, it was apparent that the vocabulary of the West Indies
-had yet to be enriched with those pregnant collocations, “new girl,”
-“new woman”; all these pretty old-fashioned young creatures had been
-brought up, no doubt, in a healthy submission to their parents, and if
-one of the parents happened to be a she-dragon, possibly her daughter
-would marry a ducal valetudinarian of ninety if she got her marching
-orders.
-
-Should he appeal to France? The Captain, possessed though he was of the
-national heart of oak, felt no stomach for that interview. Imagination
-presented him with a vision, cruelly distinct, of the expression of
-high-bred insolence with which his effort would be received, the subtle
-manner in which he would be made to feel, that, superior officer though
-he might be, and in a fair way to become admiral and knight, he dwelt on
-the far side of that chasm which segregates the aristocrat from the
-plebeian. France had treated him to these sensations once or twice when
-he had remonstrated with him for giving way to his villainous temper, or
-mixed himself up in some nasty mess on shore; had even dared to threaten
-the prospective duke, who never noticed him when they met in Piccadilly.
-France had, indeed, induced such deep and righteous wrath in the worthy
-Captain’s breast that he might have been responsible for another convert
-to Socialism had it not been for the old sailor’s immutable loyalty to
-his queen and flag. But he hated France the more because the man was too
-clever for him. If he had disgraced his uniform, it always chanced that
-the Captain was engaged elsewhere; it was the Captain, not himself, who
-lost his temper during their personal encounters; his politeness,
-indeed, to his superior officer was unbearable. And his family influence
-surrounded him like wired glass; it would have saved a more reckless man
-from public disgrace. His mother’s brother abominated him, but used his
-close connection with the Admiralty to avert a family scandal; his
-cousin, Kingsborough, who was far too saturated with family pride, and
-too unsophisticated, to believe such stories as he may have heard about
-the heir to whom he was automatically attached, believed France’s tales
-of envious detractors, and protected him vigilantly. Sickly as he was,
-he was by no means negligible politically; he did his duty as he saw it,
-and, a sound Tory, was a reliable pillar of his party, whether it was in
-opposition or in power. Lastly, France was a good officer, and,
-apparently, without fear.
-
-To-night, the Captain, thinking of his one unmarried daughter, and
-singularly attracted by the radiant girl about to be sacrificed by a
-narrow, inexperienced, long since sexless mother, hated France
-ferociously and made up his never wavering mind to balk him. . . .
-
-“And speaking of the devil’s own—”
-
-France had stepped out upon the terrace not far from him, and alone. For
-a moment the man stood in shadow, then a quick, abrupt movement brought
-his face into a shaft of light. France, unaware of the only other
-occupant of the terrace, stared straight before him. The Captain looked
-to see his face flushed and contorted with animal desire, knowing the
-man as he did. But France’s face was as immobile as a mask; only, as he
-continued to stare, there came into his eyes what the Captain had
-formulated as “a heartless glitter.” It made him look neither man nor
-beast, but a shell without a soul, without the common instincts of
-humanity, a Thing apart. As the Captain, himself in shadow, gazed,
-fascinated, and sensible of the horror which this singular expression of
-France’s always induced, something stirred in his brain. Where had he
-seen that expression before—sometime in his remote youth?—where?
-where?—Suddenly he had a vision of a whole troop of faces—they marched
-out from some lost recess in his mind—all with that same
-heartless—soulless—glitter in their eyes. And then the cigar fell from
-his loosened lips. He had seen those faces—some thirty years ago—in an
-asylum for the insane one night when the more docile of the patients
-were permitted to have a dance.
-
-“Good God!” he muttered. “Good God!”
-
-France turned at the sound of the voice.
-
-“That you, Captain?” he said negligently, his eyes merely hard and
-shallow again. “Jolly party, ain’t it? Of course the tropics are an old
-story to you, but this is my first experience of the West Indies, at
-least. I’m quite mad about them. And all these toppin’ girls! Never saw
-such skins. Come in and have a drink?”
-
-He had spoken in his best manner, without a trace of insolence. Having
-delivered himself of inoffensive sentiments, quite proper to the
-evening, he suddenly passed his arm through that of his superior officer
-and led him down the terrace. The Captain, overcome by his emotions and
-the unwonted condescension of a prospective duke, made no resistance,
-drank a stiff Scotch-and-soda, then cursing himself for a snob of the
-best British dye, returned to the element where he felt most at home.
-
-
- II
-
-MRS. EDIS and Julia slept at Government House, but rose early and
-returned to Nevis by the sail-boat that carried merchandise between the
-islands, and, now and then, an uncomfortable passenger. Its sails, twice
-too big and heavy, ever menaced an upset, and fulfilled expectations at
-least once a year. Mrs. Edis, steadying herself with her stick, took no
-notice of the plunging craft, or the glory of the morning. The sapphire
-blue of the Caribbean Sea looked the half of a pulsing world; the other
-half, the deep, hot, cloudless sky. Nevis, fringed with palms and
-cocoanuts, banana and lemon trees, glittering and rigid, drooping and
-dim, rose, where it faced St. Kitts, with a bare road at its base, but
-spread out a train on its farther side to accommodate the little capital
-of Charles Town and the ruin of Bath House. In this month of March the
-long slopes of the old volcano were green even on the deserted estates.
-Here and there was an isolated field of cane. The wreckage of stone
-walls, all that was left of the “Great Houses,” broke its expanse; or
-the spire of a church, surrounded by trees and crumbling tombs. High
-above, a regiment of black trees stood on guard about the crater; their
-rigor softened by the white cloud so constant to Nevis that it might be
-the ghost of her dead fires. In the distance were other misty islands;
-about the boat flew silver fish, almost blue as they rose from the
-water; in the roadstead were the three cruisers; and countless rowboats
-filled with chattering negroes, dressed in their gaudiest colors, bent
-upon selling fish and sweets to the paymaster and youngsters of the
-squadron, or ready to dive for pennies.
-
-Mrs. Edis sat staring straight before her with a rapt expression that
-Julia knew of old and admired with all the fervor of a young soul eager
-for enthusiasms. She would in any case have believed the tyrannical old
-woman, kind to her alone, quite the most remarkable person in the world,
-but her mother’s lore, her long fits of abstraction, when mysticism
-descended upon her like a veil, not only inspired her young daughter
-with a fascinating awe, but gave her a pleasant sense of superiority
-over those girls upon whom the planets had bestowed mere mothers.
-
-Julia roamed steadily about the tipsy boat, her mane of hair, torn loose
-by the trade-wind, swirling about her like flames, sometimes standing
-upright. Her mouth smiled constantly; her large gray eyes, one day to be
-both keen and deep, were merely shining with youth on this vivid tropic
-morning. The man gazing at her through his field-glass from the deck of
-the flag-ship trembled visibly, and felt so primal that he believed
-himself embarked upon one of those purely romantic love affairs he had
-read about somewhere in books.
-
-“That’s the girl for me,” sang through his momentarily rejuvenated
-brain. “Rippin’! Toppin’! Words too weak for a bit of all right like
-that. To hell with all the others! Chucked them overboard last night.
-Hags, the whole lot. Hate subtlety, finesse, women of the world—all the
-rest of ’em. Wild rose on a tropic island, so fresh—so sweet—Gad!
-Gad!”
-
-He almost maundered aloud. The Captain, watching him, thought he had
-never seen a man look more of an ass, and wondered at his dark suspicion
-of the night before. What if he really were but the common wild young
-blood, run after by women for his looks and prospects? Why should he not
-meet the one girl like other men and settle down with her? But although
-sentimental, like most sailors, he shook his head vigorously. He knew
-men, and France was not as other men, whatever the cause. He was merely
-lovesick at present, not reformed. Of course it was possible that his
-diseased fancy would be diverted by one of those honey-colored wenches
-down among the cocoanut trees on the edge of St. Kitts, or that a second
-interview with a girl of such disconcerting innocence might put him off
-altogether. But if it should be otherwise—the Captain had made up his
-mind to act.
-
-The boat reached the jetty of Charles Town. Mrs. Edis was assisted up
-and into her carriage, and her agile daughter pinned her hair in place
-and jumped on her pony. The rickety old vehicle had been bought sometime
-in the forties, the horses and the pony were of a true West Indian
-leanness, Julia’s hair tumbled again almost at once, and Mrs. Edis wore
-a broché shawl and a bonnet almost as old as the carriage. But the odd
-little cavalcade attracted only respectful attention in the drowsy town
-almost lost in a grove of tropical fruit trees. At one end of Main
-Street was the court-house, there were two or three small stores,
-perhaps six or eight stone dwelling-houses still in repair, and as many
-wooden ones, but between almost every two there was a ruin, trees and
-flowering shrubs growing in crevice and courtyard. The great ruin of
-Bath House, far to the right, windowless, rent by earthquake and
-hurricane, choked with creepers and even with trees, looked like the
-remains of a Babylonian palace with hanging gardens.
-
-The narrow road, after leaving Main Street, wound round the base of the
-mountain; opposite St. Kitts a branch road led up to what was left of
-the old Byam estate, inherited by Mrs. Edis from her father, and granted
-to an ancestor in the days of Charles I. Great House stood on a lofty
-plateau, not far below the forest, a big, square, solid stone house,
-built extravagantly when laborers were slaves, and with a small village
-of outbuildings. The large garden was surrounded by a high stone wall,
-and beyond the servants’ quarters, granaries, and stables, were
-vegetable gardens, orchards, and cocoanut groves. Sugar-cane still grew
-on the thirty acres which remained of the old estate, but in this era of
-the islands’ great depression, yielded little revenue. Mrs. Edis
-possessed a few consols and raised all that was needed for her frugal
-table and for that of her improvident son.
-
-The outbuildings surrounded a hollow square, in which there was a large
-date-palm, a banana tree, a pump, and a spring in which the washing was
-done. Scarlet flowers hung from pillars and eaves. Under the trees and
-the balconies of the houses the blacks were sleeping peacefully when
-roused by a kick from the overseer, himself but just awakened by his
-wife. “_Ole Mis’ come!_” The words might have exploded from a bomb.
-Julia, who by dint of argument with her languid pony, and some
-chastisement, was ahead of the carriage, laughed aloud as she saw the
-negroes scramble to their feet and rush out into the cane fields, or
-busy themselves with the first service their heavy eyes could focus. In
-a moment the courtyard was a scene of something like activity; even the
-chickens were awake and scratching round the crowing cocks, the dogs
-were barking, the pic’nies jabbering, and along the spring was a broken
-row of blue, red, yellow, purple, the black or honey-colored faces of
-the women hardly to be seen as they vigorously rubbed the stones with
-the household linen.
-
-Julia turned her pony loose, ran through the thick grove in the front
-garden, the living room of the house, and up between the vivid terraces
-with their dilapidated statues and urns to the wood, where she frisked
-about like a happy young animal. In truth she felt herself quite the
-happiest and most fortunate girl in the Caribbees. For two long years
-she had looked forward to her first ball at Government House, and
-although many West Indian girls came out at sixteen, her mother had been
-as insensible as old Nevis to her importunities. How many nights she had
-hung out of her window watching the long row of lights marking
-Government House, picturing the girls of St. Kitts, those enchanting
-creatures with whom she had never held an hour of solitary intercourse,
-dancing with even more mysterious beings in the uniform of Her Blessed
-Majesty. She had read little: a volume or two of history or travel,
-several of the romances and poems of Walter Scott, which she had
-discovered in the aged bookcase. Her mother took in no newspaper but the
-leaflet published on St. Kitts, and she had led almost the life of a
-novitiate; but the serving women had whispered to her of the fate of all
-maidens, and she had an unhappy sister-in-law with a beautiful baby,
-who, although she cried a good deal, was still another window through
-which the puzzled maiden peeped out into Life. But she was quite as
-ignorant as the murky depths of France demanded.
-
-She dreamed of the Prince (in Her Blessed Majesty’s uniform), who would
-one day bear her to his feudal castle in England and make her completely
-happy, but of the facts of love and life she knew no more than
-two-year-old Fanny Edis, who cuddled so warmly in her young aunt’s
-breast. Such instincts as she possessed in common with all girls were
-confused and suffocated by the yearnings of a romantic mind with an
-inherent tendency to idealism. Beyond the narrow circle of her existence
-was an endless maze, deep in twilight, although casting up now and again
-strange mirages, faint but lovely of color, and of many and shifting
-shapes. She wanted all the world, but she was really quite content as
-she was, her mind being still closed, her true imagination unawakened.
-Such was the famous Julia France in the month of March, 1894.
-
-To-day she was happy without mitigation. The ball at Government House
-had no sting in its wake. She had been one of the belles. Not a dance
-had she missed, and she knew that, thanks to one of her governesses, she
-danced very well. To be sure the young officers in Her Blessed Majesty’s
-uniform had perspired a good deal, and a big and rather horrid man had
-tried to monopolize her, but at least he had been the best dancer of the
-squadron, and his rivals had looked ready to call him out. Also, the
-other girls had been jealous. Julia was human.
-
-“After all, one goes to a party to dance,” she thought philosophically.
-“The men don’t matter.”
-
-Dismissing France she reviewed the other young men in turn, but shook
-her head over each. Not one had made the slightest impression on her.
-The Prince was yet to arrive. And then she laughed a little at her
-mother’s expense.
-
-So far, she owed the only excitements of her life to her mother’s
-practices in astrology. She knew that old M’sieu, who had lived at Great
-House until his death shortly after her eighth birthday, had instructed
-her mother deeply in the ancient science. Many a time she had stolen out
-into the garden at night and watched the two motionless figures on the
-flat roof of the house. They were sequestered for days at a time in Mrs.
-Edis’s study, a room Julia was forbidden to enter. Julia, however, had
-hung over that tempting sill upon more than one occasion, and long since
-discovered that every book on the walls related to astrology and other
-branches of Eastern science; had gathered, also, from remarks at the
-dinner table while M’sieu was alive, that it was one of the most
-valuable libraries of its kind in the world.
-
-She also knew that M’sieu had cast her horoscope the very moment that
-old Mammy Cales had brought her up to Great House in her wonderful
-basket, as he had cast the horoscopes of all her brothers, whose only
-survivor was the wretched Fawcett. Her ears had been very sharp long
-before she reached the age of eight, and she knew that the planets had
-conspired to make a great lady of her in a great country (the queen’s of
-course); she also knew that her mother had cast her little daughter’s
-horoscope herself a month later, and the result had been the same. The
-dates had then been sent to the leading astrologer in Italy, and again
-with the same result. Therefore had Julia, happy and buoyant by nature,
-grown up in the comfortable assurance that the wildest of her dreams
-must be realized.
-
-She had shrewdly divined that last night at Government House had
-coincided with the first of the fateful dates announced by the planets
-of her birth, and that her mother, having no intention of deflecting the
-magnet of fate, had postponed her introduction to the world of young men
-until the third of March; which, extraordinarily, had brought no less
-than three cruisers to the little world of St. Kitts. And the poor old
-planets, for whom she felt an almost personal affection, had been all
-wrong, even when so ably assisted by her august parent! She felt a
-momentary pang at the unsettling of her faith, the loss of her idols,
-then curled herself up and went to sleep on the soft cheek of the old
-volcano.
-
-
- III
-
-SHE was awakened by the dinner gong, booming loudly on the terrace; her
-predilection for the woods about the crater was an old story. She sat up
-with a yawn and a naughty face. Such good things she had eaten at
-Government House last night, and even her strong little teeth were weary
-of fibrous cattle killed only when too old and feeble to do the work of
-the infrequent horse. She detested even the Sunday chicken, invitingly
-brown without but as tough as the cows within, so recent her exit from
-the court of much repose. That chicken! No West Indian ever forgets her.
-She looks alive and full of pride, as, with her gizzard tucked under her
-left wing, she is carried high but mincingly down the dining room to the
-head of the table by a yellow wench or superannuated butler. When a
-venerable cock is sacrificed, he is boiled as a tribute to the
-doughtiness of his sex, but the more abundant ladies of the harem are
-given a brown and burnished shroud, deceitful to the last.
-
-Butter, Julia had rarely tasted; milk was almost as scarce; but she
-would have been quite willing to live on the delicious fruits and
-vegetables of the Indies, bread and coffee. Her mother, however, forced
-her to eat meat once a day, hoping to check the anæmia inevitable in the
-tropics.
-
-Mrs. Edis, kind as she ever was to the one creature that had found the
-soft spot in her heart, did not like to be kept waiting, and Julia,
-pinning up her untidy hair as she ran, was in the dining-room before the
-gong had ceased to echo. Like the other rooms of Great House, and the
-older mansions of the West Indies in general, this was very large and
-very bare, although the sideboard, table, and chairs were of mahogany.
-Only two of the ancestral portraits hung on the whitewashed walls, John
-and Mary Fawcett; the grandparents, also, of one Alexander Hamilton, who
-had unaccountably become something or other in the United States of
-America, instead of serving his mother country. Mrs. Edis disapproved of
-his conduct, and rarely alluded to him, but Julia sometimes haunted the
-ruin of the house down near the shore, where he was supposed to have
-come to light, and would have liked to know more of him. There was an
-old print of him in the garret (her grandfather, it seemed, had admired
-him), and she liked his sparkling eyes and human mouth. A photograph of
-her brother Fawcett, taken some years ago in London, was not unlike,
-although the charming mouth had always been weaker; but now—and this
-was Julia’s only trouble—he was quite dreadful to look at, and came
-seldom to Great House. When he did, there were terrible scenes; Julia,
-much as she loved him, ran to the forest the moment she heard his voice.
-
-Mrs. Edis was already at the head of the table, and for the moment took
-no notice of her daughter; her expression was still introspective, her
-face almost visibly veiled. Julia made a grimace at the dish of meat
-handed her by the servant.
-
-“This is poor old Abraham, I suppose,” she remarked, with more flippancy
-than her austere mother and her elderly governesses had encouraged. “I
-shall feel like a cannibal. I’ve ridden on his back and talked to him
-when I’ve had nobody else. Well, he’ll have his revenge!”
-
-Mrs. Edis suddenly emerged from the veil. She looked hard, practical,
-incisive.
-
-“Soon you will no longer be obliged to eat these old servants of the
-field,” she announced. “Your island days are over.”
-
-Julia dropped both knife and fork with a clatter. “Are we going to
-England to live? Oh, mother! Shall I see England? The queen? All the
-dear little princes and princesses? Are they the least bit like Fanny?”
-
-“Not at all, nor like any other children,” replied the old royalist, who
-had dined at the queen’s table in her youth. “No, I probably shall never
-see England again. Nor do I desire to do so. The queen is old and so am
-I. Moreover, judging from your Aunt Maria’s letters, and her edifying
-discourse upon the rare occasions when she honors us with a visit,
-London must be sadly changed. The majestic simplicity of my day has
-vanished, and an extravagance in dress and living, an insane rush for
-excitement and pleasure, have taken its place. There are railways built
-beneath the earth, gorging and disgorging men like ant-hills. Women
-think of nothing but Paris clothes, no longer of their duty as wives and
-mothers. But although this would disturb and bewilder me, with you it
-will be different. Youth can adapt itself—”
-
-“But when am I going, and with whom?” shrieked Julia. “Has Aunt Maria
-sent for me?”
-
-“Not she. She has never spent a penny on any one but herself. She lives
-to be smart, and is the silliest woman I have ever known. And that is
-saying a good deal, for they are all silly—”
-
-“But me—I—when—do explain, _dear_ mother!”
-
-Mrs. Edis paused a moment and then fixed her powerful little eyes on the
-eager innocent ones opposite. “Could you not see last night that
-Lieutenant France had fallen in love with you?” she asked.
-
-“That horrid old thing! Why, he is nothing but a dancer. You don’t mean
-to say that I must marry him?” and Julia, for the first time since her
-childhood, and without in the least knowing why, burst into a storm of
-tears.
-
-“I won’t marry him,” she sobbed. “I won’t.”
-
-Mrs. Edis waited until she was calm, then, having disposed of a square
-of tissue as old, relatively, as her own, continued, “It is I that
-should weep, for I am to lose you and it will be very lonely here. But
-that is neither here nor there. When the time comes we all fulfil our
-destiny. Your time has come to marry, and take your first step upon the
-brilliant career which awaits you.”
-
-“Please wait till the next squadron,” sobbed Julia. “The planets may
-have made a mistake—”
-
-This remark was unworthy of notice.
-
-“I hate the planets.”
-
-Mrs. Edis applied a sharp knife and an upright indomitable fork to
-another fragment of Abraham.
-
-Julia, feeling no match for the combined forces of the heavens and her
-mother, dried her eyes.
-
-“Has he a castle?”
-
-“He will have.”
-
-“And many books?”
-
-“England is full of libraries, the greatest in the world.”
-
-“Will Aunt Maria take me to parties?”
-
-“Undoubtedly.”
-
-“Will he find the Prince for me?”
-
-“The what?”
-
-“Well, I don’t mean a real prince, but a young man that I could love.”
-
-“Certainly not! You will love your husband.”
-
-“But he is old enough to be my father.”
-
-“He is only forty.”
-
-“I am only eighteen. When I am forty I could have a grandchild.”
-
-“Nonsense. Husbands should always be older than their wives. They are
-then ready to settle down, and are capable of advising giddy young
-things like yourself. You may not feel any silly romantic love for
-him—I sincerely hope that you will not—but you will be a faithful and
-devoted wife, and as obedient to him as you have been to me.”
-
-“I don’t mind obeying him if he is as dear as you are. Maybe he is, for
-you looked so much sterner than all the other mothers last night, and I
-am sure that not one of them is so kind. Has he some babies?”
-
-“What?” Mrs. Edis almost dropped her fork.
-
-“I’d like a few. Fanny is such a darling. I liked him less than any of
-the men I danced with, but if he has a castle, and would bring me to see
-you every year, and would let me run about as you do, and read a lot of
-books, and give me a lot of babies, I shouldn’t mind him so much.”
-
-Mrs. Edis turned cold. For the first time she recognized the abysmal
-depths of her daughter’s ignorance. It was a subject to which she had
-never, indeed, given a thought. A governess had always been at the
-child’s heels. Julia had been brought up as she had been brought up
-herself, and she belonged to the school of dames to whom the
-enlightenment of youth was a monstrous indelicacy. Moreover, she was old
-enough to look back upon the material side of marriage as an automatic
-submission to the race. Women had a certain destiny to fulfil, and the
-whole matter should be dismissed at that. Nevertheless, as she looked at
-that personification of delicate and trusting innocence, she felt a
-sudden and violent hatred of men, a keen longing that this perfect
-flower could go to her high destiny undefiled, and regret that she must
-not only travel the appointed road, but set out unprepared. She dimly
-recalled her own wedding and that she had hated her husband until kindly
-Time had made him one of the facts of existence. To warn the child was
-beyond her, but she made up her mind to postpone the ultimate moment as
-long as possible.
-
-“You will have everything you want,” she said. “And as he cannot obtain
-leave of absence while away on duty, you will merely become engaged to
-him—no—” she remembered her planets; “you are to marry at once, but
-you will go to England by the Royal Mail, and have ample time to become
-accustomed to the change. Mrs. Higgins is going to England very shortly.
-She will take you, and if Mr. France is not there—his squadron goes to
-South America—you can stay with Maria until he arrives. That will give
-you time to buy some pretty clothes, and become accustomed to the idea
-of your—new position in life.”
-
-“Will my clothes come from Paris?”
-
-“No doubt. I have a hundred pounds in the bank and you are welcome to
-them.”
-
-“A hundred pounds! I shall have a hundred frocks, one of every color
-that will go with my hair, and the rest white.”
-
-“Not quite.” Mrs. Edis had but a faint appreciation of the cost of
-modern clothes, but she thought it best to begin at once to curb her
-daughter’s imagination. “It will buy you eight or ten, and no doubt your
-husband will give you more. But even if he has not as large an income
-now as he will have later, you have an instinct for dress. Your frock
-was the simplest at Government House last night, but I noticed that you
-had adjusted it, and your ribbons, with an air that made it look quite
-the smartest in the room. You have distinction and style. The President
-said so at once. You will make a little money go far.”
-
-Julia stared at her mother. It was the first time she had heard her pay
-a compliment to any one. But she liked it and opened her eyes
-ingenuously for more. Mrs. Edis laughed, a rare relaxation of those hard
-muscles under the parchment skin. “Go and comb your hair,” she said,
-“and make yourself as pretty as possible. Lieutenant France is coming to
-call this afternoon, and if he does not ask for your hand to-day, he
-will to-morrow.”
-
-“What shall I do with him? We can’t dance. And I couldn’t think of a
-thing to say to him last night. I could to some of the young men.”
-
-“The less you say, the better! I will entertain him.”
-
-Tears had threatened again, but they retreated at the prospect of
-deliverance from an ordeal as formidable as matrimony. “Mother!” she
-exclaimed suddenly. “Why don’t you marry him?”
-
-“I?”
-
-“Yes. He’ll be like my father, anyhow, and then I should not only have
-you still, but you could always talk to him—”
-
-“Run and do your hair.”
-
-
- IV
-
-JULIA, her longing eyes fixed on the sea, where she frequently rowed at
-this hour with one of the old men-servants, had forgotten France’s
-existence. For quite ten minutes after his arrival, she had obediently
-smiled upon him, giving him monosyllable for monosyllable, and tried not
-to compare him to an elderly calf. His opaque, agate-gray eyes stared at
-her with what she styled a bleating expression, but gradually took fire
-as her mind wandered. Mrs. Edis talked more than she had done for many
-years, to cover the defection of her naughty little daughter.
-
-Nevertheless, she divined that Julia’s unaffected indifference was
-developing the instinct of the hunter to spur the passion of the lover,
-reflected that an ignorant girl babbling nonsense would have detracted
-from the charm of the picture Julia made by the window in her white
-frock, staring through the jalousies with the wistfulness of youth. But
-when France began to scowl and move restlessly, she said:—
-
-“Julia, run out into the garden, but do not go far. Mr. France will join
-you presently.”
-
-Julia had disappeared before the order was finished. Mrs. Edis studied
-the man’s face still more keenly for a few moments, the while she
-discoursed about poverty in the West Indies.
-
-There alone in the big dim room something about the man subtly repelled
-her, and her active mind sought for the cause even while talking with
-immense dignity upon the only topic of general interest in her narrow
-life. She had seen little of the great world, but a good deal of
-dissipated men, and France had none of the insignia to which she was
-accustomed. His bronzed cheeks, although cleft by ugly lines, were firm;
-his eyes were clear, and the lines about them might have been due to
-exposure, laughter, or midnight study. His nose was thin, his mouth
-invisible under a heavy moustache, but assuredly not loose. The truth
-was that France had not been drunk for a month, and having a superb
-constitution would look little the worse for his methodical sprees until
-his stomach and heart were a few years older. His grizzled close-cropped
-hair did not set off his somewhat primitive head to the best advantage,
-but his figure, carriage, grooming, were, to Mrs. Edis’s provincial
-eyes, those of a proud and self-respecting man.
-
-As the planets were reticent on some subjects, and as she truly loved
-her daughter, she determined to satisfy her curiosity at first hand, and
-lay her scruples if possible.
-
-“Is it true that you are dissipated?” she asked abruptly.
-
-He flushed a dark slow red, but his brain, abnormally alive to the
-instinct of self-protection, worked more rapidly.
-
-“I’ve gone the pace, rather,” he said, in his well-modulated voice.
-“Nothing out of the common, however. Sick of it, too. Wouldn’t care if I
-never saw alcohol—or—ah—any of the other things you call
-dissipations, again.”
-
-He delivered this so simply and honestly that a more experienced woman
-would have believed him.
-
-“Who told you I was dissipated?” he added. “The Captain? He don’t like
-me. He’s a bounder and has social aspirations. I’ve never asked him to
-my club in London, or to Bosquith. That’s all there is to that.”
-
-“Ah!” Mrs. Edis had not liked the Captain; this explanation was
-plausible. “Why have you come here to-day?” she asked abruptly. “Do you
-wish to marry my daughter?”
-
-France would have liked to do his own wooing, nibbling its uncommon
-delights daily, until the sojourn at St. Kitts was almost exhausted. He
-was an epicure of sorts, even in his coarser pleasures. But he had been
-warned that in Mrs. Edis he had no ordinary mother to deal with, and he
-answered her with responsive directness.
-
-“I do. She’s the first girl I’ve ever wanted to marry. Do you think
-she’ll have me?”
-
-His voice trembled, his face flushed again. He looked ten years younger.
-Mrs. Edis’s doubts vanished.
-
-“She’ll do what I bid her do. I wish her to marry you. Of course she
-cares nothing for you, as yet. You will have to win her with kindness
-and consideration after she marries you. You can see her here every day,
-if you wish it, and for a few moments in the garden, alone. But don’t
-expect to make much headway with her before marriage. She is full of
-romantic dreams, and—and—very innocent.”
-
-His eyes flashed with an expression to which she had no key, but it gave
-way at once to suspicion, and he asked sombrely:—
-
-“Is she in love with any one else?”
-
-“She never exchanged a sentence with a young man before last night, and
-you monopolized her.”
-
-There was a curious motion behind his heavy moustache, but it was brief
-and his eyes looked foolishly sentimental.
-
-“Good! Good!” he said, with what sounded like youthful ardor. “That’s
-the girl for me. They’re gettin’ rarer every day.”
-
-“One thing more. We are very poor. I can settle nothing upon her.”
-
-For the first time in his life France felt really virtuous, and was more
-than ever convinced that his youth (although he had quite forgotten what
-it was like) had been resurrected.
-
-“Glad of it, Mrs. Edis. You’ll be the more convinced that I’m jolly well
-in earnest. Give you my word, it’s the first time I ever proposed.”
-
-This was impressive, but the old lady continued to probe. “The Captain
-also said that you were very much in debt.”
-
-“Rather. But my cousin clears me up every year or so. We’re jolly good
-pals. Besides, I have an annuity from the estate. And he’s always said
-he’d settle another thousand a year on me the day I married. That’ll do
-for the present to keep a wife on. Think I’ll chuck the navy and settle
-down. Have a jolly little place in good huntin’ country—Hertfordshire.”
-
-“You have great expectations, also,” pursued the old lady, looking past
-him.
-
-“Ah! Yes! But my cousin’s rather better—” He scowled heavily. “What
-luck some people have,” he burst out. “My father and his were
-twins—only mine was one minute too late. And I need money and he don’t.
-Keeps me awake sometimes thinkin’ of the ways of fate—must have had a
-grudge against me. Then I think, ‘what’s the use? Can’t help it. And if
-he don’t get well and marry, it’ll be mine one day.’”
-
-“You will inherit that great title and estate,” said Mrs. Edis, piercing
-him with her eyes, as if defying him to laugh, or even to challenge her.
-“Understand that I am deeply read in the ancient science of astrology,
-and that my daughter was born under extraordinary planetary conditions:
-she is a child of Uranus, with ruler in the tenth house trine to
-Jupiter. That means power, an exalted position, leadership. A great
-title and wealth, and the most famous political and social salon of her
-century must be the literal reading; although if the times were more
-troublous, I should have interpreted the signs to mean that she was
-destined to wed royalty itself, to reign, in short. But as her career
-begins now, and as you are here so opportunely, there can be no dispute
-as to the true reading. You bring a splendid gift in your hands: to be a
-duchess of our great country is one of the most exalted positions on
-earth. I may add that Venus in strong position in the horoscope means
-much feminine grace and charm, added to power. Make sure, your wife will
-be the most famous duchess in England.”
-
-France thought it possible she was mad, but was thrilled in spite of his
-doubts. The prophecy, also, was agreeable.
-
-“She’d make a rippin’ duchess,” he assented warmly.
-
-Mrs. Edis went on, unheeding. “There is a period of
-darkness—trouble—possibly turbulence—sometimes the planets exhibit a
-strange reserve. If it were not for the ultimate fulfilling of the great
-ambitions I cherish for my daughter, I should let her marry no one—that
-is to say, I should instinctively try to prevent it, although the
-marriage is there—writ as plainly—”
-
-“I hope it is for this month. I should like to marry her at once. We are
-here for a fortnight. I can take a cottage somewhere. If I am on duty
-for a few hours a day—no doubt the Captain will let me off—he’s afraid
-of me, anyhow. Then she can go direct to England on the Royal Mail. If
-we don’t sail at the same time,—if the squadron goes to South
-America,—I’ll cable my resignation, and leave as soon as my successor
-arrives. My cousin will arrange it. I’ve never cared for the
-service—it’s the army gets all the fun—never would have gone in, but
-my father gave me no choice; for a while I found it amusin’, and of late
-years I’ve stayed in to—ah—spite Captain Dundas, who’d give his eyes
-to chuck me out. It’s been a long and quite excitin’ game of chess, and
-I’ve enjoyed it.”
-
-Again Mrs. Edis felt uneasy before the expression of his eyes, but she
-was now in full surrender to the planets, and besides, he was looking
-sentimental and rather foolish again, a moment later, as he burst out:—
-
-“You’ll consent to an immediate marriage, Mrs. Edis?”
-
-“Yes,” she replied promptly, although she had no intention of permitting
-him to carry out the rest of his program. She had recognized her
-opportunity of playing him and the Captain against each other to gain
-her own ends. “Now you can go out into the garden,” she added
-graciously. “And it will give me pleasure if you will remain to supper.”
-
-But his visit to the garden was brief. Julia, who was wandering about
-the grove of cocoanut, banana, and shaddock trees which made a romantic
-jungle of the large space in front of the house, ran past him into the
-living room, and although she did not attempt to deprive him of the
-sight of her again, and only stirred sharply and then stared at her
-hands when her mother announced the betrothal, he was obliged to leave
-at nine o’clock without having had a word with her alone. He swore all
-the way down the mountain, his appetite so whetted that it required an
-exercise of will to steer straight for the ship instead of returning and
-raiding the house. He was unaccustomed to any great amount of
-self-control, his haughty spirit dictating that all things should be his
-by a sort of divine right. This overweening opinion of himself did not
-prevent him from obtaining his ends by cunning when direct methods
-failed, and to-night reason dictated that only patience for a few days
-would avail him. But he was so rude to the Captain, deliberately baiting
-him in his desire to make some one as angry as himself, that he was
-forbidden to leave the ship on the following day. For the moment, as he
-received this order, the Captain thought he was about to spring; but
-France, with an abrupt laugh, turned on his heel and went to his cabin.
-
-
- V
-
-THE President sat on the lawn of Government House reading from a sheaf
-of cablegrams to a group of interested guests. In this fashion came
-daily to St. Kitts the important news of the world; after submission to
-the President, it was nailed on the court-house door, and then printed
-in a leaflet, called by courtesy a newspaper. If it arrived when the
-President was entertaining, he always read it to his guests, and the
-little scene was one of the most primitive and picturesque in that land
-of contradictions and surprises. Far removed from the barbarism of utter
-discomfort, with rigid social laws, and a proud and dignified
-aristocracy, these smaller islands of the English groups are equally
-innocent of the comforts and luxuries of modern civilization.
-
-Behind the house a party of young people had not interrupted their game
-of croquet, and Julia, who was taking her first lesson, was as oblivious
-to the news of the great world she so longed to enter as to the prospect
-of marrying a man who was mercifully absent.
-
-Two of the group about the President’s chair also disengaged themselves
-as soon as the reading finished, instead of lingering to comment. One
-was Mrs. Edis, always indifferent to mundane affairs, and the other
-Captain Dundas, who saw his opportunity to have a few words alone with
-the mother of Julia. He had made up his mind to speak, and was the man
-to find his chance if one failed to present itself. He led her to a
-chair under a palm, whose leaves spread just above her head when seated,
-and she was glad of the shade and rest. The Captain took a chair
-opposite. He would have liked to smoke, but dared not ask permission of
-a woman whose skirts had been made to wear over a crinoline. However, he
-was quite capable of arriving at the sticking point without the friendly
-aid of tobacco. Having the direct mind of his profession, he began
-abruptly:—
-
-“Madam, there’s something I’ve got to say, and I may as well get it out.
-France” (he utterly disregarded the menacing glitter in the eyes
-opposite) “means to marry your daughter, and I mean that he shan’t. If
-you don’t listen to me here” (Mrs. Edis was planting her stick), “I’ll
-say it before the whole company.”
-
-Mrs. Edis sat back. The Captain went on, breathing more deeply. “It’s
-all very well for you to say that you know the world, Mrs. Edis, because
-you have seen a few dissipated men and unfaithful husbands. The Harold
-Frances haven’t come into your ken. Only the high civilizations breed
-them. There are plenty like him, not only in England, but in Europe and
-the new United States of America. They are responsible for some of the
-unhappiest women in the world, perhaps for the revolt of woman against
-man. It isn’t only that they are petty but absolute tyrants in the home;
-clever women can always circumvent that sort; but they’re the kind that
-debase their wives, treating them like mistresses, to whom nothing
-exists in the world but sex, and as they are vilely blasé, the sort of
-sex which is but the scientific term for love has long since been
-forgotten by them, if they ever knew it. Many are born old, perverted by
-too much ancestral indulgence. All sorts of books are being written to
-protect the poor girl from the seducer, or the man who would sell her
-into the life of the underworld; it seems to me it is time some one
-should start a crusade in behalf of the well-born, the delicately
-nurtured, the women with inherited brains who might be of some use in
-the world if not broken or hardened by the roués they marry. Mind you,
-I’m no silly old saint. I’m not inveighing against the young blood who
-sows a few wild oats; I’m after the scalp, as the Americans say, of the
-thousands in the upper classes that are bad all through, like Harold
-France, and who’ll get worse every day of their lives. Do you follow me,
-ma’am?”
-
-“I don’t think I do. The whole subject is one which I have never
-discussed with any man, and is deeply repugnant to me, but as my child’s
-happiness is at stake, I waive my own feelings. Please go into details.
-Just what do you mean?”
-
-The Captain gasped. “I—well—I—can’t do that exactly, you know,” he
-stammered, wiping his face with his large red silk handkerchief.
-“But—you see, the bad women—and men—of the great capitals of the
-earth—have taught these young bloods too much. Some it don’t hurt.
-There’s plenty of good men in the upper world, even when they have been
-a bit wild in their youth; but men like France—with a rotten spot in
-the brain—”
-
-The old lady sat erect. “Do you mean to say that France is insane?”
-
-Here was the Captain’s opportunity. But, after the mental confusion of
-the night of the ball, not only was he disposed to question what had
-seemed at the moment a flash of illumination, but he knew the pickle
-awaiting him if he accused a man in France’s position of insanity. He
-was risking much as it was; he was not brave enough for more. He had his
-own and his family’s interests to consider. A suit for slander would
-relegate him to private life, unhonored either as admiral or knight. His
-wife desired passionately to be addressed by servants and other
-inferiors as “my lady.”
-
-“Well—no—I can’t say that—”
-
-“I ask you to answer me yes or no. Have you ever seen Mr. France do
-anything which leads you to believe him a lunatic—for that, I infer, is
-what you mean by a rotten spot. And if you have, why, may I ask, have
-you been so insensible to your duty as to permit him to remain in the
-navy?”
-
-“Oh, I assure you, madam, you misunderstand. A man may have a rotten
-spot in his brain, which will make him a horror to live with, and yet be
-as sane as you or I.”
-
-Mrs. Edis leaned back. “You have described to me a man precisely like my
-husband. He drank too much, he thought too much of love-making when he
-was young, but he got over it. I, as a dutiful wife, resigned myself.
-That, I fancy, is the history of nine out of ten wives. After all, we
-have a great many other things to attend to. Husbands soon become an
-incident.”
-
-“Oh, dear! Oh, dear!” The Captain cast about desperately in his mind.
-Meanwhile Mrs. Edis also was thinking rapidly. Such fears as he may have
-excited having been laid, she reverted to her original purpose to
-hoodwink him.
-
-She sat erect with one of her abrupt movements and brought her cane down
-into the gravel. “In a way you are right!” she said harshly. “Men! I
-hate the lot of them. After all, why should my girl marry now? If she
-and France want to marry, let them try the experiment of a long
-engagement—two years, at least. I will talk to him—put him on
-probation. Let him resign from the navy when he returns to England and
-settle down here under my eye.”
-
-“Good! Good!” exclaimed the Captain, who knew that France would never
-return.
-
-“During this visit, I’ll probe him, watch him with my girl. If I don’t
-approve of him, I’ll ask you to keep him—on board until you leave. In
-any case, he shall consent to an engagement of two years. Will you
-assist me?”
-
-“Certainly, ma’am, certainly.”
-
-And so the fate of Julia France was sealed.
-
-
-
-
- BOOK II
- THREE POTTERS
-
-
- I
-
-LONDON once a year has a brief spell of youth, during which she is
-surpassingly beautiful, gay, insolent, and very nearly as vivid and
-riotous as the tropics. Her gray besooted old masses of architecture are
-but the background for green parks where swans sail on slowly moving
-streams; thousands of window boxes, flaunting red, white, and yellow;
-miles of plate-glass windows, whose splendid display, whether torn from
-the earth, or representing unthinkable toil at the loom, the rape of the
-feathered tribe, or countless brains no longer laid out in cells but in
-intricate patterns of lace, hot veldts where the ostrich, quite
-indifferent to the depletion of his tail, walks as absurdly as the pupil
-of Delsarte, slaughter-houses of hideless beasts, compensated in death
-with silver and gold, the ravishing of greenhouses, and the luscious
-fruits that grow only between earth and glass,—all these wonders lining
-curved streets and crowded “circuses,” challenge the coldest eye above
-the tightest purse. And in the fashionable streets during the morning
-are women as pretty and gay of attire as the flower beds in the Park,
-where they display themselves of an afternoon.
-
-Julia, happy in her own unsullied eager youth, made the acquaintance of
-London when that seasoned old dame was taking her yearly elixir of life,
-and thought herself come to Paradise. She had hardly a word for her
-aunt, Mrs. Winstone, who had met her at the railway station, but twisted
-her neck to look at the shop windows, the hoary old palaces and
-churches, the passing troops of cavalry, gorgeous as exotics, the
-monuments to heroes, the bare-kneed Scot in his kilt, and the Oriental
-in his turban. It was Mrs. Winstone’s hour for driving, and as her young
-guest’s frock had not been made for Hyde Park, and Julia had laughed
-when asked if she were tired, the constitutional was taken through the
-streets and in or about the smaller parks. The coachman was far too
-haughty himself to venture beyond the West End, or even to skirt those
-purlieus which lie at its back doors.
-
-Julia’s eyes, wide and star-like as they were, missed not a detail, and
-she felt as happy as on the night of her first party. The journey had
-been monotonous, the passengers, when not ill, rather dull. Therefore
-was her plastic mind shaped to drink down in great draughts the
-pleasures promised by the city of her dreams. Moreover, never in her
-life had she felt so well. The eighteen days at sea, the wholesome food,
-the constant exercise in which a good sailor always indulges, if only to
-get away with the time, long days in cold salt air, had crimsoned her
-blood, vitalized every organ. France and the reason of her translation
-to London she had almost forgotten. There had been a hurried marriage at
-Great House; then, almost before the wine had been tasted, the indignant
-bridegroom had been summoned to his ship, which, with the rest of the
-squadron, had sailed two hours later. There had been a succession of
-infuriated letters, mailed at the different islands, and Julia knew that
-France intended to leave the service as soon as he set foot in England;
-but as that could not be for weeks to come, she had dismissed him from
-her mind.
-
-“Shall I live here?” she asked at length, as they drove down the wide
-Mall, one of the finest avenues in Christendom, and half rising to look
-at Buckingham Palace.
-
-“You should know.” Mrs. Winstone had received only a cablegram from her
-sister. “France has a house, a bit of a place in Hertfordshire, but only
-rooms in town, so far as I know. The duke, however, may ask you to stop
-with him in St. James’s Square—for a bit. He seems enchanted to get
-France married, but it is rather fortunate that I have known him for
-years and can vouch for you. France, returning with a bride from the
-antipodes—well—”
-
-“Of course the duke would expect some one much older, Mr. France is so
-old himself. But I’m glad he doesn’t mind, for I want to live in
-castles. It’s too bad Mr. France hasn’t one.”
-
-“Is that what you married France for? I have wondered.”
-
-Julia shrugged her restless young shoulders, and looked at the carriages
-full of finery rolling between the columns of Hyde Park.
-
-“Mother told me to marry him and I did, of course. I have known, ever
-since I was about eight, that I was to marry at this time and start upon
-some wonderful career, for there’s no getting the best of the planets. I
-had to take the man who came along at the right moment.”
-
-Mrs. Winstone was one of those extremely smart English women who put on
-an expression of youthful vacuity with their public toilettes, but at
-this point she so far forgot herself as to sit up and gasp.
-
-“Not that old nonsense! You don’t mean to tell me that Jane still
-believes—why, I had forgotten the thing. Hinson! Home!”
-
-As the carriage turned and rolled toward Tilney Street Mrs. Winstone,
-really interested for the first time, stared hard at the face beside
-her. Had she a child on her hands? It had been rather a bore, the
-prospect of fitting out and putting through her preliminary paces a
-young West Indian bride, mooning the while for an absent groom. But she
-had never seen any one look less like a bride, more heart-whole.
-
-“Do you love France?” she asked abruptly.
-
-“Of course not. He’s a horrid funny old thing, and his eyes look like
-glass when they don’t look like Fawcett’s when he’s been drinking, poor
-darling. And some of his hair is gray. But of course he’ll die soon and
-then I’ll have a handsome young husband.”
-
-Mrs. Winstone regarded the tip of her boot. She was worldly, selfish,
-vain, envied this young relative who would one day be a duchess, but she
-had an abundant store of that good nature which is the brass but
-pleasant counterfeit of a kind heart. She would not put herself out for
-any one, unless there were amusement or profit in it for her pampered
-self, but she would do so much if there were, that she had the
-reputation of being one of the “nicest women in London.” It was a long
-time—she was a widow of thirty-four, and enjoyed a comfortable
-income—since she had felt a spasm of natural sympathy, but she put this
-sensation to her credit as she turned again to the child beside her.
-
-“I wish I had gone down to Nevis last year, as I half intended,” she
-remarked. “It would have been good for my nerves, too. But there is such
-a vast difference between the ages of your mother and myself—we are at
-the opposite ends of a good old West Indian family—and we don’t get on
-very well. If I had—tell me about the wedding. I suppose it was a great
-affair. Where did you go for the honeymoon?”
-
-“No, I didn’t have a fine wedding. One day Mr. France was just calling,
-when the minister of Fig Tree Church was also there, and mother told us
-to stand up and be married. A few minutes after a sailor came running up
-with an order from the Captain to Mr. France to go to the ship at once.
-Before he had a chance to return the squadron sailed. For some reason
-the Captain didn’t want us to marry, and mother was delighted at getting
-the best of him. I never knew her to be in such a good humor as she was
-all the rest of that day and the next. But the Captain must have been as
-cross as Mr. France when he found out he was too late. Mother and the
-planets are too much for anybody.”
-
-Mrs. Winstone had learned all she wished to know. Mrs. Edis would have
-been wholly—no doubt satirically—content with the resolution born
-instantly in her sister’s agile mind. France would not arrive for a
-month or six weeks. There was nothing for it but to make his bride so
-worldly and frivolous that some of this appalling innocence would
-disappear in the process. Mrs. Winstone did not take kindly to the task,
-being fastidious and tolerably decent, but having read the book of life
-by artificial light for many years, could arrive at no other solution of
-her problem.
-
-“France has been cabling frantically to be relieved, has even sent his
-resignation, but either there is no one to take his place on such short
-notice, or some one is exerting a counter-influence—possibly your good
-friend, the Captain—and he must wait until the squadron returns.
-Meanwhile, we shall not let you miss him. The duke has sent me a check
-for your trousseau, and this is the very height of the season—here we
-are. It is a box, but I hope you will not be uncomfortable.”
-
-Among other considerations, Mrs. Winstone did not permit herself to
-forget that now was her opportunity to ingratiate herself with a future
-peeress of Britain. “Although anything less like a duchess,” she thought
-grimly as she laid her arm lightly about Julia’s waist while ascending
-the stair, “I never saw out of America or on the stage. But the duke,
-good soul, will be delighted.”
-
-The house, small, like so many in Mayfair, was all drawing-room on the
-first floor, a right angle of a room, so shaped and furnished as to give
-it an air of spaciousness. The front window was open to the flower
-boxes; there was a narrow conservatory across the back, which added to
-its depth. Above were one large bedroom and two small ones; and those of
-the servants, a flight higher, were a disgrace to civilization.
-
-But all that was intended for polite eyes presented a picture of ease,
-luxury, taste, smartness; moreover, had the unattainable air of having
-been occupied for several generations. Americans and other outsiders,
-settling for a season or two in London, spend thousands of pounds to
-look as if living in a packing-case of expensive goods, but Englishwomen
-of moderate income, combined with traditions and certain inheritances,
-often give the impression of aristocratic wealth and luxury.
-
-Captain Winstone (recruited also from the generous navy) had inherited
-the house in Tilney Street from his mother, an old dame of taste and
-fashion, who, besides careful weeding in the possessions of her
-ancestors, had travelled much and bought with a fine discrimination that
-was a part of her hardy contempt for Victorian fashions. The house, with
-three thousand pounds a year, was Mrs. Winstone’s for so long as she
-should grace this planet, and enabled her to exist, even to pay her
-dressmakers on account, when they made nuisances of themselves. But
-although she would have liked a great income, she had never been tempted
-to marry again, holding that a widow who sacrificed her liberties for
-anything less than a peerage was a fool; and no peer had crossed her
-path wealthy enough to be disinterested, or poor enough to share her
-humble dowry with gratitude. She always carried on a mild flirtation
-with a tame cat a few years younger than herself, who would fetch and
-carry, and, if wealthy, make her nice presents. If not, she fed him and
-took him to drive in her Victoria. Her heart and passions never troubled
-her, but her vanity required constant sustenance. She did not in the
-least mind the implication when the infant-in-waiting was invited to the
-country houses she visited; not only was her vanity flattered, but the
-generous tolerance of her world always amused her. She lived on the
-surface of life, and altogether was an enviable woman.
-
-Julia was delighted with her little room, done up in fresh chintz, too
-absorbed and happy to notice that it overlooked a mews. A four-wheeler
-had already brought her box, and a maid had unpacked her modest
-wardrobe. Mrs. Winstone, glancing over it with a suppressed sigh, told
-her to put on something white, as people would drop in for tea, then
-retired to the large front bedroom to be arrayed in a tea-gown of pink
-chiffon and much French lace.
-
-
- II
-
-MRS. WINSTONE, an excessively pretty woman, with blue eyes and fair
-hair, and a fresh complexion responsive to the arts of rejuvenation,
-seated herself before the tea-table and arranged her expression,
-determined not to betray her feelings when Julia entered in a white
-muslin frock made by the seamstress of Nevis. But as Julia, with all the
-confidence of an only child (such had practically been her position),
-entered smiling, her hair pinned softly about her head, Mrs. Winstone’s
-own spontaneous smile, which did so much for her popularity, without
-seaming the satin of her skin, responded. She saw at once what had
-dawned upon even Mrs. Edis’s provincial and scientific mind, that the
-girl at least knew how to put on her clothes, that she could wear white
-muslin and a blue sash and neck ribbon with an air.
-
-“We shall have jolly times with the shops and dressmakers,” she said
-warmly. “We’ll begin to-morrow morning. You are to be presented at the
-last drawing-room and must go into training at once. The duke wishes it.
-Really, I didn’t think there’d be anything so excitin’ this season as
-puttin’ the wife of Harold France through her paces. How do, Algy?”
-
-She extended a finger to a young man who lounged in with a bored
-expression, and a dragging of one foot after the other that suggested
-excesses which were preparing him for an early grave; in truth, he was a
-virtuous and timid younger son, who, being able to afford but one vice,
-chose cigarettes, and in the privacy of his room—he lived at
-home—smoked the economical American.
-
-Mrs. Winstone, with the vagueness of her kind, murmured, “my niece,” and
-poured him out a cup of tea, while embarking smartly upon a tide of
-gossip anent “Sonnys” and “Berties,” “Mollys” and “Vickys,” to which
-Julia had no key. But she was quite content to be ignored, being
-entirely happy, and deeply interested in her aunt and her new
-surroundings. With a quick and appreciative instinct she admired the
-rectangular room with its soft light and French furniture, its hundred
-little treasures from India and the continent. The tea-service was
-fairylike, compared with the massive pieces of Great House, and
-eminently in harmony with the pretty butterfly and her slender
-fluttering hands. Mrs. Winstone, as has been intimated, cultivated an
-expression of complete ingenuousness, even in animated conversation, and
-in repose—as when driving alone, for instance—looked so drained of
-vulgar sensations, of that capacity for thought so necessary to the
-middle classes, poor dears, that even an Englishman was once heard to
-exclaim that he would like to throw a wet sponge at her. Her figure
-might have been taller, but it could hardly have been thinner, and
-carried smart gowns as an angel carries her natural feathers. Women
-liked her, not only for the reasons given, but because her acute
-intelligence chose that they should, and men liked, sometimes loved, her
-because she knew them as well as she did women, and managed them
-accordingly.
-
-Her present adorer, Lord Algernon FitzMiff, was tall, loose-jointed,
-with sleek brown hair, a mathematical profile, and beautiful clothes. He
-would never pay his tailor; never, unless he caught an heiress, own a
-thousand pounds. But at least a Chinaman on his first visit to England
-would never have taken him for a member of the middle class; and when a
-man is no disgrace to “his order,” who shall maintain that his life is
-wasted?
-
-Julia, finding him even less interesting than her husband, was on the
-other side of the room admiring an old bronze brought to England in the
-palmy days of the East India Company, when three visitors were
-announced:—
-
-“Mrs. Macmanus, Mr. Pirie, Mr. Nigel Herbert.”
-
-“Dear Julia!” cried Mrs. Winstone, in a tone which, although subdued,
-made an effect of floating across space until the drawing-room seemed
-immense, “come and meet my friends.”
-
-Julia, born without mauvaise honte, passed the ordeal of introduction in
-a fashion which delighted her aunt, and sat down under the lorgnette of
-Mrs. Macmanus.
-
-This intimate friend of Mrs. Winstone was also in her thirty-fifth year,
-but enormously rich, as lazy of body as she was quick of mind, and,
-inclined to gout, quite indifferent to both youth and clothes. Her black
-frock would not have been worn by her maid, her stays were of the old
-school, her hair was parted, and about her eyes were many amiable lines.
-There were those who maintained that she was a snob of the subtlest dye,
-daring to look like a frump because of her income and her ramifications
-in the peerage; but they were quite wrong. Mrs. Macmanus was so little
-of a snob that she rarely recognized snobbery in others, hated every
-variety of discomfort, and could not have been more amiable and
-kind-hearted had she been poor and a nobody.
-
-Mr. Pirie, although only forty-five, was already an old beau. Left with
-an income sufficient for a luxurious bachelor, too selfish to ask the
-present Mrs. Macmanus to share it when she was a penniless girl, and
-with none of the recommendations essential to the capture of predatory
-heiresses, he had lived for twenty-five years in very comfortable rooms
-in Jermyn Street, dining out every night during the season, taking his
-yearly waters at Carlsbad, visiting at country houses. In no way
-distinguished, people wondered sometimes why they continued, year after
-year, to invite him; but he had been astute enough to hang on until he
-had become a fixed habit, and now, should any of the ailments which come
-from too much dining with owners of chefs take him off, he would have
-been sincerely missed for a season; he was a good-natured gossip, who
-could put vitriol on his tongue at the unique moment. Mrs. Macmanus had
-been free for fifteen years, and he had proposed to her fifteen times;
-but not only was that astute widow content with her present state, but
-she never quite forgave him for not proposing before he was obliged to
-wear a toupee. She liked him, however, and gave him a corner at her
-fireside. For several years she had tried to make him work, being of
-that order of woman that has no patience with the idler. In her youth,
-she had been quite impassioned on the subject, but had learned that to
-backbone the invertebrate was as easy as to turn marble into flesh.
-When, a few years later, the Americans discovered the hookworm, she
-concluded that half England had it, and became entirely charitable.
-
-Young Herbert, who immediately carried his tea over to Julia’s side, was
-but recently out of Oxford, reading law to please his father (an
-eminently practical peer), but quietly preparing himself for literature.
-He had a fresh frank face, which refused to look politely bored, large
-blue eyes, that danced at times with youth and the zest of life, and
-although dressed with the perfection of detail of a Lord Algy FitzMiff,
-his movements, like his voice, were often quick and eager. He had been
-cultivating Mrs. Winstone with a view to succeeding Lord Algy, since she
-was so much the fashion, and rippin’ besides, but she vanished from his
-calculations the moment he set eyes on her niece, and never returned.
-
-He had heard nothing of the marriage, Mrs. Winstone with fashionable
-casualness having omitted to mention it, and society being as
-indifferent to the performances of a man who spent his leaves of absence
-in Paris, as to the heir presumptive of an unfashionable duke.
-
-“Miss France—surely—” he began. But Julia bridled. She was proud of
-her married state. She sat up very straight and looked at him primly.
-
-He laughed aloud. “Really?” he asked teasingly. “Well, I suppose you are
-too young to like to be told you look so, but—I can’t take it in. Do I
-know your husband, perhaps? France—there are several. You are a bride,
-of course.”
-
-“I have been married just twenty-four days. My husband is a lieutenant
-in the navy. He won’t be here for a month or two yet—”
-
-“In the navy—what—what—is his first name?”
-
-“Harold. He has a lot of others, but I forget them.”
-
-“Not the Duke of Kingsborough’s—”
-
-“Yes, and Aunt Maria says perhaps I shall stay at some of the castles
-this year.”
-
-Herbert’s hand shook so that he was obliged to put down his cup. He was
-almost a generation younger than France, and rarely entered his own
-club, but there are some characters that are known to all men of their
-class, however unpopular or negligible socially they may be. Herbert
-felt a sensation of nausea, and for the moment loathed this wonderful
-young creature that looked to be composed of light and fire. What must
-she really be made of to have fallen in love with a man like France?
-What sort of hideous inherited instincts had answered those of a man
-that did not even possess the common gift of magnetism? What had he made
-of her?
-
-He had been bred in the severe school of his class. His composure
-returned and he looked at her critically. Red hair. A sensual and
-ill-tempered little devil, no doubt. Then he encountered her eyes, eyes
-so unmistakably innocent, so different from the eyes of the Mrs.
-Winstones, with their manufactured ingenuousness, their injected wonder
-at the naughtiness of the world.
-
-But he floundered. “Oh, of course. Castles. And of course, Mr. France is
-very handsome—distinguished.”
-
-Julia was staring at him in open astonishment. “Handsome? He looks like
-a sheep, when he doesn’t look like a calf—that’s the way he looked when
-he stared at me while mother was talking to him. I had never talked to a
-man in my life. He must have thought me quite stupid. I am sure he was
-very kind to marry me.”
-
-“Kind?”
-
-“Mother said he was in love, but somehow—well, I have only read a few
-of Scott’s novels—he doesn’t seem much like a lover to me. But after
-I’ve seen the world a bit, and read some modern novels, perhaps I shall
-understand Mr. France better. I should think it would be a good thing to
-understand one’s husband.”
-
-“Rather.” He was devoured with curiosity, and changed the subject
-hastily. “What is your idea of a man that could make love, fall in
-love?” he asked, not yet quite sure whether he liked her well enough
-even for a mild flirtation.
-
-But Julia had liked him spontaneously. His youth, his breeding, his
-frank kind eyes, the mere fact that he was the first man near her own
-age with whom she had ever had a tête-à-tête, won her confidence, and
-fluttered her imagination. She regarded him dispassionately.
-
-“You, I should think. But I don’t know very much—anything about it.”
-
-Was this accomplished coquetry? But those eyes. “Will you tell me where
-you have come from?” he asked. “I—I can’t quite place you.”
-
-“From Nevis, where Aunt Maria was born.”
-
-“And there are no men there?”
-
-“No young ones. I met Mr. France at my first party, anyhow. I had no
-friends—not even girls. My mother is peculiar—a very wonderful woman.
-Some day I’ll tell you about her. But she made up her mind I was to have
-no friends until I married.”
-
-Herbert made another heroic attempt to repress his curiosity. “And why
-do you think I could fall in love—really in love?”
-
-“Well—you see—you look elastic, springy, waxy, sappy, like the young
-trees. Mr. France is all made, hard, finished. He’s like an old tree
-with rough bark, and dry inside. I suppose he could love when he was
-your age, but he’s years too old now. I shall always think of him as a
-father—my father had a son eighteen years old when he was Mr. France’s
-age—and I was eighteen my last birthday.”
-
-Herbert drew a long breath. He put his finger inside his collar and shot
-a glance at the rest of the party. They were discussing the resignation
-of Gladstone and his indictment of the peers; English people, no matter
-how frivolous, are never as empty-headed as Americans of the same class.
-Moreover, Mrs. Winstone included several flirtations in the curriculum,
-and looked upon Herbert as quite safe.
-
-The question popped out irresistibly. “Then your mother arranged the
-match?”
-
-“Of course.”
-
-“And—and—you aren’t in love with your husband now that you’re married
-to him? Girls often are, you know.”
-
-“What difference does that make?”
-
-“Well—I should think France would know how to make love even if he
-couldn’t love—I fancy you’ve hit him off there.”
-
-“Well, he may, but I hope he won’t. Forty! He used to talk a good deal
-about wanting to settle down. So, I suppose he’ll do that, and I am sure
-I could run a house as well as mother.”
-
-“Run a house! Is that the way he made love to you?”
-
-“He never made love to me. Mother always entertained him, and he had to
-sail as soon as the ceremony was over, instead of taking me up into the
-hills, as he had planned.”
-
-Herbert felt a wild sense of exultation and an equally wild impulse to
-save her. The finest type of young Englishman inherits a deep and
-passionate tide of chivalry, and his was whipped hard and high for the
-first time. A crime had been committed, a worse one menaced; this he
-would avert if he had to elope with the child and ruin his career. There
-was no room left in him for humor; it was the best plan he could think
-of, just as Mrs. Winstone’s plan to make her innocent little niece so
-frivolous, worldly, and sophisticated that in a measure she would be
-prepared for life with one of the most blatant roués in England, was the
-best her order of brain could evolve. And Julia, plastic, unawakened,
-inexperienced, gave the impression of being entirely agreeable to any
-plans that might be made for her.
-
-Herbert, young and chivalrous as he might be, and still able to fall in
-love at first sight, was the product of the highest civilization on
-earth, and in no danger of making a precipitate ass of himself. He also
-was as subtle as a frank and honest nature can be, and he realized that
-he must proceed warily. An innocent girl can be repelled even by a young
-and attractive lover, and Mrs. Winstone, although she would smile at a
-flirtation, would be the last to countenance a scandal in her family.
-Moreover, it was possible that he might be mistaken in the sensations
-inspired by this girl with the big shining happy eyes, hair that looked
-as if about to crackle, and a sort of electric aura. He had been in love
-before, and recovered with humiliating facility. His reason spoke, but
-all the rest of him cried out that he was in love, desperately in love,
-that it was the real thing, at last. And she needed him. That clinched
-the matter.
-
-He changed the subject abruptly, and, as much as possible, the current
-of his thoughts. “Of course Mrs. Winstone is enchanting, ripping,” he
-announced warmly. “Quite the youngest woman in London” (this, without
-insulting intent). “But after all, you _are_ just grown, and must have
-friends of your own age. My sister, alas! is in India, but one of her
-pals married my brother—and her great friend, Lady Ishbel Jones—we are
-all great pals. I’m sure you’ll like them both—”
-
-“When shall I meet them? Are they my age?”
-
-“Only a little older—twenty-three. Ishbel was married when she was
-nineteen—her husband is rather a bounder, but unspeakably rich, and she
-was one of fourteen daughters of a poor Irish peer. Bridgit, my
-sister-in-law, married for love—my brother is one of the best looking
-men in the army. She married at eighteen—and has a little chap, but
-she’s one of the best cross-country riders in England, and a topper at
-golf and tennis; fine all-round sport, and loves society as much as
-Ishbel. _She’s_ sweeter, more feminine on the outside, but no more of a
-brick, and all-there-all-the-time than Bridgit. I’m sure they’re just
-the friends for you.”
-
-“I’m rather afraid of them; they’re really grown women, and I know quite
-well that I’m only a child. I realized it a bit the night of my first
-party at Government House, when I saw the other girls flirting; and on
-the steamer they teased me a good deal. But I _must_ have some friends
-of my age. I am beginning to long for them. It is so odd—I was quite
-happy alone—so long as I knew nothing else. And I didn’t care to marry
-for years, but—” She gave a side glance at the intent face as close to
-hers as the etiquette of the drawing-room permitted, hesitated an
-instant, for she was growing sensitive about her ignorance. But the
-friendly admiring eyes reassured her, and out came the story of the
-planets. It was the last straw. Herbert left the house in Tilney Street
-feeling the one romantic man in England, and almost shaking with
-excitement.
-
-
- III
-
-THE duke, a dry ascetic little man, called on the following day and
-approved of Julia at once. He was not only relieved that his heir had
-married an innocent girl of good family, but youth was needed in the
-house of France. His sisters were older and more antiquated than
-himself, and now that his health was improving, he wished to give
-political parties and dinners. A beautiful young woman at the head of
-his staircase or table was an attraction second only to a chef. He hoped
-she was not quite a fool, and invited her to lunch alone with him in the
-course of the week, with intent to ascertain if her mind was of a
-quality that would sprout the seeds he was willing to implant—he was by
-way of being intellectual himself.
-
-But it was some time before Julia could be drawn out. The big gloomy
-dining-room, the little man with his dull cold eyes and languid manner,
-the magnificent footmen, four besides the butler, to wait upon the two
-seated so far apart at the table, paralyzed her spirits and courage.
-Moreover, she was bewildered and somewhat fatigued by five days of
-shopping, milliners, dressmakers, and meeting many more of her aunt’s
-friends. She felt half disposed to cry, and nearly choked over her food.
-The duke was rather pleased by her timidity than disappointed; it was
-not often that he inspired awe (like all little men without personality
-it had been the dream of his life to electrify a room as he entered it,
-and annihilate with the eagle in his glance), and, being a gentleman of
-the old school, he held that young females should be diffident to their
-natural lords, and modest withal.
-
-With dessert the small army of minions disappeared, and Julia’s face
-brightened.
-
-“I suppose I’ll get used to all this grandeur in time, but aunt has only
-one footman, and at home—well, the blacks take turns waiting on the
-table, whichever happens to have nothing else to do, and they are part
-of the family, anyhow.”
-
-The duke was shocked, but interested; shocked that even a new recruit to
-the ranks of the British peerage should be so frank about domestic
-poverty, and interested in the innocence or the courage which prompted
-her to speak to the head of the house of France as if he were a parson’s
-son.
-
-“Quite so. Quite so,” he said genially. “Harold has rather a small
-establishment himself, but well appointed, of course. Ah—it’s let. I
-hope you will spend the greater part of your time with me. It is a new
-experience to see a young face at this table, and a very delightful
-one.” He had never felt more gracious, and Julia smiled upon him so
-radiantly that he expanded still further. “Yes, you must certainly live
-with me. And Harold must stand for Parliament. Now that he has resigned
-from the navy that will be the career for him. We Frances always have
-careers, we have never been idlers, and I need some one in the lower
-House. He could not choose a better moment. The present ministry is in a
-state of dissolution. You will like politics, of course. All intelligent
-women do, and more than one woman of this family has been of—ah—quite
-material assistance to her husband.”
-
-“I don’t know anything about politics, but I can learn. Mother says I
-must. When can I go to a castle?”
-
-The duke’s mouth was close and ascetic, but it parted in a smile that
-was almost spontaneous. “Of course you want to see a castle,” he said,
-teasing her graciously. “All children do.”
-
-Julia flushed and tossed her head. “Well, I’m not so sorry I’m really
-young. I’ve been in London only a week, but it seems to me that I’ve met
-hundreds of women who think of nothing but looking young. So, what is
-there to be ashamed of?”
-
-“Or to blush about? I perceive that we shall be famous friends. You
-shall go to a castle as soon as Harold returns. I’ll lend him Bosquith
-for the honeymoon. His own box would not be half romantic enough.”
-
-Julia had been warned by her aunt not to confide her conjugal
-indifference to the duke, but she remarked impulsively:—
-
-“One couldn’t be romantic with Mr. France, anyhow. I’d rather go there
-by myself, or with two or three of my new friends.”
-
-“Great heavens!” For the first time in his life the duke (who always
-conducted family prayers for the servants, even in the height of the
-season) was almost profane. “Really—upon my word—you must not say such
-things—nor feel them. I am aware of the circumstances of your marriage,
-and that you have not had time to learn to love your husband as a wife
-should, but you must take wifely love and duty for granted. You are
-married and that is the end of it. As for romance, of course I was only
-joking. No doubt I was somewhat clumsy, for I rarely joke; romance does
-not matter in the least, and you must look forward to living with your
-husband as the highest of—ahem!—earthly happiness. And I must insist
-that you do not call Harold ‘Mr. France.’ It is not only unnatural, but
-American. I do not know any Americans, but am told that the wives always
-allude to their husbands as ‘Mr.’ In a novel I once read, ‘The Wide,
-Wide, World,’ they always _called_ them ‘Mr.’ It must have been
-extremely awkward! You will remember, I hope.”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-Julia looked down, and repressed a smile. She might be ignorant and
-provincial, but she was naturally shrewd and poised; the duke no longer
-awed her, and, indeed, seemed rather absurd. But, then, she had met so
-many absurd people in the last few days. She thought with gratitude upon
-young Herbert and his two enchanting friends, Bridgit Herbert and Ishbel
-Jones. In the wild rush of her new life they had passed and repassed one
-another like flashes of lightning, but there had been distinct and
-agreeable shocks, and she was to lunch with the two young women on the
-morrow. It was a prospect that consoled her for the ennui of her ordeal
-with this quite nice but very dull old gentleman.
-
-The duke, however, convinced that he had made an impression, and
-magnanimously overlooking the indiscretions of youth, kept her for an
-hour longer, and gave her an outline lesson in politics. He was
-extremely lucid and chose his words with the precision which
-distinguished all his public utterances (he fancied his style); also
-reminded himself that he was addressing an embryonic intelligence. Julia
-looked at him with wide admiring eyes and thought of Herbert and Bridgit
-and Ishbel.
-
-
- IV
-
-THERE were, at this period of their lives, no two more frivolous and
-pleasure-loving young women in England than Bridgit Herbert and Ishbel
-Jones. The one, married three months after she had left the schoolroom,
-the other rescued suddenly from a ruined castle where food was often
-scanty and a travelling bog the only excitement, both had thrown
-themselves into the complex pleasures of society with such ardor and
-industry that neither had yet found time to discover they were clever
-women and their husbands two of the dullest men in England.
-
-Mr. James William Jones (alluded to as “Jimmy” to please the enchanting
-Ishbel, although men let him alone as much as they decently could,
-unless greedy for tips of the stock market, or the salary of a director
-on one of his boards) was as generous with money as behoved a newcomer
-with a beautiful young wife, and a passion for entertaining the British
-peerage. He might be a bore and a bounder, but he knew what he wanted
-and he knew how to get it. At forty he was a millionnaire, and, resting
-on his labors (for Britons, unlike Americans, know when they have
-enough), became aware that outside of the City he was a nobody.
-Simultaneously he lifted his gaze to that stellar world known as
-Society. He read of it, he stared at it from afar—a park chair (for
-which he paid two pence), an opera stall for which he paid a guinea—and
-blinked in its radiance. He was first wistful, then angry, then
-determined. He had many golden keys, but was not long in learning that
-none would open the door guarding the golden stair. He was an ugly
-rather flat-featured Welshman, with eyes like black beads and the
-manners of his native village; he met gentlemen every day in the City,
-and, being a man of facts, knew himself exactly for what he was.
-Nevertheless, he would win society as he had won fortune, and (with no
-keen relish) admitted that for the first time in his life he must stoop
-to ask the aid of woman. In other words, he must get him a wife, and she
-must be a lady of high degree. By this time his conclusions were rapid.
-Being a city millionaire, without youth, looks, or manners, he would
-have to buy his wife. Ergo, she must be poor.
-
-He immediately embarked upon a study of the British peerage, and with
-the thoroughness and capacity for detail which play so great a part in
-the equipment of the self-made, he had within a week a list of
-impoverished peers long enough to reach to France.
-
-But how was he to meet any of them? He was a solitary man, having had no
-time to make friends, and, proud in his way, risked no rebuffs from
-those suave well-groomed beings who honored the City for its base
-returns. He had not even a poor peer on one of his boards, having, in
-the old days, regarded them as useless and dangerous.
-
-It was at this point that luck (also an ally of the self-made) came at
-his call. He was plodding through a society paper when his eye was
-caught by an editorial paragraph, mysteriously worded. He read it
-several times, grasped its meaning, and, the hour being propitious, went
-at once to the editorial offices of _The Mart_, in Bond Street. Ushered
-into the presence of the widowed and impoverished lady of some quality
-who edited the sheet, he asked her bluntly, holding out the paragraph,
-if “this meant that she introduced people into Society for a
-consideration.” She colored a dusky crimson at this coarse adaptation of
-her delicate literary style, but they were not long coming to an
-understanding, nevertheless. She agreed with him that his only hope was
-in a wife of the right sort, and asked him to call again a week later.
-When he returned, she had his record as well as his remedy. With the
-calm and brazen assurance of which only the well-born thrown on their
-uppers are capable, she demanded a thousand pounds for her letter of
-introduction, and another thousand if the wedding came off. He had
-always despised women and now he laughed outright; nevertheless, when he
-discovered that the letter was to a poor proud Irish peer, connected
-with several of the most notable families in England, and the melancholy
-possessor of fourteen beautiful daughters, ranging from thirty-five
-years of age to sixteen, he signed the check and the agreement.
-
-The desperate Irish landlord, duly advised from London, received him
-with true Celtic hospitality, and practically bade him take his choice.
-As Lady Ishbel was the family’s flower, Jones made up his mind
-cautiously and promptly, asking for her hand on his third visit. His
-leaking unventilated quarters in the village inn, and the harsh food of
-the peer (like many self-made men he was on a diet) had somewhat to do
-with his rapidity of decision.
-
-Ishbel wept sadly when she received the paternal decree, for she was
-young and romantic, and her suitor was neither. But not only had she
-been taught from infancy that marriage was the one escape from bogs and
-potatoes, and, like her sisters, had lived on the forlorn hope of being
-invited to London by more fortunate relatives, but she had one of the
-sweetest and kindest natures in the world; and when her mother wept, and
-her father told her that Mr. Jones, moved to his depths at the straits
-of a member of even the Irish peerage, had intimated that he would make
-him a director of one of his companies, with a salary which would insure
-him against hunger, and patch up his castle, and when her older sisters
-urged that she might sacrifice her feelings in order to marry them off
-in turn, she dried her beautiful eyes, and consented.
-
-Mr. Jones returned at once to London to prepare for his bride, and,
-again with the help of the Lady of the Bureau, bought him a furnished
-house in Park Lane. This fact, his many virtues, and his approaching
-marriage to the “greatest beauty in Ireland” (the Lady of the Bureau by
-this time felt something like gratitude to her victim and resolved to
-give him a handsome return for his checks) were duly chronicled in _The
-Mart_. The marriage took place at the beginning of the season, and
-Ishbel’s many relatives received her affectionately and launched her at
-once, swallowing Mr. Jones without a grimace. Thanks to Nature, her
-husband’s millions, and the friendly _Mart_, she became a “beauty” in
-her first season, and was so intoxicated with the many and delectable
-dishes offered her starved young palate, that she tolerated and almost
-forgot her husband. He, in turn, took little interest in her, save as a
-means to an end. He had bought her as he had bought women before, and,
-being a plain matter-of-fact person, thought one sort about as good as
-another. However, he gave her an immense income, and, satisfying himself
-that she was honest and virtuous, in spite of her irresistible coquetry,
-left her to her own devices.
-
-She had little education, and no accomplishments, but she studied for an
-hour and a half every morning with the best masters to be found, and her
-natural wit and charm, added to her rich Irish beauty, and the sweetness
-of her disposition, endeared her even to disappointed mothers, and won
-her something more than popularity in the young married set. The woman
-with whom she soon drifted into the closest intimacy was, apparently, as
-unlike herself in all respects as possible.
-
-Bridgit Marchamely, educated with her brothers, and highly accomplished,
-inherited a fortune from her mother, the only child of a Liverpool
-shipbuilder, who had married the younger son of a duke. With a mind both
-subtle and powerful, this lady had ruled her husband during the twenty
-years of their happiness, brought up her children to think for
-themselves, and played with society when it suited her convenience.
-Bridgit, the last of her four children, was the only girl, and with her
-fine upstanding figure, her flashing black eyes and spirited nostrils,
-looked as gallant a boy as any of her brothers when she rode astride to
-hounds in the privacy of her grandfather’s estate in Yorkshire. In spite
-of what her tutors called her masculine brain, however, she was no
-traitor to her sex, and fell madly in love with a handsome guardsman in
-the first week of her first season. Her father thought young Herbert
-“rather an ass,” but failing to convince his daughter, gave his consent
-to the match; and she had since kept the young man luxuriously in South
-Audley Street. She, too, had grown up in the country, being brought to
-London for a few weeks of opera and concert once a year only, and, her
-youth getting the better of her fine brain for the nonce, she lived for
-society in the season and for shooting and hunting and visits to the
-continent the rest of the year. The fashionable life is the busiest on
-earth, while its glamor lasts, and with a husband of the old familiar
-Greek god type (now exclusively English) as fond of the world’s
-pleasures as herself, and her baby where English babies so sensibly and
-generally are,—in the country the year round,—it is no wonder that she
-forgot her studies and aspirations and became a flaming comet in London
-society.
-
-She was instantly attracted to Ishbel, by the law of opposites she
-thought, but, as she learned in later years, by a deep-lying similarity
-of character and mind, at present unsuspected beneath the effervescence
-of their youth.
-
-Both of these young women were almost as fond of Nigel Herbert as of
-each other, and although he forbore to confide to them his ultimate
-purpose in regard to Julia, were properly horrified at the “box that
-red-headed little Nevis girl had got herself into,” and sympathetic with
-his state of mind. Men seldom confide their infatuations to other men,
-but they often do to women, or, if they drop a hint, woman corkscrews
-the whole story out of them; and these two astute friends of his got
-Nigel’s the day he asked them to call and “be nice to Mrs. France.” They
-were still too young to approve of irregular love affairs, but with the
-optimism of their years were sure it could be arranged somehow, and
-called at once in Tilney Street.
-
-Mrs. Winstone, delighted to add two young women, so much the fashion, to
-her set, cultivated them assiduously, confided to them the appalling
-ignorance of her niece, asked their assistance, and even took them
-shopping when Julia began to show signs of rebellion and fatigue.
-
-At first they were merely amused; then they found the little West Indian
-pathetic, finally, like the Captain (alas! but such is life, dropped
-forever from this veracious chronicle) and young Herbert, began to
-revolve schemes for “saving her.”
-
-Meanwhile the tired but happy and still unprophetic Julia was preparing
-for the ordeal of her first curtsy in Buckingham Palace.
-
-
- V
-
-MRS. WINSTONE won the admiration of her distinguished circle and the
-high approval of the duke for the tact with which she managed Julia’s
-destinies at this period. As the bride’s husband was away and she had
-neither entered society as a maid nor in company with her legal owner,
-her appearance at balls and formal dinners would have created a scandal.
-Nevertheless, she must be educated, and Mrs. Winstone cut the difference
-with her never failing acumen. Her own drawing-room was thronged with
-“the world” nearly every afternoon; she gave many small dinners to the
-smartest dissenters from middle-class morality that she knew; it was the
-era of the problem play, and Julia saw them all, as well as the “halls,”
-with their strange company in the lobbies; Nigel Herbert and one or two
-other admirers were encouraged; and the most modern and extreme of the
-psychological novels and plays littered the room above the mews.
-
-But Julia, although some glimmerings of life’s realities were beginning
-to penetrate the serene unconsciousness of childhood (enough to induce
-in her a certain reserve of speech), was far too rushed and bewildered
-to comprehend more than one-hundredth part of what she heard and
-saw—the novels and plays she was too tired in her few solitary moments
-to open. Shopping, fitting, luncheons, dinners, the afternoon
-gatherings, the theatre, the constant buzz of conversation about
-politics and scandal, kept the surface of her mind agitated and left the
-depths untouched. Even Nigel, in spite of his ardent eyes and tender
-notes, she barely separated from Bridgit and Ishbel, merely conscious
-that she liked the three better than any one on earth except her mother.
-If she thought of France at all, it was to experience a sensation of
-momentary gratitude to the person that had given her this brilliant
-experience; although, after she began to rehearse daily for the
-presentation, curtsying before a row of dummies until she ached, backing
-out with her train over her arm, the correct smile on her face, the
-correct measure of respect and dignity in her mien, she was disposed to
-wish herself back on Nevis.
-
-Had it not been for the immense respectability of the duke, and his
-personal friendship with his sovereign, the application to present the
-wife of Harold France at the court of St. James might have received
-scant consideration. He was even under the ban of the royal arbiter
-eligantiarum. But there was no question of refusing the pointed request
-of the duke, whom the queen regarded as a model of all the virtues in a
-degenerate age; and Mrs. Edis was also remembered with favor. The Lady
-Arabella Torrence, a sister of the duke, was selected to present the
-bride, and at six o’clock on a raw May morning Julia was aroused by the
-hair-dresser, and, after an hour’s torture, went to sleep again on a
-chair with her feathered head swathed in tulle.
-
-The respite was brief. At nine o’clock two women from the great
-dressmaking establishment patronized by Mrs. Winstone came to array the
-victim in a train that filled up the entire room.
-
-A cup of strong coffee revived Julia’s flagging spirits and vitality,
-and she fancied herself mightily when, draped, and sewn, and squeezed,
-and pinched, she was free at last to admire her reflection in the long
-mirror. Her gown was pure white, of course, the front of the round skirt
-covered with tulle and sown with seed pearls, the train of a stiff thick
-brocade, which would be sent on the morrow to be made into an evening
-wrap, just as the round frock was to do duty for her first party. Such
-was the private economy of the presentation costume. The duke had lent
-her the family pearls, and they depended to her waist and clasped her
-head. Her skin was as white as her gown and her hair and lips were vivid
-touches of color. Julia smiled at her reflection, then trembled as she
-gathered up the train, so much more alarming than the “property” stuff
-she had used at rehearsals.
-
-Word had come that Lady Arabella was waiting, and cheered by compliments
-from her aunt and from Bridgit and Ishbel, who rushed in for a moment,
-she descended to the family coach and sat herself beside her formidable
-relative.
-
-Lady Arabella was a tall bony big woman, with the large hands and feet
-which are supposed to be the prerogative of the plebeian, an early
-Victorian coiffure, and an imposing skeleton religiously exhibited so
-far as decency permitted and fashion expected, whenever a court function
-demanded this sacrifice on the part of a loyal subject who suffered from
-chronic hay fever. She had a deep bass voice, a bristling beard, and
-approved of nothing modern. “When the queen was young and gave the tone
-to Society” was a phrase constantly on her lips. She had felt it
-incumbent upon herself to give the distracted Julia a series of lectures
-on deportment, particularly on her behavior during the sacred hour of
-presentation, and had improved the opportunity to let fall many edifying
-remarks upon the duties of a wife, the shocking manner in which the
-women of the present generation neglected their husbands. Although she
-disapproved of her nephew in so far as she understood him, she subtly
-conveyed to his wife that to be the choice of the future head of the
-house of France was an overpowering honor.
-
-At first she had terrified Julia, then bored her, finally, as the great
-day approached, loomed as a rock of strength. Nothing, at least, could
-frighten _her_, and she was so big and so conspicuously hideous that it
-was conceivably possible to shrink behind her.
-
-But there was a preliminary ordeal of which she had heard nothing, a
-grateful callousing of the nerves before making a bow to a mere
-sovereign.
-
-Many had waited for the last drawing-room because it would be the
-smartest, others because it was a bore, to be deferred as long as
-possible; many had been in Italy or on the Riviera; others had been put
-on the list by a power higher than their own wills. From whatever
-combination of causes the procession of slowly moving carriages was as
-long as the tail of a comet, and at times, particularly while the
-gorgeous coaches of the ambassadors were driving smartly down the Mall,
-came to a dead halt. It was then that the sovereign people had their
-innings.
-
-They lined the streets surrounding the Palace in serried ranks. Not even
-the American crowd loves a “show” as the British does, Socialists and
-all. Their ancestors have gaped at gilded coaches and gorgeous robes and
-sparkling jewels for centuries, and if the day ever comes when they
-shall have exchanged these amiable pageants of their betters for a full
-stomach, who shall dare predict that they will be entirely satisfied?
-
-What awe they may have inherited had long since disappeared. They
-crowded up against the procession of carriages, devouring with their
-curious good-natured eyes the splendid gowns and jewels, the glimpses of
-bare shoulders, and the beauty or bones of women apparently insensible
-of their existence.
-
-For a time Julia clutched nervously at the pearls beneath her cloak, and
-shrank from that sea of eyes under hats of an indescribable commonness.
-
-“My eye, ain’t her hair red!” exclaimed one young woman, with
-unmistakable reference. “And a little paint wouldn’t ’urt her.”
-
-“Paint? That there’s high-toned pallor—”
-
-“Pearl powder—”
-
-“Oh, I sy, wot for do they let bibies like that marry when they don’t
-have to? I call it a shime.”
-
-“Right you are!”
-
-One girl, with a violent color and black frizzled hair that stood out
-quite eight inches from three parts of her face, thrust her head through
-the open window of the coach.
-
-“Don’t you mind wot they sy,” she said consolingly. “They’re that
-nonsensical they can’t ’elp chaffing. And you’re the prettiest and the
-most haristocratic of the whole lot—I’ve been all up and down the line.
-And it ain’t powder! My word, but your complexion’s _grand_!”
-
-She withdrew without waiting for an answer. Julia turned to Lady
-Arabella, who, throughout the ordeal, had sat as upright as if corseted
-in iron, and with her long haughty profile turned unflinchingly to the
-mob. So, it must be conceded, stupid as she was in her pride, would she
-have sat if they had threatened her life. As Julia asked her timidly (in
-effect) if the most aristocratic function of the year was always treated
-like a travelling circus, Lady Arabella answered, without flickering an
-eyelash: “Always, and fortunately for us. The lower classes love to see
-us on parade, and the more we give them of this sort of thing, the
-longer we shall keep their loyalty. Moreover, it serves the
-purpose—this drawing-room procession, in particular—of bringing us in
-close touch with the people, serves to demonstrate that we are real
-mortals, not the ridiculous creatures in the sort of novels they read. I
-always endeavor to look a symbol. I hope you will learn to do the same
-in time, for the lower classes are secretly proud of us and like us to
-play our part. You are drooping. Sit up and present your profile.”
-
-“What’s the use of a profile without a backbone?” said Julia, wearily.
-“I’m so tired.”
-
-“You must rise above mere physical fatigue,” said the old dame,
-severely. “People in our class keep our backbones for our bedrooms. When
-you are inclined to complain, think of the poor royalties, who stand for
-hours. And don’t finger your pearls. You are supposed to have been born
-with them about your neck.”
-
-Julia’s sense of humor was not yet fully awake, but her new relative’s
-words were tonic as well as reassuring; she sat erect, but turned her
-eyes round her profile to regard this strange lower class of London, of
-which she had heard much but seen nothing until to-day. They were an
-ugly lot; beauty would seem to be the prerogative of aristocracy in
-England, possibly because it is well fed; they wore rough ready-made
-frocks, or, where finery was attempted, feathers and ribbons inferior to
-anything Julia had ever seen on the negroes of Nevis; and many of the
-hats looked as if they might be used as nightcaps to protect the
-elaborate masses of frizzled hair. Julia, brought up on the soundest
-aristocratic principles, saw in this gaping good-natured crowd but a
-broad and solid foundation for the historic institution above.
-
-The coach finally rolled through the gates of Buckingham Palace. For an
-hour longer she stood, her slippers pinching until her native
-independence of character almost induced her to kick them off. But she
-was so tired after a month of London, an almost sleepless night, and the
-excitements of an already long day, that her brain worked toward no such
-simple solution, and before her moment came she ached from head to foot.
-The scene became a blur of vast rooms, of tall women, very thin or very
-fat, with diamond tiaras above set faces, and trains of every color over
-their arms, of girls that shifted from one foot to the other and
-breathed audibly their wish that it were over. One by one they
-disappeared. There was a sharp emphatic whisper from Lady Arabella.
-Julia started and set her teeth. “Mind you don’t sit down like that
-daughter of the American ambassador,” whispered the same fierce nervous
-voice. “Remember all that you have rehearsed.”
-
-Julia, terrified to her marrow, did as opera singers do in moments of
-distress; she “fell back on technique.” Afterward she remembered vaguely
-making a succession of curtsies to a long row of dazzling crowns, but no
-effort of memory ever recalled the features beneath. She received the
-train flung over her arm and backed out without disgracing herself, but
-also without a thrill of that joy which a loyal subject is supposed to
-feel when in the presence of his sovereign for the first time.
-
-“Not bad,” said Lady Arabella, graciously, as after many more moments,
-they entered their carriage. But Julia was yawning. When she reached the
-house in Tilney Street, she went to bed and refused to get up for
-twenty-four hours.
-
-
- VI
-
-ON the day following the drawing-room a prearranged conference was held
-in the “palatial home” of Mr. Jones in Park Lane. It was the hideous and
-abandoned house of a South African millionnaire, this home, but Lady
-Ishbel had refurnished it by degrees, and her boudoir in particular,
-with its pale French silks and many flowers, its Empire furniture, both
-delicately wrought and solid, framed appropriately a soft aristocratic
-loveliness that almost concealed strong bones and firm lines. As she is
-to play so intimate a part in the development of our heroine, she may as
-well be described here as later. She had quantities of curly silky
-chestnut hair, long brown eyes with fine fringes and an expression both
-modest and piquant, a straight little nose with arching nostril, a
-gracefully cut mouth with pink lips, and a square little chin with a
-dimple in it. Her figure was womanly, not too thin, and her capable
-hands were seldom idle. Just now she was retrimming a hat that had
-arrived the day before from the milliner of the moment in Paris. It may
-be added that her smile was the sweetest in London; and her voice was
-always rich and deep, with a natural vibration quite at the command of
-her will. Charm radiated from her, and she was an outrageous flirt. In
-fact she looked with suspicion upon women that did not flirt, estimating
-them below the normal and not to be trusted in anything. Men adored her,
-even when she laughed at them, which she often did in the most
-distracting manner imaginable.
-
-Mrs. Herbert was standing in her favorite attitude behind a low
-fire-screen, her black eyes flashing, her nostrils dilating, while her
-young brother-in-law paced excitedly up and down the room. He was
-thinner than when he had fallen in love a month since, almost pallid,
-and his eyes had a strained look. There was no possible doubt as to what
-was the matter with him.
-
-“Don’t be an ass,” said Mrs. Herbert. “You are acting like the hero of a
-melodrama—”
-
-“I tell you something must be done!” cried the young man. “The squadron
-has been sighted off the Azores—”
-
-“Well, what are you going to do about it? She’s not in love with
-you—doesn’t care a rap—”
-
-“What chance have I had to make her? I never see her alone, never get a
-chance to talk to her for half an hour at a time. You promised to help
-me—”
-
-“Mrs. Winstone has never let the poor thing go for a minute. She’s
-overdone the business. Julia’s had no time to think, goes to sleep at
-problem plays, and knows no more than when she arrived—”
-
-“If I only had the chance to teach her!” cried Herbert, with flashing
-eyes.
-
-“Look at here,” said his sister-in-law, grasping a point of the screen
-with either hand; “let us have this out. If your brains are not addled,
-they must have conceived some sort of a plan. What is it? A liaison? An
-elopement? I approve of neither. I’d like to save the poor child from
-that man, but the frying pan’s as good as the fire—”
-
-“No liaison! I’d elope with her to-morrow if she’d go with me—”
-
-“And disgrace a great family!” said Ishbel, softly.
-
-“Oh, hang the family,” cried Mrs. Herbert, whose mother’s blood was
-already working in her. “The duke’s an old pudding. Lady Arabella and
-her sisters are cracked old sign-posts; and a scandal would serve Mrs.
-Winstone right for not packing the child back on the next steamer to her
-sister with the whole unvarnished truth in a letter. Not she, however;
-she wants to be aunt to a duchess. What I’m thinking of is Julia. The
-conceit of man! What do you suppose you could give her in exchange for
-disgrace—”
-
-“Love!” cried Nigel. “I tell you it can make up for anything when it is
-strong enough.”
-
-“Yes, when it is,” said Mrs. Herbert, who, recovering from her own
-infatuation for a brainless beauty, was not in a romantic frame of mind.
-“But she doesn’t love you, in the first place, and in the second, no
-woman can live her life on love, any more than a man can. She wants
-children, position of some sort, the society of other women—that last
-is one of woman’s biggest wants, and no man ever realizes it.”
-
-“But love must be a wonderful thing,” said Ishbel, who had never
-experienced it. “It would almost be worth any sacrifice, especially if
-one had had things first, only men are always so funny in one way or
-another; one becomes disenchanted just in the nick of time.”
-
-“No man lives who can make up to a woman for the loss of everything
-else,” said Mrs. Herbert, decidedly. “I mean a woman with brains, and
-Julia has them. She doesn’t know it because she doesn’t know anything;
-but one day—”
-
-“Oh, if I could be the one to train that mind—why not? Why not?”
-
-“Let’s come down to business. I refuse to help you either to elope or to
-make love to her. I fancy you’ll have to wait until France drinks
-himself to death, or this country passes rational divorce laws. Forget
-yourself and think of her.”
-
-“Very well. Save her first. That is the main thing. I’ll never give her
-up, but I’m willing to forget myself for a bit, if I can—”
-
-“Well, make one practical suggestion.”
-
-Ishbel put the hat aside and clasped her hands. “I have long since made
-up my mind to offer her shelter when she needs it,” she announced. “Mrs.
-Winstone won’t, and Julia is sure to leave him.”
-
-“She must never go to him!” Herbert stormed up and down the room again.
-
-“Perhaps he’s not as bad as he’s painted,” said Ishbel, who was always
-charitable.
-
-“Oh, you don’t know! You don’t know!”
-
-“I do,” said the uncompromising Mrs. Herbert. “He’s a bad lot without
-the usual redeeming weakness of that easy form of good nature known as a
-kind heart; a sensualist without an atom of real warmth; a card sharp
-too clever to be caught; a periodical drinker; a vile gross creature
-whom only the lowest women have tolerated for years, but so blasé he is
-tired of them—”
-
-“We must tell her things!” cried Ishbel. “We must make her understand!”
-
-“You couldn’t make that baby understand anything. Besides, when it came
-to the point, you couldn’t do it. It’s all very well to talk of
-enlightening girls about anything, but personally I’ve never encountered
-any one that had the nerve to do it. Girls in our class absorb knowledge
-as they grow up; instincts help; but who ever told us anything? Well,
-here is my plan, since you two appear to have none. We shall tell her
-that France is dangerous, that when he drinks he is quite mad and may
-kill her. She’s game, but there are certain female fears that always can
-be worked on. And repugnances. We will draw horrid pictures of what he
-looks like when he’s drunk—”
-
-“Right you are!” cried Herbert. “No decent girl will elect to live with
-a common drunkard, particularly when she doesn’t love him. And if Mrs.
-Winstone can’t be brought round, one of you will take her in?”
-
-“If she’ll come. Perhaps she would wish to go back to her mother. She
-hasn’t a penny of her own, and apparently has never heard of the
-self-supporting woman. But it might be managed somehow.”
-
-“It must!” cried Ishbel. “We will hide her alternately.”
-
-“But to what end? France might be exasperated to the point of wishing to
-rid himself of her, but what ground for divorce? We travel in a circle
-as far as Nigel is concerned.”
-
-“I have it!” cried Nigel, whose fine imagination was fired by the most
-stimulative of all passions. “Give me the chance to make her love me,
-and then take her to America and get a divorce there. Thank heaven I
-have a little something of my own, and I can earn more. We’ll stay in
-America until the storm blows over—”
-
-“American divorces are not legal in England—”
-
-“Then I’ll stay there forever. Promise. Promise.”
-
-“Not bad,” said Mrs. Herbert. “You take her in, Ishbel, and I’ll take
-her over. Mr. Jones would probably not consent to your desertion—a
-divorce must take time, even in the United States, and you have another
-sister to marry off next season—”
-
-“Of course I’ll take her in, and we’ll begin to-morrow to frighten her.”
-
-Nigel kissed them both.
-
-But Fortune is often with the wicked. On the following morning wires
-flashed the news that Harold France, first lieutenant of her Majesty’s
-cruiser _Drake_, now on its way home from South America, was down with
-typhoid fever. Nobody save the duke expected a man of France’s habits to
-recover from any microbous assault, but that innocent and loyal relative
-gave immediate orders to convert several rooms of his town house into a
-hospital, engaged a staff of doctors and nurses, and peremptorily
-ordered Julia to move over and be ready to take her place at her
-husband’s bedside.
-
-
- VII
-
-THE four months that followed were by no means the unhappiest of Julia’s
-life, much as she resented being torn from her friends and the
-bewildering delights of London. The duke, a noble if inconspicuous
-pillar of the good old school, stood out for wifely duty in appearance
-if not in fact: the nurses barely permitted Julia to cross the threshold
-of the sick-chamber. But although she was of no possible use, and time
-hung heavy on her hands, none of her friends was permitted to call on
-her, and the duke himself took her for a constitutional at eight in the
-morning and nine in the evening. Julia’s complete indifference to her
-husband had caused him grave uneasiness, even before the stricken
-bridegroom’s return, and he embraced this opportunity to keep the child
-under his personal surveillance and do what he could to give a serious
-turn to a “female brain of eighteen.”
-
-Julia, prompted by Ishbel, asked to have a telephone put in her room,
-but the request was courteously refused, and the two loyal friends were
-forced to content themselves with frequent notes. After Goodwood,
-Bridgit went to Yorkshire and Ishbel to Homburg, but Nigel remained in
-town, although all three were cheerfully persuaded that France would die
-and life be happy ever after. Nigel regained his fresh good looks and
-spirits, endured the hot deserted city without a murmur, and although he
-naturally refrained from writing to the coveted wife of a dying man,
-felt a certain exaltation in watching over her from afar. It was during
-this period that he conceived the idea of writing a novel of the slums
-(the unknown appealing to his adventurous imagination), and took long
-rambles in unsavory precincts that were productive of more results than
-one.
-
-Meanwhile Julia, brought up in submission to a far stronger will than
-the duke’s, had ceased to rebel, and taken to heart the parting
-admonition of her aunt (that lady had gone with Mrs. Macmanus to
-Marienbad to renew her complexion) to learn all the duke was willing to
-teach her, and to read the novels that celebrated London society, past
-and present. Mrs. Winstone, too, believed that France must die, but,
-perceiving that her niece had a charm of her own in addition to the
-magnetism of youth, had another match in mind for her.
-
-So Julia drank in the long discourses upon the abominable Gladstone and
-all his policies, the iniquity of the Harcourt Budget, obediently
-rejoiced at the failure of the second Home Rule Bill, became intimately
-acquainted with the other notable figures in British politics: Lord
-Salisbury (the duke’s idol), Lord Rosebery (the present Prime Minister),
-fated, in the duke’s not always erring judgment, to follow close upon
-the heels of Gladstone into political seclusion, Mr. Chamberlain, Mr.
-Campbell-Bannerman, Sir William Vernon Harcourt, Mr. Balfour, Sir
-Michael Hicks-Beach, George Curzon, Lord Lansdowne, Mr. Goschen (the
-speaker), the Duke of Devonshire (Hartington), Mr. Morley, and Mr.
-Bryce. The treaty with Japan was a fruitful subject of discourse; and
-when the war broke out between that new military power and China, Julia,
-who was growing nervous, gratified the duke by sharing his excitement.
-In her lonely hours she read promiscuously and thought a good deal.
-
-She rarely flung a thought to poor Nigel, for when the big helpless form
-of her husband had been taken from the ambulance and carried past her up
-the broad stairs, the natural tenderness and pity in her nature had
-stirred, and something of what she felt for little Fanny had gone out to
-him. She would have nursed him, had she been permitted; she inquired for
-him many times a day, and sincerely hoped that he would recover. She had
-not the faintest notion of loving him, but she would be a good wife,
-and, no doubt, be happy. Ishbel did not love her husband and was happy,
-and so, apparently, were a good many more that flitted through her
-aunt’s drawing-room with a temporary admirer in tow. Julia’s future
-plans included no infants-in-waiting; she should become one of those
-great political women the planets, according to her mother’s letters,
-had ordered her to be; how could she doubt this destiny when every
-circumstance was conspiring to fulfil it? So, between the sense of an
-inexorable fate, the serious atmosphere of her new surroundings, and the
-desperate struggle of her husband for his life, her mind flowered
-rapidly; and the duke was delighted with her. He disliked and distrusted
-women that stood alone, that won personal fame for themselves, even
-“beauties” whose notoriety threw their lords into the background; but he
-had a very keen appreciation of their usefulness to man, not only as
-dams, but as tactful distributors of political smiles. Of course there
-must be a certain amount of brain behind the smiles, that they occur at
-precisely the right moment; but any man, given fair material to work on,
-could do well with it and prevent mistakes. He knew that certain women
-in history had been the centre of famous political salons, but took for
-granted that they had been severely coached by men. As for the women
-that were famous in the arts of fiction and painting, he did not know
-how to account for them, therefore refused to think about them at all.
-Julia he regarded as a promising specimen. She was healthy, and would no
-doubt replenish the almost exhausted house of France; she was pretty and
-charming, therefore would keep her husband out of mischief; and, taking
-to politics as a duck takes to water, would be sure to smile, subtly,
-radiantly, or meditatively, as well as to listen intelligently, when the
-distinguished members of his party that he purposed to entertain once
-more were obliged to talk to her.
-
-On the twenty-first day of France’s illness his temperature went down,
-he slept naturally, and upon awaking asked to see his wife. Julia was
-admitted, and stood for a few moments by the bed, stammering
-congratulations and staring at the shrunken face with its ragged beard;
-then went to her own room and wept stormily over the wreck of what at
-least had been the perfection of manly strength. France’s temperature
-remained normal for a fortnight, then suddenly shot up again, and twice,
-during the ensuing twenty days, he almost expired. Two doctors slept in
-the house when the relapse was at its worst, and the political talks
-were interrupted, although the duke never for a moment believed that the
-last of his race would die.
-
-By this time the press was interested, for at all events France was
-heir-presumptive to a great estate and title, and daily bulletins were
-published. Nigel began his novel in order to divert his mind from
-indecent jubilation; but when France’s temperature dropped again and he
-improved from day to day with uncompromising persistence, his rival took
-the express to Yorkshire to confer with Bridgit. She could give him no
-encouragement. Julia in her letters had betrayed something of her state
-of grace, and during the relapse had written once in a strain that
-manifested the deepest anxiety.
-
-“He’ll get her through her sympathy, pity; no matter what she may be in
-the future, she’s all female at present,” remarked Mrs. Herbert, after
-showing these letters to Nigel. “All women have to go through the female
-stage, one way or another; and now will come a long convalescence during
-which she will be sorrier for him than ever—big man helpless, and all
-the rest of it. What is worse, she will become accustomed to him. Better
-give her up, my boy, or wait until she runs away from him. She’s sure
-to, sooner or later,—unless he reforms. After all, why shouldn’t he? A
-serious illness often works wonders; gives one so much time to think.
-And physical weakness always induces such virtuous resolutions. France
-may look back upon his past life with horror. Then, where will you be?
-Julia’s a well-born well-brought-up girl of high ideals. If France
-treats her decently she’ll stick to him, as many another woman is
-sticking to a husband that is all that she doesn’t want him to be—”
-
-“The more shame to them!” cried Nigel, hotly.
-
-“Well, there are worse things than conventions and standards. Now run
-off and write your novel. I am told that a harrowed mind often produces
-the most moving fiction.”
-
-“I’ll wait, but not too long,” said Nigel, doggedly. “Bosquith is being
-got ready for them, and is only twelve miles from here. You must ask me
-down, and I’ll manage to see her as soon as it’s decent. Of course I
-can’t cut under a man while he’s being trundled round in a bath chair.”
-
-
- VIII
-
-FRANCE’S convalescence was very slow. His superb physique had fought
-death victoriously, as, so far, it had saved him from the consequences
-of dissipation, but only youth could have given him a swift recovery. It
-was September before he was able to move to Bosquith. After the stifling
-London summer, Julia needed a change as much as he did. The duke, as
-soon as his heir was able to sit up, had taken a run over to Kissengen,
-but Julia had spent the greater part of every day in the sick-room,
-reading the sporting papers and light novels to her husband, or amusing
-him as best she could. France would barely let her out of his sight. His
-shrewd cunning brain recovered its strength while his body was still
-helpless, and he conceived that now was his opportunity to make this
-inexperienced child believe in a romantic devotion, and to win her love
-in return. He permitted her to take a daily walk or drive with one of
-the nurses, making much of his sacrifice, and was so touchingly happy to
-see her after these brief separations that Julia almost wept, and gave
-him her hand to hold, while she made the most of every trifle her
-observing eyes had taken note of during her respite.
-
-He no longer repelled her; not only did his helplessness appeal to her
-deep womanly instincts, but she was become so accustomed to his touch
-that she was quite indifferent to it: she bathed his head with cologne
-several times a day, kissed him obediently when she came and went, and
-even gave him her shoulder as a pillow when he fretfully declared that
-his head could rest on nothing else. It was a young and excessively thin
-shoulder, and, as a matter of fact, France would have preferred
-feathers, but the profoundly calculating mind, even when the body is
-weak, disdains trifles.
-
-As soon as he was pronounced well enough to travel, the wary duke
-returned and accompanied his charges to Bosquith. This great estate,
-some fifteen thousand acres, which included moors and grouse, as well as
-many farms with turnip fields, was the duke’s favorite property, not
-only because of the shootings, but because the air of the North Sea was
-the best tonic he knew. It was for this reason that he had chosen
-Bosquith for the last stage of his nephew’s convalescence, rather than
-one of his country houses nearer to London. But he had hesitated,
-nevertheless. Bosquith adjoined the Yorkshire estate of Bridgit
-Herbert’s paternal grandfather, and he knew of his new relative’s
-affection for a young woman of whom he had never approved since he had
-seen her riding astride over the moors with her brothers, pretending to
-be an American Indian. He had seen her occasionally since her marriage,
-and, no mean student of physiognomy, had labelled her dangerous, one of
-those women that set their nonsensical opinions above man’s and call
-themselves advanced. He had no intention that the intimacy should
-continue, nor that Julia should see aught of Nigel Herbert, whose
-devotion she had artlessly revealed. As for Ishbel, who visited Bridgit
-every year, he would not have her in the house, as he could not admit
-her and shut the door in her husband’s face. Somebody must take a stand,
-and the duke, although he might not be able to impose himself on his
-generation, was not only intensely loyal to his class but alive to its
-dangers. No snob, Julia’s lack of title and fortune did not annoy him in
-the least. “No one can be more than gentleman or lady,” he was wont to
-say magnanimously, “and I have known more than one titled bounder of
-historic descent. But when it comes to the James William Joneses, well,
-thank heaven! at least they don’t belong to us, and we are not bound to
-countenance them for the sake of their fathers; we cannot drag them up,
-and they will end by pulling us down; in other words they will vulgarize
-the British aristocracy until the masses lose their pride in us; and
-then where will we be? Democracy, Socialism, threaten us as it is. Our
-middle and lower classes at home, and our too independent colonies afar,
-must be made to retain their loyalty, at all costs.”
-
-Julia thought these sentiments sound, but made up her mind privately
-that she would never drop Ishbel or Bridgit, although she had been given
-to understand that the duke deeply regretted the proximity of Bosquith
-to the happy hunting grounds of Mrs. Herbert, and would not permit her
-to visit them. Her rapidly awakening intellect was seeking for
-partnership in her still fluid character, and although books could not
-develop the last, inheritances from a line of men, and at least one
-woman, who had always thought and acted for themselves, however
-mistakenly, were stirring. She had been too managed and surrounded to
-find herself as yet, but she had begun to suspect that the ego has a
-life of its own and certain inalienable rights.
-
-The journey north sent France to bed again for three days, and for a
-fortnight he was wheeled about the park; then he began to hobble feebly,
-first on the arm of his nurse or wife, then with the aid of a stick.
-Julia accepted him as one of the facts of existence, regarded him
-proprietorally, took an immense interest in his progress toward
-recovery, and forgot him when she could in the library or in long walks
-over the moors. The castle was romantically situated on a cliff
-overhanging the North Sea, and in appearance, as in surroundings, was
-all that Julia could ask. It was very brown, two-thirds of it was in
-ruins, and the other third included a feudal hall, two towers, and walls
-four feet thick. The windows, however, had been enlarged, hot-water
-pipes had been put in, and no modern house was more sanitary. The duke,
-despite a pardonable pride in his ancestry, and an unmitigated
-conservatism in politics, was strictly up to date where his health and
-comfort were concerned. Born an invalid, he had lived longer than many
-of his burly ancestors, owing to a thin temperament and an early and
-avid interest in hygiene.
-
-He had a second reason for bringing Harold to Bosquith. The neighboring
-borough was much under his influence, and he proposed that his relative
-should stand for it at the next general election. At the last it had
-succumbed to the personal manipulation of Gladstone, who had taken a
-lively pleasure in routing the duke; but it was conservative by habit,
-and not a measure of either Gladstone’s government or that of his
-successor had met with its approval. It was in just the frame of mind to
-be nursed by a genial and tactful duke. France fell in with these plans,
-and, when able to meet the local leaders, laid aside his almost
-unbearable haughtiness of manner, and assumed a bluff sailorlike
-heartiness which impressed them deeply.
-
-Julia quickly revived in the bracing air of sea and moor, and as France
-rose late and retired early, besides sleeping a good deal during the
-day, and as she had acquired a certain skill in dodging the duke,—who,
-moreover, took his local duties very seriously,—she felt happy and free
-once more. The library was well furnished, the moors were purple, her
-bedroom was in an ancient tower, and the sea boomed under her window.
-She wrote long letters to her grimly triumphant mother, and, now and
-again, to Bridgit and Ishbel. The former, accompanied by her husband and
-Nigel, rode over to see her, but she was obliged to receive them in the
-chilling presence of her husband and the duke, and when the brief visit
-came to an end, was put on her honor not to leave the estate.
-
-“As soon as Harold is quite recovered,” said the duke, “we will both
-drive over with you, for I am far from counselling you to be rude to any
-one. Only, while your husband is ill, it would be highly indecorous for
-you to be associating with young people; and for the matter of that, the
-more mature minds with which you associate during the next few years,
-the better—for us all, my dear, for us all.”
-
-But Julia, at this period, was quite independent of people. Her newly
-awakened intellect was clamoring for books and more books. Politics, the
-planets, the “brilliant future,” friends, were alike forgotten. Nothing
-mattered but the lore that scholars and worldlings had gathered, that
-ravening maw in her mind. Perhaps this early ingenuous stage of the
-mind’s development is its happiest; it is uncritical, having no
-standards of life and personal research for comparison, it swamps the
-real ego, while mightily tickling the false, it obliterates mere life,
-no matter how unsatisfactory, and above all it is saturated with the
-essence of novelty, the subtlest spring of all passion. Julia, barely
-educated, found in histories, biographies, memoirs, travels, even in
-works of science beyond her full comprehension, a wonderland of which
-she had never dreamed, much as she had longed for books on Nevis. That
-had been merely a case of inherited brain cells calling for furniture;
-embarked upon her adventure, these cells were crammed so rapidly that
-her ancestors slept in peace, and Julia felt herself an isolated and
-completely happy intellect.
-
-Nevertheless, she was young.
-
-One night, shortly after her husband, now able to grace the evening
-board, had gone to his room, and the duke was closeted with the
-conservative agent, she went to her own room, opened the window, and
-hung out over the sea. The moon, whose malicious alertness Captain
-Dundas had deplored, was at the full and flooded a scene as beautiful in
-its way as the tropics. The great expanse of water was almost still, and
-a broad path of silver seemed firm enough to walk on straight away to
-the continent of Europe and its untasted delights. Just round the corner
-was the rose garden, which covered the filled-in moat on the south side
-of the castle and several hundred yards beyond. The roses were not very
-good ones, being somewhat rusted by the salt-sea spray, but, like the
-pleasaunce on another side of the castle, were a part of the more modern
-traditions of Bosquith; and the duke, although entirely indifferent to
-Nature when she ceased to be useful and amused herself with being merely
-beautiful, was a stickler for tradition; the roses were never neglected
-without, although never brought within; pollen inflamed his mucous
-membranes.
-
-The blossoms had gone with the summer, but Julia was fancying herself
-inhaling their perfumes when she became aware that the figure of a man
-had detached itself from the tangle. She watched him idly, supposing him
-to be one of the grooms, and wondering if his sweetheart would follow.
-But the man was alone, and in a moment he bent down, picked up a handful
-of loose stones, and leaned back as if to fling them upward from the
-narrow ledge. Simultaneously Julia and Nigel Herbert recognized each
-other.
-
-“What—what—do you want?” gasped Julia, in a loud whisper.
-
-“You,” said Nigel, grimly. “Come down here.”
-
-“Impossible!” thrilling wildly, however.
-
-“If you don’t, I’ll break in. I’ve prowled round here for three nights,
-and know the place by heart. The leads—”
-
-“For heaven’s sake, go away!”
-
-“Will you come down? I’m spraining the back of my neck, and may slip off
-this narrow shelf any minute. Do you want to see my mangled remains at
-the foot of the cliff?”
-
-“No. No. But—”
-
-“Come down. I must have a talk with you—have this thing out or go mad.
-It’s little to ask!”
-
-Julia glanced behind her at the circular room hung with arras (to keep
-out draughts and conceal the hot-water pipes), and furnished with a big
-Gothic bed and hard upright chairs—and thrilled again. She was not the
-least in love with Nigel, but she suddenly realized that she was nearly
-nineteen and romance had never entered her life. After all, was love a
-necessary factor? Might not the romantic adventure be something to
-remember always, particularly when assisting a most unromantic husband
-achieve a political career, and entertaining some of the dullest men in
-London? She hesitated but an instant, then leaned out again.
-
-“I’ll try,” she whispered.
-
-“If you fail, I’ll come to-morrow night.”
-
-“Very well, go into the rose garden—under the oak.”
-
-She put on a dark cape and opened her door cautiously. The long corridor
-was lighted by a small lamp: gas and electricity, not being hygienic
-essentials, were not among the Bosquith improvements. All the bedrooms
-opened upon this corridor, but Julia knew that her husband slept, his
-capacity for instant and prolonged slumber being one of his assets. She
-crept past the duke’s door. He was an early bird, but was in the library
-still, no doubt, and the library was far away. He would be sure to mount
-by the small stair beside it; the grand staircase led to the unused
-drawing-rooms, and into the immense hall, which, at this season with no
-guests in the castle, and a library answering every requirement of the
-family, was economically inexpedient. When a hereditary duke has several
-entailed estates to keep up besides a town house, and a paltry income of
-forty thousand pounds a year, he is put to shifts of which the envious
-world knows nothing.
-
-Down the grand staircase, therefore, stole Julia. It creaked even under
-her small feet; behind the wainscot she heard gnawing sounds of hideous
-import; and the darkness below was unrelieved by a single silver gleam.
-But Julia possessed a valiant soul; moreover, was determined to have her
-adventure. She felt her way past the massive pieces of furniture toward
-a small door in the tower room beneath her own; she dared not attempt to
-unchain and open the great front doors studded with nails. She had used
-this humble means of exit before, and although the room was full of
-rubbish, she found the big rusty key without difficulty, opened the
-door, then with another fearful glance about her stole toward the middle
-of the rose garden. The old bushes were very high and ragged, but had it
-not been for an oak tree in their midst, concealment for a man nearly
-six feet high would have been impossible. Julia made her way straight
-toward the tree, and uttered a loud “Shhh—” when Nigel impetuously left
-its shelter.
-
-“And even this is not safe,” she whispered, as they met. “We are too
-near the castle, and the duke always takes a little walk before he goes
-to bed. Follow me and don’t speak or make any noise.”
-
-She led the way out of the rose garden and across the park to a grove of
-ancient oaks. A brook wandered among the trees. The moonlight poured in.
-The dark frowning mass of the castle was plain to be seen. The sea
-murmured. A nightingale sang. No spot on earth could have been more
-romantic. Julia shivered with delight, and thanked the winking stars.
-
-But Nigel was insensible to the romance of his surroundings. Unlike the
-woman, he wanted the main factor; the setting could take care of itself.
-And he was in a distracted and desperate frame of mind. As Julia turned
-to him she experienced her first misgiving; his face was set and very
-white.
-
-“This is where I often read and dream,” she said conversationally. “It
-is my favorite spot.”
-
-“Is it? It’s awfully good of you to come out. I can’t tell you how much
-I appreciate it. I might have written, I suppose; but I can only write
-fiction. Couldn’t put down a word of what I wanted to say to you—of
-what I felt—” He broke off and added passionately, “Julia! Don’t you
-care for me—the least bit?”
-
-“No.” Julia, not having the faintest idea how to handle such a
-situation, took refuge in the bare truth, at all times more natural to
-her than to most women. “I don’t love you, but I think it rather nice to
-meet you like this for once.”
-
-Nigel groaned. Like all born artists, he understood something of women
-by instinct, and felt more hopeless in the face of this uncompromising
-honesty and artlessness than when alone with his imagination.
-
-“But you don’t love your husband?”
-
-“Oh, no. Not the way you mean, at least. I’ve read a lot about love
-these last months, and it must be wonderful. I’ve grown quite fond of
-poor Harold, but I never could love him in that way. I wish I could,”
-she added, with a sudden sense of loyalty to the absent and sleeping
-husband.
-
-“Julia, you must try to understand! You never can even tolerate that
-man. You mustn’t live with him. We were plotting to save you from him
-when he fell ill, and then we ho—we thought he’d die. But he’s,
-he’s—Oh, please don’t look at me as if I were a cad. I know you are a
-brick, and I’ve held out until he was on his legs again—and I nearly
-off my head. I won’t say a word against him. Let it go at this—you
-never can love him. That I can swear to and _you know it_. But you could
-love some one, and it must, it must be me! It shall be! Julia, if you
-could only _guess_ what love means, then you might have some idea, at
-least, of how I love you. But even your instincts don’t seem to have
-awakened. And I haven’t the chance to teach you! You must give it to me!
-You must!”
-
-“Do you want me to elope with you?” asked Julia, curiously. This was a
-highly interesting development, and after the manner of her sex, when
-indifferent, she grew cooler and more analytical as her lover’s flame
-mounted.
-
-“No—no—not yet. I only wanted a chance to-night to tell you how I love
-you—to make you understand that much, if possible. Oh, God! It _must_
-be communicable! When you are alone and think it over—I hope—I
-hope—Meanwhile, I want you to promise to make opportunities to meet me.
-I can’t go to the castle. But you can meet me. On the moor. Here at
-night. I have waited long enough. France no longer needs you. He is
-nearly well, and will get everything he wants—”
-
-“He wants me more than anything else,” said Julia, shrewdly. “He’s as
-much in love with me as you are—”
-
-“He shan’t have you!” shouted Nigel, and Julia stared, fascinated, at a
-face convulsed with passion. It was the first time she had seen this
-tremendous force unleashed, for France had done his courting under the
-eagle eye of his future mother-in-law, and Nigel, during their
-acquaintance in London, had not progressed outwardly beyond sentiment.
-Julia, even while deciding that sentiment became his fresh frank face
-better, and shrinking distastefully from a passion so close to her, was
-conscious of disappointment in her own unresponsiveness. Nineteen! What
-an ideal age for love! And what lover could fill all requirements more
-satisfactorily than Nigel? But she felt as cold as the moon. To her deep
-mortification she was obliged to stifle a yawn; it was long past her
-bedtime. She answered with such haste that her voice had an encouraging
-quiver in it.
-
-“Oh, don’t let’s talk about him. It’s so jolly to see you again. Tell me
-about your book. Have you finished it?”
-
-“I didn’t come here to talk about my book.” Nigel’s voice was rough. He
-came so close to her that she shrank once more, and turned away her
-eyes. “Oh, I’m not going to touch you. I couldn’t unless you wanted me
-to, unless you loved me— That is what I want: the chance to make you
-love me. Will you give it to me?”
-
-“I—I don’t see how it is possible.” She longed to run, but her female
-instincts were budding under this tropical storm, and one prompted that
-if she ran, terrible things might happen. The most honest of women is
-dishonest in moments of danger pertaining to her sex. Julia felt danger
-in the air. She also rejected Nigel’s protestations. She buckled on her
-feminine armor and turned to him sweetly.
-
-“I must think it over,” she said. “I never even dreamed that you were in
-love with me. I should never dare come out again at night. But perhaps
-on the moor, some morning—”
-
-“I should prefer that. One of the keepers or servants might see us in
-the park, and I don’t wish our love to be vulgarized—”
-
-“Oh! I hadn’t thought of that! How horrid! I’ll go back this minute. You
-stay here until I’ve had time to get inside. I’ll write to-morrow. If
-you follow me, I shall never believe that you love me—”
-
-Even while she spoke she was flitting through the grove with every
-appearance of an alarm she did not feel at all. Nigel ran after her.
-
-“I’ll not follow if you will swear to meet me to-morrow morning—on the
-cliffs three miles north from here.”
-
-“Yes. Yes. I swear it.” And she fled into the broad moonlight beyond the
-trees, while Nigel flung himself on the turf and gnashed his teeth.
-
-Julia, when she reached the upper corridor, almost ran into the duke,
-but he was near-sighted, used to mice, and she cowered behind an armored
-knight unsuspected. When she finally closed her own door behind her, she
-found that all inclination to sleep had fled and that she was more
-excited than while the immediate centre of a love storm. She sat by the
-window for hours, thinking hard, and feeling several years older. Quite
-honest once more, now that she was safe behind a locked door, she
-examined her new problem on every side. It was quite possible, she
-confessed, that if she had loved Nigel, even a bit, she might have
-consented to his program, for youth has its rights; she had not been
-consulted in her marriage, she was more or less a prisoner, with no
-prospect of even youthful companionship, and the idea of being a duchess
-did not interest her at all. Of the meaning of sin she had but the
-vaguest idea.
-
-But of loyalty and honor she had a very distinct idea. Instinct and
-reason told her that she never would love Nigel; otherwise, with every
-provocation, she must have loved him long since. Therefore would it be
-unfair to play with him. She would far rather be married to him than to
-France, for he was young and clever and charming, but even were she free
-now, she would not marry him. Therefore was it her duty to dismiss and
-cure him as quickly as possible, not ruin his youth by keeping him
-dangling, after what she knew to be the habit of many women. Also, for
-the first time, she felt really drawn to her husband, so unconscious of
-her naughty adventure. After all, she was his, he adored her, and he
-deserved every reparation in her power. Who could tell?—she might love
-him. Love appeared to be in the nature of a mighty river at spring
-flood; no doubt it ingulfed everything in its way. She had leaped to one
-side to-night, but her husband—yes, it was conceivable that she might
-stand still and await the flood without making faces.
-
-She felt extremely satisfied and virtuous as she lit her candle and
-wrote a kind but uncompromising letter to Nigel, taking back her promise
-to meet him on the morrow, and warning him that if he wrote to her she
-should give his letters to her husband. It was not in her to do anything
-of the sort, but she had the gift of a fine straightforward forcible
-style, and her letter so enraged Nigel that he left England as quickly
-as steam could take him, cursing her and all women.
-
-So ended their first chapter.
-
-
- IX
-
-THE curtain had fallen on the first act of “La Traviata,” and Ishbel,
-for once alone in the box with her husband, glanced idly over the
-imposing tiers of Covent Garden. Royalty was present, the smart
-peeresses were out in full force and wore their usual brave display of
-tiaras and miscellaneous jewels, inherited and otherwise, so that the
-horseshoe glittered like Aladdin’s palace. There was also a jeweller’s
-window in the stalls, and altogether it was a representative night in
-the beginning of the season.
-
-Nevertheless, Ishbel became suddenly and acutely aware that she had on
-more jewels than any woman in the house. Not only was there an all-round
-and almost unbearably heavy tiara on her small head, nearly a foot high
-and composed of diamonds and emeralds as large as plums, but she wore a
-rope of diamonds that reached far below her knees, a necklace of five
-rows of pearls as big as her husband’s thumb nails, and linked with
-emeralds and diamonds, a sunburst of diamonds that looked like a
-waterfall, and equally priceless gems cutting into the flesh of her
-tender shoulders where they clasped the only visible portion of her
-raiment. Ishbel was justly proud of her magnificent collection of
-jewels, but, being a young woman of unerring good taste, was in the
-habit of wearing a few at a time. Several hours earlier, however, her
-husband, grown jealous of the prosiliency of the New South African
-millionnaires, had come home with the rope and commanded her to put on
-every jewel she possessed for the opera that night, and the first great
-ball of the season to follow. As she had surveyed herself in her long
-mirror it had occurred to her that she looked like a begum, but when she
-had called her husband’s attention to the fact, and suggested some
-modification in her display of converted capital, he had replied curtly
-that he had spent a quarter of his fortune for the public to look at on
-her equally ornamental self, and that when he wished it displayed in
-toto, displayed it should be. That is the way for a man to talk to his
-wife when he means to be obeyed; and when the masterful and successful
-Mr. Jones delivered his ultimatums, few that had aught to do with him
-were so hardy as to continue the argument.
-
-Ishbel had trained herself to take him humorously, to believe him the
-most generous of men because he had proved quite amenable to the family
-plan of marrying off her sisters (they were handsome and an additional
-excuse for entertaining), and because he never alluded to her enormous
-bills or forgot to hand her a check for pin-money every quarter. She had
-rewarded him with thanks couched in an endless variety of terms and
-glances, even caresses when he demanded them. When they were alone at
-table (as seldom as she could manage) she even coquetted with him,
-giving him the full play of her piquant eyes and sweet smile, and
-talking in her brightest manner, to conceal from himself how hopeless he
-was in conversation. She even pitied him sometimes; for, in spite of his
-riches, his interests in the City, and the great position in society
-that she had given him, he seemed to her a lonely being, and she would
-have loved him if she could.
-
-To-night, however, his words had rankled. They had echoed during the
-drive to the opera-house, stirring her most amiable of minds to a vague
-anger; and now, quite suddenly, she was filled with an intense
-mortification and resentment. Every intelligent being that has made a
-signal mistake in his life’s order has some sudden moment of awakening,
-of vision. The phrase “kept wife” had not yet arrived in literature, but
-it rose in Ishbel’s mind as she glanced from her white slender body,
-weary in its glittering armor, to the big heavy man opposite, sitting
-with a hand on either knee, his hard bright little eyes surveying her
-with triumphant approval. She was his property; he owned her, as he
-owned his house in Park Lane, the castle he had recently bought from a
-peer terrified by the remodelling of the death duties, his princely
-equipages, the noisy jewels on her person. After all, she had not a
-penny of her own, was as poor as when she had been one of fourteen
-hopeless sisters in Ireland; for he had carefully abstained from
-settlements, that she might feel her dependence, thank him periodically
-for his splendid checks. Her father had been in no position to insist
-upon settlements, but, had he been, would she be any better off
-ethically than now? They would have been but another present from the
-man who had bought her as he had bought his other famous possessions. If
-she had children, they would be his, not hers, and there was nothing he
-could not compel her to do, and be upheld by the laws of his country,
-unless he both beat her and kept a mistress.
-
-She suddenly loathed him. That she had given him value received made her
-loathe him, and herself, the more. She shrank until she expected to hear
-her jewels rattle together, then raised her eyes again and flashed them
-about the house. She picked out twenty women in that glance who had sold
-their beauty for what their jewels represented, although, for the most
-part, they had the saving grace to be owned by gentlemen. But were they
-so much better off? Jones, at least, was now inoffensive in his manners
-and speech. Many gentlemen she knew were not, and one duke had a habit
-of catching her by the arm and leering into her crimsoning ear a horrid
-story. But that was not the point. What was the point? That women who
-married men for jewels and not for love were no better than the women of
-the street? Most women would have stopped there. It is a sentimental
-form of reasoning, eminently satisfactory to many women, and to some
-male novelists. But Ishbel had been born with a clear logical brain in
-which the fatal gift of humor was seldom dormant, and of late this brain
-had shown symptoms of impatience at neglect, muttered vague demands for
-recognition. Youth, a natural love of gayety, pleasure, splendor,
-reigning as a beauty, a laudable desire to help one’s family,—all very
-well—but—
-
-Ishbel’s inner vision pierced straight down to the root (ornamentally
-overlaid) of the whole matter. The portionless woman, whether there was
-love between herself and her husband or not, was a property, a subject,
-an annex, nothing more, not even if she bore him children. Indeed, in
-the latter case she but proved the old contention that in bearing
-children she fulfilled her only mission on earth.
-
-Ishbel had heard, as one hears of all civilized activities, of Woman’s
-Suffrage; this, too, passed in review before that search-light in her
-mind, and she wondered if the women asking for it dared to do so unless
-economically independent. She and Bridgit, when resting on their labors
-two years before,—a breathing spell in the grouse season,—had amused
-themselves in the library tracing the course of woman during those
-periods of the world’s history when she had been famous for her innings;
-and both had been struck by the fact that when nations were at peace and
-man enjoyed prosperity and comparative leisure, woman’s eminence and
-apparent freedom had been but her lord’s opportunity to display his
-riches and gratify the non-military side of his vanity. Only in a small
-minority of cases had this eminence and freedom been the result of
-self-support, inherited wealth, genius, or dynastic authority: the vast
-majority had been toys, jewel-laden henchwomen; even the great
-courtesans had been dependent upon their youth and charm and the caprice
-of man.
-
- * * * * *
-
-No wonder so few women had left an impress on history. How could any
-brain, even if endowed with true genius, reach the highest order of
-development while the character remained flaccid in its willing
-dependence upon the reigning sex? And man had despised woman throughout
-the ages, even when most enslaved by her, knowing that on him depended
-her very existence. He had the physical strength to wring her neck, and
-the legal backing to treat her as partner or servant, whichever he found
-agreeable or convenient. She and Bridgit had discussed this phenomenon
-philosophically but impersonally, it being understood that when they did
-give their brains exercise, it should not interfere with their youthful
-enjoyment of life; nor should the exercise continue long enough to
-become a habit; time enough for that sort of thing when one had turned
-thirty. But it occurred to Ishbel in these moments of painful clarity.
-She had not taken the least interest in Woman’s Suffrage, a movement
-under a cloud at this time, but she had a sudden and poignant desire to
-be independent, and a simultaneous conviction that no woman was worthy
-of anything better than being one of man’s miscellaneous properties
-until she were. What right had women, supported by men, living on their
-exertions or fortunes, displayed or used at their pleasure, tricking
-them by a thousand ingenious devices to gain their ends, to be regarded
-as equals, political or otherwise? The most democratic of woman
-employers, unless a faddist, did not regard her employees, particularly
-her servants, as equals; and yet they, at least, worked for their bread,
-were economically independent, could throw up their situations without
-scandal. Ishbel had twenty-three servants in her ugly Park Lane mansion,
-and in the bitterness of her humiliation she felt herself the inferior
-of the scullery maid. She opened her eyes wide, staring out upon the
-world through the glittering curtain before her. What an extraordinary
-world it was! How silly! How uncivilized! How incomplete! What might not
-women attain with complete self-respect, and how utterly hopeless was
-their case without it!
-
-“What are you thinking about?” asked Mr. Jones, curiously. He had been
-watching her for some moments.
-
-“That I ache with all these ridiculous jewels.” Ishbel stood up and
-walked deliberately to the back of the box. “I feel as if I were wearing
-an old-fashioned crystal chandelier. Will you kindly put my cloak on?”
-
-Jones had risen (being well trained in the small courtesies), but he
-showed no intention of following her.
-
-“Certainly not,” he said peremptorily. “Sit down. I wish you to remain
-here until it is time to go to the duchess’s ball—”
-
-“I’m not going to the duchess’s ball. I’m going home.”
-
-He stared at her, his long straight mouth opening slightly, and his
-heavy underjaw twitching. Like many millionnaires, self-made, he looked
-like a retired prize-fighter, and for the moment he felt as old gods of
-the ring must feel when brushed contemptuously aside by arrogant youth.
-This was the first time his wife had shown the slightest hint of
-rebellion, deviated from a sweetness and tact that was without either
-condescension from her lofty birth, or servility to his wealth. But
-there was neither sweetness nor tact in her small pinched face. Her
-mouth was as compressed as his own could be, and the expression of her
-eyes frightened him.
-
-“What on earth’s the matter with you?” he asked roughly.
-
-“I tell you I don’t like the idea of looking like an idol, a chandelier,
-a begum, what you will; of having on more jewels than any woman in the
-house; of looking nouveau riche, if you will have it. And I am tired and
-am going home to bed. You can come or not, as you like.”
-
-She put on her cloak. Jones, swearing under his breath, but helpless,
-caught up his own coat and hat and followed her out of the house. But
-although he stormed, protested, even condescended to beg, all the way
-home, she would not utter another word, and when she reached her room,
-locked the door behind her.
-
-
- X
-
-THE next morning she sought Bridgit, having ascertained by telephone
-that her friend was alone. The Hon. Mrs. Herbert, although “masculine”
-only in so far as Nature had endowed her with a strong positive mind and
-character, physical and mental courage, and a disdain of all pettiness
-(the hypothetical masculine ideal), thought boudoirs silly, and called
-her personal room in South Audley Street a den. Not that it in the least
-resembled a man’s den. It was a long and narrow room on the first floor
-at the back of the house, and furnished with deep chairs and sofas
-covered with flowered chintzes, and several good pieces of Sheraton. She
-was known for her fine collection of remarque etchings, and the best of
-them were in this room. The large table was set out with reviews and new
-books, which she bought on principle, although she found time for little
-more than a glance at their contents. Her cigarette-box was of
-elaborately chased silver. Good a sportswoman as she was, she was not in
-the least “sporty,” being too well balanced and well bred to assume a
-pose of any sort. She was a woman of the world with many tastes, who was
-destined to have a good many more.
-
-When Ishbel entered, she was walking up and down, her hands clasped
-behind her, her heavy black brows drawn above the brooding darkness
-below. She, too, was in an unenviable frame of mind.
-
-Her brows relaxed as she saw Ishbel. “What on earth is the matter?” she
-exclaimed.
-
-Ishbel, who had not slept but was quite calm, sat down and told her
-story.
-
-“I don’t suppose you quite understand how I feel,” she concluded; “for
-you have always had your own fortune, have never even been dependent on
-your father. But of one thing I am positive: if you found yourself in my
-position, you would feel exactly as I do. So I have come to you to talk
-it out.”
-
-“Of course I understand.” Bridgit turned her back and walked to the end
-of the room. She longed to add: “It is quite as humiliating to keep a
-husband as to be kept by one; rather worse, as tradition and instincts
-don’t sanction it.” But there are some things that cannot be said, save,
-indeed, through the offices of the pineal gland; and as Bridgit, on her
-return march, paused and looked down upon Ishbel, standing in an
-attitude of rigid defiance, with quivering, nostrils and fierce
-half-closed eyes, possibly her friend received a telepathic flash, for
-she exclaimed impulsively:—
-
-“You are in trouble, too. What is it?”
-
-“Trouble is a fine general term for my ailment. I’m merely disgusted,
-dissatisfied—on general principles. Possibly it’s the effect of reading
-Nigel’s book.”
-
-“I haven’t had time to read it, but I’m so happy it has created a
-_furore_, and hope he’ll come back to be lionized. Odd he should write
-about the slums.”
-
-“Not at all. The slums are always being discovered by bright young men,
-who, with the true ardor of the explorer, proceed to enlighten the
-world. Nigel—the story’s not up to much—but he has the genius of
-expression, and, having made the amazing discovery of poverty,
-communicates his own amazement that it should have continued to exist in
-civilized countries up to the eve of the twentieth century—and his
-horror at its forms. Some of his scenes are quite awfully vivid. But
-he’s no sentimentalist; he doesn’t call for more charities; he doesn’t
-even pity the poor; he despises them as they deserve to be despised for
-being poor, for their asininity in permitting and enduring. But he
-demands in their name, since the best of them are wholly incompetent as
-thinkers, that the educated shall favor a form of Socialism which shall
-not only provide remunerative employment for them, but compel them to
-work—grinding the idle, the worthless, the vicious to the wall, and
-training the new generation to annihilate poverty. Great heaven! What a
-disgrace it is—that poverty—to the individual, to the world, to the
-poor, to the rich. I never realized it until I read that book. Other
-‘discoverers’ have put my back up. But Nigel is one of us; and when he
-sees it—and what a clear vision he has—”
-
-“How splendid!” cried Ishbel, also forgetting her own trouble for the
-moment. “And to be able to write like that will help him to forget
-Julia—must make all personal affairs seem insignificant. Would that we
-all had such a solace!”
-
-“Solace! We are both strong enough to scorn the word. But having been
-awakened, I should have no excuse if I went to sleep again. Nor you. I
-haven’t made up my mind what I’ll do yet, merely that I’ll do something.
-I’m sick of society. It’s a bally grind. Five years of it are enough for
-any woman with brains instead of porridge in her skull. I’m glad you’ve
-had a shock about the same time—should have administered it if you
-hadn’t. Of course I shall continue to hunt, and keep house for Geoffrey,
-and watch over my child, but all that uses up about one-tenth of my
-energies, and no more. What I’ll do, I don’t know. I’m floundering.
-Lovers are no solution for me. They’re démodés, anyhow. I’m after some
-big solution both elemental and progressive. Of course I shall begin
-with politics—by studying our problems on all sides, I mean, not having
-hysterics over the party claptrap of the moment. That and a hard course
-in German literature will tone my mind up. It’s all run to seed. The
-rest will come in due course. Tell me what you propose to do. But of
-course you’ve had no time to decide.”
-
-“Oh, but I have. I’m going to open a milliner shop.”
-
-“What?” Mrs. Herbert sat down.
-
-“You may think me vain, but I _know_ that I can trim hats better than
-any woman in London.”
-
-“Yes—of course. But Mr. Jones?”
-
-“I think I can make him consent—advance me the money—by persuading him
-that it is a new fad with the aristocracy—I’ll point out to him several
-titles over shops in Bond Street.”
-
-“You have an Irish imagination. He won’t hear of it.”
-
-“I’m sure I can talk him over—”
-
-“Besides, it isn’t fair. It will make no end of talk, and him
-ridiculous. If you go in for independence—and do, by all means—don’t
-begin your sex emancipation with the sex methods of second-rate women.
-Men are supposed to be direct, straightforward, above the petty wiles to
-which women have been compelled to resort since man owned them. They are
-not, but, being the ruling sex, have forced the world to accept them at
-their own estimate. Besides, they find the standard convenient. That it
-is a worthy standard, no one will dispute. At least if we women cannot
-be wholly truthful, we need not be greater liars than they are. And we
-can score a point by adopting the same standard. Tell Mr. Jones that you
-have decided upon independence, that if he doesn’t put up the money, I
-will; but don’t throw dust in his eyes—I doubt if you could, anyhow.”
-
-“Would you really?”
-
-“Of course I would. It would be great fun. But what is the rest of your
-program? Do you propose to leave him? To cook his social goose?”
-
-“No, he has been too generous, whatever his motives. No girl has ever
-had a better time, and nothing can alter the fact that he has rescued my
-family from poverty. Even if he cut both daddy and myself off his
-pay-roll, Aleece and Hermione and Shelah are rich enough to take care of
-the rest. I have done my duty by the family! No, I am quite willing to
-occupy a room in his house, go to the opera with him, even to such
-social affairs as I have time and strength for—I really intend to work,
-mind you, and to start in rather a small way, that I may pay back what I
-borrow the sooner.”
-
-“How you have thought it all out! I wish I had something definite in
-sight. I despise the women that merely fill in time with intellectual
-pursuits, and I’ll be hanged if I take to settlement work—the last
-resource of the novelist who wants to make his elevated heroine ‘do
-something.’ I must find my particular ability and exercise it. To work
-with you actively in the shop would be a mere subterfuge, as I don’t
-need money. But never mind me—When are you going to speak to Mr.
-Jones?”
-
-“This afternoon. I wanted to talk it out with you first. We Irish _are_
-extravagant. I was afraid I might have got off my base a bit.”
-
-“The world will think you mad, of course. But that only proves how sane
-you are. I wish I could get together about a hundred women, prominent
-socially—merely because society women are supposed to be all
-frivolous—to set a pace. I assume that the average woman in any class
-is a fool, but there is no reason why she should remain one; and the
-exceptional women, of whom there must be thousands, only lack courage,
-initiative, a leader. By the way, what do you hear of Julia? I haven’t
-had a letter for two months.”
-
-“They are to remain at Bosquith until the dissolution of Parliament,
-nursing their constituency. She is doing the lady-of-the-manor act,
-visiting among the poor, petting babies, and all the rest of it—but
-putting in most of her time with her beloved books. She rarely mentions
-France’s name.”
-
-“Never to me. But I know from one of my aunts—Peg—that he’s too
-occupied getting back his health and pleasing the duke to drink or let
-his temper go. No doubt he’s making a very decent husband. It may last.
-But whether it does or not, I’m not going to let Julia go. She’s made of
-uncommon stuff and must become one of us.”
-
-
- XI
-
-IT was with some trepidation that Ishbel sought her husband in the
-library a few hours later, and, in spite of her resolve to “be square,”
-could not resist assuming her most ingratiating manner. Her eyes were
-full of witchery, her kissable mouth wore its most provocative curves.
-Anything less like an emancipated wife or a prospective business woman
-never rose upon man’s haunted imagination; and as for Mr. Jones, who had
-been waiting for an explanation of some sort, he thought that she had
-come to apologize, to confess to a passing hysteria, possibly to
-jealousy induced by the fact that the wife of one of the South African
-millionaires had worn a ruby the night before that was the talk of the
-town. Well, she should have a bigger one if the earth could be made to
-yield it up.
-
-Mr. Jones returned home every afternoon at precisely the same hour, and
-to-day, having “smartened up,” was sitting in a leather chair near the
-window with a finance review in his hand, when Ishbel entered. He did
-not rise, but asked her if she felt better, indicated a chair opposite
-his own, and waited for her to begin. She should have her ruby, or
-whatever it was she wanted, but not until she was properly humble and
-asked for it.
-
-Ishbel smiled into those eyes that always reminded her of shoe buttons,
-and said sweetly, “I was horrid, of course, last night—”
-
-“You were. And it was extremely unpleasant for me at the ball. Nobody
-addressed me except to ask where you were. I felt like a keeper minus
-his performing bear.” His tone was not without bitterness.
-
-“I am so sorry. But I could not go. I wanted to think.”
-
-“Think? Why on earth should you think? You have nothing to think about;
-merely to spend money and look beautiful.”
-
-Ishbel smiled again, showing her dimples. There was not an edge of her
-inflexible will visible in the beautiful hazel eyes that she turned full
-upon him. “Well, the fact remains that I did think. And this is the
-result: I wish to earn my living.”
-
-His jaw dropped. He thought she had lost her mind.
-
-“It is quite true, and I mean to do it. I find I don’t like living on
-any one. We’ve never pretended to love each other. If we did—well, I
-think I should have felt the same way a little later. As it is, I don’t
-find it nice, living on you—”
-
-“You’re my wife!” thundered Mr. Jones. “What the hell are you talking
-about?”
-
-“I’ve no right to be your wife—”
-
-“You’ve been a damned long time finding it out—”
-
-“Five years. Bridgit says I have an Irish imagination. I’ve worked it
-persistently for five years, and worked it to death. I not only
-persuaded myself that I was doing you a tremendous service, but that I
-was entirely happy in being young and having all the luxuries and
-pleasures and gayeties that youth demands. I am only twenty-four. Five
-years in one’s first youth is not so long a time for delusion to last—”
-
-“Have you fallen in love?”
-
-“Not for more than three hours at a time. Somehow, you all fall short,
-one way or another. I think I have fallen in love with myself. At all
-events I want an individual place in the world, and, as the world is at
-present constituted, the only people that are really respected are those
-that either inherit fortunes or abstract the largest amount of money
-from other people. Even birth is going out of fashion. It doesn’t weigh
-a feather in the scale against money.”
-
-“You’re talking like a lunatic. I couldn’t have got into society with
-all my millions without you, or some one else born with a marketable
-title, and you know it.” Mr. Jones was so astonished that only plain
-facts lighted the chaos of his mind.
-
-“All the same you are far more respected than my poor old father, who is
-a lineal descendant of the O’Neil. Even if people did not respect you
-personally,—and of course they do,—they all respect you far more than
-they do me. Who would look at me if I had married one of your
-clerks—birth or no birth? And who regards me, as it is, but anything
-more than one of your best investments? I am useful to you and pay my
-way, but I’m of no earthly importance as an individual. I haven’t even
-as good a position as Bridgit, who inherited a fortune, although a
-bagatelle compared to yours—”
-
-“Is that what you’re after—a slice of my fortune in your own right?”
-
-“No, I only want enough to start me in business, and I shall pay it
-back—”
-
-“I’ll have you put in a lunatic asylum. What business do you fancy you
-could make a go in? Mine?”
-
-“No. The French bourgeoisie are about the only people that have solved
-the sex problem: every woman in the shop-keeping class, at least, is her
-husband’s working partner. But financial brains are not indigenous to my
-class. If I had one, I’d make myself useful to you in the only way that
-counts, and charge you high for my services. But as it is, I’m going to
-do the one thing I happen to be fitted for—I’m going to be a milliner.”
-
-“A milliner!” roared Mr. Jones. His face was purple. It was all very
-well to assume that his butterfly had gone mad; he had a hideous
-premonition that she was in earnest and as sane as he was. In fact, he
-felt on the verge of lunacy himself. He could hear his house of cards
-rattling about him.
-
-“Yes,” said Ishbel, smiling at him, as she had always smiled when asking
-him to invite another of her sisters to visit them. “I can trim hats
-beautifully. My hats are noted in London—”
-
-“They ought to be. The bills that come from those Paris robbers—”
-
-“I retrim every hat I get from the best of them. And I’ve pulled to
-pieces the hats of some of the richest of my friends. They will all
-patronize me. I shan’t rob them, and I have at least fifty ideas for
-this season that will be original without being bizarre—hats that will
-suit individual faces and not be duplicated. Oh, I know that I have a
-positive genius for millinery!”
-
-The purple fell from Mr. Jones’s face, leaving it pallid. He stared at
-her, not only in consternation, but in deeper perplexity than he had
-ever felt in his life. Probably there is no state of the masculine mind
-so amusing to the disinterested outsider as the chaos into which it is
-thrown by some unexpected revelation of woman’s divergence from the
-pattern. It has only been during those long periods of the world’s
-history, as Bridgit and Ishbel had discovered, when men were at war,
-that women, poor, even in their castles, with every faculty strained to
-feed and rear their children, and no society of any sort, often without
-education, have given men the excuse to regard them as inferior
-beings—physical prowess at such times being the standard. But men have
-had so many rude awakenings that their continued blindness can only be
-explained by the fact that a large percentage of women, while no idler
-and lazier than many men, have been able to flourish as parasites
-through the accident of their sex. During every period of comparative
-peace and plenty, women of another caliber have shown themselves
-tyrannous, active, exorbitant in their demands, and mentally as alert as
-men. If they disappeared periodically, it was only because they had not
-fully found themselves, had exercised their abilities to no definite
-end. A recent German psychologist, one of the maddest and most
-ingenious, discovered something portentous in such periodicity as he
-took note of: the prominence of woman in the tenth, fifteenth, and
-sixteenth centuries, and again in the nineteenth and twentieth, assuming
-it to be the result of an excess of hermaphrodite and sexually
-intermediate forms, a state of affairs not unknown in the vegetable
-kingdom. Therefore, must woman’s periodic revolt mean nothing more than
-a biological phenomenon.
-
-This theory would furnish food for much uneasiness were it not that the
-philosopher overlooked, deliberately or otherwise, the fact that woman’s
-star has flamed at some period or other in nearly every century, and
-that these periods have coincided with man’s ingenuous elevation of her
-to gratify his vanity while his chests were full and his weapons idle.
-Since the beginning of time, so far as we have any record of it, women
-have sprung to the top the moment that peace permitted wealth, leisure,
-and servants; and so far from their success being due to abnormality,
-their progress and development have been steadily cumulative. To-day,
-for the first time, they are highly enough developed to take their
-places beside men in politics, know themselves well enough to hold on,
-not drop the reins the moment the world’s conditions demand the physical
-activities of the fighting sex.
-
-Although the great Woman’s Suffrage movement was, for the moment, in the
-rear of the world’s problems, thousands of women in England and America
-were thinking of little else, planning and working quietly, awaiting
-their leader. This psychological wave had washed over Ishbel’s sensitive
-brain and done its work quite as thoroughly as if she had gone to
-Manchester and sat at the feet of Dr. Pankhurst. It is the fashion to
-give Ibsen the credit of the revolt of woman from the tyranny of man,
-but that is sheer nonsense to any one acquainted with the history of
-woman. Ibsen was a symptom, a voice, as all great artists are, but no
-radical changes spring full fledged from any brain; they are the slow
-work of the centuries.
-
-“Perhaps I should have put it another way,” said Ishbel. “I fancy the
-point is, not that the world respects you more for amassing wealth, but
-that you respect yourself so enormously for having won in the greatest
-and most difficult game that men have ever played. Diplomacy is nothing
-to it. That only requires brains and training. To coax gold from full
-pockets into empty ones and remain on the right side of the law,
-requires a magnetic needle in the brain, and is a distinct form of
-genius. Talk about riches not bringing happiness, I don’t believe there
-is a rich man living, even if he has only inherited his wealth, who does
-not find happiness in his peculiar form of self-respect, and in his
-contempt for the failures. If he has inherited, it is an achievement to
-retain, and when he has made his fortune, he must feel a bigger man than
-any king. Well, in my little way, I purpose to enjoy that sensation. And
-to make money, to accumulate wealth, is, I am positive, one of the
-primary instincts—if it were not, the world would have been socialistic
-a thousand years ago. But the secret desire in too many millions of
-hearts has prevented it—”
-
-“My God!” roared Mr. Jones. “Have you got brains?”
-
-“I hope so.” She smiled mischievously. “I couldn’t make money without
-them.”
-
-“Suppose you had half a dozen children?”
-
-“Of course, if I hadn’t thought it all out in time, I should bring them
-up first. But I feel sure the time will come when every self-respecting
-woman will want to be the author of her own income—when no girl will
-marry until she is.”
-
-Mr. Jones looked and felt like the fisherman who has gone out in a
-sail-boat to catch the small edible prizes of the sea, and landed a
-whale.
-
-“You never thought that all out for yourself,” he growled. “Where did
-you get it, anyhow?”
-
-“Last night I realized that I had been learning unconsciously for years,
-and remembered everything worth while I had ever heard men and women
-talk about. After all, you know, clever men do talk to me.”
-
-“Clever men are always fools about a pretty face.”
-
-He got up and moved restlessly about the large room, too full of
-furniture for a man with big feet, and long awkward arms which he did
-not always remember to hold close to his sides. He longed for his punch
-bag. Ishbel smiled and looked out of the window.
-
-“What in hell’s come over women?” he demanded. “I thought they only
-wanted love when they talked of happiness.”
-
-“Oh, you’re like too many men—have got your whole knowledge of women
-from novels. Perhaps you even read the neurotic ones that are having a
-vogue just now. Wouldn’t that be funny! We women want many things
-besides love, we Englishwomen, at least; for we belong to the most
-highly developed nation on the globe. And we are the daughters of men as
-well as of women, remember. And we have heard the affairs of the world
-discussed at table since we left the nursery. That man doesn’t realize
-what he has made of us is a proof that he is so soaked in conventions
-and traditions that he is in the same danger of decay and submergence
-that nations have been when too long a period of power has made them
-careless and flaccid—and blind. We want love, but as a man wants it;
-enough to make us comfortable and happy, but not to absorb our whole
-lives—”
-
-“What?” Mr. Jones swung round upon her, his little black eyes emitting
-red sparks. “That’s the most immoral speech I ever heard a woman make.”
-
-“I shall keep faith with you,” said Ishbel, carelessly. “Don’t worry
-yourself. I’ve made a bargain with you and I shall stick to it, just as
-I shall be perfectly square in business. All I want is to be as much of
-an individual as you are, not an annex.”
-
-Mr. Jones had an inspiration and resumed his seat. “Look here!” he said.
-“You say you play a square game, that you will live up to your contract
-with me; and marriage _is_ a partnership, by God! Well—if you go
-setting up for yourself, you injure my credit. I’m in a lot of things
-where credit is everything. Money (actual gold and silver) is not so
-plentiful as you think, and the greatest coward on earth. If there
-should be the slightest suspicion that I was unsound—”
-
-“Why should there be? You will continue to live here in the same style,
-and I shall keep my rooms, and go about with you once or twice a
-week—even wear some of your jewels. What more could you ask?”
-
-“What more?” Jones was purple again. “This: I didn’t marry to be made a
-laughing-stock of. Everybody’ll say I’m mean—”
-
-“Not if you set me up. And you can get your good friend, _The Mart_, to
-say that I am ambitious to set a new style in fads—”
-
-“There are some statements that no fool will swallow—let alone sharp
-business men in the City. Fad, indeed—when you will be standing on your
-feet all day in a milliner shop—unless—” hopefully—“you merely mean
-to put your name over the door to draw customers, and pocket the
-proceeds. That would be bad enough—but—”
-
-“By no means. What possible satisfaction could I get out of making other
-people do what I want to do myself? You might as well ask an author if
-he would be content to let some one else write his books so long as he
-had his name on the title page and pocketed the profits. The joy of
-succeeding must lie in the effort, in knowing that you are doing
-something that no one else can do in quite the same way. I can be an
-artist even in hats, and I propose to be one.”
-
-“And if I refuse you the capital?”
-
-“Bridgit will lend it to me.”
-
-“I am to be blackmailed, so!”
-
-“What is blackmail?”
-
-“As if a woman need ask! Every woman is a blackmailer by instinct. I
-suppose that if I won’t give you the money for this ridiculous
-enterprise, you will leave my house—ruin me socially, as well as
-financially?”
-
-But Ishbel’s wits were far nimbler than his. “No,” she said sweetly, “I
-can never forget that I owe you a great deal. Whether you advance me the
-capital or not, I shall continue to live here, and entertain for you
-whenever I have time.”
-
-The mere male was helpless, defeated. A month later his name was over a
-shop in Bond Street, and the success of the lady whose title preceded it
-was so immediate that he began to brag about her in the City. But he was
-by no means reconciled. His order of life, that new order in which he
-had revelled during five brief years, was sadly dislocated. Many
-husbands and wives are invited separately in London society, but he made
-the bitter discovery that when Ishbel was forced to decline an
-invitation for luncheon or dinner he was expected to follow suit. He
-could walk about at receptions or teas if he chose, but it became
-instantly patent that no woman, save those whose husbands were in his
-power, would see him at her table when she could get out of it. There
-were one or two new millionnaires in society that had achieved a full
-measure of personal popularity, and were sometimes asked without their
-wives, but Jones was hopelessly dull in conversation, and had a way of
-“walking up trains,” and knocking over delicate objects with his elbows.
-And then he was unpardonably ugly to look at; moreover, evinced no
-disposition to pay the bills of any woman but his wife. That was a fatal
-oversight on Mr. Jones’s part, but no one had ever been kind enough to
-give him a hint.
-
-All this was bad enough, but in addition he perceived that while society
-patronized Ishbel’s shop, and pretended to admire or be amused, they had
-respected her far more when she was reigning as a beauty and spending
-her husband’s vast income as carelessly as the spoiled child smashes its
-costly toys. There is little real respect where there is no envy, and no
-one envies a working woman until she has made a fortune and can retire.
-Ishbel had dazzled the world with her splendid luck, added to her beauty
-and proud descent. It had called her “a spoiled darling of fortune,” a
-“fairy princess,” and such it had envied and worshipped. But she had
-stepped down from her pedestal; her halo had fallen off; she was no
-longer a member of the leisured class, haughty and privileged even when
-up to its neck in debt. Mr. Jones’s position in the City was not
-affected, for men knew him too well, but society suspected that his
-fortune was not what it had been, and that his wife wanted more money to
-spend, or was providing against a rainy day. If neither suspicion was
-true, then she was disloyal to her class, and a menace, a horrid
-example. Her personal popularity was unaffected, but her position was
-not what it was, no doubt of that, and the soul of Mr. Jones was
-exceeding bitter.
-
-
- XII
-
-LORD ROSEBERY’S government, despite the duke’s optimistic predictions,
-did not resign until June 24, consequently the general election was not
-fought until July, and during all this time Julia was kept at Bosquith;
-France, wholly amiable to his cousin’s wishes, stuck close to his
-borough. He had not a political dogma, cared no more for the
-Conservatives and Liberal-Unionists, than for Nationalists, Liberals,
-Radicals, and Socialists, and he had no intention of boring himself in
-Westminster save when his cousin required his vote. But he had planned a
-very definite and pleasant scheme of life, and the enthusiastic favor of
-the head of his house was essential to its success. He intended to
-re-let his own place in Hertfordshire, and live with the duke, both in
-London and in the country, until such time as his patience should be
-rewarded and the divine law of entail give him his own. He not only
-craved the luxury of the duke’s great establishments (as English people
-understand luxury), but, quite aware of the position he had forfeited
-among men, he was determined to win it back. Not that he felt any
-symptoms of regeneration, but the pride, which heretofore had raised him
-above public opinion, assumed a new form during his long convalescence,
-and prompted respectability and enjoyment of the social position he had
-inherited.
-
-His cousin, although knowing vaguely that his heir had been “a bit
-wild,” and not as popular as he might be, was far too unsophisticated to
-guess the truth, and too surrounded by flatterers and toadies to hear
-what would manifestly displease him. Moreover, although France was under
-such strong suspicion of card cheating that no man would play with him,
-he had proved himself too clever to be caught, therefore had escaped an
-open scandal. He had twice avoided being co-respondent in divorce suits,
-once by shifting the burden on to the shoulders of a fellow-sinner, and
-once by securing, through a detective agency, such information that the
-wronged husband let the matter drop rather than suffer a counter-suit.
-But society was not his preserve. He was a man who had haunted byways
-where women were unprotected, and far from the limelight; and although
-there had been for twenty years the contemptuous impression that he was
-one of the greatest blackguards in Europe, that there was no villainy to
-which he had not stooped, he was, after all, little discussed, for he
-was much out of England, and, when off duty, went to Paris for his
-pleasures.
-
-But although he had rather revelled in his dark reputation, he had now
-undergone a change of mind if not of heart. He had had a long draught of
-respectability, and of deference from his future menials and the several
-thousand good men in his constituency who had never heard of him before
-he came to Bosquith, as the convalescent heir of their popular duke, and
-won them by looking “every inch a man”; he had a young and beautiful
-wife with whom he was as much in love as was in him to love any one but
-himself, and in whom he recognized a valuable aid to his plan of social
-rehabilitation. Established in London as hostess of one of its oldest
-and most exclusive private palaces, with every opportunity to exercise
-her youthful charm (like the duke he despised brains in women), she
-would take but one season to draw about her a court anxious to stand
-well with the future Duchess of Kingsborough. And he was her husband.
-They could not ignore him if they would; and they would have less and
-less inclination, viewing him daily as a man ostentatioulsy devoted to
-his wife, taking his parliamentary duties very seriously indeed (he knew
-exactly the right phrases to get off), and living a life so exemplary
-and regular that his past would be dismissed with a good-natured smile
-(for was he not a future duke?), or openly doubted for want of proof. He
-knew that some people would never speak to him, others never invite him
-to their tables, although he might, with his wife and cousin, receive a
-card to their receptions; but, then, London society was very large, and
-he could endure the contempt of the few in the complaisance of the many.
-
-His first quarry was the duke, already disposed to like him extremely,
-as they were the last males of their race, and latterly quite softened
-by certain sympathies and anxieties for his afflicted relative that had
-never infused his dry smug nature before. He was also one of those
-survivals that like anecdotes, and France, in his wandering life, had
-insensibly collected an infinite number. Naturally the most silent of
-men, he now made himself so agreeable that the duke, long companionless,
-himself suggested the permanent residence of the Frances under his
-several roofs, overrode all his cousin’s manly objections, and looked
-forward to a revival of the historic splendors of Kingsborough House
-with something like enthusiasm. France cemented the new bond when he
-appeared, as soon as his convalescence was over, at morning prayers, and
-even compelled the attendance of the rebellious Julia.
-
-This alien in the great house of France detested family prayers. They
-were very long, the duke’s dull languid gaze travelled over his shoulder
-every time she sat when she should have knelt, and they came at an hour
-when she wanted to be on the moor or riding along the cliffs. But when
-she openly expressed herself, her husband, although he picked her up and
-kissed her many times, unobservant that she wriggled, replied
-peremptorily:—
-
-“Not another word, my little beauty. To prayers you must go. It’s a
-rotten bore, but it’s the duty of a wife to advance her husband’s
-interests. Get our mighty cousin down on us, and we live in
-Hertfordshire all the year round.”
-
-Although she hid the thought, Julia would have submitted to more than
-prayers to avoid living alone in a small house in the country with her
-husband. She had heard so much of duty during the last year (even her
-mother’s letters were full of it), that she had set her teeth in the
-face of matrimony, persuaded herself that France was no more offensive
-than other husbands, that hers was the common lot of woman, and, after
-reading Nigel’s book, that she was singularly fortunate in not having
-been born in the slums. But although she refused to admit to her
-consciousness a certain terrified mumbling in the depths of her brain,
-she did acknowledge that she no longer had the least desire for a child,
-and that she hated the scent of the pomade on her husband’s moustache.
-It was a pomade that had been fashionable for several years, and was
-used as sparingly as possible on France’s bristles; but lesser trifles
-have killed love in women, and Julia, frankly unloving, conceived an
-unconquerable aversion for this sickly scent; to this day it rises in
-her memory as associated with the abominable injustice that had been
-committed on her youth.
-
-But she kept her mind and time fully occupied. She visited the sick,
-rode her good horse, and read until there was nothing left in the
-Bosquith library to satisfy her still insatiable mind. Then, for the
-first time, she realized that she had not a penny in her purse, had not
-had since her first few weeks in London. She made out a list of books
-she wanted, surmounted her diffidence, and asked her husband if she
-might order them from London. France, when she approached him, was
-smoking a pipe by the library fire, his cannon-ball head sunken
-luxuriously into the cushions of the chair, and his glassy eyes half
-closed. He pulled her down on his knee and read the list, then laughed
-aloud and pinched her ear.
-
-“Never heard of one of these books, but they have an expensive
-look—wager not one of them costs under a pound. That would mean about
-ten pounds—by Gad! That would never do. I’m economizing and you must,
-too; for although we shall live with Kingsborough, we can’t expect him
-to pay for our clothes and all the rest of it. Besides, I don’t want an
-intellectual wife—had no idea you read such bally rot. Intellectual
-wives are bores, get red noses, and rims round their eyes. Jove! Think
-of those eyes gettin’ red and dim. I’d make a bonfire of all the books
-in England first. No, my lady, it’s your business to look pretty, and to
-remember a famous saying of our future king: ‘Bright women, yes; but no
-damned intellect.’ We want to have a rippin’ time as soon as Salisbury
-is in again, and I won’t have you frightenin’ people off.”
-
-“I never supposed you would care so much for society,” said Julia,
-lamely. “I always think of you as a sailor.”
-
-“I want what’ll be mine before long—what I’ve been kept out of long
-enough,” he answered savagely.
-
-Julia was shocked. It was the first time he had betrayed himself, so
-anxious had he been for her good opinion, so careful not to excite
-himself with tempers until his heart was quite strong again. As she left
-his knee and turned her disconcerting eyes on him, he recovered himself
-with a laugh.
-
-“I believe it’s all your mother’s fault. She told me it was your
-fate—by all the stars!—to be a duchess, and I don’t think I’ve got it
-out of my head since. But you know I’m devilish fond of my cousin—only
-one I’ve got, for those old hags don’t count. I’ll chuck such ideas,
-and—” his voice became sonorous with virtue—“think only of his
-kindness and of serving my country when my time comes.”
-
-The time came in July, and he carried his borough almost without effort,
-so irresistible was the conservative reaction. He was not much of an
-orator, but not much was required of him. He made a fine appearance on a
-platform, and when, after a flattering introduction by the chairman, he
-stood up before a sympathetic audience, and between some scraps of party
-wisdom, furnished by the duke, doubled up his aristocratic hand and
-wedged it firmly into his manly thigh, and brought out in all its
-inflections: “Indeed, I _may_ say—Indeed, _I_ may say—Indeed, I may
-_say_—_Indeed_ I may say!” the applause was stupendous.
-
-Julia, sitting behind him with the duke, had much ado not to laugh
-aloud, but, then, Julia was an alien, and had no appreciation of
-gentlemen’s oratory.
-
-She had taken more interest in the wives of the voters, and been
-relieved to find that their poverty was rather picturesque than
-bitter—Nigel’s book had given her a profound shock—but had wept at
-some of the tales told by women that had relatives in London and the
-great manufacturing towns of the north. After France’s final triumph,
-when he had been carried back to Bosquith on the shoulders of several
-honest yeomen, followed by a cheering mob of several hundred more, she
-asked him impulsively (being electrified herself for the moment) if he
-might not serve his country best by making a crusade against poverty.
-But he looked at her in such genuine bewilderment that she dropped the
-subject.
-
-
- XIII
-
-TO France’s intense disgust Parliament met on August 12, that
-consecrated date when grouse are first hunted from their lairs. There
-was nothing for it, however, but to go up to London with the triumphant
-duke and sit on a bench through at least one hot hour each day. The rest
-of his hours he spent at his club, to avoid meeting his patriotic
-relative, and Julia, for the first time, found herself possessed of a
-certain measure of liberty. To be sure, she was several times caged in
-the House of Commons, and once slept above the peers, but for the most
-part she was left to herself, the duke almost forgetting her in the joy
-of his occasional chats in the lobby with Lord Salisbury, and the
-excitements provided by Mr. Chamberlain. He had neither hope nor wish
-for the onerous duties of a cabinet minister, but for many years
-politics had formed the only excitement of his rather colorless life;
-whether his party were in or out, he always managed to be of some slight
-use to it in the upper House. He was laughed at sometimes by the giants
-of his party, but on the whole regarded as a safe reliable man, and
-received doles of flattery to keep his enthusiasm alive.
-
-Everybody was out of town except Ishbel, who was casting nets for the
-rich tourists, and Julia sat for hours in the gay little shop on the
-second floor of an old building in Bond Street, watching her friend with
-wide admiring eyes, and even envying her a little. This, however, she
-suppressed. She was to be a duchess, and that was the end of it. She
-would fill her high destiny to the best of her ability, but she wished
-that meanwhile she could earn a little money, or some unknown relative
-would leave her a legacy. France was still “economizing” and gave her no
-allowance; she literally had not money for cab fare. She was determined,
-however, never to ask him for money again, so deep had been her
-mortification when he had refused her simple request for books.
-
-Parliament remained in session something over a month, being prorogued
-on September 15. The duke returned to Bosquith for the rest of the
-grouse season, opened his house in Derbyshire for the pheasant shooting,
-and went again to Bosquith for partridges and hunting. This time there
-were guests. Many of them were carefully selected from the most ardent
-supporters of the present Government; but Mrs. Winstone, who, deeply to
-her satisfaction, was invited to coach and assist the young chatelaine,
-was permitted to invite “a few younger people, but no really young
-people.” The duke was alive to the necessity of maturing his heir’s wife
-as rapidly as possible. The company was always an extremely
-distinguished one, as Mrs. Winstone took pains to impress upon the
-somewhat indifferent Julia; not the least exalted members of the
-Government honored the various parties, and a good many of the younger
-men accepted invitations which would force them into association with
-Harold France, partly to please Mrs. Winstone, partly out of curiosity,
-and principally because the duke’s shootings, always kept up but seldom
-placed at the service of guests, were famous. Julia, alive to her
-responsibilities, set her mind upon becoming an accomplished hostess,
-and although the everlasting talk of politics and sport bored her, she
-was rewarded with a few pleasant acquaintances, who in a measure
-consoled her for the temporary loss of Bridgit and Ishbel.
-
-There was a fine old Jacobean mansion on the estate in Derbyshire, and
-Julia reminded herself that she was realizing a youthful dream, admired
-the brilliant appearance of the women at dinner, and went occasionally
-to the coverts. But the immense beautiful house had the more notable
-attraction of a fine library, and Julia’s happiness was further
-increased from October until the middle of February by the fact that she
-saw less of her husband than formerly. No more ardent sportsman
-breathed; he could kill all day, and when he came home at night was
-agreeably fatigued and ready for sleep. He was as much in love as ever,
-but it was long since he had been able to command all the pleasures of
-his class, and he meant to enjoy every good that came his way to the
-last nibble. No more methodical soul ever lived. Julia sometimes
-wondered if he were not a creature manufactured and wound up, like
-Frankenstein, rather than man born of woman, but it was long before she
-found the clew to his character.
-
-When they returned to Bosquith, Julia had even more freedom than during
-the weeks devoted to the puncturing of grouse and pheasant. The women
-had joined the men for luncheon during the grouse season, tramping the
-moors in very short skirts and very thick boots; and in Derbyshire, the
-coverts not being too far from the house, the men had returned for their
-midday meal. But the farms, with their turnip fields, were many miles
-from the moors which surrounded the castle of Bosquith; the women showed
-less enthusiasm; and it was out of the question for the men to return,
-even in a break, for luncheon. Therefore, did the women, including Mrs.
-Winstone, sleep late, and Julia found the morning hours her own. She
-enjoyed her freedom at first in long rides alone, and with no particular
-object, but in the course of a week she accidentally made the
-acquaintance of one of the tenants, Mr. Leggins (the sportsmen had
-exhausted his field and moved on), and she found his somewhat radical
-discourse refreshing after the undiluted and therefore unargumentative
-conservatism of the castle’s guests. Mr. Leggins, indeed, when the
-intimacy had progressed, did not hesitate to express himself on the
-injustice of annually sacrificing his best fields to the sporting pride
-of hereditary lords of the soil. One argument in England against giving
-women the vote is that they are all conservatives at heart, but Julia,
-at least, seated under the mighty beams of the old farm-house, with a
-bowl of bread and milk before her, listening to the old man inveigh
-against the iniquity of laws that forced a family like his own to pay
-rent from generation to generation, a rent which increased with every
-improvement made by the tenant, instead of being permitted to buy their
-land and feel “as good as the next man,” assumed that there was
-something wrong with the world, and often wondered if she were not in
-the sixteenth century, when the farm-house had been built; wondered
-still more why the world progressed so rapidly in some things and
-remained stationary in others. Mr. Leggins, in those early morning
-hours, told her something of Socialism, and she began to have grave
-doubts if she should ever become a duchess, if those lagging millions
-would not suddenly awaken and come to the front with a bound.
-
-But these grave questions agitated her fleetingly at this period, for
-there were other attractions at the Leggins farm. It embraced a famous
-ruin, and the farmer kept a small public house of “soft drinks” for its
-many visitors. This was Julia’s first glimpse of the genus tourist, and
-its very difference from the guests at the castle entranced her. She
-often spent the entire morning watching and often talking to strange
-people with frank inquisitive eyes and an amazing thoroughness in
-exploration. Many had accents undreamed of in her short sojourn on this
-planet. Mr. Leggins called them “Americans,” and Julia sunned herself in
-their breezy democracy, and resolved to read their history as soon as
-she returned to London and its public libraries; no recognition of their
-existence was to be found at Bosquith. Julia had seen several Americans
-in Ishbel’s shop, but they had been so very elegant, and such good
-imitations of the British grande dame, that they had not impressed her.
-
-These short-skirted, “shirt-waisted” people, with flying
-veils—generally blue—attached precisely or rakishly to hats, sailor or
-alpine, with faces, more often than not, gay and careless, but sometimes
-with an anxious line between the brows as if fearful they might “miss
-something” while photographing even the diamond panes of the farm-house
-windows, thrilled Julia with the sense of a new world to discover, of a
-country which must be divinely free since it once had snapped its
-fingers in mighty England’s face, and now elected a President every four
-years (this much Mr. Leggins had told her), and gave its humblest man a
-vote. Of the peculiar tyrannies which have grown up under the
-Constitution of the United States (tyrannies impossible under an
-autocracy) Julia, of course, knew nothing; and although she had no cause
-to complain of monarchical tyranny in Great Britain, she was beginning
-to feel the stirrings of a dim resentment against the insignificance of
-her own estate. Not only had Ishbel talked to her a good deal during the
-short session of Parliament, but she observed for herself that the
-duke’s house parties were organized with pointed reference to the
-pleasure and comfort of the male sex. The men were given the best rooms,
-the board was set with the heavy food necessary to the replenishment of
-their energies, they shot all day long, barely opening their mouths to
-speak at table, and often went to bed immediately after dinner. The
-women were invited merely to ornament the table and make the men forget
-their fatigue, or to amuse them if they felt inclined now and then to
-vary sport with flirtation. For these heroic ladies not one amusement
-during the shooting season was designed; of course they would hunt
-later. No men were asked save those that shot. Even “old Pirie,” and
-Lord Algy went out with the guns. Julia wondered why these women came,
-and finally concluded that some came in search of husbands or lovers,
-others to keep an eye on husbands or lovers. Some, no doubt, enjoyed the
-rest at no expense to themselves, but all were frankly bored. Now and
-again Julia, at tea time, heard a woman discourse upon the happy fate of
-the American woman, who had “things all her own way,” and to whom man
-was a slave. Listening to the animated babble about the table in Farmer
-Leggins’s living room, where the Americans imbibed milk, bottled
-lemon-squash, and sarsaparilla, Julia longed to ask the prettiest of
-them if they were spoiled wives. France professed to adore her madly,
-but he neither petted nor spoiled her. She was his prize exhibit, his
-woman, his harem of one, and he was immensely satisfied with his
-discrimination and his luck. He never even asked her if she were
-content, if she were bored. What liberty she had she was forced to
-scheme for, like these visits to the fascinating public house of Farmer
-Leggins. Had the duke or even Mrs. Winstone seen her sitting at that
-table, sometimes cutting bread, always talking to people she had never
-seen before and never would see again, they would have been outraged;
-and, no doubt, as the times were too advanced to shut her up, she would
-have been compelled to ride with a groom, and give her word to ignore
-farm-houses (save when votes were wanted), and to speak to no one to
-whom she had not properly been introduced. But all three of her
-guardians were happily ignorant of her performances, and no mortal ever
-enjoyed her liberty more, or took a naughtier delight in it.
-
-One morning she was sitting beside Farmer Leggins uncorking bottles and
-ladling out milk (his son Sam’s wife, who kept house for him, was away),
-when three people alighted from a carriage who interested her
-immediately. Not only were the woman and the young girl, and even the
-boy, dressed more smartly than was common to the tourist in that part of
-the country, but they suddenly ducked their heads in a peculiar way, and
-entered the farm-house hat first. The rest of the room was occupied by a
-party of school-teachers, who invariably wear out their old clothes in
-Europe, and Julia gave the newcomers her undivided attention. Mr.
-Leggins also rose with some alacrity, and placed them at a small table
-by themselves, waiting until their pleasant voices assured him that they
-had all their appetites demanded.
-
-“They’re Californians,” whispered Mr. Leggins, as he returned to Julia’s
-side. (As the reader is now acquainted with every known dialect, it is
-not necessary to torment him with the Yorkshire.) “San Franciscans, to
-be exact. I always can tell them by the way they put their heads down in
-a breeze—wind always blows in San Francisco, and it’s second nature to
-butt against it. I know the earmarks of every state in their
-union—section, at least—and not only by their accents. You can know a
-Californian because he hasn’t any, but the others would butter bread,
-except when they happen to have had brass long enough to rub it off in
-Europe. Even then they keep a bit of it. But I know them by other
-things. This party of school missuses is from what they call ‘the East’;
-they’ve every one got suspicion in their eyes, and are that close! It’s
-a wonder they don’t bring scales to weigh my bread. The ‘Middle West’
-people are like children, pleased with everything, and crazy about
-ruins; free with the brass, too. The ‘Southerners’ look as if they ought
-to be rich and ain’t, but never haggle. The high-toned ‘Easterners,’
-haven’t an exclamation point among them, are so polite they make you
-feel like dirt, pay with gold and count the change. Where on earth is
-Sam?”
-
-Sam had disappeared shortly after showing the school-teachers over the
-ruin, and the Californians had risen, manifestly awaiting a guide.
-
-Sam (who occasionally stole away to watch the shooting) was not to be
-found. Julia volunteered to show the party over the ruin.
-
-“I’d be that grateful!” exclaimed Mr. Leggins; and to the Californians,
-“There ain’t much to the ruin, and she knows it as well as Sam.”
-
-The lady looked at her curiously, for the guide wore her habit, and
-manifestly was not of the house of Leggins, but she expressed herself
-satisfied, and followed Julia across the bridge that spanned the ditch.
-The young girl was too weary with much travel for interest in anything,
-but the youth had already fallen a victim to Julia’s charms, and
-manœuvred to reach her side. He was a fine-looking lad, tall for his
-years, which might have been fifteen, with a shock of black hair, keen
-black-gray eyes, and a dark strongly made face. It was a new-world face,
-with something of the pioneer, something of the Indian in it, but, oddly
-enough, almost aggressively modern. Julia had observed him under her
-lashes, and wished he were older. Few men tourists came that way, and
-this boy was of a more marked type than any of them.
-
-“My, but this is bully!” he exclaimed. “You won’t mind my saying it, but
-I’ve been watching you for half an hour—couldn’t eat—but—well—I
-never saw a prettier girl even in California.”
-
-“Then you _are_ a Californian?” asked Julia, much amused. “And a San
-Franciscan?”
-
-“Now, how can you tell that?”
-
-“Mr. Leggins says you all hold your heads forward on account of the
-winds—to keep your hats on, I suppose.”
-
-“Jiminy, that’s clever! Fancy an English farmer having sense enough for
-that. Ours are pretty stupid—perhaps because they live so far apart.
-This whole island isn’t as big as the state of California.”
-
-“You don’t mean it,” gasped Julia, not in the least resenting this
-characteristic boast.
-
-“And there are real forests in it—primeval.” The youth was delighted
-with the impression he had made. “Not woods that you can see the horizon
-from the middle of. Great Scott! this island is cut up. You can’t get
-rid of the towns, except on these big estates. Why, in the manufacturing
-districts they tail into one another. In California—”
-
-“Dan!” said a reproving voice from the rear. “Stop bragging. This is my
-brother’s first visit to Europe,” added the lady, with a smile. “And
-like all Americans in similar circumstances, he observes only to
-contrast and deprecate. He’ll behave much better on his next visit. That
-first protest is only defiance, anyhow—to still the small voice which
-tells us how new and crude we are in the face of all this antiquity and
-beauty.”
-
-“Oh!” said Julia, smiling. “I fancy that if I visited your country, I
-should be too awed even to feel my own littleness.”
-
-“That is the prettiest speech I ever heard!” The lady extended her hand.
-“Won’t you tell me your name? Mine is Bode, and this is my sister, Emily
-Tay, and my brother, Daniel Tay.”
-
-“I am Mrs. France. It is delightful to know your names—”
-
-“Mrs.!” gasped the boy, his face falling until he looked almost idiotic;
-but Mrs. Bode’s eyes sparkled.
-
-“Not of Bosquith?” she asked.
-
-Julia nodded gloomily.
-
-“I have met Mrs. Winstone, and last summer I read all about you when
-your husband was so ill.”
-
-“Read about me?” Julia’s mouth opened almost as wide as young Tay’s.
-“Where?”
-
-“Oh, our correspondents don’t let us miss anything, and that was a big
-plum for the end of the season. I know all about your romantic marriage,
-and your still more romantic West Indian home.” She had bred herself too
-carefully to add, “and that you will one day be a duchess”; but the
-words danced through her mind, and she felt that she was having an
-adventure. Julia was in no condition to notice any faux pas; her
-imagination was visualizing her insignificant self in the columns of a
-newspaper seven thousand miles away, and she felt a strange thrill, such
-as what small deferences she had received from servants and toadies had
-never excited in her: the first vague pricking of ambition.
-
-“There was a picture of you in the Sunday supplement of one of the
-papers,” went on Mrs. Bode. “Of course I guessed it wasn’t you—looked
-suspiciously like one of our own belles touched up—”
-
-“My picture! I’ve never had my picture taken.”
-
-“The more pity,” said Mrs. Bode, with gracious gayety. “I should beg for
-one as a souvenir, if you had.”
-
-“Gee whiz! My camera!” cried young Tay, recovering himself, and whipping
-the camera off his shoulder. “Will—would you stand?”
-
-“Of course!” Julia not only had fallen in love with her new friends, but
-rejoiced in doing something which she instinctively knew would annoy her
-husband. When woman’s ego is fumbling, it is only in these world-old
-acts of petty and secret vengeance that it triumphs for a moment over
-the sex that has bruised it.
-
-She posed, with and without her hat, against the gray walls of the ruin,
-in a group with Mrs. Bode and Emily, and again with young Tay alone.
-Then she lit her candle and led them down the winding passage to the
-room where Mary of Scotland was supposed to have slept on her way to
-Fotheringay. As they emerged once more into the court, she impulsively
-asked them to come that afternoon to the castle for tea.
-
-“I am sure my aunt will be enchanted to see you,” she added, “and I can
-show you over Bosquith, which is much more interesting than this.”
-
-“I’ll be delighted,” said Mrs. Bode; and Julia, who had experienced a
-moment of fright at her temerity, took courage again at the American’s
-matter-of-fact acceptance. Pride also came to her aid. Why should she
-not ask whom she chose to Bosquith? Was she not its chatelaine? Her aunt
-was one of her guests, monitress though she might be. To be sure, she
-had been forbidden to ask Bridgit or Ishbel, but, then, the duke had a
-personal dislike for both—he now thought Ishbel quite mad and had
-written her father a letter of condolence; he was hospitable in his way,
-and could find no objection to these delightful travellers that knew
-Mrs. Winstone.
-
-She blushed and stammered, “I must ask you not to say anything about my
-helping Mr. Leggins, and being so much at home here—”
-
-“Of course not!” Mrs. Bode, as she would have expressed it, “twigged
-instanter.” “We met while exploring the ruins, and got into
-conversation.”
-
-“You are so kind. And you will come at five—no, four, and then I can
-show you the castle before tea.”
-
-“We shall be there at four. Thank you so much.”
-
-They parted, mutually delighted with their morning’s adventure, the
-ladies going to their carriage, and young Tay gallantly assisting Julia
-to mount her horse.
-
-“Jiminy!” he whispered ecstatically. “You’ve got hair! And eyes! Stars
-ain’t in it! Say, I’m awful glad I’m going to see you again, and I’m
-awful glad I can take your picture back to California with me!”
-
-He was only fifteen, but Julia blushed as she had never blushed for
-Nigel. It may be that our future lies in sealed cells in our brains, as
-all life in the universe, past, present, future, is said to be Now to
-the Almighty. Under certain lightning stabs it may be shocked into a
-second’s premature awakening.
-
-Julia, however, was annoyed with herself, said “Goodby” rather crossly,
-and rode off.
-
-
- XIV
-
-MRS. BODE was one of those astonishing Americans who, often with no
-social affiliations whatever, even in their native city, or living on
-the very edges of civilization, have yet so wide and accurate a
-knowledge of the cardinal families of the various capitals of the world,
-that they would be invaluable in the offices of Burke, Debrett, and the
-Almanach de Gotha. Whether this enterprising variety of the genus
-Americana invests in these valuable works of reference, or merely
-studies them in the public libraries, ourselves would not venture to
-state; but that is beside the question; some highly specialized magnet
-in their brains has accumulated the knowledge, and less ambitious
-Americans, even aristocratic foreigners, are often humbled by them when
-floundering conversationally among the ramifications of the peerages of
-Europe. These students, if New Yorkers, take no interest in the “first
-families” of any state in the American Union save their own, but if a
-malignant chance has deposited them on what stage folk call “the road,”
-then are their mental woodsheds stored with the family trees of their
-own state, _and_ New York. Never of any other state: Washington is “too
-mixed”; Boston is “obsolete”; Chicago is “too new for any use”; San
-Francisco is too picturesque to be aristocratic; the South can take care
-of itself; and the rest of the country, with the possible exception of
-Philadelphia, would never presume to enter the discussion.
-
-Nor is this the extent of their knowledge. They can talk fluently about
-all the great dressmakers and milliners that dwell in the centres of
-fashion, and even of those so exclusive as to cater only to the
-best-bred Americans, and they are always the first to appear in the new
-style, even though they have no place to show it but the street.
-Moreover, they know every scandal in Europe, scandals of aristocrats and
-prime donne, that no newspaper has ever scented. They discuss the great
-and the famous of the world as casually as their own acquaintance,
-dropping titles and other formalities in a manner that bespeaks a keen
-and secret pleasure that the less gifted or less energetic mortal may
-sigh for in vain.
-
-Mrs. Bode came of good pioneer stock, her sturdy Kansas grandfather,
-Daniel Tay, having been among the first to brave the hardships of the
-emigrant trail and make “his pile” in California. Not that he made it in
-one picturesque moment. He was only moderately lucky in the mines. But
-he could make pies, and miners were willing to pay little bags of
-gold-dust for them. He set up a shop for rough-and-ready clothing in
-Sacramento, with a pie counter under the awning. At all times he made a
-handsome income, and when the miners came trooping in drunk and
-reckless, he cleaned up almost as much as the gambling-houses.
-
-In due course, he migrated to San Francisco, and, abandoning a plebeian
-method of livelihood of which his wife had learned to disapprove,
-embarked in a commission business including hardware and groceries. In
-those wild and fluctuating days he made and lost several fortunes. When
-his son, Daniel Second, grew up, he was a fairly prosperous merchant,
-with connections in Central America and China. His coffee, spices, teas,
-and such other delicacies as even the renowned California soil refused
-to produce were the best on the market; and had it not been for the old
-gaming fever in his blood, which sent him on periodic sprees into the
-stock-market, he would have accumulated a large fortune and permitted
-his wife and daughters to assist in the making of San Francisco’s
-aristocracy. But they were always being either burned out or sold out of
-their fine new houses, and Mrs. Tay died a disappointed woman. The
-Southerners held the social fort and she had never crossed its
-threshold. To be sure, she had washed the miners’ overalls in the rear
-of the Sacramento store while the pies were being devoured in front, but
-ancient history is made very rapidly in California, and there were signs
-that several no better than herself were “getting their wedge in.”
-
-Mr. Tay soon followed his wife into the imposing vault on Lone Mountain,
-but not before adjuring his son to “let stocks alone.” The advice was
-unnecessary, for Daniel Second was a shrewd cautious man, immune from
-every temptation the fascinating city of San Francisco could offer. He
-put the business he had inherited on a sure foundation, rebuilt modestly
-whenever he was burned out, and was impervious to the laments of his
-pretty second wife that they were “nobodies.” Mrs. Tay felt that heaven
-had endowed her with that talent most envied of women, the social, but
-her husband was more than content to be a nobody so long as his
-financial future was secure; and it was not until his oldest daughter,
-Charlotte,—or “Cherry” as she was fondly called,—came home from
-boarding-school for the last time, that he was persuaded to buy a large
-and hideous “residence” with a mansard roof, a cupola, and bow-windows,
-suddenly thrown on the market by a disappearing capitalist, and “splurge
-a bit.”
-
-The splurging carried them but a short distance. St. Mary’s Hall,
-Benicia, where Cherry had received the last of her education, was an
-aristocratic institution, and she had made some good friends among the
-girls. But although they came to her first party, and she was asked now
-and again to large entertainments at their homes, it was more than
-patent that the Tays were not “in it.” There was no reason in the world
-why they should not be, for they were not even “impossible” (as the old
-folks had been); but whether Mrs. Tay was less gifted socially than she
-had fancied, or people so long out of it were regarded with suspicion or
-cold indifference by the venerable holders of the social fort, or Tay’s
-modest fortune was not worth while, in view of the enormous fortunes
-that had been made recently in the railroads and the Nevada mines, and
-“Society was already large enough,” certain it is that Mrs. Tay and her
-step-daughter spent long days in the library of their big house in the
-Western Addition, consoling themselves with books (and who shall say
-that Burke and the Almanach de Gotha were not among them?) or “the
-finest view in the world.”
-
-This unhappy state of affairs lasted for two years, and then Cherry had
-an inspiration. One of her father’s friends was the owner of a powerful
-newspaper, and he had a friend as powerful as himself in the state
-whence came the present Minister to the Court of St. James. Armed with
-letters from these two makers and unmakers of reputations, Cherry took
-her mother to London and requested to be presented at court. The request
-was granted, and this great event, as well as their subsequent
-adventures in the most good-natured society in the world, were cabled to
-the San Francisco newspapers.
-
-Mr. Tay had snorted in disgust when the plan was unfolded to him, but
-had yielded to sulks, tears, and hysterics. One season, however, was all
-he would finance; but his wife and daughter, although they had hoped to
-remain abroad for two years, returned with the less reluctance as they
-were now “names” in the inhospitable city of their birth. These names
-had been embroidered for four months with royalty, a few of the best
-titles in Burke, and many of the lesser. (“Precious few will know the
-difference,” said Cherry, scornfully.)
-
-Their position, as a matter of fact, was somewhat improved; Cherry was
-admitted to the sacred Assemblies, and people allowed themselves to
-admire her Parisian gowns, her pretty face, and refined vivacious
-manner. At the end of the season she captured the son of one of the new
-great millionnaires. The Tays had arrived. The past was forgotten by
-themselves if not by other walking blue books, that fine scavenger
-element in Society which allowed no one permanently to sink “pasts,”
-ages, ancestral pies, saloons, brothels, wash-tubs, or any of the humble
-but honest beginnings which fain would repose beneath the foundations of
-San Francisco. But the Tays, like many another, fancied their past
-forgotten, whatever the fate of their neighbors; and, as a matter of
-fact, they were now so firmly established that three divorces could not
-have dislodged them. Mrs. Bode, in her superb mansion on Nob Hill,
-forged ahead so steadily that she enjoyed excellent prospects of being a
-Society Queen, when the old guard should have died off, and Mrs. Tay had
-stuccoed her house, shaved off the bow-windows, flattened the roof,
-replaced rep and damask with silks and tapestries, and both were happy
-women.
-
-All this may sound contemptible to those that enjoy a proper scorn of
-Society; but it must be remembered that as the world is at present
-constituted, women, not forced to work for their living, and born
-without talent, have little outlet for their energies. And of these
-energies they often have as full a supply as men. Besides, they don’t
-know any better.
-
-Mrs. Bode was thirty-two at the time the Tay family entered Julia’s
-life, and although she had been abroad many times since her marriage,
-this was the first visit of her younger brother and sister; Mr. Tay
-“having no use for Europe and the Californians who were always running
-about in it when they had the finest slice of God’s own country to live
-in.” But Mrs. Bode was an avowed enemy of the “provincial point of
-view,” and justly prided herself upon being one of the most cosmopolitan
-women in San Francisco society. She was determined that her little
-half-sister, to whom she was devoted, having no children of her own,
-should enjoy all the advantages she so sadly had lacked, and Dan’s
-obstreperous Americanism had “tired” her. So, for the last eight months,
-with or without the amiable Mr. Bode, and in spite of cables from pa,
-who wished Daniel Third to finish his education as quickly as possible
-and enter the firm, she had piloted her charges through ruins, picture
-galleries, cities ancient and modern, museums, and mountain landscapes;
-besides forcing them to study French and German two hours a day with
-travelling tutors; until Emily yawned in the face of everything, and Dan
-threatened to cable to his father for funds and return by himself. But
-Mrs. Bode, whose own leave of absence was expiring, held them well in
-hand, and announced her intention of bringing them over every summer.
-This program she carried out as far as Emily was concerned, but it was
-fifteen years before Daniel Tay found time or inclination to leave his
-native land again.
-
-Their reception at the castle was all that Julia could have wished. Mrs.
-Winstone was delighted to see them, Mrs. Bode being impeccable in her
-critical eyes inasmuch as she had no accent, did not flaunt her riches,
-and was never so aggressively well dressed that she made an Englishwoman
-feel dowdy. If she had been told of the Sacramento store, with the pies
-in front and the wash-tubs behind, it would not have affected her
-judgment in the least. She would have replied that all Americans had
-some such origin; and nothing amused her more than their ancestral
-pretensions. “New is new, and republics are republics,” she said once to
-Mrs. Macmanus, when discussing a grande dame from New York. “What silly
-asses they are to talk ‘family’ in Europe! We like some and we don’t
-others, and that’s all there is to it.”
-
-As neither painted, she and Mrs. Bode kissed each other warmly, and, the
-American having had her fill of ruins long since, they went off to a
-comfortable fireside to gossip, leaving Emily and Daniel to Julia. The
-little girl was openly rebellious, when ordered to investigate the
-ruined portion of the castle, but Daniel would have followed Julia
-straight out into the North Sea. He had never been insensible to the
-charm of girls, but here was a goddess, and he proceeded to worship her
-in the whole-hearted fashion of fifteen, and with an enthusiasm the more
-possessing as it knew no guile.
-
-They wandered through old rooms and passages, under and over ground,
-ivy-draped and stark, Julia recounting the castle’s many histories.
-Emily lagged behind and wilfully closed her ears. Finally, having
-emerged upon the flat roof of a tower, she saw that she could find her
-way back to the garden without getting lost, announced her intention
-curtly, and ran down the spiral stair.
-
-“Good riddance,” said her brother, as he and Julia sat down to rest.
-“But I don’t blame her. This is the last dinky old castle that I look at
-this trip. America for me, anyhow. Don’t think I’m a Western
-savage—that is what Cherry calls me—it’s awfully good of you to climb
-round like this and spiel off such a lot, and this really is the
-dandiest castle I’ve seen. But I’ve been dragged through about a
-hundred, and as for pictures—wow! They can only be counted by miles.
-I’ll never look at another as long as I live. Give me chromos, anyhow.
-We have some in the garret at home, and I like them better than the old
-masters—got some color and go in them, and not so much religion.”
-
-Julia laughed outright. She thought him a young barbarian, but
-refreshing as the crystal water of a spring after too much old
-burgundy—this simile inspired by memory of the army of aristocrats she
-had met since her arrival in England. These gentlemen, most of them
-splendid to look at, were either formal and correct even when most
-languid, or bit their ideas out in slang, giving the impression that
-they thought in slang, dreamed in slang, indubitably made love in it;
-but it was a slang, which, loose and ugly as it might be, often
-meaningless, seemed to cry “hands off” to all without the pale. Some
-were affected, but all of these were affected in precisely the same way.
-Each and every one was full of an inherited wisdom which betrayed itself
-in manner and certain rigid mental attitudes, even where brain was
-lacking. To Julia, at this moment, they seemed in an advanced stage of
-petrifaction. Even Nigel was a grandfather in comparison with this
-bright green shoot from the new world. And Julia warmed to his frank
-admiration. The men to whom she had done duty as hostess since the 15th
-of September had paid her little or no attention. They were interested
-in some one else, they found her too young, they were too tired for
-flirtation after a long day with the guns, or they were wary about
-“poaching on the preserves of a cad like France. He had a look in his
-eye at times that would warn any man off.”
-
-Whatever the cause, Julia, whose natural feminine instinct for conquest
-had been awakened during her brief season in London while she was still
-a girl, and who missed Nigel’s adoration, was willing to accept her due
-at the hands of fifteen, nothing better offering. Besides, the boy
-amused her, and she was seldom amused these days.
-
-“Tell me more about California,” she said; and under a rapid fire of
-questions Dan artlessly revealed the history of his family (he was very
-proud of it), and, incidentally, told her much of the social
-peculiarities of his city. It was a strange story to Julia, who knew
-nothing of young civilizations, and was profoundly imbued with a respect
-for aristocracies. She felt that she should place this young scion of a
-quite terrible family somewhere between the steward of Bosquith and Mr.
-Leggins; but when she looked squarely into that open ingenuous fearless
-almost arrogant face, the face of an intelligent boy born in a land
-whose theory is equality, and in whose short life poverty and snubs had
-played no part, she found herself accepting him as an equal. His face
-had not the fine high-bred beauty of Nigel’s nor the mathematical
-regularity of her husband’s, but the eyes were keener, the brow was
-larger and fuller, the mouth more mobile than any she knew; and these
-divergencies fascinated her. But she drew herself apart in some
-resentment as he asked her abruptly:—
-
-“What does your husband do for a living?”
-
-“Do—why, nothing.”
-
-“Nothing? Great Scott! What sort of a man is he? When American men don’t
-work, even if they have money, we despise them. They generally have to,
-anyhow. If they inherit money they have to work to hang on to it. Some
-of them drink themselves to death, but they don’t count.”
-
-Julia had colored haughtily, but wondered at her eagerness in
-exclaiming: “My husband was in the navy, but he has resigned and is now
-a member of Parliament.”
-
-“Well, that’s doing something, but not much. I remember, now, Cherry
-told me he’s going to be a duke. Then, I suppose, he’ll do nothing at
-all.”
-
-“Oh, yes, dukes have to look after their estates; they don’t leave
-everything to their stewards; they take a paternal interest in the
-tenantry; sometimes they are magistrates, and sometimes they go to the
-House of Lords.”
-
-“Well, that’s just playing with life, to my mind,” said young Tay, with
-conviction. “A man isn’t a man who doesn’t earn his keep and make his
-pile. I’m almost sorry my father is well off: I’d like to make my own
-fortune. But there’s this satisfaction; if I don’t work as hard as he
-does, when my time comes, I’ll be a beggar fast enough. Competition’s
-awful; and even people that do nothing but cut coupons for a living
-often get stuck. People are rich to-day and poor to-morrow, when they’re
-not sharp. Makes life interesting. But just living on ancestral
-acres—Gee! I’d die of old age before I was twenty-five.”
-
-“I wonder if that is the way Ishbel felt?” murmured Julia, thoughtfully.
-Ishbel’s sudden departure from the tenets of her class had astounded
-her, and, in spite of explanations, she was puzzled yet.
-
-“Ishbel?”
-
-“Lady Ishbel Jones. She is the daughter of a poor Irish peer, and
-married a very rich City man. After five years of society and
-pleasure—she is beautiful and charming—she suddenly decided she wanted
-to make money herself and opened a hat shop in Bond Street. She would
-just suit you.”
-
-But young Tay frowned and shook his head vigorously. “Not a bit of it.
-Women were not made to work, but to be worked for. If I had my way,
-every man should be made to support all his poor women relations, and if
-the women hadn’t any men relations, then I’d have the other men taxed to
-support them. It makes me sick seeing girls going to work in the morning
-when I am starting for my ride in the Park. And a rich man to let his
-wife work! I call that downright disgusting.”
-
-Julia, much to her astonishment, resented this speech. “That’s tyranny
-of another kind. Women are not dolls. You talk like a Turk.”
-
-“Turk? Dolls!” He arose in his wrath. “I’d have you know that American
-women do just about as they please, and American men are famous for
-letting them.” He added, with his natural honesty: “Some are strict and
-old-fashioned, like my father, but nobody could say he wasn’t generous.
-And what I told you is the reputation of American men, anyhow.”
-
-“Well, sit down again, please. I am surprised. I thought you would
-respect Ishbel.”
-
-“Not I. She’ll spoil her looks, and then where’ll she be?”
-
-Julia, in a moment of prescience, asked with a mixture of wistfulness
-and disdain, “Do you care so much for mere beauty?”
-
-“Betcherlife. I hate ugliness, and I love pretty girls. We have them in
-San Francisco by wholesale. To be ugly is a crime out there. I intend to
-marry the prettiest I can find just as soon as I’m old enough.”
-
-“And some day—when she loses her youth and beauty?”
-
-“Oh, I’ll love her just the same, for she’ll be my wife, and I’ll be old
-myself then, and have nothing to say. But I’ll have had the pick. I
-intend to have the pick of everything going.”
-
-“Going?”
-
-“In life. I must teach you our slang. English slang has no sense.”
-
-“I fancy I could understand you better if you did. But I’ve seen men
-whose wives were once young and pretty, and who are always after some
-beauty twenty years younger than themselves—thirty—forty—”
-
-Then she blushed, feeling that such a display of worldly knowledge was a
-desecration in the presence of fifteen summers.
-
-But young Tay answered indifferently: “Oh, we’ve plenty of those at
-home. The bald heads always make the worst fools of themselves. But I
-mean to have a real romance in my life and stick to it. Shall only have
-time for one, as when once I put on the harness I mean to keep it on.
-I’m going to be one of the biggest millionnaires in the United States.
-Say, what made you marry so young? You don’t look more than sixteen.”
-
-“I’m nineteen,” replied Julia, haughtily.
-
-“Well, don’t get huffy. You ought to see how extra sweet Cherry looks
-when some one tells her she looks ten years younger than she is—”
-
-“So does Aunt Maria!” Julia laughed again. “Fancy a boy like you
-noticing such things.”
-
-“I’m fifteen, not so young for a man, particularly when he’s been
-brought up in a family of women. He gets on to all their curves—I tell
-you what! And I can tell you that many an American boy of fifteen is
-supporting his mother—whole family.”
-
-“You don’t mean it!”
-
-“I do. It’s not so easy, but it’s done every day. I don’t pretend there
-are not lots that let their sisters work, but that’s either because they
-can’t get along, no matter how hard they try, or because there’s a screw
-loose—foreign blood, most likely. No real American would do it. If pa
-died to-morrow, I’d quit school and go right into the firm. Nobody’d get
-the best of me, neither.”
-
-It was impossible to resist such firm self-confidence. Julia looked at
-him in open admiration.
-
-“Say!” he exclaimed, with one of his dazzling leaps among the peaks of
-conversation. “Would you mind letting your hair down?”
-
-“Why—What?”
-
-“I’d like to see all of it.” And young Tay spoke in the tone of one
-unaccustomed to have his requests ignored. “Do.”
-
-Julia looked him over, shrugged her shoulders, then took out the combs
-and pins. After all, he was only a boy, and she was feeling singularly
-contented. It was seldom that she had experienced more than a fleeting
-moment of companionship. She had come near to it with Nigel, Bridgit,
-and Ishbel, but they seemed years older than herself, and vastly
-superior. She would have been unwilling to admit it, but at this moment
-she really felt sixteen.
-
-“Jiminy!” exclaimed young Tay, as the breeze lifted the shining masses
-of hair. “There’s nothing to beat it even in California. Red? Not a bit
-of it. It’s the color of flames, and flames are a clear red-yellow—like
-Guinea gold.”
-
-He didn’t touch it, but his eyes sparkled as he watched it float, or
-hang about her white face and brilliant eyes in their black frames.
-“Gee! But I’d like to marry you. Why couldn’t you wait awhile?”
-
-“It wouldn’t have done any good,” said Julia, who, like most females,
-was of a literal turn. “I shouldn’t be here, but in the West Indies, and
-you might never go there.”
-
-“Well, what’s done’s done,” replied the boy, gloomily, and with the
-agreeable sensation of being the blighted hero of a romance so early in
-life. “What sort of a chap is your husband? I shall hate him, but I’d
-like to know—”
-
-“He—well—he’s—”
-
-“You’re not so dead gone on him,” said the boy, shrewdly.
-
-“Not what?”
-
-“More slang. Not—oh, hang it, it doesn’t sound so well in plain
-English. That’s what slang’s for. How old is he?”
-
-“Forty-one.”
-
-“Great Scott!”
-
-The boy betrayed his own youth in that exclamation, in spite of his
-precocious wisdom. Forty-one suggests senile decay to arrogant fifteen.
-Julia’s own youth leaped to that heartfelt outbreak, and she burst into
-tears.
-
-Young Tay forgot that he was in love with her, and patted her heartily
-on the back. “Oh, say! Don’t do that!” he cried. “But what did you do it
-for?”
-
-Julia, to the first confidant she had ever had, sobbed out her story.
-Daniel pranced about the roof of the tower and kicked loose stones into
-space. “I—I—hate him,” concluded Julia, then stopped in terror,
-realizing that she had never admitted as much to herself. But she
-squarely faced the truth. “I do. And—I’m—I’m frightened.”
-
-“See here.” Daniel sat down beside her once more. “You’re only a kid,
-and this is the very worst I ever heard. Talk about cruelty to animals!
-I’ve read some of those novels that are always lying round the
-house—English high life, and all that rot—but I supposed they were all
-made up. I never believed that mothers really made their daughters marry
-against their will. Why, somehow, it sounds like ancient history.
-Say—this is what you must do—come to California with us. Cherry’ll
-manage it. She’s rich, all right, and manages everything and everybody.
-Then just as soon as I’m old enough I’ll marry you—see?”
-
-“How could I marry you when I’m married already?”
-
-“Divorce. Plain as a pikestaff. And I’ll take bully good care of you,
-and never look at another girl.”
-
-Julia dried her eyes. The plan was alluring, but in a moment she shook
-her head. Her keen intuitions warned her not to mention the planets to
-this ultra-occidental person, but there was another argument equally
-forcible.
-
-“My husband would kill us both. He—he—I’ve never seen him in a
-temper—he’s taking care of his heart—but I _feel_ he’s got a horrible
-one, and he seems to enjoy saying that if ever I looked at another man
-he’d strangle us both—”
-
-“Pooh! I guess they all say that when they’re first married—”
-
-“And he’s cruel to animals. Englishmen are seldom that. It isn’t that
-I’m really afraid of him now—it’s that I have a presentiment that I
-shall be some day. His eyes are sometimes so strange—not like eyes at
-all—just glass—he—he—doesn’t look human then.”
-
-“He must be a peach. Gee!—but I’d like to punch him. You’ve got to come
-with us. That’s certain. I’ll talk Cherry over to-night. She’d just love
-figuring in a sensation with the British aristocracy.”
-
-“Perhaps she wouldn’t care to offend it,” said the more astute female.
-“From all I hear, the rich Americans that come to London don’t do much
-to—”
-
-“Don’t mind my feelings! Queer themselves. I guess not. But I’ll bring
-her round. Oh, don’t put your hair up!”
-
-“It is time to go back.” Julia gave her hair a dexterous twist, wound
-the coil about her head, and pinned it in place. “You must have your
-tea.”
-
-“Tea!” The contempt of composite American manhood exploded in his tones.
-
-“Well, you can have whiskey and soda, although you’re rather young—”
-
-For the first time Daniel’s magnificent aplomb deserted him. He flushed
-and turned away his head. “That’s where you’ve got me. I’ve had orders
-from pa not to touch alcohol or tobacco until I’m twenty-one. If I do,
-I’ll lose my chance of being taken into the firm, be put to work as a
-clerk somewhere, and get no more education. If I pull out all right, I’m
-to have ten thousand dollars plunk on my twenty-first birthday. You see
-the San Francisco boys, particularly when they’ve got money, are pretty
-wild. I don’t say I wouldn’t like to be once in a while, just for the
-fun of the thing, but I promised to please pa—he was so uneasy, and I’m
-the only son. But when I get that ten thousand I’m going to blow it in
-on a big spree—have suppers in the Palace Hotel, and throw all the
-plates out of the window into the court—just to show what I can do;
-then settle down. What I’ve made up my mind to do, I’ll do. I’m not a
-bit afraid of liquor or anything else getting the better of me.”
-
-Julia, who was watching him, was puzzled at the expression of his mobile
-face. It was not so much that its natural strength was relaxed for a
-moment by some subtle source of weakness, as that the strong passions of
-the man stirred in their heavy sleep and sent a fight wave across the
-clean carefully sentinelled mind above. Julia did not pretend to
-understand, nor did any ghost in her own depths whisper of the future.
-She put her arm about his neck and kissed him impulsively.
-
-“That’s splendid of you. And don’t you ever drink. It killed my father,
-and it’s killing my brother. And it makes people so hideous to look at.
-Now come down. I don’t want Aunt Maria to scold me. They don’t mean it,
-all these older people, but they humiliate me all the time. You are the
-only person I’ve met in England that makes me feel it’s not silly to be
-young.”
-
-She picked her way daintily down the rough staircase, young Tay after
-her, again with that sense of being willing to follow her to the end of
-the earth. He even drank a cup of tea. But the ancestral hall, with its
-women in gay tea-gowns, and a few men who had returned earlier than
-their more ardent companions, made him feel suddenly very young and very
-American. He looked at Julia, whose place at the tea-table was occupied
-by Mrs. Winstone, and who was attracting as little attention as Emily,
-and felt more chivalrously in love than ever.
-
-
- XV
-
-MRS. BODE had come that afternoon to Bosquith with the well-defined
-intention of receiving an invitation to return and spend a week. Mrs.
-Winstone, who was about to be deserted by Mrs. Macmanus, and was growing
-more bored daily, now that the novelty of playing hostess for the Duke
-of Kingsborough was wearing thin, and meditated a round of visits to
-more amusing houses at no distant date, was delighted at the advent of
-the vivacious American and needed no subtle arts of suggestion to invite
-her for the following Monday. The children were included in the
-invitation, but Emily begged to be permitted to visit a school friend at
-present in London, and Mrs. Bode returned with the enamoured Dan.
-
-She had been astounded, then amused at his plan to abduct young Mrs.
-France, but found herself forced to appeal to his reason. He had stormed
-about the hotel sitting-room, calling her names for the first time in
-his life: “snob,” “coward,” “heartless woman,” “no sister.” Mrs. Bode,
-whose good-nature was one of her assets, and immune to unspoken insults
-long since, refused to be offended, wisely repressed her desire to
-laugh, pretended sympathy, did not once allude to the fact that he was
-merely fifteen, and talked to him as a wise woman ever talks to a man
-whose common sense is for the moment in abeyance.
-
-“Come back and get her when you are twenty-one,” she advised. “By that
-time you will be a full partner in the business, and father can’t balk
-you. You know how romantic _he_ is! And you also know his old-fashioned
-prejudice against divorce, his Puritanical morals generally. A nice
-figure we should both cut in his eyes if we returned with the runaway
-wife of an Englishman who hadn’t given her the ghost of an excuse. I
-happen to know France is mad about her. I also know she hasn’t a cent of
-her own, and she looks as proud as they make ’em. Do you fancy she’d
-live on our charity for six years? Not she. Even if she were mad enough
-to come, she’d go to work—”
-
-“Work? My wife work? _She_ work?”
-
-“There you are!” And, as a matter of fact, this argument clinched the
-matter. The moment he was alone with Julia after his arrival at Bosquith
-he informed her that within twenty-four hours after he was made a
-partner in the firm, and his own master, he should start for
-England—should use the ten thousand for that purpose instead of going
-on a spree. He should take her at once to the quickest place in America
-for divorce, and then marry her. Julia was much too feminine to laugh,
-vowed never to forget him, and during his stay at the castle devoted
-herself to his entertainment. He showed no disposition to be
-sentimental, and as it was a novel experience, and he was always bright
-and amusing, besides telling her much of his strange continent, she
-enjoyed herself thoroughly.
-
-Young Tay, aside from his natural jealousy, took an immediate and
-profound dislike to France, a sensation inspired in most moderately
-decent men by that reprobate, even when he was on his good behavior. Dan
-went so far as to avoid his vicinity lest he punch him. As for France,
-he was little more than aware of the youth’s presence in the castle, and
-thought Julia damned good-natured to talk to him. That they spent their
-days riding over the moors, or along the cliffs, or sitting in the
-various romantic nooks of garden and ruin, he had, of course, no
-suspicion, or he might have concluded that his wife carried her notions
-of hospitality a bit too far.
-
-When young Tay left, Julia kissed him good-by, gave him a lock of her
-hair, intimated that six years would seem an eternity, promised to write
-once a week, then cruelly forgot him, save when his postcards arrived.
-
-At first they came in a shower, then straggled along for a year, finally
-ceased after an apologetic one from college. Julia answered a few of
-them, but boys of fifteen, no matter how clever and companionable,
-cannot hope to make a very deep impression on nineteen; and Julia had
-much to drive him from her mind, in any case. She rarely saw Mrs. Bode
-during that lady’s frequent visits to London, and, had she thought about
-the matter at all, would have ticketed Tay as one of the few amusing
-episodes in her life, and assumed that he had gone out of it forever. A
-young wife, revolting in profound distaste from her husband, and at the
-same time high-minded and fastidious, is the most unimpressionable of
-human beings. All men are alike hateful to her.
-
-
- XVI
-
-IN December and January two historical events caused an excitement into
-which Julia threw herself so whole-heartedly that for a time she managed
-to forget her personal life; taking pains to become intimate with every
-detail, she was obligingly conversed with by some of the important older
-men at Bosquith, and pronounced by the younger to be “waking up.”
-
-On December 17 the President of the United States, Mr. Cleveland, sent
-his famous message to Congress concerning the long-standing dispute
-between England and Venezuela as to the boundaries between that state
-and British Guiana. The United States had proposed arbitration; Lord
-Salisbury would have none of it, intimating that England knew what
-belonged to her without being told. Whereupon Mr. Cleveland hurled his
-bomb: Congress, after being reminded of the Monroe Doctrine (which
-accumulates mould from long intervals of disuse), was requested to
-authorize the President to appoint a boundary commission whose findings
-would be “imposed upon Great Britain by all the resources of the United
-States.”
-
-There was a financial panic (in which, incidentally, Mr. Jones lost a
-great deal of money), the newspapers thundered, Mr. Cleveland, at
-Bosquith, as elsewhere, was called an “ignorant firebrand,” and “no
-doubt a well-meaning bourgeois,” everybody tried to understand the
-Monroe Doctrine that they might despise it, and for nearly a week war
-between the two countries seemed imminent.
-
-Mr. Cleveland went fishing and was unapproachable until the excitement
-had subsided. Lord Salisbury consented to the Boundary Commission, with
-modifications; and the whole matter was forgotten on New Year’s Day in a
-far more picturesque sensation, and one productive of far graver
-results: England was electrified with news of the Jameson Raid. Over
-this episode feeling for and against the impulsive doctor ran so high,
-before all the facts came to light, that more than one house-party was
-threatened with disruption; although in the main it was the young people
-with warm adventurous blood that sympathized, and alarmed older heads
-that condemned. “Little Englanders,” “Imperialists,” exploded like bombs
-at every table, even after a hard day with guns or hounds. But although
-the excitement lasted all through the hunting season (with which it did
-not interfere in the least), the chief advantage derived from it by
-Julia was a romantic interest in a new and mighty personality. For long
-after she kept a scrap book about Cecil Rhodes, followed his testimony
-before the special committee in Westminster with breathless interest,
-trying to find it as picturesque as Macaulay’s “Trial of Warren
-Hastings,” which she read at the time; and, until life became too
-personal, consoled herself with the belief that he was the man heaven
-had made for her. This fact would not be worth mentioning save that half
-the women in England were cherishing the same belief. These liaisons in
-the air have cheated the divorce court and saved the hearthstone far
-oftener than man has the least idea of.
-
-The duke returned to London two days before the opening of Parliament,
-and took his household with him. France, now quite restored to health,
-bitterly resented leaving the country before the hunting was over, and
-Julia, who felt her happiest and freest when on a horse, and had proved
-herself a fine cross-country rider, had no desire to be shut up in a
-gloomy London house during what for England was still midwinter. But
-France dared not sulk aloud, and Julia was doing her best to be
-philosophical. Besides, she was to have a purely feminine compensation.
-
-Mrs. Winstone, accepting the invitation of Mrs. Macmanus, had gone to
-the Riviera to remain until mid-April, but before she left she had given
-France several hints on the subject of his wife’s wardrobe for the
-coming season. In consequence, on the morning after their arrival in
-London, he entered his wife’s room at seven o’clock, attired for his
-morning ride, awakened her, and handed over a check for fifty pounds.
-
-“Your aunt says that some of your fine clothes are not worn out and can
-be remodelled, but that you must have others and hats and all that rot.
-Women’s things cost too much, anyhow. They ought to make their own
-things. I’ve seen women do it. You must manage with this now, and as
-much more six months hence. It’s a bally lot, but you’ve got to have
-some sort of finery for our ball on the fifteenth. Don’t pay anybody
-till the last minute. They’re such silly asses it does me good to wring
-’em dry. Besides, what are they made for? By and by when you know more
-about money, you can send me the bills for the same amount. But afraid
-to trust you now. Know women. By-by.”
-
-He kissed her casually (not being in a mood for love-making) and Julia
-sat up and blinked at the check, the first she had ever held in her
-hand; Mrs. Winstone having had charge of her mother’s little wedding
-present, and the larger sum placed at her disposal by the duke.
-
-She now knew something of the value of money. She also knew that her
-husband’s income, between his annuity, the rent of his place in
-Hertfordshire, and the duke’s allowance, was quite two thousand pounds a
-year. This would have gone a short distance if he had been obliged to
-set up in London for himself, but, living with the duke, his only
-expenses were his club dues, his valet, and his clothes, which he didn’t
-pay for. She had expected no less than two hundred pounds, and wondered
-at his meanness. There could be no other reason for the smallness of the
-check: there was no question of his fidelity to her, he pretended to
-despise cards (Julia already guessed that men would not play with him),
-and he did not even have to pay for the keep of his horse, as the duke’s
-mews were at his disposal.
-
-Julia thought upon Mrs. Bode’s immense allowance with a frown, and
-wished she were an American, sent a fleeting thought to the still
-faithful Dan, and wondered if he would really come for her one of these
-long days.
-
-To be sure Ishbel had spent quantities of money, but only to gratify an
-upstart millionnaire; and although Julia had now met many women with
-bewildering wardrobes, she knew that they were paid for in divers ways,
-when paid for at all. Still, she doubted if any of them had a husband as
-mean as hers, for most men, no matter how selfish, have a certain pride
-in their wives, and, in the absence of settlements, make them a decent
-allowance. And she, a future duchess of England, to get along on a
-hundred pounds a year!
-
-“I should be paid high for living with him,” she thought as she rang for
-her tea; and had not the least idea that she was voicing the sentiments
-of thousands of wives, from the topmost branch of the peerage down to
-the mates of laborers that slaved to make both ends meet and had less to
-spend than a housemaid; whose rewards for work were her own.
-
-But Julia was not troubling her young head with problems sociological
-and economic at this time. She knew that she had missed happiness, but
-she craved enjoyment, pleasure, excitement, and, if the truth must be
-told, unlimited sweets. The duke disapproved of anything but the heavy
-puddings of his race, varied only by “tarts” drenched with cream; and
-Julia had discovered an American “candy store,” and her sweet tooth
-ached.
-
-As soon as she was dressed, she sought Ishbel and held a consultation
-with her in the little boudoir above the shop.
-
-Ishbel could not suppress an exclamation at the amount of the check.
-
-“Surely the duke—” she began.
-
-But Julia shook her head. “Aunt Maria said he could not be expected to
-do more, as we live with him, and he gives Harold a thousand a year. But
-I know she expected me to have far more than this. She told me she had
-had a very satisfactory talk with Harold and was sure he would be
-generous.”
-
-“Perhaps you can talk him over—”
-
-“I’ll never mention the subject of money to him if I can help it. Why
-doesn’t the law compel every man to settle a part of his income on his
-wife? It should be automatic.”
-
-“We are not half civilized yet—all laws having been made by men! But
-every woman of spirit gets the best of them one way or another, although
-her character often suffers in the process. That was the obscure reason
-of my strike for liberty. I see it now. There is nothing for you but to
-practise the time-honored methods. You have been placed in a great
-position and you must dress it. Get what you want. Your position assures
-you credit. Dressmakers are used to waiting, poor dears, and so are
-shopkeepers. Your husband will be forced to pay the bills in time. You
-will have to be adamant, impervious to rowing, when the days of
-reckoning come. Tell him that it is clothes or a flat in West
-Kensington, where nothing will be expected of you—”
-
-“I hate it!” cried Julia, her eyes blazing, and her hair looking redder
-than flames. “I hate such a life.”
-
-“Of course you do. So do thousands of other women; but as long as
-society, with all its abominable demands, exists, and men are
-unreasonable, just so long will we limp along on credit, and gain our
-ends by devious methods. Now to be practical. I shall make your hats at
-cost price, and France will not keep me waiting much longer than most
-people do. This afternoon I’ll go and look over your wardrobe. I know a
-splendid little dressmaker—Toner, her name is—who remodels last year’s
-gowns and brings them up to date. She is the only person you will have
-to pay at once, for she really is badly off. For your new reception
-gowns, ball gowns and tailor things, you will have to go to the smartest
-houses. I shall introduce you, but it is hardly necessary; they will
-fall down before you—”
-
-“I shall feel like a thief!”
-
-“Of course. You will be one, but only temporarily, and it will be much
-more disagreeable for you than for them. Your husband is not bankrupt,
-and must pay your bills. I wonder where you get your squeamishness
-from—at your age? You belong to our class, and from what you have told
-me of your life at home—”
-
-“I know! Mother thought I didn’t know it, but I did. Children see
-everything. But it horrifies and disgusts me. I suppose I must be
-innately middle class!”
-
-“Dear me, no. You are merely ultra-modern. I wonder what has waked you
-up before your time—and with no outside influences? Odd. Well, I fancy
-sensitive brains get messages, are played upon by waves of the intense
-thought that is in operation all the time, trying to solve the problems
-of existence. Bridgit was right. I thought it would take longer.”
-
-“What do you mean by that?”
-
-“She’ll explain when she gets hold of you! Oh, thank heaven I am my own
-mistress, and need never accept a penny from a man again,—and am done
-with the crooked ways of my sex.”
-
-She looked radiant, and Julia exclaimed:—
-
-“Why, you are more beautiful than ever. You haven’t gone off a bit.”
-
-“Why should I?” asked Ishbel, in amazement.
-
-“Well—I made friends with an American last autumn, and he thought it
-dreadful for women to work.”
-
-“It is a toss-up which women suffer the greatest injustice from their
-men, the English or the Americans. At least our oppressions have
-developed us far ahead of them. They’ve only scratched the surface of
-their minds as yet—those that are known as the ‘fortunate’ ones. Of
-course there is a big middle class, scrimping hard to make ends meet,
-and, no doubt, having quite as much trouble with their men as we do.
-They will catch up with us far sooner than those walking advertisements
-of millionnaires, who think they are independent and spoiled, and are
-only slaves of a new sort. It is well, by the way, that I set up when I
-did. Jimmy not only lost thousands during the panic, but has developed a
-mania for speculation. I think it is because he has so much less of
-society than formerly, and wants excitement.”
-
-“Does he blame you?” asked Julia, going to the point as usual. “Of
-course people don’t want him without you. I hear he wasn’t asked to a
-single house party.”
-
-“Yes, he blames me. My conscience hurt me for a time, but I talked it
-out with Bridgit, and we both came to the same conclusion: during those
-five years I paid him back with interest. If he can’t take care of
-himself now, it is his own lookout. I am living to repay him what I
-borrowed, for he has thrown it at my head more than once, his losses not
-having improved his temper. That is the reason I am not going out at all
-this year.”
-
-Julia, twirling her check, stared at her. The immense amount of reading
-she had done had set her mind in active motion, developing natural
-powers of reason and analysis. And unconsciously, during the last six
-months, at least, she had been studying and classifying the many types
-she had met. She knew that Ishbel, as she uttered her apparently
-heartless and unfeminine sentiments, should have looked hard, sharp, or,
-at the best, superintellectualized and businesslike. But never had she
-looked prettier, more piquant, more feminine. Her liquid brown eyes were
-full of laughter, her pink lips were as softly curved as those of a
-child that has never whined, and her rich voice had no edge on it. Charm
-radiated from her. In a flash of intuition Julia understood.
-
-“It is because you like men—that you don’t change,” she said. “You
-never will. But how do you reconcile it? You despise them—”
-
-“Oh, dear me, no. I adore them. No charming man’s magnetism is ever lost
-on me, and I am in love with three at the present moment. That is all,
-besides my work, that I have time for. Only—I don’t have to marry any
-of them, and find out all their little absurdities. I idealize them,
-sentimentalize over them, and that pleasant process would color the
-grayest of lives.”
-
-“Suppose you should really fall in love?”
-
-“Oh, I am quite safe until thirty, then again until forty; then again I
-shall have a respite until fifty. Perhaps by that time we shall carry
-over till sixty. It would be rather jolly. And the certainty of falling
-in love once in ten years is not only something to look forward to, but
-ought to satisfy any reasonable woman.”
-
-“I wonder if you are what my American friend called bluffing.”
-
-Ishbel blushed, dimpled, looked the most lovable creature in the world
-and the most temperamental. But she laughed outright.
-
-“Of course I bluff, my dearest girl. I bluff every moment of my life; I
-bluffed myself, poor Jimmy, and the world for five years. Now I bluff
-myself into thinking I am radiantly happy because I am independent,
-whereas as a matter of fact, I am often tired to death, hate the people
-I have to be nice to—it is not so vastly different from matrimonial
-servility and management, except that you are more easily rid of them,
-and they are always changing. But I stick to this, shall stick to it
-until I have made enough to invest and give me an independent income; no
-matter how much I may long to be lazy or frivolous, to dance, to flirt
-week in and out at house parties—partly because I now enjoy that
-supreme form of egoism known as self-respect, partly because the spirit
-of the times, the great world-tides urge me on, partly because, when all
-is said and done, work fills up your time more satisfactorily than
-anything else. I had exhausted pleasure, was on the verge of satiety.
-That would have been hideous. But I purpose to bluff myself one way and
-another to the end of my days. I am convinced it is the only form of
-happiness.”
-
-Julia drank all this in. She knew that although Ishbel spoke in her
-lightest and sweetest tones, she uttered the precise truth, and that she
-was deliberately being presented with a window out of which she should
-be expected to look occasionally, instead of remaining smugly within the
-conventional early Victorian walls of her present destiny. Julia was
-used to these little lessons in life from her older friends and liked
-them, but she sighed, nevertheless. She was proud to develop so much
-more quickly than most young women of her too sheltered type, but on the
-other hand she longed at times for youth and freedom and an utter
-indifference to the serious side of life. For the moment she regretted
-her reading, wished ardently that she could have been a girl in London
-for two seasons. Being put into training for a duchess at the age of
-eighteen may gratify the vanity, but, given certain circumstances, it
-extracts the juices from life.
-
-Ishbel, as if she had received a flash from that highly charged brain,
-leaned over and kissed her impulsively. “Oh, you poor little duchess!”
-she exclaimed.
-
-But Julia was shy of demonstrations and asked hastily:—
-
-“How is Bridgit? It is nearly a year since I saw her, and she only sends
-me a line occasionally like a telegram.”
-
-“Not as happy as she would be if she were earning her bread, but she is
-rapidly finding her métier. All this last year, inspired in the first
-place by Nigel’s book, she has been investigating the poor and the poor
-laws, visiting settlements, hospitals, factories, laundries—you know
-her energy and thoroughness. The result is that she is close to being a
-Socialist—of an intelligent sort, of course—pays her bills as soon as
-they are presented, despises charities, and is convinced that women
-should become enfranchised and have full control of the poor laws.”
-
-“She must be rather terrifying!”
-
-“She has succeeded in terrifying Geoffrey, and I fancy with no regrets.
-He is having a tremendous flirtation with Molly Cardiff and is little at
-home.”
-
-“And Nigel?”
-
-“Still on a Swiss mountain top, writing another book. Of course he is in
-love with you still, poor dear!”
-
-Julia was not displeased, but replied philosophically: “It’s well he’s
-not here, for I should want to talk to him, and I never could. Harold is
-insanely jealous.”
-
-“Oh, that will wear off. They are all like that at first. Englishmen of
-our class are not provincial, whatever else they may be.”
-
-But as Julia followed her downstairs to try on the newest models in
-hats, she felt that she had got no cheer out of the last observation.
-She had a foreboding that Harold would become worse instead of better.
-
-
- XVII
-
-IT was the night of the 15th of March. Invitations had been sent out
-three weeks since for the great party, which on this date was to
-inaugurate the reopening of Kingsborough House. The footmen had been put
-into new livery, but although the reception-rooms on the first floor,
-long swathed in holland and cobwebs, had been aired, cleaned, and
-polished, Julia’s tentative suggestion that the heavy carpets, curtains,
-and furniture of the early Victorian era be replaced with the more
-enlightened art of to-day was received with a haughty and
-uncomprehending stare. Julia had not returned to the subject. Banishing
-her scruples, she threw all her energies and taste into the
-replenishment of her wardrobe. As Harold had announced in terms as final
-as the duke’s stare that he would take his wife to no dances, where
-other men would have the right to embrace her, she had confined her
-apocryphal expenditures to such gowns and their accessories as would be
-needed at afternoon and evening receptions, luncheons, and the races.
-The dinner gowns of her first trousseau, although many of them had been
-worn at the house parties, were “smartened up” by the invaluable Mrs.
-Toner, and looked fresh and new.
-
-The maid had been dismissed and Julia stood before the mirror in her
-large gas-lit bedroom, looking herself over carefully, without and
-within. She had sent for France, and there must be no weak points in her
-courage.
-
-The vision in the mirror alone gave her courage (being as natural as a
-human being can be, she was still a vain little thing), and poised her
-spirit. After several consultations between herself, Ishbel, and the
-greatest French dressmaker in London, it had been decided that as this
-party would be her real introduction to society, and as she was little
-more than a girl in years, her gown must present a certain effect of
-simplicity. Therefore was Julia arrayed in white tulle and lace, over
-clinging liberty satin, and embroidered with crystal as fine as diamond
-dust. With her tropical white skin and flame-colored hair, this skilful
-costume gave her a curiously elusive and spritelike appearance. She wore
-some of the Kingsborough jewels: a diamond tiara, not ridiculously
-large, and several ropes of pearls. Few eyes can compete with the
-brilliancy of diamonds, but Julia’s did, assisted by the black brows and
-lashes which most women preferred to believe were artificial. She was
-not an imposing figure, for her height was only five feet three and a
-half in her French slippers, and her figure was still thin, although the
-bones of her neck and arms were covered; but as France entered the room
-he thought her quite the loveliest and daintiest creature in England.
-
-“By God!” he cried, his heavy glassy eyes flashing. “You are rippin’!
-Never saw even you so well turned out.”
-
-He had rushed forward, but Julia waved him back.
-
-“You mustn’t touch me when I’m got up for the public,” she said
-imperiously. “You always muss my hair, and they will be coming in half
-an hour. I sent for you not to be admired, but because I have something
-to say to you.”
-
-“Say?” repeated France, sulkily. His wife’s virginal coldness was one of
-her profoundest fascinations, but submissive she should be,
-nevertheless. “What can you have to say?”
-
-“I merely want to tell you the cost of this gown.”
-
-“What do you mean?”
-
-“That it cost a hundred pounds.”
-
-“What—what—”
-
-“Just double the amount you gave me. And the rest of my wardrobe, with
-which I am to do you and the duke credit this season, has cost twice as
-much more.”
-
-“What in hell are you talking about?” France tried to thunder, but his
-breath was so short that he could only splutter. “How dare you—”
-
-“You never pay for your clothes until you have been summonsed a dozen
-times, why should I?”
-
-“But I have to pay in the end! How _dared_ you? I know how women can get
-on with a little money. Do you think I don’t know anything about ’em?
-Extravagant as the devil, all of you, but able to do on half what it
-costs a man to turn himself out, all the same. What are maids for? Every
-woman could make her own clothes if she tried. I told you—My God! My
-God! If my word ain’t law—a hundred pounds!”
-
-He was waving his arms, and Julia moved out of their reach, although she
-continued to look him in the eyes. His were bloodshot. “I shall have
-everything I want, or need, so long as I live with you,” said his wife,
-deliberately. “If you don’t want to pay for my clothes you can put me
-out. I could earn my living. Ishbel would teach me to trim hats.”
-
-“You—you—”
-
-France sat down, his mouth hanging open. Then with a curious instinctive
-movement he covered his face with his hand. When he removed it, his
-face, although still red, was closed and hard, and his eyes shone with a
-new desire.
-
-“You’ve got a will of your own, young lady.”
-
-“I have!”
-
-“Well, by God, I’ll break it.”
-
-“Try it.” Julia shook out her shimmering train.
-
-“Three hundred pounds in one go!”
-
-“Your income is two thousand a year, and you are practically at no
-expense.”
-
-“It’s not your place to know what my income is, nor what I do with it.”
-
-“But you see I do.”
-
-France looked down, once more concealing his eyes. It was a part of his
-plan to show himself to the world as a devoted husband, to accept every
-invitation, save those for dances, to walk with his wife daily in the
-park, as soon as the fine weather began; in a word, to efface his past.
-He inferred that Julia had guessed something of this, and, having the
-whip hand, meant to use it. To antagonize her would be fatal. He longed
-to beat her: in fact, he felt a curious thrill at the prospect; but
-between the duke and the world, his hands, for the present, at least,
-might as well be pulp. He was amazed and bewildered to find that he had
-married something more than an exquisite bit of youth—conversation
-between them was almost unknown; and although it would be amusing to
-break her, he knew that he must temporize until the duke died. He
-believed that this happy event must occur before long, as the duke,
-fancying himself, under new medical advice, stronger than he had ever
-been, had overtaxed his frail constitution during the shooting season,
-and complained much of fatigue since his return to town. “By God!” he
-thought, “I’ll beat her the very day he dies.” And, although subtlety
-galled his abnormal vanity, he brought out in a fairly amiable tone:—
-
-“Look here, old girl, you mustn’t let me in too deep. Remember I’m not
-Kingsborough yet. It’s not that I can’t pay these three hundred
-pounds—although the truth is, I’m economizing to pay off old debts,
-many of them debts of honor—used to gamble a bit when I was in the
-navy. So, don’t let me in any deeper, and when the old boy chucks it,
-you shall have all you can spend.”
-
-“Meanwhile, I wish four hundred a year,” said Julia, inexorably.
-
-“Oh, I say! These things should last you for two years. I know women—”
-
-“You haven’t introduced them to me. If you don’t give me four hundred a
-year I’ll run into debt for that amount, and you are liable. I was
-married without being consulted. I don’t love you and never shall, but I
-submit to your demands, because it is my destiny. I am to be a duchess,
-and that is the end of it. Meanwhile, I shall get everything out of this
-tiresome life there is in it. You and my mother forced me into it, and I
-shall have compensations. I shall be as well dressed as any of the great
-ladies I am to associate with, many of whom I shall one day outrank. I
-shall see Ishbel and Bridgit just as often as I choose, and I shall buy
-all the books I want. I am going to job a brougham—”
-
-“No! Not much!”
-
-“I am going to job a brougham, and if you forbid it, there will be
-trouble with Kingsborough. From something he said the other day I know
-he assumes that I have one already. He knows you can afford it. He uses
-that ark in the mews, and I don’t want it, anyhow. For a long time I
-thought I never should speak to you on the subject of money again; you
-hurt me so that time I asked for a few books; but I have thought it out,
-and the result is this: while I am determined to have what I need
-without asking you, I think it only fair to warn you. Besides, I should
-grow nervous waiting for the bills to come in, for row after row.”
-
-“You are damned hard for a young ’un.”
-
-“I am not hard. I have made up my mind. That is all there is to it.”
-
-France’s face convulsed with passion, but once more he controlled
-himself, although his hands worked.
-
-“If I give you four hundred a year, will you promise to let me in for no
-more, and to pay for the brougham?”
-
-“I’ll not let you in for more, but you shall pay for the brougham.”
-
-“By God! You look like an arum lily standing there, and you are a little
-red-headed she-devil! This is the first time any woman has ever got the
-best of me. I’ve always treated ’em like cats.”
-
-He rushed out of the room, afraid to trust himself further, and Julia,
-horrified at life, while experiencing a certain zest at having ground
-her legal master under her heel and watched him squirm, marched out and
-took her place beside the duke and Lady Arabella Torrence at the head of
-the grand staircase.
-
-
- XVIII
-
-JULIA’S new French slippers pinched, and her tiara pressed on certain
-nerves of her head, as the more humble hat pin has been known to do. The
-procession up the staircase seemed endless. To Julia it looked like a
-river of jewels; she had ceased to know or care who were the mere women
-beneath it. Not all of the men were foils. Royalty, the entire cabinet,
-and the diplomatic corps were present; gorgeous uniforms, sashes, and
-orders saved many men from being mistaken for waiters.
-
-As the first guests were ascending, Julia had turned to the duke and
-said sweetly:—
-
-“I have asked Ishbel and Bridgit, and they have promised to come.”
-
-“You have what?” asked the duke, his dull eyes glowing.
-
-“They were my first friends in England, and as I am your hostess, it
-occurred to me that I had the right to issue a few invitations on my own
-account. I merely mention it, that you may not be betrayed by surprise
-when you see them.”
-
-“You have taken a purely feminine advantage—waiting until this moment
-to tell me—when I can do nothing!” It was long since the duke had felt
-himself on fire with passion.
-
-“Of course we all take our advantages where we can, and are as deceitful
-as possible,” said Julia, smiling into his snapping eyes. “Those are
-primal weapons, and you gave them to us. Here come some terribly
-important people.”
-
-The duke had been forced to swallow his wrath, and, in a few moments,
-forgot it in the sudden stream of arrivals. After a time fatigue
-overcame him and he slipped away, leaving Julia alone with Lady Arabella
-(yellow and bony in white embossed velvet and rubies). France was making
-himself agreeable to the dowagers. The interview with his wife had
-inspired him with a longing to go out and entice some wretch of the
-streets to a hiding-place, where he could beat her to a jelly, but the
-gall in his blood did not affect his shrewd cunning brain, which
-steadily pursued its object. To-night was his first opportunity to be
-gallant to women, politics and sport having claimed him since his
-illness; and after a few well-turned compliments, he talked of nothing
-but the beauty and virtues of his wife. Perhaps the duke was the only
-human being who really liked him, for, without magnetism or charm of any
-sort, he left both men and women cold where he did not repel; but
-to-night he acquitted himself so creditably that several mothers thought
-upon their loss with regret.
-
-Julia’s mind was beginning to play her strange tricks. Carlyle’s “French
-Revolution” had been among the books at Bosquith, and its style had so
-fascinated her that she had read it twice. It so happened that a number
-of extremely handsome women with white hair honored the Kingsborough
-ball to-night. Some were young. All were gorgeously bedecked. The
-intense hard glitter of diamonds dissolved into mist, took on fantastic
-shapes: graceful powdered heads, glittering with jewels, on the top of
-pikes, warm pampered bodies blocking the stairs.
-
-It was not so much that Julia’s mind was awakening to the problem of the
-poor, the menace of the unemployed and the underpaid; in truth, she
-generally shuddered and turned away when Bridgit and Ishbel discussed
-the subject; but these spectacular women on the grand staircase of
-Kingsborough House seemed so ripe! They looked so useless, so languidly
-magnificent, so overbred, so close to the apotheosis of their destiny,
-that—again her fancy veered—Julia half expected to see a row of
-footlights behind them; then a sudden shifting of scenery, and the
-tumbrel and guillotine. The time came when Julia knew many of them well
-enough to deal out a greater measure of justice than the outsider that
-hurls the word “parasite” at every woman fortunate enough to possess
-what the poor all want—wealth. She learned that many of them worked
-harder for their political husbands than an army of secretaries, that
-others rose, during the season, at an hour when they fain would have
-slept off the fatigue of the day before, in order to get through a mass
-of correspondence relating to the particular problem, political, social,
-or economic, they were striving to solve. Many of these women were
-mothers to their tenantry, watching over the growth and education of
-every girl and boy born on their estates. Others went daily to
-settlements, some to districts so abandoned as to be practically
-hopeless, and requiring a mettle far higher than the mere soldier needs
-when racing his fellows to battle. Some worked with churches, others
-with societies, others alone; nearly all were interested in one charity
-or another, many trying to feel their way through the obvious method of
-relief to some cause they could grapple with, since the power to
-legislate was forbidden them. Scarcely one of those women, dressed from
-Paris, weighted down with jewels old and new, but faced the serious side
-of life at some hour during the twenty-four; but although Julia came to
-know this, the impression of the terrible immaturity of civilization,
-caused by the blind vanity and selfishness of human nature at the
-outset, and persisted in through the centuries in spite of lessons
-written in blood, and of the gross unfairness of life, never left her.
-If she was in the toils of youth at present, and far more interested in
-herself than in the world and its problems, the mere fact that these
-blue marsh lights could dance across her mind occasionally, would have
-satisfied her more advanced friends that when the awakening came it
-would be sudden and final.
-
-But not to-night. Her visions fled. She looked down into a pair of dark
-satiric eyes, and her own flashed back a more than courteous welcome.
-Ishbel had come some time since, and after piloting the delighted Mr.
-Jones up and down for half an hour (wearing his diamonds and looking the
-radiant wife), had deposited him between two of the haughty dowagers he
-loved, and fluttered off with her court. But Bridgit was late. She had
-demurred at coming at all, being “sick of the game”; but had yielded to
-Julia’s importunities, partly to “please the child,” partly because her
-mischievous soul suspected that the invitation did not emanate from
-headquarters, and delighted in giving the duke “a turn.” She might be
-well on the road to Socialism, and have come to the end of her capacity
-for mere pleasure, but she had not lost her sense of humor; and inborn
-arrogance of class never dies, no matter how amenable the brain to
-reason, and to a sincere democracy which manifests itself so effectively
-in manner. Bridgit’s paternal grandfather was a duke with three more
-quarterings to his credit than Kingsborough’s, ancestral performances
-known to every student of history, and two strains of royal blood with
-and without the bend sinister; therefore, did Mrs. Herbert feel that she
-was doing the old pudding an honor in coming to his musty barrack
-whether invited or not. And, automatically no doubt, she had attired
-herself in the fashion of her class, of the women in whose company she
-was to spend a night once more. She wore a gown of gold colored brocade
-opening over a round skirt of rose point. Rising out of the coils of her
-wiry black hair was an all-round crown of diamonds, and on her neck,
-falling to the soft lace of her corsage, was a chain of diamonds and
-pear-shaped pearls. With her fine upstanding figure, her towering
-height, and flashing black eyes, she might make the most compelling
-figure imaginable at the head of a rebel army singing the Marseillaise,
-but to-night there was no more stately dame in Kingsborough House.
-
-Julia, somewhat in the fashion of royalty, passed on the people
-separating them, and grasped Bridgit’s hand, revivified by the sight of
-a dear and familiar face.
-
-“Oh, I’m so glad,” she cried, indifferent to stares and the displeasure
-of Lady Arabella. “And they must nearly all have come. Do wait for me—”
-
-She stopped short. She had had eyes only for Bridgit. Mechanically they
-had travelled on to Bridgit’s escort. The man standing with his hand
-outstretched was Nigel Herbert.
-
-“He got home this afternoon,” said Mrs. Herbert, casually. “I knew you
-would like to see him, so I brought him on. How do, Lady Arabella?
-Always loved you in rubies.”
-
-“Huh!” said Lady Arabella. She would have cut this dangerous apostate if
-she had been equal to the effort; but to freeze that bright powerful
-gaze, by no means without malice, was beyond her capacity, so she merely
-sniffed and advised her to seek the duke, who would be as delighted as
-herself to welcome Mrs. Herbert to Kingsborough House. She was of the
-many that blundered over sarcasm, and her soul shivered under the
-sweetness of Bridgit’s acceptance.
-
-Meanwhile Julia was exclaiming to Nigel:—
-
-“Oh, but I _am_ glad to see you! And _do_ go to the blue room and wait
-for me. It’s downstairs behind the library.”
-
-Nigel’s face had flushed, then turned pale; the first moment of the
-renewal of their acquaintance had been an awkward one for him. It was
-with some difficulty that he had been persuaded to come at all. For many
-reasons he had wished never to meet her again, and had returned to
-England only because it was necessary to see his book through the press;
-a melancholy experience with the last having lost him his faith in
-proof-readers forever.
-
-But when he saw the welcome in those big shining eyes, the happy smile
-on those young parted lips, he forgot even the subtle changes he had
-noted in her face, while still unobserved, and he flushed again, his
-heart beat rapidly. “Does she care?” he thought wildly. “Not now! Not
-now!—But—”
-
-Julia was staring with almost childish delight at the frank handsome
-face of her first friend in England. She forgot the romantic hour at
-Bosquith, forgot that she had sat up all night to contrive an
-extinguisher for the embarrassing passion of this misguided young man,
-remembered only that here was a real friend; moreover, one possessing
-that magnet of sex lacking in Bridgit and Ishbel (such being the cross
-currents in her still imperfect soul), so congenial that she could have
-flung her arms about him at the head of the grand staircase of
-Kingsborough House. She had never met any one she liked half as well.
-
-He caught his breath sharply, whether in relief or disillusion, he did
-not pretend to guess at this moment.
-
-“I’ll wait for you,” he said, and made way for the next arrivals.
-
-Some ten minutes later Julia turned to Lady Arabella.
-
-“They are beginning to straggle,” she said. “If you don’t mind I won’t
-stay any longer.”
-
-“I do mind,” severely. “And your place is here, child as you are.”
-
-“I can’t see why. . . . More guests. . . . Who cares about a child? And
-you are vastly more important.”
-
-“You have acquitted yourself very creditably. . . . Besides, people are
-curious to see you, and nobody cares for an old thing like me.”
-
-“Half of them are still glowing with the honor of having shaken hands
-with you—you go out so seldom. . . . Besides, my slippers pinch. I want
-to put on an old pair.”
-
-“I always wear slippers a size too large and made by a surgical
-shoemaker, on occasions like this. You must do the same. I should have
-told you.”
-
-“I’ll order a pair to-morrow, but that doesn’t do me any good now.”
-
-“Very well. Run along.”
-
-
- XIX
-
-THE blue room, furnished by the late duchess, and undisturbed by her
-loyal son, was of that sickly azure hue once affected by pale blondes.
-The walls were further ornamented by bits of sentimental tapestry, the
-chair backs with anti-macassars, stitched and woven by her Grace’s own
-white hands. There was an entire sofa,—but why harrow the soul of the
-reader, even as Nigel’s soul should have been harrowed as he sat with
-closed eyes awaiting Julia? As a matter of fact, he forgot the hideous
-room at once, and, heroically dismissing Julia from his mind that he
-might be quite composed when she entered, dwelt with satisfaction upon
-his interview with his father a few hours earlier. That eminently
-practical peer had cast him off when he fled from England, leaving a
-curt note to announce his intention to devote himself to the art of
-fiction. He might have starved after the fashion of more orthodox
-bidders for immortality, had it not been for a small personal annuity
-which enabled him to live comfortably in Switzerland while engrossed in
-his book. It was during this period, living in a mountain inn, without
-luxuries, paternal menace and thwarted passion behind him, that Nigel
-learned the profoundest lesson art teaches: its power to pulverize the
-common human emotions and desires. Only the true artist, of course, gets
-the message, is capable of immolation conscious or otherwise, of
-elevating art above life.
-
-Nigel was a born artist and had in him the makings of a great one.
-Nevertheless, the discovery that nothing really mattered but his work,
-that only his characters lived, and personal memories were dim, not only
-surprised, but deeply mortified him. Being a man, as ready as the next
-to love, and to fight and die for his country, it alarmed him to
-discover that he carried within him a possible rival to his manhood, the
-highest attribute, etc. But he was not long consoling himself. He
-progressed to rapture over the discovery, ended by being humbly
-grateful. He was a man all right, that needn’t worry him; he was
-willing, therefore, to admit that to be an artist was a greater
-endowment still. And it gave him a sense of independence, of liberty, of
-superiority, to which the air of the high Alps contributed little or
-nothing.
-
-Then came the intoxication of success, of that immediate recognition so
-many have hungered for in vain. Lest his head be turned and his art
-suffer, he went on a walking trip through Germany, Italy, and France,
-sleeping in inns and receiving neither letters nor newspapers. Nor did
-he meet any one he knew. He even avoided Englishmen lest he prove
-himself unable to resist the temptation to lead the conversation round
-to his book. Not only was he a sincere artist, but he blindly clung to
-this new and friendly magician that made the world so agreeably little.
-
-When he returned to his eyrie, full of his new book, he found a letter
-from his practical papa, forgiving him, since success had attended his
-dereliction, and enclosing a check. Nigel responded amiably, then flung
-himself once more at his desk, anxious to learn if the embryonic book
-contained the same brand of enchantment as the first: the vision of
-Julia had haunted his lonely footsteps. It did. Julia fled. He forgot
-his family, himself, his success. Once more he was pure artist,
-therefore entirely happy.
-
-But he was still young. The second book had now gone from him. Art
-slept. As he heard the rustle of a train, the hearty welcome, the proud
-words of his father, deserted his memory, his heart almost stopped.
-Nevertheless, as he rose to greet Julia his face was expressionless of
-all but suave languid politeness. He, too, “fell back on technique.” And
-this easily adjusted armor of the aristocrat is the best of his assets.
-When a man smiles in the face of death, without bravado, it merely means
-that he is well bred. His heart may be water.
-
-Nigel was intensely irritated with himself for having been betrayed into
-something like emotion at the head of the stair, and he spoke with a
-slight drawl as he shook Julia’s hand.
-
-“Awfully good to see you,” he remarked. “You look rippin’, too. Will you
-sit here?”
-
-“Let me get this crown off. It weighs tons.” Julia unfastened the
-Kingsborough diamonds and deposited them irreverently in a chair, then
-took the one Nigel offered. “I’d have left it upstairs, but I suppose I
-shall have to walk about later. I do hope I shan’t have to wear it
-often. Thank heaven, I’m not a duchess yet!”
-
-Nigel knew the pitfalls in that engaging frankness and steeled himself.
-
-“Oh, you’ll like it when the time comes,” he said indifferently. “How’s
-the duke?”
-
-The duke had always been such a negligible quantity, both physically and
-socially, that no one felt self-conscious in referring to his demise a
-trifle earlier than the conventions prescribed. Julia certainly felt no
-false shame as she replied:—
-
-“Better—rather. He shot, and even rode to hounds now and again. He’s
-looked a bit off his feed since our return to town, and I know Harold
-believes he’s not going to live much longer; but that’s because he’s
-made up his mind that he’s waited long enough. I hope Kingsborough’ll
-brace up. Of course I came to England prepared to have him die at once,
-but, somehow, you can’t live in the house with a man and wish him
-dead—at least, I can’t. Besides, as I said, I’m in no hurry. In fact, I
-prefer it this way.”
-
-A shadow passed over her face, and Nigel asked with less languor:—
-
-“Why?”
-
-“Oh—I think it a good thing for a man to have a mental occupation, and
-waiting for dead men’s shoes is an occupation—rather! Ra-_ther_, as the
-boys say. I don’t know Harold so awfully well, but I have an idea he
-would be lost—and quite impossible—if he couldn’t scheme about
-something. He’s the sort of man that always has a grievance, loves to
-think himself abused if only because it gives him an excuse to plot and
-imagine himself getting the better of somebody. Besides—this is more
-like playing with life. The real thing must be full of responsibilities
-that don’t mean so much, after all. Now—sometimes—I can fancy I am a
-girl, masquerading, and I can do all sorts of things I couldn’t do if I
-were of any importance.”
-
-“And just how much of a girl do you feel?” he asked with bitter
-emphasis.
-
-It was not possible for Julia to turn any whiter than she was at all
-times, but her expressive eyes grew so dark that they deepened the
-whiteness to pallor. For a moment she looked older, and, swiftly as it
-passed, Nigel detected an expression of fear and horror in the gaze that
-no longer met his, but looked beyond. He caught both arms of his chair,
-and held his breath. But in an instant it was as if a hard little hand
-had rammed memory down into the depths of consciousness and bolted a lid
-above it. Julia’s eyes flashed back to his, full of mischievous gayety.
-
-“Now don’t indulge in romantic fancies about me,” she said. “If I
-proclaimed from the housetops that I don’t love my husband, that I was
-married by my mother, no one would pay the least attention. Everybody
-knows it and nobody cares. What is done is done. I have a philosophical
-nature myself. Remember that my horoscope was cast three times. And I
-have my compensations.”
-
-“What are your compensations?”
-
-“Oh, books, my best friends—you among them!—a certain freedom I find
-here in London, and mean to have more of, and clothes! clothes! You have
-no idea what pretty frocks I have. That isn’t all. It’s great fun to get
-the best of Harold—to give him another grievance! But I do get the best
-of him—and of the duke, too, occasionally. There’s a curious
-satisfaction in it—”
-
-“Be careful! You’ll be hard, first thing you know.”
-
-“The harder women are, the happier they are, I fancy. A sort of fine
-steel armor that you could hide in your hand but that covers you from
-head to foot. I’ve used my eyes these last two years. That is all that
-keeps most women from being ground to powder. One can try to keep soft
-inside, you know.”
-
-“There’s one thing I don’t know—what you are driving at. I can’t make
-out whether you are changed altogether, or are the same delicious child,
-or if you are trying to keep your old personality intact, while forced
-to admit to partnership an ego you have manufactured in self-defence.
-One moment you look wise, almost hard, the next—”
-
-“I refuse to be stuck on a pin in your psychological cabinet. But I
-suppose you’ve got us all there. Herbert Spencer says—”
-
-“Oh, for God’s sake, don’t become a clever woman! Whatever—”
-
-“Why not? Don’t you fancy that would be a compensation?”
-
-“You clever! It would be too awful!”
-
-“You talk like Mr. Jones.”
-
-“Hang Mr. Jones. Ishbel was entirely right; and she is one of the few
-women on this earth that can be clever, as deep as the pit, and never
-let a man find it out. But you! You are too straightforward and honest.
-Not that Ishbel isn’t honest; she’s a brick; but she has a special
-talent—possibly it lies in her coquetry. You have little or no
-coquetry. You are in a state of flux at present, and if you decide for
-the second ego, if you become hard and clever, you never could disguise
-it. So beware, or you’ll not be able to love and be happy when your time
-comes.”
-
-“You mean to make some man happy!”
-
-“What is the difference?”
-
-“Oh, lots. I try not to think. I want to remain young as long as I can.
-But I can’t help observing that men like geese,—what they call feminine
-women. I suppose you mean that clever women find too many other
-resources, and therefore are independent of men. Ergo, they don’t make
-men happy.”
-
-Nigel colored. “Something of that sort.”
-
-“I shouldn’t have thought it of _you_. Fancy your being just the
-ordinary male, after all.”
-
-“Let us drop generalities and my humble self. I am thinking of you. We
-don’t live in a moral world or age. Like all women you will, sooner or
-later, demand happiness as your right. In other words, you will wake up
-some day and want love. Then you will have lost the power to charm. You
-would never be content with a fool, and clever men rarely love clever
-women—not with their eyes open. You are quite right as you are. Enjoy
-life. Let its problems alone.”
-
-This impassioned plea for her youth left him almost breathless. For the
-moment he was not conscious of loving her himself, of pleading for his
-own future before it was too late. His languid dignity had retired from
-the field; he felt only that he had arrived in time to avert a tragedy,
-and so impersonal that his chest lifted slightly. The next moment he was
-gasping under a douche of cold water.
-
-Julia had thrown her head back and was looking at him with softly
-shining eyes, her lashes half covering, and filling them with little
-black lines.
-
-“I’ll tell you a secret,” she whispered. “I’ve never told any one.
-I’m—I’m in love.”
-
-“What!”
-
-“You’ll never breathe it?”
-
-“Who—who—”
-
-“It’s a man I’ve never seen.”
-
-“How can you love a man you’ve never seen? What a baby you are!”
-
-“I didn’t say I loved; I said I was in love. And a man I’ve never seen
-is the only sort I could go that far with. I hate every man I know,
-simply because he is a man; and I never want really to meet, even to
-see, this one. But it’s great fun to be in love with him, to live in an
-inner world of one’s own.”
-
-“Oh!” Once more Nigel writhed with jealousy.
-
-“And that isn’t all.” Julia’s eyes grew even more burdened with dreams.
-“When I have to be kissed— At first I just set my teeth— Now I shut my
-eyes and imagine it’s the other.”
-
-Nigel stood up. His face was white. His hands shook.
-
-“And who, may I ask, is this fortunate person?”
-
-“I don’t think I can tell you that.”
-
-“You shall tell me. I have some rights. I was your first friend, and I
-loved you myself.”
-
-Julia looked at him out of the corner of her eye. He had used the past
-tense, but he looked more like the present.
-
-“I never thought I could breathe his name,” she whispered. “But I can
-tell you. It’s Cecil Rhodes.”
-
-“Rhodes? Upon my word, you have good taste!” Then he burst into
-irrepressible laughter, and threw himself back in his chair.
-
-“Oh, what a kid you are! What a baby! And I thought you were on the road
-to become a clever woman.”
-
-Julia smiled mysteriously and picked up her crown. Her voice and eyes
-were more ingenuous than ever. “I told you, partly because you are my
-only man friend, the only man I don’t hate, and partly because you would
-have made love to me yourself in another minute. But if you tell Bridgit
-or Ishbel—”
-
-“Never!” Once more Nigel laughed until the tears blotted his vision.
-
-“Now I must go out and walk about and try to look like a duchess in a
-semitransparent shell. Will you give me your arm?”
-
-
- XX
-
-A WEEK later, Julia, who had gone to bed early, woke up suddenly at
-midnight. For a moment she lay wondering what had awakened her, used as
-she was to the long unbroken sleep of youth. She became conscious of a
-steady rhythmical sound in the next room, quite different from the
-prosaic music to which she was accustomed. When she realized that it was
-her husband pacing back and forth, back and forth, like a captured beast
-of the forest, she trembled for a moment, then invoked her nerve,
-slipped on a dressing-gown, and opened the door.
-
-The lights were blazing. France, his coat off, his hair on end, was
-pacing up the room as she entered, and when he reached the wall, he
-flung his hands against it as if to push it outward. Then he turned and
-saw his wife. His eyes were bloodshot.
-
-“Go back to bed,” he said thickly. “I don’t want you.”
-
-“What _do_ you want?” Julia walked toward him, fear lost in her
-curiosity. “What is the matter, Harold? Are you ill? If you are, I must
-take care of you.”
-
-He stared at her for a moment. There were times when he hated her,
-others when he was quite mad about her; during the intervals of varying
-length he did not think about her at all. To-night he suddenly
-experienced a new sensation. He needed a friend badly, and it was her
-business to fill any office he chose to impose upon her.
-
-“Look here,” he said. “Would you do me a good turn?”
-
-“Why, of course.”
-
-“And use all the brains you’ve got and hold your tongue?”
-
-“Try me.”
-
-“Think you could fool Kingsborough?”
-
-“Oh, quite easily.”
-
-“Well, it’s this: I’ve got to get away for a time—out of this. I ain’t
-a child, ain’t used to walkin’ a straight line. Never had so many rules
-to live by since I was a small boy. Navy was nothin’ to it—and two
-years! _Two years_—” He clutched his hair with both hands and shouted:
-“I’ve got to get away for a bit! Do you hear? Got to get away! Ain’t
-used—”
-
-“Do you mean that you want to go away and drink?”
-
-France’s jaw fell. He took a step forward.
-
-“What d’you mean? Who’s ever said—”
-
-“No one in particular. But one learns a good deal in two years. Didn’t
-you used to drink now and again—disappear—”
-
-“What if I did? I’ll wring your neck if you peach—”
-
-“I haven’t the least idea of telling any one. It is the sort of family
-secret one doesn’t share. Where do you intend to go?”
-
-“I’d hardly thought—it doesn’t matter. How can I fool him? If he found
-me out, he’d chuck me, cut me down to the last penny, he’s such a damned
-milksop—and in my shoes, in my shoes! Think for me. My brain’s no good.
-It’s on fire. Let him find out and it’s all up with you, too, my lady.
-It’s your business to stand by me. Wonder I didn’t think of that
-before.”
-
-“You’ll go to Paris to-morrow to consult a heart specialist—”
-
-“I tell you I’ve got to get out of this to-night. If I don’t, the
-roof’ll be off before breakfast. Do you suppose I can wait for a lot of
-palaver? I’d have been off before this, but I can’t think of a ghost of
-an excuse.”
-
-“You can’t find a better than that, and you can go to-night. He knows
-your heart is weak, or was. I’ll tell him I became terrified and packed
-you off without delay. Get out your portmanteau, and I’ll look up the
-trains in Bradshaw.”
-
-
- XXI
-
-“HOW very odd!” said the duke, in a tone of manifest annoyance. “How
-very odd!”
-
-They were in the library and Julia had imparted her information.
-
-“Not at all,” she replied indifferently. “He would have gone before
-this, but feared to worry you—thought he would feel better. Last night
-he was so bad that I put him out of the house.”
-
-“You put Harold out?”
-
-“Yes. That will give you an idea of how he was feeling, when he was
-willing to mind me!”
-
-“Hm! Why didn’t you go with him? A wife should never leave her husband
-for a day, particularly when he is ill!”
-
-“We neither thought of that until the last minute—he was so nervous and
-there was only time to pack and catch the train—I was racking my brain
-over Bradshaw. I offered to follow, of course, but he said he preferred
-I should remain and keep our engagements here—he’s developed such a
-love of society, poor Harold—he seems haunted by the fear that we might
-drop out—you see, he was once a little wild—”
-
-“Never really!” said the duke, emphatically. “Why shouldn’t he sow a few
-oats—a fine young fellow? Not that I approve; but it is natural
-enough.”
-
-“Of course, poor dear, and he fancies that people think him far worse
-than he was, and he has an idea that I am useful to him—”
-
-“Quite so. That is what you charming young wives are for. But I cannot
-think why Harold should feel obliged to go to Paris. We have heart
-specialists here.”
-
-“Oh, but no one to compare with—with—Corot. And Harold knows him, you
-see, and has such confidence in him. He should have gone a week earlier,
-when—the—ah—thumping began.”
-
-“Thumping? Dear me! Is Harold as bad as that?”
-
-“Oh, it only means that he needs the right kind of tonic—after so long
-a siege of fever—and all that sport—and the political campaign—you
-see, he should have had himself looked over sooner; but at Bosquith
-there was only the country doctor, and then—he hated to leave us. I
-don’t think he’d have gone this morning if I hadn’t insisted. And he was
-dreadfully worried for fear you’d be angry.”
-
-“Oh, well,” said the duke, mollified; “after all, he knows his own
-affairs best. Ah—wait a moment.”
-
-Julia, who was escaping, breathless with the lies she had told, and
-longing for fresh air, halted, and the duke swung round in his chair and
-laid the fingers of one hand over the back of the other.
-
-“Sit down again for a moment, my dear,” he said, not unkindly, although
-he had assumed what Julia called his preaching manner and his praying
-voice.
-
-She sat down on the edge of a chair. The duke resumed.
-
-“There is a matter I have had in my mind since the night of the party. I
-don’t like to scold you, for in the main you are a very good child and a
-dutiful wife—really, I have little fault to find with you. But—ah—you
-must have seen that I was much annoyed when I learned, that without my
-consent, and in spite of my expressed distaste for those two young
-women, you had asked them to my house.”
-
-“Of course I knew you would be annoyed.”
-
-“Indeed? I supposed you merely thoughtless!”
-
-“Oh, no.” Julia turned her large brilliant gaze upon the small
-slate-colored eyes whose dullness was lighting with indignation. “I told
-you—perhaps you have forgotten—that as you have made me your hostess,
-and expect me to devote a large part of my energies to acquitting myself
-creditably, I feel that the position carries with it certain rights. So
-I invited my best friends.”
-
-“But you knew that I disapproved of them!”
-
-“Without reason. They are of your own class, and their reputations are
-immaculate. Why should I snub my friends? The invitations went out in
-the names of all three of us.”
-
-“That has nothing to do with it. I do not wish you to associate with
-these young women. Their tendencies are dangerous. They have stepped out
-of their class and must take the consequences. Old orders would not
-change if men were firmer—When Harold returns I shall ask him to put
-his foot down. I cannot expect you to obey me, but you are bound to obey
-your husband.”
-
-“I shall not in the matter of my friends. I have told him that if he
-interferes with me in any way, I’ll leave him and go into Ishbel’s
-shop.”
-
-“WHAT?”
-
-The duke half rose from his chair, then fell back, gasping. Where was
-the responsive amenable child of two summers agone?
-
-The child continued. “Yes, I am doing my best. I am a dutiful wife, and
-I try to look and act” (she almost said “like a future duchess,” but her
-nimble mind leaped aside in time) “as if I had been entertaining all my
-life. I listen to Lady Arabella’s lectures, and Aunt Maria’s, to say
-nothing of yours and Harold’s. Even Lady Arabella says I’ve done very
-well. But I have a few rights of my own, and if I’m interfered with I’ll
-do as I said. I don’t care so much for all this. I’d rather be free like
-Ishbel.”
-
-“You have no comprehension of the duties of a wife,” gasped the outraged
-duke, “or of your position. That a member of my family—”
-
-“It is not so much that I am asking. Lots of women have lovers—”
-
-“Lovers!” The duke almost strangled. “What does a child like you know
-about lovers? And in my house—you have never heard such a subject
-mentioned.”
-
-“Oh? I can tell you that a lot of the women that have visited us—”
-
-“Hush! I shall listen to no insinuations about my guests. You wicked
-little thing!”
-
-“No. I was about to tell you that I’ve no intention of being wicked. I
-should hate a lover.”
-
-“Indeed! I am happy to be reassured.” The duke always felt at his best
-when sarcastic, and he sat erect and looked severely at this naughty
-child who did not in the least comprehend what she was talking about.
-
-“You are too young to argue with,” he said. “Not that I should ever
-think of arguing with a woman of any age. As regards Bridgit Herbert and
-Ishbel Jones, if your husband upholds you in your friendship with them I
-have nothing further to say except that I absolutely refuse to have them
-in my house again. But if Harold does not—this is what you must
-understand once for all: your husband’s word is law.”
-
-Julia smiled.
-
-“What do you mean?” The duke had a curious sinking in the pit of his
-stomach, and wondered if he too should not consult a specialist.
-
-“You men are so funny.”
-
-“Funny! Madam!”
-
-“Yes, that is the word. Ishbel told me they were when I first came over,
-and I’ve found it out since for myself.”
-
-“Funny!”
-
-“Terribly funny.”
-
-“If you don’t explain yourself—”
-
-“I mean—for one thing—just one!—that you never find out we have our
-own way in spite of you. You think you are tyrants, and there isn’t one
-of you that can’t be led round by the nose—managed. Well, I don’t like
-that method. I won’t bother to manage any man. You’re not worth the
-trouble, and it’s a confession of inferiority on our part, anyhow. The
-more I see of you, the less inferior I feel. Besides, I enjoy speaking
-out, having things understood without a lot of beating round the bush.
-I’ve discovered that I’ve good fighting blood, and I’ve learned that
-women have plenty of resources outside of husbands; all that is
-necessary is to find the courage and the energy to enjoy them. But so
-many don’t. They’re all in love with one thing or another—husbands,
-lovers, society, fine houses, clothes, luxury—so they ‘manage’; and it
-has spoiled men, flattered them for centuries that they were the
-stronger and wiser sex; and, of course, demoralized women. No one can
-expand without the courage that comes of being able to speak the truth.
-Men can afford to be truthful whether they are or not, so they have gone
-ahead of us. I shall become demoralized all right, but not in that way.
-Not in any way that I can help. I shan’t lie—for myself—and I shan’t
-employ crooked methods. My mother told me to marry, and I did, because
-at that time I thought it right and natural to obey. Besides, I suppose
-one man’s much the same as another. I am resigned. I shan’t cry as some
-women do. One woman down at Bosquith last summer used to come into my
-room when I wanted to sleep, and cry out, ‘I hate life! Oh, how I hate
-life!’ She was afraid her husband would find out about her lover and she
-was sick of the lover besides. Now she has a new lover—”
-
-“Hold your tongue!” The duke for once in his life thundered. “I forbid
-you to say another word—”
-
-“Oh, I’m not very much interested in those things. What I intended to
-say was that I’ll do my duty, since married I am, but I’ll also do as I
-choose in some things. You can’t stop me. You might have done so in the
-days when Bosquith was built, but a lot of you seem to forget that times
-have changed—they change every minute, if you did but know it.”
-
-“So it seems! I should think they did! _Great_ heaven!”
-
-The duke paused a moment as if he expected heaven to respond. Receiving
-no inspiration, he concluded with dignity: “I must think this matter
-over. You may go.”
-
-Julia almost ran out of the library and up to her own room. Then could
-the duke have seen her he would first have received another shock, then
-misinterpreted what he saw, and plumed himself. For Julia sat down and
-wept. She had lied hideously, worse still, glibly. And for the first
-time she quite realized that of late she had developed a poise, a
-fertility of resource in dealing with the mean tyrant that dwelt in the
-men to whom she was almost subject, that for the moment horrified her.
-Was it true that she was growing hard? She wished she had talked more
-confidentially with Nigel instead of flippantly dancing away from the
-subject. Was she no longer young? She had a real passion for truth. Were
-there to be no conditions in which she could indulge it? She glanced
-back over the past two years. There had been a time when she spoke the
-literal truth on all occasions; now she spoke it when it was feasible,
-or impressive, but rarely without forethought. It was seldom that she
-let herself go. She felt a hatred of civilization stir, wondered if in
-the whole planetary system there was a world where truth was the
-standard, where every man was himself, where the petty lies which made
-the great ones inevitable were unknown. A prophetic ray suggested that
-such conditions might involve complications unless human nature itself
-were of a new brand; but she was not in the mood to follow the thought
-to its logical finish. She wanted freedom here, and it appeared to be
-impossible of attainment. But at least she would strive for
-independence. To both of the men who shadowed her life she had read what
-the Americans called the riot act. That, at least, was something
-accomplished. She could not be accused of deceit, despised because she
-paid the tribute of her sex to their superiority.
-
-Suddenly her spirits darted upward on wings. She was free of her husband
-for a week, perhaps longer. She bathed her eyes and danced about the
-room. But when she realized the source of her exultation she turned
-hastily from it, dressed, and went to Ishbel’s shop.
-
-
- XXII
-
-DURING the fortnight of France’s wassail the duke and Julia avoided each
-other by tacit consent. His Grace found himself uncommonly absorbed in
-politics, attended no less than three important dinners; and,
-ascertaining Julia’s engagements, dined at the House upon the one
-occasion when she dined at home. Therefore, were there no elaborate and
-recurring explanations of Harold’s prolonged absence, and singular
-epistolary neglect of his cousin. Julia, as she passed the duke on the
-stair, mentioned casually once or twice that her husband was detained by
-his doctor’s orders, might be for six or eight days to come.
-
-The duke had resolved that he would not be betrayed into another war of
-words with this or any woman, nor would he recur to the subject of
-Julia’s offences until he had fully determined what to say to her, what
-course to take. And as for the life of him he could not make up his
-mind, she was left to her own devices.
-
-And these devices were many. Julia resolved to forget her husband’s
-existence, and enjoy herself in new ways. She went to nine parties and
-danced until dawn. She saw Bridgit, Ishbel, and Nigel every day, rode on
-the tops of omnibuses, and lunched in A B C’s, Italian restaurants, and
-the Cheshire Cheese; these last three dissipations in company with Mr.
-Herbert. He also took her frequently to the National Gallery, and
-administered her first lessons in art. They even visited the Bond Street
-exhibitions and one or two private studios.
-
-Nigel made no attempt to flirt with her; he was by no means sure that he
-still cared for her, so changed was she, although her magnetic charm was
-unaffected. But she would seem to have lost the ideal and unique quality
-that had roused his deeper feeling, and that gone, he felt no desire for
-the residuum. Certainly, it was not worth the sacrifice of his career;
-although of course it was very jolly to be the chosen friend of such a
-radiant creature (of whom men were beginning to take much notice), and
-he made up his mind to remain in London during Julia’s period of
-liberty, then return to Switzerland and his new book. He was rather glad
-of this test than otherwise, the opportunity to make sure that the only
-rival of his work had been routed. Sometimes, however, he wished that he
-might love Julia frantically, these days, thus receiving an additional
-proof of the might of art; but that hard bright surface repelled him. He
-felt that he no longer knew her, should not until life had taught her a
-more thorough knowledge of herself. Meanwhile, poor child, if she was
-determined to enjoy herself to the limit while her beast was on the
-loose, it was the least he could do to help her; so he lectured her on
-art in the morning and danced with her at night, or saw to it that she
-had the best partners in the room. The fortnight passed very quickly,
-and Julia, exerting her strong will, felt eighteen once more and quite
-happy.
-
-France returned one morning early, looking rather the worse for wear.
-After a coaching from his wife he sought the duke, and, in his bluffest
-sailor manner, apologized for his abrupt departure and his failure to
-write: he had been put to bed and commanded to rest, undergone a series
-of examinations, been so blue and bored that he should have made his
-cousin as bad as himself. The duke was quite satisfied, and when France
-took the precaution to add that sooner or later he should be forced to
-return for another examination, his affectionate relative sighed and
-hoped Julia would awake to her duty and present another heir to the
-house of France.
-
-During the next two years France disappeared some five or six times. His
-departures were preceded by excessive irritability; he returned as
-complacent as a cat after canary. Intermediately he was much himself.
-Julia became expert in seeing little of him. During the season she
-dragged him about with an unflagging energy that caused him to welcome
-the few hours he was able to snatch for sleep, and the duke unwittingly
-assisted her by demanding his daily presence in the House of Commons.
-During the shooting and hunting seasons his sportman’s fever took care
-of itself, although she subtly persuaded him to take up the rod, and to
-go to Scotland for deerstalking. She realized that if she continued to
-live with him a certain amount of “management” was inevitable. To tell
-the whole truth and live under the same roof with France was manifestly
-impossible, and the feeling of destiny (planetary) was too strong to
-permit her to leave him and achieve a complete independence. She thought
-as little as possible, read and studied a great deal, and played to the
-top of her capacity.
-
-There was political excitement from time to time, and Julia learned that
-one secret of content was to forget her deep and hopeless disappointment
-in herself by keeping her mind animated with the greater affairs of the
-nation. No doubt this is the most fruitful source of woman’s interest in
-politics as they exist to-day. Unlike art, which compels true oblivion,
-it is a wholly artificial interest, since mentally unproductive; and of
-secondary import, since women are not permitted to employ their
-abilities in the service of their country. But although, no doubt, the
-women of the future will look back with much amusement upon the futile,
-the pathetically egotistic activities, of their predecessors, there is
-no question that an interest in public affairs, no matter how impersonal
-and unremunerative, save to the spirit, has the advantage of
-dissociating the mind from those mean and petty interests that send the
-average woman to the scrap heap.
-
-Julia, even without the hints of Bridgit and Ishbel (Nigel went abroad
-soon after France’s return), would no doubt have discovered this
-philosophy for herself, for she came of a family distinguished in
-colonial politics since the islands were inhabited by the white man, and
-her present atmosphere was almost wholly political. The duke fussed more
-than any woman, France was forced to assume an interest he did not feel,
-and the greater number of their guests believed themselves to be making
-history. The duke, since his health would not permit him to be prime
-minister, found his compensation in sitting at the head of a table
-surrounded by those eminent Conservatives and liberal-Unionists whose
-names were in every man’s mouth. Therefore was Julia not only obliged to
-listen intelligently, but soon began to feel a keen pleasure in
-sharpening the edge of her mind and in holding opinions and drawing
-conclusions of her own. When the war between Spain and the United States
-broke out she took the American side, partly out of perversity, as
-everybody she met was passionately for the sister European power, even
-after the Government policy declared itself and laid its heavy hand on
-the press, partly because the increasingly modern tendencies of her mind
-led her to sympathize with the fluid imperfections of youth as against
-the atrophied faults of age. But although she found her opponents in
-argument immovable in their sympathy for Spain, and (congenital)
-disapproval of the United States, the experience gave her the deepest
-insight she was likely to have of the fundamental good humor of the
-English, as well as their sense of fair play. Unequivocally as they
-resented the conduct of the United States and hoped for her humiliation,
-it never occurred to them to visit their indignation on the individual,
-and London was full of Americans at the moment. One afternoon Julia was
-taking tea with Mrs. Winstone when Mrs. Bode came rustling in, flushed
-and indignant.
-
-“What do you think?” she demanded, before she had taken the chair Mr.
-Pirie hastened to place for her. “Hannah Macmanus asked me to go with
-her to the private view this afternoon, and when I arrived at her house
-I found her with the Spanish colors pinned on her chest! Wouldn’t that
-jar you? And I an American—her guest! When I exploded—asked her why
-she didn’t send me word not to come, she seemed quite surprised, said
-she never let politics interfere with private friendships. But I bolted,
-couldn’t contain myself. I do think you English are too odd!”
-
-“Oh, we’re merely a bit hoary,” said Pirie; “we’ve really lived, you
-see.”
-
-“Hope your history’s not all behind you,” retorted Mrs. Bode. “Well,
-I’ll take a cup of tea. If _you_ were wearing the Spanish colors, Maria
-Winstone—”
-
-“They don’t become my own coloring,” said Mrs. Winstone. “But, mind you,
-I’m all for Spain and hope you are going to be whipped. If we were quite
-alone I should confide that I didn’t care a straw one way or another,
-but fashion is fashion, and I’d no more dare defy it than I’d dare
-indulge in an individual style of dress—must be strictly contemporary
-or run the risk of looking my age.”
-
-“I never know when you English are joking,” said Mrs. Bode,
-discontentedly. “Your humor (if you really have any) isn’t the least bit
-like ours.”
-
-“Our effects are got by telling the brutal truth,” said Pirie.
-
-But the excitement afforded by this war was brief, and soon forgotten.
-Kitchener’s reconquest of the Soudan was picturesque enough in its
-details to compel the attention of far happier mortals than Julia, but
-was hardly of a nature to disturb the serenity to which Pirie had made
-allusion. Fashoda caused but another ripple on the surface, and even
-when the moving finger appeared on the South African horizon the
-prevailing feeling was annoyance, and astonishment at the temerity of
-the Boers. In spite of the warnings of Lord Wolsely and General Butler,
-England persisted in looking at the new republic through the wrong end
-of the opera glass. Early in August, Julia, at a county dinner party,
-sat next to one of the most intelligent of the South African
-millionnaires then living in England. He had lived his life in South
-Africa, and mainly among the Boers; he had made his fortune there, and
-taken a prominent part in politics. No man should have known the
-characters of the Boers better than he, nor the advantages possessed by
-a hard persistent race that had learned every trick of native warfare
-from the negroes they had subdued. And yet he made a speech to Julia
-that she never forgot.
-
-“You know, Mrs. France,” he said pleasantly, “we don’t want to kill
-anybody. We’ll just walk quietly through the Transvaal and take it.”
-
-It was shortly after this dinner and the feeling of renewed confidence
-in England’s destiny it induced, that Julia suddenly lost all interest
-in politics. She had found many compensations in her life, and looked
-forward to many more. The duke had shown uncommon tact in intimating
-that her husband was quite equal to the task of controlling her, never
-returning to it himself; Julia, on the other hand, having no desire to
-live alone with her husband, took pains to fill creditably the duties of
-her position, and showed her host the pretty deference due his age and
-rank. So had wagged life for two more years. And then the most
-unexpected, the most incredible, the most completely disorganizing,
-thing happened. The duke fell in love and married.
-
-
-
-
- BOOK III
- HAROLD FRANCE
-
-
- I
-
-THE wedding took place early in September. Immediately after the
-announcement of the duke’s intentions, France had rushed upstairs to
-Julia and indulged in such an outburst of rage that she fled to another
-part of the castle, and left him to wreak his vengeance on the
-furniture. Having relieved himself, he was able to meet the relative,
-for whom his lukewarm affection had turned to hatred, with his usual
-glassy surface, and, silent at all times, save when delivering himself
-of anecdotes, he was not in danger of betraying himself in the unguarded
-word. He held out until a week before the wedding, and then had a heart
-attack and parted from his sympathetic cousin for his semi-annual
-pilgrimage to Paris.
-
-“Of course we’ll have to get out of this,” he said to Julia as he was
-leaving. “He wants us to stay, but you know what that means. Our day is
-over, curse him. Nothin’ for us but White Lodge. Lucky I couldn’t rent
-it again. _Luck!_ Mine’s gone. I don’t know when I’ll be back. Am really
-goin’ to Paris this time. You go to Hertfordshire and settle yourself.
-Make it comfortable, but no extravagance.”
-
-“Couldn’t we take a flat in town?” asked Julia.
-
-“Town? Not I. There’s good shootin’ and huntin’ in Hertfordshire, and
-that’s all I’ve got left. Hate town. Thank heaven, I can chuck politics.
-That’s my only comfort.”
-
-“But you love society; at least, your position in it.”
-
-“What’s the good without a fortune? Besides, we’re not an hour from town
-at White Lodge, and there’s good enough society in the county. Mind you
-return every call.”
-
-Then, much to Julia’s delight, he took himself off.
-
-The duke and his new duchess, a youngish aunt of Bridgit Herbert’s, who
-had angled quietly for him ever since he had emerged from his seclusion
-and entertained his neighbors, cordially invited Julia to remain at
-Bosquith for the rest of the season, but she was anxious to get away and
-readjust herself in solitude. Besides, her presence was necessary at
-White Lodge; and it is hardly necessary to state that she won the duke’s
-approval by doing the obvious thing.
-
-In truth she was somewhat dazed, in no state for a display of
-originality. The unexpected trick of fate had disconcerted her hardly
-less than her husband, for not only had she grown into her position as
-the future duchess of Kingsborough during the past five years, but she
-was profoundly shocked to find that her mother’s planets had made a
-mistake.
-
-Nothing had occurred to disturb her belief in the ancient and romantic
-science of astrology since her arrival in England. On the contrary, some
-of the cleverest and most eminent men she had met professed tolerance of
-it, and, she suspected, felt something more. On the other hand, she had
-found England so full of other fads, with no possible scientific basis,
-that her respect for astrology had grown rather than diminished. But she
-could only conclude that the whole thing was a monstrous delusion. Like
-many religions it filled a want, and its picturesque qualities had
-captured men’s imaginations and enabled it to survive. She received
-several incredulous letters from her mother on the subject of the duke’s
-marriage, finally one filled with concentrated astonishment, fury, and
-despair. This was some time later, when Julia had written that she must
-cease to hope, as there was no doubt the new duchess would have a
-family. Mrs. Edis ended her letter characteristically:—
-
-“I have lived in a fool’s paradise for years. Now I simply exist until
-my time comes to die. I might have endured this annihilation of my only
-religion, but not of the crowning ambition of my life. In this matter I
-feel that you are to blame. You should have had children. You should
-have managed the duke so that he would never have thought of marriage,
-instead of becoming a woman of an entirely different and alien
-generation, as I find you in your letters. I should prefer that you do
-not write to me until I write again. Of course I do not forget that you
-are my child and the only one I have left, now that your wretched
-brother and his wife are dead—for I do not count this fidgeting
-grandchild I have on my hands—but so great is my disappointment in you
-that I cannot face the prospect of your letters at present—filled as I
-know they will be with that silly shallow modern philosophy which makes
-the best of things in the shortest possible time.”
-
-Julia felt sorry for her mother long before she received this letter,
-but she soon discovered that this was her only regret, barring the fact
-that she must see more of her husband. For a fortnight she was quite
-alone at White Lodge, a charmingly situated property not far from the
-village of Stanmore and facing a wild expanse of heath. The housekeeper
-engaged the servants, leaving her young mistress to a complete liberty
-and solitude for the first time in her life. As Julia wandered through
-the thick woods of the little park between the garden and the heath, or
-rode alone in the dawn, or explored the historic villages and romantic
-lanes and properties of Hertfordshire, she realized how weary she was of
-the pleasant uniformity of London society, of entertaining in the
-country for sportsmen and statesmen; admitted once for all that to be a
-great peeress of Britain would bore her to death. Whatever ambitions she
-might develop, now that she was free to be an individual ignored by the
-planets, to be a great lady was not of them, and during these delightful
-weeks she dreamed of discovering some overlaid talent with which she
-should achieve a real place in life.
-
-It did not occur to her to leave her husband. Noblesse oblige would have
-kept her at his side in his fallen fortunes, even had she not felt an
-even keener sympathy for him than when he had struggled for life during
-the early months of their marriage. She had ceased to fear him,
-forgotten her prophetic moments, so secure did she feel in her power to
-manage him, and so little, for the past year at least, had she seen of
-him. She would console him to the best of her ability for the bitterest
-disappointment such a man could feel, make White Lodge as brilliant as
-possible, dress on fifty pounds a year, and ask nothing in return but
-the liberty to study, and develop the talents she was sure she
-possessed, deeply buried as they might be. Before a week had passed, she
-had completely readjusted herself, and looked forward eagerly to several
-years of comparative quiet during which her mind should mature and make
-ready for the great discovery.
-
-But a quiet life was not for Julia, then or ever.
-
-
- II
-
-JULIA, after the light supper which she had been thankful to substitute
-for the long dinner of the past four years, wandered slowly through the
-fields drinking in that peace which descends upon Hertfordshire at
-nightfall, in all its perfection. She leaned her arms on a fence,
-enjoying the Wordsworthian landscape: the wide fields with their
-hayricks like houses, the quiet cattle, the slowly moving stream, the
-soft masses of wood melting into the low sky. The red band had faded
-behind the sharp church spire. The night moths fluttered. The stillness
-was too soft to be profound, too sweet to inspire awe.
-
-But although she loved this twilight beauty and peace of England, of
-which she had had but a taste now and again, being usually at table
-during the most poetical hour of the English day, she felt a sudden
-antagonism to it to-night, as too perfect, too finished a thing for the
-world to possess while so many of its dark problems were unsolved.
-Although she had persistently refused to study the underworld under the
-escort of Bridgit, turning instinctively from all that would shatter the
-illusions among which she chose to live, she had not been able to shut
-out bare knowledge, and Nigel’s second and fourth books had been even
-more enlightening than his first. She smiled as she thought of Nigel,
-whom she had not seen since the end of her first matrimonial vacation.
-He had left England soon after and not returned. His father, incensed at
-his avowed Socialism, and mortified at the conspicuous failure of his
-third book, an exquisite bit of pure art, had definitely renounced him,
-and he was living quietly and happily in picturesque corners of Europe.
-Julia, knowing his passionate love of beauty, envied him the power to
-gratify it, his complete surrender to the artistic life. She wondered
-why he kept on writing of the grimy horrors of England, when he might
-give the world his dreams of the wonderland beyond the Channel. To be
-sure, that unique combination of the propagandist and the artist made
-for greatness, but his last book, which she had finished only an hour
-since, had darkened her mind, and unfitted her for surrender to the
-beauty and peace of the English twilight.
-
-Why was the enlightened class so stupid? Why did it not eliminate
-poverty and the terrible pictures that must haunt every sensitive mind,
-instead of waiting for mob rule, and its inevitable sequence of a
-dictator and return to first principles? Socialism must come from above.
-When the laboring classes used the word they meant democracy, in which
-every man would have a chance to acquire riches; mere comfort and
-security, with no opportunity to loot the universal till, had no charms
-for them. Man is adventurous and greedy, and the lower his place in the
-scale, the more insensate his dreams.
-
-Nigel’s books, in their cold impersonal realism, did not inspire her
-with any great respect or liking for the poor. She knew that he was
-employing his art and his seductive story-telling faculty not only in
-the cause of humanity, but to help avert a convulsion in which his own
-class would go down. She knew that if it came to open war, a
-blood-revolution, the theories and principles of which his reason
-approved would fly off on the red winds and he would get behind the guns
-on his own side. The intellectual aristocrat may serve the cause of
-general humanity in entire honesty and conviction, but the moment class
-is arrayed against class he will fight, not with the passions of his
-brain, but of his instincts, and with that almost fanatical contempt and
-hatred of the common people when daring to assert themselves he has
-inherited with his brain cells. Nigel had admitted this freely to Julia,
-confessed that while he was keen to devote every year of his life and
-every phase of his talent to eliminating poverty, he never heard of a
-laborer’s strike which inconvenienced the public that he did not burn at
-their impudence and long for their annihilation.
-
-“But it is this duality that makes the game interesting,” he had
-concluded. “I only hope I shall never be put to the test. There are many
-other things I should enjoy writing about far more, but I always feel
-that I don’t matter in the least. If I was given a brain on top of my
-instincts, it was to advance the cause of humanity and civilization. At
-all events that is the way I see things, by such light as I possess.”
-
-He had gone on to say that he had become an advocate of Socialism
-because, so far, it was the best solution the human mind had evolved,
-but that all the artist in him lamented its lack of appeal to any part
-of man but his brain. Unpicturesque, dry, hard, but growing more
-practical and expedient year by year, if it failed eventually, it would
-only be through lack of a soul.
-
-Would Nigel be the man to find this soul? He had a measure of genius;
-why not? She felt proud of him that he could induce the thought, then,
-in a moment of hardly realized sex jealousy, wished that it might be
-discovered by some woman. Herself? Why not? But at this point she
-laughed aloud, and turned her face toward home. Banish the ugly facts of
-life. Enjoy this divine peace while it lasted.
-
-She left the field and sauntered down the crooked lane full of sweet
-scents and haunted by the white night moths. Skirting the wall that
-surrounded White Lodge, she entered by the front gates, but, loath to
-leave the twilight, mounted a stump and leaned her arms on the coping.
-The heath, a wild rolling bit of nature, mysterious in the dusk, was
-deserted but for a gypsy caravan. She remained out every night until
-dusk had melted into dark, ravished by the serene beauty of this typical
-bit of England, believing that in time it would help her to solve the
-riddle of her mind. For her soul she asked nothing, believing her
-capacity for happiness in any form to have been killed long since, but
-demanding some mental compensation more personal and permanent than
-books. If she dreamed long enough in this wonderful English twilight,
-gave her imagination rein—who could tell? And there was something more
-than a possibility that this liberty to dream and develop might spin out
-indefinitely. Even if the war with those tiresome Boers should prove as
-brief as the duke and her South African acquaintance predicted, Harold,
-deprived of other diversions, might go out to South Africa for such
-excitement and sport as the campaign would be sure to afford. And big
-game might exert its fascinations for a year or more.
-
-She lifted her head suddenly, then thrust it forward, and peered into
-the shadows on the other side of the avenue. The trees of the park were
-closely planted, and their aisles, dim at noon, were black at this hour.
-But something moved, a shadow in a shadow! Julia, who had rarely known a
-tremor of fear, felt her knees shake, her breath come short. It could
-hardly be a poacher, for the preserves were behind the house, nearly a
-quarter of a mile away; no poacher would be lurking by the park gates
-when he could slip into the coverts at a dozen points. There was a lodge
-at the gates, but it was untenanted. No one at the house could hear her,
-no matter how loudly she might call, and—and—she watched the shadows
-with dilating eyes—there was no doubt that a man moved within twenty
-yards of her.
-
-Suddenly it occurred to her that it must be one of the gypsies come to
-beg, and watching for his opportunity. She caught at the tails of her
-flying courage, and stepped out into the avenue.
-
-“What do you wish?” she asked firmly. “If you have come to beg, I have
-no money here, but you can go to the house and I will tell them to give
-you food.” Then, as there was neither answer nor movement, she added
-with a fair assumption of indifference, “You can follow me.”
-
-She started up the avenue, walking deliberately, while filled with a
-wild desire to run. For still there came no answer from the depths of
-that black plantation, nor, for a moment or two, any movement. Then she
-heard the soft crackling of twigs under a light foot, and, glancing
-irresistibly over her shoulder, saw a moving shadow. She felt her skin
-turn cold, and once more that insidious trembling attacked her limbs.
-She realized with both horror and indignation that she was in the grip
-of fear, she who had gone through earthquake and hurricane! For a moment
-mortification routed terror, gave her a momentary respite, and she
-halted and called sharply:—
-
-“Why don’t you come into the avenue? Come out at once and walk ahead of
-me.”
-
-The steps halted. There was no other answer. “Peace!” That was no word
-for a dark plantation at night! It was a silence so profound and so
-awful that it seemed to shriek. Julia clenched her shaking hands, took a
-step forward and peered into the wood. A shadow detached itself from the
-darker background and swayed deliberately.
-
-Courage fled. In full surrender to fear, the most awful sensation that
-the human nerves can experience, she dashed up the avenue. In the
-confusion of her brain she fancied that she was standing still, that her
-feet had turned to lead, that her breath had left her body. Then the
-confusion was cut by a flash of thought. It was no man there, but some
-evil spirit that haunted the plantation. As every house on Nevis and St.
-Kitts had its ghost, she had grown up in a firm and unconcerned belief
-in the visits of the dead to their ancient haunts, and Bosquith boasted
-seven ghosts. But she had never seen one, and to accept a popular creed
-and find yourself pursued by a hollow visitant in a lonely park, far
-from human support, induces mental states entirely unrelated. It might
-even be a vampire! Julia shrieked, sobbed, almost leaped, as she heard
-that light crackling of twigs not three yards behind her.
-
-Suddenly the steps ran ahead of her. Her wide staring eyes saw that
-shadow within a shadow, barely outlined, flit past among the trees, then
-stop, sway again. She sprang back among the trees on her side of the
-avenue. The shadow came slowly forward, then turned suddenly and ran
-back into the depths. Julia crouched with chattering teeth. They were
-plainly audible. So was her panting breath.
-
-Again there was silence. Julia’s body, by a mere reaction independent of
-her will, recovered its power of motion and darted up the avenue once
-more. Again that light crackling of autumn leaves. But her will showed a
-flicker of vitality, moved in the depths of her disorganized brain. She
-visualized it, as she had once seen it in a diagram, dragged it upward,
-ordered it to keep her from fainting, to hold her strength until she
-reached the garden. She could see the lights of the house. Her mind grew
-clearer. She realized that she was running like a deer. A few more
-steps! Then she heard those behind bear down upon her with the swiftness
-and noise of an express train. She was caught about the waist. As she
-lost consciousness she heard a loud guffaw.
-
-She opened her eyes, realized that she lay on a garden bench, that a
-heavily breathing creature stood beside her. For a moment she dared not
-lift her eyes, seized again with a fear that seemed to distend every
-nerve in her body, even as she felt something vaguely familiar in the
-form beside her. There was another burst of intense amusement. She
-sprang to her feet with blazing eyes and confronted her husband.
-
-“You!” she gasped. “You!”
-
-France rocked to and fro with mirth. “Yes!” he finally ejaculated. “Gad!
-I’m as much out of breath as you are—holdin’ my sides! What a lark!
-Never knew it would be such fun to frighten anybody. Rippin’ sensation.
-And you were frightened dumb, by Jove! Hardly believed it of you, but
-suddenly thought I’d try.”
-
-“You coward! You brute!” One has to be calm and detached to find
-original phrases. In moments of real emotion the time-worn and the
-ready-made dart out of the mind as naturally as thought of dinner above
-hunger. “For anything that calls itself a man—”
-
-“No insults, my lady, or I’ll do worse. It’s you are the coward—only
-time I ever got a rise out of you! Didn’t know you had any kind of
-excitement in you, by gad!”
-
-“You brute! You brute!”
-
-Julia, as much astounded as indignant, and vaguely alarmed, as she had
-sometimes been in the early months of her married life, turned to walk
-to the house in a dignified retreat. But France caught her in his arms.
-
-“No you don’t, my lady. Give me a kiss.”
-
-Then, for the first time, passion flamed in Julia. The twilight turned
-crimson. She beat him on the chest, the face, the head. She kicked him,
-and strove to unite her hands about his neck and choke him. She longed
-for a knife, for a pistol. She seethed with hatred and the desire to do
-murder. And France only laughed, and brushed off her hands with his
-great hairy ones, while with one arm he clasped her hard and rained
-kisses on her unprotected face. And he never ceased laughing with an
-intense quiet amusement, his eyes glittering as they did when he went to
-hangings, when he once had happened to witness natives tortured in the
-Congo, as they did at certain performances in Paris calculated to
-gratify the primitive lusts of man. France had always envied those
-Eastern potentates that amused themselves with the death agonies of
-their slaves just before heads were sliced off; but for him and his sort
-there are still compensations to be found in the depths of civilization.
-
-
- III
-
-MRS. WINSTONE sat in her charming drawing-room in Tilney Street, by a
-fire that cast a warm glow over her delicate good looks, further
-enhanced by a tea-gown of violet Liberty velveteen and Irish lace. The
-tea-table was beside her, and grouped about it were Mr. Pirie, Mrs.
-Macmanus, and Lord Algy—reinstated in her affections after an interval
-of fickleness; all were comfortably nibbling muffins and drinking their
-horrid mess of tea and cream while looking as gloomy as possible.
-
-It was “black week” of December, 1899. Methuen, Gatacre, and Buller had
-met with humiliating reverses in South Africa, Sir George White was shut
-up in Ladysmith with twelve thousand men, and the Boers were proving
-themselves possessed of a generalship, which, combined with the stores
-of ammunition they had been accumulating since the Jameson Raid, a
-complete knowledge of their puzzling hills, the strategic devices they
-had learned from the natives, and an indomitable spirit, had finally
-succeeded in quenching optimism in Great Britain.
-
-“Jove, you know,” said Algy, “it can’t be only that they’re on their own
-ground—cursed ground, too, you know. Fancy the beggars knowin’ how to
-fight.”
-
-Mr. Pirie crossed his legs and smiled complacently. “I flatter myself
-that I was one of the three or four men in England that anticipated
-this. Wolsely warned us. Butler warned us. We wouldn’t listen. How could
-we be expected to when the South Africans here never believed the Boers
-would fight? And here we are!”
-
-“I won’t believe it—that they can hold out a month longer,” said Mrs.
-Macmanus, resolutely. “It’s only a temporary advantage, because no
-British general would ever count upon a trickery of which he is
-incapable himself. And what is life without hope? I hated the thought of
-the war. Is it true that Bobs and Kitchener are to be sent out?”
-
-“Beginning of Chapter II. Wish I were not too old to go out. You’ll be
-volunteering, Algy, I suppose?”
-
-Lord Algy looked up with something like animation in his pale eyes.
-“Rather,” he said. “One more lump, please. Was accepted yesterday.” And
-two months later, with as little fuss, he died at Pieter’s Hill.
-
-“Oh, dear!” cried Mrs. Winstone. “What will become of us all? Fancy your
-doin’ such a thing, Algy! All the men are goin’, whether they have to or
-not. London will be too dull. Geoffrey Herbert’s regiment is under
-orders, and such ducks are in it. I wonder if Bridgit cares?”
-
-“She won’t miss him,” said Mrs. Macmanus, dryly. “She could hardly see
-less of him there than here, but she’s got a heart and no doubt would
-spare a tear if he fell.”
-
-“I’ll tell you who cares,” said Pirie, “and that’s Jones. He’s loaded
-down with Kaffirs, and is in a blue funk. Glad I unloaded when every one
-else was rushin’ at ’em—thought the war would be over in two weeks, old
-Jones did, ha! ha! He can’t get rid of a share.”
-
-“Will it matter to Ishbel?” asked Algy.
-
-“Not a bit,” said Mrs. Winstone. “She’s paid him off long since, and
-opened a dressmakin’ establishment, besides her hat shop. It’ll be just
-her luck to have all the smart people go into mournin’ at once.”
-
-“Well, thank heaven the jingoes have shut up a bit—what is the matter?”
-
-Mrs. Winstone had exclaimed, “How odd! I just saw Julia go up the
-stairs.”
-
-At the same moment a maid entered and announced that Mrs. France did not
-wish any tea, but would wait upstairs until Mrs. Winstone was free.
-
-“Tell her I’ll be with her presently, unless she’ll change her mind and
-come down. Now, what can be the matter? Come to think of it, I haven’t
-seen her since she went to White Lodge in August or September. Haven’t
-got over my disappointment yet, and preferred to forget her for a while.
-I do hope France hasn’t been misbehavin’ himself.”
-
-“You may be sure he has,” said Mrs. Macmanus; “consolin’ himself for his
-second facer—no doubt he’s heard the news from Bosquith.”
-
-“What a bore,” exclaimed Mrs. Winstone. “Julia gave me the impression
-when she first arrived in England that she’d rear at too heavy a bit;
-but she should be well broken in by this time.”
-
-“Do you think so?” asked Pirie. “That sort never is broken in.
-High-spirited filly that runs all right under a light rein, but one cut
-and she’s over the traces. She was clever enough to manage France as
-long as he was satisfied, but doubt if she’ll have any resource except
-open war when he’s been bored and disappointed long enough. Hope he’ll
-volunteer and get himself killed with the least possible delay. Front’s
-a good place for rascally husbands; and as they’re generally
-automatically brave, no matter how degenerate, let us hope for a good
-cleanin’ out of undesirable husbands before we polish off the Boers.
-Good idea! It would reconcile even Hannah to war.”
-
-“Rather. Poor Julia! You don’t mean to tell me, Maria, that you haven’t
-looked after her these three months she’s been alone with France?”
-
-“Looked after her?” cried Mrs. Winstone, indignantly. “She is a married
-woman of nearly five years’ standing, and quite able to look after
-herself. Why should I be annoyed? Do toddle along, all of you. I want to
-hear the worst at once. Come back to dinner, Algy, and give an account
-of yourself.”
-
-She went slowly up to her bedroom after her guests had gone, endeavoring
-to arrange her features into a semblance of cordiality. She deeply
-resented Julia’s failure to capture the great prize which would have
-been so useful to herself. One cannot remain young and fascinating
-forever, and if one has not riches to substitute, the next best thing is
-a wealthy relative in the peerage with whom one can always be on
-intimate terms. She and the present Duchess of Kingsborough, a good
-plain soul, but astute withal, would never hit it off. Surely, Julia, if
-she had played her cards carefully, could have kept matrimonial ideas
-out of the duke’s mind. No doubt she had antagonized him with her
-independent notions and theories, which any really clever woman always
-kept to herself. Julia, in her mind, was a failure, and Mrs. Winstone
-detested failures.
-
-But as she entered her bedroom and saw Julia standing by the hearth, she
-said brightly, “So glad to see you, dear,” and kissed the cheek
-presented to her. “Sorry you wouldn’t come in and meet my
-cronies—why—what is the matter?”
-
-Julia had turned her face to the light.
-
-“Good heavens! Are you ill? Really, you must be careful—you were thin
-and white enough already—and—and—” her irritation found vent. “Your
-clothes are not put on properly.”
-
-Julia, who had looked at her aunt with longing eyes, stiffened and said
-coldly: “Probably not. You see, I had to run away, and I dressed in a
-hurry. I could not make even the attempt until Harold had drunk a
-certain amount—and it takes a good deal—”
-
-“What on earth do you mean? Run away?” Mrs. Winstone sat down. “Surely
-you can come to town when you choose.”
-
-“I am forbidden to leave the grounds.”
-
-“But—you know, you really shouldn’t run away—this is only a mood of
-Harold’s. You should be careful to do nothing to make yourself
-conspicuous. You are not in a position to afford it. No doubt many
-ill-natured people have—laughed at you. You’ve had a frightful
-come-down, and that sort of thing always delights spiteful women—who
-envied you before. And Harold—poor thing—no doubt he guesses this—has
-wanted to keep quiet for a time. Upon my word, I think it is rather the
-decent thing to do. That is the reason I haven’t dug you out. And of
-course he is horribly disappointed—”
-
-Her fluent tongue halted, and she moved uneasily. Julia’s figure was
-rigid, but although Mrs. Winstone had addressed the window, she felt
-that those big disconcerting eyes she had never quite liked were fixed
-upon her.
-
-“Ah!” said Julia. “Disappointment? That is a mild word to apply to his
-present frame of mind, or rather the one in possession until he began
-upon his present course of consolation. His former was such that I am
-forced to leave him.”
-
-“Now—what do you mean by that?”
-
-“I mean that I am married either to a maniac or a fiend, and that if I
-remain with him long enough I shall either be killed or go mad.”
-
-“Oh! You young things are so extravagant in your expressions—and you
-never were quite like any one else. France is a bad lot more or less,
-but you have managed him wonderfully. Go on managing him, but for
-heaven’s sake don’t make a fuss.”
-
-“I’ve left him, and I shall not go back. It would be impossible to
-exaggerate. I haven’t enough imagination.”
-
-“Do you mean that he—beats you?” Mrs. Winstone hesitated over the ugly
-word. She did so hate the ugly things of life, even mere words. She felt
-nothing of the morbid curiosity another woman might have felt, but as
-long as she could not escape this confidence, better have it over as
-soon as possible.
-
-“No. For some reason he has not—yet. He locks me in a room and snaps a
-whip at me by the hour, promising that at a given moment it shall cut
-through my skin. Why he has not cut me to ribbons, I don’t know, except
-that he enjoys tormenting me mentally, and defers the other pleasure. He
-has practised every other form of mental torture he has been able to
-conceive. He wakes me up twenty times a night, flashing a light before
-my eyes, or shrieking in my ear. He makes me sit up in bed and listen to
-the most awful stories, and the bloodcurdling ones are not the worst. He
-threatens to pinch me from head to foot, but so far merely pretends
-to—”
-
-“For heaven’s sake hush! I can’t listen to such things. How does he
-treat you before the servants?”
-
-“Oh, always amiably.”
-
-“I thought so. You haven’t a leg to stand on so far as the law is
-concerned. He’d deny everything blandly, and you would be set down as an
-hysteric.”
-
-“I think he is insane.”
-
-“Possibly. That may be the explanation of Harold France. But that will
-do you no good, either, so long as he is able to hide it. Two alienists
-must see him in a condition that is, unmistakably, insanity, and sign a
-certificate to that effect. Only a short time ago the husband of an
-American friend of mine acted at times in such an eccentric manner that
-there was no doubt in the minds of those who saw him as to his state.
-But he fooled the doctors. She feared for her life, and two of her
-brothers had to come over and inveigle him on board an ocean liner—in
-the United States, it seems, they are not so particular. And quite right
-in this case, for the man is now raving.”
-
-“Do you mean to say that the laws of England will not take care of me?”
-
-“Not unless you can persuade him to beat you before the servants. Then
-you might get a separation—not a divorce without infidelity. I think
-you had best go back to Nevis.”
-
-“I’ll not do that. Mother has been angry with me for a long time. Just
-after the Tays were at Bosquith I wrote her I was unhappy and
-disappointed—and horrified. You see, Daniel Tay made me feel almost a
-child again, and I longed for my mother’s sympathy. She wrote back that
-I was a romantic and ungrateful child; that I had enough to make any
-girl happy; and that there was nothing really wrong. All men were
-nuisances. She seemed afraid I might run away and spoil her plans. Since
-then our letters have been stiff and infrequent—until the duke married,
-when she was more angry with me still. Now we don’t write at all.
-Besides, I never wish her to know of this. She may be hard, but she is
-old, and she has had disappointments enough.”
-
-“And what, may I ask, do you mean to do?”
-
-“Surely the law—”
-
-“The law will do nothing—as matters are at present. And for heaven’s
-sake keep out of the courts.”
-
-“Very well, then, I’ll go to work.”
-
-“Work?”
-
-“Yes. I intended to do that meanwhile, in any case. I went to Ishbel’s
-on the way here, but Mr. Jones is ill and I couldn’t see her. So I
-thought you would let me stay here—”
-
-“Oh, of course. But I don’t like this silly idea of yours, at all. Much
-better you go back to Nevis. That is the only real solution. People here
-will think you have merely gone to pay a visit to your mother—natural
-enough—and when you don’t return—well, people are soon forgotten in
-London.”
-
-“And I shall be comfortably buried! I shall, of course, go to Nevis
-sooner or later, but not while I am in trouble. And I never could remain
-there. After five years of England? I am as weaned as you are. I should
-die of inanition.”
-
-Mrs. Winstone got up and moved about the room restlessly. In her
-well-ordered life few problems were permitted to enter, and not only did
-she resent this sudden influx of deadly seriousness, but she practised a
-certain form of cheap “occultism” much in vogue: avoiding everything
-that contained an element of darkness, depression, and disturbance, and
-everybody that persisted in having troubles. She manufactured an
-atmosphere to keep herself young and happy much as she manufactured her
-famous expression daily before the mirror, and anchored herself so
-successfully in the warm bright shallows of life that what springs of
-emotion she may originally have possessed had dried up long since. But
-she could still feel intense annoyance, and she felt it now. Moreover,
-she was puzzled. As the tiresome creature’s only relative in England,
-she should be equally criticised if she refused her shelter and sympathy
-in her trouble, or if she identified herself with her revolt. What in
-heaven’s name was to be done? Well, this was December, and the world out
-of London. And this war would fill everybody’s thoughts if it only
-lasted long enough. She returned to her chair.
-
-“My dear! Really! What shall I say? You know I only came up for a day or
-two—on my way to a lot of visits. Came up to see Hannah, who is off for
-Rome. There are only two servants in the house. I am off again
-to-morrow; but of course you can stay here if you are sure he doesn’t
-know where you are.”
-
-“He’ll know nothing for a week.”
-
-“Ah! I have it! How clever of me! I’ll write him that I’ve packed you
-off to Nevis. That will gain time. Perhaps he’ll go there in search of
-you—”
-
-“I prefer that the law should free me fairly. I’m sick of lies.”
-
-“The law will do nothing. Put that idea out of your head. Have you any
-money in hand?”
-
-“About thirty pounds.”
-
-“The duke ought to make you a separate allowance. Possibly he would if
-you told him how matters stand, and promised to keep quiet.”
-
-“He would not believe me, not for a moment. It is his cherished fiction
-that no member of the British aristocracy can do wrong, much less a
-member of his family. He would preach, tell me that I had hysterical
-delusions, and send for Harold. I prefer him to know nothing about it.”
-
-“I won’t have you in a shop.”
-
-Julia rose.
-
-“Oh, for heaven’s sake sit down. Don’t let us talk about it any more.
-Stay here for the present. Something is sure to turn up. You’ll find it
-very dull—”
-
-“Oh!”
-
-“Did you bring any clothes?”
-
-“A portmanteau, that is all.”
-
-“Well! Better go to your room and rest. I’ll write at once to France,
-telling him that you sailed to-day. If he doesn’t read it for a week, so
-much the better.”
-
-
- IV
-
-JULIA slept the sleep of exhaustion that night. She awoke with a start,
-screaming, and cowered, before she realized that it was Mrs. Winstone
-who stood by her bed.
-
-But that lady, true to her creed, pretended not to see. “It is eleven
-o’clock,” she said lightly. “What a sleeper you are! I am off, but Hawks
-has orders to take care of you. I’ll ring for your breakfast. I’ve left
-my addresses for the next two months in my desk. But I hope you’ll get
-on. Of course I could get you invited to any of the houses, but France
-would hear of it, and my clever fiction would be spoiled—”
-
-“I could not visit. I shall be very well here. You are too kind.”
-
-Mrs. Winstone thought she was, particularly as there was not the least
-prospect of reward. A cutlet for a cutlet. However, noblesse oblige. She
-bestowed a kiss on Julia and sailed out.
-
-After her bath and breakfast Julia made a careful toilet for the first
-time in many weeks. Sometimes she had not brushed or even unbraided her
-hair for days.
-
-She telephoned to the house in Park Lane. Mr. Jones was better and Lady
-Ishbel had gone to the shop. Julia left the house immediately and drove
-to Bond Street.
-
-There were several people in the show-room. She went up to the boudoir
-which had witnessed so many gay little teas and so many confidential
-chats. It was an hour before Ishbel came running up the stairs and flung
-her arms about Julia.
-
-“You dear thing!” she cried. “How I have worried about you. You wouldn’t
-answer my notes. And you look like a ghost! I was afraid—”
-
-“You are in trouble, too. You look worn out—”
-
-“Oh, poor Jimmy! He’s ruined, and has had a stroke. There’s tragedy for
-you. How he fought—and he hated to take my jewels, poor dear. I’m
-hunting for a little house to take him to—he clings to me; it’s
-pitiful. The doctor wants him to go to a nursing home, but I couldn’t!
-I’ll do my best. And,” with a sudden dash into her more familiar self,
-“all my beaux will go to South Africa; I shall have time for my invalid.
-That’s all there is of my story. Tell me yours.”
-
-“I’ve come to take you at your word—you once promised to teach me how
-to trim hats—to help me earn my bread—”
-
-“So! It’s come! Bridgit and I have been expecting it.”
-
-Julia told her story, all that could be told, as briefly as possible.
-She was, in truth, deeply ashamed of it, and, after her aunt’s rebuff,
-felt no longer any yearning for sympathy. But Ishbel wept bitterly.
-
-“How I wish we could have rescued you in the beginning, as we planned!
-It was criminal of us to give it up.” She dried her eyes. “There! It has
-done me good to cry. Literally I have had not a moment to shed a tear on
-my own account. Of course I’ll put you to work at once, and when I get a
-little house you will live with me. It will be too nice. I’ve never had
-half enough of you. I suppose you could tear yourself away from Mrs.
-Winstone. How did she receive you?”
-
-“Oh, she’s frightfully cut up. ‘Scandal’—‘work’—I don’t know which she
-fears most. But I could see she was relieved to learn that Harold had
-kept himself inside the law.”
-
-“She must feel as if she were the author of a book called ‘The lost
-duchess!’ Well, we won’t mortify her publicly for some time. Of course
-you must stay out of the salesroom for a while, or France would trace
-you. In the workroom, no one, not even Mrs. Winstone, will be any the
-wiser. Will you come house-hunting with me?”
-
-A fortnight later, Ishbel, with that latent energy of which she betrayed
-so little in manner and appearance, had furnished a villa in St. John’s
-Wood, installed Mr. Jones and the servants, and turned over the house in
-Park Lane to the creditors. As she was obliged to keep both a valet and
-a nurse for Mr. Jones, there was no spare room for Julia, but there were
-lodgings close by, and it was arranged that she was to dine every night
-at the villa.
-
-Perhaps there is no accommodation on this round globe as dreary as a
-London suburban lodging, but Ishbel adorned the little rooms out of her
-own superfluities, and Julia was so thankful to be alone and free that
-she would have settled down to the dingy carpet and grimy furniture
-without a murmur. And she had no time to mope or think. It would be long
-before she recovered the buoyancy of her nature, for she had told Mrs.
-Winstone and Ishbel little of the horrors of those three months alone
-with her husband. But when indignities are too odious to take to the
-most intimate and sympathetic ear, the only thing to do is to banish
-them from the memory; and this Julia did to the best of her ability.
-
-She found a certain fascination in working with her hands, although she
-did not take kindly to the crowded workroom. Ishbel, who never drove any
-of her people when she could avoid it, made her hours as few as
-possible. But her seclusion was of short duration. France wrote to Mrs.
-Winstone, threatening her with the law, but, taking her communication
-literally, flung himself off to South Africa. After his departure Julia
-spent a part of each day in the show-room, although she continued to
-trim hats; her fingers proving nimble and apt, she was determined to
-learn the business. In the show-room she met many of her old
-acquaintances, and Mrs. Winstone waxed so indignant that communication
-between them ceased. The duke, who never found politics amusing when his
-party was busy exterminating mosquitoes, and who at the moment was
-wholly absorbed in his wife and in his prospects of an heir, remained at
-Bosquith for a year on end; if he thought about Julia at all, he
-supposed her to be at White Lodge.
-
-Her personal life flowed on peacefully for eight months. The past faded
-into the limbo of nightmares. She made little more than enough to pay
-for her rooms and two meals, but even had she found time to miss the
-beautiful garments she had loved, she would have had no occasion to use
-them. No one entertained. All England was in mourning. Hardly a family
-of any size but had lost one or more of its men, particularly if the men
-were officers. Ishbel’s milliners and dressmakers worked all day on
-black, nothing but black. So constant, and always sudden, was the demand
-for mourning trousseaux that she and Julia often worked at night after
-the women, worn out, had gone home.
-
-And those that had no men at the front to be killed were ashamed to
-admit it, to be out of the fashion, and swelled the demands for
-mourning. The Americans, resident in London, felt “out of it” in colors,
-and even those come on their annual pilgrimage were advised to wear
-black-and-white or dull gray. Ishbel and Julia laughed sometimes over
-their work and speculated as to the origin of other fads, but they were
-too busy and too tired for more than the passing jest. All England was
-sad enough without pretence, and worrying not only for relatives and
-friends at the front, but for the nation’s prestige. Julia and Ishbel,
-at dinner, talked of little else but the news in the evening bulletins,
-and often it was of a personal nature. Nigel Herbert had been among the
-first to volunteer, had been wounded at Vaal Kranz, recovered, and was
-fighting again, besides corresponding with one of the great dailies. Two
-of Ishbel’s admirers had died at Ladysmith, one of enteric, the other in
-a reckless sortie. Still another was in hospital with two bullets in
-him; and beyond the brief despatch which conveyed this news to the
-press, she had heard nothing. His going had solved a problem, but she
-was thankful for her work. Geoffrey Herbert had been killed at
-Paardeberg, and Bridgit had gone out to the Cape with hospital supplies.
-
-Of France not a word was heard until June 12th, when his name was among
-the list of wounded at the battle of Diamond Hill. Two months later
-Julia read of his arrival in England.
-
-
- V
-
-ON these warm August evenings Ishbel and Julia had their dinner in the
-garden under a beech tree. Ishbel’s bright courage seldom failed her,
-but she was grateful for Julia’s companionship and help during this the
-most trying period of her life, and Julia, glad to be necessary to some
-one, above all to her favorite friend, responded without any of the
-usual feminine fervors, and the harmony between them remained unbroken.
-Mr. Jones, helpless in body and bitter in mind, demanded every moment
-his wife could give him, but occasionally permitted Julia to take her
-place and read the war news aloud.
-
-Between the defeat of the Boer forces at Diamond Hill and the beginning
-of Kitchener’s “drives,” there was less demand for mourning garments;
-the war, indeed, was believed to be over. Ishbel and Julia rose later
-and left the shop earlier. Both were haggard and needed rest. They made
-a deliberate attempt to enjoy their evening meal, refusing to discuss
-immediate deaths and hypothetical disaster, and tabûing personal topics.
-There was still plenty to discuss, and so many reminiscences of officers
-that had left their lives or their looks in the South African graveyard,
-that it was easy to steer clear of private anxieties. But one evening
-after the cloth was removed and they were alone, Julia said abruptly:—
-
-“I had a letter from Harold to-day—directed to the shop. He had just
-learned that I had not gone to Nevis. He did not say who gave him my
-address—”
-
-“Yes?” The word had a fashion of flying from Ishbel’s lips at all times.
-Now she sat forward in alarm. “Yes?”
-
-“He says that I am to return to White Lodge to-morrow.”
-
-“But of course you will not!”
-
-“Of course not. I consulted a solicitor some time ago. He cannot compel
-me to live with him. On the other hand—”
-
-“Yes?”
-
-“As I am unable to get a legal separation I cannot prevent him from
-forcing himself into my rooms, annoying me in a thousand ways. He might
-even come to the shop and make a scene.”
-
-“Well, it is my shop, and I can have him put out. Did you tell the
-solicitor other things? Is there really no chance of a legal
-separation?”
-
-“He did not seem to think well of my reasons for wanting one. I could
-not bring myself to tell him much, and I have kept it in the background
-so long it seemed rather dim and flat—the little I did tell him. He
-said that mental cruelty existed largely in women’s imaginations. Then
-he consoled me by adding that if I refused to return, Harold might be
-betrayed into some overt act before witnesses, perhaps later give me
-cause for divorce. But I don’t think so. He is very cunning. His
-instinct for self-protection is almost abnormal. I told the lawyer I
-believed Harold to be insane, and he was quite shocked; said there was
-too much talk already of insanity in the great families of Britain, and
-it was doing them harm with the lower orders—intimated that it was my
-duty to keep such an affliction dark if it really had descended upon the
-house of France. When I told him I knew that at least two of Harold’s
-ancestors had been shut up for years at Bosquith, and not so long ago,
-he fairly squirmed. Then he advised me to conceal both my knowledge and
-my suspicions if I hoped for a divorce. The law is far more tender to
-its lunatics than to their victims. Harold, shut up for
-twenty—thirty—forty years would continue to be my husband on the off
-chance of his cure—while I consoled myself with the prospect of his
-release! On the other hand, if left at large he may give me cause for
-divorce. That was the only argument that appealed to me. My legal friend
-ended by advising me to return to Nevis—this, I feel sure, in the
-interests of the British aristocracy. I’d like to make over a few laws
-in this country.”
-
-“That is what Bridgit says. The women of the lower classes might almost
-as well be slaves in the Congo. They can’t divorce a merely drunken
-brute, and a legal separation does them little good. If a man wants to
-desert his family all he has to do is to go to the Midlands or the North
-and disappear in a coal mine, while his wife, unable to marry a better
-man, sinks to the dregs in the effort to support herself, perhaps half a
-dozen children. The laws in this country might have been made by Turks.
-Who ever hears of a man being punished because he is the father of the
-child a wretched girl has murdered? Oh—some day—let us hope—But we
-have the present to deal with. Have you answered France’s letter?”
-
-“Yes, I wrote him that I never should return to him, that I had had
-legal advice, that I was able to support myself, that I wished never to
-hear from him again. Also, that any further letters I received from him
-I should return unopened to his club. I did not write a page, but I
-fancy he cannot mistake my meaning.”
-
-“I am afraid he will persecute you, but you must be brave. If necessary,
-you might hide in the country for a bit, or go over to Paris for me—”
-
-“I shall stay here at work. He can do his worst.”
-
-But, alas, it was always Harold France’s good fortune to be underrated.
-Julia, well as she knew him, had never yet gauged the depth and extent
-of his resources. Some strange arrest in his mental development,
-possibly a forgotten blow during boyhood, or a prenatal check, had left
-him with a quick, cunning, malicious, scheming mind which otherwise
-might have been brilliant, unscrupulous, and resourceful in the grand
-manner. Possibly it might have been useful as well; and this may have
-been the secret of those vague angry ambitions, always seething in the
-base of his cramped brain. Whatever the cause, his mind required a
-constant grievance to feed on, and whatever his limitations, they were
-never too great to interfere with the success of his devilish purposes.
-
-Three mornings later Ishbel and Julia arrived in Bond Street at a few
-minutes before eleven. Royalty was expected at a quarter past, and as
-they ascended the stairs they were not surprised to see the forewoman,
-pale and trembling, standing at the turn. When royalty had
-arrived—unheralded—the day before, she had almost wept, and her
-assistant had succumbed and been obliged to leave the room. It was the
-first time that royalty had honored the shop in Bond Street, smart as it
-was, and when the princess left she had announced that on the morrow she
-should return with her two girls. Ishbel had felt sure that her women
-would not close their eyes during the night, and be quite unfit for the
-strain of the second visit. Therefore, she laughed merrily as she saw
-Miss Slocum’s twisted visage.
-
-“Brace up! Brace up!” she cried. “You have nearly twenty minutes yet.
-And am I not here? Mrs. France and I will wait on their royal
-highnesses—”
-
-“Oh, your ladyship,” wailed the woman. “It ain’t that—or, I mean I
-could stand it much better to-day. I’d made up my mind. No! It’s worse!”
-
-“Worse?”
-
-The woman glanced up the half flight behind her. The door leading into
-the show-room was closed. “Oh, your ladyship, there’s two awful
-creatures in there, and their royal highnesses coming in ten minutes. I
-told them to go—”
-
-“But I don’t understand. Every one has a right to come here. I can’t
-have any of my customers put out for royalty. I am not being honored by
-a call. This is a shop—”
-
-“Oh, yes, my lady, but you don’t understand. You’ve never had this
-sort—”
-
-“What sort?”
-
-The woman’s voice quavered and broke. “Tarts, my lady. Regular
-Piccadilly trotters, that’s what!”
-
-Ishbel was as dismayed as the woman could wish. Followed by her equally
-horrified friend she brushed the forewoman aside, ran up the stair, and
-entered the show-room. The large windows, open to the gay subdued roar
-of Bond Street, let in a flood of mellow sunshine. The square room, not
-too large, and with a mere suggestion of the First Empire in its wall
-paper and scant furniture, was a severe yet delicate background for the
-most charming hats ever seen in London. Of every shape and size, but
-each touched with a fairy’s wand, these harbingers of autumn, hopefully
-prismatic, and mounted on slender rods, seemed to sing that woman’s face
-was naught without its frame, and that in them alone was the problem of
-the floating decoration solved.
-
-But alas! no such fantasie was in the air this morning. “Creatures,” in
-truth! Two females, loudly dyed, rouged, blackened, bedecked in cheap
-finery, were overhauling hats, mantles, and chiffons, despite the
-protests of the livid assistant. Ishbel went directly up to the largest
-and most aggressive.
-
-“I am so sorry,” she said with her sweet remote smile and her bright
-crisp manner, “but I must ask you to go. Some other time I shall be most
-happy to show you the things, but just now everything must be put in
-order as quickly as possible. I am expecting patrons who are in town
-only for the moment. As you see, this room is not very large. Be quick,
-Jeannie, will you?”
-
-She turned her back on the two women, but the largest walked
-deliberately round in front of her.
-
-“I say,” she said, “are you the boss?”
-
-“I am—Jeannie—”
-
-“I say. What’s a shop for if ladies can’t call and see things? Is this a
-private shop for your friends?”
-
-“No, but this morning is exceptional. I really must ask you to go—” she
-glanced at the clock. It was nearly ten minutes past eleven, and royalty
-was hideously prompt. “I dislike being rude, but I must ask you to go at
-once.”
-
-“Really, now!” The woman sat herself on the little sofa before the
-mantel and spread out her gaudy skirts. “I ain’t going to be put out.
-Brass is brass, and mine’s as good as any. Wot you say, Frenchie?”
-
-“That’s what.” Her partner was holding a large hat on her uplifted arm,
-and twirling it from side to side. “And I want a hat. Don’t mind trying
-’em all on, one by one.”
-
-“If you don’t go at once, I shall call the police.”
-
-“Police? Wot for? Ain’t we behaving ourselves proper? I call that libel,
-I do.”
-
-At this moment the door, which Ishbel had taken care to close, flew
-open, and royalty entered, followed by two slim young daughters. The
-eyes of the lady on the sofa bulged, but her presence of mind did not
-desert her. She sprang to her feet and threw her arm round Ishbel’s
-waist.
-
-“Your hats are too sweet, dearie,” she exclaimed. “I shall take four
-to-day and come back to-morrow—”
-
-At the same moment the other woman, who had dropped the hat, lit a
-cigarette.
-
-Royalty gasped, made a motion not unlike that of a mother hen when she
-spreads her wings to protect her chicks from a sudden shower, then
-shooed her girls out and down the stairs.
-
-Ishbel made no motion to detain her. No explanation was possible. She
-saw ruin, but she merely removed her waist from the embrace of the woman
-and turned her white composed face upon both of the invaders.
-
-“Will you explain what spite you have against me?” she asked.
-
-“Oh!” cried Julia, passionately. “Can’t you see? France has sent them.”
-
-“Right you are, dearie,” said the younger cocotte, smoking comfortably.
-“And here we stay till you pack up and go home to your lawful husband.
-Lucky you are to have one. Oh, yes, my lady, you can call in the
-bobbies, but this is the middle of Bond Street, and we’ll raise such a
-hell of a row as we’re being dragged out there won’t be anybody else
-coming up here in a hurry.”
-
-Julia turned to her. “If I leave this shop and promise never to return,
-will you agree to do the same?”
-
-“If you go back to your husband. If you don’t, here we, and more of us,
-come every day, unless, of course, her ladyship has us put out! Your
-leaving the shop won’t help matters any. You go back to White Lodge.
-France is an old pal of mine, but it isn’t often we see his brass. Jolly
-lark this is, too.”
-
-“Very well,” said Julia. “I shall go.”
-
-“You shall not!” cried Ishbel, passionately. “My business is ruined in
-any case. We can go to America—”
-
-“And leave Mr. Jones? He is dependent upon you for shelter. Your
-business is not ruined. Of course the princess will not come again, but
-you have powerful friends that will explain to her and prevent the story
-from spreading—”
-
-“Right you are. France ain’t aiming to spite her. But he’ll ruin every
-friend you’ve got unless you go home, double quick.”
-
-“I shall go this afternoon.” And Julia ran down the stairs and out of
-the building before Ishbel could detain her.
-
-
- VI
-
-JULIA took a closed fly at Stanmore, and in the avenue of White Lodge
-her eyes moved constantly from one window to the other. But on this
-bright hot afternoon there was neither sound nor motion in the woods.
-She feared that the house might be without servants, but as the fly
-entered the garden she saw that the windows were open and that smoke
-rose from the kitchen chimney. White Lodge was built round three sides
-of a shallow court, and after dismissing the fly, she attempted to open
-the door on her right, as it was close to the stair which communicated
-with the hallway outside her own rooms. But this door was locked. So
-apparently were the central doors, but the one opposite and leading into
-the dining room was open, and not caring to ring and announce herself,
-she crossed the court and entered; although this meant that she must
-traverse the entire house to reach the comparative shelter of her own
-apartment. The large rooms were full of light, but she was nearly ten
-minutes arriving at her destination, for she opened every door warily,
-and explored dark corridors with her eyes before she put her foot in
-them. But even on the twisted stair she met no one, and the house was as
-silent as the wood.
-
-When she entered her boudoir, she saw that the door leading into her
-bedroom was closed. For a moment she was grateful, as it was a room of
-hideous memories, and she intended to sleep on her wide sofa as long as
-she was obliged to remain at White Lodge. Then she remembered that its
-inner door led into France’s rooms, and that she intended to move a
-heavy piece of furniture across it.
-
-She opened the door cautiously and looked in. This room was very dark
-and close; the heavy curtains were drawn across the windows. By such
-light as she had let in she could define nothing but shapeless masses of
-heavy furniture, not an outline; it would have been difficult to tell a
-man from a bedpost. She was about to close the door and ring for a
-servant when the one opposite opened and the big frame of her husband
-seemed to fill the sudden panel of light. There was not a key in the
-boudoir, nor time to move furniture. Julia retreated behind a table.
-
-France crossed the inner room at his leisure and entered. Julia almost
-relieved the tension of her feelings by laughing aloud. Every man that
-had come back from the Boer war looked ten years older, but she had seen
-no one before that looked ridiculous as well. Not only were his stiff
-hair and moustache gray and his bony face gaunt, but the copper color of
-the tan he had acquired during the months preceding his weeks in
-hospital clung to his pallid face in patches, making him look as if
-afflicted with some foul disease; and he had lost a front tooth. His
-glassy eyes, however, were less dull, and moved restlessly.
-
-“Howd’y do?” he said. “Didn’t expect you till to-night or to-morrow.
-Good girls! Good girls!”
-
-He was about to turn the corner of the table when he paused abruptly and
-his jaw fell. He found himself looking into the barrel of a small
-revolver.
-
-“Sit down,” said Julia. “I’m willing to talk to you for a few moments,
-but if you come a step nearer, I’ll shoot.”
-
-France made a movement as if he would spring. The pistol advanced, and
-he stood staring into the thing. He was a brave man on the battlefield,
-but he had never looked into the mouth of a firearm at close range, and
-he disliked the sensation it induced. He gave a loud laugh and sat down.
-
-“Oh, well, my lady, have your dramatics. I can wait. What’ve you got to
-say? Seems to me you should have a good deal. Nice pair of liars you and
-your aunt!”
-
-Julia took the chair directly opposite his.
-
-“I have come back—”
-
-“Oh, I say! That thing will go off. Pistols were not made for women to
-fool with.”
-
-Julia put the pistol in her lap.
-
-“I have returned to White Lodge to protect Ishbel, and for no other
-reason. Your plot was fiendish, and you won out. But I win now. I shall
-not leave you again, but I shall be my own mistress. I shall no longer
-call you names nor attempt to make you understand how I loathe you, but
-if you ever enter my rooms again or attempt to touch me, here or
-elsewhere, I shall shoot you without further notice!”
-
-“Oh, you will! And how long do you think you can keep that sort of
-heroics up? You’ve got to sleep, and there’s not a key in your rooms.”
-
-“There will be to-morrow. I left orders with the locksmith in Stanmore.
-I need not sleep to-night, and I shall meet him when he comes, and stand
-guard with this pistol. You interfere at your peril.”
-
-“And do you think that keys can keep me out?”
-
-“I shall use both keys and heavy pieces of furniture. You cannot enter
-without making noise enough to rouse me. And if you succeeded, you would
-gain nothing. I can always kill myself. I would boil in oil before you
-should ever touch me again.”
-
-“You are hard for such a young ’un,” muttered France. “Gad, your eyes
-are like ice!” He made a motion as if to cover his own eyes, but they
-flashed with exultation, and he dropped his hand.
-
-“Look here,” he said. “You can’t get the best of me. I gave you to
-understand there was to be no compromise. You were to come back to me,
-or your Ishbel would be ruined. Well, that’s what I meant. You chuck
-that pistol, and you do everything else I tell you to do, or I send
-those tarts back to the shop.”
-
-“I can do no more to protect Ishbel than I have done already. But I
-shall not live to see my best friend disgraced and ruined.”
-
-“Curse you!” shouted France. “Curse you!”
-
-“Now suppose you listen to me a moment. Since you left England I have
-consulted not only a solicitor but an alienist—”
-
-“A—a—what—”
-
-“I believe you to be mad—”
-
-“Don’t! Don’t!” France’s face was gray and loose. His eyes rolled with
-terror.
-
-But Julia went on remorselessly, pressing the suggestion home.
-
-“The doctor told me that it might be years before you would develop
-acute mania. Unfortunately, your rotten spot has not developed the lust
-to kill, or you would easily be got rid of. You can practise your former
-methods of cruelty on me no more, but let this fact compensate you—keep
-you quiet. Use it as a cud; chew on it and exult. It should satisfy you
-for the rest of your life. This is it: you have destroyed my youth, you
-have killed my soul, you have ruined my power of enjoyment in anything,
-you have left me nothing but a mind to carry me through the rest of my
-days. Even if you had died in Africa, I should never have given even a
-thought to loving and being loved like other women. For me you symbolize
-man and all the horrors that are in him. I live because my mind compels
-it, and because my mother is still alive. If this statement does not
-give you food for gloating, if you are incapable of understanding what I
-mean, then—” She laid her pistol on the table again and tapped it
-significantly.
-
-But France took no notice of the pistol. He was staring at her with his
-jaw relaxed, and his eyes still full of horror.
-
-“Did—didn’t—he say I might never go mad?”
-
-“So you have thought of it yourself?”
-
-“No—no—not really. But out there when I lay all night on that cursed
-veldt, and expected to die before they found me—I thought—thought—I
-had gone pretty far here, even for me—No! No! _No!_ I never really
-thought it—it was only when I came to in hospital I was jolly glad to
-find that it had only been delirium—any one might mistake
-delirium—curse you, you red-headed witch! I had forgotten all about
-it.”
-
-“And do you suppose that even if you had no inherited tendency to
-insanity, you could go the pace you did, do the things you have done for
-years, and not rot your brain—”
-
-“How many men go the pace—”
-
-“Not yours. If you hadn’t compelled me to return to you, I should have
-had you watched—”
-
-“You mean to say you’d lock me up—”
-
-“I shouldn’t waste a minute. You ought to be locked up on general
-principles. It’s a half-baked civilization that permits you and your
-sort to be at large. Strange laws! Strange justice!”
-
-France gathered himself together and stood up, but he leaned heavily on
-the table. “You’ve got your revenge,” he said thickly. “Nothin’ I ever
-did crueller to you or any one than tell a man his brain’s rotten—and
-makin’ him believe it! Oh, God! Those eyes! If ever I do go mad, I’ll
-see nothing else.”
-
-“Better think no more about it.” Julia, having subdued her keeper, felt
-a pang of remorse and pity. “Take my advice and go to Bosquith for the
-shooting—”
-
-“And see that brat?”
-
-“The duke will think the more of you. Remember he is not compelled to
-allow you a thousand a year. He has a sensitive vanity, and resents lack
-of attention. Besides, the sport will do you good.”
-
-“And you?”
-
-“I shall stay here.”
-
-“And never leave the place?”
-
-“I shall go to London for the day whenever I choose, and I shall ride
-and walk about the country. I have no desire to see any of my
-neighbors.”
-
-“Very well. I’ll go. I’ve got to pull myself together. I can’t do it
-here. I’m still off my feed, or you wouldn’t have bowled me over like
-this. Before I come back, I’ll have thought out how to deal with you—”
-
-Julia tapped the pistol again. “I have five others. I shall conceal them
-in different parts of the house, and carry this always.”
-
-France gave a strangled cry and began to curse, with reviving
-enthusiasm.
-
-Julia rose and leaned across the table.
-
-“Be careful,” she said softly. “Keep calm. You are forty-six, your heart
-is not good, and blood cannot surge through your brain much longer with
-impunity. Unless you choose to court apoplexy—”
-
-But France had bolted from the room. An hour later he was on his way to
-Bosquith.
-
-
- VII
-
-HE didn’t return for a month. During that time Julia did not go to
-London. She was glad to be alone and to rest. For the first time she
-realized how tired she was, and enjoyed lying in bed late and being
-waited on. She felt as hard as she appeared to France, and cynically
-made up her mind to select from life such of its physical and mental
-pleasures as she could command and enjoy, since personality was denied
-her. She saw no hope in the future except the preservation of her bodily
-and mental integrity. Whatever else France might compel her to do, or
-however live, she must submit, as she could not spend her life
-flourishing a pistol. Now that she had found herself, knew that she no
-longer feared him, she guessed that he would take no further pleasure in
-frightening her; but the mere fact of his presence in the house year
-after year was enough to turn her into a mere shell. That she was
-already one she did not quite believe, despite her bitter declaration,
-for she knew the tenacity of youth and the buoyancy of her nature; but
-ten—twenty—thirty years!
-
-And how long would her nerves last? To be forced to live under the same
-roof with a man whose mere glance made her nerves crawl was bad enough,
-but to sleep night after night, for months on end (save when she could
-persuade him to visit), a few yards from a possible lunatic, must wear
-down the stoutest defences of will and reason. There was a double cause
-for sleeping with one pistol under her pillow and another under a book
-on the table beside her bed. The situation had something of grim humor
-in it as well as adventurous excitement, and Julia shrugged her
-shoulders and felt grateful that she had inherited her mother’s nerves.
-
-But she thought as little as possible, since thinking did no good.
-Moreover, in years she was young, and although her spirit was curdled
-and dark at present, its quality was fine and high; and for such spirits
-life is rarely long enough to bury hope, save for brief moments, alive.
-
-For the present she read and walked and rode, her surface contentment
-increased by the cheering news from Ishbel that one of her powerful
-aunts, who was a personal friend of the outraged royal lady, had made a
-satisfactory explanation; and the princess, to signify her forgiveness
-and sympathy, had ordered several hats sent to her for inspection. It
-was not to be expected that she would risk a second shock by venturing
-into the shop in Bond Street again, but she was a conscientious soul,
-always recognizing the duties toward mere mortals imposed upon those of
-divine origin; and as discretion was a part of her equipment, the story
-never got about town. Ishbel’s business was saved. But it was a long
-time before Julia dared to enter that shop again.
-
-She heard France return, late one night. She rose at once, put on her
-dressing-gown, and sat on the edge of her bed-sofa, waiting. But
-although he made an even greater noise and fuss than usual, summoning
-the entire staff of servants from their beds to wait on him, and spent
-at least an hour in the dining-room, he did not pass her door.
-
-She met him on the following day in the living-room, a few moments
-before luncheon. He greeted her with an almost regal courtesy, asked
-after her health, and then preceded her into the dining-room. During the
-meal, although he looked the personification of serene amiability, he
-did not address a remark to her. Julia, puzzled but relieved, noted that
-he looked far better than when he had gone to Bosquith, that his hands
-were steadier, and that he drank nothing. At the end of the meal he rose
-with a slight bow as if dismissing her—from his thoughts, no
-doubt!—and left the room without smoking. It was probable that he was
-nursing his nerves.
-
-The next day she learned that he had bought a string of hunters and a
-pack of fifty couples. A corresponding number of grooms and helpers
-appeared in the stables, as well as a pack huntsman, a kennel huntsman,
-and whippers-in. Hunting is the most expensive luxury, counting out
-dissipations, in which an Englishman can indulge, and Julia wondered at
-his sudden extravagance. True, he had never stinted himself in anything,
-and he was one of the best-dressed men in England, but, then, he had
-always schemed to make some one else pay, and since his social
-restoration his tailor had “carried” him. Relieved as she was at his
-avoidance of her, and to be excused from making conversation at the
-table, curiosity overcame her in the course of a week, and one night at
-dinner, when the servants had left the room, she asked him if he had
-joined the Hertfordshire.
-
-“I have,” he said graciously.
-
-“I thought hunting was so terribly expensive.”
-
-“What of that?” he asked, with his new grand air. “Whatever is due my
-position I am not likely to forget.”
-
-He uttered this copy-book sentiment, so different from his usual loose
-slang, as if he had rehearsed it, and Julia began to perceive that he
-had cut out a new rôle for himself, and was wearing it with his usual
-methodical consistency.
-
-“But can you afford it? You know this is a matter which does not admit
-of debt—”
-
-“I am not in the habit of being catechised, but I am willing to gratify
-you. I satisfied myself at Bosquith that neither my cousin nor his child
-has many months to live.”
-
-“But I heard that the child was healthy, and that the duke was
-uncommonly well.”
-
-“They are both in the last stages of tuberculosis, Bright’s disease, or
-diabetes, I have not made up my mind which. And I also satisfied myself
-that Margaret will have no more children.”
-
-“Oh! I see. Then you expect to succeed shortly.”
-
-“Within a year.”
-
-“Then perhaps when you have what you’ve always most wanted in life, you
-will let me go my own way.”
-
-For the first time his glassy eyes lit a small sinister torch, although
-they did not meet hers. They had not met hers since his return.
-
-“You will be my duchess and do your little to support the prestige of
-the great house into which you have had the good fortune to marry. If
-you leave me, or in any way bring discredit upon me and my family, you
-know one penalty. Others you will learn if you cause me even the
-lightest displeasure.”
-
-Julia laughed outright. “Really, Harold, you were about the only man I
-had never thought funny—for good and sufficient reasons! Now you are
-too absurd, with your airs of superiority over the mere female, and your
-new rôle of stage lord. You were more impressive when you were the
-ordinary male brute, for at least you were natural. You never were
-intended for an actor.”
-
-“Actor?” His tones were still even. It seemed impossible to ruffle him.
-“I have told you that I expect to be Duke of Kingsborough in six
-months.”
-
-“Even so. What duke do you know that puts on such airs? Even
-Kingsborough pretends to be simple and democratic.”
-
-“The great peers of England have made a mistake in affecting a democracy
-it is impossible they should feel. They have only lowered the dignity of
-their position. I propose to raise it. When I am Kingsborough, I shall
-restore the ancient glories of Bosquith, and live as the old feudal
-lords lived, with an army of retainers, and a tenantry to whom my
-lightest word is law. I shall entertain as kings have forgotten how to
-entertain, and in no village on my estates anywhere shall an election
-ever be held again.”
-
-“Good Lord! Do you fancy you can turn back the clock? This is the
-twentieth century.”
-
-“I am not the only one who believes that the clock will turn back—to
-absolute monarchy. It is the only solution—barring Socialism—if we are
-to escape mob rule.”
-
-This was the one thoughtful remark he had made, and she looked at him
-with a trifle less suspicion, then remembered having read an intensely
-conservative article in one of the reviews, not long since. She had left
-it in the library, she recalled. But it was odd that he should open a
-review. She had never known him to read anything but French novels and
-the _Pink ’Un_. Was he trying to educate his mind, late in life? Far be
-it from her to discourage him, even if it did lead to impossible dreams.
-She rose from the table.
-
-“Well, it will be picturesque,” she said. “I suppose I shall wear gold
-brocade to breakfast—”
-
-“I have not risen,” said France, in an even remote tone.
-
-“Oh? What? Are you practising on me?”
-
-France turned almost purple. But he made no reply. He merely rose with
-great dignity and left the room. Julia watched him cross the court with
-as much interest as amusement. His back was imposing, regal. Nature
-certainly had started in a lavish mood to fashion him, then suffered
-from a fit of spleen when she finished his shoulders, and vented it on
-his head—without and within! Poor devil, what mortifications awaited
-him! For the moment she forgot the bitter debt she owed him.
-
-
- VIII
-
-ON the following day, at luncheon, France remarked:—
-
-“I shall leave cards on the county. When they are returned, no one will
-be admitted. I do not wish you to have any relations with my neighbors.”
-
-“I haven’t the least desire to have any relations with our neighbors.”
-
-“And you will exercise on foot hereafter. I shall want all the mounts.”
-
-“Very well.”
-
-“If you wish to go to London, you will walk to Stanmore. I have given
-orders at the stables that none are to be taken from you, and the
-servants will take none to Stanmore.”
-
-“Very well.”
-
-Julia looked up, and their eyes met for the first time. In his was the
-strange glitter that had terrified her early in her married life and
-with which she had grown horribly familiar during her previous sojourn
-at White Lodge. It was an expression of utterly soulless mirth, such, no
-doubt, as lit the eyes of savages while watching their victims at the
-stake. She saw at once that he was devising new methods of tormenting
-her and debated whether it would be wiser to laugh at him or to let him
-think he was accomplishing his purpose. Being now poised and entirely
-without fear, it was her disposition to reveal herself, if only as a
-compensation for what he had made her suffer; but, on the other hand,
-she wanted what peace she could get; she felt no desire to vary the
-monotony of her life by egging him on to a point where, in spite of her
-pistols and her courage, he could easily, with his devilish resource,
-make her life unbearable. She believed that if she possessed her soul in
-patience, he would weary of the game and leave, even if he did not
-fulfil her hopes and go quite out of his mind first. She decided to
-temporize, and dropped her eyes.
-
-“You make my life very hard, but I can only submit,” she murmured.
-
-“I wish you never to forget that you are, so to speak, a prisoner of
-state.”
-
-Julia controlled her muscles and replied demurely:—
-
-“The king commands. I have only to obey. I shall probably expire of
-ennui, but, after all, I am only a woman, so what matter?”
-
-“Quite so!”
-
-Julia raised her lashes. The dancing glitter in his eyes was appalling.
-There was no doubt in her mind at that moment that his complete loss of
-reason was but a question of months. So much the better if she must
-merely humor a madman; that, at least, was “managing” without loss of
-self-respect. She sighed, and looked wistfully out of the window.
-
-“I suppose you do not intend to permit me to follow the hounds?”
-
-“Certainly not. I intend that you shall remain within the walls of White
-Lodge for the rest of your life and do nothing.”
-
-“Oh, very well.”
-
-Having banished all expression from her eyes, she looked at him again.
-This time he was regarding her with condescension and approval. “You may
-go to your room,” he said.
-
-She thanked him and retired in good order.
-
-He did not address her again for quite a month. Then he informed her
-that there would be a large hunt breakfast at the house on the following
-morning, and commanded her to appear. He had already entertained a
-number of red-coated men at breakfast, and Julia wondered at their
-complaisance in admitting him to something like intimacy; for, in spite
-of the position he had enjoyed for a time as a respectable benedict and
-heir to a dukedom, he had never made a friend, and it was patent that he
-was swallowed with many grimaces. But she guessed that noblesse oblige
-had much to do with it. The man had been accepted when placed in a
-position by his powerful relative to press home his social rights;
-therefore, was it impossible, in his fallen fortunes, to retreat to
-their old position, unless he proved himself a flagrant cad. Besides, he
-had fought bravely in South Africa, and personal courage and patriotism
-compensate for many shortcomings. Moreover, he was an admirable
-cross-country rider. He was safe enough for the present.
-
-She dressed herself with some excitement on the following morning, for
-it was long since gayety of any sort had entered her life. But when she
-stood in her house gown among some twenty men and women in pink coats
-and riding habits, all chattering of the prospective meet, and of the
-one two days before, she felt sadly out of it, and wished she had been
-permitted to remain in seclusion. It was nearly two years since she had
-presided at a hunt breakfast, and then she had worn her own habit, and
-been as keen for the chase as any of her guests. But as she stood with a
-group of women waiting for breakfast to be announced, and answering
-polite questions, assuring her indifferent neighbors that her frail
-health alone forbade her joining them in the field, she was astonished
-to find that she did not envy them, nor did she feel the least desire to
-race across the country after a frantic fox. It seemed such a futile
-attempt at self-delusion in the matter of pleasure. What had come over
-her? Had she seen too much of the serious side of life during her eight
-months in London?
-
-If she had wondered at France’s benevolence in permitting her to meet
-his guests and preside at his table, she was not long receiving
-enlightenment. They sat opposite each other in the table’s width, and
-before ten minutes had passed, he opened upon her batteries which hardly
-could be called masked. She had almost forgotten him, and was laughing
-merrily at a sally of the good-natured youth who sat on her left, when
-France leaned across the table and said softly:—
-
-“Not so loud, my dear. You have forgotten your manners this last year.
-This is not Nevis.”
-
-Julia was so completely taken by surprise that to her intense annoyance
-she colored violently. But she instantly understood his new tactics, and
-blazing defiance on him, regardless of consequences, turned to her
-neighbor. Whatever she might submit to in private, pride commanded that
-she hold her own in public.
-
-But every time that she answered a remark addressed to her by some one
-opposite, his dry sarcastic glance crossed hers, and once he said,
-raising his voice: “Workin’ in a bonnet shop doesn’t improve manners, by
-Jove. But my wife is only a child yet, and my cousin Kingsborough and
-Lady Arabella worked too hard over her not to have been rewarded if she
-could have remained with them. Of course, I’m only a rough sailor.”
-
-There was an intense and painful pause after this speech, although Julia
-paid no attention, and once more permitted her musical laugh, not the
-least of her charms, to ring out. She fancied this was the last time the
-county would honor White Lodge, but shrewdly surmised that it was the
-last time they would be invited. They had been brought together to
-satisfy her husband’s passion for inflicting torment.
-
-And not once did he betray himself. He looked superior, tolerant,
-lightly annoyed, but never vicious. His guests pronounced him a cad by
-the grace of God, but too great an ass to know what he was up to. They
-had long since accepted the fact that he was off his head about his
-wife; and, although this was damned uncomfortable, could only conclude
-that he was trying in his blundering way to apologize for her; why,
-heaven only knew, as she could give him cards and spades on breeding.
-Julia secretly hoped that he would suddenly lose his self-control and
-burst out in a torrent of abuse, but France still had sentinels posted
-at every turn in his brain, and played his part throughout the breakfast
-without an instant’s lapse. He laughed tolerantly whenever he caught her
-making an observation or airing an opinion, but it was not until just
-before they rose from the table that he made another attack. The
-incessant sporting talk had ceased for a moment, and some one had
-mentioned Nigel Herbert’s books, apropos of his fine record in South
-Africa.
-
-“Is he goin’ to hammer away at Socialism for the rest of his life?”
-asked one of the young women. “Awful bore, because he’s an old pal of
-mine, and I’d like to read him. Do use your influence, Mrs. France. He
-thinks a towerin’ lot of your opinion.”
-
-“Oh, now! now!” broke in France. “Don’t encourage my little wife in any
-of her nonsense. She’s straight, all right, but an awful little goose
-about men. Hope you haven’t turned her head, Lansing,” addressing the
-young man beside her. “She’s only a child yet, and devoted to me, but I
-don’t want to be teased noon and night for a new toy.”
-
-“By God,” muttered one of the men, “let’s take him to the duck pond.
-Serves us right for coming here. Wish I’d opposed his election. Silly
-asses, all of us. Leopards don’t change spots. But she’s a brick.”
-
-Julia, at least, had won the admiration of the company by her attitude,
-after the first attack, of serene unconsciousness. She might have been
-deaf and blind, and at the same time there was no betraying note of
-defiance in her voice or flash in her eyes. It was impossible to call
-France cruel, but the guests, as they filed out, and got on their mounts
-as quickly as possible, voted that it must be harder to be shut up with
-a bounder like that than to have lost the prospect of being a duchess.
-
-After they had gone, and Julia had brought the angry blood from her head
-by a long tramp in the opposite direction, she recalled a visit she had
-once paid with France to the castle of a young peer of the realm who had
-married a wealthy American girl for whom he had conceived an intense
-dislike. This man had appeared to take a peculiar pleasure in mortifying
-his wife in company, by an irresistible play of wit directed at herself.
-Julia had felt a passionate sympathy for the helpless young duchess, who
-had neither the subtlety of tongue nor the bad manners of the man who
-was spending her money, and had expressed her wrath to France in no
-measured terms. France forgot nothing. When he felt the time had come
-for a new weapon, he selected one that is in every husband’s armory,
-and, although he used it clumsily, possessing nothing of the young
-duke’s cold irony and glancing wit, there was no chance that it should
-miss its aim.
-
-Julia was apprehensive that France, irritated at his failure to provoke
-her to retort, if not to tears, might seek other vengeance. But when
-they met on the following day it was evident by the expression of his
-eyes that he was quite satisfied. The arrogance of his manner, indeed,
-led her to suspect that his faith in himself was too great to recognize
-failure if it sprang at him, and for small mercies she was thankful.
-
-It was nearly three months before he addressed another remark to her
-beyond polite phrases calculated to impress the servants. But one
-morning, shortly after the first of the year, he sent her word that he
-wished her presence in the library. She went at once and found him
-sitting before the table in a magisterial attitude. Before him was a
-long itemized bill.
-
-“You have been ordering books,” he said in a voice of cutting reproof,
-as if speaking to a dependant who must be shown his place. “I gave you
-no permission to run up bills of any sort.”
-
-“I have always ordered books—for years, at least—it did not occur to
-me.”
-
-This time Julia was deeply mortified, and showed it as plainly as he
-could wish.
-
-“You pretend to loathe me—your own word—and yet you are not too proud
-to run up bills for me to pay.”
-
-Julia’s gorge rose, and her humiliation fled. “You compel me to live
-with you, and I am entitled to compensation. Besides, after all, you are
-my husband and I see no reason why you should not pay my bills. If you
-permit me to live away from you, that is another matter. I had nothing
-charged to you while I was earning my living.”
-
-“If you want books, my lady, you can write to your mother for the money
-to pay for them. Silly ass I was to marry a girl without a penny. Who
-else would have married you if I hadn’t, and you thrown at my head? You
-ought to be thankful for bread and butter and a roof. No girl has a
-right to marry a man in my position unless she brings him her weight in
-gold.”
-
-“What a pity I shall cost you so much when I’m a duchess,” said Julia,
-mildly. “You would better let me go at once.”
-
-“When you are a duchess, you’ll have clothes, but you’ll have no books,
-and no more liberty than you have here. As for this bill, I’ll pay
-it—when I get ready—but I shall write to-day and tell them that you
-have no further credit. You can go now.”
-
-Julia, as she left the room, felt dismayed for the first time. What
-should she do without books? The winter was very wet, and English
-winters are very long, and often wet. She was forced to remain indoors a
-good deal; and to sit and hold her hands!
-
-In the course of another month she found a new cause for uneasiness.
-Several times she awakened suddenly in the night and listened to heavy
-breathing outside her door; and when France was unable to hunt he
-prowled unceasingly about the house in the daytime. It was all very well
-to wish he would go quite out of his mind, but to be forced to accompany
-him through the various stages might be too great an ordeal even for her
-sound nerves.
-
-
- IX
-
-SHE stood one morning at her window, staring out at the rain. She had
-evaded the question for days, but she faced it now. What was she to do?
-She had always despised women with nerves, the strong fibre of her brain
-and the steel frame in her apparently frail body balancing her otherwise
-abundant femininity. When women had complained to her of nerves, cried
-out that they hated life, she had felt like an entomologist looking at
-specimens on a pin. When they had demanded sympathy she had asked them
-why, if they didn’t like their life, they didn’t go out and make
-another. Bridgit and Ishbel had done it, and she had heard of many
-others, although few of these were in her own class. Had not her sense
-of fate been so strong, she should have gone herself years ago.
-
-These superfluous women had not taken kindly to her advice, and when she
-had added that strength was the greatest achievement of the human
-character, they had merely stared at her. These confidences had not been
-many, but one woman had replied petulantly that politics and charities
-were not in her line, and one had reminded her gently that a woman did
-not always hold her fate in her hands. She had despised this woman more
-than any of the others. In her youthful arrogance and consciousness of
-powers of some sort, she had equal contempt for the woman who submitted
-to detested conditions, and for the man who was too poor to keep up his
-position and yet grumbled, without seeking the obvious remedy.
-
-But her spirit was chastened. She had discovered one woman, at least,
-that was quite helpless, and it seemed to her highly ironic that this,
-of all women, should be herself. She had felt her independence so keenly
-during the eight months she had earned her bread, working as hard as any
-of her humble associates, after she had persuaded Ishbel that she was
-broken in. She had often been tried to the point of fainting, for she
-had been accustomed always to the open-air life, and it would take more
-than eight months and a strong will to make a well-oiled machine of her;
-but she had persisted, never thought of looking for easier work, always
-rejoicing in her liberty and in the independent spirit that had bought
-it. Moreover, she had formed the habit of work, and soon after her
-return to White Lodge she had begun almost automatically to wish for a
-regular occupation of some sort. She had understood then why Ishbel
-loved her business as she never had loved society and its pleasures. But
-after she had made over all the clothes she had left behind at her
-flight, and retrimmed all her hats, she realized that there is no joy to
-be got out of useless work; with the exception of the hunt breakfast she
-had not even crossed the path of one of her neighbors. Her evening gowns
-alone had proved necessary, as France, the day after his return, had
-issued an edict that she was to dress for dinner.
-
-She had by no means forgotten her old desire to write, but although she
-had essayed it more than once, particularly during the past month, she
-could rouse her mind to no vital interest in fiction, although she had
-come upon themes enough during her sojourn in the world. She wondered if
-such productive faculties as she may have been born with had withered
-under the blight of her married life; not knowing that the genius for
-fiction survives the death of every illusion, being, as it is, quite
-outside the range of personality and watered by the lost fountain of
-youth. She had not, however, dismissed the belief, cunningly nursed by
-Bridgit and Ishbel, that she had talents of some sort, and that the
-expression of them would manifest itself in due course.
-
-But now? What was she to do meanwhile? Where should she seek refuge
-against a possible disaster in her nervous system which might wreck her
-life? There was nothing here. If she fled to London and obtained
-employment of any sort, even in an obscure shop, France would carry out
-his threat and ruin Ishbel, one way or another. If he dared not employ
-his original method again—and why not? He was cunning enough to know
-that one sensational episode might be explained away, but not two of the
-same kind. There is nothing people weary of so quickly as explanations.
-
-If she could only take up a difficult language. She had studied French
-and German during four of her years in the world, and knew the power of
-a foreign tongue to dominate the brain. She had intended to take up
-Italian, and it was the resource for which she most longed at the
-moment. But she could as easily furnish the library downstairs.
-
-She was about to turn from the window and go for a ten-mile tramp in the
-rain, since nothing was left her but physical exercise, when she saw a
-fly crawling up the avenue. She was not particularly interested, as the
-occupant was more than likely to have a dun or a writ in his pocket, but
-she lingered, watching idly. The least event broke the monotony of her
-existence.
-
-As the fly approached the end of the avenue, the door was flung open and
-a man jumped out impatiently, paid the driver, and walked rapidly toward
-the house. It was Nigel Herbert.
-
-Julia’s first impulse was to run downstairs and embrace him. Her spirits
-went up with a wild rush. But she rang the bell and asked the servant if
-her husband was in the house. He was tearing across country with his
-pack on an independent hunt. She ordered a fire built in the
-drawing-room, rearranged her hair, and put on a becoming house frock of
-apple-green cloth. She observed with some pleasure that her skin was as
-white as ever, if her chin and throat were not as round as when Nigel
-had seen her last. Excitement brought the old brilliance to her eyes,
-and she smiled for the first time since the hunt breakfast. She ran
-downstairs and into the drawing-room. Nigel, who was standing before the
-fire in the chill room, met her halfway and gave both her hands a close
-clasp.
-
-“Oh, this is so delightful—so delightful—how did you think of it—when
-did you come back—” Julia delivered a volley of questions, not only
-because she was excited herself, but because she saw that Nigel had come
-charged with so much that he could say nothing at the moment.
-
-They sat down and continued to stare at each other. Nigel was far more
-changed than Julia. The smooth pink face she had first known was lined
-and rather sallow, his eyes had lost their careless laughter, his lips
-their boyish pout.
-
-“Oh, South Africa! South Africa!” said Julia, softly. “How it has
-changed all of you.”
-
-“Rather!” said Nigel, sadly. “Those that are left of us. Perhaps you
-don’t know that I am literally the last of my name now, except my poor
-old father—who has forgiven me once for all. I had four brothers and
-six cousins when this war began. Now I have scarcely a friend of my sex.
-At all events I know the worst. There is no one left to mourn for but my
-father, and he’ll go soon. But I haven’t a pang left in me—not of that
-sort. God! What a cursed thing war is! A cursed, useless, souless thing!
-But I’ll treat that subject elsewhere. I’ve come here to see you, and I
-don’t fancy we’ll be uninterrupted any too long—”
-
-“Oh, he rarely takes luncheon here—and you are to take yours with me.
-Do you know that I haven’t had a soul to talk to since last November?”
-
-“I know. And that is what I have come to see you about. I—” He got up
-and walked to the window, then back, his hands in his pockets. “The last
-time I made love to you—the only time, for that matter—you put me off,
-turned me down—”
-
-“Alas! I only went out that night because the romantic situation
-appealed to me. What a baby I was! And since! Oh! oh! oh!”
-
-She sprang to her feet, and running over to the fire, knelt down,
-pretending to arrange the logs. Tragedy rose on the stage of her mind,
-but at the same time she felt an impulse to laugh. The hard shell in
-which she had fancied her spirit incased, sealed, had melted the moment
-the man she liked best had appeared with love in his eyes. But tragedy
-swept out humor and took possession. She flung her head down into her
-lap and burst into tears. They were the first she had shed and they beat
-down the last of her defences.
-
-“Oh, Nigel! Nigel!” she sobbed. “If you knew! If you knew! I never have
-dared tell one-tenth. I dare not remember—”
-
-Nigel, like most of his sex, was distracted and helpless at sight of
-tears. “Yes! Yes!” he exclaimed, bending over and trying to raise her.
-“I know. You need not tell me. Please get up. I have so much to say—I
-can’t say a word while you are like this.”
-
-She let him lift her and put her back in her chair. He made no attempt
-to take her in his arms.
-
-He took the chair opposite hers and smiled wryly. “I don’t fancy I’m as
-impulsive as I was! Ishbel told me when I returned last week. If I had
-heard—say, during the first year of our acquaintance—I should have got
-one of these new motor cars and flown to your rescue without a plan. But
-much water has flowed under our bridges since then!”
-
-“Don’t you love me any longer?” Julia sat up alertly and dried her eyes.
-
-“I’ve always loved you and I fancy I always shall. But—well, we are
-only young once—young in the sense of love being the one thing to live
-and breathe for. And, then, I have had a resource! There have been many
-months when I have been able to put you out of my head altogether. That
-is what work, productive work, does for a chap. And after—well, soon
-after that night at Bosquith, I hated you for a time. You could never be
-the same delicious wonderful child again. That would have broken my
-heart if I had not both hated you and taken the first train into the
-kingdom of Micomicon. Even when I found you so charming, when I saw so
-much of you, that next season, I still congratulated myself that I was
-jolly well over it. But—well—you never really ceased to haunt me—you
-had a way of asserting yourself in the most disconcerting fashion. When
-I heard of the duke’s marriage, I began to worry—I knew that life would
-not go as smoothly with you—I had heard from the girls that you managed
-France very cleverly, saw comparatively little of him. Out there in
-Africa, I never was alone at night that I didn’t find myself thinking of
-you. But I never guessed—When the girls told me, I thought I’d go off
-my head. It’s too awful! Too awful!”
-
-“It’s not so bad now. I have five pistols in the house.”
-
-“I know. But what a life! It is so hideous that it is almost farcical.”
-
-“People’s troubles are generally rather absurd when you come to think of
-them. And I fancy I’m a good deal better off than a lot of women. Many
-have husbands that are worse than lunatics, and as the divorce laws
-won’t help them, they suffer in silence, without a ray of hope. At least
-I may hope mine will betray himself in public sooner or later. I can
-manage him in a way, and of death I have not the least fear—”
-
-“Oh! It is all too dreadful! How old are you? Twenty-five? It’s awful!
-Awful! But you must end it—”
-
-“If I could conceal two alienists in the house long enough—”
-
-“But you can’t. Nor would their certificate give you real freedom. I’ve
-no doubt he’ll go raving mad in time—but when one reflects upon what he
-might do first! No! I have not come here without a plan, and here it is:
-You must go to the United States at once and get a divorce. There is a
-place called Reno, where one can be got at the end of about ten months.
-Bridgit will go with you. We held a conclave over it—we two and
-Ishbel—not the first! Great heaven! What an eternity ago that seems—”
-He laughed bitterly. “Once—was it only seven years ago?—we three
-talked the subject over and came to much the same conclusions, but our
-plans were frustrated by France’s illness. Well—we were all young then,
-but it was a good plan and we readopted it. You must get away from this
-without delay—there has been enough! When the divorce is granted, I’ll
-follow and marry you if you will have me. If not, we’ll provide for you
-in whatever part of America you choose to live in. But I hope you’ll
-marry me. I don’t think I ever really loved you before. When Ishbel told
-me! When just now you crouched by that fire!”
-
-“Oh, how good you all are!”
-
-“I’ve not taken to philanthropy. I want you more than I ever did when we
-were both careless and young and arrogant. I never thought it could be.
-But either Time or what you have endured with that man has annihilated
-everything. Can you go to-morrow?”
-
-“Oh! I must think. I don’t know. It is all very alluring. But I am not
-sure.”
-
-“You mean that you don’t love me?”
-
-“Oh, if I could! If I could!”
-
-Julia sprang to her feet and threw out her arms. “Away from all
-this!—from the memory of it! The horror! And there are other memories
-behind those three months! I don’t know! I have felt so sure I never
-could forget. And if I cannot forget, I cannot love you or any man. I
-have never felt so sure of anything as of that.”
-
-“You are but twenty-five, remember. The mind is not crystallized at that
-age. Even memory is fluid. I believe that anything can be forgotten,
-given change of scene—at your age, at least. A year in the United
-States, and all this will be a dream. At the end of ten months in a life
-which is like a French poster out of drawing, you will be a different
-being—no, you will have lived with your old sense of humor, and be the
-same enchanting creature—Oh, we young people take life so tragically,
-my dear, and we succumb so generously to time and distance! Blessed
-antidotes to life! Time and change! And you are full of buoyancy, to say
-nothing of your brains. Once I regretted that you had any. Where would
-you be without them? A woman must find them a pretty good substitute
-when man fails her. Oh, I have learned! The land of shadows in which we
-writers of fiction live is peopled with the luminous egos of women as
-well as with their conventional shells; we have only to take our choice!
-And you—I shall find Julia Edis again, with all her enchanting
-possibilities at least half developed. Oh, you are wonderful! When one
-thinks of what you might have become—of the brainless women that brood
-and brood. Will you go?”
-
-“I must think! I must think!” The powerful suggestion in his words
-seemed to have delivered Julia Edis from the tomb to which she had crept
-in terror, but hidden and shivered intact. She ran up and down the room,
-she even thrust her hands into her hair as if to lift its weight from
-her struggling brain, that it might think faster. Freedom! The new
-world! The annihilation of memory! A quick divorce which would deliver
-her forever from the terrifying creature she had married, over to the
-protection of the new world’s laws. It was an enchanting prospect. She
-drew in her breath as if inhaling the ozone, drinking the elixir of that
-land of youth and freedom. And happiness! Happiness! Why shouldn’t she
-love Nigel—
-
-But she stopped short and dropped her hands. Her whole body looked
-paralyzed. The youth seemed to run out of her face.
-
-“It is impossible,” she whispered. “I cannot take with me his power to
-avenge himself, and he will do that by ruining Ishbel—”
-
-“We have talked all that over. Ishbel will manage to protect herself.
-What are bobbies for—”
-
-“It won’t do. A policeman at the door! People would soon hear of it—and
-stay away. Besides he is a fiend for resource—”
-
-“Yes—but Mr. Jones can’t last much longer. And then—well, I fancy
-Ishbel will marry Dark—he’s on his feet again, and will be home before
-long.”
-
-“Ishbel will never give up her work. Remember she took it up because it
-seemed to her the most vital thing she could find in life, not because
-she was driven to earn her bread. And it has become a sort of religion
-with her.”
-
-“Ishbel never had been in love then! But if she kept the business on,
-she would have a husband to protect her. You would be out of it—”
-
-“But not yet!”
-
-“We are none of us willing you should wait, Ishbel least of all.”
-
-“I know, but I can’t sacrifice her. I should be a beast. Harold is
-capable of writing the most frightful anonymous letters to hundreds of
-people—”
-
-“Why the devil isn’t he rotting in South Africa? When I think of the
-hundreds of fine fellows—Oh, well, I’ve given over trying to understand
-space and fate. But I wish I could have run across him down there. I’d
-have shot him like a dog if I’d got the chance, and never felt a pang.”
-
-“So should I! That is the most dreadful result of it all—the hardness,
-the callousness, the cynicism—”
-
-“Oh, it will all fall from you. We don’t change much under the armor
-Life forces us into. Dismiss Ishbel from your mind. Take care of
-yourself. What is Ishbel’s business when weighed against a lifetime of
-horror and demoralization? Nobody knows this better than Ishbel. I fancy
-if you don’t go, she’ll chuck the business. It’s a deuced unpleasant
-position for her. And she has made enough to live on comfortably until
-she can marry Dark—”
-
-“I don’t believe it. It might be years—”
-
-The butler entered and announced luncheon. Julia smoothed her hair,
-feeling much herself again.
-
-“I can see the force of all your arguments. And I am tempted. I don’t
-deny it. But you must give me time to think it over. Perhaps I
-exaggerate about Ishbel. But there is another point: I was not consulted
-in regard to my first marriage. I should be something more than a fool
-if I rushed blindly into another, no matter what the temptations.
-Still—Come, you must be starved.”
-
-
- X
-
-LIFE moves in circles. Some are larger than the span between infancy and
-senility, but that is about the only difference we know of. It is a far
-cry from the primigenous mere female, or even the Sabines, to the women
-that compose the advance guard of their sex to-day, but when man wants
-to win and wear this highest product of civilization, he would better
-kidnap her, and pay her the compliment of arguing with her brain later.
-Her impulses are still primitive, but they must be taken by assault. The
-more he reasons, the more vigorously will she throw up mental defences,
-and, what is worse, in the utmost good faith with herself.
-
-This, of course, in regard to women that already know something of life,
-or that have an instinctive love of liberty and independence. The
-maternal girl, and she is legion, may safely be left in charge of the
-race, and wooed in the orthodox fashion favored of society. But the
-women that exert a powerful attraction for men, either exceptionally
-advanced themselves, or exceptionally weak in character while possessing
-every charm of mind, women that are approaching closer and closer to
-that exact balance of masculine and feminine attributes which, when
-attained, will give them the one perfect happiness, setting them free,
-as it must, from the present curse of the race, the longing for
-completion, are already too close to independence to be won by simple
-methods. It is little, after all, that man can give them. They are
-conscious of too many resources both within themselves and in life;
-after a man’s novelty has worn off, they are more likely than
-not—certainly apt!—to find him their inferior in brain, and almost
-inevitably in character, full of the little weaknesses and dependencies
-of childhood. If they make these discoveries after marriage, the man has
-some small chance of keeping his spouse, particularly if he has won a
-measure of respect by audacity and brute force plus sympathy, but too
-much consideration for a woman who is almost half male while he is still
-but one-fourth female will lose him the game.
-
-Nigel, of all the men that Julia had met, was the best equipped to
-appeal to sentimental, romantic, and clever young women, who were at the
-same time cultivating their wings for the higher flights. As a matter of
-fact, he had appealed to a good many women of various sorts in his
-earlier twenties when he was all freshness, frankness, adoration, and
-honest eager youth. Later, when he wore the literary halo with ease and
-modesty, his charm was not diminished; and it was easy to predict that
-when the war was really over and London, her mourning laid aside, roused
-herself to do honor to her heroes, Nigel would come in for thrice his
-share of lionizing. As a matter of fact, he did, and he philosophically
-accepted it as a compensation for the lack of better things.
-
-When he stepped from the fly on that gloomy Wednesday morning and walked
-across the dripping garden, the dark and romantic wall of woods behind
-him, he looked as gallant a knight as ever came to the rescue of a
-damsel in distress; and Julia, as dreary as Mariana in the moated
-grange, was in the proper frame of mind to be taken by assault. She was
-still very young, she was very lonely, she was on the verge of despair;
-her imagination, always active, had been bred in youth by dreams, and
-developed later by real castles and titles, purple moors, London
-society, and great expectations. She hailed from the West Indies, one of
-the most romantic spots to look at on earth, and all the circumstances
-of her life there had been exceptional. She was still more or less
-romantically environed, when you consider the old world dinginess,
-inconvenience, and isolation of White Lodge, a presumptive lunatic
-always threatening developments, and that she was as much cut off from
-her friends as if she literally were in an underground dungeon with
-walls instead of trees dropping the constant tear. Take all this into
-consideration, and add the momentous fact that she had never loved, and
-had arrived at the susceptible age of twenty-five, that she was more
-attracted to Nigel than she ever had been to any man, that underneath
-her despair and her manufactured stolidity she was full of eager
-curiosity and the desire to live, and it will readily be seen that if
-Nigel did not win her, it was strictly his own fault.
-
-He should have retained the fly. He should have descended upon her like
-a whirlwind (having ascertained that France was out of the way,—which,
-as a matter of fact, he did at Stanmore), refused to listen to protests,
-caused in her bewildered mind what psychologists call an inhibition,
-swept her out into the fly, up to London, on to an Atlantic liner
-(passage already engaged), turned her over to Mrs. Herbert (thus
-eliminating every possible excuse for reproach during the subsequent and
-less glamorous period of matrimony), joined her at the earliest possible
-moment in Reno (where Bridgit and Reno would have seen that she was
-sufficiently amused), and when she walked out of the court-house with
-her decree, met her with a license. That is the only way to manage them,
-my masters. Try it, or take a back seat, now and forever.
-
-But Nigel, alas! in spite of his manly qualities, was the most
-considerate and tender of men. The very idea of kidnapping a woman would
-have horrified him. He had all those instincts of the hunter upon which
-men pride themselves, but he wanted to hunt according to the rules of
-the game. It would have given him the most exquisite pleasure to woo
-Julia day by day, in Reno or out of it, and it never occurred to him
-that this program might induce a yawn in Julia.
-
-She sat up all that night thinking. It was a rosy panorama he had
-unrolled before her, this charming young man that she might have loved
-if he had not given her so many opportunities to like him. He was a rich
-man and would one day be richer. They would live in New York and other
-wonderful cities of America, play with the kaleidoscopic society
-American novelists wrote about, hunt in the Rockies, steep themselves in
-the romance of California, vary this exciting program with frequent
-trips to Europe and the Orient. England would be closed to them, lest
-France cause her arrest for bigamy, as one of many offensive actions. On
-the other hand, he might release her by divorce. Then she could marry
-according to the laws of her country, and all the world would be her
-oyster.
-
-Above all, and Nigel had emphasized this point during their afternoon
-conversation, she would have a strong and devoted husband to protect
-her, to shield her from all that was harsh and unlovely in life, to
-study her every wish, and make her a queen among women.
-
-Curiously enough it was this last alluring set of promises that lost him
-the game. Nothing he had said to Julia had appealed to her so forcibly
-at the moment. He had never looked so handsome and so manly, so
-distinguished, so perfect a specimen of his type. His face had flushed
-until the lines and the sallowness had disappeared, his eyes forgot the
-things they had looked upon this last year, forgot that their inward
-gaze saw his heart a tomb crowded with beloved dead; they flashed with
-hope and passion, with undying love for the one woman that must ever
-make to him the complete appeal. She had almost put her hands in his
-then and there. But he had left soon after, and without even kissing
-her. Dear knightly soul! Julia never forgot his tender consideration,
-but on the other hand she never regretted it.
-
-For when she had finished visualizing the United States of America and
-all their centres of delight, to say nothing of certain states of Europe
-and Asia, which she longed unceasingly to visit; when she had dwelt upon
-the deep relief of turning her back forever upon Harold France (France
-prowling about the halls and breathing heavily against her door
-materially assisted Nigel at this point); when these phases were
-disposed of, and her imagination, weary, left the brain free to face the
-particular ego of Julia France, in some ways so typical of woman, in
-others individual and peculiar, a very different set of ideas marched to
-the front and argued pro and con.
-
-Did she want another husband, no matter how good, how devoted, how
-generous, how strong? It was now nearly a year and a half since she had
-lived with France, but if the memories of her married life were no
-longer active, no longer embittered her existence, she had by no means
-buried them, and they affected her attitude toward all men. Had Nigel
-swept her out of England and into that strange bizarre world of America,
-no doubt the experiences in the new land, assisted by the fiction that
-she was about to begin life over, really would have annihilated memory;
-but thinking it all over in the cold small hours of an English winter
-morning, wrapped in a blanket and shovelling coals into a small
-unwilling English grate, she failed to visualize love as the sweetest
-thing in the world.
-
-Even so, this inability to respond to the genuine love that was offered
-her might not have prevented her ultimate acceptance. The man’s foe was
-far more deadly.
-
-Looking into herself, Julia slowly understood that what she, in her
-youth and inexperience, had mistaken for hardness and callousness, was
-in reality strength. Nature had endowed her with strength of character
-and independence of mind. For eighteen years her mother had dominated
-her, almost without her knowledge; then she had been flung into the
-world and treated to a succession of experiences which had left her
-gasping and dizzy, without either the maturity or the opportunities to
-develop herself with deliberation. But the subsequent years had done
-their work; ultimately certain influences, sufferings, horrors, terrors,
-had pushed her on to a point where she must sink or swim. In swimming
-she had proved that she belonged to the army of the strong, not to the
-vast and insignificant majority of her sex that found their only
-strength in man.
-
-She was strong. She fully realized it for the first time. All the
-spurious cynicism and philosophy of youth fell away from her; she saw
-herself for what she was, a woman, equipped with a nature of flexible
-steel, able to endure any test without snapping, fashioned not so much
-for endurance as for conquest. Conquest of what? She speculated, that
-something which so long had striven for expression moving dumbly. Never
-mind, it was there; she should find the connection in time.
-
-Her mind rapidly reviewed the whole field of woman. She had no
-statistics, but she knew that several millions of her sex were forcing
-the world to recognize them as breadwinners, independently of any
-assistance from man. It was magnificent, the opportunities of to-day,
-when compared with the meagre resources of the past, and the repeated
-struggle of woman for expression and independence almost from the dawn
-of history. They had found themselves at last, the twentieth century was
-theirs, and they were driving rapidly toward the goal of complete
-equality with man. But how many of these women were strong enough to go
-through life without love? None, she fancied, until they had undergone a
-process of disillusion similar to her own. Then she rejoiced in what for
-so long had seemed to her the harshest of destinies; for sitting there
-in the cold dawn, the one perfect destiny seemed to her to be an utter
-independence of soul and mind and body, the power to cultivate every
-faculty toward a state of development in which one human being, having
-in perfect balance the highest potencies of both sexes, should stand
-alone, indifferent to all extrinsic aid. And this perfect balance could
-be attained only by woman, unhampered as she was by the animality of
-man.
-
-Perfection. The word started her off on another train of thought. How
-was this perfection of strength, character, mind, and poise to be
-attained? To stand alone without aid from man or woman was neither a
-means nor an end. She had none of the common need of religion. It could
-play little or no part in her development. Nor could happiness be found
-merely in perfecting self toward a standard which must inevitably
-deteriorate into self-righteousness. To stand alone is the most
-magnificent ideal of the human character, but that strength must be used
-toward some end beyond self. She groped along and began to see clearly.
-She must work for the race. She must regard herself as a chosen
-instrument of usefulness, as, indeed, all exceptionally gifted people
-were. And for this she was peculiarly equipped, not only by nature, but
-by life. Had she not married at all, or at the most, casually, her
-woman’s nature would have protested against any such program, demanded
-its rights first; but these sources of disturbances were choked with
-hideous weeds, and Julia was unable to conceive that the weeds might rot
-in time and the waters rise refreshed. She felt that she was fortunately
-accoutred, and she longed for her opportunities.
-
-What they might be she had no inkling as yet, nor was she conscious of
-love for her kind, and a desire to be useful to it on general
-principles. Her ambition, if ambition it could be called, was centred in
-her brain. If she had been chosen for a work, she would perform it. What
-else, in fact, was there for her to do? It had not needed Bridgit and
-Ishbel to teach her contempt for the morbid type of female that
-exaggerates sex until it becomes a disease, the women that play with
-their nerves until they have become mere neurotic systems without either
-sex or brains, and that exhibit egos either in private or public whose
-swollen deformities cause a momentary thrill and a prolonged disgust.
-Abnormal without individuality. It was an ideal carefully avoided by all
-the sane strong women Julia had met.
-
-For the present, she could only wait and endure. She could not even go
-out and study the great problems of life, those problems she had chosen
-to ignore. But there is hardly any greater test of strength than passive
-endurance; and the time of her liberation could not be far off. The day
-Ishbel married Lord Dark she should leave France and look for work in
-London.
-
-Nigel’s fate was settled before the rising of the sun. Far away on what
-to Europeans seem the confines of civilization, in other words, San
-Francisco, a youth was growing to masterful manhood, who, in due course,
-would avenge him, and, incidentally, much else. But of that poor Nigel
-could know nothing, nor would he have felt consoled had he foreseen;
-when he received Julia’s letter, whose finality was as convincing as a
-black midnight without stars, he wished that he had left his wretched
-heart and bones in South Africa, retired to the country with his broken
-father, and began another book. There was still the Nöbel Peace Prize to
-work for, and he felt peculiarly fitted to win it. It may be stated here
-that he did, and all England (of his class, and one or two strata just
-below) was astonished that an Englishman should have competed for a
-prize that involved a damnifying of war. It deeply disapproved.
-
-
- XI
-
-THE hunting season closed. France still rode for several hours every
-day, but it was patent that his restlessness was increasing. When he was
-not riding, he was walking, and he walked more than half the night about
-the house and grounds. Oddly enough, however, the serenity of his mien
-was unruffled, and Julia came upon him several times standing before a
-long mirror in one of the halls, his head so high that the muscles of
-his neck creaked, his eyes flashing with a pride and triumph no harassed
-king ever felt on his coronation morn. As a rule, he left the table the
-moment the meal was over, preferring to take his coffee alone out of
-doors or in the library, but one day Julia, who was beginning to take a
-certain scientific interest in his developments, arrested his attention
-as he was about to rise.
-
-“Didn’t you tell me once that Kingsborough and the little chap were
-delicate? I heard the other day that both are remarkably fit. The little
-boy always has been, and the duke gets stronger every day.”
-
-She looked at him ingenuously as she spoke, quite prepared for an
-outburst of rage, but he only bestowed upon her a smile of withering
-contempt.
-
-“They are merely indulging in what the Americans call ‘bluff.’ I happen
-to know that they are both full of disease and cannot last the year out.
-I shall be Duke of Kingsborough before Christmas.”
-
-“How nice. That is the reason, I suppose, you don’t mind all these duns.
-We may be sold out any day, you know. Summonses are becoming as thick as
-rain, and I am told that not a man in the stables or kennels has been
-paid—”
-
-“They all understand perfectly. The summonses and grumblings are a mere
-matter of form. I have promised an enormous rate of interest and higher
-wages when I have moved into Kingsborough House and Bosquith. The other
-estates I have already agreed to let to American millionnaires. They are
-impatiently awaiting Kingsborough’s death.”
-
-“Ah? Where have you met the millionnaires?”
-
-“They have been hunting with the Hertfordshire all winter, and we have
-discussed matters at my solicitor’s.”
-
-Julia knew that he had not been to London for several months, save for
-the queen’s funeral, but forbore to press the subject. She remarked
-amiably:—
-
-“What a fine income you will have!”
-
-His eyes flashed. “Ah, yes! Millions.”
-
-“Surely not quite that.”
-
-“Millions. Kingsborough’s income alone is two millions.”
-
-“I thought it was forty thousand pounds.”
-
-“Forty thousand for a duke of Kingsborough! No emperor has a vaster
-revenue.”
-
-“How jolly. My robes of state shall be woven of pure gold. Meanwhile,
-why don’t you go to Paris for a while? I notice that you are restless,
-since you have nothing to ride after, and nothing to kill. You keep me
-awake at night banging about the house.”
-
-“Do I?” France’s eyes flashed with something besides triumph, but it
-passed almost at once. He was losing interest in her. As he rose, bent
-his head graciously and sauntered out into the garden, he forgot her
-absolutely in a new vision that had haunted him since the queen’s
-funeral. There for the first time he had seen sovereigns en masse. The
-sight had thrilled him; he had made up his mind to signalize his
-succession by the greatest banquet London had ever known; all the
-reigning princes of Europe should attend it. The letters of invitation
-were already written. He had written them many times, finding one of the
-keenest pleasures he had ever known in the process, congratulating
-himself that for the first time in his life he was about to have
-associates worthy of his name and ego. But although he had never heard
-the word paranoia, and while at Bosquith had finally dismissed from his
-mind the haunting thought of insanity (it was outside of reason that he,
-Harold France, could even sprain the wonderful organ he had inherited
-with other unique characteristics from the most illustrious house in
-Europe), nevertheless, instinct warned him to lock up his letters of
-invitation, and keep his grandiose dreams to himself. Only to Julia, and
-only when she spurred him to speech, did he admit a very little of what
-filled his thoughts day and night.
-
-But he was well aware that his nerves were on edge, and he was beginning
-to be troubled with pains in his head. He slept little, and when he
-thought of it took a malicious pleasure in disturbing his prisoner, whom
-he could imagine sitting on the edge of her bed pistol in hand.
-
-But it was not the pistol that kept him from breaking down the door and
-laughing in her face. He had anticipated amusing himself with her female
-terrors as soon as the hunting season closed, but he found himself grown
-quite indifferent not only to her charm, but to the exquisite pleasure
-it had once given him to torture her. His dreams and visions, his
-increasing delusions, filled his life. Woman was too contemptible to
-consider; were it not that it gratified his growing passion for
-autocracy to have a prisoner of state, he might have amused himself by
-turning her out of the house in the middle of the night and dogging her
-footsteps to Stanmore or Bushey.
-
-He still compelled her attendance at table, but otherwise took no notice
-of her whatever. So absorbed was he that he failed to observe that his
-wife was now well supplied with books and no longer looked desperate or
-even discontented. Her three devoted friends had made an arrangement
-with her bookseller to send her all that she ordered from his catalogue,
-and Bridgit had turned over her membership with the London Library. One
-of the first books she sent for was a recent work on insanity. She was
-not long discovering that France was a paranoiac, and she wrote to her
-aunt, asking her to invite him to dinner, and two alienists to meet him.
-But Mrs. Winstone was shocked at the suggestion, not only because she
-hated increasingly the “grimy,” in other words serious, side of life,
-but because it would be a thankless task to assist in proving that a
-member of one of the great families of Britain was a lunatic. She chose,
-therefore, to believe Julia quite mistaken, that France was merely a
-trifle more impossible than ever, and assumed the high moral ground that
-it would be unfair to take advantage of a trusting guest. Julia
-concluded that to write to the duke would be equally ineffective,
-besides making an enemy of him for life, and she knew that France would
-not be induced to dine with either Bridgit or Ishbel. He had always
-hated both of them. There was nothing to do, therefore, but wait for him
-to develop acute mania, and to keep a pistol in her pocket; taking her
-walks abroad while he was forced to sleep, and locking herself in her
-room when she was not at table.
-
-It was during this strain on her nerves that she began to long for the
-repose of the East. Orientalism was in her brain cells. What imagination
-her mother possessed had been projected toward the East for long before
-and after her birth. The science of astrology is the birthright of the
-East, the very word sways and parts the shadowy curtains that hang
-before civilizations old before the Occident was born, evokes the
-gorgeous heavy sinister pictures of ancient cities, of vast arid plains
-where only the stars were alive. This mysterious poetical science had
-been the romance of Julia’s youth, and the East was the one quarter of
-the globe, save Great Britain, that she had ever heard discussed. In
-London she had escaped theosophy and other made-up fads of the same
-nature, but although the call of the East had often and for long been
-overlaid in her consciousness, it never failed to make itself heard if
-she stood before a picture portraying India, Arabia, Persia, or read of
-personal adventures in the East by writers with the rare gift of
-atmosphere. In the loneliness and terrors and constant tension of her
-present life she forgot the call of the too modern, too similar life,
-across the Channel, hearkened increasingly to that of the East. It
-promised a vast repose, an endless feast of beauty, unfathomable
-mysteries, a life as different from that of the West as it was in the
-days of Mohammed, Zoroaster, or Christ.
-
-Julia’s first passion was slowly growing in the unsatisfied depths of
-her mind, but that is the last name she would have given it. She was yet
-to realize that imaginative people with productive activities, however
-latent, have passions of the brain or ego as intense and profound as
-ever one sex compelled in the other in the interests of the race. Julia,
-abominating all that the word love implied (a state of mind inevitable
-unless she had been coarse and callous), but young, fervent, and
-conceptive, was both situated and tuned to be caught in the eddies of an
-impersonal passion. It might have been art, but she was not an artist;
-study and politics had failed her, and although psychology interested
-her, she was too restless for science in any form; therefore, she had no
-sooner chanced upon one or two picturesque old books of Eastern travel
-than she succumbed to the passion for place. She sent for no more books
-save those that carried her to the Orient. Her imagination blazed. She
-was transported into a new and enchanting world. Her good resolutions to
-live for the race were forgotten. The moment she was free she would fly
-to the East and live. She was almost happy. Then she descended into
-England and the purely personal life with a crash. Ishbel sent her a
-marked copy of a newspaper containing the announcement of Mr. Jones’s
-death, a week later wrote that she should marry Lord Dark as soon as a
-decent interval had elapsed, and commanding her to leave France and come
-to London, where employment awaited her.
-
-Julia became her cool practical self at once. She packed her boxes, sent
-for a fly when France had gone for one of his merciless rides,—he was
-killing his horses,—and left this note behind her:—
-
- “Mr. Jones is dead. Ishbel will marry Lord Dark as soon as
- possible. If you make a second attempt to wreck her business you
- will have him to reckon with. He is, in any case, well able to
- take care of her, and no doubt she will give up the business. As
- there is now no way in which you can injure her or any of my
- friends, I have made up my mind to leave you once for all. You
- will save yourself trouble by recalling that we are in the
- twentieth century and that the law does not compel me to live
- with you.
-
- “JULIA.”
-
-
- XII
-
-BRIDGIT met Julia at the train and there was purpose in her eye. Julia
-laughed, knowing that her time had come, but returned the warm embrace
-with which she was greeted, and allowed herself to be carried without
-protest to the house in South Audley Street. Mrs. Herbert was no less
-handsome and fascinating than of old, but if anything she was still more
-upright of carriage, determined of eye, and expressive of ardent
-purpose. Widowed long before the war, Geoffrey’s death had made no
-change whatever in her life, although she had sent after him the sincere
-and hearty regret she would have felt for the loss of any friend. As she
-was needed in South Africa she had gone there, made herself useful
-without any fuss, and returned as soon as she could to her work in
-England. This work was now clearly defined. Bridgit Herbert, indeed, was
-not the woman to spend any great amount of time seeking or floundering.
-No dreamer, her mind, once awakened to the futilities of the life of
-pleasure, her energies roused, she had applied herself immediately to a
-survey and study of her times, and found the work which coincided with
-her particular talents. Horrified and disgusted with poverty, she sought
-and found the obvious remedy in the Socialism of the advanced and more
-practical of the Fabians, although the “ideology” of the older
-Socialists would have made little appeal to her. Soon convinced,
-however, that Socialism could make little headway against the
-individualistic and acquisitive mind of the twentieth century male, her
-fighting blood had warred with her direct practical mind until she had
-happened to go to the north with an inspector of factories, and listened
-to somewhat of Christabel Pankhurst’s propaganda in behalf of Woman’s
-Suffrage among the trade-union organizations, a factor in politics of
-increasing power. She was struck, not only by the abominable grievances
-of the working women in general and the factory women in particular, but
-by their intelligence; nor was she long discovering that the average of
-intelligence all over England was higher among poor women than among
-poor men. Where a man grew dull in the routine of his work and further
-blunted his faculties in the public house, his wife, with her manifold
-petty interests and schemings to make a little money go a long way, and
-filled with ever changing anxieties for her children, was far more alert
-of mind and eager for improvement. It did not take either Mrs. Pankhurst
-or her sleepless daughters to remind Bridgit that in this great body of
-women lay the future hope of Socialism, or of any reform directed
-against the elimination of poverty. But this army was of no more
-consequence at present than an army of ants. It must have the ballot,
-and Bridgit had spent much of her time in the last two or three years
-among the working women of England, educating them to a sense of their
-responsibilities. It was not until 1903 that the women of the middle
-class were generally roused from the apathy into which they had fallen,
-with the exception of spurts, since 1884, and the Woman’s Social and
-Political Union was formed by Mrs. Pankhurst; but when Julia arrived in
-London, the old movement was beginning to lift its head, and Bridgit
-Herbert was not the only hopeful and far-seeing mind at work.
-
-“And what is it you want?” asked Julia, listening to the old familiar
-and beloved roar of London. They were in Mrs. Herbert’s den, and the
-hostess, her eyes still radiant with hospitality, was standing behind
-the low fire-screen with a hand on either point. Julia wondered if White
-Lodge were a nightmare.
-
-“The vote. Because the time has come, men having made a mess of most
-things, for women to apply their higher faculties to the domestic
-affairs of the nation; also because the condition of poor women and
-children in this country is appalling, and men have proved their utter
-indifference to a fact which is also a factor in so many great incomes.
-Moreover, men have had their day, just as monarchies and aristocracies
-have had their day. The day of woman and the working-class is dawning,
-and it is high time.”
-
-“And are women ready?”
-
-“Those that are not can be taught. That is what we are for.”
-
-“We? I suppose,” with a sigh of resignation, “_that_ is my métier, what
-I have been struggling toward all this time.”
-
-“You recognize that you have abilities at last, then?”
-
-“Oh, yes, and I shouldn’t wonder if I had ambition, but just now I don’t
-feel either ambitious or energetic. I’m wild to go to India and the rest
-of the East—”
-
-“Oh, nonsense, we’ve a great fight coming, and you must brace up and be
-one of the generals. Time enough to idle when you are old. Just now,
-until we can shut France up and ask the courts to give you an income,
-you are going to be my secretary—”
-
-“Do you really need one?”
-
-“Do I? Well, rather. I had one of the best, but her mother is ill and
-she may not be able to return to me for months. You’ll have tons of
-letters to write.”
-
-“So much the better, for I couldn’t live on even your charity.”
-
-“Charity? When my only chance to have an intimate friend is in a
-secretary, I am so rushed? I’m companionless, but life is frantically
-interesting.”
-
-And if Julia found herself unable to reach this pitch of enthusiasm, she
-certainly found the new book of life offered for her daily reading quite
-absorbing enough to fill her time and thoughts. Her clerical hours were
-short. The rest of the day, and often during half the night, she was
-seeing all the problems at first hand. She went daily with Bridgit to
-the East Side and saw poverty outside of books; poverty, unthinkable,
-criminal, fleshless, stinking. At night she dreamed that all the babies
-in the world were wailing for food, all the mothers were emaciated, with
-eyes of bitter resignation, all the little girls pinched and old and
-hard. Herded misery, hopeless filth, black despair. Julia was quite
-unable to recall the reverse side of the picture, in which many were
-healthy in spite of poverty, and cheerful if only because temperament is
-stronger than circumstance. She hoped that some day she should fully
-wake up and burn with a zeal as great as Bridgit’s, but now her brain
-was tired, and, had she but known it, she protested against living for
-others until she had lived for herself first. Quite as unconsciously her
-mind was made up to live her Eastern romance the moment she was free.
-She heard not a word from France, but guessed the truth; he had
-forgotten her. If this were the case, however, it might mean that at any
-moment he would be a dangerous lunatic, and she felt that the duke
-should be warned. As this was a delicate task, and as her uneasiness
-grew, she finally, on Bridgit’s advice, wrote to his firm of solicitors.
