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diff --git a/57640-0.txt b/57640-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..c4411f7 --- /dev/null +++ b/57640-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,13384 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 57640 *** + + + + + + + + + + + + TWO MEN: + + A ROMANCE OF SUSSEX + + BY + + ALFRED OLLIVANT + + + + _Necessity the Spring of Faith + and Mould of Character_ + + + + GARDEN CITY NEW YORK + DOUBLEDAY, PAGE & COMPANY + 1919 + + + + + _Copyright, 1919, by_ + DOUBLEDAY, PAGE & COMPANY + _All rights reserved, including that of + translation into foreign languages, + including the Scandinavian_ + + + + + _BY THE SAME AUTHOR_ + + Bob, Son of Battle + Danny + The Gentleman + Redcoat Captain + The Taming of John Blunt + The Royal Road + The Brown Mare + Boy Woodburn + + + + + TO + BEACHBOURNE + AND THE FRIENDS I MADE THERE + 1901-1911 + + + + + CONTENTS + + + BEAU-NEZ + + BOOK I + + FATHER AND SON + + CHAPTER + + I Mr. Trupp + II Edward Caspar + III Anne Caspar + IV Old Man Caspar + V Ernie Makes His Appearance + VI The Manor-House + VII Hans Caspar's Will + + + BOOK II + + THE TWO BROTHERS + + VIII Beachbourne + IX The Two Boys + X Old and New + XI The Study + XII Alf Shows His Colours + XIII Alf Makes a Remark + XIV Evil + XV Mr. Trupp Introduces the Lash + XVI Father, Mother and Son + XVII Ernie Goes for a Soldier + + + BOOK III + + THE SOLDIER + + XVIII Ernie Goes East + XIX The Regiment + XX Ernie in India + XXI The Return of the Soldier + XXII Old Town + XXIII The Changed Man + XXIV Alf + XXV The Churchman + XXVI Mr. Pigott + + + BOOK IV + + RUTH BOAM + + XXVII The Hohenzollern Hotel + XXVIII The Third Floor + XXIX The Man of Affairs + XXX Reality + XXXI The Ride on the Bus + XXXII On The Hill + XXXIII Under the Stars + + + BOOK V + + CAPTAIN ROYAL + + XXXIV His Arrival + XXXV His Origin + XXXVI The Captain Begins His Siege + XXXVII He Drives a Sap + XXXVIII The Serpent + XXXIX The Lash Again + XL Clash of Males + XLI The Decoy Pond + XLII The Captain's Flight + XLIII The Ebb-Tide + XLIV Ernie Leaves the Hotel + + + BOOK VI + + THE QUEST + + XLV Old Mus Boam + XLVI Ernie Turns Philosopher + XLVII Alf Tries to Help + XLVIII Two Meetings + XLIX Alf Marks Time + + + BOOK VII + + THE OUTCAST + + L The Crumbles + LI Evelyn Trupp + LII The Return of the Outcast + LIII The Find + LIV The Brooks + + + BOOK VIII + + TREASURE TROVE + + LV The Pool + LVI Frogs' Hall + LVII The Surprise + LVIII The Dower-House + LIX Alf Tries to Save a Soul + LX The End of a Chapter + + + + +BEAU-NEZ + +BOOK I + +FATHER AND SON + + + + +TWO MEN + +BEAU-NEZ + +Old Beau-Nez shouldered out into the sea, immense, immovable, as when +the North-men, tossing off him in their long-boats, had first named him +a thousand years before. + +Like a lion asleep athwart the doors of light, his head massive upon +his paws, his flanks smooth as marble, he rested. + +The sea broke petulantly and in vain against the boulders that strewed +his feet. He lay squandered in the sunshine that filled the hollows in +his back and declared the lines of his ribs gaunt beneath the pelt. + +Overhead larks poured down rivulets of song from the brimming bowl of +heaven. The long-drawn swish of the sea, a sonorous under-current that +came and went in rhythmical monotone, rose from the foot of the cliff +to meet the silvery rain of sound and mingle with it in deep and +mysterious harmony. + +It was May. The sides of the coombes were covered with cloth of gold: +for the gorse was in glory, and filled the air with heavy fragrance; +while the turf, sweet with thyme, was bejewelled with a myriad variety +of tiny flowers. + +In earth and sea and sky there was a universal murmuring content, as +though after labour, enduring for æons, the Mother of Time had at last +brought forth her Son and, as she nursed him, crooned her thankfulness. + +Out of the West, along the back of the Downs, dipping and dancing to +the curve of the land like the wake of a ship over a billowy sea, a +rough road swept up to the head, passing a dew-pond, the old +race-course still fenced in, and a farm amid stacks at the head of a +long valley that curled away towards a lighthouse pricking up white +against the blue on the summit of the cliff in the eye of the misty +morning sun. + +The name of the lighthouse was Bel- or Baal-tout, reminding men by its +title of the god their fathers worshipped on high places here and +elsewhere throughout the world with human sacrifices--the god of the +Philistine of every age and country, and not least our own. + +On Beau-nez itself a tall flagstaff overtopped a little cluster of +white coast-guard stations, outside which a tethered goat grazed. + +Beside the flagstaff stood a man, watching a tan-sailed Thames barge +leisurely flapping across the shining floor of water beneath. + +He too was massive: a big man with swarthy eyes set in a pale face, +very sure of himself. So much you could tell by the carriage of his +head, and the way he stood on his feet. He was not used to opposition, +it was clear, and would not brook it; while the coat with the astrakhan +collar he was wearing added to his air of consequence. + +Behind him in the road stood the dingy fly and moth-eaten horse that +had brought him up the hill. + +The big man turned his back on the sun and walked slowly to the top of +the steep coombe which overlooked the town that lay beneath him like a +fairy city in the mists along the foam-lined edge of the bay, reaching +out over the Levels to the East, and flinging its red-coated +skirmishers up the lower slopes of the Downs. + +"How the town grows!" mused the big man. + +A brown excrescence on the smooth turf of the coombe beneath him caught +his eye. At first he mistook it for a badger's earth; then he saw that +it was a man lying on his back. The man's hands were behind his head, +and his soft hat over his eyes; but he was not sleeping. One lank leg +was crossed over a crooked knee, and the dangling foot kicked +restlessly to and fro. + +That foot was sandalled. + +The man in the astrakhan coat slowly descended towards the recumbent +figure. His eyes were ironical, his expression almost grim. + +For a moment he stood looking down upon the unconscious dreamer whose +pale brown hair peeped from beneath a hat of a shape more familiar in +the Quartier Latin than on English shores. + +Then he prodded the other in the side with his toe. + +The young fellow roused with a start and blinked up into the big man's +face. + +"Hullo, f--father," he cried with a slight stutter, and rose in +perturbation: a ramshackle young fellow, taller even than his father, +but entirely lacking the other's girth and authoritative presence. A +soft beard framed his long face, and he was wearing the low flannel +collar that in the seventies was the height of bad form. + +"Just like you, Ned," said the elder with a grimness that was not +entirely unkind. + +The son bent and brushed his knees unnecessarily. His face twitched, +but he did not attempt to answer. + +"Your mother's very ill," said the big man casually. He took a letter +from his pocket and thrust it towards his son. + +The young man read it and handed it back. + +"Is she h--happy?" he asked, his face moved and moving. + +"She's away all the time--like her son," the other answered; and added +more mildly--"She doesn't know any one now--not even the latest +parson." He turned and climbed the hill again. + +On the summit by the flagstaff he paused and looked round deliberately. + +"Might build an hotel here," he said thoughtfully. "Should pay." + + + + +BOOK I + +FATHER AND SON + + + +CHAPTER I + +MR. TRUPP + +When in the late seventies young Mr. Trupp, abandoning the use of +Lister's spray, but with meticulous antiseptic precautions derived from +the great man at University Hospital, performed the operation of +variotomy on the daughter of Sir Hector Moray, and she lived, his +friends called it a miracle, his enemies a lucky fluke. + +All were agreed that it had never been done before, and the more +foolish added that it would never be done again. + +Sir Hector was a well-known soldier; and the operation made the growing +reputation of the man who performed it. + +William Trupp was registrar at the Whitechapel at the time, and a +certainty for the next staff appointment. When, therefore, while the +columns of the Lancet were still hot with the controversy that raged +round the famous case, the young man told Sir Audrey Rivers, whose +house-surgeon he had been, that he meant to leave London and migrate to +the country, the great orthopædist had said in his grim way to this his +favourite pupil: + +"If you do, I'll never send you a patient." + +Even in his young days Mr. Trupp was remarkable for the gruff geniality +which characterized him to the end. + +"Very well, sir," he said with that shrewd smile of his. "I must go +all the same." + +Next day Sir Audrey read that his understudy was engaged to Evelyn, +only daughter of Sir Hector Moray of Pole. + +Evelyn Moray came of warrior ancestry; and her father, known on the +North-West Frontier as Mohmund Moray, was not the least distinguished +of his line. The family had won their title as Imperialists, not on +the platform, but by generations of laborious service in the uttermost +marches of the Empire. The Morays were in fact one of those rare +families of working aristocrats, which through all the insincerities of +Victorian times remained true to the old knightly ideal of service as +the only test of leadership. + +Evelyn then had been brought up in a spacious atmosphere of high +endeavour and chivalrous gaiety remote indeed from the dull and narrow +circumstance of her lover's origin. Profoundly aware of it, the young +man was determined that his lady should not suffer as the result of her +choice. + +Moreover he loved the sea; he loved sport; and, not least, he was +something of a natural philosopher. That is to say, he cherished +secret dreams as to the part his profession was to play in that gradual +Ascent of Man which Darwin had recently revealed to the young men of +William Trupp's generation. Moreover he held certain theories as to +the practice of his profession, which he could never work out in Harley +Street. It was his hope to devote his life to a campaign against that +enemy of the human race--the tubercle bacillus. And to the realization +of his plans the sea and open spaces were necessary. + +A colleague at the Whitechapel, who was his confidant, said one day:-- + +"Why don't you look at Beachbourne? It's a coming town. And you get +the sea and the Downs. It's ideal for your purpose." + +"It's so new," protested the young surgeon. "I can't take that girl +out of that home and plant her down in a raw place like Beachbourne. +She'd perish like a violet in Commercial Road." + +"There's an Old Town," replied the other.... + + +In those days, Mr. Trupp kept greyhounds at the _Pelham Arms_, Lewes, +and spent his Saturday afternoon scampering about Furrel Beacon and +High-'nd-Over and the flanks of the hills above Aldwoldston and the +Ruther Valley. + +In the evening, after his sport, he would ride over to spend the night +at Pole, which lay "up country," as the shepherds and carters in the +Down villages still called the Weald. + +One spring evening he arrived very late by gig instead of on horseback, +and coming from the East instead of from the South. The beautiful +girl, awaiting him somewhat coldly at the gate, was about to chide him, +when she saw his face; and her frosts melted in a moment. + +"My dear," he said, dismounting and taking her by both hands, "I've +done it." + +"What have you done?" she cried, a-gleam like an April evening after +rain. + +"Taken the Manor-house at Beachbourne." + + +Six months later Mr. Trupp was settled in his home, with for capital +the love of a woman who believed in him, his own natural capacity and +shrewd common sense, and a blue greyhound bitch called She. + + + +CHAPTER II + +EDWARD CASPAR + +The days when the parish priest knew the secrets of every family within +his cure have long gone by, never to return. + +His place in the last generation has been taken to a great extent by +the family doctor, who in his turn perhaps will give way to the +psycho-therapist in the generation to come. + +Mr. Trupp had not been long in Beachbourne before he began to know +something of the inner histories of many of the families about him. +Those shrewd eyes of his, peering short-sightedly through pince-nez as +he rolled about the steep streets of Old Town, or drove in his hooded +gig along the broad esplanades of New, allowed little to escape them. +Moreover he was a man of singular discretion; and his fellow citizens, +men alike and women, learned soon to trust him and never had cause to +regret their confidence. + +It was quite in the early days of his residence in the little township +on the hill that the young surgeon received a letter from Mr. Caspar, +the famous railway contractor, asking him to look after--_my boy, Ned, +who has seen good to pitch his tent on your accursed Downs--heaven +knows why_. + +Hans Caspar owed his immense success in life as much to his habit of +almost brutal directness as to anything, save perhaps his equally +brutal energy. + +A Governor of the Whitechapel Hospital, and a regular attendant at the +Board-meetings, he knew the young surgeon well, believed in him, and +did not hesitate to tell the naked truth about his son. + +_He's not a scamp_, he wrote. _Nobody could say that of Ned. He's got +no enemies but himself. You know his trouble. His address is 60, +Rectory Walk. Look him up. He won't come to you--shy as a roe-deer. +But once you're established connection he'll love you like a dog. I've +told him I'm sending you_. + +In a postscript he added, + +_I'll foot the bill. I keep the boy mighty short. It's the one thing +I can do to help him_. + +Mr. Trupp, in those days none too busy, went.... + + +The Manor, a solid Queen Anne house, fronted on to the street opposite +the black-timbered _Star_, where of old pilgrims who had landed from +the continent at Pevensey would, after a visit to Holy Well in +Coombe-in-the-Cliff under Beau-nez, pass their first night before +taking the green-way that led along the top of the Downs to the _Lamb_ +at Aldwoldston on the road to the shrine of good St. Richard-de-la-Wych +at Chichester. + +Mr. Trupp, muffled to the chin--for even in those days he was +cultivating the cold which he was to cherish to the end--climbed Church +Street, little changed for centuries, passed the massive-towered St. +Michael's on the Kneb, and turned to the left at Billing's Corner. +Here at once were evidences of the change that had driven Squire Caryll +to forsake the home of his fathers and retreat westward to the valley +of the Ruther before the onrush of those he called the barbarians. + +"They've squeezed me out, the ----!" the old man said with tears in his +eyes. "But, by God, I've made em pay!" + +The Manor farm had been cut up into building lots; the Moot, as the +land under the Kneb crowned by the parish-church was still called, +would shortly follow suit; and Saffrons Croft, with its glory of great +elms that stood like a noble tapestry between the Downs and the sea, +was being turned by a progressive Town Council into a public park. + +At the back of Church Street old and new met and clashed unhappily; a +walnut peeping amid houses, an ancient fig tree prisoned in a back +yard, a length of grim flint wall patching red brick. + +Here a row of substantial blue-slated houses, larger than cottages, +less pretentious than villas, each with its tiny garden characteristic +of its occupant, stood at right angle to the Downs and looked across +open ground to Beech-hangar and the spur which hides Beau-nez from +view. A white house across the way, standing apart in pharisaic +aloofness amid a gloom of unhappy-seeming trees, told that this was +Rectory Walk. At the end of the Walk a new road set a boundary to the +town. Beyond the road a dark crescent-sea of cultivated land washed +the foot of the Downs which rose here steep as a green curtain, +shutting off with radiant darkness the wonder-world that lay beyond in +the light of setting suns. + +No. 60 was almost opposite the Rectory. + +Mr. Trupp, as he entered the gate, remarked that in the upper window of +the house there was a chocolate coloured card, on which was printed in +deep grooved silver letters the word _Apartments_. + +A woman opened to him, but kept the door upon the chain. Through the +crack he glanced at her, and saw at once that but for her hardness she +would have been beautiful, while even in her hardness there was +something of the quality of a sword. + +"Is Mr. Caspar in?" he asked. + +"Yes," she answered. + +Whether the woman was surly or suspicious, he wasn't sure; but she +undid the chain. + +"Will you step inside?" she said, thawing ever so little. "Mr. Trupp, +isn't it?" + +She stood back to let him pass. Her blue overall, falling straight to +her feet, showed the fine lines of her figure; her eyes met his +straight as the point of a lance and much the colour of one; her lips +were fine almost to cruelty, her nose fine; she was fine all through as +an aristocrat, if her accent and manner were those of a small +shop-keeper; and her colouring was of finest porcelain. + +She showed him into the room upon the right. + +The room was unusual. There was little furniture in it, and that +little exquisite; no carpet, but a lovely Persian rug lay before the +fire. All round the walls and half-way up them, were oak book-shelves +with glass doors of a pattern new to Mr. Trupp, but designed he was +sure in Germany. On the top of one of them was a Jacobean tankard with +a crest upon it; in the bow a broad writing-table with the new +roll-top. On the brown wall were two pictures, both familiar to the +young surgeon who was interested in Art and knew something of it: +Botticelli's _Primavera_ and a perfect print of young Peter Lely's +famous _Cavalier_--Raoul Beauregard, the long-faced languorous first +Earl Ravenwood, who died so beautifully in his master's arms at Naseby. + +"I had rather lost my crown," the stricken monarch had remarked, so we +all as children read in our nursery histories. + +"Sire," the wounded man had answered. "You are losing little. I am +gaining all...." + +As Mr. Trupp entered, a very tall man, smoking by the fireside, put +down a volume of Swinburne, and rose. He was as unusual as the room in +which he lived. Young though he was, he had a soft brown beard that +suited his weak and charming face and served partially to hide an +uncertain mouth and chin. It was noon, but he was wearing slippers and +a quilted dressing gown, with the arms of a famous Cambridge College +worked in silk on the breast-pocket. Certainly he was hardly the type +you expected to find in the little room of a tiny house in a backwater +of a seaside resort. + +His long face had something of the contour of a sheep, and something of +a sheep's expression. In a flash of recognition Mr. Trupp glanced from +it to that of the love-locked cavalier on the wall above his head. +Edward Caspar too had those unforgettable eyes--shy, fugitive, and +above all far too sensitive. He had, moreover, the delightful ease of +manner of one who has been bred at the most ancient of public schools +and universities and has responded to the somewhat stagnant atmosphere +of those old-world treasuries of dignity and peace. But a less shrewd +eye than Mr. Trupp's would have detected behind the apparent assurance +a complete lack of self-confidence. + +"My father tut--tut--told me you were going to be kind enough to +lul--lul--look me up," the young man said with a stutter in the perfect +intonation of his kind. "It's good of you to come." + +"Just looked in for a chat," growled Mr. Trupp, unusually shy for some +reason. + +The two young men talked awhile at random--of the Hospital, of Mr. +Caspar Senior and the Grand Northern Railway, of Beachbourne, old and +new, its origin, growth, and prospects. + +Then conversation flagged. + +Edward Caspar, it was clear, was trying to say something and found it +difficult. He stood before the fire, wrapping his dressing-gown about +him, and moving elephant-wise from one foot to the other. His brow +puckered; his face wrought; his eyes were on the floor. + +Mr. Trupp, intuitive and sympathetic as few would have believed, gave +him every chance and mute encouragement. + +At last the thing came out. + +"You know what my tut--tut--trouble is," said the young man, +over-riding obstacles with motions of the head. "I find it hard to +keep off it." He nodded to the writing-desk on which stood a +soda-water syphon and a glass. + +"We must see what can be done," the other answered. "You're young. +You've got life before you. It's worth making a fight." + +The young man showed himself troubled and eager as a child. + +"D'you think there's hup--hup--hope for me?" he asked. + +"Every hope," replied Mr. Trupp with the gruff cheerfulness that so +often surprised his patients. "You're honest with yourself. That's +the main thing. First thing we must do is to find you a job." + +The other stared into the fire. + +"I've got a job," he said at last reluctantly. + +"What's that?" + +Edward Caspar answered after a pause and much facial emotion. + +"I'm writing a book on the Philosophy of M--Mysticism." He wound +himself up and his speech flowed more freely. "It'll take me my +lifetime. Professor Zweibrucker of Leipzig is helping me. That's why +I've settled here. At least," he corrected, stumbling once again, +"that's one reason why. To be quiet and near the Public Library." + +Mr. Trupp nodded. + +"It's the best in the South of England bar Brighton," he said. "And +it'll beat that soon." He rose to go. + +"Does that woman look after you properly?" he asked. + +The young man's colour changed; and the momentary glow of enthusiasm +roused in him as he touched on his work vanished. Edward Caspar was +too weak or too honest to make a good conspirator. + +He became self-conscious, and blinked rapidly as he stared at the fire. + +"What--wow--woman's that?" he asked in a flustered way. + +"Your landlady." + +The other's face wrought. His stammer possessed him. He flapped about +like a wounded bird in a tumult of fear and pain. + +"What?" he said. "She?--She's all right." + +He did not show his visitor to the door. Mr. Trupp noticed it and +wondered: for his host's manners were obviously perfect both by nature +and tradition. + +In the passage was the woman who had admitted him, feigning to dust. +She opened the door for him as he wound himself elaborately up in his +muffler. + +"D'you let lodgings?" he asked. + +Those steel blue eyes of hers were on him challenging and armed for +resistance. + +"He's my lodger." + +"Yes," said Mr. Trupp. "But have you other rooms? I see your card's +up." + +"Sometimes." + +"Because my patients ask me now and then if I can recommend them +lodgings." + +The woman was clearly resentful rather than grateful. + +Mr. Trupp, amused, pursued his mild persecution with the glee of the +tormenting male. + +"Let me see. What's your name?" + +For a second the woman hesitated--baffled it seemed and fighting. Then +she said with a note of obvious relief as of one who has overcome a +difficulty. + +"Anne, I believe." + +"Thank you, Mrs. Anne, I'll remember." + +He rolled on his way chuckling to himself. + +The woman watched his back suspiciously from the door. + +Then she retired, not into the kitchen, but into her lodger's +sitting-room. + +"Your father's spy," she said tartly. + +"Nonsense, nonsense," the young man answered with the desperate +exasperation of the neurotic. "My f--father's not like that." + + + + +CHAPTER III + +ANNE CASPAR + +Edward Caspar, something of the scholar, something of the artist, even +a little of the saint, was notoriously bad at keeping secrets. + +"Old Ned leaks," his friends at Harrow and Trinity used to say. The +charge was unfortunately true. It was because he had a secret it was +important he should keep that, knowing his own weakness, he had settled +in Old Town, to be out of danger. + +Up there on the hill he would meet none of his quondam friends, who, if +they came to Beachbourne at all, would go to one of the fine hotels in +New Town along the sea front by the Wish. + +But Nature, which has no mercy on weakness in any form, was too much +for the soft young man. + +It was barely a week after his first visit to 60 Rectory Walk that Mr. +Trupp was sent for again. + +The same woman opened to him with the same fierce, almost defiant face. + +"Well?" he said. + +"It's pleurisy, he says," she answered. "Pretty sharp." + +He unwound himself in the passage. + +"He may want a nurse then." + +"He won't," cried the woman, the note of challenge in her voice. "I'll +nurse him." + +"Can you manage it--with your work?" + +"If I can't no one else shan't," the woman snorted, almost +threateningly. "First door on the left." + +Mr. Trupp, grinning to himself, went up the stairs, and was aware that +the woman was standing at the foot watching his back. She did not +follow. + +The young surgeon climbed thoughtfully, absorbing his environment, as +the good doctor does. The varnished paper on the wall, the cheap +carpet under his feet, the sham drain-pipe that served as an +umbrella-stand in the passage; they were all the ordinary appurtenances +of the house of this class, commonplace, even a little coarse, and +affording a strange contrast to the almost exotic refinement and +distinction of the sitting-room on the ground floor. The house too was +bright and clean as a hospital, hard too, he thought, as its landlady. +There was no lodging-house smell, his nose, trained in the great wards +of the Whitechapel, noted with approval. Windows were kept clearly +open, sunshine admitted as a friend. He trailed his fingers up the +bannisters and examined them, when he had turned the corner and was out +of sight of the woman watching in the passage. Not a trace of dust! +Yes, when he was in a position to start his Open-air Hostel on the +cliff for tuberculous patients, this was the woman he should get for +housekeeper. + +He knocked at the door on the left, suddenly remembering that this must +be the room in the window of which hung the chocolate-coloured +_Apartments_ card. + +Young Caspar's voice bid him enter. + +The room was a bed-room and contained a double bed. In the window, +where dangled the card, was a dressing-table, and on it, undisguised, +the paraphernalia of a woman's toilet. + +Edward Caspar lay in bed, breathing shortly, his face pinched with +physical and spiritual suffering. + +Beside the bed was a chair and on it a manuscript. + +Mr. Trupp glanced at the inscription--_The Philosophy of Mysticism. +Part I. The History of Animism_. + +"You've fuf--fuf--found us out early," gasped the young man with a +ghastly smile. + +"Nothing very terrible," said Mr. Trupp. + +"I'm not ashamed of it," answered the other. "She's a good woman. +Only my f--father's a bit old-fashioned. You see, I'm the only son." + +"I don't suppose he knows," grunted Mr. Trupp. + +"No, he don't know." + +"And I don't see any reason why he should," continued the doctor. + +Edward Caspar raised his wistful eyes. + +"Thank you, Mr. Trupp," he stuttered in his pathetic and dependent way. +"Thank you. Very good of you, I'm sure. We're fond of each other, +Anne and I. I owe her a lot. And my father's getting an old man." + +On the mantelpiece was the photograph of a lady in court dress. Mr. +Trupp studied the long and refined face. There was no mistaking the +type. It was Beauregard all through, exhibiting the same sheep-like +contour as that of the man in the bed, the same unquenchable spiritual +longings as the Cavalier in the room below--added in this case to that +exasperating weakness which provokes a pagan world to blows. + +"Is that your mother?" asked Mr. Trupp. + +"Yes." + +"She's like you." + +"She's supposed to be." + +When the doctor left the sick room and went downstairs he was aware +that the door of the sitting-room was open. + +The woman was inside, standing duster in hand, under the picture of the +Cavalier, whose eyes seemed now to the young doctor faintly ironical. + +Mr. Trupp entered quietly and shut the door behind him. + +"We're married," she said, blurting the words at him. + +"I know," he grunted. + +She looked at him suspiciously. + +"Did he tell you?" + +"That you were married?" + +"Yes." + +"No." + +"Who did?" fiercely. + +"Your face." + +She relaxed slowly. + +"You mean I don't look the sort to stand any nonsense." She nodded, +grimly amused. "You're right. That's me. I'm chapel." Then she let +herself go. "I'm fond of Ned," she flashed. "I wouldn't have married +him else, for all his family. He's reel gentry, Ned is. I don't mean +his mother being Lady Blanche, I'm not that kind. I mean in +him--here." She put her hand on her chest. "I know I'm not his sort. +But I can help him. And he needs help. Think any of _them_ could +support him up?" with scorn. "Too flabby by half. Can't support +emselves, some of em. Lays on their backs in bed and drinks tea out of +a spout before they can get up o mornings. I know. My sister's in +service." She stopped abruptly. "What do you think about it yourself? +Straight now." + +"I think," said Mr. Trupp, sententious and dour, "the only sensible +thing he ever did in his life was to marry you." + +She eyed him shrewdly, sweetly. Then the hard young woman softened, +and her face became beautiful, the lovely colour deepening. + +She was still wearing the blue over-all in which he had first seen her. + +"You see me how I am," she said. + +"I can guess," answered Mr. Trupp. + +"Will you see me through?" + +"With pleasure." + +"I don't want no one else, only you. Mr. Pigott--the +schoolmaster--told me of you." + +Mr. Trupp nodded. + +"He's chapel too," he said. + +Her eyes became ironical. + +"Yes," she answered. "He's a good man though. You'll be church, I +suppose. Manor-house always is." + +Mr. Trupp shook his head forcibly. + +"I'm an agnostic," he replied. The word, recently coined by Huxley, +was on the lips of all the young men of Science of the day. "That's a +kind of honest heathen," he added, seeing she did not understand. + +She nodded at him with a gleam of almost merry malice. + +"Hope for the best and fear the worst sort," she said. "I know em." + +Then she returned to her subject, and her face became grave and sweet +again. + +"I'm due in April," she said. + +"That's the right time," he answered. "All children should be born in +the spring. Then they're greeted with a song--because Nature wants em; +and they've got the summer before them to get established in. I'll +come and look you up in a day or two." + +"And Ned?" + +"He's all right. Keep him in bed. I'll send him round some medicine +to ease the pain." + +She eyed him shrewdly. + +"I didn't mean that. I meant the big thing. What chance has he?" + +Mr. Trupp buttoned himself up. + +"He's honest with himself. That's the great thing. For the rest it +depends mostly on you. You may pull him up. He's young. Is he +ambitious?" + +She shook her head. + +"What about his writing?" + +"_The Basis of Animalism_," said Mrs. Caspar thoughtfully. "That's the +essay that got him the Fellowship at King's--only he gave it up after a +year. Too drudgeryfied. See where it is," confidentially, "he's got +the brains, Ned has. The teachers at Cambridge thought no end of him. +I've seen their letters. _You can do what you like_,--the Head Teacher +wrote. _Question is--Do you like_? And that's where it is with him. +There's no stay in Ned. He'll write away one day, and then drop it for +a month. Then he'll paint a bit; and after that a bit of poetry. _But +he don't go at it_. He don't understand work. That sort don't," with +scorn. "They've no need. A man works when he's got to--and not +before. Dad worked. He was a tobacconist at Ealing in a small way. +Cleared three pound a week if he kept at it steady and went under if he +didn't. Why should a man work when he's only got to open his mouth and +the pocket-money'll drop in. 'Tain't in Nature." + +Mr. Trupp nodded quiet approval. + +"_Must's_ the only word that matters," he said. "_Must's_ the man. +He's the boy to kill your _can't_." + +The woman followed him to the door. + +"Of course if old Mr. Caspar knew he'd disinherit him. And Ned could +never earn." + +"And you'd be done?" queried Mr. Trupp with quiet glee. + +"Never!" cried the woman, up in arms at once. "I could keep us both at +a pinch, I'll lay then." + +"I'll lay you could," answered the other. "But Mr. Caspar won't know, +so you'll be all right." + +The two lingered for a moment in the door, as do those who find +themselves in sympathy. + +"He's a hard un's Old Man Caspar," said Anne. + +"And he's not the only one," grinned the young doctor. "And a good job +too." + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +OLD MAN CASPAR + +That was how it came about that Mr. Trupp helped young Ernie Caspar +into the world. There was no doubt who the lad took after. + +"He's his father's child," said the young surgeon. + +Whether Mrs. Caspar was angry with her son for his resemblance to her +husband, it was hard to say, but she was fierce even in her mothering. + +Now she nodded at the photograph of the woman in court-dress upon the +mantelpiece. + +"It's her he favours," she said shortly, one stern eye on the sucking +infant. "He's the spit of her--same as Ned. None of Old Man Caspar +about him." + +"Have you seen him?" asked Mr. Trupp, washing his hands. + +"The Old Man?--Yes. Once. He came to lunch. Met Ned on Beau-nez. I +was landlady that day." She nodded grimly at the window where hung the +card. "That's why I keep that up--lest he should come down on us +sudden. We're done if he finds us out." + +Mr. Trupp grunted as he dried his hands. + +"I'm not so sure," he said. + +"Well, that's what Ned says," the woman retorted. + +"He would," replied the surgeon. + +She looked at him sharply. + +"You mean Ned's afraid of the old man?" + +The other didn't answer. + +"You're right there," said the young mother. "He is. And I don't +wonder. I'm afraid of him--and I've never feared a man before." + +"Most people are," replied Mr. Trupp. "He's a bit of a terror; but +he's got his points. You needn't worry," he added as he said good-bye. +"You're not likely to see much of him. He's too busy with his Grand +Northern Railway." + +The woman was unconvinced. + +"He's that sudden," she said. "There he was in the door--me in me +wrapper and all. Of course Ned never give me no warning. Too +flabbergasted by half. Learnt me a lesson, though, never to sit in the +back-room with my sewing about." + +"Did you know him?" asked Mr. Trupp, amused. + +"Know him?" cried the other. "Seen his picture in the papers time and +again. Astrakhan coat and all!" + +Happily for the peace of mind of the young couple Mr. Trupp proved +right. All the energies of the great contractor were set on driving +the new commercial railway from London to the North, tapping the Black +Country, and linking the Yorkshire ports with the Metropolis by the +most direct route. + +It was in fact two years and more before Mr. Caspar made another of his +sudden appearances at the door of 60. + +Young Mrs. Caspar, one of those women who is always on her guard, +guessed her visitor by that peremptory knock. She dried her hands, +shut the kitchen-door on the children--there were two now; peeped into +the study, saw that Edward was out, and faced the stranger. + +Old Mr. Caspar was not really old: a dark, powerful man, almost +magnificent, in the familiar coat with the astrakhan collar of the +picture papers, and a black-and-silvered beard. + +A close observer would have detected a Semitic strain in him and more +than a strain of the South. In fact, Hans Caspar's father came from +Frankfurt and his mother from Trieste, though he had lived in England +from his earliest years and spoke without a trace of accent. + +Now his dark eyes met the woman's blue ones, and seemed to approve of +what they saw. + +"Mr. Edward Caspar in?" he asked. + +"He will be in a moment.--Mr. Hans Caspar, isn't it?" + +She showed him into the little back sitting-room. + +Then the task before her was to warn her husband before he came +blundering in and began to coo and call to her and the children from +the passage. + +Anne Caspar was always at her best in a crisis. + +Her baby was asleep; and Ernie was happy bestriding a new hobby-horse +and chanting to himself. + +She took off her apron, put on her hat, and paused a moment on the +door-step, looking up and down the road. + +Which way had her husband gone? + +Once a week or so he went down town to consult the Public Library. For +the rest he always went towards the Downs to lose himself amid the +hollows of the hills. She made for the huge green wall that blocked +the end of the road, shimmering and mysterious in the April sunshine. +Her choice proved right. She saw him coming off the hill above +Beech-hangar, and went to meet him. + +He would have blundered past her, oblivious of her presence but that +she stopped him. + +Briefly she told him the news and gave him his instructions. + +They must not be seen entering the house together. + +She would return directly to the house: he must go along the new Road, +down Church Street at the back, and approach by way of Billing's Corner. + +Obedient as a child, he lumbered off at that curious bear-like trot of +his, his sandals tapping the pavement. + +Ten minutes later, when he entered the back sitting-room, he was +perspiring but as prepared as such a flabby soul could ever be. + +He had always been in terror of his father; and Hans Caspar saw nothing +strange in his son's greeting. + +"Hullo, Edward," he said in his deep voice. "Just run down to see you." + +"Hullo, father," replied the son with the forced cheeriness he always +adopted when addressing his sire. "You'll stop for luncheon?" + +"Thank-you. If you can give me a bite." + +The young man rang. + +His wife came to the door. + +"Mr. Caspar'll stay for luncheon," said Edward, lowering his voice +appropriately. "Can you let us have something?" + +"Very good," replied his wife surlily. + +The father looked after her, grimly amused. + +"Don't seem very obliging," he remarked. + +Edward laughed uneasily. + +"What!" he said. "Oh, she's all right. A bit fuf--funny in her +manner. That's all." + +Mr. Caspar prodded his son. + +"You'd better mind your eye, Ned. She's masterful, and a fine figure +of a woman too." + +Edward tittered foolishly. + +"What?--Oh, she--she's married. Children and all that." + +"What's her husband do?" + +"What--him?--Oh, he does nothing much that I know of." + +"Lives on her, I suppose," growled the other. "Scoundrel! I know the +sort. The kind your Gladstones encourage." + +He descanted at length and with more than even his usual violence on +the sins of all governments and especially radical ones. Unlike his +usual self, he was clearly talking as a screen to gain time, sheltering +something behind a wall of words. Ned was always embarrassed in his +father's presence; but for once Mr. Caspar seemed himself uneasy in +the presence of this son who had been such a woeful disappointment to +him. + +After his political outburst, there was a prolonged pause. + +Then Mr. Caspar leaned forward and kicked a cinder into its place. + +"Pretty comfortable here?" he asked at last. + +"Oh, I get along fuf--first-rate," answered the son. + +"Three hundred a year's not much for a man in my position to allow his +only son, I know," the other said gruffly. + +It was a new and unexpected note. The young man, chivalrous to the +roots of him, and heir to all the qualities of his mother's family, +instantly answered his father's mute appeal. + +"My dear fuf--father, it's a fortune," he said. "We--I live like a +prince. And anyway, it's three hundred a year more than I deserve." + +His father was silent. + +"I don't know if you've had any expectations from me," he said at last. +"I've been pretty blunt with you in the past." + +The young man had risen and was standing before the fire, his face +working. + +"I've no need for mum--much money," he explained. "You see I've no +expensive tastes. I don't hunt or shoot or gug--gamble. If I can have +enough for the necessities of life, and to buy an occasional bub--book +or two, that's all I need." + +"Ned," said the other, coming firmly to the point, "I've made +arrangements for the three hundred a year I allow you to be continued +throughout your life." + +"I think it's mum--most _awfully_ good of you, father," said the young +man with obvious sincerity. + +The other grunted. + +"I don't know," he replied. "Not every son would take it that way." + +He was rarely moved. His son saw it and was wretched. + +Then the woman came in with luncheon. + + + + +CHAPTER V + +ERNIE MAKES HIS APPEARANCE + +The little room in which they lunched looked out on a tiny back-garden +bounded by a high old flint-wall. + +The view was limited; and yet, for those who knew, it contained much of +the history of Beachbourne. Over the top of the wall could be seen the +chimney-pots and long blue roofs of what was now the Workhouse, which +had, Ned told his father, been a cavalry barracks in the days of +Napoleon. Against the wall a fine fig-tree revealed that the new house +stood where not long since an old garden, its soil enriched by +centuries of the toil of man, had grown the pleasant fruits of the +earth. + +The room was dark but singularly clean. It was distinguished, +moreover, by the complete absence of all the ordinary insignia of a +lodging-house. There were no pictures on the walls. The furniture, +what there was of it, was mahogany, solid and plain, the chairs and +sofa horse-hair. + +If the room lacked the distinction and delicacy of the study, neither +was it stamped as was the rest of the house with the conventional +hall-mark of the lower middle class. Rather, in its strength and its +simplicity it was like the parlour of a yeoman-farmer. + +The two men talked little at their meal; but all went well until they +had resumed their chairs in the sunny front sitting-room that looked +over to the solitary stucco house, gloomy amid trees and evergreens, +behind a high wall across the road. + +"The Rectory, I suppose," said the older man, standing in the bow, +picking his teeth. "Always the best house in the parish. D'you know +the man?" + +"Just," Edward answered. + +"What's his sort?" + +"Oh, the ordinary cleric. A bit of a pagan; a bit of a Pharisee; and a +whole-hearted snob. He's a Prebendary who insists on being called a +Canon." + +His father flashed a twinkling eye at him. Just sometimes Hans Caspar +wondered whether there might not be more in this poor creature of a son +of his than appeared. + +"How like em!" he mused. "Yet I've an immense admiration for the +Church as a commercial concern. Look at the business they've built up. +Look at the property they've accumulated. Look at the way the +Ecclesiastical Commissioners sweat blood out of the foulest slums in +Christendom. They deserve to succeed. Do it all in such style too. +House their head-managers in palaces, and pay em £15,000 a year--and +perks--and plenty of em. The Hanseatic League was nothing to em." + +The young man's eyes became quizzical. Then he began to titter in the +feeble and deprecatory way of one who half dissents and dares not say +so. + +The door opened quietly. Hans Caspar, standing in the bow, turned +round. + +A small brown-smocked figure, a-stride a dappled grey horse, looked in; +and a lovely little singing voice like that of water pouring from a +jug, said in a slight stutter with mysterious intimacy, + +"Daddy!" + +The little lad stood smiling in the door, the image of his father, of +his father's mother, of the Cavalier upon the wall, of those high-bred, +rather ineffective faces that look down on visitors from the famous +portrait-gallery at Ravensrood, the Somersetshire home of the +Beauregards. + +Edward Caspar sat and sweated. + +It was of course the elder man who spoke first. + +"Hullo, youngster!" he called cheerily. "What might be your name?" + +The child's face wrought just like his father's, as he struggled with +some invisible obstacle. + +"Ernie Gug--gug--Gaspod," he said at last. + +"Ernie Gaspipe," laughed the other. "Is your daddy a plumber?" + +The child's hand left his horse's mane and shot out a chubby finger. + +"That's my dad--daddy," he said. + +There was the sound of swift feet in the passage, a blue arm reached +fiercely forth, and the child was swept back to the kitchen. + +Mr. Caspar's eye flashed on his son's grey and quaking face and flashed +away again. + +"Nice-looking kiddy," he said calmly. "Just the age to take us all for +his dad." + +"Yes," panted Ned, his moist hands gripping the arm of his chair. + +"How many's she got?" + +"Two, I believe." + +"Boys?" + +"Yes, both." + +The father took a cigar leisurely from his case, cut it and began to +smoke. + +"I'd have liked a large family," he said quietly. + +The son raised his eyes of a hunted hare. + +"I know, father," he stuttered. "I'm afraid I've been a great +dud--disappointment to you." + +"Stop it!" grunted the other. "Or I'll go into the kitchen." He +puffed away, lost in his reflections. "It was your mother," he went +on. "She couldn't stand the racket. That sort can't. The English +aristocracy breed in and in too much. That's why they always fail. No +red blood in em." He added, after a pause, "_You_ almost killed her; +and you were only a five-pounder when you were born...." + +Before he left Mr. Caspar did go into the kitchen alone. + +"I'm going to give that woman half-a-sovereign," he explained. "She +gave me a decent luncheon." + +He went down the passage and knocked at the kitchen-door. + +"Come in," said a voice. + +He entered. + +The woman faced him, formidable as a tigress guarding her cubs. + +Her enemy eyed her with something more than kindness. + +"I've seen one child," he said with the charm he could assume at will. +"Where's tother?" + +His manner disarmed her. Half-hidden behind a towel-horse was a cot. +Anne Caspar stood aside while the big man bent over the sleeping child. + +"Ern's all right," she said. "This'n's not much to talk on--as yet. +I'd not have rared him only for Mr. Trupp." + +"Mr. Trupp's a great man," said the other, and laid two sovereigns on +the table. + +"One for each of em," he explained. + +The woman coloured faintly. + +There was about her the beauty of a clear and frosty day. + +"Thank-you," she said. + +He held out his hand. + +She took it, and he would not let it go, those eyes of his, in which +light and darkness, cruelty and kindness, chased each other, engaging +hers. + +"Good-bye," he said. "I don't know what your name is--Look after +_him_," He jerked his head towards the door. "He needs it." + +The woman dropped her eyes, the lovely colour deepening in her cheeks. + +"I'll try," she said, her natural surliness dashed with ungracious +graciousness. + +In the passage he put on his coat. + +Edward came out to him. + +"Good-bye, Ned," he said. "Good luck," and put his hand almost +affectionately on his son's shoulder. "I'm going down to look in on +Trupp and curse him from the Board for leaving the Whitechapel. Damn +tomfoolery. He'd a career before him, that man." + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +THE MANOR-HOUSE + +When he left his son to carry out his threat, Mr. Caspar struck into +the steep main street of Old Town, which preserved still the somewhat +stagnant atmosphere of a country village. On the left the parish +church, square-towered, massive, grey, stood on a slight eminence over +a green hollow, called still the Moot, in which was a pond that may +have been the source of the original bourne. Beneath the church the +old Star inn hung its sign-board across the way. Here Borough Lane +crossed the street, running steeply down between the church and the inn +and as steeply up under noble beech-trees along the garden-wall of the +Queen Anne mansion which must clearly be the Manor-house. + +The brass-plate on the door confirmed the visitor's conjecture. + +Yes; Mr. Trupp was in. + +The house was beautiful within as it was plain and solid outside. In +the hall wainscoted, spacious, and with shining oaken floors, a +grandfather's clock swung its pendulum rhythmically. + +The room into which Mr. Caspar was shown had a wide bow-window looking +out over gracious lawns and laburnum-trees in blossom to the elms in +Saffrons Croft. + +Mr. Trupp entered. He was a slight man with a moustache, who tilted +his shrewd, rather sharp face to inspect his visitor through pince-nez. + +"Well, Mr. Caspar," he growled genially. + +"Ah, you runagate!" scolded the other. "What d'you mean by it?" + +The doctor nodded at the window. + +A beautiful young woman with chestnut hair, bare to the sun, was +walking with extreme deliberation across the lawn, leaning on the arm +of a nurse. + +"That's one reason," he said. + +The other gazed. + +"Yes; you've given her the right setting," he remarked at last in a +strangely quiet voice, touched with melancholy. + +A greyhound emerged from a shrubbery and crossed the lawn after the two +women at a stealthy trot. + +"That's another," said Mr. Trupp. + +"Sport!" cried the other. "Bah!