-Solicitors are probably the most conservative members of conservative
-England; but full of duty withal. The junior member found himself
-overtaken by a storm near White Lodge and craved hospitality of his
-patron’s distinguished kinsman. France, either because suspicion was
-still active in a brain not clouded, but blazing with a light unknown to
-common mortals, or because he happened to be in a good humor, had never
-appeared to better advantage. The solicitor returned to London so
-inflamed with indignation that the letter he wrote to Julia breathed his
-contempt for her entire sex. Julia shrugged her shoulders and dismissed
-the matter from her mind. Let them work out their own destinies.
-
-When she was not haunting the slums, she was attending meetings: Fabian,
-labor, working-women, coöperators’, old and new suffrage; at all of
-which the eternal problem of poverty was the main topic of discussion.
-She was also taken to visit the slaughter-houses, where the ignorance
-and savagery of the women employed was primeval. She visited the textile
-factories of the north, where the work of women and children at the loom
-was relieved only by alternate hours of drudgery in the home, and where
-there seemed no object in living whatever. The pit-brow women, at least,
-had developed the strength and endurance of men, and no doubt would have
-proved equally efficient in war.
-
-Manchester was a very hot bed of social reform, and Julia was shown all
-the horrors to which reform owed its concept. She wondered increasingly
-at the frail fabric of aristocracy and wealth that tottered on its
-heaving foundations, and conceived some measure of respect for its
-cleverness.
-
-This drastic experience was enlivened now and again by glimpses of
-Ishbel, still the merriest, and now the happiest, of mortals. The lines
-of fatigue and anxiety had disappeared, she was once more the prettiest
-woman in London, and she needed but the halo of her future position as
-Countess of Dark to make good people wonder how they could have
-forgotten it. Julia thought her the most fortunate of women, if only
-because she was realizing all the romantic dreams of her girlhood on the
-bogs. Dark was handsome, clever, kind, almost unselfish. He was
-profoundly in love and he had a very decent income. Above all he had the
-most romantic title in the British peerage—Earl of Dark! No wonder
-those fluttering moths of American girls wanted titles. Such a one would
-make the dullest man in England look romantic to yearning republican
-eyes, when even an Ishbel was enchanted at the prospect of owning it.
-
-“And yet I am the most practical of mortals—the half of me!” she said
-gayly, one day, as they sat in the boudoir over the shop, drinking tea
-unseasoned with reform. “Odd and modern combination!”
-
-“But you’ll give up the shop?”
-
-“Not really. It is coöperative now, and too many would suffer if I
-neglected it altogether, or withdrew. I must continue to see that it
-remains a success, for it is something to have solved the problem of
-living for a few women, at least.”
-
-Julia hastily changed the subject.
-
-“Shall you become a society beauty again?”
-
-“I’ve hardly thought of it. I mean to be happy, and I think we’ll travel
-and live in the country for a year. Society is always with us. That
-first year! No duties shall share an hour of it.”
-
-“Right you are. I never could love and never want to, and I’m quite
-resigned to becoming a torch-bearer, suffering martyrdom, if necessary,
-in the cause of woman, but meanwhile I’ve something up my sleeve. I dare
-not mention it to Bridgit again, and shall have to run away when my time
-comes, but I can confide in you. The moment I am free I am going to
-India—Persia—Arabia—and stay there until some other part of me is
-gratified, I hardly know what. I only know that the call is unceasing
-and that I never can accomplish anything here, whole-heartedly, at
-least, until I have got that off my mind.”
-
-“By all means, go. It’s unhealthy to repress your strongest personal
-desires, and you are young yet. I wonder, by the way, if you will ever
-have the zeal of these other women? You have a sort of sardonic humor—”
-
-“I want a career, and in this rising inevitable woman’s movement lies my
-chance. When my time comes, my zeal will be great enough—for all they
-can give me I’ll pay them back a hundred fold. I want power if only
-because nothing less will pay the debt of these last years, and I am
-horribly sorry for the poor of the world. When I am ready I shall jump
-into the arena with my torch, but I’ll find myself wholly in the East
-first.”
-
-“Why not go now? I can let you have the money.”
-
-“No, I’ll wait.”
-
-As it happened she did not have long to wait. She and Bridgit were
-driving home one evening after talking to an intelligent club of East
-End women, when they heard the familiar cry of “Extra,” and a flaming
-handbill was waved in front of the window as the brougham was blocked.
-Bridgit, whose quick glance overlooked nothing, exclaimed, “Great
-heaven!” and leaned out, throwing the boy a sixpence.
-
-“What is it?” asked Julia, languidly. She had been forced on to the
-platform, and was still cold from fright. “A strike?”
-
-Bridgit lifted the tube and gave an order to the coachman that made
-Julia sit erect.
-
-“Kingsborough House.” Then to her companion, “France tried to kill the
-duke this afternoon.”
-
-They found Kingsborough House in confusion, the flunkys looking as
-flabby as if the ramrods in their backs had dissolved, leaving nothing
-but the sawdust stuffing. The duchess was in hysterics upstairs (“she is
-sure to be an anti,” remarked Mrs. Herbert); the duke was under the care
-of his doctor; but Lady Arabella received them, and graciously observed
-that she was glad to see that Julia still felt herself a member of the
-house of France. She told them the story, which was brief enough. France
-had suddenly appeared that afternoon, and upon being shown into the
-duke’s study had sprung upon his kinsman before the footman had closed
-the door, demanding that he should abdicate in his favor, threatening
-him with immediate death if he refused. The footman had called other
-footmen, and it had taken four of them to hold France down while the
-duke, his coat torn off and his face bleeding, had himself telephoned
-for the police. France meanwhile had struggled like a demon, shouting
-that he had come to kill not only the duke but the boy, that his time
-had come to live and theirs to die, that they were deliberate malicious
-enemies who stood between him and the greatness which would permit him
-to send his invitations to the crowned heads of Europe; and “heaven
-knows what else,” added the distressed Lady Arabella. “To think of poor
-Harold going mad. At first we thought he might merely have been
-drinking, but with the police came poor Edward’s doctor, and he
-pronounced him as mad as a hatter. Do stay here with me to-night, Julia.
-You are a clever little thing, and always keep your wits about you.”
-
-Julia remained at Kingsborough House for several days. When the duke
-heard what little of her own story she was willing to tell, and that she
-had endeavored to protect him through his solicitors, he was honest
-enough to admit that he would have been hard to convince of a kinsman’s
-insanity, and generous enough to be grateful to her. Indeed, so relieved
-was he at his narrow escape, and at the report of the lunacy commission
-which incarcerated France for life, that he bubbled over with something
-like human nature; and, as the expensive sanatorium would cut deeply
-into his cousin’s original income, announced his intention of giving
-Julia for life seven hundred and fifty of the thousand pounds he had so
-long allowed her husband. Julia refused this offer, until the duke told
-her impatiently that if she did not take it he would merely pay Harold’s
-expenses in the sanatorium, and leave her to the courts, also that she
-was legally a member of his family, and pride, therefore, absurd. Julia
-turned this over, and concluding that the house of France owed her a
-good deal more than it could ever pay, consented and thought no more
-about it. A month later she was on a P. and O. steamer bound for India.
-
-
-
-
- BOOK IV
- HADJI SADRÄ
-
-
- I
-
-UPON Julia’s return to England in April of 1906 she was greeted with the
-news of the destruction of San Francisco by earthquake and fire. Nigel,
-to whom it had occurred to her to send a telegram from Flushing, met her
-at Queenboro’, and, his imagination fired by the great physical drama,
-it was the first piece of news he imparted. Julia, although she was
-looking straight into a pair of ardent handsome eyes (Nigel had
-recovered his looks, and the subtle marks of Time enhanced them), sent
-her mind on a flight of seven thousand miles to centre about the young
-American friend that she had so nearly forgotten.
-
-“He must be—let me see—five- or six-and-twenty,” she announced.
-
-“Who?” Nigel’s eyes flashed.
-
-“A Californian I met when he was a boy—Mrs. Bode’s brother. You can’t
-mean that everybody was killed.”
-
-“Let us hope not. First reports are always exaggerated. But the
-Californians in London are frantic—can’t get a penny on their letters
-of credit, either. Indeed, nothing outside of our own bailiwick has
-excited us as much as this in many a long day.”
-
-“I felt some big earthquakes in India—”
-
-“Oh, nothing like this,” said Nigel, who would brook no cheapening of
-the magnificent panorama in his mind. “With the possible exception of
-the eruption of Mont Pelée, this is the most dramatic thing that Nature
-has done in our time. Think of it! Not a second’s warning. The most
-important city on the Pacific Coast and its half million people wiped
-out. The earth rocking miles of blazing buildings for hours. Precipices
-along the coast plunging into the sea! The hills rolling like grain.
-Jupiter! What a sight from an airship! Would that I had been there to
-see.”
-
-“I don’t fancy you would have seen much from an airship, if there was
-any smoke with the fire. Have you reconstructed all that from bald
-cablegrams?”
-
-“The bald facts are enough—”
-
-“To have made your imagination happy. I have always said that you would
-satisfy it yet with a work of pure romance. But I don’t mean to joke. It
-is too awful. I heard only a confused rumor on the train yesterday. Poor
-Dan! But I feel sure that he could take care of himself, and of a good
-many others—if there was any chance at all.”
-
-“Possibly. But enough of horrors. I want to look at you.” (They had a
-compartment to themselves.) “You must have enjoyed yourself quite as
-well as you meant to do. I never saw any one so—well—improved,
-although that sounds banal. It never occurred to me that you could be
-prettier than when you first came to London, but you are. Your
-eyes—what is it?”
-
-“Oh, my eyes have seen things. I have done a good deal more than enjoy
-myself.”
-
-“Have you come back to be the high priestess of some cult?”
-
-“Not I. I have sat at the feet of wise men in Benares and in Persia, and
-learned—a little. We Occidentals are never initiated into the deeper
-mysteries. They despise—or fear—us too much for that. But even a
-little of the wisdom of the East must widen our vision and prove an
-everlasting antidote to the modern spirit of unrest—about nothing.”
-
-“And enable you to forget your friends for four years? We have each had
-three letters from you and three or four times as many post cards.”
-
-“One secret of enjoying the East is to forget the West. And for at least
-a year I was intoxicated—drunk is more expressive—with its
-enchantments. The spell broke in Calcutta, where I spent a winter in
-society. Then I went to Benares to study.”
-
-“You could have told me as much in a cablegram. What took you to Acca?”
-
-“I went to see Abdul Baha Abbas, and investigate the new religion. My
-master told me of it in India, and I found that in Persia, after losing
-some twenty-five thousand by massacre, it had got the best of its
-enemies by converting the government. Even the women are receiving the
-higher education. So I went on to headquarters. Not that any religion
-could make a personal appeal to me, but I had an idea about this one.
-The idea proved to be reasonable, and, accordingly, I have brought you
-the Bahai religion as a present.”
-
-“Brought me? What should I do with it?”
-
-“Make use of it to your own glory and the benefit of the race. We have
-always agreed that Socialism would never prevail until it acquired a
-soul. That admirably constructed but unappealing machine needs the Bahai
-religion to give it light and fire; and the Bahai religion, sane and
-practical as it is, needs a good working medium. Combined, they will
-sweep the world. With your skill and enthusiasm, you will find the task
-congenial and not too difficult. Like Socialism, the new and practical
-sort, Bahaism must begin at the top and filter down, for it makes its
-appeal to the brain, to the advanced thinker, to those that feel the
-need of a religion, but have long since outgrown all the silly old
-dogmas, with their bathos and sentimentalities, primarily intended only
-for the ignorant. Unity in rights. Freedom of the political as well as
-the spiritual conscience. In other words, the elimination of all that
-provokes war; which means universal peace. Peace. Peace. Peace. That is
-the keynote of the Bahai religion, as love was intended to be of
-Christianity. All the best principles of the five prevailing religions
-are incorporated in this, all the barriers between them razed, and all
-the nonsense and narrow-mindedness left out. And the keynote of all
-this? Knowledge. True knowledge, intellectual as well as spiritual. The
-universal spread of science and the development of the arts, to war in
-men’s minds—the real battleground—against the greed of money which
-makes man so stunted, uninteresting, and miserable to-day. One language,
-one people, one faith. No hierarchy. Good morals and charitable deeds as
-a matter of course. The worship of one God, and the universal peace, to
-be founded in the centre of the civilized world. Unity and Peace! Then
-we are promised that the earthly world shall become heavenly. Not in our
-time. But it will be interesting to help start the ball rolling, and to
-watch it roll. Every man is supposed to have a latent desire for
-perfection. There is your cue. There lies the brain of this religion.
-What a subtle appeal to vanity, man’s primal and deathless weakness!
-Even greed only ministers to it. If I wrote fiction I should take this
-cue myself, but as it is I have brought it to you. Go to Acca, get it
-all at first hand, and write your immortal book.”
-
-“So you did think of me that far?” Nigel stared at her, fascinated, but
-with his man’s ardor checked. In spite of her frank delight in greeting
-him, the spontaneous friendliness of her manner, she seemed to him
-incredibly remote. The eyes that looked straight into his had new and
-unfathomable depths, and he wondered if she had not learned more of
-Eastern lore than she had any intention of admitting.
-
-“Of course,” she said, smiling. “And I have speculated a great deal
-about you. All I know is that you won the Nöbel Peace Prize—a wonderful
-book! I read it—and your last—in the colonial edition. But I know
-nothing else about you. Have you fallen in love with any one else?”
-
-“No, I have not,” said Nigel, crossly, “and I am not so sure that I am
-still in love with you. I only know that you haunt my imagination and
-make all other women seem flat.”
-
-“Ah! We could be the ideal friends. But hasn’t anything happened to you
-besides merely writing books and becoming a peer of the realm?”
-
-“Oh, yes, I have been discovered by the United States of America.”
-
-“They were long enough about it. But they always get hold of the little
-men first.”
-
-“Well, I might be one of the little ones, judging by the fuss they are
-making over me. Reams of stuff in magazines and the Sunday
-newspapers—all about my ‘great’ works; in which I find myself credited
-with an assortment of philosophies no two men could carry; at least a
-hundred attitudes toward Life; and incredible designs upon the peace of
-the world—although still others maintain that I am merely a dilettante
-aristocrat playing with picturesque material. I am so bewildered that I
-hardly know what I am myself. Some of the adverse criticisms are so good
-that I forget the writer doesn’t in the least know what he is writing
-about. The only thing clear to me is that my income is trebled, and that
-I am offered unheard-of sums (from the modest European point of view) to
-write for their magazines and newspapers. I have even been invited to go
-over and lecture, and am promised a unique advertisement: ‘The Peer
-among Authors.’ Fancy trying to be original after that! I believe I have
-also a cult—and am making hay while the sun shines; for I am given to
-understand that crazes don’t last long over there. Each of us, as
-discovered,—sometimes a few of us at once,—is the ‘greatest of modern
-English authors.’ I should think their own authors would combine,
-capture the press, and train their guns on us, and their eloquence on
-their public: it would appear that the American public, in art matters,
-believes everything it is told long enough and loud enough. Far be it
-from me, however, to complain. It has enabled me to put a new roof on my
-old castle—as good as an American wife, without the bother—and buy a
-villa on the Riviera—which I am hoping you will consent to occupy with
-me.”
-
-“Not I. You go to Acca, and I to my work here. If it hadn’t haunted me,
-assisted by indignant letters from Bridgit, I doubt if I ever should
-have left the East. But if the East is in my blood, some magnet in the
-West directed at my brain cells dragged me home. Besides, what have I
-developed myself for? Now is the time to find out.”
-
-Nigel sighed. “The old order changeth. You women are not far off from
-getting all you want, no doubt about that, but you will lose more than
-you gain.”
-
-“From your point of view. It is not what _you_ want. We shall get what
-_we_ want, which is more to the point.”
-
-“Well, I can’t blame you,” said Nigel, honestly. “Man was bound to have
-his day of reckoning. For my part I hardly care, being a lover of
-change, and wanting to see all of this world’s progress it shall be
-possible to crowd into my own little span. And although you are far from
-all the old ideals, it would be the more interesting to live with you. I
-have always had a sneaking preference for polygamy—one wife for
-children and solid comfort, and one for companionship—to keep a man
-from roving abroad.”
-
-To his surprise Julia colored and a look of distress and apprehension
-routed the bright composure of her face.
-
-“I should like children!” she exclaimed. “They would not interfere with
-my work, either. Why should they?” Then she darted off the track of
-self. “Tell me of Ishbel. She is happy, I feel sure, and she has two
-dear little babies. I am the godmother of the first.”
-
-“Yes, but she haunts that shop. It was running to seed without her, and
-she had no sooner taken hold again than the work microbe woke up. Dark
-doesn’t fancy it, but says there’s nothing for a sensible man to do
-these days but take woman as he finds her and chew his little cud in
-silence. He doesn’t forget how both Ishbel and Bridgit calmly shuffled
-off their husbands when they had no further use for them.”
-
-“Work. I fancy that was the real magnet that brought me back. I
-revelled—revelled—but the reaction set in like a rising tide, and at
-last was quite as irresistible. I should have come back before this, but
-I wanted to remain in Acca until I was convinced that the Bahai religion
-was all it attempted to be. Go there at once. Abdul Baha has promised
-that you shall live in his house. Moreover, they want a big author to
-exploit it in the West before it has been misrepresented and cheapened
-by the swarm of little writers, always in search of what they call
-‘copy.’”
-
-“I should feel like a bally hypocrite. I’ve no more religion in me than
-you have. If God is in man, and self is God, then that atom we call self
-is what is given us to lean on without asking for more. To demand help
-outside of ourselves is a confession of failure.”
-
-“Of course. But how many have penetrated the secrets that far? The
-majority must have a religion to talk about and lean on. When they get
-the right one, the world will be a far more comfortable place to live
-in. That, to my mind, is the whole point. You and I have useful brains,
-and it is our business to help the world along. In my inmost soul, I
-don’t care any more for the cause of woman or the rights of the
-working-class—save in so far as it gives me the horrors to think of any
-one being cold and hungry—than you care about religion; but I shall
-work just as hard for both as if I never had had a thought for anything
-else. Now tell me about Bridgit.”
-
-
- II
-
-NIGEL left her at the door of her hotel and did not see her again for
-two days. Little did he guess the reason. He carried away to his club
-(both resentfully and sadly) the picture of a new Julia, all intellect,
-poise, and mystery; a Julia from whom the impulsiveness, ingenuousness,
-and young enthusiasm had gone forever, left in that unfathomable East
-which gives knowledge and takes personality; a cold brilliant creature,
-with developed genius, no doubt, but with nothing left to beg unto a
-man’s heart and senses. And this, indeed, was one side of Julia, and the
-only one she purposed the world should see; because in time it was to be
-her whole self, and she a happy mortal.
-
-When she shut the door of her sitting-room in the gloomy exclusive hotel
-in one of the quiet streets near Piccadilly, to which she had
-telegraphed for rooms, she subsided into the easiest chair and cried for
-half an hour; nor did she ascend from the slough of her despondency for
-the rest of the day. For the past four years she had lived virtually out
-of doors. As her angry frightened eyes looked back they recalled nothing
-but floods of golden light, an endless procession of Orientals, gleaming
-bronze or copper, turbanned, hooded, dressed in flowing robes of white
-or every primal hue; streets, crooked, latticed, balconied, sun-baked;
-gorgeous bazaars; life, color, beauty, romance (to Western eyes)
-everywhere. She was come to a London wrapped in its old familiar
-drizzle; huddled over the small grate, its cold penetrated her marrow;
-in the narrow street, dull, grimy, flat, there was rarely a sound. As
-she had entered the ugly entrance hall below she had been met by two
-solemn footmen, one of whom had conducted her slowly up three flights of
-stairs (there was no lift in this exclusive hostelry); another followed
-an hour later with her luncheon of good food cooked abominably. The
-butler stood in front of her like a statue and pretended not to observe
-her swollen eyes.
-
-If she had been wise, she would have gone to the Carlton or the Ritz,
-where at least she could have descended at intervals into a very good
-similitude of luxury and magnificence, been able to fancy herself in the
-midst of “life”; she would have dined with brilliantly dressed and
-animated people, and, incidentally, been cheered by French cooking. But,
-like many others, she favored the small hotel where one was almost
-obliged to bring a letter of introduction, where one was supposed to be
-“at home” with personal servants; and where, indeed, one was as deeply
-immersed in privacy and silence as if quite at home in North Hampstead.
-Julia, who had been consoled for the loss of the dainty dishes of the
-East by the kaleidoscopic pleasures of the continent, choked over her
-shoulder of mutton, large-leaved greens, and hard round peas unseasoned,
-boiled potatoes, and pudding, wept once more after the remains and the
-butler had vanished, cursed women, and half determined to take the night
-train for Egypt and Syria.
-
-She had not wanted to “be met,” shrinking from too prompt a reminder of
-the past. Now she wished that everybody she had ever known had crowded
-the platform at Victoria, and “rushed her about,” until she felt at home
-once more in this huge and dismal and overpowering mass of London. And
-as ill-luck would have it even her two best friends would be denied her
-for days, possibly for weeks. Ishbel was in Paris. Bridgit was in Cannes
-recovering from severe physical injuries incurred in the cause of woman.
-At one of the great Liberal meetings in the north, during the General
-Election, she had risen and demanded that the new Government declare its
-intentions regarding the enfranchisement of women. She had been pulled
-down, one man had held his hat before her face, and when she struggled
-to her feet again, protesting that she had the same right to interrupt
-the speaker with questions as any of the men that had gone unreproved,
-she had been dragged out by six stewards and plain-clothes detectives,
-with as much vigor as if she had been the six men and they the one
-dauntless female. They had mauled her, twisted her, pummelled her, and
-finally flung her with violence to the pavement. She had gathered
-herself up, although suffering from a broken rib, attempted to address
-the crowd in the streets, been arrested and swept off to the town hall.
-She had given a false name that she might be shown no favor, and the
-next morning, refusing to pay her fine, was sent to gaol for seven days.
-She had lain in a cold cell for nearly twenty-four hours unattended, in
-solitary confinement, and on a small allowance of food which she could
-not have eaten if well. At the gaol she asked to be sent to the
-hospital, but before her request was granted, a member of the new
-Government ascertained her name, and, horrified at the possible
-consequences to himself, paid her fine summarily, and sent her to a
-nursing home. Here she had lain until her broken rib had mended, and was
-now in the south of France assuaging a severe attack of intercostal
-neuralgia.
-
-This story, told by Nigel, had filled Julia with an intense wrath, and
-struck the first real spark of enthusiasm in her for the cause of woman,
-but it burned low in these dull hours of loneliness and nostalgia, and
-she wished that her magnificent friend had remained as in the early days
-of their acquaintance, whole in bone and skin, and untroubled of mind.
-
-But if Julia was acting much as the average woman acts during her first
-hours alone in an immense and inhospitable city, which the sun refuses
-to shine upon, a city that knows not of her existence and cares less,
-she was furious with herself, even before she recovered. Where was the
-poise, the serenity, the grand impersonal attitude, she had learned from
-her subtle masters in the East? Where the full calm determination with
-which she had returned to take up her self-elected duties, to gratify a
-long latent but now full-grown ambition to build a unique pedestal for
-herself in the world; in other words, to achieve fame and power? Out
-there it had been both easy and natural to plan, to dream, to vision
-herself at the head of womankind, burning with the enthusiasm of the
-artist, even if the cause itself left her cold. She had believed herself
-made over to that extent, at least; and now she dared not see Nigel
-Herbert lest she marry him off-hand, and insure herself a life companion
-and the common happiness of woman.
-
-She denied him admittance, even refusing to go down to the telephone
-(such were the primitive arrangements of this exclusive hostelry), and
-vowed that once more, peradventure for the last time, she would wrestle
-with her peculiar problem and inspect her new armor at every joint.
-
-For Julia, even during her first year in India, had learned lessons
-untaught by Eastern philosophers. She had no difficulty in recalling the
-moment when that green shoot had wriggled its head out of what she
-called the morass in the depths of her nature. She had been floating one
-moonlight night in a boat propelled by a turbanned silhouette, on a
-small lake surrounded by a park as dense as a jungle. From the head of
-the lake rose a marble palace of many towers and balconies, whose white
-steps were in the green waters. Just overhead was poised the full
-moon,—a crystal lantern lit with a white flame. A nightingale was
-pouring forth its love song. Warm, delicious odors were wafted across
-the lake from the gardens about the palace.
-
-Julia, whose soul had been steeped in all this beauty, her senses
-swimming with pleasure, suddenly, with no apparent volition, sat upright
-and gasped with resentment. Why was she alone on such a night? Why, in
-heaven’s name, was not a man with her,—the most charming man the world
-held, of course (there never was anything moderate in Julia’s demands
-upon Life)? why was not this perfect mate, his own soul steeped, his
-senses swimming, even as were her own, sitting beside her, looking at
-her with eyes that proclaimed them as one and divinely happy? It was the
-night and the place for the very fullness of love, and she was alone.
-How incongruous! How inartistic! What a waste! Women have been known to
-feel like this in Venice. How much more so Julia, in the untravelled
-undesecrated depths of India, at night, with the moon and the
-nightingale and the heavy warm scents of Oriental trees, and shrubs, and
-flowers!
-
-When Julia realized where her unleashed imagination had soared, she
-frowned, deliberately laughed, and opened her inner ear that she might
-enjoy the crash to earth. But she sat up all that night. From her room
-in the guest bungalow (her friends had provided her with many letters),
-she could look upon the white palace, gleaming like sculptured ivory
-against the black Eastern night, hear the waters lapping the marble
-steps. Strange sounds came out of the quarters devoted to the
-superfluous wives and their female offspring: passionate melancholy
-singing, sharp infuriated cries, monotonous string music, infinitely
-hopeless.
-
-And she was free, free as the nightingale, free to love; young,
-beautiful, with the world at her feet. What a fool she was!
-
-Although she had now been in India for nearly a year, this was the first
-time the sex within her had stirred, and she had been one with scenes
-lovelier than this, revelled from first to last in all the beauty and
-variety and mystery and color which she had craved so long in England.
-In spite of dirt and stench, of entomological bedfellows, bullock carts,
-and lack of every luxury in which the British soul delights, she was too
-young and too philosophical to have permitted the worst of these to
-interfere with her complete satisfaction. And it had, this wondrous
-East, absorbed and satisfied her until to-night. She had asked for
-nothing more. And now she wanted a lover.
-
-Looking back upon her life with France, she discovered that she had
-practically forgiven him the moment she had been assured of his
-insanity. No doubt he had been irresponsible from the first. This
-admission had subconsciously wiped out his offences, and with them the
-memory of that whole odious experience. She still blamed her mother, but
-she had pitied France when she thought of him at all. The heavy noxious
-growth in her soul had withered and disappeared, the dark waters turned
-clear and sparkling. She was ready for love, for the rights and the
-glory of youth.
-
-Kneeling there, gazing out at the enchanted palace, watching the moon
-sail over the misty tree-tops to disappear into the dark embrace of the
-Himalayas, her annoyance passed, she exulted in this new development,
-these vast and turbulent demands. She would find love and find it soon.
-
-With Julia to think was to do. The next day she set out on her quest. To
-love any of these Indian princes was out of the question, even though
-she might live in marble palaces for the rest of her life. There was
-nothing for it but to go to Calcutta and present her letters to the
-viceroy and notable British residents. She found Calcutta the most
-ill-smelling city on earth, but its society was brilliant and
-industrious, and she met more charming men than in all her years in
-England. For some obscure reason Englishmen always are more charming,
-natural, and even original in the colonies and dependencies than on
-their own misty isle. Perhaps they are more adaptable than they think,
-more susceptible to “atmosphere” than would seem possible, bred as they
-are into formalities and mannerisms of a thousand years of tradition,
-too hide-bound for mere human nature to combat unassisted.
-
-Moreover, in India they wear helmets, which are vastly becoming, and
-white linen or khaki, which wars with stolidity. Julia met them by the
-dozen and liked them all. She danced six nights out of seven, flirted in
-marble palaces whose steps were in the Ganges, on marble terraces vocal
-and scented. She had never been so beautiful before, she was quite
-happy, she was indisputably the belle of the winter, she had several
-proposals under the most romantic conditions (carefully arranged by
-herself), and she was wholly unable to fall in love.
-
-At the end of the season she understood, and was aghast. She demanded
-the wholly impossible in man, a man that never will emerge from woman’s
-imagination and come to life; a man without common weaknesses, who was
-never absurd, who was a miracle of tenderness, passion, strength, humor,
-justice, high-mindedness, magnetism, intellect, cleverness, wit,
-sincerity, mystery, fidelity, provocation, responsiveness, reserve; who
-was gay, serious, sympathetic, vital, stimulating, always able to
-thrill, and never to bore; a being of light with no clay about him, who
-wooed like a god, and never looked funny when his feelings overcame him,
-and never perspired, even in India.
-
-In short, Julia packed her trunks and went to Benares to study Hindu
-philosophy.
-
-But although she was not long finding her balance (in which humor played
-as distinguished a part as her learned masters), she never wholly ceased
-to be haunted by the vision of the perfect lover and the complete
-happiness he must bestow upon a woman as yet not all intellect. There
-were times when she sat up in bed at night exclaiming aloud in tones of
-indignation and surprise, “_Where_ is my husband? Mine? He _must_ exist
-on this immense earth. Where is he?”
-
-She knew that other women of humor and intellect, Ishbel, for instance,
-had ended by accepting the best that life purposed to offer them, and
-been quite happy, or happy enough. But she dared make no such experiment
-with herself. Genius of some sort she had, and she guessed that geniuses
-had best be content with dreams and make no experiments with mere mortal
-men. She knew that if she exiled herself to America, or the continent of
-Europe, with the most satisfactory man she had met in Calcutta, or even
-with Nigel Herbert, she ran the risk of hating him and herself before
-the honeymoon was out. Nevertheless, the woman in her laughed at
-intellect and went on demanding and dreaming.
-
-But all this did not affect her will nor hinder her mental progress.
-While automatically hoping, she was hopeless, and bent all her energies
-toward accomplishing that ideal of perfection she had vaguely outlined
-the night at White Lodge when once more settling the fate of Nigel. Here
-in Benares, sitting at the feet of men that appeared to live in their
-marvellous intellects, and to be quite purged of earthly dross, it
-seemed simple enough to her strong will and brain. Of mysteries she was
-permitted more than one glimpse. She felt herself drawing from unseen,
-unfathomable sources a vital fluid which she chose to believe would in
-time restore in her that perfect balance of sex qualities, that unity in
-the ego, which had been the birthright of the man-woman who rose first
-out of the chaos of the universe, who was happy until clove in half and
-sent forth to wage the eternal war of sex, even while striving blindly
-for completion. She learned that in former solar systems, whose record
-is open only to those so profoundly versed in occult lore that their
-disembodied selves read at will the invisible tablets, that chosen women
-had attained this state of perfection, of absolute knowledge, of
-original sex, and with it immortality. Immortal women. Wonderful and
-haunting phrase! At certain periods of even earth’s history, they had
-reappeared in human form to accomplish their great and individual work.
-But their number so far had been few, and they were easily called to
-mind, these great women that stood out in history; indispensable,
-mysteriously powerful; disappearing when their work was done, and
-leaving none of their kind behind them.
-
-Julia’s favorite teacher, an old Sufi Mohammedan named Hadji Sadrä, told
-her that the world, the Western world particularly, was ripe for them
-again, that now their numbers would be many, for modern conditions made
-their general supremacy possible for the first time in Earth’s history.
-There was no movement in the East or West that this old philosopher was
-not cognizant of, no tendency, no deep persistent stifled mutter; and
-although he had all the contempt of the ancient Oriental brain for the
-crude attempts of the Occident to think for itself, he had a growing
-respect for Western women, and told Julia that all conditions, both in
-the heavens and on the earth pointed to the coming reign of woman; led
-in the first place by those reincarnated immortal souls of whom he was
-convinced she was one, possibly the greatest. So he interpreted her
-horoscope, laughing at the narrow wisdom of the Western mind which could
-see naught but a ridiculous position in the peerage of Europe; the
-starry hieroglyphics plainly indicated that she was to rule her sex and
-lead it to victory.
-
-All this was highly gratifying to Julia (to whom would it not be?), and
-feeling herself destined to greatness, found its spiritual part simpler
-of achievement than if the suggesting had been lacking. In this ideal of
-perfection there was no question of eliminating human nature, with its
-minor entrancing elements, its sympathy, tenderness, its power to love;
-merely the complete control of a highly trained mind over the baser
-desires, the contemptible faults, the foolish ambitions and temptations,
-which keep the average mind in a state of bondage, restless, vaguely
-aspiring, always dipping, and never happy. Nevertheless, love could be
-but an incident. The highest ideal was to stand alone. The greatest
-attributes of the masculine and female mind united in one mortal brain,
-the ability to obliterate the world at will and live in the
-contemplation of knowledge, the irresistible power which comes of
-absolute mastery of self and of living in self alone,—unity in the ego,
-independence of mortal conditions—here was the perfect ideal which
-Julia was bidden to attain, which few but Orientals have even
-formulated.
-
-On this high flight had Julia been sustained during the following years.
-But, sitting in her gloomy, chill and tasteless London sitting-room, she
-looked back upon it as a fool’s paradise, and felt merely a dismal
-traveller in a strange city; but recalling a threat of Hadji Sadrä,
-dared not send for the man she still liked best in the world.
-
-
- III
-
-NIGHT came, and the night had no terrors for Julia. Her Hindu master had
-taught her the science of relaxation, and given her certain powerful
-suggestions, one being that she should fall asleep within half an hour
-of going to bed and not awaken for eight hours.
-
-The morning, therefore, found her refreshed; and although she was still
-annoyed at the discovery that she had not made herself over once for
-all, she had no intention of rocking her feminine ego in her arms again
-for some time to come. Another lesson she had learned was to switch
-thought off and on; she relegated her femaleness to the depths, and
-turned her attention to the work that had drawn her to England. The
-monthly bulletins with which Mrs. Herbert had remorselessly pursued her,
-alone would have kept her informed on every phase of the Woman’s War,
-and she had heard somewhat of it elsewhere. She was satisfied that in
-this new and menacing demand for the ballot, women were prompted neither
-by vanity nor mere superfluous energy, but by an experience with poverty
-which had taught them that this great problem was their peculiar
-province. They were prepared to devote their lives to its solution, to
-court sacrifices such as man had never contemplated; and they had the
-time, the instinct, the practical knowledge, which would enable them, if
-armed with political power, to solve this hideous and disgraceful
-problem once for all.
-
-Julia had driven through a famine district in India and felt her brain
-wither, her veins freeze, as she stared at mile after mile of starving
-skeletons, lying or huddled by the roadside, feebly begging with eyes
-that seemed to accuse the Almighty for multiplying the superfluous of
-earth. What to do for these wretches, dying by the million, she had no
-more idea than Great Britain herself; but if it was beyond human power
-to grapple with the question of starving millions in a season of drought
-in India, so much the more reason to attack the less desperate but no
-less abominable question in a land where the poor were the result of the
-callousness of man. In dealing with this complicated problem many
-lessons would be learned that might later be applied to poverty on the
-grand scale.
-
-The ballot, therefore, was but a means to an end, and to assist in
-winning it she had returned; meaning to devote to it all her time, her
-energies, and her talents. But must she join this new “militant
-movement”? She frowned with distaste. As to many at that date, it seemed
-both foolish and vulgar. Moreover, like all fastidious women that wish
-for fame, she shrank from notoriety, from figuring in any sort of public
-mess. However! She should soon be given her rôle, and whatever it might
-be, she was resolved to play it to a finish, and without protest.
-
-Meanwhile she was eating her breakfast, the one appetizing meal in
-England, and when she was further refreshed, she opened the newspaper on
-the tray, remembering the disaster in San Francisco. The news was more
-encouraging. The city was still burning, but the loss of life had been
-comparatively small, and the inhabitants were either escaping in droves
-to the towns across the bay or camping on the hills behind San
-Francisco. Once more Julia’s thoughts flew to Daniel Tay, and she
-conceived the idea of writing to him. Surely an old friend could do no
-less, and now if ever he would be grateful for remembrance.
-
-Therefore, as soon as she was dressed, she went to the desk in the
-drawing-room and committed the most momentous act of her life. She wrote
-to Tay a long and lively letter, full of feminine sympathy, of concern
-for his welfare and for that of his city. There were many allusions to
-their brief but unforgotten friendship (she had almost forgotten it!),
-references to his boyish sympathy, and assurances that she was now well,
-happy, free, and full of interest in life. “Do write to me,” she
-concluded. “That is, if you ever receive this; and tell me all about
-your life in the past ten years. Did you go on your ten-thousand-dollar
-spree? Have you made your great fortune? Are you ruling the destinies of
-your city? I have always felt sure you would never stop at being merely
-a rich man. And Mrs. Bode? And Ella?” (alas!) “I do hope they have not
-suffered too much in this terrible disaster. If you like, if you have
-not wholly forgotten me all these years, I’ll write you of my life in
-the East these past four, and much else. I remember how freely I used to
-talk to you, dear little boy that you were, and I don’t think I have
-ever talked so freely to any one else. It would be rather exciting to
-correspond with you. But if you have quite lost interest in me, at least
-remember that I have not in you,—no! not for one moment—and long to
-hear how you have weathered this frightful calamity.”
-
-Now, why do women lie like that? Julia was as truthful as any mortal who
-is a component part of that complicated organism known as society may
-be, but she wrote these lines without flinching, quite persuaded for the
-moment, indeed, that she meant every word of them. Perhaps here lies the
-explanation, in so much as all memories are alive in the
-subconsciousness, and leap to the mind the instant their slumbers are
-disturbed by the essential vibration; there to assume full and dazzling
-control. Let it go at that.
-
-Julia, as a matter of fact, looked somewhat dubiously at the last
-paragraph of her letter. It was not in the least Oriental. She was also
-astonished at the length of the letter itself. She had long since
-discovered, however, that there are some people to whom one can write,
-and many more to whom one cannot. Oddly enough Nigel Herbert was of the
-last. He wrote a colorless letter himself, never striking that spark
-which fires the epistolary ardor; but Julia reflected that she could
-write for hours on end to Daniel Tay; she felt as if embarked on some
-vital current which leaped direct from London to San Francisco, no less
-than seven thousand miles. She sealed the letter.
-
-Then she discovered that the sun was out and remembered that she had an
-aunt. Her feelings for her only relative in England were not of unmixed
-cordiality, but it would be something at least to bask for a little in
-the presence of one so entirely satisfied with herself. Moreover, she
-wanted news of her mother; and this duty was inevitable in any case.
-
-She determined to walk the short distance to Tilney Street as she wished
-to post the letter herself. Still exhilarated at the writing of it, she
-ignored the mud of the streets, sniffed the old familiar grimy air, with
-some abatement of nostalgia for the East, and even found amusement in
-the windows of Bond Street.
-
-When she came to the first pillar box and applied her letter to its
-yawning mouth, she paused suddenly, assailed by one of those subtle
-feminine presentiments which her long residence in the Orient had not
-taught her to despise. She withdrew the letter and walked on, smiling,
-but disturbed. She even passed two more boxes, but at the fourth shot
-the letter in. Her planets had long since made a fatalist of her, more
-or less. And she had adventurous blood.
-
-She found Mrs. Winstone risen, groomed, coifed, with even her smile on,
-and seated before her desk in the front ell of the drawing-room,
-answering notes and cards of invitation.
-
-“Ah, Julia!” she said casually, as she rose and offered her cheek. “Home
-again? How nice. But that coat and skirt, my dear! Quite old style.”
-
-“Rather!” said Julia, making herself comfortable. “I took them out with
-me. Who’s your tailor now?”
-
-“Oh, a new man. A duck. I’ll take you to him this afternoon. Just left
-one of the big houses, so his prices are quite possible—at present.
-Glad you’ve kept your complexion. How is it you don’t sunburn?”
-
-“I don’t fancy people born in the tropics ever do. Glad you haven’t
-grown fat.”
-
-“I’d put on a bit if it weren’t the fashion to look like a plank back
-and front. I’ve got to the age where I’d look better filled out. ’Fraid
-I’m really gettin’ on. Beaux are younger every year.”
-
-“You look quite unchanged to me,” said Julia, politely. “How’s the
-duke?”
-
-“Quite fit, I believe. They’re still at Bosquith. Margaret broke her leg
-huntin’.”
-
-“Have you heard from my mother lately? I have not, for several months. I
-had hoped to find a letter here.”
-
-“I got her usual quarterly page the other day. She seems well enough.
-I’ve been to Nevis since you left. Nerves got rackety, and the doctor
-told me to go where I’d really be quiet. I was! But I shouldn’t wonder
-if I went again some day. Never looked so well in my life as when I came
-back. Simply vegetated.”
-
-“And how does my mother look? I cannot imagine her changed—but—it is a
-good many years!”
-
-“She looks exactly the same. Ain’t you ever goin’ back?”
-
-“Not until she sends for me. I can’t help feeling that she doesn’t want
-me,—prefers not to be actively reminded of the last and most tragic
-disappointment of her life. I sometimes wonder that she writes to me.
-Her letters are even briefer than those to you.”
-
-“Perhaps you are right. She hasn’t forgiven you—or herself. I tried to
-tell her some of your charmin’ experiences with Harold,—there was so
-little to talk about, I thought it might be interestin’ to see how she
-took it,—but she wouldn’t listen!”
-
-“Poor mother! What a life! I wonder if she would let me have Fanny?”
-
-“Fanny?”
-
-“Yes, I am quite alone, you know. I could do for her nicely, and it
-would almost be like having a child of my own.”
-
-“I detest Fanny,” said Mrs. Winstone, with some show of human emotion.
-“She’s a minx. Jane will have her hands full three or four years from
-now.”
-
-“She was such a dear little thing.”
-
-“Well, she’s a little devil now. I don’t say she mightn’t be halfway
-decent if she’d led a life like other children, but she’s never played
-with a white child, and rules those pic’nies like a she-dragon—she’s
-not too unlike Jane in some things. Her only companion is a washed-out
-middle-aged governess, who might as well try to manage a hurricane. Jane
-vows she shall never marry. Her mistake in France seems to have fixed
-her hatred of man once for all, and although Fanny bores her, she’s of
-no two minds as to her duty toward the brat. She is never to meet a
-young man of her own class, if you please, and as soon as she is old
-enough is to be trained in all the duties relating to the estate. Nice
-time Jane’ll have preventin’ Fanny meetin’ men if only one sets foot on
-the island; and there’s talk of rebuildin’ Bath House. She’s overcharged
-with vitality, that child, she’s a will of iron, and she’s already an
-adept at deceivin’ her grandmother—no mean accomplishment! And she’ll
-get worse instead of better in that ghastly life. I wouldn’t trust her
-across the street three years from now.”
-
-“Oh, the poor little thing! She must be rescued. Surely if my mother
-doesn’t care for her she’ll be the more willing to give her up. But she
-must, a little. She was strict with me, but always kind and even
-affectionate.”
-
-“She’s not to Fanny. She looks upon her as a plague; and with good
-reason, for a noisier or more messy child I never saw. But she’ll do her
-duty as she sees it.”
-
-“I believe Fanny is really adorable. I shall write at once and beg for
-her.”
-
-“You won’t get her, and you needn’t regret it. I’m no fool where my sex
-is concerned: Fanny’s the sort that’s put into the world to make
-trouble. What are your plans? Shall you take a flat in town?”
-
-“It will depend.” Julia paused a moment and then hurled her bomb. “I’ve
-come back to enroll in the Woman’s War.”
-
-“What?” Mrs. Winstone looked about to faint; then her expression became
-stony. “Why, women are disgracin’ their sex, makin’ perfect fools of
-themselves! Bridgit Herbert must have gone mad. All her friends will cut
-her. A woman of her class fightin’ men and sleepin’ in prison! She
-deserved all she got, and so will you if you’ve anything to do with
-these tatterdermalion females shriekin’ for notoriety. That’s all
-they’re after. Forcin’ their way into the House of Commons! No wonder
-the men are disgusted. It’s a middle-class movement, anyhow. You! That’s
-the reason, I suppose, you don’t mind wearin’ a coat and skirt four
-years old.”
-
-“Oh, but I do mind! I hope you’ll take me to your tailor this very day.”
-
-“There! I knew you were jokin’. I should simply retire if I had a
-suffragette in the family. Come down to luncheon and then we’ll go out
-and shop.”
-
-
- IV
-
-DURING the early weeks of this same year, Christabel Pankhurst had
-established in London a branch of the Woman’s Social and Political Union
-founded in Manchester in 1903 by Mrs. Pankhurst. The rooms were in Park
-Walk, Chelsea, and here were the headquarters of that “Militant
-Movement” so execrated by the National Union of Woman’s Suffrage
-Societies, and by Society in general. Their numbers were few, their
-funds were almost nil, their years, with one or two exceptions, absurdly
-young, they were thrown entirely upon one another for sympathy and
-approval, a goodly proportion had already been severely pummelled by men
-twice their size, and in the proportion of three or more to one, and
-several were still in hospital, injured, perhaps for life. But they had
-made all England talk about them, and a few, a very few, farsighted men
-had apprehended them as a definite and permanent factor in the politics
-of the twentieth century.
-
-Of these was Nigel Herbert, and it was from him that Julia learned all
-that she did not know already of their history. Bridgit had sent her
-clippings from newspapers containing references to the opening of the
-campaign by Miss Pankhurst and Annie Kenny, at the first great Liberal
-meeting of the General Election in October, which resulted in their
-arrest and imprisonment. At Acca she had heard the movement discussed by
-English pilgrims; and in English newspapers, read in continental
-reading-rooms, she had come across many comments—indignant, sarcastic,
-infuriate—upon the performances of these outrageous females. But from
-Bridgit she had not heard since a few days before that lady’s own battle
-royal, and it was to Nigel that she turned for unimpassioned
-information. He had told her something in the train, and he gave a
-concise history of the new movement as soon as he was permitted once
-more to sun himself in her presence.
-
-“They’re here to stay,” he said. “I know six or eight of them
-personally; been making a study of them, although they don’t know it.
-They’re like no other women under the sun—nor any sun that has ever
-shone. They’ve a new group of brain cells, and something new and big is
-coming out of it. The only historical analogy I know of is those old
-martyrs that died in the cause of some new departure in religion; those
-that make such excellent subjects for stained-glass windows. They’ve got
-the same look those old leader-martyrs had when chained up to the stake
-and waiting for the faggot. The same grim patient mouths, the same
-clairvoyant eyes, as if looking straight at the unborn millions
-liberated by the martyrdom of the few. Their enthusiasm is cold—and
-eternal. They are as deliberate as death. There are no better brains in
-the world. Precious few as good. They never take a step that isn’t
-calculated beforehand, and they never take a step backward.
-Discouragement and fear are sensations they have never experienced. When
-they are hurt they don’t know it. They fear injury or death no more than
-they fear the brutes that maul them. In short, they’re a new force let
-loose into the world; and the geese outside put them down as hysterical
-females. But if this silly old world had always been quick to see and
-wise to act we’d have no history. So there you are.”
-
-And the next day Julia accepted this estimate without reserve. Having
-introduced herself at headquarters, registered, and paid her dues, she
-sat for a time listening to a quick incisive debate upon all steps to be
-taken in the House of Commons, on the night of the 25th, in case the
-Woman’s Suffrage Resolution, for which Mr. Kier Hardie had secured a
-place, should be talked out by its enemies.
-
-After a time Julia forgot to listen, being quite convinced that they
-would act as they purposed to act, and make no misstep. Their looks
-interested her far more than their words. With possibly two exceptions,
-whose flesh gave them a superficially conventional appearance, they did
-not look like women at all. They looked pure brain, sexless, selfless,
-ruthless. Most of them had as little flesh as it is possible to carry
-and live, as if Nature herself had sent them into the world trained and
-hardened for fight and for no other purpose whatever. Julia saw not the
-slightest evidence of personal ambition in those grim set faces, with
-eyes that were preternaturally keen in debate, and, to use Nigel’s word,
-clairvoyant in repose; merely that stern inflexible purpose which has
-been the equipment of martyrs since Society emerged out of chaos; but
-directed by a mental power, a modern balance, that saved them from the
-stupidities of fanaticism. That they were ready to go to the stake, or
-the hangman, she did not doubt, and it was possible that some of them
-would, unless the enemy came to its senses in time; but that they would
-fail in their purpose ultimately was as unthinkable as that they would
-ever lay down their arms. Truly a new force unleashed. Were these the
-immortal women?
-
-Julia felt thrilled, exalted. All the iron in her nature, a gift of
-inheritance which had saved her from degradation and melancholy and the
-common foolishness of women; which, in a word, had made her stronger
-than life, rose from its long sleep and exulted. Here was a career, and
-here were associates worth while. The cause of woman in the abstract had
-left her cold, but when she realized the immense brain power, the
-unqualified courage, the unhuman endurance, imperative to put the right
-sort of new life into a great but long moribund cause, and sweep it to a
-triumphant finish, she felt on fire with enthusiasm; the abilities she
-had so long played with crystallized suddenly and leapt at their
-opportunity. Some day she should command these women, or their
-successors, and to do that would be as great a feat as to lead them to
-victory. She was more than willing to consecrate her personal ambition
-to the future of her sex, but that she never could lose sight of it
-would but give her an additional power. She could become as grim, as
-relentless, as indomitable as they, but she doubted she could ever be as
-selfless, or if she wished to be. For a moment she envied as much as she
-admired them, but the personality she once had believed murdered by her
-husband had long since revived with a double vitality, and the time was
-not yet when it could dissolve in the crucible of a cause.
-
-When the meeting broke up she asked to be given active work to do, being
-well aware that one must serve before fit to command. They had been
-taught to expect her by Mrs. Herbert, and her offer of service as well
-as her donation was thankfully accepted. One of their number was told
-off to instruct her, and she was ordered to hold herself in readiness to
-go to the Midlands and take part in a by-election, working to defeat the
-liberal candidate if he persisted in his attitude of hostility to
-woman’s demand for the vote. She and her present instructor, Mrs. Lime,
-should heckle him when he spoke, canvass, distribute suffrage
-literature, and speak against him in the market-place, or at any corner
-where they could gather a crowd.
-
-The latter part of the program was by no means to Julia’s taste, but she
-had made up her mind to obey orders, and she took them in the same
-matter-of-fact fashion in which they were delivered. Mentally, she
-shrugged her shoulders. If these women could stand it, she could. There
-was not a coarse, a vulgar, a hard face among them. And should she not
-exult in the prospect of a stirring career, the constant outlet for her
-energies, the lethe for her womanhood? The more adventurous the details,
-the better!
-
-“She looks like Lady Macbeth,” said one of the girls as Julia departed
-with an armful of literature, and accompanied by Mrs. Lime. “Cool,
-calculating, ambitious, intellectual, unscrupulous in the grand manner.”
-
-“H’m,” said another, dubiously. “Lady Macbeth had her weaknesses, and
-lost her mind,—something Mrs. France must retain if she is to be as
-useful to this cause as Mrs. Herbert and Lady Dark would have us
-believe.”
-
-“Lady Macbeth up to date, then. The original was shut up in a castle
-with too few interests and opportunities; nothing to distract her mind.
-And remember she accomplished her purpose first.”
-
-
- V
-
-IF one will dig deeply enough into the psychology of those great
-enthusiasms which have altered the course of history, one will generally
-discover some personal, overlaid, self-forgotten motive which bred the
-martyrs and kindled the leaders necessary to arrest the attention of the
-world, and make the vast number of converts essential to give any cause
-dignity and insure to it victory. It may be an acute disappointment in
-human nature, some assault upon highest instincts or treasured
-convictions, or even disappointed ambition; but above all is it likely
-to have its seed in that burning hatred of injustice which animates all
-minds with a natural bias for reform. The Prophets may have been
-inspired and preordained, but leaders and martyrs hardly, although they
-are entitled to the first rank in the history of the Great Causes.
-
-With Bridgit Herbert it had been not only the profound reaction of a
-fine mind from the empty life of society, but the bitter recognition
-that she had lavished the wealth of her nature on a handsome fool, who
-laughed and kissed her when her ego struggled out of its embryo and
-looked for wings on his. Then had come the amazing discovery that the
-men she most liked, of whose friendly devotion she had felt assured, had
-no possible use for her when they found that she purposed to console
-herself with her intellect instead of with themselves; that so slight
-was the impression the greatness in her nature had made on them, they
-would be the first to balk her on every issue she held most dear. Her
-vanity soon healed, but she had been cut to the quick; and all the
-obstinacy, scorn, and strength in her arose, and counselled her to pay
-back to man something of what woman had suffered at his hand throughout
-the ages.
-
-It is possible that if Christabel Pankhurst, bred on suffrage as she
-was, had not been refused admission to the Bar when she applied to the
-Benchers of Lincoln’s Inn Fields, she might not have conceived the
-Militant Movement at the psychological moment. Julia needed no further
-inducement to enter the career she once for all elected to follow that
-afternoon in Chelsea, but she, too, needed the sharp personal jolt to
-banish the abstract, and substitute the concrete enthusiasm; and she got
-it long before her impersonal ardor had time to cool.
-
-Ten days after she had received her first instructions, she arrived with
-Mrs. Lime in the Midland town where the by-election campaign was to
-open. Mrs. Lime was an experienced heckler, and was already acquainted
-with the inside of prison and gaol, but unknown in the Midlands. Julia
-had found much inspiration in Mrs. Lime, a typical product of that
-awakening which began in 1901. Her small body looked as if it might have
-an unbreakable skeleton of steel, and her gaunt, dark, rapt face was
-deeply lined, although she was but twenty-four. Like Annie Kenny, she
-had been a half-timer at the loom at the age of ten, and had worked in
-the cotton mill until she married a plumber eight years later. Her
-husband died when she was twenty-two, and she was using his savings in
-the cause which she knew to be the one hope for thousands of girls,
-overworked and underfed, as she had been. In her early youth she had
-managed, against desperate odds, to acquire an education of sorts, and
-her speeches were remarkably effective; terse, logical, and informing.
-Once she would have worshipped the luminous beauty of this new recruit,
-but now she merely regarded it as a practical asset.
-
-“Don’t let yourself run down,” she said to Julia as they sat in their
-hotel the night before the opening of the campaign, discussing their
-own. “Keep that hair bright, and wear your good clothes, as long as
-you’ve got them. Our ladies think too little about clothes, and its
-natural, being at this business all their lives, as you might say. But
-with you it’s different. You’ve got the born style, and you’d have hard
-work looking dingy. Don’t try. You’ve got just the air and the beauty to
-attract the crowd at the street corner, although you’ll soon be too
-familiar a figure to the police to get past the door. But ugly little
-things like me can do the heckling.”
-
-The Liberal candidate made his first speech on the following night, but
-neither Julia nor Mrs. Lime found it possible to enter the hall. Men
-were learning wisdom. All women without cards or escorts were barred.
-Both the girls were roughly handled as they attempted again and again to
-obtain entrance; and as there was no crowd outside to address, they went
-back to the hotel to await the candidate’s return. They sat in the
-passage, and when he came in, shortly after eleven o’clock, Mrs. Lime
-immediately confronted him.
-
-“You will tell us, if you please,” she said, “what you mean to do about
-giving the ballot to women.”
-
-The candidate, who had congratulated himself upon accomplishing the
-exclusion of suffragettes from the hall, and had even taken the
-precaution to leave by the back door, colored with annoyance; and his
-eyes flashed contempt upon the plain little figure planted in his path.
-
-“I state my intentions on the platform,” he said haughtily, and
-attempted to brush past her. But Mrs. Lime changed her own position and
-once more impeded his progress.
-
-“Your intentions regarding votes for women,” she said in her even
-emotionless voice. “You are said to oppose it. I warn you that unless
-you assert that this is not true, and that you will do all in your power
-to assist us in winning the ballot, we shall do all we can to defeat you
-in this election.”
-
-“We?” He laughed outright. “How many more of them are there like you?”
-
-Julia rose and came forward. “Two,” she said. “And two against one is a
-proportion never to be despised.”
-
-The man stared at her and his overbearing manner underwent a change.
-
-“Oh, you!” he said. “Well _you_ might get something out of a man if you
-tried hard enough.”
-
-France had more than once burst out that his wife had the north pole in
-her eyes, that it was a waste of time to look for it anywhere else; and
-the frozen stare which this candidate received dashed his mounting
-ardor. He frowned heavily. “I say!” he said. “Get out of this. It’s no
-business for you.”
-
-“Since when have politics ceased to be the business of English women?
-You will declare for us publicly and unmistakably, or I shall make it my
-business to defeat you.”
-
-He stared at her again, this time in some dismay. He had yet to learn
-the power of women in general, when possessed of the brain and courage
-and holy fervor that are no mean substitutes for beauty and family, but
-he well knew the power that women of the class to which this antagonist
-belonged had wielded in the political history of England. For a moment
-he hesitated. What was a promise to a woman? And it would be safe to get
-rid of this woman as quickly as possible. The other, of course, didn’t
-matter. But he was an honest man in politics, whatever his other
-failings, and he would as soon have given the vote to the devil as to
-women. He turned on his heel.
-
-“Do your worst,” he said. “That’s all you’ll get out of me.”
-
-The next day Julia hired a motor car, and they pursued the candidate
-from town to town and village to village. He was contesting a large
-borough, whose member, returned at the general election, had died
-suddenly. It contained several towns and many villages. In the latter,
-Julia and Mrs. Lime visited every cottage, petted the children,
-distributed their literature, promised all they conscientiously could if
-the ballot were given to women, and implored help in defeating a man who
-was an avowed enemy. They converted most of the women, and made no
-little impression on the men, most of them colliers, who gathered about
-their car in the evenings. The car impressed the men almost as much as
-the eloquence of the speakers. Their thick heads, generally thicker at
-eight in the evening, were as impervious to female suffrage as the heads
-at Westminster, but Julia and Mrs. Lime had borrowed all the arguments
-of the Conservative candidate and used them with no less eloquence, and
-the more penetrating ingenuity of their sex.
-
-At every hall they were refused admittance. Julia soon grew accustomed
-to being pulled about; her arms were black and blue; and she had twice
-been obliged to invest in new hats both for herself and Mrs. Lime. Her
-diffidence had vanished, and, her fighting blood up, and now completely
-interested, she spoke whenever the opportunity offered.
-
-One dark night, when they had had the usual experience at the hall
-entrance, they were prowling about hoping to find an unguarded door,
-when they espied a scaffolding under one of the high windows. It was
-elevated on a rough trestle. The same idea animated them simultaneously.
-Without a word they climbed the precarious foothold, tearing their
-skirts, and splintering their hands, and felt their way along the
-scaffolding until they were close to the window. Then they unrolled
-their white banners inscribed “Votes for Women,” and waited. The
-candidate, who possessed the inestimable advantage of belonging to the
-party just come into power, was lauding its virtues, promising all
-things in its name, and reiterating the abominations, now somewhat
-stale, of the party that was responsible for the colossal war taxes, and
-the industrial depression. There were pertinent questions asked, which
-he answered good-naturedly; for although he would fain have gone through
-his carefully rehearsed speech uninterrupted, he was far too keen a
-politician to insult a voter.
-
-“Now!” whispered Mrs. Lime, and simultaneously two heads appeared at the
-window, two banners were waved, and Julia, having the more carrying
-voice, cried out:—
-
-“And how about Votes for Women?”
-
-If a flaming sword had appeared, there could not have been more
-excitement. The candidate turned purple. The chairman jumped to his
-feet, crying “outrageous,” and the audience took up the word and shouted
-it, some shaking their fists. Several men ran down the aisle.
-
-“The stewards!” whispered Mrs. Lime, “and they’ll be joined by the door
-police.”
-
-It was darker than ever without, after the glare of the hall, but once
-more they felt their way along the scaffolding, reached the uprights,
-and clambered down just as a dark mass turned the corner of the
-building.
-
-There was no time to cross the street. Mrs. Lime seized Julia’s hand and
-darted under the trestle. “Lie down with your face to the wall, and
-close,” she commanded.
-
-Their clothes were dark and they were unobserved by the men, who stood
-for a moment looking up.
-
-“I’ll go up this side,” said one of the policemen, after straining the
-back of his neck in vain, “and you go up the other. The rest look in
-that shed behind. That’s where they likely are.”
-
-The men mounted gingerly, the others disappeared. Mrs. Lime gave Julia a
-tug, they wriggled out, and ran round to the front entrance. Before
-those on the rear benches knew what was happening, the two girls were
-halfway down the middle aisle. Then another roar arose.
-
-“Put them out! Put them out!”
-
-Julia and Mrs. Lime attempted to mount a bench, but were pulled down.
-About them was a sea of astonished indignant faces, such as, no doubt,
-confronted the British working-man years before when he so far forgot
-himself as to demand equal political rights with the gentry and the
-employer. Julia laughed outright as she saw those scandalized faces, but
-it would have fared ill with them when the police and stewards came
-running back, had not several gentlemen, who, unwilling to see violence
-done to women, however they might disapprove of their tactics, formed a
-bodyguard, and escorted them to the door. Quite satisfied with their
-night’s work they went to their inn and slept soundly.
-
-
- VI
-
-SO far they had not spoken in any of the larger towns, for in this
-manufacturing and colliery district it was difficult to collect a crowd
-in the market-place except on Saturday nights, and heretofore heavy
-rains had kept the men indoors with their pipe and beer. But they
-distributed their literature on the streets, and in shops and hotel
-dining-rooms, visited every house to which they could obtain entrance,
-and scored one signal triumph. The Conservative candidate, watching
-their progress, and having no fixed scruples to violate, came out
-sonorously for Woman. He even called on them personally and promised his
-active help in Parliament if they would canvass for him. They did not
-place too much faith in his word, but they were out to defeat an enemy,
-one who was also a member of that party responsible for all the
-indignities visited upon their cause. By this time that momentous night
-had come and gone when Mrs. Pankhurst and her band were forcibly ejected
-from the latticed gallery above the House of Commons, after hearing
-their bill talked out; and Sir Henry Campbell-Bannerman, after receiving
-the deputation of representative women with amiability and
-encouragement, had astounded them with the warning that they were to
-expect nothing from his Cabinet. So war had been declared on the
-Government, and this was merely the first of the by-elections which was
-to give the women an opportunity to exhibit their power.
-
-“We’ve a chance!” said Mrs. Lime, as the Conservative candidate smiled
-himself out of their presence. Her dark eyes were full of light, her sad
-mouth smiling. “Oh, but a chance! If we could only win! There’d be some
-head-shaking up there at Westminster.”
-
-“Well!” said Julia, also triumphant, “at least we’ve made the Liberal
-candidate look persecuted. I know that every time he catches sight of us
-he longs to call the police.”
-
-The following day was Saturday and they arrived at one of the most
-important towns in the district. The sun was out and it was immediately
-decided to take the corner hustings. By this time, Julia had quite
-forgotten her old objection to street corners; it seemed to her that she
-had forgotten everything she had known on any subject than the one in
-possession; and she was further inspired by the discovery that her
-tongue possessed both persuasiveness and power. Even bad speakers like
-to hear themselves talk as soon as they have mastered fright, and never
-was there a good one that would not rather be on the stump than off it.
-Julia was enjoying this hard fighting as she had never enjoyed anything
-in her life.
-
-The town was surrounded by cigarette factories, and on this Saturday
-afternoon it seemed to Julia that every girl they employed must be
-promenading the streets with her hooligan swain. They were bold-looking
-creatures, cheaply and loudly attired, and universally hilarious. By
-this time Julia had concluded that the common people of this section of
-the Midlands were more common, more rude, more offensive than any she
-had encountered in England, with the possible exception of the
-barbarians in the London slaughter houses. Even Mrs. Lime remarked sadly
-that comparative prosperity did not seem to improve her class. But Julia
-had yet to learn that these young people had a brutal license in their
-natures, a ribald savagery, that was a part of their general
-indifference to morals or any sense of decency.
-
-She and Mrs. Lime immediately divided the town into districts, and
-seeing a group on a corner near to which there was a convenient box,
-Julia mounted her platform and began to address the eight or ten young
-men and women. At first they merely gave a rough laugh; then one cried
-out:—
-
-“W’y, it’s a bloomin’ suffragette! Oh, I say, wot a lark! W’y ain’t ’er
-golden ’air ’anging down ’er back?”
-
-Julia had heard remarks of this sort before, although her speaking
-experience had lain almost altogether in the villages, where the human
-animal, less sophisticated, is also less aggressive. In a few moments
-the group had become a crowd that blocked the street, and she quite
-believed that no speaker had ever looked into so many hard and hostile
-eyes. The face of every man wore an insulting grin. She went on
-unperturbed, however, welcoming them at any price, for this was her
-first opportunity to address a town crowd. The more hostile, the better.
-She was confident of getting their ear in time.
-
-But it was soon evident that they had no intention of giving her their
-ear. They roared with laughter, they gave unearthly cat-calls. Finally
-one hurled a vile epithet at her. This was a signal which unloosed their
-proudest accomplishment. When they had exhausted their vocabulary, and
-it was a large one when it came to obscenity, they began again; but
-finding that she looked down at them undisturbed, merely waiting for a
-pause, they began to grow angry, and pushed forward. Julia’s box was
-already against the wall, there was no possible means of retreat, and
-there was not a friendly face in that ugly crowd. But she was not
-conscious of any fear. Not only was she fearless by nature, but she had
-been trained during these last four years to impassivity in any crisis.
-What she really felt was the profound disdain of the aristocrat for the
-brainless mob, and although she did not realize this at the moment, it
-did flash through her mind that here was one section of the poor that
-might go to the devil for all the help and sympathy it would ever get
-from her. But of these and other uncomplimentary sentiments she betrayed
-no more than she did of fear, although she was not sufficiently hardened
-to suppress an inward quiver at the foul language with which she had now
-been assailed for some ten minutes.
-
-“Oh, I say!” cried one of the girls, when her companions finally paused
-to draw breath. “Is she a bloomin’ stature? Let’s put some life in ’er.”
-And another shrieked, “Wot’s golden ’air for if it ain’t ’anging down
-’er back? Let’s put it w’ere it belongs.”
-
-“That’s right.”
-
-The crowd surged forward. Julia, looking into those primitive faces, the
-faces of good old barbarians, full of the lust to hurt, wondered if her
-time had come. She made no doubt that they would tear the clothes off
-her back, perhaps trample her underfoot, for they had lashed their
-passions far beyond their limited powers of restraint. She squared her
-shoulders. For the moment the world looked to her full of eyes and
-fists. Then she hastily glanced to right and left. Down the street two
-blue-clad figures were advancing, accompanied by the Liberal candidate
-and another man. She drew a long breath of relief. She had grown to look
-upon the British policeman as her natural enemy, but now she hailed him
-as her only friend on earth.
-
-She raised her arm and indicated the approach of the law. One of the men
-followed her gesture, and shouted, “The bobbies.” The clinched hands
-dropped and the crowd fell back. As the two policemen strode up Julia
-expected to see official fists fly, and as many arrests made as two men
-of law could handle. To her amazement the policemen pushed their way
-through the mob and jerked her off the box.
-
-“Nice doings, this,” cried one, indignantly. “Obstructing traffic and
-collecting crowds. Ain’t you suffragettes ever going to learn sense?”
-
-“I!” cried Julia, with still deeper indignation. “You had better arrest
-your townspeople. Couldn’t you hear them using language that alone ought
-to send them to jail? And couldn’t you see that they would have torn me
-to pieces in another moment? Why don’t you arrest them?”
-
-“It’s you we’re going to arrest. It’s you that’s obstructing traffic and
-collecting crowds, not them. They’re out for their ’arf ’oliday.”
-
-“But I tell you they threatened me with violence.”
-
-“Serves you right. You come along, and if you make any fuss you’ll get
-hurt, sure enough.”
-
-And Julia, filled with a wrath of which she had never dreamed herself
-capable, was dragged off between the two policemen, while the crowd
-jeered and howled, and the Liberal candidate stood on the other side of
-the street laughing softly.
-
-Once her fury so far overcame her that she struggled and attempted to
-break away, but one of the men gave her arm such a wrench that she
-walked quietly to the Town Hall, thankful that anger had burned up her
-tears.
-
-At the Town Hall she was charged with disorderly conduct and obstructing
-traffic, and promptly committed to a cell, to await trial on Monday
-morning.
-
-So Julia spent twenty-four hours in prison. She could have summoned
-sleep at night had she been disposed, but nothing was farther from her
-thought. She was too infuriated to sleep and forget for a moment the
-gross injustice to which she had been subjected by the laws of a country
-supposed to be the most enlightened on the globe. She had mounted a box
-to make a peaceable—not an incendiary—speech, something men did
-whenever they listed, and with no fear of punishment. Her denouncement
-of the Liberal candidate and her plea for Suffrage would have contained
-no offence against law and order; but she had been treated as if she had
-incited a riot, while the vile creatures that had insulted and
-threatened her were not even reprimanded.
-
-In a mind naturally fair and just, nothing will cause rebellion so
-profound as an act of gross injustice. Had Julia, from a safe vantage
-point, seen Mrs. Lime or any other woman treated as she had been, her
-soul would have boiled with righteous wrath; but it takes the personal
-indignity to sink deep and bear results. Julia in that long night and
-the day that followed, cold, half-fed, alone, in a vermin-ridden cell,
-forgot her ambitions, her artistic pleasure in playing a part well, and
-became as rampant a suffragette as any of the little band in Park Walk.
-She would war against these stupid brutes in power as long as they left
-breath in her, fight to give women the opportunity to do better.
-Something was rotten when justice worked automatically without logic;
-and if men were too indifferent to effect a cure, it was time another
-sex took hold. No wonder these chosen women were indifferent to
-femininity, and gowns, and all that had given woman her superficial
-power in the past. What mortal happiness they missed mattered nothing.
-They were equipped for one purpose only, to avenge and protect the
-millions ignored by nature and fortune, and the victims of man-made
-laws; and if they were mauled, and torn, and despised, and killed, it
-was but the common fate of the advance guard, the martyrs in all great
-reforms; they were quite consistent in being as indifferent to sympathy
-as to the denunciations of the fools that saw in them but a new variety
-of the unwomanly woman.
-
-And so Julia received her baptism of fire.
-
-
- VII
-
-ON Sunday afternoon, her wrath had burned itself out, but not its
-consequences. As she had no intention of making herself ill she was
-about to lie down and sleep, when her door was opened and she was told
-that she was free.
-
-This was by no means welcome, for she wished to express herself in
-court, refuse to pay her fine, and go to gaol, that being the program of
-the suffragettes. But she was told to depart, and no explanation was
-given her. Wondering if the duke had been telegraphed to, and brought
-swift influence to bear, she left the prison with some uneasiness; her
-old-fashioned relative was her one source of apprehension. If
-disapproval overcame his sense of justice and he cut down her income,
-she should have that much less to devote to the Suffrage cause.
-
-At the inn she found that Mrs. Lime, who had escaped arrest, was out,
-and ordered the maid to bring her bath. When she had finished, the maid
-returned with her tea, and stood by sympathetically.
-
-“So you’ve been to prison?” she asked.
-
-“I have,” said Julia.
-
-“That’s no place for you, mum. Wot’s the perlice thinking of, giving you
-wot for like that?”
-
-“Do you belong to this town?”
-
-“I do, mum.”
-
-“Then, let me tell you, it is a disgrace to a civilized country.”
-
-“Oh, I say!”
-
-Julia, who wanted to talk to somebody, gave an account of her adventure
-with the mob, and while omitting their language, let it be understood in
-her descriptions of their appearance and performance.
-
-The woman nodded emphatically. “Right you are. It’s them factory girls.
-They’re no good. Trollops, all of ’em. W’y, d’you know, I worked in one
-of them factories for seven years, and I was the only girl in the lot
-that kep’ me virtue.” (She looked like a black-and-tan terrier and was
-not much larger.) “That I did, though!” And she nodded her head as if
-keeping time to a hymn.
-
-Julia, who had finished her tea, stood up and began to unpin her hair as
-a hint that she would like to be alone. But the woman set down the tray
-and exclaimed in a voice of rapture:—
-
-“Oh, my eye, wot _hair_! Oh, but I’ve always admired golden ’air, me
-own’s that black.”
-
-“It’s very disreputable hair at present,” said Julia, amiably. “It
-hasn’t been down since yesterday morning. Naturally I couldn’t use the
-prison comb—if there was one!”
-
-“Oh—would you—would you let me brush it, now?” cried the woman,
-eagerly. “I’ve never ’ad me ’ands in ’air like that. I’d enjoy it, that
-I would.”
-
-“Why—if you like.” Julia, who was tired, felt that it would not be
-unpleasant to have the services of a maid once more.
-
-She sat down and the woman began to unbraid the long plaits.
-
-“Are you sure you have the time?” asked Julia, perfunctorily.
-
-“Oh, yes. Me ’usband’s ’ead waiter, and the master would give up the
-’otel before ’im; and he—Jim—-don’t dare say nothing to me, for fear
-I’d caterwaul. I can do that awful. Oh, my eye, but this is ’air!”
-
-She shook out the long strands and held one up to the light. “Oh, Gawd!”
-she cried, with mounting fervor. “No wonder them trollops wanted to mar
-you. They were jealous, that’s wot. They’d ’ave cut it off if the
-perlice ’adn’t come along, and pinned it on their own ’eads. And
-beauties they’d ’ave been!”
-
-“Do you suppose they were drunk?”
-
-“’Alf and ’alf. It wasn’t time to be full up, but you oughter see them
-in the market-place at ten o’clock!”
-
-“What makes them so brutal, then? I’ve never seen anything like them in
-England.”
-
-“Oh, I fawncy they’re about the worst England’s got. Maybe it’s the
-cigarette factories does it, I cawn’t say. But they’re a rotten lot, and
-all me sisters was the same. I ’ad a blond sister, but her hair was more
-whitish, not gold like yours. She was pretty and more gentle-like, but
-she went to the bad fast enough. I swore I’d keep me virtue an’ I did. I
-never spoke to a man I wasn’t introduced to proper until the night I met
-Jim in the merry-go-round—in the same seat, he was, and he made up to
-me—fell that in love he couldn’t see straight, and when he tried ’is
-nonsense, he got wot for and then he respected me from that day
-forth—I’ve read me penny dreadfuls, you see. Well, we got married
-proper, and now we ’ave two good positions, and may own a public some
-day. It pays to be virtuous, it do. He isn’t the only sweetheart I ever
-’ad, either,” she rambled on; and Julia, seeing that nothing would
-quench her, resigned herself, for the woman’s touch was deft and light.
-“I ’ad a fine ’andsome sweetheart once—Jim ain’t nothing to look at,
-and would drink if I didn’t caterwaul so—’andsome and upstanding he
-was, and all the girls was after him; and he was steady, too, had one
-job and kep’ it. He was in a big Manchester draper’s shop. He used to
-come ’ere, and I used to visit me aunt—he was me cousin and ’is name
-was Harry Muggs. He was in love with me that desperate he’d swear he’d
-kill himself if I didn’t ’ave ’im. He knew I’d kep’ me virtue, and he
-thought me grand. Once he was down ’ere after me ’ard, and we took a
-walk and come to a pond, and when I told ’im once more I wouldn’t ’ave
-’im, and started to go ’ome, I was that tired saying no, he caught me
-round me waist and ’eld me over the pond and swore he’d drop me in if I
-didn’t ’ave ’im. I was that frightened I thought I’d die, and I screamed
-like I was stuck. But I wouldn’t give in, and then he threw me on the
-bank and run off and I’ve never seen ’im since.”
-
-“Why didn’t you marry him, if he was such a paragon?” asked Julia,
-languidly.
-
-“Oh, I couldn’t, mum. He was a chance child. Me aunt ’ad ’im by a butler
-where she lived. I ’adn’t kep’ me virtue for _that_—wot’s the matter—”
-
-Julia was doubled up.
-
-“Oh—nothing—really—I think I must be a bit hysterical after my
-experience. Would you mind telling me what the weather looks like? It
-was rather threatening when I came in.”
-
-The woman went to the window and lifted the sash curtain. “It damps,
-mizzles like,” she said dubiously. “But I don’t fawncy it’ll rain ’ard.
-’Ere comes your friend. She was ready to drop last night. My, but she’s
-that stringy to look at.”
-
-“Would you mind telling her that I am here? She must be anxious.”
-
-The woman departed unwillingly, her eyes fixed to the last on the hair
-Julia was braiding. A moment later Mrs. Lime came in. She looked thinner
-and gaunter than ever, but her eyes burned with sombre enthusiasm.
-
-“Oh, you poor dear!” she exclaimed. “But you mustn’t mind, for the more
-unfair treatment we receive, the sooner will the right-thinking people
-of the country be roused, and the more recruits we shall get. That’s
-where the law shows its stupidity.”
-
-“I didn’t mind in the least,” said Julia, dryly. But she made no
-confidences. That violent upheaval and readjustment were sacred to
-herself.
-
-“There’s another thing,” said Mrs. Lime. “A reporter was with the
-Liberal candidate and the policemen at the time of your arrest. He’s
-also the correspondent of a London paper. He hunted me up at once to get
-some particulars about your family, etc.—”
-
-“Oh!” exclaimed Julia. “Did you tell him?”
-
-“Why, of course. We cannot have too much publicity, and you will be a
-great help to us. The story will be in the London newspaper to-morrow
-morning as well as here. No doubt there will be a London reporter down
-to interview you—”
-
-“Ah!” Julia’s color had been steadily rising. “I can’t have that.”
-
-“There’s only one thing to think of,” said Mrs. Lime, severely, “and
-that is the cause. People complain that we’re sensational, trying to
-attract public attention. Why, of course we are. Rather. How otherwise
-can we make ourselves known, much less felt, become a political issue,
-if we don’t take the obvious method? No newspaper would notice our
-existence if we didn’t make ourselves ‘news’ and force their hand.
-Peaceful demonstrations, like shrinking personalities, belong to the
-dark ages of Suffrage, when nothing was accomplished. Now, if that
-reporter comes down from London, you must talk. Jump at every chance to
-further the cause that’s given you. It isn’t so often we’re
-interviewed.”
-
-“Very well,” said Julia, and half wished she had changed her name and
-dyed her skin and hair.
-
-As Mrs Lime had anticipated, a reporter of one of the less conservative
-London newspapers arrived on the following morning. He was accompanied
-by the correspondent of a chain of American newspapers, commonly
-referred to as “Yellow.” Mrs. Lime saw them first and gave a full
-account of the campaign. Then Julia descended, and having made up her
-mind to talk, she talked to some purpose. When she finished, there was
-no confusion in either of the young men’s minds as to her opinion of the
-Government, the police, and the prison system of England. Her
-description of the mob was so graphic that the American correspondent
-nodded with approval.
-
-“Say!” he exclaimed. “You ought to have six months of this experience,
-and then go over to the U. S. and lecture. You’d make money for your
-cause all right, all right. Better think it over.”
-
-“That’s not a bad idea,” said Mrs. Lime, with enthusiasm. “We will think
-it over.”
-
-During the afternoon the girls once more started off on the heels of the
-candidate. But their work was almost done. The polling took place on the
-following Thursday. Almost as much to their own amazement as to that of
-every one else, the Liberal candidate was defeated by a small majority.
-But if it was the first demonstration of the power of the Militants in
-by-elections, it was by no means the last.
-
-There was no question in the London press of ignoring this issue and its
-cause. With one accord it expressed astonishment, indignation, and
-righteous wrath, at the unpatriotic selfishness of a set of women that
-were a disgrace to their country and their sex.
-
-
- VIII
-
-MRS. LIME was recalled to London, and Julia, being now full fledged, was
-ordered to make a tour of certain districts of the north and west, speak
-in all circumstances, and make converts not only to the cause of
-Suffrage, but to the Woman’s Social and Political Union.
-
-Julia for the next four months spoke nearly every day, sometimes twice a
-day. She had encounters with the police, although she tactfully avoided
-street corners, and they hardly could eject her from a hall she herself
-had hired. There were towns, however, where the feeling among men was so
-strong against the new manifestation of Suffrage, that owners refused to
-rent her their halls, and then she spoke either in a friendly
-drawing-room, at a working-girls’ club, on the common, or, on Sunday, in
-an open field. On the whole, however, she had far less trouble with the
-authorities than she expected and fewer unfriendly demonstrations.
-Occasionally, the rear benches were occupied by hooligans employed to
-howl her down, and to these infringements the police were deaf; but in
-the audience there was usually a sprinkling of respectable men who had
-come to hear what she had to say; and when they were tired of the
-interruptions, they arose as one man and disposed of the intruders.
-
-She found herself addressing great and greater crowds, for the north was
-awakening in earnest; the laboring women had been ready for years, and
-now the middle class, long torpid, was furnishing recruits every hour.
-Annie Kenny’s second and long imprisonment caused wide-spread interest
-as well as indignation, and her release was celebrated by great meetings
-of welcome both in London and the provinces. After addressing crowds in
-Lancashire, and receiving an ovation, she went to Wales to speak, and
-Mrs. Pethick Lawrence and Bridgit Herbert, once more whole and
-belligerent, held a series of meetings in Yorkshire.
-
-Like a heather fire the new gospel of Suffrage swept over the north, and
-where a few months since the W. S. P. U. had struggled along with a few
-hundred members, it now reckoned its thousands.
-
-Julia, like many another aspirant for fame, found that she must submit
-to have notoriety thrust upon her first. She was regarded as “news” both
-by the British and the American press. Reporters followed her about, she
-had been ordered by headquarters to have her photograph taken, and it
-frequently embellished the sumptuous weekly newspapers. There was no
-question of her popularity as a speaker, aside from the growing
-popularity of her subject. She not only spoke with a full command of the
-principles and intentions of the new movement, often brilliantly, and
-always well, never with sentimentality, and often with power, but she
-was a charming figure to look at. She had sent for her trunks and her
-maid.
-
-She rarely felt tired, for the artificial method of relaxation which she
-had been taught, and practised daily, gave both brain and body a more
-complete rest than sleep itself. Therefore, was she always in form, and
-never looked worn. As her fame grew, more and more of the county people
-attended her meetings, and many distinguished names upon which the
-Government relied for opposition were added to the list of converts.
-
-She was also complimented by covert offers from the pillars of the
-anti-suffrage party, and one supporter of the Government went so far as
-to make love to her; then, finding himself inoculated with his own
-virus, retired in discomfort after a dry reference by Julia to Parnell
-and Mrs. O’Shea.
-
-“How do you like being famous?” asked Mrs. Herbert one day. They had
-planned to meet for Sunday.
-
-“Famous? Is that what you call it?”
-
-“Rather. We live in the twentieth century. The advertising poster is the
-modern work of art. I’m told your picture has appeared in every
-illustrated paper in the United States. It’s not only your beauty and
-brains and Kingsborough connection. Some people have a magnetism for the
-public, and you are one of them. You strike the spark.”
-
-“The oddest thing about it all is that there doesn’t seem to be the
-least jealousy among the women in London. They might easily resent that
-a newcomer with no more ability than themselves should suddenly shoot up
-into what you call fame. It’s almost uncanny.”
-
-“Jealous? Not they. What they’re after is freedom and power for women,
-and they don’t care tuppence whose sun shines the brightest in the
-process. They’re depersonalized, those women.”
-
-“All the same it’s uncanny. It makes them the more formidable. As Nigel
-says, they’re a new race. I believe I’m growing just like them. I’d go
-to the stake myself, or blow up Westminster. The only thing that worries
-me is the attitude of the duke. Of course he is furious, looks upon me
-as a disgrace to the family, particularly since I can’t keep out of the
-newspapers. I’ve had two letters from him, threatening to withdraw my
-income if I don’t retire into private life. He’s not the man to take
-back what he has given, without qualms, but I fancy he will, and that
-will leave me with exactly two hundred pounds a year,—all that I am
-allowed from Harold’s estate. That would merely keep me, and so far I’ve
-never called upon the Union’s exchequer. I wish I might always be able
-not only to pay my own expenses, but contribute largely to the fund.”
-
-“The duke running the W. S. P. U. is sufficiently humorous. However,
-you’ve nothing to worry about. The American public would pay much gold
-to hear you speak, and you can always write.”
-
-
- IX
-
-EARLY in September Julia spoke in Bradford and Keighley, and on the
-following Sunday she slipped away and went to Haworth, not only to rest
-and read a number of letters forwarded by her solicitors, but to worship
-at the shrine of the Brontës.
-
-She took a fly at the station in the valley, but halfway up the steep
-road which leads to the village she descended precipitately; the fly and
-the horse had executed a right angle. She walked the rest of the
-distance, the rough stones giving a foothold, and soon reached the long
-crooked street which begins with the Black Bull Inn and finishes at the
-moor. Short streets ending nowhere radiated from this central
-thoroughfare at irregular intervals. There was no business to speak of
-in Haworth. The men worked in Keighley or Bradford, the young women in
-the worsted mills of the valley. Julia, driving the day before, had
-watched the long procession of girls, shawls pinned about their heads,
-file out of the factories, and, two by two, cross the valley either to
-the road that led up to Haworth, or to another village higher above the
-moor. It was the proud boast of Haworth that every inhabitant had a bank
-book, and Julia felt it would be a relief to visit one village where
-there was no poverty. It looked trim and prosperous, picturesque though
-it was, and such men and women as were to be seen had none of that
-pinched hopeless look which had put fire into so many of her speeches.
-
-After she had duly admired Branwell Brontë’s chair, which the landlady
-of the inn assumed she had come to see, and had made it understood that
-she really intended to stay overnight, she was shown to a large room
-upstairs, overlooking the churchyard. The inn, in fact, formed one of
-its walls, and there were flat stones directly beneath her window. It
-was a gloomy crowded churchyard, with toppling box-tombs and heavy dusty
-trees, its farther boundary the low stone parsonage that had sheltered
-the Brontës. They, too, could read the inscriptions on the stones from
-their windows. Small wonder they died of consumption.
-
-From the street came the sound of children’s voices and wooden clogs.
-Her room, with its old four-post bed, was almost sumptuous. Julia would
-have liked to stay a month. But time pressed. She established herself
-comfortably and slit the large envelope containing her letters.
-
-At sight of one she sat upright and changed color, but put it aside to
-read last.
-
-The first she opened was from the duke. He wrote tersely and to the
-point. This was his final warning. The next time she should receive his
-communication through his solicitors. Another was from Hadji Sadrä
-containing much advice and some approval. Her mother, to whom Mrs.
-Winstone had sent numerous printed accounts of her “performances,” wrote
-as briefly as the duke and even more to the point. Julia was a public
-woman and a disgrace to her blood. (It would never have occurred to Mrs.
-Edis to add that she was a disgrace to her sex.) The request for Fanny
-had some time since been curtly refused.
-
-Then she looked at the envelope of Tay’s letter, and finally opened it.
-To her surprise it was dated May second. It began characteristically.
-
- “Do I remember you? Gee! Well! Rather, oh, princess of the eyes
- and hair. Things have happened since last we met, not forgetting
- April sixteenth of the current year, but I can see you as
- plainly as I saw the chimney fall on my bed on the date just
- mentioned. Yes, I’ve grown some, and you may imagine me, at the
- present moment, if you please, dressed in khaki and top-boots,
- with a beard of three weeks’ growth (I’m as smooth as a
- play-actor generally) and almost as much dirt; for water, like
- everything else in this now historic town, is mighty scarce. At
- the present moment I am stifling in the linen closet, that being
- the only room in my wrecked home without a window; if I lit a
- candle where it could be seen I’d be liable to a bullet in my
- devoted head, such being the stern ardors of those new to
- authority. I’ve not had a minute to answer your letter in the
- daytime. What between standing in the bread-line for hours on
- end (often with a Chinaman in front and a nigger behind) that my
- poor old parents may not starve—every servant deserted on the
- 16th—and cooking two meals a day in the street (lucky I’ve
- always been a good camper), and hustling round Oakland the rest
- of the time, trying to patch up the house of Tay, besides
- inditing many pages of foolscap to assure the eastern and
- Central American firms we do business with that we are still at
- the same old stand (so they won’t sell us out to somebody
- else),—well, my golden princess of the tower, you can figure
- out that I’m pretty busy.
-
- “I wish you could have seen the old town, for there’ll never be
- a new one like it, conglomeration of weird and separate eras as
- it was; but on the whole I’d rather you saw it now. It makes the
- Roman Forum look like thirty cents. Imagine miles of broken
- walls, columns, and arches, of all shades of red and brown and
- smoky gray, yawning cellars full of twisted débris, one heap of
- ruins with a dome like an immense bird-cage, still supporting
- something they called a statue, but never much to look at until
- its present chance to appear suspended in air. If it wasn’t the
- wreck of _my_ town, I’d have some artistic spasms, but as it is,
- I’m only thinking out ways and means to get rid of these
- artistic ruins as quickly as possible.
-
- “It’s rather fine, do you know, the enthusiasm of these
- homeless, meatless, pretty-well-cleaned-out inhabitants, for the
- great new city that is to be. We all feel like pioneers—and
- look like them!—but with this difference: we _know_ that we are
- in at the making of a great new city, and the old boys never
- knew what was coming to them, or how soon they’d move on. Here
- we stick, and sixty earthquakes couldn’t shake us off, or take
- the courage out of us. It is almost worth while.
-
- “And, oh, Lord, how we do love one another. (Or did.) No
- ‘Society.’ All Socialists (accidental and temporary but real).
- It’s a good object-lesson of what the world would be if there
- was no money in it. But alas! over in Oakland—where there is a
- little business doing—the phrase ‘earthquake love’ is now
- heard, and carries its own subtle meaning. I don’t fancy the
- original man in us has altered much. He just got a jolt out of
- the saddle, but the saddle is still there and so is the man.
-
- “It seemed odd to get your letter, fairly reeking with the Old
- World, in the midst of all this chaos, and for at least half an
- hour I was transported, hypnotized. You’re some writer, dear
- lady, and in those all too brief paragraphs I saw considerably
- more of England than I have recalled during the past ten
- years—to say nothing of what you call the East. What an
- experience of life you have had, you dainty princess that should
- be kept in a glass case. But thank God you’ve shut _him_ up. By
- Jove, I believe if this hadn’t happened I’d have taken the first
- train east (our east), and the first boat over to renew my
- former distinguished offer. I’ve never been hit so hard, and
- I’ve known some corking girls, too. I don’t say I haven’t been
- hit, but not all the way through; at all events you have the
- honor of having received my one proposal. Perhaps I’ve worked
- too hard to think seriously of getting married, and I’ve gone
- little into society—sometimes one party a winter. Yes, I was
- well on the road to making my everlasting pile when the old city
- went to pot, but this fire (the earthquake wouldn’t have stopped
- business twenty-four hours, bad as it was) has set us all back
- ten years. But I’ll get there all the same, and I rather like
- the prospect of the fight.
-
- “So! You’re in sympathy with the suffragettes? I can’t see you
- in any such rôle, and hope you’ll have a new fad by the time you
- get this—heaven knows when that will be, for our post-office is
- stuck in the mud, and those across the bay are so congested with
- mail that it will take another earthquake to turn them inside
- out. I got your letter by a miracle.
-
- “To go back to your suffragettes, I haven’t heard a word about
- them since April 16th; or any other outside news, for the matter
- of that. The newspapers set up at once in Oakland, but nobody is
- interested in any news outside of this afflicted district, and
- the newspapers don’t print any. All Europe might be at war and
- we wouldn’t be any the wiser. Nor would we care a five-cent
- piece if we were.
-
- “But I hope they’ve been suppressed, and that when I get
- over—as I will the moment I dare leave—they will be as dead as
- William Jennings Bryan. At all events I hope you will be well
- out of it. I don’t like the idea one little bit. Why don’t you
- come here? To a traveller like you that would be but a nice
- little jaunt. The railroads are going to advertise our poor old
- city as the greatest ruin in the world, and we hope the tourist
- will swallow the bait and drop a few thousands in our lonesome
- pockets. This house will be patched up as soon as the great
- American Working-man can be induced to work, but at present he
- is camping on the hills and eating out of the hand of the
- Government. Until that paternal hand is withdrawn not a stroke
- will he do. But we could put you up somehow, and maybe you’d
- enjoy it.
-
- “Poor Cherry lost her house on Nob Hill, and all that was in
- it—except her jewels. She put those in a pillow-case and hiked
- for the Presidio—her machines were commandeered at once to
- carry hospital patients to safety, to say nothing of dynamite.
- Now, she’s camping with us and does the house work, and pares
- potatoes, while I fry them—on a stove we’ve rigged up just off
- the sidewalk, and surrounded with inside window-blinds. She’s
- game, like all the women, doesn’t kick about anything, and only
- screams when we have one of our numerous little imitations of
- the grand shake. Emily, luckily for her, had married and gone to
- New York to live, but her personal income will be nil for some
- time to come. Her name is Morison, if you ever happen to run
- across her.
-
- “Well, dear little princess, my candle is guttering, and I can’t
- buy another to-night. No stores in S. F., and it’s a toss-up if
- I remember to get another to-morrow in Oakland. The moment two
- men are gathered together—well, you have imagination—we talked
- nothing but earthquake and fire for a week after April 16th, and
- now we talk nothing but insurance. What’s more, I’ve had
- architects at work for the last three weeks drawing plans for
- our new business house, and when I can induce the great American
- Working-man to clean out the débris, I’ll get to work and do
- something besides talk. But what a letter from a pioneer and
- busted capitalist! Yes, please write to me and tell me the story
- of your life—perhaps I should explain that that is slang. But
- you couldn’t write enough to satisfy me, and the minute I’m free
- (as free as an American man ever is) I’ll make tracks for little
- old London—unless you come here. Why not? Do. You shall have
- your daily tub if I have to haul water from the bay. And I _can_
- cook. If I’ve got any imagination, you’ve a lien on it all
- right. Perhaps you think this is what you call chaff. Just you
- wait. I’m not what you call reckless, either, but—Oh, hang it!
- I’m in no position to write a love letter.
-
- “Yes, I’m twenty-six, but I can tell you there are times I feel
- forty. I’ve worked like a dog these last five years, and not
- only at business. We—a few of us have been trying to clean up
- the politics of this abandoned town. Well, it’s all to do.
-
- “Really, no more; I’m writing in the dark.
-
- “But always your devoted
- “DANIEL TAY.”
-
-
- X
-
-JULIA smiled all through this letter, and wondered if the original boy
-in some men ever grew up, and if even in the United States there were
-another Daniel Tay. Then she read it over again, and then she answered
-it. The moment she took up her pen she came to herself with a shock. She
-had been travelling between San Francisco and Bosquith, and now she
-realized that she had nothing to write him about but her work in the
-cause upon which she was embarked. She had, these last months, bestowed
-barely a thought on all that had gone before, and she did not feel the
-least desire to write of anything else. Would it bore as well as
-disillusionize him? Well, what if it did? To write to him again was
-irresistible, but she must write out her present self; if he didn’t
-answer—well—perhaps, so much the better.
-
-But, beyond the subject, she was at no pains to bore him. She took pride
-in writing him a far better letter than her first and gave the liveliest
-possible account of her numerous adventures. She even told him all she
-had felt during those twenty-four hours in prison, something she had
-never intended to confide to any one; but although she would not have
-admitted it, she had a secret hankering for his complete sympathy and
-understanding.
-
-“And you’ve no idea,” she concluded, “what a wonderful thing it is to
-have a vital interest in life, to live wholly outside of yourself, to
-strive for a sort of perfection, while at the same time your vanity is
-titillated with the thought that you are helping to make history. I
-really do not know whether I have any personal ambition left or not.
-When I started out I was consumed with it. This great cause was merely
-but a means to an end. But now—I don’t know whether it is because I
-have never a moment to think of myself, I am so busy, or whether the
-cause is so much greater than any individual can be—I don’t know. I
-don’t know. The balance may be struck later. The only thing I strive to
-hold on to is my sense of humor.”
-
-When this letter was sealed, she had a sudden access of conscience and
-indited another to Nigel, whom she had quite neglected since her
-departure from London. She reminded him that he had published nothing
-for a year, and asked him to consider her suggestion that he go to Acca
-and write the Bahai-Socialism novel. “I shall worry until you do,” she
-concluded this epistle, “for it would be a thousand pities if the
-subject were cheapened by the horde of third-raters, always nosing for
-new ‘copy.’ The Bahais want a big man. And how you would enjoy writing
-on Mount Carmel. Do write me that you will go at once.”
-
-The landlady knocked and announced that her dinner was ready. She
-snatched up Tay’s letter and made an instinctive movement to put it in
-her bosom, but was reminded that her blouse buttoned in the back. Nor
-had she a pocket. So she put the letter into her hand-bag, and wondered
-if fashion would be the death of romance.
-
-After dinner, she started for the moor. She wanted a spray of white
-heather, and to walk in the paths of the Brontës. The long crooked
-street of the village was deserted, the good people lingering over their
-Sunday meal. But Julia felt little interest in them. As she reached the
-end of the street and looked out over the great purple expanse
-undulating away until it melted into the low pale sky brushed with
-white, she was wondering which of these narrow paths had been
-Charlotte’s and trying to conjure up the tragic figure of Emily, one of
-her literary loves. She walked for several miles and managed to find the
-nook in the glen which she had been told by the landlady of the Black
-Bull was the spot where Charlotte had sat so often to dream the books
-that must have transformed her bleak life into wonderland. No object she
-for all the sympathy that had been wasted on her. Immortality! Julia,
-whose ego was enjoying a brief recrudescence, felt that it was a small
-thing to be half starved and lonely, afflicted by a drunken brother, and
-sisters dying of consumption, when consoled with an imagination that not
-only swamped life for this poor sickly little mortal, but must have
-whispered to her of undying fame. And she had contributed her share to
-the cause of which this devotee at her shrine was a symbol, vastly
-different from all that is modern as she had been; for had she not been
-of the few to make the world recognize the genius of woman? She had, in
-truth, been one of the flaming torches.
-
-Julia climbed out of the glen and started to return. After she had
-traversed several of the knolls, she saw that the moor down by the
-village was alive with people. The landlady had told her that all
-Haworth took its Sunday afternoon walk on the moor, but she still felt
-no interest in them, and renewed her search for white heather.
-
-She passed the first group and nodded, as she had a habit of doing, for
-she had come to feel as if the toilers of England were her especial
-charge. They smiled in return, and one stared and whispered to the
-others. Julia guessed that she had been at the meeting in Keighley the
-night before. The crowd became thicker and she was soon in the midst of
-it. She would have been stared at in any case, for strangers were rare
-in Haworth. Tourists came for an hour to visit the Brontë Museum, and
-hastened off to catch their train. And Julia was fair to look upon and
-exceeding well dressed. The girls turned to look after her with
-approval, and when she made her way out of what would seem to be a large
-family party gossiping pleasantly, and, wandering off, stooped once
-more, a girl followed and asked her shyly if she were looking for white
-heather.
-
-“Oh,” said Julia, “would you help me? I should like a spray for luck,
-and as a memento of your village.”
-
-“It’s hard to find, miss, but we can look. I’ve found many a bit.”
-
-They strayed off together, Julia good-naturedly answering the eager
-questions. Suddenly the girl turned.
-
-“Why!” she exclaimed. “They’re all coming this way, and that excited!”
-
-Julia looked and saw that the whole company was streaming toward her.
-They paused, held a hurried conference, and then one of the younger
-women came directly up to the stranger.
-
-“We are thinking,” she said diffidently, “that you may be Mrs. France,
-who spoke last night at Keighley, and has been speaking all over the
-north.”
-
-“Yes, I am Mrs. France,” said Julia, wondering what was coming.
-
-“And you really are a suffragette?”
-
-“That is what they call us.”
-
-“We’ve never seen one, only one or two of us who were at the meeting
-last night. The rest of us didn’t go, we was that tired, and we’re
-wondering if you wouldn’t give us a speech here.”
-
-“Oh—really—I rarely speak on Sunday, and even suffragettes must rest,
-you know.”
-
-The woman’s face fell, but she said politely, “Of course. We know what
-work is. But we may never have another chance—and we’re that curious.
-We’d like to know what it’s all about.”
-
-Julia hesitated. What right had she to refuse this simple request? It
-was her business to advance the cause of Suffrage and make converts
-wherever she could. Nor was she tired. She was merely in a dreaming
-mood, and wanted to think of the Brontës; to anticipate, as she realized
-in a flash of annoyance, the rereading of Tay’s letter. She had
-deliberately been trying to forget it.
-
-“I will speak with pleasure,” she said. “Have you something I could
-stand on? I’m not very tall, you know.”
-
-“One of the men went for a table. We made sure you would be so kind.”
-
-The man was even now stalking up the moor with a kitchen table balanced
-on his head. As Julia walked toward the smiling company she felt once
-more the ardent propagandist.
-
-“If I may, ma’am,” said a tall young man. He lifted her lightly and
-stood her on the table.
-
-“Now,” said Julia, smiling down into several hundred faces, a few set in
-disdain, but for the most part friendly, “what is it you wish me to tell
-you? How much do you know of this great movement?”
-
-“Well,” said one of the older women, “we read a lot about militants, and
-suffragettes, and fighting the police, and going to prison, and big
-meetings all over England, and we’d like to know what it’s all about.
-That’s all.”
-
-“You might begin,” said one of the men, with a faint accent of sarcasm,
-“by telling us what good the vote’ll do you when you get it.”
-
-Julia began by reminding them of the interest that so many of the
-factory women of the north had taken in the enfranchisement of their sex
-for several years before the militant movement began, and of the many
-Annie Kennys whose eyes were opened to the injustice of the absence of a
-minimum wage for women. One of the men interrupted her.
-
-“Yes, ma’am, and if you raise women’s wages so that they can no longer
-undercut men, the lot of ’em’ll be kicked out.”
-
-“Not all. The best will be retained, for the best are as efficient as
-the men. The inferior ones will find other employment, or be taken care
-of by men, who will then be able to support their families. They can
-return to their place in the home, that woman’s sphere of which we hear
-so much.”
-
-This was received with cheers, but the man growled:—
-
-“It’ll take time. It’ll take time. Better let well enough alone.”
-
-“As it is the women that suffer, it is for them to say whether it is
-well enough. Of course it will take time. We do not promise Utopia in a
-day—nor ever, for that matter. But, if you will take the trouble to
-observe, it is the women of this country that are waging war on poverty,
-not the men. Without the ballot they are forced to advance at a snail’s
-pace. On all the boards to which they are admitted they do the work, and
-the men, who outnumber them, defeat every project for the betterment of
-the poor that would force the ratepayers to disgorge a few more
-shillings. Doctors, and all thinking and humane men, for that matter,
-would be thankful if these boards were composed entirely of women, for
-they alone understand the needs of other women and of children. Man
-lacks the instinct, to begin with, and has long since grown callous to
-the sources of his income. Higher wages mean smaller dividends, and he
-chooses to close his eyes to the fact that his dividends are largely due
-to the toil of wornout women and stunted children; of women that have
-all the duties of their households to discharge after they come home
-from the mills, children whose minds must remain as undeveloped as their
-ill-nourished bodies.”
-
-“You want to go to Parliament, and right all that, I suppose?”
-
-“We have not even thought of it. What we want is the power to send men
-to Parliament, who will be forced to keep their election promises if
-they would be returned a second time. Doubtless an ultimate result of
-the ballot would be a Woman’s Parliament which would deal exclusively
-with the Poor Laws. Then the men who oppose us now will be profoundly
-relieved that they no longer are obliged to waste valuable hours
-solemnly sitting upon such questions as the proper sort of nursing
-bottles to be adopted for pauper children, what shall be done with milk,
-or whether cabbage is a normal breakfast for school children. Do you
-know that if the House sat day and night for 365 days of the year, they
-could not begin to dispose of all the bills brought before it, and that
-many of these bills are of a pressing domestic nature? However well
-disposed, they cannot deal adequately with the Poor Laws, and that they
-do not welcome the assistance of women is but one more evidence of that
-conservatism in men’s minds which is a logical result of having had
-their own way, uncriticised, too long. Their fear of us is childish.
-They would not be thrown out of business. Every day they are confronted
-by questions of the gravest nature—questions of national and
-international policy which require their best faculties and all of their
-time. Women have more time than man ever thinks he has, in any case; and
-we have the maternal instincts and the nagging conscience which would
-force us to discharge our duties to the poor.
-
-“Let me add that the women of this new militant movement have eliminated
-from their compositions all the old sentimentality and bathos which
-weakened the Suffrage cause for so many years. Sentimentality is
-sympathy run amôk. It roused that distrust of men we are fighting
-to-day, and made many of their public utterances asinine. You will hear
-no frantic protests to-day that women want the vote because they have as
-much right to it as men. That is a good argument in itself, but the
-women of to-day have progressed far beyond that or even of the old war
-cry, ‘Taxation without representation.’ They are animated, in their
-greater experience, by one purpose only, the desire to eliminate poverty
-and all the evils, moral and physical, that are always its partners; to
-reduce the hours of work and increase wages, to give every child good
-food, a decent education, and a comfortable home. The millions must
-work, but we are determined that they shall work for their own comfort
-as well as for that of their employers, that they shall have a
-reasonable amount of leisure and of the pleasures of life, cease to be
-machines whose only object in living is to contribute to the comfort and
-idleness of the thousands above them. We appreciate the wastage among
-the poor of England. Given strong bodies and a fair education, many
-would rise in the world and have respectable if not distinguished
-careers. What we further desire is to give these exceptional boys and
-girls a chance, the same chance they would have if born in the middle
-class. Beyond that we promise nothing. The point now is, not only that
-the misery in this country is appalling, but that these boys and girls
-have no chance of rising out of the rut unless possessed of positive
-genius. Hundreds have latent talent, thousands a certain amount of
-ability which would raise them above the station in which they were
-born—”
-
-“Are you a Socialist?” demanded an abrupt voice.
-
-“Yes, and England is already half socialistic in her institutions, only
-the pill has been gilded with less offensive names, so that she need not
-recognize it. But that old-time Socialism, which was only a weak
-step-sister of anarchy, no longer exists save in the minds of the old
-and tired theorists. The younger men and women who are giving their
-brains and time to the question would do nothing so futile as to divide
-the wealth of the world into small and equal shares. The modern
-Socialists would have as little mercy on the idle and vicious and lazy
-as Society has. All must work, and if the confiscation of much land
-forces the aristocrat to work, so much the better for him. All will be
-given the chance to work, to rise. More than that no mortal laws can
-accomplish, or should attempt, in justice to the human race. Socialism
-perfected is neither more nor less than the primal law of Nature
-reëstablished, rescued from the vagaries of a blundering civilization
-and crystallized into brain. Man will work, do his share, or go out into
-the by-ways, lie down and die.
-
-“A word as to our much-abused Militant Tactics. Although we are women we
-are by no means too proud to learn from men. If you will glance back to
-that time when the laboring men of England were demanding the
-franchise,—in the ’30’s,—you may recall that they did not confine
-themselves to heckling, holding indignation meetings, forcing their way
-into halls where great men were speaking, and demanding their rights.
-They arose and smashed things. They burned the Mansion House in Bristol,
-the Custom House, the Bishop’s Palace, the Excise Office, three prisons,
-four toll houses, and forty-two private dwellings, and they set several
-towns on fire. So far we have borrowed only the mildest of their
-tactics. We have hurt no one physically, and we have been moderate in
-all our demonstrations; but because we are women we are as severely
-criticised as if we had blown up the entire Cabinet and set fire to
-London. Such is the hopeless conservatism of the human mind. But because
-we _are_ women and enlightened, we hope we never shall have to resort to
-measures so extreme. We hope to educate the average mind out of its
-conservatism. If we fail, then of course we shall have to forget that we
-are women and emulate the great sex which now thinks it despises us, but
-is proving every day how much it fears us. As yet, it does not fear us
-enough. That is the whole trouble at present.”
-
-Although she had too much tact and experience to talk down to any
-audience, however humble, she knew when to drop the abstract and divert
-with anecdote and illustration. Her address had been listened to
-respectfully, and interrupted with many a “Hear! Hear!” and when she
-paused, flung out her hands, smiled, and said, “Now let me tell you the
-true story of several of our adventures with the police,” they clapped
-and cheered. She talked for ten minutes longer, and her anecdotes, while
-making them laugh delightedly, inspired as much indignation as if they
-had been delivered with solemn passion; no doubt more so. When she
-finally leaped down, they escorted her in a body to the inn, where those
-that were not too bashful shook hands with her heartily; and many vowed
-they would “turn it over” and “pass the word on” to those that had not
-had the good fortune to hear her.
-
-
- XI
-
-JULIA, excited, and well content, ran up to her room. As she opened the
-door she was astonished to see Bridgit Herbert standing at the window,
-scowling at the tombstones.
-
-“You! How jolly!” she cried, as Mrs. Herbert turned. “How did you trace
-me? I purposely left no word—”
-
-“You forget your maid—”
-
-“What is the matter? You look— Sit down.”
-
-“I’ve come north to see you. The devil is to pay.”
-
-“The Militants haven’t disbanded—”
-
-“Good lord, no. They’re all right. It’s I that have gone clean to the
-devil.”
-
-“You?” Julia stared at her. Mrs. Herbert certainly looked worn, even
-haggard. The fresh color was no longer in her dark face, her black eyes
-were heavy as if with much wakefulness. Even her spirited nostrils hung
-limp.
-
-“Do come out with it!” gasped Julia.
-
-“I’m in love,” said Mrs. Herbert. And she sat down.
-
-“Oh!” exclaimed Julia. And then she added thoughtfully, “What a bore.”
-
-“Isn’t it? And I thought I was immune, having had the disease so hard
-the first time. But the young thirties! Oh, lord!”
-
-“Can’t you get over it?”
-
-“Can’t you imagine how I’ve tried? That’s the reason I look like this.
-It’s a wonder he doesn’t run when he sees me. But it’s no use. I’m done
-for.”
-
-“What sort of a man can he be to bowl you over? Do I know him?”
-
-“Possibly. He’s a cousin of Geoff’s, although I never met him till
-lately, as it happened. They weren’t friends, and he was away nearly all
-the time I was coruscating in society. His name’s Robert Maundrell; he’s
-also a cousin of Lord Barnstaple, who married that beautiful
-Californian. It was at their place, Maundrell Abbey, where I went for
-the Twelfth, that the mischief was done. I met him at Cannes, but he was
-clever enough to amuse me without rousing my suspicions; to interest me,
-and then make me miss him a bit. At just the right moment he
-reappeared—at Maundrell Abbey! Heaven! but it’s bad. After all I’ve
-gone through for the cause, after standing on my own two feet for years,
-not giving a hang if all the men on earth were exterminated—rather
-wishing they were! I feel like a slave. It’s hideous to feel that you no
-longer belong to yourself.”
-
-“But you won’t chuck the cause?”
-
-“Rather not. But the trouble is that I thought I was made on the same
-pattern as those women up in London, desexed, all brain and nerve and
-religious devotion to an ideal. And now I’m—Oh, lord! And to make
-matters worse I’m marrying a man who cares about as much for the cause
-as he does for Mohammedanism. Oh, damn! And I thought myself possessed
-of the true martyr’s fire. I wonder if you are?”
-
-“Bridgit!” said Julia, with equal abruptness. “Be quite honest. Did you
-never think of this, never dream of falling in love once more—of the
-real thing?”
-
-Mrs. Herbert stood up and thrust her hands into the pockets of her
-covert coat. For a moment she glared at Julia, then shrugged her
-shoulders. “Well—I don’t fancy I admitted it at the time—but I also
-fancy it was in the back of my head more or less. Oh—here goes—I used
-to wake up in the night and wonder in a sort of fury where _he_
-was—what are you laughing at?”
-
-“Oh, I fancy we idiots are all alike.”
-
-“So you’ve been through it, too? Good. But you’ll probably win out.
-You’ve got the ruthless will, like those others. Oh! I worship the very
-air they breathe. They are the true women of destiny, equipped at every
-point, a new sex. And I—the worst of it is, when I did give my fancy
-rein it was to imagine a man who would be a great intellectual force in
-the world, a great editor or statesman to whom men deferred, who would
-fight single-handed, if necessary, to give the vote to women. I
-shouldn’t have cared a bit if he had sprung from the people. Should have
-rather liked it, as I’d have felt the more consistent. But—well, we
-make ideals out of imported cloth, and then we marry our own sort. I
-fancy Nature takes a hand in manipulating our instincts. Oh, lord!” And
-she began pacing up and down the room.
-
-“You haven’t told me anything about Mr. Maundrell. He can’t be a fool—”
-
-“Rather not!”
-
-“What attracted you to him? I don’t fancy I ever met him—”
-
-“You’d remember him if you had. He’s beastly good-looking, and he’s
-travelled and explored, and is as well-read as any man I ever met. He
-went out as a volunteer in the South African war and got three medals,
-one with clasps. Now he’s standing for Parliament—at a by-election next
-week. Oh, he’s all right, as the Americans say, only he doesn’t care a
-hang for Suffrage—”
-
-“He’ll make you desert us—”
-
-“No, he won’t. I may be an ass, as the man said in ‘The Liars,’ but I’m
-not a silly ass. If he were as bad as that, I’d have been strong enough
-to resist him. No, he’s big in all his ideas. He only exacts the promise
-that I shall take part in no more raids, run no further risk of gaol,
-and not make engagements that would separate us. Otherwise, I can speak
-in public, and give up every moment of my time to Suffrage when he is
-not at home. He will also vote for our bill when it comes up.”
-
-“It’s not so bad.”
-
-“Oh, it could be worse. But I wish I’d met him when I was eighteen, or
-had proved my strength by rooting this out, or had never met him at all.
-I’d have preferred the second, for I gloried in my strength. I’m not one
-of the chosen, like those women up there. That’s what rankles. I wonder
-if you are!”
-
-She sat down abruptly and leaned forward. “I wonder? You’ve beauty.
-There’s the rub. They won’t let us alone. They give us the chance.”
-
-“Tell me,” said Julia, hastily, “how did he ever make you consent? He
-must have had a difficult wooing.”
-
-“He almost shook his fist in my face, if you will know; swore he’d have
-me if he had to beat me into submission—oh, worse! He didn’t frighten
-me, but he fascinated me. If the primal woman is born in you, there she
-is for good and all. I had the haunting sense that this man was my mate,
-the other half of me, and when a woman gets that idea into her head
-she’s done for. It’s more than passion, more than any longing for
-companionship. All sorts of subtle chords vibrate, inheritances from all
-the women, complex and simple, that have contributed to her brain cells.
-When those chords begin to hum you’re done for. I’m not one of the
-chosen, that’s all there is to it. I’ve got to marry and be happy.”
-
-And then they both laughed.
-
-In a moment Julia said grimly, “The only thing to do is to set your
-ideal of man so high that no mortal can fill it.”
-
-“Rot. When the man comes along that can set those chords humming, ideals
-fly off in company with good resolutions. Now tell me your experience.
-You’ve had one of some sort. It’s only fair you should tell me. I’ve
-admired you more than any living woman, and I’d feel better if I could
-admire you less. You look ruthless, and you’ve had a good training to
-make you so—I used to rejoice at it—but, well, you are young and
-beautiful and you’ve red hair. Out with it.”
-
-Julia, who under all her careless frankness, was intensely reserved,
-colored and hesitated; but this exasperated baring of her haughty
-friend’s inner self merited response, and she told the tale of her
-sudden awakening in India, of her deliberate search for a lover. Mrs.
-Herbert nodded triumphantly.
-
-“But you see,” added Julia, “I couldn’t find him, because I wanted too
-much. They all made me laugh sooner or later, and a finer set of men I
-never met. They are all picked men out there, so to speak. They must be
-almost perfect physically, or they couldn’t stand the climate; they are
-absolutely without fear; they have every manly qualification, in fact,
-and quite enough brains. Many were charming. But they all seemed to melt
-into one composite man and made no deeper impression on me than if they
-were a statue erected to the glorification of British manhood. One can’t
-marry that.”
-
-“All the men in the world are not in India. How about Nigel?”
-
-“I like him better than anyone, but I can’t fall in love with him. I
-don’t fancy I’d have the chance again even if I wanted it. He’s now the
-head of his house and the last of it, and he takes his duties as a Whig
-peer with Socialist tendencies very seriously. To marry me would put an
-end to his public usefulness, for he would have to live out of England.
-When a man of Nigel’s sort reaches his age he faces his
-responsibilities, and when he balances them against a love-marriage that
-would cut him off from a good half of them he keeps out of temptation. I
-like him all the better for it, and if I had not become almost
-depersonalized in this cause, the woman in me might—”
-
-“I don’t think it’s Nigel, but I do believe that one day you’ll have a
-battle to fight—”
-
-“Not now. For a few days after I came back from India, perhaps. But I
-doubt if I ever have time again even to think of it. When I’m not
-talking, or speaking, or writing, I deliberately relax, as my master
-taught me, and that banishes thought. Every morning—during my walk—I
-recall some bit of the knowledge I was taught by Hadji Sadrä, and I
-could do this if my mind were excited, threatened with a deluge. Oh, I
-have had discipline of all sorts!”
-
-“It sounds formidable enough. Perhaps you are one of the chosen. But—”
-
-“I even wrote a long letter this morning to a man I might say I don’t
-know,” continued Julia, now in the full tide of self-revelation. “And it
-interested me mightily for the moment—”
-
-“Ha!”
-
-“Not at all. He was a boy of fifteen when I met him at Bosquith. I had
-forgotten his existence, but when I heard of the frightful disaster in
-San Francisco, his home, I thought it only decent to write to him. Of
-course he answered, and as his letter was lost for months—I only got it
-yesterday—and as he really has been through a tragic experience—he
-lost his fortune, and just missed losing his life—it was the least I
-could do to write again.”
-
-“H’m. There’s nothing more fascinating than a correspondence with a man
-you don’t know. I’ve had one or two. The saving grace is, that you are
-always disappointed when you meet them. They are commonplace, if only by
-contrast with the arbitrary figure in your imagination. But it’s a bad
-sign—or a healthy one—that you can be interested even to that extent
-while conducting a Suffrage campaign with the fury of the martyr in your
-soul—I can’t imagine any of those women up there—”
-
-“It means nothing to me!” said Julia, angrily. “And if I hadn’t posted
-my letter, I’d tear it up. I don’t care in the least whether I ever see
-him again or not. And I probably won’t, for I wrote of nothing but the
-cause. I couldn’t think of anything else. He’ll hate that. Besides, he
-can’t leave California for years yet. You know what those American
-business men are. He’s keen on making his millions. That’s all he thinks
-of.”
-
-“Good. See that you don’t go to California when they send you over to
-lecture. Let me see his letter?”
-
-Julia made an instinctive, almost tigerish, and wholly traditional
-movement toward her bosom. Then she remembered that the letter was in
-the hand-bag, laughed, and produced it.
-
-“Why not?”
-
-Mrs. Herbert’s black eyes flashed through it.
-
-“H’m!” she commented. “He seems to be a jolly sort. He’s a man. And
-there’s a sort of fresh Western breeze in his letter. I can smell and
-hear the Pacific—and see those wonderful ruins. I love that
-expression—‘makes the Roman Forum look like thirty cents.’ That’s
-fifteen pence—one and three. It’s not effective at all translated. But
-I’ve always liked American slang. There’s something big and free and
-young about it. And so is this man, I should say—”
-
-“Oh, nonsense! Don’t romance about him, please. He’s the antithesis of
-the man I’d made up in my imagination when I bolted from Calcutta—”
-
-“That makes just about as much difference as if I had made up my mind
-that Robert Maundrell should fall in love with somebody else. Mr. Tay
-may give your ideal one in the eye that will make it look like—thirty
-cents. Describe him to me. Is he good-looking?”
-
-“I don’t know,” said Julia, crossly. “I’ve forgotten. He was a dark wiry
-boy with a lean face and a square jaw. He suggests the North American
-Indian, but is a new type altogether—Western American, no doubt. But
-I’d rather talk about you. You’ve disappointed me, but I don’t see why
-you should be quite so cut up about it. Ishbel is married and in love
-and has two babies, but she has come out as an ardent suffragette; so
-much so that her business has suffered—”
-
-“Yes, but she marches in no parades, and takes part in no raids. Dark
-will stand for a good deal, but he’s threatened to go to India if she
-goes too far; and she won’t. Trust her. She’s just like any other woman
-in love. And Dark’s a good fellow, not the sort a woman would care to
-sacrifice. So is Robert. There you are.”
-
-“I love Ishbel as much as ever,” said Julia, thoughtfully. “But somehow
-I don’t find her as interesting—”
-
-“A happy woman has no psychology in her. Her mind may go on developing,
-but her ego is at a standstill. That’s where I’m aiming! And I wanted to
-stand alone! I’m not the myself I thought. That’s what cuts. After those
-six men mauled me and broke my rib, and I lay in that wretched prison
-all night, I thought I was seasoned for life. And I wasn’t!”
-
-Julia sprang to her feet. “What’s the use of worrying about what can’t
-be helped?” she cried angrily. “Let’s go down to supper.”
-
-
- XII
-
-A FORTNIGHT later Julia was recalled to London. She took a small flat in
-Clement’s Inn, Strand, where the W. S. P. U. was about to establish
-itself. She learned immediately that on the first day of the autumn
-session of Parliament a deputation of women intended to go to the Lobby
-of the House and send word to the Prime Minister that they expected some
-assurance from him regarding the prospects of franchise for their sex.
-Hundreds would await the news without.
-
-By this time there was no danger of any definite move by the women being
-overlooked by the press, and they were treated as news no matter with
-what lack of sympathy. As to be spectacular whenever the opportunity
-offered was a part of their policy, they overlooked no means to that
-end; quite aware that Julia was as valuable an asset as they were likely
-to have, she was drafted to make one of the deputation to the House of
-Commons on October third. By this time other women of the aristocracy
-had flocked to their standard, and several prominent in the arts, but
-Julia had a very special personality, and a value for the press which
-insured her a separate “story” whether or not she were the chief figure
-in any of the carefully rehearsed scenes executed by the Militants.
-Therefore, having received her instructions for the third, she called on
-the duke the night of the second. She had not heard from him since the
-letter received at Keighley, nor had she heard from his solicitors.
-
-The duke was in the library and rose ceremoniously as she was shown in,
-but did not offer his hand. Julia took the same chair from which she had
-defied him in a period of her life that now seemed identical with a lost
-personality.
-
-“I should have called long ago,” she said, “but you were at Bosquith
-when I returned from Syria, and I have been out of London ever since.”
-
-“I am quite aware of your movements during the past five months.” The
-duke spoke with all his innate formality, and infused his tone with icy
-sarcasm, but Julia had detected in a glance that he looked far more of a
-human being than of old. Bridgit had told her a strange tale of riding
-over to see her “Aunt Peg” when that dame was suffering from a broken
-leg, and catching a glimpse of the duke in an adjoining room, flat on
-the floor, with his boy and two little girls racing up and down his
-small but sacred person. Julia had accused Mrs. Herbert of trying to
-impose on her credulity, but as she inspected that meagre countenance
-she found it decidedly less gray and tight than formerly, the eyes
-brighter, the prim lines of the mouth relaxed. Yes; he was, conceivably,
-the uxorious parent.
-
-“Of course I know you must hate what I am doing. If you and thousands
-like you didn’t hate it, we shouldn’t be doing it, if you don’t mind a
-bull. But that is the point, you see. We intend to fight to the last
-ditch, and then win. You don’t guess this and so you prolong the fight.
-I haven’t come to convert you, but because I know exactly how you feel.
-You have behaved splendidly toward me, for I know you have longed, for
-months, to recall your generous allowance. You can’t make up your mind
-to violate your word, so I have come to renounce it myself.”
-
-“Ah!” The duke rose and began pacing up and down the room. “Yes—you
-would suspect—you are clever enough. Ah! If you would only divert your
-cleverness into a respectable channel. How could you go off your head
-about this atrocious nonsense?”
-
-“Nonsense? Come down to Clement’s Inn and talk to the women for a few
-minutes. You might not approve of us any more than you do now, but you
-would no longer use the word nonsense. You might hate, but you would be
-forced to respect—”
-
-“Respect? Respect women that have parted with the last shred of female
-decency, that are distracting this poor country with their puerile
-demands, when she is faced by such grave problems within and without
-that we need every ounce of our energy, every moment of our time—”
-
-“Quite so. That is one of our staple arguments. We are only asking to
-help you. Turn the Poor Laws over to us, with the ballot, and you will
-have that much more time and energy to devote to the survival of the
-House of Lords, and to the survival of Great Britain among nations.”
-
-“And have a new and worse problem on our hands to distract us! It is bad
-enough now with half female England gone mad and making this great
-Empire ridiculous in the eyes of the world—do you fancy _we_ are mad
-enough even to argue the question of giving you _power_? Never. You can
-raid the House of Commons and force your way into the house of the Prime
-Minister, and fight with the police and go to gaol, and shriek and
-parade, until the day of doom, and you’ll be no nearer your object than
-you are to-day. That is what has made me lose all patience with _you_. I
-trained your mind, I watched you grow under my roof into as intellectual
-a woman as is possible with the limitations of the female brain; I
-guided you in your study of politics, and, save when you took the wrong
-side out of sheer perversity, I was quite satisfied with you. And now!
-It has saddened and angered me beyond description to see you making a
-public spectacle of yourself, suffering bodily injury, disgracing
-yourself, your sex, and your country, in a ridiculous and hopeless
-cause.”
-
-“Well, you see, we don’t believe it to be hopeless, and that sustains
-us.”
-
-“What difference does it make what you believe?”
-
-“Not so much now, except as a means to an end. You said a moment ago
-that we had lost every shred of female decency, in other words,
-forgotten that we were mere women. Does not that strike you as
-portentous?”
-
-“It strikes me as hideous.”
-
-“I mean that when women have been battered and mauled and hurt, as we
-have been, without a second’s loss of courage or resource; when we have
-not once failed to score every point we have preconceived, from the
-heckling of candidates half out of their senses, to arresting the gaze
-of the civilized world,—doesn’t it strike you that we may be something
-more than mere women?”
-
-“Yes, fools, and shameless ones.”
-
-“Well, I share Nigel Herbert’s theory, that we are a new sex and a new
-race. A new force let loose into the world, is how he expressed it. When
-I went north five months ago the Union in London numbered only a few
-hundreds. Now it’s as well known as the Liberal party. And all of the
-new active members have the same set grim intent look, although many are
-still in their teens. I believe they were born that way and only waited
-for the call. Not one of them looks as if she had ever given a thought
-to a lover—”
-
-“And you extol them for that?”
-
-“No, I merely mention it. You see, all revolutions demand and breed
-their martyrs; people who were born, so to speak, to fight and die in
-that cause and for no other purpose whatever. Hundreds of thousands will
-join us as converts, but only a limited number will join the fighting
-army. That sort of thing is in a woman or it isn’t. Many will help us
-with money and name and sympathy, vote when their time comes, and
-cheerfully accept such political duties as may be thrust upon them, but
-they are too soft, what you call too womanly, to fight. We make no
-complaint. The race must go on and these women may be depended upon to
-take care of it. But all these girls that are flocking to our standard,
-that speak to jeering crowds on street corners, that are hustled and
-twisted and pinched by policemen—when they interrupt meetings, or sell
-literature on the street—they are made of different elements, they are
-the ones chosen to win a cause, not to enjoy its victory. What matters
-it to them whether they are maimed for life, whether their youth goes
-before they have known any of its rights? Nothing. It is not of the
-least consequence. We sacrifice them as ruthlessly as they sacrifice
-themselves, as we would sacrifice ourselves. It is only the principle
-that matters. Let them die in a good cause, and be grateful for the
-opportunity. So they would, if they gave even that much thought to self.
-That is what you cannot understand. If you did, you would know what I
-mean by the word portentous—”
-
-“How do you like the prospect of looking like those women—gray and
-dingy as the bark of an old tree?”
-
-“Oh, they don’t all look gray and dingy. We have handsome women in the
-W. S. P. U.—several that are older than I. Many women are born dingy.
-Others have merely that freshness of youth which is as likely to vanish
-after one year of domestic life, as after the same time spent in
-fighting for a cause that will improve the lot of women in general.
-Don’t worry about me. What looks I have are indestructible. I learned
-secrets in the East. I know how to rest—a lesson many of these young
-enthusiasts wouldn’t learn if I could teach them. They are screwed up to
-be martyrs and won’t have anything else. But the heads of any movement
-must be all that and more, so I have no intention of going to pieces.”
-
-“I am told that if—I—a—withdraw the seven hundred and fifty I have
-allowed you, you may be persuaded to go to work on a newspaper or make
-money in some other way—I understand you give the greater part of your
-income to this abominable cause—”
-
-“Yes. I know how you must feel about that. I made sure you would
-withdraw it before this—”
-
-“I have tried to! I have been on the point of writing to my solicitors
-twenty times. But it would be the first time in my life that I had ever
-broken my word, taken back what I had given, and I have not been able to
-make up my mind to do it.”
-
-“I know, so I shall do it for you. I’ll write to your solicitors
-to-morrow. I shall still have two hundred a year, and I am sure now that
-I can make money—”
-
-“Make money! It is sickening. Women of our class don’t talk about making
-money.”
-
-“No, but a good many of them would make it if they could, and more than
-you know turn an honest penny—”
-
-“Oh, let me keep my illusions!” The duke flung himself into a chair and
-grasped the arms. “Can you imagine what it is to me to see my great
-country going to the dogs? Socialism, democracy, the daily increasing
-power of a class that in my youth knew its place and kept it? And now
-women degrading their sex and proselytizing thousands that would have
-remained content with their duties to home and society if let alone!
-Why, you hear nothing but this infernal Suffrage—” The duke was never
-so impressive as when mildly profane. “Margaret, of course, is
-unaffected, but the women that gather at my board! They babble about
-nothing else, whether for or against. To my mind the very subject among
-all decent people should be tabû. I sometimes feel as if I could hear
-the greatest nation the world has ever seen rattling about my ears. My
-poor country! And I would have her impeccable always in the eyes of
-Europe—” (It was characteristic that he omitted the rest of the world.)
-“I would have her lower and middle classes respect her unquestioningly,
-without presuming to rule. The present Government is an abomination, and
-the number of labor representatives in Parliament is a disgrace in the
-history of England. And now the women! They should have pity on our
-troubles and give us their assistance, instead of adding to our problems
-and making us ridiculous. A fine reputation we are getting abroad—that
-we can no longer manage our women, that we are obliged to resort to
-physical violence, as if we were returned to the dark ages! Oh, that we
-could shut them up in harems! Let the Turks take warning.”
-
-“Well, you can’t shut us up, and you can’t manage us, and that is the
-whole point. English women have grown up on politics; they have learned
-as much at the table as in the schoolroom; the bright ones have grown
-more and more like their fathers, and now you behold the result. As for
-the Mohammedan women—Ferrero calls attention to the fact that the
-British in India have noted that in public administration certain women
-keep the spirit of economy with which they manage a home; and that is
-why, especially in despotic states, they rule better than men. So, give
-us, who have had a vastly wider experience, the vote, and be grateful
-that we are willing to help you.”
-
-“Never. You will never obtain the franchise. Put that idea out of your
-head. Why not go and live on the continent for a while? The society in
-Vienna is delightful—”
-
-Julia rose. “I’ve said all I came to say, and more. I am very grateful
-for your generosity in the past, and I only wished to disabuse your mind
-of any fear you might have of subjecting me to privations. I shall
-manage splendidly. I pay very little for my flat in Clement’s Inn—”
-
-The duke writhed. “I can’t do it!” he cried. “I can’t! I gave you my
-word, and that is the end of it. Besides, you lived with me so long that
-you are, in a sense, of my house. Keep the money, but for heaven’s sake,
-come to your senses. I only ask one favor now. Take no part in these
-disgraceful raids and street scenes.”
-
-Julia hesitated, but she was betraying no secret, for the women never
-struck without warning. “I’d like to thank you, go, and say no more, but
-I think I should tell you that a number of us are going to attend the
-opening of Parliament to-morrow and demand a hearing. Of course, there
-may be trouble with the police—”
-
-“Do you mean that those termagants will begin to worry us on the very
-first day of Parliament?”
-
-“We lose no time. We’ll get in if we can, and if we can’t—well, we’ll
-make ourselves felt, one way or another.”
-
-“I—I’d be grateful if you would give me your promise to stay at home.”
-
-“You see I have given my promise to go to the House.”
-
-“The police will certainly interfere. I fancy they will take the first
-opportunity— That is only a hint.”
-
-“Oh, we are quite convinced that the police have their orders from the
-Government. But we mind nothing. Nothing! At the same time let me tell
-you that we are not going to-morrow with the intention of creating a
-disturbance. We are not in love with rows, and although we are willing
-to be hurt, we are not in love with that, either. How we behave depends
-entirely upon how they behave.”
-
-The duke regarded her for a minute. Then he looked down and tapped a
-penholder on the table. “Very well,” he said. “Go with the others, I
-only trust and pray—I intercede for you every morning at prayers—that
-you won’t be accidentally hurt in these forays, and that you will come
-to your senses before long. As soon as you do we should be happy to have
-you come and live with us. I—I have always missed you.”
-
-He rose. Julia ran over and threw her arms about his neck. “You are a
-dear!” she cried. “And you always were nice to me in your funny way.”
-
-The duke laughed, and disentangled himself.
-
-“There, there!” he said. “You look now about as old as you did when you
-came to us. You are not quite remade. I shall hope.”
-
-
- XIII
-
- “Corker. Please write often. Hearing from you too good to be
- true. Letters like what rain would have been on April 16.
- Suffrage and get over it. No game for you. Don’t get hurt again.
- Writing.
-
- “TAY.”
-
-Julia found this cablegram on her table when she returned on the
-following evening from the House of Commons. Its extravagance relaxed
-the angry tension of her mind, and she could imagine no future moment in
-which she would be in a more fitting mood to answer it. She removed her
-battered hat, washed the dirt and blood from her hands and face, and her
-pen was soon flying over large sheets of the W. S. P. U.
-
- “Long before you get this you will have read in the newspapers
- the more sensational details of to-day’s encounter between the
- Militants and the police, and of its abominable sequel; but
- there are details the newspapers never print, and when I relate
- a few of them perhaps you will understand why I am not likely to
- lose sympathy with this cause. Besides, to-day, I have a
- grievance of my own which has put me in such a state of fury
- that if I couldn’t relieve my mind in a letter to you, I should
- probably go out and get into more trouble.
-
- “You will have read that twenty of our number, including Mrs.
- Pankhurst, Mrs. Pethick Lawrence, and Mrs. Cobden Sanderson,
- succeeded in obtaining entrance to the Lobby of the House of
- Commons, sent for the Chief Liberal Whip, and persuaded him to
- go to the Prime Minister and ask if he intended to do anything
- during this session toward the enfranchisement of women. The
- Prime Minister sent word back that the Government had no
- intention of giving the vote to women during their term of
- office.
-
- “How many times have they gone to that Lobby full of hope,
- inspired by the justice of their cause—however,
- sentimentalizing is not in our line. This was the most direct
- rebuff they had received, and they made up their minds to hold a
- meeting of protest then and there. One of the women sprang upon
- a settee and began to address the others. The police had been
- watching for a signal. In five minutes they had dragged and
- driven the women out of the Lobby, knocking Mrs. Pankhurst down,
- and mauling Mrs. Lawrence and the rest in their usual fashion.
- When the women waiting outside saw how their comrades were being
- handled, they rushed forward, and soon were engaged in a
- hand-to-hand encounter with the police. Even those that merely
- spoke to the women of the deputation were struck or arrested.
- Seven were dragged off to the police station, and a few moments
- later, Mrs. Cobden Sanderson, knowing that Mrs. Lawrence was
- ill, and not willing that the girls should go to gaol without an
- older woman, managed to get herself arrested.
-
- “Of course, you want to know what I was doing all this time.
- That is what I am writing to tell you, for therein lies my
- grievance. And let me tell you that I have a red-haired temper,
- quite out of tune with princesses on towers. You might as well
- know me as I am and not romance about me any more.
-
- “I went with the deputation to the House, being one of those
- drafted, and marching at the head of a large body of members of
- the Union that accompanied us, but had no hope of gaining
- admittance. At the Strangers’ Entrance we were met by the usual
- number of watchful police, and the Inspector asked at once which
- was Mrs. France; the others craned their necks and took in all
- my points when I was indicated. I was then informed that I could
- not enter, that the orders were positive. There was no time to
- waste in protest over minor matters, another was chosen in my
- place, and I was left outside with the rank and file. I was
- annoyed, and had no difficulty in guessing the cause of my
- exclusion. The duke may despise the present Government, but he
- had not scrupled to bring his personal influence to bear on it
- in order to save me from possible hurt—or notoriety.
-
- “However, it is one of our principles to waste no time over
- spilt milk, but immediately to place ourselves in readiness for
- the next opportunity. I stood quietly with the others as close
- to the entrance as the police outside would permit, and waited.
- At the end of what seemed interminable hours, during which a
- large crowd gathered, many friendly, for the public is beginning
- to respect our pluck and persistence, some jeering and making
- abominable jokes, our women standing as erect and patient as
- soldiers, with eager set faces, ready to fight if need be, but
- quite as ready to disperse peaceably if their deputation were
- treated with respect—well, suddenly the doors were flung open
- and out tumbled a medley of women and police. Mrs. Pankhurst,
- with closed eyes and rigid limbs, as if defying the worst,
- pushed along on her heels, and finally flung to the ground; Mrs.
- Pethick Lawrence, struggling indignantly, torn and mauled; the
- rest treated as if they were circus beasts of the forest that
- had got loose in the arena,—out they came in a wild disgraceful
- scrimmage. What a cartoon for posterity to gape at!
-
- “Of course we made a rush for our friends and leaders, inspired
- with precisely the same instinct to go to their assistance as if
- they and we had been Men. One of our rigid principles is never
- to attack the police, to assume that they are merely obeying
- orders; and even when they treat us with their customary
- brutality, to struggle, but not to strike; it being our desire
- to show, if possible, that a great battle can be won in these
- days by brains instead of force.
-
- “Therefore, although we attempted to reach our leaders, it was
- merely to rescue them if we could; at all events to show our
- sympathy and indignation. But we did not reach them. The police
- outside were waiting for their signal; they immediately closed
- in and began striking and pushing us about, at first not
- ungently: they merely bashed hats, knocked a few shoulders, and
- twisted a few arms. But as fast as they dispersed one group, or
- turned to attack another, we made a new rush; some in the
- direction of Mrs. Pankhurst, others toward those being led off
- to the police station, others, myself among them, intending to
- force our way into the House, and make another demonstration in
- the Lobby. Mrs. Lime had managed to keep by my side, for she
- intended to enter with me. But suddenly she caught sight of a
- girl being abominably mauled by a policeman, and made a brave
- attempt to rescue her. The policeman dropped the girl, seized
- Mrs. Lime, whirled her about, gripped her by the shoulders, and,
- rushing her against the palings of Palace Yard, struck her
- breasts against the iron again and again. That sight sent me off
- my head. I forgot instructions, forgot the lofty impassivity I
- had been taught in the East—an admirable recipe for occasions
- like this, but, as yet, beyond me—I leaped on the man and
- struck him on the back of the head with all my might. He dropped
- Mrs. Lime and whirled about on me as furiously as if my fist had
- been as hard as his own, but when he saw me, he merely dropped
- his arm, scowled, and said:—
-
- “‘Go home! Go home! You’ll get hurt,’ and ran over to pull two
- women apart who had locked arms. Then I realized what I had
- dimly been conscious of, that my only injuries were to my
- clothes, and that these were but the result of the general
- scuffle; every policeman had avoided me or brushed me off. They
- had received orders to do me no harm. Among all those hundreds
- of indomitable women I alone was to go scot free. The idea so
- enraged me that I flew at another policeman and struck him,
- determined to go to prison with the others. But he, too, brushed
- me off, although he was already panting and angry, and no doubt
- would have liked to strike me and then drag me to the police
- station. I attacked another, and he turned his back on me with
- an oath, seized a girl who was merely pushing her way quietly
- through the struggling mass, her face set and gray, her eyes
- with that strange intent look worn by nearly every face
- belonging to our women—seized her, threw her down, and kicked
- her in the side.
-
- “Well—I managed to drag her and Mrs. Lime out of the crowd, put
- them into a four-wheeler, and take them to Westminster Hospital.
- They will die, no doubt; if not now, then later, devoured by the
- most horrible of all diseases. But if we have lost them, we
- shall have gained forty in their place, for this insensate
- policy of the Government has its logical
- consequence—illustrates the old truth, ‘The blood of martyrs is
- the seed of reform.’ Have they never read history?
-
- “And yet, sometimes I despair. We shall win in the end, of
- course, for it is as impossible to exterminate this new force as
- to chain the Atlantic. But when? And shall we be here to see? We
- are only mortal, after all, and our bodies, strong to endure as
- they are, can be broken by men. And the great mass of women are
- so slow in awakening. In spite of the tremendous increase in our
- numbers during the past year, and the interest we have aroused,
- our recruits are a mere handful when compared with the female
- population of Great Britain, in general. Not until all, or at
- least three-fourths, of those women have awakened and rallied to
- our side can we win. Of that I am convinced. One thing I strove
- to do in the north was to convert the political women, those
- that always assist the men so potently at every general
- election. If we can persuade these women to desert the men and
- fight for women alone, we shall have made a great stride. This
- autumn I am to renew my acquaintance with my old associates and
- visit country houses during the autumn and winter, making
- converts of women who would be of inestimable benefit to us. But
- that is a sort of inactive service under which I chafe. Would
- that we could rouse all the women at once, form a rebel army,
- take to the field and fight like men. Perhaps we shall be driven
- to that in the end. It is all very well to plan to win by brains
- alone, and it would be to our immortal glory if we did, but it
- is to be considered that we are opposing men either without
- brains themselves, or who have been bred on the idea of physical
- force and really respect nothing else. Well, whatever happens, I
- only ask that I may be here to see. I am willing to give my
- brain and body and soul and every penny I can command to this
- cause, but I want to give the last of myself at the last minute,
- all the same.
-
- “Now, write and tell me honestly if you would have me desert
- these women, when I can be of signal assistance to them in not
- one but many ways; and if you think I would be anything but what
- this cause has made of me if I would.
-
- “JULIA FRANCE.”
-
-
-
-
- BOOK V
- DANIEL TAY
-
-
- I
-
-THE great amphitheatre of the Albert Hall was filled from arena to dome:
-some ten thousand women and three hundred men, exclusive of police. Slim
-young women in the white uniform of stewards and decorated with the
-badges of their unions stood at the back of the gangways. On the
-platform, against flowers and banners, sat the officials of the Woman’s
-Social and Political Union and of the several unions it had inspired. Of
-the most important of these, Julia France had been elected president
-eighteen months before, and to-night sat at the right of Mrs. Pethick
-Lawrence, who occupied the chair in the absence of Mrs. Pankhurst.
-
-The great rally had a fourfold purpose: to celebrate the victory of the
-Militants in the general election, during which they had fought the
-Liberals in forty constituencies; their energy, cleverness, and resource
-being not the least of the factors which had transferred eighteen seats
-to the Conservatives (thus throwing the Government upon the Labor and
-Irish vote for support); to protest once more against the inhuman
-treatment of the hunger strikers in Holloway gaol; to add to the
-£100,000 fund; and to listen to Mrs. France’s account of her three
-months’ lecture tour in the United States.
-
-When Julia had risen to speak, she had been greeted by a magnificent
-demonstration. Every woman in the audience had sprung to her feet,
-cheered, and waved her banner for five minutes. This enthusiasm was not
-inspired by Julia’s notable tour only, nor to the money she had brought
-back with her, but to her four years’ record of steadfast and valuable
-work in the Militant cause, the large number of recruits she had brought
-in by her personal efforts, the many Liberal candidates she had helped
-to defeat at by-elections, her religious devotion to a work for which
-nothing in her previous life would seem to have prepared her, and above
-all, to the great gift for leadership she had displayed during the last
-year and a half. For her indomitable courage, her indifference to
-personal comfort, and to bodily suffering when maltreated by police,
-stewards, or hooligans, or endured in gaol, they had no applause; this
-was a mere matter of course. But in addition to her services, Julia was
-a favorite with all of them: she was picturesque without being
-sensational, a brilliant powerful persuasive speaker, and a lovely
-picture on the platform. Moreover, she possessed (and desperately clung
-to) the priceless gift of humor, and humor in suffragette ranks was
-rare. Mrs. Pankhurst and her daughters, great speakers as they were, had
-not a ray of it; and even Mrs. Pethick Lawrence, the most genial of
-women, fell under the spell of the world’s tragedy the moment she rose
-to speak.
-
-To-night, Julia, knowing that most of the minds present were oppressed
-by the sufferings in Holloway, made the account of her American
-experiences as diverting as possible, although she finished with a
-passionate denunciation of the Government, and an appeal to her audience
-to proselytize unceasingly, until their numbers were irresistible.
-
-When she sat down, Mrs. Lawrence, preparatory to making her appeal for
-funds, gave a graphic and terrible picture of the hunger strikers, who,
-forcibly fed through the nose and throat with surgical instruments of
-torture, were now having a dose of martyrdom that compared favorably
-with any in the records of the Inquisition. Julia, too well acquainted
-with the horrible details, glanced over the House and nodded to Ishbel
-Dark and Bridgit Maundrell, seated in a box. Ishbel was still the
-prettiest woman in any assembly she chose to grace, and her attire, as
-ever, looked like the petals of a flower. Bridgit, severely tailored,
-albeit in velvet, was sitting forward tensely, her eyes flashing at the
-iniquities of man. Julia noted with amusement that Maundrell was behind
-her, and listening with an expression no less indignant. Dark
-consistently refused to show himself at Suffrage rallies, although more
-sympathetic of late, but Maundrell was not only complaisant, but
-converted. To have lived with Bridgit for three years and failed to be
-impressed by that burning and immovable faith would have stamped him
-superman, and the next step was to surrender to a cause capable of
-making such an apostle. He already had made a number of speeches, in and
-out of the House, advocating the extension of the franchise to a limited
-number of women, and as he was a man of distinguished abilities, there
-was much rejoicing in Suffrage ranks. He had even permitted his wife to
-take part in the last great raid on the House, although, without her
-knowledge, he had circled near her, and diverted the attention of the
-police when she had been too eager for trouble. He had no intention of
-letting her go to gaol and ruin her health.
-
-But the Westminster police avoided arresting women of Mrs. Maundrell’s
-position unless their official faces were slapped. For that matter they
-were growing more and more averse from arresting women at all, and had
-been heard to wish that the Parliamentarians would come out and do their
-own dirty work. The women had so far won their liking and respect that
-when the Government wanted them knocked about, they were forced to order
-up reserves from the slums. The Westminster officers formed woman-proof
-cordons about the Houses of Parliament, effectively protecting the men
-within, but repulsed their assailants good-naturedly, only making
-arrests when the women were inexorable. When Julia, determined upon
-arrest in one of the raids of 1909, made a technical assault upon a tall
-policeman’s chin, he had whispered: “Harder, Mrs. France. Give me a good
-crack on me cheek. That’ll be assault, as the Inspector’s looking this
-way, and I’ll have to arrest ye.”
-
-The great number of Militants arrested, the injustice of their trials
-and sentences, the severity of their treatment in gaol, had succeeded as
-nothing else had done in arousing the women of Great Britain. Very
-nearly a million had declared themselves in favor of Suffrage, and many
-of these had joined one or other of the forty-one societies and unions.
-
-Only the mean-spirited, the hopelessly old-fashioned, and the sex
-idolaters had failed to rally to their cause. Never in the history of
-England had there been such monster mass-meetings, such impressive
-parades, such a widespread upheaval. If these rebels had been
-Socialists, or any other body of men demanding concessions, they would
-have won their battle long since.
-
-Mrs. Lawrence passed on to her favorite subject, the injustice of
-visiting the penalties of the law upon desperate girls for infanticide,
-while ignoring her partner in crime. Julia, whose mind had wandered to
-her own prison experiences, happily over before the hunger strike was
-organized, and the devices to which she had resorted before she had
-compelled arrest in spite of the duke’s vigilance, suddenly, without an
-instant’s transition, began to think vividly of Daniel Tay. She started
-and sat up straighter, drawing her brows together in perplexity. Her
-thought was very consecutive these days.
-
-During their long but irregular correspondence—often conducted on his
-part by cable—she had thought of him exclusively while writing, or
-reading his characteristic letters, and then dismissed him from her
-mind. There was always a certain excitement in “talking” confidentially
-into a mind on the other side of the globe, and his epistles, however
-brief, were sympathetic. He had long since given up his attempt to turn
-her from her purpose; he recognized her as a force, and asserted that he
-was proud of her. She fancied that he no longer cared to meet her again,
-but found his own amusement in the novelty of the correspondence; and
-she too no longer experienced tremors at sight of his handwriting. But
-she was conscious of a bond, and welcomed an occasional vibration from
-the other end of the line.
-
-And now she suddenly found herself thinking of him intensely. She peered
-out into that acre of faces. Could he be present? Hardly, as he had
-written but a few weeks ago that he was “up to his neck” in business and
-politics. The famous Graft Prosecution was sitting expectantly on the
-edge of its grave, dug by corrupting gold, the rallying of every
-dishonest business man in San Francisco to the standard of the
-scoundrels in politics, and a few mistakes of its own. Business, too,
-was “awful,” San Francisco’s luck not having turned since the morning of
-the earthquake. No, he could not be present, but she stirred uneasily,
-nevertheless. She was highly organized, and quick to respond to the
-concentration of another mind upon her own. Once more she searched that
-mass of faces, but they seemed to melt into one. She banished Tay from
-her mind. He returned promptly. She frowned, but gave it up and let her
-mind drift.
-
-Mrs. Lawrence had made her usual stirring appeal for an addition to the
-growing fund, and the money was rolling in. The girl stewards were
-running back and forth, and Mrs. Lawrence was reading aloud the promise
-cards as they were handed up, while her husband made the additions on
-the score board. Some £5000 had been subscribed amidst continuous
-applause, when Julia forgot Tay and almost laughed aloud as she heard
-Mrs. Winstone’s name read out to the tune of £20. “Alas!” this convert
-had cried plaintively to Julia, a few days before. “What will you?
-Haven’t I always said that one secret of lookin’ young was to dress in
-the fashion of the moment, not have any silly style of your own? And
-you’ve got to keep your mind dressed up to date as well as your figger.
-I’m not goin’ to gaol and ruin what complexion I’ve got left, but I’ve
-taken a box at Albert Hall and I’m havin’ meetings in my drawin’-room.
-It’s a God-send to have a new fad, anyway. All the old ones were
-motheaten.”
-
-Julia lost her breath. She felt her body cold and rigid, and all its
-blood flown to her face.
-
-“Daniel Tay, £200,” read Mrs. Lawrence.
-
-And the women cheered, as they always did when a man offered himself up
-for encouragement.
-
-Julia stared at her hands and tried to close her lips! So! He was here!
-She was furious with herself for her agitation; she also cast a hasty
-glance over her costume. Ishbel and her maid attended to her wardrobe,
-keeping her admirably dressed; nothing was asked of her but to wear her
-clothes, and this she could always be relied upon to do with
-distinction. She had hardly been aware of the color or fashion of her
-gown until this moment of searching investigation, and was gratified to
-observe that it was of white chiffon cloth and gentian blue velvet; made
-with simplicity, but long of line, and moulded to her round slim young
-figure. She wore a long chain of blue tourmalines and moonstones, the
-colors of her Union, and presented by her American admirers. Her
-abundant flame-colored locks were braided about her head as in the days
-of Bosquith, little curls escaping on her brow and neck.
-
-Her self-possession returned, and looking out, she deliberately smiled,
-a very hospitably sisterly smile. She believed that Tay would move,
-change his seat abruptly; but everybody was moving, and many were
-standing. To recognize him would be impossible unless he came directly
-up to the platform. She rather wondered that he did not, being an
-informal creature. Then she looked forward confidently to finding him at
-the stage door.
-
-The meeting broke up, amidst renewed cheers and waving of flags. Tay was
-not at the stage door. After lingering for a few moments in
-conversation, she went round to the front entrance. But only the police
-stood there, a long stately and useless rank. They all saluted Julia,
-and one told her he had missed her. Finally she permitted him to put her
-into a cab, and drove to Clement’s Inn with her black brows in a
-straight line. She excogitated until the brilliant idea struggled out
-that Tay had intrusted his donation to some friend, who had recklessly
-unchained himself from his desk in that unhappy city of San Francisco.
-
-
- II
-
-WHEN she had entered her flat she sat down at her desk and scowled more
-deeply still. She was angry not only at her past agitation but at her
-present disappointment. For seven years now, save for brief lapses,
-almost forgotten, she had been complete mistress of herself. During the
-last four she had so far sunk her personality into the great impersonal
-cause of her adoption that she had had no time to moon about herself
-after the fashion of idle women.
-
-Work! Had that been the secret? How commonplace, and how expositive!
-Who, indeed, when speaking, planning, fighting, proselytizing, writing
-innumerable leaflets, newspaper and magazine articles, drilling
-recruits, attending thousands of meetings, to say nothing of organizing
-her own Union and fighting army, would find a moment’s time to cast a
-thought to man save as present enemy and future co-worker. Even when in
-gaol, from which she had been mysteriously released both times at the
-end of a week, she had deliberately slept when not writing articles in
-her head. In America she had not gone farther west than Chicago, but she
-suddenly realized that if the question of including California in the
-itinerary had arisen she should have felt something like panic, possibly
-the same superstitious fear that had assailed her at three pillar boxes
-four years earlier. Well, indeed, that Tay had sent his contribution.
-She had no desire to have her work interrupted, nor to go through any
-female throes. To know that she was still hospitable to them was bad
-enough. Switch him out! She took her typewriter from its case, haughtily
-refusing to sleep.
-
-The telephone beside her rang. She put the receiver to her ear,
-wondering who dared interrupt her at night in times of peace. Although a
-truce with the Government was not formally declared until February 14th,
-the Militants were resting on the laurels won in the General Election.
-
-A man’s voice answered her “Hello!”
-
-“Who is it?”
-
-“Guess!”
-
-“I—I can’t.”
-
-“Well, I hope my voice has changed some.”
-
-“Oh—so you _are_ here. How generous of you to give us those £200!”
-
-“Generous nothing. You fired me up so with that speech that I came near
-subscribing my entire letter of credit, and then borrowing back enough
-to pay my hotel bill and get out.”
-
-“Why didn’t you come up to the platform afterward, or wait for me in the
-lobby?”
-
-“Frightened out of my wits. I’m never shy at the other end of the
-telephone, so thought I’d meet you this way first. If you’d made the
-usual female speech, I should have remained quite myself. But with all
-your wit and fire, you’re so finished, so polished—and you look that
-way, too. My teeth are still chattering. Somehow, in spite of
-everything, I suddenly realized that I’d always remembered you as the
-little princess on the tower.”
-
-(“And I in the fatal young thirties!”) “Nonsense! I’ve merely worked
-hard these last four years. No one ever dreamed of being afraid of me.
-Of course you’ll call to-morrow?”
-
-“I think I might summon up courage if you would infuse a little
-cordiality into your voice. You’ve thawed a bit, but not too much.”
-
-“You took me so completely by surprise. I had just made up my mind that
-you had asked some friend to make that donation in your name.”
-
-“Never should have thought of such a thing, although you could have had
-all I’ve got at any moment. What time may I call to-morrow?”
-
-“When did you arrive?”
-
-“This morning. Saw at once that you were going to speak, and thought I’d
-see what you were like before I ventured. What time may I call to-morrow
-morning?”
-
-“Let me think—I’ve always a thousand things to attend to in the
-morning—”
-
-“Please cut them out. You need a rest, anyhow. I’d like to call at
-eleven.”
-
-“Well—why not? We might go to the National Gallery—”
-
-“What! You’re not going to begin on that? Reminds me of Cherry and the
-torments of my youth. I’d like to talk to you for twelve hours on end,
-and take you out to lunch and dinner, but I’ll go to no morgues!”
-
-“Oh, very well. It will be quite delightful. But as it will be what you
-call a strenuous day, perhaps I’d better go to bed now. Good night.”
-
-“Good night, Militant Princess.”
-
-When Julia hung up the receiver she was still smiling. Then, to show how
-completely mistress of herself she was, she went to bed and slept.
-
-
- III
-
-THE next morning Julia looked dubiously about her little sitting-room. A
-workshop, truly. No hint here of the charming woman’s boudoir. It would
-have been impossible for Julia to live in tasteless surroundings, and
-the walls were covered with green burlap, the carpet was of the same
-shade, the chairs were of leather, the big desk was of old oak. But
-there was not a picture on the walls, not a bibelôt, only books, books
-everywhere; and in the corners piles of papers. She rang for the maid
-that took care both of her and the flat (her meals were brought in
-unless she went out for them), and ordered her to make the room as
-presentable as possible while she took the walk with which she began her
-day. It was raining, but no weather kept her indoors, and she walked
-rapidly to Kensington Park and back.
-
-When she reëntered the flat she petrified the maid by ordering her to
-bring forth her new coats and skirts for inspection. There was a rough
-but handsome green tweed for heavy wear, the inevitable black cloth, and
-a more elaborate costume of electric blue cloth with a white velvet
-collar and fancy blouse, intended for the simple functions of her
-present life. She arrayed herself in the last without an instant’s
-hesitation, then after trying on the graceful little hat three times,
-decided that it would be more hospitable to receive an old friend in the
-hair he admired.
-
-“Have I any tea-gowns?” she asked abruptly.
-
-“Tea-gowns, mum?” Collins barely articulated. “No, mum. You’ve never had
-use for tea-gowns.”
-
-“How odd, when I often come home tired.”
-
-“I’ve never seen you really tired, mum.”
-
-“Everybody is tired at times—and—and—I always wanted tea-gowns.”
-
-“I’ll go at once to her ladyship’s—”
-
-“Yes, do. No, go to the big French houses—I’ve given Lady Dark so much
-trouble. Buy me two, ready-made. A pale green one, and a white one with
-sapphire-blue ribbons—or cornflower blue. It doesn’t matter.”
-
-“Yes, mum.” And Collins went on her errand joyfully.
-
-“Now what a fool I am,” thought Julia. But she did not recall the maid.
-She carried the forgotten typewriter into the next room and deposited it
-on the bed, then sat down and reflected that Swani Dambaba, her Hindu
-master, had often reminded her there was nothing like a short, but
-thorough, vacation from the mind’s accustomed travail, to recuperate the
-mental faculties and prepare them for still more arduous labors. She had
-thought of one thing only for four years. This, no doubt, was the
-opportunity her mind had impatiently awaited, for its Suffrage
-activities had lain down to sleep without a preliminary yawn. Her
-secretary had come and gone, mystified.
-
-Promptly on the stroke of eleven she answered a sharp rap and extended
-both hands with a cold friendly brightness she could always adjust like
-a visor. Tay flung his hat on a chair and shook her hands for quite a
-minute. Obviously his diffidence was a thing of overnight, for it was
-not in evidence as he smiled down upon her with his keen clever eyes.
-
-“By Jove!” he exclaimed, “but you look good to me. You haven’t changed a
-bit. To tell the truth, if business hadn’t forced me to come over here,
-I don’t believe I’d ever have come—was so afraid you’d be old and
-ugly—”
-
-“Old and ugly!” cried Julia, indignantly. “When I’m only—” She paused
-abruptly. Tay knew that she was thirty-four, and she was willing that he
-should know, but, quite like any woman after twenty-eight, she couldn’t
-force the combination past her lips.
-
-“I know, but you’ve worked like a man, and been in so many free fights.
-Batting cops over the head, sitting on roofs in the rain to devil
-politicians at the psychological moment, to say nothing of gaol, doesn’t
-improve women, as a rule. I was almost certain you would have lost your
-complexion—and your hair!”
-
-“Well, I haven’t. Do sit down. Will you smoke?”
-
-“Will you?”
-
-“I never smoke in the morning.”
-
-“No more do I. Don’t let my nerves get ahead of me.”
-
-“It would be delightful to see you all again,” said Julia, amiably, as
-he took off his overcoat and made himself comfortable. Then she plunged
-into the safe subject of Mrs. Bode and her amusing experiences in London
-during the Spanish war, meanwhile examining him with cool smiling eyes,
-which appeared to dwell upon the cheerful memory of his sister. She was
-gratified to find him as well dressed and groomed, even to the crown of
-his sleek black head, as any man he might meet in Piccadilly, and
-confessed that she would have been intensely disappointed had his attire
-been as Western as his vocabulary. His accent was also agreeable,
-without nasal inflection, and although it lacked the cultivation of the
-best English voice, it was manly even over the telephone. He had grown
-several inches taller, although he had been a tall boy, and his figure
-was straight and well set up. Save for the keen depth of the black-gray
-eyes, and the accentuated squareness of chin and jaw, he had changed
-surprisingly little. Even as a boy he had held his head high; now he had
-the air of one accustomed to command a large number of men. His manner,
-while courteous and amiable, betrayed possibilities of impatience. She
-could quite appreciate what he had once written her, that he was “some
-pumpkins on the street.”
-
-He looked steadily at her as they talked, and she detected an expression
-both defensive and wary at the back of his eyes, reflected in the slight
-smile on his firm, rather grim mouth. She guessed that he had no
-intention of falling in love with her again. Every once in a while,
-however, his eyes flashed with admiration, and then he looked quite
-boyish; his smile was spontaneous and delightful. But she suddenly
-realized that he would not be as easy to understand as she had thought.
-
-“You might have sent me a photograph,” he said abruptly, tired of
-Cherry. “I have a large collection of libels, cut from weekly magazines,
-but—”
-
-“How odd you never asked for one.”
-
-“I guess I didn’t want the charming picture in my mind disturbed. I
-feared you might have grown to look masculine, at the least. It’s queer
-you haven’t, you know.”
-
-“None of us looks masculine, although a good many look sexless, if you
-like. Don’t you want to come down to the offices and meet the big ones?”
-
-“I—do—_not_.”
-
-“I thought you were so interested—”
-
-“As far as I am concerned the entire movement is concentrated in you.
-You may be the type, but I don’t believe it, and anyhow I don’t care.”
-
-“Well, you saw some of them on the platform last night.”
-
-“I saw no one but you. In fact I had an opera-glass trained on you
-throughout the whole show.”
-
-“Oh! Did you? But you haven’t told me what brought you over.”
-
-“We’re trying to open an important connection in London, and our
-representative cabled me to come over and help him. An American has to
-sit up nights to keep an Englishman from getting ahead of him, much as
-an Englishman has to sit up watching a Scot. This is the top of
-civilization, all right—and all that term implies. No wonder your women
-are ahead in their particular game.”
-
-“But the American women are now almost as keen on Suffrage as we are.”
-
-“Yes, but in their way, not yours. I’m for giving them the vote, for
-they’ll help us to clean up, and incidentally develop their minds. But
-your women are a century ahead—not that we’ll ever have such women.
-Thank God, we haven’t the men to breed them. You’re up against the
-hundred-per-cent male. That is enough to make women stronger than death.
-With us it’s more likely to be the other way.”
-
-“You don’t look henpecked.”
-
-“No more I am, nor ever shall be. Our women only think they do the
-tyrannizing. Give a woman her head in trifles, all the money she can
-whine or nag for, and she thinks she’s the whole show. That’s the way we
-manage ours. What they don’t know doesn’t hurt them.”
-
-“I rather think that’s worse. We at least know what we are fighting.”
-
-“Exactly. And it has made great fighters of you. None better in the
-history of the world. That shows how much cleverer the American man is
-than the Englishman. We lie low like Br’er Rabbit, and say nuffin.
-American women are discontented, want the earth, but can find nothing to
-sharpen their axes on, and that is good for us. They may help us in the
-United States, and we’ll be glad to have ’em, but they’ll never rule.
-Now I am willing to bet my unmade millions that the Englishwomen will be
-ruling this country fifty years from now, perhaps twenty. I expect to
-live to see a woman Prime Minister. You, perhaps! Awful thought!”
-
-“I should like it,” said Julia, frankly. “And I’m glad I wasn’t born an
-American.”
-
-“Oh, you are _you_. I don’t class you geographically—except—well, I
-read up after I’d got a letter or two from you, and it set me
-thinking—also talking with an astrologer we have in San Francisco,
-who’s some nuts on Oriental lore. We came to the same conclusion, that
-you were a lightning streak straight out of the past—not Earth’s past,
-but some previous solar system—”
-
-“Oh!” Julia sprang to her feet, startled quite out of her visor. “San
-Francisco! You! It is too uncanny!”
-
-“Hoped I’d get a rise out of you. Nothing uncanny about it. Some of the
-weirdest characters, not to say scholars, have drifted out there.
-California is not the God-forsaken hole you may have been led to
-believe. I’ll admit that lore of any sort is not exactly our business
-man’s idea of recreation, and but for you I might be in happy ignorance
-of Oriental mysteries myself.”
-
-“And how much do you believe?”
-
-“Oh, sometimes I laugh at it—and myself, but—perhaps I like the queer
-romance of it. Lord knows it’s sufficiently un-American. Now that I’ve
-seen you once more—I’m not so sure how much of it I do believe. You
-don’t look several hundred thousand years old, not by a long sight. I
-hope you have a young appetite. Will you come over to the Savoy, or is
-that not allowed in Militant circles?”
-
-“Nonsense. Once, perhaps; but now I’d lunch with a coal heaver if I
-chose.”
-
-“Thanks! I have a taxi downstairs—”
-
-“Waiting? You _are_ extravagant! Like your cables. They were too funny.”
-
-“Not at all. I’m more at home in a cable office than in bed.”
-
-“But I thought you were all so badly off in San Francisco?”
-
-“My dear princess, the harder up a San Franciscan is, the more money he
-spends. I can’t explain; doubtless it’s a law of nature. But if you’ll
-put on a hat to match that charming frock—”
-
-“I’ll be ready in a second. How nice that you notice what a woman has
-on. I had almost forgotten that pleasant characteristic of a few men.”
-
-“I shall be here a month, and hope to pass on your entire wardrobe.”
-
-And they went as gayly forth as if indeed the good old friends they fain
-would feel but could not; but young withal, and agreeably titillated.
-
-
- IV
-
-IF a man and a woman tentatively interested in each other would part for
-years at the end of a long day together, during which they had talked
-until every subject on earth seemed exhausted, and ennui inevitable, the
-cure would be effected before the disease had declared itself. An
-appreciative thought now and again, a passing regret, other minds as
-stimulating, the episode is closed. Astute wives have been known to
-apply a form of this treatment to husbands and the objects of their
-roving fancy; perchance in time it will be recognized as a sort of love
-vaccine and scientifically administered.
-
-Julia and Tay talked almost uninterruptedly until eleven o’clock that
-night, and existed comfortably apart for nearly a week. Julia plunged
-into routine work with renewed ardors, refused to look at her tea-gowns,
-and when she thought of Tay at all was rather glad they had met at last
-and had a jolly talk. Tay sent her a box of roses (automatically), but
-was too busy to think about her; for the increased importance of his
-house, to say nothing of his reluctant millions, depended upon the
-success of his efforts in London. But on Saturday he found himself idle,
-and promptly thought of Julia. A brief talk on the telephone ended in an
-invitation to dine at Clement’s Inn that night; and with his desire for
-feminine society once more alert, and for Julia’s in particular, he
-appeared with his usual promptness.
-
-Julia, who had grown methodical, had put on the green tea-gown as a
-logical result of its purchase for the delectation of her old friend;
-and he gave it instant approval.
-
-“By Jove!” he exclaimed. “That’s the sort of thing you were made for.
-You look less of a Suffragette than ever. I hope that when you have
-accomplished your horrible purpose and have nothing to do but vote, you
-will receive me in a boudoir the same shade.”
-
-“I shouldn’t wonder if I did have a boudoir one of these days— You look
-rather nice yourself in your evening clothes— That would be a good idea
-for all of us. We’ll take a rest cure first, and then feminize ourselves
-just enough.”
-
-“Rather flat, though, to receive women in boudoirs, for no men will go
-to see you—them.”
-
-“Oh, won’t they? Men will readjust their old ideals when they have to,
-and be glad of something new in women.”
-
-“Yes, but that sort won’t care a hang about boudoirs.”
-
-“They will about mine. And I’ll promise it shall be large enough for
-people with long legs. I hope the waiters won’t stumble over yours when
-they bring in the dinner.”
-
-Tay had had some misgivings about this dinner, having been asked to
-speak once or twice before women’s clubs, foregathered at the luncheon
-hour. But Julia had not lost her taste for dainty edibles, and he hardly
-could have fared better anywhere, save in the city of his birth.
-
-“How is it you know so much about food?” he asked as the dishes were
-being removed. “You say the Suffragettes are not even masculine, they
-are sexless. No wonder they could stand gaol. No doubt they live on
-ancestral memories.”
-
-“Gaol has ruined most of their stomachs, all the same, and I should have
-choked over every morsel I ate, if I hadn’t deliberately thought about
-something else—detached my mind.”
-
-“Can you do that?” he asked, looking at her curiously.
-
-“Rather. I learned a good many secrets in the East. I can control both
-my mental and physical machinery.”
-
-“How appalling! If you found yourself falling in love, I suppose you’d
-just turn on your mental hose-pipe and wash it out by the roots.”
-
-“Something like that.”
-
-“Julia,” said Tay, removing his cigar and looking at the ash, “what
-would you really do if you ever did fall in love?”
-
-“I never shall.”
-
-“Ah? Is prophecy included in the mental make-up of the new sex?”
-
-“I mean I’ll never have time.”
-
-“But you’ll win this fight, and then, mercifully, have time to think of
-other things. There _are_ a few things besides Suffrage in the world
-even now, you know.”
-
-“We won’t have so much more time; perhaps less. Our work will only just
-have begun.”
-
-“Yes, but the holy martyr’s fire will have burned out for want of
-something to feed on. Your interests will be more diverse, at least,
-your minds less concentrated. Men have time to fall in love, you may
-have observed. You’ll all begin to look about.”
-
-“I doubt it. We’ve been through too much ever to be quite like other
-women.”
-
-“Nonsense, Julia, nonsense. You can’t get ahead of Nature. She may take
-a back seat for a time, but she, being really unhuman, never sleeps. She
-watches her chance and the moment it comes she gets her fine work in.
-She hits good and hard, too; all the harder because she appropriates to
-herself some of the vengeance of the Lord.”
-
-“That’s a man’s reasoning, but it is beside the question as far as I am
-concerned. Insane people live forever.”
-
-“Have you any prejudice against divorce?”
-
-“Rather not. One of the first things we accomplish is a reform of the
-unjust divorce laws of this country. But I doubt if even women will
-consent to the divorce of the insane. It can be done in only one or two
-states of your own country.”
-
-“True. But a marriage can be annulled if it is shown that one of the
-parties to the contract was insane at the time of marriage.”
-
-“Marriage can be annulled on the same ground here, but not without more
-horrors of detail than any woman who had lived with a man for eight
-years would care to suffer.”
-
-“A simple statement would be enough in Reno—why do you laugh?”
-
-“I have heard of Reno before.”
-
-“Ah?” Tay sat up alertly. “Who else—who has wanted to take you out to
-Reno and marry you?”
-
-“Oh, that is over long since. He remains a dear friend, my one intimate
-man friend—except you, of course—but we never meet any more except by
-accident. He has great responsibilities and is a good deal older now. It
-has become quite impracticable. Neither of us would desert England.”
-
-“Did you ever love this man?”
-
-“Not enough.”
-
-“What is he like?”
-
-“Oh, the best type of Englishman, and more, for he has genius, and uses
-it in the interest of the race.”
-
-“Sounds like an infernal prig.”
-
-“He is not!”
-
-“Oh! Is he good-looking?”
-
-“Rather!”
-
-“Do women like him?”
-
-“It shows how really remarkable he is, that he has never been spoiled by
-them.”
-
-“Are you trying to make me jealous?”
-
-“Of course I am not! I hope I have pulled all my pettiness up by the
-roots—long ago!”
-
-“You are one of the purest types of female I have ever met. If you
-weren’t, you wouldn’t radiate charm from every electrical hair on your
-head.” He had been trying to stride about the little room. He stopped
-short and leaned both hands on the table. “Julia,” he said, “do you want
-to know exactly what I think of you?”
-
-“What could be more interesting?”
-
-“I think you are a magnificent bluffer. No, don’t flash those arc-lights
-on me. I mean you bluff yourself, not the world. You are sincere, all
-right. But you’ve hypnotized yourself. Ask your old Mohammedan if I’m
-not right. He gave you a suggestion or two, from all accounts.”
-
-“If you were not talking nonsense, I should be angry. I’m quite well
-aware that I was deliberately prepared for all this, and long before I
-went to India. Wait until you meet Bridgit; she’ll tell you her part in
-it. And even if I were hypnotized? Are not we all more or less?
-Hypnotized by the currents of life, by its waves beating on our brains?
-Some are drawn to one current, some to another. It all depends upon our
-particular gift for usefulness. This happens to be my métier. Sooner or
-later, whether I had gone to India or not, even if I had not known
-Bridgit, even if—a friend had not written the book that started us all
-in this direction, I should have drifted into my current. Only I had the
-good fortune to be steered soon instead of late.”
-
-“Not bad reasoning.” Tay stared at her for a moment, then took up his
-restricted march. “All the same there are layers and layers that you
-have deliberately covered up. Pretended they are not there. That is what
-I mean by bluffing.”
-
-“Oh, you don’t understand us. Wait until you have met twenty or thirty
-more.”
-
-“Yes, wait! I don’t propose to know even one more. And I don’t care a
-continental for the whole Militant bunch. Not even rolled into one
-magnificent manifestation of sexless sex. I am quite willing to believe
-they were born that way, and have no desire to dwell on the thought. You
-are a different proposition.”
-
-“Not at all.”
-
-“Exactly. When a woman is made soft and beautiful and dainty, she’s made
-for man, don’t you make any mistake about that. Nature is no fool. She
-hasn’t so much of that sort of material that she can afford to waste it.
-The number of undesirable women in the world is simply appalling. Mind
-you—” as Julia nearly overturned the table in her wrath, “I don’t argue
-that she’s made for that and nothing else. No man has less use for the
-pretty fool. Nor have I a word to say against this cause you are
-exercising your talents on. Go ahead and win. It’s a great cause, and
-deserves a good deal of sacrifice from great women. But for God’s sake
-don’t go on making a fool of yourself. The real you is under all that
-manufactured impersonal edifice, and sooner or later, it’ll wake up and
-knock the impersonal edifice into a cocked hat.”
-
-“Never!” Julia sat down again.
-
-Tay took his own chair and leaned across the table.
-
-“Julia,” he said. “I have heard you speak once. I have read a good many
-of your more serious speeches. I have had a great many letters from you,
-all—except those in which you seemed to find some relief in your
-Eastern experiences—on this one subject. You have given a good deal
-more than concentration of mind to this cause. You have given it an
-amount of white-hot passion that not one woman in a million possesses.
-What are you going to do with that when the cause is won?”
-
-“You are describing all the women—”
-
-“Damn the other women. Do me the favor to leave them out of the
-conversation. I don’t happen to be a fool, and if I haven’t managed to
-fall in love all these years, that doesn’t mean I know nothing about
-women. There is a certain quality of mental passion that springs from
-sex only. Now you’ve got it, and you’ve got to reckon with it. When do
-you expect to win this fight?”
-
-“This year. We are almost sure now that the Government is ready to
-yield, but doesn’t wish to appear coerced. That is the reason we shall
-declare a truce.”
-
-“Ah? It may be longer than you think. But not so very long. And when
-that is off your chest, I’m going to marry you.”
-
-“You? You’re not a bit in love with me.”
-
-“I’m not so sure. I came over determined not to be, for although I like
-strong women, I don’t like ’em too strong. But your personal quality is
-stronger still—magnetism?—call it what you like—”
-
-“Oh, if that is all, you’ll soon get over it. Remember you are going
-back to America in a month—”
-
-“Perhaps. That, however, has nothing to do with it. You knocked me out
-at fifteen, and you’re about to do it again. What have I waited for all
-these years? I’ve felt superstitious about it before—”
-
-“I don’t love you the least bit, and never could.” And Julia made her
-eyes look pure steel.
-
-“Oh, couldn’t you? Julia—” He leaned farther across the table and
-looked into the steel with no appreciable tremor. “Julia, play the part
-you look for just three minutes and a quarter.”
-
-“Do you want me to kiss you?” asked Julia, furiously.
-
-“Don’t I? I want nothing so much on earth, not even to get the best of
-those four-flushers in the City.”
-
-“Do you suppose I’d kiss a man unless I intended to marry him?”
-
-“I hope not. I’m quite ready to do the right thing by you.”
-
-“Oh, I wish you would stop joking. It’s rather indecent, anyhow.”
-
-“Not a bit of it. And what do you suppose I’ve come into your life for?
-To take up your education where Mrs. Maundrell and your Orientals left
-off. I’m part of the course. I’m inevitable. And if I’ve surrendered,
-why shouldn’t you?”
-
-“Surrender? I repeat that you are not a bit in love with me.”
-
-“And I repeat that I am not so sure. After we parted the other day, I
-was comfortably certain there was nothing in it for me, that I was as
-safe as a cat up a tree. But these last two days—well, I began to be
-uneasy. I wouldn’t look it squarely in the face, but I was haunted with
-the idea of something wanting. I was uncomfortable away from you, that
-is the long and the short of it.”
-
-“You merely wanted some one sympathetic to talk to. I shall introduce
-you to all my old friends.”
-
-“Delighted to meet them. Or—shall I chuck business and take the next
-steamer?”
-
-He was pale now and staring hard at her, perplexity and some
-astonishment deepening in his eyes.
-
-“Good idea,” said Julia, coolly.
-
-“You provocative little— Were you ever a coquette?”
-
-“Of course not.”
-
-“I wish I had been ten years older fifteen years ago. However—” He
-threw himself back in his chair. “I’ll not cut and run. I’ll be hanged
-if I do know whether I love you or not. You’ve a physical essence that
-goes to the head, but you are too self-centred, too unified, to give the
-complete happiness we men dream of. Fifteen years ago!”
-
-“Do you mean I’m too old?”
-
-“In a way, yes. You have lived too much in these fifteen years, although
-in one sense you haven’t lived at all. But you have the strength of ten
-women, and a man would have to be a good deal weaker than I am to want
-that much counterpoise. And yet you pull me like the devil, and I have
-admired you more these fifteen years than any woman on earth—”
-
-“Really, you mustn’t disturb yourself,” said Julia, who was now so angry
-that she looked merely satirical. “I should not marry—neither you nor
-any one—if my husband were dead and the cause won. Winning the vote for
-women is merely a necessary preliminary, and my work for them but a part
-of an ideal of development I conceived even before I went to the East. I
-have a theory that the world will not improve much until a few women
-achieve a state of moral and mental perfection far ahead of anything the
-race has yet known. Such an achievement is impossible to man because he
-is either oversexed, or the reverse, and in both cases incapable of
-achieving perfect unity in himself, and absolute strength. But to woman
-it is possible. There will only be a few of us. Man needn’t worry. The
-world will always be full of the other kind. But to stand alone! To feel
-yourself equipped to accomplish for the world what twenty centuries of
-men have failed in—despite even their honest endeavor—do you fancy
-that one of us would exchange that great work for what any mere mortal
-could give us?”
-
-“Whew!” Tay’s eyes, that had looked as hard as her own, flashed and
-smiled as he sprang to his feet and put on his overcoat. He held out his
-hand.
-
-“Let’s cut all this out for a time,” he said. “Perhaps you’ve put me
-off, and perhaps you haven’t. Perhaps you are right. But if you are not,
-well, out to Reno you go. Is it to-morrow you take me to call on your
-aunt?”
-
-“Yes. Will you come here?”
-
-“I will. Goodnight.”
-
-After he had gone Julia for an hour stared straight at the wall as if
-deciphering hieroglyphics. Then she smiled and went to bed.
-
-
- V
-
-MRS. WINSTONE had put on her new intellectual expression. Her lids were
-slightly drooped, thus banishing the young stare of wonder; her brows
-were almost intimate, and she had powdered her nose with an art that
-elevated the bridge.
-
-When Julia and Tay arrived at the house in Tilney Street she was
-standing beside a table at the end of the drawing-room. One hand rested
-lightly upon it, the other held a slip of paper. On her left sat Mrs.
-Maundrell and Lady Dark, on her right Mrs. Flint, a working woman from
-the slums of Bloomsbury, and an eminent leader in the Militant ranks of
-her own class. The room was well filled with charmingly gowned women,
-some mildly but financially sympathetic with the cause of Suffrage,
-others as mildly adverse. All looked mildly expectant.
-
-“Aunt Maria said nothing about this,” whispered Julia to Tay. “We’ll sit
-at the back until it’s over—that is, if you think you can stand it.”
-
-“I’ll do my best. Like you, I can detach my mind.”
-
-“Ladies,” began Mrs. Winstone, in a deep grave voice, and not seeing
-Julia, wondering who on earth the attractive-looking stranger could be,
-“we all know too much of the great cause which brings us together to-day
-for me to waste any words on its history. Suffice it to say that—a—”
-(she referred to the slip in her hand) “it is now a cause which no woman
-that respects herself can afford to ignore, a cause that for the first
-time in history has united all classes of women in one indissoluble
-bond. It originated in the great middle or manufacturing class,
-eloquently known as the backbone of England, and quickly spread to what
-is in our generation the most powerful of all, the working class. Thirty
-members of this great class sit in the House of Commons, but their
-better part is still clamoring at the gates. I refer, of course, to the
-thousands of working women now enrolled in the Militant army. One of
-these, the most—a—distinguished of its leaders, has kindly consented
-to talk to us to-day. She has her scars of battle. She has stormed the
-house of the Prime Minister, both when he lived in Cavendish Square, and
-after he was elevated to the more historic Downing Street. She has six
-times fought with the police guarding the House of Commons, and three
-times served a term in Holloway. Her recruits are numberless—Ladies,
-allow me to introduce Mrs. Flint.”
-
-She sat down and spread out her train. Mrs. Flint rose amidst the
-pleasant impact of kid, and Julia murmured to Tay:—
-
-“A fine bluffer, my aunt, if you like. But all Englishwomen seem to
-speak well, by instinct.”
-
-Tay was groaning in spirit, but soon gave his ear to Mrs. Flint, who
-made a short pointed and effective speech. Her restraint and simplicity
-alone would have commanded attention. She began by remarking with grim
-humor that she had not been at all worried by the punching and kicking
-of the police, as her husband had beaten her every Saturday night for
-ten years until he disappeared, leaving her to support and bring up
-seven children as best she might. But although she had long since
-forgiven him for all this, it being quite in the nature of things, she
-had enjoyed kicking the policemen back and clawing when she got her
-chance, as they belonged to that sex which had ruined the lives of two
-of her girls: one had flung herself into the Thames, and the other come
-home with her child, shattered in body and mind. Then, dismissing her
-personal affairs, she went on to speak of the wrongs of working women in
-general, their miserable wages for men’s work, and the new hope that
-filled their lives at the prospect of women being able to force men to
-keep their election promises and command a fixed and adequate wage for
-women’s work, shorter hours, and improved social conditions; conditions
-at present beyond the efforts of women on the municipal boards or even
-of the Friendly Societies. There was no ranting against man. Mrs. Flint
-recognized that he couldn’t help himself, having been born that way, and
-incapable of understanding the limited endurance, and the needs, of
-women and children. She paid a just tribute to the few humane and
-enlightened men that had improved conditions in the past, but added that
-she saw no disciples among the present men in power. The only men that
-seemed to give any thought to the improvement of the poor were the
-Socialists, and they did nothing but talk and write pamphlets. They
-showed nothing of the life and the fighting spirit of the women now
-engaged in a war which would cease only when they were either all dead
-or victorious. When she had illustrated her address with a number of
-brief but terrible anecdotes, she finished with an eloquent appeal to
-her hearers to take part in the next raid on the House of Commons,
-should the Government fail to keep its tacit promise; and sat down amid
-a lively applause, as sincere as her speech.
-
-“By Jove!” said Tay. “A working woman! Wish you could see ours. But we
-have the scum of Europe. Mrs. Flint is the undiluted British article.
-After all, it doesn’t speak so badly for your men that such women have
-been allowed to breed in this country—also your own lot. Ever think of
-that?”
-
-“Rather, and they must take the consequences. We prove ourselves the
-more logical sex inasmuch as we demand the logical result. Now!
-Bridgit!”
-
-Mrs. Maundrell spoke like a fiery torrent, reënforcing Mrs. Flint’s
-personal experiences with several of her own, garnered when she had
-worked in the slums; and impressing her audience with their duty to go
-out and fight to mitigate the lot of the poor, even if they had not
-sufficient self-respect to demand the ballot because it was their right
-on general principles.
-
-Ishbel followed, speaking with her usual calm practical sense, and her
-appeal was to the immediate pocket. The funds of the unions must
-constantly be replenished, and she asked all present, in the soft
-accents of one unaccustomed to denial, and with her most enchanting
-smile, to subscribe liberally to the union represented by Mrs. Flint.
-She herself would distribute the promise cards.
-
-“When I go back,” said Tay, “I’ll drum up all the useless beauties I
-know and start a class for their education in public speaking, and in
-thinking of something besides themselves. No wonder these women hit the
-bull’s-eye every time.”
-
-And he cheerfully parted with five pounds when the distracting Ishbel
-told him how she had longed to meet this old friend of her own dear
-friend, and begged him to dine with her on the following evening.
-
-“And you really must take advantage of this truce, dear,” she said to
-Julia, “and see a bit of the lighter side of life once more. We’ll be
-just a family party—like old times!”
-
-“Nigel? Is he in town?” asked Julia, in alarm.
-
-“No, he’s in Syria; writes from some hotel on Mount Carmel. I believe
-you suggested—”
-
-“Ah! At last! I feared he never really would care for the idea.” But the
-relief in her voice was not in the cause of the Bahai religion.
-
-Here Mrs. Maundrell bore down on them, and her eyes flashed from Tay’s
-face to Julia’s with an expression of angry misgiving. But Julia was
-cool and smiling, and Tay shook her hand heartily and protested that he
-had long thought of her as another old friend. Mrs. Maundrell liked him
-so spontaneously that she was more alarmed than ever.
-
-“Come and meet my aunt,” said Julia, hastily, and bore him off.
-
-Mrs. Winstone, who knew nothing of the correspondence, almost betrayed
-her surprise as the two approached her, and wondered if Julia really
-were going to turn out a woman. At all events she had shown taste in her
-sudden departure from sixteen years of inhuman indifference. The hostess
-greeted the one man present with warmth.
-
-“So glad you could come, and so sorry I’m goin’ away. It would have been
-too jolly to know Charlotte’s brother. But I’m startin’ for my old home
-in the West Indies on Wednesday.”
-
-“What?” cried Julia. “You never told me.”
-
-“How very odd. But my nerves need a rest. Hannah and Pirie are goin’
-with me.”
-
-“To visit my mother?” gasped Julia.
-
-“Rather not. Bath House has been rebuilt, in part. They are goin’ to
-take the baths for their gout. Any message for your mother?”
-
-“Give her my love, of course.”
-
-“Why not come along?”
-
-“Well, you see, Aunt Maria, I am not quite casual enough, if I am
-English, to leave my party on a day’s notice.”
-
-“So glad I’m not a leader. I always do what I want, without botherin’
-about anybody else. Makes life so simple. How do, Hannah? Have you
-survived it?”
-
-Tay had been swept off into a vortex of suffragists and antis, all
-arguing with determination. Julia sought out Ishbel and had a talk in a
-corner with that ever soothing friend.
-
-
- VI
-
-“JULIA,” said Tay, as they emerged into Tilney Street, “what is your
-idea of something real devilish?”
-
-“What do you mean?”
-
-“I mean that after that flow of soul, I am in a mood to whoop it up,
-paint the town magenta, get up on a box in Hyde Park and holler, but not
-to suffragettes. And I want your company. Can’t you feel that way?”
-
-“Perhaps,” admitted Julia, laughing. “What a boy you still are.”
-
-“Not so much of a boy as you think, but enough. But I don’t know your
-tastes in crime. Give me a hint, and we’ll do it.”
-
-“I’m afraid I haven’t any.”
-
-“You are as truthful as a woman can be, so investigate your
-possibilities and own up. Admit that under my demoralizing influence you
-are suffering some from reaction.”
-
-“I believe I am.” Julia laughed again, with youth in her voice.
-
-“I surmised as much, if only on general principles. I am subject to
-violent reactions myself. You’ve been good too long. If you don’t take a
-mild fling or two, your nervous system will dictate that you rise in the
-night and blow up the Prime Minister. Suppose we walk, as it isn’t
-raining. That, for London, is almost variety enough. Now, if you made up
-your mind to go on the wildest spree you could think of, what would it
-be? A French ball, with a hump and a limp; or a day on the Thames, if it
-happened to be summer, all alone with one man in a punt?”
-
-“Let me think.” Julia had quite fallen in with his mood. “I think I’d go
-on a sort of platonic honeymoon with the most companionable man I
-knew—you, for instance—to some foreign town, one I’d never visited,
-and where we could hear the best music. There would be a certain
-excitement in avoiding English people lest they misinterpret what was
-eminently proper, if quite irregular.”
-
-“I could never have conceived of such a hilarious program. But if that
-is your best, it would be better than nothing. As it is winter, I
-suppose we would shiver over our respective radiators when not at the
-opera.”
-
-“Oh, there are always the museums and art galleries—”
-
-“More and more intoxicating. My idea of complete happiness is to wear
-out my old shoes and the back of my neck in art galleries—”
-
-“As it is winter, think of the exercise.”
-
-“I prefer using a pair of dumb-bells at an open window. Do you happen to
-know of any musical European town where we could get food fit to eat?”
-
-“Oh, there is always some good restaurant, and of course we could dine
-together—”
-
-“And breakfast, and lunch, or I don’t go. Of course you’ll send me to a
-different hotel. Shall you take a sitting-room—”
-
-“Oh, that wouldn’t do at all. Besides, it wouldn’t be necessary. We’ll
-be out all the time. There are always the theatres at night, when we
-don’t go to the opera.”
-
-“As I don’t understand a word of any language except my own and Spanish,
-I can slumber peacefully while you improve your mind and feel wicked. I
-don’t see where I come in on this game.”
-
-“Joking aside, Ishbel and Dark are going to Munich next week, and we
-might go along. My mind is a bit relaxed since the arrival of your
-upsetting self. It might be well to humor it.”
-
-“Ah!” Tay had frowned, but his brow cleared suddenly. After all, he
-might see more of the real Julia with a chaperon, than if she were
-tormented by recurring alarms. “Very well. Munich, by all means.
-Anything to cut you loose from Suffrage. Promise right here that you
-will chuck it until we return.”
-
-“I shall try to forget it—if only that I may return to it with a mind
-completely refreshed.”
-
-“Exactly. But I haven’t yet had an object lesson in your switching-off
-trick, so I’ll strike a bargain with you right here: if you mention
-Suffrage, I shall make love to you. If you don’t, I won’t.”
-
-“I promise,” said Julia, hastily. “I really should like to feel quite
-young and frivolous for a bit. And love is as deadly serious as
-Suffrage.”
-
-“So you will find when I get ready to make love to you.”
-
-“Can you get away—I thought you were so busy?”
-
-“I’ll get away, all right. Just as well to jar their calm deliberation
-by flaunting my scornful indifference. Here we are. We’ll meet to-morrow
-night.”
-
-And they parted gayly at the gates of Clement’s Inn.
-
-
- VII
-
-AS Ishbel had promised, it was but a family party at her house on the
-following evening, and after dinner, the men went to the billiard room,
-the women upstairs. Julia was to stay overnight, and after she and
-Ishbel had made themselves comfortable in negligées, they met in the
-boudoir for a talk. Bridgit was striding up and down as they entered,
-her hands clasped behind her. As they dropped into easy chairs, she took
-up her stand before the fire-screen.
-
-“Julia,” she said fiercely, “you are going to fall in love with that
-man.”
-
-“I am in love with him,” said Julia, coolly, lighting a cigarette.
-
-“Good!” said Ishbel. “It is high time.”
-
-“High time!” cried Mrs. Maundrell. “You could fall in love and I could
-fall in love, and no damage done. We have married Englishmen and gone
-straight ahead with our work. But not only is Julia the leader of a
-great party which demands her undivided allegiance, but this man is an
-American.”
-
-“Perhaps he would live over here,” suggested Ishbel, who was normally
-hopeful. “He is far more sympathetic with our cause than Eric.”
-
-“Not he. He is more American than the Americans—perhaps because he is a
-Californian. He told me all about his fight for reform in San
-Francisco—never heard anything so exciting—and he’s going to try it
-again after they’ve had another dose of corruption under the present
-mayor. Besides, there’s going to be a big fight this year to put in a
-reform governor, and he means to take part in it. He’ll never desert. It
-will be Julia—”
-
-“Don’t excite yourself,” murmured Julia. “I didn’t say I meant to marry
-him.”
-
-“But why not?” asked Ishbel. “We are sure to win this year, and then you
-will have done your great work. We should always need you, of course,
-but it will be mainly educational work for a long time, and the others
-can do that. It will be ages before women get into a Cabinet or even
-into Parliament. And—splendid idea—you could drill the American women,
-become the leader over there. With your experience and reputation you
-would be simply invaluable to them.”
-
-“Suppose we don’t win this year?” asked Julia, languidly.
-
-“We won’t!” said Mrs. Maundrell, emphatically. “They’re merely hedging.
-There’s nothing for us but to fight the Liberals at every general
-election until we get the Conservatives in.”
-
-“I don’t believe it,” said Ishbel, who, like many of the women, was
-certain of victory in that year of 1910 which was to bring their “Black
-Friday.” “The Government may hate us, but they have given ample proof
-that they fear us; they know it is time to make friends of us. They will
-consent to the enfranchisement of only a limited number, of course, but
-I wouldn’t care if they only enfranchised the wives of Cabinet
-ministers. Let them make the fatal admission that woman has a political
-and legal existence and the rest is only a matter of time.”
-
-“Yes, and nobody knows that better than themselves. They may be brutes,
-but they are not fools. I don’t hope for it—perhaps not even from the
-Conservatives—until fully four-fifths of the wives of this country have
-risen and devilled the lives out of their husbands. And the average
-British female is about as easy to wake up as a stuffed hippopotamus.
-She merely protrudes her front teeth and says, ‘How very _odd_!’ No,
-Julia can’t leave us. Fatal gift, that of leadership. Must take the
-consequences, old girl.”
-
-“Who said I wouldn’t? Women have fallen in love without marrying before
-this. I intend to remain in love for a fortnight longer. Then I shall
-forget it and return to work.”
-
-“Yes, if you can. I fought, fought like the devil. Didn’t I confide in
-you? Didn’t I look like the last rose? You are strong, but so am I. Let
-me tell you that love is a disease—”
-
-“Quite so. There you have it. Love _is_ a disease—of the subconscious
-or instinctive mind. It is a profound auto-suggestion, induced, in the
-region where the primal instincts dwell, by the superior suggestive
-power of some one else, and can be treated mentally like any disease of
-the body.”
-
-Bridgit flung herself on the floor and clasped her knees. “How
-diabolically interesting! Tell us how you do it.”
-
-Ishbel smiled and lit another cigarette.
-
-“I may not be able to do it myself. Love, like sleep, the circulation of
-the blood, the digestive apparatus, to say nothing of drug and drink
-habits, is controlled by the subconscious mind. We can unwittingly give
-ourselves suggestions, but not deliberately. But all mental diseases,
-short of insanity, can be cured by counter-suggestions, administered by
-an expert. If I found that my will was helpless before intermittent
-attacks of love fever, and all that horrible accompaniment of longing
-and aching we read about, to say nothing of confusion of mind which
-unfits one for work, I should go to Paris and put myself in the hands of
-an eminent psychotherapeutist I know of. He would throw me into a
-semicataleptic state, or hypnotic, if I were not amenable in the other,
-and give me counter-suggestions until I was as completely cured as if I
-merely had had an attack of insomnia, or had taken a drug until it had
-weakened my will.”
-
-“How beautifully simple! Why didn’t you tell me when I was in the
-throes, and doubtful of its being for the best?”
-
-“I didn’t think of it. It only occurred to me when I was beginning to
-feel—perplexed. Now, as I really need a rest, and can take it in this
-interval of peace, I am going to see what the preliminary surrenders are
-like, and enjoy them. That much I owe to myself. And I shall not have
-its memory destroyed, neither.”
-
-“No, don’t,” said Ishbel. “Merely have it put in cold storage. Suspended
-animation. You might be able to marry Mr. Tay, after all. It would be a
-pity to lose it altogether. Should you have to fall in love all over
-again, or should you go back to your psychowhatyoucallhim and have the
-original suggestions replanted? Will he keep them in alcohol in a glass
-jar like those things in the Sorbonne?”
-
-“You can jest, my dear, but I am talking pure science. And I learned it
-at the fountainhead. The Anglo-Saxon world is slow to accept anything it
-thinks new, but suggestive therapeutics were practised two thousand
-years B.C.”
-
-“No one could be less conservative than I, although I have an adorable
-husband and two babies. Some day that may be thought radical. My mind is
-hospitable to all your lore, but I want to hear you work it out to its
-logical conclusion. What shall you do if you suddenly find yourself free
-to marry Mr. Tay—delightful man!—before he, with or without the aid of
-psychos, has recovered from you?”
-
-“I have other reasons for intending to marry no man. And as for Dan—he
-is not even sure he is in love with me—”
-
-“Oh, isn’t he?” cried Bridgit and Ishbel in chorus.
-
-“Well, granted he is; he was not when he came over. He was convinced
-that I had grown hard and masculine, altogether terrifying; he was quite
-over his boyish infatuation. Now, he is attracted because he is
-delighted to find me not so much changed outwardly from his old ideal,
-and much more interesting to talk to. Besides, his masculinity is alert
-at the prospect of a difficult hunt. But when he is once more on the
-other side of the world, he will recover.”
-
-“Julia,” said Ishbel, “you haven’t studied that man’s jaw-bones. And he
-has had his own way too much. He is tenacious. Now, as you are a human
-woman, you will adopt my suggestion. You will take him with you to
-Paris, and persuade him to go in for alternate treatments. Sauce for the
-goose, etc.”
-
-“No,” said Julia, frowning.
-
-“Julia!” said Ishbel, severely. “Are you losing your sense of humor?”
-
-“Of course not!” Julia sprang to her feet. “But, you see, all this is A
-B C to me; and as it’s merely funny to you, you think there must be an
-air pocket in my mind into which my sense of humor has dropped—”
-
-“No, dear, not a bit of it. We all know that you learned more in the
-East than you’ll ever tell, and we’ve heard vague rumors of Charcot—”
-
-“Oh, his hypnotism is all out of date. The present men are as scientific
-as the ancients—”
-
-“Well, don’t be too hard on us, Julia, and pity Mr. Tay. Take him with
-you to Paris. I mean it. It’s the least you can do.”
-
-“I’ll not.”
-
-“And why not, dear?”
-
-“Oh, you see,” said Julia, “the unexpected might happen, and I might
-want to marry him. And when men recover, they recover so completely; not
-to say console themselves with some one else. I shall have the
-suggestion made, that if I ever should—but I’m not going to say another
-word about it. Good night.” And she ran out of the room.
-
-“I don’t doubt she could do all that,” said Ishbel, as Bridgit gathered
-herself up. “But one thing I am positive of, and that is that she
-won’t.”
-
-“I rather hope she will. Then we can have a private conference with the
-psycho and tell him to plant the haunting image of Nigel in the place of
-Tay, dispossessed. Then we’ll all be happy.”
-
-“Do you believe Nigel cares still for Julia?”
-
-“Don’t I? But he’s strong, if you like. He can’t marry her in England,
-so he thinks of her as little as possible and does the work of two men.”
-
-“But if he can’t marry her?”
-
-“I’ll tell you something if you’ll vow not to tell Julia—or Mr. Tay.”
-
-“Very well.”
-
-“France has been having bad heart attacks. I have it from Aunt Peg.”
-
-“Julia is as likely to hear it from the same source.”
-
-“Not she. The duke has forgiven her, but has no desire to be reminded
-that he has a suffragette in the family. Never reads the Militant news,
-and all the rest of it. So Julia spares his feelings and never goes
-there. (I spare him the sight of me!) I don’t want her to know it until
-Mr. Tay is safely at home in his absorbing San Francisco. It would never
-do, Ishbel. I’d like to see Julia happy myself, but she can’t leave
-England. And she’d be happier with Nigel, for he’s her own sort. I like
-Mr. Tay; he’s really frightfully attractive—but—after Part I of
-love-plus-matrimony had run its course, they’d have a bad time adapting
-themselves. The real tyrants are the masterful Americans, because in
-their heart of hearts they regard women as children, handle them subtly,
-won’t fight in the open. Now remember, you’ve promised. If Mr. Tay found
-out that France was likely to die any minute, he’d ‘camp’ here, as he
-expresses it, until he could marry Julia out of hand. He has a jaw, as
-you’ve observed yourself.”
-
-“Yes,” said Ishbel. “I’ve promised, but I rather wish I hadn’t. I like
-fair play.”
-
-“We are in war,” said Mrs. Maundrell, coolly. “Good night.”
-
-
- VIII
-
-“JULIA!” came Tay’s voice over the telephone. “We are in adjoining
-hotels! I never felt so truly wicked in my life! How do you feel?”
-
-“Cold. My stove won’t warm up.”
-
-“Mine looks like a polar bear on end. I expect it to open its jaws and
-devour me. Wish it would if what you English chastely call its inside is
-warmer than its out. I’ve just had an exhilarating supper of cold ham,
-beer, and double-barrelled crusts, which appear to be a staple. I
-suppose you have had precisely the same, as this is Germany and the hour
-11.30 P.M.”
-
-“Yes, and I’m going to bed this minute and forget it. Good night.”
-
-“One minute. To-morrow morning?”
-
-“Hadn’t we better wait till the Darks arrive?”
-
-“Not much! Do you think I’m going to moon about a strange town by my
-lonesome? If we could travel together—”
-
-“There are so many English people in Munich, and I am in the position of
-Cæsar’s wife at present—”
-
-“Don’t dare to mention the word—the fatal word. Now, expect me
-to-morrow morning at nine-thirty. If you are not downstairs on the
-minute, I’ll send a procession of bell-boys up to your room until the
-hotel is ringing with the scandal.”
-
-“Very well. It would be rather stupid.”
-
-“Glad you see the point. By the way, what have you told the police you
-are? I longed to write anarchist and see what would happen. I
-compromised by writing, ‘Proprietor of a Free Lunch Counter and
-Antigraft Sausage Factory.’”
-
-“You didn’t!”
-
-“Cross my heart.”
-
-“I hope you’ll have a visit from the police first thing in the morning.
-I wrote ‘Ward in Chancery’; thought that rather funny.”
-
-“Best English joke I ever heard! Well, go to bed, Princess of the Tower.
-Mind you stay on it.”
-
-Lord Dark had been detained at the last minute, and Julia easily had
-been persuaded to go on alone with Tay. Both had made merry at first
-over the mock elopement; but the trains were crowded and cold, the wait
-at Cologne was long and colder still, and both were unsentimentally
-relieved to arrive at their destination. Here, at least, in the
-beautiful city of Munich, they really could enjoy a day or two of
-complete liberty. Julia had not had the faintest notion of secluding
-herself.
-
-On the following morning as Tay left his hotel he saw her waiting in
-front of her own. As she smiled and waved her hand he experienced a
-slight agreeable shock. “Aha!” he thought. “I really believe she has
-switched off. For all mercies, etc.”
-
-Julia’s eyes were dancing with anticipation, the firm lines of her mouth
-had relaxed, and it looked even younger than when he first met her, for
-then it had curved with some of that bitterness of youth which she had
-long since outgrown; although it had been replaced first by a cynical
-humor and then by pride and determination. This morning she was smiling
-almost as she may have smiled through her first party at Government
-House. And she was looking remarkably pretty in her forest-green tweed,
-and the sable toque and stole she had taken from their long storage.
-
-“Did you ever feel such air?” she cried. “After the heavy dampness of
-London, it goes to one’s head. I can almost see the Alps, as well as
-feel them.”
-
-“It’s positively immoral, this climate,” said Tay, shaking her hand
-vigorously. “How do people ever sleep here? Now I know why they drink so
-much beer—to keep their feet on the earth.”
-
-“We’ll walk miles and miles.”
-
-“So we will. Sorry I couldn’t keep my engagement with you for breakfast,
-but they fairly shoved that frugal meal into my bed. When we have walked
-a few hours, we’ll drop in somewhere and eat veal sausages and drink
-chocolate. That, I am told, is the proper stunt about eleven o’clock.
-Certainly in this climate one could digest the maternal cow between
-meals.”
-
-They had been walking briskly, but paused at the Maximilianplatz. The
-closely planted trees and shrubs of the long narrow park were covered
-with ice and glittered blindingly in the bright winter sunshine. Even
-the tall houses on the further sides of the streets that enclosed it had
-icicles depending from the windows, glittering with the prismatic hues.
-Overhead soft thick masses of cloud hung below the deep rich blue of the
-sky. People were hurrying along in their furs, the shop-windows were
-full of color. A royal carriage passed, as blue as the sky, and an old
-man saluted his loyal subjects.
-
-Tay whistled.
-
-“Lucky for you it’s so hard to get married in a foreign town, or my
-promises might go up in smoke. This is just the place for a honeymoon.”
-
-“Isn’t it? Let’s imagine we are just married and doing Europe for the
-first time.”
-
-“You can do the imagining,” said Tay, dryly. “My imagination will take a
-well-earned rest for the present. We’ll return to Munich later.”
-
-They wandered about the narrow crooked shopping district for a time,
-then up the wide Ludwigstrasse, almost deserted at this hour.
-
-“Good clean street,” said Tay, approvingly. “And I like these flat brown
-old palaces. They look like Italy without suggesting daggers and
-poison.”
-
-Julia didn’t answer, and Tay looked at her curiously. Her head was
-thrown back, her mouth half open, as if inhaling the crystal air. There
-was a faint pink flush in her white cheeks, and her lips were scarlet.
-Her shining happy eyes were moving restlessly, as if to take in all
-points of the beautiful street at once. Tay was about to ask her a
-question that had been in his mind since they started, when she caught
-him suddenly by the arm.
-
-“Look!” she exclaimed. “Do you see that party there across the street?
-They have skates! I remember now, Ishbel said there was fine skating in
-the park. Oh, how I should love to skate once more!”
-
-“Then skate!” cried Tay. “We’ll follow them.”
-
-“But of course you don’t. There is no ice in California.”
-
-“But of course I do. You forget I spent four winters in New England. Let
-me tell you, I didn’t miss a trick.”
-
-“Do you fancy we can hire skates?”
-
-“I fancy we’ll skate if you want to. Come along. We mustn’t let them out
-of our sight.”
-
-They followed the group of girls and boys into the Englischer Garten, a
-vast and glittering expanse of ice-laden trees. The lake was already
-well covered with skaters, young people for the most part, as it was
-Saturday, wearing worsted sweaters, scarves, and mitts, and all looking
-very red, very ugly, and very happy in a stolid deliberate way. Tay
-found skates without difficulty, and after a few minutes’ uncertain
-practice, they skimmed smoothly over the surface.
-
-“I wish we had it to ourselves,” said Tay, discontentedly. “If it were
-not for these unromantic mortals, we could imagine we were in a sort of
-polar fairy land. I’ve seen the ice-storm in New England but never on
-such a scale. We are quite in the middle of a frozen wood.”
-
-“If the people of Munich were as artistic about themselves as they are
-about their city, they would all dress in white for skating. Then what a
-sight it would be! But at least they look happy.”
-
-“So do you.”
-
-“I am, oh, I am!”
-
-“May I ask if it is because you have the rare privilege of a day in my
-exclusive society?”
-
-“Partly that. But not all. Can you make curves? I never shall forget my
-delight when I skated for the first time—after being brought up in the
-tropics! Fancy!”
-
-“Perhaps it didn’t take so much to make you happy in those days.”
-
-“Oh, far more! Far, far more! I have been really happy since then.”
-
-“If you don’t mind what you call it.”
-
-“Where do you suppose the swans go in winter?”
-
-“Haven’t an idea, and care less. Look out!”
-
-They almost collided with a large corsetless lady in a white sweater, a
-red woollen scarf tied round her purple face, and a gray skirt
-exhibiting massive pedestals. She glared at the fashionable intruders,
-but described a curve of surprising agility, although as she propelled
-herself to the other side of the lake she gave the impression of
-waddling.
-
-Julia snatched her hand from Tay’s and shot after the expansive back.
-“Catch me!” she cried. And for the next twenty minutes Tay pursued her,
-sometimes almost heading her off, sometimes almost grasping her waving
-hand, only to find her flying to the other end of the lake. She looked
-like an elf, with her green dress and golden hair, and was not for a
-moment lost sight of in the undistinguished throng. Tay, whose blood was
-up, chased her until he finally brought her to bay, when she threw
-herself down on the bank and held out her skates to be unbuckled.
-
-“Good symbol,” said Tay, as he knelt before her, “I’ll catch you every
-time, my lady. Don’t ever try running away, or you’ll merely get tired
-for nothing.”
-
-“I’m the better skater!”
-
-“You are. But I’m a good sprinter. Do you want to race me?”
-
-“Rather!”
-
-He delivered up the skates, and when they reached a straight expanse of
-road, they drew a long breath, hunched their shoulders, and started on a
-dead run.
-
-To Tay’s surprise she kept abreast of him for nearly fifty yards, making
-up for what she lacked in length of limb with a fleetness of foot that
-gave her the effect of a bird in full flight. Then he shot past her, and
-came back to find her panting, but with dancing eyes.
-
-“I am so hungry!” she cried. “Is it time for sausages and chocolate?”
-
-“It’s time for lunch, or whatever they call it here. Do you suppose we
-can find a cab? Much as I dote on exercise I think a cab after coffee
-and rolls some three hours agone would suit me.”
-
-“Where shall we lunch?”
-
-“I’ll sample your hotel, if you don’t mind, and you will dine with me.”
-
-“And afterward we must go to one of the big cafés for coffee. That is
-the proper thing.”
-
-“You shall have your way in trifles so long as I have beaten you twice.”
-
-They found a cab near one of the gates of the park, and drove as rapidly
-to the hotel as the fat driver and lean horse could be persuaded to go,
-and both too hungry for further nonsense. They had an admirable
-luncheon, in spite of the fact that it was not the “high season,” and
-then were directed to the Café Luitpold for their coffee. It was full of
-students, the “trees” covered with their caps of every color, and the
-atmosphere dense with smoke. They found a table in an alcove, and Julia
-lit a cigarette with the agreeable sensation of having come at last to
-the real Bohemia.
-
-“Now,” said Tay, “I’ve got you where you can’t escape, and there are no
-English people to overhear. I propose to know what you think you are
-this morning. You are playing some sort of a part, and a charming enough
-part it is, but for complete enjoyment I must be on. I only half
-understand. Out with it.”
-
-Julia leaned her head against the wall and smiled.
-
-“I don’t mind telling you in the least. I am just eighteen, and I have
-just arrived from Nevis. I never had time to be really young, you know.
-So here is my opportunity.”
-
-“You look the rôle, but how—well, you are young enough in any case; but
-how do you manage to relight the eighteen candles? You’ve lived _some_
-since then. I couldn’t do it!”
-
-Julia smiled mysteriously. “We never really exhaust any phase,
-particularly of youth. It is merely stowed away waiting for the current.
-Mine leaped up at the first signal. You appeared with the battery, and
-presto!”
-
-“You suppressed it mighty well for quite two weeks.”
-
-“Oh, I could have buried it deeper still, but I didn’t choose to. I
-deliberately shook it out of its cave where it was comfortably
-hibernating, and put all the rest in its place.”
-
-“Why didn’t you do it before? I can’t be the first young and ardent
-admirer you have met. You are thirty-four—you have been free eight
-years—it is incredible. Is it merely the first good chance you have
-had? I don’t know whether I like being your stalking horse or not.”
-
-Julia leaned her elbows on the table and looked him straight in the
-eyes.
-
-“That has something to do with it, but not all. If you had come a year
-earlier, when I couldn’t have left for a minute, it would have been
-different, of course. But there was this sudden lull, and, you see, I am
-frightfully in love.”
-
-The shot was so unexpected that Tay turned white, then the red rushed to
-his face. He had been lounging. He sat up stiffly and leaned forward.
-
-“Julia!” he said. “Be careful. I shan’t stand for any flirting.”
-
-“Oh, I’m much too young to flirt—I mean I hadn’t heard the word when I
-left Nevis. Of course I’m in love with you—fancy I have been for years.
-I don’t mind in the least if you no longer are in love with me.”
-
-“I’m in love all right, but I’d like mighty well to know which of the
-several Julias you’ve treated me to I’m in love with.”
-
-“Don’t you like this one?”
-
-“I’d like nothing better than to know that you really were eighteen and
-that I could teach you all you would ever know.”
-
-“You’ll teach me all I’ll ever know about love.”
-
-“Ah!”
-
-“The past is a blank as far as I am concerned. I can wipe anything off
-the slate.”
-
-“I don’t know—I don’t know— Charming as you are now, I found you
-enchanting fifteen years ago, and quite as fascinating in another way
-when we met again. I don’t think I want the other Julias obliterated.”
-
-“But you can stand this one for a week?”
-
-“I’ll ask for nothing better—for a week. But—somehow—you look almost
-too young to know what love is. You look like a child pretending.”
-
-“I am and I’m not. I can’t annihilate the years, but I can send them to
-the rear, and put youth, and all that means when it has its rights, in
-front—and keep it there as long as I choose.”
-
-Tay stirred uneasily. “I’ve seen women of thirty—forty—in love before
-this, and they always look rejuvenated—but—well, I wish you had never
-lived those years in the Orient. You’ve got yourself too well in hand.
-It’s uncanny.”
-
-“Oh, if you prefer me as the general of a Militant army,” and she drew
-herself up, her features arranged themselves in an expression of stern
-composure, her eyes were steady and exalted, and her mouth subtly older.
-
-“Drop it!” said Tay, savagely. “Drop it! That at least you are to cut
-out for good and all. I’m quite content with you as you are—” Julia’s
-face was relaxed and smiling once more. “It is enough to know your
-possibilities. Remain as you are until you have developed under my
-tuition; and forget your Oriental learning also.”
-
-“That is just the one thing I never would part with. Without it I should
-be no match for you.”
-
-“Tell me one thing right here. Do you fancy yourself something more than
-mere woman? I mean did those old wiseacres in the East convince you that
-you were a soul reincarnated for a purpose, even before they taught you
-too much of their psychic lore? I don’t know whether I like the idea or
-not. Living with a reincarnated immortal soul several hundred million
-years old, developed that much beyond ordinary women, might not be all
-that a mortal man desires. How in creation could I ever live up to you?”
-
-“Don’t look so far ahead. Do I look like anything but a very mortal
-woman at the present moment?”
-
-“You look so adorable that if there were a little more smoke in this
-room I should kiss you. But—you little devil!—you have chosen the most
-public place in Munich to tell me all this, and you waited until you got
-out of England, where I did have a chance to see you alone—”
-
-“Of course. Love-making would spoil it all. Nothing can ever be as
-enchanting as just being in love and asking for no more.”
-
-“Can’t it? Well, you can have your little comedy here, and I’ll take
-matters in my own hands when we get back. You’ve got things all your own
-way now—hang it! hang it!”
-
-“Can’t you, too, feel young and irresponsible? You really would be
-happy, and make me happy. And it would be something to remember!”
-
-“I feel more like going out and getting drunk. However—have your own
-way. I’ll play up—”
-
-“No, feel.”
-
-“No doubt I shall. Your utter youth was contagious enough this morning.
-I’ve got some will myself. But say it again— Is it possible that you
-really love me?”
-
-“Yes, I do,” said Julia, softly. “Never let that worry you.”
-
-
- IX
-
-THEY spent the following day wandering with the crowds that fill the
-Munich streets on bright Sundays, and the Darks arrived at midnight. The
-next morning they all went to the lake, this time finding a very
-different class of skaters in possession. Munich has a small fashionable
-set whose members dress as fashionable people do everywhere. To-day, the
-women in their short cloth or tweed frocks and rich furs, their faces
-rosy with cold and exercise, enhanced the glittering beauty of the
-landscape; and the young officers were quite as decorative.
-
-“Some class,” said Tay. “In Europe there’s no choice between the
-aristocrats and the peasants. In my country, now, you couldn’t take your
-oath that all these birds of paradise weren’t clever shop-girls, until
-you got close enough to take notes. But here even a snub-nosed baroness,
-dressed like a housekeeper, shows her class.”
-
-“That’s about all we’ve got left,” said Dark. “You helped yourself to a
-sort of ready-made imitation of it, as you did to everything else it
-took us twenty centuries to grind out. Think you might be generous and
-give us a little hustle in return. Can I help you, Mrs. France?”
-
-He buckled on her skates and they joined the throng on the ice, Tay
-following with Ishbel. Lord Dark, something in the fashion of his wife,
-was a man of almost romantic appearance covering a practical character
-and a keen alert brain. He was as pure a Saxon in type as still
-persists, with fair hair and moustache, straight proud features, and
-languid blue eyes in thick brown frames. His tall figure was lean and
-sinewy, but carried listlessly. Thrown on his own resources, he would
-not have been driven on to the stage, out to South Africa, or become a
-vague “something in the City”; he would deliberately have applied
-himself to the science of money-making and mastered it, his ends
-accelerated by his indolent manner, so tempting to sharpers. Having
-inherited a considerable fortune, he was content with a career on the
-turf. His racing stud was notable, and rarely a year passed without
-adding to its reputation. He also amused himself with politics and
-society. Devoted to Ishbel for years before he could marry her, he was
-now as completely happy as a man may be whose wife is giving a large
-part of her energies to a cause of which he fastidiously disapproves.
-Broadminded, he was quite willing that all women outside of his
-particular circle should vote, but wished that his ancestors had settled
-the question and spared his generation. Astute in all things, however,
-he not only gave his wife her head up to a certain point, but of late
-had done what he could to help rush the thing through and have done with
-it. Ishbel, like Julia, was pledged to ignore the detested subject
-during this brief vacation.
-
-“Jolly place, Munich,” he observed. “We always come here in August for
-the Wagnerfeste. You see all Europe as well as hear good music in
-comfort, which is more than you could ever say of Baireuth. We’ve never
-been here in winter before. Have you read up a bit? There ought to be
-good winter sports in the mountains.”
-
-“Rather. I don’t fancy Mr. Tay was here an hour before he discovered
-there was tobogganing (rodelling) and skiing at Partenkirchen. He’s
-talked of little else.”
-
-“Good! Then we’ll be really happy for a week.”
-
-Meanwhile Ishbel was gently extracting a declaration of Tay’s intentions
-toward Julia by the diplomatic method of assuming all.
-
-“It is too dreadful that you will take Julia from us,” she said
-plaintively. “Couldn’t you live in London?”
-
-“Not yet.” Tay turned upon her a face of almost boyish delight. “But if
-she’ll really have me, we could come over every summer. Do you think she
-will?”
-
-“In the end, of course. I’ve known Julia for sixteen years, and waited
-for her to fall in love. She never does anything by halves. But she may
-think she can’t leave England yet.”
-
-“I wish these women didn’t take themselves so seriously,” said Tay,
-viciously. “One would think the fate of England depended on them.”
-
-Ishbel laughed. “How like Eric! But we are used to the sixteenth century
-masculine attitude. It wouldn’t matter so much about me, except that
-every one of us helps to swell the total, but Julia is a great leader,
-with a wonderful power of attracting attention, making recruits, and
-inspiring her followers. We couldn’t spare her if the fight was to go
-on, but if it is won this year—well, I have told her to go and leave
-the rest to the other women in command.”
-
-“Oh, you have! Bully for you! What did she say?”
-
-“She wouldn’t commit herself. If I were you, I’d simply marry her.”
-
-“So I shall, if I’m convinced she really cares for me.”
-
-“You don’t doubt it?”
-
-“I don’t know. She’s a puzzle to me. Sometimes I think she’s the most
-natural being on earth, and at others—well—the so-called complex women
-aren’t in it.”
-
-“She’s both, but none the less interesting.”
-
-“Oh, she’s interesting, all right. But she’s become such an adept at
-bluffing herself that I doubt if she always knows just where she’s at.
-Just now she’s bluffed—or hypnotized?—herself into thinking she’s
-interested in me. But I have an idea she could switch off in the
-opposite direction as easily.”
-
-“Julia is a bit odd,” admitted Ishbel. “Especially since she came back
-from the East. Even before she went, she wasn’t much like anybody else,
-owing, no doubt, to that strange old mother of hers; but au fond she’s
-the most loyal and sincere of mortals. And it takes matrimony—a
-love-match—to clear a woman’s brain of cobwebs. Marry Julia and take
-her to the young world, and I’ll venture to say she’ll forget all she
-learned in the East, and a good part of her inheritance. Then she’ll be
-the most charming of women.”
-
-“That’s the way I talk to myself when I’m not in the dumps. But do you
-really want her to marry an American? It would be more like you to want
-to keep her over here.”
-
-“I did once plot and scheme to make her marry a very dear friend of us
-all, Lord Haverfield—Nigel Herbert—you must have read his books.”
-
-“Ah!”
-
-“That was rather imprudent of me. But it’s all over long ago. Julia
-never cared for him, and I have always said that when she did care for
-any man, I’d turn match-maker in earnest and do all I could to help him
-marry her—that is, if I liked him—and we’re all quite in love with
-you.” She flashed the sweetness of her charming countenance on him, and
-he thought her almost as beautiful as Julia. “I want her to be happy,
-for she was once terribly unhappy. Her experience was truly awful—”
-
-“I never want to think of it,” said Tay, hastily. “I refuse to remember
-that she has ever been married. Look at here—will you promise to be on
-my side if she goes off on one of her tangents?”
-
-“I will!” and she gave his hand a little shake. She longed to tell him
-that France might die any minute, but she had once more given her word
-to Bridgit, and could only hope that France would take himself off
-before Tay left England. “But if the worst comes to the worst, I’ll get
-round it somehow,” she thought.
-
-A moment later a rapid change of partners was effected, Tay threw his
-arm lightly round Julia’s waist, and they waltzed down the lake to the
-amazement of the less agile Germans.
-
-“Suppose you look up,” said Tay. “If you’re blushing because I have my
-arm round you for the first time, I’d like to see it.”
-
-Julia laughed and threw back her head. She was blushing, and her eyes
-sparkled. “I’ll admit I never felt so happy in my life.”
-
-“Are you as much in love with me as you were two days ago?” he asked
-dryly.
-
-“Oh—rather more, I think.”
-
-“If you like the sensation of my arm round you at a temperature of ten
-above zero, in full view of all Munich, can you imagine the ineffable
-happiness of being kissed by me in the vicinity of one of those tiled
-stoves with the door shut?”
-
-“Then if all these people should suddenly disappear, you wouldn’t care
-to kiss me in the midst of this enchanted wood?”
-
-“I’d kiss you wherever I got a chance, and what’s more I’ll do it. So
-prepare yourself.”
-
-“Your promise!”
-
-“Promise nothing. I absolve myself right here. And you talk Suffrage if
-you can!”
-
-“Alas, I don’t want to. But I shan’t let you make love to me.”
-
-“Oh, yes, you will,—when and where I please.”
-
-Julia looked a little frightened. “Oh, no—we mustn’t go that far—”
-
-“You merely want to flirt and make me miserable? Well, I’ve had just as
-much of that as I propose to stand. You’re laying up a frightful
-retribution, my lady.” He tightened his clasp and drew her as close as
-the skates would permit. “Be consistent,” he whispered. “You are
-eighteen. You remember nothing. We are really engaged, you know. You are
-mine this week. We have four days more. Put that imagination of yours to
-some good use. Believe that we are to be married this day fortnight.”
-
-“If I go too far—you would never forgive me.”
-
-He laughed grimly. “If you go that far, you’ll go farther. Of course I
-understand you. It’s a proof of the adorable innocence you have managed
-to preserve that you don’t know what playing with fire means to the man.
-You propose to abandon yourself discreetly, get a certain excitement out
-of words and coquetry while we’re here safely chaperoned, and then throw
-me down hard in the cause of duty when we return to London. Well, that’s
-not my program. Now, we’ll say no more about it.”
-
-They climbed up the interior of the great statue Bavaria, in the
-afternoon, to gaze at the tumbled peaks of the Alps glittering through
-the haze that promised fine weather. Then the women rested for the opera
-of the evening, and Tay and Dark smoked in one of the cafés, talked
-horse and business, and, incidentally, drifted into a friendship that
-was to lead to strange results. Dark had influential friends in the City
-and promised Tay his immediate assistance in bringing his prospective
-partners to terms. Tay, who liked sport as well as most American men,
-although he had little time to devote to it, forgot that he was in love
-while “swapping” stories of the race-track. Both, secretly despising the
-other’s nationality, discovered that when men are men they are pretty
-much the same the world over. They cemented the bond by cursing Suffrage
-with all the epithets, profane, picturesque, savage, and humorous, in
-their respective vocabularies, and left the café arm in arm, feeling
-that they had talked woman back into her proper sphere and that all was
-well with the world.
-
-
- X
-
-THOSE were the last days of the Munich Opera-house in all its glory.
-Mottl, prince of conductors, was alive; Fay, Preuse-Matzenauer, Bosetti,
-Bender, Feinhals, the incomparable Fassbender, sang every week, and, now
-and again, Knote and Morena. To-day death and disaster have overtaken
-that great company, and few are left to make the pilgrimage to Munich
-worth while.
-
-“Die Walküre” was given on Monday night, and included nearly all of the
-staff. The hotel portier had reserved seats for the English party in the
-first row of the balkon, and they had a full view of a typical Wagnerian
-audience. In these days, owing no doubt to the American residents, the
-entire auditorium, as well as the balkon and loges, was well dressed. No
-more did the hausfrau come in her street costume of serviceable stuff
-turned in at the neck with a bit of tulle, but made shift to wear a
-demitoilette of sorts, and light in color even if of mean material. The
-fashionable Müncheners outdressed the Americans and occupied the first
-row of the balkon and the loges. Even the royalties presented a far
-better appearance than in the old days, and the large number of officers
-present alone would have given the house a brilliant appearance. The
-upper tiers were picturesque with the girl students in their
-Secessionist costumes and bazaar heads, the men with their untidy hair
-and flowing ties. But the crowning grace of the “Hof” at all times is
-that no one is allowed to enter after the overture begins, nor dares to
-speak until the curtain goes down.
-
-Julia had carefully arrayed herself in her most becoming gown, a white
-Liberty satin under pale green chiffon, so casual in effect that it
-looked as if held together by the sheaf of lilies-of-the-valley on the
-corsage. Ishbel was resplendent in black velvet and English pink; and
-the party was the cynosure of the audience below, standing with its back
-to the stage and frankly inspecting the balkon until the last bell rang
-and the lights went out.
-
-The tenor was wrenching the sword from the tree, and Fay was standing
-with her famous arms rigidly aloft, in one of the prescribed Wagnerian
-attitudes, when Tay saw Julia move restlessly, sit forward with a frown,
-and then sink back with an expression of sadness so profound that he
-longed to ask what ailed her now, but had no desire to be hissed down or
-put out by the fat doorkeeper. When they were in the buffet, however,
-during the first pause, and he had walked up two trains and nearly lost
-his cufflinks in a determined effort to procure ices, and they were
-alone at a table in a corner, he referred to the incident, if only to
-prove that no performance, no matter how great, could divert his
-attention from her.
-
-“Oh, I was only thinking,” said Julia. “I wonder where the Darks are?”
-
-“Engaged in a wrestling match, probably. Aren’t you always thinking?
-What struck you so suddenly in the middle of that alleged dramatic scene
-where the fat man, purple in the face, was struggling to get a tin sword
-out of a paper tree and trying to sing at the same time? Never was so
-excited in my life.”
-
-Julia laughed. “I was sure you were not musical.”
-
-“You insult San Francisco. We are the most musical people in America.
-The very newsboys whistle the opera tunes. But I like to see a decent
-sense of the proprieties observed. Those two could have said all they
-had to say in five minutes. Set to music, it should take about fifteen.
-However— Tell me what struck you all of a heap.”
-
-“Oh—well—I—”
-
-“Shoot!”
-
-“What?”
-
-“More slang. Fire away.”
-
-“Do you expect to know all my thoughts?”
-
-“I don’t, but I’d like to.”
-
-“I wonder! However—I don’t mind telling you. It occurred to me rather
-forcibly how much simpler women’s problems were in those days. Two young
-people, isolated from the world, meet and spontaneously fall in love.
-They are creatures of instinct, and ignorant of any law except Might. A
-sleeping potion in the savage husband’s nightly horn settles that
-question, and they run away into the forest and are happy—would be
-happy forever more if let alone. But in these complicated days—all our
-obstacles are inside of us! Any one can find courage to defy the
-primitive and obvious—”
-
-“Plenty of primitive people right in the midst of civilization,”
-interposed Tay, grimly.
-
-“Yes, I know, and in your country divorce is easy. But for the highly
-civilized, life, even with divorce, is anything but easy. Women question
-that condition called happiness when it would appear to offer itself,
-examine it on all sides. They know men too well—life—above all,
-themselves. Or they have assumed impersonal duties and responsibilities.
-Or their brains have become so complex that love alone cannot satisfy.
-They would have love plus far more! If the choice must be made, they
-dare not cast for love, in their fear of disaster. Nothing is so
-dishonest as the so-called psychological novel, which leaves two
-thinking moderns in each other’s arms at the end of a forced situation,
-with their natures unchanged, all their problems—their inner
-problems—unsolved. They never can be solved by love, marriage,
-children, the good old way. The sort for whom all problems can be
-treated by the conventional recipe are not worth writing about. But it
-is a terrible proposition; for these highly civilized women have the
-automatic desires of their sex for love and happiness—intensified by
-imagination! But—they know that a greater need still is to fill their
-lives and use their brains.”
-
-Tay had turned pale. “The modern man, unless he is an ass, gives his
-wife her head.”
-
-“That is beside the question. The real trouble doesn’t sound
-particularly attractive when put into plain English: it is the raising
-of the ego to the _n_th power that makes these women want to stand
-alone, resent the idea of finding completion in a man.”
-
-“Then let us pray that they will all die old maids, and their race die
-with them.”
-
-“No hope! Children of the most commonplace parents are the products of
-their times. Heredity is modified from generation to generation.
-Otherwise, we should all be Siegmunds and Sieglindes. Their little
-brains are impregnated by forces seen and unseen. Hadji Sadrä would
-explain it by the theory of reincarnation, or by planetary conditions at
-birth—the only reasonable explanation of Shakespeare, by the way, if he
-wasn’t Bacon. But although, no doubt, many of the great do return to
-complete their work, there are not enough to go round. And there is a
-simpler explanation. In these vibrating days the very air is flashing
-and humming with secrets for those that have the magnet in their brains.
-Bright minds learn from life, not from their old-fashioned parents. Oh,
-the breed will increase, not diminish! Happiness, old style, is about
-done for. Women will be happier in consequence—or in another way. I
-don’t know about men. They have reigned too long. And then they are
-simple ingenuous creatures, the most tyrannical of them, and
-pathetically dependent upon women. Women are growing more independent
-every day, more indifferent to that sex ‘management’ of men, which so
-far has constituted a large part of man’s happiness.”
-
-Tay was angry, therefore more jocular than ever. “Don’t forget the
-adaptability of even the male animal, also that man is born of woman;
-also brought up by her. I don’t worry one little bit about the future
-happiness of man. As for the Home—apartment-houses and the decline and
-fall of servants have about relegated it to the last stronghold of the
-old-fashioned love story—the country town. I said just now that I’d
-like to know all your thoughts. Well, I shouldn’t. My idea of happiness
-is a lifetime with a woman who would always be more or less of a
-mystery, who would have her own life—inner and outer—as I should have
-mine. And I’m not so sure that mine would be simple and ingenuous.
-Marriage with her would be a sort of intense personal partnership, with
-separations of irregular recurrence and length. Then, my lady, there
-would be a constant ache; passion would never wear itself out; and
-neither would be looking for novel affinities elsewhere.”
-
-Julia smiled. “It sounds very enticing. But that isn’t the point. The
-subtlest enemy—it is that desire to find our highest completion alone.”
-
-“A bully good phase for the next world. Something to look forward to.
-The Fool’s Paradise in this life is the grandest failure on record. Men
-and women are not constituted to perfect by their lonesomes. Otherwise
-the mutual attraction of sex would not be what it is. No woman that a
-man wants was ever intended to complete herself; nor can she become so
-highly developed in this life as not to find it quite safe to follow her
-instincts on her own plane.”
-
-The second bell had rung and the buffet was nearly empty. He leaned
-across the table and brought his face close to hers. “If you are dead
-sure that I never could make you happy, that you never could love me,
-that you haven’t a human instinct that I could gratify, then chuck me.
-But if you are only psychologizing on general principles, then chuck
-that as fast as you can. I don’t want to hear any more of it, and I
-shan’t pay any more attention to it hereafter than if you were
-speculating about possible grandchildren inheriting a taste for drink
-from your brother. Switch off! You are eighteen.”
-
-Julia sprang to her feet with a laugh, her seriousness routed. “Right
-you are! Come, or we’ll be locked out.”
-
-Both Dark and Tay stolidly refused to remain for the last act, and the
-party went to the best of the restaurants for the supper, which was to
-take the place of dinner; the opera had begun at six o’clock. The meal
-was cooked by a chef, and they lingered over it until long after the
-Wagnerites were in bed. Dark and Tay were in the best of spirits, for
-however they might love music, they loved dinner more; Julia and Ishbel,
-who were disposed to be sulky, soon recovered, and the party was so gay
-that even the yawning waiters smiled and felt sure of recompense. When
-they finally left the restaurant, Munich might have been the tomb of its
-history. Not a cab was on the rank. Not a policeman was to be seen. When
-they reached the small paved square before the loggia, Dark threw his
-arm about Julia, and they waltzed until Tilly must have longed to step
-down and join them. A delighted giggle did come from the sentry-boxes
-before the side portals of the palace as Tay and Ishbel followed the
-example of their companions. It is not often that the Munich night is
-disturbed by anything more original than roistering students. The moon
-was out, the cold air crisp. They could have danced for an hour, but
-Ishbel suddenly reminded them that they were to start for Partenkirchen
-in a few hours, and they raced one another to their hotel.
-
-
- XI
-
-THEY spent the rest of their week at Partenkirchen, a village in a
-mountain valley, surrounded by a chain of glittering peaks. The village
-was little more than one steep street bordered by inns and shops, but
-there were farms in the valley and on the nearer hillsides. The natives
-wore high fur caps, not unlike the cossack headgear, and seemed to exist
-for decorative purposes only, although alive to the lure of tourist
-silver. The hotel at the top of the street was very modern, with a good
-cook, little balconies for those that would enjoy the view, and many
-nooks in the rooms downstairs for those that would talk unhindered if
-not unseen. At this season there were no other English or Americans, but
-a sufficient number of Europeans of the leisure class to make the
-dining-room brilliant at night and animated at all times.
-
-Julia and Ishbel had provided themselves with short white skirts of
-thick material, white men’s sweaters, and white Tam o’ Shanters. The men
-couldn’t wear white, but looked their best, as men always do, in rough
-mountaineering costume. They climbed, skated, skied, and tobogganed;
-and, under Julia’s gentle manipulation, kept close together. It was
-natural that Tay should fall to Ishbel in their outings, and only once
-or twice did he manage to drag Julia’s sled up the hill, or direct her
-uncertain footsteps when on the snow-shoes. Then she was so excited with
-the new sport that she paid little attention to him. She threw herself
-into it with the zest of a child, and he couldn’t flatter himself that
-her merry laugh was forced, nor the dancing lights in her eyes. Nor was
-he depressed himself by any means; the tonic air went to the heads of
-all of them, and they enjoyed themselves with an abandon possible only
-to those that have seen too much of life.
-
-But on the last day, Ishbel, who saw through Julia’s manœuvres,
-deliberately stayed in bed with a headache, and Dark, without warning of
-his intention, departed early with a guide. Tay and Julia met alone at
-the breakfast table.
-
-“Now!” he said gayly. “I’ve got you. What are you going to do about it?
-If you shut yourself up in your room, I’ll break the door down.”
-
-“As if I’d do anything so silly. How I wish we could stay here a month.”
-
-“Why not?”
-
-“I left no address, and I may have stayed too long already—”
-
-“Sh-h!”
-
-“You could not, either.”
-
-“Oh, yes, I could. Dark has been pulling wires, and I’m dead sure now
-that the thing will go through.”
-
-“I’m so glad! But no doubt you could have managed it by yourself sooner
-or later. I fancy you’ll always be a success in business.”
-
-“Thanks. If you mean to insinuate that business and cards are in the
-same class, I’m not a bit discouraged.”
-
-“Pour me out another cup of coffee. I believe American men like to wait
-on women.”
-
-“It’s part of our game. You see how honest I am. You’ll marry me without
-illusions.”
-
-“Shall you boss me frightfully?” Julia looked at him over her cup, and
-he nearly dropped his. He kept his bantering tone, however.
-
-“The more you do for me, the more I’ll spoil you. It will be quite an
-exciting race. How should you like being spoiled for a change?”
-
-“It would be glorious. So irresponsible.”
-
-“Exactly. That’s what makes many a man get drunk. Few sensations so
-delightful as that of complete irresponsibility.”
-
-“Do you get drunk?” asked Julia, in mock alarm.
-
-“Gorgeously. Am I not a good San Franciscan? Not too often, however. Bad
-for business.”
-
-“You never told me if you went on that spree when you got those ten
-thousand dollars. Or didn’t you get it? Perhaps you anticipated, and
-your father wouldn’t—what did you call it—plunk?”
-
-“I didn’t, and he did, and I did. I whooped it up for just five days. To
-tell you the truth, I didn’t find as much in it as I expected, but felt
-I owed it to myself. Wish now I’d come over and eloped with you.”
-
-“Ah!” Julia made a rapid mental calculation. He would have arrived at
-about the time Nigel was laying his last desperate siege. Poor Nigel!
-Julia could picture Tay’s wooing and methods. Would he have won where
-her more courtly knight had failed?
-
-“Suppose I had never turned up?” asked Tay, abruptly. “That husband of
-yours can’t live forever, is many years older than you, anyhow. Do you
-fancy you would have eventually married Herbert? Corking books! He must
-be some man.”
-
-Julia had flushed to her hair. “How did you know I was thinking of him?”
-she stammered.
-
-“Were you? Well, those flashes happen, you know. You haven’t answered my
-question.”
-
-“It is quite impossible for me to tell, even to imagine, what I might
-have done if you—well, if you had not come over again. I’ve never
-really thought of marrying Nigel, but there would be a certain rest in
-it—not now, but later, perhaps. And we think and work with much the
-same objects.”
-
-“Nothing in rest till you’ve had the other thing first. How much
-thinking did you expend on that other thing before you were submerged in
-the unmentionable?”
-
-Julia blushed again, then laughed. “Oh, well—some day, I’ll tell you a
-funny experience I had in India.”
-
-“Tell me now.”
-
-“Over empty coffee-cups and fragments of buttered rolls? Not I. What
-shall we do first? Skate?”
-
-“If you like. Do you want to toboggan afterward?”
-
-“I think I’d like a tramp through the woods. We’ve never really
-investigated them.”
-
-“Good. Come along.”
-
-They found the lake deserted and skated in silence until Tay remembered
-her promise.
-
-“This is a sufficiently romantic spot for confidences,” he observed.
-“And in full view of the waiters of the hotel, who appear to have
-nothing to do but watch us. Tell me your Indian experience. Whom did you
-think you were in love with over there?”
-
-“Nobody. That was the trouble.”
-
-“Did he love and ride away, perhaps? That’s just the sort of experience
-you need.”
-
-“Well, I’ve never had it,” said Julia, indignantly.
-
-“A man never minds telling when he’s been left, but I doubt if a woman
-ever admits it even to herself. You’re weak-kneed creatures, the best of
-you, and need nine-tenths of all the vanity there is in the world to
-keep going.”
-
-“I believe you really despise women. But you’re just the sort that
-couldn’t live without them.”
-
-“Right and wrong. I shan’t explain that cryptic statement. Fire away.”
-
-“You’ll laugh at me.”
-
-“If I really could laugh at you, I’d be half cured. I try, but it does
-no good. What would be funny in another woman is tragic in you—and
-pathetic.”
-
-“Ah?” She was prepared to be indignant again, but met a new expression
-in the eyes with which he was intently regarding her. “What do you mean
-by that? I am not to be pitied.”
-
-“You poor isolated child! I’ve never felt sorrier for anybody in my
-life. But never mind. Tell me your Indian experience.”
-
-“Well—one night—a warm heavenly Indian night—I was alone in a boat on
-a lake. There was a great marble palace at one end. The nightingales
-were singing in the forest; and such perfumes!”
-
-“Gorgeous! Why wasn’t I there? Some fun, love-making in southern Asia.
-But this is just the setting for real enjoyment of the story. Go ahead.”
-
-“Yes, I never could be in a sentimental mood in this temperature. Well,
-I was completely happy—I had been happy for nearly a year in India,
-enjoying its strange beauty and never wishing for a companion. It was
-happiness enough to be alone and free. But that night—suddenly—I felt
-furious—”
-
-“Ah! I begin to catch on.”
-
-“I wish you wouldn’t always guess what I’m going to say.”
-
-“Shows I’m the real thing. Go on.”
-
-“I did wish with all my soul—every part of me—that I had a lover and
-that he was there. Heavens, how I could have loved him! I felt
-abominably treated by fate. Up to that time I hadn’t even thought about
-love. My experience had been too dreadful. I had felt sure that all
-capacity for love had been withered up at the roots. When a man looked
-at me as men do look at women they admire very much, it was enough to
-make me hate him. But I suddenly realized all that had passed. I had
-come to the conclusion that Harold had been mad from the beginning, so I
-could do no less than forgive him. That seemed to wipe it all out.”
-
-“When did this happen?” asked Tay, abruptly. “What year?”
-
-“It must have been—in 1903.”
-
-“Oh! Cherry hadn’t been to England for two or three years. She went that
-year and came back with a good deal of your story—got it from your
-aunt, of course. I remember I thought about you pretty hard for a time.
-Was on the brink of falling in love with another girl, and it all went
-up in smoke. What time of the year was it?”
-
-“Late autumn.”
-
-“Yes! I told myself it was tomfoolery. That you had forgotten me; and I
-had pretty well forgotten you. Nevertheless, I couldn’t get you out of
-my head. You believe in that sort of thing, I suppose!”
-
-“Oh, yes. I wonder!”
-
-They were both pale and staring at each other. “Well, go on,” said Tay.
-“What next?”
-
-“I made up my mind that I would find some one to love; and take the
-consequences. I went down to Calcutta, and for a whole winter tried to
-fall in love. There were many charming men, but it was no use.”
-
-“Now are you convinced?”
-
-There was a bend in the lake, which Julia had artfully avoided. Tay
-swung her suddenly around it, and in spite of her desperate attempt to
-free herself, caught her in his arms.
-
-“Now,” he said, “I propose to show you that temperature has nothing to
-do with it. Keep quiet. You are on skates, remember.” And he kissed her.
-
-“You can kiss me again,” said Julia, after a moment or two.
-
-“I thought so.” And he kissed her for several minutes.
-
-“You look quite different,” murmured, Julia finally.
-
-“I can look more so. Skates and worsted collars that take your ears off
-are infernally in the way.”
-
-“Will you always joke?”
-
-“My dear child, if I didn’t joke, I might really frighten you.”
-
-Julia shivered. “I’ve been frightened for days. I knew this would come.
-If I’d been really wise, I’d have run away.”
-
-“It wouldn’t have done you one bit of good. Never try that game. If you
-do, I’ll jump right up on the platform in Albert Hall and kiss you in
-the presence of ten thousand suffragettes—damnable word!”
-
-“I believe you would.”
-
-“I would.” And he kissed her again.
-
-This time she didn’t respond, and he gave her a little shake. “Forget
-it. You’re to think of nothing but me this long day we have all to
-ourselves. Time enough in London for you to set up your ninepins for me
-to bowl over. You’ve shown what you can do. Lady Dark told me that you
-did nothing by halves, and you’ve just proved it. To-day for love. Do
-you hear?”
-
-Julia smiled radiantly. “I couldn’t think of anything but you for more
-than a minute if I would. That was one thing that terrified me at
-night—when I had time to think— I had switched off with a vengeance!
-The past seemed blotted out. I wonder! I wonder!”
-
-“I don’t. And I never saw a mortal woman look so happy. Your faculty of
-living in the moment is a grand asset, my dear. Ten months— Good lord!
-It takes all of that time to establish a residence in Nevada, and all
-the rest of it. However— Well, let us go for a walk in the woods.” He
-glanced about with a quickening breath. “Blessed spot! We’ll come back
-to it one of these days.”
-
-
- XII
-
-“IT shows how much in love we are that we don’t mind this luncheon,”
-said Tay, who made a face, nevertheless. They had decided to remain away
-from the hotel all day, and were fortifying themselves at the inn on the
-lake. The meal was the usual one of watery veal, fried potatoes, and
-pastry. “I remember eating ‘kalb’ when I was in Germany before until I
-choked. Can any one explain why there are more calves in Germany than
-anywhere else on the face of the globe? You don’t see so many cows. The
-offspring must arrive in litters like pigs.”
-
-“And the German, true to his creed, is furious if you flout his
-commonest staple.” Julia smiled, but, in truth, her mind was deeply
-perturbed, and she spoke mechanically. There had been no more
-love-making, for guests and peasants had met them at every turn of the
-woods. Her Hindu master had once told her that profound as were the
-suggestions he had given her, and systematic as was the control she had
-been taught to acquire over herself, either might suffer interruption
-unless she lived in India for many years longer. A violent awakening of
-the primal emotions, the assault of a mind and nature, temporarily, at
-least, stronger than her own, and that devil that lives in the
-subconsciousness would sit on his hind legs and chuckle.
-
-During the hours that had succeeded those moments of unquestioning
-surrender on the lake, her thirty-four years with their highest
-accomplishment had crept back, and she had ceased forever to feel
-eighteen. The immediate future rose before her like a black wall pricked
-out with menacing fingers. There was no question as to where her duty
-lay for the moment, as to what she must accomplish before she could
-think of happiness. All the steel in her nature had reasserted itself,
-her brain was cold and keen. She would put an end to the present state
-of affairs this very day. But how? How?
-
-She continued pleasantly.
-
-“Perhaps it would have been better to go back to the hotel.”
-
-“Not much. The hotel is associated with three evenings of fruitless
-manœuvrings to get you alone in one of those corners. Besides, Lady Dark
-may have recovered. I’ll take no chances. You are to be mine alone for
-an entire day.”
-
-“We could stay a few days longer.”
-
-“No, on the whole, I want to wind up London as quickly as possible. So
-must you. I shall send you on a steamer ahead to make sure of you.”
-
-Julia laughed. “How like a man. We could hardly be happier than we are
-now. Why not let well enough alone, for a bit?”
-
-“Well, you see, I am a man, and therefore differ from you as to what
-constitutes real happiness. I want to get the cursed Reno matter over as
-quickly as possible. Besides, I am due at home. The business might wait,
-but there’s a big piece of political work to pull off, and I must do my
-share in prying my poor rotten state out of the slough.”
-
-Julia’s mind took a leap. “I believe you are really ambitious,” she
-said, with bright sympathetic eyes. “Politicians don’t work for nothing.
-Do you know you never have told me a word of your ultimate intentions?”
-
-“I’ve been too busy talking about you. I was only too glad to side-track
-my own affairs for a time. We were all so strung up during the graft
-prosecution that we jumped at anything that would give us a chance to
-forget it, and recuperate our energies.”
-
-“Well, you have had a change! Do tell me how you have planned out your
-life. Do you look forward to being President of the United States?”
-
-“Not as much as when I was fifteen.”
-
-“Oh, you will always joke! Can’t you fancy what your future is to me?
-You are capable of great things, and I don’t for a moment believe that
-you care for nothing but money making, varied by an occasional rush at
-reform. Do be serious.”
-
-“My dear, I never felt more serious than I do at this moment. God knows
-I’m only too grateful for your interest. It struck me as ominous that
-you never asked me.”
-
-“I didn’t dare,” murmured Julia. “A man’s career is a so much more
-brilliant thing than a woman’s ever can be, for he has two distinct
-sides. We women are bound by our physical limitations to one side. We
-must make new traditions—and new bodies to transmit—”
-
-“Hold on! Let us avoid that subject as long as possible.”
-
-“But tell me.”
-
-“Well, here is the way I am fixed: I am for reform, my father is not. I
-am a full partner in the firm, but I can’t use the firm’s money for an
-object to which my father is bitterly opposed. But I have been making
-money on the outside, investing and reinvesting, and, in two years at
-most, I shall have an independent fortune, irrespective of my father’s
-large estate. Then I intend to go in for politics, doing all I can
-meanwhile to educate the people in the precepts of the true democracy
-and to keep the Reform party on top. I intend to hold conspicuous office
-in California, then go to Congress. You can call this ambition, if you
-like; no doubt ambition is mixed up with all deep sense of personal
-usefulness. It takes a good-sized ego to permit you to fancy yourself
-able to reform long-existing conditions; and egoism and ambition are
-good working partners. I shall work for my own state first, and then for
-the country at large. That is the way for Americans to begin, or, at all
-events, the way we do begin, our country being what it is. State pride
-is almost as strong as national. Moreover, a man must prove himself in
-his own state before he can get a chance to command the attention of the
-nation. If a man happens to belong to a notoriously corrupt state like
-California, and manages to shine by contrast, his opportunities are so
-much the greater! But the nation is the thing. Every Union man during
-the Civil War fought for his flag, not for his section. But our country
-is now a republic only in name. We are piling up problems our founders
-could not anticipate, and if they go on unchecked, they will land us
-either in an autocracy, or in the worst form of tyranny known to
-history,—mob rule. It is the business of a few of us to avert a French
-Revolution. Just at present we are between two camps, Monopoly and
-Labor-Unionism, and have almost forgotten that we are citizens of a free
-country. Our skins have been safe so far, owing to the lack of brains
-and initiative in the masses; also, because they are far from
-starvation. But let that condition arise—before the Money Power has
-been made to open its eyes, or has been controlled by legislation—then
-horrors beside which the French Revolution will be mere picturesque
-material for novelists. A few thinking men with money enough to give
-them weight with the solid moneyed class at the top—where the reform
-must begin—as well as to place them above suspicion, and who have
-cultivated common-sense and patriotism instead of greed, must do the
-business. Let’s get out of this.”
-
-
- XIII
-
-WHEN they were walking over the crisp snow in the woods—now deserted,
-for hotel guests and peasants alike were at the long midday meal—he
-resumed the subject. Her vivid sympathy and interest had brought back
-the bitter struggle of the past two years with a rush.
-
-“How I wish you had been with me when we made our graft fight,” he said,
-looking at her with fond eager eyes. “What a mate you would have been.
-When the whole town is howling at a man because he is trying to do the
-right thing, he needs just such a woman as you to keep the courage in
-him. The concerted opinion of the majority has an insidious power!
-Sometimes we wondered if we could be right, if we were not all dreamers,
-unpractical, doing our city more harm than good. The whole country was
-aghast at our exposures, business was almost dead, capital refused to
-come our way; the poor old city that had been wrecked by the most
-fearful natural calamity of modern times—$500,000,000 went up in
-smoke—seemed to cry out against us for holding her down, to beg for a
-chance to limp out of her bog. But we looked ahead, convinced that there
-could be no permanent prosperity for San Francisco until the sore was
-scraped to the bone and sterilized; in other words, until the political
-scoundrels and the get-rich-quick element, that obtained their crushing
-franchises by corrupting a packed Board of Supervisors, and bought
-everybody, from the boss and the mayor down to the man in the street
-with a vote to sell, were either gaoled or so discredited that they
-would be forced into private life or out of the state. We unseated the
-boss and the mayor, the supervisors having come through, and we were
-able to indict several of what we call the higher-ups—the men that had
-done the buying. I never had much hope of convicting these men, for in
-California, in its present state of moral development, it is next to
-impossible to convict a rich man. If you get an honest judge, there are
-always men in the jury that have got in for no purpose but to be bribed.
-But we won out in another way. The long trial aired the abominable
-practices of these corporations, and, together with the many sensational
-episodes—the shooting of the prosecuting attorney in court, and the
-suicide of the would-be murderer in prison before he could be put on the
-stand, the kidnapping of the only editor that fought with us,—woke up
-the state; it talked of little else, and talking, thought, and was
-ashamed. The city machine got ahead of us, for the mayor we had managed
-to seat was too virtuous to build up a machine of his own; but we hope
-for great things in the state itself when our Reform candidate runs for
-the office of governor this year. Perhaps it was unreasonable to hope
-for more at the beginning, and it was a tough fight to get that much.
-
-“Oh, God!” he cried bitterly, “the rottenness of young communities with
-potentialities of wealth. Human nature in the raw, when it is still in
-the ingenuous stage of greed, is a damnable thing. It has never shown
-any originality since the world began. Socialism may clip its wings, if
-it ever gets control, but—here is the cursed anomaly: you can’t hope
-for Socialism until a miracle eliminates greed from the nature of man;
-for it is men that must grant Socialism, and Socialism means the balking
-of greed. Even if some unforeseen set of circumstances forced it upon
-us, I doubt if it would last. You can no more eliminate greed from men
-than you could eliminate sex by forcing men and women to dress alike,
-shave their heads, and say their prayers three times a day. But the
-world is better in some respects than it was a century ago, and this is
-primarily due to the untiring efforts of the minority. But, again, the
-work must be done by a few men—the few that are awake and can see
-farther than their noses. Well, my dear, I hope and pray that I am one
-of those men. There you have my program, so far as a mere finite mind
-can project it.”
-
-“Now I know why I have been permitted to love you,” said Julia, softly,
-and looking at him with glowing eyes. “Hadji Sadrä told me that he
-should watch over me, and that if I dared love a man who would pull me
-down, instead of being far greater than I could ever hope to be, he
-would blast me, transform me into a mere commonplace female, but haunted
-by the memory of what I had been—”
-
-“How much of all that do you believe?”
-
-“Ah! I saw marvellous exhibitions of power. They are common enough in
-the East, but one would hardly dare relate them in this part of the
-world. If I longed with all the concentrated powers of my mind for Hadji
-Sadrä, he would come to me in a flash—with that secondary material body
-they call the astral, and we call the ghost. If I were terribly
-perplexed, I should send for him—”
-
-“I want no go-betweens, particularly Mohammedan ghosts.”
-
-But Julia had no intention of letting him down.
-
-“I wonder I could remember him, or any one else! It was only because I
-suddenly realized what all this means—that I may have another and far
-greater part to play—”
-
-“You see that at last! Perhaps I should have appealed to you before.
-But—it is only to-day that I have felt really close to you—really
-loved you, perhaps. I fancy I was merely infatuated before.” He took her
-in his arms, and she looked up at him with the deepest sympathy a woman
-can express, particularly when gifted with eyes that are the dazzling
-headlights of a finished and powerful machine behind. “Oh, if you could
-only know,” he continued in tones of intense feeling, “what it will mean
-to me to have you, not only to love, but to work with! I really want
-with all my soul to be of use to my country, to be one of the few that
-are willing to work for her unselfishly, to leave a decent name behind
-me. It is thankless work, fighting the majority, battling for an ideal
-nobody wants, to be the butt of the press, accused of sordid motives,
-balked at every turn. The only sort of patriotism the average American
-understands is sounding promises by ambitious politicians and huge
-donations from repentant millionnaires. To raise the morale of a people,
-and in the process prevent them from growing too rich, may mean the
-respect of posterity, but it also means the hatred of your
-contemporaries. The Big Voice! It confuses the mind and the standards.
-The constant failures, the recurring sense of hopelessness, of futility,
-the inevitable contempt for the masses you are striving to emancipate
-from themselves,—many a man that has started out with the loftiest and
-most selfless ideals loses courage, shrugs his shoulders, and falls
-back. I am no better and stronger than many of them. I have dreamed one
-minute, the next wondered how far I would go, how long my enthusiasm
-would last. Material success is easy enough, and always rewarded by
-approbation and respect! _What is the use?_ I am young still, but I
-asked myself that question more than once, for even my family were all
-against me. My father was furious. He is honest, but his business has
-been his god. I left home and went to a hotel—to avoid the everlasting
-discussions at table. My old friends cut me on the street. I was
-regarded as an enemy of society, and society cast me out. The rest of
-our little group shared the same fate. We were obliged to keep one
-another’s courage up. That we carried our lives in our hands and were
-liable to assassination at any moment was the least of our trials. The
-Big Voice! We felt as if we were at the foot of an avalanche, or some
-other inexorable enemy in Nature herself, trying to push it back with
-our hands. Inevitably there were black moments when we felt we were
-fools, especially when we faced certain defeat. And it’s all to do
-again, not once, but many times. Do you wonder that the light side of my
-nature has given me many cynical moments, or that I have seethed with
-disgust, or wondered if I would last? But with you—ah! If I had ever
-dreamed you lived, I believe I never should have despaired for a moment.
-But my only memory of you was of a charming and lovely child. And it is
-only to-day, here, that I have realized what it means for any of us to
-stand alone. With your faith and your brain, with you always beside me,
-sympathizing, helping—I never shall lose courage for a moment. I could
-accomplish anything—everything—”
-
-This sudden vehement disclosure of the serious depths of his nature
-under its surface gayety, with more than one glimpse of heights and
-powers she had barely divined, had thrilled Julia even more than his
-passionate love-making. All her own greatness responded, and for a
-moment or two she had been swept irresistibly on that tide of
-self-revealing words. She had a vision of the complete passion, the
-perfect union. But her brain remained cool. She never lost sight of her
-purpose.
-
-She sprang from him suddenly and flung out her arms. Her eyes looked
-black. Her skin shone with a peculiar radiance like white fire. So she
-had looked more than once on the platform during her last moments of
-irresistible appeal; when her bewildered audiences had felt as if
-dissolving in a crucible from which there was no escape. “Oh,” she cried
-in low vibrating tones of intense passion, “now I know you—the real
-You! I’ll never fail you. You are wonderful, and I worship you! I
-believe we can be happier than any two mortals have ever been. But, Dan,
-I must go to you free, with a conscience as clean as your own. You must
-see that. You are too great not to see it. I must be tormented with no
-regrets, no remorse. If I should leave at this moment—‘rat’ like any
-scoundrelly selfish politician—desert these women publicly while all
-the world is watching them, make them ridiculous—oh, I don’t mean that
-I am indispensable; there are too many great women among them for that—
-But don’t you see that if I threw them over to follow an American to the
-other side of the world, now, while their fate hangs in the
-balance—why, it would amount to nothing less than a cynical declaration
-that we are all alike when it comes to a man—that we fight for a great
-impersonal cause only so long as no man comes along to play the old tune
-on our passions—why—Good God!—they would be the butt of every
-malicious wit in the kingdom. Their cause would be set back a
-generation. And I? I should be execrated by women the world over. I, who
-am now a sort of goddess. My immense following is due as much to the
-youth and beauty which I have appeared to immolate so indifferently, as
-to all my talents put together. What use should I be to you if I
-scuttled the ship and deserted it? What place could I take among the
-women of your country? Do you think they would listen to me, that I
-could teach them, help them? They would laugh in my face!”
-
-She caught him by the shoulders, her eyes piercing into his, which
-stared at her full of sombre perplexity. She went on in a rapid
-monotonous voice, which fell on his brain like a rain of fire: “Why
-didn’t you come for me, as you promised? I should have gone. Four years
-ago! I was free. Something was always knocking at my mind. I knew that I
-had useful energies of some sort. They were always groping to find vent.
-If you had come, if you had told me then what you have told me to-day, I
-should not have hesitated a moment. I should have known that my work was
-to be done with you. But you forgot your promise. The bond was not
-strong enough. Why did you wait until I had become a public figure,
-written about daily—until I had hopelessly compromised myself? Oh,
-can’t you see that you have made me the most tragic figure among women?
-I love you so that I long with all those other and far greater forces
-within me—that you have brought to life—to go, to be happy, to give
-you all you want and deserve, to become truly great—with you! Oh, I am
-the most unhappy woman on earth—and the happiest!”
-
-Tay had tried to interrupt her several times. But he was dazed. She
-looked like a sibyl. He felt disjointedly that he had less desire to
-claim her as a woman than to ascend with her to the plane whither she
-seemed to have borne herself. He had been shaken out of his own reserve
-and bared his soul for the first time in his life; his defences were
-down, she seemed to have entered his mind and taken possession. Human
-passion would appear to have fallen to ashes. His senses felt numb, he
-was vaguely conscious of a material dissolution that left his soul free
-to mingle with hers.
-
-She gave him no chance to speak. Her words flowed on with the same fiery
-monotony.
-
-“You have taught me what duty means. I believe I never was really
-capable of the sacrifice of self before. I worked to fill my time, to
-forget my depths. Then because the greatness of that work really put my
-womanhood to sleep! But you! I have not a personal ambition left, not a
-want apart from you, but this terrible duty. I want to live in you, for
-you. You! You! You!” Tay had a confused idea that he was turning into a
-demi-god. “But I must go to you free—that I may never look back—that I
-may know and give complete happiness. I must be all woman, not a mere
-brain, humiliated, ashamed, tortured by regrets. _And you must go at
-once, at once, at once._ If you stay, if you prove too strong for me, if
-you force me to go with you—and I love you so I might go—then we never
-shall know the meaning of happiness for a moment. I will follow you
-before long. If we don’t win the battle early this year, I will train
-some one to take my place. I shall speak, appear in public less and
-less, drop out by degrees. I shall soon be forgotten—long before I can
-marry you. But to leap from the front rank of these women straight into
-a divorce court in a city whose name is a synonym for vulgarity, that is
-never mentioned without a laugh or a sneer— Oh, you see! You see! What
-an anticlimax to all these years on a pedestal! What a wife for you, a
-public man! Oh, God! I should be the ruin of your own career—”
-
-“Julia!” exclaimed Tay, trying to get his breath.
-
-She fell back limply against a tree, as if exhausted with her own
-passion, but neither voice nor eyes lost their power.
-
-“Oh, go! Go! Go! If you don’t, I shall be in the dust. I shall be
-incapable of love in my abasement. I know myself. To love, to be happy,
-I must be free. I must have my self-respect. I can’t love, tortured by
-shame and remorse. I want love and you more than anything on earth, but
-I want them utterly. Oh, go!”
-
-For a moment or two Tay had been conscious of an angry struggle in the
-depths of his mind. He suddenly became master of himself. He shot a
-glance at Julia as piercing as her own, and she gasped and flung herself
-face downward on the snow and began to sob. He made no attempt to pick
-her up for the moment.
-
-“You have strange powers, Julia,” he said. “If I were weaker than I
-am,—and God knows I am weak enough,—I should be slinking through the
-woods with my tail between my legs, hypnotized out of my manhood, and
-ready to lick your hand for the rest of my life.” Julia stopped sobbing
-and listened intently. Tay walked up and down before he spoke again.
-“But mind you, I don’t question your sincerity, your love, whatever the
-devilish arts you tried to practise on me. Every leader of a great
-revolution is a fanatic and a Jesuit. And, methods aside, every word you
-spoke was sound common-sense. I don’t care to assume the responsibility
-of injuring those women, and I believe you would be incapable of
-happiness if you handed their enemies another weapon—a pretty deadly
-one it would be!”
-
-He picked her up and dusted her off. “I am going,” he went on grimly,
-“and I shall wait exactly six months. Or rather—” He caught her hands
-in his powerful grip, his eyes blazing into hers. “I shall never see you
-again, not even with your royal consent, unless you swear to me here
-that you’ll not try that on again. That you’ll be woman to my man from
-this time forth—that and nothing more. I’ll be damned if I’ll live with
-a woman who doesn’t play a square game. Swear it.”
-
-“Oh, I do, I do! Oh, Dan!” The tears were running down her face, honest
-tears, for she was frightened, while rejoicing. “Do believe that I was
-only doing my best—I knew that you wouldn’t listen—I had only one
-object—”
-
-“Oh, as I told you, I have never questioned your queer complicated
-honesty. Only, being a perfectly normal person myself, I prefer to
-postpone occult trickery until I reach the next world. No doubt it will
-be all in the day’s work there. But I’ve got my job cut out in this,
-matching my earthly wits against the next man’s. Now, you’ve given me
-your word! If you ever go back on it—”
-
-“Oh, never!” Julia was now really limp, and looked wholly feminine. Tay
-took her in his arms once more and dried her tears. “It’s my fate to
-love you,” he said, with a sigh. “And that’s about the size of it. I’m
-sorry you ever went to your East, but live in the hope I can make you
-forget it.”
-
-“And do you love me as much as ever?” asked Julia, unintellectually.
-
-Tay laughed outright, the ancient formula almost routing the memory of
-those moments when the same woman that uttered them automatically had
-launched her ruthless will into his relaxing brain. “Oh, yes,” he said,
-“I love you, all right, and for good and all. Now, we’ll be practical. I
-shall leave England the day I wind up my affairs in London. That should
-be in less than a week. I am going to ask you to stay here until I sail.
-I am resigned to going without you, am willing to admit that a
-separation of a few months is inevitable—but, all the same, the less
-temptation, the better. Besides, I shall need all my wits in London— If
-you were there—”
-
-“Oh, I’d rather stay, far, far rather! I don’t think I could stand it,
-either. Here, at least, I can keep out of doors, exercise until I am
-past thought—”
-
-“Well, don’t change your mind. I _insist_ that you stay here. If you
-return to London while I am there—well, I’ll not say just what I won’t
-do. Enough that I should not return to America alone. Come, let’s get
-back to the hotel.”
-
-
- XIV
-
-JULIA went at once to Ishbel’s room. She found that conspirator sitting
-on the little balcony enjoying the view of ice peak and forest. Ishbel
-sprang to her feet when she saw Julia’s face.
-
-“Oh— Ah— So—”
-
-“Quite so,” said Julia, dryly. “But never mind. I have won out for a
-bit. He has promised to go to California at once and wait while I
-eliminate myself by degrees. I have promised to follow in six months. Of
-course I shall if I can. If I can’t—well, I must make him listen to
-reason again. But I hope—”
-
-“Of course, you can’t bolt,” said Ishbel, who was burning with sympathy
-for both. “But surely you can manage to let yourself out in six months.
-Your vice-president is an efficient woman; and then we are sure to win
-this session—”
-
-“I don’t know! If we did, of course I’d make some excuse and go at once.
-But—otherwise—I can’t leave them for a divorce court until I have
-taught them to forget me—disassociated myself from them—”
-
-She dropped on the edge of the bed, face and body expressing utter
-discouragement. Ishbel half opened her lips, then went out upon the
-balcony lest she break her word and tell Julia that France was dying.
-But a moment’s reflection convinced her that this information would only
-complicate matters at present. She thought hard for a few minutes, then
-ran back into the room.
-
-“Julia!” she exclaimed, “I have an idea! Why not go to Nevis? Your
-mother is very old. You haven’t seen her for many years. You can give
-out that she is ill—or I will if you won’t. My conscience wouldn’t hurt
-me a bit, for old people are always ill. No doubt you’ll find her with
-rheumatism, lumbago, dropsy, Bright’s disease, diabetes, tumors, or a
-few other ills incident to old age. It would make just the break you
-need; and it’s just the time to go, for your officers can attend to
-everything. Also—you could stay on and on.”
-
-Julia looked up with some return of animation in her heavy eyes.
-
-“It’s not a bad idea, if I could go.”
-
-“Of course you could, and the minute I get to London I’ll set the whole
-shop to work on your tropic wardrobe. You can get many things
-ready-made, anyhow—people are always going out to India on a moment’s
-notice.”
-
-“I’ll think it over while I’m here. I’m to stay until he sails.”
-
-“Ah!—I hate to leave you alone. Shall I stay with you?”
-
-“I think I’d rather be alone.”
-
-“Yes, I understand.” She sat down on the bed and put her arm about
-Julia’s relaxed form. “I want you to promise me that you will marry Mr.
-Tay, whatever happens. You’ve a right to happiness, if ever a woman had,
-and this is your only chance, my dear. There’s only one real man in
-every woman’s life, and happiness is the inalienable right of all of us.
-Even Bridgit was forced to admit that.”
-
-“Oh, I intend to marry him. But when? That is the question!”
-
-“As soon as possible. You have given four uninterrupted years to this
-work, and you have done great things for it. That is enough—”
-
-“We have all gone in—that inner band—to devote a lifetime to it if
-necessary.”
-
-“Don’t you suspect that those women have an extra something in their
-make-up that the rest of us lack?”
-
-“I have accomplished as much as any of them—”
-
-“Quite so. And enough. Don’t you feel that the spring has gone out of
-you?”
-
-“Just now, yes.”
-
-“You’ll never work with the same spirit again, for you never can be
-impersonal again. You would feel a hypocrite, for you would always be
-resenting the loss of what you really want most in life. You’ve a duty
-to yourself, to say nothing of Mr. Tay; and you’re not going to a
-frivolous useless life—not with him! No one is indispensable to any
-real cause, and in ours there are too many to carry on the work without
-the supreme sacrifice on your part. Promise me, at least, that you will
-go at once to Nevis. It would be the beginning of the solution.”
-
-“I’d like to go.”
-
-“You really must want to see your mother, and your old home,” continued
-Ishbel, insinuatingly. “One’s mother and one’s birthplace are the great
-refuges in time of trouble. You were very fond of your mother when you
-were a child.”
-
-“I’m fond of her now, but she seems to have lost all affection for me.”
-
-“Never believe it. She is a strange proud old woman, but she has always
-loved you. Go back to her. There is your refuge.”
-
-“You are playing on my deepest feelings, but you are right. Nevis! When
-you are crushed, your own land calls you. And, as you say, I haven’t
-much work in me at present.”
-
-“Then you’ll go?”
-
-“When you get to London, telegraph me how matters stand. If it looks as
-if the truce would be a long one—yes, I’ll go. I believe I want to go
-more than anything else in the world—except one! Perhaps I’ll get a
-grip on myself down there. Perhaps I’ll find that—well, that I love
-this great cause best, after all.”
-
-“Not a bit of it!” cried Ishbel, in alarm. “Don’t try to persuade
-yourself of anything so unnatural and foolish. Do you realize how few
-women have complete happiness offered them? I could shake you.”
-
-Then she reflected that Nevis was a tropical island; and another scheme
-was forming in her agile brain. “Well, never mind all that. You are worn
-out now. It is not a matter to discuss, anyhow. Stay out of doors here,
-and I will prepare your wardrobe. Then you can start as soon as you
-return to England. I will tell Collins to pack your other things. Eric
-will secure your accommodations on the first steamer that sails after
-Mr. Tay’s. Now lie down. Or shall you come down to our last dinner?”
-
-“No, I am not going to see him again. I’ll be glad when he has gone, and
-that, at least, is over. But I’ll go to Nevis, if all is quiet in
-England.”
-
-
- XV
-
-THEY left on the evening train in order to catch the morning train out
-of Munich. Julia, who had been sitting inertly in her room, too listless
-to go to bed, heard the carriage rattle down the street, and sprang to
-her feet with a wild sense of protest and despair. It required all her
-self-control to refrain from ringing for a droschke and following before
-it was too late. Then, angry at this complete surrender to her
-femininity, she undressed and went to bed.
-
-Here, she discovered to her dismay that California was not farther off
-than sleep. Perversely, she would not relax, nor go through any of the
-other forms with which she had always been able to summon sleep when
-excited. She doubted if they would conquer these new impressions, but
-refused to give them a trial. She lay awake until nearly dawn, the
-events of the day marching through her brain with maddening reiteration.
-She dreaded sleep, also, for now at least her brain was stimulated, and
-she guessed that it would be correspondingly depressed upon awakening.
-So it was. The weather, also, had changed. It was raining.
-
-When Julia heard the heavy raindrops splashing on her balcony, she sat
-up with a gasp of horror, then laughed grimly. But this conspiracy of
-Nature gave her a certain obstinate fortitude, and she rose at once,
-took a cold bath, and dressed. But when she opened her door to go down
-to the dining-room, her courage failed her, and she rang and ordered
-breakfast to be brought upstairs.
-
-“What am I to do?” she thought in terror. “What am I to do?”
-
-It rained all day. Julia had brought no storm clothes. She prowled about
-the halls, getting what exercise she could, but dared not go downstairs.
-She sent for books from the library, but they might have been written in
-Greek. She summoned resolution to go to the dining-room at seven
-o’clock, but turned at the door, and ran back to her room. She saw Tay
-at every turn, and to sit alone at the table with his empty chair
-opposite, was beyond her endurance. Nor could she eat the food brought
-to her room. She went to bed again, and slept fitfully.
-
-She awoke in the small hours to hear it still raining, and this time she
-fell into a fury over her demoralization.
-
-“And this is love!” she thought. “Terrors! Ignominy! A will turned to
-water. I’d not be more helpless if I were in a hospital with typhoid
-fever.”
-
-Her mind suddenly flew to the conversation with her friends on the night
-she had last dined with Ishbel. Should she go to Paris and rid herself
-of the disease once for all? What prospect of happiness if love were
-able to induce a misery keener than any of its compensations? If she
-could feel like this now, knowing that he loved her, and that the
-separation was but a matter of time, what might she not suffer if he
-ceased to love her, if he gave her cause for jealousy, if she found
-herself disappointed in him? It would be worse, far worse. Now, at
-least, she was—not free; no one ever felt more of a slave—but at least
-with the power to attain freedom. There would be a deep satisfaction, to
-say nothing of relief, in the knowledge that she never need think of him
-again—this man that had destroyed her fine poise, her remarkable
-powers, made her the slave of the race, the victim of the ancient
-instinct, a mere instrument upon which Nature was playing her old tune
-in contemptuous disregard of those years in which she had dwelt on
-impersonal heights seldom attained by young and beautiful women. She
-almost hated him. Better have done with it at once. In all her life with
-France she had never known depression like this, for love adds the sense
-of impotence to calamity.
-
-She got out of bed, without ringing for her bath, and began to pack her
-trunk. She didn’t care if she never took a bath again. She hated
-herself, and she hated Tay. Above all she hated the rain.
-
-But in the midst of her packing she sat back on the floor and scowled.
-To receive suggestions one must be perfectly amenable. There must be no
-reserve at the back of the head. Although she ground her teeth, she
-admitted that she would permit no man, no science, to destroy the image
-of Tay in her mind, root him out of her life. Nor would she confess
-herself a coward—nor violate the jealous instincts of her sex. If the
-time came when she must banish him, she would do it herself. Good God!
-She was female all through. Suffering was a part of her birthright. She
-would give up not the least of the accompaniments of love.
-
-Cursing herself for a fool, she rang for her bath, dressed herself, and
-determined to walk out of doors, if the valley had turned into a lake.
-
-But by the time she had swallowed her coffee and rolls the skies had
-cleared, and she started out with a guide and a sled. There was always
-excitement in tobogganing. For a bit the keen air revived her, but the
-hills and valley had new terrors, for every step reminded her of her
-lover. Black protest left her, but was followed by a sadness so profound
-that she feared to dissolve in the presence of her guide, and sent him
-home. She had planned to visit the lake, but she found that it would be
-as easy to break her word and follow Tay to London.
-
-A new and horrid fear had begun to haunt her. Did he really love her as
-he had loved her before she had made him, for a few moments, at least,
-the plaything of her will and her science? He had forgiven her, but must
-not such a memory rankle, eventually induce a permanent
-resentment—fear—hatred possibly?
-
-She returned to her room, the only place unassociated with him. But
-although it was a refuge in a sense, she found little comfort in it, for
-the very atmosphere was thick with her long hours of misery. She sat
-down and made a deliberate attempt to banish her depression, that
-manifest of Nature’s resentment at even the temporary balking of her
-desires.
-
-“The ancient instinct!” she thought bitterly. “We are all the same fools
-when it comes to a man—_the_ man—when the race is trying to struggle
-on through its victims.” She looked back upon the past eight years as
-upon a period of transcendent happiness. More than ever she was
-convinced that the only unmitigated happiness lay in self-completion, in
-independence of the sex in man. Love was a splendid disease induced by
-Nature to further her one end; accompanied by moments of hallucination
-called happiness, but which in the last analysis were but the prelude to
-a lifetime of every variety of sorrow and disillusion. On the other
-hand, the women that steered safely clear of this smiling island with a
-thousand jagged teeth beneath the rippling waters, and elected to stand
-alone, were free to accept the other great gifts of life, to attain to a
-form of serenity and content, beside which love and its delusions were
-the earthly hell. In the last four years she had never cast a thought to
-love, the future had loomed as perfect as the present. And she had
-weakly slid down into chaos!
-
-The immortal women! Oh, lord! Oh, lord!
-
-She reviewed her life from the time when, the wife of an abhorred
-husband, she had begun, unconsciously at first, to build up that
-strength, which, when the crucial tests came, enabled her to control, in
-a measure, the present, to exult in the knowledge that she had proved
-herself stronger than life; instead of losing her mind, or becoming the
-plaything of men. She had even dismissed Nigel Herbert when he came with
-freedom and something like happiness in his hand; proud of her strength
-to work out her destiny unaided.
-
-Strength! Her mind flew from this vision of past solidarity to her years
-at the feet of the wise men of Benares. It was not pleasant to dwell
-upon the compliments of Hadji Sadrä, but she recalled his initiations
-and suggestions, and those of Swani Dambaba; they had given her a power
-over herself and others seldom possessed by Occidentals. But she could
-hardly formulate them; they were enveloped in a haze, as elusive and
-remote as dreams. Had she been but cunningly equipped to play her part
-in the great battle; and, the part played, was she perchance set free to
-follow the commoner destiny of woman? There was some satisfaction in the
-thought, but her ego felt slapped in the face. She had fancied her
-destiny mightily, and this anticlimax was no part of the program of the
-immortal women. Still, why not? Her inner vision, sharpened though it
-might have been by her masters, could not pierce the future, nor her
-judgment, while captive in the gray matter of the mortal brain, presume
-to determine exactly what destinies those immortal women had mapped out
-for themselves on earth. For all she knew Tay might have been composed
-to save his country, and hers the glorious part to help him.
-
-But at this point she sat down on the floor once more and finished the
-packing of her trunk. None knew better than she the distinguished powers
-of the human mind for self-deception. With her own personal gift for
-subtle reasoning, to say nothing of her imagination, she could persuade
-herself in another fifteen minutes that it was her duty to take the
-first steamer for New York and await Tay in the facile state of Nevada.
-She should reason no more, but be guided by events. Meanwhile let love
-devour her, burn her up, torment her with fears, exalt her with visions
-of the perfect union. But not in Partenkirchen. She should amuse herself
-in Berlin until Tay’s final telegram set her free to go to Nevis. “The
-dog to its kennel,” she thought grimly. “That’s the place for me. I’ll
-find my balance there if anywhere.”
-
-
- XVI
-
-ON the evening of Julia’s departure for Nevis, Ishbel entered her
-husband’s study and perched herself on the arm of his chair.
-
-“Eric,” she said, “when you have made a promise you can’t break, is it
-wrong to get round it, if it is for the good of some one you are very
-fond of?”
-
-“What are you driving at? Nothing more interesting than the workings of
-the female conscience under fire.”
-
-“You like Mr. Tay?”
-
-“Rather. Never liked a man more. Deuced good chap all round.”
-
-“You think that he and Julia should marry?”
-
-“I do. But am not so sure they will. Julia’s a hard nut to crack.”
-
-“Quite so. But I want her to be as happy as I am.”
-
-“Right you are. Tay’s the man.”
-
-“There’s something I promised Bridgit not to tell either Julia or Mr.
-Tay. But I didn’t promise not to tell you.”
-
-Dark laughed. “I begin to see daylight. I suppose even Bridgit doesn’t
-encourage you to have secrets from your husband.”
-
-“You _are_ a dear! Well, it’s this. France is very low, has a bad case
-of heart and may go any minute.”
-
-Dark whistled. “That would simplify matters.”
-
-“Yesterday I called at Kingsborough House and gently wormed the whole
-truth out of the duchess. The attacks are growing more and more
-frequent. The doctors don’t give him a fortnight.”
-
-Dark stood up, “I see! I see!”
-
-“I didn’t dare tell you until Mr. Tay and Julia had both left. If you
-had told him, he wouldn’t have gone, and Julia would hold out, here in
-England. But on Nevis, on a tropical island! All these associations and
-duties will seem like a dream down there, and one hasn’t much energy in
-the tropics, anyhow, to say nothing of being steeped in an atmosphere of
-romance. I want you to cable Mr. Tay—so that he will get your message
-when he arrives in New York day after to-morrow—that France is dying,
-that Julia has sailed for Nevis, and that if he is wise, he will go
-there at once—he can get there first, I should think, for the Royal
-Mail takes eighteen days—and marry her the moment he gets another cable
-from you announcing France’s death. Do you mind?”
-
-“Rather not!”
-
-“Tell him to say nothing to Julia about France’s condition until he is
-quite certain she is free—”
-
-“Do you want me to go stony—”
-
-“Oh, what do a few pounds matter—”
-
-“When arranging people’s destinies! Well, go on.”
-
-“Julia must not return to England. If she did, Mr. Tay would have to
-begin all over again. I don’t like anything that looks like treachery to
-the women, but still—”
-
-“I do,” said Dark, dryly. “Permit me to take the whole matter over to my
-own conscience. That’s what a man is made for, among other things. Tay
-shall marry Julia if I can help him manage it, and the women can go
-where I’ve consigned them several times already. Now, I’ll go out and
-send that cablegram.”
-
-
-
-
- BOOK VI
- FANNY
-
-
- I
-
-DURING the long voyage Julia dismissed her work and its obligations from
-her mind, and resigned herself to that form of happiness women are able
-to extract from the mere fact of being in love, even when indefinitely
-separated from the object. Her fear that she might have alienated Tay by
-her excursion into his brain had been banished by his letters, and she
-was free to enjoy herself miserably. She was delighted to find that he
-filled every waking moment, that neither literature nor the several
-pleasant people with whom she made acquaintance could send him to the
-rear, and she cultivated long hours of solitude and idleness during
-which she thought of nothing else. She projected her spirit into the
-future and California, and dreamed of happiness only: politics, reform,
-and the improvement of the race were not for dreams. The only real rival
-of love is Art, for that in itself is a deep personal passion, its
-function an act of creation, fed by some mysterious perversion of sex,
-and demanding all the imagination’s activities. This rival Tay was
-mercifully spared, and the god of duty, always arbitrarily elevated and
-largely the child of egoism, stands a poor chance when gasping in the
-furnace of love. Abstractly, Julia purposed to return to her duty when
-its call became imperious, but during this period of liberty she felt
-she would be more than fool to close her eyes to any of the beatic
-pictures composed by her imagination and the tumults of sex.
-
-Of course there were hours when she felt profoundly depressed and
-miserable, when she stormed and protested, and hated the fluid desert
-that prevented her from changing her course and fleeing to Tay. But
-this, also, was novel and exciting and part of love’s curriculum; she
-revelled in every manifestation of her long-denied womanhood, and was
-further thrilled with the belief that no woman had ever suffered such an
-upheaval before. She wrote a daily letter to Tay, revealing herself
-without mercy, and found a keen delight in this new power of his to
-annihilate the profound reserve of her nature.
-
-The only thing she didn’t tell him was of the return of her old longing
-for children. That inherent desire had slunk into horrified retreat at
-France’s betrothal kiss, and had visited her but fitfully in India, but
-now it reasserted itself almost as tyrannically as her longing for the
-man who was the mate of her sex as surely as of her soul and brain. She
-even felt a passionate delight that she soon could satisfy it
-vicariously in Fanny. She had never ceased to love this child she once
-had cuddled daily in her arms, and was far more excited at the prospect
-of being with her again, than of seeing her strange old mother. To be
-sure, her love for that once fond parent had risen in all its old
-strength during this carnival of the primal, but Mrs. Edis at her best
-was unresponsive, and after the long separation unlikely to thaw for
-some time to come. In Fanny she could find satisfaction for her maternal
-yearnings until they found their natural outlet. And she should take her
-back to London, with or without her mother’s consent. Fanny! What did
-she look like? She had been an adorable little dark baby; surely she
-must have inherited the beauty of the family. Some were dark and others
-almost blond, like herself, but both the Byams and the Edises had always
-been famous for their looks. Even Mrs. Winstone had grudgingly admitted
-that Fanny had exterior promise, and if she had turned out a beauty,
-Ishbel should give her the best of girl’s good times in London. And she
-herself should have something to cling to during these awful
-months—perhaps years—of separation.
-
-After she changed steamers at Barbadoes and began the leisurely journey
-up the Caribbean Sea, she was much diverted by the beauty of the long
-chain of islands, and began to thrill with the prospect of seeing her
-birthplace once more. Her roots were in Nevis; it held the dust of
-generations of her ancestors; it was the one perfect, peaceful, and
-happy memory of her life, and never could she love even California as
-well. She knew that she should have flown to it in her trouble were it
-empty of both her mother and Fanny.
-
-After the steamer left Antigua, she never took her eyes from the stately
-pyramid, shadowy at first, detaching itself with a sharper definition
-every moment. When she was close enough to see the green on its sweeping
-lines, its waving fields of cane, its fine ruins of old “Great Houses,”
-the white roads, deserted save for an occasional laborer or a colored
-woman swinging along with a basket on her head, a pic’nie clinging to
-her hip, the waving palms on the shore, the white cloud that hovered by
-day over the lost crater, and extinguished the island at night, she ran
-to her stateroom to quell an almost unbearable excitement. But Collins
-was packing, and Collins was already puzzled, perturbed, and
-speculating. No quicker antidote to tumultuous emotions could be
-devised. Julia’s tears retreated, and she began to rearrange her flying
-locks before the mirror; but it was impossible to keep the exultation
-out of her voice.
-
-“We’re nearly there, Collins!”
-
-“Yes, mum.”
-
-“It is my old home! Just think of it, I haven’t seen it for sixteen
-years.”
-
-“Yes, mum.”
-
-“I’m sure you will enjoy staying here for a bit, Nevis is so beautiful.
-There’s nothing in all Europe like it.”
-
-“I shan’t be sea-sick. I’m thankful for that.”
-
-“How do I look? I haven’t seen my waist line since I left London.”
-
-“I dressed you this morning, mum. You look quite all right. Shall I
-really sleep in a Christian bed to-night, and have a decent cup of tea?”
-
-“You shall, you shall! And if my mother still kills stringy old cows,
-I’ll get good English beef for you from Bath House.”
-
-“Thank God, mum. Everything on board ship tastes that horrid I could eat
-a cow cooked particular, no matter how stringy. Don’t lean on the rail
-too much. Linen crushes that easy.”
-
-Julia, who wore a linen coat and skirt of crash brown linen, with a hat
-and parasol, and shoes and gloves, of a darker shade, nodded at herself
-in the glass and returned to the deck. For the moment Tay was forgotten.
-
-The steamer was rounding the island and she stared at Bath House, the
-greatest hotel in the world in its time, a picturesque ruin in her
-memory, now rebuilt in part and showing many signs of life. Colored
-servants were hanging out of the upper windows cheering the ship, and
-gayly dressed people were sitting on the terrace. But Julia, although
-for a moment she resented the least of the changes in her island, soon
-forgot Bath House as she eagerly gazed through her field-glass at the
-groups down by the jetty. There was the usual crowd of whites and
-negroes, some with much business to attend to when the ship cast anchor,
-more with none whatever. In a moment she detached a group striving to
-detach itself from the pushing crowd—all Charles Town seemed to have
-turned out—and saw Mrs. Winstone, Mr. Pirie, several people of the same
-class, and one young girl. Could that be Fanny? Once more her hands
-shook. The girl was dancing up and down, waving her handkerchief. It
-must be. Julia laid aside her field-glass and waved in return. Then the
-delay seemed endless.
-
-The water had become suddenly alive with boats. Little black boys were
-diving for pennies. It was a gay tropical picture; and, behind, the
-palms and the cocoanut-trees, fringing the suave flowing lines of the
-great volcano.
-
-The ladder was swung, the first officer gave her his arm, and she
-descended to the boat, followed by the uneasy Collins, who looked at the
-heaving waters below that frail craft with dire forebodings. But Julia
-had no sympathy in her for Collins. Her thoughts were on Fanny, when
-they were not adjusting her mask of bright cool serenity. She had no
-intention of making an exhibition of herself in public.
-
-All doubt of Fanny’s identity was set at rest, for a girl’s long supple
-figure was flying down the jetty, and she was waving frantically and
-calling out, “Aunt Julia! Aunt Julia!” Julia received a momentary shock,
-not quite sure that she liked being called aunt by this tall girl, who
-looked more than her eighteen years. But that was a trifle and she gazed
-with both fondness and admiration at the blooming beauty of the girl who
-now stood quite alone on the edge of the jetty. Fanny was very dark,
-showing the French strain in their blood (Mrs. Edis’s father had found
-his wife on Martinique); her large eyes and abundant hair were black,
-her skin olive and claret, her full large mouth as red as one of the
-hibiscus flowers of her native island; her figure, both slender and
-full, was as beautiful as her face, even in the white cotton frock which
-she probably had made itself. Julia thought she had never seen a more
-perfect type of voluptuous young womanhood, and reflected that she
-should not be long marrying her off in London, even without a dowry.
-
-She smiled happily, and a moment later, elevated to the jetty by the
-boatman, was enveloped, smothered, overwhelmed by Fanny.
-
-“Oh, Aunt Julia!” cried the girl between her kisses. “Just to think you
-are here at last! Something is actually happening on this old island.
-Oh, promise me that you will take me away with you.”
-
-“Yes, yes, indeed,” gasped Julia, her spirits unaccountably dashed. “Of
-course I will, darling. How beautiful you are!”
-
-“Oh, am I? Much good it has done me so far. I’ve just spoken to a young
-man for the first time in my life, and he has gray hair.”
-
-“You poor child! Did—did—my mother come down?”
-
-“Not she. The steamer wasn’t expected until seven, and she was asleep.
-When I saw it coming, I _ran_. She’d never have let me come. I’ve never
-been outside the estate alone before. Even Aunt Maria hasn’t taken me
-down to Bath House. There she is with an old gentleman that wears a
-wig.”
-
-They had reached the end of the long jetty, and Julia kissed her aunt,
-shook hands with Mr. Pirie, who had eyes for no one but Fanny, and was
-introduced to a young gray-haired man named Morison.
-
-“_Mo_rison,” she repeated mechanically to herself. “Where have I heard
-that name?”
-
-But she had no time to think. Mrs. Winstone was talking rapidly. Julia
-wondered if the tropics had affected her aunt’s nerves. She was twirling
-her parasol, and her eyes had more intelligence in them than she usually
-admitted, save when conducting a dilettante Suffrage meeting.
-
-“Really, Julia!” she exclaimed. “It’s too tiresome. But I didn’t expect
-the Royal Mail for hours yet; came down to see Hannah and Pirie at Bath
-House, and sent the horses to be shod. They’re not ready, and there’s
-nothin’ else—everybody drivin’. Do you think you could walk up the
-mountain in this heat?”
-
-“Of course she can’t!” cried Fanny. “Of course she can’t!”
-
-“I’m sure I could,” began Julia, but once more Fanny enveloped her.
-
-“Oh, no, darling,” she cried entreatingly. “You’d faint in that
-heat—climbing. It was bad enough coming down. And, oh, I do want
-another glimpse of Bath House. You’ve no idea how excited I was all the
-time it was building. It was like an old romance come to life. But much
-good it has done me. And it has an orchestra!”
-
-Julia laughed outright. Fanny might not possess the priceless gift of
-tact, but she was enchantingly young. Her exuberant youth, in fact, made
-everybody else feel superannuated, and her next remark, as she and Julia
-started for the hotel arm in arm, did not remove the impression.
-
-“How oddly young you look, Aunt Julia,” observed the girl, whose large
-curious eyes were exploring every detail of Julia’s appearance. “Of
-course I knew you were much younger than Granny or Aunt Maria, or I
-shouldn’t have been so keen to have you come home, but you look almost a
-girl. I suppose it’s because you are quite a little thing and haven’t
-grown either scrawny or fat.”
-
-“Really,” said her aunt, dryly, “I’m five feet three and a half, and
-thirty-four is a long way from old age.”
-
-“Well, it’s not young,” said Fanny, who appeared to be of a hopelessly
-literal turn. “Thirty-four! Why you are only a year younger than mother
-would have been.”
-
-This remark touched a chord which for the moment routed anxious vanity.
-Julia put her arm about Fanny’s waist, no slenderer than her own. “I
-wish you _were_ mine!” she said fondly. “But sister is the next best
-thing. I can’t have you calling me aunt. That is much too remote—I have
-wanted you for so many years. You must imagine that you are my little
-sister, and call me Julia. Will you?”
-
-“Yes, if you like. But promise me that you will bring me to Bath House
-every day. You will want to come yourself, if only to get away from
-Great House, and you have friends there—a nice old lady named
-Macmanus—and I saw two or three women with _such_ frocks! Did you bring
-me any frocks from London?”
-
-“Ah—I didn’t! But, you see, I not only left in such a hurry, but I had
-no idea whether you were tall or short. Of course I brought you some
-presents.”
-
-“Oh, did you? What are they?”
-
-“Some pretty silver things for your dressing-table, and a manicure set,
-and some scarves, and all sorts of fol-de-rols that pretty girls like.”
-
-“Well, that’s too sweet of you,” and Fanny, kissed her again. “But I’d
-rather have had frocks. What shall I do if you take me to the party at
-Bath House on Thursday night?—and you must! You must! There’s no
-dressmaker on Nevis that could make a party-gown.”
-
-“You shall have any of my evening gowns you want. You are taller, but
-Collins is quite a genius.”
-
-Fanny almost danced. “That will be heavenly. Oh—oh—talk about frocks!”
-
-“What a pretty woman!”
-
-They were both looking at a very smart young woman advancing down the
-palm avenue. She had a dark vivid little face, and wore a frock of
-sublimated pink linen, and a soft drooping black hat. She smiled and
-waved her parasol as she caught Julia’s eye.
-
-“Of course you’ve forgotten me, Mrs. France,” she cried gayly.
-
-“This is Mrs. Morison, of New York, Julia,” said Mrs. Winstone, who had
-accelerated her steps. Her voice had lost its drawl.
-
-“Mrs. Morison?” asked Julia, with a premonitory tremor.
-
-“Yes—Emily Tay—but of course you’ve quite forgotten me. I never forgot
-you, though—and that terrible old castle you showed me for a solid
-hour.”
-
-Julia had taken her hand mechanically, wondering if Nevis were shaking
-herself loose from the sea.
-
-“Of course I do remember you. I liked your independence. But how odd you
-should be here.”
-
-“Not a bit of it. I’m always after novelty—restless American, you know,
-and this is the very latest. Besides, my husband had an attack of Wall
-Street prostration, and this wasn’t too far. But it’s simply enchanting
-to see you again—I’ve been so proud these last two or three years to be
-able to say I knew you.”
-
-Fanny cast a glance over her shoulder, then fell back between Mr. Pirie
-and Mr. Morison.
-
-“I saw Dan in New York,” Dan’s sister rattled on. “It was too funny. He
-was in a beastly glum temper, until I mentioned your name. Then he
-cleared up so suddenly that I had my suspicions. Do you remember how
-dead in love with you he was at the tender age of fifteen, and what a
-time Cherry had inducing him to go home without you? I’ve just the ghost
-of an idea he hasn’t got over it. Poor Dan! Of course you’d never look
-at him.”
-
-“And why not?” asked Julia, in arms.
-
-“Well, you are some person over there, and California is the jumping-off
-place.”
-
-“I thought it was the most beautiful country in the world.”
-
-“Oh, it’s that, all right. But after London—or New York! I do want Dan
-to transfer his energies to New York. It’s the only place in America to
-live.”
-
-“Perhaps he thinks he can do more good in his own state.”
-
-“New York being in no need of a clean-up! However, no doubt you’re
-right. Dan’s a tremendous gun out there, if he does make himself
-unpopular. I try to console myself with the thought that he’s making a
-national reputation, but meanwhile my income doesn’t go up. However, of
-course you’re not interested in our politics. Dan’ll be delighted to
-hear that we’ve met again. Here we are. You must be dying for your tea.”
-
-
- II
-
-THEY crossed the terraces and entered the cool spacious hall of the
-hotel. Mrs. Macmanus, who was sitting alone, came forward and kissed
-Julia warmly.
-
-“So delighted you’ve come down here to liven us up a bit, my dear. Maria
-has almost deserted us. It was only to-day I heard you were coming. Bath
-House is in quite a flutter.”
-
-“My nerves haven’t been worth mentioning since we got Julia’s cable,”
-said Mrs. Winstone, who was close on Julia’s heels. “I came to Nevis to
-rest them, and Fanny alone would set them on edge. I don’t believe she’s
-slept since she heard Julia was comin’.”
-
-Julia, whose agitation had subsided, hastily swallowed a cup of strong
-tea, left the group abruptly, and put her arm about Fanny. Here, at
-least, was peace and diversion.
-
-“Come and talk to me, darling,” she said. “I’ve a thousand things to say
-to you.”
-
-Fanny, who was alone with Mr. Pirie at the moment, went willingly, and
-they sat down on one of the sofas at the end of the long hall.
-
-“Now let me really look at you. Yes, you look like Fawcett. Do you
-remember your father?”
-
-“How could I? I was only three when he died.”
-
-“And now you are eighteen! I cannot take it in. I believe I have always
-thought of you as a baby.”
-
-“Oh, do you think Granny’ll let me go back with you? She hates the world
-and despises men—as if they were all alike! But at least—Oh, please
-_swear_, dear Aunt—Julia—that you will help me to play a bit while
-you’re here. You can’t fancy how dull I am. I want to come to Bath House
-every day, and dance every night. You can tell Granny that Mrs. Morison
-is an old friend of yours, and has come to Nevis to see you. Of course
-Granny’ll let me go anywhere with you.”
-
-“Poor mother!”
-
-“Oh, she’s had her own way all her life; just what I’d like to have.
-Please pity _me_, Julia. Why, I might marry if I ever had a chance to
-see a man nearer than through a field-glass. The war-ships that I’ve
-seen come and go in this roadstead! And the St. Kitts girls dancing on
-them! But I! I might as well be one of those Dutch women in the crater
-of St. Batts, making drawn-work from one year’s end to the other.”
-
-“Poor child! You may be sure I’ll do all I can. But—ah—” Julia felt
-quite the aunt for a moment. “Don’t be in such a hurry to marry.”
-
-“But I am in a hurry to marry. That’s the only road out of Nevis. And
-what girl isn’t in a hurry to marry? If Granny wouldn’t give her
-consent, well—I’d just love to elope.”
-
-Julia laughed. “If you are as romantic as that, I must manage that you
-see a good bit of the world before you enter the somewhat prosaic state
-of matrimony—”
-
-“I am romantic—rather! I think of nothing else but love—love—love.
-I’ve made up a lover out of all the novels I’ve read—and I’ll have one,
-no fear! But I must have a chance to see him first. So please give it to
-me.”
-
-“Where have you found novels to read? Mother long since wrote me to send
-you none.”
-
-“Oh, I know. And Aunt Maria keeps hers locked up. But I run the estate,
-you know, and I have to go over to St. Kitts every now and again,
-body-guarded by two old servants, of course, and I’ve made friends with
-some girls over there, and they’ve lent me a few. And I always manage to
-pass an hour in the public library, and look at the picture papers.
-Granny takes in nothing but the _Weekly Times_. Sometimes, when we are
-driving, she lets me get out and read the cablegrams tacked up on the
-court-house door! Oh, what a place to live in!”
-
-“And yet I could wish that I had never left Nevis. I almost wish I need
-never leave it again.”
-
-“Oh, you’ll get over that in about a week. Aunt Maria yawns all the
-time. If it weren’t for her complexion and her waist line, she’d be
-packing now. What does she want? She’s always spying on me.”
-
-Mrs. Winstone descended upon them precipitately. There was a pleasurable
-excitement in her mien, and once more Julia wondered if she, like many
-others, had found the tropics bad for the nerves.
-
-“Fanny. Mr. Pirie wants to talk to you, calls you a blushing peach,
-volcanic product: you’ve quite rejuvenated him. I want to ask Julia
-about our great cause in London.”
-
-“I’ll not talk to any old men. Mr. Morison’s quite nice. What a bore
-he’s married. I could have cried when I heard it, although I never could
-fall in love with a man with gray hair.” And she deliberately walked
-over to the young man lounging in a chair and staring at her.
-
-“A bit forward, our Fanny,” said Julia, with a sigh. “But she has all
-her father’s love of life.”
-
-“And all her grandmother’s of havin’ her own way. Not that it’s worth
-analyzin’. Analyzin’s so fatiguin’. She’s young, pretty, healthy,
-starves for life, and exists on a volcano! I’d feel sorry for her if I
-wasn’t sure she could take care of herself. What’s your impression of
-her?”
-
-“She’s a beauty. A rather obvious type, perhaps, but still—How’s my
-mother?”
-
-“Quite all right. She’ll bury us all, and then merely desiccate—or fly
-off on a broomstick.”
-
-“Was—is—do you think she wants to see me?”
-
-“Don’t ask me. She won’t talk about you. But—but—” Mrs. Winstone shot
-a cunning glance out of her now absent and ingenuous orbs. “Do tell me,
-Julia,—I’m expirin’ with curiosity—what brought you here? You hadn’t
-the least notion of comin’ when I saw you last. Has Mr. Tay—”
-
-“I don’t care to talk about Mr. Tay.”
-
-“Of course it’s none of my business, but please! I’ve been quite excited
-ever since I came down to-day—it’s astonishin’ what will interest one
-on a desert island!—But Pirie and Hannah have known all about it ever
-since Mrs. Morison came. It seems she—ah!—well, came down here on
-purpose to see you, persuaded her husband he was ill—”
-
-“What an idea!”
-
-“Quite so!”
-
-“But after all, not so unnatural. I may as well tell you, Aunt
-Maria—there is no occasion for mystery—I am—that is, in a
-way—engaged to Mr. Tay. But it’s all in the air, at present. It is
-impossible to marry him without an American divorce, and it is not
-necessary to explain to you how out of the question that will be for
-some time to come. But—I was feeling rather done, and the truce with
-the Government gave me the opportunity I have so longed for—to come to
-Nevis once more, to see my mother.”
-
-“Oh, that is it! Nevis is good for the nerves; or would be without
-Fanny, and one or two other distractions. Now, I’ve quite an excitin’
-duty to perform, and time’s up. Mr. Tay is here!”
-
-“What?” Julia once more had the sensation that Nevis had left her
-moorings. She caught the back of the sofa for support. “What are you
-talking about? Mr. Tay is in California.”
-
-“Not he. He’s been here, stalkin’ round this island, or cruisin’ round
-in a motor boat he’s hired, for the last five days. I saw him through
-the field-glass, but didn’t know what brought him until to-day.”
-
-“But what—what—has he come for? Oh, how could he!”
-
-“He’ll tell you that, never fear! The others, includin’ Mrs. Morison,
-were all for a surprise, but I thought it my duty to tell you. That is
-the reason I wanted you to go straight home—surprises are so
-fatiguin’—but there may be time yet. He’s off somewhere in his boat,
-and the steamer was ahead of time—”
-
-Julia sprang to her feet. “I’ll go this minute. I can walk. You stay
-with Fanny—poor little thing—”
-
-And then she sat down. Tay was running up the steps of the terrace.
-
-Mrs. Winstone rose and retreated gracefully. Julia’s heart had leaped,
-but she was very angry. She had made her own plans too long. This was to
-have been an interval of rest. As Tay walked rapidly down the long hall
-she was not too agitated to observe that although his keen eyes were
-alight and eager, and his mouth smiling, there was less confidence in
-his bearing than usual; she also observed that white linen became him
-remarkably.
-
-“I think this quite abominable of you,” she said coldly, as he dropped
-into the chair before her. She withheld her hand.
-
-“So does my father. But please don’t be angry with me. I really couldn’t
-help it when I heard—”
-
-“How did you hear? Dark, of course. What treachery!”
-
-“Treachery to me if he hadn’t!”
-
-“How you men stand by one another,” said Julia, bitterly. “Especially
-when it is to defeat a woman.”
-
-“Well,” said Tay, laughing, more at his ease in the presence of futile
-feminine wrath, “it may be our most contemptible trait, but we shall be
-driven to practise it more and more, I fancy.”
-
-“I refuse to joke, and I am going home at once.”
-
-She rose.
-
-“Sit down,” said Tay, peremptorily. “If you don’t, I shall kiss you in
-the presence of Bath House. They can’t hear what we say, but you may be
-sure they are all watching us.”
-
-Julia hesitated, then sat down. “What—what made you do this? I never
-should have believed it of you. I came here for rest—for—for
-strength.”
-
-“Strength? Great Scott! You need less, not more.”
-
-“Oh—I— You’ll never know what I’ve gone through! I shan’t give you the
-letters I wrote you—”
-
-“Now, Julia, be rational. I simply couldn’t resist coming, that’s all. I
-cut out business, politics, everything, the moment there was a prospect
-of seeing you again—and on an enchanted island! The rest can wait, but
-I, well, I couldn’t! This past month has seemed like a wasted lifetime.
-I thought I was resigned. I resisted engaging a passage back to England
-by wireless. I might have got through those six months in California by
-doing the work of six men; but I could see no reason why I shouldn’t
-spend at least the interval between steamers with you here. There will
-be no harm done—much good, for it will make the separation shorter.”
-
-“Dan,” said Julia, sitting upright, “there is something behind all this.
-What have you really come here for? After all it’s not like you. In the
-first place you have imperative duties in California, and then—you
-know, you _know_, that I need all my strength.”
-
-He hesitated. Should he tell her? But there are certain facts that sound
-ugly when put into bald English, whatever the excuse; and he doubted if
-he ever could tell her that he had come to Nevis to wait for a cablegram
-announcing the death of her husband. Not now, at all events!
-
-“My dear child!” he said earnestly, and before his hesitation became
-noticeable. “Is not love excuse enough for anything? Haven’t men
-sacrificed duty, done everything that was rash and foolish, for love,
-since the beginning of time? The prospect of two or three weeks with you
-on a tropic island was too much for my limited powers of endurance. I
-suddenly wanted you more than anything on earth. This is a wonderful
-place—I never knew I had so much romance in me—let us forget the
-coming separation and be young and happy.”
-
-Julia leaned back and looked down. “I should have told you more about my
-mother,” she said, infusing her tones with ice to keep them from
-vibrating with delight at the vision he had evoked. “Made you realize
-just what she is. You will never be able to cross her threshold. She
-would think that you came to see Fanny. Or if she guessed that you loved
-me, a married woman,—why! she’s quite capable of locking me up on bread
-and water.”
-
-“Gorgeous! We’ll have a real old-fashioned romance. You will climb out
-of the window—”
-
-“She’d nail the jalousies.”
-
-“There are no jalousies I can’t unnail—”
-
-“Oh, you’d never get past the gates. She’d post blacks with guns at
-every corner of the stone wall about the grounds. You don’t know her.
-She doesn’t belong to this century. She’s never brooked opposition to
-her will since she was born.”
-
-“Those crude forthright persons are just the ones that can always be
-outwitted. She needn’t know I’m here. I’ll not go to the house. You can
-meet me in a hundred enchanting nooks—down among the palms on the
-beach, in the ruins of one of those old estates, in a jungle I’ve
-discovered, with a creek, and all sorts of tropical trees that give more
-shade than these feather dusters they call royal palms—”
-
-“I won’t leave my mother’s house!”
-
-“Do you mean that?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“Julia, you have the longest and the blackest eyelashes I ever saw, and
-you have never given me such an opportunity to admire them. But on the
-whole I prefer your eyes. Look at me.”
-
-Julia raised her eyes, and Tay held his breath. They were full of tears.
-“Oh, please go, Dan,” she whispered. “I suffered death after you left
-before. I can’t, can’t go through all that again. I couldn’t stay here
-after you left. I never wanted to see you again until I could marry you.
-I know now why you have come to Nevis. You think that here, where I
-spent my youth, where it is difficult to remember England and Suffrage,
-I will weaken—that I will go with you to that horrid place and get a
-divorce. It was very clever of you, and I might! Oh, I might! You have
-been too strong for me from first to last. But I don’t want to! I want
-to finish my duty, as I planned. Please, please go. There is a German
-steamer in the roadstead. Take it and wait on one of the Danish islands
-for the American steamer—”
-
-“Julia, there is only one thing on earth I won’t do for you, and that is
-to leave you now. And believe me, I had no such subtle far-seeing policy
-in coming here. My purpose was far simpler. I’d marry you up in Fig Tree
-Church to-morrow if you were free, but if—as I can’t, I’ll be content
-with this brief romance. Now promise that you will meet me to-morrow
-over in that jungle—”
-
-“I won’t! I won’t!”
-
-“Then, by God, I’ll manage things myself—if I have to murder niggers
-and break in—”
-
-“Julia! Julia!” cried Fanny’s excited voice. “The horses are shod. Aunt
-Maria wants to go.”
-
-She was running down the hall. As Tay rose she stopped short and stared,
-her heavy lids lifting.
-
-Julia rose hurriedly. “Fanny, this is Mr. Tay, an American friend of
-mine. My niece, Fanny Edis.”
-
-“An American?” cried Fanny. “Another! Well, Nevis _is_ waking up. Are
-you thinking of buying an estate and planting?” she asked eagerly. “You
-don’t look as if you had rheumatism.”
-
-Tay played a bold hand, knowing that young girls like romance even at
-second hand. “I came to Nevis to see Mrs. France,” he said deliberately.
-“We are engaged to be married, and she tells me it will be difficult to
-see her in her mother’s house. Suppose you lend me a helping hand.” And
-he held out his with a charming smile.
-
-Fanny scowled, and for the moment looked more formidable than handsome;
-then, with the adaptability of youth, was suddenly afire at the prospect
-of a vicarious romance.
-
-“How perfectly glorious!” she cried. “Oh, I’ll help you, Mr. Tay.
-Granny’ll never let you in. But I’ll hide you in the shrubberies. I’ll
-throw you a rope over the wall, made of ancestral sheets—”
-
-“Fanny!” said Julia, severely. “We’re not characters in an old-fashioned
-novel.”
-
-“Don’t I wish we were! That’s all I could be. Oh, Mr. Tay, don’t give
-up.”
-
-“Fanny! Do you forget that my husband is alive?”
-
-“Oh, what’s a lunatic? Mr. Tay just said you were engaged, and anybody
-can get a divorce. They’ve been talking about it on the terrace.”
-
-“Ah!” Julia made an attempt at lightness. “You are not so inhospitable
-to these times, after all.”
-
-“I’d swallow them whole. But lots of kings and queens were divorced ages
-ago. When you’re in love I don’t fancy the century makes any
-difference.”
-
-“Good! It all comes back to that, Miss Edis!”
-
-“When there’s nothing else to be considered. Come, Fanny.” She held out
-her hand to Tay. “Good-by. I hope you will take that German steamer—”
-
-“Aunt Julia! Where is your West Indian hospitality?”
-
-“It must wait. Will you go?”
-
-“I shall not. Permit me to see you to your carriage.”
-
-“I’d—I’d rather you stayed here. Anyhow, it’s good-by.”
-
-“Good afternoon,” said Tay, shaking her hand heartily.
-
-“Good-by.”
-
-“Good afternoon.”
-
-Julia turned her back and walked up the hall, her head very high, and
-hoping she could control the longing to run back.
-
-“You won’t give up, Mr. Tay?” asked Fanny, eagerly.
-
-“Never, Miss Edis.”
-
-“Oh, something is happening on this old island! And what fun it’ll be to
-get ahead of Granny. I’ll help you. Good-by.” She ran after her aunt,
-but cast a rapid backward glance over her shoulder. English dukes and
-European princes had been the heroes of her romantic imaginings,
-Americans standing, in her limited knowledge of the outside world, for
-all that was plebeian and strictly commercial. But she liked the looks
-of this one. By some freak of fate he was a gentleman. And she was to be
-a character in a live romance!
-
-
- III
-
-THE terraces, mercifully, possibly tactfully, were deserted. Julia
-greeted warmly the old man who had served for so many years as butler
-and coachman, then announced curtly that she had a headache, and kept
-her eyes closed as the lean old horses crawled through Charles Town and
-up the mountain. She was still very angry with Tay, but, on the whole,
-more so with herself. Why hadn’t she rushed into his arms and been happy
-for a few moments? And what did she really intend to do? She had not the
-least idea. He had an amazing faculty for getting his own way. He would
-manage to see her, and what would be the outcome? Was there anything he
-would stop at? It were more than human not to feel a thrill of
-excitement.
-
-Her anger passed, and she wondered if she should not steal out and meet
-him that very night. Why not? Why not? Hadn’t she her right to live? She
-forgave Tay promptly for this last and most reckless proof of his love
-for her. Lightly as he had dismissed the fact, she knew that he had made
-heavy sacrifices in turning his back on California at this critical
-moment. His party might declare him a traitor and cast him out. He
-deserved his reward. All the romance in her nature leaped into sudden
-and vivid life. To her Nevis was the most beautiful spot on earth. To
-live a few intense weeks—what a memory—
-
-But she opened her eyes as if under the impact of a cold shower. The
-carriage had entered the grounds about the house. Here, in these
-beautiful wild spaces of tropic tree and shrub and flaming color, France
-had once followed her about, striving to kiss her. Here he had kissed
-her the day he had been forced to leave her for the ship, immediately
-after the marriage ceremony. His menacing shadow seemed to detach itself
-as on that awful night in the plantation of White Lodge. Her life with
-him rose and overwhelmed her. She sat up with a gasp. No romance on
-Nevis for her!
-
-“Are you thinkin’ of the meetin’ with your mother?” asked Mrs. Winstone.
-“Fanny and I’ll leave the field clear. She’s probably in the
-living-room.”
-
-Julia descended slowly, and glanced through the window before entering.
-Mrs. Edis was sewing by the lamp on the table; the tropic night had
-descended with a rush. She was a little more bowed than formerly,
-perhaps a trifle pallid. But her hair was still almost black. Time might
-have forgotten and passed her by.
-
-As Julia opened the door, she lifted her deep piercing eyes, seized her
-stick, and rose to her feet. Her hand trembled, but not her voice.
-
-“I am glad to see you, Julia,” she said, in her grand manner. “But the
-steamer must have been ahead of time.”
-
-She presented her gnarled cheek to be kissed, but Julia, who had
-suffered many emotions that day, burst into tears and flung herself into
-her mother’s arms.
-
-“Oh, do say you are glad to see me. I am so miserable, so worried. Oh,
-please do!”
-
-Mrs. Edis patted her head, but her voice remained dry.
-
-“You have been long coming, but you must know how glad I am to see you
-once more before I die. Your trouble must be grave indeed! You have been
-in trouble before.”
-
-Mrs. Edis’s tones would have dried any fountain. They also expressed
-suspicion. Julia took out her pocket-handkerchief.
-
-“Forgive me. It isn’t worth speaking of. I am only tired. Of course we
-are all, we women, in a sea of difficulties—”
-
-“Not a word of that, if you please.” Mrs. Edis sat down; the glistening
-heavy brows that Captain Dundas had once compared to lizards, met over
-her flashing eyes. “You must make up your mind not to mention that
-disgusting subject while you are in my house. If that is your trouble,
-you will have every opportunity to forget it!”
-
-“I came to forget everything but you and Nevis and Fanny. Now give me
-another kiss, and I’ll go and make myself presentable. I don’t want you
-to find me too much changed.”
-
-“Maria told me that you had changed very little, and I thought you
-looked quite pretty before you reddened your eyes. Run along and I will
-order dinner.”
-
-At the table Mrs. Edis betrayed a little of the joy she felt at the
-return of her prodigal, by talking far more than her wont. She told
-Julia the gossip of the islands, mostly mortuary, as all the old women
-of her own generation had died; but although she anathematized Bath
-House and the idle rheumatics it would bring to Nevis, she permitted
-herself to express hope regarding the future of the islands. She went to
-her room immediately after the meal finished, but it was long before
-Julia could enjoy the seclusion of her own. Fanny, who barely opened her
-mouth before her grandmother, burst into speech the moment that august
-presence was withdrawn, and Julia for quite three hours was obliged to
-answer her questions regarding the great world of London, when not
-sympathizing with the dynamic maiden’s hatred of life on Nevis.
-
-“Good heaven!” she thought. “That I ever could have imagined a girl of
-eighteen interesting!”
-
-She locked herself in her own room at last, but not to sleep. Her
-homecoming had proved a bitter disappointment. Fanny she might have
-forgiven, for all girls were more or less alike, wrapped up in
-themselves, happy in the delusion of their supreme importance. But her
-mother! She had always remembered her as the most wonderful of her sex,
-a tower of strength, no matter how hard, a superwoman isolated on a rock
-in the Caribbean Sea. What was she, after all, but an obstinate old
-woman? Was she to find strength in no one but herself? Well, why not?
-Hadn’t it been her cherished ideal to stand alone?
-
-But what, in heaven’s name, was she to do with Tay?
-
-The rooms opened upon a corridor, but her window was only a few feet
-above the large garden in front of the house. She unlatched the jalousie
-and sprang to the ground. Here she could decide his fate without
-sentiment, for here was the shadow of France. But the shadow had
-departed and ignored her summons. The renaissance of old impressions is
-fleeting. It rarely comes twice, and never at command. And Nevis and all
-things on it were changed! Only one of the old servants, Denny, was
-alive. She had visited the outbuildings before dinner, eager for
-familiar faces. The girls of her youth were fat old women. There were
-many of them, and the pic’nies swarmed as of yore. The court, no doubt,
-was still full of color by day, but everything was orderly and clean;
-there were few of the old evidences of congenital laziness. Fanny, for
-all her romantic notions, was an admirable overseer—and a tyrant. Since
-this duty had been thrust upon her by her inexorable grandparent, she
-would use it as an outlet for her energies; and Julia suspected that she
-found a decided gratification in ruling her subjects with an iron hand.
-
-The white cloud on Nevis had slipped down the mountain, enveloping it in
-a fine white mist. The garden was full of enchanting shapes, of heavy
-intoxicating odors. Where was Tay? Why had he not come to shake her
-jalousie? She longed to find him hiding under one of the heavy trees.
-But he was probably asleep at Bath House; and his temporary quiescence
-inspired her reason with gratitude. For the first time she feared him.
-He had come to Nevis for no such indefinite object as an episodical
-romance. He meant to take her with him when he left, possibly to forge
-the strongest of all bonds in the earlier phases of love. This thought
-made her angry once more, roused the subtle antagonism of sex. If it
-came to an actual contest of strength, here was her chance to prove to
-him what the years and much else had made of her.
-
-She went to bed, and her thoughts turned contritely to Fanny. Was she
-really disappointed in this girl who seemed to be the embodiment of
-soulless, unimaginative, brutal youth? Or might not she still find her
-so interesting as a study, and companion, that the old fond image would
-be undeplored? The last, no doubt. She had been just as soulless, and
-her true imagination as unawakened. She went to sleep determined to love
-Fanny whatever befell.
-
-
- IV
-
-SHE slept until late in the day, Mrs. Edis having given orders that she
-should not be disturbed. Otherwise the routine of Great House was not
-altered. Fanny took her daily ride over the estate. Mrs. Edis sat in her
-chair in the living-room, making a feint of sewing, in reality listening
-for Julia’s footfalls. So she had sat listening for sixteen years.
-
-But it was a lagging, almost elderly step that she finally heard
-approaching along the terrace at the back of the house. A moment later
-Mrs. Winstone entered, flushed, damp, but with her eyes full of
-malicious amusement.
-
-“Really, Jane,” she drawled, “the tropics were never made for walkin’. I
-believe I’ll keep my new waist line—”
-
-“Not a bad idea to keep what little Nature is still willing to give
-you.” Mrs. Edis’s voice was as sarcastic as her eyes. “I hope there was
-no bad news in your note?”
-
-“Note?” Mrs. Winstone turned her back and began to rearrange the flowers
-on the bookcase.
-
-“Do you fancy the least event could happen in this house without my
-knowledge?”
-
-“Really, it was so unimportant I had forgotten it. Merely an invitation
-to Bath House. That reminds me—” She adopted her airiest tones. “Have I
-spoken to you of Mrs. Morison? Charmin’ little woman stoppin’ at Bath
-House. I met her drivin’ just now, and impulsively asked her to come to
-tea to-day, and bring the others. How naughty of me. I should have
-consulted you first.”
-
-“Your friends are welcome to tea. I am not a pauper.”
-
-“But such a hermit! It is too kind of you to take _me_ in. I don’t fancy
-botherin’ you with my friends.”
-
-“How is it you were not carried away by impulse before?”
-
-“I came to Nevis to see you and to rest. I see enough of Hannah and
-Pirie in London. But now that Mrs. Morison has come to Bath House, and
-her brother, Daniel Tay—”
-
-Mrs. Edis lifted her head as if she scented powder. “A man? Is he
-married?”
-
-Mrs. Winstone smiled significantly. “Oh, dear me, no!”
-
-“How old is he?”
-
-“About thirty.”
-
-“I’ll have no young man in this house.”
-
-“Oh, he wouldn’t look at Fanny. Hates girls. He’s a very dear, a very
-particular friend of mine.”
-
-Mrs. Edis laid her work on the table, dropped her spectacles to the end
-of her nose, and surveyed the smart figure with the developing waist
-line. “And what are you doing with very dear and particular friends of
-that sex at your time of life?”
-
-“Dear Jane!” said Mrs. Winstone, with asperity, and transferring her
-attention to the early Victorian tidies. “Please remember that if you
-live out of the world I live in it. Oh, la! la! Come over to London and
-see the procession of hansoms in Bond Street containin’ smart
-gray-haired women and nice boys. The gray hairs are generally payin’ for
-the hansoms, and more. I never had a gray hair, and my rich American
-friend always pays for the hansoms, and more. Why shouldn’t I have a
-youngish beau if I can get one? But really, I didn’t think he’d follow
-me here!”
-
-“Disgusting!” announced Mrs. Edis, who looked as if she had just entered
-a room in the Paris salon devoted to the nude. “In my time—”
-
-“Ah, dear Jane, that time is forever gone. You couldn’t get a bonnet in
-all Bond Street to suit your years. Hannah Macmanus, who poses as an old
-woman, has to have hers made at a little shop in Bloomsbury.”
-
-“I can well believe it! I could see what London was coming to sixty
-years ago. Enamelled old women—”
-
-“Oh, la! la! Prehistoric! Filthy habit! To-day we keep our skins clean.”
-
-“Do sit down. You are flouncing about like a sylph of twenty. I hope you
-have not permitted yourself to become seriously interested in this young
-man.”
-
-Mrs. Winstone dropped into a chair on the other side of the table and
-looked across the work-basket with airy self-consciousness.
-
-“Why not?”
-
-“You are an old fool, and he must be a young one.”
-
-“Not a bit of it. Level-headed business man. Rich and strenuous.”
-
-“Strenuous?”
-
-“New word. American. Means a short life for yourself and a merry one for
-your heirs.”
-
-“Be good enough to confine yourself to English. Are you going to marry
-this youth and make a laughing-stock of yourself and your family?”
-
-“Marry? Oh, how tiresome of you to be so serious. I’d managed him so
-well! I never thought he would follow me here when I need a rest. But
-he’s romantic—”
-
-“Romantic? He must be if he’s in love with you. Really, Maria, I never
-even look at you that I don’t feel like giving thanks I have been
-permitted to spend my life on Nevis.”
-
-Mrs. Winstone fetched a little sigh. “But you don’t mind my askin’ these
-people to tea?”
-
-“It is a long time since a stranger has crossed my threshold. Still,
-they are welcome. This is your birthplace as well as mine.”
-
-“How sweet of you! I’ll go and smarten up a bit.” As she was leaving the
-room she turned, knit her brows, and said hesitatingly, “Better not tell
-Julia they’re comin’. She left London because she was sick of people,
-and has really come for a rest. She might run away, and Mrs. Morison is
-dyin’ to meet her. Americans are quite mad about celebrities.”
-
-“Oh, very well,” said Mrs. Edis, impatiently.
-
-She sewed for half an hour longer. Suddenly her eyes flashed and she
-lifted her head. But when Julia came in she said formally:—
-
-“Good morning. Do you always sleep until noon?”
-
-“Rather not! But I didn’t go to sleep till nearly dawn, I was so
-excited. I shall get up every morning at five and take that old walk
-round the cone. How often I have thought of it.”
-
-“You have been long coming to take it.”
-
-Julia seated herself on the arm of her mother’s chair, and took the work
-out of her hand. “Now,” she said, “let’s have it out. You are angry with
-me for staying away for sixteen years, among other things, and I have
-been very angry with you. But all my childish resentment was over long
-ago. It is time you forgave me. If I stayed away, it was because you
-never asked me to come. Since the day the duke married, you have written
-me nothing but formal notes, except when you were angry with me for some
-new cause. You have hurt me more than I can have hurt you, and I have
-resented your injustice. But let us bury it all. If you knew how glad I
-am to be here again, to see you look just the same! If you would only be
-your old self, I could feel your little girl once more. The past—much
-of it—seems like a dream—”
-
-Mrs. Edis threw back her head. Her heavy nostrils dilated. She looked
-like an old war-horse. She raised her stick and brought it down on the
-hard floor with a resounding thump. “Yes!” she said harshly. “Let us
-have it out. Let me tell you that I have sat here for ten of those years
-waiting to acknowledge that I have been tortured by remorse. I could not
-bring myself to write it. But I never thought you would stay away so
-long— You!—and I an old old woman!”
-
-Julia had moved away uneasily at this outburst. “Oh, don’t!—never
-mind—it was a natural enough mistake on your part. Let us never speak
-of it again. I should have come long ago—but time passes so quickly—I
-don’t think I realized—and then I thought you had given all your love
-to Fanny—”
-
-“Fanny?” with indescribable scorn.
-
-“Oh, I see now you don’t care for her—”
-
-“Let me finish. I am a hard old woman. Demonstrations are not for me.
-Nor is my pride dead. That will survive life itself. But I will tell you
-that I have never ceased to love you—I think I have never loved any one
-else. Your first petulant childish letters—I didn’t choose to believe.
-But later, when I began to hear those vague terrible rumors— My God!
-Well, you had the world, and youth, and diversions—but I have sat here
-and thought, and thought, and longed for death—”
-
-“Oh, please! It has all been for the best. I needed a hard school. You
-know what a child I was. If life had been too kind to me, I should have
-developed slowly, if at all. I might have nothing but a cauliflower in
-my brain to-day. Now, you would be proud of me if you would only let me
-explain this great work to you, make you see what it means—”
-
-“Not an allusion to that! You, who were born to be a duchess. Ah! Let me
-confess that it is not remorse alone that has made me a desolate old
-woman all these years. My old belief survived the marriage of the duke,
-even the birth of his heir—at least, I clung to it. But when your
-husband went hopelessly insane— Oh, my old belief! It had been
-companion, friend, consolation—as satisfying as only a science can be.
-When my faith in that was destroyed—”
-
-“Ah! If you would only let me tell you something! I met far wiser men in
-the East than old M’sieu. They placed a very different interpretation on
-my horoscope—”
-
-“What?”
-
-“Why, can’t you see—what I have become in England—what I may still
-become— Oh, far, far more!”
-
-Mrs. Edis snorted in her wrath and disgust as she rose to her feet and
-thumped the floor with her stick. “Gammon! Do you expect me to believe
-that that is what the world has come to? Fighting and scratching
-policemen, going to gaol, speaking on a public platform! Has that become
-the substitute for a great English lady?”
-
-“Oh, let us say no more about it. I recognize it is hopeless. If you
-still believe that a woman’s highest destiny is to be an English
-duchess— Do sit down. There is so much else to talk about.”
-
-Mrs. Edis resumed her seat, but still frowning. She had quite forgotten
-her remorse.
-
-“I want to talk about poor little Fanny—”
-
-“_Poor_ little Fanny?”
-
-“Who has the best memory in the world? Who was the belle of the West
-Indies in her day? I have an idea that Fanny looks exactly as you did at
-her age. And she is not too unlike you in other things—”
-
-“Arrant nonsense. What are you driving at?”
-
-“I mean that youth has its rights, and you are depriving Fanny of hers.”
-
-“I have replanted the entire estate and built a mill. Fanny will be rich
-one day. I can’t abide the minx, but I know my duty to my son’s child,
-and the last of my race.”
-
-“So that is to be Fanny’s fate? A little West Indian planter! When she
-dreams of nothing but love and marriage—”
-
-“She knows naught of such things.”
-
-“Oh, doesn’t she? And what of instincts, especially when a girl is
-beautiful and fairly bursting with vitality?”
-
-“She can consume her vitality in hard work. Youth and beauty soon pass.
-Hers will go before they have given any man the chance to ruin her life.
-In her lies my opportunity for atonement—”
-
-“Fanny will marry. That is her obvious destiny. What is more, she will
-marry the first man that asks her, unless she has the diversion of
-society and many admirers. Bath House is open again. Many young men will
-come—”
-
-“Fanny will see none of them!”
-
-“Oh, won’t she? Youth has a magnet all its own. They’ll be prowling
-round the place, sitting on the wall like tomcats!”
-
-“Is that a sample of the new school of conversation?”
-
-“No, but it expresses a fact. Now, do be sweet and reasonable and let
-Fanny go to the party at Bath House on Thursday night—”
-
-“Not another word. Fanny goes to no parties, neither at Bath House nor
-elsewhere. Have you quite forgotten me, that you fancy you can change my
-mind when it is made up? There is the luncheon gong. Will you give me
-your arm?”
-
-
- V
-
-“WELL,” said Fanny, “I saw you having a talk with Granny in here this
-morning. I suppose she has promised I shall go to London and live like
-other girls. That would be so like her,—such a sweet creature—”
-
-“Sh—sh—”
-
-“Oh, why not say what you think? I’d like to hear your real opinion of
-her—after all these years.”
-
-“She is my mother; and she was angelic to me this morning.”
-
-Fanny stared, then burst into laughter. “Angelic! How I should like to
-have seen Granny do it. Did you ask her if I could go to the party at
-Bath House?”
-
-“She is opposed to it,” said Julia, evasively, “but I think I can talk
-her over. One would never expect to get the best of mother in the first
-round. I must tell you, however, that I shall not go to Bath House
-myself—”
-
-“Oh, _that_ Mr. Tay! Only it _is_ romantic, and he _is_ handsome, and
-quite nice. Do tell me, Julia,” she asked eagerly, “what is it like to
-be in love with a real man?”
-
-“Put such thoughts out of your head for the present.”
-
-“Did he ever kiss you?”
-
-“Have you looked over my evening gowns? Collins is quite excited at the
-prospect of fussing with them.”
-
-“How heavenly! I’ll go this minute! What on earth is the matter with
-Denny? He looks as if he’d just heard the guns at the fort announcing a
-hurricane.”
-
-The old man almost staggered in. His expression was quite wild.
-
-“Lor’s sake, Missy,” he gasped. “A visitor! A man!”
-
-Fanny snatched the card.
-
-“Julia!” she cried, more excited than Denny. “It’s he! It’s Mr. Tay!”
-
-Julia turned her face away and walked with great dignity to the opposite
-door. “Tell him that he must excuse me,” she said over her shoulder.
-
-“He ask for Mis’ Winstone, Mis’ Julia.”
-
-“For whom?”
-
-“He say she ask him for tea.”
-
-“She must be quite mad. Well, go and find her.” And she hastened to her
-room, determined to punish Tay for coming, but not so sure she should
-not waylay him in the garden when he left.
-
-“Denny,” said Fanny, “ask him to come in here. And you need not disturb
-my aunt at present. She is taking her nap.”
-
-“Yes, Missy.” And Denny went off, shaking his head.
-
-Fanny ran over to a glass and smoothed her hair, put a flower in it, and
-made an attempt to stiffen her figure until it looked as if incased in
-stays. But when Tay entered she immediately became as natural as the
-young female ever is in the presence of the young and marriageable male.
-Tay did not look in the best of tempers, but she thought him quite
-handsome enough to be the hero of a romance.
-
-“Do sit down,” she said hospitably. “Aunt Maria will be in presently.
-Oh, do tell me how you got in. I mean, what can Aunt Maria have told
-Granny— Or hasn’t she told her? Perhaps I’d better take you out for a
-walk. Granny might be too horrid.”
-
-“I fancy Mrs. Winstone has told your grandmother that she asked me for
-tea,” said Tay, with a slight access of color.
-
-“But what?”
-
-“Oh— Are not you too afraid of this—of your formidable grandmother?”
-
-“Not a bit. I only pretend to be for the sake of peace. But, oh, do tell
-me how Aunt Maria had the courage to ask you here! I’m simply mad with
-curiosity. A young man in this house!”
-
-Tay drew a long breath. This was an explanation he had not bargained
-for, and those immense eyes were disconcertingly young, and very
-handsome. “Well, you see—this is how it is: I came here, neglected
-business and a good many other things, to see Julia France, and I have
-no idea of wasting my time. I don’t like underhand methods. I’d rather
-fight in the open any time, but with women you almost never can. So let
-us call this strategy—”
-
-“Yes! Yes!” cried Fanny. “But for heaven’s sake, what is it?”
-
-“We had a conference last night at the hotel.” Tay got up and walked
-about the room.
-
-“Oh, do go on.”
-
-“Well, briefly, we hatched a plot. Mrs. Winstone was to be induced to
-tell your grandmother that she and I are engaged—”
-
-“What?”
-
-“Ah—yes.”
-
-“You and Aunt Maria!” She succeeded in taking it in, then went off into
-shrieks of laughter. Tay swore under his breath, and looked out of the
-window.
-
-“You and Aunt Maria! I never heard of anything so funny in all my life.
-Why on earth didn’t you pretend to have fallen in love with me? That
-would have fooled everybody, and I should have loved to take you out for
-long walks—and turn you over to Julia!”
-
-“You forget that a man doesn’t care to place a girl in a false
-position—”
-
-“But Aunt Maria never can have made Granny believe—”
-
-“Why not? Half the women in London have admirers young enough to be
-their sons, and sometimes they marry them. Your aunt could have one of
-those brats dangling if she chose. It’s not my rôle, but I can play it
-at a pinch.” He returned to his chair. “Do you think I can see Julia
-to-day?”
-
-“She ran away when she heard you were here.”
-
-“Oh, did she?”
-
-“I don’t think she means to see you. That would be horrid of her. But
-you come here every day—to see Aunt Maria!—and I’ll manage it. And if
-you always come when Granny’s asleep, you can talk to me.”
-
-“That would be ample compensation,” said Tay, mechanically. He was
-feeling very cross, and it was long since callow girlhood had appealed
-to him. Still, this child was beautiful, and beauty exacts tribute at
-any age. He told himself that he was a surly brute, and exerted himself
-to be agreeable.
-
-“You must find this a lonely life,” he observed. “What do you do with
-yourself? Read novels? Go over to parties on St. Kitts?”
-
-“Novels! Parties! I’ve read about ten, and I’ve never been to a party in
-my life. You are the first young man I’ve ever talked to.”
-
-“Really?” Tay was mildly interested. “What a life for a young girl. I’ve
-never seen any one look less like a hermit. What _do_ you do with
-yourself?”
-
-“Oh, Granny put me in charge of the estate a year ago. She’s too old to
-go out much, and she drilled me until I thought I’d go off my head. But
-now I rather like it. There’s something to do, anyhow, riding over the
-estate every morning, keeping the mill overseer from cheating, and
-getting work out of lazy blacks. I can do that, and in a way it’s like
-having a little kingdom all your own. I’ve made them all afraid of me.”
-
-“Have you? By George, you are some girl! I thought you were merely out
-for fun. I’d be put to it to find another girl of your
-age—and—and—general style—who was running an estate. It seems to be
-a remarkable family, altogether.”
-
-Fanny saw that she had now really caught his attention, and found him
-more attractive every moment. The subject of her prosaic duties had
-never entered her imaginary conversations with young men, but this one
-was quite different himself from any of her dreams; and she suddenly
-found reality far more attractive than romance. She was also quick to
-take a cue, and was about to launch upon a description of plantation
-life in the West Indies, when Denny came running in, this time looking
-fairly distracted.
-
-“Lots of visitors, Missy!”
-
-“I should have told you that Mrs. Winstone asked the rest of our party,”
-said Tay.
-
-Fanny forgot him in her fright, as Mrs. Macmanus, Mr. Pirie, and the
-Morisons entered. But her instincts asserted themselves, and she went
-through the ordeal very creditably.
-
-“Why, how do you do?” she said hospitably. “I’m so glad to see you all
-in our house. Please sit down. Denny, go and tell Mrs. Winstone.
-Ah—won’t you take off your hats?”
-
-“No, thank you, dear,” said Mrs. Morison, whose eyes were brimming with
-mischief. “Mine is so becoming. Besides, a lot of hair would come off,
-too.”
-
-“I will,” said Mrs. Macmanus, “and thank you for asking me. Reminds me
-of my youth.” And she removed her bonnet and rolled up the strings.
-“Even one’s hair is too warm for the tropics. Pirie, you might take off
-your toupee. I’ve seen you do it twice when you thought no one was
-looking!”
-
-“Really, Hannah!” Pirie almost exploded. What an assault in the presence
-of glorious eighteen!
-
-But Fanny was paying no attention to Pirie. She was gazing in rapt
-admiration at Mrs. Morison’s airy toilette of daffodil yellow, with a
-large chiffon hat of the same shade, covered with more little soft
-feathers than she had ever seen before, and a perfectly useless, but all
-the more enviable, sunshade of chiffon and lace.
-
-Mrs. Morison saw the admiration in the girl’s eyes, and no admiration
-was thrown away on her. She smiled brilliantly.
-
-“How simply enchanting to see the inside of an old West Indian home,”
-she exclaimed. “I never had any old-fashioned things in my life. Grandpa
-emigrated to California in the fifties, and every house he built burned
-down whenever the city did. So when I came along and pa was making _his_
-pile, there wasn’t so much as a daguerrotype in the family. We were just
-upholstered from New York and dressed from Paris. How’s that for family
-history, Miss Edis?”
-
-“Oh,” said Fanny, through her teeth, “how I should like to live in a
-country where there were no ancestors. There’s nothing else here.”
-
-Morison was also beaming upon her. “You must come and visit us in New
-York,” he said. “We’re imitating England and becoming too democratic to
-talk about ancestors, even when we’ve got ’em, and we usually haven’t.”
-
-“Why, Nolly,” cried Emily, who was Californian when she wanted to be
-audacious, but valued her New York to its ultimate vanishing drop of
-azure blood, “you know your mother was a—”
-
-“Pauper. She hooked my father, which is more to the point, and I’m in
-the race for Millionaire Street, which is the whole point.”
-
-“Oh, you little bleating Wall Street Calf! Such a little one, too, Miss
-Edis.”
-
-“I might be a bigger one if you spent less. What are we here for,
-anyhow?” he asked, as Fanny, apprehending a domestic scene, moved away.
-“Dan can take care of his own affairs, and I feel as if I were on a ship
-in midocean with the wireless out of order.”
-
-“What man ever could manage his own affairs? It would have been cruel to
-let Dan come alone, and I know I can help him out. We mustn’t scrap and
-frighten Mrs. France, or she’ll think the temper is in the Tay family,
-whereas it’s always your fault—”
-
-But she laughed good-naturedly, extracting the sting, and Morison, who
-never quite understood her, was mollified and shrugged his shoulders.
-“Well, I’m going to flirt with that little West Indian girl who doesn’t
-know the first thing about life and wants to know it all in five
-minutes. Great fun. Serve you right, too, for bringing me here.”
-
-“Run along,” said his wife, indulgently, and he joined Fanny, who was
-talking to Tay, and told her that the St. Kitts girls were coming to the
-party on Thursday night. But Fanny had lost all interest in the married
-man now that a single one had appeared, and gave him her shoulder with a
-young girl’s brutality. A moment later, when Mrs. Winstone entered, she
-deliberately drew Tay into the embrasure of one of the windows. She had
-curled her lip at her grandaunt’s appearance, but the rest applauded,
-and Mrs. Winstone was secretly delighted with herself. She had abandoned
-her usual discretion and got herself up like a woman of thirty. There
-was rouge on her cheeks, a flower in her youthfully dressed hair, and a
-pink chiffon scarf floated over her white gown.
-
-“Good! Good!” cried Mrs. Macmanus. “How does it work?”
-
-“Oh, quite all right. Only I was made to feel as if I had escaped from
-the mummy room in the British Museum and stolen my grandniece’s
-clothes.”
-
-“Upon my word, Maria,” said Pirie, gallantly, “I didn’t know you could
-do it. Ten to one Tay does fall in love with you. Why not? Julia’s got a
-bee in her bonnet. We men don’t like bees as domestic pets. They sting.”
-
-“Curious that even the young men are as old-fashioned as ever, while the
-women go marching on,” said Mrs. Macmanus, unrolling her knitting. “What
-will you all do for partners, by and by?”
-
-“Oh, we’ll still marry them,” said Mrs. Morison, patronizingly. “They
-give us our little romance, and it’s no part of our policy to let the
-race die out.”
-
-“Hear! Hear!” cried Mrs. Macmanus, looking over her eye-glasses. “So
-you, too, are a suffragette. You never gave us a hint.”
-
-“I forgot about it down here. But last winter in New York, everybody who
-was anybody, or wanted to be, went in for it. Two or three of the rich
-and fashionable women whose names are regular electric signs—designed
-by the press—great gilt way—took it up, and all the rank outsiders
-fairly fell over themselves to get into the new Suffrage societies, and
-shake hands with those Brunhildes come down off their fire-girt perch.
-Makes me sick. I believe in it because I know it’s coming.”
-
-“Ha! Ha!” cried Pirie. “A good patriot always loves the top.”
-
-“Don’t be cynical, Pirie,” said Mrs. Macmanus, who had not failed to
-note the longing glances cast in Fanny’s direction. “It can’t be laid to
-extreme youth in your case.”
-
-“Now, why is a man always called cynical when he tells the truth? No
-limelight, no martyrs.”
-
-“Oh, what a sophisticated old lot we are,” said Mrs. Macmanus, with a
-sigh. “I wish I knew as little as that charming Fanny. She is
-youth—innocent barbarous youth—personified. Look at her flirting with
-her aunt’s lover. I always said that honor was an acquired virtue.”
-
-“Sh—sh—” whispered Mrs. Winstone, and she sprang to her feet.
-
-Mrs. Edis stood in the terrace doorway leaning on her stick. She looked
-like an allegory of the past, the uncompromising disillusioned past,
-which has come in contact with none of the bridges that connect with the
-present. Her keen contemptuous gaze had just lit upon Fanny and Tay,
-when the company, made aware of her presence, rose precipitately, and
-were presented by Mrs. Winstone.
-
-“I bid you all welcome to my house,” said Mrs. Edis, formally.
-
-Fanny had hastily marshalled Tay into the circle. Mrs. Edis favored him
-with a piercing look which gave him a sensation of acute discomfort.
-
-“Good lord!” he thought. “Here’s an enemy worthy of any man’s mettle.
-What a family!”
-
-Mrs. Winstone almost laughed aloud as she met her sister’s glance of
-disgust. It was long since she had enjoyed herself so thoroughly. To
-outwit Jane and embroil everybody else was better for the nerves than
-mere vegetating.
-
-Mrs. Edis turned to Fanny.
-
-“Where is Julia?”
-
-“I don’t know, Grandmother.”
-
-“Go and find her. She must not appear to want in hospitality.”
-
-“Yes, Grandmother.”
-
-“Sit down, all of you.”
-
-The company did as commanded, Tay in ostentatious proximity to Mrs.
-Winstone. There was a moment’s profound silence, Mrs. Edis, like George
-Washington, having the rare gift of immersing any company in an ice
-bath. Mrs. Macmanus would never have dreamed of making conversation
-unless she had something to say; Pirie and Morison, snubbed by Fanny,
-were both sulky; Mrs. Winstone was flirting with Tay under the eagle eye
-of her sister, who poured out the tea. Finally, Mrs. Morison, with the
-American woman’s sense of conversational responsibility, rushed into the
-breach, after peremptorily motioning to her husband to sit beside her on
-the little sofa: here was an opportunity for a parade of domestic
-American bliss.
-
-“Oh, Mrs. Edis!” she cried. “We were just talking when you came in—
-Aren’t you quite too frightfully proud of Mrs. France?”
-
-“Frightfully?”
-
-“Our dreadful slang. I mean—well, aren’t you too proud of her for
-words?”
-
-“And pray why should I be unable to express myself? Julia was always a
-good child.”
-
-“Oh, of course—but it isn’t often that any one is as good as Mrs.
-France, and so tremendously clever.”
-
-“I am glad to infer that you think well of Julia.” Mrs. Edis, reflecting
-that society was even more silly than in her own day, wondered how long
-these people would stay. She observed that the company was looking
-amused, but before she had time to speculate upon the cause, she forgot
-the rest of them, in her keen observation of Tay. He was ignoring Mrs.
-Winstone and frowning at his sister. But in another moment she forgot
-even him.
-
-“Oh, I don’t count,” cried the desperate Mrs. Morison. “I’m merely
-trying to make myself agreeable, in return for your gracious
-hospitality. It’s what the world thinks.”
-
-“The world?”
-
-“Surely, you must feel proud that she’s quite the hope of the party, a
-flaming torch. If she remains in London, why, she’ll be its only
-leader—a regular queen.”
-
-“Queen?”
-
-Mrs. Edis set the tea-pot violently down.
-
-“Prime Minister, you know, or something like that,” said Pirie. “Strange
-things are happening.”
-
-“Are you making game of me?” cried Mrs. Edis, furiously.
-
-“Oh, Pirie never makes game of anybody but himself,” said Mrs. Macmanus,
-soothingly.
-
-“I beg your pardon, then, but it sounds pure gammon to me.”
-
-“It does to many, dear madam.”
-
-Mrs. Edis was staring straight before her, the company forgotten.
-“Queen.” That still active brain, never rusty, nor clouded, had leaped
-back to the night when she and old M’sieu had pored over Julia’s
-horoscope. “Queen.” The word had almost been written. They had
-compromised on a mere peerage, as the times no longer permitted the
-marriage of a sovereign with a subject. But—times change—Julia had
-unwittingly made her feel like an old crab—moreover, the twentieth
-century was to witness the birth of a new solar year, the year of Man.
-Might that be but a generic term? The woman’s movement had been
-abhorrent to her, shocking every aristocratic instinct, much as she
-despised men. But she had begun to realize that it was both portentous
-and imperishable. If Julia was to lead it, if in it lay her child’s only
-chance to achieve a vast and splendid distinction—well, she was not too
-old to reconstruct her ideas, bury her inherited ideals, move, herself,
-with the times.
-
-She became aware that a pall-like silence had descended upon her guests.
-
-“Pardon me,” she said more graciously. “I am an old woman and my mind
-wanders. What you said startled me. A great future was predicted for my
-child at birth—and the time came when I made sure that she was to be a
-duchess—”
-
-“Duchess!” cried Mrs. Morison. “Oh, dear me, a duchess isn’t in it these
-days with a great public leader. Think of all the dukedoms that have
-been bought with brand new American dollars. It’s now quite a
-commonplace position.”
-
-“Is this true?”
-
-“True as Suffrage, dear madam,” said Mrs. Macmanus. “There are even
-English duchesses that are nobodies. This is the day of the individual.”
-
-Once more Mrs. Edis stared straight before her. “I see! I see!” she
-muttered.
-
-Tay sprang to his feet and bore down upon his sister.
-
-“For God’s sake change the subject,” he said, in a tone of concentrated
-fury. “Can’t you see what is going on in that old woman’s mind? I wish
-you had stayed in New York.”
-
-“I kept getting in deeper and deeper,” said Mrs. Morison,
-apologetically, but enjoying herself, nevertheless. “That old woman
-would rattle anybody. Here comes your Julia.”
-
-Julia had hidden when she heard Fanny’s voice, but on second thoughts
-had concluded not to arouse her mother’s suspicions. She had therefore
-hastily put herself into a soft white house frock with a floating green
-scarf, and looked little older than Fanny.
-
-She barely glanced at Tay, but smiled brightly at the other guests.
-“Good afternoon, everybody. How delightful to see the old house so gay.
-A very strong cup, please, mother.”
-
-“Oh, not so awfully gay,” cried Mrs. Morison. “We’ve been talking
-Suffrage.”
-
-“No more of that at present,” said Mrs. Edis, peremptorily. “Fanny, stop
-trying to engage Mr. Tay’s attention. He came to Nevis to see your
-grandaunt. Go and talk to Mrs. Macmanus. Young girls should always
-strive to make themselves agreeable to elderly ladies.”
-
-Fanny obeyed sulkily, and the company, now put completely at its ease,
-fell upon the tea and cakes, which Mrs. Edis finally remembered to order
-Denny to pass. Tay bent over Mrs. Winstone and shot a glance at Julia.
-She was consumed with silent laughter. His eyes grew imploring, but he
-moved them with a sudden sense of discomfort. Mrs. Edis looked as if
-about to launch her cane at him.
-
-Mrs. Macmanus, fearing they would all break into hysterical laughter,
-addressed herself to Mrs. Edis. “We have been admiring your wonderful
-old house. Would it be asking too much to let us see more of it?”
-
-“And the delicious grounds,” cried Mrs. Morison, determined to acquit
-herself and give Dan his opportunity to talk to Julia. “I’ve never seen
-anything like those terraces rising up the mountain.”
-
-Mrs. Edis rose. “Give me your arm, Julia. I shall be happy to show our
-guests the house, and then you may take them up to the cone.”
-
-“I’ll not go,” said Tay to Mrs. Winstone. “I shall stay here. Please get
-Julia away from them and send her back.”
-
-“Very well,” said Mrs. Winstone, good-naturedly. “Possess your soul in
-patience!”
-
-“I’ve a small stock left!”
-
-
- VI
-
-ALONE, a moment later, Tay was contemplating a short excursion into the
-garden with the solace of a cigarette, when he heard light rapid
-footsteps on the terrace flags. He turned eagerly. But it was Fanny who
-came running in. Her face was flushed with triumph, and her eyes
-sparkled under their heavy lids.
-
-“I gave Granny the slip,” she exclaimed. “Let’s stay here and make Julia
-jealous.”
-
-“But your grandmother will be unmerciful—”
-
-“Oh, she never knows whether I’m round or not.”
-
-“You make me feel that you lead a most unnatural life.”
-
-“You may just better believe I do—dodging Granny, and watching cane
-grow. Oh, do make me feel like a girl in a book. You had just begun to
-tell me about that wonderful San Francisco when Granny had to come in.
-Tell me more. It will be something to dream of even if I never can see
-it.”
-
-Tay resigned himself and sat down.
-
-“Oh, you’ll see it, all right. You will visit us.”
-
-“But suppose Julia won’t become an American and divorce that lunatic of
-hers.”
-
-“But she shall, and you must help me. Will you?”
-
-“If you will swear to take me away and find me a husband as perfectly
-fascinating as yourself.”
-
-“Good lord!” Tay almost blushed. Then he looked at her suspiciously. Was
-the little devil as innocent as she pretended, or was this merely the
-instinct of the born coquette, crudely expressing itself? “Oh, you’ll
-meet a hundred far better worth your while than I am.”
-
-“I don’t believe it,” announced Fanny, who had never removed her eyes
-from his face. (“What’s an aunt?” she was thinking, “especially when
-she’s old enough to be your mother?”) “And have they all got as much
-money?” she added aloud.
-
-This certainly was ingenuousness! “Oh, I’m a pauper compared with
-several I could name. Any one of them will succumb at once.”
-
-“Julia says she will take me back to London and ask a friend of hers,
-Lady Dark, to give me a gay season, but San Francisco sounds even more
-fascinating. Haven’t you any titles in America?”
-
-“Oh, titles without number. Especially honorables. Every ex-official, if
-he’s bagged a big enough office, expects ‘honorable’ on his letters for
-the rest of his life. And once a judge always a judge. State senators
-are addressed as if they were old Romans, and the militia turns out even
-more life titles than the bench.”
-
-But the American humor was beyond Fanny. She pouted. “Tell me something
-really interesting. Tell me about a whole day of life in San Francisco.
-Tell me everything you think and feel and do.”
-
-“Great Scott!”
-
-“Oh,” cried Fanny, throwing herself halfway across the little table. “If
-you only knew how I want to know—everything! everything!”
-
-“Oh, you’ll learn fast enough. Nevis will never hold you. But I’ll help
-you out, by George! It would be some fun to turn you loose and watch you
-make things hum.”
-
-“How perfectly heavenly to hear some one talking about poor little me!
-Tell me more about myself.”
-
-Tay laughed indulgently. “You _are_ a baby!”
-
-“Don’t laugh at me. Oh—I’m not a bit like Julia. I’d have killed that
-husband of hers long before she shut him up. Queer how different people
-in the same family can be. They all seem to think that Julia’s not much
-changed—although she’s really quite old now. But it would have made a
-devil out of me.”
-
-“I believe you!” And he added unwillingly, “How interesting you will be
-when you are a few years older.”
-
-“Not if I stay on Nevis.”
-
-“Oh, don’t let that worry you.”
-
-She brought her face so close to his that he fancied he felt a light
-shock of electricity. “Swear it!” she whispered eagerly. “You look as if
-you could do anything you wanted to do. I haven’t felt a bit encouraged
-by Julia’s promises, but if _you_ promise me—”
-
-Tay stood up and put his hands in his pockets. “It’s a go,” he said.
-“Trust me to turn you loose among our squabs the first chance I get—”
-
-“Fanny, dear, will you show Mr. and Mrs. Morison the orchards? They are
-waiting for you.”
-
-Julia’s tones had never been so sweet, her large gray eyes so cool; but
-as Fanny, with a sharp, “Oh, very well, _Aunt_ Julia,” went forth on a
-leaden foot, both voice and expression changed.
-
-“You were flirting with Fanny!”
-
-“So I was,” said Tay, coolly. “That girl’s spoiling for a flirtation.
-Well, I’ll gratify her if you leave me to my own devices on this beastly
-island.”
-
-“You’d never do such a thing! Destroy that child’s peace of mind—”
-
-“Peace of mind nothing. That’s not the sort that gets hurt. If she
-belonged to a lower walk of life, she’d be on the— Well, our Fillmore
-precinct can show you dozens, walking the streets of an evening looking
-for trouble. ‘Juicy peaches,’ as Pirie calls them, just waiting to be
-plucked. Accident is about all that protects the Fannys. Few men are in
-the seducing business when it comes to their own class.”
-
-“Dan!” cried Julia, aghast. “You must be in a frightful temper to say
-such things to me about my own niece.”
-
-“She’s practically my niece. And I am in a frightful temper. Never
-expect to be in a worse. Little good even this ruse has done me. Your
-mother’s eyes could see through a stone wall.”
-
-Women find few of man’s moods so attractive, before matrimony, as his
-anger. It rouses their inherited instinct to placate, to submit. Julia
-went to the terrace door and looked up and down. Her mother was sitting
-in an arbor with Mrs. Macmanus and Pirie. She was also leaning back in
-her chair, resigned, if not interested.
-
-Julia went up to Tay and put her hand on his arm. “Don’t—please!—be
-angry with me,” she whispered. “If you knew what a tumult I’ve been
-in—finding you here—wanting to see you more than anything on
-earth—but not knowing _what_ to do!”
-
-Tay melted instantly, and took her in his arms and kissed her. “It’s all
-simple enough. I’ll take the next American steamer if you insist upon
-it, but that doesn’t come for eight days yet. Meanwhile I must see you.
-I don’t like the tropics. They get on my nerves. Nothing doing, and the
-air shot with a curious lazy electricity. And I’m by no means satisfied
-with myself. I should be in California this minute. Love plays the devil
-with a man!”
-
-“But you would stay a month if I wanted you to!” said Julia,
-triumphantly.
-
-“Six months, let everything go hang!” he said savagely. “You’ve got me,
-all right. But to waste my time—even for eight—nine days longer!
-That’s a horse of another color. Am I to see you every day or not?”
-
-“Oh, yes! Yes!” murmured Julia. “I have given up the struggle. The way
-you got in—it was too funny! I saw at once that I might as well give up
-first as last. You will always have your way. Besides, I want to. I’ll
-meet you every day, three times a day. I couldn’t help myself if I
-would.”
-
-“Thank heaven. And don’t try being too strong again. It’s not the strong
-women that men die for, Julia.”
-
-He lifted his head with the uneasy sense of being watched. “Damn it!” he
-thought. “Is that old witch—” But he could see nothing.
-
-“Julia,” he said, lowering his voice, “I shall not come to this house
-again. Meet me to-night—no, to-morrow morning—early—at nine
-o’clock—over in that jungle.”
-
-“I will! I will! Only promise never to be angry with me again.”
-
-“That will depend entirely upon yourself. If you go back on your word—”
-
-“As if I would! We’ll have long wonderful days together— Oh, dear, they
-are coming.”
-
-She broke away from him and smoothed her hair.
-
-“It’s not so late,” said Tay, hurriedly, “only six. Couldn’t you come
-for a spin in my motor boat? I’ll walk back, and wait for you at the
-bend of the road.”
-
-“I’ll try. If I don’t, it will be because I can’t get away from mother.
-But I’ll be in the jungle to-morrow at nine.”
-
-The guests entered with Mrs. Winstone.
-
-“Southern California isn’t in it, Dan,” said his sister, mischievously.
-“Such orange and lime groves. You must come again. Still, _I_ could
-hardly tear myself away from this room—”
-
-A door opened and Fanny burst in. She looked on the verge of hysterics.
-“Oh, what do you think?” she cried. “What _do_ you think? Granny says I
-can go to the party on Thursday night, and that I may go to Bath House
-every day and see you, Mrs. Morison! She likes you so much. The skies
-must be going to fall. You have bewitched her.”
-
-“You are talking nonsense,” said Mrs. Winstone.
-
-“Ask Granny. She was almost sweet. But who cares what’s come over her?
-You will teach me to dance, won’t you, Mr. Tay? I could learn in five
-minutes.”
-
-“Charmed. Congratulate you—and ourselves. Is the carriage ready?”
-
-“Oh, it is! I’ll go out with our guests. Don’t you bother, Julia. Aunt
-Maria, you must be tired out. Oh, what a funny, funny day! I’ll never
-sleep again.”
-
-“Really, I do feel as if we had all gone mad,” said Mrs. Winstone, when
-the good-bys had been said, and she and Julia were alone. “Jane must be
-quite off her head. There’s a cruiser comin’ in to-morrow. Fanny’ll be
-engaged to-morrow night. Perhaps, after all, Jane jumped at the chance
-of gettin’ rid of her.”
-
-“Oh, I was sure she would relent. And she could see to-day what company
-means to a young girl.”
-
-She ran away to her room to change her frock, for she had no intention
-of incurring Tay’s wrath again. But as she was about to open her door
-she saw Denny coming down the corridor waving two cablegrams.
-
-“Oh, dear!” she thought. “Is this a summons? Well, thank heaven I can’t
-get away for a fortnight yet.”
-
-She took the cablegrams, half resolved, as she closed her door, not to
-open them until her return. But of course she did nothing of the sort,
-and read them promptly.
-
-The first was from Ishbel:—
-
-“All serene. Stay as long as you like.”
-
-The second was from the duke:—
-
-“Harold died this morning.”
-
-“And he knows,” thought Julia, with instant conviction. “That is what
-brought him here.”
-
-
- VII
-
-FORCED to the wall, Julia’s mind always became cool and practical. Tay
-inspired her with a new fear. If he had come to Nevis to await her
-husband’s death, he intended to marry her and take her away with him. It
-was one more proof that he possessed that form of genius which makes
-certain men the quick partner of circumstance and insures their mastery
-of life. In his own phraseology, he never missed a trick. No doubt he
-would take out a special license to-morrow.
-
-But she had no intention of being rushed into marriage. The most
-formidable barrier had been razed; her desertion of the women might
-bring reprobation on herself, but not ridicule on the cause;
-nevertheless, confronted with the necessity of an immediate decision,
-she realized acutely that four years of devotion to a great impersonal
-ideal had inspired her with a love for it of which she had barely been
-conscious at the time. The idea of deserting this cause she had made her
-own, or, at the most, giving it a divided homage in a distant land,
-renewed that love with such a jealous intensity that for the moment she
-hated Tay as the chief exponent of that ruthless male force which had
-bred the revolt of Woman. His dash to Nevis was a declaration of war,
-but a war which should bring defeat to her not to him. She buckled on
-her own armor at the thought. It was possible that he would win, but not
-without her full connivance. Nor should she see him again until she had
-made up her mind with no assistance of his.
-
-She had instantly abandoned the intention to meet him at present, and
-sat down to compose a note to send him on the morrow. Many sheets went
-into the waste-paper basket before this note was written to her
-satisfaction. It was impossible to refer openly to her husband’s death,
-nor, for the matter of that, was it necessary. Angry as she was, she
-never for a moment forgot that his instant sympathy, his instinctive
-comprehension of her, was the deepest of their bonds. A word would be
-sufficient. He would understand, and wait.
-
-“You must give me three or four days, possibly a week, to think it all
-out,” she wrote finally. “_You_ think and strike like lightning, but my
-mind is made on another plan. For me, all great crises must be
-approached with deliberation, if only because nature made me the most
-impulsive of women. I have learned to weigh, having a profound distrust
-for those instincts upon which women pride themselves. But you always
-understand. I could not love you if you did not. When I write next, my
-mind will have been made up once for all.”
-
-But unfortunately Tay was not in a position to understand. He had
-received no second cablegram from Dark, for Dark knew nothing of
-France’s death. The duke, by no means anxious to remind the world that
-another member of the house of France had gone insane, made no
-announcement in the London newspapers, and it was not until several days
-later that Ishbel heard the news from Bridgit.
-
-“That’s over, thank heaven!” said Mrs. Maundrell. “And I’m going to take
-the bull by the horns and send Nigel to Nevis when he returns next week.
-Happily, Mr. Tay is safe in California. What is the matter?”
-
-“I was thinking how wonderful it would be if Nigel and Julia really
-should marry, after all,” said Ishbel, without a blush. “But I must run,
-dear. I’ve a dinner to-night.” And she hastened to the cable office and
-sent a message to Tay; and another to Julia, warning her of the
-threatened invasion.
-
-But this was not until three days later, and meanwhile Tay received
-Julia’s note. Nor was Denny the messenger.
-
-The old servant had orders to take it to the hotel at seven o’clock in
-the morning, and, if Tay had gone out (and even visitors rise early in
-the tropics) to go to the jungle at nine. As Denny never hurried
-himself, it was after seven when he started on his errand. Fanny was
-mounting her horse for her daily ride over the estate when he passed
-her. She saw the note, held respectfully in his hand, swooped down upon
-it, and tucked it in her belt.
-
-“You have too much to do to go on errands,” she said severely. “I will
-give this note to Mr. Tay. Where shall I find him?”
-
-Denny repeated his instructions, adding dubiously, “But you never go off
-the estate alone, Missy.”
-
-“I shall this morning, and see that you do not mention it. If you do,
-you shall have no tobacco for a week.”
-
-Fanny attended to her duties mechanically until a few minutes before
-nine, then turned her horse in the direction of the jungle. She felt no
-curiosity in regard to the contents of the note, but knew that it must
-have been written to break an appointment. She hummed an old African
-tune and felt that she held the apple of life in her hand. No scruples
-disturbed her. Julia was thirty-four, quite old enough, as she had
-frankly observed, to be her mother, certainly old enough to have done
-with love, far too old to interfere with the preeminent rights of youth.
-Nor had she the faintest misgivings as to her power to take any man from
-any woman. Was she not eighteen? Was she not a beauty? Did not every
-man’s eye fight a torch as it met hers? The arrogance of girlhood was
-never more consummately realized than in Fanny Edis on that glorious
-tropic morning as she rode to appropriate her aunt’s lover; and although
-her intelligence was too undeveloped to reason, she subtly felt that
-nature was always the ally of such fresh healthy young vehicles for the
-race as she. Nor was she as innocent as Julia had been at her age. No
-governess had ever been able to keep at her heels, and she had seen much
-of life among the blacks.
-
-She saw Tay walking restlessly up and down before a grove of banana
-trees, and waved to him gayly, taking no notice of his apprehensive
-frown.
-
-“Here is a letter from Julia,” she said as she rode up. “I suspect she
-can’t come. Granny told her last night that she wanted the whole history
-of that Suffrage movement this morning.”
-
-Tay barely heard her. He read with a sensation of amazement the brief
-too carefully written message, which informed him that he was to waste a
-week more of his precious time on this island. He had no key to the
-riddle, and was astonished at this manifestation of caprice in a woman
-who had always seemed to him to possess just enough of that charming
-feminine quality; none of the stupid excess which made so many women
-unreasonable. Moreover, she had deliberately broken her word. Anger
-succeeded amazement, and if there had been a steamer leaving Nevis, he
-would have taken it and flung the consequences in her face. But here he
-was a captive for quite another week. He had no intention of betraying
-his chagrin to this sharp-eyed girl, however, and he merely put the note
-in his pocket and thanked her for bringing it.
-
-But the eyes he met were not sharp. They were fixed on him in a large
-appeal.
-
-“Mr. Tay,” Fanny said, with charming hesitation, “I know that Julia
-wouldn’t meet you this morning, and from something she said last night I
-know that she does not intend to leave the estate for several days. She
-made Aunt Maria promise to take me to the party at Bath House on
-Thursday. She said she was too tired, but I am sure she is avoiding you.
-It is too horrid of her, when you have come all this distance. But I
-don’t fancy any one can unmake Aunt Julia’s mind. So—so—I have a plan
-to propose.”
-
-She blushed and looked handsomer than ever, and as she was a born
-horsewoman, this was very handsome indeed. Her lids drooped, and she
-drew a long breath, almost of ecstasy. “Oh, Mr. Tay!” she whispered
-imploringly. “Make believe that I am Aunt Julia—_young_ again—while
-you are here! Then I should have an imitation love affair, at least, and
-it would be something always to remember. Will you?”
-
-Tay stared at her; but balked, angry, helpless, his temper lashed with
-the memory of cablegrams he had received that morning both from his
-irate father and the Lincoln-Roosevelt League, he felt more than
-inclined to accept this young coquette’s proposal, not only to punish
-Julia, but to pass the time. Moreover, Julia had thrown her at his head.
-He never doubted that she had given Fanny the note; and he wondered at
-the fatuity of woman. Still, he hesitated.
-
-Fanny pouted.
-
-“You are afraid I will fall in love with you,” she said audaciously.
-
-“More likely it would be the other way,” he replied with automatic
-gallantry.
-
-“Well—why not?”
-
-“My dear Miss Edis, there is no more harrowing experience than being in
-love with two women at once.”
-
-“As if such a thing could be!”
-
-“Common enough outside of books.”
-
-“Well— You might love me on Nevis and keep Julia for London. That is
-where she belongs.”
-
-Again Tay stared at her. She had the heady magnetism of youth. She was a
-part of the gorgeous tropic scene. He reflected that if he had met Fanny
-first, and on Nevis, he certainly should have flirted with her. He did
-not take girls very seriously, having been trained by the cool
-flirtatious young heads of his own race. That Fanny was in love with him
-never entered his mind. Little did he guess the pickle he was mixing for
-himself when he finally raised that brown little hand to his lips.
-
-“By all means let us have our comedy,” he said. “I am game if you are.”
-
-Fanny gave a nervous laugh that might have warned him if anger and
-disappointment had not made him reckless. She slid from her horse and
-tied it to a tree.
-
-“Now take me out in your motor-boat,” she said with a charming air of
-authority. “That will be a real adventure.”
-
-
- VIII
-
-JULIA, grateful for any distraction after another sleepless night, went
-to her mother’s room to relate the history of Woman’s Suffrage from its
-incipiency in the United States of America down to the present moment,
-when the English women, having been driven to adopt the methods of men,
-were confident of victory for the first time.
-
-Mrs. Edis, who rose late in these days, was propped up in bed, wearing
-the expression of one who is about to enter a hospital and have the
-operation performed which may give her a new lease of life.
-
-“If I must hear this tiresome story, I must,” she said. “Tell it me in
-as few words as possible, but leave out no detail which will make me
-understand it fully. I read your horoscope again last night. Your
-destiny is too plainly writ to admit of any doubt. And it was made three
-times. I am an old woman to sever my mind from the ideals of a lifetime,
-but those frivolous people opened my eyes yesterday. Moreover, you can
-never be Duchess Kingsborough. You are not likely to have another
-opportunity to marry, for no child of mine would disgrace herself in the
-divorce courts.” Her sharp eyes never left Julia’s face. “Nor could you
-obtain a divorce in England. Ring the bell. I wish another cup of tea.
-Then you may convert me.”
-
-Julia had made up her mind not to tell her family of France’s death
-until she had reached her final decision, and felt reasonably certain
-that Mrs. Winstone would not hear of it at Bath House. Tay would
-understand her desire for secrecy, nor would he be eager to admit that
-he had come to Nevis to await the man’s death. Even Mrs. Morison, she
-felt sure, had not been taken into his confidence. That lively little
-lady had prattled a good deal yesterday, while Julia was showing her the
-gardens, and it was evident that she had leaped to the natural
-conclusion that her brother was determined to persuade Julia to have her
-marriage annulled in the United States without further delay.
-
-Mrs. Edis having fortified herself with a cup of strong tea, Julia spent
-the next three hours telling her story. When she had finished, her
-mother did not speak for a few moments, then nodded her head
-emphatically.
-
-“I see! I see!” she said. “I shall never approve of those unladylike
-demonstrations, but I admit that results have justified them. Your
-destiny is clear to me now. You have only begun. I, in my limited
-knowledge, read that you were to be the greatest lady in England.
-Substitute the greatest woman in England and all is clear.”
-
-“It might be in America,” said Julia, hesitatingly, but not turning her
-eyes away. “They—they—have talked more than once of sending me there.”
-
-“Nonsense!” Mrs. Edis reached for her stick that she might thump the
-floor. “America! A nation of savages—”
-
-“Good heavens, mother! America—the United States—is one of the great
-countries of the earth, a world power. Must I give you its history,
-too?”
-
-“God forbid. It does not exist as far as I am concerned. Great Britain
-is practically the earth. No other country is worthy of your horoscope.
-And you must not stay here too long. Don’t fancy that men will hasten to
-give you power. Not they! Men! How I should like to see them humbled to
-the dust before I go. No, your time here must be short, and I want you
-to promise to give it all to me.”
-
-“Oh, I came to see you.”
-
-“I shall claim you. Who is this Mr. Tay? Is he really in love with
-Maria?” There was the ghost of a smile on her grim mouth, and her bright
-little eyes explored the serene depths before her.
-
-“Oh, Aunt Maria always has an infant-in-waiting. I doubt if she is ever
-serious.”
-
-“But who is he? Of course he has no family, as he is an American, but is
-he respectable? Has he any fortune?”
-
-“He is quite respectable, and I believe he is well off. His sister, Mrs.
-Bode, is an old friend of Aunt Maria’s. She is received everywhere in
-London.”
-
-“Ah? So! Maria had better marry him. But I’ll not have him, nor any of
-those people, here again. I have never needed society, and now!” Her
-harsh dry face lit up. “My old science is restored to me. It will
-companion me for the rest of my days. You need never fear that I am
-lonely. A great science is all things to the mind that loves it. You
-will visit me as often as you can. I need nothing further. When Fanny
-marries—and I now hope she will find a husband at Bath House; I long to
-be rid of her sulky discontented face—my lawyer will engage a suitable
-overseer. Now go and send that lazy black-and-tan mustee to come and
-dress me.”
-
-Fanny came in late for lunch. She looked flushed and triumphant, and her
-manner was subtly insulting. But nobody noticed her, nor that she left
-the house as soon as the meal finished. Mrs. Edis talked of the new
-central factory to be built on St. Kitts, and the significance of the
-projected Government House for Nevis. Mrs. Winstone yawned, and Julia
-was absorbed in her own thoughts. She longed to be alone, but she had
-barely reached the shelter of her room when Denny knocked and handed her
-a letter. She closed the door in his face, and her hand shook. But the
-address was not in Tay’s handwriting, and she opened the letter with a
-sensation of bitter ennui. It proved to be a circular communication from
-the ladies of St. Kitts, begging her to speak to them at her convenience
-on the subject of the Militant movement in England. It was couched in
-formal terms, but enthusiasm exuded, and the word great, personally
-applied, occurred no less than four times.
-
-“Great!” thought Julia. “We that the world calls great know just how
-great we are. Every man his own valet!”
-
-Her impulse was to refuse, but on second thought she concluded to accept
-the invitation, and for the morrow. Here was her opportunity to discover
-if the great cause had taken irrevocable possession of her. She had
-recited its history mechanically to her mother, but that, no doubt, was
-owing to her mental and physical fatigue. She would sleep to-night, and
-to-morrow, if she could feel the old thrill when talking to a rapt
-audience, play upon them, sway them, rise to the heights of magnetic
-eloquence which had made her famous, convert the cynical, then, surely,
-her old enthusiasm would return. If not—
-
-Denny had told her that the messenger awaited an answer. She went to the
-living-room and read the letter to her mother.
-
-“If you don’t mind my leaving you for one day—”
-
-Mrs. Edis interrupted her. There was a slight flush on her face. “By all
-means, accept,” she said. “And I, too, will go. It will be my only
-opportunity to hear you, to witness one of your triumphs. Have you all
-those newspaper articles about yourself that I have heard of?”
-
-“I am afraid not. I kept a scrap-book for a year, but we soon get over
-that.”
-
-“Can you obtain them?”
-
-“Oh, yes, it would be possible.”
-
-“I wish them, and everything else that is written about you from this
-time forth.”
-
-“Very well, you shall have them.”
-
-“Write your acceptance. To-morrow I shall go to St. Kitts for the first
-time in sixteen years. And for the first time in forty years I shall see
-that island bend the knee to an Edis.”
-
-
- IX
-
-THE next evening Julia sat in her room divided between consternation and
-secret joy. The women of St. Kitts had given her a reception such as had
-never been offered to another woman in the history of the island. A
-military band had played a welcome as her boat approached the jetty, a
-committee of representative women had met her, and all Basse Terre,
-black as well as white, had turned out to escort her to the house of
-Mrs. Ridgley, the first lady of St. Kitts, where a select few had been
-invited to greet her at luncheon. The meeting itself had taken place in
-the ball-room of Government House, and been attended by every man and
-woman that could obtain entrance, irrespective of sympathies. All were
-eager to be instructed, but far more eager to see and hear the famous
-Julia France, to be able to talk about it for the rest of their lives.
-
-Julia had talked to them for two hours. She instructed them to the full,
-and she related many of her personal experiences in and out of Holloway
-gaol. Never had she spoken more brilliantly, been more amusing and
-witty, and never before had she spoken with an unremitting sense of
-effort. Her speech had come from the head alone. It had felt like a
-wound-up mechanical toy. The personal passion with which she had infused
-her speeches and won her great following never stirred. It had retreated
-to her depths, and taken her magnetism with it. She entertained her
-audience and she converted no one. She concentrated her mind with a
-determination almost vicious, but more than once it slipped its anchor,
-and she failed utterly to reduce the brains below her into one relaxing
-helpless whole for the planting of her suggestions.
-
-She alone, however, realized her failure. St. Kitts was delighted with
-the entertainment, to say nothing of the profound satisfaction of
-listening to the woman who had been introduced to the world in this very
-ball-room, and then gone forth to make their islands famous: St. Kitts
-and Nevis had more than once been pictured in the weekly press of
-England while Julia’s comet was playing about the heavens. As for Mrs.
-Edis she swelled with pride and treated the ladies of St. Kitts, who
-showed her almost as much honor as they did her daughter, with a haughty
-urbanity that made them feel humble and insignificant.
-
-When the lecture was over, there was an informal reception, during which
-Julia had never been more gracious and talkative, while wishing them all
-at the bottom of the Caribbean Sea. Then the wife of the Administrator
-had invited them into the dining-room for an elaborate tea; and it was
-six o’clock before release was sounded, and Julia found herself in the
-boat once more, listening to the congratulations and the rapt prophecies
-of her mother.
-
-At dinner Fanny had stared with open mouth at her grandmother’s almost
-excited account of the day’s events, but she had finally turned to Julia
-with a laugh.
-
-“Really, my famous aunt,” she said, “there can be no doubt as to what
-you were born for. It must be quite wonderful to have a career. Shan’t
-you change your mind and speak at Bath House?”
-
-“No,” said Mrs. Edis, sharply. “Julia will devote the rest of her visit
-to me. It is quite enough to have two members of the family gadding at
-Bath House.”
-
-“Upon my word,” said Mrs. Winstone, languidly, “I didn’t come to Nevis
-to chaperon a young girl. Chaperonin’s not my line. I think Julia had
-better take Fanny to the party to-morrow night.”
-
-“Oh, no, Aunt Maria! Julia—Julia needs a good long rest.”
-
-Fanny stared apprehensively at her young aunt, but was immediately
-reassured.
-
-“I shall not go to Bath House at present. And you, Aunt Maria, you have
-your two old cronies, and bridge. Mrs. Morison will look out for
-Fanny—”
-
-“All very well, but—ah—I shouldn’t advise you to stay away too long.
-Mr.—ah—the Morisons are getting impatient—say they’ll leave by the
-next steamer, if you don’t give them the benefit of your society. That,
-it appears, is what they came for.”
-
-Julia saw Fanny frown at Mrs. Winstone, but could only interpret her
-aunt’s words as a warning that Tay was showing signs of impatience; by
-no means unwelcome news. She answered lightly:—
-
-“I didn’t ask them to come. They must take the consequences.”
-
-Mrs. Winstone shrugged her shoulders. “I take very little interest in
-other people’s affairs, as you know. And advice was always thrown away
-on you.”
-
-Mrs. Edis’s dry sarcastic tones interposed before Fanny could speak. And
-Fanny’s breath was short, and her chair might have been sown with tacks.
-
-“Really, Maria, you must grudge every moment spent away from Bath House
-and that young fool of yours. I wonder you can still talk of coming to
-your old home to rest.”
-
-“Quite so!” Mrs. Winstone, recalled, fluttered her eyelashes, and
-glanced into an old concave mirror. “He grows more devoted every minute.
-One couldn’t imagine he had ever had a thought for another woman.”
-
-“Good for you, Aunt Maria,” cried Julia, gayly, and escaped to her room.
-
-Here she promptly forgot the conversation and sat down to face her own
-problem once more. Was her love for the great impersonal cause, which
-had commanded all the forces of her nature, extinct? Or was her
-appalling coldness but the natural result of her present state of
-mind—and the agitating nearness of the man? Surely, if she broke with
-him definitely, returned to England, submerged herself in work, became a
-part once more of the crowding incidents, triumphs, disappointments,
-problems, of a cause that could never write finis, all her old
-passionate interest would return.
-
-But if they no longer needed her? She had inferred from Ishbel’s
-cablegram that the Government was about to surrender. But it was hard to
-believe that Mr. Asquith, in any circumstances, would become a convert
-to a revolution he abhorred and sincerely disbelieved in; and as for
-Lloyd-George, the cleverest man in England, it was far more likely that
-he was playing for a long respite, hoping to relegate the women quietly
-out of the public eye, to take the fight and courage out of them by
-degrees, while pretending sympathy, promising his personal assistance,
-advising them to abstain from demonstrations which forbade the
-Government to capitulate in a manner inconsistent with its dignity. Of
-course he would succeed for a brief interval only, for if he was clever
-and subtle, the women were as clever—and alert; but—well—on the other
-hand, did she care? From Nevis England looked like an old page of
-written history, shut up between calfskin. Moreover, the cause was bound
-to sweep on to victory with its own momentum—why should she—
-
-Her subtle brain, unleashed, marched straight ahead, and in step with
-her desires. How were women to improve the world, if they progressed to
-that point of superiority and self-completion, of unity in the ego,
-where they could no longer marry and produce a worthy race to complete
-their work? Even to-day many a high-minded woman went through life
-unwedded rather than degrade herself in marriage with a man whom she was
-forced to admit her inferior in all but the common attraction of sex.
-But she had no such excuse. And if her power to devote herself to this
-cause, impersonally and wholly, had vanished, with her interest in it,
-now that her mind was recentred; if she must, did she return to England,
-resent her sacrifice, possibly with hatred, of what use her lip service?
-If the experience of to-day were prophetic, she could give to the work
-but a hypocritical shell, while her aching soul was on the other side of
-the globe. On the other hand, with Tay, even in an alien land, there was
-no question that she might be of service for the rest of her life.
-
-And what of the immorality of loving a man irrevocably and not living
-with him? Morality was still of higher account than politics. And
-children? The inadequacy of Fanny, who almost repelled her, had renewed
-her intense longing for children of her own. And if she so desired these
-children, the children of one man out of all the millions of men on
-earth, did not this mean that they were clamoring for their right to
-live? What right hers to deny them, that being, after all, the first
-reason for which she had received life herself?
-
-But at this point she went to bed.
-
-“What is the use?” she thought. “I’m going to marry him, and that is the
-end of it. I’ll not give the matter another thought from this time
-forth.”
-
-And for the first time since her arrival on Nevis she slept soundly.
-
-
- X
-
-SHE awoke at dawn, and rose at once, remembering that she had not had a
-walk since leaving the ship. No wonder these three long days of bodily
-inactivity and mental turmoil had played havoc with her nerves. She
-would walk for hours and then return and write to Tay, telling him that
-she would marry him on the day the next American steamer arrived, but
-begging him to make no attempt to see her until then. It was her duty to
-devote the few intervening days to her mother, as well as to prepare her
-by degrees for the staggering information that she intended to marry an
-American and desert her country. But if she could convince the old lady
-that the planets had reckoned with the United States of America, she
-should, if not reconcile her to a son-in-law of a race she despised, at
-least leave her with unbroken faith in a science full of compensations.
-
-She went out to the kitchen and brewed herself a cup of coffee, then
-started for a brisk walk round the island. The night’s refreshing sleep,
-the strong drink, the awakening tropic morning, the peace of mind that
-follows a momentous and final decision, made her feel as if dancing on
-ether, almost as happy as if Tay were beside her. The sea was as blue as
-liquid sapphire, save near the shore, where it was as green as the beryl
-stone. The cloud that descends the slopes of Nevis at nightfall had
-rolled itself upward and floated lightly above the cone. In the distance
-were the outlines of other islands; and everywhere the royal palms with
-their long bladelike leaves rattling in the rising trade-wind that gives
-lightness to Nevis air on the hottest day, the bright green cane fields,
-the heavy dark groves of banana trees, the lime and shaddock orchards.
-Even the ruins of the deserted old estates, splendid masses of masonry
-in their day, a day of coaches, and knee-breeches, and gay brocades, had
-a new and more pictorial lease of life, for brilliant foliage burst from
-every crevice.
-
-The negroes began to sing in the cane fields, women in bright cotton
-frocks, with brighter handkerchiefs about their heads, came from their
-huts along the shore and cooked in the open, boats danced on the water.
-She walked halfway round the island and was hungry once more. A little
-black boy, tempted by a bit of silver, “skinned” up the slim shaft of a
-tree and threw down a young cocoanut. She refreshed herself with its
-“wine” and then started along the stretch of road that passed Bath
-House, half hoping to meet Tay. In a moment she heard the sound of
-galloping hoofs, eight at least, and averse from meeting any one else,
-hid behind a clump of low palms.
-
-The horses stopped abruptly, then struck the road more lightly as if
-their riders had dismounted. She parted the palm leaves and looked out.
-A man and a maid appeared round a bend of the road, each leading a
-horse. The girl took the man’s arm with a little gesture of confidence
-and looked up into his face, speaking rapidly. The man looked down at
-her, smiling, admiring, indulgent. The girl’s face was flaming with
-nothing short of adoration. They were Fanny Edis and Daniel Tay.
-
-Julia, feeling as if she had received a blow in the pit of the stomach,
-sank limply to the ground and stared out over the dazzling sea.
-Monserrat quivered in its haze, and she wondered if it were in the
-throes of an earthquake. It usually was. She remembered that Mont Pelée,
-after untold years of “death,” had suddenly blown the lake from her
-summit and suffocated thirty-five thousand people in four minutes. Would
-that Nevis would awake, pour out her boiling lava, and extinguish her
-wretched mortals. Julia beat her brow with one of those instinctive
-gestures too natural for the modern stage; for perfect naturalism
-borders upon farce.
-
-Tay—Fanny. She took it in finally. He had fallen in love with Fanny,
-the young, beautiful, glowing girl—What was it old Pirie had called
-her—“volcanic product”? No doubt she was far more beautiful and
-fascinating than any girl Tay had ever met,—and quite different from
-American girls. Julia recalled many of them; they had always seemed to
-her rather light; clever and charming, but scantily sexed. No wonder Tay
-had succumbed to this gorgeous tropic flower. Fanny might be selfish,
-soulless, brutal, but what man ever looked behind a beauty like that?
-She was the siren born, and men have gone down before sirens since the
-daughters of Eve came to rule the earth and laugh to scorn the god in
-man.
-
-Julia felt quite sixty. No doubt Tay had realized that she was all of
-thirty-four the moment he had seen her beside Fanny. Men were always
-fools about the mere youth in woman. Hadn’t she noticed that years ago,
-before she had spent a week in London? No wonder Nature made women
-brutal and wholly selfish during its brief possession. Tay had loved
-her, oh, no doubt of that, but with his mind, with that greater half of
-his being which he had shown her that day in the Bavarian wood; but men
-are primal always and spiritual incidentally, when they are men at all;
-and her hold had been a flimsy silken string that had snapped the moment
-he met this radiant mate, unspoiled, untouched, awaiting him on a
-tropical island. He had loved her, but he was madly in love with Fanny,
-and that, after all, was the great passion mortals lived to experience,
-if only because the poets had taught them to expect it. And she—she
-must despise where she had almost worshipped. How did women survive the
-death of illusions? Material death was something to pray for.
-
-But Julia’s brain, stunned for the first time in its active life, soon
-recovered its energies. She suddenly realized that she did not feel
-sixty, no, not by any means. She felt very young and very angry. A
-moment more and she sprang to her feet with a cry of fury. She fancied
-she heard her flame-colored locks crackle. Her slim fine hands worked.
-They looked like steel instruments of torture one may see among old
-relics of the Inquisition. What right had this raw silly girl to take
-her man from her? Tay was hers and she should have him. She should hold
-him to his word, marry him, make him forget this passing infatuation. He
-would not be long discovering that she had far more to give him than any
-callow girl. If not! Once more her fingers opened and shut. Well for
-Fanny that she was once more on her horse with a strong arm beside her.
-Julia’s fingers were ready for the slender stem upholding that
-triumphant arrogant head. Fanny! Why, Fanny was a fool. She would make
-Tay the most miserable of men, understand not the least of his
-ambitions, leave him, no doubt, for another the moment her passion had
-cooled. He had insinuated that she was a born wanton, although he
-appeared to have forgotten this virtuous impression.
-
-Her next impulse was to run after Fanny, denounce her as a thief, a
-pirate, force her to see the dishonor of her conduct. But this impulse
-soon passed, for never would she, Julia France, make a fool of herself,
-no, not if they laughed in her face. But what, in heaven’s name,
-_should_ she do?
-
-She peered out. The road was clear. She darted across it, and up into a
-cane field. The negroes were far away by the mill. She threw herself
-down in the dense green silence and wept a torrent. After all, what
-could she do? She could only recognize that she had lost Tay, the one
-man in the world for her; she, who had made herself so much more than
-mere woman, and to a girl who was her inferior in everything but beauty.
-
-She wept stormily for her lost lover, for love, for herself. Then, once
-more, she despised him. Why should she regret a man who had proved
-himself weak and contemptible? Why indeed? Ask womankind. She did. The
-more convinced she grew that she had lost him, the more she wanted him.
-She abhorred him, she loathed him, she had never despised any mortal so
-utterly, and she loved him several thousand times more than ever.
-
-She sat up and dried her eyes viciously. Why was she making a fright of
-herself? She had always laughed at women that cried and spoiled their
-eyes. He was not yet married to Fanny. Why should she not pretend to
-release him, then subtly reënter the lists and win him again? How could
-any girl survive in a close contest with a woman still young and
-beautiful, and with experience and knowledge of men? But she stirred
-uneasily. She had seen the automatic triumphs of girls more than once.
-Nature was always on their side.
-
-She fell back on the ground with a sensation of despair. “Oh, what shall
-I do?” she thought in terror. “Have I come to this? How shall I live?”
-
-But she sat up again in a few moments and deliberately composed herself,
-ordering her powerful will to rise and perform its office. She must
-return to the house before her mother sent servants in search of her,
-and her eyes must not be red. Nor her hair look as if she had tried to
-tear it out by the roots. She took down the braids, smoothed them with
-her hands, pinned them up, and pushed the short locks under her hat.
-
-Her mother. She had risen to her feet, but stood staring out over the
-waving cane. Why had she given Fanny this sudden liberty, and not three
-hours after announcing her decision, with all the force of her obstinate
-old will, that Fanny should never marry, never be permitted even to
-meet, a young man? And why had she insisted that Julia remain at her
-side throughout her entire visit? Never was there a less sentimental
-woman. And the conversation at the dinner-table last night? It sprang
-vividly from her memory. She saw Fanny’s face, flushed, arrogant,
-anxious, her aunt’s faint satiric smile, heard her covert words of
-warning.
-
-What a blind fool she had been.
-
-“So,” she thought grimly. “We are all the victims of a plot, and one
-quite worthy of my mother. I have been managed as easily as if I had but
-a teaspoonful of brains in my head. And so has he. Idiots! Idiots!” And
-she hated everybody on earth.
-
-She walked rapidly home, slipped into the house unobserved, bathed her
-eyes, until the outer signs of the most tempestuous hour of her life
-were obliterated, powdered the black rings under her eyes, and made a
-satisfactory appearance at the lunch table. Neither Mrs. Winstone nor
-Fanny was present. Mrs. Edis talked of naught but Suffrage.
-
-“Great heaven!” thought Julia. “That I should live to hate the word!”
-
-
- XI
-
-AFTER luncheon, she told her mother that the sun had given her a
-headache, and that it was likely she should be obliged to go to bed for
-the rest of the day; she had no intention of appearing at dinner. Her
-own room seemed the one bearable spot on earth, and she was grateful
-that it was far from the other bedrooms, at the opposite end of the long
-house.
-
-She locked her door, and ordered her brain on duty. This was no time for
-throes—she had the rest of her life to mourn and rage in; now was the
-time to act in a fashion that should be worthy of her, of all she had
-tried to make of herself, of those three years in India, of the
-succeeding four when she had risen so high above the mere female. She
-must face with dignity, both in public and in private, whatever ordeal
-still awaited her; that she owed to herself; and the best of all good
-friends is pride. Nor should she condescend to fight or scheme for a
-love that had turned from her, even for a moment. If it had turned once,
-it would turn again. She had always despised men that could be
-“managed,” and could imagine no happiness with a man who must inspire
-her with recurring contempt.
-
-If she loved Tay, it was her part to make him happy, not to force him
-into a marriage with herself when he loved another woman. Of course he
-would insist upon keeping his engagement with her, for he was honorable,
-and, no doubt, as miserable at this moment as herself. But it had never
-entered her plans to balk and torment the man to whom she had given her
-love, and she could force his freedom upon him, persuade him that her
-cause had conquered. As for Fanny, what right had she to assume that she
-would make him unhappy? Were not all girls brutes? The most selfish and
-heartless of them often made the best of wives when they got the man
-they wanted. No doubt all that Fanny needed to become a good woman was a
-baby. The vision of Fanny, a placid domestic cow, fat at thirty, gave
-her comfort.
-
-When a woman has made up her mind to be noble, she generally succeeds,
-for a time, at least; she admires herself in the rôle, and
-self-admiration giveth much consolation. But the duration of this
-attitude varies in different people. Nobility as a fixed attitude of
-mind is possible only to the stupid; it can find no vested place in the
-subtle active intellect. Julia remained noble and sacrificing—even
-unpacking her Koran and reading it diligently—until precisely eight
-o’clock. At that hour she heard the rustle of skirts in the corridor,
-then Fanny’s excited voice as she knocked on her door
-
-“Oh, Julia! Julia! Look at me! I’m dressed for the party at Bath House.
-Please let me in!”
-
-Julia ground her teeth. Her eyes emitted steel sparks. Once more her
-strong fingers opened and shut.
-
-“Run along, dear,” she managed to articulate. “I have such a headache I
-can’t see. I know you will be the belle.”
-
-“Oh, I know I shall!” Julia saw that triumphant face above her best
-gown. “Even Granny says I look beautiful and I can see it for myself.
-I’m wild with excitement—and so happy!”
-
-This was the last straw, but it braced instead of breaking. Julia rose
-with the fixed smile of one who is walking to the scaffold, dignified to
-the last, and opened the door. There stood Fanny, looking more beautiful
-than any girl she had ever seen. Her hair was dressed high for the first
-time, and in it was a string of her grandmother’s pearls and a flaming
-hibiscus. The floating white gown was caught at her breast with another
-flower, and her neck and arms and the soft rise of her bust were as
-white as the cloud on Nevis. Her heavy eyes were glittering with
-excitement, and her cheeks and lips made the tropic flowers look old and
-wilted.
-
-“I have never seen a girl as beautiful as you are,” said Julia,
-deliberately, “and you will certainly make all the pretty girls from St.
-Kitts turn green with envy. I don’t believe there is another West Indian
-girl with color. Of course you will be the belle, and of many more
-balls. What luck that a British cruiser is here.”
-
-Fanny smiled, and a slight sarcastic inflection, not unlike her
-grandmother’s, sharpened her rich contralto voice. “Well, if _you_ find
-me beautiful, Julia, I must be. And I owe it all to you. Thank you again
-for this lovely frock. Good night. I’ll tell you lots of things in the
-morning.” And she lifted her head with a movement that would have been
-fatuous if she had been a few years older, and almost smirked in her
-proud satisfaction with herself and her looks, as she sailed off for
-conquest.
-
-Julia flung the Koran across the room, herself face downward on the
-sofa, and wondered how on earth she was to stand it. “If it only were
-over and they were married and gone,” she thought. “Or if only the Royal
-Mail were due to-morrow instead of eleven days hence, and I could go! Or
-if I could go out and kill somebody, or get drunk like a man! Passive
-endurance! That is all the hell that any religion need promise us.”
-
-She lay for three hours without moving, then heard the clatter of a
-horse’s hoofs. A moment later Denny knocked and handed her a cablegram.
-She opened it without interest. It was from Ishbel, and informed her
-that Nigel might take the next steamer for Nevis. Julia broke into
-hysterical laughter.
-
-“Is my tragedy becoming a farce?” she thought. “But not if I can help
-it!”
-
-She answered the cablegram at once, that the messenger might take it.
-
-“Tell Nigel am leaving immediately.”
-
-Then she returned to her sofa, too indolent to go to bed, and this time
-exhaustion gave her sleep.
-
-
- XII
-
-SHE was awakened by the rattling of her jalousie, and lifted her head,
-wondering if a storm were rising.
-
-“Julia! Julia!” called an imperative voice.
-
-She sprang to her feet and held her breath, not believing herself awake.
-
-“Julia!” This time the voice was savage. “If you don’t come out, I’ll
-break in. What I’ve got to say won’t keep.”
-
-Julia unfastened the jalousie. Tay stood there in his evening clothes,
-and without a hat. His face was distraught.
-
-“Dan!” gasped Julia.
-
-He put his hands about her waist and lifted her down. “Now,” he said,
-“take me to some place where we can talk, and as far from the house and
-the gates as possible. They’ll be coming home presently.”
-
-She walked swiftly down a path, turned to the right, and pushing aside
-the heavy growth from an older path, long out of use, led the way to the
-ruins of a bath-house in a corner of the garden. It was surrounded by
-heavy palms, but its paneless windows admitted the full moon’s light.
-Julia sat limply down on the circular seat before the empty pool.
-Through the open doorway she could see and hear the sea. The moonlight
-was dazzling, Nevis having forgotten to shake out her night-robes. Her
-bewildered mind took note of details while Tay walked back a few steps
-to make sure they had not been followed.
-
-He came in and stood before her.
-
-“There’s the devil to pay!” he exclaimed. “Did you get a cable last
-Monday?”
-
-“Yes. Didn’t you?”
-
-“I did not, or I shouldn’t be wanting to shoot myself. Dark promised to
-cable the moment it happened, and only to-night, half an hour ago, I got
-a cable from Lady Dark telling me that France died last Monday, and that
-she had only just heard it. Confound Dark! Talk about the wrath of God.