--and you might have been a great +man!--a credit to the Whitechapel. What's the next?" + +"Professional," grunted the Doctor. + +"Third and last of course," retorted the other. "That's you English +all over. You don't know what work is. Still, Old Town for your wife +and New Town for your practice--may be something in it after all." + +The surgeon opened the window. + +"Come and be introduced," he said, and led the way across the lawn. +"She'd like to meet you." + +Mrs. Trupp showed herself delightfully shy in her large and royal way. +Mr. Caspar was Mr. Caspar; and the fair creature knew the secret of Mr. +Caspar's son. She was indeed the only woman in Beachbourne who knew +it, and that not because Mr. Trupp had told her, but because she was +the only woman in whom Anne Caspar had confided,--as had, in fact, +Edward too. Her meeting therefore with Mr. Caspar senior was full of +dramatic possibilities. Her innocent soul thrilled with pleasurable +alarm at the perilous character of the situation. She felt a little +guilty and wholly defensive; and her transparent face betrayed every +emotion as a pool reflects a cloud. + +Mr. Caspar watched her as she worked, with admiration and amusement. + +"You've come down to see your son, I expect," she said in her charming +leisured voice. + +"I have," he answered brusquely, the light flashing in his eyes. "He +seems snug enough. Not bad lodgings." + +"As lodgings go," said Mrs. Trupp, delicately, bending over her work as +her colour came and went. + +"That's a queer creature," continued Mr. Caspar. + +"Who?" + +"The woman my son's lodging with." + +Mrs. Caspar held up her work to inspect it. + +"She is a little funny in her manner," she replied, and began to pride +herself on her skill in evading the enemy without telling a downright +lie. "She's a fine cook, I believe." + +"She's a fine woman," said Mr. Caspar. + +The beautiful creature tossed her head as though he was suggesting +something improper, which no doubt he was. + +Mr. Caspar chuckled without shame or mercy; but as he walked back to +the house his mood changed. + +"Well," he said gravely, "I congratulate you, Trupp. Children may be +the greatest blessing in a man's life." + +Back in the consulting-room he was still very quiet. All the teasing +laughter was gone from him. The mischievous boy, the trampling +conqueror, had disappeared. Their place had been taken by a sad and +even pathetic man. + +"What is it?" asked Mr. Trupp, as his visitor sank back in the big +chair. + +"I'm sick as herrings," replied the other. + +"Labour troubles?" + +The big man, with his black hair, pale face and swarthy eyes, shook his +head. + +"I wish it was." He put his hand to his heart. "I've got notice to +quit. Rivers gives me eighteen months at most. Damn nuisance." He +stared out of the window at the two women under the elm. "I don't feel +like dying. And there was so much to do." + +"Let's see," said the Doctor. + +He applied the stethoscope, and then replaced it in his pocket without +comment. It was clear from the negative expression of his face that he +agreed with Sir Audrey Rivers' judgment. + +Mr. Caspar, intuitive as his friend, asked no questions. + +"That's it," said he. "Machine wearing out. I've rattled her about +too much, I suppose. Well, a man must live--my sort of man at least. +I could never be content to rust. There's nothing to be done. It's +just good-bye and no _au revoir_ this time. That's why I came down. I +wanted to see the boy before I pushed off." He turned suddenly. +"How's he getting on?" + +Mr. Trupp shrugged his shoulders. + +"No improvement?" asked the other. + +"I wouldn't say that. He's put the brake on a bit of late." + +"Or had it put on for him," muttered Mr. Caspar. + +He mused for some time. + +"I'd have taken a peerage but for him," he said at last. "I can't see +Ned as a hereditary legislator." + +"Oh, I don't know," mumbled Mr. Trupp. He was an aggressive radical of +the then active school of Dilke and Chamberlain. "I think he'd do very +well in the House of Lords." + +The young man had touched the springs of laughter in the other's heart. +Hans Caspar's immense vitality asserted itself again. He resumed +himself with a shout, sweeping the clouds boisterously away. + +"Ned's a true Beauregard," he said. "Just his mother over again. So +charming and so ineffectual! Always some weak strain in an hereditary +aristocracy." + +"Must be," muttered Mr. Trupp. "They're never weeded out. They're +above the laws of Nature. Case of Survival of the Unfittest--protected +by Law and living on you and me to whom they dictate the Law. Albino +bunnies in a gilded hutch with a policeman watching over em!" + +"Good!" cried Mr. Caspar. "Albino bunnies is good. It took my albino +in the way of religious orgies. I prefer Ned's trouble of the two. +Less humbug about it." He got up and began restlessly to pace the +room. "There's nothing like religion to eat a man's soul away, +Trupp--to say nothing of a woman's. _You_ don't let your wife go to +church, I understand. Well, you're a shrewd fellow. That way lies the +bottomless pit. Mine took to it--it was in her blood, mind you--when I +was away in the River Plate driving the Trans-Argentine Railway from +the Atlantic to the Pacific. When I came back--good Lord! Priests to +luncheon, Bishops to dinner, Deaconesses to tea. Missionary meetings +in the drawing-room, altars in the alcove, parasites everywhere. In +her last illness she _would_ have a _religeuse_ to see to her instead +of one of our nurses from the Whitechapel. Of course she died. Serve +her right, too, say I." He paused. "With Ned it was just touch and go +which way it would take him. I thought at one time his mother's +trouble'd got him, but in the end it was..." He jiggled his elbow. + +"He's not a bad sort," muttered Mr. Trupp. + +Hans Caspar took the other by the lapel of his coat. + +"But that's just what makes me so mad, man!" he cried. "If he'd been +vicious I could have kicked his back-side with joy. But you couldn't +kick Ned. You can't kick a pathetic vacuum." He added with a swagger: +"No man can accuse Hans Caspar of being afraid to use the jack-boot. +You don't kick bottoms half enough in England." + +"There's plenty of kicking bottoms," answered the other. "The trouble +is that the men who kick bottoms never get their own kicked. If every +man who kicked knew for certain that he would automatically be kicked +in his turn, we might get on a bit." + +Hans Caspar chuckled. + +"Your idea of Utopia," he said. "Everybody standing round in a circle, +with his hands on the shoulders of the man in front, hacking him. I +like it." + +"I believe," chanted Mr. Trupp, "in the Big Stick. That's my creed. +But I want it applied by everybody to everybody--not by the strong to +the weak as we do in this country, and you do in yours." + +"My firm belief you're this new-fangled creature--a Socialist," said +Hans Caspar. + +"What if I am!" grunted the other. In fact, in London he had attended +meetings of the recently born Fabian Society, and had heard William +Morris preach on Sunday evenings in the stables of Kelmscott House. +The young surgeon had found himself in general sympathy with the views +expounded, but like many another man could not tolerate the +personalities of the expounders of the new creed. "Apart from Morris, +they're such prigs," he would say, "and so blatant about it. Always +thrusting their alleged intellectual superiority down your throat. And +after all, they're only advocating what every sensible man must +advocate--the application of the method of Science to the problems of +Government." + +Mr. Caspar had gone to the window and was staring out. + +"How long'll that boy of mine last the pace he's going?" he asked, +subdued again. + +"He might last thirty years yet," the other answered. + +Hans Caspar turned round. + +"With that woman to run him, you mean?" + +"What woman's that?" + +"His wife." + +It was Mr. Trupp's turn to look away. + +"She's the sort for him," he mumbled warily. + +The other broke in with vehement enthusiasm. + +"The sort for him!--why, if I'd married a woman like that--with a +back-bone like steel, and the jaws of a rat-trap--I'd have been a +Napoleon." + +Mr. Trupp's face was still averted. Its naturally shrewd expression +had for the moment a satirical touch. + +"You think he's a lucky fellow to get her?" said the other. + +Mr. Trupp's silence was eloquent enough. + +"Ah," continued Hans Caspar knowingly. "I see. You think _she_ got +him. I dare say. She's the sort of woman who'd get anything she +wanted. And he's the kind of man who'd be got by the first woman who +wanted him. I took the measure of her at first sight. Fact I was just +going to offer her the job of manageress of my canteen at +rail-head--when I found out. She'd make the navvies sit up, I'll +swear." + +"Her hands are pretty full as it is," commented Mr. Trupp. + +The other nodded. + +"I expect so," he said. "Ned alone's one woman's job. And the two +children." He put his hand on the surgeon's arm. "That eldest boy, +Trupp!" + +"What about him?" + +"He's his grandmother over again. Watch him!" + +A bell in the street clanged. + +"What's that?" he asked. + +"Station-bus," said Mr. Trupp. "The driver strikes the coaching-bell +over the _Star_ as he passes." + +"I must catch it." + +The big man put on his coat and went out. At the door of the inn a +two-horse bus was drawn up. + +Mr. Caspar climbed up beside the driver. + +The young surgeon closed the front-door and turned. + +His wife stood framed in the garden-window against a background of +green. + +"Did he find out?" she asked anxiously. + +"My dear," her husband answered, "he did." + +The tender creature's face fell. + +"Oh, the poor Caspars!" she cried. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +HANS CASPAR'S WILL + +Sir Audrey Rivers' diagnosis proved correct. Just a year after his +visit to Beachbourne Mr. Caspar died. + +His will caused malicious merriment to those who knew "Unser Hans," as +he was called in Society. + +He left the bulk of his vast fortune in trust for the Whitechapel +Hospital--with one proviso: that no clergyman was to act as a trustee. +For the rest he bequeathed £300 a year for life, free of Income Tax, to +his daughter-in-law, Mrs. Edward Caspar; and should she pre-decease her +husband, the sum was to be continued to his son. + +"Sound fellow that," said Mr. Trupp, when he heard. "Old Man Caspar to +the end." + +"It's rather hard on our Mr. Caspar," remarked his wife, who had known +Edward Caspar in London before either had married. + +"My dear," replied the surgeon, with the slight sententiousness +peculiar to him, "the only way to help that sort of son is to be hard +on him." + +"I hope you'll never help my Joe like that," cried the beautiful woman +warmly. + +Mr. Trupp loved to tease his wife. + +"If your Joe goes that way I will," he grinned--"and worse. So mind +your eye!" + +Another woman who was not amused by Hans Caspar's will was the woman +who benefited by it. + +Anne Caspar had the qualities of her kind. If she was hard, she was +passionately loyal and genuinely devoted to her Ned. When she had told +Mr. Trupp that her marriage had been a love-match she had but spoken +the truth as regards her part in it. Therefore on the morning she +opened the letter from the lawyers announcing that she had come by +miracle into what was for the daughter of the Ealing tobacconist a +fortune, she felt a slight had been put upon her husband and was +perturbed accordingly. + +With pensive face she went into the study, wearing the long blue +over-all in which Edward Caspar had first seen her. + +Her husband stood in his shirt-sleeves, pipe in mouth, a loose, +round-shouldered figure, splashing away with vague enthusiasm at a +canvas in the sunny bow-window. + +She realized in a moment that she had caught him in one of his rare +uplifted moods. + +"Ned," she said. + +"What-ho, my Annie!" + +"Your father's left us £300 a year." + +He chuckled as he painted, one eye on the gleaming mystery of the Downs. + +"Been opening my letters, you burglar?" + +"The letter's to me." + +This time he turned, saw her face, and steadied. + +She offered him the envelope. + +He glanced at the address. + +"Yes, it's to you all right. Funny they didn't write to me." + +"Won't you read it, Ned?" she said gently. + +He skimmed the contents and winced. + +"That's all right, Anne," he said, handing it back to her, and patting +her hand. "The old man's been as good as his word--and better, by the +amount of Income Tax." + +"Such a way to do it and all," said Anne censoriously. + +He pinched her arm. + +"Perhaps it's for the best," he said. "And anyway, it doesn't much +matter." If Edward Caspar was by no means sure of himself, he was sure +beyond question of the woman life had given him. + +She lifted her face to his, and it was beautiful. + +"Ned," she said; and he kissed her. + + + + +BOOK II + +THE TWO BROTHERS + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +BEACHBOURNE + +The Domesday Book tells us that King Edward the Confessor held the +Manor of Burne, and gave the endowment of the Church of St. Michael to +the Abbey of Fecamp, along with the Lordships of Steyning and Rye and +Winchelsea and other jewels from the crown of Sussex; as all who have +read Mr. Dudgeon's scholarly history of Beachbourne will recall. + +Harold cancelled the grant, with the result, so legend has it, that +William the Norman landed at Pevensey just across the way to enforce +restitution. In those days the parish of Burne covered like a blanket +the western promontory of the great Bay. At each of the four corners +of the blanket, holding it down as it were, was a rude hamlet. On the +bourne itself a few hovels clustered round the wooden church upon the +Kneb; in Coombe-in-the-Cliff, carved out of the flank of Beau-nez, was +Holy Well, haunted by pilgrims from the Continent; on the sea-front +there was the Wish, beneath which of old a Roman dock had been; and +further east was Sea-gate with its fishing-station and the earth-work +which guarded the entrance to the Bay whose waters swept inland over +what are now the Levels to Ratton and Horsey and the borders of +Hailsham. + +In the reign of Henry II the Norman church, much as we know it to-day, +succeeded the crazy wooden building in which our Saxon forefathers +heard the Word of the Promise first brought to Sussex by Bishop +Wilfrith, who starting from the North, dared the perils of the Forest, +and somehow fought his way through brake and marsh and thicket, among +wild beasts and wilder men, to the ancient Roman settlement at +Chichester; thence to spread the news all along the high bleak +coast-line on which at river-mouths and lagoon-like estuaries the Saxon +adventurers had gained a footing. + +Till the nineteenth century the parish that lay scattered thus between +the Downs, the marshes, and the sea, changed but little, experiencing +the ordinary vicissitudes of an English village. Bishops made their +visitations. Rectors lived and died. Outlaws sought sanctuary at the +altar of the church above the Moot, which was still the centre of the +life of the little pastoral community. In the last half of the +fourteenth century the massive tower was added which dominated the +village as it dominates the town to-day; built perhaps as a +thank-offering for the passing of the Black Death, which slew half the +population, reduced the monks at Michelham to five, and, with +indiscriminating zeal, laid a clammy hand on the Abbot of Battle and +Prior of St. Pancras, Lewes; while giving rise to a wave of industrial +unrest which a few years later sent the rebellious men of Sussex +Londonwards behind the ragged banner of Jack Cade. + +In 1534 the Proclamation repudiating the Pope was read from the pulpit +of the church upon the Kneb; and ten years later the first outburst of +Puritanism stripped the consecrated building of many shrines, pictures, +ornaments, as our historian has recently reminded us. + +The village thrilled to the threat of the Spanish Armada, and, what is +more, prepared to meet it; the inhabitants having--time out of memory +of man, we are told--a reputation, the outcome of experience and +necessity, for dealing with the landings of forraine enemies. + +During the Parliamentary troubles the Squire of Beachbourne was of +course a stout-hearted Royalist; and his friend the Rector was brought +up before the authorities on a charge of "malignancy." Found guilty, +he was removed from office; whereupon, as his brass quaintly reminds +us, the gallant gentleman _mori maluit_--preferred to die. And it is +on record that the parish was only saved from the ravages of Civil War +by the abominable condition of the roads of East Sussex. Perhaps the +same factor told against the prosperity of the place. For, by the +middle of the eighteenth century, Beachbourne, as it was now called, +had dwindled in population to a few hundred souls. Later in the same +century, about the time Newhaven was born, it began to blossom out as a +health resort. A celebrity or two discovered its remote charm. A peer +succeeded the Squire at the big house. Behind the Wish a row of +sea-houses sprang into being on the front. But Dr. Russell of Lewes +and the Prince Regent, in turning the fishing-village of Brightelmstone +into fashionable Brighton, ruined for the moment its rival under +Beau-nez. Beachbourne had to wait its turn until the iron horse, +running on an iron road, across country that not long since had been +washed by tides, overcame with astounding ease the difficulties that +teams of snorting oxen up to the hocks in mud had found insuperable. + +Then, and only then, the four corners of the parish came together +apace. The old bourne disappeared, the source of it in the Moot under +the church-crowned Kneb now no more than a stagnant pond. And by the +time of our story a city of tens of thousands of inhabitants had risen +where men, still middle-aged, could recall meadows that swept down to +the sea, the voice of the corn-crake harsh everywhere as they sauntered +down Water Lane of evenings after church, and the last fight of the +"gentlemen" and the Revenue Officers that took place on a desolate +strip of shore to the sound of calling sea-birds, on the site of what +is now the Cecil Hotel. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +THE TWO BOYS + +Next time Mr. Trupp called at 60 Rectory Walk, he marked that the +familiar chocolate notice in the upper window had gone. + +He chaffed Mrs. Caspar in his grim way. + +"No more rooms to let, I see," he said. + +"No," the woman answered. "No more lies to have to tell just at +present." + +She was in one of her tartest moods; and when he congratulated her on +being through her troubles, she answered, + +"Some of em. Plenty more to follow. There'll be enough money for Ned +and me and the boys. That's one thing." + +"And a big thing too," said Mr. Trupp. + +"The biggest," admitted the woman surlily. "Speaking worldly-wise, I +don't say nay to that." + +After the birth of her second son, Mr. Trupp had told her that she +would have no more children and she was glad: for her hands were going +to be full enough throughout her life; so much the shrewd woman saw +clearly. There was her husband; and there was her eldest son, Ernie, +who was his father over again. + +He had his father's face, his father's charm, his father's soft and +generous heart; and, unless she was mistaken, other qualities of his +father that were by no means so desirable. And the curious thing was +that the characteristics which in her husband Anne Caspar secretly +admired, only exasperated her in Ernie. + +Alf, the second son, whatever his faults, certainly did not trace them +to his dad. He was as much his mother's child as Ernie was his +father's. And whether for that reason or because for years she had to +wrestle for his miserable little life with the Angel of Death, his +mother loved him with the fierce, protecting passion of an animal. + +"Nobody but his mother could have saved him," Mr. Trupp told his wife. + +While Mrs. Caspar said to the same lady, + +"But for Mr. Trupp he wouldn't be here." + +A proud woman, Mrs. Caspar was also a very lonely one. Her genuine +pride in her rather ramshackle husband--his birth, his breeding, his +obvious air of a gentleman--which evinced itself in her almost +passionate determination that he should dress himself "as such," +prevented her from associating with her own class; and the women of her +husband's class would not associate with her. Mrs. Trupp, the kindest +of souls, was the solitary exception. But the two women were +antipathetic. The doctor's wife, who possessed in full measure the +noble toleration that marks the best of her kind, was forced to admit +to her conscience, that she could not bring herself to like Mrs. +Caspar. The large and beautiful nature of the former, brought to +fruition in the sunshine and shelter of a cultivated home, could not +understand the harsh combativeness of the daughter of the small +tobacconist, who had fought from childhood for the right to live. + +"She's like a wolf," Mrs. Trupp told her husband. "Even with her +children." + +"My dear," said the wise Doctor, "she's had to snap to survive. You +haven't. Others have done your snapping for you." + +"She needn't snap and snarl at that dear, gentle husband of hers," +retorted Mrs. Trupp. + +"If she didn't," replied her husband drily, "she'd be a widow in a +week." + +"Anyway she might be kind to that eldest boy," continued Mrs. Trupp, +who at Edward Caspar's request had stood sponsor to Ernie. "He's +beautiful, and such breeding. A true Beauregard." + +"What d'you make of the baby?" asked her husband with sudden interest. + +"Why, he's like a little rat," answered Mrs. Trupp. "He's the only +baby I've ever seen I didn't want to handle." + +"Yet there's something in him," replied the other thoughtfully. "He +wouldn't have lived else. A touch of Old Man Caspar about that child +somewhere. _He'll_ bite all right if he lives to be a man." + +And to the Doctor's shrewd and seeing eye it was clear from the start +that Alfred meant to live to be a man. Somewhere in the depths of his +wretched little body there glowed a spark that all the threats and +frosts of a hostile Nature failed to extinguish. On that spark his +mother blew with a tenacity surpassing words; Mr. Trupp blew in his +wise way, working the bellows of Science with the easy skill of the +master-workman; little Ernie, most loving of children, blew too. Even +Edward Caspar leaned over the cot in his quilted dressing gown and said, + +"He's coming on." + +But even as he leant, the sensitive fellow knew that there was not and +could never be any bond between him and his youngest born. His heart +was with Ernie. And the way his mother rebuffed the elder lad, only +endeared him the more to his father. + + +The two lads grew: Ernie strong in body, loving in heart, lacking in +will; Alf ardent of spirit, ruthless as a stoat upon the trail, and +rickety as an old doll. + +There was a first-rate elementary school in Old Town to which the two +boys went when the time came. The headmaster, Mr. Pigott, was also +manager of the chapel in the Moot which Mrs. Caspar attended regularly. + +The hard woman was religious in the common Puritan way, so dear to the +English lower-middle-class of her generation. Her Chapel and her God +were both a great deal to the austere woman, especially the former. +She had a stern and narrow moral code of her own which she mistook for +love of Christ. From that code she never departed herself, and +punished to the utmost of her power all those who did depart from it. + +In a chapel of her own denomination she had insisted on being married, +in spite of the fact that she risked by her obstinacy losing the only +man she had ever loved. + +Ned Caspar, for his part, took his religion, as most of us do, from his +mother. He was High Church at a time when to be so was far less +fashionable than it is at present. He called himself a Catholic, and +spoke always of the Mass in a way that shocked his fellow-churchmen who +were in those days still content to speak of themselves as Protestants +and the sacramental act as Holy Communion. And after marriage he +maintained his position with a far greater tenacity than most would +have expected of the soft-willed man. Indeed, it was the one point on +which, aided by his mother's memory, he stood up to his wife for long. + +"I'll wear you down yet, my son," Anne told him grimly. "May as well +come off the perch now as later." + +In this one matter her taunts served only, so it seemed, to strengthen +her husband's resistance. + +He went white, shook, perspired, and continued to attend High Mass at +St. Michael's, in spite of his growing distaste for the man who +administered it--his neighbour, Prebendary Willcocks, across the road. + +A far wiser woman than she seemed, Mrs. Caspar recognized her mistake, +desisted from her original line of attack, and let her husband go his +own way for a time without protest--as the cat permits the mouse a +little liberty. + +When she began to take the children to chapel with her, she said--and +Anne Caspar could be beautiful upon occasion-- + +"Ned, I wish you'd come along with me and the boys sometimes. I do +feel it so that we never worship in common." + +That was the beginning of the end of his resistance. + +He became an occasional attendant at the chapel, if he could never +bring his aesthetic spirit, seeking everywhere for colour, harmony and +form, to become a professed member of the rather dreary little +community. + +And later, for quite other reasons, he dropped St. Michael's entirely. + +But for twenty years after he had ceased to call himself a member of +the Church of England, often of Sunday afternoons in the spring and +summer he would take the train to London Bridge, and wander East on the +top of a dawdling bus, to find himself, about the time most churches +close their doors, outside St. Jude's in Commercial Street, the +"chuckers in" already busy at their work among the street-roughs and +fighting factory girls. Edward Caspar was not a "chucker-in" himself; +but when the quiet doorkeeper of the House of the Lord opened it at +8.30 he was of the first to enter the lighted church, the side-aisles +of which were darkened that tramp and prostitute might sit there +unnoticed and unashamed. And in that motley assembly of hooligans from +the East End, of respectable artisans from streets drab as their +inmates, of intellectuals from Toynbee Hall, and occasional visitors +from the West End, he would join in that irregular and beautiful Hour +of Worship, of song, silent meditation, solos on organ or violin, +extempore prayer, readings from Mazzini, Maurice, Ruskin, and Carlyle, +that made him and others dream of that Society of the Redeemed which in +days to come should gather thus, without priest or ceremonial, simply +to rejoice together in the blessing of a common life and universal +Father. + + + + +CHAPTER X + +OLD AND NEW + +Edward Caspar went occasionally to chapel in order to gratify his wife. +He ceased attending church because his always growing spirit, intensely +modern and aspiring in spite of its inherent weakness, no longer found +satisfaction in the ornate ritual, the quaint mediæval formulæ, the +iterations and reiterations of the sacerdotalism which had held his +mother in its grip. + +As a student of comparative religion his intellect was still interested +in forms which his seeking mind had long rejected as empty, ludicrous, +or inadequate. + +His reading for his book, his experience of life, and most of all an +inner urge, led him in time to look for the spiritual comfort that was +his most vital need outside the walls of the consecrated prison in +which he had been bred. + +_Quia fecisti nos ad Te cor nostrum inquietum est donec requiscat in +Te_ was the motto that hung above his writing-desk. And his restless +heart found increasingly its peace sometimes in music, sometimes amid +the hum of men and women in the crowded streets of the East End of the +town, and most often in quiet communion with Nature on the Downs or +beside the sea in some gap far from the haunts of men. + +He would ramble the lonely hills by the hour, lost in thought, Ernie +skirmishing about him. + +Sometimes Mr. Trupp, riding with his little daughter up there between +the sky and sea, would meet the couple. + +"Like a bear and a terrier, Bess," he would smile. + +Then in some secluded valley, father and son would lie down in the +"loo" of the hill, as Ernie called it. + +Resting there with contented spirits amid the gorse, they would watch +the gulls, white-winged and desolately crying over the plough, while +the larks purred above them. + +These were the best moments of Ernie's childhood, never to pass from +him in the tumult and battle of later life. A child of the earth, even +his tongue, touched with the soft slur of Sussex caught from +school-mates, betrayed him for a countryman. He loved the feel of the +turf solid beneath him; he loved the sound of the gorse-pods snapping +in the sun; he loved the thump of the sea crashing on the beach far +below; and most of all he loved the larks pouring comfort into the +cistern of his mind until it too seemed to brim with the music of +praise. + +"Loving, idn't they?" he would say in his sweet little voice, his hands +behind his head, his eyes on a speck of song thrilling in the blue. + +"That's it, Boy-lad," his father's answer would come from beneath the +cavern of his hat; and Edward Caspar forthwith would repeat, in a voice +that seemed to co-ordinate the harmonies of earth and sky and sea, +Wordsworth's _Lines above Tintern Abbey_: + + _... That serene and blessed mood, + In which the affections gently lead us on,-- + Until, the breath of this corporeal frame + And even the motion of our human blood + Almost suspended, we are laid asleep + In body, and become a living soul:_ + + +Alf never came on these excursions. The bent of the two brothers was +indeed entirely different. If they left the house together, as often +as not they parted at the garden-gate. Ern turned his face towards the +green hills that blocked the end of the road, Alf turned his back on +them. + +"Nothin doin there," he would say with a knowing wink. He hated +walking, and he feared the loneliness of the hills. His heart was in +the East End of the growing town. Down there, beyond the gas-works, at +the edge of the Levels, where the trams clanged continually, where you +heard strange tongues, and saw new types of faces, Alf found himself. +The little urchin, who seemed all eyes in a hideous square head, would +wander by the hour in Sea-gate, among the booths and barrows, drinking +in the life about him, and return home at night tired but contented. + +In bed the two boys would compare their experiences. + +"What did you see?" Ern would ask. + +"Everythink," Alf would answer. "Folks and a fight and all." + +"I see something, too," said Ernie, deliberate alike of speech and mind. + +"What then?" asked Alf, scornfully. + +"I see angels," Ernie answered. "Dad see em too." + +But Alf only sniggered. + +At that time Old Town hung, as it were, between the Past and the +Future. It had not shaken off the one, and yet could not resist the +other. Beneath it was New Town, a growing industrial city, absorbing +workers of every kind from every quarter; stretching back from the sea +to Rodmill and overrunning the marshes at an incredible speed; with the +slums, the Sunday agitators, the Salvationists and reformers, the +rumble of discontent, that mark the cities of our day. Beyond it lay +the immemorial countryside with shepherds on the hills, oxen ploughing +in the valleys, villages clustered about the village-green, the squire, +the public-house, the parish-church as in the days of Elizabeth. Old +Town still slept upon its hill about the parish-church, but the murmur +of the ungainly offspring at its feet disturbed slumbers that had +endured for centuries. In its steep streets you might hear the +undulating Sussex tongue, little changed from Saxon times, clashing in +vain conflict with the aggressive cockney phrase and accent which is +conquering the British Isles as surely, if as slowly, as did the +English of the men of the Elbe in by-gone days. + +Ernie was of the older life; Alf of the new. + +Their very speech betrayed them: for the elder boy's tongue was touched +with the slow, cawing music of the shepherds and labourers with whom he +loved to consort, while Alf's was the speech of a city rat, sharp, +incisive, twanging. + +In the holiday Ern worked on the hill in the harvest, and was known to +all the men and most of the animals at the Moot Farm, just across the +Lewes Road. Once, in the early spring, he passed the night out in +Shadow Coombe, and came home fearfully just before school. + +His mother was shaking the mat at the front-door. + +"Where you been then?" she asked ferociously. + +"With the shepherd in his hut," answered Ernie. "Dis lambin time. His +boy's run'd away." + +The lad's manifest truthfulness disarmed the angry woman. + +Alf peeped round his mother's skirts. + +"Did he give you anythink?" he asked. + +"I didn't ask him for nohun," Ern answered, aggrieved. + +Alf sneered. + +"Fat 'ead!" he cried. "Aynt arf soft, Ern aynt!" + +Their father, dressing at the upper window, heard the conversation and +agonized. Tolerant as was Edward Caspar of grammatical solecisms, his +ear, sensitive as Lady Blanche's, writhed at the mangling of vowels by +his second son. His wife, who came from the Bucks border of the great +city on the Thames, had indeed the Cockney phrase but not the offending +accent. + +When he came downstairs, in a moment of despair, he poured his troubles +into Anne's unsympathetic ear. + +"What a way to talk!" he groaned. + +"I don't see it matters," his wife answered grimly. "_They_ aren't +going to Harrow and Trinity." + +The big man winced. It was a real grief to him that his sons were not +to have in life the advantages that he believed himself to have been +given. + +"You needn't throw that up at me," he grumbled into his brown beard. + +She put her hand on his shoulder. + +Her husband was the only creature in the world to whom Anne Caspar +sometimes demonstrated affection. + +"And a good job, too, I says," she observed. "They got to work." +Words that gave unconscious witness to the estimate she and her class +held of their rulers and their education. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +THE STUDY + +Instead then of going to the Preparatory-school, the Public-school, and +the University in which their father had sought to learn the art of +useful citizenship, the two lads attended on week-days the Board-school +in the hollow between the church and Rodmill. + +New amid much that was old, it reared its gaunt red head above a crowd +of workmen's cottages which stood on ground still called the Moot, +where of old, under the Kneb, beside the bourne, the Saxon folk from +hill and wold and marshy level gathered about the Moot-tree to discuss +affairs, deal justly between man and man and proclaim the common will. + +Mr. Pigott, a short, shrewd, bearded man, with a merry grey eye, swift +to wrath, was the headmaster as he was manager of the chapel. +Thoroughly efficient in a day when the Gospel of Efficiency had been +little preached, he managed chapel and school admirably. + +The boys attended both. + +Alf was always at the head of his class, Ern never anywhere in +particular. + +As Mr. Pigott told the boys' mother, Ern had plenty of brains, but he +didn't care to use them. + +"He's a little gentleman though--like his father," ended the +schoolmaster. + +Mr. Pigott was on the whole less of a snob than most of us. As an +honest radical he scorned rank, perhaps a little ostentatiously; while +money was very little to him. But for the mysterious quality of +breeding he had the respect the roughest of us confess in the presence +of something finer than ourselves. And on the rare occasions in which +Mr. Edward Caspar had been induced to deliver an address at the new +Institute he would say to his teaching staff in awed voice--"There's +English for you! Don't you wish you could talk like that...?" + +Now his comparison of her son to her husband provoked Mrs. Caspar as it +never failed to do. + +"That's all very well if you can afford it," she commented acridly. +"But Ern's got to make his own way in the world." + +"He'll do," said Mr. Pigott. "He won't be forgotten, you'll see. He's +a good lad, and that's something even in these days." + +And if Ernie was not a success in the schoolroom, in the playground he +excelled. Like his father in being universally popular, he was unlike +him in his marked athletic capacity. + +True, he was always in trouble for slacking with the masters, who none +the less were fond of him; while Alf, the most assiduous of youths, was +disliked by everybody and gloried in it. He won all the gilt-edged +prizes, while Ern took the canings. + +Alf reported his brother's misdoings gleefully at home. + +"Ern got it again," he crowed jubilantly one evening. "They fairly +sliced him, didn't they, Ern?" + +His recollections of the scene were so spicy that--for once--he was +dreadfully affectionate to the brother who had given him such prurient +pleasure. + +"Ern in trouble of course!" cried the mother angrily. "You needn't +tell me! A nice credit to his home and all! I'm ashamed to look Mr. +Pigott in the face come Sunday!' + +"Now then, mother!" grumbled Mr. Caspar. "Let the boy alone!" + +"Yes, you're always for him!" flared Mrs. Caspar, buttering the bread. +"Setting him against his mother! But for you he'd be all right." + +Alf sat like a little wizened devil at the end of the table in his high +chair, his eyes twinkling malignantly over his bib, enjoying the fun. + +"It's him and Ern against you and me, mum, ayn't it?" he cried, +shuffling on his seat. + +Whether it was his son's accent or a sense of the tragic truth +underlying his child's words, that affected him, Mr. Caspar rose and +shuffled out of the kitchen into the study, which was looked on in the +family as dad's sanctuary. + +The scene had taken place in the kitchen at tea, which was the one meal +the family shared. Breakfast, dinner, supper, Edward Caspar had by +himself in the little back room looking out on the fig-tree; and Mrs. +Caspar waited on him. + +That was by her desire, not his: for from the start of their married +life Anne had determined that, so far as in her lay, her husband should +have everything just as he was accustomed to. Thus from earliest +infancy the children had been taught by their mother to understand that +the two sitting-rooms were sacred to dad, and never to be entered +except by permission. Their place was the kitchen. She herself set +the example by always knocking on the door of either room before +entering. + +And the atmosphere of these two rooms was radically different from that +of the rest of the house. Anne knew it and rejoiced. Everywhere else +the tobacconist's daughter reigned obviously supreme. These rooms were +the habitat of a scholar and a gentleman. The little back-room, +indeed, was remarkable for little but the solidity of its few articles +of furniture, and the old silver salver with the crest, reposing on the +mahogany side-board. But the front sitting-room, with the bow-window +looking out on to Beech-hangar and the long spur of the Downs that hid +Beau-nez from view, was known in the family as the study, and looked +what it was called. + +The room, flooded with sunshine, was Mrs. Caspar's secret pride. She +knew very well that there was nothing quite like it in Beachbourne, Old +or New, and preserved it jealously. She did not understand it, much +preferring her own kitchen, but she recognized that it stamped her +husband for what he was, admired its atmosphere of distinction, and +loved showing it to her rare visitors. On these occasions she stood +herself in the passage, one arm of steel barring the door, like a +priest showing the sanctuary to one without the pale. And it gave her +malicious pleasure when Canon Willcocks, from the Rectory, opposite, +calling one day, showed surprise, not untinged with jealousy, at what +he was permitted to see. The Canon clearly thought it unseemly that +Lazarus living at the Rectory gate should boast a room like that. And +he was seriously annoyed when Anne, pointing to the Cavalier upon the +wall, referred to the first Lord Ravensrood as "my children's ancestor." + +On the evening of the squabble in the kitchen, Ernie joined his father +in the study after tea. + +As Alf was fond of remarking, "Ern's welcome there if no one else +ayn't." + +Edward Caspar was sitting by the fire as usual, brooding over the +meerschaum he was colouring. His manuscript lay where it usually lay +on the chair at his side, and a critical eye would have noted that it +was little thicker than when Mr. Trupp had first seen it some years +before. + +"Ain't you well then, dad?" asked the boy in his beautiful little +treble. + +"I'm all right, Boy-lad," the other answered. "Mother didn't touch +you, did she?" + +There was something reassuring always about Ernie's manner with his +father, as of a woman dealing with a sick child. + +"No," he replied. "She said I was to come to you." + +"Why were you caned at school?" asked the father, after a pause. + +The boy's eyes were down, and he scraped the floor with one foot. + +"Fighting," he said at last reluctantly. "Where it were, Alf sauce +Aaron Huggett in de playground, and Aaron twist Alf's arm. Allowed +he'd had more'n enough of Alf's lip. And he wouldn't leggo. So I +paint his nose for him. And it bled." + +Edward Caspar puffed. + +"Why don't you let Alfred fight his own battles?" + +Steadfast to the tradition of his own class in this matter if in no +other, he revolted against the common abbreviation of his younger son's +name. + +"Alf fight!" cried Ernie with rare scorn. "He couldn't fight no-hows. +D'isn't in him. He'd just break." + +"Then why does he sauce em?" + +Ernie resumed his foot scraping. + +"That's what I says to him," he admitted in his slow ca-a-ing speech. +"Only where it seems he ca'an't keep his tongue tidy. Seems he ca'an't +elp issalf like. Then he gets into trouble. Then I avs to fight for +him." + +"And if you don't fight for him no one else will?" said his father. + +"No," replied Ernie with the delightful reluctance of innocence and +youth. "See no one do'osn't like Alf--only issalf." He added as a +slow after-thought, "And I be his brother like." + +Edward Caspar held out a big hand. + +Ern saw his father was pleased, he didn't know why; and he was glad. + +In Ern's estimation there was no one in the world like dad--the kind, +the comforter. + +Once indeed in Sunday-school, some years before, when Mr. Pigott had +been expatiating on the character of our Lord, the silence had been +broken by the voice of a very little lad, + +"My dad's like that." + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +ALF SHOWS HIS COLOURS + +In fact, as Ernie said, the two were brothers, and in some sort +complementary. + +Ern had to the full the chivalrous qualities of the Beauregards. He +never forgot that he was Alf's elder brother, or that Alf was a poor +little creature with a chest in which Mr. Trupp took an abnormal +interest. He fought many battles, bore many blows for his young +brother. Alf took it all as a matter of course, regarding himself as a +little god