-It’s chain lightning compared to an Englishman.”
-
-“No doubt the duke suppressed the notice. It would be like him.”
-
-“It was Dark’s business to find out. I should have employed a detective.
-When a thing’s to do, do it. Well, here’s the result! I’ve got myself
-into the devil of a mess—”
-
-“You’ve been making love to Fanny.”
-
-“I have—or rather—not been making love from my point of view—only she
-doesn’t see it in that light. I’ve been flirting like the deuce. When I
-got your note that morning, I took it for pure caprice. It seemed to me
-totally without excuse. You had promised faithfully to meet me every
-day. I had not a suspicion of the truth. Moreover, I had just received
-cables from California that stirred me up. They couldn’t understand my
-desertion at such a moment, and no wonder. To be told that I had come
-here for nothing—to be coolly asked to wait a week—to know that I had
-to stay whether I would or not—well, I felt as if hell had been let
-loose inside of me. Fanny brought the note—”
-
-“Fanny!” Julia sprang to her feet. “Fanny? I didn’t give it to her.”
-
-“She brought it all the same, and she looked something more than ripe
-for a flirtation, and beautiful—”
-
-“You have fallen in love with her! I saw you this morning.”
-
-“Oh, you did? Well, you didn’t see much. I am not in love with her,
-but—well, it’s got to be said—she’s in love with me, or thinks she is.
-I was treated to high tragedy an hour since in the garden of Bath House.
-I never for a moment thought she would take the thing seriously—have
-seen too many summer flirtations—American girls know exactly what that
-sort of thing means—but this girl might have Nevis inside of her. She
-wanted to elope with me to-night—threatens to drown herself—”
-
-“Great heaven! What have you done?”
-
-“I feel like Don Juan, of course, only as it happens I haven’t made
-downright love to her. I was on the edge of it once or twice, she’s so
-infernally pretty, but, well, hang it all, I’m in love with you to the
-limit, all the more so that you’re not dead easy game. If I hadn’t been,
-I’d have made love to her fast enough. But I flirted as hard as I know
-how, and she took that for love-making, thought I held back because I
-felt bound to you, and—well—it was the hateful things she said about
-you to-night that put me in a rage and made me hustle her back into the
-ball-room and into the arms of one of her other admirers. I had gone as
-far as I intended, and made up my mind, not two minutes before I got
-Lady Dark’s cable, to go to one of the other islands and wait for the
-steamer. When I got that cable, of course I understood. Now are you
-properly repentant? Why in thunder didn’t you tell me in your note—”
-
-“Of course, I thought you knew—”
-
-“Never take anything for granted where there are big things at stake.
-But what are we to do? I’m going to marry you to-morrow evening at seven
-o’clock over in Fig Tree Church, but what is to be done with Fanny?
-She’s all fixed for tragedy, and there’s no knowing just what a girl of
-that sort might do. I don’t care to begin our life with a horror. You
-must take her in hand to-morrow morning and talk her into reason. I gave
-her to understand that I didn’t love her, but a man has to say a thing
-of that sort so decently that a girl never believes him—particularly a
-girl like Fanny, who has a sublime confidence in herself I’ve never seen
-equalled. What’s to be done? What’s to be done?”
-
-“Are you quite sure that you love me, that you haven’t really wavered—”
-
-“Oh, lord! I’m more mad about you than ever.”
-
-“Would you have married Fanny if you had met her first?”
-
-“There’s no woman on earth I should ever have wanted to marry but you.
-Do you fancy a man thinks of marriage with every girl he puts in his
-time with? I’ve had a dozen flirtations—as hard and a good deal longer
-than this; and neither of us the worse, I may add. I’m no heart-breaker.
-Our girls know the game too well.”
-
-“If I thought you were merely bent upon being honorable—”
-
-“Julia, if I didn’t love you, I’d tell you so. Do you suppose I’m the
-man to jump into matrimony blindfolded? I’ve seen too many of my friends
-marry—and divorce four years later. I’m no candidate for the divorce
-court. What I want is a wife I can love and work with for the rest of my
-life. That wife is you, or will be this time to-morrow night. So cut all
-that out and set your wits to work.”
-
-Julia moved her eager eyes from his face and looked out over the sea.
-She did not speak for several moments, and Tay saw her face set and grow
-whiter, her eyes shine until they looked like polished steel.
-
-“Leave Fanny to me,” she said finally. “I’ll dispose of her. She will
-give no further trouble.”
-
-Tay stirred uneasily. “Oh—you don’t mean—That is hardly fair—”
-
-“_Fair?_” asked Julia, with unmitigated scorn.
-
-“Couldn’t you give her a good womanly talking-to?”
-
-“And what good do you suppose that would do? Did you ever hear of love
-being talked out of any woman?”
-
-“I know—but you are clever enough without that—and after all it
-_isn’t_ fair. It’s a violent assault on personality—”
-
-Julia whirled about and confronted him with blazing eyes.
-
-“_Fair? Fair?_” she cried. “And do you suppose I’d think twice about
-what is fair with that treacherous little fool? Do you suppose I would
-let any scruple weigh a feather with me when the happiness of my whole
-life is at stake? If you didn’t love me, you could go and I’d not
-condescend to lift a finger; but you do, you do, and nothing shall stand
-between us; _nothing_, I tell you! If I could have caught her alone this
-morning, I’d have twisted her neck and held her under the water until
-she was dead. And yet you imagine I’d stop at hypnotizing her? For the
-matter of that it will be treating her far better than she deserves, for
-she will practically have forgotten you when I am finished with her. She
-deserves to be left here in sackcloth—oh, she’s not the sort that kills
-herself, she’s far too selfish and vain—but she’s noisy and stubborn
-and the sort that calf-love makes ungovernable. She’d turn the island
-upside down and run to my mother with the story that you had compromised
-her—there’s nothing she wouldn’t tell her. My mother is a very old
-woman. The excitement might make her so ill that I should be detained
-here for months. And I won’t! I won’t! I’ll leave this island with you!”
-
-Tay brought his hands down on her shoulders and gripped them. “By God,
-Julia!” he said hoarsely, “you are the woman for me. Together we’ll
-conquer the earth.”
-
-“Oh, you’ll find me useful to you in many ways you barely suspect now. I
-can do more than hypnotize! But I don’t wish you to misunderstand me.
-What I do to Fanny will be nothing more than the reputable scientific
-psychotherapeutists do every day to their patients. I shall give her an
-immediate suggestion that her will shall not be weakened, that she shall
-no longer be under my control after coming out of the hypnotic trance.
-And as I said before, she will benefit equally with ourselves. We don’t
-practise black magic, we initiates; not that we are above it, but
-because we don’t dare. It rebounds like an arrow and strikes our greater
-powers dead. I never have harmed any one and I never shall, but that
-leaves an enormous field for action.”
-
-“Good. And she’d not think of going to Bath House before to-morrow
-night. She heard me accept an invitation to lunch on board the cruiser.
-By the way, you might plant in that ill-regulated head the suggestion
-that she be less anxious to fall in love. There are men of all sorts—”
-
-“That would be unfair, if you like! Our impulses are our birthright. To
-alter personality would be unjust, almost criminal, for the impulses
-that make a fool or worse of us in certain circumstances may be
-necessary for our happiness. Fanny must work out her own destiny. I
-shall settle my income from France’s estate on her, and induce Aunt
-Maria to take charge of her as far as England. There Ishbel will
-introduce her—”
-
-“That’s right!” interrupted Tay, viciously. “Turn her loose on Dark.
-Serve him right.”
-
-“Dark is the best-managed man in England. Fanny’ll not get a chance at
-him. And she’ll have a husband before the season is over.”
-
-“Good. But are you dead sure you can do it? You failed with me, you
-know.”
-
-“Because I hated to do it, and because—well, you are you. But Fanny!
-To-morrow she’ll be sleepy and stupid from the excitement of to-night,
-and she will eat an enormous lunch, as she always does. She is curious
-about India. I’ll interest her in that subject at the table and then
-invite her to my room, and interest her more. She’s never heard of
-hypnosis. I’ll offer to put her to sleep. She’ll consent, not only
-because she’s worn out, and yet too excited and disturbed for sleep, but
-because I choose that she shall. I’ll tell her to fix her eyes on mine,
-and the moment she does that she’s lost. In just three minutes she’ll be
-a lump of wax. Now, are you satisfied? Why, if I had the least
-misgiving, I’d summon Hadji Sadrä.”
-
-Tay laughed. “Oh, Julia! Julia! You’re all right. Now listen to me.
-To-morrow I shall take out a special license—”
-
-“I’d rather you waited until just before we sail. My mother—”
-
-“Don’t expect me to show any concern for your mother. She’s at the
-bottom of all this trouble. She set Fanny on me. I had already begun to
-suspect it before your aunt let it out—I have had more than one scene
-to-night!—I feel sure she saw us together the day I called at the
-house; at all events she got on to the facts. I didn’t suspect this
-earlier because I hadn’t really believed that she had kept Fanny so
-close—girls are always working on a man’s sympathies. Otherwise I
-shouldn’t have fallen for it. Now, to continue. I shall marry you
-to-morrow. You will meet me at Fig Tree Church at seven o’clock. Hardly
-any one is abroad at that hour. You can keep it from your mother until
-we are about to sail, if you choose. That is all one to me. But I’ll
-take no more chances. Now give me your hands and say that nothing on
-God’s earth shall prevent you from coming to Fig Tree Church to-morrow
-evening at seven o’clock.”
-
-Julia gave him her hands. “I’ll be there,” she said. “I, too, shall take
-no more chances.”
-
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If you are not located in the United States, you'll have +to check the laws of the country where you are located before using this ebook. + +Title: Julia France and Her Times + A Novel + +Author: Gertrude Atherton + +Release Date: September 17, 2018 [EBook #57922] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK JULIA FRANCE AND HER TIMES *** + + + + +Produced by Mardi Desjardins & the online Distributed +Proofreaders Canada team at https://www.pgdpcanada.net + + + + + + JULIA FRANCE AND + HER TIMES + + _A NOVEL_ + + BY + GERTRUDE ATHERTON + + + New York + THE MACMILLAN COMPANY + 1912 + _All rights reserved_ + + + + + COPYRIGHT, 1912, + BY THE MACMILLAN COMPANY. + * * * * * + Set up and electrotyped. Published April, 1912. + + Norwood Press + J. S. Cushing Co.—Berwick & Smith Co. + Norwood, Mass., U.S.A. + + + + + TO + MRS. FISKE + + + + + CONTENTS + + + PAGE + BOOK I + + MRS. EDIS 1 + + BOOK II + + THREE POTTERS 39 + + BOOK III + + HAROLD FRANCE 191 + + BOOK IV + + HADJI SADRÄ 273 + + BOOK V + + DANIEL TAY 361 + + BOOK VI + + FANNY 453 + + + + + BOOK I + MRS. EDIS + + + I + +THE entrance of a British cruiser into the harbor of St. Kitts was +always followed by a ball at Government House in the little capital of +Basse Terre. To-night there was a squadron of three at anchor; therefore +was the entertainment offered by the island’s President even more +tempting than common, and hospitality had been extended to the officials +and distinguished families of the neighboring islands, Nevis, Antigua, +and Monserrat. On Nevis there remained but one family of eminence, that +great rock having been shorn long since of all but its imperishable +beauty. + +But Mrs. Edis of “Great House,” an old stone mansion unaffected by time, +earthquake, or hurricane, and surrounded by a remnant of one of the +oldest estates in the West Indies, was still a personage in spite of her +fallen fortunes, and to-night she contributed a young daughter. The +introduction of Julia Edis to society had been expected all winter as +she was several months past eighteen, and the President had offered her +a birthday fête; but Mrs. Edis, with whom no man was so hardy as to +argue, had replied that her daughter should enter “the world” at the +auspicious moment and not before. This was taken to mean one of two +things: either that in good time a squadron would arrive with potential +husbands, or (but this, of course, was mere frivolous gossip) when the +planets proclaimed the hour of destiny. For more than thirty years Mrs. +Edis had been suspected of dabbling in the black arts, incited +originally by an old creole from Martinique, grandson of the woman who +so accurately cast the horoscope of Josephine. For the last eighteen of +these years it had been whispered among the birds in the high palm trees +that a not unsimilar destiny awaited Julia Edis. + +Therefore, when the word ran round the great ball-room of Government +House that the big officer with the heavy mustache and curiously hard, +shallow eyes, who had pursued the debutante from the moment she entered +with her fearsome mother, was Harold France, heir presumptive to a +dukedom, whose present incumbent was sickly and unmarried, the dowager +pack (dressed for the most part in the thick old silks and “real lace” +of the mid-Victorian period) crystallized the whisper for the first time +and condescended to an interest in astrology. + +“But it _would_ be odd,” said the wife of the President, “although I, +for one, neither believe in that absurd old science, nor that there ever +was any basis for the story. No doubt it originated with the blacks, who +love any superstition.” + +“Ah!” said the wife of the Magistrate, “but it is curious that the +blacks on Nevis, led by the Obi doctors, besieged Great House for a +night, some twenty years ago. In the morning they were driven off by +Mrs. Edis herself, a whip in one hand and a pistol in the other. She +handled the situation alone, for Mr. Edis was a—ill—as usual.” + +“Drunk,” said the blunter lady of quality. “And so were the blacks. By +dawn they were sober, sick, and flaccid. A woman of ordinary resolution +could have dispersed them—and Mrs. Edis!” She shrugged her shoulders +significantly. + +One of the younger women, the wife of an Antigua official, chimed in +eagerly. “But do you really believe she is a—a— Oh, it is too silly! I +am almost ashamed to say it!” + +“Astrologer,” supplied the wife of the Magistrate, who had an +unprovincial mind, although she had spent the best of her years in the +islands. “Look at her.” + +Mrs. Edis was sitting apart from the other women, talking to the +President, the Captain of the flagship, and several officers of riper +years than the steaming young men in their hot uniforms frisking about +the room with the cool white creole girls. Mrs. Edis had not liked women +in her triumphant youth, and now in her embittered age (she was past +sixty, for Julia was the last of many children), she classed them as +mere tools of Nature, purveyors of scandal, and fools by right of sex +and circumstance. Even in the early nineties, at all events in the +world’s backlands, it was still the fashion for women of strong brains +and character to despise their own sex, and Mrs. Edis had not sailed out +of the Caribbean Sea since her return to Nevis, from her first and only +visit to England, forty years ago. Living an almost isolated life on a +tropic island, she held women in much the same regard as the +unenlightened male does to-day, despite his growing uneasiness and +horrid moments of vision. Upon the rare occasions when she deigned to +enter the little world of the Leeward Islands, she greeted the women +with a fine old-time courtesy, and demanded forthwith the attention of +high officials too dignified or too portly to dance. The men, since she +was neither beautiful nor young, were amused by her caustic tongue, and +correspondingly flattered when she chose to be amiable. + +It was difficult to believe that she had once been handsome—beautiful +no one had ever called her. She was a very tall woman, already a little +bowed, raw-boned, large of feature, save for the eyes, which were small, +black, and piercing. Her black hair was still abundant, strong of +texture, and changing only at the temples; her skin was sallow and much +wrinkled, her expression harsh, haughty, tyrannical. There was no sign +of weakness about her anywhere, although, now and again, as her eyes +followed the bright figure of her daughter, they softened before +flashing with pride and triumph. + +She found herself alone with the Captain and turned to him abruptly. + +“This is the eighth time Lieutenant France has taken my girl out,” she +announced. “And it is true that he will be a duke?” Mrs. Edis disdained +finesse, although she was capable of hoodwinking a parliament. + +The Captain started under this direct attack. His large face darkened +until it looked like well-laid slabs of brick pricked out with white. He +cleared his throat, glanced uneasily at the formidable old lady, then +answered resolutely:— + +“Better take your girl home, ma’am, and keep her close while we’re in +harbor.” + +The look she turned on him under heavy glistening brows, that reminded +the imaginative Scot of lizards, and were fit companions for her thick +dilating nostrils, made him quail for a moment: like many sea martinets +he was shy with women of all sorts. Then he reflected (never having +heard of the black arts) that looks could not kill, and returned to the +attack. + +“I mean, madam, that France is not a decent sort and would have been +chucked long since but for family influence.” + +“What do you mean by not a decent sort, sir?” + +“He’s dissipated, vicious—” + +“All young men sow their wild oats.” Mrs. Edis had forgotten none of the +early and mid-Victorian formulæ, and would have felt disdain for any +young aristocrat who did not illustrate the most popular of them. + +“That’s all very well, but France’s crop is sown in a soil fertile to +rottenness, and it will take him a lifetime to exhaust it. I’d rather +see a daughter of mine in her coffin than married to him, duke or no +duke.” + +Mrs. Edis favored him with another look, under which his hue deepened to +purple: poor worm, he was but the son of an industrious merchant, and he +knew that the sharp eyes of this old woman, despite the eagle in his +glance and a spine like a ramrod, read his family history in his honest +face. + +“It’s God’s truth, ma’am. It’s not that I mind a young fellow’s being a +bit wild; there’s plenty that are and make good husbands when their time +comes. But with France it’s different.” He hesitated, then floundered +for a moment as if unaccustomed to analysis of his fellows. “It’s not +that he’s a cad—not in the ordinary sense—I mean as far as manners +go—. I’ve never seen a man with better when it suits him—or more +insolent when _that_ suits him; and they’re more natural to him, I +fancy, for he’s fair eaten up with pride—out of date in that respect, +rather. It’s the fashion, nowadays, for the big-wigs to be affable and +easy and democratic, whether they feel that way or not—however, I don’t +mind a man’s feeling his birth and blood, for like as not he can’t help +it, although it doesn’t make you love him. No. It’s more like this: I +believe France to be entirely without heart. That’s something I never +believed in until I met him—that a human being lived without a soft +spot somewhere. But I’ve seen an expression in his eyes, especially +after he’s been drinking, that appalls me, although I can only express +it by a word commonplace enough—heartless. It’s that—a heartless +glitter in his eyes, usually about as expressionless as glass marbles; +and although I’m no coward, I’ve felt afraid of him. I don’t mean +physically—but absolute lack of heart, of all human sympathy, must give +a person an awful power—but it’s too uncanny for me to describe. I’m +not much at words, ma’am, and, for the matter of that, I shouldn’t have +got on the subject at all, it not being my habit to discuss my officers +with any one, if this wasn’t the first time I’ve ever seen him devote +himself to a respectable girl. But he’s smitten with that pretty child +of yours, no doubt of it; and there are three handsome young married +women in the room, too. I don’t like the look of it.” + +“I do.” Mrs. Edis had not removed her eyes from the old sailor’s face as +he endeavored to elucidate himself. + +“There’s many a slip, you know. The duke’s not so old, only fifty odd, +and marvellous cures are worked these days. Some mother is always +tracking him with a good-looking girl. As for France, his debts are +about all he has to live on—” + +“The President just told me that he has an income independent of his +allowance from the head of his house, and I have knowledge that his +expectations are founded upon certainty.” + +The Captain, not long enough in port to have heard aught of Mrs. Edis’s +dark reputation, glanced at her with a puzzled expression, then gave it +up and answered lightly, “His income is good enough, yes, but nothing to +his debts, which he never pays.” + +“If he doesn’t pay his debts, what do they matter?” asked the old +aristocrat, whose husband had never paid his, and whose son, having sold +the last of his acres, was drinking himself into Fig Tree churchyard. + +The Captain laughed. “I know your creed, madam. And I must admit that +France is a true blood. He never arrives in port without being showered +with writs, and he brushes them off as he would these damned +mosquitoes—beg pardon, ma’am. But all the same, it wouldn’t be pleasant +for your little girl. Fancy being served with a writ every morning at +breakfast.” + +The contempt in those sharp, unflinching eyes almost froze the words in +their exit. “My daughter would never know what they were. Of money +matters she knows as little as of Life itself. Writs would not disturb +her youthful joyousness and serenity for an instant.” + +“Damn these aristocrats!” thought the old sailor. “And what a hole this +must be!” He continued aloud, “But after the luxury of her old home—” + +“Luxury? We are as poor as mice. If my father had not put a portion of +his estate in trust for me, as soon as he discovered that my husband was +a spendthrift, we should have been on the parish long ago.” + +The Captain opened his blue eyes, eyes that looked oddly soft and young +(when not on duty) in his battered visage. “And you mean to say, that +having married a spendthrift—Was he also dissipated?” + +“Drank himself to death.” + +“And you are prepared to hand over your innocent little daughter to the +same fate? But it is incredible, ma’am! Incredible! I was thinking that +you merely knew nothing of the world down here.” + +“It’s little you could teach me!” She continued after a moment, with +more condescension: “There are no family secrets in these islands, and +as many skeletons outside the graveyards as in. My husband squandered +every acre he inherited, every penny of mine he could lay hands on. He +reduced me, the proudest woman in the Caribbees, to a mere nobody. +Therefore, am I determined that my child shall realize the great +ambitions that turned to dust in my fingers. I have knowledge, which +does not concern you, that this marriage—look for yourself, and see +that it is inevitable—will be but an incident while greater things are +preparing.” + +“Oh, if you have a medical certificate! But even as a duchess—” He +paused and turning his head stared at the couple waltzing past. “There +is no doubt as to the state of his mind. He looks the usual silly ass +that a man always does when bowled over. But your daughter? I see +nothing but innocent triumph in her delightful little face. There’s no +love there—neither ambition.” + +“There’ll be what I wish before the week is out.” + +“She’s too good for France, and she’s not ambitious,” said the Captain, +doggedly. “Do you love her, madam?” + +“I have never loved any one else.” The old woman’s harsh voice did not +soften. “Save, of course,” with a negligent wave of her hand, “her +father, when I was young and foolish. So much the better if she does not +love her husband. Women born to high destinies have no need of love. +What little I remember of that silly and degrading passion makes me wish +that no daughter of mine should ever experience it. Leave it to the men, +and the sooner they get over it, the better.” + +“Ah—yes—but, if you will pardon me, while your daughter is one of the +most charming young things I have ever seen, she is not a beauty, nor +has she the grand manner. You, madam, might have made the ideal duchess, +if there is such a thing, but not that child.” + +This compliment, either clumsy or malicious, won him no favor; the old +lady’s eyes flashed fire at his impertinence. + +He went on undauntedly, “And why, pray, may I ask, do you think it so +great a destiny to be a duchess?” + +“What greater than to wed royalty itself? And that is hardly possible in +these days.” + +“Hardly. But, Lord God, madam, where have you lived? Women to-day are +working out destinies for themselves. Now, personally, I should rather +see my daughter a famous author, painter, singer, even, although I still +have a bit of prejudice against the stage, than suddenly elevated to a +class to which she was not born, particularly if led there by the hand +of a man like France.” + +“My daughter is a lady.” + +“Oh, Lord, where am I? In the eighteenth century?” His pique and anger +had vanished. He now saw nothing in the situation but present humor and +future tragedy; and feeling that his ammunition was exhausted for the +moment, he rose, bowed as ceremoniously as his spine would permit, and +moved away. Nevertheless, he was interested, the native doggedness which +had enabled him to overcome social disabilities was actively roused; +moreover, if there was one man whom he disliked more profoundly than +another, it was Harold France, and he resented the influence which kept +a scoundrel in an honorable profession, when he should have been kicked +out with a publicity that would have been a healthy lesson to his class. + +He left the hot ball-room and went out upon the terrace to enjoy a cigar +and meditate upon the singular character with whom he had exchanged hot +shot for nearly an hour. He had no clew to her disquieting personality, +but saw that she was a woman of some importance despite her avowed +poverty; and she was the elderly mother of a charming young creature +with a mane of untidy red-yellow hair (it would never occur to the old +sailor to use any of the popular adjectives: flame-colored, copper, +Titian, bronze), immense gray eyes with thick black lashes on either +lid, narrow black brows, a refined but not distinguished nose, a sweet +childish mouth whose ultimate shape Nature had left to Life, a flat +figure rather under medium height, covered with a white muslin frock, +whose only caparison was a faded blue sash, unmistakably Victorian. Her +skin, like that of the other creole girls reared in West Indian heats, +was a pure transparent white, which not even dancing tinged with color. +As the Captain had been brutal enough to inform her mamma she was not a +beauty, but—he stared through the window at her—Youth, radiant, eager, +innocent Youth that was her philter. To be sure, the ball-room of +Government House was full of young girls, some of them quite beautiful, +but they were not the vibrating symbols of their condition, and Julia +Edis was. Not one of them possessed her entire lack of coquetry, that +terrible innocence, which, combined with an equally unconscious +magnetism, had played an immediate and fatal tune upon sated senses. + +As the good but by no means unsophisticated sailor looked about him he +felt more apprehensive still. Harold France, no doubt, was expert in +love-making, and what island maiden of eighteen could resist an ardent +wooer with a handsome face above six feet of Her Majesty’s uniform, on a +night like this? He was disposed to curse the moon for being on duty, as +she generally contrived to be in so many of the dubious crises of love; +and to-night she had turned herself inside out to flood the tropical +landscape, the sea, the mountains, with silver. The stars were +pin-heads, the moon, in the black velvet sky of the tropics, looked like +a sailing Alp, its ice and snows absorbing and flinging forth all the +light in the heavens. The lofty clusters of long pointed leaves that +tipped the shafts of the royal palm trees, glittered like swords, the +sea near the shore was as light and vivid a green as by day, and the +scent of flowers as seductive as the call of the nightingale. The music +in the ball-room was sensuous, sonorous; and it was notorious that +creole girls, cool and white as they looked, and dressed almost as +simply as Julia Edis, were accomplished coquettes, always prepared for +exciting campaigns, however brief, the moment a ship of war entered the +harbor. Flirtation, love, must agitate the very air to-night. Such +things are communicable, even to the most ignorant and indifferent of +maidens. How could that child hope to escape? + +He walked over to the window and looked in. The company was resting +between dances, the girls and young officers flirting as openly as they +dared, although few had ventured to defy the conventions and stroll out +into the warm, scented, tropic night. Still, two or three had, proposals +being almost inevitable in such conditions; and squadrons come not every +day. + +France had left Julia beside her mother and gone into the dining room to +refresh himself. He returned in a moment, and not only tucked the young +girl’s arm within his, but stood for a while talking to Mrs. Edis with +his most ingratiating air. + +“He means business,” thought the Captain, grimly; and then he derived +some comfort from the attitude of the girl herself. She was not paying +the least attention to France, although she had permitted him to take +possession of her. Her big, shining, happy eyes were wandering about the +room, smiling roguishly as they met those of some girl acquaintance, or +observed a flirtation behind complacent backs. When the waltz began once +more, she floated off in the arm of the man whose hard, opaque eyes were +devouring her perfect freshness, but she paid little or no attention to +his whispered compliments, being far too absorbed in the delight of +dancing. + +“He’s made no more impression on her than if he were a dancing master,” +thought the Captain, with satisfaction. “She’s immune to tropic nights +and uniforms. Gad! Wish I were a youngster. I’d enter the lists myself.” + +But what could he do? He saw the satisfaction on the powerful face of +Mrs. Edis, the envious glances of many mothers; no such parti as Harold +France had come to these islands for many a year. And France was by no +means ill to look at, if one did not analyze his eyes and mouth. He was +a big, strong, positive male, with a bold, sheep-like profile (sometimes +called classic), which would have made him look stupid but for a general +expression of pride, so ingrained and sincere that it was almost lofty. +There was not an atom of charm about him, not even common animal +magnetism, but his manners were distinguished, his small brain +remarkably quick, and he looked as if it had taken three valets to groom +him. + +The Captain almost cursed aloud. How was he to make that old woman, +living on all the formulæ of dead generations, and fancying that she +knew the world, understand the difference between a wild young man and a +vicious one? The girl might easily be persuaded to hate a man so +aggressively masculine as France, but had she, a baby of eighteen, the +strength of character to stand out against the ruthless will of her +mother? Moreover, it was apparent that the vocabulary of the West Indies +had yet to be enriched with those pregnant collocations, “new girl,” +“new woman”; all these pretty old-fashioned young creatures had been +brought up, no doubt, in a healthy submission to their parents, and if +one of the parents happened to be a she-dragon, possibly her daughter +would marry a ducal valetudinarian of ninety if she got her marching +orders. + +Should he appeal to France? The Captain, possessed though he was of the +national heart of oak, felt no stomach for that interview. Imagination +presented him with a vision, cruelly distinct, of the expression of +high-bred insolence with which his effort would be received, the subtle +manner in which he would be made to feel, that, superior officer though +he might be, and in a fair way to become admiral and knight, he dwelt on +the far side of that chasm which segregates the aristocrat from the +plebeian. France had treated him to these sensations once or twice when +he had remonstrated with him for giving way to his villainous temper, or +mixed himself up in some nasty mess on shore; had even dared to threaten +the prospective duke, who never noticed him when they met in Piccadilly. +France had, indeed, induced such deep and righteous wrath in the worthy +Captain’s breast that he might have been responsible for another convert +to Socialism had it not been for the old sailor’s immutable loyalty to +his queen and flag. But he hated France the more because the man was too +clever for him. If he had disgraced his uniform, it always chanced that +the Captain was engaged elsewhere; it was the Captain, not himself, who +lost his temper during their personal encounters; his politeness, +indeed, to his superior officer was unbearable. And his family influence +surrounded him like wired glass; it would have saved a more reckless man +from public disgrace. His mother’s brother abominated him, but used his +close connection with the Admiralty to avert a family scandal; his +cousin, Kingsborough, who was far too saturated with family pride, and +too unsophisticated, to believe such stories as he may have heard about +the heir to whom he was automatically attached, believed France’s tales +of envious detractors, and protected him vigilantly. Sickly as he was, +he was by no means negligible politically; he did his duty as he saw it, +and, a sound Tory, was a reliable pillar of his party, whether it was in +opposition or in power. Lastly, France was a good officer, and, +apparently, without fear. + +To-night, the Captain, thinking of his one unmarried daughter, and +singularly attracted by the radiant girl about to be sacrificed by a +narrow, inexperienced, long since sexless mother, hated France +ferociously and made up his never wavering mind to balk him. . . . + +“And speaking of the devil’s own—” + +France had stepped out upon the terrace not far from him, and alone. For +a moment the man stood in shadow, then a quick, abrupt movement brought +his face into a shaft of light. France, unaware of the only other +occupant of the terrace, stared straight before him. The Captain looked +to see his face flushed and contorted with animal desire, knowing the +man as he did. But France’s face was as immobile as a mask; only, as he +continued to stare, there came into his eyes what the Captain had +formulated as “a heartless glitter.” It made him look neither man nor +beast, but a shell without a soul, without the common instincts of +humanity, a Thing apart. As the Captain, himself in shadow, gazed, +fascinated, and sensible of the horror which this singular expression of +France’s always induced, something stirred in his brain. Where had he +seen that expression before—sometime in his remote youth?—where? +where?—Suddenly he had a vision of a whole troop of faces—they marched +out from some lost recess in his mind—all with that same +heartless—soulless—glitter in their eyes. And then the cigar fell from +his loosened lips. He had seen those faces—some thirty years ago—in an +asylum for the insane one night when the more docile of the patients +were permitted to have a dance. + +“Good God!” he muttered. “Good God!” + +France turned at the sound of the voice. + +“That you, Captain?” he said negligently, his eyes merely hard and +shallow again. “Jolly party, ain’t it? Of course the tropics are an old +story to you, but this is my first experience of the West Indies, at +least. I’m quite mad about them. And all these toppin’ girls! Never saw +such skins. Come in and have a drink?” + +He had spoken in his best manner, without a trace of insolence. Having +delivered himself of inoffensive sentiments, quite proper to the +evening, he suddenly passed his arm through that of his superior officer +and led him down the terrace. The Captain, overcome by his emotions and +the unwonted condescension of a prospective duke, made no resistance, +drank a stiff Scotch-and-soda, then cursing himself for a snob of the +best British dye, returned to the element where he felt most at home. + + + II + +MRS. EDIS and Julia slept at Government House, but rose early and +returned to Nevis by the sail-boat that carried merchandise between the +islands, and, now and then, an uncomfortable passenger. Its sails, twice +too big and heavy, ever menaced an upset, and fulfilled expectations at +least once a year. Mrs. Edis, steadying herself with her stick, took no +notice of the plunging craft, or the glory of the morning. The sapphire +blue of the Caribbean Sea looked the half of a pulsing world; the other +half, the deep, hot, cloudless sky. Nevis, fringed with palms and +cocoanuts, banana and lemon trees, glittering and rigid, drooping and +dim, rose, where it faced St. Kitts, with a bare road at its base, but +spread out a train on its farther side to accommodate the little capital +of Charles Town and the ruin of Bath House. In this month of March the +long slopes of the old volcano were green even on the deserted estates. +Here and there was an isolated field of cane. The wreckage of stone +walls, all that was left of the “Great Houses,” broke its expanse; or +the spire of a church, surrounded by trees and crumbling tombs. High +above, a regiment of black trees stood on guard about the crater; their +rigor softened by the white cloud so constant to Nevis that it might be +the ghost of her dead fires. In the distance were other misty islands; +about the boat flew silver fish, almost blue as they rose from the +water; in the roadstead were the three cruisers; and countless rowboats +filled with chattering negroes, dressed in their gaudiest colors, bent +upon selling fish and sweets to the paymaster and youngsters of the +squadron, or ready to dive for pennies. + +Mrs. Edis sat staring straight before her with a rapt expression that +Julia knew of old and admired with all the fervor of a young soul eager +for enthusiasms. She would in any case have believed the tyrannical old +woman, kind to her alone, quite the most remarkable person in the world, +but her mother’s lore, her long fits of abstraction, when mysticism +descended upon her like a veil, not only inspired her young daughter +with a fascinating awe, but gave her a pleasant sense of superiority +over those girls upon whom the planets had bestowed mere mothers. + +Julia roamed steadily about the tipsy boat, her mane of hair, torn loose +by the trade-wind, swirling about her like flames, sometimes standing +upright. Her mouth smiled constantly; her large gray eyes, one day to be +both keen and deep, were merely shining with youth on this vivid tropic +morning. The man gazing at her through his field-glass from the deck of +the flag-ship trembled visibly, and felt so primal that he believed +himself embarked upon one of those purely romantic love affairs he had +read about somewhere in books. + +“That’s the girl for me,” sang through his momentarily rejuvenated +brain. “Rippin’! Toppin’! Words too weak for a bit of all right like +that. To hell with all the others! Chucked them overboard last night. +Hags, the whole lot. Hate subtlety, finesse, women of the world—all the +rest of ’em. Wild rose on a tropic island, so fresh—so sweet—Gad! +Gad!” + +He almost maundered aloud. The Captain, watching him, thought he had +never seen a man look more of an ass, and wondered at his dark suspicion +of the night before. What if he really were but the common wild young +blood, run after by women for his looks and prospects? Why should he not +meet the one girl like other men and settle down with her? But although +sentimental, like most sailors, he shook his head vigorously. He knew +men, and France was not as other men, whatever the cause. He was merely +lovesick at present, not reformed. Of course it was possible that his +diseased fancy would be diverted by one of those honey-colored wenches +down among the cocoanut trees on the edge of St. Kitts, or that a second +interview with a girl of such disconcerting innocence might put him off +altogether. But if it should be otherwise—the Captain had made up his +mind to act. + +The boat reached the jetty of Charles Town. Mrs. Edis was assisted up +and into her carriage, and her agile daughter pinned her hair in place +and jumped on her pony. The rickety old vehicle had been bought sometime +in the forties, the horses and the pony were of a true West Indian +leanness, Julia’s hair tumbled again almost at once, and Mrs. Edis wore +a broché shawl and a bonnet almost as old as the carriage. But the odd +little cavalcade attracted only respectful attention in the drowsy town +almost lost in a grove of tropical fruit trees. At one end of Main +Street was the court-house, there were two or three small stores, +perhaps six or eight stone dwelling-houses still in repair, and as many +wooden ones, but between almost every two there was a ruin, trees and +flowering shrubs growing in crevice and courtyard. The great ruin of +Bath House, far to the right, windowless, rent by earthquake and +hurricane, choked with creepers and even with trees, looked like the +remains of a Babylonian palace with hanging gardens. + +The narrow road, after leaving Main Street, wound round the base of the +mountain; opposite St. Kitts a branch road led up to what was left of +the old Byam estate, inherited by Mrs. Edis from her father, and granted +to an ancestor in the days of Charles I. Great House stood on a lofty +plateau, not far below the forest, a big, square, solid stone house, +built extravagantly when laborers were slaves, and with a small village +of outbuildings. The large garden was surrounded by a high stone wall, +and beyond the servants’ quarters, granaries, and stables, were +vegetable gardens, orchards, and cocoanut groves. Sugar-cane still grew +on the thirty acres which remained of the old estate, but in this era of +the islands’ great depression, yielded little revenue. Mrs. Edis +possessed a few consols and raised all that was needed for her frugal +table and for that of her improvident son. + +The outbuildings surrounded a hollow square, in which there was a large +date-palm, a banana tree, a pump, and a spring in which the washing was +done. Scarlet flowers hung from pillars and eaves. Under the trees and +the balconies of the houses the blacks were sleeping peacefully when +roused by a kick from the overseer, himself but just awakened by his +wife. “_Ole Mis’ come!_” The words might have exploded from a bomb. +Julia, who by dint of argument with her languid pony, and some +chastisement, was ahead of the carriage, laughed aloud as she saw the +negroes scramble to their feet and rush out into the cane fields, or +busy themselves with the first service their heavy eyes could focus. In +a moment the courtyard was a scene of something like activity; even the +chickens were awake and scratching round the crowing cocks, the dogs +were barking, the pic’nies jabbering, and along the spring was a broken +row of blue, red, yellow, purple, the black or honey-colored faces of +the women hardly to be seen as they vigorously rubbed the stones with +the household linen. + +Julia turned her pony loose, ran through the thick grove in the front +garden, the living room of the house, and up between the vivid terraces +with their dilapidated statues and urns to the wood, where she frisked +about like a happy young animal. In truth she felt herself quite the +happiest and most fortunate girl in the Caribbees. For two long years +she had looked forward to her first ball at Government House, and +although many West Indian girls came out at sixteen, her mother had been +as insensible as old Nevis to her importunities. How many nights she had +hung out of her window watching the long row of lights marking +Government House, picturing the girls of St. Kitts, those enchanting +creatures with whom she had never held an hour of solitary intercourse, +dancing with even more mysterious beings in the uniform of Her Blessed +Majesty. She had read little: a volume or two of history or travel, +several of the romances and poems of Walter Scott, which she had +discovered in the aged bookcase. Her mother took in no newspaper but the +leaflet published on St. Kitts, and she had led almost the life of a +novitiate; but the serving women had whispered to her of the fate of all +maidens, and she had an unhappy sister-in-law with a beautiful baby, +who, although she cried a good deal, was still another window through +which the puzzled maiden peeped out into Life. But she was quite as +ignorant as the murky depths of France demanded. + +She dreamed of the Prince (in Her Blessed Majesty’s uniform), who would +one day bear her to his feudal castle in England and make her completely +happy, but of the facts of love and life she knew no more than +two-year-old Fanny Edis, who cuddled so warmly in her young aunt’s +breast. Such instincts as she possessed in common with all girls were +confused and suffocated by the yearnings of a romantic mind with an +inherent tendency to idealism. Beyond the narrow circle of her existence +was an endless maze, deep in twilight, although casting up now and again +strange mirages, faint but lovely of color, and of many and shifting +shapes. She wanted all the world, but she was really quite content as +she was, her mind being still closed, her true imagination unawakened. +Such was the famous Julia France in the month of March, 1894. + +To-day she was happy without mitigation. The ball at Government House +had no sting in its wake. She had been one of the belles. Not a dance +had she missed, and she knew that, thanks to one of her governesses, she +danced very well. To be sure the young officers in Her Blessed Majesty’s +uniform had perspired a good deal, and a big and rather horrid man had +tried to monopolize her, but at least he had been the best dancer of the +squadron, and his rivals had looked ready to call him out. Also, the +other girls had been jealous. Julia was human. + +“After all, one goes to a party to dance,” she thought philosophically. +“The men don’t matter.” + +Dismissing France she reviewed the other young men in turn, but shook +her head over each. Not one had made the slightest impression on her. +The Prince was yet to arrive. And then she laughed a little at her +mother’s expense. + +So far, she owed the only excitements of her life to her mother’s +practices in astrology. She knew that old M’sieu, who had lived at Great +House until his death shortly after her eighth birthday, had instructed +her mother deeply in the ancient science. Many a time she had stolen out +into the garden at night and watched the two motionless figures on the +flat roof of the house. They were sequestered for days at a time in Mrs. +Edis’s study, a room Julia was forbidden to enter. Julia, however, had +hung over that tempting sill upon more than one occasion, and long since +discovered that every book on the walls related to astrology and other +branches of Eastern science; had gathered, also, from remarks at the +dinner table while M’sieu was alive, that it was one of the most +valuable libraries of its kind in the world. + +She also knew that M’sieu had cast her horoscope the very moment that +old Mammy Cales had brought her up to Great House in her wonderful +basket, as he had cast the horoscopes of all her brothers, whose only +survivor was the wretched Fawcett. Her ears had been very sharp long +before she reached the age of eight, and she knew that the planets had +conspired to make a great lady of her in a great country (the queen’s of +course); she also knew that her mother had cast her little daughter’s +horoscope herself a month later, and the result had been the same. The +dates had then been sent to the leading astrologer in Italy, and again +with the same result. Therefore had Julia, happy and buoyant by nature, +grown up in the comfortable assurance that the wildest of her dreams +must be realized. + +She had shrewdly divined that last night at Government House had +coincided with the first of the fateful dates announced by the planets +of her birth, and that her mother, having no intention of deflecting the +magnet of fate, had postponed her introduction to the world of young men +until the third of March; which, extraordinarily, had brought no less +than three cruisers to the little world of St. Kitts. And the poor old +planets, for whom she felt an almost personal affection, had been all +wrong, even when so ably assisted by her august parent! She felt a +momentary pang at the unsettling of her faith, the loss of her idols, +then curled herself up and went to sleep on the soft cheek of the old +volcano. + + + III + +SHE was awakened by the dinner gong, booming loudly on the terrace; her +predilection for the woods about the crater was an old story. She sat up +with a yawn and a naughty face. Such good things she had eaten at +Government House last night, and even her strong little teeth were weary +of fibrous cattle killed only when too old and feeble to do the work of +the infrequent horse. She detested even the Sunday chicken, invitingly +brown without but as tough as the cows within, so recent her exit from +the court of much repose. That chicken! No West Indian ever forgets her. +She looks alive and full of pride, as, with her gizzard tucked under her +left wing, she is carried high but mincingly down the dining room to the +head of the table by a yellow wench or superannuated butler. When a +venerable cock is sacrificed, he is boiled as a tribute to the +doughtiness of his sex, but the more abundant ladies of the harem are +given a brown and burnished shroud, deceitful to the last. + +Butter, Julia had rarely tasted; milk was almost as scarce; but she +would have been quite willing to live on the delicious fruits and +vegetables of the Indies, bread and coffee. Her mother, however, forced +her to eat meat once a day, hoping to check the anæmia inevitable in the +tropics. + +Mrs. Edis, kind as she ever was to the one creature that had found the +soft spot in her heart, did not like to be kept waiting, and Julia, +pinning up her untidy hair as she ran, was in the dining-room before the +gong had ceased to echo. Like the other rooms of Great House, and the +older mansions of the West Indies in general, this was very large and +very bare, although the sideboard, table, and chairs were of mahogany. +Only two of the ancestral portraits hung on the whitewashed walls, John +and Mary Fawcett; the grandparents, also, of one Alexander Hamilton, who +had unaccountably become something or other in the United States of +America, instead of serving his mother country. Mrs. Edis disapproved of +his conduct, and rarely alluded to him, but Julia sometimes haunted the +ruin of the house down near the shore, where he was supposed to have +come to light, and would have liked to know more of him. There was an +old print of him in the garret (her grandfather, it seemed, had admired +him), and she liked his sparkling eyes and human mouth. A photograph of +her brother Fawcett, taken some years ago in London, was not unlike, +although the charming mouth had always been weaker; but now—and this +was Julia’s only trouble—he was quite dreadful to look at, and came +seldom to Great House. When he did, there were terrible scenes; Julia, +much as she loved him, ran to the forest the moment she heard his voice. + +Mrs. Edis was already at the head of the table, and for the moment took +no notice of her daughter; her expression was still introspective, her +face almost visibly veiled. Julia made a grimace at the dish of meat +handed her by the servant. + +“This is poor old Abraham, I suppose,” she remarked, with more flippancy +than her austere mother and her elderly governesses had encouraged. “I +shall feel like a cannibal. I’ve ridden on his back and talked to him +when I’ve had nobody else. Well, he’ll have his revenge!” + +Mrs. Edis suddenly emerged from the veil. She looked hard, practical, +incisive. + +“Soon you will no longer be obliged to eat these old servants of the +field,” she announced. “Your island days are over.” + +Julia dropped both knife and fork with a clatter. “Are we going to +England to live? Oh, mother! Shall I see England? The queen? All the +dear little princes and princesses? Are they the least bit like Fanny?” + +“Not at all, nor like any other children,” replied the old royalist, who +had dined at the queen’s table in her youth. “No, I probably shall never +see England again. Nor do I desire to do so. The queen is old and so am +I. Moreover, judging from your Aunt Maria’s letters, and her edifying +discourse upon the rare occasions when she honors us with a visit, +London must be sadly changed. The majestic simplicity of my day has +vanished, and an extravagance in dress and living, an insane rush for +excitement and pleasure, have taken its place. There are railways built +beneath the earth, gorging and disgorging men like ant-hills. Women +think of nothing but Paris clothes, no longer of their duty as wives and +mothers. But although this would disturb and bewilder me, with you it +will be different. Youth can adapt itself—” + +“But when am I going, and with whom?” shrieked Julia. “Has Aunt Maria +sent for me?” + +“Not she. She has never spent a penny on any one but herself. She lives +to be smart, and is the silliest woman I have ever known. And that is +saying a good deal, for they are all silly—” + +“But me—I—when—do explain, _dear_ mother!” + +Mrs. Edis paused a moment and then fixed her powerful little eyes on the +eager innocent ones opposite. “Could you not see last night that +Lieutenant France had fallen in love with you?” she asked. + +“That horrid old thing! Why, he is nothing but a dancer. You don’t mean +to say that I must marry him?” and Julia, for the first time since her +childhood, and without in the least knowing why, burst into a storm of +tears. + +“I won’t marry him,” she sobbed. “I won’t.” + +Mrs. Edis waited until she was calm, then, having disposed of a square +of tissue as old, relatively, as her own, continued, “It is I that +should weep, for I am to lose you and it will be very lonely here. But +that is neither here nor there. When the time comes we all fulfil our +destiny. Your time has come to marry, and take your first step upon the +brilliant career which awaits you.” + +“Please wait till the next squadron,” sobbed Julia. “The planets may +have made a mistake—” + +This remark was unworthy of notice. + +“I hate the planets.” + +Mrs. Edis applied a sharp knife and an upright indomitable fork to +another fragment of Abraham. + +Julia, feeling no match for the combined forces of the heavens and her +mother, dried her eyes. + +“Has he a castle?” + +“He will have.” + +“And many books?” + +“England is full of libraries, the greatest in the world.” + +“Will Aunt Maria take me to parties?” + +“Undoubtedly.” + +“Will he find the Prince for me?” + +“The what?” + +“Well, I don’t mean a real prince, but a young man that I could love.” + +“Certainly not! You will love your husband.” + +“But he is old enough to be my father.” + +“He is only forty.” + +“I am only eighteen. When I am forty I could have a grandchild.” + +“Nonsense. Husbands should always be older than their wives. They are +then ready to settle down, and are capable of advising giddy young +things like yourself. You may not feel any silly romantic love for +him—I sincerely hope that you will not—but you will be a faithful and +devoted wife, and as obedient to him as you have been to me.” + +“I don’t mind obeying him if he is as dear as you are. Maybe he is, for +you looked so much sterner than all the other mothers last night, and I +am sure that not one of them is so kind. Has he some babies?” + +“What?” Mrs. Edis almost dropped her fork. + +“I’d like a few. Fanny is such a darling. I liked him less than any of +the men I danced with, but if he has a castle, and would bring me to see +you every year, and would let me run about as you do, and read a lot of +books, and give me a lot of babies, I shouldn’t mind him so much.” + +Mrs. Edis turned cold. For the first time she recognized the abysmal +depths of her daughter’s ignorance. It was a subject to which she had +never, indeed, given a thought. A governess had always been at the +child’s heels. Julia had been brought up as she had been brought up +herself, and she belonged to the school of dames to whom the +enlightenment of youth was a monstrous indelicacy. Moreover, she was old +enough to look back upon the material side of marriage as an automatic +submission to the race. Women had a certain destiny to fulfil, and the +whole matter should be dismissed at that. Nevertheless, as she looked at +that personification of delicate and trusting innocence, she felt a +sudden and violent hatred of men, a keen longing that this perfect +flower could go to her high destiny undefiled, and regret that she must +not only travel the appointed road, but set out unprepared. She dimly +recalled her own wedding and that she had hated her husband until kindly +Time had made him one of the facts of existence. To warn the child was +beyond her, but she made up her mind to postpone the ultimate moment as +long as possible. + +“You will have everything you want,” she said. “And as he cannot obtain +leave of absence while away on duty, you will merely become engaged to +him—no—” she remembered her planets; “you are to marry at once, but +you will go to England by the Royal Mail, and have ample time to become +accustomed to the change. Mrs. Higgins is going to England very shortly. +She will take you, and if Mr. France is not there—his squadron goes to +South America—you can stay with Maria until he arrives. That will give +you time to buy some pretty clothes, and become accustomed to the idea +of your—new position in life.” + +“Will my clothes come from Paris?” + +“No doubt. I have a hundred pounds in the bank and you are welcome to +them.” + +“A hundred pounds! I shall have a hundred frocks, one of every color +that will go with my hair, and the rest white.” + +“Not quite.” Mrs. Edis had but a faint appreciation of the cost of +modern clothes, but she thought it best to begin at once to curb her +daughter’s imagination. “It will buy you eight or ten, and no doubt your +husband will give you more. But even if he has not as large an income +now as he will have later, you have an instinct for dress. Your frock +was the simplest at Government House last night, but I noticed that you +had adjusted it, and your ribbons, with an air that made it look quite +the smartest in the room. You have distinction and style. The President +said so at once. You will make a little money go far.” + +Julia stared at her mother. It was the first time she had heard her pay +a compliment to any one. But she liked it and opened her eyes +ingenuously for more. Mrs. Edis laughed, a rare relaxation of those hard +muscles under the parchment skin. “Go and comb your hair,” she said, +“and make yourself as pretty as possible. Lieutenant France is coming to +call this afternoon, and if he does not ask for your hand to-day, he +will to-morrow.” + +“What shall I do with him? We can’t dance. And I couldn’t think of a +thing to say to him last night. I could to some of the young men.” + +“The less you say, the better! I will entertain him.” + +Tears had threatened again, but they retreated at the prospect of +deliverance from an ordeal as formidable as matrimony. “Mother!” she +exclaimed suddenly. “Why don’t you marry him?” + +“I?” + +“Yes. He’ll be like my father, anyhow, and then I should not only have +you still, but you could always talk to him—” + +“Run and do your hair.” + + + IV + +JULIA, her longing eyes fixed on the sea, where she frequently rowed at +this hour with one of the old men-servants, had forgotten France’s +existence. For quite ten minutes after his arrival, she had obediently +smiled upon him, giving him monosyllable for monosyllable, and tried not +to compare him to an elderly calf. His opaque, agate-gray eyes stared at +her with what she styled a bleating expression, but gradually took fire +as her mind wandered. Mrs. Edis talked more than she had done for many +years, to cover the defection of her naughty little daughter. + +Nevertheless, she divined that Julia’s unaffected indifference was +developing the instinct of the hunter to spur the passion of the lover, +reflected that an ignorant girl babbling nonsense would have detracted +from the charm of the picture Julia made by the window in her white +frock, staring through the jalousies with the wistfulness of youth. But +when France began to scowl and move restlessly, she said:— + +“Julia, run out into the garden, but do not go far. Mr. France will join +you presently.” + +Julia had disappeared before the order was finished. Mrs. Edis studied +the man’s face still more keenly for a few moments, the while she +discoursed about poverty in the West Indies. + +There alone in the big dim room something about the man subtly repelled +her, and her active mind sought for the cause even while talking with +immense dignity upon the only topic of general interest in her narrow +life. She had seen little of the great world, but a good deal of +dissipated men, and France had none of the insignia to which she was +accustomed. His bronzed cheeks, although cleft by ugly lines, were firm; +his eyes were clear, and the lines about them might have been due to +exposure, laughter, or midnight study. His nose was thin, his mouth +invisible under a heavy moustache, but assuredly not loose. The truth +was that France had not been drunk for a month, and having a superb +constitution would look little the worse for his methodical sprees until +his stomach and heart were a few years older. His grizzled close-cropped +hair did not set off his somewhat primitive head to the best advantage, +but his figure, carriage, grooming, were, to Mrs. Edis’s provincial +eyes, those of a proud and self-respecting man. + +As the planets were reticent on some subjects, and as she truly loved +her daughter, she determined to satisfy her curiosity at first hand, and +lay her scruples if possible. + +“Is it true that you are dissipated?” she asked abruptly. + +He flushed a dark slow red, but his brain, abnormally alive to the +instinct of self-protection, worked more rapidly. + +“I’ve gone the pace, rather,” he said, in his well-modulated voice. +“Nothing out of the common, however. Sick of it, too. Wouldn’t care if I +never saw alcohol—or—ah—any of the other things you call +dissipations, again.” + +He delivered this so simply and honestly that a more experienced woman +would have believed him. + +“Who told you I was dissipated?” he added. “The Captain? He don’t like +me. He’s a bounder and has social aspirations. I’ve never asked him to +my club in London, or to Bosquith. That’s all there is to that.” + +“Ah!” Mrs. Edis had not liked the Captain; this explanation was +plausible. “Why have you come here to-day?” she asked abruptly. “Do you +wish to marry my daughter?” + +France would have liked to do his own wooing, nibbling its uncommon +delights daily, until the sojourn at St. Kitts was almost exhausted. He +was an epicure of sorts, even in his coarser pleasures. But he had been +warned that in Mrs. Edis he had no ordinary mother to deal with, and he +answered her with responsive directness. + +“I do. She’s the first girl I’ve ever wanted to marry. Do you think +she’ll have me?” + +His voice trembled, his face flushed again. He looked ten years younger. +Mrs. Edis’s doubts vanished. + +“She’ll do what I bid her do. I wish her to marry you. Of course she +cares nothing for you, as yet. You will have to win her with kindness +and consideration after she marries you. You can see her here every day, +if you wish it, and for a few moments in the garden, alone. But don’t +expect to make much headway with her before marriage. She is full of +romantic dreams, and—and—very innocent.” + +His eyes flashed with an expression to which she had no key, but it gave +way at once to suspicion, and he asked sombrely:— + +“Is she in love with any one else?” + +“She never exchanged a sentence with a young man before last night, and +you monopolized her.” + +There was a curious motion behind his heavy moustache, but it was brief +and his eyes looked foolishly sentimental. + +“Good! Good!” he said, with what sounded like youthful ardor. “That’s +the girl for me. They’re gettin’ rarer every day.” + +“One thing more. We are very poor. I can settle nothing upon her.” + +For the first time in his life France felt really virtuous, and was more +than ever convinced that his youth (although he had quite forgotten what +it was like) had been resurrected. + +“Glad of it, Mrs. Edis. You’ll be the more convinced that I’m jolly well +in earnest. Give you my word, it’s the first time I ever proposed.” + +This was impressive, but the old lady continued to probe. “The Captain +also said that you were very much in debt.” + +“Rather. But my cousin clears me up every year or so. We’re jolly good +pals. Besides, I have an annuity from the estate. And he’s always said +he’d settle another thousand a year on me the day I married. That’ll do +for the present to keep a wife on. Think I’ll chuck the navy and settle +down. Have a jolly little place in good huntin’ country—Hertfordshire.” + +“You have great expectations, also,” pursued the old lady, looking past +him. + +“Ah! Yes! But my cousin’s rather better—” He scowled heavily. “What +luck some people have,” he burst out. “My father and his were +twins—only mine was one minute too late. And I need money and he don’t. +Keeps me awake sometimes thinkin’ of the ways of fate—must have had a +grudge against me. Then I think, ‘what’s the use? Can’t help it. And if +he don’t get well and marry, it’ll be mine one day.’” + +“You will inherit that great title and estate,” said Mrs. Edis, piercing +him with her eyes, as if defying him to laugh, or even to challenge her. +“Understand that I am deeply read in the ancient science of astrology, +and that my daughter was born under extraordinary planetary conditions: +she is a child of Uranus, with ruler in the tenth house trine to +Jupiter. That means power, an exalted position, leadership. A great +title and wealth, and the most famous political and social salon of her +century must be the literal reading; although if the times were more +troublous, I should have interpreted the signs to mean that she was +destined to wed royalty itself, to reign, in short. But as her career +begins now, and as you are here so opportunely, there can be no dispute +as to the true reading. You bring a splendid gift in your hands: to be a +duchess of our great country is one of the most exalted positions on +earth. I may add that Venus in strong position in the horoscope means +much feminine grace and charm, added to power. Make sure, your wife will +be the most famous duchess in England.” + +France thought it possible she was mad, but was thrilled in spite of his +doubts. The prophecy, also, was agreeable. + +“She’d make a rippin’ duchess,” he assented warmly. + +Mrs. Edis went on, unheeding. “There is a period of +darkness—trouble—possibly turbulence—sometimes the planets exhibit a +strange reserve. If it were not for the ultimate fulfilling of the great +ambitions I cherish for my daughter, I should let her marry no one—that +is to say, I should instinctively try to prevent it, although the +marriage is there—writ as plainly—” + +“I hope it is for this month. I should like to marry her at once. We are +here for a fortnight. I can take a cottage somewhere. If I am on duty +for a few hours a day—no doubt the Captain will let me off—he’s afraid +of me, anyhow. Then she can go direct to England on the Royal Mail. If +we don’t sail at the same time,—if the squadron goes to South +America,—I’ll cable my resignation, and leave as soon as my successor +arrives. My cousin will arrange it. I’ve never cared for the +service—it’s the army gets all the fun—never would have gone in, but +my father gave me no choice; for a while I found it amusin’, and of late +years I’ve stayed in to—ah—spite Captain Dundas, who’d give his eyes +to chuck me out. It’s been a long and quite excitin’ game of chess, and +I’ve enjoyed it.” + +Again Mrs. Edis felt uneasy before the expression of his eyes, but she +was now in full surrender to the planets, and besides, he was looking +sentimental and rather foolish again, a moment later, as he burst out:— + +“You’ll consent to an immediate marriage, Mrs. Edis?” + +“Yes,” she replied promptly, although she had no intention of permitting +him to carry out the rest of his program. She had recognized her +opportunity of playing him and the Captain against each other to gain +her own ends. “Now you can go out into the garden,” she added +graciously. “And it will give me pleasure if you will remain to supper.” + +But his visit to the garden was brief. Julia, who was wandering about +the grove of cocoanut, banana, and shaddock trees which made a romantic +jungle of the large space in front of the house, ran past him into the +living room, and although she did not attempt to deprive him of the +sight of her again, and only stirred sharply and then stared at her +hands when her mother announced the betrothal, he was obliged to leave +at nine o’clock without having had a word with her alone. He swore all +the way down the mountain, his appetite so whetted that it required an +exercise of will to steer straight for the ship instead of returning and +raiding the house. He was unaccustomed to any great amount of +self-control, his haughty spirit dictating that all things should be his +by a sort of divine right. This overweening opinion of himself did not +prevent him from obtaining his ends by cunning when direct methods +failed, and to-night reason dictated that only patience for a few days +would avail him. But he was so rude to the Captain, deliberately baiting +him in his desire to make some one as angry as himself, that he was +forbidden to leave the ship on the following day. For the moment, as he +received this order, the Captain thought he was about to spring; but +France, with an abrupt laugh, turned on his heel and went to his cabin. + + + V + +THE President sat on the lawn of Government House reading from a sheaf +of cablegrams to a group of interested guests. In this fashion came +daily to St. Kitts the important news of the world; after submission to +the President, it was nailed on the court-house door, and then printed +in a leaflet, called by courtesy a newspaper. If it arrived when the +President was entertaining, he always read it to his guests, and the +little scene was one of the most primitive and picturesque in that land +of contradictions and surprises. Far removed from the barbarism of utter +discomfort, with rigid social laws, and a proud and dignified +aristocracy, these smaller islands of the English groups are equally +innocent of the comforts and luxuries of modern civilization. + +Behind the house a party of young people had not interrupted their game +of croquet, and Julia, who was taking her first lesson, was as oblivious +to the news of the great world she so longed to enter as to the prospect +of marrying a man who was mercifully absent. + +Two of the group about the President’s chair also disengaged themselves +as soon as the reading finished, instead of lingering to comment. One +was Mrs. Edis, always indifferent to mundane affairs, and the other +Captain Dundas, who saw his opportunity to have a few words alone with +the mother of Julia. He had made up his mind to speak, and was the man +to find his chance if one failed to present itself. He led her to a +chair under a palm, whose leaves spread just above her head when seated, +and she was glad of the shade and rest. The Captain took a chair +opposite. He would have liked to smoke, but dared not ask permission of +a woman whose skirts had been made to wear over a crinoline. However, he +was quite capable of arriving at the sticking point without the friendly +aid of tobacco. Having the direct mind of his profession, he began +abruptly:— + +“Madam, there’s something I’ve got to say, and I may as well get it out. +France” (he utterly disregarded the menacing glitter in the eyes +opposite) “means to marry your daughter, and I mean that he shan’t. If +you don’t listen to me here” (Mrs. Edis was planting her stick), “I’ll +say it before the whole company.” + +Mrs. Edis sat back. The Captain went on, breathing more deeply. “It’s +all very well for you to say that you know the world, Mrs. Edis, because +you have seen a few dissipated men and unfaithful husbands. The Harold +Frances haven’t come into your ken. Only the high civilizations breed +them. There are plenty like him, not only in England, but in Europe and +the new United States of America. They are responsible for some of the +unhappiest women in the world, perhaps for the revolt of woman against +man. It isn’t only that they are petty but absolute tyrants in the home; +clever women can always circumvent that sort; but they’re the kind that +debase their wives, treating them like mistresses, to whom nothing +exists in the world but sex, and as they are vilely blasé, the sort of +sex which is but the scientific term for love has long since been +forgotten by them, if they ever knew it. Many are born old, perverted by +too much ancestral indulgence. All sorts of books are being written to +protect the poor girl from the seducer, or the man who would sell her +into the life of the underworld; it seems to me it is time some one +should start a crusade in behalf of the well-born, the delicately +nurtured, the women with inherited brains who might be of some use in +the world if not broken or hardened by the roués they marry. Mind you, +I’m no silly old saint. I’m not inveighing against the young blood who +sows a few wild oats; I’m after the scalp, as the Americans say, of the +thousands in the upper classes that are bad all through, like Harold +France, and who’ll get worse every day of their lives. Do you follow me, +ma’am?” + +“I don’t think I do. The whole subject is one which I have never +discussed with any man, and is deeply repugnant to me, but as my child’s +happiness is at stake, I waive my own feelings. Please go into details. +Just what do you mean?” + +The Captain gasped. “I—well—I—can’t do that exactly, you know,” he +stammered, wiping his face with his large red silk handkerchief. +“But—you see, the bad women—and men—of the great capitals of the +earth—have taught these young bloods too much. Some it don’t hurt. +There’s plenty of good men in the upper world, even when they have been +a bit wild in their youth; but men like France—with a rotten spot in +the brain—” + +The old lady sat erect. “Do you mean to say that France is insane?” + +Here was the Captain’s opportunity. But, after the mental confusion of +the night of the ball, not only was he disposed to question what had +seemed at the moment a flash of illumination, but he knew the pickle +awaiting him if he accused a man in France’s position of insanity. He +was risking much as it was; he was not brave enough for more. He had his +own and his family’s interests to consider. A suit for slander would +relegate him to private life, unhonored either as admiral or knight. His +wife desired passionately to be addressed by servants and other +inferiors as “my lady.” + +“Well—no—I can’t say that—” + +“I ask you to answer me yes or no. Have you ever seen Mr. France do +anything which leads you to believe him a lunatic—for that, I infer, is +what you mean by a rotten spot. And if you have, why, may I ask, have +you been so insensible to your duty as to permit him to remain in the +navy?” + +“Oh, I assure you, madam, you misunderstand. A man may have a rotten +spot in his brain, which will make him a horror to live with, and yet be +as sane as you or I.” + +Mrs. Edis leaned back. “You have described to me a man precisely like my +husband. He drank too much, he thought too much of love-making when he +was young, but he got over it. I, as a dutiful wife, resigned myself. +That, I fancy, is the history of nine out of ten wives. After all, we +have a great many other things to attend to. Husbands soon become an +incident.” + +“Oh, dear! Oh, dear!” The Captain cast about desperately in his mind. +Meanwhile Mrs. Edis also was thinking rapidly. Such fears as he may have +excited having been laid, she reverted to her original purpose to +hoodwink him. + +She sat erect with one of her abrupt movements and brought her cane down +into the gravel. “In a way you are right!” she said harshly. “Men! I +hate the lot of them. After all, why should my girl marry now? If she +and France want to marry, let them try the experiment of a long +engagement—two years, at least. I will talk to him—put him on +probation. Let him resign from the navy when he returns to England and +settle down here under my eye.” + +“Good! Good!” exclaimed the Captain, who knew that France would never +return. + +“During this visit, I’ll probe him, watch him with my girl. If I don’t +approve of him, I’ll ask you to keep him—on board until you leave. In +any case, he shall consent to an engagement of two years. Will you +assist me?” + +“Certainly, ma’am, certainly.” + +And so the fate of Julia France was sealed. + + + + + BOOK II + THREE POTTERS + + + I + +LONDON once a year has a brief spell of youth, during which she is +surpassingly beautiful, gay, insolent, and very nearly as vivid and +riotous as the tropics. Her gray besooted old masses of architecture are +but the background for green parks where swans sail on slowly moving +streams; thousands of window boxes, flaunting red, white, and yellow; +miles of plate-glass windows, whose splendid display, whether torn from +the earth, or representing unthinkable toil at the loom, the rape of the +feathered tribe, or countless brains no longer laid out in cells but in +intricate patterns of lace, hot veldts where the ostrich, quite +indifferent to the depletion of his tail, walks as absurdly as the pupil +of Delsarte, slaughter-houses of hideless beasts, compensated in death +with silver and gold, the ravishing of greenhouses, and the luscious +fruits that grow only between earth and glass,—all these wonders lining +curved streets and crowded “circuses,” challenge the coldest eye above +the tightest purse. And in the fashionable streets during the morning +are women as pretty and gay of attire as the flower beds in the Park, +where they display themselves of an afternoon. + +Julia, happy in her own unsullied eager youth, made the acquaintance of +London when that seasoned old dame was taking her yearly elixir of life, +and thought herself come to Paradise. She had hardly a word for her +aunt, Mrs. Winstone, who had met her at the railway station, but twisted +her neck to look at the shop windows, the hoary old palaces and +churches, the passing troops of cavalry, gorgeous as exotics, the +monuments to heroes, the bare-kneed Scot in his kilt, and the Oriental +in his turban. It was Mrs. Winstone’s hour for driving, and as her young +guest’s frock had not been made for Hyde Park, and Julia had laughed +when asked if she were tired, the constitutional was taken through the +streets and in or about the smaller parks. The coachman was far too +haughty himself to venture beyond the West End, or even to skirt those +purlieus which lie at its back doors. + +Julia’s eyes, wide and star-like as they were, missed not a detail, and +she felt as happy as on the night of her first party. The journey had +been monotonous, the passengers, when not ill, rather dull. Therefore +was her plastic mind shaped to drink down in great draughts the +pleasures promised by the city of her dreams. Moreover, never in her +life had she felt so well. The eighteen days at sea, the wholesome food, +the constant exercise in which a good sailor always indulges, if only to +get away with the time, long days in cold salt air, had crimsoned her +blood, vitalized every organ. France and the reason of her translation +to London she had almost forgotten. There had been a hurried marriage at +Great House; then, almost before the wine had been tasted, the indignant +bridegroom had been summoned to his ship, which, with the rest of the +squadron, had sailed two hours later. There had been a succession of +infuriated letters, mailed at the different islands, and Julia knew that +France intended to leave the service as soon as he set foot in England; +but as that could not be for weeks to come, she had dismissed him from +her mind. + +“Shall I live here?” she asked at length, as they drove down the wide +Mall, one of the finest avenues in Christendom, and half rising to look +at Buckingham Palace. + +“You should know.” Mrs. Winstone had received only a cablegram from her +sister. “France has a house, a bit of a place in Hertfordshire, but only +rooms in town, so far as I know. The duke, however, may ask you to stop +with him in St. James’s Square—for a bit. He seems enchanted to get +France married, but it is rather fortunate that I have known him for +years and can vouch for you. France, returning with a bride from the +antipodes—well—” + +“Of course the duke would expect some one much older, Mr. France is so +old himself. But I’m glad he doesn’t mind, for I want to live in +castles. It’s too bad Mr. France hasn’t one.” + +“Is that what you married France for? I have wondered.” + +Julia shrugged her restless young shoulders, and looked at the carriages +full of finery rolling between the columns of Hyde Park. + +“Mother told me to marry him and I did, of course. I have known, ever +since I was about eight, that I was to marry at this time and start upon +some wonderful career, for there’s no getting the best of the planets. I +had to take the man who came along at the right moment.” + +Mrs. Winstone was one of those extremely smart English women who put on +an expression of youthful vacuity with their public toilettes, but at +this point she so far forgot herself as to sit up and gasp. + +“Not that old nonsense! You don’t mean to tell me that Jane still +believes—why, I had forgotten the thing. Hinson! Home!” + +As the carriage turned and rolled toward Tilney Street Mrs. Winstone, +really interested for the first time, stared hard at the face beside +her. Had she a child on her hands? It had been rather a bore, the +prospect of fitting out and putting through her preliminary paces a +young West Indian bride, mooning the while for an absent groom. But she +had never seen any one look less like a bride, more heart-whole. + +“Do you love France?” she asked abruptly. + +“Of course not. He’s a horrid funny old thing, and his eyes look like +glass when they don’t look like Fawcett’s when he’s been drinking, poor +darling. And some of his hair is gray. But of course he’ll die soon and +then I’ll have a handsome young husband.” + +Mrs. Winstone regarded the tip of her boot. She was worldly, selfish, +vain, envied this young relative who would one day be a duchess, but she +had an abundant store of that good nature which is the brass but +pleasant counterfeit of a kind heart. She would not put herself out for +any one, unless there were amusement or profit in it for her pampered +self, but she would do so much if there were, that she had the +reputation of being one of the “nicest women in London.” It was a long +time—she was a widow of thirty-four, and enjoyed a comfortable +income—since she had felt a spasm of natural sympathy, but she put this +sensation to her credit as she turned again to the child beside her. + +“I wish I had gone down to Nevis last year, as I half intended,” she +remarked. “It would have been good for my nerves, too. But there is such +a vast difference between the ages of your mother and myself—we are at +the opposite ends of a good old West Indian family—and we don’t get on +very well. If I had—tell me about the wedding. I suppose it was a great +affair. Where did you go for the honeymoon?” + +“No, I didn’t have a fine wedding. One day Mr. France was just calling, +when the minister of Fig Tree Church was also there, and mother told us +to stand up and be married. A few minutes after a sailor came running up +with an order from the Captain to Mr. France to go to the ship at once. +Before he had a chance to return the squadron sailed. For some reason +the Captain didn’t want us to marry, and mother was delighted at getting +the best of him. I never knew her to be in such a good humor as she was +all the rest of that day and the next. But the Captain must have been as +cross as Mr. France when he found out he was too late. Mother and the +planets are too much for anybody.” + +Mrs. Winstone had learned all she wished to know. Mrs. Edis would have +been wholly—no doubt satirically—content with the resolution born +instantly in her sister’s agile mind. France would not arrive for a +month or six weeks. There was nothing for it but to make his bride so +worldly and frivolous that some of this appalling innocence would +disappear in the process. Mrs. Winstone did not take kindly to the task, +being fastidious and tolerably decent, but having read the book of life +by artificial light for many years, could arrive at no other solution of +her problem. + +“France has been cabling frantically to be relieved, has even sent his +resignation, but either there is no one to take his place on such short +notice, or some one is exerting a counter-influence—possibly your good +friend, the Captain—and he must wait until the squadron returns. +Meanwhile, we shall not let you miss him. The duke has sent me a check +for your trousseau, and this is the very height of the season—here we +are. It is a box, but I hope you will not be uncomfortable.” + +Among other considerations, Mrs. Winstone did not permit herself to +forget that now was her opportunity to ingratiate herself with a future +peeress of Britain. “Although anything less like a duchess,” she thought +grimly as she laid her arm lightly about Julia’s waist while ascending +the stair, “I never saw out of America or on the stage. But the duke, +good soul, will be delighted.” + +The house, small, like so many in Mayfair, was all drawing-room on the +first floor, a right angle of a room, so shaped and furnished as to give +it an air of spaciousness. The front window was open to the flower +boxes; there was a narrow conservatory across the back, which added to +its depth. Above were one large bedroom and two small ones; and those of +the servants, a flight higher, were a disgrace to civilization. + +But all that was intended for polite eyes presented a picture of ease, +luxury, taste, smartness; moreover, had the unattainable air of having +been occupied for several generations. Americans and other outsiders, +settling for a season or two in London, spend thousands of pounds to +look as if living in a packing-case of expensive goods, but Englishwomen +of moderate income, combined with traditions and certain inheritances, +often give the impression of aristocratic wealth and luxury. + +Captain Winstone (recruited also from the generous navy) had inherited +the house in Tilney Street from his mother, an old dame of taste and +fashion, who, besides careful weeding in the possessions of her +ancestors, had travelled much and bought with a fine discrimination that +was a part of her hardy contempt for Victorian fashions. The house, with +three thousand pounds a year, was Mrs. Winstone’s for so long as she +should grace this planet, and enabled her to exist, even to pay her +dressmakers on account, when they made nuisances of themselves. But +although she would have liked a great income, she had never been tempted +to marry again, holding that a widow who sacrificed her liberties for +anything less than a peerage was a fool; and no peer had crossed her +path wealthy enough to be disinterested, or poor enough to share her +humble dowry with gratitude. She always carried on a mild flirtation +with a tame cat a few years younger than herself, who would fetch and +carry, and, if wealthy, make her nice presents. If not, she fed him and +took him to drive in her Victoria. Her heart and passions never troubled +her, but her vanity required constant sustenance. She did not in the +least mind the implication when the infant-in-waiting was invited to the +country houses she visited; not only was her vanity flattered, but the +generous tolerance of her world always amused her. She lived on the +surface of life, and altogether was an enviable woman. + +Julia was delighted with her little room, done up in fresh chintz, too +absorbed and happy to notice that it overlooked a mews. A four-wheeler +had already brought her box, and a maid had unpacked her modest +wardrobe. Mrs. Winstone, glancing over it with a suppressed sigh, told +her to put on something white, as people would drop in for tea, then +retired to the large front bedroom to be arrayed in a tea-gown of pink +chiffon and much French lace. + + + II + +MRS. WINSTONE, an excessively pretty woman, with blue eyes and fair +hair, and a fresh complexion responsive to the arts of rejuvenation, +seated herself before the tea-table and arranged her expression, +determined not to betray her feelings when Julia entered in a white +muslin frock made by the seamstress of Nevis. But as Julia, with all the +confidence of an only child (such had practically been her position), +entered smiling, her hair pinned softly about her head, Mrs. Winstone’s +own spontaneous smile, which did so much for her popularity, without +seaming the satin of her skin, responded. She saw at once what had +dawned upon even Mrs. Edis’s provincial and scientific mind, that the +girl at least knew how to put on her clothes, that she could wear white +muslin and a blue sash and neck ribbon with an air. + +“We shall have jolly times with the shops and dressmakers,” she said +warmly. “We’ll begin to-morrow morning. You are to be presented at the +last drawing-room and must go into training at once. The duke wishes it. +Really, I didn’t think there’d be anything so excitin’ this season as +puttin’ the wife of Harold France through her paces. How do, Algy?” + +She extended a finger to a young man who lounged in with a bored +expression, and a dragging of one foot after the other that suggested +excesses which were preparing him for an early grave; in truth, he was a +virtuous and timid younger son, who, being able to afford but one vice, +chose cigarettes, and in the privacy of his room—he lived at +home—smoked the economical American. + +Mrs. Winstone, with the vagueness of her kind, murmured, “my niece,” and +poured him out a cup of tea, while embarking smartly upon a tide of +gossip anent “Sonnys” and “Berties,” “Mollys” and “Vickys,” to which +Julia had no key. But she was quite content to be ignored, being +entirely happy, and deeply interested in her aunt and her new +surroundings. With a quick and appreciative instinct she admired the +rectangular room with its soft light and French furniture, its hundred +little treasures from India and the continent. The tea-service was +fairylike, compared with the massive pieces of Great House, and +eminently in harmony with the pretty butterfly and her slender +fluttering hands. Mrs. Winstone, as has been intimated, cultivated an +expression of complete ingenuousness, even in animated conversation, and +in repose—as when driving alone, for instance—looked so drained of +vulgar sensations, of that capacity for thought so necessary to the +middle classes, poor dears, that even an Englishman was once heard to +exclaim that he would like to throw a wet sponge at her. Her figure +might have been taller, but it could hardly have been thinner, and +carried smart gowns as an angel carries her natural feathers. Women +liked her, not only for the reasons given, but because her acute +intelligence chose that they should, and men liked, sometimes loved, her +because she knew them as well as she did women, and managed them +accordingly. + +Her present adorer, Lord Algernon FitzMiff, was tall, loose-jointed, +with sleek brown hair, a mathematical profile, and beautiful clothes. He +would never pay his tailor; never, unless he caught an heiress, own a +thousand pounds. But at least a Chinaman on his first visit to England +would never have taken him for a member of the middle class; and when a +man is no disgrace to “his order,” who shall maintain that his life is +wasted? + +Julia, finding him even less interesting than her husband, was on the +other side of the room admiring an old bronze brought to England in the +palmy days of the East India Company, when three visitors were +announced:— + +“Mrs. Macmanus, Mr. Pirie, Mr. Nigel Herbert.” + +“Dear Julia!” cried Mrs. Winstone, in a tone which, although subdued, +made an effect of floating across space until the drawing-room seemed +immense, “come and meet my friends.” + +Julia, born without mauvaise honte, passed the ordeal of introduction in +a fashion which delighted her aunt, and sat down under the lorgnette of +Mrs. Macmanus. + +This intimate friend of Mrs. Winstone was also in her thirty-fifth year, +but enormously rich, as lazy of body as she was quick of mind, and, +inclined to gout, quite indifferent to both youth and clothes. Her black +frock would not have been worn by her maid, her stays were of the old +school, her hair was parted, and about her eyes were many amiable lines. +There were those who maintained that she was a snob of the subtlest dye, +daring to look like a frump because of her income and her ramifications +in the peerage; but they were quite wrong. Mrs. Macmanus was so little +of a snob that she rarely recognized snobbery in others, hated every +variety of discomfort, and could not have been more amiable and +kind-hearted had she been poor and a nobody. + +Mr. Pirie, although only forty-five, was already an old beau. Left with +an income sufficient for a luxurious bachelor, too selfish to ask the +present Mrs. Macmanus to share it when she was a penniless girl, and +with none of the recommendations essential to the capture of predatory +heiresses, he had lived for twenty-five years in very comfortable rooms +in Jermyn Street, dining out every night during the season, taking his +yearly waters at Carlsbad, visiting at country houses. In no way +distinguished, people wondered sometimes why they continued, year after +year, to invite him; but he had been astute enough to hang on until he +had become a fixed habit, and now, should any of the ailments which come +from too much dining with owners of chefs take him off, he would have +been sincerely missed for a season; he was a good-natured gossip, who +could put vitriol on his tongue at the unique moment. Mrs. Macmanus had +been free for fifteen years, and he had proposed to her fifteen times; +but not only was that astute widow content with her present state, but +she never quite forgave him for not proposing before he was obliged to +wear a toupee. She liked him, however, and gave him a corner at her +fireside. For several years she had tried to make him work, being of +that order of woman that has no patience with the idler. In her youth, +she had been quite impassioned on the subject, but had learned that to +backbone the invertebrate was as easy as to turn marble into flesh. +When, a few years later, the Americans discovered the hookworm, she +concluded that half England had it, and became entirely charitable. + +Young Herbert, who immediately carried his tea over to Julia’s side, was +but recently out of Oxford, reading law to please his father (an +eminently practical peer), but quietly preparing himself for literature. +He had a fresh frank face, which refused to look politely bored, large +blue eyes, that danced at times with youth and the zest of life, and +although dressed with the perfection of detail of a Lord Algy FitzMiff, +his movements, like his voice, were often quick and eager. He had been +cultivating Mrs. Winstone with a view to succeeding Lord Algy, since she +was so much the fashion, and rippin’ besides, but she vanished from his +calculations the moment he set eyes on her niece, and never returned. + +He had heard nothing of the marriage, Mrs. Winstone with fashionable +casualness having omitted to mention it, and society being as +indifferent to the performances of a man who spent his leaves of absence +in Paris, as to the heir presumptive of an unfashionable duke. + +“Miss France—surely—” he began. But Julia bridled. She was proud of +her married state. She sat up very straight and looked at him primly. + +He laughed aloud. “Really?” he asked teasingly. “Well, I suppose you are +too young to like to be told you look so, but—I can’t take it in. Do I +know your husband, perhaps? France—there are several. You are a bride, +of course.” + +“I have been married just twenty-four days. My husband is a lieutenant +in the navy. He won’t be here for a month or two yet—” + +“In the navy—what—what—is his first name?” + +“Harold. He has a lot of others, but I forget them.” + +“Not the Duke of Kingsborough’s—” + +“Yes, and Aunt Maria says perhaps I shall stay at some of the castles +this year.” + +Herbert’s hand shook so that he was obliged to put down his cup. He was +almost a generation younger than France, and rarely entered his own +club, but there are some characters that are known to all men of their +class, however unpopular or negligible socially they may be. Herbert +felt a sensation of nausea, and for the moment loathed this wonderful +young creature that looked to be composed of light and fire. What must +she really be made of to have fallen in love with a man like France? +What sort of hideous inherited instincts had answered those of a man +that did not even possess the common gift of magnetism? What had he made +of her? + +He had been bred in the severe school of his class. His composure +returned and he looked at her critically. Red hair. A sensual and +ill-tempered little devil, no doubt. Then he encountered her eyes, eyes +so unmistakably innocent, so different from the eyes of the Mrs. +Winstones, with their manufactured ingenuousness, their injected wonder +at the naughtiness of the world. + +But he floundered. “Oh, of course. Castles. And of course, Mr. France is +very handsome—distinguished.” + +Julia was staring at him in open astonishment. “Handsome? He looks like +a sheep, when he doesn’t look like a calf—that’s the way he looked when +he stared at me while mother was talking to him. I had never talked to a +man in my life. He must have thought me quite stupid. I am sure he was +very kind to marry me.” + +“Kind?” + +“Mother said he was in love, but somehow—well, I have only read a few +of Scott’s novels—he doesn’t seem much like a lover to me. But after +I’ve seen the world a bit, and read some modern novels, perhaps I shall +understand Mr. France better. I should think it would be a good thing to +understand one’s husband.” + +“Rather.” He was devoured with curiosity, and changed the subject +hastily. “What is your idea of a man that could make love, fall in +love?” he asked, not yet quite sure whether he liked her well enough +even for a mild flirtation. + +But Julia had liked him spontaneously. His youth, his breeding, his +frank kind eyes, the mere fact that he was the first man near her own +age with whom she had ever had a tête-à-tête, won her confidence, and +fluttered her imagination. She regarded him dispassionately. + +“You, I should think. But I don’t know very much—anything about it.” + +Was this accomplished coquetry? But those eyes. “Will you tell me where +you have come from?” he asked. “I—I can’t quite place you.” + +“From Nevis, where Aunt Maria was born.” + +“And there are no men there?” + +“No young ones. I met Mr. France at my first party, anyhow. I had no +friends—not even girls. My mother is peculiar—a very wonderful woman. +Some day I’ll tell you about her. But she made up her mind I was to have +no friends until I married.” + +Herbert made another heroic attempt to repress his curiosity. “And why +do you think I could fall in love—really in love?” + +“Well—you see—you look elastic, springy, waxy, sappy, like the young +trees. Mr. France is all made, hard, finished. He’s like an old tree +with rough bark, and dry inside. I suppose he could love when he was +your age, but he’s years too old now. I shall always think of him as a +father—my father had a son eighteen years old when he was Mr. France’s +age—and I was eighteen my last birthday.” + +Herbert drew a long breath. He put his finger inside his collar and shot +a glance at the rest of the party. They were discussing the resignation +of Gladstone and his indictment of the peers; English people, no matter +how frivolous, are never as empty-headed as Americans of the same class. +Moreover, Mrs. Winstone included several flirtations in the curriculum, +and looked upon Herbert as quite safe. + +The question popped out irresistibly. “Then your mother arranged the +match?” + +“Of course.” + +“And—and—you aren’t in love with your husband now that you’re married +to him? Girls often are, you know.” + +“What difference does that make?” + +“Well—I should think France would know how to make love even if he +couldn’t love—I fancy you’ve hit him off there.” + +“Well, he may, but I hope he won’t. Forty! He used to talk a good deal +about wanting to settle down. So, I suppose he’ll do that, and I am sure +I could run a house as well as mother.” + +“Run a house! Is that the way he made love to you?” + +“He never made love to me. Mother always entertained him, and he had to +sail as soon as the ceremony was over, instead of taking me up into the +hills, as he had planned.” + +Herbert felt a wild sense of exultation and an equally wild impulse to +save her. The finest type of young Englishman inherits a deep and +passionate tide of chivalry, and his was whipped hard and high for the +first time. A crime had been committed, a worse one menaced; this he +would avert if he had to elope with the child and ruin his career. There +was no room left in him for humor; it was the best plan he could think +of, just as Mrs. Winstone’s plan to make her innocent little niece so +frivolous, worldly, and sophisticated that in a measure she would be +prepared for life with one of the most blatant roués in England, was the +best her order of brain could evolve. And Julia, plastic, unawakened, +inexperienced, gave the impression of being entirely agreeable to any +plans that might be made for her. + +Herbert, young and chivalrous as he might be, and still able to fall in +love at first sight, was the product of the highest civilization on +earth, and in no danger of making a precipitate ass of himself. He also +was as subtle as a frank and honest nature can be, and he realized that +he must proceed warily. An innocent girl can be repelled even by a young +and attractive lover, and Mrs. Winstone, although she would smile at a +flirtation, would be the last to countenance a scandal in her family. +Moreover, it was possible that he might be mistaken in the sensations +inspired by this girl with the big shining happy eyes, hair that looked +as if about to crackle, and a sort of electric aura. He had been in love +before, and recovered with humiliating facility. His reason spoke, but +all the rest of him cried out that he was in love, desperately in love, +that it was the real thing, at last. And she needed him. That clinched +the matter. + +He changed the subject abruptly, and, as much as possible, the current +of his thoughts. “Of course Mrs. Winstone is enchanting, ripping,” he +announced warmly. “Quite the youngest woman in London” (this, without +insulting intent). “But after all, you _are_ just grown, and must have +friends of your own age. My sister, alas! is in India, but one of her +pals married my brother—and her great friend, Lady Ishbel Jones—we are +all great pals. I’m sure you’ll like them both—” + +“When shall I meet them? Are they my age?” + +“Only a little older—twenty-three. Ishbel was married when she was +nineteen—her husband is rather a bounder, but unspeakably rich, and she +was one of fourteen daughters of a poor Irish peer. Bridgit, my +sister-in-law, married for love—my brother is one of the best looking +men in the army. She married at eighteen—and has a little chap, but +she’s one of the best cross-country riders in England, and a topper at +golf and tennis; fine all-round sport, and loves society as much as +Ishbel. _She’s_ sweeter, more feminine on the outside, but no more of a +brick, and all-there-all-the-time than Bridgit. I’m sure they’re just +the friends for you.” + +“I’m rather afraid of them; they’re really grown women, and I know quite +well that I’m only a child. I realized it a bit the night of my first +party at Government House, when I saw the other girls flirting; and on +the steamer they teased me a good deal. But I _must_ have some friends +of my age. I am beginning to long for them. It is so odd—I was quite +happy alone—so long as I knew nothing else. And I didn’t care to marry +for years, but—” She gave a side glance at the intent face as close to +hers as the etiquette of the drawing-room permitted, hesitated an +instant, for she was growing sensitive about her ignorance. But the +friendly admiring eyes reassured her, and out came the story of the +planets. It was the last straw. Herbert left the house in Tilney Street +feeling the one romantic man in England, and almost shaking with +excitement. + + + III + +THE duke, a dry ascetic little man, called on the following day and +approved of Julia at once. He was not only relieved that his heir had +married an innocent girl of good family, but youth was needed in the +house of France. His sisters were older and more antiquated than +himself, and now that his health was improving, he wished to give +political parties and dinners. A beautiful young woman at the head of +his staircase or table was an attraction second only to a chef. He hoped +she was not quite a fool, and invited her to lunch alone with him in the +course of the week, with intent to ascertain if her mind was of a +quality that would sprout the seeds he was willing to implant—he was by +way of being intellectual himself. + +But it was some time before Julia could be drawn out. The big gloomy +dining-room, the little man with his dull cold eyes and languid manner, +the magnificent footmen, four besides the butler, to wait upon the two +seated so far apart at the table, paralyzed her spirits and courage. +Moreover, she was bewildered and somewhat fatigued by five days of +shopping, milliners, dressmakers, and meeting many more of her aunt’s +friends. She felt half disposed to cry, and nearly choked over her food. +The duke was rather pleased by her timidity than disappointed; it was +not often that he inspired awe (like all little men without personality +it had been the dream of his life to electrify a room as he entered it, +and annihilate with the eagle in his glance), and, being a gentleman of +the old school, he held that young females should be diffident to their +natural lords, and modest withal. + +With dessert the small army of minions disappeared, and Julia’s face +brightened. + +“I suppose I’ll get used to all this grandeur in time, but aunt has only +one footman, and at home—well, the blacks take turns waiting on the +table, whichever happens to have nothing else to do, and they are part +of the family, anyhow.” + +The duke was shocked, but interested; shocked that even a new recruit to +the ranks of the British peerage should be so frank about domestic +poverty, and interested in the innocence or the courage which prompted +her to speak to the head of the house of France as if he were a parson’s +son. + +“Quite so. Quite so,” he said genially. “Harold has rather a small +establishment himself, but well appointed, of course. Ah—it’s let. I +hope you will spend the greater part of your time with me. It is a new +experience to see a young face at this table, and a very delightful +one.” He had never felt more gracious, and Julia smiled upon him so +radiantly that he expanded still further. “Yes, you must certainly live +with me. And Harold must stand for Parliament. Now that he has resigned +from the navy that will be the career for him. We Frances always have +careers, we have never been idlers, and I need some one in the lower +House. He could not choose a better moment. The present ministry is in a +state of dissolution. You will like politics, of course. All intelligent +women do, and more than one woman of this family has been of—ah—quite +material assistance to her husband.” + +“I don’t know anything about politics, but I can learn. Mother says I +must. When can I go to a castle?” + +The duke’s mouth was close and ascetic, but it parted in a smile that +was almost spontaneous. “Of course you want to see a castle,” he said, +teasing her graciously. “All children do.” + +Julia flushed and tossed her head. “Well, I’m not so sorry I’m really +young. I’ve been in London only a week, but it seems to me that I’ve met +hundreds of women who think of nothing but looking young. So, what is +there to be ashamed of?” + +“Or to blush about? I perceive that we shall be famous friends. You +shall go to a castle as soon as Harold returns. I’ll lend him Bosquith +for the honeymoon. His own box would not be half romantic enough.” + +Julia had been warned by her aunt not to confide her conjugal +indifference to the duke, but she remarked impulsively:— + +“One couldn’t be romantic with Mr. France, anyhow. I’d rather go there +by myself, or with two or three of my new friends.” + +“Great heavens!” For the first time in his life the duke (who always +conducted family prayers for the servants, even in the height of the +season) was almost profane. “Really—upon my word—you must not say such +things—nor feel them. I am aware of the circumstances of your marriage, +and that you have not had time to learn to love your husband as a wife +should, but you must take wifely love and duty for granted. You are +married and that is the end of it. As for romance, of course I was only +joking. No doubt I was somewhat clumsy, for I rarely joke; romance does +not matter in the least, and you must look forward to living with your +husband as the highest of—ahem!—earthly happiness. And I must insist +that you do not call Harold ‘Mr. France.’ It is not only unnatural, but +American. I do not know any Americans, but am told that the wives always +allude to their husbands as ‘Mr.’ In a novel I once read, ‘The Wide, +Wide, World,’ they always _called_ them ‘Mr.’ It must have been +extremely awkward! You will remember, I hope.” + +“Yes, sir.” + +Julia looked down, and repressed a smile. She might be ignorant and +provincial, but she was naturally shrewd and poised; the duke no longer +awed her, and, indeed, seemed rather absurd. But, then, she had met so +many absurd people in the last few days. She thought with gratitude upon +young Herbert and his two enchanting friends, Bridgit Herbert and Ishbel +Jones. In the wild rush of her new life they had passed and repassed one +another like flashes of lightning, but there had been distinct and +agreeable shocks, and she was to lunch with the two young women on the +morrow. It was a prospect that consoled her for the ennui of her ordeal +with this quite nice but very dull old gentleman. + +The duke, however, convinced that he had made an impression, and +magnanimously overlooking the indiscretions of youth, kept her for an +hour longer, and gave her an outline lesson in politics. He was +extremely lucid and chose his words with the precision which +distinguished all his public utterances (he fancied his style); also +reminded himself that he was addressing an embryonic intelligence. Julia +looked at him with wide admiring eyes and thought of Herbert and Bridgit +and Ishbel. + + + IV + +THERE were, at this period of their lives, no two more frivolous and +pleasure-loving young women in England than Bridgit Herbert and Ishbel +Jones. The one, married three months after she had left the schoolroom, +the other rescued suddenly from a ruined castle where food was often +scanty and a travelling bog the only excitement, both had thrown +themselves into the complex pleasures of society with such ardor and +industry that neither had yet found time to discover they were clever +women and their husbands two of the dullest men in England. + +Mr. James William Jones (alluded to as “Jimmy” to please the enchanting +Ishbel, although men let him alone as much as they decently could, +unless greedy for tips of the stock market, or the salary of a director +on one of his boards) was as generous with money as behoved a newcomer +with a beautiful young wife, and a passion for entertaining the British +peerage. He might be a bore and a bounder, but he knew what he wanted +and he knew how to get it. At forty he was a millionnaire, and, resting +on his labors (for Britons, unlike Americans, know when they have +enough), became aware that outside of the City he was a nobody. +Simultaneously he lifted his gaze to that stellar world known as +Society. He read of it, he stared at it from afar—a park chair (for +which he paid two pence), an opera stall for which he paid a guinea—and +blinked in its radiance. He was first wistful, then angry, then +determined. He had many golden keys, but was not long in learning that +none would open the door guarding the golden stair. He was an ugly +rather flat-featured Welshman, with eyes like black beads and the +manners of his native village; he met gentlemen every day in the City, +and, being a man of facts, knew himself exactly for what he was. +Nevertheless, he would win society as he had won fortune, and (with no +keen relish) admitted that for the first time in his life he must stoop +to ask the aid of woman. In other words, he must get him a wife, and she +must be a lady of high degree. By this time his conclusions were rapid. +Being a city millionaire, without youth, looks, or manners, he would +have to buy his wife. Ergo, she must be poor. + +He immediately embarked upon a study of the British peerage, and with +the thoroughness and capacity for detail which play so great a part in +the equipment of the self-made, he had within a week a list of +impoverished peers long enough to reach to France. + +But how was he to meet any of them? He was a solitary man, having had no +time to make friends, and, proud in his way, risked no rebuffs from +those suave well-groomed beings who honored the City for its base +returns. He had not even a poor peer on one of his boards, having, in +the old days, regarded them as useless and dangerous. + +It was at this point that luck (also an ally of the self-made) came at +his call. He was plodding through a society paper when his eye was +caught by an editorial paragraph, mysteriously worded. He read it +several times, grasped its meaning, and, the hour being propitious, went +at once to the editorial offices of _The Mart_, in Bond Street. Ushered +into the presence of the widowed and impoverished lady of some quality +who edited the sheet, he asked her bluntly, holding out the paragraph, +if “this meant that she introduced people into Society for a +consideration.” She colored a dusky crimson at this coarse adaptation of +her delicate literary style, but they were not long coming to an +understanding, nevertheless. She agreed with him that his only hope was +in a wife of the right sort, and asked him to call again a week later. +When he returned, she had his record as well as his remedy. With the +calm and brazen assurance of which only the well-born thrown on their +uppers are capable, she demanded a thousand pounds for her letter of +introduction, and another thousand if the wedding came off. He had +always despised women and now he laughed outright; nevertheless, when he +discovered that the letter was to a poor proud Irish peer, connected +with several of the most notable families in England, and the melancholy +possessor of fourteen beautiful daughters, ranging from thirty-five +years of age to sixteen, he signed the check and the agreement. + +The desperate Irish landlord, duly advised from London, received him +with true Celtic hospitality, and practically bade him take his choice. +As Lady Ishbel was the family’s flower, Jones made up his mind +cautiously and promptly, asking for her hand on his third visit. His +leaking unventilated quarters in the village inn, and the harsh food of +the peer (like many self-made men he was on a diet) had somewhat to do +with his rapidity of decision. + +Ishbel wept sadly when she received the paternal decree, for she was +young and romantic, and her suitor was neither. But not only had she +been taught from infancy that marriage was the one escape from bogs and +potatoes, and, like her sisters, had lived on the forlorn hope of being +invited to London by more fortunate relatives, but she had one of the +sweetest and kindest natures in the world; and when her mother wept, and +her father told her that Mr. Jones, moved to his depths at the straits +of a member of even the Irish peerage, had intimated that he would make +him a director of one of his companies, with a salary which would insure +him against hunger, and patch up his castle, and when her older sisters +urged that she might sacrifice her feelings in order to marry them off +in turn, she dried her beautiful eyes, and consented. + +Mr. Jones returned at once to London to prepare for his bride, and, +again with the help of the Lady of the Bureau, bought him a furnished +house in Park Lane. This fact, his many virtues, and his approaching +marriage to the “greatest beauty in Ireland” (the Lady of the Bureau by +this time felt something like gratitude to her victim and resolved to +give him a handsome return for his checks) were duly chronicled in _The +Mart_. The marriage took place at the beginning of the season, and +Ishbel’s many relatives received her affectionately and launched her at +once, swallowing Mr. Jones without a grimace. Thanks to Nature, her +husband’s millions, and the friendly _Mart_, she became a “beauty” in +her first season, and was so intoxicated with the many and delectable +dishes offered her starved young palate, that she tolerated and almost +forgot her husband. He, in turn, took little interest in her, save as a +means to an end. He had bought her as he had bought women before, and, +being a plain matter-of-fact person, thought one sort about as good as +another. However, he gave her an immense income, and, satisfying himself +that she was honest and virtuous, in spite of her irresistible coquetry, +left her to her own devices. + +She had little education, and no accomplishments, but she studied for an +hour and a half every morning with the best masters to be found, and her +natural wit and charm, added to her rich Irish beauty, and the sweetness +of her disposition, endeared her even to disappointed mothers, and won +her something more than popularity in the young married set. The woman +with whom she soon drifted into the closest intimacy was, apparently, as +unlike herself in all respects as possible. + +Bridgit Marchamely, educated with her brothers, and highly accomplished, +inherited a fortune from her mother, the only child of a Liverpool +shipbuilder, who had married the younger son of a duke. With a mind both +subtle and powerful, this lady had ruled her husband during the twenty +years of their happiness, brought up her children to think for +themselves, and played with society when it suited her convenience. +Bridgit, the last of her four children, was the only girl, and with her +fine upstanding figure, her flashing black eyes and spirited nostrils, +looked as gallant a boy as any of her brothers when she rode astride to +hounds in the privacy of her grandfather’s estate in Yorkshire. In spite +of what her tutors called her masculine brain, however, she was no +traitor to her sex, and fell madly in love with a handsome guardsman in +the first week of her first season. Her father thought young Herbert +“rather an ass,” but failing to convince his daughter, gave his consent +to the match; and she had since kept the young man luxuriously in South +Audley Street. She, too, had grown up in the country, being brought to +London for a few weeks of opera and concert once a year only, and, her +youth getting the better of her fine brain for the nonce, she lived for +society in the season and for shooting and hunting and visits to the +continent the rest of the year. The fashionable life is the busiest on +earth, while its glamor lasts, and with a husband of the old familiar +Greek god type (now exclusively English) as fond of the world’s +pleasures as herself, and her baby where English babies so sensibly and +generally are,—in the country the year round,—it is no wonder that she +forgot her studies and aspirations and became a flaming comet in London +society. + +She was instantly attracted to Ishbel, by the law of opposites she +thought, but, as she learned in later years, by a deep-lying similarity +of character and mind, at present unsuspected beneath the effervescence +of their youth. + +Both of these young women were almost as fond of Nigel Herbert as of +each other, and although he forbore to confide to them his ultimate +purpose in regard to Julia, were properly horrified at the “box that +red-headed little Nevis girl had got herself into,” and sympathetic with +his state of mind. Men seldom confide their infatuations to other men, +but they often do to women, or, if they drop a hint, woman corkscrews +the whole story out of them; and these two astute friends of his got +Nigel’s the day he asked them to call and “be nice to Mrs. France.” They +were still too young to approve of irregular love affairs, but with the +optimism of their years were sure it could be arranged somehow, and +called at once in Tilney Street. + +Mrs. Winstone, delighted to add two young women, so much the fashion, to +her set, cultivated them assiduously, confided to them the appalling +ignorance of her niece, asked their assistance, and even took them +shopping when Julia began to show signs of rebellion and fatigue. + +At first they were merely amused; then they found the little West Indian +pathetic, finally, like the Captain (alas! but such is life, dropped +forever from this veracious chronicle) and young Herbert, began to +revolve schemes for “saving her.” + +Meanwhile the tired but happy and still unprophetic Julia was preparing +for the ordeal of her first curtsy in Buckingham Palace. + + + V + +MRS. WINSTONE won the admiration of her distinguished circle and the +high approval of the duke for the tact with which she managed Julia’s +destinies at this period. As the bride’s husband was away and she had +neither entered society as a maid nor in company with her legal owner, +her appearance at balls and formal dinners would have created a scandal. +Nevertheless, she must be educated, and Mrs. Winstone cut the difference +with her never failing acumen. Her own drawing-room was thronged with +“the world” nearly every afternoon; she gave many small dinners to the +smartest dissenters from middle-class morality that she knew; it was the +era of the problem play, and Julia saw them all, as well as the “halls,” +with their strange company in the lobbies; Nigel Herbert and one or two +other admirers were encouraged; and the most modern and extreme of the +psychological novels and plays littered the room above the mews. + +But Julia, although some glimmerings of life’s realities were beginning +to penetrate the serene unconsciousness of childhood (enough to induce +in her a certain reserve of speech), was far too rushed and bewildered +to comprehend more than one-hundredth part of what she heard and +saw—the novels and plays she was too tired in her few solitary moments +to open. Shopping, fitting, luncheons, dinners, the afternoon +gatherings, the theatre, the constant buzz of conversation about +politics and scandal, kept the surface of her mind agitated and left the +depths untouched. Even Nigel, in spite of his ardent eyes and tender +notes, she barely separated from Bridgit and Ishbel, merely conscious +that she liked the three better than any one on earth except her mother. +If she thought of France at all, it was to experience a sensation of +momentary gratitude to the person that had given her this brilliant +experience; although, after she began to rehearse daily for the +presentation, curtsying before a row of dummies until she ached, backing +out with her train over her arm, the correct smile on her face, the +correct measure of respect and dignity in her mien, she was disposed to +wish herself back on Nevis. + +Had it not been for the immense respectability of the duke, and his +personal friendship with his sovereign, the application to present the +wife of Harold France at the court of St. James might have received +scant consideration. He was even under the ban of the royal arbiter +eligantiarum. But there was no question of refusing the pointed request +of the duke, whom the queen regarded as a model of all the virtues in a +degenerate age; and Mrs. Edis was also remembered with favor. The Lady +Arabella Torrence, a sister of the duke, was selected to present the +bride, and at six o’clock on a raw May morning Julia was aroused by the +hair-dresser, and, after an hour’s torture, went to sleep again on a +chair with her feathered head swathed in tulle. + +The respite was brief. At nine o’clock two women from the great +dressmaking establishment patronized by Mrs. Winstone came to array the +victim in a train that filled up the entire room. + +A cup of strong coffee revived Julia’s flagging spirits and vitality, +and she fancied herself mightily when, draped, and sewn, and squeezed, +and pinched, she was free at last to admire her reflection in the long +mirror. Her gown was pure white, of course, the front of the round skirt +covered with tulle and sown with seed pearls, the train of a stiff thick +brocade, which would be sent on the morrow to be made into an evening +wrap, just as the round frock was to do duty for her first party. Such +was the private economy of the presentation costume. The duke had lent +her the family pearls, and they depended to her waist and clasped her +head. Her skin was as white as her gown and her hair and lips were vivid +touches of color. Julia smiled at her reflection, then trembled as she +gathered up the train, so much more alarming than the “property” stuff +she had used at rehearsals. + +Word had come that Lady Arabella was waiting, and cheered by compliments +from her aunt and from Bridgit and Ishbel, who rushed in for a moment, +she descended to the family coach and sat herself beside her formidable +relative. + +Lady Arabella was a tall bony big woman, with the large hands and feet +which are supposed to be the prerogative of the plebeian, an early +Victorian coiffure, and an imposing skeleton religiously exhibited so +far as decency permitted and fashion expected, whenever a court function +demanded this sacrifice on the part of a loyal subject who suffered from +chronic hay fever. She had a deep bass voice, a bristling beard, and +approved of nothing modern. “When the queen was young and gave the tone +to Society” was a phrase constantly on her lips. She had felt it +incumbent upon herself to give the distracted Julia a series of lectures +on deportment, particularly on her behavior during the sacred hour of +presentation, and had improved the opportunity to let fall many edifying +remarks upon the duties of a wife, the shocking manner in which the +women of the present generation neglected their husbands. Although she +disapproved of her nephew in so far as she understood him, she subtly +conveyed to his wife that to be the choice of the future head of the +house of France was an overpowering honor. + +At first she had terrified Julia, then bored her, finally, as the great +day approached, loomed as a rock of strength. Nothing, at least, could +frighten _her_, and she was so big and so conspicuously hideous that it +was conceivably possible to shrink behind her. + +But there was a preliminary ordeal of which she had heard nothing, a +grateful callousing of the nerves before making a bow to a mere +sovereign. + +Many had waited for the last drawing-room because it would be the +smartest, others because it was a bore, to be deferred as long as +possible; many had been in Italy or on the Riviera; others had been put +on the list by a power higher than their own wills. From whatever +combination of causes the procession of slowly moving carriages was as +long as the tail of a comet, and at times, particularly while the +gorgeous coaches of the ambassadors were driving smartly down the Mall, +came to a dead halt. It was then that the sovereign people had their +innings. + +They lined the streets surrounding the Palace in serried ranks. Not even +the American crowd loves a “show” as the British does, Socialists and +all. Their ancestors have gaped at gilded coaches and gorgeous robes and +sparkling jewels for centuries, and if the day ever comes when they +shall have exchanged these amiable pageants of their betters for a full +stomach, who shall dare predict that they will be entirely satisfied? + +What awe they may have inherited had long since disappeared. They +crowded up against the procession of carriages, devouring with their +curious good-natured eyes the splendid gowns and jewels, the glimpses of +bare shoulders, and the beauty or bones of women apparently insensible +of their existence. + +For a time Julia clutched nervously at the pearls beneath her cloak, and +shrank from that sea of eyes under hats of an indescribable commonness. + +“My eye, ain’t her hair red!” exclaimed one young woman, with +unmistakable reference. “And a little paint wouldn’t ’urt her.” + +“Paint? That there’s high-toned pallor—” + +“Pearl powder—” + +“Oh, I sy, wot for do they let bibies like that marry when they don’t +have to? I call it a shime.” + +“Right you are!” + +One girl, with a violent color and black frizzled hair that stood out +quite eight inches from three parts of her face, thrust her head through +the open window of the coach. + +“Don’t you mind wot they sy,” she said consolingly. “They’re that +nonsensical they can’t ’elp chaffing. And you’re the prettiest and the +most haristocratic of the whole lot—I’ve been all up and down the line. +And it ain’t powder! My word, but your complexion’s _grand_!” + +She withdrew without waiting for an answer. Julia turned to Lady +Arabella, who, throughout the ordeal, had sat as upright as if corseted +in iron, and with her long haughty profile turned unflinchingly to the +mob. So, it must be conceded, stupid as she was in her pride, would she +have sat if they had threatened her life. As Julia asked her timidly (in +effect) if the most aristocratic function of the year was always treated +like a travelling circus, Lady Arabella answered, without flickering an +eyelash: “Always, and fortunately for us. The lower classes love to see +us on parade, and the more we give them of this sort of thing, the +longer we shall keep their loyalty. Moreover, it serves the +purpose—this drawing-room procession, in particular—of bringing us in +close touch with the people, serves to demonstrate that we are real +mortals, not the ridiculous creatures in the sort of novels they read. I +always endeavor to look a symbol. I hope you will learn to do the same +in time, for the lower classes are secretly proud of us and like us to +play our part. You are drooping. Sit up and present your profile.” + +“What’s the use of a profile without a backbone?” said Julia, wearily. +“I’m so tired.” + +“You must rise above mere physical fatigue,” said the old dame, +severely. “People in our class keep our backbones for our bedrooms. When +you are inclined to complain, think of the poor royalties, who stand for +hours. And don’t finger your pearls. You are supposed to have been born +with them about your neck.” + +Julia’s sense of humor was not yet fully awake, but her new relative’s +words were tonic as well as reassuring; she sat erect, but turned her +eyes round her profile to regard this strange lower class of London, of +which she had heard much but seen nothing until to-day. They were an +ugly lot; beauty would seem to be the prerogative of aristocracy in +England, possibly because it is well fed; they wore rough ready-made +frocks, or, where finery was attempted, feathers and ribbons inferior to +anything Julia had ever seen on the negroes of Nevis; and many of the +hats looked as if they might be used as nightcaps to protect the +elaborate masses of frizzled hair. Julia, brought up on the soundest +aristocratic principles, saw in this gaping good-natured crowd but a +broad and solid foundation for the historic institution above. + +The coach finally rolled through the gates of Buckingham Palace. For an +hour longer she stood, her slippers pinching until her native +independence of character almost induced her to kick them off. But she +was so tired after a month of London, an almost sleepless night, and the +excitements of an already long day, that her brain worked toward no such +simple solution, and before her moment came she ached from head to foot. +The scene became a blur of vast rooms, of tall women, very thin or very +fat, with diamond tiaras above set faces, and trains of every color over +their arms, of girls that shifted from one foot to the other and +breathed audibly their wish that it were over. One by one they +disappeared. There was a sharp emphatic whisper from Lady Arabella. +Julia started and set her teeth. “Mind you don’t sit down like that +daughter of the American ambassador,” whispered the same fierce nervous +voice. “Remember all that you have rehearsed.” + +Julia, terrified to her marrow, did as opera singers do in moments of +distress; she “fell back on technique.” Afterward she remembered vaguely +making a succession of curtsies to a long row of dazzling crowns, but no +effort of memory ever recalled the features beneath. She received the +train flung over her arm and backed out without disgracing herself, but +also without a thrill of that joy which a loyal subject is supposed to +feel when in the presence of his sovereign for the first time. + +“Not bad,” said Lady Arabella, graciously, as after many more moments, +they entered their carriage. But Julia was yawning. When she reached the +house in Tilney Street, she went to bed and refused to get up for +twenty-four hours. + + + VI + +ON the day following the drawing-room a prearranged conference was held +in the “palatial home” of Mr. Jones in Park Lane. It was the hideous and +abandoned house of a South African millionnaire, this home, but Lady +Ishbel had refurnished it by degrees, and her boudoir in particular, +with its pale French silks and many flowers, its Empire furniture, both +delicately wrought and solid, framed appropriately a soft aristocratic +loveliness that almost concealed strong bones and firm lines. As she is +to play so intimate a part in the development of our heroine, she may as +well be described here as later. She had quantities of curly silky +chestnut hair, long brown eyes with fine fringes and an expression both +modest and piquant, a straight little nose with arching nostril, a +gracefully cut mouth with pink lips, and a square little chin with a +dimple in it. Her figure was womanly, not too thin, and her capable +hands were seldom idle. Just now she was retrimming a hat that had +arrived the day before from the milliner of the moment in Paris. It may +be added that her smile was the sweetest in London; and her voice was +always rich and deep, with a natural vibration quite at the command of +her will. Charm radiated from her, and she was an outrageous flirt. In +fact she looked with suspicion upon women that did not flirt, estimating +them below the normal and not to be trusted in anything. Men adored her, +even when she laughed at them, which she often did in the most +distracting manner imaginable. + +Mrs. Herbert was standing in her favorite attitude behind a low +fire-screen, her black eyes flashing, her nostrils dilating, while her +young brother-in-law paced excitedly up and down the room. He was +thinner than when he had fallen in love a month since, almost pallid, +and his eyes had a strained look. There was no possible doubt as to what +was the matter with him. + +“Don’t be an ass,” said Mrs. Herbert. “You are acting like the hero of a +melodrama—” + +“I tell you something must be done!” cried the young man. “The squadron +has been sighted off the Azores—” + +“Well, what are you going to do about it? She’s not in love with +you—doesn’t care a rap—” + +“What chance have I had to make her? I never see her alone, never get a +chance to talk to her for half an hour at a time. You promised to help +me—” + +“Mrs. Winstone has never let the poor thing go for a minute. She’s +overdone the business. Julia’s had no time to think, goes to sleep at +problem plays, and knows no more than when she arrived—” + +“If I only had the chance to teach her!” cried Herbert, with flashing +eyes. + +“Look at here,” said his sister-in-law, grasping a point of the screen +with either hand; “let us have this out. If your brains are not addled, +they must have conceived some sort of a plan. What is it? A liaison? An +elopement? I approve of neither. I’d like to save the poor child from +that man, but the frying pan’s as good as the fire—” + +“No liaison! I’d elope with her to-morrow if she’d go with me—” + +“And disgrace a great family!” said Ishbel, softly. + +“Oh, hang the family,” cried Mrs. Herbert, whose mother’s blood was +already working in her. “The duke’s an old pudding. Lady Arabella and +her sisters are cracked old sign-posts; and a scandal would serve Mrs. +Winstone right for not packing the child back on the next steamer to her +sister with the whole unvarnished truth in a letter. Not she, however; +she wants to be aunt to a duchess. What I’m thinking of is Julia. The +conceit of man! What do you suppose you could give her in exchange for +disgrace—” + +“Love!” cried Nigel. “I tell you it can make up for anything when it is +strong enough.” + +“Yes, when it is,” said Mrs. Herbert, who, recovering from her own +infatuation for a brainless beauty, was not in a romantic frame of mind. +“But she doesn’t love you, in the first place, and in the second, no +woman can live her life on love, any more than a man can. She wants +children, position of some sort, the society of other women—that last +is one of woman’s biggest wants, and no man ever realizes it.” + +“But love must be a wonderful thing,” said Ishbel, who had never +experienced it. “It would almost be worth any sacrifice, especially if +one had had things first, only men are always so funny in one way or +another; one becomes disenchanted just in the nick of time.” + +“No man lives who can make up to a woman for the loss of everything +else,” said Mrs. Herbert, decidedly. “I mean a woman with brains, and +Julia has them. She doesn’t know it because she doesn’t know anything; +but one day—” + +“Oh, if I could be the one to train that mind—why not? Why not?” + +“Let’s come down to business. I refuse to help you either to elope or to +make love to her. I fancy you’ll have to wait until France drinks +himself to death, or this country passes rational divorce laws. Forget +yourself and think of her.” + +“Very well. Save her first. That is the main thing. I’ll never give her +up, but I’m willing to forget myself for a bit, if I can—” + +“Well, make one practical suggestion.” + +Ishbel put the hat aside and clasped her hands. “I have long since made +up my mind to offer her shelter when she needs it,” she announced. “Mrs. +Winstone won’t, and Julia is sure to leave him.” + +“She must never go to him!” Herbert stormed up and down the room again. + +“Perhaps he’s not as bad as he’s painted,” said Ishbel, who was always +charitable. + +“Oh, you don’t know! You don’t know!” + +“I do,” said the uncompromising Mrs. Herbert. “He’s a bad lot without +the usual redeeming weakness of that easy form of good nature known as a +kind heart; a sensualist without an atom of real warmth; a card sharp +too clever to be caught; a periodical drinker; a vile gross creature +whom only the lowest women have tolerated for years, but so blasé he is +tired of them—” + +“We must tell her things!” cried Ishbel. “We must make her understand!” + +“You couldn’t make that baby understand anything. Besides, when it came +to the point, you couldn’t do it. It’s all very well to talk of +enlightening girls about anything, but personally I’ve never encountered +any one that had the nerve to do it. Girls in our class absorb knowledge +as they grow up; instincts help; but who ever told us anything? Well, +here is my plan, since you two appear to have none. We shall tell her +that France is dangerous, that when he drinks he is quite mad and may +kill her. She’s game, but there are certain female fears that always can +be worked on. And repugnances. We will draw horrid pictures of what he +looks like when he’s drunk—” + +“Right you are!” cried Herbert. “No decent girl will elect to live with +a common drunkard, particularly when she doesn’t love him. And if Mrs. +Winstone can’t be brought round, one of you will take her in?” + +“If she’ll come. Perhaps she would wish to go back to her mother. She +hasn’t a penny of her own, and apparently has never heard of the +self-supporting woman. But it might be managed somehow.” + +“It must!” cried Ishbel. “We will hide her alternately.” + +“But to what end? France might be exasperated to the point of wishing to +rid himself of her, but what ground for divorce? We travel in a circle +as far as Nigel is concerned.” + +“I have it!” cried Nigel, whose fine imagination was fired by the most +stimulative of all passions. “Give me the chance to make her love me, +and then take her to America and get a divorce there. Thank heaven I +have a little something of my own, and I can earn more. We’ll stay in +America until the storm blows over—” + +“American divorces are not legal in England—” + +“Then I’ll stay there forever. Promise. Promise.” + +“Not bad,” said Mrs. Herbert. “You take her in, Ishbel, and I’ll take +her over. Mr. Jones would probably not consent to your desertion—a +divorce must take time, even in the United States, and you have another +sister to marry off next season—” + +“Of course I’ll take her in, and we’ll begin to-morrow to frighten her.” + +Nigel kissed them both. + +But Fortune is often with the wicked. On the following morning wires +flashed the news that Harold France, first lieutenant of her Majesty’s +cruiser _Drake_, now on its way home from South America, was down with +typhoid fever. Nobody save the duke expected a man of France’s habits to +recover from any microbous assault, but that innocent and loyal relative +gave immediate orders to convert several rooms of his town house into a +hospital, engaged a staff of doctors and nurses, and peremptorily +ordered Julia to move over and be ready to take her place at her +husband’s bedside. + + + VII + +THE four months that followed were by no means the unhappiest of Julia’s +life, much as she resented being torn from her friends and the +bewildering delights of London. The duke, a noble if inconspicuous +pillar of the good old school, stood out for wifely duty in appearance +if not in fact: the nurses barely permitted Julia to cross the threshold +of the sick-chamber. But although she was of no possible use, and time +hung heavy on her hands, none of her friends was permitted to call on +her, and the duke himself took her for a constitutional at eight in the +morning and nine in the evening. Julia’s complete indifference to her +husband had caused him grave uneasiness, even before the stricken +bridegroom’s return, and he embraced this opportunity to keep the child +under his personal surveillance and do what he could to give a serious +turn to a “female brain of eighteen.” + +Julia, prompted by Ishbel, asked to have a telephone put in her room, +but the request was courteously refused, and the two loyal friends were +forced to content themselves with frequent notes. After Goodwood, +Bridgit went to Yorkshire and Ishbel to Homburg, but Nigel remained in +town, although all three were cheerfully persuaded that France would die +and life be happy ever after. Nigel regained his fresh good looks and +spirits, endured the hot deserted city without a murmur, and although he +naturally refrained from writing to the coveted wife of a dying man, +felt a certain exaltation in watching over her from afar. It was during +this period that he conceived the idea of writing a novel of the slums +(the unknown appealing to his adventurous imagination), and took long +rambles in unsavory precincts that were productive of more results than +one. + +Meanwhile Julia, brought up in submission to a far stronger will than +the duke’s, had ceased to rebel, and taken to heart the parting +admonition of her aunt (that lady had gone with Mrs. Macmanus to +Marienbad to renew her complexion) to learn all the duke was willing to +teach her, and to read the novels that celebrated London society, past +and present. Mrs. Winstone, too, believed that France must die, but, +perceiving that her niece had a charm of her own in addition to the +magnetism of youth, had another match in mind for her. + +So Julia drank in the long discourses upon the abominable Gladstone and +all his policies, the iniquity of the Harcourt Budget, obediently +rejoiced at the failure of the second Home Rule Bill, became intimately +acquainted with the other notable figures in British politics: Lord +Salisbury (the duke’s idol), Lord Rosebery (the present Prime Minister), +fated, in the duke’s not always erring judgment, to follow close upon +the heels of Gladstone into political seclusion, Mr. Chamberlain, Mr. +Campbell-Bannerman, Sir William Vernon Harcourt, Mr. Balfour, Sir +Michael Hicks-Beach, George Curzon, Lord Lansdowne, Mr. Goschen (the +speaker), the Duke of Devonshire (Hartington), Mr. Morley, and Mr. +Bryce. The treaty with Japan was a fruitful subject of discourse; and +when the war broke out between that new military power and China, Julia, +who was growing nervous, gratified the duke by sharing his excitement. +In her lonely hours she read promiscuously and thought a good deal. + +She rarely flung a thought to poor Nigel, for when the big helpless form +of her husband had been taken from the ambulance and carried past her up +the broad stairs, the natural tenderness and pity in her nature had +stirred, and something of what she felt for little Fanny had gone out to +him. She would have nursed him, had she been permitted; she inquired for +him many times a day, and sincerely hoped that he would recover. She had +not the faintest notion of loving him, but she would be a good wife, +and, no doubt, be happy. Ishbel did not love her husband and was happy, +and so, apparently, were a good many more that flitted through her +aunt’s drawing-room with a temporary admirer in tow. Julia’s future +plans included no infants-in-waiting; she should become one of those +great political women the planets, according to her mother’s letters, +had ordered her to be; how could she doubt this destiny when every +circumstance was conspiring to fulfil it? So, between the sense of an +inexorable fate, the serious atmosphere of her new surroundings, and the +desperate struggle of her husband for his life, her mind flowered +rapidly; and the duke was delighted with her. He disliked and distrusted +women that stood alone, that won personal fame for themselves, even +“beauties” whose notoriety threw their lords into the background; but he +had a very keen appreciation of their usefulness to man, not only as +dams, but as tactful distributors of political smiles. Of course there +must be a certain amount of brain behind the smiles, that they occur at +precisely the right moment; but any man, given fair material to work on, +could do well with it and prevent mistakes. He knew that certain women +in history had been the centre of famous political salons, but took for +granted that they had been severely coached by men. As for the women +that were famous in the arts of fiction and painting, he did not know +how to account for them, therefore refused to think about them at all. +Julia he regarded as a promising specimen. She was healthy, and would no +doubt replenish the almost exhausted house of France; she was pretty and +charming, therefore would keep her husband out of mischief; and, taking +to politics as a duck takes to water, would be sure to smile, subtly, +radiantly, or meditatively, as well as to listen intelligently, when the +distinguished members of his party that he purposed to entertain once +more were obliged to talk to her. + +On the twenty-first day of France’s illness his temperature went down, +he slept naturally, and upon awaking asked to see his wife. Julia was +admitted, and stood for a few moments by the bed, stammering +congratulations and staring at the shrunken face with its ragged beard; +then went to her own room and wept stormily over the wreck of what at +least had been the perfection of manly strength. France’s temperature +remained normal for a fortnight, then suddenly shot up again, and twice, +during the ensuing twenty days, he almost expired. Two doctors slept in +the house when the relapse was at its worst, and the political talks +were interrupted, although the duke never for a moment believed that the +last of his race would die. + +By this time the press was interested, for at all events France was +heir-presumptive to a great estate and title, and daily bulletins were +published. Nigel began his novel in order to divert his mind from +indecent jubilation; but when France’s temperature dropped again and he +improved from day to day with uncompromising persistence, his rival took +the express to Yorkshire to confer with Bridgit. She could give him no +encouragement. Julia in her letters had betrayed something of her state +of grace, and during the relapse had written once in a strain that +manifested the deepest anxiety. + +“He’ll get her through her sympathy, pity; no matter what she may be in +the future, she’s all female at present,” remarked Mrs. Herbert, after +showing these letters to Nigel. “All women have to go through the female +stage, one way or another; and now will come a long convalescence during +which she will be sorrier for him than ever—big man helpless, and all +the rest of it. What is worse, she will become accustomed to him. Better +give her up, my boy, or wait until she runs away from him. She’s sure +to, sooner or later,—unless he reforms. After all, why shouldn’t he? A +serious illness often works wonders; gives one so much time to think. +And physical weakness always induces such virtuous resolutions. France +may look back upon his past life with horror. Then, where will you be? +Julia’s a well-born well-brought-up girl of high ideals. If France +treats her decently she’ll stick to him, as many another woman is +sticking to a husband that is all that she doesn’t want him to be—” + +“The more shame to them!” cried Nigel, hotly. + +“Well, there are worse things than conventions and standards. Now run +off and write your novel. I am told that a harrowed mind often produces +the most moving fiction.” + +“I’ll wait, but not too long,” said Nigel, doggedly. “Bosquith is being +got ready for them, and is only twelve miles from here. You must ask me +down, and I’ll manage to see her as soon as it’s decent. Of course I +can’t cut under a man while he’s being trundled round in a bath chair.” + + + VIII + +FRANCE’S convalescence was very slow. His superb physique had fought +death victoriously, as, so far, it had saved him from the consequences +of dissipation, but only youth could have given him a swift recovery. It +was September before he was able to move to Bosquith. After the stifling +London summer, Julia needed a change as much as he did. The duke, as +soon as his heir was able to sit up, had taken a run over to Kissengen, +but Julia had spent the greater part of every day in the sick-room, +reading the sporting papers and light novels to her husband, or amusing +him as best she could. France would barely let her out of his sight. His +shrewd cunning brain recovered its strength while his body was still +helpless, and he conceived that now was his opportunity to make this +inexperienced child believe in a romantic devotion, and to win her love +in return. He permitted her to take a daily walk or drive with one of +the nurses, making much of his sacrifice, and was so touchingly happy to +see her after these brief separations that Julia almost wept, and gave +him her hand to hold, while she made the most of every trifle her +observing eyes had taken note of during her respite. + +He no longer repelled her; not only did his helplessness appeal to her +deep womanly instincts, but she was become so accustomed to his touch +that she was quite indifferent to it: she bathed his head with cologne +several times a day, kissed him obediently when she came and went, and +even gave him her shoulder as a pillow when he fretfully declared that +his head could rest on nothing else. It was a young and excessively thin +shoulder, and, as a matter of fact, France would have preferred +feathers, but the profoundly calculating mind, even when the body is +weak, disdains trifles. + +As soon as he was pronounced well enough to travel, the wary duke +returned and accompanied his charges to Bosquith. This great estate, +some fifteen thousand acres, which included moors and grouse, as well as +many farms with turnip fields, was the duke’s favorite property, not +only because of the shootings, but because the air of the North Sea was +the best tonic he knew. It was for this reason that he had chosen +Bosquith for the last stage of his nephew’s convalescence, rather than +one of his country houses nearer to London. But he had hesitated, +nevertheless. Bosquith adjoined the Yorkshire estate of Bridgit +Herbert’s paternal grandfather, and he knew of his new relative’s +affection for a young woman of whom he had never approved since he had +seen her riding astride over the moors with her brothers, pretending to +be an American Indian. He had seen her occasionally since her marriage, +and, no mean student of physiognomy, had labelled her dangerous, one of +those women that set their nonsensical opinions above man’s and call +themselves advanced. He had no intention that the intimacy should +continue, nor that Julia should see aught of Nigel Herbert, whose +devotion she had artlessly revealed. As for Ishbel, who visited Bridgit +every year, he would not have her in the house, as he could not admit +her and shut the door in her husband’s face. Somebody must take a stand, +and the duke, although he might not be able to impose himself on his +generation, was not only intensely loyal to his class but alive to its +dangers. No snob, Julia’s lack of title and fortune did not annoy him in +the least. “No one can be more than gentleman or lady,” he was wont to +say magnanimously, “and I have known more than one titled bounder of +historic descent. But when it comes to the James William Joneses, well, +thank heaven! at least they don’t belong to us, and we are not bound to +countenance them for the sake of their fathers; we cannot drag them up, +and they will end by pulling us down; in other words they will vulgarize +the British aristocracy until the masses lose their pride in us; and +then where will we be? Democracy, Socialism, threaten us as it is. Our +middle and lower classes at home, and our too independent colonies afar, +must be made to retain their loyalty, at all costs.” + +Julia thought these sentiments sound, but made up her mind privately +that she would never drop Ishbel or Bridgit, although she had been given +to understand that the duke deeply regretted the proximity of Bosquith +to the happy hunting grounds of Mrs. Herbert, and would not permit her +to visit them. Her rapidly awakening intellect was seeking for +partnership in her still fluid character, and although books could not +develop the last, inheritances from a line of men, and at least one +woman, who had always thought and acted for themselves, however +mistakenly, were stirring. She had been too managed and surrounded to +find herself as yet, but she had begun to suspect that the ego has a +life of its own and certain inalienable rights. + +The journey north sent France to bed again for three days, and for a +fortnight he was wheeled about the park; then he began to hobble feebly, +first on the arm of his nurse or wife, then with the aid of a stick. +Julia accepted him as one of the facts of existence, regarded him +proprietorally, took an immense interest in his progress toward +recovery, and forgot him when she could in the library or in long walks +over the moors. The castle was romantically situated on a cliff +overhanging the North Sea, and in appearance, as in surroundings, was +all that Julia could ask. It was very brown, two-thirds of it was in +ruins, and the other third included a feudal hall, two towers, and walls +four feet thick. The windows, however, had been enlarged, hot-water +pipes had been put in, and no modern house was more sanitary. The duke, +despite a pardonable pride in his ancestry, and an unmitigated +conservatism in politics, was strictly up to date where his health and +comfort were concerned. Born an invalid, he had lived longer than many +of his burly ancestors, owing to a thin temperament and an early and +avid interest in hygiene. + +He had a second reason for bringing Harold to Bosquith. The neighboring +borough was much under his influence, and he proposed that his relative +should stand for it at the next general election. At the last it had +succumbed to the personal manipulation of Gladstone, who had taken a +lively pleasure in routing the duke; but it was conservative by habit, +and not a measure of either Gladstone’s government or that of his +successor had met with its approval. It was in just the frame of mind to +be nursed by a genial and tactful duke. France fell in with these plans, +and, when able to meet the local leaders, laid aside his almost +unbearable haughtiness of manner, and assumed a bluff sailorlike +heartiness which impressed them deeply. + +Julia quickly revived in the bracing air of sea and moor, and as France +rose late and retired early, besides sleeping a good deal during the +day, and as she had acquired a certain skill in dodging the duke,—who, +moreover, took his local duties very seriously,—she felt happy and free +once more. The library was well furnished, the moors were purple, her +bedroom was in an ancient tower, and the sea boomed under her window. +She wrote long letters to her grimly triumphant mother, and, now and +again, to Bridgit and Ishbel. The former, accompanied by her husband and +Nigel, rode over to see her, but she was obliged to receive them in the +chilling presence of her husband and the duke, and when the brief visit +came to an end, was put on her honor not to leave the estate. + +“As soon as Harold is quite recovered,” said the duke, “we will both +drive over with you, for I am far from counselling you to be rude to any +one. Only, while your husband is ill, it would be highly indecorous for +you to be associating with young people; and for the matter of that, the +more mature minds with which you associate during the next few years, +the better—for us all, my dear, for us all.” + +But Julia, at this period, was quite independent of people. Her newly +awakened intellect was clamoring for books and more books. Politics, the +planets, the “brilliant future,” friends, were alike forgotten. Nothing +mattered but the lore that scholars and worldlings had gathered, that +ravening maw in her mind. Perhaps this early ingenuous stage of the +mind’s development is its happiest; it is uncritical, having no +standards of life and personal research for comparison, it swamps the +real ego, while mightily tickling the false, it obliterates mere life, +no matter how unsatisfactory, and above all it is saturated with the +essence of novelty, the subtlest spring of all passion. Julia, barely +educated, found in histories, biographies, memoirs, travels, even in +works of science beyond her full comprehension, a wonderland of which +she had never dreamed, much as she had longed for books on Nevis. That +had been merely a case of inherited brain cells calling for furniture; +embarked upon her adventure, these cells were crammed so rapidly that +her ancestors slept in peace, and Julia felt herself an isolated and +completely happy intellect. + +Nevertheless, she was young. + +One night, shortly after her husband, now able to grace the evening +board, had gone to his room, and the duke was closeted with the +conservative agent, she went to her own room, opened the window, and +hung out over the sea. The moon, whose malicious alertness Captain +Dundas had deplored, was at the full and flooded a scene as beautiful in +its way as the tropics. The great expanse of water was almost still, and +a broad path of silver seemed firm enough to walk on straight away to +the continent of Europe and its untasted delights. Just round the corner +was the rose garden, which covered the filled-in moat on the south side +of the castle and several hundred yards beyond. The roses were not very +good ones, being somewhat rusted by the salt-sea spray, but, like the +pleasaunce on another side of the castle, were a part of the more modern +traditions of Bosquith; and the duke, although entirely indifferent to +Nature when she ceased to be useful and amused herself with being merely +beautiful, was a stickler for tradition; the roses were never neglected +without, although never brought within; pollen inflamed his mucous +membranes. + +The blossoms had gone with the summer, but Julia was fancying herself +inhaling their perfumes when she became aware that the figure of a man +had detached itself from the tangle. She watched him idly, supposing him +to be one of the grooms, and wondering if his sweetheart would follow. +But the man was alone, and in a moment he bent down, picked up a handful +of loose stones, and leaned back as if to fling them upward from the +narrow ledge. Simultaneously Julia and Nigel Herbert recognized each +other. + +“What—what—do you want?” gasped Julia, in a loud whisper. + +“You,” said Nigel, grimly. “Come down here.” + +“Impossible!” thrilling wildly, however. + +“If you don’t, I’ll break in. I’ve prowled round here for three nights, +and know the place by heart. The leads—” + +“For heaven’s sake, go away!” + +“Will you come down? I’m spraining the back of my neck, and may slip off +this narrow shelf any minute. Do you want to see my mangled remains at +the foot of the cliff?” + +“No. No. But—” + +“Come down. I must have a talk with you—have this thing out or go mad. +It’s little to ask!” + +Julia glanced behind her at the circular room hung with arras (to keep +out draughts and conceal the hot-water pipes), and furnished with a big +Gothic bed and hard upright chairs—and thrilled again. She was not the +least in love with Nigel, but she suddenly realized that she was nearly +nineteen and romance had never entered her life. After all, was love a +necessary factor? Might not the romantic adventure be something to +remember always, particularly when assisting a most unromantic husband +achieve a political career, and entertaining some of the dullest men in +London? She hesitated but an instant, then leaned out again. + +“I’ll try,” she whispered. + +“If you fail, I’ll come to-morrow night.” + +“Very well, go into the rose garden—under the oak.” + +She put on a dark cape and opened her door cautiously. The long corridor +was lighted by a small lamp: gas and electricity, not being hygienic +essentials, were not among the Bosquith improvements. All the bedrooms +opened upon this corridor, but Julia knew that her husband slept, his +capacity for instant and prolonged slumber being one of his assets. She +crept past the duke’s door. He was an early bird, but was in the library +still, no doubt, and the library was far away. He would be sure to mount +by the small stair beside it; the grand staircase led to the unused +drawing-rooms, and into the immense hall, which, at this season with no +guests in the castle, and a library answering every requirement of the +family, was economically inexpedient. When a hereditary duke has several +entailed estates to keep up besides a town house, and a paltry income of +forty thousand pounds a year, he is put to shifts of which the envious +world knows nothing. + +Down the grand staircase, therefore, stole Julia. It creaked even under +her small feet; behind the wainscot she heard gnawing sounds of hideous +import; and the darkness below was unrelieved by a single silver gleam. +But Julia possessed a valiant soul; moreover, was determined to have her +adventure. She felt her way past the massive pieces of furniture toward +a small door in the tower room beneath her own; she dared not attempt to +unchain and open the great front doors studded with nails. She had used +this humble means of exit before, and although the room was full of +rubbish, she found the big rusty key without difficulty, opened the +door, then with another fearful glance about her stole toward the middle +of the rose garden. The old bushes were very high and ragged, but had it +not been for an oak tree in their midst, concealment for a man nearly +six feet high would have been impossible. Julia made her way straight +toward the tree, and uttered a loud “Shhh—” when Nigel impetuously left +its shelter. + +“And even this is not safe,” she whispered, as they met. “We are too +near the castle, and the duke always takes a little walk before he goes +to bed. Follow me and don’t speak or make any noise.” + +She led the way out of the rose garden and across the park to a grove of +ancient oaks. A brook wandered among the trees. The moonlight poured in. +The dark frowning mass of the castle was plain to be seen. The sea +murmured. A nightingale sang. No spot on earth could have been more +romantic. Julia shivered with delight, and thanked the winking stars. + +But Nigel was insensible to the romance of his surroundings. Unlike the +woman, he wanted the main factor; the setting could take care of itself. +And he was in a distracted and desperate frame of mind. As Julia turned +to him she experienced her first misgiving; his face was set and very +white. + +“This is where I often read and dream,” she said conversationally. “It +is my favorite spot.” + +“Is it? It’s awfully good of you to come out. I can’t tell you how much +I appreciate it. I might have written, I suppose; but I can only write +fiction. Couldn’t put down a word of what I wanted to say to you—of +what I felt—” He broke off and added passionately, “Julia! Don’t you +care for me—the least bit?” + +“No.” Julia, not having the faintest idea how to handle such a +situation, took refuge in the bare truth, at all times more natural to +her than to most women. “I don’t love you, but I think it rather nice to +meet you like this for once.” + +Nigel groaned. Like all born artists, he understood something of women +by instinct, and felt more hopeless in the face of this uncompromising +honesty and artlessness than when alone with his imagination. + +“But you don’t love your husband?” + +“Oh, no. Not the way you mean, at least. I’ve read a lot about love +these last months, and it must be wonderful. I’ve grown quite fond of +poor Harold, but I never could love him in that way. I wish I could,” +she added, with a sudden sense of loyalty to the absent and sleeping +husband. + +“Julia, you must try to understand! You never can even tolerate that +man. You mustn’t live with him. We were plotting to save you from him +when he fell ill, and then we ho—we thought he’d die. But he’s, +he’s—Oh, please don’t look at me as if I were a cad. I know you are a +brick, and I’ve held out until he was on his legs again—and I nearly +off my head. I won’t say a word against him. Let it go at this—you +never can love him. That I can swear to and _you know it_. But you could +love some one, and it must, it must be me! It shall be! Julia, if you +could only _guess_ what love means, then you might have some idea, at +least, of how I love you. But even your instincts don’t seem to have +awakened. And I haven’t the chance to teach you! You must give it to me! +You must!” + +“Do you want me to elope with you?” asked Julia, curiously. This was a +highly interesting development, and after the manner of her sex, when +indifferent, she grew cooler and more analytical as her lover’s flame +mounted. + +“No—no—not yet. I only wanted a chance to-night to tell you how I love +you—to make you understand that much, if possible. Oh, God! It _must_ +be communicable! When you are alone and think it over—I hope—I +hope—Meanwhile, I want you to promise to make opportunities to meet me. +I can’t go to the castle. But you can meet me. On the moor. Here at +night. I have waited long enough. France no longer needs you. He is +nearly well, and will get everything he wants—” + +“He wants me more than anything else,” said Julia, shrewdly. “He’s as +much in love with me as you are—” + +“He shan’t have you!” shouted Nigel, and Julia stared, fascinated, at a +face convulsed with passion. It was the first time she had seen this +tremendous force unleashed, for France had done his courting under the +eagle eye of his future mother-in-law, and Nigel, during their +acquaintance in London, had not progressed outwardly beyond sentiment. +Julia, even while deciding that sentiment became his fresh frank face +better, and shrinking distastefully from a passion so close to her, was +conscious of disappointment in her own unresponsiveness. Nineteen! What +an ideal age for love! And what lover could fill all requirements more +satisfactorily than Nigel? But she felt as cold as the moon. To her deep +mortification she was obliged to stifle a yawn; it was long past her +bedtime. She answered with such haste that her voice had an encouraging +quiver in it. + +“Oh, don’t let’s talk about him. It’s so jolly to see you again. Tell me +about your book. Have you finished it?” + +“I didn’t come here to talk about my book.” Nigel’s voice was rough. He +came so close to her that she shrank once more, and turned away her +eyes. “Oh, I’m not going to touch you. I couldn’t unless you wanted me +to, unless you loved me— That is what I want: the chance to make you +love me. Will you give it to me?” + +“I—I don’t see how it is possible.” She longed to run, but her female +instincts were budding under this tropical storm, and one prompted that +if she ran, terrible things might happen. The most honest of women is +dishonest in moments of danger pertaining to her sex. Julia felt danger +in the air. She also rejected Nigel’s protestations. She buckled on her +feminine armor and turned to him sweetly. + +“I must think it over,” she said. “I never even dreamed that you were in +love with me. I should never dare come out again at night. But perhaps +on the moor, some morning—” + +“I should prefer that. One of the keepers or servants might see us in +the park, and I don’t wish our love to be vulgarized—” + +“Oh! I hadn’t thought of that! How horrid! I’ll go back this minute. You +stay here until I’ve had time to get inside. I’ll write to-morrow. If +you follow me, I shall never believe that you love me—” + +Even while she spoke she was flitting through the grove with every +appearance of an alarm she did not feel at all. Nigel ran after her. + +“I’ll not follow if you will swear to meet me to-morrow morning—on the +cliffs three miles north from here.” + +“Yes. Yes. I swear it.” And she fled into the broad moonlight beyond the +trees, while Nigel flung himself on the turf and gnashed his teeth. + +Julia, when she reached the upper corridor, almost ran into the duke, +but he was near-sighted, used to mice, and she cowered behind an armored +knight unsuspected. When she finally closed her own door behind her, she +found that all inclination to sleep had fled and that she was more +excited than while the immediate centre of a love storm. She sat by the +window for hours, thinking hard, and feeling several years older. Quite +honest once more, now that she was safe behind a locked door, she +examined her new problem on every side. It was quite possible, she +confessed, that if she had loved Nigel, even a bit, she might have +consented to his program, for youth has its rights; she had not been +consulted in her marriage, she was more or less a prisoner, with no +prospect of even youthful companionship, and the idea of being a duchess +did not interest her at all. Of the meaning of sin she had but the +vaguest idea. + +But of loyalty and honor she had a very distinct idea. Instinct and +reason told her that she never would love Nigel; otherwise, with every +provocation, she must have loved him long since. Therefore would it be +unfair to play with him. She would far rather be married to him than to +France, for he was young and clever and charming, but even were she free +now, she would not marry him. Therefore was it her duty to dismiss and +cure him as quickly as possible, not ruin his youth by keeping him +dangling, after what she knew to be the habit of many women. Also, for +the first time, she felt really drawn to her husband, so unconscious of +her naughty adventure. After all, she was his, he adored her, and he +deserved every reparation in her power. Who could tell?—she might love +him. Love appeared to be in the nature of a mighty river at spring +flood; no doubt it ingulfed everything in its way. She had leaped to one +side to-night, but her husband—yes, it was conceivable that she might +stand still and await the flood without making faces. + +She felt extremely satisfied and virtuous as she lit her candle and +wrote a kind but uncompromising letter to Nigel, taking back her promise +to meet him on the morrow, and warning him that if he wrote to her she +should give his letters to her husband. It was not in her to do anything +of the sort, but she had the gift of a fine straightforward forcible +style, and her letter so enraged Nigel that he left England as quickly +as steam could take him, cursing her and all women. + +So ended their first chapter. + + + IX + +THE curtain had fallen on the first act of “La Traviata,” and Ishbel, +for once alone in the box with her husband, glanced idly over the +imposing tiers of Covent Garden. Royalty was present, the smart +peeresses were out in full force and wore their usual brave display of +tiaras and miscellaneous jewels, inherited and otherwise, so that the +horseshoe glittered like Aladdin’s palace. There was also a jeweller’s +window in the stalls, and altogether it was a representative night in +the beginning of the season. + +Nevertheless, Ishbel became suddenly and acutely aware that she had on +more jewels than any woman in the house. Not only was there an all-round +and almost unbearably heavy tiara on her small head, nearly a foot high +and composed of diamonds and emeralds as large as plums, but she wore a +rope of diamonds that reached far below her knees, a necklace of five +rows of pearls as big as her husband’s thumb nails, and linked with +emeralds and diamonds, a sunburst of diamonds that looked like a +waterfall, and equally priceless gems cutting into the flesh of her +tender shoulders where they clasped the only visible portion of her +raiment. Ishbel was justly proud of her magnificent collection of +jewels, but, being a young woman of unerring good taste, was in the +habit of wearing a few at a time. Several hours earlier, however, her +husband, grown jealous of the prosiliency of the New South African +millionnaires, had come home with the rope and commanded her to put on +every jewel she possessed for the opera that night, and the first great +ball of the season to follow. As she had surveyed herself in her long +mirror it had occurred to her that she looked like a begum, but when she +had called her husband’s attention to the fact, and suggested some +modification in her display of converted capital, he had replied curtly +that he had spent a quarter of his fortune for the public to look at on +her equally ornamental self, and that when he wished it displayed in +toto, displayed it should be. That is the way for a man to talk to his +wife when he means to be obeyed; and when the masterful and successful +Mr. Jones delivered his ultimatums, few that had aught to do with him +were so hardy as to continue the argument. + +Ishbel had trained herself to take him humorously, to believe him the +most generous of men because he had proved quite amenable to the family +plan of marrying off her sisters (they were handsome and an additional +excuse for entertaining), and because he never alluded to her enormous +bills or forgot to hand her a check for pin-money every quarter. She had +rewarded him with thanks couched in an endless variety of terms and +glances, even caresses when he demanded them. When they were alone at +table (as seldom as she could manage) she even coquetted with him, +giving him the full play of her piquant eyes and sweet smile, and +talking in her brightest manner, to conceal from himself how hopeless he +was in conversation. She even pitied him sometimes; for, in spite of his +riches, his interests in the City, and the great position in society +that she had given him, he seemed to her a lonely being, and she would +have loved him if she could. + +To-night, however, his words had rankled. They had echoed during the +drive to the opera-house, stirring her most amiable of minds to a vague +anger; and now, quite suddenly, she was filled with an intense +mortification and resentment. Every intelligent being that has made a +signal mistake in his life’s order has some sudden moment of awakening, +of vision. The phrase “kept wife” had not yet arrived in literature, but +it rose in Ishbel’s mind as she glanced from her white slender body, +weary in its glittering armor, to the big heavy man opposite, sitting +with a hand on either knee, his hard bright little eyes surveying her +with triumphant approval. She was his property; he owned her, as he +owned his house in Park Lane, the castle he had recently bought from a +peer terrified by the remodelling of the death duties, his princely +equipages, the noisy jewels on her person. After all, she had not a +penny of her own, was as poor as when she had been one of fourteen +hopeless sisters in Ireland; for he had carefully abstained from +settlements, that she might feel her dependence, thank him periodically +for his splendid checks. Her father had been in no position to insist +upon settlements, but, had he been, would she be any better off +ethically than now? They would have been but another present from the +man who had bought her as he had bought his other famous possessions. If +she had children, they would be his, not hers, and there was nothing he +could not compel her to do, and be upheld by the laws of his country, +unless he both beat her and kept a mistress. + +She suddenly loathed him. That she had given him value received made her +loathe him, and herself, the more. She shrank until she expected to hear +her jewels rattle together, then raised her eyes again and flashed them +about the house. She picked out twenty women in that glance who had sold +their beauty for what their jewels represented, although, for the most +part, they had the saving grace to be owned by gentlemen. But were they +so much better off? Jones, at least, was now inoffensive in his manners +and speech. Many gentlemen she knew were not, and one duke had a habit +of catching her by the arm and leering into her crimsoning ear a horrid +story. But that was not the point. What was the point? That women who +married men for jewels and not for love were no better than the women of +the street? Most women would have stopped there. It is a sentimental +form of reasoning, eminently satisfactory to many women, and to some +male novelists. But Ishbel had been born with a clear logical brain in +which the fatal gift of humor was seldom dormant, and of late this brain +had shown symptoms of impatience at neglect, muttered vague demands for +recognition. Youth, a natural love of gayety, pleasure, splendor, +reigning as a beauty, a laudable desire to help one’s family,—all very +well—but— + +Ishbel’s inner vision pierced straight down to the root (ornamentally +overlaid) of the whole matter. The portionless woman, whether there was +love between herself and her husband or not, was a property, a subject, +an annex, nothing more, not even if she bore him children. Indeed, in +the latter case she but proved the old contention that in bearing +children she fulfilled her only mission on earth. + +Ishbel had heard, as one hears of all civilized activities, of Woman’s +Suffrage; this, too, passed in review before that search-light in her +mind, and she wondered if the women asking for it dared to do so unless +economically independent. She and Bridgit, when resting on their labors +two years before,—a breathing spell in the grouse season,—had amused +themselves in the library tracing the course of woman during those +periods of the world’s history when she had been famous for her innings; +and both had been struck by the fact that when nations were at peace and +man enjoyed prosperity and comparative leisure, woman’s eminence and +apparent freedom had been but her lord’s opportunity to display his +riches and gratify the non-military side of his vanity. Only in a small +minority of cases had this eminence and freedom been the result of +self-support, inherited wealth, genius, or dynastic authority: the vast +majority had been toys, jewel-laden henchwomen; even the great +courtesans had been dependent upon their youth and charm and the caprice +of man. + + * * * * * + +No wonder so few women had left an impress on history. How could any +brain, even if endowed with true genius, reach the highest order of +development while the character remained flaccid in its willing +dependence upon the reigning sex? And man had despised woman throughout +the ages, even when most enslaved by her, knowing that on him depended +her very existence. He had the physical strength to wring her neck, and +the legal backing to treat her as partner or servant, whichever he found +agreeable or convenient. She and Bridgit had discussed this phenomenon +philosophically but impersonally, it being understood that when they did +give their brains exercise, it should not interfere with their youthful +enjoyment of life; nor should the exercise continue long enough to +become a habit; time enough for that sort of thing when one had turned +thirty. But it occurred to Ishbel in these moments of painful clarity. +She had not taken the least interest in Woman’s Suffrage, a movement +under a cloud at this time, but she had a sudden and poignant desire to +be independent, and a simultaneous conviction that no woman was worthy +of anything better than being one of man’s miscellaneous properties +until she were. What right had women, supported by men, living on their +exertions or fortunes, displayed or used at their pleasure, tricking +them by a thousand ingenious devices to gain their ends, to be regarded +as equals, political or otherwise? The most democratic of woman +employers, unless a faddist, did not regard her employees, particularly +her servants, as equals; and yet they, at least, worked for their bread, +were economically independent, could throw up their situations without +scandal. Ishbel had twenty-three servants in her ugly Park Lane mansion, +and in the bitterness of her humiliation she felt herself the inferior +of the scullery maid. She opened her eyes wide, staring out upon the +world through the glittering curtain before her. What an extraordinary +world it was! How silly! How uncivilized! How incomplete! What might not +women attain with complete self-respect, and how utterly hopeless was +their case without it! + +“What are you thinking about?” asked Mr. Jones, curiously. He had been +watching her for some moments. + +“That I ache with all these ridiculous jewels.” Ishbel stood up and +walked deliberately to the back of the box. “I feel as if I were wearing +an old-fashioned crystal chandelier. Will you kindly put my cloak on?” + +Jones had risen (being well trained in the small courtesies), but he +showed no intention of following her. + +“Certainly not,” he said peremptorily. “Sit down. I wish you to remain +here until it is time to go to the duchess’s ball—” + +“I’m not going to the duchess’s ball. I’m going home.” + +He stared at her, his long straight mouth opening slightly, and his +heavy underjaw twitching. Like many millionnaires, self-made, he looked +like a retired prize-fighter, and for the moment he felt as old gods of +the ring must feel when brushed contemptuously aside by arrogant youth. +This was the first time his wife had shown the slightest hint of +rebellion, deviated from a sweetness and tact that was without either +condescension from her lofty birth, or servility to his wealth. But +there was neither sweetness nor tact in her small pinched face. Her +mouth was as compressed as his own could be, and the expression of her +eyes frightened him. + +“What on earth’s the matter with you?” he asked roughly. + +“I tell you I don’t like the idea of looking like an idol, a chandelier, +a begum, what you will; of having on more jewels than any woman in the +house; of looking nouveau riche, if you will have it. And I am tired and +am going home to bed. You can come or not, as you like.” + +She put on her cloak. Jones, swearing under his breath, but helpless, +caught up his own coat and hat and followed her out of the house. But +although he stormed, protested, even condescended to beg, all the way +home, she would not utter another word, and when she reached her room, +locked the door behind her. + + + X + +THE next morning she sought Bridgit, having ascertained by telephone +that her friend was alone. The Hon. Mrs. Herbert, although “masculine” +only in so far as Nature had endowed her with a strong positive mind and +character, physical and mental courage, and a disdain of all pettiness +(the hypothetical masculine ideal), thought boudoirs silly, and called +her personal room in South Audley Street a den. Not that it in the least +resembled a man’s den. It was a long and narrow room on the first floor +at the back of the house, and furnished with deep chairs and sofas +covered with flowered chintzes, and several good pieces of Sheraton. She +was known for her fine collection of remarque etchings, and the best of +them were in this room. The large table was set out with reviews and new +books, which she bought on principle, although she found time for little +more than a glance at their contents. Her cigarette-box was of +elaborately chased silver. Good a sportswoman as she was, she was not in +the least “sporty,” being too well balanced and well bred to assume a +pose of any sort. She was a woman of the world with many tastes, who was +destined to have a good many more. + +When Ishbel entered, she was walking up and down, her hands clasped +behind her, her heavy black brows drawn above the brooding darkness +below. She, too, was in an unenviable frame of mind. + +Her brows relaxed as she saw Ishbel. “What on earth is the matter?” she +exclaimed. + +Ishbel, who had not slept but was quite calm, sat down and told her +story. + +“I don’t suppose you quite understand how I feel,” she concluded; “for +you have always had your own fortune, have never even been dependent on +your father. But of one thing I am positive: if you found yourself in my +position, you would feel exactly as I do. So I have come to you to talk +it out.” + +“Of course I understand.” Bridgit turned her back and walked to the end +of the room. She longed to add: “It is quite as humiliating to keep a +husband as to be kept by one; rather worse, as tradition and instincts +don’t sanction it.” But there are some things that cannot be said, save, +indeed, through the offices of the pineal gland; and as Bridgit, on her +return march, paused and looked down upon Ishbel, standing in an +attitude of rigid defiance, with quivering, nostrils and fierce +half-closed eyes, possibly her friend received a telepathic flash, for +she exclaimed impulsively:— + +“You are in trouble, too. What is it?” + +“Trouble is a fine general term for my ailment. I’m merely disgusted, +dissatisfied—on general principles. Possibly it’s the effect of reading +Nigel’s book.” + +“I haven’t had time to read it, but I’m so happy it has created a +_furore_, and hope he’ll come back to be lionized. Odd he should write +about the slums.” + +“Not at all. The slums are always being discovered by bright young men, +who, with the true ardor of the explorer, proceed to enlighten the +world. Nigel—the story’s not up to much—but he has the genius of +expression, and, having made the amazing discovery of poverty, +communicates his own amazement that it should have continued to exist in +civilized countries up to the eve of the twentieth century—and his +horror at its forms. Some of his scenes are quite awfully vivid. But +he’s no sentimentalist; he doesn’t call for more charities; he doesn’t +even pity the poor; he despises them as they deserve to be despised for +being poor, for their asininity in permitting and enduring. But he +demands in their name, since the best of them are wholly incompetent as +thinkers, that the educated shall favor a form of Socialism which shall +not only provide remunerative employment for them, but compel them to +work—grinding the idle, the worthless, the vicious to the wall, and +training the new generation to annihilate poverty. Great heaven! What a +disgrace it is—that poverty—to the individual, to the world, to the +poor, to the rich. I never realized it until I read that book. Other +‘discoverers’ have put my back up. But Nigel is one of us; and when he +sees it—and what a clear vision he has—” + +“How splendid!” cried Ishbel, also forgetting her own trouble for the +moment. “And to be able to write like that will help him to forget +Julia—must make all personal affairs seem insignificant. Would that we +all had such a solace!” + +“Solace! We are both strong enough to scorn the word. But having been +awakened, I should have no excuse if I went to sleep again. Nor you. I +haven’t made up my mind what I’ll do yet, merely that I’ll do something. +I’m sick of society. It’s a bally grind. Five years of it are enough for +any woman with brains instead of porridge in her skull. I’m glad you’ve +had a shock about the same time—should have administered it if you +hadn’t. Of course I shall continue to hunt, and keep house for Geoffrey, +and watch over my child, but all that uses up about one-tenth of my +energies, and no more. What I’ll do, I don’t know. I’m floundering. +Lovers are no solution for me. They’re démodés, anyhow. I’m after some +big solution both elemental and progressive. Of course I shall begin +with politics—by studying our problems on all sides, I mean, not having +hysterics over the party claptrap of the moment. That and a hard course +in German literature will tone my mind up. It’s all run to seed. The +rest will come in due course. Tell me what you propose to do. But of +course you’ve had no time to decide.” + +“Oh, but I have. I’m going to open a milliner shop.” + +“What?” Mrs. Herbert sat down. + +“You may think me vain, but I _know_ that I can trim hats better than +any woman in London.” + +“Yes—of course. But Mr. Jones?” + +“I think I can make him consent—advance me the money—by persuading him +that it is a new fad with the aristocracy—I’ll point out to him several +titles over shops in Bond Street.” + +“You have an Irish imagination. He won’t hear of it.” + +“I’m sure I can talk him over—” + +“Besides, it isn’t fair. It will make no end of talk, and him +ridiculous. If you go in for independence—and do, by all means—don’t +begin your sex emancipation with the sex methods of second-rate women. +Men are supposed to be direct, straightforward, above the petty wiles to +which women have been compelled to resort since man owned them. They are +not, but, being the ruling sex, have forced the world to accept them at +their own estimate. Besides, they find the standard convenient. That it +is a worthy standard, no one will dispute. At least if we women cannot +be wholly truthful, we need not be greater liars than they are. And we +can score a point by adopting the same standard. Tell Mr. Jones that you +have decided upon independence, that if he doesn’t put up the money, I +will; but don’t throw dust in his eyes—I doubt if you could, anyhow.” + +“Would you really?” + +“Of course I would. It would be great fun. But what is the rest of your +program? Do you propose to leave him? To cook his social goose?” + +“No, he has been too generous, whatever his motives. No girl has ever +had a better time, and nothing can alter the fact that he has rescued my +family from poverty. Even if he cut both daddy and myself off his +pay-roll, Aleece and Hermione and Shelah are rich enough to take care of +the rest. I have done my duty by the family! No, I am quite willing to +occupy a room in his house, go to the opera with him, even to such +social affairs as I have time and strength for—I really intend to work, +mind you, and to start in rather a small way, that I may pay back what I +borrow the sooner.” + +“How you have thought it all out! I wish I had something definite in +sight. I despise the women that merely fill in time with intellectual +pursuits, and I’ll be hanged if I take to settlement work—the last +resource of the novelist who wants to make his elevated heroine ‘do +something.’ I must find my particular ability and exercise it. To work +with you actively in the shop would be a mere subterfuge, as I don’t +need money. But never mind me—When are you going to speak to Mr. +Jones?” + +“This afternoon. I wanted to talk it out with you first. We Irish _are_ +extravagant. I was afraid I might have got off my base a bit.” + +“The world will think you mad, of course. But that only proves how sane +you are. I wish I could get together about a hundred women, prominent +socially—merely because society women are supposed to be all +frivolous—to set a pace. I assume that the average woman in any class +is a fool, but there is no reason why she should remain one; and the +exceptional women, of whom there must be thousands, only lack courage, +initiative, a leader. By the way, what do you hear of Julia? I haven’t +had a letter for two months.” + +“They are to remain at Bosquith until the dissolution of Parliament, +nursing their constituency. She is doing the lady-of-the-manor act, +visiting among the poor, petting babies, and all the rest of it—but +putting in most of her time with her beloved books. She rarely mentions +France’s name.” + +“Never to me. But I know from one of my aunts—Peg—that he’s too +occupied getting back his health and pleasing the duke to drink or let +his temper go. No doubt he’s making a very decent husband. It may last. +But whether it does or not, I’m not going to let Julia go. She’s made of +uncommon stuff and must become one of us.” + + + XI + +IT was with some trepidation that Ishbel sought her husband in the +library a few hours later, and, in spite of her resolve to “be square,” +could not resist assuming her most ingratiating manner. Her eyes were +full of witchery, her kissable mouth wore its most provocative curves. +Anything less like an emancipated wife or a prospective business woman +never rose upon man’s haunted imagination; and as for Mr. Jones, who had +been waiting for an explanation of some sort, he thought that she had +come to apologize, to confess to a passing hysteria, possibly to +jealousy induced by the fact that the wife of one of the South African +millionaires had worn a ruby the night before that was the talk of the +town. Well, she should have a bigger one if the earth could be made to +yield it up. + +Mr. Jones returned home every afternoon at precisely the same hour, and +to-day, having “smartened up,” was sitting in a leather chair near the +window with a finance review in his hand, when Ishbel entered. He did +not rise, but asked her if she felt better, indicated a chair opposite +his own, and waited for her to begin. She should have her ruby, or +whatever it was she wanted, but not until she was properly humble and +asked for it. + +Ishbel smiled into those eyes that always reminded her of shoe buttons, +and said sweetly, “I was horrid, of course, last night—” + +“You were. And it was extremely unpleasant for me at the ball. Nobody +addressed me except to ask where you were. I felt like a keeper minus +his performing bear.” His tone was not without bitterness. + +“I am so sorry. But I could not go. I wanted to think.” + +“Think? Why on earth should you think? You have nothing to think about; +merely to spend money and look beautiful.” + +Ishbel smiled again, showing her dimples. There was not an edge of her +inflexible will visible in the beautiful hazel eyes that she turned full +upon him. “Well, the fact remains that I did think. And this is the +result: I wish to earn my living.” + +His jaw dropped. He thought she had lost her mind. + +“It is quite true, and I mean to do it. I find I don’t like living on +any one. We’ve never pretended to love each other. If we did—well, I +think I should have felt the same way a little later. As it is, I don’t +find it nice, living on you—” + +“You’re my wife!” thundered Mr. Jones. “What the hell are you talking +about?” + +“I’ve no right to be your wife—” + +“You’ve been a damned long time finding it out—” + +“Five years. Bridgit says I have an Irish imagination. I’ve worked it +persistently for five years, and worked it to death. I not only +persuaded myself that I was doing you a tremendous service, but that I +was entirely happy in being young and having all the luxuries and +pleasures and gayeties that youth demands. I am only twenty-four. Five +years in one’s first youth is not so long a time for delusion to last—” + +“Have you fallen in love?” + +“Not for more than three hours at a time. Somehow, you all fall short, +one way or another. I think I have fallen in love with myself. At all +events I want an individual place in the world, and, as the world is at +present constituted, the only people that are really respected are those +that either inherit fortunes or abstract the largest amount of money +from other people. Even birth is going out of fashion. It doesn’t weigh +a feather in the scale against money.” + +“You’re talking like a lunatic. I couldn’t have got into society with +all my millions without you, or some one else born with a marketable +title, and you know it.” Mr. Jones was so astonished that only plain +facts lighted the chaos of his mind. + +“All the same you are far more respected than my poor old father, who is +a lineal descendant of the O’Neil. Even if people did not respect you +personally,—and of course they do,—they all respect you far more than +they do me. Who would look at me if I had married one of your +clerks—birth or no birth? And who regards me, as it is, but anything +more than one of your best investments? I am useful to you and pay my +way, but I’m of no earthly importance as an individual. I haven’t even +as good a position as Bridgit, who inherited a fortune, although a +bagatelle compared to yours—” + +“Is that what you’re after—a slice of my fortune in your own right?” + +“No, I only want enough to start me in business, and I shall pay it +back—” + +“I’ll have you put in a lunatic asylum. What business do you fancy you +could make a go in? Mine?” + +“No. The French bourgeoisie are about the only people that have solved +the sex problem: every woman in the shop-keeping class, at least, is her +husband’s working partner. But financial brains are not indigenous to my +class. If I had one, I’d make myself useful to you in the only way that +counts, and charge you high for my services. But as it is, I’m going to +do the one thing I happen to be fitted for—I’m going to be a milliner.” + +“A milliner!” roared Mr. Jones. His face was purple. It was all very +well to assume that his butterfly had gone mad; he had a hideous +premonition that she was in earnest and as sane as he was. In fact, he +felt on the verge of lunacy himself. He could hear his house of cards +rattling about him. + +“Yes,” said Ishbel, smiling at him, as she had always smiled when asking +him to invite another of her sisters to visit them. “I can trim hats +beautifully. My hats are noted in London—” + +“They ought to be. The bills that come from those Paris robbers—” + +“I retrim every hat I get from the best of them. And I’ve pulled to +pieces the hats of some of the richest of my friends. They will all +patronize me. I shan’t rob them, and I have at least fifty ideas for +this season that will be original without being bizarre—hats that will +suit individual faces and not be duplicated. Oh, I know that I have a +positive genius for millinery!” + +The purple fell from Mr. Jones’s face, leaving it pallid. He stared at +her, not only in consternation, but in deeper perplexity than he had +ever felt in his life. Probably there is no state of the masculine mind +so amusing to the disinterested outsider as the chaos into which it is +thrown by some unexpected revelation of woman’s divergence from the +pattern. It has only been during those long periods of the world’s +history, as Bridgit and Ishbel had discovered, when men were at war, +that women, poor, even in their castles, with every faculty strained to +feed and rear their children, and no society of any sort, often without +education, have given men the excuse to regard them as inferior +beings—physical prowess at such times being the standard. But men have +had so many rude awakenings that their continued blindness can only be +explained by the fact that a large percentage of women, while no idler +and lazier than many men, have been able to flourish as parasites +through the accident of their sex. During every period of comparative +peace and plenty, women of another caliber have shown themselves +tyrannous, active, exorbitant in their demands, and mentally as alert as +men. If they disappeared periodically, it was only because they had not +fully found themselves, had exercised their abilities to no definite +end. A recent German psychologist, one of the maddest and most +ingenious, discovered something portentous in such periodicity as he +took note of: the prominence of woman in the tenth, fifteenth, and +sixteenth centuries, and again in the nineteenth and twentieth, assuming +it to be the result of an excess of hermaphrodite and sexually +intermediate forms, a state of affairs not unknown in the vegetable +kingdom. Therefore, must woman’s periodic revolt mean nothing more than +a biological phenomenon. + +This theory would furnish food for much uneasiness were it not that the +philosopher overlooked, deliberately or otherwise, the fact that woman’s +star has flamed at some period or other in nearly every century, and +that these periods have coincided with man’s ingenuous elevation of her +to gratify his vanity while his chests were full and his weapons idle. +Since the beginning of time, so far as we have any record of it, women +have sprung to the top the moment that peace permitted wealth, leisure, +and servants; and so far from their success being due to abnormality, +their progress and development have been steadily cumulative. To-day, +for the first time, they are highly enough developed to take their +places beside men in politics, know themselves well enough to hold on, +not drop the reins the moment the world’s conditions demand the physical +activities of the fighting sex. + +Although the great Woman’s Suffrage movement was, for the moment, in the +rear of the world’s problems, thousands of women in England and America +were thinking of little else, planning and working quietly, awaiting +their leader. This psychological wave had washed over Ishbel’s sensitive +brain and done its work quite as thoroughly as if she had gone to +Manchester and sat at the feet of Dr. Pankhurst. It is the fashion to +give Ibsen the credit of the revolt of woman from the tyranny of man, +but that is sheer nonsense to any one acquainted with the history of +woman. Ibsen was a symptom, a voice, as all great artists are, but no +radical changes spring full fledged from any brain; they are the slow +work of the centuries. + +“Perhaps I should have put it another way,” said Ishbel. “I fancy the +point is, not that the world respects you more for amassing wealth, but +that you respect yourself so enormously for having won in the greatest +and most difficult game that men have ever played. Diplomacy is nothing +to it. That only requires brains and training. To coax gold from full +pockets into empty ones and remain on the right side of the law, +requires a magnetic needle in the brain, and is a distinct form of +genius. Talk about riches not bringing happiness, I don’t believe there +is a rich man living, even if he has only inherited his wealth, who does +not find happiness in his peculiar form of self-respect, and in his +contempt for the failures. If he has inherited, it is an achievement to +retain, and when he has made his fortune, he must feel a bigger man than +any king. Well, in my little way, I purpose to enjoy that sensation. And +to make money, to accumulate wealth, is, I am positive, one of the +primary instincts—if it were not, the world would have been socialistic +a thousand years ago. But the secret desire in too many millions of +hearts has prevented it—” + +“My God!” roared Mr. Jones. “Have you got brains?” + +“I hope so.” She smiled mischievously. “I couldn’t make money without +them.” + +“Suppose you had half a dozen children?” + +“Of course, if I hadn’t thought it all out in time, I should bring them +up first. But I feel sure the time will come when every self-respecting +woman will want to be the author of her own income—when no girl will +marry until she is.” + +Mr. Jones looked and felt like the fisherman who has gone out in a +sail-boat to catch the small edible prizes of the sea, and landed a +whale. + +“You never thought that all out for yourself,” he growled. “Where did +you get it, anyhow?” + +“Last night I realized that I had been learning unconsciously for years, +and remembered everything worth while I had ever heard men and women +talk about. After all, you know, clever men do talk to me.” + +“Clever men are always fools about a pretty face.” + +He got up and moved restlessly about the large room, too full of +furniture for a man with big feet, and long awkward arms which he did +not always remember to hold close to his sides. He longed for his punch +bag. Ishbel smiled and looked out of the window. + +“What in hell’s come over women?” he demanded. “I thought they only +wanted love when they talked of happiness.” + +“Oh, you’re like too many men—have got your whole knowledge of women +from novels. Perhaps you even read the neurotic ones that are having a +vogue just now. Wouldn’t that be funny! We women want many things +besides love, we Englishwomen, at least; for we belong to the most +highly developed nation on the globe. And we are the daughters of men as +well as of women, remember. And we have heard the affairs of the world +discussed at table since we left the nursery. That man doesn’t realize +what he has made of us is a proof that he is so soaked in conventions +and traditions that he is in the same danger of decay and submergence +that nations have been when too long a period of power has made them +careless and flaccid—and blind. We want love, but as a man wants it; +enough to make us comfortable and happy, but not to absorb our whole +lives—” + +“What?” Mr. Jones swung round upon her, his little black eyes emitting +red sparks. “That’s the most immoral speech I ever heard a woman make.” + +“I shall keep faith with you,” said Ishbel, carelessly. “Don’t worry +yourself. I’ve made a bargain with you and I shall stick to it, just as +I shall be perfectly square in business. All I want is to be as much of +an individual as you are, not an annex.” + +Mr. Jones had an inspiration and resumed his seat. “Look here!” he said. +“You say you play a square game, that you will live up to your contract +with me; and marriage _is_ a partnership, by God! Well—if you go +setting up for yourself, you injure my credit. I’m in a lot of things +where credit is everything. Money (actual gold and silver) is not so +plentiful as you think, and the greatest coward on earth. If there +should be the slightest suspicion that I was unsound—” + +“Why should there be? You will continue to live here in the same style, +and I shall keep my rooms, and go about with you once or twice a +week—even wear some of your jewels. What more could you ask?” + +“What more?” Jones was purple again. “This: I didn’t marry to be made a +laughing-stock of. Everybody’ll say I’m mean—” + +“Not if you set me up. And you can get your good friend, _The Mart_, to +say that I am ambitious to set a new style in fads—” + +“There are some statements that no fool will swallow—let alone sharp +business men in the City. Fad, indeed—when you will be standing on your +feet all day in a milliner shop—unless—” hopefully—“you merely mean +to put your name over the door to draw customers, and pocket the +proceeds. That would be bad enough—but—” + +“By no means. What possible satisfaction could I get out of making other +people do what I want to do myself? You might as well ask an author if +he would be content to let some one else write his books so long as he +had his name on the title page and pocketed the profits. The joy of +succeeding must lie in the effort, in knowing that you are doing +something that no one else can do in quite the same way. I can be an +artist even in hats, and I propose to be one.” + +“And if I refuse you the capital?” + +“Bridgit will lend it to me.” + +“I am to be blackmailed, so!” + +“What is blackmail?” + +“As if a woman need ask! Every woman is a blackmailer by instinct. I +suppose that if I won’t give you the money for this ridiculous +enterprise, you will leave my house—ruin me socially, as well as +financially?” + +But Ishbel’s wits were far nimbler than his. “No,” she said sweetly, “I +can never forget that I owe you a great deal. Whether you advance me the +capital or not, I shall continue to live here, and entertain for you +whenever I have time.” + +The mere male was helpless, defeated. A month later his name was over a +shop in Bond Street, and the success of the lady whose title preceded it +was so immediate that he began to brag about her in the City. But he was +by no means reconciled. His order of life, that new order in which he +had revelled during five brief years, was sadly dislocated. Many +husbands and wives are invited separately in London society, but he made +the bitter discovery that when Ishbel was forced to decline an +invitation for luncheon or dinner he was expected to follow suit. He +could walk about at receptions or teas if he chose, but it became +instantly patent that no woman, save those whose husbands were in his +power, would see him at her table when she could get out of it. There +were one or two new millionnaires in society that had achieved a full +measure of personal popularity, and were sometimes asked without their +wives, but Jones was hopelessly dull in conversation, and had a way of +“walking up trains,” and knocking over delicate objects with his elbows. +And then he was unpardonably ugly to look at; moreover, evinced no +disposition to pay the bills of any woman but his wife. That was a fatal +oversight on Mr. Jones’s part, but no one had ever been kind enough to +give him a hint. + +All this was bad enough, but in addition he perceived that while society +patronized Ishbel’s shop, and pretended to admire or be amused, they had +respected her far more when she was reigning as a beauty and spending +her husband’s vast income as carelessly as the spoiled child smashes its +costly toys. There is little real respect where there is no envy, and no +one envies a working woman until she has made a fortune and can retire. +Ishbel had dazzled the world with her splendid luck, added to her beauty +and proud descent. It had called her “a spoiled darling of fortune,” a +“fairy princess,” and such it had envied and worshipped. But she had +stepped down from her pedestal; her halo had fallen off; she was no +longer a member of the leisured class, haughty and privileged even when +up to its neck in debt. Mr. Jones’s position in the City was not +affected, for men knew him too well, but society suspected that his +fortune was not what it had been, and that his wife wanted more money to +spend, or was providing against a rainy day. If neither suspicion was +true, then she was disloyal to her class, and a menace, a horrid +example. Her personal popularity was unaffected, but her position was +not what it was, no doubt of that, and the soul of Mr. Jones was +exceeding bitter. + + + XII + +LORD ROSEBERY’S government, despite the duke’s optimistic predictions, +did not resign until June 24, consequently the general election was not +fought until July, and during all this time Julia was kept at Bosquith; +France, wholly amiable to his cousin’s wishes, stuck close to his +borough. He had not a political dogma, cared no more for the +Conservatives and Liberal-Unionists, than for Nationalists, Liberals, +Radicals, and Socialists, and he had no intention of boring himself in +Westminster save when his cousin required his vote. But he had planned a +very definite and pleasant scheme of life, and the enthusiastic favor of +the head of his house was essential to its success. He intended to +re-let his own place in Hertfordshire, and live with the duke, both in +London and in the country, until such time as his patience should be +rewarded and the divine law of entail give him his own. He not only +craved the luxury of the duke’s great establishments (as English people +understand luxury), but, quite aware of the position he had forfeited +among men, he was determined to win it back. Not that he felt any +symptoms of regeneration, but the pride, which heretofore had raised him +above public opinion, assumed a new form during his long convalescence, +and prompted respectability and enjoyment of the social position he had +inherited. + +His cousin, although knowing vaguely that his heir had been “a bit +wild,” and not as popular as he might be, was far too unsophisticated to +guess the truth, and too surrounded by flatterers and toadies to hear +what would manifestly displease him. Moreover, although France was under +such strong suspicion of card cheating that no man would play with him, +he had proved himself too clever to be caught, therefore had escaped an +open scandal. He had twice avoided being co-respondent in divorce suits, +once by shifting the burden on to the shoulders of a fellow-sinner, and +once by securing, through a detective agency, such information that the +wronged husband let the matter drop rather than suffer a counter-suit. +But society was not his preserve. He was a man who had haunted byways +where women were unprotected, and far from the limelight; and although +there had been for twenty years the contemptuous impression that he was +one of the greatest blackguards in Europe, that there was no villainy to +which he had not stooped, he was, after all, little discussed, for he +was much out of England, and, when off duty, went to Paris for his +pleasures. + +But although he had rather revelled in his dark reputation, he had now +undergone a change of mind if not of heart. He had had a long draught of +respectability, and of deference from his future menials and the several +thousand good men in his constituency who had never heard of him before +he came to Bosquith, as the convalescent heir of their popular duke, and +won them by looking “every inch a man”; he had a young and beautiful +wife with whom he was as much in love as was in him to love any one but +himself, and in whom he recognized a valuable aid to his plan of social +rehabilitation. Established in London as hostess of one of its oldest +and most exclusive private palaces, with every opportunity to exercise +her youthful charm (like the duke he despised brains in women), she +would take but one season to draw about her a court anxious to stand +well with the future Duchess of Kingsborough. And he was her husband. +They could not ignore him if they would; and they would have less and +less inclination, viewing him daily as a man ostentatioulsy devoted to +his wife, taking his parliamentary duties very seriously indeed (he knew +exactly the right phrases to get off), and living a life so exemplary +and regular that his past would be dismissed with a good-natured smile +(for was he not a future duke?), or openly doubted for want of proof. He +knew that some people would never speak to him, others never invite him +to their tables, although he might, with his wife and cousin, receive a +card to their receptions; but, then, London society was very large, and +he could endure the contempt of the few in the complaisance of the many. + +His first quarry was the duke, already disposed to like him extremely, +as they were the last males of their race, and latterly quite softened +by certain sympathies and anxieties for his afflicted relative that had +never infused his dry smug nature before. He was also one of those +survivals that like anecdotes, and France, in his wandering life, had +insensibly collected an infinite number. Naturally the most silent of +men, he now made himself so agreeable that the duke, long companionless, +himself suggested the permanent residence of the Frances under his +several roofs, overrode all his cousin’s manly objections, and looked +forward to a revival of the historic splendors of Kingsborough House +with something like enthusiasm. France cemented the new bond when he +appeared, as soon as his convalescence was over, at morning prayers, and +even compelled the attendance of the rebellious Julia. + +This alien in the great house of France detested family prayers. They +were very long, the duke’s dull languid gaze travelled over his shoulder +every time she sat when she should have knelt, and they came at an hour +when she wanted to be on the moor or riding along the cliffs. But when +she openly expressed herself, her husband, although he picked her up and +kissed her many times, unobservant that she wriggled, replied +peremptorily:— + +“Not another word, my little beauty. To prayers you must go. It’s a +rotten bore, but it’s the duty of a wife to advance her husband’s +interests. Get our mighty cousin down on us, and we live in +Hertfordshire all the year round.” + +Although she hid the thought, Julia would have submitted to more than +prayers to avoid living alone in a small house in the country with her +husband. She had heard so much of duty during the last year (even her +mother’s letters were full of it), that she had set her teeth in the +face of matrimony, persuaded herself that France was no more offensive +than other husbands, that hers was the common lot of woman, and, after +reading Nigel’s book, that she was singularly fortunate in not having +been born in the slums. But although she refused to admit to her +consciousness a certain terrified mumbling in the depths of her brain, +she did acknowledge that she no longer had the least desire for a child, +and that she hated the scent of the pomade on her husband’s moustache. +It was a pomade that had been fashionable for several years, and was +used as sparingly as possible on France’s bristles; but lesser trifles +have killed love in women, and Julia, frankly unloving, conceived an +unconquerable aversion for this sickly scent; to this day it rises in +her memory as associated with the abominable injustice that had been +committed on her youth. + +But she kept her mind and time fully occupied. She visited the sick, +rode her good horse, and read until there was nothing left in the +Bosquith library to satisfy her still insatiable mind. Then, for the +first time, she realized that she had not a penny in her purse, had not +had since her first few weeks in London. She made out a list of books +she wanted, surmounted her diffidence, and asked her husband if she +might order them from London. France, when she approached him, was +smoking a pipe by the library fire, his cannon-ball head sunken +luxuriously into the cushions of the chair, and his glassy eyes half +closed. He pulled her down on his knee and read the list, then laughed +aloud and pinched her ear. + +“Never heard of one of these books, but they have an expensive +look—wager not one of them costs under a pound. That would mean about +ten pounds—by Gad! That would never do. I’m economizing and you must, +too; for although we shall live with Kingsborough, we can’t expect him +to pay for our clothes and all the rest of it. Besides, I don’t want an +intellectual wife—had no idea you read such bally rot. Intellectual +wives are bores, get red noses, and rims round their eyes. Jove! Think +of those eyes gettin’ red and dim. I’d make a bonfire of all the books +in England first. No, my lady, it’s your business to look pretty, and to +remember a famous saying of our future king: ‘Bright women, yes; but no +damned intellect.’ We want to have a rippin’ time as soon as Salisbury +is in again, and I won’t have you frightenin’ people off.” + +“I never supposed you would care so much for society,” said Julia, +lamely. “I always think of you as a sailor.” + +“I want what’ll be mine before long—what I’ve been kept out of long +enough,” he answered savagely. + +Julia was shocked. It was the first time he had betrayed himself, so +anxious had he been for her good opinion, so careful not to excite +himself with tempers until his heart was quite strong again. As she left +his knee and turned her disconcerting eyes on him, he recovered himself +with a laugh. + +“I believe it’s all your mother’s fault. She told me it was your +fate—by all the stars!—to be a duchess, and I don’t think I’ve got it +out of my head since. But you know I’m devilish fond of my cousin—only +one I’ve got, for those old hags don’t count. I’ll chuck such ideas, +and—” his voice became sonorous with virtue—“think only of his +kindness and of serving my country when my time comes.” + +The time came in July, and he carried his borough almost without effort, +so irresistible was the conservative reaction. He was not much of an +orator, but not much was required of him. He made a fine appearance on a +platform, and when, after a flattering introduction by the chairman, he +stood up before a sympathetic audience, and between some scraps of party +wisdom, furnished by the duke, doubled up his aristocratic hand and +wedged it firmly into his manly thigh, and brought out in all its +inflections: “Indeed, I _may_ say—Indeed, _I_ may say—Indeed, I may +_say_—_Indeed_ I may say!” the applause was stupendous. + +Julia, sitting behind him with the duke, had much ado not to laugh +aloud, but, then, Julia was an alien, and had no appreciation of +gentlemen’s oratory. + +She had taken more interest in the wives of the voters, and been +relieved to find that their poverty was rather picturesque than +bitter—Nigel’s book had given her a profound shock—but had wept at +some of the tales told by women that had relatives in London and the +great manufacturing towns of the north. After France’s final triumph, +when he had been carried back to Bosquith on the shoulders of several +honest yeomen, followed by a cheering mob of several hundred more, she +asked him impulsively (being electrified herself for the moment) if he +might not serve his country best by making a crusade against poverty. +But he looked at her in such genuine bewilderment that she dropped the +subject. + + + XIII + +TO France’s intense disgust Parliament met on August 12, that +consecrated date when grouse are first hunted from their lairs. There +was nothing for it, however, but to go up to London with the triumphant +duke and sit on a bench through at least one hot hour each day. The rest +of his hours he spent at his club, to avoid meeting his patriotic +relative, and Julia, for the first time, found herself possessed of a +certain measure of liberty. To be sure, she was several times caged in +the House of Commons, and once slept above the peers, but for the most +part she was left to herself, the duke almost forgetting her in the joy +of his occasional chats in the lobby with Lord Salisbury, and the +excitements provided by Mr. Chamberlain. He had neither hope nor wish +for the onerous duties of a cabinet minister, but for many years +politics had formed the only excitement of his rather colorless life; +whether his party were in or out, he always managed to be of some slight +use to it in the upper House. He was laughed at sometimes by the giants +of his party, but on the whole regarded as a safe reliable man, and +received doles of flattery to keep his enthusiasm alive. + +Everybody was out of town except Ishbel, who was casting nets for the +rich tourists, and Julia sat for hours in the gay little shop on the +second floor of an old building in Bond Street, watching her friend with +wide admiring eyes, and even envying her a little. This, however, she +suppressed. She was to be a duchess, and that was the end of it. She +would fill her high destiny to the best of her ability, but she wished +that meanwhile she could earn a little money, or some unknown relative +would leave her a legacy. France was still “economizing” and gave her no +allowance; she literally had not money for cab fare. She was determined, +however, never to ask him for money again, so deep had been her +mortification when he had refused her simple request for books. + +Parliament remained in session something over a month, being prorogued +on September 15. The duke returned to Bosquith for the rest of the +grouse season, opened his house in Derbyshire for the pheasant shooting, +and went again to Bosquith for partridges and hunting. This time there +were guests. Many of them were carefully selected from the most ardent +supporters of the present Government; but Mrs. Winstone, who, deeply to +her satisfaction, was invited to coach and assist the young chatelaine, +was permitted to invite “a few younger people, but no really young +people.” The duke was alive to the necessity of maturing his heir’s wife +as rapidly as possible. The company was always an extremely +distinguished one, as Mrs. Winstone took pains to impress upon the +somewhat indifferent Julia; not the least exalted members of the +Government honored the various parties, and a good many of the younger +men accepted invitations which would force them into association with +Harold France, partly to please Mrs. Winstone, partly out of curiosity, +and principally because the duke’s shootings, always kept up but seldom +placed at the service of guests, were famous. Julia, alive to her +responsibilities, set her mind upon becoming an accomplished hostess, +and although the everlasting talk of politics and sport bored her, she +was rewarded with a few pleasant acquaintances, who in a measure +consoled her for the temporary loss of Bridgit and Ishbel. + +There was a fine old Jacobean mansion on the estate in Derbyshire, and +Julia reminded herself that she was realizing a youthful dream, admired +the brilliant appearance of the women at dinner, and went occasionally +to the coverts. But the immense beautiful house had the more notable +attraction of a fine library, and Julia’s happiness was further +increased from October until the middle of February by the fact that she +saw less of her husband than formerly. No more ardent sportsman +breathed; he could kill all day, and when he came home at night was +agreeably fatigued and ready for sleep. He was as much in love as ever, +but it was long since he had been able to command all the pleasures of +his class, and he meant to enjoy every good that came his way to the +last nibble. No more methodical soul ever lived. Julia sometimes +wondered if he were not a creature manufactured and wound up, like +Frankenstein, rather than man born of woman, but it was long before she +found the clew to his character. + +When they returned to Bosquith, Julia had even more freedom than during +the weeks devoted to the puncturing of grouse and pheasant. The women +had joined the men for luncheon during the grouse season, tramping the +moors in very short skirts and very thick boots; and in Derbyshire, the +coverts not being too far from the house, the men had returned for their +midday meal. But the farms, with their turnip fields, were many miles +from the moors which surrounded the castle of Bosquith; the women showed +less enthusiasm; and it was out of the question for the men to return, +even in a break, for luncheon. Therefore, did the women, including Mrs. +Winstone, sleep late, and Julia found the morning hours her own. She +enjoyed her freedom at first in long rides alone, and with no particular +object, but in the course of a week she accidentally made the +acquaintance of one of the tenants, Mr. Leggins (the sportsmen had +exhausted his field and moved on), and she found his somewhat radical +discourse refreshing after the undiluted and therefore unargumentative +conservatism of the castle’s guests. Mr. Leggins, indeed, when the +intimacy had progressed, did not hesitate to express himself on the +injustice of annually sacrificing his best fields to the sporting pride +of hereditary lords of the soil. One argument in England against giving +women the vote is that they are all conservatives at heart, but Julia, +at least, seated under the mighty beams of the old farm-house, with a +bowl of bread and milk before her, listening to the old man inveigh +against the iniquity of laws that forced a family like his own to pay +rent from generation to generation, a rent which increased with every +improvement made by the tenant, instead of being permitted to buy their +land and feel “as good as the next man,” assumed that there was +something wrong with the world, and often wondered if she were not in +the sixteenth century, when the farm-house had been built; wondered +still more why the world progressed so rapidly in some things and +remained stationary in others. Mr. Leggins, in those early morning +hours, told her something of Socialism, and she began to have grave +doubts if she should ever become a duchess, if those lagging millions +would not suddenly awaken and come to the front with a bound. + +But these grave questions agitated her fleetingly at this period, for +there were other attractions at the Leggins farm. It embraced a famous +ruin, and the farmer kept a small public house of “soft drinks” for its +many visitors. This was Julia’s first glimpse of the genus tourist, and +its very difference from the guests at the castle entranced her. She +often spent the entire morning watching and often talking to strange +people with frank inquisitive eyes and an amazing thoroughness in +exploration. Many had accents undreamed of in her short sojourn on this +planet. Mr. Leggins called them “Americans,” and Julia sunned herself in +their breezy democracy, and resolved to read their history as soon as +she returned to London and its public libraries; no recognition of their +existence was to be found at Bosquith. Julia had seen several Americans +in Ishbel’s shop, but they had been so very elegant, and such good +imitations of the British grande dame, that they had not impressed her. + +These short-skirted, “shirt-waisted” people, with flying +veils—generally blue—attached precisely or rakishly to hats, sailor or +alpine, with faces, more often than not, gay and careless, but sometimes +with an anxious line between the brows as if fearful they might “miss +something” while photographing even the diamond panes of the farm-house +windows, thrilled Julia with the sense of a new world to discover, of a +country which must be divinely free since it once had snapped its +fingers in mighty England’s face, and now elected a President every four +years (this much Mr. Leggins had told her), and gave its humblest man a +vote. Of the peculiar tyrannies which have grown up under the +Constitution of the United States (tyrannies impossible under an +autocracy) Julia, of course, knew nothing; and although she had no cause +to complain of monarchical tyranny in Great Britain, she was beginning +to feel the stirrings of a dim resentment against the insignificance of +her own estate. Not only had Ishbel talked to her a good deal during the +short session of Parliament, but she observed for herself that the +duke’s house parties were organized with pointed reference to the +pleasure and comfort of the male sex. The men were given the best rooms, +the board was set with the heavy food necessary to the replenishment of +their energies, they shot all day long, barely opening their mouths to +speak at table, and often went to bed immediately after dinner. The +women were invited merely to ornament the table and make the men forget +their fatigue, or to amuse them if they felt inclined now and then to +vary sport with flirtation. For these heroic ladies not one amusement +during the shooting season was designed; of course they would hunt +later. No men were asked save those that shot. Even “old Pirie,” and +Lord Algy went out with the guns. Julia wondered why these women came, +and finally concluded that some came in search of husbands or lovers, +others to keep an eye on husbands or lovers. Some, no doubt, enjoyed the +rest at no expense to themselves, but all were frankly bored. Now and +again Julia, at tea time, heard a woman discourse upon the happy fate of +the American woman, who had “things all her own way,” and to whom man +was a slave. Listening to the animated babble about the table in Farmer +Leggins’s living room, where the Americans imbibed milk, bottled +lemon-squash, and sarsaparilla, Julia longed to ask the prettiest of +them if they were spoiled wives. France professed to adore her madly, +but he neither petted nor spoiled her. She was his prize exhibit, his +woman, his harem of one, and he was immensely satisfied with his +discrimination and his luck. He never even asked her if she were +content, if she were bored. What liberty she had she was forced to +scheme for, like these visits to the fascinating public house of Farmer +Leggins. Had the duke or even Mrs. Winstone seen her sitting at that +table, sometimes cutting bread, always talking to people she had never +seen before and never would see again, they would have been outraged; +and, no doubt, as the times were too advanced to shut her up, she would +have been compelled to ride with a groom, and give her word to ignore +farm-houses (save when votes were wanted), and to speak to no one to +whom she had not properly been introduced. But all three of her +guardians were happily ignorant of her performances, and no mortal ever +enjoyed her liberty more, or took a naughtier delight in it. + +One morning she was sitting beside Farmer Leggins uncorking bottles and +ladling out milk (his son Sam’s wife, who kept house for him, was away), +when three people alighted from a carriage who interested her +immediately. Not only were the woman and the young girl, and even the +boy, dressed more smartly than was common to the tourist in that part of +the country, but they suddenly ducked their heads in a peculiar way, and +entered the farm-house hat first. The rest of the room was occupied by a +party of school-teachers, who invariably wear out their old clothes in +Europe, and Julia gave the newcomers her undivided attention. Mr. +Leggins also rose with some alacrity, and placed them at a small table +by themselves, waiting until their pleasant voices assured him that they +had all their appetites demanded. + +“They’re Californians,” whispered Mr. Leggins, as he returned to Julia’s +side. (As the reader is now acquainted with every known dialect, it is +not necessary to torment him with the Yorkshire.) “San Franciscans, to +be exact. I always can tell them by the way they put their heads down in +a breeze—wind always blows in San Francisco, and it’s second nature to +butt against it. I know the earmarks of every state in their +union—section, at least—and not only by their accents. You can know a +Californian because he hasn’t any, but the others would butter bread, +except when they happen to have had brass long enough to rub it off in +Europe. Even then they keep a bit of it. But I know them by other +things. This party of school missuses is from what they call ‘the East’; +they’ve every one got suspicion in their eyes, and are that close! It’s +a wonder they don’t bring scales to weigh my bread. The ‘Middle West’ +people are like children, pleased with everything, and crazy about +ruins; free with the brass, too. The ‘Southerners’ look as if they ought +to be rich and ain’t, but never haggle. The high-toned ‘Easterners,’ +haven’t an exclamation point among them, are so polite they make you +feel like dirt, pay with gold and count the change. Where on earth is +Sam?” + +Sam had disappeared shortly after showing the school-teachers over the +ruin, and the Californians had risen, manifestly awaiting a guide. + +Sam (who occasionally stole away to watch the shooting) was not to be +found. Julia volunteered to show the party over the ruin. + +“I’d be that grateful!” exclaimed Mr. Leggins; and to the Californians, +“There ain’t much to the ruin, and she knows it as well as Sam.” + +The lady looked at her curiously, for the guide wore her habit, and +manifestly was not of the house of Leggins, but she expressed herself +satisfied, and followed Julia across the bridge that spanned the ditch. +The young girl was too weary with much travel for interest in anything, +but the youth had already fallen a victim to Julia’s charms, and +manœuvred to reach her side. He was a fine-looking lad, tall for his +years, which might have been fifteen, with a shock of black hair, keen +black-gray eyes, and a dark strongly made face. It was a new-world face, +with something of the pioneer, something of the Indian in it, but, oddly +enough, almost aggressively modern. Julia had observed him under her +lashes, and wished he were older. Few men tourists came that way, and +this boy was of a more marked type than any of them. + +“My, but this is bully!” he exclaimed. “You won’t mind my saying it, but +I’ve been watching you for half an hour—couldn’t eat—but—well—I +never saw a prettier girl even in California.” + +“Then you _are_ a Californian?” asked Julia, much amused. “And a San +Franciscan?” + +“Now, how can you tell that?” + +“Mr. Leggins says you all hold your heads forward on account of the +winds—to keep your hats on, I suppose.” + +“Jiminy, that’s clever! Fancy an English farmer having sense enough for +that. Ours are pretty stupid—perhaps because they live so far apart. +This whole island isn’t as big as the state of California.” + +“You don’t mean it,” gasped Julia, not in the least resenting this +characteristic boast. + +“And there are real forests in it—primeval.” The youth was delighted +with the impression he had made. “Not woods that you can see the horizon +from the middle of. Great Scott! this island is cut up. You can’t get +rid of the towns, except on these big estates. Why, in the manufacturing +districts they tail into one another. In California—” + +“Dan!” said a reproving voice from the rear. “Stop bragging. This is my +brother’s first visit to Europe,” added the lady, with a smile. “And +like all Americans in similar circumstances, he observes only to +contrast and deprecate. He’ll behave much better on his next visit. That +first protest is only defiance, anyhow—to still the small voice which +tells us how new and crude we are in the face of all this antiquity and +beauty.” + +“Oh!” said Julia, smiling. “I fancy that if I visited your country, I +should be too awed even to feel my own littleness.” + +“That is the prettiest speech I ever heard!” The lady extended her hand. +“Won’t you tell me your name? Mine is Bode, and this is my sister, Emily +Tay, and my brother, Daniel Tay.” + +“I am Mrs. France. It is delightful to know your names—” + +“Mrs.!” gasped the boy, his face falling until he looked almost idiotic; +but Mrs. Bode’s eyes sparkled. + +“Not of Bosquith?” she asked. + +Julia nodded gloomily. + +“I have met Mrs. Winstone, and last summer I read all about you when +your husband was so ill.” + +“Read about me?” Julia’s mouth opened almost as wide as young Tay’s. +“Where?” + +“Oh, our correspondents don’t let us miss anything, and that was a big +plum for the end of the season. I know all about your romantic marriage, +and your still more romantic West Indian home.” She had bred herself too +carefully to add, “and that you will one day be a duchess”; but the +words danced through her mind, and she felt that she was having an +adventure. Julia was in no condition to notice any faux pas; her +imagination was visualizing her insignificant self in the columns of a +newspaper seven thousand miles away, and she felt a strange thrill, such +as what small deferences she had received from servants and toadies had +never excited in her: the first vague pricking of ambition. + +“There was a picture of you in the Sunday supplement of one of the +papers,” went on Mrs. Bode. “Of course I guessed it wasn’t you—looked +suspiciously like one of our own belles touched up—” + +“My picture! I’ve never had my picture taken.” + +“The more pity,” said Mrs. Bode, with gracious gayety. “I should beg for +one as a souvenir, if you had.” + +“Gee whiz! My camera!” cried young Tay, recovering himself, and whipping +the camera off his shoulder. “Will—would you stand?” + +“Of course!” Julia not only had fallen in love with her new friends, but +rejoiced in doing something which she instinctively knew would annoy her +husband. When woman’s ego is fumbling, it is only in these world-old +acts of petty and secret vengeance that it triumphs for a moment over +the sex that has bruised it. + +She posed, with and without her hat, against the gray walls of the ruin, +in a group with Mrs. Bode and Emily, and again with young Tay alone. +Then she lit her candle and led them down the winding passage to the +room where Mary of Scotland was supposed to have slept on her way to +Fotheringay. As they emerged once more into the court, she impulsively +asked them to come that afternoon to the castle for tea. + +“I am sure my aunt will be enchanted to see you,” she added, “and I can +show you over Bosquith, which is much more interesting than this.” + +“I’ll be delighted,” said Mrs. Bode; and Julia, who had experienced a +moment of fright at her temerity, took courage again at the American’s +matter-of-fact acceptance. Pride also came to her aid. Why should she +not ask whom she chose to Bosquith? Was she not its chatelaine? Her aunt +was one of her guests, monitress though she might be. To be sure, she +had been forbidden to ask Bridgit or Ishbel, but, then, the duke had a +personal dislike for both—he now thought Ishbel quite mad and had +written her father a letter of condolence; he was hospitable in his way, +and could find no objection to these delightful travellers that knew +Mrs. Winstone. + +She blushed and stammered, “I must ask you not to say anything about my +helping Mr. Leggins, and being so much at home here—” + +“Of course not!” Mrs. Bode, as she would have expressed it, “twigged +instanter.” “We met while exploring the ruins, and got into +conversation.” + +“You are so kind. And you will come at five—no, four, and then I can +show you the castle before tea.” + +“We shall be there at four. Thank you so much.” + +They parted, mutually delighted with their morning’s adventure, the +ladies going to their carriage, and young Tay gallantly assisting Julia +to mount her horse. + +“Jiminy!” he whispered ecstatically. “You’ve got hair! And eyes! Stars +ain’t in it! Say, I’m awful glad I’m going to see you again, and I’m +awful glad I can take your picture back to California with me!” + +He was only fifteen, but Julia blushed as she had never blushed for +Nigel. It may be that our future lies in sealed cells in our brains, as +all life in the universe, past, present, future, is said to be Now to +the Almighty. Under certain lightning stabs it may be shocked into a +second’s premature awakening. + +Julia, however, was annoyed with herself, said “Goodby” rather crossly, +and rode off. + + + XIV + +MRS. BODE was one of those astonishing Americans who, often with no +social affiliations whatever, even in their native city, or living on +the very edges of civilization, have yet so wide and accurate a +knowledge of the cardinal families of the various capitals of the world, +that they would be invaluable in the offices of Burke, Debrett, and the +Almanach de Gotha. Whether this enterprising variety of the genus +Americana invests in these valuable works of reference, or merely +studies them in the public libraries, ourselves would not venture to +state; but that is beside the question; some highly specialized magnet +in their brains has accumulated the knowledge, and less ambitious +Americans, even aristocratic foreigners, are often humbled by them when +floundering conversationally among the ramifications of the peerages of +Europe. These students, if New Yorkers, take no interest in the “first +families” of any state in the American Union save their own, but if a +malignant chance has deposited them on what stage folk call “the road,” +then are their mental woodsheds stored with the family trees of their +own state, _and_ New York. Never of any other state: Washington is “too +mixed”; Boston is “obsolete”; Chicago is “too new for any use”; San +Francisco is too picturesque to be aristocratic; the South can take care +of itself; and the rest of the country, with the possible exception of +Philadelphia, would never presume to enter the discussion. + +Nor is this the extent of their knowledge. They can talk fluently about +all the great dressmakers and milliners that dwell in the centres of +fashion, and even of those so exclusive as to cater only to the +best-bred Americans, and they are always the first to appear in the new +style, even though they have no place to show it but the street. +Moreover, they know every scandal in Europe, scandals of aristocrats and +prime donne, that no newspaper has ever scented. They discuss the great +and the famous of the world as casually as their own acquaintance, +dropping titles and other formalities in a manner that bespeaks a keen +and secret pleasure that the less gifted or less energetic mortal may +sigh for in vain. + +Mrs. Bode came of good pioneer stock, her sturdy Kansas grandfather, +Daniel Tay, having been among the first to brave the hardships of the +emigrant trail and make “his pile” in California. Not that he made it in +one picturesque moment. He was only moderately lucky in the mines. But +he could make pies, and miners were willing to pay little bags of +gold-dust for them. He set up a shop for rough-and-ready clothing in +Sacramento, with a pie counter under the awning. At all times he made a +handsome income, and when the miners came trooping in drunk and +reckless, he cleaned up almost as much as the gambling-houses. + +In due course, he migrated to San Francisco, and, abandoning a plebeian +method of livelihood of which his wife had learned to disapprove, +embarked in a commission business including hardware and groceries. In +those wild and fluctuating days he made and lost several fortunes. When +his son, Daniel Second, grew up, he was a fairly prosperous merchant, +with connections in Central America and China. His coffee, spices, teas, +and such other delicacies as even the renowned California soil refused +to produce were the best on the market; and had it not been for the old +gaming fever in his blood, which sent him on periodic sprees into the +stock-market, he would have accumulated a large fortune and permitted +his wife and daughters to assist in the making of San Francisco’s +aristocracy. But they were always being either burned out or sold out of +their fine new houses, and Mrs. Tay died a disappointed woman. The +Southerners held the social fort and she had never crossed its +threshold. To be sure, she had washed the miners’ overalls in the rear +of the Sacramento store while the pies were being devoured in front, but +ancient history is made very rapidly in California, and there were signs +that several no better than herself were “getting their wedge in.” + +Mr. Tay soon followed his wife into the imposing vault on Lone Mountain, +but not before adjuring his son to “let stocks alone.” The advice was +unnecessary, for Daniel Second was a shrewd cautious man, immune from +every temptation the fascinating city of San Francisco could offer. He +put the business he had inherited on a sure foundation, rebuilt modestly +whenever he was burned out, and was impervious to the laments of his +pretty second wife that they were “nobodies.” Mrs. Tay felt that heaven +had endowed her with that talent most envied of women, the social, but +her husband was more than content to be a nobody so long as his +financial future was secure; and it was not until his oldest daughter, +Charlotte,—or “Cherry” as she was fondly called,—came home from +boarding-school for the last time, that he was persuaded to buy a large +and hideous “residence” with a mansard roof, a cupola, and bow-windows, +suddenly thrown on the market by a disappearing capitalist, and “splurge +a bit.” + +The splurging carried them but a short distance. St. Mary’s Hall, +Benicia, where Cherry had received the last of her education, was an +aristocratic institution, and she had made some good friends among the +girls. But although they came to her first party, and she was asked now +and again to large entertainments at their homes, it was more than +patent that the Tays were not “in it.” There was no reason in the world +why they should not be, for they were not even “impossible” (as the old +folks had been); but whether Mrs. Tay was less gifted socially than she +had fancied, or people so long out of it were regarded with suspicion or +cold indifference by the venerable holders of the social fort, or Tay’s +modest fortune was not worth while, in view of the enormous fortunes +that had been made recently in the railroads and the Nevada mines, and +“Society was already large enough,” certain it is that Mrs. Tay and her +step-daughter spent long days in the library of their big house in the +Western Addition, consoling themselves with books (and who shall say +that Burke and the Almanach de Gotha were not among them?) or “the +finest view in the world.” + +This unhappy state of affairs lasted for two years, and then Cherry had +an inspiration. One of her father’s friends was the owner of a powerful +newspaper, and he had a friend as powerful as himself in the state +whence came the present Minister to the Court of St. James. Armed with +letters from these two makers and unmakers of reputations, Cherry took +her mother to London and requested to be presented at court. The request +was granted, and this great event, as well as their subsequent +adventures in the most good-natured society in the world, were cabled to +the San Francisco newspapers. + +Mr. Tay had snorted in disgust when the plan was unfolded to him, but +had yielded to sulks, tears, and hysterics. One season, however, was all +he would finance; but his wife and daughter, although they had hoped to +remain abroad for two years, returned with the less reluctance as they +were now “names” in the inhospitable city of their birth. These names +had been embroidered for four months with royalty, a few of the best +titles in Burke, and many of the lesser. (“Precious few will know the +difference,” said Cherry, scornfully.) + +Their position, as a matter of fact, was somewhat improved; Cherry was +admitted to the sacred Assemblies, and people allowed themselves to +admire her Parisian gowns, her pretty face, and refined vivacious +manner. At the end of the season she captured the son of one of the new +great millionnaires. The Tays had arrived. The past was forgotten by +themselves if not by other walking blue books, that fine scavenger +element in Society which allowed no one permanently to sink “pasts,” +ages, ancestral pies, saloons, brothels, wash-tubs, or any of the humble +but honest beginnings which fain would repose beneath the foundations of +San Francisco. But the Tays, like many another, fancied their past +forgotten, whatever the fate of their neighbors; and, as a matter of +fact, they were now so firmly established that three divorces could not +have dislodged them. Mrs. Bode, in her superb mansion on Nob Hill, +forged ahead so steadily that she enjoyed excellent prospects of being a +Society Queen, when the old guard should have died off, and Mrs. Tay had +stuccoed her house, shaved off the bow-windows, flattened the roof, +replaced rep and damask with silks and tapestries, and both were happy +women. + +All this may sound contemptible to those that enjoy a proper scorn of +Society; but it must be remembered that as the world is at present +constituted, women, not forced to work for their living, and born +without talent, have little outlet for their energies. And of these +energies they often have as full a supply as men. Besides, they don’t +know any better. + +Mrs. Bode was thirty-two at the time the Tay family entered Julia’s +life, and although she had been abroad many times since her marriage, +this was the first visit of her younger brother and sister; Mr. Tay +“having no use for Europe and the Californians who were always running +about in it when they had the finest slice of God’s own country to live +in.” But Mrs. Bode was an avowed enemy of the “provincial point of +view,” and justly prided herself upon being one of the most cosmopolitan +women in San Francisco society. She was determined that her little +half-sister, to whom she was devoted, having no children of her own, +should enjoy all the advantages she so sadly had lacked, and Dan’s +obstreperous Americanism had “tired” her. So, for the last eight months, +with or without the amiable Mr. Bode, and in spite of cables from pa, +who wished Daniel Third to finish his education as quickly as possible +and enter the firm, she had piloted her charges through ruins, picture +galleries, cities ancient and modern, museums, and mountain landscapes; +besides forcing them to study French and German two hours a day with +travelling tutors; until Emily yawned in the face of everything, and Dan +threatened to cable to his father for funds and return by himself. But +Mrs. Bode, whose own leave of absence was expiring, held them well in +hand, and announced her intention of bringing them over every summer. +This program she carried out as far as Emily was concerned, but it was +fifteen years before Daniel Tay found time or inclination to leave his +native land again. + +Their reception at the castle was all that Julia could have wished. Mrs. +Winstone was delighted to see them, Mrs. Bode being impeccable in her +critical eyes inasmuch as she had no accent, did not flaunt her riches, +and was never so aggressively well dressed that she made an Englishwoman +feel dowdy. If she had been told of the Sacramento store, with the pies +in front and the wash-tubs behind, it would not have affected her +judgment in the least. She would have replied that all Americans had +some such origin; and nothing amused her more than their ancestral +pretensions. “New is new, and republics are republics,” she said once to +Mrs. Macmanus, when discussing a grande dame from New York. “What silly +asses they are to talk ‘family’ in Europe! We like some and we don’t +others, and that’s all there is to it.” + +As neither painted, she and Mrs. Bode kissed each other warmly, and, the +American having had her fill of ruins long since, they went off to a +comfortable fireside to gossip, leaving Emily and Daniel to Julia. The +little girl was openly rebellious, when ordered to investigate the +ruined portion of the castle, but Daniel would have followed Julia +straight out into the North Sea. He had never been insensible to the +charm of girls, but here was a goddess, and he proceeded to worship her +in the whole-hearted fashion of fifteen, and with an enthusiasm the more +possessing as it knew no guile. + +They wandered through old rooms and passages, under and over ground, +ivy-draped and stark, Julia recounting the castle’s many histories. +Emily lagged behind and wilfully closed her ears. Finally, having +emerged upon the flat roof of a tower, she saw that she could find her +way back to the garden without getting lost, announced her intention +curtly, and ran down the spiral stair. + +“Good riddance,” said her brother, as he and Julia sat down to rest. +“But I don’t blame her. This is the last dinky old castle that I look at +this trip. America for me, anyhow. Don’t think I’m a Western +savage—that is what Cherry calls me—it’s awfully good of you to climb +round like this and spiel off such a lot, and this really is the +dandiest castle I’ve seen. But I’ve been dragged through about a +hundred, and as for pictures—wow! They can only be counted by miles. +I’ll never look at another as long as I live. Give me chromos, anyhow. +We have some in the garret at home, and I like them better than the old +masters—got some color and go in them, and not so much religion.” + +Julia laughed outright. She thought him a young barbarian, but +refreshing as the crystal water of a spring after too much old +burgundy—this simile inspired by memory of the army of aristocrats she +had met since her arrival in England. These gentlemen, most of them +splendid to look at, were either formal and correct even when most +languid, or bit their ideas out in slang, giving the impression that +they thought in slang, dreamed in slang, indubitably made love in it; +but it was a slang, which, loose and ugly as it might be, often +meaningless, seemed to cry “hands off” to all without the pale. Some +were affected, but all of these were affected in precisely the same way. +Each and every one was full of an inherited wisdom which betrayed itself +in manner and certain rigid mental attitudes, even where brain was +lacking. To Julia, at this moment, they seemed in an advanced stage of +petrifaction. Even Nigel was a grandfather in comparison with this +bright green shoot from the new world. And Julia warmed to his frank +admiration. The men to whom she had done duty as hostess since the 15th +of September had paid her little or no attention. They were interested +in some one else, they found her too young, they were too tired for +flirtation after a long day with the guns, or they were wary about +“poaching on the preserves of a cad like France. He had a look in his +eye at times that would warn any man off.” + +Whatever the cause, Julia, whose natural feminine instinct for conquest +had been awakened during her brief season in London while she was still +a girl, and who missed Nigel’s adoration, was willing to accept her due +at the hands of fifteen, nothing better offering. Besides, the boy +amused her, and she was seldom amused these days. + +“Tell me more about California,” she said; and under a rapid fire of +questions Dan artlessly revealed the history of his family (he was very +proud of it), and, incidentally, told her much of the social +peculiarities of his city. It was a strange story to Julia, who knew +nothing of young civilizations, and was profoundly imbued with a respect +for aristocracies. She felt that she should place this young scion of a +quite terrible family somewhere between the steward of Bosquith and Mr. +Leggins; but when she looked squarely into that open ingenuous fearless +almost arrogant face, the face of an intelligent boy born in a land +whose theory is equality, and in whose short life poverty and snubs had +played no part, she found herself accepting him as an equal. His face +had not the fine high-bred beauty of Nigel’s nor the mathematical +regularity of her husband’s, but the eyes were keener, the brow was +larger and fuller, the mouth more mobile than any she knew; and these +divergencies fascinated her. But she drew herself apart in some +resentment as he asked her abruptly:— + +“What does your husband do for a living?” + +“Do—why, nothing.” + +“Nothing? Great Scott! What sort of a man is he? When American men don’t +work, even if they have money, we despise them. They generally have to, +anyhow. If they inherit money they have to work to hang on to it. Some +of them drink themselves to death, but they don’t count.” + +Julia had colored haughtily, but wondered at her eagerness in +exclaiming: “My husband was in the navy, but he has resigned and is now +a member of Parliament.” + +“Well, that’s doing something, but not much. I remember, now, Cherry +told me he’s going to be a duke. Then, I suppose, he’ll do nothing at +all.” + +“Oh, yes, dukes have to look after their estates; they don’t leave +everything to their stewards; they take a paternal interest in the +tenantry; sometimes they are magistrates, and sometimes they go to the +House of Lords.” + +“Well, that’s just playing with life, to my mind,” said young Tay, with +conviction. “A man isn’t a man who doesn’t earn his keep and make his +pile. I’m almost sorry my father is well off: I’d like to make my own +fortune. But there’s this satisfaction; if I don’t work as hard as he +does, when my time comes, I’ll be a beggar fast enough. Competition’s +awful; and even people that do nothing but cut coupons for a living +often get stuck. People are rich to-day and poor to-morrow, when they’re +not sharp. Makes life interesting. But just living on ancestral +acres—Gee! I’d die of old age before I was twenty-five.” + +“I wonder if that is the way Ishbel felt?” murmured Julia, thoughtfully. +Ishbel’s sudden departure from the tenets of her class had astounded +her, and, in spite of explanations, she was puzzled yet. + +“Ishbel?” + +“Lady Ishbel Jones. She is the daughter of a poor Irish peer, and +married a very rich City man. After five years of society and +pleasure—she is beautiful and charming—she suddenly decided she wanted +to make money herself and opened a hat shop in Bond Street. She would +just suit you.” + +But young Tay frowned and shook his head vigorously. “Not a bit of it. +Women were not made to work, but to be worked for. If I had my way, +every man should be made to support all his poor women relations, and if +the women hadn’t any men relations, then I’d have the other men taxed to +support them. It makes me sick seeing girls going to work in the morning +when I am starting for my ride in the Park. And a rich man to let his +wife work! I call that downright disgusting.” + +Julia, much to her astonishment, resented this speech. “That’s tyranny +of another kind. Women are not dolls. You talk like a Turk.” + +“Turk? Dolls!” He arose in his wrath. “I’d have you know that American +women do just about as they please, and American men are famous for +letting them.” He added, with his natural honesty: “Some are strict and +old-fashioned, like my father, but nobody could say he wasn’t generous. +And what I told you is the reputation of American men, anyhow.” + +“Well, sit down again, please. I am surprised. I thought you would +respect Ishbel.” + +“Not I. She’ll spoil her looks, and then where’ll she be?” + +Julia, in a moment of prescience, asked with a mixture of wistfulness +and disdain, “Do you care so much for mere beauty?” + +“Betcherlife. I hate ugliness, and I love pretty girls. We have them in +San Francisco by wholesale. To be ugly is a crime out there. I intend to +marry the prettiest I can find just as soon as I’m old enough.” + +“And some day—when she loses her youth and beauty?” + +“Oh, I’ll love her just the same, for she’ll be my wife, and I’ll be old +myself then, and have nothing to say. But I’ll have had the pick. I +intend to have the pick of everything going.” + +“Going?” + +“In life. I must teach you our slang. English slang has no sense.” + +“I fancy I could understand you better if you did. But I’ve seen men +whose wives were once young and pretty, and who are always after some +beauty twenty years younger than themselves—thirty—forty—” + +Then she blushed, feeling that such a display of worldly knowledge was a +desecration in the presence of fifteen summers. + +But young Tay answered indifferently: “Oh, we’ve plenty of those at +home. The bald heads always make the worst fools of themselves. But I +mean to have a real romance in my life and stick to it. Shall only have +time for one, as when once I put on the harness I mean to keep it on. +I’m going to be one of the biggest millionnaires in the United States. +Say, what made you marry so young? You don’t look more than sixteen.” + +“I’m nineteen,” replied Julia, haughtily. + +“Well, don’t get huffy. You ought to see how extra sweet Cherry looks +when some one tells her she looks ten years younger than she is—” + +“So does Aunt Maria!” Julia laughed again. “Fancy a boy like you +noticing such things.” + +“I’m fifteen, not so young for a man, particularly when he’s been +brought up in a family of women. He gets on to all their curves—I tell +you what! And I can tell you that many an American boy of fifteen is +supporting his mother—whole family.” + +“You don’t mean it!” + +“I do. It’s not so easy, but it’s done every day. I don’t pretend there +are not lots that let their sisters work, but that’s either because they +can’t get along, no matter how hard they try, or because there’s a screw +loose—foreign blood, most likely. No real American would do it. If pa +died to-morrow, I’d quit school and go right into the firm. Nobody’d get +the best of me, neither.” + +It was impossible to resist such firm self-confidence. Julia looked at +him in open admiration. + +“Say!” he exclaimed, with one of his dazzling leaps among the peaks of +conversation. “Would you mind letting your hair down?” + +“Why—What?” + +“I’d like to see all of it.” And young Tay spoke in the tone of one +unaccustomed to have his requests ignored. “Do.” + +Julia looked him over, shrugged her shoulders, then took out the combs +and pins. After all, he was only a boy, and she was feeling singularly +contented. It was seldom that she had experienced more than a fleeting +moment of companionship. She had come near to it with Nigel, Bridgit, +and Ishbel, but they seemed years older than herself, and vastly +superior. She would have been unwilling to admit it, but at this moment +she really felt sixteen. + +“Jiminy!” exclaimed young Tay, as the breeze lifted the shining masses +of hair. “There’s nothing to beat it even in California. Red? Not a bit +of it. It’s the color of flames, and flames are a clear red-yellow—like +Guinea gold.” + +He didn’t touch it, but his eyes sparkled as he watched it float, or +hang about her white face and brilliant eyes in their black frames. +“Gee! But I’d like to marry you. Why couldn’t you wait awhile?” + +“It wouldn’t have done any good,” said Julia, who, like most females, +was of a literal turn. “I shouldn’t be here, but in the West Indies, and +you might never go there.” + +“Well, what’s done’s done,” replied the boy, gloomily, and with the +agreeable sensation of being the blighted hero of a romance so early in +life. “What sort of a chap is your husband? I shall hate him, but I’d +like to know—” + +“He—well—he’s—” + +“You’re not so dead gone on him,” said the boy, shrewdly. + +“Not what?” + +“More slang. Not—oh, hang it, it doesn’t sound so well in plain +English. That’s what slang’s for. How old is he?” + +“Forty-one.” + +“Great Scott!” + +The boy betrayed his own youth in that exclamation, in spite of his +precocious wisdom. Forty-one suggests senile decay to arrogant fifteen. +Julia’s own youth leaped to that heartfelt outbreak, and she burst into +tears. + +Young Tay forgot that he was in love with her, and patted her heartily +on the back. “Oh, say! Don’t do that!” he cried. “But what did you do it +for?” + +Julia, to the first confidant she had ever had, sobbed out her story. +Daniel pranced about the roof of the tower and kicked loose stones into +space. “I—I—hate him,” concluded Julia, then stopped in terror, +realizing that she had never admitted as much to herself. But she +squarely faced the truth. “I do. And—I’m—I’m frightened.” + +“See here.” Daniel sat down beside her once more. “You’re only a kid, +and this is the very worst I ever heard. Talk about cruelty to animals! +I’ve read some of those novels that are always lying round the +house—English high life, and all that rot—but I supposed they were all +made up. I never believed that mothers really made their daughters marry +against their will. Why, somehow, it sounds like ancient history. +Say—this is what you must do—come to California with us. Cherry’ll +manage it. She’s rich, all right, and manages everything and everybody. +Then just as soon as I’m old enough I’ll marry you—see?” + +“How could I marry you when I’m married already?” + +“Divorce. Plain as a pikestaff. And I’ll take bully good care of you, +and never look at another girl.” + +Julia dried her eyes. The plan was alluring, but in a moment she shook +her head. Her keen intuitions warned her not to mention the planets to +this ultra-occidental person, but there was another argument equally +forcible. + +“My husband would kill us both. He—he—I’ve never seen him in a +temper—he’s taking care of his heart—but I _feel_ he’s got a horrible +one, and he seems to enjoy saying that if ever I looked at another man +he’d strangle us both—” + +“Pooh! I guess they all say that when they’re first married—” + +“And he’s cruel to animals. Englishmen are seldom that. It isn’t that +I’m really afraid of him now—it’s that I have a presentiment that I +shall be some day. His eyes are sometimes so strange—not like eyes at +all—just glass—he—he—doesn’t look human then.” + +“He must be a peach. Gee!—but I’d like to punch him. You’ve got to come +with us. That’s certain. I’ll talk Cherry over to-night. She’d just love +figuring in a sensation with the British aristocracy.” + +“Perhaps she wouldn’t care to offend it,” said the more astute female. +“From all I hear, the rich Americans that come to London don’t do much +to—” + +“Don’t mind my feelings! Queer themselves. I guess not. But I’ll bring +her round. Oh, don’t put your hair up!” + +“It is time to go back.” Julia gave her hair a dexterous twist, wound +the coil about her head, and pinned it in place. “You must have your +tea.” + +“Tea!” The contempt of composite American manhood exploded in his tones. + +“Well, you can have whiskey and soda, although you’re rather young—” + +For the first time Daniel’s magnificent aplomb deserted him. He flushed +and turned away his head. “That’s where you’ve got me. I’ve had orders +from pa not to touch alcohol or tobacco until I’m twenty-one. If I do, +I’ll lose my chance of being taken into the firm, be put to work as a +clerk somewhere, and get no more education. If I pull out all right, I’m +to have ten thousand dollars plunk on my twenty-first birthday. You see +the San Francisco boys, particularly when they’ve got money, are pretty +wild. I don’t say I wouldn’t like to be once in a while, just for the +fun of the thing, but I promised to please pa—he was so uneasy, and I’m +the only son. But when I get that ten thousand I’m going to blow it in +on a big spree—have suppers in the Palace Hotel, and throw all the +plates out of the window into the court—just to show what I can do; +then settle down. What I’ve made up my mind to do, I’ll do. I’m not a +bit afraid of liquor or anything else getting the better of me.” + +Julia, who was watching him, was puzzled at the expression of his mobile +face. It was not so much that its natural strength was relaxed for a +moment by some subtle source of weakness, as that the strong passions of +the man stirred in their heavy sleep and sent a fight wave across the +clean carefully sentinelled mind above. Julia did not pretend to +understand, nor did any ghost in her own depths whisper of the future. +She put her arm about his neck and kissed him impulsively. + +“That’s splendid of you. And don’t you ever drink. It killed my father, +and it’s killing my brother. And it makes people so hideous to look at. +Now come down. I don’t want Aunt Maria to scold me. They don’t mean it, +all these older people, but they humiliate me all the time. You are the +only person I’ve met in England that makes me feel it’s not silly to be +young.” + +She picked her way daintily down the rough staircase, young Tay after +her, again with that sense of being willing to follow her to the end of +the earth. He even drank a cup of tea. But the ancestral hall, with its +women in gay tea-gowns, and a few men who had returned earlier than +their more ardent companions, made him feel suddenly very young and very +American. He looked at Julia, whose place at the tea-table was occupied +by Mrs. Winstone, and who was attracting as little attention as Emily, +and felt more chivalrously in love than ever. + + + XV + +MRS. BODE had come that afternoon to Bosquith with the well-defined +intention of receiving an invitation to return and spend a week. Mrs. +Winstone, who was about to be deserted by Mrs. Macmanus, and was growing +more bored daily, now that the novelty of playing hostess for the Duke +of Kingsborough was wearing thin, and meditated a round of visits to +more amusing houses at no distant date, was delighted at the advent of +the vivacious American and needed no subtle arts of suggestion to invite +her for the following Monday. The children were included in the +invitation, but Emily begged to be permitted to visit a school friend at +present in London, and Mrs. Bode returned with the enamoured Dan. + +She had been astounded, then amused at his plan to abduct young Mrs. +France, but found herself forced to appeal to his reason. He had stormed +about the hotel sitting-room, calling her names for the first time in +his life: “snob,” “coward,” “heartless woman,” “no sister.” Mrs. Bode, +whose good-nature was one of her assets, and immune to unspoken insults +long since, refused to be offended, wisely repressed her desire to +laugh, pretended sympathy, did not once allude to the fact that he was +merely fifteen, and talked to him as a wise woman ever talks to a man +whose common sense is for the moment in abeyance. + +“Come back and get her when you are twenty-one,” she advised. “By that +time you will be a full partner in the business, and father can’t balk +you. You know how romantic _he_ is! And you also know his old-fashioned +prejudice against divorce, his Puritanical morals generally. A nice +figure we should both cut in his eyes if we returned with the runaway +wife of an Englishman who hadn’t given her the ghost of an excuse. I +happen to know France is mad about her. I also know she hasn’t a cent of +her own, and she looks as proud as they make ’em. Do you fancy she’d +live on our charity for six years? Not she. Even if she were mad enough +to come, she’d go to work—” + +“Work? My wife work? _She_ work?” + +“There you are!” And, as a matter of fact, this argument clinched the +matter. The moment he was alone with Julia after his arrival at Bosquith +he informed her that within twenty-four hours after he was made a +partner in the firm, and his own master, he should start for +England—should use the ten thousand for that purpose instead of going +on a spree. He should take her at once to the quickest place in America +for divorce, and then marry her. Julia was much too feminine to laugh, +vowed never to forget him, and during his stay at the castle devoted +herself to his entertainment. He showed no disposition to be +sentimental, and as it was a novel experience, and he was always bright +and amusing, besides telling her much of his strange continent, she +enjoyed herself thoroughly. + +Young Tay, aside from his natural jealousy, took an immediate and +profound dislike to France, a sensation inspired in most moderately +decent men by that reprobate, even when he was on his good behavior. Dan +went so far as to avoid his vicinity lest he punch him. As for France, +he was little more than aware of the youth’s presence in the castle, and +thought Julia damned good-natured to talk to him. That they spent their +days riding over the moors, or along the cliffs, or sitting in the +various romantic nooks of garden and ruin, he had, of course, no +suspicion, or he might have concluded that his wife carried her notions +of hospitality a bit too far. + +When young Tay left, Julia kissed him good-by, gave him a lock of her +hair, intimated that six years would seem an eternity, promised to write +once a week, then cruelly forgot him, save when his postcards arrived. + +At first they came in a shower, then straggled along for a year, finally +ceased after an apologetic one from college. Julia answered a few of +them, but boys of fifteen, no matter how clever and companionable, +cannot hope to make a very deep impression on nineteen; and Julia had +much to drive him from her mind, in any case. She rarely saw Mrs. Bode +during that lady’s frequent visits to London, and, had she thought about +the matter at all, would have ticketed Tay as one of the few amusing +episodes in her life, and assumed that he had gone out of it forever. A +young wife, revolting in profound distaste from her husband, and at the +same time high-minded and fastidious, is the most unimpressionable of +human beings. All men are alike hateful to her. + + + XVI + +IN December and January two historical events caused an excitement into +which Julia threw herself so whole-heartedly that for a time she managed +to forget her personal life; taking pains to become intimate with every +detail, she was obligingly conversed with by some of the important older +men at Bosquith, and pronounced by the younger to be “waking up.” + +On December 17 the President of the United States, Mr. Cleveland, sent +his famous message to Congress concerning the long-standing dispute +between England and Venezuela as to the boundaries between that state +and British Guiana. The United States had proposed arbitration; Lord +Salisbury would have none of it, intimating that England knew what +belonged to her without being told. Whereupon Mr. Cleveland hurled his +bomb: Congress, after being reminded of the Monroe Doctrine (which +accumulates mould from long intervals of disuse), was requested to +authorize the President to appoint a boundary commission whose findings +would be “imposed upon Great Britain by all the resources of the United +States.” + +There was a financial panic (in which, incidentally, Mr. Jones lost a +great deal of money), the newspapers thundered, Mr. Cleveland, at +Bosquith, as elsewhere, was called an “ignorant firebrand,” and “no +doubt a well-meaning bourgeois,” everybody tried to understand the +Monroe Doctrine that they might despise it, and for nearly a week war +between the two countries seemed imminent. + +Mr. Cleveland went fishing and was unapproachable until the excitement +had subsided. Lord Salisbury consented to the Boundary Commission, with +modifications; and the whole matter was forgotten on New Year’s Day in a +far more picturesque sensation, and one productive of far graver +results: England was electrified with news of the Jameson Raid. Over +this episode feeling for and against the impulsive doctor ran so high, +before all the facts came to light, that more than one house-party was +threatened with disruption; although in the main it was the young people +with warm adventurous blood that sympathized, and alarmed older heads +that condemned. “Little Englanders,” “Imperialists,” exploded like bombs +at every table, even after a hard day with guns or hounds. But although +the excitement lasted all through the hunting season (with which it did +not interfere in the least), the chief advantage derived from it by +Julia was a romantic interest in a new and mighty personality. For long +after she kept a scrap book about Cecil Rhodes, followed his testimony +before the special committee in Westminster with breathless interest, +trying to find it as picturesque as Macaulay’s “Trial of Warren +Hastings,” which she read at the time; and, until life became too +personal, consoled herself with the belief that he was the man heaven +had made for her. This fact would not be worth mentioning save that half +the women in England were cherishing the same belief. These liaisons in +the air have cheated the divorce court and saved the hearthstone far +oftener than man has the least idea of. + +The duke returned to London two days before the opening of Parliament, +and took his household with him. France, now quite restored to health, +bitterly resented leaving the country before the hunting was over, and +Julia, who felt her happiest and freest when on a horse, and had proved +herself a fine cross-country rider, had no desire to be shut up in a +gloomy London house during what for England was still midwinter. But +France dared not sulk aloud, and Julia was doing her best to be +philosophical. Besides, she was to have a purely feminine compensation. + +Mrs. Winstone, accepting the invitation of Mrs. Macmanus, had gone to +the Riviera to remain until mid-April, but before she left she had given +France several hints on the subject of his wife’s wardrobe for the +coming season. In consequence, on the morning after their arrival in +London, he entered his wife’s room at seven o’clock, attired for his +morning ride, awakened her, and handed over a check for fifty pounds. + +“Your aunt says that some of your fine clothes are not worn out and can +be remodelled, but that you must have others and hats and all that rot. +Women’s things cost too much, anyhow. They ought to make their own +things. I’ve seen women do it. You must manage with this now, and as +much more six months hence. It’s a bally lot, but you’ve got to have +some sort of finery for our ball on the fifteenth. Don’t pay anybody +till the last minute. They’re such silly asses it does me good to wring +’em dry. Besides, what are they made for? By and by when you know more +about money, you can send me the bills for the same amount. But afraid +to trust you now. Know women. By-by.” + +He kissed her casually (not being in a mood for love-making) and Julia +sat up and blinked at the check, the first she had ever held in her +hand; Mrs. Winstone having had charge of her mother’s little wedding +present, and the larger sum placed at her disposal by the duke. + +She now knew something of the value of money. She also knew that her +husband’s income, between his annuity, the rent of his place in +Hertfordshire, and the duke’s allowance, was quite two thousand pounds a +year. This would have gone a short distance if he had been obliged to +set up in London for himself, but, living with the duke, his only +expenses were his club dues, his valet, and his clothes, which he didn’t +pay for. She had expected no less than two hundred pounds, and wondered +at his meanness. There could be no other reason for the smallness of the +check: there was no question of his fidelity to her, he pretended to +despise cards (Julia already guessed that men would not play with him), +and he did not even have to pay for the keep of his horse, as the duke’s +mews were at his disposal. + +Julia thought upon Mrs. Bode’s immense allowance with a frown, and +wished she were an American, sent a fleeting thought to the still +faithful Dan, and wondered if he would really come for her one of these +long days. + +To be sure Ishbel had spent quantities of money, but only to gratify an +upstart millionnaire; and although Julia had now met many women with +bewildering wardrobes, she knew that they were paid for in divers ways, +when paid for at all. Still, she doubted if any of them had a husband as +mean as hers, for most men, no matter how selfish, have a certain pride +in their wives, and, in the absence of settlements, make them a decent +allowance. And she, a future duchess of England, to get along on a +hundred pounds a year! + +“I should be paid high for living with him,” she thought as she rang for +her tea; and had not the least idea that she was voicing the sentiments +of thousands of wives, from the topmost branch of the peerage down to +the mates of laborers that slaved to make both ends meet and had less to +spend than a housemaid; whose rewards for work were her own. + +But Julia was not troubling her young head with problems sociological +and economic at this time. She knew that she had missed happiness, but +she craved enjoyment, pleasure, excitement, and, if the truth must be +told, unlimited sweets. The duke disapproved of anything but the heavy +puddings of his race, varied only by “tarts” drenched with cream; and +Julia had discovered an American “candy store,” and her sweet tooth +ached. + +As soon as she was dressed, she sought Ishbel and held a consultation +with her in the little boudoir above the shop. + +Ishbel could not suppress an exclamation at the amount of the check. + +“Surely the duke—” she began. + +But Julia shook her head. “Aunt Maria said he could not be expected to +do more, as we live with him, and he gives Harold a thousand a year. But +I know she expected me to have far more than this. She told me she had +had a very satisfactory talk with Harold and was sure he would be +generous.” + +“Perhaps you can talk him over—” + +“I’ll never mention the subject of money to him if I can help it. Why +doesn’t the law compel every man to settle a part of his income on his +wife? It should be automatic.” + +“We are not half civilized yet—all laws having been made by men! But +every woman of spirit gets the best of them one way or another, although +her character often suffers in the process. That was the obscure reason +of my strike for liberty. I see it now. There is nothing for you but to +practise the time-honored methods. You have been placed in a great +position and you must dress it. Get what you want. Your position assures +you credit. Dressmakers are used to waiting, poor dears, and so are +shopkeepers. Your husband will be forced to pay the bills in time. You +will have to be adamant, impervious to rowing, when the days of +reckoning come. Tell him that it is clothes or a flat in West +Kensington, where nothing will be expected of you—” + +“I hate it!” cried Julia, her eyes blazing, and her hair looking redder +than flames. “I hate such a life.” + +“Of course you do. So do thousands of other women; but as long as +society, with all its abominable demands, exists, and men are +unreasonable, just so long will we limp along on credit, and gain our +ends by devious methods. Now to be practical. I shall make your hats at +cost price, and France will not keep me waiting much longer than most +people do. This afternoon I’ll go and look over your wardrobe. I know a +splendid little dressmaker—Toner, her name is—who remodels last year’s +gowns and brings them up to date. She is the only person you will have +to pay at once, for she really is badly off. For your new reception +gowns, ball gowns and tailor things, you will have to go to the smartest +houses. I shall introduce you, but it is hardly necessary; they will +fall down before you—” + +“I shall feel like a thief!” + +“Of course. You will be one, but only temporarily, and it will be much +more disagreeable for you than for them. Your husband is not bankrupt, +and must pay your bills. I wonder where you get your squeamishness +from—at your age? You belong to our class, and from what you have told +me of your life at home—” + +“I know! Mother thought I didn’t know it, but I did. Children see +everything. But it horrifies and disgusts me. I suppose I must be +innately middle class!” + +“Dear me, no. You are merely ultra-modern. I wonder what has waked you +up before your time—and with no outside influences? Odd. Well, I fancy +sensitive brains get messages, are played upon by waves of the intense +thought that is in operation all the time, trying to solve the problems +of existence. Bridgit was right. I thought it would take longer.” + +“What do you mean by that?” + +“She’ll explain when she gets hold of you! Oh, thank heaven I am my own +mistress, and need never accept a penny from a man again,—and am done +with the crooked ways of my sex.” + +She looked radiant, and Julia exclaimed:— + +“Why, you are more beautiful than ever. You haven’t gone off a bit.” + +“Why should I?” asked Ishbel, in amazement. + +“Well—I made friends with an American last autumn, and he thought it +dreadful for women to work.” + +“It is a toss-up which women suffer the greatest injustice from their +men, the English or the Americans. At least our oppressions have +developed us far ahead of them. They’ve only scratched the surface of +their minds as yet—those that are known as the ‘fortunate’ ones. Of +course there is a big middle class, scrimping hard to make ends meet, +and, no doubt, having quite as much trouble with their men as we do. +They will catch up with us far sooner than those walking advertisements +of millionnaires, who think they are independent and spoiled, and are +only slaves of a new sort. It is well, by the way, that I set up when I +did. Jimmy not only lost thousands during the panic, but has developed a +mania for speculation. I think it is because he has so much less of +society than formerly, and wants excitement.” + +“Does he blame you?” asked Julia, going to the point as usual. “Of +course people don’t want him without you. I hear he wasn’t asked to a +single house party.” + +“Yes, he blames me. My conscience hurt me for a time, but I talked it +out with Bridgit, and we both came to the same conclusion: during those +five years I paid him back with interest. If he can’t take care of +himself now, it is his own lookout. I am living to repay him what I +borrowed, for he has thrown it at my head more than once, his losses not +having improved his temper. That is the reason I am not going out at all +this year.” + +Julia, twirling her check, stared at her. The immense amount of reading +she had done had set her mind in active motion, developing natural +powers of reason and analysis. And unconsciously, during the last six +months, at least, she had been studying and classifying the many types +she had met. She knew that Ishbel, as she uttered her apparently +heartless and unfeminine sentiments, should have looked hard, sharp, or, +at the best, superintellectualized and businesslike. But never had she +looked prettier, more piquant, more feminine. Her liquid brown eyes were +full of laughter, her pink lips were as softly curved as those of a +child that has never whined, and her rich voice had no edge on it. Charm +radiated from her. In a flash of intuition Julia understood. + +“It is because you like men—that you don’t change,” she said. “You +never will. But how do you reconcile it? You despise them—” + +“Oh, dear me, no. I adore them. No charming man’s magnetism is ever lost +on me, and I am in love with three at the present moment. That is all, +besides my work, that I have time for. Only—I don’t have to marry any +of them, and find out all their little absurdities. I idealize them, +sentimentalize over them, and that pleasant process would color the +grayest of lives.” + +“Suppose you should really fall in love?” + +“Oh, I am quite safe until thirty, then again until forty; then again I +shall have a respite until fifty. Perhaps by that time we shall carry +over till sixty. It would be rather jolly. And the certainty of falling +in love once in ten years is not only something to look forward to, but +ought to satisfy any reasonable woman.” + +“I wonder if you are what my American friend called bluffing.” + +Ishbel blushed, dimpled, looked the most lovable creature in the world +and the most temperamental. But she laughed outright. + +“Of course I bluff, my dearest girl. I bluff every moment of my life; I +bluffed myself, poor Jimmy, and the world for five years. Now I bluff +myself into thinking I am radiantly happy because I am independent, +whereas as a matter of fact, I am often tired to death, hate the people +I have to be nice to—it is not so vastly different from matrimonial +servility and management, except that you are more easily rid of them, +and they are always changing. But I stick to this, shall stick to it +until I have made enough to invest and give me an independent income; no +matter how much I may long to be lazy or frivolous, to dance, to flirt +week in and out at house parties—partly because I now enjoy that +supreme form of egoism known as self-respect, partly because the spirit +of the times, the great world-tides urge me on, partly because, when all +is said and done, work fills up your time more satisfactorily than +anything else. I had exhausted pleasure, was on the verge of satiety. +That would have been hideous. But I purpose to bluff myself one way and +another to the end of my days. I am convinced it is the only form of +happiness.” + +Julia drank all this in. She knew that although Ishbel spoke in her +lightest and sweetest tones, she uttered the precise truth, and that she +was deliberately being presented with a window out of which she should +be expected to look occasionally, instead of remaining smugly within the +conventional early Victorian walls of her present destiny. Julia was +used to these little lessons in life from her older friends and liked +them, but she sighed, nevertheless. She was proud to develop so much +more quickly than most young women of her too sheltered type, but on the +other hand she longed at times for youth and freedom and an utter +indifference to the serious side of life. For the moment she regretted +her reading, wished ardently that she could have been a girl in London +for two seasons. Being put into training for a duchess at the age of +eighteen may gratify the vanity, but, given certain circumstances, it +extracts the juices from life. + +Ishbel, as if she had received a flash from that highly charged brain, +leaned over and kissed her impulsively. “Oh, you poor little duchess!” +she exclaimed. + +But Julia was shy of demonstrations and asked hastily:— + +“How is Bridgit? It is nearly a year since I saw her, and she only sends +me a line occasionally like a telegram.” + +“Not as happy as she would be if she were earning her bread, but she is +rapidly finding her métier. All this last year, inspired in the first +place by Nigel’s book, she has been investigating the poor and the poor +laws, visiting settlements, hospitals, factories, laundries—you know +her energy and thoroughness. The result is that she is close to being a +Socialist—of an intelligent sort, of course—pays her bills as soon as +they are presented, despises charities, and is convinced that women +should become enfranchised and have full control of the poor laws.” + +“She must be rather terrifying!” + +“She has succeeded in terrifying Geoffrey, and I fancy with no regrets. +He is having a tremendous flirtation with Molly Cardiff and is little at +home.” + +“And Nigel?” + +“Still on a Swiss mountain top, writing another book. Of course he is in +love with you still, poor dear!” + +Julia was not displeased, but replied philosophically: “It’s well he’s +not here, for I should want to talk to him, and I never could. Harold is +insanely jealous.” + +“Oh, that will wear off. They are all like that at first. Englishmen of +our class are not provincial, whatever else they may be.” + +But as Julia followed her downstairs to try on the newest models in +hats, she felt that she had got no cheer out of the last observation. +She had a foreboding that Harold would become worse instead of better. + + + XVII + +IT was the night of the 15th of March. Invitations had been sent out +three weeks since for the great party, which on this date was to +inaugurate the reopening of Kingsborough House. The footmen had been put +into new livery, but although the reception-rooms on the first floor, +long swathed in holland and cobwebs, had been aired, cleaned, and +polished, Julia’s tentative suggestion that the heavy carpets, curtains, +and furniture of the early Victorian era be replaced with the more +enlightened art of to-day was received with a haughty and +uncomprehending stare. Julia had not returned to the subject. Banishing +her scruples, she threw all her energies and taste into the +replenishment of her wardrobe. As Harold had announced in terms as final +as the duke’s stare that he would take his wife to no dances, where +other men would have the right to embrace her, she had confined her +apocryphal expenditures to such gowns and their accessories as would be +needed at afternoon and evening receptions, luncheons, and the races. +The dinner gowns of her first trousseau, although many of them had been +worn at the house parties, were “smartened up” by the invaluable Mrs. +Toner, and looked fresh and new. + +The maid had been dismissed and Julia stood before the mirror in her +large gas-lit bedroom, looking herself over carefully, without and +within. She had sent for France, and there must be no weak points in her +courage. + +The vision in the mirror alone gave her courage (being as natural as a +human being can be, she was still a vain little thing), and poised her +spirit. After several consultations between herself, Ishbel, and the +greatest French dressmaker in London, it had been decided that as this +party would be her real introduction to society, and as she was little +more than a girl in years, her gown must present a certain effect of +simplicity. Therefore was Julia arrayed in white tulle and lace, over +clinging liberty satin, and embroidered with crystal as fine as diamond +dust. With her tropical white skin and flame-colored hair, this skilful +costume gave her a curiously elusive and spritelike appearance. She wore +some of the Kingsborough jewels: a diamond tiara, not ridiculously +large, and several ropes of pearls. Few eyes can compete with the +brilliancy of diamonds, but Julia’s did, assisted by the black brows and +lashes which most women preferred to believe were artificial. She was +not an imposing figure, for her height was only five feet three and a +half in her French slippers, and her figure was still thin, although the +bones of her neck and arms were covered; but as France entered the room +he thought her quite the loveliest and daintiest creature in England. + +“By God!” he cried, his heavy glassy eyes flashing. “You are rippin’! +Never saw even you so well turned out.” + +He had rushed forward, but Julia waved him back. + +“You mustn’t touch me when I’m got up for the public,” she said +imperiously. “You always muss my hair, and they will be coming in half +an hour. I sent for you not to be admired, but because I have something +to say to you.” + +“Say?” repeated France, sulkily. His wife’s virginal coldness was one of +her profoundest fascinations, but submissive she should be, +nevertheless. “What can you have to say?” + +“I merely want to tell you the cost of this gown.” + +“What do you mean?” + +“That it cost a hundred pounds.” + +“What—what—” + +“Just double the amount you gave me. And the rest of my wardrobe, with +which I am to do you and the duke credit this season, has cost twice as +much more.” + +“What in hell are you talking about?” France tried to thunder, but his +breath was so short that he could only splutter. “How dare you—” + +“You never pay for your clothes until you have been summonsed a dozen +times, why should I?” + +“But I have to pay in the end! How _dared_ you? I know how women can get +on with a little money. Do you think I don’t know anything about ’em? +Extravagant as the devil, all of you, but able to do on half what it +costs a man to turn himself out, all the same. What are maids for? Every +woman could make her own clothes if she tried. I told you—My God! My +God! If my word ain’t law—a hundred pounds!” + +He was waving his arms, and Julia moved out of their reach, although she +continued to look him in the eyes. His were bloodshot. “I shall have +everything I want, or need, so long as I live with you,” said his wife, +deliberately. “If you don’t want to pay for my clothes you can put me +out. I could earn my living. Ishbel would teach me to trim hats.” + +“You—you—” + +France sat down, his mouth hanging open. Then with a curious instinctive +movement he covered his face with his hand. When he removed it, his +face, although still red, was closed and hard, and his eyes shone with a +new desire. + +“You’ve got a will of your own, young lady.” + +“I have!” + +“Well, by God, I’ll break it.” + +“Try it.” Julia shook out her shimmering train. + +“Three hundred pounds in one go!” + +“Your income is two thousand a year, and you are practically at no +expense.” + +“It’s not your place to know what my income is, nor what I do with it.” + +“But you see I do.” + +France looked down, once more concealing his eyes. It was a part of his +plan to show himself to the world as a devoted husband, to accept every +invitation, save those for dances, to walk with his wife daily in the +park, as soon as the fine weather began; in a word, to efface his past. +He inferred that Julia had guessed something of this, and, having the +whip hand, meant to use it. To antagonize her would be fatal. He longed +to beat her: in fact, he felt a curious thrill at the prospect; but +between the duke and the world, his hands, for the present, at least, +might as well be pulp. He was amazed and bewildered to find that he had +married something more than an exquisite bit of youth—conversation +between them was almost unknown; and although it would be amusing to +break her, he knew that he must temporize until the duke died. He +believed that this happy event must occur before long, as the duke, +fancying himself, under new medical advice, stronger than he had ever +been, had overtaxed his frail constitution during the shooting season, +and complained much of fatigue since his return to town. “By God!” he +thought, “I’ll beat her the very day he dies.” And, although subtlety +galled his abnormal vanity, he brought out in a fairly amiable tone:— + +“Look here, old girl, you mustn’t let me in too deep. Remember I’m not +Kingsborough yet. It’s not that I can’t pay these three hundred +pounds—although the truth is, I’m economizing to pay off old debts, +many of them debts of honor—used to gamble a bit when I was in the +navy. So, don’t let me in any deeper, and when the old boy chucks it, +you shall have all you can spend.” + +“Meanwhile, I wish four hundred a year,” said Julia, inexorably. + +“Oh, I say! These things should last you for two years. I know women—” + +“You haven’t introduced them to me. If you don’t give me four hundred a +year I’ll run into debt for that amount, and you are liable. I was +married without being consulted. I don’t love you and never shall, but I +submit to your demands, because it is my destiny. I am to be a duchess, +and that is the end of it. Meanwhile, I shall get everything out of this +tiresome life there is in it. You and my mother forced me into it, and I +shall have compensations. I shall be as well dressed as any of the great +ladies I am to associate with, many of whom I shall one day outrank. I +shall see Ishbel and Bridgit just as often as I choose, and I shall buy +all the books I want. I am going to job a brougham—” + +“No! Not much!” + +“I am going to job a brougham, and if you forbid it, there will be +trouble with Kingsborough. From something he said the other day I know +he assumes that I have one already. He knows you can afford it. He uses +that ark in the mews, and I don’t want it, anyhow. For a long time I +thought I never should speak to you on the subject of money again; you +hurt me so that time I asked for a few books; but I have thought it out, +and the result is this: while I am determined to have what I need +without asking you, I think it only fair to warn you. Besides, I should +grow nervous waiting for the bills to come in, for row after row.” + +“You are damned hard for a young ’un.” + +“I am not hard. I have made up my mind. That is all there is to it.” + +France’s face convulsed with passion, but once more he controlled +himself, although his hands worked. + +“If I give you four hundred a year, will you promise to let me in for no +more, and to pay for the brougham?” + +“I’ll not let you in for more, but you shall pay for the brougham.” + +“By God! You look like an arum lily standing there, and you are a little +red-headed she-devil! This is the first time any woman has ever got the +best of me. I’ve always treated ’em like cats.” + +He rushed out of the room, afraid to trust himself further, and Julia, +horrified at life, while experiencing a certain zest at having ground +her legal master under her heel and watched him squirm, marched out and +took her place beside the duke and Lady Arabella Torrence at the head of +the grand staircase. + + + XVIII + +JULIA’S new French slippers pinched, and her tiara pressed on certain +nerves of her head, as the more humble hat pin has been known to do. The +procession up the staircase seemed endless. To Julia it looked like a +river of jewels; she had ceased to know or care who were the mere women +beneath it. Not all of the men were foils. Royalty, the entire cabinet, +and the diplomatic corps were present; gorgeous uniforms, sashes, and +orders saved many men from being mistaken for waiters. + +As the first guests were ascending, Julia had turned to the duke and +said sweetly:— + +“I have asked Ishbel and Bridgit, and they have promised to come.” + +“You have what?” asked the duke, his dull eyes glowing. + +“They were my first friends in England, and as I am your hostess, it +occurred to me that I had the right to issue a few invitations on my own +account. I merely mention it, that you may not be betrayed by surprise +when you see them.” + +“You have taken a purely feminine advantage—waiting until this moment +to tell me—when I can do nothing!” It was long since the duke had felt +himself on fire with passion. + +“Of course we all take our advantages where we can, and are as deceitful +as possible,” said Julia, smiling into his snapping eyes. “Those are +primal weapons, and you gave them to us. Here come some terribly +important people.” + +The duke had been forced to swallow his wrath, and, in a few moments, +forgot it in the sudden stream of arrivals. After a time fatigue +overcame him and he slipped away, leaving Julia alone with Lady Arabella +(yellow and bony in white embossed velvet and rubies). France was making +himself agreeable to the dowagers. The interview with his wife had +inspired him with a longing to go out and entice some wretch of the +streets to a hiding-place, where he could beat her to a jelly, but the +gall in his blood did not affect his shrewd cunning brain, which +steadily pursued its object. To-night was his first opportunity to be +gallant to women, politics and sport having claimed him since his +illness; and after a few well-turned compliments, he talked of nothing +but the beauty and virtues of his wife. Perhaps the duke was the only +human being who really liked him, for, without magnetism or charm of any +sort, he left both men and women cold where he did not repel; but +to-night he acquitted himself so creditably that several mothers thought +upon their loss with regret. + +Julia’s mind was beginning to play her strange tricks. Carlyle’s “French +Revolution” had been among the books at Bosquith, and its style had so +fascinated her that she had read it twice. It so happened that a number +of extremely handsome women with white hair honored the Kingsborough +ball to-night. Some were young. All were gorgeously bedecked. The +intense hard glitter of diamonds dissolved into mist, took on fantastic +shapes: graceful powdered heads, glittering with jewels, on the top of +pikes, warm pampered bodies blocking the stairs. + +It was not so much that Julia’s mind was awakening to the problem of the +poor, the menace of the unemployed and the underpaid; in truth, she +generally shuddered and turned away when Bridgit and Ishbel discussed +the subject; but these spectacular women on the grand staircase of +Kingsborough House seemed so ripe! They looked so useless, so languidly +magnificent, so overbred, so close to the apotheosis of their destiny, +that—again her fancy veered—Julia half expected to see a row of +footlights behind them; then a sudden shifting of scenery, and the +tumbrel and guillotine. The time came when Julia knew many of them well +enough to deal out a greater measure of justice than the outsider that +hurls the word “parasite” at every woman fortunate enough to possess +what the poor all want—wealth. She learned that many of them worked +harder for their political husbands than an army of secretaries, that +others rose, during the season, at an hour when they fain would have +slept off the fatigue of the day before, in order to get through a mass +of correspondence relating to the particular problem, political, social, +or economic, they were striving to solve. Many of these women were +mothers to their tenantry, watching over the growth and education of +every girl and boy born on their estates. Others went daily to +settlements, some to districts so abandoned as to be practically +hopeless, and requiring a mettle far higher than the mere soldier needs +when racing his fellows to battle. Some worked with churches, others +with societies, others alone; nearly all were interested in one charity +or another, many trying to feel their way through the obvious method of +relief to some cause they could grapple with, since the power to +legislate was forbidden them. Scarcely one of those women, dressed from +Paris, weighted down with jewels old and new, but faced the serious side +of life at some hour during the twenty-four; but although Julia came to +know this, the impression of the terrible immaturity of civilization, +caused by the blind vanity and selfishness of human nature at the +outset, and persisted in through the centuries in spite of lessons +written in blood, and of the gross unfairness of life, never left her. +If she was in the toils of youth at present, and far more interested in +herself than in the world and its problems, the mere fact that these +blue marsh lights could dance across her mind occasionally, would have +satisfied her more advanced friends that when the awakening came it +would be sudden and final. + +But not to-night. Her visions fled. She looked down into a pair of dark +satiric eyes, and her own flashed back a more than courteous welcome. +Ishbel had come some time since, and after piloting the delighted Mr. +Jones up and down for half an hour (wearing his diamonds and looking the +radiant wife), had deposited him between two of the haughty dowagers he +loved, and fluttered off with her court. But Bridgit was late. She had +demurred at coming at all, being “sick of the game”; but had yielded to +Julia’s importunities, partly to “please the child,” partly because her +mischievous soul suspected that the invitation did not emanate from +headquarters, and delighted in giving the duke “a turn.” She might be +well on the road to Socialism, and have come to the end of her capacity +for mere pleasure, but she had not lost her sense of humor; and inborn +arrogance of class never dies, no matter how amenable the brain to +reason, and to a sincere democracy which manifests itself so effectively +in manner. Bridgit’s paternal grandfather was a duke with three more +quarterings to his credit than Kingsborough’s, ancestral performances +known to every student of history, and two strains of royal blood with +and without the bend sinister; therefore, did Mrs. Herbert feel that she +was doing the old pudding an honor in coming to his musty barrack +whether invited or not. And, automatically no doubt, she had attired +herself in the fashion of her class, of the women in whose company she +was to spend a night once more. She wore a gown of gold colored brocade +opening over a round skirt of rose point. Rising out of the coils of her +wiry black hair was an all-round crown of diamonds, and on her neck, +falling to the soft lace of her corsage, was a chain of diamonds and +pear-shaped pearls. With her fine upstanding figure, her towering +height, and flashing black eyes, she might make the most compelling +figure imaginable at the head of a rebel army singing the Marseillaise, +but to-night there was no more stately dame in Kingsborough House. + +Julia, somewhat in the fashion of royalty, passed on the people +separating them, and grasped Bridgit’s hand, revivified by the sight of +a dear and familiar face. + +“Oh, I’m so glad,” she cried, indifferent to stares and the displeasure +of Lady Arabella. “And they must nearly all have come. Do wait for me—” + +She stopped short. She had had eyes only for Bridgit. Mechanically they +had travelled on to Bridgit’s escort. The man standing with his hand +outstretched was Nigel Herbert. + +“He got home this afternoon,” said Mrs. Herbert, casually. “I knew you +would like to see him, so I brought him on. How do, Lady Arabella? +Always loved you in rubies.” + +“Huh!” said Lady Arabella. She would have cut this dangerous apostate if +she had been equal to the effort; but to freeze that bright powerful +gaze, by no means without malice, was beyond her capacity, so she merely +sniffed and advised her to seek the duke, who would be as delighted as +herself to welcome Mrs. Herbert to Kingsborough House. She was of the +many that blundered over sarcasm, and her soul shivered under the +sweetness of Bridgit’s acceptance. + +Meanwhile Julia was exclaiming to Nigel:— + +“Oh, but I _am_ glad to see you! And _do_ go to the blue room and wait +for me. It’s downstairs behind the library.” + +Nigel’s face had flushed, then turned pale; the first moment of the +renewal of their acquaintance had been an awkward one for him. It was +with some difficulty that he had been persuaded to come at all. For many +reasons he had wished never to meet her again, and had returned to +England only because it was necessary to see his book through the press; +a melancholy experience with the last having lost him his faith in +proof-readers forever. + +But when he saw the welcome in those big shining eyes, the happy smile +on those young parted lips, he forgot even the subtle changes he had +noted in her face, while still unobserved, and he flushed again, his +heart beat rapidly. “Does she care?” he thought wildly. “Not now! Not +now!—But—” + +Julia was staring with almost childish delight at the frank handsome +face of her first friend in England. She forgot the romantic hour at +Bosquith, forgot that she had sat up all night to contrive an +extinguisher for the embarrassing passion of this misguided young man, +remembered only that here was a real friend; moreover, one possessing +that magnet of sex lacking in Bridgit and Ishbel (such being the cross +currents in her still imperfect soul), so congenial that she could have +flung her arms about him at the head of the grand staircase of +Kingsborough House. She had never met any one she liked half as well. + +He caught his breath sharply, whether in relief or disillusion, he did +not pretend to guess at this moment. + +“I’ll wait for you,” he said, and made way for the next arrivals. + +Some ten minutes later Julia turned to Lady Arabella. + +“They are beginning to straggle,” she said. “If you don’t mind I won’t +stay any longer.” + +“I do mind,” severely. “And your place is here, child as you are.” + +“I can’t see why. . . . More guests. . . . Who cares about a child? And +you are vastly more important.” + +“You have acquitted yourself very creditably. . . . Besides, people are +curious to see you, and nobody cares for an old thing like me.” + +“Half of them are still glowing with the honor of having shaken hands +with you—you go out so seldom. . . . Besides, my slippers pinch. I want +to put on an old pair.” + +“I always wear slippers a size too large and made by a surgical +shoemaker, on occasions like this. You must do the same. I should have +told you.” + +“I’ll order a pair to-morrow, but that doesn’t do me any good now.” + +“Very well. Run along.” + + + XIX + +THE blue room, furnished by the late duchess, and undisturbed by her +loyal son, was of that sickly azure hue once affected by pale blondes. +The walls were further ornamented by bits of sentimental tapestry, the +chair backs with anti-macassars, stitched and woven by her Grace’s own +white hands. There was an entire sofa,—but why harrow the soul of the +reader, even as Nigel’s soul should have been harrowed as he sat with +closed eyes awaiting Julia? As a matter of fact, he forgot the hideous +room at once, and, heroically dismissing Julia from his mind that he +might be quite composed when she entered, dwelt with satisfaction upon +his interview with his father a few hours earlier. That eminently +practical peer had cast him off when he fled from England, leaving a +curt note to announce his intention to devote himself to the art of +fiction. He might have starved after the fashion of more orthodox +bidders for immortality, had it not been for a small personal annuity +which enabled him to live comfortably in Switzerland while engrossed in +his book. It was during this period, living in a mountain inn, without +luxuries, paternal menace and thwarted passion behind him, that Nigel +learned the profoundest lesson art teaches: its power to pulverize the +common human emotions and desires. Only the true artist, of course, gets +the message, is capable of immolation conscious or otherwise, of +elevating art above life. + +Nigel was a born artist and had in him the makings of a great one. +Nevertheless, the discovery that nothing really mattered but his work, +that only his characters lived, and personal memories were dim, not only +surprised, but deeply mortified him. Being a man, as ready as the next +to love, and to fight and die for his country, it alarmed him to +discover that he carried within him a possible rival to his manhood, the +highest attribute, etc. But he was not long consoling himself. He +progressed to rapture over the discovery, ended by being humbly +grateful. He was a man all right, that needn’t worry him; he was +willing, therefore, to admit that to be an artist was a greater +endowment still. And it gave him a sense of independence, of liberty, of +superiority, to which the air of the high Alps contributed little or +nothing. + +Then came the intoxication of success, of that immediate recognition so +many have hungered for in vain. Lest his head be turned and his art +suffer, he went on a walking trip through Germany, Italy, and France, +sleeping in inns and receiving neither letters nor newspapers. Nor did +he meet any one he knew. He even avoided Englishmen lest he prove +himself unable to resist the temptation to lead the conversation round +to his book. Not only was he a sincere artist, but he blindly clung to +this new and friendly magician that made the world so agreeably little. + +When he returned to his eyrie, full of his new book, he found a letter +from his practical papa, forgiving him, since success had attended his +dereliction, and enclosing a check. Nigel responded amiably, then flung +himself once more at his desk, anxious to learn if the embryonic book +contained the same brand of enchantment as the first: the vision of +Julia had haunted his lonely footsteps. It did. Julia fled. He forgot +his family, himself, his success. Once more he was pure artist, +therefore entirely happy. + +But he was still young. The second book had now gone from him. Art +slept. As he heard the rustle of a train, the hearty welcome, the proud +words of his father, deserted his memory, his heart almost stopped. +Nevertheless, as he rose to greet Julia his face was expressionless of +all but suave languid politeness. He, too, “fell back on technique.” And +this easily adjusted armor of the aristocrat is the best of his assets. +When a man smiles in the face of death, without bravado, it merely means +that he is well bred. His heart may be water. + +Nigel was intensely irritated with himself for having been betrayed into +something like emotion at the head of the stair, and he spoke with a +slight drawl as he shook Julia’s hand. + +“Awfully good to see you,” he remarked. “You look rippin’, too. Will you +sit here?” + +“Let me get this crown off. It weighs tons.” Julia unfastened the +Kingsborough diamonds and deposited them irreverently in a chair, then +took the one Nigel offered. “I’d have left it upstairs, but I suppose I +shall have to walk about later. I do hope I shan’t have to wear it +often. Thank heaven, I’m not a duchess yet!” + +Nigel knew the pitfalls in that engaging frankness and steeled himself. + +“Oh, you’ll like it when the time comes,” he said indifferently. “How’s +the duke?” + +The duke had always been such a negligible quantity, both physically and +socially, that no one felt self-conscious in referring to his demise a +trifle earlier than the conventions prescribed. Julia certainly felt no +false shame as she replied:— + +“Better—rather. He shot, and even rode to hounds now and again. He’s +looked a bit off his feed since our return to town, and I know Harold +believes he’s not going to live much longer; but that’s because he’s +made up his mind that he’s waited long enough. I hope Kingsborough’ll +brace up. Of course I came to England prepared to have him die at once, +but, somehow, you can’t live in the house with a man and wish him +dead—at least, I can’t. Besides, as I said, I’m in no hurry. In fact, I +prefer it this way.” + +A shadow passed over her face, and Nigel asked with less languor:— + +“Why?” + +“Oh—I think it a good thing for a man to have a mental occupation, and +waiting for dead men’s shoes is an occupation—rather! Ra-_ther_, as the +boys say. I don’t know Harold so awfully well, but I have an idea he +would be lost—and quite impossible—if he couldn’t scheme about +something. He’s the sort of man that always has a grievance, loves to +think himself abused if only because it gives him an excuse to plot and +imagine himself getting the better of somebody. Besides—this is more +like playing with life. The real thing must be full of responsibilities +that don’t mean so much, after all. Now—sometimes—I can fancy I am a +girl, masquerading, and I can do all sorts of things I couldn’t do if I +were of any importance.” + +“And just how much of a girl do you feel?” he asked with bitter +emphasis. + +It was not possible for Julia to turn any whiter than she was at all +times, but her expressive eyes grew so dark that they deepened the +whiteness to pallor. For a moment she looked older, and, swiftly as it +passed, Nigel detected an expression of fear and horror in the gaze that +no longer met his, but looked beyond. He caught both arms of his chair, +and held his breath. But in an instant it was as if a hard little hand +had rammed memory down into the depths of consciousness and bolted a lid +above it. Julia’s eyes flashed back to his, full of mischievous gayety. + +“Now don’t indulge in romantic fancies about me,” she said. “If I +proclaimed from the housetops that I don’t love my husband, that I was +married by my mother, no one would pay the least attention. Everybody +knows it and nobody cares. What is done is done. I have a philosophical +nature myself. Remember that my horoscope was cast three times. And I +have my compensations.” + +“What are your compensations?” + +“Oh, books, my best friends—you among them!—a certain freedom I find +here in London, and mean to have more of, and clothes! clothes! You have +no idea what pretty frocks I have. That isn’t all. It’s great fun to get +the best of Harold—to give him another grievance! But I do get the best +of him—and of the duke, too, occasionally. There’s a curious +satisfaction in it—” + +“Be careful! You’ll be hard, first thing you know.” + +“The harder women are, the happier they are, I fancy. A sort of fine +steel armor that you could hide in your hand but that covers you from +head to foot. I’ve used my eyes these last two years. That is all that +keeps most women from being ground to powder. One can try to keep soft +inside, you know.” + +“There’s one thing I don’t know—what you are driving at. I can’t make +out whether you are changed altogether, or are the same delicious child, +or if you are trying to keep your old personality intact, while forced +to admit to partnership an ego you have manufactured in self-defence. +One moment you look wise, almost hard, the next—” + +“I refuse to be stuck on a pin in your psychological cabinet. But I +suppose you’ve got us all there. Herbert Spencer says—” + +“Oh, for God’s sake, don’t become a clever woman! Whatever—” + +“Why not? Don’t you fancy that would be a compensation?” + +“You clever! It would be too awful!” + +“You talk like Mr. Jones.” + +“Hang Mr. Jones. Ishbel was entirely right; and she is one of the few +women on this earth that can be clever, as deep as the pit, and never +let a man find it out. But you! You are too straightforward and honest. +Not that Ishbel isn’t honest; she’s a brick; but she has a special +talent—possibly it lies in her coquetry. You have little or no +coquetry. You are in a state of flux at present, and if you decide for +the second ego, if you become hard and clever, you never could disguise +it. So beware, or you’ll not be able to love and be happy when your time +comes.” + +“You mean to make some man happy!” + +“What is the difference?” + +“Oh, lots. I try not to think. I want to remain young as long as I can. +But I can’t help observing that men like geese,—what they call feminine +women. I suppose you mean that clever women find too many other +resources, and therefore are independent of men. Ergo, they don’t make +men happy.” + +Nigel colored. “Something of that sort.” + +“I shouldn’t have thought it of _you_. Fancy your being just the +ordinary male, after all.” + +“Let us drop generalities and my humble self. I am thinking of you. We +don’t live in a moral world or age. Like all women you will, sooner or +later, demand happiness as your right. In other words, you will wake up +some day and want love. Then you will have lost the power to charm. You +would never be content with a fool, and clever men rarely love clever +women—not with their eyes open. You are quite right as you are. Enjoy +life. Let its problems alone.” + +This impassioned plea for her youth left him almost breathless. For the +moment he was not conscious of loving her himself, of pleading for his +own future before it was too late. His languid dignity had retired from +the field; he felt only that he had arrived in time to avert a tragedy, +and so impersonal that his chest lifted slightly. The next moment he was +gasping under a douche of cold water. + +Julia had thrown her head back and was looking at him with softly +shining eyes, her lashes half covering, and filling them with little +black lines. + +“I’ll tell you a secret,” she whispered. “I’ve never told any one. +I’m—I’m in love.” + +“What!” + +“You’ll never breathe it?” + +“Who—who—” + +“It’s a man I’ve never seen.” + +“How can you love a man you’ve never seen? What a baby you are!” + +“I didn’t say I loved; I said I was in love. And a man I’ve never seen +is the only sort I could go that far with. I hate every man I know, +simply because he is a man; and I never want really to meet, even to +see, this one. But it’s great fun to be in love with him, to live in an +inner world of one’s own.” + +“Oh!” Once more Nigel writhed with jealousy. + +“And that isn’t all.” Julia’s eyes grew even more burdened with dreams. +“When I have to be kissed— At first I just set my teeth— Now I shut my +eyes and imagine it’s the other.” + +Nigel stood up. His face was white. His hands shook. + +“And who, may I ask, is this fortunate person?” + +“I don’t think I can tell you that.” + +“You shall tell me. I have some rights. I was your first friend, and I +loved you myself.” + +Julia looked at him out of the corner of her eye. He had used the past +tense, but he looked more like the present. + +“I never thought I could breathe his name,” she whispered. “But I can +tell you. It’s Cecil Rhodes.” + +“Rhodes? Upon my word, you have good taste!” Then he burst into +irrepressible laughter, and threw himself back in his chair. + +“Oh, what a kid you are! What a baby! And I thought you were on the road +to become a clever woman.” + +Julia smiled mysteriously and picked up her crown. Her voice and eyes +were more ingenuous than ever. “I told you, partly because you are my +only man friend, the only man I don’t hate, and partly because you would +have made love to me yourself in another minute. But if you tell Bridgit +or Ishbel—” + +“Never!” Once more Nigel laughed until the tears blotted his vision. + +“Now I must go out and walk about and try to look like a duchess in a +semitransparent shell. Will you give me your arm?” + + + XX + +A WEEK later, Julia, who had gone to bed early, woke up suddenly at +midnight. For a moment she lay wondering what had awakened her, used as +she was to the long unbroken sleep of youth. She became conscious of a +steady rhythmical sound in the next room, quite different from the +prosaic music to which she was accustomed. When she realized that it was +her husband pacing back and forth, back and forth, like a captured beast +of the forest, she trembled for a moment, then invoked her nerve, +slipped on a dressing-gown, and opened the door. + +The lights were blazing. France, his coat off, his hair on end, was +pacing up the room as she entered, and when he reached the wall, he +flung his hands against it as if to push it outward. Then he turned and +saw his wife. His eyes were bloodshot. + +“Go back to bed,” he said thickly. “I don’t want you.” + +“What _do_ you want?” Julia walked toward him, fear lost in her +curiosity. “What is the matter, Harold? Are you ill? If you are, I must +take care of you.” + +He stared at her for a moment. There were times when he hated her, +others when he was quite mad about her; during the intervals of varying +length he did not think about her at all. To-night he suddenly +experienced a new sensation. He needed a friend badly, and it was her +business to fill any office he chose to impose upon her. + +“Look here,” he said. “Would you do me a good turn?” + +“Why, of course.” + +“And use all the brains you’ve got and hold your tongue?” + +“Try me.” + +“Think you could fool Kingsborough?” + +“Oh, quite easily.” + +“Well, it’s this: I’ve got to get away for a time—out of this. I ain’t +a child, ain’t used to walkin’ a straight line. Never had so many rules +to live by since I was a small boy. Navy was nothin’ to it—and two +years! _Two years_—” He clutched his hair with both hands and shouted: +“I’ve got to get away for a bit! Do you hear? Got to get away! Ain’t +used—” + +“Do you mean that you want to go away and drink?” + +France’s jaw fell. He took a step forward. + +“What d’you mean? Who’s ever said—” + +“No one in particular. But one learns a good deal in two years. Didn’t +you used to drink now and again—disappear—” + +“What if I did? I’ll wring your neck if you peach—” + +“I haven’t the least idea of telling any one. It is the sort of family +secret one doesn’t share. Where do you intend to go?” + +“I’d hardly thought—it doesn’t matter. How can I fool him? If he found +me out, he’d chuck me, cut me down to the last penny, he’s such a damned +milksop—and in my shoes, in my shoes! Think for me. My brain’s no good. +It’s on fire. Let him find out and it’s all up with you, too, my lady. +It’s your business to stand by me. Wonder I didn’t think of that +before.” + +“You’ll go to Paris to-morrow to consult a heart specialist—” + +“I tell you I’ve got to get out of this to-night. If I don’t, the +roof’ll be off before breakfast. Do you suppose I can wait for a lot of +palaver? I’d have been off before this, but I can’t think of a ghost of +an excuse.” + +“You can’t find a better than that, and you can go to-night. He knows +your heart is weak, or was. I’ll tell him I became terrified and packed +you off without delay. Get out your portmanteau, and I’ll look up the +trains in Bradshaw.” + + + XXI + +“HOW very odd!” said the duke, in a tone of manifest annoyance. “How +very odd!” + +They were in the library and Julia had imparted her information. + +“Not at all,” she replied indifferently. “He would have gone before +this, but feared to worry you—thought he would feel better. Last night +he was so bad that I put him out of the house.” + +“You put Harold out?” + +“Yes. That will give you an idea of how he was feeling, when he was +willing to mind me!” + +“Hm! Why didn’t you go with him? A wife should never leave her husband +for a day, particularly when he is ill!” + +“We neither thought of that until the last minute—he was so nervous and +there was only time to pack and catch the train—I was racking my brain +over Bradshaw. I offered to follow, of course, but he said he preferred +I should remain and keep our engagements here—he’s developed such a +love of society, poor Harold—he seems haunted by the fear that we might +drop out—you see, he was once a little wild—” + +“Never really!” said the duke, emphatically. “Why shouldn’t he sow a few +oats—a fine young fellow? Not that I approve; but it is natural +enough.” + +“Of course, poor dear, and he fancies that people think him far worse +than he was, and he has an idea that I am useful to him—” + +“Quite so. That is what you charming young wives are for. But I cannot +think why Harold should feel obliged to go to Paris. We have heart +specialists here.” + +“Oh, but no one to compare with—with—Corot. And Harold knows him, you +see, and has such confidence in him. He should have gone a week earlier, +when—the—ah—thumping began.” + +“Thumping? Dear me! Is Harold as bad as that?” + +“Oh, it only means that he needs the right kind of tonic—after so long +a siege of fever—and all that sport—and the political campaign—you +see, he should have had himself looked over sooner; but at Bosquith +there was only the country doctor, and then—he hated to leave us. I +don’t think he’d have gone this morning if I hadn’t insisted. And he was +dreadfully worried for fear you’d be angry.” + +“Oh, well,” said the duke, mollified; “after all, he knows his own +affairs best. Ah—wait a moment.” + +Julia, who was escaping, breathless with the lies she had told, and +longing for fresh air, halted, and the duke swung round in his chair and +laid the fingers of one hand over the back of the other. + +“Sit down again for a moment, my dear,” he said, not unkindly, although +he had assumed what Julia called his preaching manner and his praying +voice. + +She sat down on the edge of a chair. The duke resumed. + +“There is a matter I have had in my mind since the night of the party. I +don’t like to scold you, for in the main you are a very good child and a +dutiful wife—really, I have little fault to find with you. But—ah—you +must have seen that I was much annoyed when I learned, that without my +consent, and in spite of my expressed distaste for those two young +women, you had asked them to my house.” + +“Of course I knew you would be annoyed.” + +“Indeed? I supposed you merely thoughtless!” + +“Oh, no.” Julia turned her large brilliant gaze upon the small +slate-colored eyes whose dullness was lighting with indignation. “I told +you—perhaps you have forgotten—that as you have made me your hostess, +and expect me to devote a large part of my energies to acquitting myself +creditably, I feel that the position carries with it certain rights. So +I invited my best friends.” + +“But you knew that I disapproved of them!” + +“Without reason. They are of your own class, and their reputations are +immaculate. Why should I snub my friends? The invitations went out in +the names of all three of us.” + +“That has nothing to do with it. I do not wish you to associate with +these young women. Their tendencies are dangerous. They have stepped out +of their class and must take the consequences. Old orders would not +change if men were firmer—When Harold returns I shall ask him to put +his foot down. I cannot expect you to obey me, but you are bound to obey +your husband.” + +“I shall not in the matter of my friends. I have told him that if he +interferes with me in any way, I’ll leave him and go into Ishbel’s +shop.” + +“WHAT?” + +The duke half rose from his chair, then fell back, gasping. Where was +the responsive amenable child of two summers agone? + +The child continued. “Yes, I am doing my best. I am a dutiful wife, and +I try to look and act” (she almost said “like a future duchess,” but her +nimble mind leaped aside in time) “as if I had been entertaining all my +life. I listen to Lady Arabella’s lectures, and Aunt Maria’s, to say +nothing of yours and Harold’s. Even Lady Arabella says I’ve done very +well. But I have a few rights of my own, and if I’m interfered with I’ll +do as I said. I don’t care so much for all this. I’d rather be free like +Ishbel.” + +“You have no comprehension of the duties of a wife,” gasped the outraged +duke, “or of your position. That a member of my family—” + +“It is not so much that I am asking. Lots of women have lovers—” + +“Lovers!” The duke almost strangled. “What does a child like you know +about lovers? And in my house—you have never heard such a subject +mentioned.” + +“Oh? I can tell you that a lot of the women that have visited us—” + +“Hush! I shall listen to no insinuations about my guests. You wicked +little thing!” + +“No. I was about to tell you that I’ve no intention of being wicked. I +should hate a lover.” + +“Indeed! I am happy to be reassured.” The duke always felt at his best +when sarcastic, and he sat erect and looked severely at this naughty +child who did not in the least comprehend what she was talking about. + +“You are too young to argue with,” he said. “Not that I should ever +think of arguing with a woman of any age. As regards Bridgit Herbert and +Ishbel Jones, if your husband upholds you in your friendship with them I +have nothing further to say except that I absolutely refuse to have them +in my house again. But if Harold does not—this is what you must +understand once for all: your husband’s word is law.” + +Julia smiled. + +“What do you mean?” The duke had a curious sinking in the pit of his +stomach, and wondered if he too should not consult a specialist. + +“You men are so funny.” + +“Funny! Madam!” + +“Yes, that is the word. Ishbel told me they were when I first came over, +and I’ve found it out since for myself.” + +“Funny!” + +“Terribly funny.” + +“If you don’t explain yourself—” + +“I mean—for one thing—just one!—that you never find out we have our +own way in spite of you. You think you are tyrants, and there isn’t one +of you that can’t be led round by the nose—managed. Well, I don’t like +that method. I won’t bother to manage any man. You’re not worth the +trouble, and it’s a confession of inferiority on our part, anyhow. The +more I see of you, the less inferior I feel. Besides, I enjoy speaking +out, having things understood without a lot of beating round the bush. +I’ve discovered that I’ve good fighting blood, and I’ve learned that +women have plenty of resources outside of husbands; all that is +necessary is to find the courage and the energy to enjoy them. But so +many don’t. They’re all in love with one thing or another—husbands, +lovers, society, fine houses, clothes, luxury—so they ‘manage’; and it +has spoiled men, flattered them for centuries that they were the +stronger and wiser sex; and, of course, demoralized women. No one can +expand without the courage that comes of being able to speak the truth. +Men can afford to be truthful whether they are or not, so they have gone +ahead of us. I shall become demoralized all right, but not in that way. +Not in any way that I can help. I shan’t lie—for myself—and I shan’t +employ crooked methods. My mother told me to marry, and I did, because +at that time I thought it right and natural to obey. Besides, I suppose +one man’s much the same as another. I am resigned. I shan’t cry as some +women do. One woman down at Bosquith last summer used to come into my +room when I wanted to sleep, and cry out, ‘I hate life! Oh, how I hate +life!’ She was afraid her husband would find out about her lover and she +was sick of the lover besides. Now she has a new lover—” + +“Hold your tongue!” The duke for once in his life thundered. “I forbid +you to say another word—” + +“Oh, I’m not very much interested in those things. What I intended to +say was that I’ll do my duty, since married I am, but I’ll also do as I +choose in some things. You can’t stop me. You might have done so in the +days when Bosquith was built, but a lot of you seem to forget that times +have changed—they change every minute, if you did but know it.” + +“So it seems! I should think they did! _Great_ heaven!” + +The duke paused a moment as if he expected heaven to respond. Receiving +no inspiration, he concluded with dignity: “I must think this matter +over. You may go.” + +Julia almost ran out of the library and up to her own room. Then could +the duke have seen her he would first have received another shock, then +misinterpreted what he saw, and plumed himself. For Julia sat down and +wept. She had lied hideously, worse still, glibly. And for the first +time she quite realized that of late she had developed a poise, a +fertility of resource in dealing with the mean tyrant that dwelt in the +men to whom she was almost subject, that for the moment horrified her. +Was it true that she was growing hard? She wished she had talked more +confidentially with Nigel instead of flippantly dancing away from the +subject. Was she no longer young? She had a real passion for truth. Were +there to be no conditions in which she could indulge it? She glanced +back over the past two years. There had been a time when she spoke the +literal truth on all occasions; now she spoke it when it was feasible, +or impressive, but rarely without forethought. It was seldom that she +let herself go. She felt a hatred of civilization stir, wondered if in +the whole planetary system there was a world where truth was the +standard, where every man was himself, where the petty lies which made +the great ones inevitable were unknown. A prophetic ray suggested that +such conditions might involve complications unless human nature itself +were of a new brand; but she was not in the mood to follow the thought +to its logical finish. She wanted freedom here, and it appeared to be +impossible of attainment. But at least she would strive for +independence. To both of the men who shadowed her life she had read what +the Americans called the riot act. That, at least, was something +accomplished. She could not be accused of deceit, despised because she +paid the tribute of her sex to their superiority. + +Suddenly her spirits darted upward on wings. She was free of her husband +for a week, perhaps longer. She bathed her eyes and danced about the +room. But when she realized the source of her exultation she turned +hastily from it, dressed, and went to Ishbel’s shop. + + + XXII + +DURING the fortnight of France’s wassail the duke and Julia avoided each +other by tacit consent. His Grace found himself uncommonly absorbed in +politics, attended no less than three important dinners; and, +ascertaining Julia’s engagements, dined at the House upon the one +occasion when she dined at home. Therefore, were there no elaborate and +recurring explanations of Harold’s prolonged absence, and singular +epistolary neglect of his cousin. Julia, as she passed the duke on the +stair, mentioned casually once or twice that her husband was detained by +his doctor’s orders, might be for six or eight days to come. + +The duke had resolved that he would not be betrayed into another war of +words with this or any woman, nor would he recur to the subject of +Julia’s offences until he had fully determined what to say to her, what +course to take. And as for the life of him he could not make up his +mind, she was left to her own devices. + +And these devices were many. Julia resolved to forget her husband’s +existence, and enjoy herself in new ways. She went to nine parties and +danced until dawn. She saw Bridgit, Ishbel, and Nigel every day, rode on +the tops of omnibuses, and lunched in A B C’s, Italian restaurants, and +the Cheshire Cheese; these last three dissipations in company with Mr. +Herbert. He also took her frequently to the National Gallery, and +administered her first lessons in art. They even visited the Bond Street +exhibitions and one or two private studios. + +Nigel made no attempt to flirt with her; he was by no means sure that he +still cared for her, so changed was she, although her magnetic charm was +unaffected. But she would seem to have lost the ideal and unique quality +that had roused his deeper feeling, and that gone, he felt no desire for +the residuum. Certainly, it was not worth the sacrifice of his career; +although of course it was very jolly to be the chosen friend of such a +radiant creature (of whom men were beginning to take much notice), and +he made up his mind to remain in London during Julia’s period of +liberty, then return to Switzerland and his new book. He was rather glad +of this test than otherwise, the opportunity to make sure that the only +rival of his work had been routed. Sometimes, however, he wished that he +might love Julia frantically, these days, thus receiving an additional +proof of the might of art; but that hard bright surface repelled him. He +felt that he no longer knew her, should not until life had taught her a +more thorough knowledge of herself. Meanwhile, poor child, if she was +determined to enjoy herself to the limit while her beast was on the +loose, it was the least he could do to help her; so he lectured her on +art in the morning and danced with her at night, or saw to it that she +had the best partners in the room. The fortnight passed very quickly, +and Julia, exerting her strong will, felt eighteen once more and quite +happy. + +France returned one morning early, looking rather the worse for wear. +After a coaching from his wife he sought the duke, and, in his bluffest +sailor manner, apologized for his abrupt departure and his failure to +write: he had been put to bed and commanded to rest, undergone a series +of examinations, been so blue and bored that he should have made his +cousin as bad as himself. The duke was quite satisfied, and when France +took the precaution to add that sooner or later he should be forced to +return for another examination, his affectionate relative sighed and +hoped Julia would awake to her duty and present another heir to the +house of France. + +During the next two years France disappeared some five or six times. His +departures were preceded by excessive irritability; he returned as +complacent as a cat after canary. Intermediately he was much himself. +Julia became expert in seeing little of him. During the season she +dragged him about with an unflagging energy that caused him to welcome +the few hours he was able to snatch for sleep, and the duke unwittingly +assisted her by demanding his daily presence in the House of Commons. +During the shooting and hunting seasons his sportman’s fever took care +of itself, although she subtly persuaded him to take up the rod, and to +go to Scotland for deerstalking. She realized that if she continued to +live with him a certain amount of “management” was inevitable. To tell +the whole truth and live under the same roof with France was manifestly +impossible, and the feeling of destiny (planetary) was too strong to +permit her to leave him and achieve a complete independence. She thought +as little as possible, read and studied a great deal, and played to the +top of her capacity. + +There was political excitement from time to time, and Julia learned that +one secret of content was to forget her deep and hopeless disappointment +in herself by keeping her mind animated with the greater affairs of the +nation. No doubt this is the most fruitful source of woman’s interest in +politics as they exist to-day. Unlike art, which compels true oblivion, +it is a wholly artificial interest, since mentally unproductive; and of +secondary import, since women are not permitted to employ their +abilities in the service of their country. But although, no doubt, the +women of the future will look back with much amusement upon the futile, +the pathetically egotistic activities, of their predecessors, there is +no question that an interest in public affairs, no matter how impersonal +and unremunerative, save to the spirit, has the advantage of +dissociating the mind from those mean and petty interests that send the +average woman to the scrap heap. + +Julia, even without the hints of Bridgit and Ishbel (Nigel went abroad +soon after France’s return), would no doubt have discovered this +philosophy for herself, for she came of a family distinguished in +colonial politics since the islands were inhabited by the white man, and +her present atmosphere was almost wholly political. The duke fussed more +than any woman, France was forced to assume an interest he did not feel, +and the greater number of their guests believed themselves to be making +history. The duke, since his health would not permit him to be prime +minister, found his compensation in sitting at the head of a table +surrounded by those eminent Conservatives and liberal-Unionists whose +names were in every man’s mouth. Therefore was Julia not only obliged to +listen intelligently, but soon began to feel a keen pleasure in +sharpening the edge of her mind and in holding opinions and drawing +conclusions of her own. When the war between Spain and the United States +broke out she took the American side, partly out of perversity, as +everybody she met was passionately for the sister European power, even +after the Government policy declared itself and laid its heavy hand on +the press, partly because the increasingly modern tendencies of her mind +led her to sympathize with the fluid imperfections of youth as against +the atrophied faults of age. But although she found her opponents in +argument immovable in their sympathy for Spain, and (congenital) +disapproval of the United States, the experience gave her the deepest +insight she was likely to have of the fundamental good humor of the +English, as well as their sense of fair play. Unequivocally as they +resented the conduct of the United States and hoped for her humiliation, +it never occurred to them to visit their indignation on the individual, +and London was full of Americans at the moment. One afternoon Julia was +taking tea with Mrs. Winstone when Mrs. Bode came rustling in, flushed +and indignant. + +“What do you think?” she demanded, before she had taken the chair Mr. +Pirie hastened to place for her. “Hannah Macmanus asked me to go with +her to the private view this afternoon, and when I arrived at her house +I found her with the Spanish colors pinned on her chest! Wouldn’t that +jar you? And I an American—her guest! When I exploded—asked her why +she didn’t send me word not to come, she seemed quite surprised, said +she never let politics interfere with private friendships. But I bolted, +couldn’t contain myself. I do think you English are too odd!” + +“Oh, we’re merely a bit hoary,” said Pirie; “we’ve really lived, you +see.” + +“Hope your history’s not all behind you,” retorted Mrs. Bode. “Well, +I’ll take a cup of tea. If _you_ were wearing the Spanish colors, Maria +Winstone—” + +“They don’t become my own coloring,” said Mrs. Winstone. “But, mind you, +I’m all for Spain and hope you are going to be whipped. If we were quite +alone I should confide that I didn’t care a straw one way or another, +but fashion is fashion, and I’d no more dare defy it than I’d dare +indulge in an individual style of dress—must be strictly contemporary +or run the risk of looking my age.” + +“I never know when you English are joking,” said Mrs. Bode, +discontentedly. “Your humor (if you really have any) isn’t the least bit +like ours.” + +“Our effects are got by telling the brutal truth,” said Pirie. + +But the excitement afforded by this war was brief, and soon forgotten. +Kitchener’s reconquest of the Soudan was picturesque enough in its +details to compel the attention of far happier mortals than Julia, but +was hardly of a nature to disturb the serenity to which Pirie had made +allusion. Fashoda caused but another ripple on the surface, and even +when the moving finger appeared on the South African horizon the +prevailing feeling was annoyance, and astonishment at the temerity of +the Boers. In spite of the warnings of Lord Wolsely and General Butler, +England persisted in looking at the new republic through the wrong end +of the opera glass. Early in August, Julia, at a county dinner party, +sat next to one of the most intelligent of the South African +millionnaires then living in England. He had lived his life in South +Africa, and mainly among the Boers; he had made his fortune there, and +taken a prominent part in politics. No man should have known the +characters of the Boers better than he, nor the advantages possessed by +a hard persistent race that had learned every trick of native warfare +from the negroes they had subdued. And yet he made a speech to Julia +that she never forgot. + +“You know, Mrs. France,” he said pleasantly, “we don’t want to kill +anybody. We’ll just walk quietly through the Transvaal and take it.” + +It was shortly after this dinner and the feeling of renewed confidence +in England’s destiny it induced, that Julia suddenly lost all interest +in politics. She had found many compensations in her life, and looked +forward to many more. The duke had shown uncommon tact in intimating +that her husband was quite equal to the task of controlling her, never +returning to it himself; Julia, on the other hand, having no desire to +live alone with her husband, took pains to fill creditably the duties of +her position, and showed her host the pretty deference due his age and +rank. So had wagged life for two more years. And then the most +unexpected, the most incredible, the most completely disorganizing, +thing happened. The duke fell in love and married. + + + + + BOOK III + HAROLD FRANCE + + + I + +THE wedding took place early in September. Immediately after the +announcement of the duke’s intentions, France had rushed upstairs to +Julia and indulged in such an outburst of rage that she fled to another +part of the castle, and left him to wreak his vengeance on the +furniture. Having relieved himself, he was able to meet the relative, +for whom his lukewarm affection had turned to hatred, with his usual +glassy surface, and, silent at all times, save when delivering himself +of anecdotes, he was not in danger of betraying himself in the unguarded +word. He held out until a week before the wedding, and then had a heart +attack and parted from his sympathetic cousin for his semi-annual +pilgrimage to Paris. + +“Of course we’ll have to get out of this,” he said to Julia as he was +leaving. “He wants us to stay, but you know what that means. Our day is +over, curse him. Nothin’ for us but White Lodge. Lucky I couldn’t rent +it again. _Luck!_ Mine’s gone. I don’t know when I’ll be back. Am really +goin’ to Paris this time. You go to Hertfordshire and settle yourself. +Make it comfortable, but no extravagance.” + +“Couldn’t we take a flat in town?” asked Julia. + +“Town? Not I. There’s good shootin’ and huntin’ in Hertfordshire, and +that’s all I’ve got left. Hate town. Thank heaven, I can chuck politics. +That’s my only comfort.” + +“But you love society; at least, your position in it.” + +“What’s the good without a fortune? Besides, we’re not an hour from town +at White Lodge, and there’s good enough society in the county. Mind you +return every call.” + +Then, much to Julia’s delight, he took himself off. + +The duke and his new duchess, a youngish aunt of Bridgit Herbert’s, who +had angled quietly for him ever since he had emerged from his seclusion +and entertained his neighbors, cordially invited Julia to remain at +Bosquith for the rest of the season, but she was anxious to get away and +readjust herself in solitude. Besides, her presence was necessary at +White Lodge; and it is hardly necessary to state that she won the duke’s +approval by doing the obvious thing. + +In truth she was somewhat dazed, in no state for a display of +originality. The unexpected trick of fate had disconcerted her hardly +less than her husband, for not only had she grown into her position as +the future duchess of Kingsborough during the past five years, but she +was profoundly shocked to find that her mother’s planets had made a +mistake. + +Nothing had occurred to disturb her belief in the ancient and romantic +science of astrology since her arrival in England. On the contrary, some +of the cleverest and most eminent men she had met professed tolerance of +it, and, she suspected, felt something more. On the other hand, she had +found England so full of other fads, with no possible scientific basis, +that her respect for astrology had grown rather than diminished. But she +could only conclude that the whole thing was a monstrous delusion. Like +many religions it filled a want, and its picturesque qualities had +captured men’s imaginations and enabled it to survive. She received +several incredulous letters from her mother on the subject of the duke’s +marriage, finally one filled with concentrated astonishment, fury, and +despair. This was some time later, when Julia had written that she must +cease to hope, as there was no doubt the new duchess would have a +family. Mrs. Edis ended her letter characteristically:— + +“I have lived in a fool’s paradise for years. Now I simply exist until +my time comes to die. I might have endured this annihilation of my only +religion, but not of the crowning ambition of my life. In this matter I +feel that you are to blame. You should have had children. You should +have managed the duke so that he would never have thought of marriage, +instead of becoming a woman of an entirely different and alien +generation, as I find you in your letters. I should prefer that you do +not write to me until I write again. Of course I do not forget that you +are my child and the only one I have left, now that your wretched +brother and his wife are dead—for I do not count this fidgeting +grandchild I have on my hands—but so great is my disappointment in you +that I cannot face the prospect of your letters at present—filled as I +know they will be with that silly shallow modern philosophy which makes +the best of things in the shortest possible time.” + +Julia felt sorry for her mother long before she received this letter, +but she soon discovered that this was her only regret, barring the fact +that she must see more of her husband. For a fortnight she was quite +alone at White Lodge, a charmingly situated property not far from the +village of Stanmore and facing a wild expanse of heath. The housekeeper +engaged the servants, leaving her young mistress to a complete liberty +and solitude for the first time in her life. As Julia wandered through +the thick woods of the little park between the garden and the heath, or +rode alone in the dawn, or explored the historic villages and romantic +lanes and properties of Hertfordshire, she realized how weary she was of +the pleasant uniformity of London society, of entertaining in the +country for sportsmen and statesmen; admitted once for all that to be a +great peeress of Britain would bore her to death. Whatever ambitions she +might develop, now that she was free to be an individual ignored by the +planets, to be a great lady was not of them, and during these delightful +weeks she dreamed of discovering some overlaid talent with which she +should achieve a real place in life. + +It did not occur to her to leave her husband. Noblesse oblige would have +kept her at his side in his fallen fortunes, even had she not felt an +even keener sympathy for him than when he had struggled for life during +the early months of their marriage. She had ceased to fear him, +forgotten her prophetic moments, so secure did she feel in her power to +manage him, and so little, for the past year at least, had she seen of +him. She would console him to the best of her ability for the bitterest +disappointment such a man could feel, make White Lodge as brilliant as +possible, dress on fifty pounds a year, and ask nothing in return but +the liberty to study, and develop the talents she was sure she +possessed, deeply buried as they might be. Before a week had passed, she +had completely readjusted herself, and looked forward eagerly to several +years of comparative quiet during which her mind should mature and make +ready for the great discovery. + +But a quiet life was not for Julia, then or ever. + + + II + +JULIA, after the light supper which she had been thankful to substitute +for the long dinner of the past four years, wandered slowly through the +fields drinking in that peace which descends upon Hertfordshire at +nightfall, in all its perfection. She leaned her arms on a fence, +enjoying the Wordsworthian landscape: the wide fields with their +hayricks like houses, the quiet cattle, the slowly moving stream, the +soft masses of wood melting into the low sky. The red band had faded +behind the sharp church spire. The night moths fluttered. The stillness +was too soft to be profound, too sweet to inspire awe. + +But although she loved this twilight beauty and peace of England, of +which she had had but a taste now and again, being usually at table +during the most poetical hour of the English day, she felt a sudden +antagonism to it to-night, as too perfect, too finished a thing for the +world to possess while so many of its dark problems were unsolved. +Although she had persistently refused to study the underworld under the +escort of Bridgit, turning instinctively from all that would shatter the +illusions among which she chose to live, she had not been able to shut +out bare knowledge, and Nigel’s second and fourth books had been even +more enlightening than his first. She smiled as she thought of Nigel, +whom she had not seen since the end of her first matrimonial vacation. +He had left England soon after and not returned. His father, incensed at +his avowed Socialism, and mortified at the conspicuous failure of his +third book, an exquisite bit of pure art, had definitely renounced him, +and he was living quietly and happily in picturesque corners of Europe. +Julia, knowing his passionate love of beauty, envied him the power to +gratify it, his complete surrender to the artistic life. She wondered +why he kept on writing of the grimy horrors of England, when he might +give the world his dreams of the wonderland beyond the Channel. To be +sure, that unique combination of the propagandist and the artist made +for greatness, but his last book, which she had finished only an hour +since, had darkened her mind, and unfitted her for surrender to the +beauty and peace of the English twilight. + +Why was the enlightened class so stupid? Why did it not eliminate +poverty and the terrible pictures that must haunt every sensitive mind, +instead of waiting for mob rule, and its inevitable sequence of a +dictator and return to first principles? Socialism must come from above. +When the laboring classes used the word they meant democracy, in which +every man would have a chance to acquire riches; mere comfort and +security, with no opportunity to loot the universal till, had no charms +for them. Man is adventurous and greedy, and the lower his place in the +scale, the more insensate his dreams. + +Nigel’s books, in their cold impersonal realism, did not inspire her +with any great respect or liking for the poor. She knew that he was +employing his art and his seductive story-telling faculty not only in +the cause of humanity, but to help avert a convulsion in which his own +class would go down. She knew that if it came to open war, a +blood-revolution, the theories and principles of which his reason +approved would fly off on the red winds and he would get behind the guns +on his own side. The intellectual aristocrat may serve the cause of +general humanity in entire honesty and conviction, but the moment class +is arrayed against class he will fight, not with the passions of his +brain, but of his instincts, and with that almost fanatical contempt and +hatred of the common people when daring to assert themselves he has +inherited with his brain cells. Nigel had admitted this freely to Julia, +confessed that while he was keen to devote every year of his life and +every phase of his talent to eliminating poverty, he never heard of a +laborer’s strike which inconvenienced the public that he did not burn at +their impudence and long for their annihilation. + +“But it is this duality that makes the game interesting,” he had +concluded. “I only hope I shall never be put to the test. There are many +other things I should enjoy writing about far more, but I always feel +that I don’t matter in the least. If I was given a brain on top of my +instincts, it was to advance the cause of humanity and civilization. At +all events that is the way I see things, by such light as I possess.” + +He had gone on to say that he had become an advocate of Socialism +because, so far, it was the best solution the human mind had evolved, +but that all the artist in him lamented its lack of appeal to any part +of man but his brain. Unpicturesque, dry, hard, but growing more +practical and expedient year by year, if it failed eventually, it would +only be through lack of a soul. + +Would Nigel be the man to find this soul? He had a measure of genius; +why not? She felt proud of him that he could induce the thought, then, +in a moment of hardly realized sex jealousy, wished that it might be +discovered by some woman. Herself? Why not? But at this point she +laughed aloud, and turned her face toward home. Banish the ugly facts of +life. Enjoy this divine peace while it lasted. + +She left the field and sauntered down the crooked lane full of sweet +scents and haunted by the white night moths. Skirting the wall that +surrounded White Lodge, she entered by the front gates, but, loath to +leave the twilight, mounted a stump and leaned her arms on the coping. +The heath, a wild rolling bit of nature, mysterious in the dusk, was +deserted but for a gypsy caravan. She remained out every night until +dusk had melted into dark, ravished by the serene beauty of this typical +bit of England, believing that in time it would help her to solve the +riddle of her mind. For her soul she asked nothing, believing her +capacity for happiness in any form to have been killed long since, but +demanding some mental compensation more personal and permanent than +books. If she dreamed long enough in this wonderful English twilight, +gave her imagination rein—who could tell? And there was something more +than a possibility that this liberty to dream and develop might spin out +indefinitely. Even if the war with those tiresome Boers should prove as +brief as the duke and her South African acquaintance predicted, Harold, +deprived of other diversions, might go out to South Africa for such +excitement and sport as the campaign would be sure to afford. And big +game might exert its fascinations for a year or more. + +She lifted her head suddenly, then thrust it forward, and peered into +the shadows on the other side of the avenue. The trees of the park were +closely planted, and their aisles, dim at noon, were black at this hour. +But something moved, a shadow in a shadow! Julia, who had rarely known a +tremor of fear, felt her knees shake, her breath come short. It could +hardly be a poacher, for the preserves were behind the house, nearly a +quarter of a mile away; no poacher would be lurking by the park gates +when he could slip into the coverts at a dozen points. There was a lodge +at the gates, but it was untenanted. No one at the house could hear her, +no matter how loudly she might call, and—and—she watched the shadows +with dilating eyes—there was no doubt that a man moved within twenty +yards of her. + +Suddenly it occurred to her that it must be one of the gypsies come to +beg, and watching for his opportunity. She caught at the tails of her +flying courage, and stepped out into the avenue. + +“What do you wish?” she asked firmly. “If you have come to beg, I have +no money here, but you can go to the house and I will tell them to give +you food.” Then, as there was neither answer nor movement, she added +with a fair assumption of indifference, “You can follow me.” + +She started up the avenue, walking deliberately, while filled with a +wild desire to run. For still there came no answer from the depths of +that black plantation, nor, for a moment or two, any movement. Then she +heard the soft crackling of twigs under a light foot, and, glancing +irresistibly over her shoulder, saw a moving shadow. She felt her skin +turn cold, and once more that insidious trembling attacked her limbs. +She realized with both horror and indignation that she was in the grip +of fear, she who had gone through earthquake and hurricane! For a moment +mortification routed terror, gave her a momentary respite, and she +halted and called sharply:— + +“Why don’t you come into the avenue? Come out at once and walk ahead of +me.” + +The steps halted. There was no other answer. “Peace!” That was no word +for a dark plantation at night! It was a silence so profound and so +awful that it seemed to shriek. Julia clenched her shaking hands, took a +step forward and peered into the wood. A shadow detached itself from the +darker background and swayed deliberately. + +Courage fled. In full surrender to fear, the most awful sensation that +the human nerves can experience, she dashed up the avenue. In the +confusion of her brain she fancied that she was standing still, that her +feet had turned to lead, that her breath had left her body. Then the +confusion was cut by a flash of thought. It was no man there, but some +evil spirit that haunted the plantation. As every house on Nevis and St. +Kitts had its ghost, she had grown up in a firm and unconcerned belief +in the visits of the dead to their ancient haunts, and Bosquith boasted +seven ghosts. But she had never seen one, and to accept a popular creed +and find yourself pursued by a hollow visitant in a lonely park, far +from human support, induces mental states entirely unrelated. It might +even be a vampire! Julia shrieked, sobbed, almost leaped, as she heard +that light crackling of twigs not three yards behind her. + +Suddenly the steps ran ahead of her. Her wide staring eyes saw that +shadow within a shadow, barely outlined, flit past among the trees, then +stop, sway again. She sprang back among the trees on her side of the +avenue. The shadow came slowly forward, then turned suddenly and ran +back into the depths. Julia crouched with chattering teeth. They were +plainly audible. So was her panting breath. + +Again there was silence. Julia’s body, by a mere reaction independent of +her will, recovered its power of motion and darted up the avenue once +more. Again that light crackling of autumn leaves. But her will showed a +flicker of vitality, moved in the depths of her disorganized brain. She +visualized it, as she had once seen it in a diagram, dragged it upward, +ordered it to keep her from fainting, to hold her strength until she +reached the garden. She could see the lights of the house. Her mind grew +clearer. She realized that she was running like a deer. A few more +steps! Then she heard those behind bear down upon her with the swiftness +and noise of an express train. She was caught about the waist. As she +lost consciousness she heard a loud guffaw. + +She opened her eyes, realized that she lay on a garden bench, that a +heavily breathing creature stood beside her. For a moment she dared not +lift her eyes, seized again with a fear that seemed to distend every +nerve in her body, even as she felt something vaguely familiar in the +form beside her. There was another burst of intense amusement. She +sprang to her feet with blazing eyes and confronted her husband. + +“You!” she gasped. “You!” + +France rocked to and fro with mirth. “Yes!” he finally ejaculated. “Gad! +I’m as much out of breath as you are—holdin’ my sides! What a lark! +Never knew it would be such fun to frighten anybody. Rippin’ sensation. +And you were frightened dumb, by Jove! Hardly believed it of you, but +suddenly thought I’d try.” + +“You coward! You brute!” One has to be calm and detached to find +original phrases. In moments of real emotion the time-worn and the +ready-made dart out of the mind as naturally as thought of dinner above +hunger. “For anything that calls itself a man—” + +“No insults, my lady, or I’ll do worse. It’s you are the coward—only +time I ever got a rise out of you! Didn’t know you had any kind of +excitement in you, by gad!” + +“You brute! You brute!” + +Julia, as much astounded as indignant, and vaguely alarmed, as she had +sometimes been in the early months of her married life, turned to walk +to the house in a dignified retreat. But France caught her in his arms. + +“No you don’t, my lady. Give me a kiss.” + +Then, for the first time, passion flamed in Julia. The twilight turned +crimson. She beat him on the chest, the face, the head. She kicked him, +and strove to unite her hands about his neck and choke him. She longed +for a knife, for a pistol. She seethed with hatred and the desire to do +murder. And France only laughed, and brushed off her hands with his +great hairy ones, while with one arm he clasped her hard and rained +kisses on her unprotected face. And he never ceased laughing with an +intense quiet amusement, his eyes glittering as they did when he went to +hangings, when he once had happened to witness natives tortured in the +Congo, as they did at certain performances in Paris calculated to +gratify the primitive lusts of man. France had always envied those +Eastern potentates that amused themselves with the death agonies of +their slaves just before heads were sliced off; but for him and his sort +there are still compensations to be found in the depths of civilization. + + + III + +MRS. WINSTONE sat in her charming drawing-room in Tilney Street, by a +fire that cast a warm glow over her delicate good looks, further +enhanced by a tea-gown of violet Liberty velveteen and Irish lace. The +tea-table was beside her, and grouped about it were Mr. Pirie, Mrs. +Macmanus, and Lord Algy—reinstated in her affections after an interval +of fickleness; all were comfortably nibbling muffins and drinking their +horrid mess of tea and cream while looking as gloomy as possible. + +It was “black week” of December, 1899. Methuen, Gatacre, and Buller had +met with humiliating reverses in South Africa, Sir George White was shut +up in Ladysmith with twelve thousand men, and the Boers were proving +themselves possessed of a generalship, which, combined with the stores +of ammunition they had been accumulating since the Jameson Raid, a +complete knowledge of their puzzling hills, the strategic devices they +had learned from the natives, and an indomitable spirit, had finally +succeeded in quenching optimism in Great Britain. + +“Jove, you know,” said Algy, “it can’t be only that they’re on their own +ground—cursed ground, too, you know. Fancy the beggars knowin’ how to +fight.” + +Mr. Pirie crossed his legs and smiled complacently. “I flatter myself +that I was one of the three or four men in England that anticipated +this. Wolsely warned us. Butler warned us. We wouldn’t listen. How could +we be expected to when the South Africans here never believed the Boers +would fight? And here we are!” + +“I won’t believe it—that they can hold out a month longer,” said Mrs. +Macmanus, resolutely. “It’s only a temporary advantage, because no +British general would ever count upon a trickery of which he is +incapable himself. And what is life without hope? I hated the thought of +the war. Is it true that Bobs and Kitchener are to be sent out?” + +“Beginning of Chapter II. Wish I were not too old to go out. You’ll be +volunteering, Algy, I suppose?” + +Lord Algy looked up with something like animation in his pale eyes. +“Rather,” he said. “One more lump, please. Was accepted yesterday.” And +two months later, with as little fuss, he died at Pieter’s Hill. + +“Oh, dear!” cried Mrs. Winstone. “What will become of us all? Fancy your +doin’ such a thing, Algy! All the men are goin’, whether they have to or +not. London will be too dull. Geoffrey Herbert’s regiment is under +orders, and such ducks are in it. I wonder if Bridgit cares?” + +“She won’t miss him,” said Mrs. Macmanus, dryly. “She could hardly see +less of him there than here, but she’s got a heart and no doubt would +spare a tear if he fell.” + +“I’ll tell you who cares,” said Pirie, “and that’s Jones. He’s loaded +down with Kaffirs, and is in a blue funk. Glad I unloaded when every one +else was rushin’ at ’em—thought the war would be over in two weeks, old +Jones did, ha! ha! He can’t get rid of a share.” + +“Will it matter to Ishbel?” asked Algy. + +“Not a bit,” said Mrs. Winstone. “She’s paid him off long since, and +opened a dressmakin’ establishment, besides her hat shop. It’ll be just +her luck to have all the smart people go into mournin’ at once.” + +“Well, thank heaven the jingoes have shut up a bit—what is the matter?” + +Mrs. Winstone had exclaimed, “How odd! I just saw Julia go up the +stairs.” + +At the same moment a maid entered and announced that Mrs. France did not +wish any tea, but would wait upstairs until Mrs. Winstone was free. + +“Tell her I’ll be with her presently, unless she’ll change her mind and +come down. Now, what can be the matter? Come to think of it, I haven’t +seen her since she went to White Lodge in August or September. Haven’t +got over my disappointment yet, and preferred to forget her for a while. +I do hope France hasn’t been misbehavin’ himself.” + +“You may be sure he has,” said Mrs. Macmanus; “consolin’ himself for his +second facer—no doubt he’s heard the news from Bosquith.” + +“What a bore,” exclaimed Mrs. Winstone. “Julia gave me the impression +when she first arrived in England that she’d rear at too heavy a bit; +but she should be well broken in by this time.” + +“Do you think so?” asked Pirie. “That sort never is broken in. +High-spirited filly that runs all right under a light rein, but one cut +and she’s over the traces. She was clever enough to manage France as +long as he was satisfied, but doubt if she’ll have any resource except +open war when he’s been bored and disappointed long enough. Hope he’ll +volunteer and get himself killed with the least possible delay. Front’s +a good place for rascally husbands; and as they’re generally +automatically brave, no matter how degenerate, let us hope for a good +cleanin’ out of undesirable husbands before we polish off the Boers. +Good idea! It would reconcile even Hannah to war.” + +“Rather. Poor Julia! You don’t mean to tell me, Maria, that you haven’t +looked after her these three months she’s been alone with France?” + +“Looked after her?” cried Mrs. Winstone, indignantly. “She is a married +woman of nearly five years’ standing, and quite able to look after +herself. Why should I be annoyed? Do toddle along, all of you. I want to +hear the worst at once. Come back to dinner, Algy, and give an account +of yourself.” + +She went slowly up to her bedroom after her guests had gone, endeavoring +to arrange her features into a semblance of cordiality. She deeply +resented Julia’s failure to capture the great prize which would have +been so useful to herself. One cannot remain young and fascinating +forever, and if one has not riches to substitute, the next best thing is +a wealthy relative in the peerage with whom one can always be on +intimate terms. She and the present Duchess of Kingsborough, a good +plain soul, but astute withal, would never hit it off. Surely, Julia, if +she had played her cards carefully, could have kept matrimonial ideas +out of the duke’s mind. No doubt she had antagonized him with her +independent notions and theories, which any really clever woman always +kept to herself. Julia, in her mind, was a failure, and Mrs. Winstone +detested failures. + +But as she entered her bedroom and saw Julia standing by the hearth, she +said brightly, “So glad to see you, dear,” and kissed the cheek +presented to her. “Sorry you wouldn’t come in and meet my +cronies—why—what is the matter?” + +Julia had turned her face to the light. + +“Good heavens! Are you ill? Really, you must be careful—you were thin +and white enough already—and—and—” her irritation found vent. “Your +clothes are not put on properly.” + +Julia, who had looked at her aunt with longing eyes, stiffened and said +coldly: “Probably not. You see, I had to run away, and I dressed in a +hurry. I could not make even the attempt until Harold had drunk a +certain amount—and it takes a good deal—” + +“What on earth do you mean? Run away?” Mrs. Winstone sat down. “Surely +you can come to town when you choose.” + +“I am forbidden to leave the grounds.” + +“But—you know, you really shouldn’t run away—this is only a mood of +Harold’s. You should be careful to do nothing to make yourself +conspicuous. You are not in a position to afford it. No doubt many +ill-natured people have—laughed at you. You’ve had a frightful +come-down, and that sort of thing always delights spiteful women—who +envied you before. And Harold—poor thing—no doubt he guesses this—has +wanted to keep quiet for a time. Upon my word, I think it is rather the +decent thing to do. That is the reason I haven’t dug you out. And of +course he is horribly disappointed—” + +Her fluent tongue halted, and she moved uneasily. Julia’s figure was +rigid, but although Mrs. Winstone had addressed the window, she felt +that those big disconcerting eyes she had never quite liked were fixed +upon her. + +“Ah!” said Julia. “Disappointment? That is a mild word to apply to his +present frame of mind, or rather the one in possession until he began +upon his present course of consolation. His former was such that I am +forced to leave him.” + +“Now—what do you mean by that?” + +“I mean that I am married either to a maniac or a fiend, and that if I +remain with him long enough I shall either be killed or go mad.” + +“Oh! You young things are so extravagant in your expressions—and you +never were quite like any one else. France is a bad lot more or less, +but you have managed him wonderfully. Go on managing him, but for +heaven’s sake don’t make a fuss.” + +“I’ve left him, and I shall not go back. It would be impossible to +exaggerate. I haven’t enough imagination.” + +“Do you mean that he—beats you?” Mrs. Winstone hesitated over the ugly +word. She did so hate the ugly things of life, even mere words. She felt +nothing of the morbid curiosity another woman might have felt, but as +long as she could not escape this confidence, better have it over as +soon as possible. + +“No. For some reason he has not—yet. He locks me in a room and snaps a +whip at me by the hour, promising that at a given moment it shall cut +through my skin. Why he has not cut me to ribbons, I don’t know, except +that he enjoys tormenting me mentally, and defers the other pleasure. He +has practised every other form of mental torture he has been able to +conceive. He wakes me up twenty times a night, flashing a light before +my eyes, or shrieking in my ear. He makes me sit up in bed and listen to +the most awful stories, and the bloodcurdling ones are not the worst. He +threatens to pinch me from head to foot, but so far merely pretends +to—” + +“For heaven’s sake hush! I can’t listen to such things. How does he +treat you before the servants?” + +“Oh, always amiably.” + +“I thought so. You haven’t a leg to stand on so far as the law is +concerned. He’d deny everything blandly, and you would be set down as an +hysteric.” + +“I think he is insane.” + +“Possibly. That may be the explanation of Harold France. But that will +do you no good, either, so long as he is able to hide it. Two alienists +must see him in a condition that is, unmistakably, insanity, and sign a +certificate to that effect. Only a short time ago the husband of an +American friend of mine acted at times in such an eccentric manner that +there was no doubt in the minds of those who saw him as to his state. +But he fooled the doctors. She feared for her life, and two of her +brothers had to come over and inveigle him on board an ocean liner—in +the United States, it seems, they are not so particular. And quite right +in this case, for the man is now raving.” + +“Do you mean to say that the laws of England will not take care of me?” + +“Not unless you can persuade him to beat you before the servants. Then +you might get a separation—not a divorce without infidelity. I think +you had best go back to Nevis.” + +“I’ll not do that. Mother has been angry with me for a long time. Just +after the Tays were at Bosquith I wrote her I was unhappy and +disappointed—and horrified. You see, Daniel Tay made me feel almost a +child again, and I longed for my mother’s sympathy. She wrote back that +I was a romantic and ungrateful child; that I had enough to make any +girl happy; and that there was nothing really wrong. All men were +nuisances. She seemed afraid I might run away and spoil her plans. Since +then our letters have been stiff and infrequent—until the duke married, +when she was more angry with me still. Now we don’t write at all. +Besides, I never wish her to know of this. She may be hard, but she is +old, and she has had disappointments enough.” + +“And what, may I ask, do you mean to do?” + +“Surely the law—” + +“The law will do nothing—as matters are at present. And for heaven’s +sake keep out of the courts.” + +“Very well, then, I’ll go to work.” + +“Work?” + +“Yes. I intended to do that meanwhile, in any case. I went to Ishbel’s +on the way here, but Mr. Jones is ill and I couldn’t see her. So I +thought you would let me stay here—” + +“Oh, of course. But I don’t like this silly idea of yours, at all. Much +better you go back to Nevis. That is the only real solution. People here +will think you have merely gone to pay a visit to your mother—natural +enough—and when you don’t return—well, people are soon forgotten in +London.” + +“And I shall be comfortably buried! I shall, of course, go to Nevis +sooner or later, but not while I am in trouble. And I never could remain +there. After five years of England? I am as weaned as you are. I should +die of inanition.” + +Mrs. Winstone got up and moved about the room restlessly. In her +well-ordered life few problems were permitted to enter, and not only did +she resent this sudden influx of deadly seriousness, but she practised a +certain form of cheap “occultism” much in vogue: avoiding everything +that contained an element of darkness, depression, and disturbance, and +everybody that persisted in having troubles. She manufactured an +atmosphere to keep herself young and happy much as she manufactured her +famous expression daily before the mirror, and anchored herself so +successfully in the warm bright shallows of life that what springs of +emotion she may originally have possessed had dried up long since. But +she could still feel intense annoyance, and she felt it now. Moreover, +she was puzzled. As the tiresome creature’s only relative in England, +she should be equally criticised if she refused her shelter and sympathy +in her trouble, or if she identified herself with her revolt. What in +heaven’s name was to be done? Well, this was December, and the world out +of London. And this war would fill everybody’s thoughts if it only +lasted long enough. She returned to her chair. + +“My dear! Really! What shall I say? You know I only came up for a day or +two—on my way to a lot of visits. Came up to see Hannah, who is off for +Rome. There are only two servants in the house. I am off again +to-morrow; but of course you can stay here if you are sure he doesn’t +know where you are.” + +“He’ll know nothing for a week.” + +“Ah! I have it! How clever of me! I’ll write him that I’ve packed you +off to Nevis. That will gain time. Perhaps he’ll go there in search of +you—” + +“I prefer that the law should free me fairly. I’m sick of lies.” + +“The law will do nothing. Put that idea out of your head. Have you any +money in hand?” + +“About thirty pounds.” + +“The duke ought to make you a separate allowance. Possibly he would if +you told him how matters stand, and promised to keep quiet.” + +“He would not believe me, not for a moment. It is his cherished fiction +that no member of the British aristocracy can do wrong, much less a +member of his family. He would preach, tell me that I had hysterical +delusions, and send for Harold. I prefer him to know nothing about it.” + +“I won’t have you in a shop.” + +Julia rose. + +“Oh, for heaven’s sake sit down. Don’t let us talk about it any more. +Stay here for the present. Something is sure to turn up. You’ll find it +very dull—” + +“Oh!” + +“Did you bring any clothes?” + +“A portmanteau, that is all.” + +“Well! Better go to your room and rest. I’ll write at once to France, +telling him that you sailed to-day. If he doesn’t read it for a week, so +much the better.” + + + IV + +JULIA slept the sleep of exhaustion that night. She awoke with a start, +screaming, and cowered, before she realized that it was Mrs. Winstone +who stood by her bed. + +But that lady, true to her creed, pretended not to see. “It is eleven +o’clock,” she said lightly. “What a sleeper you are! I am off, but Hawks +has orders to take care of you. I’ll ring for your breakfast. I’ve left +my addresses for the next two months in my desk. But I hope you’ll get +on. Of course I could get you invited to any of the houses, but France +would hear of it, and my clever fiction would be spoiled—” + +“I could not visit. I shall be very well here. You are too kind.” + +Mrs. Winstone thought she was, particularly as there was not the least +prospect of reward. A cutlet for a cutlet. However, noblesse oblige. She +bestowed a kiss on Julia and sailed out. + +After her bath and breakfast Julia made a careful toilet for the first +time in many weeks. Sometimes she had not brushed or even unbraided her +hair for days. + +She telephoned to the house in Park Lane. Mr. Jones was better and Lady +Ishbel had gone to the shop. Julia left the house immediately and drove +to Bond Street. + +There were several people in the show-room. She went up to the boudoir +which had witnessed so many gay little teas and so many confidential +chats. It was an hour before Ishbel came running up the stairs and flung +her arms about Julia. + +“You dear thing!” she cried. “How I have worried about you. You wouldn’t +answer my notes. And you look like a ghost! I was afraid—” + +“You are in trouble, too. You look worn out—” + +“Oh, poor Jimmy! He’s ruined, and has had a stroke. There’s tragedy for +you. How he fought—and he hated to take my jewels, poor dear. I’m +hunting for a little house to take him to—he clings to me; it’s +pitiful. The doctor wants him to go to a nursing home, but I couldn’t! +I’ll do my best. And,” with a sudden dash into her more familiar self, +“all my beaux will go to South Africa; I shall have time for my invalid. +That’s all there is of my story. Tell me yours.” + +“I’ve come to take you at your word—you once promised to teach me how +to trim hats—to help me earn my bread—” + +“So! It’s come! Bridgit and I have been expecting it.” + +Julia told her story, all that could be told, as briefly as possible. +She was, in truth, deeply ashamed of it, and, after her aunt’s rebuff, +felt no longer any yearning for sympathy. But Ishbel wept bitterly. + +“How I wish we could have rescued you in the beginning, as we planned! +It was criminal of us to give it up.” She dried her eyes. “There! It has +done me good to cry. Literally I have had not a moment to shed a tear on +my own account. Of course I’ll put you to work at once, and when I get a +little house you will live with me. It will be too nice. I’ve never had +half enough of you. I suppose you could tear yourself away from Mrs. +Winstone. How did she receive you?” + +“Oh, she’s frightfully cut up. ‘Scandal’—‘work’—I don’t know which she +fears most. But I could see she was relieved to learn that Harold had +kept himself inside the law.” + +“She must feel as if she were the author of a book called ‘The lost +duchess!’ Well, we won’t mortify her publicly for some time. Of course +you must stay out of the salesroom for a while, or France would trace +you. In the workroom, no one, not even Mrs. Winstone, will be any the +wiser. Will you come house-hunting with me?” + +A fortnight later, Ishbel, with that latent energy of which she betrayed +so little in manner and appearance, had furnished a villa in St. John’s +Wood, installed Mr. Jones and the servants, and turned over the house in +Park Lane to the creditors. As she was obliged to keep both a valet and +a nurse for Mr. Jones, there was no spare room for Julia, but there were +lodgings close by, and it was arranged that she was to dine every night +at the villa. + +Perhaps there is no accommodation on this round globe as dreary as a +London suburban lodging, but Ishbel adorned the little rooms out of her +own superfluities, and Julia was so thankful to be alone and free that +she would have settled down to the dingy carpet and grimy furniture +without a murmur. And she had no time to mope or think. It would be long +before she recovered the buoyancy of her nature, for she had told Mrs. +Winstone and Ishbel little of the horrors of those three months alone +with her husband. But when indignities are too odious to take to the +most intimate and sympathetic ear, the only thing to do is to banish +them from the memory; and this Julia did to the best of her ability. + +She found a certain fascination in working with her hands, although she +did not take kindly to the crowded workroom. Ishbel, who never drove any +of her people when she could avoid it, made her hours as few as +possible. But her seclusion was of short duration. France wrote to Mrs. +Winstone, threatening her with the law, but, taking her communication +literally, flung himself off to South Africa. After his departure Julia +spent a part of each day in the show-room, although she continued to +trim hats; her fingers proving nimble and apt, she was determined to +learn the business. In the show-room she met many of her old +acquaintances, and Mrs. Winstone waxed so indignant that communication +between them ceased. The duke, who never found politics amusing when his +party was busy exterminating mosquitoes, and who at the moment was +wholly absorbed in his wife and in his prospects of an heir, remained at +Bosquith for a year on end; if he thought about Julia at all, he +supposed her to be at White Lodge. + +Her personal life flowed on peacefully for eight months. The past faded +into the limbo of nightmares. She made little more than enough to pay +for her rooms and two meals, but even had she found time to miss the +beautiful garments she had loved, she would have had no occasion to use +them. No one entertained. All England was in mourning. Hardly a family +of any size but had lost one or more of its men, particularly if the men +were officers. Ishbel’s milliners and dressmakers worked all day on +black, nothing but black. So constant, and always sudden, was the demand +for mourning trousseaux that she and Julia often worked at night after +the women, worn out, had gone home. + +And those that had no men at the front to be killed were ashamed to +admit it, to be out of the fashion, and swelled the demands for +mourning. The Americans, resident in London, felt “out of it” in colors, +and even those come on their annual pilgrimage were advised to wear +black-and-white or dull gray. Ishbel and Julia laughed sometimes over +their work and speculated as to the origin of other fads, but they were +too busy and too tired for more than the passing jest. All England was +sad enough without pretence, and worrying not only for relatives and +friends at the front, but for the nation’s prestige. Julia and Ishbel, +at dinner, talked of little else but the news in the evening bulletins, +and often it was of a personal nature. Nigel Herbert had been among the +first to volunteer, had been wounded at Vaal Kranz, recovered, and was +fighting again, besides corresponding with one of the great dailies. Two +of Ishbel’s admirers had died at Ladysmith, one of enteric, the other in +a reckless sortie. Still another was in hospital with two bullets in +him; and beyond the brief despatch which conveyed this news to the +press, she had heard nothing. His going had solved a problem, but she +was thankful for her work. Geoffrey Herbert had been killed at +Paardeberg, and Bridgit had gone out to the Cape with hospital supplies. + +Of France not a word was heard until June 12th, when his name was among +the list of wounded at the battle of Diamond Hill. Two months later +Julia read of his arrival in England. + + + V + +ON these warm August evenings Ishbel and Julia had their dinner in the +garden under a beech tree. Ishbel’s bright courage seldom failed her, +but she was grateful for Julia’s companionship and help during this the +most trying period of her life, and Julia, glad to be necessary to some +one, above all to her favorite friend, responded without any of the +usual feminine fervors, and the harmony between them remained unbroken. +Mr. Jones, helpless in body and bitter in mind, demanded every moment +his wife could give him, but occasionally permitted Julia to take her +place and read the war news aloud. + +Between the defeat of the Boer forces at Diamond Hill and the beginning +of Kitchener’s “drives,” there was less demand for mourning garments; +the war, indeed, was believed to be over. Ishbel and Julia rose later +and left the shop earlier. Both were haggard and needed rest. They made +a deliberate attempt to enjoy their evening meal, refusing to discuss +immediate deaths and hypothetical disaster, and tabûing personal topics. +There was still plenty to discuss, and so many reminiscences of officers +that had left their lives or their looks in the South African graveyard, +that it was easy to steer clear of private anxieties. But one evening +after the cloth was removed and they were alone, Julia said abruptly:— + +“I had a letter from Harold to-day—directed to the shop. He had just +learned that I had not gone to Nevis. He did not say who gave him my +address—” + +“Yes?” The word had a fashion of flying from Ishbel’s lips at all times. +Now she sat forward in alarm. “Yes?” + +“He says that I am to return to White Lodge to-morrow.” + +“But of course you will not!” + +“Of course not. I consulted a solicitor some time ago. He cannot compel +me to live with him. On the other hand—” + +“Yes?” + +“As I am unable to get a legal separation I cannot prevent him from +forcing himself into my rooms, annoying me in a thousand ways. He might +even come to the shop and make a scene.” + +“Well, it is my shop, and I can have him put out. Did you tell the +solicitor other things? Is there really no chance of a legal +separation?” + +“He did not seem to think well of my reasons for wanting one. I could +not bring myself to tell him much, and I have kept it in the background +so long it seemed rather dim and flat—the little I did tell him. He +said that mental cruelty existed largely in women’s imaginations. Then +he consoled me by adding that if I refused to return, Harold might be +betrayed into some overt act before witnesses, perhaps later give me +cause for divorce. But I don’t think so. He is very cunning. His +instinct for self-protection is almost abnormal. I told the lawyer I +believed Harold to be insane, and he was quite shocked; said there was +too much talk already of insanity in the great families of Britain, and +it was doing them harm with the lower orders—intimated that it was my +duty to keep such an affliction dark if it really had descended upon the +house of France. When I told him I knew that at least two of Harold’s +ancestors had been shut up for years at Bosquith, and not so long ago, +he fairly squirmed. Then he advised me to conceal both my knowledge and +my suspicions if I hoped for a divorce. The law is far more tender to +its lunatics than to their victims. Harold, shut up for +twenty—thirty—forty years would continue to be my husband on the off +chance of his cure—while I consoled myself with the prospect of his +release! On the other hand, if left at large he may give me cause for +divorce. That was the only argument that appealed to me. My legal friend +ended by advising me to return to Nevis—this, I feel sure, in the +interests of the British aristocracy. I’d like to make over a few laws +in this country.” + +“That is what Bridgit says. The women of the lower classes might almost +as well be slaves in the Congo. They can’t divorce a merely drunken +brute, and a legal separation does them little good. If a man wants to +desert his family all he has to do is to go to the Midlands or the North +and disappear in a coal mine, while his wife, unable to marry a better +man, sinks to the dregs in the effort to support herself, perhaps half a +dozen children. The laws in this country might have been made by Turks. +Who ever hears of a man being punished because he is the father of the +child a wretched girl has murdered? Oh—some day—let us hope—But we +have the present to deal with. Have you answered France’s letter?” + +“Yes, I wrote him that I never should return to him, that I had had +legal advice, that I was able to support myself, that I wished never to +hear from him again. Also, that any further letters I received from him +I should return unopened to his club. I did not write a page, but I +fancy he cannot mistake my meaning.” + +“I am afraid he will persecute you, but you must be brave. If necessary, +you might hide in the country for a bit, or go over to Paris for me—” + +“I shall stay here at work. He can do his worst.” + +But, alas, it was always Harold France’s good fortune to be underrated. +Julia, well as she knew him, had never yet gauged the depth and extent +of his resources. Some strange arrest in his mental development, +possibly a forgotten blow during boyhood, or a prenatal check, had left +him with a quick, cunning, malicious, scheming mind which otherwise +might have been brilliant, unscrupulous, and resourceful in the grand +manner. Possibly it might have been useful as well; and this may have +been the secret of those vague angry ambitions, always seething in the +base of his cramped brain. Whatever the cause, his mind required a +constant grievance to feed on, and whatever his limitations, they were +never too great to interfere with the success of his devilish purposes. + +Three mornings later Ishbel and Julia arrived in Bond Street at a few +minutes before eleven. Royalty was expected at a quarter past, and as +they ascended the stairs they were not surprised to see the forewoman, +pale and trembling, standing at the turn. When royalty had +arrived—unheralded—the day before, she had almost wept, and her +assistant had succumbed and been obliged to leave the room. It was the +first time that royalty had honored the shop in Bond Street, smart as it +was, and when the princess left she had announced that on the morrow she +should return with her two girls. Ishbel had felt sure that her women +would not close their eyes during the night, and be quite unfit for the +strain of the second visit. Therefore, she laughed merrily as she saw +Miss Slocum’s twisted visage. + +“Brace up! Brace up!” she cried. “You have nearly twenty minutes yet. +And am I not here? Mrs. France and I will wait on their royal +highnesses—” + +“Oh, your ladyship,” wailed the woman. “It ain’t that—or, I mean I +could stand it much better to-day. I’d made up my mind. No! It’s worse!” + +“Worse?” + +The woman glanced up the half flight behind her. The door leading into +the show-room was closed. “Oh, your ladyship, there’s two awful +creatures in there, and their royal highnesses coming in ten minutes. I +told them to go—” + +“But I don’t understand. Every one has a right to come here. I can’t +have any of my customers put out for royalty. I am not being honored by +a call. This is a shop—” + +“Oh, yes, my lady, but you don’t understand. You’ve never had this +sort—” + +“What sort?” + +The woman’s voice quavered and broke. “Tarts, my lady. Regular +Piccadilly trotters, that’s what!” + +Ishbel was as dismayed as the woman could wish. Followed by her equally +horrified friend she brushed the forewoman aside, ran up the stair, and +entered the show-room. The large windows, open to the gay subdued roar +of Bond Street, let in a flood of mellow sunshine. The square room, not +too large, and with a mere suggestion of the First Empire in its wall +paper and scant furniture, was a severe yet delicate background for the +most charming hats ever seen in London. Of every shape and size, but +each touched with a fairy’s wand, these harbingers of autumn, hopefully +prismatic, and mounted on slender rods, seemed to sing that woman’s face +was naught without its frame, and that in them alone was the problem of +the floating decoration solved. + +But alas! no such fantasie was in the air this morning. “Creatures,” in +truth! Two females, loudly dyed, rouged, blackened, bedecked in cheap +finery, were overhauling hats, mantles, and chiffons, despite the +protests of the livid assistant. Ishbel went directly up to the largest +and most aggressive. + +“I am so sorry,” she said with her sweet remote smile and her bright +crisp manner, “but I must ask you to go. Some other time I shall be most +happy to show you the things, but just now everything must be put in +order as quickly as possible. I am expecting patrons who are in town +only for the moment. As you see, this room is not very large. Be quick, +Jeannie, will you?” + +She turned her back on the two women, but the largest walked +deliberately round in front of her. + +“I say,” she said, “are you the boss?” + +“I am—Jeannie—” + +“I say. What’s a shop for if ladies can’t call and see things? Is this a +private shop for your friends?” + +“No, but this morning is exceptional. I really must ask you to go—” she +glanced at the clock. It was nearly ten minutes past eleven, and royalty +was hideously prompt. “I dislike being rude, but I must ask you to go at +once.” + +“Really, now!” The woman sat herself on the little sofa before the +mantel and spread out her gaudy skirts. “I ain’t going to be put out. +Brass is brass, and mine’s as good as any. Wot you say, Frenchie?” + +“That’s what.” Her partner was holding a large hat on her uplifted arm, +and twirling it from side to side. “And I want a hat. Don’t mind trying +’em all on, one by one.” + +“If you don’t go at once, I shall call the police.” + +“Police? Wot for? Ain’t we behaving ourselves proper? I call that libel, +I do.” + +At this moment the door, which Ishbel had taken care to close, flew +open, and royalty entered, followed by two slim young daughters. The +eyes of the lady on the sofa bulged, but her presence of mind did not +desert her. She sprang to her feet and threw her arm round Ishbel’s +waist. + +“Your hats are too sweet, dearie,” she exclaimed. “I shall take four +to-day and come back to-morrow—” + +At the same moment the other woman, who had dropped the hat, lit a +cigarette. + +Royalty gasped, made a motion not unlike that of a mother hen when she +spreads her wings to protect her chicks from a sudden shower, then +shooed her girls out and down the stairs. + +Ishbel made no motion to detain her. No explanation was possible. She +saw ruin, but she merely removed her waist from the embrace of the woman +and turned her white composed face upon both of the invaders. + +“Will you explain what spite you have against me?” she asked. + +“Oh!” cried Julia, passionately. “Can’t you see? France has sent them.” + +“Right you are, dearie,” said the younger cocotte, smoking comfortably. +“And here we stay till you pack up and go home to your lawful husband. +Lucky you are to have one. Oh, yes, my lady, you can call in the +bobbies, but this is the middle of Bond Street, and we’ll raise such a +hell of a row as we’re being dragged out there won’t be anybody else +coming up here in a hurry.” + +Julia turned to her. “If I leave this shop and promise never to return, +will you agree to do the same?” + +“If you go back to your husband. If you don’t, here we, and more of us, +come every day, unless, of course, her ladyship has us put out! Your +leaving the shop won’t help matters any. You go back to White Lodge. +France is an old pal of mine, but it isn’t often we see his brass. Jolly +lark this is, too.” + +“Very well,” said Julia. “I shall go.” + +“You shall not!” cried Ishbel, passionately. “My business is ruined in +any case. We can go to America—” + +“And leave Mr. Jones? He is dependent upon you for shelter. Your +business is not ruined. Of course the princess will not come again, but +you have powerful friends that will explain to her and prevent the story +from spreading—” + +“Right you are. France ain’t aiming to spite her. But he’ll ruin every +friend you’ve got unless you go home, double quick.” + +“I shall go this afternoon.” And Julia ran down the stairs and out of +the building before Ishbel could detain her. + + + VI + +JULIA took a closed fly at Stanmore, and in the avenue of White Lodge +her eyes moved constantly from one window to the other. But on this +bright hot afternoon there was neither sound nor motion in the woods. +She feared that the house might be without servants, but as the fly +entered the garden she saw that the windows were open and that smoke +rose from the kitchen chimney. White Lodge was built round three sides +of a shallow court, and after dismissing the fly, she attempted to open +the door on her right, as it was close to the stair which communicated +with the hallway outside her own rooms. But this door was locked. So +apparently were the central doors, but the one opposite and leading into +the dining room was open, and not caring to ring and announce herself, +she crossed the court and entered; although this meant that she must +traverse the entire house to reach the comparative shelter of her own +apartment. The large rooms were full of light, but she was nearly ten +minutes arriving at her destination, for she opened every door warily, +and explored dark corridors with her eyes before she put her foot in +them. But even on the twisted stair she met no one, and the house was as +silent as the wood. + +When she entered her boudoir, she saw that the door leading into her +bedroom was closed. For a moment she was grateful, as it was a room of +hideous memories, and she intended to sleep on her wide sofa as long as +she was obliged to remain at White Lodge. Then she remembered that its +inner door led into France’s rooms, and that she intended to move a +heavy piece of furniture across it. + +She opened the door cautiously and looked in. This room was very dark +and close; the heavy curtains were drawn across the windows. By such +light as she had let in she could define nothing but shapeless masses of +heavy furniture, not an outline; it would have been difficult to tell a +man from a bedpost. She was about to close the door and ring for a +servant when the one opposite opened and the big frame of her husband +seemed to fill the sudden panel of light. There was not a key in the +boudoir, nor time to move furniture. Julia retreated behind a table. + +France crossed the inner room at his leisure and entered. Julia almost +relieved the tension of her feelings by laughing aloud. Every man that +had come back from the Boer war looked ten years older, but she had seen +no one before that looked ridiculous as well. Not only were his stiff +hair and moustache gray and his bony face gaunt, but the copper color of +the tan he had acquired during the months preceding his weeks in +hospital clung to his pallid face in patches, making him look as if +afflicted with some foul disease; and he had lost a front tooth. His +glassy eyes, however, were less dull, and moved restlessly. + +“Howd’y do?” he said. “Didn’t expect you till to-night or to-morrow. +Good girls! Good girls!” + +He was about to turn the corner of the table when he paused abruptly and +his jaw fell. He found himself looking into the barrel of a small +revolver. + +“Sit down,” said Julia. “I’m willing to talk to you for a few moments, +but if you come a step nearer, I’ll shoot.” + +France made a movement as if he would spring. The pistol advanced, and +he stood staring into the thing. He was a brave man on the battlefield, +but he had never looked into the mouth of a firearm at close range, and +he disliked the sensation it induced. He gave a loud laugh and sat down. + +“Oh, well, my lady, have your dramatics. I can wait. What’ve you got to +say? Seems to me you should have a good deal. Nice pair of liars you and +your aunt!” + +Julia took the chair directly opposite his. + +“I have come back—” + +“Oh, I say! That thing will go off. Pistols were not made for women to +fool with.” + +Julia put the pistol in her lap. + +“I have returned to White Lodge to protect Ishbel, and for no other +reason. Your plot was fiendish, and you won out. But I win now. I shall +not leave you again, but I shall be my own mistress. I shall no longer +call you names nor attempt to make you understand how I loathe you, but +if you ever enter my rooms again or attempt to touch me, here or +elsewhere, I shall shoot you without further notice!” + +“Oh, you will! And how long do you think you can keep that sort of +heroics up? You’ve got to sleep, and there’s not a key in your rooms.” + +“There will be to-morrow. I left orders with the locksmith in Stanmore. +I need not sleep to-night, and I shall meet him when he comes, and stand +guard with this pistol. You interfere at your peril.” + +“And do you think that keys can keep me out?” + +“I shall use both keys and heavy pieces of furniture. You cannot enter +without making noise enough to rouse me. And if you succeeded, you would +gain nothing. I can always kill myself. I would boil in oil before you +should ever touch me again.” + +“You are hard for such a young ’un,” muttered France. “Gad, your eyes +are like ice!” He made a motion as if to cover his own eyes, but they +flashed with exultation, and he dropped his hand. + +“Look here,” he said. “You can’t get the best of me. I gave you to +understand there was to be no compromise. You were to come back to me, +or your Ishbel would be ruined. Well, that’s what I meant. You chuck +that pistol, and you do everything else I tell you to do, or I send +those tarts back to the shop.” + +“I can do no more to protect Ishbel than I have done already. But I +shall not live to see my best friend disgraced and ruined.” + +“Curse you!” shouted France. “Curse you!” + +“Now suppose you listen to me a moment. Since you left England I have +consulted not only a solicitor but an alienist—” + +“A—a—what—” + +“I believe you to be mad—” + +“Don’t! Don’t!” France’s face was gray and loose. His eyes rolled with +terror. + +But Julia went on remorselessly, pressing the suggestion home. + +“The doctor told me that it might be years before you would develop +acute mania. Unfortunately, your rotten spot has not developed the lust +to kill, or you would easily be got rid of. You can practise your former +methods of cruelty on me no more, but let this fact compensate you—keep +you quiet. Use it as a cud; chew on it and exult. It should satisfy you +for the rest of your life. This is it: you have destroyed my youth, you +have killed my soul, you have ruined my power of enjoyment in anything, +you have left me nothing but a mind to carry me through the rest of my +days. Even if you had died in Africa, I should never have given even a +thought to loving and being loved like other women. For me you symbolize +man and all the horrors that are in him. I live because my mind compels +it, and because my mother is still alive. If this statement does not +give you food for gloating, if you are incapable of understanding what I +mean, then—” She laid her pistol on the table again and tapped it +significantly. + +But France took no notice of the pistol. He was staring at her with his +jaw relaxed, and his eyes still full of horror. + +“Did—didn’t—he say I might never go mad?” + +“So you have thought of it yourself?” + +“No—no—not really. But out there when I lay all night on that cursed +veldt, and expected to die before they found me—I thought—thought—I +had gone pretty far here, even for me—No! No! _No!_ I never really +thought it—it was only when I came to in hospital I was jolly glad to +find that it had only been delirium—any one might mistake +delirium—curse you, you red-headed witch! I had forgotten all about +it.” + +“And do you suppose that even if you had no inherited tendency to +insanity, you could go the pace you did, do the things you have done for +years, and not rot your brain—” + +“How many men go the pace—” + +“Not yours. If you hadn’t compelled me to return to you, I should have +had you watched—” + +“You mean to say you’d lock me up—” + +“I shouldn’t waste a minute. You ought to be locked up on general +principles. It’s a half-baked civilization that permits you and your +sort to be at large. Strange laws! Strange justice!” + +France gathered himself together and stood up, but he leaned heavily on +the table. “You’ve got your revenge,” he said thickly. “Nothin’ I ever +did crueller to you or any one than tell a man his brain’s rotten—and +makin’ him believe it! Oh, God! Those eyes! If ever I do go mad, I’ll +see nothing else.” + +“Better think no more about it.” Julia, having subdued her keeper, felt +a pang of remorse and pity. “Take my advice and go to Bosquith for the +shooting—” + +“And see that brat?” + +“The duke will think the more of you. Remember he is not compelled to +allow you a thousand a year. He has a sensitive vanity, and resents lack +of attention. Besides, the sport will do you good.” + +“And you?” + +“I shall stay here.” + +“And never leave the place?” + +“I shall go to London for the day whenever I choose, and I shall ride +and walk about the country. I have no desire to see any of my +neighbors.” + +“Very well. I’ll go. I’ve got to pull myself together. I can’t do it +here. I’m still off my feed, or you wouldn’t have bowled me over like +this. Before I come back, I’ll have thought out how to deal with you—” + +Julia tapped the pistol again. “I have five others. I shall conceal them +in different parts of the house, and carry this always.” + +France gave a strangled cry and began to curse, with reviving +enthusiasm. + +Julia rose and leaned across the table. + +“Be careful,” she said softly. “Keep calm. You are forty-six, your heart +is not good, and blood cannot surge through your brain much longer with +impunity. Unless you choose to court apoplexy—” + +But France had bolted from the room. An hour later he was on his way to +Bosquith. + + + VII + +HE didn’t return for a month. During that time Julia did not go to +London. She was glad to be alone and to rest. For the first time she +realized how tired she was, and enjoyed lying in bed late and being +waited on. She felt as hard as she appeared to France, and cynically +made up her mind to select from life such of its physical and mental +pleasures as she could command and enjoy, since personality was denied +her. She saw no hope in the future except the preservation of her bodily +and mental integrity. Whatever else France might compel her to do, or +however live, she must submit, as she could not spend her life +flourishing a pistol. Now that she had found herself, knew that she no +longer feared him, she guessed that he would take no further pleasure in +frightening her; but the mere fact of his presence in the house year +after year was enough to turn her into a mere shell. That she was +already one she did not quite believe, despite her bitter declaration, +for she knew the tenacity of youth and the buoyancy of her nature; but +ten—twenty—thirty years! + +And how long would her nerves last? To be forced to live under the same +roof with a man whose mere glance made her nerves crawl was bad enough, +but to sleep night after night, for months on end (save when she could +persuade him to visit), a few yards from a possible lunatic, must wear +down the stoutest defences of will and reason. There was a double cause +for sleeping with one pistol under her pillow and another under a book +on the table beside her bed. The situation had something of grim humor +in it as well as adventurous excitement, and Julia shrugged her +shoulders and felt grateful that she had inherited her mother’s nerves. + +But she thought as little as possible, since thinking did no good. +Moreover, in years she was young, and although her spirit was curdled +and dark at present, its quality was fine and high; and for such spirits +life is rarely long enough to bury hope, save for brief moments, alive. + +For the present she read and walked and rode, her surface contentment +increased by the cheering news from Ishbel that one of her powerful +aunts, who was a personal friend of the outraged royal lady, had made a +satisfactory explanation; and the princess, to signify her forgiveness +and sympathy, had ordered several hats sent to her for inspection. It +was not to be expected that she would risk a second shock by venturing +into the shop in Bond Street again, but she was a conscientious soul, +always recognizing the duties toward mere mortals imposed upon those of +divine origin; and as discretion was a part of her equipment, the story +never got about town. Ishbel’s business was saved. But it was a long +time before Julia dared to enter that shop again. + +She heard France return, late one night. She rose at once, put on her +dressing-gown, and sat on the edge of her bed-sofa, waiting. But +although he made an even greater noise and fuss than usual, summoning +the entire staff of servants from their beds to wait on him, and spent +at least an hour in the dining-room, he did not pass her door. + +She met him on the following day in the living-room, a few moments +before luncheon. He greeted her with an almost regal courtesy, asked +after her health, and then preceded her into the dining-room. During the +meal, although he looked the personification of serene amiability, he +did not address a remark to her. Julia, puzzled but relieved, noted that +he looked far better than when he had gone to Bosquith, that his hands +were steadier, and that he drank nothing. At the end of the meal he rose +with a slight bow as if dismissing her—from his thoughts, no +doubt!—and left the room without smoking. It was probable that he was +nursing his nerves. + +The next day she learned that he had bought a string of hunters and a +pack of fifty couples. A corresponding number of grooms and helpers +appeared in the stables, as well as a pack huntsman, a kennel huntsman, +and whippers-in. Hunting is the most expensive luxury, counting out +dissipations, in which an Englishman can indulge, and Julia wondered at +his sudden extravagance. True, he had never stinted himself in anything, +and he was one of the best-dressed men in England, but, then, he had +always schemed to make some one else pay, and since his social +restoration his tailor had “carried” him. Relieved as she was at his +avoidance of her, and to be excused from making conversation at the +table, curiosity overcame her in the course of a week, and one night at +dinner, when the servants had left the room, she asked him if he had +joined the Hertfordshire. + +“I have,” he said graciously. + +“I thought hunting was so terribly expensive.” + +“What of that?” he asked, with his new grand air. “Whatever is due my +position I am not likely to forget.” + +He uttered this copy-book sentiment, so different from his usual loose +slang, as if he had rehearsed it, and Julia began to perceive that he +had cut out a new rôle for himself, and was wearing it with his usual +methodical consistency. + +“But can you afford it? You know this is a matter which does not admit +of debt—” + +“I am not in the habit of being catechised, but I am willing to gratify +you. I satisfied myself at Bosquith that neither my cousin nor his child +has many months to live.” + +“But I heard that the child was healthy, and that the duke was +uncommonly well.” + +“They are both in the last stages of tuberculosis, Bright’s disease, or +diabetes, I have not made up my mind which. And I also satisfied myself +that Margaret will have no more children.” + +“Oh! I see. Then you expect to succeed shortly.” + +“Within a year.” + +“Then perhaps when you have what you’ve always most wanted in life, you +will let me go my own way.” + +For the first time his glassy eyes lit a small sinister torch, although +they did not meet hers. They had not met hers since his return. + +“You will be my duchess and do your little to support the prestige of +the great house into which you have had the good fortune to marry. If +you leave me, or in any way bring discredit upon me and my family, you +know one penalty. Others you will learn if you cause me even the +lightest displeasure.” + +Julia laughed outright. “Really, Harold, you were about the only man I +had never thought funny—for good and sufficient reasons! Now you are +too absurd, with your airs of superiority over the mere female, and your +new rôle of stage lord. You were more impressive when you were the +ordinary male brute, for at least you were natural. You never were +intended for an actor.” + +“Actor?” His tones were still even. It seemed impossible to ruffle him. +“I have told you that I expect to be Duke of Kingsborough in six +months.” + +“Even so. What duke do you know that puts on such airs? Even +Kingsborough pretends to be simple and democratic.” + +“The great peers of England have made a mistake in affecting a democracy +it is impossible they should feel. They have only lowered the dignity of +their position. I propose to raise it. When I am Kingsborough, I shall +restore the ancient glories of Bosquith, and live as the old feudal +lords lived, with an army of retainers, and a tenantry to whom my +lightest word is law. I shall entertain as kings have forgotten how to +entertain, and in no village on my estates anywhere shall an election +ever be held again.” + +“Good Lord! Do you fancy you can turn back the clock? This is the +twentieth century.” + +“I am not the only one who believes that the clock will turn back—to +absolute monarchy. It is the only solution—barring Socialism—if we are +to escape mob rule.” + +This was the one thoughtful remark he had made, and she looked at him +with a trifle less suspicion, then remembered having read an intensely +conservative article in one of the reviews, not long since. She had left +it in the library, she recalled. But it was odd that he should open a +review. She had never known him to read anything but French novels and +the _Pink ’Un_. Was he trying to educate his mind, late in life? Far be +it from her to discourage him, even if it did lead to impossible dreams. +She rose from the table. + +“Well, it will be picturesque,” she said. “I suppose I shall wear gold +brocade to breakfast—” + +“I have not risen,” said France, in an even remote tone. + +“Oh? What? Are you practising on me?” + +France turned almost purple. But he made no reply. He merely rose with +great dignity and left the room. Julia watched him cross the court with +as much interest as amusement. His back was imposing, regal. Nature +certainly had started in a lavish mood to fashion him, then suffered +from a fit of spleen when she finished his shoulders, and vented it on +his head—without and within! Poor devil, what mortifications awaited +him! For the moment she forgot the bitter debt she owed him. + + + VIII + +ON the following day, at luncheon, France remarked:— + +“I shall leave cards on the county. When they are returned, no one will +be admitted. I do not wish you to have any relations with my neighbors.” + +“I haven’t the least desire to have any relations with our neighbors.” + +“And you will exercise on foot hereafter. I shall want all the mounts.” + +“Very well.” + +“If you wish to go to London, you will walk to Stanmore. I have given +orders at the stables that none are to be taken from you, and the +servants will take none to Stanmore.” + +“Very well.” + +Julia looked up, and their eyes met for the first time. In his was the +strange glitter that had terrified her early in her married life and +with which she had grown horribly familiar during her previous sojourn +at White Lodge. It was an expression of utterly soulless mirth, such, no +doubt, as lit the eyes of savages while watching their victims at the +stake. She saw at once that he was devising new methods of tormenting +her and debated whether it would be wiser to laugh at him or to let him +think he was accomplishing his purpose. Being now poised and entirely +without fear, it was her disposition to reveal herself, if only as a +compensation for what he had made her suffer; but, on the other hand, +she wanted what peace she could get; she felt no desire to vary the +monotony of her life by egging him on to a point where, in spite of her +pistols and her courage, he could easily, with his devilish resource, +make her life unbearable. She believed that if she possessed her soul in +patience, he would weary of the game and leave, even if he did not +fulfil her hopes and go quite out of his mind first. She decided to +temporize, and dropped her eyes. + +“You make my life very hard, but I can only submit,” she murmured. + +“I wish you never to forget that you are, so to speak, a prisoner of +state.” + +Julia controlled her muscles and replied demurely:— + +“The king commands. I have only to obey. I shall probably expire of +ennui, but, after all, I am only a woman, so what matter?” + +“Quite so!” + +Julia raised her lashes. The dancing glitter in his eyes was appalling. +There was no doubt in her mind at that moment that his complete loss of +reason was but a question of months. So much the better if she must +merely humor a madman; that, at least, was “managing” without loss of +self-respect. She sighed, and looked wistfully out of the window. + +“I suppose you do not intend to permit me to follow the hounds?” + +“Certainly not. I intend that you shall remain within the walls of White +Lodge for the rest of your life and do nothing.” + +“Oh, very well.” + +Having banished all expression from her eyes, she looked at him again. +This time he was regarding her with condescension and approval. “You may +go to your room,” he said. + +She thanked him and retired in good order. + +He did not address her again for quite a month. Then he informed her +that there would be a large hunt breakfast at the house on the following +morning, and commanded her to appear. He had already entertained a +number of red-coated men at breakfast, and Julia wondered at their +complaisance in admitting him to something like intimacy; for, in spite +of the position he had enjoyed for a time as a respectable benedict and +heir to a dukedom, he had never made a friend, and it was patent that he +was swallowed with many grimaces. But she guessed that noblesse oblige +had much to do with it. The man had been accepted when placed in a +position by his powerful relative to press home his social rights; +therefore, was it impossible, in his fallen fortunes, to retreat to +their old position, unless he proved himself a flagrant cad. Besides, he +had fought bravely in South Africa, and personal courage and patriotism +compensate for many shortcomings. Moreover, he was an admirable +cross-country rider. He was safe enough for the present. + +She dressed herself with some excitement on the following morning, for +it was long since gayety of any sort had entered her life. But when she +stood in her house gown among some twenty men and women in pink coats +and riding habits, all chattering of the prospective meet, and of the +one two days before, she felt sadly out of it, and wished she had been +permitted to remain in seclusion. It was nearly two years since she had +presided at a hunt breakfast, and then she had worn her own habit, and +been as keen for the chase as any of her guests. But as she stood with a +group of women waiting for breakfast to be announced, and answering +polite questions, assuring her indifferent neighbors that her frail +health alone forbade her joining them in the field, she was astonished +to find that she did not envy them, nor did she feel the least desire to +race across the country after a frantic fox. It seemed such a futile +attempt at self-delusion in the matter of pleasure. What had come over +her? Had she seen too much of the serious side of life during her eight +months in London? + +If she had wondered at France’s benevolence in permitting her to meet +his guests and preside at his table, she was not long receiving +enlightenment. They sat opposite each other in the table’s width, and +before ten minutes had passed, he opened upon her batteries which hardly +could be called masked. She had almost forgotten him, and was laughing +merrily at a sally of the good-natured youth who sat on her left, when +France leaned across the table and said softly:— + +“Not so loud, my dear. You have forgotten your manners this last year. +This is not Nevis.” + +Julia was so completely taken by surprise that to her intense annoyance +she colored violently. But she instantly understood his new tactics, and +blazing defiance on him, regardless of consequences, turned to her +neighbor. Whatever she might submit to in private, pride commanded that +she hold her own in public. + +But every time that she answered a remark addressed to her by some one +opposite, his dry sarcastic glance crossed hers, and once he said, +raising his voice: “Workin’ in a bonnet shop doesn’t improve manners, by +Jove. But my wife is only a child yet, and my cousin Kingsborough and +Lady Arabella worked too hard over her not to have been rewarded if she +could have remained with them. Of course, I’m only a rough sailor.” + +There was an intense and painful pause after this speech, although Julia +paid no attention, and once more permitted her musical laugh, not the +least of her charms, to ring out. She fancied this was the last time the +county would honor White Lodge, but shrewdly surmised that it was the +last time they would be invited. They had been brought together to +satisfy her husband’s passion for inflicting torment. + +And not once did he betray himself. He looked superior, tolerant, +lightly annoyed, but never vicious. His guests pronounced him a cad by +the grace of God, but too great an ass to know what he was up to. They +had long since accepted the fact that he was off his head about his +wife; and, although this was damned uncomfortable, could only conclude +that he was trying in his blundering way to apologize for her; why, +heaven only knew, as she could give him cards and spades on breeding. +Julia secretly hoped that he would suddenly lose his self-control and +burst out in a torrent of abuse, but France still had sentinels posted +at every turn in his brain, and played his part throughout the breakfast +without an instant’s lapse. He laughed tolerantly whenever he caught her +making an observation or airing an opinion, but it was not until just +before they rose from the table that he made another attack. The +incessant sporting talk had ceased for a moment, and some one had +mentioned Nigel Herbert’s books, apropos of his fine record in South +Africa. + +“Is he goin’ to hammer away at Socialism for the rest of his life?” +asked one of the young women. “Awful bore, because he’s an old pal of +mine, and I’d like to read him. Do use your influence, Mrs. France. He +thinks a towerin’ lot of your opinion.” + +“Oh, now! now!” broke in France. “Don’t encourage my little wife in any +of her nonsense. She’s straight, all right, but an awful little goose +about men. Hope you haven’t turned her head, Lansing,” addressing the +young man beside her. “She’s only a child yet, and devoted to me, but I +don’t want to be teased noon and night for a new toy.” + +“By God,” muttered one of the men, “let’s take him to the duck pond. +Serves us right for coming here. Wish I’d opposed his election. Silly +asses, all of us. Leopards don’t change spots. But she’s a brick.” + +Julia, at least, had won the admiration of the company by her attitude, +after the first attack, of serene unconsciousness. She might have been +deaf and blind, and at the same time there was no betraying note of +defiance in her voice or flash in her eyes. It was impossible to call +France cruel, but the guests, as they filed out, and got on their mounts +as quickly as possible, voted that it must be harder to be shut up with +a bounder like that than to have lost the prospect of being a duchess. + +After they had gone, and Julia had brought the angry blood from her head +by a long tramp in the opposite direction, she recalled a visit she had +once paid with France to the castle of a young peer of the realm who had +married a wealthy American girl for whom he had conceived an intense +dislike. This man had appeared to take a peculiar pleasure in mortifying +his wife in company, by an irresistible play of wit directed at herself. +Julia had felt a passionate sympathy for the helpless young duchess, who +had neither the subtlety of tongue nor the bad manners of the man who +was spending her money, and had expressed her wrath to France in no +measured terms. France forgot nothing. When he felt the time had come +for a new weapon, he selected one that is in every husband’s armory, +and, although he used it clumsily, possessing nothing of the young +duke’s cold irony and glancing wit, there was no chance that it should +miss its aim. + +Julia was apprehensive that France, irritated at his failure to provoke +her to retort, if not to tears, might seek other vengeance. But when +they met on the following day it was evident by the expression of his +eyes that he was quite satisfied. The arrogance of his manner, indeed, +led her to suspect that his faith in himself was too great to recognize +failure if it sprang at him, and for small mercies she was thankful. + +It was nearly three months before he addressed another remark to her +beyond polite phrases calculated to impress the servants. But one +morning, shortly after the first of the year, he sent her word that he +wished her presence in the library. She went at once and found him +sitting before the table in a magisterial attitude. Before him was a +long itemized bill. + +“You have been ordering books,” he said in a voice of cutting reproof, +as if speaking to a dependant who must be shown his place. “I gave you +no permission to run up bills of any sort.” + +“I have always ordered books—for years, at least—it did not occur to +me.” + +This time Julia was deeply mortified, and showed it as plainly as he +could wish. + +“You pretend to loathe me—your own word—and yet you are not too proud +to run up bills for me to pay.” + +Julia’s gorge rose, and her humiliation fled. “You compel me to live +with you, and I am entitled to compensation. Besides, after all, you are +my husband and I see no reason why you should not pay my bills. If you +permit me to live away from you, that is another matter. I had nothing +charged to you while I was earning my living.” + +“If you want books, my lady, you can write to your mother for the money +to pay for them. Silly ass I was to marry a girl without a penny. Who +else would have married you if I hadn’t, and you thrown at my head? You +ought to be thankful for bread and butter and a roof. No girl has a +right to marry a man in my position unless she brings him her weight in +gold.” + +“What a pity I shall cost you so much when I’m a duchess,” said Julia, +mildly. “You would better let me go at once.” + +“When you are a duchess, you’ll have clothes, but you’ll have no books, +and no more liberty than you have here. As for this bill, I’ll pay +it—when I get ready—but I shall write to-day and tell them that you +have no further credit. You can go now.” + +Julia, as she left the room, felt dismayed for the first time. What +should she do without books? The winter was very wet, and English +winters are very long, and often wet. She was forced to remain indoors a +good deal; and to sit and hold her hands! + +In the course of another month she found a new cause for uneasiness. +Several times she awakened suddenly in the night and listened to heavy +breathing outside her door; and when France was unable to hunt he +prowled unceasingly about the house in the daytime. It was all very well +to wish he would go quite out of his mind, but to be forced to accompany +him through the various stages might be too great an ordeal even for her +sound nerves. + + + IX + +SHE stood one morning at her window, staring out at the rain. She had +evaded the question for days, but she faced it now. What was she to do? +She had always despised women with nerves, the strong fibre of her brain +and the steel frame in her apparently frail body balancing her otherwise +abundant femininity. When women had complained to her of nerves, cried +out that they hated life, she had felt like an entomologist looking at +specimens on a pin. When they had demanded sympathy she had asked them +why, if they didn’t like their life, they didn’t go out and make +another. Bridgit and Ishbel had done it, and she had heard of many +others, although few of these were in her own class. Had not her sense +of fate been so strong, she should have gone herself years ago. + +These superfluous women had not taken kindly to her advice, and when she +had added that strength was the greatest achievement of the human +character, they had merely stared at her. These confidences had not been +many, but one woman had replied petulantly that politics and charities +were not in her line, and one had reminded her gently that a woman did +not always hold her fate in her hands. She had despised this woman more +than any of the others. In her youthful arrogance and consciousness of +powers of some sort, she had equal contempt for the woman who submitted +to detested conditions, and for the man who was too poor to keep up his +position and yet grumbled, without seeking the obvious remedy. + +But her spirit was chastened. She had discovered one woman, at least, +that was quite helpless, and it seemed to her highly ironic that this, +of all women, should be herself. She had felt her independence so keenly +during the eight months she had earned her bread, working as hard as any +of her humble associates, after she had persuaded Ishbel that she was +broken in. She had often been tried to the point of fainting, for she +had been accustomed always to the open-air life, and it would take more +than eight months and a strong will to make a well-oiled machine of her; +but she had persisted, never thought of looking for easier work, always +rejoicing in her liberty and in the independent spirit that had bought +it. Moreover, she had formed the habit of work, and soon after her +return to White Lodge she had begun almost automatically to wish for a +regular occupation of some sort. She had understood then why Ishbel +loved her business as she never had loved society and its pleasures. But +after she had made over all the clothes she had left behind at her +flight, and retrimmed all her hats, she realized that there is no joy to +be got out of useless work; with the exception of the hunt breakfast she +had not even crossed the path of one of her neighbors. Her evening gowns +alone had proved necessary, as France, the day after his return, had +issued an edict that she was to dress for dinner. + +She had by no means forgotten her old desire to write, but although she +had essayed it more than once, particularly during the past month, she +could rouse her mind to no vital interest in fiction, although she had +come upon themes enough during her sojourn in the world. She wondered if +such productive faculties as she may have been born with had withered +under the blight of her married life; not knowing that the genius for +fiction survives the death of every illusion, being, as it is, quite +outside the range of personality and watered by the lost fountain of +youth. She had not, however, dismissed the belief, cunningly nursed by +Bridgit and Ishbel, that she had talents of some sort, and that the +expression of them would manifest itself in due course. + +But now? What was she to do meanwhile? Where should she seek refuge +against a possible disaster in her nervous system which might wreck her +life? There was nothing here. If she fled to London and obtained +employment of any sort, even in an obscure shop, France would carry out +his threat and ruin Ishbel, one way or another. If he dared not employ +his original method again—and why not? He was cunning enough to know +that one sensational episode might be explained away, but not two of the +same kind. There is nothing people weary of so quickly as explanations. + +If she could only take up a difficult language. She had studied French +and German during four of her years in the world, and knew the power of +a foreign tongue to dominate the brain. She had intended to take up +Italian, and it was the resource for which she most longed at the +moment. But she could as easily furnish the library downstairs. + +She was about to turn from the window and go for a ten-mile tramp in the +rain, since nothing was left her but physical exercise, when she saw a +fly crawling up the avenue. She was not particularly interested, as the +occupant was more than likely to have a dun or a writ in his pocket, but +she lingered, watching idly. The least event broke the monotony of her +existence. + +As the fly approached the end of the avenue, the door was flung open and +a man jumped out impatiently, paid the driver, and walked rapidly toward +the house. It was Nigel Herbert. + +Julia’s first impulse was to run downstairs and embrace him. Her spirits +went up with a wild rush. But she rang the bell and asked the servant if +her husband was in the house. He was tearing across country with his +pack on an independent hunt. She ordered a fire built in the +drawing-room, rearranged her hair, and put on a becoming house frock of +apple-green cloth. She observed with some pleasure that her skin was as +white as ever, if her chin and throat were not as round as when Nigel +had seen her last. Excitement brought the old brilliance to her eyes, +and she smiled for the first time since the hunt breakfast. She ran +downstairs and into the drawing-room. Nigel, who was standing before the +fire in the chill room, met her halfway and gave both her hands a close +clasp. + +“Oh, this is so delightful—so delightful—how did you think of it—when +did you come back—” Julia delivered a volley of questions, not only +because she was excited herself, but because she saw that Nigel had come +charged with so much that he could say nothing at the moment. + +They sat down and continued to stare at each other. Nigel was far more +changed than Julia. The smooth pink face she had first known was lined +and rather sallow, his eyes had lost their careless laughter, his lips +their boyish pout. + +“Oh, South Africa! South Africa!” said Julia, softly. “How it has +changed all of you.” + +“Rather!” said Nigel, sadly. “Those that are left of us. Perhaps you +don’t know that I am literally the last of my name now, except my poor +old father—who has forgiven me once for all. I had four brothers and +six cousins when this war began. Now I have scarcely a friend of my sex. +At all events I know the worst. There is no one left to mourn for but my +father, and he’ll go soon. But I haven’t a pang left in me—not of that +sort. God! What a cursed thing war is! A cursed, useless, souless thing! +But I’ll treat that subject elsewhere. I’ve come here to see you, and I +don’t fancy we’ll be uninterrupted any too long—” + +“Oh, he rarely takes luncheon here—and you are to take yours with me. +Do you know that I haven’t had a soul to talk to since last November?” + +“I know. And that is what I have come to see you about. I—” He got up +and walked to the window, then back, his hands in his pockets. “The last +time I made love to you—the only time, for that matter—you put me off, +turned me down—” + +“Alas! I only went out that night because the romantic situation +appealed to me. What a baby I was! And since! Oh! oh! oh!” + +She sprang to her feet, and running over to the fire, knelt down, +pretending to arrange the logs. Tragedy rose on the stage of her mind, +but at the same time she felt an impulse to laugh. The hard shell in +which she had fancied her spirit incased, sealed, had melted the moment +the man she liked best had appeared with love in his eyes. But tragedy +swept out humor and took possession. She flung her head down into her +lap and burst into tears. They were the first she had shed and they beat +down the last of her defences. + +“Oh, Nigel! Nigel!” she sobbed. “If you knew! If you knew! I never have +dared tell one-tenth. I dare not remember—” + +Nigel, like most of his sex, was distracted and helpless at sight of +tears. “Yes! Yes!” he exclaimed, bending over and trying to raise her. +“I know. You need not tell me. Please get up. I have so much to say—I +can’t say a word while you are like this.” + +She let him lift her and put her back in her chair. He made no attempt +to take her in his arms. + +He took the chair opposite hers and smiled wryly. “I don’t fancy I’m as +impulsive as I was! Ishbel told me when I returned last week. If I had +heard—say, during the first year of our acquaintance—I should have got +one of these new motor cars and flown to your rescue without a plan. But +much water has flowed under our bridges since then!” + +“Don’t you love me any longer?” Julia sat up alertly and dried her eyes. + +“I’ve always loved you and I fancy I always shall. But—well, we are +only young once—young in the sense of love being the one thing to live +and breathe for. And, then, I have had a resource! There have been many +months when I have been able to put you out of my head altogether. That +is what work, productive work, does for a chap. And after—well, soon +after that night at Bosquith, I hated you for a time. You could never be +the same delicious wonderful child again. That would have broken my +heart if I had not both hated you and taken the first train into the +kingdom of Micomicon. Even when I found you so charming, when I saw so +much of you, that next season, I still congratulated myself that I was +jolly well over it. But—well—you never really ceased to haunt me—you +had a way of asserting yourself in the most disconcerting fashion. When +I heard of the duke’s marriage, I began to worry—I knew that life would +not go as smoothly with you—I had heard from the girls that you managed +France very cleverly, saw comparatively little of him. Out there in +Africa, I never was alone at night that I didn’t find myself thinking of +you. But I never guessed—When the girls told me, I thought I’d go off +my head. It’s too awful! Too awful!” + +“It’s not so bad now. I have five pistols in the house.” + +“I know. But what a life! It is so hideous that it is almost farcical.” + +“People’s troubles are generally rather absurd when you come to think of +them. And I fancy I’m a good deal better off than a lot of women. Many +have husbands that are worse than lunatics, and as the divorce laws +won’t help them, they suffer in silence, without a ray of hope. At least +I may hope mine will betray himself in public sooner or later. I can +manage him in a way, and of death I have not the least fear—” + +“Oh! It is all too dreadful! How old are you? Twenty-five? It’s awful! +Awful! But you must end it—” + +“If I could conceal two alienists in the house long enough—” + +“But you can’t. Nor would their certificate give you real freedom. I’ve +no doubt he’ll go raving mad in time—but when one reflects upon what he +might do first! No! I have not come here without a plan, and here it is: +You must go to the United States at once and get a divorce. There is a +place called Reno, where one can be got at the end of about ten months. +Bridgit will go with you. We held a conclave over it—we two and +Ishbel—not the first! Great heaven! What an eternity ago that seems—” +He laughed bitterly. “Once—was it only seven years ago?—we three +talked the subject over and came to much the same conclusions, but our +plans were frustrated by France’s illness. Well—we were all young then, +but it was a good plan and we readopted it. You must get away from this +without delay—there has been enough! When the divorce is granted, I’ll +follow and marry you if you will have me. If not, we’ll provide for you +in whatever part of America you choose to live in. But I hope you’ll +marry me. I don’t think I ever really loved you before. When Ishbel told +me! When just now you crouched by that fire!” + +“Oh, how good you all are!” + +“I’ve not taken to philanthropy. I want you more than I ever did when we +were both careless and young and arrogant. I never thought it could be. +But either Time or what you have endured with that man has annihilated +everything. Can you go to-morrow?” + +“Oh! I must think. I don’t know. It is all very alluring. But I am not +sure.” + +“You mean that you don’t love me?” + +“Oh, if I could! If I could!” + +Julia sprang to her feet and threw out her arms. “Away from all +this!—from the memory of it! The horror! And there are other memories +behind those three months! I don’t know! I have felt so sure I never +could forget. And if I cannot forget, I cannot love you or any man. I +have never felt so sure of anything as of that.” + +“You are but twenty-five, remember. The mind is not crystallized at that +age. Even memory is fluid. I believe that anything can be forgotten, +given change of scene—at your age, at least. A year in the United +States, and all this will be a dream. At the end of ten months in a life +which is like a French poster out of drawing, you will be a different +being—no, you will have lived with your old sense of humor, and be the +same enchanting creature—Oh, we young people take life so tragically, +my dear, and we succumb so generously to time and distance! Blessed +antidotes to life! Time and change! And you are full of buoyancy, to say +nothing of your brains. Once I regretted that you had any. Where would +you be without them? A woman must find them a pretty good substitute +when man fails her. Oh, I have learned! The land of shadows in which we +writers of fiction live is peopled with the luminous egos of women as +well as with their conventional shells; we have only to take our choice! +And you—I shall find Julia Edis again, with all her enchanting +possibilities at least half developed. Oh, you are wonderful! When one +thinks of what you might have become—of the brainless women that brood +and brood. Will you go?” + +“I must think! I must think!” The powerful suggestion in his words +seemed to have delivered Julia Edis from the tomb to which she had crept +in terror, but hidden and shivered intact. She ran up and down the room, +she even thrust her hands into her hair as if to lift its weight from +her struggling brain, that it might think faster. Freedom! The new +world! The annihilation of memory! A quick divorce which would deliver +her forever from the terrifying creature she had married, over to the +protection of the new world’s laws. It was an enchanting prospect. She +drew in her breath as if inhaling the ozone, drinking the elixir of that +land of youth and freedom. And happiness! Happiness! Why shouldn’t she +love Nigel— + +But she stopped short and dropped her hands. Her whole body looked +paralyzed. The youth seemed to run out of her face. + +“It is impossible,” she whispered. “I cannot take with me his power to +avenge himself, and he will do that by ruining Ishbel—” + +“We have talked all that over. Ishbel will manage to protect herself. +What are bobbies for—” + +“It won’t do. A policeman at the door! People would soon hear of it—and +stay away. Besides he is a fiend for resource—” + +“Yes—but Mr. Jones can’t last much longer. And then—well, I fancy +Ishbel will marry Dark—he’s on his feet again, and will be home before +long.” + +“Ishbel will never give up her work. Remember she took it up because it +seemed to her the most vital thing she could find in life, not because +she was driven to earn her bread. And it has become a sort of religion +with her.” + +“Ishbel never had been in love then! But if she kept the business on, +she would have a husband to protect her. You would be out of it—” + +“But not yet!” + +“We are none of us willing you should wait, Ishbel least of all.” + +“I know, but I can’t sacrifice her. I should be a beast. Harold is +capable of writing the most frightful anonymous letters to hundreds of +people—” + +“Why the devil isn’t he rotting in South Africa? When I think of the +hundreds of fine fellows—Oh, well, I’ve given over trying to understand +space and fate. But I wish I could have run across him down there. I’d +have shot him like a dog if I’d got the chance, and never felt a pang.” + +“So should I! That is the most dreadful result of it all—the hardness, +the callousness, the cynicism—” + +“Oh, it will all fall from you. We don’t change much under the armor +Life forces us into. Dismiss Ishbel from your mind. Take care of +yourself. What is Ishbel’s business when weighed against a lifetime of +horror and demoralization? Nobody knows this better than Ishbel. I fancy +if you don’t go, she’ll chuck the business. It’s a deuced unpleasant +position for her. And she has made enough to live on comfortably until +she can marry Dark—” + +“I don’t believe it. It might be years—” + +The butler entered and announced luncheon. Julia smoothed her hair, +feeling much herself again. + +“I can see the force of all your arguments. And I am tempted. I don’t +deny it. But you must give me time to think it over. Perhaps I +exaggerate about Ishbel. But there is another point: I was not consulted +in regard to my first marriage. I should be something more than a fool +if I rushed blindly into another, no matter what the temptations. +Still—Come, you must be starved.” + + + X + +LIFE moves in circles. Some are larger than the span between infancy and +senility, but that is about the only difference we know of. It is a far +cry from the primigenous mere female, or even the Sabines, to the women +that compose the advance guard of their sex to-day, but when man wants +to win and wear this highest product of civilization, he would better +kidnap her, and pay her the compliment of arguing with her brain later. +Her impulses are still primitive, but they must be taken by assault. The +more he reasons, the more vigorously will she throw up mental defences, +and, what is worse, in the utmost good faith with herself. + +This, of course, in regard to women that already know something of life, +or that have an instinctive love of liberty and independence. The +maternal girl, and she is legion, may safely be left in charge of the +race, and wooed in the orthodox fashion favored of society. But the +women that exert a powerful attraction for men, either exceptionally +advanced themselves, or exceptionally weak in character while possessing +every charm of mind, women that are approaching closer and closer to +that exact balance of masculine and feminine attributes which, when +attained, will give them the one perfect happiness, setting them free, +as it must, from the present curse of the race, the longing for +completion, are already too close to independence to be won by simple +methods. It is little, after all, that man can give them. They are +conscious of too many resources both within themselves and in life; +after a man’s novelty has worn off, they are more likely than +not—certainly apt!—to find him their inferior in brain, and almost +inevitably in character, full of the little weaknesses and dependencies +of childhood. If they make these discoveries after marriage, the man has +some small chance of keeping his spouse, particularly if he has won a +measure of respect by audacity and brute force plus sympathy, but too +much consideration for a woman who is almost half male while he is still +but one-fourth female will lose him the game. + +Nigel, of all the men that Julia had met, was the best equipped to +appeal to sentimental, romantic, and clever young women, who were at the +same time cultivating their wings for the higher flights. As a matter of +fact, he had appealed to a good many women of various sorts in his +earlier twenties when he was all freshness, frankness, adoration, and +honest eager youth. Later, when he wore the literary halo with ease and +modesty, his charm was not diminished; and it was easy to predict that +when the war was really over and London, her mourning laid aside, roused +herself to do honor to her heroes, Nigel would come in for thrice his +share of lionizing. As a matter of fact, he did, and he philosophically +accepted it as a compensation for the lack of better things. + +When he stepped from the fly on that gloomy Wednesday morning and walked +across the dripping garden, the dark and romantic wall of woods behind +him, he looked as gallant a knight as ever came to the rescue of a +damsel in distress; and Julia, as dreary as Mariana in the moated +grange, was in the proper frame of mind to be taken by assault. She was +still very young, she was very lonely, she was on the verge of despair; +her imagination, always active, had been bred in youth by dreams, and +developed later by real castles and titles, purple moors, London +society, and great expectations. She hailed from the West Indies, one of +the most romantic spots to look at on earth, and all the circumstances +of her life there had been exceptional. She was still more or less +romantically environed, when you consider the old world dinginess, +inconvenience, and isolation of White Lodge, a presumptive lunatic +always threatening developments, and that she was as much cut off from +her friends as if she literally were in an underground dungeon with +walls instead of trees dropping the constant tear. Take all this into +consideration, and add the momentous fact that she had never loved, and +had arrived at the susceptible age of twenty-five, that she was more +attracted to Nigel than she ever had been to any man, that underneath +her despair and her manufactured stolidity she was full of eager +curiosity and the desire to live, and it will readily be seen that if +Nigel did not win her, it was strictly his own fault. + +He should have retained the fly. He should have descended upon her like +a whirlwind (having ascertained that France was out of the way,—which, +as a matter of fact, he did at Stanmore), refused to listen to protests, +caused in her bewildered mind what psychologists call an inhibition, +swept her out into the fly, up to London, on to an Atlantic liner +(passage already engaged), turned her over to Mrs. Herbert (thus +eliminating every possible excuse for reproach during the subsequent and +less glamorous period of matrimony), joined her at the earliest possible +moment in Reno (where Bridgit and Reno would have seen that she was +sufficiently amused), and when she walked out of the court-house with +her decree, met her with a license. That is the only way to manage them, +my masters. Try it, or take a back seat, now and forever. + +But Nigel, alas! in spite of his manly qualities, was the most +considerate and tender of men. The very idea of kidnapping a woman would +have horrified him. He had all those instincts of the hunter upon which +men pride themselves, but he wanted to hunt according to the rules of +the game. It would have given him the most exquisite pleasure to woo +Julia day by day, in Reno or out of it, and it never occurred to him +that this program might induce a yawn in Julia. + +She sat up all that night thinking. It was a rosy panorama he had +unrolled before her, this charming young man that she might have loved +if he had not given her so many opportunities to like him. He was a rich +man and would one day be richer. They would live in New York and other +wonderful cities of America, play with the kaleidoscopic society +American novelists wrote about, hunt in the Rockies, steep themselves in +the romance of California, vary this exciting program with frequent +trips to Europe and the Orient. England would be closed to them, lest +France cause her arrest for bigamy, as one of many offensive actions. On +the other hand, he might release her by divorce. Then she could marry +according to the laws of her country, and all the world would be her +oyster. + +Above all, and Nigel had emphasized this point during their afternoon +conversation, she would have a strong and devoted husband to protect +her, to shield her from all that was harsh and unlovely in life, to +study her every wish, and make her a queen among women. + +Curiously enough it was this last alluring set of promises that lost him +the game. Nothing he had said to Julia had appealed to her so forcibly +at the moment. He had never looked so handsome and so manly, so +distinguished, so perfect a specimen of his type. His face had flushed +until the lines and the sallowness had disappeared, his eyes forgot the +things they had looked upon this last year, forgot that their inward +gaze saw his heart a tomb crowded with beloved dead; they flashed with +hope and passion, with undying love for the one woman that must ever +make to him the complete appeal. She had almost put her hands in his +then and there. But he had left soon after, and without even kissing +her. Dear knightly soul! Julia never forgot his tender consideration, +but on the other hand she never regretted it. + +For when she had finished visualizing the United States of America and +all their centres of delight, to say nothing of certain states of Europe +and Asia, which she longed unceasingly to visit; when she had dwelt upon +the deep relief of turning her back forever upon Harold France (France +prowling about the halls and breathing heavily against her door +materially assisted Nigel at this point); when these phases were +disposed of, and her imagination, weary, left the brain free to face the +particular ego of Julia France, in some ways so typical of woman, in +others individual and peculiar, a very different set of ideas marched to +the front and argued pro and con. + +Did she want another husband, no matter how good, how devoted, how +generous, how strong? It was now nearly a year and a half since she had +lived with France, but if the memories of her married life were no +longer active, no longer embittered her existence, she had by no means +buried them, and they affected her attitude toward all men. Had Nigel +swept her out of England and into that strange bizarre world of America, +no doubt the experiences in the new land, assisted by the fiction that +she was about to begin life over, really would have annihilated memory; +but thinking it all over in the cold small hours of an English winter +morning, wrapped in a blanket and shovelling coals into a small +unwilling English grate, she failed to visualize love as the sweetest +thing in the world. + +Even so, this inability to respond to the genuine love that was offered +her might not have prevented her ultimate acceptance. The man’s foe was +far more deadly. + +Looking into herself, Julia slowly understood that what she, in her +youth and inexperience, had mistaken for hardness and callousness, was +in reality strength. Nature had endowed her with strength of character +and independence of mind. For eighteen years her mother had dominated +her, almost without her knowledge; then she had been flung into the +world and treated to a succession of experiences which had left her +gasping and dizzy, without either the maturity or the opportunities to +develop herself with deliberation. But the subsequent years had done +their work; ultimately certain influences, sufferings, horrors, terrors, +had pushed her on to a point where she must sink or swim. In swimming +she had proved that she belonged to the army of the strong, not to the +vast and insignificant majority of her sex that found their only +strength in man. + +She was strong. She fully realized it for the first time. All the +spurious cynicism and philosophy of youth fell away from her; she saw +herself for what she was, a woman, equipped with a nature of flexible +steel, able to endure any test without snapping, fashioned not so much +for endurance as for conquest. Conquest of what? She speculated, that +something which so long had striven for expression moving dumbly. Never +mind, it was there; she should find the connection in time. + +Her mind rapidly reviewed the whole field of woman. She had no +statistics, but she knew that several millions of her sex were forcing +the world to recognize them as breadwinners, independently of any +assistance from man. It was magnificent, the opportunities of to-day, +when compared with the meagre resources of the past, and the repeated +struggle of woman for expression and independence almost from the dawn +of history. They had found themselves at last, the twentieth century was +theirs, and they were driving rapidly toward the goal of complete +equality with man. But how many of these women were strong enough to go +through life without love? None, she fancied, until they had undergone a +process of disillusion similar to her own. Then she rejoiced in what for +so long had seemed to her the harshest of destinies; for sitting there +in the cold dawn, the one perfect destiny seemed to her to be an utter +independence of soul and mind and body, the power to cultivate every +faculty toward a state of development in which one human being, having +in perfect balance the highest potencies of both sexes, should stand +alone, indifferent to all extrinsic aid. And this perfect balance could +be attained only by woman, unhampered as she was by the animality of +man. + +Perfection. The word started her off on another train of thought. How +was this perfection of strength, character, mind, and poise to be +attained? To stand alone without aid from man or woman was neither a +means nor an end. She had none of the common need of religion. It could +play little or no part in her development. Nor could happiness be found +merely in perfecting self toward a standard which must inevitably +deteriorate into self-righteousness. To stand alone is the most +magnificent ideal of the human character, but that strength must be used +toward some end beyond self. She groped along and began to see clearly. +She must work for the race. She must regard herself as a chosen +instrument of usefulness, as, indeed, all exceptionally gifted people +were. And for this she was peculiarly equipped, not only by nature, but +by life. Had she not married at all, or at the most, casually, her +woman’s nature would have protested against any such program, demanded +its rights first; but these sources of disturbances were choked with +hideous weeds, and Julia was unable to conceive that the weeds might rot +in time and the waters rise refreshed. She felt that she was fortunately +accoutred, and she longed for her opportunities. + +What they might be she had no inkling as yet, nor was she conscious of +love for her kind, and a desire to be useful to it on general +principles. Her ambition, if ambition it could be called, was centred in +her brain. If she had been chosen for a work, she would perform it. What +else, in fact, was there for her to do? It had not needed Bridgit and +Ishbel to teach her contempt for the morbid type of female that +exaggerates sex until it becomes a disease, the women that play with +their nerves until they have become mere neurotic systems without either +sex or brains, and that exhibit egos either in private or public whose +swollen deformities cause a momentary thrill and a prolonged disgust. +Abnormal without individuality. It was an ideal carefully avoided by all +the sane strong women Julia had met. + +For the present, she could only wait and endure. She could not even go +out and study the great problems of life, those problems she had chosen +to ignore. But there is hardly any greater test of strength than passive +endurance; and the time of her liberation could not be far off. The day +Ishbel married Lord Dark she should leave France and look for work in +London. + +Nigel’s fate was settled before the rising of the sun. Far away on what +to Europeans seem the confines of civilization, in other words, San +Francisco, a youth was growing to masterful manhood, who, in due course, +would avenge him, and, incidentally, much else. But of that poor Nigel +could know nothing, nor would he have felt consoled had he foreseen; +when he received Julia’s letter, whose finality was as convincing as a +black midnight without stars, he wished that he had left his wretched +heart and bones in South Africa, retired to the country with his broken +father, and began another book. There was still the Nöbel Peace Prize to +work for, and he felt peculiarly fitted to win it. It may be stated here +that he did, and all England (of his class, and one or two strata just +below) was astonished that an Englishman should have competed for a +prize that involved a damnifying of war. It deeply disapproved. + + + XI + +THE hunting season closed. France still rode for several hours every +day, but it was patent that his restlessness was increasing. When he was +not riding, he was walking, and he walked more than half the night about +the house and grounds. Oddly enough, however, the serenity of his mien +was unruffled, and Julia came upon him several times standing before a +long mirror in one of the halls, his head so high that the muscles of +his neck creaked, his eyes flashing with a pride and triumph no harassed +king ever felt on his coronation morn. As a rule, he left the table the +moment the meal was over, preferring to take his coffee alone out of +doors or in the library, but one day Julia, who was beginning to take a +certain scientific interest in his developments, arrested his attention +as he was about to rise. + +“Didn’t you tell me once that Kingsborough and the little chap were +delicate? I heard the other day that both are remarkably fit. The little +boy always has been, and the duke gets stronger every day.” + +She looked at him ingenuously as she spoke, quite prepared for an +outburst of rage, but he only bestowed upon her a smile of withering +contempt. + +“They are merely indulging in what the Americans call ‘bluff.’ I happen +to know that they are both full of disease and cannot last the year out. +I shall be Duke of Kingsborough before Christmas.” + +“How nice. That is the reason, I suppose, you don’t mind all these duns. +We may be sold out any day, you know. Summonses are becoming as thick as +rain, and I am told that not a man in the stables or kennels has been +paid—” + +“They all understand perfectly. The summonses and grumblings are a mere +matter of form. I have promised an enormous rate of interest and higher +wages when I have moved into Kingsborough House and Bosquith. The other +estates I have already agreed to let to American millionnaires. They are +impatiently awaiting Kingsborough’s death.” + +“Ah? Where have you met the millionnaires?” + +“They have been hunting with the Hertfordshire all winter, and we have +discussed matters at my solicitor’s.” + +Julia knew that he had not been to London for several months, save for +the queen’s funeral, but forbore to press the subject. She remarked +amiably:— + +“What a fine income you will have!” + +His eyes flashed. “Ah, yes! Millions.” + +“Surely not quite that.” + +“Millions. Kingsborough’s income alone is two millions.” + +“I thought it was forty thousand pounds.” + +“Forty thousand for a duke of Kingsborough! No emperor has a vaster +revenue.” + +“How jolly. My robes of state shall be woven of pure gold. Meanwhile, +why don’t you go to Paris for a while? I notice that you are restless, +since you have nothing to ride after, and nothing to kill. You keep me +awake at night banging about the house.” + +“Do I?” France’s eyes flashed with something besides triumph, but it +passed almost at once. He was losing interest in her. As he rose, bent +his head graciously and sauntered out into the garden, he forgot her +absolutely in a new vision that had haunted him since the queen’s +funeral. There for the first time he had seen sovereigns en masse. The +sight had thrilled him; he had made up his mind to signalize his +succession by the greatest banquet London had ever known; all the +reigning princes of Europe should attend it. The letters of invitation +were already written. He had written them many times, finding one of the +keenest pleasures he had ever known in the process, congratulating +himself that for the first time in his life he was about to have +associates worthy of his name and ego. But although he had never heard +the word paranoia, and while at Bosquith had finally dismissed from his +mind the haunting thought of insanity (it was outside of reason that he, +Harold France, could even sprain the wonderful organ he had inherited +with other unique characteristics from the most illustrious house in +Europe), nevertheless, instinct warned him to lock up his letters of +invitation, and keep his grandiose dreams to himself. Only to Julia, and +only when she spurred him to speech, did he admit a very little of what +filled his thoughts day and night. + +But he was well aware that his nerves were on edge, and he was beginning +to be troubled with pains in his head. He slept little, and when he +thought of it took a malicious pleasure in disturbing his prisoner, whom +he could imagine sitting on the edge of her bed pistol in hand. + +But it was not the pistol that kept him from breaking down the door and +laughing in her face. He had anticipated amusing himself with her female +terrors as soon as the hunting season closed, but he found himself grown +quite indifferent not only to her charm, but to the exquisite pleasure +it had once given him to torture her. His dreams and visions, his +increasing delusions, filled his life. Woman was too contemptible to +consider; were it not that it gratified his growing passion for +autocracy to have a prisoner of state, he might have amused himself by +turning her out of the house in the middle of the night and dogging her +footsteps to Stanmore or Bushey. + +He still compelled her attendance at table, but otherwise took no notice +of her whatever. So absorbed was he that he failed to observe that his +wife was now well supplied with books and no longer looked desperate or +even discontented. Her three devoted friends had made an arrangement +with her bookseller to send her all that she ordered from his catalogue, +and Bridgit had turned over her membership with the London Library. One +of the first books she sent for was a recent work on insanity. She was +not long discovering that France was a paranoiac, and she wrote to her +aunt, asking her to invite him to dinner, and two alienists to meet him. +But Mrs. Winstone was shocked at the suggestion, not only because she +hated increasingly the “grimy,” in other words serious, side of life, +but because it would be a thankless task to assist in proving that a +member of one of the great families of Britain was a lunatic. She chose, +therefore, to believe Julia quite mistaken, that France was merely a +trifle more impossible than ever, and assumed the high moral ground that +it would be unfair to take advantage of a trusting guest. Julia +concluded that to write to the duke would be equally ineffective, +besides making an enemy of him for life, and she knew that France would +not be induced to dine with either Bridgit or Ishbel. He had always +hated both of them. There was nothing to do, therefore, but wait for him +to develop acute mania, and to keep a pistol in her pocket; taking her +walks abroad while he was forced to sleep, and locking herself in her +room when she was not at table. + +It was during this strain on her nerves that she began to long for the +repose of the East. Orientalism was in her brain cells. What imagination +her mother possessed had been projected toward the East for long before +and after her birth. The science of astrology is the birthright of the +East, the very word sways and parts the shadowy curtains that hang +before civilizations old before the Occident was born, evokes the +gorgeous heavy sinister pictures of ancient cities, of vast arid plains +where only the stars were alive. This mysterious poetical science had +been the romance of Julia’s youth, and the East was the one quarter of +the globe, save Great Britain, that she had ever heard discussed. In +London she had escaped theosophy and other made-up fads of the same +nature, but although the call of the East had often and for long been +overlaid in her consciousness, it never failed to make itself heard if +she stood before a picture portraying India, Arabia, Persia, or read of +personal adventures in the East by writers with the rare gift of +atmosphere. In the loneliness and terrors and constant tension of her +present life she forgot the call of the too modern, too similar life, +across the Channel, hearkened increasingly to that of the East. It +promised a vast repose, an endless feast of beauty, unfathomable +mysteries, a life as different from that of the West as it was in the +days of Mohammed, Zoroaster, or Christ. + +Julia’s first passion was slowly growing in the unsatisfied depths of +her mind, but that is the last name she would have given it. She was yet +to realize that imaginative people with productive activities, however +latent, have passions of the brain or ego as intense and profound as +ever one sex compelled in the other in the interests of the race. Julia, +abominating all that the word love implied (a state of mind inevitable +unless she had been coarse and callous), but young, fervent, and +conceptive, was both situated and tuned to be caught in the eddies of an +impersonal passion. It might have been art, but she was not an artist; +study and politics had failed her, and although psychology interested +her, she was too restless for science in any form; therefore, she had no +sooner chanced upon one or two picturesque old books of Eastern travel +than she succumbed to the passion for place. She sent for no more books +save those that carried her to the Orient. Her imagination blazed. She +was transported into a new and enchanting world. Her good resolutions to +live for the race were forgotten. The moment she was free she would fly +to the East and live. She was almost happy. Then she descended into +England and the purely personal life with a crash. Ishbel sent her a +marked copy of a newspaper containing the announcement of Mr. Jones’s +death, a week later wrote that she should marry Lord Dark as soon as a +decent interval had elapsed, and commanding her to leave France and come +to London, where employment awaited her. + +Julia became her cool practical self at once. She packed her boxes, sent +for a fly when France had gone for one of his merciless rides,—he was +killing his horses,—and left this note behind her:— + + “Mr. Jones is dead. Ishbel will marry Lord Dark as soon as + possible. If you make a second attempt to wreck her business you + will have him to reckon with. He is, in any case, well able to + take care of her, and no doubt she will give up the business. As + there is now no way in which you can injure her or any of my + friends, I have made up my mind to leave you once for all. You + will save yourself trouble by recalling that we are in the + twentieth century and that the law does not compel me to live + with you. + + “JULIA.” + + + XII + +BRIDGIT met Julia at the train and there was purpose in her eye. Julia +laughed, knowing that her time had come, but returned the warm embrace +with which she was greeted, and allowed herself to be carried without +protest to the house in South Audley Street. Mrs. Herbert was no less +handsome and fascinating than of old, but if anything she was still more +upright of carriage, determined of eye, and expressive of ardent +purpose. Widowed long before the war, Geoffrey’s death had made no +change whatever in her life, although she had sent after him the sincere +and hearty regret she would have felt for the loss of any friend. As she +was needed in South Africa she had gone there, made herself useful +without any fuss, and returned as soon as she could to her work in +England. This work was now clearly defined. Bridgit Herbert, indeed, was +not the woman to spend any great amount of time seeking or floundering. +No dreamer, her mind, once awakened to the futilities of the life of +pleasure, her energies roused, she had applied herself immediately to a +survey and study of her times, and found the work which coincided with +her particular talents. Horrified and disgusted with poverty, she sought +and found the obvious remedy in the Socialism of the advanced and more +practical of the Fabians, although the “ideology” of the older +Socialists would have made little appeal to her. Soon convinced, +however, that Socialism could make little headway against the +individualistic and acquisitive mind of the twentieth century male, her +fighting blood had warred with her direct practical mind until she had +happened to go to the north with an inspector of factories, and listened +to somewhat of Christabel Pankhurst’s propaganda in behalf of Woman’s +Suffrage among the trade-union organizations, a factor in politics of +increasing power. She was struck, not only by the abominable grievances +of the working women in general and the factory women in particular, but +by their intelligence; nor was she long discovering that the average of +intelligence all over England was higher among poor women than among +poor men. Where a man grew dull in the routine of his work and further +blunted his faculties in the public house, his wife, with her manifold +petty interests and schemings to make a little money go a long way, and +filled with ever changing anxieties for her children, was far more alert +of mind and eager for improvement. It did not take either Mrs. Pankhurst +or her sleepless daughters to remind Bridgit that in this great body of +women lay the future hope of Socialism, or of any reform directed +against the elimination of poverty. But this army was of no more +consequence at present than an army of ants. It must have the ballot, +and Bridgit had spent much of her time in the last two or three years +among the working women of England, educating them to a sense of their +responsibilities. It was not until 1903 that the women of the middle +class were generally roused from the apathy into which they had fallen, +with the exception of spurts, since 1884, and the Woman’s Social and +Political Union was formed by Mrs. Pankhurst; but when Julia arrived in +London, the old movement was beginning to lift its head, and Bridgit +Herbert was not the only hopeful and far-seeing mind at work. + +“And what is it you want?” asked Julia, listening to the old familiar +and beloved roar of London. They were in Mrs. Herbert’s den, and the +hostess, her eyes still radiant with hospitality, was standing behind +the low fire-screen with a hand on either point. Julia wondered if White +Lodge were a nightmare. + +“The vote. Because the time has come, men having made a mess of most +things, for women to apply their higher faculties to the domestic +affairs of the nation; also because the condition of poor women and +children in this country is appalling, and men have proved their utter +indifference to a fact which is also a factor in so many great incomes. +Moreover, men have had their day, just as monarchies and aristocracies +have had their day. The day of woman and the working-class is dawning, +and it is high time.” + +“And are women ready?” + +“Those that are not can be taught. That is what we are for.” + +“We? I suppose,” with a sigh of resignation, “_that_ is my métier, what +I have been struggling toward all this time.” + +“You recognize that you have abilities at last, then?” + +“Oh, yes, and I shouldn’t wonder if I had ambition, but just now I don’t +feel either ambitious or energetic. I’m wild to go to India and the rest +of the East—” + +“Oh, nonsense, we’ve a great fight coming, and you must brace up and be +one of the generals. Time enough to idle when you are old. Just now, +until we can shut France up and ask the courts to give you an income, +you are going to be my secretary—” + +“Do you really need one?” + +“Do I? Well, rather. I had one of the best, but her mother is ill and +she may not be able to return to me for months. You’ll have tons of +letters to write.” + +“So much the better, for I couldn’t live on even your charity.” + +“Charity? When my only chance to have an intimate friend is in a +secretary, I am so rushed? I’m companionless, but life is frantically +interesting.” + +And if Julia found herself unable to reach this pitch of enthusiasm, she +certainly found the new book of life offered for her daily reading quite +absorbing enough to fill her time and thoughts. Her clerical hours were +short. The rest of the day, and often during half the night, she was +seeing all the problems at first hand. She went daily with Bridgit to +the East Side and saw poverty outside of books; poverty, unthinkable, +criminal, fleshless, stinking. At night she dreamed that all the babies +in the world were wailing for food, all the mothers were emaciated, with +eyes of bitter resignation, all the little girls pinched and old and +hard. Herded misery, hopeless filth, black despair. Julia was quite +unable to recall the reverse side of the picture, in which many were +healthy in spite of poverty, and cheerful if only because temperament is +stronger than circumstance. She hoped that some day she should fully +wake up and burn with a zeal as great as Bridgit’s, but now her brain +was tired, and, had she but known it, she protested against living for +others until she had lived for herself first. Quite as unconsciously her +mind was made up to live her Eastern romance the moment she was free. +She heard not a word from France, but guessed the truth; he had +forgotten her. If this were the case, however, it might mean that at any +moment he would be a dangerous lunatic, and she felt that the duke +should be warned. As this was a delicate task, and as her uneasiness +grew, she finally, on Bridgit’s advice, wrote to his firm of solicitors. +Solicitors are probably the most conservative members of conservative +England; but full of duty withal. The junior member found himself +overtaken by a storm near White Lodge and craved hospitality of his +patron’s distinguished kinsman. France, either because suspicion was +still active in a brain not clouded, but blazing with a light unknown to +common mortals, or because he happened to be in a good humor, had never +appeared to better advantage. The solicitor returned to London so +inflamed with indignation that the letter he wrote to Julia breathed his +contempt for her entire sex. Julia shrugged her shoulders and dismissed +the matter from her mind. Let them work out their own destinies. + +When she was not haunting the slums, she was attending meetings: Fabian, +labor, working-women, coöperators’, old and new suffrage; at all of +which the eternal problem of poverty was the main topic of discussion. +She was also taken to visit the slaughter-houses, where the ignorance +and savagery of the women employed was primeval. She visited the textile +factories of the north, where the work of women and children at the loom +was relieved only by alternate hours of drudgery in the home, and where +there seemed no object in living whatever. The pit-brow women, at least, +had developed the strength and endurance of men, and no doubt would have +proved equally efficient in war. + +Manchester was a very hot bed of social reform, and Julia was shown all +the horrors to which reform owed its concept. She wondered increasingly +at the frail fabric of aristocracy and wealth that tottered on its +heaving foundations, and conceived some measure of respect for its +cleverness. + +This drastic experience was enlivened now and again by glimpses of +Ishbel, still the merriest, and now the happiest, of mortals. The lines +of fatigue and anxiety had disappeared, she was once more the prettiest +woman in London, and she needed but the halo of her future position as +Countess of Dark to make good people wonder how they could have +forgotten it. Julia thought her the most fortunate of women, if only +because she was realizing all the romantic dreams of her girlhood on the +bogs. Dark was handsome, clever, kind, almost unselfish. He was +profoundly in love and he had a very decent income. Above all he had the +most romantic title in the British peerage—Earl of Dark! No wonder +those fluttering moths of American girls wanted titles. Such a one would +make the dullest man in England look romantic to yearning republican +eyes, when even an Ishbel was enchanted at the prospect of owning it. + +“And yet I am the most practical of mortals—the half of me!” she said +gayly, one day, as they sat in the boudoir over the shop, drinking tea +unseasoned with reform. “Odd and modern combination!” + +“But you’ll give up the shop?” + +“Not really. It is coöperative now, and too many would suffer if I +neglected it altogether, or withdrew. I must continue to see that it +remains a success, for it is something to have solved the problem of +living for a few women, at least.” + +Julia hastily changed the subject. + +“Shall you become a society beauty again?” + +“I’ve hardly thought of it. I mean to be happy, and I think we’ll travel +and live in the country for a year. Society is always with us. That +first year! No duties shall share an hour of it.” + +“Right you are. I never could love and never want to, and I’m quite +resigned to becoming a torch-bearer, suffering martyrdom, if necessary, +in the cause of woman, but meanwhile I’ve something up my sleeve. I dare +not mention it to Bridgit again, and shall have to run away when my time +comes, but I can confide in you. The moment I am free I am going to +India—Persia—Arabia—and stay there until some other part of me is +gratified, I hardly know what. I only know that the call is unceasing +and that I never can accomplish anything here, whole-heartedly, at +least, until I have got that off my mind.” + +“By all means, go. It’s unhealthy to repress your strongest personal +desires, and you are young yet. I wonder, by the way, if you will ever +have the zeal of these other women? You have a sort of sardonic humor—” + +“I want a career, and in this rising inevitable woman’s movement lies my +chance. When my time comes, my zeal will be great enough—for all they +can give me I’ll pay them back a hundred fold. I want power if only +because nothing less will pay the debt of these last years, and I am +horribly sorry for the poor of the world. When I am ready I shall jump +into the arena with my torch, but I’ll find myself wholly in the East +first.” + +“Why not go now? I can let you have the money.” + +“No, I’ll wait.” + +As it happened she did not have long to wait. She and Bridgit were +driving home one evening after talking to an intelligent club of East +End women, when they heard the familiar cry of “Extra,” and a flaming +handbill was waved in front of the window as the brougham was blocked. +Bridgit, whose quick glance overlooked nothing, exclaimed, “Great +heaven!” and leaned out, throwing the boy a sixpence. + +“What is it?” asked Julia, languidly. She had been forced on to the +platform, and was still cold from fright. “A strike?” + +Bridgit lifted the tube and gave an order to the coachman that made +Julia sit erect. + +“Kingsborough House.” Then to her companion, “France tried to kill the +duke this afternoon.” + +They found Kingsborough House in confusion, the flunkys looking as +flabby as if the ramrods in their backs had dissolved, leaving nothing +but the sawdust stuffing. The duchess was in hysterics upstairs (“she is +sure to be an anti,” remarked Mrs. Herbert); the duke was under the care +of his doctor; but Lady Arabella received them, and graciously observed +that she was glad to see that Julia still felt herself a member of the +house of France. She told them the story, which was brief enough. France +had suddenly appeared that afternoon, and upon being shown into the +duke’s study had sprung upon his kinsman before the footman had closed +the door, demanding that he should abdicate in his favor, threatening +him with immediate death if he refused. The footman had called other +footmen, and it had taken four of them to hold France down while the +duke, his coat torn off and his face bleeding, had himself telephoned +for the police. France meanwhile had struggled like a demon, shouting +that he had come to kill not only the duke but the boy, that his time +had come to live and theirs to die, that they were deliberate malicious +enemies who stood between him and the greatness which would permit him +to send his invitations to the crowned heads of Europe; and “heaven +knows what else,” added the distressed Lady Arabella. “To think of poor +Harold going mad. At first we thought he might merely have been +drinking, but with the police came poor Edward’s doctor, and he +pronounced him as mad as a hatter. Do stay here with me to-night, Julia. +You are a clever little thing, and always keep your wits about you.” + +Julia remained at Kingsborough House for several days. When the duke +heard what little of her own story she was willing to tell, and that she +had endeavored to protect him through his solicitors, he was honest +enough to admit that he would have been hard to convince of a kinsman’s +insanity, and generous enough to be grateful to her. Indeed, so relieved +was he at his narrow escape, and at the report of the lunacy commission +which incarcerated France for life, that he bubbled over with something +like human nature; and, as the expensive sanatorium would cut deeply +into his cousin’s original income, announced his intention of giving +Julia for life seven hundred and fifty of the thousand pounds he had so +long allowed her husband. Julia refused this offer, until the duke told +her impatiently that if she did not take it he would merely pay Harold’s +expenses in the sanatorium, and leave her to the courts, also that she +was legally a member of his family, and pride, therefore, absurd. Julia +turned this over, and concluding that the house of France owed her a +good deal more than it could ever pay, consented and thought no more +about it. A month later she was on a P. and O. steamer bound for India. + + + + + BOOK IV + HADJI SADRÄ + + + I + +UPON Julia’s return to England in April of 1906 she was greeted with the +news of the destruction of San Francisco by earthquake and fire. Nigel, +to whom it had occurred to her to send a telegram from Flushing, met her +at Queenboro’, and, his imagination fired by the great physical drama, +it was the first piece of news he imparted. Julia, although she was +looking straight into a pair of ardent handsome eyes (Nigel had +recovered his looks, and the subtle marks of Time enhanced them), sent +her mind on a flight of seven thousand miles to centre about the young +American friend that she had so nearly forgotten. + +“He must be—let me see—five- or six-and-twenty,” she announced. + +“Who?” Nigel’s eyes flashed. + +“A Californian I met when he was a boy—Mrs. Bode’s brother. You can’t +mean that everybody was killed.” + +“Let us hope not. First reports are always exaggerated. But the +Californians in London are frantic—can’t get a penny on their letters +of credit, either. Indeed, nothing outside of our own bailiwick has +excited us as much as this in many a long day.” + +“I felt some big earthquakes in India—” + +“Oh, nothing like this,” said Nigel, who would brook no cheapening of +the magnificent panorama in his mind. “With the possible exception of +the eruption of Mont Pelée, this is the most dramatic thing that Nature +has done in our time. Think of it! Not a second’s warning. The most +important city on the Pacific Coast and its half million people wiped +out. The earth rocking miles of blazing buildings for hours. Precipices +along the coast plunging into the sea! The hills rolling like grain. +Jupiter! What a sight from an airship! Would that I had been there to +see.” + +“I don’t fancy you would have seen much from an airship, if there was +any smoke with the fire. Have you reconstructed all that from bald +cablegrams?” + +“The bald facts are enough—” + +“To have made your imagination happy. I have always said that you would +satisfy it yet with a work of pure romance. But I don’t mean to joke. It +is too awful. I heard only a confused rumor on the train yesterday. Poor +Dan! But I feel sure that he could take care of himself, and of a good +many others—if there was any chance at all.” + +“Possibly. But enough of horrors. I want to look at you.” (They had a +compartment to themselves.) “You must have enjoyed yourself quite as +well as you meant to do. I never saw any one so—well—improved, +although that sounds banal. It never occurred to me that you could be +prettier than when you first came to London, but you are. Your +eyes—what is it?” + +“Oh, my eyes have seen things. I have done a good deal more than enjoy +myself.” + +“Have you come back to be the high priestess of some cult?” + +“Not I. I have sat at the feet of wise men in Benares and in Persia, and +learned—a little. We Occidentals are never initiated into the deeper +mysteries. They despise—or fear—us too much for that. But even a +little of the wisdom of the East must widen our vision and prove an +everlasting antidote to the modern spirit of unrest—about nothing.” + +“And enable you to forget your friends for four years? We have each had +three letters from you and three or four times as many post cards.” + +“One secret of enjoying the East is to forget the West. And for at least +a year I was intoxicated—drunk is more expressive—with its +enchantments. The spell broke in Calcutta, where I spent a winter in +society. Then I went to Benares to study.” + +“You could have told me as much in a cablegram. What took you to Acca?” + +“I went to see Abdul Baha Abbas, and investigate the new religion. My +master told me of it in India, and I found that in Persia, after losing +some twenty-five thousand by massacre, it had got the best of its +enemies by converting the government. Even the women are receiving the +higher education. So I went on to headquarters. Not that any religion +could make a personal appeal to me, but I had an idea about this one. +The idea proved to be reasonable, and, accordingly, I have brought you +the Bahai religion as a present.” + +“Brought me? What should I do with it?” + +“Make use of it to your own glory and the benefit of the race. We have +always agreed that Socialism would never prevail until it acquired a +soul. That admirably constructed but unappealing machine needs the Bahai +religion to give it light and fire; and the Bahai religion, sane and +practical as it is, needs a good working medium. Combined, they will +sweep the world. With your skill and enthusiasm, you will find the task +congenial and not too difficult. Like Socialism, the new and practical +sort, Bahaism must begin at the top and filter down, for it makes its +appeal to the brain, to the advanced thinker, to those that feel the +need of a religion, but have long since outgrown all the silly old +dogmas, with their bathos and sentimentalities, primarily intended only +for the ignorant. Unity in rights. Freedom of the political as well as +the spiritual conscience. In other words, the elimination of all that +provokes war; which means universal peace. Peace. Peace. Peace. That is +the keynote of the Bahai religion, as love was intended to be of +Christianity. All the best principles of the five prevailing religions +are incorporated in this, all the barriers between them razed, and all +the nonsense and narrow-mindedness left out. And the keynote of all +this? Knowledge. True knowledge, intellectual as well as spiritual. The +universal spread of science and the development of the arts, to war in +men’s minds—the real battleground—against the greed of money which +makes man so stunted, uninteresting, and miserable to-day. One language, +one people, one faith. No hierarchy. Good morals and charitable deeds as +a matter of course. The worship of one God, and the universal peace, to +be founded in the centre of the civilized world. Unity and Peace! Then +we are promised that the earthly world shall become heavenly. Not in our +time. But it will be interesting to help start the ball rolling, and to +watch it roll. Every man is supposed to have a latent desire for +perfection. There is your cue. There lies the brain of this religion. +What a subtle appeal to vanity, man’s primal and deathless weakness! +Even greed only ministers to it. If I wrote fiction I should take this +cue myself, but as it is I have brought it to you. Go to Acca, get it +all at first hand, and write your immortal book.” + +“So you did think of me that far?” Nigel stared at her, fascinated, but +with his man’s ardor checked. In spite of her frank delight in greeting +him, the spontaneous friendliness of her manner, she seemed to him +incredibly remote. The eyes that looked straight into his had new and +unfathomable depths, and he wondered if she had not learned more of +Eastern lore than she had any intention of admitting. + +“Of course,” she said, smiling. “And I have speculated a great deal +about you. All I know is that you won the Nöbel Peace Prize—a wonderful +book! I read it—and your last—in the colonial edition. But I know +nothing else about you. Have you fallen in love with any one else?” + +“No, I have not,” said Nigel, crossly, “and I am not so sure that I am +still in love with you. I only know that you haunt my imagination and +make all other women seem flat.” + +“Ah! We could be the ideal friends. But hasn’t anything happened to you +besides merely writing books and becoming a peer of the realm?” + +“Oh, yes, I have been discovered by the United States of America.” + +“They were long enough about it. But they always get hold of the little +men first.” + +“Well, I might be one of the little ones, judging by the fuss they are +making over me. Reams of stuff in magazines and the Sunday +newspapers—all about my ‘great’ works; in which I find myself credited +with an assortment of philosophies no two men could carry; at least a +hundred attitudes toward Life; and incredible designs upon the peace of +the world—although still others maintain that I am merely a dilettante +aristocrat playing with picturesque material. I am so bewildered that I +hardly know what I am myself. Some of the adverse criticisms are so good +that I forget the writer doesn’t in the least know what he is writing +about. The only thing clear to me is that my income is trebled, and that +I am offered unheard-of sums (from the modest European point of view) to +write for their magazines and newspapers. I have even been invited to go +over and lecture, and am promised a unique advertisement: ‘The Peer +among Authors.’ Fancy trying to be original after that! I believe I have +also a cult—and am making hay while the sun shines; for I am given to +understand that crazes don’t last long over there. Each of us, as +discovered,—sometimes a few of us at once,—is the ‘greatest of modern +English authors.’ I should think their own authors would combine, +capture the press, and train their guns on us, and their eloquence on +their public: it would appear that the American public, in art matters, +believes everything it is told long enough and loud enough. Far be it +from me, however, to complain. It has enabled me to put a new roof on my +old castle—as good as an American wife, without the bother—and buy a +villa on the Riviera—which I am hoping you will consent to occupy with +me.” + +“Not I. You go to Acca, and I to my work here. If it hadn’t haunted me, +assisted by indignant letters from Bridgit, I doubt if I ever should +have left the East. But if the East is in my blood, some magnet in the +West directed at my brain cells dragged me home. Besides, what have I +developed myself for? Now is the time to find out.” + +Nigel sighed. “The old order changeth. You women are not far off from +getting all you want, no doubt about that, but you will lose more than +you gain.” + +“From your point of view. It is not what _you_ want. We shall get what +_we_ want, which is more to the point.” + +“Well, I can’t blame you,” said Nigel, honestly. “Man was bound to have +his day of reckoning. For my part I hardly care, being a lover of +change, and wanting to see all of this world’s progress it shall be +possible to crowd into my own little span. And although you are far from +all the old ideals, it would be the more interesting to live with you. I +have always had a sneaking preference for polygamy—one wife for +children and solid comfort, and one for companionship—to keep a man +from roving abroad.” + +To his surprise Julia colored and a look of distress and apprehension +routed the bright composure of her face. + +“I should like children!” she exclaimed. “They would not interfere with +my work, either. Why should they?” Then she darted off the track of +self. “Tell me of Ishbel. She is happy, I feel sure, and she has two +dear little babies. I am the godmother of the first.” + +“Yes, but she haunts that shop. It was running to seed without her, and +she had no sooner taken hold again than the work microbe woke up. Dark +doesn’t fancy it, but says there’s nothing for a sensible man to do +these days but take woman as he finds her and chew his little cud in +silence. He doesn’t forget how both Ishbel and Bridgit calmly shuffled +off their husbands when they had no further use for them.” + +“Work. I fancy that was the real magnet that brought me back. I +revelled—revelled—but the reaction set in like a rising tide, and at +last was quite as irresistible. I should have come back before this, but +I wanted to remain in Acca until I was convinced that the Bahai religion +was all it attempted to be. Go there at once. Abdul Baha has promised +that you shall live in his house. Moreover, they want a big author to +exploit it in the West before it has been misrepresented and cheapened +by the swarm of little writers, always in search of what they call +‘copy.’” + +“I should feel like a bally hypocrite. I’ve no more religion in me than +you have. If God is in man, and self is God, then that atom we call self +is what is given us to lean on without asking for more. To demand help +outside of ourselves is a confession of failure.” + +“Of course. But how many have penetrated the secrets that far? The +majority must have a religion to talk about and lean on. When they get +the right one, the world will be a far more comfortable place to live +in. That, to my mind, is the whole point. You and I have useful brains, +and it is our business to help the world along. In my inmost soul, I +don’t care any more for the cause of woman or the rights of the +working-class—save in so far as it gives me the horrors to think of any +one being cold and hungry—than you care about religion; but I shall +work just as hard for both as if I never had had a thought for anything +else. Now tell me about Bridgit.” + + + II + +NIGEL left her at the door of her hotel and did not see her again for +two days. Little did he guess the reason. He carried away to his club +(both resentfully and sadly) the picture of a new Julia, all intellect, +poise, and mystery; a Julia from whom the impulsiveness, ingenuousness, +and young enthusiasm had gone forever, left in that unfathomable East +which gives knowledge and takes personality; a cold brilliant creature, +with developed genius, no doubt, but with nothing left to beg unto a +man’s heart and senses. And this, indeed, was one side of Julia, and the +only one she purposed the world should see; because in time it was to be +her whole self, and she a happy mortal. + +When she shut the door of her sitting-room in the gloomy exclusive hotel +in one of the quiet streets near Piccadilly, to which she had +telegraphed for rooms, she subsided into the easiest chair and cried for +half an hour; nor did she ascend from the slough of her despondency for +the rest of the day. For the past four years she had lived virtually out +of doors. As her angry frightened eyes looked back they recalled nothing +but floods of golden light, an endless procession of Orientals, gleaming +bronze or copper, turbanned, hooded, dressed in flowing robes of white +or every primal hue; streets, crooked, latticed, balconied, sun-baked; +gorgeous bazaars; life, color, beauty, romance (to Western eyes) +everywhere. She was come to a London wrapped in its old familiar +drizzle; huddled over the small grate, its cold penetrated her marrow; +in the narrow street, dull, grimy, flat, there was rarely a sound. As +she had entered the ugly entrance hall below she had been met by two +solemn footmen, one of whom had conducted her slowly up three flights of +stairs (there was no lift in this exclusive hostelry); another followed +an hour later with her luncheon of good food cooked abominably. The +butler stood in front of her like a statue and pretended not to observe +her swollen eyes. + +If she had been wise, she would have gone to the Carlton or the Ritz, +where at least she could have descended at intervals into a very good +similitude of luxury and magnificence, been able to fancy herself in the +midst of “life”; she would have dined with brilliantly dressed and +animated people, and, incidentally, been cheered by French cooking. But, +like many others, she favored the small hotel where one was almost +obliged to bring a letter of introduction, where one was supposed to be +“at home” with personal servants; and where, indeed, one was as deeply +immersed in privacy and silence as if quite at home in North Hampstead. +Julia, who had been consoled for the loss of the dainty dishes of the +East by the kaleidoscopic pleasures of the continent, choked over her +shoulder of mutton, large-leaved greens, and hard round peas unseasoned, +boiled potatoes, and pudding, wept once more after the remains and the +butler had vanished, cursed women, and half determined to take the night +train for Egypt and Syria. + +She had not wanted to “be met,” shrinking from too prompt a reminder of +the past. Now she wished that everybody she had ever known had crowded +the platform at Victoria, and “rushed her about,” until she felt at home +once more in this huge and dismal and overpowering mass of London. And +as ill-luck would have it even her two best friends would be denied her +for days, possibly for weeks. Ishbel was in Paris. Bridgit was in Cannes +recovering from severe physical injuries incurred in the cause of woman. +At one of the great Liberal meetings in the north, during the General +Election, she had risen and demanded that the new Government declare its +intentions regarding the enfranchisement of women. She had been pulled +down, one man had held his hat before her face, and when she struggled +to her feet again, protesting that she had the same right to interrupt +the speaker with questions as any of the men that had gone unreproved, +she had been dragged out by six stewards and plain-clothes detectives, +with as much vigor as if she had been the six men and they the one +dauntless female. They had mauled her, twisted her, pummelled her, and +finally flung her with violence to the pavement. She had gathered +herself up, although suffering from a broken rib, attempted to address +the crowd in the streets, been arrested and swept off to the town hall. +She had given a false name that she might be shown no favor, and the +next morning, refusing to pay her fine, was sent to gaol for seven days. +She had lain in a cold cell for nearly twenty-four hours unattended, in +solitary confinement, and on a small allowance of food which she could +not have eaten if well. At the gaol she asked to be sent to the +hospital, but before her request was granted, a member of the new +Government ascertained her name, and, horrified at the possible +consequences to himself, paid her fine summarily, and sent her to a +nursing home. Here she had lain until her broken rib had mended, and was +now in the south of France assuaging a severe attack of intercostal +neuralgia. + +This story, told by Nigel, had filled Julia with an intense wrath, and +struck the first real spark of enthusiasm in her for the cause of woman, +but it burned low in these dull hours of loneliness and nostalgia, and +she wished that her magnificent friend had remained as in the early days +of their acquaintance, whole in bone and skin, and untroubled of mind. + +But if Julia was acting much as the average woman acts during her first +hours alone in an immense and inhospitable city, which the sun refuses +to shine upon, a city that knows not of her existence and cares less, +she was furious with herself, even before she recovered. Where was the +poise, the serenity, the grand impersonal attitude, she had learned from +her subtle masters in the East? Where the full calm determination with +which she had returned to take up her self-elected duties, to gratify a +long latent but now full-grown ambition to build a unique pedestal for +herself in the world; in other words, to achieve fame and power? Out +there it had been both easy and natural to plan, to dream, to vision +herself at the head of womankind, burning with the enthusiasm of the +artist, even if the cause itself left her cold. She had believed herself +made over to that extent, at least; and now she dared not see Nigel +Herbert lest she marry him off-hand, and insure herself a life companion +and the common happiness of woman. + +She denied him admittance, even refusing to go down to the telephone +(such were the primitive arrangements of this exclusive hostelry), and +vowed that once more, peradventure for the last time, she would wrestle +with her peculiar problem and inspect her new armor at every joint. + +For Julia, even during her first year in India, had learned lessons +untaught by Eastern philosophers. She had no difficulty in recalling the +moment when that green shoot had wriggled its head out of what she +called the morass in the depths of her nature. She had been floating one +moonlight night in a boat propelled by a turbanned silhouette, on a +small lake surrounded by a park as dense as a jungle. From the head of +the lake rose a marble palace of many towers and balconies, whose white +steps were in the green waters. Just overhead was poised the full +moon,—a crystal lantern lit with a white flame. A nightingale was +pouring forth its love song. Warm, delicious odors were wafted across +the lake from the gardens about the palace. + +Julia, whose soul had been steeped in all this beauty, her senses +swimming with pleasure, suddenly, with no apparent volition, sat upright +and gasped with resentment. Why was she alone on such a night? Why, in +heaven’s name, was not a man with her,—the most charming man the world +held, of course (there never was anything moderate in Julia’s demands +upon Life)? why was not this perfect mate, his own soul steeped, his +senses swimming, even as were her own, sitting beside her, looking at +her with eyes that proclaimed them as one and divinely happy? It was the +night and the place for the very fullness of love, and she was alone. +How incongruous! How inartistic! What a waste! Women have been known to +feel like this in Venice. How much more so Julia, in the untravelled +undesecrated depths of India, at night, with the moon and the +nightingale and the heavy warm scents of Oriental trees, and shrubs, and +flowers! + +When Julia realized where her unleashed imagination had soared, she +frowned, deliberately laughed, and opened her inner ear that she might +enjoy the crash to earth. But she sat up all that night. From her room +in the guest bungalow (her friends had provided her with many letters), +she could look upon the white palace, gleaming like sculptured ivory +against the black Eastern night, hear the waters lapping the marble +steps. Strange sounds came out of the quarters devoted to the +superfluous wives and their female offspring: passionate melancholy +singing, sharp infuriated cries, monotonous string music, infinitely +hopeless. + +And she was free, free as the nightingale, free to love; young, +beautiful, with the world at her feet. What a fool she was! + +Although she had now been in India for nearly a year, this was the first +time the sex within her had stirred, and she had been one with scenes +lovelier than this, revelled from first to last in all the beauty and +variety and mystery and color which she had craved so long in England. +In spite of dirt and stench, of entomological bedfellows, bullock carts, +and lack of every luxury in which the British soul delights, she was too +young and too philosophical to have permitted the worst of these to +interfere with her complete satisfaction. And it had, this wondrous +East, absorbed and satisfied her until to-night. She had asked for +nothing more. And now she wanted a lover. + +Looking back upon her life with France, she discovered that she had +practically forgiven him the moment she had been assured of his +insanity. No doubt he had been irresponsible from the first. This +admission had subconsciously wiped out his offences, and with them the +memory of that whole odious experience. She still blamed her mother, but +she had pitied France when she thought of him at all. The heavy noxious +growth in her soul had withered and disappeared, the dark waters turned +clear and sparkling. She was ready for love, for the rights and the +glory of youth. + +Kneeling there, gazing out at the enchanted palace, watching the moon +sail over the misty tree-tops to disappear into the dark embrace of the +Himalayas, her annoyance passed, she exulted in this new development, +these vast and turbulent demands. She would find love and find it soon. + +With Julia to think was to do. The next day she set out on her quest. To +love any of these Indian princes was out of the question, even though +she might live in marble palaces for the rest of her life. There was +nothing for it but to go to Calcutta and present her letters to the +viceroy and notable British residents. She found Calcutta the most +ill-smelling city on earth, but its society was brilliant and +industrious, and she met more charming men than in all her years in +England. For some obscure reason Englishmen always are more charming, +natural, and even original in the colonies and dependencies than on +their own misty isle. Perhaps they are more adaptable than they think, +more susceptible to “atmosphere” than would seem possible, bred as they +are into formalities and mannerisms of a thousand years of tradition, +too hide-bound for mere human nature to combat unassisted. + +Moreover, in India they wear helmets, which are vastly becoming, and +white linen or khaki, which wars with stolidity. Julia met them by the +dozen and liked them all. She danced six nights out of seven, flirted in +marble palaces whose steps were in the Ganges, on marble terraces vocal +and scented. She had never been so beautiful before, she was quite +happy, she was indisputably the belle of the winter, she had several +proposals under the most romantic conditions (carefully arranged by +herself), and she was wholly unable to fall in love. + +At the end of the season she understood, and was aghast. She demanded +the wholly impossible in man, a man that never will emerge from woman’s +imagination and come to life; a man without common weaknesses, who was +never absurd, who was a miracle of tenderness, passion, strength, humor, +justice, high-mindedness, magnetism, intellect, cleverness, wit, +sincerity, mystery, fidelity, provocation, responsiveness, reserve; who +was gay, serious, sympathetic, vital, stimulating, always able to +thrill, and never to bore; a being of light with no clay about him, who +wooed like a god, and never looked funny when his feelings overcame him, +and never perspired, even in India. + +In short, Julia packed her trunks and went to Benares to study Hindu +philosophy. + +But although she was not long finding her balance (in which humor played +as distinguished a part as her learned masters), she never wholly ceased +to be haunted by the vision of the perfect lover and the complete +happiness he must bestow upon a woman as yet not all intellect. There +were times when she sat up in bed at night exclaiming aloud in tones of +indignation and surprise, “_Where_ is my husband? Mine? He _must_ exist +on this immense earth. Where is he?” + +She knew that other women of humor and intellect, Ishbel, for instance, +had ended by accepting the best that life purposed to offer them, and +been quite happy, or happy enough. But she dared make no such experiment +with herself. Genius of some sort she had, and she guessed that geniuses +had best be content with dreams and make no experiments with mere mortal +men. She knew that if she exiled herself to America, or the continent of +Europe, with the most satisfactory man she had met in Calcutta, or even +with Nigel Herbert, she ran the risk of hating him and herself before +the honeymoon was out. Nevertheless, the woman in her laughed at +intellect and went on demanding and dreaming. + +But all this did not affect her will nor hinder her mental progress. +While automatically hoping, she was hopeless, and bent all her energies +toward accomplishing that ideal of perfection she had vaguely outlined +the night at White Lodge when once more settling the fate of Nigel. Here +in Benares, sitting at the feet of men that appeared to live in their +marvellous intellects, and to be quite purged of earthly dross, it +seemed simple enough to her strong will and brain. Of mysteries she was +permitted more than one glimpse. She felt herself drawing from unseen, +unfathomable sources a vital fluid which she chose to believe would in +time restore in her that perfect balance of sex qualities, that unity in +the ego, which had been the birthright of the man-woman who rose first +out of the chaos of the universe, who was happy until clove in half and +sent forth to wage the eternal war of sex, even while striving blindly +for completion. She learned that in former solar systems, whose record +is open only to those so profoundly versed in occult lore that their +disembodied selves read at will the invisible tablets, that chosen women +had attained this state of perfection, of absolute knowledge, of +original sex, and with it immortality. Immortal women. Wonderful and +haunting phrase! At certain periods of even earth’s history, they had +reappeared in human form to accomplish their great and individual work. +But their number so far had been few, and they were easily called to +mind, these great women that stood out in history; indispensable, +mysteriously powerful; disappearing when their work was done, and +leaving none of their kind behind them. + +Julia’s favorite teacher, an old Sufi Mohammedan named Hadji Sadrä, told +her that the world, the Western world particularly, was ripe for them +again, that now their numbers would be many, for modern conditions made +their general supremacy possible for the first time in Earth’s history. +There was no movement in the East or West that this old philosopher was +not cognizant of, no tendency, no deep persistent stifled mutter; and +although he had all the contempt of the ancient Oriental brain for the +crude attempts of the Occident to think for itself, he had a growing +respect for Western women, and told Julia that all conditions, both in +the heavens and on the earth pointed to the coming reign of woman; led +in the first place by those reincarnated immortal souls of whom he was +convinced she was one, possibly the greatest. So he interpreted her +horoscope, laughing at the narrow wisdom of the Western mind which could +see naught but a ridiculous position in the peerage of Europe; the +starry hieroglyphics plainly indicated that she was to rule her sex and +lead it to victory. + +All this was highly gratifying to Julia (to whom would it not be?), and +feeling herself destined to greatness, found its spiritual part simpler +of achievement than if the suggesting had been lacking. In this ideal of +perfection there was no question of eliminating human nature, with its +minor entrancing elements, its sympathy, tenderness, its power to love; +merely the complete control of a highly trained mind over the baser +desires, the contemptible faults, the foolish ambitions and temptations, +which keep the average mind in a state of bondage, restless, vaguely +aspiring, always dipping, and never happy. Nevertheless, love could be +but an incident. The highest ideal was to stand alone. The greatest +attributes of the masculine and female mind united in one mortal brain, +the ability to obliterate the world at will and live in the +contemplation of knowledge, the irresistible power which comes of +absolute mastery of self and of living in self alone,—unity in the ego, +independence of mortal conditions—here was the perfect ideal which +Julia was bidden to attain, which few but Orientals have even +formulated. + +On this high flight had Julia been sustained during the following years. +But, sitting in her gloomy, chill and tasteless London sitting-room, she +looked back upon it as a fool’s paradise, and felt merely a dismal +traveller in a strange city; but recalling a threat of Hadji Sadrä, +dared not send for the man she still liked best in the world. + + + III + +NIGHT came, and the night had no terrors for Julia. Her Hindu master had +taught her the science of relaxation, and given her certain powerful +suggestions, one being that she should fall asleep within half an hour +of going to bed and not awaken for eight hours. + +The morning, therefore, found her refreshed; and although she was still +annoyed at the discovery that she had not made herself over once for +all, she had no intention of rocking her feminine ego in her arms again +for some time to come. Another lesson she had learned was to switch +thought off and on; she relegated her femaleness to the depths, and +turned her attention to the work that had drawn her to England. The +monthly bulletins with which Mrs. Herbert had remorselessly pursued her, +alone would have kept her informed on every phase of the Woman’s War, +and she had heard somewhat of it elsewhere. She was satisfied that in +this new and menacing demand for the ballot, women were prompted neither +by vanity nor mere superfluous energy, but by an experience with poverty +which had taught them that this great problem was their peculiar +province. They were prepared to devote their lives to its solution, to +court sacrifices such as man had never contemplated; and they had the +time, the instinct, the practical knowledge, which would enable them, if +armed with political power, to solve this hideous and disgraceful +problem once for all. + +Julia had driven through a famine district in India and felt her brain +wither, her veins freeze, as she stared at mile after mile of starving +skeletons, lying or huddled by the roadside, feebly begging with eyes +that seemed to accuse the Almighty for multiplying the superfluous of +earth. What to do for these wretches, dying by the million, she had no +more idea than Great Britain herself; but if it was beyond human power +to grapple with the question of starving millions in a season of drought +in India, so much the more reason to attack the less desperate but no +less abominable question in a land where the poor were the result of the +callousness of man. In dealing with this complicated problem many +lessons would be learned that might later be applied to poverty on the +grand scale. + +The ballot, therefore, was but a means to an end, and to assist in +winning it she had returned; meaning to devote to it all her time, her +energies, and her talents. But must she join this new “militant +movement”? She frowned with distaste. As to many at that date, it seemed +both foolish and vulgar. Moreover, like all fastidious women that wish +for fame, she shrank from notoriety, from figuring in any sort of public +mess. However! She should soon be given her rôle, and whatever it might +be, she was resolved to play it to a finish, and without protest. + +Meanwhile she was eating her breakfast, the one appetizing meal in +England, and when she was further refreshed, she opened the newspaper on +the tray, remembering the disaster in San Francisco. The news was more +encouraging. The city was still burning, but the loss of life had been +comparatively small, and the inhabitants were either escaping in droves +to the towns across the bay or camping on the hills behind San +Francisco. Once more Julia’s thoughts flew to Daniel Tay, and she +conceived the idea of writing to him. Surely an old friend could do no +less, and now if ever he would be grateful for remembrance. + +Therefore, as soon as she was dressed, she went to the desk in the +drawing-room and committed the most momentous act of her life. She wrote +to Tay a long and lively letter, full of feminine sympathy, of concern +for his welfare and for that of his city. There were many allusions to +their brief but unforgotten friendship (she had almost forgotten it!), +references to his boyish sympathy, and assurances that she was now well, +happy, free, and full of interest in life. “Do write to me,” she +concluded. “That is, if you ever receive this; and tell me all about +your life in the past ten years. Did you go on your ten-thousand-dollar +spree? Have you made your great fortune? Are you ruling the destinies of +your city? I have always felt sure you would never stop at being merely +a rich man. And Mrs. Bode? And Ella?” (alas!) “I do hope they have not +suffered too much in this terrible disaster. If you like, if you have +not wholly forgotten me all these years, I’ll write you of my life in +the East these past four, and much else. I remember how freely I used to +talk to you, dear little boy that you were, and I don’t think I have +ever talked so freely to any one else. It would be rather exciting to +correspond with you. But if you have quite lost interest in me, at least +remember that I have not in you,—no! not for one moment—and long to +hear how you have weathered this frightful calamity.” + +Now, why do women lie like that? Julia was as truthful as any mortal who +is a component part of that complicated organism known as society may +be, but she wrote these lines without flinching, quite persuaded for the +moment, indeed, that she meant every word of them. Perhaps here lies the +explanation, in so much as all memories are alive in the +subconsciousness, and leap to the mind the instant their slumbers are +disturbed by the essential vibration; there to assume full and dazzling +control. Let it go at that. + +Julia, as a matter of fact, looked somewhat dubiously at the last +paragraph of her letter. It was not in the least Oriental. She was also +astonished at the length of the letter itself. She had long since +discovered, however, that there are some people to whom one can write, +and many more to whom one cannot. Oddly enough Nigel Herbert was of the +last. He wrote a colorless letter himself, never striking that spark +which fires the epistolary ardor; but Julia reflected that she could +write for hours on end to Daniel Tay; she felt as if embarked on some +vital current which leaped direct from London to San Francisco, no less +than seven thousand miles. She sealed the letter. + +Then she discovered that the sun was out and remembered that she had an +aunt. Her feelings for her only relative in England were not of unmixed +cordiality, but it would be something at least to bask for a little in +the presence of one so entirely satisfied with herself. Moreover, she +wanted news of her mother; and this duty was inevitable in any case. + +She determined to walk the short distance to Tilney Street as she wished +to post the letter herself. Still exhilarated at the writing of it, she +ignored the mud of the streets, sniffed the old familiar grimy air, with +some abatement of nostalgia for the East, and even found amusement in +the windows of Bond Street. + +When she came to the first pillar box and applied her letter to its +yawning mouth, she paused suddenly, assailed by one of those subtle +feminine presentiments which her long residence in the Orient had not +taught her to despise. She withdrew the letter and walked on, smiling, +but disturbed. She even passed two more boxes, but at the fourth shot +the letter in. Her planets had long since made a fatalist of her, more +or less. And she had adventurous blood. + +She found Mrs. Winstone risen, groomed, coifed, with even her smile on, +and seated before her desk in the front ell of the drawing-room, +answering notes and cards of invitation. + +“Ah, Julia!” she said casually, as she rose and offered her cheek. “Home +again? How nice. But that coat and skirt, my dear! Quite old style.” + +“Rather!” said Julia, making herself comfortable. “I took them out with +me. Who’s your tailor now?” + +“Oh, a new man. A duck. I’ll take you to him this afternoon. Just left +one of the big houses, so his prices are quite possible—at present. +Glad you’ve kept your complexion. How is it you don’t sunburn?” + +“I don’t fancy people born in the tropics ever do. Glad you haven’t +grown fat.” + +“I’d put on a bit if it weren’t the fashion to look like a plank back +and front. I’ve got to the age where I’d look better filled out. ’Fraid +I’m really gettin’ on. Beaux are younger every year.” + +“You look quite unchanged to me,” said Julia, politely. “How’s the +duke?” + +“Quite fit, I believe. They’re still at Bosquith. Margaret broke her leg +huntin’.” + +“Have you heard from my mother lately? I have not, for several months. I +had hoped to find a letter here.” + +“I got her usual quarterly page the other day. She seems well enough. +I’ve been to Nevis since you left. Nerves got rackety, and the doctor +told me to go where I’d really be quiet. I was! But I shouldn’t wonder +if I went again some day. Never looked so well in my life as when I came +back. Simply vegetated.” + +“And how does my mother look? I cannot imagine her changed—but—it is a +good many years!” + +“She looks exactly the same. Ain’t you ever goin’ back?” + +“Not until she sends for me. I can’t help feeling that she doesn’t want +me,—prefers not to be actively reminded of the last and most tragic +disappointment of her life. I sometimes wonder that she writes to me. +Her letters are even briefer than those to you.” + +“Perhaps you are right. She hasn’t forgiven you—or herself. I tried to +tell her some of your charmin’ experiences with Harold,—there was so +little to talk about, I thought it might be interestin’ to see how she +took it,—but she wouldn’t listen!” + +“Poor mother! What a life! I wonder if she would let me have Fanny?” + +“Fanny?” + +“Yes, I am quite alone, you know. I could do for her nicely, and it +would almost be like having a child of my own.” + +“I detest Fanny,” said Mrs. Winstone, with some show of human emotion. +“She’s a minx. Jane will have her hands full three or four years from +now.” + +“She was such a dear little thing.” + +“Well, she’s a little devil now. I don’t say she mightn’t be halfway +decent if she’d led a life like other children, but she’s never played +with a white child, and rules those pic’nies like a she-dragon—she’s +not too unlike Jane in some things. Her only companion is a washed-out +middle-aged governess, who might as well try to manage a hurricane. Jane +vows she shall never marry. Her mistake in France seems to have fixed +her hatred of man once for all, and although Fanny bores her, she’s of +no two minds as to her duty toward the brat. She is never to meet a +young man of her own class, if you please, and as soon as she is old +enough is to be trained in all the duties relating to the estate. Nice +time Jane’ll have preventin’ Fanny meetin’ men if only one sets foot on +the island; and there’s talk of rebuildin’ Bath House. She’s overcharged +with vitality, that child, she’s a will of iron, and she’s already an +adept at deceivin’ her grandmother—no mean accomplishment! And she’ll +get worse instead of better in that ghastly life. I wouldn’t trust her +across the street three years from now.” + +“Oh, the poor little thing! She must be rescued. Surely if my mother +doesn’t care for her she’ll be the more willing to give her up. But she +must, a little. She was strict with me, but always kind and even +affectionate.” + +“She’s not to Fanny. She looks upon her as a plague; and with good +reason, for a noisier or more messy child I never saw. But she’ll do her +duty as she sees it.” + +“I believe Fanny is really adorable. I shall write at once and beg for +her.” + +“You won’t get her, and you needn’t regret it. I’m no fool where my sex +is concerned: Fanny’s the sort that’s put into the world to make +trouble. What are your plans? Shall you take a flat in town?” + +“It will depend.” Julia paused a moment and then hurled her bomb. “I’ve +come back to enroll in the Woman’s War.” + +“What?” Mrs. Winstone looked about to faint; then her expression became +stony. “Why, women are disgracin’ their sex, makin’ perfect fools of +themselves! Bridgit Herbert must have gone mad. All her friends will cut +her. A woman of her class fightin’ men and sleepin’ in prison! She +deserved all she got, and so will you if you’ve anything to do with +these tatterdermalion females shriekin’ for notoriety. That’s all +they’re after. Forcin’ their way into the House of Commons! No wonder +the men are disgusted. It’s a middle-class movement, anyhow. You! That’s +the reason, I suppose, you don’t mind wearin’ a coat and skirt four +years old.” + +“Oh, but I do mind! I hope you’ll take me to your tailor this very day.” + +“There! I knew you were jokin’. I should simply retire if I had a +suffragette in the family. Come down to luncheon and then we’ll go out +and shop.” + + + IV + +DURING the early weeks of this same year, Christabel Pankhurst had +established in London a branch of the Woman’s Social and Political Union +founded in Manchester in 1903 by Mrs. Pankhurst. The rooms were in Park +Walk, Chelsea, and here were the headquarters of that “Militant +Movement” so execrated by the National Union of Woman’s Suffrage +Societies, and by Society in general. Their numbers were few, their +funds were almost nil, their years, with one or two exceptions, absurdly +young, they were thrown entirely upon one another for sympathy and +approval, a goodly proportion had already been severely pummelled by men +twice their size, and in the proportion of three or more to one, and +several were still in hospital, injured, perhaps for life. But they had +made all England talk about them, and a few, a very few, farsighted men +had apprehended them as a definite and permanent factor in the politics +of the twentieth century. + +Of these was Nigel Herbert, and it was from him that Julia learned all +that she did not know already of their history. Bridgit had sent her +clippings from newspapers containing references to the opening of the +campaign by Miss Pankhurst and Annie Kenny, at the first great Liberal +meeting of the General Election in October, which resulted in their +arrest and imprisonment. At Acca she had heard the movement discussed by +English pilgrims; and in English newspapers, read in continental +reading-rooms, she had come across many comments—indignant, sarcastic, +infuriate—upon the performances of these outrageous females. But from +Bridgit she had not heard since a few days before that lady’s own battle +royal, and it was to Nigel that she turned for unimpassioned +information. He had told her something in the train, and he gave a +concise history of the new movement as soon as he was permitted once +more to sun himself in her presence. + +“They’re here to stay,” he said. “I know six or eight of them +personally; been making a study of them, although they don’t know it. +They’re like no other women under the sun—nor any sun that has ever +shone. They’ve a new group of brain cells, and something new and big is +coming out of it. The only historical analogy I know of is those old +martyrs that died in the cause of some new departure in religion; those +that make such excellent subjects for stained-glass windows. They’ve got +the same look those old leader-martyrs had when chained up to the stake +and waiting for the faggot. The same grim patient mouths, the same +clairvoyant eyes, as if looking straight at the unborn millions +liberated by the martyrdom of the few. Their enthusiasm is cold—and +eternal. They are as deliberate as death. There are no better brains in +the world. Precious few as good. They never take a step that isn’t +calculated beforehand, and they never take a step backward. +Discouragement and fear are sensations they have never experienced. When +they are hurt they don’t know it. They fear injury or death no more than +they fear the brutes that maul them. In short, they’re a new force let +loose into the world; and the geese outside put them down as hysterical +females. But if this silly old world had always been quick to see and +wise to act we’d have no history. So there you are.” + +And the next day Julia accepted this estimate without reserve. Having +introduced herself at headquarters, registered, and paid her dues, she +sat for a time listening to a quick incisive debate upon all steps to be +taken in the House of Commons, on the night of the 25th, in case the +Woman’s Suffrage Resolution, for which Mr. Kier Hardie had secured a +place, should be talked out by its enemies. + +After a time Julia forgot to listen, being quite convinced that they +would act as they purposed to act, and make no misstep. Their looks +interested her far more than their words. With possibly two exceptions, +whose flesh gave them a superficially conventional appearance, they did +not look like women at all. They looked pure brain, sexless, selfless, +ruthless. Most of them had as little flesh as it is possible to carry +and live, as if Nature herself had sent them into the world trained and +hardened for fight and for no other purpose whatever. Julia saw not the +slightest evidence of personal ambition in those grim set faces, with +eyes that were preternaturally keen in debate, and, to use Nigel’s word, +clairvoyant in repose; merely that stern inflexible purpose which has +been the equipment of martyrs since Society emerged out of chaos; but +directed by a mental power, a modern balance, that saved them from the +stupidities of fanaticism. That they were ready to go to the stake, or +the hangman, she did not doubt, and it was possible that some of them +would, unless the enemy came to its senses in time; but that they would +fail in their purpose ultimately was as unthinkable as that they would +ever lay down their arms. Truly a new force unleashed. Were these the +immortal women? + +Julia felt thrilled, exalted. All the iron in her nature, a gift of +inheritance which had saved her from degradation and melancholy and the +common foolishness of women; which, in a word, had made her stronger +than life, rose from its long sleep and exulted. Here was a career, and +here were associates worth while. The cause of woman in the abstract had +left her cold, but when she realized the immense brain power, the +unqualified courage, the unhuman endurance, imperative to put the right +sort of new life into a great but long moribund cause, and sweep it to a +triumphant finish, she felt on fire with enthusiasm; the abilities she +had so long played with crystallized suddenly and leapt at their +opportunity. Some day she should command these women, or their +successors, and to do that would be as great a feat as to lead them to +victory. She was more than willing to consecrate her personal ambition +to the future of her sex, but that she never could lose sight of it +would but give her an additional power. She could become as grim, as +relentless, as indomitable as they, but she doubted she could ever be as +selfless, or if she wished to be. For a moment she envied as much as she +admired them, but the personality she once had believed murdered by her +husband had long since revived with a double vitality, and the time was +not yet when it could dissolve in the crucible of a cause. + +When the meeting broke up she asked to be given active work to do, being +well aware that one must serve before fit to command. They had been +taught to expect her by Mrs. Herbert, and her offer of service as well +as her donation was thankfully accepted. One of their number was told +off to instruct her, and she was ordered to hold herself in readiness to +go to the Midlands and take part in a by-election, working to defeat the +liberal candidate if he persisted in his attitude of hostility to +woman’s demand for the vote. She and her present instructor, Mrs. Lime, +should heckle him when he spoke, canvass, distribute suffrage +literature, and speak against him in the market-place, or at any corner +where they could gather a crowd. + +The latter part of the program was by no means to Julia’s taste, but she +had made up her mind to obey orders, and she took them in the same +matter-of-fact fashion in which they were delivered. Mentally, she +shrugged her shoulders. If these women could stand it, she could. There +was not a coarse, a vulgar, a hard face among them. And should she not +exult in the prospect of a stirring career, the constant outlet for her +energies, the lethe for her womanhood? The more adventurous the details, +the better! + +“She looks like Lady Macbeth,” said one of the girls as Julia departed +with an armful of literature, and accompanied by Mrs. Lime. “Cool, +calculating, ambitious, intellectual, unscrupulous in the grand manner.” + +“H’m,” said another, dubiously. “Lady Macbeth had her weaknesses, and +lost her mind,—something Mrs. France must retain if she is to be as +useful to this cause as Mrs. Herbert and Lady Dark would have us +believe.” + +“Lady Macbeth up to date, then. The original was shut up in a castle +with too few interests and opportunities; nothing to distract her mind. +And remember she accomplished her purpose first.” + + + V + +IF one will dig deeply enough into the psychology of those great +enthusiasms which have altered the course of history, one will generally +discover some personal, overlaid, self-forgotten motive which bred the +martyrs and kindled the leaders necessary to arrest the attention of the +world, and make the vast number of converts essential to give any cause +dignity and insure to it victory. It may be an acute disappointment in +human nature, some assault upon highest instincts or treasured +convictions, or even disappointed ambition; but above all is it likely +to have its seed in that burning hatred of injustice which animates all +minds with a natural bias for reform. The Prophets may have been +inspired and preordained, but leaders and martyrs hardly, although they +are entitled to the first rank in the history of the Great Causes. + +With Bridgit Herbert it had been not only the profound reaction of a +fine mind from the empty life of society, but the bitter recognition +that she had lavished the wealth of her nature on a handsome fool, who +laughed and kissed her when her ego struggled out of its embryo and +looked for wings on his. Then had come the amazing discovery that the +men she most liked, of whose friendly devotion she had felt assured, had +no possible use for her when they found that she purposed to console +herself with her intellect instead of with themselves; that so slight +was the impression the greatness in her nature had made on them, they +would be the first to balk her on every issue she held most dear. Her +vanity soon healed, but she had been cut to the quick; and all the +obstinacy, scorn, and strength in her arose, and counselled her to pay +back to man something of what woman had suffered at his hand throughout +the ages. + +It is possible that if Christabel Pankhurst, bred on suffrage as she +was, had not been refused admission to the Bar when she applied to the +Benchers of Lincoln’s Inn Fields, she might not have conceived the +Militant Movement at the psychological moment. Julia needed no further +inducement to enter the career she once for all elected to follow that +afternoon in Chelsea, but she, too, needed the sharp personal jolt to +banish the abstract, and substitute the concrete enthusiasm; and she got +it long before her impersonal ardor had time to cool. + +Ten days after she had received her first instructions, she arrived with +Mrs. Lime in the Midland town where the by-election campaign was to +open. Mrs. Lime was an experienced heckler, and was already acquainted +with the inside of prison and gaol, but unknown in the Midlands. Julia +had found much inspiration in Mrs. Lime, a typical product of that +awakening which began in 1901. Her small body looked as if it might have +an unbreakable skeleton of steel, and her gaunt, dark, rapt face was +deeply lined, although she was but twenty-four. Like Annie Kenny, she +had been a half-timer at the loom at the age of ten, and had worked in +the cotton mill until she married a plumber eight years later. Her +husband died when she was twenty-two, and she was using his savings in +the cause which she knew to be the one hope for thousands of girls, +overworked and underfed, as she had been. In her early youth she had +managed, against desperate odds, to acquire an education of sorts, and +her speeches were remarkably effective; terse, logical, and informing. +Once she would have worshipped the luminous beauty of this new recruit, +but now she merely regarded it as a practical asset. + +“Don’t let yourself run down,” she said to Julia as they sat in their +hotel the night before the opening of the campaign, discussing their +own. “Keep that hair bright, and wear your good clothes, as long as +you’ve got them. Our ladies think too little about clothes, and its +natural, being at this business all their lives, as you might say. But +with you it’s different. You’ve got the born style, and you’d have hard +work looking dingy. Don’t try. You’ve got just the air and the beauty to +attract the crowd at the street corner, although you’ll soon be too +familiar a figure to the police to get past the door. But ugly little +things like me can do the heckling.” + +The Liberal candidate made his first speech on the following night, but +neither Julia nor Mrs. Lime found it possible to enter the hall. Men +were learning wisdom. All women without cards or escorts were barred. +Both the girls were roughly handled as they attempted again and again to +obtain entrance; and as there was no crowd outside to address, they went +back to the hotel to await the candidate’s return. They sat in the +passage, and when he came in, shortly after eleven o’clock, Mrs. Lime +immediately confronted him. + +“You will tell us, if you please,” she said, “what you mean to do about +giving the ballot to women.” + +The candidate, who had congratulated himself upon accomplishing the +exclusion of suffragettes from the hall, and had even taken the +precaution to leave by the back door, colored with annoyance; and his +eyes flashed contempt upon the plain little figure planted in his path. + +“I state my intentions on the platform,” he said haughtily, and +attempted to brush past her. But Mrs. Lime changed her own position and +once more impeded his progress. + +“Your intentions regarding votes for women,” she said in her even +emotionless voice. “You are said to oppose it. I warn you that unless +you assert that this is not true, and that you will do all in your power +to assist us in winning the ballot, we shall do all we can to defeat you +in this election.” + +“We?” He laughed outright. “How many more of them are there like you?” + +Julia rose and came forward. “Two,” she said. “And two against one is a +proportion never to be despised.” + +The man stared at her and his overbearing manner underwent a change. + +“Oh, you!” he said. “Well _you_ might get something out of a man if you +tried hard enough.” + +France had more than once burst out that his wife had the north pole in +her eyes, that it was a waste of time to look for it anywhere else; and +the frozen stare which this candidate received dashed his mounting +ardor. He frowned heavily. “I say!” he said. “Get out of this. It’s no +business for you.” + +“Since when have politics ceased to be the business of English women? +You will declare for us publicly and unmistakably, or I shall make it my +business to defeat you.” + +He stared at her again, this time in some dismay. He had yet to learn +the power of women in general, when possessed of the brain and courage +and holy fervor that are no mean substitutes for beauty and family, but +he well knew the power that women of the class to which this antagonist +belonged had wielded in the political history of England. For a moment +he hesitated. What was a promise to a woman? And it would be safe to get +rid of this woman as quickly as possible. The other, of course, didn’t +matter. But he was an honest man in politics, whatever his other +failings, and he would as soon have given the vote to the devil as to +women. He turned on his heel. + +“Do your worst,” he said. “That’s all you’ll get out of me.” + +The next day Julia hired a motor car, and they pursued the candidate +from town to town and village to village. He was contesting a large +borough, whose member, returned at the general election, had died +suddenly. It contained several towns and many villages. In the latter, +Julia and Mrs. Lime visited every cottage, petted the children, +distributed their literature, promised all they conscientiously could if +the ballot were given to women, and implored help in defeating a man who +was an avowed enemy. They converted most of the women, and made no +little impression on the men, most of them colliers, who gathered about +their car in the evenings. The car impressed the men almost as much as +the eloquence of the speakers. Their thick heads, generally thicker at +eight in the evening, were as impervious to female suffrage as the heads +at Westminster, but Julia and Mrs. Lime had borrowed all the arguments +of the Conservative candidate and used them with no less eloquence, and +the more penetrating ingenuity of their sex. + +At every hall they were refused admittance. Julia soon grew accustomed +to being pulled about; her arms were black and blue; and she had twice +been obliged to invest in new hats both for herself and Mrs. Lime. Her +diffidence had vanished, and, her fighting blood up, and now completely +interested, she spoke whenever the opportunity offered. + +One dark night, when they had had the usual experience at the hall +entrance, they were prowling about hoping to find an unguarded door, +when they espied a scaffolding under one of the high windows. It was +elevated on a rough trestle. The same idea animated them simultaneously. +Without a word they climbed the precarious foothold, tearing their +skirts, and splintering their hands, and felt their way along the +scaffolding until they were close to the window. Then they unrolled +their white banners inscribed “Votes for Women,” and waited. The +candidate, who possessed the inestimable advantage of belonging to the +party just come into power, was lauding its virtues, promising all +things in its name, and reiterating the abominations, now somewhat +stale, of the party that was responsible for the colossal war taxes, and +the industrial depression. There were pertinent questions asked, which +he answered good-naturedly; for although he would fain have gone through +his carefully rehearsed speech uninterrupted, he was far too keen a +politician to insult a voter. + +“Now!” whispered Mrs. Lime, and simultaneously two heads appeared at the +window, two banners were waved, and Julia, having the more carrying +voice, cried out:— + +“And how about Votes for Women?” + +If a flaming sword had appeared, there could not have been more +excitement. The candidate turned purple. The chairman jumped to his +feet, crying “outrageous,” and the audience took up the word and shouted +it, some shaking their fists. Several men ran down the aisle. + +“The stewards!” whispered Mrs. Lime, “and they’ll be joined by the door +police.” + +It was darker than ever without, after the glare of the hall, but once +more they felt their way along the scaffolding, reached the uprights, +and clambered down just as a dark mass turned the corner of the +building. + +There was no time to cross the street. Mrs. Lime seized Julia’s hand and +darted under the trestle. “Lie down with your face to the wall, and +close,” she commanded. + +Their clothes were dark and they were unobserved by the men, who stood +for a moment looking up. + +“I’ll go up this side,” said one of the policemen, after straining the +back of his neck in vain, “and you go up the other. The rest look in +that shed behind. That’s where they likely are.” + +The men mounted gingerly, the others disappeared. Mrs. Lime gave Julia a +tug, they wriggled out, and ran round to the front entrance. Before +those on the rear benches knew what was happening, the two girls were +halfway down the middle aisle. Then another roar arose. + +“Put them out! Put them out!” + +Julia and Mrs. Lime attempted to mount a bench, but were pulled down. +About them was a sea of astonished indignant faces, such as, no doubt, +confronted the British working-man years before when he so far forgot +himself as to demand equal political rights with the gentry and the +employer. Julia laughed outright as she saw those scandalized faces, but +it would have fared ill with them when the police and stewards came +running back, had not several gentlemen, who, unwilling to see violence +done to women, however they might disapprove of their tactics, formed a +bodyguard, and escorted them to the door. Quite satisfied with their +night’s work they went to their inn and slept soundly. + + + VI + +SO far they had not spoken in any of the larger towns, for in this +manufacturing and colliery district it was difficult to collect a crowd +in the market-place except on Saturday nights, and heretofore heavy +rains had kept the men indoors with their pipe and beer. But they +distributed their literature on the streets, and in shops and hotel +dining-rooms, visited every house to which they could obtain entrance, +and scored one signal triumph. The Conservative candidate, watching +their progress, and having no fixed scruples to violate, came out +sonorously for Woman. He even called on them personally and promised his +active help in Parliament if they would canvass for him. They did not +place too much faith in his word, but they were out to defeat an enemy, +one who was also a member of that party responsible for all the +indignities visited upon their cause. By this time that momentous night +had come and gone when Mrs. Pankhurst and her band were forcibly ejected +from the latticed gallery above the House of Commons, after hearing +their bill talked out; and Sir Henry Campbell-Bannerman, after receiving +the deputation of representative women with amiability and +encouragement, had astounded them with the warning that they were to +expect nothing from his Cabinet. So war had been declared on the +Government, and this was merely the first of the by-elections which was +to give the women an opportunity to exhibit their power. + +“We’ve a chance!” said Mrs. Lime, as the Conservative candidate smiled +himself out of their presence. Her dark eyes were full of light, her sad +mouth smiling. “Oh, but a chance! If we could only win! There’d be some +head-shaking up there at Westminster.” + +“Well!” said Julia, also triumphant, “at least we’ve made the Liberal +candidate look persecuted. I know that every time he catches sight of us +he longs to call the police.” + +The following day was Saturday and they arrived at one of the most +important towns in the district. The sun was out and it was immediately +decided to take the corner hustings. By this time, Julia had quite +forgotten her old objection to street corners; it seemed to her that she +had forgotten everything she had known on any subject than the one in +possession; and she was further inspired by the discovery that her +tongue possessed both persuasiveness and power. Even bad speakers like +to hear themselves talk as soon as they have mastered fright, and never +was there a good one that would not rather be on the stump than off it. +Julia was enjoying this hard fighting as she had never enjoyed anything +in her life. + +The town was surrounded by cigarette factories, and on this Saturday +afternoon it seemed to Julia that every girl they employed must be +promenading the streets with her hooligan swain. They were bold-looking +creatures, cheaply and loudly attired, and universally hilarious. By +this time Julia had concluded that the common people of this section of +the Midlands were more common, more rude, more offensive than any she +had encountered in England, with the possible exception of the +barbarians in the London slaughter houses. Even Mrs. Lime remarked sadly +that comparative prosperity did not seem to improve her class. But Julia +had yet to learn that these young people had a brutal license in their +natures, a ribald savagery, that was a part of their general +indifference to morals or any sense of decency. + +She and Mrs. Lime immediately divided the town into districts, and +seeing a group on a corner near to which there was a convenient box, +Julia mounted her platform and began to address the eight or ten young +men and women. At first they merely gave a rough laugh; then one cried +out:— + +“W’y, it’s a bloomin’ suffragette! Oh, I say, wot a lark! W’y ain’t ’er +golden ’air ’anging down ’er back?” + +Julia had heard remarks of this sort before, although her speaking +experience had lain almost altogether in the villages, where the human +animal, less sophisticated, is also less aggressive. In a few moments +the group had become a crowd that blocked the street, and she quite +believed that no speaker had ever looked into so many hard and hostile +eyes. The face of every man wore an insulting grin. She went on +unperturbed, however, welcoming them at any price, for this was her +first opportunity to address a town crowd. The more hostile, the better. +She was confident of getting their ear in time. + +But it was soon evident that they had no intention of giving her their +ear. They roared with laughter, they gave unearthly cat-calls. Finally +one hurled a vile epithet at her. This was a signal which unloosed their +proudest accomplishment. When they had exhausted their vocabulary, and +it was a large one when it came to obscenity, they began again; but +finding that she looked down at them undisturbed, merely waiting for a +pause, they began to grow angry, and pushed forward. Julia’s box was +already against the wall, there was no possible means of retreat, and +there was not a friendly face in that ugly crowd. But she was not +conscious of any fear. Not only was she fearless by nature, but she had +been trained during these last four years to impassivity in any crisis. +What she really felt was the profound disdain of the aristocrat for the +brainless mob, and although she did not realize this at the moment, it +did flash through her mind that here was one section of the poor that +might go to the devil for all the help and sympathy it would ever get +from her. But of these and other uncomplimentary sentiments she betrayed +no more than she did of fear, although she was not sufficiently hardened +to suppress an inward quiver at the foul language with which she had now +been assailed for some ten minutes. + +“Oh, I say!” cried one of the girls, when her companions finally paused +to draw breath. “Is she a bloomin’ stature? Let’s put some life in ’er.” +And another shrieked, “Wot’s golden ’air for if it ain’t ’anging down +’er back? Let’s put it w’ere it belongs.” + +“That’s right.” + +The crowd surged forward. Julia, looking into those primitive faces, the +faces of good old barbarians, full of the lust to hurt, wondered if her +time had come. She made no doubt that they would tear the clothes off +her back, perhaps trample her underfoot, for they had lashed their +passions far beyond their limited powers of restraint. She squared her +shoulders. For the moment the world looked to her full of eyes and +fists. Then she hastily glanced to right and left. Down the street two +blue-clad figures were advancing, accompanied by the Liberal candidate +and another man. She drew a long breath of relief. She had grown to look +upon the British policeman as her natural enemy, but now she hailed him +as her only friend on earth. + +She raised her arm and indicated the approach of the law. One of the men +followed her gesture, and shouted, “The bobbies.” The clinched hands +dropped and the crowd fell back. As the two policemen strode up Julia +expected to see official fists fly, and as many arrests made as two men +of law could handle. To her amazement the policemen pushed their way +through the mob and jerked her off the box. + +“Nice doings, this,” cried one, indignantly. “Obstructing traffic and +collecting crowds. Ain’t you suffragettes ever going to learn sense?” + +“I!” cried Julia, with still deeper indignation. “You had better arrest +your townspeople. Couldn’t you hear them using language that alone ought +to send them to jail? And couldn’t you see that they would have torn me +to pieces in another moment? Why don’t you arrest them?” + +“It’s you we’re going to arrest. It’s you that’s obstructing traffic and +collecting crowds, not them. They’re out for their ’arf ’oliday.” + +“But I tell you they threatened me with violence.” + +“Serves you right. You come along, and if you make any fuss you’ll get +hurt, sure enough.” + +And Julia, filled with a wrath of which she had never dreamed herself +capable, was dragged off between the two policemen, while the crowd +jeered and howled, and the Liberal candidate stood on the other side of +the street laughing softly. + +Once her fury so far overcame her that she struggled and attempted to +break away, but one of the men gave her arm such a wrench that she +walked quietly to the Town Hall, thankful that anger had burned up her +tears. + +At the Town Hall she was charged with disorderly conduct and obstructing +traffic, and promptly committed to a cell, to await trial on Monday +morning. + +So Julia spent twenty-four hours in prison. She could have summoned +sleep at night had she been disposed, but nothing was farther from her +thought. She was too infuriated to sleep and forget for a moment the +gross injustice to which she had been subjected by the laws of a country +supposed to be the most enlightened on the globe. She had mounted a box +to make a peaceable—not an incendiary—speech, something men did +whenever they listed, and with no fear of punishment. Her denouncement +of the Liberal candidate and her plea for Suffrage would have contained +no offence against law and order; but she had been treated as if she had +incited a riot, while the vile creatures that had insulted and +threatened her were not even reprimanded. + +In a mind naturally fair and just, nothing will cause rebellion so +profound as an act of gross injustice. Had Julia, from a safe vantage +point, seen Mrs. Lime or any other woman treated as she had been, her +soul would have boiled with righteous wrath; but it takes the personal +indignity to sink deep and bear results. Julia in that long night and +the day that followed, cold, half-fed, alone, in a vermin-ridden cell, +forgot her ambitions, her artistic pleasure in playing a part well, and +became as rampant a suffragette as any of the little band in Park Walk. +She would war against these stupid brutes in power as long as they left +breath in her, fight to give women the opportunity to do better. +Something was rotten when justice worked automatically without logic; +and if men were too indifferent to effect a cure, it was time another +sex took hold. No wonder these chosen women were indifferent to +femininity, and gowns, and all that had given woman her superficial +power in the past. What mortal happiness they missed mattered nothing. +They were equipped for one purpose only, to avenge and protect the +millions ignored by nature and fortune, and the victims of man-made +laws; and if they were mauled, and torn, and despised, and killed, it +was but the common fate of the advance guard, the martyrs in all great +reforms; they were quite consistent in being as indifferent to sympathy +as to the denunciations of the fools that saw in them but a new variety +of the unwomanly woman. + +And so Julia received her baptism of fire. + + + VII + +ON Sunday afternoon, her wrath had burned itself out, but not its +consequences. As she had no intention of making herself ill she was +about to lie down and sleep, when her door was opened and she was told +that she was free. + +This was by no means welcome, for she wished to express herself in +court, refuse to pay her fine, and go to gaol, that being the program of +the suffragettes. But she was told to depart, and no explanation was +given her. Wondering if the duke had been telegraphed to, and brought +swift influence to bear, she left the prison with some uneasiness; her +old-fashioned relative was her one source of apprehension. If +disapproval overcame his sense of justice and he cut down her income, +she should have that much less to devote to the Suffrage cause. + +At the inn she found that Mrs. Lime, who had escaped arrest, was out, +and ordered the maid to bring her bath. When she had finished, the maid +returned with her tea, and stood by sympathetically. + +“So you’ve been to prison?” she asked. + +“I have,” said Julia. + +“That’s no place for you, mum. Wot’s the perlice thinking of, giving you +wot for like that?” + +“Do you belong to this town?” + +“I do, mum.” + +“Then, let me tell you, it is a disgrace to a civilized country.” + +“Oh, I say!” + +Julia, who wanted to talk to somebody, gave an account of her adventure +with the mob, and while omitting their language, let it be understood in +her descriptions of their appearance and performance. + +The woman nodded emphatically. “Right you are. It’s them factory girls. +They’re no good. Trollops, all of ’em. W’y, d’you know, I worked in one +of them factories for seven years, and I was the only girl in the lot +that kep’ me virtue.” (She looked like a black-and-tan terrier and was +not much larger.) “That I did, though!” And she nodded her head as if +keeping time to a hymn. + +Julia, who had finished her tea, stood up and began to unpin her hair as +a hint that she would like to be alone. But the woman set down the tray +and exclaimed in a voice of rapture:— + +“Oh, my eye, wot _hair_! Oh, but I’ve always admired golden ’air, me +own’s that black.” + +“It’s very disreputable hair at present,” said Julia, amiably. “It +hasn’t been down since yesterday morning. Naturally I couldn’t use the +prison comb—if there was one!” + +“Oh—would you—would you let me brush it, now?” cried the woman, +eagerly. “I’ve never ’ad me ’ands in ’air like that. I’d enjoy it, that +I would.” + +“Why—if you like.” Julia, who was tired, felt that it would not be +unpleasant to have the services of a maid once more. + +She sat down and the woman began to unbraid the long plaits. + +“Are you sure you have the time?” asked Julia, perfunctorily. + +“Oh, yes. Me ’usband’s ’ead waiter, and the master would give up the +’otel before ’im; and he—Jim—-don’t dare say nothing to me, for fear +I’d caterwaul. I can do that awful. Oh, my eye, but this is ’air!” + +She shook out the long strands and held one up to the light. “Oh, Gawd!” +she cried, with mounting fervor. “No wonder them trollops wanted to mar +you. They were jealous, that’s wot. They’d ’ave cut it off if the +perlice ’adn’t come along, and pinned it on their own ’eads. And +beauties they’d ’ave been!” + +“Do you suppose they were drunk?” + +“’Alf and ’alf. It wasn’t time to be full up, but you oughter see them +in the market-place at ten o’clock!” + +“What makes them so brutal, then? I’ve never seen anything like them in +England.” + +“Oh, I fawncy they’re about the worst England’s got. Maybe it’s the +cigarette factories does it, I cawn’t say. But they’re a rotten lot, and +all me sisters was the same. I ’ad a blond sister, but her hair was more +whitish, not gold like yours. She was pretty and more gentle-like, but +she went to the bad fast enough. I swore I’d keep me virtue an’ I did. I +never spoke to a man I wasn’t introduced to proper until the night I met +Jim in the merry-go-round—in the same seat, he was, and he made up to +me—fell that in love he couldn’t see straight, and when he tried ’is +nonsense, he got wot for and then he respected me from that day +forth—I’ve read me penny dreadfuls, you see. Well, we got married +proper, and now we ’ave two good positions, and may own a public some +day. It pays to be virtuous, it do. He isn’t the only sweetheart I ever +’ad, either,” she rambled on; and Julia, seeing that nothing would +quench her, resigned herself, for the woman’s touch was deft and light. +“I ’ad a fine ’andsome sweetheart once—Jim ain’t nothing to look at, +and would drink if I didn’t caterwaul so—’andsome and upstanding he +was, and all the girls was after him; and he was steady, too, had one +job and kep’ it. He was in a big Manchester draper’s shop. He used to +come ’ere, and I used to visit me aunt—he was me cousin and ’is name +was Harry Muggs. He was in love with me that desperate he’d swear he’d +kill himself if I didn’t ’ave ’im. He knew I’d kep’ me virtue, and he +thought me grand. Once he was down ’ere after me ’ard, and we took a +walk and come to a pond, and when I told ’im once more I wouldn’t ’ave +’im, and started to go ’ome, I was that tired saying no, he caught me +round me waist and ’eld me over the pond and swore he’d drop me in if I +didn’t ’ave ’im. I was that frightened I thought I’d die, and I screamed +like I was stuck. But I wouldn’t give in, and then he threw me on the +bank and run off and I’ve never seen ’im since.” + +“Why didn’t you marry him, if he was such a paragon?” asked Julia, +languidly. + +“Oh, I couldn’t, mum. He was a chance child. Me aunt ’ad ’im by a butler +where she lived. I ’adn’t kep’ me virtue for _that_—wot’s the matter—” + +Julia was doubled up. + +“Oh—nothing—really—I think I must be a bit hysterical after my +experience. Would you mind telling me what the weather looks like? It +was rather threatening when I came in.” + +The woman went to the window and lifted the sash curtain. “It damps, +mizzles like,” she said dubiously. “But I don’t fawncy it’ll rain ’ard. +’Ere comes your friend. She was ready to drop last night. My, but she’s +that stringy to look at.” + +“Would you mind telling her that I am here? She must be anxious.” + +The woman departed unwillingly, her eyes fixed to the last on the hair +Julia was braiding. A moment later Mrs. Lime came in. She looked thinner +and gaunter than ever, but her eyes burned with sombre enthusiasm. + +“Oh, you poor dear!” she exclaimed. “But you mustn’t mind, for the more +unfair treatment we receive, the sooner will the right-thinking people +of the country be roused, and the more recruits we shall get. That’s +where the law shows its stupidity.” + +“I didn’t mind in the least,” said Julia, dryly. But she made no +confidences. That violent upheaval and readjustment were sacred to +herself. + +“There’s another thing,” said Mrs. Lime. “A reporter was with the +Liberal candidate and the policemen at the time of your arrest. He’s +also the correspondent of a London paper. He hunted me up at once to get +some particulars about your family, etc.—” + +“Oh!” exclaimed Julia. “Did you tell him?” + +“Why, of course. We cannot have too much publicity, and you will be a +great help to us. The story will be in the London newspaper to-morrow +morning as well as here. No doubt there will be a London reporter down +to interview you—” + +“Ah!” Julia’s color had been steadily rising. “I can’t have that.” + +“There’s only one thing to think of,” said Mrs. Lime, severely, “and +that is the cause. People complain that we’re sensational, trying to +attract public attention. Why, of course we are. Rather. How otherwise +can we make ourselves known, much less felt, become a political issue, +if we don’t take the obvious method? No newspaper would notice our +existence if we didn’t make ourselves ‘news’ and force their hand. +Peaceful demonstrations, like shrinking personalities, belong to the +dark ages of Suffrage, when nothing was accomplished. Now, if that +reporter comes down from London, you must talk. Jump at every chance to +further the cause that’s given you. It isn’t so often we’re +interviewed.” + +“Very well,” said Julia, and half wished she had changed her name and +dyed her skin and hair. + +As Mrs Lime had anticipated, a reporter of one of the less conservative +London newspapers arrived on the following morning. He was accompanied +by the correspondent of a chain of American newspapers, commonly +referred to as “Yellow.” Mrs. Lime saw them first and gave a full +account of the campaign. Then Julia descended, and having made up her +mind to talk, she talked to some purpose. When she finished, there was +no confusion in either of the young men’s minds as to her opinion of the +Government, the police, and the prison system of England. Her +description of the mob was so graphic that the American correspondent +nodded with approval. + +“Say!” he exclaimed. “You ought to have six months of this experience, +and then go over to the U. S. and lecture. You’d make money for your +cause all right, all right. Better think it over.” + +“That’s not a bad idea,” said Mrs. Lime, with enthusiasm. “We will think +it over.” + +During the afternoon the girls once more started off on the heels of the +candidate. But their work was almost done. The polling took place on the +following Thursday. Almost as much to their own amazement as to that of +every one else, the Liberal candidate was defeated by a small majority. +But if it was the first demonstration of the power of the Militants in +by-elections, it was by no means the last. + +There was no question in the London press of ignoring this issue and its +cause. With one accord it expressed astonishment, indignation, and +righteous wrath, at the unpatriotic selfishness of a set of women that +were a disgrace to their country and their sex. + + + VIII + +MRS. LIME was recalled to London, and Julia, being now full fledged, was +ordered to make a tour of certain districts of the north and west, speak +in all circumstances, and make converts not only to the cause of +Suffrage, but to the Woman’s Social and Political Union. + +Julia for the next four months spoke nearly every day, sometimes twice a +day. She had encounters with the police, although she tactfully avoided +street corners, and they hardly could eject her from a hall she herself +had hired. There were towns, however, where the feeling among men was so +strong against the new manifestation of Suffrage, that owners refused to +rent her their halls, and then she spoke either in a friendly +drawing-room, at a working-girls’ club, on the common, or, on Sunday, in +an open field. On the whole, however, she had far less trouble with the +authorities than she expected and fewer unfriendly demonstrations. +Occasionally, the rear benches were occupied by hooligans employed to +howl her down, and to these infringements the police were deaf; but in +the audience there was usually a sprinkling of respectable men who had +come to hear what she had to say; and when they were tired of the +interruptions, they arose as one man and disposed of the intruders. + +She found herself addressing great and greater crowds, for the north was +awakening in earnest; the laboring women had been ready for years, and +now the middle class, long torpid, was furnishing recruits every hour. +Annie Kenny’s second and long imprisonment caused wide-spread interest +as well as indignation, and her release was celebrated by great meetings +of welcome both in London and the provinces. After addressing crowds in +Lancashire, and receiving an ovation, she went to Wales to speak, and +Mrs. Pethick Lawrence and Bridgit Herbert, once more whole and +belligerent, held a series of meetings in Yorkshire. + +Like a heather fire the new gospel of Suffrage swept over the north, and +where a few months since the W. S. P. U. had struggled along with a few +hundred members, it now reckoned its thousands. + +Julia, like many another aspirant for fame, found that she must submit +to have notoriety thrust upon her first. She was regarded as “news” both +by the British and the American press. Reporters followed her about, she +had been ordered by headquarters to have her photograph taken, and it +frequently embellished the sumptuous weekly newspapers. There was no +question of her popularity as a speaker, aside from the growing +popularity of her subject. She not only spoke with a full command of the +principles and intentions of the new movement, often brilliantly, and +always well, never with sentimentality, and often with power, but she +was a charming figure to look at. She had sent for her trunks and her +maid. + +She rarely felt tired, for the artificial method of relaxation which she +had been taught, and practised daily, gave both brain and body a more +complete rest than sleep itself. Therefore, was she always in form, and +never looked worn. As her fame grew, more and more of the county people +attended her meetings, and many distinguished names upon which the +Government relied for opposition were added to the list of converts. + +She was also complimented by covert offers from the pillars of the +anti-suffrage party, and one supporter of the Government went so far as +to make love to her; then, finding himself inoculated with his own +virus, retired in discomfort after a dry reference by Julia to Parnell +and Mrs. O’Shea. + +“How do you like being famous?” asked Mrs. Herbert one day. They had +planned to meet for Sunday. + +“Famous? Is that what you call it?” + +“Rather. We live in the twentieth century. The advertising poster is the +modern work of art. I’m told your picture has appeared in every +illustrated paper in the United States. It’s not only your beauty and +brains and Kingsborough connection. Some people have a magnetism for the +public, and you are one of them. You strike the spark.” + +“The oddest thing about it all is that there doesn’t seem to be the +least jealousy among the women in London. They might easily resent that +a newcomer with no more ability than themselves should suddenly shoot up +into what you call fame. It’s almost uncanny.” + +“Jealous? Not they. What they’re after is freedom and power for women, +and they don’t care tuppence whose sun shines the brightest in the +process. They’re depersonalized, those women.” + +“All the same it’s uncanny. It makes them the more formidable. As Nigel +says, they’re a new race. I believe I’m growing just like them. I’d go +to the stake myself, or blow up Westminster. The only thing that worries +me is the attitude of the duke. Of course he is furious, looks upon me +as a disgrace to the family, particularly since I can’t keep out of the +newspapers. I’ve had two letters from him, threatening to withdraw my +income if I don’t retire into private life. He’s not the man to take +back what he has given, without qualms, but I fancy he will, and that +will leave me with exactly two hundred pounds a year,—all that I am +allowed from Harold’s estate. That would merely keep me, and so far I’ve +never called upon the Union’s exchequer. I wish I might always be able +not only to pay my own expenses, but contribute largely to the fund.” + +“The duke running the W. S. P. U. is sufficiently humorous. However, +you’ve nothing to worry about. The American public would pay much gold +to hear you speak, and you can always write.” + + + IX + +EARLY in September Julia spoke in Bradford and Keighley, and on the +following Sunday she slipped away and went to Haworth, not only to rest +and read a number of letters forwarded by her solicitors, but to worship +at the shrine of the Brontës. + +She took a fly at the station in the valley, but halfway up the steep +road which leads to the village she descended precipitately; the fly and +the horse had executed a right angle. She walked the rest of the +distance, the rough stones giving a foothold, and soon reached the long +crooked street which begins with the Black Bull Inn and finishes at the +moor. Short streets ending nowhere radiated from this central +thoroughfare at irregular intervals. There was no business to speak of +in Haworth. The men worked in Keighley or Bradford, the young women in +the worsted mills of the valley. Julia, driving the day before, had +watched the long procession of girls, shawls pinned about their heads, +file out of the factories, and, two by two, cross the valley either to +the road that led up to Haworth, or to another village higher above the +moor. It was the proud boast of Haworth that every inhabitant had a bank +book, and Julia felt it would be a relief to visit one village where +there was no poverty. It looked trim and prosperous, picturesque though +it was, and such men and women as were to be seen had none of that +pinched hopeless look which had put fire into so many of her speeches. + +After she had duly admired Branwell Brontë’s chair, which the landlady +of the inn assumed she had come to see, and had made it understood that +she really intended to stay overnight, she was shown to a large room +upstairs, overlooking the churchyard. The inn, in fact, formed one of +its walls, and there were flat stones directly beneath her window. It +was a gloomy crowded churchyard, with toppling box-tombs and heavy dusty +trees, its farther boundary the low stone parsonage that had sheltered +the Brontës. They, too, could read the inscriptions on the stones from +their windows. Small wonder they died of consumption. + +From the street came the sound of children’s voices and wooden clogs. +Her room, with its old four-post bed, was almost sumptuous. Julia would +have liked to stay a month. But time pressed. She established herself +comfortably and slit the large envelope containing her letters. + +At sight of one she sat upright and changed color, but put it aside to +read last. + +The first she opened was from the duke. He wrote tersely and to the +point. This was his final warning. The next time she should receive his +communication through his solicitors. Another was from Hadji Sadrä +containing much advice and some approval. Her mother, to whom Mrs. +Winstone had sent numerous printed accounts of her “performances,” wrote +as briefly as the duke and even more to the point. Julia was a public +woman and a disgrace to her blood. (It would never have occurred to Mrs. +Edis to add that she was a disgrace to her sex.) The request for Fanny +had some time since been curtly refused. + +Then she looked at the envelope of Tay’s letter, and finally opened it. +To her surprise it was dated May second. It began characteristically. + + “Do I remember you? Gee! Well! Rather, oh, princess of the eyes + and hair. Things have happened since last we met, not forgetting + April sixteenth of the current year, but I can see you as + plainly as I saw the chimney fall on my bed on the date just + mentioned. Yes, I’ve grown some, and you may imagine me, at the + present moment, if you please, dressed in khaki and top-boots, + with a beard of three weeks’ growth (I’m as smooth as a + play-actor generally) and almost as much dirt; for water, like + everything else in this now historic town, is mighty scarce. At + the present moment I am stifling in the linen closet, that being + the only room in my wrecked home without a window; if I lit a + candle where it could be seen I’d be liable to a bullet in my + devoted head, such being the stern ardors of those new to + authority. I’ve not had a minute to answer your letter in the + daytime. What between standing in the bread-line for hours on + end (often with a Chinaman in front and a nigger behind) that my + poor old parents may not starve—every servant deserted on the + 16th—and cooking two meals a day in the street (lucky I’ve + always been a good camper), and hustling round Oakland the rest + of the time, trying to patch up the house of Tay, besides + inditing many pages of foolscap to assure the eastern and + Central American firms we do business with that we are still at + the same old stand (so they won’t sell us out to somebody + else),—well, my golden princess of the tower, you can figure + out that I’m pretty busy. + + “I wish you could have seen the old town, for there’ll never be + a new one like it, conglomeration of weird and separate eras as + it was; but on the whole I’d rather you saw it now. It makes the + Roman Forum look like thirty cents. Imagine miles of broken + walls, columns, and arches, of all shades of red and brown and + smoky gray, yawning cellars full of twisted débris, one heap of + ruins with a dome like an immense bird-cage, still supporting + something they called a statue, but never much to look at until + its present chance to appear suspended in air. If it wasn’t the + wreck of _my_ town, I’d have some artistic spasms, but as it is, + I’m only thinking out ways and means to get rid of these + artistic ruins as quickly as possible. + + “It’s rather fine, do you know, the enthusiasm of these + homeless, meatless, pretty-well-cleaned-out inhabitants, for the + great new city that is to be. We all feel like pioneers—and + look like them!—but with this difference: we _know_ that we are + in at the making of a great new city, and the old boys never + knew what was coming to them, or how soon they’d move on. Here + we stick, and sixty earthquakes couldn’t shake us off, or take + the courage out of us. It is almost worth while. + + “And, oh, Lord, how we do love one another. (Or did.) No + ‘Society.’ All Socialists (accidental and temporary but real). + It’s a good object-lesson of what the world would be if there + was no money in it. But alas! over in Oakland—where there is a + little business doing—the phrase ‘earthquake love’ is now + heard, and carries its own subtle meaning. I don’t fancy the + original man in us has altered much. He just got a jolt out of + the saddle, but the saddle is still there and so is the man. + + “It seemed odd to get your letter, fairly reeking with the Old + World, in the midst of all this chaos, and for at least half an + hour I was transported, hypnotized. You’re some writer, dear + lady, and in those all too brief paragraphs I saw considerably + more of England than I have recalled during the past ten + years—to say nothing of what you call the East. What an + experience of life you have had, you dainty princess that should + be kept in a glass case. But thank God you’ve shut _him_ up. By + Jove, I believe if this hadn’t happened I’d have taken the first + train east (our east), and the first boat over to renew my + former distinguished offer. I’ve never been hit so hard, and + I’ve known some corking girls, too. I don’t say I haven’t been + hit, but not all the way through; at all events you have the + honor of having received my one proposal. Perhaps I’ve worked + too hard to think seriously of getting married, and I’ve gone + little into society—sometimes one party a winter. Yes, I was + well on the road to making my everlasting pile when the old city + went to pot, but this fire (the earthquake wouldn’t have stopped + business twenty-four hours, bad as it was) has set us all back + ten years. But I’ll get there all the same, and I rather like + the prospect of the fight. + + “So! You’re in sympathy with the suffragettes? I can’t see you + in any such rôle, and hope you’ll have a new fad by the time you + get this—heaven knows when that will be, for our post-office is + stuck in the mud, and those across the bay are so congested with + mail that it will take another earthquake to turn them inside + out. I got your letter by a miracle. + + “To go back to your suffragettes, I haven’t heard a word about + them since April 16th; or any other outside news, for the matter + of that. The newspapers set up at once in Oakland, but nobody is + interested in any news outside of this afflicted district, and + the newspapers don’t print any. All Europe might be at war and + we wouldn’t be any the wiser. Nor would we care a five-cent + piece if we were. + + “But I hope they’ve been suppressed, and that when I get + over—as I will the moment I dare leave—they will be as dead as + William Jennings Bryan. At all events I hope you will be well + out of it. I don’t like the idea one little bit. Why don’t you + come here? To a traveller like you that would be but a nice + little jaunt. The railroads are going to advertise our poor old + city as the greatest ruin in the world, and we hope the tourist + will swallow the bait and drop a few thousands in our lonesome + pockets. This house will be patched up as soon as the great + American Working-man can be induced to work, but at present he + is camping on the hills and eating out of the hand of the + Government. Until that paternal hand is withdrawn not a stroke + will he do. But we could put you up somehow, and maybe you’d + enjoy it. + + “Poor Cherry lost her house on Nob Hill, and all that was in + it—except her jewels. She put those in a pillow-case and hiked + for the Presidio—her machines were commandeered at once to + carry hospital patients to safety, to say nothing of dynamite. + Now, she’s camping with us and does the house work, and pares + potatoes, while I fry them—on a stove we’ve rigged up just off + the sidewalk, and surrounded with inside window-blinds. She’s + game, like all the women, doesn’t kick about anything, and only + screams when we have one of our numerous little imitations of + the grand shake. Emily, luckily for her, had married and gone to + New York to live, but her personal income will be nil for some + time to come. Her name is Morison, if you ever happen to run + across her. + + “Well, dear little princess, my candle is guttering, and I can’t + buy another to-night. No stores in S. F., and it’s a toss-up if + I remember to get another to-morrow in Oakland. The moment two + men are gathered together—well, you have imagination—we talked + nothing but earthquake and fire for a week after April 16th, and + now we talk nothing but insurance. What’s more, I’ve had + architects at work for the last three weeks drawing plans for + our new business house, and when I can induce the great American + Working-man to clean out the débris, I’ll get to work and do + something besides talk. But what a letter from a pioneer and + busted capitalist! Yes, please write to me and tell me the story + of your life—perhaps I should explain that that is slang. But + you couldn’t write enough to satisfy me, and the minute I’m free + (as free as an American man ever is) I’ll make tracks for little + old London—unless you come here. Why not? Do. You shall have + your daily tub if I have to haul water from the bay. And I _can_ + cook. If I’ve got any imagination, you’ve a lien on it all + right. Perhaps you think this is what you call chaff. Just you + wait. I’m not what you call reckless, either, but—Oh, hang it! + I’m in no position to write a love letter. + + “Yes, I’m twenty-six, but I can tell you there are times I feel + forty. I’ve worked like a dog these last five years, and not + only at business. We—a few of us have been trying to clean up + the politics of this abandoned town. Well, it’s all to do. + + “Really, no more; I’m writing in the dark. + + “But always your devoted + “DANIEL TAY.” + + + X + +JULIA smiled all through this letter, and wondered if the original boy +in some men ever grew up, and if even in the United States there were +another Daniel Tay. Then she read it over again, and then she answered +it. The moment she took up her pen she came to herself with a shock. She +had been travelling between San Francisco and Bosquith, and now she +realized that she had nothing to write him about but her work in the +cause upon which she was embarked. She had, these last months, bestowed +barely a thought on all that had gone before, and she did not feel the +least desire to write of anything else. Would it bore as well as +disillusionize him? Well, what if it did? To write to him again was +irresistible, but she must write out her present self; if he didn’t +answer—well—perhaps, so much the better. + +But, beyond the subject, she was at no pains to bore him. She took pride +in writing him a far better letter than her first and gave the liveliest +possible account of her numerous adventures. She even told him all she +had felt during those twenty-four hours in prison, something she had +never intended to confide to any one; but although she would not have +admitted it, she had a secret hankering for his complete sympathy and +understanding. + +“And you’ve no idea,” she concluded, “what a wonderful thing it is to +have a vital interest in life, to live wholly outside of yourself, to +strive for a sort of perfection, while at the same time your vanity is +titillated with the thought that you are helping to make history. I +really do not know whether I have any personal ambition left or not. +When I started out I was consumed with it. This great cause was merely +but a means to an end. But now—I don’t know whether it is because I +have never a moment to think of myself, I am so busy, or whether the +cause is so much greater than any individual can be—I don’t know. I +don’t know. The balance may be struck later. The only thing I strive to +hold on to is my sense of humor.” + +When this letter was sealed, she had a sudden access of conscience and +indited another to Nigel, whom she had quite neglected since her +departure from London. She reminded him that he had published nothing +for a year, and asked him to consider her suggestion that he go to Acca +and write the Bahai-Socialism novel. “I shall worry until you do,” she +concluded this epistle, “for it would be a thousand pities if the +subject were cheapened by the horde of third-raters, always nosing for +new ‘copy.’ The Bahais want a big man. And how you would enjoy writing +on Mount Carmel. Do write me that you will go at once.” + +The landlady knocked and announced that her dinner was ready. She +snatched up Tay’s letter and made an instinctive movement to put it in +her bosom, but was reminded that her blouse buttoned in the back. Nor +had she a pocket. So she put the letter into her hand-bag, and wondered +if fashion would be the death of romance. + +After dinner, she started for the moor. She wanted a spray of white +heather, and to walk in the paths of the Brontës. The long crooked +street of the village was deserted, the good people lingering over their +Sunday meal. But Julia felt little interest in them. As she reached the +end of the street and looked out over the great purple expanse +undulating away until it melted into the low pale sky brushed with +white, she was wondering which of these narrow paths had been +Charlotte’s and trying to conjure up the tragic figure of Emily, one of +her literary loves. She walked for several miles and managed to find the +nook in the glen which she had been told by the landlady of the Black +Bull was the spot where Charlotte had sat so often to dream the books +that must have transformed her bleak life into wonderland. No object she +for all the sympathy that had been wasted on her. Immortality! Julia, +whose ego was enjoying a brief recrudescence, felt that it was a small +thing to be half starved and lonely, afflicted by a drunken brother, and +sisters dying of consumption, when consoled with an imagination that not +only swamped life for this poor sickly little mortal, but must have +whispered to her of undying fame. And she had contributed her share to +the cause of which this devotee at her shrine was a symbol, vastly +different from all that is modern as she had been; for had she not been +of the few to make the world recognize the genius of woman? She had, in +truth, been one of the flaming torches. + +Julia climbed out of the glen and started to return. After she had +traversed several of the knolls, she saw that the moor down by the +village was alive with people. The landlady had told her that all +Haworth took its Sunday afternoon walk on the moor, but she still felt +no interest in them, and renewed her search for white heather. + +She passed the first group and nodded, as she had a habit of doing, for +she had come to feel as if the toilers of England were her especial +charge. They smiled in return, and one stared and whispered to the +others. Julia guessed that she had been at the meeting in Keighley the +night before. The crowd became thicker and she was soon in the midst of +it. She would have been stared at in any case, for strangers were rare +in Haworth. Tourists came for an hour to visit the Brontë Museum, and +hastened off to catch their train. And Julia was fair to look upon and +exceeding well dressed. The girls turned to look after her with +approval, and when she made her way out of what would seem to be a large +family party gossiping pleasantly, and, wandering off, stooped once +more, a girl followed and asked her shyly if she were looking for white +heather. + +“Oh,” said Julia, “would you help me? I should like a spray for luck, +and as a memento of your village.” + +“It’s hard to find, miss, but we can look. I’ve found many a bit.” + +They strayed off together, Julia good-naturedly answering the eager +questions. Suddenly the girl turned. + +“Why!” she exclaimed. “They’re all coming this way, and that excited!” + +Julia looked and saw that the whole company was streaming toward her. +They paused, held a hurried conference, and then one of the younger +women came directly up to the stranger. + +“We are thinking,” she said diffidently, “that you may be Mrs. France, +who spoke last night at Keighley, and has been speaking all over the +north.” + +“Yes, I am Mrs. France,” said Julia, wondering what was coming. + +“And you really are a suffragette?” + +“That is what they call us.” + +“We’ve never seen one, only one or two of us who were at the meeting +last night. The rest of us didn’t go, we was that tired, and we’re +wondering if you wouldn’t give us a speech here.” + +“Oh—really—I rarely speak on Sunday, and even suffragettes must rest, +you know.” + +The woman’s face fell, but she said politely, “Of course. We know what +work is. But we may never have another chance—and we’re that curious. +We’d like to know what it’s all about.” + +Julia hesitated. What right had she to refuse this simple request? It +was her business to advance the cause of Suffrage and make converts +wherever she could. Nor was she tired. She was merely in a dreaming +mood, and wanted to think of the Brontës; to anticipate, as she realized +in a flash of annoyance, the rereading of Tay’s letter. She had +deliberately been trying to forget it. + +“I will speak with pleasure,” she said. “Have you something I could +stand on? I’m not very tall, you know.” + +“One of the men went for a table. We made sure you would be so kind.” + +The man was even now stalking up the moor with a kitchen table balanced +on his head. As Julia walked toward the smiling company she felt once +more the ardent propagandist. + +“If I may, ma’am,” said a tall young man. He lifted her lightly and +stood her on the table. + +“Now,” said Julia, smiling down into several hundred faces, a few set in +disdain, but for the most part friendly, “what is it you wish me to tell +you? How much do you know of this great movement?” + +“Well,” said one of the older women, “we read a lot about militants, and +suffragettes, and fighting the police, and going to prison, and big +meetings all over England, and we’d like to know what it’s all about. +That’s all.” + +“You might begin,” said one of the men, with a faint accent of sarcasm, +“by telling us what good the vote’ll do you when you get it.” + +Julia began by reminding them of the interest that so many of the +factory women of the north had taken in the enfranchisement of their sex +for several years before the militant movement began, and of the many +Annie Kennys whose eyes were opened to the injustice of the absence of a +minimum wage for women. One of the men interrupted her. + +“Yes, ma’am, and if you raise women’s wages so that they can no longer +undercut men, the lot of ’em’ll be kicked out.” + +“Not all. The best will be retained, for the best are as efficient as +the men. The inferior ones will find other employment, or be taken care +of by men, who will then be able to support their families. They can +return to their place in the home, that woman’s sphere of which we hear +so much.” + +This was received with cheers, but the man growled:— + +“It’ll take time. It’ll take time. Better let well enough alone.” + +“As it is the women that suffer, it is for them to say whether it is +well enough. Of course it will take time. We do not promise Utopia in a +day—nor ever, for that matter. But, if you will take the trouble to +observe, it is the women of this country that are waging war on poverty, +not the men. Without the ballot they are forced to advance at a snail’s +pace. On all the boards to which they are admitted they do the work, and +the men, who outnumber them, defeat every project for the betterment of +the poor that would force the ratepayers to disgorge a few more +shillings. Doctors, and all thinking and humane men, for that matter, +would be thankful if these boards were composed entirely of women, for +they alone understand the needs of other women and of children. Man +lacks the instinct, to begin with, and has long since grown callous to +the sources of his income. Higher wages mean smaller dividends, and he +chooses to close his eyes to the fact that his dividends are largely due +to the toil of wornout women and stunted children; of women that have +all the duties of their households to discharge after they come home +from the mills, children whose minds must remain as undeveloped as their +ill-nourished bodies.” + +“You want to go to Parliament, and right all that, I suppose?” + +“We have not even thought of it. What we want is the power to send men +to Parliament, who will be forced to keep their election promises if +they would be returned a second time. Doubtless an ultimate result of +the ballot would be a Woman’s Parliament which would deal exclusively +with the Poor Laws. Then the men who oppose us now will be profoundly +relieved that they no longer are obliged to waste valuable hours +solemnly sitting upon such questions as the proper sort of nursing +bottles to be adopted for pauper children, what shall be done with milk, +or whether cabbage is a normal breakfast for school children. Do you +know that if the House sat day and night for 365 days of the year, they +could not begin to dispose of all the bills brought before it, and that +many of these bills are of a pressing domestic nature? However well +disposed, they cannot deal adequately with the Poor Laws, and that they +do not welcome the assistance of women is but one more evidence of that +conservatism in men’s minds which is a logical result of having had +their own way, uncriticised, too long. Their fear of us is childish. +They would not be thrown out of business. Every day they are confronted +by questions of the gravest nature—questions of national and +international policy which require their best faculties and all of their +time. Women have more time than man ever thinks he has, in any case; and +we have the maternal instincts and the nagging conscience which would +force us to discharge our duties to the poor. + +“Let me add that the women of this new militant movement have eliminated +from their compositions all the old sentimentality and bathos which +weakened the Suffrage cause for so many years. Sentimentality is +sympathy run amôk. It roused that distrust of men we are fighting +to-day, and made many of their public utterances asinine. You will hear +no frantic protests to-day that women want the vote because they have as +much right to it as men. That is a good argument in itself, but the +women of to-day have progressed far beyond that or even of the old war +cry, ‘Taxation without representation.’ They are animated, in their +greater experience, by one purpose only, the desire to eliminate poverty +and all the evils, moral and physical, that are always its partners; to +reduce the hours of work and increase wages, to give every child good +food, a decent education, and a comfortable home. The millions must +work, but we are determined that they shall work for their own comfort +as well as for that of their employers, that they shall have a +reasonable amount of leisure and of the pleasures of life, cease to be +machines whose only object in living is to contribute to the comfort and +idleness of the thousands above them. We appreciate the wastage among +the poor of England. Given strong bodies and a fair education, many +would rise in the world and have respectable if not distinguished +careers. What we further desire is to give these exceptional boys and +girls a chance, the same chance they would have if born in the middle +class. Beyond that we promise nothing. The point now is, not only that +the misery in this country is appalling, but that these boys and girls +have no chance of rising out of the rut unless possessed of positive +genius. Hundreds have latent talent, thousands a certain amount of +ability which would raise them above the station in which they were +born—” + +“Are you a Socialist?” demanded an abrupt voice. + +“Yes, and England is already half socialistic in her institutions, only +the pill has been gilded with less offensive names, so that she need not +recognize it. But that old-time Socialism, which was only a weak +step-sister of anarchy, no longer exists save in the minds of the old +and tired theorists. The younger men and women who are giving their +brains and time to the question would do nothing so futile as to divide +the wealth of the world into small and equal shares. The modern +Socialists would have as little mercy on the idle and vicious and lazy +as Society has. All must work, and if the confiscation of much land +forces the aristocrat to work, so much the better for him. All will be +given the chance to work, to rise. More than that no mortal laws can +accomplish, or should attempt, in justice to the human race. Socialism +perfected is neither more nor less than the primal law of Nature +reëstablished, rescued from the vagaries of a blundering civilization +and crystallized into brain. Man will work, do his share, or go out into +the by-ways, lie down and die. + +“A word as to our much-abused Militant Tactics. Although we are women we +are by no means too proud to learn from men. If you will glance back to +that time when the laboring men of England were demanding the +franchise,—in the ’30’s,—you may recall that they did not confine +themselves to heckling, holding indignation meetings, forcing their way +into halls where great men were speaking, and demanding their rights. +They arose and smashed things. They burned the Mansion House in Bristol, +the Custom House, the Bishop’s Palace, the Excise Office, three prisons, +four toll houses, and forty-two private dwellings, and they set several +towns on fire. So far we have borrowed only the mildest of their +tactics. We have hurt no one physically, and we have been moderate in +all our demonstrations; but because we are women we are as severely +criticised as if we had blown up the entire Cabinet and set fire to +London. Such is the hopeless conservatism of the human mind. But because +we _are_ women and enlightened, we hope we never shall have to resort to +measures so extreme. We hope to educate the average mind out of its +conservatism. If we fail, then of course we shall have to forget that we +are women and emulate the great sex which now thinks it despises us, but +is proving every day how much it fears us. As yet, it does not fear us +enough. That is the whole trouble at present.” + +Although she had too much tact and experience to talk down to any +audience, however humble, she knew when to drop the abstract and divert +with anecdote and illustration. Her address had been listened to +respectfully, and interrupted with many a “Hear! Hear!” and when she +paused, flung out her hands, smiled, and said, “Now let me tell you the +true story of several of our adventures with the police,” they clapped +and cheered. She talked for ten minutes longer, and her anecdotes, while +making them laugh delightedly, inspired as much indignation as if they +had been delivered with solemn passion; no doubt more so. When she +finally leaped down, they escorted her in a body to the inn, where those +that were not too bashful shook hands with her heartily; and many vowed +they would “turn it over” and “pass the word on” to those that had not +had the good fortune to hear her. + + + XI + +JULIA, excited, and well content, ran up to her room. As she opened the +door she was astonished to see Bridgit Herbert standing at the window, +scowling at the tombstones. + +“You! How jolly!” she cried, as Mrs. Herbert turned. “How did you trace +me? I purposely left no word—” + +“You forget your maid—” + +“What is the matter? You look— Sit down.” + +“I’ve come north to see you. The devil is to pay.” + +“The Militants haven’t disbanded—” + +“Good lord, no. They’re all right. It’s I that have gone clean to the +devil.” + +“You?” Julia stared at her. Mrs. Herbert certainly looked worn, even +haggard. The fresh color was no longer in her dark face, her black eyes +were heavy as if with much wakefulness. Even her spirited nostrils hung +limp. + +“Do come out with it!” gasped Julia. + +“I’m in love,” said Mrs. Herbert. And she sat down. + +“Oh!” exclaimed Julia. And then she added thoughtfully, “What a bore.” + +“Isn’t it? And I thought I was immune, having had the disease so hard +the first time. But the young thirties! Oh, lord!” + +“Can’t you get over it?” + +“Can’t you imagine how I’ve tried? That’s the reason I look like this. +It’s a wonder he doesn’t run when he sees me. But it’s no use. I’m done +for.” + +“What sort of a man can he be to bowl you over? Do I know him?” + +“Possibly. He’s a cousin of Geoff’s, although I never met him till +lately, as it happened. They weren’t friends, and he was away nearly all +the time I was coruscating in society. His name’s Robert Maundrell; he’s +also a cousin of Lord Barnstaple, who married that beautiful +Californian. It was at their place, Maundrell Abbey, where I went for +the Twelfth, that the mischief was done. I met him at Cannes, but he was +clever enough to amuse me without rousing my suspicions; to interest me, +and then make me miss him a bit. At just the right moment he +reappeared—at Maundrell Abbey! Heaven! but it’s bad. After all I’ve +gone through for the cause, after standing on my own two feet for years, +not giving a hang if all the men on earth were exterminated—rather +wishing they were! I feel like a slave. It’s hideous to feel that you no +longer belong to yourself.” + +“But you won’t chuck the cause?” + +“Rather not. But the trouble is that I thought I was made on the same +pattern as those women up in London, desexed, all brain and nerve and +religious devotion to an ideal. And now I’m—Oh, lord! And to make +matters worse I’m marrying a man who cares about as much for the cause +as he does for Mohammedanism. Oh, damn! And I thought myself possessed +of the true martyr’s fire. I wonder if you are?” + +“Bridgit!” said Julia, with equal abruptness. “Be quite honest. Did you +never think of this, never dream of falling in love once more—of the +real thing?” + +Mrs. Herbert stood up and thrust her hands into the pockets of her +covert coat. For a moment she glared at Julia, then shrugged her +shoulders. “Well—I don’t fancy I admitted it at the time—but I also +fancy it was in the back of my head more or less. Oh—here goes—I used +to wake up in the night and wonder in a sort of fury where _he_ +was—what are you laughing at?” + +“Oh, I fancy we idiots are all alike.” + +“So you’ve been through it, too? Good. But you’ll probably win out. +You’ve got the ruthless will, like those others. Oh! I worship the very +air they breathe. They are the true women of destiny, equipped at every +point, a new sex. And I—the worst of it is, when I did give my fancy +rein it was to imagine a man who would be a great intellectual force in +the world, a great editor or statesman to whom men deferred, who would +fight single-handed, if necessary, to give the vote to women. I +shouldn’t have cared a bit if he had sprung from the people. Should have +rather liked it, as I’d have felt the more consistent. But—well, we +make ideals out of imported cloth, and then we marry our own sort. I +fancy Nature takes a hand in manipulating our instincts. Oh, lord!” And +she began pacing up and down the room. + +“You haven’t told me anything about Mr. Maundrell. He can’t be a fool—” + +“Rather not!” + +“What attracted you to him? I don’t fancy I ever met him—” + +“You’d remember him if you had. He’s beastly good-looking, and he’s +travelled and explored, and is as well-read as any man I ever met. He +went out as a volunteer in the South African war and got three medals, +one with clasps. Now he’s standing for Parliament—at a by-election next +week. Oh, he’s all right, as the Americans say, only he doesn’t care a +hang for Suffrage—” + +“He’ll make you desert us—” + +“No, he won’t. I may be an ass, as the man said in ‘The Liars,’ but I’m +not a silly ass. If he were as bad as that, I’d have been strong enough +to resist him. No, he’s big in all his ideas. He only exacts the promise +that I shall take part in no more raids, run no further risk of gaol, +and not make engagements that would separate us. Otherwise, I can speak +in public, and give up every moment of my time to Suffrage when he is +not at home. He will also vote for our bill when it comes up.” + +“It’s not so bad.” + +“Oh, it could be worse. But I wish I’d met him when I was eighteen, or +had proved my strength by rooting this out, or had never met him at all. +I’d have preferred the second, for I gloried in my strength. I’m not one +of the chosen, like those women up there. That’s what rankles. I wonder +if you are!” + +She sat down abruptly and leaned forward. “I wonder? You’ve beauty. +There’s the rub. They won’t let us alone. They give us the chance.” + +“Tell me,” said Julia, hastily, “how did he ever make you consent? He +must have had a difficult wooing.” + +“He almost shook his fist in my face, if you will know; swore he’d have +me if he had to beat me into submission—oh, worse! He didn’t frighten +me, but he fascinated me. If the primal woman is born in you, there she +is for good and all. I had the haunting sense that this man was my mate, +the other half of me, and when a woman gets that idea into her head +she’s done for. It’s more than passion, more than any longing for +companionship. All sorts of subtle chords vibrate, inheritances from all +the women, complex and simple, that have contributed to her brain cells. +When those chords begin to hum you’re done for. I’m not one of the +chosen, that’s all there is to it. I’ve got to marry and be happy.” + +And then they both laughed. + +In a moment Julia said grimly, “The only thing to do is to set your +ideal of man so high that no mortal can fill it.” + +“Rot. When the man comes along that can set those chords humming, ideals +fly off in company with good resolutions. Now tell me your experience. +You’ve had one of some sort. It’s only fair you should tell me. I’ve +admired you more than any living woman, and I’d feel better if I could +admire you less. You look ruthless, and you’ve had a good training to +make you so—I used to rejoice at it—but, well, you are young and +beautiful and you’ve red hair. Out with it.” + +Julia, who under all her careless frankness, was intensely reserved, +colored and hesitated; but this exasperated baring of her haughty +friend’s inner self merited response, and she told the tale of her +sudden awakening in India, of her deliberate search for a lover. Mrs. +Herbert nodded triumphantly. + +“But you see,” added Julia, “I couldn’t find him, because I wanted too +much. They all made me laugh sooner or later, and a finer set of men I +never met. They are all picked men out there, so to speak. They must be +almost perfect physically, or they couldn’t stand the climate; they are +absolutely without fear; they have every manly qualification, in fact, +and quite enough brains. Many were charming. But they all seemed to melt +into one composite man and made no deeper impression on me than if they +were a statue erected to the glorification of British manhood. One can’t +marry that.” + +“All the men in the world are not in India. How about Nigel?” + +“I like him better than anyone, but I can’t fall in love with him. I +don’t fancy I’d have the chance again even if I wanted it. He’s now the +head of his house and the last of it, and he takes his duties as a Whig +peer with Socialist tendencies very seriously. To marry me would put an +end to his public usefulness, for he would have to live out of England. +When a man of Nigel’s sort reaches his age he faces his +responsibilities, and when he balances them against a love-marriage that +would cut him off from a good half of them he keeps out of temptation. I +like him all the better for it, and if I had not become almost +depersonalized in this cause, the woman in me might—” + +“I don’t think it’s Nigel, but I do believe that one day you’ll have a +battle to fight—” + +“Not now. For a few days after I came back from India, perhaps. But I +doubt if I ever have time again even to think of it. When I’m not +talking, or speaking, or writing, I deliberately relax, as my master +taught me, and that banishes thought. Every morning—during my walk—I +recall some bit of the knowledge I was taught by Hadji Sadrä, and I +could do this if my mind were excited, threatened with a deluge. Oh, I +have had discipline of all sorts!” + +“It sounds formidable enough. Perhaps you are one of the chosen. But—” + +“I even wrote a long letter this morning to a man I might say I don’t +know,” continued Julia, now in the full tide of self-revelation. “And it +interested me mightily for the moment—” + +“Ha!” + +“Not at all. He was a boy of fifteen when I met him at Bosquith. I had +forgotten his existence, but when I heard of the frightful disaster in +San Francisco, his home, I thought it only decent to write to him. Of +course he answered, and as his letter was lost for months—I only got it +yesterday—and as he really has been through a tragic experience—he +lost his fortune, and just missed losing his life—it was the least I +could do to write again.” + +“H’m. There’s nothing more fascinating than a correspondence with a man +you don’t know. I’ve had one or two. The saving grace is, that you are +always disappointed when you meet them. They are commonplace, if only by +contrast with the arbitrary figure in your imagination. But it’s a bad +sign—or a healthy one—that you can be interested even to that extent +while conducting a Suffrage campaign with the fury of the martyr in your +soul—I can’t imagine any of those women up there—” + +“It means nothing to me!” said Julia, angrily. “And if I hadn’t posted +my letter, I’d tear it up. I don’t care in the least whether I ever see +him again or not. And I probably won’t, for I wrote of nothing but the +cause. I couldn’t think of anything else. He’ll hate that. Besides, he +can’t leave California for years yet. You know what those American +business men are. He’s keen on making his millions. That’s all he thinks +of.” + +“Good. See that you don’t go to California when they send you over to +lecture. Let me see his letter?” + +Julia made an instinctive, almost tigerish, and wholly traditional +movement toward her bosom. Then she remembered that the letter was in +the hand-bag, laughed, and produced it. + +“Why not?” + +Mrs. Herbert’s black eyes flashed through it. + +“H’m!” she commented. “He seems to be a jolly sort. He’s a man. And +there’s a sort of fresh Western breeze in his letter. I can smell and +hear the Pacific—and see those wonderful ruins. I love that +expression—‘makes the Roman Forum look like thirty cents.’ That’s +fifteen pence—one and three. It’s not effective at all translated. But +I’ve always liked American slang. There’s something big and free and +young about it. And so is this man, I should say—” + +“Oh, nonsense! Don’t romance about him, please. He’s the antithesis of +the man I’d made up in my imagination when I bolted from Calcutta—” + +“That makes just about as much difference as if I had made up my mind +that Robert Maundrell should fall in love with somebody else. Mr. Tay +may give your ideal one in the eye that will make it look like—thirty +cents. Describe him to me. Is he good-looking?” + +“I don’t know,” said Julia, crossly. “I’ve forgotten. He was a dark wiry +boy with a lean face and a square jaw. He suggests the North American +Indian, but is a new type altogether—Western American, no doubt. But +I’d rather talk about you. You’ve disappointed me, but I don’t see why +you should be quite so cut up about it. Ishbel is married and in love +and has two babies, but she has come out as an ardent suffragette; so +much so that her business has suffered—” + +“Yes, but she marches in no parades, and takes part in no raids. Dark +will stand for a good deal, but he’s threatened to go to India if she +goes too far; and she won’t. Trust her. She’s just like any other woman +in love. And Dark’s a good fellow, not the sort a woman would care to +sacrifice. So is Robert. There you are.” + +“I love Ishbel as much as ever,” said Julia, thoughtfully. “But somehow +I don’t find her as interesting—” + +“A happy woman has no psychology in her. Her mind may go on developing, +but her ego is at a standstill. That’s where I’m aiming! And I wanted to +stand alone! I’m not the myself I thought. That’s what cuts. After those +six men mauled me and broke my rib, and I lay in that wretched prison +all night, I thought I was seasoned for life. And I wasn’t!” + +Julia sprang to her feet. “What’s the use of worrying about what can’t +be helped?” she cried angrily. “Let’s go down to supper.” + + + XII + +A FORTNIGHT later Julia was recalled to London. She took a small flat in +Clement’s Inn, Strand, where the W. S. P. U. was about to establish +itself. She learned immediately that on the first day of the autumn +session of Parliament a deputation of women intended to go to the Lobby +of the House and send word to the Prime Minister that they expected some +assurance from him regarding the prospects of franchise for their sex. +Hundreds would await the news without. + +By this time there was no danger of any definite move by the women being +overlooked by the press, and they were treated as news no matter with +what lack of sympathy. As to be spectacular whenever the opportunity +offered was a part of their policy, they overlooked no means to that +end; quite aware that Julia was as valuable an asset as they were likely +to have, she was drafted to make one of the deputation to the House of +Commons on October third. By this time other women of the aristocracy +had flocked to their standard, and several prominent in the arts, but +Julia had a very special personality, and a value for the press which +insured her a separate “story” whether or not she were the chief figure +in any of the carefully rehearsed scenes executed by the Militants. +Therefore, having received her instructions for the third, she called on +the duke the night of the second. She had not heard from him since the +letter received at Keighley, nor had she heard from his solicitors. + +The duke was in the library and rose ceremoniously as she was shown in, +but did not offer his hand. Julia took the same chair from which she had +defied him in a period of her life that now seemed identical with a lost +personality. + +“I should have called long ago,” she said, “but you were at Bosquith +when I returned from Syria, and I have been out of London ever since.” + +“I am quite aware of your movements during the past five months.” The +duke spoke with all his innate formality, and infused his tone with icy +sarcasm, but Julia had detected in a glance that he looked far more of a +human being than of old. Bridgit had told her a strange tale of riding +over to see her “Aunt Peg” when that dame was suffering from a broken +leg, and catching a glimpse of the duke in an adjoining room, flat on +the floor, with his boy and two little girls racing up and down his +small but sacred person. Julia had accused Mrs. Herbert of trying to +impose on her credulity, but as she inspected that meagre countenance +she found it decidedly less gray and tight than formerly, the eyes +brighter, the prim lines of the mouth relaxed. Yes; he was, conceivably, +the uxorious parent. + +“Of course I know you must hate what I am doing. If you and thousands +like you didn’t hate it, we shouldn’t be doing it, if you don’t mind a +bull. But that is the point, you see. We intend to fight to the last +ditch, and then win. You don’t guess this and so you prolong the fight. +I haven’t come to convert you, but because I know exactly how you feel. +You have behaved splendidly toward me, for I know you have longed, for +months, to recall your generous allowance. You can’t make up your mind +to violate your word, so I have come to renounce it myself.” + +“Ah!” The duke rose and began pacing up and down the room. “Yes—you +would suspect—you are clever enough. Ah! If you would only divert your +cleverness into a respectable channel. How could you go off your head +about this atrocious nonsense?” + +“Nonsense? Come down to Clement’s Inn and talk to the women for a few +minutes. You might not approve of us any more than you do now, but you +would no longer use the word nonsense. You might hate, but you would be +forced to respect—” + +“Respect? Respect women that have parted with the last shred of female +decency, that are distracting this poor country with their puerile +demands, when she is faced by such grave problems within and without +that we need every ounce of our energy, every moment of our time—” + +“Quite so. That is one of our staple arguments. We are only asking to +help you. Turn the Poor Laws over to us, with the ballot, and you will +have that much more time and energy to devote to the survival of the +House of Lords, and to the survival of Great Britain among nations.” + +“And have a new and worse problem on our hands to distract us! It is bad +enough now with half female England gone mad and making this great +Empire ridiculous in the eyes of the world—do you fancy _we_ are mad +enough even to argue the question of giving you _power_? Never. You can +raid the House of Commons and force your way into the house of the Prime +Minister, and fight with the police and go to gaol, and shriek and +parade, until the day of doom, and you’ll be no nearer your object than +you are to-day. That is what has made me lose all patience with _you_. I +trained your mind, I watched you grow under my roof into as intellectual +a woman as is possible with the limitations of the female brain; I +guided you in your study of politics, and, save when you took the wrong +side out of sheer perversity, I was quite satisfied with you. And now! +It has saddened and angered me beyond description to see you making a +public spectacle of yourself, suffering bodily injury, disgracing +yourself, your sex, and your country, in a ridiculous and hopeless +cause.” + +“Well, you see, we don’t believe it to be hopeless, and that sustains +us.” + +“What difference does it make what you believe?” + +“Not so much now, except as a means to an end. You said a moment ago +that we had lost every shred of female decency, in other words, +forgotten that we were mere women. Does not that strike you as +portentous?” + +“It strikes me as hideous.” + +“I mean that when women have been battered and mauled and hurt, as we +have been, without a second’s loss of courage or resource; when we have +not once failed to score every point we have preconceived, from the +heckling of candidates half out of their senses, to arresting the gaze +of the civilized world,—doesn’t it strike you that we may be something +more than mere women?” + +“Yes, fools, and shameless ones.” + +“Well, I share Nigel Herbert’s theory, that we are a new sex and a new +race. A new force let loose into the world, is how he expressed it. When +I went north five months ago the Union in London numbered only a few +hundreds. Now it’s as well known as the Liberal party. And all of the +new active members have the same set grim intent look, although many are +still in their teens. I believe they were born that way and only waited +for the call. Not one of them looks as if she had ever given a thought +to a lover—” + +“And you extol them for that?” + +“No, I merely mention it. You see, all revolutions demand and breed +their martyrs; people who were born, so to speak, to fight and die in +that cause and for no other purpose whatever. Hundreds of thousands will +join us as converts, but only a limited number will join the fighting +army. That sort of thing is in a woman or it isn’t. Many will help us +with money and name and sympathy, vote when their time comes, and +cheerfully accept such political duties as may be thrust upon them, but +they are too soft, what you call too womanly, to fight. We make no +complaint. The race must go on and these women may be depended upon to +take care of it. But all these girls that are flocking to our standard, +that speak to jeering crowds on street corners, that are hustled and +twisted and pinched by policemen—when they interrupt meetings, or sell +literature on the street—they are made of different elements, they are +the ones chosen to win a cause, not to enjoy its victory. What matters +it to them whether they are maimed for life, whether their youth goes +before they have known any of its rights? Nothing. It is not of the +least consequence. We sacrifice them as ruthlessly as they sacrifice +themselves, as we would sacrifice ourselves. It is only the principle +that matters. Let them die in a good cause, and be grateful for the +opportunity. So they would, if they gave even that much thought to self. +That is what you cannot understand. If you did, you would know what I +mean by the word portentous—” + +“How do you like the prospect of looking like those women—gray and +dingy as the bark of an old tree?” + +“Oh, they don’t all look gray and dingy. We have handsome women in the +W. S. P. U.—several that are older than I. Many women are born dingy. +Others have merely that freshness of youth which is as likely to vanish +after one year of domestic life, as after the same time spent in +fighting for a cause that will improve the lot of women in general. +Don’t worry about me. What looks I have are indestructible. I learned +secrets in the East. I know how to rest—a lesson many of these young +enthusiasts wouldn’t learn if I could teach them. They are screwed up to +be martyrs and won’t have anything else. But the heads of any movement +must be all that and more, so I have no intention of going to pieces.” + +“I am told that if—I—a—withdraw the seven hundred and fifty I have +allowed you, you may be persuaded to go to work on a newspaper or make +money in some other way—I understand you give the greater part of your +income to this abominable cause—” + +“Yes. I know how you must feel about that. I made sure you would +withdraw it before this—” + +“I have tried to! I have been on the point of writing to my solicitors +twenty times. But it would be the first time in my life that I had ever +broken my word, taken back what I had given, and I have not been able to +make up my mind to do it.” + +“I know, so I shall do it for you. I’ll write to your solicitors +to-morrow. I shall still have two hundred a year, and I am sure now that +I can make money—” + +“Make money! It is sickening. Women of our class don’t talk about making +money.” + +“No, but a good many of them would make it if they could, and more than +you know turn an honest penny—” + +“Oh, let me keep my illusions!” The duke flung himself into a chair and +grasped the arms. “Can you imagine what it is to me to see my great +country going to the dogs? Socialism, democracy, the daily increasing +power of a class that in my youth knew its place and kept it? And now +women degrading their sex and proselytizing thousands that would have +remained content with their duties to home and society if let alone! +Why, you hear nothing but this infernal Suffrage—” The duke was never +so impressive as when mildly profane. “Margaret, of course, is +unaffected, but the women that gather at my board! They babble about +nothing else, whether for or against. To my mind the very subject among +all decent people should be tabû. I sometimes feel as if I could hear +the greatest nation the world has ever seen rattling about my ears. My +poor country! And I would have her impeccable always in the eyes of +Europe—” (It was characteristic that he omitted the rest of the world.) +“I would have her lower and middle classes respect her unquestioningly, +without presuming to rule. The present Government is an abomination, and +the number of labor representatives in Parliament is a disgrace in the +history of England. And now the women! They should have pity on our +troubles and give us their assistance, instead of adding to our problems +and making us ridiculous. A fine reputation we are getting abroad—that +we can no longer manage our women, that we are obliged to resort to +physical violence, as if we were returned to the dark ages! Oh, that we +could shut them up in harems! Let the Turks take warning.” + +“Well, you can’t shut us up, and you can’t manage us, and that is the +whole point. English women have grown up on politics; they have learned +as much at the table as in the schoolroom; the bright ones have grown +more and more like their fathers, and now you behold the result. As for +the Mohammedan women—Ferrero calls attention to the fact that the +British in India have noted that in public administration certain women +keep the spirit of economy with which they manage a home; and that is +why, especially in despotic states, they rule better than men. So, give +us, who have had a vastly wider experience, the vote, and be grateful +that we are willing to help you.” + +“Never. You will never obtain the franchise. Put that idea out of your +head. Why not go and live on the continent for a while? The society in +Vienna is delightful—” + +Julia rose. “I’ve said all I came to say, and more. I am very grateful +for your generosity in the past, and I only wished to disabuse your mind +of any fear you might have of subjecting me to privations. I shall +manage splendidly. I pay very little for my flat in Clement’s Inn—” + +The duke writhed. “I can’t do it!” he cried. “I can’t! I gave you my +word, and that is the end of it. Besides, you lived with me so long that +you are, in a sense, of my house. Keep the money, but for heaven’s sake, +come to your senses. I only ask one favor now. Take no part in these +disgraceful raids and street scenes.” + +Julia hesitated, but she was betraying no secret, for the women never +struck without warning. “I’d like to thank you, go, and say no more, but +I think I should tell you that a number of us are going to attend the +opening of Parliament to-morrow and demand a hearing. Of course, there +may be trouble with the police—” + +“Do you mean that those termagants will begin to worry us on the very +first day of Parliament?” + +“We lose no time. We’ll get in if we can, and if we can’t—well, we’ll +make ourselves felt, one way or another.” + +“I—I’d be grateful if you would give me your promise to stay at home.” + +“You see I have given my promise to go to the House.” + +“The police will certainly interfere. I fancy they will take the first +opportunity— That is only a hint.” + +“Oh, we are quite convinced that the police have their orders from the +Government. But we mind nothing. Nothing! At the same time let me tell +you that we are not going to-morrow with the intention of creating a +disturbance. We are not in love with rows, and although we are willing +to be hurt, we are not in love with that, either. How we behave depends +entirely upon how they behave.” + +The duke regarded her for a minute. Then he looked down and tapped a +penholder on the table. “Very well,” he said. “Go with the others, I +only trust and pray—I intercede for you every morning at prayers—that +you won’t be accidentally hurt in these forays, and that you will come +to your senses before long. As soon as you do we should be happy to have +you come and live with us. I—I have always missed you.” + +He rose. Julia ran over and threw her arms about his neck. “You are a +dear!” she cried. “And you always were nice to me in your funny way.” + +The duke laughed, and disentangled himself. + +“There, there!” he said. “You look now about as old as you did when you +came to us. You are not quite remade. I shall hope.” + + + XIII + + “Corker. Please write often. Hearing from you too good to be + true. Letters like what rain would have been on April 16. + Suffrage and get over it. No game for you. Don’t get hurt again. + Writing. + + “TAY.” + +Julia found this cablegram on her table when she returned on the +following evening from the House of Commons. Its extravagance relaxed +the angry tension of her mind, and she could imagine no future moment in +which she would be in a more fitting mood to answer it. She removed her +battered hat, washed the dirt and blood from her hands and face, and her +pen was soon flying over large sheets of the W. S. P. U. + + “Long before you get this you will have read in the newspapers + the more sensational details of to-day’s encounter between the + Militants and the police, and of its abominable sequel; but + there are details the newspapers never print, and when I relate + a few of them perhaps you will understand why I am not likely to + lose sympathy with this cause. Besides, to-day, I have a + grievance of my own which has put me in such a state of fury + that if I couldn’t relieve my mind in a letter to you, I should + probably go out and get into more trouble. + + “You will have read that twenty of our number, including Mrs. + Pankhurst, Mrs. Pethick Lawrence, and Mrs. Cobden Sanderson, + succeeded in obtaining entrance to the Lobby of the House of + Commons, sent for the Chief Liberal Whip, and persuaded him to + go to the Prime Minister and ask if he intended to do anything + during this session toward the enfranchisement of women. The + Prime Minister sent word back that the Government had no + intention of giving the vote to women during their term of + office. + + “How many times have they gone to that Lobby full of hope, + inspired by the justice of their cause—however, + sentimentalizing is not in our line. This was the most direct + rebuff they had received, and they made up their minds to hold a + meeting of protest then and there. One of the women sprang upon + a settee and began to address the others. The police had been + watching for a signal. In five minutes they had dragged and + driven the women out of the Lobby, knocking Mrs. Pankhurst down, + and mauling Mrs. Lawrence and the rest in their usual fashion. + When the women waiting outside saw how their comrades were being + handled, they rushed forward, and soon were engaged in a + hand-to-hand encounter with the police. Even those that merely + spoke to the women of the deputation were struck or arrested. + Seven were dragged off to the police station, and a few moments + later, Mrs. Cobden Sanderson, knowing that Mrs. Lawrence was + ill, and not willing that the girls should go to gaol without an + older woman, managed to get herself arrested. + + “Of course, you want to know what I was doing all this time. + That is what I am writing to tell you, for therein lies my + grievance. And let me tell you that I have a red-haired temper, + quite out of tune with princesses on towers. You might as well + know me as I am and not romance about me any more. + + “I went with the deputation to the House, being one of those + drafted, and marching at the head of a large body of members of + the Union that accompanied us, but had no hope of gaining + admittance. At the Strangers’ Entrance we were met by the usual + number of watchful police, and the Inspector asked at once which + was Mrs. France; the others craned their necks and took in all + my points when I was indicated. I was then informed that I could + not enter, that the orders were positive. There was no time to + waste in protest over minor matters, another was chosen in my + place, and I was left outside with the rank and file. I was + annoyed, and had no difficulty in guessing the cause of my + exclusion. The duke may despise the present Government, but he + had not scrupled to bring his personal influence to bear on it + in order to save me from possible hurt—or notoriety. + + “However, it is one of our principles to waste no time over + spilt milk, but immediately to place ourselves in readiness for + the next opportunity. I stood quietly with the others as close + to the entrance as the police outside would permit, and waited. + At the end of what seemed interminable hours, during which a + large crowd gathered, many friendly, for the public is beginning + to respect our pluck and persistence, some jeering and making + abominable jokes, our women standing as erect and patient as + soldiers, with eager set faces, ready to fight if need be, but + quite as ready to disperse peaceably if their deputation were + treated with respect—well, suddenly the doors were flung open + and out tumbled a medley of women and police. Mrs. Pankhurst, + with closed eyes and rigid limbs, as if defying the worst, + pushed along on her heels, and finally flung to the ground; Mrs. + Pethick Lawrence, struggling indignantly, torn and mauled; the + rest treated as if they were circus beasts of the forest that + had got loose in the arena,—out they came in a wild disgraceful + scrimmage. What a cartoon for posterity to gape at! + + “Of course we made a rush for our friends and leaders, inspired + with precisely the same instinct to go to their assistance as if + they and we had been Men. One of our rigid principles is never + to attack the police, to assume that they are merely obeying + orders; and even when they treat us with their customary + brutality, to struggle, but not to strike; it being our desire + to show, if possible, that a great battle can be won in these + days by brains instead of force. + + “Therefore, although we attempted to reach our leaders, it was + merely to rescue them if we could; at all events to show our + sympathy and indignation. But we did not reach them. The police + outside were waiting for their signal; they immediately closed + in and began striking and pushing us about, at first not + ungently: they merely bashed hats, knocked a few shoulders, and + twisted a few arms. But as fast as they dispersed one group, or + turned to attack another, we made a new rush; some in the + direction of Mrs. Pankhurst, others toward those being led off + to the police station, others, myself among them, intending to + force our way into the House, and make another demonstration in + the Lobby. Mrs. Lime had managed to keep by my side, for she + intended to enter with me. But suddenly she caught sight of a + girl being abominably mauled by a policeman, and made a brave + attempt to rescue her. The policeman dropped the girl, seized + Mrs. Lime, whirled her about, gripped her by the shoulders, and, + rushing her against the palings of Palace Yard, struck her + breasts against the iron again and again. That sight sent me off + my head. I forgot instructions, forgot the lofty impassivity I + had been taught in the East—an admirable recipe for occasions + like this, but, as yet, beyond me—I leaped on the man and + struck him on the back of the head with all my might. He dropped + Mrs. Lime and whirled about on me as furiously as if my fist had + been as hard as his own, but when he saw me, he merely dropped + his arm, scowled, and said:— + + “‘Go home! Go home! You’ll get hurt,’ and ran over to pull two + women apart who had locked arms. Then I realized what I had + dimly been conscious of, that my only injuries were to my + clothes, and that these were but the result of the general + scuffle; every policeman had avoided me or brushed me off. They + had received orders to do me no harm. Among all those hundreds + of indomitable women I alone was to go scot free. The idea so + enraged me that I flew at another policeman and struck him, + determined to go to prison with the others. But he, too, brushed + me off, although he was already panting and angry, and no doubt + would have liked to strike me and then drag me to the police + station. I attacked another, and he turned his back on me with + an oath, seized a girl who was merely pushing her way quietly + through the struggling mass, her face set and gray, her eyes + with that strange intent look worn by nearly every face + belonging to our women—seized her, threw her down, and kicked + her in the side. + + “Well—I managed to drag her and Mrs. Lime out of the crowd, put + them into a four-wheeler, and take them to Westminster Hospital. + They will die, no doubt; if not now, then later, devoured by the + most horrible of all diseases. But if we have lost them, we + shall have gained forty in their place, for this insensate + policy of the Government has its logical + consequence—illustrates the old truth, ‘The blood of martyrs is + the seed of reform.’ Have they never read history? + + “And yet, sometimes I despair. We shall win in the end, of + course, for it is as impossible to exterminate this new force as + to chain the Atlantic. But when? And shall we be here to see? We + are only mortal, after all, and our bodies, strong to endure as + they are, can be broken by men. And the great mass of women are + so slow in awakening. In spite of the tremendous increase in our + numbers during the past year, and the interest we have aroused, + our recruits are a mere handful when compared with the female + population of Great Britain, in general. Not until all, or at + least three-fourths, of those women have awakened and rallied to + our side can we win. Of that I am convinced. One thing I strove + to do in the north was to convert the political women, those + that always assist the men so potently at every general + election. If we can persuade these women to desert the men and + fight for women alone, we shall have made a great stride. This + autumn I am to renew my acquaintance with my old associates and + visit country houses during the autumn and winter, making + converts of women who would be of inestimable benefit to us. But + that is a sort of inactive service under which I chafe. Would + that we could rouse all the women at once, form a rebel army, + take to the field and fight like men. Perhaps we shall be driven + to that in the end. It is all very well to plan to win by brains + alone, and it would be to our immortal glory if we did, but it + is to be considered that we are opposing men either without + brains themselves, or who have been bred on the idea of physical + force and really respect nothing else. Well, whatever happens, I + only ask that I may be here to see. I am willing to give my + brain and body and soul and every penny I can command to this + cause, but I want to give the last of myself at the last minute, + all the same. + + “Now, write and tell me honestly if you would have me desert + these women, when I can be of signal assistance to them in not + one but many ways; and if you think I would be anything but what + this cause has made of me if I would. + + “JULIA FRANCE.” + + + + + BOOK V + DANIEL TAY + + + I + +THE great amphitheatre of the Albert Hall was filled from arena to dome: +some ten thousand women and three hundred men, exclusive of police. Slim +young women in the white uniform of stewards and decorated with the +badges of their unions stood at the back of the gangways. On the +platform, against flowers and banners, sat the officials of the Woman’s +Social and Political Union and of the several unions it had inspired. Of +the most important of these, Julia France had been elected president +eighteen months before, and to-night sat at the right of Mrs. Pethick +Lawrence, who occupied the chair in the absence of Mrs. Pankhurst. + +The great rally had a fourfold purpose: to celebrate the victory of the +Militants in the general election, during which they had fought the +Liberals in forty constituencies; their energy, cleverness, and resource +being not the least of the factors which had transferred eighteen seats +to the Conservatives (thus throwing the Government upon the Labor and +Irish vote for support); to protest once more against the inhuman +treatment of the hunger strikers in Holloway gaol; to add to the +£100,000 fund; and to listen to Mrs. France’s account of her three +months’ lecture tour in the United States. + +When Julia had risen to speak, she had been greeted by a magnificent +demonstration. Every woman in the audience had sprung to her feet, +cheered, and waved her banner for five minutes. This enthusiasm was not +inspired by Julia’s notable tour only, nor to the money she had brought +back with her, but to her four years’ record of steadfast and valuable +work in the Militant cause, the large number of recruits she had brought +in by her personal efforts, the many Liberal candidates she had helped +to defeat at by-elections, her religious devotion to a work for which +nothing in her previous life would seem to have prepared her, and above +all, to the great gift for leadership she had displayed during the last +year and a half. For her indomitable courage, her indifference to +personal comfort, and to bodily suffering when maltreated by police, +stewards, or hooligans, or endured in gaol, they had no applause; this +was a mere matter of course. But in addition to her services, Julia was +a favorite with all of them: she was picturesque without being +sensational, a brilliant powerful persuasive speaker, and a lovely +picture on the platform. Moreover, she possessed (and desperately clung +to) the priceless gift of humor, and humor in suffragette ranks was +rare. Mrs. Pankhurst and her daughters, great speakers as they were, had +not a ray of it; and even Mrs. Pethick Lawrence, the most genial of +women, fell under the spell of the world’s tragedy the moment she rose +to speak. + +To-night, Julia, knowing that most of the minds present were oppressed +by the sufferings in Holloway, made the account of her American +experiences as diverting as possible, although she finished with a +passionate denunciation of the Government, and an appeal to her audience +to proselytize unceasingly, until their numbers were irresistible. + +When she sat down, Mrs. Lawrence, preparatory to making her appeal for +funds, gave a graphic and terrible picture of the hunger strikers, who, +forcibly fed through the nose and throat with surgical instruments of +torture, were now having a dose of martyrdom that compared favorably +with any in the records of the Inquisition. Julia, too well acquainted +with the horrible details, glanced over the House and nodded to Ishbel +Dark and Bridgit Maundrell, seated in a box. Ishbel was still the +prettiest woman in any assembly she chose to grace, and her attire, as +ever, looked like the petals of a flower. Bridgit, severely tailored, +albeit in velvet, was sitting forward tensely, her eyes flashing at the +iniquities of man. Julia noted with amusement that Maundrell was behind +her, and listening with an expression no less indignant. Dark +consistently refused to show himself at Suffrage rallies, although more +sympathetic of late, but Maundrell was not only complaisant, but +converted. To have lived with Bridgit for three years and failed to be +impressed by that burning and immovable faith would have stamped him +superman, and the next step was to surrender to a cause capable of +making such an apostle. He already had made a number of speeches, in and +out of the House, advocating the extension of the franchise to a limited +number of women, and as he was a man of distinguished abilities, there +was much rejoicing in Suffrage ranks. He had even permitted his wife to +take part in the last great raid on the House, although, without her +knowledge, he had circled near her, and diverted the attention of the +police when she had been too eager for trouble. He had no intention of +letting her go to gaol and ruin her health. + +But the Westminster police avoided arresting women of Mrs. Maundrell’s +position unless their official faces were slapped. For that matter they +were growing more and more averse from arresting women at all, and had +been heard to wish that the Parliamentarians would come out and do their +own dirty work. The women had so far won their liking and respect that +when the Government wanted them knocked about, they were forced to order +up reserves from the slums. The Westminster officers formed woman-proof +cordons about the Houses of Parliament, effectively protecting the men +within, but repulsed their assailants good-naturedly, only making +arrests when the women were inexorable. When Julia, determined upon +arrest in one of the raids of 1909, made a technical assault upon a tall +policeman’s chin, he had whispered: “Harder, Mrs. France. Give me a good +crack on me cheek. That’ll be assault, as the Inspector’s looking this +way, and I’ll have to arrest ye.” + +The great number of Militants arrested, the injustice of their trials +and sentences, the severity of their treatment in gaol, had succeeded as +nothing else had done in arousing the women of Great Britain. Very +nearly a million had declared themselves in favor of Suffrage, and many +of these had joined one or other of the forty-one societies and unions. + +Only the mean-spirited, the hopelessly old-fashioned, and the sex +idolaters had failed to rally to their cause. Never in the history of +England had there been such monster mass-meetings, such impressive +parades, such a widespread upheaval. If these rebels had been +Socialists, or any other body of men demanding concessions, they would +have won their battle long since. + +Mrs. Lawrence passed on to her favorite subject, the injustice of +visiting the penalties of the law upon desperate girls for infanticide, +while ignoring her partner in crime. Julia, whose mind had wandered to +her own prison experiences, happily over before the hunger strike was +organized, and the devices to which she had resorted before she had +compelled arrest in spite of the duke’s vigilance, suddenly, without an +instant’s transition, began to think vividly of Daniel Tay. She started +and sat up straighter, drawing her brows together in perplexity. Her +thought was very consecutive these days. + +During their long but irregular correspondence—often conducted on his +part by cable—she had thought of him exclusively while writing, or +reading his characteristic letters, and then dismissed him from her +mind. There was always a certain excitement in “talking” confidentially +into a mind on the other side of the globe, and his epistles, however +brief, were sympathetic. He had long since given up his attempt to turn +her from her purpose; he recognized her as a force, and asserted that he +was proud of her. She fancied that he no longer cared to meet her again, +but found his own amusement in the novelty of the correspondence; and +she too no longer experienced tremors at sight of his handwriting. But +she was conscious of a bond, and welcomed an occasional vibration from +the other end of the line. + +And now she suddenly found herself thinking of him intensely. She peered +out into that acre of faces. Could he be present? Hardly, as he had +written but a few weeks ago that he was “up to his neck” in business and +politics. The famous Graft Prosecution was sitting expectantly on the +edge of its grave, dug by corrupting gold, the rallying of every +dishonest business man in San Francisco to the standard of the +scoundrels in politics, and a few mistakes of its own. Business, too, +was “awful,” San Francisco’s luck not having turned since the morning of +the earthquake. No, he could not be present, but she stirred uneasily, +nevertheless. She was highly organized, and quick to respond to the +concentration of another mind upon her own. Once more she searched that +mass of faces, but they seemed to melt into one. She banished Tay from +her mind. He returned promptly. She frowned, but gave it up and let her +mind drift. + +Mrs. Lawrence had made her usual stirring appeal for an addition to the +growing fund, and the money was rolling in. The girl stewards were +running back and forth, and Mrs. Lawrence was reading aloud the promise +cards as they were handed up, while her husband made the additions on +the score board. Some £5000 had been subscribed amidst continuous +applause, when Julia forgot Tay and almost laughed aloud as she heard +Mrs. Winstone’s name read out to the tune of £20. “Alas!” this convert +had cried plaintively to Julia, a few days before. “What will you? +Haven’t I always said that one secret of lookin’ young was to dress in +the fashion of the moment, not have any silly style of your own? And +you’ve got to keep your mind dressed up to date as well as your figger. +I’m not goin’ to gaol and ruin what complexion I’ve got left, but I’ve +taken a box at Albert Hall and I’m havin’ meetings in my drawin’-room. +It’s a God-send to have a new fad, anyway. All the old ones were +motheaten.” + +Julia lost her breath. She felt her body cold and rigid, and all its +blood flown to her face. + +“Daniel Tay, £200,” read Mrs. Lawrence. + +And the women cheered, as they always did when a man offered himself up +for encouragement. + +Julia stared at her hands and tried to close her lips! So! He was here! +She was furious with herself for her agitation; she also cast a hasty +glance over her costume. Ishbel and her maid attended to her wardrobe, +keeping her admirably dressed; nothing was asked of her but to wear her +clothes, and this she could always be relied upon to do with +distinction. She had hardly been aware of the color or fashion of her +gown until this moment of searching investigation, and was gratified to +observe that it was of white chiffon cloth and gentian blue velvet; made +with simplicity, but long of line, and moulded to her round slim young +figure. She wore a long chain of blue tourmalines and moonstones, the +colors of her Union, and presented by her American admirers. Her +abundant flame-colored locks were braided about her head as in the days +of Bosquith, little curls escaping on her brow and neck. + +Her self-possession returned, and looking out, she deliberately smiled, +a very hospitably sisterly smile. She believed that Tay would move, +change his seat abruptly; but everybody was moving, and many were +standing. To recognize him would be impossible unless he came directly +up to the platform. She rather wondered that he did not, being an +informal creature. Then she looked forward confidently to finding him at +the stage door. + +The meeting broke up, amidst renewed cheers and waving of flags. Tay was +not at the stage door. After lingering for a few moments in +conversation, she went round to the front entrance. But only the police +stood there, a long stately and useless rank. They all saluted Julia, +and one told her he had missed her. Finally she permitted him to put her +into a cab, and drove to Clement’s Inn with her black brows in a +straight line. She excogitated until the brilliant idea struggled out +that Tay had intrusted his donation to some friend, who had recklessly +unchained himself from his desk in that unhappy city of San Francisco. + + + II + +WHEN she had entered her flat she sat down at her desk and scowled more +deeply still. She was angry not only at her past agitation but at her +present disappointment. For seven years now, save for brief lapses, +almost forgotten, she had been complete mistress of herself. During the +last four she had so far sunk her personality into the great impersonal +cause of her adoption that she had had no time to moon about herself +after the fashion of idle women. + +Work! Had that been the secret? How commonplace, and how expositive! +Who, indeed, when speaking, planning, fighting, proselytizing, writing +innumerable leaflets, newspaper and magazine articles, drilling +recruits, attending thousands of meetings, to say nothing of organizing +her own Union and fighting army, would find a moment’s time to cast a +thought to man save as present enemy and future co-worker. Even when in +gaol, from which she had been mysteriously released both times at the +end of a week, she had deliberately slept when not writing articles in +her head. In America she had not gone farther west than Chicago, but she +suddenly realized that if the question of including California in the +itinerary had arisen she should have felt something like panic, possibly +the same superstitious fear that had assailed her at three pillar boxes +four years earlier. Well, indeed, that Tay had sent his contribution. +She had no desire to have her work interrupted, nor to go through any +female throes. To know that she was still hospitable to them was bad +enough. Switch him out! She took her typewriter from its case, haughtily +refusing to sleep. + +The telephone beside her rang. She put the receiver to her ear, +wondering who dared interrupt her at night in times of peace. Although a +truce with the Government was not formally declared until February 14th, +the Militants were resting on the laurels won in the General Election. + +A man’s voice answered her “Hello!” + +“Who is it?” + +“Guess!” + +“I—I can’t.” + +“Well, I hope my voice has changed some.” + +“Oh—so you _are_ here. How generous of you to give us those £200!” + +“Generous nothing. You fired me up so with that speech that I came near +subscribing my entire letter of credit, and then borrowing back enough +to pay my hotel bill and get out.” + +“Why didn’t you come up to the platform afterward, or wait for me in the +lobby?” + +“Frightened out of my wits. I’m never shy at the other end of the +telephone, so thought I’d meet you this way first. If you’d made the +usual female speech, I should have remained quite myself. But with all +your wit and fire, you’re so finished, so polished—and you look that +way, too. My teeth are still chattering. Somehow, in spite of +everything, I suddenly realized that I’d always remembered you as the +little princess on the tower.” + +(“And I in the fatal young thirties!”) “Nonsense! I’ve merely worked +hard these last four years. No one ever dreamed of being afraid of me. +Of course you’ll call to-morrow?” + +“I think I might summon up courage if you would infuse a little +cordiality into your voice. You’ve thawed a bit, but not too much.” + +“You took me so completely by surprise. I had just made up my mind that +you had asked some friend to make that donation in your name.” + +“Never should have thought of such a thing, although you could have had +all I’ve got at any moment. What time may I call to-morrow?” + +“When did you arrive?” + +“This morning. Saw at once that you were going to speak, and thought I’d +see what you were like before I ventured. What time may I call to-morrow +morning?” + +“Let me think—I’ve always a thousand things to attend to in the +morning—” + +“Please cut them out. You need a rest, anyhow. I’d like to call at +eleven.” + +“Well—why not? We might go to the National Gallery—” + +“What! You’re not going to begin on that? Reminds me of Cherry and the +torments of my youth. I’d like to talk to you for twelve hours on end, +and take you out to lunch and dinner, but I’ll go to no morgues!” + +“Oh, very well. It will be quite delightful. But as it will be what you +call a strenuous day, perhaps I’d better go to bed now. Good night.” + +“Good night, Militant Princess.” + +When Julia hung up the receiver she was still smiling. Then, to show how +completely mistress of herself she was, she went to bed and slept. + + + III + +THE next morning Julia looked dubiously about her little sitting-room. A +workshop, truly. No hint here of the charming woman’s boudoir. It would +have been impossible for Julia to live in tasteless surroundings, and +the walls were covered with green burlap, the carpet was of the same +shade, the chairs were of leather, the big desk was of old oak. But +there was not a picture on the walls, not a bibelôt, only books, books +everywhere; and in the corners piles of papers. She rang for the maid +that took care both of her and the flat (her meals were brought in +unless she went out for them), and ordered her to make the room as +presentable as possible while she took the walk with which she began her +day. It was raining, but no weather kept her indoors, and she walked +rapidly to Kensington Park and back. + +When she reëntered the flat she petrified the maid by ordering her to +bring forth her new coats and skirts for inspection. There was a rough +but handsome green tweed for heavy wear, the inevitable black cloth, and +a more elaborate costume of electric blue cloth with a white velvet +collar and fancy blouse, intended for the simple functions of her +present life. She arrayed herself in the last without an instant’s +hesitation, then after trying on the graceful little hat three times, +decided that it would be more hospitable to receive an old friend in the +hair he admired. + +“Have I any tea-gowns?” she asked abruptly. + +“Tea-gowns, mum?” Collins barely articulated. “No, mum. You’ve never had +use for tea-gowns.” + +“How odd, when I often come home tired.” + +“I’ve never seen you really tired, mum.” + +“Everybody is tired at times—and—and—I always wanted tea-gowns.” + +“I’ll go at once to her ladyship’s—” + +“Yes, do. No, go to the big French houses—I’ve given Lady Dark so much +trouble. Buy me two, ready-made. A pale green one, and a white one with +sapphire-blue ribbons—or cornflower blue. It doesn’t matter.” + +“Yes, mum.” And Collins went on her errand joyfully. + +“Now what a fool I am,” thought Julia. But she did not recall the maid. +She carried the forgotten typewriter into the next room and deposited it +on the bed, then sat down and reflected that Swani Dambaba, her Hindu +master, had often reminded her there was nothing like a short, but +thorough, vacation from the mind’s accustomed travail, to recuperate the +mental faculties and prepare them for still more arduous labors. She had +thought of one thing only for four years. This, no doubt, was the +opportunity her mind had impatiently awaited, for its Suffrage +activities had lain down to sleep without a preliminary yawn. Her +secretary had come and gone, mystified. + +Promptly on the stroke of eleven she answered a sharp rap and extended +both hands with a cold friendly brightness she could always adjust like +a visor. Tay flung his hat on a chair and shook her hands for quite a +minute. Obviously his diffidence was a thing of overnight, for it was +not in evidence as he smiled down upon her with his keen clever eyes. + +“By Jove!” he exclaimed, “but you look good to me. You haven’t changed a +bit. To tell the truth, if business hadn’t forced me to come over here, +I don’t believe I’d ever have come—was so afraid you’d be old and +ugly—” + +“Old and ugly!” cried Julia, indignantly. “When I’m only—” She paused +abruptly. Tay knew that she was thirty-four, and she was willing that he +should know, but, quite like any woman after twenty-eight, she couldn’t +force the combination past her lips. + +“I know, but you’ve worked like a man, and been in so many free fights. +Batting cops over the head, sitting on roofs in the rain to devil +politicians at the psychological moment, to say nothing of gaol, doesn’t +improve women, as a rule. I was almost certain you would have lost your +complexion—and your hair!” + +“Well, I haven’t. Do sit down. Will you smoke?” + +“Will you?” + +“I never smoke in the morning.” + +“No more do I. Don’t let my nerves get ahead of me.” + +“It would be delightful to see you all again,” said Julia, amiably, as +he took off his overcoat and made himself comfortable. Then she plunged +into the safe subject of Mrs. Bode and her amusing experiences in London +during the Spanish war, meanwhile examining him with cool smiling eyes, +which appeared to dwell upon the cheerful memory of his sister. She was +gratified to find him as well dressed and groomed, even to the crown of +his sleek black head, as any man he might meet in Piccadilly, and +confessed that she would have been intensely disappointed had his attire +been as Western as his vocabulary. His accent was also agreeable, +without nasal inflection, and although it lacked the cultivation of the +best English voice, it was manly even over the telephone. He had grown +several inches taller, although he had been a tall boy, and his figure +was straight and well set up. Save for the keen depth of the black-gray +eyes, and the accentuated squareness of chin and jaw, he had changed +surprisingly little. Even as a boy he had held his head high; now he had +the air of one accustomed to command a large number of men. His manner, +while courteous and amiable, betrayed possibilities of impatience. She +could quite appreciate what he had once written her, that he was “some +pumpkins on the street.” + +He looked steadily at her as they talked, and she detected an expression +both defensive and wary at the back of his eyes, reflected in the slight +smile on his firm, rather grim mouth. She guessed that he had no +intention of falling in love with her again. Every once in a while, +however, his eyes flashed with admiration, and then he looked quite +boyish; his smile was spontaneous and delightful. But she suddenly +realized that he would not be as easy to understand as she had thought. + +“You might have sent me a photograph,” he said abruptly, tired of +Cherry. “I have a large collection of libels, cut from weekly magazines, +but—” + +“How odd you never asked for one.” + +“I guess I didn’t want the charming picture in my mind disturbed. I +feared you might have grown to look masculine, at the least. It’s queer +you haven’t, you know.” + +“None of us looks masculine, although a good many look sexless, if you +like. Don’t you want to come down to the offices and meet the big ones?” + +“I—do—_not_.” + +“I thought you were so interested—” + +“As far as I am concerned the entire movement is concentrated in you. +You may be the type, but I don’t believe it, and anyhow I don’t care.” + +“Well, you saw some of them on the platform last night.” + +“I saw no one but you. In fact I had an opera-glass trained on you +throughout the whole show.” + +“Oh! Did you? But you haven’t told me what brought you over.” + +“We’re trying to open an important connection in London, and our +representative cabled me to come over and help him. An American has to +sit up nights to keep an Englishman from getting ahead of him, much as +an Englishman has to sit up watching a Scot. This is the top of +civilization, all right—and all that term implies. No wonder your women +are ahead in their particular game.” + +“But the American women are now almost as keen on Suffrage as we are.” + +“Yes, but in their way, not yours. I’m for giving them the vote, for +they’ll help us to clean up, and incidentally develop their minds. But +your women are a century ahead—not that we’ll ever have such women. +Thank God, we haven’t the men to breed them. You’re up against the +hundred-per-cent male. That is enough to make women stronger than death. +With us it’s more likely to be the other way.” + +“You don’t look henpecked.” + +“No more I am, nor ever shall be. Our women only think they do the +tyrannizing. Give a woman her head in trifles, all the money she can +whine or nag for, and she thinks she’s the whole show. That’s the way we +manage ours. What they don’t know doesn’t hurt them.” + +“I rather think that’s worse. We at least know what we are fighting.” + +“Exactly. And it has made great fighters of you. None better in the +history of the world. That shows how much cleverer the American man is +than the Englishman. We lie low like Br’er Rabbit, and say nuffin. +American women are discontented, want the earth, but can find nothing to +sharpen their axes on, and that is good for us. They may help us in the +United States, and we’ll be glad to have ’em, but they’ll never rule. +Now I am willing to bet my unmade millions that the Englishwomen will be +ruling this country fifty years from now, perhaps twenty. I expect to +live to see a woman Prime Minister. You, perhaps! Awful thought!” + +“I should like it,” said Julia, frankly. “And I’m glad I wasn’t born an +American.” + +“Oh, you are _you_. I don’t class you geographically—except—well, I +read up after I’d got a letter or two from you, and it set me +thinking—also talking with an astrologer we have in San Francisco, +who’s some nuts on Oriental lore. We came to the same conclusion, that +you were a lightning streak straight out of the past—not Earth’s past, +but some previous solar system—” + +“Oh!” Julia sprang to her feet, startled quite out of her visor. “San +Francisco! You! It is too uncanny!” + +“Hoped I’d get a rise out of you. Nothing uncanny about it. Some of the +weirdest characters, not to say scholars, have drifted out there. +California is not the God-forsaken hole you may have been led to +believe. I’ll admit that lore of any sort is not exactly our business +man’s idea of recreation, and but for you I might be in happy ignorance +of Oriental mysteries myself.” + +“And how much do you believe?” + +“Oh, sometimes I laugh at it—and myself, but—perhaps I like the queer +romance of it. Lord knows it’s sufficiently un-American. Now that I’ve +seen you once more—I’m not so sure how much of it I do believe. You +don’t look several hundred thousand years old, not by a long sight. I +hope you have a young appetite. Will you come over to the Savoy, or is +that not allowed in Militant circles?” + +“Nonsense. Once, perhaps; but now I’d lunch with a coal heaver if I +chose.” + +“Thanks! I have a taxi downstairs—” + +“Waiting? You _are_ extravagant! Like your cables. They were too funny.” + +“Not at all. I’m more at home in a cable office than in bed.” + +“But I thought you were all so badly off in San Francisco?” + +“My dear princess, the harder up a San Franciscan is, the more money he +spends. I can’t explain; doubtless it’s a law of nature. But if you’ll +put on a hat to match that charming frock—” + +“I’ll be ready in a second. How nice that you notice what a woman has +on. I had almost forgotten that pleasant characteristic of a few men.” + +“I shall be here a month, and hope to pass on your entire wardrobe.” + +And they went as gayly forth as if indeed the good old friends they fain +would feel but could not; but young withal, and agreeably titillated. + + + IV + +IF a man and a woman tentatively interested in each other would part for +years at the end of a long day together, during which they had talked +until every subject on earth seemed exhausted, and ennui inevitable, the +cure would be effected before the disease had declared itself. An +appreciative thought now and again, a passing regret, other minds as +stimulating, the episode is closed. Astute wives have been known to +apply a form of this treatment to husbands and the objects of their +roving fancy; perchance in time it will be recognized as a sort of love +vaccine and scientifically administered. + +Julia and Tay talked almost uninterruptedly until eleven o’clock that +night, and existed comfortably apart for nearly a week. Julia plunged +into routine work with renewed ardors, refused to look at her tea-gowns, +and when she thought of Tay at all was rather glad they had met at last +and had a jolly talk. Tay sent her a box of roses (automatically), but +was too busy to think about her; for the increased importance of his +house, to say nothing of his reluctant millions, depended upon the +success of his efforts in London. But on Saturday he found himself idle, +and promptly thought of Julia. A brief talk on the telephone ended in an +invitation to dine at Clement’s Inn that night; and with his desire for +feminine society once more alert, and for Julia’s in particular, he +appeared with his usual promptness. + +Julia, who had grown methodical, had put on the green tea-gown as a +logical result of its purchase for the delectation of her old friend; +and he gave it instant approval. + +“By Jove!” he exclaimed. “That’s the sort of thing you were made for. +You look less of a Suffragette than ever. I hope that when you have +accomplished your horrible purpose and have nothing to do but vote, you +will receive me in a boudoir the same shade.” + +“I shouldn’t wonder if I did have a boudoir one of these days— You look +rather nice yourself in your evening clothes— That would be a good idea +for all of us. We’ll take a rest cure first, and then feminize ourselves +just enough.” + +“Rather flat, though, to receive women in boudoirs, for no men will go +to see you—them.” + +“Oh, won’t they? Men will readjust their old ideals when they have to, +and be glad of something new in women.” + +“Yes, but that sort won’t care a hang about boudoirs.” + +“They will about mine. And I’ll promise it shall be large enough for +people with long legs. I hope the waiters won’t stumble over yours when +they bring in the dinner.” + +Tay had had some misgivings about this dinner, having been asked to +speak once or twice before women’s clubs, foregathered at the luncheon +hour. But Julia had not lost her taste for dainty edibles, and he hardly +could have fared better anywhere, save in the city of his birth. + +“How is it you know so much about food?” he asked as the dishes were +being removed. “You say the Suffragettes are not even masculine, they +are sexless. No wonder they could stand gaol. No doubt they live on +ancestral memories.” + +“Gaol has ruined most of their stomachs, all the same, and I should have +choked over every morsel I ate, if I hadn’t deliberately thought about +something else—detached my mind.” + +“Can you do that?” he asked, looking at her curiously. + +“Rather. I learned a good many secrets in the East. I can control both +my mental and physical machinery.” + +“How appalling! If you found yourself falling in love, I suppose you’d +just turn on your mental hose-pipe and wash it out by the roots.” + +“Something like that.” + +“Julia,” said Tay, removing his cigar and looking at the ash, “what +would you really do if you ever did fall in love?” + +“I never shall.” + +“Ah? Is prophecy included in the mental make-up of the new sex?” + +“I mean I’ll never have time.” + +“But you’ll win this fight, and then, mercifully, have time to think of +other things. There _are_ a few things besides Suffrage in the world +even now, you know.” + +“We won’t have so much more time; perhaps less. Our work will only just +have begun.” + +“Yes, but the holy martyr’s fire will have burned out for want of +something to feed on. Your interests will be more diverse, at least, +your minds less concentrated. Men have time to fall in love, you may +have observed. You’ll all begin to look about.” + +“I doubt it. We’ve been through too much ever to be quite like other +women.” + +“Nonsense, Julia, nonsense. You can’t get ahead of Nature. She may take +a back seat for a time, but she, being really unhuman, never sleeps. She +watches her chance and the moment it comes she gets her fine work in. +She hits good and hard, too; all the harder because she appropriates to +herself some of the vengeance of the Lord.” + +“That’s a man’s reasoning, but it is beside the question as far as I am +concerned. Insane people live forever.” + +“Have you any prejudice against divorce?” + +“Rather not. One of the first things we accomplish is a reform of the +unjust divorce laws of this country. But I doubt if even women will +consent to the divorce of the insane. It can be done in only one or two +states of your own country.” + +“True. But a marriage can be annulled if it is shown that one of the +parties to the contract was insane at the time of marriage.” + +“Marriage can be annulled on the same ground here, but not without more +horrors of detail than any woman who had lived with a man for eight +years would care to suffer.” + +“A simple statement would be enough in Reno—why do you laugh?” + +“I have heard of Reno before.” + +“Ah?” Tay sat up alertly. “Who else—who has wanted to take you out to +Reno and marry you?” + +“Oh, that is over long since. He remains a dear friend, my one intimate +man friend—except you, of course—but we never meet any more except by +accident. He has great responsibilities and is a good deal older now. It +has become quite impracticable. Neither of us would desert England.” + +“Did you ever love this man?” + +“Not enough.” + +“What is he like?” + +“Oh, the best type of Englishman, and more, for he has genius, and uses +it in the interest of the race.” + +“Sounds like an infernal prig.” + +“He is not!” + +“Oh! Is he good-looking?” + +“Rather!” + +“Do women like him?” + +“It shows how really remarkable he is, that he has never been spoiled by +them.” + +“Are you trying to make me jealous?” + +“Of course I am not! I hope I have pulled all my pettiness up by the +roots—long ago!” + +“You are one of the purest types of female I have ever met. If you +weren’t, you wouldn’t radiate charm from every electrical hair on your +head.” He had been trying to stride about the little room. He stopped +short and leaned both hands on the table. “Julia,” he said, “do you want +to know exactly what I think of you?” + +“What could be more interesting?” + +“I think you are a magnificent bluffer. No, don’t flash those arc-lights +on me. I mean you bluff yourself, not the world. You are sincere, all +right. But you’ve hypnotized yourself. Ask your old Mohammedan if I’m +not right. He gave you a suggestion or two, from all accounts.” + +“If you were not talking nonsense, I should be angry. I’m quite well +aware that I was deliberately prepared for all this, and long before I +went to India. Wait until you meet Bridgit; she’ll tell you her part in +it. And even if I were hypnotized? Are not we all more or less? +Hypnotized by the currents of life, by its waves beating on our brains? +Some are drawn to one current, some to another. It all depends upon our +particular gift for usefulness. This happens to be my métier. Sooner or +later, whether I had gone to India or not, even if I had not known +Bridgit, even if—a friend had not written the book that started us all +in this direction, I should have drifted into my current. Only I had the +good fortune to be steered soon instead of late.” + +“Not bad reasoning.” Tay stared at her for a moment, then took up his +restricted march. “All the same there are layers and layers that you +have deliberately covered up. Pretended they are not there. That is what +I mean by bluffing.” + +“Oh, you don’t understand us. Wait until you have met twenty or thirty +more.” + +“Yes, wait! I don’t propose to know even one more. And I don’t care a +continental for the whole Militant bunch. Not even rolled into one +magnificent manifestation of sexless sex. I am quite willing to believe +they were born that way, and have no desire to dwell on the thought. You +are a different proposition.” + +“Not at all.” + +“Exactly. When a woman is made soft and beautiful and dainty, she’s made +for man, don’t you make any mistake about that. Nature is no fool. She +hasn’t so much of that sort of material that she can afford to waste it. +The number of undesirable women in the world is simply appalling. Mind +you—” as Julia nearly overturned the table in her wrath, “I don’t argue +that she’s made for that and nothing else. No man has less use for the +pretty fool. Nor have I a word to say against this cause you are +exercising your talents on. Go ahead and win. It’s a great cause, and +deserves a good deal of sacrifice from great women. But for God’s sake +don’t go on making a fool of yourself. The real you is under all that +manufactured impersonal edifice, and sooner or later, it’ll wake up and +knock the impersonal edifice into a cocked hat.” + +“Never!” Julia sat down again. + +Tay took his own chair and leaned across the table. + +“Julia,” he said. “I have heard you speak once. I have read a good many +of your more serious speeches. I have had a great many letters from you, +all—except those in which you seemed to find some relief in your +Eastern experiences—on this one subject. You have given a good deal +more than concentration of mind to this cause. You have given it an +amount of white-hot passion that not one woman in a million possesses. +What are you going to do with that when the cause is won?” + +“You are describing all the women—” + +“Damn the other women. Do me the favor to leave them out of the +conversation. I don’t happen to be a fool, and if I haven’t managed to +fall in love all these years, that doesn’t mean I know nothing about +women. There is a certain quality of mental passion that springs from +sex only. Now you’ve got it, and you’ve got to reckon with it. When do +you expect to win this fight?” + +“This year. We are almost sure now that the Government is ready to +yield, but doesn’t wish to appear coerced. That is the reason we shall +declare a truce.” + +“Ah? It may be longer than you think. But not so very long. And when +that is off your chest, I’m going to marry you.” + +“You? You’re not a bit in love with me.” + +“I’m not so sure. I came over determined not to be, for although I like +strong women, I don’t like ’em too strong. But your personal quality is +stronger still—magnetism?—call it what you like—” + +“Oh, if that is all, you’ll soon get over it. Remember you are going +back to America in a month—” + +“Perhaps. That, however, has nothing to do with it. You knocked me out +at fifteen, and you’re about to do it again. What have I waited for all +these years? I’ve felt superstitious about it before—” + +“I don’t love you the least bit, and never could.” And Julia made her +eyes look pure steel. + +“Oh, couldn’t you? Julia—” He leaned farther across the table and +looked into the steel with no appreciable tremor. “Julia, play the part +you look for just three minutes and a quarter.” + +“Do you want me to kiss you?” asked Julia, furiously. + +“Don’t I? I want nothing so much on earth, not even to get the best of +those four-flushers in the City.” + +“Do you suppose I’d kiss a man unless I intended to marry him?” + +“I hope not. I’m quite ready to do the right thing by you.” + +“Oh, I wish you would stop joking. It’s rather indecent, anyhow.” + +“Not a bit of it. And what do you suppose I’ve come into your life for? +To take up your education where Mrs. Maundrell and your Orientals left +off. I’m part of the course. I’m inevitable. And if I’ve surrendered, +why shouldn’t you?” + +“Surrender? I repeat that you are not a bit in love with me.” + +“And I repeat that I am not so sure. After we parted the other day, I +was comfortably certain there was nothing in it for me, that I was as +safe as a cat up a tree. But these last two days—well, I began to be +uneasy. I wouldn’t look it squarely in the face, but I was haunted with +the idea of something wanting. I was uncomfortable away from you, that +is the long and the short of it.” + +“You merely wanted some one sympathetic to talk to. I shall introduce +you to all my old friends.” + +“Delighted to meet them. Or—shall I chuck business and take the next +steamer?” + +He was pale now and staring hard at her, perplexity and some +astonishment deepening in his eyes. + +“Good idea,” said Julia, coolly. + +“You provocative little— Were you ever a coquette?” + +“Of course not.” + +“I wish I had been ten years older fifteen years ago. However—” He +threw himself back in his chair. “I’ll not cut and run. I’ll be hanged +if I do know whether I love you or not. You’ve a physical essence that +goes to the head, but you are too self-centred, too unified, to give the +complete happiness we men dream of. Fifteen years ago!” + +“Do you mean I’m too old?” + +“In a way, yes. You have lived too much in these fifteen years, although +in one sense you haven’t lived at all. But you have the strength of ten +women, and a man would have to be a good deal weaker than I am to want +that much counterpoise. And yet you pull me like the devil, and I have +admired you more these fifteen years than any woman on earth—” + +“Really, you mustn’t disturb yourself,” said Julia, who was now so angry +that she looked merely satirical. “I should not marry—neither you nor +any one—if my husband were dead and the cause won. Winning the vote for +women is merely a necessary preliminary, and my work for them but a part +of an ideal of development I conceived even before I went to the East. I +have a theory that the world will not improve much until a few women +achieve a state of moral and mental perfection far ahead of anything the +race has yet known. Such an achievement is impossible to man because he +is either oversexed, or the reverse, and in both cases incapable of +achieving perfect unity in himself, and absolute strength. But to woman +it is possible. There will only be a few of us. Man needn’t worry. The +world will always be full of the other kind. But to stand alone! To feel +yourself equipped to accomplish for the world what twenty centuries of +men have failed in—despite even their honest endeavor—do you fancy +that one of us would exchange that great work for what any mere mortal +could give us?” + +“Whew!” Tay’s eyes, that had looked as hard as her own, flashed and +smiled as he sprang to his feet and put on his overcoat. He held out his +hand. + +“Let’s cut all this out for a time,” he said. “Perhaps you’ve put me +off, and perhaps you haven’t. Perhaps you are right. But if you are not, +well, out to Reno you go. Is it to-morrow you take me to call on your +aunt?” + +“Yes. Will you come here?” + +“I will. Goodnight.” + +After he had gone Julia for an hour stared straight at the wall as if +deciphering hieroglyphics. Then she smiled and went to bed. + + + V + +MRS. WINSTONE had put on her new intellectual expression. Her lids were +slightly drooped, thus banishing the young stare of wonder; her brows +were almost intimate, and she had powdered her nose with an art that +elevated the bridge. + +When Julia and Tay arrived at the house in Tilney Street she was +standing beside a table at the end of the drawing-room. One hand rested +lightly upon it, the other held a slip of paper. On her left sat Mrs. +Maundrell and Lady Dark, on her right Mrs. Flint, a working woman from +the slums of Bloomsbury, and an eminent leader in the Militant ranks of +her own class. The room was well filled with charmingly gowned women, +some mildly but financially sympathetic with the cause of Suffrage, +others as mildly adverse. All looked mildly expectant. + +“Aunt Maria said nothing about this,” whispered Julia to Tay. “We’ll sit +at the back until it’s over—that is, if you think you can stand it.” + +“I’ll do my best. Like you, I can detach my mind.” + +“Ladies,” began Mrs. Winstone, in a deep grave voice, and not seeing +Julia, wondering who on earth the attractive-looking stranger could be, +“we all know too much of the great cause which brings us together to-day +for me to waste any words on its history. Suffice it to say that—a—” +(she referred to the slip in her hand) “it is now a cause which no woman +that respects herself can afford to ignore, a cause that for the first +time in history has united all classes of women in one indissoluble +bond. It originated in the great middle or manufacturing class, +eloquently known as the backbone of England, and quickly spread to what +is in our generation the most powerful of all, the working class. Thirty +members of this great class sit in the House of Commons, but their +better part is still clamoring at the gates. I refer, of course, to the +thousands of working women now enrolled in the Militant army. One of +these, the most—a—distinguished of its leaders, has kindly consented +to talk to us to-day. She has her scars of battle. She has stormed the +house of the Prime Minister, both when he lived in Cavendish Square, and +after he was elevated to the more historic Downing Street. She has six +times fought with the police guarding the House of Commons, and three +times served a term in Holloway. Her recruits are numberless—Ladies, +allow me to introduce Mrs. Flint.” + +She sat down and spread out her train. Mrs. Flint rose amidst the +pleasant impact of kid, and Julia murmured to Tay:— + +“A fine bluffer, my aunt, if you like. But all Englishwomen seem to +speak well, by instinct.” + +Tay was groaning in spirit, but soon gave his ear to Mrs. Flint, who +made a short pointed and effective speech. Her restraint and simplicity +alone would have commanded attention. She began by remarking with grim +humor that she had not been at all worried by the punching and kicking +of the police, as her husband had beaten her every Saturday night for +ten years until he disappeared, leaving her to support and bring up +seven children as best she might. But although she had long since +forgiven him for all this, it being quite in the nature of things, she +had enjoyed kicking the policemen back and clawing when she got her +chance, as they belonged to that sex which had ruined the lives of two +of her girls: one had flung herself into the Thames, and the other come +home with her child, shattered in body and mind. Then, dismissing her +personal affairs, she went on to speak of the wrongs of working women in +general, their miserable wages for men’s work, and the new hope that +filled their lives at the prospect of women being able to force men to +keep their election promises and command a fixed and adequate wage for +women’s work, shorter hours, and improved social conditions; conditions +at present beyond the efforts of women on the municipal boards or even +of the Friendly Societies. There was no ranting against man. Mrs. Flint +recognized that he couldn’t help himself, having been born that way, and +incapable of understanding the limited endurance, and the needs, of +women and children. She paid a just tribute to the few humane and +enlightened men that had improved conditions in the past, but added that +she saw no disciples among the present men in power. The only men that +seemed to give any thought to the improvement of the poor were the +Socialists, and they did nothing but talk and write pamphlets. They +showed nothing of the life and the fighting spirit of the women now +engaged in a war which would cease only when they were either all dead +or victorious. When she had illustrated her address with a number of +brief but terrible anecdotes, she finished with an eloquent appeal to +her hearers to take part in the next raid on the House of Commons, +should the Government fail to keep its tacit promise; and sat down amid +a lively applause, as sincere as her speech. + +“By Jove!” said Tay. “A working woman! Wish you could see ours. But we +have the scum of Europe. Mrs. Flint is the undiluted British article. +After all, it doesn’t speak so badly for your men that such women have +been allowed to breed in this country—also your own lot. Ever think of +that?” + +“Rather, and they must take the consequences. We prove ourselves the +more logical sex inasmuch as we demand the logical result. Now! +Bridgit!” + +Mrs. Maundrell spoke like a fiery torrent, reënforcing Mrs. Flint’s +personal experiences with several of her own, garnered when she had +worked in the slums; and impressing her audience with their duty to go +out and fight to mitigate the lot of the poor, even if they had not +sufficient self-respect to demand the ballot because it was their right +on general principles. + +Ishbel followed, speaking with her usual calm practical sense, and her +appeal was to the immediate pocket. The funds of the unions must +constantly be replenished, and she asked all present, in the soft +accents of one unaccustomed to denial, and with her most enchanting +smile, to subscribe liberally to the union represented by Mrs. Flint. +She herself would distribute the promise cards. + +“When I go back,” said Tay, “I’ll drum up all the useless beauties I +know and start a class for their education in public speaking, and in +thinking of something besides themselves. No wonder these women hit the +bull’s-eye every time.” + +And he cheerfully parted with five pounds when the distracting Ishbel +told him how she had longed to meet this old friend of her own dear +friend, and begged him to dine with her on the following evening. + +“And you really must take advantage of this truce, dear,” she said to +Julia, “and see a bit of the lighter side of life once more. We’ll be +just a family party—like old times!” + +“Nigel? Is he in town?” asked Julia, in alarm. + +“No, he’s in Syria; writes from some hotel on Mount Carmel. I believe +you suggested—” + +“Ah! At last! I feared he never really would care for the idea.” But the +relief in her voice was not in the cause of the Bahai religion. + +Here Mrs. Maundrell bore down on them, and her eyes flashed from Tay’s +face to Julia’s with an expression of angry misgiving. But Julia was +cool and smiling, and Tay shook her hand heartily and protested that he +had long thought of her as another old friend. Mrs. Maundrell liked him +so spontaneously that she was more alarmed than ever. + +“Come and meet my aunt,” said Julia, hastily, and bore him off. + +Mrs. Winstone, who knew nothing of the correspondence, almost betrayed +her surprise as the two approached her, and wondered if Julia really +were going to turn out a woman. At all events she had shown taste in her +sudden departure from sixteen years of inhuman indifference. The hostess +greeted the one man present with warmth. + +“So glad you could come, and so sorry I’m goin’ away. It would have been +too jolly to know Charlotte’s brother. But I’m startin’ for my old home +in the West Indies on Wednesday.” + +“What?” cried Julia. “You never told me.” + +“How very odd. But my nerves need a rest. Hannah and Pirie are goin’ +with me.” + +“To visit my mother?” gasped Julia. + +“Rather not. Bath House has been rebuilt, in part. They are goin’ to +take the baths for their gout. Any message for your mother?” + +“Give her my love, of course.” + +“Why not come along?” + +“Well, you see, Aunt Maria, I am not quite casual enough, if I am +English, to leave my party on a day’s notice.” + +“So glad I’m not a leader. I always do what I want, without botherin’ +about anybody else. Makes life so simple. How do, Hannah? Have you +survived it?” + +Tay had been swept off into a vortex of suffragists and antis, all +arguing with determination. Julia sought out Ishbel and had a talk in a +corner with that ever soothing friend. + + + VI + +“JULIA,” said Tay, as they emerged into Tilney Street, “what is your +idea of something real devilish?” + +“What do you mean?” + +“I mean that after that flow of soul, I am in a mood to whoop it up, +paint the town magenta, get up on a box in Hyde Park and holler, but not +to suffragettes. And I want your company. Can’t you feel that way?” + +“Perhaps,” admitted Julia, laughing. “What a boy you still are.” + +“Not so much of a boy as you think, but enough. But I don’t know your +tastes in crime. Give me a hint, and we’ll do it.” + +“I’m afraid I haven’t any.” + +“You are as truthful as a woman can be, so investigate your +possibilities and own up. Admit that under my demoralizing influence you +are suffering some from reaction.” + +“I believe I am.” Julia laughed again, with youth in her voice. + +“I surmised as much, if only on general principles. I am subject to +violent reactions myself. You’ve been good too long. If you don’t take a +mild fling or two, your nervous system will dictate that you rise in the +night and blow up the Prime Minister. Suppose we walk, as it isn’t +raining. That, for London, is almost variety enough. Now, if you made up +your mind to go on the wildest spree you could think of, what would it +be? A French ball, with a hump and a limp; or a day on the Thames, if it +happened to be summer, all alone with one man in a punt?” + +“Let me think.” Julia had quite fallen in with his mood. “I think I’d go +on a sort of platonic honeymoon with the most companionable man I +knew—you, for instance—to some foreign town, one I’d never visited, +and where we could hear the best music. There would be a certain +excitement in avoiding English people lest they misinterpret what was +eminently proper, if quite irregular.” + +“I could never have conceived of such a hilarious program. But if that +is your best, it would be better than nothing. As it is winter, I +suppose we would shiver over our respective radiators when not at the +opera.” + +“Oh, there are always the museums and art galleries—” + +“More and more intoxicating. My idea of complete happiness is to wear +out my old shoes and the back of my neck in art galleries—” + +“As it is winter, think of the exercise.” + +“I prefer using a pair of dumb-bells at an open window. Do you happen to +know of any musical European town where we could get food fit to eat?” + +“Oh, there is always some good restaurant, and of course we could dine +together—” + +“And breakfast, and lunch, or I don’t go. Of course you’ll send me to a +different hotel. Shall you take a sitting-room—” + +“Oh, that wouldn’t do at all. Besides, it wouldn’t be necessary. We’ll +be out all the time. There are always the theatres at night, when we +don’t go to the opera.” + +“As I don’t understand a word of any language except my own and Spanish, +I can slumber peacefully while you improve your mind and feel wicked. I +don’t see where I come in on this game.” + +“Joking aside, Ishbel and Dark are going to Munich next week, and we +might go along. My mind is a bit relaxed since the arrival of your +upsetting self. It might be well to humor it.” + +“Ah!” Tay had frowned, but his brow cleared suddenly. After all, he +might see more of the real Julia with a chaperon, than if she were +tormented by recurring alarms. “Very well. Munich, by all means. +Anything to cut you loose from Suffrage. Promise right here that you +will chuck it until we return.” + +“I shall try to forget it—if only that I may return to it with a mind +completely refreshed.” + +“Exactly. But I haven’t yet had an object lesson in your switching-off +trick, so I’ll strike a bargain with you right here: if you mention +Suffrage, I shall make love to you. If you don’t, I won’t.” + +“I promise,” said Julia, hastily. “I really should like to feel quite +young and frivolous for a bit. And love is as deadly serious as +Suffrage.” + +“So you will find when I get ready to make love to you.” + +“Can you get away—I thought you were so busy?” + +“I’ll get away, all right. Just as well to jar their calm deliberation +by flaunting my scornful indifference. Here we are. We’ll meet to-morrow +night.” + +And they parted gayly at the gates of Clement’s Inn. + + + VII + +AS Ishbel had promised, it was but a family party at her house on the +following evening, and after dinner, the men went to the billiard room, +the women upstairs. Julia was to stay overnight, and after she and +Ishbel had made themselves comfortable in negligées, they met in the +boudoir for a talk. Bridgit was striding up and down as they entered, +her hands clasped behind her. As they dropped into easy chairs, she took +up her stand before the fire-screen. + +“Julia,” she said fiercely, “you are going to fall in love with that +man.” + +“I am in love with him,” said Julia, coolly, lighting a cigarette. + +“Good!” said Ishbel. “It is high time.” + +“High time!” cried Mrs. Maundrell. “You could fall in love and I could +fall in love, and no damage done. We have married Englishmen and gone +straight ahead with our work. But not only is Julia the leader of a +great party which demands her undivided allegiance, but this man is an +American.” + +“Perhaps he would live over here,” suggested Ishbel, who was normally +hopeful. “He is far more sympathetic with our cause than Eric.” + +“Not he. He is more American than the Americans—perhaps because he is a +Californian. He told me all about his fight for reform in San +Francisco—never heard anything so exciting—and he’s going to try it +again after they’ve had another dose of corruption under the present +mayor. Besides, there’s going to be a big fight this year to put in a +reform governor, and he means to take part in it. He’ll never desert. It +will be Julia—” + +“Don’t excite yourself,” murmured Julia. “I didn’t say I meant to marry +him.” + +“But why not?” asked Ishbel. “We are sure to win this year, and then you +will have done your great work. We should always need you, of course, +but it will be mainly educational work for a long time, and the others +can do that. It will be ages before women get into a Cabinet or even +into Parliament. And—splendid idea—you could drill the American women, +become the leader over there. With your experience and reputation you +would be simply invaluable to them.” + +“Suppose we don’t win this year?” asked Julia, languidly. + +“We won’t!” said Mrs. Maundrell, emphatically. “They’re merely hedging. +There’s nothing for us but to fight the Liberals at every general +election until we get the Conservatives in.” + +“I don’t believe it,” said Ishbel, who, like many of the women, was +certain of victory in that year of 1910 which was to bring their “Black +Friday.” “The Government may hate us, but they have given ample proof +that they fear us; they know it is time to make friends of us. They will +consent to the enfranchisement of only a limited number, of course, but +I wouldn’t care if they only enfranchised the wives of Cabinet +ministers. Let them make the fatal admission that woman has a political +and legal existence and the rest is only a matter of time.” + +“Yes, and nobody knows that better than themselves. They may be brutes, +but they are not fools. I don’t hope for it—perhaps not even from the +Conservatives—until fully four-fifths of the wives of this country have +risen and devilled the lives out of their husbands. And the average +British female is about as easy to wake up as a stuffed hippopotamus. +She merely protrudes her front teeth and says, ‘How very _odd_!’ No, +Julia can’t leave us. Fatal gift, that of leadership. Must take the +consequences, old girl.” + +“Who said I wouldn’t? Women have fallen in love without marrying before +this. I intend to remain in love for a fortnight longer. Then I shall +forget it and return to work.” + +“Yes, if you can. I fought, fought like the devil. Didn’t I confide in +you? Didn’t I look like the last rose? You are strong, but so am I. Let +me tell you that love is a disease—” + +“Quite so. There you have it. Love _is_ a disease—of the subconscious +or instinctive mind. It is a profound auto-suggestion, induced, in the +region where the primal instincts dwell, by the superior suggestive +power of some one else, and can be treated mentally like any disease of +the body.” + +Bridgit flung herself on the floor and clasped her knees. “How +diabolically interesting! Tell us how you do it.” + +Ishbel smiled and lit another cigarette. + +“I may not be able to do it myself. Love, like sleep, the circulation of +the blood, the digestive apparatus, to say nothing of drug and drink +habits, is controlled by the subconscious mind. We can unwittingly give +ourselves suggestions, but not deliberately. But all mental diseases, +short of insanity, can be cured by counter-suggestions, administered by +an expert. If I found that my will was helpless before intermittent +attacks of love fever, and all that horrible accompaniment of longing +and aching we read about, to say nothing of confusion of mind which +unfits one for work, I should go to Paris and put myself in the hands of +an eminent psychotherapeutist I know of. He would throw me into a +semicataleptic state, or hypnotic, if I were not amenable in the other, +and give me counter-suggestions until I was as completely cured as if I +merely had had an attack of insomnia, or had taken a drug until it had +weakened my will.” + +“How beautifully simple! Why didn’t you tell me when I was in the +throes, and doubtful of its being for the best?” + +“I didn’t think of it. It only occurred to me when I was beginning to +feel—perplexed. Now, as I really need a rest, and can take it in this +interval of peace, I am going to see what the preliminary surrenders are +like, and enjoy them. That much I owe to myself. And I shall not have +its memory destroyed, neither.” + +“No, don’t,” said Ishbel. “Merely have it put in cold storage. Suspended +animation. You might be able to marry Mr. Tay, after all. It would be a +pity to lose it altogether. Should you have to fall in love all over +again, or should you go back to your psychowhatyoucallhim and have the +original suggestions replanted? Will he keep them in alcohol in a glass +jar like those things in the Sorbonne?” + +“You can jest, my dear, but I am talking pure science. And I learned it +at the fountainhead. The Anglo-Saxon world is slow to accept anything it +thinks new, but suggestive therapeutics were practised two thousand +years B.C.” + +“No one could be less conservative than I, although I have an adorable +husband and two babies. Some day that may be thought radical. My mind is +hospitable to all your lore, but I want to hear you work it out to its +logical conclusion. What shall you do if you suddenly find yourself free +to marry Mr. Tay—delightful man!—before he, with or without the aid of +psychos, has recovered from you?” + +“I have other reasons for intending to marry no man. And as for Dan—he +is not even sure he is in love with me—” + +“Oh, isn’t he?” cried Bridgit and Ishbel in chorus. + +“Well, granted he is; he was not when he came over. He was convinced +that I had grown hard and masculine, altogether terrifying; he was quite +over his boyish infatuation. Now, he is attracted because he is +delighted to find me not so much changed outwardly from his old ideal, +and much more interesting to talk to. Besides, his masculinity is alert +at the prospect of a difficult hunt. But when he is once more on the +other side of the world, he will recover.” + +“Julia,” said Ishbel, “you haven’t studied that man’s jaw-bones. And he +has had his own way too much. He is tenacious. Now, as you are a human +woman, you will adopt my suggestion. You will take him with you to +Paris, and persuade him to go in for alternate treatments. Sauce for the +goose, etc.” + +“No,” said Julia, frowning. + +“Julia!” said Ishbel, severely. “Are you losing your sense of humor?” + +“Of course not!” Julia sprang to her feet. “But, you see, all this is A +B C to me; and as it’s merely funny to you, you think there must be an +air pocket in my mind into which my sense of humor has dropped—” + +“No, dear, not a bit of it. We all know that you learned more in the +East than you’ll ever tell, and we’ve heard vague rumors of Charcot—” + +“Oh, his hypnotism is all out of date. The present men are as scientific +as the ancients—” + +“Well, don’t be too hard on us, Julia, and pity Mr. Tay. Take him with +you to Paris. I mean it. It’s the least you can do.” + +“I’ll not.” + +“And why not, dear?” + +“Oh, you see,” said Julia, “the unexpected might happen, and I might +want to marry him. And when men recover, they recover so completely; not +to say console themselves with some one else. I shall have the +suggestion made, that if I ever should—but I’m not going to say another +word about it. Good night.” And she ran out of the room. + +“I don’t doubt she could do all that,” said Ishbel, as Bridgit gathered +herself up. “But one thing I am positive of, and that is that she +won’t.” + +“I rather hope she will. Then we can have a private conference with the +psycho and tell him to plant the haunting image of Nigel in the place of +Tay, dispossessed. Then we’ll all be happy.” + +“Do you believe Nigel cares still for Julia?” + +“Don’t I? But he’s strong, if you like. He can’t marry her in England, +so he thinks of her as little as possible and does the work of two men.” + +“But if he can’t marry her?” + +“I’ll tell you something if you’ll vow not to tell Julia—or Mr. Tay.” + +“Very well.” + +“France has been having bad heart attacks. I have it from Aunt Peg.” + +“Julia is as likely to hear it from the same source.” + +“Not she. The duke has forgiven her, but has no desire to be reminded +that he has a suffragette in the family. Never reads the Militant news, +and all the rest of it. So Julia spares his feelings and never goes +there. (I spare him the sight of me!) I don’t want her to know it until +Mr. Tay is safely at home in his absorbing San Francisco. It would never +do, Ishbel. I’d like to see Julia happy myself, but she can’t leave +England. And she’d be happier with Nigel, for he’s her own sort. I like +Mr. Tay; he’s really frightfully attractive—but—after Part I of +love-plus-matrimony had run its course, they’d have a bad time adapting +themselves. The real tyrants are the masterful Americans, because in +their heart of hearts they regard women as children, handle them subtly, +won’t fight in the open. Now remember, you’ve promised. If Mr. Tay found +out that France was likely to die any minute, he’d ‘camp’ here, as he +expresses it, until he could marry Julia out of hand. He has a jaw, as +you’ve observed yourself.” + +“Yes,” said Ishbel. “I’ve promised, but I rather wish I hadn’t. I like +fair play.” + +“We are in war,” said Mrs. Maundrell, coolly. “Good night.” + + + VIII + +“JULIA!” came Tay’s voice over the telephone. “We are in adjoining +hotels! I never felt so truly wicked in my life! How do you feel?” + +“Cold. My stove won’t warm up.” + +“Mine looks like a polar bear on end. I expect it to open its jaws and +devour me. Wish it would if what you English chastely call its inside is +warmer than its out. I’ve just had an exhilarating supper of cold ham, +beer, and double-barrelled crusts, which appear to be a staple. I +suppose you have had precisely the same, as this is Germany and the hour +11.30 P.M.” + +“Yes, and I’m going to bed this minute and forget it. Good night.” + +“One minute. To-morrow morning?” + +“Hadn’t we better wait till the Darks arrive?” + +“Not much! Do you think I’m going to moon about a strange town by my +lonesome? If we could travel together—” + +“There are so many English people in Munich, and I am in the position of +Cæsar’s wife at present—” + +“Don’t dare to mention the word—the fatal word. Now, expect me +to-morrow morning at nine-thirty. If you are not downstairs on the +minute, I’ll send a procession of bell-boys up to your room until the +hotel is ringing with the scandal.” + +“Very well. It would be rather stupid.” + +“Glad you see the point. By the way, what have you told the police you +are? I longed to write anarchist and see what would happen. I +compromised by writing, ‘Proprietor of a Free Lunch Counter and +Antigraft Sausage Factory.’” + +“You didn’t!” + +“Cross my heart.” + +“I hope you’ll have a visit from the police first thing in the morning. +I wrote ‘Ward in Chancery’; thought that rather funny.” + +“Best English joke I ever heard! Well, go to bed, Princess of the Tower. +Mind you stay on it.” + +Lord Dark had been detained at the last minute, and Julia easily had +been persuaded to go on alone with Tay. Both had made merry at first +over the mock elopement; but the trains were crowded and cold, the wait +at Cologne was long and colder still, and both were unsentimentally +relieved to arrive at their destination. Here, at least, in the +beautiful city of Munich, they really could enjoy a day or two of +complete liberty. Julia had not had the faintest notion of secluding +herself. + +On the following morning as Tay left his hotel he saw her waiting in +front of her own. As she smiled and waved her hand he experienced a +slight agreeable shock. “Aha!” he thought. “I really believe she has +switched off. For all mercies, etc.” + +Julia’s eyes were dancing with anticipation, the firm lines of her mouth +had relaxed, and it looked even younger than when he first met her, for +then it had curved with some of that bitterness of youth which she had +long since outgrown; although it had been replaced first by a cynical +humor and then by pride and determination. This morning she was smiling +almost as she may have smiled through her first party at Government +House. And she was looking remarkably pretty in her forest-green tweed, +and the sable toque and stole she had taken from their long storage. + +“Did you ever feel such air?” she cried. “After the heavy dampness of +London, it goes to one’s head. I can almost see the Alps, as well as +feel them.” + +“It’s positively immoral, this climate,” said Tay, shaking her hand +vigorously. “How do people ever sleep here? Now I know why they drink so +much beer—to keep their feet on the earth.” + +“We’ll walk miles and miles.” + +“So we will. Sorry I couldn’t keep my engagement with you for breakfast, +but they fairly shoved that frugal meal into my bed. When we have walked +a few hours, we’ll drop in somewhere and eat veal sausages and drink +chocolate. That, I am told, is the proper stunt about eleven o’clock. +Certainly in this climate one could digest the maternal cow between +meals.” + +They had been walking briskly, but paused at the Maximilianplatz. The +closely planted trees and shrubs of the long narrow park were covered +with ice and glittered blindingly in the bright winter sunshine. Even +the tall houses on the further sides of the streets that enclosed it had +icicles depending from the windows, glittering with the prismatic hues. +Overhead soft thick masses of cloud hung below the deep rich blue of the +sky. People were hurrying along in their furs, the shop-windows were +full of color. A royal carriage passed, as blue as the sky, and an old +man saluted his loyal subjects. + +Tay whistled. + +“Lucky for you it’s so hard to get married in a foreign town, or my +promises might go up in smoke. This is just the place for a honeymoon.” + +“Isn’t it? Let’s imagine we are just married and doing Europe for the +first time.” + +“You can do the imagining,” said Tay, dryly. “My imagination will take a +well-earned rest for the present. We’ll return to Munich later.” + +They wandered about the narrow crooked shopping district for a time, +then up the wide Ludwigstrasse, almost deserted at this hour. + +“Good clean street,” said Tay, approvingly. “And I like these flat brown +old palaces. They look like Italy without suggesting daggers and +poison.” + +Julia didn’t answer, and Tay looked at her curiously. Her head was +thrown back, her mouth half open, as if inhaling the crystal air. There +was a faint pink flush in her white cheeks, and her lips were scarlet. +Her shining happy eyes were moving restlessly, as if to take in all +points of the beautiful street at once. Tay was about to ask her a +question that had been in his mind since they started, when she caught +him suddenly by the arm. + +“Look!” she exclaimed. “Do you see that party there across the street? +They have skates! I remember now, Ishbel said there was fine skating in +the park. Oh, how I should love to skate once more!” + +“Then skate!” cried Tay. “We’ll follow them.” + +“But of course you don’t. There is no ice in California.” + +“But of course I do. You forget I spent four winters in New England. Let +me tell you, I didn’t miss a trick.” + +“Do you fancy we can hire skates?” + +“I fancy we’ll skate if you want to. Come along. We mustn’t let them out +of our sight.” + +They followed the group of girls and boys into the Englischer Garten, a +vast and glittering expanse of ice-laden trees. The lake was already +well covered with skaters, young people for the most part, as it was +Saturday, wearing worsted sweaters, scarves, and mitts, and all looking +very red, very ugly, and very happy in a stolid deliberate way. Tay +found skates without difficulty, and after a few minutes’ uncertain +practice, they skimmed smoothly over the surface. + +“I wish we had it to ourselves,” said Tay, discontentedly. “If it were +not for these unromantic mortals, we could imagine we were in a sort of +polar fairy land. I’ve seen the ice-storm in New England but never on +such a scale. We are quite in the middle of a frozen wood.” + +“If the people of Munich were as artistic about themselves as they are +about their city, they would all dress in white for skating. Then what a +sight it would be! But at least they look happy.” + +“So do you.” + +“I am, oh, I am!” + +“May I ask if it is because you have the rare privilege of a day in my +exclusive society?” + +“Partly that. But not all. Can you make curves? I never shall forget my +delight when I skated for the first time—after being brought up in the +tropics! Fancy!” + +“Perhaps it didn’t take so much to make you happy in those days.” + +“Oh, far more! Far, far more! I have been really happy since then.” + +“If you don’t mind what you call it.” + +“Where do you suppose the swans go in winter?” + +“Haven’t an idea, and care less. Look out!” + +They almost collided with a large corsetless lady in a white sweater, a +red woollen scarf tied round her purple face, and a gray skirt +exhibiting massive pedestals. She glared at the fashionable intruders, +but described a curve of surprising agility, although as she propelled +herself to the other side of the lake she gave the impression of +waddling. + +Julia snatched her hand from Tay’s and shot after the expansive back. +“Catch me!” she cried. And for the next twenty minutes Tay pursued her, +sometimes almost heading her off, sometimes almost grasping her waving +hand, only to find her flying to the other end of the lake. She looked +like an elf, with her green dress and golden hair, and was not for a +moment lost sight of in the undistinguished throng. Tay, whose blood was +up, chased her until he finally brought her to bay, when she threw +herself down on the bank and held out her skates to be unbuckled. + +“Good symbol,” said Tay, as he knelt before her, “I’ll catch you every +time, my lady. Don’t ever try running away, or you’ll merely get tired +for nothing.” + +“I’m the better skater!” + +“You are. But I’m a good sprinter. Do you want to race me?” + +“Rather!” + +He delivered up the skates, and when they reached a straight expanse of +road, they drew a long breath, hunched their shoulders, and started on a +dead run. + +To Tay’s surprise she kept abreast of him for nearly fifty yards, making +up for what she lacked in length of limb with a fleetness of foot that +gave her the effect of a bird in full flight. Then he shot past her, and +came back to find her panting, but with dancing eyes. + +“I am so hungry!” she cried. “Is it time for sausages and chocolate?” + +“It’s time for lunch, or whatever they call it here. Do you suppose we +can find a cab? Much as I dote on exercise I think a cab after coffee +and rolls some three hours agone would suit me.” + +“Where shall we lunch?” + +“I’ll sample your hotel, if you don’t mind, and you will dine with me.” + +“And afterward we must go to one of the big cafés for coffee. That is +the proper thing.” + +“You shall have your way in trifles so long as I have beaten you twice.” + +They found a cab near one of the gates of the park, and drove as rapidly +to the hotel as the fat driver and lean horse could be persuaded to go, +and both too hungry for further nonsense. They had an admirable +luncheon, in spite of the fact that it was not the “high season,” and +then were directed to the Café Luitpold for their coffee. It was full of +students, the “trees” covered with their caps of every color, and the +atmosphere dense with smoke. They found a table in an alcove, and Julia +lit a cigarette with the agreeable sensation of having come at last to +the real Bohemia. + +“Now,” said Tay, “I’ve got you where you can’t escape, and there are no +English people to overhear. I propose to know what you think you are +this morning. You are playing some sort of a part, and a charming enough +part it is, but for complete enjoyment I must be on. I only half +understand. Out with it.” + +Julia leaned her head against the wall and smiled. + +“I don’t mind telling you in the least. I am just eighteen, and I have +just arrived from Nevis. I never had time to be really young, you know. +So here is my opportunity.” + +“You look the rôle, but how—well, you are young enough in any case; but +how do you manage to relight the eighteen candles? You’ve lived _some_ +since then. I couldn’t do it!” + +Julia smiled mysteriously. “We never really exhaust any phase, +particularly of youth. It is merely stowed away waiting for the current. +Mine leaped up at the first signal. You appeared with the battery, and +presto!” + +“You suppressed it mighty well for quite two weeks.” + +“Oh, I could have buried it deeper still, but I didn’t choose to. I +deliberately shook it out of its cave where it was comfortably +hibernating, and put all the rest in its place.” + +“Why didn’t you do it before? I can’t be the first young and ardent +admirer you have met. You are thirty-four—you have been free eight +years—it is incredible. Is it merely the first good chance you have +had? I don’t know whether I like being your stalking horse or not.” + +Julia leaned her elbows on the table and looked him straight in the +eyes. + +“That has something to do with it, but not all. If you had come a year +earlier, when I couldn’t have left for a minute, it would have been +different, of course. But there was this sudden lull, and, you see, I am +frightfully in love.” + +The shot was so unexpected that Tay turned white, then the red rushed to +his face. He had been lounging. He sat up stiffly and leaned forward. + +“Julia!” he said. “Be careful. I shan’t stand for any flirting.” + +“Oh, I’m much too young to flirt—I mean I hadn’t heard the word when I +left Nevis. Of course I’m in love with you—fancy I have been for years. +I don’t mind in the least if you no longer are in love with me.” + +“I’m in love all right, but I’d like mighty well to know which of the +several Julias you’ve treated me to I’m in love with.” + +“Don’t you like this one?” + +“I’d like nothing better than to know that you really were eighteen and +that I could teach you all you would ever know.” + +“You’ll teach me all I’ll ever know about love.” + +“Ah!” + +“The past is a blank as far as I am concerned. I can wipe anything off +the slate.” + +“I don’t know—I don’t know— Charming as you are now, I found you +enchanting fifteen years ago, and quite as fascinating in another way +when we met again. I don’t think I want the other Julias obliterated.” + +“But you can stand this one for a week?” + +“I’ll ask for nothing better—for a week. But—somehow—you look almost +too young to know what love is. You look like a child pretending.” + +“I am and I’m not. I can’t annihilate the years, but I can send them to +the rear, and put youth, and all that means when it has its rights, in +front—and keep it there as long as I choose.” + +Tay stirred uneasily. “I’ve seen women of thirty—forty—in love before +this, and they always look rejuvenated—but—well, I wish you had never +lived those years in the Orient. You’ve got yourself too well in hand. +It’s uncanny.” + +“Oh, if you prefer me as the general of a Militant army,” and she drew +herself up, her features arranged themselves in an expression of stern +composure, her eyes were steady and exalted, and her mouth subtly older. + +“Drop it!” said Tay, savagely. “Drop it! That at least you are to cut +out for good and all. I’m quite content with you as you are—” Julia’s +face was relaxed and smiling once more. “It is enough to know your +possibilities. Remain as you are until you have developed under my +tuition; and forget your Oriental learning also.” + +“That is just the one thing I never would part with. Without it I should +be no match for you.” + +“Tell me one thing right here. Do you fancy yourself something more than +mere woman? I mean did those old wiseacres in the East convince you that +you were a soul reincarnated for a purpose, even before they taught you +too much of their psychic lore? I don’t know whether I like the idea or +not. Living with a reincarnated immortal soul several hundred million +years old, developed that much beyond ordinary women, might not be all +that a mortal man desires. How in creation could I ever live up to you?” + +“Don’t look so far ahead. Do I look like anything but a very mortal +woman at the present moment?” + +“You look so adorable that if there were a little more smoke in this +room I should kiss you. But—you little devil!—you have chosen the most +public place in Munich to tell me all this, and you waited until you got +out of England, where I did have a chance to see you alone—” + +“Of course. Love-making would spoil it all. Nothing can ever be as +enchanting as just being in love and asking for no more.” + +“Can’t it? Well, you can have your little comedy here, and I’ll take +matters in my own hands when we get back. You’ve got things all your own +way now—hang it! hang it!” + +“Can’t you, too, feel young and irresponsible? You really would be +happy, and make me happy. And it would be something to remember!” + +“I feel more like going out and getting drunk. However—have your own +way. I’ll play up—” + +“No, feel.” + +“No doubt I shall. Your utter youth was contagious enough this morning. +I’ve got some will myself. But say it again— Is it possible that you +really love me?” + +“Yes, I do,” said Julia, softly. “Never let that worry you.” + + + IX + +THEY spent the following day wandering with the crowds that fill the +Munich streets on bright Sundays, and the Darks arrived at midnight. The +next morning they all went to the lake, this time finding a very +different class of skaters in possession. Munich has a small fashionable +set whose members dress as fashionable people do everywhere. To-day, the +women in their short cloth or tweed frocks and rich furs, their faces +rosy with cold and exercise, enhanced the glittering beauty of the +landscape; and the young officers were quite as decorative. + +“Some class,” said Tay. “In Europe there’s no choice between the +aristocrats and the peasants. In my country, now, you couldn’t take your +oath that all these birds of paradise weren’t clever shop-girls, until +you got close enough to take notes. But here even a snub-nosed baroness, +dressed like a housekeeper, shows her class.” + +“That’s about all we’ve got left,” said Dark. “You helped yourself to a +sort of ready-made imitation of it, as you did to everything else it +took us twenty centuries to grind out. Think you might be generous and +give us a little hustle in return. Can I help you, Mrs. France?” + +He buckled on her skates and they joined the throng on the ice, Tay +following with Ishbel. Lord Dark, something in the fashion of his wife, +was a man of almost romantic appearance covering a practical character +and a keen alert brain. He was as pure a Saxon in type as still +persists, with fair hair and moustache, straight proud features, and +languid blue eyes in thick brown frames. His tall figure was lean and +sinewy, but carried listlessly. Thrown on his own resources, he would +not have been driven on to the stage, out to South Africa, or become a +vague “something in the City”; he would deliberately have applied +himself to the science of money-making and mastered it, his ends +accelerated by his indolent manner, so tempting to sharpers. Having +inherited a considerable fortune, he was content with a career on the +turf. His racing stud was notable, and rarely a year passed without +adding to its reputation. He also amused himself with politics and +society. Devoted to Ishbel for years before he could marry her, he was +now as completely happy as a man may be whose wife is giving a large +part of her energies to a cause of which he fastidiously disapproves. +Broadminded, he was quite willing that all women outside of his +particular circle should vote, but wished that his ancestors had settled +the question and spared his generation. Astute in all things, however, +he not only gave his wife her head up to a certain point, but of late +had done what he could to help rush the thing through and have done with +it. Ishbel, like Julia, was pledged to ignore the detested subject +during this brief vacation. + +“Jolly place, Munich,” he observed. “We always come here in August for +the Wagnerfeste. You see all Europe as well as hear good music in +comfort, which is more than you could ever say of Baireuth. We’ve never +been here in winter before. Have you read up a bit? There ought to be +good winter sports in the mountains.” + +“Rather. I don’t fancy Mr. Tay was here an hour before he discovered +there was tobogganing (rodelling) and skiing at Partenkirchen. He’s +talked of little else.” + +“Good! Then we’ll be really happy for a week.” + +Meanwhile Ishbel was gently extracting a declaration of Tay’s intentions +toward Julia by the diplomatic method of assuming all. + +“It is too dreadful that you will take Julia from us,” she said +plaintively. “Couldn’t you live in London?” + +“Not yet.” Tay turned upon her a face of almost boyish delight. “But if +she’ll really have me, we could come over every summer. Do you think she +will?” + +“In the end, of course. I’ve known Julia for sixteen years, and waited +for her to fall in love. She never does anything by halves. But she may +think she can’t leave England yet.” + +“I wish these women didn’t take themselves so seriously,” said Tay, +viciously. “One would think the fate of England depended on them.” + +Ishbel laughed. “How like Eric! But we are used to the sixteenth century +masculine attitude. It wouldn’t matter so much about me, except that +every one of us helps to swell the total, but Julia is a great leader, +with a wonderful power of attracting attention, making recruits, and +inspiring her followers. We couldn’t spare her if the fight was to go +on, but if it is won this year—well, I have told her to go and leave +the rest to the other women in command.” + +“Oh, you have! Bully for you! What did she say?” + +“She wouldn’t commit herself. If I were you, I’d simply marry her.” + +“So I shall, if I’m convinced she really cares for me.” + +“You don’t doubt it?” + +“I don’t know. She’s a puzzle to me. Sometimes I think she’s the most +natural being on earth, and at others—well—the so-called complex women +aren’t in it.” + +“She’s both, but none the less interesting.” + +“Oh, she’s interesting, all right. But she’s become such an adept at +bluffing herself that I doubt if she always knows just where she’s at. +Just now she’s bluffed—or hypnotized?—herself into thinking she’s +interested in me. But I have an idea she could switch off in the +opposite direction as easily.” + +“Julia is a bit odd,” admitted Ishbel. “Especially since she came back +from the East. Even before she went, she wasn’t much like anybody else, +owing, no doubt, to that strange old mother of hers; but au fond she’s +the most loyal and sincere of mortals. And it takes matrimony—a +love-match—to clear a woman’s brain of cobwebs. Marry Julia and take +her to the young world, and I’ll venture to say she’ll forget all she +learned in the East, and a good part of her inheritance. Then she’ll be +the most charming of women.” + +“That’s the way I talk to myself when I’m not in the dumps. But do you +really want her to marry an American? It would be more like you to want +to keep her over here.” + +“I did once plot and scheme to make her marry a very dear friend of us +all, Lord Haverfield—Nigel Herbert—you must have read his books.” + +“Ah!” + +“That was rather imprudent of me. But it’s all over long ago. Julia +never cared for him, and I have always said that when she did care for +any man, I’d turn match-maker in earnest and do all I could to help him +marry her—that is, if I liked him—and we’re all quite in love with +you.” She flashed the sweetness of her charming countenance on him, and +he thought her almost as beautiful as Julia. “I want her to be happy, +for she was once terribly unhappy. Her experience was truly awful—” + +“I never want to think of it,” said Tay, hastily. “I refuse to remember +that she has ever been married. Look at here—will you promise to be on +my side if she goes off on one of her tangents?” + +“I will!” and she gave his hand a little shake. She longed to tell him +that France might die any minute, but she had once more given her word +to Bridgit, and could only hope that France would take himself off +before Tay left England. “But if the worst comes to the worst, I’ll get +round it somehow,” she thought. + +A moment later a rapid change of partners was effected, Tay threw his +arm lightly round Julia’s waist, and they waltzed down the lake to the +amazement of the less agile Germans. + +“Suppose you look up,” said Tay. “If you’re blushing because I have my +arm round you for the first time, I’d like to see it.” + +Julia laughed and threw back her head. She was blushing, and her eyes +sparkled. “I’ll admit I never felt so happy in my life.” + +“Are you as much in love with me as you were two days ago?” he asked +dryly. + +“Oh—rather more, I think.” + +“If you like the sensation of my arm round you at a temperature of ten +above zero, in full view of all Munich, can you imagine the ineffable +happiness of being kissed by me in the vicinity of one of those tiled +stoves with the door shut?” + +“Then if all these people should suddenly disappear, you wouldn’t care +to kiss me in the midst of this enchanted wood?” + +“I’d kiss you wherever I got a chance, and what’s more I’ll do it. So +prepare yourself.” + +“Your promise!” + +“Promise nothing. I absolve myself right here. And you talk Suffrage if +you can!” + +“Alas, I don’t want to. But I shan’t let you make love to me.” + +“Oh, yes, you will,—when and where I please.” + +Julia looked a little frightened. “Oh, no—we mustn’t go that far—” + +“You merely want to flirt and make me miserable? Well, I’ve had just as +much of that as I propose to stand. You’re laying up a frightful +retribution, my lady.” He tightened his clasp and drew her as close as +the skates would permit. “Be consistent,” he whispered. “You are +eighteen. You remember nothing. We are really engaged, you know. You are +mine this week. We have four days more. Put that imagination of yours to +some good use. Believe that we are to be married this day fortnight.” + +“If I go too far—you would never forgive me.” + +He laughed grimly. “If you go that far, you’ll go farther. Of course I +understand you. It’s a proof of the adorable innocence you have managed +to preserve that you don’t know what playing with fire means to the man. +You propose to abandon yourself discreetly, get a certain excitement out +of words and coquetry while we’re here safely chaperoned, and then throw +me down hard in the cause of duty when we return to London. Well, that’s +not my program. Now, we’ll say no more about it.” + +They climbed up the interior of the great statue Bavaria, in the +afternoon, to gaze at the tumbled peaks of the Alps glittering through +the haze that promised fine weather. Then the women rested for the opera +of the evening, and Tay and Dark smoked in one of the cafés, talked +horse and business, and, incidentally, drifted into a friendship that +was to lead to strange results. Dark had influential friends in the City +and promised Tay his immediate assistance in bringing his prospective +partners to terms. Tay, who liked sport as well as most American men, +although he had little time to devote to it, forgot that he was in love +while “swapping” stories of the race-track. Both, secretly despising the +other’s nationality, discovered that when men are men they are pretty +much the same the world over. They cemented the bond by cursing Suffrage +with all the epithets, profane, picturesque, savage, and humorous, in +their respective vocabularies, and left the café arm in arm, feeling +that they had talked woman back into her proper sphere and that all was +well with the world. + + + X + +THOSE were the last days of the Munich Opera-house in all its glory. +Mottl, prince of conductors, was alive; Fay, Preuse-Matzenauer, Bosetti, +Bender, Feinhals, the incomparable Fassbender, sang every week, and, now +and again, Knote and Morena. To-day death and disaster have overtaken +that great company, and few are left to make the pilgrimage to Munich +worth while. + +“Die Walküre” was given on Monday night, and included nearly all of the +staff. The hotel portier had reserved seats for the English party in the +first row of the balkon, and they had a full view of a typical Wagnerian +audience. In these days, owing no doubt to the American residents, the +entire auditorium, as well as the balkon and loges, was well dressed. No +more did the hausfrau come in her street costume of serviceable stuff +turned in at the neck with a bit of tulle, but made shift to wear a +demitoilette of sorts, and light in color even if of mean material. The +fashionable Müncheners outdressed the Americans and occupied the first +row of the balkon and the loges. Even the royalties presented a far +better appearance than in the old days, and the large number of officers +present alone would have given the house a brilliant appearance. The +upper tiers were picturesque with the girl students in their +Secessionist costumes and bazaar heads, the men with their untidy hair +and flowing ties. But the crowning grace of the “Hof” at all times is +that no one is allowed to enter after the overture begins, nor dares to +speak until the curtain goes down. + +Julia had carefully arrayed herself in her most becoming gown, a white +Liberty satin under pale green chiffon, so casual in effect that it +looked as if held together by the sheaf of lilies-of-the-valley on the +corsage. Ishbel was resplendent in black velvet and English pink; and +the party was the cynosure of the audience below, standing with its back +to the stage and frankly inspecting the balkon until the last bell rang +and the lights went out. + +The tenor was wrenching the sword from the tree, and Fay was standing +with her famous arms rigidly aloft, in one of the prescribed Wagnerian +attitudes, when Tay saw Julia move restlessly, sit forward with a frown, +and then sink back with an expression of sadness so profound that he +longed to ask what ailed her now, but had no desire to be hissed down or +put out by the fat doorkeeper. When they were in the buffet, however, +during the first pause, and he had walked up two trains and nearly lost +his cufflinks in a determined effort to procure ices, and they were +alone at a table in a corner, he referred to the incident, if only to +prove that no performance, no matter how great, could divert his +attention from her. + +“Oh, I was only thinking,” said Julia. “I wonder where the Darks are?” + +“Engaged in a wrestling match, probably. Aren’t you always thinking? +What struck you so suddenly in the middle of that alleged dramatic scene +where the fat man, purple in the face, was struggling to get a tin sword +out of a paper tree and trying to sing at the same time? Never was so +excited in my life.” + +Julia laughed. “I was sure you were not musical.” + +“You insult San Francisco. We are the most musical people in America. +The very newsboys whistle the opera tunes. But I like to see a decent +sense of the proprieties observed. Those two could have said all they +had to say in five minutes. Set to music, it should take about fifteen. +However— Tell me what struck you all of a heap.” + +“Oh—well—I—” + +“Shoot!” + +“What?” + +“More slang. Fire away.” + +“Do you expect to know all my thoughts?” + +“I don’t, but I’d like to.” + +“I wonder! However—I don’t mind telling you. It occurred to me rather +forcibly how much simpler women’s problems were in those days. Two young +people, isolated from the world, meet and spontaneously fall in love. +They are creatures of instinct, and ignorant of any law except Might. A +sleeping potion in the savage husband’s nightly horn settles that +question, and they run away into the forest and are happy—would be +happy forever more if let alone. But in these complicated days—all our +obstacles are inside of us! Any one can find courage to defy the +primitive and obvious—” + +“Plenty of primitive people right in the midst of civilization,” +interposed Tay, grimly. + +“Yes, I know, and in your country divorce is easy. But for the highly +civilized, life, even with divorce, is anything but easy. Women question +that condition called happiness when it would appear to offer itself, +examine it on all sides. They know men too well—life—above all, +themselves. Or they have assumed impersonal duties and responsibilities. +Or their brains have become so complex that love alone cannot satisfy. +They would have love plus far more! If the choice must be made, they +dare not cast for love, in their fear of disaster. Nothing is so +dishonest as the so-called psychological novel, which leaves two +thinking moderns in each other’s arms at the end of a forced situation, +with their natures unchanged, all their problems—their inner +problems—unsolved. They never can be solved by love, marriage, +children, the good old way. The sort for whom all problems can be +treated by the conventional recipe are not worth writing about. But it +is a terrible proposition; for these highly civilized women have the +automatic desires of their sex for love and happiness—intensified by +imagination! But—they know that a greater need still is to fill their +lives and use their brains.” + +Tay had turned pale. “The modern man, unless he is an ass, gives his +wife her head.” + +“That is beside the question. The real trouble doesn’t sound +particularly attractive when put into plain English: it is the raising +of the ego to the _n_th power that makes these women want to stand +alone, resent the idea of finding completion in a man.” + +“Then let us pray that they will all die old maids, and their race die +with them.” + +“No hope! Children of the most commonplace parents are the products of +their times. Heredity is modified from generation to generation. +Otherwise, we should all be Siegmunds and Sieglindes. Their little +brains are impregnated by forces seen and unseen. Hadji Sadrä would +explain it by the theory of reincarnation, or by planetary conditions at +birth—the only reasonable explanation of Shakespeare, by the way, if he +wasn’t Bacon. But although, no doubt, many of the great do return to +complete their work, there are not enough to go round. And there is a +simpler explanation. In these vibrating days the very air is flashing +and humming with secrets for those that have the magnet in their brains. +Bright minds learn from life, not from their old-fashioned parents. Oh, +the breed will increase, not diminish! Happiness, old style, is about +done for. Women will be happier in consequence—or in another way. I +don’t know about men. They have reigned too long. And then they are +simple ingenuous creatures, the most tyrannical of them, and +pathetically dependent upon women. Women are growing more independent +every day, more indifferent to that sex ‘management’ of men, which so +far has constituted a large part of man’s happiness.” + +Tay was angry, therefore more jocular than ever. “Don’t forget the +adaptability of even the male animal, also that man is born of woman; +also brought up by her. I don’t worry one little bit about the future +happiness of man. As for the Home—apartment-houses and the decline and +fall of servants have about relegated it to the last stronghold of the +old-fashioned love story—the country town. I said just now that I’d +like to know all your thoughts. Well, I shouldn’t. My idea of happiness +is a lifetime with a woman who would always be more or less of a +mystery, who would have her own life—inner and outer—as I should have +mine. And I’m not so sure that mine would be simple and ingenuous. +Marriage with her would be a sort of intense personal partnership, with +separations of irregular recurrence and length. Then, my lady, there +would be a constant ache; passion would never wear itself out; and +neither would be looking for novel affinities elsewhere.” + +Julia smiled. “It sounds very enticing. But that isn’t the point. The +subtlest enemy—it is that desire to find our highest completion alone.” + +“A bully good phase for the next world. Something to look forward to. +The Fool’s Paradise in this life is the grandest failure on record. Men +and women are not constituted to perfect by their lonesomes. Otherwise +the mutual attraction of sex would not be what it is. No woman that a +man wants was ever intended to complete herself; nor can she become so +highly developed in this life as not to find it quite safe to follow her +instincts on her own plane.” + +The second bell had rung and the buffet was nearly empty. He leaned +across the table and brought his face close to hers. “If you are dead +sure that I never could make you happy, that you never could love me, +that you haven’t a human instinct that I could gratify, then chuck me. +But if you are only psychologizing on general principles, then chuck +that as fast as you can. I don’t want to hear any more of it, and I +shan’t pay any more attention to it hereafter than if you were +speculating about possible grandchildren inheriting a taste for drink +from your brother. Switch off! You are eighteen.” + +Julia sprang to her feet with a laugh, her seriousness routed. “Right +you are! Come, or we’ll be locked out.” + +Both Dark and Tay stolidly refused to remain for the last act, and the +party went to the best of the restaurants for the supper, which was to +take the place of dinner; the opera had begun at six o’clock. The meal +was cooked by a chef, and they lingered over it until long after the +Wagnerites were in bed. Dark and Tay were in the best of spirits, for +however they might love music, they loved dinner more; Julia and Ishbel, +who were disposed to be sulky, soon recovered, and the party was so gay +that even the yawning waiters smiled and felt sure of recompense. When +they finally left the restaurant, Munich might have been the tomb of its +history. Not a cab was on the rank. Not a policeman was to be seen. When +they reached the small paved square before the loggia, Dark threw his +arm about Julia, and they waltzed until Tilly must have longed to step +down and join them. A delighted giggle did come from the sentry-boxes +before the side portals of the palace as Tay and Ishbel followed the +example of their companions. It is not often that the Munich night is +disturbed by anything more original than roistering students. The moon +was out, the cold air crisp. They could have danced for an hour, but +Ishbel suddenly reminded them that they were to start for Partenkirchen +in a few hours, and they raced one another to their hotel. + + + XI + +THEY spent the rest of their week at Partenkirchen, a village in a +mountain valley, surrounded by a chain of glittering peaks. The village +was little more than one steep street bordered by inns and shops, but +there were farms in the valley and on the nearer hillsides. The natives +wore high fur caps, not unlike the cossack headgear, and seemed to exist +for decorative purposes only, although alive to the lure of tourist +silver. The hotel at the top of the street was very modern, with a good +cook, little balconies for those that would enjoy the view, and many +nooks in the rooms downstairs for those that would talk unhindered if +not unseen. At this season there were no other English or Americans, but +a sufficient number of Europeans of the leisure class to make the +dining-room brilliant at night and animated at all times. + +Julia and Ishbel had provided themselves with short white skirts of +thick material, white men’s sweaters, and white Tam o’ Shanters. The men +couldn’t wear white, but looked their best, as men always do, in rough +mountaineering costume. They climbed, skated, skied, and tobogganed; +and, under Julia’s gentle manipulation, kept close together. It was +natural that Tay should fall to Ishbel in their outings, and only once +or twice did he manage to drag Julia’s sled up the hill, or direct her +uncertain footsteps when on the snow-shoes. Then she was so excited with +the new sport that she paid little attention to him. She threw herself +into it with the zest of a child, and he couldn’t flatter himself that +her merry laugh was forced, nor the dancing lights in her eyes. Nor was +he depressed himself by any means; the tonic air went to the heads of +all of them, and they enjoyed themselves with an abandon possible only +to those that have seen too much of life. + +But on the last day, Ishbel, who saw through Julia’s manœuvres, +deliberately stayed in bed with a headache, and Dark, without warning of +his intention, departed early with a guide. Tay and Julia met alone at +the breakfast table. + +“Now!” he said gayly. “I’ve got you. What are you going to do about it? +If you shut yourself up in your room, I’ll break the door down.” + +“As if I’d do anything so silly. How I wish we could stay here a month.” + +“Why not?” + +“I left no address, and I may have stayed too long already—” + +“Sh-h!” + +“You could not, either.” + +“Oh, yes, I could. Dark has been pulling wires, and I’m dead sure now +that the thing will go through.” + +“I’m so glad! But no doubt you could have managed it by yourself sooner +or later. I fancy you’ll always be a success in business.” + +“Thanks. If you mean to insinuate that business and cards are in the +same class, I’m not a bit discouraged.” + +“Pour me out another cup of coffee. I believe American men like to wait +on women.” + +“It’s part of our game. You see how honest I am. You’ll marry me without +illusions.” + +“Shall you boss me frightfully?” Julia looked at him over her cup, and +he nearly dropped his. He kept his bantering tone, however. + +“The more you do for me, the more I’ll spoil you. It will be quite an +exciting race. How should you like being spoiled for a change?” + +“It would be glorious. So irresponsible.” + +“Exactly. That’s what makes many a man get drunk. Few sensations so +delightful as that of complete irresponsibility.” + +“Do you get drunk?” asked Julia, in mock alarm. + +“Gorgeously. Am I not a good San Franciscan? Not too often, however. Bad +for business.” + +“You never told me if you went on that spree when you got those ten +thousand dollars. Or didn’t you get it? Perhaps you anticipated, and +your father wouldn’t—what did you call it—plunk?” + +“I didn’t, and he did, and I did. I whooped it up for just five days. To +tell you the truth, I didn’t find as much in it as I expected, but felt +I owed it to myself. Wish now I’d come over and eloped with you.” + +“Ah!” Julia made a rapid mental calculation. He would have arrived at +about the time Nigel was laying his last desperate siege. Poor Nigel! +Julia could picture Tay’s wooing and methods. Would he have won where +her more courtly knight had failed? + +“Suppose I had never turned up?” asked Tay, abruptly. “That husband of +yours can’t live forever, is many years older than you, anyhow. Do you +fancy you would have eventually married Herbert? Corking books! He must +be some man.” + +Julia had flushed to her hair. “How did you know I was thinking of him?” +she stammered. + +“Were you? Well, those flashes happen, you know. You haven’t answered my +question.” + +“It is quite impossible for me to tell, even to imagine, what I might +have done if you—well, if you had not come over again. I’ve never +really thought of marrying Nigel, but there would be a certain rest in +it—not now, but later, perhaps. And we think and work with much the +same objects.” + +“Nothing in rest till you’ve had the other thing first. How much +thinking did you expend on that other thing before you were submerged in +the unmentionable?” + +Julia blushed again, then laughed. “Oh, well—some day, I’ll tell you a +funny experience I had in India.” + +“Tell me now.” + +“Over empty coffee-cups and fragments of buttered rolls? Not I. What +shall we do first? Skate?” + +“If you like. Do you want to toboggan afterward?” + +“I think I’d like a tramp through the woods. We’ve never really +investigated them.” + +“Good. Come along.” + +They found the lake deserted and skated in silence until Tay remembered +her promise. + +“This is a sufficiently romantic spot for confidences,” he observed. +“And in full view of the waiters of the hotel, who appear to have +nothing to do but watch us. Tell me your Indian experience. Whom did you +think you were in love with over there?” + +“Nobody. That was the trouble.” + +“Did he love and ride away, perhaps? That’s just the sort of experience +you need.” + +“Well, I’ve never had it,” said Julia, indignantly. + +“A man never minds telling when he’s been left, but I doubt if a woman +ever admits it even to herself. You’re weak-kneed creatures, the best of +you, and need nine-tenths of all the vanity there is in the world to +keep going.” + +“I believe you really despise women. But you’re just the sort that +couldn’t live without them.” + +“Right and wrong. I shan’t explain that cryptic statement. Fire away.” + +“You’ll laugh at me.” + +“If I really could laugh at you, I’d be half cured. I try, but it does +no good. What would be funny in another woman is tragic in you—and +pathetic.” + +“Ah?” She was prepared to be indignant again, but met a new expression +in the eyes with which he was intently regarding her. “What do you mean +by that? I am not to be pitied.” + +“You poor isolated child! I’ve never felt sorrier for anybody in my +life. But never mind. Tell me your Indian experience.” + +“Well—one night—a warm heavenly Indian night—I was alone in a boat on +a lake. There was a great marble palace at one end. The nightingales +were singing in the forest; and such perfumes!” + +“Gorgeous! Why wasn’t I there? Some fun, love-making in southern Asia. +But this is just the setting for real enjoyment of the story. Go ahead.” + +“Yes, I never could be in a sentimental mood in this temperature. Well, +I was completely happy—I had been happy for nearly a year in India, +enjoying its strange beauty and never wishing for a companion. It was +happiness enough to be alone and free. But that night—suddenly—I felt +furious—” + +“Ah! I begin to catch on.” + +“I wish you wouldn’t always guess what I’m going to say.” + +“Shows I’m the real thing. Go on.” + +“I did wish with all my soul—every part of me—that I had a lover and +that he was there. Heavens, how I could have loved him! I felt +abominably treated by fate. Up to that time I hadn’t even thought about +love. My experience had been too dreadful. I had felt sure that all +capacity for love had been withered up at the roots. When a man looked +at me as men do look at women they admire very much, it was enough to +make me hate him. But I suddenly realized all that had passed. I had +come to the conclusion that Harold had been mad from the beginning, so I +could do no less than forgive him. That seemed to wipe it all out.” + +“When did this happen?” asked Tay, abruptly. “What year?” + +“It must have been—in 1903.” + +“Oh! Cherry hadn’t been to England for two or three years. She went that +year and came back with a good deal of your story—got it from your +aunt, of course. I remember I thought about you pretty hard for a time. +Was on the brink of falling in love with another girl, and it all went +up in smoke. What time of the year was it?” + +“Late autumn.” + +“Yes! I told myself it was tomfoolery. That you had forgotten me; and I +had pretty well forgotten you. Nevertheless, I couldn’t get you out of +my head. You believe in that sort of thing, I suppose!” + +“Oh, yes. I wonder!” + +They were both pale and staring at each other. “Well, go on,” said Tay. +“What next?” + +“I made up my mind that I would find some one to love; and take the +consequences. I went down to Calcutta, and for a whole winter tried to +fall in love. There were many charming men, but it was no use.” + +“Now are you convinced?” + +There was a bend in the lake, which Julia had artfully avoided. Tay +swung her suddenly around it, and in spite of her desperate attempt to +free herself, caught her in his arms. + +“Now,” he said, “I propose to show you that temperature has nothing to +do with it. Keep quiet. You are on skates, remember.” And he kissed her. + +“You can kiss me again,” said Julia, after a moment or two. + +“I thought so.” And he kissed her for several minutes. + +“You look quite different,” murmured, Julia finally. + +“I can look more so. Skates and worsted collars that take your ears off +are infernally in the way.” + +“Will you always joke?” + +“My dear child, if I didn’t joke, I might really frighten you.” + +Julia shivered. “I’ve been frightened for days. I knew this would come. +If I’d been really wise, I’d have run away.” + +“It wouldn’t have done you one bit of good. Never try that game. If you +do, I’ll jump right up on the platform in Albert Hall and kiss you in +the presence of ten thousand suffragettes—damnable word!” + +“I believe you would.” + +“I would.” And he kissed her again. + +This time she didn’t respond, and he gave her a little shake. “Forget +it. You’re to think of nothing but me this long day we have all to +ourselves. Time enough in London for you to set up your ninepins for me +to bowl over. You’ve shown what you can do. Lady Dark told me that you +did nothing by halves, and you’ve just proved it. To-day for love. Do +you hear?” + +Julia smiled radiantly. “I couldn’t think of anything but you for more +than a minute if I would. That was one thing that terrified me at +night—when I had time to think— I had switched off with a vengeance! +The past seemed blotted out. I wonder! I wonder!” + +“I don’t. And I never saw a mortal woman look so happy. Your faculty of +living in the moment is a grand asset, my dear. Ten months— Good lord! +It takes all of that time to establish a residence in Nevada, and all +the rest of it. However— Well, let us go for a walk in the woods.” He +glanced about with a quickening breath. “Blessed spot! We’ll come back +to it one of these days.” + + + XII + +“IT shows how much in love we are that we don’t mind this luncheon,” +said Tay, who made a face, nevertheless. They had decided to remain away +from the hotel all day, and were fortifying themselves at the inn on the +lake. The meal was the usual one of watery veal, fried potatoes, and +pastry. “I remember eating ‘kalb’ when I was in Germany before until I +choked. Can any one explain why there are more calves in Germany than +anywhere else on the face of the globe? You don’t see so many cows. The +offspring must arrive in litters like pigs.” + +“And the German, true to his creed, is furious if you flout his +commonest staple.” Julia smiled, but, in truth, her mind was deeply +perturbed, and she spoke mechanically. There had been no more +love-making, for guests and peasants had met them at every turn of the +woods. Her Hindu master had once told her that profound as were the +suggestions he had given her, and systematic as was the control she had +been taught to acquire over herself, either might suffer interruption +unless she lived in India for many years longer. A violent awakening of +the primal emotions, the assault of a mind and nature, temporarily, at +least, stronger than her own, and that devil that lives in the +subconsciousness would sit on his hind legs and chuckle. + +During the hours that had succeeded those moments of unquestioning +surrender on the lake, her thirty-four years with their highest +accomplishment had crept back, and she had ceased forever to feel +eighteen. The immediate future rose before her like a black wall pricked +out with menacing fingers. There was no question as to where her duty +lay for the moment, as to what she must accomplish before she could +think of happiness. All the steel in her nature had reasserted itself, +her brain was cold and keen. She would put an end to the present state +of affairs this very day. But how? How? + +She continued pleasantly. + +“Perhaps it would have been better to go back to the hotel.” + +“Not much. The hotel is associated with three evenings of fruitless +manœuvrings to get you alone in one of those corners. Besides, Lady Dark +may have recovered. I’ll take no chances. You are to be mine alone for +an entire day.” + +“We could stay a few days longer.” + +“No, on the whole, I want to wind up London as quickly as possible. So +must you. I shall send you on a steamer ahead to make sure of you.” + +Julia laughed. “How like a man. We could hardly be happier than we are +now. Why not let well enough alone, for a bit?” + +“Well, you see, I am a man, and therefore differ from you as to what +constitutes real happiness. I want to get the cursed Reno matter over as +quickly as possible. Besides, I am due at home. The business might wait, +but there’s a big piece of political work to pull off, and I must do my +share in prying my poor rotten state out of the slough.” + +Julia’s mind took a leap. “I believe you are really ambitious,” she +said, with bright sympathetic eyes. “Politicians don’t work for nothing. +Do you know you never have told me a word of your ultimate intentions?” + +“I’ve been too busy talking about you. I was only too glad to side-track +my own affairs for a time. We were all so strung up during the graft +prosecution that we jumped at anything that would give us a chance to +forget it, and recuperate our energies.” + +“Well, you have had a change! Do tell me how you have planned out your +life. Do you look forward to being President of the United States?” + +“Not as much as when I was fifteen.” + +“Oh, you will always joke! Can’t you fancy what your future is to me? +You are capable of great things, and I don’t for a moment believe that +you care for nothing but money making, varied by an occasional rush at +reform. Do be serious.” + +“My dear, I never felt more serious than I do at this moment. God knows +I’m only too grateful for your interest. It struck me as ominous that +you never asked me.” + +“I didn’t dare,” murmured Julia. “A man’s career is a so much more +brilliant thing than a woman’s ever can be, for he has two distinct +sides. We women are bound by our physical limitations to one side. We +must make new traditions—and new bodies to transmit—” + +“Hold on! Let us avoid that subject as long as possible.” + +“But tell me.” + +“Well, here is the way I am fixed: I am for reform, my father is not. I +am a full partner in the firm, but I can’t use the firm’s money for an +object to which my father is bitterly opposed. But I have been making +money on the outside, investing and reinvesting, and, in two years at +most, I shall have an independent fortune, irrespective of my father’s +large estate. Then I intend to go in for politics, doing all I can +meanwhile to educate the people in the precepts of the true democracy +and to keep the Reform party on top. I intend to hold conspicuous office +in California, then go to Congress. You can call this ambition, if you +like; no doubt ambition is mixed up with all deep sense of personal +usefulness. It takes a good-sized ego to permit you to fancy yourself +able to reform long-existing conditions; and egoism and ambition are +good working partners. I shall work for my own state first, and then for +the country at large. That is the way for Americans to begin, or, at all +events, the way we do begin, our country being what it is. State pride +is almost as strong as national. Moreover, a man must prove himself in +his own state before he can get a chance to command the attention of the +nation. If a man happens to belong to a notoriously corrupt state like +California, and manages to shine by contrast, his opportunities are so +much the greater! But the nation is the thing. Every Union man during +the Civil War fought for his flag, not for his section. But our country +is now a republic only in name. We are piling up problems our founders +could not anticipate, and if they go on unchecked, they will land us +either in an autocracy, or in the worst form of tyranny known to +history,—mob rule. It is the business of a few of us to avert a French +Revolution. Just at present we are between two camps, Monopoly and +Labor-Unionism, and have almost forgotten that we are citizens of a free +country. Our skins have been safe so far, owing to the lack of brains +and initiative in the masses; also, because they are far from +starvation. But let that condition arise—before the Money Power has +been made to open its eyes, or has been controlled by legislation—then +horrors beside which the French Revolution will be mere picturesque +material for novelists. A few thinking men with money enough to give +them weight with the solid moneyed class at the top—where the reform +must begin—as well as to place them above suspicion, and who have +cultivated common-sense and patriotism instead of greed, must do the +business. Let’s get out of this.” + + + XIII + +WHEN they were walking over the crisp snow in the woods—now deserted, +for hotel guests and peasants alike were at the long midday meal—he +resumed the subject. Her vivid sympathy and interest had brought back +the bitter struggle of the past two years with a rush. + +“How I wish you had been with me when we made our graft fight,” he said, +looking at her with fond eager eyes. “What a mate you would have been. +When the whole town is howling at a man because he is trying to do the +right thing, he needs just such a woman as you to keep the courage in +him. The concerted opinion of the majority has an insidious power! +Sometimes we wondered if we could be right, if we were not all dreamers, +unpractical, doing our city more harm than good. The whole country was +aghast at our exposures, business was almost dead, capital refused to +come our way; the poor old city that had been wrecked by the most +fearful natural calamity of modern times—$500,000,000 went up in +smoke—seemed to cry out against us for holding her down, to beg for a +chance to limp out of her bog. But we looked ahead, convinced that there +could be no permanent prosperity for San Francisco until the sore was +scraped to the bone and sterilized; in other words, until the political +scoundrels and the get-rich-quick element, that obtained their crushing +franchises by corrupting a packed Board of Supervisors, and bought +everybody, from the boss and the mayor down to the man in the street +with a vote to sell, were either gaoled or so discredited that they +would be forced into private life or out of the state. We unseated the +boss and the mayor, the supervisors having come through, and we were +able to indict several of what we call the higher-ups—the men that had +done the buying. I never had much hope of convicting these men, for in +California, in its present state of moral development, it is next to +impossible to convict a rich man. If you get an honest judge, there are +always men in the jury that have got in for no purpose but to be bribed. +But we won out in another way. The long trial aired the abominable +practices of these corporations, and, together with the many sensational +episodes—the shooting of the prosecuting attorney in court, and the +suicide of the would-be murderer in prison before he could be put on the +stand, the kidnapping of the only editor that fought with us,—woke up +the state; it talked of little else, and talking, thought, and was +ashamed. The city machine got ahead of us, for the mayor we had managed +to seat was too virtuous to build up a machine of his own; but we hope +for great things in the state itself when our Reform candidate runs for +the office of governor this year. Perhaps it was unreasonable to hope +for more at the beginning, and it was a tough fight to get that much. + +“Oh, God!” he cried bitterly, “the rottenness of young communities with +potentialities of wealth. Human nature in the raw, when it is still in +the ingenuous stage of greed, is a damnable thing. It has never shown +any originality since the world began. Socialism may clip its wings, if +it ever gets control, but—here is the cursed anomaly: you can’t hope +for Socialism until a miracle eliminates greed from the nature of man; +for it is men that must grant Socialism, and Socialism means the balking +of greed. Even if some unforeseen set of circumstances forced it upon +us, I doubt if it would last. You can no more eliminate greed from men +than you could eliminate sex by forcing men and women to dress alike, +shave their heads, and say their prayers three times a day. But the +world is better in some respects than it was a century ago, and this is +primarily due to the untiring efforts of the minority. But, again, the +work must be done by a few men—the few that are awake and can see +farther than their noses. Well, my dear, I hope and pray that I am one +of those men. There you have my program, so far as a mere finite mind +can project it.” + +“Now I know why I have been permitted to love you,” said Julia, softly, +and looking at him with glowing eyes. “Hadji Sadrä told me that he +should watch over me, and that if I dared love a man who would pull me +down, instead of being far greater than I could ever hope to be, he +would blast me, transform me into a mere commonplace female, but haunted +by the memory of what I had been—” + +“How much of all that do you believe?” + +“Ah! I saw marvellous exhibitions of power. They are common enough in +the East, but one would hardly dare relate them in this part of the +world. If I longed with all the concentrated powers of my mind for Hadji +Sadrä, he would come to me in a flash—with that secondary material body +they call the astral, and we call the ghost. If I were terribly +perplexed, I should send for him—” + +“I want no go-betweens, particularly Mohammedan ghosts.” + +But Julia had no intention of letting him down. + +“I wonder I could remember him, or any one else! It was only because I +suddenly realized what all this means—that I may have another and far +greater part to play—” + +“You see that at last! Perhaps I should have appealed to you before. +But—it is only to-day that I have felt really close to you—really +loved you, perhaps. I fancy I was merely infatuated before.” He took her +in his arms, and she looked up at him with the deepest sympathy a woman +can express, particularly when gifted with eyes that are the dazzling +headlights of a finished and powerful machine behind. “Oh, if you could +only know,” he continued in tones of intense feeling, “what it will mean +to me to have you, not only to love, but to work with! I really want +with all my soul to be of use to my country, to be one of the few that +are willing to work for her unselfishly, to leave a decent name behind +me. It is thankless work, fighting the majority, battling for an ideal +nobody wants, to be the butt of the press, accused of sordid motives, +balked at every turn. The only sort of patriotism the average American +understands is sounding promises by ambitious politicians and huge +donations from repentant millionnaires. To raise the morale of a people, +and in the process prevent them from growing too rich, may mean the +respect of posterity, but it also means the hatred of your +contemporaries. The Big Voice! It confuses the mind and the standards. +The constant failures, the recurring sense of hopelessness, of futility, +the inevitable contempt for the masses you are striving to emancipate +from themselves,—many a man that has started out with the loftiest and +most selfless ideals loses courage, shrugs his shoulders, and falls +back. I am no better and stronger than many of them. I have dreamed one +minute, the next wondered how far I would go, how long my enthusiasm +would last. Material success is easy enough, and always rewarded by +approbation and respect! _What is the use?_ I am young still, but I +asked myself that question more than once, for even my family were all +against me. My father was furious. He is honest, but his business has +been his god. I left home and went to a hotel—to avoid the everlasting +discussions at table. My old friends cut me on the street. I was +regarded as an enemy of society, and society cast me out. The rest of +our little group shared the same fate. We were obliged to keep one +another’s courage up. That we carried our lives in our hands and were +liable to assassination at any moment was the least of our trials. The +Big Voice! We felt as if we were at the foot of an avalanche, or some +other inexorable enemy in Nature herself, trying to push it back with +our hands. Inevitably there were black moments when we felt we were +fools, especially when we faced certain defeat. And it’s all to do +again, not once, but many times. Do you wonder that the light side of my +nature has given me many cynical moments, or that I have seethed with +disgust, or wondered if I would last? But with you—ah! If I had ever +dreamed you lived, I believe I never should have despaired for a moment. +But my only memory of you was of a charming and lovely child. And it is +only to-day, here, that I have realized what it means for any of us to +stand alone. With your faith and your brain, with you always beside me, +sympathizing, helping—I never shall lose courage for a moment. I could +accomplish anything—everything—” + +This sudden vehement disclosure of the serious depths of his nature +under its surface gayety, with more than one glimpse of heights and +powers she had barely divined, had thrilled Julia even more than his +passionate love-making. All her own greatness responded, and for a +moment or two she had been swept irresistibly on that tide of +self-revealing words. She had a vision of the complete passion, the +perfect union. But her brain remained cool. She never lost sight of her +purpose. + +She sprang from him suddenly and flung out her arms. Her eyes looked +black. Her skin shone with a peculiar radiance like white fire. So she +had looked more than once on the platform during her last moments of +irresistible appeal; when her bewildered audiences had felt as if +dissolving in a crucible from which there was no escape. “Oh,” she cried +in low vibrating tones of intense passion, “now I know you—the real +You! I’ll never fail you. You are wonderful, and I worship you! I +believe we can be happier than any two mortals have ever been. But, Dan, +I must go to you free, with a conscience as clean as your own. You must +see that. You are too great not to see it. I must be tormented with no +regrets, no remorse. If I should leave at this moment—‘rat’ like any +scoundrelly selfish politician—desert these women publicly while all +the world is watching them, make them ridiculous—oh, I don’t mean that +I am indispensable; there are too many great women among them for that— +But don’t you see that if I threw them over to follow an American to the +other side of the world, now, while their fate hangs in the +balance—why, it would amount to nothing less than a cynical declaration +that we are all alike when it comes to a man—that we fight for a great +impersonal cause only so long as no man comes along to play the old tune +on our passions—why—Good God!—they would be the butt of every +malicious wit in the kingdom. Their cause would be set back a +generation. And I? I should be execrated by women the world over. I, who +am now a sort of goddess. My immense following is due as much to the +youth and beauty which I have appeared to immolate so indifferently, as +to all my talents put together. What use should I be to you if I +scuttled the ship and deserted it? What place could I take among the +women of your country? Do you think they would listen to me, that I +could teach them, help them? They would laugh in my face!” + +She caught him by the shoulders, her eyes piercing into his, which +stared at her full of sombre perplexity. She went on in a rapid +monotonous voice, which fell on his brain like a rain of fire: “Why +didn’t you come for me, as you promised? I should have gone. Four years +ago! I was free. Something was always knocking at my mind. I knew that I +had useful energies of some sort. They were always groping to find vent. +If you had come, if you had told me then what you have told me to-day, I +should not have hesitated a moment. I should have known that my work was +to be done with you. But you forgot your promise. The bond was not +strong enough. Why did you wait until I had become a public figure, +written about daily—until I had hopelessly compromised myself? Oh, +can’t you see that you have made me the most tragic figure among women? +I love you so that I long with all those other and far greater forces +within me—that you have brought to life—to go, to be happy, to give +you all you want and deserve, to become truly great—with you! Oh, I am +the most unhappy woman on earth—and the happiest!” + +Tay had tried to interrupt her several times. But he was dazed. She +looked like a sibyl. He felt disjointedly that he had less desire to +claim her as a woman than to ascend with her to the plane whither she +seemed to have borne herself. He had been shaken out of his own reserve +and bared his soul for the first time in his life; his defences were +down, she seemed to have entered his mind and taken possession. Human +passion would appear to have fallen to ashes. His senses felt numb, he +was vaguely conscious of a material dissolution that left his soul free +to mingle with hers. + +She gave him no chance to speak. Her words flowed on with the same fiery +monotony. + +“You have taught me what duty means. I believe I never was really +capable of the sacrifice of self before. I worked to fill my time, to +forget my depths. Then because the greatness of that work really put my +womanhood to sleep! But you! I have not a personal ambition left, not a +want apart from you, but this terrible duty. I want to live in you, for +you. You! You! You!” Tay had a confused idea that he was turning into a +demi-god. “But I must go to you free—that I may never look back—that I +may know and give complete happiness. I must be all woman, not a mere +brain, humiliated, ashamed, tortured by regrets. _And you must go at +once, at once, at once._ If you stay, if you prove too strong for me, if +you force me to go with you—and I love you so I might go—then we never +shall know the meaning of happiness for a moment. I will follow you +before long. If we don’t win the battle early this year, I will train +some one to take my place. I shall speak, appear in public less and +less, drop out by degrees. I shall soon be forgotten—long before I can +marry you. But to leap from the front rank of these women straight into +a divorce court in a city whose name is a synonym for vulgarity, that is +never mentioned without a laugh or a sneer— Oh, you see! You see! What +an anticlimax to all these years on a pedestal! What a wife for you, a +public man! Oh, God! I should be the ruin of your own career—” + +“Julia!” exclaimed Tay, trying to get his breath. + +She fell back limply against a tree, as if exhausted with her own +passion, but neither voice nor eyes lost their power. + +“Oh, go! Go! Go! If you don’t, I shall be in the dust. I shall be +incapable of love in my abasement. I know myself. To love, to be happy, +I must be free. I must have my self-respect. I can’t love, tortured by +shame and remorse. I want love and you more than anything on earth, but +I want them utterly. Oh, go!” + +For a moment or two Tay had been conscious of an angry struggle in the +depths of his mind. He suddenly became master of himself. He shot a +glance at Julia as piercing as her own, and she gasped and flung herself +face downward on the snow and began to sob. He made no attempt to pick +her up for the moment. + +“You have strange powers, Julia,” he said. “If I were weaker than I +am,—and God knows I am weak enough,—I should be slinking through the +woods with my tail between my legs, hypnotized out of my manhood, and +ready to lick your hand for the rest of my life.” Julia stopped sobbing +and listened intently. Tay walked up and down before he spoke again. +“But mind you, I don’t question your sincerity, your love, whatever the +devilish arts you tried to practise on me. Every leader of a great +revolution is a fanatic and a Jesuit. And, methods aside, every word you +spoke was sound common-sense. I don’t care to assume the responsibility +of injuring those women, and I believe you would be incapable of +happiness if you handed their enemies another weapon—a pretty deadly +one it would be!” + +He picked her up and dusted her off. “I am going,” he went on grimly, +“and I shall wait exactly six months. Or rather—” He caught her hands +in his powerful grip, his eyes blazing into hers. “I shall never see you +again, not even with your royal consent, unless you swear to me here +that you’ll not try that on again. That you’ll be woman to my man from +this time forth—that and nothing more. I’ll be damned if I’ll live with +a woman who doesn’t play a square game. Swear it.” + +“Oh, I do, I do! Oh, Dan!” The tears were running down her face, honest +tears, for she was frightened, while rejoicing. “Do believe that I was +only doing my best—I knew that you wouldn’t listen—I had only one +object—” + +“Oh, as I told you, I have never questioned your queer complicated +honesty. Only, being a perfectly normal person myself, I prefer to +postpone occult trickery until I reach the next world. No doubt it will +be all in the day’s work there. But I’ve got my job cut out in this, +matching my earthly wits against the next man’s. Now, you’ve given me +your word! If you ever go back on it—” + +“Oh, never!” Julia was now really limp, and looked wholly feminine. Tay +took her in his arms once more and dried her tears. “It’s my fate to +love you,” he said, with a sigh. “And that’s about the size of it. I’m +sorry you ever went to your East, but live in the hope I can make you +forget it.” + +“And do you love me as much as ever?” asked Julia, unintellectually. + +Tay laughed outright, the ancient formula almost routing the memory of +those moments when the same woman that uttered them automatically had +launched her ruthless will into his relaxing brain. “Oh, yes,” he said, +“I love you, all right, and for good and all. Now, we’ll be practical. I +shall leave England the day I wind up my affairs in London. That should +be in less than a week. I am going to ask you to stay here until I sail. +I am resigned to going without you, am willing to admit that a +separation of a few months is inevitable—but, all the same, the less +temptation, the better. Besides, I shall need all my wits in London— If +you were there—” + +“Oh, I’d rather stay, far, far rather! I don’t think I could stand it, +either. Here, at least, I can keep out of doors, exercise until I am +past thought—” + +“Well, don’t change your mind. I _insist_ that you stay here. If you +return to London while I am there—well, I’ll not say just what I won’t +do. Enough that I should not return to America alone. Come, let’s get +back to the hotel.” + + + XIV + +JULIA went at once to Ishbel’s room. She found that conspirator sitting +on the little balcony enjoying the view of ice peak and forest. Ishbel +sprang to her feet when she saw Julia’s face. + +“Oh— Ah— So—” + +“Quite so,” said Julia, dryly. “But never mind. I have won out for a +bit. He has promised to go to California at once and wait while I +eliminate myself by degrees. I have promised to follow in six months. Of +course I shall if I can. If I can’t—well, I must make him listen to +reason again. But I hope—” + +“Of course, you can’t bolt,” said Ishbel, who was burning with sympathy +for both. “But surely you can manage to let yourself out in six months. +Your vice-president is an efficient woman; and then we are sure to win +this session—” + +“I don’t know! If we did, of course I’d make some excuse and go at once. +But—otherwise—I can’t leave them for a divorce court until I have +taught them to forget me—disassociated myself from them—” + +She dropped on the edge of the bed, face and body expressing utter +discouragement. Ishbel half opened her lips, then went out upon the +balcony lest she break her word and tell Julia that France was dying. +But a moment’s reflection convinced her that this information would only +complicate matters at present. She thought hard for a few minutes, then +ran back into the room. + +“Julia!” she exclaimed, “I have an idea! Why not go to Nevis? Your +mother is very old. You haven’t seen her for many years. You can give +out that she is ill—or I will if you won’t. My conscience wouldn’t hurt +me a bit, for old people are always ill. No doubt you’ll find her with +rheumatism, lumbago, dropsy, Bright’s disease, diabetes, tumors, or a +few other ills incident to old age. It would make just the break you +need; and it’s just the time to go, for your officers can attend to +everything. Also—you could stay on and on.” + +Julia looked up with some return of animation in her heavy eyes. + +“It’s not a bad idea, if I could go.” + +“Of course you could, and the minute I get to London I’ll set the whole +shop to work on your tropic wardrobe. You can get many things +ready-made, anyhow—people are always going out to India on a moment’s +notice.” + +“I’ll think it over while I’m here. I’m to stay until he sails.” + +“Ah!—I hate to leave you alone. Shall I stay with you?” + +“I think I’d rather be alone.” + +“Yes, I understand.” She sat down on the bed and put her arm about +Julia’s relaxed form. “I want you to promise me that you will marry Mr. +Tay, whatever happens. You’ve a right to happiness, if ever a woman had, +and this is your only chance, my dear. There’s only one real man in +every woman’s life, and happiness is the inalienable right of all of us. +Even Bridgit was forced to admit that.” + +“Oh, I intend to marry him. But when? That is the question!” + +“As soon as possible. You have given four uninterrupted years to this +work, and you have done great things for it. That is enough—” + +“We have all gone in—that inner band—to devote a lifetime to it if +necessary.” + +“Don’t you suspect that those women have an extra something in their +make-up that the rest of us lack?” + +“I have accomplished as much as any of them—” + +“Quite so. And enough. Don’t you feel that the spring has gone out of +you?” + +“Just now, yes.” + +“You’ll never work with the same spirit again, for you never can be +impersonal again. You would feel a hypocrite, for you would always be +resenting the loss of what you really want most in life. You’ve a duty +to yourself, to say nothing of Mr. Tay; and you’re not going to a +frivolous useless life—not with him! No one is indispensable to any +real cause, and in ours there are too many to carry on the work without +the supreme sacrifice on your part. Promise me, at least, that you will +go at once to Nevis. It would be the beginning of the solution.” + +“I’d like to go.” + +“You really must want to see your mother, and your old home,” continued +Ishbel, insinuatingly. “One’s mother and one’s birthplace are the great +refuges in time of trouble. You were very fond of your mother when you +were a child.” + +“I’m fond of her now, but she seems to have lost all affection for me.” + +“Never believe it. She is a strange proud old woman, but she has always +loved you. Go back to her. There is your refuge.” + +“You are playing on my deepest feelings, but you are right. Nevis! When +you are crushed, your own land calls you. And, as you say, I haven’t +much work in me at present.” + +“Then you’ll go?” + +“When you get to London, telegraph me how matters stand. If it looks as +if the truce would be a long one—yes, I’ll go. I believe I want to go +more than anything else in the world—except one! Perhaps I’ll get a +grip on myself down there. Perhaps I’ll find that—well, that I love +this great cause best, after all.” + +“Not a bit of it!” cried Ishbel, in alarm. “Don’t try to persuade +yourself of anything so unnatural and foolish. Do you realize how few +women have complete happiness offered them? I could shake you.” + +Then she reflected that Nevis was a tropical island; and another scheme +was forming in her agile brain. “Well, never mind all that. You are worn +out now. It is not a matter to discuss, anyhow. Stay out of doors here, +and I will prepare your wardrobe. Then you can start as soon as you +return to England. I will tell Collins to pack your other things. Eric +will secure your accommodations on the first steamer that sails after +Mr. Tay’s. Now lie down. Or shall you come down to our last dinner?” + +“No, I am not going to see him again. I’ll be glad when he has gone, and +that, at least, is over. But I’ll go to Nevis, if all is quiet in +England.” + + + XV + +THEY left on the evening train in order to catch the morning train out +of Munich. Julia, who had been sitting inertly in her room, too listless +to go to bed, heard the carriage rattle down the street, and sprang to +her feet with a wild sense of protest and despair. It required all her +self-control to refrain from ringing for a droschke and following before +it was too late. Then, angry at this complete surrender to her +femininity, she undressed and went to bed. + +Here, she discovered to her dismay that California was not farther off +than sleep. Perversely, she would not relax, nor go through any of the +other forms with which she had always been able to summon sleep when +excited. She doubted if they would conquer these new impressions, but +refused to give them a trial. She lay awake until nearly dawn, the +events of the day marching through her brain with maddening reiteration. +She dreaded sleep, also, for now at least her brain was stimulated, and +she guessed that it would be correspondingly depressed upon awakening. +So it was. The weather, also, had changed. It was raining. + +When Julia heard the heavy raindrops splashing on her balcony, she sat +up with a gasp of horror, then laughed grimly. But this conspiracy of +Nature gave her a certain obstinate fortitude, and she rose at once, +took a cold bath, and dressed. But when she opened her door to go down +to the dining-room, her courage failed her, and she rang and ordered +breakfast to be brought upstairs. + +“What am I to do?” she thought in terror. “What am I to do?” + +It rained all day. Julia had brought no storm clothes. She prowled about +the halls, getting what exercise she could, but dared not go downstairs. +She sent for books from the library, but they might have been written in +Greek. She summoned resolution to go to the dining-room at seven +o’clock, but turned at the door, and ran back to her room. She saw Tay +at every turn, and to sit alone at the table with his empty chair +opposite, was beyond her endurance. Nor could she eat the food brought +to her room. She went to bed again, and slept fitfully. + +She awoke in the small hours to hear it still raining, and this time she +fell into a fury over her demoralization. + +“And this is love!” she thought. “Terrors! Ignominy! A will turned to +water. I’d not be more helpless if I were in a hospital with typhoid +fever.” + +Her mind suddenly flew to the conversation with her friends on the night +she had last dined with Ishbel. Should she go to Paris and rid herself +of the disease once for all? What prospect of happiness if love were +able to induce a misery keener than any of its compensations? If she +could feel like this now, knowing that he loved her, and that the +separation was but a matter of time, what might she not suffer if he +ceased to love her, if he gave her cause for jealousy, if she found +herself disappointed in him? It would be worse, far worse. Now, at +least, she was—not free; no one ever felt more of a slave—but at least +with the power to attain freedom. There would be a deep satisfaction, to +say nothing of relief, in the knowledge that she never need think of him +again—this man that had destroyed her fine poise, her remarkable +powers, made her the slave of the race, the victim of the ancient +instinct, a mere instrument upon which Nature was playing her old tune +in contemptuous disregard of those years in which she had dwelt on +impersonal heights seldom attained by young and beautiful women. She +almost hated him. Better have done with it at once. In all her life with +France she had never known depression like this, for love adds the sense +of impotence to calamity. + +She got out of bed, without ringing for her bath, and began to pack her +trunk. She didn’t care if she never took a bath again. She hated +herself, and she hated Tay. Above all she hated the rain. + +But in the midst of her packing she sat back on the floor and scowled. +To receive suggestions one must be perfectly amenable. There must be no +reserve at the back of the head. Although she ground her teeth, she +admitted that she would permit no man, no science, to destroy the image +of Tay in her mind, root him out of her life. Nor would she confess +herself a coward—nor violate the jealous instincts of her sex. If the +time came when she must banish him, she would do it herself. Good God! +She was female all through. Suffering was a part of her birthright. She +would give up not the least of the accompaniments of love. + +Cursing herself for a fool, she rang for her bath, dressed herself, and +determined to walk out of doors, if the valley had turned into a lake. + +But by the time she had swallowed her coffee and rolls the skies had +cleared, and she started out with a guide and a sled. There was always +excitement in tobogganing. For a bit the keen air revived her, but the +hills and valley had new terrors, for every step reminded her of her +lover. Black protest left her, but was followed by a sadness so profound +that she feared to dissolve in the presence of her guide, and sent him +home. She had planned to visit the lake, but she found that it would be +as easy to break her word and follow Tay to London. + +A new and horrid fear had begun to haunt her. Did he really love her as +he had loved her before she had made him, for a few moments, at least, +the plaything of her will and her science? He had forgiven her, but must +not such a memory rankle, eventually induce a permanent +resentment—fear—hatred possibly? + +She returned to her room, the only place unassociated with him. But +although it was a refuge in a sense, she found little comfort in it, for +the very atmosphere was thick with her long hours of misery. She sat +down and made a deliberate attempt to banish her depression, that +manifest of Nature’s resentment at even the temporary balking of her +desires. + +“The ancient instinct!” she thought bitterly. “We are all the same fools +when it comes to a man—_the_ man—when the race is trying to struggle +on through its victims.” She looked back upon the past eight years as +upon a period of transcendent happiness. More than ever she was +convinced that the only unmitigated happiness lay in self-completion, in +independence of the sex in man. Love was a splendid disease induced by +Nature to further her one end; accompanied by moments of hallucination +called happiness, but which in the last analysis were but the prelude to +a lifetime of every variety of sorrow and disillusion. On the other +hand, the women that steered safely clear of this smiling island with a +thousand jagged teeth beneath the rippling waters, and elected to stand +alone, were free to accept the other great gifts of life, to attain to a +form of serenity and content, beside which love and its delusions were +the earthly hell. In the last four years she had never cast a thought to +love, the future had loomed as perfect as the present. And she had +weakly slid down into chaos! + +The immortal women! Oh, lord! Oh, lord! + +She reviewed her life from the time when, the wife of an abhorred +husband, she had begun, unconsciously at first, to build up that +strength, which, when the crucial tests came, enabled her to control, in +a measure, the present, to exult in the knowledge that she had proved +herself stronger than life; instead of losing her mind, or becoming the +plaything of men. She had even dismissed Nigel Herbert when he came with +freedom and something like happiness in his hand; proud of her strength +to work out her destiny unaided. + +Strength! Her mind flew from this vision of past solidarity to her years +at the feet of the wise men of Benares. It was not pleasant to dwell +upon the compliments of Hadji Sadrä, but she recalled his initiations +and suggestions, and those of Swani Dambaba; they had given her a power +over herself and others seldom possessed by Occidentals. But she could +hardly formulate them; they were enveloped in a haze, as elusive and +remote as dreams. Had she been but cunningly equipped to play her part +in the great battle; and, the part played, was she perchance set free to +follow the commoner destiny of woman? There was some satisfaction in the +thought, but her ego felt slapped in the face. She had fancied her +destiny mightily, and this anticlimax was no part of the program of the +immortal women. Still, why not? Her inner vision, sharpened though it +might have been by her masters, could not pierce the future, nor her +judgment, while captive in the gray matter of the mortal brain, presume +to determine exactly what destinies those immortal women had mapped out +for themselves on earth. For all she knew Tay might have been composed +to save his country, and hers the glorious part to help him. + +But at this point she sat down on the floor once more and finished the +packing of her trunk. None knew better than she the distinguished powers +of the human mind for self-deception. With her own personal gift for +subtle reasoning, to say nothing of her imagination, she could persuade +herself in another fifteen minutes that it was her duty to take the +first steamer for New York and await Tay in the facile state of Nevada. +She should reason no more, but be guided by events. Meanwhile let love +devour her, burn her up, torment her with fears, exalt her with visions +of the perfect union. But not in Partenkirchen. She should amuse herself +in Berlin until Tay’s final telegram set her free to go to Nevis. “The +dog to its kennel,” she thought grimly. “That’s the place for me. I’ll +find my balance there if anywhere.” + + + XVI + +ON the evening of Julia’s departure for Nevis, Ishbel entered her +husband’s study and perched herself on the arm of his chair. + +“Eric,” she said, “when you have made a promise you can’t break, is it +wrong to get round it, if it is for the good of some one you are very +fond of?” + +“What are you driving at? Nothing more interesting than the workings of +the female conscience under fire.” + +“You like Mr. Tay?” + +“Rather. Never liked a man more. Deuced good chap all round.” + +“You think that he and Julia should marry?” + +“I do. But am not so sure they will. Julia’s a hard nut to crack.” + +“Quite so. But I want her to be as happy as I am.” + +“Right you are. Tay’s the man.” + +“There’s something I promised Bridgit not to tell either Julia or Mr. +Tay. But I didn’t promise not to tell you.” + +Dark laughed. “I begin to see daylight. I suppose even Bridgit doesn’t +encourage you to have secrets from your husband.” + +“You _are_ a dear! Well, it’s this. France is very low, has a bad case +of heart and may go any minute.” + +Dark whistled. “That would simplify matters.” + +“Yesterday I called at Kingsborough House and gently wormed the whole +truth out of the duchess. The attacks are growing more and more +frequent. The doctors don’t give him a fortnight.” + +Dark stood up, “I see! I see!” + +“I didn’t dare tell you until Mr. Tay and Julia had both left. If you +had told him, he wouldn’t have gone, and Julia would hold out, here in +England. But on Nevis, on a tropical island! All these associations and +duties will seem like a dream down there, and one hasn’t much energy in +the tropics, anyhow, to say nothing of being steeped in an atmosphere of +romance. I want you to cable Mr. Tay—so that he will get your message +when he arrives in New York day after to-morrow—that France is dying, +that Julia has sailed for Nevis, and that if he is wise, he will go +there at once—he can get there first, I should think, for the Royal +Mail takes eighteen days—and marry her the moment he gets another cable +from you announcing France’s death. Do you mind?” + +“Rather not!” + +“Tell him to say nothing to Julia about France’s condition until he is +quite certain she is free—” + +“Do you want me to go stony—” + +“Oh, what do a few pounds matter—” + +“When arranging people’s destinies! Well, go on.” + +“Julia must not return to England. If she did, Mr. Tay would have to +begin all over again. I don’t like anything that looks like treachery to +the women, but still—” + +“I do,” said Dark, dryly. “Permit me to take the whole matter over to my +own conscience. That’s what a man is made for, among other things. Tay +shall marry Julia if I can help him manage it, and the women can go +where I’ve consigned them several times already. Now, I’ll go out and +send that cablegram.” + + + + + BOOK VI + FANNY + + + I + +DURING the long voyage Julia dismissed her work and its obligations from +her mind, and resigned herself to that form of happiness women are able +to extract from the mere fact of being in love, even when indefinitely +separated from the object. Her fear that she might have alienated Tay by +her excursion into his brain had been banished by his letters, and she +was free to enjoy herself miserably. She was delighted to find that he +filled every waking moment, that neither literature nor the several +pleasant people with whom she made acquaintance could send him to the +rear, and she cultivated long hours of solitude and idleness during +which she thought of nothing else. She projected her spirit into the +future and California, and dreamed of happiness only: politics, reform, +and the improvement of the race were not for dreams. The only real rival +of love is Art, for that in itself is a deep personal passion, its +function an act of creation, fed by some mysterious perversion of sex, +and demanding all the imagination’s activities. This rival Tay was +mercifully spared, and the god of duty, always arbitrarily elevated and +largely the child of egoism, stands a poor chance when gasping in the +furnace of love. Abstractly, Julia purposed to return to her duty when +its call became imperious, but during this period of liberty she felt +she would be more than fool to close her eyes to any of the beatic +pictures composed by her imagination and the tumults of sex. + +Of course there were hours when she felt profoundly depressed and +miserable, when she stormed and protested, and hated the fluid desert +that prevented her from changing her course and fleeing to Tay. But +this, also, was novel and exciting and part of love’s curriculum; she +revelled in every manifestation of her long-denied womanhood, and was +further thrilled with the belief that no woman had ever suffered such an +upheaval before. She wrote a daily letter to Tay, revealing herself +without mercy, and found a keen delight in this new power of his to +annihilate the profound reserve of her nature. + +The only thing she didn’t tell him was of the return of her old longing +for children. That inherent desire had slunk into horrified retreat at +France’s betrothal kiss, and had visited her but fitfully in India, but +now it reasserted itself almost as tyrannically as her longing for the +man who was the mate of her sex as surely as of her soul and brain. She +even felt a passionate delight that she soon could satisfy it +vicariously in Fanny. She had never ceased to love this child she once +had cuddled daily in her arms, and was far more excited at the prospect +of being with her again, than of seeing her strange old mother. To be +sure, her love for that once fond parent had risen in all its old +strength during this carnival of the primal, but Mrs. Edis at her best +was unresponsive, and after the long separation unlikely to thaw for +some time to come. In Fanny she could find satisfaction for her maternal +yearnings until they found their natural outlet. And she should take her +back to London, with or without her mother’s consent. Fanny! What did +she look like? She had been an adorable little dark baby; surely she +must have inherited the beauty of the family. Some were dark and others +almost blond, like herself, but both the Byams and the Edises had always +been famous for their looks. Even Mrs. Winstone had grudgingly admitted +that Fanny had exterior promise, and if she had turned out a beauty, +Ishbel should give her the best of girl’s good times in London. And she +herself should have something to cling to during these awful +months—perhaps years—of separation. + +After she changed steamers at Barbadoes and began the leisurely journey +up the Caribbean Sea, she was much diverted by the beauty of the long +chain of islands, and began to thrill with the prospect of seeing her +birthplace once more. Her roots were in Nevis; it held the dust of +generations of her ancestors; it was the one perfect, peaceful, and +happy memory of her life, and never could she love even California as +well. She knew that she should have flown to it in her trouble were it +empty of both her mother and Fanny. + +After the steamer left Antigua, she never took her eyes from the stately +pyramid, shadowy at first, detaching itself with a sharper definition +every moment. When she was close enough to see the green on its sweeping +lines, its waving fields of cane, its fine ruins of old “Great Houses,” +the white roads, deserted save for an occasional laborer or a colored +woman swinging along with a basket on her head, a pic’nie clinging to +her hip, the waving palms on the shore, the white cloud that hovered by +day over the lost crater, and extinguished the island at night, she ran +to her stateroom to quell an almost unbearable excitement. But Collins +was packing, and Collins was already puzzled, perturbed, and +speculating. No quicker antidote to tumultuous emotions could be +devised. Julia’s tears retreated, and she began to rearrange her flying +locks before the mirror; but it was impossible to keep the exultation +out of her voice. + +“We’re nearly there, Collins!” + +“Yes, mum.” + +“It is my old home! Just think of it, I haven’t seen it for sixteen +years.” + +“Yes, mum.” + +“I’m sure you will enjoy staying here for a bit, Nevis is so beautiful. +There’s nothing in all Europe like it.” + +“I shan’t be sea-sick. I’m thankful for that.” + +“How do I look? I haven’t seen my waist line since I left London.” + +“I dressed you this morning, mum. You look quite all right. Shall I +really sleep in a Christian bed to-night, and have a decent cup of tea?” + +“You shall, you shall! And if my mother still kills stringy old cows, +I’ll get good English beef for you from Bath House.” + +“Thank God, mum. Everything on board ship tastes that horrid I could eat +a cow cooked particular, no matter how stringy. Don’t lean on the rail +too much. Linen crushes that easy.” + +Julia, who wore a linen coat and skirt of crash brown linen, with a hat +and parasol, and shoes and gloves, of a darker shade, nodded at herself +in the glass and returned to the deck. For the moment Tay was forgotten. + +The steamer was rounding the island and she stared at Bath House, the +greatest hotel in the world in its time, a picturesque ruin in her +memory, now rebuilt in part and showing many signs of life. Colored +servants were hanging out of the upper windows cheering the ship, and +gayly dressed people were sitting on the terrace. But Julia, although +for a moment she resented the least of the changes in her island, soon +forgot Bath House as she eagerly gazed through her field-glass at the +groups down by the jetty. There was the usual crowd of whites and +negroes, some with much business to attend to when the ship cast anchor, +more with none whatever. In a moment she detached a group striving to +detach itself from the pushing crowd—all Charles Town seemed to have +turned out—and saw Mrs. Winstone, Mr. Pirie, several people of the same +class, and one young girl. Could that be Fanny? Once more her hands +shook. The girl was dancing up and down, waving her handkerchief. It +must be. Julia laid aside her field-glass and waved in return. Then the +delay seemed endless. + +The water had become suddenly alive with boats. Little black boys were +diving for pennies. It was a gay tropical picture; and, behind, the +palms and the cocoanut-trees, fringing the suave flowing lines of the +great volcano. + +The ladder was swung, the first officer gave her his arm, and she +descended to the boat, followed by the uneasy Collins, who looked at the +heaving waters below that frail craft with dire forebodings. But Julia +had no sympathy in her for Collins. Her thoughts were on Fanny, when +they were not adjusting her mask of bright cool serenity. She had no +intention of making an exhibition of herself in public. + +All doubt of Fanny’s identity was set at rest, for a girl’s long supple +figure was flying down the jetty, and she was waving frantically and +calling out, “Aunt Julia! Aunt Julia!” Julia received a momentary shock, +not quite sure that she liked being called aunt by this tall girl, who +looked more than her eighteen years. But that was a trifle and she gazed +with both fondness and admiration at the blooming beauty of the girl who +now stood quite alone on the edge of the jetty. Fanny was very dark, +showing the French strain in their blood (Mrs. Edis’s father had found +his wife on Martinique); her large eyes and abundant hair were black, +her skin olive and claret, her full large mouth as red as one of the +hibiscus flowers of her native island; her figure, both slender and +full, was as beautiful as her face, even in the white cotton frock which +she probably had made itself. Julia thought she had never seen a more +perfect type of voluptuous young womanhood, and reflected that she +should not be long marrying her off in London, even without a dowry. + +She smiled happily, and a moment later, elevated to the jetty by the +boatman, was enveloped, smothered, overwhelmed by Fanny. + +“Oh, Aunt Julia!” cried the girl between her kisses. “Just to think you +are here at last! Something is actually happening on this old island. +Oh, promise me that you will take me away with you.” + +“Yes, yes, indeed,” gasped Julia, her spirits unaccountably dashed. “Of +course I will, darling. How beautiful you are!” + +“Oh, am I? Much good it has done me so far. I’ve just spoken to a young +man for the first time in my life, and he has gray hair.” + +“You poor child! Did—did—my mother come down?” + +“Not she. The steamer wasn’t expected until seven, and she was asleep. +When I saw it coming, I _ran_. She’d never have let me come. I’ve never +been outside the estate alone before. Even Aunt Maria hasn’t taken me +down to Bath House. There she is with an old gentleman that wears a +wig.” + +They had reached the end of the long jetty, and Julia kissed her aunt, +shook hands with Mr. Pirie, who had eyes for no one but Fanny, and was +introduced to a young gray-haired man named Morison. + +“_Mo_rison,” she repeated mechanically to herself. “Where have I heard +that name?” + +But she had no time to think. Mrs. Winstone was talking rapidly. Julia +wondered if the tropics had affected her aunt’s nerves. She was twirling +her parasol, and her eyes had more intelligence in them than she usually +admitted, save when conducting a dilettante Suffrage meeting. + +“Really, Julia!” she exclaimed. “It’s too tiresome. But I didn’t expect +the Royal Mail for hours yet; came down to see Hannah and Pirie at Bath +House, and sent the horses to be shod. They’re not ready, and there’s +nothin’ else—everybody drivin’. Do you think you could walk up the +mountain in this heat?” + +“Of course she can’t!” cried Fanny. “Of course she can’t!” + +“I’m sure I could,” began Julia, but once more Fanny enveloped her. + +“Oh, no, darling,” she cried entreatingly. “You’d faint in that +heat—climbing. It was bad enough coming down. And, oh, I do want +another glimpse of Bath House. You’ve no idea how excited I was all the +time it was building. It was like an old romance come to life. But much +good it has done me. And it has an orchestra!” + +Julia laughed outright. Fanny might not possess the priceless gift of +tact, but she was enchantingly young. Her exuberant youth, in fact, made +everybody else feel superannuated, and her next remark, as she and Julia +started for the hotel arm in arm, did not remove the impression. + +“How oddly young you look, Aunt Julia,” observed the girl, whose large +curious eyes were exploring every detail of Julia’s appearance. “Of +course I knew you were much younger than Granny or Aunt Maria, or I +shouldn’t have been so keen to have you come home, but you look almost a +girl. I suppose it’s because you are quite a little thing and haven’t +grown either scrawny or fat.” + +“Really,” said her aunt, dryly, “I’m five feet three and a half, and +thirty-four is a long way from old age.” + +“Well, it’s not young,” said Fanny, who appeared to be of a hopelessly +literal turn. “Thirty-four! Why you are only a year younger than mother +would have been.” + +This remark touched a chord which for the moment routed anxious vanity. +Julia put her arm about Fanny’s waist, no slenderer than her own. “I +wish you _were_ mine!” she said fondly. “But sister is the next best +thing. I can’t have you calling me aunt. That is much too remote—I have +wanted you for so many years. You must imagine that you are my little +sister, and call me Julia. Will you?” + +“Yes, if you like. But promise me that you will bring me to Bath House +every day. You will want to come yourself, if only to get away from +Great House, and you have friends there—a nice old lady named +Macmanus—and I saw two or three women with _such_ frocks! Did you bring +me any frocks from London?” + +“Ah—I didn’t! But, you see, I not only left in such a hurry, but I had +no idea whether you were tall or short. Of course I brought you some +presents.” + +“Oh, did you? What are they?” + +“Some pretty silver things for your dressing-table, and a manicure set, +and some scarves, and all sorts of fol-de-rols that pretty girls like.” + +“Well, that’s too sweet of you,” and Fanny, kissed her again. “But I’d +rather have had frocks. What shall I do if you take me to the party at +Bath House on Thursday night?—and you must! You must! There’s no +dressmaker on Nevis that could make a party-gown.” + +“You shall have any of my evening gowns you want. You are taller, but +Collins is quite a genius.” + +Fanny almost danced. “That will be heavenly. Oh—oh—talk about frocks!” + +“What a pretty woman!” + +They were both looking at a very smart young woman advancing down the +palm avenue. She had a dark vivid little face, and wore a frock of +sublimated pink linen, and a soft drooping black hat. She smiled and +waved her parasol as she caught Julia’s eye. + +“Of course you’ve forgotten me, Mrs. France,” she cried gayly. + +“This is Mrs. Morison, of New York, Julia,” said Mrs. Winstone, who had +accelerated her steps. Her voice had lost its drawl. + +“Mrs. Morison?” asked Julia, with a premonitory tremor. + +“Yes—Emily Tay—but of course you’ve quite forgotten me. I never forgot +you, though—and that terrible old castle you showed me for a solid +hour.” + +Julia had taken her hand mechanically, wondering if Nevis were shaking +herself loose from the sea. + +“Of course I do remember you. I liked your independence. But how odd you +should be here.” + +“Not a bit of it. I’m always after novelty—restless American, you know, +and this is the very latest. Besides, my husband had an attack of Wall +Street prostration, and this wasn’t too far. But it’s simply enchanting +to see you again—I’ve been so proud these last two or three years to be +able to say I knew you.” + +Fanny cast a glance over her shoulder, then fell back between Mr. Pirie +and Mr. Morison. + +“I saw Dan in New York,” Dan’s sister rattled on. “It was too funny. He +was in a beastly glum temper, until I mentioned your name. Then he +cleared up so suddenly that I had my suspicions. Do you remember how +dead in love with you he was at the tender age of fifteen, and what a +time Cherry had inducing him to go home without you? I’ve just the ghost +of an idea he hasn’t got over it. Poor Dan! Of course you’d never look +at him.” + +“And why not?” asked Julia, in arms. + +“Well, you are some person over there, and California is the jumping-off +place.” + +“I thought it was the most beautiful country in the world.” + +“Oh, it’s that, all right. But after London—or New York! I do want Dan +to transfer his energies to New York. It’s the only place in America to +live.” + +“Perhaps he thinks he can do more good in his own state.” + +“New York being in no need of a clean-up! However, no doubt you’re +right. Dan’s a tremendous gun out there, if he does make himself +unpopular. I try to console myself with the thought that he’s making a +national reputation, but meanwhile my income doesn’t go up. However, of +course you’re not interested in our politics. Dan’ll be delighted to +hear that we’ve met again. Here we are. You must be dying for your tea.” + + + II + +THEY crossed the terraces and entered the cool spacious hall of the +hotel. Mrs. Macmanus, who was sitting alone, came forward and kissed +Julia warmly. + +“So delighted you’ve come down here to liven us up a bit, my dear. Maria +has almost deserted us. It was only to-day I heard you were coming. Bath +House is in quite a flutter.” + +“My nerves haven’t been worth mentioning since we got Julia’s cable,” +said Mrs. Winstone, who was close on Julia’s heels. “I came to Nevis to +rest them, and Fanny alone would set them on edge. I don’t believe she’s +slept since she heard Julia was comin’.” + +Julia, whose agitation had subsided, hastily swallowed a cup of strong +tea, left the group abruptly, and put her arm about Fanny. Here, at +least, was peace and diversion. + +“Come and talk to me, darling,” she said. “I’ve a thousand things to say +to you.” + +Fanny, who was alone with Mr. Pirie at the moment, went willingly, and +they sat down on one of the sofas at the end of the long hall. + +“Now let me really look at you. Yes, you look like Fawcett. Do you +remember your father?” + +“How could I? I was only three when he died.” + +“And now you are eighteen! I cannot take it in. I believe I have always +thought of you as a baby.” + +“Oh, do you think Granny’ll let me go back with you? She hates the world +and despises men—as if they were all alike! But at least—Oh, please +_swear_, dear Aunt—Julia—that you will help me to play a bit while +you’re here. You can’t fancy how dull I am. I want to come to Bath House +every day, and dance every night. You can tell Granny that Mrs. Morison +is an old friend of yours, and has come to Nevis to see you. Of course +Granny’ll let me go anywhere with you.” + +“Poor mother!” + +“Oh, she’s had her own way all her life; just what I’d like to have. +Please pity _me_, Julia. Why, I might marry if I ever had a chance to +see a man nearer than through a field-glass. The war-ships that I’ve +seen come and go in this roadstead! And the St. Kitts girls dancing on +them! But I! I might as well be one of those Dutch women in the crater +of St. Batts, making drawn-work from one year’s end to the other.” + +“Poor child! You may be sure I’ll do all I can. But—ah—” Julia felt +quite the aunt for a moment. “Don’t be in such a hurry to marry.” + +“But I am in a hurry to marry. That’s the only road out of Nevis. And +what girl isn’t in a hurry to marry? If Granny wouldn’t give her +consent, well—I’d just love to elope.” + +Julia laughed. “If you are as romantic as that, I must manage that you +see a good bit of the world before you enter the somewhat prosaic state +of matrimony—” + +“I am romantic—rather! I think of nothing else but love—love—love. +I’ve made up a lover out of all the novels I’ve read—and I’ll have one, +no fear! But I must have a chance to see him first. So please give it to +me.” + +“Where have you found novels to read? Mother long since wrote me to send +you none.” + +“Oh, I know. And Aunt Maria keeps hers locked up. But I run the estate, +you know, and I have to go over to St. Kitts every now and again, +body-guarded by two old servants, of course, and I’ve made friends with +some girls over there, and they’ve lent me a few. And I always manage to +pass an hour in the public library, and look at the picture papers. +Granny takes in nothing but the _Weekly Times_. Sometimes, when we are +driving, she lets me get out and read the cablegrams tacked up on the +court-house door! Oh, what a place to live in!” + +“And yet I could wish that I had never left Nevis. I almost wish I need +never leave it again.” + +“Oh, you’ll get over that in about a week. Aunt Maria yawns all the +time. If it weren’t for her complexion and her waist line, she’d be +packing now. What does she want? She’s always spying on me.” + +Mrs. Winstone descended upon them precipitately. There was a pleasurable +excitement in her mien, and once more Julia wondered if she, like many +others, had found the tropics bad for the nerves. + +“Fanny. Mr. Pirie wants to talk to you, calls you a blushing peach, +volcanic product: you’ve quite rejuvenated him. I want to ask Julia +about our great cause in London.” + +“I’ll not talk to any old men. Mr. Morison’s quite nice. What a bore +he’s married. I could have cried when I heard it, although I never could +fall in love with a man with gray hair.” And she deliberately walked +over to the young man lounging in a chair and staring at her. + +“A bit forward, our Fanny,” said Julia, with a sigh. “But she has all +her father’s love of life.” + +“And all her grandmother’s of havin’ her own way. Not that it’s worth +analyzin’. Analyzin’s so fatiguin’. She’s young, pretty, healthy, +starves for life, and exists on a volcano! I’d feel sorry for her if I +wasn’t sure she could take care of herself. What’s your impression of +her?” + +“She’s a beauty. A rather obvious type, perhaps, but still—How’s my +mother?” + +“Quite all right. She’ll bury us all, and then merely desiccate—or fly +off on a broomstick.” + +“Was—is—do you think she wants to see me?” + +“Don’t ask me. She won’t talk about you. But—but—” Mrs. Winstone shot +a cunning glance out of her now absent and ingenuous orbs. “Do tell me, +Julia,—I’m expirin’ with curiosity—what brought you here? You hadn’t +the least notion of comin’ when I saw you last. Has Mr. Tay—” + +“I don’t care to talk about Mr. Tay.” + +“Of course it’s none of my business, but please! I’ve been quite excited +ever since I came down to-day—it’s astonishin’ what will interest one +on a desert island!—But Pirie and Hannah have known all about it ever +since Mrs. Morison came. It seems she—ah!—well, came down here on +purpose to see you, persuaded her husband he was ill—” + +“What an idea!” + +“Quite so!” + +“But after all, not so unnatural. I may as well tell you, Aunt +Maria—there is no occasion for mystery—I am—that is, in a +way—engaged to Mr. Tay. But it’s all in the air, at present. It is +impossible to marry him without an American divorce, and it is not +necessary to explain to you how out of the question that will be for +some time to come. But—I was feeling rather done, and the truce with +the Government gave me the opportunity I have so longed for—to come to +Nevis once more, to see my mother.” + +“Oh, that is it! Nevis is good for the nerves; or would be without +Fanny, and one or two other distractions. Now, I’ve quite an excitin’ +duty to perform, and time’s up. Mr. Tay is here!” + +“What?” Julia once more had the sensation that Nevis had left her +moorings. She caught the back of the sofa for support. “What are you +talking about? Mr. Tay is in California.” + +“Not he. He’s been here, stalkin’ round this island, or cruisin’ round +in a motor boat he’s hired, for the last five days. I saw him through +the field-glass, but didn’t know what brought him until to-day.” + +“But what—what—has he come for? Oh, how could he!” + +“He’ll tell you that, never fear! The others, includin’ Mrs. Morison, +were all for a surprise, but I thought it my duty to tell you. That is +the reason I wanted you to go straight home—surprises are so +fatiguin’—but there may be time yet. He’s off somewhere in his boat, +and the steamer was ahead of time—” + +Julia sprang to her feet. “I’ll go this minute. I can walk. You stay +with Fanny—poor little thing—” + +And then she sat down. Tay was running up the steps of the terrace. + +Mrs. Winstone rose and retreated gracefully. Julia’s heart had leaped, +but she was very angry. She had made her own plans too long. This was to +have been an interval of rest. As Tay walked rapidly down the long hall +she was not too agitated to observe that although his keen eyes were +alight and eager, and his mouth smiling, there was less confidence in +his bearing than usual; she also observed that white linen became him +remarkably. + +“I think this quite abominable of you,” she said coldly, as he dropped +into the chair before her. She withheld her hand. + +“So does my father. But please don’t be angry with me. I really couldn’t +help it when I heard—” + +“How did you hear? Dark, of course. What treachery!” + +“Treachery to me if he hadn’t!” + +“How you men stand by one another,” said Julia, bitterly. “Especially +when it is to defeat a woman.” + +“Well,” said Tay, laughing, more at his ease in the presence of futile +feminine wrath, “it may be our most contemptible trait, but we shall be +driven to practise it more and more, I fancy.” + +“I refuse to joke, and I am going home at once.” + +She rose. + +“Sit down,” said Tay, peremptorily. “If you don’t, I shall kiss you in +the presence of Bath House. They can’t hear what we say, but you may be +sure they are all watching us.” + +Julia hesitated, then sat down. “What—what made you do this? I never +should have believed it of you. I came here for rest—for—for +strength.” + +“Strength? Great Scott! You need less, not more.” + +“Oh—I— You’ll never know what I’ve gone through! I shan’t give you the +letters I wrote you—” + +“Now, Julia, be rational. I simply couldn’t resist coming, that’s all. I +cut out business, politics, everything, the moment there was a prospect +of seeing you again—and on an enchanted island! The rest can wait, but +I, well, I couldn’t! This past month has seemed like a wasted lifetime. +I thought I was resigned. I resisted engaging a passage back to England +by wireless. I might have got through those six months in California by +doing the work of six men; but I could see no reason why I shouldn’t +spend at least the interval between steamers with you here. There will +be no harm done—much good, for it will make the separation shorter.” + +“Dan,” said Julia, sitting upright, “there is something behind all this. +What have you really come here for? After all it’s not like you. In the +first place you have imperative duties in California, and then—you +know, you _know_, that I need all my strength.” + +He hesitated. Should he tell her? But there are certain facts that sound +ugly when put into bald English, whatever the excuse; and he doubted if +he ever could tell her that he had come to Nevis to wait for a cablegram +announcing the death of her husband. Not now, at all events! + +“My dear child!” he said earnestly, and before his hesitation became +noticeable. “Is not love excuse enough for anything? Haven’t men +sacrificed duty, done everything that was rash and foolish, for love, +since the beginning of time? The prospect of two or three weeks with you +on a tropic island was too much for my limited powers of endurance. I +suddenly wanted you more than anything on earth. This is a wonderful +place—I never knew I had so much romance in me—let us forget the +coming separation and be young and happy.” + +Julia leaned back and looked down. “I should have told you more about my +mother,” she said, infusing her tones with ice to keep them from +vibrating with delight at the vision he had evoked. “Made you realize +just what she is. You will never be able to cross her threshold. She +would think that you came to see Fanny. Or if she guessed that you loved +me, a married woman,—why! she’s quite capable of locking me up on bread +and water.” + +“Gorgeous! We’ll have a real old-fashioned romance. You will climb out +of the window—” + +“She’d nail the jalousies.” + +“There are no jalousies I can’t unnail—” + +“Oh, you’d never get past the gates. She’d post blacks with guns at +every corner of the stone wall about the grounds. You don’t know her. +She doesn’t belong to this century. She’s never brooked opposition to +her will since she was born.” + +“Those crude forthright persons are just the ones that can always be +outwitted. She needn’t know I’m here. I’ll not go to the house. You can +meet me in a hundred enchanting nooks—down among the palms on the +beach, in the ruins of one of those old estates, in a jungle I’ve +discovered, with a creek, and all sorts of tropical trees that give more +shade than these feather dusters they call royal palms—” + +“I won’t leave my mother’s house!” + +“Do you mean that?” + +“Yes.” + +“Julia, you have the longest and the blackest eyelashes I ever saw, and +you have never given me such an opportunity to admire them. But on the +whole I prefer your eyes. Look at me.” + +Julia raised her eyes, and Tay held his breath. They were full of tears. +“Oh, please go, Dan,” she whispered. “I suffered death after you left +before. I can’t, can’t go through all that again. I couldn’t stay here +after you left. I never wanted to see you again until I could marry you. +I know now why you have come to Nevis. You think that here, where I +spent my youth, where it is difficult to remember England and Suffrage, +I will weaken—that I will go with you to that horrid place and get a +divorce. It was very clever of you, and I might! Oh, I might! You have +been too strong for me from first to last. But I don’t want to! I want +to finish my duty, as I planned. Please, please go. There is a German +steamer in the roadstead. Take it and wait on one of the Danish islands +for the American steamer—” + +“Julia, there is only one thing on earth I won’t do for you, and that is +to leave you now. And believe me, I had no such subtle far-seeing policy +in coming here. My purpose was far simpler. I’d marry you up in Fig Tree +Church to-morrow if you were free, but if—as I can’t, I’ll be content +with this brief romance. Now promise that you will meet me to-morrow +over in that jungle—” + +“I won’t! I won’t!” + +“Then, by God, I’ll manage things myself—if I have to murder niggers +and break in—” + +“Julia! Julia!” cried Fanny’s excited voice. “The horses are shod. Aunt +Maria wants to go.” + +She was running down the hall. As Tay rose she stopped short and stared, +her heavy lids lifting. + +Julia rose hurriedly. “Fanny, this is Mr. Tay, an American friend of +mine. My niece, Fanny Edis.” + +“An American?” cried Fanny. “Another! Well, Nevis _is_ waking up. Are +you thinking of buying an estate and planting?” she asked eagerly. “You +don’t look as if you had rheumatism.” + +Tay played a bold hand, knowing that young girls like romance even at +second hand. “I came to Nevis to see Mrs. France,” he said deliberately. +“We are engaged to be married, and she tells me it will be difficult to +see her in her mother’s house. Suppose you lend me a helping hand.” And +he held out his with a charming smile. + +Fanny scowled, and for the moment looked more formidable than handsome; +then, with the adaptability of youth, was suddenly afire at the prospect +of a vicarious romance. + +“How perfectly glorious!” she cried. “Oh, I’ll help you, Mr. Tay. +Granny’ll never let you in. But I’ll hide you in the shrubberies. I’ll +throw you a rope over the wall, made of ancestral sheets—” + +“Fanny!” said Julia, severely. “We’re not characters in an old-fashioned +novel.” + +“Don’t I wish we were! That’s all I could be. Oh, Mr. Tay, don’t give +up.” + +“Fanny! Do you forget that my husband is alive?” + +“Oh, what’s a lunatic? Mr. Tay just said you were engaged, and anybody +can get a divorce. They’ve been talking about it on the terrace.” + +“Ah!” Julia made an attempt at lightness. “You are not so inhospitable +to these times, after all.” + +“I’d swallow them whole. But lots of kings and queens were divorced ages +ago. When you’re in love I don’t fancy the century makes any +difference.” + +“Good! It all comes back to that, Miss Edis!” + +“When there’s nothing else to be considered. Come, Fanny.” She held out +her hand to Tay. “Good-by. I hope you will take that German steamer—” + +“Aunt Julia! Where is your West Indian hospitality?” + +“It must wait. Will you go?” + +“I shall not. Permit me to see you to your carriage.” + +“I’d—I’d rather you stayed here. Anyhow, it’s good-by.” + +“Good afternoon,” said Tay, shaking her hand heartily. + +“Good-by.” + +“Good afternoon.” + +Julia turned her back and walked up the hall, her head very high, and +hoping she could control the longing to run back. + +“You won’t give up, Mr. Tay?” asked Fanny, eagerly. + +“Never, Miss Edis.” + +“Oh, something is happening on this old island! And what fun it’ll be to +get ahead of Granny. I’ll help you. Good-by.” She ran after her aunt, +but cast a rapid backward glance over her shoulder. English dukes and +European princes had been the heroes of her romantic imaginings, +Americans standing, in her limited knowledge of the outside world, for +all that was plebeian and strictly commercial. But she liked the looks +of this one. By some freak of fate he was a gentleman. And she was to be +a character in a live romance! + + + III + +THE terraces, mercifully, possibly tactfully, were deserted. Julia +greeted warmly the old man who had served for so many years as butler +and coachman, then announced curtly that she had a headache, and kept +her eyes closed as the lean old horses crawled through Charles Town and +up the mountain. She was still very angry with Tay, but, on the whole, +more so with herself. Why hadn’t she rushed into his arms and been happy +for a few moments? And what did she really intend to do? She had not the +least idea. He had an amazing faculty for getting his own way. He would +manage to see her, and what would be the outcome? Was there anything he +would stop at? It were more than human not to feel a thrill of +excitement. + +Her anger passed, and she wondered if she should not steal out and meet +him that very night. Why not? Why not? Hadn’t she her right to live? She +forgave Tay promptly for this last and most reckless proof of his love +for her. Lightly as he had dismissed the fact, she knew that he had made +heavy sacrifices in turning his back on California at this critical +moment. His party might declare him a traitor and cast him out. He +deserved his reward. All the romance in her nature leaped into sudden +and vivid life. To her Nevis was the most beautiful spot on earth. To +live a few intense weeks—what a memory— + +But she opened her eyes as if under the impact of a cold shower. The +carriage had entered the grounds about the house. Here, in these +beautiful wild spaces of tropic tree and shrub and flaming color, France +had once followed her about, striving to kiss her. Here he had kissed +her the day he had been forced to leave her for the ship, immediately +after the marriage ceremony. His menacing shadow seemed to detach itself +as on that awful night in the plantation of White Lodge. Her life with +him rose and overwhelmed her. She sat up with a gasp. No romance on +Nevis for her! + +“Are you thinkin’ of the meetin’ with your mother?” asked Mrs. Winstone. +“Fanny and I’ll leave the field clear. She’s probably in the +living-room.” + +Julia descended slowly, and glanced through the window before entering. +Mrs. Edis was sewing by the lamp on the table; the tropic night had +descended with a rush. She was a little more bowed than formerly, +perhaps a trifle pallid. But her hair was still almost black. Time might +have forgotten and passed her by. + +As Julia opened the door, she lifted her deep piercing eyes, seized her +stick, and rose to her feet. Her hand trembled, but not her voice. + +“I am glad to see you, Julia,” she said, in her grand manner. “But the +steamer must have been ahead of time.” + +She presented her gnarled cheek to be kissed, but Julia, who had +suffered many emotions that day, burst into tears and flung herself into +her mother’s arms. + +“Oh, do say you are glad to see me. I am so miserable, so worried. Oh, +please do!” + +Mrs. Edis patted her head, but her voice remained dry. + +“You have been long coming, but you must know how glad I am to see you +once more before I die. Your trouble must be grave indeed! You have been +in trouble before.” + +Mrs. Edis’s tones would have dried any fountain. They also expressed +suspicion. Julia took out her pocket-handkerchief. + +“Forgive me. It isn’t worth speaking of. I am only tired. Of course we +are all, we women, in a sea of difficulties—” + +“Not a word of that, if you please.” Mrs. Edis sat down; the glistening +heavy brows that Captain Dundas had once compared to lizards, met over +her flashing eyes. “You must make up your mind not to mention that +disgusting subject while you are in my house. If that is your trouble, +you will have every opportunity to forget it!” + +“I came to forget everything but you and Nevis and Fanny. Now give me +another kiss, and I’ll go and make myself presentable. I don’t want you +to find me too much changed.” + +“Maria told me that you had changed very little, and I thought you +looked quite pretty before you reddened your eyes. Run along and I will +order dinner.” + +At the table Mrs. Edis betrayed a little of the joy she felt at the +return of her prodigal, by talking far more than her wont. She told +Julia the gossip of the islands, mostly mortuary, as all the old women +of her own generation had died; but although she anathematized Bath +House and the idle rheumatics it would bring to Nevis, she permitted +herself to express hope regarding the future of the islands. She went to +her room immediately after the meal finished, but it was long before +Julia could enjoy the seclusion of her own. Fanny, who barely opened her +mouth before her grandmother, burst into speech the moment that august +presence was withdrawn, and Julia for quite three hours was obliged to +answer her questions regarding the great world of London, when not +sympathizing with the dynamic maiden’s hatred of life on Nevis. + +“Good heaven!” she thought. “That I ever could have imagined a girl of +eighteen interesting!” + +She locked herself in her own room at last, but not to sleep. Her +homecoming had proved a bitter disappointment. Fanny she might have +forgiven, for all girls were more or less alike, wrapped up in +themselves, happy in the delusion of their supreme importance. But her +mother! She had always remembered her as the most wonderful of her sex, +a tower of strength, no matter how hard, a superwoman isolated on a rock +in the Caribbean Sea. What was she, after all, but an obstinate old +woman? Was she to find strength in no one but herself? Well, why not? +Hadn’t it been her cherished ideal to stand alone? + +But what, in heaven’s name, was she to do with Tay? + +The rooms opened upon a corridor, but her window was only a few feet +above the large garden in front of the house. She unlatched the jalousie +and sprang to the ground. Here she could decide his fate without +sentiment, for here was the shadow of France. But the shadow had +departed and ignored her summons. The renaissance of old impressions is +fleeting. It rarely comes twice, and never at command. And Nevis and all +things on it were changed! Only one of the old servants, Denny, was +alive. She had visited the outbuildings before dinner, eager for +familiar faces. The girls of her youth were fat old women. There were +many of them, and the pic’nies swarmed as of yore. The court, no doubt, +was still full of color by day, but everything was orderly and clean; +there were few of the old evidences of congenital laziness. Fanny, for +all her romantic notions, was an admirable overseer—and a tyrant. Since +this duty had been thrust upon her by her inexorable grandparent, she +would use it as an outlet for her energies; and Julia suspected that she +found a decided gratification in ruling her subjects with an iron hand. + +The white cloud on Nevis had slipped down the mountain, enveloping it in +a fine white mist. The garden was full of enchanting shapes, of heavy +intoxicating odors. Where was Tay? Why had he not come to shake her +jalousie? She longed to find him hiding under one of the heavy trees. +But he was probably asleep at Bath House; and his temporary quiescence +inspired her reason with gratitude. For the first time she feared him. +He had come to Nevis for no such indefinite object as an episodical +romance. He meant to take her with him when he left, possibly to forge +the strongest of all bonds in the earlier phases of love. This thought +made her angry once more, roused the subtle antagonism of sex. If it +came to an actual contest of strength, here was her chance to prove to +him what the years and much else had made of her. + +She went to bed, and her thoughts turned contritely to Fanny. Was she +really disappointed in this girl who seemed to be the embodiment of +soulless, unimaginative, brutal youth? Or might not she still find her +so interesting as a study, and companion, that the old fond image would +be undeplored? The last, no doubt. She had been just as soulless, and +her true imagination as unawakened. She went to sleep determined to love +Fanny whatever befell. + + + IV + +SHE slept until late in the day, Mrs. Edis having given orders that she +should not be disturbed. Otherwise the routine of Great House was not +altered. Fanny took her daily ride over the estate. Mrs. Edis sat in her +chair in the living-room, making a feint of sewing, in reality listening +for Julia’s footfalls. So she had sat listening for sixteen years. + +But it was a lagging, almost elderly step that she finally heard +approaching along the terrace at the back of the house. A moment later +Mrs. Winstone entered, flushed, damp, but with her eyes full of +malicious amusement. + +“Really, Jane,” she drawled, “the tropics were never made for walkin’. I +believe I’ll keep my new waist line—” + +“Not a bad idea to keep what little Nature is still willing to give +you.” Mrs. Edis’s voice was as sarcastic as her eyes. “I hope there was +no bad news in your note?” + +“Note?” Mrs. Winstone turned her back and began to rearrange the flowers +on the bookcase. + +“Do you fancy the least event could happen in this house without my +knowledge?” + +“Really, it was so unimportant I had forgotten it. Merely an invitation +to Bath House. That reminds me—” She adopted her airiest tones. “Have I +spoken to you of Mrs. Morison? Charmin’ little woman stoppin’ at Bath +House. I met her drivin’ just now, and impulsively asked her to come to +tea to-day, and bring the others. How naughty of me. I should have +consulted you first.” + +“Your friends are welcome to tea. I am not a pauper.” + +“But such a hermit! It is too kind of you to take _me_ in. I don’t fancy +botherin’ you with my friends.” + +“How is it you were not carried away by impulse before?” + +“I came to Nevis to see you and to rest. I see enough of Hannah and +Pirie in London. But now that Mrs. Morison has come to Bath House, and +her brother, Daniel Tay—” + +Mrs. Edis lifted her head as if she scented powder. “A man? Is he +married?” + +Mrs. Winstone smiled significantly. “Oh, dear me, no!” + +“How old is he?” + +“About thirty.” + +“I’ll have no young man in this house.” + +“Oh, he wouldn’t look at Fanny. Hates girls. He’s a very dear, a very +particular friend of mine.” + +Mrs. Edis laid her work on the table, dropped her spectacles to the end +of her nose, and surveyed the smart figure with the developing waist +line. “And what are you doing with very dear and particular friends of +that sex at your time of life?” + +“Dear Jane!” said Mrs. Winstone, with asperity, and transferring her +attention to the early Victorian tidies. “Please remember that if you +live out of the world I live in it. Oh, la! la! Come over to London and +see the procession of hansoms in Bond Street containin’ smart +gray-haired women and nice boys. The gray hairs are generally payin’ for +the hansoms, and more. I never had a gray hair, and my rich American +friend always pays for the hansoms, and more. Why shouldn’t I have a +youngish beau if I can get one? But really, I didn’t think he’d follow +me here!” + +“Disgusting!” announced Mrs. Edis, who looked as if she had just entered +a room in the Paris salon devoted to the nude. “In my time—” + +“Ah, dear Jane, that time is forever gone. You couldn’t get a bonnet in +all Bond Street to suit your years. Hannah Macmanus, who poses as an old +woman, has to have hers made at a little shop in Bloomsbury.” + +“I can well believe it! I could see what London was coming to sixty +years ago. Enamelled old women—” + +“Oh, la! la! Prehistoric! Filthy habit! To-day we keep our skins clean.” + +“Do sit down. You are flouncing about like a sylph of twenty. I hope you +have not permitted yourself to become seriously interested in this young +man.” + +Mrs. Winstone dropped into a chair on the other side of the table and +looked across the work-basket with airy self-consciousness. + +“Why not?” + +“You are an old fool, and he must be a young one.” + +“Not a bit of it. Level-headed business man. Rich and strenuous.” + +“Strenuous?” + +“New word. American. Means a short life for yourself and a merry one for +your heirs.” + +“Be good enough to confine yourself to English. Are you going to marry +this youth and make a laughing-stock of yourself and your family?” + +“Marry? Oh, how tiresome of you to be so serious. I’d managed him so +well! I never thought he would follow me here when I need a rest. But +he’s romantic—” + +“Romantic? He must be if he’s in love with you. Really, Maria, I never +even look at you that I don’t feel like giving thanks I have been +permitted to spend my life on Nevis.” + +Mrs. Winstone fetched a little sigh. “But you don’t mind my askin’ these +people to tea?” + +“It is a long time since a stranger has crossed my threshold. Still, +they are welcome. This is your birthplace as well as mine.” + +“How sweet of you! I’ll go and smarten up a bit.” As she was leaving the +room she turned, knit her brows, and said hesitatingly, “Better not tell +Julia they’re comin’. She left London because she was sick of people, +and has really come for a rest. She might run away, and Mrs. Morison is +dyin’ to meet her. Americans are quite mad about celebrities.” + +“Oh, very well,” said Mrs. Edis, impatiently. + +She sewed for half an hour longer. Suddenly her eyes flashed and she +lifted her head. But when Julia came in she said formally:— + +“Good morning. Do you always sleep until noon?” + +“Rather not! But I didn’t go to sleep till nearly dawn, I was so +excited. I shall get up every morning at five and take that old walk +round the cone. How often I have thought of it.” + +“You have been long coming to take it.” + +Julia seated herself on the arm of her mother’s chair, and took the work +out of her hand. “Now,” she said, “let’s have it out. You are angry with +me for staying away for sixteen years, among other things, and I have +been very angry with you. But all my childish resentment was over long +ago. It is time you forgave me. If I stayed away, it was because you +never asked me to come. Since the day the duke married, you have written +me nothing but formal notes, except when you were angry with me for some +new cause. You have hurt me more than I can have hurt you, and I have +resented your injustice. But let us bury it all. If you knew how glad I +am to be here again, to see you look just the same! If you would only be +your old self, I could feel your little girl once more. The past—much +of it—seems like a dream—” + +Mrs. Edis threw back her head. Her heavy nostrils dilated. She looked +like an old war-horse. She raised her stick and brought it down on the +hard floor with a resounding thump. “Yes!” she said harshly. “Let us +have it out. Let me tell you that I have sat here for ten of those years +waiting to acknowledge that I have been tortured by remorse. I could not +bring myself to write it. But I never thought you would stay away so +long— You!—and I an old old woman!” + +Julia had moved away uneasily at this outburst. “Oh, don’t!—never +mind—it was a natural enough mistake on your part. Let us never speak +of it again. I should have come long ago—but time passes so quickly—I +don’t think I realized—and then I thought you had given all your love +to Fanny—” + +“Fanny?” with indescribable scorn. + +“Oh, I see now you don’t care for her—” + +“Let me finish. I am a hard old woman. Demonstrations are not for me. +Nor is my pride dead. That will survive life itself. But I will tell you +that I have never ceased to love you—I think I have never loved any one +else. Your first petulant childish letters—I didn’t choose to believe. +But later, when I began to hear those vague terrible rumors— My God! +Well, you had the world, and youth, and diversions—but I have sat here +and thought, and thought, and longed for death—” + +“Oh, please! It has all been for the best. I needed a hard school. You +know what a child I was. If life had been too kind to me, I should have +developed slowly, if at all. I might have nothing but a cauliflower in +my brain to-day. Now, you would be proud of me if you would only let me +explain this great work to you, make you see what it means—” + +“Not an allusion to that! You, who were born to be a duchess. Ah! Let me +confess that it is not remorse alone that has made me a desolate old +woman all these years. My old belief survived the marriage of the duke, +even the birth of his heir—at least, I clung to it. But when your +husband went hopelessly insane— Oh, my old belief! It had been +companion, friend, consolation—as satisfying as only a science can be. +When my faith in that was destroyed—” + +“Ah! If you would only let me tell you something! I met far wiser men in +the East than old M’sieu. They placed a very different interpretation on +my horoscope—” + +“What?” + +“Why, can’t you see—what I have become in England—what I may still +become— Oh, far, far more!” + +Mrs. Edis snorted in her wrath and disgust as she rose to her feet and +thumped the floor with her stick. “Gammon! Do you expect me to believe +that that is what the world has come to? Fighting and scratching +policemen, going to gaol, speaking on a public platform! Has that become +the substitute for a great English lady?” + +“Oh, let us say no more about it. I recognize it is hopeless. If you +still believe that a woman’s highest destiny is to be an English +duchess— Do sit down. There is so much else to talk about.” + +Mrs. Edis resumed her seat, but still frowning. She had quite forgotten +her remorse. + +“I want to talk about poor little Fanny—” + +“_Poor_ little Fanny?” + +“Who has the best memory in the world? Who was the belle of the West +Indies in her day? I have an idea that Fanny looks exactly as you did at +her age. And she is not too unlike you in other things—” + +“Arrant nonsense. What are you driving at?” + +“I mean that youth has its rights, and you are depriving Fanny of hers.” + +“I have replanted the entire estate and built a mill. Fanny will be rich +one day. I can’t abide the minx, but I know my duty to my son’s child, +and the last of my race.” + +“So that is to be Fanny’s fate? A little West Indian planter! When she +dreams of nothing but love and marriage—” + +“She knows naught of such things.” + +“Oh, doesn’t she? And what of instincts, especially when a girl is +beautiful and fairly bursting with vitality?” + +“She can consume her vitality in hard work. Youth and beauty soon pass. +Hers will go before they have given any man the chance to ruin her life. +In her lies my opportunity for atonement—” + +“Fanny will marry. That is her obvious destiny. What is more, she will +marry the first man that asks her, unless she has the diversion of +society and many admirers. Bath House is open again. Many young men will +come—” + +“Fanny will see none of them!” + +“Oh, won’t she? Youth has a magnet all its own. They’ll be prowling +round the place, sitting on the wall like tomcats!” + +“Is that a sample of the new school of conversation?” + +“No, but it expresses a fact. Now, do be sweet and reasonable and let +Fanny go to the party at Bath House on Thursday night—” + +“Not another word. Fanny goes to no parties, neither at Bath House nor +elsewhere. Have you quite forgotten me, that you fancy you can change my +mind when it is made up? There is the luncheon gong. Will you give me +your arm?” + + + V + +“WELL,” said Fanny, “I saw you having a talk with Granny in here this +morning. I suppose she has promised I shall go to London and live like +other girls. That would be so like her,—such a sweet creature—” + +“Sh—sh—” + +“Oh, why not say what you think? I’d like to hear your real opinion of +her—after all these years.” + +“She is my mother; and she was angelic to me this morning.” + +Fanny stared, then burst into laughter. “Angelic! How I should like to +have seen Granny do it. Did you ask her if I could go to the party at +Bath House?” + +“She is opposed to it,” said Julia, evasively, “but I think I can talk +her over. One would never expect to get the best of mother in the first +round. I must tell you, however, that I shall not go to Bath House +myself—” + +“Oh, _that_ Mr. Tay! Only it _is_ romantic, and he _is_ handsome, and +quite nice. Do tell me, Julia,” she asked eagerly, “what is it like to +be in love with a real man?” + +“Put such thoughts out of your head for the present.” + +“Did he ever kiss you?” + +“Have you looked over my evening gowns? Collins is quite excited at the +prospect of fussing with them.” + +“How heavenly! I’ll go this minute! What on earth is the matter with +Denny? He looks as if he’d just heard the guns at the fort announcing a +hurricane.” + +The old man almost staggered in. His expression was quite wild. + +“Lor’s sake, Missy,” he gasped. “A visitor! A man!” + +Fanny snatched the card. + +“Julia!” she cried, more excited than Denny. “It’s he! It’s Mr. Tay!” + +Julia turned her face away and walked with great dignity to the opposite +door. “Tell him that he must excuse me,” she said over her shoulder. + +“He ask for Mis’ Winstone, Mis’ Julia.” + +“For whom?” + +“He say she ask him for tea.” + +“She must be quite mad. Well, go and find her.” And she hastened to her +room, determined to punish Tay for coming, but not so sure she should +not waylay him in the garden when he left. + +“Denny,” said Fanny, “ask him to come in here. And you need not disturb +my aunt at present. She is taking her nap.” + +“Yes, Missy.” And Denny went off, shaking his head. + +Fanny ran over to a glass and smoothed her hair, put a flower in it, and +made an attempt to stiffen her figure until it looked as if incased in +stays. But when Tay entered she immediately became as natural as the +young female ever is in the presence of the young and marriageable male. +Tay did not look in the best of tempers, but she thought him quite +handsome enough to be the hero of a romance. + +“Do sit down,” she said hospitably. “Aunt Maria will be in presently. +Oh, do tell me how you got in. I mean, what can Aunt Maria have told +Granny— Or hasn’t she told her? Perhaps I’d better take you out for a +walk. Granny might be too horrid.” + +“I fancy Mrs. Winstone has told your grandmother that she asked me for +tea,” said Tay, with a slight access of color. + +“But what?” + +“Oh— Are not you too afraid of this—of your formidable grandmother?” + +“Not a bit. I only pretend to be for the sake of peace. But, oh, do tell +me how Aunt Maria had the courage to ask you here! I’m simply mad with +curiosity. A young man in this house!” + +Tay drew a long breath. This was an explanation he had not bargained +for, and those immense eyes were disconcertingly young, and very +handsome. “Well, you see—this is how it is: I came here, neglected +business and a good many other things, to see Julia France, and I have +no idea of wasting my time. I don’t like underhand methods. I’d rather +fight in the open any time, but with women you almost never can. So let +us call this strategy—” + +“Yes! Yes!” cried Fanny. “But for heaven’s sake, what is it?” + +“We had a conference last night at the hotel.” Tay got up and walked +about the room. + +“Oh, do go on.” + +“Well, briefly, we hatched a plot. Mrs. Winstone was to be induced to +tell your grandmother that she and I are engaged—” + +“What?” + +“Ah—yes.” + +“You and Aunt Maria!” She succeeded in taking it in, then went off into +shrieks of laughter. Tay swore under his breath, and looked out of the +window. + +“You and Aunt Maria! I never heard of anything so funny in all my life. +Why on earth didn’t you pretend to have fallen in love with me? That +would have fooled everybody, and I should have loved to take you out for +long walks—and turn you over to Julia!” + +“You forget that a man doesn’t care to place a girl in a false +position—” + +“But Aunt Maria never can have made Granny believe—” + +“Why not? Half the women in London have admirers young enough to be +their sons, and sometimes they marry them. Your aunt could have one of +those brats dangling if she chose. It’s not my rôle, but I can play it +at a pinch.” He returned to his chair. “Do you think I can see Julia +to-day?” + +“She ran away when she heard you were here.” + +“Oh, did she?” + +“I don’t think she means to see you. That would be horrid of her. But +you come here every day—to see Aunt Maria!—and I’ll manage it. And if +you always come when Granny’s asleep, you can talk to me.” + +“That would be ample compensation,” said Tay, mechanically. He was +feeling very cross, and it was long since callow girlhood had appealed +to him. Still, this child was beautiful, and beauty exacts tribute at +any age. He told himself that he was a surly brute, and exerted himself +to be agreeable. + +“You must find this a lonely life,” he observed. “What do you do with +yourself? Read novels? Go over to parties on St. Kitts?” + +“Novels! Parties! I’ve read about ten, and I’ve never been to a party in +my life. You are the first young man I’ve ever talked to.” + +“Really?” Tay was mildly interested. “What a life for a young girl. I’ve +never seen any one look less like a hermit. What _do_ you do with +yourself?” + +“Oh, Granny put me in charge of the estate a year ago. She’s too old to +go out much, and she drilled me until I thought I’d go off my head. But +now I rather like it. There’s something to do, anyhow, riding over the +estate every morning, keeping the mill overseer from cheating, and +getting work out of lazy blacks. I can do that, and in a way it’s like +having a little kingdom all your own. I’ve made them all afraid of me.” + +“Have you? By George, you are some girl! I thought you were merely out +for fun. I’d be put to it to find another girl of your +age—and—and—general style—who was running an estate. It seems to be +a remarkable family, altogether.” + +Fanny saw that she had now really caught his attention, and found him +more attractive every moment. The subject of her prosaic duties had +never entered her imaginary conversations with young men, but this one +was quite different himself from any of her dreams; and she suddenly +found reality far more attractive than romance. She was also quick to +take a cue, and was about to launch upon a description of plantation +life in the West Indies, when Denny came running in, this time looking +fairly distracted. + +“Lots of visitors, Missy!” + +“I should have told you that Mrs. Winstone asked the rest of our party,” +said Tay. + +Fanny forgot him in her fright, as Mrs. Macmanus, Mr. Pirie, and the +Morisons entered. But her instincts asserted themselves, and she went +through the ordeal very creditably. + +“Why, how do you do?” she said hospitably. “I’m so glad to see you all +in our house. Please sit down. Denny, go and tell Mrs. Winstone. +Ah—won’t you take off your hats?” + +“No, thank you, dear,” said Mrs. Morison, whose eyes were brimming with +mischief. “Mine is so becoming. Besides, a lot of hair would come off, +too.” + +“I will,” said Mrs. Macmanus, “and thank you for asking me. Reminds me +of my youth.” And she removed her bonnet and rolled up the strings. +“Even one’s hair is too warm for the tropics. Pirie, you might take off +your toupee. I’ve seen you do it twice when you thought no one was +looking!” + +“Really, Hannah!” Pirie almost exploded. What an assault in the presence +of glorious eighteen! + +But Fanny was paying no attention to Pirie. She was gazing in rapt +admiration at Mrs. Morison’s airy toilette of daffodil yellow, with a +large chiffon hat of the same shade, covered with more little soft +feathers than she had ever seen before, and a perfectly useless, but all +the more enviable, sunshade of chiffon and lace. + +Mrs. Morison saw the admiration in the girl’s eyes, and no admiration +was thrown away on her. She smiled brilliantly. + +“How simply enchanting to see the inside of an old West Indian home,” +she exclaimed. “I never had any old-fashioned things in my life. Grandpa +emigrated to California in the fifties, and every house he built burned +down whenever the city did. So when I came along and pa was making _his_ +pile, there wasn’t so much as a daguerrotype in the family. We were just +upholstered from New York and dressed from Paris. How’s that for family +history, Miss Edis?” + +“Oh,” said Fanny, through her teeth, “how I should like to live in a +country where there were no ancestors. There’s nothing else here.” + +Morison was also beaming upon her. “You must come and visit us in New +York,” he said. “We’re imitating England and becoming too democratic to +talk about ancestors, even when we’ve got ’em, and we usually haven’t.” + +“Why, Nolly,” cried Emily, who was Californian when she wanted to be +audacious, but valued her New York to its ultimate vanishing drop of +azure blood, “you know your mother was a—” + +“Pauper. She hooked my father, which is more to the point, and I’m in +the race for Millionaire Street, which is the whole point.” + +“Oh, you little bleating Wall Street Calf! Such a little one, too, Miss +Edis.” + +“I might be a bigger one if you spent less. What are we here for, +anyhow?” he asked, as Fanny, apprehending a domestic scene, moved away. +“Dan can take care of his own affairs, and I feel as if I were on a ship +in midocean with the wireless out of order.” + +“What man ever could manage his own affairs? It would have been cruel to +let Dan come alone, and I know I can help him out. We mustn’t scrap and +frighten Mrs. France, or she’ll think the temper is in the Tay family, +whereas it’s always your fault—” + +But she laughed good-naturedly, extracting the sting, and Morison, who +never quite understood her, was mollified and shrugged his shoulders. +“Well, I’m going to flirt with that little West Indian girl who doesn’t +know the first thing about life and wants to know it all in five +minutes. Great fun. Serve you right, too, for bringing me here.” + +“Run along,” said his wife, indulgently, and he joined Fanny, who was +talking to Tay, and told her that the St. Kitts girls were coming to the +party on Thursday night. But Fanny had lost all interest in the married +man now that a single one had appeared, and gave him her shoulder with a +young girl’s brutality. A moment later, when Mrs. Winstone entered, she +deliberately drew Tay into the embrasure of one of the windows. She had +curled her lip at her grandaunt’s appearance, but the rest applauded, +and Mrs. Winstone was secretly delighted with herself. She had abandoned +her usual discretion and got herself up like a woman of thirty. There +was rouge on her cheeks, a flower in her youthfully dressed hair, and a +pink chiffon scarf floated over her white gown. + +“Good! Good!” cried Mrs. Macmanus. “How does it work?” + +“Oh, quite all right. Only I was made to feel as if I had escaped from +the mummy room in the British Museum and stolen my grandniece’s +clothes.” + +“Upon my word, Maria,” said Pirie, gallantly, “I didn’t know you could +do it. Ten to one Tay does fall in love with you. Why not? Julia’s got a +bee in her bonnet. We men don’t like bees as domestic pets. They sting.” + +“Curious that even the young men are as old-fashioned as ever, while the +women go marching on,” said Mrs. Macmanus, unrolling her knitting. “What +will you all do for partners, by and by?” + +“Oh, we’ll still marry them,” said Mrs. Morison, patronizingly. “They +give us our little romance, and it’s no part of our policy to let the +race die out.” + +“Hear! Hear!” cried Mrs. Macmanus, looking over her eye-glasses. “So +you, too, are a suffragette. You never gave us a hint.” + +“I forgot about it down here. But last winter in New York, everybody who +was anybody, or wanted to be, went in for it. Two or three of the rich +and fashionable women whose names are regular electric signs—designed +by the press—great gilt way—took it up, and all the rank outsiders +fairly fell over themselves to get into the new Suffrage societies, and +shake hands with those Brunhildes come down off their fire-girt perch. +Makes me sick. I believe in it because I know it’s coming.” + +“Ha! Ha!” cried Pirie. “A good patriot always loves the top.” + +“Don’t be cynical, Pirie,” said Mrs. Macmanus, who had not failed to +note the longing glances cast in Fanny’s direction. “It can’t be laid to +extreme youth in your case.” + +“Now, why is a man always called cynical when he tells the truth? No +limelight, no martyrs.” + +“Oh, what a sophisticated old lot we are,” said Mrs. Macmanus, with a +sigh. “I wish I knew as little as that charming Fanny. She is +youth—innocent barbarous youth—personified. Look at her flirting with +her aunt’s lover. I always said that honor was an acquired virtue.” + +“Sh—sh—” whispered Mrs. Winstone, and she sprang to her feet. + +Mrs. Edis stood in the terrace doorway leaning on her stick. She looked +like an allegory of the past, the uncompromising disillusioned past, +which has come in contact with none of the bridges that connect with the +present. Her keen contemptuous gaze had just lit upon Fanny and Tay, +when the company, made aware of her presence, rose precipitately, and +were presented by Mrs. Winstone. + +“I bid you all welcome to my house,” said Mrs. Edis, formally. + +Fanny had hastily marshalled Tay into the circle. Mrs. Edis favored him +with a piercing look which gave him a sensation of acute discomfort. + +“Good lord!” he thought. “Here’s an enemy worthy of any man’s mettle. +What a family!” + +Mrs. Winstone almost laughed aloud as she met her sister’s glance of +disgust. It was long since she had enjoyed herself so thoroughly. To +outwit Jane and embroil everybody else was better for the nerves than +mere vegetating. + +Mrs. Edis turned to Fanny. + +“Where is Julia?” + +“I don’t know, Grandmother.” + +“Go and find her. She must not appear to want in hospitality.” + +“Yes, Grandmother.” + +“Sit down, all of you.” + +The company did as commanded, Tay in ostentatious proximity to Mrs. +Winstone. There was a moment’s profound silence, Mrs. Edis, like George +Washington, having the rare gift of immersing any company in an ice +bath. Mrs. Macmanus would never have dreamed of making conversation +unless she had something to say; Pirie and Morison, snubbed by Fanny, +were both sulky; Mrs. Winstone was flirting with Tay under the eagle eye +of her sister, who poured out the tea. Finally, Mrs. Morison, with the +American woman’s sense of conversational responsibility, rushed into the +breach, after peremptorily motioning to her husband to sit beside her on +the little sofa: here was an opportunity for a parade of domestic +American bliss. + +“Oh, Mrs. Edis!” she cried. “We were just talking when you came in— +Aren’t you quite too frightfully proud of Mrs. France?” + +“Frightfully?” + +“Our dreadful slang. I mean—well, aren’t you too proud of her for +words?” + +“And pray why should I be unable to express myself? Julia was always a +good child.” + +“Oh, of course—but it isn’t often that any one is as good as Mrs. +France, and so tremendously clever.” + +“I am glad to infer that you think well of Julia.” Mrs. Edis, reflecting +that society was even more silly than in her own day, wondered how long +these people would stay. She observed that the company was looking +amused, but before she had time to speculate upon the cause, she forgot +the rest of them, in her keen observation of Tay. He was ignoring Mrs. +Winstone and frowning at his sister. But in another moment she forgot +even him. + +“Oh, I don’t count,” cried the desperate Mrs. Morison. “I’m merely +trying to make myself agreeable, in return for your gracious +hospitality. It’s what the world thinks.” + +“The world?” + +“Surely, you must feel proud that she’s quite the hope of the party, a +flaming torch. If she remains in London, why, she’ll be its only +leader—a regular queen.” + +“Queen?” + +Mrs. Edis set the tea-pot violently down. + +“Prime Minister, you know, or something like that,” said Pirie. “Strange +things are happening.” + +“Are you making game of me?” cried Mrs. Edis, furiously. + +“Oh, Pirie never makes game of anybody but himself,” said Mrs. Macmanus, +soothingly. + +“I beg your pardon, then, but it sounds pure gammon to me.” + +“It does to many, dear madam.” + +Mrs. Edis was staring straight before her, the company forgotten. +“Queen.” That still active brain, never rusty, nor clouded, had leaped +back to the night when she and old M’sieu had pored over Julia’s +horoscope. “Queen.” The word had almost been written. They had +compromised on a mere peerage, as the times no longer permitted the +marriage of a sovereign with a subject. But—times change—Julia had +unwittingly made her feel like an old crab—moreover, the twentieth +century was to witness the birth of a new solar year, the year of Man. +Might that be but a generic term? The woman’s movement had been +abhorrent to her, shocking every aristocratic instinct, much as she +despised men. But she had begun to realize that it was both portentous +and imperishable. If Julia was to lead it, if in it lay her child’s only +chance to achieve a vast and splendid distinction—well, she was not too +old to reconstruct her ideas, bury her inherited ideals, move, herself, +with the times. + +She became aware that a pall-like silence had descended upon her guests. + +“Pardon me,” she said more graciously. “I am an old woman and my mind +wanders. What you said startled me. A great future was predicted for my +child at birth—and the time came when I made sure that she was to be a +duchess—” + +“Duchess!” cried Mrs. Morison. “Oh, dear me, a duchess isn’t in it these +days with a great public leader. Think of all the dukedoms that have +been bought with brand new American dollars. It’s now quite a +commonplace position.” + +“Is this true?” + +“True as Suffrage, dear madam,” said Mrs. Macmanus. “There are even +English duchesses that are nobodies. This is the day of the individual.” + +Once more Mrs. Edis stared straight before her. “I see! I see!” she +muttered. + +Tay sprang to his feet and bore down upon his sister. + +“For God’s sake change the subject,” he said, in a tone of concentrated +fury. “Can’t you see what is going on in that old woman’s mind? I wish +you had stayed in New York.” + +“I kept getting in deeper and deeper,” said Mrs. Morison, +apologetically, but enjoying herself, nevertheless. “That old woman +would rattle anybody. Here comes your Julia.” + +Julia had hidden when she heard Fanny’s voice, but on second thoughts +had concluded not to arouse her mother’s suspicions. She had therefore +hastily put herself into a soft white house frock with a floating green +scarf, and looked little older than Fanny. + +She barely glanced at Tay, but smiled brightly at the other guests. +“Good afternoon, everybody. How delightful to see the old house so gay. +A very strong cup, please, mother.” + +“Oh, not so awfully gay,” cried Mrs. Morison. “We’ve been talking +Suffrage.” + +“No more of that at present,” said Mrs. Edis, peremptorily. “Fanny, stop +trying to engage Mr. Tay’s attention. He came to Nevis to see your +grandaunt. Go and talk to Mrs. Macmanus. Young girls should always +strive to make themselves agreeable to elderly ladies.” + +Fanny obeyed sulkily, and the company, now put completely at its ease, +fell upon the tea and cakes, which Mrs. Edis finally remembered to order +Denny to pass. Tay bent over Mrs. Winstone and shot a glance at Julia. +She was consumed with silent laughter. His eyes grew imploring, but he +moved them with a sudden sense of discomfort. Mrs. Edis looked as if +about to launch her cane at him. + +Mrs. Macmanus, fearing they would all break into hysterical laughter, +addressed herself to Mrs. Edis. “We have been admiring your wonderful +old house. Would it be asking too much to let us see more of it?” + +“And the delicious grounds,” cried Mrs. Morison, determined to acquit +herself and give Dan his opportunity to talk to Julia. “I’ve never seen +anything like those terraces rising up the mountain.” + +Mrs. Edis rose. “Give me your arm, Julia. I shall be happy to show our +guests the house, and then you may take them up to the cone.” + +“I’ll not go,” said Tay to Mrs. Winstone. “I shall stay here. Please get +Julia away from them and send her back.” + +“Very well,” said Mrs. Winstone, good-naturedly. “Possess your soul in +patience!” + +“I’ve a small stock left!” + + + VI + +ALONE, a moment later, Tay was contemplating a short excursion into the +garden with the solace of a cigarette, when he heard light rapid +footsteps on the terrace flags. He turned eagerly. But it was Fanny who +came running in. Her face was flushed with triumph, and her eyes +sparkled under their heavy lids. + +“I gave Granny the slip,” she exclaimed. “Let’s stay here and make Julia +jealous.” + +“But your grandmother will be unmerciful—” + +“Oh, she never knows whether I’m round or not.” + +“You make me feel that you lead a most unnatural life.” + +“You may just better believe I do—dodging Granny, and watching cane +grow. Oh, do make me feel like a girl in a book. You had just begun to +tell me about that wonderful San Francisco when Granny had to come in. +Tell me more. It will be something to dream of even if I never can see +it.” + +Tay resigned himself and sat down. + +“Oh, you’ll see it, all right. You will visit us.” + +“But suppose Julia won’t become an American and divorce that lunatic of +hers.” + +“But she shall, and you must help me. Will you?” + +“If you will swear to take me away and find me a husband as perfectly +fascinating as yourself.” + +“Good lord!” Tay almost blushed. Then he looked at her suspiciously. Was +the little devil as innocent as she pretended, or was this merely the +instinct of the born coquette, crudely expressing itself? “Oh, you’ll +meet a hundred far better worth your while than I am.” + +“I don’t believe it,” announced Fanny, who had never removed her eyes +from his face. (“What’s an aunt?” she was thinking, “especially when +she’s old enough to be your mother?”) “And have they all got as much +money?” she added aloud. + +This certainly was ingenuousness! “Oh, I’m a pauper compared with +several I could name. Any one of them will succumb at once.” + +“Julia says she will take me back to London and ask a friend of hers, +Lady Dark, to give me a gay season, but San Francisco sounds even more +fascinating. Haven’t you any titles in America?” + +“Oh, titles without number. Especially honorables. Every ex-official, if +he’s bagged a big enough office, expects ‘honorable’ on his letters for +the rest of his life. And once a judge always a judge. State senators +are addressed as if they were old Romans, and the militia turns out even +more life titles than the bench.” + +But the American humor was beyond Fanny. She pouted. “Tell me something +really interesting. Tell me about a whole day of life in San Francisco. +Tell me everything you think and feel and do.” + +“Great Scott!” + +“Oh,” cried Fanny, throwing herself halfway across the little table. “If +you only knew how I want to know—everything! everything!” + +“Oh, you’ll learn fast enough. Nevis will never hold you. But I’ll help +you out, by George! It would be some fun to turn you loose and watch you +make things hum.” + +“How perfectly heavenly to hear some one talking about poor little me! +Tell me more about myself.” + +Tay laughed indulgently. “You _are_ a baby!” + +“Don’t laugh at me. Oh—I’m not a bit like Julia. I’d have killed that +husband of hers long before she shut him up. Queer how different people +in the same family can be. They all seem to think that Julia’s not much +changed—although she’s really quite old now. But it would have made a +devil out of me.” + +“I believe you!” And he added unwillingly, “How interesting you will be +when you are a few years older.” + +“Not if I stay on Nevis.” + +“Oh, don’t let that worry you.” + +She brought her face so close to his that he fancied he felt a light +shock of electricity. “Swear it!” she whispered eagerly. “You look as if +you could do anything you wanted to do. I haven’t felt a bit encouraged +by Julia’s promises, but if _you_ promise me—” + +Tay stood up and put his hands in his pockets. “It’s a go,” he said. +“Trust me to turn you loose among our squabs the first chance I get—” + +“Fanny, dear, will you show Mr. and Mrs. Morison the orchards? They are +waiting for you.” + +Julia’s tones had never been so sweet, her large gray eyes so cool; but +as Fanny, with a sharp, “Oh, very well, _Aunt_ Julia,” went forth on a +leaden foot, both voice and expression changed. + +“You were flirting with Fanny!” + +“So I was,” said Tay, coolly. “That girl’s spoiling for a flirtation. +Well, I’ll gratify her if you leave me to my own devices on this beastly +island.” + +“You’d never do such a thing! Destroy that child’s peace of mind—” + +“Peace of mind nothing. That’s not the sort that gets hurt. If she +belonged to a lower walk of life, she’d be on the— Well, our Fillmore +precinct can show you dozens, walking the streets of an evening looking +for trouble. ‘Juicy peaches,’ as Pirie calls them, just waiting to be +plucked. Accident is about all that protects the Fannys. Few men are in +the seducing business when it comes to their own class.” + +“Dan!” cried Julia, aghast. “You must be in a frightful temper to say +such things to me about my own niece.” + +“She’s practically my niece. And I am in a frightful temper. Never +expect to be in a worse. Little good even this ruse has done me. Your +mother’s eyes could see through a stone wall.” + +Women find few of man’s moods so attractive, before matrimony, as his +anger. It rouses their inherited instinct to placate, to submit. Julia +went to the terrace door and looked up and down. Her mother was sitting +in an arbor with Mrs. Macmanus and Pirie. She was also leaning back in +her chair, resigned, if not interested. + +Julia went up to Tay and put her hand on his arm. “Don’t—please!—be +angry with me,” she whispered. “If you knew what a tumult I’ve been +in—finding you here—wanting to see you more than anything on +earth—but not knowing _what_ to do!” + +Tay melted instantly, and took her in his arms and kissed her. “It’s all +simple enough. I’ll take the next American steamer if you insist upon +it, but that doesn’t come for eight days yet. Meanwhile I must see you. +I don’t like the tropics. They get on my nerves. Nothing doing, and the +air shot with a curious lazy electricity. And I’m by no means satisfied +with myself. I should be in California this minute. Love plays the devil +with a man!” + +“But you would stay a month if I wanted you to!” said Julia, +triumphantly. + +“Six months, let everything go hang!” he said savagely. “You’ve got me, +all right. But to waste my time—even for eight—nine days longer! +That’s a horse of another color. Am I to see you every day or not?” + +“Oh, yes! Yes!” murmured Julia. “I have given up the struggle. The way +you got in—it was too funny! I saw at once that I might as well give up +first as last. You will always have your way. Besides, I want to. I’ll +meet you every day, three times a day. I couldn’t help myself if I +would.” + +“Thank heaven. And don’t try being too strong again. It’s not the strong +women that men die for, Julia.” + +He lifted his head with the uneasy sense of being watched. “Damn it!” he +thought. “Is that old witch—” But he could see nothing. + +“Julia,” he said, lowering his voice, “I shall not come to this house +again. Meet me to-night—no, to-morrow morning—early—at nine +o’clock—over in that jungle.” + +“I will! I will! Only promise never to be angry with me again.” + +“That will depend entirely upon yourself. If you go back on your word—” + +“As if I would! We’ll have long wonderful days together— Oh, dear, they +are coming.” + +She broke away from him and smoothed her hair. + +“It’s not so late,” said Tay, hurriedly, “only six. Couldn’t you come +for a spin in my motor boat? I’ll walk back, and wait for you at the +bend of the road.” + +“I’ll try. If I don’t, it will be because I can’t get away from mother. +But I’ll be in the jungle to-morrow at nine.” + +The guests entered with Mrs. Winstone. + +“Southern California isn’t in it, Dan,” said his sister, mischievously. +“Such orange and lime groves. You must come again. Still, _I_ could +hardly tear myself away from this room—” + +A door opened and Fanny burst in. She looked on the verge of hysterics. +“Oh, what do you think?” she cried. “What _do_ you think? Granny says I +can go to the party on Thursday night, and that I may go to Bath House +every day and see you, Mrs. Morison! She likes you so much. The skies +must be going to fall. You have bewitched her.” + +“You are talking nonsense,” said Mrs. Winstone. + +“Ask Granny. She was almost sweet. But who cares what’s come over her? +You will teach me to dance, won’t you, Mr. Tay? I could learn in five +minutes.” + +“Charmed. Congratulate you—and ourselves. Is the carriage ready?” + +“Oh, it is! I’ll go out with our guests. Don’t you bother, Julia. Aunt +Maria, you must be tired out. Oh, what a funny, funny day! I’ll never +sleep again.” + +“Really, I do feel as if we had all gone mad,” said Mrs. Winstone, when +the good-bys had been said, and she and Julia were alone. “Jane must be +quite off her head. There’s a cruiser comin’ in to-morrow. Fanny’ll be +engaged to-morrow night. Perhaps, after all, Jane jumped at the chance +of gettin’ rid of her.” + +“Oh, I was sure she would relent. And she could see to-day what company +means to a young girl.” + +She ran away to her room to change her frock, for she had no intention +of incurring Tay’s wrath again. But as she was about to open her door +she saw Denny coming down the corridor waving two cablegrams. + +“Oh, dear!” she thought. “Is this a summons? Well, thank heaven I can’t +get away for a fortnight yet.” + +She took the cablegrams, half resolved, as she closed her door, not to +open them until her return. But of course she did nothing of the sort, +and read them promptly. + +The first was from Ishbel:— + +“All serene. Stay as long as you like.” + +The second was from the duke:— + +“Harold died this morning.” + +“And he knows,” thought Julia, with instant conviction. “That is what +brought him here.” + + + VII + +FORCED to the wall, Julia’s mind always became cool and practical. Tay +inspired her with a new fear. If he had come to Nevis to await her +husband’s death, he intended to marry her and take her away with him. It +was one more proof that he possessed that form of genius which makes +certain men the quick partner of circumstance and insures their mastery +of life. In his own phraseology, he never missed a trick. No doubt he +would take out a special license to-morrow. + +But she had no intention of being rushed into marriage. The most +formidable barrier had been razed; her desertion of the women might +bring reprobation on herself, but not ridicule on the cause; +nevertheless, confronted with the necessity of an immediate decision, +she realized acutely that four years of devotion to a great impersonal +ideal had inspired her with a love for it of which she had barely been +conscious at the time. The idea of deserting this cause she had made her +own, or, at the most, giving it a divided homage in a distant land, +renewed that love with such a jealous intensity that for the moment she +hated Tay as the chief exponent of that ruthless male force which had +bred the revolt of Woman. His dash to Nevis was a declaration of war, +but a war which should bring defeat to her not to him. She buckled on +her own armor at the thought. It was possible that he would win, but not +without her full connivance. Nor should she see him again until she had +made up her mind with no assistance of his. + +She had instantly abandoned the intention to meet him at present, and +sat down to compose a note to send him on the morrow. Many sheets went +into the waste-paper basket before this note was written to her +satisfaction. It was impossible to refer openly to her husband’s death, +nor, for the matter of that, was it necessary. Angry as she was, she +never for a moment forgot that his instant sympathy, his instinctive +comprehension of her, was the deepest of their bonds. A word would be +sufficient. He would understand, and wait. + +“You must give me three or four days, possibly a week, to think it all +out,” she wrote finally. “_You_ think and strike like lightning, but my +mind is made on another plan. For me, all great crises must be +approached with deliberation, if only because nature made me the most +impulsive of women. I have learned to weigh, having a profound distrust +for those instincts upon which women pride themselves. But you always +understand. I could not love you if you did not. When I write next, my +mind will have been made up once for all.” + +But unfortunately Tay was not in a position to understand. He had +received no second cablegram from Dark, for Dark knew nothing of +France’s death. The duke, by no means anxious to remind the world that +another member of the house of France had gone insane, made no +announcement in the London newspapers, and it was not until several days +later that Ishbel heard the news from Bridgit. + +“That’s over, thank heaven!” said Mrs. Maundrell. “And I’m going to take +the bull by the horns and send Nigel to Nevis when he returns next week. +Happily, Mr. Tay is safe in California. What is the matter?” + +“I was thinking how wonderful it would be if Nigel and Julia really +should marry, after all,” said Ishbel, without a blush. “But I must run, +dear. I’ve a dinner to-night.” And she hastened to the cable office and +sent a message to Tay; and another to Julia, warning her of the +threatened invasion. + +But this was not until three days later, and meanwhile Tay received +Julia’s note. Nor was Denny the messenger. + +The old servant had orders to take it to the hotel at seven o’clock in +the morning, and, if Tay had gone out (and even visitors rise early in +the tropics) to go to the jungle at nine. As Denny never hurried +himself, it was after seven when he started on his errand. Fanny was +mounting her horse for her daily ride over the estate when he passed +her. She saw the note, held respectfully in his hand, swooped down upon +it, and tucked it in her belt. + +“You have too much to do to go on errands,” she said severely. “I will +give this note to Mr. Tay. Where shall I find him?” + +Denny repeated his instructions, adding dubiously, “But you never go off +the estate alone, Missy.” + +“I shall this morning, and see that you do not mention it. If you do, +you shall have no tobacco for a week.” + +Fanny attended to her duties mechanically until a few minutes before +nine, then turned her horse in the direction of the jungle. She felt no +curiosity in regard to the contents of the note, but knew that it must +have been written to break an appointment. She hummed an old African +tune and felt that she held the apple of life in her hand. No scruples +disturbed her. Julia was thirty-four, quite old enough, as she had +frankly observed, to be her mother, certainly old enough to have done +with love, far too old to interfere with the preeminent rights of youth. +Nor had she the faintest misgivings as to her power to take any man from +any woman. Was she not eighteen? Was she not a beauty? Did not every +man’s eye fight a torch as it met hers? The arrogance of girlhood was +never more consummately realized than in Fanny Edis on that glorious +tropic morning as she rode to appropriate her aunt’s lover; and although +her intelligence was too undeveloped to reason, she subtly felt that +nature was always the ally of such fresh healthy young vehicles for the +race as she. Nor was she as innocent as Julia had been at her age. No +governess had ever been able to keep at her heels, and she had seen much +of life among the blacks. + +She saw Tay walking restlessly up and down before a grove of banana +trees, and waved to him gayly, taking no notice of his apprehensive +frown. + +“Here is a letter from Julia,” she said as she rode up. “I suspect she +can’t come. Granny told her last night that she wanted the whole history +of that Suffrage movement this morning.” + +Tay barely heard her. He read with a sensation of amazement the brief +too carefully written message, which informed him that he was to waste a +week more of his precious time on this island. He had no key to the +riddle, and was astonished at this manifestation of caprice in a woman +who had always seemed to him to possess just enough of that charming +feminine quality; none of the stupid excess which made so many women +unreasonable. Moreover, she had deliberately broken her word. Anger +succeeded amazement, and if there had been a steamer leaving Nevis, he +would have taken it and flung the consequences in her face. But here he +was a captive for quite another week. He had no intention of betraying +his chagrin to this sharp-eyed girl, however, and he merely put the note +in his pocket and thanked her for bringing it. + +But the eyes he met were not sharp. They were fixed on him in a large +appeal. + +“Mr. Tay,” Fanny said, with charming hesitation, “I know that Julia +wouldn’t meet you this morning, and from something she said last night I +know that she does not intend to leave the estate for several days. She +made Aunt Maria promise to take me to the party at Bath House on +Thursday. She said she was too tired, but I am sure she is avoiding you. +It is too horrid of her, when you have come all this distance. But I +don’t fancy any one can unmake Aunt Julia’s mind. So—so—I have a plan +to propose.” + +She blushed and looked handsomer than ever, and as she was a born +horsewoman, this was very handsome indeed. Her lids drooped, and she +drew a long breath, almost of ecstasy. “Oh, Mr. Tay!” she whispered +imploringly. “Make believe that I am Aunt Julia—_young_ again—while +you are here! Then I should have an imitation love affair, at least, and +it would be something always to remember. Will you?” + +Tay stared at her; but balked, angry, helpless, his temper lashed with +the memory of cablegrams he had received that morning both from his +irate father and the Lincoln-Roosevelt League, he felt more than +inclined to accept this young coquette’s proposal, not only to punish +Julia, but to pass the time. Moreover, Julia had thrown her at his head. +He never doubted that she had given Fanny the note; and he wondered at +the fatuity of woman. Still, he hesitated. + +Fanny pouted. + +“You are afraid I will fall in love with you,” she said audaciously. + +“More likely it would be the other way,” he replied with automatic +gallantry. + +“Well—why not?” + +“My dear Miss Edis, there is no more harrowing experience than being in +love with two women at once.” + +“As if such a thing could be!” + +“Common enough outside of books.” + +“Well— You might love me on Nevis and keep Julia for London. That is +where she belongs.” + +Again Tay stared at her. She had the heady magnetism of youth. She was a +part of the gorgeous tropic scene. He reflected that if he had met Fanny +first, and on Nevis, he certainly should have flirted with her. He did +not take girls very seriously, having been trained by the cool +flirtatious young heads of his own race. That Fanny was in love with him +never entered his mind. Little did he guess the pickle he was mixing for +himself when he finally raised that brown little hand to his lips. + +“By all means let us have our comedy,” he said. “I am game if you are.” + +Fanny gave a nervous laugh that might have warned him if anger and +disappointment had not made him reckless. She slid from her horse and +tied it to a tree. + +“Now take me out in your motor-boat,” she said with a charming air of +authority. “That will be a real adventure.” + + + VIII + +JULIA, grateful for any distraction after another sleepless night, went +to her mother’s room to relate the history of Woman’s Suffrage from its +incipiency in the United States of America down to the present moment, +when the English women, having been driven to adopt the methods of men, +were confident of victory for the first time. + +Mrs. Edis, who rose late in these days, was propped up in bed, wearing +the expression of one who is about to enter a hospital and have the +operation performed which may give her a new lease of life. + +“If I must hear this tiresome story, I must,” she said. “Tell it me in +as few words as possible, but leave out no detail which will make me +understand it fully. I read your horoscope again last night. Your +destiny is too plainly writ to admit of any doubt. And it was made three +times. I am an old woman to sever my mind from the ideals of a lifetime, +but those frivolous people opened my eyes yesterday. Moreover, you can +never be Duchess Kingsborough. You are not likely to have another +opportunity to marry, for no child of mine would disgrace herself in the +divorce courts.” Her sharp eyes never left Julia’s face. “Nor could you +obtain a divorce in England. Ring the bell. I wish another cup of tea. +Then you may convert me.” + +Julia had made up her mind not to tell her family of France’s death +until she had reached her final decision, and felt reasonably certain +that Mrs. Winstone would not hear of it at Bath House. Tay would +understand her desire for secrecy, nor would he be eager to admit that +he had come to Nevis to await the man’s death. Even Mrs. Morison, she +felt sure, had not been taken into his confidence. That lively little +lady had prattled a good deal yesterday, while Julia was showing her the +gardens, and it was evident that she had leaped to the natural +conclusion that her brother was determined to persuade Julia to have her +marriage annulled in the United States without further delay. + +Mrs. Edis having fortified herself with a cup of strong tea, Julia spent +the next three hours telling her story. When she had finished, her +mother did not speak for a few moments, then nodded her head +emphatically. + +“I see! I see!” she said. “I shall never approve of those unladylike +demonstrations, but I admit that results have justified them. Your +destiny is clear to me now. You have only begun. I, in my limited +knowledge, read that you were to be the greatest lady in England. +Substitute the greatest woman in England and all is clear.” + +“It might be in America,” said Julia, hesitatingly, but not turning her +eyes away. “They—they—have talked more than once of sending me there.” + +“Nonsense!” Mrs. Edis reached for her stick that she might thump the +floor. “America! A nation of savages—” + +“Good heavens, mother! America—the United States—is one of the great +countries of the earth, a world power. Must I give you its history, +too?” + +“God forbid. It does not exist as far as I am concerned. Great Britain +is practically the earth. No other country is worthy of your horoscope. +And you must not stay here too long. Don’t fancy that men will hasten to +give you power. Not they! Men! How I should like to see them humbled to +the dust before I go. No, your time here must be short, and I want you +to promise to give it all to me.” + +“Oh, I came to see you.” + +“I shall claim you. Who is this Mr. Tay? Is he really in love with +Maria?” There was the ghost of a smile on her grim mouth, and her bright +little eyes explored the serene depths before her. + +“Oh, Aunt Maria always has an infant-in-waiting. I doubt if she is ever +serious.” + +“But who is he? Of course he has no family, as he is an American, but is +he respectable? Has he any fortune?” + +“He is quite respectable, and I believe he is well off. His sister, Mrs. +Bode, is an old friend of Aunt Maria’s. She is received everywhere in +London.” + +“Ah? So! Maria had better marry him. But I’ll not have him, nor any of +those people, here again. I have never needed society, and now!” Her +harsh dry face lit up. “My old science is restored to me. It will +companion me for the rest of my days. You need never fear that I am +lonely. A great science is all things to the mind that loves it. You +will visit me as often as you can. I need nothing further. When Fanny +marries—and I now hope she will find a husband at Bath House; I long to +be rid of her sulky discontented face—my lawyer will engage a suitable +overseer. Now go and send that lazy black-and-tan mustee to come and +dress me.” + +Fanny came in late for lunch. She looked flushed and triumphant, and her +manner was subtly insulting. But nobody noticed her, nor that she left +the house as soon as the meal finished. Mrs. Edis talked of the new +central factory to be built on St. Kitts, and the significance of the +projected Government House for Nevis. Mrs. Winstone yawned, and Julia +was absorbed in her own thoughts. She longed to be alone, but she had +barely reached the shelter of her room when Denny knocked and handed her +a letter. She closed the door in his face, and her hand shook. But the +address was not in Tay’s handwriting, and she opened the letter with a +sensation of bitter ennui. It proved to be a circular communication from +the ladies of St. Kitts, begging her to speak to them at her convenience +on the subject of the Militant movement in England. It was couched in +formal terms, but enthusiasm exuded, and the word great, personally +applied, occurred no less than four times. + +“Great!” thought Julia. “We that the world calls great know just how +great we are. Every man his own valet!” + +Her impulse was to refuse, but on second thought she concluded to accept +the invitation, and for the morrow. Here was her opportunity to discover +if the great cause had taken irrevocable possession of her. She had +recited its history mechanically to her mother, but that, no doubt, was +owing to her mental and physical fatigue. She would sleep to-night, and +to-morrow, if she could feel the old thrill when talking to a rapt +audience, play upon them, sway them, rise to the heights of magnetic +eloquence which had made her famous, convert the cynical, then, surely, +her old enthusiasm would return. If not— + +Denny had told her that the messenger awaited an answer. She went to the +living-room and read the letter to her mother. + +“If you don’t mind my leaving you for one day—” + +Mrs. Edis interrupted her. There was a slight flush on her face. “By all +means, accept,” she said. “And I, too, will go. It will be my only +opportunity to hear you, to witness one of your triumphs. Have you all +those newspaper articles about yourself that I have heard of?” + +“I am afraid not. I kept a scrap-book for a year, but we soon get over +that.” + +“Can you obtain them?” + +“Oh, yes, it would be possible.” + +“I wish them, and everything else that is written about you from this +time forth.” + +“Very well, you shall have them.” + +“Write your acceptance. To-morrow I shall go to St. Kitts for the first +time in sixteen years. And for the first time in forty years I shall see +that island bend the knee to an Edis.” + + + IX + +THE next evening Julia sat in her room divided between consternation and +secret joy. The women of St. Kitts had given her a reception such as had +never been offered to another woman in the history of the island. A +military band had played a welcome as her boat approached the jetty, a +committee of representative women had met her, and all Basse Terre, +black as well as white, had turned out to escort her to the house of +Mrs. Ridgley, the first lady of St. Kitts, where a select few had been +invited to greet her at luncheon. The meeting itself had taken place in +the ball-room of Government House, and been attended by every man and +woman that could obtain entrance, irrespective of sympathies. All were +eager to be instructed, but far more eager to see and hear the famous +Julia France, to be able to talk about it for the rest of their lives. + +Julia had talked to them for two hours. She instructed them to the full, +and she related many of her personal experiences in and out of Holloway +gaol. Never had she spoken more brilliantly, been more amusing and +witty, and never before had she spoken with an unremitting sense of +effort. Her speech had come from the head alone. It had felt like a +wound-up mechanical toy. The personal passion with which she had infused +her speeches and won her great following never stirred. It had retreated +to her depths, and taken her magnetism with it. She entertained her +audience and she converted no one. She concentrated her mind with a +determination almost vicious, but more than once it slipped its anchor, +and she failed utterly to reduce the brains below her into one relaxing +helpless whole for the planting of her suggestions. + +She alone, however, realized her failure. St. Kitts was delighted with +the entertainment, to say nothing of the profound satisfaction of +listening to the woman who had been introduced to the world in this very +ball-room, and then gone forth to make their islands famous: St. Kitts +and Nevis had more than once been pictured in the weekly press of +England while Julia’s comet was playing about the heavens. As for Mrs. +Edis she swelled with pride and treated the ladies of St. Kitts, who +showed her almost as much honor as they did her daughter, with a haughty +urbanity that made them feel humble and insignificant. + +When the lecture was over, there was an informal reception, during which +Julia had never been more gracious and talkative, while wishing them all +at the bottom of the Caribbean Sea. Then the wife of the Administrator +had invited them into the dining-room for an elaborate tea; and it was +six o’clock before release was sounded, and Julia found herself in the +boat once more, listening to the congratulations and the rapt prophecies +of her mother. + +At dinner Fanny had stared with open mouth at her grandmother’s almost +excited account of the day’s events, but she had finally turned to Julia +with a laugh. + +“Really, my famous aunt,” she said, “there can be no doubt as to what +you were born for. It must be quite wonderful to have a career. Shan’t +you change your mind and speak at Bath House?” + +“No,” said Mrs. Edis, sharply. “Julia will devote the rest of her visit +to me. It is quite enough to have two members of the family gadding at +Bath House.” + +“Upon my word,” said Mrs. Winstone, languidly, “I didn’t come to Nevis +to chaperon a young girl. Chaperonin’s not my line. I think Julia had +better take Fanny to the party to-morrow night.” + +“Oh, no, Aunt Maria! Julia—Julia needs a good long rest.” + +Fanny stared apprehensively at her young aunt, but was immediately +reassured. + +“I shall not go to Bath House at present. And you, Aunt Maria, you have +your two old cronies, and bridge. Mrs. Morison will look out for +Fanny—” + +“All very well, but—ah—I shouldn’t advise you to stay away too long. +Mr.—ah—the Morisons are getting impatient—say they’ll leave by the +next steamer, if you don’t give them the benefit of your society. That, +it appears, is what they came for.” + +Julia saw Fanny frown at Mrs. Winstone, but could only interpret her +aunt’s words as a warning that Tay was showing signs of impatience; by +no means unwelcome news. She answered lightly:— + +“I didn’t ask them to come. They must take the consequences.” + +Mrs. Winstone shrugged her shoulders. “I take very little interest in +other people’s affairs, as you know. And advice was always thrown away +on you.” + +Mrs. Edis’s dry sarcastic tones interposed before Fanny could speak. And +Fanny’s breath was short, and her chair might have been sown with tacks. + +“Really, Maria, you must grudge every moment spent away from Bath House +and that young fool of yours. I wonder you can still talk of coming to +your old home to rest.” + +“Quite so!” Mrs. Winstone, recalled, fluttered her eyelashes, and +glanced into an old concave mirror. “He grows more devoted every minute. +One couldn’t imagine he had ever had a thought for another woman.” + +“Good for you, Aunt Maria,” cried Julia, gayly, and escaped to her room. + +Here she promptly forgot the conversation and sat down to face her own +problem once more. Was her love for the great impersonal cause, which +had commanded all the forces of her nature, extinct? Or was her +appalling coldness but the natural result of her present state of +mind—and the agitating nearness of the man? Surely, if she broke with +him definitely, returned to England, submerged herself in work, became a +part once more of the crowding incidents, triumphs, disappointments, +problems, of a cause that could never write finis, all her old +passionate interest would return. + +But if they no longer needed her? She had inferred from Ishbel’s +cablegram that the Government was about to surrender. But it was hard to +believe that Mr. Asquith, in any circumstances, would become a convert +to a revolution he abhorred and sincerely disbelieved in; and as for +Lloyd-George, the cleverest man in England, it was far more likely that +he was playing for a long respite, hoping to relegate the women quietly +out of the public eye, to take the fight and courage out of them by +degrees, while pretending sympathy, promising his personal assistance, +advising them to abstain from demonstrations which forbade the +Government to capitulate in a manner inconsistent with its dignity. Of +course he would succeed for a brief interval only, for if he was clever +and subtle, the women were as clever—and alert; but—well—on the other +hand, did she care? From Nevis England looked like an old page of +written history, shut up between calfskin. Moreover, the cause was bound +to sweep on to victory with its own momentum—why should she— + +Her subtle brain, unleashed, marched straight ahead, and in step with +her desires. How were women to improve the world, if they progressed to +that point of superiority and self-completion, of unity in the ego, +where they could no longer marry and produce a worthy race to complete +their work? Even to-day many a high-minded woman went through life +unwedded rather than degrade herself in marriage with a man whom she was +forced to admit her inferior in all but the common attraction of sex. +But she had no such excuse. And if her power to devote herself to this +cause, impersonally and wholly, had vanished, with her interest in it, +now that her mind was recentred; if she must, did she return to England, +resent her sacrifice, possibly with hatred, of what use her lip service? +If the experience of to-day were prophetic, she could give to the work +but a hypocritical shell, while her aching soul was on the other side of +the globe. On the other hand, with Tay, even in an alien land, there was +no question that she might be of service for the rest of her life. + +And what of the immorality of loving a man irrevocably and not living +with him? Morality was still of higher account than politics. And +children? The inadequacy of Fanny, who almost repelled her, had renewed +her intense longing for children of her own. And if she so desired these +children, the children of one man out of all the millions of men on +earth, did not this mean that they were clamoring for their right to +live? What right hers to deny them, that being, after all, the first +reason for which she had received life herself? + +But at this point she went to bed. + +“What is the use?” she thought. “I’m going to marry him, and that is the +end of it. I’ll not give the matter another thought from this time +forth.” + +And for the first time since her arrival on Nevis she slept soundly. + + + X + +SHE awoke at dawn, and rose at once, remembering that she had not had a +walk since leaving the ship. No wonder these three long days of bodily +inactivity and mental turmoil had played havoc with her nerves. She +would walk for hours and then return and write to Tay, telling him that +she would marry him on the day the next American steamer arrived, but +begging him to make no attempt to see her until then. It was her duty to +devote the few intervening days to her mother, as well as to prepare her +by degrees for the staggering information that she intended to marry an +American and desert her country. But if she could convince the old lady +that the planets had reckoned with the United States of America, she +should, if not reconcile her to a son-in-law of a race she despised, at +least leave her with unbroken faith in a science full of compensations. + +She went out to the kitchen and brewed herself a cup of coffee, then +started for a brisk walk round the island. The night’s refreshing sleep, +the strong drink, the awakening tropic morning, the peace of mind that +follows a momentous and final decision, made her feel as if dancing on +ether, almost as happy as if Tay were beside her. The sea was as blue as +liquid sapphire, save near the shore, where it was as green as the beryl +stone. The cloud that descends the slopes of Nevis at nightfall had +rolled itself upward and floated lightly above the cone. In the distance +were the outlines of other islands; and everywhere the royal palms with +their long bladelike leaves rattling in the rising trade-wind that gives +lightness to Nevis air on the hottest day, the bright green cane fields, +the heavy dark groves of banana trees, the lime and shaddock orchards. +Even the ruins of the deserted old estates, splendid masses of masonry +in their day, a day of coaches, and knee-breeches, and gay brocades, had +a new and more pictorial lease of life, for brilliant foliage burst from +every crevice. + +The negroes began to sing in the cane fields, women in bright cotton +frocks, with brighter handkerchiefs about their heads, came from their +huts along the shore and cooked in the open, boats danced on the water. +She walked halfway round the island and was hungry once more. A little +black boy, tempted by a bit of silver, “skinned” up the slim shaft of a +tree and threw down a young cocoanut. She refreshed herself with its +“wine” and then started along the stretch of road that passed Bath +House, half hoping to meet Tay. In a moment she heard the sound of +galloping hoofs, eight at least, and averse from meeting any one else, +hid behind a clump of low palms. + +The horses stopped abruptly, then struck the road more lightly as if +their riders had dismounted. She parted the palm leaves and looked out. +A man and a maid appeared round a bend of the road, each leading a +horse. The girl took the man’s arm with a little gesture of confidence +and looked up into his face, speaking rapidly. The man looked down at +her, smiling, admiring, indulgent. The girl’s face was flaming with +nothing short of adoration. They were Fanny Edis and Daniel Tay. + +Julia, feeling as if she had received a blow in the pit of the stomach, +sank limply to the ground and stared out over the dazzling sea. +Monserrat quivered in its haze, and she wondered if it were in the +throes of an earthquake. It usually was. She remembered that Mont Pelée, +after untold years of “death,” had suddenly blown the lake from her +summit and suffocated thirty-five thousand people in four minutes. Would +that Nevis would awake, pour out her boiling lava, and extinguish her +wretched mortals. Julia beat her brow with one of those instinctive +gestures too natural for the modern stage; for perfect naturalism +borders upon farce. + +Tay—Fanny. She took it in finally. He had fallen in love with Fanny, +the young, beautiful, glowing girl—What was it old Pirie had called +her—“volcanic product”? No doubt she was far more beautiful and +fascinating than any girl Tay had ever met,—and quite different from +American girls. Julia recalled many of them; they had always seemed to +her rather light; clever and charming, but scantily sexed. No wonder Tay +had succumbed to this gorgeous tropic flower. Fanny might be selfish, +soulless, brutal, but what man ever looked behind a beauty like that? +She was the siren born, and men have gone down before sirens since the +daughters of Eve came to rule the earth and laugh to scorn the god in +man. + +Julia felt quite sixty. No doubt Tay had realized that she was all of +thirty-four the moment he had seen her beside Fanny. Men were always +fools about the mere youth in woman. Hadn’t she noticed that years ago, +before she had spent a week in London? No wonder Nature made women +brutal and wholly selfish during its brief possession. Tay had loved +her, oh, no doubt of that, but with his mind, with that greater half of +his being which he had shown her that day in the Bavarian wood; but men +are primal always and spiritual incidentally, when they are men at all; +and her hold had been a flimsy silken string that had snapped the moment +he met this radiant mate, unspoiled, untouched, awaiting him on a +tropical island. He had loved her, but he was madly in love with Fanny, +and that, after all, was the great passion mortals lived to experience, +if only because the poets had taught them to expect it. And she—she +must despise where she had almost worshipped. How did women survive the +death of illusions? Material death was something to pray for. + +But Julia’s brain, stunned for the first time in its active life, soon +recovered its energies. She suddenly realized that she did not feel +sixty, no, not by any means. She felt very young and very angry. A +moment more and she sprang to her feet with a cry of fury. She fancied +she heard her flame-colored locks crackle. Her slim fine hands worked. +They looked like steel instruments of torture one may see among old +relics of the Inquisition. What right had this raw silly girl to take +her man from her? Tay was hers and she should have him. She should hold +him to his word, marry him, make him forget this passing infatuation. He +would not be long discovering that she had far more to give him than any +callow girl. If not! Once more her fingers opened and shut. Well for +Fanny that she was once more on her horse with a strong arm beside her. +Julia’s fingers were ready for the slender stem upholding that +triumphant arrogant head. Fanny! Why, Fanny was a fool. She would make +Tay the most miserable of men, understand not the least of his +ambitions, leave him, no doubt, for another the moment her passion had +cooled. He had insinuated that she was a born wanton, although he +appeared to have forgotten this virtuous impression. + +Her next impulse was to run after Fanny, denounce her as a thief, a +pirate, force her to see the dishonor of her conduct. But this impulse +soon passed, for never would she, Julia France, make a fool of herself, +no, not if they laughed in her face. But what, in heaven’s name, +_should_ she do? + +She peered out. The road was clear. She darted across it, and up into a +cane field. The negroes were far away by the mill. She threw herself +down in the dense green silence and wept a torrent. After all, what +could she do? She could only recognize that she had lost Tay, the one +man in the world for her; she, who had made herself so much more than +mere woman, and to a girl who was her inferior in everything but beauty. + +She wept stormily for her lost lover, for love, for herself. Then, once +more, she despised him. Why should she regret a man who had proved +himself weak and contemptible? Why indeed? Ask womankind. She did. The +more convinced she grew that she had lost him, the more she wanted him. +She abhorred him, she loathed him, she had never despised any mortal so +utterly, and she loved him several thousand times more than ever. + +She sat up and dried her eyes viciously. Why was she making a fright of +herself? She had always laughed at women that cried and spoiled their +eyes. He was not yet married to Fanny. Why should she not pretend to +release him, then subtly reënter the lists and win him again? How could +any girl survive in a close contest with a woman still young and +beautiful, and with experience and knowledge of men? But she stirred +uneasily. She had seen the automatic triumphs of girls more than once. +Nature was always on their side. + +She fell back on the ground with a sensation of despair. “Oh, what shall +I do?” she thought in terror. “Have I come to this? How shall I live?” + +But she sat up again in a few moments and deliberately composed herself, +ordering her powerful will to rise and perform its office. She must +return to the house before her mother sent servants in search of her, +and her eyes must not be red. Nor her hair look as if she had tried to +tear it out by the roots. She took down the braids, smoothed them with +her hands, pinned them up, and pushed the short locks under her hat. + +Her mother. She had risen to her feet, but stood staring out over the +waving cane. Why had she given Fanny this sudden liberty, and not three +hours after announcing her decision, with all the force of her obstinate +old will, that Fanny should never marry, never be permitted even to +meet, a young man? And why had she insisted that Julia remain at her +side throughout her entire visit? Never was there a less sentimental +woman. And the conversation at the dinner-table last night? It sprang +vividly from her memory. She saw Fanny’s face, flushed, arrogant, +anxious, her aunt’s faint satiric smile, heard her covert words of +warning. + +What a blind fool she had been. + +“So,” she thought grimly. “We are all the victims of a plot, and one +quite worthy of my mother. I have been managed as easily as if I had but +a teaspoonful of brains in my head. And so has he. Idiots! Idiots!” And +she hated everybody on earth. + +She walked rapidly home, slipped into the house unobserved, bathed her +eyes, until the outer signs of the most tempestuous hour of her life +were obliterated, powdered the black rings under her eyes, and made a +satisfactory appearance at the lunch table. Neither Mrs. Winstone nor +Fanny was present. Mrs. Edis talked of naught but Suffrage. + +“Great heaven!” thought Julia. “That I should live to hate the word!” + + + XI + +AFTER luncheon, she told her mother that the sun had given her a +headache, and that it was likely she should be obliged to go to bed for +the rest of the day; she had no intention of appearing at dinner. Her +own room seemed the one bearable spot on earth, and she was grateful +that it was far from the other bedrooms, at the opposite end of the long +house. + +She locked her door, and ordered her brain on duty. This was no time for +throes—she had the rest of her life to mourn and rage in; now was the +time to act in a fashion that should be worthy of her, of all she had +tried to make of herself, of those three years in India, of the +succeeding four when she had risen so high above the mere female. She +must face with dignity, both in public and in private, whatever ordeal +still awaited her; that she owed to herself; and the best of all good +friends is pride. Nor should she condescend to fight or scheme for a +love that had turned from her, even for a moment. If it had turned once, +it would turn again. She had always despised men that could be +“managed,” and could imagine no happiness with a man who must inspire +her with recurring contempt. + +If she loved Tay, it was her part to make him happy, not to force him +into a marriage with herself when he loved another woman. Of course he +would insist upon keeping his engagement with her, for he was honorable, +and, no doubt, as miserable at this moment as herself. But it had never +entered her plans to balk and torment the man to whom she had given her +love, and she could force his freedom upon him, persuade him that her +cause had conquered. As for Fanny, what right had she to assume that she +would make him unhappy? Were not all girls brutes? The most selfish and +heartless of them often made the best of wives when they got the man +they wanted. No doubt all that Fanny needed to become a good woman was a +baby. The vision of Fanny, a placid domestic cow, fat at thirty, gave +her comfort. + +When a woman has made up her mind to be noble, she generally succeeds, +for a time, at least; she admires herself in the rôle, and +self-admiration giveth much consolation. But the duration of this +attitude varies in different people. Nobility as a fixed attitude of +mind is possible only to the stupid; it can find no vested place in the +subtle active intellect. Julia remained noble and sacrificing—even +unpacking her Koran and reading it diligently—until precisely eight +o’clock. At that hour she heard the rustle of skirts in the corridor, +then Fanny’s excited voice as she knocked on her door + +“Oh, Julia! Julia! Look at me! I’m dressed for the party at Bath House. +Please let me in!” + +Julia ground her teeth. Her eyes emitted steel sparks. Once more her +strong fingers opened and shut. + +“Run along, dear,” she managed to articulate. “I have such a headache I +can’t see. I know you will be the belle.” + +“Oh, I know I shall!” Julia saw that triumphant face above her best +gown. “Even Granny says I look beautiful and I can see it for myself. +I’m wild with excitement—and so happy!” + +This was the last straw, but it braced instead of breaking. Julia rose +with the fixed smile of one who is walking to the scaffold, dignified to +the last, and opened the door. There stood Fanny, looking more beautiful +than any girl she had ever seen. Her hair was dressed high for the first +time, and in it was a string of her grandmother’s pearls and a flaming +hibiscus. The floating white gown was caught at her breast with another +flower, and her neck and arms and the soft rise of her bust were as +white as the cloud on Nevis. Her heavy eyes were glittering with +excitement, and her cheeks and lips made the tropic flowers look old and +wilted. + +“I have never seen a girl as beautiful as you are,” said Julia, +deliberately, “and you will certainly make all the pretty girls from St. +Kitts turn green with envy. I don’t believe there is another West Indian +girl with color. Of course you will be the belle, and of many more +balls. What luck that a British cruiser is here.” + +Fanny smiled, and a slight sarcastic inflection, not unlike her +grandmother’s, sharpened her rich contralto voice. “Well, if _you_ find +me beautiful, Julia, I must be. And I owe it all to you. Thank you again +for this lovely frock. Good night. I’ll tell you lots of things in the +morning.” And she lifted her head with a movement that would have been +fatuous if she had been a few years older, and almost smirked in her +proud satisfaction with herself and her looks, as she sailed off for +conquest. + +Julia flung the Koran across the room, herself face downward on the +sofa, and wondered how on earth she was to stand it. “If it only were +over and they were married and gone,” she thought. “Or if only the Royal +Mail were due to-morrow instead of eleven days hence, and I could go! Or +if I could go out and kill somebody, or get drunk like a man! Passive +endurance! That is all the hell that any religion need promise us.” + +She lay for three hours without moving, then heard the clatter of a +horse’s hoofs. A moment later Denny knocked and handed her a cablegram. +She opened it without interest. It was from Ishbel, and informed her +that Nigel might take the next steamer for Nevis. Julia broke into +hysterical laughter. + +“Is my tragedy becoming a farce?” she thought. “But not if I can help +it!” + +She answered the cablegram at once, that the messenger might take it. + +“Tell Nigel am leaving immediately.” + +Then she returned to her sofa, too indolent to go to bed, and this time +exhaustion gave her sleep. + + + XII + +SHE was awakened by the rattling of her jalousie, and lifted her head, +wondering if a storm were rising. + +“Julia! Julia!” called an imperative voice. + +She sprang to her feet and held her breath, not believing herself awake. + +“Julia!” This time the voice was savage. “If you don’t come out, I’ll +break in. What I’ve got to say won’t keep.” + +Julia unfastened the jalousie. Tay stood there in his evening clothes, +and without a hat. His face was distraught. + +“Dan!” gasped Julia. + +He put his hands about her waist and lifted her down. “Now,” he said, +“take me to some place where we can talk, and as far from the house and +the gates as possible. They’ll be coming home presently.” + +She walked swiftly down a path, turned to the right, and pushing aside +the heavy growth from an older path, long out of use, led the way to the +ruins of a bath-house in a corner of the garden. It was surrounded by +heavy palms, but its paneless windows admitted the full moon’s light. +Julia sat limply down on the circular seat before the empty pool. +Through the open doorway she could see and hear the sea. The moonlight +was dazzling, Nevis having forgotten to shake out her night-robes. Her +bewildered mind took note of details while Tay walked back a few steps +to make sure they had not been followed. + +He came in and stood before her. + +“There’s the devil to pay!” he exclaimed. “Did you get a cable last +Monday?” + +“Yes. Didn’t you?” + +“I did not, or I shouldn’t be wanting to shoot myself. Dark promised to +cable the moment it happened, and only to-night, half an hour ago, I got +a cable from Lady Dark telling me that France died last Monday, and that +she had only just heard it. Confound Dark! Talk about the wrath of God. +It’s chain lightning compared to an Englishman.” + +“No doubt the duke suppressed the notice. It would be like him.” + +“It was Dark’s business to find out. I should have employed a detective. +When a thing’s to do, do it. Well, here’s the result! I’ve got myself +into the devil of a mess—” + +“You’ve been making love to Fanny.” + +“I have—or rather—not been making love from my point of view—only she +doesn’t see it in that light. I’ve been flirting like the deuce. When I +got your note that morning, I took it for pure caprice. It seemed to me +totally without excuse. You had promised faithfully to meet me every +day. I had not a suspicion of the truth. Moreover, I had just received +cables from California that stirred me up. They couldn’t understand my +desertion at such a moment, and no wonder. To be told that I had come +here for nothing—to be coolly asked to wait a week—to know that I had +to stay whether I would or not—well, I felt as if hell had been let +loose inside of me. Fanny brought the note—” + +“Fanny!” Julia sprang to her feet. “Fanny? I didn’t give it to her.” + +“She brought it all the same, and she looked something more than ripe +for a flirtation, and beautiful—” + +“You have fallen in love with her! I saw you this morning.” + +“Oh, you did? Well, you didn’t see much. I am not in love with her, +but—well, it’s got to be said—she’s in love with me, or thinks she is. +I was treated to high tragedy an hour since in the garden of Bath House. +I never for a moment thought she would take the thing seriously—have +seen too many summer flirtations—American girls know exactly what that +sort of thing means—but this girl might have Nevis inside of her. She +wanted to elope with me to-night—threatens to drown herself—” + +“Great heaven! What have you done?” + +“I feel like Don Juan, of course, only as it happens I haven’t made +downright love to her. I was on the edge of it once or twice, she’s so +infernally pretty, but, well, hang it all, I’m in love with you to the +limit, all the more so that you’re not dead easy game. If I hadn’t been, +I’d have made love to her fast enough. But I flirted as hard as I know +how, and she took that for love-making, thought I held back because I +felt bound to you, and—well—it was the hateful things she said about +you to-night that put me in a rage and made me hustle her back into the +ball-room and into the arms of one of her other admirers. I had gone as +far as I intended, and made up my mind, not two minutes before I got +Lady Dark’s cable, to go to one of the other islands and wait for the +steamer. When I got that cable, of course I understood. Now are you +properly repentant? Why in thunder didn’t you tell me in your note—” + +“Of course, I thought you knew—” + +“Never take anything for granted where there are big things at stake. +But what are we to do? I’m going to marry you to-morrow evening at seven +o’clock over in Fig Tree Church, but what is to be done with Fanny? +She’s all fixed for tragedy, and there’s no knowing just what a girl of +that sort might do. I don’t care to begin our life with a horror. You +must take her in hand to-morrow morning and talk her into reason. I gave +her to understand that I didn’t love her, but a man has to say a thing +of that sort so decently that a girl never believes him—particularly a +girl like Fanny, who has a sublime confidence in herself I’ve never seen +equalled. What’s to be done? What’s to be done?” + +“Are you quite sure that you love me, that you haven’t really wavered—” + +“Oh, lord! I’m more mad about you than ever.” + +“Would you have married Fanny if you had met her first?” + +“There’s no woman on earth I should ever have wanted to marry but you. +Do you fancy a man thinks of marriage with every girl he puts in his +time with? I’ve had a dozen flirtations—as hard and a good deal longer +than this; and neither of us the worse, I may add. I’m no heart-breaker. +Our girls know the game too well.” + +“If I thought you were merely bent upon being honorable—” + +“Julia, if I didn’t love you, I’d tell you so. Do you suppose I’m the +man to jump into matrimony blindfolded? I’ve seen too many of my friends +marry—and divorce four years later. I’m no candidate for the divorce +court. What I want is a wife I can love and work with for the rest of my +life. That wife is you, or will be this time to-morrow night. So cut all +that out and set your wits to work.” + +Julia moved her eager eyes from his face and looked out over the sea. +She did not speak for several moments, and Tay saw her face set and grow +whiter, her eyes shine until they looked like polished steel. + +“Leave Fanny to me,” she said finally. “I’ll dispose of her. She will +give no further trouble.” + +Tay stirred uneasily. “Oh—you don’t mean—That is hardly fair—” + +“_Fair?_” asked Julia, with unmitigated scorn. + +“Couldn’t you give her a good womanly talking-to?” + +“And what good do you suppose that would do? Did you ever hear of love +being talked out of any woman?” + +“I know—but you are clever enough without that—and after all it +_isn’t_ fair. It’s a violent assault on personality—” + +Julia whirled about and confronted him with blazing eyes. + +“_Fair? Fair?_” she cried. “And do you suppose I’d think twice about +what is fair with that treacherous little fool? Do you suppose I would +let any scruple weigh a feather with me when the happiness of my whole +life is at stake? If you didn’t love me, you could go and I’d not +condescend to lift a finger; but you do, you do, and nothing shall stand +between us; _nothing_, I tell you! If I could have caught her alone this +morning, I’d have twisted her neck and held her under the water until +she was dead. And yet you imagine I’d stop at hypnotizing her? For the +matter of that it will be treating her far better than she deserves, for +she will practically have forgotten you when I am finished with her. She +deserves to be left here in sackcloth—oh, she’s not the sort that kills +herself, she’s far too selfish and vain—but she’s noisy and stubborn +and the sort that calf-love makes ungovernable. She’d turn the island +upside down and run to my mother with the story that you had compromised +her—there’s nothing she wouldn’t tell her. My mother is a very old +woman. The excitement might make her so ill that I should be detained +here for months. And I won’t! I won’t! I’ll leave this island with you!” + +Tay brought his hands down on her shoulders and gripped them. “By God, +Julia!” he said hoarsely, “you are the woman for me. Together we’ll +conquer the earth.” + +“Oh, you’ll find me useful to you in many ways you barely suspect now. I +can do more than hypnotize! But I don’t wish you to misunderstand me. +What I do to Fanny will be nothing more than the reputable scientific +psychotherapeutists do every day to their patients. I shall give her an +immediate suggestion that her will shall not be weakened, that she shall +no longer be under my control after coming out of the hypnotic trance. +And as I said before, she will benefit equally with ourselves. We don’t +practise black magic, we initiates; not that we are above it, but +because we don’t dare. It rebounds like an arrow and strikes our greater +powers dead. I never have harmed any one and I never shall, but that +leaves an enormous field for action.” + +“Good. And she’d not think of going to Bath House before to-morrow +night. She heard me accept an invitation to lunch on board the cruiser. +By the way, you might plant in that ill-regulated head the suggestion +that she be less anxious to fall in love. There are men of all sorts—” + +“That would be unfair, if you like! Our impulses are our birthright. To +alter personality would be unjust, almost criminal, for the impulses +that make a fool or worse of us in certain circumstances may be +necessary for our happiness. Fanny must work out her own destiny. I +shall settle my income from France’s estate on her, and induce Aunt +Maria to take charge of her as far as England. There Ishbel will +introduce her—” + +“That’s right!” interrupted Tay, viciously. “Turn her loose on Dark. +Serve him right.” + +“Dark is the best-managed man in England. Fanny’ll not get a chance at +him. And she’ll have a husband before the season is over.” + +“Good. But are you dead sure you can do it? You failed with me, you +know.” + +“Because I hated to do it, and because—well, you are you. But Fanny! +To-morrow she’ll be sleepy and stupid from the excitement of to-night, +and she will eat an enormous lunch, as she always does. She is curious +about India. I’ll interest her in that subject at the table and then +invite her to my room, and interest her more. She’s never heard of +hypnosis. I’ll offer to put her to sleep. She’ll consent, not only +because she’s worn out, and yet too excited and disturbed for sleep, but +because I choose that she shall. I’ll tell her to fix her eyes on mine, +and the moment she does that she’s lost. In just three minutes she’ll be +a lump of wax. Now, are you satisfied? Why, if I had the least +misgiving, I’d summon Hadji Sadrä.” + +Tay laughed. “Oh, Julia! Julia! You’re all right. Now listen to me. +To-morrow I shall take out a special license—” + +“I’d rather you waited until just before we sail. My mother—” + +“Don’t expect me to show any concern for your mother. She’s at the +bottom of all this trouble. She set Fanny on me. I had already begun to +suspect it before your aunt let it out—I have had more than one scene +to-night!—I feel sure she saw us together the day I called at the +house; at all events she got on to the facts. I didn’t suspect this +earlier because I hadn’t really believed that she had kept Fanny so +close—girls are always working on a man’s sympathies. Otherwise I +shouldn’t have fallen for it. Now, to continue. I shall marry you +to-morrow. You will meet me at Fig Tree Church at seven o’clock. Hardly +any one is abroad at that hour. You can keep it from your mother until +we are about to sail, if you choose. That is all one to me. But I’ll +take no more chances. Now give me your hands and say that nothing on +God’s earth shall prevent you from coming to Fig Tree Church to-morrow +evening at seven o’clock.” + +Julia gave him her hands. “I’ll be there,” she said. “I, too, shall take +no more chances.” + + * * * * * + + + GERTRUDE ATHERTON’S OTHER BOOKS + + +The Tower of Ivory + _Cloth, 12mo, $1.50_ + + “Mrs. Atherton is the ablest woman writer of fiction now living, + and this work will more than sustain the high reputation of her + previous writings.”—_Sir Robertson Nicoll._ + +The Conqueror + _Cloth, 12mo, $1.50_ + + “A composite yet a splendid picture.”—_New York Herald._ + + “A fascinating picture of the life of a hundred years ago, and + should be read by every one of taste and intelligence . . . + enthusiastically and imaginatively romantic.”—_New England + Magazine._ + +Hamilton’s Letters + _Illustrated, cloth, 12mo, $1.50_ + + _Chosen from the great mass of his published state papers and + public correspondence in such a way as to give to the average + reader for the first time the means of estimating Hamilton’s + personality from his words._ + + “Vivacity, energy, an indomitable will, unbounded confidence in + himself and his abilities, pride, power, passion, + extraordinarily clear foresight,—these, together with many + engaging qualities, come out so strongly through these letters + that they soon make the man real.”—_Boston Herald._ + +The Splendid Idle Forties + _Cloth, 12mo, $1.50_ + + “They are strong and interesting with the gay, brilliant, + picturesque interest of that romantic period when life in the + Southern California towns was more theatrical, more like grand + opera performances, than anything our busy commonplace, + practical civilization nowadays knows anything + about.”—_Philadelphia Telegraph._ + +The Californians + _Cloth, 12mo, $1.50_ + + “There can be no question as to the cleverness of this book. 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-<p class='line' style='font-size:2.2em;font-weight:bold;'>HER TIMES</p>
-<p class='line'> </p>
-<p class='line'><span class='it'>A NOVEL</span></p>
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-<p class='line'>BY</p>
-<p class='line' style='font-size:1.5em;font-weight:bold;'>GERTRUDE ATHERTON</p>
-<p class='line'> </p>
-<p class='line'> </p>
-<p class='line'>New York</p>
-<p class='line'>THE MACMILLAN COMPANY</p>
-<p class='line'>1912</p>
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-<p class='line'>Set up and electrotyped. Published April, 1912.</p>
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-<p class='line'>MRS. FISKE</p>
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-<div><h1>CONTENTS</h1></div>
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-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'><span style='font-size:smaller'>PAGE</span></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'></td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tab1c1-col2 tdStyle2' colspan='2'><span style='font-size:larger'>BOOK I</span></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'></td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'> </td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'> </td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><span class='sc'>Mrs. Edis</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'><a href='#Page_1'>1</a></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'></td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'> </td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'> </td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tab1c1-col2 tdStyle2' colspan='2'><span style='font-size:larger'>BOOK II</span></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'></td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'> </td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'> </td></tr>
-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><span class='sc'>Three Potters</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'><a href='#Page_39'>39</a></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'></td></tr>
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-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tab1c1-col2 tdStyle2' colspan='2'><span style='font-size:larger'>BOOK III</span></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'></td></tr>
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-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><span class='sc'>Harold France</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'><a href='#Page_191'>191</a></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'></td></tr>
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-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><span class='sc'>Hadji Sadrä</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'><a href='#Page_273'>273</a></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'></td></tr>
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-<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><span class='sc'>Daniel Tay</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'><a href='#Page_361'>361</a></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'></td></tr>
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-<div><span class='pageno' title='1' id='Page_1'></span><h1>BOOK I<br/> MRS. EDIS</h1></div>
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-<h2 class='nobreak'>I</h2>
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-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> entrance of a British cruiser into the harbor of
-St. Kitts was always followed by a ball at Government House
-in the little capital of Basse Terre. To-night there was a
-squadron of three at anchor; therefore was the entertainment
-offered by the island’s President even more tempting
-than common, and hospitality had been extended to the
-officials and distinguished families of the neighboring islands,
-Nevis, Antigua, and Monserrat. On Nevis there remained
-but one family of eminence, that great rock having been
-shorn long since of all but its imperishable beauty.</p>
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-<p class='pindent'>But Mrs. Edis of “Great House,” an old stone mansion
-unaffected by time, earthquake, or hurricane, and surrounded
-by a remnant of one of the oldest estates in the West Indies,
-was still a personage in spite of her fallen fortunes, and to-night
-she contributed a young daughter. The introduction
-of Julia Edis to society had been expected all winter as
-she was several months past eighteen, and the President had
-offered her a birthday fête; but Mrs. Edis, with whom no
-man was so hardy as to argue, had replied that her daughter
-should enter “the world” at the auspicious moment and not
-before. This was taken to mean one of two things: either
-that in good time a squadron would arrive with potential
-husbands, or (but this, of course, was mere frivolous gossip)
-when the planets proclaimed the hour of destiny. For more
-than thirty years Mrs. Edis had been suspected of dabbling
-in the black arts, incited originally by an old creole from
-Martinique, grandson of the woman who so accurately cast
-the horoscope of Josephine. For the last eighteen of these
-years it had been whispered among the birds in the high
-palm trees that a not unsimilar destiny awaited Julia Edis.</p>
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-<p class='pindent'>Therefore, when the word ran round the great ball-room
-of Government House that the big officer with the heavy
-mustache and curiously hard, shallow eyes, who had pursued
-the debutante from the moment she entered with her
-fearsome mother, was Harold France, heir presumptive to
-a dukedom, whose present incumbent was sickly and unmarried,
-the dowager pack (dressed for the most part in the
-thick old silks and “real lace” of the mid-Victorian period)
-crystallized the whisper for the first time and condescended
-to an interest in astrology.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But it <span class='it'>would</span> be odd,” said the wife of the President, “although
-I, for one, neither believe in that absurd old science,
-nor that there ever was any basis for the story. No doubt
-it originated with the blacks, who love any superstition.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah!” said the wife of the Magistrate, “but it is curious
-that the blacks on Nevis, led by the Obi doctors, besieged
-Great House for a night, some twenty years ago. In the
-morning they were driven off by Mrs. Edis herself, a whip in
-one hand and a pistol in the other. She handled the situation
-alone, for Mr. Edis was a—ill—as usual.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Drunk,” said the blunter lady of quality. “And so
-were the blacks. By dawn they were sober, sick, and
-flaccid. A woman of ordinary resolution could have dispersed
-them—and Mrs. Edis!” She shrugged her
-shoulders significantly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>One of the younger women, the wife of an Antigua
-official, chimed in eagerly. “But do you really believe she
-is a—a— Oh, it is too silly! I am almost ashamed to
-say it!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Astrologer,” supplied the wife of the Magistrate, who
-had an unprovincial mind, although she had spent the best
-of her years in the islands. “Look at her.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis was sitting apart from the other women, talking
-to the President, the Captain of the flagship, and several
-officers of riper years than the steaming young men in
-their hot uniforms frisking about the room with the cool
-white creole girls. Mrs. Edis had not liked women in her
-triumphant youth, and now in her embittered age (she was
-past sixty, for Julia was the last of many children), she
-classed them as mere tools of Nature, purveyors of scandal,
-and fools by right of sex and circumstance. Even in the
-early nineties, at all events in the world’s backlands, it was
-still the fashion for women of strong brains and character
-to despise their own sex, and Mrs. Edis had not sailed out
-of the Caribbean Sea since her return to Nevis, from her
-first and only visit to England, forty years ago. Living an
-almost isolated life on a tropic island, she held women in
-much the same regard as the unenlightened male does
-to-day, despite his growing uneasiness and horrid moments
-of vision. Upon the rare occasions when she deigned to
-enter the little world of the Leeward Islands, she greeted
-the women with a fine old-time courtesy, and demanded
-forthwith the attention of high officials too dignified or too
-portly to dance. The men, since she was neither beautiful
-nor young, were amused by her caustic tongue, and correspondingly
-flattered when she chose to be amiable.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It was difficult to believe that she had once been handsome—beautiful
-no one had ever called her. She was a very tall
-woman, already a little bowed, raw-boned, large of feature,
-save for the eyes, which were small, black, and piercing. Her
-black hair was still abundant, strong of texture, and changing
-only at the temples; her skin was sallow and much
-wrinkled, her expression harsh, haughty, tyrannical.