whom Ernie was privileged to serve and suffer for. Ern +accepted the other's constant suggestion of superiority without revolt, +and took the second place with the lazy good-nature characteristic of +him. + +Ern indeed was nothing of a leader. In all the adventurous +vicissitudes of boy-life the initiative lay with Alf, who planned the +mischief; while Ern, obedient to his brother, for whose brains he had +the profoundest admiration, carried it out and paid the penalty, as a +rule uncomplainingly, at home and abroad. + +Old Town was now creeping west along the foot of the Downs towards +Lewes. On its outskirts and in the corn-fields where are to-day rows +of red-brick villas, were still to be found flint cottages, long +blue-roofed barns, and timbered farmsteads among elms. As little by +little the town, with its border of allotment gardens, flooded along +the New Road, sweeping up Rodmill and brimming over towards Ratton and +the Decoy on the edge of the marshes, these buildings that dated from +another age were gradually diverted from their pristine use to be the +habitations of those who no longer drew their living from the earth. + +Thus in the house which had once been the huntsman's lodge, beside the +now abandoned kennels, lived Mr. Pigott--one foot in the country, as he +said, one in the town. + +Every morning he walked across the foot-path, past Moot Farm, to +school. Mr. Pigott's house stood in a hollow coombe a long way back +from the road. The gorse-clad sides of the Down rose steeply at the +back of it. In front was an orchard in which a walnut-tree lorded it, +conspicuous over the lesser trees. + +It was towards the end of their school time, when Ern was nearly +fourteen, that Alf planned a raid upon this tree, famous in the +locality for its beauty and fruitfulness. + +The adventure needed careful thinking out. + +The approach to the house was along an unscreened path that led across +the arable land. Between the path and the house was the orchard in +which stood the tree with its coveted treasure. + +The trouble was that Mrs. Pigott's window overlooked the orchard, and +she was always in that window--so much Alf, in his many reconnaissances +of the position, discovered. + +Now it was well known in the school that Mrs. Pigott had but one eye, +and that of glass, which accounted perhaps for its extraordinary powers +of vision. And besides Mrs. Pigott with her one sharp eye, there was +Mrs. Pigott's little dog with his many sharp teeth. There was also in +the background Mr. Pigott, who, outside the chapel, was athletic and +regrettably fierce. + +Alf waited long for his opportunity, in terror lest the tree should be +beaten before he had worked his will upon it, but his chance came at +last. + +One Saturday afternoon he and Ern were loitering in Church Street, +marching along with the starts and stops, the semi-innocent and +semi-surreptitious manner of boys waiting for Satan to enter into them +and prompt them to definite action, when Alf dug his brother with a +warning elbow. + +Mrs. Pigott was staring with her glass eye into the ironmonger's +opposite the church. On her arm was a basket and at her feet her dog. +It was clear that she was doing her week-end shopping. + +Alf, swift to seize his opportunity, set off up the hill, hot-foot, +silent, with a bustle of arms and legs, his brow puckered as he +concentrated ruthlessly upon his purpose. + +Ern followed the fierce, insistent, little figure more leisurely. + +"Steady on!" he called. "Where away then?" + +"Walnut-tree," panted Alf. "Now's yer chance." + +Ern, who knew from experience that the dirty and dangerous work would +fall to his lot, lagged. + +"Mr. Pigott's there," he grumbled. + +"Now he ayn't then," cried Alf, spurring the laggard on. "He's gone +over to Lewes for the Conference. Didn't you hear mother at breakfast?" + +There had been in truth a split in the chapel. The Established +Methodists were breaking away from the Foundation Methodists, and the +Primitive Methodists were thinking of following suit. The little +community was therefore a tumult of warring tongues. + +Alf led up the hill, past the chalk-pit, along the side of the Downs, +and dropped down on his objective from the rear. Coming to the fence +that ran round the orchard, he peeped at the low house lying in the +background under the green flank of the hill. + +Ern followed reluctantly, as one drawn to his doom by a fate he cannot +withstand. + +He wanted the walnuts; he wanted to be brave; but he liked Mr. Pigott, +and, usually obedient to his brother's suggestions, had qualms in this +case. + +"Go on then!" urged Alf. It was a favourite phrase of his. "There +ayn't no one there." + +"Come on yourself," answered Ern without enthusiasm. + +"Now, I'll stay and watch the path for you against her," piped Alf. + +But for once Ern was firm. + +"I aren't a-gooin unless you cooms too," he said doggedly. + +"What's the good of me, then?" scoffed Alf in his fierce and feverish +way. "Can I climb the tree? Only wish I could. I'd show you. I +suppose you'll be throwin that up at me next! My belief you're afraid." + +But Ernie was not to be moved from the position which he had taken up. +Just now and then Alf had remarked that his brother for all his +softness became hard--adamant indeed--in a way that rather frightened +Alf. + +"I'll goo up the tree and shake em down to you," Ern said in his slow, +musical voice. "You stand at the foot of her and gather em." + +"Fine!" jeered Alf. "And when Mr. Pigott comes out you'll be up the +tree safe as dysies, and I'll be on the floor for him to paste!" + +"I thart you said he'd gone to Lewes," retorted Ern, unusually alert. + +"So he has," replied Alf sourly. "Only I suppose he won't stay there +for ever, will he?" + +Ern, however, was proof against all the other's logic; and finally the +two boys climbed the fence together. + +The walnut was a majestic tree, with boughs that dropped almost to the +ground, making a splendid pavilion of green. + +Ern swarmed the tree. Alf stood at the foot, sheltered by the drooping +branches. Thus he could watch the house, while nobody in the house +could see anything of him but a pair of meagre black legs. + +He was fairly safe and knew it, but even so his heart pattered, he bit +his nails continually, and kept a furtive eye on the line of his +retreat. + +"Hurry!" he kept on calling. + +Ern, up aloft, went to work like a man. He tossed the branches to and +fro. The ripe walnuts came rattling down. Alf, underneath, gathered +rich harvest. He filled his pockets, his cap, his handkerchief. +Opening his shirt, he stuffed the brown treasure into his bosom and +grew into a portly urchin who rattled when he moved. + +"I got nigh a bushel!" he cried keenly. "Throw your coat down, and +I'll fill the pockets!" + +The little devil darted to and fro, tumbling spiderlike upon the +falling riches, absorbed in accumulation. His heart and eyes burned. +There was money in this--money. And money was already taking its +appointed place in Alf's philosophy. + +He would sell the nuts at so much a pound--some wholesale to a +fruiterer he knew in the remote East End; some retail to his +schoolfellows. + +The quality and quantity of the loot so absorbed him that he forgot his +fears. And when he glanced up through the screen of thick branches to +see a pair of grey-stockinged legs, thick and formidable to a degree, +advancing upon the tree with dreadful deliberation, his heart stopped. + +The enemy was on them. + +Alf emptied handkerchief, pockets, cap: he emptied himself by a swift +ducking motion that sent the treasure heaped against his heart pouring +forth with a rattle about his neck and head and ears. + +Then he cast fearful eyes to the rear. It was thirty yards to the +fence and beyond there was but the unscreened path without a scrap of +cover, leading across the plough, past the Moot Farm and abandoned +kennels to the New Road. + +Alf saw at a glance that escape was impossible. Mr. Pigott, for all +his forty years, could sprint. + +Swift as a cornered rat, Alf made his decision. + +He marched out from his shelter towards the approaching legs, a puny +little creature with pale peaked face, and Ern's coat flung over his +arm. + +Mr. Pigott was advancing, very grim and grey, across the rough grass, +his hands behind him, dragging something. He seemed in no hurry, and +not in the least surprised to see Alf, whom he ignored. + +"Please, sir," said Alf, perking his face up with an air of frankness, +"there's a boy up your tree. Here's his coat." + +Mr. Pigott walked slowly on, drawing behind him a sixty-foot hose, +which issued like a white snake from the scullery window. + +"I know," he said with suppressed quiet. "And I know who set him on to +it. I can't beat you because you'd break if I touched you. But I'll +take your brother's skin off him though he's twice the man you are, you +dirty little cur!" + +He brought the hose to bear on the brigand in the tree, and loosed the +water-spout and the vials of his wrath together. + +"Ah, you young scoundrel!" he roared, finding joy in explosive +self-expression. "I'll teach you come monkeying after my nuts!" + +Swish went the stream of water through the branches. + +Ern hid as best he could on the leeward side of the trunk. + +Mr. Pigott brought his artillery mercilessly to bear upon the boy's +clasping hands. Ern, spluttering and sprawling, came down the tree +with a rush and made a bolt for the fence. + +Mr. Pigott, roaring jovially, played the stream full on him. It was a +powerful gush, and floored the boy. The avenger knew no mercy and +drenched his victim as he lay. + +It was a sodden little figure who crept home disconsolately ten minutes +later. + +Alf had been back some time and had already told his tale, gibbering +with excitement and fear. + +Ern's mother, in a white fury, was awaiting the boy in the kitchen. + +"I'll learn you disgrace me!" she cried. "Robbing your own +chapel-manager's orchard--and then come home like a drownded rat!" + +She set about the lad in good earnest. + +Alf, perched upon the dresser to be out of the way, watched the fun, +biting his nails. + +"You mustn't hit her back then!" he screamed. "Your own mother!" + +"I aren't hittin' her back then!" cried Ern, dogged, dazed, and warding +off the blows as best he might. "I'm only defendin of mesalf." + +The noise of the scuffle was considerable. + +Outside in the passage was the sound of slippered feet. Then some one +tried the door. + +"It's only dad!" cried the devil on the dresser, white and with little +black eyes that danced. + +"What's up?" called an agitated voice from outside. "Hold on, mother! +Give the boy a chance." + +Some one rattled the door. + +"Go about your business!" cried Mrs. Caspar. "There's a pair of you!" + +Her anger exhausted and shame possessing her, she was going out into +the yard to shelter herself in the little shed against the Workhouse +wall, when Alf's sudden scream stayed her. + +"Mum!--down't leave me!--he'll kill me!" + +She turned to mark a white flare burning in the face of her elder son. + +She had seen it before and had been afraid. + +When Ern looked like that he ceased to be Ern: he became +transfigured--yes, and terrible: like, she sometimes thought, the +cavalier in the picture must have been in anger. + +"Take them sopping duds off," she said quietly, "and then go up and put +your Sundays on." + + +Half an hour later Ern, wearing dry clothes, entered the study. + +He was sweet, smiling, and a thought abashed. + +His father, on the other hand, evinced signs of terrible emotion. + +His face was mottled, and he was shaking. + +Wrapped in his dressing-gown, he stood before the fire, trying +pitifully to preserve his dignity, and moving uneasily from leg to leg +like a chained elephant. + +"Did she hurt you?" he asked, seeking to steady his voice. + +Ern shook his head. + +"She laid about me middlin tidy," he admitted. "But she didn't not to +say hurt me. She don't know how--a woman don't. Too much flusteration +along of it." + +Edward Caspar collapsed into a chair. + +"What happened?" he asked. + +Ern recounted the story truthfully, the white glimmer in his face +coming and going between pants as he told. + +"Why d'you let him lead you astray?" asked the father irritably, at the +end. + +Ern wagged his head slowly and began to scrape once more with his foot. + +"Alf's artfuller nor me!" he said at last in a shamefaced way. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +ALF MAKES A REMARK + +Both boys turned up at Sunday-school next morning: Alf defiant, Ern +abashed. + +Mr. Pigott ignored the former, snubbed him brutally when occasion +offered, and showed himself benignant to the prime sinner. + +After chapel Mrs. Caspar spoke to him. + +"I don't know what you think of my son, Mr. Pigott," she began. + +"Which son?" asked the other in his bluff way. + +"Why, Ernie to be sure. He's always bringing shame upon me." + +"He's worth twice the other," cried Mr. Pigott, letting off steam. + +"Ah, yes, you've got your favourites, Mr. Pigott!" retorted the woman. + +"And I'm not the only one!" answered the outraged schoolmaster. "Ern's +a boy. And boys will be boys, as we all know. But he's a little +gentleman, Ern is. He's his father over again." + +The comparison of Ernie to his father, however well intentioned, always +touched Mrs. Caspar on the raw. Her eyes sparkled. Every now and then +she reminded you forcibly that her grandmother had lived in a +by-street--off Greyhound Road, Fulham. + +"Ah," she muttered vengefully, "I'll cut his little liver out yet, +you'll see." + +Mr. Pigott rounded on her, genuinely shocked. + +"And you a religious woman!" he cried. "Shame on you!" + +"I don't care," answered Mrs. Caspar. "I see it coming. I always +have. And it's just more than I can bear." + +Mr. Pigott did not understand the cause of the woman's emotion, but he +recognized that it was genuine and so respected it. + +"Well, he's leaving school now," he said more gently. "He'll settle +down once he's got his nose to the grindstone." + +Later, at the meeting of the Bowling Green Committee, in the Moot, the +schoolmaster reported Mrs. Caspar's saying to Mr. Trupp. + +"She's a hard un," he commented. + +"She's need to be," growled the other. + +"What's that, Doctor?" asked Mr. Pigott. + +"If she let go of him, he'd be dead in a month," mumbled Mr. Trupp. + +"Mr. Caspar would?" + +The Doctor looked at the grey church-tower bluff against the sky. + +"But she won't let go," he added. "She's got her qualities." + +"She has," said Mr. Pigott, treading the green. "She's a diamond--as +hard, as keen." + +The two always sparred when they met and loved their friendly bouts. +Both were radicals; but they had arrived at their convictions by very +different routes. The schoolmaster had inherited his opinions from +tough, dissenting ancestors, the man of science had acquired them from +Huxley and Darwin. Politics the pair rarely discussed, except at +election time; for on that subject they were in rough agreement. But +the two men wrangled genially over religion, the ethics of sport, even +the two Caspar boys; for Mr. Trupp was the one man in Old Town who +alleged a preference for the younger boy--mainly, his wife declared, +because he must be "contrary." + +Mr. Pigott now told the stubborn man almost with glee the story of +Alf's treachery. + +"What d'ye think of that now?" he asked defiantly. + +"Why," grunted the Doctor, "what I should expect." + +"Of course," said the sarcastic Mr. Pigott. + +"He's got the faults of his physique," continued the other. "He's +afraid of a thrashing because he knows it'd kill him. +Self-preservation is always the first law of life." + +"He's a little cur," said Mr. Pigott. "That's what your young Alf is." + +"I've no doubt he is," replied the Doctor. "You would be too if you'd +got that body to live in." + +"I'd be ashamed," shouted the other. "I'd commit suicide offhand." + +"The wonder is he's alive at all," continued Mr. Trupp, quite unmoved. +"Must have some grit in him somewhere or he'd have died when he was +born." + +"That's you and his mother," said the schoolmaster censoriously. +"Saving useless human material that ought to be scrapped. And you call +yourself a Man of Science! In a properly ordered community you'd stand +your trial at Lewes Assizes, the two of you--for adding to the criminal +classes. Now if we were back in the good old days, they'd have exposed +Alf at birth--and quite right, too." + +"Quite so," said Mr. Trupp. "Your Christianity has a lot to answer +for, as I've remarked before." + + +It fell to Mr. Pigott to find a job of work for Ernie when his +favourite left school: for at that date there were no Labour Bureaux, +no Juvenile Advisory Committees, no attempt to make the most of the +country's one solid asset--its Youth. And the rich had not yet made +their grand discovery of the last twenty-five years--that the poor have +bodies; and that these bodies must be saved, even if it cost a little +more than saving their souls, which can always be done upon the cheap. + +Mr. Pigott had little difficulty in his self-imposed task, for he did +not mean to remain a schoolmaster all his life, and was already +dabbling in the commercial life of the growing town. + +Ernie started as an office-boy in a coal-merchant's office in Cornfield +Road by the Central Station, which formed the junction between the Old +Town and the New. + +Before the boy embarked on his career, Mr. Pigott invited him to tea +and lecture. + +"It's your own fault if you don't get on," said the schoolmaster +aggressively after the muffins. "Rests with yourself. Office boy to +President--like they do in America. Make a romance of it." + +"I shall try, sir," cried Era, with the easy enthusiasm characteristic +of him. + +"I'll lay you won't, then!" retorted the other rudely. "I'll lay all +the work I've put into you these ten years past goes down the drain. +Now your grandfather..." + +He stopped short, remembering Mrs. Caspar had told him that their +origin had been kept from the two boys.... + +At his new job Ern did not work very hard. It was not in him to do +that; for he had his father's complete lack of ambition. But he worked +just enough to keep his place, to pay his mother for his keep by the +time he was seventeen, and have some "spending money," as he called it, +over, with which to buy cigarettes, and join the cricket club. In time +he even attained to the dignity of an office stool: for his handwriting +was excellent, his ability undoubted, and his education as good as most. + +"Ern don't lick the stamps no more. He writes the letters," was Alf's +report at home. + +The younger brother too had now launched out upon the world. But Alf +was very different from Ern. He had his own ideas from the start and +went his own way. Somehow he had ferreted out the facts about his +grandfather's career; and that career it was his deliberate +determination to surpass. + +Those were the early days of the motor industry and the petrol engine. +Alf made his mother apprentice him to Hewson and Clarke, an +enterprising young engineering firm in the East End, off Pevensey Road. + +"No Old Town for me," he said knowingly. "New Town's the bird!" + +And the boy worked with the undeviating energy of an insect. All day +he was busy at the shop, and in the evening came home, grimy and tired, +to have a wash and then settle down in the kitchen to study the theory +of the petrol-engine. + +His mother, ambitious as her son, watched him with admiration, guarding +his hours of study jealously from interruption. + +"He's his grand-dad over again," she confided to her husband in one of +their rare moments of intimacy. + +Edward Caspar shook his head. He was interested in his second son, +although in his heart of hearts he disliked the boy. He disliked +ambitious men--their restlessness, their unhappy egoism, their +incapacity to give themselves to any cause from which they would not +reap personal advantage, offended his spiritual sense; and he followed +with amused benevolence the careers of his contemporaries at Harrow and +Trinity who were reaping now the fruits of Orthodoxy, and just becoming +Cabinet Ministers, Bishops, Judges, and the like. + +"Alf hasn't got my father's physique," he said. + +"You wait," Anne replied. "He'll conquer that too. Last time Mr. +Trupp saw him he said he'd do now--if he took care." + +Ern watched his brother's feverish activities with ironical smiles. + +"He's like a little engine himself," he said. "No time to look around +and take a little pleasure in life. All the while a-running along the +lines--puff-puff-puff!--with his nose to the ground. Not knowin where +he's goin or why; only set on getting somewhere, he don't know where, +some day, he don't know when." + +Himself he preferred the leisurely life, and was known among his +friends as Gentleman Ernie. The office, which prided itself upon its +tone, for in it worked a youth who said he had been at a public school, +had taken the country accent off his tongue. Ern was indeed a bit of a +dandy now, who oiled his hair, and took an interest in his ties; while +Alf never spent a penny on his clothes, was always shabby, and seldom +clean. The dapper young clerk and the grimy little mechanic, on the +rare occasions when they appeared in the streets together, formed a +marked contrast, of which Ernie at least was aware. + +"You'd never know em for brothers," the passers-by would remark. + +Both had arrived at the age when the young male joins a gang, curious +about women, but inclining to be suspicious of them. Alf, however, +strong in himself, continued on his prickly and independent way. He +was not drawn to others, nor were others drawn to him. Companionable +Ern, on the other hand, who was everybody's friend, was absorbed into a +gang; but he was different from his gang-mates. He used less hair-oil +than they did, and wore more modest ties. Moreover, there was nothing +of the hooligan about him. + +"Such a gentlemanly lad," said Mrs. Trupp. "That's his father coming +out in him." + +"May the resemblance end there," muttered Mr. Trupp. + +The lady speared her husband on the point of her needle. + +"Croakie!" she remarked. + +Ern could have been a leader among his mates, had he chosen to assume +authority. His quiet, his distinction, his happy manner, and above all +the fact that he was a promising cricketer and had made half a century +on the Frying Pan at Lewes for the Sussex Colts against the Canterbury +Wanderers, marked him out. But Ern would not lead. He spent his +evenings in the main at home rather than in the lighted streets, and +was at his happiest sitting in the study opposite his father. On these +occasions the two rarely spoke, but they enjoyed a silent communion +that was eminently satisfying to them both. Just sometimes the father +would touch the revolving book-case on his right; take out one of the +little blue poetry books Ern knew so well, and read _The Scholar Gypsy_ +or _The Happy Warrior_. + +Ern loved that, but he was far too indolent to pursue the readings +himself. When his father had finished, he would return the book to its +place and say, + +"You should read a bit yourself, Boy-lad," and Ern's invariable reply +would be, + +"I will, dad, when I got the time." + +But Ern was one of those who never had the time and never would have. + +Then the two would relapse into smoke and silence and vague dreams, out +of which Edward Caspar's voice would emerge, + +"Where's Alfred?" + +To which Ern would answer with a faint smirk, + +"Studyin in the kitchen." + +Ern's tendency to be a masher, as the phrase of the day went, delighted +Mr. Pigott. He looked on it as the best sign he had yet detected in +the boy. + +"Who's the lady, Ern?" he chaffed, meeting the lad. + +The boy smiled shyly. At such moments, in spite of his plainness, he +looked beautiful. + +"Haven't got one, sir," he said. + +It was true, too. His attitude towards girls was unlike that of his +mates. He neither chirped at them in the streets, nor avoided them +aggressively, nor was self-conscious in their presence. He was always +friendly with them, even affectionate; but he went no farther. Some of +the Old Town maidens wished he would. But, in fact, this was not Ern's +weakness. + +The Destroyer, who lies in wait to undo us all, if we give him but a +crevice through which to creep into our citadel, was taking the line of +least resistance, as he does in every case. + +There began to be rumours in Old Town. His father's weakness, known to +all, lent these rumours wing. In Churchy Beachbourne, as the enemy +called the town by reason of the number and variety of its consecrated +buildings, people were swift to believe, eager to hand on their beliefs. + +Prebendary Willcocks--which was his proper title--or Canon +Willcocks--as he had taught the locality to call him--who had reasons +of his own for disliking Edward Caspar, heard and shook his +aristocratic head, repeating the rumour to all and sundry in a lowered +voice. The Lady Augusta Willcocks, that indefatigable worker in the +parish for God and the Tory Party, entirely lacking in her husband's +delicate feeling, echoed it resonantly. + +Mr. Pigott was honestly aghast. + +"Never!" he cried, and added--"God help him if his mother hears!" + +He was so genuinely concerned indeed that he went round to 60 Rectory +Walk to find out by indirect examination if Mrs. Caspar had heard. + +She had; and was distraught. + +"If he takes to that, I'll turn him out of the house!" she cried +savagely. "Straight I will!" + +And there was no question that she meant what she said. + +"The best way to make trouble is to meet it half-way," muttered the +schoolmaster, cowed for once by the woman's terrible emotion. "Give +the boy a chance--even if he is your own son." + +"Alf says he was blind at the match," the other answered doggedly. + +"Alf!" scoffed Mr. Pigott, savage in his turn. "I wouldn't care that +what Alf says about his brother. I know your Alf." + +"And I don't then," said Mrs. Caspar. "I try to keep it fair between +em--for all what folks may say different." + +That evening Mr. Pigott met Alf in Church Street. + +The schoolmaster stopped, holding with his eye the youth in the stained +blue overall. Alf approached him delicately, with averted face and a +sly smile. + +It was clear that he courted the encounter. + +Mr. Pigott came to the point at once. + +"How's Ern?" he boomed in a voice of challenge. + +Alf dropped his eyes. + +"Beg pardon, sir," he said, "our Ern's goin the same way as dad." + +Mr. Pigott gazed at him as one stupefied. + +Then in a flash he understood ... Mr. Trupp was right. The boy was +abnormal: his spirit dwarfed and stunted by the miserable tenement in +which it was forced to dwell. + +This sudden peep into one of the sewers of Nature, this illumination of +what before had been to him obscure, this swift suggestion of Evil +lurking obscenely in the dusk to leap on the unwary, brought him up +abruptly. His anger passed for the moment. Something between fear and +pity laid hold of him. + +"I suppose you're glad," he said quietly. + +Alf smiled that satyr-like smile of his, sickly and uncertain. + +"Ah, you never did like me, Mr. Pigott!" he sneered. + +"I don't," answered Mr. Pigott. "I never did. But I'm beginning to +understand you. You're possessed." + +He went on down the street and called at the Manor-house. + +Mrs. Trupp was, he knew, a staunch friend of Ernie's. + +The lady was playing with her children in the garden. But she gave +both her ears to her visitor when she knew his errand. Had she heard +anything? + +Mrs. Trupp coloured. She _had_ heard something which greatly perturbed +her pure and beautiful spirit. + +Her Joe, home from Rugby, had reported that on the way back from a +match at Lewes Ernie Caspar had taken a drop which had made him funny. + +"It was only a little," the lady ended. "Joe said it wasn't enough to +make an ordinary canary queer. But it upset Ernest for the moment." + +Mr. Pigott marched on down the hill to the railway station. + +It was shutting-up time, and the object of his concern was just leaving +the office. + +Mr. Pigott unceremoniously seized the boy by the hand. + +"For God's sake take a pull, Ern!" he said, most seriously. + +Ernie looked up surprised, read the distress in the other's bearded +face, and burned one of those sudden white flares of his. + +"I see!" he said. "Alf's been at it again!" and he broke away. + +Swiftly he went home, passed the study door, and entered the kitchen. + +His mother was out. + +Alf, his elbows on the table, and his chin on his hands, was studying a +model-engine under the gas-light. + +He looked up surlily as Ern entered. + +"Keep out of it!" he ordered. "You've heard what mother says. The +kitchen's mine at this time. I don't want you." + +"But I want you, my lad," answered Ernie, brutal in his bitterness. + +He locked the door, and took off his coat. + +"Been tellin the tale again!" he trembled, as he rolled up his sleeves. +"I've had more'n enough of it. Put em up! You're for it this journey!" + +Alf had risen. He knew that look upon his brother's face, and was +afraid. + +"You mustn't touch me!" he screamed, shaking a crooked finger at the +other. "I'm delicit, I am." + +It was the ancient ruse which had stood him in good stead many a time +at home and in the playground. + +"Else you'll tell mother!" sneered Ern. "Very well. Have it your own +way!" + +He seized the model engine on the table, and smashed it down on to the +floor. It lay at his feet, a broken mass, with spinning wheels. + +Then Ern unlocked the door and went out. + +At supper that evening he was still burning his white flare. + +Alf saw it and was cowed; Mrs. Caspar saw it too and held her peace. +Edward Caspar was, as always, away in the clouds and aware of nothing +unusual when he looked in to say good-night. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +EVIL + +Alf took no overt steps to avenge himself. Like old Polonius he went +round to work, lying in wait for the chance he knew would come. He had +not to wait long. + +On the August Bank Holiday there was a big dance at the Rink in +Cornfield Road. Ern attended. He danced well and was sought after as +a partner. + +Alf went too. + +Ern was surprised to see his brother there, and pleased: for it was not +in his nature to bear malice long. + +"Hullo, Alf!" he chaffed. "Didn't know you was a dancing-man. Let me +find you a partner then." + +Alf shook his head, smiling that shifty smile of his. + +"I ain't," he said. "I only come to watch." + +That was true; but the words carried no sinister meaning to Ern's +innocent ear. + +Alf watched. + +He sat by himself on one of the faded plush-seats that went round the +hall. Nobody spoke to him, nobody heeded him. The seats on either +side of him were left vacant. + +Sour, shabby, ill at ease, yet sure of himself, he watched with furtive +eyes the flow of boys and girls swirling by him in the dance. + +One of Ern's friends pointed his brother out to him. + +"I know," laughed Ern. "Let him alone. He don't want us. He's above +larking, Alf is." + +"Never seen him at a hop before," remarked the friend. "And now he +don't look happy." + +The evening was hot, the dancers thirsty, the drinks good. Alf +observed his brother go to the bar once, twice, and again. Then he +rose to go home, nodding to himself. + +Ern passed him in the dance and stopped. + +"What, Alf! You're off early!" + +"I got a bit of reading to do," answered Alf. + +"So long, then," said Ernie. "Shan't be long first myself." And he +joined the current again, with flushed face and loquacious tongue. + +It was just ten when Alf entered the kitchen. + +His father had already retired to bed; his mother was sitting up. + +"You're late," she remarked sharply. "Where's Ern?" + +"Heard em say he was at the Rink," Alf answered sheepishly. + +Mrs. Caspar's face darkened. The Puritan in her rose in arms. + +"Dancing?" she asked. + +Alf feigned uneasiness. + +"I'll stay and let him in," he said. "He mayn't be back yet a bit." + +Mrs. Caspar took her candle. + +Regular as a machine, she rose always at six, and expected to be in bed +by ten. + +Anything that disturbed her routine she resented, surly as an animal. + +"Let me know when he comes in," she said. "I'll speak to him. Keepin +us up to all hours and disturbin dad's rest while he carries on. Might +be a disorderly house." + +She left the room. + +Alf turned out the gas, and sat in the darkness, watching the dying +fire, and waiting for his mouse. + +A crisis in his life had come. + +He was about to take the first big step along the road that was going +to lead him to success or ruin. + +He was aware of it, and calm as a practised gambler. + +Once he rose and locked the front door to make sure his brother could +not enter without his knowledge. + +It was eleven o'clock when he heard feet outside. + +Those feet told their own tale. + +Alf turned up the light in the passage and opened the door. + +His brother lolled against the side-wall like a mortally wounded man. + +"Take my arm, old chap," said Alf, and supported his brother into the +kitchen. + +Ern sat down suddenly at the table. Alf lit the gas. + +The light fell on his brother's foolish face and clearly irritated him. +He put up his hand to brush it away. + +"Arf a mo'," said Alf soothingly, skipped light-footed upstairs, and +knocked at his mother's door. + +She was half-undressed, brushing her hair, her neck and shoulders bare +in the moonlight. + +Alf glanced at them and even in that moment of excitement thought how +beautiful they were. + +Mrs. Caspar raised a finger. + +Her husband was in bed and apparently asleep, Lady Blanche upon the +mantelpiece staring vacantly at the form of her recumbent son. + +"Ern!" whispered Alf, and jerked his head significantly. "You'd best +come." + +Anne Caspar slipped on a wrap. Candle in hand she descended the stairs +and entered the kitchen. + +Alf followed stealthily. Like a gnome he stood in the shadow at the +foot of the stairs, biting his nails uneasily, as he watched with lewd, +malignant eyes. + +Ern sat at the table with the dreadful blind face of the living dead. + +He saw his mother enter and paid no heed to her. He was too much +occupied. A troubled look crossed his face, and clouded it. Then he +was very sick. + +That amused Alf. + +His mother shut the kitchen-door. + +But Alf was not to be defrauded of his spectacle. + +He opened the door quietly. + +His mother, busy on her knees, with a slop pail and cloth, looked up. + +"It's only me, mum," muttered Alf. + +Her face frightened him: so did her breathing: so did her quiet. + +"Come in then," she said. "And shut the door." + +Ern still sat at the table. + +"You little og!" said Alf fiercely, and shook his brother. + +His mother, still on her hands and knees, restrained him. + +"Let him be," she said. "It's past that. It's past all." + +The door opened slowly. + +Mr. Caspar stood in it in the faded quilted dressing-gown that had once +graced historic rooms at Trinity. + +He stood there, dishevelled from sleep, a tall, round-shouldered ruin +of a man, every sign of distress upon his face. + +"What is it?" he asked nervously. + +"Im!" said Alf. + +Mr. Caspar saw Ern, and marked his wife busy on her knees. Then he +understood. + +The distress on his face deepened. + +Anne Caspar rose sharply from her knees, the filthy rag still in her +hands. + +"Two of you!" she cried thickly. "It's too much!" and shoved him out +of the room. + +The father's slippered feet shuffled along the passage. + +"Take your brother up to bed," ordered Mrs. Caspar. + +Alf, too discreet to argue, obeyed. + +Anne Caspar locked the door, and sat down at the table. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +MR. TRUPP INTRODUCES THE LASH + +There was no doubt that Anne Caspar was a woman of character. + +"Too much character," said Mr. Trupp. + +His wife was somewhat shocked. + +"Can you have too much character?" she asked. + +Her husband was in one of his philosophical moods. + +"Character's only will," he growled. "It's the repression or direction +of energy. You may misdirect your energies. Most so-called strong men +do. Look at this fellow Chamberlain. Willed us into this war. If it +hadn't been for his superfluous character we should never have heard of +South Africa." + +"And your investments would never have gone down," said Mrs. Trupp +delicately. + +The Doctor may have been unjust to the Colonial Secretary, but he was +right about Anne Caspar, whom he knew rather better. + +That dour woman had, indeed, just two friends in Beachbourne. One was +Mr. Trupp, and the other was Mr. Trupp's wife. Neither had ever failed +her; and she knew quite well that neither ever would. + +The day after the calamity she went round to see the Doctor. + +"He's got to go," she said, tight-lipped and trembling. "That's flat. +You know what I been through with his father, Mr. Trupp. You're the +only one as does. I'm not going through it again with him. Ned's my +man, and I'm going to see him through. But Ern must go his own way. +Stew in his own juice, as Alf says. They say I've been hard with the +boy. So I have. Because I've seen it a-comin ever since he was so +high. And I've fought it and been beaten." + +The gruff man was wonderfully tender with her. He saw the woman's +distress and understood its cause as no other could have done. + +"Don't do anything in a hurry," he said soothingly. "Think it over for +a week and then come and see me again." + +That evening he reported the interview to his wife. + +"She'll never turn him out!" cried the kind woman. + +"She will though," said Mr. Trupp. + +Mrs. Trupp, pink and white with indignation, dropped her eyes to her +work to hide the flash in them. + +"I'll never forgive her if she does," she said. + +"Yes, you will," retorted Mr. Trupp. + +Mrs. Trupp answered nothing for a time. + +"I shall go round to see her," she said at last with determination. + +"You won't move her," the Doctor answered, grimly cheerful. + +"No," said Mrs. Trupp. "She hasn't got a heart. As Mr. Pigott says, +she's hard as the nether millstone in a frost." + +Mr. Trupp put down his coffee-cup and licked his lips like a cat. + +"My dear," he said, "you haven't been through her mill." + +"Perhaps not," the other answered warmly. "But I am a mother." + +The sympathetic creature, all love and pity, was as good as her word. + +Mrs. Trupp was always full of indignation against Mrs. Caspar when away +from her, and in her presence touched by the tragedy of the woman's +loneliness. + +She found things at Rectory Walk as she had expected or worse. + +Ern had lost his job. His escapade at the Rink had reached his +employers' ears. None too satisfied with the quality of the lad's +work, they had seized the excuse to dismiss him. + +"There he is!" cried Mrs. Caspar. "Just turn eighteen and back on my +hands. Nobody won't have him, and I don't blame em neether." + +"Where is he?" asked Mrs. Trupp. + +The interview between the two women was taking place in the back +sitting-room, where Mrs. Caspar always saw her rare visitors. + +Anne nodded in the direction of the study. + +"Settin along o dad," she said briefly. "Nothing but trouble along of +it all. I took his cigarettes away. _If he don't earn neether shan't +he smoke_, as Alf says. And now dad won't smoke because Ern can't. +_Sympathetic strike_, Alf calls it. And it's dad's one pleasure. I +allow him a shilling bacca-money a week. It's just all I do allow him." + +"We all make mistakes--especially when we're young," said Mrs. Trupp +gently. + +The other was adamant. + +"There's slips and slips," she retorted. "If he'd gone with a girl I'd +have said nothing. But _this_!" + +Mrs. Trupp was steadfast in her tranquil way, as her opponent was +dogged. + +"I know if my Joe made a mistake what I should do," she said. + +"What then?" sharply. + +"Forgive him," replied the other. + +Mrs. Caspar flared up. + +"You wouldn't, not if your Joe's father----" + +She pulled up short. + +Loyalty to her husband was the soul of Anne Caspar. + + +On her way home the Doctor's wife met Mr. Pigott. + +The sanguine little man stopped short. + +"You've heard?" said Mrs. Trupp. + +The other nodded, surly as a baited bear. + +"Ern was round at my place first thing Sunday to tell me. He kept +nothing back." Mr. Pigott dropped his voice like a stage-conspirator. +"That young Alf's at the bottom of this, I'll lay." + +Mrs. Trupp was shocked. + +"Did Ernie say so?" + +"No," fiercely. "He wouldn't give his brother away--not he. But I +know." He came closer. "I tell you the Devil's in that boy. I can +see him leering at me from behind the mask of Alf's face. There is no +Alf Caspar. He's only a blind. But there is a Devil!" + +"O, Mr. Pigott!" murmured the lady. + +"Yes, you may O Mr. Pigott me!" cried the wrathful man. "But I've +watched. I know. He's the cuckoo kind, Alf is. He wants the place to +himself. It's me and mum all the time. His father don't count; and +Ern's to be jostled out of the nest. Then there'll be room for him to +grow. I curse the day Mr. Trupp saved his miserable little life." + +"Hush! hush! hush!" said the lady. + +"Yes, I know Alf's one of Mr. Trupp's darlings," continued the other. +"And I know why. You know my old bicycle they all laugh at. I bought +it for ten shillings from a pedlar and patched it up myself. It's the +worst bike in Old Town, but I saved it from the scrap-heap, so I think +the world of it. Same with Mr. Trupp and young Alf." + +Mrs. Trupp reported to her husband that Mr. Pigott had become almost +blasphemous over Alf. + +"I know," grunted the Doctor. "He's not fair to the boy. Alf's +stunted; of course he's stunted. He's grown up all wrong. The wonder +is he's grown up at all. He's a standing witness to the power of +Nature to make the most of a bad job." + +It was next day that Mrs. Caspar came round, as appointed, to see the +Doctor, who was much more to her than a physician. + +Mr. Trupp had now come to a decision as to the best course to be taken. + +"You must send him right away," he said. "That's his best chance." + +"Dad won't hear of the Colonies," the other replied. "Says it's so far +and he'll never see the boy again once he gets out there. Stood up and +fought me fairly!" And it was clear from the way she said it that the +resistance encountered from her husband had been as rare as it was +astonishing. + +"I didn't mean the Colonies," the other replied. + +"What then?" + +"The Army." + +Mrs. Caspar's face fell. She was momentarily shocked: for she belonged +to a sect that had for generations been despitefully used by the powers +that be. And the weapon of the powers that be is always in the last +resort the Army. + +"Discipline is what the boy wants," said Mr. Trupp. "It's what we all +want." + +Anne Caspar nodded dubiously. + +"If it's the right sort," she said. + +"It may save him," continued her mentor. "It can't do him any harm. +And anyway, it's worth trying. You send Ernie round to me. I'll have +a talk with him, and I'll drop in to-morrow and have a chat with his +father." + +Ernie, when approached, made no difficulty. + +He was young; his enthusiasms were easily stirred; and the most famous +of South Country regiments, the Forest Rangers, known in history as the +Hammer-men, had been more than living up to its reputation in South +Africa. + +"You'll travel," Mr. Trupp told him. "Go to India as like as not and +see a bit of the world. Our Joe's going to Sandhurst next year. +Nothing'll do but he must be a Hammer-man--like his grandfather before +him. I dare say he'll join you out there." + +But if Ern was too young to fight his own battles, there was one +doughty warrior who meant to fight them for him. + +Mr. Pigott came round to see the Doctor in roaring wrath. + +The South African War was in full swing. The frenzy of lusty paganism, +called Imperialism, which was sweeping the country, had revolted the +schoolmaster and many more. In the estimation of these, the horrors +enacted at home in the name of God and Empire surpassed the obscenities +of the war itself. Mr. Pigott saw Militarism as a raddled prostitute +dancing on the souls and bodies of men. + +He burst like a tempest into Mr. Trupp's consulting room. + +"The Army!" he cried. "You're going to send that boy into the Army! +Take him a first-class ticket to Hell at once! Where's your Militarism +led us? The war's costing us half a million a week! Over a thousand +casualties at Paardeberg alone! Rowntree stoned in York; Leonard +Courtney boycotted in London; Lloyd George escaping for his life over +the house-tops for daring to preach Christ! And you call yourself a +Radical, Mr. Trupp!