-There was no sign of weakness about her anywhere, although,
-now and again, as her eyes followed the bright
-figure of her daughter, they softened before flashing with
-pride and triumph.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She found herself alone with the Captain and turned to
-him abruptly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“This is the eighth time Lieutenant France has taken my
-girl out,” she announced. “And it is true that he will be a
-duke?” Mrs. Edis disdained finesse, although she was
-capable of hoodwinking a parliament.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The Captain started under this direct attack. His large
-face darkened until it looked like well-laid slabs of brick
-pricked out with white. He cleared his throat, glanced
-uneasily at the formidable old lady, then answered resolutely: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Better take your girl home, ma’am, and keep her close
-while we’re in harbor.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The look she turned on him under heavy glistening brows,
-that reminded the imaginative Scot of lizards, and were fit
-companions for her thick dilating nostrils, made him quail
-for a moment: like many sea martinets he was shy with
-women of all sorts. Then he reflected (never having heard of
-the black arts) that looks could not kill, and returned to
-the attack.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I mean, madam, that France is not a decent sort and
-would have been chucked long since but for family influence.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What do you mean by not a decent sort, sir?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He’s dissipated, vicious—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“All young men sow their wild oats.” Mrs. Edis had
-forgotten none of the early and mid-Victorian formulæ,
-and would have felt disdain for any young aristocrat who
-did not illustrate the most popular of them.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That’s all very well, but France’s crop is sown in a soil
-fertile to rottenness, and it will take him a lifetime to exhaust
-it. I’d rather see a daughter of mine in her coffin than
-married to him, duke or no duke.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis favored him with another look, under which his
-hue deepened to purple: poor worm, he was but the son of
-an industrious merchant, and he knew that the sharp eyes
-of this old woman, despite the eagle in his glance and a spine
-like a ramrod, read his family history in his honest face.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It’s God’s truth, ma’am. It’s not that I mind a young
-fellow’s being a bit wild; there’s plenty that are and make
-good husbands when their time comes. But with France
-it’s different.” He hesitated, then floundered for a moment
-as if unaccustomed to analysis of his fellows. “It’s not
-that he’s a cad—not in the ordinary sense—I mean as
-far as manners go—. I’ve never seen a man with better
-when it suits him—or more insolent when <span class='it'>that</span> suits him;
-and they’re more natural to him, I fancy, for he’s fair
-eaten up with pride—out of date in that respect, rather.
-It’s the fashion, nowadays, for the big-wigs to be affable
-and easy and democratic, whether they feel that way or
-not—however, I don’t mind a man’s feeling his birth
-and blood, for like as not he can’t help it, although it doesn’t
-make you love him. No. It’s more like this: I believe
-France to be entirely without heart. That’s something I
-never believed in until I met him—that a human being
-lived without a soft spot somewhere. But I’ve seen an
-expression in his eyes, especially after he’s been drinking,
-that appalls me, although I can only express it by a word
-commonplace enough—heartless. It’s that—a heartless
-glitter in his eyes, usually about as expressionless as glass
-marbles; and although I’m no coward, I’ve felt afraid of
-him. I don’t mean physically—but absolute lack of
-heart, of all human sympathy, must give a person an awful
-power—but it’s too uncanny for me to describe. I’m not
-much at words, ma’am, and, for the matter of that,
-I shouldn’t have got on the subject at all, it not being my
-habit to discuss my officers with any one, if this wasn’t the
-first time I’ve ever seen him devote himself to a respectable
-girl. But he’s smitten with that pretty child of yours, no
-doubt of it; and there are three handsome young married
-women in the room, too. I don’t like the look of it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I do.” Mrs. Edis had not removed her eyes from the
-old sailor’s face as he endeavored to elucidate himself.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“There’s many a slip, you know. The duke’s not so old,
-only fifty odd, and marvellous cures are worked these days.
-Some mother is always tracking him with a good-looking
-girl. As for France, his debts are about all he has to live
-on —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The President just told me that he has an income independent
-of his allowance from the head of his house,
-and I have knowledge that his expectations are founded
-upon certainty.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The Captain, not long enough in port to have heard aught
-of Mrs. Edis’s dark reputation, glanced at her with a puzzled
-expression, then gave it up and answered lightly, “His
-income is good enough, yes, but nothing to his debts, which
-he never pays.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If he doesn’t pay his debts, what do they matter?” asked
-the old aristocrat, whose husband had never paid his, and
-whose son, having sold the last of his acres, was drinking
-himself into Fig Tree churchyard.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The Captain laughed. “I know your creed, madam.
-And I must admit that France is a true blood. He never
-arrives in port without being showered with writs, and he
-brushes them off as he would these damned mosquitoes—beg
-pardon, ma’am. But all the same, it wouldn’t be
-pleasant for your little girl. Fancy being served with a
-writ every morning at breakfast.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The contempt in those sharp, unflinching eyes almost froze
-the words in their exit. “My daughter would never know
-what they were. Of money matters she knows as little as
-of Life itself. Writs would not disturb her youthful joyousness
-and serenity for an instant.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Damn these aristocrats!” thought the old sailor.
-“And what a hole this must be!” He continued aloud,
-“But after the luxury of her old home —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Luxury? We are as poor as mice. If my father had
-not put a portion of his estate in trust for me, as soon as
-he discovered that my husband was a spendthrift, we
-should have been on the parish long ago.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The Captain opened his blue eyes, eyes that looked
-oddly soft and young (when not on duty) in his battered
-visage. “And you mean to say, that having married a
-spendthrift—Was he also dissipated?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Drank himself to death.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And you are prepared to hand over your innocent
-little daughter to the same fate? But it is incredible,
-ma’am! Incredible! I was thinking that you merely
-knew nothing of the world down here.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It’s little you could teach me!” She continued after a
-moment, with more condescension: “There are no family
-secrets in these islands, and as many skeletons outside the
-graveyards as in. My husband squandered every acre he
-inherited, every penny of mine he could lay hands on. He
-reduced me, the proudest woman in the Caribbees, to a
-mere nobody. Therefore, am I determined that my
-child shall realize the great ambitions that turned to dust in
-my fingers. I have knowledge, which does not concern
-you, that this marriage—look for yourself, and see that
-it is inevitable—will be but an incident while greater
-things are preparing.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, if you have a medical certificate! But even as a
-duchess—” He paused and turning his head stared at
-the couple waltzing past. “There is no doubt as to the
-state of his mind. He looks the usual silly ass that a man
-always does when bowled over. But your daughter?
-I see nothing but innocent triumph in her delightful little
-face. There’s no love there—neither ambition.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“There’ll be what I wish before the week is out.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She’s too good for France, and she’s not ambitious,”
-said the Captain, doggedly. “Do you love her, madam?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have never loved any one else.” The old woman’s
-harsh voice did not soften. “Save, of course,” with a
-negligent wave of her hand, “her father, when I was young
-and foolish. So much the better if she does not love her
-husband. Women born to high destinies have no need of
-love. What little I remember of that silly and degrading
-passion makes me wish that no daughter of mine should
-ever experience it. Leave it to the men, and the sooner
-they get over it, the better.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah—yes—but, if you will pardon me, while your
-daughter is one of the most charming young things I have
-ever seen, she is not a beauty, nor has she the grand manner.
-You, madam, might have made the ideal duchess, if there
-is such a thing, but not that child.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This compliment, either clumsy or malicious, won him
-no favor; the old lady’s eyes flashed fire at his impertinence.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He went on undauntedly, “And why, pray, may I ask,
-do you think it so great a destiny to be a duchess?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What greater than to wed royalty itself? And that is
-hardly possible in these days.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Hardly. But, Lord God, madam, where have you
-lived? Women to-day are working out destinies for
-themselves. Now, personally, I should rather see my
-daughter a famous author, painter, singer, even, although
-I still have a bit of prejudice against the stage, than suddenly
-elevated to a class to which she was not born, particularly
-if led there by the hand of a man like France.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My daughter is a lady.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, Lord, where am I? In the eighteenth century?”
-His pique and anger had vanished. He now saw nothing
-in the situation but present humor and future tragedy;
-and feeling that his ammunition was exhausted for the
-moment, he rose, bowed as ceremoniously as his spine
-would permit, and moved away. Nevertheless, he was
-interested, the native doggedness which had enabled him
-to overcome social disabilities was actively roused; moreover,
-if there was one man whom he disliked more profoundly
-than another, it was Harold France, and he resented
-the influence which kept a scoundrel in an honorable profession,
-when he should have been kicked out with a
-publicity that would have been a healthy lesson to his class.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He left the hot ball-room and went out upon the terrace
-to enjoy a cigar and meditate upon the singular character
-with whom he had exchanged hot shot for nearly an hour.
-He had no clew to her disquieting personality, but saw that
-she was a woman of some importance despite her avowed
-poverty; and she was the elderly mother of a charming
-young creature with a mane of untidy red-yellow hair (it
-would never occur to the old sailor to use any of the
-popular adjectives: flame-colored, copper, Titian, bronze),
-immense gray eyes with thick black lashes on either lid,
-narrow black brows, a refined but not distinguished nose,
-a sweet childish mouth whose ultimate shape Nature had
-left to Life, a flat figure rather under medium height,
-covered with a white muslin frock, whose only caparison
-was a faded blue sash, unmistakably Victorian. Her skin,
-like that of the other creole girls reared in West Indian
-heats, was a pure transparent white, which not even dancing
-tinged with color. As the Captain had been brutal
-enough to inform her mamma she was not a beauty, but—he
-stared through the window at her—Youth, radiant,
-eager, innocent Youth that was her philter. To be sure,
-the ball-room of Government House was full of young
-girls, some of them quite beautiful, but they were not the
-vibrating symbols of their condition, and Julia Edis was.
-Not one of them possessed her entire lack of coquetry, that
-terrible innocence, which, combined with an equally unconscious
-magnetism, had played an immediate and fatal tune
-upon sated senses.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>As the good but by no means unsophisticated sailor
-looked about him he felt more apprehensive still. Harold
-France, no doubt, was expert in love-making, and what
-island maiden of eighteen could resist an ardent wooer with
-a handsome face above six feet of Her Majesty’s uniform,
-on a night like this? He was disposed to curse the moon
-for being on duty, as she generally contrived to be in so
-many of the dubious crises of love; and to-night she had
-turned herself inside out to flood the tropical landscape,
-the sea, the mountains, with silver. The stars were pin-heads,
-the moon, in the black velvet sky of the tropics,
-looked like a sailing Alp, its ice and snows absorbing and
-flinging forth all the light in the heavens. The lofty clusters
-of long pointed leaves that tipped the shafts of the royal
-palm trees, glittered like swords, the sea near the shore
-was as light and vivid a green as by day, and the scent
-of flowers as seductive as the call of the nightingale.
-The music in the ball-room was sensuous, sonorous; and it
-was notorious that creole girls, cool and white as they
-looked, and dressed almost as simply as Julia Edis, were
-accomplished coquettes, always prepared for exciting
-campaigns, however brief, the moment a ship of war
-entered the harbor. Flirtation, love, must agitate the very
-air to-night. Such things are communicable, even to the
-most ignorant and indifferent of maidens. How could
-that child hope to escape?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He walked over to the window and looked in. The
-company was resting between dances, the girls and young
-officers flirting as openly as they dared, although few had
-ventured to defy the conventions and stroll out into the
-warm, scented, tropic night. Still, two or three had,
-proposals being almost inevitable in such conditions; and
-squadrons come not every day.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>France had left Julia beside her mother and gone into
-the dining room to refresh himself. He returned in a
-moment, and not only tucked the young girl’s arm within
-his, but stood for a while talking to Mrs. Edis with his most
-ingratiating air.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He means business,” thought the Captain, grimly;
-and then he derived some comfort from the attitude of
-the girl herself. She was not paying the least attention
-to France, although she had permitted him to take possession
-of her. Her big, shining, happy eyes were wandering
-about the room, smiling roguishly as they met those of
-some girl acquaintance, or observed a flirtation behind
-complacent backs. When the waltz began once more,
-she floated off in the arm of the man whose hard, opaque
-eyes were devouring her perfect freshness, but she paid
-little or no attention to his whispered compliments, being
-far too absorbed in the delight of dancing.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He’s made no more impression on her than if he were
-a dancing master,” thought the Captain, with satisfaction.
-“She’s immune to tropic nights and uniforms. Gad!
-Wish I were a youngster. I’d enter the lists myself.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But what could he do? He saw the satisfaction on the
-powerful face of Mrs. Edis, the envious glances of many
-mothers; no such parti as Harold France had come to
-these islands for many a year. And France was by no
-means ill to look at, if one did not analyze his eyes and
-mouth. He was a big, strong, positive male, with a bold,
-sheep-like profile (sometimes called classic), which would
-have made him look stupid but for a general expression of
-pride, so ingrained and sincere that it was almost lofty.
-There was not an atom of charm about him, not even
-common animal magnetism, but his manners were distinguished,
-his small brain remarkably quick, and he
-looked as if it had taken three valets to groom him.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The Captain almost cursed aloud. How was he to make
-that old woman, living on all the formulæ of dead generations,
-and fancying that she knew the world, understand
-the difference between a wild young man and a vicious
-one? The girl might easily be persuaded to hate a man
-so aggressively masculine as France, but had she, a baby
-of eighteen, the strength of character to stand out against
-the ruthless will of her mother? Moreover, it was apparent
-that the vocabulary of the West Indies had yet to be
-enriched with those pregnant collocations, “new girl,”
-“new woman”; all these pretty old-fashioned young creatures
-had been brought up, no doubt, in a healthy submission
-to their parents, and if one of the parents happened
-to be a she-dragon, possibly her daughter would
-marry a ducal valetudinarian of ninety if she got her
-marching orders.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Should he appeal to France? The Captain, possessed
-though he was of the national heart of oak, felt no stomach
-for that interview. Imagination presented him with a
-vision, cruelly distinct, of the expression of high-bred
-insolence with which his effort would be received, the subtle
-manner in which he would be made to feel, that, superior
-officer though he might be, and in a fair way to become
-admiral and knight, he dwelt on the far side of that
-chasm which segregates the aristocrat from the plebeian.
-France had treated him to these sensations once or twice
-when he had remonstrated with him for giving way to his
-villainous temper, or mixed himself up in some nasty mess
-on shore; had even dared to threaten the prospective duke,
-who never noticed him when they met in Piccadilly.
-France had, indeed, induced such deep and righteous
-wrath in the worthy Captain’s breast that he might have
-been responsible for another convert to Socialism had it
-not been for the old sailor’s immutable loyalty to his queen
-and flag. But he hated France the more because the man
-was too clever for him. If he had disgraced his uniform, it
-always chanced that the Captain was engaged elsewhere;
-it was the Captain, not himself, who lost his temper during
-their personal encounters; his politeness, indeed, to his
-superior officer was unbearable. And his family influence
-surrounded him like wired glass; it would have saved a
-more reckless man from public disgrace. His mother’s
-brother abominated him, but used his close connection
-with the Admiralty to avert a family scandal; his cousin,
-Kingsborough, who was far too saturated with family pride,
-and too unsophisticated, to believe such stories as he may
-have heard about the heir to whom he was automatically
-attached, believed France’s tales of envious detractors,
-and protected him vigilantly. Sickly as he was, he was
-by no means negligible politically; he did his duty as he
-saw it, and, a sound Tory, was a reliable pillar of his party,
-whether it was in opposition or in power. Lastly, France
-was a good officer, and, apparently, without fear.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>To-night, the Captain, thinking of his one unmarried
-daughter, and singularly attracted by the radiant girl about
-to be sacrificed by a narrow, inexperienced, long since
-sexless mother, hated France ferociously and made up his
-never wavering mind to balk him. . . .</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And speaking of the devil’s own—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>France had stepped out upon the terrace not far from
-him, and alone. For a moment the man stood in shadow,
-then a quick, abrupt movement brought his face into a
-shaft of light. France, unaware of the only other occupant
-of the terrace, stared straight before him. The Captain
-looked to see his face flushed and contorted with animal
-desire, knowing the man as he did. But France’s face was
-as immobile as a mask; only, as he continued to stare,
-there came into his eyes what the Captain had formulated
-as “a heartless glitter.” It made him look neither man nor
-beast, but a shell without a soul, without the common instincts
-of humanity, a Thing apart. As the Captain, himself
-in shadow, gazed, fascinated, and sensible of the horror
-which this singular expression of France’s always induced,
-something stirred in his brain. Where had he seen that
-expression before—sometime in his remote youth?—where?
-where?—Suddenly he had a vision of a whole troop of
-faces—they marched out from some lost recess in his mind—all
-with that same heartless—soulless—glitter in their
-eyes. And then the cigar fell from his loosened lips. He
-had seen those faces—some thirty years ago—in an asylum
-for the insane one night when the more docile of the
-patients were permitted to have a dance.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good God!” he muttered. “Good God!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>France turned at the sound of the voice.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That you, Captain?” he said negligently, his eyes
-merely hard and shallow again. “Jolly party, ain’t it?
-Of course the tropics are an old story to you, but this is
-my first experience of the West Indies, at least. I’m quite
-mad about them. And all these toppin’ girls! Never saw
-such skins. Come in and have a drink?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He had spoken in his best manner, without a trace of
-insolence. Having delivered himself of inoffensive sentiments,
-quite proper to the evening, he suddenly passed his
-arm through that of his superior officer and led him down
-the terrace. The Captain, overcome by his emotions and
-the unwonted condescension of a prospective duke, made
-no resistance, drank a stiff Scotch-and-soda, then cursing
-himself for a snob of the best British dye, returned to the
-element where he felt most at home.</p>
-
-<h2>II</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Mrs. Edis</span> and Julia slept at Government House, but
-rose early and returned to Nevis by the sail-boat that carried
-merchandise between the islands, and, now and then,
-an uncomfortable passenger. Its sails, twice too big and
-heavy, ever menaced an upset, and fulfilled expectations
-at least once a year. Mrs. Edis, steadying herself with
-her stick, took no notice of the plunging craft, or the glory
-of the morning. The sapphire blue of the Caribbean Sea
-looked the half of a pulsing world; the other half, the deep,
-hot, cloudless sky. Nevis, fringed with palms and
-cocoanuts, banana and lemon trees, glittering and rigid,
-drooping and dim, rose, where it faced St. Kitts, with a
-bare road at its base, but spread out a train on its
-farther side to accommodate the little capital of Charles
-Town and the ruin of Bath House. In this month of March
-the long slopes of the old volcano were green even on the
-deserted estates. Here and there was an isolated field of
-cane. The wreckage of stone walls, all that was left of the
-“Great Houses,” broke its expanse; or the spire of a church,
-surrounded by trees and crumbling tombs. High above, a
-regiment of black trees stood on guard about the crater;
-their rigor softened by the white cloud so constant to Nevis
-that it might be the ghost of her dead fires. In the distance
-were other misty islands; about the boat flew silver
-fish, almost blue as they rose from the water; in the roadstead
-were the three cruisers; and countless rowboats filled
-with chattering negroes, dressed in their gaudiest colors,
-bent upon selling fish and sweets to the paymaster and
-youngsters of the squadron, or ready to dive for pennies.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis sat staring straight before her with a rapt expression
-that Julia knew of old and admired with all the
-fervor of a young soul eager for enthusiasms. She would
-in any case have believed the tyrannical old woman, kind
-to her alone, quite the most remarkable person in the
-world, but her mother’s lore, her long fits of abstraction,
-when mysticism descended upon her like a veil, not only
-inspired her young daughter with a fascinating awe, but
-gave her a pleasant sense of superiority over those girls
-upon whom the planets had bestowed mere mothers.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia roamed steadily about the tipsy boat, her mane of
-hair, torn loose by the trade-wind, swirling about her like
-flames, sometimes standing upright. Her mouth smiled
-constantly; her large gray eyes, one day to be both keen and
-deep, were merely shining with youth on this vivid tropic
-morning. The man gazing at her through his field-glass
-from the deck of the flag-ship trembled visibly, and felt so
-primal that he believed himself embarked upon one of those
-purely romantic love affairs he had read about somewhere
-in books.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That’s the girl for me,” sang through his momentarily
-rejuvenated brain. “Rippin’! Toppin’! Words too weak
-for a bit of all right like that. To hell with all the others!
-Chucked them overboard last night. Hags, the whole lot.
-Hate subtlety, finesse, women of the world—all the rest
-of ’em. Wild rose on a tropic island, so fresh—so sweet—Gad!
-Gad!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He almost maundered aloud. The Captain, watching
-him, thought he had never seen a man look more of an ass,
-and wondered at his dark suspicion of the night before.
-What if he really were but the common wild young blood,
-run after by women for his looks and prospects? Why
-should he not meet the one girl like other men and settle
-down with her? But although sentimental, like most
-sailors, he shook his head vigorously. He knew men, and
-France was not as other men, whatever the cause. He was
-merely lovesick at present, not reformed. Of course it
-was possible that his diseased fancy would be diverted by
-one of those honey-colored wenches down among the cocoanut
-trees on the edge of St. Kitts, or that a second interview
-with a girl of such disconcerting innocence might
-put him off altogether. But if it should be otherwise—the
-Captain had made up his mind to act.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The boat reached the jetty of Charles Town. Mrs. Edis
-was assisted up and into her carriage, and her agile daughter
-pinned her hair in place and jumped on her pony. The rickety
-old vehicle had been bought sometime in the forties, the
-horses and the pony were of a true West Indian leanness,
-Julia’s hair tumbled again almost at once, and Mrs. Edis
-wore a broché shawl and a bonnet almost as old as the carriage.
-But the odd little cavalcade attracted only respectful
-attention in the drowsy town almost lost in a grove of
-tropical fruit trees. At one end of Main Street was the
-court-house, there were two or three small stores, perhaps
-six or eight stone dwelling-houses still in repair, and as many
-wooden ones, but between almost every two there was a
-ruin, trees and flowering shrubs growing in crevice
-and courtyard. The great ruin of Bath House, far to the
-right, windowless, rent by earthquake and hurricane, choked
-with creepers and even with trees, looked like the remains
-of a Babylonian palace with hanging gardens.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The narrow road, after leaving Main Street, wound round
-the base of the mountain; opposite St. Kitts a branch road
-led up to what was left of the old Byam estate, inherited
-by Mrs. Edis from her father, and granted to an ancestor
-in the days of Charles I. Great House stood on a lofty
-plateau, not far below the forest, a big, square, solid stone
-house, built extravagantly when laborers were slaves, and
-with a small village of outbuildings. The large garden
-was surrounded by a high stone wall, and beyond the servants’
-quarters, granaries, and stables, were vegetable gardens,
-orchards, and cocoanut groves. Sugar-cane still grew
-on the thirty acres which remained of the old estate, but
-in this era of the islands’ great depression, yielded little
-revenue. Mrs. Edis possessed a few consols and raised all
-that was needed for her frugal table and for that of her
-improvident son.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The outbuildings surrounded a hollow square, in which
-there was a large date-palm, a banana tree, a pump, and a
-spring in which the washing was done. Scarlet flowers
-hung from pillars and eaves. Under the trees and the balconies
-of the houses the blacks were sleeping peacefully
-when roused by a kick from the overseer, himself but
-just awakened by his wife. “<span class='it'>Ole Mis’ come!</span>” The words
-might have exploded from a bomb. Julia, who by dint of
-argument with her languid pony, and some chastisement,
-was ahead of the carriage, laughed aloud as she saw the
-negroes scramble to their feet and rush out into the cane
-fields, or busy themselves with the first service their heavy
-eyes could focus. In a moment the courtyard was a scene
-of something like activity; even the chickens were awake
-and scratching round the crowing cocks, the dogs were
-barking, the pic’nies jabbering, and along the spring was
-a broken row of blue, red, yellow, purple, the black
-or honey-colored faces of the women hardly to be seen as
-they vigorously rubbed the stones with the household
-linen.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia turned her pony loose, ran through the thick grove
-in the front garden, the living room of the house, and up
-between the vivid terraces with their dilapidated statues
-and urns to the wood, where she frisked about like a happy
-young animal. In truth she felt herself quite the happiest
-and most fortunate girl in the Caribbees. For two long
-years she had looked forward to her first ball at Government
-House, and although many West Indian girls came
-out at sixteen, her mother had been as insensible as old
-Nevis to her importunities. How many nights she had
-hung out of her window watching the long row of lights
-marking Government House, picturing the girls of St.
-Kitts, those enchanting creatures with whom she had never
-held an hour of solitary intercourse, dancing with even more
-mysterious beings in the uniform of Her Blessed Majesty.
-She had read little: a volume or two of history or travel,
-several of the romances and poems of Walter Scott, which
-she had discovered in the aged bookcase. Her mother took
-in no newspaper but the leaflet published on St. Kitts, and
-she had led almost the life of a novitiate; but the serving
-women had whispered to her of the fate of all maidens, and
-she had an unhappy sister-in-law with a beautiful baby,
-who, although she cried a good deal, was still another window
-through which the puzzled maiden peeped out into
-Life. But she was quite as ignorant as the murky depths
-of France demanded.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She dreamed of the Prince (in Her Blessed Majesty’s
-uniform), who would one day bear her to his feudal castle
-in England and make her completely happy, but of the
-facts of love and life she knew no more than two-year-old
-Fanny Edis, who cuddled so warmly in her young aunt’s
-breast. Such instincts as she possessed in common with
-all girls were confused and suffocated by the yearnings of
-a romantic mind with an inherent tendency to idealism.
-Beyond the narrow circle of her existence was an endless
-maze, deep in twilight, although casting up now and again
-strange mirages, faint but lovely of color, and of many and
-shifting shapes. She wanted all the world, but she was
-really quite content as she was, her mind being still closed,
-her true imagination unawakened. Such was the famous
-Julia France in the month of March, 1894.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>To-day she was happy without mitigation. The ball at
-Government House had no sting in its wake. She had been
-one of the belles. Not a dance had she missed, and she
-knew that, thanks to one of her governesses, she danced
-very well. To be sure the young officers in Her Blessed
-Majesty’s uniform had perspired a good deal, and a big and
-rather horrid man had tried to monopolize her, but at least
-he had been the best dancer of the squadron, and his rivals
-had looked ready to call him out. Also, the other girls
-had been jealous. Julia was human.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“After all, one goes to a party to dance,” she thought
-philosophically. “The men don’t matter.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Dismissing France she reviewed the other young men
-in turn, but shook her head over each. Not one had made
-the slightest impression on her. The Prince was yet to
-arrive. And then she laughed a little at her mother’s
-expense.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So far, she owed the only excitements of her life to her
-mother’s practices in astrology. She knew that old M’sieu,
-who had lived at Great House until his death shortly after her
-eighth birthday, had instructed her mother deeply in
-the ancient science. Many a time she had stolen out into
-the garden at night and watched the two motionless
-figures on the flat roof of the house. They were sequestered
-for days at a time in Mrs. Edis’s study, a room Julia was forbidden
-to enter. Julia, however, had hung over that tempting
-sill upon more than one occasion, and long since
-discovered that every book on the walls related to astrology
-and other branches of Eastern science; had gathered, also,
-from remarks at the dinner table while M’sieu was alive,
-that it was one of the most valuable libraries of its kind in
-the world.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She also knew that M’sieu had cast her horoscope the
-very moment that old Mammy Cales had brought her up to
-Great House in her wonderful basket, as he had cast the
-horoscopes of all her brothers, whose only survivor was the
-wretched Fawcett. Her ears had been very sharp long
-before she reached the age of eight, and she knew that the
-planets had conspired to make a great lady of her in a great
-country (the queen’s of course); she also knew that her
-mother had cast her little daughter’s horoscope herself a
-month later, and the result had been the same. The dates
-had then been sent to the leading astrologer in Italy, and
-again with the same result. Therefore had Julia, happy
-and buoyant by nature, grown up in the comfortable assurance
-that the wildest of her dreams must be realized.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She had shrewdly divined that last night at Government
-House had coincided with the first of the fateful dates
-announced by the planets of her birth, and that her mother,
-having no intention of deflecting the magnet of fate, had
-postponed her introduction to the world of young men
-until the third of March; which, extraordinarily, had
-brought no less than three cruisers to the little world of
-St. Kitts. And the poor old planets, for whom she felt
-an almost personal affection, had been all wrong, even when
-so ably assisted by her august parent! She felt a momentary
-pang at the unsettling of her faith, the loss of her
-idols, then curled herself up and went to sleep on the soft
-cheek of the old volcano.</p>
-
-<h2>III</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>She</span> was awakened by the dinner gong, booming loudly
-on the terrace; her predilection for the woods about the
-crater was an old story. She sat up with a yawn and a
-naughty face. Such good things she had eaten at Government
-House last night, and even her strong little teeth were
-weary of fibrous cattle killed only when too old and feeble
-to do the work of the infrequent horse. She detested even
-the Sunday chicken, invitingly brown without but as tough
-as the cows within, so recent her exit from the court of
-much repose. That chicken! No West Indian ever forgets
-her. She looks alive and full of pride, as, with her
-gizzard tucked under her left wing, she is carried high but
-mincingly down the dining room to the head of the table
-by a yellow wench or superannuated butler. When a
-venerable cock is sacrificed, he is boiled as a tribute to the
-doughtiness of his sex, but the more abundant ladies of the
-harem are given a brown and burnished shroud, deceitful
-to the last.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Butter, Julia had rarely tasted; milk was almost as scarce;
-but she would have been quite willing to live on the delicious
-fruits and vegetables of the Indies, bread and coffee.
-Her mother, however, forced her to eat meat once a day,
-hoping to check the anæmia inevitable in the tropics.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis, kind as she ever was to the one creature that
-had found the soft spot in her heart, did not like to be kept
-waiting, and Julia, pinning up her untidy hair as she ran,
-was in the dining-room before the gong had ceased to echo.
-Like the other rooms of Great House, and the older mansions
-of the West Indies in general, this was very large and
-very bare, although the sideboard, table, and chairs were
-of mahogany. Only two of the ancestral portraits hung
-on the whitewashed walls, John and Mary Fawcett; the
-grandparents, also, of one Alexander Hamilton, who had
-unaccountably become something or other in the United
-States of America, instead of serving his mother country.
-Mrs. Edis disapproved of his conduct, and rarely alluded
-to him, but Julia sometimes haunted the ruin of the house
-down near the shore, where he was supposed to have come
-to light, and would have liked to know more of him. There
-was an old print of him in the garret (her grandfather, it
-seemed, had admired him), and she liked his sparkling eyes
-and human mouth. A photograph of her brother Fawcett,
-taken some years ago in London, was not unlike, although
-the charming mouth had always been weaker; but now—and
-this was Julia’s only trouble—he was quite dreadful
-to look at, and came seldom to Great House. When he
-did, there were terrible scenes; Julia, much as she loved
-him, ran to the forest the moment she heard his voice.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis was already at the head of the table, and for
-the moment took no notice of her daughter; her expression
-was still introspective, her face almost visibly veiled. Julia
-made a grimace at the dish of meat handed her by the
-servant.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“This is poor old Abraham, I suppose,” she remarked,
-with more flippancy than her austere mother and her elderly
-governesses had encouraged. “I shall feel like a
-cannibal. I’ve ridden on his back and talked to him when
-I’ve had nobody else. Well, he’ll have his revenge!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis suddenly emerged from the veil. She looked
-hard, practical, incisive.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Soon you will no longer be obliged to eat these old servants
-of the field,” she announced. “Your island days
-are over.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia dropped both knife and fork with a clatter. “Are
-we going to England to live? Oh, mother! Shall I see
-England? The queen? All the dear little princes and
-princesses? Are they the least bit like Fanny?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not at all, nor like any other children,” replied the old
-royalist, who had dined at the queen’s table in her youth.
-“No, I probably shall never see England again. Nor do
-I desire to do so. The queen is old and so am I. Moreover,
-judging from your Aunt Maria’s letters, and her edifying discourse
-upon the rare occasions when she honors us with a
-visit, London must be sadly changed. The majestic simplicity
-of my day has vanished, and an extravagance in
-dress and living, an insane rush for excitement and pleasure,
-have taken its place. There are railways built beneath
-the earth, gorging and disgorging men like ant-hills. Women
-think of nothing but Paris clothes, no longer of their duty
-as wives and mothers. But although this would disturb
-and bewilder me, with you it will be different. Youth can
-adapt itself —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But when am I going, and with whom?” shrieked
-Julia. “Has Aunt Maria sent for me?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not she. She has never spent a penny on any one
-but herself. She lives to be smart, and is the silliest woman
-I have ever known. And that is saying a good deal, for
-they are all silly —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But me—I—when—do explain, <span class='it'>dear</span> mother!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis paused a moment and then fixed her powerful
-little eyes on the eager innocent ones opposite. “Could
-you not see last night that Lieutenant France had fallen
-in love with you?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That horrid old thing! Why, he is nothing but a
-dancer. You don’t mean to say that I must marry him?”
-and Julia, for the first time since her childhood, and without
-in the least knowing why, burst into a storm of tears.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I won’t marry him,” she sobbed. “I won’t.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis waited until she was calm, then, having disposed
-of a square of tissue as old, relatively, as her own,
-continued, “It is I that should weep, for I am to lose you
-and it will be very lonely here. But that is neither here
-nor there. When the time comes we all fulfil our destiny.
-Your time has come to marry, and take your first step upon
-the brilliant career which awaits you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Please wait till the next squadron,” sobbed Julia.
-“The planets may have made a mistake —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This remark was unworthy of notice.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I hate the planets.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis applied a sharp knife and an upright indomitable
-fork to another fragment of Abraham.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, feeling no match for the combined forces of the
-heavens and her mother, dried her eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Has he a castle?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He will have.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And many books?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“England is full of libraries, the greatest in the world.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Will Aunt Maria take me to parties?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Undoubtedly.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Will he find the Prince for me?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The what?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, I don’t mean a real prince, but a young man that
-I could love.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Certainly not! You will love your husband.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But he is old enough to be my father.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He is only forty.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I am only eighteen. When I am forty I could have
-a grandchild.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Nonsense. Husbands should always be older than
-their wives. They are then ready to settle down, and are
-capable of advising giddy young things like yourself. You
-may not feel any silly romantic love for him—I sincerely
-hope that you will not—but you will be a faithful and devoted
-wife, and as obedient to him as you have been to me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I don’t mind obeying him if he is as dear as you are.
-Maybe he is, for you looked so much sterner than all the
-other mothers last night, and I am sure that not one of
-them is so kind. Has he some babies?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What?” Mrs. Edis almost dropped her fork.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’d like a few. Fanny is such a darling. I liked him
-less than any of the men I danced with, but if he has a
-castle, and would bring me to see you every year, and would
-let me run about as you do, and read a lot of books, and give
-me a lot of babies, I shouldn’t mind him so much.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis turned cold. For the first time she recognized
-the abysmal depths of her daughter’s ignorance. It was
-a subject to which she had never, indeed, given a thought.
-A governess had always been at the child’s heels. Julia
-had been brought up as she had been brought up herself,
-and she belonged to the school of dames to whom the enlightenment
-of youth was a monstrous indelicacy. Moreover,
-she was old enough to look back upon the material
-side of marriage as an automatic submission to the race.
-Women had a certain destiny to fulfil, and the whole matter
-should be dismissed at that. Nevertheless, as she looked
-at that personification of delicate and trusting innocence,
-she felt a sudden and violent hatred of men, a keen longing
-that this perfect flower could go to her high destiny undefiled,
-and regret that she must not only travel the appointed
-road, but set out unprepared. She dimly recalled
-her own wedding and that she had hated her husband until
-kindly Time had made him one of the facts of existence.
-To warn the child was beyond her, but she made up her
-mind to postpone the ultimate moment as long as possible.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You will have everything you want,” she said. “And
-as he cannot obtain leave of absence while away on duty,
-you will merely become engaged to him—no—” she remembered
-her planets; “you are to marry at once, but you
-will go to England by the Royal Mail, and have ample
-time to become accustomed to the change. Mrs. Higgins
-is going to England very shortly. She will take you, and
-if Mr. France is not there—his squadron goes to South
-America—you can stay with Maria until he arrives. That
-will give you time to buy some pretty clothes, and become
-accustomed to the idea of your—new position in life.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Will my clothes come from Paris?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No doubt. I have a hundred pounds in the bank and
-you are welcome to them.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“A hundred pounds! I shall have a hundred frocks, one
-of every color that will go with my hair, and the rest white.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not quite.” Mrs. Edis had but a faint appreciation of
-the cost of modern clothes, but she thought it best to begin
-at once to curb her daughter’s imagination. “It will buy
-you eight or ten, and no doubt your husband will give you
-more. But even if he has not as large an income now as
-he will have later, you have an instinct for dress. Your
-frock was the simplest at Government House last night, but
-I noticed that you had adjusted it, and your ribbons, with
-an air that made it look quite the smartest in the room.
-You have distinction and style. The President said so at
-once. You will make a little money go far.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia stared at her mother. It was the first time she
-had heard her pay a compliment to any one. But she liked
-it and opened her eyes ingenuously for more. Mrs. Edis
-laughed, a rare relaxation of those hard muscles under the
-parchment skin. “Go and comb your hair,” she said, “and
-make yourself as pretty as possible. Lieutenant France is
-coming to call this afternoon, and if he does not ask for your
-hand to-day, he will to-morrow.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What shall I do with him? We can’t dance. And I
-couldn’t think of a thing to say to him last night. I could
-to some of the young men.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The less you say, the better! I will entertain him.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Tears had threatened again, but they retreated at the
-prospect of deliverance from an ordeal as formidable as
-matrimony. “Mother!” she exclaimed suddenly. “Why
-don’t you marry him?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes. He’ll be like my father, anyhow, and then I should
-not only have you still, but you could always talk to him —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Run and do your hair.”</p>
-
-<h2>IV</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Julia</span>, her longing eyes fixed on the sea, where she frequently
-rowed at this hour with one of the old men-servants,
-had forgotten France’s existence. For quite ten minutes
-after his arrival, she had obediently smiled upon him, giving
-him monosyllable for monosyllable, and tried not to compare
-him to an elderly calf. His opaque, agate-gray eyes
-stared at her with what she styled a bleating expression,
-but gradually took fire as her mind wandered.
-Mrs. Edis talked more than she had done for many years,
-to cover the defection of her naughty little daughter.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Nevertheless, she divined that Julia’s unaffected indifference
-was developing the instinct of the hunter to spur the
-passion of the lover, reflected that an ignorant girl babbling
-nonsense would have detracted from the charm of the picture
-Julia made by the window in her white frock, staring
-through the jalousies with the wistfulness of youth. But
-when France began to scowl and move restlessly, she said: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Julia, run out into the garden, but do not go far. Mr.
-France will join you presently.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia had disappeared before the order was finished.
-Mrs. Edis studied the man’s face still more keenly for a few
-moments, the while she discoursed about poverty in the
-West Indies.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>There alone in the big dim room something about the
-man subtly repelled her, and her active mind sought for
-the cause even while talking with immense dignity upon the
-only topic of general interest in her narrow life. She had
-seen little of the great world, but a good deal of dissipated
-men, and France had none of the insignia to which she
-was accustomed. His bronzed cheeks, although cleft by
-ugly lines, were firm; his eyes were clear, and the lines
-about them might have been due to exposure, laughter, or
-midnight study. His nose was thin, his mouth invisible
-under a heavy moustache, but assuredly not loose. The
-truth was that France had not been drunk for a month,
-and having a superb constitution would look little the worse
-for his methodical sprees until his stomach and heart were a
-few years older. His grizzled close-cropped hair did not set
-off his somewhat primitive head to the best advantage, but
-his figure, carriage, grooming, were, to Mrs. Edis’s provincial
-eyes, those of a proud and self-respecting man.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>As the planets were reticent on some subjects, and as she
-truly loved her daughter, she determined to satisfy her
-curiosity at first hand, and lay her scruples if possible.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Is it true that you are dissipated?” she asked abruptly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He flushed a dark slow red, but his brain, abnormally
-alive to the instinct of self-protection, worked more rapidly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ve gone the pace, rather,” he said, in his well-modulated
-voice. “Nothing out of the common, however.
-Sick of it, too. Wouldn’t care if I never saw alcohol—or—ah—any
-of the other things you call dissipations,
-again.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He delivered this so simply and honestly that a more
-experienced woman would have believed him.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Who told you I was dissipated?” he added. “The
-Captain? He don’t like me. He’s a bounder and has
-social aspirations. I’ve never asked him to my club in
-London, or to Bosquith. That’s all there is to that.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah!” Mrs. Edis had not liked the Captain; this explanation
-was plausible. “Why have you come here to-day?”
-she asked abruptly. “Do you wish to marry my
-daughter?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>France would have liked to do his own wooing, nibbling
-its uncommon delights daily, until the sojourn at St. Kitts
-was almost exhausted. He was an epicure of sorts, even in
-his coarser pleasures. But he had been warned that in Mrs.
-Edis he had no ordinary mother to deal with, and he answered
-her with responsive directness.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I do. She’s the first girl I’ve ever wanted to marry.
-Do you think she’ll have me?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>His voice trembled, his face flushed again. He looked
-ten years younger. Mrs. Edis’s doubts vanished.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She’ll do what I bid her do. I wish her to marry you.
-Of course she cares nothing for you, as yet. You will have
-to win her with kindness and consideration after she marries
-you. You can see her here every day, if you wish it, and
-for a few moments in the garden, alone. But don’t expect
-to make much headway with her before marriage. She is
-full of romantic dreams, and—and—very innocent.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>His eyes flashed with an expression to which she had no
-key, but it gave way at once to suspicion, and he asked
-sombrely: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Is she in love with any one else?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She never exchanged a sentence with a young man
-before last night, and you monopolized her.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>There was a curious motion behind his heavy moustache,
-but it was brief and his eyes looked foolishly sentimental.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good! Good!” he said, with what sounded like youthful
-ardor. “That’s the girl for me. They’re gettin’ rarer
-every day.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“One thing more. We are very poor. I can settle nothing
-upon her.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>For the first time in his life France felt really virtuous,
-and was more than ever convinced that his youth (although
-he had quite forgotten what it was like) had been resurrected.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Glad of it, Mrs. Edis. You’ll be the more convinced
-that I’m jolly well in earnest. Give you my word, it’s the
-first time I ever proposed.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This was impressive, but the old lady continued to probe.
-“The Captain also said that you were very much in debt.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Rather. But my cousin clears me up every year or so.
-We’re jolly good pals. Besides, I have an annuity from
-the estate. And he’s always said he’d settle another thousand
-a year on me the day I married. That’ll do for the
-present to keep a wife on. Think I’ll chuck the navy and
-settle down. Have a jolly little place in good huntin’
-country—Hertfordshire.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You have great expectations, also,” pursued the old
-lady, looking past him.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah! Yes! But my cousin’s rather better—” He
-scowled heavily. “What luck some people have,” he burst
-out. “My father and his were twins—only mine was one
-minute too late. And I need money and he don’t. Keeps
-me awake sometimes thinkin’ of the ways of fate—must
-have had a grudge against me. Then I think, ‘what’s the
-use? Can’t help it. And if he don’t get well and marry,
-it’ll be mine one day.’ ”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You will inherit that great title and estate,” said Mrs.
-Edis, piercing him with her eyes, as if defying him to laugh,
-or even to challenge her. “Understand that I am deeply
-read in the ancient science of astrology, and that my daughter
-was born under extraordinary planetary conditions:
-she is a child of Uranus, with ruler in the tenth house trine
-to Jupiter. That means power, an exalted position, leadership.
-A great title and wealth, and the most famous
-political and social salon of her century must be the literal
-reading; although if the times were more troublous, I should
-have interpreted the signs to mean that she was destined
-to wed royalty itself, to reign, in short. But as her career
-begins now, and as you are here so opportunely, there can
-be no dispute as to the true reading. You bring a splendid
-gift in your hands: to be a duchess of our great country
-is one of the most exalted positions on earth. I may add
-that Venus in strong position in the horoscope means much
-feminine grace and charm, added to power. Make sure,
-your wife will be the most famous duchess in England.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>France thought it possible she was mad, but was thrilled
-in spite of his doubts. The prophecy, also, was agreeable.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She’d make a rippin’ duchess,” he assented warmly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis went on, unheeding. “There is a period of
-darkness—trouble—possibly turbulence—sometimes the
-planets exhibit a strange reserve. If it were not for the
-ultimate fulfilling of the great ambitions I cherish for my
-daughter, I should let her marry no one—that is to say,
-I should instinctively try to prevent it, although the marriage
-is there—writ as plainly —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I hope it is for this month. I should like to marry her
-at once. We are here for a fortnight. I can take a cottage
-somewhere. If I am on duty for a few hours a day—no
-doubt the Captain will let me off—he’s afraid of me, anyhow.
-Then she can go direct to England on the Royal
-Mail. If we don’t sail at the same time,—if the squadron
-goes to South America,—I’ll cable my resignation, and leave
-as soon as my successor arrives. My cousin will arrange
-it. I’ve never cared for the service—it’s the army gets
-all the fun—never would have gone in, but my father gave
-me no choice; for a while I found it amusin’, and of late
-years I’ve stayed in to—ah—spite Captain Dundas,
-who’d give his eyes to chuck me out. It’s been a long and
-quite excitin’ game of chess, and I’ve enjoyed it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Again Mrs. Edis felt uneasy before the expression of his
-eyes, but she was now in full surrender to the planets, and
-besides, he was looking sentimental and rather foolish again,
-a moment later, as he burst out: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You’ll consent to an immediate marriage, Mrs. Edis?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes,” she replied promptly, although she had no intention
-of permitting him to carry out the rest of his program.
-She had recognized her opportunity of playing him and the
-Captain against each other to gain her own ends. “Now
-you can go out into the garden,” she added graciously.
-“And it will give me pleasure if you will remain to supper.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But his visit to the garden was brief. Julia, who was
-wandering about the grove of cocoanut, banana, and shaddock
-trees which made a romantic jungle of the large space
-in front of the house, ran past him into the living room,
-and although she did not attempt to deprive him of the
-sight of her again, and only stirred sharply and then stared
-at her hands when her mother announced the betrothal, he
-was obliged to leave at nine o’clock without having had a
-word with her alone. He swore all the way down the mountain,
-his appetite so whetted that it required an exercise of
-will to steer straight for the ship instead of returning and
-raiding the house. He was unaccustomed to any great
-amount of self-control, his haughty spirit dictating that all
-things should be his by a sort of divine right. This overweening
-opinion of himself did not prevent him from obtaining
-his ends by cunning when direct methods failed, and
-to-night reason dictated that only patience for a few days
-would avail him. But he was so rude to the Captain, deliberately
-baiting him in his desire to make some one as
-angry as himself, that he was forbidden to leave the ship
-on the following day. For the moment, as he received this
-order, the Captain thought he was about to spring; but
-France, with an abrupt laugh, turned on his heel and went
-to his cabin.</p>
-
-<h2>V</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> President sat on the lawn of Government House
-reading from a sheaf of cablegrams to a group of interested
-guests. In this fashion came daily to St. Kitts the important
-news of the world; after submission to the President,
-it was nailed on the court-house door, and then printed in
-a leaflet, called by courtesy a newspaper. If it arrived
-when the President was entertaining, he always read it to
-his guests, and the little scene was one of the most primitive
-and picturesque in that land of contradictions and surprises.
-Far removed from the barbarism of utter discomfort, with
-rigid social laws, and a proud and dignified aristocracy,
-these smaller islands of the English groups are equally innocent
-of the comforts and luxuries of modern civilization.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Behind the house a party of young people had not interrupted
-their game of croquet, and Julia, who was taking
-her first lesson, was as oblivious to the news of the great
-world she so longed to enter as to the prospect of marrying
-a man who was mercifully absent.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Two of the group about the President’s chair also disengaged
-themselves as soon as the reading finished, instead
-of lingering to comment. One was Mrs. Edis, always indifferent
-to mundane affairs, and the other Captain Dundas,
-who saw his opportunity to have a few words alone with
-the mother of Julia. He had made up his mind to speak,
-and was the man to find his chance if one failed to present
-itself. He led her to a chair under a palm, whose leaves
-spread just above her head when seated, and she was glad
-of the shade and rest. The Captain took a chair opposite.
-He would have liked to smoke, but dared not ask permission
-of a woman whose skirts had been made to wear
-over a crinoline. However, he was quite capable of arriving
-at the sticking point without the friendly aid of tobacco.
-Having the direct mind of his profession, he began abruptly: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Madam, there’s something I’ve got to say, and I may
-as well get it out. France” (he utterly disregarded the
-menacing glitter in the eyes opposite) “means to marry
-your daughter, and I mean that he shan’t. If you don’t
-listen to me here” (Mrs. Edis was planting her stick), “I’ll
-say it before the whole company.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis sat back. The Captain went on, breathing
-more deeply. “It’s all very well for you to say that you
-know the world, Mrs. Edis, because you have seen a few
-dissipated men and unfaithful husbands. The Harold
-Frances haven’t come into your ken. Only the high civilizations
-breed them. There are plenty like him, not only
-in England, but in Europe and the new United States of
-America. They are responsible for some of the unhappiest
-women in the world, perhaps for the revolt of woman against
-man. It isn’t only that they are petty but absolute tyrants
-in the home; clever women can always circumvent
-that sort; but they’re the kind that debase their wives,
-treating them like mistresses, to whom nothing exists in the
-world but sex, and as they are vilely blasé, the sort of sex
-which is but the scientific term for love has long since been
-forgotten by them, if they ever knew it. Many are born
-old, perverted by too much ancestral indulgence. All sorts
-of books are being written to protect the poor girl from the
-seducer, or the man who would sell her into the life of the
-underworld; it seems to me it is time some one should start
-a crusade in behalf of the well-born, the delicately nurtured,
-the women with inherited brains who might be of some
-use in the world if not broken or hardened by the roués
-they marry. Mind you, I’m no silly old saint. I’m not
-inveighing against the young blood who sows a few wild
-oats; I’m after the scalp, as the Americans say, of the
-thousands in the upper classes that are bad all through, like
-Harold France, and who’ll get worse every day of their
-lives. Do you follow me, ma’am?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I don’t think I do. The whole subject is one which I
-have never discussed with any man, and is deeply repugnant
-to me, but as my child’s happiness is at stake, I waive
-my own feelings. Please go into details. Just what do
-you mean?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The Captain gasped. “I—well—I—can’t do that
-exactly, you know,” he stammered, wiping his face with
-his large red silk handkerchief. “But—you see, the bad
-women—and men—of the great capitals of the earth—have
-taught these young bloods too much. Some it don’t
-hurt. There’s plenty of good men in the upper world, even
-when they have been a bit wild in their youth; but men
-like France—with a rotten spot in the brain —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The old lady sat erect. “Do you mean to say that
-France is insane?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Here was the Captain’s opportunity. But, after the
-mental confusion of the night of the ball, not only was he
-disposed to question what had seemed at the moment a
-flash of illumination, but he knew the pickle awaiting him
-if he accused a man in France’s position of insanity. He
-was risking much as it was; he was not brave enough for
-more. He had his own and his family’s interests to consider.
-A suit for slander would relegate him to private life,
-unhonored either as admiral or knight. His wife desired
-passionately to be addressed by servants and other inferiors
-as “my lady.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well—no—I can’t say that—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I ask you to answer me yes or no. Have you ever seen
-Mr. France do anything which leads you to believe him a
-lunatic—for that, I infer, is what you mean by a rotten
-spot. And if you have, why, may I ask, have you been so
-insensible to your duty as to permit him to remain in the
-navy?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I assure you, madam, you misunderstand. A man
-may have a rotten spot in his brain, which will make him
-a horror to live with, and yet be as sane as you or I.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis leaned back. “You have described to me a
-man precisely like my husband. He drank too much, he
-thought too much of love-making when he was young, but
-he got over it. I, as a dutiful wife, resigned myself. That,
-I fancy, is the history of nine out of ten wives. After all,
-we have a great many other things to attend to. Husbands
-soon become an incident.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, dear! Oh, dear!” The Captain cast about desperately
-in his mind. Meanwhile Mrs. Edis also was thinking
-rapidly. Such fears as he may have excited having been
-laid, she reverted to her original purpose to hoodwink him.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She sat erect with one of her abrupt movements and
-brought her cane down into the gravel. “In a way you
-are right!” she said harshly. “Men! I hate the lot of
-them. After all, why should my girl marry now? If she
-and France want to marry, let them try the experiment of a
-long engagement—two years, at least. I will talk to him—put
-him on probation. Let him resign from the navy
-when he returns to England and settle down here under my
-eye.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good! Good!” exclaimed the Captain, who knew that
-France would never return.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“During this visit, I’ll probe him, watch him with my
-girl. If I don’t approve of him, I’ll ask you to keep him—on
-board until you leave. In any case, he shall consent
-to an engagement of two years. Will you assist me?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Certainly, ma’am, certainly.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And so the fate of Julia France was sealed.</p>
-
-<div><span class='pageno' title='39' id='Page_39'></span><h1>BOOK II<br/> THREE POTTERS</h1></div>
-
-<h2 class='nobreak'>I</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>London</span> once a year has a brief spell of youth, during
-which she is surpassingly beautiful, gay, insolent, and very
-nearly as vivid and riotous as the tropics. Her gray besooted
-old masses of architecture are but the background
-for green parks where swans sail on slowly moving streams;
-thousands of window boxes, flaunting red, white, and yellow;
-miles of plate-glass windows, whose splendid display,
-whether torn from the earth, or representing unthinkable
-toil at the loom, the rape of the feathered tribe, or countless
-brains no longer laid out in cells but in intricate patterns of
-lace, hot veldts where the ostrich, quite indifferent to the depletion
-of his tail, walks as absurdly as the pupil of Delsarte,
-slaughter-houses of hideless beasts, compensated in death
-with silver and gold, the ravishing of greenhouses, and the
-luscious fruits that grow only between earth and glass,—all
-these wonders lining curved streets and crowded “circuses,”
-challenge the coldest eye above the tightest purse.
-And in the fashionable streets during the morning are
-women as pretty and gay of attire as the flower beds in the
-Park, where they display themselves of an afternoon.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, happy in her own unsullied eager youth, made
-the acquaintance of London when that seasoned old dame
-was taking her yearly elixir of life, and thought herself come
-to Paradise. She had hardly a word for her aunt, Mrs.
-Winstone, who had met her at the railway station, but
-twisted her neck to look at the shop windows, the hoary old
-palaces and churches, the passing troops of cavalry, gorgeous
-as exotics, the monuments to heroes, the bare-kneed
-Scot in his kilt, and the Oriental in his turban. It was Mrs.
-Winstone’s hour for driving, and as her young guest’s frock
-had not been made for Hyde Park, and Julia had laughed
-when asked if she were tired, the constitutional was taken
-through the streets and in or about the smaller parks. The
-coachman was far too haughty himself to venture beyond
-the West End, or even to skirt those purlieus which lie at its
-back doors.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia’s eyes, wide and star-like as they were, missed not
-a detail, and she felt as happy as on the night of her first
-party. The journey had been monotonous, the passengers,
-when not ill, rather dull. Therefore was her plastic mind
-shaped to drink down in great draughts the pleasures promised
-by the city of her dreams. Moreover, never in her life
-had she felt so well. The eighteen days at sea, the wholesome
-food, the constant exercise in which a good sailor
-always indulges, if only to get away with the time, long
-days in cold salt air, had crimsoned her blood, vitalized
-every organ. France and the reason of her translation to
-London she had almost forgotten. There had been a hurried
-marriage at Great House; then, almost before the wine
-had been tasted, the indignant bridegroom had been summoned
-to his ship, which, with the rest of the squadron, had
-sailed two hours later. There had been a succession of infuriated
-letters, mailed at the different islands, and Julia
-knew that France intended to leave the service as soon as
-he set foot in England; but as that could not be for weeks
-to come, she had dismissed him from her mind.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Shall I live here?” she asked at length, as they drove
-down the wide Mall, one of the finest avenues in Christendom,
-and half rising to look at Buckingham Palace.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You should know.” Mrs. Winstone had received only
-a cablegram from her sister. “France has a house, a bit
-of a place in Hertfordshire, but only rooms in town, so far
-as I know. The duke, however, may ask you to stop with
-him in St. James’s Square—for a bit. He seems enchanted
-to get France married, but it is rather fortunate that I have
-known him for years and can vouch for you. France, returning
-with a bride from the antipodes—well —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course the duke would expect some one much older,
-Mr. France is so old himself. But I’m glad he doesn’t
-mind, for I want to live in castles. It’s too bad Mr. France
-hasn’t one.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Is that what you married France for? I have wondered.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia shrugged her restless young shoulders, and looked
-at the carriages full of finery rolling between the columns
-of Hyde Park.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Mother told me to marry him and I did, of course. I
-have known, ever since I was about eight, that I was to
-marry at this time and start upon some wonderful career,
-for there’s no getting the best of the planets. I had to take
-the man who came along at the right moment.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone was one of those extremely smart English
-women who put on an expression of youthful vacuity with
-their public toilettes, but at this point she so far forgot herself
-as to sit up and gasp.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not that old nonsense! You don’t mean to tell me
-that Jane still believes—why, I had forgotten the thing.
-Hinson! Home!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>As the carriage turned and rolled toward Tilney Street
-Mrs. Winstone, really interested for the first time, stared
-hard at the face beside her. Had she a child on her hands?
-It had been rather a bore, the prospect of fitting out and
-putting through her preliminary paces a young West Indian
-bride, mooning the while for an absent groom. But she had
-never seen any one look less like a bride, more heart-whole.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do you love France?” she asked abruptly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course not. He’s a horrid funny old thing, and his
-eyes look like glass when they don’t look like Fawcett’s
-when he’s been drinking, poor darling. And some of his
-hair is gray. But of course he’ll die soon and then I’ll have
-a handsome young husband.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone regarded the tip of her boot. She was
-worldly, selfish, vain, envied this young relative who would
-one day be a duchess, but she had an abundant store of that
-good nature which is the brass but pleasant counterfeit of
-a kind heart. She would not put herself out for any one,
-unless there were amusement or profit in it for her pampered
-self, but she would do so much if there were, that she had
-the reputation of being one of the “nicest women in London.”
-It was a long time—she was a widow of thirty-four,
-and enjoyed a comfortable income—since she had
-felt a spasm of natural sympathy, but she put this sensation
-to her credit as she turned again to the child beside her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I wish I had gone down to Nevis last year, as I half intended,”
-she remarked. “It would have been good for my
-nerves, too. But there is such a vast difference between
-the ages of your mother and myself—we are at the opposite
-ends of a good old West Indian family—and we don’t
-get on very well. If I had—tell me about the wedding.
-I suppose it was a great affair. Where did you go for the
-honeymoon?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No, I didn’t have a fine wedding. One day Mr. France
-was just calling, when the minister of Fig Tree Church was
-also there, and mother told us to stand up and be married.
-A few minutes after a sailor came running up with an order
-from the Captain to Mr. France to go to the ship at once.
-Before he had a chance to return the squadron sailed. For
-some reason the Captain didn’t want us to marry, and
-mother was delighted at getting the best of him. I never
-knew her to be in such a good humor as she was all the rest
-of that day and the next. But the Captain must have been
-as cross as Mr. France when he found out he was too late.
-Mother and the planets are too much for anybody.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone had learned all she wished to know.
-Mrs. Edis would have been wholly—no doubt satirically—content
-with the resolution born instantly in her sister’s
-agile mind. France would not arrive for a month or six
-weeks. There was nothing for it but to make his bride so
-worldly and frivolous that some of this appalling innocence
-would disappear in the process. Mrs. Winstone did not
-take kindly to the task, being fastidious and tolerably
-decent, but having read the book of life by artificial light
-for many years, could arrive at no other solution of her
-problem.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“France has been cabling frantically to be relieved, has
-even sent his resignation, but either there is no one to take
-his place on such short notice, or some one is exerting a
-counter-influence—possibly your good friend, the Captain—and
-he must wait until the squadron returns. Meanwhile,
-we shall not let you miss him. The duke has sent
-me a check for your trousseau, and this is the very height
-of the season—here we are. It is a box, but I hope you
-will not be uncomfortable.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Among other considerations, Mrs. Winstone did not
-permit herself to forget that now was her opportunity to
-ingratiate herself with a future peeress of Britain. “Although
-anything less like a duchess,” she thought grimly
-as she laid her arm lightly about Julia’s waist while ascending
-the stair, “I never saw out of America or on the stage.
-But the duke, good soul, will be delighted.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The house, small, like so many in Mayfair, was all
-drawing-room on the first floor, a right angle of a room,
-so shaped and furnished as to give it an air of spaciousness.
-The front window was open to the flower boxes; there was
-a narrow conservatory across the back, which added to its
-depth. Above were one large bedroom and two small
-ones; and those of the servants, a flight higher, were a
-disgrace to civilization.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But all that was intended for polite eyes presented a
-picture of ease, luxury, taste, smartness; moreover, had
-the unattainable air of having been occupied for several
-generations. Americans and other outsiders, settling for
-a season or two in London, spend thousands of pounds to
-look as if living in a packing-case of expensive goods, but
-Englishwomen of moderate income, combined with traditions
-and certain inheritances, often give the impression
-of aristocratic wealth and luxury.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Captain Winstone (recruited also from the generous
-navy) had inherited the house in Tilney Street from his
-mother, an old dame of taste and fashion, who, besides
-careful weeding in the possessions of her ancestors, had
-travelled much and bought with a fine discrimination that
-was a part of her hardy contempt for Victorian fashions.
-The house, with three thousand pounds a year, was Mrs. Winstone’s
-for so long as she should grace this planet, and
-enabled her to exist, even to pay her dressmakers on
-account, when they made nuisances of themselves. But
-although she would have liked a great income, she had
-never been tempted to marry again, holding that a widow
-who sacrificed her liberties for anything less than a peerage
-was a fool; and no peer had crossed her path wealthy
-enough to be disinterested, or poor enough to share her
-humble dowry with gratitude. She always carried on a
-mild flirtation with a tame cat a few years younger than
-herself, who would fetch and carry, and, if wealthy, make
-her nice presents. If not, she fed him and took him to
-drive in her Victoria. Her heart and passions never
-troubled her, but her vanity required constant sustenance.
-She did not in the least mind the implication when the
-infant-in-waiting was invited to the country houses she
-visited; not only was her vanity flattered, but the generous
-tolerance of her world always amused her. She lived
-on the surface of life, and altogether was an enviable woman.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia was delighted with her little room, done up in
-fresh chintz, too absorbed and happy to notice that it
-overlooked a mews. A four-wheeler had already brought
-her box, and a maid had unpacked her modest wardrobe.
-Mrs. Winstone, glancing over it with a suppressed sigh,
-told her to put on something white, as people would drop
-in for tea, then retired to the large front bedroom to be
-arrayed in a tea-gown of pink chiffon and much French
-lace.</p>
-
-<h2>II</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Mrs. Winstone</span>, an excessively pretty woman, with
-blue eyes and fair hair, and a fresh complexion responsive
-to the arts of rejuvenation, seated herself before the tea-table
-and arranged her expression, determined not to betray her
-feelings when Julia entered in a white muslin frock made
-by the seamstress of Nevis. But as Julia, with all the
-confidence of an only child (such had practically been her
-position), entered smiling, her hair pinned softly about her
-head, Mrs. Winstone’s own spontaneous smile, which did
-so much for her popularity, without seaming the satin of
-her skin, responded. She saw at once what had dawned
-upon even Mrs. Edis’s provincial and scientific mind, that
-the girl at least knew how to put on her clothes, that she
-could wear white muslin and a blue sash and neck ribbon
-with an air.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We shall have jolly times with the shops and dressmakers,”
-she said warmly. “We’ll begin to-morrow
-morning. You are to be presented at the last drawing-room
-and must go into training at once. The duke wishes
-it. Really, I didn’t think there’d be anything so excitin’
-this season as puttin’ the wife of Harold France through
-her paces. How do, Algy?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She extended a finger to a young man who lounged in
-with a bored expression, and a dragging of one foot after
-the other that suggested excesses which were preparing
-him for an early grave; in truth, he was a virtuous and
-timid younger son, who, being able to afford but one vice,
-chose cigarettes, and in the privacy of his room—he lived
-at home—smoked the economical American.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone, with the vagueness of her kind, murmured,
-“my niece,” and poured him out a cup of tea,
-while embarking smartly upon a tide of gossip anent
-“Sonnys” and “Berties,” “Mollys” and “Vickys,” to
-which Julia had no key. But she was quite content to be
-ignored, being entirely happy, and deeply interested in
-her aunt and her new surroundings. With a quick and
-appreciative instinct she admired the rectangular room
-with its soft light and French furniture, its hundred little
-treasures from India and the continent. The tea-service
-was fairylike, compared with the massive pieces of Great
-House, and eminently in harmony with the pretty butterfly
-and her slender fluttering hands. Mrs. Winstone, as
-has been intimated, cultivated an expression of complete
-ingenuousness, even in animated conversation, and in
-repose—as when driving alone, for instance—looked so
-drained of vulgar sensations, of that capacity for thought
-so necessary to the middle classes, poor dears, that even an
-Englishman was once heard to exclaim that he would like
-to throw a wet sponge at her. Her figure might have been
-taller, but it could hardly have been thinner, and carried
-smart gowns as an angel carries her natural feathers.
-Women liked her, not only for the reasons given, but
-because her acute intelligence chose that they should,
-and men liked, sometimes loved, her because she knew
-them as well as she did women, and managed them accordingly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Her present adorer, Lord Algernon FitzMiff, was tall,
-loose-jointed, with sleek brown hair, a mathematical
-profile, and beautiful clothes. He would never pay his
-tailor; never, unless he caught an heiress, own a thousand
-pounds. But at least a Chinaman on his first visit to
-England would never have taken him for a member of the
-middle class; and when a man is no disgrace to “his
-order,” who shall maintain that his life is wasted?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, finding him even less interesting than her husband,
-was on the other side of the room admiring an old bronze
-brought to England in the palmy days of the East India
-Company, when three visitors were announced: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Mrs. Macmanus, Mr. Pirie, Mr. Nigel Herbert.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Dear Julia!” cried Mrs. Winstone, in a tone which,
-although subdued, made an effect of floating across space
-until the drawing-room seemed immense, “come and meet
-my friends.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, born without mauvaise honte, passed the ordeal
-of introduction in a fashion which delighted her aunt, and
-sat down under the lorgnette of Mrs. Macmanus.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This intimate friend of Mrs. Winstone was also in her
-thirty-fifth year, but enormously rich, as lazy of body as
-she was quick of mind, and, inclined to gout, quite indifferent
-to both youth and clothes. Her black frock would
-not have been worn by her maid, her stays were of the old
-school, her hair was parted, and about her eyes were many
-amiable lines. There were those who maintained that she
-was a snob of the subtlest dye, daring to look like a frump
-because of her income and her ramifications in the peerage;
-but they were quite wrong. Mrs. Macmanus was so little
-of a snob that she rarely recognized snobbery in others,
-hated every variety of discomfort, and could not have been
-more amiable and kind-hearted had she been poor and a
-nobody.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mr. Pirie, although only forty-five, was already an old
-beau. Left with an income sufficient for a luxurious bachelor,
-too selfish to ask the present Mrs. Macmanus to share
-it when she was a penniless girl, and with none of the
-recommendations essential to the capture of predatory
-heiresses, he had lived for twenty-five years in very comfortable
-rooms in Jermyn Street, dining out every night
-during the season, taking his yearly waters at Carlsbad,
-visiting at country houses. In no way distinguished, people
-wondered sometimes why they continued, year after year,
-to invite him; but he had been astute enough to hang on
-until he had become a fixed habit, and now, should any of
-the ailments which come from too much dining with owners
-of chefs take him off, he would have been sincerely missed
-for a season; he was a good-natured gossip, who could put
-vitriol on his tongue at the unique moment. Mrs. Macmanus
-had been free for fifteen years, and he had proposed
-to her fifteen times; but not only was that astute widow
-content with her present state, but she never quite forgave
-him for not proposing before he was obliged to wear a
-toupee. She liked him, however, and gave him a corner at
-her fireside. For several years she had tried to make him
-work, being of that order of woman that has no patience
-with the idler. In her youth, she had been quite impassioned
-on the subject, but had learned that to backbone
-the invertebrate was as easy as to turn marble into flesh.
-When, a few years later, the Americans discovered the
-hookworm, she concluded that half England had it, and
-became entirely charitable.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Young Herbert, who immediately carried his tea over
-to Julia’s side, was but recently out of Oxford, reading law
-to please his father (an eminently practical peer), but
-quietly preparing himself for literature. He had a fresh
-frank face, which refused to look politely bored, large blue
-eyes, that danced at times with youth and the zest of life,
-and although dressed with the perfection of detail of a
-Lord Algy FitzMiff, his movements, like his voice, were
-often quick and eager. He had been cultivating Mrs. Winstone
-with a view to succeeding Lord Algy, since she
-was so much the fashion, and rippin’ besides, but she
-vanished from his calculations the moment he set eyes on
-her niece, and never returned.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He had heard nothing of the marriage, Mrs. Winstone
-with fashionable casualness having omitted to mention
-it, and society being as indifferent to the performances of
-a man who spent his leaves of absence in Paris, as to the
-heir presumptive of an unfashionable duke.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Miss France—surely—” he began. But Julia bridled.
-She was proud of her married state. She sat up very
-straight and looked at him primly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He laughed aloud. “Really?” he asked teasingly.
-“Well, I suppose you are too young to like to be told you
-look so, but—I can’t take it in. Do I know your husband,
-perhaps? France—there are several. You are a bride,
-of course.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have been married just twenty-four days. My
-husband is a lieutenant in the navy. He won’t be here for
-a month or two yet —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“In the navy—what—what—is his first name?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Harold. He has a lot of others, but I forget them.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not the Duke of Kingsborough’s —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, and Aunt Maria says perhaps I shall stay at some
-of the castles this year.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Herbert’s hand shook so that he was obliged to put down
-his cup. He was almost a generation younger than France,
-and rarely entered his own club, but there are some characters
-that are known to all men of their class, however
-unpopular or negligible socially they may be. Herbert
-felt a sensation of nausea, and for the moment loathed this
-wonderful young creature that looked to be composed of
-light and fire. What must she really be made of to have
-fallen in love with a man like France? What sort of
-hideous inherited instincts had answered those of a man
-that did not even possess the common gift of magnetism?
-What had he made of her?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He had been bred in the severe school of his class. His
-composure returned and he looked at her critically. Red
-hair. A sensual and ill-tempered little devil, no doubt.
-Then he encountered her eyes, eyes so unmistakably innocent,
-so different from the eyes of the Mrs. Winstones,
-with their manufactured ingenuousness, their injected
-wonder at the naughtiness of the world.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But he floundered. “Oh, of course. Castles. And of
-course, Mr. France is very handsome—distinguished.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia was staring at him in open astonishment. “Handsome?
-He looks like a sheep, when he doesn’t look like
-a calf—that’s the way he looked when he stared at me
-while mother was talking to him. I had never talked to
-a man in my life. He must have thought me quite stupid.
-I am sure he was very kind to marry me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Kind?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Mother said he was in love, but somehow—well, I
-have only read a few of Scott’s novels—he doesn’t seem
-much like a lover to me. But after I’ve seen the world a
-bit, and read some modern novels, perhaps I shall understand
-Mr. France better. I should think it would be a
-good thing to understand one’s husband.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Rather.” He was devoured with curiosity, and
-changed the subject hastily. “What is your idea of a
-man that could make love, fall in love?” he asked, not yet
-quite sure whether he liked her well enough even for a
-mild flirtation.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But Julia had liked him spontaneously. His youth,
-his breeding, his frank kind eyes, the mere fact that he was
-the first man near her own age with whom she had ever had
-a tête-à-tête, won her confidence, and fluttered her imagination.
-She regarded him dispassionately.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You, I should think. But I don’t know very much—anything
-about it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Was this accomplished coquetry? But those eyes.
-“Will you tell me where you have come from?” he asked.
-“I—I can’t quite place you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“From Nevis, where Aunt Maria was born.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And there are no men there?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No young ones. I met Mr. France at my first party,
-anyhow. I had no friends—not even girls. My mother
-is peculiar—a very wonderful woman. Some day I’ll
-tell you about her. But she made up her mind I was to
-have no friends until I married.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Herbert made another heroic attempt to repress his
-curiosity. “And why do you think I could fall in love—really
-in love?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well—you see—you look elastic, springy, waxy,
-sappy, like the young trees. Mr. France is all made, hard,
-finished. He’s like an old tree with rough bark, and dry
-inside. I suppose he could love when he was your age,
-but he’s years too old now. I shall always think of him as
-a father—my father had a son eighteen years old when
-he was Mr. France’s age—and I was eighteen my last
-birthday.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Herbert drew a long breath. He put his finger inside
-his collar and shot a glance at the rest of the party. They
-were discussing the resignation of Gladstone and his indictment
-of the peers; English people, no matter how
-frivolous, are never as empty-headed as Americans of the
-same class. Moreover, Mrs. Winstone included several
-flirtations in the curriculum, and looked upon Herbert as
-quite safe.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The question popped out irresistibly. “Then your
-mother arranged the match?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And—and—you aren’t in love with your husband
-now that you’re married to him? Girls often are, you
-know.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What difference does that make?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well—I should think France would know how to
-make love even if he couldn’t love—I fancy you’ve hit
-him off there.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, he may, but I hope he won’t. Forty! He used
-to talk a good deal about wanting to settle down. So, I
-suppose he’ll do that, and I am sure I could run a house
-as well as mother.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Run a house! Is that the way he made love to you?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He never made love to me. Mother always entertained
-him, and he had to sail as soon as the ceremony
-was over, instead of taking me up into the hills, as he had
-planned.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Herbert felt a wild sense of exultation and an equally
-wild impulse to save her. The finest type of young Englishman
-inherits a deep and passionate tide of chivalry,
-and his was whipped hard and high for the first time. A
-crime had been committed, a worse one menaced; this he
-would avert if he had to elope with the child and ruin his
-career. There was no room left in him for humor; it
-was the best plan he could think of, just as Mrs. Winstone’s
-plan to make her innocent little niece so frivolous, worldly,
-and sophisticated that in a measure she would be prepared
-for life with one of the most blatant roués in England,
-was the best her order of brain could evolve. And Julia,
-plastic, unawakened, inexperienced, gave the impression of
-being entirely agreeable to any plans that might be made
-for her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Herbert, young and chivalrous as he might be, and still
-able to fall in love at first sight, was the product of the
-highest civilization on earth, and in no danger of making a
-precipitate ass of himself. He also was as subtle as a frank
-and honest nature can be, and he realized that he must
-proceed warily. An innocent girl can be repelled even by
-a young and attractive lover, and Mrs. Winstone, although
-she would smile at a flirtation, would be the last to countenance
-a scandal in her family. Moreover, it was possible
-that he might be mistaken in the sensations inspired by
-this girl with the big shining happy eyes, hair that looked
-as if about to crackle, and a sort of electric aura. He had
-been in love before, and recovered with humiliating facility.
-His reason spoke, but all the rest of him cried out that he
-was in love, desperately in love, that it was the real thing,
-at last. And she needed him. That clinched the matter.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He changed the subject abruptly, and, as much as possible,
-the current of his thoughts. “Of course Mrs. Winstone
-is enchanting, ripping,” he announced warmly.
-“Quite the youngest woman in London” (this, without
-insulting intent). “But after all, you <span class='it'>are</span> just grown, and
-must have friends of your own age. My sister, alas! is
-in India, but one of her pals married my brother—and her
-great friend, Lady Ishbel Jones—we are all great pals.
-I’m sure you’ll like them both —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“When shall I meet them? Are they my age?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Only a little older—twenty-three. Ishbel was married
-when she was nineteen—her husband is rather a
-bounder, but unspeakably rich, and she was one of fourteen
-daughters of a poor Irish peer. Bridgit, my sister-in-law,
-married for love—my brother is one of the best
-looking men in the army. She married at eighteen—and
-has a little chap, but she’s one of the best cross-country
-riders in England, and a topper at golf and tennis; fine
-all-round sport, and loves society as much as Ishbel.
-<span class='it'>She’s</span> sweeter, more feminine on the outside, but no more
-of a brick, and all-there-all-the-time than Bridgit. I’m
-sure they’re just the friends for you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’m rather afraid of them; they’re really grown women,
-and I know quite well that I’m only a child. I realized it
-a bit the night of my first party at Government House, when
-I saw the other girls flirting; and on the steamer they
-teased me a good deal. But I <span class='it'>must</span> have some friends of
-my age. I am beginning to long for them. It is so odd—I
-was quite happy alone—so long as I knew nothing
-else. And I didn’t care to marry for years, but—” She
-gave a side glance at the intent face as close to hers as
-the etiquette of the drawing-room permitted, hesitated an
-instant, for she was growing sensitive about her ignorance.
-But the friendly admiring eyes reassured her, and out came
-the story of the planets. It was the last straw. Herbert
-left the house in Tilney Street feeling the one romantic man
-in England, and almost shaking with excitement.</p>
-
-<h2>III</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> duke, a dry ascetic little man, called on the following
-day and approved of Julia at once. He was not only
-relieved that his heir had married an innocent girl of good
-family, but youth was needed in the house of France. His
-sisters were older and more antiquated than himself, and
-now that his health was improving, he wished to give political
-parties and dinners. A beautiful young woman at
-the head of his staircase or table was an attraction second
-only to a chef. He hoped she was not quite a fool, and
-invited her to lunch alone with him in the course of the
-week, with intent to ascertain if her mind was of a quality
-that would sprout the seeds he was willing to implant—he
-was by way of being intellectual himself.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But it was some time before Julia could be drawn out.
-The big gloomy dining-room, the little man with his dull
-cold eyes and languid manner, the magnificent footmen,
-four besides the butler, to wait upon the two seated so far
-apart at the table, paralyzed her spirits and courage.
-Moreover, she was bewildered and somewhat fatigued by
-five days of shopping, milliners, dressmakers, and meeting
-many more of her aunt’s friends. She felt half disposed
-to cry, and nearly choked over her food. The duke was
-rather pleased by her timidity than disappointed; it was
-not often that he inspired awe (like all little men without
-personality it had been the dream of his life to electrify a
-room as he entered it, and annihilate with the eagle in his
-glance), and, being a gentleman of the old school, he held
-that young females should be diffident to their natural
-lords, and modest withal.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>With dessert the small army of minions disappeared,
-and Julia’s face brightened.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I suppose I’ll get used to all this grandeur in time, but
-aunt has only one footman, and at home—well, the
-blacks take turns waiting on the table, whichever happens
-to have nothing else to do, and they are part of the family,
-anyhow.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The duke was shocked, but interested; shocked that
-even a new recruit to the ranks of the British peerage
-should be so frank about domestic poverty, and interested
-in the innocence or the courage which prompted her to
-speak to the head of the house of France as if he were a
-parson’s son.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Quite so. Quite so,” he said genially. “Harold has
-rather a small establishment himself, but well appointed,
-of course. Ah—it’s let. I hope you will spend the greater
-part of your time with me. It is a new experience to see
-a young face at this table, and a very delightful one.” He
-had never felt more gracious, and Julia smiled upon him
-so radiantly that he expanded still further. “Yes, you
-must certainly live with me. And Harold must stand for
-Parliament. Now that he has resigned from the navy
-that will be the career for him. We Frances always have
-careers, we have never been idlers, and I need some one in
-the lower House. He could not choose a better moment.
-The present ministry is in a state of dissolution. You will
-like politics, of course. All intelligent women do, and more
-than one woman of this family has been of—ah—quite
-material assistance to her husband.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I don’t know anything about politics, but I can learn.
-Mother says I must. When can I go to a castle?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The duke’s mouth was close and ascetic, but it parted
-in a smile that was almost spontaneous. “Of course you
-want to see a castle,” he said, teasing her graciously. “All
-children do.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia flushed and tossed her head. “Well, I’m not so
-sorry I’m really young. I’ve been in London only a week,
-but it seems to me that I’ve met hundreds of women who
-think of nothing but looking young. So, what is there to
-be ashamed of?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Or to blush about? I perceive that we shall be famous
-friends. You shall go to a castle as soon as Harold returns.
-I’ll lend him Bosquith for the honeymoon. His own box
-would not be half romantic enough.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia had been warned by her aunt not to confide her
-conjugal indifference to the duke, but she remarked impulsively: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“One couldn’t be romantic with Mr. France, anyhow.
-I’d rather go there by myself, or with two or three of my
-new friends.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Great heavens!” For the first time in his life the
-duke (who always conducted family prayers for the servants,
-even in the height of the season) was almost profane.
-“Really—upon my word—you must not say such things—nor
-feel them. I am aware of the circumstances of
-your marriage, and that you have not had time to learn
-to love your husband as a wife should, but you must take
-wifely love and duty for granted. You are married and
-that is the end of it. As for romance, of course I was only
-joking. No doubt I was somewhat clumsy, for I rarely
-joke; romance does not matter in the least, and you
-must look forward to living with your husband as the
-highest of—ahem!—earthly happiness. And I must
-insist that you do not call Harold ‘Mr. France.’ It is not
-only unnatural, but American. I do not know any Americans,
-but am told that the wives always allude to their
-husbands as ‘Mr.’ In a novel I once read, ‘The Wide,
-Wide, World,’ they always <span class='it'>called</span> them ‘Mr.’ It must have
-been extremely awkward! You will remember, I hope.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, sir.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia looked down, and repressed a smile. She might
-be ignorant and provincial, but she was naturally shrewd
-and poised; the duke no longer awed her, and, indeed,
-seemed rather absurd. But, then, she had met so many
-absurd people in the last few days. She thought with
-gratitude upon young Herbert and his two enchanting
-friends, Bridgit Herbert and Ishbel Jones. In the wild
-rush of her new life they had passed and repassed one
-another like flashes of lightning, but there had been distinct
-and agreeable shocks, and she was to lunch with the two
-young women on the morrow. It was a prospect that
-consoled her for the ennui of her ordeal with this quite nice
-but very dull old gentleman.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The duke, however, convinced that he had made an
-impression, and magnanimously overlooking the indiscretions
-of youth, kept her for an hour longer, and gave her an
-outline lesson in politics. He was extremely lucid and
-chose his words with the precision which distinguished all
-his public utterances (he fancied his style); also reminded
-himself that he was addressing an embryonic intelligence.
-Julia looked at him with wide admiring eyes and thought
-of Herbert and Bridgit and Ishbel.</p>
-
-<h2>IV</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>There</span> were, at this period of their lives, no two more
-frivolous and pleasure-loving young women in England
-than Bridgit Herbert and Ishbel Jones. The one, married
-three months after she had left the schoolroom, the other
-rescued suddenly from a ruined castle where food was often
-scanty and a travelling bog the only excitement, both had
-thrown themselves into the complex pleasures of society
-with such ardor and industry that neither had yet found
-time to discover they were clever women and their husbands
-two of the dullest men in England.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mr. James William Jones (alluded to as “Jimmy” to
-please the enchanting Ishbel, although men let him alone
-as much as they decently could, unless greedy for tips of
-the stock market, or the salary of a director on one of his
-boards) was as generous with money as behoved a newcomer
-with a beautiful young wife, and a passion for entertaining
-the British peerage. He might be a bore and a
-bounder, but he knew what he wanted and he knew how to
-get it. At forty he was a millionnaire, and, resting on his
-labors (for Britons, unlike Americans, know when they
-have enough), became aware that outside of the City he
-was a nobody. Simultaneously he lifted his gaze to that
-stellar world known as Society. He read of it, he stared
-at it from afar—a park chair (for which he paid two
-pence), an opera stall for which he paid a guinea—and
-blinked in its radiance. He was first wistful, then angry,
-then determined. He had many golden keys, but was not
-long in learning that none would open the door guarding
-the golden stair. He was an ugly rather flat-featured
-Welshman, with eyes like black beads and the manners of
-his native village; he met gentlemen every day in the City,
-and, being a man of facts, knew himself exactly for what he
-was. Nevertheless, he would win society as he had won
-fortune, and (with no keen relish) admitted that for the
-first time in his life he must stoop to ask the aid of woman.
-In other words, he must get him a wife, and she must be a
-lady of high degree. By this time his conclusions were
-rapid. Being a city millionaire, without youth, looks, or
-manners, he would have to buy his wife. Ergo, she must
-be poor.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He immediately embarked upon a study of the British
-peerage, and with the thoroughness and capacity for detail
-which play so great a part in the equipment of the self-made,
-he had within a week a list of impoverished peers
-long enough to reach to France.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But how was he to meet any of them? He was a solitary
-man, having had no time to make friends, and, proud
-in his way, risked no rebuffs from those suave well-groomed
-beings who honored the City for its base returns. He had
-not even a poor peer on one of his boards, having, in the
-old days, regarded them as useless and dangerous.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It was at this point that luck (also an ally of the self-made)
-came at his call. He was plodding through a society
-paper when his eye was caught by an editorial paragraph,
-mysteriously worded. He read it several times, grasped
-its meaning, and, the hour being propitious, went at once
-to the editorial offices of <span class='it'>The Mart</span>, in Bond Street. Ushered
-into the presence of the widowed and impoverished lady of
-some quality who edited the sheet, he asked her bluntly,
-holding out the paragraph, if “this meant that she introduced
-people into Society for a consideration.” She
-colored a dusky crimson at this coarse adaptation of her
-delicate literary style, but they were not long coming to an
-understanding, nevertheless. She agreed with him that his
-only hope was in a wife of the right sort, and asked him to
-call again a week later. When he returned, she had his
-record as well as his remedy. With the calm and brazen
-assurance of which only the well-born thrown on their
-uppers are capable, she demanded a thousand pounds for
-her letter of introduction, and another thousand if the
-wedding came off. He had always despised women and
-now he laughed outright; nevertheless, when he discovered
-that the letter was to a poor proud Irish peer, connected
-with several of the most notable families in England, and
-the melancholy possessor of fourteen beautiful daughters,
-ranging from thirty-five years of age to sixteen, he signed
-the check and the agreement.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The desperate Irish landlord, duly advised from London,
-received him with true Celtic hospitality, and practically
-bade him take his choice. As Lady Ishbel was the family’s
-flower, Jones made up his mind cautiously and promptly,
-asking for her hand on his third visit. His leaking unventilated
-quarters in the village inn, and the harsh food of the
-peer (like many self-made men he was on a diet) had
-somewhat to do with his rapidity of decision.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Ishbel wept sadly when she received the paternal decree,
-for she was young and romantic, and her suitor was neither.
-But not only had she been taught from infancy that marriage
-was the one escape from bogs and potatoes, and,
-like her sisters, had lived on the forlorn hope of being invited
-to London by more fortunate relatives, but she had
-one of the sweetest and kindest natures in the world; and
-when her mother wept, and her father told her that Mr.
-Jones, moved to his depths at the straits of a member of
-even the Irish peerage, had intimated that he would make
-him a director of one of his companies, with a salary which
-would insure him against hunger, and patch up his castle,
-and when her older sisters urged that she might sacrifice
-her feelings in order to marry them off in turn, she dried
-her beautiful eyes, and consented.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mr. Jones returned at once to London to prepare for
-his bride, and, again with the help of the Lady of the
-Bureau, bought him a furnished house in Park Lane.
-This fact, his many virtues, and his approaching marriage
-to the “greatest beauty in Ireland” (the Lady of the
-Bureau by this time felt something like gratitude to her
-victim and resolved to give him a handsome return for
-his checks) were duly chronicled in <span class='it'>The Mart</span>. The
-marriage took place at the beginning of the season, and
-Ishbel’s many relatives received her affectionately and
-launched her at once, swallowing Mr. Jones without a
-grimace. Thanks to Nature, her husband’s millions, and
-the friendly <span class='it'>Mart</span>, she became a “beauty” in her first
-season, and was so intoxicated with the many and delectable
-dishes offered her starved young palate, that she
-tolerated and almost forgot her husband. He, in turn,
-took little interest in her, save as a means to an end. He
-had bought her as he had bought women before, and,
-being a plain matter-of-fact person, thought one sort
-about as good as another. However, he gave her an immense
-income, and, satisfying himself that she was honest
-and virtuous, in spite of her irresistible coquetry, left her
-to her own devices.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She had little education, and no accomplishments, but
-she studied for an hour and a half every morning with the
-best masters to be found, and her natural wit and charm,
-added to her rich Irish beauty, and the sweetness of her
-disposition, endeared her even to disappointed mothers,
-and won her something more than popularity in the young
-married set. The woman with whom she soon drifted into
-the closest intimacy was, apparently, as unlike herself in
-all respects as possible.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Bridgit Marchamely, educated with her brothers, and
-highly accomplished, inherited a fortune from her mother,
-the only child of a Liverpool shipbuilder, who had married
-the younger son of a duke. With a mind both subtle and
-powerful, this lady had ruled her husband during the
-twenty years of their happiness, brought up her children to
-think for themselves, and played with society when it
-suited her convenience. Bridgit, the last of her four children,
-was the only girl, and with her fine upstanding figure,
-her flashing black eyes and spirited nostrils, looked as gallant
-a boy as any of her brothers when she rode astride to hounds
-in the privacy of her grandfather’s estate in Yorkshire.
-In spite of what her tutors called her masculine brain,
-however, she was no traitor to her sex, and fell madly in
-love with a handsome guardsman in the first week of her
-first season. Her father thought young Herbert “rather
-an ass,” but failing to convince his daughter, gave his
-consent to the match; and she had since kept the young
-man luxuriously in South Audley Street. She, too, had
-grown up in the country, being brought to London for a
-few weeks of opera and concert once a year only, and, her
-youth getting the better of her fine brain for the nonce,
-she lived for society in the season and for shooting and
-hunting and visits to the continent the rest of the year.
-The fashionable life is the busiest on earth, while its glamor
-lasts, and with a husband of the old familiar Greek god
-type (now exclusively English) as fond of the world’s
-pleasures as herself, and her baby where English babies
-so sensibly and generally are,—in the country the year
-round,—it is no wonder that she forgot her studies and aspirations
-and became a flaming comet in London society.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She was instantly attracted to Ishbel, by the law of
-opposites she thought, but, as she learned in later years, by
-a deep-lying similarity of character and mind, at present
-unsuspected beneath the effervescence of their youth.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Both of these young women were almost as fond of Nigel
-Herbert as of each other, and although he forbore to confide
-to them his ultimate purpose in regard to Julia, were
-properly horrified at the “box that red-headed little Nevis
-girl had got herself into,” and sympathetic with his state
-of mind. Men seldom confide their infatuations to other
-men, but they often do to women, or, if they drop a hint,
-woman corkscrews the whole story out of them; and these
-two astute friends of his got Nigel’s the day he asked them
-to call and “be nice to Mrs. France.” They were still
-too young to approve of irregular love affairs, but with
-the optimism of their years were sure it could be arranged
-somehow, and called at once in Tilney Street.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone, delighted to add two young women, so
-much the fashion, to her set, cultivated them assiduously,
-confided to them the appalling ignorance of her niece, asked
-their assistance, and even took them shopping when Julia
-began to show signs of rebellion and fatigue.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>At first they were merely amused; then they found the
-little West Indian pathetic, finally, like the Captain (alas!
-but such is life, dropped forever from this veracious chronicle)
-and young Herbert, began to revolve schemes for
-“saving her.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Meanwhile the tired but happy and still unprophetic
-Julia was preparing for the ordeal of her first curtsy in
-Buckingham Palace.</p>
-
-<h2>V</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Mrs. Winstone</span> won the admiration of her distinguished
-circle and the high approval of the duke for the tact with
-which she managed Julia’s destinies at this period. As the
-bride’s husband was away and she had neither entered
-society as a maid nor in company with her legal owner,
-her appearance at balls and formal dinners would have
-created a scandal. Nevertheless, she must be educated,
-and Mrs. Winstone cut the difference with her never failing
-acumen. Her own drawing-room was thronged with
-“the world” nearly every afternoon; she gave many small
-dinners to the smartest dissenters from middle-class morality
-that she knew; it was the era of the problem play, and
-Julia saw them all, as well as the “halls,” with their
-strange company in the lobbies; Nigel Herbert and one
-or two other admirers were encouraged; and the most
-modern and extreme of the psychological novels and plays
-littered the room above the mews.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But Julia, although some glimmerings of life’s realities
-were beginning to penetrate the serene unconsciousness of
-childhood (enough to induce in her a certain reserve of
-speech), was far too rushed and bewildered to comprehend
-more than one-hundredth part of what she heard and saw—the
-novels and plays she was too tired in her few solitary
-moments to open. Shopping, fitting, luncheons,
-dinners, the afternoon gatherings, the theatre, the constant
-buzz of conversation about politics and scandal,
-kept the surface of her mind agitated and left the depths
-untouched. Even Nigel, in spite of his ardent eyes and
-tender notes, she barely separated from Bridgit and
-Ishbel, merely conscious that she liked the three better
-than any one on earth except her mother. If she thought
-of France at all, it was to experience a sensation of momentary
-gratitude to the person that had given her this brilliant
-experience; although, after she began to rehearse daily
-for the presentation, curtsying before a row of dummies
-until she ached, backing out with her train over her arm,
-the correct smile on her face, the correct measure of respect
-and dignity in her mien, she was disposed to wish herself
-back on Nevis.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Had it not been for the immense respectability of the
-duke, and his personal friendship with his sovereign, the
-application to present the wife of Harold France at the
-court of St. James might have received scant consideration.
-He was even under the ban of the royal arbiter
-eligantiarum. But there was no question of refusing the
-pointed request of the duke, whom the queen regarded as
-a model of all the virtues in a degenerate age; and Mrs.
-Edis was also remembered with favor. The Lady Arabella
-Torrence, a sister of the duke, was selected to present
-the bride, and at six o’clock on a raw May morning Julia
-was aroused by the hair-dresser, and, after an hour’s torture,
-went to sleep again on a chair with her feathered head
-swathed in tulle.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The respite was brief. At nine o’clock two women from
-the great dressmaking establishment patronized by Mrs.
-Winstone came to array the victim in a train that filled up
-the entire room.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>A cup of strong coffee revived Julia’s flagging spirits
-and vitality, and she fancied herself mightily when, draped,
-and sewn, and squeezed, and pinched, she was free at last
-to admire her reflection in the long mirror. Her gown was
-pure white, of course, the front of the round skirt covered
-with tulle and sown with seed pearls, the train of a stiff
-thick brocade, which would be sent on the morrow to be
-made into an evening wrap, just as the round frock was to
-do duty for her first party. Such was the private economy
-of the presentation costume. The duke had lent her the
-family pearls, and they depended to her waist and clasped
-her head. Her skin was as white as her gown and her
-hair and lips were vivid touches of color. Julia smiled at
-her reflection, then trembled as she gathered up the train,
-so much more alarming than the “property” stuff she had
-used at rehearsals.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Word had come that Lady Arabella was waiting, and
-cheered by compliments from her aunt and from Bridgit
-and Ishbel, who rushed in for a moment, she descended to
-the family coach and sat herself beside her formidable
-relative.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Lady Arabella was a tall bony big woman, with the
-large hands and feet which are supposed to be the prerogative
-of the plebeian, an early Victorian coiffure, and an
-imposing skeleton religiously exhibited so far as decency
-permitted and fashion expected, whenever a court function
-demanded this sacrifice on the part of a loyal subject
-who suffered from chronic hay fever. She had a deep bass
-voice, a bristling beard, and approved of nothing modern.
-“When the queen was young and gave the tone to Society”
-was a phrase constantly on her lips. She had felt it incumbent
-upon herself to give the distracted Julia a series
-of lectures on deportment, particularly on her behavior
-during the sacred hour of presentation, and had improved
-the opportunity to let fall many edifying remarks upon the
-duties of a wife, the shocking manner in which the women
-of the present generation neglected their husbands. Although
-she disapproved of her nephew in so far as she
-understood him, she subtly conveyed to his wife that to be
-the choice of the future head of the house of France was
-an overpowering honor.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>At first she had terrified Julia, then bored her, finally,
-as the great day approached, loomed as a rock of strength.
-Nothing, at least, could frighten <span class='it'>her</span>, and she was so big
-and so conspicuously hideous that it was conceivably possible
-to shrink behind her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But there was a preliminary ordeal of which she had
-heard nothing, a grateful callousing of the nerves before
-making a bow to a mere sovereign.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Many had waited for the last drawing-room because it
-would be the smartest, others because it was a bore, to be
-deferred as long as possible; many had been in Italy or
-on the Riviera; others had been put on the list by a power
-higher than their own wills. From whatever combination
-of causes the procession of slowly moving carriages was as
-long as the tail of a comet, and at times, particularly while
-the gorgeous coaches of the ambassadors were driving
-smartly down the Mall, came to a dead halt. It was then
-that the sovereign people had their innings.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They lined the streets surrounding the Palace in serried
-ranks. Not even the American crowd loves a “show” as
-the British does, Socialists and all. Their ancestors have
-gaped at gilded coaches and gorgeous robes and sparkling
-jewels for centuries, and if the day ever comes when they
-shall have exchanged these amiable pageants of their
-betters for a full stomach, who shall dare predict that they
-will be entirely satisfied?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>What awe they may have inherited had long since disappeared.
-They crowded up against the procession of carriages,
-devouring with their curious good-natured eyes the
-splendid gowns and jewels, the glimpses of bare shoulders,
-and the beauty or bones of women apparently insensible
-of their existence.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>For a time Julia clutched nervously at the pearls beneath
-her cloak, and shrank from that sea of eyes under hats of
-an indescribable commonness.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My eye, ain’t her hair red!” exclaimed one young
-woman, with unmistakable reference. “And a little paint
-wouldn’t ’urt her.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Paint? That there’s high-toned pallor—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Pearl powder—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I sy, wot for do they let bibies like that marry
-when they don’t have to? I call it a shime.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Right you are!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>One girl, with a violent color and black frizzled hair that
-stood out quite eight inches from three parts of her face,
-thrust her head through the open window of the coach.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Don’t you mind wot they sy,” she said consolingly.
-“They’re that nonsensical they can’t ’elp chaffing. And
-you’re the prettiest and the most haristocratic of the whole
-lot—I’ve been all up and down the line. And it ain’t
-powder! My word, but your complexion’s <span class='it'>grand</span>!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She withdrew without waiting for an answer. Julia turned
-to Lady Arabella, who, throughout the ordeal, had sat as
-upright as if corseted in iron, and with her long haughty
-profile turned unflinchingly to the mob. So, it must be
-conceded, stupid as she was in her pride, would she have sat
-if they had threatened her life. As Julia asked her timidly
-(in effect) if the most aristocratic function of the year was
-always treated like a travelling circus, Lady Arabella answered,
-without flickering an eyelash: “Always, and fortunately
-for us. The lower classes love to see us on parade,
-and the more we give them of this sort of thing, the longer we
-shall keep their loyalty. Moreover, it serves the purpose—this
-drawing-room procession, in particular—of bringing
-us in close touch with the people, serves to demonstrate
-that we are real mortals, not the ridiculous creatures in
-the sort of novels they read. I always endeavor to look a
-symbol. I hope you will learn to do the same in time, for
-the lower classes are secretly proud of us and like us to
-play our part. You are drooping. Sit up and present
-your profile.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What’s the use of a profile without a backbone?” said
-Julia, wearily. “I’m so tired.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You must rise above mere physical fatigue,” said the
-old dame, severely. “People in our class keep our backbones
-for our bedrooms. When you are inclined to complain,
-think of the poor royalties, who stand for hours. And don’t
-finger your pearls. You are supposed to have been born
-with them about your neck.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia’s sense of humor was not yet fully awake, but
-her new relative’s words were tonic as well as reassuring; she
-sat erect, but turned her eyes round her profile to regard
-this strange lower class of London, of which she had heard
-much but seen nothing until to-day. They were an ugly
-lot; beauty would seem to be the prerogative of aristocracy
-in England, possibly because it is well fed; they wore
-rough ready-made frocks, or, where finery was attempted,
-feathers and ribbons inferior to anything Julia had ever seen
-on the negroes of Nevis; and many of the hats looked as if
-they might be used as nightcaps to protect the elaborate
-masses of frizzled hair. Julia, brought up on the soundest
-aristocratic principles, saw in this gaping good-natured
-crowd but a broad and solid foundation for the historic
-institution above.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The coach finally rolled through the gates of Buckingham
-Palace. For an hour longer she stood, her slippers pinching
-until her native independence of character almost induced
-her to kick them off. But she was so tired after a month
-of London, an almost sleepless night, and the excitements of
-an already long day, that her brain worked toward no such
-simple solution, and before her moment came she ached
-from head to foot. The scene became a blur of vast rooms,
-of tall women, very thin or very fat, with diamond tiaras
-above set faces, and trains of every color over their arms, of
-girls that shifted from one foot to the other and breathed
-audibly their wish that it were over. One by one they disappeared.
-There was a sharp emphatic whisper from Lady
-Arabella. Julia started and set her teeth. “Mind you don’t
-sit down like that daughter of the American ambassador,”
-whispered the same fierce nervous voice. “Remember all
-that you have rehearsed.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, terrified to her marrow, did as opera singers do in
-moments of distress; she “fell back on technique.” Afterward
-she remembered vaguely making a succession of
-curtsies to a long row of dazzling crowns, but no effort of
-memory ever recalled the features beneath. She received
-the train flung over her arm and backed out without disgracing
-herself, but also without a thrill of that joy which
-a loyal subject is supposed to feel when in the presence of
-his sovereign for the first time.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not bad,” said Lady Arabella, graciously, as after many
-more moments, they entered their carriage. But Julia
-was yawning. When she reached the house in Tilney Street,
-she went to bed and refused to get up for twenty-four hours.</p>
-
-<h2>VI</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>On</span> the day following the drawing-room a prearranged
-conference was held in the “palatial home” of Mr. Jones in
-Park Lane. It was the hideous and abandoned house of a
-South African millionnaire, this home, but Lady Ishbel had
-refurnished it by degrees, and her boudoir in particular,
-with its pale French silks and many flowers, its Empire
-furniture, both delicately wrought and solid, framed appropriately
-a soft aristocratic loveliness that almost concealed
-strong bones and firm lines. As she is to play so
-intimate a part in the development of our heroine, she may
-as well be described here as later. She had quantities of
-curly silky chestnut hair, long brown eyes with fine fringes
-and an expression both modest and piquant, a straight little
-nose with arching nostril, a gracefully cut mouth with
-pink lips, and a square little chin with a dimple in it. Her
-figure was womanly, not too thin, and her capable hands were
-seldom idle. Just now she was retrimming a hat that had
-arrived the day before from the milliner of the moment
-in Paris. It may be added that her smile was the sweetest
-in London; and her voice was always rich and deep, with a
-natural vibration quite at the command of her will. Charm
-radiated from her, and she was an outrageous flirt. In fact
-she looked with suspicion upon women that did not flirt, estimating
-them below the normal and not to be trusted in
-anything. Men adored her, even when she laughed at
-them, which she often did in the most distracting manner
-imaginable.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Herbert was standing in her favorite attitude
-behind a low fire-screen, her black eyes flashing, her nostrils
-dilating, while her young brother-in-law paced excitedly
-up and down the room. He was thinner than when he had
-fallen in love a month since, almost pallid, and his eyes had
-a strained look. There was no possible doubt as to what
-was the matter with him.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Don’t be an ass,” said Mrs. Herbert. “You are acting
-like the hero of a melodrama —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I tell you something must be done!” cried the young
-man. “The squadron has been sighted off the Azores —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, what are you going to do about it? She’s not
-in love with you—doesn’t care a rap —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What chance have I had to make her? I never see her
-alone, never get a chance to talk to her for half an hour at a
-time. You promised to help me —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Mrs. Winstone has never let the poor thing go for a
-minute. She’s overdone the business. Julia’s had no time
-to think, goes to sleep at problem plays, and knows no more
-than when she arrived —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If I only had the chance to teach her!” cried Herbert,
-with flashing eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Look at here,” said his sister-in-law, grasping a point
-of the screen with either hand; “let us have this out.
-If your brains are not addled, they must have conceived
-some sort of a plan. What is it? A liaison? An elopement?
-I approve of neither. I’d like to save the poor child
-from that man, but the frying pan’s as good as the fire —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No liaison! I’d elope with her to-morrow if she’d go
-with me —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And disgrace a great family!” said Ishbel, softly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, hang the family,” cried Mrs. Herbert, whose
-mother’s blood was already working in her. “The duke’s an
-old pudding. Lady Arabella and her sisters are cracked
-old sign-posts; and a scandal would serve Mrs. Winstone
-right for not packing the child back on the next steamer to
-her sister with the whole unvarnished truth in a letter.
-Not she, however; she wants to be aunt to a duchess.
-What I’m thinking of is Julia. The conceit of man! What
-do you suppose you could give her in exchange for disgrace —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Love!” cried Nigel. “I tell you it can make up for
-anything when it is strong enough.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, when it is,” said Mrs. Herbert, who, recovering
-from her own infatuation for a brainless beauty, was not in
-a romantic frame of mind. “But she doesn’t love you, in
-the first place, and in the second, no woman can live her
-life on love, any more than a man can. She wants children,
-position of some sort, the society of other women—that
-last is one of woman’s biggest wants, and no man ever
-realizes it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But love must be a wonderful thing,” said Ishbel, who
-had never experienced it. “It would almost be worth any
-sacrifice, especially if one had had things first, only men
-are always so funny in one way or another; one becomes
-disenchanted just in the nick of time.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No man lives who can make up to a woman for the loss
-of everything else,” said Mrs. Herbert, decidedly. “I mean
-a woman with brains, and Julia has them. She doesn’t know
-it because she doesn’t know anything; but one day —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, if I could be the one to train that mind—why
-not? Why not?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Let’s come down to business. I refuse to help you either
-to elope or to make love to her. I fancy you’ll have to wait
-until France drinks himself to death, or this country passes
-rational divorce laws. Forget yourself and think of her.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Very well. Save her first. That is the main thing.
-I’ll never give her up, but I’m willing to forget myself for a
-bit, if I can —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, make one practical suggestion.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Ishbel put the hat aside and clasped her hands. “I have
-long since made up my mind to offer her shelter when she
-needs it,” she announced. “Mrs. Winstone won’t, and
-Julia is sure to leave him.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She must never go to him!” Herbert stormed up
-and down the room again.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Perhaps he’s not as bad as he’s painted,” said Ishbel,
-who was always charitable.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you don’t know! You don’t know!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I do,” said the uncompromising Mrs. Herbert. “He’s a
-bad lot without the usual redeeming weakness of that easy
-form of good nature known as a kind heart; a sensualist
-without an atom of real warmth; a card sharp too clever
-to be caught; a periodical drinker; a vile gross creature
-whom only the lowest women have tolerated for years, but
-so blasé he is tired of them —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We must tell her things!” cried Ishbel. “We must
-make her understand!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You couldn’t make that baby understand anything.
-Besides, when it came to the point, you couldn’t do it. It’s
-all very well to talk of enlightening girls about anything,
-but personally I’ve never encountered any one that had
-the nerve to do it. Girls in our class absorb knowledge as
-they grow up; instincts help; but who ever told us anything?
-Well, here is my plan, since you two appear to
-have none. We shall tell her that France is dangerous, that
-when he drinks he is quite mad and may kill her. She’s
-game, but there are certain female fears that always can
-be worked on. And repugnances. We will draw horrid
-pictures of what he looks like when he’s drunk —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Right you are!” cried Herbert. “No decent girl will
-elect to live with a common drunkard, particularly when
-she doesn’t love him. And if Mrs. Winstone can’t be
-brought round, one of you will take her in?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If she’ll come. Perhaps she would wish to go back to
-her mother. She hasn’t a penny of her own, and apparently
-has never heard of the self-supporting woman. But it might
-be managed somehow.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It must!” cried Ishbel. “We will hide her alternately.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But to what end? France might be exasperated to the
-point of wishing to rid himself of her, but what ground
-for divorce? We travel in a circle as far as Nigel is concerned.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have it!” cried Nigel, whose fine imagination was
-fired by the most stimulative of all passions. “Give me
-the chance to make her love me, and then take her to America
-and get a divorce there. Thank heaven I have a little
-something of my own, and I can earn more. We’ll stay
-in America until the storm blows over —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“American divorces are not legal in England —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Then I’ll stay there forever. Promise. Promise.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not bad,” said Mrs. Herbert. “You take her in, Ishbel,
-and I’ll take her over. Mr. Jones would probably not consent
-to your desertion—a divorce must take time, even
-in the United States, and you have another sister to marry off
-next season —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course I’ll take her in, and we’ll begin to-morrow to
-frighten her.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Nigel kissed them both.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But Fortune is often with the wicked. On the following
-morning wires flashed the news that Harold France,
-first lieutenant of her Majesty’s cruiser <span class='it'>Drake</span>, now on its
-way home from South America, was down with typhoid
-fever. Nobody save the duke expected a man of France’s
-habits to recover from any microbous assault, but that innocent
-and loyal relative gave immediate orders to convert
-several rooms of his town house into a hospital, engaged a
-staff of doctors and nurses, and peremptorily ordered Julia
-to move over and be ready to take her place at her husband’s
-bedside.</p>
-
-<h2>VII</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> four months that followed were by no means the
-unhappiest of Julia’s life, much as she resented being torn
-from her friends and the bewildering delights of London.
-The duke, a noble if inconspicuous pillar of the good old
-school, stood out for wifely duty in appearance if not in
-fact: the nurses barely permitted Julia to cross the threshold
-of the sick-chamber. But although she was of no
-possible use, and time hung heavy on her hands, none of
-her friends was permitted to call on her, and the duke himself
-took her for a constitutional at eight in the morning
-and nine in the evening. Julia’s complete indifference to
-her husband had caused him grave uneasiness, even before
-the stricken bridegroom’s return, and he embraced this
-opportunity to keep the child under his personal surveillance
-and do what he could to give a serious turn to a “female
-brain of eighteen.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, prompted by Ishbel, asked to have a telephone
-put in her room, but the request was courteously refused,
-and the two loyal friends were forced to content themselves
-with frequent notes. After Goodwood, Bridgit went to
-Yorkshire and Ishbel to Homburg, but Nigel remained in
-town, although all three were cheerfully persuaded that
-France would die and life be happy ever after. Nigel regained
-his fresh good looks and spirits, endured the hot
-deserted city without a murmur, and although he naturally
-refrained from writing to the coveted wife of a dying man,
-felt a certain exaltation in watching over her from afar.
-It was during this period that he conceived the idea of writing
-a novel of the slums (the unknown appealing to his
-adventurous imagination), and took long rambles in unsavory
-precincts that were productive of more results than
-one.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Meanwhile Julia, brought up in submission to a far
-stronger will than the duke’s, had ceased to rebel, and taken
-to heart the parting admonition of her aunt (that lady had
-gone with Mrs. Macmanus to Marienbad to renew her
-complexion) to learn all the duke was willing to teach her,
-and to read the novels that celebrated London society,
-past and present. Mrs. Winstone, too, believed that France
-must die, but, perceiving that her niece had a charm of
-her own in addition to the magnetism of youth, had another
-match in mind for her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So Julia drank in the long discourses upon the abominable
-Gladstone and all his policies, the iniquity of the Harcourt
-Budget, obediently rejoiced at the failure of the second
-Home Rule Bill, became intimately acquainted with the
-other notable figures in British politics: Lord Salisbury
-(the duke’s idol), Lord Rosebery (the present Prime Minister),
-fated, in the duke’s not always erring judgment, to
-follow close upon the heels of Gladstone into political seclusion,
-Mr. Chamberlain, Mr. Campbell-Bannerman,
-Sir William Vernon Harcourt, Mr. Balfour, Sir Michael
-Hicks-Beach, George Curzon, Lord Lansdowne, Mr.
-Goschen (the speaker), the Duke of Devonshire (Hartington),
-Mr. Morley, and Mr. Bryce. The treaty with Japan
-was a fruitful subject of discourse; and when the war broke
-out between that new military power and China, Julia,
-who was growing nervous, gratified the duke by sharing
-his excitement. In her lonely hours she read promiscuously
-and thought a good deal.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She rarely flung a thought to poor Nigel, for when the
-big helpless form of her husband had been taken from the
-ambulance and carried past her up the broad stairs, the
-natural tenderness and pity in her nature had stirred, and
-something of what she felt for little Fanny had gone out
-to him. She would have nursed him, had she been permitted;
-she inquired for him many times a day, and sincerely
-hoped that he would recover. She had not the faintest
-notion of loving him, but she would be a good wife,
-and, no doubt, be happy. Ishbel did not love her husband
-and was happy, and so, apparently, were a good many more
-that flitted through her aunt’s drawing-room with a temporary
-admirer in tow. Julia’s future plans included no
-infants-in-waiting; she should become one of those great
-political women the planets, according to her mother’s
-letters, had ordered her to be; how could she doubt this
-destiny when every circumstance was conspiring to fulfil
-it? So, between the sense of an inexorable fate, the serious
-atmosphere of her new surroundings, and the desperate
-struggle of her husband for his life, her mind flowered
-rapidly; and the duke was delighted with her. He disliked
-and distrusted women that stood alone, that won personal
-fame for themselves, even “beauties” whose notoriety
-threw their lords into the background; but he had a very
-keen appreciation of their usefulness to man, not only as
-dams, but as tactful distributors of political smiles. Of
-course there must be a certain amount of brain behind the
-smiles, that they occur at precisely the right moment; but
-any man, given fair material to work on, could do well with
-it and prevent mistakes. He knew that certain women in
-history had been the centre of famous political salons, but
-took for granted that they had been severely coached by
-men. As for the women that were famous in the arts of
-fiction and painting, he did not know how to account for
-them, therefore refused to think about them at all. Julia
-he regarded as a promising specimen. She was healthy,
-and would no doubt replenish the almost exhausted house
-of France; she was pretty and charming, therefore would
-keep her husband out of mischief; and, taking to politics
-as a duck takes to water, would be sure to smile, subtly,
-radiantly, or meditatively, as well as to listen intelligently,
-when the distinguished members of his party that he purposed
-to entertain once more were obliged to talk to her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>On the twenty-first day of France’s illness his temperature
-went down, he slept naturally, and upon awaking asked to
-see his wife. Julia was admitted, and stood for a few moments
-by the bed, stammering congratulations and staring
-at the shrunken face with its ragged beard; then went to
-her own room and wept stormily over the wreck of what at
-least had been the perfection of manly strength. France’s
-temperature remained normal for a fortnight, then suddenly
-shot up again, and twice, during the ensuing twenty days,
-he almost expired. Two doctors slept in the house when
-the relapse was at its worst, and the political talks were interrupted,
-although the duke never for a moment believed
-that the last of his race would die.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>By this time the press was interested, for at all events
-France was heir-presumptive to a great estate and title,
-and daily bulletins were published. Nigel began his novel
-in order to divert his mind from indecent jubilation; but
-when France’s temperature dropped again and he improved
-from day to day with uncompromising persistence, his rival
-took the express to Yorkshire to confer with Bridgit. She
-could give him no encouragement. Julia in her letters
-had betrayed something of her state of grace, and during
-the relapse had written once in a strain that manifested the
-deepest anxiety.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He’ll get her through her sympathy, pity; no matter
-what she may be in the future, she’s all female at present,”
-remarked Mrs. Herbert, after showing these letters to
-Nigel. “All women have to go through the female stage,
-one way or another; and now will come a long convalescence
-during which she will be sorrier for him than ever—big
-man helpless, and all the rest of it. What is worse, she
-will become accustomed to him. Better give her up, my
-boy, or wait until she runs away from him. She’s sure to,
-sooner or later,—unless he reforms. After all, why
-shouldn’t he? A serious illness often works wonders; gives
-one so much time to think. And physical weakness always
-induces such virtuous resolutions. France may look
-back upon his past life with horror. Then, where will you
-be? Julia’s a well-born well-brought-up girl of high
-ideals. If France treats her decently she’ll stick to him,
-as many another woman is sticking to a husband that is all
-that she doesn’t want him to be —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The more shame to them!” cried Nigel, hotly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, there are worse things than conventions and standards.
-Now run off and write your novel. I am told that
-a harrowed mind often produces the most moving fiction.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll wait, but not too long,” said Nigel, doggedly. “Bosquith
-is being got ready for them, and is only twelve miles
-from here. You must ask me down, and I’ll manage to
-see her as soon as it’s decent. Of course I can’t cut under
-a man while he’s being trundled round in a bath chair.”</p>
-
-<h2>VIII</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>France’s</span> convalescence was very slow. His superb
-physique had fought death victoriously, as, so far, it had
-saved him from the consequences of dissipation, but only
-youth could have given him a swift recovery. It was
-September before he was able to move to Bosquith. After
-the stifling London summer, Julia needed a change as much
-as he did. The duke, as soon as his heir was able to sit up,
-had taken a run over to Kissengen, but Julia had spent the
-greater part of every day in the sick-room, reading the
-sporting papers and light novels to her husband, or amusing
-him as best she could. France would barely let her out of
-his sight. His shrewd cunning brain recovered its strength
-while his body was still helpless, and he conceived that now
-was his opportunity to make this inexperienced child believe
-in a romantic devotion, and to win her love in return.
-He permitted her to take a daily walk or drive with one of
-the nurses, making much of his sacrifice, and was so touchingly
-happy to see her after these brief separations that
-Julia almost wept, and gave him her hand to hold, while
-she made the most of every trifle her observing eyes had
-taken note of during her respite.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He no longer repelled her; not only did his helplessness
-appeal to her deep womanly instincts, but she was become
-so accustomed to his touch that she was quite indifferent
-to it: she bathed his head with cologne several
-times a day, kissed him obediently when she came and
-went, and even gave him her shoulder as a pillow when he
-fretfully declared that his head could rest on nothing else.
-It was a young and excessively thin shoulder, and, as a
-matter of fact, France would have preferred feathers, but
-the profoundly calculating mind, even when the body is
-weak, disdains trifles.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>As soon as he was pronounced well enough to travel,
-the wary duke returned and accompanied his charges to
-Bosquith. This great estate, some fifteen thousand acres,
-which included moors and grouse, as well as many farms
-with turnip fields, was the duke’s favorite property, not
-only because of the shootings, but because the air of the
-North Sea was the best tonic he knew. It was for this
-reason that he had chosen Bosquith for the last stage of his
-nephew’s convalescence, rather than one of his country
-houses nearer to London. But he had hesitated, nevertheless.
-Bosquith adjoined the Yorkshire estate of Bridgit
-Herbert’s paternal grandfather, and he knew of his new
-relative’s affection for a young woman of whom he had
-never approved since he had seen her riding astride over
-the moors with her brothers, pretending to be an American
-Indian. He had seen her occasionally since her marriage,
-and, no mean student of physiognomy, had labelled her
-dangerous, one of those women that set their nonsensical
-opinions above man’s and call themselves advanced. He
-had no intention that the intimacy should continue, nor
-that Julia should see aught of Nigel Herbert, whose devotion
-she had artlessly revealed. As for Ishbel, who visited
-Bridgit every year, he would not have her in the house, as
-he could not admit her and shut the door in her husband’s
-face. Somebody must take a stand, and the duke, although
-he might not be able to impose himself on his generation,
-was not only intensely loyal to his class but alive to its
-dangers. No snob, Julia’s lack of title and fortune did not
-annoy him in the least. “No one can be more than gentleman
-or lady,” he was wont to say magnanimously, “and
-I have known more than one titled bounder of historic descent.
-But when it comes to the James William Joneses,
-well, thank heaven! at least they don’t belong to us, and
-we are not bound to countenance them for the sake of their
-fathers; we cannot drag them up, and they will end by
-pulling us down; in other words they will vulgarize the
-British aristocracy until the masses lose their pride in us;
-and then where will we be? Democracy, Socialism,
-threaten us as it is. Our middle and lower classes at home,
-and our too independent colonies afar, must be made to
-retain their loyalty, at all costs.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia thought these sentiments sound, but made up her
-mind privately that she would never drop Ishbel or Bridgit,
-although she had been given to understand that the duke
-deeply regretted the proximity of Bosquith to the happy
-hunting grounds of Mrs. Herbert, and would not permit
-her to visit them. Her rapidly awakening intellect was
-seeking for partnership in her still fluid character, and although
-books could not develop the last, inheritances from
-a line of men, and at least one woman, who had always
-thought and acted for themselves, however mistakenly,
-were stirring. She had been too managed and surrounded
-to find herself as yet, but she had begun to suspect that the
-ego has a life of its own and certain inalienable rights.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The journey north sent France to bed again for three
-days, and for a fortnight he was wheeled about the park;
-then he began to hobble feebly, first on the arm of his nurse
-or wife, then with the aid of a stick. Julia accepted him
-as one of the facts of existence, regarded him proprietorally,
-took an immense interest in his progress toward recovery,
-and forgot him when she could in the library or in long
-walks over the moors. The castle was romantically situated
-on a cliff overhanging the North Sea, and in appearance,
-as in surroundings, was all that Julia could ask. It
-was very brown, two-thirds of it was in ruins, and the other
-third included a feudal hall, two towers, and walls four feet
-thick. The windows, however, had been enlarged, hot-water
-pipes had been put in, and no modern house was more
-sanitary. The duke, despite a pardonable pride in his
-ancestry, and an unmitigated conservatism in politics, was
-strictly up to date where his health and comfort were concerned.
-Born an invalid, he had lived longer than many of
-his burly ancestors, owing to a thin temperament and an
-early and avid interest in hygiene.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He had a second reason for bringing Harold to Bosquith.
-The neighboring borough was much under his influence,
-and he proposed that his relative should stand for it at the
-next general election. At the last it had succumbed to the
-personal manipulation of Gladstone, who had taken a
-lively pleasure in routing the duke; but it was conservative
-by habit, and not a measure of either Gladstone’s
-government or that of his successor had met with its approval.
-It was in just the frame of mind to be nursed by
-a genial and tactful duke. France fell in with these plans,
-and, when able to meet the local leaders, laid aside his almost
-unbearable haughtiness of manner, and assumed a
-bluff sailorlike heartiness which impressed them deeply.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia quickly revived in the bracing air of sea and moor,
-and as France rose late and retired early, besides sleeping a
-good deal during the day, and as she had acquired a certain
-skill in dodging the duke,—who, moreover, took his local
-duties very seriously,—she felt happy and free once more.
-The library was well furnished, the moors were purple, her
-bedroom was in an ancient tower, and the sea boomed under
-her window. She wrote long letters to her grimly triumphant
-mother, and, now and again, to Bridgit and Ishbel.
-The former, accompanied by her husband and Nigel, rode
-over to see her, but she was obliged to receive them in the
-chilling presence of her husband and the duke, and when
-the brief visit came to an end, was put on her honor not to
-leave the estate.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“As soon as Harold is quite recovered,” said the duke,
-“we will both drive over with you, for I am far from counselling
-you to be rude to any one. Only, while your husband
-is ill, it would be highly indecorous for you to be associating
-with young people; and for the matter of that,
-the more mature minds with which you associate during
-the next few years, the better—for us all, my dear, for us
-all.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But Julia, at this period, was quite independent of people.
-Her newly awakened intellect was clamoring for
-books and more books. Politics, the planets, the “brilliant
-future,” friends, were alike forgotten. Nothing mattered
-but the lore that scholars and worldlings had gathered,
-that ravening maw in her mind. Perhaps this early ingenuous
-stage of the mind’s development is its happiest;
-it is uncritical, having no standards of life and personal
-research for comparison, it swamps the real ego, while
-mightily tickling the false, it obliterates mere life, no matter
-how unsatisfactory, and above all it is saturated with the
-essence of novelty, the subtlest spring of all passion. Julia,
-barely educated, found in histories, biographies, memoirs,
-travels, even in works of science beyond her full comprehension,
-a wonderland of which she had never dreamed,
-much as she had longed for books on Nevis. That had
-been merely a case of inherited brain cells calling for furniture;
-embarked upon her adventure, these cells were
-crammed so rapidly that her ancestors slept in peace, and
-Julia felt herself an isolated and completely happy intellect.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Nevertheless, she was young.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>One night, shortly after her husband, now able to grace
-the evening board, had gone to his room, and the duke was
-closeted with the conservative agent, she went to her own
-room, opened the window, and hung out over the sea. The
-moon, whose malicious alertness Captain Dundas had
-deplored, was at the full and flooded a scene as beautiful
-in its way as the tropics. The great expanse of water was
-almost still, and a broad path of silver seemed firm enough
-to walk on straight away to the continent of Europe and
-its untasted delights. Just round the corner was the rose
-garden, which covered the filled-in moat on the south side
-of the castle and several hundred yards beyond. The
-roses were not very good ones, being somewhat rusted by
-the salt-sea spray, but, like the pleasaunce on another side
-of the castle, were a part of the more modern traditions of
-Bosquith; and the duke, although entirely indifferent to
-Nature when she ceased to be useful and amused herself
-with being merely beautiful, was a stickler for tradition;
-the roses were never neglected without, although never
-brought within; pollen inflamed his mucous membranes.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The blossoms had gone with the summer, but Julia was
-fancying herself inhaling their perfumes when she became
-aware that the figure of a man had detached itself from
-the tangle. She watched him idly, supposing him to be
-one of the grooms, and wondering if his sweetheart would
-follow. But the man was alone, and in a moment he bent
-down, picked up a handful of loose stones, and leaned back
-as if to fling them upward from the narrow ledge. Simultaneously
-Julia and Nigel Herbert recognized each other.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What—what—do you want?” gasped Julia, in a loud
-whisper.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You,” said Nigel, grimly. “Come down here.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Impossible!” thrilling wildly, however.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If you don’t, I’ll break in. I’ve prowled round here for
-three nights, and know the place by heart. The leads —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“For heaven’s sake, go away!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Will you come down? I’m spraining the back of my
-neck, and may slip off this narrow shelf any minute. Do
-you want to see my mangled remains at the foot of the
-cliff?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No. No. But —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Come down. I must have a talk with you—have this
-thing out or go mad. It’s little to ask!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia glanced behind her at the circular room hung with
-arras (to keep out draughts and conceal the hot-water
-pipes), and furnished with a big Gothic bed and hard upright
-chairs—and thrilled again. She was not the least
-in love with Nigel, but she suddenly realized that she was
-nearly nineteen and romance had never entered her life.
-After all, was love a necessary factor? Might not the romantic
-adventure be something to remember always, particularly
-when assisting a most unromantic husband achieve
-a political career, and entertaining some of the dullest men
-in London? She hesitated but an instant, then leaned out
-again.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll try,” she whispered.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If you fail, I’ll come to-morrow night.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Very well, go into the rose garden—under the oak.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She put on a dark cape and opened her door cautiously.
-The long corridor was lighted by a small lamp: gas and
-electricity, not being hygienic essentials, were not among
-the Bosquith improvements. All the bedrooms opened
-upon this corridor, but Julia knew that her husband slept,
-his capacity for instant and prolonged slumber being one
-of his assets. She crept past the duke’s door. He was an
-early bird, but was in the library still, no doubt, and the
-library was far away. He would be sure to mount by the
-small stair beside it; the grand staircase led to the unused
-drawing-rooms, and into the immense hall, which, at this
-season with no guests in the castle, and a library answering
-every requirement of the family, was economically inexpedient.
-When a hereditary duke has several entailed
-estates to keep up besides a town house, and a paltry income
-of forty thousand pounds a year, he is put to shifts
-of which the envious world knows nothing.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Down the grand staircase, therefore, stole Julia. It
-creaked even under her small feet; behind the wainscot
-she heard gnawing sounds of hideous import; and the darkness
-below was unrelieved by a single silver gleam. But
-Julia possessed a valiant soul; moreover, was determined to
-have her adventure. She felt her way past the massive
-pieces of furniture toward a small door in the tower room
-beneath her own; she dared not attempt to unchain and
-open the great front doors studded with nails. She had
-used this humble means of exit before, and although the
-room was full of rubbish, she found the big rusty key without
-difficulty, opened the door, then with another fearful
-glance about her stole toward the middle of the rose garden.
-The old bushes were very high and ragged, but had
-it not been for an oak tree in their midst, concealment for
-a man nearly six feet high would have been impossible.
-Julia made her way straight toward the tree, and uttered
-a loud “Shhh—” when Nigel impetuously left its shelter.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And even this is not safe,” she whispered, as they met.
-“We are too near the castle, and the duke always takes a
-little walk before he goes to bed. Follow me and don’t
-speak or make any noise.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She led the way out of the rose garden and across the
-park to a grove of ancient oaks. A brook wandered among
-the trees. The moonlight poured in. The dark frowning
-mass of the castle was plain to be seen. The sea murmured.
-A nightingale sang. No spot on earth could have been
-more romantic. Julia shivered with delight, and thanked
-the winking stars.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But Nigel was insensible to the romance of his surroundings.
-Unlike the woman, he wanted the main factor; the
-setting could take care of itself. And he was in a distracted
-and desperate frame of mind. As Julia turned to him she
-experienced her first misgiving; his face was set and very
-white.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“This is where I often read and dream,” she said conversationally.
-“It is my favorite spot.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Is it? It’s awfully good of you to come out. I can’t
-tell you how much I appreciate it. I might have written,
-I suppose; but I can only write fiction. Couldn’t put
-down a word of what I wanted to say to you—of what I
-felt—” He broke off and added passionately, “Julia!
-Don’t you care for me—the least bit?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No.” Julia, not having the faintest idea how to handle
-such a situation, took refuge in the bare truth, at all times
-more natural to her than to most women. “I don’t love
-you, but I think it rather nice to meet you like this for
-once.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Nigel groaned. Like all born artists, he understood
-something of women by instinct, and felt more hopeless in
-the face of this uncompromising honesty and artlessness
-than when alone with his imagination.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But you don’t love your husband?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, no. Not the way you mean, at least. I’ve read
-a lot about love these last months, and it must be wonderful.
-I’ve grown quite fond of poor Harold, but I never
-could love him in that way. I wish I could,” she added,
-with a sudden sense of loyalty to the absent and sleeping
-husband.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Julia, you must try to understand! You never can
-even tolerate that man. You mustn’t live with him. We
-were plotting to save you from him when he fell ill, and then
-we ho—we thought he’d die. But he’s, he’s—Oh, please
-don’t look at me as if I were a cad. I know you are a brick,
-and I’ve held out until he was on his legs again—and I
-nearly off my head. I won’t say a word against him. Let
-it go at this—you never can love him. That I can swear
-to and <span class='it'>you know it</span>. But you could love some one, and it
-must, it must be me! It shall be! Julia, if you could
-only <span class='it'>guess</span> what love means, then you might have some idea,
-at least, of how I love you. But even your instincts don’t
-seem to have awakened. And I haven’t the chance to
-teach you! You must give it to me! You must!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do you want me to elope with you?” asked Julia, curiously.
-This was a highly interesting development, and
-after the manner of her sex, when indifferent, she grew
-cooler and more analytical as her lover’s flame mounted.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No—no—not yet. I only wanted a chance to-night
-to tell you how I love you—to make you understand that
-much, if possible. Oh, God! It <span class='it'>must</span> be communicable!
-When you are alone and think it over—I hope—I hope—Meanwhile,
-I want you to promise to make opportunities
-to meet me. I can’t go to the castle. But you can meet
-me. On the moor. Here at night. I have waited long
-enough. France no longer needs you. He is nearly well,
-and will get everything he wants —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He wants me more than anything else,” said Julia,
-shrewdly. “He’s as much in love with me as you are —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He shan’t have you!” shouted Nigel, and Julia stared,
-fascinated, at a face convulsed with passion. It was the
-first time she had seen this tremendous force unleashed, for
-France had done his courting under the eagle eye of his
-future mother-in-law, and Nigel, during their acquaintance
-in London, had not progressed outwardly beyond sentiment.
-Julia, even while deciding that sentiment became
-his fresh frank face better, and shrinking distastefully from
-a passion so close to her, was conscious of disappointment
-in her own unresponsiveness. Nineteen! What an ideal
-age for love! And what lover could fill all requirements
-more satisfactorily than Nigel? But she felt as cold as
-the moon. To her deep mortification she was obliged to
-stifle a yawn; it was long past her bedtime. She answered
-with such haste that her voice had an encouraging
-quiver in it.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, don’t let’s talk about him. It’s so jolly to see you
-again. Tell me about your book. Have you finished it?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I didn’t come here to talk about my book.” Nigel’s
-voice was rough. He came so close to her that she shrank
-once more, and turned away her eyes. “Oh, I’m not going
-to touch you. I couldn’t unless you wanted me to, unless
-you loved me— That is what I want: the chance to make
-you love me. Will you give it to me?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I—I don’t see how it is possible.” She longed to run,
-but her female instincts were budding under this tropical
-storm, and one prompted that if she ran, terrible things
-might happen. The most honest of women is dishonest in
-moments of danger pertaining to her sex. Julia felt danger
-in the air. She also rejected Nigel’s protestations.
-She buckled on her feminine armor and turned to him
-sweetly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I must think it over,” she said. “I never even dreamed
-that you were in love with me. I should never dare come
-out again at night. But perhaps on the moor, some morning —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I should prefer that. One of the keepers or servants
-might see us in the park, and I don’t wish our love to be
-vulgarized —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh! I hadn’t thought of that! How horrid! I’ll
-go back this minute. You stay here until I’ve had time to
-get inside. I’ll write to-morrow. If you follow me, I shall
-never believe that you love me —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Even while she spoke she was flitting through the grove
-with every appearance of an alarm she did not feel at all.
-Nigel ran after her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll not follow if you will swear to meet me to-morrow
-morning—on the cliffs three miles north from here.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes. Yes. I swear it.” And she fled into the broad
-moonlight beyond the trees, while Nigel flung himself on
-the turf and gnashed his teeth.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, when she reached the upper corridor, almost ran
-into the duke, but he was near-sighted, used to mice, and
-she cowered behind an armored knight unsuspected.
-When she finally closed her own door behind her, she found
-that all inclination to sleep had fled and that she was more
-excited than while the immediate centre of a love storm.
-She sat by the window for hours, thinking hard, and feeling
-several years older. Quite honest once more, now that she
-was safe behind a locked door, she examined her new problem
-on every side. It was quite possible, she confessed, that
-if she had loved Nigel, even a bit, she might have consented
-to his program, for youth has its rights; she had not been
-consulted in her marriage, she was more or less a prisoner,
-with no prospect of even youthful companionship, and the
-idea of being a duchess did not interest her at all. Of the
-meaning of sin she had but the vaguest idea.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But of loyalty and honor she had a very distinct idea.
-Instinct and reason told her that she never would love Nigel;
-otherwise, with every provocation, she must have loved
-him long since. Therefore would it be unfair to play with
-him. She would far rather be married to him than to
-France, for he was young and clever and charming, but
-even were she free now, she would not marry him. Therefore
-was it her duty to dismiss and cure him as quickly as
-possible, not ruin his youth by keeping him dangling, after
-what she knew to be the habit of many women. Also, for
-the first time, she felt really drawn to her husband, so unconscious
-of her naughty adventure. After all, she was
-his, he adored her, and he deserved every reparation in her
-power. Who could tell?—she might love him. Love
-appeared to be in the nature of a mighty river at spring
-flood; no doubt it ingulfed everything in its way. She
-had leaped to one side to-night, but her husband—yes, it
-was conceivable that she might stand still and await the
-flood without making faces.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She felt extremely satisfied and virtuous as she lit her
-candle and wrote a kind but uncompromising letter to
-Nigel, taking back her promise to meet him on the morrow,
-and warning him that if he wrote to her she should give his
-letters to her husband. It was not in her to do anything
-of the sort, but she had the gift of a fine straightforward
-forcible style, and her letter so enraged Nigel that he left
-England as quickly as steam could take him, cursing her
-and all women.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So ended their first chapter.</p>
-
-<h2>IX</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> curtain had fallen on the first act of “La Traviata,”
-and Ishbel, for once alone in the box with her husband,
-glanced idly over the imposing tiers of Covent Garden.
-Royalty was present, the smart peeresses were out in full
-force and wore their usual brave display of tiaras and
-miscellaneous jewels, inherited and otherwise, so that the
-horseshoe glittered like Aladdin’s palace. There was also
-a jeweller’s window in the stalls, and altogether it was a
-representative night in the beginning of the season.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Nevertheless, Ishbel became suddenly and acutely aware
-that she had on more jewels than any woman in the house.
-Not only was there an all-round and almost unbearably
-heavy tiara on her small head, nearly a foot high and composed
-of diamonds and emeralds as large as plums, but she
-wore a rope of diamonds that reached far below her knees,
-a necklace of five rows of pearls as big as her husband’s
-thumb nails, and linked with emeralds and diamonds, a
-sunburst of diamonds that looked like a waterfall, and
-equally priceless gems cutting into the flesh of her tender
-shoulders where they clasped the only visible portion of
-her raiment. Ishbel was justly proud of her magnificent
-collection of jewels, but, being a young woman of unerring
-good taste, was in the habit of wearing a few at a time.
-Several hours earlier, however, her husband, grown jealous
-of the prosiliency of the New South African millionnaires, had
-come home with the rope and commanded her to put on
-every jewel she possessed for the opera that night, and the
-first great ball of the season to follow. As she had surveyed
-herself in her long mirror it had occurred to her that she
-looked like a begum, but when she had called her husband’s
-attention to the fact, and suggested some modification in
-her display of converted capital, he had replied curtly that
-he had spent a quarter of his fortune for the public to look
-at on her equally ornamental self, and that when he wished
-it displayed in toto, displayed it should be. That is the
-way for a man to talk to his wife when he means to be
-obeyed; and when the masterful and successful Mr. Jones
-delivered his ultimatums, few that had aught to do with
-him were so hardy as to continue the argument.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Ishbel had trained herself to take him humorously, to
-believe him the most generous of men because he had proved
-quite amenable to the family plan of marrying off her sisters
-(they were handsome and an additional excuse for
-entertaining), and because he never alluded to her enormous
-bills or forgot to hand her a check for pin-money every
-quarter. She had rewarded him with thanks couched in an
-endless variety of terms and glances, even caresses when he
-demanded them. When they were alone at table (as seldom
-as she could manage) she even coquetted with him,
-giving him the full play of her piquant eyes and sweet smile,
-and talking in her brightest manner, to conceal from himself
-how hopeless he was in conversation. She even pitied
-him sometimes; for, in spite of his riches, his interests in
-the City, and the great position in society that she had
-given him, he seemed to her a lonely being, and she would
-have loved him if she could.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>To-night, however, his words had rankled. They had
-echoed during the drive to the opera-house, stirring her
-most amiable of minds to a vague anger; and now, quite
-suddenly, she was filled with an intense mortification and
-resentment. Every intelligent being that has made a signal
-mistake in his life’s order has some sudden moment of awakening,
-of vision. The phrase “kept wife” had not yet arrived
-in literature, but it rose in Ishbel’s mind as she glanced
-from her white slender body, weary in its glittering armor,
-to the big heavy man opposite, sitting with a hand on either
-knee, his hard bright little eyes surveying her with triumphant
-approval. She was his property; he owned her, as he
-owned his house in Park Lane, the castle he had recently
-bought from a peer terrified by the remodelling of the death
-duties, his princely equipages, the noisy jewels on her person.
-After all, she had not a penny of her own, was as poor as
-when she had been one of fourteen hopeless sisters in Ireland;
-for he had carefully abstained from settlements, that
-she might feel her dependence, thank him periodically for
-his splendid checks. Her father had been in no position
-to insist upon settlements, but, had he been, would she be
-any better off ethically than now? They would have been
-but another present from the man who had bought her as
-he had bought his other famous possessions. If she had
-children, they would be his, not hers, and there was nothing
-he could not compel her to do, and be upheld by the laws of
-his country, unless he both beat her and kept a mistress.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She suddenly loathed him. That she had given him
-value received made her loathe him, and herself, the more.
-She shrank until she expected to hear her jewels rattle together,
-then raised her eyes again and flashed them about
-the house. She picked out twenty women in that glance
-who had sold their beauty for what their jewels represented,
-although, for the most part, they had the saving grace to
-be owned by gentlemen. But were they so much better
-off? Jones, at least, was now inoffensive in his manners and
-speech. Many gentlemen she knew were not, and one duke
-had a habit of catching her by the arm and leering into her
-crimsoning ear a horrid story. But that was not the point.
-What was the point? That women who married men for
-jewels and not for love were no better than the women of
-the street? Most women would have stopped there. It is
-a sentimental form of reasoning, eminently satisfactory to
-many women, and to some male novelists. But Ishbel
-had been born with a clear logical brain in which the fatal
-gift of humor was seldom dormant, and of late this brain
-had shown symptoms of impatience at neglect, muttered
-vague demands for recognition. Youth, a natural love of
-gayety, pleasure, splendor, reigning as a beauty, a laudable
-desire to help one’s family,—all very well—but —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Ishbel’s inner vision pierced straight down to the root
-(ornamentally overlaid) of the whole matter. The portionless
-woman, whether there was love between herself
-and her husband or not, was a property, a subject, an annex,
-nothing more, not even if she bore him children. Indeed,
-in the latter case she but proved the old contention
-that in bearing children she fulfilled her only mission on
-earth.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Ishbel had heard, as one hears of all civilized activities,
-of Woman’s Suffrage; this, too, passed in review before
-that search-light in her mind, and she wondered if the women
-asking for it dared to do so unless economically independent.
-She and Bridgit, when resting on their labors two years
-before,—a breathing spell in the grouse season,—had
-amused themselves in the library tracing the course of
-woman during those periods of the world’s history when
-she had been famous for her innings; and both had been
-struck by the fact that when nations were at peace and man
-enjoyed prosperity and comparative leisure, woman’s eminence
-and apparent freedom had been but her lord’s opportunity
-to display his riches and gratify the non-military
-side of his vanity. Only in a small minority of cases had
-this eminence and freedom been the result of self-support,
-inherited wealth, genius, or dynastic authority: the vast
-majority had been toys, jewel-laden henchwomen; even
-the great courtesans had been dependent upon their youth
-and charm and the caprice of man.</p>
-
-<hr class='tbk101'/>
-
-<p class='pindent'>No wonder so few women had left an impress on history.
-How could any brain, even if endowed with true genius,
-reach the highest order of development while the character
-remained flaccid in its willing dependence upon the reigning
-sex? And man had despised woman throughout the
-ages, even when most enslaved by her, knowing that on
-him depended her very existence. He had the physical
-strength to wring her neck, and the legal backing to treat
-her as partner or servant, whichever he found agreeable
-or convenient. She and Bridgit had discussed this
-phenomenon philosophically but impersonally, it being
-understood that when they did give their brains exercise,
-it should not interfere with their youthful enjoyment of
-life; nor should the exercise continue long enough to
-become a habit; time enough for that sort of thing when
-one had turned thirty. But it occurred to Ishbel in these
-moments of painful clarity. She had not taken the least
-interest in Woman’s Suffrage, a movement under a cloud
-at this time, but she had a sudden and poignant desire to
-be independent, and a simultaneous conviction that no
-woman was worthy of anything better than being one of
-man’s miscellaneous properties until she were. What right
-had women, supported by men, living on their exertions
-or fortunes, displayed or used at their pleasure, tricking
-them by a thousand ingenious devices to gain their ends,
-to be regarded as equals, political or otherwise? The most
-democratic of woman employers, unless a faddist, did not
-regard her employees, particularly her servants, as equals;
-and yet they, at least, worked for their bread, were economically
-independent, could throw up their situations without
-scandal. Ishbel had twenty-three servants in her
-ugly Park Lane mansion, and in the bitterness of her humiliation
-she felt herself the inferior of the scullery maid. She
-opened her eyes wide, staring out upon the world through
-the glittering curtain before her. What an extraordinary
-world it was! How silly! How uncivilized! How incomplete!
-What might not women attain with complete
-self-respect, and how utterly hopeless was their case without
-it!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What are you thinking about?” asked Mr. Jones, curiously.
-He had been watching her for some moments.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That I ache with all these ridiculous jewels.” Ishbel
-stood up and walked deliberately to the back of the box.
-“I feel as if I were wearing an old-fashioned crystal chandelier.
-Will you kindly put my cloak on?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Jones had risen (being well trained in the small courtesies),
-but he showed no intention of following her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Certainly not,” he said peremptorily. “Sit down. I
-wish you to remain here until it is time to go to the duchess’s
-ball —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’m not going to the duchess’s ball. I’m going home.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He stared at her, his long straight mouth opening slightly,
-and his heavy underjaw twitching. Like many millionnaires,
-self-made, he looked like a retired prize-fighter, and
-for the moment he felt as old gods of the ring must feel when
-brushed contemptuously aside by arrogant youth. This
-was the first time his wife had shown the slightest hint of
-rebellion, deviated from a sweetness and tact that was without
-either condescension from her lofty birth, or servility
-to his wealth. But there was neither sweetness nor tact
-in her small pinched face. Her mouth was as compressed
-as his own could be, and the expression of her eyes frightened
-him.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What on earth’s the matter with you?” he asked
-roughly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I tell you I don’t like the idea of looking like an idol,
-a chandelier, a begum, what you will; of having on more
-jewels than any woman in the house; of looking nouveau
-riche, if you will have it. And I am tired and am going
-home to bed. You can come or not, as you like.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She put on her cloak. Jones, swearing under his breath,
-but helpless, caught up his own coat and hat and followed
-her out of the house. But although he stormed, protested,
-even condescended to beg, all the way home, she would not
-utter another word, and when she reached her room, locked
-the door behind her.</p>
-
-<h2>X</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> next morning she sought Bridgit, having ascertained
-by telephone that her friend was alone. The Hon.
-Mrs. Herbert, although “masculine” only in so far as Nature
-had endowed her with a strong positive mind and character,
-physical and mental courage, and a disdain of all
-pettiness (the hypothetical masculine ideal), thought boudoirs
-silly, and called her personal room in South Audley
-Street a den. Not that it in the least resembled a man’s
-den. It was a long and narrow room on the first floor at
-the back of the house, and furnished with deep chairs and
-sofas covered with flowered chintzes, and several good
-pieces of Sheraton. She was known for her fine collection
-of remarque etchings, and the best of them were in this
-room. The large table was set out with reviews and new
-books, which she bought on principle, although she found
-time for little more than a glance at their contents. Her
-cigarette-box was of elaborately chased silver. Good a
-sportswoman as she was, she was not in the least “sporty,”
-being too well balanced and well bred to assume a pose of
-any sort. She was a woman of the world with many tastes,
-who was destined to have a good many more.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When Ishbel entered, she was walking up and down, her
-hands clasped behind her, her heavy black brows drawn
-above the brooding darkness below. She, too, was in an
-unenviable frame of mind.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Her brows relaxed as she saw Ishbel. “What on earth
-is the matter?” she exclaimed.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Ishbel, who had not slept but was quite calm, sat down
-and told her story.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I don’t suppose you quite understand how I feel,” she
-concluded; “for you have always had your own fortune,
-have never even been dependent on your father. But of
-one thing I am positive: if you found yourself in my position,
-you would feel exactly as I do. So I have come to you
-to talk it out.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course I understand.” Bridgit turned her back
-and walked to the end of the room. She longed to add:
-“It is quite as humiliating to keep a husband as to be kept
-by one; rather worse, as tradition and instincts don’t
-sanction it.” But there are some things that cannot be
-said, save, indeed, through the offices of the pineal gland;
-and as Bridgit, on her return march, paused and looked
-down upon Ishbel, standing in an attitude of rigid defiance,
-with quivering, nostrils and fierce half-closed eyes, possibly
-her friend received a telepathic flash, for she exclaimed
-impulsively: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You are in trouble, too. What is it?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Trouble is a fine general term for my ailment. I’m
-merely disgusted, dissatisfied—on general principles.
-Possibly it’s the effect of reading Nigel’s book.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I haven’t had time to read it, but I’m so happy it has
-created a <span class='it'>furore</span>, and hope he’ll come back to be lionized.
-Odd he should write about the slums.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not at all. The slums are always being discovered by
-bright young men, who, with the true ardor of the explorer,
-proceed to enlighten the world. Nigel—the story’s not
-up to much—but he has the genius of expression, and,
-having made the amazing discovery of poverty, communicates
-his own amazement that it should have continued to
-exist in civilized countries up to the eve of the twentieth
-century—and his horror at its forms. Some of his scenes
-are quite awfully vivid. But he’s no sentimentalist; he
-doesn’t call for more charities; he doesn’t even pity the poor;
-he despises them as they deserve to be despised for being
-poor, for their asininity in permitting and enduring. But
-he demands in their name, since the best of them are wholly
-incompetent as thinkers, that the educated shall favor a
-form of Socialism which shall not only provide remunerative
-employment for them, but compel them to work—grinding
-the idle, the worthless, the vicious to the wall,
-and training the new generation to annihilate poverty.
-Great heaven! What a disgrace it is—that poverty—to
-the individual, to the world, to the poor, to the rich. I
-never realized it until I read that book. Other ‘discoverers’
-have put my back up. But Nigel is one of us; and
-when he sees it—and what a clear vision he has —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How splendid!” cried Ishbel, also forgetting her own
-trouble for the moment. “And to be able to write like
-that will help him to forget Julia—must make all personal
-affairs seem insignificant. Would that we all had such a
-solace!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Solace! We are both strong enough to scorn the word.
-But having been awakened, I should have no excuse if I
-went to sleep again. Nor you. I haven’t made up my mind
-what I’ll do yet, merely that I’ll do something. I’m sick
-of society. It’s a bally grind. Five years of it are enough
-for any woman with brains instead of porridge in her skull.
-I’m glad you’ve had a shock about the same time—should
-have administered it if you hadn’t. Of course I shall continue
-to hunt, and keep house for Geoffrey, and watch over
-my child, but all that uses up about one-tenth of my energies,
-and no more. What I’ll do, I don’t know. I’m floundering.
-Lovers are no solution for me. They’re démodés,
-anyhow. I’m after some big solution both elemental and
-progressive. Of course I shall begin with politics—by
-studying our problems on all sides, I mean, not having
-hysterics over the party claptrap of the moment. That
-and a hard course in German literature will tone my mind
-up. It’s all run to seed. The rest will come in due course.
-Tell me what you propose to do. But of course you’ve
-had no time to decide.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, but I have. I’m going to open a milliner shop.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What?” Mrs. Herbert sat down.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You may think me vain, but I <span class='it'>know</span> that I can trim
-hats better than any woman in London.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes—of course. But Mr. Jones?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I think I can make him consent—advance me the
-money—by persuading him that it is a new fad with the
-aristocracy—I’ll point out to him several titles over shops
-in Bond Street.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You have an Irish imagination. He won’t hear of it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’m sure I can talk him over—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Besides, it isn’t fair. It will make no end of talk, and
-him ridiculous. If you go in for independence—and do,
-by all means—don’t begin your sex emancipation with
-the sex methods of second-rate women. Men are supposed
-to be direct, straightforward, above the petty wiles to which
-women have been compelled to resort since man owned them.
-They are not, but, being the ruling sex, have forced the world
-to accept them at their own estimate. Besides, they find
-the standard convenient. That it is a worthy standard, no
-one will dispute. At least if we women cannot be wholly
-truthful, we need not be greater liars than they are. And
-we can score a point by adopting the same standard. Tell
-Mr. Jones that you have decided upon independence, that
-if he doesn’t put up the money, I will; but don’t throw dust
-in his eyes—I doubt if you could, anyhow.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Would you really?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course I would. It would be great fun. But what
-is the rest of your program? Do you propose to leave
-him? To cook his social goose?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No, he has been too generous, whatever his motives.
-No girl has ever had a better time, and nothing can alter
-the fact that he has rescued my family from poverty. Even
-if he cut both daddy and myself off his pay-roll, Aleece and
-Hermione and Shelah are rich enough to take care of the
-rest. I have done my duty by the family! No, I am quite
-willing to occupy a room in his house, go to the opera with
-him, even to such social affairs as I have time and strength
-for—I really intend to work, mind you, and to start in
-rather a small way, that I may pay back what I borrow the
-sooner.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How you have thought it all out! I wish I had something
-definite in sight. I despise the women that merely
-fill in time with intellectual pursuits, and I’ll be hanged if
-I take to settlement work—the last resource of the novelist
-who wants to make his elevated heroine ‘do something.’
-I must find my particular ability and exercise it.
-To work with you actively in the shop would be a mere
-subterfuge, as I don’t need money. But never mind me—When
-are you going to speak to Mr. Jones?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“This afternoon. I wanted to talk it out with you first.
-We Irish <span class='it'>are</span> extravagant. I was afraid I might have got
-off my base a bit.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The world will think you mad, of course. But that
-only proves how sane you are. I wish I could get together
-about a hundred women, prominent socially—merely
-because society women are supposed to be all frivolous—to
-set a pace. I assume that the average woman in any class
-is a fool, but there is no reason why she should remain one;
-and the exceptional women, of whom there must be thousands,
-only lack courage, initiative, a leader. By the way,
-what do you hear of Julia? I haven’t had a letter for two
-months.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“They are to remain at Bosquith until the dissolution of
-Parliament, nursing their constituency. She is doing the
-lady-of-the-manor act, visiting among the poor, petting
-babies, and all the rest of it—but putting in most of her
-time with her beloved books. She rarely mentions France’s
-name.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Never to me. But I know from one of my aunts—Peg—that
-he’s too occupied getting back his health and
-pleasing the duke to drink or let his temper go. No doubt
-he’s making a very decent husband. It may last. But
-whether it does or not, I’m not going to let Julia go. She’s
-made of uncommon stuff and must become one of us.”</p>
-
-<h2>XI</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>It</span> was with some trepidation that Ishbel sought her husband
-in the library a few hours later, and, in spite of her resolve
-to “be square,” could not resist assuming her most
-ingratiating manner. Her eyes were full of witchery, her
-kissable mouth wore its most provocative curves. Anything
-less like an emancipated wife or a prospective business
-woman never rose upon man’s haunted imagination; and
-as for Mr. Jones, who had been waiting for an explanation
-of some sort, he thought that she had come to apologize,
-to confess to a passing hysteria, possibly to jealousy induced
-by the fact that the wife of one of the South African millionaires
-had worn a ruby the night before that was the talk
-of the town. Well, she should have a bigger one if the
-earth could be made to yield it up.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mr. Jones returned home every afternoon at precisely
-the same hour, and to-day, having “smartened up,” was
-sitting in a leather chair near the window with a finance
-review in his hand, when Ishbel entered. He did not rise,
-but asked her if she felt better, indicated a chair opposite
-his own, and waited for her to begin. She should have her
-ruby, or whatever it was she wanted, but not until she was
-properly humble and asked for it.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Ishbel smiled into those eyes that always reminded her
-of shoe buttons, and said sweetly, “I was horrid, of course,
-last night —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You were. And it was extremely unpleasant for me
-at the ball. Nobody addressed me except to ask where
-you were. I felt like a keeper minus his performing bear.”
-His tone was not without bitterness.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I am so sorry. But I could not go. I wanted to think.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Think? Why on earth should you think? You have
-nothing to think about; merely to spend money and look
-beautiful.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Ishbel smiled again, showing her dimples. There was
-not an edge of her inflexible will visible in the beautiful
-hazel eyes that she turned full upon him. “Well, the fact
-remains that I did think. And this is the result: I wish to
-earn my living.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>His jaw dropped. He thought she had lost her mind.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It is quite true, and I mean to do it. I find I don’t
-like living on any one. We’ve never pretended to love each
-other. If we did—well, I think I should have felt the
-same way a little later. As it is, I don’t find it nice, living
-on you —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You’re my wife!” thundered Mr. Jones. “What the
-hell are you talking about?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ve no right to be your wife—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You’ve been a damned long time finding it out—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Five years. Bridgit says I have an Irish imagination.
-I’ve worked it persistently for five years, and worked it to
-death. I not only persuaded myself that I was doing you
-a tremendous service, but that I was entirely happy in
-being young and having all the luxuries and pleasures and
-gayeties that youth demands. I am only twenty-four.
-Five years in one’s first youth is not so long a time for delusion
-to last —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Have you fallen in love?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not for more than three hours at a time. Somehow,
-you all fall short, one way or another. I think I have fallen
-in love with myself. At all events I want an individual
-place in the world, and, as the world is at present constituted,
-the only people that are really respected are those that
-either inherit fortunes or abstract the largest amount of
-money from other people. Even birth is going out of
-fashion. It doesn’t weigh a feather in the scale against
-money.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You’re talking like a lunatic. I couldn’t have got
-into society with all my millions without you, or some one
-else born with a marketable title, and you know it.” Mr.
-Jones was so astonished that only plain facts lighted the
-chaos of his mind.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“All the same you are far more respected than my poor
-old father, who is a lineal descendant of the O’Neil. Even
-if people did not respect you personally,—and of course
-they do,—they all respect you far more than they do me.
-Who would look at me if I had married one of your clerks—birth
-or no birth? And who regards me, as it is, but
-anything more than one of your best investments? I am
-useful to you and pay my way, but I’m of no earthly importance
-as an individual. I haven’t even as good a position
-as Bridgit, who inherited a fortune, although a bagatelle
-compared to yours —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Is that what you’re after—a slice of my fortune in
-your own right?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No, I only want enough to start me in business, and I
-shall pay it back —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll have you put in a lunatic asylum. What business
-do you fancy you could make a go in? Mine?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No. The French bourgeoisie are about the only
-people that have solved the sex problem: every woman
-in the shop-keeping class, at least, is her husband’s working
-partner. But financial brains are not indigenous to my
-class. If I had one, I’d make myself useful to you in the
-only way that counts, and charge you high for my services.
-But as it is, I’m going to do the one thing I happen to be
-fitted for—I’m going to be a milliner.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“A milliner!” roared Mr. Jones. His face was purple.
-It was all very well to assume that his butterfly had gone
-mad; he had a hideous premonition that she was in earnest
-and as sane as he was. In fact, he felt on the verge of
-lunacy himself. He could hear his house of cards rattling
-about him.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes,” said Ishbel, smiling at him, as she had always
-smiled when asking him to invite another of her sisters to
-visit them. “I can trim hats beautifully. My hats are
-noted in London —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“They ought to be. The bills that come from those
-Paris robbers —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I retrim every hat I get from the best of them. And
-I’ve pulled to pieces the hats of some of the richest of my
-friends. They will all patronize me. I shan’t rob them,
-and I have at least fifty ideas for this season that will be
-original without being bizarre—hats that will suit individual
-faces and not be duplicated. Oh, I know that I
-have a positive genius for millinery!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The purple fell from Mr. Jones’s face, leaving it pallid.
-He stared at her, not only in consternation, but in deeper
-perplexity than he had ever felt in his life. Probably there
-is no state of the masculine mind so amusing to the disinterested
-outsider as the chaos into which it is thrown by
-some unexpected revelation of woman’s divergence from
-the pattern. It has only been during those long periods of
-the world’s history, as Bridgit and Ishbel had discovered,
-when men were at war, that women, poor, even in their
-castles, with every faculty strained to feed and rear their
-children, and no society of any sort, often without education,
-have given men the excuse to regard them as inferior
-beings—physical prowess at such times being the standard.
-But men have had so many rude awakenings that their
-continued blindness can only be explained by the fact that
-a large percentage of women, while no idler and lazier than
-many men, have been able to flourish as parasites through
-the accident of their sex. During every period of comparative
-peace and plenty, women of another caliber have shown
-themselves tyrannous, active, exorbitant in their demands,
-and mentally as alert as men. If they disappeared periodically,
-it was only because they had not fully found themselves,
-had exercised their abilities to no definite end. A
-recent German psychologist, one of the maddest and most
-ingenious, discovered something portentous in such periodicity
-as he took note of: the prominence of woman in
-the tenth, fifteenth, and sixteenth centuries, and again in
-the nineteenth and twentieth, assuming it to be the result
-of an excess of hermaphrodite and sexually intermediate
-forms, a state of affairs not unknown in the vegetable kingdom.
-Therefore, must woman’s periodic revolt mean nothing
-more than a biological phenomenon.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This theory would furnish food for much uneasiness were
-it not that the philosopher overlooked, deliberately or
-otherwise, the fact that woman’s star has flamed at some
-period or other in nearly every century, and that these
-periods have coincided with man’s ingenuous elevation of
-her to gratify his vanity while his chests were full and his
-weapons idle. Since the beginning of time, so far as we
-have any record of it, women have sprung to the top the
-moment that peace permitted wealth, leisure, and servants;
-and so far from their success being due to abnormality,
-their progress and development have been steadily cumulative.
-To-day, for the first time, they are highly enough
-developed to take their places beside men in politics, know
-themselves well enough to hold on, not drop the reins the
-moment the world’s conditions demand the physical activities
-of the fighting sex.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Although the great Woman’s Suffrage movement was,
-for the moment, in the rear of the world’s problems, thousands
-of women in England and America were thinking of
-little else, planning and working quietly, awaiting their
-leader. This psychological wave had washed over Ishbel’s
-sensitive brain and done its work quite as thoroughly as if
-she had gone to Manchester and sat at the feet of Dr.
-Pankhurst. It is the fashion to give Ibsen the credit of the
-revolt of woman from the tyranny of man, but that is sheer
-nonsense to any one acquainted with the history of woman.
-Ibsen was a symptom, a voice, as all great artists are, but
-no radical changes spring full fledged from any brain; they
-are the slow work of the centuries.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Perhaps I should have put it another way,” said Ishbel.
-“I fancy the point is, not that the world respects you
-more for amassing wealth, but that you respect yourself
-so enormously for having won in the greatest and most difficult
-game that men have ever played. Diplomacy is nothing
-to it. That only requires brains and training. To coax
-gold from full pockets into empty ones and remain on the
-right side of the law, requires a magnetic needle in the brain,
-and is a distinct form of genius. Talk about riches not
-bringing happiness, I don’t believe there is a rich man living,
-even if he has only inherited his wealth, who does not find
-happiness in his peculiar form of self-respect, and in his
-contempt for the failures. If he has inherited, it is an
-achievement to retain, and when he has made his fortune,
-he must feel a bigger man than any king. Well, in my
-little way, I purpose to enjoy that sensation. And to make
-money, to accumulate wealth, is, I am positive, one of the
-primary instincts—if it were not, the world would have
-been socialistic a thousand years ago. But the secret desire
-in too many millions of hearts has prevented it —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My God!” roared Mr. Jones. “Have you got brains?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I hope so.” She smiled mischievously. “I couldn’t
-make money without them.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Suppose you had half a dozen children?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course, if I hadn’t thought it all out in time, I should
-bring them up first. But I feel sure the time will come
-when every self-respecting woman will want to be the
-author of her own income—when no girl will marry until
-she is.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mr. Jones looked and felt like the fisherman who has
-gone out in a sail-boat to catch the small edible prizes of
-the sea, and landed a whale.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You never thought that all out for yourself,” he growled.
-“Where did you get it, anyhow?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Last night I realized that I had been learning unconsciously
-for years, and remembered everything worth while
-I had ever heard men and women talk about. After all,
-you know, clever men do talk to me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Clever men are always fools about a pretty face.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He got up and moved restlessly about the large room, too
-full of furniture for a man with big feet, and long awkward
-arms which he did not always remember to hold close to
-his sides. He longed for his punch bag. Ishbel smiled and
-looked out of the window.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What in hell’s come over women?” he demanded. “I
-thought they only wanted love when they talked of happiness.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you’re like too many men—have got your whole
-knowledge of women from novels. Perhaps you even read
-the neurotic ones that are having a vogue just now.
-Wouldn’t that be funny! We women want many things
-besides love, we Englishwomen, at least; for we belong to
-the most highly developed nation on the globe. And we are
-the daughters of men as well as of women, remember. And
-we have heard the affairs of the world discussed at table
-since we left the nursery. That man doesn’t realize what
-he has made of us is a proof that he is so soaked in conventions
-and traditions that he is in the same danger of decay
-and submergence that nations have been when too long a
-period of power has made them careless and flaccid—and
-blind. We want love, but as a man wants it; enough to
-make us comfortable and happy, but not to absorb our
-whole lives —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What?” Mr. Jones swung round upon her, his little
-black eyes emitting red sparks. “That’s the most immoral
-speech I ever heard a woman make.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I shall keep faith with you,” said Ishbel, carelessly.
-“Don’t worry yourself. I’ve made a bargain with you and
-I shall stick to it, just as I shall be perfectly square in business.
-All I want is to be as much of an individual as you
-are, not an annex.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mr. Jones had an inspiration and resumed his seat.
-“Look here!” he said. “You say you play a square game,
-that you will live up to your contract with me; and marriage
-<span class='it'>is</span> a partnership, by God! Well—if you go setting
-up for yourself, you injure my credit. I’m in a lot of things
-where credit is everything. Money (actual gold and silver)
-is not so plentiful as you think, and the greatest coward on
-earth. If there should be the slightest suspicion that I was
-unsound —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why should there be? You will continue to live here
-in the same style, and I shall keep my rooms, and go about
-with you once or twice a week—even wear some of your
-jewels. What more could you ask?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What more?” Jones was purple again. “This: I
-didn’t marry to be made a laughing-stock of. Everybody’ll
-say I’m mean —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not if you set me up. And you can get your good
-friend, <span class='it'>The Mart</span>, to say that I am ambitious to set a new
-style in fads —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“There are some statements that no fool will swallow—let
-alone sharp business men in the City. Fad, indeed—when
-you will be standing on your feet all day in a milliner
-shop—unless—” hopefully—“you merely mean to put
-your name over the door to draw customers, and pocket
-the proceeds. That would be bad enough—but —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“By no means. What possible satisfaction could I get
-out of making other people do what I want to do myself?
-You might as well ask an author if he would be content to
-let some one else write his books so long as he had his name
-on the title page and pocketed the profits. The joy of succeeding
-must lie in the effort, in knowing that you are doing
-something that no one else can do in quite the same way.
-I can be an artist even in hats, and I propose to be one.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And if I refuse you the capital?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Bridgit will lend it to me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I am to be blackmailed, so!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What is blackmail?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“As if a woman need ask! Every woman is a blackmailer
-by instinct. I suppose that if I won’t give you the
-money for this ridiculous enterprise, you will leave my
-house—ruin me socially, as well as financially?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But Ishbel’s wits were far nimbler than his. “No,” she
-said sweetly, “I can never forget that I owe you a great deal.
-Whether you advance me the capital or not, I shall continue
-to live here, and entertain for you whenever I have time.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The mere male was helpless, defeated. A month later
-his name was over a shop in Bond Street, and the success
-of the lady whose title preceded it was so immediate that
-he began to brag about her in the City. But he was by
-no means reconciled. His order of life, that new order in
-which he had revelled during five brief years, was sadly
-dislocated. Many husbands and wives are invited separately
-in London society, but he made the bitter discovery
-that when Ishbel was forced to decline an invitation for
-luncheon or dinner he was expected to follow suit. He
-could walk about at receptions or teas if he chose, but it
-became instantly patent that no woman, save those whose
-husbands were in his power, would see him at her table
-when she could get out of it. There were one or two new
-millionnaires in society that had achieved a full measure of
-personal popularity, and were sometimes asked without
-their wives, but Jones was hopelessly dull in conversation,
-and had a way of “walking up trains,” and knocking
-over delicate objects with his elbows. And then he was
-unpardonably ugly to look at; moreover, evinced no disposition
-to pay the bills of any woman but his wife.
-That was a fatal oversight on Mr. Jones’s part, but no one
-had ever been kind enough to give him a hint.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>All this was bad enough, but in addition he perceived that
-while society patronized Ishbel’s shop, and pretended to
-admire or be amused, they had respected her far more when
-she was reigning as a beauty and spending her husband’s vast
-income as carelessly as the spoiled child smashes its costly
-toys. There is little real respect where there is no envy, and
-no one envies a working woman until she has made a fortune
-and can retire. Ishbel had dazzled the world with her splendid
-luck, added to her beauty and proud descent. It had
-called her “a spoiled darling of fortune,” a “fairy princess,”
-and such it had envied and worshipped. But she had
-stepped down from her pedestal; her halo had fallen off;
-she was no longer a member of the leisured class, haughty
-and privileged even when up to its neck in debt. Mr.
-Jones’s position in the City was not affected, for men knew
-him too well, but society suspected that his fortune was not
-what it had been, and that his wife wanted more money
-to spend, or was providing against a rainy day. If neither
-suspicion was true, then she was disloyal to her class, and
-a menace, a horrid example. Her personal popularity was
-unaffected, but her position was not what it was, no doubt
-of that, and the soul of Mr. Jones was exceeding bitter.</p>
-
-<h2>XII</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Lord Rosebery’s</span> government, despite the duke’s optimistic
-predictions, did not resign until June 24, consequently
-the general election was not fought until July, and
-during all this time Julia was kept at Bosquith; France,
-wholly amiable to his cousin’s wishes, stuck close to his
-borough. He had not a political dogma, cared no more for
-the Conservatives and Liberal-Unionists, than for Nationalists,
-Liberals, Radicals, and Socialists, and he had no intention
-of boring himself in Westminster save when his cousin
-required his vote. But he had planned a very definite and
-pleasant scheme of life, and the enthusiastic favor of the
-head of his house was essential to its success. He intended
-to re-let his own place in Hertfordshire, and live with the
-duke, both in London and in the country, until such time
-as his patience should be rewarded and the divine law of
-entail give him his own. He not only craved the luxury of
-the duke’s great establishments (as English people understand
-luxury), but, quite aware of the position he had forfeited
-among men, he was determined to win it back. Not
-that he felt any symptoms of regeneration, but the pride,
-which heretofore had raised him above public opinion,
-assumed a new form during his long convalescence, and
-prompted respectability and enjoyment of the social position
-he had inherited.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>His cousin, although knowing vaguely that his heir had
-been “a bit wild,” and not as popular as he might be, was
-far too unsophisticated to guess the truth, and too surrounded
-by flatterers and toadies to hear what would manifestly
-displease him. Moreover, although France was under
-such strong suspicion of card cheating that no man would
-play with him, he had proved himself too clever to be
-caught, therefore had escaped an open scandal. He had
-twice avoided being co-respondent in divorce suits, once
-by shifting the burden on to the shoulders of a fellow-sinner,
-and once by securing, through a detective agency, such information
-that the wronged husband let the matter drop
-rather than suffer a counter-suit. But society was not his
-preserve. He was a man who had haunted byways where
-women were unprotected, and far from the limelight; and
-although there had been for twenty years the contemptuous
-impression that he was one of the greatest blackguards in
-Europe, that there was no villainy to which he had not
-stooped, he was, after all, little discussed, for he was much
-out of England, and, when off duty, went to Paris for his
-pleasures.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But although he had rather revelled in his dark reputation,
-he had now undergone a change of mind if not of
-heart. He had had a long draught of respectability, and of
-deference from his future menials and the several thousand
-good men in his constituency who had never heard of him
-before he came to Bosquith, as the convalescent heir of
-their popular duke, and won them by looking “every inch
-a man”; he had a young and beautiful wife with whom he
-was as much in love as was in him to love any one but himself,
-and in whom he recognized a valuable aid to his plan
-of social rehabilitation. Established in London as hostess
-of one of its oldest and most exclusive private palaces, with
-every opportunity to exercise her youthful charm (like the
-duke he despised brains in women), she would take but one
-season to draw about her a court anxious to stand well with
-the future Duchess of Kingsborough. And he was her
-husband. They could not ignore him if they would; and
-they would have less and less inclination, viewing him daily
-as a man ostentatioulsy devoted to his wife, taking his parliamentary
-duties very seriously indeed (he knew exactly the
-right phrases to get off), and living a life so exemplary and
-regular that his past would be dismissed with a good-natured
-smile (for was he not a future duke?), or openly
-doubted for want of proof. He knew that some people
-would never speak to him, others never invite him to their
-tables, although he might, with his wife and cousin, receive
-a card to their receptions; but, then, London society was
-very large, and he could endure the contempt of the few
-in the complaisance of the many.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>His first quarry was the duke, already disposed to like
-him extremely, as they were the last males of their race, and
-latterly quite softened by certain sympathies and anxieties
-for his afflicted relative that had never infused his dry
-smug nature before. He was also one of those survivals
-that like anecdotes, and France, in his wandering life, had
-insensibly collected an infinite number. Naturally the
-most silent of men, he now made himself so agreeable that
-the duke, long companionless, himself suggested the permanent
-residence of the Frances under his several roofs, overrode
-all his cousin’s manly objections, and looked forward
-to a revival of the historic splendors of Kingsborough
-House with something like enthusiasm. France cemented
-the new bond when he appeared, as soon as his convalescence
-was over, at morning prayers, and even compelled the
-attendance of the rebellious Julia.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This alien in the great house of France detested family
-prayers. They were very long, the duke’s dull languid
-gaze travelled over his shoulder every time she sat when
-she should have knelt, and they came at an hour when she
-wanted to be on the moor or riding along the cliffs. But
-when she openly expressed herself, her husband, although
-he picked her up and kissed her many times, unobservant
-that she wriggled, replied peremptorily: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not another word, my little beauty. To prayers you
-must go. It’s a rotten bore, but it’s the duty of a wife to
-advance her husband’s interests. Get our mighty cousin
-down on us, and we live in Hertfordshire all the year
-round.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Although she hid the thought, Julia would have submitted
-to more than prayers to avoid living alone in a small
-house in the country with her husband. She had heard
-so much of duty during the last year (even her mother’s
-letters were full of it), that she had set her teeth in the face
-of matrimony, persuaded herself that France was no more
-offensive than other husbands, that hers was the common
-lot of woman, and, after reading Nigel’s book, that she was
-singularly fortunate in not having been born in the slums.
-But although she refused to admit to her consciousness a
-certain terrified mumbling in the depths of her brain, she
-did acknowledge that she no longer had the least desire for
-a child, and that she hated the scent of the pomade on her
-husband’s moustache. It was a pomade that had been
-fashionable for several years, and was used as sparingly as
-possible on France’s bristles; but lesser trifles have killed
-love in women, and Julia, frankly unloving, conceived an
-unconquerable aversion for this sickly scent; to this day
-it rises in her memory as associated with the abominable
-injustice that had been committed on her youth.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But she kept her mind and time fully occupied. She
-visited the sick, rode her good horse, and read until there
-was nothing left in the Bosquith library to satisfy her still
-insatiable mind. Then, for the first time, she realized that
-she had not a penny in her purse, had not had since her
-first few weeks in London. She made out a list of books
-she wanted, surmounted her diffidence, and asked her husband
-if she might order them from London. France, when
-she approached him, was smoking a pipe by the library fire,
-his cannon-ball head sunken luxuriously into the cushions
-of the chair, and his glassy eyes half closed. He pulled her
-down on his knee and read the list, then laughed aloud and
-pinched her ear.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Never heard of one of these books, but they have an
-expensive look—wager not one of them costs under a
-pound. That would mean about ten pounds—by Gad!
-That would never do. I’m economizing and you must, too;
-for although we shall live with Kingsborough, we can’t expect
-him to pay for our clothes and all the rest of it. Besides,
-I don’t want an intellectual wife—had no idea you
-read such bally rot. Intellectual wives are bores, get red
-noses, and rims round their eyes. Jove! Think of those
-eyes gettin’ red and dim. I’d make a bonfire of all the
-books in England first. No, my lady, it’s your business to
-look pretty, and to remember a famous saying of our future
-king: ‘Bright women, yes; but no damned intellect.’ We
-want to have a rippin’ time as soon as Salisbury is in again,
-and I won’t have you frightenin’ people off.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I never supposed you would care so much for society,”
-said Julia, lamely. “I always think of you as a sailor.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I want what’ll be mine before long—what I’ve been
-kept out of long enough,” he answered savagely.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia was shocked. It was the first time he had betrayed
-himself, so anxious had he been for her good opinion, so
-careful not to excite himself with tempers until his heart
-was quite strong again. As she left his knee and turned
-her disconcerting eyes on him, he recovered himself with a
-laugh.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I believe it’s all your mother’s fault. She told me it
-was your fate—by all the stars!—to be a duchess, and
-I don’t think I’ve got it out of my head since. But you
-know I’m devilish fond of my cousin—only one I’ve got,
-for those old hags don’t count. I’ll chuck such ideas,
-and—” his voice became sonorous with virtue—“think
-only of his kindness and of serving my country when my
-time comes.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The time came in July, and he carried his borough almost
-without effort, so irresistible was the conservative reaction.
-He was not much of an orator, but not much was required
-of him. He made a fine appearance on a platform, and
-when, after a flattering introduction by the chairman, he
-stood up before a sympathetic audience, and between some
-scraps of party wisdom, furnished by the duke, doubled up
-his aristocratic hand and wedged it firmly into his manly
-thigh, and brought out in all its inflections: “Indeed, I
-<span class='it'>may</span> say—Indeed, <span class='it'>I</span> may say—Indeed, I may <span class='it'>say</span>—<span class='it'>Indeed</span>
-I may say!” the applause was stupendous.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, sitting behind him with the duke, had much ado
-not to laugh aloud, but, then, Julia was an alien, and had no
-appreciation of gentlemen’s oratory.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She had taken more interest in the wives of the voters,
-and been relieved to find that their poverty was rather
-picturesque than bitter—Nigel’s book had given her a profound
-shock—but had wept at some of the tales told by
-women that had relatives in London and the great manufacturing
-towns of the north. After France’s final triumph,
-when he had been carried back to Bosquith on the shoulders
-of several honest yeomen, followed by a cheering mob of
-several hundred more, she asked him impulsively (being
-electrified herself for the moment) if he might not serve
-his country best by making a crusade against poverty.
-But he looked at her in such genuine bewilderment that she
-dropped the subject.</p>
-
-<h2>XIII</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>To</span> France’s intense disgust Parliament met on August
-12, that consecrated date when grouse are first hunted from
-their lairs. There was nothing for it, however, but to go
-up to London with the triumphant duke and sit on a bench
-through at least one hot hour each day. The rest of his
-hours he spent at his club, to avoid meeting his patriotic
-relative, and Julia, for the first time, found herself possessed
-of a certain measure of liberty. To be sure, she was several
-times caged in the House of Commons, and once slept
-above the peers, but for the most part she was left to herself,
-the duke almost forgetting her in the joy of his occasional
-chats in the lobby with Lord Salisbury, and the excitements
-provided by Mr. Chamberlain. He had neither
-hope nor wish for the onerous duties of a cabinet minister,
-but for many years politics had formed the only excitement
-of his rather colorless life; whether his party were in
-or out, he always managed to be of some slight use to it in
-the upper House. He was laughed at sometimes by the
-giants of his party, but on the whole regarded as a safe
-reliable man, and received doles of flattery to keep his
-enthusiasm alive.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Everybody was out of town except Ishbel, who was casting
-nets for the rich tourists, and Julia sat for hours in the
-gay little shop on the second floor of an old building in
-Bond Street, watching her friend with wide admiring eyes,
-and even envying her a little. This, however, she suppressed.
-She was to be a duchess, and that was the end of
-it. She would fill her high destiny to the best of her ability,
-but she wished that meanwhile she could earn a little money,
-or some unknown relative would leave her a legacy. France
-was still “economizing” and gave her no allowance; she
-literally had not money for cab fare. She was determined,
-however, never to ask him for money again, so deep had
-been her mortification when he had refused her simple request
-for books.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Parliament remained in session something over a month,
-being prorogued on September 15. The duke returned to
-Bosquith for the rest of the grouse season, opened his house
-in Derbyshire for the pheasant shooting, and went again
-to Bosquith for partridges and hunting. This time there
-were guests. Many of them were carefully selected from
-the most ardent supporters of the present Government;
-but Mrs. Winstone, who, deeply to her satisfaction, was
-invited to coach and assist the young chatelaine, was permitted
-to invite “a few younger people, but no really young
-people.” The duke was alive to the necessity of maturing
-his heir’s wife as rapidly as possible. The company was
-always an extremely distinguished one, as Mrs. Winstone
-took pains to impress upon the somewhat indifferent Julia;
-not the least exalted members of the Government honored
-the various parties, and a good many of the younger men
-accepted invitations which would force them into association
-with Harold France, partly to please Mrs. Winstone, partly
-out of curiosity, and principally because the duke’s shootings,
-always kept up but seldom placed at the service of
-guests, were famous. Julia, alive to her responsibilities,
-set her mind upon becoming an accomplished hostess, and
-although the everlasting talk of politics and sport bored her,
-she was rewarded with a few pleasant acquaintances, who
-in a measure consoled her for the temporary loss of Bridgit
-and Ishbel.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>There was a fine old Jacobean mansion on the estate in
-Derbyshire, and Julia reminded herself that she was realizing
-a youthful dream, admired the brilliant appearance of the
-women at dinner, and went occasionally to the coverts.
-But the immense beautiful house had the more notable
-attraction of a fine library, and Julia’s happiness was further
-increased from October until the middle of February by
-the fact that she saw less of her husband than formerly.
-No more ardent sportsman breathed; he could kill all day,
-and when he came home at night was agreeably fatigued
-and ready for sleep. He was as much in love as ever, but it
-was long since he had been able to command all the pleasures
-of his class, and he meant to enjoy every good that came his
-way to the last nibble. No more methodical soul ever
-lived. Julia sometimes wondered if he were not a creature
-manufactured and wound up, like Frankenstein, rather than
-man born of woman, but it was long before she found
-the clew to his character.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When they returned to Bosquith, Julia had even more
-freedom than during the weeks devoted to the puncturing of
-grouse and pheasant. The women had joined the men for
-luncheon during the grouse season, tramping the moors
-in very short skirts and very thick boots; and in Derbyshire,
-the coverts not being too far from the house, the
-men had returned for their midday meal. But the farms,
-with their turnip fields, were many miles from the moors
-which surrounded the castle of Bosquith; the women
-showed less enthusiasm; and it was out of the question for
-the men to return, even in a break, for luncheon. Therefore,
-did the women, including Mrs. Winstone, sleep late, and
-Julia found the morning hours her own. She enjoyed her
-freedom at first in long rides alone, and with no particular
-object, but in the course of a week she accidentally made
-the acquaintance of one of the tenants, Mr. Leggins (the
-sportsmen had exhausted his field and moved on), and she
-found his somewhat radical discourse refreshing after the
-undiluted and therefore unargumentative conservatism
-of the castle’s guests. Mr. Leggins, indeed, when the
-intimacy had progressed, did not hesitate to express himself
-on the injustice of annually sacrificing his best fields
-to the sporting pride of hereditary lords of the soil. One
-argument in England against giving women the vote is
-that they are all conservatives at heart, but Julia, at least,
-seated under the mighty beams of the old farm-house, with
-a bowl of bread and milk before her, listening to the old man
-inveigh against the iniquity of laws that forced a family
-like his own to pay rent from generation to generation, a
-rent which increased with every improvement made by the
-tenant, instead of being permitted to buy their land and
-feel “as good as the next man,” assumed that there was
-something wrong with the world, and often wondered if
-she were not in the sixteenth century, when the farm-house
-had been built; wondered still more why the world progressed
-so rapidly in some things and remained stationary
-in others. Mr. Leggins, in those early morning hours,
-told her something of Socialism, and she began to have
-grave doubts if she should ever become a duchess, if those
-lagging millions would not suddenly awaken and come to
-the front with a bound.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But these grave questions agitated her fleetingly at
-this period, for there were other attractions at the Leggins
-farm. It embraced a famous ruin, and the farmer kept a
-small public house of “soft drinks” for its many visitors.
-This was Julia’s first glimpse of the genus tourist, and its
-very difference from the guests at the castle entranced her.
-She often spent the entire morning watching and often
-talking to strange people with frank inquisitive eyes and an
-amazing thoroughness in exploration. Many had accents
-undreamed of in her short sojourn on this planet. Mr.
-Leggins called them “Americans,” and Julia sunned herself
-in their breezy democracy, and resolved to read
-their history as soon as she returned to London and its
-public libraries; no recognition of their existence was to be
-found at Bosquith. Julia had seen several Americans in
-Ishbel’s shop, but they had been so very elegant, and such
-good imitations of the British grande dame, that they had
-not impressed her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>These short-skirted, “shirt-waisted” people, with flying
-veils—generally blue—attached precisely or rakishly
-to hats, sailor or alpine, with faces, more often than not,
-gay and careless, but sometimes with an anxious line between
-the brows as if fearful they might “miss something”
-while photographing even the diamond panes of the farm-house
-windows, thrilled Julia with the sense of a new world
-to discover, of a country which must be divinely free since
-it once had snapped its fingers in mighty England’s face,
-and now elected a President every four years (this much Mr.
-Leggins had told her), and gave its humblest man a vote.
-Of the peculiar tyrannies which have grown up under the Constitution
-of the United States (tyrannies impossible under an
-autocracy) Julia, of course, knew nothing; and although she
-had no cause to complain of monarchical tyranny in Great
-Britain, she was beginning to feel the stirrings of a dim resentment
-against the insignificance of her own estate. Not only
-had Ishbel talked to her a good deal during the short session
-of Parliament, but she observed for herself that the duke’s
-house parties were organized with pointed reference to the
-pleasure and comfort of the male sex. The men were given
-the best rooms, the board was set with the heavy food
-necessary to the replenishment of their energies, they shot
-all day long, barely opening their mouths to speak at table,
-and often went to bed immediately after dinner. The
-women were invited merely to ornament the table and make
-the men forget their fatigue, or to amuse them if they felt
-inclined now and then to vary sport with flirtation. For
-these heroic ladies not one amusement during the shooting
-season was designed; of course they would hunt later. No
-men were asked save those that shot. Even “old Pirie,”
-and Lord Algy went out with the guns. Julia wondered
-why these women came, and finally concluded that some
-came in search of husbands or lovers, others to keep an
-eye on husbands or lovers. Some, no doubt, enjoyed the
-rest at no expense to themselves, but all were frankly
-bored. Now and again Julia, at tea time, heard a woman
-discourse upon the happy fate of the American woman,
-who had “things all her own way,” and to whom man was a
-slave. Listening to the animated babble about the table
-in Farmer Leggins’s living room, where the Americans
-imbibed milk, bottled lemon-squash, and sarsaparilla, Julia
-longed to ask the prettiest of them if they were spoiled
-wives. France professed to adore her madly, but he
-neither petted nor spoiled her. She was his prize exhibit, his
-woman, his harem of one, and he was immensely satisfied
-with his discrimination and his luck. He never even asked
-her if she were content, if she were bored. What liberty she
-had she was forced to scheme for, like these visits to the
-fascinating public house of Farmer Leggins. Had the
-duke or even Mrs. Winstone seen her sitting at that table,
-sometimes cutting bread, always talking to people she
-had never seen before and never would see again, they would
-have been outraged; and, no doubt, as the times were too
-advanced to shut her up, she would have been compelled
-to ride with a groom, and give her word to ignore farm-houses
-(save when votes were wanted), and to speak to no
-one to whom she had not properly been introduced. But all
-three of her guardians were happily ignorant of her performances,
-and no mortal ever enjoyed her liberty more,
-or took a naughtier delight in it.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>One morning she was sitting beside Farmer Leggins uncorking
-bottles and ladling out milk (his son Sam’s wife,
-who kept house for him, was away), when three people
-alighted from a carriage who interested her immediately.
-Not only were the woman and the young girl, and even the
-boy, dressed more smartly than was common to the tourist
-in that part of the country, but they suddenly ducked their
-heads in a peculiar way, and entered the farm-house hat first.
-The rest of the room was occupied by a party of school-teachers,
-who invariably wear out their old clothes in
-Europe, and Julia gave the newcomers her undivided
-attention. Mr. Leggins also rose with some alacrity, and
-placed them at a small table by themselves, waiting until
-their pleasant voices assured him that they had all their
-appetites demanded.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“They’re Californians,” whispered Mr. Leggins, as he
-returned to Julia’s side. (As the reader is now acquainted
-with every known dialect, it is not necessary to torment
-him with the Yorkshire.) “San Franciscans, to be exact. I
-always can tell them by the way they put their heads down
-in a breeze—wind always blows in San Francisco, and it’s
-second nature to butt against it. I know the earmarks
-of every state in their union—section, at least—and not
-only by their accents. You can know a Californian because
-he hasn’t any, but the others would butter bread, except
-when they happen to have had brass long enough to rub it off
-in Europe. Even then they keep a bit of it. But I know
-them by other things. This party of school missuses is
-from what they call ‘the East’; they’ve every one got
-suspicion in their eyes, and are that close! It’s a wonder
-they don’t bring scales to weigh my bread. The ‘Middle
-West’ people are like children, pleased with everything,
-and crazy about ruins; free with the brass, too. The
-‘Southerners’ look as if they ought to be rich and ain’t, but
-never haggle. The high-toned ‘Easterners,’ haven’t an
-exclamation point among them, are so polite they make
-you feel like dirt, pay with gold and count the change.
-Where on earth is Sam?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Sam had disappeared shortly after showing the school-teachers
-over the ruin, and the Californians had risen,
-manifestly awaiting a guide.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Sam (who occasionally stole away to watch the shooting)
-was not to be found. Julia volunteered to show the party
-over the ruin.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’d be that grateful!” exclaimed Mr. Leggins; and to
-the Californians, “There ain’t much to the ruin, and she
-knows it as well as Sam.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The lady looked at her curiously, for the guide wore her
-habit, and manifestly was not of the house of Leggins, but
-she expressed herself satisfied, and followed Julia across
-the bridge that spanned the ditch. The young girl was
-too weary with much travel for interest in anything, but
-the youth had already fallen a victim to Julia’s charms,
-and manœuvred to reach her side. He was a fine-looking
-lad, tall for his years, which might have been fifteen, with
-a shock of black hair, keen black-gray eyes, and a dark
-strongly made face. It was a new-world face, with something
-of the pioneer, something of the Indian in it, but,
-oddly enough, almost aggressively modern. Julia had
-observed him under her lashes, and wished he were older.
-Few men tourists came that way, and this boy was of a more
-marked type than any of them.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My, but this is bully!” he exclaimed. “You won’t
-mind my saying it, but I’ve been watching you for half an
-hour—couldn’t eat—but—well—I never saw a prettier
-girl even in California.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Then you <span class='it'>are</span> a Californian?” asked Julia, much
-amused. “And a San Franciscan?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now, how can you tell that?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Mr. Leggins says you all hold your heads forward on
-account of the winds—to keep your hats on, I suppose.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Jiminy, that’s clever! Fancy an English farmer having
-sense enough for that. Ours are pretty stupid—perhaps
-because they live so far apart. This whole island isn’t as
-big as the state of California.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You don’t mean it,” gasped Julia, not in the least
-resenting this characteristic boast.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And there are real forests in it—primeval.” The
-youth was delighted with the impression he had made. “Not
-woods that you can see the horizon from the middle of.
-Great Scott! this island is cut up. You can’t get rid of the
-towns, except on these big estates. Why, in the manufacturing
-districts they tail into one another. In California —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Dan!” said a reproving voice from the rear. “Stop
-bragging. This is my brother’s first visit to Europe,”
-added the lady, with a smile. “And like all Americans in
-similar circumstances, he observes only to contrast and
-deprecate. He’ll behave much better on his next visit.
-That first protest is only defiance, anyhow—to still the
-small voice which tells us how new and crude we are in the
-face of all this antiquity and beauty.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh!” said Julia, smiling. “I fancy that if I visited
-your country, I should be too awed even to feel my own
-littleness.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That is the prettiest speech I ever heard!” The lady
-extended her hand. “Won’t you tell me your name?
-Mine is Bode, and this is my sister, Emily Tay, and my
-brother, Daniel Tay.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I am Mrs. France. It is delightful to know your
-names —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Mrs.!” gasped the boy, his face falling until he looked
-almost idiotic; but Mrs. Bode’s eyes sparkled.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not of Bosquith?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia nodded gloomily.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have met Mrs. Winstone, and last summer I read all
-about you when your husband was so ill.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Read about me?” Julia’s mouth opened almost as wide
-as young Tay’s. “Where?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, our correspondents don’t let us miss anything, and
-that was a big plum for the end of the season. I know all
-about your romantic marriage, and your still more romantic
-West Indian home.” She had bred herself too carefully
-to add, “and that you will one day be a duchess”; but
-the words danced through her mind, and she felt that she
-was having an adventure. Julia was in no condition
-to notice any faux pas; her imagination was visualizing
-her insignificant self in the columns of a newspaper seven
-thousand miles away, and she felt a strange thrill, such as
-what small deferences she had received from servants and
-toadies had never excited in her: the first vague pricking
-of ambition.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“There was a picture of you in the Sunday supplement
-of one of the papers,” went on Mrs. Bode. “Of course I
-guessed it wasn’t you—looked suspiciously like one of our
-own belles touched up —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My picture! I’ve never had my picture taken.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The more pity,” said Mrs. Bode, with gracious gayety.
-“I should beg for one as a souvenir, if you had.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Gee whiz! My camera!” cried young Tay, recovering
-himself, and whipping the camera off his shoulder.
-“Will—would you stand?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course!” Julia not only had fallen in love with
-her new friends, but rejoiced in doing something which
-she instinctively knew would annoy her husband. When
-woman’s ego is fumbling, it is only in these world-old acts
-of petty and secret vengeance that it triumphs for a moment
-over the sex that has bruised it.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She posed, with and without her hat, against the gray
-walls of the ruin, in a group with Mrs. Bode and Emily,
-and again with young Tay alone. Then she lit her
-candle and led them down the winding passage to the
-room where Mary of Scotland was supposed to have slept
-on her way to Fotheringay. As they emerged once more
-into the court, she impulsively asked them to come that
-afternoon to the castle for tea.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I am sure my aunt will be enchanted to see you,” she
-added, “and I can show you over Bosquith, which is much
-more interesting than this.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll be delighted,” said Mrs. Bode; and Julia, who had
-experienced a moment of fright at her temerity, took
-courage again at the American’s matter-of-fact acceptance.
-Pride also came to her aid. Why should she not ask whom
-she chose to Bosquith? Was she not its chatelaine? Her
-aunt was one of her guests, monitress though she might
-be. To be sure, she had been forbidden to ask Bridgit or
-Ishbel, but, then, the duke had a personal dislike for both—he
-now thought Ishbel quite mad and had written her
-father a letter of condolence; he was hospitable in his
-way, and could find no objection to these delightful travellers
-that knew Mrs. Winstone.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She blushed and stammered, “I must ask you not to
-say anything about my helping Mr. Leggins, and being
-so much at home here —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course not!” Mrs. Bode, as she would have
-expressed it, “twigged instanter.” “We met while exploring
-the ruins, and got into conversation.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You are so kind. And you will come at five—no,
-four, and then I can show you the castle before tea.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We shall be there at four. Thank you so much.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They parted, mutually delighted with their morning’s
-adventure, the ladies going to their carriage, and young
-Tay gallantly assisting Julia to mount her horse.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Jiminy!” he whispered ecstatically. “You’ve got
-hair! And eyes! Stars ain’t in it! Say, I’m awful glad
-I’m going to see you again, and I’m awful glad I can take
-your picture back to California with me!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He was only fifteen, but Julia blushed as she had never
-blushed for Nigel. It may be that our future lies in sealed
-cells in our brains, as all life in the universe, past, present,
-future, is said to be Now to the Almighty. Under certain
-lightning stabs it may be shocked into a second’s premature
-awakening.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, however, was annoyed with herself, said “Goodby”
-rather crossly, and rode off.</p>
-
-<h2>XIV</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Mrs. Bode</span> was one of those astonishing Americans
-who, often with no social affiliations whatever, even in
-their native city, or living on the very edges of civilization,
-have yet so wide and accurate a knowledge of the cardinal
-families of the various capitals of the world, that they would
-be invaluable in the offices of Burke, Debrett, and the
-Almanach de Gotha. Whether this enterprising variety
-of the genus Americana invests in these valuable works
-of reference, or merely studies them in the public libraries,
-ourselves would not venture to state; but that is beside
-the question; some highly specialized magnet in their
-brains has accumulated the knowledge, and less ambitious
-Americans, even aristocratic foreigners, are often humbled
-by them when floundering conversationally among the
-ramifications of the peerages of Europe. These students,
-if New Yorkers, take no interest in the “first families” of
-any state in the American Union save their own, but if a
-malignant chance has deposited them on what stage folk
-call “the road,” then are their mental woodsheds stored
-with the family trees of their own state, <span class='it'>and</span> New York.
-Never of any other state: Washington is “too mixed”;
-Boston is “obsolete”; Chicago is “too new for any use”;
-San Francisco is too picturesque to be aristocratic; the
-South can take care of itself; and the rest of the country,
-with the possible exception of Philadelphia, would never presume
-to enter the discussion.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Nor is this the extent of their knowledge. They can
-talk fluently about all the great dressmakers and milliners
-that dwell in the centres of fashion, and even of those so
-exclusive as to cater only to the best-bred Americans, and
-they are always the first to appear in the new style, even
-though they have no place to show it but the street. Moreover,
-they know every scandal in Europe, scandals of aristocrats
-and prime donne, that no newspaper has ever
-scented. They discuss the great and the famous of the
-world as casually as their own acquaintance, dropping
-titles and other formalities in a manner that bespeaks a
-keen and secret pleasure that the less gifted or less energetic
-mortal may sigh for in vain.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Bode came of good pioneer stock, her sturdy Kansas
-grandfather, Daniel Tay, having been among the first to
-brave the hardships of the emigrant trail and make “his
-pile” in California. Not that he made it in one picturesque
-moment. He was only moderately lucky in the mines.
-But he could make pies, and miners were willing to pay
-little bags of gold-dust for them. He set up a shop for
-rough-and-ready clothing in Sacramento, with a pie counter
-under the awning. At all times he made a handsome
-income, and when the miners came trooping in drunk and
-reckless, he cleaned up almost as much as the gambling-houses.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>In due course, he migrated to San Francisco, and,
-abandoning a plebeian method of livelihood of which his
-wife had learned to disapprove, embarked in a commission
-business including hardware and groceries. In those wild
-and fluctuating days he made and lost several fortunes.
-When his son, Daniel Second, grew up, he was a fairly
-prosperous merchant, with connections in Central America
-and China. His coffee, spices, teas, and such other delicacies
-as even the renowned California soil refused to produce
-were the best on the market; and had it not been for
-the old gaming fever in his blood, which sent him on periodic
-sprees into the stock-market, he would have accumulated
-a large fortune and permitted his wife and daughters to
-assist in the making of San Francisco’s aristocracy. But
-they were always being either burned out or sold out of
-their fine new houses, and Mrs. Tay died a disappointed
-woman. The Southerners held the social fort and she
-had never crossed its threshold. To be sure, she had
-washed the miners’ overalls in the rear of the Sacramento
-store while the pies were being devoured in front, but
-ancient history is made very rapidly in California, and
-there were signs that several no better than herself were
-“getting their wedge in.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mr. Tay soon followed his wife into the imposing vault
-on Lone Mountain, but not before adjuring his son to
-“let stocks alone.” The advice was unnecessary, for
-Daniel Second was a shrewd cautious man, immune from
-every temptation the fascinating city of San Francisco
-could offer. He put the business he had inherited on a
-sure foundation, rebuilt modestly whenever he was burned
-out, and was impervious to the laments of his pretty
-second wife that they were “nobodies.” Mrs. Tay felt
-that heaven had endowed her with that talent most envied
-of women, the social, but her husband was more than
-content to be a nobody so long as his financial future was
-secure; and it was not until his oldest daughter, Charlotte,—or
-“Cherry” as she was fondly called,—came home
-from boarding-school for the last time, that he was persuaded
-to buy a large and hideous “residence” with a
-mansard roof, a cupola, and bow-windows, suddenly thrown
-on the market by a disappearing capitalist, and “splurge
-a bit.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The splurging carried them but a short distance. St.
-Mary’s Hall, Benicia, where Cherry had received the last
-of her education, was an aristocratic institution, and she
-had made some good friends among the girls. But although
-they came to her first party, and she was asked now and
-again to large entertainments at their homes, it was more
-than patent that the Tays were not “in it.” There was
-no reason in the world why they should not be, for they were
-not even “impossible” (as the old folks had been); but
-whether Mrs. Tay was less gifted socially than she had
-fancied, or people so long out of it were regarded with
-suspicion or cold indifference by the venerable holders of
-the social fort, or Tay’s modest fortune was not worth
-while, in view of the enormous fortunes that had been made
-recently in the railroads and the Nevada mines, and
-“Society was already large enough,” certain it is that Mrs.
-Tay and her step-daughter spent long days in the library
-of their big house in the Western Addition, consoling themselves
-with books (and who shall say that Burke and the
-Almanach de Gotha were not among them?) or “the
-finest view in the world.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This unhappy state of affairs lasted for two years, and
-then Cherry had an inspiration. One of her father’s
-friends was the owner of a powerful newspaper, and
-he had a friend as powerful as himself in the state
-whence came the present Minister to the Court of St.
-James. Armed with letters from these two makers and
-unmakers of reputations, Cherry took her mother to
-London and requested to be presented at court. The
-request was granted, and this great event, as well as
-their subsequent adventures in the most good-natured
-society in the world, were cabled to the San Francisco
-newspapers.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mr. Tay had snorted in disgust when the plan was
-unfolded to him, but had yielded to sulks, tears, and
-hysterics. One season, however, was all he would finance;
-but his wife and daughter, although they had hoped to
-remain abroad for two years, returned with the less reluctance
-as they were now “names” in the inhospitable city
-of their birth. These names had been embroidered for
-four months with royalty, a few of the best titles in Burke,
-and many of the lesser. (“Precious few will know the
-difference,” said Cherry, scornfully.)</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Their position, as a matter of fact, was somewhat improved;
-Cherry was admitted to the sacred Assemblies,
-and people allowed themselves to admire her Parisian
-gowns, her pretty face, and refined vivacious manner. At
-the end of the season she captured the son of one of the new
-great millionnaires. The Tays had arrived. The past was
-forgotten by themselves if not by other walking blue books,
-that fine scavenger element in Society which allowed no
-one permanently to sink “pasts,” ages, ancestral pies,
-saloons, brothels, wash-tubs, or any of the humble but
-honest beginnings which fain would repose beneath the
-foundations of San Francisco. But the Tays, like many
-another, fancied their past forgotten, whatever the fate of
-their neighbors; and, as a matter of fact, they were now so
-firmly established that three divorces could not have dislodged
-them. Mrs. Bode, in her superb mansion on Nob
-Hill, forged ahead so steadily that she enjoyed excellent
-prospects of being a Society Queen, when the old guard
-should have died off, and Mrs. Tay had stuccoed her
-house, shaved off the bow-windows, flattened the roof,
-replaced rep and damask with silks and tapestries, and
-both were happy women.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>All this may sound contemptible to those that enjoy a
-proper scorn of Society; but it must be remembered that
-as the world is at present constituted, women, not forced
-to work for their living, and born without talent, have little
-outlet for their energies. And of these energies they often
-have as full a supply as men. Besides, they don’t know
-any better.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Bode was thirty-two at the time the Tay family
-entered Julia’s life, and although she had been abroad many
-times since her marriage, this was the first visit of her
-younger brother and sister; Mr. Tay “having no use for
-Europe and the Californians who were always running
-about in it when they had the finest slice of God’s own
-country to live in.” But Mrs. Bode was an avowed enemy
-of the “provincial point of view,” and justly prided herself
-upon being one of the most cosmopolitan women in San
-Francisco society. She was determined that her little
-half-sister, to whom she was devoted, having no children
-of her own, should enjoy all the advantages she so sadly had
-lacked, and Dan’s obstreperous Americanism had “tired”
-her. So, for the last eight months, with or without the
-amiable Mr. Bode, and in spite of cables from pa, who
-wished Daniel Third to finish his education as quickly as
-possible and enter the firm, she had piloted her charges
-through ruins, picture galleries, cities ancient and modern,
-museums, and mountain landscapes; besides forcing them
-to study French and German two hours a day with travelling
-tutors; until Emily yawned in the face of everything,
-and Dan threatened to cable to his father for funds and
-return by himself. But Mrs. Bode, whose own leave
-of absence was expiring, held them well in hand, and
-announced her intention of bringing them over every
-summer. This program she carried out as far as Emily
-was concerned, but it was fifteen years before Daniel Tay
-found time or inclination to leave his native land again.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Their reception at the castle was all that Julia could have
-wished. Mrs. Winstone was delighted to see them, Mrs.
-Bode being impeccable in her critical eyes inasmuch as
-she had no accent, did not flaunt her riches, and was never
-so aggressively well dressed that she made an Englishwoman
-feel dowdy. If she had been told of the Sacramento store,
-with the pies in front and the wash-tubs behind, it would
-not have affected her judgment in the least. She would
-have replied that all Americans had some such origin;
-and nothing amused her more than their ancestral pretensions.
-“New is new, and republics are republics,” she
-said once to Mrs. Macmanus, when discussing a grande
-dame from New York. “What silly asses they are to
-talk ‘family’ in Europe! We like some and we don’t
-others, and that’s all there is to it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>As neither painted, she and Mrs. Bode kissed each
-other warmly, and, the American having had her fill of
-ruins long since, they went off to a comfortable fireside to
-gossip, leaving Emily and Daniel to Julia. The little
-girl was openly rebellious, when ordered to investigate the
-ruined portion of the castle, but Daniel would have followed
-Julia straight out into the North Sea. He had never been
-insensible to the charm of girls, but here was a goddess,
-and he proceeded to worship her in the whole-hearted
-fashion of fifteen, and with an enthusiasm the more possessing
-as it knew no guile.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They wandered through old rooms and passages, under
-and over ground, ivy-draped and stark, Julia recounting
-the castle’s many histories. Emily lagged behind and
-wilfully closed her ears. Finally, having emerged upon
-the flat roof of a tower, she saw that she could find her way
-back to the garden without getting lost, announced her
-intention curtly, and ran down the spiral stair.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good riddance,” said her brother, as he and Julia
-sat down to rest. “But I don’t blame her. This is the
-last dinky old castle that I look at this trip. America for
-me, anyhow. Don’t think I’m a Western savage—that
-is what Cherry calls me—it’s awfully good of you to
-climb round like this and spiel off such a lot, and this
-really is the dandiest castle I’ve seen. But I’ve been
-dragged through about a hundred, and as for pictures—wow!
-They can only be counted by miles. I’ll never
-look at another as long as I live. Give me chromos, anyhow.
-We have some in the garret at home, and I like them
-better than the old masters—got some color and go in
-them, and not so much religion.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia laughed outright. She thought him a young
-barbarian, but refreshing as the crystal water of a spring
-after too much old burgundy—this simile inspired by
-memory of the army of aristocrats she had met since her
-arrival in England. These gentlemen, most of them splendid
-to look at, were either formal and correct even when
-most languid, or bit their ideas out in slang, giving the
-impression that they thought in slang, dreamed in slang,
-indubitably made love in it; but it was a slang, which,
-loose and ugly as it might be, often meaningless, seemed to
-cry “hands off” to all without the pale. Some were
-affected, but all of these were affected in precisely the
-same way. Each and every one was full of an inherited
-wisdom which betrayed itself in manner and certain rigid
-mental attitudes, even where brain was lacking. To Julia,
-at this moment, they seemed in an advanced stage of
-petrifaction. Even Nigel was a grandfather in comparison
-with this bright green shoot from the new world. And
-Julia warmed to his frank admiration. The men to whom
-she had done duty as hostess since the 15th of September
-had paid her little or no attention. They were interested
-in some one else, they found her too young, they were too
-tired for flirtation after a long day with the guns, or they
-were wary about “poaching on the preserves of a cad like
-France. He had a look in his eye at times that would
-warn any man off.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Whatever the cause, Julia, whose natural feminine instinct
-for conquest had been awakened during her brief
-season in London while she was still a girl, and who missed
-Nigel’s adoration, was willing to accept her due at the
-hands of fifteen, nothing better offering. Besides, the
-boy amused her, and she was seldom amused these days.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Tell me more about California,” she said; and
-under a rapid fire of questions Dan artlessly revealed the
-history of his family (he was very proud of it), and, incidentally,
-told her much of the social peculiarities of his city.
-It was a strange story to Julia, who knew nothing of young
-civilizations, and was profoundly imbued with a respect
-for aristocracies. She felt that she should place this young
-scion of a quite terrible family somewhere between the
-steward of Bosquith and Mr. Leggins; but when she looked
-squarely into that open ingenuous fearless almost arrogant
-face, the face of an intelligent boy born in a land
-whose theory is equality, and in whose short life poverty
-and snubs had played no part, she found herself accepting
-him as an equal. His face had not the fine high-bred
-beauty of Nigel’s nor the mathematical regularity of her
-husband’s, but the eyes were keener, the brow was larger
-and fuller, the mouth more mobile than any she knew;
-and these divergencies fascinated her. But she drew herself
-apart in some resentment as he asked her abruptly: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What does your husband do for a living?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do—why, nothing.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Nothing? Great Scott! What sort of a man is he?
-When American men don’t work, even if they have money,
-we despise them. They generally have to, anyhow. If
-they inherit money they have to work to hang on to it.
-Some of them drink themselves to death, but they don’t
-count.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia had colored haughtily, but wondered at her eagerness
-in exclaiming: “My husband was in the navy, but
-he has resigned and is now a member of Parliament.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, that’s doing something, but not much. I remember,
-now, Cherry told me he’s going to be a duke. Then,
-I suppose, he’ll do nothing at all.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, yes, dukes have to look after their estates; they
-don’t leave everything to their stewards; they take a
-paternal interest in the tenantry; sometimes they are
-magistrates, and sometimes they go to the House of Lords.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, that’s just playing with life, to my mind,” said
-young Tay, with conviction. “A man isn’t a man who
-doesn’t earn his keep and make his pile. I’m almost sorry
-my father is well off: I’d like to make my own fortune.
-But there’s this satisfaction; if I don’t work as hard as he
-does, when my time comes, I’ll be a beggar fast enough.
-Competition’s awful; and even people that do nothing but
-cut coupons for a living often get stuck. People are
-rich to-day and poor to-morrow, when they’re not sharp.
-Makes life interesting. But just living on ancestral acres—Gee!
-I’d die of old age before I was twenty-five.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I wonder if that is the way Ishbel felt?” murmured
-Julia, thoughtfully. Ishbel’s sudden departure from the
-tenets of her class had astounded her, and, in spite of
-explanations, she was puzzled yet.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ishbel?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Lady Ishbel Jones. She is the daughter of a poor
-Irish peer, and married a very rich City man. After five
-years of society and pleasure—she is beautiful and charming—she
-suddenly decided she wanted to make money
-herself and opened a hat shop in Bond Street. She would
-just suit you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But young Tay frowned and shook his head vigorously.
-“Not a bit of it. Women were not made to work, but to
-be worked for. If I had my way, every man should be
-made to support all his poor women relations, and if the
-women hadn’t any men relations, then I’d have the other
-men taxed to support them. It makes me sick seeing
-girls going to work in the morning when I am starting for
-my ride in the Park. And a rich man to let his wife work!
-I call that downright disgusting.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, much to her astonishment, resented this speech.
-“That’s tyranny of another kind. Women are not dolls.
-You talk like a Turk.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Turk? Dolls!” He arose in his wrath. “I’d have
-you know that American women do just about as they
-please, and American men are famous for letting them.”
-He added, with his natural honesty: “Some are strict and
-old-fashioned, like my father, but nobody could say he wasn’t
-generous. And what I told you is the reputation of American
-men, anyhow.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, sit down again, please. I am surprised. I
-thought you would respect Ishbel.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not I. She’ll spoil her looks, and then where’ll she be?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, in a moment of prescience, asked with a mixture
-of wistfulness and disdain, “Do you care so much for
-mere beauty?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Betcherlife. I hate ugliness, and I love pretty girls.
-We have them in San Francisco by wholesale. To be ugly
-is a crime out there. I intend to marry the prettiest I can
-find just as soon as I’m old enough.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And some day—when she loses her youth and beauty?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I’ll love her just the same, for she’ll be my wife,
-and I’ll be old myself then, and have nothing to say. But
-I’ll have had the pick. I intend to have the pick of everything
-going.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Going?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“In life. I must teach you our slang. English slang
-has no sense.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I fancy I could understand you better if you did. But
-I’ve seen men whose wives were once young and pretty,
-and who are always after some beauty twenty years younger
-than themselves—thirty—forty —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Then she blushed, feeling that such a display of worldly
-knowledge was a desecration in the presence of fifteen
-summers.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But young Tay answered indifferently: “Oh, we’ve
-plenty of those at home. The bald heads always make
-the worst fools of themselves. But I mean to have a real
-romance in my life and stick to it. Shall only have time
-for one, as when once I put on the harness I mean to keep
-it on. I’m going to be one of the biggest millionnaires in
-the United States. Say, what made you marry so young?
-You don’t look more than sixteen.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’m nineteen,” replied Julia, haughtily.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, don’t get huffy. You ought to see how extra
-sweet Cherry looks when some one tells her she looks ten
-years younger than she is —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So does Aunt Maria!” Julia laughed again. “Fancy
-a boy like you noticing such things.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’m fifteen, not so young for a man, particularly when
-he’s been brought up in a family of women. He gets on
-to all their curves—I tell you what! And I can tell you
-that many an American boy of fifteen is supporting his
-mother—whole family.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You don’t mean it!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I do. It’s not so easy, but it’s done every day. I
-don’t pretend there are not lots that let their sisters work,
-but that’s either because they can’t get along, no matter
-how hard they try, or because there’s a screw loose—foreign
-blood, most likely. No real American would do
-it. If pa died to-morrow, I’d quit school and go right
-into the firm. Nobody’d get the best of me, neither.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It was impossible to resist such firm self-confidence.
-Julia looked at him in open admiration.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Say!” he exclaimed, with one of his dazzling leaps
-among the peaks of conversation. “Would you mind
-letting your hair down?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why—What?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’d like to see all of it.” And young Tay spoke in the
-tone of one unaccustomed to have his requests ignored.
-“Do.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia looked him over, shrugged her shoulders, then took
-out the combs and pins. After all, he was only a boy, and
-she was feeling singularly contented. It was seldom that
-she had experienced more than a fleeting moment of companionship.
-She had come near to it with Nigel, Bridgit,
-and Ishbel, but they seemed years older than herself, and
-vastly superior. She would have been unwilling to admit
-it, but at this moment she really felt sixteen.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Jiminy!” exclaimed young Tay, as the breeze lifted
-the shining masses of hair. “There’s nothing to beat it
-even in California. Red? Not a bit of it. It’s the color
-of flames, and flames are a clear red-yellow—like Guinea
-gold.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He didn’t touch it, but his eyes sparkled as he watched
-it float, or hang about her white face and brilliant eyes
-in their black frames. “Gee! But I’d like to marry you.
-Why couldn’t you wait awhile?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It wouldn’t have done any good,” said Julia, who,
-like most females, was of a literal turn. “I shouldn’t be
-here, but in the West Indies, and you might never go there.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, what’s done’s done,” replied the boy, gloomily,
-and with the agreeable sensation of being the blighted hero
-of a romance so early in life. “What sort of a chap is your
-husband? I shall hate him, but I’d like to know —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He—well—he’s—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You’re not so dead gone on him,” said the boy, shrewdly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not what?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“More slang. Not—oh, hang it, it doesn’t sound so
-well in plain English. That’s what slang’s for. How
-old is he?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Forty-one.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Great Scott!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The boy betrayed his own youth in that exclamation, in
-spite of his precocious wisdom. Forty-one suggests senile
-decay to arrogant fifteen. Julia’s own youth leaped to
-that heartfelt outbreak, and she burst into tears.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Young Tay forgot that he was in love with her, and patted
-her heartily on the back. “Oh, say! Don’t do that!”
-he cried. “But what did you do it for?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, to the first confidant she had ever had, sobbed out
-her story. Daniel pranced about the roof of the tower
-and kicked loose stones into space. “I—I—hate him,”
-concluded Julia, then stopped in terror, realizing that she
-had never admitted as much to herself. But she squarely
-faced the truth. “I do. And—I’m—I’m frightened.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“See here.” Daniel sat down beside her once more.
-“You’re only a kid, and this is the very worst I ever heard.
-Talk about cruelty to animals! I’ve read some of those
-novels that are always lying round the house—English
-high life, and all that rot—but I supposed they were all
-made up. I never believed that mothers really made
-their daughters marry against their will. Why, somehow,
-it sounds like ancient history. Say—this is what you
-must do—come to California with us. Cherry’ll manage
-it. She’s rich, all right, and manages everything and
-everybody. Then just as soon as I’m old enough I’ll marry
-you—see?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How could I marry you when I’m married already?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Divorce. Plain as a pikestaff. And I’ll take bully
-good care of you, and never look at another girl.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia dried her eyes. The plan was alluring, but in a
-moment she shook her head. Her keen intuitions warned
-her not to mention the planets to this ultra-occidental
-person, but there was another argument equally forcible.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My husband would kill us both. He—he—I’ve
-never seen him in a temper—he’s taking care of his heart—but
-I <span class='it'>feel</span> he’s got a horrible one, and he seems to enjoy
-saying that if ever I looked at another man he’d strangle us
-both —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Pooh! I guess they all say that when they’re first
-married —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And he’s cruel to animals. Englishmen are seldom
-that. It isn’t that I’m really afraid of him now—it’s that
-I have a presentiment that I shall be some day. His eyes
-are sometimes so strange—not like eyes at all—just
-glass—he—he—doesn’t look human then.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He must be a peach. Gee!—but I’d like to punch him.
-You’ve got to come with us. That’s certain. I’ll talk
-Cherry over to-night. She’d just love figuring in a sensation
-with the British aristocracy.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Perhaps she wouldn’t care to offend it,” said the more
-astute female. “From all I hear, the rich Americans that
-come to London don’t do much to —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Don’t mind my feelings! Queer themselves. I guess
-not. But I’ll bring her round. Oh, don’t put your hair
-up!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It is time to go back.” Julia gave her hair a dexterous
-twist, wound the coil about her head, and pinned it in place.
-“You must have your tea.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Tea!” The contempt of composite American manhood
-exploded in his tones.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, you can have whiskey and soda, although you’re
-rather young —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>For the first time Daniel’s magnificent aplomb deserted
-him. He flushed and turned away his head. “That’s
-where you’ve got me. I’ve had orders from pa not to
-touch alcohol or tobacco until I’m twenty-one. If I do,
-I’ll lose my chance of being taken into the firm, be put to
-work as a clerk somewhere, and get no more education. If
-I pull out all right, I’m to have ten thousand dollars plunk
-on my twenty-first birthday. You see the San Francisco
-boys, particularly when they’ve got money, are pretty
-wild. I don’t say I wouldn’t like to be once in a while,
-just for the fun of the thing, but I promised to please pa—he
-was so uneasy, and I’m the only son. But when I
-get that ten thousand I’m going to blow it in on a big
-spree—have suppers in the Palace Hotel, and throw all
-the plates out of the window into the court—just to show
-what I can do; then settle down. What I’ve made up
-my mind to do, I’ll do. I’m not a bit afraid of liquor or
-anything else getting the better of me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, who was watching him, was puzzled at the expression
-of his mobile face. It was not so much that its natural
-strength was relaxed for a moment by some subtle source
-of weakness, as that the strong passions of the man stirred
-in their heavy sleep and sent a fight wave across the clean
-carefully sentinelled mind above. Julia did not pretend
-to understand, nor did any ghost in her own depths whisper
-of the future. She put her arm about his neck and kissed
-him impulsively.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That’s splendid of you. And don’t you ever drink.
-It killed my father, and it’s killing my brother. And it
-makes people so hideous to look at. Now come down.
-I don’t want Aunt Maria to scold me. They don’t mean
-it, all these older people, but they humiliate me all the
-time. You are the only person I’ve met in England that
-makes me feel it’s not silly to be young.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She picked her way daintily down the rough staircase,
-young Tay after her, again with that sense of being willing
-to follow her to the end of the earth. He even drank a
-cup of tea. But the ancestral hall, with its women in gay
-tea-gowns, and a few men who had returned earlier than
-their more ardent companions, made him feel suddenly
-very young and very American. He looked at Julia, whose
-place at the tea-table was occupied by Mrs. Winstone,
-and who was attracting as little attention as Emily, and
-felt more chivalrously in love than ever.</p>
-
-<h2>XV</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Mrs. Bode</span> had come that afternoon to Bosquith with
-the well-defined intention of receiving an invitation to
-return and spend a week. Mrs. Winstone, who was about
-to be deserted by Mrs. Macmanus, and was growing more
-bored daily, now that the novelty of playing hostess for
-the Duke of Kingsborough was wearing thin, and meditated
-a round of visits to more amusing houses at no distant
-date, was delighted at the advent of the vivacious American
-and needed no subtle arts of suggestion to invite her for
-the following Monday. The children were included in the
-invitation, but Emily begged to be permitted to visit a
-school friend at present in London, and Mrs. Bode returned
-with the enamoured Dan.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She had been astounded, then amused at his plan to
-abduct young Mrs. France, but found herself forced to
-appeal to his reason. He had stormed about the hotel
-sitting-room, calling her names for the first time in his life:
-“snob,” “coward,” “heartless woman,” “no sister.” Mrs.
-Bode, whose good-nature was one of her assets, and
-immune to unspoken insults long since, refused to be
-offended, wisely repressed her desire to laugh, pretended
-sympathy, did not once allude to the fact that he was
-merely fifteen, and talked to him as a wise woman ever
-talks to a man whose common sense is for the moment in
-abeyance.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Come back and get her when you are twenty-one,”
-she advised. “By that time you will be a full partner in
-the business, and father can’t balk you. You know how
-romantic <span class='it'>he</span> is! And you also know his old-fashioned
-prejudice against divorce, his Puritanical morals generally.
-A nice figure we should both cut in his eyes if we returned
-with the runaway wife of an Englishman who hadn’t given
-her the ghost of an excuse. I happen to know France is
-mad about her. I also know she hasn’t a cent of her own,
-and she looks as proud as they make ’em. Do you fancy
-she’d live on our charity for six years? Not she. Even
-if she were mad enough to come, she’d go to work —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Work? My wife work? <span class='it'>She</span> work?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“There you are!” And, as a matter of fact, this argument
-clinched the matter. The moment he was alone
-with Julia after his arrival at Bosquith he informed her
-that within twenty-four hours after he was made a partner
-in the firm, and his own master, he should start for England—should
-use the ten thousand for that purpose instead
-of going on a spree. He should take her at once to
-the quickest place in America for divorce, and then marry
-her. Julia was much too feminine to laugh, vowed never
-to forget him, and during his stay at the castle devoted
-herself to his entertainment. He showed no disposition to
-be sentimental, and as it was a novel experience, and he
-was always bright and amusing, besides telling her much
-of his strange continent, she enjoyed herself thoroughly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Young Tay, aside from his natural jealousy, took an
-immediate and profound dislike to France, a sensation
-inspired in most moderately decent men by that reprobate,
-even when he was on his good behavior. Dan went so
-far as to avoid his vicinity lest he punch him. As for
-France, he was little more than aware of the youth’s presence
-in the castle, and thought Julia damned good-natured
-to talk to him. That they spent their days riding over the
-moors, or along the cliffs, or sitting in the various romantic
-nooks of garden and ruin, he had, of course, no suspicion,
-or he might have concluded that his wife carried her notions
-of hospitality a bit too far.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When young Tay left, Julia kissed him good-by, gave
-him a lock of her hair, intimated that six years would seem
-an eternity, promised to write once a week, then cruelly
-forgot him, save when his postcards arrived.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>At first they came in a shower, then straggled along for a
-year, finally ceased after an apologetic one from college.
-Julia answered a few of them, but boys of fifteen, no matter
-how clever and companionable, cannot hope to make a very
-deep impression on nineteen; and Julia had much to drive
-him from her mind, in any case. She rarely saw Mrs. Bode
-during that lady’s frequent visits to London, and, had she
-thought about the matter at all, would have ticketed Tay
-as one of the few amusing episodes in her life, and assumed
-that he had gone out of it forever. A young wife, revolting
-in profound distaste from her husband, and at the same time
-high-minded and fastidious, is the most unimpressionable
-of human beings. All men are alike hateful to her.</p>
-
-<h2>XVI</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>In</span> December and January two historical events caused an
-excitement into which Julia threw herself so whole-heartedly
-that for a time she managed to forget her personal life;
-taking pains to become intimate with every detail, she was
-obligingly conversed with by some of the important older
-men at Bosquith, and pronounced by the younger to be
-“waking up.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>On December 17 the President of the United States,
-Mr. Cleveland, sent his famous message to Congress
-concerning the long-standing dispute between England
-and Venezuela as to the boundaries between that
-state and British Guiana. The United States had proposed
-arbitration; Lord Salisbury would have none of it,
-intimating that England knew what belonged to her without
-being told. Whereupon Mr. Cleveland hurled his bomb:
-Congress, after being reminded of the Monroe Doctrine
-(which accumulates mould from long intervals of disuse),
-was requested to authorize the President to appoint a
-boundary commission whose findings would be “imposed
-upon Great Britain by all the resources of the United States.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>There was a financial panic (in which, incidentally, Mr.
-Jones lost a great deal of money), the newspapers thundered,
-Mr. Cleveland, at Bosquith, as elsewhere, was called an
-“ignorant firebrand,” and “no doubt a well-meaning
-bourgeois,” everybody tried to understand the Monroe
-Doctrine that they might despise it, and for nearly a week
-war between the two countries seemed imminent.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mr. Cleveland went fishing and was unapproachable
-until the excitement had subsided. Lord Salisbury consented
-to the Boundary Commission, with modifications;
-and the whole matter was forgotten on New Year’s Day in
-a far more picturesque sensation, and one productive of
-far graver results: England was electrified with news of the
-Jameson Raid. Over this episode feeling for and against
-the impulsive doctor ran so high, before all the facts came to
-light, that more than one house-party was threatened with
-disruption; although in the main it was the young people
-with warm adventurous blood that sympathized, and
-alarmed older heads that condemned. “Little Englanders,”
-“Imperialists,” exploded like bombs at every table, even
-after a hard day with guns or hounds. But although the excitement
-lasted all through the hunting season (with which
-it did not interfere in the least), the chief advantage derived
-from it by Julia was a romantic interest in a new and mighty
-personality. For long after she kept a scrap book about
-Cecil Rhodes, followed his testimony before the special
-committee in Westminster with breathless interest, trying
-to find it as picturesque as Macaulay’s “Trial of Warren
-Hastings,” which she read at the time; and, until life became
-too personal, consoled herself with the belief that he was
-the man heaven had made for her. This fact would not be
-worth mentioning save that half the women in England
-were cherishing the same belief. These liaisons in the air
-have cheated the divorce court and saved the hearthstone
-far oftener than man has the least idea of.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The duke returned to London two days before the opening
-of Parliament, and took his household with him. France,
-now quite restored to health, bitterly resented leaving the
-country before the hunting was over, and Julia, who felt
-her happiest and freest when on a horse, and had proved
-herself a fine cross-country rider, had no desire to be shut
-up in a gloomy London house during what for England
-was still midwinter. But France dared not sulk aloud,
-and Julia was doing her best to be philosophical. Besides,
-she was to have a purely feminine compensation.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone, accepting the invitation of Mrs. Macmanus,
-had gone to the Riviera to remain until mid-April,
-but before she left she had given France several hints
-on the subject of his wife’s wardrobe for the coming season.
-In consequence, on the morning after their arrival in London,
-he entered his wife’s room at seven o’clock, attired for his
-morning ride, awakened her, and handed over a check for
-fifty pounds.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Your aunt says that some of your fine clothes are not
-worn out and can be remodelled, but that you must have
-others and hats and all that rot. Women’s things cost
-too much, anyhow. They ought to make their own things.
-I’ve seen women do it. You must manage with this now,
-and as much more six months hence. It’s a bally lot, but
-you’ve got to have some sort of finery for our ball on
-the fifteenth. Don’t pay anybody till the last minute.
-They’re such silly asses it does me good to wring ’em dry.
-Besides, what are they made for? By and by when you
-know more about money, you can send me the bills for the
-same amount. But afraid to trust you now. Know
-women. By-by.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He kissed her casually (not being in a mood for love-making)
-and Julia sat up and blinked at the check, the
-first she had ever held in her hand; Mrs. Winstone having
-had charge of her mother’s little wedding present, and the
-larger sum placed at her disposal by the duke.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She now knew something of the value of money. She
-also knew that her husband’s income, between his annuity,
-the rent of his place in Hertfordshire, and the duke’s allowance,
-was quite two thousand pounds a year. This would
-have gone a short distance if he had been obliged to set up
-in London for himself, but, living with the duke, his only
-expenses were his club dues, his valet, and his clothes,
-which he didn’t pay for. She had expected no less than two
-hundred pounds, and wondered at his meanness. There
-could be no other reason for the smallness of the check:
-there was no question of his fidelity to her, he pretended
-to despise cards (Julia already guessed that men would not
-play with him), and he did not even have to pay for the
-keep of his horse, as the duke’s mews were at his disposal.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia thought upon Mrs. Bode’s immense allowance with
-a frown, and wished she were an American, sent a fleeting
-thought to the still faithful Dan, and wondered if he would
-really come for her one of these long days.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>To be sure Ishbel had spent quantities of money, but only to
-gratify an upstart millionnaire; and although Julia had now
-met many women with bewildering wardrobes, she knew
-that they were paid for in divers ways, when paid for at all.
-Still, she doubted if any of them had a husband as mean
-as hers, for most men, no matter how selfish, have a certain
-pride in their wives, and, in the absence of settlements,
-make them a decent allowance. And she, a future duchess
-of England, to get along on a hundred pounds a year!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I should be paid high for living with him,” she thought as
-she rang for her tea; and had not the least idea that she was
-voicing the sentiments of thousands of wives, from the topmost
-branch of the peerage down to the mates of laborers
-that slaved to make both ends meet and had less to spend
-than a housemaid; whose rewards for work were her own.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But Julia was not troubling her young head with problems
-sociological and economic at this time. She knew
-that she had missed happiness, but she craved enjoyment,
-pleasure, excitement, and, if the truth must be told, unlimited
-sweets. The duke disapproved of anything but the
-heavy puddings of his race, varied only by “tarts” drenched
-with cream; and Julia had discovered an American “candy
-store,” and her sweet tooth ached.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>As soon as she was dressed, she sought Ishbel and held a
-consultation with her in the little boudoir above the shop.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Ishbel could not suppress an exclamation at the amount
-of the check.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Surely the duke—” she began.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But Julia shook her head. “Aunt Maria said he could not
-be expected to do more, as we live with him, and he gives
-Harold a thousand a year. But I know she expected me to
-have far more than this. She told me she had had a very
-satisfactory talk with Harold and was sure he would be
-generous.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Perhaps you can talk him over—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll never mention the subject of money to him if I can
-help it. Why doesn’t the law compel every man to settle a
-part of his income on his wife? It should be automatic.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We are not half civilized yet—all laws having been
-made by men! But every woman of spirit gets the best of
-them one way or another, although her character often
-suffers in the process. That was the obscure reason of my
-strike for liberty. I see it now. There is nothing for
-you but to practise the time-honored methods. You have
-been placed in a great position and you must dress it.
-Get what you want. Your position assures you credit.
-Dressmakers are used to waiting, poor dears, and so are
-shopkeepers. Your husband will be forced to pay the
-bills in time. You will have to be adamant, impervious to
-rowing, when the days of reckoning come. Tell him that
-it is clothes or a flat in West Kensington, where nothing
-will be expected of you —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I hate it!” cried Julia, her eyes blazing, and her hair
-looking redder than flames. “I hate such a life.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course you do. So do thousands of other women; but
-as long as society, with all its abominable demands, exists,
-and men are unreasonable, just so long will we limp along on
-credit, and gain our ends by devious methods. Now to
-be practical. I shall make your hats at cost price, and
-France will not keep me waiting much longer than most
-people do. This afternoon I’ll go and look over your
-wardrobe. I know a splendid little dressmaker—Toner,
-her name is—who remodels last year’s gowns and brings
-them up to date. She is the only person you will have
-to pay at once, for she really is badly off. For your new
-reception gowns, ball gowns and tailor things, you will
-have to go to the smartest houses. I shall introduce you,
-but it is hardly necessary; they will fall down before you —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I shall feel like a thief!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course. You will be one, but only temporarily, and
-it will be much more disagreeable for you than for them.
-Your husband is not bankrupt, and must pay your bills. I
-wonder where you get your squeamishness from—at your
-age? You belong to our class, and from what you have told
-me of your life at home —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I know! Mother thought I didn’t know it, but I did.
-Children see everything. But it horrifies and disgusts me.
-I suppose I must be innately middle class!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Dear me, no. You are merely ultra-modern. I wonder
-what has waked you up before your time—and with no
-outside influences? Odd. Well, I fancy sensitive brains
-get messages, are played upon by waves of the intense
-thought that is in operation all the time, trying to solve
-the problems of existence. Bridgit was right. I thought
-it would take longer.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What do you mean by that?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She’ll explain when she gets hold of you! Oh, thank
-heaven I am my own mistress, and need never accept a
-penny from a man again,—and am done with the crooked
-ways of my sex.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She looked radiant, and Julia exclaimed: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why, you are more beautiful than ever. You haven’t
-gone off a bit.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why should I?” asked Ishbel, in amazement.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well—I made friends with an American last autumn,
-and he thought it dreadful for women to work.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It is a toss-up which women suffer the greatest injustice
-from their men, the English or the Americans. At least
-our oppressions have developed us far ahead of them.
-They’ve only scratched the surface of their minds as yet—those
-that are known as the ‘fortunate’ ones. Of course
-there is a big middle class, scrimping hard to make ends
-meet, and, no doubt, having quite as much trouble with their
-men as we do. They will catch up with us far sooner than
-those walking advertisements of millionnaires, who think they
-are independent and spoiled, and are only slaves of a new
-sort. It is well, by the way, that I set up when I did. Jimmy
-not only lost thousands during the panic, but has developed
-a mania for speculation. I think it is because he
-has so much less of society than formerly, and wants excitement.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Does he blame you?” asked Julia, going to the point as
-usual. “Of course people don’t want him without you. I
-hear he wasn’t asked to a single house party.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, he blames me. My conscience hurt me for a
-time, but I talked it out with Bridgit, and we both came
-to the same conclusion: during those five years I paid
-him back with interest. If he can’t take care of himself
-now, it is his own lookout. I am living to repay him
-what I borrowed, for he has thrown it at my head more
-than once, his losses not having improved his temper.
-That is the reason I am not going out at all this
-year.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, twirling her check, stared at her. The immense
-amount of reading she had done had set her mind in active
-motion, developing natural powers of reason and analysis.
-And unconsciously, during the last six months, at least,
-she had been studying and classifying the many types she
-had met. She knew that Ishbel, as she uttered her apparently
-heartless and unfeminine sentiments, should have
-looked hard, sharp, or, at the best, superintellectualized
-and businesslike. But never had she looked prettier,
-more piquant, more feminine. Her liquid brown eyes were
-full of laughter, her pink lips were as softly curved as those
-of a child that has never whined, and her rich voice had no
-edge on it. Charm radiated from her. In a flash of
-intuition Julia understood.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It is because you like men—that you don’t change,”
-she said. “You never will. But how do you reconcile
-it? You despise them —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, dear me, no. I adore them. No charming man’s
-magnetism is ever lost on me, and I am in love with three at
-the present moment. That is all, besides my work, that
-I have time for. Only—I don’t have to marry any of
-them, and find out all their little absurdities. I idealize
-them, sentimentalize over them, and that pleasant process
-would color the grayest of lives.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Suppose you should really fall in love?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I am quite safe until thirty, then again until forty;
-then again I shall have a respite until fifty. Perhaps by that
-time we shall carry over till sixty. It would be rather jolly.
-And the certainty of falling in love once in ten years is not
-only something to look forward to, but ought to satisfy
-any reasonable woman.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I wonder if you are what my American friend called
-bluffing.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Ishbel blushed, dimpled, looked the most lovable creature
-in the world and the most temperamental. But she laughed
-outright.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course I bluff, my dearest girl. I bluff every moment
-of my life; I bluffed myself, poor Jimmy, and the world for
-five years. Now I bluff myself into thinking I am radiantly
-happy because I am independent, whereas as a matter of
-fact, I am often tired to death, hate the people I have
-to be nice to—it is not so vastly different from matrimonial
-servility and management, except that you are more easily
-rid of them, and they are always changing. But I stick to
-this, shall stick to it until I have made enough to invest
-and give me an independent income; no matter how much
-I may long to be lazy or frivolous, to dance, to flirt week
-in and out at house parties—partly because I now enjoy
-that supreme form of egoism known as self-respect, partly
-because the spirit of the times, the great world-tides urge
-me on, partly because, when all is said and done, work fills
-up your time more satisfactorily than anything else. I
-had exhausted pleasure, was on the verge of satiety. That
-would have been hideous. But I purpose to bluff myself
-one way and another to the end of my days. I am convinced
-it is the only form of happiness.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia drank all this in. She knew that although Ishbel
-spoke in her lightest and sweetest tones, she uttered the
-precise truth, and that she was deliberately being presented
-with a window out of which she should be expected to look
-occasionally, instead of remaining smugly within the conventional
-early Victorian walls of her present destiny. Julia
-was used to these little lessons in life from her older friends
-and liked them, but she sighed, nevertheless. She was
-proud to develop so much more quickly than most young
-women of her too sheltered type, but on the other hand she
-longed at times for youth and freedom and an utter indifference
-to the serious side of life. For the moment she
-regretted her reading, wished ardently that she could have
-been a girl in London for two seasons. Being put into
-training for a duchess at the age of eighteen may gratify
-the vanity, but, given certain circumstances, it extracts the
-juices from life.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Ishbel, as if she had received a flash from that highly
-charged brain, leaned over and kissed her impulsively.
-“Oh, you poor little duchess!” she exclaimed.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But Julia was shy of demonstrations and asked hastily: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How is Bridgit? It is nearly a year since I saw her,
-and she only sends me a line occasionally like a telegram.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not as happy as she would be if she were earning her
-bread, but she is rapidly finding her métier. All this last
-year, inspired in the first place by Nigel’s book, she has
-been investigating the poor and the poor laws, visiting
-settlements, hospitals, factories, laundries—you know her
-energy and thoroughness. The result is that she is close
-to being a Socialist—of an intelligent sort, of course—pays
-her bills as soon as they are presented, despises charities,
-and is convinced that women should become enfranchised
-and have full control of the poor laws.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She must be rather terrifying!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She has succeeded in terrifying Geoffrey, and I fancy
-with no regrets. He is having a tremendous flirtation with
-Molly Cardiff and is little at home.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And Nigel?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Still on a Swiss mountain top, writing another book.
-Of course he is in love with you still, poor dear!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia was not displeased, but replied philosophically:
-“It’s well he’s not here, for I should want to talk to him,
-and I never could. Harold is insanely jealous.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, that will wear off. They are all like that at first.
-Englishmen of our class are not provincial, whatever else
-they may be.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But as Julia followed her downstairs to try on the newest
-models in hats, she felt that she had got no cheer out of
-the last observation. She had a foreboding that Harold
-would become worse instead of better.</p>
-
-<h2>XVII</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>It</span> was the night of the 15th of March. Invitations
-had been sent out three weeks since for the great party,
-which on this date was to inaugurate the reopening of
-Kingsborough House. The footmen had been put into
-new livery, but although the reception-rooms on the first
-floor, long swathed in holland and cobwebs, had been
-aired, cleaned, and polished, Julia’s tentative suggestion that
-the heavy carpets, curtains, and furniture of the early
-Victorian era be replaced with the more enlightened art of
-to-day was received with a haughty and uncomprehending
-stare. Julia had not returned to the subject. Banishing
-her scruples, she threw all her energies and taste into the
-replenishment of her wardrobe. As Harold had announced
-in terms as final as the duke’s stare that he would take his
-wife to no dances, where other men would have the right
-to embrace her, she had confined her apocryphal expenditures
-to such gowns and their accessories as would be
-needed at afternoon and evening receptions, luncheons,
-and the races. The dinner gowns of her first trousseau,
-although many of them had been worn at the house parties,
-were “smartened up” by the invaluable Mrs. Toner, and
-looked fresh and new.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The maid had been dismissed and Julia stood before the
-mirror in her large gas-lit bedroom, looking herself over
-carefully, without and within. She had sent for France,
-and there must be no weak points in her courage.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The vision in the mirror alone gave her courage (being
-as natural as a human being can be, she was still a vain
-little thing), and poised her spirit. After several consultations
-between herself, Ishbel, and the greatest French dressmaker
-in London, it had been decided that as this party
-would be her real introduction to society, and as she was
-little more than a girl in years, her gown must present a
-certain effect of simplicity. Therefore was Julia arrayed
-in white tulle and lace, over clinging liberty satin, and
-embroidered with crystal as fine as diamond dust. With her
-tropical white skin and flame-colored hair, this skilful
-costume gave her a curiously elusive and spritelike appearance.
-She wore some of the Kingsborough jewels: a
-diamond tiara, not ridiculously large, and several ropes of
-pearls. Few eyes can compete with the brilliancy of
-diamonds, but Julia’s did, assisted by the black brows and
-lashes which most women preferred to believe were artificial.
-She was not an imposing figure, for her height was only five
-feet three and a half in her French slippers, and her figure
-was still thin, although the bones of her neck and arms
-were covered; but as France entered the room he thought
-her quite the loveliest and daintiest creature in England.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“By God!” he cried, his heavy glassy eyes flashing. “You
-are rippin’! Never saw even you so well turned out.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He had rushed forward, but Julia waved him back.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You mustn’t touch me when I’m got up for the public,”
-she said imperiously. “You always muss my hair, and
-they will be coming in half an hour. I sent for you not to be
-admired, but because I have something to say to you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Say?” repeated France, sulkily. His wife’s virginal
-coldness was one of her profoundest fascinations, but submissive
-she should be, nevertheless. “What can you have
-to say?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I merely want to tell you the cost of this gown.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What do you mean?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That it cost a hundred pounds.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What—what—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Just double the amount you gave me. And the rest
-of my wardrobe, with which I am to do you and the duke
-credit this season, has cost twice as much more.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What in hell are you talking about?” France tried
-to thunder, but his breath was so short that he could only
-splutter. “How dare you —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You never pay for your clothes until you have been summonsed
-a dozen times, why should I?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But I have to pay in the end! How <span class='it'>dared</span> you? I
-know how women can get on with a little money. Do you
-think I don’t know anything about ’em? Extravagant as
-the devil, all of you, but able to do on half what it costs a
-man to turn himself out, all the same. What are maids for?
-Every woman could make her own clothes if she tried. I
-told you—My God! My God! If my word ain’t law—a
-hundred pounds!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He was waving his arms, and Julia moved out of their
-reach, although she continued to look him in the eyes. His
-were bloodshot. “I shall have everything I want, or
-need, so long as I live with you,” said his wife, deliberately.
-“If you don’t want to pay for my clothes you can put me
-out. I could earn my living. Ishbel would teach me to
-trim hats.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You—you—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>France sat down, his mouth hanging open. Then with a
-curious instinctive movement he covered his face with his
-hand. When he removed it, his face, although still red,
-was closed and hard, and his eyes shone with a new desire.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You’ve got a will of your own, young lady.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, by God, I’ll break it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Try it.” Julia shook out her shimmering train.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Three hundred pounds in one go!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Your income is two thousand a year, and you are practically
-at no expense.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It’s not your place to know what my income is, nor what
-I do with it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But you see I do.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>France looked down, once more concealing his eyes. It
-was a part of his plan to show himself to the world as a
-devoted husband, to accept every invitation, save those
-for dances, to walk with his wife daily in the park, as soon
-as the fine weather began; in a word, to efface his past. He
-inferred that Julia had guessed something of this, and, having
-the whip hand, meant to use it. To antagonize her would be
-fatal. He longed to beat her: in fact, he felt a curious thrill
-at the prospect; but between the duke and the world, his
-hands, for the present, at least, might as well be pulp. He
-was amazed and bewildered to find that he had married
-something more than an exquisite bit of youth—conversation
-between them was almost unknown; and although
-it would be amusing to break her, he knew that he must
-temporize until the duke died. He believed that this
-happy event must occur before long, as the duke, fancying
-himself, under new medical advice, stronger than he had
-ever been, had overtaxed his frail constitution during the
-shooting season, and complained much of fatigue since his
-return to town. “By God!” he thought, “I’ll beat her the
-very day he dies.” And, although subtlety galled his
-abnormal vanity, he brought out in a fairly amiable tone: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Look here, old girl, you mustn’t let me in too deep. Remember
-I’m not Kingsborough yet. It’s not that I can’t pay
-these three hundred pounds—although the truth is, I’m
-economizing to pay off old debts, many of them debts of
-honor—used to gamble a bit when I was in the navy.
-So, don’t let me in any deeper, and when the old boy
-chucks it, you shall have all you can spend.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Meanwhile, I wish four hundred a year,” said Julia,
-inexorably.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I say! These things should last you for two years.
-I know women —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You haven’t introduced them to me. If you don’t
-give me four hundred a year I’ll run into debt for that
-amount, and you are liable. I was married without being
-consulted. I don’t love you and never shall, but I submit
-to your demands, because it is my destiny. I am to be a
-duchess, and that is the end of it. Meanwhile, I shall
-get everything out of this tiresome life there is in it. You
-and my mother forced me into it, and I shall have compensations.
-I shall be as well dressed as any of the great
-ladies I am to associate with, many of whom I shall one day
-outrank. I shall see Ishbel and Bridgit just as often as
-I choose, and I shall buy all the books I want. I am
-going to job a brougham —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No! Not much!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I am going to job a brougham, and if you forbid it,
-there will be trouble with Kingsborough. From something
-he said the other day I know he assumes that I have one
-already. He knows you can afford it. He uses that ark
-in the mews, and I don’t want it, anyhow. For a long time
-I thought I never should speak to you on the subject of
-money again; you hurt me so that time I asked for a few
-books; but I have thought it out, and the result is this:
-while I am determined to have what I need without asking
-you, I think it only fair to warn you. Besides, I should
-grow nervous waiting for the bills to come in, for row after
-row.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You are damned hard for a young ’un.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I am not hard. I have made up my mind. That is all
-there is to it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>France’s face convulsed with passion, but once more he
-controlled himself, although his hands worked.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If I give you four hundred a year, will you promise to
-let me in for no more, and to pay for the brougham?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll not let you in for more, but you shall pay for the
-brougham.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“By God! You look like an arum lily standing there,
-and you are a little red-headed she-devil! This is the first
-time any woman has ever got the best of me. I’ve always
-treated ’em like cats.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He rushed out of the room, afraid to trust himself further,
-and Julia, horrified at life, while experiencing a certain zest
-at having ground her legal master under her heel and
-watched him squirm, marched out and took her place beside
-the duke and Lady Arabella Torrence at the head of the
-grand staircase.</p>
-
-<h2>XVIII</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Julia’s</span> new French slippers pinched, and her tiara pressed
-on certain nerves of her head, as the more humble hat pin
-has been known to do. The procession up the staircase
-seemed endless. To Julia it looked like a river of jewels;
-she had ceased to know or care who were the mere women
-beneath it. Not all of the men were foils. Royalty, the
-entire cabinet, and the diplomatic corps were present;
-gorgeous uniforms, sashes, and orders saved many men from
-being mistaken for waiters.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>As the first guests were ascending, Julia had turned to
-the duke and said sweetly: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have asked Ishbel and Bridgit, and they have promised
-to come.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You have what?” asked the duke, his dull eyes glowing.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“They were my first friends in England, and as I am your
-hostess, it occurred to me that I had the right to issue a few
-invitations on my own account. I merely mention it, that
-you may not be betrayed by surprise when you see them.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You have taken a purely feminine advantage—waiting
-until this moment to tell me—when I can do nothing!”
-It was long since the duke had felt himself on fire with
-passion.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course we all take our advantages where we can, and
-are as deceitful as possible,” said Julia, smiling into his
-snapping eyes. “Those are primal weapons, and you gave
-them to us. Here come some terribly important people.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The duke had been forced to swallow his wrath, and, in
-a few moments, forgot it in the sudden stream of arrivals.
-After a time fatigue overcame him and he slipped away,
-leaving Julia alone with Lady Arabella (yellow and bony
-in white embossed velvet and rubies). France was making
-himself agreeable to the dowagers. The interview with his
-wife had inspired him with a longing to go out and entice
-some wretch of the streets to a hiding-place, where he could
-beat her to a jelly, but the gall in his blood did not affect
-his shrewd cunning brain, which steadily pursued its object.
-To-night was his first opportunity to be gallant to women,
-politics and sport having claimed him since his illness;
-and after a few well-turned compliments, he talked of nothing
-but the beauty and virtues of his wife. Perhaps the
-duke was the only human being who really liked him, for,
-without magnetism or charm of any sort, he left both men
-and women cold where he did not repel; but to-night he
-acquitted himself so creditably that several mothers thought
-upon their loss with regret.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia’s mind was beginning to play her strange tricks.
-Carlyle’s “French Revolution” had been among the books
-at Bosquith, and its style had so fascinated her that she had
-read it twice. It so happened that a number of extremely
-handsome women with white hair honored the Kingsborough
-ball to-night. Some were young. All were gorgeously bedecked.
-The intense hard glitter of diamonds dissolved
-into mist, took on fantastic shapes: graceful powdered
-heads, glittering with jewels, on the top of pikes, warm
-pampered bodies blocking the stairs.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It was not so much that Julia’s mind was awakening to
-the problem of the poor, the menace of the unemployed and
-the underpaid; in truth, she generally shuddered and turned
-away when Bridgit and Ishbel discussed the subject; but
-these spectacular women on the grand staircase of Kingsborough
-House seemed so ripe! They looked so useless,
-so languidly magnificent, so overbred, so close to the apotheosis
-of their destiny, that—again her fancy veered—Julia
-half expected to see a row of footlights behind them; then
-a sudden shifting of scenery, and the tumbrel and guillotine.
-The time came when Julia knew many of them well enough to
-deal out a greater measure of justice than the outsider that
-hurls the word “parasite” at every woman fortunate enough
-to possess what the poor all want—wealth. She learned
-that many of them worked harder for their political husbands
-than an army of secretaries, that others rose, during
-the season, at an hour when they fain would have slept off
-the fatigue of the day before, in order to get through a mass
-of correspondence relating to the particular problem, political,
-social, or economic, they were striving to solve. Many
-of these women were mothers to their tenantry, watching
-over the growth and education of every girl and boy born
-on their estates. Others went daily to settlements, some
-to districts so abandoned as to be practically hopeless, and
-requiring a mettle far higher than the mere soldier needs
-when racing his fellows to battle. Some worked with
-churches, others with societies, others alone; nearly all were
-interested in one charity or another, many trying to feel
-their way through the obvious method of relief to some
-cause they could grapple with, since the power to legislate
-was forbidden them. Scarcely one of those women, dressed
-from Paris, weighted down with jewels old and new, but
-faced the serious side of life at some hour during the twenty-four;
-but although Julia came to know this, the impression
-of the terrible immaturity of civilization, caused by the
-blind vanity and selfishness of human nature at the outset,
-and persisted in through the centuries in spite of lessons
-written in blood, and of the gross unfairness of life, never left
-her. If she was in the toils of youth at present, and far
-more interested in herself than in the world and its problems,
-the mere fact that these blue marsh lights could dance across
-her mind occasionally, would have satisfied her more advanced
-friends that when the awakening came it would be
-sudden and final.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But not to-night. Her visions fled. She looked down
-into a pair of dark satiric eyes, and her own flashed back
-a more than courteous welcome. Ishbel had come some
-time since, and after piloting the delighted Mr. Jones up
-and down for half an hour (wearing his diamonds and
-looking the radiant wife), had deposited him between two of
-the haughty dowagers he loved, and fluttered off with her
-court. But Bridgit was late. She had demurred at coming
-at all, being “sick of the game”; but had yielded to Julia’s
-importunities, partly to “please the child,” partly because
-her mischievous soul suspected that the invitation did not
-emanate from headquarters, and delighted in giving the
-duke “a turn.” She might be well on the road to Socialism,
-and have come to the end of her capacity for mere pleasure,
-but she had not lost her sense of humor; and inborn arrogance
-of class never dies, no matter how amenable the
-brain to reason, and to a sincere democracy which manifests
-itself so effectively in manner. Bridgit’s paternal grandfather
-was a duke with three more quarterings to his credit
-than Kingsborough’s, ancestral performances known to
-every student of history, and two strains of royal blood
-with and without the bend sinister; therefore, did Mrs.
-Herbert feel that she was doing the old pudding an honor
-in coming to his musty barrack whether invited or not.
-And, automatically no doubt, she had attired herself in
-the fashion of her class, of the women in whose company
-she was to spend a night once more. She wore a gown of
-gold colored brocade opening over a round skirt of rose
-point. Rising out of the coils of her wiry black hair was
-an all-round crown of diamonds, and on her neck, falling
-to the soft lace of her corsage, was a chain of diamonds and
-pear-shaped pearls. With her fine upstanding figure, her
-towering height, and flashing black eyes, she might make
-the most compelling figure imaginable at the head of a rebel
-army singing the Marseillaise, but to-night there was no
-more stately dame in Kingsborough House.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, somewhat in the fashion of royalty, passed on the
-people separating them, and grasped Bridgit’s hand, revivified
-by the sight of a dear and familiar face.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I’m so glad,” she cried, indifferent to stares and the
-displeasure of Lady Arabella. “And they must nearly all
-have come. Do wait for me —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She stopped short. She had had eyes only for Bridgit.
-Mechanically they had travelled on to Bridgit’s escort.
-The man standing with his hand outstretched was Nigel
-Herbert.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He got home this afternoon,” said Mrs. Herbert, casually.
-“I knew you would like to see him, so I brought him
-on. How do, Lady Arabella? Always loved you in rubies.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Huh!” said Lady Arabella. She would have cut this
-dangerous apostate if she had been equal to the effort; but
-to freeze that bright powerful gaze, by no means without
-malice, was beyond her capacity, so she merely sniffed and
-advised her to seek the duke, who would be as delighted as
-herself to welcome Mrs. Herbert to Kingsborough House.
-She was of the many that blundered over sarcasm, and her
-soul shivered under the sweetness of Bridgit’s acceptance.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Meanwhile Julia was exclaiming to Nigel: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, but I <span class='it'>am</span> glad to see you! And <span class='it'>do</span> go to the blue
-room and wait for me. It’s downstairs behind the library.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Nigel’s face had flushed, then turned pale; the first moment
-of the renewal of their acquaintance had been an
-awkward one for him. It was with some difficulty that he
-had been persuaded to come at all. For many reasons he
-had wished never to meet her again, and had returned to
-England only because it was necessary to see his book
-through the press; a melancholy experience with the last
-having lost him his faith in proof-readers forever.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But when he saw the welcome in those big shining eyes,
-the happy smile on those young parted lips, he forgot even
-the subtle changes he had noted in her face, while still unobserved,
-and he flushed again, his heart beat rapidly.
-“Does she care?” he thought wildly. “Not now! Not
-now!—But —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia was staring with almost childish delight at the frank
-handsome face of her first friend in England. She forgot
-the romantic hour at Bosquith, forgot that she had sat up
-all night to contrive an extinguisher for the embarrassing
-passion of this misguided young man, remembered only
-that here was a real friend; moreover, one possessing that
-magnet of sex lacking in Bridgit and Ishbel (such being
-the cross currents in her still imperfect soul), so congenial
-that she could have flung her arms about him at the head
-of the grand staircase of Kingsborough House. She had
-never met any one she liked half as well.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He caught his breath sharply, whether in relief or disillusion,
-he did not pretend to guess at this moment.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll wait for you,” he said, and made way for the next
-arrivals.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Some ten minutes later Julia turned to Lady Arabella.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“They are beginning to straggle,” she said. “If you
-don’t mind I won’t stay any longer.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I do mind,” severely. “And your place is here, child
-as you are.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I can’t see why. . . . More guests. . . . Who cares
-about a child? And you are vastly more important.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You have acquitted yourself very creditably. . . .
-Besides, people are curious to see you, and nobody cares
-for an old thing like me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Half of them are still glowing with the honor of having
-shaken hands with you—you go out so seldom. . . . Besides,
-my slippers pinch. I want to put on an old pair.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I always wear slippers a size too large and made by a
-surgical shoemaker, on occasions like this. You must do
-the same. I should have told you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll order a pair to-morrow, but that doesn’t do me any
-good now.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Very well. Run along.”</p>
-
-<h2>XIX</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> blue room, furnished by the late duchess, and undisturbed
-by her loyal son, was of that sickly azure hue once
-affected by pale blondes. The walls were further ornamented
-by bits of sentimental tapestry, the chair backs with anti-macassars,
-stitched and woven by her Grace’s own white
-hands. There was an entire sofa,—but why harrow the
-soul of the reader, even as Nigel’s soul should have been
-harrowed as he sat with closed eyes awaiting Julia? As a
-matter of fact, he forgot the hideous room at once, and, heroically
-dismissing Julia from his mind that he might be quite
-composed when she entered, dwelt with satisfaction upon
-his interview with his father a few hours earlier. That
-eminently practical peer had cast him off when he fled from
-England, leaving a curt note to announce his intention to
-devote himself to the art of fiction. He might have starved
-after the fashion of more orthodox bidders for immortality,
-had it not been for a small personal annuity which enabled
-him to live comfortably in Switzerland while engrossed in
-his book. It was during this period, living in a mountain
-inn, without luxuries, paternal menace and thwarted passion
-behind him, that Nigel learned the profoundest lesson
-art teaches: its power to pulverize the common human
-emotions and desires. Only the true artist, of course, gets
-the message, is capable of immolation conscious or otherwise,
-of elevating art above life.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Nigel was a born artist and had in him the makings of a
-great one. Nevertheless, the discovery that nothing really
-mattered but his work, that only his characters lived, and
-personal memories were dim, not only surprised, but deeply
-mortified him. Being a man, as ready as the next to love, and
-to fight and die for his country, it alarmed him to discover
-that he carried within him a possible rival to his manhood,
-the highest attribute, etc. But he was not long consoling
-himself. He progressed to rapture over the discovery,
-ended by being humbly grateful. He was a man all right,
-that needn’t worry him; he was willing, therefore, to admit
-that to be an artist was a greater endowment still. And
-it gave him a sense of independence, of liberty, of superiority,
-to which the air of the high Alps contributed little or
-nothing.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Then came the intoxication of success, of that immediate
-recognition so many have hungered for in vain. Lest his
-head be turned and his art suffer, he went on a walking trip
-through Germany, Italy, and France, sleeping in inns and
-receiving neither letters nor newspapers. Nor did he meet
-any one he knew. He even avoided Englishmen lest he
-prove himself unable to resist the temptation to lead the
-conversation round to his book. Not only was he a sincere
-artist, but he blindly clung to this new and friendly magician
-that made the world so agreeably little.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When he returned to his eyrie, full of his new book, he
-found a letter from his practical papa, forgiving him, since
-success had attended his dereliction, and enclosing a check.
-Nigel responded amiably, then flung himself once more at
-his desk, anxious to learn if the embryonic book contained
-the same brand of enchantment as the first: the vision of
-Julia had haunted his lonely footsteps. It did. Julia fled.
-He forgot his family, himself, his success. Once more he
-was pure artist, therefore entirely happy.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But he was still young. The second book had now gone
-from him. Art slept. As he heard the rustle of a train,
-the hearty welcome, the proud words of his father, deserted
-his memory, his heart almost stopped. Nevertheless, as
-he rose to greet Julia his face was expressionless of all but
-suave languid politeness. He, too, “fell back on technique.”
-And this easily adjusted armor of the aristocrat
-is the best of his assets. When a man smiles in the face of
-death, without bravado, it merely means that he is well
-bred. His heart may be water.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Nigel was intensely irritated with himself for having been
-betrayed into something like emotion at the head of the
-stair, and he spoke with a slight drawl as he shook Julia’s
-hand.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Awfully good to see you,” he remarked. “You look
-rippin’, too. Will you sit here?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Let me get this crown off. It weighs tons.” Julia
-unfastened the Kingsborough diamonds and deposited them
-irreverently in a chair, then took the one Nigel offered.
-“I’d have left it upstairs, but I suppose I shall have to walk
-about later. I do hope I shan’t have to wear it often.
-Thank heaven, I’m not a duchess yet!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Nigel knew the pitfalls in that engaging frankness and
-steeled himself.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you’ll like it when the time comes,” he said indifferently.
-“How’s the duke?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The duke had always been such a negligible quantity,
-both physically and socially, that no one felt self-conscious
-in referring to his demise a trifle earlier than the conventions
-prescribed. Julia certainly felt no false shame as
-she replied: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Better—rather. He shot, and even rode to hounds
-now and again. He’s looked a bit off his feed since our
-return to town, and I know Harold believes he’s not going
-to live much longer; but that’s because he’s made up his
-mind that he’s waited long enough. I hope Kingsborough’ll
-brace up. Of course I came to England prepared to have
-him die at once, but, somehow, you can’t live in the house
-with a man and wish him dead—at least, I can’t. Besides,
-as I said, I’m in no hurry. In fact, I prefer it this
-way.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>A shadow passed over her face, and Nigel asked with less
-languor: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh—I think it a good thing for a man to have a mental
-occupation, and waiting for dead men’s shoes is an occupation—rather!
-Ra-<span class='it'>ther</span>, as the boys say. I don’t know
-Harold so awfully well, but I have an idea he would be lost—and
-quite impossible—if he couldn’t scheme about something.
-He’s the sort of man that always has a grievance,
-loves to think himself abused if only because it gives him
-an excuse to plot and imagine himself getting the better of
-somebody. Besides—this is more like playing with life.
-The real thing must be full of responsibilities that don’t
-mean so much, after all. Now—sometimes—I can fancy
-I am a girl, masquerading, and I can do all sorts of things
-I couldn’t do if I were of any importance.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And just how much of a girl do you feel?” he asked with
-bitter emphasis.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It was not possible for Julia to turn any whiter than she
-was at all times, but her expressive eyes grew so dark that
-they deepened the whiteness to pallor. For a moment
-she looked older, and, swiftly as it passed, Nigel detected
-an expression of fear and horror in the gaze that no longer
-met his, but looked beyond. He caught both arms of his
-chair, and held his breath. But in an instant it was as if
-a hard little hand had rammed memory down into the
-depths of consciousness and bolted a lid above it. Julia’s
-eyes flashed back to his, full of mischievous gayety.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now don’t indulge in romantic fancies about me,” she
-said. “If I proclaimed from the housetops that I don’t
-love my husband, that I was married by my mother, no
-one would pay the least attention. Everybody knows it
-and nobody cares. What is done is done. I have a philosophical
-nature myself. Remember that my horoscope
-was cast three times. And I have my compensations.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What are your compensations?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, books, my best friends—you among them!—a
-certain freedom I find here in London, and mean to have
-more of, and clothes! clothes! You have no idea what
-pretty frocks I have. That isn’t all. It’s great fun to get
-the best of Harold—to give him another grievance! But
-I do get the best of him—and of the duke, too, occasionally.
-There’s a curious satisfaction in it —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Be careful! You’ll be hard, first thing you know.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The harder women are, the happier they are, I fancy.
-A sort of fine steel armor that you could hide in your hand
-but that covers you from head to foot. I’ve used my eyes
-these last two years. That is all that keeps most women
-from being ground to powder. One can try to keep soft
-inside, you know.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“There’s one thing I don’t know—what you are driving
-at. I can’t make out whether you are changed altogether,
-or are the same delicious child, or if you are trying to keep
-your old personality intact, while forced to admit to partnership
-an ego you have manufactured in self-defence.
-One moment you look wise, almost hard, the next —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I refuse to be stuck on a pin in your psychological cabinet.
-But I suppose you’ve got us all there. Herbert
-Spencer says —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, for God’s sake, don’t become a clever woman!
-Whatever —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why not? Don’t you fancy that would be a compensation?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You clever! It would be too awful!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You talk like Mr. Jones.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Hang Mr. Jones. Ishbel was entirely right; and she
-is one of the few women on this earth that can be clever,
-as deep as the pit, and never let a man find it out. But
-you! You are too straightforward and honest. Not that
-Ishbel isn’t honest; she’s a brick; but she has a special
-talent—possibly it lies in her coquetry. You have little
-or no coquetry. You are in a state of flux at present, and
-if you decide for the second ego, if you become hard and
-clever, you never could disguise it. So beware, or you’ll
-not be able to love and be happy when your time comes.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You mean to make some man happy!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What is the difference?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, lots. I try not to think. I want to remain young
-as long as I can. But I can’t help observing that men like
-geese,—what they call feminine women. I suppose you
-mean that clever women find too many other resources,
-and therefore are independent of men. Ergo, they don’t
-make men happy.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Nigel colored. “Something of that sort.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I shouldn’t have thought it of <span class='it'>you</span>. Fancy your being
-just the ordinary male, after all.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Let us drop generalities and my humble self. I am
-thinking of you. We don’t live in a moral world or age.
-Like all women you will, sooner or later, demand happiness
-as your right. In other words, you will wake up some day
-and want love. Then you will have lost the power to charm.
-You would never be content with a fool, and clever men
-rarely love clever women—not with their eyes open. You
-are quite right as you are. Enjoy life. Let its problems
-alone.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This impassioned plea for her youth left him almost
-breathless. For the moment he was not conscious of loving
-her himself, of pleading for his own future before it was too
-late. His languid dignity had retired from the field; he
-felt only that he had arrived in time to avert a tragedy, and
-so impersonal that his chest lifted slightly. The next moment
-he was gasping under a douche of cold water.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia had thrown her head back and was looking at him
-with softly shining eyes, her lashes half covering, and filling
-them with little black lines.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll tell you a secret,” she whispered. “I’ve never told
-any one. I’m—I’m in love.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You’ll never breathe it?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Who—who—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It’s a man I’ve never seen.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How can you love a man you’ve never seen? What a
-baby you are!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I didn’t say I loved; I said I was in love. And a man
-I’ve never seen is the only sort I could go that far with.
-I hate every man I know, simply because he is a man; and
-I never want really to meet, even to see, this one. But it’s
-great fun to be in love with him, to live in an inner world of
-one’s own.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh!” Once more Nigel writhed with jealousy.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And that isn’t all.” Julia’s eyes grew even more burdened
-with dreams. “When I have to be kissed— At
-first I just set my teeth— Now I shut my eyes and
-imagine it’s the other.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Nigel stood up. His face was white. His hands shook.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And who, may I ask, is this fortunate person?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I don’t think I can tell you that.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You shall tell me. I have some rights. I was your first
-friend, and I loved you myself.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia looked at him out of the corner of her eye. He had
-used the past tense, but he looked more like the present.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I never thought I could breathe his name,” she whispered.
-“But I can tell you. It’s Cecil Rhodes.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Rhodes? Upon my word, you have good taste!”
-Then he burst into irrepressible laughter, and threw himself
-back in his chair.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, what a kid you are! What a baby! And I
-thought you were on the road to become a clever woman.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia smiled mysteriously and picked up her crown. Her
-voice and eyes were more ingenuous than ever. “I told
-you, partly because you are my only man friend, the only
-man I don’t hate, and partly because you would have made
-love to me yourself in another minute. But if you tell
-Bridgit or Ishbel —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Never!” Once more Nigel laughed until the tears
-blotted his vision.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now I must go out and walk about and try to look like
-a duchess in a semitransparent shell. Will you give me
-your arm?”</p>
-
-<h2>XX</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>A week</span> later, Julia, who had gone to bed early, woke up
-suddenly at midnight. For a moment she lay wondering
-what had awakened her, used as she was to the long unbroken
-sleep of youth. She became conscious of a steady
-rhythmical sound in the next room, quite different from the
-prosaic music to which she was accustomed. When she
-realized that it was her husband pacing back and forth,
-back and forth, like a captured beast of the forest, she trembled
-for a moment, then invoked her nerve, slipped on a
-dressing-gown, and opened the door.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The lights were blazing. France, his coat off, his hair on
-end, was pacing up the room as she entered, and when he
-reached the wall, he flung his hands against it as if to push
-it outward. Then he turned and saw his wife. His eyes
-were bloodshot.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Go back to bed,” he said thickly. “I don’t want you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What <span class='it'>do</span> you want?” Julia walked toward him, fear
-lost in her curiosity. “What is the matter, Harold? Are
-you ill? If you are, I must take care of you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He stared at her for a moment. There were times when
-he hated her, others when he was quite mad about her;
-during the intervals of varying length he did not think about
-her at all. To-night he suddenly experienced a new sensation.
-He needed a friend badly, and it was her business
-to fill any office he chose to impose upon her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Look here,” he said. “Would you do me a good turn?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why, of course.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And use all the brains you’ve got and hold your tongue?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Try me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Think you could fool Kingsborough?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, quite easily.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, it’s this: I’ve got to get away for a time—out
-of this. I ain’t a child, ain’t used to walkin’ a straight line.
-Never had so many rules to live by since I was a small boy.
-Navy was nothin’ to it—and two years! <span class='it'>Two years</span>—”
-He clutched his hair with both hands and shouted: “I’ve
-got to get away for a bit! Do you hear? Got to get
-away! Ain’t used —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do you mean that you want to go away and drink?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>France’s jaw fell. He took a step forward.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What d’you mean? Who’s ever said—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No one in particular. But one learns a good deal in
-two years. Didn’t you used to drink now and again—disappear —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What if I did? I’ll wring your neck if you peach —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I haven’t the least idea of telling any one. It is the sort
-of family secret one doesn’t share. Where do you intend
-to go?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’d hardly thought—it doesn’t matter. How can I
-fool him? If he found me out, he’d chuck me, cut me down
-to the last penny, he’s such a damned milksop—and in my
-shoes, in my shoes! Think for me. My brain’s no good.
-It’s on fire. Let him find out and it’s all up with you, too,
-my lady. It’s your business to stand by me. Wonder I
-didn’t think of that before.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You’ll go to Paris to-morrow to consult a heart specialist —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I tell you I’ve got to get out of this to-night. If I don’t,
-the roof’ll be off before breakfast. Do you suppose I can
-wait for a lot of palaver? I’d have been off before this, but
-I can’t think of a ghost of an excuse.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You can’t find a better than that, and you can go to-night.
-He knows your heart is weak, or was. I’ll tell him
-I became terrified and packed you off without delay. Get
-out your portmanteau, and I’ll look up the trains in Bradshaw.”</p>
-
-<h2>XXI</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“<span class='sc'>How</span> very odd!” said the duke, in a tone of manifest
-annoyance. “How very odd!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They were in the library and Julia had imparted her
-information.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not at all,” she replied indifferently. “He would have
-gone before this, but feared to worry you—thought he
-would feel better. Last night he was so bad that I put him
-out of the house.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You put Harold out?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes. That will give you an idea of how he was feeling,
-when he was willing to mind me!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Hm! Why didn’t you go with him? A wife should
-never leave her husband for a day, particularly when he
-is ill!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We neither thought of that until the last minute—he
-was so nervous and there was only time to pack and catch
-the train—I was racking my brain over Bradshaw. I
-offered to follow, of course, but he said he preferred I should
-remain and keep our engagements here—he’s developed
-such a love of society, poor Harold—he seems haunted by
-the fear that we might drop out—you see, he was once a
-little wild —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Never really!” said the duke, emphatically. “Why
-shouldn’t he sow a few oats—a fine young fellow? Not
-that I approve; but it is natural enough.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course, poor dear, and he fancies that people think
-him far worse than he was, and he has an idea that I am
-useful to him —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Quite so. That is what you charming young wives
-are for. But I cannot think why Harold should feel obliged
-to go to Paris. We have heart specialists here.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, but no one to compare with—with—Corot.
-And Harold knows him, you see, and has such confidence
-in him. He should have gone a week earlier, when—the—ah—thumping
-began.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Thumping? Dear me! Is Harold as bad as that?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, it only means that he needs the right kind of tonic—after
-so long a siege of fever—and all that sport—and
-the political campaign—you see, he should have had himself
-looked over sooner; but at Bosquith there was only
-the country doctor, and then—he hated to leave us. I
-don’t think he’d have gone this morning if I hadn’t insisted.
-And he was dreadfully worried for fear you’d be angry.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, well,” said the duke, mollified; “after all, he knows
-his own affairs best. Ah—wait a moment.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, who was escaping, breathless with the lies she had
-told, and longing for fresh air, halted, and the duke swung
-round in his chair and laid the fingers of one hand over the
-back of the other.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Sit down again for a moment, my dear,” he said, not
-unkindly, although he had assumed what Julia called his
-preaching manner and his praying voice.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She sat down on the edge of a chair. The duke resumed.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“There is a matter I have had in my mind since the night
-of the party. I don’t like to scold you, for in the main you
-are a very good child and a dutiful wife—really, I have
-little fault to find with you. But—ah—you must have
-seen that I was much annoyed when I learned, that without
-my consent, and in spite of my expressed distaste for those
-two young women, you had asked them to my house.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course I knew you would be annoyed.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Indeed? I supposed you merely thoughtless!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, no.” Julia turned her large brilliant gaze upon
-the small slate-colored eyes whose dullness was lighting
-with indignation. “I told you—perhaps you have forgotten—that
-as you have made me your hostess, and expect
-me to devote a large part of my energies to acquitting
-myself creditably, I feel that the position carries with it
-certain rights. So I invited my best friends.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But you knew that I disapproved of them!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Without reason. They are of your own class, and their
-reputations are immaculate. Why should I snub my
-friends? The invitations went out in the names of all
-three of us.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That has nothing to do with it. I do not wish you to
-associate with these young women. Their tendencies are
-dangerous. They have stepped out of their class and must
-take the consequences. Old orders would not change if
-men were firmer—When Harold returns I shall ask him
-to put his foot down. I cannot expect you to obey me, but
-you are bound to obey your husband.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I shall not in the matter of my friends. I have told
-him that if he interferes with me in any way, I’ll leave
-him and go into Ishbel’s shop.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“WHAT?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The duke half rose from his chair, then fell back, gasping.
-Where was the responsive amenable child of two summers
-agone?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The child continued. “Yes, I am doing my best. I am
-a dutiful wife, and I try to look and act” (she almost
-said “like a future duchess,” but her nimble mind leaped
-aside in time) “as if I had been entertaining all my life. I
-listen to Lady Arabella’s lectures, and Aunt Maria’s, to
-say nothing of yours and Harold’s. Even Lady Arabella
-says I’ve done very well. But I have a few rights of my
-own, and if I’m interfered with I’ll do as I said. I don’t
-care so much for all this. I’d rather be free like Ishbel.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You have no comprehension of the duties of a wife,”
-gasped the outraged duke, “or of your position. That
-a member of my family —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It is not so much that I am asking. Lots of women have
-lovers —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Lovers!” The duke almost strangled. “What does
-a child like you know about lovers? And in my house—you
-have never heard such a subject mentioned.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh? I can tell you that a lot of the women that have
-visited us —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Hush! I shall listen to no insinuations about my guests.
-You wicked little thing!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No. I was about to tell you that I’ve no intention of
-being wicked. I should hate a lover.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Indeed! I am happy to be reassured.” The duke always
-felt at his best when sarcastic, and he sat erect and
-looked severely at this naughty child who did not in the
-least comprehend what she was talking about.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You are too young to argue with,” he said. “Not that
-I should ever think of arguing with a woman of any age.
-As regards Bridgit Herbert and Ishbel Jones, if your husband
-upholds you in your friendship with them I have
-nothing further to say except that I absolutely refuse to
-have them in my house again. But if Harold does not—this
-is what you must understand once for all: your husband’s
-word is law.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia smiled.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What do you mean?” The duke had a curious sinking
-in the pit of his stomach, and wondered if he too should
-not consult a specialist.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You men are so funny.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Funny! Madam!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, that is the word. Ishbel told me they were when
-I first came over, and I’ve found it out since for myself.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Funny!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Terribly funny.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If you don’t explain yourself—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I mean—for one thing—just one!—that you never
-find out we have our own way in spite of you. You think
-you are tyrants, and there isn’t one of you that can’t be led
-round by the nose—managed. Well, I don’t like that
-method. I won’t bother to manage any man. You’re
-not worth the trouble, and it’s a confession of inferiority on
-our part, anyhow. The more I see of you, the less inferior
-I feel. Besides, I enjoy speaking out, having things understood
-without a lot of beating round the bush. I’ve
-discovered that I’ve good fighting blood, and I’ve learned
-that women have plenty of resources outside of husbands;
-all that is necessary is to find the courage and the energy to
-enjoy them. But so many don’t. They’re all in love with
-one thing or another—husbands, lovers, society, fine
-houses, clothes, luxury—so they ‘manage’; and it has
-spoiled men, flattered them for centuries that they were the
-stronger and wiser sex; and, of course, demoralized women.
-No one can expand without the courage that comes of being
-able to speak the truth. Men can afford to be truthful
-whether they are or not, so they have gone ahead of us. I
-shall become demoralized all right, but not in that way.
-Not in any way that I can help. I shan’t lie—for myself—and
-I shan’t employ crooked methods. My mother told me
-to marry, and I did, because at that time I thought it right
-and natural to obey. Besides, I suppose one man’s much the
-same as another. I am resigned. I shan’t cry as some women
-do. One woman down at Bosquith last summer used to
-come into my room when I wanted to sleep, and cry out, ‘I
-hate life! Oh, how I hate life!’ She was afraid her husband
-would find out about her lover and she was sick of
-the lover besides. Now she has a new lover —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Hold your tongue!” The duke for once in his life
-thundered. “I forbid you to say another word —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I’m not very much interested in those things.
-What I intended to say was that I’ll do my duty, since married
-I am, but I’ll also do as I choose in some things. You
-can’t stop me. You might have done so in the days when
-Bosquith was built, but a lot of you seem to forget that
-times have changed—they change every minute, if you
-did but know it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So it seems! I should think they did! <span class='it'>Great</span> heaven!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The duke paused a moment as if he expected heaven to
-respond. Receiving no inspiration, he concluded with
-dignity: “I must think this matter over. You may go.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia almost ran out of the library and up to her own
-room. Then could the duke have seen her he would first
-have received another shock, then misinterpreted what he
-saw, and plumed himself. For Julia sat down and wept.
-She had lied hideously, worse still, glibly. And for the
-first time she quite realized that of late she had developed
-a poise, a fertility of resource in dealing with the mean
-tyrant that dwelt in the men to whom she was almost subject,
-that for the moment horrified her. Was it true that
-she was growing hard? She wished she had talked more
-confidentially with Nigel instead of flippantly dancing away
-from the subject. Was she no longer young? She had a real
-passion for truth. Were there to be no conditions in which
-she could indulge it? She glanced back over the past two
-years. There had been a time when she spoke the literal
-truth on all occasions; now she spoke it when it was feasible,
-or impressive, but rarely without forethought. It was
-seldom that she let herself go. She felt a hatred of civilization
-stir, wondered if in the whole planetary system there
-was a world where truth was the standard, where every
-man was himself, where the petty lies which made the great
-ones inevitable were unknown. A prophetic ray suggested
-that such conditions might involve complications unless
-human nature itself were of a new brand; but she was not
-in the mood to follow the thought to its logical finish. She
-wanted freedom here, and it appeared to be impossible of
-attainment. But at least she would strive for independence.
-To both of the men who shadowed her life she had read what
-the Americans called the riot act. That, at least, was
-something accomplished. She could not be accused of deceit,
-despised because she paid the tribute of her sex to
-their superiority.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Suddenly her spirits darted upward on wings. She was
-free of her husband for a week, perhaps longer. She bathed
-her eyes and danced about the room. But when she realized
-the source of her exultation she turned hastily from
-it, dressed, and went to Ishbel’s shop.</p>
-
-<h2>XXII</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>During</span> the fortnight of France’s wassail the duke and
-Julia avoided each other by tacit consent. His Grace found
-himself uncommonly absorbed in politics, attended no less
-than three important dinners; and, ascertaining Julia’s
-engagements, dined at the House upon the one occasion
-when she dined at home. Therefore, were there no elaborate
-and recurring explanations of Harold’s prolonged
-absence, and singular epistolary neglect of his cousin.
-Julia, as she passed the duke on the stair, mentioned casually
-once or twice that her husband was detained by his
-doctor’s orders, might be for six or eight days to come.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The duke had resolved that he would not be betrayed
-into another war of words with this or any woman, nor would
-he recur to the subject of Julia’s offences until he had fully
-determined what to say to her, what course to take. And
-as for the life of him he could not make up his mind, she was
-left to her own devices.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And these devices were many. Julia resolved to forget
-her husband’s existence, and enjoy herself in new ways.
-She went to nine parties and danced until dawn. She saw
-Bridgit, Ishbel, and Nigel every day, rode on the tops of
-omnibuses, and lunched in A B C’s, Italian restaurants,
-and the Cheshire Cheese; these last three dissipations in
-company with Mr. Herbert. He also took her frequently
-to the National Gallery, and administered her first lessons
-in art. They even visited the Bond Street exhibitions
-and one or two private studios.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Nigel made no attempt to flirt with her; he was by no
-means sure that he still cared for her, so changed was she,
-although her magnetic charm was unaffected. But she
-would seem to have lost the ideal and unique quality that
-had roused his deeper feeling, and that gone, he felt no
-desire for the residuum. Certainly, it was not worth the
-sacrifice of his career; although of course it was very jolly to
-be the chosen friend of such a radiant creature (of whom men
-were beginning to take much notice), and he made up his
-mind to remain in London during Julia’s period of liberty,
-then return to Switzerland and his new book. He was
-rather glad of this test than otherwise, the opportunity to
-make sure that the only rival of his work had been routed.
-Sometimes, however, he wished that he might love Julia
-frantically, these days, thus receiving an additional proof of
-the might of art; but that hard bright surface repelled him.
-He felt that he no longer knew her, should not until life had
-taught her a more thorough knowledge of herself. Meanwhile,
-poor child, if she was determined to enjoy herself
-to the limit while her beast was on the loose, it was the
-least he could do to help her; so he lectured her on art in
-the morning and danced with her at night, or saw to it that
-she had the best partners in the room. The fortnight passed
-very quickly, and Julia, exerting her strong will, felt eighteen
-once more and quite happy.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>France returned one morning early, looking rather the
-worse for wear. After a coaching from his wife he sought
-the duke, and, in his bluffest sailor manner, apologized for
-his abrupt departure and his failure to write: he had been
-put to bed and commanded to rest, undergone a series of
-examinations, been so blue and bored that he should have
-made his cousin as bad as himself. The duke was quite
-satisfied, and when France took the precaution to add that
-sooner or later he should be forced to return for another
-examination, his affectionate relative sighed and hoped
-Julia would awake to her duty and present another heir
-to the house of France.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>During the next two years France disappeared some five
-or six times. His departures were preceded by excessive
-irritability; he returned as complacent as a cat after canary.
-Intermediately he was much himself. Julia became expert
-in seeing little of him. During the season she dragged
-him about with an unflagging energy that caused him to
-welcome the few hours he was able to snatch for sleep, and
-the duke unwittingly assisted her by demanding his daily
-presence in the House of Commons. During the shooting
-and hunting seasons his sportman’s fever took care of itself,
-although she subtly persuaded him to take up the rod, and
-to go to Scotland for deerstalking. She realized that if she
-continued to live with him a certain amount of “management”
-was inevitable. To tell the whole truth and live
-under the same roof with France was manifestly impossible,
-and the feeling of destiny (planetary) was too strong to
-permit her to leave him and achieve a complete independence.
-She thought as little as possible, read and studied
-a great deal, and played to the top of her capacity.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>There was political excitement from time to time, and
-Julia learned that one secret of content was to forget her
-deep and hopeless disappointment in herself by keeping her
-mind animated with the greater affairs of the nation. No
-doubt this is the most fruitful source of woman’s interest in
-politics as they exist to-day. Unlike art, which compels
-true oblivion, it is a wholly artificial interest, since mentally
-unproductive; and of secondary import, since women are
-not permitted to employ their abilities in the service of
-their country. But although, no doubt, the women of the
-future will look back with much amusement upon the
-futile, the pathetically egotistic activities, of their predecessors,
-there is no question that an interest in public affairs,
-no matter how impersonal and unremunerative, save to
-the spirit, has the advantage of dissociating the mind from
-those mean and petty interests that send the average
-woman to the scrap heap.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, even without the hints of Bridgit and Ishbel (Nigel
-went abroad soon after France’s return), would no doubt
-have discovered this philosophy for herself, for she came of
-a family distinguished in colonial politics since the islands
-were inhabited by the white man, and her present atmosphere
-was almost wholly political. The duke fussed
-more than any woman, France was forced to assume an
-interest he did not feel, and the greater number of their
-guests believed themselves to be making history. The duke,
-since his health would not permit him to be prime minister,
-found his compensation in sitting at the head of a table
-surrounded by those eminent Conservatives and liberal-Unionists
-whose names were in every man’s mouth. Therefore
-was Julia not only obliged to listen intelligently, but
-soon began to feel a keen pleasure in sharpening the edge of
-her mind and in holding opinions and drawing conclusions
-of her own. When the war between Spain and the United
-States broke out she took the American side, partly out of
-perversity, as everybody she met was passionately for the
-sister European power, even after the Government policy
-declared itself and laid its heavy hand on the press, partly
-because the increasingly modern tendencies of her mind
-led her to sympathize with the fluid imperfections of youth
-as against the atrophied faults of age. But although she
-found her opponents in argument immovable in their
-sympathy for Spain, and (congenital) disapproval of the
-United States, the experience gave her the deepest insight
-she was likely to have of the fundamental good humor of
-the English, as well as their sense of fair play. Unequivocally
-as they resented the conduct of the United States and
-hoped for her humiliation, it never occurred to them to
-visit their indignation on the individual, and London was
-full of Americans at the moment. One afternoon Julia
-was taking tea with Mrs. Winstone when Mrs. Bode came
-rustling in, flushed and indignant.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What do you think?” she demanded, before she had
-taken the chair Mr. Pirie hastened to place for her. “Hannah
-Macmanus asked me to go with her to the private view
-this afternoon, and when I arrived at her house I found her
-with the Spanish colors pinned on her chest! Wouldn’t
-that jar you? And I an American—her guest! When I
-exploded—asked her why she didn’t send me word not to
-come, she seemed quite surprised, said she never let politics
-interfere with private friendships. But I bolted, couldn’t
-contain myself. I do think you English are too odd!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, we’re merely a bit hoary,” said Pirie; “we’ve really
-lived, you see.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Hope your history’s not all behind you,” retorted Mrs.
-Bode. “Well, I’ll take a cup of tea. If <span class='it'>you</span> were wearing
-the Spanish colors, Maria Winstone —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“They don’t become my own coloring,” said Mrs. Winstone.
-“But, mind you, I’m all for Spain and hope you
-are going to be whipped. If we were quite alone I should
-confide that I didn’t care a straw one way or another, but
-fashion is fashion, and I’d no more dare defy it than I’d
-dare indulge in an individual style of dress—must be
-strictly contemporary or run the risk of looking my age.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I never know when you English are joking,” said Mrs.
-Bode, discontentedly. “Your humor (if you really have
-any) isn’t the least bit like ours.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Our effects are got by telling the brutal truth,” said Pirie.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But the excitement afforded by this war was brief, and
-soon forgotten. Kitchener’s reconquest of the Soudan was
-picturesque enough in its details to compel the attention of
-far happier mortals than Julia, but was hardly of a nature to
-disturb the serenity to which Pirie had made allusion. Fashoda
-caused but another ripple on the surface, and even
-when the moving finger appeared on the South African horizon
-the prevailing feeling was annoyance, and astonishment
-at the temerity of the Boers. In spite of the warnings
-of Lord Wolsely and General Butler, England persisted in
-looking at the new republic through the wrong end of the
-opera glass. Early in August, Julia, at a county dinner
-party, sat next to one of the most intelligent of the South
-African millionnaires then living in England. He had lived
-his life in South Africa, and mainly among the Boers; he
-had made his fortune there, and taken a prominent part in
-politics. No man should have known the characters of
-the Boers better than he, nor the advantages possessed by
-a hard persistent race that had learned every trick of native
-warfare from the negroes they had subdued. And yet he
-made a speech to Julia that she never forgot.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You know, Mrs. France,” he said pleasantly, “we don’t
-want to kill anybody. We’ll just walk quietly through
-the Transvaal and take it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It was shortly after this dinner and the feeling of renewed
-confidence in England’s destiny it induced, that Julia suddenly
-lost all interest in politics. She had found many
-compensations in her life, and looked forward to many more.
-The duke had shown uncommon tact in intimating that
-her husband was quite equal to the task of controlling her,
-never returning to it himself; Julia, on the other hand, having
-no desire to live alone with her husband, took pains to
-fill creditably the duties of her position, and showed her
-host the pretty deference due his age and rank. So had
-wagged life for two more years. And then the most unexpected,
-the most incredible, the most completely disorganizing,
-thing happened. The duke fell in love and
-married.</p>
-
-<div><span class='pageno' title='191' id='Page_191'></span><h1>BOOK III<br/> HAROLD FRANCE</h1></div>
-
-<h2 class='nobreak'>I</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> wedding took place early in September. Immediately
-after the announcement of the duke’s intentions,
-France had rushed upstairs to Julia and indulged in such
-an outburst of rage that she fled to another part of the castle,
-and left him to wreak his vengeance on the furniture. Having
-relieved himself, he was able to meet the relative, for whom
-his lukewarm affection had turned to hatred, with his usual
-glassy surface, and, silent at all times, save when delivering
-himself of anecdotes, he was not in danger of betraying himself
-in the unguarded word. He held out until a week before
-the wedding, and then had a heart attack and parted
-from his sympathetic cousin for his semi-annual pilgrimage
-to Paris.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course we’ll have to get out of this,” he said to Julia
-as he was leaving. “He wants us to stay, but you know
-what that means. Our day is over, curse him. Nothin’
-for us but White Lodge. Lucky I couldn’t rent it again.
-<span class='it'>Luck!</span> Mine’s gone. I don’t know when I’ll be back.
-Am really goin’ to Paris this time. You go to Hertfordshire
-and settle yourself. Make it comfortable, but no
-extravagance.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Couldn’t we take a flat in town?” asked Julia.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Town? Not I. There’s good shootin’ and huntin’ in
-Hertfordshire, and that’s all I’ve got left. Hate town.
-Thank heaven, I can chuck politics. That’s my only comfort.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But you love society; at least, your position in it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What’s the good without a fortune? Besides, we’re
-not an hour from town at White Lodge, and there’s good
-enough society in the county. Mind you return every call.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Then, much to Julia’s delight, he took himself off.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The duke and his new duchess, a youngish aunt of
-Bridgit Herbert’s, who had angled quietly for him ever since
-he had emerged from his seclusion and entertained his
-neighbors, cordially invited Julia to remain at Bosquith
-for the rest of the season, but she was anxious to get away
-and readjust herself in solitude. Besides, her presence was
-necessary at White Lodge; and it is hardly necessary to
-state that she won the duke’s approval by doing the obvious
-thing.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>In truth she was somewhat dazed, in no state for a display
-of originality. The unexpected trick of fate had disconcerted
-her hardly less than her husband, for not only
-had she grown into her position as the future duchess of
-Kingsborough during the past five years, but she was profoundly
-shocked to find that her mother’s planets had made
-a mistake.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Nothing had occurred to disturb her belief in the ancient
-and romantic science of astrology since her arrival in
-England. On the contrary, some of the cleverest and most
-eminent men she had met professed tolerance of it, and,
-she suspected, felt something more. On the other hand,
-she had found England so full of other fads, with no possible
-scientific basis, that her respect for astrology had
-grown rather than diminished. But she could only conclude
-that the whole thing was a monstrous delusion. Like
-many religions it filled a want, and its picturesque qualities
-had captured men’s imaginations and enabled it to survive.
-She received several incredulous letters from her mother on
-the subject of the duke’s marriage, finally one filled with
-concentrated astonishment, fury, and despair. This was
-some time later, when Julia had written that she must cease
-to hope, as there was no doubt the new duchess would have
-a family. Mrs. Edis ended her letter characteristically: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have lived in a fool’s paradise for years. Now I simply
-exist until my time comes to die. I might have endured
-this annihilation of my only religion, but not of the crowning
-ambition of my life. In this matter I feel that you are
-to blame. You should have had children. You should
-have managed the duke so that he would never have thought
-of marriage, instead of becoming a woman of an entirely
-different and alien generation, as I find you in your letters.
-I should prefer that you do not write to me until I write
-again. Of course I do not forget that you are my child
-and the only one I have left, now that your wretched brother
-and his wife are dead—for I do not count this fidgeting
-grandchild I have on my hands—but so great is my disappointment
-in you that I cannot face the prospect of your
-letters at present—filled as I know they will be with
-that silly shallow modern philosophy which makes the best
-of things in the shortest possible time.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia felt sorry for her mother long before she received
-this letter, but she soon discovered that this was her only
-regret, barring the fact that she must see more of her husband.
-For a fortnight she was quite alone at White Lodge,
-a charmingly situated property not far from the village of
-Stanmore and facing a wild expanse of heath. The housekeeper
-engaged the servants, leaving her young mistress to
-a complete liberty and solitude for the first time in her life.
-As Julia wandered through the thick woods of the little
-park between the garden and the heath, or rode alone in
-the dawn, or explored the historic villages and romantic
-lanes and properties of Hertfordshire, she realized how
-weary she was of the pleasant uniformity of London society,
-of entertaining in the country for sportsmen and statesmen;
-admitted once for all that to be a great peeress of Britain
-would bore her to death. Whatever ambitions she might
-develop, now that she was free to be an individual ignored
-by the planets, to be a great lady was not of them, and
-during these delightful weeks she dreamed of discovering
-some overlaid talent with which she should achieve a real
-place in life.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It did not occur to her to leave her husband. Noblesse
-oblige would have kept her at his side in his fallen fortunes,
-even had she not felt an even keener sympathy for him than
-when he had struggled for life during the early months of
-their marriage. She had ceased to fear him, forgotten her
-prophetic moments, so secure did she feel in her power to
-manage him, and so little, for the past year at least, had
-she seen of him. She would console him to the best of her
-ability for the bitterest disappointment such a man could
-feel, make White Lodge as brilliant as possible, dress on
-fifty pounds a year, and ask nothing in return but the liberty
-to study, and develop the talents she was sure she possessed,
-deeply buried as they might be. Before a week had
-passed, she had completely readjusted herself, and looked
-forward eagerly to several years of comparative quiet during
-which her mind should mature and make ready for the
-great discovery.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But a quiet life was not for Julia, then or ever.</p>
-
-<h2>II</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Julia</span>, after the light supper which she had been thankful
-to substitute for the long dinner of the past four years,
-wandered slowly through the fields drinking in that peace
-which descends upon Hertfordshire at nightfall, in all its
-perfection. She leaned her arms on a fence, enjoying the
-Wordsworthian landscape: the wide fields with their hayricks
-like houses, the quiet cattle, the slowly moving stream,
-the soft masses of wood melting into the low sky. The red
-band had faded behind the sharp church spire. The night
-moths fluttered. The stillness was too soft to be profound,
-too sweet to inspire awe.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But although she loved this twilight beauty and peace
-of England, of which she had had but a taste now and
-again, being usually at table during the most poetical hour
-of the English day, she felt a sudden antagonism to it to-night,
-as too perfect, too finished a thing for the world to
-possess while so many of its dark problems were unsolved.
-Although she had persistently refused to study the underworld
-under the escort of Bridgit, turning instinctively from
-all that would shatter the illusions among which she chose
-to live, she had not been able to shut out bare knowledge,
-and Nigel’s second and fourth books had been even more
-enlightening than his first. She smiled as she thought of
-Nigel, whom she had not seen since the end of her first matrimonial
-vacation. He had left England soon after and
-not returned. His father, incensed at his avowed Socialism,
-and mortified at the conspicuous failure of his third
-book, an exquisite bit of pure art, had definitely renounced
-him, and he was living quietly and happily in picturesque
-corners of Europe. Julia, knowing his passionate love of
-beauty, envied him the power to gratify it, his complete
-surrender to the artistic life. She wondered why he kept
-on writing of the grimy horrors of England, when he might
-give the world his dreams of the wonderland beyond the
-Channel. To be sure, that unique combination of the propagandist
-and the artist made for greatness, but his last
-book, which she had finished only an hour since, had darkened
-her mind, and unfitted her for surrender to the beauty
-and peace of the English twilight.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Why was the enlightened class so stupid? Why did it
-not eliminate poverty and the terrible pictures that must
-haunt every sensitive mind, instead of waiting for mob
-rule, and its inevitable sequence of a dictator and return to
-first principles? Socialism must come from above. When
-the laboring classes used the word they meant democracy,
-in which every man would have a chance to acquire riches;
-mere comfort and security, with no opportunity to loot the
-universal till, had no charms for them. Man is adventurous
-and greedy, and the lower his place in the scale, the more
-insensate his dreams.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Nigel’s books, in their cold impersonal realism, did not
-inspire her with any great respect or liking for the poor.
-She knew that he was employing his art and his seductive
-story-telling faculty not only in the cause of humanity,
-but to help avert a convulsion in which his own class would
-go down. She knew that if it came to open war, a blood-revolution,
-the theories and principles of which his reason
-approved would fly off on the red winds and he would get
-behind the guns on his own side. The intellectual aristocrat
-may serve the cause of general humanity in entire
-honesty and conviction, but the moment class is arrayed
-against class he will fight, not with the passions of his brain,
-but of his instincts, and with that almost fanatical contempt
-and hatred of the common people when daring to assert
-themselves he has inherited with his brain cells. Nigel had
-admitted this freely to Julia, confessed that while he was keen
-to devote every year of his life and every phase of his talent
-to eliminating poverty, he never heard of a laborer’s strike
-which inconvenienced the public that he did not burn at
-their impudence and long for their annihilation.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But it is this duality that makes the game interesting,”
-he had concluded. “I only hope I shall never be put to
-the test. There are many other things I should enjoy
-writing about far more, but I always feel that I don’t matter
-in the least. If I was given a brain on top of my instincts,
-it was to advance the cause of humanity and
-civilization. At all events that is the way I see things, by
-such light as I possess.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He had gone on to say that he had become an advocate
-of Socialism because, so far, it was the best solution the human
-mind had evolved, but that all the artist in him lamented
-its lack of appeal to any part of man but his brain.
-Unpicturesque, dry, hard, but growing more practical and
-expedient year by year, if it failed eventually, it would only
-be through lack of a soul.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Would Nigel be the man to find this soul? He had a
-measure of genius; why not? She felt proud of him that
-he could induce the thought, then, in a moment of hardly
-realized sex jealousy, wished that it might be discovered
-by some woman. Herself? Why not? But at this
-point she laughed aloud, and turned her face toward home.
-Banish the ugly facts of life. Enjoy this divine peace while
-it lasted.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She left the field and sauntered down the crooked lane
-full of sweet scents and haunted by the white night moths.
-Skirting the wall that surrounded White Lodge, she entered
-by the front gates, but, loath to leave the twilight,
-mounted a stump and leaned her arms on the coping.
-The heath, a wild rolling bit of nature, mysterious in the
-dusk, was deserted but for a gypsy caravan. She remained
-out every night until dusk had melted into dark, ravished
-by the serene beauty of this typical bit of England, believing
-that in time it would help her to solve the riddle of her mind.
-For her soul she asked nothing, believing her capacity for
-happiness in any form to have been killed long since, but demanding
-some mental compensation more personal and
-permanent than books. If she dreamed long enough in
-this wonderful English twilight, gave her imagination rein—who
-could tell? And there was something more than a
-possibility that this liberty to dream and develop might
-spin out indefinitely. Even if the war with those tiresome
-Boers should prove as brief as the duke and her South
-African acquaintance predicted, Harold, deprived of other
-diversions, might go out to South Africa for such excitement
-and sport as the campaign would be sure to afford. And
-big game might exert its fascinations for a year or more.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She lifted her head suddenly, then thrust it forward, and
-peered into the shadows on the other side of the avenue.
-The trees of the park were closely planted, and their aisles,
-dim at noon, were black at this hour. But something moved,
-a shadow in a shadow! Julia, who had rarely known a
-tremor of fear, felt her knees shake, her breath come short.
-It could hardly be a poacher, for the preserves were behind
-the house, nearly a quarter of a mile away; no poacher
-would be lurking by the park gates when he could slip into
-the coverts at a dozen points. There was a lodge at the
-gates, but it was untenanted. No one at the house could
-hear her, no matter how loudly she might call, and—and—she
-watched the shadows with dilating eyes—there
-was no doubt that a man moved within twenty yards of her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Suddenly it occurred to her that it must be one of the
-gypsies come to beg, and watching for his opportunity.
-She caught at the tails of her flying courage, and stepped
-out into the avenue.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What do you wish?” she asked firmly. “If you have
-come to beg, I have no money here, but you can go to the
-house and I will tell them to give you food.” Then, as there
-was neither answer nor movement, she added with a fair
-assumption of indifference, “You can follow me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She started up the avenue, walking deliberately, while
-filled with a wild desire to run. For still there came no
-answer from the depths of that black plantation, nor, for
-a moment or two, any movement. Then she heard the
-soft crackling of twigs under a light foot, and, glancing irresistibly
-over her shoulder, saw a moving shadow. She
-felt her skin turn cold, and once more that insidious trembling
-attacked her limbs. She realized with both horror
-and indignation that she was in the grip of fear, she who
-had gone through earthquake and hurricane! For a moment
-mortification routed terror, gave her a momentary
-respite, and she halted and called sharply: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why don’t you come into the avenue? Come out at
-once and walk ahead of me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The steps halted. There was no other answer.
-“Peace!” That was no word for a dark plantation at
-night! It was a silence so profound and so awful that it
-seemed to shriek. Julia clenched her shaking hands, took
-a step forward and peered into the wood. A shadow detached
-itself from the darker background and swayed
-deliberately.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Courage fled. In full surrender to fear, the most awful
-sensation that the human nerves can experience, she dashed
-up the avenue. In the confusion of her brain she fancied
-that she was standing still, that her feet had turned to lead,
-that her breath had left her body. Then the confusion was
-cut by a flash of thought. It was no man there, but some
-evil spirit that haunted the plantation. As every house
-on Nevis and St. Kitts had its ghost, she had grown up in a
-firm and unconcerned belief in the visits of the dead to their
-ancient haunts, and Bosquith boasted seven ghosts. But
-she had never seen one, and to accept a popular creed and
-find yourself pursued by a hollow visitant in a lonely park,
-far from human support, induces mental states entirely
-unrelated. It might even be a vampire! Julia shrieked,
-sobbed, almost leaped, as she heard that light crackling
-of twigs not three yards behind her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Suddenly the steps ran ahead of her. Her wide staring
-eyes saw that shadow within a shadow, barely outlined,
-flit past among the trees, then stop, sway again. She
-sprang back among the trees on her side of the avenue.
-The shadow came slowly forward, then turned suddenly
-and ran back into the depths. Julia crouched with chattering
-teeth. They were plainly audible. So was her
-panting breath.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Again there was silence. Julia’s body, by a mere reaction
-independent of her will, recovered its power of motion
-and darted up the avenue once more. Again that light
-crackling of autumn leaves. But her will showed a flicker
-of vitality, moved in the depths of her disorganized brain.
-She visualized it, as she had once seen it in a diagram,
-dragged it upward, ordered it to keep her from fainting, to
-hold her strength until she reached the garden. She could see
-the lights of the house. Her mind grew clearer. She realized
-that she was running like a deer. A few more steps!
-Then she heard those behind bear down upon her with the
-swiftness and noise of an express train. She was caught
-about the waist. As she lost consciousness she heard a
-loud guffaw.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She opened her eyes, realized that she lay on a garden
-bench, that a heavily breathing creature stood beside her.
-For a moment she dared not lift her eyes, seized again with
-a fear that seemed to distend every nerve in her body, even
-as she felt something vaguely familiar in the form beside
-her. There was another burst of intense amusement. She
-sprang to her feet with blazing eyes and confronted her
-husband.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You!” she gasped. “You!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>France rocked to and fro with mirth. “Yes!” he finally
-ejaculated. “Gad! I’m as much out of breath as you
-are—holdin’ my sides! What a lark! Never knew it
-would be such fun to frighten anybody. Rippin’ sensation.
-And you were frightened dumb, by Jove! Hardly believed
-it of you, but suddenly thought I’d try.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You coward! You brute!” One has to be calm and
-detached to find original phrases. In moments of real
-emotion the time-worn and the ready-made dart out of
-the mind as naturally as thought of dinner above hunger.
-“For anything that calls itself a man —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No insults, my lady, or I’ll do worse. It’s you are the
-coward—only time I ever got a rise out of you! Didn’t
-know you had any kind of excitement in you, by gad!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You brute! You brute!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, as much astounded as indignant, and vaguely
-alarmed, as she had sometimes been in the early months
-of her married life, turned to walk to the house in a dignified
-retreat. But France caught her in his arms.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No you don’t, my lady. Give me a kiss.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Then, for the first time, passion flamed in Julia. The
-twilight turned crimson. She beat him on the chest, the
-face, the head. She kicked him, and strove to unite her
-hands about his neck and choke him. She longed for a
-knife, for a pistol. She seethed with hatred and the desire
-to do murder. And France only laughed, and brushed off
-her hands with his great hairy ones, while with one arm he
-clasped her hard and rained kisses on her unprotected
-face. And he never ceased laughing with an intense quiet
-amusement, his eyes glittering as they did when he went to
-hangings, when he once had happened to witness natives
-tortured in the Congo, as they did at certain performances
-in Paris calculated to gratify the primitive lusts of man.
-France had always envied those Eastern potentates that
-amused themselves with the death agonies of their slaves
-just before heads were sliced off; but for him and his sort
-there are still compensations to be found in the depths of
-civilization.</p>
-
-<h2>III</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Mrs. Winstone</span> sat in her charming drawing-room in
-Tilney Street, by a fire that cast a warm glow over her delicate
-good looks, further enhanced by a tea-gown of violet Liberty
-velveteen and Irish lace. The tea-table was beside her, and
-grouped about it were Mr. Pirie, Mrs. Macmanus, and Lord
-Algy—reinstated in her affections after an interval of
-fickleness; all were comfortably nibbling muffins and
-drinking their horrid mess of tea and cream while looking
-as gloomy as possible.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It was “black week” of December, 1899. Methuen,
-Gatacre, and Buller had met with humiliating reverses in
-South Africa, Sir George White was shut up in Ladysmith
-with twelve thousand men, and the Boers were proving
-themselves possessed of a generalship, which, combined with
-the stores of ammunition they had been accumulating
-since the Jameson Raid, a complete knowledge of their
-puzzling hills, the strategic devices they had learned from
-the natives, and an indomitable spirit, had finally succeeded
-in quenching optimism in Great Britain.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Jove, you know,” said Algy, “it can’t be only that
-they’re on their own ground—cursed ground, too, you
-know. Fancy the beggars knowin’ how to fight.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mr. Pirie crossed his legs and smiled complacently. “I
-flatter myself that I was one of the three or four men
-in England that anticipated this. Wolsely warned us.
-Butler warned us. We wouldn’t listen. How could we be
-expected to when the South Africans here never believed
-the Boers would fight? And here we are!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I won’t believe it—that they can hold out a month
-longer,” said Mrs. Macmanus, resolutely. “It’s only a
-temporary advantage, because no British general would
-ever count upon a trickery of which he is incapable himself.
-And what is life without hope? I hated the thought of the
-war. Is it true that Bobs and Kitchener are to be sent
-out?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Beginning of Chapter II. Wish I were not too old to go
-out. You’ll be volunteering, Algy, I suppose?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Lord Algy looked up with something like animation in
-his pale eyes. “Rather,” he said. “One more lump,
-please. Was accepted yesterday.” And two months
-later, with as little fuss, he died at Pieter’s Hill.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, dear!” cried Mrs. Winstone. “What will become
-of us all? Fancy your doin’ such a thing, Algy! All the
-men are goin’, whether they have to or not. London will
-be too dull. Geoffrey Herbert’s regiment is under orders,
-and such ducks are in it. I wonder if Bridgit cares?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She won’t miss him,” said Mrs. Macmanus, dryly. “She
-could hardly see less of him there than here, but she’s got a
-heart and no doubt would spare a tear if he fell.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll tell you who cares,” said Pirie, “and that’s Jones.
-He’s loaded down with Kaffirs, and is in a blue funk. Glad
-I unloaded when every one else was rushin’ at ’em—thought
-the war would be over in two weeks, old Jones did,
-ha! ha! He can’t get rid of a share.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Will it matter to Ishbel?” asked Algy.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not a bit,” said Mrs. Winstone. “She’s paid him off
-long since, and opened a dressmakin’ establishment, besides
-her hat shop. It’ll be just her luck to have all the smart
-people go into mournin’ at once.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, thank heaven the jingoes have shut up a bit—what
-is the matter?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone had exclaimed, “How odd! I just
-saw Julia go up the stairs.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>At the same moment a maid entered and announced that
-Mrs. France did not wish any tea, but would wait upstairs
-until Mrs. Winstone was free.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Tell her I’ll be with her presently, unless she’ll change
-her mind and come down. Now, what can be the matter?
-Come to think of it, I haven’t seen her since she went to
-White Lodge in August or September. Haven’t got over
-my disappointment yet, and preferred to forget her for
-a while. I do hope France hasn’t been misbehavin’ himself.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You may be sure he has,” said Mrs. Macmanus;
-“consolin’ himself for his second facer—no doubt he’s
-heard the news from Bosquith.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What a bore,” exclaimed Mrs. Winstone. “Julia gave
-me the impression when she first arrived in England that
-she’d rear at too heavy a bit; but she should be well broken
-in by this time.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do you think so?” asked Pirie. “That sort never is
-broken in. High-spirited filly that runs all right under a
-light rein, but one cut and she’s over the traces. She was
-clever enough to manage France as long as he was satisfied,
-but doubt if she’ll have any resource except open war when
-he’s been bored and disappointed long enough. Hope
-he’ll volunteer and get himself killed with the least possible
-delay. Front’s a good place for rascally husbands; and
-as they’re generally automatically brave, no matter how
-degenerate, let us hope for a good cleanin’ out of undesirable
-husbands before we polish off the Boers. Good
-idea! It would reconcile even Hannah to war.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Rather. Poor Julia! You don’t mean to tell me,
-Maria, that you haven’t looked after her these three months
-she’s been alone with France?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Looked after her?” cried Mrs. Winstone, indignantly.
-“She is a married woman of nearly five years’ standing,
-and quite able to look after herself. Why should I be
-annoyed? Do toddle along, all of you. I want to hear
-the worst at once. Come back to dinner, Algy, and give
-an account of yourself.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She went slowly up to her bedroom after her guests had
-gone, endeavoring to arrange her features into a semblance
-of cordiality. She deeply resented Julia’s failure to capture
-the great prize which would have been so useful to herself.
-One cannot remain young and fascinating forever, and if
-one has not riches to substitute, the next best thing is a
-wealthy relative in the peerage with whom one can always
-be on intimate terms. She and the present Duchess of
-Kingsborough, a good plain soul, but astute withal, would
-never hit it off. Surely, Julia, if she had played her cards
-carefully, could have kept matrimonial ideas out of the
-duke’s mind. No doubt she had antagonized him with
-her independent notions and theories, which any really
-clever woman always kept to herself. Julia, in her mind,
-was a failure, and Mrs. Winstone detested failures.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But as she entered her bedroom and saw Julia standing by
-the hearth, she said brightly, “So glad to see you, dear,”
-and kissed the cheek presented to her. “Sorry you wouldn’t
-come in and meet my cronies—why—what is the
-matter?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia had turned her face to the light.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good heavens! Are you ill? Really, you must be
-careful—you were thin and white enough already—and—and—”
-her irritation found vent. “Your clothes are
-not put on properly.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, who had looked at her aunt with longing eyes,
-stiffened and said coldly: “Probably not. You see, I had
-to run away, and I dressed in a hurry. I could not make
-even the attempt until Harold had drunk a certain amount—and
-it takes a good deal —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What on earth do you mean? Run away?” Mrs. Winstone
-sat down. “Surely you can come to town when you
-choose.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I am forbidden to leave the grounds.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But—you know, you really shouldn’t run away—this
-is only a mood of Harold’s. You should be careful to do
-nothing to make yourself conspicuous. You are not in a
-position to afford it. No doubt many ill-natured people have—laughed
-at you. You’ve had a frightful come-down, and
-that sort of thing always delights spiteful women—who
-envied you before. And Harold—poor thing—no doubt
-he guesses this—has wanted to keep quiet for a time.
-Upon my word, I think it is rather the decent thing to do.
-That is the reason I haven’t dug you out. And of course
-he is horribly disappointed —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Her fluent tongue halted, and she moved uneasily.
-Julia’s figure was rigid, but although Mrs. Winstone had
-addressed the window, she felt that those big disconcerting
-eyes she had never quite liked were fixed upon her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah!” said Julia. “Disappointment? That is a mild
-word to apply to his present frame of mind, or rather the
-one in possession until he began upon his present course of
-consolation. His former was such that I am forced to leave
-him.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now—what do you mean by that?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I mean that I am married either to a maniac or a fiend,
-and that if I remain with him long enough I shall either be
-killed or go mad.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh! You young things are so extravagant in your expressions—and
-you never were quite like any one else.
-France is a bad lot more or less, but you have managed him
-wonderfully. Go on managing him, but for heaven’s sake
-don’t make a fuss.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ve left him, and I shall not go back. It would be
-impossible to exaggerate. I haven’t enough imagination.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do you mean that he—beats you?” Mrs. Winstone
-hesitated over the ugly word. She did so hate the ugly
-things of life, even mere words. She felt nothing of the
-morbid curiosity another woman might have felt, but as
-long as she could not escape this confidence, better have it
-over as soon as possible.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No. For some reason he has not—yet. He locks me in
-a room and snaps a whip at me by the hour, promising that
-at a given moment it shall cut through my skin. Why he
-has not cut me to ribbons, I don’t know, except that he
-enjoys tormenting me mentally, and defers the other
-pleasure. He has practised every other form of mental
-torture he has been able to conceive. He wakes me up
-twenty times a night, flashing a light before my eyes, or
-shrieking in my ear. He makes me sit up in bed and listen
-to the most awful stories, and the bloodcurdling ones are
-not the worst. He threatens to pinch me from head to
-foot, but so far merely pretends to —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“For heaven’s sake hush! I can’t listen to such things.
-How does he treat you before the servants?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, always amiably.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I thought so. You haven’t a leg to stand on so far as
-the law is concerned. He’d deny everything blandly, and
-you would be set down as an hysteric.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I think he is insane.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Possibly. That may be the explanation of Harold
-France. But that will do you no good, either, so long as he
-is able to hide it. Two alienists must see him in a condition
-that is, unmistakably, insanity, and sign a certificate
-to that effect. Only a short time ago the husband of an
-American friend of mine acted at times in such an eccentric
-manner that there was no doubt in the minds of those who
-saw him as to his state. But he fooled the doctors. She
-feared for her life, and two of her brothers had to come over
-and inveigle him on board an ocean liner—in the United
-States, it seems, they are not so particular. And quite
-right in this case, for the man is now raving.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do you mean to say that the laws of England will not
-take care of me?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not unless you can persuade him to beat you before the
-servants. Then you might get a separation—not a divorce
-without infidelity. I think you had best go back to Nevis.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll not do that. Mother has been angry with me for
-a long time. Just after the Tays were at Bosquith I wrote
-her I was unhappy and disappointed—and horrified. You
-see, Daniel Tay made me feel almost a child again, and I
-longed for my mother’s sympathy. She wrote back that
-I was a romantic and ungrateful child; that I had enough
-to make any girl happy; and that there was nothing really
-wrong. All men were nuisances. She seemed afraid I
-might run away and spoil her plans. Since then our letters
-have been stiff and infrequent—until the duke married,
-when she was more angry with me still. Now we don’t
-write at all. Besides, I never wish her to know of this.
-She may be hard, but she is old, and she has had disappointments
-enough.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And what, may I ask, do you mean to do?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Surely the law—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The law will do nothing—as matters are at present.
-And for heaven’s sake keep out of the courts.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Very well, then, I’ll go to work.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Work?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes. I intended to do that meanwhile, in any case.
-I went to Ishbel’s on the way here, but Mr. Jones is ill
-and I couldn’t see her. So I thought you would let me
-stay here —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, of course. But I don’t like this silly idea of yours,
-at all. Much better you go back to Nevis. That is the
-only real solution. People here will think you have merely
-gone to pay a visit to your mother—natural enough—and
-when you don’t return—well, people are soon forgotten
-in London.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And I shall be comfortably buried! I shall, of course,
-go to Nevis sooner or later, but not while I am in trouble.
-And I never could remain there. After five years of England?
-I am as weaned as you are. I should die of inanition.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone got up and moved about the room restlessly.
-In her well-ordered life few problems were permitted
-to enter, and not only did she resent this sudden
-influx of deadly seriousness, but she practised a certain
-form of cheap “occultism” much in vogue: avoiding everything
-that contained an element of darkness, depression,
-and disturbance, and everybody that persisted in having
-troubles. She manufactured an atmosphere to keep
-herself young and happy much as she manufactured her
-famous expression daily before the mirror, and anchored herself
-so successfully in the warm bright shallows of life that
-what springs of emotion she may originally have possessed had
-dried up long since. But she could still feel intense annoyance,
-and she felt it now. Moreover, she was puzzled.
-As the tiresome creature’s only relative in England, she
-should be equally criticised if she refused her shelter and
-sympathy in her trouble, or if she identified herself with her
-revolt. What in heaven’s name was to be done? Well,
-this was December, and the world out of London. And
-this war would fill everybody’s thoughts if it only lasted
-long enough. She returned to her chair.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My dear! Really! What shall I say? You know
-I only came up for a day or two—on my way to a lot
-of visits. Came up to see Hannah, who is off for Rome.
-There are only two servants in the house. I am off again
-to-morrow; but of course you can stay here if you are sure
-he doesn’t know where you are.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He’ll know nothing for a week.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah! I have it! How clever of me! I’ll write him that
-I’ve packed you off to Nevis. That will gain time. Perhaps
-he’ll go there in search of you —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I prefer that the law should free me fairly. I’m sick of
-lies.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The law will do nothing. Put that idea out of your
-head. Have you any money in hand?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“About thirty pounds.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The duke ought to make you a separate allowance.
-Possibly he would if you told him how matters stand, and
-promised to keep quiet.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He would not believe me, not for a moment. It is
-his cherished fiction that no member of the British aristocracy
-can do wrong, much less a member of his family.
-He would preach, tell me that I had hysterical delusions,
-and send for Harold. I prefer him to know nothing about it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I won’t have you in a shop.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia rose.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, for heaven’s sake sit down. Don’t let us talk
-about it any more. Stay here for the present. Something
-is sure to turn up. You’ll find it very dull —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Did you bring any clothes?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“A portmanteau, that is all.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well! Better go to your room and rest. I’ll write at
-once to France, telling him that you sailed to-day. If he
-doesn’t read it for a week, so much the better.”</p>
-
-<h2>IV</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Julia</span> slept the sleep of exhaustion that night. She
-awoke with a start, screaming, and cowered, before she
-realized that it was Mrs. Winstone who stood by her bed.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But that lady, true to her creed, pretended not to see.
-“It is eleven o’clock,” she said lightly. “What a sleeper
-you are! I am off, but Hawks has orders to take care of you.
-I’ll ring for your breakfast. I’ve left my addresses for the
-next two months in my desk. But I hope you’ll get on.
-Of course I could get you invited to any of the houses,
-but France would hear of it, and my clever fiction would be
-spoiled —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I could not visit. I shall be very well here. You are
-too kind.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone thought she was, particularly as there was
-not the least prospect of reward. A cutlet for a cutlet.
-However, noblesse oblige. She bestowed a kiss on Julia
-and sailed out.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>After her bath and breakfast Julia made a careful toilet
-for the first time in many weeks. Sometimes she had not
-brushed or even unbraided her hair for days.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She telephoned to the house in Park Lane. Mr. Jones
-was better and Lady Ishbel had gone to the shop. Julia
-left the house immediately and drove to Bond Street.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>There were several people in the show-room. She went
-up to the boudoir which had witnessed so many gay little
-teas and so many confidential chats. It was an hour before
-Ishbel came running up the stairs and flung her arms about
-Julia.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You dear thing!” she cried. “How I have worried
-about you. You wouldn’t answer my notes. And you
-look like a ghost! I was afraid —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You are in trouble, too. You look worn out —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, poor Jimmy! He’s ruined, and has had a stroke.
-There’s tragedy for you. How he fought—and he hated
-to take my jewels, poor dear. I’m hunting for a little house
-to take him to—he clings to me; it’s pitiful. The doctor
-wants him to go to a nursing home, but I couldn’t! I’ll
-do my best. And,” with a sudden dash into her more
-familiar self, “all my beaux will go to South Africa; I
-shall have time for my invalid. That’s all there is of
-my story. Tell me yours.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ve come to take you at your word—you once promised
-to teach me how to trim hats—to help me earn my
-bread —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So! It’s come! Bridgit and I have been expecting it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia told her story, all that could be told, as briefly as
-possible. She was, in truth, deeply ashamed of it, and, after
-her aunt’s rebuff, felt no longer any yearning for sympathy.
-But Ishbel wept bitterly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How I wish we could have rescued you in the beginning,
-as we planned! It was criminal of us to give it up.”
-She dried her eyes. “There! It has done me good to cry.
-Literally I have had not a moment to shed a tear on my own
-account. Of course I’ll put you to work at once, and when I
-get a little house you will live with me. It will be too nice.
-I’ve never had half enough of you. I suppose you could
-tear yourself away from Mrs. Winstone. How did she
-receive you?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, she’s frightfully cut up. ‘Scandal’—‘work’—I
-don’t know which she fears most. But I could see she was
-relieved to learn that Harold had kept himself inside the
-law.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She must feel as if she were the author of a book called
-‘The lost duchess!’ Well, we won’t mortify her publicly for
-some time. Of course you must stay out of the salesroom
-for a while, or France would trace you. In the workroom,
-no one, not even Mrs. Winstone, will be any the wiser. Will
-you come house-hunting with me?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>A fortnight later, Ishbel, with that latent energy of which
-she betrayed so little in manner and appearance, had
-furnished a villa in St. John’s Wood, installed Mr. Jones
-and the servants, and turned over the house in Park Lane
-to the creditors. As she was obliged to keep both a valet
-and a nurse for Mr. Jones, there was no spare room for
-Julia, but there were lodgings close by, and it was arranged
-that she was to dine every night at the villa.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Perhaps there is no accommodation on this round globe
-as dreary as a London suburban lodging, but Ishbel adorned
-the little rooms out of her own superfluities, and Julia was
-so thankful to be alone and free that she would have settled
-down to the dingy carpet and grimy furniture without a
-murmur. And she had no time to mope or think. It would
-be long before she recovered the buoyancy of her nature,
-for she had told Mrs. Winstone and Ishbel little of the
-horrors of those three months alone with her husband. But
-when indignities are too odious to take to the most intimate
-and sympathetic ear, the only thing to do is to banish them
-from the memory; and this Julia did to the best of her
-ability.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She found a certain fascination in working with her hands,
-although she did not take kindly to the crowded workroom.
-Ishbel, who never drove any of her people when she could
-avoid it, made her hours as few as possible. But her
-seclusion was of short duration. France wrote to Mrs.
-Winstone, threatening her with the law, but, taking her
-communication literally, flung himself off to South Africa.
-After his departure Julia spent a part of each day in the show-room,
-although she continued to trim hats; her fingers
-proving nimble and apt, she was determined to learn
-the business. In the show-room she met many of her old
-acquaintances, and Mrs. Winstone waxed so indignant that
-communication between them ceased. The duke, who
-never found politics amusing when his party was busy exterminating
-mosquitoes, and who at the moment was wholly
-absorbed in his wife and in his prospects of an heir, remained
-at Bosquith for a year on end; if he thought about
-Julia at all, he supposed her to be at White Lodge.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Her personal life flowed on peacefully for eight months.
-The past faded into the limbo of nightmares. She made
-little more than enough to pay for her rooms and two meals,
-but even had she found time to miss the beautiful garments
-she had loved, she would have had no occasion to use them.
-No one entertained. All England was in mourning.
-Hardly a family of any size but had lost one or more of its
-men, particularly if the men were officers. Ishbel’s milliners
-and dressmakers worked all day on black, nothing but black.
-So constant, and always sudden, was the demand for mourning
-trousseaux that she and Julia often worked at night after
-the women, worn out, had gone home.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And those that had no men at the front to be killed were
-ashamed to admit it, to be out of the fashion, and swelled
-the demands for mourning. The Americans, resident in
-London, felt “out of it” in colors, and even those come on
-their annual pilgrimage were advised to wear black-and-white
-or dull gray. Ishbel and Julia laughed sometimes over
-their work and speculated as to the origin of other fads,
-but they were too busy and too tired for more than the
-passing jest. All England was sad enough without pretence,
-and worrying not only for relatives and friends at the front,
-but for the nation’s prestige. Julia and Ishbel, at dinner,
-talked of little else but the news in the evening bulletins, and
-often it was of a personal nature. Nigel Herbert had been
-among the first to volunteer, had been wounded at Vaal
-Kranz, recovered, and was fighting again, besides corresponding
-with one of the great dailies. Two of Ishbel’s
-admirers had died at Ladysmith, one of enteric, the other
-in a reckless sortie. Still another was in hospital with two
-bullets in him; and beyond the brief despatch which conveyed
-this news to the press, she had heard nothing. His
-going had solved a problem, but she was thankful for her
-work. Geoffrey Herbert had been killed at Paardeberg,
-and Bridgit had gone out to the Cape with hospital supplies.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Of France not a word was heard until June 12th, when
-his name was among the list of wounded at the battle of
-Diamond Hill. Two months later Julia read of his arrival
-in England.</p>
-
-<h2>V</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>On</span> these warm August evenings Ishbel and Julia had their
-dinner in the garden under a beech tree. Ishbel’s bright
-courage seldom failed her, but she was grateful for Julia’s
-companionship and help during this the most trying
-period of her life, and Julia, glad to be necessary to some
-one, above all to her favorite friend, responded without any
-of the usual feminine fervors, and the harmony between them
-remained unbroken. Mr. Jones, helpless in body and
-bitter in mind, demanded every moment his wife could give
-him, but occasionally permitted Julia to take her place and
-read the war news aloud.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Between the defeat of the Boer forces at Diamond Hill
-and the beginning of Kitchener’s “drives,” there was less
-demand for mourning garments; the war, indeed, was
-believed to be over. Ishbel and Julia rose later and left the
-shop earlier. Both were haggard and needed rest. They
-made a deliberate attempt to enjoy their evening meal,
-refusing to discuss immediate deaths and hypothetical
-disaster, and tabûing personal topics. There was still plenty
-to discuss, and so many reminiscences of officers that had
-left their lives or their looks in the South African graveyard,
-that it was easy to steer clear of private anxieties. But one
-evening after the cloth was removed and they were alone,
-Julia said abruptly: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I had a letter from Harold to-day—directed to the
-shop. He had just learned that I had not gone to Nevis.
-He did not say who gave him my address —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes?” The word had a fashion of flying from Ishbel’s
-lips at all times. Now she sat forward in alarm. “Yes?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He says that I am to return to White Lodge to-morrow.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But of course you will not!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course not. I consulted a solicitor some time ago.
-He cannot compel me to live with him. On the other
-hand —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“As I am unable to get a legal separation I cannot prevent
-him from forcing himself into my rooms, annoying
-me in a thousand ways. He might even come to the shop
-and make a scene.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, it is my shop, and I can have him put out. Did
-you tell the solicitor other things? Is there really no chance
-of a legal separation?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He did not seem to think well of my reasons for wanting
-one. I could not bring myself to tell him much, and I have
-kept it in the background so long it seemed rather dim and
-flat—the little I did tell him. He said that mental
-cruelty existed largely in women’s imaginations. Then
-he consoled me by adding that if I refused to return, Harold
-might be betrayed into some overt act before witnesses,
-perhaps later give me cause for divorce. But I don’t
-think so. He is very cunning. His instinct for self-protection
-is almost abnormal. I told the lawyer I believed
-Harold to be insane, and he was quite shocked; said there
-was too much talk already of insanity in the great families
-of Britain, and it was doing them harm with the lower orders—intimated
-that it was my duty to keep such an affliction
-dark if it really had descended upon the house of France.
-When I told him I knew that at least two of Harold’s
-ancestors had been shut up for years at Bosquith, and not
-so long ago, he fairly squirmed. Then he advised me to
-conceal both my knowledge and my suspicions if I hoped for
-a divorce. The law is far more tender to its lunatics
-than to their victims. Harold, shut up for twenty—thirty—forty
-years would continue to be my husband on
-the off chance of his cure—while I consoled myself with
-the prospect of his release! On the other hand, if left at
-large he may give me cause for divorce. That was the only
-argument that appealed to me. My legal friend ended by
-advising me to return to Nevis—this, I feel sure, in the
-interests of the British aristocracy. I’d like to make over
-a few laws in this country.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That is what Bridgit says. The women of the lower
-classes might almost as well be slaves in the Congo. They
-can’t divorce a merely drunken brute, and a legal separation
-does them little good. If a man wants to desert his family
-all he has to do is to go to the Midlands or the North and
-disappear in a coal mine, while his wife, unable to marry a
-better man, sinks to the dregs in the effort to support herself,
-perhaps half a dozen children. The laws in this country
-might have been made by Turks. Who ever hears of a man
-being punished because he is the father of the child a
-wretched girl has murdered? Oh—some day—let us
-hope—But we have the present to deal with. Have you
-answered France’s letter?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, I wrote him that I never should return to
-him, that I had had legal advice, that I was able to
-support myself, that I wished never to hear from him
-again. Also, that any further letters I received from him
-I should return unopened to his club. I did not
-write a page, but I fancy he cannot mistake my
-meaning.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I am afraid he will persecute you, but you must be
-brave. If necessary, you might hide in the country for a
-bit, or go over to Paris for me —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I shall stay here at work. He can do his worst.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But, alas, it was always Harold France’s good fortune
-to be underrated. Julia, well as she knew him, had never
-yet gauged the depth and extent of his resources. Some
-strange arrest in his mental development, possibly a forgotten
-blow during boyhood, or a prenatal check, had left
-him with a quick, cunning, malicious, scheming mind which
-otherwise might have been brilliant, unscrupulous, and
-resourceful in the grand manner. Possibly it might have
-been useful as well; and this may have been the secret of
-those vague angry ambitions, always seething in the base
-of his cramped brain. Whatever the cause, his mind
-required a constant grievance to feed on, and whatever his
-limitations, they were never too great to interfere with the
-success of his devilish purposes.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Three mornings later Ishbel and Julia arrived in Bond
-Street at a few minutes before eleven. Royalty was expected
-at a quarter past, and as they ascended the stairs
-they were not surprised to see the forewoman, pale and
-trembling, standing at the turn. When royalty had
-arrived—unheralded—the day before, she had almost
-wept, and her assistant had succumbed and been obliged
-to leave the room. It was the first time that royalty had
-honored the shop in Bond Street, smart as it was, and when
-the princess left she had announced that on the morrow she
-should return with her two girls. Ishbel had felt sure that her
-women would not close their eyes during the night, and be
-quite unfit for the strain of the second visit. Therefore,
-she laughed merrily as she saw Miss Slocum’s twisted visage.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Brace up! Brace up!” she cried. “You have nearly
-twenty minutes yet. And am I not here? Mrs. France
-and I will wait on their royal highnesses —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, your ladyship,” wailed the woman. “It ain’t
-that—or, I mean I could stand it much better to-day. I’d
-made up my mind. No! It’s worse!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Worse?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The woman glanced up the half flight behind her. The
-door leading into the show-room was closed. “Oh, your
-ladyship, there’s two awful creatures in there, and their
-royal highnesses coming in ten minutes. I told them to go —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But I don’t understand. Every one has a right to come
-here. I can’t have any of my customers put out for royalty.
-I am not being honored by a call. This is a shop —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, yes, my lady, but you don’t understand. You’ve
-never had this sort —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What sort?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The woman’s voice quavered and broke. “Tarts, my
-lady. Regular Piccadilly trotters, that’s what!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Ishbel was as dismayed as the woman could wish.
-Followed by her equally horrified friend she brushed the
-forewoman aside, ran up the stair, and entered the show-room.
-The large windows, open to the gay subdued roar
-of Bond Street, let in a flood of mellow sunshine. The
-square room, not too large, and with a mere suggestion of
-the First Empire in its wall paper and scant furniture, was
-a severe yet delicate background for the most charming
-hats ever seen in London. Of every shape and size, but
-each touched with a fairy’s wand, these harbingers of
-autumn, hopefully prismatic, and mounted on slender rods,
-seemed to sing that woman’s face was naught without its
-frame, and that in them alone was the problem of the
-floating decoration solved.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But alas! no such fantasie was in the air this morning.
-“Creatures,” in truth! Two females, loudly dyed, rouged,
-blackened, bedecked in cheap finery, were overhauling
-hats, mantles, and chiffons, despite the protests of the livid
-assistant. Ishbel went directly up to the largest and most
-aggressive.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I am so sorry,” she said with her sweet remote smile and
-her bright crisp manner, “but I must ask you to go. Some
-other time I shall be most happy to show you the things,
-but just now everything must be put in order as quickly
-as possible. I am expecting patrons who are in town only
-for the moment. As you see, this room is not very large.
-Be quick, Jeannie, will you?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She turned her back on the two women, but the largest
-walked deliberately round in front of her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I say,” she said, “are you the boss?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I am—Jeannie—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I say. What’s a shop for if ladies can’t call and see
-things? Is this a private shop for your friends?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No, but this morning is exceptional. I really must ask
-you to go—” she glanced at the clock. It was nearly ten
-minutes past eleven, and royalty was hideously prompt.
-“I dislike being rude, but I must ask you to go at once.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Really, now!” The woman sat herself on the little
-sofa before the mantel and spread out her gaudy skirts.
-“I ain’t going to be put out. Brass is brass, and mine’s as
-good as any. Wot you say, Frenchie?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That’s what.” Her partner was holding a large hat on
-her uplifted arm, and twirling it from side to side. “And I
-want a hat. Don’t mind trying ’em all on, one by one.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If you don’t go at once, I shall call the police.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Police? Wot for? Ain’t we behaving ourselves proper?
-I call that libel, I do.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>At this moment the door, which Ishbel had taken care to
-close, flew open, and royalty entered, followed by two slim
-young daughters. The eyes of the lady on the sofa bulged,
-but her presence of mind did not desert her. She sprang
-to her feet and threw her arm round Ishbel’s waist.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Your hats are too sweet, dearie,” she exclaimed. “I
-shall take four to-day and come back to-morrow —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>At the same moment the other woman, who had dropped
-the hat, lit a cigarette.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Royalty gasped, made a motion not unlike that of a
-mother hen when she spreads her wings to protect her chicks
-from a sudden shower, then shooed her girls out and down
-the stairs.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Ishbel made no motion to detain her. No explanation
-was possible. She saw ruin, but she merely removed
-her waist from the embrace of the woman and turned her
-white composed face upon both of the invaders.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Will you explain what spite you have against me?”
-she asked.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh!” cried Julia, passionately. “Can’t you see?
-France has sent them.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Right you are, dearie,” said the younger cocotte,
-smoking comfortably. “And here we stay till you pack
-up and go home to your lawful husband. Lucky you are
-to have one. Oh, yes, my lady, you can call in the bobbies,
-but this is the middle of Bond Street, and we’ll raise such a
-hell of a row as we’re being dragged out there won’t be
-anybody else coming up here in a hurry.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia turned to her. “If I leave this shop and promise
-never to return, will you agree to do the same?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If you go back to your husband. If you don’t, here we,
-and more of us, come every day, unless, of course, her ladyship
-has us put out! Your leaving the shop won’t help
-matters any. You go back to White Lodge. France is an
-old pal of mine, but it isn’t often we see his brass. Jolly
-lark this is, too.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Very well,” said Julia. “I shall go.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You shall not!” cried Ishbel, passionately. “My
-business is ruined in any case. We can go to America —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And leave Mr. Jones? He is dependent upon you for
-shelter. Your business is not ruined. Of course the princess
-will not come again, but you have powerful friends
-that will explain to her and prevent the story from spreading —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Right you are. France ain’t aiming to spite her. But
-he’ll ruin every friend you’ve got unless you go home, double
-quick.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I shall go this afternoon.” And Julia ran down the
-stairs and out of the building before Ishbel could detain her.</p>
-
-<h2>VI</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Julia</span> took a closed fly at Stanmore, and in the avenue of
-White Lodge her eyes moved constantly from one window to
-the other. But on this bright hot afternoon there was
-neither sound nor motion in the woods. She feared that the
-house might be without servants, but as the fly entered
-the garden she saw that the windows were open and that
-smoke rose from the kitchen chimney. White Lodge was
-built round three sides of a shallow court, and after dismissing
-the fly, she attempted to open the door on her right,
-as it was close to the stair which communicated with the
-hallway outside her own rooms. But this door was locked.
-So apparently were the central doors, but the one opposite
-and leading into the dining room was open, and not caring to
-ring and announce herself, she crossed the court and entered;
-although this meant that she must traverse the entire
-house to reach the comparative shelter of her own apartment.
-The large rooms were full of light, but she was
-nearly ten minutes arriving at her destination, for she
-opened every door warily, and explored dark corridors with
-her eyes before she put her foot in them. But even on the
-twisted stair she met no one, and the house was as silent
-as the wood.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When she entered her boudoir, she saw that the door leading
-into her bedroom was closed. For a moment she was
-grateful, as it was a room of hideous memories, and she intended
-to sleep on her wide sofa as long as she was obliged
-to remain at White Lodge. Then she remembered that its
-inner door led into France’s rooms, and that she intended
-to move a heavy piece of furniture across it.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She opened the door cautiously and looked in. This
-room was very dark and close; the heavy curtains were
-drawn across the windows. By such light as she had let in
-she could define nothing but shapeless masses of heavy furniture,
-not an outline; it would have been difficult to
-tell a man from a bedpost. She was about to close the door
-and ring for a servant when the one opposite opened and the
-big frame of her husband seemed to fill the sudden panel of
-light. There was not a key in the boudoir, nor time to
-move furniture. Julia retreated behind a table.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>France crossed the inner room at his leisure and entered.
-Julia almost relieved the tension of her feelings by laughing
-aloud. Every man that had come back from the Boer war
-looked ten years older, but she had seen no one before that
-looked ridiculous as well. Not only were his stiff hair and
-moustache gray and his bony face gaunt, but the copper
-color of the tan he had acquired during the months preceding
-his weeks in hospital clung to his pallid face in patches,
-making him look as if afflicted with some foul disease; and
-he had lost a front tooth. His glassy eyes, however, were
-less dull, and moved restlessly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Howd’y do?” he said. “Didn’t expect you till to-night
-or to-morrow. Good girls! Good girls!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He was about to turn the corner of the table when he
-paused abruptly and his jaw fell. He found himself looking
-into the barrel of a small revolver.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Sit down,” said Julia. “I’m willing to talk to you for
-a few moments, but if you come a step nearer, I’ll shoot.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>France made a movement as if he would spring. The
-pistol advanced, and he stood staring into the thing. He
-was a brave man on the battlefield, but he had never looked
-into the mouth of a firearm at close range, and he disliked
-the sensation it induced. He gave a loud laugh and sat down.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, well, my lady, have your dramatics. I can wait.
-What’ve you got to say? Seems to me you should have
-a good deal. Nice pair of liars you and your aunt!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia took the chair directly opposite his.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have come back—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I say! That thing will go off. Pistols were not
-made for women to fool with.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia put the pistol in her lap.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have returned to White Lodge to protect Ishbel, and
-for no other reason. Your plot was fiendish, and you won
-out. But I win now. I shall not leave you again, but I
-shall be my own mistress. I shall no longer call you names
-nor attempt to make you understand how I loathe you, but
-if you ever enter my rooms again or attempt to touch me,
-here or elsewhere, I shall shoot you without further notice!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you will! And how long do you think you can
-keep that sort of heroics up? You’ve got to sleep, and
-there’s not a key in your rooms.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“There will be to-morrow. I left orders with the locksmith
-in Stanmore. I need not sleep to-night, and I shall
-meet him when he comes, and stand guard with this pistol.
-You interfere at your peril.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And do you think that keys can keep me out?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I shall use both keys and heavy pieces of furniture.
-You cannot enter without making noise enough to rouse me.
-And if you succeeded, you would gain nothing. I can always
-kill myself. I would boil in oil before you should ever
-touch me again.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You are hard for such a young ’un,” muttered France.
-“Gad, your eyes are like ice!” He made a motion as if to
-cover his own eyes, but they flashed with exultation, and
-he dropped his hand.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Look here,” he said. “You can’t get the best of me.
-I gave you to understand there was to be no compromise.
-You were to come back to me, or your Ishbel would be
-ruined. Well, that’s what I meant. You chuck that pistol,
-and you do everything else I tell you to do, or I send
-those tarts back to the shop.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I can do no more to protect Ishbel than I have done already.
-But I shall not live to see my best friend disgraced
-and ruined.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Curse you!” shouted France. “Curse you!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now suppose you listen to me a moment. Since you
-left England I have consulted not only a solicitor but an
-alienist —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“A—a—what—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I believe you to be mad—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Don’t! Don’t!” France’s face was gray and loose.
-His eyes rolled with terror.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But Julia went on remorselessly, pressing the suggestion
-home.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The doctor told me that it might be years before you
-would develop acute mania. Unfortunately, your rotten
-spot has not developed the lust to kill, or you would easily
-be got rid of. You can practise your former methods of
-cruelty on me no more, but let this fact compensate you—keep
-you quiet. Use it as a cud; chew on it and exult.
-It should satisfy you for the rest of your life. This is it:
-you have destroyed my youth, you have killed my soul,
-you have ruined my power of enjoyment in anything, you
-have left me nothing but a mind to carry me through the
-rest of my days. Even if you had died in Africa, I should
-never have given even a thought to loving and being loved
-like other women. For me you symbolize man and all
-the horrors that are in him. I live because my mind compels
-it, and because my mother is still alive. If this statement
-does not give you food for gloating, if you are incapable
-of understanding what I mean, then—” She laid her
-pistol on the table again and tapped it significantly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But France took no notice of the pistol. He was staring
-at her with his jaw relaxed, and his eyes still full of horror.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Did—didn’t—he say I might never go mad?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So you have thought of it yourself?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No—no—not really. But out there when I lay all
-night on that cursed veldt, and expected to die before
-they found me—I thought—thought—I had gone
-pretty far here, even for me—No! No! <span class='it'>No!</span> I
-never really thought it—it was only when I came to in
-hospital I was jolly glad to find that it had only been delirium—any
-one might mistake delirium—curse you,
-you red-headed witch! I had forgotten all about it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And do you suppose that even if you had no inherited
-tendency to insanity, you could go the pace you did, do the
-things you have done for years, and not rot your brain —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How many men go the pace —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not yours. If you hadn’t compelled me to return to
-you, I should have had you watched —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You mean to say you’d lock me up —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I shouldn’t waste a minute. You ought to be locked up
-on general principles. It’s a half-baked civilization that
-permits you and your sort to be at large. Strange laws!
-Strange justice!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>France gathered himself together and stood up, but he
-leaned heavily on the table. “You’ve got your revenge,”
-he said thickly. “Nothin’ I ever did crueller to you or
-any one than tell a man his brain’s rotten—and makin’
-him believe it! Oh, God! Those eyes! If ever I do go
-mad, I’ll see nothing else.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Better think no more about it.” Julia, having subdued
-her keeper, felt a pang of remorse and pity. “Take my
-advice and go to Bosquith for the shooting —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And see that brat?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The duke will think the more of you. Remember he
-is not compelled to allow you a thousand a year. He has
-a sensitive vanity, and resents lack of attention. Besides,
-the sport will do you good.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And you?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I shall stay here.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And never leave the place?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I shall go to London for the day whenever I choose, and
-I shall ride and walk about the country. I have no desire
-to see any of my neighbors.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Very well. I’ll go. I’ve got to pull myself together.
-I can’t do it here. I’m still off my feed, or you wouldn’t
-have bowled me over like this. Before I come back, I’ll
-have thought out how to deal with you —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia tapped the pistol again. “I have five others. I
-shall conceal them in different parts of the house, and carry
-this always.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>France gave a strangled cry and began to curse, with reviving
-enthusiasm.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia rose and leaned across the table.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Be careful,” she said softly. “Keep calm. You are
-forty-six, your heart is not good, and blood cannot surge
-through your brain much longer with impunity. Unless
-you choose to court apoplexy —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But France had bolted from the room. An hour later
-he was on his way to Bosquith.</p>
-
-<h2>VII</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>He</span> didn’t return for a month. During that time Julia
-did not go to London. She was glad to be alone and to rest.
-For the first time she realized how tired she was, and enjoyed
-lying in bed late and being waited on. She felt as hard
-as she appeared to France, and cynically made up her mind
-to select from life such of its physical and mental pleasures
-as she could command and enjoy, since personality was
-denied her. She saw no hope in the future except the
-preservation of her bodily and mental integrity. Whatever
-else France might compel her to do, or however live, she
-must submit, as she could not spend her life flourishing a
-pistol. Now that she had found herself, knew that she
-no longer feared him, she guessed that he would take no
-further pleasure in frightening her; but the mere fact of
-his presence in the house year after year was enough to turn
-her into a mere shell. That she was already one she did
-not quite believe, despite her bitter declaration, for she
-knew the tenacity of youth and the buoyancy of her nature;
-but ten—twenty—thirty years!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And how long would her nerves last? To be forced to
-live under the same roof with a man whose mere glance
-made her nerves crawl was bad enough, but to sleep night
-after night, for months on end (save when she could persuade
-him to visit), a few yards from a possible lunatic, must
-wear down the stoutest defences of will and reason. There
-was a double cause for sleeping with one pistol under her
-pillow and another under a book on the table beside her
-bed. The situation had something of grim humor in it as
-well as adventurous excitement, and Julia shrugged her
-shoulders and felt grateful that she had inherited her
-mother’s nerves.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But she thought as little as possible, since thinking did
-no good. Moreover, in years she was young, and although
-her spirit was curdled and dark at present, its quality was
-fine and high; and for such spirits life is rarely long enough
-to bury hope, save for brief moments, alive.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>For the present she read and walked and rode, her surface
-contentment increased by the cheering news from Ishbel
-that one of her powerful aunts, who was a personal friend
-of the outraged royal lady, had made a satisfactory explanation;
-and the princess, to signify her forgiveness and
-sympathy, had ordered several hats sent to her for inspection.
-It was not to be expected that she would risk a second
-shock by venturing into the shop in Bond Street again,
-but she was a conscientious soul, always recognizing the
-duties toward mere mortals imposed upon those of divine
-origin; and as discretion was a part of her equipment, the
-story never got about town. Ishbel’s business was saved.
-But it was a long time before Julia dared to enter that shop
-again.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She heard France return, late one night. She rose at
-once, put on her dressing-gown, and sat on the edge of her
-bed-sofa, waiting. But although he made an even greater
-noise and fuss than usual, summoning the entire staff of
-servants from their beds to wait on him, and spent at least
-an hour in the dining-room, he did not pass her door.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She met him on the following day in the living-room, a
-few moments before luncheon. He greeted her with an
-almost regal courtesy, asked after her health, and then preceded
-her into the dining-room. During the meal, although
-he looked the personification of serene amiability, he did
-not address a remark to her. Julia, puzzled but relieved,
-noted that he looked far better than when he had gone to
-Bosquith, that his hands were steadier, and that he drank
-nothing. At the end of the meal he rose with a slight
-bow as if dismissing her—from his thoughts, no doubt!—and
-left the room without smoking. It was probable that
-he was nursing his nerves.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The next day she learned that he had bought a string
-of hunters and a pack of fifty couples. A corresponding
-number of grooms and helpers appeared in the stables,
-as well as a pack huntsman, a kennel huntsman, and whippers-in.
-Hunting is the most expensive luxury, counting
-out dissipations, in which an Englishman can indulge, and
-Julia wondered at his sudden extravagance. True, he had
-never stinted himself in anything, and he was one of the
-best-dressed men in England, but, then, he had always
-schemed to make some one else pay, and since his social
-restoration his tailor had “carried” him. Relieved as she
-was at his avoidance of her, and to be excused from making
-conversation at the table, curiosity overcame her in the
-course of a week, and one night at dinner, when the servants
-had left the room, she asked him if he had joined the
-Hertfordshire.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have,” he said graciously.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I thought hunting was so terribly expensive.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What of that?” he asked, with his new grand air.
-“Whatever is due my position I am not likely to forget.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He uttered this copy-book sentiment, so different from his
-usual loose slang, as if he had rehearsed it, and Julia began
-to perceive that he had cut out a new rôle for himself, and
-was wearing it with his usual methodical consistency.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But can you afford it? You know this is a matter which
-does not admit of debt —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I am not in the habit of being catechised, but I am
-willing to gratify you. I satisfied myself at Bosquith that
-neither my cousin nor his child has many months to live.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But I heard that the child was healthy, and that the
-duke was uncommonly well.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“They are both in the last stages of tuberculosis, Bright’s
-disease, or diabetes, I have not made up my mind which.
-And I also satisfied myself that Margaret will have no more
-children.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh! I see. Then you expect to succeed shortly.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Within a year.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Then perhaps when you have what you’ve always most
-wanted in life, you will let me go my own way.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>For the first time his glassy eyes lit a small sinister
-torch, although they did not meet hers. They had not met
-hers since his return.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You will be my duchess and do your little to support
-the prestige of the great house into which you have had
-the good fortune to marry. If you leave me, or in any
-way bring discredit upon me and my family, you know one
-penalty. Others you will learn if you cause me even the
-lightest displeasure.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia laughed outright. “Really, Harold, you were
-about the only man I had never thought funny—for good
-and sufficient reasons! Now you are too absurd, with your
-airs of superiority over the mere female, and your new rôle
-of stage lord. You were more impressive when you were
-the ordinary male brute, for at least you were natural.
-You never were intended for an actor.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Actor?” His tones were still even. It seemed impossible
-to ruffle him. “I have told you that I expect to be
-Duke of Kingsborough in six months.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Even so. What duke do you know that puts on such
-airs? Even Kingsborough pretends to be simple and
-democratic.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The great peers of England have made a mistake in
-affecting a democracy it is impossible they should feel.
-They have only lowered the dignity of their position. I
-propose to raise it. When I am Kingsborough, I shall restore
-the ancient glories of Bosquith, and live as the old
-feudal lords lived, with an army of retainers, and a tenantry
-to whom my lightest word is law. I shall entertain as
-kings have forgotten how to entertain, and in no village on
-my estates anywhere shall an election ever be held again.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good Lord! Do you fancy you can turn back the
-clock? This is the twentieth century.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I am not the only one who believes that the clock will
-turn back—to absolute monarchy. It is the only solution—barring
-Socialism—if we are to escape mob rule.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This was the one thoughtful remark he had made, and
-she looked at him with a trifle less suspicion, then remembered
-having read an intensely conservative article in one
-of the reviews, not long since. She had left it in the library,
-she recalled. But it was odd that he should open a review.
-She had never known him to read anything but French
-novels and the <span class='it'>Pink ’Un</span>. Was he trying to educate his
-mind, late in life? Far be it from her to discourage him,
-even if it did lead to impossible dreams. She rose from the
-table.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, it will be picturesque,” she said. “I suppose I
-shall wear gold brocade to breakfast —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have not risen,” said France, in an even remote tone.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh? What? Are you practising on me?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>France turned almost purple. But he made no reply.
-He merely rose with great dignity and left the room. Julia
-watched him cross the court with as much interest as amusement.
-His back was imposing, regal. Nature certainly
-had started in a lavish mood to fashion him, then suffered
-from a fit of spleen when she finished his shoulders, and
-vented it on his head—without and within! Poor devil,
-what mortifications awaited him! For the moment she
-forgot the bitter debt she owed him.</p>
-
-<h2>VIII</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>On</span> the following day, at luncheon, France remarked:—</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I shall leave cards on the county. When they are returned,
-no one will be admitted. I do not wish you to have
-any relations with my neighbors.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I haven’t the least desire to have any relations with our
-neighbors.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And you will exercise on foot hereafter. I shall want
-all the mounts.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Very well.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If you wish to go to London, you will walk to Stanmore.
-I have given orders at the stables that none are to be taken
-from you, and the servants will take none to Stanmore.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Very well.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia looked up, and their eyes met for the first time. In
-his was the strange glitter that had terrified her early in her
-married life and with which she had grown horribly familiar
-during her previous sojourn at White Lodge. It was an
-expression of utterly soulless mirth, such, no doubt, as lit
-the eyes of savages while watching their victims at the stake.
-She saw at once that he was devising new methods of tormenting
-her and debated whether it would be wiser to laugh
-at him or to let him think he was accomplishing his purpose.
-Being now poised and entirely without fear, it was her disposition
-to reveal herself, if only as a compensation for what
-he had made her suffer; but, on the other hand, she wanted
-what peace she could get; she felt no desire to vary the
-monotony of her life by egging him on to a point where, in
-spite of her pistols and her courage, he could easily, with
-his devilish resource, make her life unbearable. She believed
-that if she possessed her soul in patience, he would
-weary of the game and leave, even if he did not fulfil her
-hopes and go quite out of his mind first. She decided to
-temporize, and dropped her eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You make my life very hard, but I can only submit,”
-she murmured.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I wish you never to forget that you are, so to speak,
-a prisoner of state.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia controlled her muscles and replied demurely: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The king commands. I have only to obey. I shall
-probably expire of ennui, but, after all, I am only a woman,
-so what matter?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Quite so!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia raised her lashes. The dancing glitter in his eyes
-was appalling. There was no doubt in her mind at that
-moment that his complete loss of reason was but a question
-of months. So much the better if she must merely humor
-a madman; that, at least, was “managing” without loss
-of self-respect. She sighed, and looked wistfully out of the
-window.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I suppose you do not intend to permit me to follow the
-hounds?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Certainly not. I intend that you shall remain within the
-walls of White Lodge for the rest of your life and do nothing.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, very well.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Having banished all expression from her eyes, she looked
-at him again. This time he was regarding her with condescension
-and approval. “You may go to your room,”
-he said.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She thanked him and retired in good order.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He did not address her again for quite a month. Then
-he informed her that there would be a large hunt breakfast
-at the house on the following morning, and commanded her
-to appear. He had already entertained a number of red-coated
-men at breakfast, and Julia wondered at their complaisance
-in admitting him to something like intimacy;
-for, in spite of the position he had enjoyed for a time as a
-respectable benedict and heir to a dukedom, he had never
-made a friend, and it was patent that he was swallowed
-with many grimaces. But she guessed that noblesse oblige
-had much to do with it. The man had been accepted when
-placed in a position by his powerful relative to press home
-his social rights; therefore, was it impossible, in his fallen
-fortunes, to retreat to their old position, unless he proved
-himself a flagrant cad. Besides, he had fought bravely in
-South Africa, and personal courage and patriotism compensate
-for many shortcomings. Moreover, he was an admirable
-cross-country rider. He was safe enough for the
-present.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She dressed herself with some excitement on the following
-morning, for it was long since gayety of any sort had entered
-her life. But when she stood in her house gown among
-some twenty men and women in pink coats and riding habits,
-all chattering of the prospective meet, and of the one two
-days before, she felt sadly out of it, and wished she had been
-permitted to remain in seclusion. It was nearly two years
-since she had presided at a hunt breakfast, and then she
-had worn her own habit, and been as keen for the chase as
-any of her guests. But as she stood with a group of women
-waiting for breakfast to be announced, and answering polite
-questions, assuring her indifferent neighbors that her frail
-health alone forbade her joining them in the field, she was
-astonished to find that she did not envy them, nor did she
-feel the least desire to race across the country after a frantic
-fox. It seemed such a futile attempt at self-delusion in
-the matter of pleasure. What had come over her? Had
-she seen too much of the serious side of life during her eight
-months in London?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>If she had wondered at France’s benevolence in permitting
-her to meet his guests and preside at his table, she was not
-long receiving enlightenment. They sat opposite each
-other in the table’s width, and before ten minutes had passed,
-he opened upon her batteries which hardly could be called
-masked. She had almost forgotten him, and was laughing
-merrily at a sally of the good-natured youth who sat on her
-left, when France leaned across the table and said softly: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not so loud, my dear. You have forgotten your manners
-this last year. This is not Nevis.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia was so completely taken by surprise that to her
-intense annoyance she colored violently. But she instantly
-understood his new tactics, and blazing defiance on
-him, regardless of consequences, turned to her neighbor.
-Whatever she might submit to in private, pride commanded
-that she hold her own in public.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But every time that she answered a remark addressed
-to her by some one opposite, his dry sarcastic glance
-crossed hers, and once he said, raising his voice: “Workin’
-in a bonnet shop doesn’t improve manners, by Jove. But
-my wife is only a child yet, and my cousin Kingsborough
-and Lady Arabella worked too hard over her not to have
-been rewarded if she could have remained with them. Of
-course, I’m only a rough sailor.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>There was an intense and painful pause after this speech,
-although Julia paid no attention, and once more permitted
-her musical laugh, not the least of her charms, to ring out.
-She fancied this was the last time the county would honor
-White Lodge, but shrewdly surmised that it was the last
-time they would be invited. They had been brought together
-to satisfy her husband’s passion for inflicting torment.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And not once did he betray himself. He looked superior,
-tolerant, lightly annoyed, but never vicious. His guests
-pronounced him a cad by the grace of God, but too great
-an ass to know what he was up to. They had long since
-accepted the fact that he was off his head about his wife;
-and, although this was damned uncomfortable, could only
-conclude that he was trying in his blundering way to
-apologize for her; why, heaven only knew, as she could give
-him cards and spades on breeding. Julia secretly hoped
-that he would suddenly lose his self-control and burst out
-in a torrent of abuse, but France still had sentinels posted
-at every turn in his brain, and played his part throughout
-the breakfast without an instant’s lapse. He laughed
-tolerantly whenever he caught her making an observation
-or airing an opinion, but it was not until just before they
-rose from the table that he made another attack. The incessant
-sporting talk had ceased for a moment, and some
-one had mentioned Nigel Herbert’s books, apropos of his
-fine record in South Africa.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Is he goin’ to hammer away at Socialism for the rest of
-his life?” asked one of the young women. “Awful bore,
-because he’s an old pal of mine, and I’d like to read him.
-Do use your influence, Mrs. France. He thinks a towerin’
-lot of your opinion.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, now! now!” broke in France. “Don’t encourage
-my little wife in any of her nonsense. She’s straight, all
-right, but an awful little goose about men. Hope you
-haven’t turned her head, Lansing,” addressing the young
-man beside her. “She’s only a child yet, and devoted to
-me, but I don’t want to be teased noon and night for a new
-toy.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“By God,” muttered one of the men, “let’s take him
-to the duck pond. Serves us right for coming here. Wish
-I’d opposed his election. Silly asses, all of us. Leopards
-don’t change spots. But she’s a brick.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, at least, had won the admiration of the company
-by her attitude, after the first attack, of serene unconsciousness.
-She might have been deaf and blind, and at the same
-time there was no betraying note of defiance in her voice
-or flash in her eyes. It was impossible to call France cruel,
-but the guests, as they filed out, and got on their mounts
-as quickly as possible, voted that it must be harder to be
-shut up with a bounder like that than to have lost the prospect
-of being a duchess.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>After they had gone, and Julia had brought the angry
-blood from her head by a long tramp in the opposite direction,
-she recalled a visit she had once paid with France to
-the castle of a young peer of the realm who had married
-a wealthy American girl for whom he had conceived an
-intense dislike. This man had appeared to take a peculiar
-pleasure in mortifying his wife in company, by an irresistible
-play of wit directed at herself. Julia had felt a
-passionate sympathy for the helpless young duchess, who
-had neither the subtlety of tongue nor the bad manners of
-the man who was spending her money, and had expressed
-her wrath to France in no measured terms. France forgot
-nothing. When he felt the time had come for a new weapon,
-he selected one that is in every husband’s armory, and,
-although he used it clumsily, possessing nothing of the
-young duke’s cold irony and glancing wit, there was no
-chance that it should miss its aim.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia was apprehensive that France, irritated at his failure
-to provoke her to retort, if not to tears, might seek other
-vengeance. But when they met on the following day it
-was evident by the expression of his eyes that he was quite
-satisfied. The arrogance of his manner, indeed, led her to
-suspect that his faith in himself was too great to recognize
-failure if it sprang at him, and for small mercies she was
-thankful.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It was nearly three months before he addressed another
-remark to her beyond polite phrases calculated to impress
-the servants. But one morning, shortly after the first of the
-year, he sent her word that he wished her presence in the
-library. She went at once and found him sitting before
-the table in a magisterial attitude. Before him was a long
-itemized bill.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You have been ordering books,” he said in a voice of
-cutting reproof, as if speaking to a dependant who must be
-shown his place. “I gave you no permission to run up bills
-of any sort.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have always ordered books—for years, at least—it
-did not occur to me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This time Julia was deeply mortified, and showed it as
-plainly as he could wish.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You pretend to loathe me—your own word—and yet
-you are not too proud to run up bills for me to pay.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia’s gorge rose, and her humiliation fled. “You compel
-me to live with you, and I am entitled to compensation.
-Besides, after all, you are my husband and I see no reason
-why you should not pay my bills. If you permit me to
-live away from you, that is another matter. I had nothing
-charged to you while I was earning my living.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If you want books, my lady, you can write to your
-mother for the money to pay for them. Silly ass I was to
-marry a girl without a penny. Who else would have married
-you if I hadn’t, and you thrown at my head? You
-ought to be thankful for bread and butter and a roof.
-No girl has a right to marry a man in my position unless
-she brings him her weight in gold.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What a pity I shall cost you so much when I’m a duchess,”
-said Julia, mildly. “You would better let me go at
-once.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“When you are a duchess, you’ll have clothes, but you’ll
-have no books, and no more liberty than you have here.
-As for this bill, I’ll pay it—when I get ready—but I shall
-write to-day and tell them that you have no further credit.
-You can go now.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, as she left the room, felt dismayed for the first time.
-What should she do without books? The winter was very
-wet, and English winters are very long, and often wet.
-She was forced to remain indoors a good deal; and to sit
-and hold her hands!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>In the course of another month she found a new cause
-for uneasiness. Several times she awakened suddenly in
-the night and listened to heavy breathing outside her door;
-and when France was unable to hunt he prowled unceasingly
-about the house in the daytime. It was all very well
-to wish he would go quite out of his mind, but to be forced
-to accompany him through the various stages might be too
-great an ordeal even for her sound nerves.</p>
-
-<h2>IX</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>She</span> stood one morning at her window, staring out at the
-rain. She had evaded the question for days, but she faced
-it now. What was she to do? She had always despised
-women with nerves, the strong fibre of her brain and the
-steel frame in her apparently frail body balancing her otherwise
-abundant femininity. When women had complained
-to her of nerves, cried out that they hated life, she had felt
-like an entomologist looking at specimens on a pin. When
-they had demanded sympathy she had asked them why, if
-they didn’t like their life, they didn’t go out and make another.
-Bridgit and Ishbel had done it, and she had heard
-of many others, although few of these were in her own class.
-Had not her sense of fate been so strong, she should have
-gone herself years ago.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>These superfluous women had not taken kindly to her
-advice, and when she had added that strength was the
-greatest achievement of the human character, they had
-merely stared at her. These confidences had not been
-many, but one woman had replied petulantly that politics
-and charities were not in her line, and one had reminded
-her gently that a woman did not always hold her fate in
-her hands. She had despised this woman more than any
-of the others. In her youthful arrogance and consciousness
-of powers of some sort, she had equal contempt for the
-woman who submitted to detested conditions, and for the
-man who was too poor to keep up his position and yet
-grumbled, without seeking the obvious remedy.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But her spirit was chastened. She had discovered one
-woman, at least, that was quite helpless, and it seemed to
-her highly ironic that this, of all women, should be herself.
-She had felt her independence so keenly during the eight
-months she had earned her bread, working as hard as any
-of her humble associates, after she had persuaded Ishbel
-that she was broken in. She had often been tried to the
-point of fainting, for she had been accustomed always to
-the open-air life, and it would take more than eight months
-and a strong will to make a well-oiled machine of her; but
-she had persisted, never thought of looking for easier work,
-always rejoicing in her liberty and in the independent spirit
-that had bought it. Moreover, she had formed the habit
-of work, and soon after her return to White Lodge she had
-begun almost automatically to wish for a regular occupation
-of some sort. She had understood then why Ishbel loved
-her business as she never had loved society and its pleasures.
-But after she had made over all the clothes she had left
-behind at her flight, and retrimmed all her hats, she realized
-that there is no joy to be got out of useless work; with the
-exception of the hunt breakfast she had not even crossed
-the path of one of her neighbors. Her evening gowns
-alone had proved necessary, as France, the day after his
-return, had issued an edict that she was to dress for dinner.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She had by no means forgotten her old desire to write,
-but although she had essayed it more than once, particularly
-during the past month, she could rouse her mind to
-no vital interest in fiction, although she had come upon
-themes enough during her sojourn in the world. She
-wondered if such productive faculties as she may have
-been born with had withered under the blight of her
-married life; not knowing that the genius for fiction survives
-the death of every illusion, being, as it is, quite outside the
-range of personality and watered by the lost fountain of
-youth. She had not, however, dismissed the belief, cunningly
-nursed by Bridgit and Ishbel, that she had talents
-of some sort, and that the expression of them would manifest
-itself in due course.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But now? What was she to do meanwhile? Where
-should she seek refuge against a possible disaster in her
-nervous system which might wreck her life? There was
-nothing here. If she fled to London and obtained employment
-of any sort, even in an obscure shop, France would
-carry out his threat and ruin Ishbel, one way or another.
-If he dared not employ his original method again—and
-why not? He was cunning enough to know that one
-sensational episode might be explained away, but not two
-of the same kind. There is nothing people weary of so
-quickly as explanations.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>If she could only take up a difficult language. She had
-studied French and German during four of her years in
-the world, and knew the power of a foreign tongue to dominate
-the brain. She had intended to take up Italian, and
-it was the resource for which she most longed at the moment.
-But she could as easily furnish the library downstairs.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She was about to turn from the window and go for a
-ten-mile tramp in the rain, since nothing was left her but
-physical exercise, when she saw a fly crawling up the
-avenue. She was not particularly interested, as the
-occupant was more than likely to have a dun or a writ in
-his pocket, but she lingered, watching idly. The least
-event broke the monotony of her existence.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>As the fly approached the end of the avenue, the door was
-flung open and a man jumped out impatiently, paid the
-driver, and walked rapidly toward the house. It was
-Nigel Herbert.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia’s first impulse was to run downstairs and embrace
-him. Her spirits went up with a wild rush. But she rang
-the bell and asked the servant if her husband was in the
-house. He was tearing across country with his pack
-on an independent hunt. She ordered a fire built in the
-drawing-room, rearranged her hair, and put on a becoming
-house frock of apple-green cloth. She observed with some
-pleasure that her skin was as white as ever, if her chin and
-throat were not as round as when Nigel had seen her last.
-Excitement brought the old brilliance to her eyes, and she
-smiled for the first time since the hunt breakfast. She
-ran downstairs and into the drawing-room. Nigel, who
-was standing before the fire in the chill room, met her halfway
-and gave both her hands a close clasp.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, this is so delightful—so delightful—how did you
-think of it—when did you come back—” Julia delivered
-a volley of questions, not only because she was excited
-herself, but because she saw that Nigel had come charged
-with so much that he could say nothing at the moment.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They sat down and continued to stare at each other.
-Nigel was far more changed than Julia. The smooth pink
-face she had first known was lined and rather sallow, his
-eyes had lost their careless laughter, his lips their boyish
-pout.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, South Africa! South Africa!” said Julia, softly.
-“How it has changed all of you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Rather!” said Nigel, sadly. “Those that are left
-of us. Perhaps you don’t know that I am literally the last
-of my name now, except my poor old father—who has
-forgiven me once for all. I had four brothers and six
-cousins when this war began. Now I have scarcely a
-friend of my sex. At all events I know the worst. There
-is no one left to mourn for but my father, and he’ll go
-soon. But I haven’t a pang left in me—not of that sort.
-God! What a cursed thing war is! A cursed, useless,
-souless thing! But I’ll treat that subject elsewhere. I’ve
-come here to see you, and I don’t fancy we’ll be uninterrupted
-any too long —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, he rarely takes luncheon here—and you are to
-take yours with me. Do you know that I haven’t had a
-soul to talk to since last November?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I know. And that is what I have come to see you
-about. I—” He got up and walked to the window, then
-back, his hands in his pockets. “The last time I made love
-to you—the only time, for that matter—you put me off,
-turned me down —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Alas! I only went out that night because the romantic
-situation appealed to me. What a baby I was! And
-since! Oh! oh! oh!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She sprang to her feet, and running over to the fire,
-knelt down, pretending to arrange the logs. Tragedy
-rose on the stage of her mind, but at the same time she felt
-an impulse to laugh. The hard shell in which she had
-fancied her spirit incased, sealed, had melted the moment
-the man she liked best had appeared with love in his eyes.
-But tragedy swept out humor and took possession. She
-flung her head down into her lap and burst into tears.
-They were the first she had shed and they beat down the
-last of her defences.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, Nigel! Nigel!” she sobbed. “If you knew!
-If you knew! I never have dared tell one-tenth. I dare
-not remember —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Nigel, like most of his sex, was distracted and helpless
-at sight of tears. “Yes! Yes!” he exclaimed, bending
-over and trying to raise her. “I know. You need not
-tell me. Please get up. I have so much to say—I
-can’t say a word while you are like this.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She let him lift her and put her back in her chair. He
-made no attempt to take her in his arms.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He took the chair opposite hers and smiled wryly. “I
-don’t fancy I’m as impulsive as I was! Ishbel told me
-when I returned last week. If I had heard—say, during
-the first year of our acquaintance—I should have got one
-of these new motor cars and flown to your rescue without
-a plan. But much water has flowed under our bridges
-since then!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Don’t you love me any longer?” Julia sat up alertly
-and dried her eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ve always loved you and I fancy I always shall.
-But—well, we are only young once—young in the sense
-of love being the one thing to live and breathe for. And,
-then, I have had a resource! There have been many
-months when I have been able to put you out of my
-head altogether. That is what work, productive work,
-does for a chap. And after—well, soon after that night
-at Bosquith, I hated you for a time. You could never
-be the same delicious wonderful child again. That would
-have broken my heart if I had not both hated you
-and taken the first train into the kingdom of Micomicon.
-Even when I found you so charming, when I saw so
-much of you, that next season, I still congratulated
-myself that I was jolly well over it. But—well—you
-never really ceased to haunt me—you had a way
-of asserting yourself in the most disconcerting fashion.
-When I heard of the duke’s marriage, I began to worry—I
-knew that life would not go as smoothly with you—I
-had heard from the girls that you managed France very
-cleverly, saw comparatively little of him. Out there in
-Africa, I never was alone at night that I didn’t find
-myself thinking of you. But I never guessed—When
-the girls told me, I thought I’d go off my head. It’s too
-awful! Too awful!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It’s not so bad now. I have five pistols in the house.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I know. But what a life! It is so hideous that it is
-almost farcical.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“People’s troubles are generally rather absurd when
-you come to think of them. And I fancy I’m a good deal
-better off than a lot of women. Many have husbands
-that are worse than lunatics, and as the divorce laws won’t
-help them, they suffer in silence, without a ray of hope.
-At least I may hope mine will betray himself in public
-sooner or later. I can manage him in a way, and of death
-I have not the least fear —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh! It is all too dreadful! How old are you?
-Twenty-five? It’s awful! Awful! But you must end
-it —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If I could conceal two alienists in the house long
-enough —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But you can’t. Nor would their certificate give you
-real freedom. I’ve no doubt he’ll go raving mad in time—but
-when one reflects upon what he might do first!
-No! I have not come here without a plan, and here it is:
-You must go to the United States at once and get a divorce.
-There is a place called Reno, where one can be got at the
-end of about ten months. Bridgit will go with you. We
-held a conclave over it—we two and Ishbel—not the
-first! Great heaven! What an eternity ago that seems—”
-He laughed bitterly. “Once—was it only seven years
-ago?—we three talked the subject over and came
-to much the same conclusions, but our plans were frustrated
-by France’s illness. Well—we were all young
-then, but it was a good plan and we readopted it. You
-must get away from this without delay—there has been
-enough! When the divorce is granted, I’ll follow and
-marry you if you will have me. If not, we’ll provide for
-you in whatever part of America you choose to live in.
-But I hope you’ll marry me. I don’t think I ever really
-loved you before. When Ishbel told me! When just now
-you crouched by that fire!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, how good you all are!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ve not taken to philanthropy. I want you more
-than I ever did when we were both careless and young and
-arrogant. I never thought it could be. But either Time
-or what you have endured with that man has annihilated
-everything. Can you go to-morrow?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh! I must think. I don’t know. It is all very
-alluring. But I am not sure.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You mean that you don’t love me?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, if I could! If I could!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia sprang to her feet and threw out her arms. “Away
-from all this!—from the memory of it! The horror!
-And there are other memories behind those three months!
-I don’t know! I have felt so sure I never could forget.
-And if I cannot forget, I cannot love you or any man. I
-have never felt so sure of anything as of that.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You are but twenty-five, remember. The mind is not
-crystallized at that age. Even memory is fluid. I believe
-that anything can be forgotten, given change of scene—at
-your age, at least. A year in the United States, and all
-this will be a dream. At the end of ten months in a life
-which is like a French poster out of drawing, you will be a
-different being—no, you will have lived with your old
-sense of humor, and be the same enchanting creature—Oh,
-we young people take life so tragically, my dear, and
-we succumb so generously to time and distance! Blessed
-antidotes to life! Time and change! And you are full
-of buoyancy, to say nothing of your brains. Once I
-regretted that you had any. Where would you be without
-them? A woman must find them a pretty good substitute
-when man fails her. Oh, I have learned! The
-land of shadows in which we writers of fiction live is peopled
-with the luminous egos of women as well as with their conventional
-shells; we have only to take our choice! And
-you—I shall find Julia Edis again, with all her enchanting
-possibilities at least half developed. Oh, you are wonderful!
-When one thinks of what you might have become—of
-the brainless women that brood and brood. Will you go?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I must think! I must think!” The powerful suggestion
-in his words seemed to have delivered Julia Edis from
-the tomb to which she had crept in terror, but hidden and
-shivered intact. She ran up and down the room, she even
-thrust her hands into her hair as if to lift its weight from
-her struggling brain, that it might think faster. Freedom!
-The new world! The annihilation of memory! A quick
-divorce which would deliver her forever from the terrifying
-creature she had married, over to the protection of the
-new world’s laws. It was an enchanting prospect. She
-drew in her breath as if inhaling the ozone, drinking the
-elixir of that land of youth and freedom. And happiness!
-Happiness! Why shouldn’t she love Nigel —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But she stopped short and dropped her hands. Her
-whole body looked paralyzed. The youth seemed to run
-out of her face.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It is impossible,” she whispered. “I cannot take with
-me his power to avenge himself, and he will do that by
-ruining Ishbel —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We have talked all that over. Ishbel will manage to
-protect herself. What are bobbies for —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It won’t do. A policeman at the door! People would
-soon hear of it—and stay away. Besides he is a fiend
-for resource —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes—but Mr. Jones can’t last much longer. And
-then—well, I fancy Ishbel will marry Dark—he’s on
-his feet again, and will be home before long.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ishbel will never give up her work. Remember she
-took it up because it seemed to her the most vital thing
-she could find in life, not because she was driven to earn
-her bread. And it has become a sort of religion with her.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ishbel never had been in love then! But if she kept
-the business on, she would have a husband to protect her.
-You would be out of it —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But not yet!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We are none of us willing you should wait, Ishbel least
-of all.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I know, but I can’t sacrifice her. I should be a beast.
-Harold is capable of writing the most frightful anonymous
-letters to hundreds of people —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why the devil isn’t he rotting in South Africa? When
-I think of the hundreds of fine fellows—Oh, well, I’ve
-given over trying to understand space and fate. But I
-wish I could have run across him down there. I’d have
-shot him like a dog if I’d got the chance, and never felt a
-pang.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So should I! That is the most dreadful result of it
-all—the hardness, the callousness, the cynicism —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, it will all fall from you. We don’t change much
-under the armor Life forces us into. Dismiss Ishbel from
-your mind. Take care of yourself. What is Ishbel’s
-business when weighed against a lifetime of horror and
-demoralization? Nobody knows this better than Ishbel.
-I fancy if you don’t go, she’ll chuck the business. It’s a
-deuced unpleasant position for her. And she has made
-enough to live on comfortably until she can marry Dark —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I don’t believe it. It might be years —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The butler entered and announced luncheon. Julia
-smoothed her hair, feeling much herself again.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I can see the force of all your arguments. And I am
-tempted. I don’t deny it. But you must give me time to
-think it over. Perhaps I exaggerate about Ishbel. But
-there is another point: I was not consulted in regard to
-my first marriage. I should be something more than a
-fool if I rushed blindly into another, no matter what the
-temptations. Still—Come, you must be starved.”</p>
-
-<h2>X</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Life</span> moves in circles. Some are larger than the span
-between infancy and senility, but that is about the only
-difference we know of. It is a far cry from the primigenous
-mere female, or even the Sabines, to the women that compose
-the advance guard of their sex to-day, but when man
-wants to win and wear this highest product of civilization,
-he would better kidnap her, and pay her the compliment of
-arguing with her brain later. Her impulses are still primitive,
-but they must be taken by assault. The more he
-reasons, the more vigorously will she throw up mental
-defences, and, what is worse, in the utmost good faith with
-herself.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This, of course, in regard to women that already know
-something of life, or that have an instinctive love of liberty
-and independence. The maternal girl, and she is legion,
-may safely be left in charge of the race, and wooed in the
-orthodox fashion favored of society. But the women that
-exert a powerful attraction for men, either exceptionally
-advanced themselves, or exceptionally weak in character
-while possessing every charm of mind, women that are
-approaching closer and closer to that exact balance of
-masculine and feminine attributes which, when attained,
-will give them the one perfect happiness, setting them
-free, as it must, from the present curse of the race, the
-longing for completion, are already too close to independence
-to be won by simple methods. It is little, after all, that
-man can give them. They are conscious of too many
-resources both within themselves and in life; after a man’s
-novelty has worn off, they are more likely than not—certainly
-apt!—to find him their inferior in brain, and almost
-inevitably in character, full of the little weaknesses and dependencies
-of childhood. If they make these discoveries
-after marriage, the man has some small chance of keeping
-his spouse, particularly if he has won a measure of respect
-by audacity and brute force plus sympathy, but too much
-consideration for a woman who is almost half male while
-he is still but one-fourth female will lose him the game.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Nigel, of all the men that Julia had met, was the best
-equipped to appeal to sentimental, romantic, and clever young
-women, who were at the same time cultivating their wings
-for the higher flights. As a matter of fact, he had appealed
-to a good many women of various sorts in his earlier
-twenties when he was all freshness, frankness, adoration,
-and honest eager youth. Later, when he wore the literary
-halo with ease and modesty, his charm was not diminished;
-and it was easy to predict that when the war was really
-over and London, her mourning laid aside, roused herself
-to do honor to her heroes, Nigel would come in for thrice
-his share of lionizing. As a matter of fact, he did, and he
-philosophically accepted it as a compensation for the lack
-of better things.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When he stepped from the fly on that gloomy Wednesday
-morning and walked across the dripping garden, the
-dark and romantic wall of woods behind him, he looked as
-gallant a knight as ever came to the rescue of a damsel in
-distress; and Julia, as dreary as Mariana in the moated
-grange, was in the proper frame of mind to be taken by
-assault. She was still very young, she was very lonely,
-she was on the verge of despair; her imagination, always
-active, had been bred in youth by dreams, and developed
-later by real castles and titles, purple moors, London
-society, and great expectations. She hailed from the
-West Indies, one of the most romantic spots to look
-at on earth, and all the circumstances of her life
-there had been exceptional. She was still more or less
-romantically environed, when you consider the old world
-dinginess, inconvenience, and isolation of White Lodge,
-a presumptive lunatic always threatening developments,
-and that she was as much cut off from her friends as if
-she literally were in an underground dungeon with walls
-instead of trees dropping the constant tear. Take all this
-into consideration, and add the momentous fact that she
-had never loved, and had arrived at the susceptible age of
-twenty-five, that she was more attracted to Nigel than she
-ever had been to any man, that underneath her despair
-and her manufactured stolidity she was full of eager curiosity
-and the desire to live, and it will readily be seen that if
-Nigel did not win her, it was strictly his own fault.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He should have retained the fly. He should have
-descended upon her like a whirlwind (having ascertained
-that France was out of the way,—which, as a matter of
-fact, he did at Stanmore), refused to listen to protests,
-caused in her bewildered mind what psychologists call an
-inhibition, swept her out into the fly, up to London, on to
-an Atlantic liner (passage already engaged), turned her
-over to Mrs. Herbert (thus eliminating every possible
-excuse for reproach during the subsequent and less glamorous
-period of matrimony), joined her at the earliest
-possible moment in Reno (where Bridgit and Reno would
-have seen that she was sufficiently amused), and when she
-walked out of the court-house with her decree, met her with
-a license. That is the only way to manage them, my
-masters. Try it, or take a back seat, now and forever.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But Nigel, alas! in spite of his manly qualities, was the
-most considerate and tender of men. The very idea of
-kidnapping a woman would have horrified him. He had
-all those instincts of the hunter upon which men pride
-themselves, but he wanted to hunt according to the rules
-of the game. It would have given him the most exquisite
-pleasure to woo Julia day by day, in Reno or out of it,
-and it never occurred to him that this program might
-induce a yawn in Julia.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She sat up all that night thinking. It was a rosy panorama
-he had unrolled before her, this charming young man
-that she might have loved if he had not given her so many
-opportunities to like him. He was a rich man and would
-one day be richer. They would live in New York and
-other wonderful cities of America, play with the kaleidoscopic
-society American novelists wrote about, hunt in
-the Rockies, steep themselves in the romance of California,
-vary this exciting program with frequent trips to Europe
-and the Orient. England would be closed to them, lest
-France cause her arrest for bigamy, as one of many
-offensive actions. On the other hand, he might release her
-by divorce. Then she could marry according to the laws
-of her country, and all the world would be her oyster.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Above all, and Nigel had emphasized this point during
-their afternoon conversation, she would have a strong and
-devoted husband to protect her, to shield her from all that
-was harsh and unlovely in life, to study her every wish, and
-make her a queen among women.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Curiously enough it was this last alluring set of promises
-that lost him the game. Nothing he had said to Julia
-had appealed to her so forcibly at the moment. He had
-never looked so handsome and so manly, so distinguished,
-so perfect a specimen of his type. His face had flushed
-until the lines and the sallowness had disappeared, his
-eyes forgot the things they had looked upon this last year,
-forgot that their inward gaze saw his heart a tomb crowded
-with beloved dead; they flashed with hope and passion,
-with undying love for the one woman that must ever
-make to him the complete appeal. She had almost put
-her hands in his then and there. But he had left soon
-after, and without even kissing her. Dear knightly soul!
-Julia never forgot his tender consideration, but on the
-other hand she never regretted it.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>For when she had finished visualizing the United States
-of America and all their centres of delight, to say nothing
-of certain states of Europe and Asia, which she longed
-unceasingly to visit; when she had dwelt upon the deep
-relief of turning her back forever upon Harold France
-(France prowling about the halls and breathing heavily
-against her door materially assisted Nigel at this point);
-when these phases were disposed of, and her imagination,
-weary, left the brain free to face the particular ego of Julia
-France, in some ways so typical of woman, in others
-individual and peculiar, a very different set of ideas marched
-to the front and argued pro and con.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Did she want another husband, no matter how good,
-how devoted, how generous, how strong? It was now
-nearly a year and a half since she had lived with France,
-but if the memories of her married life were no longer active,
-no longer embittered her existence, she had by no means
-buried them, and they affected her attitude toward all
-men. Had Nigel swept her out of England and into that
-strange bizarre world of America, no doubt the experiences
-in the new land, assisted by the fiction that she was about
-to begin life over, really would have annihilated memory;
-but thinking it all over in the cold small hours of an English
-winter morning, wrapped in a blanket and shovelling
-coals into a small unwilling English grate, she failed to
-visualize love as the sweetest thing in the world.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Even so, this inability to respond to the genuine love
-that was offered her might not have prevented her ultimate
-acceptance. The man’s foe was far more deadly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Looking into herself, Julia slowly understood that what
-she, in her youth and inexperience, had mistaken for
-hardness and callousness, was in reality strength. Nature
-had endowed her with strength of character and independence
-of mind. For eighteen years her mother had dominated
-her, almost without her knowledge; then she had
-been flung into the world and treated to a succession of
-experiences which had left her gasping and dizzy, without
-either the maturity or the opportunities to develop herself
-with deliberation. But the subsequent years had done
-their work; ultimately certain influences, sufferings,
-horrors, terrors, had pushed her on to a point where she
-must sink or swim. In swimming she had proved that she
-belonged to the army of the strong, not to the vast and
-insignificant majority of her sex that found their only
-strength in man.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She was strong. She fully realized it for the first time.
-All the spurious cynicism and philosophy of youth fell
-away from her; she saw herself for what she was, a woman,
-equipped with a nature of flexible steel, able to endure any
-test without snapping, fashioned not so much for endurance
-as for conquest. Conquest of what? She speculated,
-that something which so long had striven for expression
-moving dumbly. Never mind, it was there; she should
-find the connection in time.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Her mind rapidly reviewed the whole field of woman.
-She had no statistics, but she knew that several millions of
-her sex were forcing the world to recognize them as breadwinners,
-independently of any assistance from man. It
-was magnificent, the opportunities of to-day, when compared
-with the meagre resources of the past, and the
-repeated struggle of woman for expression and independence
-almost from the dawn of history. They had found
-themselves at last, the twentieth century was theirs, and
-they were driving rapidly toward the goal of complete
-equality with man. But how many of these women were
-strong enough to go through life without love? None, she
-fancied, until they had undergone a process of disillusion
-similar to her own. Then she rejoiced in what for so long
-had seemed to her the harshest of destinies; for sitting there
-in the cold dawn, the one perfect destiny seemed to her to
-be an utter independence of soul and mind and body, the
-power to cultivate every faculty toward a state of development
-in which one human being, having in perfect balance
-the highest potencies of both sexes, should stand alone,
-indifferent to all extrinsic aid. And this perfect balance
-could be attained only by woman, unhampered as she was
-by the animality of man.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Perfection. The word started her off on another train
-of thought. How was this perfection of strength, character,
-mind, and poise to be attained? To stand alone
-without aid from man or woman was neither a means nor
-an end. She had none of the common need of religion. It
-could play little or no part in her development. Nor could
-happiness be found merely in perfecting self toward a standard
-which must inevitably deteriorate into self-righteousness.
-To stand alone is the most magnificent ideal of the
-human character, but that strength must be used toward
-some end beyond self. She groped along and began to
-see clearly. She must work for the race. She must
-regard herself as a chosen instrument of usefulness, as,
-indeed, all exceptionally gifted people were. And for
-this she was peculiarly equipped, not only by nature, but
-by life. Had she not married at all, or at the most, casually,
-her woman’s nature would have protested against any such
-program, demanded its rights first; but these sources of
-disturbances were choked with hideous weeds, and Julia
-was unable to conceive that the weeds might rot in time
-and the waters rise refreshed. She felt that she was fortunately
-accoutred, and she longed for her opportunities.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>What they might be she had no inkling as yet, nor was she
-conscious of love for her kind, and a desire to be useful to
-it on general principles. Her ambition, if ambition it
-could be called, was centred in her brain. If she had been
-chosen for a work, she would perform it. What else, in
-fact, was there for her to do? It had not needed Bridgit and
-Ishbel to teach her contempt for the morbid type of female
-that exaggerates sex until it becomes a disease, the women
-that play with their nerves until they have become mere
-neurotic systems without either sex or brains, and that
-exhibit egos either in private or public whose swollen deformities
-cause a momentary thrill and a prolonged disgust.
-Abnormal without individuality. It was an ideal
-carefully avoided by all the sane strong women Julia had
-met.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>For the present, she could only wait and endure. She
-could not even go out and study the great problems of life,
-those problems she had chosen to ignore. But there is
-hardly any greater test of strength than passive endurance;
-and the time of her liberation could not be far off. The
-day Ishbel married Lord Dark she should leave France and
-look for work in London.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Nigel’s fate was settled before the rising of the sun.
-Far away on what to Europeans seem the confines of civilization,
-in other words, San Francisco, a youth was growing
-to masterful manhood, who, in due course, would avenge
-him, and, incidentally, much else. But of that poor Nigel
-could know nothing, nor would he have felt consoled had
-he foreseen; when he received Julia’s letter, whose finality
-was as convincing as a black midnight without stars, he
-wished that he had left his wretched heart and bones in
-South Africa, retired to the country with his broken father,
-and began another book. There was still the Nöbel Peace
-Prize to work for, and he felt peculiarly fitted to win it.
-It may be stated here that he did, and all England (of his
-class, and one or two strata just below) was astonished
-that an Englishman should have competed for a prize that
-involved a damnifying of war. It deeply disapproved.</p>
-
-<h2>XI</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> hunting season closed. France still rode for several
-hours every day, but it was patent that his restlessness
-was increasing. When he was not riding, he was walking,
-and he walked more than half the night about the house
-and grounds. Oddly enough, however, the serenity of
-his mien was unruffled, and Julia came upon him several
-times standing before a long mirror in one of the halls, his
-head so high that the muscles of his neck creaked, his eyes
-flashing with a pride and triumph no harassed king ever
-felt on his coronation morn. As a rule, he left the table the
-moment the meal was over, preferring to take his coffee
-alone out of doors or in the library, but one day Julia,
-who was beginning to take a certain scientific interest in
-his developments, arrested his attention as he was about
-to rise.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Didn’t you tell me once that Kingsborough and the
-little chap were delicate? I heard the other day that
-both are remarkably fit. The little boy always has been,
-and the duke gets stronger every day.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She looked at him ingenuously as she spoke, quite prepared
-for an outburst of rage, but he only bestowed upon
-her a smile of withering contempt.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“They are merely indulging in what the Americans call
-‘bluff.’ I happen to know that they are both full of disease
-and cannot last the year out. I shall be Duke of Kingsborough
-before Christmas.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How nice. That is the reason, I suppose, you don’t
-mind all these duns. We may be sold out any day, you
-know. Summonses are becoming as thick as rain, and I
-am told that not a man in the stables or kennels has been
-paid —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“They all understand perfectly. The summonses and
-grumblings are a mere matter of form. I have promised
-an enormous rate of interest and higher wages when I have
-moved into Kingsborough House and Bosquith. The
-other estates I have already agreed to let to American
-millionnaires. They are impatiently awaiting Kingsborough’s
-death.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah? Where have you met the millionnaires?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“They have been hunting with the Hertfordshire all
-winter, and we have discussed matters at my solicitor’s.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia knew that he had not been to London for several
-months, save for the queen’s funeral, but forbore to press
-the subject. She remarked amiably: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What a fine income you will have!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>His eyes flashed. “Ah, yes! Millions.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Surely not quite that.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Millions. Kingsborough’s income alone is two
-millions.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I thought it was forty thousand pounds.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Forty thousand for a duke of Kingsborough! No
-emperor has a vaster revenue.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How jolly. My robes of state shall be woven of pure
-gold. Meanwhile, why don’t you go to Paris for a while?
-I notice that you are restless, since you have nothing to
-ride after, and nothing to kill. You keep me awake at
-night banging about the house.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do I?” France’s eyes flashed with something besides
-triumph, but it passed almost at once. He was losing
-interest in her. As he rose, bent his head graciously and
-sauntered out into the garden, he forgot her absolutely in
-a new vision that had haunted him since the queen’s
-funeral. There for the first time he had seen sovereigns
-en masse. The sight had thrilled him; he had made up
-his mind to signalize his succession by the greatest banquet
-London had ever known; all the reigning princes of
-Europe should attend it. The letters of invitation were
-already written. He had written them many times, finding
-one of the keenest pleasures he had ever known in the
-process, congratulating himself that for the first time in
-his life he was about to have associates worthy of his
-name and ego. But although he had never heard the word
-paranoia, and while at Bosquith had finally dismissed from
-his mind the haunting thought of insanity (it was outside of
-reason that he, Harold France, could even sprain the wonderful
-organ he had inherited with other unique characteristics
-from the most illustrious house in Europe), nevertheless,
-instinct warned him to lock up his letters of invitation,
-and keep his grandiose dreams to himself. Only to Julia,
-and only when she spurred him to speech, did he admit a
-very little of what filled his thoughts day and night.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But he was well aware that his nerves were on edge, and
-he was beginning to be troubled with pains in his head.
-He slept little, and when he thought of it took a malicious
-pleasure in disturbing his prisoner, whom he could imagine
-sitting on the edge of her bed pistol in hand.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But it was not the pistol that kept him from breaking
-down the door and laughing in her face. He had anticipated
-amusing himself with her female terrors as soon as
-the hunting season closed, but he found himself grown
-quite indifferent not only to her charm, but to the exquisite
-pleasure it had once given him to torture her. His dreams
-and visions, his increasing delusions, filled his life. Woman
-was too contemptible to consider; were it not that it
-gratified his growing passion for autocracy to have a
-prisoner of state, he might have amused himself by turning
-her out of the house in the middle of the night and dogging
-her footsteps to Stanmore or Bushey.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He still compelled her attendance at table, but otherwise
-took no notice of her whatever. So absorbed was he
-that he failed to observe that his wife was now well supplied
-with books and no longer looked desperate or even
-discontented. Her three devoted friends had made an
-arrangement with her bookseller to send her all that she
-ordered from his catalogue, and Bridgit had turned over
-her membership with the London Library. One of the
-first books she sent for was a recent work on insanity.
-She was not long discovering that France was a paranoiac,
-and she wrote to her aunt, asking her to invite him to
-dinner, and two alienists to meet him. But Mrs. Winstone
-was shocked at the suggestion, not only because she
-hated increasingly the “grimy,” in other words serious,
-side of life, but because it would be a thankless task to
-assist in proving that a member of one of the great families
-of Britain was a lunatic. She chose, therefore, to believe
-Julia quite mistaken, that France was merely a trifle more
-impossible than ever, and assumed the high moral ground
-that it would be unfair to take advantage of a trusting
-guest. Julia concluded that to write to the duke would
-be equally ineffective, besides making an enemy of him for
-life, and she knew that France would not be induced to dine
-with either Bridgit or Ishbel. He had always hated both of
-them. There was nothing to do, therefore, but wait for him
-to develop acute mania, and to keep a pistol in her pocket;
-taking her walks abroad while he was forced to sleep, and
-locking herself in her room when she was not at table.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It was during this strain on her nerves that she began to
-long for the repose of the East. Orientalism was in her
-brain cells. What imagination her mother possessed had
-been projected toward the East for long before and after
-her birth. The science of astrology is the birthright of
-the East, the very word sways and parts the shadowy curtains
-that hang before civilizations old before the Occident
-was born, evokes the gorgeous heavy sinister pictures of
-ancient cities, of vast arid plains where only the stars were
-alive. This mysterious poetical science had been the romance
-of Julia’s youth, and the East was the one quarter
-of the globe, save Great Britain, that she had ever heard
-discussed. In London she had escaped theosophy and other
-made-up fads of the same nature, but although the call of
-the East had often and for long been overlaid in her consciousness,
-it never failed to make itself heard if she stood
-before a picture portraying India, Arabia, Persia, or read
-of personal adventures in the East by writers with the rare
-gift of atmosphere. In the loneliness and terrors and constant
-tension of her present life she forgot the call of the
-too modern, too similar life, across the Channel, hearkened
-increasingly to that of the East. It promised a vast repose,
-an endless feast of beauty, unfathomable mysteries, a life
-as different from that of the West as it was in the days of
-Mohammed, Zoroaster, or Christ.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia’s first passion was slowly growing in the unsatisfied
-depths of her mind, but that is the last name she would
-have given it. She was yet to realize that imaginative
-people with productive activities, however latent, have
-passions of the brain or ego as intense and profound as ever
-one sex compelled in the other in the interests of the race.
-Julia, abominating all that the word love implied (a state
-of mind inevitable unless she had been coarse and callous),
-but young, fervent, and conceptive, was both situated and
-tuned to be caught in the eddies of an impersonal passion.
-It might have been art, but she was not an artist; study and
-politics had failed her, and although psychology interested
-her, she was too restless for science in any form; therefore,
-she had no sooner chanced upon one or two picturesque
-old books of Eastern travel than she succumbed to the
-passion for place. She sent for no more books save those
-that carried her to the Orient. Her imagination blazed.
-She was transported into a new and enchanting world.
-Her good resolutions to live for the race were forgotten.
-The moment she was free she would fly to the East and live.
-She was almost happy. Then she descended into England
-and the purely personal life with a crash. Ishbel sent her
-a marked copy of a newspaper containing the announcement
-of Mr. Jones’s death, a week later wrote that she
-should marry Lord Dark as soon as a decent interval had
-elapsed, and commanding her to leave France and come to
-London, where employment awaited her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia became her cool practical self at once. She packed
-her boxes, sent for a fly when France had gone for one of
-his merciless rides,—he was killing his horses,—and left
-this note behind her: —</p>
-
-<div class='blockquote'>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Mr. Jones is dead. Ishbel will marry Lord Dark as
-soon as possible. If you make a second attempt to wreck
-her business you will have him to reckon with. He is, in
-any case, well able to take care of her, and no doubt she
-will give up the business. As there is now no way in which
-you can injure her or any of my friends, I have made up
-my mind to leave you once for all. You will save yourself
-trouble by recalling that we are in the twentieth century
-and that the law does not compel me to live with you.</p>
-
-<p class='line' style='text-align:right;margin-right:2em;margin-top:0.5em;'>“<span class='sc'>Julia.</span>”</p>
-
-</div>
-
-<h2>XII</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Bridgit</span> met Julia at the train and there was purpose in
-her eye. Julia laughed, knowing that her time had come,
-but returned the warm embrace with which she was greeted,
-and allowed herself to be carried without protest to the
-house in South Audley Street. Mrs. Herbert was no less
-handsome and fascinating than of old, but if anything she
-was still more upright of carriage, determined of eye, and
-expressive of ardent purpose. Widowed long before the
-war, Geoffrey’s death had made no change whatever in
-her life, although she had sent after him the sincere and
-hearty regret she would have felt for the loss of any friend.
-As she was needed in South Africa she had gone there, made
-herself useful without any fuss, and returned as soon as she
-could to her work in England. This work was now clearly
-defined. Bridgit Herbert, indeed, was not the woman to
-spend any great amount of time seeking or floundering.
-No dreamer, her mind, once awakened to the futilities of
-the life of pleasure, her energies roused, she had applied
-herself immediately to a survey and study of her times, and
-found the work which coincided with her particular talents.
-Horrified and disgusted with poverty, she sought and
-found the obvious remedy in the Socialism of the advanced
-and more practical of the Fabians, although the
-“ideology” of the older Socialists would have made little
-appeal to her. Soon convinced, however, that Socialism
-could make little headway against the individualistic
-and acquisitive mind of the twentieth century male,
-her fighting blood had warred with her direct practical
-mind until she had happened to go to the north with an
-inspector of factories, and listened to somewhat of Christabel
-Pankhurst’s propaganda in behalf of Woman’s Suffrage
-among the trade-union organizations, a factor in
-politics of increasing power. She was struck, not only by
-the abominable grievances of the working women in general
-and the factory women in particular, but by their intelligence;
-nor was she long discovering that the average
-of intelligence all over England was higher among poor
-women than among poor men. Where a man grew dull in
-the routine of his work and further blunted his faculties in
-the public house, his wife, with her manifold petty interests
-and schemings to make a little money go a long way, and
-filled with ever changing anxieties for her children, was far
-more alert of mind and eager for improvement. It did not
-take either Mrs. Pankhurst or her sleepless daughters to remind
-Bridgit that in this great body of women lay the future
-hope of Socialism, or of any reform directed against the
-elimination of poverty. But this army was of no more
-consequence at present than an army of ants. It must
-have the ballot, and Bridgit had spent much of her time in
-the last two or three years among the working women of
-England, educating them to a sense of their responsibilities.
-It was not until 1903 that the women of the middle class
-were generally roused from the apathy into which they had
-fallen, with the exception of spurts, since 1884, and the
-Woman’s Social and Political Union was formed by Mrs.
-Pankhurst; but when Julia arrived in London, the old
-movement was beginning to lift its head, and Bridgit Herbert
-was not the only hopeful and far-seeing mind at work.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And what is it you want?” asked Julia, listening to the
-old familiar and beloved roar of London. They were in
-Mrs. Herbert’s den, and the hostess, her eyes still radiant
-with hospitality, was standing behind the low fire-screen
-with a hand on either point. Julia wondered if White
-Lodge were a nightmare.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The vote. Because the time has come, men having
-made a mess of most things, for women to apply their
-higher faculties to the domestic affairs of the nation; also
-because the condition of poor women and children in this
-country is appalling, and men have proved their utter indifference
-to a fact which is also a factor in so many great
-incomes. Moreover, men have had their day, just as
-monarchies and aristocracies have had their day. The
-day of woman and the working-class is dawning, and it is
-high time.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And are women ready?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Those that are not can be taught. That is what we
-are for.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We? I suppose,” with a sigh of resignation, “<span class='it'>that</span>
-is my métier, what I have been struggling toward all this
-time.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You recognize that you have abilities at last, then?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, yes, and I shouldn’t wonder if I had ambition, but
-just now I don’t feel either ambitious or energetic. I’m
-wild to go to India and the rest of the East —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, nonsense, we’ve a great fight coming, and you must
-brace up and be one of the generals. Time enough to idle
-when you are old. Just now, until we can shut France up
-and ask the courts to give you an income, you are going to
-be my secretary —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do you really need one?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do I? Well, rather. I had one of the best, but her
-mother is ill and she may not be able to return to me for
-months. You’ll have tons of letters to write.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So much the better, for I couldn’t live on even your
-charity.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Charity? When my only chance to have an intimate
-friend is in a secretary, I am so rushed? I’m companionless,
-but life is frantically interesting.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And if Julia found herself unable to reach this pitch of
-enthusiasm, she certainly found the new book of life offered
-for her daily reading quite absorbing enough to fill her time
-and thoughts. Her clerical hours were short. The rest
-of the day, and often during half the night, she was seeing
-all the problems at first hand. She went daily with Bridgit
-to the East Side and saw poverty outside of books; poverty,
-unthinkable, criminal, fleshless, stinking. At night
-she dreamed that all the babies in the world were wailing
-for food, all the mothers were emaciated, with eyes of
-bitter resignation, all the little girls pinched and old
-and hard. Herded misery, hopeless filth, black despair.
-Julia was quite unable to recall the reverse side of
-the picture, in which many were healthy in spite of poverty,
-and cheerful if only because temperament is stronger
-than circumstance. She hoped that some day she should
-fully wake up and burn with a zeal as great as Bridgit’s,
-but now her brain was tired, and, had she but known it,
-she protested against living for others until she had lived
-for herself first. Quite as unconsciously her mind was made
-up to live her Eastern romance the moment she was free.
-She heard not a word from France, but guessed the truth;
-he had forgotten her. If this were the case, however, it might
-mean that at any moment he would be a dangerous lunatic,
-and she felt that the duke should be warned. As this
-was a delicate task, and as her uneasiness grew, she finally,
-on Bridgit’s advice, wrote to his firm of solicitors. Solicitors
-are probably the most conservative members of conservative
-England; but full of duty withal. The junior
-member found himself overtaken by a storm near White
-Lodge and craved hospitality of his patron’s distinguished
-kinsman. France, either because suspicion was still active
-in a brain not clouded, but blazing with a light unknown to
-common mortals, or because he happened to be in a good
-humor, had never appeared to better advantage. The
-solicitor returned to London so inflamed with indignation
-that the letter he wrote to Julia breathed his contempt for
-her entire sex. Julia shrugged her shoulders and dismissed
-the matter from her mind. Let them work out their own
-destinies.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When she was not haunting the slums, she was attending
-meetings: Fabian, labor, working-women, coöperators’,
-old and new suffrage; at all of which the eternal problem
-of poverty was the main topic of discussion. She was
-also taken to visit the slaughter-houses, where the ignorance
-and savagery of the women employed was primeval. She
-visited the textile factories of the north, where the work of
-women and children at the loom was relieved only by alternate
-hours of drudgery in the home, and where there
-seemed no object in living whatever. The pit-brow women,
-at least, had developed the strength and endurance of men,
-and no doubt would have proved equally efficient in war.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Manchester was a very hot bed of social reform, and
-Julia was shown all the horrors to which reform owed its
-concept. She wondered increasingly at the frail fabric of
-aristocracy and wealth that tottered on its heaving foundations,
-and conceived some measure of respect for its cleverness.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This drastic experience was enlivened now and again by
-glimpses of Ishbel, still the merriest, and now the happiest,
-of mortals. The lines of fatigue and anxiety had disappeared,
-she was once more the prettiest woman in London,
-and she needed but the halo of her future position as Countess
-of Dark to make good people wonder how they could
-have forgotten it. Julia thought her the most fortunate
-of women, if only because she was realizing all the romantic
-dreams of her girlhood on the bogs. Dark was handsome,
-clever, kind, almost unselfish. He was profoundly in love
-and he had a very decent income. Above all he had the
-most romantic title in the British peerage—Earl of Dark!
-No wonder those fluttering moths of American girls wanted
-titles. Such a one would make the dullest man in England
-look romantic to yearning republican eyes, when even an
-Ishbel was enchanted at the prospect of owning it.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And yet I am the most practical of mortals—the half
-of me!” she said gayly, one day, as they sat in the boudoir
-over the shop, drinking tea unseasoned with reform. “Odd
-and modern combination!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But you’ll give up the shop?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not really. It is coöperative now, and too many
-would suffer if I neglected it altogether, or withdrew. I
-must continue to see that it remains a success, for it is
-something to have solved the problem of living for a few
-women, at least.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia hastily changed the subject.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Shall you become a society beauty again?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ve hardly thought of it. I mean to be happy, and I
-think we’ll travel and live in the country for a year. Society
-is always with us. That first year! No duties shall share
-an hour of it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Right you are. I never could love and never want to,
-and I’m quite resigned to becoming a torch-bearer, suffering
-martyrdom, if necessary, in the cause of woman, but
-meanwhile I’ve something up my sleeve. I dare not mention
-it to Bridgit again, and shall have to run away when my
-time comes, but I can confide in you. The moment I am
-free I am going to India—Persia—Arabia—and stay
-there until some other part of me is gratified, I hardly know
-what. I only know that the call is unceasing and that I
-never can accomplish anything here, whole-heartedly, at
-least, until I have got that off my mind.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“By all means, go. It’s unhealthy to repress your
-strongest personal desires, and you are young yet. I wonder,
-by the way, if you will ever have the zeal of these other
-women? You have a sort of sardonic humor —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I want a career, and in this rising inevitable woman’s
-movement lies my chance. When my time comes, my zeal
-will be great enough—for all they can give me I’ll pay
-them back a hundred fold. I want power if only because
-nothing less will pay the debt of these last years, and I am
-horribly sorry for the poor of the world. When I am ready
-I shall jump into the arena with my torch, but I’ll find myself
-wholly in the East first.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why not go now? I can let you have the money.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No, I’ll wait.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>As it happened she did not have long to wait. She and
-Bridgit were driving home one evening after talking to an
-intelligent club of East End women, when they heard the
-familiar cry of “Extra,” and a flaming handbill was waved
-in front of the window as the brougham was blocked.
-Bridgit, whose quick glance overlooked nothing, exclaimed,
-“Great heaven!” and leaned out, throwing the boy a sixpence.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What is it?” asked Julia, languidly. She had been
-forced on to the platform, and was still cold from fright.
-“A strike?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Bridgit lifted the tube and gave an order to the coachman
-that made Julia sit erect.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Kingsborough House.” Then to her companion,
-“France tried to kill the duke this afternoon.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They found Kingsborough House in confusion, the flunkys
-looking as flabby as if the ramrods in their backs had
-dissolved, leaving nothing but the sawdust stuffing. The
-duchess was in hysterics upstairs (“she is sure to be an
-anti,” remarked Mrs. Herbert); the duke was under the
-care of his doctor; but Lady Arabella received them, and
-graciously observed that she was glad to see that Julia
-still felt herself a member of the house of France. She told
-them the story, which was brief enough. France had suddenly
-appeared that afternoon, and upon being shown into
-the duke’s study had sprung upon his kinsman before the
-footman had closed the door, demanding that he should abdicate
-in his favor, threatening him with immediate death
-if he refused. The footman had called other footmen, and
-it had taken four of them to hold France down while the
-duke, his coat torn off and his face bleeding, had himself
-telephoned for the police. France meanwhile had struggled
-like a demon, shouting that he had come to kill not only
-the duke but the boy, that his time had come to live and
-theirs to die, that they were deliberate malicious enemies
-who stood between him and the greatness which would
-permit him to send his invitations to the crowned heads of
-Europe; and “heaven knows what else,” added the distressed
-Lady Arabella. “To think of poor Harold going
-mad. At first we thought he might merely have been
-drinking, but with the police came poor Edward’s doctor,
-and he pronounced him as mad as a hatter. Do stay here
-with me to-night, Julia. You are a clever little thing, and
-always keep your wits about you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia remained at Kingsborough House for several days.
-When the duke heard what little of her own story she was
-willing to tell, and that she had endeavored to protect him
-through his solicitors, he was honest enough to admit that
-he would have been hard to convince of a kinsman’s insanity,
-and generous enough to be grateful to her. Indeed,
-so relieved was he at his narrow escape, and at the report of
-the lunacy commission which incarcerated France for life,
-that he bubbled over with something like human nature;
-and, as the expensive sanatorium would cut deeply into his
-cousin’s original income, announced his intention of giving
-Julia for life seven hundred and fifty of the thousand pounds
-he had so long allowed her husband. Julia refused this
-offer, until the duke told her impatiently that if she did not
-take it he would merely pay Harold’s expenses in the sanatorium,
-and leave her to the courts, also that she was legally
-a member of his family, and pride, therefore, absurd.
-Julia turned this over, and concluding that the house of
-France owed her a good deal more than it could ever pay,
-consented and thought no more about it. A month later
-she was on a P. and O. steamer bound for India.</p>
-
-<div><span class='pageno' title='273' id='Page_273'></span><h1>BOOK IV<br/> HADJI SADRÄ</h1></div>
-
-<h2 class='nobreak'>I</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Upon</span> Julia’s return to England in April of 1906 she was
-greeted with the news of the destruction of San Francisco
-by earthquake and fire. Nigel, to whom it had occurred
-to her to send a telegram from Flushing, met her at Queenboro’,
-and, his imagination fired by the great physical
-drama, it was the first piece of news he imparted. Julia,
-although she was looking straight into a pair of ardent
-handsome eyes (Nigel had recovered his looks, and the subtle
-marks of Time enhanced them), sent her mind on a
-flight of seven thousand miles to centre about the young
-American friend that she had so nearly forgotten.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He must be—let me see—five- or six-and-twenty,”
-she announced.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Who?” Nigel’s eyes flashed.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“A Californian I met when he was a boy—Mrs. Bode’s
-brother. You can’t mean that everybody was killed.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Let us hope not. First reports are always exaggerated.
-But the Californians in London are frantic—can’t get a
-penny on their letters of credit, either. Indeed, nothing
-outside of our own bailiwick has excited us as much as this
-in many a long day.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I felt some big earthquakes in India—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, nothing like this,” said Nigel, who would brook
-no cheapening of the magnificent panorama in his mind.
-“With the possible exception of the eruption of Mont Pelée,
-this is the most dramatic thing that Nature has done in
-our time. Think of it! Not a second’s warning. The
-most important city on the Pacific Coast and its half million
-people wiped out. The earth rocking miles of blazing
-buildings for hours. Precipices along the coast plunging
-into the sea! The hills rolling like grain. Jupiter! What
-a sight from an airship! Would that I had been there to
-see.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I don’t fancy you would have seen much from an airship,
-if there was any smoke with the fire. Have you reconstructed
-all that from bald cablegrams?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The bald facts are enough—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“To have made your imagination happy. I have always
-said that you would satisfy it yet with a work of pure romance.
-But I don’t mean to joke. It is too awful. I
-heard only a confused rumor on the train yesterday. Poor
-Dan! But I feel sure that he could take care of himself,
-and of a good many others—if there was any chance at all.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Possibly. But enough of horrors. I want to look at
-you.” (They had a compartment to themselves.) “You
-must have enjoyed yourself quite as well as you meant to
-do. I never saw any one so—well—improved, although
-that sounds banal. It never occurred to me that you could
-be prettier than when you first came to London, but you
-are. Your eyes—what is it?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, my eyes have seen things. I have done a good deal
-more than enjoy myself.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Have you come back to be the high priestess of some
-cult?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not I. I have sat at the feet of wise men in Benares
-and in Persia, and learned—a little. We Occidentals
-are never initiated into the deeper mysteries. They despise—or
-fear—us too much for that. But even a little
-of the wisdom of the East must widen our vision and prove
-an everlasting antidote to the modern spirit of unrest—about
-nothing.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And enable you to forget your friends for four years?
-We have each had three letters from you and three or four
-times as many post cards.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“One secret of enjoying the East is to forget the West.
-And for at least a year I was intoxicated—drunk is more
-expressive—with its enchantments. The spell broke in
-Calcutta, where I spent a winter in society. Then I went
-to Benares to study.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You could have told me as much in a cablegram. What
-took you to Acca?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I went to see Abdul Baha Abbas, and investigate the
-new religion. My master told me of it in India, and I found
-that in Persia, after losing some twenty-five thousand by
-massacre, it had got the best of its enemies by converting
-the government. Even the women are receiving the higher
-education. So I went on to headquarters. Not that any
-religion could make a personal appeal to me, but I had an
-idea about this one. The idea proved to be reasonable,
-and, accordingly, I have brought you the Bahai religion as
-a present.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Brought me? What should I do with it?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Make use of it to your own glory and the benefit of the
-race. We have always agreed that Socialism would never
-prevail until it acquired a soul. That admirably constructed
-but unappealing machine needs the Bahai religion
-to give it light and fire; and the Bahai religion, sane and
-practical as it is, needs a good working medium. Combined,
-they will sweep the world. With your skill and enthusiasm,
-you will find the task congenial and not too difficult.
-Like Socialism, the new and practical sort, Bahaism
-must begin at the top and filter down, for it makes its appeal
-to the brain, to the advanced thinker, to those that
-feel the need of a religion, but have long since outgrown all
-the silly old dogmas, with their bathos and sentimentalities,
-primarily intended only for the ignorant. Unity in rights.
-Freedom of the political as well as the spiritual conscience.
-In other words, the elimination of all that provokes war;
-which means universal peace. Peace. Peace. Peace.
-That is the keynote of the Bahai religion, as love was intended
-to be of Christianity. All the best principles of the
-five prevailing religions are incorporated in this, all the
-barriers between them razed, and all the nonsense and narrow-mindedness
-left out. And the keynote of all this?
-Knowledge. True knowledge, intellectual as well as spiritual.
-The universal spread of science and the development
-of the arts, to war in men’s minds—the real battleground—against
-the greed of money which makes man so stunted,
-uninteresting, and miserable to-day. One language, one people,
-one faith. No hierarchy. Good morals and charitable
-deeds as a matter of course. The worship of one God, and the
-universal peace, to be founded in the centre of the civilized
-world. Unity and Peace! Then we are promised that
-the earthly world shall become heavenly. Not in our
-time. But it will be interesting to help start the ball rolling,
-and to watch it roll. Every man is supposed to have a
-latent desire for perfection. There is your cue. There
-lies the brain of this religion. What a subtle appeal to
-vanity, man’s primal and deathless weakness! Even greed
-only ministers to it. If I wrote fiction I should take this
-cue myself, but as it is I have brought it to you. Go to
-Acca, get it all at first hand, and write your immortal
-book.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So you did think of me that far?” Nigel stared at
-her, fascinated, but with his man’s ardor checked. In
-spite of her frank delight in greeting him, the spontaneous
-friendliness of her manner, she seemed to him incredibly
-remote. The eyes that looked straight into his had new
-and unfathomable depths, and he wondered if she had not
-learned more of Eastern lore than she had any intention of
-admitting.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course,” she said, smiling. “And I have speculated
-a great deal about you. All I know is that you won the
-Nöbel Peace Prize—a wonderful book! I read it—and
-your last—in the colonial edition. But I know nothing
-else about you. Have you fallen in love with any one
-else?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No, I have not,” said Nigel, crossly, “and I am not so
-sure that I am still in love with you. I only know that you
-haunt my imagination and make all other women seem flat.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah! We could be the ideal friends. But hasn’t anything
-happened to you besides merely writing books and
-becoming a peer of the realm?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, yes, I have been discovered by the United States
-of America.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“They were long enough about it. But they always get
-hold of the little men first.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, I might be one of the little ones, judging by the
-fuss they are making over me. Reams of stuff in magazines
-and the Sunday newspapers—all about my ‘great’ works;
-in which I find myself credited with an assortment of philosophies
-no two men could carry; at least a hundred attitudes
-toward Life; and incredible designs upon the peace
-of the world—although still others maintain that I am
-merely a dilettante aristocrat playing with picturesque
-material. I am so bewildered that I hardly know what I
-am myself. Some of the adverse criticisms are so good
-that I forget the writer doesn’t in the least know what he
-is writing about. The only thing clear to me is that my
-income is trebled, and that I am offered unheard-of sums
-(from the modest European point of view) to write for their
-magazines and newspapers. I have even been invited to
-go over and lecture, and am promised a unique advertisement:
-‘The Peer among Authors.’ Fancy trying to be
-original after that! I believe I have also a cult—and am
-making hay while the sun shines; for I am given to understand
-that crazes don’t last long over there. Each of us,
-as discovered,—sometimes a few of us at once,—is the
-‘greatest of modern English authors.’ I should think their
-own authors would combine, capture the press, and train
-their guns on us, and their eloquence on their public: it
-would appear that the American public, in art matters,
-believes everything it is told long enough and loud enough.
-Far be it from me, however, to complain. It has enabled
-me to put a new roof on my old castle—as good as an
-American wife, without the bother—and buy a villa on
-the Riviera—which I am hoping you will consent to
-occupy with me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not I. You go to Acca, and I to my work here. If it
-hadn’t haunted me, assisted by indignant letters from
-Bridgit, I doubt if I ever should have left the East. But if
-the East is in my blood, some magnet in the West directed
-at my brain cells dragged me home. Besides, what have
-I developed myself for? Now is the time to find out.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Nigel sighed. “The old order changeth. You women
-are not far off from getting all you want, no doubt about
-that, but you will lose more than you gain.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“From your point of view. It is not what <span class='it'>you</span> want.
-We shall get what <span class='it'>we</span> want, which is more to the point.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, I can’t blame you,” said Nigel, honestly. “Man
-was bound to have his day of reckoning. For my part I
-hardly care, being a lover of change, and wanting to see all
-of this world’s progress it shall be possible to crowd into
-my own little span. And although you are far from all the
-old ideals, it would be the more interesting to live with you.
-I have always had a sneaking preference for polygamy—one
-wife for children and solid comfort, and one for companionship—to
-keep a man from roving abroad.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>To his surprise Julia colored and a look of distress and
-apprehension routed the bright composure of her face.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I should like children!” she exclaimed. “They would
-not interfere with my work, either. Why should they?”
-Then she darted off the track of self. “Tell me of Ishbel.
-She is happy, I feel sure, and she has two dear little babies.
-I am the godmother of the first.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, but she haunts that shop. It was running to
-seed without her, and she had no sooner taken hold again
-than the work microbe woke up. Dark doesn’t fancy it,
-but says there’s nothing for a sensible man to do these days
-but take woman as he finds her and chew his little cud in
-silence. He doesn’t forget how both Ishbel and Bridgit
-calmly shuffled off their husbands when they had no further
-use for them.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Work. I fancy that was the real magnet that brought
-me back. I revelled—revelled—but the reaction set in
-like a rising tide, and at last was quite as irresistible. I
-should have come back before this, but I wanted to remain
-in Acca until I was convinced that the Bahai religion was
-all it attempted to be. Go there at once. Abdul Baha
-has promised that you shall live in his house. Moreover,
-they want a big author to exploit it in the West before it has
-been misrepresented and cheapened by the swarm of little
-writers, always in search of what they call ‘copy.’ ”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I should feel like a bally hypocrite. I’ve no more religion
-in me than you have. If God is in man, and self is
-God, then that atom we call self is what is given us to lean
-on without asking for more. To demand help outside of
-ourselves is a confession of failure.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course. But how many have penetrated the secrets
-that far? The majority must have a religion to talk about
-and lean on. When they get the right one, the world will
-be a far more comfortable place to live in. That, to my
-mind, is the whole point. You and I have useful brains,
-and it is our business to help the world along. In my inmost
-soul, I don’t care any more for the cause of woman
-or the rights of the working-class—save in so far as it gives
-me the horrors to think of any one being cold and hungry—than
-you care about religion; but I shall work just as hard
-for both as if I never had had a thought for anything else.
-Now tell me about Bridgit.”</p>
-
-<h2>II</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Nigel</span> left her at the door of her hotel and did not see her
-again for two days. Little did he guess the reason. He
-carried away to his club (both resentfully and sadly) the
-picture of a new Julia, all intellect, poise, and mystery;
-a Julia from whom the impulsiveness, ingenuousness, and
-young enthusiasm had gone forever, left in that unfathomable
-East which gives knowledge and takes personality;
-a cold brilliant creature, with developed genius, no doubt,
-but with nothing left to beg unto a man’s heart and senses.
-And this, indeed, was one side of Julia, and the only one she
-purposed the world should see; because in time it was to
-be her whole self, and she a happy mortal.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When she shut the door of her sitting-room in the gloomy
-exclusive hotel in one of the quiet streets near Piccadilly,
-to which she had telegraphed for rooms, she subsided
-into the easiest chair and cried for half an hour; nor
-did she ascend from the slough of her despondency
-for the rest of the day. For the past four years
-she had lived virtually out of doors. As her angry
-frightened eyes looked back they recalled nothing but
-floods of golden light, an endless procession of Orientals,
-gleaming bronze or copper, turbanned, hooded, dressed in
-flowing robes of white or every primal hue; streets, crooked,
-latticed, balconied, sun-baked; gorgeous bazaars; life,
-color, beauty, romance (to Western eyes) everywhere. She
-was come to a London wrapped in its old familiar drizzle;
-huddled over the small grate, its cold penetrated her marrow;
-in the narrow street, dull, grimy, flat, there was rarely a
-sound. As she had entered the ugly entrance hall below
-she had been met by two solemn footmen, one of whom had
-conducted her slowly up three flights of stairs (there was no
-lift in this exclusive hostelry); another followed an hour
-later with her luncheon of good food cooked abominably.
-The butler stood in front of her like a statue and pretended
-not to observe her swollen eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>If she had been wise, she would have gone to the Carlton
-or the Ritz, where at least she could have descended at
-intervals into a very good similitude of luxury and magnificence,
-been able to fancy herself in the midst of “life”;
-she would have dined with brilliantly dressed and animated
-people, and, incidentally, been cheered by French cooking.
-But, like many others, she favored the small hotel where one
-was almost obliged to bring a letter of introduction, where
-one was supposed to be “at home” with personal servants;
-and where, indeed, one was as deeply immersed in privacy
-and silence as if quite at home in North Hampstead. Julia,
-who had been consoled for the loss of the dainty dishes of
-the East by the kaleidoscopic pleasures of the continent,
-choked over her shoulder of mutton, large-leaved greens,
-and hard round peas unseasoned, boiled potatoes, and pudding,
-wept once more after the remains and the butler had
-vanished, cursed women, and half determined to take the
-night train for Egypt and Syria.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She had not wanted to “be met,” shrinking from too
-prompt a reminder of the past. Now she wished that
-everybody she had ever known had crowded the platform
-at Victoria, and “rushed her about,” until she felt at home
-once more in this huge and dismal and overpowering mass
-of London. And as ill-luck would have it even her two
-best friends would be denied her for days, possibly for weeks.
-Ishbel was in Paris. Bridgit was in Cannes recovering from
-severe physical injuries incurred in the cause of woman. At
-one of the great Liberal meetings in the north, during the
-General Election, she had risen and demanded that the new
-Government declare its intentions regarding the enfranchisement
-of women. She had been pulled down, one man
-had held his hat before her face, and when she struggled to
-her feet again, protesting that she had the same right to
-interrupt the speaker with questions as any of the men that
-had gone unreproved, she had been dragged out by six
-stewards and plain-clothes detectives, with as much vigor
-as if she had been the six men and they the one dauntless
-female. They had mauled her, twisted her, pummelled her,
-and finally flung her with violence to the pavement. She
-had gathered herself up, although suffering from a broken
-rib, attempted to address the crowd in the streets,
-been arrested and swept off to the town hall. She had
-given a false name that she might be shown no favor,
-and the next morning, refusing to pay her fine, was sent to
-gaol for seven days. She had lain in a cold cell for nearly
-twenty-four hours unattended, in solitary confinement, and
-on a small allowance of food which she could not have
-eaten if well. At the gaol she asked to be sent to the hospital,
-but before her request was granted, a member of the
-new Government ascertained her name, and, horrified at
-the possible consequences to himself, paid her fine summarily,
-and sent her to a nursing home. Here she had lain
-until her broken rib had mended, and was now in the south
-of France assuaging a severe attack of intercostal neuralgia.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This story, told by Nigel, had filled Julia with an intense
-wrath, and struck the first real spark of enthusiasm in her
-for the cause of woman, but it burned low in these dull
-hours of loneliness and nostalgia, and she wished that her
-magnificent friend had remained as in the early days of their
-acquaintance, whole in bone and skin, and untroubled of
-mind.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But if Julia was acting much as the average woman acts
-during her first hours alone in an immense and inhospitable
-city, which the sun refuses to shine upon, a city that knows
-not of her existence and cares less, she was furious with
-herself, even before she recovered. Where was the poise,
-the serenity, the grand impersonal attitude, she had learned
-from her subtle masters in the East? Where the full calm
-determination with which she had returned to take up her
-self-elected duties, to gratify a long latent but now full-grown
-ambition to build a unique pedestal for herself in the
-world; in other words, to achieve fame and power? Out
-there it had been both easy and natural to plan, to dream,
-to vision herself at the head of womankind, burning with
-the enthusiasm of the artist, even if the cause itself left her
-cold. She had believed herself made over to that extent,
-at least; and now she dared not see Nigel Herbert lest she
-marry him off-hand, and insure herself a life companion and
-the common happiness of woman.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She denied him admittance, even refusing to go down to
-the telephone (such were the primitive arrangements of this
-exclusive hostelry), and vowed that once more, peradventure
-for the last time, she would wrestle with her peculiar
-problem and inspect her new armor at every joint.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>For Julia, even during her first year in India, had learned
-lessons untaught by Eastern philosophers. She had no difficulty
-in recalling the moment when that green shoot had
-wriggled its head out of what she called the morass in the
-depths of her nature. She had been floating one moonlight
-night in a boat propelled by a turbanned silhouette, on a
-small lake surrounded by a park as dense as a jungle.
-From the head of the lake rose a marble palace of many
-towers and balconies, whose white steps were in the green
-waters. Just overhead was poised the full moon,—a crystal
-lantern lit with a white flame. A nightingale was pouring
-forth its love song. Warm, delicious odors were wafted
-across the lake from the gardens about the palace.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, whose soul had been steeped in all this beauty, her
-senses swimming with pleasure, suddenly, with no apparent
-volition, sat upright and gasped with resentment. Why
-was she alone on such a night? Why, in heaven’s name,
-was not a man with her,—the most charming man the world
-held, of course (there never was anything moderate in
-Julia’s demands upon Life)? why was not this perfect mate,
-his own soul steeped, his senses swimming, even as were her
-own, sitting beside her, looking at her with eyes that proclaimed
-them as one and divinely happy? It was the
-night and the place for the very fullness of love, and she
-was alone. How incongruous! How inartistic! What a
-waste! Women have been known to feel like this in Venice.
-How much more so Julia, in the untravelled undesecrated
-depths of India, at night, with the moon and the nightingale
-and the heavy warm scents of Oriental trees, and shrubs,
-and flowers!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When Julia realized where her unleashed imagination had
-soared, she frowned, deliberately laughed, and opened her
-inner ear that she might enjoy the crash to earth. But
-she sat up all that night. From her room in the guest
-bungalow (her friends had provided her with many letters),
-she could look upon the white palace, gleaming like sculptured
-ivory against the black Eastern night, hear the waters
-lapping the marble steps. Strange sounds came out of the
-quarters devoted to the superfluous wives and their female
-offspring: passionate melancholy singing, sharp infuriated
-cries, monotonous string music, infinitely hopeless.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And she was free, free as the nightingale, free to love;
-young, beautiful, with the world at her feet. What a fool
-she was!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Although she had now been in India for nearly a year,
-this was the first time the sex within her had stirred, and
-she had been one with scenes lovelier than this, revelled
-from first to last in all the beauty and variety and mystery
-and color which she had craved so long in England. In
-spite of dirt and stench, of entomological bedfellows, bullock
-carts, and lack of every luxury in which the British
-soul delights, she was too young and too philosophical
-to have permitted the worst of these to interfere with her
-complete satisfaction. And it had, this wondrous East,
-absorbed and satisfied her until to-night. She had asked
-for nothing more. And now she wanted a lover.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Looking back upon her life with France, she discovered
-that she had practically forgiven him the moment she had
-been assured of his insanity. No doubt he had been irresponsible
-from the first. This admission had subconsciously
-wiped out his offences, and with them the memory of that
-whole odious experience. She still blamed her mother, but
-she had pitied France when she thought of him at all. The
-heavy noxious growth in her soul had withered and disappeared,
-the dark waters turned clear and sparkling. She
-was ready for love, for the rights and the glory of youth.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Kneeling there, gazing out at the enchanted palace,
-watching the moon sail over the misty tree-tops to disappear
-into the dark embrace of the Himalayas, her annoyance
-passed, she exulted in this new development, these vast and
-turbulent demands. She would find love and find it soon.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>With Julia to think was to do. The next day she set out
-on her quest. To love any of these Indian princes was out
-of the question, even though she might live in marble palaces
-for the rest of her life. There was nothing for it but to
-go to Calcutta and present her letters to the viceroy and
-notable British residents. She found Calcutta the most ill-smelling
-city on earth, but its society was brilliant and industrious,
-and she met more charming men than in all her
-years in England. For some obscure reason Englishmen
-always are more charming, natural, and even original in the
-colonies and dependencies than on their own misty isle.
-Perhaps they are more adaptable than they think, more
-susceptible to “atmosphere” than would seem possible,
-bred as they are into formalities and mannerisms of a thousand
-years of tradition, too hide-bound for mere human
-nature to combat unassisted.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Moreover, in India they wear helmets, which are vastly
-becoming, and white linen or khaki, which wars with stolidity.
-Julia met them by the dozen and liked them all. She
-danced six nights out of seven, flirted in marble palaces
-whose steps were in the Ganges, on marble terraces vocal
-and scented. She had never been so beautiful before, she
-was quite happy, she was indisputably the belle of the
-winter, she had several proposals under the most romantic
-conditions (carefully arranged by herself), and she was
-wholly unable to fall in love.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>At the end of the season she understood, and was aghast.
-She demanded the wholly impossible in man, a man that
-never will emerge from woman’s imagination and come to
-life; a man without common weaknesses, who was never
-absurd, who was a miracle of tenderness, passion, strength,
-humor, justice, high-mindedness, magnetism, intellect,
-cleverness, wit, sincerity, mystery, fidelity, provocation,
-responsiveness, reserve; who was gay, serious, sympathetic,
-vital, stimulating, always able to thrill, and never to bore;
-a being of light with no clay about him, who wooed like a
-god, and never looked funny when his feelings overcame
-him, and never perspired, even in India.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>In short, Julia packed her trunks and went to Benares
-to study Hindu philosophy.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But although she was not long finding her balance (in
-which humor played as distinguished a part as her learned
-masters), she never wholly ceased to be haunted by the
-vision of the perfect lover and the complete happiness he
-must bestow upon a woman as yet not all intellect. There
-were times when she sat up in bed at night exclaiming aloud
-in tones of indignation and surprise, “<span class='it'>Where</span> is my husband?
-Mine? He <span class='it'>must</span> exist on this immense earth. Where is
-he?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She knew that other women of humor and intellect, Ishbel,
-for instance, had ended by accepting the best that life
-purposed to offer them, and been quite happy, or happy
-enough. But she dared make no such experiment with
-herself. Genius of some sort she had, and she guessed that
-geniuses had best be content with dreams and make no experiments
-with mere mortal men. She knew that if she
-exiled herself to America, or the continent of Europe, with
-the most satisfactory man she had met in Calcutta, or even
-with Nigel Herbert, she ran the risk of hating him and herself
-before the honeymoon was out. Nevertheless, the
-woman in her laughed at intellect and went on demanding
-and dreaming.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But all this did not affect her will nor hinder her mental
-progress. While automatically hoping, she was hopeless,
-and bent all her energies toward accomplishing that ideal
-of perfection she had vaguely outlined the night at White
-Lodge when once more settling the fate of Nigel. Here in
-Benares, sitting at the feet of men that appeared to live
-in their marvellous intellects, and to be quite purged of
-earthly dross, it seemed simple enough to her strong will
-and brain. Of mysteries she was permitted more than one
-glimpse. She felt herself drawing from unseen, unfathomable
-sources a vital fluid which she chose to believe would
-in time restore in her that perfect balance of sex qualities,
-that unity in the ego, which had been the birthright of the
-man-woman who rose first out of the chaos of the universe,
-who was happy until clove in half and sent forth to wage
-the eternal war of sex, even while striving blindly for completion.
-She learned that in former solar systems, whose
-record is open only to those so profoundly versed in occult
-lore that their disembodied selves read at will the invisible
-tablets, that chosen women had attained this state of perfection,
-of absolute knowledge, of original sex, and with it
-immortality. Immortal women. Wonderful and haunting
-phrase! At certain periods of even earth’s history,
-they had reappeared in human form to accomplish their
-great and individual work. But their number so far had
-been few, and they were easily called to mind, these great
-women that stood out in history; indispensable, mysteriously
-powerful; disappearing when their work was done,
-and leaving none of their kind behind them.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia’s favorite teacher, an old Sufi Mohammedan named
-Hadji Sadrä, told her that the world, the Western world
-particularly, was ripe for them again, that now their numbers
-would be many, for modern conditions made their
-general supremacy possible for the first time in Earth’s
-history. There was no movement in the East or West that
-this old philosopher was not cognizant of, no tendency, no
-deep persistent stifled mutter; and although he had all
-the contempt of the ancient Oriental brain for the crude attempts
-of the Occident to think for itself, he had a growing
-respect for Western women, and told Julia that all conditions,
-both in the heavens and on the earth pointed to the coming
-reign of woman; led in the first place by those reincarnated
-immortal souls of whom he was convinced she was one,
-possibly the greatest. So he interpreted her horoscope,
-laughing at the narrow wisdom of the Western mind which
-could see naught but a ridiculous position in the peerage
-of Europe; the starry hieroglyphics plainly indicated that
-she was to rule her sex and lead it to victory.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>All this was highly gratifying to Julia (to whom would it
-not be?), and feeling herself destined to greatness, found its
-spiritual part simpler of achievement than if the suggesting
-had been lacking. In this ideal of perfection there was no
-question of eliminating human nature, with its minor entrancing
-elements, its sympathy, tenderness, its power to
-love; merely the complete control of a highly trained mind
-over the baser desires, the contemptible faults, the foolish
-ambitions and temptations, which keep the average mind in
-a state of bondage, restless, vaguely aspiring, always dipping,
-and never happy. Nevertheless, love could be but
-an incident. The highest ideal was to stand alone. The
-greatest attributes of the masculine and female mind united
-in one mortal brain, the ability to obliterate the world at
-will and live in the contemplation of knowledge, the irresistible
-power which comes of absolute mastery of self and
-of living in self alone,—unity in the ego, independence of
-mortal conditions—here was the perfect ideal which Julia
-was bidden to attain, which few but Orientals have even
-formulated.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>On this high flight had Julia been sustained during the
-following years. But, sitting in her gloomy, chill and tasteless
-London sitting-room, she looked back upon it as a
-fool’s paradise, and felt merely a dismal traveller in a
-strange city; but recalling a threat of Hadji Sadrä, dared
-not send for the man she still liked best in the world.</p>
-
-<h2>III</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Night</span> came, and the night had no terrors for Julia. Her
-Hindu master had taught her the science of relaxation, and
-given her certain powerful suggestions, one being that she
-should fall asleep within half an hour of going to bed and
-not awaken for eight hours.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The morning, therefore, found her refreshed; and although
-she was still annoyed at the discovery that she had
-not made herself over once for all, she had no intention of
-rocking her feminine ego in her arms again for some time
-to come. Another lesson she had learned was to switch
-thought off and on; she relegated her femaleness to the
-depths, and turned her attention to the work that had
-drawn her to England. The monthly bulletins with which
-Mrs. Herbert had remorselessly pursued her, alone would
-have kept her informed on every phase of the Woman’s
-War, and she had heard somewhat of it elsewhere. She
-was satisfied that in this new and menacing demand for the
-ballot, women were prompted neither by vanity nor mere
-superfluous energy, but by an experience with poverty
-which had taught them that this great problem was their
-peculiar province. They were prepared to devote their
-lives to its solution, to court sacrifices such as man had never
-contemplated; and they had the time, the instinct, the
-practical knowledge, which would enable them, if armed
-with political power, to solve this hideous and disgraceful
-problem once for all.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia had driven through a famine district in India and
-felt her brain wither, her veins freeze, as she stared at
-mile after mile of starving skeletons, lying or huddled by
-the roadside, feebly begging with eyes that seemed to accuse
-the Almighty for multiplying the superfluous of earth.
-What to do for these wretches, dying by the million, she
-had no more idea than Great Britain herself; but if it was
-beyond human power to grapple with the question of starving
-millions in a season of drought in India, so much the
-more reason to attack the less desperate but no less abominable
-question in a land where the poor were the result of
-the callousness of man. In dealing with this complicated
-problem many lessons would be learned that might later
-be applied to poverty on the grand scale.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The ballot, therefore, was but a means to an end, and to
-assist in winning it she had returned; meaning to devote
-to it all her time, her energies, and her talents. But must
-she join this new “militant movement”? She frowned
-with distaste. As to many at that date, it seemed both
-foolish and vulgar. Moreover, like all fastidious women
-that wish for fame, she shrank from notoriety, from figuring
-in any sort of public mess. However! She should
-soon be given her rôle, and whatever it might be, she was
-resolved to play it to a finish, and without protest.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Meanwhile she was eating her breakfast, the one appetizing
-meal in England, and when she was further refreshed,
-she opened the newspaper on the tray, remembering the
-disaster in San Francisco. The news was more encouraging.
-The city was still burning, but the loss of life had been comparatively
-small, and the inhabitants were either escaping
-in droves to the towns across the bay or camping on the
-hills behind San Francisco. Once more Julia’s thoughts
-flew to Daniel Tay, and she conceived the idea of writing
-to him. Surely an old friend could do no less, and now
-if ever he would be grateful for remembrance.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Therefore, as soon as she was dressed, she went to the
-desk in the drawing-room and committed the most momentous
-act of her life. She wrote to Tay a long and lively
-letter, full of feminine sympathy, of concern for his welfare
-and for that of his city. There were many allusions to their
-brief but unforgotten friendship (she had almost forgotten
-it!), references to his boyish sympathy, and assurances that
-she was now well, happy, free, and full of interest in life.
-“Do write to me,” she concluded. “That is, if you ever
-receive this; and tell me all about your life in the past ten
-years. Did you go on your ten-thousand-dollar spree?
-Have you made your great fortune? Are you ruling the
-destinies of your city? I have always felt sure you would
-never stop at being merely a rich man. And Mrs. Bode?
-And Ella?” (alas!) “I do hope they have not suffered too
-much in this terrible disaster. If you like, if you have not
-wholly forgotten me all these years, I’ll write you of my
-life in the East these past four, and much else. I remember
-how freely I used to talk to you, dear little boy that you
-were, and I don’t think I have ever talked so freely to any
-one else. It would be rather exciting to correspond with
-you. But if you have quite lost interest in me, at least remember
-that I have not in you,—no! not for one moment—and
-long to hear how you have weathered this
-frightful calamity.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Now, why do women lie like that? Julia was as truthful
-as any mortal who is a component part of that complicated
-organism known as society may be, but she wrote these
-lines without flinching, quite persuaded for the moment,
-indeed, that she meant every word of them. Perhaps here
-lies the explanation, in so much as all memories are alive
-in the subconsciousness, and leap to the mind the instant
-their slumbers are disturbed by the essential vibration;
-there to assume full and dazzling control. Let it go at that.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, as a matter of fact, looked somewhat dubiously
-at the last paragraph of her letter. It was not in the least
-Oriental. She was also astonished at the length of the letter
-itself. She had long since discovered, however, that there
-are some people to whom one can write, and many more to
-whom one cannot. Oddly enough Nigel Herbert was of
-the last. He wrote a colorless letter himself, never striking
-that spark which fires the epistolary ardor; but Julia reflected
-that she could write for hours on end to Daniel Tay;
-she felt as if embarked on some vital current which leaped
-direct from London to San Francisco, no less than seven
-thousand miles. She sealed the letter.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Then she discovered that the sun was out and remembered
-that she had an aunt. Her feelings for her only
-relative in England were not of unmixed cordiality, but it
-would be something at least to bask for a little in the presence
-of one so entirely satisfied with herself. Moreover,
-she wanted news of her mother; and this duty was inevitable
-in any case.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She determined to walk the short distance to Tilney
-Street as she wished to post the letter herself. Still exhilarated
-at the writing of it, she ignored the mud of the streets,
-sniffed the old familiar grimy air, with some abatement of
-nostalgia for the East, and even found amusement in the
-windows of Bond Street.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When she came to the first pillar box and applied her
-letter to its yawning mouth, she paused suddenly, assailed
-by one of those subtle feminine presentiments which her
-long residence in the Orient had not taught her to despise.
-She withdrew the letter and walked on, smiling, but disturbed.
-She even passed two more boxes, but at the fourth
-shot the letter in. Her planets had long since made a
-fatalist of her, more or less. And she had adventurous
-blood.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She found Mrs. Winstone risen, groomed, coifed, with
-even her smile on, and seated before her desk in the front ell
-of the drawing-room, answering notes and cards of invitation.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah, Julia!” she said casually, as she rose and offered
-her cheek. “Home again? How nice. But that coat and
-skirt, my dear! Quite old style.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Rather!” said Julia, making herself comfortable. “I
-took them out with me. Who’s your tailor now?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, a new man. A duck. I’ll take you to him this
-afternoon. Just left one of the big houses, so his prices
-are quite possible—at present. Glad you’ve kept your
-complexion. How is it you don’t sunburn?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I don’t fancy people born in the tropics ever do. Glad
-you haven’t grown fat.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’d put on a bit if it weren’t the fashion to look like a
-plank back and front. I’ve got to the age where I’d look
-better filled out. ’Fraid I’m really gettin’ on. Beaux are
-younger every year.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You look quite unchanged to me,” said Julia, politely.
-“How’s the duke?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Quite fit, I believe. They’re still at Bosquith. Margaret
-broke her leg huntin’.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Have you heard from my mother lately? I have not,
-for several months. I had hoped to find a letter here.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I got her usual quarterly page the other day. She
-seems well enough. I’ve been to Nevis since you left.
-Nerves got rackety, and the doctor told me to go where I’d
-really be quiet. I was! But I shouldn’t wonder if I went
-again some day. Never looked so well in my life as when
-I came back. Simply vegetated.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And how does my mother look? I cannot imagine
-her changed—but—it is a good many years!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She looks exactly the same. Ain’t you ever goin’
-back?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not until she sends for me. I can’t help feeling that
-she doesn’t want me,—prefers not to be actively reminded
-of the last and most tragic disappointment of her life. I
-sometimes wonder that she writes to me. Her letters are
-even briefer than those to you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Perhaps you are right. She hasn’t forgiven you—or
-herself. I tried to tell her some of your charmin’ experiences
-with Harold,—there was so little to talk about, I
-thought it might be interestin’ to see how she took it,—but
-she wouldn’t listen!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Poor mother! What a life! I wonder if she would
-let me have Fanny?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Fanny?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, I am quite alone, you know. I could do for her
-nicely, and it would almost be like having a child of my
-own.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I detest Fanny,” said Mrs. Winstone, with some show
-of human emotion. “She’s a minx. Jane will have her
-hands full three or four years from now.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She was such a dear little thing.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, she’s a little devil now. I don’t say she mightn’t
-be halfway decent if she’d led a life like other children, but
-she’s never played with a white child, and rules those pic’nies
-like a she-dragon—she’s not too unlike Jane in some
-things. Her only companion is a washed-out middle-aged
-governess, who might as well try to manage a hurricane.
-Jane vows she shall never marry. Her mistake in France
-seems to have fixed her hatred of man once for all, and although
-Fanny bores her, she’s of no two minds as to her duty
-toward the brat. She is never to meet a young man of her
-own class, if you please, and as soon as she is old enough is
-to be trained in all the duties relating to the estate. Nice
-time Jane’ll have preventin’ Fanny meetin’ men if only one
-sets foot on the island; and there’s talk of rebuildin’ Bath
-House. She’s overcharged with vitality, that child, she’s
-a will of iron, and she’s already an adept at deceivin’ her
-grandmother—no mean accomplishment! And she’ll get
-worse instead of better in that ghastly life. I wouldn’t
-trust her across the street three years from now.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, the poor little thing! She must be rescued.
-Surely if my mother doesn’t care for her she’ll be the more
-willing to give her up. But she must, a little. She was
-strict with me, but always kind and even affectionate.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She’s not to Fanny. She looks upon her as a plague;
-and with good reason, for a noisier or more messy child I
-never saw. But she’ll do her duty as she sees it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I believe Fanny is really adorable. I shall write at
-once and beg for her.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You won’t get her, and you needn’t regret it. I’m no
-fool where my sex is concerned: Fanny’s the sort that’s
-put into the world to make trouble. What are your
-plans? Shall you take a flat in town?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It will depend.” Julia paused a moment and then
-hurled her bomb. “I’ve come back to enroll in the
-Woman’s War.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What?” Mrs. Winstone looked about to faint; then
-her expression became stony. “Why, women are disgracin’
-their sex, makin’ perfect fools of themselves! Bridgit
-Herbert must have gone mad. All her friends will cut
-her. A woman of her class fightin’ men and sleepin’ in
-prison! She deserved all she got, and so will you if you’ve
-anything to do with these tatterdermalion females shriekin’
-for notoriety. That’s all they’re after. Forcin’ their way
-into the House of Commons! No wonder the men are
-disgusted. It’s a middle-class movement, anyhow. You!
-That’s the reason, I suppose, you don’t mind wearin’ a
-coat and skirt four years old.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, but I do mind! I hope you’ll take me to your
-tailor this very day.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“There! I knew you were jokin’. I should simply
-retire if I had a suffragette in the family. Come down to
-luncheon and then we’ll go out and shop.”</p>
-
-<h2>IV</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>During</span> the early weeks of this same year, Christabel
-Pankhurst had established in London a branch of the
-Woman’s Social and Political Union founded in Manchester
-in 1903 by Mrs. Pankhurst. The rooms were in
-Park Walk, Chelsea, and here were the headquarters of
-that “Militant Movement” so execrated by the National
-Union of Woman’s Suffrage Societies, and by Society in
-general. Their numbers were few, their funds were almost
-nil, their years, with one or two exceptions, absurdly young,
-they were thrown entirely upon one another for sympathy
-and approval, a goodly proportion had already been
-severely pummelled by men twice their size, and in the
-proportion of three or more to one, and several were still
-in hospital, injured, perhaps for life. But they had made
-all England talk about them, and a few, a very few,
-farsighted men had apprehended them as a definite
-and permanent factor in the politics of the twentieth
-century.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Of these was Nigel Herbert, and it was from him that
-Julia learned all that she did not know already of their
-history. Bridgit had sent her clippings from newspapers
-containing references to the opening of the campaign by
-Miss Pankhurst and Annie Kenny, at the first great Liberal
-meeting of the General Election in October, which resulted
-in their arrest and imprisonment. At Acca she had heard
-the movement discussed by English pilgrims; and in English
-newspapers, read in continental reading-rooms, she
-had come across many comments—indignant, sarcastic,
-infuriate—upon the performances of these outrageous
-females. But from Bridgit she had not heard since a few
-days before that lady’s own battle royal, and it was to
-Nigel that she turned for unimpassioned information. He
-had told her something in the train, and he gave a concise
-history of the new movement as soon as he was permitted
-once more to sun himself in her presence.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“They’re here to stay,” he said. “I know six or eight of
-them personally; been making a study of them, although
-they don’t know it. They’re like no other women under
-the sun—nor any sun that has ever shone. They’ve a
-new group of brain cells, and something new and big is
-coming out of it. The only historical analogy I know of
-is those old martyrs that died in the cause of some new
-departure in religion; those that make such excellent subjects
-for stained-glass windows. They’ve got the same
-look those old leader-martyrs had when chained up to the
-stake and waiting for the faggot. The same grim patient
-mouths, the same clairvoyant eyes, as if looking straight
-at the unborn millions liberated by the martyrdom of the
-few. Their enthusiasm is cold—and eternal. They are
-as deliberate as death. There are no better brains in the
-world. Precious few as good. They never take a step
-that isn’t calculated beforehand, and they never take a
-step backward. Discouragement and fear are sensations
-they have never experienced. When they are hurt they
-don’t know it. They fear injury or death no more than
-they fear the brutes that maul them. In short, they’re
-a new force let loose into the world; and the geese outside
-put them down as hysterical females. But if this silly
-old world had always been quick to see and wise to act we’d
-have no history. So there you are.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And the next day Julia accepted this estimate without
-reserve. Having introduced herself at headquarters, registered,
-and paid her dues, she sat for a time listening to a
-quick incisive debate upon all steps to be taken in
-the House of Commons, on the night of the 25th, in case
-the Woman’s Suffrage Resolution, for which Mr. Kier
-Hardie had secured a place, should be talked out by its
-enemies.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>After a time Julia forgot to listen, being quite convinced
-that they would act as they purposed to act, and make no
-misstep. Their looks interested her far more than their
-words. With possibly two exceptions, whose flesh gave
-them a superficially conventional appearance, they did not
-look like women at all. They looked pure brain, sexless,
-selfless, ruthless. Most of them had as little flesh as it is
-possible to carry and live, as if Nature herself had sent
-them into the world trained and hardened for fight and for
-no other purpose whatever. Julia saw not the slightest
-evidence of personal ambition in those grim set faces, with
-eyes that were preternaturally keen in debate, and, to use
-Nigel’s word, clairvoyant in repose; merely that stern
-inflexible purpose which has been the equipment of martyrs
-since Society emerged out of chaos; but directed by a
-mental power, a modern balance, that saved them from the
-stupidities of fanaticism. That they were ready to go to
-the stake, or the hangman, she did not doubt, and it was
-possible that some of them would, unless the enemy came
-to its senses in time; but that they would fail in their
-purpose ultimately was as unthinkable as that they would
-ever lay down their arms. Truly a new force unleashed.
-Were these the immortal women?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia felt thrilled, exalted. All the iron in her nature,
-a gift of inheritance which had saved her from degradation
-and melancholy and the common foolishness of women;
-which, in a word, had made her stronger than life, rose
-from its long sleep and exulted. Here was a career, and
-here were associates worth while. The cause of woman
-in the abstract had left her cold, but when she realized the
-immense brain power, the unqualified courage, the unhuman
-endurance, imperative to put the right sort of new
-life into a great but long moribund cause, and sweep it to
-a triumphant finish, she felt on fire with enthusiasm;
-the abilities she had so long played with crystallized suddenly
-and leapt at their opportunity. Some day she should
-command these women, or their successors, and to do that
-would be as great a feat as to lead them to victory. She
-was more than willing to consecrate her personal ambition
-to the future of her sex, but that she never could lose sight
-of it would but give her an additional power. She could
-become as grim, as relentless, as indomitable as they, but
-she doubted she could ever be as selfless, or if she wished
-to be. For a moment she envied as much as she admired
-them, but the personality she once had believed murdered
-by her husband had long since revived with a double
-vitality, and the time was not yet when it could dissolve
-in the crucible of a cause.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When the meeting broke up she asked to be given active
-work to do, being well aware that one must serve before
-fit to command. They had been taught to expect her by
-Mrs. Herbert, and her offer of service as well as her donation
-was thankfully accepted. One of their number was told
-off to instruct her, and she was ordered to hold herself in
-readiness to go to the Midlands and take part in a by-election,
-working to defeat the liberal candidate if he persisted
-in his attitude of hostility to woman’s demand
-for the vote. She and her present instructor, Mrs.
-Lime, should heckle him when he spoke, canvass,
-distribute suffrage literature, and speak against him in the
-market-place, or at any corner where they could gather a
-crowd.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The latter part of the program was by no means to
-Julia’s taste, but she had made up her mind to obey orders,
-and she took them in the same matter-of-fact fashion in
-which they were delivered. Mentally, she shrugged her
-shoulders. If these women could stand it, she could.
-There was not a coarse, a vulgar, a hard face among them.
-And should she not exult in the prospect of a stirring
-career, the constant outlet for her energies, the lethe for
-her womanhood? The more adventurous the details, the
-better!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She looks like Lady Macbeth,” said one of the girls as
-Julia departed with an armful of literature, and accompanied
-by Mrs. Lime. “Cool, calculating, ambitious,
-intellectual, unscrupulous in the grand manner.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“H’m,” said another, dubiously. “Lady Macbeth had
-her weaknesses, and lost her mind,—something Mrs. France
-must retain if she is to be as useful to this cause as Mrs.
-Herbert and Lady Dark would have us believe.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Lady Macbeth up to date, then. The original was
-shut up in a castle with too few interests and opportunities;
-nothing to distract her mind. And remember she
-accomplished her purpose first.”</p>
-
-<h2>V</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>If</span> one will dig deeply enough into the psychology of
-those great enthusiasms which have altered the course of
-history, one will generally discover some personal, overlaid,
-self-forgotten motive which bred the martyrs and
-kindled the leaders necessary to arrest the attention of the
-world, and make the vast number of converts essential to
-give any cause dignity and insure to it victory. It may
-be an acute disappointment in human nature, some assault
-upon highest instincts or treasured convictions, or even
-disappointed ambition; but above all is it likely to have its
-seed in that burning hatred of injustice which animates all
-minds with a natural bias for reform. The Prophets may
-have been inspired and preordained, but leaders and
-martyrs hardly, although they are entitled to the first
-rank in the history of the Great Causes.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>With Bridgit Herbert it had been not only the profound
-reaction of a fine mind from the empty life of society, but
-the bitter recognition that she had lavished the wealth of
-her nature on a handsome fool, who laughed and kissed her
-when her ego struggled out of its embryo and looked for
-wings on his. Then had come the amazing discovery that
-the men she most liked, of whose friendly devotion she had
-felt assured, had no possible use for her when they found
-that she purposed to console herself with her intellect
-instead of with themselves; that so slight was the impression
-the greatness in her nature had made on them, they
-would be the first to balk her on every issue she held most
-dear. Her vanity soon healed, but she had been cut to
-the quick; and all the obstinacy, scorn, and strength in
-her arose, and counselled her to pay back to man something
-of what woman had suffered at his hand throughout
-the ages.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It is possible that if Christabel Pankhurst, bred on suffrage
-as she was, had not been refused admission to the
-Bar when she applied to the Benchers of Lincoln’s Inn
-Fields, she might not have conceived the Militant Movement
-at the psychological moment. Julia needed no
-further inducement to enter the career she once for all
-elected to follow that afternoon in Chelsea, but she, too,
-needed the sharp personal jolt to banish the abstract, and
-substitute the concrete enthusiasm; and she got it long
-before her impersonal ardor had time to cool.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Ten days after she had received her first instructions, she
-arrived with Mrs. Lime in the Midland town where the
-by-election campaign was to open. Mrs. Lime was an
-experienced heckler, and was already acquainted with the
-inside of prison and gaol, but unknown in the Midlands.
-Julia had found much inspiration in Mrs. Lime, a typical
-product of that awakening which began in 1901. Her small
-body looked as if it might have an unbreakable skeleton of
-steel, and her gaunt, dark, rapt face was deeply lined,
-although she was but twenty-four. Like Annie Kenny,
-she had been a half-timer at the loom at the age of ten,
-and had worked in the cotton mill until she married a
-plumber eight years later. Her husband died when she
-was twenty-two, and she was using his savings in the cause
-which she knew to be the one hope for thousands of girls,
-overworked and underfed, as she had been. In her early
-youth she had managed, against desperate odds, to acquire
-an education of sorts, and her speeches were remarkably
-effective; terse, logical, and informing. Once she would
-have worshipped the luminous beauty of this new recruit,
-but now she merely regarded it as a practical asset.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Don’t let yourself run down,” she said to Julia as they
-sat in their hotel the night before the opening of the campaign,
-discussing their own. “Keep that hair bright,
-and wear your good clothes, as long as you’ve got them.
-Our ladies think too little about clothes, and its natural,
-being at this business all their lives, as you might say. But
-with you it’s different. You’ve got the born style, and
-you’d have hard work looking dingy. Don’t try. You’ve
-got just the air and the beauty to attract the crowd at the
-street corner, although you’ll soon be too familiar a figure
-to the police to get past the door. But ugly little things
-like me can do the heckling.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The Liberal candidate made his first speech on the following
-night, but neither Julia nor Mrs. Lime found it
-possible to enter the hall. Men were learning wisdom.
-All women without cards or escorts were barred. Both
-the girls were roughly handled as they attempted again
-and again to obtain entrance; and as there was no crowd
-outside to address, they went back to the hotel to await the
-candidate’s return. They sat in the passage, and when he
-came in, shortly after eleven o’clock, Mrs. Lime immediately
-confronted him.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You will tell us, if you please,” she said, “what you
-mean to do about giving the ballot to women.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The candidate, who had congratulated himself upon
-accomplishing the exclusion of suffragettes from the hall,
-and had even taken the precaution to leave by the back
-door, colored with annoyance; and his eyes flashed contempt
-upon the plain little figure planted in his path.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I state my intentions on the platform,” he said
-haughtily, and attempted to brush past her. But Mrs.
-Lime changed her own position and once more impeded his
-progress.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Your intentions regarding votes for women,” she said
-in her even emotionless voice. “You are said to oppose
-it. I warn you that unless you assert that this is not true,
-and that you will do all in your power to assist us in winning
-the ballot, we shall do all we can to defeat you in this election.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We?” He laughed outright. “How many more of
-them are there like you?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia rose and came forward. “Two,” she said. “And
-two against one is a proportion never to be despised.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The man stared at her and his overbearing manner
-underwent a change.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you!” he said. “Well <span class='it'>you</span> might get something
-out of a man if you tried hard enough.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>France had more than once burst out that his wife had
-the north pole in her eyes, that it was a waste of time to
-look for it anywhere else; and the frozen stare which this
-candidate received dashed his mounting ardor. He
-frowned heavily. “I say!” he said. “Get out of this.
-It’s no business for you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Since when have politics ceased to be the business of
-English women? You will declare for us publicly and
-unmistakably, or I shall make it my business to defeat you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He stared at her again, this time in some dismay. He
-had yet to learn the power of women in general, when
-possessed of the brain and courage and holy fervor that are
-no mean substitutes for beauty and family, but he well
-knew the power that women of the class to which this
-antagonist belonged had wielded in the political history of
-England. For a moment he hesitated. What was a
-promise to a woman? And it would be safe to get rid of
-this woman as quickly as possible. The other, of course,
-didn’t matter. But he was an honest man in politics,
-whatever his other failings, and he would as soon have
-given the vote to the devil as to women. He turned
-on his heel.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do your worst,” he said. “That’s all you’ll get out
-of me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The next day Julia hired a motor car, and they pursued
-the candidate from town to town and village to village.
-He was contesting a large borough, whose member, returned
-at the general election, had died suddenly. It contained
-several towns and many villages. In the latter, Julia and
-Mrs. Lime visited every cottage, petted the children, distributed
-their literature, promised all they conscientiously
-could if the ballot were given to women, and implored help
-in defeating a man who was an avowed enemy. They
-converted most of the women, and made no little impression
-on the men, most of them colliers, who gathered about
-their car in the evenings. The car impressed the men
-almost as much as the eloquence of the speakers. Their
-thick heads, generally thicker at eight in the evening, were
-as impervious to female suffrage as the heads at Westminster,
-but Julia and Mrs. Lime had borrowed all the
-arguments of the Conservative candidate and used them
-with no less eloquence, and the more penetrating ingenuity
-of their sex.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>At every hall they were refused admittance. Julia soon
-grew accustomed to being pulled about; her arms were
-black and blue; and she had twice been obliged to invest
-in new hats both for herself and Mrs. Lime. Her diffidence
-had vanished, and, her fighting blood up, and now
-completely interested, she spoke whenever the opportunity
-offered.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>One dark night, when they had had the usual experience
-at the hall entrance, they were prowling about hoping
-to find an unguarded door, when they espied a scaffolding
-under one of the high windows. It was elevated on a
-rough trestle. The same idea animated them simultaneously.
-Without a word they climbed the precarious
-foothold, tearing their skirts, and splintering their hands,
-and felt their way along the scaffolding until they were
-close to the window. Then they unrolled their white
-banners inscribed “Votes for Women,” and waited. The
-candidate, who possessed the inestimable advantage of
-belonging to the party just come into power, was lauding
-its virtues, promising all things in its name, and reiterating
-the abominations, now somewhat stale, of the party that
-was responsible for the colossal war taxes, and the industrial
-depression. There were pertinent questions asked, which he
-answered good-naturedly; for although he would fain have
-gone through his carefully rehearsed speech uninterrupted,
-he was far too keen a politician to insult a voter.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now!” whispered Mrs. Lime, and simultaneously two
-heads appeared at the window, two banners were waved,
-and Julia, having the more carrying voice, cried out: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And how about Votes for Women?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>If a flaming sword had appeared, there could not have
-been more excitement. The candidate turned purple.
-The chairman jumped to his feet, crying “outrageous,”
-and the audience took up the word and shouted it, some
-shaking their fists. Several men ran down the aisle.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The stewards!” whispered Mrs. Lime, “and they’ll
-be joined by the door police.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It was darker than ever without, after the glare of the
-hall, but once more they felt their way along the scaffolding,
-reached the uprights, and clambered down just as a
-dark mass turned the corner of the building.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>There was no time to cross the street. Mrs. Lime seized
-Julia’s hand and darted under the trestle. “Lie down
-with your face to the wall, and close,” she commanded.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Their clothes were dark and they were unobserved by
-the men, who stood for a moment looking up.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll go up this side,” said one of the policemen, after
-straining the back of his neck in vain, “and you go up the
-other. The rest look in that shed behind. That’s where
-they likely are.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The men mounted gingerly, the others disappeared.
-Mrs. Lime gave Julia a tug, they wriggled out, and ran
-round to the front entrance. Before those on the rear
-benches knew what was happening, the two girls were halfway
-down the middle aisle. Then another roar arose.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Put them out! Put them out!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia and Mrs. Lime attempted to mount a bench, but
-were pulled down. About them was a sea of astonished
-indignant faces, such as, no doubt, confronted the British
-working-man years before when he so far forgot himself
-as to demand equal political rights with the gentry and the
-employer. Julia laughed outright as she saw those scandalized
-faces, but it would have fared ill with them when
-the police and stewards came running back, had not several
-gentlemen, who, unwilling to see violence done to women,
-however they might disapprove of their tactics, formed a
-bodyguard, and escorted them to the door. Quite satisfied
-with their night’s work they went to their inn and slept
-soundly.</p>
-
-<h2>VI</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>So</span> far they had not spoken in any of the larger towns,
-for in this manufacturing and colliery district it was difficult
-to collect a crowd in the market-place except on Saturday
-nights, and heretofore heavy rains had kept the men
-indoors with their pipe and beer. But they distributed
-their literature on the streets, and in shops and hotel
-dining-rooms, visited every house to which they could
-obtain entrance, and scored one signal triumph. The Conservative
-candidate, watching their progress, and having
-no fixed scruples to violate, came out sonorously for Woman.
-He even called on them personally and promised his active
-help in Parliament if they would canvass for him. They
-did not place too much faith in his word, but they were
-out to defeat an enemy, one who was also a member of
-that party responsible for all the indignities visited upon
-their cause. By this time that momentous night had come
-and gone when Mrs. Pankhurst and her band were forcibly
-ejected from the latticed gallery above the House of Commons,
-after hearing their bill talked out; and Sir Henry
-Campbell-Bannerman, after receiving the deputation of
-representative women with amiability and encouragement,
-had astounded them with the warning that they were to
-expect nothing from his Cabinet. So war had been declared
-on the Government, and this was merely the first of
-the by-elections which was to give the women an opportunity
-to exhibit their power.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We’ve a chance!” said Mrs. Lime, as the Conservative
-candidate smiled himself out of their presence. Her dark
-eyes were full of light, her sad mouth smiling. “Oh,
-but a chance! If we could only win! There’d be some
-head-shaking up there at Westminster.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well!” said Julia, also triumphant, “at least we’ve
-made the Liberal candidate look persecuted. I know
-that every time he catches sight of us he longs to call the
-police.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The following day was Saturday and they arrived at one
-of the most important towns in the district. The sun was
-out and it was immediately decided to take the corner
-hustings. By this time, Julia had quite forgotten her old
-objection to street corners; it seemed to her that she had
-forgotten everything she had known on any subject than
-the one in possession; and she was further inspired by the
-discovery that her tongue possessed both persuasiveness
-and power. Even bad speakers like to hear themselves
-talk as soon as they have mastered fright, and never was
-there a good one that would not rather be on the stump
-than off it. Julia was enjoying this hard fighting as she
-had never enjoyed anything in her life.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The town was surrounded by cigarette factories, and on
-this Saturday afternoon it seemed to Julia that every girl
-they employed must be promenading the streets with her
-hooligan swain. They were bold-looking creatures, cheaply
-and loudly attired, and universally hilarious. By this
-time Julia had concluded that the common people of
-this section of the Midlands were more common, more
-rude, more offensive than any she had encountered in
-England, with the possible exception of the barbarians in
-the London slaughter houses. Even Mrs. Lime remarked
-sadly that comparative prosperity did not seem to improve
-her class. But Julia had yet to learn that these young
-people had a brutal license in their natures, a ribald savagery,
-that was a part of their general indifference to morals
-or any sense of decency.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She and Mrs. Lime immediately divided the town into
-districts, and seeing a group on a corner near to which there
-was a convenient box, Julia mounted her platform and
-began to address the eight or ten young men and women.
-At first they merely gave a rough laugh; then one cried
-out: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“W’y, it’s a bloomin’ suffragette! Oh, I say, wot a
-lark! W’y ain’t ’er golden ’air ’anging down ’er back?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia had heard remarks of this sort before, although her
-speaking experience had lain almost altogether in the
-villages, where the human animal, less sophisticated, is
-also less aggressive. In a few moments the group had
-become a crowd that blocked the street, and she quite
-believed that no speaker had ever looked into so many hard
-and hostile eyes. The face of every man wore an insulting
-grin. She went on unperturbed, however, welcoming them
-at any price, for this was her first opportunity to address
-a town crowd. The more hostile, the better. She was
-confident of getting their ear in time.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But it was soon evident that they had no intention of
-giving her their ear. They roared with laughter, they
-gave unearthly cat-calls. Finally one hurled a vile epithet
-at her. This was a signal which unloosed their proudest
-accomplishment. When they had exhausted their vocabulary,
-and it was a large one when it came to obscenity,
-they began again; but finding that she looked down at
-them undisturbed, merely waiting for a pause, they began
-to grow angry, and pushed forward. Julia’s box was already
-against the wall, there was no possible means of
-retreat, and there was not a friendly face in that ugly crowd.
-But she was not conscious of any fear. Not only was she
-fearless by nature, but she had been trained during these
-last four years to impassivity in any crisis. What she
-really felt was the profound disdain of the aristocrat for the
-brainless mob, and although she did not realize this at the
-moment, it did flash through her mind that here was one
-section of the poor that might go to the devil for all the help
-and sympathy it would ever get from her. But of these
-and other uncomplimentary sentiments she betrayed no
-more than she did of fear, although she was not sufficiently
-hardened to suppress an inward quiver at the foul language
-with which she had now been assailed for some ten
-minutes.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I say!” cried one of the girls, when her companions
-finally paused to draw breath. “Is she a bloomin’
-stature? Let’s put some life in ’er.” And another
-shrieked, “Wot’s golden ’air for if it ain’t ’anging down ’er
-back? Let’s put it w’ere it belongs.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That’s right.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The crowd surged forward. Julia, looking into those
-primitive faces, the faces of good old barbarians, full of the
-lust to hurt, wondered if her time had come. She made
-no doubt that they would tear the clothes off her back,
-perhaps trample her underfoot, for they had lashed their
-passions far beyond their limited powers of restraint.
-She squared her shoulders. For the moment the world
-looked to her full of eyes and fists. Then she hastily
-glanced to right and left. Down the street two blue-clad
-figures were advancing, accompanied by the Liberal candidate
-and another man. She drew a long breath of relief.
-She had grown to look upon the British policeman as her
-natural enemy, but now she hailed him as her only friend
-on earth.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She raised her arm and indicated the approach of the
-law. One of the men followed her gesture, and shouted,
-“The bobbies.” The clinched hands dropped and the crowd
-fell back. As the two policemen strode up Julia expected to
-see official fists fly, and as many arrests made as two men
-of law could handle. To her amazement the policemen
-pushed their way through the mob and jerked her off
-the box.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Nice doings, this,” cried one, indignantly. “Obstructing
-traffic and collecting crowds. Ain’t you suffragettes
-ever going to learn sense?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I!” cried Julia, with still deeper indignation. “You
-had better arrest your townspeople. Couldn’t you hear
-them using language that alone ought to send them to jail?
-And couldn’t you see that they would have torn me to
-pieces in another moment? Why don’t you arrest them?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It’s you we’re going to arrest. It’s you that’s obstructing
-traffic and collecting crowds, not them. They’re out
-for their ’arf ’oliday.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But I tell you they threatened me with violence.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Serves you right. You come along, and if you make
-any fuss you’ll get hurt, sure enough.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And Julia, filled with a wrath of which she had never
-dreamed herself capable, was dragged off between the two
-policemen, while the crowd jeered and howled, and the
-Liberal candidate stood on the other side of the street
-laughing softly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Once her fury so far overcame her that she struggled and
-attempted to break away, but one of the men gave her arm
-such a wrench that she walked quietly to the Town Hall,
-thankful that anger had burned up her tears.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>At the Town Hall she was charged with disorderly conduct
-and obstructing traffic, and promptly committed to a
-cell, to await trial on Monday morning.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>So Julia spent twenty-four hours in prison. She could
-have summoned sleep at night had she been disposed, but
-nothing was farther from her thought. She was too infuriated
-to sleep and forget for a moment the gross injustice
-to which she had been subjected by the laws of a country
-supposed to be the most enlightened on the globe. She
-had mounted a box to make a peaceable—not an incendiary—speech,
-something men did whenever they listed,
-and with no fear of punishment. Her denouncement
-of the Liberal candidate and her plea for Suffrage would
-have contained no offence against law and order; but she
-had been treated as if she had incited a riot, while the vile
-creatures that had insulted and threatened her were not
-even reprimanded.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>In a mind naturally fair and just, nothing will cause
-rebellion so profound as an act of gross injustice. Had
-Julia, from a safe vantage point, seen Mrs. Lime or any other
-woman treated as she had been, her soul would have boiled
-with righteous wrath; but it takes the personal indignity
-to sink deep and bear results. Julia in that long night and
-the day that followed, cold, half-fed, alone, in a vermin-ridden
-cell, forgot her ambitions, her artistic pleasure in
-playing a part well, and became as rampant a suffragette
-as any of the little band in Park Walk. She would war
-against these stupid brutes in power as long as they
-left breath in her, fight to give women the opportunity
-to do better. Something was rotten when justice worked
-automatically without logic; and if men were too indifferent
-to effect a cure, it was time another sex took hold.
-No wonder these chosen women were indifferent to femininity,
-and gowns, and all that had given woman her superficial
-power in the past. What mortal happiness they missed
-mattered nothing. They were equipped for one purpose
-only, to avenge and protect the millions ignored by nature
-and fortune, and the victims of man-made laws; and if
-they were mauled, and torn, and despised, and killed, it
-was but the common fate of the advance guard, the martyrs
-in all great reforms; they were quite consistent in being
-as indifferent to sympathy as to the denunciations of the
-fools that saw in them but a new variety of the unwomanly
-woman.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And so Julia received her baptism of fire.</p>
-
-<h2>VII</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>On</span> Sunday afternoon, her wrath had burned itself out,
-but not its consequences. As she had no intention of
-making herself ill she was about to lie down and sleep,
-when her door was opened and she was told that she was
-free.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This was by no means welcome, for she wished to express
-herself in court, refuse to pay her fine, and go to gaol, that
-being the program of the suffragettes. But she was told
-to depart, and no explanation was given her. Wondering
-if the duke had been telegraphed to, and brought swift
-influence to bear, she left the prison with some uneasiness;
-her old-fashioned relative was her one source of apprehension.
-If disapproval overcame his sense of justice and he
-cut down her income, she should have that much less to
-devote to the Suffrage cause.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>At the inn she found that Mrs. Lime, who had escaped
-arrest, was out, and ordered the maid to bring her bath.
-When she had finished, the maid returned with her tea,
-and stood by sympathetically.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So you’ve been to prison?” she asked.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have,” said Julia.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That’s no place for you, mum. Wot’s the perlice thinking
-of, giving you wot for like that?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do you belong to this town?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I do, mum.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Then, let me tell you, it is a disgrace to a civilized country.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I say!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, who wanted to talk to somebody, gave an account
-of her adventure with the mob, and while omitting their
-language, let it be understood in her descriptions of their
-appearance and performance.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The woman nodded emphatically. “Right you are. It’s
-them factory girls. They’re no good. Trollops, all of
-’em. W’y, d’you know, I worked in one of them factories
-for seven years, and I was the only girl in the lot
-that kep’ me virtue.” (She looked like a black-and-tan
-terrier and was not much larger.) “That I did,
-though!” And she nodded her head as if keeping time to
-a hymn.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, who had finished her tea, stood up and began to
-unpin her hair as a hint that she would like to be alone.
-But the woman set down the tray and exclaimed in a voice
-of rapture: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, my eye, wot <span class='it'>hair</span>! Oh, but I’ve always admired
-golden ’air, me own’s that black.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It’s very disreputable hair at present,” said Julia,
-amiably. “It hasn’t been down since yesterday morning.
-Naturally I couldn’t use the prison comb—if there was
-one!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh—would you—would you let me brush it, now?”
-cried the woman, eagerly. “I’ve never ’ad me ’ands in ’air
-like that. I’d enjoy it, that I would.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why—if you like.” Julia, who was tired, felt that it
-would not be unpleasant to have the services of a maid
-once more.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She sat down and the woman began to unbraid the long
-plaits.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Are you sure you have the time?” asked Julia, perfunctorily.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, yes. Me ’usband’s ’ead waiter, and the master
-would give up the ’otel before ’im; and he—Jim—-don’t
-dare say nothing to me, for fear I’d caterwaul. I can do
-that awful. Oh, my eye, but this is ’air!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She shook out the long strands and held one up to the
-light. “Oh, Gawd!” she cried, with mounting fervor.
-“No wonder them trollops wanted to mar you. They were
-jealous, that’s wot. They’d ’ave cut it off if the perlice
-’adn’t come along, and pinned it on their own ’eads. And
-beauties they’d ’ave been!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do you suppose they were drunk?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ’Alf and ’alf. It wasn’t time to be full up, but you
-oughter see them in the market-place at ten o’clock!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What makes them so brutal, then? I’ve never seen
-anything like them in England.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I fawncy they’re about the worst England’s got.
-Maybe it’s the cigarette factories does it, I cawn’t say.
-But they’re a rotten lot, and all me sisters was the same.
-I ’ad a blond sister, but her hair was more whitish, not gold
-like yours. She was pretty and more gentle-like, but she
-went to the bad fast enough. I swore I’d keep me virtue
-an’ I did. I never spoke to a man I wasn’t introduced to
-proper until the night I met Jim in the merry-go-round—in
-the same seat, he was, and he made up to me—fell that in
-love he couldn’t see straight, and when he tried ’is nonsense,
-he got wot for and then he respected me from that
-day forth—I’ve read me penny dreadfuls, you see. Well,
-we got married proper, and now we ’ave two good positions,
-and may own a public some day. It pays to be virtuous,
-it do. He isn’t the only sweetheart I ever ’ad, either,”
-she rambled on; and Julia, seeing that nothing would
-quench her, resigned herself, for the woman’s touch was deft
-and light. “I ’ad a fine ’andsome sweetheart once—Jim
-ain’t nothing to look at, and would drink if I didn’t caterwaul
-so—’andsome and upstanding he was, and all the
-girls was after him; and he was steady, too, had one job
-and kep’ it. He was in a big Manchester draper’s shop.
-He used to come ’ere, and I used to visit me aunt—he was
-me cousin and ’is name was Harry Muggs. He was in
-love with me that desperate he’d swear he’d kill himself if I
-didn’t ’ave ’im. He knew I’d kep’ me virtue, and he thought
-me grand. Once he was down ’ere after me ’ard, and we
-took a walk and come to a pond, and when I told ’im once
-more I wouldn’t ’ave ’im, and started to go ’ome, I was
-that tired saying no, he caught me round me waist
-and ’eld me over the pond and swore he’d drop me in if I
-didn’t ’ave ’im. I was that frightened I thought I’d die,
-and I screamed like I was stuck. But I wouldn’t give in,
-and then he threw me on the bank and run off and I’ve
-never seen ’im since.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why didn’t you marry him, if he was such a paragon?”
-asked Julia, languidly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I couldn’t, mum. He was a chance child. Me
-aunt ’ad ’im by a butler where she lived. I ’adn’t kep’ me
-virtue for <span class='it'>that</span>—wot’s the matter —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia was doubled up.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh—nothing—really—I think I must be a bit
-hysterical after my experience. Would you mind telling me
-what the weather looks like? It was rather threatening
-when I came in.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The woman went to the window and lifted the sash
-curtain. “It damps, mizzles like,” she said dubiously.
-“But I don’t fawncy it’ll rain ’ard. ’Ere comes your
-friend. She was ready to drop last night. My, but she’s
-that stringy to look at.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Would you mind telling her that I am here? She must
-be anxious.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The woman departed unwillingly, her eyes fixed to the
-last on the hair Julia was braiding. A moment later Mrs.
-Lime came in. She looked thinner and gaunter than ever,
-but her eyes burned with sombre enthusiasm.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you poor dear!” she exclaimed. “But you mustn’t
-mind, for the more unfair treatment we receive, the sooner
-will the right-thinking people of the country be roused,
-and the more recruits we shall get. That’s where the law
-shows its stupidity.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I didn’t mind in the least,” said Julia, dryly. But she
-made no confidences. That violent upheaval and readjustment
-were sacred to herself.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“There’s another thing,” said Mrs. Lime. “A reporter
-was with the Liberal candidate and the policemen at the
-time of your arrest. He’s also the correspondent of a
-London paper. He hunted me up at once to get some particulars
-about your family, etc. —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh!” exclaimed Julia. “Did you tell him?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why, of course. We cannot have too much publicity, and
-you will be a great help to us. The story will be in the London
-newspaper to-morrow morning as well as here. No doubt
-there will be a London reporter down to interview you —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah!” Julia’s color had been steadily rising. “I can’t
-have that.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“There’s only one thing to think of,” said Mrs. Lime,
-severely, “and that is the cause. People complain that
-we’re sensational, trying to attract public attention. Why,
-of course we are. Rather. How otherwise can we make
-ourselves known, much less felt, become a political issue,
-if we don’t take the obvious method? No newspaper
-would notice our existence if we didn’t make ourselves
-‘news’ and force their hand. Peaceful demonstrations, like
-shrinking personalities, belong to the dark ages of Suffrage,
-when nothing was accomplished. Now, if that reporter
-comes down from London, you must talk. Jump at every
-chance to further the cause that’s given you. It isn’t so
-often we’re interviewed.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Very well,” said Julia, and half wished she had changed
-her name and dyed her skin and hair.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>As Mrs Lime had anticipated, a reporter of one of the
-less conservative London newspapers arrived on the following
-morning. He was accompanied by the correspondent of
-a chain of American newspapers, commonly referred to as
-“Yellow.” Mrs. Lime saw them first and gave a full
-account of the campaign. Then Julia descended, and
-having made up her mind to talk, she talked to some purpose.
-When she finished, there was no confusion in either of the
-young men’s minds as to her opinion of the Government,
-the police, and the prison system of England. Her description
-of the mob was so graphic that the American correspondent
-nodded with approval.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Say!” he exclaimed. “You ought to have six months
-of this experience, and then go over to the U. S. and lecture.
-You’d make money for your cause all right, all right.
-Better think it over.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That’s not a bad idea,” said Mrs. Lime, with enthusiasm.
-“We will think it over.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>During the afternoon the girls once more started off on
-the heels of the candidate. But their work was almost
-done. The polling took place on the following Thursday.
-Almost as much to their own amazement as to that of
-every one else, the Liberal candidate was defeated by a
-small majority. But if it was the first demonstration of
-the power of the Militants in by-elections, it was by no
-means the last.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>There was no question in the London press of ignoring
-this issue and its cause. With one accord it expressed
-astonishment, indignation, and righteous wrath, at the
-unpatriotic selfishness of a set of women that were a disgrace
-to their country and their sex.</p>
-
-<h2>VIII</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Mrs. Lime</span> was recalled to London, and Julia, being
-now full fledged, was ordered to make a tour of certain
-districts of the north and west, speak in all circumstances,
-and make converts not only to the cause of Suffrage, but to
-the Woman’s Social and Political Union.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia for the next four months spoke nearly every day,
-sometimes twice a day. She had encounters with the police,
-although she tactfully avoided street corners, and they
-hardly could eject her from a hall she herself had hired.
-There were towns, however, where the feeling among men
-was so strong against the new manifestation of Suffrage,
-that owners refused to rent her their halls, and then she
-spoke either in a friendly drawing-room, at a working-girls’
-club, on the common, or, on Sunday, in an open
-field. On the whole, however, she had far less trouble
-with the authorities than she expected and fewer unfriendly
-demonstrations. Occasionally, the rear benches were
-occupied by hooligans employed to howl her down, and
-to these infringements the police were deaf; but in the
-audience there was usually a sprinkling of respectable men
-who had come to hear what she had to say; and when they
-were tired of the interruptions, they arose as one man and
-disposed of the intruders.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She found herself addressing great and greater crowds,
-for the north was awakening in earnest; the laboring
-women had been ready for years, and now the middle class,
-long torpid, was furnishing recruits every hour. Annie
-Kenny’s second and long imprisonment caused wide-spread
-interest as well as indignation, and her release was celebrated
-by great meetings of welcome both in London and
-the provinces. After addressing crowds in Lancashire,
-and receiving an ovation, she went to Wales to speak, and
-Mrs. Pethick Lawrence and Bridgit Herbert, once more
-whole and belligerent, held a series of meetings in Yorkshire.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Like a heather fire the new gospel of Suffrage swept over
-the north, and where a few months since the W. S. P. U. had
-struggled along with a few hundred members, it now reckoned
-its thousands.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, like many another aspirant for fame, found that
-she must submit to have notoriety thrust upon her first.
-She was regarded as “news” both by the British and the
-American press. Reporters followed her about, she had
-been ordered by headquarters to have her photograph taken,
-and it frequently embellished the sumptuous weekly newspapers.
-There was no question of her popularity as a
-speaker, aside from the growing popularity of her subject.
-She not only spoke with a full command of the principles and
-intentions of the new movement, often brilliantly, and
-always well, never with sentimentality, and often with
-power, but she was a charming figure to look at. She
-had sent for her trunks and her maid.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She rarely felt tired, for the artificial method of relaxation
-which she had been taught, and practised daily, gave both
-brain and body a more complete rest than sleep itself.
-Therefore, was she always in form, and never looked worn.
-As her fame grew, more and more of the county people
-attended her meetings, and many distinguished names upon
-which the Government relied for opposition were added
-to the list of converts.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She was also complimented by covert offers from the
-pillars of the anti-suffrage party, and one supporter of the
-Government went so far as to make love to her; then,
-finding himself inoculated with his own virus, retired in
-discomfort after a dry reference by Julia to Parnell and
-Mrs. O’Shea.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How do you like being famous?” asked Mrs. Herbert
-one day. They had planned to meet for Sunday.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Famous? Is that what you call it?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Rather. We live in the twentieth century. The
-advertising poster is the modern work of art. I’m told
-your picture has appeared in every illustrated paper in the
-United States. It’s not only your beauty and brains and
-Kingsborough connection. Some people have a magnetism
-for the public, and you are one of them. You strike the
-spark.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The oddest thing about it all is that there doesn’t seem
-to be the least jealousy among the women in London.
-They might easily resent that a newcomer with no more
-ability than themselves should suddenly shoot up into
-what you call fame. It’s almost uncanny.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Jealous? Not they. What they’re after is freedom
-and power for women, and they don’t care tuppence whose
-sun shines the brightest in the process. They’re depersonalized,
-those women.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“All the same it’s uncanny. It makes them the more
-formidable. As Nigel says, they’re a new race. I believe
-I’m growing just like them. I’d go to the stake myself, or
-blow up Westminster. The only thing that worries me is
-the attitude of the duke. Of course he is furious, looks upon
-me as a disgrace to the family, particularly since I can’t
-keep out of the newspapers. I’ve had two letters from him,
-threatening to withdraw my income if I don’t retire into
-private life. He’s not the man to take back what he has
-given, without qualms, but I fancy he will, and that will
-leave me with exactly two hundred pounds a year,—all
-that I am allowed from Harold’s estate. That would merely
-keep me, and so far I’ve never called upon the Union’s
-exchequer. I wish I might always be able not only to pay
-my own expenses, but contribute largely to the fund.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The duke running the W. S. P. U. is sufficiently humorous.
-However, you’ve nothing to worry about. The
-American public would pay much gold to hear you speak,
-and you can always write.”</p>
-
-<h2>IX</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Early</span> in September Julia spoke in Bradford and Keighley,
-and on the following Sunday she slipped away and went
-to Haworth, not only to rest and read a number of letters
-forwarded by her solicitors, but to worship at the shrine
-of the Brontës.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She took a fly at the station in the valley, but halfway
-up the steep road which leads to the village she descended
-precipitately; the fly and the horse had executed a right
-angle. She walked the rest of the distance, the rough
-stones giving a foothold, and soon reached the long crooked
-street which begins with the Black Bull Inn and finishes
-at the moor. Short streets ending nowhere radiated from
-this central thoroughfare at irregular intervals. There
-was no business to speak of in Haworth. The men worked
-in Keighley or Bradford, the young women in the worsted
-mills of the valley. Julia, driving the day before, had
-watched the long procession of girls, shawls pinned about
-their heads, file out of the factories, and, two by two,
-cross the valley either to the road that led up to Haworth, or
-to another village higher above the moor. It was the
-proud boast of Haworth that every inhabitant had a bank
-book, and Julia felt it would be a relief to visit one village
-where there was no poverty. It looked trim and prosperous,
-picturesque though it was, and such men and women as were
-to be seen had none of that pinched hopeless look which
-had put fire into so many of her speeches.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>After she had duly admired Branwell Brontë’s chair,
-which the landlady of the inn assumed she had come to see,
-and had made it understood that she really intended to stay
-overnight, she was shown to a large room upstairs, overlooking
-the churchyard. The inn, in fact, formed one of its
-walls, and there were flat stones directly beneath her
-window. It was a gloomy crowded churchyard, with
-toppling box-tombs and heavy dusty trees, its farther boundary
-the low stone parsonage that had sheltered the Brontës.
-They, too, could read the inscriptions on the stones from
-their windows. Small wonder they died of consumption.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>From the street came the sound of children’s voices
-and wooden clogs. Her room, with its old four-post bed,
-was almost sumptuous. Julia would have liked to stay
-a month. But time pressed. She established herself
-comfortably and slit the large envelope containing her
-letters.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>At sight of one she sat upright and changed color, but
-put it aside to read last.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The first she opened was from the duke. He wrote
-tersely and to the point. This was his final warning. The
-next time she should receive his communication through his
-solicitors. Another was from Hadji Sadrä containing much
-advice and some approval. Her mother, to whom Mrs.
-Winstone had sent numerous printed accounts of her
-“performances,” wrote as briefly as the duke and even more
-to the point. Julia was a public woman and a disgrace to
-her blood. (It would never have occurred to Mrs. Edis
-to add that she was a disgrace to her sex.) The request
-for Fanny had some time since been curtly refused.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Then she looked at the envelope of Tay’s letter, and
-finally opened it. To her surprise it was dated May second.
-It began characteristically.</p>
-
-<div class='blockquote'>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do I remember you? Gee! Well! Rather, oh,
-princess of the eyes and hair. Things have happened since
-last we met, not forgetting April sixteenth of the current
-year, but I can see you as plainly as I saw the chimney fall
-on my bed on the date just mentioned. Yes, I’ve grown
-some, and you may imagine me, at the present moment, if
-you please, dressed in khaki and top-boots, with a beard of
-three weeks’ growth (I’m as smooth as a play-actor generally)
-and almost as much dirt; for water, like everything else in
-this now historic town, is mighty scarce. At the present
-moment I am stifling in the linen closet, that being the
-only room in my wrecked home without a window; if
-I lit a candle where it could be seen I’d be liable to a bullet
-in my devoted head, such being the stern ardors of those
-new to authority. I’ve not had a minute to answer your
-letter in the daytime. What between standing in the bread-line
-for hours on end (often with a Chinaman in front and a
-nigger behind) that my poor old parents may not starve—every
-servant deserted on the 16th—and cooking two meals
-a day in the street (lucky I’ve always been a good camper),
-and hustling round Oakland the rest of the time, trying to
-patch up the house of Tay, besides inditing many pages of
-foolscap to assure the eastern and Central American firms
-we do business with that we are still at the same old stand
-(so they won’t sell us out to somebody else),—well, my
-golden princess of the tower, you can figure out that I’m
-pretty busy.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I wish you could have seen the old town, for there’ll
-never be a new one like it, conglomeration of weird and
-separate eras as it was; but on the whole I’d rather you
-saw it now. It makes the Roman Forum look like thirty
-cents. Imagine miles of broken walls, columns, and arches,
-of all shades of red and brown and smoky gray, yawning
-cellars full of twisted débris, one heap of ruins with a dome
-like an immense bird-cage, still supporting something they
-called a statue, but never much to look at until its present
-chance to appear suspended in air. If it wasn’t the wreck
-of <span class='it'>my</span> town, I’d have some artistic spasms, but as it is, I’m
-only thinking out ways and means to get rid of these artistic
-ruins as quickly as possible.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It’s rather fine, do you know, the enthusiasm of these
-homeless, meatless, pretty-well-cleaned-out inhabitants, for
-the great new city that is to be. We all feel like pioneers—and
-look like them!—but with this difference: we
-<span class='it'>know</span> that we are in at the making of a great new city, and
-the old boys never knew what was coming to them, or how
-soon they’d move on. Here we stick, and sixty earthquakes
-couldn’t shake us off, or take the courage out of us. It is
-almost worth while.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And, oh, Lord, how we do love one another. (Or did.)
-No ‘Society.’ All Socialists (accidental and temporary
-but real). It’s a good object-lesson of what the world
-would be if there was no money in it. But alas! over in
-Oakland—where there is a little business doing—the
-phrase ‘earthquake love’ is now heard, and carries its own
-subtle meaning. I don’t fancy the original man in us has
-altered much. He just got a jolt out of the saddle, but
-the saddle is still there and so is the man.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It seemed odd to get your letter, fairly reeking with the
-Old World, in the midst of all this chaos, and for at least half
-an hour I was transported, hypnotized. You’re some
-writer, dear lady, and in those all too brief paragraphs I
-saw considerably more of England than I have recalled
-during the past ten years—to say nothing of what you call
-the East. What an experience of life you have had, you
-dainty princess that should be kept in a glass case. But
-thank God you’ve shut <span class='it'>him</span> up. By Jove, I believe if this
-hadn’t happened I’d have taken the first train east (our
-east), and the first boat over to renew my former distinguished
-offer. I’ve never been hit so hard, and I’ve
-known some corking girls, too. I don’t say I haven’t been
-hit, but not all the way through; at all events you have
-the honor of having received my one proposal. Perhaps I’ve
-worked too hard to think seriously of getting married, and
-I’ve gone little into society—sometimes one party a winter.
-Yes, I was well on the road to making my everlasting pile
-when the old city went to pot, but this fire (the earthquake
-wouldn’t have stopped business twenty-four hours,
-bad as it was) has set us all back ten years. But I’ll get
-there all the same, and I rather like the prospect of the fight.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So! You’re in sympathy with the suffragettes? I can’t
-see you in any such rôle, and hope you’ll have a new fad
-by the time you get this—heaven knows when that will
-be, for our post-office is stuck in the mud, and those across
-the bay are so congested with mail that it will take another
-earthquake to turn them inside out. I got your letter by a
-miracle.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“To go back to your suffragettes, I haven’t heard a word
-about them since April 16th; or any other outside news,
-for the matter of that. The newspapers set up at once in
-Oakland, but nobody is interested in any news outside of
-this afflicted district, and the newspapers don’t print any.
-All Europe might be at war and we wouldn’t be any the
-wiser. Nor would we care a five-cent piece if we were.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But I hope they’ve been suppressed, and that when I get
-over—as I will the moment I dare leave—they will be as
-dead as William Jennings Bryan. At all events I hope you
-will be well out of it. I don’t like the idea one little bit.
-Why don’t you come here? To a traveller like you that
-would be but a nice little jaunt. The railroads are going
-to advertise our poor old city as the greatest ruin in the
-world, and we hope the tourist will swallow the bait
-and drop a few thousands in our lonesome pockets. This
-house will be patched up as soon as the great American
-Working-man can be induced to work, but at present he is
-camping on the hills and eating out of the hand of the
-Government. Until that paternal hand is withdrawn not a
-stroke will he do. But we could put you up somehow, and
-maybe you’d enjoy it.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Poor Cherry lost her house on Nob Hill, and all that was in
-it—except her jewels. She put those in a pillow-case and
-hiked for the Presidio—her machines were commandeered
-at once to carry hospital patients to safety, to say nothing
-of dynamite. Now, she’s camping with us and does the
-house work, and pares potatoes, while I fry them—on a
-stove we’ve rigged up just off the sidewalk, and surrounded
-with inside window-blinds. She’s game, like all the women,
-doesn’t kick about anything, and only screams when we have
-one of our numerous little imitations of the grand shake.
-Emily, luckily for her, had married and gone to New York
-to live, but her personal income will be nil for some time to
-come. Her name is Morison, if you ever happen to run across
-her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, dear little princess, my candle is guttering, and I
-can’t buy another to-night. No stores in S. F., and it’s a
-toss-up if I remember to get another to-morrow in Oakland.
-The moment two men are gathered together—well, you have
-imagination—we talked nothing but earthquake and
-fire for a week after April 16th, and now we talk nothing
-but insurance. What’s more, I’ve had architects at work
-for the last three weeks drawing plans for our new business
-house, and when I can induce the great American Working-man
-to clean out the débris, I’ll get to work and do something
-besides talk. But what a letter from a pioneer and
-busted capitalist! Yes, please write to me and tell me the
-story of your life—perhaps I should explain that that is
-slang. But you couldn’t write enough to satisfy me, and
-the minute I’m free (as free as an American man ever is)
-I’ll make tracks for little old London—unless you come
-here. Why not? Do. You shall have your daily tub if
-I have to haul water from the bay. And I <span class='it'>can</span> cook. If
-I’ve got any imagination, you’ve a lien on it all right. Perhaps
-you think this is what you call chaff. Just you wait.
-I’m not what you call reckless, either, but—Oh, hang it!
-I’m in no position to write a love letter.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, I’m twenty-six, but I can tell you there are times
-I feel forty. I’ve worked like a dog these last five years,
-and not only at business. We—a few of us have been
-trying to clean up the politics of this abandoned town.
-Well, it’s all to do.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Really, no more; I’m writing in the dark.</p>
-
-<p class='line' style='text-align:right;margin-right:4em;margin-top:0.5em;'>“But always your devoted</p>
-<p class='line' style='text-align:right;margin-right:1em;'>“<span class='sc'>Daniel Tay</span>.”</p>
-
-</div>
-
-<h2>X</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Julia</span> smiled all through this letter, and wondered if
-the original boy in some men ever grew up, and if even in
-the United States there were another Daniel Tay. Then
-she read it over again, and then she answered it. The
-moment she took up her pen she came to herself with a
-shock. She had been travelling between San Francisco
-and Bosquith, and now she realized that she had nothing
-to write him about but her work in the cause upon which
-she was embarked. She had, these last months, bestowed
-barely a thought on all that had gone before, and she did
-not feel the least desire to write of anything else. Would
-it bore as well as disillusionize him? Well, what if it did?
-To write to him again was irresistible, but she must write
-out her present self; if he didn’t answer—well—perhaps,
-so much the better.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But, beyond the subject, she was at no pains to bore him.
-She took pride in writing him a far better letter than her
-first and gave the liveliest possible account of her numerous
-adventures. She even told him all she had felt during
-those twenty-four hours in prison, something she had never
-intended to confide to any one; but although she would
-not have admitted it, she had a secret hankering for his
-complete sympathy and understanding.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And you’ve no idea,” she concluded, “what a wonderful
-thing it is to have a vital interest in life, to live wholly
-outside of yourself, to strive for a sort of perfection, while
-at the same time your vanity is titillated with the thought
-that you are helping to make history. I really do not know
-whether I have any personal ambition left or not. When
-I started out I was consumed with it. This great cause was
-merely but a means to an end. But now—I don’t know
-whether it is because I have never a moment to think of
-myself, I am so busy, or whether the cause is so much
-greater than any individual can be—I don’t know. I
-don’t know. The balance may be struck later. The only
-thing I strive to hold on to is my sense of humor.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When this letter was sealed, she had a sudden access of
-conscience and indited another to Nigel, whom she had
-quite neglected since her departure from London. She
-reminded him that he had published nothing for a year, and
-asked him to consider her suggestion that he go to Acca
-and write the Bahai-Socialism novel. “I shall worry
-until you do,” she concluded this epistle, “for it would be a
-thousand pities if the subject were cheapened by the horde of
-third-raters, always nosing for new ‘copy.’ The Bahais
-want a big man. And how you would enjoy writing on
-Mount Carmel. Do write me that you will go at once.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The landlady knocked and announced that her dinner was
-ready. She snatched up Tay’s letter and made an instinctive
-movement to put it in her bosom, but was reminded
-that her blouse buttoned in the back. Nor had she a
-pocket. So she put the letter into her hand-bag, and wondered
-if fashion would be the death of romance.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>After dinner, she started for the moor. She wanted a
-spray of white heather, and to walk in the paths of the
-Brontës. The long crooked street of the village was deserted,
-the good people lingering over their Sunday meal. But
-Julia felt little interest in them. As she reached the end
-of the street and looked out over the great purple expanse
-undulating away until it melted into the low pale sky
-brushed with white, she was wondering which of these
-narrow paths had been Charlotte’s and trying to conjure
-up the tragic figure of Emily, one of her literary loves.
-She walked for several miles and managed to find the nook
-in the glen which she had been told by the landlady of
-the Black Bull was the spot where Charlotte had sat so
-often to dream the books that must have transformed her
-bleak life into wonderland. No object she for all the
-sympathy that had been wasted on her. Immortality!
-Julia, whose ego was enjoying a brief recrudescence, felt
-that it was a small thing to be half starved and lonely,
-afflicted by a drunken brother, and sisters dying of consumption,
-when consoled with an imagination that not
-only swamped life for this poor sickly little mortal, but
-must have whispered to her of undying fame. And she
-had contributed her share to the cause of which this devotee
-at her shrine was a symbol, vastly different from all that is
-modern as she had been; for had she not been of the few
-to make the world recognize the genius of woman? She
-had, in truth, been one of the flaming torches.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia climbed out of the glen and started to return.
-After she had traversed several of the knolls, she saw that the
-moor down by the village was alive with people. The
-landlady had told her that all Haworth took its Sunday
-afternoon walk on the moor, but she still felt no interest
-in them, and renewed her search for white heather.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She passed the first group and nodded, as she had a habit
-of doing, for she had come to feel as if the toilers of England
-were her especial charge. They smiled in return, and one
-stared and whispered to the others. Julia guessed that
-she had been at the meeting in Keighley the night before.
-The crowd became thicker and she was soon in the midst
-of it. She would have been stared at in any case, for
-strangers were rare in Haworth. Tourists came for an
-hour to visit the Brontë Museum, and hastened off to
-catch their train. And Julia was fair to look upon and
-exceeding well dressed. The girls turned to look after
-her with approval, and when she made her way out of
-what would seem to be a large family party gossiping
-pleasantly, and, wandering off, stooped once more, a girl
-followed and asked her shyly if she were looking for white
-heather.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh,” said Julia, “would you help me? I should like
-a spray for luck, and as a memento of your village.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It’s hard to find, miss, but we can look. I’ve found
-many a bit.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They strayed off together, Julia good-naturedly answering
-the eager questions. Suddenly the girl turned.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why!” she exclaimed. “They’re all coming this way,
-and that excited!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia looked and saw that the whole company was streaming
-toward her. They paused, held a hurried conference,
-and then one of the younger women came directly up to
-the stranger.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We are thinking,” she said diffidently, “that you may
-be Mrs. France, who spoke last night at Keighley, and has
-been speaking all over the north.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, I am Mrs. France,” said Julia, wondering what
-was coming.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And you really are a suffragette?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That is what they call us.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We’ve never seen one, only one or two of us who were
-at the meeting last night. The rest of us didn’t go, we was
-that tired, and we’re wondering if you wouldn’t give us a
-speech here.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh—really—I rarely speak on Sunday, and even
-suffragettes must rest, you know.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The woman’s face fell, but she said politely, “Of course.
-We know what work is. But we may never have another
-chance—and we’re that curious. We’d like to know what
-it’s all about.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia hesitated. What right had she to refuse this simple
-request? It was her business to advance the cause of
-Suffrage and make converts wherever she could. Nor was
-she tired. She was merely in a dreaming mood, and wanted
-to think of the Brontës; to anticipate, as she realized in a
-flash of annoyance, the rereading of Tay’s letter. She had
-deliberately been trying to forget it.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I will speak with pleasure,” she said. “Have you
-something I could stand on? I’m not very tall, you know.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“One of the men went for a table. We made sure you
-would be so kind.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The man was even now stalking up the moor with a
-kitchen table balanced on his head. As Julia walked
-toward the smiling company she felt once more the ardent
-propagandist.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If I may, ma’am,” said a tall young man. He lifted
-her lightly and stood her on the table.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now,” said Julia, smiling down into several hundred
-faces, a few set in disdain, but for the most part friendly,
-“what is it you wish me to tell you? How much do you
-know of this great movement?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well,” said one of the older women, “we read a lot
-about militants, and suffragettes, and fighting the police,
-and going to prison, and big meetings all over England, and
-we’d like to know what it’s all about. That’s all.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You might begin,” said one of the men, with a faint
-accent of sarcasm, “by telling us what good the vote’ll do
-you when you get it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia began by reminding them of the interest that so
-many of the factory women of the north had taken in the
-enfranchisement of their sex for several years before the
-militant movement began, and of the many Annie Kennys
-whose eyes were opened to the injustice of the absence of
-a minimum wage for women. One of the men interrupted
-her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, ma’am, and if you raise women’s wages so that
-they can no longer undercut men, the lot of ’em’ll be kicked
-out.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not all. The best will be retained, for the best are as
-efficient as the men. The inferior ones will find other employment,
-or be taken care of by men, who will then be able
-to support their families. They can return to their place
-in the home, that woman’s sphere of which we hear so
-much.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This was received with cheers, but the man growled: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It’ll take time. It’ll take time. Better let well enough
-alone.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“As it is the women that suffer, it is for them to say
-whether it is well enough. Of course it will take time. We
-do not promise Utopia in a day—nor ever, for that matter.
-But, if you will take the trouble to observe, it is the
-women of this country that are waging war on poverty, not
-the men. Without the ballot they are forced to advance
-at a snail’s pace. On all the boards to which they are admitted
-they do the work, and the men, who outnumber
-them, defeat every project for the betterment of the poor
-that would force the ratepayers to disgorge a few more
-shillings. Doctors, and all thinking and humane men, for
-that matter, would be thankful if these boards were composed
-entirely of women, for they alone understand the
-needs of other women and of children. Man lacks the instinct,
-to begin with, and has long since grown callous to
-the sources of his income. Higher wages mean smaller
-dividends, and he chooses to close his eyes to the fact that
-his dividends are largely due to the toil of wornout women
-and stunted children; of women that have all the duties
-of their households to discharge after they come home from
-the mills, children whose minds must remain as undeveloped
-as their ill-nourished bodies.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You want to go to Parliament, and right all that, I
-suppose?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We have not even thought of it. What we want is the
-power to send men to Parliament, who will be forced to
-keep their election promises if they would be returned a
-second time. Doubtless an ultimate result of the ballot
-would be a Woman’s Parliament which would deal exclusively
-with the Poor Laws. Then the men who oppose us
-now will be profoundly relieved that they no longer are
-obliged to waste valuable hours solemnly sitting upon such
-questions as the proper sort of nursing bottles to be adopted
-for pauper children, what shall be done with milk, or whether
-cabbage is a normal breakfast for school children. Do
-you know that if the House sat day and night for 365 days
-of the year, they could not begin to dispose of all the bills
-brought before it, and that many of these bills are of a
-pressing domestic nature? However well disposed, they
-cannot deal adequately with the Poor Laws, and that they
-do not welcome the assistance of women is but one more
-evidence of that conservatism in men’s minds which is a
-logical result of having had their own way, uncriticised, too
-long. Their fear of us is childish. They would not be
-thrown out of business. Every day they are confronted
-by questions of the gravest nature—questions of national
-and international policy which require their best faculties
-and all of their time. Women have more time than man
-ever thinks he has, in any case; and we have the maternal
-instincts and the nagging conscience which would force
-us to discharge our duties to the poor.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Let me add that the women of this new militant movement
-have eliminated from their compositions all the old
-sentimentality and bathos which weakened the Suffrage
-cause for so many years. Sentimentality is sympathy run
-amôk. It roused that distrust of men we are fighting to-day,
-and made many of their public utterances asinine.
-You will hear no frantic protests to-day that women want
-the vote because they have as much right to it as men. That
-is a good argument in itself, but the women of to-day have
-progressed far beyond that or even of the old war cry,
-‘Taxation without representation.’ They are animated,
-in their greater experience, by one purpose only, the desire
-to eliminate poverty and all the evils, moral and physical,
-that are always its partners; to reduce the hours of work
-and increase wages, to give every child good food, a decent
-education, and a comfortable home. The millions must
-work, but we are determined that they shall work for their
-own comfort as well as for that of their employers, that
-they shall have a reasonable amount of leisure and of the
-pleasures of life, cease to be machines whose only object
-in living is to contribute to the comfort and idleness of the
-thousands above them. We appreciate the wastage among
-the poor of England. Given strong bodies and a fair education,
-many would rise in the world and have respectable
-if not distinguished careers. What we further desire is to
-give these exceptional boys and girls a chance, the same
-chance they would have if born in the middle class. Beyond
-that we promise nothing. The point now is, not only that
-the misery in this country is appalling, but that these boys
-and girls have no chance of rising out of the rut unless possessed
-of positive genius. Hundreds have latent talent,
-thousands a certain amount of ability which would raise
-them above the station in which they were born —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Are you a Socialist?” demanded an abrupt voice.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, and England is already half socialistic in her institutions,
-only the pill has been gilded with less offensive
-names, so that she need not recognize it. But that old-time
-Socialism, which was only a weak step-sister of anarchy,
-no longer exists save in the minds of the old and tired theorists.
-The younger men and women who are giving their
-brains and time to the question would do nothing so futile
-as to divide the wealth of the world into small and equal
-shares. The modern Socialists would have as little mercy
-on the idle and vicious and lazy as Society has. All must
-work, and if the confiscation of much land forces the aristocrat
-to work, so much the better for him. All will be
-given the chance to work, to rise. More than that no mortal
-laws can accomplish, or should attempt, in justice to
-the human race. Socialism perfected is neither more nor
-less than the primal law of Nature reëstablished, rescued
-from the vagaries of a blundering civilization and crystallized
-into brain. Man will work, do his share, or go out
-into the by-ways, lie down and die.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“A word as to our much-abused Militant Tactics. Although
-we are women we are by no means too proud to
-learn from men. If you will glance back to that time when
-the laboring men of England were demanding the franchise,—in
-the ’30’s,—you may recall that they did not
-confine themselves to heckling, holding indignation meetings,
-forcing their way into halls where great men were
-speaking, and demanding their rights. They arose and
-smashed things. They burned the Mansion House in Bristol,
-the Custom House, the Bishop’s Palace, the Excise Office,
-three prisons, four toll houses, and forty-two private dwellings,
-and they set several towns on fire. So far we have
-borrowed only the mildest of their tactics. We have hurt
-no one physically, and we have been moderate in all our
-demonstrations; but because we are women we are as
-severely criticised as if we had blown up the entire Cabinet
-and set fire to London. Such is the hopeless conservatism
-of the human mind. But because we <span class='it'>are</span> women and enlightened,
-we hope we never shall have to resort to measures
-so extreme. We hope to educate the average mind out of
-its conservatism. If we fail, then of course we shall have
-to forget that we are women and emulate the great sex
-which now thinks it despises us, but is proving every day
-how much it fears us. As yet, it does not fear us enough.
-That is the whole trouble at present.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Although she had too much tact and experience to talk
-down to any audience, however humble, she knew when to
-drop the abstract and divert with anecdote and illustration.
-Her address had been listened to respectfully, and interrupted
-with many a “Hear! Hear!” and when she paused,
-flung out her hands, smiled, and said, “Now let me tell
-you the true story of several of our adventures with the
-police,” they clapped and cheered. She talked for ten minutes
-longer, and her anecdotes, while making them laugh
-delightedly, inspired as much indignation as if they had
-been delivered with solemn passion; no doubt more so.
-When she finally leaped down, they escorted her in a body
-to the inn, where those that were not too bashful shook
-hands with her heartily; and many vowed they would
-“turn it over” and “pass the word on” to those that had
-not had the good fortune to hear her.</p>
-
-<h2>XI</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Julia</span>, excited, and well content, ran up to her room.
-As she opened the door she was astonished to see Bridgit
-Herbert standing at the window, scowling at the tombstones.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You! How jolly!” she cried, as Mrs. Herbert turned.
-“How did you trace me? I purposely left no word —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You forget your maid—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What is the matter? You look— Sit down.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ve come north to see you. The devil is to pay.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The Militants haven’t disbanded—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good lord, no. They’re all right. It’s I that have
-gone clean to the devil.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You?” Julia stared at her. Mrs. Herbert certainly
-looked worn, even haggard. The fresh color was no longer
-in her dark face, her black eyes were heavy as if with much
-wakefulness. Even her spirited nostrils hung limp.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do come out with it!” gasped Julia.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’m in love,” said Mrs. Herbert. And she sat down.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh!” exclaimed Julia. And then she added thoughtfully,
-“What a bore.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Isn’t it? And I thought I was immune, having had
-the disease so hard the first time. But the young thirties!
-Oh, lord!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Can’t you get over it?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Can’t you imagine how I’ve tried? That’s the reason
-I look like this. It’s a wonder he doesn’t run when he sees
-me. But it’s no use. I’m done for.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What sort of a man can he be to bowl you over? Do
-I know him?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Possibly. He’s a cousin of Geoff’s, although I never
-met him till lately, as it happened. They weren’t friends,
-and he was away nearly all the time I was coruscating in
-society. His name’s Robert Maundrell; he’s also a cousin
-of Lord Barnstaple, who married that beautiful Californian.
-It was at their place, Maundrell Abbey, where I went for the
-Twelfth, that the mischief was done. I met him at Cannes,
-but he was clever enough to amuse me without rousing
-my suspicions; to interest me, and then make me miss him
-a bit. At just the right moment he reappeared—at Maundrell
-Abbey! Heaven! but it’s bad. After all I’ve gone
-through for the cause, after standing on my own two feet for
-years, not giving a hang if all the men on earth were exterminated—rather
-wishing they were! I feel like a slave. It’s
-hideous to feel that you no longer belong to yourself.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But you won’t chuck the cause?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Rather not. But the trouble is that I thought I was
-made on the same pattern as those women up in London,
-desexed, all brain and nerve and religious devotion to an
-ideal. And now I’m—Oh, lord! And to make matters
-worse I’m marrying a man who cares about as much for the
-cause as he does for Mohammedanism. Oh, damn! And
-I thought myself possessed of the true martyr’s fire. I wonder
-if you are?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Bridgit!” said Julia, with equal abruptness. “Be
-quite honest. Did you never think of this, never dream
-of falling in love once more—of the real thing?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Herbert stood up and thrust her hands into the
-pockets of her covert coat. For a moment she glared at
-Julia, then shrugged her shoulders. “Well—I don’t
-fancy I admitted it at the time—but I also fancy it was
-in the back of my head more or less. Oh—here goes—I
-used to wake up in the night and wonder in a sort of fury
-where <span class='it'>he</span> was—what are you laughing at?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I fancy we idiots are all alike.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So you’ve been through it, too? Good. But you’ll
-probably win out. You’ve got the ruthless will, like those
-others. Oh! I worship the very air they breathe. They
-are the true women of destiny, equipped at every point, a
-new sex. And I—the worst of it is, when I did give my
-fancy rein it was to imagine a man who would be a great
-intellectual force in the world, a great editor or statesman to
-whom men deferred, who would fight single-handed, if
-necessary, to give the vote to women. I shouldn’t have
-cared a bit if he had sprung from the people. Should have
-rather liked it, as I’d have felt the more consistent. But—well,
-we make ideals out of imported cloth, and then we marry
-our own sort. I fancy Nature takes a hand in manipulating
-our instincts. Oh, lord!” And she began pacing up and
-down the room.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You haven’t told me anything about Mr. Maundrell.
-He can’t be a fool —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Rather not!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What attracted you to him? I don’t fancy I ever met
-him —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You’d remember him if you had. He’s beastly good-looking,
-and he’s travelled and explored, and is as well-read
-as any man I ever met. He went out as a volunteer
-in the South African war and got three medals, one with
-clasps. Now he’s standing for Parliament—at a by-election
-next week. Oh, he’s all right, as the Americans say,
-only he doesn’t care a hang for Suffrage —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He’ll make you desert us—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No, he won’t. I may be an ass, as the man said in
-‘The Liars,’ but I’m not a silly ass. If he were as bad as
-that, I’d have been strong enough to resist him. No, he’s
-big in all his ideas. He only exacts the promise that I shall
-take part in no more raids, run no further risk of gaol, and
-not make engagements that would separate us. Otherwise,
-I can speak in public, and give up every moment of
-my time to Suffrage when he is not at home. He will also
-vote for our bill when it comes up.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It’s not so bad.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, it could be worse. But I wish I’d met him when
-I was eighteen, or had proved my strength by rooting
-this out, or had never met him at all. I’d have preferred
-the second, for I gloried in my strength. I’m not one of
-the chosen, like those women up there. That’s what
-rankles. I wonder if you are!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She sat down abruptly and leaned forward. “I wonder?
-You’ve beauty. There’s the rub. They won’t let us alone.
-They give us the chance.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Tell me,” said Julia, hastily, “how did he ever make
-you consent? He must have had a difficult wooing.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He almost shook his fist in my face, if you will know;
-swore he’d have me if he had to beat me into submission—oh,
-worse! He didn’t frighten me, but he fascinated me.
-If the primal woman is born in you, there she is for good
-and all. I had the haunting sense that this man was my
-mate, the other half of me, and when a woman gets that
-idea into her head she’s done for. It’s more than passion,
-more than any longing for companionship. All sorts of
-subtle chords vibrate, inheritances from all the women,
-complex and simple, that have contributed to her brain cells.
-When those chords begin to hum you’re done for. I’m
-not one of the chosen, that’s all there is to it. I’ve got to
-marry and be happy.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And then they both laughed.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>In a moment Julia said grimly, “The only thing to do is
-to set your ideal of man so high that no mortal can fill it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Rot. When the man comes along that can set those
-chords humming, ideals fly off in company with good resolutions.
-Now tell me your experience. You’ve had one
-of some sort. It’s only fair you should tell me. I’ve admired
-you more than any living woman, and I’d feel better
-if I could admire you less. You look ruthless, and
-you’ve had a good training to make you so—I used to rejoice
-at it—but, well, you are young and beautiful and
-you’ve red hair. Out with it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, who under all her careless frankness, was intensely
-reserved, colored and hesitated; but this exasperated baring
-of her haughty friend’s inner self merited response, and
-she told the tale of her sudden awakening in India, of
-her deliberate search for a lover. Mrs. Herbert nodded
-triumphantly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But you see,” added Julia, “I couldn’t find him, because
-I wanted too much. They all made me laugh sooner
-or later, and a finer set of men I never met. They are all
-picked men out there, so to speak. They must be almost
-perfect physically, or they couldn’t stand the climate; they
-are absolutely without fear; they have every manly qualification,
-in fact, and quite enough brains. Many were
-charming. But they all seemed to melt into one composite
-man and made no deeper impression on me than if they
-were a statue erected to the glorification of British manhood.
-One can’t marry that.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“All the men in the world are not in India. How about
-Nigel?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I like him better than anyone, but I can’t fall in love
-with him. I don’t fancy I’d have the chance again even
-if I wanted it. He’s now the head of his house and the
-last of it, and he takes his duties as a Whig peer with Socialist
-tendencies very seriously. To marry me would put
-an end to his public usefulness, for he would have to live
-out of England. When a man of Nigel’s sort reaches his
-age he faces his responsibilities, and when he balances them
-against a love-marriage that would cut him off from a good
-half of them he keeps out of temptation. I like him all the
-better for it, and if I had not become almost depersonalized
-in this cause, the woman in me might —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I don’t think it’s Nigel, but I do believe that one day
-you’ll have a battle to fight —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not now. For a few days after I came back from India,
-perhaps. But I doubt if I ever have time again even to
-think of it. When I’m not talking, or speaking, or writing,
-I deliberately relax, as my master taught me, and that
-banishes thought. Every morning—during my walk—I
-recall some bit of the knowledge I was taught by Hadji
-Sadrä, and I could do this if my mind were excited, threatened
-with a deluge. Oh, I have had discipline of all sorts!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It sounds formidable enough. Perhaps you are one of
-the chosen. But —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I even wrote a long letter this morning to a man I might
-say I don’t know,” continued Julia, now in the full tide of
-self-revelation. “And it interested me mightily for the
-moment —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ha!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not at all. He was a boy of fifteen when I met him at
-Bosquith. I had forgotten his existence, but when I heard
-of the frightful disaster in San Francisco, his home, I thought
-it only decent to write to him. Of course he answered, and
-as his letter was lost for months—I only got it yesterday—and
-as he really has been through a tragic experience—he
-lost his fortune, and just missed losing his life—it was
-the least I could do to write again.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“H’m. There’s nothing more fascinating than a correspondence
-with a man you don’t know. I’ve had one or
-two. The saving grace is, that you are always disappointed
-when you meet them. They are commonplace, if only by
-contrast with the arbitrary figure in your imagination.
-But it’s a bad sign—or a healthy one—that you can be
-interested even to that extent while conducting a Suffrage
-campaign with the fury of the martyr in your soul—I
-can’t imagine any of those women up there —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It means nothing to me!” said Julia, angrily. “And
-if I hadn’t posted my letter, I’d tear it up. I don’t care in
-the least whether I ever see him again or not. And I
-probably won’t, for I wrote of nothing but the cause. I
-couldn’t think of anything else. He’ll hate that. Besides,
-he can’t leave California for years yet. You know
-what those American business men are. He’s keen on
-making his millions. That’s all he thinks of.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good. See that you don’t go to California when they
-send you over to lecture. Let me see his letter?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia made an instinctive, almost tigerish, and wholly
-traditional movement toward her bosom. Then she remembered
-that the letter was in the hand-bag, laughed,
-and produced it.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why not?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Herbert’s black eyes flashed through it.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“H’m!” she commented. “He seems to be a jolly sort.
-He’s a man. And there’s a sort of fresh Western breeze
-in his letter. I can smell and hear the Pacific—and see
-those wonderful ruins. I love that expression—‘makes
-the Roman Forum look like thirty cents.’ That’s fifteen
-pence—one and three. It’s not effective at all translated.
-But I’ve always liked American slang. There’s something
-big and free and young about it. And so is this man, I
-should say —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, nonsense! Don’t romance about him, please. He’s
-the antithesis of the man I’d made up in my imagination
-when I bolted from Calcutta —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That makes just about as much difference as if I had
-made up my mind that Robert Maundrell should fall in
-love with somebody else. Mr. Tay may give your ideal
-one in the eye that will make it look like—thirty cents.
-Describe him to me. Is he good-looking?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I don’t know,” said Julia, crossly. “I’ve forgotten.
-He was a dark wiry boy with a lean face and a square
-jaw. He suggests the North American Indian, but is
-a new type altogether—Western American, no doubt.
-But I’d rather talk about you. You’ve disappointed me,
-but I don’t see why you should be quite so cut up about it.
-Ishbel is married and in love and has two babies, but she
-has come out as an ardent suffragette; so much so that her
-business has suffered —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, but she marches in no parades, and takes part in
-no raids. Dark will stand for a good deal, but he’s threatened
-to go to India if she goes too far; and she won’t.
-Trust her. She’s just like any other woman in love. And
-Dark’s a good fellow, not the sort a woman would care to
-sacrifice. So is Robert. There you are.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I love Ishbel as much as ever,” said Julia, thoughtfully.
-“But somehow I don’t find her as interesting —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“A happy woman has no psychology in her. Her mind
-may go on developing, but her ego is at a standstill. That’s
-where I’m aiming! And I wanted to stand alone! I’m
-not the myself I thought. That’s what cuts. After those
-six men mauled me and broke my rib, and I lay in that
-wretched prison all night, I thought I was seasoned for life.
-And I wasn’t!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia sprang to her feet. “What’s the use of worrying
-about what can’t be helped?” she cried angrily. “Let’s
-go down to supper.”</p>
-
-<h2>XII</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>A fortnight</span> later Julia was recalled to London. She
-took a small flat in Clement’s Inn, Strand, where the
-W. S. P. U. was about to establish itself. She learned immediately
-that on the first day of the autumn session of Parliament
-a deputation of women intended to go to the Lobby
-of the House and send word to the Prime Minister that they
-expected some assurance from him regarding the prospects
-of franchise for their sex. Hundreds would await the news
-without.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>By this time there was no danger of any definite move
-by the women being overlooked by the press, and they were
-treated as news no matter with what lack of sympathy. As
-to be spectacular whenever the opportunity offered was a
-part of their policy, they overlooked no means to that end;
-quite aware that Julia was as valuable an asset as they were
-likely to have, she was drafted to make one of the deputation
-to the House of Commons on October third. By this time
-other women of the aristocracy had flocked to their standard,
-and several prominent in the arts, but Julia had a very
-special personality, and a value for the press which insured
-her a separate “story” whether or not she were the chief
-figure in any of the carefully rehearsed scenes executed by
-the Militants. Therefore, having received her instructions
-for the third, she called on the duke the night of the second.
-She had not heard from him since the letter received at
-Keighley, nor had she heard from his solicitors.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The duke was in the library and rose ceremoniously as
-she was shown in, but did not offer his hand. Julia took
-the same chair from which she had defied him in a period
-of her life that now seemed identical with a lost personality.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I should have called long ago,” she said, “but you
-were at Bosquith when I returned from Syria, and I have
-been out of London ever since.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I am quite aware of your movements during the past
-five months.” The duke spoke with all his innate formality,
-and infused his tone with icy sarcasm, but Julia had
-detected in a glance that he looked far more of a human
-being than of old. Bridgit had told her a strange tale of
-riding over to see her “Aunt Peg” when that dame was
-suffering from a broken leg, and catching a glimpse of the
-duke in an adjoining room, flat on the floor, with his boy
-and two little girls racing up and down his small but sacred
-person. Julia had accused Mrs. Herbert of trying to impose
-on her credulity, but as she inspected that meagre
-countenance she found it decidedly less gray and tight than
-formerly, the eyes brighter, the prim lines of the mouth
-relaxed. Yes; he was, conceivably, the uxorious parent.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course I know you must hate what I am doing. If
-you and thousands like you didn’t hate it, we shouldn’t be
-doing it, if you don’t mind a bull. But that is the point,
-you see. We intend to fight to the last ditch, and then
-win. You don’t guess this and so you prolong the fight.
-I haven’t come to convert you, but because I know exactly
-how you feel. You have behaved splendidly toward me,
-for I know you have longed, for months, to recall your generous
-allowance. You can’t make up your mind to
-violate your word, so I have come to renounce it myself.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah!” The duke rose and began pacing up and down
-the room. “Yes—you would suspect—you are clever
-enough. Ah! If you would only divert your cleverness
-into a respectable channel. How could you go off your
-head about this atrocious nonsense?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Nonsense? Come down to Clement’s Inn and talk
-to the women for a few minutes. You might not approve
-of us any more than you do now, but you would no longer
-use the word nonsense. You might hate, but you would
-be forced to respect —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Respect? Respect women that have parted with the
-last shred of female decency, that are distracting this poor
-country with their puerile demands, when she is faced by
-such grave problems within and without that we need every
-ounce of our energy, every moment of our time —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Quite so. That is one of our staple arguments. We are
-only asking to help you. Turn the Poor Laws over to us,
-with the ballot, and you will have that much more time and
-energy to devote to the survival of the House of Lords,
-and to the survival of Great Britain among nations.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And have a new and worse problem on our hands to
-distract us! It is bad enough now with half female England
-gone mad and making this great Empire ridiculous
-in the eyes of the world—do you fancy <span class='it'>we</span> are mad enough
-even to argue the question of giving you <span class='it'>power</span>? Never.
-You can raid the House of Commons and force your way
-into the house of the Prime Minister, and fight with the
-police and go to gaol, and shriek and parade, until the day
-of doom, and you’ll be no nearer your object than you are
-to-day. That is what has made me lose all patience with
-<span class='it'>you</span>. I trained your mind, I watched you grow under my
-roof into as intellectual a woman as is possible with the
-limitations of the female brain; I guided you in your study
-of politics, and, save when you took the wrong side out of
-sheer perversity, I was quite satisfied with you. And now!
-It has saddened and angered me beyond description to see
-you making a public spectacle of yourself, suffering bodily
-injury, disgracing yourself, your sex, and your country, in
-a ridiculous and hopeless cause.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, you see, we don’t believe it to be hopeless, and
-that sustains us.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What difference does it make what you believe?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not so much now, except as a means to an end. You
-said a moment ago that we had lost every shred of female
-decency, in other words, forgotten that we were mere
-women. Does not that strike you as portentous?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It strikes me as hideous.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I mean that when women have been battered and
-mauled and hurt, as we have been, without a second’s loss
-of courage or resource; when we have not once failed to
-score every point we have preconceived, from the heckling
-of candidates half out of their senses, to arresting the gaze
-of the civilized world,—doesn’t it strike you that we may
-be something more than mere women?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, fools, and shameless ones.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, I share Nigel Herbert’s theory, that we are a new
-sex and a new race. A new force let loose into the world,
-is how he expressed it. When I went north five months
-ago the Union in London numbered only a few hundreds.
-Now it’s as well known as the Liberal party. And all of the
-new active members have the same set grim intent look,
-although many are still in their teens. I believe they were
-born that way and only waited for the call. Not one of
-them looks as if she had ever given a thought to a lover —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And you extol them for that?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No, I merely mention it. You see, all revolutions demand
-and breed their martyrs; people who were born, so
-to speak, to fight and die in that cause and for no other
-purpose whatever. Hundreds of thousands will join us as
-converts, but only a limited number will join the fighting
-army. That sort of thing is in a woman or it isn’t. Many
-will help us with money and name and sympathy, vote when
-their time comes, and cheerfully accept such political duties
-as may be thrust upon them, but they are too soft, what you
-call too womanly, to fight. We make no complaint. The
-race must go on and these women may be depended upon to
-take care of it. But all these girls that are flocking to our
-standard, that speak to jeering crowds on street corners,
-that are hustled and twisted and pinched by policemen—when
-they interrupt meetings, or sell literature on the street—they
-are made of different elements, they are the ones
-chosen to win a cause, not to enjoy its victory. What
-matters it to them whether they are maimed for life,
-whether their youth goes before they have known any of its
-rights? Nothing. It is not of the least consequence. We
-sacrifice them as ruthlessly as they sacrifice themselves,
-as we would sacrifice ourselves. It is only the principle
-that matters. Let them die in a good cause, and be grateful
-for the opportunity. So they would, if they gave even
-that much thought to self. That is what you cannot understand.
-If you did, you would know what I mean by the
-word portentous —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How do you like the prospect of looking like those
-women—gray and dingy as the bark of an old tree?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, they don’t all look gray and dingy. We have handsome
-women in the W. S. P. U.—several that are older than
-I. Many women are born dingy. Others have merely that
-freshness of youth which is as likely to vanish after one
-year of domestic life, as after the same time spent in fighting
-for a cause that will improve the lot of women in general.
-Don’t worry about me. What looks I have are indestructible.
-I learned secrets in the East. I know how to rest—a
-lesson many of these young enthusiasts wouldn’t learn if
-I could teach them. They are screwed up to be martyrs
-and won’t have anything else. But the heads of any movement
-must be all that and more, so I have no intention of
-going to pieces.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I am told that if—I—a—withdraw the seven hundred
-and fifty I have allowed you, you may be persuaded to
-go to work on a newspaper or make money in some other
-way—I understand you give the greater part of your
-income to this abominable cause —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes. I know how you must feel about that. I made
-sure you would withdraw it before this —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have tried to! I have been on the point of writing
-to my solicitors twenty times. But it would be the first
-time in my life that I had ever broken my word, taken back
-what I had given, and I have not been able to make up
-my mind to do it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I know, so I shall do it for you. I’ll write to your solicitors
-to-morrow. I shall still have two hundred a year, and
-I am sure now that I can make money —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Make money! It is sickening. Women of our class
-don’t talk about making money.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No, but a good many of them would make it if they
-could, and more than you know turn an honest penny —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, let me keep my illusions!” The duke flung himself
-into a chair and grasped the arms. “Can you imagine
-what it is to me to see my great country going to the dogs?
-Socialism, democracy, the daily increasing power of a class
-that in my youth knew its place and kept it? And now
-women degrading their sex and proselytizing thousands
-that would have remained content with their duties to
-home and society if let alone! Why, you hear nothing but
-this infernal Suffrage—” The duke was never so impressive
-as when mildly profane. “Margaret, of course, is
-unaffected, but the women that gather at my board!
-They babble about nothing else, whether for or against. To
-my mind the very subject among all decent people should
-be tabû. I sometimes feel as if I could hear the greatest
-nation the world has ever seen rattling about my ears. My
-poor country! And I would have her impeccable always
-in the eyes of Europe—” (It was characteristic that he
-omitted the rest of the world.) “I would have her lower
-and middle classes respect her unquestioningly, without
-presuming to rule. The present Government is an abomination,
-and the number of labor representatives in Parliament
-is a disgrace in the history of England. And now the
-women! They should have pity on our troubles and give
-us their assistance, instead of adding to our problems and
-making us ridiculous. A fine reputation we are getting
-abroad—that we can no longer manage our women, that
-we are obliged to resort to physical violence, as if we were
-returned to the dark ages! Oh, that we could shut them
-up in harems! Let the Turks take warning.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, you can’t shut us up, and you can’t manage us, and
-that is the whole point. English women have grown up
-on politics; they have learned as much at the table as in
-the schoolroom; the bright ones have grown more and
-more like their fathers, and now you behold the result.
-As for the Mohammedan women—Ferrero calls attention
-to the fact that the British in India have noted that in public
-administration certain women keep the spirit of economy
-with which they manage a home; and that is why, especially
-in despotic states, they rule better than men. So,
-give us, who have had a vastly wider experience, the vote,
-and be grateful that we are willing to help you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Never. You will never obtain the franchise. Put that
-idea out of your head. Why not go and live on the continent
-for a while? The society in Vienna is delightful —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia rose. “I’ve said all I came to say, and more. I am
-very grateful for your generosity in the past, and I only
-wished to disabuse your mind of any fear you might have
-of subjecting me to privations. I shall manage splendidly.
-I pay very little for my flat in Clement’s Inn —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The duke writhed. “I can’t do it!” he cried. “I can’t!
-I gave you my word, and that is the end of it. Besides,
-you lived with me so long that you are, in a sense, of my
-house. Keep the money, but for heaven’s sake, come to
-your senses. I only ask one favor now. Take no part in
-these disgraceful raids and street scenes.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia hesitated, but she was betraying no secret, for the
-women never struck without warning. “I’d like to thank
-you, go, and say no more, but I think I should tell you that
-a number of us are going to attend the opening of Parliament
-to-morrow and demand a hearing. Of course, there
-may be trouble with the police —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do you mean that those termagants will begin to worry
-us on the very first day of Parliament?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We lose no time. We’ll get in if we can, and if we can’t—well,
-we’ll make ourselves felt, one way or another.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I—I’d be grateful if you would give me your promise
-to stay at home.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You see I have given my promise to go to the House.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The police will certainly interfere. I fancy they will
-take the first opportunity— That is only a hint.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, we are quite convinced that the police have their
-orders from the Government. But we mind nothing.
-Nothing! At the same time let me tell you that we are not
-going to-morrow with the intention of creating a disturbance.
-We are not in love with rows, and although we are
-willing to be hurt, we are not in love with that, either. How
-we behave depends entirely upon how they behave.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The duke regarded her for a minute. Then he looked
-down and tapped a penholder on the table. “Very well,”
-he said. “Go with the others, I only trust and pray—I
-intercede for you every morning at prayers—that you
-won’t be accidentally hurt in these forays, and that you
-will come to your senses before long. As soon as you do
-we should be happy to have you come and live with us.
-I—I have always missed you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He rose. Julia ran over and threw her arms about his
-neck. “You are a dear!” she cried. “And you always
-were nice to me in your funny way.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The duke laughed, and disentangled himself.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“There, there!” he said. “You look now about as old
-as you did when you came to us. You are not quite remade.
-I shall hope.”</p>
-
-<h2>XIII</h2>
-
-<div class='blockquote'>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Corker. Please write often. Hearing from you too
-good to be true. Letters like what rain would have been
-on April 16. Suffrage and get over it. No game for you.
-Don’t get hurt again. Writing.</p>
-
-<p class='line' style='text-align:right;margin-right:2em;margin-top:0.5em;'>“<span class='sc'>Tay.</span>”</p>
-
-</div>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia found this cablegram on her table when she returned
-on the following evening from the House of Commons.
-Its extravagance relaxed the angry tension of her mind, and
-she could imagine no future moment in which she would
-be in a more fitting mood to answer it. She removed her
-battered hat, washed the dirt and blood from her hands
-and face, and her pen was soon flying over large sheets of
-the W. S. P. U.</p>
-
-<div class='blockquote'>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Long before you get this you will have read in the newspapers
-the more sensational details of to-day’s encounter
-between the Militants and the police, and of its abominable
-sequel; but there are details the newspapers never
-print, and when I relate a few of them perhaps you will
-understand why I am not likely to lose sympathy with this
-cause. Besides, to-day, I have a grievance of my own
-which has put me in such a state of fury that if I couldn’t
-relieve my mind in a letter to you, I should probably go out
-and get into more trouble.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You will have read that twenty of our number, including
-Mrs. Pankhurst, Mrs. Pethick Lawrence, and Mrs. Cobden
-Sanderson, succeeded in obtaining entrance to the Lobby
-of the House of Commons, sent for the Chief Liberal Whip,
-and persuaded him to go to the Prime Minister and ask
-if he intended to do anything during this session toward
-the enfranchisement of women. The Prime Minister sent
-word back that the Government had no intention of giving
-the vote to women during their term of office.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How many times have they gone to that Lobby full of
-hope, inspired by the justice of their cause—however,
-sentimentalizing is not in our line. This was the most
-direct rebuff they had received, and they made up their
-minds to hold a meeting of protest then and there. One
-of the women sprang upon a settee and began to address the
-others. The police had been watching for a signal. In
-five minutes they had dragged and driven the women out
-of the Lobby, knocking Mrs. Pankhurst down, and mauling
-Mrs. Lawrence and the rest in their usual fashion. When
-the women waiting outside saw how their comrades were
-being handled, they rushed forward, and soon were engaged
-in a hand-to-hand encounter with the police. Even those
-that merely spoke to the women of the deputation were
-struck or arrested. Seven were dragged off to the police
-station, and a few moments later, Mrs. Cobden Sanderson,
-knowing that Mrs. Lawrence was ill, and not willing that
-the girls should go to gaol without an older woman, managed
-to get herself arrested.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course, you want to know what I was doing all this
-time. That is what I am writing to tell you, for therein
-lies my grievance. And let me tell you that I have a red-haired
-temper, quite out of tune with princesses on towers.
-You might as well know me as I am and not romance about
-me any more.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I went with the deputation to the House, being one of
-those drafted, and marching at the head of a large body of
-members of the Union that accompanied us, but had no
-hope of gaining admittance. At the Strangers’ Entrance
-we were met by the usual number of watchful police, and
-the Inspector asked at once which was Mrs. France; the
-others craned their necks and took in all my points when I
-was indicated. I was then informed that I could not enter,
-that the orders were positive. There was no time to waste
-in protest over minor matters, another was chosen in my
-place, and I was left outside with the rank and file. I was
-annoyed, and had no difficulty in guessing the cause of my
-exclusion. The duke may despise the present Government,
-but he had not scrupled to bring his personal influence to
-bear on it in order to save me from possible hurt—or
-notoriety.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“However, it is one of our principles to waste no time
-over spilt milk, but immediately to place ourselves in readiness
-for the next opportunity. I stood quietly with the
-others as close to the entrance as the police outside would
-permit, and waited. At the end of what seemed interminable
-hours, during which a large crowd gathered, many
-friendly, for the public is beginning to respect our pluck and
-persistence, some jeering and making abominable jokes,
-our women standing as erect and patient as soldiers, with
-eager set faces, ready to fight if need be, but quite as ready
-to disperse peaceably if their deputation were treated with
-respect—well, suddenly the doors were flung open and out
-tumbled a medley of women and police. Mrs. Pankhurst,
-with closed eyes and rigid limbs, as if defying the worst,
-pushed along on her heels, and finally flung to the ground;
-Mrs. Pethick Lawrence, struggling indignantly, torn and
-mauled; the rest treated as if they were circus beasts of the
-forest that had got loose in the arena,—out they came in a
-wild disgraceful scrimmage. What a cartoon for posterity
-to gape at!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course we made a rush for our friends and leaders,
-inspired with precisely the same instinct to go to their assistance
-as if they and we had been Men. One of our rigid
-principles is never to attack the police, to assume that they
-are merely obeying orders; and even when they treat us
-with their customary brutality, to struggle, but not to
-strike; it being our desire to show, if possible, that a great
-battle can be won in these days by brains instead of force.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Therefore, although we attempted to reach our leaders,
-it was merely to rescue them if we could; at all events to
-show our sympathy and indignation. But we did not reach
-them. The police outside were waiting for their signal;
-they immediately closed in and began striking and pushing
-us about, at first not ungently: they merely bashed hats,
-knocked a few shoulders, and twisted a few arms. But as
-fast as they dispersed one group, or turned to attack another,
-we made a new rush; some in the direction of Mrs.
-Pankhurst, others toward those being led off to the police
-station, others, myself among them, intending to force our
-way into the House, and make another demonstration in the
-Lobby. Mrs. Lime had managed to keep by my side, for
-she intended to enter with me. But suddenly she caught
-sight of a girl being abominably mauled by a policeman,
-and made a brave attempt to rescue her. The policeman
-dropped the girl, seized Mrs. Lime, whirled her about,
-gripped her by the shoulders, and, rushing her against the
-palings of Palace Yard, struck her breasts against the iron
-again and again. That sight sent me off my head. I forgot
-instructions, forgot the lofty impassivity I had been
-taught in the East—an admirable recipe for occasions like
-this, but, as yet, beyond me—I leaped on the man and
-struck him on the back of the head with all my might. He
-dropped Mrs. Lime and whirled about on me as furiously
-as if my fist had been as hard as his own, but when he
-saw me, he merely dropped his arm, scowled, and said: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Go home! Go home! You’ll get hurt,’ and ran over
-to pull two women apart who had locked arms. Then I
-realized what I had dimly been conscious of, that my only
-injuries were to my clothes, and that these were but the
-result of the general scuffle; every policeman had avoided
-me or brushed me off. They had received orders to do
-me no harm. Among all those hundreds of indomitable
-women I alone was to go scot free. The idea so enraged
-me that I flew at another policeman and struck him, determined
-to go to prison with the others. But he, too,
-brushed me off, although he was already panting and angry,
-and no doubt would have liked to strike me and then drag
-me to the police station. I attacked another, and he
-turned his back on me with an oath, seized a girl who was
-merely pushing her way quietly through the struggling
-mass, her face set and gray, her eyes with that strange intent
-look worn by nearly every face belonging to our women—seized
-her, threw her down, and kicked her in the side.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well—I managed to drag her and Mrs. Lime out of
-the crowd, put them into a four-wheeler, and take them to
-Westminster Hospital. They will die, no doubt; if not now,
-then later, devoured by the most horrible of all diseases.
-But if we have lost them, we shall have gained forty in their
-place, for this insensate policy of the Government has its
-logical consequence—illustrates the old truth, ‘The blood
-of martyrs is the seed of reform.’ Have they never read
-history?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And yet, sometimes I despair. We shall win in the
-end, of course, for it is as impossible to exterminate this new
-force as to chain the Atlantic. But when? And shall we
-be here to see? We are only mortal, after all, and our
-bodies, strong to endure as they are, can be broken by men.
-And the great mass of women are so slow in awakening.
-In spite of the tremendous increase in our numbers during
-the past year, and the interest we have aroused, our recruits
-are a mere handful when compared with the female population
-of Great Britain, in general. Not until all, or at
-least three-fourths, of those women have awakened and
-rallied to our side can we win. Of that I am convinced.
-One thing I strove to do in the north was to convert the
-political women, those that always assist the men so potently
-at every general election. If we can persuade these
-women to desert the men and fight for women alone, we
-shall have made a great stride. This autumn I am to renew
-my acquaintance with my old associates and visit country
-houses during the autumn and winter, making converts of
-women who would be of inestimable benefit to us. But
-that is a sort of inactive service under which I chafe.
-Would that we could rouse all the women at once, form
-a rebel army, take to the field and fight like men. Perhaps
-we shall be driven to that in the end. It is all very well to
-plan to win by brains alone, and it would be to our immortal
-glory if we did, but it is to be considered that we are opposing
-men either without brains themselves, or who have
-been bred on the idea of physical force and really respect
-nothing else. Well, whatever happens, I only ask that I
-may be here to see. I am willing to give my brain and
-body and soul and every penny I can command to this cause,
-but I want to give the last of myself at the last minute, all
-the same.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now, write and tell me honestly if you would have me
-desert these women, when I can be of signal assistance to
-them in not one but many ways; and if you think I would
-be anything but what this cause has made of me if I
-would.</p>
-
-<p class='line' style='text-align:right;margin-right:2em;margin-top:0.5em;'>“<span class='sc'>Julia France.</span>”</p>
-
-</div>
-
-<div><span class='pageno' title='361' id='Page_361'></span><h1>BOOK V<br/> DANIEL TAY</h1></div>
-
-<h2 class='nobreak'>I</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> great amphitheatre of the Albert Hall was filled
-from arena to dome: some ten thousand women and three
-hundred men, exclusive of police. Slim young women in
-the white uniform of stewards and decorated with the
-badges of their unions stood at the back of the gangways.
-On the platform, against flowers and banners, sat the officials
-of the Woman’s Social and Political Union and of the several
-unions it had inspired. Of the most important of these,
-Julia France had been elected president eighteen months
-before, and to-night sat at the right of Mrs. Pethick Lawrence,
-who occupied the chair in the absence of Mrs. Pankhurst.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The great rally had a fourfold purpose: to celebrate the
-victory of the Militants in the general election, during
-which they had fought the Liberals in forty constituencies;
-their energy, cleverness, and resource being not the least
-of the factors which had transferred eighteen seats to the
-Conservatives (thus throwing the Government upon the
-Labor and Irish vote for support); to protest once more
-against the inhuman treatment of the hunger strikers in
-Holloway gaol; to add to the £100,000 fund; and to listen
-to Mrs. France’s account of her three months’ lecture tour
-in the United States.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When Julia had risen to speak, she had been greeted by
-a magnificent demonstration. Every woman in the audience
-had sprung to her feet, cheered, and waved her banner
-for five minutes. This enthusiasm was not inspired by
-Julia’s notable tour only, nor to the money she had brought
-back with her, but to her four years’ record of steadfast and
-valuable work in the Militant cause, the large number of
-recruits she had brought in by her personal efforts, the many
-Liberal candidates she had helped to defeat at by-elections,
-her religious devotion to a work for which nothing in her
-previous life would seem to have prepared her, and above
-all, to the great gift for leadership she had displayed during
-the last year and a half. For her indomitable courage, her
-indifference to personal comfort, and to bodily suffering
-when maltreated by police, stewards, or hooligans, or endured
-in gaol, they had no applause; this was a mere
-matter of course. But in addition to her services, Julia was
-a favorite with all of them: she was picturesque without
-being sensational, a brilliant powerful persuasive speaker,
-and a lovely picture on the platform. Moreover, she
-possessed (and desperately clung to) the priceless gift of
-humor, and humor in suffragette ranks was rare. Mrs.
-Pankhurst and her daughters, great speakers as they were,
-had not a ray of it; and even Mrs. Pethick Lawrence, the
-most genial of women, fell under the spell of the world’s
-tragedy the moment she rose to speak.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>To-night, Julia, knowing that most of the minds present
-were oppressed by the sufferings in Holloway, made the
-account of her American experiences as diverting as possible,
-although she finished with a passionate denunciation of the
-Government, and an appeal to her audience to proselytize
-unceasingly, until their numbers were irresistible.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When she sat down, Mrs. Lawrence, preparatory to making
-her appeal for funds, gave a graphic and terrible picture
-of the hunger strikers, who, forcibly fed through the nose
-and throat with surgical instruments of torture, were now
-having a dose of martyrdom that compared favorably with
-any in the records of the Inquisition. Julia, too well acquainted
-with the horrible details, glanced over the House
-and nodded to Ishbel Dark and Bridgit Maundrell, seated
-in a box. Ishbel was still the prettiest woman in any assembly
-she chose to grace, and her attire, as ever, looked
-like the petals of a flower. Bridgit, severely tailored, albeit
-in velvet, was sitting forward tensely, her eyes flashing at
-the iniquities of man. Julia noted with amusement that
-Maundrell was behind her, and listening with an expression
-no less indignant. Dark consistently refused to show himself
-at Suffrage rallies, although more sympathetic of late,
-but Maundrell was not only complaisant, but converted.
-To have lived with Bridgit for three years and failed to be
-impressed by that burning and immovable faith would have
-stamped him superman, and the next step was to surrender
-to a cause capable of making such an apostle. He already
-had made a number of speeches, in and out of the House,
-advocating the extension of the franchise to a limited
-number of women, and as he was a man of distinguished
-abilities, there was much rejoicing in Suffrage ranks. He
-had even permitted his wife to take part in the last great
-raid on the House, although, without her knowledge, he
-had circled near her, and diverted the attention of the police
-when she had been too eager for trouble. He had no intention
-of letting her go to gaol and ruin her health.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But the Westminster police avoided arresting women of
-Mrs. Maundrell’s position unless their official faces were
-slapped. For that matter they were growing more and
-more averse from arresting women at all, and had been
-heard to wish that the Parliamentarians would come out
-and do their own dirty work. The women had so far won
-their liking and respect that when the Government wanted
-them knocked about, they were forced to order up reserves
-from the slums. The Westminster officers formed woman-proof
-cordons about the Houses of Parliament, effectively
-protecting the men within, but repulsed their assailants
-good-naturedly, only making arrests when the women were
-inexorable. When Julia, determined upon arrest in one
-of the raids of 1909, made a technical assault upon a tall
-policeman’s chin, he had whispered: “Harder, Mrs. France.
-Give me a good crack on me cheek. That’ll be assault, as
-the Inspector’s looking this way, and I’ll have to arrest ye.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The great number of Militants arrested, the injustice of
-their trials and sentences, the severity of their treatment
-in gaol, had succeeded as nothing else had done in arousing
-the women of Great Britain. Very nearly a million had
-declared themselves in favor of Suffrage, and many of these
-had joined one or other of the forty-one societies and
-unions.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Only the mean-spirited, the hopelessly old-fashioned, and
-the sex idolaters had failed to rally to their cause. Never
-in the history of England had there been such monster
-mass-meetings, such impressive parades, such a widespread
-upheaval. If these rebels had been Socialists, or any other
-body of men demanding concessions, they would have won
-their battle long since.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Lawrence passed on to her favorite subject, the
-injustice of visiting the penalties of the law upon desperate
-girls for infanticide, while ignoring her partner in crime.
-Julia, whose mind had wandered to her own prison experiences,
-happily over before the hunger strike was organized,
-and the devices to which she had resorted before she had
-compelled arrest in spite of the duke’s vigilance, suddenly,
-without an instant’s transition, began to think vividly of
-Daniel Tay. She started and sat up straighter, drawing
-her brows together in perplexity. Her thought was very
-consecutive these days.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>During their long but irregular correspondence—often
-conducted on his part by cable—she had thought of him
-exclusively while writing, or reading his characteristic
-letters, and then dismissed him from her mind. There
-was always a certain excitement in “talking” confidentially
-into a mind on the other side of the globe, and his
-epistles, however brief, were sympathetic. He had long since
-given up his attempt to turn her from her purpose; he
-recognized her as a force, and asserted that he was proud
-of her. She fancied that he no longer cared to meet her
-again, but found his own amusement in the novelty of the
-correspondence; and she too no longer experienced tremors
-at sight of his handwriting. But she was conscious of a
-bond, and welcomed an occasional vibration from the other
-end of the line.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And now she suddenly found herself thinking of him
-intensely. She peered out into that acre of faces. Could
-he be present? Hardly, as he had written but a few weeks
-ago that he was “up to his neck” in business and politics.
-The famous Graft Prosecution was sitting expectantly on
-the edge of its grave, dug by corrupting gold, the rallying
-of every dishonest business man in San Francisco to the
-standard of the scoundrels in politics, and a few mistakes
-of its own. Business, too, was “awful,” San Francisco’s
-luck not having turned since the morning of the earthquake.
-No, he could not be present, but she stirred
-uneasily, nevertheless. She was highly organized, and
-quick to respond to the concentration of another mind
-upon her own. Once more she searched that mass of faces,
-but they seemed to melt into one. She banished Tay from
-her mind. He returned promptly. She frowned, but gave
-it up and let her mind drift.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Lawrence had made her usual stirring appeal for
-an addition to the growing fund, and the money was
-rolling in. The girl stewards were running back and forth,
-and Mrs. Lawrence was reading aloud the promise cards
-as they were handed up, while her husband made the additions
-on the score board. Some £5000 had been subscribed
-amidst continuous applause, when Julia forgot Tay and
-almost laughed aloud as she heard Mrs. Winstone’s name
-read out to the tune of £20. “Alas!” this convert had
-cried plaintively to Julia, a few days before. “What will
-you? Haven’t I always said that one secret of lookin’
-young was to dress in the fashion of the moment, not have
-any silly style of your own? And you’ve got to keep your
-mind dressed up to date as well as your figger. I’m not
-goin’ to gaol and ruin what complexion I’ve got left, but
-I’ve taken a box at Albert Hall and I’m havin’ meetings
-in my drawin’-room. It’s a God-send to have a new fad,
-anyway. All the old ones were motheaten.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia lost her breath. She felt her body cold and rigid,
-and all its blood flown to her face.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Daniel Tay, £200,” read Mrs. Lawrence.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And the women cheered, as they always did when a man
-offered himself up for encouragement.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia stared at her hands and tried to close her lips!
-So! He was here! She was furious with herself for her
-agitation; she also cast a hasty glance over her costume.
-Ishbel and her maid attended to her wardrobe, keeping
-her admirably dressed; nothing was asked of her but to
-wear her clothes, and this she could always be relied
-upon to do with distinction. She had hardly been aware
-of the color or fashion of her gown until this moment of
-searching investigation, and was gratified to observe that
-it was of white chiffon cloth and gentian blue velvet; made
-with simplicity, but long of line, and moulded to her round
-slim young figure. She wore a long chain of blue tourmalines
-and moonstones, the colors of her Union, and presented by her
-American admirers. Her abundant flame-colored locks
-were braided about her head as in the days of Bosquith, little
-curls escaping on her brow and neck.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Her self-possession returned, and looking out, she deliberately
-smiled, a very hospitably sisterly smile. She
-believed that Tay would move, change his seat abruptly;
-but everybody was moving, and many were standing.
-To recognize him would be impossible unless he came
-directly up to the platform. She rather wondered that he
-did not, being an informal creature. Then she looked
-forward confidently to finding him at the stage door.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The meeting broke up, amidst renewed cheers and waving
-of flags. Tay was not at the stage door. After lingering
-for a few moments in conversation, she went round to
-the front entrance. But only the police stood there, a
-long stately and useless rank. They all saluted Julia,
-and one told her he had missed her. Finally she permitted
-him to put her into a cab, and drove to Clement’s Inn
-with her black brows in a straight line. She excogitated
-until the brilliant idea struggled out that Tay had intrusted
-his donation to some friend, who had recklessly unchained
-himself from his desk in that unhappy city of San Francisco.</p>
-
-<h2>II</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>When</span> she had entered her flat she sat down at her desk
-and scowled more deeply still. She was angry not only at
-her past agitation but at her present disappointment. For
-seven years now, save for brief lapses, almost forgotten,
-she had been complete mistress of herself. During the
-last four she had so far sunk her personality into the
-great impersonal cause of her adoption that she had had
-no time to moon about herself after the fashion of idle
-women.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Work! Had that been the secret? How commonplace,
-and how expositive! Who, indeed, when speaking, planning,
-fighting, proselytizing, writing innumerable leaflets,
-newspaper and magazine articles, drilling recruits, attending
-thousands of meetings, to say nothing of organizing
-her own Union and fighting army, would find a moment’s
-time to cast a thought to man save as present enemy and
-future co-worker. Even when in gaol, from which she
-had been mysteriously released both times at the end of a
-week, she had deliberately slept when not writing articles
-in her head. In America she had not gone farther west
-than Chicago, but she suddenly realized that if the question
-of including California in the itinerary had arisen she
-should have felt something like panic, possibly the same
-superstitious fear that had assailed her at three pillar
-boxes four years earlier. Well, indeed, that Tay had sent
-his contribution. She had no desire to have her work
-interrupted, nor to go through any female throes. To
-know that she was still hospitable to them was bad enough.
-Switch him out! She took her typewriter from its case,
-haughtily refusing to sleep.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The telephone beside her rang. She put the receiver to
-her ear, wondering who dared interrupt her at night in
-times of peace. Although a truce with the Government
-was not formally declared until February 14th, the Militants
-were resting on the laurels won in the General Election.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>A man’s voice answered her “Hello!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Who is it?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Guess!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I—I can’t.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, I hope my voice has changed some.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh—so you <span class='it'>are</span> here. How generous of you to give
-us those £200!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Generous nothing. You fired me up so with that
-speech that I came near subscribing my entire letter of
-credit, and then borrowing back enough to pay my
-hotel bill and get out.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why didn’t you come up to the platform afterward,
-or wait for me in the lobby?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Frightened out of my wits. I’m never shy at the other
-end of the telephone, so thought I’d meet you this way
-first. If you’d made the usual female speech, I should
-have remained quite myself. But with all your wit and
-fire, you’re so finished, so polished—and you look that
-way, too. My teeth are still chattering. Somehow, in
-spite of everything, I suddenly realized that I’d always
-remembered you as the little princess on the tower.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>(“And I in the fatal young thirties!”) “Nonsense! I’ve
-merely worked hard these last four years. No one ever
-dreamed of being afraid of me. Of course you’ll call
-to-morrow?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I think I might summon up courage if you would infuse
-a little cordiality into your voice. You’ve thawed a bit,
-but not too much.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You took me so completely by surprise. I had just
-made up my mind that you had asked some friend to make
-that donation in your name.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Never should have thought of such a thing, although
-you could have had all I’ve got at any moment. What
-time may I call to-morrow?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“When did you arrive?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“This morning. Saw at once that you were going to
-speak, and thought I’d see what you were like before I
-ventured. What time may I call to-morrow morning?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Let me think—I’ve always a thousand things to attend
-to in the morning —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Please cut them out. You need a rest, anyhow. I’d
-like to call at eleven.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well—why not? We might go to the National
-Gallery —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What! You’re not going to begin on that? Reminds
-me of Cherry and the torments of my youth. I’d like to
-talk to you for twelve hours on end, and take you out to
-lunch and dinner, but I’ll go to no morgues!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, very well. It will be quite delightful. But as it
-will be what you call a strenuous day, perhaps I’d better
-go to bed now. Good night.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good night, Militant Princess.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When Julia hung up the receiver she was still smiling.
-Then, to show how completely mistress of herself she was,
-she went to bed and slept.</p>
-
-<h2>III</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> next morning Julia looked dubiously about her
-little sitting-room. A workshop, truly. No hint here of
-the charming woman’s boudoir. It would have been
-impossible for Julia to live in tasteless surroundings, and
-the walls were covered with green burlap, the carpet was
-of the same shade, the chairs were of leather, the big desk
-was of old oak. But there was not a picture on the walls,
-not a bibelôt, only books, books everywhere; and in the
-corners piles of papers. She rang for the maid that took
-care both of her and the flat (her meals were brought in
-unless she went out for them), and ordered her to make the
-room as presentable as possible while she took the walk
-with which she began her day. It was raining, but no
-weather kept her indoors, and she walked rapidly to Kensington
-Park and back.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When she reëntered the flat she petrified the maid by
-ordering her to bring forth her new coats and skirts for
-inspection. There was a rough but handsome green tweed
-for heavy wear, the inevitable black cloth, and a more
-elaborate costume of electric blue cloth with a white
-velvet collar and fancy blouse, intended for the simple
-functions of her present life. She arrayed herself in the
-last without an instant’s hesitation, then after trying on
-the graceful little hat three times, decided that it would be
-more hospitable to receive an old friend in the hair he
-admired.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Have I any tea-gowns?” she asked abruptly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Tea-gowns, mum?” Collins barely articulated. “No,
-mum. You’ve never had use for tea-gowns.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How odd, when I often come home tired.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ve never seen you really tired, mum.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Everybody is tired at times—and—and—I always
-wanted tea-gowns.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll go at once to her ladyship’s—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, do. No, go to the big French houses—I’ve
-given Lady Dark so much trouble. Buy me two, ready-made.
-A pale green one, and a white one with sapphire-blue
-ribbons—or cornflower blue. It doesn’t matter.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, mum.” And Collins went on her errand joyfully.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now what a fool I am,” thought Julia. But she did
-not recall the maid. She carried the forgotten typewriter
-into the next room and deposited it on the bed, then sat
-down and reflected that Swani Dambaba, her Hindu master,
-had often reminded her there was nothing like a short, but
-thorough, vacation from the mind’s accustomed travail,
-to recuperate the mental faculties and prepare them for
-still more arduous labors. She had thought of one thing
-only for four years. This, no doubt, was the opportunity
-her mind had impatiently awaited, for its Suffrage activities
-had lain down to sleep without a preliminary yawn. Her
-secretary had come and gone, mystified.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Promptly on the stroke of eleven she answered a sharp
-rap and extended both hands with a cold friendly brightness
-she could always adjust like a visor. Tay flung his
-hat on a chair and shook her hands for quite a minute.
-Obviously his diffidence was a thing of overnight, for it
-was not in evidence as he smiled down upon her with his
-keen clever eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“By Jove!” he exclaimed, “but you look good to me.
-You haven’t changed a bit. To tell the truth, if business
-hadn’t forced me to come over here, I don’t believe I’d
-ever have come—was so afraid you’d be old and ugly —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Old and ugly!” cried Julia, indignantly. “When I’m
-only—” She paused abruptly. Tay knew that she was
-thirty-four, and she was willing that he should know, but,
-quite like any woman after twenty-eight, she couldn’t force
-the combination past her lips.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I know, but you’ve worked like a man, and been in so
-many free fights. Batting cops over the head, sitting on
-roofs in the rain to devil politicians at the psychological
-moment, to say nothing of gaol, doesn’t improve women,
-as a rule. I was almost certain you would have lost your
-complexion—and your hair!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, I haven’t. Do sit down. Will you smoke?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Will you?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I never smoke in the morning.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No more do I. Don’t let my nerves get ahead of me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It would be delightful to see you all again,” said Julia,
-amiably, as he took off his overcoat and made himself
-comfortable. Then she plunged into the safe subject of
-Mrs. Bode and her amusing experiences in London during
-the Spanish war, meanwhile examining him with cool smiling
-eyes, which appeared to dwell upon the cheerful memory
-of his sister. She was gratified to find him as well dressed
-and groomed, even to the crown of his sleek black head, as
-any man he might meet in Piccadilly, and confessed that
-she would have been intensely disappointed had his attire
-been as Western as his vocabulary. His accent was also
-agreeable, without nasal inflection, and although it lacked
-the cultivation of the best English voice, it was manly even
-over the telephone. He had grown several inches taller,
-although he had been a tall boy, and his figure was straight
-and well set up. Save for the keen depth of the black-gray
-eyes, and the accentuated squareness of chin and jaw, he
-had changed surprisingly little. Even as a boy he had held
-his head high; now he had the air of one accustomed to
-command a large number of men. His manner, while
-courteous and amiable, betrayed possibilities of impatience.
-She could quite appreciate what he had once written her,
-that he was “some pumpkins on the street.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He looked steadily at her as they talked, and she detected
-an expression both defensive and wary at the back of his
-eyes, reflected in the slight smile on his firm, rather grim
-mouth. She guessed that he had no intention of falling
-in love with her again. Every once in a while, however, his
-eyes flashed with admiration, and then he looked quite
-boyish; his smile was spontaneous and delightful. But
-she suddenly realized that he would not be as easy to
-understand as she had thought.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You might have sent me a photograph,” he said
-abruptly, tired of Cherry. “I have a large collection of
-libels, cut from weekly magazines, but —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How odd you never asked for one.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I guess I didn’t want the charming picture in my mind
-disturbed. I feared you might have grown to look masculine,
-at the least. It’s queer you haven’t, you know.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“None of us looks masculine, although a good many
-look sexless, if you like. Don’t you want to come down
-to the offices and meet the big ones?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I—do—<span class='it'>not</span>.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I thought you were so interested—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“As far as I am concerned the entire movement is concentrated
-in you. You may be the type, but I don’t believe
-it, and anyhow I don’t care.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, you saw some of them on the platform last night.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I saw no one but you. In fact I had an opera-glass
-trained on you throughout the whole show.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh! Did you? But you haven’t told me what
-brought you over.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We’re trying to open an important connection in London,
-and our representative cabled me to come over and help
-him. An American has to sit up nights to keep an Englishman
-from getting ahead of him, much as an Englishman
-has to sit up watching a Scot. This is the top of civilization,
-all right—and all that term implies. No wonder
-your women are ahead in their particular game.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But the American women are now almost as keen on
-Suffrage as we are.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, but in their way, not yours. I’m for giving them
-the vote, for they’ll help us to clean up, and incidentally
-develop their minds. But your women are a century
-ahead—not that we’ll ever have such women. Thank
-God, we haven’t the men to breed them. You’re up against
-the hundred-per-cent male. That is enough to make
-women stronger than death. With us it’s more likely to
-be the other way.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You don’t look henpecked.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No more I am, nor ever shall be. Our women only
-think they do the tyrannizing. Give a woman her head in
-trifles, all the money she can whine or nag for, and she
-thinks she’s the whole show. That’s the way we manage
-ours. What they don’t know doesn’t hurt them.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I rather think that’s worse. We at least know what
-we are fighting.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Exactly. And it has made great fighters of you.
-None better in the history of the world. That shows how
-much cleverer the American man is than the Englishman.
-We lie low like Br’er Rabbit, and say nuffin. American
-women are discontented, want the earth, but can find
-nothing to sharpen their axes on, and that is good for us.
-They may help us in the United States, and we’ll be glad
-to have ’em, but they’ll never rule. Now I am willing to
-bet my unmade millions that the Englishwomen will be
-ruling this country fifty years from now, perhaps twenty.
-I expect to live to see a woman Prime Minister. You,
-perhaps! Awful thought!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I should like it,” said Julia, frankly. “And I’m glad
-I wasn’t born an American.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you are <span class='it'>you</span>. I don’t class you geographically—except—well,
-I read up after I’d got a letter or two from
-you, and it set me thinking—also talking with an astrologer
-we have in San Francisco, who’s some nuts on Oriental
-lore. We came to the same conclusion, that you were a
-lightning streak straight out of the past—not Earth’s
-past, but some previous solar system —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh!” Julia sprang to her feet, startled quite out of
-her visor. “San Francisco! You! It is too uncanny!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Hoped I’d get a rise out of you. Nothing uncanny
-about it. Some of the weirdest characters, not to say
-scholars, have drifted out there. California is not the
-God-forsaken hole you may have been led to believe. I’ll
-admit that lore of any sort is not exactly our business
-man’s idea of recreation, and but for you I might be in
-happy ignorance of Oriental mysteries myself.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And how much do you believe?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, sometimes I laugh at it—and myself, but—perhaps
-I like the queer romance of it. Lord knows it’s sufficiently
-un-American. Now that I’ve seen you once more—I’m
-not so sure how much of it I do believe. You don’t
-look several hundred thousand years old, not by a long
-sight. I hope you have a young appetite. Will you come
-over to the Savoy, or is that not allowed in Militant
-circles?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Nonsense. Once, perhaps; but now I’d lunch with a
-coal heaver if I chose.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Thanks! I have a taxi downstairs—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Waiting? You <span class='it'>are</span> extravagant! Like your cables.
-They were too funny.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not at all. I’m more at home in a cable office than in
-bed.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But I thought you were all so badly off in San Francisco?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My dear princess, the harder up a San Franciscan is,
-the more money he spends. I can’t explain; doubtless
-it’s a law of nature. But if you’ll put on a hat to match
-that charming frock —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll be ready in a second. How nice that you notice
-what a woman has on. I had almost forgotten that pleasant
-characteristic of a few men.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I shall be here a month, and hope to pass on your
-entire wardrobe.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And they went as gayly forth as if indeed the good old
-friends they fain would feel but could not; but young
-withal, and agreeably titillated.</p>
-
-<h2>IV</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>If</span> a man and a woman tentatively interested in each
-other would part for years at the end of a long day together,
-during which they had talked until every subject
-on earth seemed exhausted, and ennui inevitable, the cure
-would be effected before the disease had declared itself.
-An appreciative thought now and again, a passing regret,
-other minds as stimulating, the episode is closed. Astute
-wives have been known to apply a form of this treatment
-to husbands and the objects of their roving fancy; perchance
-in time it will be recognized as a sort of love vaccine
-and scientifically administered.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia and Tay talked almost uninterruptedly until eleven
-o’clock that night, and existed comfortably apart for
-nearly a week. Julia plunged into routine work with
-renewed ardors, refused to look at her tea-gowns, and when
-she thought of Tay at all was rather glad they had met
-at last and had a jolly talk. Tay sent her a box of roses
-(automatically), but was too busy to think about her;
-for the increased importance of his house, to say nothing
-of his reluctant millions, depended upon the success of his
-efforts in London. But on Saturday he found himself
-idle, and promptly thought of Julia. A brief talk on the
-telephone ended in an invitation to dine at Clement’s Inn
-that night; and with his desire for feminine society once
-more alert, and for Julia’s in particular, he appeared with
-his usual promptness.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, who had grown methodical, had put on the green
-tea-gown as a logical result of its purchase for the delectation
-of her old friend; and he gave it instant approval.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“By Jove!” he exclaimed. “That’s the sort of thing
-you were made for. You look less of a Suffragette than
-ever. I hope that when you have accomplished your
-horrible purpose and have nothing to do but vote, you will
-receive me in a boudoir the same shade.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I shouldn’t wonder if I did have a boudoir one of these
-days— You look rather nice yourself in your evening
-clothes— That would be a good idea for all of us. We’ll
-take a rest cure first, and then feminize ourselves just
-enough.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Rather flat, though, to receive women in boudoirs, for
-no men will go to see you—them.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, won’t they? Men will readjust their old ideals
-when they have to, and be glad of something new in
-women.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, but that sort won’t care a hang about boudoirs.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“They will about mine. And I’ll promise it shall be
-large enough for people with long legs. I hope the waiters
-won’t stumble over yours when they bring in the dinner.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Tay had had some misgivings about this dinner, having
-been asked to speak once or twice before women’s clubs,
-foregathered at the luncheon hour. But Julia had not
-lost her taste for dainty edibles, and he hardly could have
-fared better anywhere, save in the city of his birth.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How is it you know so much about food?” he asked as
-the dishes were being removed. “You say the Suffragettes
-are not even masculine, they are sexless. No wonder
-they could stand gaol. No doubt they live on ancestral
-memories.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Gaol has ruined most of their stomachs, all the same,
-and I should have choked over every morsel I ate, if I
-hadn’t deliberately thought about something else—detached
-my mind.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Can you do that?” he asked, looking at her curiously.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Rather. I learned a good many secrets in the East.
-I can control both my mental and physical machinery.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How appalling! If you found yourself falling in love,
-I suppose you’d just turn on your mental hose-pipe and
-wash it out by the roots.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Something like that.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Julia,” said Tay, removing his cigar and looking at the
-ash, “what would you really do if you ever did fall in love?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I never shall.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah? Is prophecy included in the mental make-up of
-the new sex?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I mean I’ll never have time.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But you’ll win this fight, and then, mercifully, have
-time to think of other things. There <span class='it'>are</span> a few things
-besides Suffrage in the world even now, you know.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We won’t have so much more time; perhaps less. Our
-work will only just have begun.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, but the holy martyr’s fire will have burned out for
-want of something to feed on. Your interests will be more
-diverse, at least, your minds less concentrated. Men have
-time to fall in love, you may have observed. You’ll all
-begin to look about.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I doubt it. We’ve been through too much ever to be
-quite like other women.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Nonsense, Julia, nonsense. You can’t get ahead of
-Nature. She may take a back seat for a time, but she,
-being really unhuman, never sleeps. She watches her
-chance and the moment it comes she gets her fine work in.
-She hits good and hard, too; all the harder because she
-appropriates to herself some of the vengeance of the
-Lord.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That’s a man’s reasoning, but it is beside the question
-as far as I am concerned. Insane people live forever.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Have you any prejudice against divorce?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Rather not. One of the first things we accomplish is a
-reform of the unjust divorce laws of this country. But I
-doubt if even women will consent to the divorce of the
-insane. It can be done in only one or two states of your
-own country.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“True. But a marriage can be annulled if it is shown
-that one of the parties to the contract was insane at the
-time of marriage.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Marriage can be annulled on the same ground here,
-but not without more horrors of detail than any woman
-who had lived with a man for eight years would care to
-suffer.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“A simple statement would be enough in Reno—why
-do you laugh?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have heard of Reno before.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah?” Tay sat up alertly. “Who else—who has
-wanted to take you out to Reno and marry you?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, that is over long since. He remains a dear friend,
-my one intimate man friend—except you, of course—but
-we never meet any more except by accident. He has
-great responsibilities and is a good deal older now. It
-has become quite impracticable. Neither of us would
-desert England.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Did you ever love this man?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not enough.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What is he like?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, the best type of Englishman, and more, for he has
-genius, and uses it in the interest of the race.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Sounds like an infernal prig.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He is not!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh! Is he good-looking?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Rather!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do women like him?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It shows how really remarkable he is, that he has
-never been spoiled by them.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Are you trying to make me jealous?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course I am not! I hope I have pulled all my pettiness
-up by the roots—long ago!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You are one of the purest types of female I have ever
-met. If you weren’t, you wouldn’t radiate charm from
-every electrical hair on your head.” He had been trying
-to stride about the little room. He stopped short and
-leaned both hands on the table. “Julia,” he said, “do you
-want to know exactly what I think of you?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What could be more interesting?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I think you are a magnificent bluffer. No, don’t
-flash those arc-lights on me. I mean you bluff yourself,
-not the world. You are sincere, all right. But you’ve
-hypnotized yourself. Ask your old Mohammedan if I’m
-not right. He gave you a suggestion or two, from all
-accounts.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If you were not talking nonsense, I should be angry.
-I’m quite well aware that I was deliberately prepared for
-all this, and long before I went to India. Wait until you
-meet Bridgit; she’ll tell you her part in it. And even if
-I were hypnotized? Are not we all more or less? Hypnotized
-by the currents of life, by its waves beating on our
-brains? Some are drawn to one current, some to another.
-It all depends upon our particular gift for usefulness.
-This happens to be my métier. Sooner or later, whether
-I had gone to India or not, even if I had not known Bridgit,
-even if—a friend had not written the book that started
-us all in this direction, I should have drifted into my
-current. Only I had the good fortune to be steered soon
-instead of late.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not bad reasoning.” Tay stared at her for a moment,
-then took up his restricted march. “All the same there
-are layers and layers that you have deliberately covered
-up. Pretended they are not there. That is what I mean
-by bluffing.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you don’t understand us. Wait until you have
-met twenty or thirty more.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, wait! I don’t propose to know even one more.
-And I don’t care a continental for the whole Militant
-bunch. Not even rolled into one magnificent manifestation
-of sexless sex. I am quite willing to believe they were
-born that way, and have no desire to dwell on the thought.
-You are a different proposition.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not at all.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Exactly. When a woman is made soft and beautiful
-and dainty, she’s made for man, don’t you make any mistake
-about that. Nature is no fool. She hasn’t so much
-of that sort of material that she can afford to waste it. The
-number of undesirable women in the world is simply appalling.
-Mind you—” as Julia nearly overturned the table
-in her wrath, “I don’t argue that she’s made for that and
-nothing else. No man has less use for the pretty fool.
-Nor have I a word to say against this cause you are exercising
-your talents on. Go ahead and win. It’s a great
-cause, and deserves a good deal of sacrifice from great
-women. But for God’s sake don’t go on making a fool of
-yourself. The real you is under all that manufactured
-impersonal edifice, and sooner or later, it’ll wake up and
-knock the impersonal edifice into a cocked hat.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Never!” Julia sat down again.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Tay took his own chair and leaned across the table.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Julia,” he said. “I have heard you speak once. I
-have read a good many of your more serious speeches. I
-have had a great many letters from you, all—except those
-in which you seemed to find some relief in your Eastern
-experiences—on this one subject. You have given a
-good deal more than concentration of mind to this cause.
-You have given it an amount of white-hot passion that not
-one woman in a million possesses. What are you going to
-do with that when the cause is won?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You are describing all the women—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Damn the other women. Do me the favor to leave
-them out of the conversation. I don’t happen to be a
-fool, and if I haven’t managed to fall in love all these years,
-that doesn’t mean I know nothing about women. There
-is a certain quality of mental passion that springs from sex
-only. Now you’ve got it, and you’ve got to reckon with
-it. When do you expect to win this fight?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“This year. We are almost sure now that the Government
-is ready to yield, but doesn’t wish to appear coerced.
-That is the reason we shall declare a truce.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah? It may be longer than you think. But not so
-very long. And when that is off your chest, I’m going
-to marry you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You? You’re not a bit in love with me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’m not so sure. I came over determined not to be,
-for although I like strong women, I don’t like ’em too strong.
-But your personal quality is stronger still—magnetism?—call it
-what you like —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, if that is all, you’ll soon get over it. Remember
-you are going back to America in a month —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Perhaps. That, however, has nothing to do with it.
-You knocked me out at fifteen, and you’re about to do it
-again. What have I waited for all these years? I’ve
-felt superstitious about it before —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I don’t love you the least bit, and never could.” And
-Julia made her eyes look pure steel.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, couldn’t you? Julia—” He leaned farther
-across the table and looked into the steel with no appreciable
-tremor. “Julia, play the part you look for just
-three minutes and a quarter.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do you want me to kiss you?” asked Julia, furiously.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Don’t I? I want nothing so much on earth, not even
-to get the best of those four-flushers in the City.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do you suppose I’d kiss a man unless I intended to
-marry him?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I hope not. I’m quite ready to do the right thing by
-you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I wish you would stop joking. It’s rather indecent,
-anyhow.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not a bit of it. And what do you suppose I’ve come
-into your life for? To take up your education where Mrs.
-Maundrell and your Orientals left off. I’m part of the
-course. I’m inevitable. And if I’ve surrendered, why
-shouldn’t you?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Surrender? I repeat that you are not a bit in love with
-me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And I repeat that I am not so sure. After we parted
-the other day, I was comfortably certain there was nothing
-in it for me, that I was as safe as a cat up a tree. But these
-last two days—well, I began to be uneasy. I wouldn’t
-look it squarely in the face, but I was haunted with the idea
-of something wanting. I was uncomfortable away from
-you, that is the long and the short of it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You merely wanted some one sympathetic to talk to.
-I shall introduce you to all my old friends.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Delighted to meet them. Or—shall I chuck business
-and take the next steamer?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He was pale now and staring hard at her, perplexity and
-some astonishment deepening in his eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good idea,” said Julia, coolly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You provocative little— Were you ever a coquette?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course not.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I wish I had been ten years older fifteen years ago.
-However—” He threw himself back in his chair. “I’ll
-not cut and run. I’ll be hanged if I do know whether I
-love you or not. You’ve a physical essence that goes to
-the head, but you are too self-centred, too unified, to give
-the complete happiness we men dream of. Fifteen years
-ago!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do you mean I’m too old?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“In a way, yes. You have lived too much in these fifteen
-years, although in one sense you haven’t lived at all.
-But you have the strength of ten women, and a man would
-have to be a good deal weaker than I am to want that much
-counterpoise. And yet you pull me like the devil, and I
-have admired you more these fifteen years than any woman
-on earth —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Really, you mustn’t disturb yourself,” said Julia, who
-was now so angry that she looked merely satirical. “I
-should not marry—neither you nor any one—if my husband
-were dead and the cause won. Winning the vote for
-women is merely a necessary preliminary, and my work for
-them but a part of an ideal of development I conceived even
-before I went to the East. I have a theory that the world
-will not improve much until a few women achieve a state
-of moral and mental perfection far ahead of anything the
-race has yet known. Such an achievement is impossible
-to man because he is either oversexed, or the reverse, and
-in both cases incapable of achieving perfect unity in himself,
-and absolute strength. But to woman it is possible.
-There will only be a few of us. Man needn’t worry. The
-world will always be full of the other kind. But to stand
-alone! To feel yourself equipped to accomplish for the
-world what twenty centuries of men have failed in—despite
-even their honest endeavor—do you fancy that one of us
-would exchange that great work for what any mere mortal
-could give us?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Whew!” Tay’s eyes, that had looked as hard as her
-own, flashed and smiled as he sprang to his feet and put on
-his overcoat. He held out his hand.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Let’s cut all this out for a time,” he said. “Perhaps
-you’ve put me off, and perhaps you haven’t. Perhaps you
-are right. But if you are not, well, out to Reno you go.
-Is it to-morrow you take me to call on your aunt?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes. Will you come here?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I will. Goodnight.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>After he had gone Julia for an hour stared straight at the
-wall as if deciphering hieroglyphics. Then she smiled and
-went to bed.</p>
-
-<h2>V</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Mrs. Winstone</span> had put on her new intellectual expression.
-Her lids were slightly drooped, thus banishing the
-young stare of wonder; her brows were almost intimate, and
-she had powdered her nose with an art that elevated the
-bridge.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When Julia and Tay arrived at the house in Tilney Street
-she was standing beside a table at the end of the drawing-room.
-One hand rested lightly upon it, the other held a slip
-of paper. On her left sat Mrs. Maundrell and Lady Dark,
-on her right Mrs. Flint, a working woman from the slums
-of Bloomsbury, and an eminent leader in the Militant ranks
-of her own class. The room was well filled with charmingly
-gowned women, some mildly but financially sympathetic
-with the cause of Suffrage, others as mildly adverse. All
-looked mildly expectant.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Aunt Maria said nothing about this,” whispered Julia
-to Tay. “We’ll sit at the back until it’s over—that is, if
-you think you can stand it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll do my best. Like you, I can detach my mind.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ladies,” began Mrs. Winstone, in a deep grave voice,
-and not seeing Julia, wondering who on earth the attractive-looking
-stranger could be, “we all know too much of the
-great cause which brings us together to-day for me to waste
-any words on its history. Suffice it to say that—a—”
-(she referred to the slip in her hand) “it is now a cause which
-no woman that respects herself can afford to ignore, a cause
-that for the first time in history has united all classes of
-women in one indissoluble bond. It originated in the great
-middle or manufacturing class, eloquently known as the
-backbone of England, and quickly spread to what is in our
-generation the most powerful of all, the working class.
-Thirty members of this great class sit in the House of Commons,
-but their better part is still clamoring at the gates.
-I refer, of course, to the thousands of working women now
-enrolled in the Militant army. One of these, the most—a—distinguished
-of its leaders, has kindly consented
-to talk to us to-day. She has her scars of battle. She has
-stormed the house of the Prime Minister, both when he
-lived in Cavendish Square, and after he was elevated to
-the more historic Downing Street. She has six times fought
-with the police guarding the House of Commons, and three
-times served a term in Holloway. Her recruits are numberless—Ladies,
-allow me to introduce Mrs. Flint.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She sat down and spread out her train. Mrs. Flint rose
-amidst the pleasant impact of kid, and Julia murmured
-to Tay: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“A fine bluffer, my aunt, if you like. But all Englishwomen
-seem to speak well, by instinct.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Tay was groaning in spirit, but soon gave his ear to Mrs.
-Flint, who made a short pointed and effective speech.
-Her restraint and simplicity alone would have commanded
-attention. She began by remarking with grim humor
-that she had not been at all worried by the punching and
-kicking of the police, as her husband had beaten her every
-Saturday night for ten years until he disappeared, leaving
-her to support and bring up seven children as best she might.
-But although she had long since forgiven him for all this,
-it being quite in the nature of things, she had enjoyed kicking
-the policemen back and clawing when she got her
-chance, as they belonged to that sex which had ruined the
-lives of two of her girls: one had flung herself into the
-Thames, and the other come home with her child, shattered
-in body and mind. Then, dismissing her personal affairs,
-she went on to speak of the wrongs of working women in
-general, their miserable wages for men’s work, and the new
-hope that filled their lives at the prospect of women being
-able to force men to keep their election promises and command
-a fixed and adequate wage for women’s work, shorter
-hours, and improved social conditions; conditions at present
-beyond the efforts of women on the municipal boards or
-even of the Friendly Societies. There was no ranting
-against man. Mrs. Flint recognized that he couldn’t help
-himself, having been born that way, and incapable of understanding
-the limited endurance, and the needs, of women
-and children. She paid a just tribute to the few humane
-and enlightened men that had improved conditions
-in the past, but added that she saw no disciples among the
-present men in power. The only men that seemed to give
-any thought to the improvement of the poor were the Socialists,
-and they did nothing but talk and write pamphlets.
-They showed nothing of the life and the fighting spirit of
-the women now engaged in a war which would cease only
-when they were either all dead or victorious. When she
-had illustrated her address with a number of brief but terrible
-anecdotes, she finished with an eloquent appeal to her
-hearers to take part in the next raid on the House of Commons,
-should the Government fail to keep its tacit promise;
-and sat down amid a lively applause, as sincere as her speech.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“By Jove!” said Tay. “A working woman! Wish
-you could see ours. But we have the scum of Europe.
-Mrs. Flint is the undiluted British article. After all, it
-doesn’t speak so badly for your men that such women have
-been allowed to breed in this country—also your own lot.
-Ever think of that?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Rather, and they must take the consequences. We
-prove ourselves the more logical sex inasmuch as we demand
-the logical result. Now! Bridgit!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Maundrell spoke like a fiery torrent, reënforcing
-Mrs. Flint’s personal experiences with several of her own,
-garnered when she had worked in the slums; and impressing
-her audience with their duty to go out and fight to
-mitigate the lot of the poor, even if they had not sufficient
-self-respect to demand the ballot because it was their right
-on general principles.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Ishbel followed, speaking with her usual calm practical
-sense, and her appeal was to the immediate pocket. The
-funds of the unions must constantly be replenished, and
-she asked all present, in the soft accents of one unaccustomed
-to denial, and with her most enchanting smile, to
-subscribe liberally to the union represented by Mrs. Flint.
-She herself would distribute the promise cards.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“When I go back,” said Tay, “I’ll drum up all the useless
-beauties I know and start a class for their education in
-public speaking, and in thinking of something besides
-themselves. No wonder these women hit the bull’s-eye
-every time.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And he cheerfully parted with five pounds when the distracting
-Ishbel told him how she had longed to meet this
-old friend of her own dear friend, and begged him to dine
-with her on the following evening.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And you really must take advantage of this truce, dear,”
-she said to Julia, “and see a bit of the lighter side of life
-once more. We’ll be just a family party—like old times!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Nigel? Is he in town?” asked Julia, in alarm.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No, he’s in Syria; writes from some hotel on Mount
-Carmel. I believe you suggested —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah! At last! I feared he never really would care for
-the idea.” But the relief in her voice was not in the cause
-of the Bahai religion.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Here Mrs. Maundrell bore down on them, and her eyes
-flashed from Tay’s face to Julia’s with an expression of
-angry misgiving. But Julia was cool and smiling, and Tay
-shook her hand heartily and protested that he had long
-thought of her as another old friend. Mrs. Maundrell liked
-him so spontaneously that she was more alarmed than
-ever.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Come and meet my aunt,” said Julia, hastily, and bore
-him off.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone, who knew nothing of the correspondence,
-almost betrayed her surprise as the two approached her,
-and wondered if Julia really were going to turn out a woman.
-At all events she had shown taste in her sudden departure
-from sixteen years of inhuman indifference. The hostess
-greeted the one man present with warmth.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So glad you could come, and so sorry I’m goin’ away.
-It would have been too jolly to know Charlotte’s brother.
-But I’m startin’ for my old home in the West Indies on
-Wednesday.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What?” cried Julia. “You never told me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How very odd. But my nerves need a rest. Hannah
-and Pirie are goin’ with me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“To visit my mother?” gasped Julia.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Rather not. Bath House has been rebuilt, in part.
-They are goin’ to take the baths for their gout. Any message
-for your mother?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Give her my love, of course.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why not come along?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, you see, Aunt Maria, I am not quite casual enough,
-if I am English, to leave my party on a day’s notice.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So glad I’m not a leader. I always do what I want,
-without botherin’ about anybody else. Makes life so
-simple. How do, Hannah? Have you survived it?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Tay had been swept off into a vortex of suffragists and
-antis, all arguing with determination. Julia sought out
-Ishbel and had a talk in a corner with that ever soothing
-friend.</p>
-
-<h2>VI</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“<span class='sc'>Julia</span>,” said Tay, as they emerged into Tilney Street,
-“what is your idea of something real devilish?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What do you mean?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I mean that after that flow of soul, I am in a mood to
-whoop it up, paint the town magenta, get up on a box in
-Hyde Park and holler, but not to suffragettes. And I want
-your company. Can’t you feel that way?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Perhaps,” admitted Julia, laughing. “What a boy you
-still are.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not so much of a boy as you think, but enough. But
-I don’t know your tastes in crime. Give me a hint, and
-we’ll do it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’m afraid I haven’t any.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You are as truthful as a woman can be, so investigate
-your possibilities and own up. Admit that under my demoralizing
-influence you are suffering some from reaction.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I believe I am.” Julia laughed again, with youth in
-her voice.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I surmised as much, if only on general principles. I am
-subject to violent reactions myself. You’ve been good too
-long. If you don’t take a mild fling or two, your nervous
-system will dictate that you rise in the night and blow up
-the Prime Minister. Suppose we walk, as it isn’t raining.
-That, for London, is almost variety enough. Now, if you
-made up your mind to go on the wildest spree you could
-think of, what would it be? A French ball, with a hump
-and a limp; or a day on the Thames, if it happened to be
-summer, all alone with one man in a punt?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Let me think.” Julia had quite fallen in with his mood.
-“I think I’d go on a sort of platonic honeymoon with the
-most companionable man I knew—you, for instance—to
-some foreign town, one I’d never visited, and where we
-could hear the best music. There would be a certain excitement
-in avoiding English people lest they misinterpret
-what was eminently proper, if quite irregular.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I could never have conceived of such a hilarious program.
-But if that is your best, it would be better than
-nothing. As it is winter, I suppose we would shiver over
-our respective radiators when not at the opera.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, there are always the museums and art galleries —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“More and more intoxicating. My idea of complete
-happiness is to wear out my old shoes and the back of my
-neck in art galleries —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“As it is winter, think of the exercise.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I prefer using a pair of dumb-bells at an open window.
-Do you happen to know of any musical European town
-where we could get food fit to eat?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, there is always some good restaurant, and of course
-we could dine together —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And breakfast, and lunch, or I don’t go. Of course
-you’ll send me to a different hotel. Shall you take a sitting-room —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, that wouldn’t do at all. Besides, it wouldn’t be
-necessary. We’ll be out all the time. There are always
-the theatres at night, when we don’t go to the opera.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“As I don’t understand a word of any language except
-my own and Spanish, I can slumber peacefully while you
-improve your mind and feel wicked. I don’t see where I
-come in on this game.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Joking aside, Ishbel and Dark are going to Munich
-next week, and we might go along. My mind is a bit relaxed
-since the arrival of your upsetting self. It might be
-well to humor it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah!” Tay had frowned, but his brow cleared suddenly.
-After all, he might see more of the real Julia with a chaperon,
-than if she were tormented by recurring alarms. “Very
-well. Munich, by all means. Anything to cut you loose
-from Suffrage. Promise right here that you will chuck it
-until we return.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I shall try to forget it—if only that I may return to
-it with a mind completely refreshed.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Exactly. But I haven’t yet had an object lesson in
-your switching-off trick, so I’ll strike a bargain with you
-right here: if you mention Suffrage, I shall make love to
-you. If you don’t, I won’t.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I promise,” said Julia, hastily. “I really should like
-to feel quite young and frivolous for a bit. And love is as
-deadly serious as Suffrage.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So you will find when I get ready to make love to you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Can you get away—I thought you were so busy?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll get away, all right. Just as well to jar their calm
-deliberation by flaunting my scornful indifference. Here
-we are. We’ll meet to-morrow night.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And they parted gayly at the gates of Clement’s Inn.</p>
-
-<h2>VII</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>As</span> Ishbel had promised, it was but a family party at her
-house on the following evening, and after dinner, the men
-went to the billiard room, the women upstairs. Julia was
-to stay overnight, and after she and Ishbel had made themselves
-comfortable in negligées, they met in the boudoir
-for a talk. Bridgit was striding up and down as they entered,
-her hands clasped behind her. As they dropped into
-easy chairs, she took up her stand before the fire-screen.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Julia,” she said fiercely, “you are going to fall in love
-with that man.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I am in love with him,” said Julia, coolly, lighting a
-cigarette.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good!” said Ishbel. “It is high time.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“High time!” cried Mrs. Maundrell. “You could fall
-in love and I could fall in love, and no damage done. We
-have married Englishmen and gone straight ahead with our
-work. But not only is Julia the leader of a great party
-which demands her undivided allegiance, but this man is
-an American.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Perhaps he would live over here,” suggested Ishbel,
-who was normally hopeful. “He is far more sympathetic
-with our cause than Eric.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not he. He is more American than the Americans—perhaps
-because he is a Californian. He told me all about
-his fight for reform in San Francisco—never heard anything
-so exciting—and he’s going to try it again after
-they’ve had another dose of corruption under the present
-mayor. Besides, there’s going to be a big fight this year
-to put in a reform governor, and he means to take part in
-it. He’ll never desert. It will be Julia —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Don’t excite yourself,” murmured Julia. “I didn’t say
-I meant to marry him.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But why not?” asked Ishbel. “We are sure to win
-this year, and then you will have done your great work.
-We should always need you, of course, but it will be mainly
-educational work for a long time, and the others can do
-that. It will be ages before women get into a Cabinet or
-even into Parliament. And—splendid idea—you could
-drill the American women, become the leader over there.
-With your experience and reputation you would be simply
-invaluable to them.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Suppose we don’t win this year?” asked Julia, languidly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We won’t!” said Mrs. Maundrell, emphatically.
-“They’re merely hedging. There’s nothing for us but to
-fight the Liberals at every general election until we get
-the Conservatives in.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I don’t believe it,” said Ishbel, who, like many of the
-women, was certain of victory in that year of 1910 which
-was to bring their “Black Friday.” “The Government
-may hate us, but they have given ample proof that they
-fear us; they know it is time to make friends of us. They
-will consent to the enfranchisement of only a limited number,
-of course, but I wouldn’t care if they only enfranchised
-the wives of Cabinet ministers. Let them make the fatal
-admission that woman has a political and legal existence
-and the rest is only a matter of time.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, and nobody knows that better than themselves.
-They may be brutes, but they are not fools. I don’t hope
-for it—perhaps not even from the Conservatives—until
-fully four-fifths of the wives of this country have risen and
-devilled the lives out of their husbands. And the average
-British female is about as easy to wake up as a stuffed hippopotamus.
-She merely protrudes her front teeth and says,
-‘How very <span class='it'>odd</span>!’ No, Julia can’t leave us. Fatal gift,
-that of leadership. Must take the consequences, old girl.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Who said I wouldn’t? Women have fallen in love
-without marrying before this. I intend to remain in love
-for a fortnight longer. Then I shall forget it and return
-to work.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, if you can. I fought, fought like the devil. Didn’t
-I confide in you? Didn’t I look like the last rose? You
-are strong, but so am I. Let me tell you that love is a
-disease —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Quite so. There you have it. Love <span class='it'>is</span> a disease—of
-the subconscious or instinctive mind. It is a profound
-auto-suggestion, induced, in the region where the primal
-instincts dwell, by the superior suggestive power of some
-one else, and can be treated mentally like any disease of
-the body.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Bridgit flung herself on the floor and clasped her knees.
-“How diabolically interesting! Tell us how you do it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Ishbel smiled and lit another cigarette.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I may not be able to do it myself. Love, like sleep,
-the circulation of the blood, the digestive apparatus, to say
-nothing of drug and drink habits, is controlled by the subconscious
-mind. We can unwittingly give ourselves suggestions,
-but not deliberately. But all mental diseases,
-short of insanity, can be cured by counter-suggestions, administered
-by an expert. If I found that my will was helpless
-before intermittent attacks of love fever, and all that
-horrible accompaniment of longing and aching we read
-about, to say nothing of confusion of mind which unfits
-one for work, I should go to Paris and put myself in the
-hands of an eminent psychotherapeutist I know of. He
-would throw me into a semicataleptic state, or hypnotic,
-if I were not amenable in the other, and give me counter-suggestions
-until I was as completely cured as if I merely
-had had an attack of insomnia, or had taken a drug until
-it had weakened my will.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How beautifully simple! Why didn’t you tell me when
-I was in the throes, and doubtful of its being for the best?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I didn’t think of it. It only occurred to me when I was
-beginning to feel—perplexed. Now, as I really need a
-rest, and can take it in this interval of peace, I am going to
-see what the preliminary surrenders are like, and enjoy
-them. That much I owe to myself. And I shall not have
-its memory destroyed, neither.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No, don’t,” said Ishbel. “Merely have it put in cold
-storage. Suspended animation. You might be able to
-marry Mr. Tay, after all. It would be a pity to lose it altogether.
-Should you have to fall in love all over again,
-or should you go back to your psychowhatyoucallhim
-and have the original suggestions replanted? Will he keep
-them in alcohol in a glass jar like those things in the
-Sorbonne?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You can jest, my dear, but I am talking pure science.
-And I learned it at the fountainhead. The Anglo-Saxon
-world is slow to accept anything it thinks new, but suggestive
-therapeutics were practised two thousand years B.C.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No one could be less conservative than I, although I
-have an adorable husband and two babies. Some day that
-may be thought radical. My mind is hospitable to all your
-lore, but I want to hear you work it out to its logical conclusion.
-What shall you do if you suddenly find yourself
-free to marry Mr. Tay—delightful man!—before he,
-with or without the aid of psychos, has recovered from
-you?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have other reasons for intending to marry no man.
-And as for Dan—he is not even sure he is in love with
-me —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, isn’t he?” cried Bridgit and Ishbel in chorus.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, granted he is; he was not when he came over.
-He was convinced that I had grown hard and masculine,
-altogether terrifying; he was quite over his boyish infatuation.
-Now, he is attracted because he is delighted to find
-me not so much changed outwardly from his old ideal, and
-much more interesting to talk to. Besides, his masculinity
-is alert at the prospect of a difficult hunt. But when he is
-once more on the other side of the world, he will recover.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Julia,” said Ishbel, “you haven’t studied that man’s
-jaw-bones. And he has had his own way too much. He is
-tenacious. Now, as you are a human woman, you will
-adopt my suggestion. You will take him with you to
-Paris, and persuade him to go in for alternate treatments.
-Sauce for the goose, etc.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No,” said Julia, frowning.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Julia!” said Ishbel, severely. “Are you losing your
-sense of humor?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course not!” Julia sprang to her feet. “But, you
-see, all this is A B C to me; and as it’s merely funny to you,
-you think there must be an air pocket in my mind into
-which my sense of humor has dropped —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No, dear, not a bit of it. We all know that you learned
-more in the East than you’ll ever tell, and we’ve heard vague
-rumors of Charcot —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, his hypnotism is all out of date. The present men
-are as scientific as the ancients —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, don’t be too hard on us, Julia, and pity Mr. Tay.
-Take him with you to Paris. I mean it. It’s the least you
-can do.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll not.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And why not, dear?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you see,” said Julia, “the unexpected might happen,
-and I might want to marry him. And when men recover,
-they recover so completely; not to say console themselves
-with some one else. I shall have the suggestion
-made, that if I ever should—but I’m not going to say another
-word about it. Good night.” And she ran out of
-the room.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I don’t doubt she could do all that,” said Ishbel, as
-Bridgit gathered herself up. “But one thing I am positive
-of, and that is that she won’t.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I rather hope she will. Then we can have a private
-conference with the psycho and tell him to plant the haunting
-image of Nigel in the place of Tay, dispossessed. Then
-we’ll all be happy.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do you believe Nigel cares still for Julia?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Don’t I? But he’s strong, if you like. He can’t
-marry her in England, so he thinks of her as little as possible
-and does the work of two men.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But if he can’t marry her?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll tell you something if you’ll vow not to tell Julia—or
-Mr. Tay.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Very well.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“France has been having bad heart attacks. I have it
-from Aunt Peg.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Julia is as likely to hear it from the same source.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not she. The duke has forgiven her, but has no desire
-to be reminded that he has a suffragette in the family.
-Never reads the Militant news, and all the rest of it. So
-Julia spares his feelings and never goes there. (I spare
-him the sight of me!) I don’t want her to know it until
-Mr. Tay is safely at home in his absorbing San Francisco.
-It would never do, Ishbel. I’d like to see Julia happy myself,
-but she can’t leave England. And she’d be happier
-with Nigel, for he’s her own sort. I like Mr. Tay; he’s
-really frightfully attractive—but—after Part I of love-plus-matrimony
-had run its course, they’d have a bad time
-adapting themselves. The real tyrants are the masterful
-Americans, because in their heart of hearts they regard
-women as children, handle them subtly, won’t fight in
-the open. Now remember, you’ve promised. If Mr. Tay
-found out that France was likely to die any minute, he’d
-‘camp’ here, as he expresses it, until he could marry Julia
-out of hand. He has a jaw, as you’ve observed yourself.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes,” said Ishbel. “I’ve promised, but I rather wish
-I hadn’t. I like fair play.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We are in war,” said Mrs. Maundrell, coolly. “Good
-night.”</p>
-
-<h2>VIII</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“<span class='sc'>Julia!</span>” came Tay’s voice over the telephone. “We
-are in adjoining hotels! I never felt so truly wicked in my
-life! How do you feel?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Cold. My stove won’t warm up.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Mine looks like a polar bear on end. I expect it to open
-its jaws and devour me. Wish it would if what you English
-chastely call its inside is warmer than its out. I’ve
-just had an exhilarating supper of cold ham, beer, and
-double-barrelled crusts, which appear to be a staple. I suppose
-you have had precisely the same, as this is Germany
-and the hour 11.30 <span style='font-size:smaller'>P.M.</span>”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, and I’m going to bed this minute and forget it.
-Good night.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“One minute. To-morrow morning?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Hadn’t we better wait till the Darks arrive?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not much! Do you think I’m going to moon about a
-strange town by my lonesome? If we could travel together —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“There are so many English people in Munich, and I am
-in the position of Cæsar’s wife at present —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Don’t dare to mention the word—the fatal word.
-Now, expect me to-morrow morning at nine-thirty. If you
-are not downstairs on the minute, I’ll send a procession of
-bell-boys up to your room until the hotel is ringing with
-the scandal.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Very well. It would be rather stupid.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Glad you see the point. By the way, what have you
-told the police you are? I longed to write anarchist and
-see what would happen. I compromised by writing, ‘Proprietor
-of a Free Lunch Counter and Antigraft Sausage
-Factory.’ ”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You didn’t!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Cross my heart.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I hope you’ll have a visit from the police first thing in
-the morning. I wrote ‘Ward in Chancery’; thought that
-rather funny.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Best English joke I ever heard! Well, go to bed,
-Princess of the Tower. Mind you stay on it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Lord Dark had been detained at the last minute, and
-Julia easily had been persuaded to go on alone with Tay.
-Both had made merry at first over the mock elopement;
-but the trains were crowded and cold, the wait at Cologne
-was long and colder still, and both were unsentimentally
-relieved to arrive at their destination. Here, at least, in
-the beautiful city of Munich, they really could enjoy a day
-or two of complete liberty. Julia had not had the faintest
-notion of secluding herself.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>On the following morning as Tay left his hotel he saw
-her waiting in front of her own. As she smiled and waved
-her hand he experienced a slight agreeable shock. “Aha!”
-he thought. “I really believe she has switched off. For
-all mercies, etc.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia’s eyes were dancing with anticipation, the firm
-lines of her mouth had relaxed, and it looked even younger
-than when he first met her, for then it had curved with
-some of that bitterness of youth which she had long since
-outgrown; although it had been replaced first by a cynical
-humor and then by pride and determination. This morning
-she was smiling almost as she may have smiled through
-her first party at Government House. And she was looking
-remarkably pretty in her forest-green tweed, and the
-sable toque and stole she had taken from their long storage.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Did you ever feel such air?” she cried. “After the
-heavy dampness of London, it goes to one’s head. I can
-almost see the Alps, as well as feel them.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It’s positively immoral, this climate,” said Tay, shaking
-her hand vigorously. “How do people ever sleep here?
-Now I know why they drink so much beer—to keep their
-feet on the earth.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We’ll walk miles and miles.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So we will. Sorry I couldn’t keep my engagement with
-you for breakfast, but they fairly shoved that frugal meal
-into my bed. When we have walked a few hours, we’ll
-drop in somewhere and eat veal sausages and drink chocolate.
-That, I am told, is the proper stunt about eleven
-o’clock. Certainly in this climate one could digest the
-maternal cow between meals.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They had been walking briskly, but paused at the Maximilianplatz.
-The closely planted trees and shrubs of the long
-narrow park were covered with ice and glittered blindingly
-in the bright winter sunshine. Even the tall houses on the
-further sides of the streets that enclosed it had icicles depending
-from the windows, glittering with the prismatic
-hues. Overhead soft thick masses of cloud hung below
-the deep rich blue of the sky. People were hurrying along
-in their furs, the shop-windows were full of color. A royal
-carriage passed, as blue as the sky, and an old man saluted
-his loyal subjects.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Tay whistled.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Lucky for you it’s so hard to get married in a foreign
-town, or my promises might go up in smoke. This is just
-the place for a honeymoon.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Isn’t it? Let’s imagine we are just married and doing
-Europe for the first time.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You can do the imagining,” said Tay, dryly. “My
-imagination will take a well-earned rest for the present.
-We’ll return to Munich later.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They wandered about the narrow crooked shopping district
-for a time, then up the wide Ludwigstrasse, almost deserted
-at this hour.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good clean street,” said Tay, approvingly. “And I
-like these flat brown old palaces. They look like Italy
-without suggesting daggers and poison.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia didn’t answer, and Tay looked at her curiously.
-Her head was thrown back, her mouth half open, as if inhaling
-the crystal air. There was a faint pink flush in her
-white cheeks, and her lips were scarlet. Her shining happy
-eyes were moving restlessly, as if to take in all points of the
-beautiful street at once. Tay was about to ask her a question
-that had been in his mind since they started, when she
-caught him suddenly by the arm.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Look!” she exclaimed. “Do you see that party there
-across the street? They have skates! I remember now,
-Ishbel said there was fine skating in the park. Oh, how I
-should love to skate once more!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Then skate!” cried Tay. “We’ll follow them.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But of course you don’t. There is no ice in California.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But of course I do. You forget I spent four winters
-in New England. Let me tell you, I didn’t miss a trick.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do you fancy we can hire skates?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I fancy we’ll skate if you want to. Come along. We
-mustn’t let them out of our sight.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They followed the group of girls and boys into the Englischer
-Garten, a vast and glittering expanse of ice-laden
-trees. The lake was already well covered with skaters,
-young people for the most part, as it was Saturday, wearing
-worsted sweaters, scarves, and mitts, and all looking very
-red, very ugly, and very happy in a stolid deliberate way.
-Tay found skates without difficulty, and after a few minutes’
-uncertain practice, they skimmed smoothly over the
-surface.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I wish we had it to ourselves,” said Tay, discontentedly.
-“If it were not for these unromantic mortals, we could imagine
-we were in a sort of polar fairy land. I’ve seen the
-ice-storm in New England but never on such a scale. We
-are quite in the middle of a frozen wood.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If the people of Munich were as artistic about themselves
-as they are about their city, they would all dress in
-white for skating. Then what a sight it would be! But
-at least they look happy.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So do you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I am, oh, I am!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“May I ask if it is because you have the rare privilege
-of a day in my exclusive society?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Partly that. But not all. Can you make curves? I
-never shall forget my delight when I skated for the
-first time—after being brought up in the tropics!
-Fancy!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Perhaps it didn’t take so much to make you happy in
-those days.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, far more! Far, far more! I have been really
-happy since then.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If you don’t mind what you call it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Where do you suppose the swans go in winter?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Haven’t an idea, and care less. Look out!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They almost collided with a large corsetless lady in a
-white sweater, a red woollen scarf tied round her purple
-face, and a gray skirt exhibiting massive pedestals. She
-glared at the fashionable intruders, but described a curve
-of surprising agility, although as she propelled herself to
-the other side of the lake she gave the impression of waddling.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia snatched her hand from Tay’s and shot after the
-expansive back. “Catch me!” she cried. And for the
-next twenty minutes Tay pursued her, sometimes almost
-heading her off, sometimes almost grasping her waving
-hand, only to find her flying to the other end of the lake.
-She looked like an elf, with her green dress and golden hair,
-and was not for a moment lost sight of in the undistinguished
-throng. Tay, whose blood was up, chased her until he
-finally brought her to bay, when she threw herself down on
-the bank and held out her skates to be unbuckled.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good symbol,” said Tay, as he knelt before her, “I’ll
-catch you every time, my lady. Don’t ever try running
-away, or you’ll merely get tired for nothing.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’m the better skater!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You are. But I’m a good sprinter. Do you want to
-race me?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Rather!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He delivered up the skates, and when they reached a
-straight expanse of road, they drew a long breath, hunched
-their shoulders, and started on a dead run.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>To Tay’s surprise she kept abreast of him for nearly fifty
-yards, making up for what she lacked in length of limb with
-a fleetness of foot that gave her the effect of a bird in full
-flight. Then he shot past her, and came back to find her
-panting, but with dancing eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I am so hungry!” she cried. “Is it time for sausages
-and chocolate?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It’s time for lunch, or whatever they call it here. Do
-you suppose we can find a cab? Much as I dote on exercise
-I think a cab after coffee and rolls some three hours agone
-would suit me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Where shall we lunch?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll sample your hotel, if you don’t mind, and you will
-dine with me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And afterward we must go to one of the big cafés for
-coffee. That is the proper thing.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You shall have your way in trifles so long as I have
-beaten you twice.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They found a cab near one of the gates of the park, and
-drove as rapidly to the hotel as the fat driver and lean
-horse could be persuaded to go, and both too hungry for
-further nonsense. They had an admirable luncheon, in
-spite of the fact that it was not the “high season,” and
-then were directed to the Café Luitpold for their coffee.
-It was full of students, the “trees” covered with their
-caps of every color, and the atmosphere dense with smoke.
-They found a table in an alcove, and Julia lit a cigarette
-with the agreeable sensation of having come at last to the
-real Bohemia.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now,” said Tay, “I’ve got you where you can’t escape,
-and there are no English people to overhear. I propose to
-know what you think you are this morning. You are
-playing some sort of a part, and a charming enough part
-it is, but for complete enjoyment I must be on. I only
-half understand. Out with it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia leaned her head against the wall and smiled.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I don’t mind telling you in the least. I am just eighteen,
-and I have just arrived from Nevis. I never had time
-to be really young, you know. So here is my opportunity.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You look the rôle, but how—well, you are young
-enough in any case; but how do you manage to relight the
-eighteen candles? You’ve lived <span class='it'>some</span> since then. I
-couldn’t do it!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia smiled mysteriously. “We never really exhaust
-any phase, particularly of youth. It is merely stowed away
-waiting for the current. Mine leaped up at the first signal.
-You appeared with the battery, and presto!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You suppressed it mighty well for quite two weeks.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I could have buried it deeper still, but I didn’t
-choose to. I deliberately shook it out of its cave where
-it was comfortably hibernating, and put all the rest in its
-place.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why didn’t you do it before? I can’t be the first
-young and ardent admirer you have met. You are thirty-four—you
-have been free eight years—it is incredible.
-Is it merely the first good chance you have had? I don’t
-know whether I like being your stalking horse or not.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia leaned her elbows on the table and looked him
-straight in the eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That has something to do with it, but not all. If you
-had come a year earlier, when I couldn’t have left for a
-minute, it would have been different, of course. But there
-was this sudden lull, and, you see, I am frightfully in love.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The shot was so unexpected that Tay turned white,
-then the red rushed to his face. He had been lounging.
-He sat up stiffly and leaned forward.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Julia!” he said. “Be careful. I shan’t stand for
-any flirting.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I’m much too young to flirt—I mean I hadn’t
-heard the word when I left Nevis. Of course I’m in love
-with you—fancy I have been for years. I don’t mind in
-the least if you no longer are in love with me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’m in love all right, but I’d like mighty well to know
-which of the several Julias you’ve treated me to I’m in
-love with.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Don’t you like this one?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’d like nothing better than to know that you really
-were eighteen and that I could teach you all you would ever
-know.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You’ll teach me all I’ll ever know about love.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The past is a blank as far as I am concerned. I can
-wipe anything off the slate.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I don’t know—I don’t know— Charming as you are
-now, I found you enchanting fifteen years ago, and quite as
-fascinating in another way when we met again. I don’t
-think I want the other Julias obliterated.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But you can stand this one for a week?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll ask for nothing better—for a week. But—somehow—you
-look almost too young to know what love is.
-You look like a child pretending.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I am and I’m not. I can’t annihilate the years, but I
-can send them to the rear, and put youth, and all that
-means when it has its rights, in front—and keep it there
-as long as I choose.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Tay stirred uneasily. “I’ve seen women of thirty—forty—in
-love before this, and they always look
-rejuvenated—but—well, I wish you had never lived
-those years in the Orient. You’ve got yourself too well
-in hand. It’s uncanny.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, if you prefer me as the general of a Militant
-army,” and she drew herself up, her features arranged
-themselves in an expression of stern composure, her eyes
-were steady and exalted, and her mouth subtly older.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Drop it!” said Tay, savagely. “Drop it! That at
-least you are to cut out for good and all. I’m quite content
-with you as you are—” Julia’s face was relaxed and
-smiling once more. “It is enough to know your possibilities.
-Remain as you are until you have developed
-under my tuition; and forget your Oriental learning
-also.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That is just the one thing I never would part with.
-Without it I should be no match for you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Tell me one thing right here. Do you fancy yourself
-something more than mere woman? I mean did those old
-wiseacres in the East convince you that you were a soul
-reincarnated for a purpose, even before they taught you
-too much of their psychic lore? I don’t know whether I
-like the idea or not. Living with a reincarnated immortal
-soul several hundred million years old, developed that
-much beyond ordinary women, might not be all that a
-mortal man desires. How in creation could I ever live
-up to you?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Don’t look so far ahead. Do I look like anything but
-a very mortal woman at the present moment?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You look so adorable that if there were a little more
-smoke in this room I should kiss you. But—you little
-devil!—you have chosen the most public place in Munich
-to tell me all this, and you waited until you got out of
-England, where I did have a chance to see you alone —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course. Love-making would spoil it all. Nothing
-can ever be as enchanting as just being in love and asking
-for no more.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Can’t it? Well, you can have your little comedy here,
-and I’ll take matters in my own hands when we get back.
-You’ve got things all your own way now—hang it!
-hang it!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Can’t you, too, feel young and irresponsible? You
-really would be happy, and make me happy. And it would
-be something to remember!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I feel more like going out and getting drunk. However—have
-your own way. I’ll play up —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No, feel.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No doubt I shall. Your utter youth was contagious
-enough this morning. I’ve got some will myself. But
-say it again— Is it possible that you really love me?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, I do,” said Julia, softly. “Never let that worry
-you.”</p>
-
-<h2>IX</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>They</span> spent the following day wandering with the crowds
-that fill the Munich streets on bright Sundays, and the
-Darks arrived at midnight. The next morning they all
-went to the lake, this time finding a very different class of
-skaters in possession. Munich has a small fashionable set
-whose members dress as fashionable people do everywhere.
-To-day, the women in their short cloth or tweed frocks
-and rich furs, their faces rosy with cold and exercise, enhanced
-the glittering beauty of the landscape; and the
-young officers were quite as decorative.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Some class,” said Tay. “In Europe there’s no choice
-between the aristocrats and the peasants. In my country,
-now, you couldn’t take your oath that all these birds of
-paradise weren’t clever shop-girls, until you got close
-enough to take notes. But here even a snub-nosed baroness,
-dressed like a housekeeper, shows her class.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That’s about all we’ve got left,” said Dark. “You
-helped yourself to a sort of ready-made imitation of it, as
-you did to everything else it took us twenty centuries to
-grind out. Think you might be generous and give us a
-little hustle in return. Can I help you, Mrs. France?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He buckled on her skates and they joined the throng on
-the ice, Tay following with Ishbel. Lord Dark, something
-in the fashion of his wife, was a man of almost romantic
-appearance covering a practical character and a keen alert
-brain. He was as pure a Saxon in type as still persists,
-with fair hair and moustache, straight proud features, and
-languid blue eyes in thick brown frames. His tall figure
-was lean and sinewy, but carried listlessly. Thrown on his
-own resources, he would not have been driven on to the
-stage, out to South Africa, or become a vague “something
-in the City”; he would deliberately have applied himself
-to the science of money-making and mastered it, his ends
-accelerated by his indolent manner, so tempting to sharpers.
-Having inherited a considerable fortune, he was content
-with a career on the turf. His racing stud was notable,
-and rarely a year passed without adding to its reputation.
-He also amused himself with politics and society. Devoted
-to Ishbel for years before he could marry her, he was now
-as completely happy as a man may be whose wife is giving
-a large part of her energies to a cause of which he fastidiously
-disapproves. Broadminded, he was quite willing
-that all women outside of his particular circle should vote,
-but wished that his ancestors had settled the question
-and spared his generation. Astute in all things, however,
-he not only gave his wife her head up to a certain point,
-but of late had done what he could to help rush the thing
-through and have done with it. Ishbel, like Julia, was
-pledged to ignore the detested subject during this brief
-vacation.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Jolly place, Munich,” he observed. “We always
-come here in August for the Wagnerfeste. You see all
-Europe as well as hear good music in comfort, which is
-more than you could ever say of Baireuth. We’ve never
-been here in winter before. Have you read up a bit?
-There ought to be good winter sports in the mountains.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Rather. I don’t fancy Mr. Tay was here an hour
-before he discovered there was tobogganing (rodelling)
-and skiing at Partenkirchen. He’s talked of little else.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good! Then we’ll be really happy for a week.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Meanwhile Ishbel was gently extracting a declaration
-of Tay’s intentions toward Julia by the diplomatic method
-of assuming all.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It is too dreadful that you will take Julia from us,”
-she said plaintively. “Couldn’t you live in London?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not yet.” Tay turned upon her a face of almost
-boyish delight. “But if she’ll really have me, we could
-come over every summer. Do you think she will?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“In the end, of course. I’ve known Julia for sixteen
-years, and waited for her to fall in love. She never does
-anything by halves. But she may think she can’t leave
-England yet.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I wish these women didn’t take themselves so seriously,”
-said Tay, viciously. “One would think the fate
-of England depended on them.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Ishbel laughed. “How like Eric! But we are used
-to the sixteenth century masculine attitude. It wouldn’t
-matter so much about me, except that every one of us helps
-to swell the total, but Julia is a great leader, with a wonderful
-power of attracting attention, making recruits, and inspiring
-her followers. We couldn’t spare her if the fight was to go
-on, but if it is won this year—well, I have told her to go
-and leave the rest to the other women in command.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you have! Bully for you! What did she say?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She wouldn’t commit herself. If I were you, I’d simply
-marry her.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So I shall, if I’m convinced she really cares for me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You don’t doubt it?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I don’t know. She’s a puzzle to me. Sometimes I
-think she’s the most natural being on earth, and at others—well—the
-so-called complex women aren’t in it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She’s both, but none the less interesting.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, she’s interesting, all right. But she’s become
-such an adept at bluffing herself that I doubt if she always
-knows just where she’s at. Just now she’s bluffed—or
-hypnotized?—herself into thinking she’s interested in
-me. But I have an idea she could switch off in the opposite
-direction as easily.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Julia is a bit odd,” admitted Ishbel. “Especially since
-she came back from the East. Even before she went, she
-wasn’t much like anybody else, owing, no doubt, to that
-strange old mother of hers; but au fond she’s the most loyal
-and sincere of mortals. And it takes matrimony—a love-match—to
-clear a woman’s brain of cobwebs. Marry Julia
-and take her to the young world, and I’ll venture to say she’ll
-forget all she learned in the East, and a good part of her inheritance.
-Then she’ll be the most charming of women.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That’s the way I talk to myself when I’m not in the
-dumps. But do you really want her to marry an American?
-It would be more like you to want to keep her
-over here.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I did once plot and scheme to make her marry a very
-dear friend of us all, Lord Haverfield—Nigel Herbert—you
-must have read his books.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That was rather imprudent of me. But it’s all over
-long ago. Julia never cared for him, and I have always
-said that when she did care for any man, I’d turn match-maker
-in earnest and do all I could to help him marry her—that
-is, if I liked him—and we’re all quite in love with
-you.” She flashed the sweetness of her charming countenance
-on him, and he thought her almost as beautiful as
-Julia. “I want her to be happy, for she was once terribly
-unhappy. Her experience was truly awful —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I never want to think of it,” said Tay, hastily. “I
-refuse to remember that she has ever been married. Look
-at here—will you promise to be on my side if she goes off
-on one of her tangents?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I will!” and she gave his hand a little shake. She
-longed to tell him that France might die any minute, but
-she had once more given her word to Bridgit, and could
-only hope that France would take himself off before Tay
-left England. “But if the worst comes to the worst, I’ll
-get round it somehow,” she thought.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>A moment later a rapid change of partners was effected,
-Tay threw his arm lightly round Julia’s waist, and they
-waltzed down the lake to the amazement of the less agile
-Germans.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Suppose you look up,” said Tay. “If you’re blushing
-because I have my arm round you for the first time, I’d
-like to see it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia laughed and threw back her head. She was blushing,
-and her eyes sparkled. “I’ll admit I never felt so
-happy in my life.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Are you as much in love with me as you were two days
-ago?” he asked dryly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh—rather more, I think.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If you like the sensation of my arm round you at a
-temperature of ten above zero, in full view of all Munich,
-can you imagine the ineffable happiness of being kissed by
-me in the vicinity of one of those tiled stoves with the
-door shut?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Then if all these people should suddenly disappear,
-you wouldn’t care to kiss me in the midst of this enchanted
-wood?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’d kiss you wherever I got a chance, and what’s more
-I’ll do it. So prepare yourself.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Your promise!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Promise nothing. I absolve myself right here. And
-you talk Suffrage if you can!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Alas, I don’t want to. But I shan’t let you make love
-to me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, yes, you will,—when and where I please.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia looked a little frightened. “Oh, no—we mustn’t
-go that far —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You merely want to flirt and make me miserable? Well,
-I’ve had just as much of that as I propose to stand. You’re
-laying up a frightful retribution, my lady.” He tightened
-his clasp and drew her as close as the skates would permit.
-“Be consistent,” he whispered. “You are eighteen. You
-remember nothing. We are really engaged, you know.
-You are mine this week. We have four days more. Put
-that imagination of yours to some good use. Believe that
-we are to be married this day fortnight.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If I go too far—you would never forgive me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He laughed grimly. “If you go that far, you’ll go
-farther. Of course I understand you. It’s a proof of the
-adorable innocence you have managed to preserve that
-you don’t know what playing with fire means to the man.
-You propose to abandon yourself discreetly, get a certain
-excitement out of words and coquetry while we’re here
-safely chaperoned, and then throw me down hard in the
-cause of duty when we return to London. Well, that’s
-not my program. Now, we’ll say no more about it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They climbed up the interior of the great statue Bavaria,
-in the afternoon, to gaze at the tumbled peaks of the
-Alps glittering through the haze that promised fine weather.
-Then the women rested for the opera of the evening, and
-Tay and Dark smoked in one of the cafés, talked horse
-and business, and, incidentally, drifted into a friendship
-that was to lead to strange results. Dark had influential
-friends in the City and promised Tay his immediate assistance
-in bringing his prospective partners to terms. Tay,
-who liked sport as well as most American men, although
-he had little time to devote to it, forgot that he was in love
-while “swapping” stories of the race-track. Both, secretly
-despising the other’s nationality, discovered that when
-men are men they are pretty much the same the world over.
-They cemented the bond by cursing Suffrage with all the
-epithets, profane, picturesque, savage, and humorous, in
-their respective vocabularies, and left the café arm in arm,
-feeling that they had talked woman back into her proper
-sphere and that all was well with the world.</p>
-
-<h2>X</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Those</span> were the last days of the Munich Opera-house in
-all its glory. Mottl, prince of conductors, was alive;
-Fay, Preuse-Matzenauer, Bosetti, Bender, Feinhals, the
-incomparable Fassbender, sang every week, and, now and
-again, Knote and Morena. To-day death and disaster
-have overtaken that great company, and few are left to
-make the pilgrimage to Munich worth while.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Die Walküre” was given on Monday night, and included
-nearly all of the staff. The hotel portier had reserved
-seats for the English party in the first row of the balkon,
-and they had a full view of a typical Wagnerian audience.
-In these days, owing no doubt to the American residents,
-the entire auditorium, as well as the balkon and loges, was
-well dressed. No more did the hausfrau come in her street
-costume of serviceable stuff turned in at the neck with a
-bit of tulle, but made shift to wear a demitoilette of sorts,
-and light in color even if of mean material. The fashionable
-Müncheners outdressed the Americans and occupied the
-first row of the balkon and the loges. Even the royalties
-presented a far better appearance than in the old days,
-and the large number of officers present alone would have
-given the house a brilliant appearance. The upper tiers
-were picturesque with the girl students in their Secessionist
-costumes and bazaar heads, the men with their untidy
-hair and flowing ties. But the crowning grace of the
-“Hof” at all times is that no one is allowed to enter after
-the overture begins, nor dares to speak until the curtain
-goes down.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia had carefully arrayed herself in her most becoming
-gown, a white Liberty satin under pale green chiffon, so
-casual in effect that it looked as if held together by the
-sheaf of lilies-of-the-valley on the corsage. Ishbel was
-resplendent in black velvet and English pink; and the
-party was the cynosure of the audience below, standing
-with its back to the stage and frankly inspecting the balkon
-until the last bell rang and the lights went out.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The tenor was wrenching the sword from the tree, and
-Fay was standing with her famous arms rigidly aloft, in
-one of the prescribed Wagnerian attitudes, when Tay saw
-Julia move restlessly, sit forward with a frown, and then
-sink back with an expression of sadness so profound that
-he longed to ask what ailed her now, but had no desire
-to be hissed down or put out by the fat doorkeeper. When
-they were in the buffet, however, during the first pause,
-and he had walked up two trains and nearly lost his cufflinks
-in a determined effort to procure ices, and they were
-alone at a table in a corner, he referred to the incident,
-if only to prove that no performance, no matter how great,
-could divert his attention from her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I was only thinking,” said Julia. “I wonder
-where the Darks are?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Engaged in a wrestling match, probably. Aren’t you
-always thinking? What struck you so suddenly in the
-middle of that alleged dramatic scene where the fat man,
-purple in the face, was struggling to get a tin sword out of
-a paper tree and trying to sing at the same time? Never
-was so excited in my life.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia laughed. “I was sure you were not musical.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You insult San Francisco. We are the most musical
-people in America. The very newsboys whistle the opera
-tunes. But I like to see a decent sense of the proprieties
-observed. Those two could have said all they had to say
-in five minutes. Set to music, it should take about fifteen.
-However— Tell me what struck you all of a heap.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh—well—I—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Shoot!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“More slang. Fire away.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do you expect to know all my thoughts?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I don’t, but I’d like to.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I wonder! However—I don’t mind telling you. It
-occurred to me rather forcibly how much simpler women’s
-problems were in those days. Two young people, isolated
-from the world, meet and spontaneously fall in love. They
-are creatures of instinct, and ignorant of any law except
-Might. A sleeping potion in the savage husband’s nightly
-horn settles that question, and they run away into the forest
-and are happy—would be happy forever more if let
-alone. But in these complicated days—all our obstacles
-are inside of us! Any one can find courage to defy the
-primitive and obvious —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Plenty of primitive people right in the midst of civilization,”
-interposed Tay, grimly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, I know, and in your country divorce is easy. But
-for the highly civilized, life, even with divorce, is anything
-but easy. Women question that condition called happiness
-when it would appear to offer itself, examine it on all
-sides. They know men too well—life—above all, themselves.
-Or they have assumed impersonal duties and
-responsibilities. Or their brains have become so complex
-that love alone cannot satisfy. They would have love plus far
-more! If the choice must be made, they dare not cast for
-love, in their fear of disaster. Nothing is so dishonest as
-the so-called psychological novel, which leaves two thinking
-moderns in each other’s arms at the end of a forced situation,
-with their natures unchanged, all their problems—their
-inner problems—unsolved. They never can be
-solved by love, marriage, children, the good old way. The
-sort for whom all problems can be treated by the conventional
-recipe are not worth writing about. But it is a
-terrible proposition; for these highly civilized women
-have the automatic desires of their sex for love and happiness—intensified
-by imagination! But—they know that
-a greater need still is to fill their lives and use their brains.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Tay had turned pale. “The modern man, unless he is
-an ass, gives his wife her head.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That is beside the question. The real trouble doesn’t
-sound particularly attractive when put into plain English:
-it is the raising of the ego to the <span class='it'>n</span>th power that makes these
-women want to stand alone, resent the idea of finding completion
-in a man.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Then let us pray that they will all die old maids, and
-their race die with them.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No hope! Children of the most commonplace parents
-are the products of their times. Heredity is modified from
-generation to generation. Otherwise, we should all be
-Siegmunds and Sieglindes. Their little brains are impregnated
-by forces seen and unseen. Hadji Sadrä would
-explain it by the theory of reincarnation, or by planetary
-conditions at birth—the only reasonable explanation of
-Shakespeare, by the way, if he wasn’t Bacon. But although,
-no doubt, many of the great do return to complete their
-work, there are not enough to go round. And there is a
-simpler explanation. In these vibrating days the very
-air is flashing and humming with secrets for those that
-have the magnet in their brains. Bright minds learn from
-life, not from their old-fashioned parents. Oh, the breed
-will increase, not diminish! Happiness, old style, is about
-done for. Women will be happier in consequence—or
-in another way. I don’t know about men. They have
-reigned too long. And then they are simple ingenuous
-creatures, the most tyrannical of them, and pathetically
-dependent upon women. Women are growing more independent
-every day, more indifferent to that sex ‘management’
-of men, which so far has constituted a large part of
-man’s happiness.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Tay was angry, therefore more jocular than ever.
-“Don’t forget the adaptability of even the male animal,
-also that man is born of woman; also brought up by her.
-I don’t worry one little bit about the future happiness of
-man. As for the Home—apartment-houses and the decline
-and fall of servants have about relegated it to the last
-stronghold of the old-fashioned love story—the country
-town. I said just now that I’d like to know all your
-thoughts. Well, I shouldn’t. My idea of happiness is a
-lifetime with a woman who would always be more or less
-of a mystery, who would have her own life—inner and
-outer—as I should have mine. And I’m not so sure that
-mine would be simple and ingenuous. Marriage with her
-would be a sort of intense personal partnership, with separations
-of irregular recurrence and length. Then, my
-lady, there would be a constant ache; passion would never
-wear itself out; and neither would be looking for novel
-affinities elsewhere.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia smiled. “It sounds very enticing. But that
-isn’t the point. The subtlest enemy—it is that desire to
-find our highest completion alone.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“A bully good phase for the next world. Something to
-look forward to. The Fool’s Paradise in this life is the
-grandest failure on record. Men and women are not
-constituted to perfect by their lonesomes. Otherwise the
-mutual attraction of sex would not be what it is. No
-woman that a man wants was ever intended to complete
-herself; nor can she become so highly developed in this
-life as not to find it quite safe to follow her instincts on her
-own plane.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The second bell had rung and the buffet was nearly
-empty. He leaned across the table and brought his face
-close to hers. “If you are dead sure that I never could
-make you happy, that you never could love me, that you
-haven’t a human instinct that I could gratify, then chuck
-me. But if you are only psychologizing on general principles,
-then chuck that as fast as you can. I don’t want
-to hear any more of it, and I shan’t pay any more attention
-to it hereafter than if you were speculating about possible
-grandchildren inheriting a taste for drink from your brother.
-Switch off! You are eighteen.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia sprang to her feet with a laugh, her seriousness
-routed. “Right you are! Come, or we’ll be locked out.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Both Dark and Tay stolidly refused to remain for the
-last act, and the party went to the best of the restaurants
-for the supper, which was to take the place of dinner; the
-opera had begun at six o’clock. The meal was cooked by
-a chef, and they lingered over it until long after the Wagnerites
-were in bed. Dark and Tay were in the best of
-spirits, for however they might love music, they loved
-dinner more; Julia and Ishbel, who were disposed to be
-sulky, soon recovered, and the party was so gay that even
-the yawning waiters smiled and felt sure of recompense.
-When they finally left the restaurant, Munich might have
-been the tomb of its history. Not a cab was on the rank.
-Not a policeman was to be seen. When they reached the
-small paved square before the loggia, Dark threw his arm
-about Julia, and they waltzed until Tilly must have longed
-to step down and join them. A delighted giggle did come
-from the sentry-boxes before the side portals of the palace
-as Tay and Ishbel followed the example of their companions.
-It is not often that the Munich night is disturbed
-by anything more original than roistering students.
-The moon was out, the cold air crisp. They could have
-danced for an hour, but Ishbel suddenly reminded them
-that they were to start for Partenkirchen in a few hours,
-and they raced one another to their hotel.</p>
-
-<h2>XI</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>They</span> spent the rest of their week at Partenkirchen, a
-village in a mountain valley, surrounded by a chain of
-glittering peaks. The village was little more than one
-steep street bordered by inns and shops, but there were
-farms in the valley and on the nearer hillsides. The
-natives wore high fur caps, not unlike the cossack headgear,
-and seemed to exist for decorative purposes only, although
-alive to the lure of tourist silver. The hotel at the top of
-the street was very modern, with a good cook, little
-balconies for those that would enjoy the view, and many
-nooks in the rooms downstairs for those that would talk
-unhindered if not unseen. At this season there were no
-other English or Americans, but a sufficient number of
-Europeans of the leisure class to make the dining-room
-brilliant at night and animated at all times.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia and Ishbel had provided themselves with short
-white skirts of thick material, white men’s sweaters, and
-white Tam o’ Shanters. The men couldn’t wear white,
-but looked their best, as men always do, in rough mountaineering
-costume. They climbed, skated, skied, and
-tobogganed; and, under Julia’s gentle manipulation, kept
-close together. It was natural that Tay should fall to
-Ishbel in their outings, and only once or twice did he manage
-to drag Julia’s sled up the hill, or direct her uncertain footsteps
-when on the snow-shoes. Then she was so excited
-with the new sport that she paid little attention to him.
-She threw herself into it with the zest of a child, and he
-couldn’t flatter himself that her merry laugh was forced,
-nor the dancing lights in her eyes. Nor was he depressed
-himself by any means; the tonic air went to the heads of
-all of them, and they enjoyed themselves with an abandon
-possible only to those that have seen too much of life.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But on the last day, Ishbel, who saw through Julia’s
-manœuvres, deliberately stayed in bed with a headache,
-and Dark, without warning of his intention, departed
-early with a guide. Tay and Julia met alone at the breakfast
-table.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now!” he said gayly. “I’ve got you. What are you
-going to do about it? If you shut yourself up in your room,
-I’ll break the door down.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“As if I’d do anything so silly. How I wish we could
-stay here a month.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why not?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I left no address, and I may have stayed too long already —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Sh-h!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You could not, either.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, yes, I could. Dark has been pulling wires, and
-I’m dead sure now that the thing will go through.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’m so glad! But no doubt you could have managed
-it by yourself sooner or later. I fancy you’ll always be a
-success in business.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Thanks. If you mean to insinuate that business and
-cards are in the same class, I’m not a bit discouraged.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Pour me out another cup of coffee. I believe American
-men like to wait on women.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It’s part of our game. You see how honest I am.
-You’ll marry me without illusions.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Shall you boss me frightfully?” Julia looked at him
-over her cup, and he nearly dropped his. He kept his
-bantering tone, however.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The more you do for me, the more I’ll spoil you. It
-will be quite an exciting race. How should you like being
-spoiled for a change?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It would be glorious. So irresponsible.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Exactly. That’s what makes many a man get drunk.
-Few sensations so delightful as that of complete irresponsibility.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do you get drunk?” asked Julia, in mock alarm.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Gorgeously. Am I not a good San Franciscan? Not
-too often, however. Bad for business.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You never told me if you went on that spree when
-you got those ten thousand dollars. Or didn’t you get it?
-Perhaps you anticipated, and your father wouldn’t—what
-did you call it—plunk?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I didn’t, and he did, and I did. I whooped it up for
-just five days. To tell you the truth, I didn’t find as much
-in it as I expected, but felt I owed it to myself. Wish now
-I’d come over and eloped with you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah!” Julia made a rapid mental calculation. He
-would have arrived at about the time Nigel was laying his
-last desperate siege. Poor Nigel! Julia could picture
-Tay’s wooing and methods. Would he have won where
-her more courtly knight had failed?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Suppose I had never turned up?” asked Tay, abruptly.
-“That husband of yours can’t live forever, is many years
-older than you, anyhow. Do you fancy you would have
-eventually married Herbert? Corking books! He must
-be some man.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia had flushed to her hair. “How did you know I
-was thinking of him?” she stammered.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Were you? Well, those flashes happen, you know.
-You haven’t answered my question.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It is quite impossible for me to tell, even to imagine,
-what I might have done if you—well, if you had not come
-over again. I’ve never really thought of marrying Nigel,
-but there would be a certain rest in it—not now, but later,
-perhaps. And we think and work with much the same
-objects.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Nothing in rest till you’ve had the other thing
-first. How much thinking did you expend on that
-other thing before you were submerged in the unmentionable?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia blushed again, then laughed. “Oh, well—some
-day, I’ll tell you a funny experience I had in India.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Tell me now.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Over empty coffee-cups and fragments of buttered rolls?
-Not I. What shall we do first? Skate?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If you like. Do you want to toboggan afterward?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I think I’d like a tramp through the woods. We’ve
-never really investigated them.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good. Come along.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They found the lake deserted and skated in silence until
-Tay remembered her promise.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“This is a sufficiently romantic spot for confidences,” he
-observed. “And in full view of the waiters of the hotel,
-who appear to have nothing to do but watch us. Tell me
-your Indian experience. Whom did you think you were
-in love with over there?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Nobody. That was the trouble.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Did he love and ride away, perhaps? That’s just the
-sort of experience you need.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, I’ve never had it,” said Julia, indignantly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“A man never minds telling when he’s been left, but I
-doubt if a woman ever admits it even to herself. You’re
-weak-kneed creatures, the best of you, and need nine-tenths
-of all the vanity there is in the world to keep going.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I believe you really despise women. But you’re just
-the sort that couldn’t live without them.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Right and wrong. I shan’t explain that cryptic statement.
-Fire away.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You’ll laugh at me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If I really could laugh at you, I’d be half cured. I try,
-but it does no good. What would be funny in another
-woman is tragic in you—and pathetic.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah?” She was prepared to be indignant again, but
-met a new expression in the eyes with which he was intently
-regarding her. “What do you mean by that? I am not
-to be pitied.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You poor isolated child! I’ve never felt sorrier for
-anybody in my life. But never mind. Tell me your Indian
-experience.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well—one night—a warm heavenly Indian night—I
-was alone in a boat on a lake. There was a great marble
-palace at one end. The nightingales were singing in the
-forest; and such perfumes!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Gorgeous! Why wasn’t I there? Some fun, love-making
-in southern Asia. But this is just the setting for
-real enjoyment of the story. Go ahead.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, I never could be in a sentimental mood in this
-temperature. Well, I was completely happy—I had been
-happy for nearly a year in India, enjoying its strange beauty
-and never wishing for a companion. It was happiness
-enough to be alone and free. But that night—suddenly—I
-felt furious —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah! I begin to catch on.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I wish you wouldn’t always guess what I’m going to
-say.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Shows I’m the real thing. Go on.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I did wish with all my soul—every part of me—that
-I had a lover and that he was there. Heavens, how I could
-have loved him! I felt abominably treated by fate. Up
-to that time I hadn’t even thought about love. My experience
-had been too dreadful. I had felt sure that all
-capacity for love had been withered up at the roots. When
-a man looked at me as men do look at women they admire
-very much, it was enough to make me hate him. But I
-suddenly realized all that had passed. I had come to the
-conclusion that Harold had been mad from the beginning,
-so I could do no less than forgive him. That seemed to
-wipe it all out.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“When did this happen?” asked Tay, abruptly. “What
-year?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It must have been—in 1903.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh! Cherry hadn’t been to England for two or three
-years. She went that year and came back with a good deal
-of your story—got it from your aunt, of course. I remember
-I thought about you pretty hard for a time. Was on
-the brink of falling in love with another girl, and it all went
-up in smoke. What time of the year was it?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Late autumn.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes! I told myself it was tomfoolery. That you had
-forgotten me; and I had pretty well forgotten you. Nevertheless,
-I couldn’t get you out of my head. You believe
-in that sort of thing, I suppose!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, yes. I wonder!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They were both pale and staring at each other. “Well,
-go on,” said Tay. “What next?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I made up my mind that I would find some one to love;
-and take the consequences. I went down to Calcutta, and
-for a whole winter tried to fall in love. There were many
-charming men, but it was no use.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now are you convinced?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>There was a bend in the lake, which Julia had artfully
-avoided. Tay swung her suddenly around it, and in spite
-of her desperate attempt to free herself, caught her in his
-arms.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now,” he said, “I propose to show you that temperature
-has nothing to do with it. Keep quiet. You are on skates,
-remember.” And he kissed her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You can kiss me again,” said Julia, after a moment or
-two.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I thought so.” And he kissed her for several minutes.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You look quite different,” murmured, Julia finally.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I can look more so. Skates and worsted collars that
-take your ears off are infernally in the way.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Will you always joke?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My dear child, if I didn’t joke, I might really frighten
-you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia shivered. “I’ve been frightened for days. I knew
-this would come. If I’d been really wise, I’d have run
-away.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It wouldn’t have done you one bit of good. Never try
-that game. If you do, I’ll jump right up on the platform
-in Albert Hall and kiss you in the presence of ten thousand
-suffragettes—damnable word!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I believe you would.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I would.” And he kissed her again.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This time she didn’t respond, and he gave her a little
-shake. “Forget it. You’re to think of nothing but me
-this long day we have all to ourselves. Time enough in
-London for you to set up your ninepins for me to bowl over.
-You’ve shown what you can do. Lady Dark told me that
-you did nothing by halves, and you’ve just proved it. To-day
-for love. Do you hear?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia smiled radiantly. “I couldn’t think of anything
-but you for more than a minute if I would. That was one
-thing that terrified me at night—when I had time to
-think— I had switched off with a vengeance! The past
-seemed blotted out. I wonder! I wonder!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I don’t. And I never saw a mortal woman look so
-happy. Your faculty of living in the moment is a grand
-asset, my dear. Ten months— Good lord! It takes all
-of that time to establish a residence in Nevada, and all the
-rest of it. However— Well, let us go for a walk in the
-woods.” He glanced about with a quickening breath.
-“Blessed spot! We’ll come back to it one of these days.”</p>
-
-<h2>XII</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“<span class='sc'>It</span> shows how much in love we are that we don’t mind
-this luncheon,” said Tay, who made a face, nevertheless.
-They had decided to remain away from the hotel all day,
-and were fortifying themselves at the inn on the lake. The
-meal was the usual one of watery veal, fried potatoes, and
-pastry. “I remember eating ‘kalb’ when I was in Germany
-before until I choked. Can any one explain why
-there are more calves in Germany than anywhere else on
-the face of the globe? You don’t see so many cows. The
-offspring must arrive in litters like pigs.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And the German, true to his creed, is furious if you
-flout his commonest staple.” Julia smiled, but, in truth,
-her mind was deeply perturbed, and she spoke mechanically.
-There had been no more love-making, for guests and peasants
-had met them at every turn of the woods. Her Hindu
-master had once told her that profound as were the suggestions
-he had given her, and systematic as was the control
-she had been taught to acquire over herself, either might
-suffer interruption unless she lived in India for many years
-longer. A violent awakening of the primal emotions, the
-assault of a mind and nature, temporarily, at least, stronger
-than her own, and that devil that lives in the subconsciousness
-would sit on his hind legs and chuckle.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>During the hours that had succeeded those moments of
-unquestioning surrender on the lake, her thirty-four years
-with their highest accomplishment had crept back, and she
-had ceased forever to feel eighteen. The immediate future
-rose before her like a black wall pricked out with menacing
-fingers. There was no question as to where her duty lay
-for the moment, as to what she must accomplish before she
-could think of happiness. All the steel in her nature had
-reasserted itself, her brain was cold and keen. She would
-put an end to the present state of affairs this very day.
-But how? How?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She continued pleasantly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Perhaps it would have been better to go back to the
-hotel.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not much. The hotel is associated with three evenings
-of fruitless manœuvrings to get you alone in one of those
-corners. Besides, Lady Dark may have recovered. I’ll
-take no chances. You are to be mine alone for an entire
-day.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We could stay a few days longer.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No, on the whole, I want to wind up London as quickly
-as possible. So must you. I shall send you on a steamer
-ahead to make sure of you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia laughed. “How like a man. We could hardly be
-happier than we are now. Why not let well enough alone,
-for a bit?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, you see, I am a man, and therefore differ from you
-as to what constitutes real happiness. I want to get the
-cursed Reno matter over as quickly as possible. Besides,
-I am due at home. The business might wait, but there’s
-a big piece of political work to pull off, and I must do my
-share in prying my poor rotten state out of the slough.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia’s mind took a leap. “I believe you are really ambitious,”
-she said, with bright sympathetic eyes. “Politicians
-don’t work for nothing. Do you know you never
-have told me a word of your ultimate intentions?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ve been too busy talking about you. I was only too
-glad to side-track my own affairs for a time. We were all
-so strung up during the graft prosecution that we jumped
-at anything that would give us a chance to forget it, and
-recuperate our energies.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, you have had a change! Do tell me how you
-have planned out your life. Do you look forward to being
-President of the United States?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not as much as when I was fifteen.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you will always joke! Can’t you fancy what your
-future is to me? You are capable of great things, and I
-don’t for a moment believe that you care for nothing but
-money making, varied by an occasional rush at reform.
-Do be serious.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My dear, I never felt more serious than I do at this
-moment. God knows I’m only too grateful for your interest.
-It struck me as ominous that you never asked me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I didn’t dare,” murmured Julia. “A man’s career is
-a so much more brilliant thing than a woman’s ever can
-be, for he has two distinct sides. We women are bound by
-our physical limitations to one side. We must make new
-traditions—and new bodies to transmit —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Hold on! Let us avoid that subject as long as possible.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But tell me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, here is the way I am fixed: I am for reform, my
-father is not. I am a full partner in the firm, but I can’t
-use the firm’s money for an object to which my father is
-bitterly opposed. But I have been making money on the
-outside, investing and reinvesting, and, in two years at
-most, I shall have an independent fortune, irrespective of
-my father’s large estate. Then I intend to go in for politics,
-doing all I can meanwhile to educate the people in the precepts
-of the true democracy and to keep the Reform party
-on top. I intend to hold conspicuous office in California,
-then go to Congress. You can call this ambition, if you
-like; no doubt ambition is mixed up with all deep sense
-of personal usefulness. It takes a good-sized ego to permit
-you to fancy yourself able to reform long-existing conditions;
-and egoism and ambition are good working partners. I
-shall work for my own state first, and then for the country
-at large. That is the way for Americans to begin, or, at all
-events, the way we do begin, our country being what it is.
-State pride is almost as strong as national. Moreover,
-a man must prove himself in his own state before he can
-get a chance to command the attention of the nation. If
-a man happens to belong to a notoriously corrupt state like
-California, and manages to shine by contrast, his opportunities
-are so much the greater! But the nation is the
-thing. Every Union man during the Civil War fought for
-his flag, not for his section. But our country is now a republic
-only in name. We are piling up problems our
-founders could not anticipate, and if they go on unchecked,
-they will land us either in an autocracy, or in the worst
-form of tyranny known to history,—mob rule. It is the
-business of a few of us to avert a French Revolution. Just
-at present we are between two camps, Monopoly and Labor-Unionism,
-and have almost forgotten that we are citizens
-of a free country. Our skins have been safe so far, owing
-to the lack of brains and initiative in the masses; also, because
-they are far from starvation. But let that condition
-arise—before the Money Power has been made to open its
-eyes, or has been controlled by legislation—then horrors
-beside which the French Revolution will be mere picturesque
-material for novelists. A few thinking men with
-money enough to give them weight with the solid moneyed
-class at the top—where the reform must begin—as well
-as to place them above suspicion, and who have cultivated
-common-sense and patriotism instead of greed, must do the
-business. Let’s get out of this.”</p>
-
-<h2>XIII</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>When</span> they were walking over the crisp snow in the
-woods—now deserted, for hotel guests and peasants alike
-were at the long midday meal—he resumed the subject.
-Her vivid sympathy and interest had brought back the
-bitter struggle of the past two years with a rush.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How I wish you had been with me when we made our
-graft fight,” he said, looking at her with fond eager eyes.
-“What a mate you would have been. When the whole town
-is howling at a man because he is trying to do the right thing,
-he needs just such a woman as you to keep the courage in
-him. The concerted opinion of the majority has an insidious
-power! Sometimes we wondered if we could be
-right, if we were not all dreamers, unpractical, doing our
-city more harm than good. The whole country was aghast
-at our exposures, business was almost dead, capital refused
-to come our way; the poor old city that had been wrecked
-by the most fearful natural calamity of modern times—$500,000,000
-went up in smoke—seemed to cry out
-against us for holding her down, to beg for a chance to
-limp out of her bog. But we looked ahead, convinced that
-there could be no permanent prosperity for San Francisco
-until the sore was scraped to the bone and sterilized; in
-other words, until the political scoundrels and the get-rich-quick
-element, that obtained their crushing franchises by
-corrupting a packed Board of Supervisors, and bought
-everybody, from the boss and the mayor down to the man
-in the street with a vote to sell, were either gaoled or so discredited
-that they would be forced into private life or out
-of the state. We unseated the boss and the mayor, the
-supervisors having come through, and we were able to indict
-several of what we call the higher-ups—the men that had
-done the buying. I never had much hope of convicting
-these men, for in California, in its present state of moral
-development, it is next to impossible to convict a rich man.
-If you get an honest judge, there are always men in the jury
-that have got in for no purpose but to be bribed. But we
-won out in another way. The long trial aired the abominable
-practices of these corporations, and, together with
-the many sensational episodes—the shooting of the prosecuting
-attorney in court, and the suicide of the would-be
-murderer in prison before he could be put on the stand,
-the kidnapping of the only editor that fought with us,—woke
-up the state; it talked of little else, and talking,
-thought, and was ashamed. The city machine got ahead of
-us, for the mayor we had managed to seat was too virtuous
-to build up a machine of his own; but we hope for great
-things in the state itself when our Reform candidate runs
-for the office of governor this year. Perhaps it was unreasonable
-to hope for more at the beginning, and it was a
-tough fight to get that much.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, God!” he cried bitterly, “the rottenness of young
-communities with potentialities of wealth. Human nature
-in the raw, when it is still in the ingenuous stage of greed,
-is a damnable thing. It has never shown any originality
-since the world began. Socialism may clip its wings, if it
-ever gets control, but—here is the cursed anomaly: you
-can’t hope for Socialism until a miracle eliminates greed
-from the nature of man; for it is men that must grant Socialism,
-and Socialism means the balking of greed. Even
-if some unforeseen set of circumstances forced it upon us, I
-doubt if it would last. You can no more eliminate greed from
-men than you could eliminate sex by forcing men and women
-to dress alike, shave their heads, and say their prayers three
-times a day. But the world is better in some respects than
-it was a century ago, and this is primarily due to the untiring
-efforts of the minority. But, again, the work must be
-done by a few men—the few that are awake and can see
-farther than their noses. Well, my dear, I hope and pray
-that I am one of those men. There you have my program,
-so far as a mere finite mind can project it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now I know why I have been permitted to love you,”
-said Julia, softly, and looking at him with glowing eyes.
-“Hadji Sadrä told me that he should watch over me, and
-that if I dared love a man who would pull me down, instead
-of being far greater than I could ever hope to be, he would
-blast me, transform me into a mere commonplace female,
-but haunted by the memory of what I had been —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How much of all that do you believe?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah! I saw marvellous exhibitions of power. They are
-common enough in the East, but one would hardly dare
-relate them in this part of the world. If I longed with all
-the concentrated powers of my mind for Hadji Sadrä, he
-would come to me in a flash—with that secondary material
-body they call the astral, and we call the ghost. If I were
-terribly perplexed, I should send for him —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I want no go-betweens, particularly Mohammedan
-ghosts.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But Julia had no intention of letting him down.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I wonder I could remember him, or any one else! It
-was only because I suddenly realized what all this means—that
-I may have another and far greater part to play —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You see that at last! Perhaps I should have appealed
-to you before. But—it is only to-day that I have felt
-really close to you—really loved you, perhaps. I fancy I
-was merely infatuated before.” He took her in his arms,
-and she looked up at him with the deepest sympathy a
-woman can express, particularly when gifted with eyes that
-are the dazzling headlights of a finished and powerful machine
-behind. “Oh, if you could only know,” he continued
-in tones of intense feeling, “what it will mean to me to have
-you, not only to love, but to work with! I really want with
-all my soul to be of use to my country, to be one of the few
-that are willing to work for her unselfishly, to leave a decent
-name behind me. It is thankless work, fighting the
-majority, battling for an ideal nobody wants, to be the butt
-of the press, accused of sordid motives, balked at every
-turn. The only sort of patriotism the average American
-understands is sounding promises by ambitious politicians
-and huge donations from repentant millionnaires. To raise
-the morale of a people, and in the process prevent them from
-growing too rich, may mean the respect of posterity, but it
-also means the hatred of your contemporaries. The Big
-Voice! It confuses the mind and the standards. The constant
-failures, the recurring sense of hopelessness, of futility,
-the inevitable contempt for the masses you are striving to
-emancipate from themselves,—many a man that has
-started out with the loftiest and most selfless ideals loses
-courage, shrugs his shoulders, and falls back. I am no
-better and stronger than many of them. I have dreamed
-one minute, the next wondered how far I would go, how
-long my enthusiasm would last. Material success is easy
-enough, and always rewarded by approbation and respect!
-<span class='it'>What is the use?</span> I am young still, but I asked myself that
-question more than once, for even my family were all against
-me. My father was furious. He is honest, but his business
-has been his god. I left home and went to a hotel—to
-avoid the everlasting discussions at table. My old friends
-cut me on the street. I was regarded as an enemy of society,
-and society cast me out. The rest of our little group shared
-the same fate. We were obliged to keep one another’s
-courage up. That we carried our lives in our hands and
-were liable to assassination at any moment was the least
-of our trials. The Big Voice! We felt as if we were at
-the foot of an avalanche, or some other inexorable enemy
-in Nature herself, trying to push it back with our hands.
-Inevitably there were black moments when we felt we were
-fools, especially when we faced certain defeat. And it’s all
-to do again, not once, but many times. Do you wonder
-that the light side of my nature has given me many cynical
-moments, or that I have seethed with disgust, or wondered
-if I would last? But with you—ah! If I had ever
-dreamed you lived, I believe I never should have despaired
-for a moment. But my only memory of you was of a
-charming and lovely child. And it is only to-day, here,
-that I have realized what it means for any of us to stand
-alone. With your faith and your brain, with you always
-beside me, sympathizing, helping—I never shall lose
-courage for a moment. I could accomplish anything—everything —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This sudden vehement disclosure of the serious depths
-of his nature under its surface gayety, with more than one
-glimpse of heights and powers she had barely divined, had
-thrilled Julia even more than his passionate love-making.
-All her own greatness responded, and for a moment or two
-she had been swept irresistibly on that tide of self-revealing
-words. She had a vision of the complete passion, the perfect
-union. But her brain remained cool. She never lost
-sight of her purpose.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She sprang from him suddenly and flung out her arms.
-Her eyes looked black. Her skin shone with a peculiar
-radiance like white fire. So she had looked more than once
-on the platform during her last moments of irresistible
-appeal; when her bewildered audiences had felt as if dissolving
-in a crucible from which there was no escape.
-“Oh,” she cried in low vibrating tones of intense passion,
-“now I know you—the real You! I’ll never fail you.
-You are wonderful, and I worship you! I believe we can
-be happier than any two mortals have ever been. But,
-Dan, I must go to you free, with a conscience as clean as
-your own. You must see that. You are too great not to
-see it. I must be tormented with no regrets, no remorse.
-If I should leave at this moment—‘rat’ like any scoundrelly
-selfish politician—desert these women publicly
-while all the world is watching them, make them ridiculous—oh,
-I don’t mean that I am indispensable; there are
-too many great women among them for that— But don’t
-you see that if I threw them over to follow an American
-to the other side of the world, now, while their fate hangs
-in the balance—why, it would amount to nothing less than
-a cynical declaration that we are all alike when it comes to
-a man—that we fight for a great impersonal cause only
-so long as no man comes along to play the old tune on our
-passions—why—Good God!—they would be the butt
-of every malicious wit in the kingdom. Their cause would
-be set back a generation. And I? I should be execrated
-by women the world over. I, who am now a sort of goddess.
-My immense following is due as much to the youth
-and beauty which I have appeared to immolate so indifferently,
-as to all my talents put together. What use should
-I be to you if I scuttled the ship and deserted it? What
-place could I take among the women of your country? Do
-you think they would listen to me, that I could teach them,
-help them? They would laugh in my face!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She caught him by the shoulders, her eyes piercing into
-his, which stared at her full of sombre perplexity. She went
-on in a rapid monotonous voice, which fell on his brain like
-a rain of fire: “Why didn’t you come for me, as you promised?
-I should have gone. Four years ago! I was free.
-Something was always knocking at my mind. I knew that
-I had useful energies of some sort. They were always groping
-to find vent. If you had come, if you had told me then
-what you have told me to-day, I should not have hesitated
-a moment. I should have known that my work was to be
-done with you. But you forgot your promise. The bond
-was not strong enough. Why did you wait until I had become
-a public figure, written about daily—until I had hopelessly
-compromised myself? Oh, can’t you see that you
-have made me the most tragic figure among women? I
-love you so that I long with all those other and far greater
-forces within me—that you have brought to life—to go,
-to be happy, to give you all you want and deserve, to become
-truly great—with you! Oh, I am the most unhappy
-woman on earth—and the happiest!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Tay had tried to interrupt her several times. But he
-was dazed. She looked like a sibyl. He felt disjointedly
-that he had less desire to claim her as a woman than to ascend
-with her to the plane whither she seemed to have borne
-herself. He had been shaken out of his own reserve and
-bared his soul for the first time in his life; his defences were
-down, she seemed to have entered his mind and taken
-possession. Human passion would appear to have fallen
-to ashes. His senses felt numb, he was vaguely conscious
-of a material dissolution that left his soul free to mingle with
-hers.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She gave him no chance to speak. Her words flowed on
-with the same fiery monotony.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You have taught me what duty means. I believe I
-never was really capable of the sacrifice of self before. I
-worked to fill my time, to forget my depths. Then because
-the greatness of that work really put my womanhood to
-sleep! But you! I have not a personal ambition left,
-not a want apart from you, but this terrible duty. I want
-to live in you, for you. You! You! You!” Tay had a
-confused idea that he was turning into a demi-god. “But
-I must go to you free—that I may never look back—that
-I may know and give complete happiness. I must be all
-woman, not a mere brain, humiliated, ashamed, tortured by
-regrets. <span class='it'>And you must go at once, at once, at once.</span> If you
-stay, if you prove too strong for me, if you force me to go
-with you—and I love you so I might go—then we never
-shall know the meaning of happiness for a moment. I will
-follow you before long. If we don’t win the battle early
-this year, I will train some one to take my place. I shall
-speak, appear in public less and less, drop out by degrees.
-I shall soon be forgotten—long before I can marry you.
-But to leap from the front rank of these women straight
-into a divorce court in a city whose name is a synonym
-for vulgarity, that is never mentioned without a laugh or a
-sneer— Oh, you see! You see! What an anticlimax
-to all these years on a pedestal! What a wife for you, a
-public man! Oh, God! I should be the ruin of your own
-career —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Julia!” exclaimed Tay, trying to get his breath.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She fell back limply against a tree, as if exhausted with
-her own passion, but neither voice nor eyes lost their
-power.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, go! Go! Go! If you don’t, I shall be in the dust.
-I shall be incapable of love in my abasement. I know myself.
-To love, to be happy, I must be free. I must have
-my self-respect. I can’t love, tortured by shame and remorse.
-I want love and you more than anything on earth,
-but I want them utterly. Oh, go!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>For a moment or two Tay had been conscious of an angry
-struggle in the depths of his mind. He suddenly became
-master of himself. He shot a glance at Julia as piercing
-as her own, and she gasped and flung herself face downward
-on the snow and began to sob. He made no attempt to
-pick her up for the moment.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You have strange powers, Julia,” he said. “If I were
-weaker than I am,—and God knows I am weak enough,—I
-should be slinking through the woods with my tail between
-my legs, hypnotized out of my manhood, and ready
-to lick your hand for the rest of my life.” Julia stopped
-sobbing and listened intently. Tay walked up and down
-before he spoke again. “But mind you, I don’t question
-your sincerity, your love, whatever the devilish arts you
-tried to practise on me. Every leader of a great revolution
-is a fanatic and a Jesuit. And, methods aside, every word
-you spoke was sound common-sense. I don’t care to assume
-the responsibility of injuring those women, and I believe
-you would be incapable of happiness if you handed
-their enemies another weapon—a pretty deadly one it
-would be!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He picked her up and dusted her off. “I am going,” he
-went on grimly, “and I shall wait exactly six months. Or
-rather—” He caught her hands in his powerful grip, his
-eyes blazing into hers. “I shall never see you again, not
-even with your royal consent, unless you swear to me here
-that you’ll not try that on again. That you’ll be woman
-to my man from this time forth—that and nothing more.
-I’ll be damned if I’ll live with a woman who doesn’t play
-a square game. Swear it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I do, I do! Oh, Dan!” The tears were running
-down her face, honest tears, for she was frightened, while
-rejoicing. “Do believe that I was only doing my best—I
-knew that you wouldn’t listen—I had only one object —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, as I told you, I have never questioned your queer
-complicated honesty. Only, being a perfectly normal person
-myself, I prefer to postpone occult trickery until I
-reach the next world. No doubt it will be all in the day’s
-work there. But I’ve got my job cut out in this, matching
-my earthly wits against the next man’s. Now, you’ve given
-me your word! If you ever go back on it —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, never!” Julia was now really limp, and looked
-wholly feminine. Tay took her in his arms once more and
-dried her tears. “It’s my fate to love you,” he said, with
-a sigh. “And that’s about the size of it. I’m sorry you
-ever went to your East, but live in the hope I can make you
-forget it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And do you love me as much as ever?” asked Julia,
-unintellectually.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Tay laughed outright, the ancient formula almost
-routing the memory of those moments when the same
-woman that uttered them automatically had launched
-her ruthless will into his relaxing brain. “Oh, yes,”
-he said, “I love you, all right, and for good and all.
-Now, we’ll be practical. I shall leave England the day I
-wind up my affairs in London. That should be in less than
-a week. I am going to ask you to stay here until I sail.
-I am resigned to going without you, am willing to admit
-that a separation of a few months is inevitable—but, all
-the same, the less temptation, the better. Besides, I shall
-need all my wits in London— If you were there —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I’d rather stay, far, far rather! I don’t think I
-could stand it, either. Here, at least, I can keep out of
-doors, exercise until I am past thought —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, don’t change your mind. I <span class='it'>insist</span> that you stay
-here. If you return to London while I am there—well,
-I’ll not say just what I won’t do. Enough that I should
-not return to America alone. Come, let’s get back to the
-hotel.”</p>
-
-<h2>XIV</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Julia</span> went at once to Ishbel’s room. She found that
-conspirator sitting on the little balcony enjoying the view of
-ice peak and forest. Ishbel sprang to her feet when she
-saw Julia’s face.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh— Ah— So—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Quite so,” said Julia, dryly. “But never mind. I
-have won out for a bit. He has promised to go to California
-at once and wait while I eliminate myself by degrees.
-I have promised to follow in six months. Of course I shall
-if I can. If I can’t—well, I must make him listen to
-reason again. But I hope —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course, you can’t bolt,” said Ishbel, who was burning
-with sympathy for both. “But surely you can manage
-to let yourself out in six months. Your vice-president is
-an efficient woman; and then we are sure to win this session —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I don’t know! If we did, of course I’d make some excuse
-and go at once. But—otherwise—I can’t leave
-them for a divorce court until I have taught them to forget
-me—disassociated myself from them —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She dropped on the edge of the bed, face and body expressing
-utter discouragement. Ishbel half opened her
-lips, then went out upon the balcony lest she break her
-word and tell Julia that France was dying. But a moment’s
-reflection convinced her that this information would only
-complicate matters at present. She thought hard for a few
-minutes, then ran back into the room.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Julia!” she exclaimed, “I have an idea! Why not go
-to Nevis? Your mother is very old. You haven’t seen
-her for many years. You can give out that she is ill—or
-I will if you won’t. My conscience wouldn’t hurt me a bit,
-for old people are always ill. No doubt you’ll find her with
-rheumatism, lumbago, dropsy, Bright’s disease, diabetes,
-tumors, or a few other ills incident to old age. It would
-make just the break you need; and it’s just the time to go,
-for your officers can attend to everything. Also—you
-could stay on and on.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia looked up with some return of animation in her
-heavy eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It’s not a bad idea, if I could go.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course you could, and the minute I get to London
-I’ll set the whole shop to work on your tropic wardrobe.
-You can get many things ready-made, anyhow—people
-are always going out to India on a moment’s notice.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll think it over while I’m here. I’m to stay until he
-sails.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah!—I hate to leave you alone. Shall I stay with
-you?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I think I’d rather be alone.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, I understand.” She sat down on the bed and put
-her arm about Julia’s relaxed form. “I want you to promise
-me that you will marry Mr. Tay, whatever happens.
-You’ve a right to happiness, if ever a woman had, and this
-is your only chance, my dear. There’s only one real man
-in every woman’s life, and happiness is the inalienable right
-of all of us. Even Bridgit was forced to admit that.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I intend to marry him. But when? That is the
-question!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“As soon as possible. You have given four uninterrupted
-years to this work, and you have done great things for it.
-That is enough —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We have all gone in—that inner band—to devote a
-lifetime to it if necessary.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Don’t you suspect that those women have an extra something
-in their make-up that the rest of us lack?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have accomplished as much as any of them—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Quite so. And enough. Don’t you feel that the spring
-has gone out of you?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Just now, yes.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You’ll never work with the same spirit again, for you
-never can be impersonal again. You would feel a hypocrite,
-for you would always be resenting the loss of what you really
-want most in life. You’ve a duty to yourself, to say nothing
-of Mr. Tay; and you’re not going to a frivolous useless
-life—not with him! No one is indispensable to any real
-cause, and in ours there are too many to carry on the work
-without the supreme sacrifice on your part. Promise me,
-at least, that you will go at once to Nevis. It would be the
-beginning of the solution.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’d like to go.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You really must want to see your mother, and your
-old home,” continued Ishbel, insinuatingly. “One’s mother
-and one’s birthplace are the great refuges in time of trouble.
-You were very fond of your mother when you were a child.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’m fond of her now, but she seems to have lost all
-affection for me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Never believe it. She is a strange proud old woman,
-but she has always loved you. Go back to her. There is
-your refuge.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You are playing on my deepest feelings, but you are
-right. Nevis! When you are crushed, your own land
-calls you. And, as you say, I haven’t much work in me
-at present.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Then you’ll go?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“When you get to London, telegraph me how matters
-stand. If it looks as if the truce would be a long one—yes,
-I’ll go. I believe I want to go more than anything else in the
-world—except one! Perhaps I’ll get a grip on myself
-down there. Perhaps I’ll find that—well, that I love this
-great cause best, after all.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not a bit of it!” cried Ishbel, in alarm. “Don’t
-try to persuade yourself of anything so unnatural and
-foolish. Do you realize how few women have complete
-happiness offered them? I could shake you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Then she reflected that Nevis was a tropical island;
-and another scheme was forming in her agile brain. “Well,
-never mind all that. You are worn out now. It is not a
-matter to discuss, anyhow. Stay out of doors here, and
-I will prepare your wardrobe. Then you can start as
-soon as you return to England. I will tell Collins to pack
-your other things. Eric will secure your accommodations
-on the first steamer that sails after Mr. Tay’s. Now lie
-down. Or shall you come down to our last dinner?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No, I am not going to see him again. I’ll be glad when
-he has gone, and that, at least, is over. But I’ll go to Nevis,
-if all is quiet in England.”</p>
-
-<h2>XV</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>They</span> left on the evening train in order to catch the
-morning train out of Munich. Julia, who had been sitting
-inertly in her room, too listless to go to bed, heard the
-carriage rattle down the street, and sprang to her feet with a
-wild sense of protest and despair. It required all her self-control
-to refrain from ringing for a droschke and following
-before it was too late. Then, angry at this complete
-surrender to her femininity, she undressed and went to bed.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Here, she discovered to her dismay that California was
-not farther off than sleep. Perversely, she would not
-relax, nor go through any of the other forms with which she
-had always been able to summon sleep when excited. She
-doubted if they would conquer these new impressions, but
-refused to give them a trial. She lay awake until nearly
-dawn, the events of the day marching through her brain
-with maddening reiteration. She dreaded sleep, also, for
-now at least her brain was stimulated, and she guessed that
-it would be correspondingly depressed upon awakening.
-So it was. The weather, also, had changed. It was raining.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When Julia heard the heavy raindrops splashing on her
-balcony, she sat up with a gasp of horror, then laughed
-grimly. But this conspiracy of Nature gave her a certain
-obstinate fortitude, and she rose at once, took a cold bath,
-and dressed. But when she opened her door to go down to
-the dining-room, her courage failed her, and she rang and
-ordered breakfast to be brought upstairs.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What am I to do?” she thought in terror. “What am I
-to do?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>It rained all day. Julia had brought no storm clothes.
-She prowled about the halls, getting what exercise she could,
-but dared not go downstairs. She sent for books from the
-library, but they might have been written in Greek. She
-summoned resolution to go to the dining-room at seven
-o’clock, but turned at the door, and ran back to her room.
-She saw Tay at every turn, and to sit alone at the table
-with his empty chair opposite, was beyond her endurance.
-Nor could she eat the food brought to her room. She went
-to bed again, and slept fitfully.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She awoke in the small hours to hear it still raining, and
-this time she fell into a fury over her demoralization.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And this is love!” she thought. “Terrors! Ignominy!
-A will turned to water. I’d not be more helpless if I were
-in a hospital with typhoid fever.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Her mind suddenly flew to the conversation with her
-friends on the night she had last dined with Ishbel. Should
-she go to Paris and rid herself of the disease once for all?
-What prospect of happiness if love were able to induce a
-misery keener than any of its compensations? If she
-could feel like this now, knowing that he loved her, and
-that the separation was but a matter of time, what might
-she not suffer if he ceased to love her, if he gave her cause
-for jealousy, if she found herself disappointed in him? It
-would be worse, far worse. Now, at least, she was—not
-free; no one ever felt more of a slave—but at least with
-the power to attain freedom. There would be a deep
-satisfaction, to say nothing of relief, in the knowledge that
-she never need think of him again—this man that had
-destroyed her fine poise, her remarkable powers, made her
-the slave of the race, the victim of the ancient instinct, a
-mere instrument upon which Nature was playing her old
-tune in contemptuous disregard of those years in which she
-had dwelt on impersonal heights seldom attained by young
-and beautiful women. She almost hated him. Better
-have done with it at once. In all her life with France she
-had never known depression like this, for love adds the
-sense of impotence to calamity.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She got out of bed, without ringing for her bath, and
-began to pack her trunk. She didn’t care if she never took
-a bath again. She hated herself, and she hated Tay. Above
-all she hated the rain.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But in the midst of her packing she sat back on the floor
-and scowled. To receive suggestions one must be perfectly
-amenable. There must be no reserve at the back of the
-head. Although she ground her teeth, she admitted that
-she would permit no man, no science, to destroy the image of
-Tay in her mind, root him out of her life. Nor would she
-confess herself a coward—nor violate the jealous instincts
-of her sex. If the time came when she must banish him,
-she would do it herself. Good God! She was female all
-through. Suffering was a part of her birthright. She
-would give up not the least of the accompaniments of love.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Cursing herself for a fool, she rang for her bath, dressed
-herself, and determined to walk out of doors, if the valley
-had turned into a lake.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But by the time she had swallowed her coffee and rolls
-the skies had cleared, and she started out with a guide
-and a sled. There was always excitement in tobogganing.
-For a bit the keen air revived her, but the hills and valley
-had new terrors, for every step reminded her of her lover.
-Black protest left her, but was followed by a sadness so
-profound that she feared to dissolve in the presence of her
-guide, and sent him home. She had planned to visit the
-lake, but she found that it would be as easy to break her
-word and follow Tay to London.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>A new and horrid fear had begun to haunt her. Did
-he really love her as he had loved her before she had made
-him, for a few moments, at least, the plaything of her will
-and her science? He had forgiven her, but must not such
-a memory rankle, eventually induce a permanent resentment—fear—hatred
-possibly?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She returned to her room, the only place unassociated
-with him. But although it was a refuge in a sense, she
-found little comfort in it, for the very atmosphere was
-thick with her long hours of misery. She sat down and
-made a deliberate attempt to banish her depression, that
-manifest of Nature’s resentment at even the temporary
-balking of her desires.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The ancient instinct!” she thought bitterly. “We are
-all the same fools when it comes to a man—<span class='it'>the</span> man—when
-the race is trying to struggle on through its victims.”
-She looked back upon the past eight years as upon a period
-of transcendent happiness. More than ever she was convinced
-that the only unmitigated happiness lay in self-completion,
-in independence of the sex in man. Love was
-a splendid disease induced by Nature to further her one
-end; accompanied by moments of hallucination called
-happiness, but which in the last analysis were but the
-prelude to a lifetime of every variety of sorrow and disillusion.
-On the other hand, the women that steered safely clear of
-this smiling island with a thousand jagged teeth beneath
-the rippling waters, and elected to stand alone, were free
-to accept the other great gifts of life, to attain to a form
-of serenity and content, beside which love and its delusions
-were the earthly hell. In the last four years she had never
-cast a thought to love, the future had loomed as perfect as
-the present. And she had weakly slid down into chaos!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The immortal women! Oh, lord! Oh, lord!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She reviewed her life from the time when, the wife of an
-abhorred husband, she had begun, unconsciously at first,
-to build up that strength, which, when the crucial tests
-came, enabled her to control, in a measure, the present, to
-exult in the knowledge that she had proved herself stronger
-than life; instead of losing her mind, or becoming the
-plaything of men. She had even dismissed Nigel Herbert
-when he came with freedom and something like happiness
-in his hand; proud of her strength to work out her destiny
-unaided.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Strength! Her mind flew from this vision of past
-solidarity to her years at the feet of the wise men of Benares.
-It was not pleasant to dwell upon the compliments of Hadji
-Sadrä, but she recalled his initiations and suggestions, and
-those of Swani Dambaba; they had given her a power over
-herself and others seldom possessed by Occidentals. But
-she could hardly formulate them; they were enveloped in a
-haze, as elusive and remote as dreams. Had she been but
-cunningly equipped to play her part in the great battle;
-and, the part played, was she perchance set free to follow
-the commoner destiny of woman? There was some satisfaction
-in the thought, but her ego felt slapped in the
-face. She had fancied her destiny mightily, and this anticlimax
-was no part of the program of the immortal women.
-Still, why not? Her inner vision, sharpened though it
-might have been by her masters, could not pierce the future,
-nor her judgment, while captive in the gray matter of the
-mortal brain, presume to determine exactly what destinies
-those immortal women had mapped out for themselves on
-earth. For all she knew Tay might have been composed to
-save his country, and hers the glorious part to help him.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But at this point she sat down on the floor once more
-and finished the packing of her trunk. None knew better
-than she the distinguished powers of the human mind for
-self-deception. With her own personal gift for subtle
-reasoning, to say nothing of her imagination, she could
-persuade herself in another fifteen minutes that it was her
-duty to take the first steamer for New York and await Tay in
-the facile state of Nevada. She should reason no more, but
-be guided by events. Meanwhile let love devour her, burn
-her up, torment her with fears, exalt her with visions of
-the perfect union. But not in Partenkirchen. She should
-amuse herself in Berlin until Tay’s final telegram set her
-free to go to Nevis. “The dog to its kennel,” she thought
-grimly. “That’s the place for me. I’ll find my balance
-there if anywhere.”</p>
-
-<h2>XVI</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>On</span> the evening of Julia’s departure for Nevis, Ishbel
-entered her husband’s study and perched herself on the arm
-of his chair.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Eric,” she said, “when you have made a promise you
-can’t break, is it wrong to get round it, if it is for the good
-of some one you are very fond of?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What are you driving at? Nothing more interesting
-than the workings of the female conscience under fire.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You like Mr. Tay?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Rather. Never liked a man more. Deuced good chap
-all round.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You think that he and Julia should marry?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I do. But am not so sure they will. Julia’s a hard
-nut to crack.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Quite so. But I want her to be as happy as I am.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Right you are. Tay’s the man.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“There’s something I promised Bridgit not to tell either
-Julia or Mr. Tay. But I didn’t promise not to tell you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Dark laughed. “I begin to see daylight. I suppose even
-Bridgit doesn’t encourage you to have secrets from your
-husband.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You <span class='it'>are</span> a dear! Well, it’s this. France is very low,
-has a bad case of heart and may go any minute.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Dark whistled. “That would simplify matters.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yesterday I called at Kingsborough House and gently
-wormed the whole truth out of the duchess. The attacks
-are growing more and more frequent. The doctors don’t
-give him a fortnight.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Dark stood up, “I see! I see!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I didn’t dare tell you until Mr. Tay and Julia had both
-left. If you had told him, he wouldn’t have gone, and Julia
-would hold out, here in England. But on Nevis, on a
-tropical island! All these associations and duties will seem
-like a dream down there, and one hasn’t much energy in the
-tropics, anyhow, to say nothing of being steeped in an
-atmosphere of romance. I want you to cable Mr. Tay—so
-that he will get your message when he arrives in New
-York day after to-morrow—that France is dying, that
-Julia has sailed for Nevis, and that if he is wise, he will go
-there at once—he can get there first, I should think, for
-the Royal Mail takes eighteen days—and marry her the
-moment he gets another cable from you announcing France’s
-death. Do you mind?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Rather not!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Tell him to say nothing to Julia about France’s condition
-until he is quite certain she is free —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do you want me to go stony—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, what do a few pounds matter—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“When arranging people’s destinies! Well, go on.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Julia must not return to England. If she did, Mr. Tay
-would have to begin all over again. I don’t like anything
-that looks like treachery to the women, but still —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I do,” said Dark, dryly. “Permit me to take the
-whole matter over to my own conscience. That’s what
-a man is made for, among other things. Tay shall marry
-Julia if I can help him manage it, and the women can go
-where I’ve consigned them several times already. Now,
-I’ll go out and send that cablegram.”</p>
-
-<div><span class='pageno' title='453' id='Page_453'></span><h1>BOOK VI<br/> FANNY</h1></div>
-
-<h2 class='nobreak'>I</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>During</span> the long voyage Julia dismissed her work and its
-obligations from her mind, and resigned herself to that
-form of happiness women are able to extract from the mere
-fact of being in love, even when indefinitely separated from
-the object. Her fear that she might have alienated Tay by
-her excursion into his brain had been banished by his
-letters, and she was free to enjoy herself miserably. She
-was delighted to find that he filled every waking moment,
-that neither literature nor the several pleasant people with
-whom she made acquaintance could send him to the rear,
-and she cultivated long hours of solitude and idleness
-during which she thought of nothing else. She projected
-her spirit into the future and California, and dreamed of
-happiness only: politics, reform, and the improvement of
-the race were not for dreams. The only real rival of love is
-Art, for that in itself is a deep personal passion, its function
-an act of creation, fed by some mysterious perversion of
-sex, and demanding all the imagination’s activities. This
-rival Tay was mercifully spared, and the god of duty,
-always arbitrarily elevated and largely the child of egoism,
-stands a poor chance when gasping in the furnace of love.
-Abstractly, Julia purposed to return to her duty when its
-call became imperious, but during this period of liberty
-she felt she would be more than fool to close her eyes to
-any of the beatic pictures composed by her imagination
-and the tumults of sex.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Of course there were hours when she felt profoundly
-depressed and miserable, when she stormed and protested,
-and hated the fluid desert that prevented her from changing
-her course and fleeing to Tay. But this, also, was novel and
-exciting and part of love’s curriculum; she revelled in every
-manifestation of her long-denied womanhood, and was
-further thrilled with the belief that no woman had ever
-suffered such an upheaval before. She wrote a daily letter
-to Tay, revealing herself without mercy, and found a keen
-delight in this new power of his to annihilate the profound
-reserve of her nature.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The only thing she didn’t tell him was of the return of
-her old longing for children. That inherent desire had
-slunk into horrified retreat at France’s betrothal kiss, and
-had visited her but fitfully in India, but now it reasserted itself
-almost as tyrannically as her longing for the man who
-was the mate of her sex as surely as of her soul and brain.
-She even felt a passionate delight that she soon could satisfy
-it vicariously in Fanny. She had never ceased to love this
-child she once had cuddled daily in her arms, and was far
-more excited at the prospect of being with her again, than
-of seeing her strange old mother. To be sure, her love for
-that once fond parent had risen in all its old strength during
-this carnival of the primal, but Mrs. Edis at her best was
-unresponsive, and after the long separation unlikely to
-thaw for some time to come. In Fanny she could find
-satisfaction for her maternal yearnings until they found
-their natural outlet. And she should take her back to
-London, with or without her mother’s consent. Fanny!
-What did she look like? She had been an adorable little
-dark baby; surely she must have inherited the beauty of
-the family. Some were dark and others almost blond, like
-herself, but both the Byams and the Edises had always
-been famous for their looks. Even Mrs. Winstone had
-grudgingly admitted that Fanny had exterior promise,
-and if she had turned out a beauty, Ishbel should give her
-the best of girl’s good times in London. And she herself
-should have something to cling to during these awful months—perhaps
-years—of separation.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>After she changed steamers at Barbadoes and began the
-leisurely journey up the Caribbean Sea, she was much
-diverted by the beauty of the long chain of islands, and
-began to thrill with the prospect of seeing her birthplace
-once more. Her roots were in Nevis; it held the dust of
-generations of her ancestors; it was the one perfect, peaceful,
-and happy memory of her life, and never could she love
-even California as well. She knew that she should have
-flown to it in her trouble were it empty of both her mother
-and Fanny.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>After the steamer left Antigua, she never took her eyes
-from the stately pyramid, shadowy at first, detaching
-itself with a sharper definition every moment. When she
-was close enough to see the green on its sweeping lines, its
-waving fields of cane, its fine ruins of old “Great Houses,” the
-white roads, deserted save for an occasional laborer or a
-colored woman swinging along with a basket on her head, a
-pic’nie clinging to her hip, the waving palms on the shore,
-the white cloud that hovered by day over the lost crater, and
-extinguished the island at night, she ran to her stateroom
-to quell an almost unbearable excitement. But Collins was
-packing, and Collins was already puzzled, perturbed, and
-speculating. No quicker antidote to tumultuous emotions
-could be devised. Julia’s tears retreated, and she began to
-rearrange her flying locks before the mirror; but it was
-impossible to keep the exultation out of her voice.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We’re nearly there, Collins!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, mum.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It is my old home! Just think of it, I haven’t seen it
-for sixteen years.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, mum.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’m sure you will enjoy staying here for a bit, Nevis is
-so beautiful. There’s nothing in all Europe like it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I shan’t be sea-sick. I’m thankful for that.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How do I look? I haven’t seen my waist line since I
-left London.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I dressed you this morning, mum. You look quite
-all right. Shall I really sleep in a Christian bed to-night, and
-have a decent cup of tea?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You shall, you shall! And if my mother still kills
-stringy old cows, I’ll get good English beef for you from Bath
-House.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Thank God, mum. Everything on board ship tastes
-that horrid I could eat a cow cooked particular, no matter
-how stringy. Don’t lean on the rail too much. Linen
-crushes that easy.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, who wore a linen coat and skirt of crash brown
-linen, with a hat and parasol, and shoes and gloves, of a
-darker shade, nodded at herself in the glass and returned
-to the deck. For the moment Tay was forgotten.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The steamer was rounding the island and she stared at
-Bath House, the greatest hotel in the world in its time, a
-picturesque ruin in her memory, now rebuilt in part and
-showing many signs of life. Colored servants were hanging
-out of the upper windows cheering the ship, and gayly
-dressed people were sitting on the terrace. But Julia,
-although for a moment she resented the least of the changes
-in her island, soon forgot Bath House as she eagerly gazed
-through her field-glass at the groups down by the jetty.
-There was the usual crowd of whites and negroes, some with
-much business to attend to when the ship cast anchor,
-more with none whatever. In a moment she detached a
-group striving to detach itself from the pushing crowd—all
-Charles Town seemed to have turned out—and saw Mrs.
-Winstone, Mr. Pirie, several people of the same class, and
-one young girl. Could that be Fanny? Once more her
-hands shook. The girl was dancing up and down, waving
-her handkerchief. It must be. Julia laid aside her field-glass
-and waved in return. Then the delay seemed endless.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The water had become suddenly alive with boats. Little
-black boys were diving for pennies. It was a gay tropical
-picture; and, behind, the palms and the cocoanut-trees,
-fringing the suave flowing lines of the great volcano.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The ladder was swung, the first officer gave her his arm,
-and she descended to the boat, followed by the uneasy
-Collins, who looked at the heaving waters below that
-frail craft with dire forebodings. But Julia had no sympathy
-in her for Collins. Her thoughts were on Fanny,
-when they were not adjusting her mask of bright cool
-serenity. She had no intention of making an exhibition
-of herself in public.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>All doubt of Fanny’s identity was set at rest, for a girl’s
-long supple figure was flying down the jetty, and she was
-waving frantically and calling out, “Aunt Julia! Aunt
-Julia!” Julia received a momentary shock, not quite sure
-that she liked being called aunt by this tall girl, who looked
-more than her eighteen years. But that was a trifle and she
-gazed with both fondness and admiration at the blooming
-beauty of the girl who now stood quite alone on the edge
-of the jetty. Fanny was very dark, showing the French
-strain in their blood (Mrs. Edis’s father had found his wife
-on Martinique); her large eyes and abundant hair were
-black, her skin olive and claret, her full large mouth as
-red as one of the hibiscus flowers of her native island; her
-figure, both slender and full, was as beautiful as her face,
-even in the white cotton frock which she probably had made
-itself. Julia thought she had never seen a more perfect
-type of voluptuous young womanhood, and reflected that
-she should not be long marrying her off in London, even
-without a dowry.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She smiled happily, and a moment later, elevated to the
-jetty by the boatman, was enveloped, smothered, overwhelmed
-by Fanny.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, Aunt Julia!” cried the girl between her kisses.
-“Just to think you are here at last! Something is actually
-happening on this old island. Oh, promise me that you
-will take me away with you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, yes, indeed,” gasped Julia, her spirits unaccountably
-dashed. “Of course I will, darling. How beautiful
-you are!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, am I? Much good it has done me so far. I’ve just
-spoken to a young man for the first time in my life, and he
-has gray hair.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You poor child! Did—did—my mother come
-down?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not she. The steamer wasn’t expected until seven,
-and she was asleep. When I saw it coming, I <span class='it'>ran</span>. She’d
-never have let me come. I’ve never been outside the estate
-alone before. Even Aunt Maria hasn’t taken me down to
-Bath House. There she is with an old gentleman that
-wears a wig.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They had reached the end of the long jetty, and Julia
-kissed her aunt, shook hands with Mr. Pirie, who had
-eyes for no one but Fanny, and was introduced to a young
-gray-haired man named Morison.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“<span class='it'>Mo</span>rison,” she repeated mechanically to herself. “Where
-have I heard that name?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But she had no time to think. Mrs. Winstone was talking
-rapidly. Julia wondered if the tropics had affected her
-aunt’s nerves. She was twirling her parasol, and her eyes
-had more intelligence in them than she usually admitted,
-save when conducting a dilettante Suffrage meeting.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Really, Julia!” she exclaimed. “It’s too tiresome. But
-I didn’t expect the Royal Mail for hours yet; came down to
-see Hannah and Pirie at Bath House, and sent the horses to
-be shod. They’re not ready, and there’s nothin’ else—everybody
-drivin’. Do you think you could walk up the
-mountain in this heat?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course she can’t!” cried Fanny. “Of course she can’t!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’m sure I could,” began Julia, but once more Fanny
-enveloped her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, no, darling,” she cried entreatingly. “You’d faint
-in that heat—climbing. It was bad enough coming down.
-And, oh, I do want another glimpse of Bath House. You’ve
-no idea how excited I was all the time it was building. It
-was like an old romance come to life. But much good it
-has done me. And it has an orchestra!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia laughed outright. Fanny might not possess the
-priceless gift of tact, but she was enchantingly young.
-Her exuberant youth, in fact, made everybody else feel
-superannuated, and her next remark, as she and Julia
-started for the hotel arm in arm, did not remove the impression.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How oddly young you look, Aunt Julia,” observed the
-girl, whose large curious eyes were exploring every detail of
-Julia’s appearance. “Of course I knew you were much
-younger than Granny or Aunt Maria, or I shouldn’t have
-been so keen to have you come home, but you look almost
-a girl. I suppose it’s because you are quite a little thing and
-haven’t grown either scrawny or fat.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Really,” said her aunt, dryly, “I’m five feet three and
-a half, and thirty-four is a long way from old age.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, it’s not young,” said Fanny, who appeared to be
-of a hopelessly literal turn. “Thirty-four! Why you are
-only a year younger than mother would have been.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This remark touched a chord which for the moment
-routed anxious vanity. Julia put her arm about Fanny’s
-waist, no slenderer than her own. “I wish you <span class='it'>were</span>
-mine!” she said fondly. “But sister is the next best
-thing. I can’t have you calling me aunt. That is much
-too remote—I have wanted you for so many years. You
-must imagine that you are my little sister, and call me Julia.
-Will you?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, if you like. But promise me that you will bring
-me to Bath House every day. You will want to come yourself,
-if only to get away from Great House, and you have
-friends there—a nice old lady named Macmanus—and I
-saw two or three women with <span class='it'>such</span> frocks! Did you bring
-me any frocks from London?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah—I didn’t! But, you see, I not only left in such
-a hurry, but I had no idea whether you were tall or short.
-Of course I brought you some presents.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, did you? What are they?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Some pretty silver things for your dressing-table, and
-a manicure set, and some scarves, and all sorts of fol-de-rols
-that pretty girls like.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, that’s too sweet of you,” and Fanny, kissed her
-again. “But I’d rather have had frocks. What shall I
-do if you take me to the party at Bath House on Thursday
-night?—and you must! You must! There’s no dressmaker
-on Nevis that could make a party-gown.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You shall have any of my evening gowns you want.
-You are taller, but Collins is quite a genius.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Fanny almost danced. “That will be heavenly. Oh—oh—talk
-about frocks!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What a pretty woman!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>They were both looking at a very smart young woman
-advancing down the palm avenue. She had a dark vivid
-little face, and wore a frock of sublimated pink linen, and
-a soft drooping black hat. She smiled and waved her
-parasol as she caught Julia’s eye.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course you’ve forgotten me, Mrs. France,” she cried
-gayly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“This is Mrs. Morison, of New York, Julia,” said Mrs.
-Winstone, who had accelerated her steps. Her voice had
-lost its drawl.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Mrs. Morison?” asked Julia, with a premonitory tremor.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes—Emily Tay—but of course you’ve quite forgotten
-me. I never forgot you, though—and that terrible
-old castle you showed me for a solid hour.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia had taken her hand mechanically, wondering if
-Nevis were shaking herself loose from the sea.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course I do remember you. I liked your independence.
-But how odd you should be here.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not a bit of it. I’m always after novelty—restless
-American, you know, and this is the very latest. Besides,
-my husband had an attack of Wall Street prostration, and
-this wasn’t too far. But it’s simply enchanting to see you
-again—I’ve been so proud these last two or three years
-to be able to say I knew you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Fanny cast a glance over her shoulder, then fell back
-between Mr. Pirie and Mr. Morison.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I saw Dan in New York,” Dan’s sister rattled on. “It
-was too funny. He was in a beastly glum temper, until
-I mentioned your name. Then he cleared up so suddenly
-that I had my suspicions. Do you remember how dead
-in love with you he was at the tender age of fifteen, and
-what a time Cherry had inducing him to go home without
-you? I’ve just the ghost of an idea he hasn’t got over it.
-Poor Dan! Of course you’d never look at him.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And why not?” asked Julia, in arms.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, you are some person over there, and California
-is the jumping-off place.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I thought it was the most beautiful country in the
-world.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, it’s that, all right. But after London—or New
-York! I do want Dan to transfer his energies to New York.
-It’s the only place in America to live.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Perhaps he thinks he can do more good in his own
-state.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“New York being in no need of a clean-up! However,
-no doubt you’re right. Dan’s a tremendous gun out
-there, if he does make himself unpopular. I try to console
-myself with the thought that he’s making a national reputation,
-but meanwhile my income doesn’t go up. However,
-of course you’re not interested in our politics. Dan’ll
-be delighted to hear that we’ve met again. Here we are.
-You must be dying for your tea.”</p>
-
-<h2>II</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>They</span> crossed the terraces and entered the cool spacious
-hall of the hotel. Mrs. Macmanus, who was sitting alone,
-came forward and kissed Julia warmly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So delighted you’ve come down here to liven us up a
-bit, my dear. Maria has almost deserted us. It was
-only to-day I heard you were coming. Bath House is in
-quite a flutter.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My nerves haven’t been worth mentioning since we
-got Julia’s cable,” said Mrs. Winstone, who was close on
-Julia’s heels. “I came to Nevis to rest them, and Fanny
-alone would set them on edge. I don’t believe she’s slept
-since she heard Julia was comin’.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, whose agitation had subsided, hastily swallowed a
-cup of strong tea, left the group abruptly, and put her
-arm about Fanny. Here, at least, was peace and diversion.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Come and talk to me, darling,” she said. “I’ve a
-thousand things to say to you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Fanny, who was alone with Mr. Pirie at the moment,
-went willingly, and they sat down on one of the sofas at
-the end of the long hall.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now let me really look at you. Yes, you look like
-Fawcett. Do you remember your father?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How could I? I was only three when he died.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And now you are eighteen! I cannot take it in. I
-believe I have always thought of you as a baby.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, do you think Granny’ll let me go back with you?
-She hates the world and despises men—as if they were all
-alike! But at least—Oh, please <span class='it'>swear</span>, dear Aunt—Julia—that
-you will help me to play a bit while you’re
-here. You can’t fancy how dull I am. I want to come
-to Bath House every day, and dance every night. You
-can tell Granny that Mrs. Morison is an old friend of
-yours, and has come to Nevis to see you. Of course
-Granny’ll let me go anywhere with you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Poor mother!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, she’s had her own way all her life; just what I’d
-like to have. Please pity <span class='it'>me</span>, Julia. Why, I might marry
-if I ever had a chance to see a man nearer than through a
-field-glass. The war-ships that I’ve seen come and go in
-this roadstead! And the St. Kitts girls dancing on them!
-But I! I might as well be one of those Dutch women in
-the crater of St. Batts, making drawn-work from one year’s
-end to the other.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Poor child! You may be sure I’ll do all I can. But—ah—”
-Julia felt quite the aunt for a moment.
-“Don’t be in such a hurry to marry.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But I am in a hurry to marry. That’s the only road
-out of Nevis. And what girl isn’t in a hurry to marry?
-If Granny wouldn’t give her consent, well—I’d just love
-to elope.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia laughed. “If you are as romantic as that, I must
-manage that you see a good bit of the world before you
-enter the somewhat prosaic state of matrimony —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I am romantic—rather! I think of nothing else but
-love—love—love. I’ve made up a lover out of all the
-novels I’ve read—and I’ll have one, no fear! But I
-must have a chance to see him first. So please give it to
-me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Where have you found novels to read? Mother long
-since wrote me to send you none.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I know. And Aunt Maria keeps hers locked up.
-But I run the estate, you know, and I have to go over to
-St. Kitts every now and again, body-guarded by two old
-servants, of course, and I’ve made friends with some girls
-over there, and they’ve lent me a few. And I always
-manage to pass an hour in the public library, and look at
-the picture papers. Granny takes in nothing but the
-<span class='it'>Weekly Times</span>. Sometimes, when we are driving, she lets
-me get out and read the cablegrams tacked up on the
-court-house door! Oh, what a place to live in!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And yet I could wish that I had never left Nevis. I
-almost wish I need never leave it again.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you’ll get over that in about a week. Aunt Maria
-yawns all the time. If it weren’t for her complexion and
-her waist line, she’d be packing now. What does she
-want? She’s always spying on me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone descended upon them precipitately.
-There was a pleasurable excitement in her mien, and once
-more Julia wondered if she, like many others, had found the
-tropics bad for the nerves.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Fanny. Mr. Pirie wants to talk to you, calls you a
-blushing peach, volcanic product: you’ve quite rejuvenated
-him. I want to ask Julia about our great cause in
-London.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll not talk to any old men. Mr. Morison’s quite
-nice. What a bore he’s married. I could have cried when
-I heard it, although I never could fall in love with a man
-with gray hair.” And she deliberately walked over to the
-young man lounging in a chair and staring at her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“A bit forward, our Fanny,” said Julia, with a sigh.
-“But she has all her father’s love of life.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And all her grandmother’s of havin’ her own way.
-Not that it’s worth analyzin’. Analyzin’s so fatiguin’.
-She’s young, pretty, healthy, starves for life, and exists on
-a volcano! I’d feel sorry for her if I wasn’t sure she could
-take care of herself. What’s your impression of her?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She’s a beauty. A rather obvious type, perhaps, but
-still—How’s my mother?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Quite all right. She’ll bury us all, and then merely
-desiccate—or fly off on a broomstick.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Was—is—do you think she wants to see me?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Don’t ask me. She won’t talk about you. But—but—”
-Mrs. Winstone shot a cunning glance out of her
-now absent and ingenuous orbs. “Do tell me, Julia,—I’m
-expirin’ with curiosity—what brought you here?
-You hadn’t the least notion of comin’ when I saw you last.
-Has Mr. Tay —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I don’t care to talk about Mr. Tay.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course it’s none of my business, but please! I’ve
-been quite excited ever since I came down to-day—it’s
-astonishin’ what will interest one on a desert island!—But
-Pirie and Hannah have known all about it ever since
-Mrs. Morison came. It seems she—ah!—well, came
-down here on purpose to see you, persuaded her husband
-he was ill —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What an idea!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Quite so!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But after all, not so unnatural. I may as well tell you,
-Aunt Maria—there is no occasion for mystery—I am—that
-is, in a way—engaged to Mr. Tay. But it’s all in
-the air, at present. It is impossible to marry him without
-an American divorce, and it is not necessary to explain to
-you how out of the question that will be for some time to
-come. But—I was feeling rather done, and the truce with
-the Government gave me the opportunity I have so longed
-for—to come to Nevis once more, to see my mother.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, that is it! Nevis is good for the nerves; or would
-be without Fanny, and one or two other distractions.
-Now, I’ve quite an excitin’ duty to perform, and time’s
-up. Mr. Tay is here!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What?” Julia once more had the sensation that
-Nevis had left her moorings. She caught the back of the
-sofa for support. “What are you talking about? Mr.
-Tay is in California.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not he. He’s been here, stalkin’ round this island,
-or cruisin’ round in a motor boat he’s hired, for the last
-five days. I saw him through the field-glass, but didn’t
-know what brought him until to-day.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But what—what—has he come for? Oh, how
-could he!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He’ll tell you that, never fear! The others, includin’
-Mrs. Morison, were all for a surprise, but I thought it my
-duty to tell you. That is the reason I wanted you to go
-straight home—surprises are so fatiguin’—but there
-may be time yet. He’s off somewhere in his boat, and the
-steamer was ahead of time —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia sprang to her feet. “I’ll go this minute. I can
-walk. You stay with Fanny—poor little thing —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And then she sat down. Tay was running up the steps
-of the terrace.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone rose and retreated gracefully. Julia’s
-heart had leaped, but she was very angry. She had made
-her own plans too long. This was to have been an interval
-of rest. As Tay walked rapidly down the long hall she was
-not too agitated to observe that although his keen eyes
-were alight and eager, and his mouth smiling, there was
-less confidence in his bearing than usual; she also observed
-that white linen became him remarkably.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I think this quite abominable of you,” she said coldly,
-as he dropped into the chair before her. She withheld
-her hand.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So does my father. But please don’t be angry with
-me. I really couldn’t help it when I heard —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How did you hear? Dark, of course. What
-treachery!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Treachery to me if he hadn’t!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How you men stand by one another,” said Julia, bitterly.
-“Especially when it is to defeat a woman.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well,” said Tay, laughing, more at his ease in the
-presence of futile feminine wrath, “it may be our most
-contemptible trait, but we shall be driven to practise it
-more and more, I fancy.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I refuse to joke, and I am going home at once.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She rose.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Sit down,” said Tay, peremptorily. “If you don’t, I
-shall kiss you in the presence of Bath House. They can’t
-hear what we say, but you may be sure they are all watching
-us.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia hesitated, then sat down. “What—what made
-you do this? I never should have believed it of you. I
-came here for rest—for—for strength.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Strength? Great Scott! You need less, not more.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh—I— You’ll never know what I’ve gone through!
-I shan’t give you the letters I wrote you —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now, Julia, be rational. I simply couldn’t resist
-coming, that’s all. I cut out business, politics, everything,
-the moment there was a prospect of seeing you
-again—and on an enchanted island! The rest can wait,
-but I, well, I couldn’t! This past month has seemed like
-a wasted lifetime. I thought I was resigned. I resisted
-engaging a passage back to England by wireless. I might
-have got through those six months in California by doing
-the work of six men; but I could see no reason why I
-shouldn’t spend at least the interval between steamers
-with you here. There will be no harm done—much good,
-for it will make the separation shorter.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Dan,” said Julia, sitting upright, “there is something
-behind all this. What have you really come here for?
-After all it’s not like you. In the first place you have
-imperative duties in California, and then—you know,
-you <span class='it'>know</span>, that I need all my strength.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He hesitated. Should he tell her? But there are
-certain facts that sound ugly when put into bald English,
-whatever the excuse; and he doubted if he ever could tell
-her that he had come to Nevis to wait for a cablegram
-announcing the death of her husband. Not now, at all
-events!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My dear child!” he said earnestly, and before his hesitation
-became noticeable. “Is not love excuse enough for
-anything? Haven’t men sacrificed duty, done everything
-that was rash and foolish, for love, since the beginning of
-time? The prospect of two or three weeks with you on a
-tropic island was too much for my limited powers of endurance.
-I suddenly wanted you more than anything on
-earth. This is a wonderful place—I never knew I had
-so much romance in me—let us forget the coming separation
-and be young and happy.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia leaned back and looked down. “I should have
-told you more about my mother,” she said, infusing her
-tones with ice to keep them from vibrating with delight at
-the vision he had evoked. “Made you realize just what
-she is. You will never be able to cross her threshold.
-She would think that you came to see Fanny. Or if she
-guessed that you loved me, a married woman,—why!
-she’s quite capable of locking me up on bread and water.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Gorgeous! We’ll have a real old-fashioned romance.
-You will climb out of the window —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She’d nail the jalousies.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“There are no jalousies I can’t unnail—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you’d never get past the gates. She’d post blacks
-with guns at every corner of the stone wall about the
-grounds. You don’t know her. She doesn’t belong to
-this century. She’s never brooked opposition to her will
-since she was born.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Those crude forthright persons are just the ones that
-can always be outwitted. She needn’t know I’m here.
-I’ll not go to the house. You can meet me in a hundred
-enchanting nooks—down among the palms on the beach,
-in the ruins of one of those old estates, in a jungle I’ve
-discovered, with a creek, and all sorts of tropical trees that
-give more shade than these feather dusters they call royal
-palms —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I won’t leave my mother’s house!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do you mean that?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Julia, you have the longest and the blackest eyelashes
-I ever saw, and you have never given me such an opportunity
-to admire them. But on the whole I prefer your
-eyes. Look at me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia raised her eyes, and Tay held his breath. They
-were full of tears. “Oh, please go, Dan,” she whispered.
-“I suffered death after you left before. I can’t, can’t go
-through all that again. I couldn’t stay here after you
-left. I never wanted to see you again until I could marry
-you. I know now why you have come to Nevis. You
-think that here, where I spent my youth, where it is difficult
-to remember England and Suffrage, I will weaken—that
-I will go with you to that horrid place and get a divorce.
-It was very clever of you, and I might! Oh, I
-might! You have been too strong for me from first to
-last. But I don’t want to! I want to finish my duty, as I
-planned. Please, please go. There is a German steamer
-in the roadstead. Take it and wait on one of the Danish
-islands for the American steamer —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Julia, there is only one thing on earth I won’t do for
-you, and that is to leave you now. And believe me, I had
-no such subtle far-seeing policy in coming here. My
-purpose was far simpler. I’d marry you up in Fig Tree
-Church to-morrow if you were free, but if—as I can’t, I’ll
-be content with this brief romance. Now promise that
-you will meet me to-morrow over in that jungle —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I won’t! I won’t!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Then, by God, I’ll manage things myself—if I have to
-murder niggers and break in —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Julia! Julia!” cried Fanny’s excited voice. “The
-horses are shod. Aunt Maria wants to go.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She was running down the hall. As Tay rose she stopped
-short and stared, her heavy lids lifting.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia rose hurriedly. “Fanny, this is Mr. Tay, an American
-friend of mine. My niece, Fanny Edis.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“An American?” cried Fanny. “Another! Well,
-Nevis <span class='it'>is</span> waking up. Are you thinking of buying an
-estate and planting?” she asked eagerly. “You don’t
-look as if you had rheumatism.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Tay played a bold hand, knowing that young girls like
-romance even at second hand. “I came to Nevis to see
-Mrs. France,” he said deliberately. “We are engaged to
-be married, and she tells me it will be difficult to see her
-in her mother’s house. Suppose you lend me a helping
-hand.” And he held out his with a charming smile.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Fanny scowled, and for the moment looked more formidable
-than handsome; then, with the adaptability of
-youth, was suddenly afire at the prospect of a vicarious
-romance.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How perfectly glorious!” she cried. “Oh, I’ll help
-you, Mr. Tay. Granny’ll never let you in. But I’ll hide
-you in the shrubberies. I’ll throw you a rope over the
-wall, made of ancestral sheets —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Fanny!” said Julia, severely. “We’re not characters
-in an old-fashioned novel.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Don’t I wish we were! That’s all I could be. Oh,
-Mr. Tay, don’t give up.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Fanny! Do you forget that my husband is alive?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, what’s a lunatic? Mr. Tay just said you were
-engaged, and anybody can get a divorce. They’ve been
-talking about it on the terrace.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah!” Julia made an attempt at lightness. “You are
-not so inhospitable to these times, after all.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’d swallow them whole. But lots of kings and queens
-were divorced ages ago. When you’re in love I don’t
-fancy the century makes any difference.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good! It all comes back to that, Miss Edis!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“When there’s nothing else to be considered. Come,
-Fanny.” She held out her hand to Tay. “Good-by. I
-hope you will take that German steamer —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Aunt Julia! Where is your West Indian hospitality?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It must wait. Will you go?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I shall not. Permit me to see you to your carriage.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’d—I’d rather you stayed here. Anyhow, it’s
-good-by.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good afternoon,” said Tay, shaking her hand heartily.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good-by.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good afternoon.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia turned her back and walked up the hall, her head
-very high, and hoping she could control the longing to run
-back.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You won’t give up, Mr. Tay?” asked Fanny, eagerly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Never, Miss Edis.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, something is happening on this old island! And
-what fun it’ll be to get ahead of Granny. I’ll help you.
-Good-by.” She ran after her aunt, but cast a rapid
-backward glance over her shoulder. English dukes and
-European princes had been the heroes of her romantic
-imaginings, Americans standing, in her limited knowledge
-of the outside world, for all that was plebeian and strictly
-commercial. But she liked the looks of this one. By
-some freak of fate he was a gentleman. And she was to be
-a character in a live romance!</p>
-
-<h2>III</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> terraces, mercifully, possibly tactfully, were deserted.
-Julia greeted warmly the old man who had served
-for so many years as butler and coachman, then announced
-curtly that she had a headache, and kept her eyes closed
-as the lean old horses crawled through Charles Town and
-up the mountain. She was still very angry with Tay, but,
-on the whole, more so with herself. Why hadn’t she rushed
-into his arms and been happy for a few moments? And
-what did she really intend to do? She had not the least
-idea. He had an amazing faculty for getting his own
-way. He would manage to see her, and what would be the
-outcome? Was there anything he would stop at? It were
-more than human not to feel a thrill of excitement.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Her anger passed, and she wondered if she should not
-steal out and meet him that very night. Why not?
-Why not? Hadn’t she her right to live? She forgave
-Tay promptly for this last and most reckless proof of his
-love for her. Lightly as he had dismissed the fact, she
-knew that he had made heavy sacrifices in turning his
-back on California at this critical moment. His party
-might declare him a traitor and cast him out. He deserved
-his reward. All the romance in her nature leaped into
-sudden and vivid life. To her Nevis was the most beautiful
-spot on earth. To live a few intense weeks—what a
-memory —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But she opened her eyes as if under the impact of a cold
-shower. The carriage had entered the grounds about
-the house. Here, in these beautiful wild spaces of tropic
-tree and shrub and flaming color, France had once followed
-her about, striving to kiss her. Here he had kissed
-her the day he had been forced to leave her for the ship,
-immediately after the marriage ceremony. His menacing
-shadow seemed to detach itself as on that awful night in
-the plantation of White Lodge. Her life with him rose
-and overwhelmed her. She sat up with a gasp. No
-romance on Nevis for her!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Are you thinkin’ of the meetin’ with your mother?”
-asked Mrs. Winstone. “Fanny and I’ll leave the field
-clear. She’s probably in the living-room.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia descended slowly, and glanced through the window
-before entering. Mrs. Edis was sewing by the lamp on
-the table; the tropic night had descended with a rush.
-She was a little more bowed than formerly, perhaps a trifle
-pallid. But her hair was still almost black. Time might
-have forgotten and passed her by.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>As Julia opened the door, she lifted her deep piercing
-eyes, seized her stick, and rose to her feet. Her hand
-trembled, but not her voice.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I am glad to see you, Julia,” she said, in her grand
-manner. “But the steamer must have been ahead of
-time.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She presented her gnarled cheek to be kissed, but Julia,
-who had suffered many emotions that day, burst into tears
-and flung herself into her mother’s arms.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, do say you are glad to see me. I am so miserable,
-so worried. Oh, please do!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis patted her head, but her voice remained dry.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You have been long coming, but you must know how
-glad I am to see you once more before I die. Your trouble
-must be grave indeed! You have been in trouble before.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis’s tones would have dried any fountain. They
-also expressed suspicion. Julia took out her pocket-handkerchief.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Forgive me. It isn’t worth speaking of. I am only
-tired. Of course we are all, we women, in a sea of difficulties —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not a word of that, if you please.” Mrs. Edis sat
-down; the glistening heavy brows that Captain Dundas
-had once compared to lizards, met over her flashing eyes.
-“You must make up your mind not to mention that disgusting
-subject while you are in my house. If that is
-your trouble, you will have every opportunity to forget it!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I came to forget everything but you and Nevis and
-Fanny. Now give me another kiss, and I’ll go and make
-myself presentable. I don’t want you to find me too
-much changed.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Maria told me that you had changed very little, and
-I thought you looked quite pretty before you reddened your
-eyes. Run along and I will order dinner.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>At the table Mrs. Edis betrayed a little of the joy she
-felt at the return of her prodigal, by talking far more than
-her wont. She told Julia the gossip of the islands, mostly
-mortuary, as all the old women of her own generation had
-died; but although she anathematized Bath House and
-the idle rheumatics it would bring to Nevis, she permitted
-herself to express hope regarding the future of the islands.
-She went to her room immediately after the meal finished,
-but it was long before Julia could enjoy the seclusion of
-her own. Fanny, who barely opened her mouth before
-her grandmother, burst into speech the moment that august
-presence was withdrawn, and Julia for quite three hours
-was obliged to answer her questions regarding the great
-world of London, when not sympathizing with the dynamic
-maiden’s hatred of life on Nevis.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good heaven!” she thought. “That I ever could
-have imagined a girl of eighteen interesting!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She locked herself in her own room at last, but not to
-sleep. Her homecoming had proved a bitter disappointment.
-Fanny she might have forgiven, for all girls were
-more or less alike, wrapped up in themselves, happy in the
-delusion of their supreme importance. But her mother!
-She had always remembered her as the most wonderful of
-her sex, a tower of strength, no matter how hard, a superwoman
-isolated on a rock in the Caribbean Sea. What
-was she, after all, but an obstinate old woman? Was
-she to find strength in no one but herself? Well, why not?
-Hadn’t it been her cherished ideal to stand alone?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But what, in heaven’s name, was she to do with Tay?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The rooms opened upon a corridor, but her window was
-only a few feet above the large garden in front of the house.
-She unlatched the jalousie and sprang to the ground.
-Here she could decide his fate without sentiment, for here
-was the shadow of France. But the shadow had departed
-and ignored her summons. The renaissance of old impressions
-is fleeting. It rarely comes twice, and never at
-command. And Nevis and all things on it were changed!
-Only one of the old servants, Denny, was alive. She had
-visited the outbuildings before dinner, eager for familiar
-faces. The girls of her youth were fat old women. There
-were many of them, and the pic’nies swarmed as of yore.
-The court, no doubt, was still full of color by day, but everything
-was orderly and clean; there were few of the old
-evidences of congenital laziness. Fanny, for all her romantic
-notions, was an admirable overseer—and a tyrant. Since
-this duty had been thrust upon her by her inexorable grandparent,
-she would use it as an outlet for her energies; and
-Julia suspected that she found a decided gratification in
-ruling her subjects with an iron hand.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The white cloud on Nevis had slipped down the mountain,
-enveloping it in a fine white mist. The garden was
-full of enchanting shapes, of heavy intoxicating odors.
-Where was Tay? Why had he not come to shake her
-jalousie? She longed to find him hiding under one of the
-heavy trees. But he was probably asleep at Bath House;
-and his temporary quiescence inspired her reason with
-gratitude. For the first time she feared him. He had come
-to Nevis for no such indefinite object as an episodical
-romance. He meant to take her with him when he left,
-possibly to forge the strongest of all bonds in the earlier
-phases of love. This thought made her angry once more,
-roused the subtle antagonism of sex. If it came to an actual
-contest of strength, here was her chance to prove to him
-what the years and much else had made of her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She went to bed, and her thoughts turned contritely to
-Fanny. Was she really disappointed in this girl who
-seemed to be the embodiment of soulless, unimaginative,
-brutal youth? Or might not she still find her so interesting
-as a study, and companion, that the old fond image
-would be undeplored? The last, no doubt. She had
-been just as soulless, and her true imagination as unawakened.
-She went to sleep determined to love Fanny
-whatever befell.</p>
-
-<h2>IV</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>She</span> slept until late in the day, Mrs. Edis having given
-orders that she should not be disturbed. Otherwise the
-routine of Great House was not altered. Fanny took her
-daily ride over the estate. Mrs. Edis sat in her chair in
-the living-room, making a feint of sewing, in reality listening
-for Julia’s footfalls. So she had sat listening for sixteen
-years.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But it was a lagging, almost elderly step that she finally
-heard approaching along the terrace at the back of the
-house. A moment later Mrs. Winstone entered, flushed,
-damp, but with her eyes full of malicious amusement.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Really, Jane,” she drawled, “the tropics were never
-made for walkin’. I believe I’ll keep my new waist line —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not a bad idea to keep what little Nature is still willing
-to give you.” Mrs. Edis’s voice was as sarcastic as her
-eyes. “I hope there was no bad news in your note?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Note?” Mrs. Winstone turned her back and began to
-rearrange the flowers on the bookcase.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do you fancy the least event could happen in this
-house without my knowledge?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Really, it was so unimportant I had forgotten it.
-Merely an invitation to Bath House. That reminds me—”
-She adopted her airiest tones. “Have I spoken to you of
-Mrs. Morison? Charmin’ little woman stoppin’ at Bath
-House. I met her drivin’ just now, and impulsively asked
-her to come to tea to-day, and bring the others. How
-naughty of me. I should have consulted you first.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Your friends are welcome to tea. I am not a pauper.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But such a hermit! It is too kind of you to take <span class='it'>me</span>
-in. I don’t fancy botherin’ you with my friends.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How is it you were not carried away by impulse before?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I came to Nevis to see you and to rest. I see enough
-of Hannah and Pirie in London. But now that Mrs.
-Morison has come to Bath House, and her brother, Daniel
-Tay —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis lifted her head as if she scented powder. “A
-man? Is he married?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone smiled significantly. “Oh, dear me, no!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How old is he?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“About thirty.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll have no young man in this house.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, he wouldn’t look at Fanny. Hates girls. He’s a
-very dear, a very particular friend of mine.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis laid her work on the table, dropped her
-spectacles to the end of her nose, and surveyed the smart
-figure with the developing waist line. “And what are you
-doing with very dear and particular friends of that sex at
-your time of life?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Dear Jane!” said Mrs. Winstone, with asperity, and
-transferring her attention to the early Victorian tidies.
-“Please remember that if you live out of the world I live
-in it. Oh, la! la! Come over to London and see the
-procession of hansoms in Bond Street containin’ smart
-gray-haired women and nice boys. The gray hairs are
-generally payin’ for the hansoms, and more. I never had
-a gray hair, and my rich American friend always pays for
-the hansoms, and more. Why shouldn’t I have a youngish
-beau if I can get one? But really, I didn’t think he’d
-follow me here!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Disgusting!” announced Mrs. Edis, who looked as if
-she had just entered a room in the Paris salon devoted to
-the nude. “In my time —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah, dear Jane, that time is forever gone. You couldn’t
-get a bonnet in all Bond Street to suit your years. Hannah
-Macmanus, who poses as an old woman, has to have hers
-made at a little shop in Bloomsbury.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I can well believe it! I could see what London was
-coming to sixty years ago. Enamelled old women —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, la! la! Prehistoric! Filthy habit! To-day we
-keep our skins clean.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do sit down. You are flouncing about like a sylph of
-twenty. I hope you have not permitted yourself to become
-seriously interested in this young man.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone dropped into a chair on the other side of
-the table and looked across the work-basket with airy self-consciousness.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why not?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You are an old fool, and he must be a young one.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not a bit of it. Level-headed business man. Rich and
-strenuous.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Strenuous?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“New word. American. Means a short life for yourself
-and a merry one for your heirs.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Be good enough to confine yourself to English. Are
-you going to marry this youth and make a laughing-stock
-of yourself and your family?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Marry? Oh, how tiresome of you to be so serious. I’d
-managed him so well! I never thought he would follow me
-here when I need a rest. But he’s romantic —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Romantic? He must be if he’s in love with you.
-Really, Maria, I never even look at you that I don’t feel
-like giving thanks I have been permitted to spend my life
-on Nevis.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone fetched a little sigh. “But you don’t
-mind my askin’ these people to tea?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It is a long time since a stranger has crossed my threshold.
-Still, they are welcome. This is your birthplace as
-well as mine.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How sweet of you! I’ll go and smarten up a bit.” As
-she was leaving the room she turned, knit her brows, and
-said hesitatingly, “Better not tell Julia they’re comin’.
-She left London because she was sick of people, and has
-really come for a rest. She might run away, and Mrs.
-Morison is dyin’ to meet her. Americans are quite mad
-about celebrities.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, very well,” said Mrs. Edis, impatiently.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She sewed for half an hour longer. Suddenly her eyes
-flashed and she lifted her head. But when Julia came in
-she said formally: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good morning. Do you always sleep until noon?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Rather not! But I didn’t go to sleep till nearly dawn,
-I was so excited. I shall get up every morning at five and
-take that old walk round the cone. How often I have
-thought of it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You have been long coming to take it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia seated herself on the arm of her mother’s chair, and
-took the work out of her hand. “Now,” she said, “let’s
-have it out. You are angry with me for staying away for
-sixteen years, among other things, and I have been very
-angry with you. But all my childish resentment was over
-long ago. It is time you forgave me. If I stayed away, it
-was because you never asked me to come. Since the day
-the duke married, you have written me nothing but formal
-notes, except when you were angry with me for some new
-cause. You have hurt me more than I can have hurt you,
-and I have resented your injustice. But let us bury it all.
-If you knew how glad I am to be here again, to see you look
-just the same! If you would only be your old self, I could
-feel your little girl once more. The past—much of it—seems
-like a dream —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis threw back her head. Her heavy nostrils
-dilated. She looked like an old war-horse. She raised her
-stick and brought it down on the hard floor with a resounding
-thump. “Yes!” she said harshly. “Let us have it
-out. Let me tell you that I have sat here for ten of those
-years waiting to acknowledge that I have been tortured
-by remorse. I could not bring myself to write it. But I
-never thought you would stay away so long— You!—and
-I an old old woman!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia had moved away uneasily at this outburst. “Oh,
-don’t!—never mind—it was a natural enough mistake
-on your part. Let us never speak of it again. I should
-have come long ago—but time passes so quickly—I don’t
-think I realized—and then I thought you had given all
-your love to Fanny —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Fanny?” with indescribable scorn.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I see now you don’t care for her—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Let me finish. I am a hard old woman. Demonstrations
-are not for me. Nor is my pride dead. That will survive
-life itself. But I will tell you that I have never ceased
-to love you—I think I have never loved any one else.
-Your first petulant childish letters—I didn’t choose to believe.
-But later, when I began to hear those vague terrible
-rumors— My God! Well, you had the world, and youth,
-and diversions—but I have sat here and thought, and
-thought, and longed for death —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, please! It has all been for the best. I needed a
-hard school. You know what a child I was. If life had
-been too kind to me, I should have developed slowly, if at
-all. I might have nothing but a cauliflower in my brain
-to-day. Now, you would be proud of me if you would only
-let me explain this great work to you, make you see what
-it means —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not an allusion to that! You, who were born to be a
-duchess. Ah! Let me confess that it is not remorse alone
-that has made me a desolate old woman all these years.
-My old belief survived the marriage of the duke, even the
-birth of his heir—at least, I clung to it. But when your
-husband went hopelessly insane— Oh, my old belief! It
-had been companion, friend, consolation—as satisfying as
-only a science can be. When my faith in that was destroyed —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah! If you would only let me tell you something! I
-met far wiser men in the East than old M’sieu. They
-placed a very different interpretation on my horoscope —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why, can’t you see—what I have become in England—what
-I may still become— Oh, far, far more!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis snorted in her wrath and disgust as she rose
-to her feet and thumped the floor with her stick. “Gammon!
-Do you expect me to believe that that is what the
-world has come to? Fighting and scratching policemen,
-going to gaol, speaking on a public platform! Has that
-become the substitute for a great English lady?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, let us say no more about it. I recognize it is hopeless.
-If you still believe that a woman’s highest destiny
-is to be an English duchess— Do sit down. There is
-so much else to talk about.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis resumed her seat, but still frowning. She had
-quite forgotten her remorse.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I want to talk about poor little Fanny—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“<span class='it'>Poor</span> little Fanny?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Who has the best memory in the world? Who was the
-belle of the West Indies in her day? I have an idea that
-Fanny looks exactly as you did at her age. And she is
-not too unlike you in other things —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Arrant nonsense. What are you driving at?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I mean that youth has its rights, and you are depriving
-Fanny of hers.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have replanted the entire estate and built a mill.
-Fanny will be rich one day. I can’t abide the minx, but
-I know my duty to my son’s child, and the last of my
-race.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So that is to be Fanny’s fate? A little West Indian
-planter! When she dreams of nothing but love and marriage —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She knows naught of such things.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, doesn’t she? And what of instincts, especially
-when a girl is beautiful and fairly bursting with vitality?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She can consume her vitality in hard work. Youth and
-beauty soon pass. Hers will go before they have given any
-man the chance to ruin her life. In her lies my opportunity
-for atonement —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Fanny will marry. That is her obvious destiny.
-What is more, she will marry the first man that asks her,
-unless she has the diversion of society and many admirers.
-Bath House is open again. Many young men will come —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Fanny will see none of them!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, won’t she? Youth has a magnet all its own.
-They’ll be prowling round the place, sitting on the wall like
-tomcats!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Is that a sample of the new school of conversation?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No, but it expresses a fact. Now, do be sweet and
-reasonable and let Fanny go to the party at Bath House
-on Thursday night —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not another word. Fanny goes to no parties, neither
-at Bath House nor elsewhere. Have you quite forgotten
-me, that you fancy you can change my mind when it is
-made up? There is the luncheon gong. Will you give
-me your arm?”</p>
-
-<h2>V</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“<span class='sc'>Well</span>,” said Fanny, “I saw you having a talk with
-Granny in here this morning. I suppose she has promised
-I shall go to London and live like other girls. That would
-be so like her,—such a sweet creature —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Sh—sh—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, why not say what you think? I’d like to hear your
-real opinion of her—after all these years.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She is my mother; and she was angelic to me this
-morning.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Fanny stared, then burst into laughter. “Angelic!
-How I should like to have seen Granny do it. Did you ask
-her if I could go to the party at Bath House?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She is opposed to it,” said Julia, evasively, “but I think
-I can talk her over. One would never expect to get the best
-of mother in the first round. I must tell you, however,
-that I shall not go to Bath House myself —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, <span class='it'>that</span> Mr. Tay! Only it <span class='it'>is</span> romantic, and he <span class='it'>is</span>
-handsome, and quite nice. Do tell me, Julia,” she asked
-eagerly, “what is it like to be in love with a real man?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Put such thoughts out of your head for the present.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Did he ever kiss you?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Have you looked over my evening gowns? Collins is
-quite excited at the prospect of fussing with them.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How heavenly! I’ll go this minute! What on earth
-is the matter with Denny? He looks as if he’d just heard
-the guns at the fort announcing a hurricane.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The old man almost staggered in. His expression was
-quite wild.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Lor’s sake, Missy,” he gasped. “A visitor! A man!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Fanny snatched the card.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Julia!” she cried, more excited than Denny. “It’s he!
-It’s Mr. Tay!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia turned her face away and walked with great dignity
-to the opposite door. “Tell him that he must excuse
-me,” she said over her shoulder.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He ask for Mis’ Winstone, Mis’ Julia.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“For whom?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He say she ask him for tea.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She must be quite mad. Well, go and find her.” And
-she hastened to her room, determined to punish Tay for
-coming, but not so sure she should not waylay him in the
-garden when he left.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Denny,” said Fanny, “ask him to come in here. And
-you need not disturb my aunt at present. She is taking
-her nap.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, Missy.” And Denny went off, shaking his head.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Fanny ran over to a glass and smoothed her hair, put a
-flower in it, and made an attempt to stiffen her figure until
-it looked as if incased in stays. But when Tay entered
-she immediately became as natural as the young female
-ever is in the presence of the young and marriageable male.
-Tay did not look in the best of tempers, but she thought him
-quite handsome enough to be the hero of a romance.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Do sit down,” she said hospitably. “Aunt Maria will
-be in presently. Oh, do tell me how you got in. I mean,
-what can Aunt Maria have told Granny— Or hasn’t she
-told her? Perhaps I’d better take you out for a walk.
-Granny might be too horrid.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I fancy Mrs. Winstone has told your grandmother that
-she asked me for tea,” said Tay, with a slight access of color.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But what?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh— Are not you too afraid of this—of your formidable
-grandmother?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not a bit. I only pretend to be for the sake of peace.
-But, oh, do tell me how Aunt Maria had the courage to ask
-you here! I’m simply mad with curiosity. A young man
-in this house!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Tay drew a long breath. This was an explanation he
-had not bargained for, and those immense eyes were disconcertingly
-young, and very handsome. “Well, you see—this
-is how it is: I came here, neglected business and a
-good many other things, to see Julia France, and I have no
-idea of wasting my time. I don’t like underhand methods.
-I’d rather fight in the open any time, but with women you
-almost never can. So let us call this strategy —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes! Yes!” cried Fanny. “But for heaven’s sake,
-what is it?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“We had a conference last night at the hotel.” Tay got
-up and walked about the room.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, do go on.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well, briefly, we hatched a plot. Mrs. Winstone was
-to be induced to tell your grandmother that she and I are
-engaged —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah—yes.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You and Aunt Maria!” She succeeded in taking it in,
-then went off into shrieks of laughter. Tay swore under
-his breath, and looked out of the window.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You and Aunt Maria! I never heard of anything so
-funny in all my life. Why on earth didn’t you pretend to
-have fallen in love with me? That would have fooled
-everybody, and I should have loved to take you out for
-long walks—and turn you over to Julia!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You forget that a man doesn’t care to place a girl in a
-false position —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But Aunt Maria never can have made Granny believe —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why not? Half the women in London have admirers
-young enough to be their sons, and sometimes they marry
-them. Your aunt could have one of those brats dangling
-if she chose. It’s not my rôle, but I can play it at a pinch.”
-He returned to his chair. “Do you think I can see Julia
-to-day?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She ran away when she heard you were here.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, did she?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I don’t think she means to see you. That would be
-horrid of her. But you come here every day—to see Aunt
-Maria!—and I’ll manage it. And if you always come
-when Granny’s asleep, you can talk to me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That would be ample compensation,” said Tay, mechanically.
-He was feeling very cross, and it was long since
-callow girlhood had appealed to him. Still, this child was
-beautiful, and beauty exacts tribute at any age. He told
-himself that he was a surly brute, and exerted himself to be
-agreeable.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You must find this a lonely life,” he observed. “What
-do you do with yourself? Read novels? Go over to
-parties on St. Kitts?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Novels! Parties! I’ve read about ten, and I’ve never
-been to a party in my life. You are the first young man
-I’ve ever talked to.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Really?” Tay was mildly interested. “What a life
-for a young girl. I’ve never seen any one look less like a
-hermit. What <span class='it'>do</span> you do with yourself?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, Granny put me in charge of the estate a year ago.
-She’s too old to go out much, and she drilled me until I
-thought I’d go off my head. But now I rather like it.
-There’s something to do, anyhow, riding over the estate
-every morning, keeping the mill overseer from cheating,
-and getting work out of lazy blacks. I can do that, and in
-a way it’s like having a little kingdom all your own. I’ve
-made them all afraid of me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Have you? By George, you are some girl! I thought
-you were merely out for fun. I’d be put to it to find another
-girl of your age—and—and—general style—who
-was running an estate. It seems to be a remarkable family,
-altogether.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Fanny saw that she had now really caught his attention,
-and found him more attractive every moment. The subject
-of her prosaic duties had never entered her imaginary
-conversations with young men, but this one was quite
-different himself from any of her dreams; and she suddenly
-found reality far more attractive than romance. She
-was also quick to take a cue, and was about to launch
-upon a description of plantation life in the West Indies,
-when Denny came running in, this time looking fairly distracted.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Lots of visitors, Missy!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I should have told you that Mrs. Winstone asked the
-rest of our party,” said Tay.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Fanny forgot him in her fright, as Mrs. Macmanus, Mr.
-Pirie, and the Morisons entered. But her instincts asserted
-themselves, and she went through the ordeal very
-creditably.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why, how do you do?” she said hospitably. “I’m
-so glad to see you all in our house. Please sit down.
-Denny, go and tell Mrs. Winstone. Ah—won’t you take
-off your hats?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No, thank you, dear,” said Mrs. Morison, whose eyes
-were brimming with mischief. “Mine is so becoming.
-Besides, a lot of hair would come off, too.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I will,” said Mrs. Macmanus, “and thank you for asking
-me. Reminds me of my youth.” And she removed
-her bonnet and rolled up the strings. “Even one’s hair is
-too warm for the tropics. Pirie, you might take off your
-toupee. I’ve seen you do it twice when you thought no
-one was looking!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Really, Hannah!” Pirie almost exploded. What an
-assault in the presence of glorious eighteen!</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But Fanny was paying no attention to Pirie. She was
-gazing in rapt admiration at Mrs. Morison’s airy toilette
-of daffodil yellow, with a large chiffon hat of the same shade,
-covered with more little soft feathers than she had ever seen
-before, and a perfectly useless, but all the more enviable,
-sunshade of chiffon and lace.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Morison saw the admiration in the girl’s eyes, and
-no admiration was thrown away on her. She smiled brilliantly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How simply enchanting to see the inside of an old West
-Indian home,” she exclaimed. “I never had any old-fashioned
-things in my life. Grandpa emigrated to California
-in the fifties, and every house he built burned down whenever
-the city did. So when I came along and pa was making
-<span class='it'>his</span> pile, there wasn’t so much as a daguerrotype in the
-family. We were just upholstered from New York and
-dressed from Paris. How’s that for family history, Miss
-Edis?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh,” said Fanny, through her teeth, “how I should like
-to live in a country where there were no ancestors. There’s
-nothing else here.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Morison was also beaming upon her. “You must come
-and visit us in New York,” he said. “We’re imitating
-England and becoming too democratic to talk about ancestors,
-even when we’ve got ’em, and we usually haven’t.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Why, Nolly,” cried Emily, who was Californian when
-she wanted to be audacious, but valued her New York to
-its ultimate vanishing drop of azure blood, “you know
-your mother was a —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Pauper. She hooked my father, which is more to the
-point, and I’m in the race for Millionaire Street, which is
-the whole point.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you little bleating Wall Street Calf! Such a little
-one, too, Miss Edis.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I might be a bigger one if you spent less. What are we
-here for, anyhow?” he asked, as Fanny, apprehending a
-domestic scene, moved away. “Dan can take care of his
-own affairs, and I feel as if I were on a ship in midocean
-with the wireless out of order.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What man ever could manage his own affairs? It
-would have been cruel to let Dan come alone, and I know
-I can help him out. We mustn’t scrap and frighten Mrs.
-France, or she’ll think the temper is in the Tay family,
-whereas it’s always your fault —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But she laughed good-naturedly, extracting the sting, and
-Morison, who never quite understood her, was mollified
-and shrugged his shoulders. “Well, I’m going to flirt with
-that little West Indian girl who doesn’t know the first thing
-about life and wants to know it all in five minutes. Great
-fun. Serve you right, too, for bringing me here.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Run along,” said his wife, indulgently, and he joined
-Fanny, who was talking to Tay, and told her that the St.
-Kitts girls were coming to the party on Thursday night. But
-Fanny had lost all interest in the married man now that a
-single one had appeared, and gave him her shoulder with a
-young girl’s brutality. A moment later, when Mrs. Winstone
-entered, she deliberately drew Tay into the embrasure
-of one of the windows. She had curled her lip at her grandaunt’s
-appearance, but the rest applauded, and Mrs. Winstone
-was secretly delighted with herself. She had abandoned
-her usual discretion and got herself up like a woman
-of thirty. There was rouge on her cheeks, a flower in her
-youthfully dressed hair, and a pink chiffon scarf floated over
-her white gown.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good! Good!” cried Mrs. Macmanus. “How does
-it work?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, quite all right. Only I was made to feel as if I had
-escaped from the mummy room in the British Museum and
-stolen my grandniece’s clothes.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Upon my word, Maria,” said Pirie, gallantly, “I didn’t
-know you could do it. Ten to one Tay does fall in love
-with you. Why not? Julia’s got a bee in her bonnet.
-We men don’t like bees as domestic pets. They sting.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Curious that even the young men are as old-fashioned
-as ever, while the women go marching on,” said Mrs.
-Macmanus, unrolling her knitting. “What will you all do
-for partners, by and by?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, we’ll still marry them,” said Mrs. Morison, patronizingly.
-“They give us our little romance, and it’s no part
-of our policy to let the race die out.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Hear! Hear!” cried Mrs. Macmanus, looking over
-her eye-glasses. “So you, too, are a suffragette. You
-never gave us a hint.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I forgot about it down here. But last winter in New
-York, everybody who was anybody, or wanted to be, went
-in for it. Two or three of the rich and fashionable women
-whose names are regular electric signs—designed by the
-press—great gilt way—took it up, and all the rank outsiders
-fairly fell over themselves to get into the new Suffrage
-societies, and shake hands with those Brunhildes come down
-off their fire-girt perch. Makes me sick. I believe in it
-because I know it’s coming.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ha! Ha!” cried Pirie. “A good patriot always loves
-the top.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Don’t be cynical, Pirie,” said Mrs. Macmanus, who had
-not failed to note the longing glances cast in Fanny’s
-direction. “It can’t be laid to extreme youth in your
-case.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now, why is a man always called cynical when he tells
-the truth? No limelight, no martyrs.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, what a sophisticated old lot we are,” said Mrs. Macmanus,
-with a sigh. “I wish I knew as little as that charming
-Fanny. She is youth—innocent barbarous youth—personified.
-Look at her flirting with her aunt’s lover. I
-always said that honor was an acquired virtue.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Sh—sh—” whispered Mrs. Winstone, and she sprang
-to her feet.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis stood in the terrace doorway leaning on her
-stick. She looked like an allegory of the past, the uncompromising
-disillusioned past, which has come in contact
-with none of the bridges that connect with the present.
-Her keen contemptuous gaze had just lit upon Fanny and
-Tay, when the company, made aware of her presence, rose
-precipitately, and were presented by Mrs. Winstone.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I bid you all welcome to my house,” said Mrs. Edis,
-formally.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Fanny had hastily marshalled Tay into the circle. Mrs.
-Edis favored him with a piercing look which gave him a sensation
-of acute discomfort.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good lord!” he thought. “Here’s an enemy worthy
-of any man’s mettle. What a family!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone almost laughed aloud as she met her sister’s
-glance of disgust. It was long since she had enjoyed
-herself so thoroughly. To outwit Jane and embroil everybody
-else was better for the nerves than mere vegetating.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis turned to Fanny.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Where is Julia?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I don’t know, Grandmother.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Go and find her. She must not appear to want in hospitality.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes, Grandmother.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Sit down, all of you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The company did as commanded, Tay in ostentatious
-proximity to Mrs. Winstone. There was a moment’s profound
-silence, Mrs. Edis, like George Washington, having
-the rare gift of immersing any company in an ice bath. Mrs.
-Macmanus would never have dreamed of making conversation
-unless she had something to say; Pirie and Morison,
-snubbed by Fanny, were both sulky; Mrs. Winstone
-was flirting with Tay under the eagle eye of her sister, who
-poured out the tea. Finally, Mrs. Morison, with the American
-woman’s sense of conversational responsibility, rushed
-into the breach, after peremptorily motioning to her husband
-to sit beside her on the little sofa: here was an opportunity
-for a parade of domestic American bliss.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, Mrs. Edis!” she cried. “We were just talking
-when you came in— Aren’t you quite too frightfully
-proud of Mrs. France?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Frightfully?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Our dreadful slang. I mean—well, aren’t you too
-proud of her for words?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And pray why should I be unable to express myself?
-Julia was always a good child.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, of course—but it isn’t often that any one is as good
-as Mrs. France, and so tremendously clever.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I am glad to infer that you think well of Julia.” Mrs.
-Edis, reflecting that society was even more silly than in her
-own day, wondered how long these people would stay.
-She observed that the company was looking amused, but
-before she had time to speculate upon the cause, she forgot
-the rest of them, in her keen observation of Tay. He was
-ignoring Mrs. Winstone and frowning at his sister. But
-in another moment she forgot even him.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I don’t count,” cried the desperate Mrs. Morison.
-“I’m merely trying to make myself agreeable, in return for
-your gracious hospitality. It’s what the world thinks.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“The world?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Surely, you must feel proud that she’s quite the hope
-of the party, a flaming torch. If she remains in London,
-why, she’ll be its only leader—a regular queen.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Queen?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis set the tea-pot violently down.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Prime Minister, you know, or something like that,”
-said Pirie. “Strange things are happening.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Are you making game of me?” cried Mrs. Edis, furiously.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, Pirie never makes game of anybody but himself,”
-said Mrs. Macmanus, soothingly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I beg your pardon, then, but it sounds pure gammon
-to me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It does to many, dear madam.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis was staring straight before her, the company
-forgotten. “Queen.” That still active brain, never rusty,
-nor clouded, had leaped back to the night when she and
-old M’sieu had pored over Julia’s horoscope. “Queen.”
-The word had almost been written. They had compromised
-on a mere peerage, as the times no longer permitted
-the marriage of a sovereign with a subject. But—times
-change—Julia had unwittingly made her feel like an old
-crab—moreover, the twentieth century was to witness the
-birth of a new solar year, the year of Man. Might that be
-but a generic term? The woman’s movement had been
-abhorrent to her, shocking every aristocratic instinct, much
-as she despised men. But she had begun to realize that it
-was both portentous and imperishable. If Julia was to
-lead it, if in it lay her child’s only chance to achieve a vast
-and splendid distinction—well, she was not too old to
-reconstruct her ideas, bury her inherited ideals, move, herself,
-with the times.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She became aware that a pall-like silence had descended
-upon her guests.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Pardon me,” she said more graciously. “I am an old
-woman and my mind wanders. What you said startled
-me. A great future was predicted for my child at birth—and
-the time came when I made sure that she was to be a
-duchess —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Duchess!” cried Mrs. Morison. “Oh, dear me, a
-duchess isn’t in it these days with a great public leader.
-Think of all the dukedoms that have been bought with
-brand new American dollars. It’s now quite a commonplace
-position.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Is this true?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“True as Suffrage, dear madam,” said Mrs. Macmanus.
-“There are even English duchesses that are nobodies.
-This is the day of the individual.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Once more Mrs. Edis stared straight before her. “I see!
-I see!” she muttered.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Tay sprang to his feet and bore down upon his sister.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“For God’s sake change the subject,” he said, in a tone
-of concentrated fury. “Can’t you see what is going on in
-that old woman’s mind? I wish you had stayed in New
-York.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I kept getting in deeper and deeper,” said Mrs. Morison,
-apologetically, but enjoying herself, nevertheless.
-“That old woman would rattle anybody. Here comes your
-Julia.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia had hidden when she heard Fanny’s voice, but on
-second thoughts had concluded not to arouse her mother’s
-suspicions. She had therefore hastily put herself into a
-soft white house frock with a floating green scarf, and
-looked little older than Fanny.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She barely glanced at Tay, but smiled brightly at the
-other guests. “Good afternoon, everybody. How delightful
-to see the old house so gay. A very strong cup,
-please, mother.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, not so awfully gay,” cried Mrs. Morison. “We’ve
-been talking Suffrage.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No more of that at present,” said Mrs. Edis, peremptorily.
-“Fanny, stop trying to engage Mr. Tay’s attention.
-He came to Nevis to see your grandaunt. Go and
-talk to Mrs. Macmanus. Young girls should always strive
-to make themselves agreeable to elderly ladies.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Fanny obeyed sulkily, and the company, now put completely
-at its ease, fell upon the tea and cakes, which Mrs.
-Edis finally remembered to order Denny to pass. Tay bent
-over Mrs. Winstone and shot a glance at Julia. She was
-consumed with silent laughter. His eyes grew imploring,
-but he moved them with a sudden sense of discomfort.
-Mrs. Edis looked as if about to launch her cane at him.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Macmanus, fearing they would all break into hysterical
-laughter, addressed herself to Mrs. Edis. “We have
-been admiring your wonderful old house. Would it be asking
-too much to let us see more of it?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And the delicious grounds,” cried Mrs. Morison, determined
-to acquit herself and give Dan his opportunity to
-talk to Julia. “I’ve never seen anything like those terraces
-rising up the mountain.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis rose. “Give me your arm, Julia. I shall be
-happy to show our guests the house, and then you may take
-them up to the cone.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll not go,” said Tay to Mrs. Winstone. “I shall stay
-here. Please get Julia away from them and send her back.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Very well,” said Mrs. Winstone, good-naturedly. “Possess
-your soul in patience!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ve a small stock left!”</p>
-
-<h2>VI</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Alone</span>, a moment later, Tay was contemplating a short
-excursion into the garden with the solace of a cigarette,
-when he heard light rapid footsteps on the terrace flags.
-He turned eagerly. But it was Fanny who came running
-in. Her face was flushed with triumph, and her eyes
-sparkled under their heavy lids.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I gave Granny the slip,” she exclaimed. “Let’s stay
-here and make Julia jealous.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But your grandmother will be unmerciful—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, she never knows whether I’m round or not.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You make me feel that you lead a most unnatural life.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You may just better believe I do—dodging Granny,
-and watching cane grow. Oh, do make me feel like a girl in
-a book. You had just begun to tell me about that wonderful
-San Francisco when Granny had to come in. Tell me
-more. It will be something to dream of even if I never can
-see it.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Tay resigned himself and sat down.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you’ll see it, all right. You will visit us.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But suppose Julia won’t become an American and
-divorce that lunatic of hers.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But she shall, and you must help me. Will you?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If you will swear to take me away and find me a husband
-as perfectly fascinating as yourself.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good lord!” Tay almost blushed. Then he looked at
-her suspiciously. Was the little devil as innocent as she
-pretended, or was this merely the instinct of the born coquette,
-crudely expressing itself? “Oh, you’ll meet a hundred
-far better worth your while than I am.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I don’t believe it,” announced Fanny, who had never
-removed her eyes from his face. (“What’s an aunt?” she
-was thinking, “especially when she’s old enough to be your
-mother?”) “And have they all got as much money?”
-she added aloud.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This certainly was ingenuousness! “Oh, I’m a pauper
-compared with several I could name. Any one of them will
-succumb at once.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Julia says she will take me back to London and ask a
-friend of hers, Lady Dark, to give me a gay season, but San
-Francisco sounds even more fascinating. Haven’t you any
-titles in America?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, titles without number. Especially honorables.
-Every ex-official, if he’s bagged a big enough office, expects
-‘honorable’ on his letters for the rest of his life. And once
-a judge always a judge. State senators are addressed as
-if they were old Romans, and the militia turns out even
-more life titles than the bench.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But the American humor was beyond Fanny. She
-pouted. “Tell me something really interesting. Tell me
-about a whole day of life in San Francisco. Tell me everything
-you think and feel and do.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Great Scott!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh,” cried Fanny, throwing herself halfway across the
-little table. “If you only knew how I want to know—everything!
-everything!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you’ll learn fast enough. Nevis will never hold
-you. But I’ll help you out, by George! It would be some
-fun to turn you loose and watch you make things hum.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“How perfectly heavenly to hear some one talking about
-poor little me! Tell me more about myself.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Tay laughed indulgently. “You <span class='it'>are</span> a baby!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Don’t laugh at me. Oh—I’m not a bit like Julia.
-I’d have killed that husband of hers long before she shut
-him up. Queer how different people in the same family
-can be. They all seem to think that Julia’s not much
-changed—although she’s really quite old now. But it
-would have made a devil out of me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I believe you!” And he added unwillingly, “How interesting
-you will be when you are a few years older.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Not if I stay on Nevis.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, don’t let that worry you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She brought her face so close to his that he fancied he
-felt a light shock of electricity. “Swear it!” she whispered
-eagerly. “You look as if you could do anything you wanted
-to do. I haven’t felt a bit encouraged by Julia’s promises,
-but if <span class='it'>you</span> promise me —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Tay stood up and put his hands in his pockets. “It’s
-a go,” he said. “Trust me to turn you loose among our
-squabs the first chance I get —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Fanny, dear, will you show Mr. and Mrs. Morison the
-orchards? They are waiting for you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia’s tones had never been so sweet, her large gray eyes
-so cool; but as Fanny, with a sharp, “Oh, very well, <span class='it'>Aunt</span>
-Julia,” went forth on a leaden foot, both voice and expression
-changed.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You were flirting with Fanny!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So I was,” said Tay, coolly. “That girl’s spoiling for
-a flirtation. Well, I’ll gratify her if you leave me to my
-own devices on this beastly island.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You’d never do such a thing! Destroy that child’s
-peace of mind —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Peace of mind nothing. That’s not the sort that gets
-hurt. If she belonged to a lower walk of life, she’d be on
-the— Well, our Fillmore precinct can show you dozens,
-walking the streets of an evening looking for trouble.
-‘Juicy peaches,’ as Pirie calls them, just waiting to be
-plucked. Accident is about all that protects the Fannys.
-Few men are in the seducing business when it comes to
-their own class.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Dan!” cried Julia, aghast. “You must be in a frightful
-temper to say such things to me about my own niece.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She’s practically my niece. And I am in a frightful
-temper. Never expect to be in a worse. Little good even
-this ruse has done me. Your mother’s eyes could see
-through a stone wall.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Women find few of man’s moods so attractive, before
-matrimony, as his anger. It rouses their inherited instinct
-to placate, to submit. Julia went to the terrace door and
-looked up and down. Her mother was sitting in an arbor
-with Mrs. Macmanus and Pirie. She was also leaning
-back in her chair, resigned, if not interested.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia went up to Tay and put her hand on his arm.
-“Don’t—please!—be angry with me,” she whispered.
-“If you knew what a tumult I’ve been in—finding you
-here—wanting to see you more than anything on earth—but
-not knowing <span class='it'>what</span> to do!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Tay melted instantly, and took her in his arms and
-kissed her. “It’s all simple enough. I’ll take the next
-American steamer if you insist upon it, but that doesn’t
-come for eight days yet. Meanwhile I must see you. I
-don’t like the tropics. They get on my nerves. Nothing
-doing, and the air shot with a curious lazy electricity.
-And I’m by no means satisfied with myself. I should be
-in California this minute. Love plays the devil with a man!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But you would stay a month if I wanted you to!”
-said Julia, triumphantly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Six months, let everything go hang!” he said savagely.
-“You’ve got me, all right. But to waste my time—even
-for eight—nine days longer! That’s a horse of another
-color. Am I to see you every day or not?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, yes! Yes!” murmured Julia. “I have given up
-the struggle. The way you got in—it was too funny!
-I saw at once that I might as well give up first as last. You
-will always have your way. Besides, I want to. I’ll
-meet you every day, three times a day. I couldn’t help
-myself if I would.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Thank heaven. And don’t try being too strong again.
-It’s not the strong women that men die for, Julia.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He lifted his head with the uneasy sense of being watched.
-“Damn it!” he thought. “Is that old witch—” But
-he could see nothing.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Julia,” he said, lowering his voice, “I shall not come
-to this house again. Meet me to-night—no, to-morrow
-morning—early—at nine o’clock—over in that jungle.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I will! I will! Only promise never to be angry with
-me again.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That will depend entirely upon yourself. If you go
-back on your word —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“As if I would! We’ll have long wonderful days together—
-Oh, dear, they are coming.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She broke away from him and smoothed her hair.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It’s not so late,” said Tay, hurriedly, “only six.
-Couldn’t you come for a spin in my motor boat? I’ll walk
-back, and wait for you at the bend of the road.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’ll try. If I don’t, it will be because I can’t get away
-from mother. But I’ll be in the jungle to-morrow at nine.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The guests entered with Mrs. Winstone.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Southern California isn’t in it, Dan,” said his sister,
-mischievously. “Such orange and lime groves. You
-must come again. Still, <span class='it'>I</span> could hardly tear myself away
-from this room —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>A door opened and Fanny burst in. She looked on the
-verge of hysterics. “Oh, what do you think?” she cried.
-“What <span class='it'>do</span> you think? Granny says I can go to the party
-on Thursday night, and that I may go to Bath House every
-day and see you, Mrs. Morison! She likes you so much.
-The skies must be going to fall. You have bewitched her.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You are talking nonsense,” said Mrs. Winstone.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ask Granny. She was almost sweet. But who cares
-what’s come over her? You will teach me to dance, won’t
-you, Mr. Tay? I could learn in five minutes.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Charmed. Congratulate you—and ourselves. Is the
-carriage ready?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, it is! I’ll go out with our guests. Don’t you
-bother, Julia. Aunt Maria, you must be tired out. Oh,
-what a funny, funny day! I’ll never sleep again.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Really, I do feel as if we had all gone mad,” said Mrs.
-Winstone, when the good-bys had been said, and she and
-Julia were alone. “Jane must be quite off her head.
-There’s a cruiser comin’ in to-morrow. Fanny’ll be engaged
-to-morrow night. Perhaps, after all, Jane jumped at the
-chance of gettin’ rid of her.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I was sure she would relent. And she could see
-to-day what company means to a young girl.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She ran away to her room to change her frock, for she
-had no intention of incurring Tay’s wrath again. But as
-she was about to open her door she saw Denny coming down
-the corridor waving two cablegrams.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, dear!” she thought. “Is this a summons? Well,
-thank heaven I can’t get away for a fortnight yet.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She took the cablegrams, half resolved, as she closed her
-door, not to open them until her return. But of course she
-did nothing of the sort, and read them promptly.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The first was from Ishbel:—</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“All serene. Stay as long as you like.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The second was from the duke:—</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Harold died this morning.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And he knows,” thought Julia, with instant conviction.
-“That is what brought him here.”</p>
-
-<h2>VII</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Forced</span> to the wall, Julia’s mind always became cool
-and practical. Tay inspired her with a new fear. If he
-had come to Nevis to await her husband’s death, he intended
-to marry her and take her away with him. It was one
-more proof that he possessed that form of genius which
-makes certain men the quick partner of circumstance and
-insures their mastery of life. In his own phraseology, he
-never missed a trick. No doubt he would take out a special
-license to-morrow.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But she had no intention of being rushed into marriage.
-The most formidable barrier had been razed; her desertion
-of the women might bring reprobation on herself, but not
-ridicule on the cause; nevertheless, confronted with the
-necessity of an immediate decision, she realized acutely
-that four years of devotion to a great impersonal ideal had
-inspired her with a love for it of which she had barely been
-conscious at the time. The idea of deserting this cause she
-had made her own, or, at the most, giving it a divided homage
-in a distant land, renewed that love with such a jealous
-intensity that for the moment she hated Tay as the chief
-exponent of that ruthless male force which had bred the
-revolt of Woman. His dash to Nevis was a declaration of
-war, but a war which should bring defeat to her not to him.
-She buckled on her own armor at the thought. It was possible
-that he would win, but not without her full connivance.
-Nor should she see him again until she had made up her
-mind with no assistance of his.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She had instantly abandoned the intention to meet him
-at present, and sat down to compose a note to send him on
-the morrow. Many sheets went into the waste-paper
-basket before this note was written to her satisfaction. It
-was impossible to refer openly to her husband’s death, nor,
-for the matter of that, was it necessary. Angry as she was,
-she never for a moment forgot that his instant sympathy,
-his instinctive comprehension of her, was the deepest of
-their bonds. A word would be sufficient. He would understand,
-and wait.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You must give me three or four days, possibly a week,
-to think it all out,” she wrote finally. “<span class='it'>You</span> think and
-strike like lightning, but my mind is made on another plan.
-For me, all great crises must be approached with deliberation,
-if only because nature made me the most impulsive
-of women. I have learned to weigh, having a profound
-distrust for those instincts upon which women pride themselves.
-But you always understand. I could not love you
-if you did not. When I write next, my mind will have been
-made up once for all.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But unfortunately Tay was not in a position to understand.
-He had received no second cablegram from Dark,
-for Dark knew nothing of France’s death. The duke, by
-no means anxious to remind the world that another member
-of the house of France had gone insane, made no announcement
-in the London newspapers, and it was not until several
-days later that Ishbel heard the news from Bridgit.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That’s over, thank heaven!” said Mrs. Maundrell.
-“And I’m going to take the bull by the horns and send Nigel
-to Nevis when he returns next week. Happily, Mr. Tay
-is safe in California. What is the matter?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I was thinking how wonderful it would be if Nigel and
-Julia really should marry, after all,” said Ishbel, without
-a blush. “But I must run, dear. I’ve a dinner to-night.”
-And she hastened to the cable office and sent a message
-to Tay; and another to Julia, warning her of the
-threatened invasion.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But this was not until three days later, and meanwhile
-Tay received Julia’s note. Nor was Denny the messenger.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The old servant had orders to take it to the hotel at seven
-o’clock in the morning, and, if Tay had gone out (and even
-visitors rise early in the tropics) to go to the jungle at nine.
-As Denny never hurried himself, it was after seven when he
-started on his errand. Fanny was mounting her horse for
-her daily ride over the estate when he passed her. She
-saw the note, held respectfully in his hand, swooped down
-upon it, and tucked it in her belt.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You have too much to do to go on errands,” she said
-severely. “I will give this note to Mr. Tay. Where shall
-I find him?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Denny repeated his instructions, adding dubiously, “But
-you never go off the estate alone, Missy.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I shall this morning, and see that you do not mention
-it. If you do, you shall have no tobacco for a week.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Fanny attended to her duties mechanically until a few
-minutes before nine, then turned her horse in the direction
-of the jungle. She felt no curiosity in regard to the contents
-of the note, but knew that it must have been written to break
-an appointment. She hummed an old African tune and
-felt that she held the apple of life in her hand. No scruples
-disturbed her. Julia was thirty-four, quite old enough, as
-she had frankly observed, to be her mother, certainly old
-enough to have done with love, far too old to interfere with
-the preeminent rights of youth. Nor had she the faintest
-misgivings as to her power to take any man from any
-woman. Was she not eighteen? Was she not a beauty?
-Did not every man’s eye fight a torch as it met hers? The
-arrogance of girlhood was never more consummately realized
-than in Fanny Edis on that glorious tropic morning
-as she rode to appropriate her aunt’s lover; and although
-her intelligence was too undeveloped to reason, she subtly
-felt that nature was always the ally of such fresh healthy
-young vehicles for the race as she. Nor was she as innocent
-as Julia had been at her age. No governess had ever
-been able to keep at her heels, and she had seen much of
-life among the blacks.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She saw Tay walking restlessly up and down before a
-grove of banana trees, and waved to him gayly, taking no
-notice of his apprehensive frown.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Here is a letter from Julia,” she said as she rode up.
-“I suspect she can’t come. Granny told her last night
-that she wanted the whole history of that Suffrage movement
-this morning.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Tay barely heard her. He read with a sensation of
-amazement the brief too carefully written message, which
-informed him that he was to waste a week more of his precious
-time on this island. He had no key to the riddle, and
-was astonished at this manifestation of caprice in a woman
-who had always seemed to him to possess just enough of
-that charming feminine quality; none of the stupid excess
-which made so many women unreasonable. Moreover,
-she had deliberately broken her word. Anger succeeded
-amazement, and if there had been a steamer leaving Nevis,
-he would have taken it and flung the consequences in her
-face. But here he was a captive for quite another week.
-He had no intention of betraying his chagrin to this sharp-eyed
-girl, however, and he merely put the note in his pocket
-and thanked her for bringing it.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But the eyes he met were not sharp. They were fixed on
-him in a large appeal.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Mr. Tay,” Fanny said, with charming hesitation, “I
-know that Julia wouldn’t meet you this morning, and from
-something she said last night I know that she does not intend
-to leave the estate for several days. She made Aunt
-Maria promise to take me to the party at Bath House on
-Thursday. She said she was too tired, but I am sure she is
-avoiding you. It is too horrid of her, when you have come
-all this distance. But I don’t fancy any one can unmake
-Aunt Julia’s mind. So—so—I have a plan to propose.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She blushed and looked handsomer than ever, and as
-she was a born horsewoman, this was very handsome indeed.
-Her lids drooped, and she drew a long breath, almost of
-ecstasy. “Oh, Mr. Tay!” she whispered imploringly.
-“Make believe that I am Aunt Julia—<span class='it'>young</span> again—while
-you are here! Then I should have an imitation love
-affair, at least, and it would be something always to remember.
-Will you?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Tay stared at her; but balked, angry, helpless, his
-temper lashed with the memory of cablegrams he had received
-that morning both from his irate father and the
-Lincoln-Roosevelt League, he felt more than inclined to
-accept this young coquette’s proposal, not only to punish
-Julia, but to pass the time. Moreover, Julia had thrown
-her at his head. He never doubted that she had given
-Fanny the note; and he wondered at the fatuity of woman.
-Still, he hesitated.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Fanny pouted.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You are afraid I will fall in love with you,” she said
-audaciously.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“More likely it would be the other way,” he replied with
-automatic gallantry.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well—why not?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“My dear Miss Edis, there is no more harrowing experience
-than being in love with two women at once.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“As if such a thing could be!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Common enough outside of books.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Well— You might love me on Nevis and keep Julia
-for London. That is where she belongs.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Again Tay stared at her. She had the heady magnetism
-of youth. She was a part of the gorgeous tropic scene.
-He reflected that if he had met Fanny first, and on Nevis,
-he certainly should have flirted with her. He did not take
-girls very seriously, having been trained by the cool flirtatious
-young heads of his own race. That Fanny was in love
-with him never entered his mind. Little did he guess the
-pickle he was mixing for himself when he finally raised
-that brown little hand to his lips.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“By all means let us have our comedy,” he said. “I am
-game if you are.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Fanny gave a nervous laugh that might have warned
-him if anger and disappointment had not made him reckless.
-She slid from her horse and tied it to a tree.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Now take me out in your motor-boat,” she said with a
-charming air of authority. “That will be a real adventure.”</p>
-
-<h2>VIII</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Julia</span>, grateful for any distraction after another sleepless
-night, went to her mother’s room to relate the history
-of Woman’s Suffrage from its incipiency in the United
-States of America down to the present moment, when the
-English women, having been driven to adopt the methods
-of men, were confident of victory for the first time.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis, who rose late in these days, was propped up
-in bed, wearing the expression of one who is about to enter
-a hospital and have the operation performed which may
-give her a new lease of life.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If I must hear this tiresome story, I must,” she said.
-“Tell it me in as few words as possible, but leave out no detail
-which will make me understand it fully. I read your horoscope
-again last night. Your destiny is too plainly writ to
-admit of any doubt. And it was made three times. I am
-an old woman to sever my mind from the ideals of a lifetime,
-but those frivolous people opened my eyes yesterday.
-Moreover, you can never be Duchess Kingsborough.
-You are not likely to have another opportunity to marry, for
-no child of mine would disgrace herself in the divorce
-courts.” Her sharp eyes never left Julia’s face. “Nor
-could you obtain a divorce in England. Ring the bell.
-I wish another cup of tea. Then you may convert me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia had made up her mind not to tell her family of
-France’s death until she had reached her final decision, and
-felt reasonably certain that Mrs. Winstone would not hear
-of it at Bath House. Tay would understand her desire
-for secrecy, nor would he be eager to admit that he had come
-to Nevis to await the man’s death. Even Mrs. Morison,
-she felt sure, had not been taken into his confidence. That
-lively little lady had prattled a good deal yesterday, while
-Julia was showing her the gardens, and it was evident that
-she had leaped to the natural conclusion that her brother
-was determined to persuade Julia to have her marriage annulled
-in the United States without further delay.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis having fortified herself with a cup of strong
-tea, Julia spent the next three hours telling her story.
-When she had finished, her mother did not speak for a few
-moments, then nodded her head emphatically.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I see! I see!” she said. “I shall never approve of those
-unladylike demonstrations, but I admit that results have
-justified them. Your destiny is clear to me now. You
-have only begun. I, in my limited knowledge, read that
-you were to be the greatest lady in England. Substitute
-the greatest woman in England and all is clear.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It might be in America,” said Julia, hesitatingly, but not
-turning her eyes away. “They—they—have talked
-more than once of sending me there.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Nonsense!” Mrs. Edis reached for her stick that she
-might thump the floor. “America! A nation of
-savages —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good heavens, mother! America—the United States—is
-one of the great countries of the earth, a world power.
-Must I give you its history, too?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“God forbid. It does not exist as far as I am concerned.
-Great Britain is practically the earth. No other country
-is worthy of your horoscope. And you must not stay here
-too long. Don’t fancy that men will hasten to give you
-power. Not they! Men! How I should like to see them
-humbled to the dust before I go. No, your time here must
-be short, and I want you to promise to give it all to me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I came to see you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I shall claim you. Who is this Mr. Tay? Is he really
-in love with Maria?” There was the ghost of a smile on
-her grim mouth, and her bright little eyes explored the
-serene depths before her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, Aunt Maria always has an infant-in-waiting. I
-doubt if she is ever serious.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“But who is he? Of course he has no family, as he is an
-American, but is he respectable? Has he any fortune?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“He is quite respectable, and I believe he is well off. His
-sister, Mrs. Bode, is an old friend of Aunt Maria’s. She is
-received everywhere in London.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Ah? So! Maria had better marry him. But I’ll not
-have him, nor any of those people, here again. I have
-never needed society, and now!” Her harsh dry face lit
-up. “My old science is restored to me. It will companion
-me for the rest of my days. You need never fear that
-I am lonely. A great science is all things to the mind that
-loves it. You will visit me as often as you can. I need
-nothing further. When Fanny marries—and I now hope
-she will find a husband at Bath House; I long to be rid of
-her sulky discontented face—my lawyer will engage a suitable
-overseer. Now go and send that lazy black-and-tan
-mustee to come and dress me.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Fanny came in late for lunch. She looked flushed and
-triumphant, and her manner was subtly insulting. But
-nobody noticed her, nor that she left the house as soon as
-the meal finished. Mrs. Edis talked of the new central
-factory to be built on St. Kitts, and the significance of the
-projected Government House for Nevis. Mrs. Winstone
-yawned, and Julia was absorbed in her own thoughts. She
-longed to be alone, but she had barely reached the shelter
-of her room when Denny knocked and handed her a letter.
-She closed the door in his face, and her hand shook. But
-the address was not in Tay’s handwriting, and she opened
-the letter with a sensation of bitter ennui. It proved to be
-a circular communication from the ladies of St. Kitts, begging
-her to speak to them at her convenience on the subject
-of the Militant movement in England. It was couched in
-formal terms, but enthusiasm exuded, and the word great,
-personally applied, occurred no less than four times.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Great!” thought Julia. “We that the world calls
-great know just how great we are. Every man his own
-valet!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Her impulse was to refuse, but on second thought she
-concluded to accept the invitation, and for the morrow.
-Here was her opportunity to discover if the great cause had
-taken irrevocable possession of her. She had recited its
-history mechanically to her mother, but that, no doubt,
-was owing to her mental and physical fatigue. She would
-sleep to-night, and to-morrow, if she could feel the old thrill
-when talking to a rapt audience, play upon them, sway
-them, rise to the heights of magnetic eloquence which had
-made her famous, convert the cynical, then, surely, her old
-enthusiasm would return. If not —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Denny had told her that the messenger awaited an answer.
-She went to the living-room and read the letter to
-her mother.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If you don’t mind my leaving you for one day —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis interrupted her. There was a slight flush on
-her face. “By all means, accept,” she said. “And I, too,
-will go. It will be my only opportunity to hear you, to
-witness one of your triumphs. Have you all those newspaper
-articles about yourself that I have heard of?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I am afraid not. I kept a scrap-book for a year, but we
-soon get over that.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Can you obtain them?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, yes, it would be possible.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I wish them, and everything else that is written about
-you from this time forth.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Very well, you shall have them.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Write your acceptance. To-morrow I shall go to St.
-Kitts for the first time in sixteen years. And for the first
-time in forty years I shall see that island bend the knee to
-an Edis.”</p>
-
-<h2>IX</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> next evening Julia sat in her room divided between
-consternation and secret joy. The women of St. Kitts had
-given her a reception such as had never been offered to
-another woman in the history of the island. A military
-band had played a welcome as her boat approached the
-jetty, a committee of representative women had met her, and
-all Basse Terre, black as well as white, had turned out to
-escort her to the house of Mrs. Ridgley, the first lady of St.
-Kitts, where a select few had been invited to greet her at
-luncheon. The meeting itself had taken place in the ball-room
-of Government House, and been attended by every
-man and woman that could obtain entrance, irrespective
-of sympathies. All were eager to be instructed, but far
-more eager to see and hear the famous Julia France, to be
-able to talk about it for the rest of their lives.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia had talked to them for two hours. She instructed
-them to the full, and she related many of her personal
-experiences in and out of Holloway gaol. Never had she
-spoken more brilliantly, been more amusing and witty, and
-never before had she spoken with an unremitting sense of
-effort. Her speech had come from the head alone. It had
-felt like a wound-up mechanical toy. The personal passion
-with which she had infused her speeches and won her great
-following never stirred. It had retreated to her depths, and
-taken her magnetism with it. She entertained her audience
-and she converted no one. She concentrated her mind with
-a determination almost vicious, but more than once it slipped
-its anchor, and she failed utterly to reduce the brains below
-her into one relaxing helpless whole for the planting of her
-suggestions.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She alone, however, realized her failure. St. Kitts was
-delighted with the entertainment, to say nothing of the
-profound satisfaction of listening to the woman who had
-been introduced to the world in this very ball-room, and then
-gone forth to make their islands famous: St. Kitts and Nevis
-had more than once been pictured in the weekly press of
-England while Julia’s comet was playing about the heavens.
-As for Mrs. Edis she swelled with pride and treated the ladies
-of St. Kitts, who showed her almost as much honor as
-they did her daughter, with a haughty urbanity that made
-them feel humble and insignificant.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When the lecture was over, there was an informal reception,
-during which Julia had never been more gracious and
-talkative, while wishing them all at the bottom of the
-Caribbean Sea. Then the wife of the Administrator had
-invited them into the dining-room for an elaborate tea;
-and it was six o’clock before release was sounded, and
-Julia found herself in the boat once more, listening to the
-congratulations and the rapt prophecies of her mother.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>At dinner Fanny had stared with open mouth at her grandmother’s
-almost excited account of the day’s events, but
-she had finally turned to Julia with a laugh.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Really, my famous aunt,” she said, “there can be no
-doubt as to what you were born for. It must be quite
-wonderful to have a career. Shan’t you change your mind
-and speak at Bath House?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No,” said Mrs. Edis, sharply. “Julia will devote the
-rest of her visit to me. It is quite enough to have two
-members of the family gadding at Bath House.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Upon my word,” said Mrs. Winstone, languidly, “I
-didn’t come to Nevis to chaperon a young girl. Chaperonin’s
-not my line. I think Julia had better take Fanny to
-the party to-morrow night.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, no, Aunt Maria! Julia—Julia needs a good long
-rest.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Fanny stared apprehensively at her young aunt, but was
-immediately reassured.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I shall not go to Bath House at present. And you,
-Aunt Maria, you have your two old cronies, and bridge.
-Mrs. Morison will look out for Fanny —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“All very well, but—ah—I shouldn’t advise you to
-stay away too long. Mr.—ah—the Morisons are getting
-impatient—say they’ll leave by the next steamer, if you
-don’t give them the benefit of your society. That, it
-appears, is what they came for.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia saw Fanny frown at Mrs. Winstone, but could only
-interpret her aunt’s words as a warning that Tay was
-showing signs of impatience; by no means unwelcome
-news. She answered lightly: —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I didn’t ask them to come. They must take the consequences.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone shrugged her shoulders. “I take very
-little interest in other people’s affairs, as you know. And
-advice was always thrown away on you.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis’s dry sarcastic tones interposed before Fanny
-could speak. And Fanny’s breath was short, and her chair
-might have been sown with tacks.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Really, Maria, you must grudge every moment spent
-away from Bath House and that young fool of yours. I
-wonder you can still talk of coming to your old home to
-rest.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Quite so!” Mrs. Winstone, recalled, fluttered her eyelashes,
-and glanced into an old concave mirror. “He
-grows more devoted every minute. One couldn’t imagine
-he had ever had a thought for another woman.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good for you, Aunt Maria,” cried Julia, gayly, and
-escaped to her room.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Here she promptly forgot the conversation and sat
-down to face her own problem once more. Was her love
-for the great impersonal cause, which had commanded all
-the forces of her nature, extinct? Or was her appalling coldness
-but the natural result of her present state of mind—and
-the agitating nearness of the man? Surely, if she broke
-with him definitely, returned to England, submerged herself
-in work, became a part once more of the crowding incidents,
-triumphs, disappointments, problems, of a cause that could
-never write finis, all her old passionate interest would
-return.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But if they no longer needed her? She had inferred from
-Ishbel’s cablegram that the Government was about to
-surrender. But it was hard to believe that Mr. Asquith,
-in any circumstances, would become a convert to a revolution
-he abhorred and sincerely disbelieved in; and as for
-Lloyd-George, the cleverest man in England, it was far
-more likely that he was playing for a long respite, hoping to
-relegate the women quietly out of the public eye, to take the
-fight and courage out of them by degrees, while pretending
-sympathy, promising his personal assistance, advising
-them to abstain from demonstrations which forbade the
-Government to capitulate in a manner inconsistent with
-its dignity. Of course he would succeed for a brief interval
-only, for if he was clever and subtle, the women were as clever—and
-alert; but—well—on the other hand, did she
-care? From Nevis England looked like an old page of
-written history, shut up between calfskin. Moreover, the
-cause was bound to sweep on to victory with its own
-momentum—why should she —</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Her subtle brain, unleashed, marched straight ahead, and
-in step with her desires. How were women to improve
-the world, if they progressed to that point of superiority
-and self-completion, of unity in the ego, where they could
-no longer marry and produce a worthy race to complete
-their work? Even to-day many a high-minded woman
-went through life unwedded rather than degrade herself
-in marriage with a man whom she was forced to admit her
-inferior in all but the common attraction of sex. But she
-had no such excuse. And if her power to devote herself to
-this cause, impersonally and wholly, had vanished, with
-her interest in it, now that her mind was recentred;
-if she must, did she return to England, resent her sacrifice,
-possibly with hatred, of what use her lip service? If the
-experience of to-day were prophetic, she could give to the
-work but a hypocritical shell, while her aching soul was on
-the other side of the globe. On the other hand, with Tay,
-even in an alien land, there was no question that she might
-be of service for the rest of her life.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And what of the immorality of loving a man irrevocably
-and not living with him? Morality was still of higher
-account than politics. And children? The inadequacy of
-Fanny, who almost repelled her, had renewed her intense
-longing for children of her own. And if she so desired these
-children, the children of one man out of all the millions of
-men on earth, did not this mean that they were clamoring
-for their right to live? What right hers to deny them, that
-being, after all, the first reason for which she had received
-life herself?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But at this point she went to bed.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“What is the use?” she thought. “I’m going to marry
-him, and that is the end of it. I’ll not give the matter
-another thought from this time forth.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>And for the first time since her arrival on Nevis she slept
-soundly.</p>
-
-<h2>X</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>She</span> awoke at dawn, and rose at once, remembering that she
-had not had a walk since leaving the ship. No wonder these
-three long days of bodily inactivity and mental turmoil had
-played havoc with her nerves. She would walk for hours
-and then return and write to Tay, telling him that she would
-marry him on the day the next American steamer arrived,
-but begging him to make no attempt to see her until then.
-It was her duty to devote the few intervening days to her
-mother, as well as to prepare her by degrees for the staggering
-information that she intended to marry an American
-and desert her country. But if she could convince the
-old lady that the planets had reckoned with the United
-States of America, she should, if not reconcile her to a son-in-law
-of a race she despised, at least leave her with unbroken
-faith in a science full of compensations.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She went out to the kitchen and brewed herself a cup of
-coffee, then started for a brisk walk round the island. The
-night’s refreshing sleep, the strong drink, the awakening
-tropic morning, the peace of mind that follows a momentous
-and final decision, made her feel as if dancing on ether,
-almost as happy as if Tay were beside her. The sea was as
-blue as liquid sapphire, save near the shore, where it was as
-green as the beryl stone. The cloud that descends the
-slopes of Nevis at nightfall had rolled itself upward and
-floated lightly above the cone. In the distance were the
-outlines of other islands; and everywhere the royal palms
-with their long bladelike leaves rattling in the rising trade-wind
-that gives lightness to Nevis air on the hottest day,
-the bright green cane fields, the heavy dark groves of
-banana trees, the lime and shaddock orchards. Even
-the ruins of the deserted old estates, splendid masses of
-masonry in their day, a day of coaches, and knee-breeches,
-and gay brocades, had a new and more pictorial lease of
-life, for brilliant foliage burst from every crevice.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The negroes began to sing in the cane fields, women in
-bright cotton frocks, with brighter handkerchiefs about
-their heads, came from their huts along the shore and cooked
-in the open, boats danced on the water. She walked halfway
-round the island and was hungry once more. A little
-black boy, tempted by a bit of silver, “skinned” up the slim
-shaft of a tree and threw down a young cocoanut. She
-refreshed herself with its “wine” and then started along
-the stretch of road that passed Bath House, half hoping to
-meet Tay. In a moment she heard the sound of galloping
-hoofs, eight at least, and averse from meeting any one else,
-hid behind a clump of low palms.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>The horses stopped abruptly, then struck the road more
-lightly as if their riders had dismounted. She parted the
-palm leaves and looked out. A man and a maid appeared
-round a bend of the road, each leading a horse. The girl
-took the man’s arm with a little gesture of confidence and
-looked up into his face, speaking rapidly. The man looked
-down at her, smiling, admiring, indulgent. The girl’s
-face was flaming with nothing short of adoration. They
-were Fanny Edis and Daniel Tay.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia, feeling as if she had received a blow in the pit of the
-stomach, sank limply to the ground and stared out over
-the dazzling sea. Monserrat quivered in its haze, and she
-wondered if it were in the throes of an earthquake. It
-usually was. She remembered that Mont Pelée, after
-untold years of “death,” had suddenly blown the lake
-from her summit and suffocated thirty-five thousand people
-in four minutes. Would that Nevis would awake, pour
-out her boiling lava, and extinguish her wretched mortals.
-Julia beat her brow with one of those instinctive gestures
-too natural for the modern stage; for perfect naturalism
-borders upon farce.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Tay—Fanny. She took it in finally. He had fallen in
-love with Fanny, the young, beautiful, glowing girl—What
-was it old Pirie had called her—“volcanic product”?
-No doubt she was far more beautiful and fascinating than any
-girl Tay had ever met,—and quite different from American
-girls. Julia recalled many of them; they had always
-seemed to her rather light; clever and charming, but
-scantily sexed. No wonder Tay had succumbed to this
-gorgeous tropic flower. Fanny might be selfish, soulless,
-brutal, but what man ever looked behind a beauty like that?
-She was the siren born, and men have gone down before
-sirens since the daughters of Eve came to rule the earth and
-laugh to scorn the god in man.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia felt quite sixty. No doubt Tay had realized that
-she was all of thirty-four the moment he had seen her beside
-Fanny. Men were always fools about the mere youth
-in woman. Hadn’t she noticed that years ago, before
-she had spent a week in London? No wonder Nature
-made women brutal and wholly selfish during its brief possession.
-Tay had loved her, oh, no doubt of that, but with
-his mind, with that greater half of his being which he had
-shown her that day in the Bavarian wood; but men are
-primal always and spiritual incidentally, when they are
-men at all; and her hold had been a flimsy silken string
-that had snapped the moment he met this radiant mate,
-unspoiled, untouched, awaiting him on a tropical island.
-He had loved her, but he was madly in love with Fanny,
-and that, after all, was the great passion mortals lived to
-experience, if only because the poets had taught them to
-expect it. And she—she must despise where she had
-almost worshipped. How did women survive the death
-of illusions? Material death was something to pray for.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But Julia’s brain, stunned for the first time in its active
-life, soon recovered its energies. She suddenly realized
-that she did not feel sixty, no, not by any means. She felt
-very young and very angry. A moment more and she
-sprang to her feet with a cry of fury. She fancied she
-heard her flame-colored locks crackle. Her slim fine
-hands worked. They looked like steel instruments of
-torture one may see among old relics of the Inquisition.
-What right had this raw silly girl to take her man from her?
-Tay was hers and she should have him. She should hold
-him to his word, marry him, make him forget this passing
-infatuation. He would not be long discovering that she
-had far more to give him than any callow girl. If not!
-Once more her fingers opened and shut. Well for Fanny
-that she was once more on her horse with a strong arm
-beside her. Julia’s fingers were ready for the slender stem
-upholding that triumphant arrogant head. Fanny!
-Why, Fanny was a fool. She would make Tay the most
-miserable of men, understand not the least of his ambitions,
-leave him, no doubt, for another the moment her
-passion had cooled. He had insinuated that she was a
-born wanton, although he appeared to have forgotten this
-virtuous impression.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Her next impulse was to run after Fanny, denounce her
-as a thief, a pirate, force her to see the dishonor of her
-conduct. But this impulse soon passed, for never would
-she, Julia France, make a fool of herself, no, not if they
-laughed in her face. But what, in heaven’s name, <span class='it'>should</span>
-she do?</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She peered out. The road was clear. She darted across
-it, and up into a cane field. The negroes were far away
-by the mill. She threw herself down in the dense green
-silence and wept a torrent. After all, what could she do?
-She could only recognize that she had lost Tay, the one
-man in the world for her; she, who had made herself so
-much more than mere woman, and to a girl who was her
-inferior in everything but beauty.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She wept stormily for her lost lover, for love, for herself.
-Then, once more, she despised him. Why should she regret
-a man who had proved himself weak and contemptible?
-Why indeed? Ask womankind. She did. The more convinced
-she grew that she had lost him, the more she wanted
-him. She abhorred him, she loathed him, she had never
-despised any mortal so utterly, and she loved him several
-thousand times more than ever.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She sat up and dried her eyes viciously. Why was she
-making a fright of herself? She had always laughed at
-women that cried and spoiled their eyes. He was not yet
-married to Fanny. Why should she not pretend to release
-him, then subtly reënter the lists and win him again? How
-could any girl survive in a close contest with a woman
-still young and beautiful, and with experience and knowledge
-of men? But she stirred uneasily. She had seen the
-automatic triumphs of girls more than once. Nature was
-always on their side.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She fell back on the ground with a sensation of despair.
-“Oh, what shall I do?” she thought in terror. “Have I
-come to this? How shall I live?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>But she sat up again in a few moments and deliberately
-composed herself, ordering her powerful will to rise and
-perform its office. She must return to the house before
-her mother sent servants in search of her, and her eyes
-must not be red. Nor her hair look as if she had tried to
-tear it out by the roots. She took down the braids,
-smoothed them with her hands, pinned them up, and pushed
-the short locks under her hat.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Her mother. She had risen to her feet, but stood staring
-out over the waving cane. Why had she given Fanny this
-sudden liberty, and not three hours after announcing her
-decision, with all the force of her obstinate old will, that
-Fanny should never marry, never be permitted even to meet,
-a young man? And why had she insisted that Julia remain
-at her side throughout her entire visit? Never was there a
-less sentimental woman. And the conversation at the
-dinner-table last night? It sprang vividly from her
-memory. She saw Fanny’s face, flushed, arrogant, anxious,
-her aunt’s faint satiric smile, heard her covert words of
-warning.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>What a blind fool she had been.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“So,” she thought grimly. “We are all the victims of a
-plot, and one quite worthy of my mother. I have been
-managed as easily as if I had but a teaspoonful of brains
-in my head. And so has he. Idiots! Idiots!” And
-she hated everybody on earth.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She walked rapidly home, slipped into the house unobserved,
-bathed her eyes, until the outer signs of the most
-tempestuous hour of her life were obliterated, powdered
-the black rings under her eyes, and made a satisfactory
-appearance at the lunch table. Neither Mrs. Winstone nor
-Fanny was present. Mrs. Edis talked of naught but
-Suffrage.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Great heaven!” thought Julia. “That I should live to
-hate the word!”</p>
-
-<h2>XI</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>After</span> luncheon, she told her mother that the sun had
-given her a headache, and that it was likely she should be
-obliged to go to bed for the rest of the day; she had no
-intention of appearing at dinner. Her own room seemed
-the one bearable spot on earth, and she was grateful that
-it was far from the other bedrooms, at the opposite end of
-the long house.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She locked her door, and ordered her brain on duty.
-This was no time for throes—she had the rest of her life
-to mourn and rage in; now was the time to act in a fashion
-that should be worthy of her, of all she had tried to make
-of herself, of those three years in India, of the succeeding
-four when she had risen so high above the mere female.
-She must face with dignity, both in public and in private,
-whatever ordeal still awaited her; that she owed to herself;
-and the best of all good friends is pride. Nor should
-she condescend to fight or scheme for a love that had turned
-from her, even for a moment. If it had turned once, it
-would turn again. She had always despised men that
-could be “managed,” and could imagine no happiness with
-a man who must inspire her with recurring contempt.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>If she loved Tay, it was her part to make him happy, not
-to force him into a marriage with herself when he loved
-another woman. Of course he would insist upon keeping
-his engagement with her, for he was honorable, and, no
-doubt, as miserable at this moment as herself. But it had
-never entered her plans to balk and torment the man to
-whom she had given her love, and she could force his freedom
-upon him, persuade him that her cause had conquered.
-As for Fanny, what right had she to assume that she would
-make him unhappy? Were not all girls brutes? The
-most selfish and heartless of them often made the best of
-wives when they got the man they wanted. No doubt all
-that Fanny needed to become a good woman was a baby.
-The vision of Fanny, a placid domestic cow, fat at thirty,
-gave her comfort.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>When a woman has made up her mind to be noble, she
-generally succeeds, for a time, at least; she admires herself
-in the rôle, and self-admiration giveth much consolation.
-But the duration of this attitude varies in different people.
-Nobility as a fixed attitude of mind is possible only to the
-stupid; it can find no vested place in the subtle active
-intellect. Julia remained noble and sacrificing—even
-unpacking her Koran and reading it diligently—until
-precisely eight o’clock. At that hour she heard the rustle
-of skirts in the corridor, then Fanny’s excited voice as she
-knocked on her door</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, Julia! Julia! Look at me! I’m dressed for the
-party at Bath House. Please let me in!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia ground her teeth. Her eyes emitted steel sparks.
-Once more her strong fingers opened and shut.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Run along, dear,” she managed to articulate. “I
-have such a headache I can’t see. I know you will be the
-belle.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I know I shall!” Julia saw that triumphant face
-above her best gown. “Even Granny says I look beautiful
-and I can see it for myself. I’m wild with excitement—and
-so happy!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>This was the last straw, but it braced instead of breaking.
-Julia rose with the fixed smile of one who is walking
-to the scaffold, dignified to the last, and opened the door.
-There stood Fanny, looking more beautiful than any girl
-she had ever seen. Her hair was dressed high for the first
-time, and in it was a string of her grandmother’s pearls and
-a flaming hibiscus. The floating white gown was caught
-at her breast with another flower, and her neck and arms
-and the soft rise of her bust were as white as the cloud on
-Nevis. Her heavy eyes were glittering with excitement,
-and her cheeks and lips made the tropic flowers look old
-and wilted.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have never seen a girl as beautiful as you are,” said
-Julia, deliberately, “and you will certainly make all the
-pretty girls from St. Kitts turn green with envy. I don’t
-believe there is another West Indian girl with color. Of
-course you will be the belle, and of many more balls. What
-luck that a British cruiser is here.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Fanny smiled, and a slight sarcastic inflection, not
-unlike her grandmother’s, sharpened her rich contralto
-voice. “Well, if <span class='it'>you</span> find me beautiful, Julia, I must be.
-And I owe it all to you. Thank you again for this lovely
-frock. Good night. I’ll tell you lots of things in the
-morning.” And she lifted her head with a movement that
-would have been fatuous if she had been a few years older,
-and almost smirked in her proud satisfaction with herself
-and her looks, as she sailed off for conquest.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia flung the Koran across the room, herself face downward
-on the sofa, and wondered how on earth she was to
-stand it. “If it only were over and they were married and
-gone,” she thought. “Or if only the Royal Mail were due
-to-morrow instead of eleven days hence, and I could go!
-Or if I could go out and kill somebody, or get drunk like a
-man! Passive endurance! That is all the hell that any
-religion need promise us.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She lay for three hours without moving, then heard the
-clatter of a horse’s hoofs. A moment later Denny knocked
-and handed her a cablegram. She opened it without
-interest. It was from Ishbel, and informed her that Nigel
-might take the next steamer for Nevis. Julia broke into
-hysterical laughter.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Is my tragedy becoming a farce?” she thought. “But
-not if I can help it!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She answered the cablegram at once, that the messenger
-might take it.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Tell Nigel am leaving immediately.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Then she returned to her sofa, too indolent to go to bed,
-and this time exhaustion gave her sleep.</p>
-
-<h2>XII</h2>
-
-<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>She</span> was awakened by the rattling of her jalousie, and
-lifted her head, wondering if a storm were rising.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Julia! Julia!” called an imperative voice.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She sprang to her feet and held her breath, not believing
-herself awake.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Julia!” This time the voice was savage. “If you
-don’t come out, I’ll break in. What I’ve got to say won’t
-keep.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia unfastened the jalousie. Tay stood there in his
-evening clothes, and without a hat. His face was distraught.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Dan!” gasped Julia.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He put his hands about her waist and lifted her down.
-“Now,” he said, “take me to some place where we can
-talk, and as far from the house and the gates as possible.
-They’ll be coming home presently.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>She walked swiftly down a path, turned to the right, and
-pushing aside the heavy growth from an older path, long
-out of use, led the way to the ruins of a bath-house in a
-corner of the garden. It was surrounded by heavy palms,
-but its paneless windows admitted the full moon’s light.
-Julia sat limply down on the circular seat before the empty
-pool. Through the open doorway she could see and hear
-the sea. The moonlight was dazzling, Nevis having forgotten
-to shake out her night-robes. Her bewildered mind
-took note of details while Tay walked back a few steps to
-make sure they had not been followed.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>He came in and stood before her.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“There’s the devil to pay!” he exclaimed. “Did you
-get a cable last Monday?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Yes. Didn’t you?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I did not, or I shouldn’t be wanting to shoot myself.
-Dark promised to cable the moment it happened, and only
-to-night, half an hour ago, I got a cable from Lady Dark
-telling me that France died last Monday, and that she had
-only just heard it. Confound Dark! Talk about the
-wrath of God. It’s chain lightning compared to an Englishman.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“No doubt the duke suppressed the notice. It would
-be like him.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“It was Dark’s business to find out. I should have
-employed a detective. When a thing’s to do, do it.