--Shame on you!" + +Mr. Trupp listened, amused and patient. + +"It's discipline he wants," he said at last. "He's soft and slack. +He'll never do any good without it. The artist type like his father." + +The other began to blaze again. + +"Discipline!" he cried. "You talk like a Prussian drill-sergeant. I +tell you that lad's got a soul. You _discipline_ beasts of the +field--with a Big Stick; but you _grow_ souls." + +Mr. Trupp shook his head. + +"We're only just emerging from the mud," he said. "The Brute still +lurks in all of us. Watch him or he'll catch you out. And remember +the only thing the Brute understands is the Big Stick. Without it +he'll either go to sleep--like Ernie; or pounce on some one who has +gone to sleep--like Alf." + +Mr. Pigott drew himself up. There was about him the dignity of +conviction. + +"Mr. Trupp," he said. "Fear never made a man yet. Faith's the thing." + +The Doctor lifted his shrewd kind face, and eyed the other through his +pince-nez. + +"Fear plays its part too," he said. "We none of us can do without the +Lash as yet." + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +FATHER, MOTHER AND SON + +There was no difficulty with Edward Caspar. + +He had made an immense effort and fought about the Colonies. Easily +spent, he would not fight again. Moreover, Ernie committed to the Army +was committed for a few years only, and not for life; and some of his +service might very well be passed in England. In Edward Caspar too, +pacifist though he personally inclined to be, there was no inherited +prejudice to overcome: for the Beauregards had been soldiers for +generations. + +Mr. Trupp came to talk things over; and that evening, as father and son +sat together in the study, Edward Caspar said out of the silence, very +quietly, + +"Boy-lad, it's best you should go." + +"I shall go all right, dad," the boy answered, feigning a cheerfulness +he by no means felt. "Don't you worry." + +"Mother wants it," the other continued. + +"She's all right, mother is," said the lad. + +It was settled that the boy should go over to Lewes and enlist in the +Hammer-men at the depot there, on Saturday. + +The decision made, his mother relaxed somewhat. While she still kept +Ernie without money, she allowed him cigarettes. + +Father and son sat together and smoked in the evenings, watching the +trees swaying against the blue in the Rectory Garden across the road. + +Alf reported surreptitiously to his mother that Ern was smoking with +dad. + +"What's it to do with you if he is?" answered the other tartly. + +The catastrophe which had severed the frayed string that joined the +mother and her eldest son had reacted unfavourably on her relations +with Alf. + +The few days before Ern's departure went with accustomed speed. + +On the last evening, as he and his father sat together, studying their +toes in the twilight, a small fire flickering in the grate, Edward +Caspar spoke out of the dark which he had been waiting to cover him. + +"Boy-lad, I can't do by you as I should wish," he said tremulously. +"But here's a bit of something to show you I mean well." + +In the half light he thrust an envelope towards his son. + +Ern opened it and saw that it contained a five-pound note. + +The great waters surged up into his throat and filled his eyes. + +"Here! I can't keep this, dad," he said chokily. "I'm all right. +I've got..." + +The old man--for such he was to his son, though not yet fifty--waved +his hand irritably. + +"Put it away," he said, "put it away. Let's hear no more of it." + +Ernie sat dumb, moved and wondering. + +Where had dad got the money from? + +He knew very well that his mother jealously controlled the family +purse, doling out rare sixpences or shillings to his father; and he +knew why. + +The boy's brain moved swiftly. + +"What's the time, dad?" he asked, and lit the gas. + +The clock on the mantel-piece never went: for it was Edward Caspar's +solitary household task to wind it up. + +The father, by no means a match for his artful son, produced from a +baggy pocket a five-shilling Waterbury watch in place of the old gold +hunter that had come to him from Lady Blanche's father, the twelfth +Earl Ravensrood. + +His ruse successful, Ernie delivered a direct attack. + +"Where's the ticket, dad?" he asked casually. + +"What ticket?" + +"The pawn-ticket." + +"I don't know," irritably. "Don't worry me. Turn out the light. I +want to get a nap." + +Ernie obeyed. + +Soon Edward Caspar's breathing told its own tale. + +Ernie rose, and, knowing his father's habits well as he knew his own, +put his hand into the Jacobean tankard that stood on the book-shelf. + +There he found what he sought. + +Quietly he went out into the passage. + +On the ticket was the name he expected: Goldmann, the Jew pawn-broker +in the East-end off the Pevensey Road. + +For a moment he paused, fingering the brown cardboard ticket under the +gas light. + +It would not take him an hour to get down to Goldmann's and back; for +the tram almost passed the door; but he hadn't got the redemption +money. He hadn't got a penny in the world. Alf had seen to that. + +With the impetuous gallantry peculiar to him he made up his mind and +opened the kitchen-door. Where Ernie loved he would risk anything, +face anybody--even his mother. + +She sat in her Windsor chair by the fire, a Puritan, still beautiful, +reading her Bible as she always did at this hour; and her silvering +hair added to her distinction. + +All their married life the pair had sat thus of evenings, Edward in the +study, Anne Caspar in the kitchen. + +The strange couple rarely met indeed except at night. And the +arrangement was not of Edward Caspar's making, but of his wife's. It +may be that in part the woman preferred the kitchen as the environment +to which she was most used: it was still more that she had determined +from the outset of their union never to intrude upon her husband's +spiritual life, or attempt to encroach upon a mind she could not +understand. Her duty was as clear to her from the first as were her +limitations. She could and would cherish, support, protect, and even +chasten her husband where it was necessary for his good. For the rest +she was resolved to be no hindrance or inconvenience to him. He should +gain by his marriage and not lose by it. Therefore from the start she +had slammed the door without mercy or remorse on her own relatives. + +When Ern entered, she looked up at him not unkindly through her +spectacles. + +"What is it, Ernie?" she asked. + +He rushed out his request. + +"Please, mum," he panted, "could you let me have a shilling?" + +He was determined not to give his father away. + +To his relief his mother rose without a word, went to a drawer, +unlocked it, took out half a sovereign and gave it to him. + +Ernie ran out without his hat, took the old horse-bus at Billing's +Corner, and riding on the top under a night splendid with stars that +hung in the elms of Saffrons Croft, he went down the hill, through the +Chestnuts, past the railway station, and along the gay main-street. + +Just before Cornfield Road reaches the sea he exchanged the horse-bus +for the electric tram that swung him down Pevensey Road through the +thronged and always thickening East-end. + +At the _Barbary Corsair_ in Sea-gate he descended, turned down a +side-street, and entered a door over which hung the three golden balls +taken from the coat-of-arms of the banker Medici. + +Mr. Goldmann was a short, fair Jew, without a neck, immensely thick +throughout, though still under thirty. When he walked he carried his +arms away from his side as though to aid him to inflate; and winter or +summer he could be found behind his counter, perspiring freely. His +trousers were always too short, and his little legs protruded from them +like pillars. He spoke Cockney without a trace of Yiddish. His manner +was hearty; but he was honest of his kind. The police had nothing +against him, while his innumerable clients complained less of him than +of his rivals. + +Ern in the past had dealt with him. + +"How much?" he asked, presenting the ticket. + +"Only two-pence," said Goldmann, and took the watch out of the case. + +He handled it with care, almost covetously, burnishing it on his sleeve. + +"What arms is them?" he asked, displaying the back. + +Ernie didn't know. + +"If it had been any man but your father left it, I'd have communicated +with the police," said the pawn-broker cheerfully. + +"Will you do it up in a piece of paper, please?" Ern requested. + +The Jew obeyed. + +"Lend me your stylo alf a mo," said Ernie, and wrote on the paper +covering the word _Dad_. + +Then he raced home and re-entered the kitchen. + +It was after ten, but his mother was still up, and apparently +unconscious of the lateness of the hour. + +Ern, panting from the speed at which he had travelled, paid nine +shillings and four pence into his mother's lap. + +Tram and bus had cost him sixpence, and the redemption money the rest. + +"Eightpence all told," he gasped, "what I wanted. Only a little +something for dad. I'll send you the odd money when I draw me first +pay." He put the little packet on the mantel-piece. "Will you give +that to dad, please, when I'm gone, mum?" + +His mother looked at him, a rare sweetness in her eyes. + +"You may keep the change, Ern," she said gently. + +Collecting the money from her lap, she handed it back to him. + +A moment he demurred, taken aback; then slipped the cash into his +trouser pocket, mumbling and deeply moved. + +"Thank you kindly, mum," he muttered. + +Her eyes were still on his face, and he could not meet them. + +"You're a good lad, Ern," she said quietly. + +The words, and the way of saying them, moved the lad more than all her +rebuffs and brutalities in the past had done. His chest began to +heave. She stood before him stiff as a blade of steel, as slight and +straight. + +For a second she laid her hand, fine still for all its toil, upon his +arm. + +"Go up to bed now," she said in the same very quiet way. + +He went hurriedly. + +There were few things which happened in that house of which Anne Caspar +was not aware. That morning on rising she had missed her husband's +watch on the dressing-table--and had said nothing. Later she had found +the pawn-ticket in the tankard--and again had held her peace. + +A wife before all things, yet to some extent a mother, she had known, +had understood, had perhaps sympathized. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +ERNIE GOES FOR A SOLDIER + +Next day, after dinner, when she heard Ern's feet slowly descending the +stairs, and knew he was coming to say good-bye, Anne Caspar shoved Alf +roughly out of the kitchen. + +"You wait your brother outside," she said. "Take his bag now, and +carry it to the bus for him. Be a brother for once!" + +"Well, I was going to," answered Alf, aggrieved. + +Since the catastrophe he had kept discreetly in the background. + +Ern entered the kitchen, uncertain of himself, uncertain of his +reception; but, true to the best that was in him, trying to carry a +pale feather of gallantry. + +"I guess it's about time to be off, mum," he remarked huskily. + +His mother shut the door behind him gently, and drew him to her. + +"Kiss me, Ern," she said. + +The boy gasped and obeyed. + +"Now go and say good-bye to dad," continued his mother, quiet, firm, +authoritative. + +As he went into the passage, he heard the kitchen-door close behind him. + +Ern was his father's son, and nothing was to be allowed to intrude in +the parting between the two. + + +Edward Caspar stood before the fire in quilted dressing-gown, somewhat +faded now. + +In its appointed place on the chair beside his chair lay the familiar +manuscript, much as Ern had known it since his childhood, save that the +titles on the covering page were typewritten now--_The Philosophy of +Mysticism, Part I, The Basis of Animism_. + +His father's colourless hair was greying fast and becoming sparse; +while his always ungainly figure was losing any shape it had ever +possessed. + +At fifty Edward Caspar was already old. But age had enhanced the +wistfulness which had marked him, even in youth. His was the face of a +man who has failed, and is conscious of his failure; but it was the +face of a Christian, gentle and very sad. Here clearly was a man of +immense parts, scholar, thinker, artist, who, somehow baffled by the +wiles of Nature, had failed to make good. + +Yet in spite of his failure there were few who could more surely rely +upon the limitless resources of the Spirit in the hour of his need than +Edward Caspar. + +And now in this great moment of his life, when he was parting from his +dearest, he summoned to his aid all the powers that, massed unseen in +the silence, await our call. + +There was a wonderful dignity and restraint about him. + +Ern, the most intuitive of lads, felt it and drew from his father's +strength. + +Simply and beautifully father and son kissed. + +A moment the eyes of each rested in the other's. + +Then it was over. + + +No one of us is entirely inhuman. + +Something of the spirit of the scene enacted in the study had conveyed +itself even to Alf awaiting in the road outside, Ern's bag at his feet. + +He was blinking when his brother, blowing his nose, joined him. + +Ern glanced at the green rampart of the Downs rising like a wall at the +end of the road, and huge Shadow Coombe where the lambs were folded in +March and where once he had passed a night in the shepherd's hut. + +Ern waved to them and Beech-hangar beyond. + +"Good-bye, old Downs!" he called. "You and me been good old pals!" + +Then they set off for the bus at Billing's Corner, neither speaking, +neither wishing to, Alf carrying his brother's bag. Both youths were +slight and colt-like, yet with loose unshackled limbs; Ern rather +smart, Alf distinctly shabby. + +The Rector, tall and titupping, emerged from his gate as they passed, +but refrained from seeing them. He did not approve of the two Caspar +boys--in the main because they were the sons of their father. + +Canon Willcocks aped--successfully enough--the walk and deportment of a +thoroughbred weed. His face--which was aquiline--inspired his pose, +which was aristocratic and satirical. His solitary hero was Louis +Napoleon, whom he had worshipped from childhood. And he bore himself +habitually as one who is too fine for the coarse world in which he +dwells perforce. The two brothers nudged each other as he stalked by. +Then they climbed to the box-seat of the old bus and established +themselves beside the driver. + +"Where away then?" he asked, seeing the bag. + +"Off to see the world, Mr. Huggett," answered Ern, already cheering up. +"Goin for the week-end to the North Pole, me and Alf!" + +The bus jolted down the street, past the long-backed church with its +mighty tower looking down upon the Moot as it had done for five +centuries, and stopped opposite the _Star_. Ern for the last time +touched the old coaching bell with the driver's whip. As it clanged +sonorously, a window in the Manor-house opened. + +Ern looked up to see Mrs. Trupp and her daughter, a fair flapper now, +waving at him with eyes that smiled and shone. + +"Good-bye!" they called. "Good luck!" + +Saffrons Croft was white with cricketers as they passed. The honest +thump of the ball upon the bat, the recumbent groups under the elms, +even the imperious voice of Mr. Pigott umpiring on Lower Pitch, moved +Ern strangely. + +Alf's presence somehow helped him to be hard. + +At the Central Station the boys got down. + +They paced the platform, waiting for the train. + +Alf babbled at large, his brother paying little heed. + +"Be the making of you!" Alf was saying in his rather patronizing way. +"See the world!--knock about!--come home a full-blown Hammer-man with a +fat pension and a V.C. on your chest and a Colonel's commission! And +we'll all meet you at the stytion with a brass band playing _See the +Conquering Hero Comes!_ and be proud of you. I'd come along meself for +company, only I'm too small." + +Ern roused from his dreams. + +"What will you do then?" he asked, faintly ironical. + +"Me?" cried Alf, starting off on his favourite topic. "I ain't a-goin +to stop in Beachbourne all me life, you lay. When I'm through me +apprentice they may send me to the River Plate. Got a big branch +there. England's used up. There's chances in a new country for a chap +that means to get on." + +Ern installed himself in a smoking carriage. + +"O, reservoir," said Alf, facetious to the end. + +"See ye again some day," answered Ern, puffing away and exhibiting a +man-of-the-world-like stoicism he did not feel. + +He took off his Trilby hat, unbuttoned the overcoat with the velvet +collar, and opened his orange-coloured _Answers_. + +The train moved on. The brothers waved. Alf stood on the platform, a +mean little figure with a dishonest smile; his clothes rather shabby, +his trousers too short and creased behind the knees. + +Then he turned to the bookstall and asked if _Motor Mems_, the paper on +the new industry, had arrived yet. + + +Ern leaned back in his corner; and his eyes sought, between hoardings +and roofs of crowded railway-shops, the familiar outline of the Downs +which would accompany him to Lewes--and far beyond. + + + + +BOOK III + +THE SOLDIER + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +ERNIE GOES EAST + +The Army did for Ernie neither what Mr. Trupp hoped nor what Mr. Pigott +feared. + +Ernie was in truth very much the modern man, and had absorbed +unconsciously the spirit of industrial democracy. He was open-minded, +intelligent and sincere. The false idealism that is at the back of all +Militarism, the bully-cum-bluff principle that has been the creed of +the barrack-square at all times all over the world, from Sparta to +Potsdam, made no appeal to him. In the British Army, it is true, there +was even at that date little of the spirit of orthodox Militarism, but +the shadow of the Continental System and the heritage of a false +tradition still hung over it. + +He found himself plucked out of the world of to-day with its quick flow +of ideas, its give and take, its elasticity, its vivid unconscious +spirituality, and plunged back into the darkness of medievalism: forced +labour, forced worship, forced obsequiousness, a feudal lord against +whom there was no appeal, with corrupt retainers who squeezed the serf +without mercy. + +When his first drill-instructor in a moment of patronizing confidence +informed the squad of which Ernie was a member that "It's swank as +makes the soldier," others were amused; but Ernie, who giggled +dutifully with the rest, thought how silly and how disgusting. + +Ernie always remembered that drill-sergeant's illuminating remark, and +placed it alongside that of a veteran Colonel, dating from Crimean +days, who said in Ernie's hearing with the offensive truculence that a +certain type of officer still thinks he owes it to himself and to his +position to cultivate, + +"That man's no good to me." He was speaking of a Company +Sergeant-Major who had the manners of a gentleman. "Take him away and +shoot him. I want a man who'll chuck his chest, and beat his leg, and +own the barrack square." + +Ernie saw very soon that the Army system was based on the old two-class +conception with an insuperable barrier between the two classes, and the +underclass deprived of the right to appeal, the right to combine, the +right to strike. And he saw equally clearly, and with far more +surprise, that in spite of its obvious limitations, and openness to +brutality and abuse, the system worked astonishingly well, given good +officers--and his own were unusually good upon the whole. + +Ernie did not know that the barrack was in fact the heir of the old +monastic habit and tradition with its herding together of males, its +little caste of priests who alone possessed the direct access to God +denied to common men, its sacrosanct dogmas, its insuperable +prejudices, its life of unquestioning obedience to authority with the +consequent thwarting of intellectual and spiritual development that is +the outcome of free communion between man and man; and on the other +hand its genuine religious fervour, its abnegation, its devotion to +duty, and disinterested service of the Commonwealth. + + +Ern, it is true, who realized some of these things and was dimly +conscious of others, was different from most of his mates and superior +to them: rather more intelligent and much more refined. The bulk of +them were the conscripts of Necessity; some, like himself, had made +mistakes; a few, nearly always themselves the sons of old soldiers, +were genuine volunteers. + +And yet Ern was by no means unhappy. If he was something of a critic, +he was not in the least a rebel. At first the pressure of discipline +served to brace the boy, as Mr. Trupp had anticipated. Moreover, if he +vaguely apprehended what was vicious in the military system, there was +much he could not fail to enjoy, because he was young, virile and +healthy; and not a little he could honestly admire. He loved the +drill: the rhythmical marching _en masse_, the movements of great +bodies of men swinging this way and that like one, actuated by a single +purpose, directed by a single mind, worshipping a single God enthroned +at the saluting-point, satisfied his religious spirit, exalted and +transfigured him as did nothing he was to know in later days. The +outdoor existence, the hard athleticism, the good fellowship, and above +all the communal life, appealed to all that was best in him. Indeed in +this organization, abused by advanced thinkers in Press and Parliament +alike, he was to find a fullness of corporate life, an absorption of +the individual in the mass, a bee-like enthusiasm for the hive, such as +he was never to discover outside the Army in after years. + +Moreover there was a goal held before his eyes, as it is held before +the eyes of all young English soldiers. + +That goal was India. + +The Shiny was the Private Soldier's Paradise, the old hands would tell +the young in the canteens at night. + +"Things are different there, my boy. In the Shiny a swoddy's a +gentleman. Punkah-wallahs to pull the cords in the hot weather, a +tiger curled at your feet to keep the snakes at bay, bearer to clean +your boots, shooting parties, bubbly by the barrel, I don't know what +all." + +Because of this jewel that was for ever dangled before his eyes, Ernie +bore a good deal without complaining. + +A youth who had enlisted with him, and for much the same reason, +induced his people to buy him out after six months. + +Ernie made no such attempt. + +"I'm going through with it now," he said. "Want to see a bit before +I'm done and take em home a tale or two." + +After a spell of service in Ireland, at the close of the South African +War, when Ernie was turned twenty, the expected call came. + +A draft was going out to join the First Battalion of the Hammer-men at +Jubbulpore, and Ernie went with it. + +The cheering transport dropped down the Thames one misty November +afternoon, passing hay-laden barges, timber ships from the Baltic, and +rusty tramps from all over the world. + +The smell of the sea, so familiar and so good, thrilled Ernie's +susceptible heart. It spoke to him of home, of the unforgotten things +of childhood, of his passing youth, of much that was intimate and dear. +He spent most of that first evening on deck, long after dark, in spite +of the drizzle, watching the coast lights. + +Once they passed quite close to a light-ship, swinging desolately on +the tide. + +"What's that?" he asked a sailor. + +"Sovereign Light," the man told him. + +Ernie leapt to the name familiar to him from childhood. + +How often had he not climbed the hill behind his home of winter +evenings, and waited in the chalk-pit above the larch spinney for that +far-off spark to leap out of the darkness and warm his expectant heart. + +He swung about and stared keenly through the gloom at a light winking +at them from the land. + +"Then that's the light-house under Beau-nez!" he said, pointing. + +"That's it," the man answered. "And Beachbourne underneath. All them +lights strung out like a necklace along the coast,--Bexhill, Hastings, +Beachbourne. It's growing into a great place. D'you know it?" + +Ernie's heart and eyes were full. + +"My home's there," he said. "And my old dad." + +He stayed on deck peering through the darkness, till the last light had +disappeared and they had swung round Beau-nez into the Channel and he +could see the Seven Sisters, the gap that marks the mouth of the +Ruther, and the cliffs between Newhaven and Rotting-dean. Then he went +below and turned in. + +Thereafter, his home behind him, he began to taste the new life, the +life of adventure. + +He felt the surge of the Atlantic, saw whales spouting in the Bay, +marked off the coast of Portugal a lateen sail which first whispered of +the East; gazed up at the Rock of Gibraltar, noted there caparisoned +Barbs, their head-stalls studded with turquoises to keep the Evil One +away, welcomed the Mediterranean sun, and gazed at the snow-capped +hills of Crete. + +In Port Said he landed and saw his first mosque. He examined it with +interest. + +_Very bleak-like_, he wrote home to Mr. Pigott. _More like a chapel +than a church. And more like the Quaker Meeting-house in the Moot than +either. No stained glass or crucifixes or nothing. I was more at home +there than the Catholics_. + +In the Canal he marked the black hair-tents of the travelling Bedouins, +and saw a British Camel Corps trekking slowly across the desert against +the hills beyond. He sweated in the Red Sea and gazed with awe at the +sultry rocks of Aden, and followed with delight the flying-fish +skimming across the Indian Ocean. + +Then one dawn the engines stopped; the ship lay at rest; and in his +nostrils, blown from the land, there was the smell of incense. + +"Makes you think of the Queen of Sheba," said Ernie. "Spices and Tyre +and Sidon and all the rest," and he closed his eyes and saw Mr. Pigott +standing with the pointer before the black-board, addressing his class. + +"Not alf," said his unimaginative friend. "Give me the Pevensey Road o +Sadaday nights. Fried fish and chips." + +They went on deck to find themselves lying in the lovely +island-sprinkled harbour of Bombay; boats with curved bamboo yards and +brown-skinned crews of pirates under the ship's side; and Parsee +money-lenders in shining hats on deck offering to change the money of +those who had any. + +Ernie looked across to the land, lifting blue in the wondrous dawn--the +land that was to be his home for the next six years. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +THE REGIMENT + +Ernie joined his Battalion in the Central Provinces. The Forest +Rangers, as famous in the South Country as the Black Watch in the +Highlands, and of far longer pedigree, was first raised from the +iron-ore workers by the Hammer Ponds on the Forest Ridge in the heart +of the then Black Country of England to meet the imminent onslaught of +the Spanish Armada. In those days the Hammer-men, as they were called +familiarly from the start, watched the coast from the mouth of the Adur +to Rye and Winchelsea; and in the succeeding centuries they left their +bloody mark upon the pages of history, the memories of their +fellow-countrymen, and the bodies of the King's enemies. + +The most ancient of English regiments, it carries on its colours more +honours than any but the 60th. For more than three tumultuous +centuries it has been distinguished even in that British Infantry which +has never yet encountered in war its match or its master. The splendid +foot-soldiers of Spain broke in Flanders before its thundering +hammer-strokes; in Flanders and elsewhere in later times the legions of +Imperial France surged in vain against its bayonets; and in our own day +the Prussian Guard, as insolent and vain-glorious as the veterans of +Napoleon, has recoiled before the invincible stubbornness of the +peasants of Sussex. + +The officers were drawn almost exclusively from two or three of the +oldest public-schools. Ernie found they were keen soldiers, and +efficient, immensely proud of their regiment, athletic, and +better-mannered than most. But as a whole they were singularly stupid +men, deliberately blind to the wonders of the country in which they +lived, proud of their blindness, and cultivating their insularity. +There was one shining exception. + +When the new draft paraded for inspection, a scarecrow Major wearing +the South African ribands walked slowly up and down the ranks with a +word for each man. He was very tall, and so lean as to be almost +spectral. His voice was charming and leisured, reminding Ernie of his +father. He was friendly too, almost genial. It was obvious that he +based his authority on his own spiritual qualities and not on the +accident of his position. There was no rattling of the sabre, no +fire-eating, no attempt to put the fear of God into the hearts of the +recruits. + +When he came to Ernie, he asked, + +"What name?" + +"Caspar, Sir." + +The Major looked at the lad from beneath his sun-helmet with sudden +curiosity. + +"Are you ..." he began, and pulled himself up short. "I hope you'll be +happy as a Hammer-man," he said, and passed on. + +Later he addressed the draft in a gentle little speech of the kind that +annoyed his brother-officers almost past bearing. + +"You have all heard of Death and Glory," he began. "Well, in this +country there's a certain amount of Death going about, if you care to +look out for it, but very little Glory. You have also heard no doubt +from your mothers and the missionaries that the black man is your +brother. It may be so. But in this country there are no black men and +therefore no brothers. There are brown men who are your remote +cousins; and they aren't bad fellows if you keep them in their place, +and remember your own. On Sundays there is church for those who like +it; and the same for those who don't. For the rest, whether you are +happy or the reverse depends in the main upon your health, and your +health depends in the main on yourselves. Be careful what you drink, +and don't suck every stick of sugar-cane a native offers you. Remember +you are Hammer-men and not monkeys. Most of you are men of Sussex, as +are most of your officers; and we all know that the Sussex man wunt be +druv. But discipline is discipline and must be maintained. We don't +hammer each other more than we can help, nor do we hammer the natives +more than is good for them. We exist to hammer the King's enemies. +And now I wish you all well and hope you'll find the Regiment a real +home." + +Major Lewknor's long spidery legs carried him back to the bungalow +where his wife awaited him. + +She was a little woman, clearly Semitic, fine as she was strong, with +eyes like jewels and the nose of an Arab. + +"My dear," said the Major, "in your young days did you ever hear of one +Hans Caspar?" + +"My Jock, did I ever hear of one Napoleon Buonaparte?" mocked his mate. +"What about him?" + +"I was at Trinity with his son," replied the Colonel. + +"We used to call him Hathri. A charming fellow, and a brilliant +scholar, but----" + +"What about him?" said Mrs. Lewknor, who seemed suddenly on the +defensive. + +"His son has just joined us," answered the Major. "In the ranks." + +The lady handled the sugar-tongs thoughtfully. Her memory travelled +back more than twenty years to a great ball in Grosvenor Square, and +the timid son of the house, a gawky, awkward fellow with a reputation +for shyness and brilliance. He could not dance, but under the palms in +the conservatory, tête-à-tête, he could talk--as Rachel Solomons had +never heard a man talk yet--of things she had never heard talked about: +of a place called Toynbee Hall somewhere in the East End; of a little +parson named Samuel Barnett; of the group of young University +men--Alfred Milner, Arnold Toynbee, Lewis Nettleship--he and his wife +were gathering about them there with the aim of bridging the gulf +between Disraeli's Two Nations; of the hopes of a redeemed England and +a new world that were rising in the hearts of many. That young man saw +visions and had made her see them too. She had cut two dances to +listen to that talk, and when at last an outraged partner had torn her +away and Edward had said in his sensitive stuttering way, his face +shining mysteriously, + +"Shall we ever meet again?" + +She had answered with astonishing emphasis, + +"We must." + +But they never did. Fate swung his scythe; her father died and she had +to abandon her London season. Edward Caspar went abroad to study at +Leipzig. And next winter she met her Hammer-man and launched her boat +on the great waters. + +But she had never forgotten that mysterious half-hour in which the +trembling young man had knocked at her door, entered her sanctuary; and +she, Rachel the reserved, had permitted him to stay. + +At that moment Reality had entered her life--unforgettable and +unforgotten. + + +India from the first tantalized Ernie. It was for him a mysterious and +beautiful book, its pages for ever open inviting him to read, yet +keeping its secret inviolate from him; for he could not read himself +and there was no one to read to him. His officers, capable at their +work, and good fellows enough in the main, Ernie soon discovered to be +illiterate to an almost laughable degree. They not only knew nothing +outside the limited military field, but they took a marked professional +pride in their ignorance. + +Ernie, used to his father's large philosophical outlook on any subject, +his scholarly talk, his learning, was amazed at the intellectual apathy +and crustacean self-complacency, sometimes ludicrous, more often naïf, +occasionally offensive, of those set in authority over him. + +Major Lewknor was the solitary exception. He was the one University +man in the Regiment, and, whether as the result of a more catholic +education or a more original temperament, he always stood slightly +apart from his brother-officers. When he was a young man they had +mocked at him quietly; now that he was a field officer they stood +somewhat in awe of his ironical spirit. Some of his more dubious +sayings were handed on religiously from last-joined subaltern to +last-joined subaltern. The worst of them--his famous--_Patriotism is +the last refuge of every scoundrel_--was happily attributed by the Army +at large to a chap called Johnston who, thank God! was not a Hammer-man +at all, but a Gunner or a Sapper or something like that. A Sapper +probably. It was just the sort of thing you would expect a Sapper to +say: for Sappers wore flannel shirts and never washed. + +But if the Major was undoubtedly critical of what was obsolete and +theatrical in the Service that he loved, few possessed a deeper +reverence or more intimate understanding of the much that was noble in +it. + +"After the really grand ritual of a big ceremonial parade," he would +say, "when you actually do transcend yourself and become one with the +Larger Life, for grown men in an age like ours, to be herded at the +point of the bayonet into a tin-pot temple to hear a gramophone in a +surplice droning out an unintelligible rigmarole every Sunday in the +name of religion--why it is not only redundant, it's a blasphemous +farce that every decent man _must_ kick against." + +In spite of his caustic humour the Major's passion for the Regiment, to +which he had given his life, steadfastly refusing all those +staff-appointments for which he was so admirably fitted, was genuine as +it was profound. Because of it, his much-tried brother officers, who +loved him deeply if they feared him not a little, forgave him all. And +if he was sadly unorthodox in many respects, as for instance that he +was not a hard and fast Conservative, he was jealously orthodox in +others as in that contempt for politicians which is almost an obsession +amongst the men of his profession, perhaps because to them it falls to +pay the price of the mistakes of their masters at Westminster. + +The Major and his wife were in brief distinguished from their kind by +the fact that they were mentally alive, sympathetic, keen, and +knowledgeable. They had passed most of their lives in the East, and +were of the few of their fellow-countrymen who had made the most of the +opportunities vouchsafed to them. Indeed it was said in the Regiment +that what the pair didn't know about India was not worth knowing. + +Once at a halt on a route-march Ernie saw the Major, standing gaunt and +helmeted in the shade of a banyan tree, take a pace out into the road. + +A native, carrying two sealed pitchers slung from the ends of a bamboo, +was padding down the road in the dust between the ranks of the soldiers +who had fallen out. + +The Major spoke to him, then turned to Ernie who was standing by. + +"See that man, Caspar," he said quietly. "He's a pilgrim. He's +tramped all the way from Hardwar, the source of the Ganges, to get holy +water--seven hundred miles. What about that for faith?" + +"Fine, sir," said Ernie, with quiet enthusiasm. + +"In the days of Chaucer we used to do the same kind of thing in +England," continued the Major. "Ever read the 'Canterbury Tales'?" + +"Dad's read em to me, sir--in bits like." + +The Major moved away. + +Close by a group of officers, whose faces clearly showed how profoundly +they disapproved of this conversation, were sprawling in the shade. +_That was the way to lose caste with the men_. Amongst them was a +last-joined lad, chubby still; the other was Mr. Royal of Ernie's +company. + +"What did the Major say he was?" asked the Boy keenly. + +"I don't know what the Major said he was," answered Mr. Royal coolly. +"And between ourselves I don't greatly care. _I_ know what he was. +And if you'll ask me prettily I might impart my information." + +"What was he?" asked the Boy. + +"He was a coolie," said Mr. Royal. "India's full of them. In fact +they're the dominant class." + +"I thought he looked something a bit out of the ordinary," said the +snubbed Boy. + +"Did you?" retorted Mr. Royal. "I thought myself he looked as if he +wanted kicking. And as I've got five years' service to your three +months it may be presumed that I'm right." + + + + +CHAPTER XX + +ERNIE IN INDIA + +The Regiment was wonderfully well run for the men on its social side, +for the Colonel was a bachelor, and much was trusted to Mrs. Lewknor. + +She was at Ernie's bedside the day after he had his first attack of +fever. + +The little lady, so delicate, yet so strong, stood above the lad whose +mother she might have been with a curious thrill. + +He was so like his father, yet so unlike; and he was not only sick of +fever, but dreadfully homesick too. + +Mrs. Lewknor knew all about that, and the cure for it. + +"Tell me about your people, Caspar," she said, after the ice had been +broken. + +The lad unloosed the flood-gates with immense relief. + +He talked of Beachbourne, of Rectory Walk with the virginia-creeper on +the wall and the fig-tree at the back; of his mother, of Mr. Pigott, +even of Alf, and all the time of dad and the Downs. + +On rising to go, Mrs. Lewknor said that when she came next day she +would read to him. + +"What shall I read?" she asked. + +"Would you read me Matthew Arnold's _Scholar-Gypsy_?" said the boy. + +Mrs. Lewknor looked down at the lad with brilliant eyes. + +"Is that your father's favourite?" she asked. + +"One of them, 'm. Wordsworth's the one." + +There was only one man in the Regiment who possessed a Matthew Arnold, +but that man happily was Mrs. Lewknor's husband. + +Next day, as the little lady read the familiar lines, Ernie lay with +eyes shut, the tears pouring down his face. + +"Takes me right back," he said at last as she finished. "I'm not here +at all. I'm laying just above the Rabbit-walk over Beech-hangar, with +the gorse-pods snapping in the sun, and the beech-leaves stirring +beneath me, and old dad with his hat over his eyes and his hands behind +his head reciting." + +That afternoon Mrs. Lewknor told Mr. Royal, who had dropped in to tea, +that she had been reading Matthew Arnold to a man in his company. + +Mr. Royal looked blank. + +He had cold, speedwell blue eyes, that seemed all the brighter for his +curly dark hair, a fine skin, rather pale, and an always growing +reputation for hard efficiency. + +"Matthew Arnold!" he said. "And who might Mr. Matthew Arnold be?" + +He said it a thought aggressively. It was clear that not only had he +never heard of Matthew Arnold, but that he would have considered it bad +form to have done so. + +"I believe he was a poet who seldom went to church," said the Major in +the chi-chi voice which he could imitate to the life. + +"Indeed," said Mr. Royal. "A poet!--Ah, I'm too busy for that sort of +thing myself." He said it with a crushing air of finality. + +When he had gone, Mrs. Lewknor looked at her husband with deprecatory +eyes. + +"My Jock," she said with a little sigh, "tell me!--Is it the +system?--is it the man?--What is it?" + +The Major sat upright on a little hard chair. + +His eyes twinkled maliciously in his somewhat bony head. He looked +like a gaunt satyr. + +"My dear," he said, "in the British Army you must do as the British +Army does. And there is one thing which the British Army _Will Not_ +tolerate, and that is--a cultivated mind." + +"I don't think that's peculiar to the Army," replied Mrs. Lewknor. +"The attitude's characteristic of our race." + +Mr. Royal was not in fact popular among his brother officers. His +superiors complained that his manner was slightly insolent, his juniors +that it was so damn superior. The men liked him for his efficiency, +and some women admired him--too much it was whispered. + +Mrs. Lewknor followed Ernie's military career with quiet interest. Not +that there was very much to follow: for Ernie, apart from the +cricket-field, had no career. + +He did not seek promotion, and was not in fact offered it. As Mr. +Royal very truly said,--"He can't come it enough to make an N.C.O." +The habit of authority indeed sat ill on his shoulders; but he was +liked by officers and men; and his cricket gave him a place in the +regimental team. + +But there was little in Army life to do for Ernie the one thing +essential self demands--encourage growth; and not a little to repress +it. + +When the first newness had worn off, Ernie was spiritually unsatisfied +and solitary. + +The grosser vices of the men never appealed to him, and the men +themselves were not his sort. To get away from them he sometimes +wandered far a-field, poking and prying into the temples of the various +sects, and not seldom found himself in the crowded streets of the +native city, a lonely khaki figure in a sun-helmet, regarding the +many-coloured crowd, and asking himself, in the philosophical way he +inherited from his father, + +"What's the meaning of it all?" + +It was on one of these rambles that the solitary incident of his career +in India occurred to him. + +He was standing at the foot of the hill in the native city of Lahore, +watching the traffic in the narrow streets, when he saw a mem-sahib +driving a tum-tum slowly through the heavy ox-traffic. + +The syce for some reason had descended, and the lady was alone. + +Just then a huge elephant with painted sides came swinging down the +steep street, at the head of a religious procession, singing and +clashing cymbals. + +The lady's pony, a dun country-bred, took fright and bolted. + +Ernie saw her face, quite calm beneath her solar topee, as she rushed +past him, pulling at the run-away. It was Mrs. Lewknor. + +A few yards down the street the wheels of the tum-tum cannoned into a +sack borne by a small donkey. The donkey, already tottering beneath +his load, collapsed and lay in the dust unable to rise. + +The driver of the donkey, an unsavoury giant, pock-marked, abused the +mem-sahib. A crowd gathered. The religious procession was held up, +the elephant swinging his trunk discontentedly and spouting showers of +dust over his flanks. + +Ernie didn't like the look of things, for it was common talk in the +lines that the native city was mutinous. + +He came up quickly. The presence of the man in khaki steadied the +crowd and stopped the chatter. + +"Best get out of this, 'm," he suggested. "They look a bit funny." + +He took the pony's head and turned him. + +"You get up alongside me then," said Mrs. Lewknor. + +He obeyed. + +The crowd made way. The pock-marked man began again to beat his +donkey. The procession resumed its march. + +"One up for the Hammer-men!" the little lady laughed, as they emerged +from the gate of the native city. + +"Yes, 'm," said Ernie. "Only one thing. The native city's out of +bounds for me." + +Mrs. Lewknor smiled. + +"I'm not one of the Military Police," she said.... + + +That evening she put to her husband a question that had often puzzled +her. + +"Why doesn't Caspar get on?" she asked. "He's got twice the +intelligence of men who go over his head." + +"My dear," replied the Major with the sententiousness that grew on him +with the greying years, "intelligence is the last thing we want in the +ranks of the Army. Intelligence always leads to indiscipline. The +Army wants in the lower ranks only one thing--what is called +'character.' And by character it means the quality of the bull who +rammed his head against a brick-wall till he was unconscious and went +at it again when he came round saying--_My head is bloody but unbowed_." + + +During Ernie's years of service the Battalion moved slowly North, +exchanging the plains of the Central Provinces for the frosty nights +and red sand-hills of the Punjauh. + +Major Lewknor became Colonel; and Mr. Royal adjutant. + +Ern and the new Colonel were curiously sympathetic; Ern and the +adjutant the reverse. + +It may be that the Colonel, unusual himself, and lonely because of it, +recognized a kindred spirit in the man; it may be that he never forgot +that Ern was the son of his old contemporary Hathri Caspar of Trinity; +or perhaps Mrs. Lewknor played an unconscious part in the matter. It +is certain that on the one occasion Ern was brought before him in the +Orderly Room for a momentary lapse into his old weakness, the Colonel +merely "admonished" the offender. + +Captain Royal, a ruthless disciplinarian, was aggrieved. + +"He's such a rotten slack soldier, sir," he complained, after the +culprit, congratulating himself upon his escape, had disappeared. + +"Isn't he?" said the Colonel, enjoying to the full the irritation of +his subordinate. "That man'd be no earthly good except on service." + +Even at the wicket indeed Ernie was only at his best when he had to +try. A first-rate natural bat, he would have been left out of the +regimental team for slackness but that, as the Sergeant-Major said, + +"Caspar's always there when you want him most." + +In fact, Ernie ended his career in the Army with something of a +flourish. + +The Regiment was playing the Rifle Brigade at Rawlpindi in the last +round for the Holkar Cup. Half-way through the second day, when the +Hammer-men were batting, a rot set in. There were still two hours to +play when the last man went in. + +"Who is it?" asked Mrs. Lewknor, keen as a knife. + +"Your friend, Caspar, Mrs. Lewknor," answered the senior subaltern, one +Conky Joe, with the beak of a penguin, the eyes of an angel, and the +heart of a laughter-loving boy. "They're sending him in last for his +sins in the field--which were many and grievous." + +"He won't live long against their fast bowler," commented the Boy +gloomily. "I know Caspar." + +"I never like to differ from my superiors," said the Colonel. "But I'm +not so sure." + +"Nor am I," said Mrs. Lewknor defiantly. + +The Colonel and his wife proved right. Ernie batted with astonishing +confidence from the first. At the end of twenty minutes it was +anybody's game. Royal, well into his second century, was flogging the +ball all over the ground. And Ernie's clear voice--"Yes, sir! No, +sir! Stay where you are!" gave new heart to the watching Hammer-men. + +In the end the two men played out time with consummate ease, and were +carried together off the ground. + +"It was like bowling at two rocks," said one of the defeated side. + +"Spiteful rocks too!" replied the other. "Stood up and slashed at you!" + +The Colonel went up and shook hands with the victorious batsmen, and +Mrs. Lewknor waved her parasol. + +"Well done, Caspar!" she cried. "Stuck it out!" + +A few days later, his time being up, Ernie was detailed for a draft for +home. + +The Colonel, on signing his papers, said that he was sorry to be +parting, and meant it. + +"Charming fellow!" he said to the Adjutant, when Ern had left the room. + +"Yes," answered Captain Royal in his lofty way. "Too charming. He'll +never be any good to himself or us either." + +"I'm not so sure," replied the Colonel. "He's the sort that never does +well except when he's got to." + +That evening Ern went up to the Colonel's bungalow to say good-bye to +Mrs. Lewknor. + +"Where are you going?" asked the little lady. + +"Back home, 'm," Ernie answered. "Old Town, Beachbourne. There's no +place in the world to touch it." + +Mrs. Lewknor smiled at his enthusiasm. + +"I know it," she said. "The Colonel comes from those +parts--Hailsham-way. Perhaps we shall follow you when we retire." + +"Beachbourne!" mused the Colonel, after Ernie had departed. "Famous +for two things: Mr. Trupp, the surgeon, who by a brilliant operation +saved the other day the life of the man the world could have done best +without, and the Hohenzollern Hotel." + +"What's the Hohenzollern Hotel?" asked Mrs. Lewknor. + +"My dear," said the Colonel, "Captain Royal will enlighten you in his +more intimate moments." + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + +THE RETURN OF THE SOLDIER + +That first return to England after his long absence in the East always +remained one of the land-marks in Ernie's life. It was a revelation to +him, never completely to pass away. + +The time was late April; the weather perfect. The song of mating birds +rose from dew-drenched brake and bush on every hand; the spring lay +like a dream of gossamer on the hedges and woodlands; the lambs and +quiet cattle filled him with an immense content. His heart rose up in +joy and thankfulness and humble love. + +And his mates, it was clear to him, were experiencing the same +transfiguring emotion. He was sure of it from the silence that grew on +them as they travelled through the radiant country-side from the port +at which they had landed, their noses glued to the windows of the +troop-train. Gradually the vision possessed their souls like lovely +music. The rowdiness, the silly songs, the bad jokes faded away. An +awe stole over them as of men admitted into the Sanctuary and beholding +there for the first time the beauty of the Holy One unveiled before +them. + +Now and then a quiet voice spoke out of the silence. + +"Blime! There's a rabbit!" + +"There's an English serving-maid!" + +"Ain't it all solid-like?" + +That solidity was one of Ernie's abiding impressions too--the massive +character of this Western Civilization to which he was returning. And +it stood, he was convinced, for something real: for it was based on a +foundation that only the blind and gross could call materialism. + +The big-boned porters trundling tinkling milk-cans along the platforms +at a wayside station, the English faces, the square brick buildings, +the substantial coin, confirmed the thought. + +"Solid!" he echoed in his father's vein. "That's the word. Give me +the West. Back there it's all a little bit o gilded gimcrack." + +Once the train stopped in an embankment lined with primroses and +crowned with woods, a sweet undercurrent of song streaming quietly up +to heaven, like the murmur of innumerable fairy-bees. + +Ernie removed his cap; and the unuttered words in his heart, as in +those of his companions, were, "Let us pray!" + + +A few weeks later he stood on the platform of Victoria, discharged. + +Deliberately he chose, to take him home, a train that stopped and +browsed at all the stations with the familiar English names as it made +its fussy way across the Weald through the very heart of Saxondom. + +He sat in the corner, the window wide, the breeze upon his face, +without a paper, reading instead the countryside as a man reads in age +a poem beloved in his youth. + +One by one he picked up the old land-marks--the spire of Cowfold +Monastery, slender against the West, Ditchling Beacon, Black Cap, and +the Devil's Dyke. + +At Ardingly, where the train had stopped, it seemed, for lunch, he got +out. + +The Downs were drawing closer now, the blue rampart of them seeming to +gather all this beauty as in a giant basin. + +In the woods hard by a woodpecker was tapping. He saw a cock pheasant +streaming in glorious flight over a broad-backed hedge. And across the +hollow of the Weald cuckoos everywhere were calling, and flying as they +called. He closed his eyes and listened. The Weald seemed to him an +immense bowl of nectar, brimming and beaded. He was floating in it; +and the tiny bubbles all about him were popping off with a soft +delicious sound--_Cuck-oo! Cuck-oo!_ + +Then he came to earth to see the train bundling out of the station with +a callous grin. + +It was significant of Ernie's weakness and his strength that he didn't +mind. Indeed he was glad. + +He left the station and plunged like a swimmer into the sea of sound +and colour, opening his chest and breathing it in. The wealth of green +amazed him. It filled and fulfilled his heart. He caught it up in +both hands, as it were, and poured it over his thirsting flesh. +Abundant, yet light as froth, it overflowed all things, hedges, woods +and pastures; splashing with brightest emerald the walls and roofs of +the cottages, russet-timbered and Sussex-tiled. + +Here and there in an old garden, set in the green, was a laburnum like +a fountain of gold, a splash of lilac in lovely mourning against the +yews, a chestnut lighted with a myriad spray of bloom. The pink May +had succeeded the white; and clematis garlanded the hedges. There was +a wonderful stillness everywhere, and the atmosphere was bright and +hard. After a dry month the grass was very forward. The oak-trees +stood up to their knees in hay that was yellow with buttercups, the +wind rustling through it like a tide. The foliage of the oaks was +still faintly bronzed. Steadfast, old, and very grim in all this +faerie, they bore themselves as lords of the Forest by right of +conquest and long inheritance. Ernie nodded greeting at them. Their +uncompromising air amused him. They were not his tree: for he was a +hill-man; and the oaks belonged to the Weald, which in its turn clearly +belonged to them. He did not love them; but he admired and respected +them for their sturdy independence of character, if he laughed a little +at their English self-righteousness and dogmatic air. They were of +England too in their determination not to show emotion: for they +appeared not to be moving; yet he could see a wind was flowing through +them, while in the shadow of them mares-in-foal were flicking their +tails. + +Ernie recognized with joy that he was returning to the country he had +left. + +The gang of men he came on at the end of a lane, asphalting a +main-road, the rare car dashing along with a swirling tail of dust +between green hedges, disturbed but little his peace of mind. + +He was home again--in Old England--the heart of whose heart was Sussex. + +In the train again he sank back in a kind of pleasant trance. Two +country-men in his carriage were talking in the old ca-a-ing +speech--_So cardingly I saays to herrr_.... Their undulating voices +rocked him to sleep. He woke to find himself in Lewes, and his eyes +resting on the massif of Mount Caburn. + +The train wandered eastwards under the Downs, past Furrel Beacon, +athwart the opening of the Ruther Valley. The Long Man of Wilmington +stared bleakly at him from the flanks of hills that seemed sometimes +scarred and old and worn, at others rich with the mystery of youth. + +The train ran through Polefax, where the line to Romney Marsh turns +off. Then with a belated effort at sprightliness it hurried through +the sprawling outposts of Beachbourne. + +The town had grown greatly, overspreading the foothills towards Ratton +and the woods of the Decoy and skirmishing across the marshes beyond +the gasworks, which, when he left, had marked the uttermost bounds of +civilization. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + +OLD TOWN + +When Ern got out of the train on to the very platform where Alf, six +years before, had prophesied his return in glory, nothing much happened. + +True, the conditions were not quite as Alf had foretold. Rather the +reverse. Whereas it was a dapper young clerk who had left Beachbourne, +it was a solid working-man who returned to it; one who by his clothes, +boots, hands, hair, and even walk, testified that he was of those who +bear on their shoulders the burden of our industrial civilization. And +that perhaps was why the promised brass-band was conspicuous by its +absence, and there were present no fathers of the city expanding ample +paunches preparatory to delivering an address of welcome to the +returning soldier. Instead there was upon the platform one unkempt +porter, who took his ticket very casually, and when asked by Ern +whether he recognized him, replied with more honesty than tact that he +didn't know but thought not. + +"See, I sees so many," he remarked apologetically. + +"I'm Ernie Caspar," said Ernie, noting with critical military eye that +the other did not seem to have had his hair cut since last they met. +"I was at the Moot School along o you. Aaron Huggett, aren't it?" + +The porter's face betrayed a flicker of sardonic interest. + +"I expagt you'll be Alf Caspar's brother," he said. + +"That's it," Ernie answered, a thought sourly. + +Back in Beachbourne he was not himself; he was just his younger +brother's brother, it seemed. + +Things were not quite as he had expected. Everywhere was a subtle +change of atmosphere. Beside the book-stall now stood a sentry-box +with glass doors. In it a man with something to his ear was talking to +himself. + +Ernie felt somehow disconsolate. + +Outside the station, in Cornfield Road, he paused and took in the scene. + +There was more traffic than of old, and it was swifter. In the country +from which he came the ox was still the principal motive-power upon the +roads: here clearly horses were becoming out of date. + +He asked a policeman when the bus for Old Town ran. + +"There she is," said the man, pointing. "On the bounce!" + +Just across the street, under the particular plane-tree the starlings +haunted of evenings, where in the past old Huggett in his bottle-green +coat would wait indefinitely with his mouldy pair of browns, there +stood a gaudy motor-bus, decked on top. A spruce conductor was pulling +the bell sharply; and a board on which were printed the starting-times +hung from a neighbouring lamp. It was all very precise, powerful, and +efficient. Ernie was not sure whether he liked it or not. + +But he had little time to think. This mechanical monster was not the +old gentlemanly horse-bus with its easy tolerance. It gave no law and +knew no mercy. It was swift and terrible; and its heart was of the +same stuff as its engines. + +He crossed the road and leapt on to the great lurching thing. + +Carelessly it bore him along the Old Road to Lewes and then swung away +under the Chestnuts into Water Lane. + +Here at least nothing had changed but the vehicle that carried him. On +his left was Saffrons Croft, just as of old, with its group of splendid +elms and the Downs seen through the screen of them; in front on the +hill, above the roofs of Old Town, the church-tower with its squat +spire, bluff against a background of green. + +Two ladies were walking down the hill, a middle-aged and gracious +mother, escorted by a tall daughter. + +Ernie's neighbour nudged him confidentially. + +"Mrs. Trupp," he said. + +Ernie leaned over. Except for the silver in her hair, his god-mother +had altered little; but he would hardly have recognized in the stately +young woman who walked at her side the flapper who had waved him +good-bye from the nursery-window years before. + +His neighbour was conveying to him information about the great surgeon. + +"He's our greatest man by far. Mr. Trupp _of Beachbourne_. They come +from all parts to him. He saved the Tsar of Dobrudja--when all the +rest had taken to their prayers." + +"Ah," said Ernie, "I think I ave eard of im." + +The bus, for all its rushing manners of a parvenu, stopped opposite the +_Star_; but the old beam across the road was gone. + +Ernie felt himself aggrieved, and complained to the conductor as he got +down. + +"Well, you didn't want your head took off every time, did you?" said +that unsympathetic worthy. + +Ernie strolled up Church Street, living his past over again. Here at +least he found the rich, slow atmosphere he had expected. There was +the long-backed church standing massive and noble as of old on its +eminence above the Moot; beneath it in the hollow the brown roof of the +Quaker Meeting-house; and on his left the little ironmonger's shop +outside which Alf had seen Mrs. Pigott and her dog Sharkie on the fatal +day they sacked the walnut-tree. + +At Billing's Corner he was reassured to find the high flint-wall that +ran at the back of Rectory Walk making its old sharp corner and the +fig-tree peeping over it. The Rectory, too, still stood in pharisaic +aloofness amid gloomy evergreens. And out of it was coming the Rector, +walking mincingly just as of yore. + +That finikin old man had not changed much at all events, and yet ... +and yet ... as he came closer, Ernie was aware of some subtle spiritual +difference here too. At first he thought the Rector had grown. Then +he recognized that the change was in the top-hat and those tall +attenuated legs. They were clothed in gaiters now, and gave the wearer +just that air of old-world distinction it was his passion to assume. + +In fact pseudo-Canon Willcocks had in Ernie's absence become +Archdeacon, to his own ineffable satisfaction and that of his lady. +Now he marched down the middle of the road with his hands behind his +back, in the meditative pose he always hoped passers-by would mistake +for prayer. + +Ernie touched his hat; and the Archdeacon with an air of royal +indifference imitated to the life from his hero, the late Emperor of +the French, acknowledged the salute with an "Ah! my friend!" and +titupped delicately upon his way. + +Ernie, grinning, turned the corner and stopped short. + +He had little notion as to what was before him. + +During his absence his mother's letters, it is true, had been very +regular and most curt. It was indeed astonishing how little she had +contrived to tell him. His father, on the other hand, had written +seldom but at length, yet never mentioning home-news; while Alf, of +course, had not written at all. + +Ernie was therefore in the dark as to the welcome awaiting him. + +The Downs at the end of the Walk greeted him; but a row of red-brick +villas on the far side the New Road imposed a barrier between him and +them. True, they nodded at him friendly over the intruding roofs; but +he was shut out from the great Coombe which of old had gathered the +shadows in the evening and echoed in the spring to the melancholy +insistent cry of lambs. + +All around the builder had been busy. + +When he left, the windows of Rectory Walk had looked across over rough +fields to the Golf Links and Beech-hangar beyond. Now detached houses +on the westward side of the road blocked the view. + +His own home at least had changed not at all. The virginia-creeper was +brilliant as ever on its walls; the arabis humming with bees beneath +the study-window. + +As he passed through the gate, his mother, who must have been waiting, +opened to him quietly, and held up a warning finger. + +She was beautiful still, but showing wear, as must a woman of fifty, +who has never spared herself. Her hair was now snow-white; her +complexion, as seen in the passage, fine as ever; her eyes the same +startling blue under fierce brows, but the lines about them had an +added kindness. + +She led past the study-door into the kitchen, walking a little stiffly, +her bones more apparent than of old. + +Ern followed her with a smile, his hand scraping the familiar varnished +paper, his eye catching that of the converted drain-pipe. + +She was still clearly a woman of one idea--dad. + +Cautiously his mother closed the door of the kitchen behind him. Then +she turned and put her hands upon his shoulders. + +There was something yearning in her gesture as of a puzzled child +asking an explanation. Ern's quick intuitions told him that since he +had last seen her his mother had lost something and was missing it. +This he noticed and her hands--how worn they were. Fondly he kissed +them, realizing a little wistfully that his mother now was an old woman. + +She smiled at him. + +"Let me see you," she said, and her eyes dwelt upon his face. For the +first time in his life he felt that his mother was depending on him, +and was moved accordingly. + +"You're changed," she said at last. "You're a man now. But your eyes +are the same." + +"How's dad?" he asked. + +She withdrew from his arms and turned away. + +"He's an old man now, Ernie," she said.... "He's not what he was.... +I don't rightly know what to make of him.... He goes to Meeting now." +She was puzzled and pathetic. + +"Has he turned Quaker?" asked Ernie. + +"He says not." + +Just then quiet music sounded from the study. + +"Is that dad?" asked Ernie, amazed. + +His mother nodded. + +"One of them new-fangled machines. Pianolas, don't they call em? I +give him one for his birthday." + +Ernie listened in awed silence. + +"That's Beethoven," he said. "I'd know it anywhere.... In old days we +used to have to go out for that, me and dad did." + +The music ceased. + +"Now," said his mother, and opened the kitchen-door. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + +THE CHANGED MAN + +Ernie went to the study-door and knocked. + +"Come in," said a voice that surprised him by its firmness. + +He entered. + +His father stood before the fireplace almost as he had left him, save +that he had discarded his dressing-gown for a loose long-tailed +morning-coat of the kind worn by country gentlemen in the eighties. +Physically he had changed very little, spiritually it was clear at the +first glance that he was another man. The dignity which had +distinguished him at the moment of parting had become his permanent +possession. Some shining wind of the spirit blowing through his +stagnant streets had purged him thoroughly. His colour was fresh as a +child's, his eyes steady and hopeful, and there was a note of quiet +exaltation about him, of expectation. + +"Boy-lad," he said in deeper tones than of old, as they shook hands. + +Ernie looked round like one lost. + +The room, too, was as greatly changed as its inmate. But for a bowl of +crimson roses on the book-shelf it might have been called austere. The +Persian rug had gone, the writing-table was bare of the familiar +manuscript. The book-shelves had disappeared to make way for a piano. +The walls were still brown, and from them Lely's Cavalier looked down +with faintly ironical eyes upon his descendants. It was the only +picture on the walls. + +"Where are the books then, dad?" Ernie asked. + +"I sent them down to Fowler's," the other answered. "I've done with +books--all except those." + +He pointed to a single row, perhaps a dozen in all, among which Ernie +recognized the blue backs of the Golden Treasury Series, the old +edition of Wordsworth, homely as the poet himself, and a little +brown-paper bound new Testament. + +Ernie sat down. Now he understood that pathetic look in his mother's +eyes. His father was no longer dependent on her; and she was missing +that dependency as only a woman who has given her life to propping an +invalid can miss it. + +"Have you joined the Friends, dad?" he asked earnestly. + +The old man shook his head. + +"I shall never join another sect. They're nearest the Truth, it seems +to me--a long way nearest. But they aren't there yet. None of us are." + +Ernie considered his father, sitting opposite him as of old, and yet +how changed! In those familiar blue eyes he detected now a dry +twinkle, as of an imp dancing amid autumn leaves. + +Suddenly the imp leapt out and tickled him. + +Ernie flung back in his chair and laughed. + +The old man opposite nodded sympathetically. + +Then the door in the hall opened. + +Somebody had entered the passage, and was stumbling over the bag Ernie +had left there. + +Ernie ceased to laugh; and the imp to twinkle. + +"That's your brother," said the old man almost harshly. + +Ernie made no move. In the passage outside Alf was shifting the +bag--with curses. + +"Does he live here still?" asked Ernie, low. + +"Yes," said his father. "He's got a garage of his own now. He's +getting on." + +"Shall I go and see him?" asked Ernie. + +"There's nothing to see," his father answered in that new dry note of +his. "But you'd better go and see it perhaps," he added. + +Ernie rose reluctantly and went into the passage. Alf's voice came +from the kitchen, dogmatic and domineering. + +"Him or me. That's flat," he was saying. "House won't hold us both." + +Ernie swaggered into the kitchen. + +Alf was standing before the fire, very smart and well-groomed. He wore +a double-breasted waistcoat, festooned by a watch-chain, from which +hung a bronze cross. A little man still, with an immense head, his +shoulders appeared broad in their padded coat; but the creases in his +waistcoat betrayed his hollow chest and defective physique, and his +legs were small and almost shrunken in their last year's Sunday +trousers. + +Ernie advanced on his brother. + +"All right, Alf, old son," he said. "No need to get yer shirt out. +I'm not a-goin to force myself on no one." + +"Al-_fred_, if you please," answered Alf, planted before the fire and +caressing a little waxed moustache, which had come into being during +Ernie's absence. + +"Oh, you are igh," laughed Ernie. + +"I am Al-_fred_ to me own folk and Mr. Caspar to the rest," answered +Alf, dogged and unbending. + +"Come, Alf, shake hands with your brother!" scolded his mother. + +Alf, his eyes still averted, extended a surly hand mechanically from +the shoulder. + +Ern, white and flashing, took the hand. + +"There's for my brother!" he said. "And there's for Alf!" and tossed +it from him. + +Then he went out. + +His bag was still in the hall. He was about to take it up when his +father called him from the study. + +"You're going to stop here?" he asked; and Ernie detected a touch of +the old anxiety in his voice, a suggestion of the old tremulousness in +his face and figure. + +In all the tuzzles between the two brothers, Alf had over Ern the +incalculable material advantage of the man who is not a gentleman over +the man who is. + +"I just got to go down and see Mr. Pigott after a job, dad," Ern +answered soothingly. "I'll be round again later." + +He went out of the house, shutting the door quietly behind him. + +Anne Caspar heard it go, and looking out into the passage saw that the +bag had vanished too. + +"He's gone," she said. + +"Army manners," muttered Alf. + +"You've drove him out," continued his mother. + +"Ave I?" said Alf, cleaning his nails with a penknife. "I got my way +to make. I don't want no angers-on to me.... Comin back on us a +common soldier--not so much as a stripe to his arm, let alone a full +sergeant. A fair disgrace on the family, I call it." + +"All for yourself always," said his mother censoriously. + +"Who else'd I be for then?" asked Alf, genuinely indignant. + +"You might be for the church," answered Anne grimly. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + +ALF + +If Ernie was now the working-man, Alf on his side was very much the +gentleman. + +He dressed the part to the best of his ability; and--when he +remembered--even tried to talk it. + +But he had not arrived at his present position without a struggle. + +When he was through his apprenticeship, he left Hewson & Clarke, and +inducing his mother to lend him a little capital, started a car and +garage of his own in the Chestnuts between Old Town and the station. + +At first he did not prosper. The horse-industry, with a tradition of +tens of thousands of years behind it, would not yield its pride of +place without a struggle. Competitors were many and fierce. And just +when he believed that he was finding his feet at last, a big London +Syndicate started the Red Cross Garages throughout Kent and Sussex. + +Alf for the first time felt the full weight of capitalism--the +Juggernaut with Mammon at the wheel that crushes beneath its rollers +the bodies and souls of the weak and impotent. + +His sense of helplessness embittered him. + +His garage was empty; his car in little request; he had few repairs. +Old Town at one end of Beachbourne and Holywell on the foot-hills under +Beau-nez at the other were the quarters of the resident aristocracy +amongst whom it was the convention to avoid "the front" as bad form. +These clung to their sleek pairs and cockaded coachmen just as they +clung to the Church and Joseph Chamberlain and the belief, so often +re-affirmed by Archdeacon Willcocks, that Kaiser Wilhelm of Germany was +the one man living who knew how to rule the masses. _The firm hand, +sir!_ + +The doctors, on the other hand, were beginning to possess little cars +of their own which they drove themselves or had driven for them; while +the progressive Town Council started motor buses and deprived Alf of +some station-work. Mr. Pigott, now a radical alderman, was responsible +for this last injustice. + +Alf knew it, and in revenge, ceased to attend chapel. + +Mr. Pigott, with an unerring eye for the defaulters of his flock, +marked his absence and tackled the lost sheep on the subject. + +"You've given up God then!" he said, fierce and frowning. + +"There ain't none," answered Alf, as brief and brutal. "Where there's +no justice, there can't be no God." His little eyes sparkled +dreadfully. "Look at young Albert Hewson. He went through the shops +with me. Is he as good an engineer as me?--Can he strip an engine same +as me?--Can he turn to the thousandth part of an inch?--Ask the chaps +in the yard. Yet because he's got all the money, been to Rugby and +Oxford, they make him deputy-chairman of the Red Cross Syndicate at +£1,000 a year straight from the shop, and Managing Director of +Ball-Bearings, Limited, and I don't know what all." + +He became a violent Socialist; spent his Sundays attending Labour +demonstrations in the East-end; read Robert Blatchford in the +_Clarion_; and sulked with his mother. + +For a moment he even contemplated the abandonment of his ambitions. + +When Mr. Pigott, after his second marriage, finally gave up +schoolmastering and became Manager of the Southdown Transport Company, +Alf applied for the position of working foreman. + +The application was discussed at a meeting of the Directors. + +"He's the chap that made the wage-slave speech to the Engineers at the +Salvation Army Citadel on Labour Day," said one. + +"What d'_you_ think, Pigott?" asked another. + +"I won't have Alf Caspar in my yard," replied the Manager with +characteristic emphasis. "I know Alf." + +"Then that settles it," said the chairman. + +Alf rightly attributed his defeat to his old schoolmaster. + +"So you've turned me down, Mr. Pigott," he said, stopping the other in +Church Street a few days later. + +Mr. Pigott, like most professing pacifists, was always ready for a +fight. + +"I thought you wanted to be a master-man!" he cried. "And here you're +applying for a job as a wage-slave--to use your own term." + +Alf was white, trembling, and sour-faced. + +"All I want is a fair chance," he said doggedly. "And if I don't get +it there'll be trouble." He came a step closer. His eyes were down, +and he looked dangerous. "See here, Mr. Pigott--if you turn on +full-steam same time you seal up the safety-valve, something'll burst. +That's science, that is." + +Mr. Pigott was not at all dismayed. + +"Now look here!" he said. "You take a pull, young man. You're going +altogether too far and too fast. And I'm speaking not as a magistrate +but as your old school-master." + +At the Bowling Green Committee that evening, while the minutes were +being read, he retailed the incident to Mr. Trupp. + +"That little ewe-lamb o yours is turning tiger because he can't have it +all his own way," he said. "Going to upset Society because he's not +King." + +Mr. Trupp was amused. + +"Arrested development," he said. "He's an interesting study in +pathology." + +"Criminal pathology," muttered Mr. Pigott. + +Whether in the interests of Science, or of expediency, next day Mr. +Trupp rolled into Alf's garage, with a blue long-dog, a descendant of +the original _She_, wearing the studded collar of her ancestress, at +his heels. + +No man had made a stiffer fight against the new and aggressive +locomotive than the great surgeon. + +Pests of the road, he called them, and refused to recognize his friends +when driving them. He affirmed that they upset his horses and his +patients; made the place stink; and whirled through the country-side +disseminating disease in clouds of dust. But he was no fool, and +increasingly busy. A machine that could whisk him over to Lewes in +little more than thirty minutes, and land him at the Metropole in +Brighton in the hour, was not to be scoffed at. + +Alf was cleaning his car when Mr. Trupp, greatly muffled in spite of +the heat, strolled into his yard. + +"Look here, Alf," growled the great man. "I'm never going to own one +of those things. But I've got to use one to get about. If you like to +do my driving we'll arrange something." + +Alf's attitude to life changed in the twinkling of an eye. + +He bustled home that evening, a new man. + +"All O.K.," he called to his mother. "I got me first contract." + +"What?" she asked sullenly. + +"Driving for Mr. Trupp." + +She took a saucepan off the fire. + +"Then you're a made man," she said; and she did not exaggerate. + +The job, or as Alf preferred to call it, the contract, meant honour; it +meant money; it meant--above all--a start. Mr. Trupp had been for long +the first surgeon in Sussex: since the operation, as daring as +discreet, by which he had preserved the life of a Balkan Tsar to +disgrace a throne, his fame had become world-wide. + +That evening, uplifted on a wave of humility and thankfulness, Alf +walked to Mr. Pigott's house and apologized to him. + +"I said a lot of silly things, I know," he said. "There is a God and a +good God too." + +Mr. Pigott was sitting with his new wife, who was as much his junior as +the first had been his senior. + +She was a young woman, with a mischievous face and bright hair. + +"He'll be glad to have you on His side again," she remarked demurely. +"He was missing you." + +Mr. Pigott scowled melodramatically at the offender. + +She refused to catch his eye, busy with her work. + +"Five pound a week isn't a bad God as times go," she went on. + +Alf smirked. + +"It's seven pound ten," he said, and withdrew. + +"Elsie Pigott!" roared her husband, when the outside door had shut. + +"Sir!" answered his bride, and added--"Mr. Trupp's taken him on.... +Mrs. Trupp's furious...." + +Alf, in spite of his access of faith, never returned to chapel. + +As he remarked to his mother, + +"I got me principles. And I must stick to em." + +"That's it," said his mother. "Stick to em--until you want to change +em." + +Anne Caspar cherished now no illusions about her second son. + +She no longer cared for Alf--for he was no longer dependent on her; nor +did she respect him. But his naïveté, the outrageous sincerity of his +egotism, appealed to a certain grim sense of humour she possessed. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + +THE CHURCHMAN + +Alf, with all his faults, had at least the supreme virtue of the animal +living in a fiercely competitive world: he never missed a chance. + +A year after he began to drive for Mr. Trupp, he had a second car, a +man driving for him, and another on repairing work. + +Success sugared his political outlook, just as defeat had soured it. +Like most really hard men, he saved himself in his own eyes by becoming +a thorough-going sentimentalist. In the course of a year or two, King +and Country had become the objects of his ferocious admiration; while +the masses of his countrymen were to be dealt with as ruthlessly as +expediency and the Vote would allow. + +"Traitors, I call em," he confided to his new friend, the Reverend +Spink. "All for their fat selves all the time. Never think of you and +me. They fair give me the hiccoughs." + +At the General Election of 1906 he came out fearlessly for God and the +Conservative Party. + +The two candidates for West Beachbourne were, as all decent men +admitted, the worst who ever stood for a constituency. The sitting +member had just received that which he entered Parliament to obtain--a +Baronetcy; and his solitary ambition now was to be defeated. +Unfortunately an aspiring wife had other views to which her spouse had +to give way. + +His opponent, on the other hand, had, according to the enemy, recently +emerged "from a home of rest" in order to contest the constituency. + +At the preceding Khaki Election the Conservative candidate, who was an +undoubtedly fine whip, had secured the "Triumph of Right," as +Archdeacon Willcocks finely called it, by the simple process of driving +a well-appointed team through the constituency. + +"I'll vote for them 'orses," had been the general verdict. + +The victor now repeated his tactics. + +On polling day, as a reward for his strenuous labours in the good +cause, Alf was given a ride on the top of the coach among the very pick +of England's aristocracy. In that fair company he meandered from +public-house to public-house all a winter's afternoon, singing with his +hosts hymns and spirituous songs. + +In Cornfield Road, opposite the _White Hart_, Mr. Pigott, red and dusty +from the battle, saw him ensconced on that bad eminence among the +crimson faces and flowery hats of the enemy. + +"You've changed your coat to some purpose," he bawled. + +Alf leaned down. + +"Yes, sir," he said quietly. "I've learned a bit, and I'm not ashamed +to admit it." + +The beery riders raised an aggressive cheer. And the son and heir of +the candidate, snatching the horn from the hand of a footman, blew a +strident blast in the ear of the outraged schoolmaster. + +Alf's candidate was returned, to his no small chagrin--one of the few +Tories to survive the democratic deluge of that year. + +"Just a remnant of us," as Alf remarked pathetically to the Archdeacon, +"that 'as not bowed the knee to Bile." + +Thus earlier in life even than most of us, Alf joined the Big +Battalions of those who, secure themselves, mean to make capital out of +the insecurity of others. + +"I'm a high old Tory," he would tell Lady Augusta Willcocks +truculently. "And I don't care who knows it." + +And finding quickly the necessity for, and advantage of, a religious +sanction for a position that was morally untenable, he threw himself +upon the bosom of the Church; and in that comfortable and accommodating +community which opens wide its gates to all who prefer the Path of +Compromise to the Road that leads up Calvary, he found the sustenance +of which he stood in need. + +Alf effected the change of religious community with considerable tact. + +He began quite simply by touching his hat to the junior curate of the +parish church, when he met him in the street. + +The Reverend Spink, who was a man of much the same class as Alf, was +highly gratified and uplifted. + +Then Alf took to saying very shyly, + +"Good morning, sir," hurrying past in order not to impede by his +unworthy presence the great man's view. + +Next he took to dropping in to the Reverend Spink's addresses for "men +only." + +Here he made himself conspicuous by his thoughtfulness and the +corrugations in his brow as he imbibed the teachings of his master. + +One day he asked, with some confusion and stumblings of speech, a +question so easy that even the curate could answer it. + +Alf nodded, well satisfied. + +The curate swelled in the spirit. This catechumen at the least knew +what was what. + +Next day Alf, greatly daring, stopped the evangelist in the street. + +"Beg pardon, sir," he began diffidently. "About what you was saying +last night about them Proper Prefaces..." + +The curate amplified his explanation. + +Alf drank in the milk of the Word, nodding his head. + +"Ah, I never thought of that!" he said. + +"Look here!" said the curate with sudden warmth. "If you're interested +in those sort of things..." + +The naughty devil who possessed Alf bobbed out and almost undid him. + +"What!--Proper Prefaces!" he said, and added hastily--"and the things +appertaining to em!--religion and that." + +"That's what I mean," said the curate. "Come round to my rooms on +Friday. Some of us meet there once a week. Jolly fellows. Come and +smoke a pipe and chat!" + +The Reverend Spink was deeply tainted with the hearty bon-camarade +method which the Bishop of Fulham had recently introduced into the +Church to enable it to float on the flowing democratic tide. + +After that Alf went often. + +The curate, who had made inquiries, found that Alf had once been, +according to report, "a roaring, raving Socialist and atheist!" + +"Shockin the things he used to say!" his informant told him. The +curate, who was all out for sensation, was thrilled. Here was a catch +indeed!--If he could but bring it off!--What wouldn't the dear Bishop +of Fulham say? + +His prayers were answered more swiftly than he had anticipated. + +In a month the Reverend Spink had led his penitent to the baptismal +font. + +Alf, asked if he would like any of his people to be present at the +ceremony, had shaken his head. + +"See where it is, sir, Mother's chapel. She'll never forgive me--not +but what I'll put up with that if it's right. And dad's I don't know +what. I don't know that he knows himself." + +The only people Alf invited to attend were Mrs. Trupp and her daughter. +They refused politely. + +As Bess said to her mother with the firmness of youth, "We are on +Ernie's side. Dad may forget, but we don't." + +A few weeks later the Reverend Spink went to call on Alf's father. + +After he had left, Mrs. Caspar heard strange sounds in the study. She +went to the door and listened. + +Then she opened and peeped in. + +Edward Caspar was laughing as she had never seen him laugh in twenty +odd years of married life. The tears were streaming down his face, his +head was thrown back and his body convulsed. + +His wife regarded him with dour sympathy. + +"What is it?" she asked hardly. + +Her husband wiped his eyes shamefacedly. + +"Nothing," he said. "Only the curate's been converting me." + +That evening, as he went to bed, he peered over the banisters, and said +in his grave way to Alf in the kitchen, + +"I hope your friend Mr. Spink'll come again." + +Alf reported the incident next day to the curate, adding, + +"I will say this for dad. He is broad." + +Mr. Trupp heard of his chauffeur's conversion. + +"You're church then now, Alf," he said. + +"Yes, sir," replied the other with the curious naïveté of blunted +susceptibilities. "More classier. See, I'm getting on now." + + +And Alf did not stop at baptism. + +He was thorough in religious as in secular affairs. + +Next spring, after a careful preparation by the Reverend Spink, he was +confirmed by the Bishop and afterwards admitted a member of the C.E.M.S. + +After the ceremony, the Bishop inquired of the Rector, in the vestry, +who the young man with the immense head might be. + +Archdeacon Willcocks always wore a little white imperial in reverent +imitation of his master, Louis Napoleon. His cult of the Third Emperor +was perhaps the most genuine thing about him, and had endured for fifty +years. But for a stern no-nonsense father he would have deserted +Cambridge in '70 to fight for a cause already lost. And he had never +forgiven the scholar at his gate who had told him that his favourite +had painted his face before Sedan. + +"What if he did?" he had asked sourly. + +"Nothing," Edward Caspar had answered. "Only it's interesting." + +"I don't believe he did." + +"Did you never read Zola's _Débâcle_?" asked the other gently. + +"Nevah!" cried the Archdeacon, on firm church-ground now. "I don't +read Zolah!" + +"Ah," said Edward. "Pity..." + +The Archdeacon looked like a gentleman, and, to do him justice, tried +hard to live up to his looks. With this end in view he had married--to +his no small gratification, and that of his mother--the daughter of a +Victorian Earl. In the days before he became an Archdeacon he +habitually wore a top-hat, slightly battered to signify that the +wearer, while an aristocrat, was not a new one. A sedulous attendant +on the rich of the parish, he visited the poor by proxy; and yet by the +simple process of taking off his hat with a sweep to every +cottage-woman in the Moot who vouchsafed him a good-morning on his rare +passages through that district, he maintained an easy reputation among +the more conservative of the working-class as a Christian and a +gentleman. + +Archdeacon Willcocks was in fact a snob, but he was not a cad; whereas +his junior curate was both. When, therefore, the Bishop made inquiries +as to Alf, the Archdeacon gave the glory to his subordinate. + +"Spink got hold of him," he said. "He was a dangerous Socialist, I +believe." + +The Bishop regarded with approval the chubby young man with the pursed +mouth, wondering whether he should transfer him to the industrial +East-end or the slums of Portslade. + +A thorough-going man of the world, like most of his type, he was quite +astute enough to see that the real enemy of the Institution he +represented was the Labour Party; and that the danger from this quarter +was growing, and would continue to grow. + +When Alf returned home from the ceremony in the parish-church, his +mother was taking off her bonnet in the kitchen. + +She eyed him with sardonic mirth as he entered. + +"Feel a change?" she asked. + +"What's that?" + +"Since he done it." + +"Was you there then?" asked Alf. + +"I was." + +Alf was entirely unabashed. + +"I must go with me conscience," he said, "if it was ever so." + +"And we all know which way your conscience goes, Alf," his mother +answered. + +"Which way's that then?" + +"The way the money goes." + +Alf was not in the least offended. Indeed he was rather pleased. He +stood in his favourite position in the window with his back to his +mother and cleaned his nails with a pen-knife. + +"Crucified for conscience' sake," he muttered. "I dare say I'm not the +first, nor I won't be the last neether." + +Alf was confirmed into the church, and persecuted for it by his mother, +a few weeks before his brother's return home. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + +MR. PIGOTT + +Ernie, bag in hand, and sore of heart, sauntered along to the end of +Rectory Walk. + +There Beech-hangar, swirling in the wind under the shoulder of the +Downs that shut off Beau-nez, called to his wounded spirit. + +He walked slowly along the New Road, away from the houses, across the +Golf Links towards this favourite retreat of his boyhood where of old, +when in trouble with his mother, he would retire. + +There on the slope amid the beech-trees, the Links billowing away +before him to the woods that ambushed the Duke's Lodge, he lay down. +The smooth stems rose about him like columns in the choir of a church. +The wind strayed amid a sea of sun-lit leaves. The cool, the comfort, +the bright graciousness of these comrades of his youth soothed and +satisfied him. He studied them with kind eyes. The harsh male quality +of the oak was not theirs. They could not stand the buffeting of Time +as did the fierce old warriors of the Weald; but they could sustain the +spirit in the hour of need. They were for him the women among trees. + +Ernie lay with his eyes shut, and his hands behind his head, listening +to the wind flowing through the tree-tops. The murmur of flies, the +under-song of birds, the moving stillness, the secret stir of life, +filled him to overflowing. + +Alf had made him feel an isolated atom, the sport of incredibly cruel +devils. Now he knew that he was part of an immense and harmonious +whole. The sense of dislocation, exile and disease passed away. His +mind was an open cistern into which a myriad healing streams were +pouring from an unknown source. + +Who was Alf to disturb his peace of mind? Alf, the puny, the +pretentious, who was not really alive at all. There was something +greater in the world than Alf, and that something was on his side. He +was sure of it. + +He sat up and laughed. + +Then above the murmur of insects and birds the louder hum of Man and +his machinery, setting the world to rights, stole in upon his mind. + +Two groundmen were mowing the green just under the Hangar. + +It was time to be moving. + + +He sauntered back along the New Road, eyeing the spruce villas on the +northern side, where of old allotment gardens had been. + +At the corner of Church Street he asked a policeman where Mr. Pigott +lived now. + +The man pointed down the Lewes Road, now fringed with houses. + +The old schoolmaster had, it seemed, left Huntsman's Lodge at the foot +of the Downs, and moved in nearer to his work when he became Manager of +the South Downs Transport Co. + +Ernie rambled down the dusty hill, the Downs upon his left, picking up +familiar objects as he went--the Moot Farm standing up like an elm-girt +island from the sea of arable, the long low backs of the Duke's +piggeries, the path that wound across the plough and led over the hill +to far Aldwoldston in the Ruther Valley. + +A young woman with provocative eyes and brightly burnished hair came to +the door at his knock and scanned him friendly. + +"Is Mr. Pigott in?" Ernie asked. + +"He's at his office." + +"Could I see Mrs. Pigott then?" + +She eyed him merrily. + +"You are seeing her," she said; and added, enjoying his embarrassment, +"I'm number two. My predecessor sleeps at the back." She tossed her +bright head in the direction of the cemetery on Rodmill seen through +the open back-door. + +Ernie blushed and fumbled. + +"I'm Ernie Caspar, Miss--I would say Ma'am." + +The young woman regarded him with swift and sympathetic interest. + +"Oh, I know _you_," she said. "You used to write from India.... So +Mr. Pigott never mentioned _me_! I'll just speak to him when he comes +in." + +She saw the bag in his hand, and her mouth became firm. + +"Been to see your people?" + +"Just looked in on dad, 'm." + +She eyed him sharply. + +"And your brother?" + +Ern said nothing. + +"Well then, you leave your bag here, and step across the Moot to the +office. _Southdown Transport Co._, back of the _Star_ by the Quaker +Meeting-house. You'll sleep the night here." + +Ernie crossed the brickfields, passed his old school where the children +were singing the evening hymn, under the church upon the Kneb, through +what the old inhabitants still called Ox-steddle Bottom, where once his +father had pointed out to him the remains of Roman byres. + +The office was in Borough Lane. + +Mrs. Pigott had warned her husband by telephone. + +Ernie therefore was shown into the inner sanctum at once. + +Mr. Pigott, grizzled now, but with the old almost aggressive air of +integrity, summed his erstwhile pupil up with the eyes of the +appraising schoolmaster. + +"It's the old Ernie. I see that," he grunted. "So Alf's been playing +it up already. You needn't tell me. He's a masterpiece, that young +man. Even _she_ admits that." He paused and began again, confidential +and communicative like one naughty boy whispering to another. "What +d'ye think of her? She's church--more shame to her. But I forgive +her. I forgive her a lot. You have to when you're married to em--as +you'll find some day. And what I don't forgive I pass by. For +why?