-Well, here’s the result! I’ve got myself into the devil of
-a mess —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You’ve been making love to Fanny.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I have—or rather—not been making love from my
-point of view—only she doesn’t see it in that light. I’ve
-been flirting like the deuce. When I got your note that
-morning, I took it for pure caprice. It seemed to me totally
-without excuse. You had promised faithfully to meet me
-every day. I had not a suspicion of the truth. Moreover,
-I had just received cables from California that stirred me
-up. They couldn’t understand my desertion at such a
-moment, and no wonder. To be told that I had come here
-for nothing—to be coolly asked to wait a week—to know
-that I had to stay whether I would or not—well, I felt
-as if hell had been let loose inside of me. Fanny brought
-the note —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Fanny!” Julia sprang to her feet. “Fanny? I
-didn’t give it to her.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“She brought it all the same, and she looked something
-more than ripe for a flirtation, and beautiful —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“You have fallen in love with her! I saw you this
-morning.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you did? Well, you didn’t see much. I am not
-in love with her, but—well, it’s got to be said—she’s in
-love with me, or thinks she is. I was treated to high
-tragedy an hour since in the garden of Bath House. I never
-for a moment thought she would take the thing seriously—have
-seen too many summer flirtations—American
-girls know exactly what that sort of thing means—but
-this girl might have Nevis inside of her. She wanted to
-elope with me to-night—threatens to drown herself —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Great heaven! What have you done?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I feel like Don Juan, of course, only as it happens I
-haven’t made downright love to her. I was on the edge of
-it once or twice, she’s so infernally pretty, but, well, hang
-it all, I’m in love with you to the limit, all the more so that
-you’re not dead easy game. If I hadn’t been, I’d have made
-love to her fast enough. But I flirted as hard as I know
-how, and she took that for love-making, thought I held back
-because I felt bound to you, and—well—it was the hateful
-things she said about you to-night that put me in a rage
-and made me hustle her back into the ball-room and into
-the arms of one of her other admirers. I had gone as far
-as I intended, and made up my mind, not two minutes
-before I got Lady Dark’s cable, to go to one of the other
-islands and wait for the steamer. When I got that cable, of
-course I understood. Now are you properly repentant?
-Why in thunder didn’t you tell me in your note —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Of course, I thought you knew—”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Never take anything for granted where there are big
-things at stake. But what are we to do? I’m going to
-marry you to-morrow evening at seven o’clock over in
-Fig Tree Church, but what is to be done with Fanny?
-She’s all fixed for tragedy, and there’s no knowing just
-what a girl of that sort might do. I don’t care to begin our
-life with a horror. You must take her in hand to-morrow
-morning and talk her into reason. I gave her to understand
-that I didn’t love her, but a man has to say a thing
-of that sort so decently that a girl never believes him—particularly
-a girl like Fanny, who has a sublime confidence
-in herself I’ve never seen equalled. What’s to be done?
-What’s to be done?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Are you quite sure that you love me, that you haven’t
-really wavered —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, lord! I’m more mad about you than ever.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Would you have married Fanny if you had met her
-first?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“There’s no woman on earth I should ever have wanted
-to marry but you. Do you fancy a man thinks of marriage
-with every girl he puts in his time with? I’ve had a dozen
-flirtations—as hard and a good deal longer than this;
-and neither of us the worse, I may add. I’m no heart-breaker.
-Our girls know the game too well.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“If I thought you were merely bent upon being honorable —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Julia, if I didn’t love you, I’d tell you so. Do you
-suppose I’m the man to jump into matrimony blindfolded?
-I’ve seen too many of my friends marry—and divorce
-four years later. I’m no candidate for the divorce court.
-What I want is a wife I can love and work with for the rest
-of my life. That wife is you, or will be this time to-morrow
-night. So cut all that out and set your wits to work.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia moved her eager eyes from his face and looked out
-over the sea. She did not speak for several moments, and
-Tay saw her face set and grow whiter, her eyes shine until
-they looked like polished steel.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Leave Fanny to me,” she said finally. “I’ll dispose of
-her. She will give no further trouble.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Tay stirred uneasily. “Oh—you don’t mean—That
-is hardly fair —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“<span class='it'>Fair?</span>” asked Julia, with unmitigated scorn.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Couldn’t you give her a good womanly talking-to?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“And what good do you suppose that would do? Did
-you ever hear of love being talked out of any woman?”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I know—but you are clever enough without that—and
-after all it <span class='it'>isn’t</span> fair. It’s a violent assault on personality —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia whirled about and confronted him with blazing
-eyes.</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“<span class='it'>Fair? Fair?</span>” she cried. “And do you suppose I’d
-think twice about what is fair with that treacherous little
-fool? Do you suppose I would let any scruple weigh a
-feather with me when the happiness of my whole life is at
-stake? If you didn’t love me, you could go and I’d not
-condescend to lift a finger; but you do, you do, and nothing
-shall stand between us; <span class='it'>nothing</span>, I tell you! If I could
-have caught her alone this morning, I’d have twisted her
-neck and held her under the water until she was dead.
-And yet you imagine I’d stop at hypnotizing her? For
-the matter of that it will be treating her far better than
-she deserves, for she will practically have forgotten you
-when I am finished with her. She deserves to be left here
-in sackcloth—oh, she’s not the sort that kills herself,
-she’s far too selfish and vain—but she’s noisy and stubborn
-and the sort that calf-love makes ungovernable.
-She’d turn the island upside down and run to my mother
-with the story that you had compromised her—there’s
-nothing she wouldn’t tell her. My mother is a very old
-woman. The excitement might make her so ill that I
-should be detained here for months. And I won’t! I
-won’t! I’ll leave this island with you!”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Tay brought his hands down on her shoulders and
-gripped them. “By God, Julia!” he said hoarsely,
-“you are the woman for me. Together we’ll conquer the
-earth.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you’ll find me useful to you in many ways you barely
-suspect now. I can do more than hypnotize! But I
-don’t wish you to misunderstand me. What I do to Fanny
-will be nothing more than the reputable scientific psychotherapeutists
-do every day to their patients. I shall give
-her an immediate suggestion that her will shall not be
-weakened, that she shall no longer be under my control
-after coming out of the hypnotic trance. And as I said
-before, she will benefit equally with ourselves. We don’t
-practise black magic, we initiates; not that we are above it,
-but because we don’t dare. It rebounds like an arrow and
-strikes our greater powers dead. I never have harmed
-any one and I never shall, but that leaves an enormous
-field for action.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good. And she’d not think of going to Bath House
-before to-morrow night. She heard me accept an invitation
-to lunch on board the cruiser. By the way, you might
-plant in that ill-regulated head the suggestion that she
-be less anxious to fall in love. There are men of all
-sorts —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That would be unfair, if you like! Our impulses are
-our birthright. To alter personality would be unjust,
-almost criminal, for the impulses that make a fool or worse
-of us in certain circumstances may be necessary for our
-happiness. Fanny must work out her own destiny. I
-shall settle my income from France’s estate on her, and
-induce Aunt Maria to take charge of her as far as England.
-There Ishbel will introduce her —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“That’s right!” interrupted Tay, viciously. “Turn her
-loose on Dark. Serve him right.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Dark is the best-managed man in England. Fanny’ll
-not get a chance at him. And she’ll have a husband
-before the season is over.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Good. But are you dead sure you can do it? You
-failed with me, you know.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Because I hated to do it, and because—well, you are
-you. But Fanny! To-morrow she’ll be sleepy and stupid
-from the excitement of to-night, and she will eat an enormous
-lunch, as she always does. She is curious about
-India. I’ll interest her in that subject at the table and
-then invite her to my room, and interest her more. She’s
-never heard of hypnosis. I’ll offer to put her to sleep.
-She’ll consent, not only because she’s worn out, and yet
-too excited and disturbed for sleep, but because I choose
-that she shall. I’ll tell her to fix her eyes on mine, and the
-moment she does that she’s lost. In just three minutes
-she’ll be a lump of wax. Now, are you satisfied? Why,
-if I had the least misgiving, I’d summon Hadji Sadrä.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Tay laughed. “Oh, Julia! Julia! You’re all right.
-Now listen to me. To-morrow I shall take out a special
-license —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“I’d rather you waited until just before we sail. My
-mother —”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>“Don’t expect me to show any concern for your mother.
-She’s at the bottom of all this trouble. She set Fanny
-on me. I had already begun to suspect it before your aunt
-let it out—I have had more than one scene to-night!—I
-feel sure she saw us together the day I called at the house;
-at all events she got on to the facts. I didn’t suspect this
-earlier because I hadn’t really believed that she had kept
-Fanny so close—girls are always working on a man’s
-sympathies. Otherwise I shouldn’t have fallen for it.
-Now, to continue. I shall marry you to-morrow. You
-will meet me at Fig Tree Church at seven o’clock. Hardly
-any one is abroad at that hour. You can keep it from your
-mother until we are about to sail, if you choose. That is
-all one to me. But I’ll take no more chances. Now give
-me your hands and say that nothing on God’s earth shall
-prevent you from coming to Fig Tree Church to-morrow
-evening at seven o’clock.”</p>
-
-<p class='pindent'>Julia gave him her hands. “I’ll be there,” she said.
-“I, too, shall take no more chances.”</p>
-
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-<p class='line'>THE CONQUEROR</p>
-<p class='line'>A FEW OF HAMILTON’S LETTERS</p>
-<p class='line'>ANCESTORS</p>
-<p class='line'>THE GORGEOUS ISLE</p>
-<p class='line'>RULERS OF KINGS</p>
-<p class='line'>THE ARISTOCRATS</p>
-<p class='line'>THE TRAVELLING THIRDS</p>
-<p class='line'>THE BELL IN THE FOG</p>
-<p class='line'>PATIENCE SPARHAWK AND HER TIMES</p>
-<p class='line'>SENATOR NORTH</p>
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-of the book to the end. Spelling and hyphenation have been left as in the
-original. A few obvious typesetting errors have been
-corrected without note.</p>
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-<p class='line'> </p>
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If you are not located in the United States, you'll have +to check the laws of the country where you are located before using this ebook. + +Title: Julia France and Her Times + A Novel + +Author: Gertrude Atherton + +Release Date: September 17, 2018 [EBook #57922] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK JULIA FRANCE AND HER TIMES *** + + + + +Produced by Mardi Desjardins & the online Distributed +Proofreaders Canada team at https://www.pgdpcanada.net + + + + + + +</pre> + +<div class='figcenter'> +<img src='images/cover.jpg' alt='' id='iid-0000' style='width:375px;height:auto;'/> +</div> + +<hr class='pbk'/> + +<div class='lgc' style=''> <!-- rend=';' --> +<p class='line'> </p> +<p class='line'> </p> +<p class='line' style='font-size:2.2em;font-weight:bold;'>JULIA FRANCE AND</p> +<p class='line' style='font-size:2.2em;font-weight:bold;'>HER TIMES</p> +<p class='line'> </p> +<p class='line'><span class='it'>A NOVEL</span></p> +<p class='line'> </p> +<p class='line'>BY</p> +<p class='line' style='font-size:1.5em;font-weight:bold;'>GERTRUDE ATHERTON</p> +<p class='line'> </p> +<p class='line'> </p> +<p class='line'>New York</p> +<p class='line'>THE MACMILLAN COMPANY</p> +<p class='line'>1912</p> +<p class='line' style='font-size:0.9em;'><span class='it'>All rights reserved</span></p> +<p class='line'> </p> +<p class='line'> </p> +</div> <!-- end rend --> + +<hr class='pbk'/> + +<div class='lgc' style=''> <!-- rend=';' --> +<p class='line'> </p> +<p class='line'> </p> +<p class='line'> </p> +<p class='line'><span class='sc'>Copyright, 1912,</span></p> +<p class='line'><span class='sc'>By THE MACMILLAN COMPANY.</span></p> +<hr class='tbk100'/> +<p class='line'>Set up and electrotyped. Published April, 1912.</p> +<p class='line'> </p> +<p class='line'>Norwood Press</p> +<p class='line'>J. S. Cushing Co.—Berwick & Smith Co.</p> +<p class='line'>Norwood, Mass., U.S.A.</p> +<p class='line'> </p> +<p class='line'> </p> +</div> <!-- end rend --> + +<hr class='pbk'/> + +<div class='lgc' style=''> <!-- rend=';' --> +<p class='line'> </p> +<p class='line'> </p> +<p class='line'>TO</p> +<p class='line'>MRS. FISKE</p> +<p class='line'> </p> +<p class='line'> </p> +</div> <!-- end rend --> + +<hr class='pbk'/> + +<div><h1>CONTENTS</h1></div> + +<table id='tab1' summary='' class='center'> +<colgroup> +<col span='1' style='width: 12.5em;'/> +<col span='1' style='width: 3em;'/> +<col span='1' style='width: 0.5em;'/> +</colgroup> +<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'><span style='font-size:smaller'>PAGE</span></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'></td></tr> +<tr><td class='tab1c1 tab1c1-col2 tdStyle2' colspan='2'><span style='font-size:larger'>BOOK I</span></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'></td></tr> +<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'> </td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'> </td></tr> +<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><span class='sc'>Mrs. Edis</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'><a href='#Page_1'>1</a></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'></td></tr> +<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'> </td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'> </td></tr> +<tr><td class='tab1c1 tab1c1-col2 tdStyle2' colspan='2'><span style='font-size:larger'>BOOK II</span></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'></td></tr> +<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'> </td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'> </td></tr> +<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><span class='sc'>Three Potters</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'><a href='#Page_39'>39</a></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'></td></tr> +<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'> </td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'> </td></tr> +<tr><td class='tab1c1 tab1c1-col2 tdStyle2' colspan='2'><span style='font-size:larger'>BOOK III</span></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'></td></tr> +<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'> </td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'> </td></tr> +<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><span class='sc'>Harold France</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'><a href='#Page_191'>191</a></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'></td></tr> +<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'> </td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'> </td></tr> +<tr><td class='tab1c1 tab1c1-col2 tdStyle2' colspan='2'><span style='font-size:larger'>BOOK IV</span></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'></td></tr> +<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'> </td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'> </td></tr> +<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><span class='sc'>Hadji Sadrä</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'><a href='#Page_273'>273</a></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'></td></tr> +<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'> </td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'> </td></tr> +<tr><td class='tab1c1 tab1c1-col2 tdStyle2' colspan='2'><span style='font-size:larger'>BOOK V</span></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'></td></tr> +<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'> </td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'> </td></tr> +<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><span class='sc'>Daniel Tay</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'><a href='#Page_361'>361</a></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'></td></tr> +<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'> </td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'> </td></tr> +<tr><td class='tab1c1 tab1c1-col2 tdStyle2' colspan='2'><span style='font-size:larger'>BOOK VI</span></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'></td></tr> +<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'> </td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'> </td></tr> +<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'><span class='sc'>Fanny</span></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'><a href='#Page_453'>453</a></td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'></td></tr> +<tr><td class='tab1c1 tdStyle0'></td><td class='tab1c2 tdStyle1'> </td><td class='tab1c3 tdStyle1'> </td></tr> +</table> + +<hr class='pbk'/> + +<div><span class='pageno' title='1' id='Page_1'></span><h1>BOOK I<br/> MRS. EDIS</h1></div> + +<h2 class='nobreak'>I</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> entrance of a British cruiser into the harbor of +St. Kitts was always followed by a ball at Government House +in the little capital of Basse Terre. To-night there was a +squadron of three at anchor; therefore was the entertainment +offered by the island’s President even more tempting +than common, and hospitality had been extended to the +officials and distinguished families of the neighboring islands, +Nevis, Antigua, and Monserrat. On Nevis there remained +but one family of eminence, that great rock having been +shorn long since of all but its imperishable beauty.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But Mrs. Edis of “Great House,” an old stone mansion +unaffected by time, earthquake, or hurricane, and surrounded +by a remnant of one of the oldest estates in the West Indies, +was still a personage in spite of her fallen fortunes, and to-night +she contributed a young daughter. The introduction +of Julia Edis to society had been expected all winter as +she was several months past eighteen, and the President had +offered her a birthday fête; but Mrs. Edis, with whom no +man was so hardy as to argue, had replied that her daughter +should enter “the world” at the auspicious moment and not +before. This was taken to mean one of two things: either +that in good time a squadron would arrive with potential +husbands, or (but this, of course, was mere frivolous gossip) +when the planets proclaimed the hour of destiny. For more +than thirty years Mrs. Edis had been suspected of dabbling +in the black arts, incited originally by an old creole from +Martinique, grandson of the woman who so accurately cast +the horoscope of Josephine. For the last eighteen of these +years it had been whispered among the birds in the high +palm trees that a not unsimilar destiny awaited Julia Edis.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Therefore, when the word ran round the great ball-room +of Government House that the big officer with the heavy +mustache and curiously hard, shallow eyes, who had pursued +the debutante from the moment she entered with her +fearsome mother, was Harold France, heir presumptive to +a dukedom, whose present incumbent was sickly and unmarried, +the dowager pack (dressed for the most part in the +thick old silks and “real lace” of the mid-Victorian period) +crystallized the whisper for the first time and condescended +to an interest in astrology.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But it <span class='it'>would</span> be odd,” said the wife of the President, “although +I, for one, neither believe in that absurd old science, +nor that there ever was any basis for the story. No doubt +it originated with the blacks, who love any superstition.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah!” said the wife of the Magistrate, “but it is curious +that the blacks on Nevis, led by the Obi doctors, besieged +Great House for a night, some twenty years ago. In the +morning they were driven off by Mrs. Edis herself, a whip in +one hand and a pistol in the other. She handled the situation +alone, for Mr. Edis was a—ill—as usual.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Drunk,” said the blunter lady of quality. “And so +were the blacks. By dawn they were sober, sick, and +flaccid. A woman of ordinary resolution could have dispersed +them—and Mrs. Edis!” She shrugged her +shoulders significantly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>One of the younger women, the wife of an Antigua +official, chimed in eagerly. “But do you really believe she +is a—a— Oh, it is too silly! I am almost ashamed to +say it!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Astrologer,” supplied the wife of the Magistrate, who +had an unprovincial mind, although she had spent the best +of her years in the islands. “Look at her.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis was sitting apart from the other women, talking +to the President, the Captain of the flagship, and several +officers of riper years than the steaming young men in +their hot uniforms frisking about the room with the cool +white creole girls. Mrs. Edis had not liked women in her +triumphant youth, and now in her embittered age (she was +past sixty, for Julia was the last of many children), she +classed them as mere tools of Nature, purveyors of scandal, +and fools by right of sex and circumstance. Even in the +early nineties, at all events in the world’s backlands, it was +still the fashion for women of strong brains and character +to despise their own sex, and Mrs. Edis had not sailed out +of the Caribbean Sea since her return to Nevis, from her +first and only visit to England, forty years ago. Living an +almost isolated life on a tropic island, she held women in +much the same regard as the unenlightened male does +to-day, despite his growing uneasiness and horrid moments +of vision. Upon the rare occasions when she deigned to +enter the little world of the Leeward Islands, she greeted +the women with a fine old-time courtesy, and demanded +forthwith the attention of high officials too dignified or too +portly to dance. The men, since she was neither beautiful +nor young, were amused by her caustic tongue, and correspondingly +flattered when she chose to be amiable.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>It was difficult to believe that she had once been handsome—beautiful +no one had ever called her. She was a very tall +woman, already a little bowed, raw-boned, large of feature, +save for the eyes, which were small, black, and piercing. Her +black hair was still abundant, strong of texture, and changing +only at the temples; her skin was sallow and much +wrinkled, her expression harsh, haughty, tyrannical. +There was no sign of weakness about her anywhere, although, +now and again, as her eyes followed the bright +figure of her daughter, they softened before flashing with +pride and triumph.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She found herself alone with the Captain and turned to +him abruptly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“This is the eighth time Lieutenant France has taken my +girl out,” she announced. “And it is true that he will be a +duke?” Mrs. Edis disdained finesse, although she was +capable of hoodwinking a parliament.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The Captain started under this direct attack. His large +face darkened until it looked like well-laid slabs of brick +pricked out with white. He cleared his throat, glanced +uneasily at the formidable old lady, then answered resolutely: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Better take your girl home, ma’am, and keep her close +while we’re in harbor.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The look she turned on him under heavy glistening brows, +that reminded the imaginative Scot of lizards, and were fit +companions for her thick dilating nostrils, made him quail +for a moment: like many sea martinets he was shy with +women of all sorts. Then he reflected (never having heard of +the black arts) that looks could not kill, and returned to +the attack.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I mean, madam, that France is not a decent sort and +would have been chucked long since but for family influence.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What do you mean by not a decent sort, sir?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“He’s dissipated, vicious—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“All young men sow their wild oats.” Mrs. Edis had +forgotten none of the early and mid-Victorian formulæ, +and would have felt disdain for any young aristocrat who +did not illustrate the most popular of them.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That’s all very well, but France’s crop is sown in a soil +fertile to rottenness, and it will take him a lifetime to exhaust +it. I’d rather see a daughter of mine in her coffin than +married to him, duke or no duke.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis favored him with another look, under which his +hue deepened to purple: poor worm, he was but the son of +an industrious merchant, and he knew that the sharp eyes +of this old woman, despite the eagle in his glance and a spine +like a ramrod, read his family history in his honest face.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It’s God’s truth, ma’am. It’s not that I mind a young +fellow’s being a bit wild; there’s plenty that are and make +good husbands when their time comes. But with France +it’s different.” He hesitated, then floundered for a moment +as if unaccustomed to analysis of his fellows. “It’s not +that he’s a cad—not in the ordinary sense—I mean as +far as manners go—. I’ve never seen a man with better +when it suits him—or more insolent when <span class='it'>that</span> suits him; +and they’re more natural to him, I fancy, for he’s fair +eaten up with pride—out of date in that respect, rather. +It’s the fashion, nowadays, for the big-wigs to be affable +and easy and democratic, whether they feel that way or +not—however, I don’t mind a man’s feeling his birth +and blood, for like as not he can’t help it, although it doesn’t +make you love him. No. It’s more like this: I believe +France to be entirely without heart. That’s something I +never believed in until I met him—that a human being +lived without a soft spot somewhere. But I’ve seen an +expression in his eyes, especially after he’s been drinking, +that appalls me, although I can only express it by a word +commonplace enough—heartless. It’s that—a heartless +glitter in his eyes, usually about as expressionless as glass +marbles; and although I’m no coward, I’ve felt afraid of +him. I don’t mean physically—but absolute lack of +heart, of all human sympathy, must give a person an awful +power—but it’s too uncanny for me to describe. I’m not +much at words, ma’am, and, for the matter of that, +I shouldn’t have got on the subject at all, it not being my +habit to discuss my officers with any one, if this wasn’t the +first time I’ve ever seen him devote himself to a respectable +girl. But he’s smitten with that pretty child of yours, no +doubt of it; and there are three handsome young married +women in the room, too. I don’t like the look of it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I do.” Mrs. Edis had not removed her eyes from the +old sailor’s face as he endeavored to elucidate himself.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“There’s many a slip, you know. The duke’s not so old, +only fifty odd, and marvellous cures are worked these days. +Some mother is always tracking him with a good-looking +girl. As for France, his debts are about all he has to live +on —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“The President just told me that he has an income independent +of his allowance from the head of his house, +and I have knowledge that his expectations are founded +upon certainty.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The Captain, not long enough in port to have heard aught +of Mrs. Edis’s dark reputation, glanced at her with a puzzled +expression, then gave it up and answered lightly, “His +income is good enough, yes, but nothing to his debts, which +he never pays.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“If he doesn’t pay his debts, what do they matter?” asked +the old aristocrat, whose husband had never paid his, and +whose son, having sold the last of his acres, was drinking +himself into Fig Tree churchyard.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The Captain laughed. “I know your creed, madam. +And I must admit that France is a true blood. He never +arrives in port without being showered with writs, and he +brushes them off as he would these damned mosquitoes—beg +pardon, ma’am. But all the same, it wouldn’t be +pleasant for your little girl. Fancy being served with a +writ every morning at breakfast.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The contempt in those sharp, unflinching eyes almost froze +the words in their exit. “My daughter would never know +what they were. Of money matters she knows as little as +of Life itself. Writs would not disturb her youthful joyousness +and serenity for an instant.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Damn these aristocrats!” thought the old sailor. +“And what a hole this must be!” He continued aloud, +“But after the luxury of her old home —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Luxury? We are as poor as mice. If my father had +not put a portion of his estate in trust for me, as soon as +he discovered that my husband was a spendthrift, we +should have been on the parish long ago.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The Captain opened his blue eyes, eyes that looked +oddly soft and young (when not on duty) in his battered +visage. “And you mean to say, that having married a +spendthrift—Was he also dissipated?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Drank himself to death.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And you are prepared to hand over your innocent +little daughter to the same fate? But it is incredible, +ma’am! Incredible! I was thinking that you merely +knew nothing of the world down here.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It’s little you could teach me!” She continued after a +moment, with more condescension: “There are no family +secrets in these islands, and as many skeletons outside the +graveyards as in. My husband squandered every acre he +inherited, every penny of mine he could lay hands on. He +reduced me, the proudest woman in the Caribbees, to a +mere nobody. Therefore, am I determined that my +child shall realize the great ambitions that turned to dust in +my fingers. I have knowledge, which does not concern +you, that this marriage—look for yourself, and see that +it is inevitable—will be but an incident while greater +things are preparing.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, if you have a medical certificate! But even as a +duchess—” He paused and turning his head stared at +the couple waltzing past. “There is no doubt as to the +state of his mind. He looks the usual silly ass that a man +always does when bowled over. But your daughter? +I see nothing but innocent triumph in her delightful little +face. There’s no love there—neither ambition.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“There’ll be what I wish before the week is out.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She’s too good for France, and she’s not ambitious,” +said the Captain, doggedly. “Do you love her, madam?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I have never loved any one else.” The old woman’s +harsh voice did not soften. “Save, of course,” with a +negligent wave of her hand, “her father, when I was young +and foolish. So much the better if she does not love her +husband. Women born to high destinies have no need of +love. What little I remember of that silly and degrading +passion makes me wish that no daughter of mine should +ever experience it. Leave it to the men, and the sooner +they get over it, the better.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah—yes—but, if you will pardon me, while your +daughter is one of the most charming young things I have +ever seen, she is not a beauty, nor has she the grand manner. +You, madam, might have made the ideal duchess, if there +is such a thing, but not that child.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>This compliment, either clumsy or malicious, won him +no favor; the old lady’s eyes flashed fire at his impertinence.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He went on undauntedly, “And why, pray, may I ask, +do you think it so great a destiny to be a duchess?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What greater than to wed royalty itself? And that is +hardly possible in these days.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Hardly. But, Lord God, madam, where have you +lived? Women to-day are working out destinies for +themselves. Now, personally, I should rather see my +daughter a famous author, painter, singer, even, although +I still have a bit of prejudice against the stage, than suddenly +elevated to a class to which she was not born, particularly +if led there by the hand of a man like France.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“My daughter is a lady.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, Lord, where am I? In the eighteenth century?” +His pique and anger had vanished. He now saw nothing +in the situation but present humor and future tragedy; +and feeling that his ammunition was exhausted for the +moment, he rose, bowed as ceremoniously as his spine +would permit, and moved away. Nevertheless, he was +interested, the native doggedness which had enabled him +to overcome social disabilities was actively roused; moreover, +if there was one man whom he disliked more profoundly +than another, it was Harold France, and he resented +the influence which kept a scoundrel in an honorable profession, +when he should have been kicked out with a +publicity that would have been a healthy lesson to his class.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He left the hot ball-room and went out upon the terrace +to enjoy a cigar and meditate upon the singular character +with whom he had exchanged hot shot for nearly an hour. +He had no clew to her disquieting personality, but saw that +she was a woman of some importance despite her avowed +poverty; and she was the elderly mother of a charming +young creature with a mane of untidy red-yellow hair (it +would never occur to the old sailor to use any of the +popular adjectives: flame-colored, copper, Titian, bronze), +immense gray eyes with thick black lashes on either lid, +narrow black brows, a refined but not distinguished nose, +a sweet childish mouth whose ultimate shape Nature had +left to Life, a flat figure rather under medium height, +covered with a white muslin frock, whose only caparison +was a faded blue sash, unmistakably Victorian. Her skin, +like that of the other creole girls reared in West Indian +heats, was a pure transparent white, which not even dancing +tinged with color. As the Captain had been brutal +enough to inform her mamma she was not a beauty, but—he +stared through the window at her—Youth, radiant, +eager, innocent Youth that was her philter. To be sure, +the ball-room of Government House was full of young +girls, some of them quite beautiful, but they were not the +vibrating symbols of their condition, and Julia Edis was. +Not one of them possessed her entire lack of coquetry, that +terrible innocence, which, combined with an equally unconscious +magnetism, had played an immediate and fatal tune +upon sated senses.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>As the good but by no means unsophisticated sailor +looked about him he felt more apprehensive still. Harold +France, no doubt, was expert in love-making, and what +island maiden of eighteen could resist an ardent wooer with +a handsome face above six feet of Her Majesty’s uniform, +on a night like this? He was disposed to curse the moon +for being on duty, as she generally contrived to be in so +many of the dubious crises of love; and to-night she had +turned herself inside out to flood the tropical landscape, +the sea, the mountains, with silver. The stars were pin-heads, +the moon, in the black velvet sky of the tropics, +looked like a sailing Alp, its ice and snows absorbing and +flinging forth all the light in the heavens. The lofty clusters +of long pointed leaves that tipped the shafts of the royal +palm trees, glittered like swords, the sea near the shore +was as light and vivid a green as by day, and the scent +of flowers as seductive as the call of the nightingale. +The music in the ball-room was sensuous, sonorous; and it +was notorious that creole girls, cool and white as they +looked, and dressed almost as simply as Julia Edis, were +accomplished coquettes, always prepared for exciting +campaigns, however brief, the moment a ship of war +entered the harbor. Flirtation, love, must agitate the very +air to-night. Such things are communicable, even to the +most ignorant and indifferent of maidens. How could +that child hope to escape?</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He walked over to the window and looked in. The +company was resting between dances, the girls and young +officers flirting as openly as they dared, although few had +ventured to defy the conventions and stroll out into the +warm, scented, tropic night. Still, two or three had, +proposals being almost inevitable in such conditions; and +squadrons come not every day.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>France had left Julia beside her mother and gone into +the dining room to refresh himself. He returned in a +moment, and not only tucked the young girl’s arm within +his, but stood for a while talking to Mrs. Edis with his most +ingratiating air.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“He means business,” thought the Captain, grimly; +and then he derived some comfort from the attitude of +the girl herself. She was not paying the least attention +to France, although she had permitted him to take possession +of her. Her big, shining, happy eyes were wandering +about the room, smiling roguishly as they met those of +some girl acquaintance, or observed a flirtation behind +complacent backs. When the waltz began once more, +she floated off in the arm of the man whose hard, opaque +eyes were devouring her perfect freshness, but she paid +little or no attention to his whispered compliments, being +far too absorbed in the delight of dancing.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“He’s made no more impression on her than if he were +a dancing master,” thought the Captain, with satisfaction. +“She’s immune to tropic nights and uniforms. Gad! +Wish I were a youngster. I’d enter the lists myself.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But what could he do? He saw the satisfaction on the +powerful face of Mrs. Edis, the envious glances of many +mothers; no such parti as Harold France had come to +these islands for many a year. And France was by no +means ill to look at, if one did not analyze his eyes and +mouth. He was a big, strong, positive male, with a bold, +sheep-like profile (sometimes called classic), which would +have made him look stupid but for a general expression of +pride, so ingrained and sincere that it was almost lofty. +There was not an atom of charm about him, not even +common animal magnetism, but his manners were distinguished, +his small brain remarkably quick, and he +looked as if it had taken three valets to groom him.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The Captain almost cursed aloud. How was he to make +that old woman, living on all the formulæ of dead generations, +and fancying that she knew the world, understand +the difference between a wild young man and a vicious +one? The girl might easily be persuaded to hate a man +so aggressively masculine as France, but had she, a baby +of eighteen, the strength of character to stand out against +the ruthless will of her mother? Moreover, it was apparent +that the vocabulary of the West Indies had yet to be +enriched with those pregnant collocations, “new girl,” +“new woman”; all these pretty old-fashioned young creatures +had been brought up, no doubt, in a healthy submission +to their parents, and if one of the parents happened +to be a she-dragon, possibly her daughter would +marry a ducal valetudinarian of ninety if she got her +marching orders.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Should he appeal to France? The Captain, possessed +though he was of the national heart of oak, felt no stomach +for that interview. Imagination presented him with a +vision, cruelly distinct, of the expression of high-bred +insolence with which his effort would be received, the subtle +manner in which he would be made to feel, that, superior +officer though he might be, and in a fair way to become +admiral and knight, he dwelt on the far side of that +chasm which segregates the aristocrat from the plebeian. +France had treated him to these sensations once or twice +when he had remonstrated with him for giving way to his +villainous temper, or mixed himself up in some nasty mess +on shore; had even dared to threaten the prospective duke, +who never noticed him when they met in Piccadilly. +France had, indeed, induced such deep and righteous +wrath in the worthy Captain’s breast that he might have +been responsible for another convert to Socialism had it +not been for the old sailor’s immutable loyalty to his queen +and flag. But he hated France the more because the man +was too clever for him. If he had disgraced his uniform, it +always chanced that the Captain was engaged elsewhere; +it was the Captain, not himself, who lost his temper during +their personal encounters; his politeness, indeed, to his +superior officer was unbearable. And his family influence +surrounded him like wired glass; it would have saved a +more reckless man from public disgrace. His mother’s +brother abominated him, but used his close connection +with the Admiralty to avert a family scandal; his cousin, +Kingsborough, who was far too saturated with family pride, +and too unsophisticated, to believe such stories as he may +have heard about the heir to whom he was automatically +attached, believed France’s tales of envious detractors, +and protected him vigilantly. Sickly as he was, he was +by no means negligible politically; he did his duty as he +saw it, and, a sound Tory, was a reliable pillar of his party, +whether it was in opposition or in power. Lastly, France +was a good officer, and, apparently, without fear.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>To-night, the Captain, thinking of his one unmarried +daughter, and singularly attracted by the radiant girl about +to be sacrificed by a narrow, inexperienced, long since +sexless mother, hated France ferociously and made up his +never wavering mind to balk him. . . .</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And speaking of the devil’s own—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>France had stepped out upon the terrace not far from +him, and alone. For a moment the man stood in shadow, +then a quick, abrupt movement brought his face into a +shaft of light. France, unaware of the only other occupant +of the terrace, stared straight before him. The Captain +looked to see his face flushed and contorted with animal +desire, knowing the man as he did. But France’s face was +as immobile as a mask; only, as he continued to stare, +there came into his eyes what the Captain had formulated +as “a heartless glitter.” It made him look neither man nor +beast, but a shell without a soul, without the common instincts +of humanity, a Thing apart. As the Captain, himself +in shadow, gazed, fascinated, and sensible of the horror +which this singular expression of France’s always induced, +something stirred in his brain. Where had he seen that +expression before—sometime in his remote youth?—where? +where?—Suddenly he had a vision of a whole troop of +faces—they marched out from some lost recess in his mind—all +with that same heartless—soulless—glitter in their +eyes. And then the cigar fell from his loosened lips. He +had seen those faces—some thirty years ago—in an asylum +for the insane one night when the more docile of the +patients were permitted to have a dance.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good God!” he muttered. “Good God!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>France turned at the sound of the voice.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That you, Captain?” he said negligently, his eyes +merely hard and shallow again. “Jolly party, ain’t it? +Of course the tropics are an old story to you, but this is +my first experience of the West Indies, at least. I’m quite +mad about them. And all these toppin’ girls! Never saw +such skins. Come in and have a drink?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He had spoken in his best manner, without a trace of +insolence. Having delivered himself of inoffensive sentiments, +quite proper to the evening, he suddenly passed his +arm through that of his superior officer and led him down +the terrace. The Captain, overcome by his emotions and +the unwonted condescension of a prospective duke, made +no resistance, drank a stiff Scotch-and-soda, then cursing +himself for a snob of the best British dye, returned to the +element where he felt most at home.</p> + +<h2>II</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Mrs. Edis</span> and Julia slept at Government House, but +rose early and returned to Nevis by the sail-boat that carried +merchandise between the islands, and, now and then, +an uncomfortable passenger. Its sails, twice too big and +heavy, ever menaced an upset, and fulfilled expectations +at least once a year. Mrs. Edis, steadying herself with +her stick, took no notice of the plunging craft, or the glory +of the morning. The sapphire blue of the Caribbean Sea +looked the half of a pulsing world; the other half, the deep, +hot, cloudless sky. Nevis, fringed with palms and +cocoanuts, banana and lemon trees, glittering and rigid, +drooping and dim, rose, where it faced St. Kitts, with a +bare road at its base, but spread out a train on its +farther side to accommodate the little capital of Charles +Town and the ruin of Bath House. In this month of March +the long slopes of the old volcano were green even on the +deserted estates. Here and there was an isolated field of +cane. The wreckage of stone walls, all that was left of the +“Great Houses,” broke its expanse; or the spire of a church, +surrounded by trees and crumbling tombs. High above, a +regiment of black trees stood on guard about the crater; +their rigor softened by the white cloud so constant to Nevis +that it might be the ghost of her dead fires. In the distance +were other misty islands; about the boat flew silver +fish, almost blue as they rose from the water; in the roadstead +were the three cruisers; and countless rowboats filled +with chattering negroes, dressed in their gaudiest colors, +bent upon selling fish and sweets to the paymaster and +youngsters of the squadron, or ready to dive for pennies.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis sat staring straight before her with a rapt expression +that Julia knew of old and admired with all the +fervor of a young soul eager for enthusiasms. She would +in any case have believed the tyrannical old woman, kind +to her alone, quite the most remarkable person in the +world, but her mother’s lore, her long fits of abstraction, +when mysticism descended upon her like a veil, not only +inspired her young daughter with a fascinating awe, but +gave her a pleasant sense of superiority over those girls +upon whom the planets had bestowed mere mothers.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia roamed steadily about the tipsy boat, her mane of +hair, torn loose by the trade-wind, swirling about her like +flames, sometimes standing upright. Her mouth smiled +constantly; her large gray eyes, one day to be both keen and +deep, were merely shining with youth on this vivid tropic +morning. The man gazing at her through his field-glass +from the deck of the flag-ship trembled visibly, and felt so +primal that he believed himself embarked upon one of those +purely romantic love affairs he had read about somewhere +in books.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That’s the girl for me,” sang through his momentarily +rejuvenated brain. “Rippin’! Toppin’! Words too weak +for a bit of all right like that. To hell with all the others! +Chucked them overboard last night. Hags, the whole lot. +Hate subtlety, finesse, women of the world—all the rest +of ’em. Wild rose on a tropic island, so fresh—so sweet—Gad! +Gad!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He almost maundered aloud. The Captain, watching +him, thought he had never seen a man look more of an ass, +and wondered at his dark suspicion of the night before. +What if he really were but the common wild young blood, +run after by women for his looks and prospects? Why +should he not meet the one girl like other men and settle +down with her? But although sentimental, like most +sailors, he shook his head vigorously. He knew men, and +France was not as other men, whatever the cause. He was +merely lovesick at present, not reformed. Of course it +was possible that his diseased fancy would be diverted by +one of those honey-colored wenches down among the cocoanut +trees on the edge of St. Kitts, or that a second interview +with a girl of such disconcerting innocence might +put him off altogether. But if it should be otherwise—the +Captain had made up his mind to act.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The boat reached the jetty of Charles Town. Mrs. Edis +was assisted up and into her carriage, and her agile daughter +pinned her hair in place and jumped on her pony. The rickety +old vehicle had been bought sometime in the forties, the +horses and the pony were of a true West Indian leanness, +Julia’s hair tumbled again almost at once, and Mrs. Edis +wore a broché shawl and a bonnet almost as old as the carriage. +But the odd little cavalcade attracted only respectful +attention in the drowsy town almost lost in a grove of +tropical fruit trees. At one end of Main Street was the +court-house, there were two or three small stores, perhaps +six or eight stone dwelling-houses still in repair, and as many +wooden ones, but between almost every two there was a +ruin, trees and flowering shrubs growing in crevice +and courtyard. The great ruin of Bath House, far to the +right, windowless, rent by earthquake and hurricane, choked +with creepers and even with trees, looked like the remains +of a Babylonian palace with hanging gardens.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The narrow road, after leaving Main Street, wound round +the base of the mountain; opposite St. Kitts a branch road +led up to what was left of the old Byam estate, inherited +by Mrs. Edis from her father, and granted to an ancestor +in the days of Charles I. Great House stood on a lofty +plateau, not far below the forest, a big, square, solid stone +house, built extravagantly when laborers were slaves, and +with a small village of outbuildings. The large garden +was surrounded by a high stone wall, and beyond the servants’ +quarters, granaries, and stables, were vegetable gardens, +orchards, and cocoanut groves. Sugar-cane still grew +on the thirty acres which remained of the old estate, but +in this era of the islands’ great depression, yielded little +revenue. Mrs. Edis possessed a few consols and raised all +that was needed for her frugal table and for that of her +improvident son.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The outbuildings surrounded a hollow square, in which +there was a large date-palm, a banana tree, a pump, and a +spring in which the washing was done. Scarlet flowers +hung from pillars and eaves. Under the trees and the balconies +of the houses the blacks were sleeping peacefully +when roused by a kick from the overseer, himself but +just awakened by his wife. “<span class='it'>Ole Mis’ come!</span>” The words +might have exploded from a bomb. Julia, who by dint of +argument with her languid pony, and some chastisement, +was ahead of the carriage, laughed aloud as she saw the +negroes scramble to their feet and rush out into the cane +fields, or busy themselves with the first service their heavy +eyes could focus. In a moment the courtyard was a scene +of something like activity; even the chickens were awake +and scratching round the crowing cocks, the dogs were +barking, the pic’nies jabbering, and along the spring was +a broken row of blue, red, yellow, purple, the black +or honey-colored faces of the women hardly to be seen as +they vigorously rubbed the stones with the household +linen.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia turned her pony loose, ran through the thick grove +in the front garden, the living room of the house, and up +between the vivid terraces with their dilapidated statues +and urns to the wood, where she frisked about like a happy +young animal. In truth she felt herself quite the happiest +and most fortunate girl in the Caribbees. For two long +years she had looked forward to her first ball at Government +House, and although many West Indian girls came +out at sixteen, her mother had been as insensible as old +Nevis to her importunities. How many nights she had +hung out of her window watching the long row of lights +marking Government House, picturing the girls of St. +Kitts, those enchanting creatures with whom she had never +held an hour of solitary intercourse, dancing with even more +mysterious beings in the uniform of Her Blessed Majesty. +She had read little: a volume or two of history or travel, +several of the romances and poems of Walter Scott, which +she had discovered in the aged bookcase. Her mother took +in no newspaper but the leaflet published on St. Kitts, and +she had led almost the life of a novitiate; but the serving +women had whispered to her of the fate of all maidens, and +she had an unhappy sister-in-law with a beautiful baby, +who, although she cried a good deal, was still another window +through which the puzzled maiden peeped out into +Life. But she was quite as ignorant as the murky depths +of France demanded.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She dreamed of the Prince (in Her Blessed Majesty’s +uniform), who would one day bear her to his feudal castle +in England and make her completely happy, but of the +facts of love and life she knew no more than two-year-old +Fanny Edis, who cuddled so warmly in her young aunt’s +breast. Such instincts as she possessed in common with +all girls were confused and suffocated by the yearnings of +a romantic mind with an inherent tendency to idealism. +Beyond the narrow circle of her existence was an endless +maze, deep in twilight, although casting up now and again +strange mirages, faint but lovely of color, and of many and +shifting shapes. She wanted all the world, but she was +really quite content as she was, her mind being still closed, +her true imagination unawakened. Such was the famous +Julia France in the month of March, 1894.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>To-day she was happy without mitigation. The ball at +Government House had no sting in its wake. She had been +one of the belles. Not a dance had she missed, and she +knew that, thanks to one of her governesses, she danced +very well. To be sure the young officers in Her Blessed +Majesty’s uniform had perspired a good deal, and a big and +rather horrid man had tried to monopolize her, but at least +he had been the best dancer of the squadron, and his rivals +had looked ready to call him out. Also, the other girls +had been jealous. Julia was human.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“After all, one goes to a party to dance,” she thought +philosophically. “The men don’t matter.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Dismissing France she reviewed the other young men +in turn, but shook her head over each. Not one had made +the slightest impression on her. The Prince was yet to +arrive. And then she laughed a little at her mother’s +expense.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>So far, she owed the only excitements of her life to her +mother’s practices in astrology. She knew that old M’sieu, +who had lived at Great House until his death shortly after her +eighth birthday, had instructed her mother deeply in +the ancient science. Many a time she had stolen out into +the garden at night and watched the two motionless +figures on the flat roof of the house. They were sequestered +for days at a time in Mrs. Edis’s study, a room Julia was forbidden +to enter. Julia, however, had hung over that tempting +sill upon more than one occasion, and long since +discovered that every book on the walls related to astrology +and other branches of Eastern science; had gathered, also, +from remarks at the dinner table while M’sieu was alive, +that it was one of the most valuable libraries of its kind in +the world.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She also knew that M’sieu had cast her horoscope the +very moment that old Mammy Cales had brought her up to +Great House in her wonderful basket, as he had cast the +horoscopes of all her brothers, whose only survivor was the +wretched Fawcett. Her ears had been very sharp long +before she reached the age of eight, and she knew that the +planets had conspired to make a great lady of her in a great +country (the queen’s of course); she also knew that her +mother had cast her little daughter’s horoscope herself a +month later, and the result had been the same. The dates +had then been sent to the leading astrologer in Italy, and +again with the same result. Therefore had Julia, happy +and buoyant by nature, grown up in the comfortable assurance +that the wildest of her dreams must be realized.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She had shrewdly divined that last night at Government +House had coincided with the first of the fateful dates +announced by the planets of her birth, and that her mother, +having no intention of deflecting the magnet of fate, had +postponed her introduction to the world of young men +until the third of March; which, extraordinarily, had +brought no less than three cruisers to the little world of +St. Kitts. And the poor old planets, for whom she felt +an almost personal affection, had been all wrong, even when +so ably assisted by her august parent! She felt a momentary +pang at the unsettling of her faith, the loss of her +idols, then curled herself up and went to sleep on the soft +cheek of the old volcano.</p> + +<h2>III</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>She</span> was awakened by the dinner gong, booming loudly +on the terrace; her predilection for the woods about the +crater was an old story. She sat up with a yawn and a +naughty face. Such good things she had eaten at Government +House last night, and even her strong little teeth were +weary of fibrous cattle killed only when too old and feeble +to do the work of the infrequent horse. She detested even +the Sunday chicken, invitingly brown without but as tough +as the cows within, so recent her exit from the court of +much repose. That chicken! No West Indian ever forgets +her. She looks alive and full of pride, as, with her +gizzard tucked under her left wing, she is carried high but +mincingly down the dining room to the head of the table +by a yellow wench or superannuated butler. When a +venerable cock is sacrificed, he is boiled as a tribute to the +doughtiness of his sex, but the more abundant ladies of the +harem are given a brown and burnished shroud, deceitful +to the last.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Butter, Julia had rarely tasted; milk was almost as scarce; +but she would have been quite willing to live on the delicious +fruits and vegetables of the Indies, bread and coffee. +Her mother, however, forced her to eat meat once a day, +hoping to check the anæmia inevitable in the tropics.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis, kind as she ever was to the one creature that +had found the soft spot in her heart, did not like to be kept +waiting, and Julia, pinning up her untidy hair as she ran, +was in the dining-room before the gong had ceased to echo. +Like the other rooms of Great House, and the older mansions +of the West Indies in general, this was very large and +very bare, although the sideboard, table, and chairs were +of mahogany. Only two of the ancestral portraits hung +on the whitewashed walls, John and Mary Fawcett; the +grandparents, also, of one Alexander Hamilton, who had +unaccountably become something or other in the United +States of America, instead of serving his mother country. +Mrs. Edis disapproved of his conduct, and rarely alluded +to him, but Julia sometimes haunted the ruin of the house +down near the shore, where he was supposed to have come +to light, and would have liked to know more of him. There +was an old print of him in the garret (her grandfather, it +seemed, had admired him), and she liked his sparkling eyes +and human mouth. A photograph of her brother Fawcett, +taken some years ago in London, was not unlike, although +the charming mouth had always been weaker; but now—and +this was Julia’s only trouble—he was quite dreadful +to look at, and came seldom to Great House. When he +did, there were terrible scenes; Julia, much as she loved +him, ran to the forest the moment she heard his voice.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis was already at the head of the table, and for +the moment took no notice of her daughter; her expression +was still introspective, her face almost visibly veiled. Julia +made a grimace at the dish of meat handed her by the +servant.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“This is poor old Abraham, I suppose,” she remarked, +with more flippancy than her austere mother and her elderly +governesses had encouraged. “I shall feel like a +cannibal. I’ve ridden on his back and talked to him when +I’ve had nobody else. Well, he’ll have his revenge!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis suddenly emerged from the veil. She looked +hard, practical, incisive.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Soon you will no longer be obliged to eat these old servants +of the field,” she announced. “Your island days +are over.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia dropped both knife and fork with a clatter. “Are +we going to England to live? Oh, mother! Shall I see +England? The queen? All the dear little princes and +princesses? Are they the least bit like Fanny?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not at all, nor like any other children,” replied the old +royalist, who had dined at the queen’s table in her youth. +“No, I probably shall never see England again. Nor do +I desire to do so. The queen is old and so am I. Moreover, +judging from your Aunt Maria’s letters, and her edifying discourse +upon the rare occasions when she honors us with a +visit, London must be sadly changed. The majestic simplicity +of my day has vanished, and an extravagance in +dress and living, an insane rush for excitement and pleasure, +have taken its place. There are railways built beneath +the earth, gorging and disgorging men like ant-hills. Women +think of nothing but Paris clothes, no longer of their duty +as wives and mothers. But although this would disturb +and bewilder me, with you it will be different. Youth can +adapt itself —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But when am I going, and with whom?” shrieked +Julia. “Has Aunt Maria sent for me?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not she. She has never spent a penny on any one +but herself. She lives to be smart, and is the silliest woman +I have ever known. And that is saying a good deal, for +they are all silly —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But me—I—when—do explain, <span class='it'>dear</span> mother!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis paused a moment and then fixed her powerful +little eyes on the eager innocent ones opposite. “Could +you not see last night that Lieutenant France had fallen +in love with you?” she asked.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That horrid old thing! Why, he is nothing but a +dancer. You don’t mean to say that I must marry him?” +and Julia, for the first time since her childhood, and without +in the least knowing why, burst into a storm of tears.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I won’t marry him,” she sobbed. “I won’t.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis waited until she was calm, then, having disposed +of a square of tissue as old, relatively, as her own, +continued, “It is I that should weep, for I am to lose you +and it will be very lonely here. But that is neither here +nor there. When the time comes we all fulfil our destiny. +Your time has come to marry, and take your first step upon +the brilliant career which awaits you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Please wait till the next squadron,” sobbed Julia. +“The planets may have made a mistake —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>This remark was unworthy of notice.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I hate the planets.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis applied a sharp knife and an upright indomitable +fork to another fragment of Abraham.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, feeling no match for the combined forces of the +heavens and her mother, dried her eyes.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Has he a castle?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“He will have.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And many books?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“England is full of libraries, the greatest in the world.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Will Aunt Maria take me to parties?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Undoubtedly.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Will he find the Prince for me?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“The what?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, I don’t mean a real prince, but a young man that +I could love.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Certainly not! You will love your husband.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But he is old enough to be my father.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“He is only forty.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I am only eighteen. When I am forty I could have +a grandchild.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Nonsense. Husbands should always be older than +their wives. They are then ready to settle down, and are +capable of advising giddy young things like yourself. You +may not feel any silly romantic love for him—I sincerely +hope that you will not—but you will be a faithful and devoted +wife, and as obedient to him as you have been to me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I don’t mind obeying him if he is as dear as you are. +Maybe he is, for you looked so much sterner than all the +other mothers last night, and I am sure that not one of +them is so kind. Has he some babies?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What?” Mrs. Edis almost dropped her fork.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’d like a few. Fanny is such a darling. I liked him +less than any of the men I danced with, but if he has a +castle, and would bring me to see you every year, and would +let me run about as you do, and read a lot of books, and give +me a lot of babies, I shouldn’t mind him so much.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis turned cold. For the first time she recognized +the abysmal depths of her daughter’s ignorance. It was +a subject to which she had never, indeed, given a thought. +A governess had always been at the child’s heels. Julia +had been brought up as she had been brought up herself, +and she belonged to the school of dames to whom the enlightenment +of youth was a monstrous indelicacy. Moreover, +she was old enough to look back upon the material +side of marriage as an automatic submission to the race. +Women had a certain destiny to fulfil, and the whole matter +should be dismissed at that. Nevertheless, as she looked +at that personification of delicate and trusting innocence, +she felt a sudden and violent hatred of men, a keen longing +that this perfect flower could go to her high destiny undefiled, +and regret that she must not only travel the appointed +road, but set out unprepared. She dimly recalled +her own wedding and that she had hated her husband until +kindly Time had made him one of the facts of existence. +To warn the child was beyond her, but she made up her +mind to postpone the ultimate moment as long as possible.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You will have everything you want,” she said. “And +as he cannot obtain leave of absence while away on duty, +you will merely become engaged to him—no—” she remembered +her planets; “you are to marry at once, but you +will go to England by the Royal Mail, and have ample +time to become accustomed to the change. Mrs. Higgins +is going to England very shortly. She will take you, and +if Mr. France is not there—his squadron goes to South +America—you can stay with Maria until he arrives. That +will give you time to buy some pretty clothes, and become +accustomed to the idea of your—new position in life.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Will my clothes come from Paris?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No doubt. I have a hundred pounds in the bank and +you are welcome to them.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“A hundred pounds! I shall have a hundred frocks, one +of every color that will go with my hair, and the rest white.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not quite.” Mrs. Edis had but a faint appreciation of +the cost of modern clothes, but she thought it best to begin +at once to curb her daughter’s imagination. “It will buy +you eight or ten, and no doubt your husband will give you +more. But even if he has not as large an income now as +he will have later, you have an instinct for dress. Your +frock was the simplest at Government House last night, but +I noticed that you had adjusted it, and your ribbons, with +an air that made it look quite the smartest in the room. +You have distinction and style. The President said so at +once. You will make a little money go far.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia stared at her mother. It was the first time she +had heard her pay a compliment to any one. But she liked +it and opened her eyes ingenuously for more. Mrs. Edis +laughed, a rare relaxation of those hard muscles under the +parchment skin. “Go and comb your hair,” she said, “and +make yourself as pretty as possible. Lieutenant France is +coming to call this afternoon, and if he does not ask for your +hand to-day, he will to-morrow.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What shall I do with him? We can’t dance. And I +couldn’t think of a thing to say to him last night. I could +to some of the young men.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“The less you say, the better! I will entertain him.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Tears had threatened again, but they retreated at the +prospect of deliverance from an ordeal as formidable as +matrimony. “Mother!” she exclaimed suddenly. “Why +don’t you marry him?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes. He’ll be like my father, anyhow, and then I should +not only have you still, but you could always talk to him —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Run and do your hair.”</p> + +<h2>IV</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Julia</span>, her longing eyes fixed on the sea, where she frequently +rowed at this hour with one of the old men-servants, +had forgotten France’s existence. For quite ten minutes +after his arrival, she had obediently smiled upon him, giving +him monosyllable for monosyllable, and tried not to compare +him to an elderly calf. His opaque, agate-gray eyes +stared at her with what she styled a bleating expression, +but gradually took fire as her mind wandered. +Mrs. Edis talked more than she had done for many years, +to cover the defection of her naughty little daughter.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Nevertheless, she divined that Julia’s unaffected indifference +was developing the instinct of the hunter to spur the +passion of the lover, reflected that an ignorant girl babbling +nonsense would have detracted from the charm of the picture +Julia made by the window in her white frock, staring +through the jalousies with the wistfulness of youth. But +when France began to scowl and move restlessly, she said: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Julia, run out into the garden, but do not go far. Mr. +France will join you presently.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia had disappeared before the order was finished. +Mrs. Edis studied the man’s face still more keenly for a few +moments, the while she discoursed about poverty in the +West Indies.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>There alone in the big dim room something about the +man subtly repelled her, and her active mind sought for +the cause even while talking with immense dignity upon the +only topic of general interest in her narrow life. She had +seen little of the great world, but a good deal of dissipated +men, and France had none of the insignia to which she +was accustomed. His bronzed cheeks, although cleft by +ugly lines, were firm; his eyes were clear, and the lines +about them might have been due to exposure, laughter, or +midnight study. His nose was thin, his mouth invisible +under a heavy moustache, but assuredly not loose. The +truth was that France had not been drunk for a month, +and having a superb constitution would look little the worse +for his methodical sprees until his stomach and heart were a +few years older. His grizzled close-cropped hair did not set +off his somewhat primitive head to the best advantage, but +his figure, carriage, grooming, were, to Mrs. Edis’s provincial +eyes, those of a proud and self-respecting man.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>As the planets were reticent on some subjects, and as she +truly loved her daughter, she determined to satisfy her +curiosity at first hand, and lay her scruples if possible.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Is it true that you are dissipated?” she asked abruptly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He flushed a dark slow red, but his brain, abnormally +alive to the instinct of self-protection, worked more rapidly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ve gone the pace, rather,” he said, in his well-modulated +voice. “Nothing out of the common, however. +Sick of it, too. Wouldn’t care if I never saw alcohol—or—ah—any +of the other things you call dissipations, +again.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He delivered this so simply and honestly that a more +experienced woman would have believed him.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Who told you I was dissipated?” he added. “The +Captain? He don’t like me. He’s a bounder and has +social aspirations. I’ve never asked him to my club in +London, or to Bosquith. That’s all there is to that.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah!” Mrs. Edis had not liked the Captain; this explanation +was plausible. “Why have you come here to-day?” +she asked abruptly. “Do you wish to marry my +daughter?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>France would have liked to do his own wooing, nibbling +its uncommon delights daily, until the sojourn at St. Kitts +was almost exhausted. He was an epicure of sorts, even in +his coarser pleasures. But he had been warned that in Mrs. +Edis he had no ordinary mother to deal with, and he answered +her with responsive directness.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I do. She’s the first girl I’ve ever wanted to marry. +Do you think she’ll have me?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>His voice trembled, his face flushed again. He looked +ten years younger. Mrs. Edis’s doubts vanished.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She’ll do what I bid her do. I wish her to marry you. +Of course she cares nothing for you, as yet. You will have +to win her with kindness and consideration after she marries +you. You can see her here every day, if you wish it, and +for a few moments in the garden, alone. But don’t expect +to make much headway with her before marriage. She is +full of romantic dreams, and—and—very innocent.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>His eyes flashed with an expression to which she had no +key, but it gave way at once to suspicion, and he asked +sombrely: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Is she in love with any one else?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She never exchanged a sentence with a young man +before last night, and you monopolized her.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>There was a curious motion behind his heavy moustache, +but it was brief and his eyes looked foolishly sentimental.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good! Good!” he said, with what sounded like youthful +ardor. “That’s the girl for me. They’re gettin’ rarer +every day.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“One thing more. We are very poor. I can settle nothing +upon her.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>For the first time in his life France felt really virtuous, +and was more than ever convinced that his youth (although +he had quite forgotten what it was like) had been resurrected.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Glad of it, Mrs. Edis. You’ll be the more convinced +that I’m jolly well in earnest. Give you my word, it’s the +first time I ever proposed.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>This was impressive, but the old lady continued to probe. +“The Captain also said that you were very much in debt.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Rather. But my cousin clears me up every year or so. +We’re jolly good pals. Besides, I have an annuity from +the estate. And he’s always said he’d settle another thousand +a year on me the day I married. That’ll do for the +present to keep a wife on. Think I’ll chuck the navy and +settle down. Have a jolly little place in good huntin’ +country—Hertfordshire.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You have great expectations, also,” pursued the old +lady, looking past him.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah! Yes! But my cousin’s rather better—” He +scowled heavily. “What luck some people have,” he burst +out. “My father and his were twins—only mine was one +minute too late. And I need money and he don’t. Keeps +me awake sometimes thinkin’ of the ways of fate—must +have had a grudge against me. Then I think, ‘what’s the +use? Can’t help it. And if he don’t get well and marry, +it’ll be mine one day.’ ”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You will inherit that great title and estate,” said Mrs. +Edis, piercing him with her eyes, as if defying him to laugh, +or even to challenge her. “Understand that I am deeply +read in the ancient science of astrology, and that my daughter +was born under extraordinary planetary conditions: +she is a child of Uranus, with ruler in the tenth house trine +to Jupiter. That means power, an exalted position, leadership. +A great title and wealth, and the most famous +political and social salon of her century must be the literal +reading; although if the times were more troublous, I should +have interpreted the signs to mean that she was destined +to wed royalty itself, to reign, in short. But as her career +begins now, and as you are here so opportunely, there can +be no dispute as to the true reading. You bring a splendid +gift in your hands: to be a duchess of our great country +is one of the most exalted positions on earth. I may add +that Venus in strong position in the horoscope means much +feminine grace and charm, added to power. Make sure, +your wife will be the most famous duchess in England.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>France thought it possible she was mad, but was thrilled +in spite of his doubts. The prophecy, also, was agreeable.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She’d make a rippin’ duchess,” he assented warmly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis went on, unheeding. “There is a period of +darkness—trouble—possibly turbulence—sometimes the +planets exhibit a strange reserve. If it were not for the +ultimate fulfilling of the great ambitions I cherish for my +daughter, I should let her marry no one—that is to say, +I should instinctively try to prevent it, although the marriage +is there—writ as plainly —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I hope it is for this month. I should like to marry her +at once. We are here for a fortnight. I can take a cottage +somewhere. If I am on duty for a few hours a day—no +doubt the Captain will let me off—he’s afraid of me, anyhow. +Then she can go direct to England on the Royal +Mail. If we don’t sail at the same time,—if the squadron +goes to South America,—I’ll cable my resignation, and leave +as soon as my successor arrives. My cousin will arrange +it. I’ve never cared for the service—it’s the army gets +all the fun—never would have gone in, but my father gave +me no choice; for a while I found it amusin’, and of late +years I’ve stayed in to—ah—spite Captain Dundas, +who’d give his eyes to chuck me out. It’s been a long and +quite excitin’ game of chess, and I’ve enjoyed it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Again Mrs. Edis felt uneasy before the expression of his +eyes, but she was now in full surrender to the planets, and +besides, he was looking sentimental and rather foolish again, +a moment later, as he burst out: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You’ll consent to an immediate marriage, Mrs. Edis?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes,” she replied promptly, although she had no intention +of permitting him to carry out the rest of his program. +She had recognized her opportunity of playing him and the +Captain against each other to gain her own ends. “Now +you can go out into the garden,” she added graciously. +“And it will give me pleasure if you will remain to supper.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But his visit to the garden was brief. Julia, who was +wandering about the grove of cocoanut, banana, and shaddock +trees which made a romantic jungle of the large space +in front of the house, ran past him into the living room, +and although she did not attempt to deprive him of the +sight of her again, and only stirred sharply and then stared +at her hands when her mother announced the betrothal, he +was obliged to leave at nine o’clock without having had a +word with her alone. He swore all the way down the mountain, +his appetite so whetted that it required an exercise of +will to steer straight for the ship instead of returning and +raiding the house. He was unaccustomed to any great +amount of self-control, his haughty spirit dictating that all +things should be his by a sort of divine right. This overweening +opinion of himself did not prevent him from obtaining +his ends by cunning when direct methods failed, and +to-night reason dictated that only patience for a few days +would avail him. But he was so rude to the Captain, deliberately +baiting him in his desire to make some one as +angry as himself, that he was forbidden to leave the ship +on the following day. For the moment, as he received this +order, the Captain thought he was about to spring; but +France, with an abrupt laugh, turned on his heel and went +to his cabin.</p> + +<h2>V</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> President sat on the lawn of Government House +reading from a sheaf of cablegrams to a group of interested +guests. In this fashion came daily to St. Kitts the important +news of the world; after submission to the President, +it was nailed on the court-house door, and then printed in +a leaflet, called by courtesy a newspaper. If it arrived +when the President was entertaining, he always read it to +his guests, and the little scene was one of the most primitive +and picturesque in that land of contradictions and surprises. +Far removed from the barbarism of utter discomfort, with +rigid social laws, and a proud and dignified aristocracy, +these smaller islands of the English groups are equally innocent +of the comforts and luxuries of modern civilization.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Behind the house a party of young people had not interrupted +their game of croquet, and Julia, who was taking +her first lesson, was as oblivious to the news of the great +world she so longed to enter as to the prospect of marrying +a man who was mercifully absent.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Two of the group about the President’s chair also disengaged +themselves as soon as the reading finished, instead +of lingering to comment. One was Mrs. Edis, always indifferent +to mundane affairs, and the other Captain Dundas, +who saw his opportunity to have a few words alone with +the mother of Julia. He had made up his mind to speak, +and was the man to find his chance if one failed to present +itself. He led her to a chair under a palm, whose leaves +spread just above her head when seated, and she was glad +of the shade and rest. The Captain took a chair opposite. +He would have liked to smoke, but dared not ask permission +of a woman whose skirts had been made to wear +over a crinoline. However, he was quite capable of arriving +at the sticking point without the friendly aid of tobacco. +Having the direct mind of his profession, he began abruptly: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Madam, there’s something I’ve got to say, and I may +as well get it out. France” (he utterly disregarded the +menacing glitter in the eyes opposite) “means to marry +your daughter, and I mean that he shan’t. If you don’t +listen to me here” (Mrs. Edis was planting her stick), “I’ll +say it before the whole company.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis sat back. The Captain went on, breathing +more deeply. “It’s all very well for you to say that you +know the world, Mrs. Edis, because you have seen a few +dissipated men and unfaithful husbands. The Harold +Frances haven’t come into your ken. Only the high civilizations +breed them. There are plenty like him, not only +in England, but in Europe and the new United States of +America. They are responsible for some of the unhappiest +women in the world, perhaps for the revolt of woman against +man. It isn’t only that they are petty but absolute tyrants +in the home; clever women can always circumvent +that sort; but they’re the kind that debase their wives, +treating them like mistresses, to whom nothing exists in the +world but sex, and as they are vilely blasé, the sort of sex +which is but the scientific term for love has long since been +forgotten by them, if they ever knew it. Many are born +old, perverted by too much ancestral indulgence. All sorts +of books are being written to protect the poor girl from the +seducer, or the man who would sell her into the life of the +underworld; it seems to me it is time some one should start +a crusade in behalf of the well-born, the delicately nurtured, +the women with inherited brains who might be of some +use in the world if not broken or hardened by the roués +they marry. Mind you, I’m no silly old saint. I’m not +inveighing against the young blood who sows a few wild +oats; I’m after the scalp, as the Americans say, of the +thousands in the upper classes that are bad all through, like +Harold France, and who’ll get worse every day of their +lives. Do you follow me, ma’am?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I don’t think I do. The whole subject is one which I +have never discussed with any man, and is deeply repugnant +to me, but as my child’s happiness is at stake, I waive +my own feelings. Please go into details. Just what do +you mean?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The Captain gasped. “I—well—I—can’t do that +exactly, you know,” he stammered, wiping his face with +his large red silk handkerchief. “But—you see, the bad +women—and men—of the great capitals of the earth—have +taught these young bloods too much. Some it don’t +hurt. There’s plenty of good men in the upper world, even +when they have been a bit wild in their youth; but men +like France—with a rotten spot in the brain —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The old lady sat erect. “Do you mean to say that +France is insane?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Here was the Captain’s opportunity. But, after the +mental confusion of the night of the ball, not only was he +disposed to question what had seemed at the moment a +flash of illumination, but he knew the pickle awaiting him +if he accused a man in France’s position of insanity. He +was risking much as it was; he was not brave enough for +more. He had his own and his family’s interests to consider. +A suit for slander would relegate him to private life, +unhonored either as admiral or knight. His wife desired +passionately to be addressed by servants and other inferiors +as “my lady.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well—no—I can’t say that—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I ask you to answer me yes or no. Have you ever seen +Mr. France do anything which leads you to believe him a +lunatic—for that, I infer, is what you mean by a rotten +spot. And if you have, why, may I ask, have you been so +insensible to your duty as to permit him to remain in the +navy?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I assure you, madam, you misunderstand. A man +may have a rotten spot in his brain, which will make him +a horror to live with, and yet be as sane as you or I.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis leaned back. “You have described to me a +man precisely like my husband. He drank too much, he +thought too much of love-making when he was young, but +he got over it. I, as a dutiful wife, resigned myself. That, +I fancy, is the history of nine out of ten wives. After all, +we have a great many other things to attend to. Husbands +soon become an incident.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, dear! Oh, dear!” The Captain cast about desperately +in his mind. Meanwhile Mrs. Edis also was thinking +rapidly. Such fears as he may have excited having been +laid, she reverted to her original purpose to hoodwink him.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She sat erect with one of her abrupt movements and +brought her cane down into the gravel. “In a way you +are right!” she said harshly. “Men! I hate the lot of +them. After all, why should my girl marry now? If she +and France want to marry, let them try the experiment of a +long engagement—two years, at least. I will talk to him—put +him on probation. Let him resign from the navy +when he returns to England and settle down here under my +eye.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good! Good!” exclaimed the Captain, who knew that +France would never return.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“During this visit, I’ll probe him, watch him with my +girl. If I don’t approve of him, I’ll ask you to keep him—on +board until you leave. In any case, he shall consent +to an engagement of two years. Will you assist me?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Certainly, ma’am, certainly.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>And so the fate of Julia France was sealed.</p> + +<div><span class='pageno' title='39' id='Page_39'></span><h1>BOOK II<br/> THREE POTTERS</h1></div> + +<h2 class='nobreak'>I</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>London</span> once a year has a brief spell of youth, during +which she is surpassingly beautiful, gay, insolent, and very +nearly as vivid and riotous as the tropics. Her gray besooted +old masses of architecture are but the background +for green parks where swans sail on slowly moving streams; +thousands of window boxes, flaunting red, white, and yellow; +miles of plate-glass windows, whose splendid display, +whether torn from the earth, or representing unthinkable +toil at the loom, the rape of the feathered tribe, or countless +brains no longer laid out in cells but in intricate patterns of +lace, hot veldts where the ostrich, quite indifferent to the depletion +of his tail, walks as absurdly as the pupil of Delsarte, +slaughter-houses of hideless beasts, compensated in death +with silver and gold, the ravishing of greenhouses, and the +luscious fruits that grow only between earth and glass,—all +these wonders lining curved streets and crowded “circuses,” +challenge the coldest eye above the tightest purse. +And in the fashionable streets during the morning are +women as pretty and gay of attire as the flower beds in the +Park, where they display themselves of an afternoon.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, happy in her own unsullied eager youth, made +the acquaintance of London when that seasoned old dame +was taking her yearly elixir of life, and thought herself come +to Paradise. She had hardly a word for her aunt, Mrs. +Winstone, who had met her at the railway station, but +twisted her neck to look at the shop windows, the hoary old +palaces and churches, the passing troops of cavalry, gorgeous +as exotics, the monuments to heroes, the bare-kneed +Scot in his kilt, and the Oriental in his turban. It was Mrs. +Winstone’s hour for driving, and as her young guest’s frock +had not been made for Hyde Park, and Julia had laughed +when asked if she were tired, the constitutional was taken +through the streets and in or about the smaller parks. The +coachman was far too haughty himself to venture beyond +the West End, or even to skirt those purlieus which lie at its +back doors.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia’s eyes, wide and star-like as they were, missed not +a detail, and she felt as happy as on the night of her first +party. The journey had been monotonous, the passengers, +when not ill, rather dull. Therefore was her plastic mind +shaped to drink down in great draughts the pleasures promised +by the city of her dreams. Moreover, never in her life +had she felt so well. The eighteen days at sea, the wholesome +food, the constant exercise in which a good sailor +always indulges, if only to get away with the time, long +days in cold salt air, had crimsoned her blood, vitalized +every organ. France and the reason of her translation to +London she had almost forgotten. There had been a hurried +marriage at Great House; then, almost before the wine +had been tasted, the indignant bridegroom had been summoned +to his ship, which, with the rest of the squadron, had +sailed two hours later. There had been a succession of infuriated +letters, mailed at the different islands, and Julia +knew that France intended to leave the service as soon as +he set foot in England; but as that could not be for weeks +to come, she had dismissed him from her mind.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Shall I live here?” she asked at length, as they drove +down the wide Mall, one of the finest avenues in Christendom, +and half rising to look at Buckingham Palace.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You should know.” Mrs. Winstone had received only +a cablegram from her sister. “France has a house, a bit +of a place in Hertfordshire, but only rooms in town, so far +as I know. The duke, however, may ask you to stop with +him in St. James’s Square—for a bit. He seems enchanted +to get France married, but it is rather fortunate that I have +known him for years and can vouch for you. France, returning +with a bride from the antipodes—well —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course the duke would expect some one much older, +Mr. France is so old himself. But I’m glad he doesn’t +mind, for I want to live in castles. It’s too bad Mr. France +hasn’t one.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Is that what you married France for? I have wondered.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia shrugged her restless young shoulders, and looked +at the carriages full of finery rolling between the columns +of Hyde Park.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Mother told me to marry him and I did, of course. I +have known, ever since I was about eight, that I was to +marry at this time and start upon some wonderful career, +for there’s no getting the best of the planets. I had to take +the man who came along at the right moment.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone was one of those extremely smart English +women who put on an expression of youthful vacuity with +their public toilettes, but at this point she so far forgot herself +as to sit up and gasp.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not that old nonsense! You don’t mean to tell me +that Jane still believes—why, I had forgotten the thing. +Hinson! Home!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>As the carriage turned and rolled toward Tilney Street +Mrs. Winstone, really interested for the first time, stared +hard at the face beside her. Had she a child on her hands? +It had been rather a bore, the prospect of fitting out and +putting through her preliminary paces a young West Indian +bride, mooning the while for an absent groom. But she had +never seen any one look less like a bride, more heart-whole.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do you love France?” she asked abruptly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course not. He’s a horrid funny old thing, and his +eyes look like glass when they don’t look like Fawcett’s +when he’s been drinking, poor darling. And some of his +hair is gray. But of course he’ll die soon and then I’ll have +a handsome young husband.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone regarded the tip of her boot. She was +worldly, selfish, vain, envied this young relative who would +one day be a duchess, but she had an abundant store of that +good nature which is the brass but pleasant counterfeit of +a kind heart. She would not put herself out for any one, +unless there were amusement or profit in it for her pampered +self, but she would do so much if there were, that she had +the reputation of being one of the “nicest women in London.” +It was a long time—she was a widow of thirty-four, +and enjoyed a comfortable income—since she had +felt a spasm of natural sympathy, but she put this sensation +to her credit as she turned again to the child beside her.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I wish I had gone down to Nevis last year, as I half intended,” +she remarked. “It would have been good for my +nerves, too. But there is such a vast difference between +the ages of your mother and myself—we are at the opposite +ends of a good old West Indian family—and we don’t +get on very well. If I had—tell me about the wedding. +I suppose it was a great affair. Where did you go for the +honeymoon?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No, I didn’t have a fine wedding. One day Mr. France +was just calling, when the minister of Fig Tree Church was +also there, and mother told us to stand up and be married. +A few minutes after a sailor came running up with an order +from the Captain to Mr. France to go to the ship at once. +Before he had a chance to return the squadron sailed. For +some reason the Captain didn’t want us to marry, and +mother was delighted at getting the best of him. I never +knew her to be in such a good humor as she was all the rest +of that day and the next. But the Captain must have been +as cross as Mr. France when he found out he was too late. +Mother and the planets are too much for anybody.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone had learned all she wished to know. +Mrs. Edis would have been wholly—no doubt satirically—content +with the resolution born instantly in her sister’s +agile mind. France would not arrive for a month or six +weeks. There was nothing for it but to make his bride so +worldly and frivolous that some of this appalling innocence +would disappear in the process. Mrs. Winstone did not +take kindly to the task, being fastidious and tolerably +decent, but having read the book of life by artificial light +for many years, could arrive at no other solution of her +problem.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“France has been cabling frantically to be relieved, has +even sent his resignation, but either there is no one to take +his place on such short notice, or some one is exerting a +counter-influence—possibly your good friend, the Captain—and +he must wait until the squadron returns. Meanwhile, +we shall not let you miss him. The duke has sent +me a check for your trousseau, and this is the very height +of the season—here we are. It is a box, but I hope you +will not be uncomfortable.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Among other considerations, Mrs. Winstone did not +permit herself to forget that now was her opportunity to +ingratiate herself with a future peeress of Britain. “Although +anything less like a duchess,” she thought grimly +as she laid her arm lightly about Julia’s waist while ascending +the stair, “I never saw out of America or on the stage. +But the duke, good soul, will be delighted.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The house, small, like so many in Mayfair, was all +drawing-room on the first floor, a right angle of a room, +so shaped and furnished as to give it an air of spaciousness. +The front window was open to the flower boxes; there was +a narrow conservatory across the back, which added to its +depth. Above were one large bedroom and two small +ones; and those of the servants, a flight higher, were a +disgrace to civilization.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But all that was intended for polite eyes presented a +picture of ease, luxury, taste, smartness; moreover, had +the unattainable air of having been occupied for several +generations. Americans and other outsiders, settling for +a season or two in London, spend thousands of pounds to +look as if living in a packing-case of expensive goods, but +Englishwomen of moderate income, combined with traditions +and certain inheritances, often give the impression +of aristocratic wealth and luxury.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Captain Winstone (recruited also from the generous +navy) had inherited the house in Tilney Street from his +mother, an old dame of taste and fashion, who, besides +careful weeding in the possessions of her ancestors, had +travelled much and bought with a fine discrimination that +was a part of her hardy contempt for Victorian fashions. +The house, with three thousand pounds a year, was Mrs. Winstone’s +for so long as she should grace this planet, and +enabled her to exist, even to pay her dressmakers on +account, when they made nuisances of themselves. But +although she would have liked a great income, she had +never been tempted to marry again, holding that a widow +who sacrificed her liberties for anything less than a peerage +was a fool; and no peer had crossed her path wealthy +enough to be disinterested, or poor enough to share her +humble dowry with gratitude. She always carried on a +mild flirtation with a tame cat a few years younger than +herself, who would fetch and carry, and, if wealthy, make +her nice presents. If not, she fed him and took him to +drive in her Victoria. Her heart and passions never +troubled her, but her vanity required constant sustenance. +She did not in the least mind the implication when the +infant-in-waiting was invited to the country houses she +visited; not only was her vanity flattered, but the generous +tolerance of her world always amused her. She lived +on the surface of life, and altogether was an enviable woman.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia was delighted with her little room, done up in +fresh chintz, too absorbed and happy to notice that it +overlooked a mews. A four-wheeler had already brought +her box, and a maid had unpacked her modest wardrobe. +Mrs. Winstone, glancing over it with a suppressed sigh, +told her to put on something white, as people would drop +in for tea, then retired to the large front bedroom to be +arrayed in a tea-gown of pink chiffon and much French +lace.</p> + +<h2>II</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Mrs. Winstone</span>, an excessively pretty woman, with +blue eyes and fair hair, and a fresh complexion responsive +to the arts of rejuvenation, seated herself before the tea-table +and arranged her expression, determined not to betray her +feelings when Julia entered in a white muslin frock made +by the seamstress of Nevis. But as Julia, with all the +confidence of an only child (such had practically been her +position), entered smiling, her hair pinned softly about her +head, Mrs. Winstone’s own spontaneous smile, which did +so much for her popularity, without seaming the satin of +her skin, responded. She saw at once what had dawned +upon even Mrs. Edis’s provincial and scientific mind, that +the girl at least knew how to put on her clothes, that she +could wear white muslin and a blue sash and neck ribbon +with an air.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“We shall have jolly times with the shops and dressmakers,” +she said warmly. “We’ll begin to-morrow +morning. You are to be presented at the last drawing-room +and must go into training at once. The duke wishes +it. Really, I didn’t think there’d be anything so excitin’ +this season as puttin’ the wife of Harold France through +her paces. How do, Algy?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She extended a finger to a young man who lounged in +with a bored expression, and a dragging of one foot after +the other that suggested excesses which were preparing +him for an early grave; in truth, he was a virtuous and +timid younger son, who, being able to afford but one vice, +chose cigarettes, and in the privacy of his room—he lived +at home—smoked the economical American.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone, with the vagueness of her kind, murmured, +“my niece,” and poured him out a cup of tea, +while embarking smartly upon a tide of gossip anent +“Sonnys” and “Berties,” “Mollys” and “Vickys,” to +which Julia had no key. But she was quite content to be +ignored, being entirely happy, and deeply interested in +her aunt and her new surroundings. With a quick and +appreciative instinct she admired the rectangular room +with its soft light and French furniture, its hundred little +treasures from India and the continent. The tea-service +was fairylike, compared with the massive pieces of Great +House, and eminently in harmony with the pretty butterfly +and her slender fluttering hands. Mrs. Winstone, as +has been intimated, cultivated an expression of complete +ingenuousness, even in animated conversation, and in +repose—as when driving alone, for instance—looked so +drained of vulgar sensations, of that capacity for thought +so necessary to the middle classes, poor dears, that even an +Englishman was once heard to exclaim that he would like +to throw a wet sponge at her. Her figure might have been +taller, but it could hardly have been thinner, and carried +smart gowns as an angel carries her natural feathers. +Women liked her, not only for the reasons given, but +because her acute intelligence chose that they should, +and men liked, sometimes loved, her because she knew +them as well as she did women, and managed them accordingly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Her present adorer, Lord Algernon FitzMiff, was tall, +loose-jointed, with sleek brown hair, a mathematical +profile, and beautiful clothes. He would never pay his +tailor; never, unless he caught an heiress, own a thousand +pounds. But at least a Chinaman on his first visit to +England would never have taken him for a member of the +middle class; and when a man is no disgrace to “his +order,” who shall maintain that his life is wasted?</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, finding him even less interesting than her husband, +was on the other side of the room admiring an old bronze +brought to England in the palmy days of the East India +Company, when three visitors were announced: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Mrs. Macmanus, Mr. Pirie, Mr. Nigel Herbert.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Dear Julia!” cried Mrs. Winstone, in a tone which, +although subdued, made an effect of floating across space +until the drawing-room seemed immense, “come and meet +my friends.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, born without mauvaise honte, passed the ordeal +of introduction in a fashion which delighted her aunt, and +sat down under the lorgnette of Mrs. Macmanus.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>This intimate friend of Mrs. Winstone was also in her +thirty-fifth year, but enormously rich, as lazy of body as +she was quick of mind, and, inclined to gout, quite indifferent +to both youth and clothes. Her black frock would +not have been worn by her maid, her stays were of the old +school, her hair was parted, and about her eyes were many +amiable lines. There were those who maintained that she +was a snob of the subtlest dye, daring to look like a frump +because of her income and her ramifications in the peerage; +but they were quite wrong. Mrs. Macmanus was so little +of a snob that she rarely recognized snobbery in others, +hated every variety of discomfort, and could not have been +more amiable and kind-hearted had she been poor and a +nobody.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mr. Pirie, although only forty-five, was already an old +beau. Left with an income sufficient for a luxurious bachelor, +too selfish to ask the present Mrs. Macmanus to share +it when she was a penniless girl, and with none of the +recommendations essential to the capture of predatory +heiresses, he had lived for twenty-five years in very comfortable +rooms in Jermyn Street, dining out every night +during the season, taking his yearly waters at Carlsbad, +visiting at country houses. In no way distinguished, people +wondered sometimes why they continued, year after year, +to invite him; but he had been astute enough to hang on +until he had become a fixed habit, and now, should any of +the ailments which come from too much dining with owners +of chefs take him off, he would have been sincerely missed +for a season; he was a good-natured gossip, who could put +vitriol on his tongue at the unique moment. Mrs. Macmanus +had been free for fifteen years, and he had proposed +to her fifteen times; but not only was that astute widow +content with her present state, but she never quite forgave +him for not proposing before he was obliged to wear a +toupee. She liked him, however, and gave him a corner at +her fireside. For several years she had tried to make him +work, being of that order of woman that has no patience +with the idler. In her youth, she had been quite impassioned +on the subject, but had learned that to backbone +the invertebrate was as easy as to turn marble into flesh. +When, a few years later, the Americans discovered the +hookworm, she concluded that half England had it, and +became entirely charitable.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Young Herbert, who immediately carried his tea over +to Julia’s side, was but recently out of Oxford, reading law +to please his father (an eminently practical peer), but +quietly preparing himself for literature. He had a fresh +frank face, which refused to look politely bored, large blue +eyes, that danced at times with youth and the zest of life, +and although dressed with the perfection of detail of a +Lord Algy FitzMiff, his movements, like his voice, were +often quick and eager. He had been cultivating Mrs. Winstone +with a view to succeeding Lord Algy, since she +was so much the fashion, and rippin’ besides, but she +vanished from his calculations the moment he set eyes on +her niece, and never returned.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He had heard nothing of the marriage, Mrs. Winstone +with fashionable casualness having omitted to mention +it, and society being as indifferent to the performances of +a man who spent his leaves of absence in Paris, as to the +heir presumptive of an unfashionable duke.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Miss France—surely—” he began. But Julia bridled. +She was proud of her married state. She sat up very +straight and looked at him primly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He laughed aloud. “Really?” he asked teasingly. +“Well, I suppose you are too young to like to be told you +look so, but—I can’t take it in. Do I know your husband, +perhaps? France—there are several. You are a bride, +of course.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I have been married just twenty-four days. My +husband is a lieutenant in the navy. He won’t be here for +a month or two yet —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“In the navy—what—what—is his first name?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Harold. He has a lot of others, but I forget them.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not the Duke of Kingsborough’s —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, and Aunt Maria says perhaps I shall stay at some +of the castles this year.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Herbert’s hand shook so that he was obliged to put down +his cup. He was almost a generation younger than France, +and rarely entered his own club, but there are some characters +that are known to all men of their class, however +unpopular or negligible socially they may be. Herbert +felt a sensation of nausea, and for the moment loathed this +wonderful young creature that looked to be composed of +light and fire. What must she really be made of to have +fallen in love with a man like France? What sort of +hideous inherited instincts had answered those of a man +that did not even possess the common gift of magnetism? +What had he made of her?</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He had been bred in the severe school of his class. His +composure returned and he looked at her critically. Red +hair. A sensual and ill-tempered little devil, no doubt. +Then he encountered her eyes, eyes so unmistakably innocent, +so different from the eyes of the Mrs. Winstones, +with their manufactured ingenuousness, their injected +wonder at the naughtiness of the world.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But he floundered. “Oh, of course. Castles. And of +course, Mr. France is very handsome—distinguished.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia was staring at him in open astonishment. “Handsome? +He looks like a sheep, when he doesn’t look like +a calf—that’s the way he looked when he stared at me +while mother was talking to him. I had never talked to +a man in my life. He must have thought me quite stupid. +I am sure he was very kind to marry me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Kind?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Mother said he was in love, but somehow—well, I +have only read a few of Scott’s novels—he doesn’t seem +much like a lover to me. But after I’ve seen the world a +bit, and read some modern novels, perhaps I shall understand +Mr. France better. I should think it would be a +good thing to understand one’s husband.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Rather.” He was devoured with curiosity, and +changed the subject hastily. “What is your idea of a +man that could make love, fall in love?” he asked, not yet +quite sure whether he liked her well enough even for a +mild flirtation.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But Julia had liked him spontaneously. His youth, +his breeding, his frank kind eyes, the mere fact that he was +the first man near her own age with whom she had ever had +a tête-à-tête, won her confidence, and fluttered her imagination. +She regarded him dispassionately.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You, I should think. But I don’t know very much—anything +about it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Was this accomplished coquetry? But those eyes. +“Will you tell me where you have come from?” he asked. +“I—I can’t quite place you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“From Nevis, where Aunt Maria was born.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And there are no men there?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No young ones. I met Mr. France at my first party, +anyhow. I had no friends—not even girls. My mother +is peculiar—a very wonderful woman. Some day I’ll +tell you about her. But she made up her mind I was to +have no friends until I married.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Herbert made another heroic attempt to repress his +curiosity. “And why do you think I could fall in love—really +in love?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well—you see—you look elastic, springy, waxy, +sappy, like the young trees. Mr. France is all made, hard, +finished. He’s like an old tree with rough bark, and dry +inside. I suppose he could love when he was your age, +but he’s years too old now. I shall always think of him as +a father—my father had a son eighteen years old when +he was Mr. France’s age—and I was eighteen my last +birthday.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Herbert drew a long breath. He put his finger inside +his collar and shot a glance at the rest of the party. They +were discussing the resignation of Gladstone and his indictment +of the peers; English people, no matter how +frivolous, are never as empty-headed as Americans of the +same class. Moreover, Mrs. Winstone included several +flirtations in the curriculum, and looked upon Herbert as +quite safe.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The question popped out irresistibly. “Then your +mother arranged the match?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And—and—you aren’t in love with your husband +now that you’re married to him? Girls often are, you +know.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What difference does that make?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well—I should think France would know how to +make love even if he couldn’t love—I fancy you’ve hit +him off there.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, he may, but I hope he won’t. Forty! He used +to talk a good deal about wanting to settle down. So, I +suppose he’ll do that, and I am sure I could run a house +as well as mother.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Run a house! Is that the way he made love to you?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“He never made love to me. Mother always entertained +him, and he had to sail as soon as the ceremony +was over, instead of taking me up into the hills, as he had +planned.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Herbert felt a wild sense of exultation and an equally +wild impulse to save her. The finest type of young Englishman +inherits a deep and passionate tide of chivalry, +and his was whipped hard and high for the first time. A +crime had been committed, a worse one menaced; this he +would avert if he had to elope with the child and ruin his +career. There was no room left in him for humor; it +was the best plan he could think of, just as Mrs. Winstone’s +plan to make her innocent little niece so frivolous, worldly, +and sophisticated that in a measure she would be prepared +for life with one of the most blatant roués in England, +was the best her order of brain could evolve. And Julia, +plastic, unawakened, inexperienced, gave the impression of +being entirely agreeable to any plans that might be made +for her.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Herbert, young and chivalrous as he might be, and still +able to fall in love at first sight, was the product of the +highest civilization on earth, and in no danger of making a +precipitate ass of himself. He also was as subtle as a frank +and honest nature can be, and he realized that he must +proceed warily. An innocent girl can be repelled even by +a young and attractive lover, and Mrs. Winstone, although +she would smile at a flirtation, would be the last to countenance +a scandal in her family. Moreover, it was possible +that he might be mistaken in the sensations inspired by +this girl with the big shining happy eyes, hair that looked +as if about to crackle, and a sort of electric aura. He had +been in love before, and recovered with humiliating facility. +His reason spoke, but all the rest of him cried out that he +was in love, desperately in love, that it was the real thing, +at last. And she needed him. That clinched the matter.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He changed the subject abruptly, and, as much as possible, +the current of his thoughts. “Of course Mrs. Winstone +is enchanting, ripping,” he announced warmly. +“Quite the youngest woman in London” (this, without +insulting intent). “But after all, you <span class='it'>are</span> just grown, and +must have friends of your own age. My sister, alas! is +in India, but one of her pals married my brother—and her +great friend, Lady Ishbel Jones—we are all great pals. +I’m sure you’ll like them both —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“When shall I meet them? Are they my age?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Only a little older—twenty-three. Ishbel was married +when she was nineteen—her husband is rather a +bounder, but unspeakably rich, and she was one of fourteen +daughters of a poor Irish peer. Bridgit, my sister-in-law, +married for love—my brother is one of the best +looking men in the army. She married at eighteen—and +has a little chap, but she’s one of the best cross-country +riders in England, and a topper at golf and tennis; fine +all-round sport, and loves society as much as Ishbel. +<span class='it'>She’s</span> sweeter, more feminine on the outside, but no more +of a brick, and all-there-all-the-time than Bridgit. I’m +sure they’re just the friends for you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’m rather afraid of them; they’re really grown women, +and I know quite well that I’m only a child. I realized it +a bit the night of my first party at Government House, when +I saw the other girls flirting; and on the steamer they +teased me a good deal. But I <span class='it'>must</span> have some friends of +my age. I am beginning to long for them. It is so odd—I +was quite happy alone—so long as I knew nothing +else. And I didn’t care to marry for years, but—” She +gave a side glance at the intent face as close to hers as +the etiquette of the drawing-room permitted, hesitated an +instant, for she was growing sensitive about her ignorance. +But the friendly admiring eyes reassured her, and out came +the story of the planets. It was the last straw. Herbert +left the house in Tilney Street feeling the one romantic man +in England, and almost shaking with excitement.</p> + +<h2>III</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> duke, a dry ascetic little man, called on the following +day and approved of Julia at once. He was not only +relieved that his heir had married an innocent girl of good +family, but youth was needed in the house of France. His +sisters were older and more antiquated than himself, and +now that his health was improving, he wished to give political +parties and dinners. A beautiful young woman at +the head of his staircase or table was an attraction second +only to a chef. He hoped she was not quite a fool, and +invited her to lunch alone with him in the course of the +week, with intent to ascertain if her mind was of a quality +that would sprout the seeds he was willing to implant—he +was by way of being intellectual himself.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But it was some time before Julia could be drawn out. +The big gloomy dining-room, the little man with his dull +cold eyes and languid manner, the magnificent footmen, +four besides the butler, to wait upon the two seated so far +apart at the table, paralyzed her spirits and courage. +Moreover, she was bewildered and somewhat fatigued by +five days of shopping, milliners, dressmakers, and meeting +many more of her aunt’s friends. She felt half disposed +to cry, and nearly choked over her food. The duke was +rather pleased by her timidity than disappointed; it was +not often that he inspired awe (like all little men without +personality it had been the dream of his life to electrify a +room as he entered it, and annihilate with the eagle in his +glance), and, being a gentleman of the old school, he held +that young females should be diffident to their natural +lords, and modest withal.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>With dessert the small army of minions disappeared, +and Julia’s face brightened.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I suppose I’ll get used to all this grandeur in time, but +aunt has only one footman, and at home—well, the +blacks take turns waiting on the table, whichever happens +to have nothing else to do, and they are part of the family, +anyhow.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The duke was shocked, but interested; shocked that +even a new recruit to the ranks of the British peerage +should be so frank about domestic poverty, and interested +in the innocence or the courage which prompted her to +speak to the head of the house of France as if he were a +parson’s son.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Quite so. Quite so,” he said genially. “Harold has +rather a small establishment himself, but well appointed, +of course. Ah—it’s let. I hope you will spend the greater +part of your time with me. It is a new experience to see +a young face at this table, and a very delightful one.” He +had never felt more gracious, and Julia smiled upon him +so radiantly that he expanded still further. “Yes, you +must certainly live with me. And Harold must stand for +Parliament. Now that he has resigned from the navy +that will be the career for him. We Frances always have +careers, we have never been idlers, and I need some one in +the lower House. He could not choose a better moment. +The present ministry is in a state of dissolution. You will +like politics, of course. All intelligent women do, and more +than one woman of this family has been of—ah—quite +material assistance to her husband.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I don’t know anything about politics, but I can learn. +Mother says I must. When can I go to a castle?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The duke’s mouth was close and ascetic, but it parted +in a smile that was almost spontaneous. “Of course you +want to see a castle,” he said, teasing her graciously. “All +children do.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia flushed and tossed her head. “Well, I’m not so +sorry I’m really young. I’ve been in London only a week, +but it seems to me that I’ve met hundreds of women who +think of nothing but looking young. So, what is there to +be ashamed of?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Or to blush about? I perceive that we shall be famous +friends. You shall go to a castle as soon as Harold returns. +I’ll lend him Bosquith for the honeymoon. His own box +would not be half romantic enough.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia had been warned by her aunt not to confide her +conjugal indifference to the duke, but she remarked impulsively: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“One couldn’t be romantic with Mr. France, anyhow. +I’d rather go there by myself, or with two or three of my +new friends.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Great heavens!” For the first time in his life the +duke (who always conducted family prayers for the servants, +even in the height of the season) was almost profane. +“Really—upon my word—you must not say such things—nor +feel them. I am aware of the circumstances of +your marriage, and that you have not had time to learn +to love your husband as a wife should, but you must take +wifely love and duty for granted. You are married and +that is the end of it. As for romance, of course I was only +joking. No doubt I was somewhat clumsy, for I rarely +joke; romance does not matter in the least, and you +must look forward to living with your husband as the +highest of—ahem!—earthly happiness. And I must +insist that you do not call Harold ‘Mr. France.’ It is not +only unnatural, but American. I do not know any Americans, +but am told that the wives always allude to their +husbands as ‘Mr.’ In a novel I once read, ‘The Wide, +Wide, World,’ they always <span class='it'>called</span> them ‘Mr.’ It must have +been extremely awkward! You will remember, I hope.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, sir.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia looked down, and repressed a smile. She might +be ignorant and provincial, but she was naturally shrewd +and poised; the duke no longer awed her, and, indeed, +seemed rather absurd. But, then, she had met so many +absurd people in the last few days. She thought with +gratitude upon young Herbert and his two enchanting +friends, Bridgit Herbert and Ishbel Jones. In the wild +rush of her new life they had passed and repassed one +another like flashes of lightning, but there had been distinct +and agreeable shocks, and she was to lunch with the two +young women on the morrow. It was a prospect that +consoled her for the ennui of her ordeal with this quite nice +but very dull old gentleman.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The duke, however, convinced that he had made an +impression, and magnanimously overlooking the indiscretions +of youth, kept her for an hour longer, and gave her an +outline lesson in politics. He was extremely lucid and +chose his words with the precision which distinguished all +his public utterances (he fancied his style); also reminded +himself that he was addressing an embryonic intelligence. +Julia looked at him with wide admiring eyes and thought +of Herbert and Bridgit and Ishbel.</p> + +<h2>IV</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>There</span> were, at this period of their lives, no two more +frivolous and pleasure-loving young women in England +than Bridgit Herbert and Ishbel Jones. The one, married +three months after she had left the schoolroom, the other +rescued suddenly from a ruined castle where food was often +scanty and a travelling bog the only excitement, both had +thrown themselves into the complex pleasures of society +with such ardor and industry that neither had yet found +time to discover they were clever women and their husbands +two of the dullest men in England.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mr. James William Jones (alluded to as “Jimmy” to +please the enchanting Ishbel, although men let him alone +as much as they decently could, unless greedy for tips of +the stock market, or the salary of a director on one of his +boards) was as generous with money as behoved a newcomer +with a beautiful young wife, and a passion for entertaining +the British peerage. He might be a bore and a +bounder, but he knew what he wanted and he knew how to +get it. At forty he was a millionnaire, and, resting on his +labors (for Britons, unlike Americans, know when they +have enough), became aware that outside of the City he +was a nobody. Simultaneously he lifted his gaze to that +stellar world known as Society. He read of it, he stared +at it from afar—a park chair (for which he paid two +pence), an opera stall for which he paid a guinea—and +blinked in its radiance. He was first wistful, then angry, +then determined. He had many golden keys, but was not +long in learning that none would open the door guarding +the golden stair. He was an ugly rather flat-featured +Welshman, with eyes like black beads and the manners of +his native village; he met gentlemen every day in the City, +and, being a man of facts, knew himself exactly for what he +was. Nevertheless, he would win society as he had won +fortune, and (with no keen relish) admitted that for the +first time in his life he must stoop to ask the aid of woman. +In other words, he must get him a wife, and she must be a +lady of high degree. By this time his conclusions were +rapid. Being a city millionaire, without youth, looks, or +manners, he would have to buy his wife. Ergo, she must +be poor.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He immediately embarked upon a study of the British +peerage, and with the thoroughness and capacity for detail +which play so great a part in the equipment of the self-made, +he had within a week a list of impoverished peers +long enough to reach to France.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But how was he to meet any of them? He was a solitary +man, having had no time to make friends, and, proud +in his way, risked no rebuffs from those suave well-groomed +beings who honored the City for its base returns. He had +not even a poor peer on one of his boards, having, in the +old days, regarded them as useless and dangerous.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>It was at this point that luck (also an ally of the self-made) +came at his call. He was plodding through a society +paper when his eye was caught by an editorial paragraph, +mysteriously worded. He read it several times, grasped +its meaning, and, the hour being propitious, went at once +to the editorial offices of <span class='it'>The Mart</span>, in Bond Street. Ushered +into the presence of the widowed and impoverished lady of +some quality who edited the sheet, he asked her bluntly, +holding out the paragraph, if “this meant that she introduced +people into Society for a consideration.” She +colored a dusky crimson at this coarse adaptation of her +delicate literary style, but they were not long coming to an +understanding, nevertheless. She agreed with him that his +only hope was in a wife of the right sort, and asked him to +call again a week later. When he returned, she had his +record as well as his remedy. With the calm and brazen +assurance of which only the well-born thrown on their +uppers are capable, she demanded a thousand pounds for +her letter of introduction, and another thousand if the +wedding came off. He had always despised women and +now he laughed outright; nevertheless, when he discovered +that the letter was to a poor proud Irish peer, connected +with several of the most notable families in England, and +the melancholy possessor of fourteen beautiful daughters, +ranging from thirty-five years of age to sixteen, he signed +the check and the agreement.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The desperate Irish landlord, duly advised from London, +received him with true Celtic hospitality, and practically +bade him take his choice. As Lady Ishbel was the family’s +flower, Jones made up his mind cautiously and promptly, +asking for her hand on his third visit. His leaking unventilated +quarters in the village inn, and the harsh food of the +peer (like many self-made men he was on a diet) had +somewhat to do with his rapidity of decision.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Ishbel wept sadly when she received the paternal decree, +for she was young and romantic, and her suitor was neither. +But not only had she been taught from infancy that marriage +was the one escape from bogs and potatoes, and, +like her sisters, had lived on the forlorn hope of being invited +to London by more fortunate relatives, but she had +one of the sweetest and kindest natures in the world; and +when her mother wept, and her father told her that Mr. +Jones, moved to his depths at the straits of a member of +even the Irish peerage, had intimated that he would make +him a director of one of his companies, with a salary which +would insure him against hunger, and patch up his castle, +and when her older sisters urged that she might sacrifice +her feelings in order to marry them off in turn, she dried +her beautiful eyes, and consented.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mr. Jones returned at once to London to prepare for +his bride, and, again with the help of the Lady of the +Bureau, bought him a furnished house in Park Lane. +This fact, his many virtues, and his approaching marriage +to the “greatest beauty in Ireland” (the Lady of the +Bureau by this time felt something like gratitude to her +victim and resolved to give him a handsome return for +his checks) were duly chronicled in <span class='it'>The Mart</span>. The +marriage took place at the beginning of the season, and +Ishbel’s many relatives received her affectionately and +launched her at once, swallowing Mr. Jones without a +grimace. Thanks to Nature, her husband’s millions, and +the friendly <span class='it'>Mart</span>, she became a “beauty” in her first +season, and was so intoxicated with the many and delectable +dishes offered her starved young palate, that she +tolerated and almost forgot her husband. He, in turn, +took little interest in her, save as a means to an end. He +had bought her as he had bought women before, and, +being a plain matter-of-fact person, thought one sort +about as good as another. However, he gave her an immense +income, and, satisfying himself that she was honest +and virtuous, in spite of her irresistible coquetry, left her +to her own devices.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She had little education, and no accomplishments, but +she studied for an hour and a half every morning with the +best masters to be found, and her natural wit and charm, +added to her rich Irish beauty, and the sweetness of her +disposition, endeared her even to disappointed mothers, +and won her something more than popularity in the young +married set. The woman with whom she soon drifted into +the closest intimacy was, apparently, as unlike herself in +all respects as possible.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Bridgit Marchamely, educated with her brothers, and +highly accomplished, inherited a fortune from her mother, +the only child of a Liverpool shipbuilder, who had married +the younger son of a duke. With a mind both subtle and +powerful, this lady had ruled her husband during the +twenty years of their happiness, brought up her children to +think for themselves, and played with society when it +suited her convenience. Bridgit, the last of her four children, +was the only girl, and with her fine upstanding figure, +her flashing black eyes and spirited nostrils, looked as gallant +a boy as any of her brothers when she rode astride to hounds +in the privacy of her grandfather’s estate in Yorkshire. +In spite of what her tutors called her masculine brain, +however, she was no traitor to her sex, and fell madly in +love with a handsome guardsman in the first week of her +first season. Her father thought young Herbert “rather +an ass,” but failing to convince his daughter, gave his +consent to the match; and she had since kept the young +man luxuriously in South Audley Street. She, too, had +grown up in the country, being brought to London for a +few weeks of opera and concert once a year only, and, her +youth getting the better of her fine brain for the nonce, +she lived for society in the season and for shooting and +hunting and visits to the continent the rest of the year. +The fashionable life is the busiest on earth, while its glamor +lasts, and with a husband of the old familiar Greek god +type (now exclusively English) as fond of the world’s +pleasures as herself, and her baby where English babies +so sensibly and generally are,—in the country the year +round,—it is no wonder that she forgot her studies and aspirations +and became a flaming comet in London society.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She was instantly attracted to Ishbel, by the law of +opposites she thought, but, as she learned in later years, by +a deep-lying similarity of character and mind, at present +unsuspected beneath the effervescence of their youth.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Both of these young women were almost as fond of Nigel +Herbert as of each other, and although he forbore to confide +to them his ultimate purpose in regard to Julia, were +properly horrified at the “box that red-headed little Nevis +girl had got herself into,” and sympathetic with his state +of mind. Men seldom confide their infatuations to other +men, but they often do to women, or, if they drop a hint, +woman corkscrews the whole story out of them; and these +two astute friends of his got Nigel’s the day he asked them +to call and “be nice to Mrs. France.” They were still +too young to approve of irregular love affairs, but with +the optimism of their years were sure it could be arranged +somehow, and called at once in Tilney Street.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone, delighted to add two young women, so +much the fashion, to her set, cultivated them assiduously, +confided to them the appalling ignorance of her niece, asked +their assistance, and even took them shopping when Julia +began to show signs of rebellion and fatigue.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>At first they were merely amused; then they found the +little West Indian pathetic, finally, like the Captain (alas! +but such is life, dropped forever from this veracious chronicle) +and young Herbert, began to revolve schemes for +“saving her.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Meanwhile the tired but happy and still unprophetic +Julia was preparing for the ordeal of her first curtsy in +Buckingham Palace.</p> + +<h2>V</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Mrs. Winstone</span> won the admiration of her distinguished +circle and the high approval of the duke for the tact with +which she managed Julia’s destinies at this period. As the +bride’s husband was away and she had neither entered +society as a maid nor in company with her legal owner, +her appearance at balls and formal dinners would have +created a scandal. Nevertheless, she must be educated, +and Mrs. Winstone cut the difference with her never failing +acumen. Her own drawing-room was thronged with +“the world” nearly every afternoon; she gave many small +dinners to the smartest dissenters from middle-class morality +that she knew; it was the era of the problem play, and +Julia saw them all, as well as the “halls,” with their +strange company in the lobbies; Nigel Herbert and one +or two other admirers were encouraged; and the most +modern and extreme of the psychological novels and plays +littered the room above the mews.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But Julia, although some glimmerings of life’s realities +were beginning to penetrate the serene unconsciousness of +childhood (enough to induce in her a certain reserve of +speech), was far too rushed and bewildered to comprehend +more than one-hundredth part of what she heard and saw—the +novels and plays she was too tired in her few solitary +moments to open. Shopping, fitting, luncheons, +dinners, the afternoon gatherings, the theatre, the constant +buzz of conversation about politics and scandal, +kept the surface of her mind agitated and left the depths +untouched. Even Nigel, in spite of his ardent eyes and +tender notes, she barely separated from Bridgit and +Ishbel, merely conscious that she liked the three better +than any one on earth except her mother. If she thought +of France at all, it was to experience a sensation of momentary +gratitude to the person that had given her this brilliant +experience; although, after she began to rehearse daily +for the presentation, curtsying before a row of dummies +until she ached, backing out with her train over her arm, +the correct smile on her face, the correct measure of respect +and dignity in her mien, she was disposed to wish herself +back on Nevis.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Had it not been for the immense respectability of the +duke, and his personal friendship with his sovereign, the +application to present the wife of Harold France at the +court of St. James might have received scant consideration. +He was even under the ban of the royal arbiter +eligantiarum. But there was no question of refusing the +pointed request of the duke, whom the queen regarded as +a model of all the virtues in a degenerate age; and Mrs. +Edis was also remembered with favor. The Lady Arabella +Torrence, a sister of the duke, was selected to present +the bride, and at six o’clock on a raw May morning Julia +was aroused by the hair-dresser, and, after an hour’s torture, +went to sleep again on a chair with her feathered head +swathed in tulle.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The respite was brief. At nine o’clock two women from +the great dressmaking establishment patronized by Mrs. +Winstone came to array the victim in a train that filled up +the entire room.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>A cup of strong coffee revived Julia’s flagging spirits +and vitality, and she fancied herself mightily when, draped, +and sewn, and squeezed, and pinched, she was free at last +to admire her reflection in the long mirror. Her gown was +pure white, of course, the front of the round skirt covered +with tulle and sown with seed pearls, the train of a stiff +thick brocade, which would be sent on the morrow to be +made into an evening wrap, just as the round frock was to +do duty for her first party. Such was the private economy +of the presentation costume. The duke had lent her the +family pearls, and they depended to her waist and clasped +her head. Her skin was as white as her gown and her +hair and lips were vivid touches of color. Julia smiled at +her reflection, then trembled as she gathered up the train, +so much more alarming than the “property” stuff she had +used at rehearsals.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Word had come that Lady Arabella was waiting, and +cheered by compliments from her aunt and from Bridgit +and Ishbel, who rushed in for a moment, she descended to +the family coach and sat herself beside her formidable +relative.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Lady Arabella was a tall bony big woman, with the +large hands and feet which are supposed to be the prerogative +of the plebeian, an early Victorian coiffure, and an +imposing skeleton religiously exhibited so far as decency +permitted and fashion expected, whenever a court function +demanded this sacrifice on the part of a loyal subject +who suffered from chronic hay fever. She had a deep bass +voice, a bristling beard, and approved of nothing modern. +“When the queen was young and gave the tone to Society” +was a phrase constantly on her lips. She had felt it incumbent +upon herself to give the distracted Julia a series +of lectures on deportment, particularly on her behavior +during the sacred hour of presentation, and had improved +the opportunity to let fall many edifying remarks upon the +duties of a wife, the shocking manner in which the women +of the present generation neglected their husbands. Although +she disapproved of her nephew in so far as she +understood him, she subtly conveyed to his wife that to be +the choice of the future head of the house of France was +an overpowering honor.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>At first she had terrified Julia, then bored her, finally, +as the great day approached, loomed as a rock of strength. +Nothing, at least, could frighten <span class='it'>her</span>, and she was so big +and so conspicuously hideous that it was conceivably possible +to shrink behind her.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But there was a preliminary ordeal of which she had +heard nothing, a grateful callousing of the nerves before +making a bow to a mere sovereign.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Many had waited for the last drawing-room because it +would be the smartest, others because it was a bore, to be +deferred as long as possible; many had been in Italy or +on the Riviera; others had been put on the list by a power +higher than their own wills. From whatever combination +of causes the procession of slowly moving carriages was as +long as the tail of a comet, and at times, particularly while +the gorgeous coaches of the ambassadors were driving +smartly down the Mall, came to a dead halt. It was then +that the sovereign people had their innings.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>They lined the streets surrounding the Palace in serried +ranks. Not even the American crowd loves a “show” as +the British does, Socialists and all. Their ancestors have +gaped at gilded coaches and gorgeous robes and sparkling +jewels for centuries, and if the day ever comes when they +shall have exchanged these amiable pageants of their +betters for a full stomach, who shall dare predict that they +will be entirely satisfied?</p> + +<p class='pindent'>What awe they may have inherited had long since disappeared. +They crowded up against the procession of carriages, +devouring with their curious good-natured eyes the +splendid gowns and jewels, the glimpses of bare shoulders, +and the beauty or bones of women apparently insensible +of their existence.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>For a time Julia clutched nervously at the pearls beneath +her cloak, and shrank from that sea of eyes under hats of +an indescribable commonness.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“My eye, ain’t her hair red!” exclaimed one young +woman, with unmistakable reference. “And a little paint +wouldn’t ’urt her.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Paint? That there’s high-toned pallor—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Pearl powder—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I sy, wot for do they let bibies like that marry +when they don’t have to? I call it a shime.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Right you are!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>One girl, with a violent color and black frizzled hair that +stood out quite eight inches from three parts of her face, +thrust her head through the open window of the coach.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Don’t you mind wot they sy,” she said consolingly. +“They’re that nonsensical they can’t ’elp chaffing. And +you’re the prettiest and the most haristocratic of the whole +lot—I’ve been all up and down the line. And it ain’t +powder! My word, but your complexion’s <span class='it'>grand</span>!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She withdrew without waiting for an answer. Julia turned +to Lady Arabella, who, throughout the ordeal, had sat as +upright as if corseted in iron, and with her long haughty +profile turned unflinchingly to the mob. So, it must be +conceded, stupid as she was in her pride, would she have sat +if they had threatened her life. As Julia asked her timidly +(in effect) if the most aristocratic function of the year was +always treated like a travelling circus, Lady Arabella answered, +without flickering an eyelash: “Always, and fortunately +for us. The lower classes love to see us on parade, +and the more we give them of this sort of thing, the longer we +shall keep their loyalty. Moreover, it serves the purpose—this +drawing-room procession, in particular—of bringing +us in close touch with the people, serves to demonstrate +that we are real mortals, not the ridiculous creatures in +the sort of novels they read. I always endeavor to look a +symbol. I hope you will learn to do the same in time, for +the lower classes are secretly proud of us and like us to +play our part. You are drooping. Sit up and present +your profile.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What’s the use of a profile without a backbone?” said +Julia, wearily. “I’m so tired.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You must rise above mere physical fatigue,” said the +old dame, severely. “People in our class keep our backbones +for our bedrooms. When you are inclined to complain, +think of the poor royalties, who stand for hours. And don’t +finger your pearls. You are supposed to have been born +with them about your neck.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia’s sense of humor was not yet fully awake, but +her new relative’s words were tonic as well as reassuring; she +sat erect, but turned her eyes round her profile to regard +this strange lower class of London, of which she had heard +much but seen nothing until to-day. They were an ugly +lot; beauty would seem to be the prerogative of aristocracy +in England, possibly because it is well fed; they wore +rough ready-made frocks, or, where finery was attempted, +feathers and ribbons inferior to anything Julia had ever seen +on the negroes of Nevis; and many of the hats looked as if +they might be used as nightcaps to protect the elaborate +masses of frizzled hair. Julia, brought up on the soundest +aristocratic principles, saw in this gaping good-natured +crowd but a broad and solid foundation for the historic +institution above.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The coach finally rolled through the gates of Buckingham +Palace. For an hour longer she stood, her slippers pinching +until her native independence of character almost induced +her to kick them off. But she was so tired after a month +of London, an almost sleepless night, and the excitements of +an already long day, that her brain worked toward no such +simple solution, and before her moment came she ached +from head to foot. The scene became a blur of vast rooms, +of tall women, very thin or very fat, with diamond tiaras +above set faces, and trains of every color over their arms, of +girls that shifted from one foot to the other and breathed +audibly their wish that it were over. One by one they disappeared. +There was a sharp emphatic whisper from Lady +Arabella. Julia started and set her teeth. “Mind you don’t +sit down like that daughter of the American ambassador,” +whispered the same fierce nervous voice. “Remember all +that you have rehearsed.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, terrified to her marrow, did as opera singers do in +moments of distress; she “fell back on technique.” Afterward +she remembered vaguely making a succession of +curtsies to a long row of dazzling crowns, but no effort of +memory ever recalled the features beneath. She received +the train flung over her arm and backed out without disgracing +herself, but also without a thrill of that joy which +a loyal subject is supposed to feel when in the presence of +his sovereign for the first time.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not bad,” said Lady Arabella, graciously, as after many +more moments, they entered their carriage. But Julia +was yawning. When she reached the house in Tilney Street, +she went to bed and refused to get up for twenty-four hours.</p> + +<h2>VI</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>On</span> the day following the drawing-room a prearranged +conference was held in the “palatial home” of Mr. Jones in +Park Lane. It was the hideous and abandoned house of a +South African millionnaire, this home, but Lady Ishbel had +refurnished it by degrees, and her boudoir in particular, +with its pale French silks and many flowers, its Empire +furniture, both delicately wrought and solid, framed appropriately +a soft aristocratic loveliness that almost concealed +strong bones and firm lines. As she is to play so +intimate a part in the development of our heroine, she may +as well be described here as later. She had quantities of +curly silky chestnut hair, long brown eyes with fine fringes +and an expression both modest and piquant, a straight little +nose with arching nostril, a gracefully cut mouth with +pink lips, and a square little chin with a dimple in it. Her +figure was womanly, not too thin, and her capable hands were +seldom idle. Just now she was retrimming a hat that had +arrived the day before from the milliner of the moment +in Paris. It may be added that her smile was the sweetest +in London; and her voice was always rich and deep, with a +natural vibration quite at the command of her will. Charm +radiated from her, and she was an outrageous flirt. In fact +she looked with suspicion upon women that did not flirt, estimating +them below the normal and not to be trusted in +anything. Men adored her, even when she laughed at +them, which she often did in the most distracting manner +imaginable.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Herbert was standing in her favorite attitude +behind a low fire-screen, her black eyes flashing, her nostrils +dilating, while her young brother-in-law paced excitedly +up and down the room. He was thinner than when he had +fallen in love a month since, almost pallid, and his eyes had +a strained look. There was no possible doubt as to what +was the matter with him.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Don’t be an ass,” said Mrs. Herbert. “You are acting +like the hero of a melodrama —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I tell you something must be done!” cried the young +man. “The squadron has been sighted off the Azores —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, what are you going to do about it? She’s not +in love with you—doesn’t care a rap —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What chance have I had to make her? I never see her +alone, never get a chance to talk to her for half an hour at a +time. You promised to help me —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Mrs. Winstone has never let the poor thing go for a +minute. She’s overdone the business. Julia’s had no time +to think, goes to sleep at problem plays, and knows no more +than when she arrived —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“If I only had the chance to teach her!” cried Herbert, +with flashing eyes.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Look at here,” said his sister-in-law, grasping a point +of the screen with either hand; “let us have this out. +If your brains are not addled, they must have conceived +some sort of a plan. What is it? A liaison? An elopement? +I approve of neither. I’d like to save the poor child +from that man, but the frying pan’s as good as the fire —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No liaison! I’d elope with her to-morrow if she’d go +with me —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And disgrace a great family!” said Ishbel, softly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, hang the family,” cried Mrs. Herbert, whose +mother’s blood was already working in her. “The duke’s an +old pudding. Lady Arabella and her sisters are cracked +old sign-posts; and a scandal would serve Mrs. Winstone +right for not packing the child back on the next steamer to +her sister with the whole unvarnished truth in a letter. +Not she, however; she wants to be aunt to a duchess. +What I’m thinking of is Julia. The conceit of man! What +do you suppose you could give her in exchange for disgrace —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Love!” cried Nigel. “I tell you it can make up for +anything when it is strong enough.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, when it is,” said Mrs. Herbert, who, recovering +from her own infatuation for a brainless beauty, was not in +a romantic frame of mind. “But she doesn’t love you, in +the first place, and in the second, no woman can live her +life on love, any more than a man can. She wants children, +position of some sort, the society of other women—that +last is one of woman’s biggest wants, and no man ever +realizes it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But love must be a wonderful thing,” said Ishbel, who +had never experienced it. “It would almost be worth any +sacrifice, especially if one had had things first, only men +are always so funny in one way or another; one becomes +disenchanted just in the nick of time.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No man lives who can make up to a woman for the loss +of everything else,” said Mrs. Herbert, decidedly. “I mean +a woman with brains, and Julia has them. She doesn’t know +it because she doesn’t know anything; but one day —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, if I could be the one to train that mind—why +not? Why not?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Let’s come down to business. I refuse to help you either +to elope or to make love to her. I fancy you’ll have to wait +until France drinks himself to death, or this country passes +rational divorce laws. Forget yourself and think of her.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Very well. Save her first. That is the main thing. +I’ll never give her up, but I’m willing to forget myself for a +bit, if I can —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, make one practical suggestion.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Ishbel put the hat aside and clasped her hands. “I have +long since made up my mind to offer her shelter when she +needs it,” she announced. “Mrs. Winstone won’t, and +Julia is sure to leave him.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She must never go to him!” Herbert stormed up +and down the room again.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Perhaps he’s not as bad as he’s painted,” said Ishbel, +who was always charitable.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you don’t know! You don’t know!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I do,” said the uncompromising Mrs. Herbert. “He’s a +bad lot without the usual redeeming weakness of that easy +form of good nature known as a kind heart; a sensualist +without an atom of real warmth; a card sharp too clever +to be caught; a periodical drinker; a vile gross creature +whom only the lowest women have tolerated for years, but +so blasé he is tired of them —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“We must tell her things!” cried Ishbel. “We must +make her understand!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You couldn’t make that baby understand anything. +Besides, when it came to the point, you couldn’t do it. It’s +all very well to talk of enlightening girls about anything, +but personally I’ve never encountered any one that had +the nerve to do it. Girls in our class absorb knowledge as +they grow up; instincts help; but who ever told us anything? +Well, here is my plan, since you two appear to +have none. We shall tell her that France is dangerous, that +when he drinks he is quite mad and may kill her. She’s +game, but there are certain female fears that always can +be worked on. And repugnances. We will draw horrid +pictures of what he looks like when he’s drunk —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Right you are!” cried Herbert. “No decent girl will +elect to live with a common drunkard, particularly when +she doesn’t love him. And if Mrs. Winstone can’t be +brought round, one of you will take her in?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“If she’ll come. Perhaps she would wish to go back to +her mother. She hasn’t a penny of her own, and apparently +has never heard of the self-supporting woman. But it might +be managed somehow.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It must!” cried Ishbel. “We will hide her alternately.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But to what end? France might be exasperated to the +point of wishing to rid himself of her, but what ground +for divorce? We travel in a circle as far as Nigel is concerned.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I have it!” cried Nigel, whose fine imagination was +fired by the most stimulative of all passions. “Give me +the chance to make her love me, and then take her to America +and get a divorce there. Thank heaven I have a little +something of my own, and I can earn more. We’ll stay +in America until the storm blows over —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“American divorces are not legal in England —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Then I’ll stay there forever. Promise. Promise.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not bad,” said Mrs. Herbert. “You take her in, Ishbel, +and I’ll take her over. Mr. Jones would probably not consent +to your desertion—a divorce must take time, even +in the United States, and you have another sister to marry off +next season —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course I’ll take her in, and we’ll begin to-morrow to +frighten her.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Nigel kissed them both.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But Fortune is often with the wicked. On the following +morning wires flashed the news that Harold France, +first lieutenant of her Majesty’s cruiser <span class='it'>Drake</span>, now on its +way home from South America, was down with typhoid +fever. Nobody save the duke expected a man of France’s +habits to recover from any microbous assault, but that innocent +and loyal relative gave immediate orders to convert +several rooms of his town house into a hospital, engaged a +staff of doctors and nurses, and peremptorily ordered Julia +to move over and be ready to take her place at her husband’s +bedside.</p> + +<h2>VII</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> four months that followed were by no means the +unhappiest of Julia’s life, much as she resented being torn +from her friends and the bewildering delights of London. +The duke, a noble if inconspicuous pillar of the good old +school, stood out for wifely duty in appearance if not in +fact: the nurses barely permitted Julia to cross the threshold +of the sick-chamber. But although she was of no +possible use, and time hung heavy on her hands, none of +her friends was permitted to call on her, and the duke himself +took her for a constitutional at eight in the morning +and nine in the evening. Julia’s complete indifference to +her husband had caused him grave uneasiness, even before +the stricken bridegroom’s return, and he embraced this +opportunity to keep the child under his personal surveillance +and do what he could to give a serious turn to a “female +brain of eighteen.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, prompted by Ishbel, asked to have a telephone +put in her room, but the request was courteously refused, +and the two loyal friends were forced to content themselves +with frequent notes. After Goodwood, Bridgit went to +Yorkshire and Ishbel to Homburg, but Nigel remained in +town, although all three were cheerfully persuaded that +France would die and life be happy ever after. Nigel regained +his fresh good looks and spirits, endured the hot +deserted city without a murmur, and although he naturally +refrained from writing to the coveted wife of a dying man, +felt a certain exaltation in watching over her from afar. +It was during this period that he conceived the idea of writing +a novel of the slums (the unknown appealing to his +adventurous imagination), and took long rambles in unsavory +precincts that were productive of more results than +one.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Meanwhile Julia, brought up in submission to a far +stronger will than the duke’s, had ceased to rebel, and taken +to heart the parting admonition of her aunt (that lady had +gone with Mrs. Macmanus to Marienbad to renew her +complexion) to learn all the duke was willing to teach her, +and to read the novels that celebrated London society, +past and present. Mrs. Winstone, too, believed that France +must die, but, perceiving that her niece had a charm of +her own in addition to the magnetism of youth, had another +match in mind for her.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>So Julia drank in the long discourses upon the abominable +Gladstone and all his policies, the iniquity of the Harcourt +Budget, obediently rejoiced at the failure of the second +Home Rule Bill, became intimately acquainted with the +other notable figures in British politics: Lord Salisbury +(the duke’s idol), Lord Rosebery (the present Prime Minister), +fated, in the duke’s not always erring judgment, to +follow close upon the heels of Gladstone into political seclusion, +Mr. Chamberlain, Mr. Campbell-Bannerman, +Sir William Vernon Harcourt, Mr. Balfour, Sir Michael +Hicks-Beach, George Curzon, Lord Lansdowne, Mr. +Goschen (the speaker), the Duke of Devonshire (Hartington), +Mr. Morley, and Mr. Bryce. The treaty with Japan +was a fruitful subject of discourse; and when the war broke +out between that new military power and China, Julia, +who was growing nervous, gratified the duke by sharing +his excitement. In her lonely hours she read promiscuously +and thought a good deal.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She rarely flung a thought to poor Nigel, for when the +big helpless form of her husband had been taken from the +ambulance and carried past her up the broad stairs, the +natural tenderness and pity in her nature had stirred, and +something of what she felt for little Fanny had gone out +to him. She would have nursed him, had she been permitted; +she inquired for him many times a day, and sincerely +hoped that he would recover. She had not the faintest +notion of loving him, but she would be a good wife, +and, no doubt, be happy. Ishbel did not love her husband +and was happy, and so, apparently, were a good many more +that flitted through her aunt’s drawing-room with a temporary +admirer in tow. Julia’s future plans included no +infants-in-waiting; she should become one of those great +political women the planets, according to her mother’s +letters, had ordered her to be; how could she doubt this +destiny when every circumstance was conspiring to fulfil +it? So, between the sense of an inexorable fate, the serious +atmosphere of her new surroundings, and the desperate +struggle of her husband for his life, her mind flowered +rapidly; and the duke was delighted with her. He disliked +and distrusted women that stood alone, that won personal +fame for themselves, even “beauties” whose notoriety +threw their lords into the background; but he had a very +keen appreciation of their usefulness to man, not only as +dams, but as tactful distributors of political smiles. Of +course there must be a certain amount of brain behind the +smiles, that they occur at precisely the right moment; but +any man, given fair material to work on, could do well with +it and prevent mistakes. He knew that certain women in +history had been the centre of famous political salons, but +took for granted that they had been severely coached by +men. As for the women that were famous in the arts of +fiction and painting, he did not know how to account for +them, therefore refused to think about them at all. Julia +he regarded as a promising specimen. She was healthy, +and would no doubt replenish the almost exhausted house +of France; she was pretty and charming, therefore would +keep her husband out of mischief; and, taking to politics +as a duck takes to water, would be sure to smile, subtly, +radiantly, or meditatively, as well as to listen intelligently, +when the distinguished members of his party that he purposed +to entertain once more were obliged to talk to her.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>On the twenty-first day of France’s illness his temperature +went down, he slept naturally, and upon awaking asked to +see his wife. Julia was admitted, and stood for a few moments +by the bed, stammering congratulations and staring +at the shrunken face with its ragged beard; then went to +her own room and wept stormily over the wreck of what at +least had been the perfection of manly strength. France’s +temperature remained normal for a fortnight, then suddenly +shot up again, and twice, during the ensuing twenty days, +he almost expired. Two doctors slept in the house when +the relapse was at its worst, and the political talks were interrupted, +although the duke never for a moment believed +that the last of his race would die.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>By this time the press was interested, for at all events +France was heir-presumptive to a great estate and title, +and daily bulletins were published. Nigel began his novel +in order to divert his mind from indecent jubilation; but +when France’s temperature dropped again and he improved +from day to day with uncompromising persistence, his rival +took the express to Yorkshire to confer with Bridgit. She +could give him no encouragement. Julia in her letters +had betrayed something of her state of grace, and during +the relapse had written once in a strain that manifested the +deepest anxiety.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“He’ll get her through her sympathy, pity; no matter +what she may be in the future, she’s all female at present,” +remarked Mrs. Herbert, after showing these letters to +Nigel. “All women have to go through the female stage, +one way or another; and now will come a long convalescence +during which she will be sorrier for him than ever—big +man helpless, and all the rest of it. What is worse, she +will become accustomed to him. Better give her up, my +boy, or wait until she runs away from him. She’s sure to, +sooner or later,—unless he reforms. After all, why +shouldn’t he? A serious illness often works wonders; gives +one so much time to think. And physical weakness always +induces such virtuous resolutions. France may look +back upon his past life with horror. Then, where will you +be? Julia’s a well-born well-brought-up girl of high +ideals. If France treats her decently she’ll stick to him, +as many another woman is sticking to a husband that is all +that she doesn’t want him to be —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“The more shame to them!” cried Nigel, hotly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, there are worse things than conventions and standards. +Now run off and write your novel. I am told that +a harrowed mind often produces the most moving fiction.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll wait, but not too long,” said Nigel, doggedly. “Bosquith +is being got ready for them, and is only twelve miles +from here. You must ask me down, and I’ll manage to +see her as soon as it’s decent. Of course I can’t cut under +a man while he’s being trundled round in a bath chair.”</p> + +<h2>VIII</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>France’s</span> convalescence was very slow. His superb +physique had fought death victoriously, as, so far, it had +saved him from the consequences of dissipation, but only +youth could have given him a swift recovery. It was +September before he was able to move to Bosquith. After +the stifling London summer, Julia needed a change as much +as he did. The duke, as soon as his heir was able to sit up, +had taken a run over to Kissengen, but Julia had spent the +greater part of every day in the sick-room, reading the +sporting papers and light novels to her husband, or amusing +him as best she could. France would barely let her out of +his sight. His shrewd cunning brain recovered its strength +while his body was still helpless, and he conceived that now +was his opportunity to make this inexperienced child believe +in a romantic devotion, and to win her love in return. +He permitted her to take a daily walk or drive with one of +the nurses, making much of his sacrifice, and was so touchingly +happy to see her after these brief separations that +Julia almost wept, and gave him her hand to hold, while +she made the most of every trifle her observing eyes had +taken note of during her respite.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He no longer repelled her; not only did his helplessness +appeal to her deep womanly instincts, but she was become +so accustomed to his touch that she was quite indifferent +to it: she bathed his head with cologne several +times a day, kissed him obediently when she came and +went, and even gave him her shoulder as a pillow when he +fretfully declared that his head could rest on nothing else. +It was a young and excessively thin shoulder, and, as a +matter of fact, France would have preferred feathers, but +the profoundly calculating mind, even when the body is +weak, disdains trifles.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>As soon as he was pronounced well enough to travel, +the wary duke returned and accompanied his charges to +Bosquith. This great estate, some fifteen thousand acres, +which included moors and grouse, as well as many farms +with turnip fields, was the duke’s favorite property, not +only because of the shootings, but because the air of the +North Sea was the best tonic he knew. It was for this +reason that he had chosen Bosquith for the last stage of his +nephew’s convalescence, rather than one of his country +houses nearer to London. But he had hesitated, nevertheless. +Bosquith adjoined the Yorkshire estate of Bridgit +Herbert’s paternal grandfather, and he knew of his new +relative’s affection for a young woman of whom he had +never approved since he had seen her riding astride over +the moors with her brothers, pretending to be an American +Indian. He had seen her occasionally since her marriage, +and, no mean student of physiognomy, had labelled her +dangerous, one of those women that set their nonsensical +opinions above man’s and call themselves advanced. He +had no intention that the intimacy should continue, nor +that Julia should see aught of Nigel Herbert, whose devotion +she had artlessly revealed. As for Ishbel, who visited +Bridgit every year, he would not have her in the house, as +he could not admit her and shut the door in her husband’s +face. Somebody must take a stand, and the duke, although +he might not be able to impose himself on his generation, +was not only intensely loyal to his class but alive to its +dangers. No snob, Julia’s lack of title and fortune did not +annoy him in the least. “No one can be more than gentleman +or lady,” he was wont to say magnanimously, “and +I have known more than one titled bounder of historic descent. +But when it comes to the James William Joneses, +well, thank heaven! at least they don’t belong to us, and +we are not bound to countenance them for the sake of their +fathers; we cannot drag them up, and they will end by +pulling us down; in other words they will vulgarize the +British aristocracy until the masses lose their pride in us; +and then where will we be? Democracy, Socialism, +threaten us as it is. Our middle and lower classes at home, +and our too independent colonies afar, must be made to +retain their loyalty, at all costs.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia thought these sentiments sound, but made up her +mind privately that she would never drop Ishbel or Bridgit, +although she had been given to understand that the duke +deeply regretted the proximity of Bosquith to the happy +hunting grounds of Mrs. Herbert, and would not permit +her to visit them. Her rapidly awakening intellect was +seeking for partnership in her still fluid character, and although +books could not develop the last, inheritances from +a line of men, and at least one woman, who had always +thought and acted for themselves, however mistakenly, +were stirring. She had been too managed and surrounded +to find herself as yet, but she had begun to suspect that the +ego has a life of its own and certain inalienable rights.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The journey north sent France to bed again for three +days, and for a fortnight he was wheeled about the park; +then he began to hobble feebly, first on the arm of his nurse +or wife, then with the aid of a stick. Julia accepted him +as one of the facts of existence, regarded him proprietorally, +took an immense interest in his progress toward recovery, +and forgot him when she could in the library or in long +walks over the moors. The castle was romantically situated +on a cliff overhanging the North Sea, and in appearance, +as in surroundings, was all that Julia could ask. It +was very brown, two-thirds of it was in ruins, and the other +third included a feudal hall, two towers, and walls four feet +thick. The windows, however, had been enlarged, hot-water +pipes had been put in, and no modern house was more +sanitary. The duke, despite a pardonable pride in his +ancestry, and an unmitigated conservatism in politics, was +strictly up to date where his health and comfort were concerned. +Born an invalid, he had lived longer than many of +his burly ancestors, owing to a thin temperament and an +early and avid interest in hygiene.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He had a second reason for bringing Harold to Bosquith. +The neighboring borough was much under his influence, +and he proposed that his relative should stand for it at the +next general election. At the last it had succumbed to the +personal manipulation of Gladstone, who had taken a +lively pleasure in routing the duke; but it was conservative +by habit, and not a measure of either Gladstone’s +government or that of his successor had met with its approval. +It was in just the frame of mind to be nursed by +a genial and tactful duke. France fell in with these plans, +and, when able to meet the local leaders, laid aside his almost +unbearable haughtiness of manner, and assumed a +bluff sailorlike heartiness which impressed them deeply.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia quickly revived in the bracing air of sea and moor, +and as France rose late and retired early, besides sleeping a +good deal during the day, and as she had acquired a certain +skill in dodging the duke,—who, moreover, took his local +duties very seriously,—she felt happy and free once more. +The library was well furnished, the moors were purple, her +bedroom was in an ancient tower, and the sea boomed under +her window. She wrote long letters to her grimly triumphant +mother, and, now and again, to Bridgit and Ishbel. +The former, accompanied by her husband and Nigel, rode +over to see her, but she was obliged to receive them in the +chilling presence of her husband and the duke, and when +the brief visit came to an end, was put on her honor not to +leave the estate.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“As soon as Harold is quite recovered,” said the duke, +“we will both drive over with you, for I am far from counselling +you to be rude to any one. Only, while your husband +is ill, it would be highly indecorous for you to be associating +with young people; and for the matter of that, +the more mature minds with which you associate during +the next few years, the better—for us all, my dear, for us +all.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But Julia, at this period, was quite independent of people. +Her newly awakened intellect was clamoring for +books and more books. Politics, the planets, the “brilliant +future,” friends, were alike forgotten. Nothing mattered +but the lore that scholars and worldlings had gathered, +that ravening maw in her mind. Perhaps this early ingenuous +stage of the mind’s development is its happiest; +it is uncritical, having no standards of life and personal +research for comparison, it swamps the real ego, while +mightily tickling the false, it obliterates mere life, no matter +how unsatisfactory, and above all it is saturated with the +essence of novelty, the subtlest spring of all passion. Julia, +barely educated, found in histories, biographies, memoirs, +travels, even in works of science beyond her full comprehension, +a wonderland of which she had never dreamed, +much as she had longed for books on Nevis. That had +been merely a case of inherited brain cells calling for furniture; +embarked upon her adventure, these cells were +crammed so rapidly that her ancestors slept in peace, and +Julia felt herself an isolated and completely happy intellect.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Nevertheless, she was young.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>One night, shortly after her husband, now able to grace +the evening board, had gone to his room, and the duke was +closeted with the conservative agent, she went to her own +room, opened the window, and hung out over the sea. The +moon, whose malicious alertness Captain Dundas had +deplored, was at the full and flooded a scene as beautiful +in its way as the tropics. The great expanse of water was +almost still, and a broad path of silver seemed firm enough +to walk on straight away to the continent of Europe and +its untasted delights. Just round the corner was the rose +garden, which covered the filled-in moat on the south side +of the castle and several hundred yards beyond. The +roses were not very good ones, being somewhat rusted by +the salt-sea spray, but, like the pleasaunce on another side +of the castle, were a part of the more modern traditions of +Bosquith; and the duke, although entirely indifferent to +Nature when she ceased to be useful and amused herself +with being merely beautiful, was a stickler for tradition; +the roses were never neglected without, although never +brought within; pollen inflamed his mucous membranes.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The blossoms had gone with the summer, but Julia was +fancying herself inhaling their perfumes when she became +aware that the figure of a man had detached itself from +the tangle. She watched him idly, supposing him to be +one of the grooms, and wondering if his sweetheart would +follow. But the man was alone, and in a moment he bent +down, picked up a handful of loose stones, and leaned back +as if to fling them upward from the narrow ledge. Simultaneously +Julia and Nigel Herbert recognized each other.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What—what—do you want?” gasped Julia, in a loud +whisper.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You,” said Nigel, grimly. “Come down here.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Impossible!” thrilling wildly, however.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“If you don’t, I’ll break in. I’ve prowled round here for +three nights, and know the place by heart. The leads —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“For heaven’s sake, go away!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Will you come down? I’m spraining the back of my +neck, and may slip off this narrow shelf any minute. Do +you want to see my mangled remains at the foot of the +cliff?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No. No. But —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Come down. I must have a talk with you—have this +thing out or go mad. It’s little to ask!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia glanced behind her at the circular room hung with +arras (to keep out draughts and conceal the hot-water +pipes), and furnished with a big Gothic bed and hard upright +chairs—and thrilled again. She was not the least +in love with Nigel, but she suddenly realized that she was +nearly nineteen and romance had never entered her life. +After all, was love a necessary factor? Might not the romantic +adventure be something to remember always, particularly +when assisting a most unromantic husband achieve +a political career, and entertaining some of the dullest men +in London? She hesitated but an instant, then leaned out +again.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll try,” she whispered.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“If you fail, I’ll come to-morrow night.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Very well, go into the rose garden—under the oak.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She put on a dark cape and opened her door cautiously. +The long corridor was lighted by a small lamp: gas and +electricity, not being hygienic essentials, were not among +the Bosquith improvements. All the bedrooms opened +upon this corridor, but Julia knew that her husband slept, +his capacity for instant and prolonged slumber being one +of his assets. She crept past the duke’s door. He was an +early bird, but was in the library still, no doubt, and the +library was far away. He would be sure to mount by the +small stair beside it; the grand staircase led to the unused +drawing-rooms, and into the immense hall, which, at this +season with no guests in the castle, and a library answering +every requirement of the family, was economically inexpedient. +When a hereditary duke has several entailed +estates to keep up besides a town house, and a paltry income +of forty thousand pounds a year, he is put to shifts +of which the envious world knows nothing.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Down the grand staircase, therefore, stole Julia. It +creaked even under her small feet; behind the wainscot +she heard gnawing sounds of hideous import; and the darkness +below was unrelieved by a single silver gleam. But +Julia possessed a valiant soul; moreover, was determined to +have her adventure. She felt her way past the massive +pieces of furniture toward a small door in the tower room +beneath her own; she dared not attempt to unchain and +open the great front doors studded with nails. She had +used this humble means of exit before, and although the +room was full of rubbish, she found the big rusty key without +difficulty, opened the door, then with another fearful +glance about her stole toward the middle of the rose garden. +The old bushes were very high and ragged, but had +it not been for an oak tree in their midst, concealment for +a man nearly six feet high would have been impossible. +Julia made her way straight toward the tree, and uttered +a loud “Shhh—” when Nigel impetuously left its shelter.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And even this is not safe,” she whispered, as they met. +“We are too near the castle, and the duke always takes a +little walk before he goes to bed. Follow me and don’t +speak or make any noise.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She led the way out of the rose garden and across the +park to a grove of ancient oaks. A brook wandered among +the trees. The moonlight poured in. The dark frowning +mass of the castle was plain to be seen. The sea murmured. +A nightingale sang. No spot on earth could have been +more romantic. Julia shivered with delight, and thanked +the winking stars.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But Nigel was insensible to the romance of his surroundings. +Unlike the woman, he wanted the main factor; the +setting could take care of itself. And he was in a distracted +and desperate frame of mind. As Julia turned to him she +experienced her first misgiving; his face was set and very +white.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“This is where I often read and dream,” she said conversationally. +“It is my favorite spot.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Is it? It’s awfully good of you to come out. I can’t +tell you how much I appreciate it. I might have written, +I suppose; but I can only write fiction. Couldn’t put +down a word of what I wanted to say to you—of what I +felt—” He broke off and added passionately, “Julia! +Don’t you care for me—the least bit?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No.” Julia, not having the faintest idea how to handle +such a situation, took refuge in the bare truth, at all times +more natural to her than to most women. “I don’t love +you, but I think it rather nice to meet you like this for +once.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Nigel groaned. Like all born artists, he understood +something of women by instinct, and felt more hopeless in +the face of this uncompromising honesty and artlessness +than when alone with his imagination.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But you don’t love your husband?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, no. Not the way you mean, at least. I’ve read +a lot about love these last months, and it must be wonderful. +I’ve grown quite fond of poor Harold, but I never +could love him in that way. I wish I could,” she added, +with a sudden sense of loyalty to the absent and sleeping +husband.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Julia, you must try to understand! You never can +even tolerate that man. You mustn’t live with him. We +were plotting to save you from him when he fell ill, and then +we ho—we thought he’d die. But he’s, he’s—Oh, please +don’t look at me as if I were a cad. I know you are a brick, +and I’ve held out until he was on his legs again—and I +nearly off my head. I won’t say a word against him. Let +it go at this—you never can love him. That I can swear +to and <span class='it'>you know it</span>. But you could love some one, and it +must, it must be me! It shall be! Julia, if you could +only <span class='it'>guess</span> what love means, then you might have some idea, +at least, of how I love you. But even your instincts don’t +seem to have awakened. And I haven’t the chance to +teach you! You must give it to me! You must!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do you want me to elope with you?” asked Julia, curiously. +This was a highly interesting development, and +after the manner of her sex, when indifferent, she grew +cooler and more analytical as her lover’s flame mounted.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No—no—not yet. I only wanted a chance to-night +to tell you how I love you—to make you understand that +much, if possible. Oh, God! It <span class='it'>must</span> be communicable! +When you are alone and think it over—I hope—I hope—Meanwhile, +I want you to promise to make opportunities +to meet me. I can’t go to the castle. But you can meet +me. On the moor. Here at night. I have waited long +enough. France no longer needs you. He is nearly well, +and will get everything he wants —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“He wants me more than anything else,” said Julia, +shrewdly. “He’s as much in love with me as you are —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“He shan’t have you!” shouted Nigel, and Julia stared, +fascinated, at a face convulsed with passion. It was the +first time she had seen this tremendous force unleashed, for +France had done his courting under the eagle eye of his +future mother-in-law, and Nigel, during their acquaintance +in London, had not progressed outwardly beyond sentiment. +Julia, even while deciding that sentiment became +his fresh frank face better, and shrinking distastefully from +a passion so close to her, was conscious of disappointment +in her own unresponsiveness. Nineteen! What an ideal +age for love! And what lover could fill all requirements +more satisfactorily than Nigel? But she felt as cold as +the moon. To her deep mortification she was obliged to +stifle a yawn; it was long past her bedtime. She answered +with such haste that her voice had an encouraging +quiver in it.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, don’t let’s talk about him. It’s so jolly to see you +again. Tell me about your book. Have you finished it?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I didn’t come here to talk about my book.” Nigel’s +voice was rough. He came so close to her that she shrank +once more, and turned away her eyes. “Oh, I’m not going +to touch you. I couldn’t unless you wanted me to, unless +you loved me— That is what I want: the chance to make +you love me. Will you give it to me?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I—I don’t see how it is possible.” She longed to run, +but her female instincts were budding under this tropical +storm, and one prompted that if she ran, terrible things +might happen. The most honest of women is dishonest in +moments of danger pertaining to her sex. Julia felt danger +in the air. She also rejected Nigel’s protestations. +She buckled on her feminine armor and turned to him +sweetly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I must think it over,” she said. “I never even dreamed +that you were in love with me. I should never dare come +out again at night. But perhaps on the moor, some morning —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I should prefer that. One of the keepers or servants +might see us in the park, and I don’t wish our love to be +vulgarized —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh! I hadn’t thought of that! How horrid! I’ll +go back this minute. You stay here until I’ve had time to +get inside. I’ll write to-morrow. If you follow me, I shall +never believe that you love me —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Even while she spoke she was flitting through the grove +with every appearance of an alarm she did not feel at all. +Nigel ran after her.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll not follow if you will swear to meet me to-morrow +morning—on the cliffs three miles north from here.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes. Yes. I swear it.” And she fled into the broad +moonlight beyond the trees, while Nigel flung himself on +the turf and gnashed his teeth.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, when she reached the upper corridor, almost ran +into the duke, but he was near-sighted, used to mice, and +she cowered behind an armored knight unsuspected. +When she finally closed her own door behind her, she found +that all inclination to sleep had fled and that she was more +excited than while the immediate centre of a love storm. +She sat by the window for hours, thinking hard, and feeling +several years older. Quite honest once more, now that she +was safe behind a locked door, she examined her new problem +on every side. It was quite possible, she confessed, that +if she had loved Nigel, even a bit, she might have consented +to his program, for youth has its rights; she had not been +consulted in her marriage, she was more or less a prisoner, +with no prospect of even youthful companionship, and the +idea of being a duchess did not interest her at all. Of the +meaning of sin she had but the vaguest idea.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But of loyalty and honor she had a very distinct idea. +Instinct and reason told her that she never would love Nigel; +otherwise, with every provocation, she must have loved +him long since. Therefore would it be unfair to play with +him. She would far rather be married to him than to +France, for he was young and clever and charming, but +even were she free now, she would not marry him. Therefore +was it her duty to dismiss and cure him as quickly as +possible, not ruin his youth by keeping him dangling, after +what she knew to be the habit of many women. Also, for +the first time, she felt really drawn to her husband, so unconscious +of her naughty adventure. After all, she was +his, he adored her, and he deserved every reparation in her +power. Who could tell?—she might love him. Love +appeared to be in the nature of a mighty river at spring +flood; no doubt it ingulfed everything in its way. She +had leaped to one side to-night, but her husband—yes, it +was conceivable that she might stand still and await the +flood without making faces.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She felt extremely satisfied and virtuous as she lit her +candle and wrote a kind but uncompromising letter to +Nigel, taking back her promise to meet him on the morrow, +and warning him that if he wrote to her she should give his +letters to her husband. It was not in her to do anything +of the sort, but she had the gift of a fine straightforward +forcible style, and her letter so enraged Nigel that he left +England as quickly as steam could take him, cursing her +and all women.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>So ended their first chapter.</p> + +<h2>IX</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> curtain had fallen on the first act of “La Traviata,” +and Ishbel, for once alone in the box with her husband, +glanced idly over the imposing tiers of Covent Garden. +Royalty was present, the smart peeresses were out in full +force and wore their usual brave display of tiaras and +miscellaneous jewels, inherited and otherwise, so that the +horseshoe glittered like Aladdin’s palace. There was also +a jeweller’s window in the stalls, and altogether it was a +representative night in the beginning of the season.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Nevertheless, Ishbel became suddenly and acutely aware +that she had on more jewels than any woman in the house. +Not only was there an all-round and almost unbearably +heavy tiara on her small head, nearly a foot high and composed +of diamonds and emeralds as large as plums, but she +wore a rope of diamonds that reached far below her knees, +a necklace of five rows of pearls as big as her husband’s +thumb nails, and linked with emeralds and diamonds, a +sunburst of diamonds that looked like a waterfall, and +equally priceless gems cutting into the flesh of her tender +shoulders where they clasped the only visible portion of +her raiment. Ishbel was justly proud of her magnificent +collection of jewels, but, being a young woman of unerring +good taste, was in the habit of wearing a few at a time. +Several hours earlier, however, her husband, grown jealous +of the prosiliency of the New South African millionnaires, had +come home with the rope and commanded her to put on +every jewel she possessed for the opera that night, and the +first great ball of the season to follow. As she had surveyed +herself in her long mirror it had occurred to her that she +looked like a begum, but when she had called her husband’s +attention to the fact, and suggested some modification in +her display of converted capital, he had replied curtly that +he had spent a quarter of his fortune for the public to look +at on her equally ornamental self, and that when he wished +it displayed in toto, displayed it should be. That is the +way for a man to talk to his wife when he means to be +obeyed; and when the masterful and successful Mr. Jones +delivered his ultimatums, few that had aught to do with +him were so hardy as to continue the argument.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Ishbel had trained herself to take him humorously, to +believe him the most generous of men because he had proved +quite amenable to the family plan of marrying off her sisters +(they were handsome and an additional excuse for +entertaining), and because he never alluded to her enormous +bills or forgot to hand her a check for pin-money every +quarter. She had rewarded him with thanks couched in an +endless variety of terms and glances, even caresses when he +demanded them. When they were alone at table (as seldom +as she could manage) she even coquetted with him, +giving him the full play of her piquant eyes and sweet smile, +and talking in her brightest manner, to conceal from himself +how hopeless he was in conversation. She even pitied +him sometimes; for, in spite of his riches, his interests in +the City, and the great position in society that she had +given him, he seemed to her a lonely being, and she would +have loved him if she could.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>To-night, however, his words had rankled. They had +echoed during the drive to the opera-house, stirring her +most amiable of minds to a vague anger; and now, quite +suddenly, she was filled with an intense mortification and +resentment. Every intelligent being that has made a signal +mistake in his life’s order has some sudden moment of awakening, +of vision. The phrase “kept wife” had not yet arrived +in literature, but it rose in Ishbel’s mind as she glanced +from her white slender body, weary in its glittering armor, +to the big heavy man opposite, sitting with a hand on either +knee, his hard bright little eyes surveying her with triumphant +approval. She was his property; he owned her, as he +owned his house in Park Lane, the castle he had recently +bought from a peer terrified by the remodelling of the death +duties, his princely equipages, the noisy jewels on her person. +After all, she had not a penny of her own, was as poor as +when she had been one of fourteen hopeless sisters in Ireland; +for he had carefully abstained from settlements, that +she might feel her dependence, thank him periodically for +his splendid checks. Her father had been in no position +to insist upon settlements, but, had he been, would she be +any better off ethically than now? They would have been +but another present from the man who had bought her as +he had bought his other famous possessions. If she had +children, they would be his, not hers, and there was nothing +he could not compel her to do, and be upheld by the laws of +his country, unless he both beat her and kept a mistress.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She suddenly loathed him. That she had given him +value received made her loathe him, and herself, the more. +She shrank until she expected to hear her jewels rattle together, +then raised her eyes again and flashed them about +the house. She picked out twenty women in that glance +who had sold their beauty for what their jewels represented, +although, for the most part, they had the saving grace to +be owned by gentlemen. But were they so much better +off? Jones, at least, was now inoffensive in his manners and +speech. Many gentlemen she knew were not, and one duke +had a habit of catching her by the arm and leering into her +crimsoning ear a horrid story. But that was not the point. +What was the point? That women who married men for +jewels and not for love were no better than the women of +the street? Most women would have stopped there. It is +a sentimental form of reasoning, eminently satisfactory to +many women, and to some male novelists. But Ishbel +had been born with a clear logical brain in which the fatal +gift of humor was seldom dormant, and of late this brain +had shown symptoms of impatience at neglect, muttered +vague demands for recognition. Youth, a natural love of +gayety, pleasure, splendor, reigning as a beauty, a laudable +desire to help one’s family,—all very well—but —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Ishbel’s inner vision pierced straight down to the root +(ornamentally overlaid) of the whole matter. The portionless +woman, whether there was love between herself +and her husband or not, was a property, a subject, an annex, +nothing more, not even if she bore him children. Indeed, +in the latter case she but proved the old contention +that in bearing children she fulfilled her only mission on +earth.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Ishbel had heard, as one hears of all civilized activities, +of Woman’s Suffrage; this, too, passed in review before +that search-light in her mind, and she wondered if the women +asking for it dared to do so unless economically independent. +She and Bridgit, when resting on their labors two years +before,—a breathing spell in the grouse season,—had +amused themselves in the library tracing the course of +woman during those periods of the world’s history when +she had been famous for her innings; and both had been +struck by the fact that when nations were at peace and man +enjoyed prosperity and comparative leisure, woman’s eminence +and apparent freedom had been but her lord’s opportunity +to display his riches and gratify the non-military +side of his vanity. Only in a small minority of cases had +this eminence and freedom been the result of self-support, +inherited wealth, genius, or dynastic authority: the vast +majority had been toys, jewel-laden henchwomen; even +the great courtesans had been dependent upon their youth +and charm and the caprice of man.</p> + +<hr class='tbk101'/> + +<p class='pindent'>No wonder so few women had left an impress on history. +How could any brain, even if endowed with true genius, +reach the highest order of development while the character +remained flaccid in its willing dependence upon the reigning +sex? And man had despised woman throughout the +ages, even when most enslaved by her, knowing that on +him depended her very existence. He had the physical +strength to wring her neck, and the legal backing to treat +her as partner or servant, whichever he found agreeable +or convenient. She and Bridgit had discussed this +phenomenon philosophically but impersonally, it being +understood that when they did give their brains exercise, +it should not interfere with their youthful enjoyment of +life; nor should the exercise continue long enough to +become a habit; time enough for that sort of thing when +one had turned thirty. But it occurred to Ishbel in these +moments of painful clarity. She had not taken the least +interest in Woman’s Suffrage, a movement under a cloud +at this time, but she had a sudden and poignant desire to +be independent, and a simultaneous conviction that no +woman was worthy of anything better than being one of +man’s miscellaneous properties until she were. What right +had women, supported by men, living on their exertions +or fortunes, displayed or used at their pleasure, tricking +them by a thousand ingenious devices to gain their ends, +to be regarded as equals, political or otherwise? The most +democratic of woman employers, unless a faddist, did not +regard her employees, particularly her servants, as equals; +and yet they, at least, worked for their bread, were economically +independent, could throw up their situations without +scandal. Ishbel had twenty-three servants in her +ugly Park Lane mansion, and in the bitterness of her humiliation +she felt herself the inferior of the scullery maid. She +opened her eyes wide, staring out upon the world through +the glittering curtain before her. What an extraordinary +world it was! How silly! How uncivilized! How incomplete! +What might not women attain with complete +self-respect, and how utterly hopeless was their case without +it!</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What are you thinking about?” asked Mr. Jones, curiously. +He had been watching her for some moments.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That I ache with all these ridiculous jewels.” Ishbel +stood up and walked deliberately to the back of the box. +“I feel as if I were wearing an old-fashioned crystal chandelier. +Will you kindly put my cloak on?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Jones had risen (being well trained in the small courtesies), +but he showed no intention of following her.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Certainly not,” he said peremptorily. “Sit down. I +wish you to remain here until it is time to go to the duchess’s +ball —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’m not going to the duchess’s ball. I’m going home.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He stared at her, his long straight mouth opening slightly, +and his heavy underjaw twitching. Like many millionnaires, +self-made, he looked like a retired prize-fighter, and +for the moment he felt as old gods of the ring must feel when +brushed contemptuously aside by arrogant youth. This +was the first time his wife had shown the slightest hint of +rebellion, deviated from a sweetness and tact that was without +either condescension from her lofty birth, or servility +to his wealth. But there was neither sweetness nor tact +in her small pinched face. Her mouth was as compressed +as his own could be, and the expression of her eyes frightened +him.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What on earth’s the matter with you?” he asked +roughly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I tell you I don’t like the idea of looking like an idol, +a chandelier, a begum, what you will; of having on more +jewels than any woman in the house; of looking nouveau +riche, if you will have it. And I am tired and am going +home to bed. You can come or not, as you like.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She put on her cloak. Jones, swearing under his breath, +but helpless, caught up his own coat and hat and followed +her out of the house. But although he stormed, protested, +even condescended to beg, all the way home, she would not +utter another word, and when she reached her room, locked +the door behind her.</p> + +<h2>X</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> next morning she sought Bridgit, having ascertained +by telephone that her friend was alone. The Hon. +Mrs. Herbert, although “masculine” only in so far as Nature +had endowed her with a strong positive mind and character, +physical and mental courage, and a disdain of all +pettiness (the hypothetical masculine ideal), thought boudoirs +silly, and called her personal room in South Audley +Street a den. Not that it in the least resembled a man’s +den. It was a long and narrow room on the first floor at +the back of the house, and furnished with deep chairs and +sofas covered with flowered chintzes, and several good +pieces of Sheraton. She was known for her fine collection +of remarque etchings, and the best of them were in this +room. The large table was set out with reviews and new +books, which she bought on principle, although she found +time for little more than a glance at their contents. Her +cigarette-box was of elaborately chased silver. Good a +sportswoman as she was, she was not in the least “sporty,” +being too well balanced and well bred to assume a pose of +any sort. She was a woman of the world with many tastes, +who was destined to have a good many more.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>When Ishbel entered, she was walking up and down, her +hands clasped behind her, her heavy black brows drawn +above the brooding darkness below. She, too, was in an +unenviable frame of mind.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Her brows relaxed as she saw Ishbel. “What on earth +is the matter?” she exclaimed.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Ishbel, who had not slept but was quite calm, sat down +and told her story.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I don’t suppose you quite understand how I feel,” she +concluded; “for you have always had your own fortune, +have never even been dependent on your father. But of +one thing I am positive: if you found yourself in my position, +you would feel exactly as I do. So I have come to you +to talk it out.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course I understand.” Bridgit turned her back +and walked to the end of the room. She longed to add: +“It is quite as humiliating to keep a husband as to be kept +by one; rather worse, as tradition and instincts don’t +sanction it.” But there are some things that cannot be +said, save, indeed, through the offices of the pineal gland; +and as Bridgit, on her return march, paused and looked +down upon Ishbel, standing in an attitude of rigid defiance, +with quivering, nostrils and fierce half-closed eyes, possibly +her friend received a telepathic flash, for she exclaimed +impulsively: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You are in trouble, too. What is it?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Trouble is a fine general term for my ailment. I’m +merely disgusted, dissatisfied—on general principles. +Possibly it’s the effect of reading Nigel’s book.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I haven’t had time to read it, but I’m so happy it has +created a <span class='it'>furore</span>, and hope he’ll come back to be lionized. +Odd he should write about the slums.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not at all. The slums are always being discovered by +bright young men, who, with the true ardor of the explorer, +proceed to enlighten the world. Nigel—the story’s not +up to much—but he has the genius of expression, and, +having made the amazing discovery of poverty, communicates +his own amazement that it should have continued to +exist in civilized countries up to the eve of the twentieth +century—and his horror at its forms. Some of his scenes +are quite awfully vivid. But he’s no sentimentalist; he +doesn’t call for more charities; he doesn’t even pity the poor; +he despises them as they deserve to be despised for being +poor, for their asininity in permitting and enduring. But +he demands in their name, since the best of them are wholly +incompetent as thinkers, that the educated shall favor a +form of Socialism which shall not only provide remunerative +employment for them, but compel them to work—grinding +the idle, the worthless, the vicious to the wall, +and training the new generation to annihilate poverty. +Great heaven! What a disgrace it is—that poverty—to +the individual, to the world, to the poor, to the rich. I +never realized it until I read that book. Other ‘discoverers’ +have put my back up. But Nigel is one of us; and +when he sees it—and what a clear vision he has —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How splendid!” cried Ishbel, also forgetting her own +trouble for the moment. “And to be able to write like +that will help him to forget Julia—must make all personal +affairs seem insignificant. Would that we all had such a +solace!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Solace! We are both strong enough to scorn the word. +But having been awakened, I should have no excuse if I +went to sleep again. Nor you. I haven’t made up my mind +what I’ll do yet, merely that I’ll do something. I’m sick +of society. It’s a bally grind. Five years of it are enough +for any woman with brains instead of porridge in her skull. +I’m glad you’ve had a shock about the same time—should +have administered it if you hadn’t. Of course I shall continue +to hunt, and keep house for Geoffrey, and watch over +my child, but all that uses up about one-tenth of my energies, +and no more. What I’ll do, I don’t know. I’m floundering. +Lovers are no solution for me. They’re démodés, +anyhow. I’m after some big solution both elemental and +progressive. Of course I shall begin with politics—by +studying our problems on all sides, I mean, not having +hysterics over the party claptrap of the moment. That +and a hard course in German literature will tone my mind +up. It’s all run to seed. The rest will come in due course. +Tell me what you propose to do. But of course you’ve +had no time to decide.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, but I have. I’m going to open a milliner shop.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What?” Mrs. Herbert sat down.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You may think me vain, but I <span class='it'>know</span> that I can trim +hats better than any woman in London.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes—of course. But Mr. Jones?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I think I can make him consent—advance me the +money—by persuading him that it is a new fad with the +aristocracy—I’ll point out to him several titles over shops +in Bond Street.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You have an Irish imagination. He won’t hear of it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’m sure I can talk him over—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Besides, it isn’t fair. It will make no end of talk, and +him ridiculous. If you go in for independence—and do, +by all means—don’t begin your sex emancipation with +the sex methods of second-rate women. Men are supposed +to be direct, straightforward, above the petty wiles to which +women have been compelled to resort since man owned them. +They are not, but, being the ruling sex, have forced the world +to accept them at their own estimate. Besides, they find +the standard convenient. That it is a worthy standard, no +one will dispute. At least if we women cannot be wholly +truthful, we need not be greater liars than they are. And +we can score a point by adopting the same standard. Tell +Mr. Jones that you have decided upon independence, that +if he doesn’t put up the money, I will; but don’t throw dust +in his eyes—I doubt if you could, anyhow.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Would you really?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course I would. It would be great fun. But what +is the rest of your program? Do you propose to leave +him? To cook his social goose?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No, he has been too generous, whatever his motives. +No girl has ever had a better time, and nothing can alter +the fact that he has rescued my family from poverty. Even +if he cut both daddy and myself off his pay-roll, Aleece and +Hermione and Shelah are rich enough to take care of the +rest. I have done my duty by the family! No, I am quite +willing to occupy a room in his house, go to the opera with +him, even to such social affairs as I have time and strength +for—I really intend to work, mind you, and to start in +rather a small way, that I may pay back what I borrow the +sooner.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How you have thought it all out! I wish I had something +definite in sight. I despise the women that merely +fill in time with intellectual pursuits, and I’ll be hanged if +I take to settlement work—the last resource of the novelist +who wants to make his elevated heroine ‘do something.’ +I must find my particular ability and exercise it. +To work with you actively in the shop would be a mere +subterfuge, as I don’t need money. But never mind me—When +are you going to speak to Mr. Jones?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“This afternoon. I wanted to talk it out with you first. +We Irish <span class='it'>are</span> extravagant. I was afraid I might have got +off my base a bit.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“The world will think you mad, of course. But that +only proves how sane you are. I wish I could get together +about a hundred women, prominent socially—merely +because society women are supposed to be all frivolous—to +set a pace. I assume that the average woman in any class +is a fool, but there is no reason why she should remain one; +and the exceptional women, of whom there must be thousands, +only lack courage, initiative, a leader. By the way, +what do you hear of Julia? I haven’t had a letter for two +months.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“They are to remain at Bosquith until the dissolution of +Parliament, nursing their constituency. She is doing the +lady-of-the-manor act, visiting among the poor, petting +babies, and all the rest of it—but putting in most of her +time with her beloved books. She rarely mentions France’s +name.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Never to me. But I know from one of my aunts—Peg—that +he’s too occupied getting back his health and +pleasing the duke to drink or let his temper go. No doubt +he’s making a very decent husband. It may last. But +whether it does or not, I’m not going to let Julia go. She’s +made of uncommon stuff and must become one of us.”</p> + +<h2>XI</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>It</span> was with some trepidation that Ishbel sought her husband +in the library a few hours later, and, in spite of her resolve +to “be square,” could not resist assuming her most +ingratiating manner. Her eyes were full of witchery, her +kissable mouth wore its most provocative curves. Anything +less like an emancipated wife or a prospective business +woman never rose upon man’s haunted imagination; and +as for Mr. Jones, who had been waiting for an explanation +of some sort, he thought that she had come to apologize, +to confess to a passing hysteria, possibly to jealousy induced +by the fact that the wife of one of the South African millionaires +had worn a ruby the night before that was the talk +of the town. Well, she should have a bigger one if the +earth could be made to yield it up.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mr. Jones returned home every afternoon at precisely +the same hour, and to-day, having “smartened up,” was +sitting in a leather chair near the window with a finance +review in his hand, when Ishbel entered. He did not rise, +but asked her if she felt better, indicated a chair opposite +his own, and waited for her to begin. She should have her +ruby, or whatever it was she wanted, but not until she was +properly humble and asked for it.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Ishbel smiled into those eyes that always reminded her +of shoe buttons, and said sweetly, “I was horrid, of course, +last night —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You were. And it was extremely unpleasant for me +at the ball. Nobody addressed me except to ask where +you were. I felt like a keeper minus his performing bear.” +His tone was not without bitterness.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I am so sorry. But I could not go. I wanted to think.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Think? Why on earth should you think? You have +nothing to think about; merely to spend money and look +beautiful.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Ishbel smiled again, showing her dimples. There was +not an edge of her inflexible will visible in the beautiful +hazel eyes that she turned full upon him. “Well, the fact +remains that I did think. And this is the result: I wish to +earn my living.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>His jaw dropped. He thought she had lost her mind.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It is quite true, and I mean to do it. I find I don’t +like living on any one. We’ve never pretended to love each +other. If we did—well, I think I should have felt the +same way a little later. As it is, I don’t find it nice, living +on you —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You’re my wife!” thundered Mr. Jones. “What the +hell are you talking about?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ve no right to be your wife—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You’ve been a damned long time finding it out—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Five years. Bridgit says I have an Irish imagination. +I’ve worked it persistently for five years, and worked it to +death. I not only persuaded myself that I was doing you +a tremendous service, but that I was entirely happy in +being young and having all the luxuries and pleasures and +gayeties that youth demands. I am only twenty-four. +Five years in one’s first youth is not so long a time for delusion +to last —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Have you fallen in love?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not for more than three hours at a time. Somehow, +you all fall short, one way or another. I think I have fallen +in love with myself. At all events I want an individual +place in the world, and, as the world is at present constituted, +the only people that are really respected are those that +either inherit fortunes or abstract the largest amount of +money from other people. Even birth is going out of +fashion. It doesn’t weigh a feather in the scale against +money.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You’re talking like a lunatic. I couldn’t have got +into society with all my millions without you, or some one +else born with a marketable title, and you know it.” Mr. +Jones was so astonished that only plain facts lighted the +chaos of his mind.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“All the same you are far more respected than my poor +old father, who is a lineal descendant of the O’Neil. Even +if people did not respect you personally,—and of course +they do,—they all respect you far more than they do me. +Who would look at me if I had married one of your clerks—birth +or no birth? And who regards me, as it is, but +anything more than one of your best investments? I am +useful to you and pay my way, but I’m of no earthly importance +as an individual. I haven’t even as good a position +as Bridgit, who inherited a fortune, although a bagatelle +compared to yours —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Is that what you’re after—a slice of my fortune in +your own right?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No, I only want enough to start me in business, and I +shall pay it back —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll have you put in a lunatic asylum. What business +do you fancy you could make a go in? Mine?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No. The French bourgeoisie are about the only +people that have solved the sex problem: every woman +in the shop-keeping class, at least, is her husband’s working +partner. But financial brains are not indigenous to my +class. If I had one, I’d make myself useful to you in the +only way that counts, and charge you high for my services. +But as it is, I’m going to do the one thing I happen to be +fitted for—I’m going to be a milliner.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“A milliner!” roared Mr. Jones. His face was purple. +It was all very well to assume that his butterfly had gone +mad; he had a hideous premonition that she was in earnest +and as sane as he was. In fact, he felt on the verge of +lunacy himself. He could hear his house of cards rattling +about him.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes,” said Ishbel, smiling at him, as she had always +smiled when asking him to invite another of her sisters to +visit them. “I can trim hats beautifully. My hats are +noted in London —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“They ought to be. The bills that come from those +Paris robbers —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I retrim every hat I get from the best of them. And +I’ve pulled to pieces the hats of some of the richest of my +friends. They will all patronize me. I shan’t rob them, +and I have at least fifty ideas for this season that will be +original without being bizarre—hats that will suit individual +faces and not be duplicated. Oh, I know that I +have a positive genius for millinery!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The purple fell from Mr. Jones’s face, leaving it pallid. +He stared at her, not only in consternation, but in deeper +perplexity than he had ever felt in his life. Probably there +is no state of the masculine mind so amusing to the disinterested +outsider as the chaos into which it is thrown by +some unexpected revelation of woman’s divergence from +the pattern. It has only been during those long periods of +the world’s history, as Bridgit and Ishbel had discovered, +when men were at war, that women, poor, even in their +castles, with every faculty strained to feed and rear their +children, and no society of any sort, often without education, +have given men the excuse to regard them as inferior +beings—physical prowess at such times being the standard. +But men have had so many rude awakenings that their +continued blindness can only be explained by the fact that +a large percentage of women, while no idler and lazier than +many men, have been able to flourish as parasites through +the accident of their sex. During every period of comparative +peace and plenty, women of another caliber have shown +themselves tyrannous, active, exorbitant in their demands, +and mentally as alert as men. If they disappeared periodically, +it was only because they had not fully found themselves, +had exercised their abilities to no definite end. A +recent German psychologist, one of the maddest and most +ingenious, discovered something portentous in such periodicity +as he took note of: the prominence of woman in +the tenth, fifteenth, and sixteenth centuries, and again in +the nineteenth and twentieth, assuming it to be the result +of an excess of hermaphrodite and sexually intermediate +forms, a state of affairs not unknown in the vegetable kingdom. +Therefore, must woman’s periodic revolt mean nothing +more than a biological phenomenon.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>This theory would furnish food for much uneasiness were +it not that the philosopher overlooked, deliberately or +otherwise, the fact that woman’s star has flamed at some +period or other in nearly every century, and that these +periods have coincided with man’s ingenuous elevation of +her to gratify his vanity while his chests were full and his +weapons idle. Since the beginning of time, so far as we +have any record of it, women have sprung to the top the +moment that peace permitted wealth, leisure, and servants; +and so far from their success being due to abnormality, +their progress and development have been steadily cumulative. +To-day, for the first time, they are highly enough +developed to take their places beside men in politics, know +themselves well enough to hold on, not drop the reins the +moment the world’s conditions demand the physical activities +of the fighting sex.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Although the great Woman’s Suffrage movement was, +for the moment, in the rear of the world’s problems, thousands +of women in England and America were thinking of +little else, planning and working quietly, awaiting their +leader. This psychological wave had washed over Ishbel’s +sensitive brain and done its work quite as thoroughly as if +she had gone to Manchester and sat at the feet of Dr. +Pankhurst. It is the fashion to give Ibsen the credit of the +revolt of woman from the tyranny of man, but that is sheer +nonsense to any one acquainted with the history of woman. +Ibsen was a symptom, a voice, as all great artists are, but +no radical changes spring full fledged from any brain; they +are the slow work of the centuries.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Perhaps I should have put it another way,” said Ishbel. +“I fancy the point is, not that the world respects you +more for amassing wealth, but that you respect yourself +so enormously for having won in the greatest and most difficult +game that men have ever played. Diplomacy is nothing +to it. That only requires brains and training. To coax +gold from full pockets into empty ones and remain on the +right side of the law, requires a magnetic needle in the brain, +and is a distinct form of genius. Talk about riches not +bringing happiness, I don’t believe there is a rich man living, +even if he has only inherited his wealth, who does not find +happiness in his peculiar form of self-respect, and in his +contempt for the failures. If he has inherited, it is an +achievement to retain, and when he has made his fortune, +he must feel a bigger man than any king. Well, in my +little way, I purpose to enjoy that sensation. And to make +money, to accumulate wealth, is, I am positive, one of the +primary instincts—if it were not, the world would have +been socialistic a thousand years ago. But the secret desire +in too many millions of hearts has prevented it —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“My God!” roared Mr. Jones. “Have you got brains?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I hope so.” She smiled mischievously. “I couldn’t +make money without them.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Suppose you had half a dozen children?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course, if I hadn’t thought it all out in time, I should +bring them up first. But I feel sure the time will come +when every self-respecting woman will want to be the +author of her own income—when no girl will marry until +she is.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mr. Jones looked and felt like the fisherman who has +gone out in a sail-boat to catch the small edible prizes of +the sea, and landed a whale.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You never thought that all out for yourself,” he growled. +“Where did you get it, anyhow?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Last night I realized that I had been learning unconsciously +for years, and remembered everything worth while +I had ever heard men and women talk about. After all, +you know, clever men do talk to me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Clever men are always fools about a pretty face.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He got up and moved restlessly about the large room, too +full of furniture for a man with big feet, and long awkward +arms which he did not always remember to hold close to +his sides. He longed for his punch bag. Ishbel smiled and +looked out of the window.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What in hell’s come over women?” he demanded. “I +thought they only wanted love when they talked of happiness.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you’re like too many men—have got your whole +knowledge of women from novels. Perhaps you even read +the neurotic ones that are having a vogue just now. +Wouldn’t that be funny! We women want many things +besides love, we Englishwomen, at least; for we belong to +the most highly developed nation on the globe. And we are +the daughters of men as well as of women, remember. And +we have heard the affairs of the world discussed at table +since we left the nursery. That man doesn’t realize what +he has made of us is a proof that he is so soaked in conventions +and traditions that he is in the same danger of decay +and submergence that nations have been when too long a +period of power has made them careless and flaccid—and +blind. We want love, but as a man wants it; enough to +make us comfortable and happy, but not to absorb our +whole lives —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What?” Mr. Jones swung round upon her, his little +black eyes emitting red sparks. “That’s the most immoral +speech I ever heard a woman make.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I shall keep faith with you,” said Ishbel, carelessly. +“Don’t worry yourself. I’ve made a bargain with you and +I shall stick to it, just as I shall be perfectly square in business. +All I want is to be as much of an individual as you +are, not an annex.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mr. Jones had an inspiration and resumed his seat. +“Look here!” he said. “You say you play a square game, +that you will live up to your contract with me; and marriage +<span class='it'>is</span> a partnership, by God! Well—if you go setting +up for yourself, you injure my credit. I’m in a lot of things +where credit is everything. Money (actual gold and silver) +is not so plentiful as you think, and the greatest coward on +earth. If there should be the slightest suspicion that I was +unsound —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Why should there be? You will continue to live here +in the same style, and I shall keep my rooms, and go about +with you once or twice a week—even wear some of your +jewels. What more could you ask?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What more?” Jones was purple again. “This: I +didn’t marry to be made a laughing-stock of. Everybody’ll +say I’m mean —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not if you set me up. And you can get your good +friend, <span class='it'>The Mart</span>, to say that I am ambitious to set a new +style in fads —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“There are some statements that no fool will swallow—let +alone sharp business men in the City. Fad, indeed—when +you will be standing on your feet all day in a milliner +shop—unless—” hopefully—“you merely mean to put +your name over the door to draw customers, and pocket +the proceeds. That would be bad enough—but —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“By no means. What possible satisfaction could I get +out of making other people do what I want to do myself? +You might as well ask an author if he would be content to +let some one else write his books so long as he had his name +on the title page and pocketed the profits. The joy of succeeding +must lie in the effort, in knowing that you are doing +something that no one else can do in quite the same way. +I can be an artist even in hats, and I propose to be one.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And if I refuse you the capital?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Bridgit will lend it to me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I am to be blackmailed, so!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What is blackmail?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“As if a woman need ask! Every woman is a blackmailer +by instinct. I suppose that if I won’t give you the +money for this ridiculous enterprise, you will leave my +house—ruin me socially, as well as financially?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But Ishbel’s wits were far nimbler than his. “No,” she +said sweetly, “I can never forget that I owe you a great deal. +Whether you advance me the capital or not, I shall continue +to live here, and entertain for you whenever I have time.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The mere male was helpless, defeated. A month later +his name was over a shop in Bond Street, and the success +of the lady whose title preceded it was so immediate that +he began to brag about her in the City. But he was by +no means reconciled. His order of life, that new order in +which he had revelled during five brief years, was sadly +dislocated. Many husbands and wives are invited separately +in London society, but he made the bitter discovery +that when Ishbel was forced to decline an invitation for +luncheon or dinner he was expected to follow suit. He +could walk about at receptions or teas if he chose, but it +became instantly patent that no woman, save those whose +husbands were in his power, would see him at her table +when she could get out of it. There were one or two new +millionnaires in society that had achieved a full measure of +personal popularity, and were sometimes asked without +their wives, but Jones was hopelessly dull in conversation, +and had a way of “walking up trains,” and knocking +over delicate objects with his elbows. And then he was +unpardonably ugly to look at; moreover, evinced no disposition +to pay the bills of any woman but his wife. +That was a fatal oversight on Mr. Jones’s part, but no one +had ever been kind enough to give him a hint.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>All this was bad enough, but in addition he perceived that +while society patronized Ishbel’s shop, and pretended to +admire or be amused, they had respected her far more when +she was reigning as a beauty and spending her husband’s vast +income as carelessly as the spoiled child smashes its costly +toys. There is little real respect where there is no envy, and +no one envies a working woman until she has made a fortune +and can retire. Ishbel had dazzled the world with her splendid +luck, added to her beauty and proud descent. It had +called her “a spoiled darling of fortune,” a “fairy princess,” +and such it had envied and worshipped. But she had +stepped down from her pedestal; her halo had fallen off; +she was no longer a member of the leisured class, haughty +and privileged even when up to its neck in debt. Mr. +Jones’s position in the City was not affected, for men knew +him too well, but society suspected that his fortune was not +what it had been, and that his wife wanted more money +to spend, or was providing against a rainy day. If neither +suspicion was true, then she was disloyal to her class, and +a menace, a horrid example. Her personal popularity was +unaffected, but her position was not what it was, no doubt +of that, and the soul of Mr. Jones was exceeding bitter.</p> + +<h2>XII</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Lord Rosebery’s</span> government, despite the duke’s optimistic +predictions, did not resign until June 24, consequently +the general election was not fought until July, and +during all this time Julia was kept at Bosquith; France, +wholly amiable to his cousin’s wishes, stuck close to his +borough. He had not a political dogma, cared no more for +the Conservatives and Liberal-Unionists, than for Nationalists, +Liberals, Radicals, and Socialists, and he had no intention +of boring himself in Westminster save when his cousin +required his vote. But he had planned a very definite and +pleasant scheme of life, and the enthusiastic favor of the +head of his house was essential to its success. He intended +to re-let his own place in Hertfordshire, and live with the +duke, both in London and in the country, until such time +as his patience should be rewarded and the divine law of +entail give him his own. He not only craved the luxury of +the duke’s great establishments (as English people understand +luxury), but, quite aware of the position he had forfeited +among men, he was determined to win it back. Not +that he felt any symptoms of regeneration, but the pride, +which heretofore had raised him above public opinion, +assumed a new form during his long convalescence, and +prompted respectability and enjoyment of the social position +he had inherited.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>His cousin, although knowing vaguely that his heir had +been “a bit wild,” and not as popular as he might be, was +far too unsophisticated to guess the truth, and too surrounded +by flatterers and toadies to hear what would manifestly +displease him. Moreover, although France was under +such strong suspicion of card cheating that no man would +play with him, he had proved himself too clever to be +caught, therefore had escaped an open scandal. He had +twice avoided being co-respondent in divorce suits, once +by shifting the burden on to the shoulders of a fellow-sinner, +and once by securing, through a detective agency, such information +that the wronged husband let the matter drop +rather than suffer a counter-suit. But society was not his +preserve. He was a man who had haunted byways where +women were unprotected, and far from the limelight; and +although there had been for twenty years the contemptuous +impression that he was one of the greatest blackguards in +Europe, that there was no villainy to which he had not +stooped, he was, after all, little discussed, for he was much +out of England, and, when off duty, went to Paris for his +pleasures.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But although he had rather revelled in his dark reputation, +he had now undergone a change of mind if not of +heart. He had had a long draught of respectability, and of +deference from his future menials and the several thousand +good men in his constituency who had never heard of him +before he came to Bosquith, as the convalescent heir of +their popular duke, and won them by looking “every inch +a man”; he had a young and beautiful wife with whom he +was as much in love as was in him to love any one but himself, +and in whom he recognized a valuable aid to his plan +of social rehabilitation. Established in London as hostess +of one of its oldest and most exclusive private palaces, with +every opportunity to exercise her youthful charm (like the +duke he despised brains in women), she would take but one +season to draw about her a court anxious to stand well with +the future Duchess of Kingsborough. And he was her +husband. They could not ignore him if they would; and +they would have less and less inclination, viewing him daily +as a man ostentatioulsy devoted to his wife, taking his parliamentary +duties very seriously indeed (he knew exactly the +right phrases to get off), and living a life so exemplary and +regular that his past would be dismissed with a good-natured +smile (for was he not a future duke?), or openly +doubted for want of proof. He knew that some people +would never speak to him, others never invite him to their +tables, although he might, with his wife and cousin, receive +a card to their receptions; but, then, London society was +very large, and he could endure the contempt of the few +in the complaisance of the many.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>His first quarry was the duke, already disposed to like +him extremely, as they were the last males of their race, and +latterly quite softened by certain sympathies and anxieties +for his afflicted relative that had never infused his dry +smug nature before. He was also one of those survivals +that like anecdotes, and France, in his wandering life, had +insensibly collected an infinite number. Naturally the +most silent of men, he now made himself so agreeable that +the duke, long companionless, himself suggested the permanent +residence of the Frances under his several roofs, overrode +all his cousin’s manly objections, and looked forward +to a revival of the historic splendors of Kingsborough +House with something like enthusiasm. France cemented +the new bond when he appeared, as soon as his convalescence +was over, at morning prayers, and even compelled the +attendance of the rebellious Julia.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>This alien in the great house of France detested family +prayers. They were very long, the duke’s dull languid +gaze travelled over his shoulder every time she sat when +she should have knelt, and they came at an hour when she +wanted to be on the moor or riding along the cliffs. But +when she openly expressed herself, her husband, although +he picked her up and kissed her many times, unobservant +that she wriggled, replied peremptorily: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not another word, my little beauty. To prayers you +must go. It’s a rotten bore, but it’s the duty of a wife to +advance her husband’s interests. Get our mighty cousin +down on us, and we live in Hertfordshire all the year +round.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Although she hid the thought, Julia would have submitted +to more than prayers to avoid living alone in a small +house in the country with her husband. She had heard +so much of duty during the last year (even her mother’s +letters were full of it), that she had set her teeth in the face +of matrimony, persuaded herself that France was no more +offensive than other husbands, that hers was the common +lot of woman, and, after reading Nigel’s book, that she was +singularly fortunate in not having been born in the slums. +But although she refused to admit to her consciousness a +certain terrified mumbling in the depths of her brain, she +did acknowledge that she no longer had the least desire for +a child, and that she hated the scent of the pomade on her +husband’s moustache. It was a pomade that had been +fashionable for several years, and was used as sparingly as +possible on France’s bristles; but lesser trifles have killed +love in women, and Julia, frankly unloving, conceived an +unconquerable aversion for this sickly scent; to this day +it rises in her memory as associated with the abominable +injustice that had been committed on her youth.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But she kept her mind and time fully occupied. She +visited the sick, rode her good horse, and read until there +was nothing left in the Bosquith library to satisfy her still +insatiable mind. Then, for the first time, she realized that +she had not a penny in her purse, had not had since her +first few weeks in London. She made out a list of books +she wanted, surmounted her diffidence, and asked her husband +if she might order them from London. France, when +she approached him, was smoking a pipe by the library fire, +his cannon-ball head sunken luxuriously into the cushions +of the chair, and his glassy eyes half closed. He pulled her +down on his knee and read the list, then laughed aloud and +pinched her ear.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Never heard of one of these books, but they have an +expensive look—wager not one of them costs under a +pound. That would mean about ten pounds—by Gad! +That would never do. I’m economizing and you must, too; +for although we shall live with Kingsborough, we can’t expect +him to pay for our clothes and all the rest of it. Besides, +I don’t want an intellectual wife—had no idea you +read such bally rot. Intellectual wives are bores, get red +noses, and rims round their eyes. Jove! Think of those +eyes gettin’ red and dim. I’d make a bonfire of all the +books in England first. No, my lady, it’s your business to +look pretty, and to remember a famous saying of our future +king: ‘Bright women, yes; but no damned intellect.’ We +want to have a rippin’ time as soon as Salisbury is in again, +and I won’t have you frightenin’ people off.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I never supposed you would care so much for society,” +said Julia, lamely. “I always think of you as a sailor.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I want what’ll be mine before long—what I’ve been +kept out of long enough,” he answered savagely.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia was shocked. It was the first time he had betrayed +himself, so anxious had he been for her good opinion, so +careful not to excite himself with tempers until his heart +was quite strong again. As she left his knee and turned +her disconcerting eyes on him, he recovered himself with a +laugh.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I believe it’s all your mother’s fault. She told me it +was your fate—by all the stars!—to be a duchess, and +I don’t think I’ve got it out of my head since. But you +know I’m devilish fond of my cousin—only one I’ve got, +for those old hags don’t count. I’ll chuck such ideas, +and—” his voice became sonorous with virtue—“think +only of his kindness and of serving my country when my +time comes.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The time came in July, and he carried his borough almost +without effort, so irresistible was the conservative reaction. +He was not much of an orator, but not much was required +of him. He made a fine appearance on a platform, and +when, after a flattering introduction by the chairman, he +stood up before a sympathetic audience, and between some +scraps of party wisdom, furnished by the duke, doubled up +his aristocratic hand and wedged it firmly into his manly +thigh, and brought out in all its inflections: “Indeed, I +<span class='it'>may</span> say—Indeed, <span class='it'>I</span> may say—Indeed, I may <span class='it'>say</span>—<span class='it'>Indeed</span> +I may say!” the applause was stupendous.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, sitting behind him with the duke, had much ado +not to laugh aloud, but, then, Julia was an alien, and had no +appreciation of gentlemen’s oratory.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She had taken more interest in the wives of the voters, +and been relieved to find that their poverty was rather +picturesque than bitter—Nigel’s book had given her a profound +shock—but had wept at some of the tales told by +women that had relatives in London and the great manufacturing +towns of the north. After France’s final triumph, +when he had been carried back to Bosquith on the shoulders +of several honest yeomen, followed by a cheering mob of +several hundred more, she asked him impulsively (being +electrified herself for the moment) if he might not serve +his country best by making a crusade against poverty. +But he looked at her in such genuine bewilderment that she +dropped the subject.</p> + +<h2>XIII</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>To</span> France’s intense disgust Parliament met on August +12, that consecrated date when grouse are first hunted from +their lairs. There was nothing for it, however, but to go +up to London with the triumphant duke and sit on a bench +through at least one hot hour each day. The rest of his +hours he spent at his club, to avoid meeting his patriotic +relative, and Julia, for the first time, found herself possessed +of a certain measure of liberty. To be sure, she was several +times caged in the House of Commons, and once slept +above the peers, but for the most part she was left to herself, +the duke almost forgetting her in the joy of his occasional +chats in the lobby with Lord Salisbury, and the excitements +provided by Mr. Chamberlain. He had neither +hope nor wish for the onerous duties of a cabinet minister, +but for many years politics had formed the only excitement +of his rather colorless life; whether his party were in +or out, he always managed to be of some slight use to it in +the upper House. He was laughed at sometimes by the +giants of his party, but on the whole regarded as a safe +reliable man, and received doles of flattery to keep his +enthusiasm alive.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Everybody was out of town except Ishbel, who was casting +nets for the rich tourists, and Julia sat for hours in the +gay little shop on the second floor of an old building in +Bond Street, watching her friend with wide admiring eyes, +and even envying her a little. This, however, she suppressed. +She was to be a duchess, and that was the end of +it. She would fill her high destiny to the best of her ability, +but she wished that meanwhile she could earn a little money, +or some unknown relative would leave her a legacy. France +was still “economizing” and gave her no allowance; she +literally had not money for cab fare. She was determined, +however, never to ask him for money again, so deep had +been her mortification when he had refused her simple request +for books.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Parliament remained in session something over a month, +being prorogued on September 15. The duke returned to +Bosquith for the rest of the grouse season, opened his house +in Derbyshire for the pheasant shooting, and went again +to Bosquith for partridges and hunting. This time there +were guests. Many of them were carefully selected from +the most ardent supporters of the present Government; +but Mrs. Winstone, who, deeply to her satisfaction, was +invited to coach and assist the young chatelaine, was permitted +to invite “a few younger people, but no really young +people.” The duke was alive to the necessity of maturing +his heir’s wife as rapidly as possible. The company was +always an extremely distinguished one, as Mrs. Winstone +took pains to impress upon the somewhat indifferent Julia; +not the least exalted members of the Government honored +the various parties, and a good many of the younger men +accepted invitations which would force them into association +with Harold France, partly to please Mrs. Winstone, partly +out of curiosity, and principally because the duke’s shootings, +always kept up but seldom placed at the service of +guests, were famous. Julia, alive to her responsibilities, +set her mind upon becoming an accomplished hostess, and +although the everlasting talk of politics and sport bored her, +she was rewarded with a few pleasant acquaintances, who +in a measure consoled her for the temporary loss of Bridgit +and Ishbel.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>There was a fine old Jacobean mansion on the estate in +Derbyshire, and Julia reminded herself that she was realizing +a youthful dream, admired the brilliant appearance of the +women at dinner, and went occasionally to the coverts. +But the immense beautiful house had the more notable +attraction of a fine library, and Julia’s happiness was further +increased from October until the middle of February by +the fact that she saw less of her husband than formerly. +No more ardent sportsman breathed; he could kill all day, +and when he came home at night was agreeably fatigued +and ready for sleep. He was as much in love as ever, but it +was long since he had been able to command all the pleasures +of his class, and he meant to enjoy every good that came his +way to the last nibble. No more methodical soul ever +lived. Julia sometimes wondered if he were not a creature +manufactured and wound up, like Frankenstein, rather than +man born of woman, but it was long before she found +the clew to his character.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>When they returned to Bosquith, Julia had even more +freedom than during the weeks devoted to the puncturing of +grouse and pheasant. The women had joined the men for +luncheon during the grouse season, tramping the moors +in very short skirts and very thick boots; and in Derbyshire, +the coverts not being too far from the house, the +men had returned for their midday meal. But the farms, +with their turnip fields, were many miles from the moors +which surrounded the castle of Bosquith; the women +showed less enthusiasm; and it was out of the question for +the men to return, even in a break, for luncheon. Therefore, +did the women, including Mrs. Winstone, sleep late, and +Julia found the morning hours her own. She enjoyed her +freedom at first in long rides alone, and with no particular +object, but in the course of a week she accidentally made +the acquaintance of one of the tenants, Mr. Leggins (the +sportsmen had exhausted his field and moved on), and she +found his somewhat radical discourse refreshing after the +undiluted and therefore unargumentative conservatism +of the castle’s guests. Mr. Leggins, indeed, when the +intimacy had progressed, did not hesitate to express himself +on the injustice of annually sacrificing his best fields +to the sporting pride of hereditary lords of the soil. One +argument in England against giving women the vote is +that they are all conservatives at heart, but Julia, at least, +seated under the mighty beams of the old farm-house, with +a bowl of bread and milk before her, listening to the old man +inveigh against the iniquity of laws that forced a family +like his own to pay rent from generation to generation, a +rent which increased with every improvement made by the +tenant, instead of being permitted to buy their land and +feel “as good as the next man,” assumed that there was +something wrong with the world, and often wondered if +she were not in the sixteenth century, when the farm-house +had been built; wondered still more why the world progressed +so rapidly in some things and remained stationary +in others. Mr. Leggins, in those early morning hours, +told her something of Socialism, and she began to have +grave doubts if she should ever become a duchess, if those +lagging millions would not suddenly awaken and come to +the front with a bound.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But these grave questions agitated her fleetingly at +this period, for there were other attractions at the Leggins +farm. It embraced a famous ruin, and the farmer kept a +small public house of “soft drinks” for its many visitors. +This was Julia’s first glimpse of the genus tourist, and its +very difference from the guests at the castle entranced her. +She often spent the entire morning watching and often +talking to strange people with frank inquisitive eyes and an +amazing thoroughness in exploration. Many had accents +undreamed of in her short sojourn on this planet. Mr. +Leggins called them “Americans,” and Julia sunned herself +in their breezy democracy, and resolved to read +their history as soon as she returned to London and its +public libraries; no recognition of their existence was to be +found at Bosquith. Julia had seen several Americans in +Ishbel’s shop, but they had been so very elegant, and such +good imitations of the British grande dame, that they had +not impressed her.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>These short-skirted, “shirt-waisted” people, with flying +veils—generally blue—attached precisely or rakishly +to hats, sailor or alpine, with faces, more often than not, +gay and careless, but sometimes with an anxious line between +the brows as if fearful they might “miss something” +while photographing even the diamond panes of the farm-house +windows, thrilled Julia with the sense of a new world +to discover, of a country which must be divinely free since +it once had snapped its fingers in mighty England’s face, +and now elected a President every four years (this much Mr. +Leggins had told her), and gave its humblest man a vote. +Of the peculiar tyrannies which have grown up under the Constitution +of the United States (tyrannies impossible under an +autocracy) Julia, of course, knew nothing; and although she +had no cause to complain of monarchical tyranny in Great +Britain, she was beginning to feel the stirrings of a dim resentment +against the insignificance of her own estate. Not only +had Ishbel talked to her a good deal during the short session +of Parliament, but she observed for herself that the duke’s +house parties were organized with pointed reference to the +pleasure and comfort of the male sex. The men were given +the best rooms, the board was set with the heavy food +necessary to the replenishment of their energies, they shot +all day long, barely opening their mouths to speak at table, +and often went to bed immediately after dinner. The +women were invited merely to ornament the table and make +the men forget their fatigue, or to amuse them if they felt +inclined now and then to vary sport with flirtation. For +these heroic ladies not one amusement during the shooting +season was designed; of course they would hunt later. No +men were asked save those that shot. Even “old Pirie,” +and Lord Algy went out with the guns. Julia wondered +why these women came, and finally concluded that some +came in search of husbands or lovers, others to keep an +eye on husbands or lovers. Some, no doubt, enjoyed the +rest at no expense to themselves, but all were frankly +bored. Now and again Julia, at tea time, heard a woman +discourse upon the happy fate of the American woman, +who had “things all her own way,” and to whom man was a +slave. Listening to the animated babble about the table +in Farmer Leggins’s living room, where the Americans +imbibed milk, bottled lemon-squash, and sarsaparilla, Julia +longed to ask the prettiest of them if they were spoiled +wives. France professed to adore her madly, but he +neither petted nor spoiled her. She was his prize exhibit, his +woman, his harem of one, and he was immensely satisfied +with his discrimination and his luck. He never even asked +her if she were content, if she were bored. What liberty she +had she was forced to scheme for, like these visits to the +fascinating public house of Farmer Leggins. Had the +duke or even Mrs. Winstone seen her sitting at that table, +sometimes cutting bread, always talking to people she +had never seen before and never would see again, they would +have been outraged; and, no doubt, as the times were too +advanced to shut her up, she would have been compelled +to ride with a groom, and give her word to ignore farm-houses +(save when votes were wanted), and to speak to no +one to whom she had not properly been introduced. But all +three of her guardians were happily ignorant of her performances, +and no mortal ever enjoyed her liberty more, +or took a naughtier delight in it.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>One morning she was sitting beside Farmer Leggins uncorking +bottles and ladling out milk (his son Sam’s wife, +who kept house for him, was away), when three people +alighted from a carriage who interested her immediately. +Not only were the woman and the young girl, and even the +boy, dressed more smartly than was common to the tourist +in that part of the country, but they suddenly ducked their +heads in a peculiar way, and entered the farm-house hat first. +The rest of the room was occupied by a party of school-teachers, +who invariably wear out their old clothes in +Europe, and Julia gave the newcomers her undivided +attention. Mr. Leggins also rose with some alacrity, and +placed them at a small table by themselves, waiting until +their pleasant voices assured him that they had all their +appetites demanded.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“They’re Californians,” whispered Mr. Leggins, as he +returned to Julia’s side. (As the reader is now acquainted +with every known dialect, it is not necessary to torment +him with the Yorkshire.) “San Franciscans, to be exact. I +always can tell them by the way they put their heads down +in a breeze—wind always blows in San Francisco, and it’s +second nature to butt against it. I know the earmarks +of every state in their union—section, at least—and not +only by their accents. You can know a Californian because +he hasn’t any, but the others would butter bread, except +when they happen to have had brass long enough to rub it off +in Europe. Even then they keep a bit of it. But I know +them by other things. This party of school missuses is +from what they call ‘the East’; they’ve every one got +suspicion in their eyes, and are that close! It’s a wonder +they don’t bring scales to weigh my bread. The ‘Middle +West’ people are like children, pleased with everything, +and crazy about ruins; free with the brass, too. The +‘Southerners’ look as if they ought to be rich and ain’t, but +never haggle. The high-toned ‘Easterners,’ haven’t an +exclamation point among them, are so polite they make +you feel like dirt, pay with gold and count the change. +Where on earth is Sam?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Sam had disappeared shortly after showing the school-teachers +over the ruin, and the Californians had risen, +manifestly awaiting a guide.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Sam (who occasionally stole away to watch the shooting) +was not to be found. Julia volunteered to show the party +over the ruin.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’d be that grateful!” exclaimed Mr. Leggins; and to +the Californians, “There ain’t much to the ruin, and she +knows it as well as Sam.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The lady looked at her curiously, for the guide wore her +habit, and manifestly was not of the house of Leggins, but +she expressed herself satisfied, and followed Julia across +the bridge that spanned the ditch. The young girl was +too weary with much travel for interest in anything, but +the youth had already fallen a victim to Julia’s charms, +and manœuvred to reach her side. He was a fine-looking +lad, tall for his years, which might have been fifteen, with +a shock of black hair, keen black-gray eyes, and a dark +strongly made face. It was a new-world face, with something +of the pioneer, something of the Indian in it, but, +oddly enough, almost aggressively modern. Julia had +observed him under her lashes, and wished he were older. +Few men tourists came that way, and this boy was of a more +marked type than any of them.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“My, but this is bully!” he exclaimed. “You won’t +mind my saying it, but I’ve been watching you for half an +hour—couldn’t eat—but—well—I never saw a prettier +girl even in California.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Then you <span class='it'>are</span> a Californian?” asked Julia, much +amused. “And a San Franciscan?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Now, how can you tell that?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Mr. Leggins says you all hold your heads forward on +account of the winds—to keep your hats on, I suppose.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Jiminy, that’s clever! Fancy an English farmer having +sense enough for that. Ours are pretty stupid—perhaps +because they live so far apart. This whole island isn’t as +big as the state of California.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You don’t mean it,” gasped Julia, not in the least +resenting this characteristic boast.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And there are real forests in it—primeval.” The +youth was delighted with the impression he had made. “Not +woods that you can see the horizon from the middle of. +Great Scott! this island is cut up. You can’t get rid of the +towns, except on these big estates. Why, in the manufacturing +districts they tail into one another. In California —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Dan!” said a reproving voice from the rear. “Stop +bragging. This is my brother’s first visit to Europe,” +added the lady, with a smile. “And like all Americans in +similar circumstances, he observes only to contrast and +deprecate. He’ll behave much better on his next visit. +That first protest is only defiance, anyhow—to still the +small voice which tells us how new and crude we are in the +face of all this antiquity and beauty.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh!” said Julia, smiling. “I fancy that if I visited +your country, I should be too awed even to feel my own +littleness.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That is the prettiest speech I ever heard!” The lady +extended her hand. “Won’t you tell me your name? +Mine is Bode, and this is my sister, Emily Tay, and my +brother, Daniel Tay.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I am Mrs. France. It is delightful to know your +names —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Mrs.!” gasped the boy, his face falling until he looked +almost idiotic; but Mrs. Bode’s eyes sparkled.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not of Bosquith?” she asked.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia nodded gloomily.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I have met Mrs. Winstone, and last summer I read all +about you when your husband was so ill.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Read about me?” Julia’s mouth opened almost as wide +as young Tay’s. “Where?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, our correspondents don’t let us miss anything, and +that was a big plum for the end of the season. I know all +about your romantic marriage, and your still more romantic +West Indian home.” She had bred herself too carefully +to add, “and that you will one day be a duchess”; but +the words danced through her mind, and she felt that she +was having an adventure. Julia was in no condition +to notice any faux pas; her imagination was visualizing +her insignificant self in the columns of a newspaper seven +thousand miles away, and she felt a strange thrill, such as +what small deferences she had received from servants and +toadies had never excited in her: the first vague pricking +of ambition.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“There was a picture of you in the Sunday supplement +of one of the papers,” went on Mrs. Bode. “Of course I +guessed it wasn’t you—looked suspiciously like one of our +own belles touched up —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“My picture! I’ve never had my picture taken.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“The more pity,” said Mrs. Bode, with gracious gayety. +“I should beg for one as a souvenir, if you had.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Gee whiz! My camera!” cried young Tay, recovering +himself, and whipping the camera off his shoulder. +“Will—would you stand?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course!” Julia not only had fallen in love with +her new friends, but rejoiced in doing something which +she instinctively knew would annoy her husband. When +woman’s ego is fumbling, it is only in these world-old acts +of petty and secret vengeance that it triumphs for a moment +over the sex that has bruised it.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She posed, with and without her hat, against the gray +walls of the ruin, in a group with Mrs. Bode and Emily, +and again with young Tay alone. Then she lit her +candle and led them down the winding passage to the +room where Mary of Scotland was supposed to have slept +on her way to Fotheringay. As they emerged once more +into the court, she impulsively asked them to come that +afternoon to the castle for tea.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I am sure my aunt will be enchanted to see you,” she +added, “and I can show you over Bosquith, which is much +more interesting than this.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll be delighted,” said Mrs. Bode; and Julia, who had +experienced a moment of fright at her temerity, took +courage again at the American’s matter-of-fact acceptance. +Pride also came to her aid. Why should she not ask whom +she chose to Bosquith? Was she not its chatelaine? Her +aunt was one of her guests, monitress though she might +be. To be sure, she had been forbidden to ask Bridgit or +Ishbel, but, then, the duke had a personal dislike for both—he +now thought Ishbel quite mad and had written her +father a letter of condolence; he was hospitable in his +way, and could find no objection to these delightful travellers +that knew Mrs. Winstone.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She blushed and stammered, “I must ask you not to +say anything about my helping Mr. Leggins, and being +so much at home here —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course not!” Mrs. Bode, as she would have +expressed it, “twigged instanter.” “We met while exploring +the ruins, and got into conversation.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You are so kind. And you will come at five—no, +four, and then I can show you the castle before tea.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“We shall be there at four. Thank you so much.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>They parted, mutually delighted with their morning’s +adventure, the ladies going to their carriage, and young +Tay gallantly assisting Julia to mount her horse.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Jiminy!” he whispered ecstatically. “You’ve got +hair! And eyes! Stars ain’t in it! Say, I’m awful glad +I’m going to see you again, and I’m awful glad I can take +your picture back to California with me!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He was only fifteen, but Julia blushed as she had never +blushed for Nigel. It may be that our future lies in sealed +cells in our brains, as all life in the universe, past, present, +future, is said to be Now to the Almighty. Under certain +lightning stabs it may be shocked into a second’s premature +awakening.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, however, was annoyed with herself, said “Goodby” +rather crossly, and rode off.</p> + +<h2>XIV</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Mrs. Bode</span> was one of those astonishing Americans +who, often with no social affiliations whatever, even in +their native city, or living on the very edges of civilization, +have yet so wide and accurate a knowledge of the cardinal +families of the various capitals of the world, that they would +be invaluable in the offices of Burke, Debrett, and the +Almanach de Gotha. Whether this enterprising variety +of the genus Americana invests in these valuable works +of reference, or merely studies them in the public libraries, +ourselves would not venture to state; but that is beside +the question; some highly specialized magnet in their +brains has accumulated the knowledge, and less ambitious +Americans, even aristocratic foreigners, are often humbled +by them when floundering conversationally among the +ramifications of the peerages of Europe. These students, +if New Yorkers, take no interest in the “first families” of +any state in the American Union save their own, but if a +malignant chance has deposited them on what stage folk +call “the road,” then are their mental woodsheds stored +with the family trees of their own state, <span class='it'>and</span> New York. +Never of any other state: Washington is “too mixed”; +Boston is “obsolete”; Chicago is “too new for any use”; +San Francisco is too picturesque to be aristocratic; the +South can take care of itself; and the rest of the country, +with the possible exception of Philadelphia, would never presume +to enter the discussion.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Nor is this the extent of their knowledge. They can +talk fluently about all the great dressmakers and milliners +that dwell in the centres of fashion, and even of those so +exclusive as to cater only to the best-bred Americans, and +they are always the first to appear in the new style, even +though they have no place to show it but the street. Moreover, +they know every scandal in Europe, scandals of aristocrats +and prime donne, that no newspaper has ever +scented. They discuss the great and the famous of the +world as casually as their own acquaintance, dropping +titles and other formalities in a manner that bespeaks a +keen and secret pleasure that the less gifted or less energetic +mortal may sigh for in vain.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Bode came of good pioneer stock, her sturdy Kansas +grandfather, Daniel Tay, having been among the first to +brave the hardships of the emigrant trail and make “his +pile” in California. Not that he made it in one picturesque +moment. He was only moderately lucky in the mines. +But he could make pies, and miners were willing to pay +little bags of gold-dust for them. He set up a shop for +rough-and-ready clothing in Sacramento, with a pie counter +under the awning. At all times he made a handsome +income, and when the miners came trooping in drunk and +reckless, he cleaned up almost as much as the gambling-houses.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>In due course, he migrated to San Francisco, and, +abandoning a plebeian method of livelihood of which his +wife had learned to disapprove, embarked in a commission +business including hardware and groceries. In those wild +and fluctuating days he made and lost several fortunes. +When his son, Daniel Second, grew up, he was a fairly +prosperous merchant, with connections in Central America +and China. His coffee, spices, teas, and such other delicacies +as even the renowned California soil refused to produce +were the best on the market; and had it not been for +the old gaming fever in his blood, which sent him on periodic +sprees into the stock-market, he would have accumulated +a large fortune and permitted his wife and daughters to +assist in the making of San Francisco’s aristocracy. But +they were always being either burned out or sold out of +their fine new houses, and Mrs. Tay died a disappointed +woman. The Southerners held the social fort and she +had never crossed its threshold. To be sure, she had +washed the miners’ overalls in the rear of the Sacramento +store while the pies were being devoured in front, but +ancient history is made very rapidly in California, and +there were signs that several no better than herself were +“getting their wedge in.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mr. Tay soon followed his wife into the imposing vault +on Lone Mountain, but not before adjuring his son to +“let stocks alone.” The advice was unnecessary, for +Daniel Second was a shrewd cautious man, immune from +every temptation the fascinating city of San Francisco +could offer. He put the business he had inherited on a +sure foundation, rebuilt modestly whenever he was burned +out, and was impervious to the laments of his pretty +second wife that they were “nobodies.” Mrs. Tay felt +that heaven had endowed her with that talent most envied +of women, the social, but her husband was more than +content to be a nobody so long as his financial future was +secure; and it was not until his oldest daughter, Charlotte,—or +“Cherry” as she was fondly called,—came home +from boarding-school for the last time, that he was persuaded +to buy a large and hideous “residence” with a +mansard roof, a cupola, and bow-windows, suddenly thrown +on the market by a disappearing capitalist, and “splurge +a bit.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The splurging carried them but a short distance. St. +Mary’s Hall, Benicia, where Cherry had received the last +of her education, was an aristocratic institution, and she +had made some good friends among the girls. But although +they came to her first party, and she was asked now and +again to large entertainments at their homes, it was more +than patent that the Tays were not “in it.” There was +no reason in the world why they should not be, for they were +not even “impossible” (as the old folks had been); but +whether Mrs. Tay was less gifted socially than she had +fancied, or people so long out of it were regarded with +suspicion or cold indifference by the venerable holders of +the social fort, or Tay’s modest fortune was not worth +while, in view of the enormous fortunes that had been made +recently in the railroads and the Nevada mines, and +“Society was already large enough,” certain it is that Mrs. +Tay and her step-daughter spent long days in the library +of their big house in the Western Addition, consoling themselves +with books (and who shall say that Burke and the +Almanach de Gotha were not among them?) or “the +finest view in the world.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>This unhappy state of affairs lasted for two years, and +then Cherry had an inspiration. One of her father’s +friends was the owner of a powerful newspaper, and +he had a friend as powerful as himself in the state +whence came the present Minister to the Court of St. +James. Armed with letters from these two makers and +unmakers of reputations, Cherry took her mother to +London and requested to be presented at court. The +request was granted, and this great event, as well as +their subsequent adventures in the most good-natured +society in the world, were cabled to the San Francisco +newspapers.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mr. Tay had snorted in disgust when the plan was +unfolded to him, but had yielded to sulks, tears, and +hysterics. One season, however, was all he would finance; +but his wife and daughter, although they had hoped to +remain abroad for two years, returned with the less reluctance +as they were now “names” in the inhospitable city +of their birth. These names had been embroidered for +four months with royalty, a few of the best titles in Burke, +and many of the lesser. (“Precious few will know the +difference,” said Cherry, scornfully.)</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Their position, as a matter of fact, was somewhat improved; +Cherry was admitted to the sacred Assemblies, +and people allowed themselves to admire her Parisian +gowns, her pretty face, and refined vivacious manner. At +the end of the season she captured the son of one of the new +great millionnaires. The Tays had arrived. The past was +forgotten by themselves if not by other walking blue books, +that fine scavenger element in Society which allowed no +one permanently to sink “pasts,” ages, ancestral pies, +saloons, brothels, wash-tubs, or any of the humble but +honest beginnings which fain would repose beneath the +foundations of San Francisco. But the Tays, like many +another, fancied their past forgotten, whatever the fate of +their neighbors; and, as a matter of fact, they were now so +firmly established that three divorces could not have dislodged +them. Mrs. Bode, in her superb mansion on Nob +Hill, forged ahead so steadily that she enjoyed excellent +prospects of being a Society Queen, when the old guard +should have died off, and Mrs. Tay had stuccoed her +house, shaved off the bow-windows, flattened the roof, +replaced rep and damask with silks and tapestries, and +both were happy women.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>All this may sound contemptible to those that enjoy a +proper scorn of Society; but it must be remembered that +as the world is at present constituted, women, not forced +to work for their living, and born without talent, have little +outlet for their energies. And of these energies they often +have as full a supply as men. Besides, they don’t know +any better.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Bode was thirty-two at the time the Tay family +entered Julia’s life, and although she had been abroad many +times since her marriage, this was the first visit of her +younger brother and sister; Mr. Tay “having no use for +Europe and the Californians who were always running +about in it when they had the finest slice of God’s own +country to live in.” But Mrs. Bode was an avowed enemy +of the “provincial point of view,” and justly prided herself +upon being one of the most cosmopolitan women in San +Francisco society. She was determined that her little +half-sister, to whom she was devoted, having no children +of her own, should enjoy all the advantages she so sadly had +lacked, and Dan’s obstreperous Americanism had “tired” +her. So, for the last eight months, with or without the +amiable Mr. Bode, and in spite of cables from pa, who +wished Daniel Third to finish his education as quickly as +possible and enter the firm, she had piloted her charges +through ruins, picture galleries, cities ancient and modern, +museums, and mountain landscapes; besides forcing them +to study French and German two hours a day with travelling +tutors; until Emily yawned in the face of everything, +and Dan threatened to cable to his father for funds and +return by himself. But Mrs. Bode, whose own leave +of absence was expiring, held them well in hand, and +announced her intention of bringing them over every +summer. This program she carried out as far as Emily +was concerned, but it was fifteen years before Daniel Tay +found time or inclination to leave his native land again.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Their reception at the castle was all that Julia could have +wished. Mrs. Winstone was delighted to see them, Mrs. +Bode being impeccable in her critical eyes inasmuch as +she had no accent, did not flaunt her riches, and was never +so aggressively well dressed that she made an Englishwoman +feel dowdy. If she had been told of the Sacramento store, +with the pies in front and the wash-tubs behind, it would +not have affected her judgment in the least. She would +have replied that all Americans had some such origin; +and nothing amused her more than their ancestral pretensions. +“New is new, and republics are republics,” she +said once to Mrs. Macmanus, when discussing a grande +dame from New York. “What silly asses they are to +talk ‘family’ in Europe! We like some and we don’t +others, and that’s all there is to it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>As neither painted, she and Mrs. Bode kissed each +other warmly, and, the American having had her fill of +ruins long since, they went off to a comfortable fireside to +gossip, leaving Emily and Daniel to Julia. The little +girl was openly rebellious, when ordered to investigate the +ruined portion of the castle, but Daniel would have followed +Julia straight out into the North Sea. He had never been +insensible to the charm of girls, but here was a goddess, +and he proceeded to worship her in the whole-hearted +fashion of fifteen, and with an enthusiasm the more possessing +as it knew no guile.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>They wandered through old rooms and passages, under +and over ground, ivy-draped and stark, Julia recounting +the castle’s many histories. Emily lagged behind and +wilfully closed her ears. Finally, having emerged upon +the flat roof of a tower, she saw that she could find her way +back to the garden without getting lost, announced her +intention curtly, and ran down the spiral stair.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good riddance,” said her brother, as he and Julia +sat down to rest. “But I don’t blame her. This is the +last dinky old castle that I look at this trip. America for +me, anyhow. Don’t think I’m a Western savage—that +is what Cherry calls me—it’s awfully good of you to +climb round like this and spiel off such a lot, and this +really is the dandiest castle I’ve seen. But I’ve been +dragged through about a hundred, and as for pictures—wow! +They can only be counted by miles. I’ll never +look at another as long as I live. Give me chromos, anyhow. +We have some in the garret at home, and I like them +better than the old masters—got some color and go in +them, and not so much religion.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia laughed outright. She thought him a young +barbarian, but refreshing as the crystal water of a spring +after too much old burgundy—this simile inspired by +memory of the army of aristocrats she had met since her +arrival in England. These gentlemen, most of them splendid +to look at, were either formal and correct even when +most languid, or bit their ideas out in slang, giving the +impression that they thought in slang, dreamed in slang, +indubitably made love in it; but it was a slang, which, +loose and ugly as it might be, often meaningless, seemed to +cry “hands off” to all without the pale. Some were +affected, but all of these were affected in precisely the +same way. Each and every one was full of an inherited +wisdom which betrayed itself in manner and certain rigid +mental attitudes, even where brain was lacking. To Julia, +at this moment, they seemed in an advanced stage of +petrifaction. Even Nigel was a grandfather in comparison +with this bright green shoot from the new world. And +Julia warmed to his frank admiration. The men to whom +she had done duty as hostess since the 15th of September +had paid her little or no attention. They were interested +in some one else, they found her too young, they were too +tired for flirtation after a long day with the guns, or they +were wary about “poaching on the preserves of a cad like +France. He had a look in his eye at times that would +warn any man off.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Whatever the cause, Julia, whose natural feminine instinct +for conquest had been awakened during her brief +season in London while she was still a girl, and who missed +Nigel’s adoration, was willing to accept her due at the +hands of fifteen, nothing better offering. Besides, the +boy amused her, and she was seldom amused these days.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Tell me more about California,” she said; and +under a rapid fire of questions Dan artlessly revealed the +history of his family (he was very proud of it), and, incidentally, +told her much of the social peculiarities of his city. +It was a strange story to Julia, who knew nothing of young +civilizations, and was profoundly imbued with a respect +for aristocracies. She felt that she should place this young +scion of a quite terrible family somewhere between the +steward of Bosquith and Mr. Leggins; but when she looked +squarely into that open ingenuous fearless almost arrogant +face, the face of an intelligent boy born in a land +whose theory is equality, and in whose short life poverty +and snubs had played no part, she found herself accepting +him as an equal. His face had not the fine high-bred +beauty of Nigel’s nor the mathematical regularity of her +husband’s, but the eyes were keener, the brow was larger +and fuller, the mouth more mobile than any she knew; +and these divergencies fascinated her. But she drew herself +apart in some resentment as he asked her abruptly: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What does your husband do for a living?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do—why, nothing.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Nothing? Great Scott! What sort of a man is he? +When American men don’t work, even if they have money, +we despise them. They generally have to, anyhow. If +they inherit money they have to work to hang on to it. +Some of them drink themselves to death, but they don’t +count.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia had colored haughtily, but wondered at her eagerness +in exclaiming: “My husband was in the navy, but +he has resigned and is now a member of Parliament.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, that’s doing something, but not much. I remember, +now, Cherry told me he’s going to be a duke. Then, +I suppose, he’ll do nothing at all.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, yes, dukes have to look after their estates; they +don’t leave everything to their stewards; they take a +paternal interest in the tenantry; sometimes they are +magistrates, and sometimes they go to the House of Lords.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, that’s just playing with life, to my mind,” said +young Tay, with conviction. “A man isn’t a man who +doesn’t earn his keep and make his pile. I’m almost sorry +my father is well off: I’d like to make my own fortune. +But there’s this satisfaction; if I don’t work as hard as he +does, when my time comes, I’ll be a beggar fast enough. +Competition’s awful; and even people that do nothing but +cut coupons for a living often get stuck. People are +rich to-day and poor to-morrow, when they’re not sharp. +Makes life interesting. But just living on ancestral acres—Gee! +I’d die of old age before I was twenty-five.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I wonder if that is the way Ishbel felt?” murmured +Julia, thoughtfully. Ishbel’s sudden departure from the +tenets of her class had astounded her, and, in spite of +explanations, she was puzzled yet.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ishbel?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Lady Ishbel Jones. She is the daughter of a poor +Irish peer, and married a very rich City man. After five +years of society and pleasure—she is beautiful and charming—she +suddenly decided she wanted to make money +herself and opened a hat shop in Bond Street. She would +just suit you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But young Tay frowned and shook his head vigorously. +“Not a bit of it. Women were not made to work, but to +be worked for. If I had my way, every man should be +made to support all his poor women relations, and if the +women hadn’t any men relations, then I’d have the other +men taxed to support them. It makes me sick seeing +girls going to work in the morning when I am starting for +my ride in the Park. And a rich man to let his wife work! +I call that downright disgusting.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, much to her astonishment, resented this speech. +“That’s tyranny of another kind. Women are not dolls. +You talk like a Turk.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Turk? Dolls!” He arose in his wrath. “I’d have +you know that American women do just about as they +please, and American men are famous for letting them.” +He added, with his natural honesty: “Some are strict and +old-fashioned, like my father, but nobody could say he wasn’t +generous. And what I told you is the reputation of American +men, anyhow.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, sit down again, please. I am surprised. I +thought you would respect Ishbel.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not I. She’ll spoil her looks, and then where’ll she be?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, in a moment of prescience, asked with a mixture +of wistfulness and disdain, “Do you care so much for +mere beauty?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Betcherlife. I hate ugliness, and I love pretty girls. +We have them in San Francisco by wholesale. To be ugly +is a crime out there. I intend to marry the prettiest I can +find just as soon as I’m old enough.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And some day—when she loses her youth and beauty?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I’ll love her just the same, for she’ll be my wife, +and I’ll be old myself then, and have nothing to say. But +I’ll have had the pick. I intend to have the pick of everything +going.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Going?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“In life. I must teach you our slang. English slang +has no sense.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I fancy I could understand you better if you did. But +I’ve seen men whose wives were once young and pretty, +and who are always after some beauty twenty years younger +than themselves—thirty—forty —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Then she blushed, feeling that such a display of worldly +knowledge was a desecration in the presence of fifteen +summers.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But young Tay answered indifferently: “Oh, we’ve +plenty of those at home. The bald heads always make +the worst fools of themselves. But I mean to have a real +romance in my life and stick to it. Shall only have time +for one, as when once I put on the harness I mean to keep +it on. I’m going to be one of the biggest millionnaires in +the United States. Say, what made you marry so young? +You don’t look more than sixteen.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’m nineteen,” replied Julia, haughtily.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, don’t get huffy. You ought to see how extra +sweet Cherry looks when some one tells her she looks ten +years younger than she is —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“So does Aunt Maria!” Julia laughed again. “Fancy +a boy like you noticing such things.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’m fifteen, not so young for a man, particularly when +he’s been brought up in a family of women. He gets on +to all their curves—I tell you what! And I can tell you +that many an American boy of fifteen is supporting his +mother—whole family.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You don’t mean it!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I do. It’s not so easy, but it’s done every day. I +don’t pretend there are not lots that let their sisters work, +but that’s either because they can’t get along, no matter +how hard they try, or because there’s a screw loose—foreign +blood, most likely. No real American would do +it. If pa died to-morrow, I’d quit school and go right +into the firm. Nobody’d get the best of me, neither.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>It was impossible to resist such firm self-confidence. +Julia looked at him in open admiration.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Say!” he exclaimed, with one of his dazzling leaps +among the peaks of conversation. “Would you mind +letting your hair down?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Why—What?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’d like to see all of it.” And young Tay spoke in the +tone of one unaccustomed to have his requests ignored. +“Do.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia looked him over, shrugged her shoulders, then took +out the combs and pins. After all, he was only a boy, and +she was feeling singularly contented. It was seldom that +she had experienced more than a fleeting moment of companionship. +She had come near to it with Nigel, Bridgit, +and Ishbel, but they seemed years older than herself, and +vastly superior. She would have been unwilling to admit +it, but at this moment she really felt sixteen.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Jiminy!” exclaimed young Tay, as the breeze lifted +the shining masses of hair. “There’s nothing to beat it +even in California. Red? Not a bit of it. It’s the color +of flames, and flames are a clear red-yellow—like Guinea +gold.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He didn’t touch it, but his eyes sparkled as he watched +it float, or hang about her white face and brilliant eyes +in their black frames. “Gee! But I’d like to marry you. +Why couldn’t you wait awhile?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It wouldn’t have done any good,” said Julia, who, +like most females, was of a literal turn. “I shouldn’t be +here, but in the West Indies, and you might never go there.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, what’s done’s done,” replied the boy, gloomily, +and with the agreeable sensation of being the blighted hero +of a romance so early in life. “What sort of a chap is your +husband? I shall hate him, but I’d like to know —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“He—well—he’s—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You’re not so dead gone on him,” said the boy, shrewdly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not what?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“More slang. Not—oh, hang it, it doesn’t sound so +well in plain English. That’s what slang’s for. How +old is he?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Forty-one.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Great Scott!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The boy betrayed his own youth in that exclamation, in +spite of his precocious wisdom. Forty-one suggests senile +decay to arrogant fifteen. Julia’s own youth leaped to +that heartfelt outbreak, and she burst into tears.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Young Tay forgot that he was in love with her, and patted +her heartily on the back. “Oh, say! Don’t do that!” +he cried. “But what did you do it for?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, to the first confidant she had ever had, sobbed out +her story. Daniel pranced about the roof of the tower +and kicked loose stones into space. “I—I—hate him,” +concluded Julia, then stopped in terror, realizing that she +had never admitted as much to herself. But she squarely +faced the truth. “I do. And—I’m—I’m frightened.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“See here.” Daniel sat down beside her once more. +“You’re only a kid, and this is the very worst I ever heard. +Talk about cruelty to animals! I’ve read some of those +novels that are always lying round the house—English +high life, and all that rot—but I supposed they were all +made up. I never believed that mothers really made +their daughters marry against their will. Why, somehow, +it sounds like ancient history. Say—this is what you +must do—come to California with us. Cherry’ll manage +it. She’s rich, all right, and manages everything and +everybody. Then just as soon as I’m old enough I’ll marry +you—see?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How could I marry you when I’m married already?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Divorce. Plain as a pikestaff. And I’ll take bully +good care of you, and never look at another girl.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia dried her eyes. The plan was alluring, but in a +moment she shook her head. Her keen intuitions warned +her not to mention the planets to this ultra-occidental +person, but there was another argument equally forcible.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“My husband would kill us both. He—he—I’ve +never seen him in a temper—he’s taking care of his heart—but +I <span class='it'>feel</span> he’s got a horrible one, and he seems to enjoy +saying that if ever I looked at another man he’d strangle us +both —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Pooh! I guess they all say that when they’re first +married —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And he’s cruel to animals. Englishmen are seldom +that. It isn’t that I’m really afraid of him now—it’s that +I have a presentiment that I shall be some day. His eyes +are sometimes so strange—not like eyes at all—just +glass—he—he—doesn’t look human then.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“He must be a peach. Gee!—but I’d like to punch him. +You’ve got to come with us. That’s certain. I’ll talk +Cherry over to-night. She’d just love figuring in a sensation +with the British aristocracy.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Perhaps she wouldn’t care to offend it,” said the more +astute female. “From all I hear, the rich Americans that +come to London don’t do much to —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Don’t mind my feelings! Queer themselves. I guess +not. But I’ll bring her round. Oh, don’t put your hair +up!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It is time to go back.” Julia gave her hair a dexterous +twist, wound the coil about her head, and pinned it in place. +“You must have your tea.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Tea!” The contempt of composite American manhood +exploded in his tones.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, you can have whiskey and soda, although you’re +rather young —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>For the first time Daniel’s magnificent aplomb deserted +him. He flushed and turned away his head. “That’s +where you’ve got me. I’ve had orders from pa not to +touch alcohol or tobacco until I’m twenty-one. If I do, +I’ll lose my chance of being taken into the firm, be put to +work as a clerk somewhere, and get no more education. If +I pull out all right, I’m to have ten thousand dollars plunk +on my twenty-first birthday. You see the San Francisco +boys, particularly when they’ve got money, are pretty +wild. I don’t say I wouldn’t like to be once in a while, +just for the fun of the thing, but I promised to please pa—he +was so uneasy, and I’m the only son. But when I +get that ten thousand I’m going to blow it in on a big +spree—have suppers in the Palace Hotel, and throw all +the plates out of the window into the court—just to show +what I can do; then settle down. What I’ve made up +my mind to do, I’ll do. I’m not a bit afraid of liquor or +anything else getting the better of me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, who was watching him, was puzzled at the expression +of his mobile face. It was not so much that its natural +strength was relaxed for a moment by some subtle source +of weakness, as that the strong passions of the man stirred +in their heavy sleep and sent a fight wave across the clean +carefully sentinelled mind above. Julia did not pretend +to understand, nor did any ghost in her own depths whisper +of the future. She put her arm about his neck and kissed +him impulsively.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That’s splendid of you. And don’t you ever drink. +It killed my father, and it’s killing my brother. And it +makes people so hideous to look at. Now come down. +I don’t want Aunt Maria to scold me. They don’t mean +it, all these older people, but they humiliate me all the +time. You are the only person I’ve met in England that +makes me feel it’s not silly to be young.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She picked her way daintily down the rough staircase, +young Tay after her, again with that sense of being willing +to follow her to the end of the earth. He even drank a +cup of tea. But the ancestral hall, with its women in gay +tea-gowns, and a few men who had returned earlier than +their more ardent companions, made him feel suddenly +very young and very American. He looked at Julia, whose +place at the tea-table was occupied by Mrs. Winstone, +and who was attracting as little attention as Emily, and +felt more chivalrously in love than ever.</p> + +<h2>XV</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Mrs. Bode</span> had come that afternoon to Bosquith with +the well-defined intention of receiving an invitation to +return and spend a week. Mrs. Winstone, who was about +to be deserted by Mrs. Macmanus, and was growing more +bored daily, now that the novelty of playing hostess for +the Duke of Kingsborough was wearing thin, and meditated +a round of visits to more amusing houses at no distant +date, was delighted at the advent of the vivacious American +and needed no subtle arts of suggestion to invite her for +the following Monday. The children were included in the +invitation, but Emily begged to be permitted to visit a +school friend at present in London, and Mrs. Bode returned +with the enamoured Dan.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She had been astounded, then amused at his plan to +abduct young Mrs. France, but found herself forced to +appeal to his reason. He had stormed about the hotel +sitting-room, calling her names for the first time in his life: +“snob,” “coward,” “heartless woman,” “no sister.” Mrs. +Bode, whose good-nature was one of her assets, and +immune to unspoken insults long since, refused to be +offended, wisely repressed her desire to laugh, pretended +sympathy, did not once allude to the fact that he was +merely fifteen, and talked to him as a wise woman ever +talks to a man whose common sense is for the moment in +abeyance.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Come back and get her when you are twenty-one,” +she advised. “By that time you will be a full partner in +the business, and father can’t balk you. You know how +romantic <span class='it'>he</span> is! And you also know his old-fashioned +prejudice against divorce, his Puritanical morals generally. +A nice figure we should both cut in his eyes if we returned +with the runaway wife of an Englishman who hadn’t given +her the ghost of an excuse. I happen to know France is +mad about her. I also know she hasn’t a cent of her own, +and she looks as proud as they make ’em. Do you fancy +she’d live on our charity for six years? Not she. Even +if she were mad enough to come, she’d go to work —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Work? My wife work? <span class='it'>She</span> work?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“There you are!” And, as a matter of fact, this argument +clinched the matter. The moment he was alone +with Julia after his arrival at Bosquith he informed her +that within twenty-four hours after he was made a partner +in the firm, and his own master, he should start for England—should +use the ten thousand for that purpose instead +of going on a spree. He should take her at once to +the quickest place in America for divorce, and then marry +her. Julia was much too feminine to laugh, vowed never +to forget him, and during his stay at the castle devoted +herself to his entertainment. He showed no disposition to +be sentimental, and as it was a novel experience, and he +was always bright and amusing, besides telling her much +of his strange continent, she enjoyed herself thoroughly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Young Tay, aside from his natural jealousy, took an +immediate and profound dislike to France, a sensation +inspired in most moderately decent men by that reprobate, +even when he was on his good behavior. Dan went so +far as to avoid his vicinity lest he punch him. As for +France, he was little more than aware of the youth’s presence +in the castle, and thought Julia damned good-natured +to talk to him. That they spent their days riding over the +moors, or along the cliffs, or sitting in the various romantic +nooks of garden and ruin, he had, of course, no suspicion, +or he might have concluded that his wife carried her notions +of hospitality a bit too far.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>When young Tay left, Julia kissed him good-by, gave +him a lock of her hair, intimated that six years would seem +an eternity, promised to write once a week, then cruelly +forgot him, save when his postcards arrived.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>At first they came in a shower, then straggled along for a +year, finally ceased after an apologetic one from college. +Julia answered a few of them, but boys of fifteen, no matter +how clever and companionable, cannot hope to make a very +deep impression on nineteen; and Julia had much to drive +him from her mind, in any case. She rarely saw Mrs. Bode +during that lady’s frequent visits to London, and, had she +thought about the matter at all, would have ticketed Tay +as one of the few amusing episodes in her life, and assumed +that he had gone out of it forever. A young wife, revolting +in profound distaste from her husband, and at the same time +high-minded and fastidious, is the most unimpressionable +of human beings. All men are alike hateful to her.</p> + +<h2>XVI</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>In</span> December and January two historical events caused an +excitement into which Julia threw herself so whole-heartedly +that for a time she managed to forget her personal life; +taking pains to become intimate with every detail, she was +obligingly conversed with by some of the important older +men at Bosquith, and pronounced by the younger to be +“waking up.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>On December 17 the President of the United States, +Mr. Cleveland, sent his famous message to Congress +concerning the long-standing dispute between England +and Venezuela as to the boundaries between that +state and British Guiana. The United States had proposed +arbitration; Lord Salisbury would have none of it, +intimating that England knew what belonged to her without +being told. Whereupon Mr. Cleveland hurled his bomb: +Congress, after being reminded of the Monroe Doctrine +(which accumulates mould from long intervals of disuse), +was requested to authorize the President to appoint a +boundary commission whose findings would be “imposed +upon Great Britain by all the resources of the United States.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>There was a financial panic (in which, incidentally, Mr. +Jones lost a great deal of money), the newspapers thundered, +Mr. Cleveland, at Bosquith, as elsewhere, was called an +“ignorant firebrand,” and “no doubt a well-meaning +bourgeois,” everybody tried to understand the Monroe +Doctrine that they might despise it, and for nearly a week +war between the two countries seemed imminent.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mr. Cleveland went fishing and was unapproachable +until the excitement had subsided. Lord Salisbury consented +to the Boundary Commission, with modifications; +and the whole matter was forgotten on New Year’s Day in +a far more picturesque sensation, and one productive of +far graver results: England was electrified with news of the +Jameson Raid. Over this episode feeling for and against +the impulsive doctor ran so high, before all the facts came to +light, that more than one house-party was threatened with +disruption; although in the main it was the young people +with warm adventurous blood that sympathized, and +alarmed older heads that condemned. “Little Englanders,” +“Imperialists,” exploded like bombs at every table, even +after a hard day with guns or hounds. But although the excitement +lasted all through the hunting season (with which +it did not interfere in the least), the chief advantage derived +from it by Julia was a romantic interest in a new and mighty +personality. For long after she kept a scrap book about +Cecil Rhodes, followed his testimony before the special +committee in Westminster with breathless interest, trying +to find it as picturesque as Macaulay’s “Trial of Warren +Hastings,” which she read at the time; and, until life became +too personal, consoled herself with the belief that he was +the man heaven had made for her. This fact would not be +worth mentioning save that half the women in England +were cherishing the same belief. These liaisons in the air +have cheated the divorce court and saved the hearthstone +far oftener than man has the least idea of.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The duke returned to London two days before the opening +of Parliament, and took his household with him. France, +now quite restored to health, bitterly resented leaving the +country before the hunting was over, and Julia, who felt +her happiest and freest when on a horse, and had proved +herself a fine cross-country rider, had no desire to be shut +up in a gloomy London house during what for England +was still midwinter. But France dared not sulk aloud, +and Julia was doing her best to be philosophical. Besides, +she was to have a purely feminine compensation.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone, accepting the invitation of Mrs. Macmanus, +had gone to the Riviera to remain until mid-April, +but before she left she had given France several hints +on the subject of his wife’s wardrobe for the coming season. +In consequence, on the morning after their arrival in London, +he entered his wife’s room at seven o’clock, attired for his +morning ride, awakened her, and handed over a check for +fifty pounds.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Your aunt says that some of your fine clothes are not +worn out and can be remodelled, but that you must have +others and hats and all that rot. Women’s things cost +too much, anyhow. They ought to make their own things. +I’ve seen women do it. You must manage with this now, +and as much more six months hence. It’s a bally lot, but +you’ve got to have some sort of finery for our ball on +the fifteenth. Don’t pay anybody till the last minute. +They’re such silly asses it does me good to wring ’em dry. +Besides, what are they made for? By and by when you +know more about money, you can send me the bills for the +same amount. But afraid to trust you now. Know +women. By-by.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He kissed her casually (not being in a mood for love-making) +and Julia sat up and blinked at the check, the +first she had ever held in her hand; Mrs. Winstone having +had charge of her mother’s little wedding present, and the +larger sum placed at her disposal by the duke.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She now knew something of the value of money. She +also knew that her husband’s income, between his annuity, +the rent of his place in Hertfordshire, and the duke’s allowance, +was quite two thousand pounds a year. This would +have gone a short distance if he had been obliged to set up +in London for himself, but, living with the duke, his only +expenses were his club dues, his valet, and his clothes, +which he didn’t pay for. She had expected no less than two +hundred pounds, and wondered at his meanness. There +could be no other reason for the smallness of the check: +there was no question of his fidelity to her, he pretended +to despise cards (Julia already guessed that men would not +play with him), and he did not even have to pay for the +keep of his horse, as the duke’s mews were at his disposal.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia thought upon Mrs. Bode’s immense allowance with +a frown, and wished she were an American, sent a fleeting +thought to the still faithful Dan, and wondered if he would +really come for her one of these long days.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>To be sure Ishbel had spent quantities of money, but only to +gratify an upstart millionnaire; and although Julia had now +met many women with bewildering wardrobes, she knew +that they were paid for in divers ways, when paid for at all. +Still, she doubted if any of them had a husband as mean +as hers, for most men, no matter how selfish, have a certain +pride in their wives, and, in the absence of settlements, +make them a decent allowance. And she, a future duchess +of England, to get along on a hundred pounds a year!</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I should be paid high for living with him,” she thought as +she rang for her tea; and had not the least idea that she was +voicing the sentiments of thousands of wives, from the topmost +branch of the peerage down to the mates of laborers +that slaved to make both ends meet and had less to spend +than a housemaid; whose rewards for work were her own.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But Julia was not troubling her young head with problems +sociological and economic at this time. She knew +that she had missed happiness, but she craved enjoyment, +pleasure, excitement, and, if the truth must be told, unlimited +sweets. The duke disapproved of anything but the +heavy puddings of his race, varied only by “tarts” drenched +with cream; and Julia had discovered an American “candy +store,” and her sweet tooth ached.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>As soon as she was dressed, she sought Ishbel and held a +consultation with her in the little boudoir above the shop.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Ishbel could not suppress an exclamation at the amount +of the check.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Surely the duke—” she began.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But Julia shook her head. “Aunt Maria said he could not +be expected to do more, as we live with him, and he gives +Harold a thousand a year. But I know she expected me to +have far more than this. She told me she had had a very +satisfactory talk with Harold and was sure he would be +generous.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Perhaps you can talk him over—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll never mention the subject of money to him if I can +help it. Why doesn’t the law compel every man to settle a +part of his income on his wife? It should be automatic.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“We are not half civilized yet—all laws having been +made by men! But every woman of spirit gets the best of +them one way or another, although her character often +suffers in the process. That was the obscure reason of my +strike for liberty. I see it now. There is nothing for +you but to practise the time-honored methods. You have +been placed in a great position and you must dress it. +Get what you want. Your position assures you credit. +Dressmakers are used to waiting, poor dears, and so are +shopkeepers. Your husband will be forced to pay the +bills in time. You will have to be adamant, impervious to +rowing, when the days of reckoning come. Tell him that +it is clothes or a flat in West Kensington, where nothing +will be expected of you —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I hate it!” cried Julia, her eyes blazing, and her hair +looking redder than flames. “I hate such a life.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course you do. So do thousands of other women; but +as long as society, with all its abominable demands, exists, +and men are unreasonable, just so long will we limp along on +credit, and gain our ends by devious methods. Now to +be practical. I shall make your hats at cost price, and +France will not keep me waiting much longer than most +people do. This afternoon I’ll go and look over your +wardrobe. I know a splendid little dressmaker—Toner, +her name is—who remodels last year’s gowns and brings +them up to date. She is the only person you will have +to pay at once, for she really is badly off. For your new +reception gowns, ball gowns and tailor things, you will +have to go to the smartest houses. I shall introduce you, +but it is hardly necessary; they will fall down before you —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I shall feel like a thief!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course. You will be one, but only temporarily, and +it will be much more disagreeable for you than for them. +Your husband is not bankrupt, and must pay your bills. I +wonder where you get your squeamishness from—at your +age? You belong to our class, and from what you have told +me of your life at home —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I know! Mother thought I didn’t know it, but I did. +Children see everything. But it horrifies and disgusts me. +I suppose I must be innately middle class!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Dear me, no. You are merely ultra-modern. I wonder +what has waked you up before your time—and with no +outside influences? Odd. Well, I fancy sensitive brains +get messages, are played upon by waves of the intense +thought that is in operation all the time, trying to solve +the problems of existence. Bridgit was right. I thought +it would take longer.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What do you mean by that?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She’ll explain when she gets hold of you! Oh, thank +heaven I am my own mistress, and need never accept a +penny from a man again,—and am done with the crooked +ways of my sex.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She looked radiant, and Julia exclaimed: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Why, you are more beautiful than ever. You haven’t +gone off a bit.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Why should I?” asked Ishbel, in amazement.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well—I made friends with an American last autumn, +and he thought it dreadful for women to work.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It is a toss-up which women suffer the greatest injustice +from their men, the English or the Americans. At least +our oppressions have developed us far ahead of them. +They’ve only scratched the surface of their minds as yet—those +that are known as the ‘fortunate’ ones. Of course +there is a big middle class, scrimping hard to make ends +meet, and, no doubt, having quite as much trouble with their +men as we do. They will catch up with us far sooner than +those walking advertisements of millionnaires, who think they +are independent and spoiled, and are only slaves of a new +sort. It is well, by the way, that I set up when I did. Jimmy +not only lost thousands during the panic, but has developed +a mania for speculation. I think it is because he +has so much less of society than formerly, and wants excitement.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Does he blame you?” asked Julia, going to the point as +usual. “Of course people don’t want him without you. I +hear he wasn’t asked to a single house party.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, he blames me. My conscience hurt me for a +time, but I talked it out with Bridgit, and we both came +to the same conclusion: during those five years I paid +him back with interest. If he can’t take care of himself +now, it is his own lookout. I am living to repay him +what I borrowed, for he has thrown it at my head more +than once, his losses not having improved his temper. +That is the reason I am not going out at all this +year.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, twirling her check, stared at her. The immense +amount of reading she had done had set her mind in active +motion, developing natural powers of reason and analysis. +And unconsciously, during the last six months, at least, +she had been studying and classifying the many types she +had met. She knew that Ishbel, as she uttered her apparently +heartless and unfeminine sentiments, should have +looked hard, sharp, or, at the best, superintellectualized +and businesslike. But never had she looked prettier, +more piquant, more feminine. Her liquid brown eyes were +full of laughter, her pink lips were as softly curved as those +of a child that has never whined, and her rich voice had no +edge on it. Charm radiated from her. In a flash of +intuition Julia understood.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It is because you like men—that you don’t change,” +she said. “You never will. But how do you reconcile +it? You despise them —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, dear me, no. I adore them. No charming man’s +magnetism is ever lost on me, and I am in love with three at +the present moment. That is all, besides my work, that +I have time for. Only—I don’t have to marry any of +them, and find out all their little absurdities. I idealize +them, sentimentalize over them, and that pleasant process +would color the grayest of lives.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Suppose you should really fall in love?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I am quite safe until thirty, then again until forty; +then again I shall have a respite until fifty. Perhaps by that +time we shall carry over till sixty. It would be rather jolly. +And the certainty of falling in love once in ten years is not +only something to look forward to, but ought to satisfy +any reasonable woman.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I wonder if you are what my American friend called +bluffing.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Ishbel blushed, dimpled, looked the most lovable creature +in the world and the most temperamental. But she laughed +outright.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course I bluff, my dearest girl. I bluff every moment +of my life; I bluffed myself, poor Jimmy, and the world for +five years. Now I bluff myself into thinking I am radiantly +happy because I am independent, whereas as a matter of +fact, I am often tired to death, hate the people I have +to be nice to—it is not so vastly different from matrimonial +servility and management, except that you are more easily +rid of them, and they are always changing. But I stick to +this, shall stick to it until I have made enough to invest +and give me an independent income; no matter how much +I may long to be lazy or frivolous, to dance, to flirt week +in and out at house parties—partly because I now enjoy +that supreme form of egoism known as self-respect, partly +because the spirit of the times, the great world-tides urge +me on, partly because, when all is said and done, work fills +up your time more satisfactorily than anything else. I +had exhausted pleasure, was on the verge of satiety. That +would have been hideous. But I purpose to bluff myself +one way and another to the end of my days. I am convinced +it is the only form of happiness.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia drank all this in. She knew that although Ishbel +spoke in her lightest and sweetest tones, she uttered the +precise truth, and that she was deliberately being presented +with a window out of which she should be expected to look +occasionally, instead of remaining smugly within the conventional +early Victorian walls of her present destiny. Julia +was used to these little lessons in life from her older friends +and liked them, but she sighed, nevertheless. She was +proud to develop so much more quickly than most young +women of her too sheltered type, but on the other hand she +longed at times for youth and freedom and an utter indifference +to the serious side of life. For the moment she +regretted her reading, wished ardently that she could have +been a girl in London for two seasons. Being put into +training for a duchess at the age of eighteen may gratify +the vanity, but, given certain circumstances, it extracts the +juices from life.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Ishbel, as if she had received a flash from that highly +charged brain, leaned over and kissed her impulsively. +“Oh, you poor little duchess!” she exclaimed.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But Julia was shy of demonstrations and asked hastily: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How is Bridgit? It is nearly a year since I saw her, +and she only sends me a line occasionally like a telegram.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not as happy as she would be if she were earning her +bread, but she is rapidly finding her métier. All this last +year, inspired in the first place by Nigel’s book, she has +been investigating the poor and the poor laws, visiting +settlements, hospitals, factories, laundries—you know her +energy and thoroughness. The result is that she is close +to being a Socialist—of an intelligent sort, of course—pays +her bills as soon as they are presented, despises charities, +and is convinced that women should become enfranchised +and have full control of the poor laws.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She must be rather terrifying!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She has succeeded in terrifying Geoffrey, and I fancy +with no regrets. He is having a tremendous flirtation with +Molly Cardiff and is little at home.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And Nigel?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Still on a Swiss mountain top, writing another book. +Of course he is in love with you still, poor dear!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia was not displeased, but replied philosophically: +“It’s well he’s not here, for I should want to talk to him, +and I never could. Harold is insanely jealous.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, that will wear off. They are all like that at first. +Englishmen of our class are not provincial, whatever else +they may be.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But as Julia followed her downstairs to try on the newest +models in hats, she felt that she had got no cheer out of +the last observation. She had a foreboding that Harold +would become worse instead of better.</p> + +<h2>XVII</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>It</span> was the night of the 15th of March. Invitations +had been sent out three weeks since for the great party, +which on this date was to inaugurate the reopening of +Kingsborough House. The footmen had been put into +new livery, but although the reception-rooms on the first +floor, long swathed in holland and cobwebs, had been +aired, cleaned, and polished, Julia’s tentative suggestion that +the heavy carpets, curtains, and furniture of the early +Victorian era be replaced with the more enlightened art of +to-day was received with a haughty and uncomprehending +stare. Julia had not returned to the subject. Banishing +her scruples, she threw all her energies and taste into the +replenishment of her wardrobe. As Harold had announced +in terms as final as the duke’s stare that he would take his +wife to no dances, where other men would have the right +to embrace her, she had confined her apocryphal expenditures +to such gowns and their accessories as would be +needed at afternoon and evening receptions, luncheons, +and the races. The dinner gowns of her first trousseau, +although many of them had been worn at the house parties, +were “smartened up” by the invaluable Mrs. Toner, and +looked fresh and new.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The maid had been dismissed and Julia stood before the +mirror in her large gas-lit bedroom, looking herself over +carefully, without and within. She had sent for France, +and there must be no weak points in her courage.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The vision in the mirror alone gave her courage (being +as natural as a human being can be, she was still a vain +little thing), and poised her spirit. After several consultations +between herself, Ishbel, and the greatest French dressmaker +in London, it had been decided that as this party +would be her real introduction to society, and as she was +little more than a girl in years, her gown must present a +certain effect of simplicity. Therefore was Julia arrayed +in white tulle and lace, over clinging liberty satin, and +embroidered with crystal as fine as diamond dust. With her +tropical white skin and flame-colored hair, this skilful +costume gave her a curiously elusive and spritelike appearance. +She wore some of the Kingsborough jewels: a +diamond tiara, not ridiculously large, and several ropes of +pearls. Few eyes can compete with the brilliancy of +diamonds, but Julia’s did, assisted by the black brows and +lashes which most women preferred to believe were artificial. +She was not an imposing figure, for her height was only five +feet three and a half in her French slippers, and her figure +was still thin, although the bones of her neck and arms +were covered; but as France entered the room he thought +her quite the loveliest and daintiest creature in England.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“By God!” he cried, his heavy glassy eyes flashing. “You +are rippin’! Never saw even you so well turned out.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He had rushed forward, but Julia waved him back.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You mustn’t touch me when I’m got up for the public,” +she said imperiously. “You always muss my hair, and +they will be coming in half an hour. I sent for you not to be +admired, but because I have something to say to you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Say?” repeated France, sulkily. His wife’s virginal +coldness was one of her profoundest fascinations, but submissive +she should be, nevertheless. “What can you have +to say?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I merely want to tell you the cost of this gown.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What do you mean?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That it cost a hundred pounds.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What—what—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Just double the amount you gave me. And the rest +of my wardrobe, with which I am to do you and the duke +credit this season, has cost twice as much more.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What in hell are you talking about?” France tried +to thunder, but his breath was so short that he could only +splutter. “How dare you —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You never pay for your clothes until you have been summonsed +a dozen times, why should I?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But I have to pay in the end! How <span class='it'>dared</span> you? I +know how women can get on with a little money. Do you +think I don’t know anything about ’em? Extravagant as +the devil, all of you, but able to do on half what it costs a +man to turn himself out, all the same. What are maids for? +Every woman could make her own clothes if she tried. I +told you—My God! My God! If my word ain’t law—a +hundred pounds!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He was waving his arms, and Julia moved out of their +reach, although she continued to look him in the eyes. His +were bloodshot. “I shall have everything I want, or +need, so long as I live with you,” said his wife, deliberately. +“If you don’t want to pay for my clothes you can put me +out. I could earn my living. Ishbel would teach me to +trim hats.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You—you—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>France sat down, his mouth hanging open. Then with a +curious instinctive movement he covered his face with his +hand. When he removed it, his face, although still red, +was closed and hard, and his eyes shone with a new desire.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You’ve got a will of your own, young lady.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I have!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, by God, I’ll break it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Try it.” Julia shook out her shimmering train.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Three hundred pounds in one go!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Your income is two thousand a year, and you are practically +at no expense.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It’s not your place to know what my income is, nor what +I do with it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But you see I do.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>France looked down, once more concealing his eyes. It +was a part of his plan to show himself to the world as a +devoted husband, to accept every invitation, save those +for dances, to walk with his wife daily in the park, as soon +as the fine weather began; in a word, to efface his past. He +inferred that Julia had guessed something of this, and, having +the whip hand, meant to use it. To antagonize her would be +fatal. He longed to beat her: in fact, he felt a curious thrill +at the prospect; but between the duke and the world, his +hands, for the present, at least, might as well be pulp. He +was amazed and bewildered to find that he had married +something more than an exquisite bit of youth—conversation +between them was almost unknown; and although +it would be amusing to break her, he knew that he must +temporize until the duke died. He believed that this +happy event must occur before long, as the duke, fancying +himself, under new medical advice, stronger than he had +ever been, had overtaxed his frail constitution during the +shooting season, and complained much of fatigue since his +return to town. “By God!” he thought, “I’ll beat her the +very day he dies.” And, although subtlety galled his +abnormal vanity, he brought out in a fairly amiable tone: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Look here, old girl, you mustn’t let me in too deep. Remember +I’m not Kingsborough yet. It’s not that I can’t pay +these three hundred pounds—although the truth is, I’m +economizing to pay off old debts, many of them debts of +honor—used to gamble a bit when I was in the navy. +So, don’t let me in any deeper, and when the old boy +chucks it, you shall have all you can spend.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Meanwhile, I wish four hundred a year,” said Julia, +inexorably.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I say! These things should last you for two years. +I know women —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You haven’t introduced them to me. If you don’t +give me four hundred a year I’ll run into debt for that +amount, and you are liable. I was married without being +consulted. I don’t love you and never shall, but I submit +to your demands, because it is my destiny. I am to be a +duchess, and that is the end of it. Meanwhile, I shall +get everything out of this tiresome life there is in it. You +and my mother forced me into it, and I shall have compensations. +I shall be as well dressed as any of the great +ladies I am to associate with, many of whom I shall one day +outrank. I shall see Ishbel and Bridgit just as often as +I choose, and I shall buy all the books I want. I am +going to job a brougham —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No! Not much!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I am going to job a brougham, and if you forbid it, +there will be trouble with Kingsborough. From something +he said the other day I know he assumes that I have one +already. He knows you can afford it. He uses that ark +in the mews, and I don’t want it, anyhow. For a long time +I thought I never should speak to you on the subject of +money again; you hurt me so that time I asked for a few +books; but I have thought it out, and the result is this: +while I am determined to have what I need without asking +you, I think it only fair to warn you. Besides, I should +grow nervous waiting for the bills to come in, for row after +row.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You are damned hard for a young ’un.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I am not hard. I have made up my mind. That is all +there is to it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>France’s face convulsed with passion, but once more he +controlled himself, although his hands worked.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“If I give you four hundred a year, will you promise to +let me in for no more, and to pay for the brougham?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll not let you in for more, but you shall pay for the +brougham.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“By God! You look like an arum lily standing there, +and you are a little red-headed she-devil! This is the first +time any woman has ever got the best of me. I’ve always +treated ’em like cats.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He rushed out of the room, afraid to trust himself further, +and Julia, horrified at life, while experiencing a certain zest +at having ground her legal master under her heel and +watched him squirm, marched out and took her place beside +the duke and Lady Arabella Torrence at the head of the +grand staircase.</p> + +<h2>XVIII</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Julia’s</span> new French slippers pinched, and her tiara pressed +on certain nerves of her head, as the more humble hat pin +has been known to do. The procession up the staircase +seemed endless. To Julia it looked like a river of jewels; +she had ceased to know or care who were the mere women +beneath it. Not all of the men were foils. Royalty, the +entire cabinet, and the diplomatic corps were present; +gorgeous uniforms, sashes, and orders saved many men from +being mistaken for waiters.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>As the first guests were ascending, Julia had turned to +the duke and said sweetly: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I have asked Ishbel and Bridgit, and they have promised +to come.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You have what?” asked the duke, his dull eyes glowing.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“They were my first friends in England, and as I am your +hostess, it occurred to me that I had the right to issue a few +invitations on my own account. I merely mention it, that +you may not be betrayed by surprise when you see them.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You have taken a purely feminine advantage—waiting +until this moment to tell me—when I can do nothing!” +It was long since the duke had felt himself on fire with +passion.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course we all take our advantages where we can, and +are as deceitful as possible,” said Julia, smiling into his +snapping eyes. “Those are primal weapons, and you gave +them to us. Here come some terribly important people.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The duke had been forced to swallow his wrath, and, in +a few moments, forgot it in the sudden stream of arrivals. +After a time fatigue overcame him and he slipped away, +leaving Julia alone with Lady Arabella (yellow and bony +in white embossed velvet and rubies). France was making +himself agreeable to the dowagers. The interview with his +wife had inspired him with a longing to go out and entice +some wretch of the streets to a hiding-place, where he could +beat her to a jelly, but the gall in his blood did not affect +his shrewd cunning brain, which steadily pursued its object. +To-night was his first opportunity to be gallant to women, +politics and sport having claimed him since his illness; +and after a few well-turned compliments, he talked of nothing +but the beauty and virtues of his wife. Perhaps the +duke was the only human being who really liked him, for, +without magnetism or charm of any sort, he left both men +and women cold where he did not repel; but to-night he +acquitted himself so creditably that several mothers thought +upon their loss with regret.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia’s mind was beginning to play her strange tricks. +Carlyle’s “French Revolution” had been among the books +at Bosquith, and its style had so fascinated her that she had +read it twice. It so happened that a number of extremely +handsome women with white hair honored the Kingsborough +ball to-night. Some were young. All were gorgeously bedecked. +The intense hard glitter of diamonds dissolved +into mist, took on fantastic shapes: graceful powdered +heads, glittering with jewels, on the top of pikes, warm +pampered bodies blocking the stairs.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>It was not so much that Julia’s mind was awakening to +the problem of the poor, the menace of the unemployed and +the underpaid; in truth, she generally shuddered and turned +away when Bridgit and Ishbel discussed the subject; but +these spectacular women on the grand staircase of Kingsborough +House seemed so ripe! They looked so useless, +so languidly magnificent, so overbred, so close to the apotheosis +of their destiny, that—again her fancy veered—Julia +half expected to see a row of footlights behind them; then +a sudden shifting of scenery, and the tumbrel and guillotine. +The time came when Julia knew many of them well enough to +deal out a greater measure of justice than the outsider that +hurls the word “parasite” at every woman fortunate enough +to possess what the poor all want—wealth. She learned +that many of them worked harder for their political husbands +than an army of secretaries, that others rose, during +the season, at an hour when they fain would have slept off +the fatigue of the day before, in order to get through a mass +of correspondence relating to the particular problem, political, +social, or economic, they were striving to solve. Many +of these women were mothers to their tenantry, watching +over the growth and education of every girl and boy born +on their estates. Others went daily to settlements, some +to districts so abandoned as to be practically hopeless, and +requiring a mettle far higher than the mere soldier needs +when racing his fellows to battle. Some worked with +churches, others with societies, others alone; nearly all were +interested in one charity or another, many trying to feel +their way through the obvious method of relief to some +cause they could grapple with, since the power to legislate +was forbidden them. Scarcely one of those women, dressed +from Paris, weighted down with jewels old and new, but +faced the serious side of life at some hour during the twenty-four; +but although Julia came to know this, the impression +of the terrible immaturity of civilization, caused by the +blind vanity and selfishness of human nature at the outset, +and persisted in through the centuries in spite of lessons +written in blood, and of the gross unfairness of life, never left +her. If she was in the toils of youth at present, and far +more interested in herself than in the world and its problems, +the mere fact that these blue marsh lights could dance across +her mind occasionally, would have satisfied her more advanced +friends that when the awakening came it would be +sudden and final.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But not to-night. Her visions fled. She looked down +into a pair of dark satiric eyes, and her own flashed back +a more than courteous welcome. Ishbel had come some +time since, and after piloting the delighted Mr. Jones up +and down for half an hour (wearing his diamonds and +looking the radiant wife), had deposited him between two of +the haughty dowagers he loved, and fluttered off with her +court. But Bridgit was late. She had demurred at coming +at all, being “sick of the game”; but had yielded to Julia’s +importunities, partly to “please the child,” partly because +her mischievous soul suspected that the invitation did not +emanate from headquarters, and delighted in giving the +duke “a turn.” She might be well on the road to Socialism, +and have come to the end of her capacity for mere pleasure, +but she had not lost her sense of humor; and inborn arrogance +of class never dies, no matter how amenable the +brain to reason, and to a sincere democracy which manifests +itself so effectively in manner. Bridgit’s paternal grandfather +was a duke with three more quarterings to his credit +than Kingsborough’s, ancestral performances known to +every student of history, and two strains of royal blood +with and without the bend sinister; therefore, did Mrs. +Herbert feel that she was doing the old pudding an honor +in coming to his musty barrack whether invited or not. +And, automatically no doubt, she had attired herself in +the fashion of her class, of the women in whose company +she was to spend a night once more. She wore a gown of +gold colored brocade opening over a round skirt of rose +point. Rising out of the coils of her wiry black hair was +an all-round crown of diamonds, and on her neck, falling +to the soft lace of her corsage, was a chain of diamonds and +pear-shaped pearls. With her fine upstanding figure, her +towering height, and flashing black eyes, she might make +the most compelling figure imaginable at the head of a rebel +army singing the Marseillaise, but to-night there was no +more stately dame in Kingsborough House.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, somewhat in the fashion of royalty, passed on the +people separating them, and grasped Bridgit’s hand, revivified +by the sight of a dear and familiar face.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I’m so glad,” she cried, indifferent to stares and the +displeasure of Lady Arabella. “And they must nearly all +have come. Do wait for me —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She stopped short. She had had eyes only for Bridgit. +Mechanically they had travelled on to Bridgit’s escort. +The man standing with his hand outstretched was Nigel +Herbert.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“He got home this afternoon,” said Mrs. Herbert, casually. +“I knew you would like to see him, so I brought him +on. How do, Lady Arabella? Always loved you in rubies.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Huh!” said Lady Arabella. She would have cut this +dangerous apostate if she had been equal to the effort; but +to freeze that bright powerful gaze, by no means without +malice, was beyond her capacity, so she merely sniffed and +advised her to seek the duke, who would be as delighted as +herself to welcome Mrs. Herbert to Kingsborough House. +She was of the many that blundered over sarcasm, and her +soul shivered under the sweetness of Bridgit’s acceptance.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Meanwhile Julia was exclaiming to Nigel: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, but I <span class='it'>am</span> glad to see you! And <span class='it'>do</span> go to the blue +room and wait for me. It’s downstairs behind the library.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Nigel’s face had flushed, then turned pale; the first moment +of the renewal of their acquaintance had been an +awkward one for him. It was with some difficulty that he +had been persuaded to come at all. For many reasons he +had wished never to meet her again, and had returned to +England only because it was necessary to see his book +through the press; a melancholy experience with the last +having lost him his faith in proof-readers forever.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But when he saw the welcome in those big shining eyes, +the happy smile on those young parted lips, he forgot even +the subtle changes he had noted in her face, while still unobserved, +and he flushed again, his heart beat rapidly. +“Does she care?” he thought wildly. “Not now! Not +now!—But —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia was staring with almost childish delight at the frank +handsome face of her first friend in England. She forgot +the romantic hour at Bosquith, forgot that she had sat up +all night to contrive an extinguisher for the embarrassing +passion of this misguided young man, remembered only +that here was a real friend; moreover, one possessing that +magnet of sex lacking in Bridgit and Ishbel (such being +the cross currents in her still imperfect soul), so congenial +that she could have flung her arms about him at the head +of the grand staircase of Kingsborough House. She had +never met any one she liked half as well.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He caught his breath sharply, whether in relief or disillusion, +he did not pretend to guess at this moment.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll wait for you,” he said, and made way for the next +arrivals.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Some ten minutes later Julia turned to Lady Arabella.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“They are beginning to straggle,” she said. “If you +don’t mind I won’t stay any longer.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I do mind,” severely. “And your place is here, child +as you are.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I can’t see why. . . . More guests. . . . Who cares +about a child? And you are vastly more important.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You have acquitted yourself very creditably. . . . +Besides, people are curious to see you, and nobody cares +for an old thing like me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Half of them are still glowing with the honor of having +shaken hands with you—you go out so seldom. . . . Besides, +my slippers pinch. I want to put on an old pair.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I always wear slippers a size too large and made by a +surgical shoemaker, on occasions like this. You must do +the same. I should have told you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll order a pair to-morrow, but that doesn’t do me any +good now.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Very well. Run along.”</p> + +<h2>XIX</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> blue room, furnished by the late duchess, and undisturbed +by her loyal son, was of that sickly azure hue once +affected by pale blondes. The walls were further ornamented +by bits of sentimental tapestry, the chair backs with anti-macassars, +stitched and woven by her Grace’s own white +hands. There was an entire sofa,—but why harrow the +soul of the reader, even as Nigel’s soul should have been +harrowed as he sat with closed eyes awaiting Julia? As a +matter of fact, he forgot the hideous room at once, and, heroically +dismissing Julia from his mind that he might be quite +composed when she entered, dwelt with satisfaction upon +his interview with his father a few hours earlier. That +eminently practical peer had cast him off when he fled from +England, leaving a curt note to announce his intention to +devote himself to the art of fiction. He might have starved +after the fashion of more orthodox bidders for immortality, +had it not been for a small personal annuity which enabled +him to live comfortably in Switzerland while engrossed in +his book. It was during this period, living in a mountain +inn, without luxuries, paternal menace and thwarted passion +behind him, that Nigel learned the profoundest lesson +art teaches: its power to pulverize the common human +emotions and desires. Only the true artist, of course, gets +the message, is capable of immolation conscious or otherwise, +of elevating art above life.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Nigel was a born artist and had in him the makings of a +great one. Nevertheless, the discovery that nothing really +mattered but his work, that only his characters lived, and +personal memories were dim, not only surprised, but deeply +mortified him. Being a man, as ready as the next to love, and +to fight and die for his country, it alarmed him to discover +that he carried within him a possible rival to his manhood, +the highest attribute, etc. But he was not long consoling +himself. He progressed to rapture over the discovery, +ended by being humbly grateful. He was a man all right, +that needn’t worry him; he was willing, therefore, to admit +that to be an artist was a greater endowment still. And +it gave him a sense of independence, of liberty, of superiority, +to which the air of the high Alps contributed little or +nothing.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Then came the intoxication of success, of that immediate +recognition so many have hungered for in vain. Lest his +head be turned and his art suffer, he went on a walking trip +through Germany, Italy, and France, sleeping in inns and +receiving neither letters nor newspapers. Nor did he meet +any one he knew. He even avoided Englishmen lest he +prove himself unable to resist the temptation to lead the +conversation round to his book. Not only was he a sincere +artist, but he blindly clung to this new and friendly magician +that made the world so agreeably little.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>When he returned to his eyrie, full of his new book, he +found a letter from his practical papa, forgiving him, since +success had attended his dereliction, and enclosing a check. +Nigel responded amiably, then flung himself once more at +his desk, anxious to learn if the embryonic book contained +the same brand of enchantment as the first: the vision of +Julia had haunted his lonely footsteps. It did. Julia fled. +He forgot his family, himself, his success. Once more he +was pure artist, therefore entirely happy.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But he was still young. The second book had now gone +from him. Art slept. As he heard the rustle of a train, +the hearty welcome, the proud words of his father, deserted +his memory, his heart almost stopped. Nevertheless, as +he rose to greet Julia his face was expressionless of all but +suave languid politeness. He, too, “fell back on technique.” +And this easily adjusted armor of the aristocrat +is the best of his assets. When a man smiles in the face of +death, without bravado, it merely means that he is well +bred. His heart may be water.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Nigel was intensely irritated with himself for having been +betrayed into something like emotion at the head of the +stair, and he spoke with a slight drawl as he shook Julia’s +hand.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Awfully good to see you,” he remarked. “You look +rippin’, too. Will you sit here?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Let me get this crown off. It weighs tons.” Julia +unfastened the Kingsborough diamonds and deposited them +irreverently in a chair, then took the one Nigel offered. +“I’d have left it upstairs, but I suppose I shall have to walk +about later. I do hope I shan’t have to wear it often. +Thank heaven, I’m not a duchess yet!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Nigel knew the pitfalls in that engaging frankness and +steeled himself.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you’ll like it when the time comes,” he said indifferently. +“How’s the duke?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The duke had always been such a negligible quantity, +both physically and socially, that no one felt self-conscious +in referring to his demise a trifle earlier than the conventions +prescribed. Julia certainly felt no false shame as +she replied: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Better—rather. He shot, and even rode to hounds +now and again. He’s looked a bit off his feed since our +return to town, and I know Harold believes he’s not going +to live much longer; but that’s because he’s made up his +mind that he’s waited long enough. I hope Kingsborough’ll +brace up. Of course I came to England prepared to have +him die at once, but, somehow, you can’t live in the house +with a man and wish him dead—at least, I can’t. Besides, +as I said, I’m in no hurry. In fact, I prefer it this +way.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>A shadow passed over her face, and Nigel asked with less +languor: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Why?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh—I think it a good thing for a man to have a mental +occupation, and waiting for dead men’s shoes is an occupation—rather! +Ra-<span class='it'>ther</span>, as the boys say. I don’t know +Harold so awfully well, but I have an idea he would be lost—and +quite impossible—if he couldn’t scheme about something. +He’s the sort of man that always has a grievance, +loves to think himself abused if only because it gives him +an excuse to plot and imagine himself getting the better of +somebody. Besides—this is more like playing with life. +The real thing must be full of responsibilities that don’t +mean so much, after all. Now—sometimes—I can fancy +I am a girl, masquerading, and I can do all sorts of things +I couldn’t do if I were of any importance.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And just how much of a girl do you feel?” he asked with +bitter emphasis.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>It was not possible for Julia to turn any whiter than she +was at all times, but her expressive eyes grew so dark that +they deepened the whiteness to pallor. For a moment +she looked older, and, swiftly as it passed, Nigel detected +an expression of fear and horror in the gaze that no longer +met his, but looked beyond. He caught both arms of his +chair, and held his breath. But in an instant it was as if +a hard little hand had rammed memory down into the +depths of consciousness and bolted a lid above it. Julia’s +eyes flashed back to his, full of mischievous gayety.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Now don’t indulge in romantic fancies about me,” she +said. “If I proclaimed from the housetops that I don’t +love my husband, that I was married by my mother, no +one would pay the least attention. Everybody knows it +and nobody cares. What is done is done. I have a philosophical +nature myself. Remember that my horoscope +was cast three times. And I have my compensations.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What are your compensations?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, books, my best friends—you among them!—a +certain freedom I find here in London, and mean to have +more of, and clothes! clothes! You have no idea what +pretty frocks I have. That isn’t all. It’s great fun to get +the best of Harold—to give him another grievance! But +I do get the best of him—and of the duke, too, occasionally. +There’s a curious satisfaction in it —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Be careful! You’ll be hard, first thing you know.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“The harder women are, the happier they are, I fancy. +A sort of fine steel armor that you could hide in your hand +but that covers you from head to foot. I’ve used my eyes +these last two years. That is all that keeps most women +from being ground to powder. One can try to keep soft +inside, you know.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“There’s one thing I don’t know—what you are driving +at. I can’t make out whether you are changed altogether, +or are the same delicious child, or if you are trying to keep +your old personality intact, while forced to admit to partnership +an ego you have manufactured in self-defence. +One moment you look wise, almost hard, the next —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I refuse to be stuck on a pin in your psychological cabinet. +But I suppose you’ve got us all there. Herbert +Spencer says —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, for God’s sake, don’t become a clever woman! +Whatever —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Why not? Don’t you fancy that would be a compensation?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You clever! It would be too awful!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You talk like Mr. Jones.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Hang Mr. Jones. Ishbel was entirely right; and she +is one of the few women on this earth that can be clever, +as deep as the pit, and never let a man find it out. But +you! You are too straightforward and honest. Not that +Ishbel isn’t honest; she’s a brick; but she has a special +talent—possibly it lies in her coquetry. You have little +or no coquetry. You are in a state of flux at present, and +if you decide for the second ego, if you become hard and +clever, you never could disguise it. So beware, or you’ll +not be able to love and be happy when your time comes.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You mean to make some man happy!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What is the difference?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, lots. I try not to think. I want to remain young +as long as I can. But I can’t help observing that men like +geese,—what they call feminine women. I suppose you +mean that clever women find too many other resources, +and therefore are independent of men. Ergo, they don’t +make men happy.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Nigel colored. “Something of that sort.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I shouldn’t have thought it of <span class='it'>you</span>. Fancy your being +just the ordinary male, after all.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Let us drop generalities and my humble self. I am +thinking of you. We don’t live in a moral world or age. +Like all women you will, sooner or later, demand happiness +as your right. In other words, you will wake up some day +and want love. Then you will have lost the power to charm. +You would never be content with a fool, and clever men +rarely love clever women—not with their eyes open. You +are quite right as you are. Enjoy life. Let its problems +alone.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>This impassioned plea for her youth left him almost +breathless. For the moment he was not conscious of loving +her himself, of pleading for his own future before it was too +late. His languid dignity had retired from the field; he +felt only that he had arrived in time to avert a tragedy, and +so impersonal that his chest lifted slightly. The next moment +he was gasping under a douche of cold water.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia had thrown her head back and was looking at him +with softly shining eyes, her lashes half covering, and filling +them with little black lines.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll tell you a secret,” she whispered. “I’ve never told +any one. I’m—I’m in love.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You’ll never breathe it?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Who—who—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It’s a man I’ve never seen.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How can you love a man you’ve never seen? What a +baby you are!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I didn’t say I loved; I said I was in love. And a man +I’ve never seen is the only sort I could go that far with. +I hate every man I know, simply because he is a man; and +I never want really to meet, even to see, this one. But it’s +great fun to be in love with him, to live in an inner world of +one’s own.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh!” Once more Nigel writhed with jealousy.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And that isn’t all.” Julia’s eyes grew even more burdened +with dreams. “When I have to be kissed— At +first I just set my teeth— Now I shut my eyes and +imagine it’s the other.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Nigel stood up. His face was white. His hands shook.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And who, may I ask, is this fortunate person?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I don’t think I can tell you that.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You shall tell me. I have some rights. I was your first +friend, and I loved you myself.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia looked at him out of the corner of her eye. He had +used the past tense, but he looked more like the present.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I never thought I could breathe his name,” she whispered. +“But I can tell you. It’s Cecil Rhodes.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Rhodes? Upon my word, you have good taste!” +Then he burst into irrepressible laughter, and threw himself +back in his chair.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, what a kid you are! What a baby! And I +thought you were on the road to become a clever woman.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia smiled mysteriously and picked up her crown. Her +voice and eyes were more ingenuous than ever. “I told +you, partly because you are my only man friend, the only +man I don’t hate, and partly because you would have made +love to me yourself in another minute. But if you tell +Bridgit or Ishbel —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Never!” Once more Nigel laughed until the tears +blotted his vision.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Now I must go out and walk about and try to look like +a duchess in a semitransparent shell. Will you give me +your arm?”</p> + +<h2>XX</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>A week</span> later, Julia, who had gone to bed early, woke up +suddenly at midnight. For a moment she lay wondering +what had awakened her, used as she was to the long unbroken +sleep of youth. She became conscious of a steady +rhythmical sound in the next room, quite different from the +prosaic music to which she was accustomed. When she +realized that it was her husband pacing back and forth, +back and forth, like a captured beast of the forest, she trembled +for a moment, then invoked her nerve, slipped on a +dressing-gown, and opened the door.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The lights were blazing. France, his coat off, his hair on +end, was pacing up the room as she entered, and when he +reached the wall, he flung his hands against it as if to push +it outward. Then he turned and saw his wife. His eyes +were bloodshot.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Go back to bed,” he said thickly. “I don’t want you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What <span class='it'>do</span> you want?” Julia walked toward him, fear +lost in her curiosity. “What is the matter, Harold? Are +you ill? If you are, I must take care of you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He stared at her for a moment. There were times when +he hated her, others when he was quite mad about her; +during the intervals of varying length he did not think about +her at all. To-night he suddenly experienced a new sensation. +He needed a friend badly, and it was her business +to fill any office he chose to impose upon her.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Look here,” he said. “Would you do me a good turn?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Why, of course.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And use all the brains you’ve got and hold your tongue?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Try me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Think you could fool Kingsborough?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, quite easily.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, it’s this: I’ve got to get away for a time—out +of this. I ain’t a child, ain’t used to walkin’ a straight line. +Never had so many rules to live by since I was a small boy. +Navy was nothin’ to it—and two years! <span class='it'>Two years</span>—” +He clutched his hair with both hands and shouted: “I’ve +got to get away for a bit! Do you hear? Got to get +away! Ain’t used —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do you mean that you want to go away and drink?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>France’s jaw fell. He took a step forward.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What d’you mean? Who’s ever said—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No one in particular. But one learns a good deal in +two years. Didn’t you used to drink now and again—disappear —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What if I did? I’ll wring your neck if you peach —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I haven’t the least idea of telling any one. It is the sort +of family secret one doesn’t share. Where do you intend +to go?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’d hardly thought—it doesn’t matter. How can I +fool him? If he found me out, he’d chuck me, cut me down +to the last penny, he’s such a damned milksop—and in my +shoes, in my shoes! Think for me. My brain’s no good. +It’s on fire. Let him find out and it’s all up with you, too, +my lady. It’s your business to stand by me. Wonder I +didn’t think of that before.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You’ll go to Paris to-morrow to consult a heart specialist —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I tell you I’ve got to get out of this to-night. If I don’t, +the roof’ll be off before breakfast. Do you suppose I can +wait for a lot of palaver? I’d have been off before this, but +I can’t think of a ghost of an excuse.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You can’t find a better than that, and you can go to-night. +He knows your heart is weak, or was. I’ll tell him +I became terrified and packed you off without delay. Get +out your portmanteau, and I’ll look up the trains in Bradshaw.”</p> + +<h2>XXI</h2> + +<p class='pindent'>“<span class='sc'>How</span> very odd!” said the duke, in a tone of manifest +annoyance. “How very odd!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>They were in the library and Julia had imparted her +information.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not at all,” she replied indifferently. “He would have +gone before this, but feared to worry you—thought he +would feel better. Last night he was so bad that I put him +out of the house.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You put Harold out?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes. That will give you an idea of how he was feeling, +when he was willing to mind me!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Hm! Why didn’t you go with him? A wife should +never leave her husband for a day, particularly when he +is ill!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“We neither thought of that until the last minute—he +was so nervous and there was only time to pack and catch +the train—I was racking my brain over Bradshaw. I +offered to follow, of course, but he said he preferred I should +remain and keep our engagements here—he’s developed +such a love of society, poor Harold—he seems haunted by +the fear that we might drop out—you see, he was once a +little wild —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Never really!” said the duke, emphatically. “Why +shouldn’t he sow a few oats—a fine young fellow? Not +that I approve; but it is natural enough.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course, poor dear, and he fancies that people think +him far worse than he was, and he has an idea that I am +useful to him —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Quite so. That is what you charming young wives +are for. But I cannot think why Harold should feel obliged +to go to Paris. We have heart specialists here.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, but no one to compare with—with—Corot. +And Harold knows him, you see, and has such confidence +in him. He should have gone a week earlier, when—the—ah—thumping +began.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Thumping? Dear me! Is Harold as bad as that?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, it only means that he needs the right kind of tonic—after +so long a siege of fever—and all that sport—and +the political campaign—you see, he should have had himself +looked over sooner; but at Bosquith there was only +the country doctor, and then—he hated to leave us. I +don’t think he’d have gone this morning if I hadn’t insisted. +And he was dreadfully worried for fear you’d be angry.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, well,” said the duke, mollified; “after all, he knows +his own affairs best. Ah—wait a moment.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, who was escaping, breathless with the lies she had +told, and longing for fresh air, halted, and the duke swung +round in his chair and laid the fingers of one hand over the +back of the other.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Sit down again for a moment, my dear,” he said, not +unkindly, although he had assumed what Julia called his +preaching manner and his praying voice.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She sat down on the edge of a chair. The duke resumed.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“There is a matter I have had in my mind since the night +of the party. I don’t like to scold you, for in the main you +are a very good child and a dutiful wife—really, I have +little fault to find with you. But—ah—you must have +seen that I was much annoyed when I learned, that without +my consent, and in spite of my expressed distaste for those +two young women, you had asked them to my house.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course I knew you would be annoyed.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Indeed? I supposed you merely thoughtless!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, no.” Julia turned her large brilliant gaze upon +the small slate-colored eyes whose dullness was lighting +with indignation. “I told you—perhaps you have forgotten—that +as you have made me your hostess, and expect +me to devote a large part of my energies to acquitting +myself creditably, I feel that the position carries with it +certain rights. So I invited my best friends.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But you knew that I disapproved of them!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Without reason. They are of your own class, and their +reputations are immaculate. Why should I snub my +friends? The invitations went out in the names of all +three of us.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That has nothing to do with it. I do not wish you to +associate with these young women. Their tendencies are +dangerous. They have stepped out of their class and must +take the consequences. Old orders would not change if +men were firmer—When Harold returns I shall ask him +to put his foot down. I cannot expect you to obey me, but +you are bound to obey your husband.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I shall not in the matter of my friends. I have told +him that if he interferes with me in any way, I’ll leave +him and go into Ishbel’s shop.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“WHAT?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The duke half rose from his chair, then fell back, gasping. +Where was the responsive amenable child of two summers +agone?</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The child continued. “Yes, I am doing my best. I am +a dutiful wife, and I try to look and act” (she almost +said “like a future duchess,” but her nimble mind leaped +aside in time) “as if I had been entertaining all my life. I +listen to Lady Arabella’s lectures, and Aunt Maria’s, to +say nothing of yours and Harold’s. Even Lady Arabella +says I’ve done very well. But I have a few rights of my +own, and if I’m interfered with I’ll do as I said. I don’t +care so much for all this. I’d rather be free like Ishbel.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You have no comprehension of the duties of a wife,” +gasped the outraged duke, “or of your position. That +a member of my family —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It is not so much that I am asking. Lots of women have +lovers —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Lovers!” The duke almost strangled. “What does +a child like you know about lovers? And in my house—you +have never heard such a subject mentioned.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh? I can tell you that a lot of the women that have +visited us —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Hush! I shall listen to no insinuations about my guests. +You wicked little thing!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No. I was about to tell you that I’ve no intention of +being wicked. I should hate a lover.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Indeed! I am happy to be reassured.” The duke always +felt at his best when sarcastic, and he sat erect and +looked severely at this naughty child who did not in the +least comprehend what she was talking about.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You are too young to argue with,” he said. “Not that +I should ever think of arguing with a woman of any age. +As regards Bridgit Herbert and Ishbel Jones, if your husband +upholds you in your friendship with them I have +nothing further to say except that I absolutely refuse to +have them in my house again. But if Harold does not—this +is what you must understand once for all: your husband’s +word is law.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia smiled.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What do you mean?” The duke had a curious sinking +in the pit of his stomach, and wondered if he too should +not consult a specialist.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You men are so funny.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Funny! Madam!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, that is the word. Ishbel told me they were when +I first came over, and I’ve found it out since for myself.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Funny!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Terribly funny.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“If you don’t explain yourself—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I mean—for one thing—just one!—that you never +find out we have our own way in spite of you. You think +you are tyrants, and there isn’t one of you that can’t be led +round by the nose—managed. Well, I don’t like that +method. I won’t bother to manage any man. You’re +not worth the trouble, and it’s a confession of inferiority on +our part, anyhow. The more I see of you, the less inferior +I feel. Besides, I enjoy speaking out, having things understood +without a lot of beating round the bush. I’ve +discovered that I’ve good fighting blood, and I’ve learned +that women have plenty of resources outside of husbands; +all that is necessary is to find the courage and the energy to +enjoy them. But so many don’t. They’re all in love with +one thing or another—husbands, lovers, society, fine +houses, clothes, luxury—so they ‘manage’; and it has +spoiled men, flattered them for centuries that they were the +stronger and wiser sex; and, of course, demoralized women. +No one can expand without the courage that comes of being +able to speak the truth. Men can afford to be truthful +whether they are or not, so they have gone ahead of us. I +shall become demoralized all right, but not in that way. +Not in any way that I can help. I shan’t lie—for myself—and +I shan’t employ crooked methods. My mother told me +to marry, and I did, because at that time I thought it right +and natural to obey. Besides, I suppose one man’s much the +same as another. I am resigned. I shan’t cry as some women +do. One woman down at Bosquith last summer used to +come into my room when I wanted to sleep, and cry out, ‘I +hate life! Oh, how I hate life!’ She was afraid her husband +would find out about her lover and she was sick of +the lover besides. Now she has a new lover —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Hold your tongue!” The duke for once in his life +thundered. “I forbid you to say another word —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I’m not very much interested in those things. +What I intended to say was that I’ll do my duty, since married +I am, but I’ll also do as I choose in some things. You +can’t stop me. You might have done so in the days when +Bosquith was built, but a lot of you seem to forget that +times have changed—they change every minute, if you +did but know it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“So it seems! I should think they did! <span class='it'>Great</span> heaven!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The duke paused a moment as if he expected heaven to +respond. Receiving no inspiration, he concluded with +dignity: “I must think this matter over. You may go.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia almost ran out of the library and up to her own +room. Then could the duke have seen her he would first +have received another shock, then misinterpreted what he +saw, and plumed himself. For Julia sat down and wept. +She had lied hideously, worse still, glibly. And for the +first time she quite realized that of late she had developed +a poise, a fertility of resource in dealing with the mean +tyrant that dwelt in the men to whom she was almost subject, +that for the moment horrified her. Was it true that +she was growing hard? She wished she had talked more +confidentially with Nigel instead of flippantly dancing away +from the subject. Was she no longer young? She had a real +passion for truth. Were there to be no conditions in which +she could indulge it? She glanced back over the past two +years. There had been a time when she spoke the literal +truth on all occasions; now she spoke it when it was feasible, +or impressive, but rarely without forethought. It was +seldom that she let herself go. She felt a hatred of civilization +stir, wondered if in the whole planetary system there +was a world where truth was the standard, where every +man was himself, where the petty lies which made the great +ones inevitable were unknown. A prophetic ray suggested +that such conditions might involve complications unless +human nature itself were of a new brand; but she was not +in the mood to follow the thought to its logical finish. She +wanted freedom here, and it appeared to be impossible of +attainment. But at least she would strive for independence. +To both of the men who shadowed her life she had read what +the Americans called the riot act. That, at least, was +something accomplished. She could not be accused of deceit, +despised because she paid the tribute of her sex to +their superiority.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Suddenly her spirits darted upward on wings. She was +free of her husband for a week, perhaps longer. She bathed +her eyes and danced about the room. But when she realized +the source of her exultation she turned hastily from +it, dressed, and went to Ishbel’s shop.</p> + +<h2>XXII</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>During</span> the fortnight of France’s wassail the duke and +Julia avoided each other by tacit consent. His Grace found +himself uncommonly absorbed in politics, attended no less +than three important dinners; and, ascertaining Julia’s +engagements, dined at the House upon the one occasion +when she dined at home. Therefore, were there no elaborate +and recurring explanations of Harold’s prolonged +absence, and singular epistolary neglect of his cousin. +Julia, as she passed the duke on the stair, mentioned casually +once or twice that her husband was detained by his +doctor’s orders, might be for six or eight days to come.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The duke had resolved that he would not be betrayed +into another war of words with this or any woman, nor would +he recur to the subject of Julia’s offences until he had fully +determined what to say to her, what course to take. And +as for the life of him he could not make up his mind, she was +left to her own devices.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>And these devices were many. Julia resolved to forget +her husband’s existence, and enjoy herself in new ways. +She went to nine parties and danced until dawn. She saw +Bridgit, Ishbel, and Nigel every day, rode on the tops of +omnibuses, and lunched in A B C’s, Italian restaurants, +and the Cheshire Cheese; these last three dissipations in +company with Mr. Herbert. He also took her frequently +to the National Gallery, and administered her first lessons +in art. They even visited the Bond Street exhibitions +and one or two private studios.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Nigel made no attempt to flirt with her; he was by no +means sure that he still cared for her, so changed was she, +although her magnetic charm was unaffected. But she +would seem to have lost the ideal and unique quality that +had roused his deeper feeling, and that gone, he felt no +desire for the residuum. Certainly, it was not worth the +sacrifice of his career; although of course it was very jolly to +be the chosen friend of such a radiant creature (of whom men +were beginning to take much notice), and he made up his +mind to remain in London during Julia’s period of liberty, +then return to Switzerland and his new book. He was +rather glad of this test than otherwise, the opportunity to +make sure that the only rival of his work had been routed. +Sometimes, however, he wished that he might love Julia +frantically, these days, thus receiving an additional proof of +the might of art; but that hard bright surface repelled him. +He felt that he no longer knew her, should not until life had +taught her a more thorough knowledge of herself. Meanwhile, +poor child, if she was determined to enjoy herself +to the limit while her beast was on the loose, it was the +least he could do to help her; so he lectured her on art in +the morning and danced with her at night, or saw to it that +she had the best partners in the room. The fortnight passed +very quickly, and Julia, exerting her strong will, felt eighteen +once more and quite happy.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>France returned one morning early, looking rather the +worse for wear. After a coaching from his wife he sought +the duke, and, in his bluffest sailor manner, apologized for +his abrupt departure and his failure to write: he had been +put to bed and commanded to rest, undergone a series of +examinations, been so blue and bored that he should have +made his cousin as bad as himself. The duke was quite +satisfied, and when France took the precaution to add that +sooner or later he should be forced to return for another +examination, his affectionate relative sighed and hoped +Julia would awake to her duty and present another heir +to the house of France.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>During the next two years France disappeared some five +or six times. His departures were preceded by excessive +irritability; he returned as complacent as a cat after canary. +Intermediately he was much himself. Julia became expert +in seeing little of him. During the season she dragged +him about with an unflagging energy that caused him to +welcome the few hours he was able to snatch for sleep, and +the duke unwittingly assisted her by demanding his daily +presence in the House of Commons. During the shooting +and hunting seasons his sportman’s fever took care of itself, +although she subtly persuaded him to take up the rod, and +to go to Scotland for deerstalking. She realized that if she +continued to live with him a certain amount of “management” +was inevitable. To tell the whole truth and live +under the same roof with France was manifestly impossible, +and the feeling of destiny (planetary) was too strong to +permit her to leave him and achieve a complete independence. +She thought as little as possible, read and studied +a great deal, and played to the top of her capacity.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>There was political excitement from time to time, and +Julia learned that one secret of content was to forget her +deep and hopeless disappointment in herself by keeping her +mind animated with the greater affairs of the nation. No +doubt this is the most fruitful source of woman’s interest in +politics as they exist to-day. Unlike art, which compels +true oblivion, it is a wholly artificial interest, since mentally +unproductive; and of secondary import, since women are +not permitted to employ their abilities in the service of +their country. But although, no doubt, the women of the +future will look back with much amusement upon the +futile, the pathetically egotistic activities, of their predecessors, +there is no question that an interest in public affairs, +no matter how impersonal and unremunerative, save to +the spirit, has the advantage of dissociating the mind from +those mean and petty interests that send the average +woman to the scrap heap.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, even without the hints of Bridgit and Ishbel (Nigel +went abroad soon after France’s return), would no doubt +have discovered this philosophy for herself, for she came of +a family distinguished in colonial politics since the islands +were inhabited by the white man, and her present atmosphere +was almost wholly political. The duke fussed +more than any woman, France was forced to assume an +interest he did not feel, and the greater number of their +guests believed themselves to be making history. The duke, +since his health would not permit him to be prime minister, +found his compensation in sitting at the head of a table +surrounded by those eminent Conservatives and liberal-Unionists +whose names were in every man’s mouth. Therefore +was Julia not only obliged to listen intelligently, but +soon began to feel a keen pleasure in sharpening the edge of +her mind and in holding opinions and drawing conclusions +of her own. When the war between Spain and the United +States broke out she took the American side, partly out of +perversity, as everybody she met was passionately for the +sister European power, even after the Government policy +declared itself and laid its heavy hand on the press, partly +because the increasingly modern tendencies of her mind +led her to sympathize with the fluid imperfections of youth +as against the atrophied faults of age. But although she +found her opponents in argument immovable in their +sympathy for Spain, and (congenital) disapproval of the +United States, the experience gave her the deepest insight +she was likely to have of the fundamental good humor of +the English, as well as their sense of fair play. Unequivocally +as they resented the conduct of the United States and +hoped for her humiliation, it never occurred to them to +visit their indignation on the individual, and London was +full of Americans at the moment. One afternoon Julia +was taking tea with Mrs. Winstone when Mrs. Bode came +rustling in, flushed and indignant.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What do you think?” she demanded, before she had +taken the chair Mr. Pirie hastened to place for her. “Hannah +Macmanus asked me to go with her to the private view +this afternoon, and when I arrived at her house I found her +with the Spanish colors pinned on her chest! Wouldn’t +that jar you? And I an American—her guest! When I +exploded—asked her why she didn’t send me word not to +come, she seemed quite surprised, said she never let politics +interfere with private friendships. But I bolted, couldn’t +contain myself. I do think you English are too odd!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, we’re merely a bit hoary,” said Pirie; “we’ve really +lived, you see.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Hope your history’s not all behind you,” retorted Mrs. +Bode. “Well, I’ll take a cup of tea. If <span class='it'>you</span> were wearing +the Spanish colors, Maria Winstone —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“They don’t become my own coloring,” said Mrs. Winstone. +“But, mind you, I’m all for Spain and hope you +are going to be whipped. If we were quite alone I should +confide that I didn’t care a straw one way or another, but +fashion is fashion, and I’d no more dare defy it than I’d +dare indulge in an individual style of dress—must be +strictly contemporary or run the risk of looking my age.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I never know when you English are joking,” said Mrs. +Bode, discontentedly. “Your humor (if you really have +any) isn’t the least bit like ours.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Our effects are got by telling the brutal truth,” said Pirie.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But the excitement afforded by this war was brief, and +soon forgotten. Kitchener’s reconquest of the Soudan was +picturesque enough in its details to compel the attention of +far happier mortals than Julia, but was hardly of a nature to +disturb the serenity to which Pirie had made allusion. Fashoda +caused but another ripple on the surface, and even +when the moving finger appeared on the South African horizon +the prevailing feeling was annoyance, and astonishment +at the temerity of the Boers. In spite of the warnings +of Lord Wolsely and General Butler, England persisted in +looking at the new republic through the wrong end of the +opera glass. Early in August, Julia, at a county dinner +party, sat next to one of the most intelligent of the South +African millionnaires then living in England. He had lived +his life in South Africa, and mainly among the Boers; he +had made his fortune there, and taken a prominent part in +politics. No man should have known the characters of +the Boers better than he, nor the advantages possessed by +a hard persistent race that had learned every trick of native +warfare from the negroes they had subdued. And yet he +made a speech to Julia that she never forgot.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You know, Mrs. France,” he said pleasantly, “we don’t +want to kill anybody. We’ll just walk quietly through +the Transvaal and take it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>It was shortly after this dinner and the feeling of renewed +confidence in England’s destiny it induced, that Julia suddenly +lost all interest in politics. She had found many +compensations in her life, and looked forward to many more. +The duke had shown uncommon tact in intimating that +her husband was quite equal to the task of controlling her, +never returning to it himself; Julia, on the other hand, having +no desire to live alone with her husband, took pains to +fill creditably the duties of her position, and showed her +host the pretty deference due his age and rank. So had +wagged life for two more years. And then the most unexpected, +the most incredible, the most completely disorganizing, +thing happened. The duke fell in love and +married.</p> + +<div><span class='pageno' title='191' id='Page_191'></span><h1>BOOK III<br/> HAROLD FRANCE</h1></div> + +<h2 class='nobreak'>I</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> wedding took place early in September. Immediately +after the announcement of the duke’s intentions, +France had rushed upstairs to Julia and indulged in such +an outburst of rage that she fled to another part of the castle, +and left him to wreak his vengeance on the furniture. Having +relieved himself, he was able to meet the relative, for whom +his lukewarm affection had turned to hatred, with his usual +glassy surface, and, silent at all times, save when delivering +himself of anecdotes, he was not in danger of betraying himself +in the unguarded word. He held out until a week before +the wedding, and then had a heart attack and parted +from his sympathetic cousin for his semi-annual pilgrimage +to Paris.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course we’ll have to get out of this,” he said to Julia +as he was leaving. “He wants us to stay, but you know +what that means. Our day is over, curse him. Nothin’ +for us but White Lodge. Lucky I couldn’t rent it again. +<span class='it'>Luck!</span> Mine’s gone. I don’t know when I’ll be back. +Am really goin’ to Paris this time. You go to Hertfordshire +and settle yourself. Make it comfortable, but no +extravagance.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Couldn’t we take a flat in town?” asked Julia.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Town? Not I. There’s good shootin’ and huntin’ in +Hertfordshire, and that’s all I’ve got left. Hate town. +Thank heaven, I can chuck politics. That’s my only comfort.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But you love society; at least, your position in it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What’s the good without a fortune? Besides, we’re +not an hour from town at White Lodge, and there’s good +enough society in the county. Mind you return every call.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Then, much to Julia’s delight, he took himself off.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The duke and his new duchess, a youngish aunt of +Bridgit Herbert’s, who had angled quietly for him ever since +he had emerged from his seclusion and entertained his +neighbors, cordially invited Julia to remain at Bosquith +for the rest of the season, but she was anxious to get away +and readjust herself in solitude. Besides, her presence was +necessary at White Lodge; and it is hardly necessary to +state that she won the duke’s approval by doing the obvious +thing.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>In truth she was somewhat dazed, in no state for a display +of originality. The unexpected trick of fate had disconcerted +her hardly less than her husband, for not only +had she grown into her position as the future duchess of +Kingsborough during the past five years, but she was profoundly +shocked to find that her mother’s planets had made +a mistake.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Nothing had occurred to disturb her belief in the ancient +and romantic science of astrology since her arrival in +England. On the contrary, some of the cleverest and most +eminent men she had met professed tolerance of it, and, +she suspected, felt something more. On the other hand, +she had found England so full of other fads, with no possible +scientific basis, that her respect for astrology had +grown rather than diminished. But she could only conclude +that the whole thing was a monstrous delusion. Like +many religions it filled a want, and its picturesque qualities +had captured men’s imaginations and enabled it to survive. +She received several incredulous letters from her mother on +the subject of the duke’s marriage, finally one filled with +concentrated astonishment, fury, and despair. This was +some time later, when Julia had written that she must cease +to hope, as there was no doubt the new duchess would have +a family. Mrs. Edis ended her letter characteristically: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I have lived in a fool’s paradise for years. Now I simply +exist until my time comes to die. I might have endured +this annihilation of my only religion, but not of the crowning +ambition of my life. In this matter I feel that you are +to blame. You should have had children. You should +have managed the duke so that he would never have thought +of marriage, instead of becoming a woman of an entirely +different and alien generation, as I find you in your letters. +I should prefer that you do not write to me until I write +again. Of course I do not forget that you are my child +and the only one I have left, now that your wretched brother +and his wife are dead—for I do not count this fidgeting +grandchild I have on my hands—but so great is my disappointment +in you that I cannot face the prospect of your +letters at present—filled as I know they will be with +that silly shallow modern philosophy which makes the best +of things in the shortest possible time.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia felt sorry for her mother long before she received +this letter, but she soon discovered that this was her only +regret, barring the fact that she must see more of her husband. +For a fortnight she was quite alone at White Lodge, +a charmingly situated property not far from the village of +Stanmore and facing a wild expanse of heath. The housekeeper +engaged the servants, leaving her young mistress to +a complete liberty and solitude for the first time in her life. +As Julia wandered through the thick woods of the little +park between the garden and the heath, or rode alone in +the dawn, or explored the historic villages and romantic +lanes and properties of Hertfordshire, she realized how +weary she was of the pleasant uniformity of London society, +of entertaining in the country for sportsmen and statesmen; +admitted once for all that to be a great peeress of Britain +would bore her to death. Whatever ambitions she might +develop, now that she was free to be an individual ignored +by the planets, to be a great lady was not of them, and +during these delightful weeks she dreamed of discovering +some overlaid talent with which she should achieve a real +place in life.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>It did not occur to her to leave her husband. Noblesse +oblige would have kept her at his side in his fallen fortunes, +even had she not felt an even keener sympathy for him than +when he had struggled for life during the early months of +their marriage. She had ceased to fear him, forgotten her +prophetic moments, so secure did she feel in her power to +manage him, and so little, for the past year at least, had +she seen of him. She would console him to the best of her +ability for the bitterest disappointment such a man could +feel, make White Lodge as brilliant as possible, dress on +fifty pounds a year, and ask nothing in return but the liberty +to study, and develop the talents she was sure she possessed, +deeply buried as they might be. Before a week had +passed, she had completely readjusted herself, and looked +forward eagerly to several years of comparative quiet during +which her mind should mature and make ready for the +great discovery.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But a quiet life was not for Julia, then or ever.</p> + +<h2>II</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Julia</span>, after the light supper which she had been thankful +to substitute for the long dinner of the past four years, +wandered slowly through the fields drinking in that peace +which descends upon Hertfordshire at nightfall, in all its +perfection. She leaned her arms on a fence, enjoying the +Wordsworthian landscape: the wide fields with their hayricks +like houses, the quiet cattle, the slowly moving stream, +the soft masses of wood melting into the low sky. The red +band had faded behind the sharp church spire. The night +moths fluttered. The stillness was too soft to be profound, +too sweet to inspire awe.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But although she loved this twilight beauty and peace +of England, of which she had had but a taste now and +again, being usually at table during the most poetical hour +of the English day, she felt a sudden antagonism to it to-night, +as too perfect, too finished a thing for the world to +possess while so many of its dark problems were unsolved. +Although she had persistently refused to study the underworld +under the escort of Bridgit, turning instinctively from +all that would shatter the illusions among which she chose +to live, she had not been able to shut out bare knowledge, +and Nigel’s second and fourth books had been even more +enlightening than his first. She smiled as she thought of +Nigel, whom she had not seen since the end of her first matrimonial +vacation. He had left England soon after and +not returned. His father, incensed at his avowed Socialism, +and mortified at the conspicuous failure of his third +book, an exquisite bit of pure art, had definitely renounced +him, and he was living quietly and happily in picturesque +corners of Europe. Julia, knowing his passionate love of +beauty, envied him the power to gratify it, his complete +surrender to the artistic life. She wondered why he kept +on writing of the grimy horrors of England, when he might +give the world his dreams of the wonderland beyond the +Channel. To be sure, that unique combination of the propagandist +and the artist made for greatness, but his last +book, which she had finished only an hour since, had darkened +her mind, and unfitted her for surrender to the beauty +and peace of the English twilight.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Why was the enlightened class so stupid? Why did it +not eliminate poverty and the terrible pictures that must +haunt every sensitive mind, instead of waiting for mob +rule, and its inevitable sequence of a dictator and return to +first principles? Socialism must come from above. When +the laboring classes used the word they meant democracy, +in which every man would have a chance to acquire riches; +mere comfort and security, with no opportunity to loot the +universal till, had no charms for them. Man is adventurous +and greedy, and the lower his place in the scale, the more +insensate his dreams.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Nigel’s books, in their cold impersonal realism, did not +inspire her with any great respect or liking for the poor. +She knew that he was employing his art and his seductive +story-telling faculty not only in the cause of humanity, +but to help avert a convulsion in which his own class would +go down. She knew that if it came to open war, a blood-revolution, +the theories and principles of which his reason +approved would fly off on the red winds and he would get +behind the guns on his own side. The intellectual aristocrat +may serve the cause of general humanity in entire +honesty and conviction, but the moment class is arrayed +against class he will fight, not with the passions of his brain, +but of his instincts, and with that almost fanatical contempt +and hatred of the common people when daring to assert +themselves he has inherited with his brain cells. Nigel had +admitted this freely to Julia, confessed that while he was keen +to devote every year of his life and every phase of his talent +to eliminating poverty, he never heard of a laborer’s strike +which inconvenienced the public that he did not burn at +their impudence and long for their annihilation.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But it is this duality that makes the game interesting,” +he had concluded. “I only hope I shall never be put to +the test. There are many other things I should enjoy +writing about far more, but I always feel that I don’t matter +in the least. If I was given a brain on top of my instincts, +it was to advance the cause of humanity and +civilization. At all events that is the way I see things, by +such light as I possess.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He had gone on to say that he had become an advocate +of Socialism because, so far, it was the best solution the human +mind had evolved, but that all the artist in him lamented +its lack of appeal to any part of man but his brain. +Unpicturesque, dry, hard, but growing more practical and +expedient year by year, if it failed eventually, it would only +be through lack of a soul.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Would Nigel be the man to find this soul? He had a +measure of genius; why not? She felt proud of him that +he could induce the thought, then, in a moment of hardly +realized sex jealousy, wished that it might be discovered +by some woman. Herself? Why not? But at this +point she laughed aloud, and turned her face toward home. +Banish the ugly facts of life. Enjoy this divine peace while +it lasted.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She left the field and sauntered down the crooked lane +full of sweet scents and haunted by the white night moths. +Skirting the wall that surrounded White Lodge, she entered +by the front gates, but, loath to leave the twilight, +mounted a stump and leaned her arms on the coping. +The heath, a wild rolling bit of nature, mysterious in the +dusk, was deserted but for a gypsy caravan. She remained +out every night until dusk had melted into dark, ravished +by the serene beauty of this typical bit of England, believing +that in time it would help her to solve the riddle of her mind. +For her soul she asked nothing, believing her capacity for +happiness in any form to have been killed long since, but demanding +some mental compensation more personal and +permanent than books. If she dreamed long enough in +this wonderful English twilight, gave her imagination rein—who +could tell? And there was something more than a +possibility that this liberty to dream and develop might +spin out indefinitely. Even if the war with those tiresome +Boers should prove as brief as the duke and her South +African acquaintance predicted, Harold, deprived of other +diversions, might go out to South Africa for such excitement +and sport as the campaign would be sure to afford. And +big game might exert its fascinations for a year or more.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She lifted her head suddenly, then thrust it forward, and +peered into the shadows on the other side of the avenue. +The trees of the park were closely planted, and their aisles, +dim at noon, were black at this hour. But something moved, +a shadow in a shadow! Julia, who had rarely known a +tremor of fear, felt her knees shake, her breath come short. +It could hardly be a poacher, for the preserves were behind +the house, nearly a quarter of a mile away; no poacher +would be lurking by the park gates when he could slip into +the coverts at a dozen points. There was a lodge at the +gates, but it was untenanted. No one at the house could +hear her, no matter how loudly she might call, and—and—she +watched the shadows with dilating eyes—there +was no doubt that a man moved within twenty yards of her.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Suddenly it occurred to her that it must be one of the +gypsies come to beg, and watching for his opportunity. +She caught at the tails of her flying courage, and stepped +out into the avenue.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What do you wish?” she asked firmly. “If you have +come to beg, I have no money here, but you can go to the +house and I will tell them to give you food.” Then, as there +was neither answer nor movement, she added with a fair +assumption of indifference, “You can follow me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She started up the avenue, walking deliberately, while +filled with a wild desire to run. For still there came no +answer from the depths of that black plantation, nor, for +a moment or two, any movement. Then she heard the +soft crackling of twigs under a light foot, and, glancing irresistibly +over her shoulder, saw a moving shadow. She +felt her skin turn cold, and once more that insidious trembling +attacked her limbs. She realized with both horror +and indignation that she was in the grip of fear, she who +had gone through earthquake and hurricane! For a moment +mortification routed terror, gave her a momentary +respite, and she halted and called sharply: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Why don’t you come into the avenue? Come out at +once and walk ahead of me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The steps halted. There was no other answer. +“Peace!” That was no word for a dark plantation at +night! It was a silence so profound and so awful that it +seemed to shriek. Julia clenched her shaking hands, took +a step forward and peered into the wood. A shadow detached +itself from the darker background and swayed +deliberately.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Courage fled. In full surrender to fear, the most awful +sensation that the human nerves can experience, she dashed +up the avenue. In the confusion of her brain she fancied +that she was standing still, that her feet had turned to lead, +that her breath had left her body. Then the confusion was +cut by a flash of thought. It was no man there, but some +evil spirit that haunted the plantation. As every house +on Nevis and St. Kitts had its ghost, she had grown up in a +firm and unconcerned belief in the visits of the dead to their +ancient haunts, and Bosquith boasted seven ghosts. But +she had never seen one, and to accept a popular creed and +find yourself pursued by a hollow visitant in a lonely park, +far from human support, induces mental states entirely +unrelated. It might even be a vampire! Julia shrieked, +sobbed, almost leaped, as she heard that light crackling +of twigs not three yards behind her.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Suddenly the steps ran ahead of her. Her wide staring +eyes saw that shadow within a shadow, barely outlined, +flit past among the trees, then stop, sway again. She +sprang back among the trees on her side of the avenue. +The shadow came slowly forward, then turned suddenly +and ran back into the depths. Julia crouched with chattering +teeth. They were plainly audible. So was her +panting breath.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Again there was silence. Julia’s body, by a mere reaction +independent of her will, recovered its power of motion +and darted up the avenue once more. Again that light +crackling of autumn leaves. But her will showed a flicker +of vitality, moved in the depths of her disorganized brain. +She visualized it, as she had once seen it in a diagram, +dragged it upward, ordered it to keep her from fainting, to +hold her strength until she reached the garden. She could see +the lights of the house. Her mind grew clearer. She realized +that she was running like a deer. A few more steps! +Then she heard those behind bear down upon her with the +swiftness and noise of an express train. She was caught +about the waist. As she lost consciousness she heard a +loud guffaw.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She opened her eyes, realized that she lay on a garden +bench, that a heavily breathing creature stood beside her. +For a moment she dared not lift her eyes, seized again with +a fear that seemed to distend every nerve in her body, even +as she felt something vaguely familiar in the form beside +her. There was another burst of intense amusement. She +sprang to her feet with blazing eyes and confronted her +husband.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You!” she gasped. “You!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>France rocked to and fro with mirth. “Yes!” he finally +ejaculated. “Gad! I’m as much out of breath as you +are—holdin’ my sides! What a lark! Never knew it +would be such fun to frighten anybody. Rippin’ sensation. +And you were frightened dumb, by Jove! Hardly believed +it of you, but suddenly thought I’d try.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You coward! You brute!” One has to be calm and +detached to find original phrases. In moments of real +emotion the time-worn and the ready-made dart out of +the mind as naturally as thought of dinner above hunger. +“For anything that calls itself a man —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No insults, my lady, or I’ll do worse. It’s you are the +coward—only time I ever got a rise out of you! Didn’t +know you had any kind of excitement in you, by gad!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You brute! You brute!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, as much astounded as indignant, and vaguely +alarmed, as she had sometimes been in the early months +of her married life, turned to walk to the house in a dignified +retreat. But France caught her in his arms.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No you don’t, my lady. Give me a kiss.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Then, for the first time, passion flamed in Julia. The +twilight turned crimson. She beat him on the chest, the +face, the head. She kicked him, and strove to unite her +hands about his neck and choke him. She longed for a +knife, for a pistol. She seethed with hatred and the desire +to do murder. And France only laughed, and brushed off +her hands with his great hairy ones, while with one arm he +clasped her hard and rained kisses on her unprotected +face. And he never ceased laughing with an intense quiet +amusement, his eyes glittering as they did when he went to +hangings, when he once had happened to witness natives +tortured in the Congo, as they did at certain performances +in Paris calculated to gratify the primitive lusts of man. +France had always envied those Eastern potentates that +amused themselves with the death agonies of their slaves +just before heads were sliced off; but for him and his sort +there are still compensations to be found in the depths of +civilization.</p> + +<h2>III</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Mrs. Winstone</span> sat in her charming drawing-room in +Tilney Street, by a fire that cast a warm glow over her delicate +good looks, further enhanced by a tea-gown of violet Liberty +velveteen and Irish lace. The tea-table was beside her, and +grouped about it were Mr. Pirie, Mrs. Macmanus, and Lord +Algy—reinstated in her affections after an interval of +fickleness; all were comfortably nibbling muffins and +drinking their horrid mess of tea and cream while looking +as gloomy as possible.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>It was “black week” of December, 1899. Methuen, +Gatacre, and Buller had met with humiliating reverses in +South Africa, Sir George White was shut up in Ladysmith +with twelve thousand men, and the Boers were proving +themselves possessed of a generalship, which, combined with +the stores of ammunition they had been accumulating +since the Jameson Raid, a complete knowledge of their +puzzling hills, the strategic devices they had learned from +the natives, and an indomitable spirit, had finally succeeded +in quenching optimism in Great Britain.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Jove, you know,” said Algy, “it can’t be only that +they’re on their own ground—cursed ground, too, you +know. Fancy the beggars knowin’ how to fight.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mr. Pirie crossed his legs and smiled complacently. “I +flatter myself that I was one of the three or four men +in England that anticipated this. Wolsely warned us. +Butler warned us. We wouldn’t listen. How could we be +expected to when the South Africans here never believed +the Boers would fight? And here we are!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I won’t believe it—that they can hold out a month +longer,” said Mrs. Macmanus, resolutely. “It’s only a +temporary advantage, because no British general would +ever count upon a trickery of which he is incapable himself. +And what is life without hope? I hated the thought of the +war. Is it true that Bobs and Kitchener are to be sent +out?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Beginning of Chapter II. Wish I were not too old to go +out. You’ll be volunteering, Algy, I suppose?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Lord Algy looked up with something like animation in +his pale eyes. “Rather,” he said. “One more lump, +please. Was accepted yesterday.” And two months +later, with as little fuss, he died at Pieter’s Hill.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, dear!” cried Mrs. Winstone. “What will become +of us all? Fancy your doin’ such a thing, Algy! All the +men are goin’, whether they have to or not. London will +be too dull. Geoffrey Herbert’s regiment is under orders, +and such ducks are in it. I wonder if Bridgit cares?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She won’t miss him,” said Mrs. Macmanus, dryly. “She +could hardly see less of him there than here, but she’s got a +heart and no doubt would spare a tear if he fell.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll tell you who cares,” said Pirie, “and that’s Jones. +He’s loaded down with Kaffirs, and is in a blue funk. Glad +I unloaded when every one else was rushin’ at ’em—thought +the war would be over in two weeks, old Jones did, +ha! ha! He can’t get rid of a share.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Will it matter to Ishbel?” asked Algy.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not a bit,” said Mrs. Winstone. “She’s paid him off +long since, and opened a dressmakin’ establishment, besides +her hat shop. It’ll be just her luck to have all the smart +people go into mournin’ at once.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, thank heaven the jingoes have shut up a bit—what +is the matter?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone had exclaimed, “How odd! I just +saw Julia go up the stairs.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>At the same moment a maid entered and announced that +Mrs. France did not wish any tea, but would wait upstairs +until Mrs. Winstone was free.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Tell her I’ll be with her presently, unless she’ll change +her mind and come down. Now, what can be the matter? +Come to think of it, I haven’t seen her since she went to +White Lodge in August or September. Haven’t got over +my disappointment yet, and preferred to forget her for +a while. I do hope France hasn’t been misbehavin’ himself.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You may be sure he has,” said Mrs. Macmanus; +“consolin’ himself for his second facer—no doubt he’s +heard the news from Bosquith.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What a bore,” exclaimed Mrs. Winstone. “Julia gave +me the impression when she first arrived in England that +she’d rear at too heavy a bit; but she should be well broken +in by this time.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do you think so?” asked Pirie. “That sort never is +broken in. High-spirited filly that runs all right under a +light rein, but one cut and she’s over the traces. She was +clever enough to manage France as long as he was satisfied, +but doubt if she’ll have any resource except open war when +he’s been bored and disappointed long enough. Hope +he’ll volunteer and get himself killed with the least possible +delay. Front’s a good place for rascally husbands; and +as they’re generally automatically brave, no matter how +degenerate, let us hope for a good cleanin’ out of undesirable +husbands before we polish off the Boers. Good +idea! It would reconcile even Hannah to war.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Rather. Poor Julia! You don’t mean to tell me, +Maria, that you haven’t looked after her these three months +she’s been alone with France?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Looked after her?” cried Mrs. Winstone, indignantly. +“She is a married woman of nearly five years’ standing, +and quite able to look after herself. Why should I be +annoyed? Do toddle along, all of you. I want to hear +the worst at once. Come back to dinner, Algy, and give +an account of yourself.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She went slowly up to her bedroom after her guests had +gone, endeavoring to arrange her features into a semblance +of cordiality. She deeply resented Julia’s failure to capture +the great prize which would have been so useful to herself. +One cannot remain young and fascinating forever, and if +one has not riches to substitute, the next best thing is a +wealthy relative in the peerage with whom one can always +be on intimate terms. She and the present Duchess of +Kingsborough, a good plain soul, but astute withal, would +never hit it off. Surely, Julia, if she had played her cards +carefully, could have kept matrimonial ideas out of the +duke’s mind. No doubt she had antagonized him with +her independent notions and theories, which any really +clever woman always kept to herself. Julia, in her mind, +was a failure, and Mrs. Winstone detested failures.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But as she entered her bedroom and saw Julia standing by +the hearth, she said brightly, “So glad to see you, dear,” +and kissed the cheek presented to her. “Sorry you wouldn’t +come in and meet my cronies—why—what is the +matter?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia had turned her face to the light.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good heavens! Are you ill? Really, you must be +careful—you were thin and white enough already—and—and—” +her irritation found vent. “Your clothes are +not put on properly.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, who had looked at her aunt with longing eyes, +stiffened and said coldly: “Probably not. You see, I had +to run away, and I dressed in a hurry. I could not make +even the attempt until Harold had drunk a certain amount—and +it takes a good deal —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What on earth do you mean? Run away?” Mrs. Winstone +sat down. “Surely you can come to town when you +choose.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I am forbidden to leave the grounds.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But—you know, you really shouldn’t run away—this +is only a mood of Harold’s. You should be careful to do +nothing to make yourself conspicuous. You are not in a +position to afford it. No doubt many ill-natured people have—laughed +at you. You’ve had a frightful come-down, and +that sort of thing always delights spiteful women—who +envied you before. And Harold—poor thing—no doubt +he guesses this—has wanted to keep quiet for a time. +Upon my word, I think it is rather the decent thing to do. +That is the reason I haven’t dug you out. And of course +he is horribly disappointed —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Her fluent tongue halted, and she moved uneasily. +Julia’s figure was rigid, but although Mrs. Winstone had +addressed the window, she felt that those big disconcerting +eyes she had never quite liked were fixed upon her.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah!” said Julia. “Disappointment? That is a mild +word to apply to his present frame of mind, or rather the +one in possession until he began upon his present course of +consolation. His former was such that I am forced to leave +him.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Now—what do you mean by that?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I mean that I am married either to a maniac or a fiend, +and that if I remain with him long enough I shall either be +killed or go mad.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh! You young things are so extravagant in your expressions—and +you never were quite like any one else. +France is a bad lot more or less, but you have managed him +wonderfully. Go on managing him, but for heaven’s sake +don’t make a fuss.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ve left him, and I shall not go back. It would be +impossible to exaggerate. I haven’t enough imagination.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do you mean that he—beats you?” Mrs. Winstone +hesitated over the ugly word. She did so hate the ugly +things of life, even mere words. She felt nothing of the +morbid curiosity another woman might have felt, but as +long as she could not escape this confidence, better have it +over as soon as possible.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No. For some reason he has not—yet. He locks me in +a room and snaps a whip at me by the hour, promising that +at a given moment it shall cut through my skin. Why he +has not cut me to ribbons, I don’t know, except that he +enjoys tormenting me mentally, and defers the other +pleasure. He has practised every other form of mental +torture he has been able to conceive. He wakes me up +twenty times a night, flashing a light before my eyes, or +shrieking in my ear. He makes me sit up in bed and listen +to the most awful stories, and the bloodcurdling ones are +not the worst. He threatens to pinch me from head to +foot, but so far merely pretends to —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“For heaven’s sake hush! I can’t listen to such things. +How does he treat you before the servants?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, always amiably.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I thought so. You haven’t a leg to stand on so far as +the law is concerned. He’d deny everything blandly, and +you would be set down as an hysteric.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I think he is insane.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Possibly. That may be the explanation of Harold +France. But that will do you no good, either, so long as he +is able to hide it. Two alienists must see him in a condition +that is, unmistakably, insanity, and sign a certificate +to that effect. Only a short time ago the husband of an +American friend of mine acted at times in such an eccentric +manner that there was no doubt in the minds of those who +saw him as to his state. But he fooled the doctors. She +feared for her life, and two of her brothers had to come over +and inveigle him on board an ocean liner—in the United +States, it seems, they are not so particular. And quite +right in this case, for the man is now raving.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do you mean to say that the laws of England will not +take care of me?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not unless you can persuade him to beat you before the +servants. Then you might get a separation—not a divorce +without infidelity. I think you had best go back to Nevis.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll not do that. Mother has been angry with me for +a long time. Just after the Tays were at Bosquith I wrote +her I was unhappy and disappointed—and horrified. You +see, Daniel Tay made me feel almost a child again, and I +longed for my mother’s sympathy. She wrote back that +I was a romantic and ungrateful child; that I had enough +to make any girl happy; and that there was nothing really +wrong. All men were nuisances. She seemed afraid I +might run away and spoil her plans. Since then our letters +have been stiff and infrequent—until the duke married, +when she was more angry with me still. Now we don’t +write at all. Besides, I never wish her to know of this. +She may be hard, but she is old, and she has had disappointments +enough.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And what, may I ask, do you mean to do?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Surely the law—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“The law will do nothing—as matters are at present. +And for heaven’s sake keep out of the courts.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Very well, then, I’ll go to work.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Work?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes. I intended to do that meanwhile, in any case. +I went to Ishbel’s on the way here, but Mr. Jones is ill +and I couldn’t see her. So I thought you would let me +stay here —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, of course. But I don’t like this silly idea of yours, +at all. Much better you go back to Nevis. That is the +only real solution. People here will think you have merely +gone to pay a visit to your mother—natural enough—and +when you don’t return—well, people are soon forgotten +in London.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And I shall be comfortably buried! I shall, of course, +go to Nevis sooner or later, but not while I am in trouble. +And I never could remain there. After five years of England? +I am as weaned as you are. I should die of inanition.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone got up and moved about the room restlessly. +In her well-ordered life few problems were permitted +to enter, and not only did she resent this sudden +influx of deadly seriousness, but she practised a certain +form of cheap “occultism” much in vogue: avoiding everything +that contained an element of darkness, depression, +and disturbance, and everybody that persisted in having +troubles. She manufactured an atmosphere to keep +herself young and happy much as she manufactured her +famous expression daily before the mirror, and anchored herself +so successfully in the warm bright shallows of life that +what springs of emotion she may originally have possessed had +dried up long since. But she could still feel intense annoyance, +and she felt it now. Moreover, she was puzzled. +As the tiresome creature’s only relative in England, she +should be equally criticised if she refused her shelter and +sympathy in her trouble, or if she identified herself with her +revolt. What in heaven’s name was to be done? Well, +this was December, and the world out of London. And +this war would fill everybody’s thoughts if it only lasted +long enough. She returned to her chair.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“My dear! Really! What shall I say? You know +I only came up for a day or two—on my way to a lot +of visits. Came up to see Hannah, who is off for Rome. +There are only two servants in the house. I am off again +to-morrow; but of course you can stay here if you are sure +he doesn’t know where you are.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“He’ll know nothing for a week.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah! I have it! How clever of me! I’ll write him that +I’ve packed you off to Nevis. That will gain time. Perhaps +he’ll go there in search of you —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I prefer that the law should free me fairly. I’m sick of +lies.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“The law will do nothing. Put that idea out of your +head. Have you any money in hand?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“About thirty pounds.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“The duke ought to make you a separate allowance. +Possibly he would if you told him how matters stand, and +promised to keep quiet.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“He would not believe me, not for a moment. It is +his cherished fiction that no member of the British aristocracy +can do wrong, much less a member of his family. +He would preach, tell me that I had hysterical delusions, +and send for Harold. I prefer him to know nothing about it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I won’t have you in a shop.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia rose.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, for heaven’s sake sit down. Don’t let us talk +about it any more. Stay here for the present. Something +is sure to turn up. You’ll find it very dull —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Did you bring any clothes?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“A portmanteau, that is all.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well! Better go to your room and rest. I’ll write at +once to France, telling him that you sailed to-day. If he +doesn’t read it for a week, so much the better.”</p> + +<h2>IV</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Julia</span> slept the sleep of exhaustion that night. She +awoke with a start, screaming, and cowered, before she +realized that it was Mrs. Winstone who stood by her bed.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But that lady, true to her creed, pretended not to see. +“It is eleven o’clock,” she said lightly. “What a sleeper +you are! I am off, but Hawks has orders to take care of you. +I’ll ring for your breakfast. I’ve left my addresses for the +next two months in my desk. But I hope you’ll get on. +Of course I could get you invited to any of the houses, +but France would hear of it, and my clever fiction would be +spoiled —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I could not visit. I shall be very well here. You are +too kind.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone thought she was, particularly as there was +not the least prospect of reward. A cutlet for a cutlet. +However, noblesse oblige. She bestowed a kiss on Julia +and sailed out.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>After her bath and breakfast Julia made a careful toilet +for the first time in many weeks. Sometimes she had not +brushed or even unbraided her hair for days.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She telephoned to the house in Park Lane. Mr. Jones +was better and Lady Ishbel had gone to the shop. Julia +left the house immediately and drove to Bond Street.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>There were several people in the show-room. She went +up to the boudoir which had witnessed so many gay little +teas and so many confidential chats. It was an hour before +Ishbel came running up the stairs and flung her arms about +Julia.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You dear thing!” she cried. “How I have worried +about you. You wouldn’t answer my notes. And you +look like a ghost! I was afraid —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You are in trouble, too. You look worn out —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, poor Jimmy! He’s ruined, and has had a stroke. +There’s tragedy for you. How he fought—and he hated +to take my jewels, poor dear. I’m hunting for a little house +to take him to—he clings to me; it’s pitiful. The doctor +wants him to go to a nursing home, but I couldn’t! I’ll +do my best. And,” with a sudden dash into her more +familiar self, “all my beaux will go to South Africa; I +shall have time for my invalid. That’s all there is of +my story. Tell me yours.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ve come to take you at your word—you once promised +to teach me how to trim hats—to help me earn my +bread —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“So! It’s come! Bridgit and I have been expecting it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia told her story, all that could be told, as briefly as +possible. She was, in truth, deeply ashamed of it, and, after +her aunt’s rebuff, felt no longer any yearning for sympathy. +But Ishbel wept bitterly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How I wish we could have rescued you in the beginning, +as we planned! It was criminal of us to give it up.” +She dried her eyes. “There! It has done me good to cry. +Literally I have had not a moment to shed a tear on my own +account. Of course I’ll put you to work at once, and when I +get a little house you will live with me. It will be too nice. +I’ve never had half enough of you. I suppose you could +tear yourself away from Mrs. Winstone. How did she +receive you?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, she’s frightfully cut up. ‘Scandal’—‘work’—I +don’t know which she fears most. But I could see she was +relieved to learn that Harold had kept himself inside the +law.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She must feel as if she were the author of a book called +‘The lost duchess!’ Well, we won’t mortify her publicly for +some time. Of course you must stay out of the salesroom +for a while, or France would trace you. In the workroom, +no one, not even Mrs. Winstone, will be any the wiser. Will +you come house-hunting with me?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>A fortnight later, Ishbel, with that latent energy of which +she betrayed so little in manner and appearance, had +furnished a villa in St. John’s Wood, installed Mr. Jones +and the servants, and turned over the house in Park Lane +to the creditors. As she was obliged to keep both a valet +and a nurse for Mr. Jones, there was no spare room for +Julia, but there were lodgings close by, and it was arranged +that she was to dine every night at the villa.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Perhaps there is no accommodation on this round globe +as dreary as a London suburban lodging, but Ishbel adorned +the little rooms out of her own superfluities, and Julia was +so thankful to be alone and free that she would have settled +down to the dingy carpet and grimy furniture without a +murmur. And she had no time to mope or think. It would +be long before she recovered the buoyancy of her nature, +for she had told Mrs. Winstone and Ishbel little of the +horrors of those three months alone with her husband. But +when indignities are too odious to take to the most intimate +and sympathetic ear, the only thing to do is to banish them +from the memory; and this Julia did to the best of her +ability.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She found a certain fascination in working with her hands, +although she did not take kindly to the crowded workroom. +Ishbel, who never drove any of her people when she could +avoid it, made her hours as few as possible. But her +seclusion was of short duration. France wrote to Mrs. +Winstone, threatening her with the law, but, taking her +communication literally, flung himself off to South Africa. +After his departure Julia spent a part of each day in the show-room, +although she continued to trim hats; her fingers +proving nimble and apt, she was determined to learn +the business. In the show-room she met many of her old +acquaintances, and Mrs. Winstone waxed so indignant that +communication between them ceased. The duke, who +never found politics amusing when his party was busy exterminating +mosquitoes, and who at the moment was wholly +absorbed in his wife and in his prospects of an heir, remained +at Bosquith for a year on end; if he thought about +Julia at all, he supposed her to be at White Lodge.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Her personal life flowed on peacefully for eight months. +The past faded into the limbo of nightmares. She made +little more than enough to pay for her rooms and two meals, +but even had she found time to miss the beautiful garments +she had loved, she would have had no occasion to use them. +No one entertained. All England was in mourning. +Hardly a family of any size but had lost one or more of its +men, particularly if the men were officers. Ishbel’s milliners +and dressmakers worked all day on black, nothing but black. +So constant, and always sudden, was the demand for mourning +trousseaux that she and Julia often worked at night after +the women, worn out, had gone home.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>And those that had no men at the front to be killed were +ashamed to admit it, to be out of the fashion, and swelled +the demands for mourning. The Americans, resident in +London, felt “out of it” in colors, and even those come on +their annual pilgrimage were advised to wear black-and-white +or dull gray. Ishbel and Julia laughed sometimes over +their work and speculated as to the origin of other fads, +but they were too busy and too tired for more than the +passing jest. All England was sad enough without pretence, +and worrying not only for relatives and friends at the front, +but for the nation’s prestige. Julia and Ishbel, at dinner, +talked of little else but the news in the evening bulletins, and +often it was of a personal nature. Nigel Herbert had been +among the first to volunteer, had been wounded at Vaal +Kranz, recovered, and was fighting again, besides corresponding +with one of the great dailies. Two of Ishbel’s +admirers had died at Ladysmith, one of enteric, the other +in a reckless sortie. Still another was in hospital with two +bullets in him; and beyond the brief despatch which conveyed +this news to the press, she had heard nothing. His +going had solved a problem, but she was thankful for her +work. Geoffrey Herbert had been killed at Paardeberg, +and Bridgit had gone out to the Cape with hospital supplies.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Of France not a word was heard until June 12th, when +his name was among the list of wounded at the battle of +Diamond Hill. Two months later Julia read of his arrival +in England.</p> + +<h2>V</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>On</span> these warm August evenings Ishbel and Julia had their +dinner in the garden under a beech tree. Ishbel’s bright +courage seldom failed her, but she was grateful for Julia’s +companionship and help during this the most trying +period of her life, and Julia, glad to be necessary to some +one, above all to her favorite friend, responded without any +of the usual feminine fervors, and the harmony between them +remained unbroken. Mr. Jones, helpless in body and +bitter in mind, demanded every moment his wife could give +him, but occasionally permitted Julia to take her place and +read the war news aloud.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Between the defeat of the Boer forces at Diamond Hill +and the beginning of Kitchener’s “drives,” there was less +demand for mourning garments; the war, indeed, was +believed to be over. Ishbel and Julia rose later and left the +shop earlier. Both were haggard and needed rest. They +made a deliberate attempt to enjoy their evening meal, +refusing to discuss immediate deaths and hypothetical +disaster, and tabûing personal topics. There was still plenty +to discuss, and so many reminiscences of officers that had +left their lives or their looks in the South African graveyard, +that it was easy to steer clear of private anxieties. But one +evening after the cloth was removed and they were alone, +Julia said abruptly: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I had a letter from Harold to-day—directed to the +shop. He had just learned that I had not gone to Nevis. +He did not say who gave him my address —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes?” The word had a fashion of flying from Ishbel’s +lips at all times. Now she sat forward in alarm. “Yes?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“He says that I am to return to White Lodge to-morrow.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But of course you will not!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course not. I consulted a solicitor some time ago. +He cannot compel me to live with him. On the other +hand —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“As I am unable to get a legal separation I cannot prevent +him from forcing himself into my rooms, annoying +me in a thousand ways. He might even come to the shop +and make a scene.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, it is my shop, and I can have him put out. Did +you tell the solicitor other things? Is there really no chance +of a legal separation?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“He did not seem to think well of my reasons for wanting +one. I could not bring myself to tell him much, and I have +kept it in the background so long it seemed rather dim and +flat—the little I did tell him. He said that mental +cruelty existed largely in women’s imaginations. Then +he consoled me by adding that if I refused to return, Harold +might be betrayed into some overt act before witnesses, +perhaps later give me cause for divorce. But I don’t +think so. He is very cunning. His instinct for self-protection +is almost abnormal. I told the lawyer I believed +Harold to be insane, and he was quite shocked; said there +was too much talk already of insanity in the great families +of Britain, and it was doing them harm with the lower orders—intimated +that it was my duty to keep such an affliction +dark if it really had descended upon the house of France. +When I told him I knew that at least two of Harold’s +ancestors had been shut up for years at Bosquith, and not +so long ago, he fairly squirmed. Then he advised me to +conceal both my knowledge and my suspicions if I hoped for +a divorce. The law is far more tender to its lunatics +than to their victims. Harold, shut up for twenty—thirty—forty +years would continue to be my husband on +the off chance of his cure—while I consoled myself with +the prospect of his release! On the other hand, if left at +large he may give me cause for divorce. That was the only +argument that appealed to me. My legal friend ended by +advising me to return to Nevis—this, I feel sure, in the +interests of the British aristocracy. I’d like to make over +a few laws in this country.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That is what Bridgit says. The women of the lower +classes might almost as well be slaves in the Congo. They +can’t divorce a merely drunken brute, and a legal separation +does them little good. If a man wants to desert his family +all he has to do is to go to the Midlands or the North and +disappear in a coal mine, while his wife, unable to marry a +better man, sinks to the dregs in the effort to support herself, +perhaps half a dozen children. The laws in this country +might have been made by Turks. Who ever hears of a man +being punished because he is the father of the child a +wretched girl has murdered? Oh—some day—let us +hope—But we have the present to deal with. Have you +answered France’s letter?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, I wrote him that I never should return to +him, that I had had legal advice, that I was able to +support myself, that I wished never to hear from him +again. Also, that any further letters I received from him +I should return unopened to his club. I did not +write a page, but I fancy he cannot mistake my +meaning.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I am afraid he will persecute you, but you must be +brave. If necessary, you might hide in the country for a +bit, or go over to Paris for me —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I shall stay here at work. He can do his worst.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But, alas, it was always Harold France’s good fortune +to be underrated. Julia, well as she knew him, had never +yet gauged the depth and extent of his resources. Some +strange arrest in his mental development, possibly a forgotten +blow during boyhood, or a prenatal check, had left +him with a quick, cunning, malicious, scheming mind which +otherwise might have been brilliant, unscrupulous, and +resourceful in the grand manner. Possibly it might have +been useful as well; and this may have been the secret of +those vague angry ambitions, always seething in the base +of his cramped brain. Whatever the cause, his mind +required a constant grievance to feed on, and whatever his +limitations, they were never too great to interfere with the +success of his devilish purposes.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Three mornings later Ishbel and Julia arrived in Bond +Street at a few minutes before eleven. Royalty was expected +at a quarter past, and as they ascended the stairs +they were not surprised to see the forewoman, pale and +trembling, standing at the turn. When royalty had +arrived—unheralded—the day before, she had almost +wept, and her assistant had succumbed and been obliged +to leave the room. It was the first time that royalty had +honored the shop in Bond Street, smart as it was, and when +the princess left she had announced that on the morrow she +should return with her two girls. Ishbel had felt sure that her +women would not close their eyes during the night, and be +quite unfit for the strain of the second visit. Therefore, +she laughed merrily as she saw Miss Slocum’s twisted visage.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Brace up! Brace up!” she cried. “You have nearly +twenty minutes yet. And am I not here? Mrs. France +and I will wait on their royal highnesses —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, your ladyship,” wailed the woman. “It ain’t +that—or, I mean I could stand it much better to-day. I’d +made up my mind. No! It’s worse!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Worse?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The woman glanced up the half flight behind her. The +door leading into the show-room was closed. “Oh, your +ladyship, there’s two awful creatures in there, and their +royal highnesses coming in ten minutes. I told them to go —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But I don’t understand. Every one has a right to come +here. I can’t have any of my customers put out for royalty. +I am not being honored by a call. This is a shop —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, yes, my lady, but you don’t understand. You’ve +never had this sort —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What sort?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The woman’s voice quavered and broke. “Tarts, my +lady. Regular Piccadilly trotters, that’s what!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Ishbel was as dismayed as the woman could wish. +Followed by her equally horrified friend she brushed the +forewoman aside, ran up the stair, and entered the show-room. +The large windows, open to the gay subdued roar +of Bond Street, let in a flood of mellow sunshine. The +square room, not too large, and with a mere suggestion of +the First Empire in its wall paper and scant furniture, was +a severe yet delicate background for the most charming +hats ever seen in London. Of every shape and size, but +each touched with a fairy’s wand, these harbingers of +autumn, hopefully prismatic, and mounted on slender rods, +seemed to sing that woman’s face was naught without its +frame, and that in them alone was the problem of the +floating decoration solved.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But alas! no such fantasie was in the air this morning. +“Creatures,” in truth! Two females, loudly dyed, rouged, +blackened, bedecked in cheap finery, were overhauling +hats, mantles, and chiffons, despite the protests of the livid +assistant. Ishbel went directly up to the largest and most +aggressive.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I am so sorry,” she said with her sweet remote smile and +her bright crisp manner, “but I must ask you to go. Some +other time I shall be most happy to show you the things, +but just now everything must be put in order as quickly +as possible. I am expecting patrons who are in town only +for the moment. As you see, this room is not very large. +Be quick, Jeannie, will you?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She turned her back on the two women, but the largest +walked deliberately round in front of her.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I say,” she said, “are you the boss?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I am—Jeannie—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I say. What’s a shop for if ladies can’t call and see +things? Is this a private shop for your friends?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No, but this morning is exceptional. I really must ask +you to go—” she glanced at the clock. It was nearly ten +minutes past eleven, and royalty was hideously prompt. +“I dislike being rude, but I must ask you to go at once.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Really, now!” The woman sat herself on the little +sofa before the mantel and spread out her gaudy skirts. +“I ain’t going to be put out. Brass is brass, and mine’s as +good as any. Wot you say, Frenchie?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That’s what.” Her partner was holding a large hat on +her uplifted arm, and twirling it from side to side. “And I +want a hat. Don’t mind trying ’em all on, one by one.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“If you don’t go at once, I shall call the police.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Police? Wot for? Ain’t we behaving ourselves proper? +I call that libel, I do.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>At this moment the door, which Ishbel had taken care to +close, flew open, and royalty entered, followed by two slim +young daughters. The eyes of the lady on the sofa bulged, +but her presence of mind did not desert her. She sprang +to her feet and threw her arm round Ishbel’s waist.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Your hats are too sweet, dearie,” she exclaimed. “I +shall take four to-day and come back to-morrow —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>At the same moment the other woman, who had dropped +the hat, lit a cigarette.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Royalty gasped, made a motion not unlike that of a +mother hen when she spreads her wings to protect her chicks +from a sudden shower, then shooed her girls out and down +the stairs.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Ishbel made no motion to detain her. No explanation +was possible. She saw ruin, but she merely removed +her waist from the embrace of the woman and turned her +white composed face upon both of the invaders.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Will you explain what spite you have against me?” +she asked.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh!” cried Julia, passionately. “Can’t you see? +France has sent them.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Right you are, dearie,” said the younger cocotte, +smoking comfortably. “And here we stay till you pack +up and go home to your lawful husband. Lucky you are +to have one. Oh, yes, my lady, you can call in the bobbies, +but this is the middle of Bond Street, and we’ll raise such a +hell of a row as we’re being dragged out there won’t be +anybody else coming up here in a hurry.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia turned to her. “If I leave this shop and promise +never to return, will you agree to do the same?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“If you go back to your husband. If you don’t, here we, +and more of us, come every day, unless, of course, her ladyship +has us put out! Your leaving the shop won’t help +matters any. You go back to White Lodge. France is an +old pal of mine, but it isn’t often we see his brass. Jolly +lark this is, too.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Very well,” said Julia. “I shall go.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You shall not!” cried Ishbel, passionately. “My +business is ruined in any case. We can go to America —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And leave Mr. Jones? He is dependent upon you for +shelter. Your business is not ruined. Of course the princess +will not come again, but you have powerful friends +that will explain to her and prevent the story from spreading —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Right you are. France ain’t aiming to spite her. But +he’ll ruin every friend you’ve got unless you go home, double +quick.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I shall go this afternoon.” And Julia ran down the +stairs and out of the building before Ishbel could detain her.</p> + +<h2>VI</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Julia</span> took a closed fly at Stanmore, and in the avenue of +White Lodge her eyes moved constantly from one window to +the other. But on this bright hot afternoon there was +neither sound nor motion in the woods. She feared that the +house might be without servants, but as the fly entered +the garden she saw that the windows were open and that +smoke rose from the kitchen chimney. White Lodge was +built round three sides of a shallow court, and after dismissing +the fly, she attempted to open the door on her right, +as it was close to the stair which communicated with the +hallway outside her own rooms. But this door was locked. +So apparently were the central doors, but the one opposite +and leading into the dining room was open, and not caring to +ring and announce herself, she crossed the court and entered; +although this meant that she must traverse the entire +house to reach the comparative shelter of her own apartment. +The large rooms were full of light, but she was +nearly ten minutes arriving at her destination, for she +opened every door warily, and explored dark corridors with +her eyes before she put her foot in them. But even on the +twisted stair she met no one, and the house was as silent +as the wood.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>When she entered her boudoir, she saw that the door leading +into her bedroom was closed. For a moment she was +grateful, as it was a room of hideous memories, and she intended +to sleep on her wide sofa as long as she was obliged +to remain at White Lodge. Then she remembered that its +inner door led into France’s rooms, and that she intended +to move a heavy piece of furniture across it.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She opened the door cautiously and looked in. This +room was very dark and close; the heavy curtains were +drawn across the windows. By such light as she had let in +she could define nothing but shapeless masses of heavy furniture, +not an outline; it would have been difficult to +tell a man from a bedpost. She was about to close the door +and ring for a servant when the one opposite opened and the +big frame of her husband seemed to fill the sudden panel of +light. There was not a key in the boudoir, nor time to +move furniture. Julia retreated behind a table.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>France crossed the inner room at his leisure and entered. +Julia almost relieved the tension of her feelings by laughing +aloud. Every man that had come back from the Boer war +looked ten years older, but she had seen no one before that +looked ridiculous as well. Not only were his stiff hair and +moustache gray and his bony face gaunt, but the copper +color of the tan he had acquired during the months preceding +his weeks in hospital clung to his pallid face in patches, +making him look as if afflicted with some foul disease; and +he had lost a front tooth. His glassy eyes, however, were +less dull, and moved restlessly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Howd’y do?” he said. “Didn’t expect you till to-night +or to-morrow. Good girls! Good girls!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He was about to turn the corner of the table when he +paused abruptly and his jaw fell. He found himself looking +into the barrel of a small revolver.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Sit down,” said Julia. “I’m willing to talk to you for +a few moments, but if you come a step nearer, I’ll shoot.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>France made a movement as if he would spring. The +pistol advanced, and he stood staring into the thing. He +was a brave man on the battlefield, but he had never looked +into the mouth of a firearm at close range, and he disliked +the sensation it induced. He gave a loud laugh and sat down.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, well, my lady, have your dramatics. I can wait. +What’ve you got to say? Seems to me you should have +a good deal. Nice pair of liars you and your aunt!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia took the chair directly opposite his.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I have come back—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I say! That thing will go off. Pistols were not +made for women to fool with.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia put the pistol in her lap.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I have returned to White Lodge to protect Ishbel, and +for no other reason. Your plot was fiendish, and you won +out. But I win now. I shall not leave you again, but I +shall be my own mistress. I shall no longer call you names +nor attempt to make you understand how I loathe you, but +if you ever enter my rooms again or attempt to touch me, +here or elsewhere, I shall shoot you without further notice!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you will! And how long do you think you can +keep that sort of heroics up? You’ve got to sleep, and +there’s not a key in your rooms.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“There will be to-morrow. I left orders with the locksmith +in Stanmore. I need not sleep to-night, and I shall +meet him when he comes, and stand guard with this pistol. +You interfere at your peril.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And do you think that keys can keep me out?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I shall use both keys and heavy pieces of furniture. +You cannot enter without making noise enough to rouse me. +And if you succeeded, you would gain nothing. I can always +kill myself. I would boil in oil before you should ever +touch me again.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You are hard for such a young ’un,” muttered France. +“Gad, your eyes are like ice!” He made a motion as if to +cover his own eyes, but they flashed with exultation, and +he dropped his hand.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Look here,” he said. “You can’t get the best of me. +I gave you to understand there was to be no compromise. +You were to come back to me, or your Ishbel would be +ruined. Well, that’s what I meant. You chuck that pistol, +and you do everything else I tell you to do, or I send +those tarts back to the shop.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I can do no more to protect Ishbel than I have done already. +But I shall not live to see my best friend disgraced +and ruined.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Curse you!” shouted France. “Curse you!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Now suppose you listen to me a moment. Since you +left England I have consulted not only a solicitor but an +alienist —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“A—a—what—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I believe you to be mad—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Don’t! Don’t!” France’s face was gray and loose. +His eyes rolled with terror.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But Julia went on remorselessly, pressing the suggestion +home.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“The doctor told me that it might be years before you +would develop acute mania. Unfortunately, your rotten +spot has not developed the lust to kill, or you would easily +be got rid of. You can practise your former methods of +cruelty on me no more, but let this fact compensate you—keep +you quiet. Use it as a cud; chew on it and exult. +It should satisfy you for the rest of your life. This is it: +you have destroyed my youth, you have killed my soul, +you have ruined my power of enjoyment in anything, you +have left me nothing but a mind to carry me through the +rest of my days. Even if you had died in Africa, I should +never have given even a thought to loving and being loved +like other women. For me you symbolize man and all +the horrors that are in him. I live because my mind compels +it, and because my mother is still alive. If this statement +does not give you food for gloating, if you are incapable +of understanding what I mean, then—” She laid her +pistol on the table again and tapped it significantly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But France took no notice of the pistol. He was staring +at her with his jaw relaxed, and his eyes still full of horror.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Did—didn’t—he say I might never go mad?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“So you have thought of it yourself?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No—no—not really. But out there when I lay all +night on that cursed veldt, and expected to die before +they found me—I thought—thought—I had gone +pretty far here, even for me—No! No! <span class='it'>No!</span> I +never really thought it—it was only when I came to in +hospital I was jolly glad to find that it had only been delirium—any +one might mistake delirium—curse you, +you red-headed witch! I had forgotten all about it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And do you suppose that even if you had no inherited +tendency to insanity, you could go the pace you did, do the +things you have done for years, and not rot your brain —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How many men go the pace —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not yours. If you hadn’t compelled me to return to +you, I should have had you watched —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You mean to say you’d lock me up —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I shouldn’t waste a minute. You ought to be locked up +on general principles. It’s a half-baked civilization that +permits you and your sort to be at large. Strange laws! +Strange justice!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>France gathered himself together and stood up, but he +leaned heavily on the table. “You’ve got your revenge,” +he said thickly. “Nothin’ I ever did crueller to you or +any one than tell a man his brain’s rotten—and makin’ +him believe it! Oh, God! Those eyes! If ever I do go +mad, I’ll see nothing else.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Better think no more about it.” Julia, having subdued +her keeper, felt a pang of remorse and pity. “Take my +advice and go to Bosquith for the shooting —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And see that brat?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“The duke will think the more of you. Remember he +is not compelled to allow you a thousand a year. He has +a sensitive vanity, and resents lack of attention. Besides, +the sport will do you good.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And you?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I shall stay here.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And never leave the place?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I shall go to London for the day whenever I choose, and +I shall ride and walk about the country. I have no desire +to see any of my neighbors.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Very well. I’ll go. I’ve got to pull myself together. +I can’t do it here. I’m still off my feed, or you wouldn’t +have bowled me over like this. Before I come back, I’ll +have thought out how to deal with you —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia tapped the pistol again. “I have five others. I +shall conceal them in different parts of the house, and carry +this always.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>France gave a strangled cry and began to curse, with reviving +enthusiasm.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia rose and leaned across the table.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Be careful,” she said softly. “Keep calm. You are +forty-six, your heart is not good, and blood cannot surge +through your brain much longer with impunity. Unless +you choose to court apoplexy —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But France had bolted from the room. An hour later +he was on his way to Bosquith.</p> + +<h2>VII</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>He</span> didn’t return for a month. During that time Julia +did not go to London. She was glad to be alone and to rest. +For the first time she realized how tired she was, and enjoyed +lying in bed late and being waited on. She felt as hard +as she appeared to France, and cynically made up her mind +to select from life such of its physical and mental pleasures +as she could command and enjoy, since personality was +denied her. She saw no hope in the future except the +preservation of her bodily and mental integrity. Whatever +else France might compel her to do, or however live, she +must submit, as she could not spend her life flourishing a +pistol. Now that she had found herself, knew that she +no longer feared him, she guessed that he would take no +further pleasure in frightening her; but the mere fact of +his presence in the house year after year was enough to turn +her into a mere shell. That she was already one she did +not quite believe, despite her bitter declaration, for she +knew the tenacity of youth and the buoyancy of her nature; +but ten—twenty—thirty years!</p> + +<p class='pindent'>And how long would her nerves last? To be forced to +live under the same roof with a man whose mere glance +made her nerves crawl was bad enough, but to sleep night +after night, for months on end (save when she could persuade +him to visit), a few yards from a possible lunatic, must +wear down the stoutest defences of will and reason. There +was a double cause for sleeping with one pistol under her +pillow and another under a book on the table beside her +bed. The situation had something of grim humor in it as +well as adventurous excitement, and Julia shrugged her +shoulders and felt grateful that she had inherited her +mother’s nerves.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But she thought as little as possible, since thinking did +no good. Moreover, in years she was young, and although +her spirit was curdled and dark at present, its quality was +fine and high; and for such spirits life is rarely long enough +to bury hope, save for brief moments, alive.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>For the present she read and walked and rode, her surface +contentment increased by the cheering news from Ishbel +that one of her powerful aunts, who was a personal friend +of the outraged royal lady, had made a satisfactory explanation; +and the princess, to signify her forgiveness and +sympathy, had ordered several hats sent to her for inspection. +It was not to be expected that she would risk a second +shock by venturing into the shop in Bond Street again, +but she was a conscientious soul, always recognizing the +duties toward mere mortals imposed upon those of divine +origin; and as discretion was a part of her equipment, the +story never got about town. Ishbel’s business was saved. +But it was a long time before Julia dared to enter that shop +again.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She heard France return, late one night. She rose at +once, put on her dressing-gown, and sat on the edge of her +bed-sofa, waiting. But although he made an even greater +noise and fuss than usual, summoning the entire staff of +servants from their beds to wait on him, and spent at least +an hour in the dining-room, he did not pass her door.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She met him on the following day in the living-room, a +few moments before luncheon. He greeted her with an +almost regal courtesy, asked after her health, and then preceded +her into the dining-room. During the meal, although +he looked the personification of serene amiability, he did +not address a remark to her. Julia, puzzled but relieved, +noted that he looked far better than when he had gone to +Bosquith, that his hands were steadier, and that he drank +nothing. At the end of the meal he rose with a slight +bow as if dismissing her—from his thoughts, no doubt!—and +left the room without smoking. It was probable that +he was nursing his nerves.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The next day she learned that he had bought a string +of hunters and a pack of fifty couples. A corresponding +number of grooms and helpers appeared in the stables, +as well as a pack huntsman, a kennel huntsman, and whippers-in. +Hunting is the most expensive luxury, counting +out dissipations, in which an Englishman can indulge, and +Julia wondered at his sudden extravagance. True, he had +never stinted himself in anything, and he was one of the +best-dressed men in England, but, then, he had always +schemed to make some one else pay, and since his social +restoration his tailor had “carried” him. Relieved as she +was at his avoidance of her, and to be excused from making +conversation at the table, curiosity overcame her in the +course of a week, and one night at dinner, when the servants +had left the room, she asked him if he had joined the +Hertfordshire.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I have,” he said graciously.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I thought hunting was so terribly expensive.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What of that?” he asked, with his new grand air. +“Whatever is due my position I am not likely to forget.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He uttered this copy-book sentiment, so different from his +usual loose slang, as if he had rehearsed it, and Julia began +to perceive that he had cut out a new rôle for himself, and +was wearing it with his usual methodical consistency.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But can you afford it? You know this is a matter which +does not admit of debt —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I am not in the habit of being catechised, but I am +willing to gratify you. I satisfied myself at Bosquith that +neither my cousin nor his child has many months to live.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But I heard that the child was healthy, and that the +duke was uncommonly well.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“They are both in the last stages of tuberculosis, Bright’s +disease, or diabetes, I have not made up my mind which. +And I also satisfied myself that Margaret will have no more +children.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh! I see. Then you expect to succeed shortly.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Within a year.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Then perhaps when you have what you’ve always most +wanted in life, you will let me go my own way.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>For the first time his glassy eyes lit a small sinister +torch, although they did not meet hers. They had not met +hers since his return.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You will be my duchess and do your little to support +the prestige of the great house into which you have had +the good fortune to marry. If you leave me, or in any +way bring discredit upon me and my family, you know one +penalty. Others you will learn if you cause me even the +lightest displeasure.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia laughed outright. “Really, Harold, you were +about the only man I had never thought funny—for good +and sufficient reasons! Now you are too absurd, with your +airs of superiority over the mere female, and your new rôle +of stage lord. You were more impressive when you were +the ordinary male brute, for at least you were natural. +You never were intended for an actor.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Actor?” His tones were still even. It seemed impossible +to ruffle him. “I have told you that I expect to be +Duke of Kingsborough in six months.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Even so. What duke do you know that puts on such +airs? Even Kingsborough pretends to be simple and +democratic.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“The great peers of England have made a mistake in +affecting a democracy it is impossible they should feel. +They have only lowered the dignity of their position. I +propose to raise it. When I am Kingsborough, I shall restore +the ancient glories of Bosquith, and live as the old +feudal lords lived, with an army of retainers, and a tenantry +to whom my lightest word is law. I shall entertain as +kings have forgotten how to entertain, and in no village on +my estates anywhere shall an election ever be held again.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good Lord! Do you fancy you can turn back the +clock? This is the twentieth century.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I am not the only one who believes that the clock will +turn back—to absolute monarchy. It is the only solution—barring +Socialism—if we are to escape mob rule.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>This was the one thoughtful remark he had made, and +she looked at him with a trifle less suspicion, then remembered +having read an intensely conservative article in one +of the reviews, not long since. She had left it in the library, +she recalled. But it was odd that he should open a review. +She had never known him to read anything but French +novels and the <span class='it'>Pink ’Un</span>. Was he trying to educate his +mind, late in life? Far be it from her to discourage him, +even if it did lead to impossible dreams. She rose from the +table.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, it will be picturesque,” she said. “I suppose I +shall wear gold brocade to breakfast —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I have not risen,” said France, in an even remote tone.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh? What? Are you practising on me?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>France turned almost purple. But he made no reply. +He merely rose with great dignity and left the room. Julia +watched him cross the court with as much interest as amusement. +His back was imposing, regal. Nature certainly +had started in a lavish mood to fashion him, then suffered +from a fit of spleen when she finished his shoulders, and +vented it on his head—without and within! Poor devil, +what mortifications awaited him! For the moment she +forgot the bitter debt she owed him.</p> + +<h2>VIII</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>On</span> the following day, at luncheon, France remarked:—</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I shall leave cards on the county. When they are returned, +no one will be admitted. I do not wish you to have +any relations with my neighbors.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I haven’t the least desire to have any relations with our +neighbors.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And you will exercise on foot hereafter. I shall want +all the mounts.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Very well.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“If you wish to go to London, you will walk to Stanmore. +I have given orders at the stables that none are to be taken +from you, and the servants will take none to Stanmore.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Very well.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia looked up, and their eyes met for the first time. In +his was the strange glitter that had terrified her early in her +married life and with which she had grown horribly familiar +during her previous sojourn at White Lodge. It was an +expression of utterly soulless mirth, such, no doubt, as lit +the eyes of savages while watching their victims at the stake. +She saw at once that he was devising new methods of tormenting +her and debated whether it would be wiser to laugh +at him or to let him think he was accomplishing his purpose. +Being now poised and entirely without fear, it was her disposition +to reveal herself, if only as a compensation for what +he had made her suffer; but, on the other hand, she wanted +what peace she could get; she felt no desire to vary the +monotony of her life by egging him on to a point where, in +spite of her pistols and her courage, he could easily, with +his devilish resource, make her life unbearable. She believed +that if she possessed her soul in patience, he would +weary of the game and leave, even if he did not fulfil her +hopes and go quite out of his mind first. She decided to +temporize, and dropped her eyes.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You make my life very hard, but I can only submit,” +she murmured.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I wish you never to forget that you are, so to speak, +a prisoner of state.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia controlled her muscles and replied demurely: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“The king commands. I have only to obey. I shall +probably expire of ennui, but, after all, I am only a woman, +so what matter?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Quite so!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia raised her lashes. The dancing glitter in his eyes +was appalling. There was no doubt in her mind at that +moment that his complete loss of reason was but a question +of months. So much the better if she must merely humor +a madman; that, at least, was “managing” without loss +of self-respect. She sighed, and looked wistfully out of the +window.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I suppose you do not intend to permit me to follow the +hounds?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Certainly not. I intend that you shall remain within the +walls of White Lodge for the rest of your life and do nothing.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, very well.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Having banished all expression from her eyes, she looked +at him again. This time he was regarding her with condescension +and approval. “You may go to your room,” +he said.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She thanked him and retired in good order.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He did not address her again for quite a month. Then +he informed her that there would be a large hunt breakfast +at the house on the following morning, and commanded her +to appear. He had already entertained a number of red-coated +men at breakfast, and Julia wondered at their complaisance +in admitting him to something like intimacy; +for, in spite of the position he had enjoyed for a time as a +respectable benedict and heir to a dukedom, he had never +made a friend, and it was patent that he was swallowed +with many grimaces. But she guessed that noblesse oblige +had much to do with it. The man had been accepted when +placed in a position by his powerful relative to press home +his social rights; therefore, was it impossible, in his fallen +fortunes, to retreat to their old position, unless he proved +himself a flagrant cad. Besides, he had fought bravely in +South Africa, and personal courage and patriotism compensate +for many shortcomings. Moreover, he was an admirable +cross-country rider. He was safe enough for the +present.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She dressed herself with some excitement on the following +morning, for it was long since gayety of any sort had entered +her life. But when she stood in her house gown among +some twenty men and women in pink coats and riding habits, +all chattering of the prospective meet, and of the one two +days before, she felt sadly out of it, and wished she had been +permitted to remain in seclusion. It was nearly two years +since she had presided at a hunt breakfast, and then she +had worn her own habit, and been as keen for the chase as +any of her guests. But as she stood with a group of women +waiting for breakfast to be announced, and answering polite +questions, assuring her indifferent neighbors that her frail +health alone forbade her joining them in the field, she was +astonished to find that she did not envy them, nor did she +feel the least desire to race across the country after a frantic +fox. It seemed such a futile attempt at self-delusion in +the matter of pleasure. What had come over her? Had +she seen too much of the serious side of life during her eight +months in London?</p> + +<p class='pindent'>If she had wondered at France’s benevolence in permitting +her to meet his guests and preside at his table, she was not +long receiving enlightenment. They sat opposite each +other in the table’s width, and before ten minutes had passed, +he opened upon her batteries which hardly could be called +masked. She had almost forgotten him, and was laughing +merrily at a sally of the good-natured youth who sat on her +left, when France leaned across the table and said softly: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not so loud, my dear. You have forgotten your manners +this last year. This is not Nevis.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia was so completely taken by surprise that to her +intense annoyance she colored violently. But she instantly +understood his new tactics, and blazing defiance on +him, regardless of consequences, turned to her neighbor. +Whatever she might submit to in private, pride commanded +that she hold her own in public.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But every time that she answered a remark addressed +to her by some one opposite, his dry sarcastic glance +crossed hers, and once he said, raising his voice: “Workin’ +in a bonnet shop doesn’t improve manners, by Jove. But +my wife is only a child yet, and my cousin Kingsborough +and Lady Arabella worked too hard over her not to have +been rewarded if she could have remained with them. Of +course, I’m only a rough sailor.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>There was an intense and painful pause after this speech, +although Julia paid no attention, and once more permitted +her musical laugh, not the least of her charms, to ring out. +She fancied this was the last time the county would honor +White Lodge, but shrewdly surmised that it was the last +time they would be invited. They had been brought together +to satisfy her husband’s passion for inflicting torment.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>And not once did he betray himself. He looked superior, +tolerant, lightly annoyed, but never vicious. His guests +pronounced him a cad by the grace of God, but too great +an ass to know what he was up to. They had long since +accepted the fact that he was off his head about his wife; +and, although this was damned uncomfortable, could only +conclude that he was trying in his blundering way to +apologize for her; why, heaven only knew, as she could give +him cards and spades on breeding. Julia secretly hoped +that he would suddenly lose his self-control and burst out +in a torrent of abuse, but France still had sentinels posted +at every turn in his brain, and played his part throughout +the breakfast without an instant’s lapse. He laughed +tolerantly whenever he caught her making an observation +or airing an opinion, but it was not until just before they +rose from the table that he made another attack. The incessant +sporting talk had ceased for a moment, and some +one had mentioned Nigel Herbert’s books, apropos of his +fine record in South Africa.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Is he goin’ to hammer away at Socialism for the rest of +his life?” asked one of the young women. “Awful bore, +because he’s an old pal of mine, and I’d like to read him. +Do use your influence, Mrs. France. He thinks a towerin’ +lot of your opinion.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, now! now!” broke in France. “Don’t encourage +my little wife in any of her nonsense. She’s straight, all +right, but an awful little goose about men. Hope you +haven’t turned her head, Lansing,” addressing the young +man beside her. “She’s only a child yet, and devoted to +me, but I don’t want to be teased noon and night for a new +toy.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“By God,” muttered one of the men, “let’s take him +to the duck pond. Serves us right for coming here. Wish +I’d opposed his election. Silly asses, all of us. Leopards +don’t change spots. But she’s a brick.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, at least, had won the admiration of the company +by her attitude, after the first attack, of serene unconsciousness. +She might have been deaf and blind, and at the same +time there was no betraying note of defiance in her voice +or flash in her eyes. It was impossible to call France cruel, +but the guests, as they filed out, and got on their mounts +as quickly as possible, voted that it must be harder to be +shut up with a bounder like that than to have lost the prospect +of being a duchess.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>After they had gone, and Julia had brought the angry +blood from her head by a long tramp in the opposite direction, +she recalled a visit she had once paid with France to +the castle of a young peer of the realm who had married +a wealthy American girl for whom he had conceived an +intense dislike. This man had appeared to take a peculiar +pleasure in mortifying his wife in company, by an irresistible +play of wit directed at herself. Julia had felt a +passionate sympathy for the helpless young duchess, who +had neither the subtlety of tongue nor the bad manners of +the man who was spending her money, and had expressed +her wrath to France in no measured terms. France forgot +nothing. When he felt the time had come for a new weapon, +he selected one that is in every husband’s armory, and, +although he used it clumsily, possessing nothing of the +young duke’s cold irony and glancing wit, there was no +chance that it should miss its aim.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia was apprehensive that France, irritated at his failure +to provoke her to retort, if not to tears, might seek other +vengeance. But when they met on the following day it +was evident by the expression of his eyes that he was quite +satisfied. The arrogance of his manner, indeed, led her to +suspect that his faith in himself was too great to recognize +failure if it sprang at him, and for small mercies she was +thankful.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>It was nearly three months before he addressed another +remark to her beyond polite phrases calculated to impress +the servants. But one morning, shortly after the first of the +year, he sent her word that he wished her presence in the +library. She went at once and found him sitting before +the table in a magisterial attitude. Before him was a long +itemized bill.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You have been ordering books,” he said in a voice of +cutting reproof, as if speaking to a dependant who must be +shown his place. “I gave you no permission to run up bills +of any sort.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I have always ordered books—for years, at least—it +did not occur to me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>This time Julia was deeply mortified, and showed it as +plainly as he could wish.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You pretend to loathe me—your own word—and yet +you are not too proud to run up bills for me to pay.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia’s gorge rose, and her humiliation fled. “You compel +me to live with you, and I am entitled to compensation. +Besides, after all, you are my husband and I see no reason +why you should not pay my bills. If you permit me to +live away from you, that is another matter. I had nothing +charged to you while I was earning my living.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“If you want books, my lady, you can write to your +mother for the money to pay for them. Silly ass I was to +marry a girl without a penny. Who else would have married +you if I hadn’t, and you thrown at my head? You +ought to be thankful for bread and butter and a roof. +No girl has a right to marry a man in my position unless +she brings him her weight in gold.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What a pity I shall cost you so much when I’m a duchess,” +said Julia, mildly. “You would better let me go at +once.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“When you are a duchess, you’ll have clothes, but you’ll +have no books, and no more liberty than you have here. +As for this bill, I’ll pay it—when I get ready—but I shall +write to-day and tell them that you have no further credit. +You can go now.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, as she left the room, felt dismayed for the first time. +What should she do without books? The winter was very +wet, and English winters are very long, and often wet. +She was forced to remain indoors a good deal; and to sit +and hold her hands!</p> + +<p class='pindent'>In the course of another month she found a new cause +for uneasiness. Several times she awakened suddenly in +the night and listened to heavy breathing outside her door; +and when France was unable to hunt he prowled unceasingly +about the house in the daytime. It was all very well +to wish he would go quite out of his mind, but to be forced +to accompany him through the various stages might be too +great an ordeal even for her sound nerves.</p> + +<h2>IX</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>She</span> stood one morning at her window, staring out at the +rain. She had evaded the question for days, but she faced +it now. What was she to do? She had always despised +women with nerves, the strong fibre of her brain and the +steel frame in her apparently frail body balancing her otherwise +abundant femininity. When women had complained +to her of nerves, cried out that they hated life, she had felt +like an entomologist looking at specimens on a pin. When +they had demanded sympathy she had asked them why, if +they didn’t like their life, they didn’t go out and make another. +Bridgit and Ishbel had done it, and she had heard +of many others, although few of these were in her own class. +Had not her sense of fate been so strong, she should have +gone herself years ago.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>These superfluous women had not taken kindly to her +advice, and when she had added that strength was the +greatest achievement of the human character, they had +merely stared at her. These confidences had not been +many, but one woman had replied petulantly that politics +and charities were not in her line, and one had reminded +her gently that a woman did not always hold her fate in +her hands. She had despised this woman more than any +of the others. In her youthful arrogance and consciousness +of powers of some sort, she had equal contempt for the +woman who submitted to detested conditions, and for the +man who was too poor to keep up his position and yet +grumbled, without seeking the obvious remedy.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But her spirit was chastened. She had discovered one +woman, at least, that was quite helpless, and it seemed to +her highly ironic that this, of all women, should be herself. +She had felt her independence so keenly during the eight +months she had earned her bread, working as hard as any +of her humble associates, after she had persuaded Ishbel +that she was broken in. She had often been tried to the +point of fainting, for she had been accustomed always to +the open-air life, and it would take more than eight months +and a strong will to make a well-oiled machine of her; but +she had persisted, never thought of looking for easier work, +always rejoicing in her liberty and in the independent spirit +that had bought it. Moreover, she had formed the habit +of work, and soon after her return to White Lodge she had +begun almost automatically to wish for a regular occupation +of some sort. She had understood then why Ishbel loved +her business as she never had loved society and its pleasures. +But after she had made over all the clothes she had left +behind at her flight, and retrimmed all her hats, she realized +that there is no joy to be got out of useless work; with the +exception of the hunt breakfast she had not even crossed +the path of one of her neighbors. Her evening gowns +alone had proved necessary, as France, the day after his +return, had issued an edict that she was to dress for dinner.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She had by no means forgotten her old desire to write, +but although she had essayed it more than once, particularly +during the past month, she could rouse her mind to +no vital interest in fiction, although she had come upon +themes enough during her sojourn in the world. She +wondered if such productive faculties as she may have +been born with had withered under the blight of her +married life; not knowing that the genius for fiction survives +the death of every illusion, being, as it is, quite outside the +range of personality and watered by the lost fountain of +youth. She had not, however, dismissed the belief, cunningly +nursed by Bridgit and Ishbel, that she had talents +of some sort, and that the expression of them would manifest +itself in due course.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But now? What was she to do meanwhile? Where +should she seek refuge against a possible disaster in her +nervous system which might wreck her life? There was +nothing here. If she fled to London and obtained employment +of any sort, even in an obscure shop, France would +carry out his threat and ruin Ishbel, one way or another. +If he dared not employ his original method again—and +why not? He was cunning enough to know that one +sensational episode might be explained away, but not two +of the same kind. There is nothing people weary of so +quickly as explanations.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>If she could only take up a difficult language. She had +studied French and German during four of her years in +the world, and knew the power of a foreign tongue to dominate +the brain. She had intended to take up Italian, and +it was the resource for which she most longed at the moment. +But she could as easily furnish the library downstairs.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She was about to turn from the window and go for a +ten-mile tramp in the rain, since nothing was left her but +physical exercise, when she saw a fly crawling up the +avenue. She was not particularly interested, as the +occupant was more than likely to have a dun or a writ in +his pocket, but she lingered, watching idly. The least +event broke the monotony of her existence.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>As the fly approached the end of the avenue, the door was +flung open and a man jumped out impatiently, paid the +driver, and walked rapidly toward the house. It was +Nigel Herbert.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia’s first impulse was to run downstairs and embrace +him. Her spirits went up with a wild rush. But she rang +the bell and asked the servant if her husband was in the +house. He was tearing across country with his pack +on an independent hunt. She ordered a fire built in the +drawing-room, rearranged her hair, and put on a becoming +house frock of apple-green cloth. She observed with some +pleasure that her skin was as white as ever, if her chin and +throat were not as round as when Nigel had seen her last. +Excitement brought the old brilliance to her eyes, and she +smiled for the first time since the hunt breakfast. She +ran downstairs and into the drawing-room. Nigel, who +was standing before the fire in the chill room, met her halfway +and gave both her hands a close clasp.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, this is so delightful—so delightful—how did you +think of it—when did you come back—” Julia delivered +a volley of questions, not only because she was excited +herself, but because she saw that Nigel had come charged +with so much that he could say nothing at the moment.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>They sat down and continued to stare at each other. +Nigel was far more changed than Julia. The smooth pink +face she had first known was lined and rather sallow, his +eyes had lost their careless laughter, his lips their boyish +pout.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, South Africa! South Africa!” said Julia, softly. +“How it has changed all of you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Rather!” said Nigel, sadly. “Those that are left +of us. Perhaps you don’t know that I am literally the last +of my name now, except my poor old father—who has +forgiven me once for all. I had four brothers and six +cousins when this war began. Now I have scarcely a +friend of my sex. At all events I know the worst. There +is no one left to mourn for but my father, and he’ll go +soon. But I haven’t a pang left in me—not of that sort. +God! What a cursed thing war is! A cursed, useless, +souless thing! But I’ll treat that subject elsewhere. I’ve +come here to see you, and I don’t fancy we’ll be uninterrupted +any too long —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, he rarely takes luncheon here—and you are to +take yours with me. Do you know that I haven’t had a +soul to talk to since last November?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I know. And that is what I have come to see you +about. I—” He got up and walked to the window, then +back, his hands in his pockets. “The last time I made love +to you—the only time, for that matter—you put me off, +turned me down —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Alas! I only went out that night because the romantic +situation appealed to me. What a baby I was! And +since! Oh! oh! oh!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She sprang to her feet, and running over to the fire, +knelt down, pretending to arrange the logs. Tragedy +rose on the stage of her mind, but at the same time she felt +an impulse to laugh. The hard shell in which she had +fancied her spirit incased, sealed, had melted the moment +the man she liked best had appeared with love in his eyes. +But tragedy swept out humor and took possession. She +flung her head down into her lap and burst into tears. +They were the first she had shed and they beat down the +last of her defences.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, Nigel! Nigel!” she sobbed. “If you knew! +If you knew! I never have dared tell one-tenth. I dare +not remember —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Nigel, like most of his sex, was distracted and helpless +at sight of tears. “Yes! Yes!” he exclaimed, bending +over and trying to raise her. “I know. You need not +tell me. Please get up. I have so much to say—I +can’t say a word while you are like this.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She let him lift her and put her back in her chair. He +made no attempt to take her in his arms.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He took the chair opposite hers and smiled wryly. “I +don’t fancy I’m as impulsive as I was! Ishbel told me +when I returned last week. If I had heard—say, during +the first year of our acquaintance—I should have got one +of these new motor cars and flown to your rescue without +a plan. But much water has flowed under our bridges +since then!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Don’t you love me any longer?” Julia sat up alertly +and dried her eyes.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ve always loved you and I fancy I always shall. +But—well, we are only young once—young in the sense +of love being the one thing to live and breathe for. And, +then, I have had a resource! There have been many +months when I have been able to put you out of my +head altogether. That is what work, productive work, +does for a chap. And after—well, soon after that night +at Bosquith, I hated you for a time. You could never +be the same delicious wonderful child again. That would +have broken my heart if I had not both hated you +and taken the first train into the kingdom of Micomicon. +Even when I found you so charming, when I saw so +much of you, that next season, I still congratulated +myself that I was jolly well over it. But—well—you +never really ceased to haunt me—you had a way +of asserting yourself in the most disconcerting fashion. +When I heard of the duke’s marriage, I began to worry—I +knew that life would not go as smoothly with you—I +had heard from the girls that you managed France very +cleverly, saw comparatively little of him. Out there in +Africa, I never was alone at night that I didn’t find +myself thinking of you. But I never guessed—When +the girls told me, I thought I’d go off my head. It’s too +awful! Too awful!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It’s not so bad now. I have five pistols in the house.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I know. But what a life! It is so hideous that it is +almost farcical.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“People’s troubles are generally rather absurd when +you come to think of them. And I fancy I’m a good deal +better off than a lot of women. Many have husbands +that are worse than lunatics, and as the divorce laws won’t +help them, they suffer in silence, without a ray of hope. +At least I may hope mine will betray himself in public +sooner or later. I can manage him in a way, and of death +I have not the least fear —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh! It is all too dreadful! How old are you? +Twenty-five? It’s awful! Awful! But you must end +it —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“If I could conceal two alienists in the house long +enough —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But you can’t. Nor would their certificate give you +real freedom. I’ve no doubt he’ll go raving mad in time—but +when one reflects upon what he might do first! +No! I have not come here without a plan, and here it is: +You must go to the United States at once and get a divorce. +There is a place called Reno, where one can be got at the +end of about ten months. Bridgit will go with you. We +held a conclave over it—we two and Ishbel—not the +first! Great heaven! What an eternity ago that seems—” +He laughed bitterly. “Once—was it only seven years +ago?—we three talked the subject over and came +to much the same conclusions, but our plans were frustrated +by France’s illness. Well—we were all young +then, but it was a good plan and we readopted it. You +must get away from this without delay—there has been +enough! When the divorce is granted, I’ll follow and +marry you if you will have me. If not, we’ll provide for +you in whatever part of America you choose to live in. +But I hope you’ll marry me. I don’t think I ever really +loved you before. When Ishbel told me! When just now +you crouched by that fire!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, how good you all are!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ve not taken to philanthropy. I want you more +than I ever did when we were both careless and young and +arrogant. I never thought it could be. But either Time +or what you have endured with that man has annihilated +everything. Can you go to-morrow?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh! I must think. I don’t know. It is all very +alluring. But I am not sure.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You mean that you don’t love me?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, if I could! If I could!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia sprang to her feet and threw out her arms. “Away +from all this!—from the memory of it! The horror! +And there are other memories behind those three months! +I don’t know! I have felt so sure I never could forget. +And if I cannot forget, I cannot love you or any man. I +have never felt so sure of anything as of that.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You are but twenty-five, remember. The mind is not +crystallized at that age. Even memory is fluid. I believe +that anything can be forgotten, given change of scene—at +your age, at least. A year in the United States, and all +this will be a dream. At the end of ten months in a life +which is like a French poster out of drawing, you will be a +different being—no, you will have lived with your old +sense of humor, and be the same enchanting creature—Oh, +we young people take life so tragically, my dear, and +we succumb so generously to time and distance! Blessed +antidotes to life! Time and change! And you are full +of buoyancy, to say nothing of your brains. Once I +regretted that you had any. Where would you be without +them? A woman must find them a pretty good substitute +when man fails her. Oh, I have learned! The +land of shadows in which we writers of fiction live is peopled +with the luminous egos of women as well as with their conventional +shells; we have only to take our choice! And +you—I shall find Julia Edis again, with all her enchanting +possibilities at least half developed. Oh, you are wonderful! +When one thinks of what you might have become—of +the brainless women that brood and brood. Will you go?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I must think! I must think!” The powerful suggestion +in his words seemed to have delivered Julia Edis from +the tomb to which she had crept in terror, but hidden and +shivered intact. She ran up and down the room, she even +thrust her hands into her hair as if to lift its weight from +her struggling brain, that it might think faster. Freedom! +The new world! The annihilation of memory! A quick +divorce which would deliver her forever from the terrifying +creature she had married, over to the protection of the +new world’s laws. It was an enchanting prospect. She +drew in her breath as if inhaling the ozone, drinking the +elixir of that land of youth and freedom. And happiness! +Happiness! Why shouldn’t she love Nigel —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But she stopped short and dropped her hands. Her +whole body looked paralyzed. The youth seemed to run +out of her face.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It is impossible,” she whispered. “I cannot take with +me his power to avenge himself, and he will do that by +ruining Ishbel —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“We have talked all that over. Ishbel will manage to +protect herself. What are bobbies for —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It won’t do. A policeman at the door! People would +soon hear of it—and stay away. Besides he is a fiend +for resource —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes—but Mr. Jones can’t last much longer. And +then—well, I fancy Ishbel will marry Dark—he’s on +his feet again, and will be home before long.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ishbel will never give up her work. Remember she +took it up because it seemed to her the most vital thing +she could find in life, not because she was driven to earn +her bread. And it has become a sort of religion with her.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ishbel never had been in love then! But if she kept +the business on, she would have a husband to protect her. +You would be out of it —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But not yet!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“We are none of us willing you should wait, Ishbel least +of all.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I know, but I can’t sacrifice her. I should be a beast. +Harold is capable of writing the most frightful anonymous +letters to hundreds of people —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Why the devil isn’t he rotting in South Africa? When +I think of the hundreds of fine fellows—Oh, well, I’ve +given over trying to understand space and fate. But I +wish I could have run across him down there. I’d have +shot him like a dog if I’d got the chance, and never felt a +pang.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“So should I! That is the most dreadful result of it +all—the hardness, the callousness, the cynicism —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, it will all fall from you. We don’t change much +under the armor Life forces us into. Dismiss Ishbel from +your mind. Take care of yourself. What is Ishbel’s +business when weighed against a lifetime of horror and +demoralization? Nobody knows this better than Ishbel. +I fancy if you don’t go, she’ll chuck the business. It’s a +deuced unpleasant position for her. And she has made +enough to live on comfortably until she can marry Dark —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I don’t believe it. It might be years —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The butler entered and announced luncheon. Julia +smoothed her hair, feeling much herself again.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I can see the force of all your arguments. And I am +tempted. I don’t deny it. But you must give me time to +think it over. Perhaps I exaggerate about Ishbel. But +there is another point: I was not consulted in regard to +my first marriage. I should be something more than a +fool if I rushed blindly into another, no matter what the +temptations. Still—Come, you must be starved.”</p> + +<h2>X</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Life</span> moves in circles. Some are larger than the span +between infancy and senility, but that is about the only +difference we know of. It is a far cry from the primigenous +mere female, or even the Sabines, to the women that compose +the advance guard of their sex to-day, but when man +wants to win and wear this highest product of civilization, +he would better kidnap her, and pay her the compliment of +arguing with her brain later. Her impulses are still primitive, +but they must be taken by assault. The more he +reasons, the more vigorously will she throw up mental +defences, and, what is worse, in the utmost good faith with +herself.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>This, of course, in regard to women that already know +something of life, or that have an instinctive love of liberty +and independence. The maternal girl, and she is legion, +may safely be left in charge of the race, and wooed in the +orthodox fashion favored of society. But the women that +exert a powerful attraction for men, either exceptionally +advanced themselves, or exceptionally weak in character +while possessing every charm of mind, women that are +approaching closer and closer to that exact balance of +masculine and feminine attributes which, when attained, +will give them the one perfect happiness, setting them +free, as it must, from the present curse of the race, the +longing for completion, are already too close to independence +to be won by simple methods. It is little, after all, that +man can give them. They are conscious of too many +resources both within themselves and in life; after a man’s +novelty has worn off, they are more likely than not—certainly +apt!—to find him their inferior in brain, and almost +inevitably in character, full of the little weaknesses and dependencies +of childhood. If they make these discoveries +after marriage, the man has some small chance of keeping +his spouse, particularly if he has won a measure of respect +by audacity and brute force plus sympathy, but too much +consideration for a woman who is almost half male while +he is still but one-fourth female will lose him the game.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Nigel, of all the men that Julia had met, was the best +equipped to appeal to sentimental, romantic, and clever young +women, who were at the same time cultivating their wings +for the higher flights. As a matter of fact, he had appealed +to a good many women of various sorts in his earlier +twenties when he was all freshness, frankness, adoration, +and honest eager youth. Later, when he wore the literary +halo with ease and modesty, his charm was not diminished; +and it was easy to predict that when the war was really +over and London, her mourning laid aside, roused herself +to do honor to her heroes, Nigel would come in for thrice +his share of lionizing. As a matter of fact, he did, and he +philosophically accepted it as a compensation for the lack +of better things.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>When he stepped from the fly on that gloomy Wednesday +morning and walked across the dripping garden, the +dark and romantic wall of woods behind him, he looked as +gallant a knight as ever came to the rescue of a damsel in +distress; and Julia, as dreary as Mariana in the moated +grange, was in the proper frame of mind to be taken by +assault. She was still very young, she was very lonely, +she was on the verge of despair; her imagination, always +active, had been bred in youth by dreams, and developed +later by real castles and titles, purple moors, London +society, and great expectations. She hailed from the +West Indies, one of the most romantic spots to look +at on earth, and all the circumstances of her life +there had been exceptional. She was still more or less +romantically environed, when you consider the old world +dinginess, inconvenience, and isolation of White Lodge, +a presumptive lunatic always threatening developments, +and that she was as much cut off from her friends as if +she literally were in an underground dungeon with walls +instead of trees dropping the constant tear. Take all this +into consideration, and add the momentous fact that she +had never loved, and had arrived at the susceptible age of +twenty-five, that she was more attracted to Nigel than she +ever had been to any man, that underneath her despair +and her manufactured stolidity she was full of eager curiosity +and the desire to live, and it will readily be seen that if +Nigel did not win her, it was strictly his own fault.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He should have retained the fly. He should have +descended upon her like a whirlwind (having ascertained +that France was out of the way,—which, as a matter of +fact, he did at Stanmore), refused to listen to protests, +caused in her bewildered mind what psychologists call an +inhibition, swept her out into the fly, up to London, on to +an Atlantic liner (passage already engaged), turned her +over to Mrs. Herbert (thus eliminating every possible +excuse for reproach during the subsequent and less glamorous +period of matrimony), joined her at the earliest +possible moment in Reno (where Bridgit and Reno would +have seen that she was sufficiently amused), and when she +walked out of the court-house with her decree, met her with +a license. That is the only way to manage them, my +masters. Try it, or take a back seat, now and forever.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But Nigel, alas! in spite of his manly qualities, was the +most considerate and tender of men. The very idea of +kidnapping a woman would have horrified him. He had +all those instincts of the hunter upon which men pride +themselves, but he wanted to hunt according to the rules +of the game. It would have given him the most exquisite +pleasure to woo Julia day by day, in Reno or out of it, +and it never occurred to him that this program might +induce a yawn in Julia.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She sat up all that night thinking. It was a rosy panorama +he had unrolled before her, this charming young man +that she might have loved if he had not given her so many +opportunities to like him. He was a rich man and would +one day be richer. They would live in New York and +other wonderful cities of America, play with the kaleidoscopic +society American novelists wrote about, hunt in +the Rockies, steep themselves in the romance of California, +vary this exciting program with frequent trips to Europe +and the Orient. England would be closed to them, lest +France cause her arrest for bigamy, as one of many +offensive actions. On the other hand, he might release her +by divorce. Then she could marry according to the laws +of her country, and all the world would be her oyster.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Above all, and Nigel had emphasized this point during +their afternoon conversation, she would have a strong and +devoted husband to protect her, to shield her from all that +was harsh and unlovely in life, to study her every wish, and +make her a queen among women.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Curiously enough it was this last alluring set of promises +that lost him the game. Nothing he had said to Julia +had appealed to her so forcibly at the moment. He had +never looked so handsome and so manly, so distinguished, +so perfect a specimen of his type. His face had flushed +until the lines and the sallowness had disappeared, his +eyes forgot the things they had looked upon this last year, +forgot that their inward gaze saw his heart a tomb crowded +with beloved dead; they flashed with hope and passion, +with undying love for the one woman that must ever +make to him the complete appeal. She had almost put +her hands in his then and there. But he had left soon +after, and without even kissing her. Dear knightly soul! +Julia never forgot his tender consideration, but on the +other hand she never regretted it.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>For when she had finished visualizing the United States +of America and all their centres of delight, to say nothing +of certain states of Europe and Asia, which she longed +unceasingly to visit; when she had dwelt upon the deep +relief of turning her back forever upon Harold France +(France prowling about the halls and breathing heavily +against her door materially assisted Nigel at this point); +when these phases were disposed of, and her imagination, +weary, left the brain free to face the particular ego of Julia +France, in some ways so typical of woman, in others +individual and peculiar, a very different set of ideas marched +to the front and argued pro and con.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Did she want another husband, no matter how good, +how devoted, how generous, how strong? It was now +nearly a year and a half since she had lived with France, +but if the memories of her married life were no longer active, +no longer embittered her existence, she had by no means +buried them, and they affected her attitude toward all +men. Had Nigel swept her out of England and into that +strange bizarre world of America, no doubt the experiences +in the new land, assisted by the fiction that she was about +to begin life over, really would have annihilated memory; +but thinking it all over in the cold small hours of an English +winter morning, wrapped in a blanket and shovelling +coals into a small unwilling English grate, she failed to +visualize love as the sweetest thing in the world.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Even so, this inability to respond to the genuine love +that was offered her might not have prevented her ultimate +acceptance. The man’s foe was far more deadly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Looking into herself, Julia slowly understood that what +she, in her youth and inexperience, had mistaken for +hardness and callousness, was in reality strength. Nature +had endowed her with strength of character and independence +of mind. For eighteen years her mother had dominated +her, almost without her knowledge; then she had +been flung into the world and treated to a succession of +experiences which had left her gasping and dizzy, without +either the maturity or the opportunities to develop herself +with deliberation. But the subsequent years had done +their work; ultimately certain influences, sufferings, +horrors, terrors, had pushed her on to a point where she +must sink or swim. In swimming she had proved that she +belonged to the army of the strong, not to the vast and +insignificant majority of her sex that found their only +strength in man.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She was strong. She fully realized it for the first time. +All the spurious cynicism and philosophy of youth fell +away from her; she saw herself for what she was, a woman, +equipped with a nature of flexible steel, able to endure any +test without snapping, fashioned not so much for endurance +as for conquest. Conquest of what? She speculated, +that something which so long had striven for expression +moving dumbly. Never mind, it was there; she should +find the connection in time.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Her mind rapidly reviewed the whole field of woman. +She had no statistics, but she knew that several millions of +her sex were forcing the world to recognize them as breadwinners, +independently of any assistance from man. It +was magnificent, the opportunities of to-day, when compared +with the meagre resources of the past, and the +repeated struggle of woman for expression and independence +almost from the dawn of history. They had found +themselves at last, the twentieth century was theirs, and +they were driving rapidly toward the goal of complete +equality with man. But how many of these women were +strong enough to go through life without love? None, she +fancied, until they had undergone a process of disillusion +similar to her own. Then she rejoiced in what for so long +had seemed to her the harshest of destinies; for sitting there +in the cold dawn, the one perfect destiny seemed to her to +be an utter independence of soul and mind and body, the +power to cultivate every faculty toward a state of development +in which one human being, having in perfect balance +the highest potencies of both sexes, should stand alone, +indifferent to all extrinsic aid. And this perfect balance +could be attained only by woman, unhampered as she was +by the animality of man.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Perfection. The word started her off on another train +of thought. How was this perfection of strength, character, +mind, and poise to be attained? To stand alone +without aid from man or woman was neither a means nor +an end. She had none of the common need of religion. It +could play little or no part in her development. Nor could +happiness be found merely in perfecting self toward a standard +which must inevitably deteriorate into self-righteousness. +To stand alone is the most magnificent ideal of the +human character, but that strength must be used toward +some end beyond self. She groped along and began to +see clearly. She must work for the race. She must +regard herself as a chosen instrument of usefulness, as, +indeed, all exceptionally gifted people were. And for +this she was peculiarly equipped, not only by nature, but +by life. Had she not married at all, or at the most, casually, +her woman’s nature would have protested against any such +program, demanded its rights first; but these sources of +disturbances were choked with hideous weeds, and Julia +was unable to conceive that the weeds might rot in time +and the waters rise refreshed. She felt that she was fortunately +accoutred, and she longed for her opportunities.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>What they might be she had no inkling as yet, nor was she +conscious of love for her kind, and a desire to be useful to +it on general principles. Her ambition, if ambition it +could be called, was centred in her brain. If she had been +chosen for a work, she would perform it. What else, in +fact, was there for her to do? It had not needed Bridgit and +Ishbel to teach her contempt for the morbid type of female +that exaggerates sex until it becomes a disease, the women +that play with their nerves until they have become mere +neurotic systems without either sex or brains, and that +exhibit egos either in private or public whose swollen deformities +cause a momentary thrill and a prolonged disgust. +Abnormal without individuality. It was an ideal +carefully avoided by all the sane strong women Julia had +met.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>For the present, she could only wait and endure. She +could not even go out and study the great problems of life, +those problems she had chosen to ignore. But there is +hardly any greater test of strength than passive endurance; +and the time of her liberation could not be far off. The +day Ishbel married Lord Dark she should leave France and +look for work in London.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Nigel’s fate was settled before the rising of the sun. +Far away on what to Europeans seem the confines of civilization, +in other words, San Francisco, a youth was growing +to masterful manhood, who, in due course, would avenge +him, and, incidentally, much else. But of that poor Nigel +could know nothing, nor would he have felt consoled had +he foreseen; when he received Julia’s letter, whose finality +was as convincing as a black midnight without stars, he +wished that he had left his wretched heart and bones in +South Africa, retired to the country with his broken father, +and began another book. There was still the Nöbel Peace +Prize to work for, and he felt peculiarly fitted to win it. +It may be stated here that he did, and all England (of his +class, and one or two strata just below) was astonished +that an Englishman should have competed for a prize that +involved a damnifying of war. It deeply disapproved.</p> + +<h2>XI</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> hunting season closed. France still rode for several +hours every day, but it was patent that his restlessness +was increasing. When he was not riding, he was walking, +and he walked more than half the night about the house +and grounds. Oddly enough, however, the serenity of +his mien was unruffled, and Julia came upon him several +times standing before a long mirror in one of the halls, his +head so high that the muscles of his neck creaked, his eyes +flashing with a pride and triumph no harassed king ever +felt on his coronation morn. As a rule, he left the table the +moment the meal was over, preferring to take his coffee +alone out of doors or in the library, but one day Julia, +who was beginning to take a certain scientific interest in +his developments, arrested his attention as he was about +to rise.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Didn’t you tell me once that Kingsborough and the +little chap were delicate? I heard the other day that +both are remarkably fit. The little boy always has been, +and the duke gets stronger every day.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She looked at him ingenuously as she spoke, quite prepared +for an outburst of rage, but he only bestowed upon +her a smile of withering contempt.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“They are merely indulging in what the Americans call +‘bluff.’ I happen to know that they are both full of disease +and cannot last the year out. I shall be Duke of Kingsborough +before Christmas.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How nice. That is the reason, I suppose, you don’t +mind all these duns. We may be sold out any day, you +know. Summonses are becoming as thick as rain, and I +am told that not a man in the stables or kennels has been +paid —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“They all understand perfectly. The summonses and +grumblings are a mere matter of form. I have promised +an enormous rate of interest and higher wages when I have +moved into Kingsborough House and Bosquith. The +other estates I have already agreed to let to American +millionnaires. They are impatiently awaiting Kingsborough’s +death.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah? Where have you met the millionnaires?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“They have been hunting with the Hertfordshire all +winter, and we have discussed matters at my solicitor’s.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia knew that he had not been to London for several +months, save for the queen’s funeral, but forbore to press +the subject. She remarked amiably: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What a fine income you will have!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>His eyes flashed. “Ah, yes! Millions.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Surely not quite that.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Millions. Kingsborough’s income alone is two +millions.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I thought it was forty thousand pounds.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Forty thousand for a duke of Kingsborough! No +emperor has a vaster revenue.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How jolly. My robes of state shall be woven of pure +gold. Meanwhile, why don’t you go to Paris for a while? +I notice that you are restless, since you have nothing to +ride after, and nothing to kill. You keep me awake at +night banging about the house.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do I?” France’s eyes flashed with something besides +triumph, but it passed almost at once. He was losing +interest in her. As he rose, bent his head graciously and +sauntered out into the garden, he forgot her absolutely in +a new vision that had haunted him since the queen’s +funeral. There for the first time he had seen sovereigns +en masse. The sight had thrilled him; he had made up +his mind to signalize his succession by the greatest banquet +London had ever known; all the reigning princes of +Europe should attend it. The letters of invitation were +already written. He had written them many times, finding +one of the keenest pleasures he had ever known in the +process, congratulating himself that for the first time in +his life he was about to have associates worthy of his +name and ego. But although he had never heard the word +paranoia, and while at Bosquith had finally dismissed from +his mind the haunting thought of insanity (it was outside of +reason that he, Harold France, could even sprain the wonderful +organ he had inherited with other unique characteristics +from the most illustrious house in Europe), nevertheless, +instinct warned him to lock up his letters of invitation, +and keep his grandiose dreams to himself. Only to Julia, +and only when she spurred him to speech, did he admit a +very little of what filled his thoughts day and night.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But he was well aware that his nerves were on edge, and +he was beginning to be troubled with pains in his head. +He slept little, and when he thought of it took a malicious +pleasure in disturbing his prisoner, whom he could imagine +sitting on the edge of her bed pistol in hand.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But it was not the pistol that kept him from breaking +down the door and laughing in her face. He had anticipated +amusing himself with her female terrors as soon as +the hunting season closed, but he found himself grown +quite indifferent not only to her charm, but to the exquisite +pleasure it had once given him to torture her. His dreams +and visions, his increasing delusions, filled his life. Woman +was too contemptible to consider; were it not that it +gratified his growing passion for autocracy to have a +prisoner of state, he might have amused himself by turning +her out of the house in the middle of the night and dogging +her footsteps to Stanmore or Bushey.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He still compelled her attendance at table, but otherwise +took no notice of her whatever. So absorbed was he +that he failed to observe that his wife was now well supplied +with books and no longer looked desperate or even +discontented. Her three devoted friends had made an +arrangement with her bookseller to send her all that she +ordered from his catalogue, and Bridgit had turned over +her membership with the London Library. One of the +first books she sent for was a recent work on insanity. +She was not long discovering that France was a paranoiac, +and she wrote to her aunt, asking her to invite him to +dinner, and two alienists to meet him. But Mrs. Winstone +was shocked at the suggestion, not only because she +hated increasingly the “grimy,” in other words serious, +side of life, but because it would be a thankless task to +assist in proving that a member of one of the great families +of Britain was a lunatic. She chose, therefore, to believe +Julia quite mistaken, that France was merely a trifle more +impossible than ever, and assumed the high moral ground +that it would be unfair to take advantage of a trusting +guest. Julia concluded that to write to the duke would +be equally ineffective, besides making an enemy of him for +life, and she knew that France would not be induced to dine +with either Bridgit or Ishbel. He had always hated both of +them. There was nothing to do, therefore, but wait for him +to develop acute mania, and to keep a pistol in her pocket; +taking her walks abroad while he was forced to sleep, and +locking herself in her room when she was not at table.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>It was during this strain on her nerves that she began to +long for the repose of the East. Orientalism was in her +brain cells. What imagination her mother possessed had +been projected toward the East for long before and after +her birth. The science of astrology is the birthright of +the East, the very word sways and parts the shadowy curtains +that hang before civilizations old before the Occident +was born, evokes the gorgeous heavy sinister pictures of +ancient cities, of vast arid plains where only the stars were +alive. This mysterious poetical science had been the romance +of Julia’s youth, and the East was the one quarter +of the globe, save Great Britain, that she had ever heard +discussed. In London she had escaped theosophy and other +made-up fads of the same nature, but although the call of +the East had often and for long been overlaid in her consciousness, +it never failed to make itself heard if she stood +before a picture portraying India, Arabia, Persia, or read +of personal adventures in the East by writers with the rare +gift of atmosphere. In the loneliness and terrors and constant +tension of her present life she forgot the call of the +too modern, too similar life, across the Channel, hearkened +increasingly to that of the East. It promised a vast repose, +an endless feast of beauty, unfathomable mysteries, a life +as different from that of the West as it was in the days of +Mohammed, Zoroaster, or Christ.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia’s first passion was slowly growing in the unsatisfied +depths of her mind, but that is the last name she would +have given it. She was yet to realize that imaginative +people with productive activities, however latent, have +passions of the brain or ego as intense and profound as ever +one sex compelled in the other in the interests of the race. +Julia, abominating all that the word love implied (a state +of mind inevitable unless she had been coarse and callous), +but young, fervent, and conceptive, was both situated and +tuned to be caught in the eddies of an impersonal passion. +It might have been art, but she was not an artist; study and +politics had failed her, and although psychology interested +her, she was too restless for science in any form; therefore, +she had no sooner chanced upon one or two picturesque +old books of Eastern travel than she succumbed to the +passion for place. She sent for no more books save those +that carried her to the Orient. Her imagination blazed. +She was transported into a new and enchanting world. +Her good resolutions to live for the race were forgotten. +The moment she was free she would fly to the East and live. +She was almost happy. Then she descended into England +and the purely personal life with a crash. Ishbel sent her +a marked copy of a newspaper containing the announcement +of Mr. Jones’s death, a week later wrote that she +should marry Lord Dark as soon as a decent interval had +elapsed, and commanding her to leave France and come to +London, where employment awaited her.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia became her cool practical self at once. She packed +her boxes, sent for a fly when France had gone for one of +his merciless rides,—he was killing his horses,—and left +this note behind her: —</p> + +<div class='blockquote'> + +<p class='pindent'>“Mr. Jones is dead. Ishbel will marry Lord Dark as +soon as possible. If you make a second attempt to wreck +her business you will have him to reckon with. He is, in +any case, well able to take care of her, and no doubt she +will give up the business. As there is now no way in which +you can injure her or any of my friends, I have made up +my mind to leave you once for all. You will save yourself +trouble by recalling that we are in the twentieth century +and that the law does not compel me to live with you.