--If I didn't she'd sauce me." He suddenly became aware that he +was being indiscreet, even undignified, and broke off gruffly--"Well, +what did they teach you in the Army?" + +Ernie laughed. + +"It's not so bad as they make out, sir. I like the old Regiment well +enough." + +"They tell me," said Mr. Pigott solemnly, "that in South Africa none of +the unpopular officers came home--_and they weren't shot by the Boers_!" + +"It depends on the Regiment, I expect," replied Ernie. "There's not +much of that in the Hammer-men. Our officers were mostly all right. +More gentlemen than most, from what I could see of it. They were +sports, and they tried to be just. Of course there wasn't none of em +like dad--only the Colonel. Hadn't the education. But some of these +snotty little jumped-ups like what they had in the Welsh Liverpools +that lay alongside us in Pindi ... Why I wouldn't salute em if I met em +in the lines." + +Mr. Pigott listened to this audacious statement with the hostile +interest of the radical. + +"A rotten system," he said. "Built on make-believe and lies." + +"It fairly rots some of em," Ernie admitted. "Gives em more power nor +what they can carry. But in the hands of the right men it don't work +so bad. All depends on that." + +Then Mr. Pigott asked him what he proposed to do. + +"That's what I come to you about, sir." + +"Of course your brother won't help!" + +"No, sir; nor I wouldn't ask him," flashed Ernie. + +"And I don't blame you," answered Mr. Pigott. "Alf's too busy taking +the Mass and walking in processions to help his brother.... Now I'll +tell you what to do. You go up and see Mr. Trupp. He can do anything +he likes now he's disembowelled Royalty. And if he can't help you, I +must; though I haven't got a vacant job in the yard just now. You're +to sleep at my place, _she_ says." + +He followed Ernie to the door. + +"What d'you make of your father?" he asked mysteriously. + +"I don't rightly understand him, sir," Ernie answered. + +"Don't you?" said Mr. Pigott. "I do." He dropped his voice. "He's +waiting the Second Coming, I'm sure of it." + +When Ernie presented himself at the Manor, Mr. Trupp was out. Ernie +thought Mrs. Trupp would see him. The smart maid thought not. Ernie, +however, proved right. + +Mrs. Trupp was sitting in the long drawing-room, with her daughter, and +greeted him with pleasure. + +"Ernie!" cried Mrs. Trupp. "This is a sight for sair e'en. What a man +you've become!" + +"Was Alfred decent to you?" blurted Bess. + +Mrs. Trupp shot a warning glance at her impetuous daughter. + +"And have you seen the new Mrs. Pigott?" she asked. + +"She's top-hole," cried Bess. "He never stops talking about her. +Really after that other old thing always sitting on his head----" + +Then Mr. Trupp entered, smiling, and cocking his face to sum up his +visitor through his pince-nez. + +"You needn't introduce yourself, Ernie," he growled. "You've taken no +harm, I see." + +Later the two men retired to the consulting-room to talk business. + +"Would you care for a temporary job at the Hohenzollern?" asked Mr. +Trupp; "the German Hotel on the Crumbles. It was building in your +time. They want a lift-man, I know." + +"Anything, sir," answered Ernie with easy enthusiasm. + +Mr. Trupp rang up the Hotel and arranged the matter there and then. + +"It will do as a stop-gap, anyway," he said, "until we can fix you up +in a permanent job. You don't want to be knocking about at home, +twiddling your thumbs." + +"That I don't, sir!" laughed Ernie a thought ironically, and returned +to Deep-dene to tell his luck. + +Mr. Pigott glanced at his wife. + +"The Hohenzollern," he said gruffly. "Well, give it a try." + +Next day Mr. Pigott met the Doctor in the street. + +"Well," he said, "what d'you think of your soldier?" + +"Done him no harm anyway," replied Mr. Trupp, quite impenitent. + +"I don't know," retorted the other. "He left here a gentleman: he +comes back a labourer--fit to work a lift." + +"None the worse for that," said Mr. Trupp. "Mr. Wyndham's been telling +us we want fewer clerks and more working-men. There's no satisfying +you radicals." + +"Better than a jumped-up jackanapes in black leggings and a pilot coat, +I will admit," answered the other. "Yes, you've got a lot to answer +for, Mr. Trupp. First you send him off to the army; and directly +that's finished you pack him off to the Hohenzollern Hotel." + +"Might be worse places," muttered Mr. Trupp. + +Mr. Pigott held up a hand in horror. + +"Doctor!" he cried, "I tell you what it is. Ever since you saved that +Tsar you've been a changed man." + +"I don't know about that," said Mr. Trupp. "I only know that Tsars +forget to pay their Doctor's bills." + +"I'm glad to hear it," answered Mr. Pigott. "_Very_ glad," with +emphasis. "A lesson to you to leave the insides of Royalty to emselves +in future." + + + + +BOOK IV + +RUTH BOAM + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + +THE HOHENZOLLERN HOTEL + +The Hohenzollern Hotel was both physically and spiritually remote from +all the other hotels in Beachbourne. + +The respectable Grand, facing the Wish, the ponderous Talbot opposite +the band-stand, the perky Hydropathic perched on the rise of the hill, +the Dudley by the pier, the Cecil, the Bentinck, and all the other +hotels with aristocratic names and a middle-class clientele, were at +the West-end of the town, interspersed among boarding-houses the whole +length of the sea-front from the pier to Beau-nez. + +The Hohenzollern stood aloof at the East-end on the edge of the +Crumbles, as the Levels here were called. + +An immense, modern caravanserai of pretentious neogothic style, it had +been dumped down on the shore beyond the long-deserted Redoubt of +Napoleonic times. + +In front of it was the sea. On its flank, beyond the Fishing Station, +stretched the marshes. Behind it, at a respectful distance, crouching +in the dust, the mass of mean houses and crowded streets that +constituted the East-end. + +On these the Hohenzollern, aloof and lordly in its railed-off pleasure +grounds, turned an unheeding back. It was unaware of their presence; +or rather recognized them only to patronize. + +It was a drab area, unfrequented by the fashionable and redolent of the +atmosphere of cheap lodging-houses. + +The parade ceased at the Redoubt, and ended for promenaders at the pier. + +Beyond Splash Point nobody who was anybody ever thought it decent to +penetrate. The band-stand, the winter gardens, the brick walls were at +the West-end, reaching out towards Beau-nez. + +And the Hohenzollern was not only inaccessible, it was self-contained +and meant to be. + +It possessed its own fine band, its own smooth lawns, its own strip of +fore-shore with bathing rafts moored off it and bathing tents on the +beach, its own tiny jetty for pleasure boats. + +The hotel was German-owned and German-inspired; but it was not the +centre of an extensive spy-system as certain of the patriots of East +Sussex maintained. + +The men and women who launched it as a business proposition were not +mad. They were just cosmopolitan financiers who knew a good deal about +the human heart on its shady side, and proposed to make money out of +their knowledge. + +In Beachbourne it was always spoken of as the German Hotel, and its +character was well known and probably exaggerated. + +The town, called by spiteful rivals on the South Coast Churchy +Beachbourne, by reason of the number and variety of its sacred +edifices, was shocked and delighted. + +Started in the late nineties, the original title of the Hotel was of +course the Empire; and its first chairman, Baron Blumenthal, a +prominent member of the Primrose League. Then came the slump in +British Imperialism after the Boer War. With the advent of a Radical +Government it became correct for desperate patriots to affirm with +immense emphasis in private, and with less emphasis on public platforms +that they would sooner see the country governed by the German Emperor, +who was at least a gentleman, than by Lloyd George--that little Welsh +attorney. + +At the height of this patriotic rally the German Emperor came himself +to England; and Beachbourne was thrilled to hear the great and good man +was to stop at the Empire Hotel to be under Mr. Trupp. + +The Hotel incontinently changed its name to commemorate an event which +in fact never took place. Shortly afterwards, however, a Balkan +Tsar--also a Hohenzollern--happily did come, and was subjected by Mr. +Trupp to the operation prepared for the head of his family. + +But if the Hotel changed its name, its reputation remained the same and +even grew. In Berlin, Paris, Brussels, Buda-Pesth, men talked of it; +and even in India native princes whispered _risqué_ stories about it to +their Prime Ministers at the Council Table. + +Wherever men spoke of it, they mentioned with smiles its two +characteristic traits--the Third Floor and the Head Porter. + +The Hohenzollern Hotel, indeed, had two sides, like many a better +institution, and deliberately cultivated both. + +The Third Floor represented one; and Salvation Joe the other. + +There were respectable men and women who stayed regularly at the Hotel +on the Crumbles, and denied quite honestly and not without heat all +knowledge of the Third Floor and what it stood for. It was a +convention at the Hohenzollern that nobody stopping there ever +recognized anybody else. You went down to Beachbourne from town with +the man who always occupied the chair next you at the club; you sat by +his side in the station-bus that bore you to the portals of the Hotel; +and then--you parted till Monday morning when you met once more on the +platform at the station. Therefore the most staid and admirable of +citizens often retired there to be undisturbed. Ministers and their +secretaries during a busy Session, homely young couples on their +honeymoons, even Bishops and clergymen in retreat. And for these the +Hotel had its undoubted advantages. Eastwards the Levels stretched +away for miles haunted by none but birds. The fore-shore was private, +the sea itself secluded. There were no trippers, and, what mattered +more, none of the usual Society week-enders. The former spread +themselves between the Redoubt and the pier, the latter from the pier +to Beau-nez. + +It was for those who sought for quiet at the Hotel that the Head Porter +existed. He was known far and wide as Salvation Joe, and always wore +the red jersey of his kind by request of the Management; though unkind +rumour affirmed that he had forfeited the right to his distinguishing +habit. + +On Sundays, after lunch, the second dining-room was cleared, and +Salvation Joe, all glorious in scarlet apparel, held a meeting for the +staff. Visitors would be welcomed, a notice in the hall announced, +though as Joe often said with the splendid smile he was alleged to have +copied from a recent Archbishop, + +"It's only just among ourselves, sir. We call it our 'appy 'our. We +just like to meet together the once a week--them and me and the Master." + +That pleased the Bishops, who went back to the Athenæum and talked +about it over their coffee; it delighted the occupants of the Third +Floor, especially on wet Sundays; and, to judge from the attendance, it +appeared to be very popular with the staff, who, warmed by the rays +from Joe's benevolent eye, sang with enthusiasm _Tell me the old, old +story_ and the like. + +Moreover it was noticed by the curious that when the men were asked by +sceptical visitors whether they _really_ enjoyed it, the invariable +answer given in the same sort of voice with the same sort of smile was, + +"We calls it our 'appy 'our, miss." + +Salvation Joe was not perhaps more of a humbug than most of us: that is +to say, he humbugged himself just as much as he humbugged others. At +one time he had quite certainly found religion; and if with the advent +of middle age he lost it, it is by no means sure that he was aware of +his loss. + +Certainly he was invaluable to the Management as a counterpoise; and +they paid him accordingly. Salvation Joe never took tips. That +impressed every one, especially the Third Floor. Through this +idiosyncrasy Joe indeed acquired a European reputation. On Monday +mornings he stood in the great marbled hall, under a tall palm, among +bustling porters and stacks of luggage, a majestic presence, refusing +with a martyr's smile the coin that corrupts. His real name was Joseph +Collett; and in the boot-room in the basement he was known irreverently +as J.C. + +The staff attended the service because it paid; and they had to live. + +There was only one man who never went; and that man was Ernie. + +Joe met him in the passage one day, after he had been at the Hotel a +month or more, and stopped him. + +"I suppose you haven't got a soul to save then, Caspar?" he began, his +great chest rising and falling beneath the flaming jersey. + +Ernie grinned sheepishly. + +"Well, Mr. Collett, as to that, I guess I've got the same as most." + +"But you're too proud to save it," continued the other in a voice like +battalions on the march. He laid a frank and friendly hand on Ernie's +shoulder. "Come and confess your Redeemer, my lad!" he called. "Come +to the foot of the Cross! Throw the burden of your sins on Him! He'll +carry em--next Sunday--two o'clock--second dining-room--sharp." + +Ernie never went. + +It was not that he wished to stand or fall by a principle: Ernie had no +hankerings for a martyr's crown. It may have been that he inherited +from his father a fine reserve in matters spiritual and that somewhere +in the deeps of him there was an invincible repugnance to the methods +of the seducer, or merely that he was one of the simple of earth--far +too honest to see the path of expediency and follow it. + +The other men saw and winked. They did not admire Ernie for refusing +to bow the knee, nor was there anything to admire. + +"Bloody mug," was all their comment. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + +THE THIRD FLOOR + +But if Ernie was simple, he was not blind. When he was not on the +lift, he acted as Boots for the Third Floor; and no man could work +there without seeing what he saw. + +Mr. Pigott, once meeting his old pupil in Church Street, asked him how +he liked his job. + +"Not so bad, sir," Ernie answered without enthusiasm. "Some I likes; +and some I dislikes; and most I don't mind." + +The work indeed, in the slack seasons at all events, was by no means +hard, the wages moderate; the tips many, and sometimes extravagant. + +Ernie was the only man on the staff who frequented the Third Floor. No +waiters ever came there. All the waiting that was done--and there was +plenty--was done by the maids. + +Most of these were foreign; and the few who were not had adopted +foreign names. They were pretty and pert; and they called +Ernie--"Ernie Boots." It was the common gossip that the Manageress +chose them herself--"with care," the knowing added with a wink. + +Madame, as she was familiarly known, was in fact a Bavarian, who must +have been beautiful in her day, with an immense bust that concealed a +most kind heart, and piles of fair hair, obviously her own, that she +amassed in pyramids on the top of her head. There was generally a +cigarette between her lips, and she used a lorgnette lavishly. She was +in fact an efficient woman of the world, saved from the dreadful vices +of the efficient by a genuinely benignant nature. And she avowed +openly that it was her mission in life to give people what they +wanted--propriety to the proper, and pleasure to the pleasure-seeking. + +Ernie had been at the hotel nearly a year when there came to the Third +Floor a maid who seemed strangely out of her element. + +He noted her advent at once with surprise and a sense of shame. Amid +her saucy colleagues she seemed a lily of the valley blowing stately +amid artificial flowers. A big young woman and beautiful, she held +herself apart, moving among the others, apparently unconscious of them, +and ignorant of the meretricious atmosphere, as a Madonna walking +through the ballet of a music-hall revue. + +Her presence filled him with acute personal discomfort. He did not +like the tone of the Third Floor, but he accepted it as he accepted +everything with the easy tolerance that was his weakness. This +majestic young woman with her aloof and noble air, her accusing +innocence, her damning purity, filled him with shame and pity--shame +for himself and his weak-kneed benevolence, pity for those others whom +she with her unconscious dignity made appear so small and vulgar. + +Her name was Ruth, so much Ernie knew, and she was English too, though +she scarcely looked it: for she was very dark, her hair black as a +horse's mane, with a skin that had a peculiar ruddy warmth, and the +large brown eyes full of splendid darkness and mellow lights, that are +so rare and therefore so noticeable when found among the +working-classes that fringe the North Sea. Her brows, black as her +hair and broadly splashed, almost met; but there was nothing of +ferocity about her. + +Her natural habit, Ernie saw, was that of a great and mysteriously +growing tree, its roots deep in the red earth; its massive foliage +drinking of the goodness of sunshine and wind and rain; but now there +was about her a note of restraint, even of stress. The easy flow of +her nature was being dammed. She seemed out of place and dumbly aware +of it, like a creature of the wilderness in a strange environment. The +profound and quiet joyousness of woman, maturing to ripe perfection, +which should have been hers to an unusual degree, was not. + +Ernie was desperately shy of her. + +He would peep at her as she passed him on her swift way; she never +looked at him. + +He seldom saw her speak to the other maids. Yet it was clear to him +that this isolation was unnatural to her, and that she was made for +quiet intercourse and noble mirth. Unlike the other maids she was +always busy. She never romped, gossiped, or flirted. + +One evening Ernie saw a fat-necked Jew in a sleeping suit, his mouth +stuffed with a cigar, his eyes hot and bibulous, standing in the door +of his bedroom. + +The dark beauty came by. + +The Jew chirped at her. + +"Pretty tartie!" he called in his luscious voice. "Come inside then. +I've got something to show you." + +The girl passed on, unheeding. + +The Jew followed her with moist eyes that glistened. + +A fair chamber-maid emerging from another room winked at Ernie. + +"She's white," she said, and jerked her head in the direction of the +disappearing girl. + +The chamber-maid was a little cockney from Clapham who had taken to +herself the name of Céleste. + +"None the worse for that, I dare say," said Ernie with unusual acrimony. + +Céleste flirted on her way. + +"Tra-la-la!--ta-ta-ta!" she taunted with a little mocking flutter of +her fingers. "I suppose you're white too, Ernie Boots." + +"No," grinned Ernie. "I'm grey." + +"Baa-baa, black sheep!" mocked the naughty one. "I'd be one or the +other. Grey's a silly sort of tint." + +Then the Jew's sodden voice came wheezing down the corridor. + +"Here, kid!--You'll do. You're not a bloody iceberg, are you?" + +Céleste shook her carefully-coiffed head. + +"I'm engaged, Soly. So sorry!--Go back to bed, there's a dear old +thing!" + +Ernie woke that night in the belief that Ruth was bending over him. + +"Ruth!" he answered quietly. "Is that you?" But there was no reply. + +Next morning he took the plunge. + +"Good morning, Miss," he said as she passed him. + +The other's curiously impassive face flashed into life. + +"Good morning, Mr. Boots," she answered in a deep and humming voice +like the sound of wings. + +She said the words quite simply, and he saw she was not chaffing. She +honestly believed Boots to be his name. + +Céleste, dusting in an adjoining room, looked through an open door. + +"She's an innocent," she said discontentedly. "She knows nothing. +Ought to go back to her mother. Madame's got no business to put her +here." + +Ernie went on his way, that deep voice still thrilling in his ears. + +Thereafter he sought and found chances of serving the girl. + +One day he came on her tugging a heavy basket of washing along the +passage. It was clear that she had been too proud to ask another maid +for help, preferring to trust her own magnificent physique to +accomplish the task alone. + +"Let me, Miss," he said. + +"You take yon end," she answered. "I'll take this. Then atween us +like." + +"Ah," said Ernie, gathering courage. "I see what it is. You think +you're the only strong one." Deliberately and without an effort he +swung the basket on to his shoulder and bore it jauntily to its +destination. + +Then he slid it down and faced the girl. + +"Now then!" he cried. + +She dropped her eyelids, and he saw the length and curl of her lashes. + +"You are strong," she said, with a dainty irony he found as delightful +as it was surprising. "I allow you'll be purty nigh half as strong as +I be." + +He pointed an accusing finger at her. + +"You're Sussex!" he cried, falling into the old broad speech in his +turn. "I'd knaw ye anywheres." + +Her whole face gladdened slowly as she heard the familiar accent. + +"Never!" she said, still faintly ironical, and added more sedately. "I +was bred and born in Sussex, and never been outside it." + +"And never mean to be," chaffed Ernie. "That's your style. I knaw ye." + +"I was borrn in the Brooks at Aldwoldston," she continued, pronouncing +the word Auston. "Along under the church by the White Bridge across +Parson's Tye. Dad was Squire Caryll's keeper till he was ate up with +the rheumatism." Her speech broadened even as she spoke, deliberately, +he thought, to meet his own. + +He followed suit. + +The pair began to ca-a-a away at each other like a couple of old rooks +in an elm in May. + +"What might be your name then?" + +"Ruth Boam, I believe." + +Ernie nodded sagaciously. + +"'Twould be surely. Boam or Burgess or Ticehurst or Woolgar. +Something with a bit o Saxon in it, as dad says." He added hopefully: +"I'm Sussex too. I was dragged up in Old Town agin the Rectory there," +jerking his head. "Cerdainly I was." + +She regarded him mischievously. + +"I knew you was no'hun of a foreigner then," she told him. + +Ernie feigned surprise. + +"How did you knaw that then?" + +She chuckled like a cuckoo. + +"Hap I aren't the only one," she answered. + +Then she was gone; and it struck him suddenly that this grave and +stately damsel had been chaffing him. + +Ernie stood a moment amazed. Then he nodded his head. + +Suddenly he seemed to have crossed a border-line into a new country. +Behind him was the stale old past, with its failures, its +purposelessness, its dreary hag-tracks; before him was adventure, the +New world--and what? + +He wasn't sure. But there it was beckoning him and he should follow, +true child of Romance that he was. + +And it was time he moved on. + +He had been a year now at the Hotel and was, as always, tending to grow +slack. + +Salvation Joe was watching him, waiting his chance, and Ernie knew it. + +Now a change stole over him. A nucleus, small at first, but always +growing, round which the dissipated forces of his spirit could rally, +had been forming in his heart, unknown to him, ever since Ruth's advent +to the Third Floor. He was becoming firm of purpose, gathering +himself, making good. His eyes, his face, his gait, testified to the +change. + +Mr. Trupp, the observant, remarked on it to Mr. Pigott. + +"He's growing," he said. + +"The right way, let's hope," answered the other. "That place you sent +him to is a queer kind of forcing house." + +"He wants forcing," said Mr. Trupp. "We all do." + +"Bah!" growled Mr. Pigott. "You and your Lash." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + +THE MAN OF AFFAIRS + +Once a week Ernie had a half-day off, which he invariably spent in the +same way. + +He took the bus from the Redoubt up to Old Town, went home, and coaxed +his father out for a walk to Beech-hangar or the Downs above the +chalk-pit. Then back to tea, and a long and quiet smoke in the study. + +In this matter he always had a faint resistance to overcome, part real, +part simulated: his father's excuse for not going being the curious one +that he was too busy. + +"You forget that I'm a man of action now," he would say, the imp +dancing remotely in his blue eyes. "I've an official position." + +It was true too in a sense. Edward Caspar, during Ernie's absence in +India, had been appointed a visitor to the workhouse at the back of +Rectory Walk. And there in that cess-pool of our civilization, into +which filtered drop by drop the sewage of all our defective social +processes, amid the derelicts of the vast ocean of Empire, prostitutes +sickening to death, the idiot offspring of incestuous intercourse, the +half-witted mother who had fallen a prey to the prowling male, the +decent girl who had succumbed to her own affections, the young man +broken in the industrial arena, the middle-aged who were not wanted, +the old for whom there was no place beside the fire at home, amid all +those of every age and class whom Society was too cruel to kill, and +not capable as yet of stimulating to life, Edward Caspar wandered +vaguely like a cloud, full of sunshine, blessing alike and blessed. + +In his old-fashioned roomy tail-coat of a country gentleman, always +fresh, his beautiful linen, that showed Anne Caspar's care, his blue +tie of an artist running loosely through a gold ring, he became a +familiar figure in the wards of the Bastille, with his beard, his +spectacles, his morning air, radiating a mild warmth of love and pity. + +Almost daily he might be seen, sitting at the bedside of some broken +boy picked up off the roads to be patched up and flung again under the +wheels of the Juggernaut car of modern Industrialism that had crushed +him, or listening to the tale of some ancient in corduroys--not seldom +according to his own account the scion of an illustrious but ruined +house--who had laboured on the land for sixty years, to be cast alive +into the cess-pool when he had been broken in the service of his +country. + +All the inmates of the Bastille, from the unwanted babies in the +nursery, to the grannies and daddies propped up like dreadful dolls in +bed in the wards of the Infirmary, liked the visits of this shambling +man who said so little and looked so much. + +The Lady Augusta Willcocks, a fierce and efficient Guardian, tramping +the wards in short skirts, broad-toed boots, and cropped woolly white +hair, cross-questioned the Master as to what Mr. Caspar said to the +inmates. + +The Master, a kind man, something of a mystic himself, answered: + +"He don't seem to say much. Mostly he listens." + +"Oh, that's all right," said the lady with relief. "Only we don't want +a lot of nonsense talked in here." + +"Seems to soothe em," continued the Master. "Afore now when I've had +them violent in the casuals' cells I've sent for him. They call him +the Prophet." + +The Master smiled to himself as the masterful lady tramped on her way. + +He had noticed that Edward Caspar invariably left the ward when the +Reverend Spink entered to hold Divine Service; and that if the +Archdeacon marched through the wards like a conqueror amid the dreadful +human debris of a battle-field the visitor, sitting quietly at the +bedside of some cast-away, never seemed to see him. + + +In spite of the pressure of affairs, Ernie rarely failed to lure his +father out into the sunshine on the hill. + +Once, as they sat together by the roadside in Beech-hangar, Ernie +propounded a solemn question. + +"Dad." + +"Well." + +"Didn't you once say there was a Spanish strain in the real old Sussex +peasant stock?" + +The father eyed his son obliquely. + +"So they say," he answered. "A Spanish galleon in the days of the +Armada wrecked in Ruther Haven. That's the story. And I'm inclined to +think there's something in it. Any way there's more foreign blood in +the genuine peasantry of Sussex and Kent than in all the rest of +England. Propinquity to the Continent, you see. All the refugees came +here first--Dutchmen in the days of Alva; Huguenots after the +Revocation; Royalists during the Terror; and smugglers of all sorts all +the time from the days of Cæsar." + +That evening, as Anne Caspar brushed her hair in the bedroom before +going to bed, she heard her husband in the little dressing-room talking +to himself as his manner was. + +She stayed the sweeping motion of her hand and listened. + +"I met Mr. Pigott in Church Street this evening," she called. "He +stopped me and said, 'What's come to Ernie?'" + +There was a silence; then the voice from next door answered, + +"She's dark. That's all I know." + + + + +CHAPTER XXX + +REALITY + +A few days after his conversation with his father, Ernie took a +telegram up to the Third Floor in the afternoon, and was about to +descend when he heard a bedroom bell ring violently for the maid on +duty. + +There was no maid visible. + +He went along the corridor. At the end of it was a passage-landing +with a window looking over the sea. + +On the window-sill Ruth was sitting in the sun, perched as a woman +riding, her work beside her. + +She did not see him, and for a moment he watched her fascinated: the +lines of her figure, almost majestic for so young a woman; the dignity +of her face; the lovely curve of her neck and shoulders; the warmth of +her colouring. Her thimbled finger flashed to and fro; and the sun +caught her hair, simply massed beneath her cap, and revealing in its +blackness just a note of tan. + +Every now and then, as the sea thumped and hissed and poured on the +fore-shore, she looked up. + +There was for once a wonderful content upon her face, the look that +Ernie had often sought and never found there before. The strain had +vanished. This girl possessed her soul in love and peace for the +moment at least. + +Ernie was reluctant to disturb her, for she gave him the impression of +one who prays. + +"The bell's going, Ruth," he said at last gently. + +She put down her work and dismounted from the sill in that swift +business-like way of hers. There was a rhythm about her every movement +that satisfied the deepest need of Ernie's soul. + +"What number?" she asked. + +"Seventy-seven." + +Her face clouded. + +It was the sodden Jew, clamant once more. + +"I'll go," said Ernie. + +It was no job of his, but go he did. And he was glad he had, for Soly +surpassed himself. + +"You!" stertorously. "What good are you to me? Send that Spanish +gypsy here! She's the one I want. I like 'em brown." + +Just outside the door Ernie met Céleste. + +"He wants you, Miss," he said, and admired the readiness of his lie. + +Then he walked thoughtfully back to Ruth, who had resumed her work. + +"It's all right," he said shyly. + +She lifted her face to him slowly, almost stealthily. + +Then there flashed a lovely light into her eyes. + +"Thank-you, Mr. Boots," she said. + +He advanced a step on her. + +"That ain't my name." + +She hid again in her work. + +"What is then?" she asked. + +"Ernie," he said. "Call me that." + +He was curiously peremptory, almost imperious. + +She did not answer him--threading her needle deliberately against the +light. + +Suddenly doors flung wide, and his whole being leapt forth as from a +furnace, caught her up, and rapt her in a living flame of love. + +She seemed to feel it beating about her, devouring her, and stirred as +a tired bird stirs in its nest at night after a long flight. + +Ernie was trembling till it seemed to him that his heels rat-a-tatting +on the floor must betray him. + +Then he went on his way. + +The transfiguring experience that comes perhaps once in a life-time to +the pure in heart had come to him in full flood. A new life was his, +sweeping away old land-marks, and bearing him he knew not whither. He +drifted with that mighty tide, content to be borne along. He had been +alive for twenty-five years, yet dead. Now he rose from the tomb, at +this his astounding Ascension-tide. In a second he had been rapt up +from the earth, had suffered miraculous conversion, and would never +again see life as he had once seen it. + +It was curious, wonderful, and above all it revolutionized old values. + +The men and women he met in the passage looked different, especially +the women. + +They were coarse, commonplace. + +Céleste passed him with a quip. + +What she said he didn't know, but he thought how opaque and material +she was in such a spiritual world; and what a pity it was; and how +sorry he was for her. + +Madame stopped him and gave him orders. He heard and carried them out. + +But all the while this new spirit was at work on its own business in +the deeps of him. His intellect, a mere cockle-shell afloat on an +Ocean of Mind, dealt with the superficial mechanism of life. + +_He_ was elsewhere. For the first time Ernie became aware of a Double +Life going on within him, of Two Minds, related, yet apart, each +pursuing its own ends. + +He entered the room in the basement where the men cleaned the knives, +blacked the boots and ate their hurried meals. It was cool, almost +cavernous. He was amazed that he had never before seen beauty in this +bleak room, the beauty of the woods for which he longed. + +He sat down and was glad. + +About him were men of all nationalities, some in aprons, some in their +shirt-sleeves, some snatching a desultory snack, chattering or silent. + +Ernie, aware of them, yet deep in himself, was conscious of two +impressions: These men were monkeys--and knew it; and they were Sons of +God--and as yet unconscious of it. + +One of the men, a sallow Austrian with a stringy moustache, who went by +the name of Don John among his mates, put down the _Arbeiter Zeitung_ +which he had been reading, watched Ernie awhile sardonically, and then +made a jeering remark to a neighbour, who replied. + +Ernie caught the words "Third Floor." + +Instantly he emerged from his deeps, his intellect alert, paramount, +and defensive. + +Don John continued caressingly, his cheek bulging with cheese, and a +clasp-knife in his hand. + +"Pluddy mug!" he jeered. "Thinks they're for him. They're for de +toffs on de top--not for _you_! You're unter-tog. Nozzing for +unter-tog in this world only de crumbs that _don't_ fall from de rich +man's table. De girls are for de Chairman Jews. They can buy em. Can +you?--Nice English girls are cheap." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI + +THE RIDE ON THE BUS + +The Thursday following his great experience, Ernie went as usual to the +Redoubt which was the terminus of the bus that ran to Billing's Corner. + +He was early; and there was as yet only one passenger on the roof, a +young woman simply dressed in black, her bare throat girt about with +yellow amber, and wearing a felt hat of terra-cotta colour. + +She was sitting on the front seat. + +The large and graceful indolence of her pose gave him pause. + +He stayed on the last step, regarding her. + +Then she turned her face sea-wards and he saw her profile. + +Another moment and he stood above her. + +"Ruth," he said. + +She looked up at him. + +"O, it's you, Ernie!" she answered quite simply, and without a thought +of coquetry. + +His heart moved within him. + +"That's a little better!" he muttered, and proceeded to sit down beside +her. + +She made room for him, friendly and entirely unconscious. + +They began to talk, and once she glanced at him from under her hat with +tranquil eyes that seemed to pour their soft light into his. + +He held them with his own. + +The two streams met and mingled in mysterious communion that thrilled +him till he trembled faintly. + +He was the first to turn away. + +"You look just all right," he said. + +She was a changed girl. The restraint had left her. A new life danced +within her. She was quivering with it, almost communicative. + +"I feel it," she answered joyously. "I'm off till ten. I'm going away +back home to Dad and Mother. I most in general doos o Sadadays if I +gets off." + +She was broadening her speech again, as though to throw off the +corrupting town, and draw near once more to the country which had bred +her. + +He heard her with delight; and answered her easily and in kind. + +"Auston, aren't it?" he asked. + +She eyed him slyly, taking his humour, and nodded. + +"You got it," she said. "I just take bus to Billing's Corner; and then +'Lewes coach drops me at Turnpike short o B'rick. Then 'dis but little +better'n a mile to traipse down the valley. I was borrun in the River +House in the Brooks along o the White Bridge under the church. And +where I was borrun there my folks do still live. Pretty well beknown +in them paarts my folks be, I rack'n." She was almost chattering now. +And as her tongue resumed with joy the habit of babyhood a ripple of +deep mirth swam over her face, and spoke of profound inward content. + +She became shy and confidential. "Just under the eaves outside the +room where I was borrun there's a martin's nest. And in the dark o +summer nights they wake and gurgle to emselves. That'll be the little +uns snugglin agin their mother's breast and thinkin how cosy. I do +just adore to listen to em. Kind o company like." She gurgled in her +turn, and then looked away abashed and blushing at the flow of her +confidences. + +"That's where you was borrun, was it?" mocked Ernie. "No, it warn't +then. You was borrun in de corrun one morrun all forlorrun. How do I +know it? Cos you're same as I be. You're a country chap." + +It was clear that she enjoyed his chaff. + +"That's a sure thing, you may depend," she answered in that humming +voice of hers that seemed to resound long after she had finished +speaking. "It's bred in my blood. See dad's dad and his dad afoor him +dey were ox-herds in the home-farm in Ruther Valley. Dad went along o +the long-horns on the hill too when he was a lad. There's few teams +left now except only Mr. Gorringe's at Exeat. When dad's dad was a lad +it was pretty near ox-teams allwheres in Sussex--on the hill and on the +Levels. Then it come horrses; and prazendly it'll be machines. The +world moves faster nor it used to did one time o day, I expagd. Ya-as. +Cerdainly it doos." + +The bus ran along the Esplanade to the pier, the sea shining on their +left. Then it swung down Cornfield Road, stopped at the Station, and +took the Old Road for Lewes. As it lurched under the Chestnuts into +Water Lane, the Downs were seen across Saffrons Croft through a screen +of elms. + +"There they be!" cried Ernie, hailing them. "What d'you think of them +now?" + +"Eh, but they're like mother and father to you, if you've been bred to +em," answered Ruth. "I just couldn't a-bear to be parted from them +nohows. They're Sussex--them and the sea. Sussex by the sea, my Miss +Caryll used to call it." + +They travelled up the hill; and the girl feasted her eyes on the green +of Saffrons Croft. + +"I allow the brown-birds holloa in them old ellums, dawn and dusk," she +murmured, talking more to herself than to her companion. "That's what +I misses by the sea more'n all--the song o birds. There's no loo like +for em--only the anonymous bushes. Reck'n that's where it is. They +like the loo'th, doos birds. But times I see a old jack-yearn flappin +along over the Levels like he'd all the time before him. And the +wheat-ears come from acrarst the sea and show the white of their tails +that carmical about Cuckoo-fair. Hap it'll be their first +landing-place. They must be tired. But there's not nigh the numbers +there was one time o day. When dad was a lad there was I dunna many +all along the Downs from Rottingdean to Friston." + +The bus stopped, as always, at the _Star_. + +Ernie, who felt the spirit of the show-man strong within him, pointed +out the Manor-house with a certain proprietary air. + +"That's where Mr. Trupp lives," he explained. "They come from all over +the world to see him. He's our doctor. Has been this thirty year. +Dad was one of the first in Old Town to have him. Give him his start, +as you might say." + +"He's a nice gentleman surely," said Ruth. + +"Do you know him then?" asked Ernie, a thought jealously. + +"I've knaw'd him all my life," answered the other. "He attends the +Squire and family. He looked after my Miss Caryll till she died; and +then me when I took bad after her death. Eh, but he was a kind +gentleman." + +"He brought me into the world," said Ernie with an air of finality, the +desire to swagger still strong upon him. "He took the inside out of +the Tsar of Dobrudja and he brought me into the world. That's what Mr. +Trupp done." + +She turned a deep brown eye on him. + +"He done well," she said quietly. + +Then they both laughed. + +At Billing's Corner he helped her off the bus and on to the four-horse +char-a-banc waiting outside the _Billing Arms_. + +"Last char-a-banc home," said Ernie authoritatively. "Half after nine +or so. I'll look out." + +He stood beneath her in the dust. + +With her jet-black hair, her colouring of a ripe peach, and those soft +swarthy eyes that streamed down upon him, she perched above him, +stately, mocking, mysterious. + +He could not make her out. She was at once so simple and so elusive in +her royal way. She teased, startled, and exalted him; she calmed and +maddened him. + +"Thank you, Mr. Caspar," came the quiet voice from on high. + +"Call me, Ernie," he ordered, this strange passion to domineer still +overmastering him. + +She gazed at him with those quiet ironical eyes of hers. + +Then the char-a-banc moved on. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII + +ON THE HILL + +That afternoon Ernie and his father sauntered up to the chalk-pit, and +lay on the green hill-side above it in the sun. + +Ernie plucked the bents and chewed them. + +"Dad," he began at last. + +"Yes." + +"What is love?" + +Once years ago at a dance in Grosvenor Square, Edward Caspar had +himself for a moment floated out on to the ocean of an immense and +wonderful new life. Thereafter he had been captured, as such +easy-going dreamy creatures are, by one of the fiercer sex. He +respected his wife, admired her beauty, owed her much, and was aware of +it; but for all her strength of character Anne had found herself from +the start of her married relations with her husband in that position of +secret moral inferiority which is even to-day, perhaps as the result of +an age-long inheritance of tradition, the accustomed doom of the woman +who has taken the initiative in matters of sex. Moreover as the years +went by the doom grew always more oppressive, and her husband more +remote.... + +Edward answered his son, + +"A door opens," he said slowly. "And you see." + +"What d'you see?" persisted the young man. + +His father made a curious undulating motion with his hand. + + "_The Infinite that lends + A Yonder to all ends,_" + +he said after a pause, and gestured across the Weald stretched beneath +them. + +"I can see it," he mused, "and hear it. So can you. It's a Tide--like +the wind in willow leaves. It's silvery and it rustles. It's +there--and here--and everywhere. The scientists call it ether. So it +is--from their point of view. If you approach it from the other +side--our side--it's what you said. It goes like so--like a billow." +With fine long-fingered hand he resumed that curious rhythmic motion of +his. "I once heard somebody compare Humanity to an Undulating Wave. +So it is, because it's the highest expression of _That_. It made us, +and is us. All that about the Everlasting Arms which Mr. Pigott, and +the Archdeacon, and your Salvation Joe talk about, it's all +true--literally true. Only they put it crudely; and for most of them +it's an opinion and not a fact of experience--that a man can prove for +himself at any moment." He paused. "Love is Recognition--often +instantaneous. It is the I-within recognizes the Me-without." + +He was sitting up now, bare-headed. A lovely colour flushed his frail +complexion. To Ernie, watching his scant hair, he seemed wonderfully +innocent and pure: a child talking with the wisdom of an old man. + +Then his father spoke again with an emphasis that was almost startling. + +"It's the profound simplicity of life that baffles us," he said. "It's +too simple for us to understand. Our brains aren't big enough--as +yet." He was becoming strangely excited. Ernie thought he understood +now the source of that exalted look of his father's. "But we shall +some day. Already there has been One Man who did. Think of it! We +crucified Him for it of course. We had to. He was climbing too far +a-head: so we plucked him back to earth. You mustn't go too far ahead +of the Herd. They won't stand it. But He knew: He trusted It: He +could float in It--like that kittiwake, ascending into heaven, +descending into hell, at will." + +He lay back on the turf, exhausted, his hat over his eyes, his hands on +the turf beside him. + +"Ernie." + +"Yes, dad." + +"Have you felt the Tide?" + +"I think so." + +The old man put his hand upon his son's. + +"Let it come, Boy-lad," he said. "Trust it to do the work. All our +mistakes are due to the same thing." + +"What's that?" asked Ernie. + +"Trying to interfere," answered the other. "Follow!--that's our human +part." + + +That evening, after supper, before he left, Ernie asked his mother +shyly for some roses. She took him out into the front-garden, tiny as +it was trim, and gave him of her best. + +Afterwards, as he walked away, she stood at the little gate and watched +him, a beautiful look in her eyes. Then she wiped her shoes very +carefully, and turned into the house. + +The study-door was open, and she peeped in. + +Her husband was sitting as always in the bow, looking out towards the +trees stirring in the Rectory garden. + +Anne stared at him. + +"Has he said anything to you?" she asked at last in the voice that grew +always more grumbling and ungracious with the years. + +"Not yet," her husband answered. + +"Well, it's about time," Anne grumbled. "Only I wish I'd had the +choosing of her." + +"Ernie'll choose all right," Edward answered in the peculiar crisp way +he sometimes now adopted. "You needn't worry about him." + +Whether there was a faint emphasis on the pronoun or not, Anne answered +with asperity, + +"And you needn't worry about Alf for that matter. He's far too set on +himself to find room for a wife." + + +Ernie was at Billing's Corner half an hour before the Lewes char-a-banc +was due, hanging about at the top of the rise, looking along the white +road that runs past Moot Farm under the long swell of the escorting +hills. + +It was a perfect evening of late May. The sun had already sunk in +darkened majesty against the West when the familiar cloud of dust +betokened the approach of the four-horse team. + +Ruth was sitting on the box beside the driver. Ernie recognized her +from afar by the splotch of colour made by her hat, and was filled with +an almost overpowering content. + +The horses sprang the rise at a canter, the conductor blowing a +flourish on his horn. The girl's hand was to her hat, and her head +bowed to the wind. The char-a-banc drew up with a swagger in the open +space before the _Billing Arms_. + +She was smiling down at him. + +Ernie lifted his cap: it was a trick he had from his father. No one +had ever paid the girl that common courtesy before, and she beamed upon +him. + +The other passengers were descending by the steps. + +Ernie advanced lordly. + +"This way!" he ordered, and laid his roses on the driver's foot-board. +"Don't wait for them! Put your foot on the wheel! Give over your +hand! Now your left foot here!" + +For the first time in his life he felt masterful. Powers in him, of +which he had possessed no previous knowledge, were thrusting through +the ice of the customary. + +Ruth obeyed. + +She slipped her foot into his hand. It was slight, not small, yet +beautifully compact. + +"It's dusty," she warned him. + +"No, it ain't," he answered, still in his high mood. + +He gripped it firmly. Her cool hand was in his. + +Then she trusted her whole weight to him. + +He felt his strength tried and answering to the test; and rejoiced in +it. So did she. + +For a moment he balanced her, lifted her even, let her feel the power +of his manhood. Then he lowered her swiftly. + +It was well, even gracefully done. + +Neither spoke; Ernie took his roses from the feet of the driver, who +looked down with approval. + +"Go on!" he said sturdily. "That's the way!" + +The motor-bus that was to take them back to the hotel was turning in +the open space before the public-house. + +Without a word they climbed on to the top. + +The bus dropped down Church Street, past the long-backed church with +its square tower standing on the grave-strewn mound solemn in the +growing dusk. + +Ernie placed his roses in Ruth's lap. + +Her eyes were shining, her voice soft. + +"For me?" she asked in her deep thrilling voice. + +For a second he laid his hand on hers. + +"Oh, they are beauties!" She buried her face in them. "My Miss Caryll +learned me the names of a tidy few o them when we was in the +Dower-house afoor she come to Beachbourne," she said. + +A motor-car stood at Mr. Trupp's door as the bus reached the _Star_. + +The two talked quietly of the famous surgeon, their heads together. + +The chauffeur got down from the Doctor's car and crossed slowly towards +the bus. + +He was small and wore black gaiters that glittered in the lamp-light +like a wet slug. + +He stood beneath them in the road, and then gave a low whistle. + +Ernie looked down. + +Alf was leering up at him. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII + +UNDER THE STARS + +The bus rolled on, past Saffrons Croft, the stars now twittering in the +branches of the elms. + +"Who was that?" asked Ruth. + +"My brother," answered Ernie, a thought surlily. + +"He doesn't favour you," said Ruth after a pause. + +"No," answered Ernie. "He's a master-man now, Alf is. Got his own +garage and men working for him and all. He drives for Mr. Trupp." + +At the pier, at Ernie's suggestion, they got down. It was dark now; +the sea moon-silvered and still. + +They walked along, rubbing elbows. Ernie broke the silence, to ask a +question that had long haunted him. + +"Ruth," he said, "however did you come into service at the +Hohenzollern?" + +Both of them had unconsciously resumed the accent of the town as they +returned to the town. + +Ruth told him simply and without reserve. + +She had been maid to Squire Caryll's sister at the Dowerhouse in +Aldwoldston. Her mistress had been taken ill, and Mr. Trupp had +ordered her to Beachbourne. + +"We was going to the Grand," Ruth told him. "But it was full. So +cardingly we went to the Hohenzollern till the Grand could have us. +And once there we stayed there two years--till she died. See Mr. Trupp +likes the Hotel for his patients. There's the lawns straight onto the +sea; and the Invalids' Corner by the anonymous hedge he got Madame to +build." + +Madame had throughout been kind, so kind--first to her mistress and +then to her; for after Miss Caryll's death Ruth had broken down from +over-strain. The Manageress and Mr. Trupp had pulled her through. +Then when she came round, Madame, who was clearly fond of the girl, had +kept her on as personal maid, "cosseting me," said Ruth with a little +laugh, "like a bottle-lamb." At Easter, when the crush came, and Ruth +was quite recovered, Madame had asked her to go to the Third Floor to +help, saying she would take her back if the girl didn't like it. + +"I went tempory to oblige Madame," Ruth explained. "I'd do a lot for +her. She's been that kind." + +Ruth had been there some weeks now, too lazy or too shy to take the +step that would involve another change. + +"I don't ardly like to see you there, Ruth," said Ernie gently. "I +don't really." + +She lifted her face to him in the darkness. + +"Where?" + +"The Third Floor." + +Ruth turned her face to him. Her wall was down. She was talking +intimately almost as a woman to a woman she trusts. + +"I don't hardly myself," she said in the musing voice of the disturbed. +"The gentlemen are that funny. Seem scarcely respectable, some of em. +And the couples too. Might not be married the way they go on. London, +I suppose." + +He glanced at her covertly. + +She met his eyes--so frank, so fearless. + +What a man of the world Ernie felt beside this white ewe-lamb straying +far from the fold in the hollow of its native coombe! + +They were skirting now the fosse of the Redoubt. + +Before them on the shore rose the great Hotel, like a brilliantly +lighted mausoleum, blocking out a square patch of stars. + +They made towards it. + +"Ruth," said Ernie quietly, "if I was you I'd get Madame to change you. +Second Floor's more your sort. More steadified. There's a Bishop +there now and his wife and three-four daughters or so. Go to bed at +ten, and get up at seven. I can hear em all a-snorin in chorus like so +many hoggets in a stye when I take the lift down last turn at night." + +"Hap I will," said Ruth thoughtfully. "Madame'd take me back herself, +only she's got a German maid now, and I wouldn't do anything to put +Madame out for worlds." + +A struggle was taking place in Ernie's heart. If Ruth left the Third +Floor for the Second he would still see her sometimes. If she left the +Hotel altogether he might lose her. + +"Ruth," he said at last. "I sometimes wonder why you stay on there at +all." + +She glanced at him mischievously. + +"Shall I tell you?" she asked, her voice deeper than ever. + +"Yes." + +"It's the bathin. I just do adore the swimmin. Madame arranges it +nice for the maids. And the season's coming on. We start next week if +this weather holds. When the season's over I shall cut my stick--if so +be Madame wasn't to want me for her own maid again." + +She chuckled at her own cunning. + +They came to the servants' gate. + +Ernie stopped. + +"Good-bye, Ruth," he said. "I'll say good-night." + +She looked up at him surprised. + +"Aren't you comin then?" she asked. + +"Yes," he said. "But I'm just a-goin to finish my fag first." + +She gave him a delicious look. + +Innocent as she was, she understood his consideration and thanked him +for it mutely. + +She gave him her hand. He took it, shook it, and held it awhile, as +though weighing it. It was firm and very capable. + +Swiftly he lifted it to his lips and kissed it. + +She made no protest, looking at him with kind eyes that knew no thought +of coquetry. + +Then she vanished with her flowers. + +He gave her five minutes, and then followed her. + +Ruth had been detained in the basement, and was vanishing up the +back-stairs as he entered, her roses in her hand. + +Don John, the Austrian, with his dingy face and greasy moustache, +winked at Ernie as he passed. + +"Peach," he whispered. "Don't you wish you ad the pickin of her?" + + + + +BOOK V + +CAPTAIN ROYAL + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV + +HIS ARRIVAL + +Ruth was as good as her word. + +Next day she went to see Madame, and asked to be moved from the Third +Floor. + +Madame, the majestic, standing before the fire, dressed like a +fashion-plate, put down her cigarette and looked at the young woman +standing before her, slightly abashed, and uncertain how her request +would be received. + +She was genuinely fond of the girl, and had sent her to the Third Floor +at some personal sacrifice because she wished her to have chances she +would not get elsewhere. + +Now she showed herself kind, if by no means understanding. She thought +Ruth foolish and hinted as much. With foreign girls she could talk so +much more plainly than with these wooden Englishwomen who understood so +little. It was because Ruth was English, yet looked foreign, and +showed a certain swift comprehension rare in her race, that Madame had +taken to her at first. + +However, she assented to the girl's request as always with a good +grace, if reluctantly. + +"Very well, Ruth," she said. "You are one of ze quiet ones, I see. +Zey are too gay on ze Third Floor. I zought zey might be. It was only +an egsperiment. One of ze maids on ze Second Floor is going next week. +I vill move you zen. But you vill not get ze tips, you know. Bishops +don't pay." + +"Thank you, Ma'am," said Ruth, and left the room. + + +Two evenings later the Hohenzollern Express, as the non-stop train from +Victoria to Beachbourne was called, brought an unusual number of +visitors to the Hotel. + +The palm-lined hall was packed with forlorn travellers, wandering about +trying to find themselves; the clerks in the office were besieged; the +porters run off their legs. + +Ernie was on the lift that evening. He stood in the corridor, +listening to the hubbub in the hall, and waiting for the first rush of +visitors who had arranged themselves and appropriated keys, when he saw +a man emerge from Madame's private sitting-room at the end of the +passage. + +Then he came marching resolutely down the corridor, absorbed, swift, +direct, with eyes neither to right nor left, wearing a Burberry, and +the short tooth-brush moustache that was still the rage in the British +Army; a young man of a type so familiar to Ernie that he smiled on +recognizing it. + +The traveller entered the passenger-lift with a curt, + +"Third Floor!" + +It was Captain Royal. + +Ernie had just been long enough away from the Regiment to see +everything connected with it through the roseate mists of +sentimentality. + +He pulled the cord and the lift ascended. + +"Beg pardon, sir," he said shyly. "Might you remember me?" + +Royal turned his slate-blue eyes on the other, and extended a sudden +hand. + +"What! Caspar, the cricketer!" he cried with the gay nonchalance +peculiar to him. "Rather!--that stand against the Rifle Brigade at +Pindi? Yes. What! Got a job you like? What!" + +"Pretty fair, sir," answered Ernie. "Home on long leave, sir?" + +"Yes, six months. I'm going to work for the Staff College." + +"All well with the Regiment when you left, sir?" + +"Yes, thanks. All merry and bright. We won the Polo Cup. Mr. +Ffloukes--you remember him in D Company--got himself mauled by a bear +in the hills. Silly young feller. Quite unnecessary, I thought.... +The Colonel's retired and come home. Living somewhere in these parts, +I believe." + +The lift stopped at the Third Floor. + +Ernie carried the Captain's suit-case to his room. + +"I'll bring your heavy luggage myself, sir," he said, for he had quite +taken the other under his wing. + +As he left the room he met Ruth. + +Ernie beckoned her mysteriously. + +"That's my old skipper," he whispered. "You look after him now. He's +just all right." + +Ruth regarded him with amused eyes. + +"Why, you're quite excited," she said. + +"Ah," answered Ernie. "We're Hammer-men, him and me. That's enough. +_Quite_ enough." He disappeared down the shaft with a knowing and +consequential air, hushing her with lordly hand. + +The Captain rang for his hot water. + +Ruth took it him. + +He turned round as she entered and flashed his eyes at her curiously. + +"Will you help me unpack?" he said quietly. "I haven't brought a man." + +She knelt beside the suit-case, while he stood at the chest of drawers. + +She handed him his clothes, and he arranged them orderly and with an +unerring precision that appealed to her methodical mind. + +His clothes were beautiful too: so fine, so fresh, so like himself, +Ruth thought. She handled the silken shirts, when his back was turned, +and stroked the flimsy vests. + +Once he turned swiftly to find her pressing some diaphanous under-wear +against her cheek. + +He laughed; and she blushed. + +"That's from Cashmere," he said. "Pleasant to the touch--what?" + +"It's beautiful," answered Ruth. + +When Ernie entered with the heavy luggage, Ruth was kneeling at the +suit-case, the Captain standing over her. + +Ernie's somewhat artificial enthusiasm suddenly melted away. + +He wasn't very pleased. + +The Captain had brought a quantity of luggage too, and clearly meant to +make a prolonged stay. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV + +HIS ORIGIN + +Captain Royal was the son of his father; but very few people knew +anything about that father. And those few knew little more than that +he had made money in business in the North. + +The business in fact was that of an unregistered dentist at Blackpool. + +Albert Ryle was a curious little fellow. He lived more like a machine +than it was possible to conceive a human being could live. He was so +regular as to be almost automatic: he had no virtues, and his vices +were vigorously suppressed. Early in life he planned out his career +according to Programme, and he stuck to it with methodical precision +throughout. During his working life, happily for him, there were no +such seismic disturbances, utterly beyond his control, as have +completely upset the Programme of like automaton men in our own day. + +Nor did the unexpected and catastrophic in the way of illness or sudden +love ever overwhelm him. + +He did not marry: that was part of the Programme. He did not enjoy +himself. He lived meanly; but his practice grew and grew, especially +among the well-to-do artisans. The middle and upper class he left in +the main to the qualified practitioners. + +He was extraordinarily efficient, thorough, and precise in his work; he +was daring too. He would administer gas himself, and happily had no +accidents. He spent nothing on himself, and studied the stock-markets +with the same meticulous care which he gave to the human mouth. + +On his fiftieth birthday he totted up his capital account and found he +had made £25,000--just six months ahead of scheduled time. + +His end had been attained. The first part of the Programme had now +been accomplished. + +Next day--or as near as it was possible--he sold his practice, took +down his brass-plate, said good-bye to no one, for he knew no one +except in the way of business; and for the first time in his life +crossed the Trent, never to recross it. + +Albert Ryle never looked back: he moved forward steady as a caterpillar +on the trail. + +In the North he left behind him everything but the accent which, to his +own no small grief, and the unending anguish of his wife, he carried to +the grave, and the money he had made in gloomy Lancashire. + +He bought a villa in Croydon, modified his name under expert advice, +and in the sun of the South country began to live. + +Mr. Royal of Deepdene had made money in business in the North. Now he +was going to spend it in the South. + +Here began the second part of the Programme. + +He married a middle-class woman, who had been a companion, and +possessed some not very well-founded pretensions to family. + +He entered the Church, ignoring formal admission by baptism, and took +an active part in the life of the Town. + +Capable and tireless, he became in time a Town Councillor, and, better +still, a Justice of the Peace for Surrey. His grand ambition, never to +be fulfilled in this world, was to be a Deputy Lieutenant of the county +of his adoption. + +There was one child of the marriage, who was christened at his wife's +request, and with his full approval, Hildebrand. + +The boy was sent to a first-rate preparatory school, where, being an +aggressive youngster, he more than held his own. + +Mr. Albert Royal was determined that his son should go to one of "our +ancient public schools." + +When he broached the subject, the headmaster of the preparatory school +was in a dilemma. + +Mr. Royal was an admirable parent from the commercial point of view. +He paid the fees and never made a fuss; but there was no getting away +from Mr. Royal's accent. + +Mr. Wortley, an Etonian himself, didn't somehow think Eton was quite +the school for Hildebrand. Too damp. There wasn't much chance of a +boy getting into Winchester unless his father had been there before +him. Had Mr. Royal been at Winchester?--Ah, bad luck. Then +Rugby?--But Mr. Royal wouldn't send his son to a North country school. +Mr. Royal's home was in the South; and so was his heart. What about +Harrow?--Mr. Wortley's face brightened. Harrow was the very thing. He +could see Hildebrand at Harrow in his mind's eye. + +Later when his partner came into the study, after Mr. Royal's +departure, Mr. Wortley announced the news with a little grin. + +"Arrow for Ildebrand," he said. + +"And quite good enough too," replied the other, who was also an +Etonian, with a little snort. + + +To Harrow, then, Hildebrand went. + +And just at the appropriate moment Mr. Royal Senior died. + +That was not part of the Programme, but it was consummately tactful. + +"My father didn't do much. He was a magistrate in Surrey," sounded so +much better than the reality incarnate, rough and red and rather +harsh--with the Blackpool accent. + +Mr. Royal's opportune death was, in fact, an immense relief to his +suffering wife and perhaps to young Hildebrand, who was beginning to +know what was what in the world in which he proposed to live and move +and have his being. + +His school career was a great success. Many admired, not a few envied, +nobody liked him; but as a master said--"He likes himself enough to +make up for that." + +An extremely good-looking boy, full of self-confidence, he was an +unusually fine athlete, played racquets for the school, and notched a +century against Eton at Lords in a style that made men talk of F. S. +Jackson at his best. + +His mother was presentable and dressed extremely well. + +Young Royal had no objection to being seen about with her, and even +invited her down to Speech-day and introduced her to his friends at +Lords. It was not to be wondered at that when she died she left the +whole of the £25,000 to her only-born. + +Hildebrand bore this second bereavement with characteristic fortitude. +He was just at the age when the possession of money was rare as it was +useful. + +He passed high into Sandhurst, and became an Under-Officer. His record +there as an athlete, his bit of money, and the use he made of it, +enabled him to secure a commission in the coveted Hammer-men. He +joined the Regiment with a considerable and deserved reputation, which +he more than maintained. + +He was not popular with his brother-officers, who said quietly among +themselves that he was not a Sahib; while Conky Joe went so far as to +assert that he was not even a "white man"; but he was an asset to the +Regiment and accepted as such. + +Now he had come home on six months' leave with two objects in view. He +meant to work for the Staff College--and there were few more ambitious +men; and he meant to enjoy himself. + +When he returned to England, there was no question where he would +settle down. + +He knew all about the Hohenzollern, and indeed would boast to his few +intimates--and he was fond of boasting--that Madame was an old friend +of his, and that he had paid his first visit to the Third Floor when +still at Harrow. + +Beachbourne indeed suited him very well. It possessed a first-rate +crammer; if he wanted Society there was the Club at the West-end, full +always of Service men retired or on leave; and he could get as much +golf and cricket as he liked. + +A terrific worker, he would have no distractions: for he knew very few +people socially. There would be no country-house invitations for him; +nor did he court them. When he had passed through the Staff College +and settled down in London for a spell at the War Office he knew very +well that doors, now shut to him, would open. There was no hurry about +that. He didn't mean to marry yet: he meant to enjoy himself. + +In a word, Captain Royal was an adventurer of a kind by no means +uncommon in our day. A Tory in his opinions and his prejudices he +lacked the one thing that can make a Tory admirable, and that is +Tradition. + +When Colonel Lewknor once defined him as "A first-rate officer and a +first-class cad," Conky Joe, the kindest of men but a first-rate hater, +who had never quite got over the bias imbibed in the atmosphere of the +"greatest of all schools," replied with scorn, rare scorn, + +"Well, what d'you expect of Harrow?" + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI + +THE CAPTAIN BEGINS HIS SIEGE + +The morning after Captain Royal's advent, Ernie, going his round of the +Third Floor, dropping boots at various doors, stopped outside No. 72. + +The door was open; and Ruth stood at the window looking sea-wards. + +It was early yet, scarcely seven, but clearly the Captain was already +up and out. Ernie stood in the door, admiring the lines of the girl's +big young figure, the curve of her neck and shoulders and the glossy +black of her hair. He made a little whistling sound. + +Ruth turned, saw who it was, and beckoned to him. + +The window looked out over the lawns and foreshore on to the sea, brisk +and broken in the sun. + +The tide was brimming, and swinging in, green-hued, white-tipped, and +splashed with shadows. + +The bathing-raft was wobbling in the short chop. There were no bobbing +heads about it now. It was too early in the season, too early in the +morning, and the sea was too rough. But a figure, white in the sun, +balanced on the unsteady raft, then shot arrow-wise into the sea. + +Another moment and a black head bounced up out of the water. Then +there was the flash of an arm, rising and falling swiftly, as the +swimmer strode away for the horizon. + +"Straight out to sea!" cried Ernie. "That's the Captain!--Buffet em!" + +"I wish I was a man," mused Ruth. "Go in like that--just as you are." + +She took up her duster, and resumed her work. The bed was already made. + +"You're early at it," said Ernie, glancing round. + +"Yes," answered Ruth. "I'm to do his room every morning while he's in +the water. He's going to work up here after breakfast." + +"Hot stuff!" said Ernie, trying to work up enthusiasm. "He'll command +the old Battalion one day, the skipper will. Good old Hammer-men!" + +Half an hour later the Captain was back. His hair still wet, was crisp +still and very dark; while the brine crusted his handsome face. He had +run up the stairs, three at a stride, too impetuous to await the lift. +In flannels, a sweater with a broad collar, and white shoes, he looked +cool and clean and strenuous as the water from which he just emerged. +At the top of the stairs he met the shabby porter with his collarless +shirt, his scrubby hair, and rough hands. + +Ruth, coming down the corridor, marked the meeting of the two men. + +"Mornin," said the Captain, brief as his own moustache. + +"Morning, sir," grinned Ernie, rolling by, full of self-consciousness. + +An hour later, he saw Ruth coming out of 72 with a tray. + +Ernie stopped. + +"Havin breakfast in his own room?" he asked. + +"Yes," said Ruth quietly. + +The monosyllable seemed to knock at Ernie's heart. + +He hesitated a moment. + +"I'm sorry you're leaving the Third Floor, Ruth," he said. "For me own +sake like." + +"Thank you," answered Ruth. + +He noticed she was strangely curt. + + +A week later Madame sent for the girl. + +"Ruth, are you still in any hurry to change your Floor?" she asked. + +The girl looked down, colouring faintly. + +"Think it over, vill you?" said Madame. "There is no hurry." + +"Thank you, Ma'am," said Ruth, quivering. + +She returned to her work. A bell was ringing. It was 72. + +Ruth went. + +The Captain was manicuring his nails at the window. He looked up as +she entered. + +"Shut the door!" he said. + +She obeyed. + +"Come here!" he ordered. + +She went. + +He looked at her, in his blue eyes a laughing sternness. + +"What's this?" he asked. + +"What, sir?" + +"I hear you're thinking of deserting." + +She stood before him, her bosom rising and falling. + +"Ruth," he said gravely, "you've got to make a home for me while I'm +here. I'm a pore lone orphan--no mother, or sister, or friends. +You've got to mend me and mind me, as my old nurse used to say. D'you +see? I look to you." + +"Very well, sir," answered Ruth. + + +Whatever else Ruth might feel about Captain Royal, there was no doubt +that she admired him. And to do the man justice, there was not a +little to admire. In any company, except the best, he shone. And on +the Third Floor, in that meretricious atmosphere of fat-necked Jews, +dubious foreigners, and degenerate Englishmen, Royal with his strenuous +ways of the public-school boy, his athletic figure, and keen walk stood +out like a sword among gamps in an umbrella-stand. + +He lived too with the deliberate speed of the man who knows his goal +and means to get there. + +There was no need to call him. He was up every morning at 6.15, and +into the sea, rain or fine, rough or smooth, at 6.30. At 7 he was back +again in his room, stripped, and doing physical exercises. At 8 Ruth +brought his breakfast; and by 9 he had settled to his morning's work. +After lunch he golfed; then to his crammer; and in the evening he +relaxed over a billiard-table or in the card-room. + +Sometimes he went off for the night to Town. + +On the first of these occasions Ernie carried his bag to the taxi with +a joy for which he himself could not account. + +"What!--are you off, sir?" he asked gaily. "I thought we was going to +keep you all your leave." + +"Only for the week-end," answered the other, with his little hard +laugh. "See me back on Monday." + +Ernie's heart fell. + +He went upstairs, saw Ruth, and feigned surprise. + +"What, still here, Ruth?" + +"Yes," the girl answered in her quiet way. "I shan't move now till the +Captain's gone." + +She said it quite simply. She was too great, too spiritual, to be +provocative: Ernie knew that. + +He stopped full. There was a sea of fire lifting his chest and +lighting his eye. + +"Ruth," he said. + +She saw his emotion, and stayed with the courtesy natural to her. + +"Will you walk out with me?" + +She met his eyes with the courage, dark, flashing, and kind, he loved +so much. + +"I couldn't do that, Ernie," she said so gently that he loved her all +the more. + +"Why not then?" + +"I'm afraid." + +"What of?" + +"Afraid you might ask me more'n what I can give." + +"I'll run the risk!" cried Ernie. "I'm ready!" + +She shook her head. + +He took her hand. + +"I'm a good man, Ruth," he said with the almost divine simplicity of +the class to which he now belonged. + +She overwhelmed him with tenderness. + +"O, I know you are, Ernie!" she said in her purring voice of a +wood-pigeon at evening. "But I'm not thinking of settling--not yet." + +The love-passage relieved Ernie immensely. He would face defeat, face +Captain Royal, face the future with confidence now. + +Thereafter for some time he went about his work whistling, so that Don +John, the Austrian, winked at his mates behind his back, and said, + +"He thinks she's for him! No fool like an English fool!" + +When he came back from his week-end away, Captain Royal went straight +to Madame's private sitting-room, which was at the end of the Third +Floor. As he came out and passed along the corridor he saw Ruth +sitting on the window-sill in the passage, where Ernie had suddenly +known himself in love with her. + +He stopped. There was a bundle of mending beside her, and among it he +recognized his own pyjamas. + +Royal knew there was a sitting-room for the maids, called by the +habitués of the Third Floor, "the Nunnery," and wondered. + +That evening, when she came to put out his evening clothes, he said to +her, + +"You don't care about using the maids' sitting-room, Ruth?" + +She did not answer. + +"The other girls aren't your sort? too rowdy--what?" + +Again she fell back on characteristic silence. + +Each of the bed-rooms on the Third Floor had a dressing-room attached. + +"Well, you know my hours," he continued. "You use my dressing-room to +work in whenever you like. I never use it myself; and I know you've a +lot to do for me." + +Ruth thanked him; and after that in the afternoons, when he was out, +and in the evenings, when he was at dinner, she would sit in his +dressing-room and work. + +One evening, as she sat beside the window, her dark head bent over her +work, she was aware that he was standing over her. + +He had come in on her very quietly from behind, not through his +bed-room but through the door of the dressing-room that opened into the +corridor. + +She rose to go, gathering her work. + +He put his hand upon her shoulder, and pressed her gently back into the +chair. She trembled beneath his touch. + +"No," he said. "Don't go. I like to have you there." + +She glanced swiftly at the door behind her. + +"That's all right," he laughed. "It's shut." Then he moved into the +bed-room. + +"I'm not going to close the door," he said, "because I like to see you +there when I look up from my work." + +She lifted her eyes to his, full of confidence and affection. He was +not a man; he was a God--and to be treated as such: he could do no +wrong. + +He smiled at her friendly from his chair. + +"I'm going to read Jomini," he said. "Ever hear of Jomini, Ruth?--nice +name, isn't it? Joe-mine-eye." + +After that Captain Royal was less regular in his attendance at the +billiard-room after dinner. + +He read in his bed-room; Ruth worked in the dressing-room; sometimes +the door between the two rooms was open; and sometimes they talked. + +One evening Ernie, descending from a higher floor in the lift, marked +Céleste listening at the dressing-room door. She saw him, winked, and +tripped away. + +"It's a caise!" she whispered, making a hollow of her hand. "A +h'iceberg's hot stuff once it begins to go." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII + +HE DRIVES A SAP + +One morning, after Captain Royal had been at the Hotel two months, +Ernie missed the familiar soft thud of his feet as he came up the +stairs three at a time after his bathe. + +Ernie looked at his watch. + +It was half-past seven; and the Captain was regular as the seasons. He +wondered what was up. The strange dis-ease which possessed him, +whenever his thoughts turned to Royal, was on him strong. + +Then Ruth came out of the Captain's room. Her face, always grave, was +graver than usual. The note of restraint Ernie had marked in it of +late, whenever he met her, had given place to one of anxiety. + +"What's up?" he asked. + +"He's not getting up," she answered. "He's not well. Looks to me like +the hot-chills." + +The sick man heard the voices outside. + +"Caspar!" he called. + +"Sir." + +Ernie entered. Captain Royal lay in bed, a touch of colour in his +cheeks, his skin dry, his hair bristling, his eyes suffused. + +"I've got a touch of fever," he said. "And my head's stupid. You +don't remember the prescription they used to give us in India. Quinine +and--what?" + +Ernie was far too vague to be of any help, and was testily dismissed. +He left the sick-room. The Captain's helplessness roused the woman in +him and disarmed the jealous male. + +"It's nothing much," he told Ruth. "Only a go of malaria. He used to +get it in India. Don't you worry." + +Later in the morning Madame visited the sick man, and summed him up +with those fine shrewd eyes of hers that let so little escape them. + +The Captain was clearly running a temperature. + +Madame put her plump be-ringed hand on his lean one, and then rang. + +Ruth came. + +"Have you a thermometer, Ruth?" + +Ruth had--a legacy from Miss Caryll's days. In a moment she +re-appeared with it, washed it, and put it into the Captain's mouth. +Then she plucked it out, and took it to the window. It marked 102. + +"What is it?" asked the sick man. + +"It's a little up," answered Ruth, shaking the thermometer down. + +"What is it?" repeated the other. + +Ruth had not nursed Miss Caryll for two years in vain. + +"It's a shade over normal," she said. "Hap it'll be a bit higher this +evening." + +Outside she told Madame. + +"I shall send for Mr. Trupp," that lady said, and telephoned at once. + +The great man came, grumbling and grousing. What did he--who loved to +describe his surgery as carpentry, and himself as a mechanic--know of +Indian fevers? + +Madame took him herself to the Captain's room. Ruth brought a jug of +hot water. + +"You must just stop in bed till it's burned itself out," said the +Doctor, wiping his hands and coughing. + +The sick man cursed. + +"You won't want a nurse," said Madame. "Ruth'll do everything you +want." + +Mr. Trupp looked up and for the first time noticed the girl by the +wash-stand. He seemed put out and glanced at Madame. + +"I didn't know you were on this floor, Ruth," he said, and added to the +Captain--"Ruth nursed a patient of mine for two years in this very +Hotel, didn't you, Ruth? She can take a temperature, feel a pulse, and +keep a chart with the best of em, and you'll be all right in a day or +two." + +Ruth, who loved Mr. Trupp, as she loved no one else on earth, blushed +and smiled. + +"That's settled then," said the Captain from his bed. + +Outside in the corridor Mr. Trupp, busy winding his comforter about his +neck, saw Ernie and shook hands with him. + +"Well, Ernie," he said gruffly. "I forgot you were here. How _you_ +getting on?" + +"Nicely, thank you, sir," answered Ernie, forgetful for the moment of +all his trouble. "Nothing much amiss with the Captain, I hope, sir?" + +"D'you know him?" asked Mr. Trupp. + +"Why, sir!" cried Ernie, aggrieved. "He was our adjutant. And a fine +officer too. Mr. George'll tell you all about him, though they was in +different Battalions. He's well be-known all over India because of his +cricket." + +"O, he's a Hammer-man too, is he?" said Mr. Trupp, interested. "Quite +a collection of you here. D'you know Colonel Lewknor?" + +"Know him, sir!" cried Ernie. "The Colonel!--The best officer and +nicest gentleman we had. Is he down here?" + +"Yes, he's taking a house in Holywell, I believe.... Take my bag down +to the car, will you?--You'll find Alf outside. I must just wait and +speak to the Manageress." + +Ernie willingly obeyed. + +Outside was the familiar chocolate-coloured car; and a little way off +was Alf standing in the grass exchanging confidences with some one in +the boothole in the basement. + +He saw Ernie and broke off his conversation at once to come lurching +towards his brother, licking his lips, and on his colourless face the +familiar leer. + +"Say, Ern!" he began confidentially. + +Ernie, paying no heed, opened the door of the car, and put the bag +inside. + +"That was a pretty pick-up you got hold of top of the bus that time," +Alf continued quietly. + +Ern faced his brother. + +"What's this then?" he asked, rather white. + +"That tart top o the bus that night." + +Ernie was breathing deep as he shut the door of the car elaborately. + +"I thought you was a churchman then," he said. "Took the sacraments, +marched in processions and carried the bag, from what I hear of it." + +Alf looked round warily. Then he came boring in upon the other, as +though determined to penetrate his secret. + +"What if I do!" he said. "'Taint Sunday to-day, is it?--'Taint Sunday +_all_ the time." + +Some one buried in the boot-hole laughed. + +"What's that got to do with it?" Ernie asked. "D'you keep a dirty +tongue all the week, and put on a clean one o Sunday with yer change o +clothes?" + +"Who was she?" persisted Alf, his eyes like the waters of a canal at +night glittering in the murk of some desolate industrial quarter. + +Ernie folded his arms. He said nothing; but the lightning flickered +about his face. + +"I know who she was then," continued Alf, his great head weaving from +side to side. "She was one of the totties from the Third Floor--where +you work." He thrust his head forward, and his eyes were cruel. +"_D'you_ think she's for you?--Earning twenty-two a week, aren't +you?--and what the German Jews toss you. Why, I doubt if she'd fall to +ME--and I'm a master-man." + +Jeering laughter from the bowels of the earth punctuated his words. + +Just then Mr. Trupp came through the great swing-doors. He stopped for +a word with the hall-porter. + +"You settled down here, Ernie?" he asked. + +"Pretty fair, sir, thank you," Ernie answered without enthusiasm. + +Mr. Trupp entered the car. He seemed perturbed. + +"Well, if you want to make a change at any time, let me know," he said. +"I only suggested this as a make-shift for you, till we could fix you +up in something better, you know." + +The Doctor drove home in surly mood. + +It was not till the evening that his wife arrived at the root of the +trouble. + +"You remember Miss Caryll's maid?" he said. + +"Ruth Boam?" cried Mrs. Trupp. "That charming girl who used to bring +us over strawberries from the Dower-house at Aldwoldston." + +Mr. Trupp stirred his coffee. + +"She's on the Third Floor at the Hohenzollern." + +Mrs. Trupp put down her work. + +"Temporarily," continued the other, "But she oughtn't to be there at +all, a good girl like that. I told Madame as much." + +"I should think you did!" cried Mrs. Trupp, flashing out like a sword +from a scabbard. "It's a crime!" + +"Madame's not a criminal," replied her husband quietly. "She's kind. +But she's one of the people who carries her kindness altogether too +far." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII + +THE SERPENT + +Ernie, who was never very fond of work, had on the Captain's arrival +stored his trunks in the dressing-room to save himself the trouble of +carting them up to the box-room in the roof. + +Now it occurred to him that if a nurse was called in to attend the sick +man there might be trouble about the trunks. + +On the morning after Mr. Trupp's visit he determined, therefore, to +move them before he was found out. + +Very early he opened the dressing-room door and blundered in. + +A girl with bare arms was standing before the looking-glass, dressing +her dark hair; and the bed had been slept in. + +"O, beg pardon, Miss," said Ernie, genuinely abashed. + +The girl smiled and held up a hushing finger. + +"I didn't know, Miss," continued Ernie, still caught in his own +confusion. + +"Why d'you call me Miss?" asked Ruth calmly. + +Ernie laughed lamely. + +"Did I?" he said. "I don't know." He found relief in bustle. "I was +just a-goin to shift some o them trunks." + +"Thank you kindly," answered Ruth. "It'd make more room like." + +Ernie set to work. + +"How's the Captain?" he asked. + +"Middlin or'nary," Ruth replied. "He didn't sleep unaccountable well." + +"You look a bit tired yourself, Ruth," said Ernie. + +"I was up to him time or two in the night," the girl answered. "I +shall go off this afternoon. Madame's very kind." + +Ernie went out, swallowing his misery as best he could. + + +The fever took its normal course. The Captain needed very little +attention. Ruth gave him his medicine, tidied his bed, took his +temperature, and saw to his food. + +He lay in a fog, amused with her, angry with himself. + +"You're top-hole at this job, Ruth," he would say. + +On the third night, in the small hours, he rang. The bell was on a +chair at Ruth's side. She rose at once. The dressing-gown in which +she wrapped herself was a flimsy affair, and showed the lines of her +large young body. The light beside the Captain's bed was switched on. + +"Ruth," he said, "I'm better. I've broken out in a muck-sweat. I'm +dripping. Get me some fresh pyjamas and a towel." + +His face was shining with perspiration, his hair dark. + +She went to a drawer. + +"Bring me a towel," he said. "And give me a rub down." + +She obeyed and clothed him in his new pyjamas. + +He lay back, dry and contented. + +The dawn was breaking. She lit the spirit-lamp and crouched beside it, +graceful and brooding, her nightdress spread on the floor about her +like a train of snow. + +"I'll chill you a drop o milk," she said in her deep voice, with the +coo of comfort in it. "It comes over cold towards dawn." + +He drank readily and seemed refreshed. + +"That's better," he said. + +Ruth watched him with kind eyes. + +"Now you'll sleep, I reck'n," she said. + +"Ruth," he answered, "come here." + +She came. + +He took her hand and kissed it. + +"That's all," he said. "Thank you. Good-night." + +She went back to the dressing-room and closed the door behind her. +Then she went to the window. + +The tide was low, the sea still dark, and on the horizon of it a bank +of saffron, from which in time the sun would appear. + +On the far edge of the sands, pearl-hued and desolate, the waves +stirred faintly. All else was stillness and immensity. Not a soul, +not a ship, not a movement. + +The sweep, the nakedness, the inexorable passivity of earth and sky and +sea, man-forsaken and forlorn, seemed for once to affect the girl with +fear. She retired hastily to her bed and sought the shelter of sleep. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX + +THE LASH AGAIN + +In a week the Captain was in the sea again, and living the same +fiercely strenuous life he had done before his attack. + +Ernie congratulated him upon his recovery with a cheerfulness he by no +means felt. + +A question haunted him. + +Was Ruth still sleeping in the dressing-room? ... + +Could the girl be so indiscreet? ... + +Nothing could have been easier for him than to answer the question for +himself by peeping. But he would not do it, for the hotel-porter was a +gentleman. + +The question that troubled him was, however, soon to answer itself. + +One afternoon, when Ruth was out to Ernie's knowledge, he was surprised +to hear in the dressing-room the familiar voices of Céleste and another +maid, hushed and whispering. + +"She keeps the key her side," one was saying. + +"What's it matter who keeps the key?" the other answered. "That's only +a bluff." + +The door was slightly ajar. + +"He don't seem to have give her nothing," said the one at the +dressing-table discontentedly. + +"Only cash. Cash is the thing. Then you can get what you like for +yourself." + +"Here's her Bible and pray-book! _Look!_--Ain't she just the little +limit?--and that close with it too." + +"It's always the same. It's the dark uns are the deep uns." + +"Don't you dare to chip her then," warned the other. "She's Madame's +own ducky-darlin-doodle-day." + +Ernie opened the door. + +The two girls turned in a scared flutter. + +"There!--It's only old Ernie Boots!" cried Céleste relieved. "He don't +count, Ernie don't.--But you give me the palpitations though." + +Ernie held the door wide. + +"You've no business in here," he said sternly. + +"No one has--only the Captain, old cock," retorted Céleste flippantly. + +The two girls flirted away with high noses and a rustle of silken +underwear. + +Ernie looked round the little room with the eyes of a furtive +watch-dog. He had no business there; and being there he ought to make +it his duty to see nothing. But he did see; and what he saw was that +the bed was not in use. + +Thrown carelessly upon it was a regimental blazer, obviously awaiting +repair, and a pair of socks in like case. Beside them was a work-bag. +He moved the blazer and saw beneath it a silver cigarette-case. Then +in the grate he saw the burnt end of a cigarette. + +With beating heart, but unruffled air, he went out. + +The two mocking-birds were perched on a window-sill at the end of the +corridor. + +"Pore old Ernie boy!" they cried in chorus. "Did he think she was for +him?" ... + +The story trickled down to the boot-room in the basement, which was a +kind of cess-pool into which all the moral filth in the Hotel poured +and finally accumulated. + +Don John openly mocked Ernie. + +"Here's Caspar!