</p> + +<p class='line' style='text-align:right;margin-right:2em;margin-top:0.5em;'>“<span class='sc'>Julia.</span>”</p> + +</div> + +<h2>XII</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Bridgit</span> met Julia at the train and there was purpose in +her eye. Julia laughed, knowing that her time had come, +but returned the warm embrace with which she was greeted, +and allowed herself to be carried without protest to the +house in South Audley Street. Mrs. Herbert was no less +handsome and fascinating than of old, but if anything she +was still more upright of carriage, determined of eye, and +expressive of ardent purpose. Widowed long before the +war, Geoffrey’s death had made no change whatever in +her life, although she had sent after him the sincere and +hearty regret she would have felt for the loss of any friend. +As she was needed in South Africa she had gone there, made +herself useful without any fuss, and returned as soon as she +could to her work in England. This work was now clearly +defined. Bridgit Herbert, indeed, was not the woman to +spend any great amount of time seeking or floundering. +No dreamer, her mind, once awakened to the futilities of +the life of pleasure, her energies roused, she had applied +herself immediately to a survey and study of her times, and +found the work which coincided with her particular talents. +Horrified and disgusted with poverty, she sought and +found the obvious remedy in the Socialism of the advanced +and more practical of the Fabians, although the +“ideology” of the older Socialists would have made little +appeal to her. Soon convinced, however, that Socialism +could make little headway against the individualistic +and acquisitive mind of the twentieth century male, +her fighting blood had warred with her direct practical +mind until she had happened to go to the north with an +inspector of factories, and listened to somewhat of Christabel +Pankhurst’s propaganda in behalf of Woman’s Suffrage +among the trade-union organizations, a factor in +politics of increasing power. She was struck, not only by +the abominable grievances of the working women in general +and the factory women in particular, but by their intelligence; +nor was she long discovering that the average +of intelligence all over England was higher among poor +women than among poor men. Where a man grew dull in +the routine of his work and further blunted his faculties in +the public house, his wife, with her manifold petty interests +and schemings to make a little money go a long way, and +filled with ever changing anxieties for her children, was far +more alert of mind and eager for improvement. It did not +take either Mrs. Pankhurst or her sleepless daughters to remind +Bridgit that in this great body of women lay the future +hope of Socialism, or of any reform directed against the +elimination of poverty. But this army was of no more +consequence at present than an army of ants. It must +have the ballot, and Bridgit had spent much of her time in +the last two or three years among the working women of +England, educating them to a sense of their responsibilities. +It was not until 1903 that the women of the middle class +were generally roused from the apathy into which they had +fallen, with the exception of spurts, since 1884, and the +Woman’s Social and Political Union was formed by Mrs. +Pankhurst; but when Julia arrived in London, the old +movement was beginning to lift its head, and Bridgit Herbert +was not the only hopeful and far-seeing mind at work.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And what is it you want?” asked Julia, listening to the +old familiar and beloved roar of London. They were in +Mrs. Herbert’s den, and the hostess, her eyes still radiant +with hospitality, was standing behind the low fire-screen +with a hand on either point. Julia wondered if White +Lodge were a nightmare.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“The vote. Because the time has come, men having +made a mess of most things, for women to apply their +higher faculties to the domestic affairs of the nation; also +because the condition of poor women and children in this +country is appalling, and men have proved their utter indifference +to a fact which is also a factor in so many great +incomes. Moreover, men have had their day, just as +monarchies and aristocracies have had their day. The +day of woman and the working-class is dawning, and it is +high time.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And are women ready?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Those that are not can be taught. That is what we +are for.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“We? I suppose,” with a sigh of resignation, “<span class='it'>that</span> +is my métier, what I have been struggling toward all this +time.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You recognize that you have abilities at last, then?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, yes, and I shouldn’t wonder if I had ambition, but +just now I don’t feel either ambitious or energetic. I’m +wild to go to India and the rest of the East —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, nonsense, we’ve a great fight coming, and you must +brace up and be one of the generals. Time enough to idle +when you are old. Just now, until we can shut France up +and ask the courts to give you an income, you are going to +be my secretary —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do you really need one?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do I? Well, rather. I had one of the best, but her +mother is ill and she may not be able to return to me for +months. You’ll have tons of letters to write.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“So much the better, for I couldn’t live on even your +charity.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Charity? When my only chance to have an intimate +friend is in a secretary, I am so rushed? I’m companionless, +but life is frantically interesting.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>And if Julia found herself unable to reach this pitch of +enthusiasm, she certainly found the new book of life offered +for her daily reading quite absorbing enough to fill her time +and thoughts. Her clerical hours were short. The rest +of the day, and often during half the night, she was seeing +all the problems at first hand. She went daily with Bridgit +to the East Side and saw poverty outside of books; poverty, +unthinkable, criminal, fleshless, stinking. At night +she dreamed that all the babies in the world were wailing +for food, all the mothers were emaciated, with eyes of +bitter resignation, all the little girls pinched and old +and hard. Herded misery, hopeless filth, black despair. +Julia was quite unable to recall the reverse side of +the picture, in which many were healthy in spite of poverty, +and cheerful if only because temperament is stronger +than circumstance. She hoped that some day she should +fully wake up and burn with a zeal as great as Bridgit’s, +but now her brain was tired, and, had she but known it, +she protested against living for others until she had lived +for herself first. Quite as unconsciously her mind was made +up to live her Eastern romance the moment she was free. +She heard not a word from France, but guessed the truth; +he had forgotten her. If this were the case, however, it might +mean that at any moment he would be a dangerous lunatic, +and she felt that the duke should be warned. As this +was a delicate task, and as her uneasiness grew, she finally, +on Bridgit’s advice, wrote to his firm of solicitors. Solicitors +are probably the most conservative members of conservative +England; but full of duty withal. The junior +member found himself overtaken by a storm near White +Lodge and craved hospitality of his patron’s distinguished +kinsman. France, either because suspicion was still active +in a brain not clouded, but blazing with a light unknown to +common mortals, or because he happened to be in a good +humor, had never appeared to better advantage. The +solicitor returned to London so inflamed with indignation +that the letter he wrote to Julia breathed his contempt for +her entire sex. Julia shrugged her shoulders and dismissed +the matter from her mind. Let them work out their own +destinies.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>When she was not haunting the slums, she was attending +meetings: Fabian, labor, working-women, coöperators’, +old and new suffrage; at all of which the eternal problem +of poverty was the main topic of discussion. She was +also taken to visit the slaughter-houses, where the ignorance +and savagery of the women employed was primeval. She +visited the textile factories of the north, where the work of +women and children at the loom was relieved only by alternate +hours of drudgery in the home, and where there +seemed no object in living whatever. The pit-brow women, +at least, had developed the strength and endurance of men, +and no doubt would have proved equally efficient in war.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Manchester was a very hot bed of social reform, and +Julia was shown all the horrors to which reform owed its +concept. She wondered increasingly at the frail fabric of +aristocracy and wealth that tottered on its heaving foundations, +and conceived some measure of respect for its cleverness.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>This drastic experience was enlivened now and again by +glimpses of Ishbel, still the merriest, and now the happiest, +of mortals. The lines of fatigue and anxiety had disappeared, +she was once more the prettiest woman in London, +and she needed but the halo of her future position as Countess +of Dark to make good people wonder how they could +have forgotten it. Julia thought her the most fortunate +of women, if only because she was realizing all the romantic +dreams of her girlhood on the bogs. Dark was handsome, +clever, kind, almost unselfish. He was profoundly in love +and he had a very decent income. Above all he had the +most romantic title in the British peerage—Earl of Dark! +No wonder those fluttering moths of American girls wanted +titles. Such a one would make the dullest man in England +look romantic to yearning republican eyes, when even an +Ishbel was enchanted at the prospect of owning it.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And yet I am the most practical of mortals—the half +of me!” she said gayly, one day, as they sat in the boudoir +over the shop, drinking tea unseasoned with reform. “Odd +and modern combination!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But you’ll give up the shop?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not really. It is coöperative now, and too many +would suffer if I neglected it altogether, or withdrew. I +must continue to see that it remains a success, for it is +something to have solved the problem of living for a few +women, at least.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia hastily changed the subject.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Shall you become a society beauty again?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ve hardly thought of it. I mean to be happy, and I +think we’ll travel and live in the country for a year. Society +is always with us. That first year! No duties shall share +an hour of it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Right you are. I never could love and never want to, +and I’m quite resigned to becoming a torch-bearer, suffering +martyrdom, if necessary, in the cause of woman, but +meanwhile I’ve something up my sleeve. I dare not mention +it to Bridgit again, and shall have to run away when my +time comes, but I can confide in you. The moment I am +free I am going to India—Persia—Arabia—and stay +there until some other part of me is gratified, I hardly know +what. I only know that the call is unceasing and that I +never can accomplish anything here, whole-heartedly, at +least, until I have got that off my mind.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“By all means, go. It’s unhealthy to repress your +strongest personal desires, and you are young yet. I wonder, +by the way, if you will ever have the zeal of these other +women? You have a sort of sardonic humor —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I want a career, and in this rising inevitable woman’s +movement lies my chance. When my time comes, my zeal +will be great enough—for all they can give me I’ll pay +them back a hundred fold. I want power if only because +nothing less will pay the debt of these last years, and I am +horribly sorry for the poor of the world. When I am ready +I shall jump into the arena with my torch, but I’ll find myself +wholly in the East first.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Why not go now? I can let you have the money.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No, I’ll wait.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>As it happened she did not have long to wait. She and +Bridgit were driving home one evening after talking to an +intelligent club of East End women, when they heard the +familiar cry of “Extra,” and a flaming handbill was waved +in front of the window as the brougham was blocked. +Bridgit, whose quick glance overlooked nothing, exclaimed, +“Great heaven!” and leaned out, throwing the boy a sixpence.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What is it?” asked Julia, languidly. She had been +forced on to the platform, and was still cold from fright. +“A strike?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Bridgit lifted the tube and gave an order to the coachman +that made Julia sit erect.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Kingsborough House.” Then to her companion, +“France tried to kill the duke this afternoon.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>They found Kingsborough House in confusion, the flunkys +looking as flabby as if the ramrods in their backs had +dissolved, leaving nothing but the sawdust stuffing. The +duchess was in hysterics upstairs (“she is sure to be an +anti,” remarked Mrs. Herbert); the duke was under the +care of his doctor; but Lady Arabella received them, and +graciously observed that she was glad to see that Julia +still felt herself a member of the house of France. She told +them the story, which was brief enough. France had suddenly +appeared that afternoon, and upon being shown into +the duke’s study had sprung upon his kinsman before the +footman had closed the door, demanding that he should abdicate +in his favor, threatening him with immediate death +if he refused. The footman had called other footmen, and +it had taken four of them to hold France down while the +duke, his coat torn off and his face bleeding, had himself +telephoned for the police. France meanwhile had struggled +like a demon, shouting that he had come to kill not only +the duke but the boy, that his time had come to live and +theirs to die, that they were deliberate malicious enemies +who stood between him and the greatness which would +permit him to send his invitations to the crowned heads of +Europe; and “heaven knows what else,” added the distressed +Lady Arabella. “To think of poor Harold going +mad. At first we thought he might merely have been +drinking, but with the police came poor Edward’s doctor, +and he pronounced him as mad as a hatter. Do stay here +with me to-night, Julia. You are a clever little thing, and +always keep your wits about you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia remained at Kingsborough House for several days. +When the duke heard what little of her own story she was +willing to tell, and that she had endeavored to protect him +through his solicitors, he was honest enough to admit that +he would have been hard to convince of a kinsman’s insanity, +and generous enough to be grateful to her. Indeed, +so relieved was he at his narrow escape, and at the report of +the lunacy commission which incarcerated France for life, +that he bubbled over with something like human nature; +and, as the expensive sanatorium would cut deeply into his +cousin’s original income, announced his intention of giving +Julia for life seven hundred and fifty of the thousand pounds +he had so long allowed her husband. Julia refused this +offer, until the duke told her impatiently that if she did not +take it he would merely pay Harold’s expenses in the sanatorium, +and leave her to the courts, also that she was legally +a member of his family, and pride, therefore, absurd. +Julia turned this over, and concluding that the house of +France owed her a good deal more than it could ever pay, +consented and thought no more about it. A month later +she was on a P. and O. steamer bound for India.</p> + +<div><span class='pageno' title='273' id='Page_273'></span><h1>BOOK IV<br/> HADJI SADRÄ</h1></div> + +<h2 class='nobreak'>I</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Upon</span> Julia’s return to England in April of 1906 she was +greeted with the news of the destruction of San Francisco +by earthquake and fire. Nigel, to whom it had occurred +to her to send a telegram from Flushing, met her at Queenboro’, +and, his imagination fired by the great physical +drama, it was the first piece of news he imparted. Julia, +although she was looking straight into a pair of ardent +handsome eyes (Nigel had recovered his looks, and the subtle +marks of Time enhanced them), sent her mind on a +flight of seven thousand miles to centre about the young +American friend that she had so nearly forgotten.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“He must be—let me see—five- or six-and-twenty,” +she announced.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Who?” Nigel’s eyes flashed.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“A Californian I met when he was a boy—Mrs. Bode’s +brother. You can’t mean that everybody was killed.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Let us hope not. First reports are always exaggerated. +But the Californians in London are frantic—can’t get a +penny on their letters of credit, either. Indeed, nothing +outside of our own bailiwick has excited us as much as this +in many a long day.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I felt some big earthquakes in India—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, nothing like this,” said Nigel, who would brook +no cheapening of the magnificent panorama in his mind. +“With the possible exception of the eruption of Mont Pelée, +this is the most dramatic thing that Nature has done in +our time. Think of it! Not a second’s warning. The +most important city on the Pacific Coast and its half million +people wiped out. The earth rocking miles of blazing +buildings for hours. Precipices along the coast plunging +into the sea! The hills rolling like grain. Jupiter! What +a sight from an airship! Would that I had been there to +see.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I don’t fancy you would have seen much from an airship, +if there was any smoke with the fire. Have you reconstructed +all that from bald cablegrams?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“The bald facts are enough—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“To have made your imagination happy. I have always +said that you would satisfy it yet with a work of pure romance. +But I don’t mean to joke. It is too awful. I +heard only a confused rumor on the train yesterday. Poor +Dan! But I feel sure that he could take care of himself, +and of a good many others—if there was any chance at all.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Possibly. But enough of horrors. I want to look at +you.” (They had a compartment to themselves.) “You +must have enjoyed yourself quite as well as you meant to +do. I never saw any one so—well—improved, although +that sounds banal. It never occurred to me that you could +be prettier than when you first came to London, but you +are. Your eyes—what is it?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, my eyes have seen things. I have done a good deal +more than enjoy myself.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Have you come back to be the high priestess of some +cult?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not I. I have sat at the feet of wise men in Benares +and in Persia, and learned—a little. We Occidentals +are never initiated into the deeper mysteries. They despise—or +fear—us too much for that. But even a little +of the wisdom of the East must widen our vision and prove +an everlasting antidote to the modern spirit of unrest—about +nothing.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And enable you to forget your friends for four years? +We have each had three letters from you and three or four +times as many post cards.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“One secret of enjoying the East is to forget the West. +And for at least a year I was intoxicated—drunk is more +expressive—with its enchantments. The spell broke in +Calcutta, where I spent a winter in society. Then I went +to Benares to study.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You could have told me as much in a cablegram. What +took you to Acca?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I went to see Abdul Baha Abbas, and investigate the +new religion. My master told me of it in India, and I found +that in Persia, after losing some twenty-five thousand by +massacre, it had got the best of its enemies by converting +the government. Even the women are receiving the higher +education. So I went on to headquarters. Not that any +religion could make a personal appeal to me, but I had an +idea about this one. The idea proved to be reasonable, +and, accordingly, I have brought you the Bahai religion as +a present.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Brought me? What should I do with it?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Make use of it to your own glory and the benefit of the +race. We have always agreed that Socialism would never +prevail until it acquired a soul. That admirably constructed +but unappealing machine needs the Bahai religion +to give it light and fire; and the Bahai religion, sane and +practical as it is, needs a good working medium. Combined, +they will sweep the world. With your skill and enthusiasm, +you will find the task congenial and not too difficult. +Like Socialism, the new and practical sort, Bahaism +must begin at the top and filter down, for it makes its appeal +to the brain, to the advanced thinker, to those that +feel the need of a religion, but have long since outgrown all +the silly old dogmas, with their bathos and sentimentalities, +primarily intended only for the ignorant. Unity in rights. +Freedom of the political as well as the spiritual conscience. +In other words, the elimination of all that provokes war; +which means universal peace. Peace. Peace. Peace. +That is the keynote of the Bahai religion, as love was intended +to be of Christianity. All the best principles of the +five prevailing religions are incorporated in this, all the +barriers between them razed, and all the nonsense and narrow-mindedness +left out. And the keynote of all this? +Knowledge. True knowledge, intellectual as well as spiritual. +The universal spread of science and the development +of the arts, to war in men’s minds—the real battleground—against +the greed of money which makes man so stunted, +uninteresting, and miserable to-day. One language, one people, +one faith. No hierarchy. Good morals and charitable +deeds as a matter of course. The worship of one God, and the +universal peace, to be founded in the centre of the civilized +world. Unity and Peace! Then we are promised that +the earthly world shall become heavenly. Not in our +time. But it will be interesting to help start the ball rolling, +and to watch it roll. Every man is supposed to have a +latent desire for perfection. There is your cue. There +lies the brain of this religion. What a subtle appeal to +vanity, man’s primal and deathless weakness! Even greed +only ministers to it. If I wrote fiction I should take this +cue myself, but as it is I have brought it to you. Go to +Acca, get it all at first hand, and write your immortal +book.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“So you did think of me that far?” Nigel stared at +her, fascinated, but with his man’s ardor checked. In +spite of her frank delight in greeting him, the spontaneous +friendliness of her manner, she seemed to him incredibly +remote. The eyes that looked straight into his had new +and unfathomable depths, and he wondered if she had not +learned more of Eastern lore than she had any intention of +admitting.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course,” she said, smiling. “And I have speculated +a great deal about you. All I know is that you won the +Nöbel Peace Prize—a wonderful book! I read it—and +your last—in the colonial edition. But I know nothing +else about you. Have you fallen in love with any one +else?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No, I have not,” said Nigel, crossly, “and I am not so +sure that I am still in love with you. I only know that you +haunt my imagination and make all other women seem flat.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah! We could be the ideal friends. But hasn’t anything +happened to you besides merely writing books and +becoming a peer of the realm?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, yes, I have been discovered by the United States +of America.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“They were long enough about it. But they always get +hold of the little men first.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, I might be one of the little ones, judging by the +fuss they are making over me. Reams of stuff in magazines +and the Sunday newspapers—all about my ‘great’ works; +in which I find myself credited with an assortment of philosophies +no two men could carry; at least a hundred attitudes +toward Life; and incredible designs upon the peace +of the world—although still others maintain that I am +merely a dilettante aristocrat playing with picturesque +material. I am so bewildered that I hardly know what I +am myself. Some of the adverse criticisms are so good +that I forget the writer doesn’t in the least know what he +is writing about. The only thing clear to me is that my +income is trebled, and that I am offered unheard-of sums +(from the modest European point of view) to write for their +magazines and newspapers. I have even been invited to +go over and lecture, and am promised a unique advertisement: +‘The Peer among Authors.’ Fancy trying to be +original after that! I believe I have also a cult—and am +making hay while the sun shines; for I am given to understand +that crazes don’t last long over there. Each of us, +as discovered,—sometimes a few of us at once,—is the +‘greatest of modern English authors.’ I should think their +own authors would combine, capture the press, and train +their guns on us, and their eloquence on their public: it +would appear that the American public, in art matters, +believes everything it is told long enough and loud enough. +Far be it from me, however, to complain. It has enabled +me to put a new roof on my old castle—as good as an +American wife, without the bother—and buy a villa on +the Riviera—which I am hoping you will consent to +occupy with me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not I. You go to Acca, and I to my work here. If it +hadn’t haunted me, assisted by indignant letters from +Bridgit, I doubt if I ever should have left the East. But if +the East is in my blood, some magnet in the West directed +at my brain cells dragged me home. Besides, what have +I developed myself for? Now is the time to find out.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Nigel sighed. “The old order changeth. You women +are not far off from getting all you want, no doubt about +that, but you will lose more than you gain.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“From your point of view. It is not what <span class='it'>you</span> want. +We shall get what <span class='it'>we</span> want, which is more to the point.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, I can’t blame you,” said Nigel, honestly. “Man +was bound to have his day of reckoning. For my part I +hardly care, being a lover of change, and wanting to see all +of this world’s progress it shall be possible to crowd into +my own little span. And although you are far from all the +old ideals, it would be the more interesting to live with you. +I have always had a sneaking preference for polygamy—one +wife for children and solid comfort, and one for companionship—to +keep a man from roving abroad.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>To his surprise Julia colored and a look of distress and +apprehension routed the bright composure of her face.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I should like children!” she exclaimed. “They would +not interfere with my work, either. Why should they?” +Then she darted off the track of self. “Tell me of Ishbel. +She is happy, I feel sure, and she has two dear little babies. +I am the godmother of the first.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, but she haunts that shop. It was running to +seed without her, and she had no sooner taken hold again +than the work microbe woke up. Dark doesn’t fancy it, +but says there’s nothing for a sensible man to do these days +but take woman as he finds her and chew his little cud in +silence. He doesn’t forget how both Ishbel and Bridgit +calmly shuffled off their husbands when they had no further +use for them.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Work. I fancy that was the real magnet that brought +me back. I revelled—revelled—but the reaction set in +like a rising tide, and at last was quite as irresistible. I +should have come back before this, but I wanted to remain +in Acca until I was convinced that the Bahai religion was +all it attempted to be. Go there at once. Abdul Baha +has promised that you shall live in his house. Moreover, +they want a big author to exploit it in the West before it has +been misrepresented and cheapened by the swarm of little +writers, always in search of what they call ‘copy.’ ”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I should feel like a bally hypocrite. I’ve no more religion +in me than you have. If God is in man, and self is +God, then that atom we call self is what is given us to lean +on without asking for more. To demand help outside of +ourselves is a confession of failure.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course. But how many have penetrated the secrets +that far? The majority must have a religion to talk about +and lean on. When they get the right one, the world will +be a far more comfortable place to live in. That, to my +mind, is the whole point. You and I have useful brains, +and it is our business to help the world along. In my inmost +soul, I don’t care any more for the cause of woman +or the rights of the working-class—save in so far as it gives +me the horrors to think of any one being cold and hungry—than +you care about religion; but I shall work just as hard +for both as if I never had had a thought for anything else. +Now tell me about Bridgit.”</p> + +<h2>II</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Nigel</span> left her at the door of her hotel and did not see her +again for two days. Little did he guess the reason. He +carried away to his club (both resentfully and sadly) the +picture of a new Julia, all intellect, poise, and mystery; +a Julia from whom the impulsiveness, ingenuousness, and +young enthusiasm had gone forever, left in that unfathomable +East which gives knowledge and takes personality; +a cold brilliant creature, with developed genius, no doubt, +but with nothing left to beg unto a man’s heart and senses. +And this, indeed, was one side of Julia, and the only one she +purposed the world should see; because in time it was to +be her whole self, and she a happy mortal.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>When she shut the door of her sitting-room in the gloomy +exclusive hotel in one of the quiet streets near Piccadilly, +to which she had telegraphed for rooms, she subsided +into the easiest chair and cried for half an hour; nor +did she ascend from the slough of her despondency +for the rest of the day. For the past four years +she had lived virtually out of doors. As her angry +frightened eyes looked back they recalled nothing but +floods of golden light, an endless procession of Orientals, +gleaming bronze or copper, turbanned, hooded, dressed in +flowing robes of white or every primal hue; streets, crooked, +latticed, balconied, sun-baked; gorgeous bazaars; life, +color, beauty, romance (to Western eyes) everywhere. She +was come to a London wrapped in its old familiar drizzle; +huddled over the small grate, its cold penetrated her marrow; +in the narrow street, dull, grimy, flat, there was rarely a +sound. As she had entered the ugly entrance hall below +she had been met by two solemn footmen, one of whom had +conducted her slowly up three flights of stairs (there was no +lift in this exclusive hostelry); another followed an hour +later with her luncheon of good food cooked abominably. +The butler stood in front of her like a statue and pretended +not to observe her swollen eyes.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>If she had been wise, she would have gone to the Carlton +or the Ritz, where at least she could have descended at +intervals into a very good similitude of luxury and magnificence, +been able to fancy herself in the midst of “life”; +she would have dined with brilliantly dressed and animated +people, and, incidentally, been cheered by French cooking. +But, like many others, she favored the small hotel where one +was almost obliged to bring a letter of introduction, where +one was supposed to be “at home” with personal servants; +and where, indeed, one was as deeply immersed in privacy +and silence as if quite at home in North Hampstead. Julia, +who had been consoled for the loss of the dainty dishes of +the East by the kaleidoscopic pleasures of the continent, +choked over her shoulder of mutton, large-leaved greens, +and hard round peas unseasoned, boiled potatoes, and pudding, +wept once more after the remains and the butler had +vanished, cursed women, and half determined to take the +night train for Egypt and Syria.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She had not wanted to “be met,” shrinking from too +prompt a reminder of the past. Now she wished that +everybody she had ever known had crowded the platform +at Victoria, and “rushed her about,” until she felt at home +once more in this huge and dismal and overpowering mass +of London. And as ill-luck would have it even her two +best friends would be denied her for days, possibly for weeks. +Ishbel was in Paris. Bridgit was in Cannes recovering from +severe physical injuries incurred in the cause of woman. At +one of the great Liberal meetings in the north, during the +General Election, she had risen and demanded that the new +Government declare its intentions regarding the enfranchisement +of women. She had been pulled down, one man +had held his hat before her face, and when she struggled to +her feet again, protesting that she had the same right to +interrupt the speaker with questions as any of the men that +had gone unreproved, she had been dragged out by six +stewards and plain-clothes detectives, with as much vigor +as if she had been the six men and they the one dauntless +female. They had mauled her, twisted her, pummelled her, +and finally flung her with violence to the pavement. She +had gathered herself up, although suffering from a broken +rib, attempted to address the crowd in the streets, +been arrested and swept off to the town hall. She had +given a false name that she might be shown no favor, +and the next morning, refusing to pay her fine, was sent to +gaol for seven days. She had lain in a cold cell for nearly +twenty-four hours unattended, in solitary confinement, and +on a small allowance of food which she could not have +eaten if well. At the gaol she asked to be sent to the hospital, +but before her request was granted, a member of the +new Government ascertained her name, and, horrified at +the possible consequences to himself, paid her fine summarily, +and sent her to a nursing home. Here she had lain +until her broken rib had mended, and was now in the south +of France assuaging a severe attack of intercostal neuralgia.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>This story, told by Nigel, had filled Julia with an intense +wrath, and struck the first real spark of enthusiasm in her +for the cause of woman, but it burned low in these dull +hours of loneliness and nostalgia, and she wished that her +magnificent friend had remained as in the early days of their +acquaintance, whole in bone and skin, and untroubled of +mind.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But if Julia was acting much as the average woman acts +during her first hours alone in an immense and inhospitable +city, which the sun refuses to shine upon, a city that knows +not of her existence and cares less, she was furious with +herself, even before she recovered. Where was the poise, +the serenity, the grand impersonal attitude, she had learned +from her subtle masters in the East? Where the full calm +determination with which she had returned to take up her +self-elected duties, to gratify a long latent but now full-grown +ambition to build a unique pedestal for herself in the +world; in other words, to achieve fame and power? Out +there it had been both easy and natural to plan, to dream, +to vision herself at the head of womankind, burning with +the enthusiasm of the artist, even if the cause itself left her +cold. She had believed herself made over to that extent, +at least; and now she dared not see Nigel Herbert lest she +marry him off-hand, and insure herself a life companion and +the common happiness of woman.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She denied him admittance, even refusing to go down to +the telephone (such were the primitive arrangements of this +exclusive hostelry), and vowed that once more, peradventure +for the last time, she would wrestle with her peculiar +problem and inspect her new armor at every joint.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>For Julia, even during her first year in India, had learned +lessons untaught by Eastern philosophers. She had no difficulty +in recalling the moment when that green shoot had +wriggled its head out of what she called the morass in the +depths of her nature. She had been floating one moonlight +night in a boat propelled by a turbanned silhouette, on a +small lake surrounded by a park as dense as a jungle. +From the head of the lake rose a marble palace of many +towers and balconies, whose white steps were in the green +waters. Just overhead was poised the full moon,—a crystal +lantern lit with a white flame. A nightingale was pouring +forth its love song. Warm, delicious odors were wafted +across the lake from the gardens about the palace.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, whose soul had been steeped in all this beauty, her +senses swimming with pleasure, suddenly, with no apparent +volition, sat upright and gasped with resentment. Why +was she alone on such a night? Why, in heaven’s name, +was not a man with her,—the most charming man the world +held, of course (there never was anything moderate in +Julia’s demands upon Life)? why was not this perfect mate, +his own soul steeped, his senses swimming, even as were her +own, sitting beside her, looking at her with eyes that proclaimed +them as one and divinely happy? It was the +night and the place for the very fullness of love, and she +was alone. How incongruous! How inartistic! What a +waste! Women have been known to feel like this in Venice. +How much more so Julia, in the untravelled undesecrated +depths of India, at night, with the moon and the nightingale +and the heavy warm scents of Oriental trees, and shrubs, +and flowers!</p> + +<p class='pindent'>When Julia realized where her unleashed imagination had +soared, she frowned, deliberately laughed, and opened her +inner ear that she might enjoy the crash to earth. But +she sat up all that night. From her room in the guest +bungalow (her friends had provided her with many letters), +she could look upon the white palace, gleaming like sculptured +ivory against the black Eastern night, hear the waters +lapping the marble steps. Strange sounds came out of the +quarters devoted to the superfluous wives and their female +offspring: passionate melancholy singing, sharp infuriated +cries, monotonous string music, infinitely hopeless.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>And she was free, free as the nightingale, free to love; +young, beautiful, with the world at her feet. What a fool +she was!</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Although she had now been in India for nearly a year, +this was the first time the sex within her had stirred, and +she had been one with scenes lovelier than this, revelled +from first to last in all the beauty and variety and mystery +and color which she had craved so long in England. In +spite of dirt and stench, of entomological bedfellows, bullock +carts, and lack of every luxury in which the British +soul delights, she was too young and too philosophical +to have permitted the worst of these to interfere with her +complete satisfaction. And it had, this wondrous East, +absorbed and satisfied her until to-night. She had asked +for nothing more. And now she wanted a lover.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Looking back upon her life with France, she discovered +that she had practically forgiven him the moment she had +been assured of his insanity. No doubt he had been irresponsible +from the first. This admission had subconsciously +wiped out his offences, and with them the memory of that +whole odious experience. She still blamed her mother, but +she had pitied France when she thought of him at all. The +heavy noxious growth in her soul had withered and disappeared, +the dark waters turned clear and sparkling. She +was ready for love, for the rights and the glory of youth.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Kneeling there, gazing out at the enchanted palace, +watching the moon sail over the misty tree-tops to disappear +into the dark embrace of the Himalayas, her annoyance +passed, she exulted in this new development, these vast and +turbulent demands. She would find love and find it soon.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>With Julia to think was to do. The next day she set out +on her quest. To love any of these Indian princes was out +of the question, even though she might live in marble palaces +for the rest of her life. There was nothing for it but to +go to Calcutta and present her letters to the viceroy and +notable British residents. She found Calcutta the most ill-smelling +city on earth, but its society was brilliant and industrious, +and she met more charming men than in all her +years in England. For some obscure reason Englishmen +always are more charming, natural, and even original in the +colonies and dependencies than on their own misty isle. +Perhaps they are more adaptable than they think, more +susceptible to “atmosphere” than would seem possible, +bred as they are into formalities and mannerisms of a thousand +years of tradition, too hide-bound for mere human +nature to combat unassisted.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Moreover, in India they wear helmets, which are vastly +becoming, and white linen or khaki, which wars with stolidity. +Julia met them by the dozen and liked them all. She +danced six nights out of seven, flirted in marble palaces +whose steps were in the Ganges, on marble terraces vocal +and scented. She had never been so beautiful before, she +was quite happy, she was indisputably the belle of the +winter, she had several proposals under the most romantic +conditions (carefully arranged by herself), and she was +wholly unable to fall in love.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>At the end of the season she understood, and was aghast. +She demanded the wholly impossible in man, a man that +never will emerge from woman’s imagination and come to +life; a man without common weaknesses, who was never +absurd, who was a miracle of tenderness, passion, strength, +humor, justice, high-mindedness, magnetism, intellect, +cleverness, wit, sincerity, mystery, fidelity, provocation, +responsiveness, reserve; who was gay, serious, sympathetic, +vital, stimulating, always able to thrill, and never to bore; +a being of light with no clay about him, who wooed like a +god, and never looked funny when his feelings overcame +him, and never perspired, even in India.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>In short, Julia packed her trunks and went to Benares +to study Hindu philosophy.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But although she was not long finding her balance (in +which humor played as distinguished a part as her learned +masters), she never wholly ceased to be haunted by the +vision of the perfect lover and the complete happiness he +must bestow upon a woman as yet not all intellect. There +were times when she sat up in bed at night exclaiming aloud +in tones of indignation and surprise, “<span class='it'>Where</span> is my husband? +Mine? He <span class='it'>must</span> exist on this immense earth. Where is +he?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She knew that other women of humor and intellect, Ishbel, +for instance, had ended by accepting the best that life +purposed to offer them, and been quite happy, or happy +enough. But she dared make no such experiment with +herself. Genius of some sort she had, and she guessed that +geniuses had best be content with dreams and make no experiments +with mere mortal men. She knew that if she +exiled herself to America, or the continent of Europe, with +the most satisfactory man she had met in Calcutta, or even +with Nigel Herbert, she ran the risk of hating him and herself +before the honeymoon was out. Nevertheless, the +woman in her laughed at intellect and went on demanding +and dreaming.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But all this did not affect her will nor hinder her mental +progress. While automatically hoping, she was hopeless, +and bent all her energies toward accomplishing that ideal +of perfection she had vaguely outlined the night at White +Lodge when once more settling the fate of Nigel. Here in +Benares, sitting at the feet of men that appeared to live +in their marvellous intellects, and to be quite purged of +earthly dross, it seemed simple enough to her strong will +and brain. Of mysteries she was permitted more than one +glimpse. She felt herself drawing from unseen, unfathomable +sources a vital fluid which she chose to believe would +in time restore in her that perfect balance of sex qualities, +that unity in the ego, which had been the birthright of the +man-woman who rose first out of the chaos of the universe, +who was happy until clove in half and sent forth to wage +the eternal war of sex, even while striving blindly for completion. +She learned that in former solar systems, whose +record is open only to those so profoundly versed in occult +lore that their disembodied selves read at will the invisible +tablets, that chosen women had attained this state of perfection, +of absolute knowledge, of original sex, and with it +immortality. Immortal women. Wonderful and haunting +phrase! At certain periods of even earth’s history, +they had reappeared in human form to accomplish their +great and individual work. But their number so far had +been few, and they were easily called to mind, these great +women that stood out in history; indispensable, mysteriously +powerful; disappearing when their work was done, +and leaving none of their kind behind them.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia’s favorite teacher, an old Sufi Mohammedan named +Hadji Sadrä, told her that the world, the Western world +particularly, was ripe for them again, that now their numbers +would be many, for modern conditions made their +general supremacy possible for the first time in Earth’s +history. There was no movement in the East or West that +this old philosopher was not cognizant of, no tendency, no +deep persistent stifled mutter; and although he had all +the contempt of the ancient Oriental brain for the crude attempts +of the Occident to think for itself, he had a growing +respect for Western women, and told Julia that all conditions, +both in the heavens and on the earth pointed to the coming +reign of woman; led in the first place by those reincarnated +immortal souls of whom he was convinced she was one, +possibly the greatest. So he interpreted her horoscope, +laughing at the narrow wisdom of the Western mind which +could see naught but a ridiculous position in the peerage +of Europe; the starry hieroglyphics plainly indicated that +she was to rule her sex and lead it to victory.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>All this was highly gratifying to Julia (to whom would it +not be?), and feeling herself destined to greatness, found its +spiritual part simpler of achievement than if the suggesting +had been lacking. In this ideal of perfection there was no +question of eliminating human nature, with its minor entrancing +elements, its sympathy, tenderness, its power to +love; merely the complete control of a highly trained mind +over the baser desires, the contemptible faults, the foolish +ambitions and temptations, which keep the average mind in +a state of bondage, restless, vaguely aspiring, always dipping, +and never happy. Nevertheless, love could be but +an incident. The highest ideal was to stand alone. The +greatest attributes of the masculine and female mind united +in one mortal brain, the ability to obliterate the world at +will and live in the contemplation of knowledge, the irresistible +power which comes of absolute mastery of self and +of living in self alone,—unity in the ego, independence of +mortal conditions—here was the perfect ideal which Julia +was bidden to attain, which few but Orientals have even +formulated.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>On this high flight had Julia been sustained during the +following years. But, sitting in her gloomy, chill and tasteless +London sitting-room, she looked back upon it as a +fool’s paradise, and felt merely a dismal traveller in a +strange city; but recalling a threat of Hadji Sadrä, dared +not send for the man she still liked best in the world.</p> + +<h2>III</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Night</span> came, and the night had no terrors for Julia. Her +Hindu master had taught her the science of relaxation, and +given her certain powerful suggestions, one being that she +should fall asleep within half an hour of going to bed and +not awaken for eight hours.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The morning, therefore, found her refreshed; and although +she was still annoyed at the discovery that she had +not made herself over once for all, she had no intention of +rocking her feminine ego in her arms again for some time +to come. Another lesson she had learned was to switch +thought off and on; she relegated her femaleness to the +depths, and turned her attention to the work that had +drawn her to England. The monthly bulletins with which +Mrs. Herbert had remorselessly pursued her, alone would +have kept her informed on every phase of the Woman’s +War, and she had heard somewhat of it elsewhere. She +was satisfied that in this new and menacing demand for the +ballot, women were prompted neither by vanity nor mere +superfluous energy, but by an experience with poverty +which had taught them that this great problem was their +peculiar province. They were prepared to devote their +lives to its solution, to court sacrifices such as man had never +contemplated; and they had the time, the instinct, the +practical knowledge, which would enable them, if armed +with political power, to solve this hideous and disgraceful +problem once for all.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia had driven through a famine district in India and +felt her brain wither, her veins freeze, as she stared at +mile after mile of starving skeletons, lying or huddled by +the roadside, feebly begging with eyes that seemed to accuse +the Almighty for multiplying the superfluous of earth. +What to do for these wretches, dying by the million, she +had no more idea than Great Britain herself; but if it was +beyond human power to grapple with the question of starving +millions in a season of drought in India, so much the +more reason to attack the less desperate but no less abominable +question in a land where the poor were the result of +the callousness of man. In dealing with this complicated +problem many lessons would be learned that might later +be applied to poverty on the grand scale.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The ballot, therefore, was but a means to an end, and to +assist in winning it she had returned; meaning to devote +to it all her time, her energies, and her talents. But must +she join this new “militant movement”? She frowned +with distaste. As to many at that date, it seemed both +foolish and vulgar. Moreover, like all fastidious women +that wish for fame, she shrank from notoriety, from figuring +in any sort of public mess. However! She should +soon be given her rôle, and whatever it might be, she was +resolved to play it to a finish, and without protest.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Meanwhile she was eating her breakfast, the one appetizing +meal in England, and when she was further refreshed, +she opened the newspaper on the tray, remembering the +disaster in San Francisco. The news was more encouraging. +The city was still burning, but the loss of life had been comparatively +small, and the inhabitants were either escaping +in droves to the towns across the bay or camping on the +hills behind San Francisco. Once more Julia’s thoughts +flew to Daniel Tay, and she conceived the idea of writing +to him. Surely an old friend could do no less, and now +if ever he would be grateful for remembrance.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Therefore, as soon as she was dressed, she went to the +desk in the drawing-room and committed the most momentous +act of her life. She wrote to Tay a long and lively +letter, full of feminine sympathy, of concern for his welfare +and for that of his city. There were many allusions to their +brief but unforgotten friendship (she had almost forgotten +it!), references to his boyish sympathy, and assurances that +she was now well, happy, free, and full of interest in life. +“Do write to me,” she concluded. “That is, if you ever +receive this; and tell me all about your life in the past ten +years. Did you go on your ten-thousand-dollar spree? +Have you made your great fortune? Are you ruling the +destinies of your city? I have always felt sure you would +never stop at being merely a rich man. And Mrs. Bode? +And Ella?” (alas!) “I do hope they have not suffered too +much in this terrible disaster. If you like, if you have not +wholly forgotten me all these years, I’ll write you of my +life in the East these past four, and much else. I remember +how freely I used to talk to you, dear little boy that you +were, and I don’t think I have ever talked so freely to any +one else. It would be rather exciting to correspond with +you. But if you have quite lost interest in me, at least remember +that I have not in you,—no! not for one moment—and +long to hear how you have weathered this +frightful calamity.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Now, why do women lie like that? Julia was as truthful +as any mortal who is a component part of that complicated +organism known as society may be, but she wrote these +lines without flinching, quite persuaded for the moment, +indeed, that she meant every word of them. Perhaps here +lies the explanation, in so much as all memories are alive +in the subconsciousness, and leap to the mind the instant +their slumbers are disturbed by the essential vibration; +there to assume full and dazzling control. Let it go at that.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, as a matter of fact, looked somewhat dubiously +at the last paragraph of her letter. It was not in the least +Oriental. She was also astonished at the length of the letter +itself. She had long since discovered, however, that there +are some people to whom one can write, and many more to +whom one cannot. Oddly enough Nigel Herbert was of +the last. He wrote a colorless letter himself, never striking +that spark which fires the epistolary ardor; but Julia reflected +that she could write for hours on end to Daniel Tay; +she felt as if embarked on some vital current which leaped +direct from London to San Francisco, no less than seven +thousand miles. She sealed the letter.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Then she discovered that the sun was out and remembered +that she had an aunt. Her feelings for her only +relative in England were not of unmixed cordiality, but it +would be something at least to bask for a little in the presence +of one so entirely satisfied with herself. Moreover, +she wanted news of her mother; and this duty was inevitable +in any case.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She determined to walk the short distance to Tilney +Street as she wished to post the letter herself. Still exhilarated +at the writing of it, she ignored the mud of the streets, +sniffed the old familiar grimy air, with some abatement of +nostalgia for the East, and even found amusement in the +windows of Bond Street.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>When she came to the first pillar box and applied her +letter to its yawning mouth, she paused suddenly, assailed +by one of those subtle feminine presentiments which her +long residence in the Orient had not taught her to despise. +She withdrew the letter and walked on, smiling, but disturbed. +She even passed two more boxes, but at the fourth +shot the letter in. Her planets had long since made a +fatalist of her, more or less. And she had adventurous +blood.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She found Mrs. Winstone risen, groomed, coifed, with +even her smile on, and seated before her desk in the front ell +of the drawing-room, answering notes and cards of invitation.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah, Julia!” she said casually, as she rose and offered +her cheek. “Home again? How nice. But that coat and +skirt, my dear! Quite old style.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Rather!” said Julia, making herself comfortable. “I +took them out with me. Who’s your tailor now?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, a new man. A duck. I’ll take you to him this +afternoon. Just left one of the big houses, so his prices +are quite possible—at present. Glad you’ve kept your +complexion. How is it you don’t sunburn?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I don’t fancy people born in the tropics ever do. Glad +you haven’t grown fat.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’d put on a bit if it weren’t the fashion to look like a +plank back and front. I’ve got to the age where I’d look +better filled out. ’Fraid I’m really gettin’ on. Beaux are +younger every year.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You look quite unchanged to me,” said Julia, politely. +“How’s the duke?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Quite fit, I believe. They’re still at Bosquith. Margaret +broke her leg huntin’.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Have you heard from my mother lately? I have not, +for several months. I had hoped to find a letter here.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I got her usual quarterly page the other day. She +seems well enough. I’ve been to Nevis since you left. +Nerves got rackety, and the doctor told me to go where I’d +really be quiet. I was! But I shouldn’t wonder if I went +again some day. Never looked so well in my life as when +I came back. Simply vegetated.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And how does my mother look? I cannot imagine +her changed—but—it is a good many years!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She looks exactly the same. Ain’t you ever goin’ +back?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not until she sends for me. I can’t help feeling that +she doesn’t want me,—prefers not to be actively reminded +of the last and most tragic disappointment of her life. I +sometimes wonder that she writes to me. Her letters are +even briefer than those to you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Perhaps you are right. She hasn’t forgiven you—or +herself. I tried to tell her some of your charmin’ experiences +with Harold,—there was so little to talk about, I +thought it might be interestin’ to see how she took it,—but +she wouldn’t listen!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Poor mother! What a life! I wonder if she would +let me have Fanny?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Fanny?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, I am quite alone, you know. I could do for her +nicely, and it would almost be like having a child of my +own.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I detest Fanny,” said Mrs. Winstone, with some show +of human emotion. “She’s a minx. Jane will have her +hands full three or four years from now.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She was such a dear little thing.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, she’s a little devil now. I don’t say she mightn’t +be halfway decent if she’d led a life like other children, but +she’s never played with a white child, and rules those pic’nies +like a she-dragon—she’s not too unlike Jane in some +things. Her only companion is a washed-out middle-aged +governess, who might as well try to manage a hurricane. +Jane vows she shall never marry. Her mistake in France +seems to have fixed her hatred of man once for all, and although +Fanny bores her, she’s of no two minds as to her duty +toward the brat. She is never to meet a young man of her +own class, if you please, and as soon as she is old enough is +to be trained in all the duties relating to the estate. Nice +time Jane’ll have preventin’ Fanny meetin’ men if only one +sets foot on the island; and there’s talk of rebuildin’ Bath +House. She’s overcharged with vitality, that child, she’s +a will of iron, and she’s already an adept at deceivin’ her +grandmother—no mean accomplishment! And she’ll get +worse instead of better in that ghastly life. I wouldn’t +trust her across the street three years from now.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, the poor little thing! She must be rescued. +Surely if my mother doesn’t care for her she’ll be the more +willing to give her up. But she must, a little. She was +strict with me, but always kind and even affectionate.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She’s not to Fanny. She looks upon her as a plague; +and with good reason, for a noisier or more messy child I +never saw. But she’ll do her duty as she sees it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I believe Fanny is really adorable. I shall write at +once and beg for her.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You won’t get her, and you needn’t regret it. I’m no +fool where my sex is concerned: Fanny’s the sort that’s +put into the world to make trouble. What are your +plans? Shall you take a flat in town?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It will depend.” Julia paused a moment and then +hurled her bomb. “I’ve come back to enroll in the +Woman’s War.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What?” Mrs. Winstone looked about to faint; then +her expression became stony. “Why, women are disgracin’ +their sex, makin’ perfect fools of themselves! Bridgit +Herbert must have gone mad. All her friends will cut +her. A woman of her class fightin’ men and sleepin’ in +prison! She deserved all she got, and so will you if you’ve +anything to do with these tatterdermalion females shriekin’ +for notoriety. That’s all they’re after. Forcin’ their way +into the House of Commons! No wonder the men are +disgusted. It’s a middle-class movement, anyhow. You! +That’s the reason, I suppose, you don’t mind wearin’ a +coat and skirt four years old.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, but I do mind! I hope you’ll take me to your +tailor this very day.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“There! I knew you were jokin’. I should simply +retire if I had a suffragette in the family. Come down to +luncheon and then we’ll go out and shop.”</p> + +<h2>IV</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>During</span> the early weeks of this same year, Christabel +Pankhurst had established in London a branch of the +Woman’s Social and Political Union founded in Manchester +in 1903 by Mrs. Pankhurst. The rooms were in +Park Walk, Chelsea, and here were the headquarters of +that “Militant Movement” so execrated by the National +Union of Woman’s Suffrage Societies, and by Society in +general. Their numbers were few, their funds were almost +nil, their years, with one or two exceptions, absurdly young, +they were thrown entirely upon one another for sympathy +and approval, a goodly proportion had already been +severely pummelled by men twice their size, and in the +proportion of three or more to one, and several were still +in hospital, injured, perhaps for life. But they had made +all England talk about them, and a few, a very few, +farsighted men had apprehended them as a definite +and permanent factor in the politics of the twentieth +century.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Of these was Nigel Herbert, and it was from him that +Julia learned all that she did not know already of their +history. Bridgit had sent her clippings from newspapers +containing references to the opening of the campaign by +Miss Pankhurst and Annie Kenny, at the first great Liberal +meeting of the General Election in October, which resulted +in their arrest and imprisonment. At Acca she had heard +the movement discussed by English pilgrims; and in English +newspapers, read in continental reading-rooms, she +had come across many comments—indignant, sarcastic, +infuriate—upon the performances of these outrageous +females. But from Bridgit she had not heard since a few +days before that lady’s own battle royal, and it was to +Nigel that she turned for unimpassioned information. He +had told her something in the train, and he gave a concise +history of the new movement as soon as he was permitted +once more to sun himself in her presence.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“They’re here to stay,” he said. “I know six or eight of +them personally; been making a study of them, although +they don’t know it. They’re like no other women under +the sun—nor any sun that has ever shone. They’ve a +new group of brain cells, and something new and big is +coming out of it. The only historical analogy I know of +is those old martyrs that died in the cause of some new +departure in religion; those that make such excellent subjects +for stained-glass windows. They’ve got the same +look those old leader-martyrs had when chained up to the +stake and waiting for the faggot. The same grim patient +mouths, the same clairvoyant eyes, as if looking straight +at the unborn millions liberated by the martyrdom of the +few. Their enthusiasm is cold—and eternal. They are +as deliberate as death. There are no better brains in the +world. Precious few as good. They never take a step +that isn’t calculated beforehand, and they never take a +step backward. Discouragement and fear are sensations +they have never experienced. When they are hurt they +don’t know it. They fear injury or death no more than +they fear the brutes that maul them. In short, they’re +a new force let loose into the world; and the geese outside +put them down as hysterical females. But if this silly +old world had always been quick to see and wise to act we’d +have no history. So there you are.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>And the next day Julia accepted this estimate without +reserve. Having introduced herself at headquarters, registered, +and paid her dues, she sat for a time listening to a +quick incisive debate upon all steps to be taken in +the House of Commons, on the night of the 25th, in case +the Woman’s Suffrage Resolution, for which Mr. Kier +Hardie had secured a place, should be talked out by its +enemies.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>After a time Julia forgot to listen, being quite convinced +that they would act as they purposed to act, and make no +misstep. Their looks interested her far more than their +words. With possibly two exceptions, whose flesh gave +them a superficially conventional appearance, they did not +look like women at all. They looked pure brain, sexless, +selfless, ruthless. Most of them had as little flesh as it is +possible to carry and live, as if Nature herself had sent +them into the world trained and hardened for fight and for +no other purpose whatever. Julia saw not the slightest +evidence of personal ambition in those grim set faces, with +eyes that were preternaturally keen in debate, and, to use +Nigel’s word, clairvoyant in repose; merely that stern +inflexible purpose which has been the equipment of martyrs +since Society emerged out of chaos; but directed by a +mental power, a modern balance, that saved them from the +stupidities of fanaticism. That they were ready to go to +the stake, or the hangman, she did not doubt, and it was +possible that some of them would, unless the enemy came +to its senses in time; but that they would fail in their +purpose ultimately was as unthinkable as that they would +ever lay down their arms. Truly a new force unleashed. +Were these the immortal women?</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia felt thrilled, exalted. All the iron in her nature, +a gift of inheritance which had saved her from degradation +and melancholy and the common foolishness of women; +which, in a word, had made her stronger than life, rose +from its long sleep and exulted. Here was a career, and +here were associates worth while. The cause of woman +in the abstract had left her cold, but when she realized the +immense brain power, the unqualified courage, the unhuman +endurance, imperative to put the right sort of new +life into a great but long moribund cause, and sweep it to +a triumphant finish, she felt on fire with enthusiasm; +the abilities she had so long played with crystallized suddenly +and leapt at their opportunity. Some day she should +command these women, or their successors, and to do that +would be as great a feat as to lead them to victory. She +was more than willing to consecrate her personal ambition +to the future of her sex, but that she never could lose sight +of it would but give her an additional power. She could +become as grim, as relentless, as indomitable as they, but +she doubted she could ever be as selfless, or if she wished +to be. For a moment she envied as much as she admired +them, but the personality she once had believed murdered +by her husband had long since revived with a double +vitality, and the time was not yet when it could dissolve +in the crucible of a cause.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>When the meeting broke up she asked to be given active +work to do, being well aware that one must serve before +fit to command. They had been taught to expect her by +Mrs. Herbert, and her offer of service as well as her donation +was thankfully accepted. One of their number was told +off to instruct her, and she was ordered to hold herself in +readiness to go to the Midlands and take part in a by-election, +working to defeat the liberal candidate if he persisted +in his attitude of hostility to woman’s demand +for the vote. She and her present instructor, Mrs. +Lime, should heckle him when he spoke, canvass, +distribute suffrage literature, and speak against him in the +market-place, or at any corner where they could gather a +crowd.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The latter part of the program was by no means to +Julia’s taste, but she had made up her mind to obey orders, +and she took them in the same matter-of-fact fashion in +which they were delivered. Mentally, she shrugged her +shoulders. If these women could stand it, she could. +There was not a coarse, a vulgar, a hard face among them. +And should she not exult in the prospect of a stirring +career, the constant outlet for her energies, the lethe for +her womanhood? The more adventurous the details, the +better!</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She looks like Lady Macbeth,” said one of the girls as +Julia departed with an armful of literature, and accompanied +by Mrs. Lime. “Cool, calculating, ambitious, +intellectual, unscrupulous in the grand manner.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“H’m,” said another, dubiously. “Lady Macbeth had +her weaknesses, and lost her mind,—something Mrs. France +must retain if she is to be as useful to this cause as Mrs. +Herbert and Lady Dark would have us believe.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Lady Macbeth up to date, then. The original was +shut up in a castle with too few interests and opportunities; +nothing to distract her mind. And remember she +accomplished her purpose first.”</p> + +<h2>V</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>If</span> one will dig deeply enough into the psychology of +those great enthusiasms which have altered the course of +history, one will generally discover some personal, overlaid, +self-forgotten motive which bred the martyrs and +kindled the leaders necessary to arrest the attention of the +world, and make the vast number of converts essential to +give any cause dignity and insure to it victory. It may +be an acute disappointment in human nature, some assault +upon highest instincts or treasured convictions, or even +disappointed ambition; but above all is it likely to have its +seed in that burning hatred of injustice which animates all +minds with a natural bias for reform. The Prophets may +have been inspired and preordained, but leaders and +martyrs hardly, although they are entitled to the first +rank in the history of the Great Causes.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>With Bridgit Herbert it had been not only the profound +reaction of a fine mind from the empty life of society, but +the bitter recognition that she had lavished the wealth of +her nature on a handsome fool, who laughed and kissed her +when her ego struggled out of its embryo and looked for +wings on his. Then had come the amazing discovery that +the men she most liked, of whose friendly devotion she had +felt assured, had no possible use for her when they found +that she purposed to console herself with her intellect +instead of with themselves; that so slight was the impression +the greatness in her nature had made on them, they +would be the first to balk her on every issue she held most +dear. Her vanity soon healed, but she had been cut to +the quick; and all the obstinacy, scorn, and strength in +her arose, and counselled her to pay back to man something +of what woman had suffered at his hand throughout +the ages.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>It is possible that if Christabel Pankhurst, bred on suffrage +as she was, had not been refused admission to the +Bar when she applied to the Benchers of Lincoln’s Inn +Fields, she might not have conceived the Militant Movement +at the psychological moment. Julia needed no +further inducement to enter the career she once for all +elected to follow that afternoon in Chelsea, but she, too, +needed the sharp personal jolt to banish the abstract, and +substitute the concrete enthusiasm; and she got it long +before her impersonal ardor had time to cool.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Ten days after she had received her first instructions, she +arrived with Mrs. Lime in the Midland town where the +by-election campaign was to open. Mrs. Lime was an +experienced heckler, and was already acquainted with the +inside of prison and gaol, but unknown in the Midlands. +Julia had found much inspiration in Mrs. Lime, a typical +product of that awakening which began in 1901. Her small +body looked as if it might have an unbreakable skeleton of +steel, and her gaunt, dark, rapt face was deeply lined, +although she was but twenty-four. Like Annie Kenny, +she had been a half-timer at the loom at the age of ten, +and had worked in the cotton mill until she married a +plumber eight years later. Her husband died when she +was twenty-two, and she was using his savings in the cause +which she knew to be the one hope for thousands of girls, +overworked and underfed, as she had been. In her early +youth she had managed, against desperate odds, to acquire +an education of sorts, and her speeches were remarkably +effective; terse, logical, and informing. Once she would +have worshipped the luminous beauty of this new recruit, +but now she merely regarded it as a practical asset.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Don’t let yourself run down,” she said to Julia as they +sat in their hotel the night before the opening of the campaign, +discussing their own. “Keep that hair bright, +and wear your good clothes, as long as you’ve got them. +Our ladies think too little about clothes, and its natural, +being at this business all their lives, as you might say. But +with you it’s different. You’ve got the born style, and +you’d have hard work looking dingy. Don’t try. You’ve +got just the air and the beauty to attract the crowd at the +street corner, although you’ll soon be too familiar a figure +to the police to get past the door. But ugly little things +like me can do the heckling.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The Liberal candidate made his first speech on the following +night, but neither Julia nor Mrs. Lime found it +possible to enter the hall. Men were learning wisdom. +All women without cards or escorts were barred. Both +the girls were roughly handled as they attempted again +and again to obtain entrance; and as there was no crowd +outside to address, they went back to the hotel to await the +candidate’s return. They sat in the passage, and when he +came in, shortly after eleven o’clock, Mrs. Lime immediately +confronted him.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You will tell us, if you please,” she said, “what you +mean to do about giving the ballot to women.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The candidate, who had congratulated himself upon +accomplishing the exclusion of suffragettes from the hall, +and had even taken the precaution to leave by the back +door, colored with annoyance; and his eyes flashed contempt +upon the plain little figure planted in his path.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I state my intentions on the platform,” he said +haughtily, and attempted to brush past her. But Mrs. +Lime changed her own position and once more impeded his +progress.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Your intentions regarding votes for women,” she said +in her even emotionless voice. “You are said to oppose +it. I warn you that unless you assert that this is not true, +and that you will do all in your power to assist us in winning +the ballot, we shall do all we can to defeat you in this election.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“We?” He laughed outright. “How many more of +them are there like you?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia rose and came forward. “Two,” she said. “And +two against one is a proportion never to be despised.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The man stared at her and his overbearing manner +underwent a change.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you!” he said. “Well <span class='it'>you</span> might get something +out of a man if you tried hard enough.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>France had more than once burst out that his wife had +the north pole in her eyes, that it was a waste of time to +look for it anywhere else; and the frozen stare which this +candidate received dashed his mounting ardor. He +frowned heavily. “I say!” he said. “Get out of this. +It’s no business for you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Since when have politics ceased to be the business of +English women? You will declare for us publicly and +unmistakably, or I shall make it my business to defeat you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He stared at her again, this time in some dismay. He +had yet to learn the power of women in general, when +possessed of the brain and courage and holy fervor that are +no mean substitutes for beauty and family, but he well +knew the power that women of the class to which this +antagonist belonged had wielded in the political history of +England. For a moment he hesitated. What was a +promise to a woman? And it would be safe to get rid of +this woman as quickly as possible. The other, of course, +didn’t matter. But he was an honest man in politics, +whatever his other failings, and he would as soon have +given the vote to the devil as to women. He turned +on his heel.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do your worst,” he said. “That’s all you’ll get out +of me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The next day Julia hired a motor car, and they pursued +the candidate from town to town and village to village. +He was contesting a large borough, whose member, returned +at the general election, had died suddenly. It contained +several towns and many villages. In the latter, Julia and +Mrs. Lime visited every cottage, petted the children, distributed +their literature, promised all they conscientiously +could if the ballot were given to women, and implored help +in defeating a man who was an avowed enemy. They +converted most of the women, and made no little impression +on the men, most of them colliers, who gathered about +their car in the evenings. The car impressed the men +almost as much as the eloquence of the speakers. Their +thick heads, generally thicker at eight in the evening, were +as impervious to female suffrage as the heads at Westminster, +but Julia and Mrs. Lime had borrowed all the +arguments of the Conservative candidate and used them +with no less eloquence, and the more penetrating ingenuity +of their sex.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>At every hall they were refused admittance. Julia soon +grew accustomed to being pulled about; her arms were +black and blue; and she had twice been obliged to invest +in new hats both for herself and Mrs. Lime. Her diffidence +had vanished, and, her fighting blood up, and now +completely interested, she spoke whenever the opportunity +offered.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>One dark night, when they had had the usual experience +at the hall entrance, they were prowling about hoping +to find an unguarded door, when they espied a scaffolding +under one of the high windows. It was elevated on a +rough trestle. The same idea animated them simultaneously. +Without a word they climbed the precarious +foothold, tearing their skirts, and splintering their hands, +and felt their way along the scaffolding until they were +close to the window. Then they unrolled their white +banners inscribed “Votes for Women,” and waited. The +candidate, who possessed the inestimable advantage of +belonging to the party just come into power, was lauding +its virtues, promising all things in its name, and reiterating +the abominations, now somewhat stale, of the party that +was responsible for the colossal war taxes, and the industrial +depression. There were pertinent questions asked, which he +answered good-naturedly; for although he would fain have +gone through his carefully rehearsed speech uninterrupted, +he was far too keen a politician to insult a voter.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Now!” whispered Mrs. Lime, and simultaneously two +heads appeared at the window, two banners were waved, +and Julia, having the more carrying voice, cried out: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And how about Votes for Women?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>If a flaming sword had appeared, there could not have +been more excitement. The candidate turned purple. +The chairman jumped to his feet, crying “outrageous,” +and the audience took up the word and shouted it, some +shaking their fists. Several men ran down the aisle.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“The stewards!” whispered Mrs. Lime, “and they’ll +be joined by the door police.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>It was darker than ever without, after the glare of the +hall, but once more they felt their way along the scaffolding, +reached the uprights, and clambered down just as a +dark mass turned the corner of the building.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>There was no time to cross the street. Mrs. Lime seized +Julia’s hand and darted under the trestle. “Lie down +with your face to the wall, and close,” she commanded.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Their clothes were dark and they were unobserved by +the men, who stood for a moment looking up.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll go up this side,” said one of the policemen, after +straining the back of his neck in vain, “and you go up the +other. The rest look in that shed behind. That’s where +they likely are.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The men mounted gingerly, the others disappeared. +Mrs. Lime gave Julia a tug, they wriggled out, and ran +round to the front entrance. Before those on the rear +benches knew what was happening, the two girls were halfway +down the middle aisle. Then another roar arose.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Put them out! Put them out!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia and Mrs. Lime attempted to mount a bench, but +were pulled down. About them was a sea of astonished +indignant faces, such as, no doubt, confronted the British +working-man years before when he so far forgot himself +as to demand equal political rights with the gentry and the +employer. Julia laughed outright as she saw those scandalized +faces, but it would have fared ill with them when +the police and stewards came running back, had not several +gentlemen, who, unwilling to see violence done to women, +however they might disapprove of their tactics, formed a +bodyguard, and escorted them to the door. Quite satisfied +with their night’s work they went to their inn and slept +soundly.</p> + +<h2>VI</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>So</span> far they had not spoken in any of the larger towns, +for in this manufacturing and colliery district it was difficult +to collect a crowd in the market-place except on Saturday +nights, and heretofore heavy rains had kept the men +indoors with their pipe and beer. But they distributed +their literature on the streets, and in shops and hotel +dining-rooms, visited every house to which they could +obtain entrance, and scored one signal triumph. The Conservative +candidate, watching their progress, and having +no fixed scruples to violate, came out sonorously for Woman. +He even called on them personally and promised his active +help in Parliament if they would canvass for him. They +did not place too much faith in his word, but they were +out to defeat an enemy, one who was also a member of +that party responsible for all the indignities visited upon +their cause. By this time that momentous night had come +and gone when Mrs. Pankhurst and her band were forcibly +ejected from the latticed gallery above the House of Commons, +after hearing their bill talked out; and Sir Henry +Campbell-Bannerman, after receiving the deputation of +representative women with amiability and encouragement, +had astounded them with the warning that they were to +expect nothing from his Cabinet. So war had been declared +on the Government, and this was merely the first of +the by-elections which was to give the women an opportunity +to exhibit their power.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“We’ve a chance!” said Mrs. Lime, as the Conservative +candidate smiled himself out of their presence. Her dark +eyes were full of light, her sad mouth smiling. “Oh, +but a chance! If we could only win! There’d be some +head-shaking up there at Westminster.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well!” said Julia, also triumphant, “at least we’ve +made the Liberal candidate look persecuted. I know +that every time he catches sight of us he longs to call the +police.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The following day was Saturday and they arrived at one +of the most important towns in the district. The sun was +out and it was immediately decided to take the corner +hustings. By this time, Julia had quite forgotten her old +objection to street corners; it seemed to her that she had +forgotten everything she had known on any subject than +the one in possession; and she was further inspired by the +discovery that her tongue possessed both persuasiveness +and power. Even bad speakers like to hear themselves +talk as soon as they have mastered fright, and never was +there a good one that would not rather be on the stump +than off it. Julia was enjoying this hard fighting as she +had never enjoyed anything in her life.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The town was surrounded by cigarette factories, and on +this Saturday afternoon it seemed to Julia that every girl +they employed must be promenading the streets with her +hooligan swain. They were bold-looking creatures, cheaply +and loudly attired, and universally hilarious. By this +time Julia had concluded that the common people of +this section of the Midlands were more common, more +rude, more offensive than any she had encountered in +England, with the possible exception of the barbarians in +the London slaughter houses. Even Mrs. Lime remarked +sadly that comparative prosperity did not seem to improve +her class. But Julia had yet to learn that these young +people had a brutal license in their natures, a ribald savagery, +that was a part of their general indifference to morals +or any sense of decency.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She and Mrs. Lime immediately divided the town into +districts, and seeing a group on a corner near to which there +was a convenient box, Julia mounted her platform and +began to address the eight or ten young men and women. +At first they merely gave a rough laugh; then one cried +out: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“W’y, it’s a bloomin’ suffragette! Oh, I say, wot a +lark! W’y ain’t ’er golden ’air ’anging down ’er back?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia had heard remarks of this sort before, although her +speaking experience had lain almost altogether in the +villages, where the human animal, less sophisticated, is +also less aggressive. In a few moments the group had +become a crowd that blocked the street, and she quite +believed that no speaker had ever looked into so many hard +and hostile eyes. The face of every man wore an insulting +grin. She went on unperturbed, however, welcoming them +at any price, for this was her first opportunity to address +a town crowd. The more hostile, the better. She was +confident of getting their ear in time.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But it was soon evident that they had no intention of +giving her their ear. They roared with laughter, they +gave unearthly cat-calls. Finally one hurled a vile epithet +at her. This was a signal which unloosed their proudest +accomplishment. When they had exhausted their vocabulary, +and it was a large one when it came to obscenity, +they began again; but finding that she looked down at +them undisturbed, merely waiting for a pause, they began +to grow angry, and pushed forward. Julia’s box was already +against the wall, there was no possible means of +retreat, and there was not a friendly face in that ugly crowd. +But she was not conscious of any fear. Not only was she +fearless by nature, but she had been trained during these +last four years to impassivity in any crisis. What she +really felt was the profound disdain of the aristocrat for the +brainless mob, and although she did not realize this at the +moment, it did flash through her mind that here was one +section of the poor that might go to the devil for all the help +and sympathy it would ever get from her. But of these +and other uncomplimentary sentiments she betrayed no +more than she did of fear, although she was not sufficiently +hardened to suppress an inward quiver at the foul language +with which she had now been assailed for some ten +minutes.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I say!” cried one of the girls, when her companions +finally paused to draw breath. “Is she a bloomin’ +stature? Let’s put some life in ’er.” And another +shrieked, “Wot’s golden ’air for if it ain’t ’anging down ’er +back? Let’s put it w’ere it belongs.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That’s right.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The crowd surged forward. Julia, looking into those +primitive faces, the faces of good old barbarians, full of the +lust to hurt, wondered if her time had come. She made +no doubt that they would tear the clothes off her back, +perhaps trample her underfoot, for they had lashed their +passions far beyond their limited powers of restraint. +She squared her shoulders. For the moment the world +looked to her full of eyes and fists. Then she hastily +glanced to right and left. Down the street two blue-clad +figures were advancing, accompanied by the Liberal candidate +and another man. She drew a long breath of relief. +She had grown to look upon the British policeman as her +natural enemy, but now she hailed him as her only friend +on earth.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She raised her arm and indicated the approach of the +law. One of the men followed her gesture, and shouted, +“The bobbies.” The clinched hands dropped and the crowd +fell back. As the two policemen strode up Julia expected to +see official fists fly, and as many arrests made as two men +of law could handle. To her amazement the policemen +pushed their way through the mob and jerked her off +the box.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Nice doings, this,” cried one, indignantly. “Obstructing +traffic and collecting crowds. Ain’t you suffragettes +ever going to learn sense?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I!” cried Julia, with still deeper indignation. “You +had better arrest your townspeople. Couldn’t you hear +them using language that alone ought to send them to jail? +And couldn’t you see that they would have torn me to +pieces in another moment? Why don’t you arrest them?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It’s you we’re going to arrest. It’s you that’s obstructing +traffic and collecting crowds, not them. They’re out +for their ’arf ’oliday.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But I tell you they threatened me with violence.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Serves you right. You come along, and if you make +any fuss you’ll get hurt, sure enough.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>And Julia, filled with a wrath of which she had never +dreamed herself capable, was dragged off between the two +policemen, while the crowd jeered and howled, and the +Liberal candidate stood on the other side of the street +laughing softly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Once her fury so far overcame her that she struggled and +attempted to break away, but one of the men gave her arm +such a wrench that she walked quietly to the Town Hall, +thankful that anger had burned up her tears.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>At the Town Hall she was charged with disorderly conduct +and obstructing traffic, and promptly committed to a +cell, to await trial on Monday morning.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>So Julia spent twenty-four hours in prison. She could +have summoned sleep at night had she been disposed, but +nothing was farther from her thought. She was too infuriated +to sleep and forget for a moment the gross injustice +to which she had been subjected by the laws of a country +supposed to be the most enlightened on the globe. She +had mounted a box to make a peaceable—not an incendiary—speech, +something men did whenever they listed, +and with no fear of punishment. Her denouncement +of the Liberal candidate and her plea for Suffrage would +have contained no offence against law and order; but she +had been treated as if she had incited a riot, while the vile +creatures that had insulted and threatened her were not +even reprimanded.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>In a mind naturally fair and just, nothing will cause +rebellion so profound as an act of gross injustice. Had +Julia, from a safe vantage point, seen Mrs. Lime or any other +woman treated as she had been, her soul would have boiled +with righteous wrath; but it takes the personal indignity +to sink deep and bear results. Julia in that long night and +the day that followed, cold, half-fed, alone, in a vermin-ridden +cell, forgot her ambitions, her artistic pleasure in +playing a part well, and became as rampant a suffragette +as any of the little band in Park Walk. She would war +against these stupid brutes in power as long as they +left breath in her, fight to give women the opportunity +to do better. Something was rotten when justice worked +automatically without logic; and if men were too indifferent +to effect a cure, it was time another sex took hold. +No wonder these chosen women were indifferent to femininity, +and gowns, and all that had given woman her superficial +power in the past. What mortal happiness they missed +mattered nothing. They were equipped for one purpose +only, to avenge and protect the millions ignored by nature +and fortune, and the victims of man-made laws; and if +they were mauled, and torn, and despised, and killed, it +was but the common fate of the advance guard, the martyrs +in all great reforms; they were quite consistent in being +as indifferent to sympathy as to the denunciations of the +fools that saw in them but a new variety of the unwomanly +woman.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>And so Julia received her baptism of fire.</p> + +<h2>VII</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>On</span> Sunday afternoon, her wrath had burned itself out, +but not its consequences. As she had no intention of +making herself ill she was about to lie down and sleep, +when her door was opened and she was told that she was +free.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>This was by no means welcome, for she wished to express +herself in court, refuse to pay her fine, and go to gaol, that +being the program of the suffragettes. But she was told +to depart, and no explanation was given her. Wondering +if the duke had been telegraphed to, and brought swift +influence to bear, she left the prison with some uneasiness; +her old-fashioned relative was her one source of apprehension. +If disapproval overcame his sense of justice and he +cut down her income, she should have that much less to +devote to the Suffrage cause.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>At the inn she found that Mrs. Lime, who had escaped +arrest, was out, and ordered the maid to bring her bath. +When she had finished, the maid returned with her tea, +and stood by sympathetically.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“So you’ve been to prison?” she asked.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I have,” said Julia.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That’s no place for you, mum. Wot’s the perlice thinking +of, giving you wot for like that?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do you belong to this town?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I do, mum.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Then, let me tell you, it is a disgrace to a civilized country.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I say!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, who wanted to talk to somebody, gave an account +of her adventure with the mob, and while omitting their +language, let it be understood in her descriptions of their +appearance and performance.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The woman nodded emphatically. “Right you are. It’s +them factory girls. They’re no good. Trollops, all of +’em. W’y, d’you know, I worked in one of them factories +for seven years, and I was the only girl in the lot +that kep’ me virtue.” (She looked like a black-and-tan +terrier and was not much larger.) “That I did, +though!” And she nodded her head as if keeping time to +a hymn.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, who had finished her tea, stood up and began to +unpin her hair as a hint that she would like to be alone. +But the woman set down the tray and exclaimed in a voice +of rapture: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, my eye, wot <span class='it'>hair</span>! Oh, but I’ve always admired +golden ’air, me own’s that black.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It’s very disreputable hair at present,” said Julia, +amiably. “It hasn’t been down since yesterday morning. +Naturally I couldn’t use the prison comb—if there was +one!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh—would you—would you let me brush it, now?” +cried the woman, eagerly. “I’ve never ’ad me ’ands in ’air +like that. I’d enjoy it, that I would.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Why—if you like.” Julia, who was tired, felt that it +would not be unpleasant to have the services of a maid +once more.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She sat down and the woman began to unbraid the long +plaits.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Are you sure you have the time?” asked Julia, perfunctorily.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, yes. Me ’usband’s ’ead waiter, and the master +would give up the ’otel before ’im; and he—Jim—-don’t +dare say nothing to me, for fear I’d caterwaul. I can do +that awful. Oh, my eye, but this is ’air!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She shook out the long strands and held one up to the +light. “Oh, Gawd!” she cried, with mounting fervor. +“No wonder them trollops wanted to mar you. They were +jealous, that’s wot. They’d ’ave cut it off if the perlice +’adn’t come along, and pinned it on their own ’eads. And +beauties they’d ’ave been!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do you suppose they were drunk?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“ ’Alf and ’alf. It wasn’t time to be full up, but you +oughter see them in the market-place at ten o’clock!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What makes them so brutal, then? I’ve never seen +anything like them in England.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I fawncy they’re about the worst England’s got. +Maybe it’s the cigarette factories does it, I cawn’t say. +But they’re a rotten lot, and all me sisters was the same. +I ’ad a blond sister, but her hair was more whitish, not gold +like yours. She was pretty and more gentle-like, but she +went to the bad fast enough. I swore I’d keep me virtue +an’ I did. I never spoke to a man I wasn’t introduced to +proper until the night I met Jim in the merry-go-round—in +the same seat, he was, and he made up to me—fell that in +love he couldn’t see straight, and when he tried ’is nonsense, +he got wot for and then he respected me from that +day forth—I’ve read me penny dreadfuls, you see. Well, +we got married proper, and now we ’ave two good positions, +and may own a public some day. It pays to be virtuous, +it do. He isn’t the only sweetheart I ever ’ad, either,” +she rambled on; and Julia, seeing that nothing would +quench her, resigned herself, for the woman’s touch was deft +and light. “I ’ad a fine ’andsome sweetheart once—Jim +ain’t nothing to look at, and would drink if I didn’t caterwaul +so—’andsome and upstanding he was, and all the +girls was after him; and he was steady, too, had one job +and kep’ it. He was in a big Manchester draper’s shop. +He used to come ’ere, and I used to visit me aunt—he was +me cousin and ’is name was Harry Muggs. He was in +love with me that desperate he’d swear he’d kill himself if I +didn’t ’ave ’im. He knew I’d kep’ me virtue, and he thought +me grand. Once he was down ’ere after me ’ard, and we +took a walk and come to a pond, and when I told ’im once +more I wouldn’t ’ave ’im, and started to go ’ome, I was +that tired saying no, he caught me round me waist +and ’eld me over the pond and swore he’d drop me in if I +didn’t ’ave ’im. I was that frightened I thought I’d die, +and I screamed like I was stuck. But I wouldn’t give in, +and then he threw me on the bank and run off and I’ve +never seen ’im since.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Why didn’t you marry him, if he was such a paragon?” +asked Julia, languidly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I couldn’t, mum. He was a chance child. Me +aunt ’ad ’im by a butler where she lived. I ’adn’t kep’ me +virtue for <span class='it'>that</span>—wot’s the matter —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia was doubled up.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh—nothing—really—I think I must be a bit +hysterical after my experience. Would you mind telling me +what the weather looks like? It was rather threatening +when I came in.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The woman went to the window and lifted the sash +curtain. “It damps, mizzles like,” she said dubiously. +“But I don’t fawncy it’ll rain ’ard. ’Ere comes your +friend. She was ready to drop last night. My, but she’s +that stringy to look at.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Would you mind telling her that I am here? She must +be anxious.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The woman departed unwillingly, her eyes fixed to the +last on the hair Julia was braiding. A moment later Mrs. +Lime came in. She looked thinner and gaunter than ever, +but her eyes burned with sombre enthusiasm.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you poor dear!” she exclaimed. “But you mustn’t +mind, for the more unfair treatment we receive, the sooner +will the right-thinking people of the country be roused, +and the more recruits we shall get. That’s where the law +shows its stupidity.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I didn’t mind in the least,” said Julia, dryly. But she +made no confidences. That violent upheaval and readjustment +were sacred to herself.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“There’s another thing,” said Mrs. Lime. “A reporter +was with the Liberal candidate and the policemen at the +time of your arrest. He’s also the correspondent of a +London paper. He hunted me up at once to get some particulars +about your family, etc. —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh!” exclaimed Julia. “Did you tell him?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Why, of course. We cannot have too much publicity, and +you will be a great help to us. The story will be in the London +newspaper to-morrow morning as well as here. No doubt +there will be a London reporter down to interview you —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah!” Julia’s color had been steadily rising. “I can’t +have that.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“There’s only one thing to think of,” said Mrs. Lime, +severely, “and that is the cause. People complain that +we’re sensational, trying to attract public attention. Why, +of course we are. Rather. How otherwise can we make +ourselves known, much less felt, become a political issue, +if we don’t take the obvious method? No newspaper +would notice our existence if we didn’t make ourselves +‘news’ and force their hand. Peaceful demonstrations, like +shrinking personalities, belong to the dark ages of Suffrage, +when nothing was accomplished. Now, if that reporter +comes down from London, you must talk. Jump at every +chance to further the cause that’s given you. It isn’t so +often we’re interviewed.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Very well,” said Julia, and half wished she had changed +her name and dyed her skin and hair.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>As Mrs Lime had anticipated, a reporter of one of the +less conservative London newspapers arrived on the following +morning. He was accompanied by the correspondent of +a chain of American newspapers, commonly referred to as +“Yellow.” Mrs. Lime saw them first and gave a full +account of the campaign. Then Julia descended, and +having made up her mind to talk, she talked to some purpose. +When she finished, there was no confusion in either of the +young men’s minds as to her opinion of the Government, +the police, and the prison system of England. Her description +of the mob was so graphic that the American correspondent +nodded with approval.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Say!” he exclaimed. “You ought to have six months +of this experience, and then go over to the U. S. and lecture. +You’d make money for your cause all right, all right. +Better think it over.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That’s not a bad idea,” said Mrs. Lime, with enthusiasm. +“We will think it over.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>During the afternoon the girls once more started off on +the heels of the candidate. But their work was almost +done. The polling took place on the following Thursday. +Almost as much to their own amazement as to that of +every one else, the Liberal candidate was defeated by a +small majority. But if it was the first demonstration of +the power of the Militants in by-elections, it was by no +means the last.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>There was no question in the London press of ignoring +this issue and its cause. With one accord it expressed +astonishment, indignation, and righteous wrath, at the +unpatriotic selfishness of a set of women that were a disgrace +to their country and their sex.</p> + +<h2>VIII</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Mrs. Lime</span> was recalled to London, and Julia, being +now full fledged, was ordered to make a tour of certain +districts of the north and west, speak in all circumstances, +and make converts not only to the cause of Suffrage, but to +the Woman’s Social and Political Union.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia for the next four months spoke nearly every day, +sometimes twice a day. She had encounters with the police, +although she tactfully avoided street corners, and they +hardly could eject her from a hall she herself had hired. +There were towns, however, where the feeling among men +was so strong against the new manifestation of Suffrage, +that owners refused to rent her their halls, and then she +spoke either in a friendly drawing-room, at a working-girls’ +club, on the common, or, on Sunday, in an open +field. On the whole, however, she had far less trouble +with the authorities than she expected and fewer unfriendly +demonstrations. Occasionally, the rear benches were +occupied by hooligans employed to howl her down, and +to these infringements the police were deaf; but in the +audience there was usually a sprinkling of respectable men +who had come to hear what she had to say; and when they +were tired of the interruptions, they arose as one man and +disposed of the intruders.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She found herself addressing great and greater crowds, +for the north was awakening in earnest; the laboring +women had been ready for years, and now the middle class, +long torpid, was furnishing recruits every hour. Annie +Kenny’s second and long imprisonment caused wide-spread +interest as well as indignation, and her release was celebrated +by great meetings of welcome both in London and +the provinces. After addressing crowds in Lancashire, +and receiving an ovation, she went to Wales to speak, and +Mrs. Pethick Lawrence and Bridgit Herbert, once more +whole and belligerent, held a series of meetings in Yorkshire.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Like a heather fire the new gospel of Suffrage swept over +the north, and where a few months since the W. S. P. U. had +struggled along with a few hundred members, it now reckoned +its thousands.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, like many another aspirant for fame, found that +she must submit to have notoriety thrust upon her first. +She was regarded as “news” both by the British and the +American press. Reporters followed her about, she had +been ordered by headquarters to have her photograph taken, +and it frequently embellished the sumptuous weekly newspapers. +There was no question of her popularity as a +speaker, aside from the growing popularity of her subject. +She not only spoke with a full command of the principles and +intentions of the new movement, often brilliantly, and +always well, never with sentimentality, and often with +power, but she was a charming figure to look at. She +had sent for her trunks and her maid.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She rarely felt tired, for the artificial method of relaxation +which she had been taught, and practised daily, gave both +brain and body a more complete rest than sleep itself. +Therefore, was she always in form, and never looked worn. +As her fame grew, more and more of the county people +attended her meetings, and many distinguished names upon +which the Government relied for opposition were added +to the list of converts.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She was also complimented by covert offers from the +pillars of the anti-suffrage party, and one supporter of the +Government went so far as to make love to her; then, +finding himself inoculated with his own virus, retired in +discomfort after a dry reference by Julia to Parnell and +Mrs. O’Shea.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How do you like being famous?” asked Mrs. Herbert +one day. They had planned to meet for Sunday.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Famous? Is that what you call it?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Rather. We live in the twentieth century. The +advertising poster is the modern work of art. I’m told +your picture has appeared in every illustrated paper in the +United States. It’s not only your beauty and brains and +Kingsborough connection. Some people have a magnetism +for the public, and you are one of them. You strike the +spark.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“The oddest thing about it all is that there doesn’t seem +to be the least jealousy among the women in London. +They might easily resent that a newcomer with no more +ability than themselves should suddenly shoot up into +what you call fame. It’s almost uncanny.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Jealous? Not they. What they’re after is freedom +and power for women, and they don’t care tuppence whose +sun shines the brightest in the process. They’re depersonalized, +those women.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“All the same it’s uncanny. It makes them the more +formidable. As Nigel says, they’re a new race. I believe +I’m growing just like them. I’d go to the stake myself, or +blow up Westminster. The only thing that worries me is +the attitude of the duke. Of course he is furious, looks upon +me as a disgrace to the family, particularly since I can’t +keep out of the newspapers. I’ve had two letters from him, +threatening to withdraw my income if I don’t retire into +private life. He’s not the man to take back what he has +given, without qualms, but I fancy he will, and that will +leave me with exactly two hundred pounds a year,—all +that I am allowed from Harold’s estate. That would merely +keep me, and so far I’ve never called upon the Union’s +exchequer. I wish I might always be able not only to pay +my own expenses, but contribute largely to the fund.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“The duke running the W. S. P. U. is sufficiently humorous. +However, you’ve nothing to worry about. The +American public would pay much gold to hear you speak, +and you can always write.”</p> + +<h2>IX</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Early</span> in September Julia spoke in Bradford and Keighley, +and on the following Sunday she slipped away and went +to Haworth, not only to rest and read a number of letters +forwarded by her solicitors, but to worship at the shrine +of the Brontës.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She took a fly at the station in the valley, but halfway +up the steep road which leads to the village she descended +precipitately; the fly and the horse had executed a right +angle. She walked the rest of the distance, the rough +stones giving a foothold, and soon reached the long crooked +street which begins with the Black Bull Inn and finishes +at the moor. Short streets ending nowhere radiated from +this central thoroughfare at irregular intervals. There +was no business to speak of in Haworth. The men worked +in Keighley or Bradford, the young women in the worsted +mills of the valley. Julia, driving the day before, had +watched the long procession of girls, shawls pinned about +their heads, file out of the factories, and, two by two, +cross the valley either to the road that led up to Haworth, or +to another village higher above the moor. It was the +proud boast of Haworth that every inhabitant had a bank +book, and Julia felt it would be a relief to visit one village +where there was no poverty. It looked trim and prosperous, +picturesque though it was, and such men and women as were +to be seen had none of that pinched hopeless look which +had put fire into so many of her speeches.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>After she had duly admired Branwell Brontë’s chair, +which the landlady of the inn assumed she had come to see, +and had made it understood that she really intended to stay +overnight, she was shown to a large room upstairs, overlooking +the churchyard. The inn, in fact, formed one of its +walls, and there were flat stones directly beneath her +window. It was a gloomy crowded churchyard, with +toppling box-tombs and heavy dusty trees, its farther boundary +the low stone parsonage that had sheltered the Brontës. +They, too, could read the inscriptions on the stones from +their windows. Small wonder they died of consumption.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>From the street came the sound of children’s voices +and wooden clogs. Her room, with its old four-post bed, +was almost sumptuous. Julia would have liked to stay +a month. But time pressed. She established herself +comfortably and slit the large envelope containing her +letters.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>At sight of one she sat upright and changed color, but +put it aside to read last.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The first she opened was from the duke. He wrote +tersely and to the point. This was his final warning. The +next time she should receive his communication through his +solicitors. Another was from Hadji Sadrä containing much +advice and some approval. Her mother, to whom Mrs. +Winstone had sent numerous printed accounts of her +“performances,” wrote as briefly as the duke and even more +to the point. Julia was a public woman and a disgrace to +her blood. (It would never have occurred to Mrs. Edis +to add that she was a disgrace to her sex.) The request +for Fanny had some time since been curtly refused.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Then she looked at the envelope of Tay’s letter, and +finally opened it. To her surprise it was dated May second. +It began characteristically.</p> + +<div class='blockquote'> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do I remember you? Gee! Well! Rather, oh, +princess of the eyes and hair. Things have happened since +last we met, not forgetting April sixteenth of the current +year, but I can see you as plainly as I saw the chimney fall +on my bed on the date just mentioned. Yes, I’ve grown +some, and you may imagine me, at the present moment, if +you please, dressed in khaki and top-boots, with a beard of +three weeks’ growth (I’m as smooth as a play-actor generally) +and almost as much dirt; for water, like everything else in +this now historic town, is mighty scarce. At the present +moment I am stifling in the linen closet, that being the +only room in my wrecked home without a window; if +I lit a candle where it could be seen I’d be liable to a bullet +in my devoted head, such being the stern ardors of those +new to authority. I’ve not had a minute to answer your +letter in the daytime. What between standing in the bread-line +for hours on end (often with a Chinaman in front and a +nigger behind) that my poor old parents may not starve—every +servant deserted on the 16th—and cooking two meals +a day in the street (lucky I’ve always been a good camper), +and hustling round Oakland the rest of the time, trying to +patch up the house of Tay, besides inditing many pages of +foolscap to assure the eastern and Central American firms +we do business with that we are still at the same old stand +(so they won’t sell us out to somebody else),—well, my +golden princess of the tower, you can figure out that I’m +pretty busy.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I wish you could have seen the old town, for there’ll +never be a new one like it, conglomeration of weird and +separate eras as it was; but on the whole I’d rather you +saw it now. It makes the Roman Forum look like thirty +cents. Imagine miles of broken walls, columns, and arches, +of all shades of red and brown and smoky gray, yawning +cellars full of twisted débris, one heap of ruins with a dome +like an immense bird-cage, still supporting something they +called a statue, but never much to look at until its present +chance to appear suspended in air. If it wasn’t the wreck +of <span class='it'>my</span> town, I’d have some artistic spasms, but as it is, I’m +only thinking out ways and means to get rid of these artistic +ruins as quickly as possible.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It’s rather fine, do you know, the enthusiasm of these +homeless, meatless, pretty-well-cleaned-out inhabitants, for +the great new city that is to be. We all feel like pioneers—and +look like them!—but with this difference: we +<span class='it'>know</span> that we are in at the making of a great new city, and +the old boys never knew what was coming to them, or how +soon they’d move on. Here we stick, and sixty earthquakes +couldn’t shake us off, or take the courage out of us. It is +almost worth while.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And, oh, Lord, how we do love one another. (Or did.) +No ‘Society.’ All Socialists (accidental and temporary +but real). It’s a good object-lesson of what the world +would be if there was no money in it. But alas! over in +Oakland—where there is a little business doing—the +phrase ‘earthquake love’ is now heard, and carries its own +subtle meaning. I don’t fancy the original man in us has +altered much. He just got a jolt out of the saddle, but +the saddle is still there and so is the man.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It seemed odd to get your letter, fairly reeking with the +Old World, in the midst of all this chaos, and for at least half +an hour I was transported, hypnotized. You’re some +writer, dear lady, and in those all too brief paragraphs I +saw considerably more of England than I have recalled +during the past ten years—to say nothing of what you call +the East. What an experience of life you have had, you +dainty princess that should be kept in a glass case. But +thank God you’ve shut <span class='it'>him</span> up. By Jove, I believe if this +hadn’t happened I’d have taken the first train east (our +east), and the first boat over to renew my former distinguished +offer. I’ve never been hit so hard, and I’ve +known some corking girls, too. I don’t say I haven’t been +hit, but not all the way through; at all events you have +the honor of having received my one proposal. Perhaps I’ve +worked too hard to think seriously of getting married, and +I’ve gone little into society—sometimes one party a winter. +Yes, I was well on the road to making my everlasting pile +when the old city went to pot, but this fire (the earthquake +wouldn’t have stopped business twenty-four hours, +bad as it was) has set us all back ten years. But I’ll get +there all the same, and I rather like the prospect of the fight.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“So! You’re in sympathy with the suffragettes? I can’t +see you in any such rôle, and hope you’ll have a new fad +by the time you get this—heaven knows when that will +be, for our post-office is stuck in the mud, and those across +the bay are so congested with mail that it will take another +earthquake to turn them inside out. I got your letter by a +miracle.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“To go back to your suffragettes, I haven’t heard a word +about them since April 16th; or any other outside news, +for the matter of that. The newspapers set up at once in +Oakland, but nobody is interested in any news outside of +this afflicted district, and the newspapers don’t print any. +All Europe might be at war and we wouldn’t be any the +wiser. Nor would we care a five-cent piece if we were.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But I hope they’ve been suppressed, and that when I get +over—as I will the moment I dare leave—they will be as +dead as William Jennings Bryan. At all events I hope you +will be well out of it. I don’t like the idea one little bit. +Why don’t you come here? To a traveller like you that +would be but a nice little jaunt. The railroads are going +to advertise our poor old city as the greatest ruin in the +world, and we hope the tourist will swallow the bait +and drop a few thousands in our lonesome pockets. This +house will be patched up as soon as the great American +Working-man can be induced to work, but at present he is +camping on the hills and eating out of the hand of the +Government. Until that paternal hand is withdrawn not a +stroke will he do. But we could put you up somehow, and +maybe you’d enjoy it.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Poor Cherry lost her house on Nob Hill, and all that was in +it—except her jewels. She put those in a pillow-case and +hiked for the Presidio—her machines were commandeered +at once to carry hospital patients to safety, to say nothing +of dynamite. Now, she’s camping with us and does the +house work, and pares potatoes, while I fry them—on a +stove we’ve rigged up just off the sidewalk, and surrounded +with inside window-blinds. She’s game, like all the women, +doesn’t kick about anything, and only screams when we have +one of our numerous little imitations of the grand shake. +Emily, luckily for her, had married and gone to New York +to live, but her personal income will be nil for some time to +come. Her name is Morison, if you ever happen to run across +her.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, dear little princess, my candle is guttering, and I +can’t buy another to-night. No stores in S. F., and it’s a +toss-up if I remember to get another to-morrow in Oakland. +The moment two men are gathered together—well, you have +imagination—we talked nothing but earthquake and +fire for a week after April 16th, and now we talk nothing +but insurance. What’s more, I’ve had architects at work +for the last three weeks drawing plans for our new business +house, and when I can induce the great American Working-man +to clean out the débris, I’ll get to work and do something +besides talk. But what a letter from a pioneer and +busted capitalist! Yes, please write to me and tell me the +story of your life—perhaps I should explain that that is +slang. But you couldn’t write enough to satisfy me, and +the minute I’m free (as free as an American man ever is) +I’ll make tracks for little old London—unless you come +here. Why not? Do. You shall have your daily tub if +I have to haul water from the bay. And I <span class='it'>can</span> cook. If +I’ve got any imagination, you’ve a lien on it all right. Perhaps +you think this is what you call chaff. Just you wait. +I’m not what you call reckless, either, but—Oh, hang it! +I’m in no position to write a love letter.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, I’m twenty-six, but I can tell you there are times +I feel forty. I’ve worked like a dog these last five years, +and not only at business. We—a few of us have been +trying to clean up the politics of this abandoned town. +Well, it’s all to do.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Really, no more; I’m writing in the dark.</p> + +<p class='line' style='text-align:right;margin-right:4em;margin-top:0.5em;'>“But always your devoted</p> +<p class='line' style='text-align:right;margin-right:1em;'>“<span class='sc'>Daniel Tay</span>.”</p> + +</div> + +<h2>X</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Julia</span> smiled all through this letter, and wondered if +the original boy in some men ever grew up, and if even in +the United States there were another Daniel Tay. Then +she read it over again, and then she answered it. The +moment she took up her pen she came to herself with a +shock. She had been travelling between San Francisco +and Bosquith, and now she realized that she had nothing +to write him about but her work in the cause upon which +she was embarked. She had, these last months, bestowed +barely a thought on all that had gone before, and she did +not feel the least desire to write of anything else. Would +it bore as well as disillusionize him? Well, what if it did? +To write to him again was irresistible, but she must write +out her present self; if he didn’t answer—well—perhaps, +so much the better.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But, beyond the subject, she was at no pains to bore him. +She took pride in writing him a far better letter than her +first and gave the liveliest possible account of her numerous +adventures. She even told him all she had felt during +those twenty-four hours in prison, something she had never +intended to confide to any one; but although she would +not have admitted it, she had a secret hankering for his +complete sympathy and understanding.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And you’ve no idea,” she concluded, “what a wonderful +thing it is to have a vital interest in life, to live wholly +outside of yourself, to strive for a sort of perfection, while +at the same time your vanity is titillated with the thought +that you are helping to make history. I really do not know +whether I have any personal ambition left or not. When +I started out I was consumed with it. This great cause was +merely but a means to an end. But now—I don’t know +whether it is because I have never a moment to think of +myself, I am so busy, or whether the cause is so much +greater than any individual can be—I don’t know. I +don’t know. The balance may be struck later. The only +thing I strive to hold on to is my sense of humor.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>When this letter was sealed, she had a sudden access of +conscience and indited another to Nigel, whom she had +quite neglected since her departure from London. She +reminded him that he had published nothing for a year, and +asked him to consider her suggestion that he go to Acca +and write the Bahai-Socialism novel. “I shall worry +until you do,” she concluded this epistle, “for it would be a +thousand pities if the subject were cheapened by the horde of +third-raters, always nosing for new ‘copy.’ The Bahais +want a big man. And how you would enjoy writing on +Mount Carmel. Do write me that you will go at once.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The landlady knocked and announced that her dinner was +ready. She snatched up Tay’s letter and made an instinctive +movement to put it in her bosom, but was reminded +that her blouse buttoned in the back. Nor had she a +pocket. So she put the letter into her hand-bag, and wondered +if fashion would be the death of romance.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>After dinner, she started for the moor. She wanted a +spray of white heather, and to walk in the paths of the +Brontës. The long crooked street of the village was deserted, +the good people lingering over their Sunday meal. But +Julia felt little interest in them. As she reached the end +of the street and looked out over the great purple expanse +undulating away until it melted into the low pale sky +brushed with white, she was wondering which of these +narrow paths had been Charlotte’s and trying to conjure +up the tragic figure of Emily, one of her literary loves. +She walked for several miles and managed to find the nook +in the glen which she had been told by the landlady of +the Black Bull was the spot where Charlotte had sat so +often to dream the books that must have transformed her +bleak life into wonderland. No object she for all the +sympathy that had been wasted on her. Immortality! +Julia, whose ego was enjoying a brief recrudescence, felt +that it was a small thing to be half starved and lonely, +afflicted by a drunken brother, and sisters dying of consumption, +when consoled with an imagination that not +only swamped life for this poor sickly little mortal, but +must have whispered to her of undying fame. And she +had contributed her share to the cause of which this devotee +at her shrine was a symbol, vastly different from all that is +modern as she had been; for had she not been of the few +to make the world recognize the genius of woman? She +had, in truth, been one of the flaming torches.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia climbed out of the glen and started to return. +After she had traversed several of the knolls, she saw that the +moor down by the village was alive with people. The +landlady had told her that all Haworth took its Sunday +afternoon walk on the moor, but she still felt no interest +in them, and renewed her search for white heather.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She passed the first group and nodded, as she had a habit +of doing, for she had come to feel as if the toilers of England +were her especial charge. They smiled in return, and one +stared and whispered to the others. Julia guessed that +she had been at the meeting in Keighley the night before. +The crowd became thicker and she was soon in the midst +of it. She would have been stared at in any case, for +strangers were rare in Haworth. Tourists came for an +hour to visit the Brontë Museum, and hastened off to +catch their train. And Julia was fair to look upon and +exceeding well dressed. The girls turned to look after +her with approval, and when she made her way out of +what would seem to be a large family party gossiping +pleasantly, and, wandering off, stooped once more, a girl +followed and asked her shyly if she were looking for white +heather.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh,” said Julia, “would you help me? I should like +a spray for luck, and as a memento of your village.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It’s hard to find, miss, but we can look. I’ve found +many a bit.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>They strayed off together, Julia good-naturedly answering +the eager questions. Suddenly the girl turned.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Why!” she exclaimed. “They’re all coming this way, +and that excited!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia looked and saw that the whole company was streaming +toward her. They paused, held a hurried conference, +and then one of the younger women came directly up to +the stranger.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“We are thinking,” she said diffidently, “that you may +be Mrs. France, who spoke last night at Keighley, and has +been speaking all over the north.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, I am Mrs. France,” said Julia, wondering what +was coming.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And you really are a suffragette?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That is what they call us.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“We’ve never seen one, only one or two of us who were +at the meeting last night. The rest of us didn’t go, we was +that tired, and we’re wondering if you wouldn’t give us a +speech here.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh—really—I rarely speak on Sunday, and even +suffragettes must rest, you know.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The woman’s face fell, but she said politely, “Of course. +We know what work is. But we may never have another +chance—and we’re that curious. We’d like to know what +it’s all about.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia hesitated. What right had she to refuse this simple +request? It was her business to advance the cause of +Suffrage and make converts wherever she could. Nor was +she tired. She was merely in a dreaming mood, and wanted +to think of the Brontës; to anticipate, as she realized in a +flash of annoyance, the rereading of Tay’s letter. She had +deliberately been trying to forget it.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I will speak with pleasure,” she said. “Have you +something I could stand on? I’m not very tall, you know.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“One of the men went for a table. We made sure you +would be so kind.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The man was even now stalking up the moor with a +kitchen table balanced on his head. As Julia walked +toward the smiling company she felt once more the ardent +propagandist.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“If I may, ma’am,” said a tall young man. He lifted +her lightly and stood her on the table.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Now,” said Julia, smiling down into several hundred +faces, a few set in disdain, but for the most part friendly, +“what is it you wish me to tell you? How much do you +know of this great movement?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well,” said one of the older women, “we read a lot +about militants, and suffragettes, and fighting the police, +and going to prison, and big meetings all over England, and +we’d like to know what it’s all about. That’s all.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You might begin,” said one of the men, with a faint +accent of sarcasm, “by telling us what good the vote’ll do +you when you get it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia began by reminding them of the interest that so +many of the factory women of the north had taken in the +enfranchisement of their sex for several years before the +militant movement began, and of the many Annie Kennys +whose eyes were opened to the injustice of the absence of +a minimum wage for women. One of the men interrupted +her.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, ma’am, and if you raise women’s wages so that +they can no longer undercut men, the lot of ’em’ll be kicked +out.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not all. The best will be retained, for the best are as +efficient as the men. The inferior ones will find other employment, +or be taken care of by men, who will then be able +to support their families. They can return to their place +in the home, that woman’s sphere of which we hear so +much.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>This was received with cheers, but the man growled: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It’ll take time. It’ll take time. Better let well enough +alone.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“As it is the women that suffer, it is for them to say +whether it is well enough. Of course it will take time. We +do not promise Utopia in a day—nor ever, for that matter. +But, if you will take the trouble to observe, it is the +women of this country that are waging war on poverty, not +the men. Without the ballot they are forced to advance +at a snail’s pace. On all the boards to which they are admitted +they do the work, and the men, who outnumber +them, defeat every project for the betterment of the poor +that would force the ratepayers to disgorge a few more +shillings. Doctors, and all thinking and humane men, for +that matter, would be thankful if these boards were composed +entirely of women, for they alone understand the +needs of other women and of children. Man lacks the instinct, +to begin with, and has long since grown callous to +the sources of his income. Higher wages mean smaller +dividends, and he chooses to close his eyes to the fact that +his dividends are largely due to the toil of wornout women +and stunted children; of women that have all the duties +of their households to discharge after they come home from +the mills, children whose minds must remain as undeveloped +as their ill-nourished bodies.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You want to go to Parliament, and right all that, I +suppose?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“We have not even thought of it. What we want is the +power to send men to Parliament, who will be forced to +keep their election promises if they would be returned a +second time. Doubtless an ultimate result of the ballot +would be a Woman’s Parliament which would deal exclusively +with the Poor Laws. Then the men who oppose us +now will be profoundly relieved that they no longer are +obliged to waste valuable hours solemnly sitting upon such +questions as the proper sort of nursing bottles to be adopted +for pauper children, what shall be done with milk, or whether +cabbage is a normal breakfast for school children. Do +you know that if the House sat day and night for 365 days +of the year, they could not begin to dispose of all the bills +brought before it, and that many of these bills are of a +pressing domestic nature? However well disposed, they +cannot deal adequately with the Poor Laws, and that they +do not welcome the assistance of women is but one more +evidence of that conservatism in men’s minds which is a +logical result of having had their own way, uncriticised, too +long. Their fear of us is childish. They would not be +thrown out of business. Every day they are confronted +by questions of the gravest nature—questions of national +and international policy which require their best faculties +and all of their time. Women have more time than man +ever thinks he has, in any case; and we have the maternal +instincts and the nagging conscience which would force +us to discharge our duties to the poor.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Let me add that the women of this new militant movement +have eliminated from their compositions all the old +sentimentality and bathos which weakened the Suffrage +cause for so many years. Sentimentality is sympathy run +amôk. It roused that distrust of men we are fighting to-day, +and made many of their public utterances asinine. +You will hear no frantic protests to-day that women want +the vote because they have as much right to it as men. That +is a good argument in itself, but the women of to-day have +progressed far beyond that or even of the old war cry, +‘Taxation without representation.’ They are animated, +in their greater experience, by one purpose only, the desire +to eliminate poverty and all the evils, moral and physical, +that are always its partners; to reduce the hours of work +and increase wages, to give every child good food, a decent +education, and a comfortable home. The millions must +work, but we are determined that they shall work for their +own comfort as well as for that of their employers, that +they shall have a reasonable amount of leisure and of the +pleasures of life, cease to be machines whose only object +in living is to contribute to the comfort and idleness of the +thousands above them. We appreciate the wastage among +the poor of England. Given strong bodies and a fair education, +many would rise in the world and have respectable +if not distinguished careers. What we further desire is to +give these exceptional boys and girls a chance, the same +chance they would have if born in the middle class. Beyond +that we promise nothing. The point now is, not only that +the misery in this country is appalling, but that these boys +and girls have no chance of rising out of the rut unless possessed +of positive genius. Hundreds have latent talent, +thousands a certain amount of ability which would raise +them above the station in which they were born —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Are you a Socialist?” demanded an abrupt voice.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, and England is already half socialistic in her institutions, +only the pill has been gilded with less offensive +names, so that she need not recognize it. But that old-time +Socialism, which was only a weak step-sister of anarchy, +no longer exists save in the minds of the old and tired theorists. +The younger men and women who are giving their +brains and time to the question would do nothing so futile +as to divide the wealth of the world into small and equal +shares. The modern Socialists would have as little mercy +on the idle and vicious and lazy as Society has. All must +work, and if the confiscation of much land forces the aristocrat +to work, so much the better for him. All will be +given the chance to work, to rise. More than that no mortal +laws can accomplish, or should attempt, in justice to +the human race. Socialism perfected is neither more nor +less than the primal law of Nature reëstablished, rescued +from the vagaries of a blundering civilization and crystallized +into brain. Man will work, do his share, or go out +into the by-ways, lie down and die.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“A word as to our much-abused Militant Tactics. Although +we are women we are by no means too proud to +learn from men. If you will glance back to that time when +the laboring men of England were demanding the franchise,—in +the ’30’s,—you may recall that they did not +confine themselves to heckling, holding indignation meetings, +forcing their way into halls where great men were +speaking, and demanding their rights. They arose and +smashed things. They burned the Mansion House in Bristol, +the Custom House, the Bishop’s Palace, the Excise Office, +three prisons, four toll houses, and forty-two private dwellings, +and they set several towns on fire. So far we have +borrowed only the mildest of their tactics. We have hurt +no one physically, and we have been moderate in all our +demonstrations; but because we are women we are as +severely criticised as if we had blown up the entire Cabinet +and set fire to London. Such is the hopeless conservatism +of the human mind. But because we <span class='it'>are</span> women and enlightened, +we hope we never shall have to resort to measures +so extreme. We hope to educate the average mind out of +its conservatism. If we fail, then of course we shall have +to forget that we are women and emulate the great sex +which now thinks it despises us, but is proving every day +how much it fears us. As yet, it does not fear us enough. +That is the whole trouble at present.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Although she had too much tact and experience to talk +down to any audience, however humble, she knew when to +drop the abstract and divert with anecdote and illustration. +Her address had been listened to respectfully, and interrupted +with many a “Hear! Hear!” and when she paused, +flung out her hands, smiled, and said, “Now let me tell +you the true story of several of our adventures with the +police,” they clapped and cheered. She talked for ten minutes +longer, and her anecdotes, while making them laugh +delightedly, inspired as much indignation as if they had +been delivered with solemn passion; no doubt more so. +When she finally leaped down, they escorted her in a body +to the inn, where those that were not too bashful shook +hands with her heartily; and many vowed they would +“turn it over” and “pass the word on” to those that had +not had the good fortune to hear her.</p> + +<h2>XI</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Julia</span>, excited, and well content, ran up to her room. +As she opened the door she was astonished to see Bridgit +Herbert standing at the window, scowling at the tombstones.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You! How jolly!” she cried, as Mrs. Herbert turned. +“How did you trace me? I purposely left no word —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You forget your maid—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What is the matter? You look— Sit down.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ve come north to see you. The devil is to pay.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“The Militants haven’t disbanded—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good lord, no. They’re all right. It’s I that have +gone clean to the devil.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You?” Julia stared at her. Mrs. Herbert certainly +looked worn, even haggard. The fresh color was no longer +in her dark face, her black eyes were heavy as if with much +wakefulness. Even her spirited nostrils hung limp.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do come out with it!” gasped Julia.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’m in love,” said Mrs. Herbert. And she sat down.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh!” exclaimed Julia. And then she added thoughtfully, +“What a bore.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Isn’t it? And I thought I was immune, having had +the disease so hard the first time. But the young thirties! +Oh, lord!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Can’t you get over it?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Can’t you imagine how I’ve tried? That’s the reason +I look like this. It’s a wonder he doesn’t run when he sees +me. But it’s no use. I’m done for.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What sort of a man can he be to bowl you over? Do +I know him?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Possibly. He’s a cousin of Geoff’s, although I never +met him till lately, as it happened. They weren’t friends, +and he was away nearly all the time I was coruscating in +society. His name’s Robert Maundrell; he’s also a cousin +of Lord Barnstaple, who married that beautiful Californian. +It was at their place, Maundrell Abbey, where I went for the +Twelfth, that the mischief was done. I met him at Cannes, +but he was clever enough to amuse me without rousing +my suspicions; to interest me, and then make me miss him +a bit. At just the right moment he reappeared—at Maundrell +Abbey! Heaven! but it’s bad. After all I’ve gone +through for the cause, after standing on my own two feet for +years, not giving a hang if all the men on earth were exterminated—rather +wishing they were! I feel like a slave. It’s +hideous to feel that you no longer belong to yourself.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But you won’t chuck the cause?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Rather not. But the trouble is that I thought I was +made on the same pattern as those women up in London, +desexed, all brain and nerve and religious devotion to an +ideal. And now I’m—Oh, lord! And to make matters +worse I’m marrying a man who cares about as much for the +cause as he does for Mohammedanism. Oh, damn! And +I thought myself possessed of the true martyr’s fire. I wonder +if you are?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Bridgit!” said Julia, with equal abruptness. “Be +quite honest. Did you never think of this, never dream +of falling in love once more—of the real thing?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Herbert stood up and thrust her hands into the +pockets of her covert coat. For a moment she glared at +Julia, then shrugged her shoulders. “Well—I don’t +fancy I admitted it at the time—but I also fancy it was +in the back of my head more or less. Oh—here goes—I +used to wake up in the night and wonder in a sort of fury +where <span class='it'>he</span> was—what are you laughing at?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I fancy we idiots are all alike.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“So you’ve been through it, too? Good. But you’ll +probably win out. You’ve got the ruthless will, like those +others. Oh! I worship the very air they breathe. They +are the true women of destiny, equipped at every point, a +new sex. And I—the worst of it is, when I did give my +fancy rein it was to imagine a man who would be a great +intellectual force in the world, a great editor or statesman to +whom men deferred, who would fight single-handed, if +necessary, to give the vote to women. I shouldn’t have +cared a bit if he had sprung from the people. Should have +rather liked it, as I’d have felt the more consistent. But—well, +we make ideals out of imported cloth, and then we marry +our own sort. I fancy Nature takes a hand in manipulating +our instincts. Oh, lord!” And she began pacing up and +down the room.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You haven’t told me anything about Mr. Maundrell. +He can’t be a fool —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Rather not!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What attracted you to him? I don’t fancy I ever met +him —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You’d remember him if you had. He’s beastly good-looking, +and he’s travelled and explored, and is as well-read +as any man I ever met. He went out as a volunteer +in the South African war and got three medals, one with +clasps. Now he’s standing for Parliament—at a by-election +next week. Oh, he’s all right, as the Americans say, +only he doesn’t care a hang for Suffrage —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“He’ll make you desert us—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No, he won’t. I may be an ass, as the man said in +‘The Liars,’ but I’m not a silly ass. If he were as bad as +that, I’d have been strong enough to resist him. No, he’s +big in all his ideas. He only exacts the promise that I shall +take part in no more raids, run no further risk of gaol, and +not make engagements that would separate us. Otherwise, +I can speak in public, and give up every moment of +my time to Suffrage when he is not at home. He will also +vote for our bill when it comes up.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It’s not so bad.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, it could be worse. But I wish I’d met him when +I was eighteen, or had proved my strength by rooting +this out, or had never met him at all. I’d have preferred +the second, for I gloried in my strength. I’m not one of +the chosen, like those women up there. That’s what +rankles. I wonder if you are!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She sat down abruptly and leaned forward. “I wonder? +You’ve beauty. There’s the rub. They won’t let us alone. +They give us the chance.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Tell me,” said Julia, hastily, “how did he ever make +you consent? He must have had a difficult wooing.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“He almost shook his fist in my face, if you will know; +swore he’d have me if he had to beat me into submission—oh, +worse! He didn’t frighten me, but he fascinated me. +If the primal woman is born in you, there she is for good +and all. I had the haunting sense that this man was my +mate, the other half of me, and when a woman gets that +idea into her head she’s done for. It’s more than passion, +more than any longing for companionship. All sorts of +subtle chords vibrate, inheritances from all the women, +complex and simple, that have contributed to her brain cells. +When those chords begin to hum you’re done for. I’m +not one of the chosen, that’s all there is to it. I’ve got to +marry and be happy.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>And then they both laughed.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>In a moment Julia said grimly, “The only thing to do is +to set your ideal of man so high that no mortal can fill it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Rot. When the man comes along that can set those +chords humming, ideals fly off in company with good resolutions. +Now tell me your experience. You’ve had one +of some sort. It’s only fair you should tell me. I’ve admired +you more than any living woman, and I’d feel better +if I could admire you less. You look ruthless, and +you’ve had a good training to make you so—I used to rejoice +at it—but, well, you are young and beautiful and +you’ve red hair. Out with it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, who under all her careless frankness, was intensely +reserved, colored and hesitated; but this exasperated baring +of her haughty friend’s inner self merited response, and +she told the tale of her sudden awakening in India, of +her deliberate search for a lover. Mrs. Herbert nodded +triumphantly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But you see,” added Julia, “I couldn’t find him, because +I wanted too much. They all made me laugh sooner +or later, and a finer set of men I never met. They are all +picked men out there, so to speak. They must be almost +perfect physically, or they couldn’t stand the climate; they +are absolutely without fear; they have every manly qualification, +in fact, and quite enough brains. Many were +charming. But they all seemed to melt into one composite +man and made no deeper impression on me than if they +were a statue erected to the glorification of British manhood. +One can’t marry that.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“All the men in the world are not in India. How about +Nigel?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I like him better than anyone, but I can’t fall in love +with him. I don’t fancy I’d have the chance again even +if I wanted it. He’s now the head of his house and the +last of it, and he takes his duties as a Whig peer with Socialist +tendencies very seriously. To marry me would put +an end to his public usefulness, for he would have to live +out of England. When a man of Nigel’s sort reaches his +age he faces his responsibilities, and when he balances them +against a love-marriage that would cut him off from a good +half of them he keeps out of temptation. I like him all the +better for it, and if I had not become almost depersonalized +in this cause, the woman in me might —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I don’t think it’s Nigel, but I do believe that one day +you’ll have a battle to fight —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not now. For a few days after I came back from India, +perhaps. But I doubt if I ever have time again even to +think of it. When I’m not talking, or speaking, or writing, +I deliberately relax, as my master taught me, and that +banishes thought. Every morning—during my walk—I +recall some bit of the knowledge I was taught by Hadji +Sadrä, and I could do this if my mind were excited, threatened +with a deluge. Oh, I have had discipline of all sorts!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It sounds formidable enough. Perhaps you are one of +the chosen. But —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I even wrote a long letter this morning to a man I might +say I don’t know,” continued Julia, now in the full tide of +self-revelation. “And it interested me mightily for the +moment —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ha!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not at all. He was a boy of fifteen when I met him at +Bosquith. I had forgotten his existence, but when I heard +of the frightful disaster in San Francisco, his home, I thought +it only decent to write to him. Of course he answered, and +as his letter was lost for months—I only got it yesterday—and +as he really has been through a tragic experience—he +lost his fortune, and just missed losing his life—it was +the least I could do to write again.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“H’m. There’s nothing more fascinating than a correspondence +with a man you don’t know. I’ve had one or +two. The saving grace is, that you are always disappointed +when you meet them. They are commonplace, if only by +contrast with the arbitrary figure in your imagination. +But it’s a bad sign—or a healthy one—that you can be +interested even to that extent while conducting a Suffrage +campaign with the fury of the martyr in your soul—I +can’t imagine any of those women up there —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It means nothing to me!” said Julia, angrily. “And +if I hadn’t posted my letter, I’d tear it up. I don’t care in +the least whether I ever see him again or not. And I +probably won’t, for I wrote of nothing but the cause. I +couldn’t think of anything else. He’ll hate that. Besides, +he can’t leave California for years yet. You know +what those American business men are. He’s keen on +making his millions. That’s all he thinks of.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good. See that you don’t go to California when they +send you over to lecture. Let me see his letter?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia made an instinctive, almost tigerish, and wholly +traditional movement toward her bosom. Then she remembered +that the letter was in the hand-bag, laughed, +and produced it.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Why not?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Herbert’s black eyes flashed through it.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“H’m!” she commented. “He seems to be a jolly sort. +He’s a man. And there’s a sort of fresh Western breeze +in his letter. I can smell and hear the Pacific—and see +those wonderful ruins. I love that expression—‘makes +the Roman Forum look like thirty cents.’ That’s fifteen +pence—one and three. It’s not effective at all translated. +But I’ve always liked American slang. There’s something +big and free and young about it. And so is this man, I +should say —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, nonsense! Don’t romance about him, please. He’s +the antithesis of the man I’d made up in my imagination +when I bolted from Calcutta —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That makes just about as much difference as if I had +made up my mind that Robert Maundrell should fall in +love with somebody else. Mr. Tay may give your ideal +one in the eye that will make it look like—thirty cents. +Describe him to me. Is he good-looking?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I don’t know,” said Julia, crossly. “I’ve forgotten. +He was a dark wiry boy with a lean face and a square +jaw. He suggests the North American Indian, but is +a new type altogether—Western American, no doubt. +But I’d rather talk about you. You’ve disappointed me, +but I don’t see why you should be quite so cut up about it. +Ishbel is married and in love and has two babies, but she +has come out as an ardent suffragette; so much so that her +business has suffered —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, but she marches in no parades, and takes part in +no raids. Dark will stand for a good deal, but he’s threatened +to go to India if she goes too far; and she won’t. +Trust her. She’s just like any other woman in love. And +Dark’s a good fellow, not the sort a woman would care to +sacrifice. So is Robert. There you are.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I love Ishbel as much as ever,” said Julia, thoughtfully. +“But somehow I don’t find her as interesting —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“A happy woman has no psychology in her. Her mind +may go on developing, but her ego is at a standstill. That’s +where I’m aiming! And I wanted to stand alone! I’m +not the myself I thought. That’s what cuts. After those +six men mauled me and broke my rib, and I lay in that +wretched prison all night, I thought I was seasoned for life. +And I wasn’t!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia sprang to her feet. “What’s the use of worrying +about what can’t be helped?” she cried angrily. “Let’s +go down to supper.”</p> + +<h2>XII</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>A fortnight</span> later Julia was recalled to London. She +took a small flat in Clement’s Inn, Strand, where the +W. S. P. U. was about to establish itself. She learned immediately +that on the first day of the autumn session of Parliament +a deputation of women intended to go to the Lobby +of the House and send word to the Prime Minister that they +expected some assurance from him regarding the prospects +of franchise for their sex. Hundreds would await the news +without.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>By this time there was no danger of any definite move +by the women being overlooked by the press, and they were +treated as news no matter with what lack of sympathy. As +to be spectacular whenever the opportunity offered was a +part of their policy, they overlooked no means to that end; +quite aware that Julia was as valuable an asset as they were +likely to have, she was drafted to make one of the deputation +to the House of Commons on October third. By this time +other women of the aristocracy had flocked to their standard, +and several prominent in the arts, but Julia had a very +special personality, and a value for the press which insured +her a separate “story” whether or not she were the chief +figure in any of the carefully rehearsed scenes executed by +the Militants. Therefore, having received her instructions +for the third, she called on the duke the night of the second. +She had not heard from him since the letter received at +Keighley, nor had she heard from his solicitors.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The duke was in the library and rose ceremoniously as +she was shown in, but did not offer his hand. Julia took +the same chair from which she had defied him in a period +of her life that now seemed identical with a lost personality.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I should have called long ago,” she said, “but you +were at Bosquith when I returned from Syria, and I have +been out of London ever since.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I am quite aware of your movements during the past +five months.” The duke spoke with all his innate formality, +and infused his tone with icy sarcasm, but Julia had +detected in a glance that he looked far more of a human +being than of old. Bridgit had told her a strange tale of +riding over to see her “Aunt Peg” when that dame was +suffering from a broken leg, and catching a glimpse of the +duke in an adjoining room, flat on the floor, with his boy +and two little girls racing up and down his small but sacred +person. Julia had accused Mrs. Herbert of trying to impose +on her credulity, but as she inspected that meagre +countenance she found it decidedly less gray and tight than +formerly, the eyes brighter, the prim lines of the mouth +relaxed. Yes; he was, conceivably, the uxorious parent.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course I know you must hate what I am doing. If +you and thousands like you didn’t hate it, we shouldn’t be +doing it, if you don’t mind a bull. But that is the point, +you see. We intend to fight to the last ditch, and then +win. You don’t guess this and so you prolong the fight. +I haven’t come to convert you, but because I know exactly +how you feel. You have behaved splendidly toward me, +for I know you have longed, for months, to recall your generous +allowance. You can’t make up your mind to +violate your word, so I have come to renounce it myself.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah!” The duke rose and began pacing up and down +the room. “Yes—you would suspect—you are clever +enough. Ah! If you would only divert your cleverness +into a respectable channel. How could you go off your +head about this atrocious nonsense?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Nonsense? Come down to Clement’s Inn and talk +to the women for a few minutes. You might not approve +of us any more than you do now, but you would no longer +use the word nonsense. You might hate, but you would +be forced to respect —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Respect? Respect women that have parted with the +last shred of female decency, that are distracting this poor +country with their puerile demands, when she is faced by +such grave problems within and without that we need every +ounce of our energy, every moment of our time —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Quite so. That is one of our staple arguments. We are +only asking to help you. Turn the Poor Laws over to us, +with the ballot, and you will have that much more time and +energy to devote to the survival of the House of Lords, +and to the survival of Great Britain among nations.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And have a new and worse problem on our hands to +distract us! It is bad enough now with half female England +gone mad and making this great Empire ridiculous +in the eyes of the world—do you fancy <span class='it'>we</span> are mad enough +even to argue the question of giving you <span class='it'>power</span>? Never. +You can raid the House of Commons and force your way +into the house of the Prime Minister, and fight with the +police and go to gaol, and shriek and parade, until the day +of doom, and you’ll be no nearer your object than you are +to-day. That is what has made me lose all patience with +<span class='it'>you</span>. I trained your mind, I watched you grow under my +roof into as intellectual a woman as is possible with the +limitations of the female brain; I guided you in your study +of politics, and, save when you took the wrong side out of +sheer perversity, I was quite satisfied with you. And now! +It has saddened and angered me beyond description to see +you making a public spectacle of yourself, suffering bodily +injury, disgracing yourself, your sex, and your country, in +a ridiculous and hopeless cause.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, you see, we don’t believe it to be hopeless, and +that sustains us.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What difference does it make what you believe?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not so much now, except as a means to an end. You +said a moment ago that we had lost every shred of female +decency, in other words, forgotten that we were mere +women. Does not that strike you as portentous?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It strikes me as hideous.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I mean that when women have been battered and +mauled and hurt, as we have been, without a second’s loss +of courage or resource; when we have not once failed to +score every point we have preconceived, from the heckling +of candidates half out of their senses, to arresting the gaze +of the civilized world,—doesn’t it strike you that we may +be something more than mere women?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, fools, and shameless ones.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, I share Nigel Herbert’s theory, that we are a new +sex and a new race. A new force let loose into the world, +is how he expressed it. When I went north five months +ago the Union in London numbered only a few hundreds. +Now it’s as well known as the Liberal party. And all of the +new active members have the same set grim intent look, +although many are still in their teens. I believe they were +born that way and only waited for the call. Not one of +them looks as if she had ever given a thought to a lover —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And you extol them for that?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No, I merely mention it. You see, all revolutions demand +and breed their martyrs; people who were born, so +to speak, to fight and die in that cause and for no other +purpose whatever. Hundreds of thousands will join us as +converts, but only a limited number will join the fighting +army. That sort of thing is in a woman or it isn’t. Many +will help us with money and name and sympathy, vote when +their time comes, and cheerfully accept such political duties +as may be thrust upon them, but they are too soft, what you +call too womanly, to fight. We make no complaint. The +race must go on and these women may be depended upon to +take care of it. But all these girls that are flocking to our +standard, that speak to jeering crowds on street corners, +that are hustled and twisted and pinched by policemen—when +they interrupt meetings, or sell literature on the street—they +are made of different elements, they are the ones +chosen to win a cause, not to enjoy its victory. What +matters it to them whether they are maimed for life, +whether their youth goes before they have known any of its +rights? Nothing. It is not of the least consequence. We +sacrifice them as ruthlessly as they sacrifice themselves, +as we would sacrifice ourselves. It is only the principle +that matters. Let them die in a good cause, and be grateful +for the opportunity. So they would, if they gave even +that much thought to self. That is what you cannot understand. +If you did, you would know what I mean by the +word portentous —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How do you like the prospect of looking like those +women—gray and dingy as the bark of an old tree?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, they don’t all look gray and dingy. We have handsome +women in the W. S. P. U.—several that are older than +I. Many women are born dingy. Others have merely that +freshness of youth which is as likely to vanish after one +year of domestic life, as after the same time spent in fighting +for a cause that will improve the lot of women in general. +Don’t worry about me. What looks I have are indestructible. +I learned secrets in the East. I know how to rest—a +lesson many of these young enthusiasts wouldn’t learn if +I could teach them. They are screwed up to be martyrs +and won’t have anything else. But the heads of any movement +must be all that and more, so I have no intention of +going to pieces.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I am told that if—I—a—withdraw the seven hundred +and fifty I have allowed you, you may be persuaded to +go to work on a newspaper or make money in some other +way—I understand you give the greater part of your +income to this abominable cause —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes. I know how you must feel about that. I made +sure you would withdraw it before this —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I have tried to! I have been on the point of writing +to my solicitors twenty times. But it would be the first +time in my life that I had ever broken my word, taken back +what I had given, and I have not been able to make up +my mind to do it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I know, so I shall do it for you. I’ll write to your solicitors +to-morrow. I shall still have two hundred a year, and +I am sure now that I can make money —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Make money! It is sickening. Women of our class +don’t talk about making money.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No, but a good many of them would make it if they +could, and more than you know turn an honest penny —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, let me keep my illusions!” The duke flung himself +into a chair and grasped the arms. “Can you imagine +what it is to me to see my great country going to the dogs? +Socialism, democracy, the daily increasing power of a class +that in my youth knew its place and kept it? And now +women degrading their sex and proselytizing thousands +that would have remained content with their duties to +home and society if let alone! Why, you hear nothing but +this infernal Suffrage—” The duke was never so impressive +as when mildly profane. “Margaret, of course, is +unaffected, but the women that gather at my board! +They babble about nothing else, whether for or against. To +my mind the very subject among all decent people should +be tabû. I sometimes feel as if I could hear the greatest +nation the world has ever seen rattling about my ears. My +poor country! And I would have her impeccable always +in the eyes of Europe—” (It was characteristic that he +omitted the rest of the world.) “I would have her lower +and middle classes respect her unquestioningly, without +presuming to rule. The present Government is an abomination, +and the number of labor representatives in Parliament +is a disgrace in the history of England. And now the +women! They should have pity on our troubles and give +us their assistance, instead of adding to our problems and +making us ridiculous. A fine reputation we are getting +abroad—that we can no longer manage our women, that +we are obliged to resort to physical violence, as if we were +returned to the dark ages! Oh, that we could shut them +up in harems! Let the Turks take warning.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, you can’t shut us up, and you can’t manage us, and +that is the whole point. English women have grown up +on politics; they have learned as much at the table as in +the schoolroom; the bright ones have grown more and +more like their fathers, and now you behold the result. +As for the Mohammedan women—Ferrero calls attention +to the fact that the British in India have noted that in public +administration certain women keep the spirit of economy +with which they manage a home; and that is why, especially +in despotic states, they rule better than men. So, +give us, who have had a vastly wider experience, the vote, +and be grateful that we are willing to help you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Never. You will never obtain the franchise. Put that +idea out of your head. Why not go and live on the continent +for a while? The society in Vienna is delightful —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia rose. “I’ve said all I came to say, and more. I am +very grateful for your generosity in the past, and I only +wished to disabuse your mind of any fear you might have +of subjecting me to privations. I shall manage splendidly. +I pay very little for my flat in Clement’s Inn —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The duke writhed. “I can’t do it!” he cried. “I can’t! +I gave you my word, and that is the end of it. Besides, +you lived with me so long that you are, in a sense, of my +house. Keep the money, but for heaven’s sake, come to +your senses. I only ask one favor now. Take no part in +these disgraceful raids and street scenes.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia hesitated, but she was betraying no secret, for the +women never struck without warning. “I’d like to thank +you, go, and say no more, but I think I should tell you that +a number of us are going to attend the opening of Parliament +to-morrow and demand a hearing. Of course, there +may be trouble with the police —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do you mean that those termagants will begin to worry +us on the very first day of Parliament?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“We lose no time. We’ll get in if we can, and if we can’t—well, +we’ll make ourselves felt, one way or another.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I—I’d be grateful if you would give me your promise +to stay at home.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You see I have given my promise to go to the House.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“The police will certainly interfere. I fancy they will +take the first opportunity— That is only a hint.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, we are quite convinced that the police have their +orders from the Government. But we mind nothing. +Nothing! At the same time let me tell you that we are not +going to-morrow with the intention of creating a disturbance. +We are not in love with rows, and although we are +willing to be hurt, we are not in love with that, either. How +we behave depends entirely upon how they behave.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The duke regarded her for a minute. Then he looked +down and tapped a penholder on the table. “Very well,” +he said. “Go with the others, I only trust and pray—I +intercede for you every morning at prayers—that you +won’t be accidentally hurt in these forays, and that you +will come to your senses before long. As soon as you do +we should be happy to have you come and live with us. +I—I have always missed you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He rose. Julia ran over and threw her arms about his +neck. “You are a dear!” she cried. “And you always +were nice to me in your funny way.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The duke laughed, and disentangled himself.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“There, there!” he said. “You look now about as old +as you did when you came to us. You are not quite remade. +I shall hope.”</p> + +<h2>XIII</h2> + +<div class='blockquote'> + +<p class='pindent'>“Corker. Please write often. Hearing from you too +good to be true. Letters like what rain would have been +on April 16. Suffrage and get over it. No game for you. +Don’t get hurt again. Writing.</p> + +<p class='line' style='text-align:right;margin-right:2em;margin-top:0.5em;'>“<span class='sc'>Tay.</span>”</p> + +</div> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia found this cablegram on her table when she returned +on the following evening from the House of Commons. +Its extravagance relaxed the angry tension of her mind, and +she could imagine no future moment in which she would +be in a more fitting mood to answer it. She removed her +battered hat, washed the dirt and blood from her hands +and face, and her pen was soon flying over large sheets of +the W. S. P. U.</p> + +<div class='blockquote'> + +<p class='pindent'>“Long before you get this you will have read in the newspapers +the more sensational details of to-day’s encounter +between the Militants and the police, and of its abominable +sequel; but there are details the newspapers never +print, and when I relate a few of them perhaps you will +understand why I am not likely to lose sympathy with this +cause. Besides, to-day, I have a grievance of my own +which has put me in such a state of fury that if I couldn’t +relieve my mind in a letter to you, I should probably go out +and get into more trouble.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You will have read that twenty of our number, including +Mrs. Pankhurst, Mrs. Pethick Lawrence, and Mrs. Cobden +Sanderson, succeeded in obtaining entrance to the Lobby +of the House of Commons, sent for the Chief Liberal Whip, +and persuaded him to go to the Prime Minister and ask +if he intended to do anything during this session toward +the enfranchisement of women. The Prime Minister sent +word back that the Government had no intention of giving +the vote to women during their term of office.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How many times have they gone to that Lobby full of +hope, inspired by the justice of their cause—however, +sentimentalizing is not in our line. This was the most +direct rebuff they had received, and they made up their +minds to hold a meeting of protest then and there. One +of the women sprang upon a settee and began to address the +others. The police had been watching for a signal. In +five minutes they had dragged and driven the women out +of the Lobby, knocking Mrs. Pankhurst down, and mauling +Mrs. Lawrence and the rest in their usual fashion. When +the women waiting outside saw how their comrades were +being handled, they rushed forward, and soon were engaged +in a hand-to-hand encounter with the police. Even those +that merely spoke to the women of the deputation were +struck or arrested. Seven were dragged off to the police +station, and a few moments later, Mrs. Cobden Sanderson, +knowing that Mrs. Lawrence was ill, and not willing that +the girls should go to gaol without an older woman, managed +to get herself arrested.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course, you want to know what I was doing all this +time. That is what I am writing to tell you, for therein +lies my grievance. And let me tell you that I have a red-haired +temper, quite out of tune with princesses on towers. +You might as well know me as I am and not romance about +me any more.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I went with the deputation to the House, being one of +those drafted, and marching at the head of a large body of +members of the Union that accompanied us, but had no +hope of gaining admittance. At the Strangers’ Entrance +we were met by the usual number of watchful police, and +the Inspector asked at once which was Mrs. France; the +others craned their necks and took in all my points when I +was indicated. I was then informed that I could not enter, +that the orders were positive. There was no time to waste +in protest over minor matters, another was chosen in my +place, and I was left outside with the rank and file. I was +annoyed, and had no difficulty in guessing the cause of my +exclusion. The duke may despise the present Government, +but he had not scrupled to bring his personal influence to +bear on it in order to save me from possible hurt—or +notoriety.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“However, it is one of our principles to waste no time +over spilt milk, but immediately to place ourselves in readiness +for the next opportunity. I stood quietly with the +others as close to the entrance as the police outside would +permit, and waited. At the end of what seemed interminable +hours, during which a large crowd gathered, many +friendly, for the public is beginning to respect our pluck and +persistence, some jeering and making abominable jokes, +our women standing as erect and patient as soldiers, with +eager set faces, ready to fight if need be, but quite as ready +to disperse peaceably if their deputation were treated with +respect—well, suddenly the doors were flung open and out +tumbled a medley of women and police. Mrs. Pankhurst, +with closed eyes and rigid limbs, as if defying the worst, +pushed along on her heels, and finally flung to the ground; +Mrs. Pethick Lawrence, struggling indignantly, torn and +mauled; the rest treated as if they were circus beasts of the +forest that had got loose in the arena,—out they came in a +wild disgraceful scrimmage. What a cartoon for posterity +to gape at!</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course we made a rush for our friends and leaders, +inspired with precisely the same instinct to go to their assistance +as if they and we had been Men. One of our rigid +principles is never to attack the police, to assume that they +are merely obeying orders; and even when they treat us +with their customary brutality, to struggle, but not to +strike; it being our desire to show, if possible, that a great +battle can be won in these days by brains instead of force.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Therefore, although we attempted to reach our leaders, +it was merely to rescue them if we could; at all events to +show our sympathy and indignation. But we did not reach +them. The police outside were waiting for their signal; +they immediately closed in and began striking and pushing +us about, at first not ungently: they merely bashed hats, +knocked a few shoulders, and twisted a few arms. But as +fast as they dispersed one group, or turned to attack another, +we made a new rush; some in the direction of Mrs. +Pankhurst, others toward those being led off to the police +station, others, myself among them, intending to force our +way into the House, and make another demonstration in the +Lobby. Mrs. Lime had managed to keep by my side, for +she intended to enter with me. But suddenly she caught +sight of a girl being abominably mauled by a policeman, +and made a brave attempt to rescue her. The policeman +dropped the girl, seized Mrs. Lime, whirled her about, +gripped her by the shoulders, and, rushing her against the +palings of Palace Yard, struck her breasts against the iron +again and again. That sight sent me off my head. I forgot +instructions, forgot the lofty impassivity I had been +taught in the East—an admirable recipe for occasions like +this, but, as yet, beyond me—I leaped on the man and +struck him on the back of the head with all my might. He +dropped Mrs. Lime and whirled about on me as furiously +as if my fist had been as hard as his own, but when he +saw me, he merely dropped his arm, scowled, and said: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“ ‘Go home! Go home! You’ll get hurt,’ and ran over +to pull two women apart who had locked arms. Then I +realized what I had dimly been conscious of, that my only +injuries were to my clothes, and that these were but the +result of the general scuffle; every policeman had avoided +me or brushed me off. They had received orders to do +me no harm. Among all those hundreds of indomitable +women I alone was to go scot free. The idea so enraged +me that I flew at another policeman and struck him, determined +to go to prison with the others. But he, too, +brushed me off, although he was already panting and angry, +and no doubt would have liked to strike me and then drag +me to the police station. I attacked another, and he +turned his back on me with an oath, seized a girl who was +merely pushing her way quietly through the struggling +mass, her face set and gray, her eyes with that strange intent +look worn by nearly every face belonging to our women—seized +her, threw her down, and kicked her in the side.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well—I managed to drag her and Mrs. Lime out of +the crowd, put them into a four-wheeler, and take them to +Westminster Hospital. They will die, no doubt; if not now, +then later, devoured by the most horrible of all diseases. +But if we have lost them, we shall have gained forty in their +place, for this insensate policy of the Government has its +logical consequence—illustrates the old truth, ‘The blood +of martyrs is the seed of reform.’ Have they never read +history?</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And yet, sometimes I despair. We shall win in the +end, of course, for it is as impossible to exterminate this new +force as to chain the Atlantic. But when? And shall we +be here to see? We are only mortal, after all, and our +bodies, strong to endure as they are, can be broken by men. +And the great mass of women are so slow in awakening. +In spite of the tremendous increase in our numbers during +the past year, and the interest we have aroused, our recruits +are a mere handful when compared with the female population +of Great Britain, in general. Not until all, or at +least three-fourths, of those women have awakened and +rallied to our side can we win. Of that I am convinced. +One thing I strove to do in the north was to convert the +political women, those that always assist the men so potently +at every general election. If we can persuade these +women to desert the men and fight for women alone, we +shall have made a great stride. This autumn I am to renew +my acquaintance with my old associates and visit country +houses during the autumn and winter, making converts of +women who would be of inestimable benefit to us. But +that is a sort of inactive service under which I chafe. +Would that we could rouse all the women at once, form +a rebel army, take to the field and fight like men. Perhaps +we shall be driven to that in the end. It is all very well to +plan to win by brains alone, and it would be to our immortal +glory if we did, but it is to be considered that we are opposing +men either without brains themselves, or who have +been bred on the idea of physical force and really respect +nothing else. Well, whatever happens, I only ask that I +may be here to see. I am willing to give my brain and +body and soul and every penny I can command to this cause, +but I want to give the last of myself at the last minute, all +the same.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Now, write and tell me honestly if you would have me +desert these women, when I can be of signal assistance to +them in not one but many ways; and if you think I would +be anything but what this cause has made of me if I +would.</p> + +<p class='line' style='text-align:right;margin-right:2em;margin-top:0.5em;'>“<span class='sc'>Julia France.</span>”</p> + +</div> + +<div><span class='pageno' title='361' id='Page_361'></span><h1>BOOK V<br/> DANIEL TAY</h1></div> + +<h2 class='nobreak'>I</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> great amphitheatre of the Albert Hall was filled +from arena to dome: some ten thousand women and three +hundred men, exclusive of police. Slim young women in +the white uniform of stewards and decorated with the +badges of their unions stood at the back of the gangways. +On the platform, against flowers and banners, sat the officials +of the Woman’s Social and Political Union and of the several +unions it had inspired. Of the most important of these, +Julia France had been elected president eighteen months +before, and to-night sat at the right of Mrs. Pethick Lawrence, +who occupied the chair in the absence of Mrs. Pankhurst.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The great rally had a fourfold purpose: to celebrate the +victory of the Militants in the general election, during +which they had fought the Liberals in forty constituencies; +their energy, cleverness, and resource being not the least +of the factors which had transferred eighteen seats to the +Conservatives (thus throwing the Government upon the +Labor and Irish vote for support); to protest once more +against the inhuman treatment of the hunger strikers in +Holloway gaol; to add to the £100,000 fund; and to listen +to Mrs. France’s account of her three months’ lecture tour +in the United States.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>When Julia had risen to speak, she had been greeted by +a magnificent demonstration. Every woman in the audience +had sprung to her feet, cheered, and waved her banner +for five minutes. This enthusiasm was not inspired by +Julia’s notable tour only, nor to the money she had brought +back with her, but to her four years’ record of steadfast and +valuable work in the Militant cause, the large number of +recruits she had brought in by her personal efforts, the many +Liberal candidates she had helped to defeat at by-elections, +her religious devotion to a work for which nothing in her +previous life would seem to have prepared her, and above +all, to the great gift for leadership she had displayed during +the last year and a half. For her indomitable courage, her +indifference to personal comfort, and to bodily suffering +when maltreated by police, stewards, or hooligans, or endured +in gaol, they had no applause; this was a mere +matter of course. But in addition to her services, Julia was +a favorite with all of them: she was picturesque without +being sensational, a brilliant powerful persuasive speaker, +and a lovely picture on the platform. Moreover, she +possessed (and desperately clung to) the priceless gift of +humor, and humor in suffragette ranks was rare. Mrs. +Pankhurst and her daughters, great speakers as they were, +had not a ray of it; and even Mrs. Pethick Lawrence, the +most genial of women, fell under the spell of the world’s +tragedy the moment she rose to speak.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>To-night, Julia, knowing that most of the minds present +were oppressed by the sufferings in Holloway, made the +account of her American experiences as diverting as possible, +although she finished with a passionate denunciation of the +Government, and an appeal to her audience to proselytize +unceasingly, until their numbers were irresistible.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>When she sat down, Mrs. Lawrence, preparatory to making +her appeal for funds, gave a graphic and terrible picture +of the hunger strikers, who, forcibly fed through the nose +and throat with surgical instruments of torture, were now +having a dose of martyrdom that compared favorably with +any in the records of the Inquisition. Julia, too well acquainted +with the horrible details, glanced over the House +and nodded to Ishbel Dark and Bridgit Maundrell, seated +in a box. Ishbel was still the prettiest woman in any assembly +she chose to grace, and her attire, as ever, looked +like the petals of a flower. Bridgit, severely tailored, albeit +in velvet, was sitting forward tensely, her eyes flashing at +the iniquities of man. Julia noted with amusement that +Maundrell was behind her, and listening with an expression +no less indignant. Dark consistently refused to show himself +at Suffrage rallies, although more sympathetic of late, +but Maundrell was not only complaisant, but converted. +To have lived with Bridgit for three years and failed to be +impressed by that burning and immovable faith would have +stamped him superman, and the next step was to surrender +to a cause capable of making such an apostle. He already +had made a number of speeches, in and out of the House, +advocating the extension of the franchise to a limited +number of women, and as he was a man of distinguished +abilities, there was much rejoicing in Suffrage ranks. He +had even permitted his wife to take part in the last great +raid on the House, although, without her knowledge, he +had circled near her, and diverted the attention of the police +when she had been too eager for trouble. He had no intention +of letting her go to gaol and ruin her health.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But the Westminster police avoided arresting women of +Mrs. Maundrell’s position unless their official faces were +slapped. For that matter they were growing more and +more averse from arresting women at all, and had been +heard to wish that the Parliamentarians would come out +and do their own dirty work. The women had so far won +their liking and respect that when the Government wanted +them knocked about, they were forced to order up reserves +from the slums. The Westminster officers formed woman-proof +cordons about the Houses of Parliament, effectively +protecting the men within, but repulsed their assailants +good-naturedly, only making arrests when the women were +inexorable. When Julia, determined upon arrest in one +of the raids of 1909, made a technical assault upon a tall +policeman’s chin, he had whispered: “Harder, Mrs. France. +Give me a good crack on me cheek. That’ll be assault, as +the Inspector’s looking this way, and I’ll have to arrest ye.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The great number of Militants arrested, the injustice of +their trials and sentences, the severity of their treatment +in gaol, had succeeded as nothing else had done in arousing +the women of Great Britain. Very nearly a million had +declared themselves in favor of Suffrage, and many of these +had joined one or other of the forty-one societies and +unions.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Only the mean-spirited, the hopelessly old-fashioned, and +the sex idolaters had failed to rally to their cause. Never +in the history of England had there been such monster +mass-meetings, such impressive parades, such a widespread +upheaval. If these rebels had been Socialists, or any other +body of men demanding concessions, they would have won +their battle long since.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Lawrence passed on to her favorite subject, the +injustice of visiting the penalties of the law upon desperate +girls for infanticide, while ignoring her partner in crime. +Julia, whose mind had wandered to her own prison experiences, +happily over before the hunger strike was organized, +and the devices to which she had resorted before she had +compelled arrest in spite of the duke’s vigilance, suddenly, +without an instant’s transition, began to think vividly of +Daniel Tay. She started and sat up straighter, drawing +her brows together in perplexity. Her thought was very +consecutive these days.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>During their long but irregular correspondence—often +conducted on his part by cable—she had thought of him +exclusively while writing, or reading his characteristic +letters, and then dismissed him from her mind. There +was always a certain excitement in “talking” confidentially +into a mind on the other side of the globe, and his +epistles, however brief, were sympathetic. He had long since +given up his attempt to turn her from her purpose; he +recognized her as a force, and asserted that he was proud +of her. She fancied that he no longer cared to meet her +again, but found his own amusement in the novelty of the +correspondence; and she too no longer experienced tremors +at sight of his handwriting. But she was conscious of a +bond, and welcomed an occasional vibration from the other +end of the line.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>And now she suddenly found herself thinking of him +intensely. She peered out into that acre of faces. Could +he be present? Hardly, as he had written but a few weeks +ago that he was “up to his neck” in business and politics. +The famous Graft Prosecution was sitting expectantly on +the edge of its grave, dug by corrupting gold, the rallying +of every dishonest business man in San Francisco to the +standard of the scoundrels in politics, and a few mistakes +of its own. Business, too, was “awful,” San Francisco’s +luck not having turned since the morning of the earthquake. +No, he could not be present, but she stirred +uneasily, nevertheless. She was highly organized, and +quick to respond to the concentration of another mind +upon her own. Once more she searched that mass of faces, +but they seemed to melt into one. She banished Tay from +her mind. He returned promptly. She frowned, but gave +it up and let her mind drift.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Lawrence had made her usual stirring appeal for +an addition to the growing fund, and the money was +rolling in. The girl stewards were running back and forth, +and Mrs. Lawrence was reading aloud the promise cards +as they were handed up, while her husband made the additions +on the score board. Some £5000 had been subscribed +amidst continuous applause, when Julia forgot Tay and +almost laughed aloud as she heard Mrs. Winstone’s name +read out to the tune of £20. “Alas!” this convert had +cried plaintively to Julia, a few days before. “What will +you? Haven’t I always said that one secret of lookin’ +young was to dress in the fashion of the moment, not have +any silly style of your own? And you’ve got to keep your +mind dressed up to date as well as your figger. I’m not +goin’ to gaol and ruin what complexion I’ve got left, but +I’ve taken a box at Albert Hall and I’m havin’ meetings +in my drawin’-room. It’s a God-send to have a new fad, +anyway. All the old ones were motheaten.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia lost her breath. She felt her body cold and rigid, +and all its blood flown to her face.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Daniel Tay, £200,” read Mrs. Lawrence.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>And the women cheered, as they always did when a man +offered himself up for encouragement.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia stared at her hands and tried to close her lips! +So! He was here! She was furious with herself for her +agitation; she also cast a hasty glance over her costume. +Ishbel and her maid attended to her wardrobe, keeping +her admirably dressed; nothing was asked of her but to +wear her clothes, and this she could always be relied +upon to do with distinction. She had hardly been aware +of the color or fashion of her gown until this moment of +searching investigation, and was gratified to observe that +it was of white chiffon cloth and gentian blue velvet; made +with simplicity, but long of line, and moulded to her round +slim young figure. She wore a long chain of blue tourmalines +and moonstones, the colors of her Union, and presented by her +American admirers. Her abundant flame-colored locks +were braided about her head as in the days of Bosquith, little +curls escaping on her brow and neck.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Her self-possession returned, and looking out, she deliberately +smiled, a very hospitably sisterly smile. She +believed that Tay would move, change his seat abruptly; +but everybody was moving, and many were standing. +To recognize him would be impossible unless he came +directly up to the platform. She rather wondered that he +did not, being an informal creature. Then she looked +forward confidently to finding him at the stage door.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The meeting broke up, amidst renewed cheers and waving +of flags. Tay was not at the stage door. After lingering +for a few moments in conversation, she went round to +the front entrance. But only the police stood there, a +long stately and useless rank. They all saluted Julia, +and one told her he had missed her. Finally she permitted +him to put her into a cab, and drove to Clement’s Inn +with her black brows in a straight line. She excogitated +until the brilliant idea struggled out that Tay had intrusted +his donation to some friend, who had recklessly unchained +himself from his desk in that unhappy city of San Francisco.</p> + +<h2>II</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>When</span> she had entered her flat she sat down at her desk +and scowled more deeply still. She was angry not only at +her past agitation but at her present disappointment. For +seven years now, save for brief lapses, almost forgotten, +she had been complete mistress of herself. During the +last four she had so far sunk her personality into the +great impersonal cause of her adoption that she had had +no time to moon about herself after the fashion of idle +women.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Work! Had that been the secret? How commonplace, +and how expositive! Who, indeed, when speaking, planning, +fighting, proselytizing, writing innumerable leaflets, +newspaper and magazine articles, drilling recruits, attending +thousands of meetings, to say nothing of organizing +her own Union and fighting army, would find a moment’s +time to cast a thought to man save as present enemy and +future co-worker. Even when in gaol, from which she +had been mysteriously released both times at the end of a +week, she had deliberately slept when not writing articles +in her head. In America she had not gone farther west +than Chicago, but she suddenly realized that if the question +of including California in the itinerary had arisen she +should have felt something like panic, possibly the same +superstitious fear that had assailed her at three pillar +boxes four years earlier. Well, indeed, that Tay had sent +his contribution. She had no desire to have her work +interrupted, nor to go through any female throes. To +know that she was still hospitable to them was bad enough. +Switch him out! She took her typewriter from its case, +haughtily refusing to sleep.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The telephone beside her rang. She put the receiver to +her ear, wondering who dared interrupt her at night in +times of peace. Although a truce with the Government +was not formally declared until February 14th, the Militants +were resting on the laurels won in the General Election.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>A man’s voice answered her “Hello!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Who is it?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Guess!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I—I can’t.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, I hope my voice has changed some.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh—so you <span class='it'>are</span> here. How generous of you to give +us those £200!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Generous nothing. You fired me up so with that +speech that I came near subscribing my entire letter of +credit, and then borrowing back enough to pay my +hotel bill and get out.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Why didn’t you come up to the platform afterward, +or wait for me in the lobby?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Frightened out of my wits. I’m never shy at the other +end of the telephone, so thought I’d meet you this way +first. If you’d made the usual female speech, I should +have remained quite myself. But with all your wit and +fire, you’re so finished, so polished—and you look that +way, too. My teeth are still chattering. Somehow, in +spite of everything, I suddenly realized that I’d always +remembered you as the little princess on the tower.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>(“And I in the fatal young thirties!”) “Nonsense! I’ve +merely worked hard these last four years. No one ever +dreamed of being afraid of me. Of course you’ll call +to-morrow?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I think I might summon up courage if you would infuse +a little cordiality into your voice. You’ve thawed a bit, +but not too much.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You took me so completely by surprise. I had just +made up my mind that you had asked some friend to make +that donation in your name.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Never should have thought of such a thing, although +you could have had all I’ve got at any moment. What +time may I call to-morrow?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“When did you arrive?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“This morning. Saw at once that you were going to +speak, and thought I’d see what you were like before I +ventured. What time may I call to-morrow morning?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Let me think—I’ve always a thousand things to attend +to in the morning —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Please cut them out. You need a rest, anyhow. I’d +like to call at eleven.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well—why not? We might go to the National +Gallery —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What! You’re not going to begin on that? Reminds +me of Cherry and the torments of my youth. I’d like to +talk to you for twelve hours on end, and take you out to +lunch and dinner, but I’ll go to no morgues!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, very well. It will be quite delightful. But as it +will be what you call a strenuous day, perhaps I’d better +go to bed now. Good night.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good night, Militant Princess.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>When Julia hung up the receiver she was still smiling. +Then, to show how completely mistress of herself she was, +she went to bed and slept.</p> + +<h2>III</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> next morning Julia looked dubiously about her +little sitting-room. A workshop, truly. No hint here of +the charming woman’s boudoir. It would have been +impossible for Julia to live in tasteless surroundings, and +the walls were covered with green burlap, the carpet was +of the same shade, the chairs were of leather, the big desk +was of old oak. But there was not a picture on the walls, +not a bibelôt, only books, books everywhere; and in the +corners piles of papers. She rang for the maid that took +care both of her and the flat (her meals were brought in +unless she went out for them), and ordered her to make the +room as presentable as possible while she took the walk +with which she began her day. It was raining, but no +weather kept her indoors, and she walked rapidly to Kensington +Park and back.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>When she reëntered the flat she petrified the maid by +ordering her to bring forth her new coats and skirts for +inspection. There was a rough but handsome green tweed +for heavy wear, the inevitable black cloth, and a more +elaborate costume of electric blue cloth with a white +velvet collar and fancy blouse, intended for the simple +functions of her present life. She arrayed herself in the +last without an instant’s hesitation, then after trying on +the graceful little hat three times, decided that it would be +more hospitable to receive an old friend in the hair he +admired.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Have I any tea-gowns?” she asked abruptly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Tea-gowns, mum?” Collins barely articulated. “No, +mum. You’ve never had use for tea-gowns.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How odd, when I often come home tired.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ve never seen you really tired, mum.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Everybody is tired at times—and—and—I always +wanted tea-gowns.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll go at once to her ladyship’s—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, do. No, go to the big French houses—I’ve +given Lady Dark so much trouble. Buy me two, ready-made. +A pale green one, and a white one with sapphire-blue +ribbons—or cornflower blue. It doesn’t matter.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, mum.” And Collins went on her errand joyfully.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Now what a fool I am,” thought Julia. But she did +not recall the maid. She carried the forgotten typewriter +into the next room and deposited it on the bed, then sat +down and reflected that Swani Dambaba, her Hindu master, +had often reminded her there was nothing like a short, but +thorough, vacation from the mind’s accustomed travail, +to recuperate the mental faculties and prepare them for +still more arduous labors. She had thought of one thing +only for four years. This, no doubt, was the opportunity +her mind had impatiently awaited, for its Suffrage activities +had lain down to sleep without a preliminary yawn. Her +secretary had come and gone, mystified.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Promptly on the stroke of eleven she answered a sharp +rap and extended both hands with a cold friendly brightness +she could always adjust like a visor. Tay flung his +hat on a chair and shook her hands for quite a minute. +Obviously his diffidence was a thing of overnight, for it +was not in evidence as he smiled down upon her with his +keen clever eyes.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“By Jove!” he exclaimed, “but you look good to me. +You haven’t changed a bit. To tell the truth, if business +hadn’t forced me to come over here, I don’t believe I’d +ever have come—was so afraid you’d be old and ugly —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Old and ugly!” cried Julia, indignantly. “When I’m +only—” She paused abruptly. Tay knew that she was +thirty-four, and she was willing that he should know, but, +quite like any woman after twenty-eight, she couldn’t force +the combination past her lips.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I know, but you’ve worked like a man, and been in so +many free fights. Batting cops over the head, sitting on +roofs in the rain to devil politicians at the psychological +moment, to say nothing of gaol, doesn’t improve women, +as a rule. I was almost certain you would have lost your +complexion—and your hair!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, I haven’t. Do sit down. Will you smoke?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Will you?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I never smoke in the morning.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No more do I. Don’t let my nerves get ahead of me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It would be delightful to see you all again,” said Julia, +amiably, as he took off his overcoat and made himself +comfortable. Then she plunged into the safe subject of +Mrs. Bode and her amusing experiences in London during +the Spanish war, meanwhile examining him with cool smiling +eyes, which appeared to dwell upon the cheerful memory +of his sister. She was gratified to find him as well dressed +and groomed, even to the crown of his sleek black head, as +any man he might meet in Piccadilly, and confessed that +she would have been intensely disappointed had his attire +been as Western as his vocabulary. His accent was also +agreeable, without nasal inflection, and although it lacked +the cultivation of the best English voice, it was manly even +over the telephone. He had grown several inches taller, +although he had been a tall boy, and his figure was straight +and well set up. Save for the keen depth of the black-gray +eyes, and the accentuated squareness of chin and jaw, he +had changed surprisingly little. Even as a boy he had held +his head high; now he had the air of one accustomed to +command a large number of men. His manner, while +courteous and amiable, betrayed possibilities of impatience. +She could quite appreciate what he had once written her, +that he was “some pumpkins on the street.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He looked steadily at her as they talked, and she detected +an expression both defensive and wary at the back of his +eyes, reflected in the slight smile on his firm, rather grim +mouth. She guessed that he had no intention of falling +in love with her again. Every once in a while, however, his +eyes flashed with admiration, and then he looked quite +boyish; his smile was spontaneous and delightful. But +she suddenly realized that he would not be as easy to +understand as she had thought.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You might have sent me a photograph,” he said +abruptly, tired of Cherry. “I have a large collection of +libels, cut from weekly magazines, but —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How odd you never asked for one.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I guess I didn’t want the charming picture in my mind +disturbed. I feared you might have grown to look masculine, +at the least. It’s queer you haven’t, you know.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“None of us looks masculine, although a good many +look sexless, if you like. Don’t you want to come down +to the offices and meet the big ones?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I—do—<span class='it'>not</span>.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I thought you were so interested—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“As far as I am concerned the entire movement is concentrated +in you. You may be the type, but I don’t believe +it, and anyhow I don’t care.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, you saw some of them on the platform last night.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I saw no one but you. In fact I had an opera-glass +trained on you throughout the whole show.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh! Did you? But you haven’t told me what +brought you over.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“We’re trying to open an important connection in London, +and our representative cabled me to come over and help +him. An American has to sit up nights to keep an Englishman +from getting ahead of him, much as an Englishman +has to sit up watching a Scot. This is the top of civilization, +all right—and all that term implies. No wonder +your women are ahead in their particular game.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But the American women are now almost as keen on +Suffrage as we are.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, but in their way, not yours. I’m for giving them +the vote, for they’ll help us to clean up, and incidentally +develop their minds. But your women are a century +ahead—not that we’ll ever have such women. Thank +God, we haven’t the men to breed them. You’re up against +the hundred-per-cent male. That is enough to make +women stronger than death. With us it’s more likely to +be the other way.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You don’t look henpecked.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No more I am, nor ever shall be. Our women only +think they do the tyrannizing. Give a woman her head in +trifles, all the money she can whine or nag for, and she +thinks she’s the whole show. That’s the way we manage +ours. What they don’t know doesn’t hurt them.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I rather think that’s worse. We at least know what +we are fighting.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Exactly. And it has made great fighters of you. +None better in the history of the world. That shows how +much cleverer the American man is than the Englishman. +We lie low like Br’er Rabbit, and say nuffin. American +women are discontented, want the earth, but can find +nothing to sharpen their axes on, and that is good for us. +They may help us in the United States, and we’ll be glad +to have ’em, but they’ll never rule. Now I am willing to +bet my unmade millions that the Englishwomen will be +ruling this country fifty years from now, perhaps twenty. +I expect to live to see a woman Prime Minister. You, +perhaps! Awful thought!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I should like it,” said Julia, frankly. “And I’m glad +I wasn’t born an American.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you are <span class='it'>you</span>. I don’t class you geographically—except—well, +I read up after I’d got a letter or two from +you, and it set me thinking—also talking with an astrologer +we have in San Francisco, who’s some nuts on Oriental +lore. We came to the same conclusion, that you were a +lightning streak straight out of the past—not Earth’s +past, but some previous solar system —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh!” Julia sprang to her feet, startled quite out of +her visor. “San Francisco! You! It is too uncanny!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Hoped I’d get a rise out of you. Nothing uncanny +about it. Some of the weirdest characters, not to say +scholars, have drifted out there. California is not the +God-forsaken hole you may have been led to believe. I’ll +admit that lore of any sort is not exactly our business +man’s idea of recreation, and but for you I might be in +happy ignorance of Oriental mysteries myself.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And how much do you believe?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, sometimes I laugh at it—and myself, but—perhaps +I like the queer romance of it. Lord knows it’s sufficiently +un-American. Now that I’ve seen you once more—I’m +not so sure how much of it I do believe. You don’t +look several hundred thousand years old, not by a long +sight. I hope you have a young appetite. Will you come +over to the Savoy, or is that not allowed in Militant +circles?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Nonsense. Once, perhaps; but now I’d lunch with a +coal heaver if I chose.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Thanks! I have a taxi downstairs—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Waiting? You <span class='it'>are</span> extravagant! Like your cables. +They were too funny.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not at all. I’m more at home in a cable office than in +bed.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But I thought you were all so badly off in San Francisco?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“My dear princess, the harder up a San Franciscan is, +the more money he spends. I can’t explain; doubtless +it’s a law of nature. But if you’ll put on a hat to match +that charming frock —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll be ready in a second. How nice that you notice +what a woman has on. I had almost forgotten that pleasant +characteristic of a few men.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I shall be here a month, and hope to pass on your +entire wardrobe.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>And they went as gayly forth as if indeed the good old +friends they fain would feel but could not; but young +withal, and agreeably titillated.</p> + +<h2>IV</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>If</span> a man and a woman tentatively interested in each +other would part for years at the end of a long day together, +during which they had talked until every subject +on earth seemed exhausted, and ennui inevitable, the cure +would be effected before the disease had declared itself. +An appreciative thought now and again, a passing regret, +other minds as stimulating, the episode is closed. Astute +wives have been known to apply a form of this treatment +to husbands and the objects of their roving fancy; perchance +in time it will be recognized as a sort of love vaccine +and scientifically administered.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia and Tay talked almost uninterruptedly until eleven +o’clock that night, and existed comfortably apart for +nearly a week. Julia plunged into routine work with +renewed ardors, refused to look at her tea-gowns, and when +she thought of Tay at all was rather glad they had met +at last and had a jolly talk. Tay sent her a box of roses +(automatically), but was too busy to think about her; +for the increased importance of his house, to say nothing +of his reluctant millions, depended upon the success of his +efforts in London. But on Saturday he found himself +idle, and promptly thought of Julia. A brief talk on the +telephone ended in an invitation to dine at Clement’s Inn +that night; and with his desire for feminine society once +more alert, and for Julia’s in particular, he appeared with +his usual promptness.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, who had grown methodical, had put on the green +tea-gown as a logical result of its purchase for the delectation +of her old friend; and he gave it instant approval.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“By Jove!” he exclaimed. “That’s the sort of thing +you were made for. You look less of a Suffragette than +ever. I hope that when you have accomplished your +horrible purpose and have nothing to do but vote, you will +receive me in a boudoir the same shade.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I shouldn’t wonder if I did have a boudoir one of these +days— You look rather nice yourself in your evening +clothes— That would be a good idea for all of us. We’ll +take a rest cure first, and then feminize ourselves just +enough.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Rather flat, though, to receive women in boudoirs, for +no men will go to see you—them.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, won’t they? Men will readjust their old ideals +when they have to, and be glad of something new in +women.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, but that sort won’t care a hang about boudoirs.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“They will about mine. And I’ll promise it shall be +large enough for people with long legs. I hope the waiters +won’t stumble over yours when they bring in the dinner.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Tay had had some misgivings about this dinner, having +been asked to speak once or twice before women’s clubs, +foregathered at the luncheon hour. But Julia had not +lost her taste for dainty edibles, and he hardly could have +fared better anywhere, save in the city of his birth.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How is it you know so much about food?” he asked as +the dishes were being removed. “You say the Suffragettes +are not even masculine, they are sexless. No wonder +they could stand gaol. No doubt they live on ancestral +memories.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Gaol has ruined most of their stomachs, all the same, +and I should have choked over every morsel I ate, if I +hadn’t deliberately thought about something else—detached +my mind.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Can you do that?” he asked, looking at her curiously.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Rather. I learned a good many secrets in the East. +I can control both my mental and physical machinery.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How appalling! If you found yourself falling in love, +I suppose you’d just turn on your mental hose-pipe and +wash it out by the roots.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Something like that.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Julia,” said Tay, removing his cigar and looking at the +ash, “what would you really do if you ever did fall in love?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I never shall.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah? Is prophecy included in the mental make-up of +the new sex?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I mean I’ll never have time.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But you’ll win this fight, and then, mercifully, have +time to think of other things. There <span class='it'>are</span> a few things +besides Suffrage in the world even now, you know.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“We won’t have so much more time; perhaps less. Our +work will only just have begun.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, but the holy martyr’s fire will have burned out for +want of something to feed on. Your interests will be more +diverse, at least, your minds less concentrated. Men have +time to fall in love, you may have observed. You’ll all +begin to look about.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I doubt it. We’ve been through too much ever to be +quite like other women.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Nonsense, Julia, nonsense. You can’t get ahead of +Nature. She may take a back seat for a time, but she, +being really unhuman, never sleeps. She watches her +chance and the moment it comes she gets her fine work in. +She hits good and hard, too; all the harder because she +appropriates to herself some of the vengeance of the +Lord.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That’s a man’s reasoning, but it is beside the question +as far as I am concerned. Insane people live forever.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Have you any prejudice against divorce?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Rather not. One of the first things we accomplish is a +reform of the unjust divorce laws of this country. But I +doubt if even women will consent to the divorce of the +insane. It can be done in only one or two states of your +own country.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“True. But a marriage can be annulled if it is shown +that one of the parties to the contract was insane at the +time of marriage.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Marriage can be annulled on the same ground here, +but not without more horrors of detail than any woman +who had lived with a man for eight years would care to +suffer.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“A simple statement would be enough in Reno—why +do you laugh?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I have heard of Reno before.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah?” Tay sat up alertly. “Who else—who has +wanted to take you out to Reno and marry you?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, that is over long since. He remains a dear friend, +my one intimate man friend—except you, of course—but +we never meet any more except by accident. He has +great responsibilities and is a good deal older now. It +has become quite impracticable. Neither of us would +desert England.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Did you ever love this man?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not enough.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What is he like?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, the best type of Englishman, and more, for he has +genius, and uses it in the interest of the race.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Sounds like an infernal prig.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“He is not!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh! Is he good-looking?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Rather!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do women like him?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It shows how really remarkable he is, that he has +never been spoiled by them.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Are you trying to make me jealous?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course I am not! I hope I have pulled all my pettiness +up by the roots—long ago!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You are one of the purest types of female I have ever +met. If you weren’t, you wouldn’t radiate charm from +every electrical hair on your head.” He had been trying +to stride about the little room. He stopped short and +leaned both hands on the table. “Julia,” he said, “do you +want to know exactly what I think of you?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What could be more interesting?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I think you are a magnificent bluffer. No, don’t +flash those arc-lights on me. I mean you bluff yourself, +not the world. You are sincere, all right. But you’ve +hypnotized yourself. Ask your old Mohammedan if I’m +not right. He gave you a suggestion or two, from all +accounts.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“If you were not talking nonsense, I should be angry. +I’m quite well aware that I was deliberately prepared for +all this, and long before I went to India. Wait until you +meet Bridgit; she’ll tell you her part in it. And even if +I were hypnotized? Are not we all more or less? Hypnotized +by the currents of life, by its waves beating on our +brains? Some are drawn to one current, some to another. +It all depends upon our particular gift for usefulness. +This happens to be my métier. Sooner or later, whether +I had gone to India or not, even if I had not known Bridgit, +even if—a friend had not written the book that started +us all in this direction, I should have drifted into my +current. Only I had the good fortune to be steered soon +instead of late.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not bad reasoning.” Tay stared at her for a moment, +then took up his restricted march. “All the same there +are layers and layers that you have deliberately covered +up. Pretended they are not there. That is what I mean +by bluffing.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you don’t understand us. Wait until you have +met twenty or thirty more.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, wait! I don’t propose to know even one more. +And I don’t care a continental for the whole Militant +bunch. Not even rolled into one magnificent manifestation +of sexless sex. I am quite willing to believe they were +born that way, and have no desire to dwell on the thought. +You are a different proposition.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not at all.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Exactly. When a woman is made soft and beautiful +and dainty, she’s made for man, don’t you make any mistake +about that. Nature is no fool. She hasn’t so much +of that sort of material that she can afford to waste it. The +number of undesirable women in the world is simply appalling. +Mind you—” as Julia nearly overturned the table +in her wrath, “I don’t argue that she’s made for that and +nothing else. No man has less use for the pretty fool. +Nor have I a word to say against this cause you are exercising +your talents on. Go ahead and win. It’s a great +cause, and deserves a good deal of sacrifice from great +women. But for God’s sake don’t go on making a fool of +yourself. The real you is under all that manufactured +impersonal edifice, and sooner or later, it’ll wake up and +knock the impersonal edifice into a cocked hat.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Never!” Julia sat down again.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Tay took his own chair and leaned across the table.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Julia,” he said. “I have heard you speak once. I +have read a good many of your more serious speeches. I +have had a great many letters from you, all—except those +in which you seemed to find some relief in your Eastern +experiences—on this one subject. You have given a +good deal more than concentration of mind to this cause. +You have given it an amount of white-hot passion that not +one woman in a million possesses. What are you going to +do with that when the cause is won?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You are describing all the women—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Damn the other women. Do me the favor to leave +them out of the conversation. I don’t happen to be a +fool, and if I haven’t managed to fall in love all these years, +that doesn’t mean I know nothing about women. There +is a certain quality of mental passion that springs from sex +only. Now you’ve got it, and you’ve got to reckon with +it. When do you expect to win this fight?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“This year. We are almost sure now that the Government +is ready to yield, but doesn’t wish to appear coerced. +That is the reason we shall declare a truce.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah? It may be longer than you think. But not so +very long. And when that is off your chest, I’m going +to marry you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You? You’re not a bit in love with me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’m not so sure. I came over determined not to be, +for although I like strong women, I don’t like ’em too strong. +But your personal quality is stronger still—magnetism?—call it +what you like —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, if that is all, you’ll soon get over it. Remember +you are going back to America in a month —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Perhaps. That, however, has nothing to do with it. +You knocked me out at fifteen, and you’re about to do it +again. What have I waited for all these years? I’ve +felt superstitious about it before —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I don’t love you the least bit, and never could.” And +Julia made her eyes look pure steel.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, couldn’t you? Julia—” He leaned farther +across the table and looked into the steel with no appreciable +tremor. “Julia, play the part you look for just +three minutes and a quarter.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do you want me to kiss you?” asked Julia, furiously.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Don’t I? I want nothing so much on earth, not even +to get the best of those four-flushers in the City.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do you suppose I’d kiss a man unless I intended to +marry him?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I hope not. I’m quite ready to do the right thing by +you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I wish you would stop joking. It’s rather indecent, +anyhow.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not a bit of it. And what do you suppose I’ve come +into your life for? To take up your education where Mrs. +Maundrell and your Orientals left off. I’m part of the +course. I’m inevitable. And if I’ve surrendered, why +shouldn’t you?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Surrender? I repeat that you are not a bit in love with +me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And I repeat that I am not so sure. After we parted +the other day, I was comfortably certain there was nothing +in it for me, that I was as safe as a cat up a tree. But these +last two days—well, I began to be uneasy. I wouldn’t +look it squarely in the face, but I was haunted with the idea +of something wanting. I was uncomfortable away from +you, that is the long and the short of it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You merely wanted some one sympathetic to talk to. +I shall introduce you to all my old friends.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Delighted to meet them. Or—shall I chuck business +and take the next steamer?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He was pale now and staring hard at her, perplexity and +some astonishment deepening in his eyes.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good idea,” said Julia, coolly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You provocative little— Were you ever a coquette?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course not.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I wish I had been ten years older fifteen years ago. +However—” He threw himself back in his chair. “I’ll +not cut and run. I’ll be hanged if I do know whether I +love you or not. You’ve a physical essence that goes to +the head, but you are too self-centred, too unified, to give +the complete happiness we men dream of. Fifteen years +ago!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do you mean I’m too old?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“In a way, yes. You have lived too much in these fifteen +years, although in one sense you haven’t lived at all. +But you have the strength of ten women, and a man would +have to be a good deal weaker than I am to want that much +counterpoise. And yet you pull me like the devil, and I +have admired you more these fifteen years than any woman +on earth —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Really, you mustn’t disturb yourself,” said Julia, who +was now so angry that she looked merely satirical. “I +should not marry—neither you nor any one—if my husband +were dead and the cause won. Winning the vote for +women is merely a necessary preliminary, and my work for +them but a part of an ideal of development I conceived even +before I went to the East. I have a theory that the world +will not improve much until a few women achieve a state +of moral and mental perfection far ahead of anything the +race has yet known. Such an achievement is impossible +to man because he is either oversexed, or the reverse, and +in both cases incapable of achieving perfect unity in himself, +and absolute strength. But to woman it is possible. +There will only be a few of us. Man needn’t worry. The +world will always be full of the other kind. But to stand +alone! To feel yourself equipped to accomplish for the +world what twenty centuries of men have failed in—despite +even their honest endeavor—do you fancy that one of us +would exchange that great work for what any mere mortal +could give us?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Whew!” Tay’s eyes, that had looked as hard as her +own, flashed and smiled as he sprang to his feet and put on +his overcoat. He held out his hand.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Let’s cut all this out for a time,” he said. “Perhaps +you’ve put me off, and perhaps you haven’t. Perhaps you +are right. But if you are not, well, out to Reno you go. +Is it to-morrow you take me to call on your aunt?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes. Will you come here?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I will. Goodnight.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>After he had gone Julia for an hour stared straight at the +wall as if deciphering hieroglyphics. Then she smiled and +went to bed.</p> + +<h2>V</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Mrs. Winstone</span> had put on her new intellectual expression. +Her lids were slightly drooped, thus banishing the +young stare of wonder; her brows were almost intimate, and +she had powdered her nose with an art that elevated the +bridge.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>When Julia and Tay arrived at the house in Tilney Street +she was standing beside a table at the end of the drawing-room. +One hand rested lightly upon it, the other held a slip +of paper. On her left sat Mrs. Maundrell and Lady Dark, +on her right Mrs. Flint, a working woman from the slums +of Bloomsbury, and an eminent leader in the Militant ranks +of her own class. The room was well filled with charmingly +gowned women, some mildly but financially sympathetic +with the cause of Suffrage, others as mildly adverse. All +looked mildly expectant.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Aunt Maria said nothing about this,” whispered Julia +to Tay. “We’ll sit at the back until it’s over—that is, if +you think you can stand it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll do my best. Like you, I can detach my mind.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ladies,” began Mrs. Winstone, in a deep grave voice, +and not seeing Julia, wondering who on earth the attractive-looking +stranger could be, “we all know too much of the +great cause which brings us together to-day for me to waste +any words on its history. Suffice it to say that—a—” +(she referred to the slip in her hand) “it is now a cause which +no woman that respects herself can afford to ignore, a cause +that for the first time in history has united all classes of +women in one indissoluble bond. It originated in the great +middle or manufacturing class, eloquently known as the +backbone of England, and quickly spread to what is in our +generation the most powerful of all, the working class. +Thirty members of this great class sit in the House of Commons, +but their better part is still clamoring at the gates. +I refer, of course, to the thousands of working women now +enrolled in the Militant army. One of these, the most—a—distinguished +of its leaders, has kindly consented +to talk to us to-day. She has her scars of battle. She has +stormed the house of the Prime Minister, both when he +lived in Cavendish Square, and after he was elevated to +the more historic Downing Street. She has six times fought +with the police guarding the House of Commons, and three +times served a term in Holloway. Her recruits are numberless—Ladies, +allow me to introduce Mrs. Flint.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She sat down and spread out her train. Mrs. Flint rose +amidst the pleasant impact of kid, and Julia murmured +to Tay: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“A fine bluffer, my aunt, if you like. But all Englishwomen +seem to speak well, by instinct.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Tay was groaning in spirit, but soon gave his ear to Mrs. +Flint, who made a short pointed and effective speech. +Her restraint and simplicity alone would have commanded +attention. She began by remarking with grim humor +that she had not been at all worried by the punching and +kicking of the police, as her husband had beaten her every +Saturday night for ten years until he disappeared, leaving +her to support and bring up seven children as best she might. +But although she had long since forgiven him for all this, +it being quite in the nature of things, she had enjoyed kicking +the policemen back and clawing when she got her +chance, as they belonged to that sex which had ruined the +lives of two of her girls: one had flung herself into the +Thames, and the other come home with her child, shattered +in body and mind. Then, dismissing her personal affairs, +she went on to speak of the wrongs of working women in +general, their miserable wages for men’s work, and the new +hope that filled their lives at the prospect of women being +able to force men to keep their election promises and command +a fixed and adequate wage for women’s work, shorter +hours, and improved social conditions; conditions at present +beyond the efforts of women on the municipal boards or +even of the Friendly Societies. There was no ranting +against man. Mrs. Flint recognized that he couldn’t help +himself, having been born that way, and incapable of understanding +the limited endurance, and the needs, of women +and children. She paid a just tribute to the few humane +and enlightened men that had improved conditions +in the past, but added that she saw no disciples among the +present men in power. The only men that seemed to give +any thought to the improvement of the poor were the Socialists, +and they did nothing but talk and write pamphlets. +They showed nothing of the life and the fighting spirit of +the women now engaged in a war which would cease only +when they were either all dead or victorious. When she +had illustrated her address with a number of brief but terrible +anecdotes, she finished with an eloquent appeal to her +hearers to take part in the next raid on the House of Commons, +should the Government fail to keep its tacit promise; +and sat down amid a lively applause, as sincere as her speech.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“By Jove!” said Tay. “A working woman! Wish +you could see ours. But we have the scum of Europe. +Mrs. Flint is the undiluted British article. After all, it +doesn’t speak so badly for your men that such women have +been allowed to breed in this country—also your own lot. +Ever think of that?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Rather, and they must take the consequences. We +prove ourselves the more logical sex inasmuch as we demand +the logical result. Now! Bridgit!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Maundrell spoke like a fiery torrent, reënforcing +Mrs. Flint’s personal experiences with several of her own, +garnered when she had worked in the slums; and impressing +her audience with their duty to go out and fight to +mitigate the lot of the poor, even if they had not sufficient +self-respect to demand the ballot because it was their right +on general principles.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Ishbel followed, speaking with her usual calm practical +sense, and her appeal was to the immediate pocket. The +funds of the unions must constantly be replenished, and +she asked all present, in the soft accents of one unaccustomed +to denial, and with her most enchanting smile, to +subscribe liberally to the union represented by Mrs. Flint. +She herself would distribute the promise cards.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“When I go back,” said Tay, “I’ll drum up all the useless +beauties I know and start a class for their education in +public speaking, and in thinking of something besides +themselves. No wonder these women hit the bull’s-eye +every time.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>And he cheerfully parted with five pounds when the distracting +Ishbel told him how she had longed to meet this +old friend of her own dear friend, and begged him to dine +with her on the following evening.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And you really must take advantage of this truce, dear,” +she said to Julia, “and see a bit of the lighter side of life +once more. We’ll be just a family party—like old times!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Nigel? Is he in town?” asked Julia, in alarm.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No, he’s in Syria; writes from some hotel on Mount +Carmel. I believe you suggested —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah! At last! I feared he never really would care for +the idea.” But the relief in her voice was not in the cause +of the Bahai religion.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Here Mrs. Maundrell bore down on them, and her eyes +flashed from Tay’s face to Julia’s with an expression of +angry misgiving. But Julia was cool and smiling, and Tay +shook her hand heartily and protested that he had long +thought of her as another old friend. Mrs. Maundrell liked +him so spontaneously that she was more alarmed than +ever.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Come and meet my aunt,” said Julia, hastily, and bore +him off.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone, who knew nothing of the correspondence, +almost betrayed her surprise as the two approached her, +and wondered if Julia really were going to turn out a woman. +At all events she had shown taste in her sudden departure +from sixteen years of inhuman indifference. The hostess +greeted the one man present with warmth.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“So glad you could come, and so sorry I’m goin’ away. +It would have been too jolly to know Charlotte’s brother. +But I’m startin’ for my old home in the West Indies on +Wednesday.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What?” cried Julia. “You never told me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How very odd. But my nerves need a rest. Hannah +and Pirie are goin’ with me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“To visit my mother?” gasped Julia.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Rather not. Bath House has been rebuilt, in part. +They are goin’ to take the baths for their gout. Any message +for your mother?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Give her my love, of course.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Why not come along?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, you see, Aunt Maria, I am not quite casual enough, +if I am English, to leave my party on a day’s notice.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“So glad I’m not a leader. I always do what I want, +without botherin’ about anybody else. Makes life so +simple. How do, Hannah? Have you survived it?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Tay had been swept off into a vortex of suffragists and +antis, all arguing with determination. Julia sought out +Ishbel and had a talk in a corner with that ever soothing +friend.</p> + +<h2>VI</h2> + +<p class='pindent'>“<span class='sc'>Julia</span>,” said Tay, as they emerged into Tilney Street, +“what is your idea of something real devilish?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What do you mean?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I mean that after that flow of soul, I am in a mood to +whoop it up, paint the town magenta, get up on a box in +Hyde Park and holler, but not to suffragettes. And I want +your company. Can’t you feel that way?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Perhaps,” admitted Julia, laughing. “What a boy you +still are.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not so much of a boy as you think, but enough. But +I don’t know your tastes in crime. Give me a hint, and +we’ll do it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’m afraid I haven’t any.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You are as truthful as a woman can be, so investigate +your possibilities and own up. Admit that under my demoralizing +influence you are suffering some from reaction.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I believe I am.” Julia laughed again, with youth in +her voice.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I surmised as much, if only on general principles. I am +subject to violent reactions myself. You’ve been good too +long. If you don’t take a mild fling or two, your nervous +system will dictate that you rise in the night and blow up +the Prime Minister. Suppose we walk, as it isn’t raining. +That, for London, is almost variety enough. Now, if you +made up your mind to go on the wildest spree you could +think of, what would it be? A French ball, with a hump +and a limp; or a day on the Thames, if it happened to be +summer, all alone with one man in a punt?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Let me think.” Julia had quite fallen in with his mood. +“I think I’d go on a sort of platonic honeymoon with the +most companionable man I knew—you, for instance—to +some foreign town, one I’d never visited, and where we +could hear the best music. There would be a certain excitement +in avoiding English people lest they misinterpret +what was eminently proper, if quite irregular.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I could never have conceived of such a hilarious program. +But if that is your best, it would be better than +nothing. As it is winter, I suppose we would shiver over +our respective radiators when not at the opera.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, there are always the museums and art galleries —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“More and more intoxicating. My idea of complete +happiness is to wear out my old shoes and the back of my +neck in art galleries —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“As it is winter, think of the exercise.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I prefer using a pair of dumb-bells at an open window. +Do you happen to know of any musical European town +where we could get food fit to eat?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, there is always some good restaurant, and of course +we could dine together —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And breakfast, and lunch, or I don’t go. Of course +you’ll send me to a different hotel. Shall you take a sitting-room —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, that wouldn’t do at all. Besides, it wouldn’t be +necessary. We’ll be out all the time. There are always +the theatres at night, when we don’t go to the opera.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“As I don’t understand a word of any language except +my own and Spanish, I can slumber peacefully while you +improve your mind and feel wicked. I don’t see where I +come in on this game.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Joking aside, Ishbel and Dark are going to Munich +next week, and we might go along. My mind is a bit relaxed +since the arrival of your upsetting self. It might be +well to humor it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah!” Tay had frowned, but his brow cleared suddenly. +After all, he might see more of the real Julia with a chaperon, +than if she were tormented by recurring alarms. “Very +well. Munich, by all means. Anything to cut you loose +from Suffrage. Promise right here that you will chuck it +until we return.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I shall try to forget it—if only that I may return to +it with a mind completely refreshed.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Exactly. But I haven’t yet had an object lesson in +your switching-off trick, so I’ll strike a bargain with you +right here: if you mention Suffrage, I shall make love to +you. If you don’t, I won’t.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I promise,” said Julia, hastily. “I really should like +to feel quite young and frivolous for a bit. And love is as +deadly serious as Suffrage.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“So you will find when I get ready to make love to you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Can you get away—I thought you were so busy?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll get away, all right. Just as well to jar their calm +deliberation by flaunting my scornful indifference. Here +we are. We’ll meet to-morrow night.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>And they parted gayly at the gates of Clement’s Inn.</p> + +<h2>VII</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>As</span> Ishbel had promised, it was but a family party at her +house on the following evening, and after dinner, the men +went to the billiard room, the women upstairs. Julia was +to stay overnight, and after she and Ishbel had made themselves +comfortable in negligées, they met in the boudoir +for a talk. Bridgit was striding up and down as they entered, +her hands clasped behind her. As they dropped into +easy chairs, she took up her stand before the fire-screen.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Julia,” she said fiercely, “you are going to fall in love +with that man.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I am in love with him,” said Julia, coolly, lighting a +cigarette.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good!” said Ishbel. “It is high time.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“High time!” cried Mrs. Maundrell. “You could fall +in love and I could fall in love, and no damage done. We +have married Englishmen and gone straight ahead with our +work. But not only is Julia the leader of a great party +which demands her undivided allegiance, but this man is +an American.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Perhaps he would live over here,” suggested Ishbel, +who was normally hopeful. “He is far more sympathetic +with our cause than Eric.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not he. He is more American than the Americans—perhaps +because he is a Californian. He told me all about +his fight for reform in San Francisco—never heard anything +so exciting—and he’s going to try it again after +they’ve had another dose of corruption under the present +mayor. Besides, there’s going to be a big fight this year +to put in a reform governor, and he means to take part in +it. He’ll never desert. It will be Julia —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Don’t excite yourself,” murmured Julia. “I didn’t say +I meant to marry him.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But why not?” asked Ishbel. “We are sure to win +this year, and then you will have done your great work. +We should always need you, of course, but it will be mainly +educational work for a long time, and the others can do +that. It will be ages before women get into a Cabinet or +even into Parliament. And—splendid idea—you could +drill the American women, become the leader over there. +With your experience and reputation you would be simply +invaluable to them.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Suppose we don’t win this year?” asked Julia, languidly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“We won’t!” said Mrs. Maundrell, emphatically. +“They’re merely hedging. There’s nothing for us but to +fight the Liberals at every general election until we get +the Conservatives in.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I don’t believe it,” said Ishbel, who, like many of the +women, was certain of victory in that year of 1910 which +was to bring their “Black Friday.” “The Government +may hate us, but they have given ample proof that they +fear us; they know it is time to make friends of us. They +will consent to the enfranchisement of only a limited number, +of course, but I wouldn’t care if they only enfranchised +the wives of Cabinet ministers. Let them make the fatal +admission that woman has a political and legal existence +and the rest is only a matter of time.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, and nobody knows that better than themselves. +They may be brutes, but they are not fools. I don’t hope +for it—perhaps not even from the Conservatives—until +fully four-fifths of the wives of this country have risen and +devilled the lives out of their husbands. And the average +British female is about as easy to wake up as a stuffed hippopotamus. +She merely protrudes her front teeth and says, +‘How very <span class='it'>odd</span>!’ No, Julia can’t leave us. Fatal gift, +that of leadership. Must take the consequences, old girl.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Who said I wouldn’t? Women have fallen in love +without marrying before this. I intend to remain in love +for a fortnight longer. Then I shall forget it and return +to work.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, if you can. I fought, fought like the devil. Didn’t +I confide in you? Didn’t I look like the last rose? You +are strong, but so am I. Let me tell you that love is a +disease —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Quite so. There you have it. Love <span class='it'>is</span> a disease—of +the subconscious or instinctive mind. It is a profound +auto-suggestion, induced, in the region where the primal +instincts dwell, by the superior suggestive power of some +one else, and can be treated mentally like any disease of +the body.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Bridgit flung herself on the floor and clasped her knees. +“How diabolically interesting! Tell us how you do it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Ishbel smiled and lit another cigarette.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I may not be able to do it myself. Love, like sleep, +the circulation of the blood, the digestive apparatus, to say +nothing of drug and drink habits, is controlled by the subconscious +mind. We can unwittingly give ourselves suggestions, +but not deliberately. But all mental diseases, +short of insanity, can be cured by counter-suggestions, administered +by an expert. If I found that my will was helpless +before intermittent attacks of love fever, and all that +horrible accompaniment of longing and aching we read +about, to say nothing of confusion of mind which unfits +one for work, I should go to Paris and put myself in the +hands of an eminent psychotherapeutist I know of. He +would throw me into a semicataleptic state, or hypnotic, +if I were not amenable in the other, and give me counter-suggestions +until I was as completely cured as if I merely +had had an attack of insomnia, or had taken a drug until +it had weakened my will.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How beautifully simple! Why didn’t you tell me when +I was in the throes, and doubtful of its being for the best?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I didn’t think of it. It only occurred to me when I was +beginning to feel—perplexed. Now, as I really need a +rest, and can take it in this interval of peace, I am going to +see what the preliminary surrenders are like, and enjoy +them. That much I owe to myself. And I shall not have +its memory destroyed, neither.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No, don’t,” said Ishbel. “Merely have it put in cold +storage. Suspended animation. You might be able to +marry Mr. Tay, after all. It would be a pity to lose it altogether. +Should you have to fall in love all over again, +or should you go back to your psychowhatyoucallhim +and have the original suggestions replanted? Will he keep +them in alcohol in a glass jar like those things in the +Sorbonne?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You can jest, my dear, but I am talking pure science. +And I learned it at the fountainhead. The Anglo-Saxon +world is slow to accept anything it thinks new, but suggestive +therapeutics were practised two thousand years B.C.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No one could be less conservative than I, although I +have an adorable husband and two babies. Some day that +may be thought radical. My mind is hospitable to all your +lore, but I want to hear you work it out to its logical conclusion. +What shall you do if you suddenly find yourself +free to marry Mr. Tay—delightful man!—before he, +with or without the aid of psychos, has recovered from +you?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I have other reasons for intending to marry no man. +And as for Dan—he is not even sure he is in love with +me —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, isn’t he?” cried Bridgit and Ishbel in chorus.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, granted he is; he was not when he came over. +He was convinced that I had grown hard and masculine, +altogether terrifying; he was quite over his boyish infatuation. +Now, he is attracted because he is delighted to find +me not so much changed outwardly from his old ideal, and +much more interesting to talk to. Besides, his masculinity +is alert at the prospect of a difficult hunt. But when he is +once more on the other side of the world, he will recover.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Julia,” said Ishbel, “you haven’t studied that man’s +jaw-bones. And he has had his own way too much. He is +tenacious. Now, as you are a human woman, you will +adopt my suggestion. You will take him with you to +Paris, and persuade him to go in for alternate treatments. +Sauce for the goose, etc.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No,” said Julia, frowning.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Julia!” said Ishbel, severely. “Are you losing your +sense of humor?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course not!” Julia sprang to her feet. “But, you +see, all this is A B C to me; and as it’s merely funny to you, +you think there must be an air pocket in my mind into +which my sense of humor has dropped —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No, dear, not a bit of it. We all know that you learned +more in the East than you’ll ever tell, and we’ve heard vague +rumors of Charcot —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, his hypnotism is all out of date. The present men +are as scientific as the ancients —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, don’t be too hard on us, Julia, and pity Mr. Tay. +Take him with you to Paris. I mean it. It’s the least you +can do.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll not.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And why not, dear?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you see,” said Julia, “the unexpected might happen, +and I might want to marry him. And when men recover, +they recover so completely; not to say console themselves +with some one else. I shall have the suggestion +made, that if I ever should—but I’m not going to say another +word about it. Good night.” And she ran out of +the room.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I don’t doubt she could do all that,” said Ishbel, as +Bridgit gathered herself up. “But one thing I am positive +of, and that is that she won’t.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I rather hope she will. Then we can have a private +conference with the psycho and tell him to plant the haunting +image of Nigel in the place of Tay, dispossessed. Then +we’ll all be happy.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do you believe Nigel cares still for Julia?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Don’t I? But he’s strong, if you like. He can’t +marry her in England, so he thinks of her as little as possible +and does the work of two men.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But if he can’t marry her?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll tell you something if you’ll vow not to tell Julia—or +Mr. Tay.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Very well.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“France has been having bad heart attacks. I have it +from Aunt Peg.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Julia is as likely to hear it from the same source.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not she. The duke has forgiven her, but has no desire +to be reminded that he has a suffragette in the family. +Never reads the Militant news, and all the rest of it. So +Julia spares his feelings and never goes there. (I spare +him the sight of me!) I don’t want her to know it until +Mr. Tay is safely at home in his absorbing San Francisco. +It would never do, Ishbel. I’d like to see Julia happy myself, +but she can’t leave England. And she’d be happier +with Nigel, for he’s her own sort. I like Mr. Tay; he’s +really frightfully attractive—but—after Part I of love-plus-matrimony +had run its course, they’d have a bad time +adapting themselves. The real tyrants are the masterful +Americans, because in their heart of hearts they regard +women as children, handle them subtly, won’t fight in +the open. Now remember, you’ve promised. If Mr. Tay +found out that France was likely to die any minute, he’d +‘camp’ here, as he expresses it, until he could marry Julia +out of hand. He has a jaw, as you’ve observed yourself.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes,” said Ishbel. “I’ve promised, but I rather wish +I hadn’t. I like fair play.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“We are in war,” said Mrs. Maundrell, coolly. “Good +night.”</p> + +<h2>VIII</h2> + +<p class='pindent'>“<span class='sc'>Julia!</span>” came Tay’s voice over the telephone. “We +are in adjoining hotels! I never felt so truly wicked in my +life! How do you feel?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Cold. My stove won’t warm up.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Mine looks like a polar bear on end. I expect it to open +its jaws and devour me. Wish it would if what you English +chastely call its inside is warmer than its out. I’ve +just had an exhilarating supper of cold ham, beer, and +double-barrelled crusts, which appear to be a staple. I suppose +you have had precisely the same, as this is Germany +and the hour 11.30 <span style='font-size:smaller'>P.M.</span>”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, and I’m going to bed this minute and forget it. +Good night.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“One minute. To-morrow morning?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Hadn’t we better wait till the Darks arrive?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not much! Do you think I’m going to moon about a +strange town by my lonesome? If we could travel together —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“There are so many English people in Munich, and I am +in the position of Cæsar’s wife at present —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Don’t dare to mention the word—the fatal word. +Now, expect me to-morrow morning at nine-thirty. If you +are not downstairs on the minute, I’ll send a procession of +bell-boys up to your room until the hotel is ringing with +the scandal.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Very well. It would be rather stupid.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Glad you see the point. By the way, what have you +told the police you are? I longed to write anarchist and +see what would happen. I compromised by writing, ‘Proprietor +of a Free Lunch Counter and Antigraft Sausage +Factory.’ ”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You didn’t!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Cross my heart.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I hope you’ll have a visit from the police first thing in +the morning. I wrote ‘Ward in Chancery’; thought that +rather funny.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Best English joke I ever heard! Well, go to bed, +Princess of the Tower. Mind you stay on it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Lord Dark had been detained at the last minute, and +Julia easily had been persuaded to go on alone with Tay. +Both had made merry at first over the mock elopement; +but the trains were crowded and cold, the wait at Cologne +was long and colder still, and both were unsentimentally +relieved to arrive at their destination. Here, at least, in +the beautiful city of Munich, they really could enjoy a day +or two of complete liberty. Julia had not had the faintest +notion of secluding herself.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>On the following morning as Tay left his hotel he saw +her waiting in front of her own. As she smiled and waved +her hand he experienced a slight agreeable shock. “Aha!” +he thought. “I really believe she has switched off. For +all mercies, etc.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia’s eyes were dancing with anticipation, the firm +lines of her mouth had relaxed, and it looked even younger +than when he first met her, for then it had curved with +some of that bitterness of youth which she had long since +outgrown; although it had been replaced first by a cynical +humor and then by pride and determination. This morning +she was smiling almost as she may have smiled through +her first party at Government House. And she was looking +remarkably pretty in her forest-green tweed, and the +sable toque and stole she had taken from their long storage.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Did you ever feel such air?” she cried. “After the +heavy dampness of London, it goes to one’s head. I can +almost see the Alps, as well as feel them.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It’s positively immoral, this climate,” said Tay, shaking +her hand vigorously. “How do people ever sleep here? +Now I know why they drink so much beer—to keep their +feet on the earth.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“We’ll walk miles and miles.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“So we will. Sorry I couldn’t keep my engagement with +you for breakfast, but they fairly shoved that frugal meal +into my bed. When we have walked a few hours, we’ll +drop in somewhere and eat veal sausages and drink chocolate. +That, I am told, is the proper stunt about eleven +o’clock. Certainly in this climate one could digest the +maternal cow between meals.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>They had been walking briskly, but paused at the Maximilianplatz. +The closely planted trees and shrubs of the long +narrow park were covered with ice and glittered blindingly +in the bright winter sunshine. Even the tall houses on the +further sides of the streets that enclosed it had icicles depending +from the windows, glittering with the prismatic +hues. Overhead soft thick masses of cloud hung below +the deep rich blue of the sky. People were hurrying along +in their furs, the shop-windows were full of color. A royal +carriage passed, as blue as the sky, and an old man saluted +his loyal subjects.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Tay whistled.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Lucky for you it’s so hard to get married in a foreign +town, or my promises might go up in smoke. This is just +the place for a honeymoon.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Isn’t it? Let’s imagine we are just married and doing +Europe for the first time.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You can do the imagining,” said Tay, dryly. “My +imagination will take a well-earned rest for the present. +We’ll return to Munich later.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>They wandered about the narrow crooked shopping district +for a time, then up the wide Ludwigstrasse, almost deserted +at this hour.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good clean street,” said Tay, approvingly. “And I +like these flat brown old palaces. They look like Italy +without suggesting daggers and poison.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia didn’t answer, and Tay looked at her curiously. +Her head was thrown back, her mouth half open, as if inhaling +the crystal air. There was a faint pink flush in her +white cheeks, and her lips were scarlet. Her shining happy +eyes were moving restlessly, as if to take in all points of the +beautiful street at once. Tay was about to ask her a question +that had been in his mind since they started, when she +caught him suddenly by the arm.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Look!” she exclaimed. “Do you see that party there +across the street? They have skates! I remember now, +Ishbel said there was fine skating in the park. Oh, how I +should love to skate once more!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Then skate!” cried Tay. “We’ll follow them.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But of course you don’t. There is no ice in California.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But of course I do. You forget I spent four winters +in New England. Let me tell you, I didn’t miss a trick.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do you fancy we can hire skates?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I fancy we’ll skate if you want to. Come along. We +mustn’t let them out of our sight.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>They followed the group of girls and boys into the Englischer +Garten, a vast and glittering expanse of ice-laden +trees. The lake was already well covered with skaters, +young people for the most part, as it was Saturday, wearing +worsted sweaters, scarves, and mitts, and all looking very +red, very ugly, and very happy in a stolid deliberate way. +Tay found skates without difficulty, and after a few minutes’ +uncertain practice, they skimmed smoothly over the +surface.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I wish we had it to ourselves,” said Tay, discontentedly. +“If it were not for these unromantic mortals, we could imagine +we were in a sort of polar fairy land. I’ve seen the +ice-storm in New England but never on such a scale. We +are quite in the middle of a frozen wood.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“If the people of Munich were as artistic about themselves +as they are about their city, they would all dress in +white for skating. Then what a sight it would be! But +at least they look happy.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“So do you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I am, oh, I am!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“May I ask if it is because you have the rare privilege +of a day in my exclusive society?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Partly that. But not all. Can you make curves? I +never shall forget my delight when I skated for the +first time—after being brought up in the tropics! +Fancy!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Perhaps it didn’t take so much to make you happy in +those days.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, far more! Far, far more! I have been really +happy since then.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“If you don’t mind what you call it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Where do you suppose the swans go in winter?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Haven’t an idea, and care less. Look out!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>They almost collided with a large corsetless lady in a +white sweater, a red woollen scarf tied round her purple +face, and a gray skirt exhibiting massive pedestals. She +glared at the fashionable intruders, but described a curve +of surprising agility, although as she propelled herself to +the other side of the lake she gave the impression of waddling.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia snatched her hand from Tay’s and shot after the +expansive back. “Catch me!” she cried. And for the +next twenty minutes Tay pursued her, sometimes almost +heading her off, sometimes almost grasping her waving +hand, only to find her flying to the other end of the lake. +She looked like an elf, with her green dress and golden hair, +and was not for a moment lost sight of in the undistinguished +throng. Tay, whose blood was up, chased her until he +finally brought her to bay, when she threw herself down on +the bank and held out her skates to be unbuckled.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good symbol,” said Tay, as he knelt before her, “I’ll +catch you every time, my lady. Don’t ever try running +away, or you’ll merely get tired for nothing.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’m the better skater!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You are. But I’m a good sprinter. Do you want to +race me?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Rather!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He delivered up the skates, and when they reached a +straight expanse of road, they drew a long breath, hunched +their shoulders, and started on a dead run.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>To Tay’s surprise she kept abreast of him for nearly fifty +yards, making up for what she lacked in length of limb with +a fleetness of foot that gave her the effect of a bird in full +flight. Then he shot past her, and came back to find her +panting, but with dancing eyes.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I am so hungry!” she cried. “Is it time for sausages +and chocolate?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It’s time for lunch, or whatever they call it here. Do +you suppose we can find a cab? Much as I dote on exercise +I think a cab after coffee and rolls some three hours agone +would suit me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Where shall we lunch?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll sample your hotel, if you don’t mind, and you will +dine with me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And afterward we must go to one of the big cafés for +coffee. That is the proper thing.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You shall have your way in trifles so long as I have +beaten you twice.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>They found a cab near one of the gates of the park, and +drove as rapidly to the hotel as the fat driver and lean +horse could be persuaded to go, and both too hungry for +further nonsense. They had an admirable luncheon, in +spite of the fact that it was not the “high season,” and +then were directed to the Café Luitpold for their coffee. +It was full of students, the “trees” covered with their +caps of every color, and the atmosphere dense with smoke. +They found a table in an alcove, and Julia lit a cigarette +with the agreeable sensation of having come at last to the +real Bohemia.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Now,” said Tay, “I’ve got you where you can’t escape, +and there are no English people to overhear. I propose to +know what you think you are this morning. You are +playing some sort of a part, and a charming enough part +it is, but for complete enjoyment I must be on. I only +half understand. Out with it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia leaned her head against the wall and smiled.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I don’t mind telling you in the least. I am just eighteen, +and I have just arrived from Nevis. I never had time +to be really young, you know. So here is my opportunity.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You look the rôle, but how—well, you are young +enough in any case; but how do you manage to relight the +eighteen candles? You’ve lived <span class='it'>some</span> since then. I +couldn’t do it!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia smiled mysteriously. “We never really exhaust +any phase, particularly of youth. It is merely stowed away +waiting for the current. Mine leaped up at the first signal. +You appeared with the battery, and presto!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You suppressed it mighty well for quite two weeks.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I could have buried it deeper still, but I didn’t +choose to. I deliberately shook it out of its cave where +it was comfortably hibernating, and put all the rest in its +place.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Why didn’t you do it before? I can’t be the first +young and ardent admirer you have met. You are thirty-four—you +have been free eight years—it is incredible. +Is it merely the first good chance you have had? I don’t +know whether I like being your stalking horse or not.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia leaned her elbows on the table and looked him +straight in the eyes.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That has something to do with it, but not all. If you +had come a year earlier, when I couldn’t have left for a +minute, it would have been different, of course. But there +was this sudden lull, and, you see, I am frightfully in love.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The shot was so unexpected that Tay turned white, +then the red rushed to his face. He had been lounging. +He sat up stiffly and leaned forward.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Julia!” he said. “Be careful. I shan’t stand for +any flirting.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I’m much too young to flirt—I mean I hadn’t +heard the word when I left Nevis. Of course I’m in love +with you—fancy I have been for years. I don’t mind in +the least if you no longer are in love with me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’m in love all right, but I’d like mighty well to know +which of the several Julias you’ve treated me to I’m in +love with.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Don’t you like this one?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’d like nothing better than to know that you really +were eighteen and that I could teach you all you would ever +know.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You’ll teach me all I’ll ever know about love.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“The past is a blank as far as I am concerned. I can +wipe anything off the slate.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I don’t know—I don’t know— Charming as you are +now, I found you enchanting fifteen years ago, and quite as +fascinating in another way when we met again. I don’t +think I want the other Julias obliterated.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But you can stand this one for a week?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll ask for nothing better—for a week. But—somehow—you +look almost too young to know what love is. +You look like a child pretending.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I am and I’m not. I can’t annihilate the years, but I +can send them to the rear, and put youth, and all that +means when it has its rights, in front—and keep it there +as long as I choose.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Tay stirred uneasily. “I’ve seen women of thirty—forty—in +love before this, and they always look +rejuvenated—but—well, I wish you had never lived +those years in the Orient. You’ve got yourself too well +in hand. It’s uncanny.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, if you prefer me as the general of a Militant +army,” and she drew herself up, her features arranged +themselves in an expression of stern composure, her eyes +were steady and exalted, and her mouth subtly older.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Drop it!” said Tay, savagely. “Drop it! That at +least you are to cut out for good and all. I’m quite content +with you as you are—” Julia’s face was relaxed and +smiling once more. “It is enough to know your possibilities. +Remain as you are until you have developed +under my tuition; and forget your Oriental learning +also.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That is just the one thing I never would part with. +Without it I should be no match for you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Tell me one thing right here. Do you fancy yourself +something more than mere woman? I mean did those old +wiseacres in the East convince you that you were a soul +reincarnated for a purpose, even before they taught you +too much of their psychic lore? I don’t know whether I +like the idea or not. Living with a reincarnated immortal +soul several hundred million years old, developed that +much beyond ordinary women, might not be all that a +mortal man desires. How in creation could I ever live +up to you?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Don’t look so far ahead. Do I look like anything but +a very mortal woman at the present moment?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You look so adorable that if there were a little more +smoke in this room I should kiss you. But—you little +devil!—you have chosen the most public place in Munich +to tell me all this, and you waited until you got out of +England, where I did have a chance to see you alone —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course. Love-making would spoil it all. Nothing +can ever be as enchanting as just being in love and asking +for no more.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Can’t it? Well, you can have your little comedy here, +and I’ll take matters in my own hands when we get back. +You’ve got things all your own way now—hang it! +hang it!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Can’t you, too, feel young and irresponsible? You +really would be happy, and make me happy. And it would +be something to remember!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I feel more like going out and getting drunk. However—have +your own way. I’ll play up —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No, feel.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No doubt I shall. Your utter youth was contagious +enough this morning. I’ve got some will myself. But +say it again— Is it possible that you really love me?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, I do,” said Julia, softly. “Never let that worry +you.”</p> + +<h2>IX</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>They</span> spent the following day wandering with the crowds +that fill the Munich streets on bright Sundays, and the +Darks arrived at midnight. The next morning they all +went to the lake, this time finding a very different class of +skaters in possession. Munich has a small fashionable set +whose members dress as fashionable people do everywhere. +To-day, the women in their short cloth or tweed frocks +and rich furs, their faces rosy with cold and exercise, enhanced +the glittering beauty of the landscape; and the +young officers were quite as decorative.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Some class,” said Tay. “In Europe there’s no choice +between the aristocrats and the peasants. In my country, +now, you couldn’t take your oath that all these birds of +paradise weren’t clever shop-girls, until you got close +enough to take notes. But here even a snub-nosed baroness, +dressed like a housekeeper, shows her class.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That’s about all we’ve got left,” said Dark. “You +helped yourself to a sort of ready-made imitation of it, as +you did to everything else it took us twenty centuries to +grind out. Think you might be generous and give us a +little hustle in return. Can I help you, Mrs. France?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He buckled on her skates and they joined the throng on +the ice, Tay following with Ishbel. Lord Dark, something +in the fashion of his wife, was a man of almost romantic +appearance covering a practical character and a keen alert +brain. He was as pure a Saxon in type as still persists, +with fair hair and moustache, straight proud features, and +languid blue eyes in thick brown frames. His tall figure +was lean and sinewy, but carried listlessly. Thrown on his +own resources, he would not have been driven on to the +stage, out to South Africa, or become a vague “something +in the City”; he would deliberately have applied himself +to the science of money-making and mastered it, his ends +accelerated by his indolent manner, so tempting to sharpers. +Having inherited a considerable fortune, he was content +with a career on the turf. His racing stud was notable, +and rarely a year passed without adding to its reputation. +He also amused himself with politics and society. Devoted +to Ishbel for years before he could marry her, he was now +as completely happy as a man may be whose wife is giving +a large part of her energies to a cause of which he fastidiously +disapproves. Broadminded, he was quite willing +that all women outside of his particular circle should vote, +but wished that his ancestors had settled the question +and spared his generation. Astute in all things, however, +he not only gave his wife her head up to a certain point, +but of late had done what he could to help rush the thing +through and have done with it. Ishbel, like Julia, was +pledged to ignore the detested subject during this brief +vacation.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Jolly place, Munich,” he observed. “We always +come here in August for the Wagnerfeste. You see all +Europe as well as hear good music in comfort, which is +more than you could ever say of Baireuth. We’ve never +been here in winter before. Have you read up a bit? +There ought to be good winter sports in the mountains.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Rather. I don’t fancy Mr. Tay was here an hour +before he discovered there was tobogganing (rodelling) +and skiing at Partenkirchen. He’s talked of little else.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good! Then we’ll be really happy for a week.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Meanwhile Ishbel was gently extracting a declaration +of Tay’s intentions toward Julia by the diplomatic method +of assuming all.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It is too dreadful that you will take Julia from us,” +she said plaintively. “Couldn’t you live in London?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not yet.” Tay turned upon her a face of almost +boyish delight. “But if she’ll really have me, we could +come over every summer. Do you think she will?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“In the end, of course. I’ve known Julia for sixteen +years, and waited for her to fall in love. She never does +anything by halves. But she may think she can’t leave +England yet.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I wish these women didn’t take themselves so seriously,” +said Tay, viciously. “One would think the fate +of England depended on them.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Ishbel laughed. “How like Eric! But we are used +to the sixteenth century masculine attitude. It wouldn’t +matter so much about me, except that every one of us helps +to swell the total, but Julia is a great leader, with a wonderful +power of attracting attention, making recruits, and inspiring +her followers. We couldn’t spare her if the fight was to go +on, but if it is won this year—well, I have told her to go +and leave the rest to the other women in command.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you have! Bully for you! What did she say?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She wouldn’t commit herself. If I were you, I’d simply +marry her.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“So I shall, if I’m convinced she really cares for me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You don’t doubt it?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I don’t know. She’s a puzzle to me. Sometimes I +think she’s the most natural being on earth, and at others—well—the +so-called complex women aren’t in it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She’s both, but none the less interesting.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, she’s interesting, all right. But she’s become +such an adept at bluffing herself that I doubt if she always +knows just where she’s at. Just now she’s bluffed—or +hypnotized?—herself into thinking she’s interested in +me. But I have an idea she could switch off in the opposite +direction as easily.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Julia is a bit odd,” admitted Ishbel. “Especially since +she came back from the East. Even before she went, she +wasn’t much like anybody else, owing, no doubt, to that +strange old mother of hers; but au fond she’s the most loyal +and sincere of mortals. And it takes matrimony—a love-match—to +clear a woman’s brain of cobwebs. Marry Julia +and take her to the young world, and I’ll venture to say she’ll +forget all she learned in the East, and a good part of her inheritance. +Then she’ll be the most charming of women.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That’s the way I talk to myself when I’m not in the +dumps. But do you really want her to marry an American? +It would be more like you to want to keep her +over here.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I did once plot and scheme to make her marry a very +dear friend of us all, Lord Haverfield—Nigel Herbert—you +must have read his books.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That was rather imprudent of me. But it’s all over +long ago. Julia never cared for him, and I have always +said that when she did care for any man, I’d turn match-maker +in earnest and do all I could to help him marry her—that +is, if I liked him—and we’re all quite in love with +you.” She flashed the sweetness of her charming countenance +on him, and he thought her almost as beautiful as +Julia. “I want her to be happy, for she was once terribly +unhappy. Her experience was truly awful —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I never want to think of it,” said Tay, hastily. “I +refuse to remember that she has ever been married. Look +at here—will you promise to be on my side if she goes off +on one of her tangents?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I will!” and she gave his hand a little shake. She +longed to tell him that France might die any minute, but +she had once more given her word to Bridgit, and could +only hope that France would take himself off before Tay +left England. “But if the worst comes to the worst, I’ll +get round it somehow,” she thought.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>A moment later a rapid change of partners was effected, +Tay threw his arm lightly round Julia’s waist, and they +waltzed down the lake to the amazement of the less agile +Germans.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Suppose you look up,” said Tay. “If you’re blushing +because I have my arm round you for the first time, I’d +like to see it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia laughed and threw back her head. She was blushing, +and her eyes sparkled. “I’ll admit I never felt so +happy in my life.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Are you as much in love with me as you were two days +ago?” he asked dryly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh—rather more, I think.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“If you like the sensation of my arm round you at a +temperature of ten above zero, in full view of all Munich, +can you imagine the ineffable happiness of being kissed by +me in the vicinity of one of those tiled stoves with the +door shut?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Then if all these people should suddenly disappear, +you wouldn’t care to kiss me in the midst of this enchanted +wood?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’d kiss you wherever I got a chance, and what’s more +I’ll do it. So prepare yourself.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Your promise!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Promise nothing. I absolve myself right here. And +you talk Suffrage if you can!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Alas, I don’t want to. But I shan’t let you make love +to me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, yes, you will,—when and where I please.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia looked a little frightened. “Oh, no—we mustn’t +go that far —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You merely want to flirt and make me miserable? Well, +I’ve had just as much of that as I propose to stand. You’re +laying up a frightful retribution, my lady.” He tightened +his clasp and drew her as close as the skates would permit. +“Be consistent,” he whispered. “You are eighteen. You +remember nothing. We are really engaged, you know. +You are mine this week. We have four days more. Put +that imagination of yours to some good use. Believe that +we are to be married this day fortnight.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“If I go too far—you would never forgive me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He laughed grimly. “If you go that far, you’ll go +farther. Of course I understand you. It’s a proof of the +adorable innocence you have managed to preserve that +you don’t know what playing with fire means to the man. +You propose to abandon yourself discreetly, get a certain +excitement out of words and coquetry while we’re here +safely chaperoned, and then throw me down hard in the +cause of duty when we return to London. Well, that’s +not my program. Now, we’ll say no more about it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>They climbed up the interior of the great statue Bavaria, +in the afternoon, to gaze at the tumbled peaks of the +Alps glittering through the haze that promised fine weather. +Then the women rested for the opera of the evening, and +Tay and Dark smoked in one of the cafés, talked horse +and business, and, incidentally, drifted into a friendship +that was to lead to strange results. Dark had influential +friends in the City and promised Tay his immediate assistance +in bringing his prospective partners to terms. Tay, +who liked sport as well as most American men, although +he had little time to devote to it, forgot that he was in love +while “swapping” stories of the race-track. Both, secretly +despising the other’s nationality, discovered that when +men are men they are pretty much the same the world over. +They cemented the bond by cursing Suffrage with all the +epithets, profane, picturesque, savage, and humorous, in +their respective vocabularies, and left the café arm in arm, +feeling that they had talked woman back into her proper +sphere and that all was well with the world.</p> + +<h2>X</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Those</span> were the last days of the Munich Opera-house in +all its glory. Mottl, prince of conductors, was alive; +Fay, Preuse-Matzenauer, Bosetti, Bender, Feinhals, the +incomparable Fassbender, sang every week, and, now and +again, Knote and Morena. To-day death and disaster +have overtaken that great company, and few are left to +make the pilgrimage to Munich worth while.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Die Walküre” was given on Monday night, and included +nearly all of the staff. The hotel portier had reserved +seats for the English party in the first row of the balkon, +and they had a full view of a typical Wagnerian audience. +In these days, owing no doubt to the American residents, +the entire auditorium, as well as the balkon and loges, was +well dressed. No more did the hausfrau come in her street +costume of serviceable stuff turned in at the neck with a +bit of tulle, but made shift to wear a demitoilette of sorts, +and light in color even if of mean material. The fashionable +Müncheners outdressed the Americans and occupied the +first row of the balkon and the loges. Even the royalties +presented a far better appearance than in the old days, +and the large number of officers present alone would have +given the house a brilliant appearance. The upper tiers +were picturesque with the girl students in their Secessionist +costumes and bazaar heads, the men with their untidy +hair and flowing ties. But the crowning grace of the +“Hof” at all times is that no one is allowed to enter after +the overture begins, nor dares to speak until the curtain +goes down.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia had carefully arrayed herself in her most becoming +gown, a white Liberty satin under pale green chiffon, so +casual in effect that it looked as if held together by the +sheaf of lilies-of-the-valley on the corsage. Ishbel was +resplendent in black velvet and English pink; and the +party was the cynosure of the audience below, standing +with its back to the stage and frankly inspecting the balkon +until the last bell rang and the lights went out.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The tenor was wrenching the sword from the tree, and +Fay was standing with her famous arms rigidly aloft, in +one of the prescribed Wagnerian attitudes, when Tay saw +Julia move restlessly, sit forward with a frown, and then +sink back with an expression of sadness so profound that +he longed to ask what ailed her now, but had no desire +to be hissed down or put out by the fat doorkeeper. When +they were in the buffet, however, during the first pause, +and he had walked up two trains and nearly lost his cufflinks +in a determined effort to procure ices, and they were +alone at a table in a corner, he referred to the incident, +if only to prove that no performance, no matter how great, +could divert his attention from her.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I was only thinking,” said Julia. “I wonder +where the Darks are?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Engaged in a wrestling match, probably. Aren’t you +always thinking? What struck you so suddenly in the +middle of that alleged dramatic scene where the fat man, +purple in the face, was struggling to get a tin sword out of +a paper tree and trying to sing at the same time? Never +was so excited in my life.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia laughed. “I was sure you were not musical.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You insult San Francisco. We are the most musical +people in America. The very newsboys whistle the opera +tunes. But I like to see a decent sense of the proprieties +observed. Those two could have said all they had to say +in five minutes. Set to music, it should take about fifteen. +However— Tell me what struck you all of a heap.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh—well—I—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Shoot!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“More slang. Fire away.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do you expect to know all my thoughts?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I don’t, but I’d like to.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I wonder! However—I don’t mind telling you. It +occurred to me rather forcibly how much simpler women’s +problems were in those days. Two young people, isolated +from the world, meet and spontaneously fall in love. They +are creatures of instinct, and ignorant of any law except +Might. A sleeping potion in the savage husband’s nightly +horn settles that question, and they run away into the forest +and are happy—would be happy forever more if let +alone. But in these complicated days—all our obstacles +are inside of us! Any one can find courage to defy the +primitive and obvious —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Plenty of primitive people right in the midst of civilization,” +interposed Tay, grimly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, I know, and in your country divorce is easy. But +for the highly civilized, life, even with divorce, is anything +but easy. Women question that condition called happiness +when it would appear to offer itself, examine it on all +sides. They know men too well—life—above all, themselves. +Or they have assumed impersonal duties and +responsibilities. Or their brains have become so complex +that love alone cannot satisfy. They would have love plus far +more! If the choice must be made, they dare not cast for +love, in their fear of disaster. Nothing is so dishonest as +the so-called psychological novel, which leaves two thinking +moderns in each other’s arms at the end of a forced situation, +with their natures unchanged, all their problems—their +inner problems—unsolved. They never can be +solved by love, marriage, children, the good old way. The +sort for whom all problems can be treated by the conventional +recipe are not worth writing about. But it is a +terrible proposition; for these highly civilized women +have the automatic desires of their sex for love and happiness—intensified +by imagination! But—they know that +a greater need still is to fill their lives and use their brains.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Tay had turned pale. “The modern man, unless he is +an ass, gives his wife her head.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That is beside the question. The real trouble doesn’t +sound particularly attractive when put into plain English: +it is the raising of the ego to the <span class='it'>n</span>th power that makes these +women want to stand alone, resent the idea of finding completion +in a man.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Then let us pray that they will all die old maids, and +their race die with them.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No hope! Children of the most commonplace parents +are the products of their times. Heredity is modified from +generation to generation. Otherwise, we should all be +Siegmunds and Sieglindes. Their little brains are impregnated +by forces seen and unseen. Hadji Sadrä would +explain it by the theory of reincarnation, or by planetary +conditions at birth—the only reasonable explanation of +Shakespeare, by the way, if he wasn’t Bacon. But although, +no doubt, many of the great do return to complete their +work, there are not enough to go round. And there is a +simpler explanation. In these vibrating days the very +air is flashing and humming with secrets for those that +have the magnet in their brains. Bright minds learn from +life, not from their old-fashioned parents. Oh, the breed +will increase, not diminish! Happiness, old style, is about +done for. Women will be happier in consequence—or +in another way. I don’t know about men. They have +reigned too long. And then they are simple ingenuous +creatures, the most tyrannical of them, and pathetically +dependent upon women. Women are growing more independent +every day, more indifferent to that sex ‘management’ +of men, which so far has constituted a large part of +man’s happiness.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Tay was angry, therefore more jocular than ever. +“Don’t forget the adaptability of even the male animal, +also that man is born of woman; also brought up by her. +I don’t worry one little bit about the future happiness of +man. As for the Home—apartment-houses and the decline +and fall of servants have about relegated it to the last +stronghold of the old-fashioned love story—the country +town. I said just now that I’d like to know all your +thoughts. Well, I shouldn’t. My idea of happiness is a +lifetime with a woman who would always be more or less +of a mystery, who would have her own life—inner and +outer—as I should have mine. And I’m not so sure that +mine would be simple and ingenuous. Marriage with her +would be a sort of intense personal partnership, with separations +of irregular recurrence and length. Then, my +lady, there would be a constant ache; passion would never +wear itself out; and neither would be looking for novel +affinities elsewhere.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia smiled. “It sounds very enticing. But that +isn’t the point. The subtlest enemy—it is that desire to +find our highest completion alone.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“A bully good phase for the next world. Something to +look forward to. The Fool’s Paradise in this life is the +grandest failure on record. Men and women are not +constituted to perfect by their lonesomes. Otherwise the +mutual attraction of sex would not be what it is. No +woman that a man wants was ever intended to complete +herself; nor can she become so highly developed in this +life as not to find it quite safe to follow her instincts on her +own plane.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The second bell had rung and the buffet was nearly +empty. He leaned across the table and brought his face +close to hers. “If you are dead sure that I never could +make you happy, that you never could love me, that you +haven’t a human instinct that I could gratify, then chuck +me. But if you are only psychologizing on general principles, +then chuck that as fast as you can. I don’t want +to hear any more of it, and I shan’t pay any more attention +to it hereafter than if you were speculating about possible +grandchildren inheriting a taste for drink from your brother. +Switch off! You are eighteen.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia sprang to her feet with a laugh, her seriousness +routed. “Right you are! Come, or we’ll be locked out.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Both Dark and Tay stolidly refused to remain for the +last act, and the party went to the best of the restaurants +for the supper, which was to take the place of dinner; the +opera had begun at six o’clock. The meal was cooked by +a chef, and they lingered over it until long after the Wagnerites +were in bed. Dark and Tay were in the best of +spirits, for however they might love music, they loved +dinner more; Julia and Ishbel, who were disposed to be +sulky, soon recovered, and the party was so gay that even +the yawning waiters smiled and felt sure of recompense. +When they finally left the restaurant, Munich might have +been the tomb of its history. Not a cab was on the rank. +Not a policeman was to be seen. When they reached the +small paved square before the loggia, Dark threw his arm +about Julia, and they waltzed until Tilly must have longed +to step down and join them. A delighted giggle did come +from the sentry-boxes before the side portals of the palace +as Tay and Ishbel followed the example of their companions. +It is not often that the Munich night is disturbed +by anything more original than roistering students. +The moon was out, the cold air crisp. They could have +danced for an hour, but Ishbel suddenly reminded them +that they were to start for Partenkirchen in a few hours, +and they raced one another to their hotel.</p> + +<h2>XI</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>They</span> spent the rest of their week at Partenkirchen, a +village in a mountain valley, surrounded by a chain of +glittering peaks. The village was little more than one +steep street bordered by inns and shops, but there were +farms in the valley and on the nearer hillsides. The +natives wore high fur caps, not unlike the cossack headgear, +and seemed to exist for decorative purposes only, although +alive to the lure of tourist silver. The hotel at the top of +the street was very modern, with a good cook, little +balconies for those that would enjoy the view, and many +nooks in the rooms downstairs for those that would talk +unhindered if not unseen. At this season there were no +other English or Americans, but a sufficient number of +Europeans of the leisure class to make the dining-room +brilliant at night and animated at all times.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia and Ishbel had provided themselves with short +white skirts of thick material, white men’s sweaters, and +white Tam o’ Shanters. The men couldn’t wear white, +but looked their best, as men always do, in rough mountaineering +costume. They climbed, skated, skied, and +tobogganed; and, under Julia’s gentle manipulation, kept +close together. It was natural that Tay should fall to +Ishbel in their outings, and only once or twice did he manage +to drag Julia’s sled up the hill, or direct her uncertain footsteps +when on the snow-shoes. Then she was so excited +with the new sport that she paid little attention to him. +She threw herself into it with the zest of a child, and he +couldn’t flatter himself that her merry laugh was forced, +nor the dancing lights in her eyes. Nor was he depressed +himself by any means; the tonic air went to the heads of +all of them, and they enjoyed themselves with an abandon +possible only to those that have seen too much of life.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But on the last day, Ishbel, who saw through Julia’s +manœuvres, deliberately stayed in bed with a headache, +and Dark, without warning of his intention, departed +early with a guide. Tay and Julia met alone at the breakfast +table.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Now!” he said gayly. “I’ve got you. What are you +going to do about it? If you shut yourself up in your room, +I’ll break the door down.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“As if I’d do anything so silly. How I wish we could +stay here a month.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Why not?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I left no address, and I may have stayed too long already —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Sh-h!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You could not, either.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, yes, I could. Dark has been pulling wires, and +I’m dead sure now that the thing will go through.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’m so glad! But no doubt you could have managed +it by yourself sooner or later. I fancy you’ll always be a +success in business.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Thanks. If you mean to insinuate that business and +cards are in the same class, I’m not a bit discouraged.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Pour me out another cup of coffee. I believe American +men like to wait on women.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It’s part of our game. You see how honest I am. +You’ll marry me without illusions.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Shall you boss me frightfully?” Julia looked at him +over her cup, and he nearly dropped his. He kept his +bantering tone, however.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“The more you do for me, the more I’ll spoil you. It +will be quite an exciting race. How should you like being +spoiled for a change?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It would be glorious. So irresponsible.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Exactly. That’s what makes many a man get drunk. +Few sensations so delightful as that of complete irresponsibility.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do you get drunk?” asked Julia, in mock alarm.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Gorgeously. Am I not a good San Franciscan? Not +too often, however. Bad for business.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You never told me if you went on that spree when +you got those ten thousand dollars. Or didn’t you get it? +Perhaps you anticipated, and your father wouldn’t—what +did you call it—plunk?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I didn’t, and he did, and I did. I whooped it up for +just five days. To tell you the truth, I didn’t find as much +in it as I expected, but felt I owed it to myself. Wish now +I’d come over and eloped with you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah!” Julia made a rapid mental calculation. He +would have arrived at about the time Nigel was laying his +last desperate siege. Poor Nigel! Julia could picture +Tay’s wooing and methods. Would he have won where +her more courtly knight had failed?</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Suppose I had never turned up?” asked Tay, abruptly. +“That husband of yours can’t live forever, is many years +older than you, anyhow. Do you fancy you would have +eventually married Herbert? Corking books! He must +be some man.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia had flushed to her hair. “How did you know I +was thinking of him?” she stammered.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Were you? Well, those flashes happen, you know. +You haven’t answered my question.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It is quite impossible for me to tell, even to imagine, +what I might have done if you—well, if you had not come +over again. I’ve never really thought of marrying Nigel, +but there would be a certain rest in it—not now, but later, +perhaps. And we think and work with much the same +objects.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Nothing in rest till you’ve had the other thing +first. How much thinking did you expend on that +other thing before you were submerged in the unmentionable?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia blushed again, then laughed. “Oh, well—some +day, I’ll tell you a funny experience I had in India.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Tell me now.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Over empty coffee-cups and fragments of buttered rolls? +Not I. What shall we do first? Skate?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“If you like. Do you want to toboggan afterward?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I think I’d like a tramp through the woods. We’ve +never really investigated them.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good. Come along.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>They found the lake deserted and skated in silence until +Tay remembered her promise.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“This is a sufficiently romantic spot for confidences,” he +observed. “And in full view of the waiters of the hotel, +who appear to have nothing to do but watch us. Tell me +your Indian experience. Whom did you think you were +in love with over there?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Nobody. That was the trouble.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Did he love and ride away, perhaps? That’s just the +sort of experience you need.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, I’ve never had it,” said Julia, indignantly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“A man never minds telling when he’s been left, but I +doubt if a woman ever admits it even to herself. You’re +weak-kneed creatures, the best of you, and need nine-tenths +of all the vanity there is in the world to keep going.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I believe you really despise women. But you’re just +the sort that couldn’t live without them.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Right and wrong. I shan’t explain that cryptic statement. +Fire away.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You’ll laugh at me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“If I really could laugh at you, I’d be half cured. I try, +but it does no good. What would be funny in another +woman is tragic in you—and pathetic.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah?” She was prepared to be indignant again, but +met a new expression in the eyes with which he was intently +regarding her. “What do you mean by that? I am not +to be pitied.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You poor isolated child! I’ve never felt sorrier for +anybody in my life. But never mind. Tell me your Indian +experience.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well—one night—a warm heavenly Indian night—I +was alone in a boat on a lake. There was a great marble +palace at one end. The nightingales were singing in the +forest; and such perfumes!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Gorgeous! Why wasn’t I there? Some fun, love-making +in southern Asia. But this is just the setting for +real enjoyment of the story. Go ahead.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, I never could be in a sentimental mood in this +temperature. Well, I was completely happy—I had been +happy for nearly a year in India, enjoying its strange beauty +and never wishing for a companion. It was happiness +enough to be alone and free. But that night—suddenly—I +felt furious —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah! I begin to catch on.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I wish you wouldn’t always guess what I’m going to +say.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Shows I’m the real thing. Go on.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I did wish with all my soul—every part of me—that +I had a lover and that he was there. Heavens, how I could +have loved him! I felt abominably treated by fate. Up +to that time I hadn’t even thought about love. My experience +had been too dreadful. I had felt sure that all +capacity for love had been withered up at the roots. When +a man looked at me as men do look at women they admire +very much, it was enough to make me hate him. But I +suddenly realized all that had passed. I had come to the +conclusion that Harold had been mad from the beginning, +so I could do no less than forgive him. That seemed to +wipe it all out.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“When did this happen?” asked Tay, abruptly. “What +year?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It must have been—in 1903.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh! Cherry hadn’t been to England for two or three +years. She went that year and came back with a good deal +of your story—got it from your aunt, of course. I remember +I thought about you pretty hard for a time. Was on +the brink of falling in love with another girl, and it all went +up in smoke. What time of the year was it?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Late autumn.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes! I told myself it was tomfoolery. That you had +forgotten me; and I had pretty well forgotten you. Nevertheless, +I couldn’t get you out of my head. You believe +in that sort of thing, I suppose!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, yes. I wonder!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>They were both pale and staring at each other. “Well, +go on,” said Tay. “What next?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I made up my mind that I would find some one to love; +and take the consequences. I went down to Calcutta, and +for a whole winter tried to fall in love. There were many +charming men, but it was no use.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Now are you convinced?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>There was a bend in the lake, which Julia had artfully +avoided. Tay swung her suddenly around it, and in spite +of her desperate attempt to free herself, caught her in his +arms.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Now,” he said, “I propose to show you that temperature +has nothing to do with it. Keep quiet. You are on skates, +remember.” And he kissed her.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You can kiss me again,” said Julia, after a moment or +two.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I thought so.” And he kissed her for several minutes.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You look quite different,” murmured, Julia finally.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I can look more so. Skates and worsted collars that +take your ears off are infernally in the way.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Will you always joke?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“My dear child, if I didn’t joke, I might really frighten +you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia shivered. “I’ve been frightened for days. I knew +this would come. If I’d been really wise, I’d have run +away.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It wouldn’t have done you one bit of good. Never try +that game. If you do, I’ll jump right up on the platform +in Albert Hall and kiss you in the presence of ten thousand +suffragettes—damnable word!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I believe you would.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I would.” And he kissed her again.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>This time she didn’t respond, and he gave her a little +shake. “Forget it. You’re to think of nothing but me +this long day we have all to ourselves. Time enough in +London for you to set up your ninepins for me to bowl over. +You’ve shown what you can do. Lady Dark told me that +you did nothing by halves, and you’ve just proved it. To-day +for love. Do you hear?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia smiled radiantly. “I couldn’t think of anything +but you for more than a minute if I would. That was one +thing that terrified me at night—when I had time to +think— I had switched off with a vengeance! The past +seemed blotted out. I wonder! I wonder!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I don’t. And I never saw a mortal woman look so +happy. Your faculty of living in the moment is a grand +asset, my dear. Ten months— Good lord! It takes all +of that time to establish a residence in Nevada, and all the +rest of it. However— Well, let us go for a walk in the +woods.” He glanced about with a quickening breath. +“Blessed spot! We’ll come back to it one of these days.”</p> + +<h2>XII</h2> + +<p class='pindent'>“<span class='sc'>It</span> shows how much in love we are that we don’t mind +this luncheon,” said Tay, who made a face, nevertheless. +They had decided to remain away from the hotel all day, +and were fortifying themselves at the inn on the lake. The +meal was the usual one of watery veal, fried potatoes, and +pastry. “I remember eating ‘kalb’ when I was in Germany +before until I choked. Can any one explain why +there are more calves in Germany than anywhere else on +the face of the globe? You don’t see so many cows. The +offspring must arrive in litters like pigs.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And the German, true to his creed, is furious if you +flout his commonest staple.” Julia smiled, but, in truth, +her mind was deeply perturbed, and she spoke mechanically. +There had been no more love-making, for guests and peasants +had met them at every turn of the woods. Her Hindu +master had once told her that profound as were the suggestions +he had given her, and systematic as was the control +she had been taught to acquire over herself, either might +suffer interruption unless she lived in India for many years +longer. A violent awakening of the primal emotions, the +assault of a mind and nature, temporarily, at least, stronger +than her own, and that devil that lives in the subconsciousness +would sit on his hind legs and chuckle.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>During the hours that had succeeded those moments of +unquestioning surrender on the lake, her thirty-four years +with their highest accomplishment had crept back, and she +had ceased forever to feel eighteen. The immediate future +rose before her like a black wall pricked out with menacing +fingers. There was no question as to where her duty lay +for the moment, as to what she must accomplish before she +could think of happiness. All the steel in her nature had +reasserted itself, her brain was cold and keen. She would +put an end to the present state of affairs this very day. +But how? How?</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She continued pleasantly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Perhaps it would have been better to go back to the +hotel.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not much. The hotel is associated with three evenings +of fruitless manœuvrings to get you alone in one of those +corners. Besides, Lady Dark may have recovered. I’ll +take no chances. You are to be mine alone for an entire +day.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“We could stay a few days longer.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No, on the whole, I want to wind up London as quickly +as possible. So must you. I shall send you on a steamer +ahead to make sure of you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia laughed. “How like a man. We could hardly be +happier than we are now. Why not let well enough alone, +for a bit?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, you see, I am a man, and therefore differ from you +as to what constitutes real happiness. I want to get the +cursed Reno matter over as quickly as possible. Besides, +I am due at home. The business might wait, but there’s +a big piece of political work to pull off, and I must do my +share in prying my poor rotten state out of the slough.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia’s mind took a leap. “I believe you are really ambitious,” +she said, with bright sympathetic eyes. “Politicians +don’t work for nothing. Do you know you never +have told me a word of your ultimate intentions?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ve been too busy talking about you. I was only too +glad to side-track my own affairs for a time. We were all +so strung up during the graft prosecution that we jumped +at anything that would give us a chance to forget it, and +recuperate our energies.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, you have had a change! Do tell me how you +have planned out your life. Do you look forward to being +President of the United States?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not as much as when I was fifteen.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you will always joke! Can’t you fancy what your +future is to me? You are capable of great things, and I +don’t for a moment believe that you care for nothing but +money making, varied by an occasional rush at reform. +Do be serious.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“My dear, I never felt more serious than I do at this +moment. God knows I’m only too grateful for your interest. +It struck me as ominous that you never asked me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I didn’t dare,” murmured Julia. “A man’s career is +a so much more brilliant thing than a woman’s ever can +be, for he has two distinct sides. We women are bound by +our physical limitations to one side. We must make new +traditions—and new bodies to transmit —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Hold on! Let us avoid that subject as long as possible.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But tell me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, here is the way I am fixed: I am for reform, my +father is not. I am a full partner in the firm, but I can’t +use the firm’s money for an object to which my father is +bitterly opposed. But I have been making money on the +outside, investing and reinvesting, and, in two years at +most, I shall have an independent fortune, irrespective of +my father’s large estate. Then I intend to go in for politics, +doing all I can meanwhile to educate the people in the precepts +of the true democracy and to keep the Reform party +on top. I intend to hold conspicuous office in California, +then go to Congress. You can call this ambition, if you +like; no doubt ambition is mixed up with all deep sense +of personal usefulness. It takes a good-sized ego to permit +you to fancy yourself able to reform long-existing conditions; +and egoism and ambition are good working partners. I +shall work for my own state first, and then for the country +at large. That is the way for Americans to begin, or, at all +events, the way we do begin, our country being what it is. +State pride is almost as strong as national. Moreover, +a man must prove himself in his own state before he can +get a chance to command the attention of the nation. If +a man happens to belong to a notoriously corrupt state like +California, and manages to shine by contrast, his opportunities +are so much the greater! But the nation is the +thing. Every Union man during the Civil War fought for +his flag, not for his section. But our country is now a republic +only in name. We are piling up problems our +founders could not anticipate, and if they go on unchecked, +they will land us either in an autocracy, or in the worst +form of tyranny known to history,—mob rule. It is the +business of a few of us to avert a French Revolution. Just +at present we are between two camps, Monopoly and Labor-Unionism, +and have almost forgotten that we are citizens +of a free country. Our skins have been safe so far, owing +to the lack of brains and initiative in the masses; also, because +they are far from starvation. But let that condition +arise—before the Money Power has been made to open its +eyes, or has been controlled by legislation—then horrors +beside which the French Revolution will be mere picturesque +material for novelists. A few thinking men with +money enough to give them weight with the solid moneyed +class at the top—where the reform must begin—as well +as to place them above suspicion, and who have cultivated +common-sense and patriotism instead of greed, must do the +business. Let’s get out of this.”</p> + +<h2>XIII</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>When</span> they were walking over the crisp snow in the +woods—now deserted, for hotel guests and peasants alike +were at the long midday meal—he resumed the subject. +Her vivid sympathy and interest had brought back the +bitter struggle of the past two years with a rush.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How I wish you had been with me when we made our +graft fight,” he said, looking at her with fond eager eyes. +“What a mate you would have been. When the whole town +is howling at a man because he is trying to do the right thing, +he needs just such a woman as you to keep the courage in +him. The concerted opinion of the majority has an insidious +power! Sometimes we wondered if we could be +right, if we were not all dreamers, unpractical, doing our +city more harm than good. The whole country was aghast +at our exposures, business was almost dead, capital refused +to come our way; the poor old city that had been wrecked +by the most fearful natural calamity of modern times—$500,000,000 +went up in smoke—seemed to cry out +against us for holding her down, to beg for a chance to +limp out of her bog. But we looked ahead, convinced that +there could be no permanent prosperity for San Francisco +until the sore was scraped to the bone and sterilized; in +other words, until the political scoundrels and the get-rich-quick +element, that obtained their crushing franchises by +corrupting a packed Board of Supervisors, and bought +everybody, from the boss and the mayor down to the man +in the street with a vote to sell, were either gaoled or so discredited +that they would be forced into private life or out +of the state. We unseated the boss and the mayor, the +supervisors having come through, and we were able to indict +several of what we call the higher-ups—the men that had +done the buying. I never had much hope of convicting +these men, for in California, in its present state of moral +development, it is next to impossible to convict a rich man. +If you get an honest judge, there are always men in the jury +that have got in for no purpose but to be bribed. But we +won out in another way. The long trial aired the abominable +practices of these corporations, and, together with +the many sensational episodes—the shooting of the prosecuting +attorney in court, and the suicide of the would-be +murderer in prison before he could be put on the stand, +the kidnapping of the only editor that fought with us,—woke +up the state; it talked of little else, and talking, +thought, and was ashamed. The city machine got ahead of +us, for the mayor we had managed to seat was too virtuous +to build up a machine of his own; but we hope for great +things in the state itself when our Reform candidate runs +for the office of governor this year. Perhaps it was unreasonable +to hope for more at the beginning, and it was a +tough fight to get that much.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, God!” he cried bitterly, “the rottenness of young +communities with potentialities of wealth. Human nature +in the raw, when it is still in the ingenuous stage of greed, +is a damnable thing. It has never shown any originality +since the world began. Socialism may clip its wings, if it +ever gets control, but—here is the cursed anomaly: you +can’t hope for Socialism until a miracle eliminates greed +from the nature of man; for it is men that must grant Socialism, +and Socialism means the balking of greed. Even +if some unforeseen set of circumstances forced it upon us, I +doubt if it would last. You can no more eliminate greed from +men than you could eliminate sex by forcing men and women +to dress alike, shave their heads, and say their prayers three +times a day. But the world is better in some respects than +it was a century ago, and this is primarily due to the untiring +efforts of the minority. But, again, the work must be +done by a few men—the few that are awake and can see +farther than their noses. Well, my dear, I hope and pray +that I am one of those men. There you have my program, +so far as a mere finite mind can project it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Now I know why I have been permitted to love you,” +said Julia, softly, and looking at him with glowing eyes. +“Hadji Sadrä told me that he should watch over me, and +that if I dared love a man who would pull me down, instead +of being far greater than I could ever hope to be, he would +blast me, transform me into a mere commonplace female, +but haunted by the memory of what I had been —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How much of all that do you believe?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah! I saw marvellous exhibitions of power. They are +common enough in the East, but one would hardly dare +relate them in this part of the world. If I longed with all +the concentrated powers of my mind for Hadji Sadrä, he +would come to me in a flash—with that secondary material +body they call the astral, and we call the ghost. If I were +terribly perplexed, I should send for him —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I want no go-betweens, particularly Mohammedan +ghosts.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But Julia had no intention of letting him down.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I wonder I could remember him, or any one else! It +was only because I suddenly realized what all this means—that +I may have another and far greater part to play —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You see that at last! Perhaps I should have appealed +to you before. But—it is only to-day that I have felt +really close to you—really loved you, perhaps. I fancy I +was merely infatuated before.” He took her in his arms, +and she looked up at him with the deepest sympathy a +woman can express, particularly when gifted with eyes that +are the dazzling headlights of a finished and powerful machine +behind. “Oh, if you could only know,” he continued +in tones of intense feeling, “what it will mean to me to have +you, not only to love, but to work with! I really want with +all my soul to be of use to my country, to be one of the few +that are willing to work for her unselfishly, to leave a decent +name behind me. It is thankless work, fighting the +majority, battling for an ideal nobody wants, to be the butt +of the press, accused of sordid motives, balked at every +turn. The only sort of patriotism the average American +understands is sounding promises by ambitious politicians +and huge donations from repentant millionnaires. To raise +the morale of a people, and in the process prevent them from +growing too rich, may mean the respect of posterity, but it +also means the hatred of your contemporaries. The Big +Voice! It confuses the mind and the standards. The constant +failures, the recurring sense of hopelessness, of futility, +the inevitable contempt for the masses you are striving to +emancipate from themselves,—many a man that has +started out with the loftiest and most selfless ideals loses +courage, shrugs his shoulders, and falls back. I am no +better and stronger than many of them. I have dreamed +one minute, the next wondered how far I would go, how +long my enthusiasm would last. Material success is easy +enough, and always rewarded by approbation and respect! +<span class='it'>What is the use?</span> I am young still, but I asked myself that +question more than once, for even my family were all against +me. My father was furious. He is honest, but his business +has been his god. I left home and went to a hotel—to +avoid the everlasting discussions at table. My old friends +cut me on the street. I was regarded as an enemy of society, +and society cast me out. The rest of our little group shared +the same fate. We were obliged to keep one another’s +courage up. That we carried our lives in our hands and +were liable to assassination at any moment was the least +of our trials. The Big Voice! We felt as if we were at +the foot of an avalanche, or some other inexorable enemy +in Nature herself, trying to push it back with our hands. +Inevitably there were black moments when we felt we were +fools, especially when we faced certain defeat. And it’s all +to do again, not once, but many times. Do you wonder +that the light side of my nature has given me many cynical +moments, or that I have seethed with disgust, or wondered +if I would last? But with you—ah! If I had ever +dreamed you lived, I believe I never should have despaired +for a moment. But my only memory of you was of a +charming and lovely child. And it is only to-day, here, +that I have realized what it means for any of us to stand +alone. With your faith and your brain, with you always +beside me, sympathizing, helping—I never shall lose +courage for a moment. I could accomplish anything—everything —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>This sudden vehement disclosure of the serious depths +of his nature under its surface gayety, with more than one +glimpse of heights and powers she had barely divined, had +thrilled Julia even more than his passionate love-making. +All her own greatness responded, and for a moment or two +she had been swept irresistibly on that tide of self-revealing +words. She had a vision of the complete passion, the perfect +union. But her brain remained cool. She never lost +sight of her purpose.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She sprang from him suddenly and flung out her arms. +Her eyes looked black. Her skin shone with a peculiar +radiance like white fire. So she had looked more than once +on the platform during her last moments of irresistible +appeal; when her bewildered audiences had felt as if dissolving +in a crucible from which there was no escape. +“Oh,” she cried in low vibrating tones of intense passion, +“now I know you—the real You! I’ll never fail you. +You are wonderful, and I worship you! I believe we can +be happier than any two mortals have ever been. But, +Dan, I must go to you free, with a conscience as clean as +your own. You must see that. You are too great not to +see it. I must be tormented with no regrets, no remorse. +If I should leave at this moment—‘rat’ like any scoundrelly +selfish politician—desert these women publicly +while all the world is watching them, make them ridiculous—oh, +I don’t mean that I am indispensable; there are +too many great women among them for that— But don’t +you see that if I threw them over to follow an American +to the other side of the world, now, while their fate hangs +in the balance—why, it would amount to nothing less than +a cynical declaration that we are all alike when it comes to +a man—that we fight for a great impersonal cause only +so long as no man comes along to play the old tune on our +passions—why—Good God!—they would be the butt +of every malicious wit in the kingdom. Their cause would +be set back a generation. And I? I should be execrated +by women the world over. I, who am now a sort of goddess. +My immense following is due as much to the youth +and beauty which I have appeared to immolate so indifferently, +as to all my talents put together. What use should +I be to you if I scuttled the ship and deserted it? What +place could I take among the women of your country? Do +you think they would listen to me, that I could teach them, +help them? They would laugh in my face!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She caught him by the shoulders, her eyes piercing into +his, which stared at her full of sombre perplexity. She went +on in a rapid monotonous voice, which fell on his brain like +a rain of fire: “Why didn’t you come for me, as you promised? +I should have gone. Four years ago! I was free. +Something was always knocking at my mind. I knew that +I had useful energies of some sort. They were always groping +to find vent. If you had come, if you had told me then +what you have told me to-day, I should not have hesitated +a moment. I should have known that my work was to be +done with you. But you forgot your promise. The bond +was not strong enough. Why did you wait until I had become +a public figure, written about daily—until I had hopelessly +compromised myself? Oh, can’t you see that you +have made me the most tragic figure among women? I +love you so that I long with all those other and far greater +forces within me—that you have brought to life—to go, +to be happy, to give you all you want and deserve, to become +truly great—with you! Oh, I am the most unhappy +woman on earth—and the happiest!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Tay had tried to interrupt her several times. But he +was dazed. She looked like a sibyl. He felt disjointedly +that he had less desire to claim her as a woman than to ascend +with her to the plane whither she seemed to have borne +herself. He had been shaken out of his own reserve and +bared his soul for the first time in his life; his defences were +down, she seemed to have entered his mind and taken +possession. Human passion would appear to have fallen +to ashes. His senses felt numb, he was vaguely conscious +of a material dissolution that left his soul free to mingle with +hers.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She gave him no chance to speak. Her words flowed on +with the same fiery monotony.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You have taught me what duty means. I believe I +never was really capable of the sacrifice of self before. I +worked to fill my time, to forget my depths. Then because +the greatness of that work really put my womanhood to +sleep! But you! I have not a personal ambition left, +not a want apart from you, but this terrible duty. I want +to live in you, for you. You! You! You!” Tay had a +confused idea that he was turning into a demi-god. “But +I must go to you free—that I may never look back—that +I may know and give complete happiness. I must be all +woman, not a mere brain, humiliated, ashamed, tortured by +regrets. <span class='it'>And you must go at once, at once, at once.</span> If you +stay, if you prove too strong for me, if you force me to go +with you—and I love you so I might go—then we never +shall know the meaning of happiness for a moment. I will +follow you before long. If we don’t win the battle early +this year, I will train some one to take my place. I shall +speak, appear in public less and less, drop out by degrees. +I shall soon be forgotten—long before I can marry you. +But to leap from the front rank of these women straight +into a divorce court in a city whose name is a synonym +for vulgarity, that is never mentioned without a laugh or a +sneer— Oh, you see! You see! What an anticlimax +to all these years on a pedestal! What a wife for you, a +public man! Oh, God! I should be the ruin of your own +career —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Julia!” exclaimed Tay, trying to get his breath.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She fell back limply against a tree, as if exhausted with +her own passion, but neither voice nor eyes lost their +power.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, go! Go! Go! If you don’t, I shall be in the dust. +I shall be incapable of love in my abasement. I know myself. +To love, to be happy, I must be free. I must have +my self-respect. I can’t love, tortured by shame and remorse. +I want love and you more than anything on earth, +but I want them utterly. Oh, go!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>For a moment or two Tay had been conscious of an angry +struggle in the depths of his mind. He suddenly became +master of himself. He shot a glance at Julia as piercing +as her own, and she gasped and flung herself face downward +on the snow and began to sob. He made no attempt to +pick her up for the moment.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You have strange powers, Julia,” he said. “If I were +weaker than I am,—and God knows I am weak enough,—I +should be slinking through the woods with my tail between +my legs, hypnotized out of my manhood, and ready +to lick your hand for the rest of my life.” Julia stopped +sobbing and listened intently. Tay walked up and down +before he spoke again. “But mind you, I don’t question +your sincerity, your love, whatever the devilish arts you +tried to practise on me. Every leader of a great revolution +is a fanatic and a Jesuit. And, methods aside, every word +you spoke was sound common-sense. I don’t care to assume +the responsibility of injuring those women, and I believe +you would be incapable of happiness if you handed +their enemies another weapon—a pretty deadly one it +would be!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He picked her up and dusted her off. “I am going,” he +went on grimly, “and I shall wait exactly six months. Or +rather—” He caught her hands in his powerful grip, his +eyes blazing into hers. “I shall never see you again, not +even with your royal consent, unless you swear to me here +that you’ll not try that on again. That you’ll be woman +to my man from this time forth—that and nothing more. +I’ll be damned if I’ll live with a woman who doesn’t play +a square game. Swear it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I do, I do! Oh, Dan!” The tears were running +down her face, honest tears, for she was frightened, while +rejoicing. “Do believe that I was only doing my best—I +knew that you wouldn’t listen—I had only one object —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, as I told you, I have never questioned your queer +complicated honesty. Only, being a perfectly normal person +myself, I prefer to postpone occult trickery until I +reach the next world. No doubt it will be all in the day’s +work there. But I’ve got my job cut out in this, matching +my earthly wits against the next man’s. Now, you’ve given +me your word! If you ever go back on it —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, never!” Julia was now really limp, and looked +wholly feminine. Tay took her in his arms once more and +dried her tears. “It’s my fate to love you,” he said, with +a sigh. “And that’s about the size of it. I’m sorry you +ever went to your East, but live in the hope I can make you +forget it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And do you love me as much as ever?” asked Julia, +unintellectually.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Tay laughed outright, the ancient formula almost +routing the memory of those moments when the same +woman that uttered them automatically had launched +her ruthless will into his relaxing brain. “Oh, yes,” +he said, “I love you, all right, and for good and all. +Now, we’ll be practical. I shall leave England the day I +wind up my affairs in London. That should be in less than +a week. I am going to ask you to stay here until I sail. +I am resigned to going without you, am willing to admit +that a separation of a few months is inevitable—but, all +the same, the less temptation, the better. Besides, I shall +need all my wits in London— If you were there —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I’d rather stay, far, far rather! I don’t think I +could stand it, either. Here, at least, I can keep out of +doors, exercise until I am past thought —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, don’t change your mind. I <span class='it'>insist</span> that you stay +here. If you return to London while I am there—well, +I’ll not say just what I won’t do. Enough that I should +not return to America alone. Come, let’s get back to the +hotel.”</p> + +<h2>XIV</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Julia</span> went at once to Ishbel’s room. She found that +conspirator sitting on the little balcony enjoying the view of +ice peak and forest. Ishbel sprang to her feet when she +saw Julia’s face.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh— Ah— So—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Quite so,” said Julia, dryly. “But never mind. I +have won out for a bit. He has promised to go to California +at once and wait while I eliminate myself by degrees. +I have promised to follow in six months. Of course I shall +if I can. If I can’t—well, I must make him listen to +reason again. But I hope —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course, you can’t bolt,” said Ishbel, who was burning +with sympathy for both. “But surely you can manage +to let yourself out in six months. Your vice-president is +an efficient woman; and then we are sure to win this session —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I don’t know! If we did, of course I’d make some excuse +and go at once. But—otherwise—I can’t leave +them for a divorce court until I have taught them to forget +me—disassociated myself from them —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She dropped on the edge of the bed, face and body expressing +utter discouragement. Ishbel half opened her +lips, then went out upon the balcony lest she break her +word and tell Julia that France was dying. But a moment’s +reflection convinced her that this information would only +complicate matters at present. She thought hard for a few +minutes, then ran back into the room.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Julia!” she exclaimed, “I have an idea! Why not go +to Nevis? Your mother is very old. You haven’t seen +her for many years. You can give out that she is ill—or +I will if you won’t. My conscience wouldn’t hurt me a bit, +for old people are always ill. No doubt you’ll find her with +rheumatism, lumbago, dropsy, Bright’s disease, diabetes, +tumors, or a few other ills incident to old age. It would +make just the break you need; and it’s just the time to go, +for your officers can attend to everything. Also—you +could stay on and on.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia looked up with some return of animation in her +heavy eyes.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It’s not a bad idea, if I could go.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course you could, and the minute I get to London +I’ll set the whole shop to work on your tropic wardrobe. +You can get many things ready-made, anyhow—people +are always going out to India on a moment’s notice.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll think it over while I’m here. I’m to stay until he +sails.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah!—I hate to leave you alone. Shall I stay with +you?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I think I’d rather be alone.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, I understand.” She sat down on the bed and put +her arm about Julia’s relaxed form. “I want you to promise +me that you will marry Mr. Tay, whatever happens. +You’ve a right to happiness, if ever a woman had, and this +is your only chance, my dear. There’s only one real man +in every woman’s life, and happiness is the inalienable right +of all of us. Even Bridgit was forced to admit that.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I intend to marry him. But when? That is the +question!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“As soon as possible. You have given four uninterrupted +years to this work, and you have done great things for it. +That is enough —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“We have all gone in—that inner band—to devote a +lifetime to it if necessary.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Don’t you suspect that those women have an extra something +in their make-up that the rest of us lack?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I have accomplished as much as any of them—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Quite so. And enough. Don’t you feel that the spring +has gone out of you?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Just now, yes.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You’ll never work with the same spirit again, for you +never can be impersonal again. You would feel a hypocrite, +for you would always be resenting the loss of what you really +want most in life. You’ve a duty to yourself, to say nothing +of Mr. Tay; and you’re not going to a frivolous useless +life—not with him! No one is indispensable to any real +cause, and in ours there are too many to carry on the work +without the supreme sacrifice on your part. Promise me, +at least, that you will go at once to Nevis. It would be the +beginning of the solution.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’d like to go.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You really must want to see your mother, and your +old home,” continued Ishbel, insinuatingly. “One’s mother +and one’s birthplace are the great refuges in time of trouble. +You were very fond of your mother when you were a child.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’m fond of her now, but she seems to have lost all +affection for me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Never believe it. She is a strange proud old woman, +but she has always loved you. Go back to her. There is +your refuge.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You are playing on my deepest feelings, but you are +right. Nevis! When you are crushed, your own land +calls you. And, as you say, I haven’t much work in me +at present.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Then you’ll go?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“When you get to London, telegraph me how matters +stand. If it looks as if the truce would be a long one—yes, +I’ll go. I believe I want to go more than anything else in the +world—except one! Perhaps I’ll get a grip on myself +down there. Perhaps I’ll find that—well, that I love this +great cause best, after all.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not a bit of it!” cried Ishbel, in alarm. “Don’t +try to persuade yourself of anything so unnatural and +foolish. Do you realize how few women have complete +happiness offered them? I could shake you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Then she reflected that Nevis was a tropical island; +and another scheme was forming in her agile brain. “Well, +never mind all that. You are worn out now. It is not a +matter to discuss, anyhow. Stay out of doors here, and +I will prepare your wardrobe. Then you can start as +soon as you return to England. I will tell Collins to pack +your other things. Eric will secure your accommodations +on the first steamer that sails after Mr. Tay’s. Now lie +down. Or shall you come down to our last dinner?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No, I am not going to see him again. I’ll be glad when +he has gone, and that, at least, is over. But I’ll go to Nevis, +if all is quiet in England.”</p> + +<h2>XV</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>They</span> left on the evening train in order to catch the +morning train out of Munich. Julia, who had been sitting +inertly in her room, too listless to go to bed, heard the +carriage rattle down the street, and sprang to her feet with a +wild sense of protest and despair. It required all her self-control +to refrain from ringing for a droschke and following +before it was too late. Then, angry at this complete +surrender to her femininity, she undressed and went to bed.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Here, she discovered to her dismay that California was +not farther off than sleep. Perversely, she would not +relax, nor go through any of the other forms with which she +had always been able to summon sleep when excited. She +doubted if they would conquer these new impressions, but +refused to give them a trial. She lay awake until nearly +dawn, the events of the day marching through her brain +with maddening reiteration. She dreaded sleep, also, for +now at least her brain was stimulated, and she guessed that +it would be correspondingly depressed upon awakening. +So it was. The weather, also, had changed. It was raining.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>When Julia heard the heavy raindrops splashing on her +balcony, she sat up with a gasp of horror, then laughed +grimly. But this conspiracy of Nature gave her a certain +obstinate fortitude, and she rose at once, took a cold bath, +and dressed. But when she opened her door to go down to +the dining-room, her courage failed her, and she rang and +ordered breakfast to be brought upstairs.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What am I to do?” she thought in terror. “What am I +to do?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>It rained all day. Julia had brought no storm clothes. +She prowled about the halls, getting what exercise she could, +but dared not go downstairs. She sent for books from the +library, but they might have been written in Greek. She +summoned resolution to go to the dining-room at seven +o’clock, but turned at the door, and ran back to her room. +She saw Tay at every turn, and to sit alone at the table +with his empty chair opposite, was beyond her endurance. +Nor could she eat the food brought to her room. She went +to bed again, and slept fitfully.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She awoke in the small hours to hear it still raining, and +this time she fell into a fury over her demoralization.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And this is love!” she thought. “Terrors! Ignominy! +A will turned to water. I’d not be more helpless if I were +in a hospital with typhoid fever.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Her mind suddenly flew to the conversation with her +friends on the night she had last dined with Ishbel. Should +she go to Paris and rid herself of the disease once for all? +What prospect of happiness if love were able to induce a +misery keener than any of its compensations? If she +could feel like this now, knowing that he loved her, and +that the separation was but a matter of time, what might +she not suffer if he ceased to love her, if he gave her cause +for jealousy, if she found herself disappointed in him? It +would be worse, far worse. Now, at least, she was—not +free; no one ever felt more of a slave—but at least with +the power to attain freedom. There would be a deep +satisfaction, to say nothing of relief, in the knowledge that +she never need think of him again—this man that had +destroyed her fine poise, her remarkable powers, made her +the slave of the race, the victim of the ancient instinct, a +mere instrument upon which Nature was playing her old +tune in contemptuous disregard of those years in which she +had dwelt on impersonal heights seldom attained by young +and beautiful women. She almost hated him. Better +have done with it at once. In all her life with France she +had never known depression like this, for love adds the +sense of impotence to calamity.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She got out of bed, without ringing for her bath, and +began to pack her trunk. She didn’t care if she never took +a bath again. She hated herself, and she hated Tay. Above +all she hated the rain.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But in the midst of her packing she sat back on the floor +and scowled. To receive suggestions one must be perfectly +amenable. There must be no reserve at the back of the +head. Although she ground her teeth, she admitted that +she would permit no man, no science, to destroy the image of +Tay in her mind, root him out of her life. Nor would she +confess herself a coward—nor violate the jealous instincts +of her sex. If the time came when she must banish him, +she would do it herself. Good God! She was female all +through. Suffering was a part of her birthright. She +would give up not the least of the accompaniments of love.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Cursing herself for a fool, she rang for her bath, dressed +herself, and determined to walk out of doors, if the valley +had turned into a lake.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But by the time she had swallowed her coffee and rolls +the skies had cleared, and she started out with a guide +and a sled. There was always excitement in tobogganing. +For a bit the keen air revived her, but the hills and valley +had new terrors, for every step reminded her of her lover. +Black protest left her, but was followed by a sadness so +profound that she feared to dissolve in the presence of her +guide, and sent him home. She had planned to visit the +lake, but she found that it would be as easy to break her +word and follow Tay to London.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>A new and horrid fear had begun to haunt her. Did +he really love her as he had loved her before she had made +him, for a few moments, at least, the plaything of her will +and her science? He had forgiven her, but must not such +a memory rankle, eventually induce a permanent resentment—fear—hatred +possibly?</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She returned to her room, the only place unassociated +with him. But although it was a refuge in a sense, she +found little comfort in it, for the very atmosphere was +thick with her long hours of misery. She sat down and +made a deliberate attempt to banish her depression, that +manifest of Nature’s resentment at even the temporary +balking of her desires.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“The ancient instinct!” she thought bitterly. “We are +all the same fools when it comes to a man—<span class='it'>the</span> man—when +the race is trying to struggle on through its victims.” +She looked back upon the past eight years as upon a period +of transcendent happiness. More than ever she was convinced +that the only unmitigated happiness lay in self-completion, +in independence of the sex in man. Love was +a splendid disease induced by Nature to further her one +end; accompanied by moments of hallucination called +happiness, but which in the last analysis were but the +prelude to a lifetime of every variety of sorrow and disillusion. +On the other hand, the women that steered safely clear of +this smiling island with a thousand jagged teeth beneath +the rippling waters, and elected to stand alone, were free +to accept the other great gifts of life, to attain to a form +of serenity and content, beside which love and its delusions +were the earthly hell. In the last four years she had never +cast a thought to love, the future had loomed as perfect as +the present. And she had weakly slid down into chaos!</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The immortal women! Oh, lord! Oh, lord!</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She reviewed her life from the time when, the wife of an +abhorred husband, she had begun, unconsciously at first, +to build up that strength, which, when the crucial tests +came, enabled her to control, in a measure, the present, to +exult in the knowledge that she had proved herself stronger +than life; instead of losing her mind, or becoming the +plaything of men. She had even dismissed Nigel Herbert +when he came with freedom and something like happiness +in his hand; proud of her strength to work out her destiny +unaided.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Strength! Her mind flew from this vision of past +solidarity to her years at the feet of the wise men of Benares. +It was not pleasant to dwell upon the compliments of Hadji +Sadrä, but she recalled his initiations and suggestions, and +those of Swani Dambaba; they had given her a power over +herself and others seldom possessed by Occidentals. But +she could hardly formulate them; they were enveloped in a +haze, as elusive and remote as dreams. Had she been but +cunningly equipped to play her part in the great battle; +and, the part played, was she perchance set free to follow +the commoner destiny of woman? There was some satisfaction +in the thought, but her ego felt slapped in the +face. She had fancied her destiny mightily, and this anticlimax +was no part of the program of the immortal women. +Still, why not? Her inner vision, sharpened though it +might have been by her masters, could not pierce the future, +nor her judgment, while captive in the gray matter of the +mortal brain, presume to determine exactly what destinies +those immortal women had mapped out for themselves on +earth. For all she knew Tay might have been composed to +save his country, and hers the glorious part to help him.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But at this point she sat down on the floor once more +and finished the packing of her trunk. None knew better +than she the distinguished powers of the human mind for +self-deception. With her own personal gift for subtle +reasoning, to say nothing of her imagination, she could +persuade herself in another fifteen minutes that it was her +duty to take the first steamer for New York and await Tay in +the facile state of Nevada. She should reason no more, but +be guided by events. Meanwhile let love devour her, burn +her up, torment her with fears, exalt her with visions of +the perfect union. But not in Partenkirchen. She should +amuse herself in Berlin until Tay’s final telegram set her +free to go to Nevis. “The dog to its kennel,” she thought +grimly. “That’s the place for me. I’ll find my balance +there if anywhere.”</p> + +<h2>XVI</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>On</span> the evening of Julia’s departure for Nevis, Ishbel +entered her husband’s study and perched herself on the arm +of his chair.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Eric,” she said, “when you have made a promise you +can’t break, is it wrong to get round it, if it is for the good +of some one you are very fond of?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What are you driving at? Nothing more interesting +than the workings of the female conscience under fire.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You like Mr. Tay?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Rather. Never liked a man more. Deuced good chap +all round.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You think that he and Julia should marry?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I do. But am not so sure they will. Julia’s a hard +nut to crack.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Quite so. But I want her to be as happy as I am.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Right you are. Tay’s the man.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“There’s something I promised Bridgit not to tell either +Julia or Mr. Tay. But I didn’t promise not to tell you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Dark laughed. “I begin to see daylight. I suppose even +Bridgit doesn’t encourage you to have secrets from your +husband.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You <span class='it'>are</span> a dear! Well, it’s this. France is very low, +has a bad case of heart and may go any minute.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Dark whistled. “That would simplify matters.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yesterday I called at Kingsborough House and gently +wormed the whole truth out of the duchess. The attacks +are growing more and more frequent. The doctors don’t +give him a fortnight.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Dark stood up, “I see! I see!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I didn’t dare tell you until Mr. Tay and Julia had both +left. If you had told him, he wouldn’t have gone, and Julia +would hold out, here in England. But on Nevis, on a +tropical island! All these associations and duties will seem +like a dream down there, and one hasn’t much energy in the +tropics, anyhow, to say nothing of being steeped in an +atmosphere of romance. I want you to cable Mr. Tay—so +that he will get your message when he arrives in New +York day after to-morrow—that France is dying, that +Julia has sailed for Nevis, and that if he is wise, he will go +there at once—he can get there first, I should think, for +the Royal Mail takes eighteen days—and marry her the +moment he gets another cable from you announcing France’s +death. Do you mind?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Rather not!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Tell him to say nothing to Julia about France’s condition +until he is quite certain she is free —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do you want me to go stony—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, what do a few pounds matter—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“When arranging people’s destinies! Well, go on.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Julia must not return to England. If she did, Mr. Tay +would have to begin all over again. I don’t like anything +that looks like treachery to the women, but still —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I do,” said Dark, dryly. “Permit me to take the +whole matter over to my own conscience. That’s what +a man is made for, among other things. Tay shall marry +Julia if I can help him manage it, and the women can go +where I’ve consigned them several times already. Now, +I’ll go out and send that cablegram.”</p> + +<div><span class='pageno' title='453' id='Page_453'></span><h1>BOOK VI<br/> FANNY</h1></div> + +<h2 class='nobreak'>I</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>During</span> the long voyage Julia dismissed her work and its +obligations from her mind, and resigned herself to that +form of happiness women are able to extract from the mere +fact of being in love, even when indefinitely separated from +the object. Her fear that she might have alienated Tay by +her excursion into his brain had been banished by his +letters, and she was free to enjoy herself miserably. She +was delighted to find that he filled every waking moment, +that neither literature nor the several pleasant people with +whom she made acquaintance could send him to the rear, +and she cultivated long hours of solitude and idleness +during which she thought of nothing else. She projected +her spirit into the future and California, and dreamed of +happiness only: politics, reform, and the improvement of +the race were not for dreams. The only real rival of love is +Art, for that in itself is a deep personal passion, its function +an act of creation, fed by some mysterious perversion of +sex, and demanding all the imagination’s activities. This +rival Tay was mercifully spared, and the god of duty, +always arbitrarily elevated and largely the child of egoism, +stands a poor chance when gasping in the furnace of love. +Abstractly, Julia purposed to return to her duty when its +call became imperious, but during this period of liberty +she felt she would be more than fool to close her eyes to +any of the beatic pictures composed by her imagination +and the tumults of sex.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Of course there were hours when she felt profoundly +depressed and miserable, when she stormed and protested, +and hated the fluid desert that prevented her from changing +her course and fleeing to Tay. But this, also, was novel and +exciting and part of love’s curriculum; she revelled in every +manifestation of her long-denied womanhood, and was +further thrilled with the belief that no woman had ever +suffered such an upheaval before. She wrote a daily letter +to Tay, revealing herself without mercy, and found a keen +delight in this new power of his to annihilate the profound +reserve of her nature.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The only thing she didn’t tell him was of the return of +her old longing for children. That inherent desire had +slunk into horrified retreat at France’s betrothal kiss, and +had visited her but fitfully in India, but now it reasserted itself +almost as tyrannically as her longing for the man who +was the mate of her sex as surely as of her soul and brain. +She even felt a passionate delight that she soon could satisfy +it vicariously in Fanny. She had never ceased to love this +child she once had cuddled daily in her arms, and was far +more excited at the prospect of being with her again, than +of seeing her strange old mother. To be sure, her love for +that once fond parent had risen in all its old strength during +this carnival of the primal, but Mrs. Edis at her best was +unresponsive, and after the long separation unlikely to +thaw for some time to come. In Fanny she could find +satisfaction for her maternal yearnings until they found +their natural outlet. And she should take her back to +London, with or without her mother’s consent. Fanny! +What did she look like? She had been an adorable little +dark baby; surely she must have inherited the beauty of +the family. Some were dark and others almost blond, like +herself, but both the Byams and the Edises had always +been famous for their looks. Even Mrs. Winstone had +grudgingly admitted that Fanny had exterior promise, +and if she had turned out a beauty, Ishbel should give her +the best of girl’s good times in London. And she herself +should have something to cling to during these awful months—perhaps +years—of separation.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>After she changed steamers at Barbadoes and began the +leisurely journey up the Caribbean Sea, she was much +diverted by the beauty of the long chain of islands, and +began to thrill with the prospect of seeing her birthplace +once more. Her roots were in Nevis; it held the dust of +generations of her ancestors; it was the one perfect, peaceful, +and happy memory of her life, and never could she love +even California as well. She knew that she should have +flown to it in her trouble were it empty of both her mother +and Fanny.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>After the steamer left Antigua, she never took her eyes +from the stately pyramid, shadowy at first, detaching +itself with a sharper definition every moment. When she +was close enough to see the green on its sweeping lines, its +waving fields of cane, its fine ruins of old “Great Houses,” the +white roads, deserted save for an occasional laborer or a +colored woman swinging along with a basket on her head, a +pic’nie clinging to her hip, the waving palms on the shore, +the white cloud that hovered by day over the lost crater, and +extinguished the island at night, she ran to her stateroom +to quell an almost unbearable excitement. But Collins was +packing, and Collins was already puzzled, perturbed, and +speculating. No quicker antidote to tumultuous emotions +could be devised. Julia’s tears retreated, and she began to +rearrange her flying locks before the mirror; but it was +impossible to keep the exultation out of her voice.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“We’re nearly there, Collins!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, mum.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It is my old home! Just think of it, I haven’t seen it +for sixteen years.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, mum.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’m sure you will enjoy staying here for a bit, Nevis is +so beautiful. There’s nothing in all Europe like it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I shan’t be sea-sick. I’m thankful for that.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How do I look? I haven’t seen my waist line since I +left London.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I dressed you this morning, mum. You look quite +all right. Shall I really sleep in a Christian bed to-night, and +have a decent cup of tea?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You shall, you shall! And if my mother still kills +stringy old cows, I’ll get good English beef for you from Bath +House.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Thank God, mum. Everything on board ship tastes +that horrid I could eat a cow cooked particular, no matter +how stringy. Don’t lean on the rail too much. Linen +crushes that easy.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, who wore a linen coat and skirt of crash brown +linen, with a hat and parasol, and shoes and gloves, of a +darker shade, nodded at herself in the glass and returned +to the deck. For the moment Tay was forgotten.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The steamer was rounding the island and she stared at +Bath House, the greatest hotel in the world in its time, a +picturesque ruin in her memory, now rebuilt in part and +showing many signs of life. Colored servants were hanging +out of the upper windows cheering the ship, and gayly +dressed people were sitting on the terrace. But Julia, +although for a moment she resented the least of the changes +in her island, soon forgot Bath House as she eagerly gazed +through her field-glass at the groups down by the jetty. +There was the usual crowd of whites and negroes, some with +much business to attend to when the ship cast anchor, +more with none whatever. In a moment she detached a +group striving to detach itself from the pushing crowd—all +Charles Town seemed to have turned out—and saw Mrs. +Winstone, Mr. Pirie, several people of the same class, and +one young girl. Could that be Fanny? Once more her +hands shook. The girl was dancing up and down, waving +her handkerchief. It must be. Julia laid aside her field-glass +and waved in return. Then the delay seemed endless.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The water had become suddenly alive with boats. Little +black boys were diving for pennies. It was a gay tropical +picture; and, behind, the palms and the cocoanut-trees, +fringing the suave flowing lines of the great volcano.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The ladder was swung, the first officer gave her his arm, +and she descended to the boat, followed by the uneasy +Collins, who looked at the heaving waters below that +frail craft with dire forebodings. But Julia had no sympathy +in her for Collins. Her thoughts were on Fanny, +when they were not adjusting her mask of bright cool +serenity. She had no intention of making an exhibition +of herself in public.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>All doubt of Fanny’s identity was set at rest, for a girl’s +long supple figure was flying down the jetty, and she was +waving frantically and calling out, “Aunt Julia! Aunt +Julia!” Julia received a momentary shock, not quite sure +that she liked being called aunt by this tall girl, who looked +more than her eighteen years. But that was a trifle and she +gazed with both fondness and admiration at the blooming +beauty of the girl who now stood quite alone on the edge +of the jetty. Fanny was very dark, showing the French +strain in their blood (Mrs. Edis’s father had found his wife +on Martinique); her large eyes and abundant hair were +black, her skin olive and claret, her full large mouth as +red as one of the hibiscus flowers of her native island; her +figure, both slender and full, was as beautiful as her face, +even in the white cotton frock which she probably had made +itself. Julia thought she had never seen a more perfect +type of voluptuous young womanhood, and reflected that +she should not be long marrying her off in London, even +without a dowry.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She smiled happily, and a moment later, elevated to the +jetty by the boatman, was enveloped, smothered, overwhelmed +by Fanny.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, Aunt Julia!” cried the girl between her kisses. +“Just to think you are here at last! Something is actually +happening on this old island. Oh, promise me that you +will take me away with you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, yes, indeed,” gasped Julia, her spirits unaccountably +dashed. “Of course I will, darling. How beautiful +you are!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, am I? Much good it has done me so far. I’ve just +spoken to a young man for the first time in my life, and he +has gray hair.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You poor child! Did—did—my mother come +down?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not she. The steamer wasn’t expected until seven, +and she was asleep. When I saw it coming, I <span class='it'>ran</span>. She’d +never have let me come. I’ve never been outside the estate +alone before. Even Aunt Maria hasn’t taken me down to +Bath House. There she is with an old gentleman that +wears a wig.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>They had reached the end of the long jetty, and Julia +kissed her aunt, shook hands with Mr. Pirie, who had +eyes for no one but Fanny, and was introduced to a young +gray-haired man named Morison.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“<span class='it'>Mo</span>rison,” she repeated mechanically to herself. “Where +have I heard that name?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But she had no time to think. Mrs. Winstone was talking +rapidly. Julia wondered if the tropics had affected her +aunt’s nerves. She was twirling her parasol, and her eyes +had more intelligence in them than she usually admitted, +save when conducting a dilettante Suffrage meeting.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Really, Julia!” she exclaimed. “It’s too tiresome. But +I didn’t expect the Royal Mail for hours yet; came down to +see Hannah and Pirie at Bath House, and sent the horses to +be shod. They’re not ready, and there’s nothin’ else—everybody +drivin’. Do you think you could walk up the +mountain in this heat?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course she can’t!” cried Fanny. “Of course she can’t!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’m sure I could,” began Julia, but once more Fanny +enveloped her.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, no, darling,” she cried entreatingly. “You’d faint +in that heat—climbing. It was bad enough coming down. +And, oh, I do want another glimpse of Bath House. You’ve +no idea how excited I was all the time it was building. It +was like an old romance come to life. But much good it +has done me. And it has an orchestra!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia laughed outright. Fanny might not possess the +priceless gift of tact, but she was enchantingly young. +Her exuberant youth, in fact, made everybody else feel +superannuated, and her next remark, as she and Julia +started for the hotel arm in arm, did not remove the impression.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How oddly young you look, Aunt Julia,” observed the +girl, whose large curious eyes were exploring every detail of +Julia’s appearance. “Of course I knew you were much +younger than Granny or Aunt Maria, or I shouldn’t have +been so keen to have you come home, but you look almost +a girl. I suppose it’s because you are quite a little thing and +haven’t grown either scrawny or fat.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Really,” said her aunt, dryly, “I’m five feet three and +a half, and thirty-four is a long way from old age.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, it’s not young,” said Fanny, who appeared to be +of a hopelessly literal turn. “Thirty-four! Why you are +only a year younger than mother would have been.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>This remark touched a chord which for the moment +routed anxious vanity. Julia put her arm about Fanny’s +waist, no slenderer than her own. “I wish you <span class='it'>were</span> +mine!” she said fondly. “But sister is the next best +thing. I can’t have you calling me aunt. That is much +too remote—I have wanted you for so many years. You +must imagine that you are my little sister, and call me Julia. +Will you?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, if you like. But promise me that you will bring +me to Bath House every day. You will want to come yourself, +if only to get away from Great House, and you have +friends there—a nice old lady named Macmanus—and I +saw two or three women with <span class='it'>such</span> frocks! Did you bring +me any frocks from London?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah—I didn’t! But, you see, I not only left in such +a hurry, but I had no idea whether you were tall or short. +Of course I brought you some presents.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, did you? What are they?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Some pretty silver things for your dressing-table, and +a manicure set, and some scarves, and all sorts of fol-de-rols +that pretty girls like.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, that’s too sweet of you,” and Fanny, kissed her +again. “But I’d rather have had frocks. What shall I +do if you take me to the party at Bath House on Thursday +night?—and you must! You must! There’s no dressmaker +on Nevis that could make a party-gown.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You shall have any of my evening gowns you want. +You are taller, but Collins is quite a genius.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Fanny almost danced. “That will be heavenly. Oh—oh—talk +about frocks!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What a pretty woman!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>They were both looking at a very smart young woman +advancing down the palm avenue. She had a dark vivid +little face, and wore a frock of sublimated pink linen, and +a soft drooping black hat. She smiled and waved her +parasol as she caught Julia’s eye.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course you’ve forgotten me, Mrs. France,” she cried +gayly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“This is Mrs. Morison, of New York, Julia,” said Mrs. +Winstone, who had accelerated her steps. Her voice had +lost its drawl.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Mrs. Morison?” asked Julia, with a premonitory tremor.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes—Emily Tay—but of course you’ve quite forgotten +me. I never forgot you, though—and that terrible +old castle you showed me for a solid hour.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia had taken her hand mechanically, wondering if +Nevis were shaking herself loose from the sea.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course I do remember you. I liked your independence. +But how odd you should be here.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not a bit of it. I’m always after novelty—restless +American, you know, and this is the very latest. Besides, +my husband had an attack of Wall Street prostration, and +this wasn’t too far. But it’s simply enchanting to see you +again—I’ve been so proud these last two or three years +to be able to say I knew you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Fanny cast a glance over her shoulder, then fell back +between Mr. Pirie and Mr. Morison.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I saw Dan in New York,” Dan’s sister rattled on. “It +was too funny. He was in a beastly glum temper, until +I mentioned your name. Then he cleared up so suddenly +that I had my suspicions. Do you remember how dead +in love with you he was at the tender age of fifteen, and +what a time Cherry had inducing him to go home without +you? I’ve just the ghost of an idea he hasn’t got over it. +Poor Dan! Of course you’d never look at him.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And why not?” asked Julia, in arms.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, you are some person over there, and California +is the jumping-off place.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I thought it was the most beautiful country in the +world.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, it’s that, all right. But after London—or New +York! I do want Dan to transfer his energies to New York. +It’s the only place in America to live.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Perhaps he thinks he can do more good in his own +state.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“New York being in no need of a clean-up! However, +no doubt you’re right. Dan’s a tremendous gun out +there, if he does make himself unpopular. I try to console +myself with the thought that he’s making a national reputation, +but meanwhile my income doesn’t go up. However, +of course you’re not interested in our politics. Dan’ll +be delighted to hear that we’ve met again. Here we are. +You must be dying for your tea.”</p> + +<h2>II</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>They</span> crossed the terraces and entered the cool spacious +hall of the hotel. Mrs. Macmanus, who was sitting alone, +came forward and kissed Julia warmly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“So delighted you’ve come down here to liven us up a +bit, my dear. Maria has almost deserted us. It was +only to-day I heard you were coming. Bath House is in +quite a flutter.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“My nerves haven’t been worth mentioning since we +got Julia’s cable,” said Mrs. Winstone, who was close on +Julia’s heels. “I came to Nevis to rest them, and Fanny +alone would set them on edge. I don’t believe she’s slept +since she heard Julia was comin’.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, whose agitation had subsided, hastily swallowed a +cup of strong tea, left the group abruptly, and put her +arm about Fanny. Here, at least, was peace and diversion.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Come and talk to me, darling,” she said. “I’ve a +thousand things to say to you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Fanny, who was alone with Mr. Pirie at the moment, +went willingly, and they sat down on one of the sofas at +the end of the long hall.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Now let me really look at you. Yes, you look like +Fawcett. Do you remember your father?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How could I? I was only three when he died.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And now you are eighteen! I cannot take it in. I +believe I have always thought of you as a baby.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, do you think Granny’ll let me go back with you? +She hates the world and despises men—as if they were all +alike! But at least—Oh, please <span class='it'>swear</span>, dear Aunt—Julia—that +you will help me to play a bit while you’re +here. You can’t fancy how dull I am. I want to come +to Bath House every day, and dance every night. You +can tell Granny that Mrs. Morison is an old friend of +yours, and has come to Nevis to see you. Of course +Granny’ll let me go anywhere with you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Poor mother!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, she’s had her own way all her life; just what I’d +like to have. Please pity <span class='it'>me</span>, Julia. Why, I might marry +if I ever had a chance to see a man nearer than through a +field-glass. The war-ships that I’ve seen come and go in +this roadstead! And the St. Kitts girls dancing on them! +But I! I might as well be one of those Dutch women in +the crater of St. Batts, making drawn-work from one year’s +end to the other.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Poor child! You may be sure I’ll do all I can. But—ah—” +Julia felt quite the aunt for a moment. +“Don’t be in such a hurry to marry.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But I am in a hurry to marry. That’s the only road +out of Nevis. And what girl isn’t in a hurry to marry? +If Granny wouldn’t give her consent, well—I’d just love +to elope.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia laughed. “If you are as romantic as that, I must +manage that you see a good bit of the world before you +enter the somewhat prosaic state of matrimony —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I am romantic—rather! I think of nothing else but +love—love—love. I’ve made up a lover out of all the +novels I’ve read—and I’ll have one, no fear! But I +must have a chance to see him first. So please give it to +me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Where have you found novels to read? Mother long +since wrote me to send you none.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I know. And Aunt Maria keeps hers locked up. +But I run the estate, you know, and I have to go over to +St. Kitts every now and again, body-guarded by two old +servants, of course, and I’ve made friends with some girls +over there, and they’ve lent me a few. And I always +manage to pass an hour in the public library, and look at +the picture papers. Granny takes in nothing but the +<span class='it'>Weekly Times</span>. Sometimes, when we are driving, she lets +me get out and read the cablegrams tacked up on the +court-house door! Oh, what a place to live in!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And yet I could wish that I had never left Nevis. I +almost wish I need never leave it again.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you’ll get over that in about a week. Aunt Maria +yawns all the time. If it weren’t for her complexion and +her waist line, she’d be packing now. What does she +want? She’s always spying on me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone descended upon them precipitately. +There was a pleasurable excitement in her mien, and once +more Julia wondered if she, like many others, had found the +tropics bad for the nerves.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Fanny. Mr. Pirie wants to talk to you, calls you a +blushing peach, volcanic product: you’ve quite rejuvenated +him. I want to ask Julia about our great cause in +London.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll not talk to any old men. Mr. Morison’s quite +nice. What a bore he’s married. I could have cried when +I heard it, although I never could fall in love with a man +with gray hair.” And she deliberately walked over to the +young man lounging in a chair and staring at her.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“A bit forward, our Fanny,” said Julia, with a sigh. +“But she has all her father’s love of life.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And all her grandmother’s of havin’ her own way. +Not that it’s worth analyzin’. Analyzin’s so fatiguin’. +She’s young, pretty, healthy, starves for life, and exists on +a volcano! I’d feel sorry for her if I wasn’t sure she could +take care of herself. What’s your impression of her?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She’s a beauty. A rather obvious type, perhaps, but +still—How’s my mother?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Quite all right. She’ll bury us all, and then merely +desiccate—or fly off on a broomstick.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Was—is—do you think she wants to see me?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Don’t ask me. She won’t talk about you. But—but—” +Mrs. Winstone shot a cunning glance out of her +now absent and ingenuous orbs. “Do tell me, Julia,—I’m +expirin’ with curiosity—what brought you here? +You hadn’t the least notion of comin’ when I saw you last. +Has Mr. Tay —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I don’t care to talk about Mr. Tay.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course it’s none of my business, but please! I’ve +been quite excited ever since I came down to-day—it’s +astonishin’ what will interest one on a desert island!—But +Pirie and Hannah have known all about it ever since +Mrs. Morison came. It seems she—ah!—well, came +down here on purpose to see you, persuaded her husband +he was ill —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What an idea!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Quite so!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But after all, not so unnatural. I may as well tell you, +Aunt Maria—there is no occasion for mystery—I am—that +is, in a way—engaged to Mr. Tay. But it’s all in +the air, at present. It is impossible to marry him without +an American divorce, and it is not necessary to explain to +you how out of the question that will be for some time to +come. But—I was feeling rather done, and the truce with +the Government gave me the opportunity I have so longed +for—to come to Nevis once more, to see my mother.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, that is it! Nevis is good for the nerves; or would +be without Fanny, and one or two other distractions. +Now, I’ve quite an excitin’ duty to perform, and time’s +up. Mr. Tay is here!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What?” Julia once more had the sensation that +Nevis had left her moorings. She caught the back of the +sofa for support. “What are you talking about? Mr. +Tay is in California.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not he. He’s been here, stalkin’ round this island, +or cruisin’ round in a motor boat he’s hired, for the last +five days. I saw him through the field-glass, but didn’t +know what brought him until to-day.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But what—what—has he come for? Oh, how +could he!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“He’ll tell you that, never fear! The others, includin’ +Mrs. Morison, were all for a surprise, but I thought it my +duty to tell you. That is the reason I wanted you to go +straight home—surprises are so fatiguin’—but there +may be time yet. He’s off somewhere in his boat, and the +steamer was ahead of time —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia sprang to her feet. “I’ll go this minute. I can +walk. You stay with Fanny—poor little thing —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>And then she sat down. Tay was running up the steps +of the terrace.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone rose and retreated gracefully. Julia’s +heart had leaped, but she was very angry. She had made +her own plans too long. This was to have been an interval +of rest. As Tay walked rapidly down the long hall she was +not too agitated to observe that although his keen eyes +were alight and eager, and his mouth smiling, there was +less confidence in his bearing than usual; she also observed +that white linen became him remarkably.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I think this quite abominable of you,” she said coldly, +as he dropped into the chair before her. She withheld +her hand.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“So does my father. But please don’t be angry with +me. I really couldn’t help it when I heard —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How did you hear? Dark, of course. What +treachery!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Treachery to me if he hadn’t!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How you men stand by one another,” said Julia, bitterly. +“Especially when it is to defeat a woman.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well,” said Tay, laughing, more at his ease in the +presence of futile feminine wrath, “it may be our most +contemptible trait, but we shall be driven to practise it +more and more, I fancy.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I refuse to joke, and I am going home at once.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She rose.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Sit down,” said Tay, peremptorily. “If you don’t, I +shall kiss you in the presence of Bath House. They can’t +hear what we say, but you may be sure they are all watching +us.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia hesitated, then sat down. “What—what made +you do this? I never should have believed it of you. I +came here for rest—for—for strength.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Strength? Great Scott! You need less, not more.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh—I— You’ll never know what I’ve gone through! +I shan’t give you the letters I wrote you —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Now, Julia, be rational. I simply couldn’t resist +coming, that’s all. I cut out business, politics, everything, +the moment there was a prospect of seeing you +again—and on an enchanted island! The rest can wait, +but I, well, I couldn’t! This past month has seemed like +a wasted lifetime. I thought I was resigned. I resisted +engaging a passage back to England by wireless. I might +have got through those six months in California by doing +the work of six men; but I could see no reason why I +shouldn’t spend at least the interval between steamers +with you here. There will be no harm done—much good, +for it will make the separation shorter.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Dan,” said Julia, sitting upright, “there is something +behind all this. What have you really come here for? +After all it’s not like you. In the first place you have +imperative duties in California, and then—you know, +you <span class='it'>know</span>, that I need all my strength.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He hesitated. Should he tell her? But there are +certain facts that sound ugly when put into bald English, +whatever the excuse; and he doubted if he ever could tell +her that he had come to Nevis to wait for a cablegram +announcing the death of her husband. Not now, at all +events!</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“My dear child!” he said earnestly, and before his hesitation +became noticeable. “Is not love excuse enough for +anything? Haven’t men sacrificed duty, done everything +that was rash and foolish, for love, since the beginning of +time? The prospect of two or three weeks with you on a +tropic island was too much for my limited powers of endurance. +I suddenly wanted you more than anything on +earth. This is a wonderful place—I never knew I had +so much romance in me—let us forget the coming separation +and be young and happy.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia leaned back and looked down. “I should have +told you more about my mother,” she said, infusing her +tones with ice to keep them from vibrating with delight at +the vision he had evoked. “Made you realize just what +she is. You will never be able to cross her threshold. +She would think that you came to see Fanny. Or if she +guessed that you loved me, a married woman,—why! +she’s quite capable of locking me up on bread and water.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Gorgeous! We’ll have a real old-fashioned romance. +You will climb out of the window —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She’d nail the jalousies.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“There are no jalousies I can’t unnail—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you’d never get past the gates. She’d post blacks +with guns at every corner of the stone wall about the +grounds. You don’t know her. She doesn’t belong to +this century. She’s never brooked opposition to her will +since she was born.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Those crude forthright persons are just the ones that +can always be outwitted. She needn’t know I’m here. +I’ll not go to the house. You can meet me in a hundred +enchanting nooks—down among the palms on the beach, +in the ruins of one of those old estates, in a jungle I’ve +discovered, with a creek, and all sorts of tropical trees that +give more shade than these feather dusters they call royal +palms —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I won’t leave my mother’s house!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do you mean that?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Julia, you have the longest and the blackest eyelashes +I ever saw, and you have never given me such an opportunity +to admire them. But on the whole I prefer your +eyes. Look at me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia raised her eyes, and Tay held his breath. They +were full of tears. “Oh, please go, Dan,” she whispered. +“I suffered death after you left before. I can’t, can’t go +through all that again. I couldn’t stay here after you +left. I never wanted to see you again until I could marry +you. I know now why you have come to Nevis. You +think that here, where I spent my youth, where it is difficult +to remember England and Suffrage, I will weaken—that +I will go with you to that horrid place and get a divorce. +It was very clever of you, and I might! Oh, I +might! You have been too strong for me from first to +last. But I don’t want to! I want to finish my duty, as I +planned. Please, please go. There is a German steamer +in the roadstead. Take it and wait on one of the Danish +islands for the American steamer —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Julia, there is only one thing on earth I won’t do for +you, and that is to leave you now. And believe me, I had +no such subtle far-seeing policy in coming here. My +purpose was far simpler. I’d marry you up in Fig Tree +Church to-morrow if you were free, but if—as I can’t, I’ll +be content with this brief romance. Now promise that +you will meet me to-morrow over in that jungle —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I won’t! I won’t!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Then, by God, I’ll manage things myself—if I have to +murder niggers and break in —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Julia! Julia!” cried Fanny’s excited voice. “The +horses are shod. Aunt Maria wants to go.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She was running down the hall. As Tay rose she stopped +short and stared, her heavy lids lifting.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia rose hurriedly. “Fanny, this is Mr. Tay, an American +friend of mine. My niece, Fanny Edis.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“An American?” cried Fanny. “Another! Well, +Nevis <span class='it'>is</span> waking up. Are you thinking of buying an +estate and planting?” she asked eagerly. “You don’t +look as if you had rheumatism.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Tay played a bold hand, knowing that young girls like +romance even at second hand. “I came to Nevis to see +Mrs. France,” he said deliberately. “We are engaged to +be married, and she tells me it will be difficult to see her +in her mother’s house. Suppose you lend me a helping +hand.” And he held out his with a charming smile.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Fanny scowled, and for the moment looked more formidable +than handsome; then, with the adaptability of +youth, was suddenly afire at the prospect of a vicarious +romance.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How perfectly glorious!” she cried. “Oh, I’ll help +you, Mr. Tay. Granny’ll never let you in. But I’ll hide +you in the shrubberies. I’ll throw you a rope over the +wall, made of ancestral sheets —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Fanny!” said Julia, severely. “We’re not characters +in an old-fashioned novel.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Don’t I wish we were! That’s all I could be. Oh, +Mr. Tay, don’t give up.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Fanny! Do you forget that my husband is alive?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, what’s a lunatic? Mr. Tay just said you were +engaged, and anybody can get a divorce. They’ve been +talking about it on the terrace.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah!” Julia made an attempt at lightness. “You are +not so inhospitable to these times, after all.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’d swallow them whole. But lots of kings and queens +were divorced ages ago. When you’re in love I don’t +fancy the century makes any difference.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good! It all comes back to that, Miss Edis!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“When there’s nothing else to be considered. Come, +Fanny.” She held out her hand to Tay. “Good-by. I +hope you will take that German steamer —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Aunt Julia! Where is your West Indian hospitality?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It must wait. Will you go?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I shall not. Permit me to see you to your carriage.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’d—I’d rather you stayed here. Anyhow, it’s +good-by.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good afternoon,” said Tay, shaking her hand heartily.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good-by.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good afternoon.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia turned her back and walked up the hall, her head +very high, and hoping she could control the longing to run +back.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You won’t give up, Mr. Tay?” asked Fanny, eagerly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Never, Miss Edis.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, something is happening on this old island! And +what fun it’ll be to get ahead of Granny. I’ll help you. +Good-by.” She ran after her aunt, but cast a rapid +backward glance over her shoulder. English dukes and +European princes had been the heroes of her romantic +imaginings, Americans standing, in her limited knowledge +of the outside world, for all that was plebeian and strictly +commercial. But she liked the looks of this one. By +some freak of fate he was a gentleman. And she was to be +a character in a live romance!</p> + +<h2>III</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> terraces, mercifully, possibly tactfully, were deserted. +Julia greeted warmly the old man who had served +for so many years as butler and coachman, then announced +curtly that she had a headache, and kept her eyes closed +as the lean old horses crawled through Charles Town and +up the mountain. She was still very angry with Tay, but, +on the whole, more so with herself. Why hadn’t she rushed +into his arms and been happy for a few moments? And +what did she really intend to do? She had not the least +idea. He had an amazing faculty for getting his own +way. He would manage to see her, and what would be the +outcome? Was there anything he would stop at? It were +more than human not to feel a thrill of excitement.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Her anger passed, and she wondered if she should not +steal out and meet him that very night. Why not? +Why not? Hadn’t she her right to live? She forgave +Tay promptly for this last and most reckless proof of his +love for her. Lightly as he had dismissed the fact, she +knew that he had made heavy sacrifices in turning his +back on California at this critical moment. His party +might declare him a traitor and cast him out. He deserved +his reward. All the romance in her nature leaped into +sudden and vivid life. To her Nevis was the most beautiful +spot on earth. To live a few intense weeks—what a +memory —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But she opened her eyes as if under the impact of a cold +shower. The carriage had entered the grounds about +the house. Here, in these beautiful wild spaces of tropic +tree and shrub and flaming color, France had once followed +her about, striving to kiss her. Here he had kissed +her the day he had been forced to leave her for the ship, +immediately after the marriage ceremony. His menacing +shadow seemed to detach itself as on that awful night in +the plantation of White Lodge. Her life with him rose +and overwhelmed her. She sat up with a gasp. No +romance on Nevis for her!</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Are you thinkin’ of the meetin’ with your mother?” +asked Mrs. Winstone. “Fanny and I’ll leave the field +clear. She’s probably in the living-room.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia descended slowly, and glanced through the window +before entering. Mrs. Edis was sewing by the lamp on +the table; the tropic night had descended with a rush. +She was a little more bowed than formerly, perhaps a trifle +pallid. But her hair was still almost black. Time might +have forgotten and passed her by.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>As Julia opened the door, she lifted her deep piercing +eyes, seized her stick, and rose to her feet. Her hand +trembled, but not her voice.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I am glad to see you, Julia,” she said, in her grand +manner. “But the steamer must have been ahead of +time.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She presented her gnarled cheek to be kissed, but Julia, +who had suffered many emotions that day, burst into tears +and flung herself into her mother’s arms.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, do say you are glad to see me. I am so miserable, +so worried. Oh, please do!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis patted her head, but her voice remained dry.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You have been long coming, but you must know how +glad I am to see you once more before I die. Your trouble +must be grave indeed! You have been in trouble before.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis’s tones would have dried any fountain. They +also expressed suspicion. Julia took out her pocket-handkerchief.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Forgive me. It isn’t worth speaking of. I am only +tired. Of course we are all, we women, in a sea of difficulties —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not a word of that, if you please.” Mrs. Edis sat +down; the glistening heavy brows that Captain Dundas +had once compared to lizards, met over her flashing eyes. +“You must make up your mind not to mention that disgusting +subject while you are in my house. If that is +your trouble, you will have every opportunity to forget it!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I came to forget everything but you and Nevis and +Fanny. Now give me another kiss, and I’ll go and make +myself presentable. I don’t want you to find me too +much changed.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Maria told me that you had changed very little, and +I thought you looked quite pretty before you reddened your +eyes. Run along and I will order dinner.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>At the table Mrs. Edis betrayed a little of the joy she +felt at the return of her prodigal, by talking far more than +her wont. She told Julia the gossip of the islands, mostly +mortuary, as all the old women of her own generation had +died; but although she anathematized Bath House and +the idle rheumatics it would bring to Nevis, she permitted +herself to express hope regarding the future of the islands. +She went to her room immediately after the meal finished, +but it was long before Julia could enjoy the seclusion of +her own. Fanny, who barely opened her mouth before +her grandmother, burst into speech the moment that august +presence was withdrawn, and Julia for quite three hours +was obliged to answer her questions regarding the great +world of London, when not sympathizing with the dynamic +maiden’s hatred of life on Nevis.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good heaven!” she thought. “That I ever could +have imagined a girl of eighteen interesting!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She locked herself in her own room at last, but not to +sleep. Her homecoming had proved a bitter disappointment. +Fanny she might have forgiven, for all girls were +more or less alike, wrapped up in themselves, happy in the +delusion of their supreme importance. But her mother! +She had always remembered her as the most wonderful of +her sex, a tower of strength, no matter how hard, a superwoman +isolated on a rock in the Caribbean Sea. What +was she, after all, but an obstinate old woman? Was +she to find strength in no one but herself? Well, why not? +Hadn’t it been her cherished ideal to stand alone?</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But what, in heaven’s name, was she to do with Tay?</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The rooms opened upon a corridor, but her window was +only a few feet above the large garden in front of the house. +She unlatched the jalousie and sprang to the ground. +Here she could decide his fate without sentiment, for here +was the shadow of France. But the shadow had departed +and ignored her summons. The renaissance of old impressions +is fleeting. It rarely comes twice, and never at +command. And Nevis and all things on it were changed! +Only one of the old servants, Denny, was alive. She had +visited the outbuildings before dinner, eager for familiar +faces. The girls of her youth were fat old women. There +were many of them, and the pic’nies swarmed as of yore. +The court, no doubt, was still full of color by day, but everything +was orderly and clean; there were few of the old +evidences of congenital laziness. Fanny, for all her romantic +notions, was an admirable overseer—and a tyrant. Since +this duty had been thrust upon her by her inexorable grandparent, +she would use it as an outlet for her energies; and +Julia suspected that she found a decided gratification in +ruling her subjects with an iron hand.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The white cloud on Nevis had slipped down the mountain, +enveloping it in a fine white mist. The garden was +full of enchanting shapes, of heavy intoxicating odors. +Where was Tay? Why had he not come to shake her +jalousie? She longed to find him hiding under one of the +heavy trees. But he was probably asleep at Bath House; +and his temporary quiescence inspired her reason with +gratitude. For the first time she feared him. He had come +to Nevis for no such indefinite object as an episodical +romance. He meant to take her with him when he left, +possibly to forge the strongest of all bonds in the earlier +phases of love. This thought made her angry once more, +roused the subtle antagonism of sex. If it came to an actual +contest of strength, here was her chance to prove to him +what the years and much else had made of her.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She went to bed, and her thoughts turned contritely to +Fanny. Was she really disappointed in this girl who +seemed to be the embodiment of soulless, unimaginative, +brutal youth? Or might not she still find her so interesting +as a study, and companion, that the old fond image +would be undeplored? The last, no doubt. She had +been just as soulless, and her true imagination as unawakened. +She went to sleep determined to love Fanny +whatever befell.</p> + +<h2>IV</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>She</span> slept until late in the day, Mrs. Edis having given +orders that she should not be disturbed. Otherwise the +routine of Great House was not altered. Fanny took her +daily ride over the estate. Mrs. Edis sat in her chair in +the living-room, making a feint of sewing, in reality listening +for Julia’s footfalls. So she had sat listening for sixteen +years.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But it was a lagging, almost elderly step that she finally +heard approaching along the terrace at the back of the +house. A moment later Mrs. Winstone entered, flushed, +damp, but with her eyes full of malicious amusement.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Really, Jane,” she drawled, “the tropics were never +made for walkin’. I believe I’ll keep my new waist line —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not a bad idea to keep what little Nature is still willing +to give you.” Mrs. Edis’s voice was as sarcastic as her +eyes. “I hope there was no bad news in your note?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Note?” Mrs. Winstone turned her back and began to +rearrange the flowers on the bookcase.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do you fancy the least event could happen in this +house without my knowledge?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Really, it was so unimportant I had forgotten it. +Merely an invitation to Bath House. That reminds me—” +She adopted her airiest tones. “Have I spoken to you of +Mrs. Morison? Charmin’ little woman stoppin’ at Bath +House. I met her drivin’ just now, and impulsively asked +her to come to tea to-day, and bring the others. How +naughty of me. I should have consulted you first.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Your friends are welcome to tea. I am not a pauper.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But such a hermit! It is too kind of you to take <span class='it'>me</span> +in. I don’t fancy botherin’ you with my friends.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How is it you were not carried away by impulse before?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I came to Nevis to see you and to rest. I see enough +of Hannah and Pirie in London. But now that Mrs. +Morison has come to Bath House, and her brother, Daniel +Tay —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis lifted her head as if she scented powder. “A +man? Is he married?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone smiled significantly. “Oh, dear me, no!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How old is he?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“About thirty.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll have no young man in this house.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, he wouldn’t look at Fanny. Hates girls. He’s a +very dear, a very particular friend of mine.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis laid her work on the table, dropped her +spectacles to the end of her nose, and surveyed the smart +figure with the developing waist line. “And what are you +doing with very dear and particular friends of that sex at +your time of life?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Dear Jane!” said Mrs. Winstone, with asperity, and +transferring her attention to the early Victorian tidies. +“Please remember that if you live out of the world I live +in it. Oh, la! la! Come over to London and see the +procession of hansoms in Bond Street containin’ smart +gray-haired women and nice boys. The gray hairs are +generally payin’ for the hansoms, and more. I never had +a gray hair, and my rich American friend always pays for +the hansoms, and more. Why shouldn’t I have a youngish +beau if I can get one? But really, I didn’t think he’d +follow me here!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Disgusting!” announced Mrs. Edis, who looked as if +she had just entered a room in the Paris salon devoted to +the nude. “In my time —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah, dear Jane, that time is forever gone. You couldn’t +get a bonnet in all Bond Street to suit your years. Hannah +Macmanus, who poses as an old woman, has to have hers +made at a little shop in Bloomsbury.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I can well believe it! I could see what London was +coming to sixty years ago. Enamelled old women —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, la! la! Prehistoric! Filthy habit! To-day we +keep our skins clean.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do sit down. You are flouncing about like a sylph of +twenty. I hope you have not permitted yourself to become +seriously interested in this young man.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone dropped into a chair on the other side of +the table and looked across the work-basket with airy self-consciousness.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Why not?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You are an old fool, and he must be a young one.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not a bit of it. Level-headed business man. Rich and +strenuous.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Strenuous?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“New word. American. Means a short life for yourself +and a merry one for your heirs.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Be good enough to confine yourself to English. Are +you going to marry this youth and make a laughing-stock +of yourself and your family?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Marry? Oh, how tiresome of you to be so serious. I’d +managed him so well! I never thought he would follow me +here when I need a rest. But he’s romantic —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Romantic? He must be if he’s in love with you. +Really, Maria, I never even look at you that I don’t feel +like giving thanks I have been permitted to spend my life +on Nevis.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone fetched a little sigh. “But you don’t +mind my askin’ these people to tea?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It is a long time since a stranger has crossed my threshold. +Still, they are welcome. This is your birthplace as +well as mine.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How sweet of you! I’ll go and smarten up a bit.” As +she was leaving the room she turned, knit her brows, and +said hesitatingly, “Better not tell Julia they’re comin’. +She left London because she was sick of people, and has +really come for a rest. She might run away, and Mrs. +Morison is dyin’ to meet her. Americans are quite mad +about celebrities.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, very well,” said Mrs. Edis, impatiently.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She sewed for half an hour longer. Suddenly her eyes +flashed and she lifted her head. But when Julia came in +she said formally: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good morning. Do you always sleep until noon?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Rather not! But I didn’t go to sleep till nearly dawn, +I was so excited. I shall get up every morning at five and +take that old walk round the cone. How often I have +thought of it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You have been long coming to take it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia seated herself on the arm of her mother’s chair, and +took the work out of her hand. “Now,” she said, “let’s +have it out. You are angry with me for staying away for +sixteen years, among other things, and I have been very +angry with you. But all my childish resentment was over +long ago. It is time you forgave me. If I stayed away, it +was because you never asked me to come. Since the day +the duke married, you have written me nothing but formal +notes, except when you were angry with me for some new +cause. You have hurt me more than I can have hurt you, +and I have resented your injustice. But let us bury it all. +If you knew how glad I am to be here again, to see you look +just the same! If you would only be your old self, I could +feel your little girl once more. The past—much of it—seems +like a dream —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis threw back her head. Her heavy nostrils +dilated. She looked like an old war-horse. She raised her +stick and brought it down on the hard floor with a resounding +thump. “Yes!” she said harshly. “Let us have it +out. Let me tell you that I have sat here for ten of those +years waiting to acknowledge that I have been tortured +by remorse. I could not bring myself to write it. But I +never thought you would stay away so long— You!—and +I an old old woman!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia had moved away uneasily at this outburst. “Oh, +don’t!—never mind—it was a natural enough mistake +on your part. Let us never speak of it again. I should +have come long ago—but time passes so quickly—I don’t +think I realized—and then I thought you had given all +your love to Fanny —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Fanny?” with indescribable scorn.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I see now you don’t care for her—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Let me finish. I am a hard old woman. Demonstrations +are not for me. Nor is my pride dead. That will survive +life itself. But I will tell you that I have never ceased +to love you—I think I have never loved any one else. +Your first petulant childish letters—I didn’t choose to believe. +But later, when I began to hear those vague terrible +rumors— My God! Well, you had the world, and youth, +and diversions—but I have sat here and thought, and +thought, and longed for death —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, please! It has all been for the best. I needed a +hard school. You know what a child I was. If life had +been too kind to me, I should have developed slowly, if at +all. I might have nothing but a cauliflower in my brain +to-day. Now, you would be proud of me if you would only +let me explain this great work to you, make you see what +it means —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not an allusion to that! You, who were born to be a +duchess. Ah! Let me confess that it is not remorse alone +that has made me a desolate old woman all these years. +My old belief survived the marriage of the duke, even the +birth of his heir—at least, I clung to it. But when your +husband went hopelessly insane— Oh, my old belief! It +had been companion, friend, consolation—as satisfying as +only a science can be. When my faith in that was destroyed —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah! If you would only let me tell you something! I +met far wiser men in the East than old M’sieu. They +placed a very different interpretation on my horoscope —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Why, can’t you see—what I have become in England—what +I may still become— Oh, far, far more!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis snorted in her wrath and disgust as she rose +to her feet and thumped the floor with her stick. “Gammon! +Do you expect me to believe that that is what the +world has come to? Fighting and scratching policemen, +going to gaol, speaking on a public platform! Has that +become the substitute for a great English lady?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, let us say no more about it. I recognize it is hopeless. +If you still believe that a woman’s highest destiny +is to be an English duchess— Do sit down. There is +so much else to talk about.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis resumed her seat, but still frowning. She had +quite forgotten her remorse.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I want to talk about poor little Fanny—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“<span class='it'>Poor</span> little Fanny?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Who has the best memory in the world? Who was the +belle of the West Indies in her day? I have an idea that +Fanny looks exactly as you did at her age. And she is +not too unlike you in other things —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Arrant nonsense. What are you driving at?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I mean that youth has its rights, and you are depriving +Fanny of hers.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I have replanted the entire estate and built a mill. +Fanny will be rich one day. I can’t abide the minx, but +I know my duty to my son’s child, and the last of my +race.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“So that is to be Fanny’s fate? A little West Indian +planter! When she dreams of nothing but love and marriage —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She knows naught of such things.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, doesn’t she? And what of instincts, especially +when a girl is beautiful and fairly bursting with vitality?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She can consume her vitality in hard work. Youth and +beauty soon pass. Hers will go before they have given any +man the chance to ruin her life. In her lies my opportunity +for atonement —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Fanny will marry. That is her obvious destiny. +What is more, she will marry the first man that asks her, +unless she has the diversion of society and many admirers. +Bath House is open again. Many young men will come —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Fanny will see none of them!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, won’t she? Youth has a magnet all its own. +They’ll be prowling round the place, sitting on the wall like +tomcats!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Is that a sample of the new school of conversation?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No, but it expresses a fact. Now, do be sweet and +reasonable and let Fanny go to the party at Bath House +on Thursday night —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not another word. Fanny goes to no parties, neither +at Bath House nor elsewhere. Have you quite forgotten +me, that you fancy you can change my mind when it is +made up? There is the luncheon gong. Will you give +me your arm?”</p> + +<h2>V</h2> + +<p class='pindent'>“<span class='sc'>Well</span>,” said Fanny, “I saw you having a talk with +Granny in here this morning. I suppose she has promised +I shall go to London and live like other girls. That would +be so like her,—such a sweet creature —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Sh—sh—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, why not say what you think? I’d like to hear your +real opinion of her—after all these years.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She is my mother; and she was angelic to me this +morning.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Fanny stared, then burst into laughter. “Angelic! +How I should like to have seen Granny do it. Did you ask +her if I could go to the party at Bath House?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She is opposed to it,” said Julia, evasively, “but I think +I can talk her over. One would never expect to get the best +of mother in the first round. I must tell you, however, +that I shall not go to Bath House myself —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, <span class='it'>that</span> Mr. Tay! Only it <span class='it'>is</span> romantic, and he <span class='it'>is</span> +handsome, and quite nice. Do tell me, Julia,” she asked +eagerly, “what is it like to be in love with a real man?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Put such thoughts out of your head for the present.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Did he ever kiss you?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Have you looked over my evening gowns? Collins is +quite excited at the prospect of fussing with them.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How heavenly! I’ll go this minute! What on earth +is the matter with Denny? He looks as if he’d just heard +the guns at the fort announcing a hurricane.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The old man almost staggered in. His expression was +quite wild.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Lor’s sake, Missy,” he gasped. “A visitor! A man!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Fanny snatched the card.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Julia!” she cried, more excited than Denny. “It’s he! +It’s Mr. Tay!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia turned her face away and walked with great dignity +to the opposite door. “Tell him that he must excuse +me,” she said over her shoulder.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“He ask for Mis’ Winstone, Mis’ Julia.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“For whom?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“He say she ask him for tea.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She must be quite mad. Well, go and find her.” And +she hastened to her room, determined to punish Tay for +coming, but not so sure she should not waylay him in the +garden when he left.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Denny,” said Fanny, “ask him to come in here. And +you need not disturb my aunt at present. She is taking +her nap.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, Missy.” And Denny went off, shaking his head.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Fanny ran over to a glass and smoothed her hair, put a +flower in it, and made an attempt to stiffen her figure until +it looked as if incased in stays. But when Tay entered +she immediately became as natural as the young female +ever is in the presence of the young and marriageable male. +Tay did not look in the best of tempers, but she thought him +quite handsome enough to be the hero of a romance.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Do sit down,” she said hospitably. “Aunt Maria will +be in presently. Oh, do tell me how you got in. I mean, +what can Aunt Maria have told Granny— Or hasn’t she +told her? Perhaps I’d better take you out for a walk. +Granny might be too horrid.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I fancy Mrs. Winstone has told your grandmother that +she asked me for tea,” said Tay, with a slight access of color.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But what?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh— Are not you too afraid of this—of your formidable +grandmother?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not a bit. I only pretend to be for the sake of peace. +But, oh, do tell me how Aunt Maria had the courage to ask +you here! I’m simply mad with curiosity. A young man +in this house!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Tay drew a long breath. This was an explanation he +had not bargained for, and those immense eyes were disconcertingly +young, and very handsome. “Well, you see—this +is how it is: I came here, neglected business and a +good many other things, to see Julia France, and I have no +idea of wasting my time. I don’t like underhand methods. +I’d rather fight in the open any time, but with women you +almost never can. So let us call this strategy —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes! Yes!” cried Fanny. “But for heaven’s sake, +what is it?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“We had a conference last night at the hotel.” Tay got +up and walked about the room.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, do go on.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well, briefly, we hatched a plot. Mrs. Winstone was +to be induced to tell your grandmother that she and I are +engaged —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah—yes.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You and Aunt Maria!” She succeeded in taking it in, +then went off into shrieks of laughter. Tay swore under +his breath, and looked out of the window.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You and Aunt Maria! I never heard of anything so +funny in all my life. Why on earth didn’t you pretend to +have fallen in love with me? That would have fooled +everybody, and I should have loved to take you out for +long walks—and turn you over to Julia!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You forget that a man doesn’t care to place a girl in a +false position —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But Aunt Maria never can have made Granny believe —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Why not? Half the women in London have admirers +young enough to be their sons, and sometimes they marry +them. Your aunt could have one of those brats dangling +if she chose. It’s not my rôle, but I can play it at a pinch.” +He returned to his chair. “Do you think I can see Julia +to-day?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She ran away when she heard you were here.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, did she?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I don’t think she means to see you. That would be +horrid of her. But you come here every day—to see Aunt +Maria!—and I’ll manage it. And if you always come +when Granny’s asleep, you can talk to me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That would be ample compensation,” said Tay, mechanically. +He was feeling very cross, and it was long since +callow girlhood had appealed to him. Still, this child was +beautiful, and beauty exacts tribute at any age. He told +himself that he was a surly brute, and exerted himself to be +agreeable.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You must find this a lonely life,” he observed. “What +do you do with yourself? Read novels? Go over to +parties on St. Kitts?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Novels! Parties! I’ve read about ten, and I’ve never +been to a party in my life. You are the first young man +I’ve ever talked to.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Really?” Tay was mildly interested. “What a life +for a young girl. I’ve never seen any one look less like a +hermit. What <span class='it'>do</span> you do with yourself?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, Granny put me in charge of the estate a year ago. +She’s too old to go out much, and she drilled me until I +thought I’d go off my head. But now I rather like it. +There’s something to do, anyhow, riding over the estate +every morning, keeping the mill overseer from cheating, +and getting work out of lazy blacks. I can do that, and in +a way it’s like having a little kingdom all your own. I’ve +made them all afraid of me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Have you? By George, you are some girl! I thought +you were merely out for fun. I’d be put to it to find another +girl of your age—and—and—general style—who +was running an estate. It seems to be a remarkable family, +altogether.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Fanny saw that she had now really caught his attention, +and found him more attractive every moment. The subject +of her prosaic duties had never entered her imaginary +conversations with young men, but this one was quite +different himself from any of her dreams; and she suddenly +found reality far more attractive than romance. She +was also quick to take a cue, and was about to launch +upon a description of plantation life in the West Indies, +when Denny came running in, this time looking fairly distracted.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Lots of visitors, Missy!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I should have told you that Mrs. Winstone asked the +rest of our party,” said Tay.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Fanny forgot him in her fright, as Mrs. Macmanus, Mr. +Pirie, and the Morisons entered. But her instincts asserted +themselves, and she went through the ordeal very +creditably.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Why, how do you do?” she said hospitably. “I’m +so glad to see you all in our house. Please sit down. +Denny, go and tell Mrs. Winstone. Ah—won’t you take +off your hats?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No, thank you, dear,” said Mrs. Morison, whose eyes +were brimming with mischief. “Mine is so becoming. +Besides, a lot of hair would come off, too.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I will,” said Mrs. Macmanus, “and thank you for asking +me. Reminds me of my youth.” And she removed +her bonnet and rolled up the strings. “Even one’s hair is +too warm for the tropics. Pirie, you might take off your +toupee. I’ve seen you do it twice when you thought no +one was looking!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Really, Hannah!” Pirie almost exploded. What an +assault in the presence of glorious eighteen!</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But Fanny was paying no attention to Pirie. She was +gazing in rapt admiration at Mrs. Morison’s airy toilette +of daffodil yellow, with a large chiffon hat of the same shade, +covered with more little soft feathers than she had ever seen +before, and a perfectly useless, but all the more enviable, +sunshade of chiffon and lace.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Morison saw the admiration in the girl’s eyes, and +no admiration was thrown away on her. She smiled brilliantly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How simply enchanting to see the inside of an old West +Indian home,” she exclaimed. “I never had any old-fashioned +things in my life. Grandpa emigrated to California +in the fifties, and every house he built burned down whenever +the city did. So when I came along and pa was making +<span class='it'>his</span> pile, there wasn’t so much as a daguerrotype in the +family. We were just upholstered from New York and +dressed from Paris. How’s that for family history, Miss +Edis?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh,” said Fanny, through her teeth, “how I should like +to live in a country where there were no ancestors. There’s +nothing else here.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Morison was also beaming upon her. “You must come +and visit us in New York,” he said. “We’re imitating +England and becoming too democratic to talk about ancestors, +even when we’ve got ’em, and we usually haven’t.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Why, Nolly,” cried Emily, who was Californian when +she wanted to be audacious, but valued her New York to +its ultimate vanishing drop of azure blood, “you know +your mother was a —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Pauper. She hooked my father, which is more to the +point, and I’m in the race for Millionaire Street, which is +the whole point.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you little bleating Wall Street Calf! Such a little +one, too, Miss Edis.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I might be a bigger one if you spent less. What are we +here for, anyhow?” he asked, as Fanny, apprehending a +domestic scene, moved away. “Dan can take care of his +own affairs, and I feel as if I were on a ship in midocean +with the wireless out of order.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What man ever could manage his own affairs? It +would have been cruel to let Dan come alone, and I know +I can help him out. We mustn’t scrap and frighten Mrs. +France, or she’ll think the temper is in the Tay family, +whereas it’s always your fault —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But she laughed good-naturedly, extracting the sting, and +Morison, who never quite understood her, was mollified +and shrugged his shoulders. “Well, I’m going to flirt with +that little West Indian girl who doesn’t know the first thing +about life and wants to know it all in five minutes. Great +fun. Serve you right, too, for bringing me here.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Run along,” said his wife, indulgently, and he joined +Fanny, who was talking to Tay, and told her that the St. +Kitts girls were coming to the party on Thursday night. But +Fanny had lost all interest in the married man now that a +single one had appeared, and gave him her shoulder with a +young girl’s brutality. A moment later, when Mrs. Winstone +entered, she deliberately drew Tay into the embrasure +of one of the windows. She had curled her lip at her grandaunt’s +appearance, but the rest applauded, and Mrs. Winstone +was secretly delighted with herself. She had abandoned +her usual discretion and got herself up like a woman +of thirty. There was rouge on her cheeks, a flower in her +youthfully dressed hair, and a pink chiffon scarf floated over +her white gown.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good! Good!” cried Mrs. Macmanus. “How does +it work?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, quite all right. Only I was made to feel as if I had +escaped from the mummy room in the British Museum and +stolen my grandniece’s clothes.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Upon my word, Maria,” said Pirie, gallantly, “I didn’t +know you could do it. Ten to one Tay does fall in love +with you. Why not? Julia’s got a bee in her bonnet. +We men don’t like bees as domestic pets. They sting.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Curious that even the young men are as old-fashioned +as ever, while the women go marching on,” said Mrs. +Macmanus, unrolling her knitting. “What will you all do +for partners, by and by?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, we’ll still marry them,” said Mrs. Morison, patronizingly. +“They give us our little romance, and it’s no part +of our policy to let the race die out.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Hear! Hear!” cried Mrs. Macmanus, looking over +her eye-glasses. “So you, too, are a suffragette. You +never gave us a hint.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I forgot about it down here. But last winter in New +York, everybody who was anybody, or wanted to be, went +in for it. Two or three of the rich and fashionable women +whose names are regular electric signs—designed by the +press—great gilt way—took it up, and all the rank outsiders +fairly fell over themselves to get into the new Suffrage +societies, and shake hands with those Brunhildes come down +off their fire-girt perch. Makes me sick. I believe in it +because I know it’s coming.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ha! Ha!” cried Pirie. “A good patriot always loves +the top.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Don’t be cynical, Pirie,” said Mrs. Macmanus, who had +not failed to note the longing glances cast in Fanny’s +direction. “It can’t be laid to extreme youth in your +case.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Now, why is a man always called cynical when he tells +the truth? No limelight, no martyrs.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, what a sophisticated old lot we are,” said Mrs. Macmanus, +with a sigh. “I wish I knew as little as that charming +Fanny. She is youth—innocent barbarous youth—personified. +Look at her flirting with her aunt’s lover. I +always said that honor was an acquired virtue.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Sh—sh—” whispered Mrs. Winstone, and she sprang +to her feet.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis stood in the terrace doorway leaning on her +stick. She looked like an allegory of the past, the uncompromising +disillusioned past, which has come in contact +with none of the bridges that connect with the present. +Her keen contemptuous gaze had just lit upon Fanny and +Tay, when the company, made aware of her presence, rose +precipitately, and were presented by Mrs. Winstone.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I bid you all welcome to my house,” said Mrs. Edis, +formally.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Fanny had hastily marshalled Tay into the circle. Mrs. +Edis favored him with a piercing look which gave him a sensation +of acute discomfort.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good lord!” he thought. “Here’s an enemy worthy +of any man’s mettle. What a family!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone almost laughed aloud as she met her sister’s +glance of disgust. It was long since she had enjoyed +herself so thoroughly. To outwit Jane and embroil everybody +else was better for the nerves than mere vegetating.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis turned to Fanny.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Where is Julia?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I don’t know, Grandmother.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Go and find her. She must not appear to want in hospitality.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes, Grandmother.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Sit down, all of you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The company did as commanded, Tay in ostentatious +proximity to Mrs. Winstone. There was a moment’s profound +silence, Mrs. Edis, like George Washington, having +the rare gift of immersing any company in an ice bath. Mrs. +Macmanus would never have dreamed of making conversation +unless she had something to say; Pirie and Morison, +snubbed by Fanny, were both sulky; Mrs. Winstone +was flirting with Tay under the eagle eye of her sister, who +poured out the tea. Finally, Mrs. Morison, with the American +woman’s sense of conversational responsibility, rushed +into the breach, after peremptorily motioning to her husband +to sit beside her on the little sofa: here was an opportunity +for a parade of domestic American bliss.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, Mrs. Edis!” she cried. “We were just talking +when you came in— Aren’t you quite too frightfully +proud of Mrs. France?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Frightfully?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Our dreadful slang. I mean—well, aren’t you too +proud of her for words?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And pray why should I be unable to express myself? +Julia was always a good child.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, of course—but it isn’t often that any one is as good +as Mrs. France, and so tremendously clever.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I am glad to infer that you think well of Julia.” Mrs. +Edis, reflecting that society was even more silly than in her +own day, wondered how long these people would stay. +She observed that the company was looking amused, but +before she had time to speculate upon the cause, she forgot +the rest of them, in her keen observation of Tay. He was +ignoring Mrs. Winstone and frowning at his sister. But +in another moment she forgot even him.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I don’t count,” cried the desperate Mrs. Morison. +“I’m merely trying to make myself agreeable, in return for +your gracious hospitality. It’s what the world thinks.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“The world?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Surely, you must feel proud that she’s quite the hope +of the party, a flaming torch. If she remains in London, +why, she’ll be its only leader—a regular queen.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Queen?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis set the tea-pot violently down.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Prime Minister, you know, or something like that,” +said Pirie. “Strange things are happening.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Are you making game of me?” cried Mrs. Edis, furiously.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, Pirie never makes game of anybody but himself,” +said Mrs. Macmanus, soothingly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I beg your pardon, then, but it sounds pure gammon +to me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It does to many, dear madam.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis was staring straight before her, the company +forgotten. “Queen.” That still active brain, never rusty, +nor clouded, had leaped back to the night when she and +old M’sieu had pored over Julia’s horoscope. “Queen.” +The word had almost been written. They had compromised +on a mere peerage, as the times no longer permitted +the marriage of a sovereign with a subject. But—times +change—Julia had unwittingly made her feel like an old +crab—moreover, the twentieth century was to witness the +birth of a new solar year, the year of Man. Might that be +but a generic term? The woman’s movement had been +abhorrent to her, shocking every aristocratic instinct, much +as she despised men. But she had begun to realize that it +was both portentous and imperishable. If Julia was to +lead it, if in it lay her child’s only chance to achieve a vast +and splendid distinction—well, she was not too old to +reconstruct her ideas, bury her inherited ideals, move, herself, +with the times.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She became aware that a pall-like silence had descended +upon her guests.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Pardon me,” she said more graciously. “I am an old +woman and my mind wanders. What you said startled +me. A great future was predicted for my child at birth—and +the time came when I made sure that she was to be a +duchess —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Duchess!” cried Mrs. Morison. “Oh, dear me, a +duchess isn’t in it these days with a great public leader. +Think of all the dukedoms that have been bought with +brand new American dollars. It’s now quite a commonplace +position.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Is this true?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“True as Suffrage, dear madam,” said Mrs. Macmanus. +“There are even English duchesses that are nobodies. +This is the day of the individual.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Once more Mrs. Edis stared straight before her. “I see! +I see!” she muttered.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Tay sprang to his feet and bore down upon his sister.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“For God’s sake change the subject,” he said, in a tone +of concentrated fury. “Can’t you see what is going on in +that old woman’s mind? I wish you had stayed in New +York.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I kept getting in deeper and deeper,” said Mrs. Morison, +apologetically, but enjoying herself, nevertheless. +“That old woman would rattle anybody. Here comes your +Julia.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia had hidden when she heard Fanny’s voice, but on +second thoughts had concluded not to arouse her mother’s +suspicions. She had therefore hastily put herself into a +soft white house frock with a floating green scarf, and +looked little older than Fanny.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She barely glanced at Tay, but smiled brightly at the +other guests. “Good afternoon, everybody. How delightful +to see the old house so gay. A very strong cup, +please, mother.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, not so awfully gay,” cried Mrs. Morison. “We’ve +been talking Suffrage.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No more of that at present,” said Mrs. Edis, peremptorily. +“Fanny, stop trying to engage Mr. Tay’s attention. +He came to Nevis to see your grandaunt. Go and +talk to Mrs. Macmanus. Young girls should always strive +to make themselves agreeable to elderly ladies.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Fanny obeyed sulkily, and the company, now put completely +at its ease, fell upon the tea and cakes, which Mrs. +Edis finally remembered to order Denny to pass. Tay bent +over Mrs. Winstone and shot a glance at Julia. She was +consumed with silent laughter. His eyes grew imploring, +but he moved them with a sudden sense of discomfort. +Mrs. Edis looked as if about to launch her cane at him.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Macmanus, fearing they would all break into hysterical +laughter, addressed herself to Mrs. Edis. “We have +been admiring your wonderful old house. Would it be asking +too much to let us see more of it?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And the delicious grounds,” cried Mrs. Morison, determined +to acquit herself and give Dan his opportunity to +talk to Julia. “I’ve never seen anything like those terraces +rising up the mountain.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis rose. “Give me your arm, Julia. I shall be +happy to show our guests the house, and then you may take +them up to the cone.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll not go,” said Tay to Mrs. Winstone. “I shall stay +here. Please get Julia away from them and send her back.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Very well,” said Mrs. Winstone, good-naturedly. “Possess +your soul in patience!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ve a small stock left!”</p> + +<h2>VI</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Alone</span>, a moment later, Tay was contemplating a short +excursion into the garden with the solace of a cigarette, +when he heard light rapid footsteps on the terrace flags. +He turned eagerly. But it was Fanny who came running +in. Her face was flushed with triumph, and her eyes +sparkled under their heavy lids.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I gave Granny the slip,” she exclaimed. “Let’s stay +here and make Julia jealous.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But your grandmother will be unmerciful—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, she never knows whether I’m round or not.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You make me feel that you lead a most unnatural life.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You may just better believe I do—dodging Granny, +and watching cane grow. Oh, do make me feel like a girl in +a book. You had just begun to tell me about that wonderful +San Francisco when Granny had to come in. Tell me +more. It will be something to dream of even if I never can +see it.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Tay resigned himself and sat down.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you’ll see it, all right. You will visit us.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But suppose Julia won’t become an American and +divorce that lunatic of hers.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But she shall, and you must help me. Will you?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“If you will swear to take me away and find me a husband +as perfectly fascinating as yourself.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good lord!” Tay almost blushed. Then he looked at +her suspiciously. Was the little devil as innocent as she +pretended, or was this merely the instinct of the born coquette, +crudely expressing itself? “Oh, you’ll meet a hundred +far better worth your while than I am.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I don’t believe it,” announced Fanny, who had never +removed her eyes from his face. (“What’s an aunt?” she +was thinking, “especially when she’s old enough to be your +mother?”) “And have they all got as much money?” +she added aloud.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>This certainly was ingenuousness! “Oh, I’m a pauper +compared with several I could name. Any one of them will +succumb at once.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Julia says she will take me back to London and ask a +friend of hers, Lady Dark, to give me a gay season, but San +Francisco sounds even more fascinating. Haven’t you any +titles in America?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, titles without number. Especially honorables. +Every ex-official, if he’s bagged a big enough office, expects +‘honorable’ on his letters for the rest of his life. And once +a judge always a judge. State senators are addressed as +if they were old Romans, and the militia turns out even +more life titles than the bench.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But the American humor was beyond Fanny. She +pouted. “Tell me something really interesting. Tell me +about a whole day of life in San Francisco. Tell me everything +you think and feel and do.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Great Scott!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh,” cried Fanny, throwing herself halfway across the +little table. “If you only knew how I want to know—everything! +everything!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you’ll learn fast enough. Nevis will never hold +you. But I’ll help you out, by George! It would be some +fun to turn you loose and watch you make things hum.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“How perfectly heavenly to hear some one talking about +poor little me! Tell me more about myself.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Tay laughed indulgently. “You <span class='it'>are</span> a baby!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Don’t laugh at me. Oh—I’m not a bit like Julia. +I’d have killed that husband of hers long before she shut +him up. Queer how different people in the same family +can be. They all seem to think that Julia’s not much +changed—although she’s really quite old now. But it +would have made a devil out of me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I believe you!” And he added unwillingly, “How interesting +you will be when you are a few years older.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Not if I stay on Nevis.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, don’t let that worry you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She brought her face so close to his that he fancied he +felt a light shock of electricity. “Swear it!” she whispered +eagerly. “You look as if you could do anything you wanted +to do. I haven’t felt a bit encouraged by Julia’s promises, +but if <span class='it'>you</span> promise me —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Tay stood up and put his hands in his pockets. “It’s +a go,” he said. “Trust me to turn you loose among our +squabs the first chance I get —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Fanny, dear, will you show Mr. and Mrs. Morison the +orchards? They are waiting for you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia’s tones had never been so sweet, her large gray eyes +so cool; but as Fanny, with a sharp, “Oh, very well, <span class='it'>Aunt</span> +Julia,” went forth on a leaden foot, both voice and expression +changed.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You were flirting with Fanny!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“So I was,” said Tay, coolly. “That girl’s spoiling for +a flirtation. Well, I’ll gratify her if you leave me to my +own devices on this beastly island.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You’d never do such a thing! Destroy that child’s +peace of mind —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Peace of mind nothing. That’s not the sort that gets +hurt. If she belonged to a lower walk of life, she’d be on +the— Well, our Fillmore precinct can show you dozens, +walking the streets of an evening looking for trouble. +‘Juicy peaches,’ as Pirie calls them, just waiting to be +plucked. Accident is about all that protects the Fannys. +Few men are in the seducing business when it comes to +their own class.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Dan!” cried Julia, aghast. “You must be in a frightful +temper to say such things to me about my own niece.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She’s practically my niece. And I am in a frightful +temper. Never expect to be in a worse. Little good even +this ruse has done me. Your mother’s eyes could see +through a stone wall.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Women find few of man’s moods so attractive, before +matrimony, as his anger. It rouses their inherited instinct +to placate, to submit. Julia went to the terrace door and +looked up and down. Her mother was sitting in an arbor +with Mrs. Macmanus and Pirie. She was also leaning +back in her chair, resigned, if not interested.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia went up to Tay and put her hand on his arm. +“Don’t—please!—be angry with me,” she whispered. +“If you knew what a tumult I’ve been in—finding you +here—wanting to see you more than anything on earth—but +not knowing <span class='it'>what</span> to do!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Tay melted instantly, and took her in his arms and +kissed her. “It’s all simple enough. I’ll take the next +American steamer if you insist upon it, but that doesn’t +come for eight days yet. Meanwhile I must see you. I +don’t like the tropics. They get on my nerves. Nothing +doing, and the air shot with a curious lazy electricity. +And I’m by no means satisfied with myself. I should be +in California this minute. Love plays the devil with a man!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But you would stay a month if I wanted you to!” +said Julia, triumphantly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Six months, let everything go hang!” he said savagely. +“You’ve got me, all right. But to waste my time—even +for eight—nine days longer! That’s a horse of another +color. Am I to see you every day or not?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, yes! Yes!” murmured Julia. “I have given up +the struggle. The way you got in—it was too funny! +I saw at once that I might as well give up first as last. You +will always have your way. Besides, I want to. I’ll +meet you every day, three times a day. I couldn’t help +myself if I would.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Thank heaven. And don’t try being too strong again. +It’s not the strong women that men die for, Julia.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He lifted his head with the uneasy sense of being watched. +“Damn it!” he thought. “Is that old witch—” But +he could see nothing.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Julia,” he said, lowering his voice, “I shall not come +to this house again. Meet me to-night—no, to-morrow +morning—early—at nine o’clock—over in that jungle.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I will! I will! Only promise never to be angry with +me again.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That will depend entirely upon yourself. If you go +back on your word —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“As if I would! We’ll have long wonderful days together— +Oh, dear, they are coming.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She broke away from him and smoothed her hair.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It’s not so late,” said Tay, hurriedly, “only six. +Couldn’t you come for a spin in my motor boat? I’ll walk +back, and wait for you at the bend of the road.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’ll try. If I don’t, it will be because I can’t get away +from mother. But I’ll be in the jungle to-morrow at nine.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The guests entered with Mrs. Winstone.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Southern California isn’t in it, Dan,” said his sister, +mischievously. “Such orange and lime groves. You +must come again. Still, <span class='it'>I</span> could hardly tear myself away +from this room —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>A door opened and Fanny burst in. She looked on the +verge of hysterics. “Oh, what do you think?” she cried. +“What <span class='it'>do</span> you think? Granny says I can go to the party +on Thursday night, and that I may go to Bath House every +day and see you, Mrs. Morison! She likes you so much. +The skies must be going to fall. You have bewitched her.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You are talking nonsense,” said Mrs. Winstone.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ask Granny. She was almost sweet. But who cares +what’s come over her? You will teach me to dance, won’t +you, Mr. Tay? I could learn in five minutes.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Charmed. Congratulate you—and ourselves. Is the +carriage ready?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, it is! I’ll go out with our guests. Don’t you +bother, Julia. Aunt Maria, you must be tired out. Oh, +what a funny, funny day! I’ll never sleep again.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Really, I do feel as if we had all gone mad,” said Mrs. +Winstone, when the good-bys had been said, and she and +Julia were alone. “Jane must be quite off her head. +There’s a cruiser comin’ in to-morrow. Fanny’ll be engaged +to-morrow night. Perhaps, after all, Jane jumped at the +chance of gettin’ rid of her.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I was sure she would relent. And she could see +to-day what company means to a young girl.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She ran away to her room to change her frock, for she +had no intention of incurring Tay’s wrath again. But as +she was about to open her door she saw Denny coming down +the corridor waving two cablegrams.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, dear!” she thought. “Is this a summons? Well, +thank heaven I can’t get away for a fortnight yet.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She took the cablegrams, half resolved, as she closed her +door, not to open them until her return. But of course she +did nothing of the sort, and read them promptly.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The first was from Ishbel:—</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“All serene. Stay as long as you like.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The second was from the duke:—</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Harold died this morning.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And he knows,” thought Julia, with instant conviction. +“That is what brought him here.”</p> + +<h2>VII</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Forced</span> to the wall, Julia’s mind always became cool +and practical. Tay inspired her with a new fear. If he +had come to Nevis to await her husband’s death, he intended +to marry her and take her away with him. It was one +more proof that he possessed that form of genius which +makes certain men the quick partner of circumstance and +insures their mastery of life. In his own phraseology, he +never missed a trick. No doubt he would take out a special +license to-morrow.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But she had no intention of being rushed into marriage. +The most formidable barrier had been razed; her desertion +of the women might bring reprobation on herself, but not +ridicule on the cause; nevertheless, confronted with the +necessity of an immediate decision, she realized acutely +that four years of devotion to a great impersonal ideal had +inspired her with a love for it of which she had barely been +conscious at the time. The idea of deserting this cause she +had made her own, or, at the most, giving it a divided homage +in a distant land, renewed that love with such a jealous +intensity that for the moment she hated Tay as the chief +exponent of that ruthless male force which had bred the +revolt of Woman. His dash to Nevis was a declaration of +war, but a war which should bring defeat to her not to him. +She buckled on her own armor at the thought. It was possible +that he would win, but not without her full connivance. +Nor should she see him again until she had made up her +mind with no assistance of his.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She had instantly abandoned the intention to meet him +at present, and sat down to compose a note to send him on +the morrow. Many sheets went into the waste-paper +basket before this note was written to her satisfaction. It +was impossible to refer openly to her husband’s death, nor, +for the matter of that, was it necessary. Angry as she was, +she never for a moment forgot that his instant sympathy, +his instinctive comprehension of her, was the deepest of +their bonds. A word would be sufficient. He would understand, +and wait.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You must give me three or four days, possibly a week, +to think it all out,” she wrote finally. “<span class='it'>You</span> think and +strike like lightning, but my mind is made on another plan. +For me, all great crises must be approached with deliberation, +if only because nature made me the most impulsive +of women. I have learned to weigh, having a profound +distrust for those instincts upon which women pride themselves. +But you always understand. I could not love you +if you did not. When I write next, my mind will have been +made up once for all.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But unfortunately Tay was not in a position to understand. +He had received no second cablegram from Dark, +for Dark knew nothing of France’s death. The duke, by +no means anxious to remind the world that another member +of the house of France had gone insane, made no announcement +in the London newspapers, and it was not until several +days later that Ishbel heard the news from Bridgit.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That’s over, thank heaven!” said Mrs. Maundrell. +“And I’m going to take the bull by the horns and send Nigel +to Nevis when he returns next week. Happily, Mr. Tay +is safe in California. What is the matter?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I was thinking how wonderful it would be if Nigel and +Julia really should marry, after all,” said Ishbel, without +a blush. “But I must run, dear. I’ve a dinner to-night.” +And she hastened to the cable office and sent a message +to Tay; and another to Julia, warning her of the +threatened invasion.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But this was not until three days later, and meanwhile +Tay received Julia’s note. Nor was Denny the messenger.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The old servant had orders to take it to the hotel at seven +o’clock in the morning, and, if Tay had gone out (and even +visitors rise early in the tropics) to go to the jungle at nine. +As Denny never hurried himself, it was after seven when he +started on his errand. Fanny was mounting her horse for +her daily ride over the estate when he passed her. She +saw the note, held respectfully in his hand, swooped down +upon it, and tucked it in her belt.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You have too much to do to go on errands,” she said +severely. “I will give this note to Mr. Tay. Where shall +I find him?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Denny repeated his instructions, adding dubiously, “But +you never go off the estate alone, Missy.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I shall this morning, and see that you do not mention +it. If you do, you shall have no tobacco for a week.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Fanny attended to her duties mechanically until a few +minutes before nine, then turned her horse in the direction +of the jungle. She felt no curiosity in regard to the contents +of the note, but knew that it must have been written to break +an appointment. She hummed an old African tune and +felt that she held the apple of life in her hand. No scruples +disturbed her. Julia was thirty-four, quite old enough, as +she had frankly observed, to be her mother, certainly old +enough to have done with love, far too old to interfere with +the preeminent rights of youth. Nor had she the faintest +misgivings as to her power to take any man from any +woman. Was she not eighteen? Was she not a beauty? +Did not every man’s eye fight a torch as it met hers? The +arrogance of girlhood was never more consummately realized +than in Fanny Edis on that glorious tropic morning +as she rode to appropriate her aunt’s lover; and although +her intelligence was too undeveloped to reason, she subtly +felt that nature was always the ally of such fresh healthy +young vehicles for the race as she. Nor was she as innocent +as Julia had been at her age. No governess had ever +been able to keep at her heels, and she had seen much of +life among the blacks.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She saw Tay walking restlessly up and down before a +grove of banana trees, and waved to him gayly, taking no +notice of his apprehensive frown.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Here is a letter from Julia,” she said as she rode up. +“I suspect she can’t come. Granny told her last night +that she wanted the whole history of that Suffrage movement +this morning.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Tay barely heard her. He read with a sensation of +amazement the brief too carefully written message, which +informed him that he was to waste a week more of his precious +time on this island. He had no key to the riddle, and +was astonished at this manifestation of caprice in a woman +who had always seemed to him to possess just enough of +that charming feminine quality; none of the stupid excess +which made so many women unreasonable. Moreover, +she had deliberately broken her word. Anger succeeded +amazement, and if there had been a steamer leaving Nevis, +he would have taken it and flung the consequences in her +face. But here he was a captive for quite another week. +He had no intention of betraying his chagrin to this sharp-eyed +girl, however, and he merely put the note in his pocket +and thanked her for bringing it.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But the eyes he met were not sharp. They were fixed on +him in a large appeal.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Mr. Tay,” Fanny said, with charming hesitation, “I +know that Julia wouldn’t meet you this morning, and from +something she said last night I know that she does not intend +to leave the estate for several days. She made Aunt +Maria promise to take me to the party at Bath House on +Thursday. She said she was too tired, but I am sure she is +avoiding you. It is too horrid of her, when you have come +all this distance. But I don’t fancy any one can unmake +Aunt Julia’s mind. So—so—I have a plan to propose.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She blushed and looked handsomer than ever, and as +she was a born horsewoman, this was very handsome indeed. +Her lids drooped, and she drew a long breath, almost of +ecstasy. “Oh, Mr. Tay!” she whispered imploringly. +“Make believe that I am Aunt Julia—<span class='it'>young</span> again—while +you are here! Then I should have an imitation love +affair, at least, and it would be something always to remember. +Will you?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Tay stared at her; but balked, angry, helpless, his +temper lashed with the memory of cablegrams he had received +that morning both from his irate father and the +Lincoln-Roosevelt League, he felt more than inclined to +accept this young coquette’s proposal, not only to punish +Julia, but to pass the time. Moreover, Julia had thrown +her at his head. He never doubted that she had given +Fanny the note; and he wondered at the fatuity of woman. +Still, he hesitated.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Fanny pouted.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You are afraid I will fall in love with you,” she said +audaciously.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“More likely it would be the other way,” he replied with +automatic gallantry.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well—why not?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“My dear Miss Edis, there is no more harrowing experience +than being in love with two women at once.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“As if such a thing could be!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Common enough outside of books.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Well— You might love me on Nevis and keep Julia +for London. That is where she belongs.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Again Tay stared at her. She had the heady magnetism +of youth. She was a part of the gorgeous tropic scene. +He reflected that if he had met Fanny first, and on Nevis, +he certainly should have flirted with her. He did not take +girls very seriously, having been trained by the cool flirtatious +young heads of his own race. That Fanny was in love +with him never entered his mind. Little did he guess the +pickle he was mixing for himself when he finally raised +that brown little hand to his lips.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“By all means let us have our comedy,” he said. “I am +game if you are.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Fanny gave a nervous laugh that might have warned +him if anger and disappointment had not made him reckless. +She slid from her horse and tied it to a tree.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Now take me out in your motor-boat,” she said with a +charming air of authority. “That will be a real adventure.”</p> + +<h2>VIII</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>Julia</span>, grateful for any distraction after another sleepless +night, went to her mother’s room to relate the history +of Woman’s Suffrage from its incipiency in the United +States of America down to the present moment, when the +English women, having been driven to adopt the methods +of men, were confident of victory for the first time.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis, who rose late in these days, was propped up +in bed, wearing the expression of one who is about to enter +a hospital and have the operation performed which may +give her a new lease of life.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“If I must hear this tiresome story, I must,” she said. +“Tell it me in as few words as possible, but leave out no detail +which will make me understand it fully. I read your horoscope +again last night. Your destiny is too plainly writ to +admit of any doubt. And it was made three times. I am +an old woman to sever my mind from the ideals of a lifetime, +but those frivolous people opened my eyes yesterday. +Moreover, you can never be Duchess Kingsborough. +You are not likely to have another opportunity to marry, for +no child of mine would disgrace herself in the divorce +courts.” Her sharp eyes never left Julia’s face. “Nor +could you obtain a divorce in England. Ring the bell. +I wish another cup of tea. Then you may convert me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia had made up her mind not to tell her family of +France’s death until she had reached her final decision, and +felt reasonably certain that Mrs. Winstone would not hear +of it at Bath House. Tay would understand her desire +for secrecy, nor would he be eager to admit that he had come +to Nevis to await the man’s death. Even Mrs. Morison, +she felt sure, had not been taken into his confidence. That +lively little lady had prattled a good deal yesterday, while +Julia was showing her the gardens, and it was evident that +she had leaped to the natural conclusion that her brother +was determined to persuade Julia to have her marriage annulled +in the United States without further delay.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis having fortified herself with a cup of strong +tea, Julia spent the next three hours telling her story. +When she had finished, her mother did not speak for a few +moments, then nodded her head emphatically.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I see! I see!” she said. “I shall never approve of those +unladylike demonstrations, but I admit that results have +justified them. Your destiny is clear to me now. You +have only begun. I, in my limited knowledge, read that +you were to be the greatest lady in England. Substitute +the greatest woman in England and all is clear.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It might be in America,” said Julia, hesitatingly, but not +turning her eyes away. “They—they—have talked +more than once of sending me there.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Nonsense!” Mrs. Edis reached for her stick that she +might thump the floor. “America! A nation of +savages —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good heavens, mother! America—the United States—is +one of the great countries of the earth, a world power. +Must I give you its history, too?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“God forbid. It does not exist as far as I am concerned. +Great Britain is practically the earth. No other country +is worthy of your horoscope. And you must not stay here +too long. Don’t fancy that men will hasten to give you +power. Not they! Men! How I should like to see them +humbled to the dust before I go. No, your time here must +be short, and I want you to promise to give it all to me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I came to see you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I shall claim you. Who is this Mr. Tay? Is he really +in love with Maria?” There was the ghost of a smile on +her grim mouth, and her bright little eyes explored the +serene depths before her.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, Aunt Maria always has an infant-in-waiting. I +doubt if she is ever serious.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“But who is he? Of course he has no family, as he is an +American, but is he respectable? Has he any fortune?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“He is quite respectable, and I believe he is well off. His +sister, Mrs. Bode, is an old friend of Aunt Maria’s. She is +received everywhere in London.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Ah? So! Maria had better marry him. But I’ll not +have him, nor any of those people, here again. I have +never needed society, and now!” Her harsh dry face lit +up. “My old science is restored to me. It will companion +me for the rest of my days. You need never fear that +I am lonely. A great science is all things to the mind that +loves it. You will visit me as often as you can. I need +nothing further. When Fanny marries—and I now hope +she will find a husband at Bath House; I long to be rid of +her sulky discontented face—my lawyer will engage a suitable +overseer. Now go and send that lazy black-and-tan +mustee to come and dress me.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Fanny came in late for lunch. She looked flushed and +triumphant, and her manner was subtly insulting. But +nobody noticed her, nor that she left the house as soon as +the meal finished. Mrs. Edis talked of the new central +factory to be built on St. Kitts, and the significance of the +projected Government House for Nevis. Mrs. Winstone +yawned, and Julia was absorbed in her own thoughts. She +longed to be alone, but she had barely reached the shelter +of her room when Denny knocked and handed her a letter. +She closed the door in his face, and her hand shook. But +the address was not in Tay’s handwriting, and she opened +the letter with a sensation of bitter ennui. It proved to be +a circular communication from the ladies of St. Kitts, begging +her to speak to them at her convenience on the subject +of the Militant movement in England. It was couched in +formal terms, but enthusiasm exuded, and the word great, +personally applied, occurred no less than four times.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Great!” thought Julia. “We that the world calls +great know just how great we are. Every man his own +valet!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Her impulse was to refuse, but on second thought she +concluded to accept the invitation, and for the morrow. +Here was her opportunity to discover if the great cause had +taken irrevocable possession of her. She had recited its +history mechanically to her mother, but that, no doubt, +was owing to her mental and physical fatigue. She would +sleep to-night, and to-morrow, if she could feel the old thrill +when talking to a rapt audience, play upon them, sway +them, rise to the heights of magnetic eloquence which had +made her famous, convert the cynical, then, surely, her old +enthusiasm would return. If not —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Denny had told her that the messenger awaited an answer. +She went to the living-room and read the letter to +her mother.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“If you don’t mind my leaving you for one day —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis interrupted her. There was a slight flush on +her face. “By all means, accept,” she said. “And I, too, +will go. It will be my only opportunity to hear you, to +witness one of your triumphs. Have you all those newspaper +articles about yourself that I have heard of?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I am afraid not. I kept a scrap-book for a year, but we +soon get over that.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Can you obtain them?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, yes, it would be possible.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I wish them, and everything else that is written about +you from this time forth.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Very well, you shall have them.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Write your acceptance. To-morrow I shall go to St. +Kitts for the first time in sixteen years. And for the first +time in forty years I shall see that island bend the knee to +an Edis.”</p> + +<h2>IX</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>The</span> next evening Julia sat in her room divided between +consternation and secret joy. The women of St. Kitts had +given her a reception such as had never been offered to +another woman in the history of the island. A military +band had played a welcome as her boat approached the +jetty, a committee of representative women had met her, and +all Basse Terre, black as well as white, had turned out to +escort her to the house of Mrs. Ridgley, the first lady of St. +Kitts, where a select few had been invited to greet her at +luncheon. The meeting itself had taken place in the ball-room +of Government House, and been attended by every +man and woman that could obtain entrance, irrespective +of sympathies. All were eager to be instructed, but far +more eager to see and hear the famous Julia France, to be +able to talk about it for the rest of their lives.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia had talked to them for two hours. She instructed +them to the full, and she related many of her personal +experiences in and out of Holloway gaol. Never had she +spoken more brilliantly, been more amusing and witty, and +never before had she spoken with an unremitting sense of +effort. Her speech had come from the head alone. It had +felt like a wound-up mechanical toy. The personal passion +with which she had infused her speeches and won her great +following never stirred. It had retreated to her depths, and +taken her magnetism with it. She entertained her audience +and she converted no one. She concentrated her mind with +a determination almost vicious, but more than once it slipped +its anchor, and she failed utterly to reduce the brains below +her into one relaxing helpless whole for the planting of her +suggestions.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She alone, however, realized her failure. St. Kitts was +delighted with the entertainment, to say nothing of the +profound satisfaction of listening to the woman who had +been introduced to the world in this very ball-room, and then +gone forth to make their islands famous: St. Kitts and Nevis +had more than once been pictured in the weekly press of +England while Julia’s comet was playing about the heavens. +As for Mrs. Edis she swelled with pride and treated the ladies +of St. Kitts, who showed her almost as much honor as +they did her daughter, with a haughty urbanity that made +them feel humble and insignificant.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>When the lecture was over, there was an informal reception, +during which Julia had never been more gracious and +talkative, while wishing them all at the bottom of the +Caribbean Sea. Then the wife of the Administrator had +invited them into the dining-room for an elaborate tea; +and it was six o’clock before release was sounded, and +Julia found herself in the boat once more, listening to the +congratulations and the rapt prophecies of her mother.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>At dinner Fanny had stared with open mouth at her grandmother’s +almost excited account of the day’s events, but +she had finally turned to Julia with a laugh.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Really, my famous aunt,” she said, “there can be no +doubt as to what you were born for. It must be quite +wonderful to have a career. Shan’t you change your mind +and speak at Bath House?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No,” said Mrs. Edis, sharply. “Julia will devote the +rest of her visit to me. It is quite enough to have two +members of the family gadding at Bath House.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Upon my word,” said Mrs. Winstone, languidly, “I +didn’t come to Nevis to chaperon a young girl. Chaperonin’s +not my line. I think Julia had better take Fanny to +the party to-morrow night.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, no, Aunt Maria! Julia—Julia needs a good long +rest.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Fanny stared apprehensively at her young aunt, but was +immediately reassured.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I shall not go to Bath House at present. And you, +Aunt Maria, you have your two old cronies, and bridge. +Mrs. Morison will look out for Fanny —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“All very well, but—ah—I shouldn’t advise you to +stay away too long. Mr.—ah—the Morisons are getting +impatient—say they’ll leave by the next steamer, if you +don’t give them the benefit of your society. That, it +appears, is what they came for.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia saw Fanny frown at Mrs. Winstone, but could only +interpret her aunt’s words as a warning that Tay was +showing signs of impatience; by no means unwelcome +news. She answered lightly: —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I didn’t ask them to come. They must take the consequences.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Winstone shrugged her shoulders. “I take very +little interest in other people’s affairs, as you know. And +advice was always thrown away on you.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Mrs. Edis’s dry sarcastic tones interposed before Fanny +could speak. And Fanny’s breath was short, and her chair +might have been sown with tacks.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Really, Maria, you must grudge every moment spent +away from Bath House and that young fool of yours. I +wonder you can still talk of coming to your old home to +rest.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Quite so!” Mrs. Winstone, recalled, fluttered her eyelashes, +and glanced into an old concave mirror. “He +grows more devoted every minute. One couldn’t imagine +he had ever had a thought for another woman.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good for you, Aunt Maria,” cried Julia, gayly, and +escaped to her room.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Here she promptly forgot the conversation and sat +down to face her own problem once more. Was her love +for the great impersonal cause, which had commanded all +the forces of her nature, extinct? Or was her appalling coldness +but the natural result of her present state of mind—and +the agitating nearness of the man? Surely, if she broke +with him definitely, returned to England, submerged herself +in work, became a part once more of the crowding incidents, +triumphs, disappointments, problems, of a cause that could +never write finis, all her old passionate interest would +return.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But if they no longer needed her? She had inferred from +Ishbel’s cablegram that the Government was about to +surrender. But it was hard to believe that Mr. Asquith, +in any circumstances, would become a convert to a revolution +he abhorred and sincerely disbelieved in; and as for +Lloyd-George, the cleverest man in England, it was far +more likely that he was playing for a long respite, hoping to +relegate the women quietly out of the public eye, to take the +fight and courage out of them by degrees, while pretending +sympathy, promising his personal assistance, advising +them to abstain from demonstrations which forbade the +Government to capitulate in a manner inconsistent with +its dignity. Of course he would succeed for a brief interval +only, for if he was clever and subtle, the women were as clever—and +alert; but—well—on the other hand, did she +care? From Nevis England looked like an old page of +written history, shut up between calfskin. Moreover, the +cause was bound to sweep on to victory with its own +momentum—why should she —</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Her subtle brain, unleashed, marched straight ahead, and +in step with her desires. How were women to improve +the world, if they progressed to that point of superiority +and self-completion, of unity in the ego, where they could +no longer marry and produce a worthy race to complete +their work? Even to-day many a high-minded woman +went through life unwedded rather than degrade herself +in marriage with a man whom she was forced to admit her +inferior in all but the common attraction of sex. But she +had no such excuse. And if her power to devote herself to +this cause, impersonally and wholly, had vanished, with +her interest in it, now that her mind was recentred; +if she must, did she return to England, resent her sacrifice, +possibly with hatred, of what use her lip service? If the +experience of to-day were prophetic, she could give to the +work but a hypocritical shell, while her aching soul was on +the other side of the globe. On the other hand, with Tay, +even in an alien land, there was no question that she might +be of service for the rest of her life.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>And what of the immorality of loving a man irrevocably +and not living with him? Morality was still of higher +account than politics. And children? The inadequacy of +Fanny, who almost repelled her, had renewed her intense +longing for children of her own. And if she so desired these +children, the children of one man out of all the millions of +men on earth, did not this mean that they were clamoring +for their right to live? What right hers to deny them, that +being, after all, the first reason for which she had received +life herself?</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But at this point she went to bed.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“What is the use?” she thought. “I’m going to marry +him, and that is the end of it. I’ll not give the matter +another thought from this time forth.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>And for the first time since her arrival on Nevis she slept +soundly.</p> + +<h2>X</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>She</span> awoke at dawn, and rose at once, remembering that she +had not had a walk since leaving the ship. No wonder these +three long days of bodily inactivity and mental turmoil had +played havoc with her nerves. She would walk for hours +and then return and write to Tay, telling him that she would +marry him on the day the next American steamer arrived, +but begging him to make no attempt to see her until then. +It was her duty to devote the few intervening days to her +mother, as well as to prepare her by degrees for the staggering +information that she intended to marry an American +and desert her country. But if she could convince the +old lady that the planets had reckoned with the United +States of America, she should, if not reconcile her to a son-in-law +of a race she despised, at least leave her with unbroken +faith in a science full of compensations.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She went out to the kitchen and brewed herself a cup of +coffee, then started for a brisk walk round the island. The +night’s refreshing sleep, the strong drink, the awakening +tropic morning, the peace of mind that follows a momentous +and final decision, made her feel as if dancing on ether, +almost as happy as if Tay were beside her. The sea was as +blue as liquid sapphire, save near the shore, where it was as +green as the beryl stone. The cloud that descends the +slopes of Nevis at nightfall had rolled itself upward and +floated lightly above the cone. In the distance were the +outlines of other islands; and everywhere the royal palms +with their long bladelike leaves rattling in the rising trade-wind +that gives lightness to Nevis air on the hottest day, +the bright green cane fields, the heavy dark groves of +banana trees, the lime and shaddock orchards. Even +the ruins of the deserted old estates, splendid masses of +masonry in their day, a day of coaches, and knee-breeches, +and gay brocades, had a new and more pictorial lease of +life, for brilliant foliage burst from every crevice.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The negroes began to sing in the cane fields, women in +bright cotton frocks, with brighter handkerchiefs about +their heads, came from their huts along the shore and cooked +in the open, boats danced on the water. She walked halfway +round the island and was hungry once more. A little +black boy, tempted by a bit of silver, “skinned” up the slim +shaft of a tree and threw down a young cocoanut. She +refreshed herself with its “wine” and then started along +the stretch of road that passed Bath House, half hoping to +meet Tay. In a moment she heard the sound of galloping +hoofs, eight at least, and averse from meeting any one else, +hid behind a clump of low palms.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>The horses stopped abruptly, then struck the road more +lightly as if their riders had dismounted. She parted the +palm leaves and looked out. A man and a maid appeared +round a bend of the road, each leading a horse. The girl +took the man’s arm with a little gesture of confidence and +looked up into his face, speaking rapidly. The man looked +down at her, smiling, admiring, indulgent. The girl’s +face was flaming with nothing short of adoration. They +were Fanny Edis and Daniel Tay.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia, feeling as if she had received a blow in the pit of the +stomach, sank limply to the ground and stared out over +the dazzling sea. Monserrat quivered in its haze, and she +wondered if it were in the throes of an earthquake. It +usually was. She remembered that Mont Pelée, after +untold years of “death,” had suddenly blown the lake +from her summit and suffocated thirty-five thousand people +in four minutes. Would that Nevis would awake, pour +out her boiling lava, and extinguish her wretched mortals. +Julia beat her brow with one of those instinctive gestures +too natural for the modern stage; for perfect naturalism +borders upon farce.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Tay—Fanny. She took it in finally. He had fallen in +love with Fanny, the young, beautiful, glowing girl—What +was it old Pirie had called her—“volcanic product”? +No doubt she was far more beautiful and fascinating than any +girl Tay had ever met,—and quite different from American +girls. Julia recalled many of them; they had always +seemed to her rather light; clever and charming, but +scantily sexed. No wonder Tay had succumbed to this +gorgeous tropic flower. Fanny might be selfish, soulless, +brutal, but what man ever looked behind a beauty like that? +She was the siren born, and men have gone down before +sirens since the daughters of Eve came to rule the earth and +laugh to scorn the god in man.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia felt quite sixty. No doubt Tay had realized that +she was all of thirty-four the moment he had seen her beside +Fanny. Men were always fools about the mere youth +in woman. Hadn’t she noticed that years ago, before +she had spent a week in London? No wonder Nature +made women brutal and wholly selfish during its brief possession. +Tay had loved her, oh, no doubt of that, but with +his mind, with that greater half of his being which he had +shown her that day in the Bavarian wood; but men are +primal always and spiritual incidentally, when they are +men at all; and her hold had been a flimsy silken string +that had snapped the moment he met this radiant mate, +unspoiled, untouched, awaiting him on a tropical island. +He had loved her, but he was madly in love with Fanny, +and that, after all, was the great passion mortals lived to +experience, if only because the poets had taught them to +expect it. And she—she must despise where she had +almost worshipped. How did women survive the death +of illusions? Material death was something to pray for.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But Julia’s brain, stunned for the first time in its active +life, soon recovered its energies. She suddenly realized +that she did not feel sixty, no, not by any means. She felt +very young and very angry. A moment more and she +sprang to her feet with a cry of fury. She fancied she +heard her flame-colored locks crackle. Her slim fine +hands worked. They looked like steel instruments of +torture one may see among old relics of the Inquisition. +What right had this raw silly girl to take her man from her? +Tay was hers and she should have him. She should hold +him to his word, marry him, make him forget this passing +infatuation. He would not be long discovering that she +had far more to give him than any callow girl. If not! +Once more her fingers opened and shut. Well for Fanny +that she was once more on her horse with a strong arm +beside her. Julia’s fingers were ready for the slender stem +upholding that triumphant arrogant head. Fanny! +Why, Fanny was a fool. She would make Tay the most +miserable of men, understand not the least of his ambitions, +leave him, no doubt, for another the moment her +passion had cooled. He had insinuated that she was a +born wanton, although he appeared to have forgotten this +virtuous impression.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Her next impulse was to run after Fanny, denounce her +as a thief, a pirate, force her to see the dishonor of her +conduct. But this impulse soon passed, for never would +she, Julia France, make a fool of herself, no, not if they +laughed in her face. But what, in heaven’s name, <span class='it'>should</span> +she do?</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She peered out. The road was clear. She darted across +it, and up into a cane field. The negroes were far away +by the mill. She threw herself down in the dense green +silence and wept a torrent. After all, what could she do? +She could only recognize that she had lost Tay, the one +man in the world for her; she, who had made herself so +much more than mere woman, and to a girl who was her +inferior in everything but beauty.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She wept stormily for her lost lover, for love, for herself. +Then, once more, she despised him. Why should she regret +a man who had proved himself weak and contemptible? +Why indeed? Ask womankind. She did. The more convinced +she grew that she had lost him, the more she wanted +him. She abhorred him, she loathed him, she had never +despised any mortal so utterly, and she loved him several +thousand times more than ever.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She sat up and dried her eyes viciously. Why was she +making a fright of herself? She had always laughed at +women that cried and spoiled their eyes. He was not yet +married to Fanny. Why should she not pretend to release +him, then subtly reënter the lists and win him again? How +could any girl survive in a close contest with a woman +still young and beautiful, and with experience and knowledge +of men? But she stirred uneasily. She had seen the +automatic triumphs of girls more than once. Nature was +always on their side.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She fell back on the ground with a sensation of despair. +“Oh, what shall I do?” she thought in terror. “Have I +come to this? How shall I live?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>But she sat up again in a few moments and deliberately +composed herself, ordering her powerful will to rise and +perform its office. She must return to the house before +her mother sent servants in search of her, and her eyes +must not be red. Nor her hair look as if she had tried to +tear it out by the roots. She took down the braids, +smoothed them with her hands, pinned them up, and pushed +the short locks under her hat.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Her mother. She had risen to her feet, but stood staring +out over the waving cane. Why had she given Fanny this +sudden liberty, and not three hours after announcing her +decision, with all the force of her obstinate old will, that +Fanny should never marry, never be permitted even to meet, +a young man? And why had she insisted that Julia remain +at her side throughout her entire visit? Never was there a +less sentimental woman. And the conversation at the +dinner-table last night? It sprang vividly from her +memory. She saw Fanny’s face, flushed, arrogant, anxious, +her aunt’s faint satiric smile, heard her covert words of +warning.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>What a blind fool she had been.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“So,” she thought grimly. “We are all the victims of a +plot, and one quite worthy of my mother. I have been +managed as easily as if I had but a teaspoonful of brains +in my head. And so has he. Idiots! Idiots!” And +she hated everybody on earth.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She walked rapidly home, slipped into the house unobserved, +bathed her eyes, until the outer signs of the most +tempestuous hour of her life were obliterated, powdered +the black rings under her eyes, and made a satisfactory +appearance at the lunch table. Neither Mrs. Winstone nor +Fanny was present. Mrs. Edis talked of naught but +Suffrage.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Great heaven!” thought Julia. “That I should live to +hate the word!”</p> + +<h2>XI</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>After</span> luncheon, she told her mother that the sun had +given her a headache, and that it was likely she should be +obliged to go to bed for the rest of the day; she had no +intention of appearing at dinner. Her own room seemed +the one bearable spot on earth, and she was grateful that +it was far from the other bedrooms, at the opposite end of +the long house.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She locked her door, and ordered her brain on duty. +This was no time for throes—she had the rest of her life +to mourn and rage in; now was the time to act in a fashion +that should be worthy of her, of all she had tried to make +of herself, of those three years in India, of the succeeding +four when she had risen so high above the mere female. +She must face with dignity, both in public and in private, +whatever ordeal still awaited her; that she owed to herself; +and the best of all good friends is pride. Nor should +she condescend to fight or scheme for a love that had turned +from her, even for a moment. If it had turned once, it +would turn again. She had always despised men that +could be “managed,” and could imagine no happiness with +a man who must inspire her with recurring contempt.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>If she loved Tay, it was her part to make him happy, not +to force him into a marriage with herself when he loved +another woman. Of course he would insist upon keeping +his engagement with her, for he was honorable, and, no +doubt, as miserable at this moment as herself. But it had +never entered her plans to balk and torment the man to +whom she had given her love, and she could force his freedom +upon him, persuade him that her cause had conquered. +As for Fanny, what right had she to assume that she would +make him unhappy? Were not all girls brutes? The +most selfish and heartless of them often made the best of +wives when they got the man they wanted. No doubt all +that Fanny needed to become a good woman was a baby. +The vision of Fanny, a placid domestic cow, fat at thirty, +gave her comfort.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>When a woman has made up her mind to be noble, she +generally succeeds, for a time, at least; she admires herself +in the rôle, and self-admiration giveth much consolation. +But the duration of this attitude varies in different people. +Nobility as a fixed attitude of mind is possible only to the +stupid; it can find no vested place in the subtle active +intellect. Julia remained noble and sacrificing—even +unpacking her Koran and reading it diligently—until +precisely eight o’clock. At that hour she heard the rustle +of skirts in the corridor, then Fanny’s excited voice as she +knocked on her door</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, Julia! Julia! Look at me! I’m dressed for the +party at Bath House. Please let me in!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia ground her teeth. Her eyes emitted steel sparks. +Once more her strong fingers opened and shut.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Run along, dear,” she managed to articulate. “I +have such a headache I can’t see. I know you will be the +belle.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, I know I shall!” Julia saw that triumphant face +above her best gown. “Even Granny says I look beautiful +and I can see it for myself. I’m wild with excitement—and +so happy!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>This was the last straw, but it braced instead of breaking. +Julia rose with the fixed smile of one who is walking +to the scaffold, dignified to the last, and opened the door. +There stood Fanny, looking more beautiful than any girl +she had ever seen. Her hair was dressed high for the first +time, and in it was a string of her grandmother’s pearls and +a flaming hibiscus. The floating white gown was caught +at her breast with another flower, and her neck and arms +and the soft rise of her bust were as white as the cloud on +Nevis. Her heavy eyes were glittering with excitement, +and her cheeks and lips made the tropic flowers look old +and wilted.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I have never seen a girl as beautiful as you are,” said +Julia, deliberately, “and you will certainly make all the +pretty girls from St. Kitts turn green with envy. I don’t +believe there is another West Indian girl with color. Of +course you will be the belle, and of many more balls. What +luck that a British cruiser is here.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Fanny smiled, and a slight sarcastic inflection, not +unlike her grandmother’s, sharpened her rich contralto +voice. “Well, if <span class='it'>you</span> find me beautiful, Julia, I must be. +And I owe it all to you. Thank you again for this lovely +frock. Good night. I’ll tell you lots of things in the +morning.” And she lifted her head with a movement that +would have been fatuous if she had been a few years older, +and almost smirked in her proud satisfaction with herself +and her looks, as she sailed off for conquest.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia flung the Koran across the room, herself face downward +on the sofa, and wondered how on earth she was to +stand it. “If it only were over and they were married and +gone,” she thought. “Or if only the Royal Mail were due +to-morrow instead of eleven days hence, and I could go! +Or if I could go out and kill somebody, or get drunk like a +man! Passive endurance! That is all the hell that any +religion need promise us.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She lay for three hours without moving, then heard the +clatter of a horse’s hoofs. A moment later Denny knocked +and handed her a cablegram. She opened it without +interest. It was from Ishbel, and informed her that Nigel +might take the next steamer for Nevis. Julia broke into +hysterical laughter.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Is my tragedy becoming a farce?” she thought. “But +not if I can help it!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She answered the cablegram at once, that the messenger +might take it.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Tell Nigel am leaving immediately.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Then she returned to her sofa, too indolent to go to bed, +and this time exhaustion gave her sleep.</p> + +<h2>XII</h2> + +<p class='pindent'><span class='sc'>She</span> was awakened by the rattling of her jalousie, and +lifted her head, wondering if a storm were rising.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Julia! Julia!” called an imperative voice.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She sprang to her feet and held her breath, not believing +herself awake.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Julia!” This time the voice was savage. “If you +don’t come out, I’ll break in. What I’ve got to say won’t +keep.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia unfastened the jalousie. Tay stood there in his +evening clothes, and without a hat. His face was distraught.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Dan!” gasped Julia.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He put his hands about her waist and lifted her down. +“Now,” he said, “take me to some place where we can +talk, and as far from the house and the gates as possible. +They’ll be coming home presently.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>She walked swiftly down a path, turned to the right, and +pushing aside the heavy growth from an older path, long +out of use, led the way to the ruins of a bath-house in a +corner of the garden. It was surrounded by heavy palms, +but its paneless windows admitted the full moon’s light. +Julia sat limply down on the circular seat before the empty +pool. Through the open doorway she could see and hear +the sea. The moonlight was dazzling, Nevis having forgotten +to shake out her night-robes. Her bewildered mind +took note of details while Tay walked back a few steps to +make sure they had not been followed.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>He came in and stood before her.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“There’s the devil to pay!” he exclaimed. “Did you +get a cable last Monday?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Yes. Didn’t you?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I did not, or I shouldn’t be wanting to shoot myself. +Dark promised to cable the moment it happened, and only +to-night, half an hour ago, I got a cable from Lady Dark +telling me that France died last Monday, and that she had +only just heard it. Confound Dark! Talk about the +wrath of God. It’s chain lightning compared to an Englishman.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“No doubt the duke suppressed the notice. It would +be like him.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“It was Dark’s business to find out. I should have +employed a detective. When a thing’s to do, do it. +Well, here’s the result! I’ve got myself into the devil of +a mess —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You’ve been making love to Fanny.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I have—or rather—not been making love from my +point of view—only she doesn’t see it in that light. I’ve +been flirting like the deuce. When I got your note that +morning, I took it for pure caprice. It seemed to me totally +without excuse. You had promised faithfully to meet me +every day. I had not a suspicion of the truth. Moreover, +I had just received cables from California that stirred me +up. They couldn’t understand my desertion at such a +moment, and no wonder. To be told that I had come here +for nothing—to be coolly asked to wait a week—to know +that I had to stay whether I would or not—well, I felt +as if hell had been let loose inside of me. Fanny brought +the note —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Fanny!” Julia sprang to her feet. “Fanny? I +didn’t give it to her.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“She brought it all the same, and she looked something +more than ripe for a flirtation, and beautiful —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“You have fallen in love with her! I saw you this +morning.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you did? Well, you didn’t see much. I am not +in love with her, but—well, it’s got to be said—she’s in +love with me, or thinks she is. I was treated to high +tragedy an hour since in the garden of Bath House. I never +for a moment thought she would take the thing seriously—have +seen too many summer flirtations—American +girls know exactly what that sort of thing means—but +this girl might have Nevis inside of her. She wanted to +elope with me to-night—threatens to drown herself —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Great heaven! What have you done?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I feel like Don Juan, of course, only as it happens I +haven’t made downright love to her. I was on the edge of +it once or twice, she’s so infernally pretty, but, well, hang +it all, I’m in love with you to the limit, all the more so that +you’re not dead easy game. If I hadn’t been, I’d have made +love to her fast enough. But I flirted as hard as I know +how, and she took that for love-making, thought I held back +because I felt bound to you, and—well—it was the hateful +things she said about you to-night that put me in a rage +and made me hustle her back into the ball-room and into +the arms of one of her other admirers. I had gone as far +as I intended, and made up my mind, not two minutes +before I got Lady Dark’s cable, to go to one of the other +islands and wait for the steamer. When I got that cable, of +course I understood. Now are you properly repentant? +Why in thunder didn’t you tell me in your note —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Of course, I thought you knew—”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Never take anything for granted where there are big +things at stake. But what are we to do? I’m going to +marry you to-morrow evening at seven o’clock over in +Fig Tree Church, but what is to be done with Fanny? +She’s all fixed for tragedy, and there’s no knowing just +what a girl of that sort might do. I don’t care to begin our +life with a horror. You must take her in hand to-morrow +morning and talk her into reason. I gave her to understand +that I didn’t love her, but a man has to say a thing +of that sort so decently that a girl never believes him—particularly +a girl like Fanny, who has a sublime confidence +in herself I’ve never seen equalled. What’s to be done? +What’s to be done?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Are you quite sure that you love me, that you haven’t +really wavered —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, lord! I’m more mad about you than ever.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Would you have married Fanny if you had met her +first?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“There’s no woman on earth I should ever have wanted +to marry but you. Do you fancy a man thinks of marriage +with every girl he puts in his time with? I’ve had a dozen +flirtations—as hard and a good deal longer than this; +and neither of us the worse, I may add. I’m no heart-breaker. +Our girls know the game too well.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“If I thought you were merely bent upon being honorable —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Julia, if I didn’t love you, I’d tell you so. Do you +suppose I’m the man to jump into matrimony blindfolded? +I’ve seen too many of my friends marry—and divorce +four years later. I’m no candidate for the divorce court. +What I want is a wife I can love and work with for the rest +of my life. That wife is you, or will be this time to-morrow +night. So cut all that out and set your wits to work.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia moved her eager eyes from his face and looked out +over the sea. She did not speak for several moments, and +Tay saw her face set and grow whiter, her eyes shine until +they looked like polished steel.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Leave Fanny to me,” she said finally. “I’ll dispose of +her. She will give no further trouble.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Tay stirred uneasily. “Oh—you don’t mean—That +is hardly fair —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“<span class='it'>Fair?</span>” asked Julia, with unmitigated scorn.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Couldn’t you give her a good womanly talking-to?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“And what good do you suppose that would do? Did +you ever hear of love being talked out of any woman?”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I know—but you are clever enough without that—and +after all it <span class='it'>isn’t</span> fair. It’s a violent assault on personality —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia whirled about and confronted him with blazing +eyes.</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“<span class='it'>Fair? Fair?</span>” she cried. “And do you suppose I’d +think twice about what is fair with that treacherous little +fool? Do you suppose I would let any scruple weigh a +feather with me when the happiness of my whole life is at +stake? If you didn’t love me, you could go and I’d not +condescend to lift a finger; but you do, you do, and nothing +shall stand between us; <span class='it'>nothing</span>, I tell you! If I could +have caught her alone this morning, I’d have twisted her +neck and held her under the water until she was dead. +And yet you imagine I’d stop at hypnotizing her? For +the matter of that it will be treating her far better than +she deserves, for she will practically have forgotten you +when I am finished with her. She deserves to be left here +in sackcloth—oh, she’s not the sort that kills herself, +she’s far too selfish and vain—but she’s noisy and stubborn +and the sort that calf-love makes ungovernable. +She’d turn the island upside down and run to my mother +with the story that you had compromised her—there’s +nothing she wouldn’t tell her. My mother is a very old +woman. The excitement might make her so ill that I +should be detained here for months. And I won’t! I +won’t! I’ll leave this island with you!”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Tay brought his hands down on her shoulders and +gripped them. “By God, Julia!” he said hoarsely, +“you are the woman for me. Together we’ll conquer the +earth.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Oh, you’ll find me useful to you in many ways you barely +suspect now. I can do more than hypnotize! But I +don’t wish you to misunderstand me. What I do to Fanny +will be nothing more than the reputable scientific psychotherapeutists +do every day to their patients. I shall give +her an immediate suggestion that her will shall not be +weakened, that she shall no longer be under my control +after coming out of the hypnotic trance. And as I said +before, she will benefit equally with ourselves. We don’t +practise black magic, we initiates; not that we are above it, +but because we don’t dare. It rebounds like an arrow and +strikes our greater powers dead. I never have harmed +any one and I never shall, but that leaves an enormous +field for action.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good. And she’d not think of going to Bath House +before to-morrow night. She heard me accept an invitation +to lunch on board the cruiser. By the way, you might +plant in that ill-regulated head the suggestion that she +be less anxious to fall in love. There are men of all +sorts —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That would be unfair, if you like! Our impulses are +our birthright. To alter personality would be unjust, +almost criminal, for the impulses that make a fool or worse +of us in certain circumstances may be necessary for our +happiness. Fanny must work out her own destiny. I +shall settle my income from France’s estate on her, and +induce Aunt Maria to take charge of her as far as England. +There Ishbel will introduce her —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“That’s right!” interrupted Tay, viciously. “Turn her +loose on Dark. Serve him right.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Dark is the best-managed man in England. Fanny’ll +not get a chance at him. And she’ll have a husband +before the season is over.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Good. But are you dead sure you can do it? You +failed with me, you know.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Because I hated to do it, and because—well, you are +you. But Fanny! To-morrow she’ll be sleepy and stupid +from the excitement of to-night, and she will eat an enormous +lunch, as she always does. She is curious about +India. I’ll interest her in that subject at the table and +then invite her to my room, and interest her more. She’s +never heard of hypnosis. I’ll offer to put her to sleep. +She’ll consent, not only because she’s worn out, and yet +too excited and disturbed for sleep, but because I choose +that she shall. I’ll tell her to fix her eyes on mine, and the +moment she does that she’s lost. In just three minutes +she’ll be a lump of wax. Now, are you satisfied? Why, +if I had the least misgiving, I’d summon Hadji Sadrä.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Tay laughed. “Oh, Julia! Julia! You’re all right. +Now listen to me. To-morrow I shall take out a special +license —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“I’d rather you waited until just before we sail. My +mother —”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>“Don’t expect me to show any concern for your mother. +She’s at the bottom of all this trouble. She set Fanny +on me. I had already begun to suspect it before your aunt +let it out—I have had more than one scene to-night!—I +feel sure she saw us together the day I called at the house; +at all events she got on to the facts. I didn’t suspect this +earlier because I hadn’t really believed that she had kept +Fanny so close—girls are always working on a man’s +sympathies. Otherwise I shouldn’t have fallen for it. +Now, to continue. I shall marry you to-morrow. You +will meet me at Fig Tree Church at seven o’clock. Hardly +any one is abroad at that hour. You can keep it from your +mother until we are about to sail, if you choose. That is +all one to me. But I’ll take no more chances. Now give +me your hands and say that nothing on God’s earth shall +prevent you from coming to Fig Tree Church to-morrow +evening at seven o’clock.”</p> + +<p class='pindent'>Julia gave him her hands. “I’ll be there,” she said. +“I, too, shall take no more chances.”</p> + +<hr class='tbk102'/> + +<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-top:1.5em;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1.5em;'>GERTRUDE ATHERTON’S OTHER BOOKS</p> + +<p class='line' style='text-align:left;margin-left:0em;font-size:1.3em;'>The Tower of Ivory</p> +<p class='line' style='text-align:right;margin-right:1.5em;'><span class='it'>Cloth, 12mo, $1.50</span></p> + +<div class='blockquote'> + +<p class='noindent'>“Mrs. Atherton is the ablest woman writer of fiction now living, and this +work will more than sustain the high reputation of her previous writings.”—<span class='it'>Sir +Robertson Nicoll.</span></p> + +</div> + +<p class='line' style='text-align:left;margin-left:0em;font-size:1.3em;'>The Conqueror</p> +<p class='line' style='text-align:right;margin-right:1.5em;'><span class='it'>Cloth, 12mo, $1.50</span></p> + +<div class='blockquote'> + +<p class='noindent'>“A composite yet a splendid picture.”—<span class='it'>New York Herald.</span></p> + +<p class='noindent'>“A fascinating picture of the life of a hundred years ago, and should be +read by every one of taste and intelligence . . . enthusiastically and +imaginatively romantic.”—<span class='it'>New England Magazine.</span></p> + +</div> + +<p class='line' style='text-align:left;margin-left:0em;font-size:1.3em;'>Hamilton’s Letters</p> +<p class='line' style='text-align:right;margin-right:1.5em;'><span class='it'>Illustrated, cloth, 12mo, $1.50</span></p> + +<div class='blockquote'> + +<p class='noindent'><span class='it'>Chosen from the great mass of his published state papers and public correspondence +in such a way as to give to the average reader for the first +time the means of estimating Hamilton’s personality from his words.</span></p> + +</div> +<div class='blockquote'> + +<p class='noindent'>“Vivacity, energy, an indomitable will, unbounded confidence in himself +and his abilities, pride, power, passion, extraordinarily clear foresight,—these, +together with many engaging qualities, come out so strongly through +these letters that they soon make the man real.”—<span class='it'>Boston Herald.</span></p> + +</div> + +<p class='line' style='text-align:left;margin-left:0em;font-size:1.3em;'>The Splendid Idle Forties</p> +<p class='line' style='text-align:right;margin-right:1.5em;'><span class='it'>Cloth, 12mo, $1.50</span></p> + +<div class='blockquote'> + +<p class='noindent'>“They are strong and interesting with the gay, brilliant, picturesque +interest of that romantic period when life in the Southern California +towns was more theatrical, more like grand opera performances, than +anything our busy commonplace, practical civilization nowadays knows +anything about.”—<span class='it'>Philadelphia Telegraph.</span></p> + +</div> + +<p class='line' style='text-align:left;margin-left:0em;font-size:1.3em;'>The Californians</p> +<p class='line' style='text-align:right;margin-right:1.5em;'><span class='it'>Cloth, 12mo, $1.50</span></p> + +<div class='blockquote'> + +<p class='noindent'>“There can be no question as to the cleverness of this book. The characters +stand out with sharp distinctiveness and act as if they were transcripts +from life rather than the creations of a prolific and well-ordered +imagination. There are admirable bits of description, proofs of a keenly +observant eye quick to seize upon everything that gives distinctiveness.”—<span class='it'>Pacific +Churchman.</span></p> + +</div> + +<p class='line' style='text-align:left;margin-left:0em;font-size:1.3em;'>Patience Sparhawk and Her Times</p> +<p class='line' style='text-align:right;margin-right:1.5em;'><span class='it'>New edition, cloth, 12mo, $1.50</span></p> + +<div class='blockquote'> + +<p class='noindent'>Mrs. Atherton is one of the comparatively few writers of marked popularity +whose earlier books remain in demand year after year.</p> + +</div> + +<hr class='tbk103'/> + +<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-top:1.5em;margin-bottom:1.5em;font-size:1.5em;'>A NEW DANBY NOVEL</p> + +<p class='line' style='text-align:left;margin-left:0em;font-size:1.8em;'>Joseph in Jeopardy</p> + +<div class='lgc' style=''> <!-- rend=';' --> +<p class='line'><span class='sc'>By</span> <span style='font-size:x-large'>“FRANK DANBY”</span></p> +<p class='line'> </p> +<p class='line'>Author of “The Heart of a Child,” “Sebastian,” etc.</p> +</div> <!-- end rend --> + +<p class='line' style='text-align:right;margin-right:1.5em;'><span class='it'>Cloth, $1.35 net; postpaid, $1.45</span></p> + +<div class='blockquote25em'> + +<p class='noindent'>This clever and humorous story of a brilliant young +man exposed to subtle temptations, surpasses the +versatile author’s previous successes, “Pigs in +Clover,” “The Heart of a Child,” etc.</p> + +</div> + +<p class='line' style='text-align:center;margin-bottom:1em;'>WHAT LEADING REVIEWERS SAY</p> + +<div class='blockquote'> + +<p class='noindent'>“Finished workmanship . . . unflagging interest . . . far and away the +best novel Mrs. Frankau has written.”—<span class='it'>New York Tribune.</span></p> + +</div> +<div class='blockquote'> + +<p class='noindent'>“The book is remarkable. . . . We prefer it over any previous work +from the same pen.”—<span class='it'>New York World.</span></p> + +</div> +<div class='blockquote'> + +<p class='noindent'>“She can paint a masterpiece . . . and has done so in the present +novel.”—<span class='it'>Philadelphia Public Ledger.</span></p> + +</div> +<div class='blockquote'> + +<p class='noindent'>“Thrilling love passages and a good exposition of character—a full +book for grown men and women.”—<span class='it'>Kentucky Post.</span></p> + +</div> +<div class='blockquote'> + +<p class='noindent'>“Amos Juxton is portrayed with an uncommon sense of the comic +spirit. . . . Has that same quality which is Meredith’s chief distinction.” +—<span class='it'>The New York Times.</span></p> + +</div> + +<hr class='tbk104'/> + +<div class='lgc' style=''> <!-- rend=';' --> +<p class='line'> </p> +<p class='line'>PUBLISHED BY</p> +<p class='line'><span style='font-size:larger'>THE MACMILLAN COMPANY</span></p> +<p class='line'>64-66 Fifth Avenue, New York</p> +<p class='line'> </p> +</div> <!-- end rend --> + +<hr class='tbk105'/> + +<p class='line' style='margin-top:2em;margin-bottom:1em;font-size:1.2em;'><span class='ul'>BY MRS. ATHERTON</span></p> + +<div class='lgl' style=''> <!-- rend=';' --> +<p class='line'>THE CONQUEROR</p> +<p class='line'>A FEW OF HAMILTON’S LETTERS</p> +<p class='line'>ANCESTORS</p> +<p class='line'>THE GORGEOUS ISLE</p> +<p class='line'>RULERS OF KINGS</p> +<p class='line'>THE ARISTOCRATS</p> +<p class='line'>THE TRAVELLING THIRDS</p> +<p class='line'>THE BELL IN THE FOG</p> +<p class='line'>PATIENCE SPARHAWK AND HER TIMES</p> +<p class='line'>SENATOR NORTH</p> +<p class='line'>HIS FORTUNATE GRACE</p> +<p class='line'>TOWER OF IVORY</p> +<p class='line'> </p> +</div> <!-- end rend --> + +<div class='lgl' style=''> <!-- rend=';' --> +<p class='line'> </p> +<p class='line'><span class='it'>CALIFORNIA SERIES</span></p> +<p class='line'> </p> +<p class='line'>REZÁNOV</p> +<p class='line'>THE DOOMSWOMAN</p> +<p class='line'>THE SPLENDID IDLE FORTIES</p> +<p class='line'>A DAUGHTER OF THE VINE</p> +<p class='line'>THE CALIFORNIANS</p> +<p class='line'>AMERICAN WIVES AND ENGLISH HUSBANDS</p> +<p class='line'>A WHIRL ASUNDER</p> +<p class='line'>THE VALIANT RUNAWAYS (A BOOK FOR BOYS)</p> +<p class='line'> </p> +</div> <!-- end rend --> + +<hr class='tbk106'/> + +<p class='line' style='font-size:1.1em;'><span class='bold'>Transcriber’s Notes:</span></p> + +<p class='noindent'>The list of other works by the author has been moved from the front +of the book to the end. Spelling and hyphenation have been left as in the +original. A few obvious typesetting errors have been +corrected without note.</p> + +<p class='line'> </p> +<p class='line'> </p> + +<p class='noindent'>[The end of <span class='it'>Julia France and her Times</span> by Gertrude Atherton]</p> + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Julia France and Her Times, by Gertrude Atherton + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK JULIA FRANCE AND HER TIMES *** + +***** This file should be named 57922-h.htm or 57922-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/5/7/9/2/57922/ + +Produced by Mardi Desjardins & the online Distributed +Proofreaders Canada team at https://www.pgdpcanada.net + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions will +be renamed. + +Creating the works from print editions not protected by U.S. copyright +law means that no one owns a United States copyright in these works, +so the Foundation (and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United +States without permission and without paying copyright +royalties. 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