--Thought he'd have a chance against the toff!" + +Ernie flashed round on him. + +"Stow it!" he ordered. + +The Austrian was afraid. + +"Soldier! soldier!" he croaked, hiding his fear behind hideous +laughter, and reported his enemy to Salvation Joe. + +That worthy, swollen and stiff with righteousness as the Jehovah of the +Israelites, and glad of his chance, tackled Ernie on the subject. + +"What's this then?" he said, stopping the other. + +"What, sir?" asked Ernie. + +"Fighting in the boot-hole," answered Jehovah in his voice of thunder, +subdued and distant. + +"I don't know nothing of it," said Ernie, honestly taken aback. + +Jehovah, the majestic, in his flaming jersey, could sneer. + +"Ah, don't you, my lad?" he said. "Well, I do. Let's have no more of +it." + +The two men went on their way: Salvation Joe to the Manager's office to +make his report. + +"Always the same with these old soldiers," he said. "It's up with +their fists at the first onset. No reasonableness in em. Can't keep +em off of it." + +"Better keep him anyway till the end of the season," said the Manager. +"We don't want a change now." + +"No, sir. I don't want a change any time," said the head-porter, on +the defensive. "But order is order. That's all I says." + + +The pressure of necessity was indeed squeezing the softness out of +Ernie. + +Enemies thronged his path. He was becoming wary and watchful. Of old, +when in the course of life he had come up against hostility and +obstruction, he had met it either by evasion or the non-resistance so +fatally easy to a man of his temperament. It was different now. His +enemies were leagued together to rob him of something dearer than +himself. Therefore he would stand: therefore he would fight. + +There grew upon him a dignity, a restraint, above all a sternness that +men and women alike remarked and respected. + +Céleste ceased to mock him; Don John kept his distance; and the Captain +was on his guard. + +Ernie was sure of it: for Royal was nothing of a diplomatist when +dealing with an enemy whom he despised. + +Ruth, too, avoided Ernie now. + +He noticed it, and did not attempt to approach her. + +The two were drawing away, and yet, Ernie sometimes thought, coming +closer--for all the girl's grave reserve. + +He at least was climbing heights where he had never been before. + +Up there in the eternal snows it was lonely but bracing. He was +putting on an armour of ice. Clothed thus, knew that nothing could +hurt him. He could bear all things, conquer all men. + +Once at that time Mr. Pigott met him in Old Town. + +"Ern," he said, eyeing the other curiously, "I've got a job for you in +my yard, if you like it. What about it?" + +"No, sir," answered Ernie, almost aggressively. "I'm going to stick +where I am." + +"No offence anyway," growled the other, striding huffily on his way.... +"I might have been insulting him instead of trying to help him," the +aggrieved man reported to Mr. Trupp later. + +"Yes," said the Doctor. "He's under the Lash again. I see that. And +he's growing because of it. Men do--if they are men. If they aren't +they just break." + +"You and your Lash," grumbled the other. "There are other stimulants +in the world." + +Mr. Trupp pursed his lips. + +"Perhaps," he grinned. "But none so effective." + + +His father, too, noticed the change in his elder son. + +Once as they were sitting together, above the chalk-pit, on one of +Ern's afternoons off, after a long silence, he said, + +"How goes it, Boy-lad?" + +"What, dad?" + +"The affair." + +Ernie looked away, teasing the bent between his teeth. + +"None too well, dad." + +The old man laid a hand on his. + +"Wade out into it!" he said. "Trust the stream! It'll carry you--if +you'll let it." + +Ernie's mother too, curiously sure in some of her intuitions, felt his +trouble, was aware of his new-found courage, and came to him. + +It had always been so with her from his childhood. + +Whenever he put out his strength she rallied to him in full force. +When in weakness he fell away she left him. It was as though all her +woman's power of buttressing had been given to the father, so that +there was nothing left to satisfy the demands of her seeking elder son. + +That evening she gave him roses from her little garden before he went, +and watched him round the corner. + +Then she retreated indoors, and standing thin-shouldered in the door of +the study, shot at the long loose figure by the fire one of her +customary crude remarks. + +"He's hanging on the Cross," she said. + +Edward Caspar stared into the grate. + +"He'll rise again," he answered. + + + + +CHAPTER XL + +CLASH OF MALES + +Ernie, carrying his roses, mounted the bus. + +Opposite the _Star_, he marked a gaunt figure, standing on the steps of +the Manor-house. There was something of the kindly vulture about the +figure's pose that was strangely familiar. Ernie leapt to sudden life. +It was the Colonel--without his sun-helmet. Ernie was off the bus in a +moment, and sidling shyly up to the object of his worship. + +The Colonel, waiting on the steps, watched the antics of the +approaching devotee with satirical indifference. + +"Contemplating assault or adoration?" he asked mildly. Then he +stooped, extending a skinny claw. + +"What, Caspar!" he called, his cadaverous face lighting up. + +"That's me, sir," grinned Ernie, wagging his tail with furious +enthusiasm. + +Just then a chocolate-bodied car drove up, and Ernie was aware of Alf +looking at him. The door of the car opened; and Captain Royal stepped +out. + +"Ah, Colonel!" he cried in his brisk hearty voice. + +The Colonel laid a finger on the other's sleeve. + +"You remember Caspar, Royal?" he said. + +"I do," replied Royal briefly. "Coming in, sir?" as Mr. Trupp's door +opened at last. + +Ernie turned down the hill, burning his white flare. The Captain's +brutal insolence had gone home. + +The Colonel reported the incident to his wife that evening. + +"I could have struck the swine!" he said with unusual ferocity. "Conky +Joe was right. He never was a white man. A piebald from birth, that +feller." + +Mrs. Lewknor churned the incident in her mind. It was a slur on the +Regiment, and therefore a capital offence. + +"What a cad!" she said. "Our dear Caspar too! Royal's the only +officer in the Regiment would behave like that. Where's he stopping?" + +"My dear, where would Royal stop?" said the Colonel. "The +Hohenzollern--Third Floor--where Caspar's working." + +He nodded his big head discreetly. + +"How do you know?" asked Mrs. Lewknor, eyeing him. + +"Trupp told me," replied the Colonel. + + +Ernie returned to the Hotel with his roses. + +Later that evening he went to the door of the dressing-room of 72 and +knocked quietly. + +There was no answer. He entered and laid the roses on the table. + +As he did so the door between the two rooms opened, and Ruth stood in +it, watching him with hostile eyes. + +In the room behind her Ernie could see the Captain in his +smoking-jacket before the fire with a cigarette between his lips. Then +the Captain saw him too. His easy expression changed in a flash; and +he acted as always without a moment's hesitation. + +He strode towards the open door between the two rooms, brushing Ruth +almost rudely aside. + +"Now no more of it!" he said with brutal savagery. "I've had enough!" + +There was no light in the dressing-room but that which came through the +uncurtained window from the moonlit sea, and the beam from the bed-room. + +In the dimness the eyes of the two men clashed. + +For a second the habit of discipline, of inferiority, of bowing to the +other's artificially imposed authority, overwhelmed Ernie and he +wavered. Then strength came to him like a tidal wave: he steadied and +stood his ground. + +In the eyes of his enemy he recognized in a flash the Eternal Brute, +domineering, all-devouring, ruthless in the greed of its unbridled +egotism, whose familiar features had been stamped indelibly, from the +beginnings of Time, upon the retentive tablets of his race-memory. + +Ernie was face to face with something in which he had never entirely +believed--the Ogre of whom the Socialists spoke: Capitalism incarnate, +stripped of its Church-trimmings, the Monster remorseless and obscene, +to whom the Children of Men were but as the grass of the fields that +went to feed the unquenchable fires in its sagging belly. + +Quite suddenly the veil had been drawn aside, the roseate mists of +sentimentality dispersed; and he beheld Human Nature, naked and +terrible--the Animal who called himself Man--an Animal inspired beyond +belief by the Devil of Lust and Cruelty, glowering out at him now from +the ambush of a face created after the likeness of the Son of God. + +He said slowly, more to himself than to his enemy: + +"My Christ!" and left the room. + + +In the basement, Don John, bare-necked as a bird of prey, his cheek +bulging with cheese, sat in a dingy apron and expounded his philosophy +to a little group of disciples as tired and dirty as himself. + +"Take advantage!--Of course dey take advantage! So would I, so would +you--if we was in their shoes. Dey would be just pluddy fools not to. +Dere is only so much in de world. Dey take what dey can get; and the +veak to the vall. Shentlemen and Christians! Dere is no such tings. +Tell the tale to mugs!--Dere is just Man and Woman, both worms, +wriggled up out of the mud. Man wants Woman; and Woman wants it +cushie. So de rich man buys her. Can you compete against him?--Is +your body sleek with food and wine and lying in bed?--Is your spirit +nourished on books and music and plays?--Can you fill her eye with your +fatness, and clothe her body in furs, and adorn her hair with jewels, +and fill her lap with gold?--No; de rich man buys what he wants, and he +wants de best all de time. For you and me what is left over when he +haf finished. Dat is so all de way through--women, wine, horses, what +you vill. Touch your hat and say--Tank you, sair. Vair much obliged. +It is always de same." He wagged a yellow fore-finger. "Dere is only +two tings Ruling Class leaves to you and me." He cackled horribly. +"One is Work"--he pronounced it vurk--"and de udder is War." + + + + +CHAPTER XLI + +THE DECOY POND + +After the battle between the two men, Ruth retired into the fortress +from which Ernie had lured her before the Captain's arrival. + +The old restraint was on her, and hostility was now added. + +She barely noticed him when they met, and he, wary for once and wise, +made no advances to her. + +But hope was quickening in his heart, for September was on them now, +and the leave-season was drawing to an end. + +One afternoon Céleste flitted past him like a wagtail. + +"Cheer, Ernie-boy," she mocked. "He's going away." + +"Who is?" + +"Captain, my Captain." + +"When?" + +"At once." She halted. "But--he's taking her away with him." + +Ernie turned grey. + +"Who told you?" + +"One of the girls. They take it in turns to sit in the dressing-room +of evenings to hear the latest. It's like an aviary, they say. +_Coo-bird! coo! now me! now you! You was good to me when I was ill, +Ruth,_ he says last night. _Now I am going to give you a treat. I'm +going to take you to Paree for the week-end on my way back to India._" + +Ernie came closer. He looked ugly. + +"If I catch any of you girls in there----" + +"Baa-a-a!" mocked the naughty one. "Who was caught in there himself?" + +Ernie was now extraordinarily alert and vivid. The old sleepy +benevolence had vanished: he was listening at last to that voice which +none of us can afford to neglect, the voice which says at all times, to +all men in all places-- + +_Beware!_ + +Salvation Joe took a professional and proprietory interest in the +change, which for some obscure reason he attributed to his own direct +intervention in heavenly places. + +"What is it then?" he asked. "Has HE found you at last?" + +Ernie, who as he gathered strength, gained also in flippancy, replied: + +"There was ninety-and-nine, you mean. That lay. No, sir, He ain't +found me. I've found IT though." + +"Well, then, come round to the 'appy 'our on Sunday next and tell us +all about it," growled the great man. "There's none so 'umble and +lowly but we can learn from them, as I often says." + +He tramped on his reverberating way.... + +That night, as Ernie was on lift-duty, the telephone bell rang in the +passage. He went. + +"Who's that?" he asked. + +"Mr. Caspar from the Garage, Old Town," came the answer. "Could I +speak to Captain Royal?" + +The Captain had given orders that when he was in his room of evenings +after dinner, he was not to be disturbed. + +"He's engaged," answered Ernie. "Could I give him a message?" + +For a moment there was a pause. Then the voice began again. + +"Who'm I speaking to?" + +"One of the porters, sir," Ernie answered. + +There was no need for him to disguise his voice: for the telephone was +out of repair, and speech muffled and uncertain accordingly. + +"Well, will you take down this message and see it gets to him to-night. +_The car will be at the Decoy Park, East Gate, to-morrow afternoon at +2.30._" + +Ernie wrote the message down, and repeated it. + +"Very good, sir," he said briskly. + +"Thank ye," answered Alf, and rang off. + +Later, when Captain Royal came down to the smoking-room for a last +cigarette before bed, Ernie took him the message. + +The Captain, who had brought the art of insolence to his inferiors to a +height that only a certain type of officer, sheltered by Military Law, +attains, took the note without a word, glanced at it, and tossed it +into the fire. + +Ernie retired with burning heart. + +The conjunction of Captain Royal and Alf seemed to him sinister. But +he had his armour on now, his lance in rest. His brain was working +with a swiftness and precision that astonished him. He was ready for +whatever might come.... + +The old Decoy was a survival of the remote days when Beachbourne was a +fishing-village, famous only for the duck-shooting on the Levels hard +by. When Ernie was a lad the Decoy Pond, in its rough ambush of trees +and thick undergrowth, was still the haunt of duck and snipe, and his +favourite hunting-ground in the bird-nesting season. During Ernie's +absence in India the Corporation had acquired it, and made of the +tangled wilderness, formerly the home of fox and snipe and the shy +creatures of the jungle, a fair pleasure-ground for their conquerors. +Green lawns now ran down amid forest-trees and clumps of flowering +shrubs to a shining ornamental water on which floated stately swans, +while moor-hen scudded here and there, and flotillas of foreign ducks +paddled about islands gorgeous with crimson willow. A broad road ran +from gate to gate; and in the woods of summer evenings young men now +chased rarer game than ducks. + +It was at the Eastern Gate of this resort that Alf was to meet the +Captain with a car. + +Ernie would meet them there too. On that he was determined. + +It was not his afternoon off, but he arranged to change with a mate. + +A light railway ran from the East-end of the Town along the edge of the +Levels to join the main line at the wayside station known as the Decoy +Park between Beachbourne and Polefax. + +Ernie took the two o'clock train, and, ensconced in a third-class +smoker, watched. Very soon the Captain came swinging along the +platform, a light burberry over his arm, athletic, resolute, and quite +the English gentleman, his coloured tie striking a charming note of +gaiety in his otherwise fresh but sober costume. + +Ernie watched him critically. In externals the Captain was the typical +representative of a Service in which men move, like Wordsworth's cloud, +all together or not at all. + +For the skilled observer, indeed, the history of the British Army +during the last seventy years is to be read in the evolution of the +moustaches of its officers. At the moment now recorded the flowing +_beau-sabreur_ moustache which dominated the Service from Balaclava to +Paardeberg had long gone out; while the tuft moustache which +commemorated for the British Army the advent of the Great War had not +yet come in. The tooth-brush or touch-me-not or crawling-caterpillar +moustache, brief, severe, and bristling, which had held its own against +all comers since South Africa, was still the rage; and gave the wearer +that suggestion of something between a hog-maned horse-in-training and +a rough-haired terrier on the look-out for a row with a rat which was +the fashionable pose for the British officer in the years between the +two Wars. + +To be quite _comme-il-faut_ Royal should have had trailing at his heels +a little bustling terrier, rather like himself, harsh in manner, but +virile, aggressive and keen. + +But Captain Royal did not like dogs. + +Ernie, chewing a fag in a corner, as he watched his enemy march by, +remembered that; remembered too and suddenly that it had been common +talk in the lines that Royal was not popular among his +brother-officers--"not class enough" the whisper went. Ernie, who had +wondered then, understood that now. + +At the Decoy Park the Captain got out. + +Ernie saw him off the platform, and well started down the road to the +Decoy Woods before he followed. + +A chilly wind blew from across the Levels. + +The Captain marched along towards the Park, the tail of his burberry +floating out, his green hat with the feather in it cocked to meet the +breeze, the shapely curves of his legs exposed by the wind. + +Just outside the Park he looked sharply behind him, but saw only a +shabby figure slouching casually along some two hundred yards away. + +Once inside the Park Ernie left the road and, walking swiftly among the +trees at the wayside, drew closer. + +Here in the woods peacocks strutted, and close by was an aviary in +which parrots chuckled, golden pheasants preened themselves, and birds +with gay plumage fluttered. + +On the rustic bridge across the ornamental water the Captain paused and +looked about him. Nominally he was observing the swans; really he was +looking to see if he was being watched. + +Ernie, alert in every inch of him, recognized the ruse; and drew the +correct deduction that his enemy had been at this game before. + +He waited in the shadow of the trees. + +The Captain, satisfied, made now for the East Gate. Outside it a car +was waiting. Ern recognized that chocolate body; and he recognized too +that little figure in the shining black gaiters who stood beside it, +and touched his hat with a furtive grin. + +The two men exchanged a brief word. Alf opened the door of the car, +produced something, and held it out. Ernie saw that it was a lady's +fur coat. + +Then Captain Royal climbed into the car, and Alf put the hood up. + +Ernie approached. + +Just inside the East Gate was a little wooden chalet, where teas were +served. + +In this Ernie took cover. + +A crowded motor-bus from Beachbourne drove up. + +On the front seat was a girl in a terra-cotta-coloured felt hat. + +She got down and walked towards the car. + +Ernie watched, quivering. + +There was only one woman in the world who walked with that direct and +compelling grace. + +It was clear to him that the girl was happy--lyrically so--and shy. +The flow and rhythm of her every motion betrayed it abundantly. + +Alf touched his hat as she approached, and opened the door. + +The Captain did not descend. He was waiting inside--the spider in the +background lurking to pounce upon the fly, a spider who shot forth +sudden grey tentacles to enfold his prey. Ruth, clasped by the +tentacles, was sucked out of sight. + +Ernie was overwhelmed with a sudden desire to leap out into the road +and cry: + +"_Don't!_" + +He sweated and trembled. + +Then the door of the car slammed. Ruth was fast inside; and Alf, +wonderfully brisk, had hopped into his seat, and was fingering the +levers. + +Then the car stole forward swiftly, secretly, like a cat upon the stalk. + +It passed through the gate, would cross the Park, strike the Lewes road +at Ratton on the way to--Lewes--Brighton--where?... + +Ern was standing up now, forgetful of concealment. As the car swept +by, Alf saw him and made a mocking downward motion with his hand, as of +one pressing to earth an enemy struggling to his feet. + +Ern was aware of it, of the look on Alf's face, of the two in the car. + +They did not see him. The Captain was bending over Ruth, buttoning the +fur coat round her throat. + +Just then there rang through the silence a dreadful cry as of evil +triumphant. + +A peacock in the wood had screamed. + + + + +CHAPTER XLII + +THE CAPTAIN'S FLIGHT + +That night Ernie was on late lift-duty. + +He was just about to lock the lift when the missing Captain came +striding across the empty hall with a peremptory finger raised. + +"You're late, sir," said Ernie, unlocking grudgingly. + +"Third Floor," the other answered, curt as a blow. + +When the lift stopped, Ernie went along the corridor to deliver a note +to Madame in her room. + +"Thank-you, Caspar," she said. "Good-night." + +She had always felt a kindness for this soft-spoken son of the people, +and the fact that he was reported to be of gentle birth had interested +her. + +As he was going back to the lift he met Ruth, still in her hat, coming +along the corridor, bearing a tray. + +She had the merry, mischievous air of a girl just back from a Sunday +school treat, and still brimming with the laughter of primroses and +April woods. His heart leapt up in joy and thankfulness as he beheld +her. + +She gave him the old gay look of affectionate intimacy, which she had +withheld from him for weeks past. + +"Good-night, Ernie," she said as she passed him, in a voice so low that +but for its deep ringing quality he might almost have missed it. + +He half hesitated. + +"Good-night, Ruth," he answered, and as he disappeared down the shaft +of the lift saw her, glowing with health and happiness, enter the +Captain's room with her tray. + + +He locked the lift. + +In the hall the Manager was shutting his desk in the office. He saw +Ernie and called: + +"Has Captain Royal come in?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"There's a telegram for him somewhere." + +He hunted about and at last found it. + +"Take it up to him now, will you?" he said, "It's been waiting since +three." + +Ernie toiled up the stairs, and knocked at the door of 72. + +There was no answer. + +He opened it slightly. + +The light was on, and he entered. The room was empty. He stood a +moment, quivering. Then voices from the dressing-room came to him +quietly and at intervals. + +He stood still, with head down, listening. + +The Captain was speaking softly, insistently. + +Ruth was dumb. Ernie thought she was crying. + +Then he heard her voice, panting and very low, + +"A-done, sir, do!" + +In a moment Ernie was in eruption. + +He flung against the door and tore rabidly at the handle. There was no +answer from within. Ernie brought his fist down upon a panel with a +left-handed punch that seemed to shake the Hotel. + +"Telegram, sir!" he called in stentorian tones, threw the flimsy +envelope on to the bed, and was gone. + + +Next morning the Captain was up early. + +Ernie met him coming back from the bath-room, a towel over his arm. + +Royal did not meet the eyes of his enemy. + +"Have a taxi at the door at 6.45," he ordered. + +"Yes, sir," answered Ernie. + +A few minutes before that hour the Captain rang for the lift. Ernie +found him waiting on the landing with his suitcase and took him down. + +In the hall Royal, with averted shoulder, thrust a sovereign towards +him. + +"Here!" + +Ernie flared white, and swept the outstretched hand aside with a +gesture that was almost a blow. + +"Never!" he cried. + +For the second time the two men's eyes met and clashed; and in a flash +Ernie knew that he had conquered. The Captain had run up the sullen +flag of spiritual catastrophe. + +Then he turned away and marched rapidly across the hall. + +Ernie went straight back to 72. The room showed every sign of a hasty +departure. The floor was littered; the drawers open and still half +full of clothes. Under the dressing-table were boots and shoes, on it +a pair of hair-brushes, a case of studs, and the lesser paraphernalia +of a man's toilet. It was clear that the late occupant had stuffed a +few things into his suit-case and bolted. + +The dressing-room door was shut. + +Ernie went to it and listened. + +There was no sound within. + +"Ruth," he called gently, and opened. She was lying across the bed in +her simple print-gown as though she had been felled. + +It was clear that she had entered the room and been faced +with--emptiness. + +Her eyes were shut, and her face swam pale as the moon and still in the +black circle of her hair. One foot had lost its shoe, and dangled +black-stockinged and pathetic over the bed. In her hand, listlessly +held, was a piece of crumpled paper--as it might have been her +death-warrant. + +She did not seem to breathe. + +At first Ernie thought that she was dead, so wan she was, so quiet, so +unaware. He did not mind very much, because he had died too; and they +were together still, and closer than they had ever been. + +Quietly he knelt beside her. + +"Ruth," he said, and kissed the hand that lay limp at her side. + +She stirred beneath his touch. + +"It's all right, Ruth," he whispered. + +She opened her eyes. They lay like pools of beauty, dark in her white +face, and fringed with black. They spoke to him in the silence, +appealing to him. They drew him, they undid him, they purged him by +their suffering of all sin, lifting him into a white heaven, where was +no stain of earth, no discord, no breaking despair. + +He smiled at her through his tears. + +"It's all right, Ruth," he repeated. + +She laid her hand on his in loveliest trust. + +"Goo away, Ernie," she sighed. "I just ca'a'n't a-bear it," and her +eyelids closed again. + +He rose to his feet. + +The window was open, and the bit of crumpled paper she had been holding +in her hand was tossing about the floor. + +He picked it up unconsciously and went out. + +It was not till some time later that he glanced at it casually before +throwing it away and saw it was a ten-pound note. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIII + +THE EBB-TIDE + +Three days later Ernie met in the hall of the Hotel a man he had known +and disliked in the Regiment in India. + +The two shook hands, Ernie grinning feebly. He was not so keen about +the Regiment as he had been a few months before. + +"What you doin here then, Mooney?" he asked. + +"I've come for Captain Royal's heavy baggage," the other answered. +"Say, which was his room?" + +"I'll show you," said Ernie, and took him up. + +Ruth helped in the packing. + +Ernie, who came and went throughout the morning, was amazed at her. + +Her heart was being eaten away; and yet she might have been packing for +a stranger, so calm was she, so methodical and self-oblivious. + +Once, when Ernie looked in, he saw her kneeling by the window, her back +to the door, her arms deep in a half-empty trunk. + +Mooney winked at him and nodded over his shoulder. + +Ernie, standing in the door, met him with the face of a hostile stone. + +"Can I help?" he asked. + +"No, thank-you," Ruth answered. "We're nearly through." + +By noon the task was finished, and the baggage downstairs piled at the +back-door. + +Mooney and Don John lunched together in the basement. Ernie, passing, +saw them, and heard his own name mentioned. Don John was telling a +story. Mooney, following Ernie with his eyes, was unpleasantly amused. + +Later Ernie helped to put the luggage on a cab. He volunteered for the +work and did it gladly. As the cab moved off, his heart seemed to lift +and lighten. The burden he had carried for so many months was being +borne away on the top of that oppressed and heavy-laden vehicle. Then +his eye caught Mooney's. The man, smart almost as his master, was +sitting back in the cab, his eyes half shut, and his lips slightly +parted. Between them protruded the tip of his tongue. + +Mooney was mocking him. + + +A few days later Ernie missed Ruth from the Third Floor. + +He asked Céleste where she had gone. + +"Gone to the Second Floor," the girl answered. "She's waiting on a +missionary. Makes a nice change after the Captain." + +Ernie was glad, yet sorry. + +He saw little of the girl thereafter; and she avoided him. + +But he still possessed the ten-pound note she had cast away on the +morning of Captain Royal's departure, and was worried as to what he +should do with it. + +He could not send it to her, for she would know the sender. He could +not give it her, for it was the price of--what? + +And there was no one whom he could consult. His dad in such matters +was a child; his mother would be unsympathetic; Mr. Pigott would be too +simple to understand. + +Then one autumn afternoon, as he was walking home across Saffrons Croft +through rustling gold-drifts beneath the elms, he met Mrs. Trupp coming +down the hill silvery-haired, gracious, and smiling in upon his gloom. + +"Well, dreamer," she said. "Not hard to know whose son you are!" + +Ernie looked up, and made one of those lightning resolutions of his. + +"Beg pardon, 'm," he said. "Could I come and see you this evening?" + +"You could, Ernie," answered the other. "And about time too!" + +That evening, when the blinds were drawn, and the lamps lit, Ernie +found himself alone with his godmother in the long-windowed +drawing-room, telling his story. + +Mrs. Trupp, whom cruelty, in its manifold forms, could rouse to a +white-hot anger that surprised those who did not know her, listened +quivering and with downward eyes. + +"What was the man's name?" she asked at last. + +"Captain Royal," Ernie answered without hesitation. + +She nodded. + +The Captain had called at the Manor-house once or twice during his +stay, and his easy attentions to her Bess had disquieted her for the +moment; for she had disliked him from the first. But Bess, sound in +her intuitions, as she was strong in her antipathies, had proved well +able to care for herself. + +"She's a good girl," said Ernie, still rapt in his story. "Too good +for this world." + +"You won't tell me her name?" asked Mrs. Trupp. + +Ernie shook his head doggedly, twisting the ten-pound note between his +knees. It was his father's son who refused to speak. + +"Of course," she went on slowly, "your friend has not been wise, Ernie. +The world would say she'd brought her troubles on her own head." + +Ernie, well aware of the truth, looked at the note, and changed the +subject clumsily. + +"What are I to do with this?" he asked. + +Mrs. Trupp had no doubts on that score. + +"The proper thing to do is to return it to Captain Royal," she said. + +Ernie was quite gentleman enough to understand. + +"What'll be his address, I wonder?" he asked. + +Mrs. Trupp went to the telephone, rang up Colonel Lewknor, and made her +inquiry. + +"Army and Navy Club, Piccadilly, will find him," replied the Colonel. + +Mrs. Trupp went to her writing-table, addressed and stamped an +envelope, and put the note inside. + +"Register that, please, Ernie," she said.... + +That evening, as she handed her husband his coffee, she remarked to him +casually: + +"William, who looked after Captain Royal when he was ill?" + +Mr. Trupp shot two words at her. + +"Ruth Boam." + +Mrs. Trupp put down her sugar-tongs, quivering. + +"What about her?" grunted Mr. Trupp. + +"Nothing," said the lady. She added after a pause with apparent +irrelevance--"Did she like you?" + +"I don't know," replied Mr. Trupp shortly. "All I know is that girl +ought never to have been on the Third Floor. I told Madame as much." + + +The next time Mrs. Lewknor came to call, Mrs. Trupp told her the whole +story, as Ernie had told it her; but, like him, concealing the woman's +name. + +Her suppressed indignation made her almost terrible. + +Mrs. Lewknor listened doggedly, looking at her toes. + +She had her own views about Captain Royal, but he was in the Regiment, +and the Regiment was her god, to whom she owed unquestioning allegiance. + +"There's no reason to suppose it was more than a stupid flirtation," +she said lamely. + +"It was a _crime_ on his part!" cried Mrs. Trupp with a vehemence that +astounded her visitor. "A man in his position, and a girl in hers!" + +That evening Mrs. Lewknor rehearsed the tale to her husband. + +"Swine-man!" said the Colonel. "Just like him. And that man going +about the country calling himself a Hammerman! Makes you sick." + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV + +ERNIE LEAVES THE HOTEL + +The winter came and began to go. + +In February the celandine peeped in the beech-woods in the coombe, and +the Lords and Ladies began to unfurl their leaves, while in the little +garden in Rectory Walk daffodils made a brave show. + +All through the dark months Ernie had only caught an occasional glimpse +of Ruth. Now he lost sight of her entirely. + +One afternoon Céleste stopped him on the Third Floor. + +She looked at him curiously, with a touch of gauche diffidence he had +never marked in her before. + +"Was you very fond of her then, Ernie?" she asked quietly. + +"Who?" he inquired, surprised. + +"Ruth." + +Ernie stared at her. + +"What's happened?" + +"She's gone." + +"When?" + +"Some time since. Afore Christmas." + +He saw that Céleste, the kindest of creatures, was genuinely moved. +She turned her back, and moved to the window, biting her handkerchief +to restrain her tears. + +"Of course she'd no business here at all," she sobbed. "She was an +innocent. She didn't know nothing. If she'd mixed with us girls we +could anyway have learned her enough to keep her out of trouble. But +she was that proud. Kept herself to herself." + +Ernie devoured her with dark eyes. + +"Where's she gone?" he asked. + +"London, I expect," Céleste answered. "They always do." + +The flighty little creature dried her eyes and spread her wings in the +sun once more. "Poor old Ern!" she cried. "But there's better fish in +the sea than ever came out of it, as the sayin is.... I'm not aimin at +meself, mind!" she added coquettishly. + +Ernie, if he heard her badinage, ignored it. As always, where his +heart was concerned, he struck instantly and without fear. + +He walked along the corridor and knocked at Madame's door. + +She was, as usual, smoking. + +"What is it, Caspar?" she asked kindly. + +Ernie came to the point with almost brutal directness. + +"Ruth Boam, 'm." + +Madame studied her rings. + +"She has left--while I was gone away," she said after a pause. "I am +sorry. She was nice gurl." + +Madame had only just returned from her annual visit to the sister-hotel +at Brussels. + +"Could you tell me where she's gone, 'm?" + +Quite suddenly her large fair face wrought. She rose out of the cloud +of her own smoke, and just as Céleste had done a few minutes before, +went to the window and looked out. Her great shoulders heaved. + +"I don't know," she said. "She has not gone home to Aldwoldston. I +haf written." Then with an astonishing display of emotion: + +"That man!" she cried. "I will never haf that man in my Hotels any +mores." + +Ernie retired, seeking and dissatisfied. + +The news of his search soon spread. + +In the boot-room next day, when the men were at their "Elevens," Don +John met him with a jeer as he entered. + +"Don't he know then?" mocked the Austrian. + +"Know what?" asked Ernie. + +"Where she's gone?" + +Ernie put down his bread and cheese. + +"Where has she gone, then?" + +"Queen Charlotte's, Marylebone." + +"What's Queen Charlotte's?" asked Ernie, the simple. + +A rumble of cruel laughter went round the room. + +"Layin-in hospital," said Don John, "for English gurls the Chairman +Jews have sported with." + +Ernie rose. Very deliberately he took off his apron. + +"Shut the door, will you?" he said in a curious white calm. "Thank +you, Bill. Now take his knife from him, some of you. You know these +bloody aliens." + +A silence had fallen on all. + +"What's it all about?" tittered Don John, trying to brave it out. + +"Arf a mo," said Ernie, rolling up his sleeves leisurely, "and then +I'll show you. Now chuck him out into the ring. I thank you, Bert." + +In the Hotel the feeling between the aliens and the Englishmen ran +high; and the latter obeyed Ernie's injunction with a will all the more +because the fame of Ernie's left-handed punch had reached the Hotel +from Old Town long since. + +Don John didn't like it, and he liked it less when Ernie began on him +in all seriousness. + +One of the foreigners slipped out. + +Two minutes later Salvation Joe, magnificent in his red jersey, +shouldered into the room. + +"What's all this then?" he growled in his voice of a drum-major. +"Thought you was a Christian, Caspar?" + +Don John was spitting blood over the sink. + +Ernie stood in the middle of the floor, his head a little forward, +ignoring the head-porter, his fists still milling the air with a +rhythmic purposefulness that was almost dreadful. + +"Yes, I'm a Christian all right," he replied in musing voice. "It is +more blesseder to give than to receive. I've give your friend a +middlin bunt, and there's more where the same come from. He's only got +to arst for it." + +Salvation Joe marched away to report to the Manager. + +"And went on after I'd spoken," he said. "Saucy with it too." + +Christmas was over; Easter some weeks away; things were very slack. + +The Manager was a thick young German with wavy black hair parted in the +middle. He now sent for Ernie. + +"You can go at the end of your month," he said. "I'm sick of it." + +"You ain't the only one," retorted Ernie. "I'll go now." + +"Then you'll go without your wages," replied the Manager. + +Ernie went upstairs to his dormitory, dressed, gathered his few +belongings, and came downstairs deliberately and with dignity. + +He felt exalted. + +Salvation Joe met him with a sardonic smile. + +"What, reelly goin?" he asked. + +Ernie experienced quite suddenly an immeasurable superiority to the +head-porter. + +"I am, Mr. Conklin." + +"Without your wages?" + +"I'll leave them to you, Mr. Conklin," said Ernie quietly. "They're +the wages of sin. This place is a brothel. And your Christ is my +Devil." + +Leisurely, with a certain joy in his heart, and his bundle in his hand, +he crossed the road to the Redoubt and climbed the motor-bus for Old +Town. + +As he did so the memory of a like journey with a companion at his side +was strong upon him. + +Somehow he had a feeling that Ruth would be on the top, awaiting him. + +Standing on the steps he peeped warily. + +She was not there; and his heart, that had been soaring, crashed to +earth. + +Then he climbed up into the bleak unsympathetic sky. All around him +were benches empty, ugly, comfortless. And looking back, he was aware +of Salvation Joe standing with arms folded across his scarlet paunch, +eructating on the steps of the Hotel. + + + + +BOOK VI + +THE QUEST + + + +CHAPTER XLV + +OLD MUS BOAM + +Ernie was not adventurous except where his heart was concerned. + +He had the homing tendency of the affectionate nature. + +When he left the Hohenzollern Hotel in Sea-gate he made straight as a +bird for Old Town. But he did not go to Rectory Walk. He was out of +work now, at the slack season of the year, too. He knew very well what +his brother Alf's attitude towards him would be, and was by no means +certain of his mother's: for she, too, worshipped success and +efficiency in all men but the one dependent on her. + +Therefore he went to an old school-fellow of his, married now, and +established in the Moot at the back of the _Star_, and made +arrangements to lodge with him. + +His immediate future was secure, for he still had a pound or two in +hand. And long ago he had adopted the outlook on life of the class +which had absorbed him--an outlook natural to them, because inevitable, +and acquired by him--the outlook that sees To-day but shuts its eyes to +save itself from To-morrow. + +Old Town is small and has long ears. It was soon known that Ernie +Caspar was "out," and the cause of his dismissal was discussed by all +and hinted at by not a few. + +Alf, sitting behind his wheel at Mr. Trupp's door, was one of the first +to note his brother hanging about the street-corner. + +He reported the fact to his mother. + +"He's back on us," he said briefly. + +"Who is?" + +"Ernie." He laughed bitterly as he chewed his cigarette. "Lost his +job again and turned corner-boy. Takes his stand opposite the _Star_ +so everybody may know he's my brother." + +Mrs. Caspar banged the pans upon the range. + +"Why's he lost his job?" violently. + +Alf lifted his hand to his mouth. + +His mother eyed him, and Alf felt criticism in her stare. + +"I see Joe Conklin, the head-porter at the Hotel," he said. "They give +him one or two chances. But it was all no good. Never is with that +sort." + +Anne Caspar looked at him sharply. + +"Are you tellin the tale, Alfred?" + +Her son looked up fiercely. + +"Why ain't he come home then?--Answer that." + +"He did come home Saturday same as usual to take dad a walk." + +"That's his cunning--to bluff you he wasn't out," jeered Alf. "He's +lodging in Borough Lane. Has been ten days past. Mrs. Ticehurt told +the Reverend Spink. If he done nothing he ain't ashamed of, why not +come home?" + +To do her justice, Anne Caspar was convinced against her will; but +subsequent cogitation caused her to accept Alfred's story as true. + +She felt that Ernie had deceived her. Why had he not told her that he +was out when he came as usual on Saturday for his dad? + +Yet in reality the answer was very simple. It was that Ernie chose to +keep his troubles to himself. + +Thereafter mother and son, by tacit consent, avoided each other in the +steep streets of Old Town; and when Ernie called next Saturday he found +the kitchen-door locked against him. + +He was not surprised, nor indeed greatly grieved. His heart was high +and very steady as he turned into his father's study. The winter had +tried the old man, who was no longer now able to take the hill as +formerly. Instead the pair dawdled along to Beech-hangar; and there, +sitting among the tree-roots, under the fine web of winter beech-twigs, +Ernie told his father the essential fact about his love. + +"I've lost her, dad," he said in his simple way. + +The old man's blue eyes, that seemed to brighten as his body dulled, +shone on him mysteriously. + +"Feel for her," he said, reaching out his hands like a blind man. +"You'll find her." He added after a pause. "I don't think she's far." + +Ernie chewed a grass-blade. + +"I shall find her," he said with quiet confidence, "because my heart +ain't fell down--and won't." + +The old man was still blind and feeling. + +"Spin," he said. "Then pounce." + +Ernie nodded. + +"That's it, and sooner or later my fly'll fall into the web." + +"It must," said the other, "if you keep on spinning till you cover the +uttermost parts of heaven and earth." + + +His father's words, as always, made a deep impression on Ernie's +suggestible mind. + +Ruth was not far: dad had said so; and dad knew. + +Next day was Sunday. He determined to walk over the hill to +Aldwoldston to see what he could find. + +True, Madame at the Hotel had told him that the girl had not gone home; +but did Madame know? + +He started early, passed Moot Farm, where the turkey-cocks, stately and +with spreading tails, played that they were peacocks, and disdained him +for a vulgar fellow in spite of old acquaintance. + +It was February, and the beeches in the coombe at the back of Ratton +Hall had not yet begun to warm and colour with the rising sap. The +feel of the turf beneath his feet, the glimpse of shrouded waters +beyond the Seven Sisters, uplifted and inspired him as of old. + +He could conquer; he could find. + +Descending the long slope into Cuckmere, he crossed the road at the +racing-stables, took the hill again, and marched along, his head in the +sky, and a song on his lips, to greet that of the lark pouring down on +him from the unbroken dimness of the heavens. + +It was still early as he dropped down the bare bleak flank of +Wind-hover, scrawled upon with gorse; and came over the cultivated +foot-hills into the valley, bright with brooks and the narrow Ruther +that winds like a silver slug down the green-way towards the sea. + +He crossed the stream by a white hand-bridge, passed along an upraised +path under an avenue of willows, across the open field called Parson's +Tye; up the narrow chapel-lane between back-gardens and high walls, +into Aldwoldston High Street, curling narrow as a defile between +crowding houses, yellow-washed, brown-timbered, amber-tiled. + +Conspicuous by its air of age and dignity stood out the _Lamb_, swarthy +as the smugglers who once haunted it; a mass of black timber won, +perhaps, from high-beaked galleons in Elizabethan days, with small +projecting upper windows through the leaded panes of which eyes watched +the street of old, while ears strained for the clatter of the hoofs of +tub-laden pack-horses hard-driven from the Haven in the darks. A roof +of Horsham slats bowed it to earth; while a huge red ship's +figure-head, scarred and hideous as an ogre, propped with its dreadful +bulk the corner of the street as it had done for the hundred and fifty +years since the vessel of which it was the guardian and the god had +been lured to destruction against the ghastly wall of the Seven +Sisters. And the carvings, quaint and coloured, on the centre-board +reminded Ernie that his father, when once of old their rambles had +taken them thus far, had told him that the inn had been in days gone by +a sanctuary under the jurisdiction of the Abbot of Battle and the next +house of call after the _Star_ at Beachbourne for pilgrims on their way +from Pevensey to visit the shrine and relics of holy St. +Richard-de-la-Wych at Chichester. + +Just beyond the _Lamb_ in the little market-square, filled almost by a +solitary chestnut-tree, stood the Cross. + +Around it, their backs against the brick pediment, gathered the village +worthies as they and their fathers had gathered at that hour, under +those skies, amid those hills, on Sabbath mornings for centuries +innumerable. Standing round the four sides of it, men all, in Sunday +negligé and easy attitudes, buttressing the Cross, they smoked and +chewed and spat and ruminated. On the fringe of the centre-piece were +groups of youths and boys, silent as their elders and as absorbed, +whose age and worth did not yet entitle them to a place among the +buttresses. No women or girls joined the sacred circle. These stood +in the doors of their houses round the square, or sat on their +doorsteps, or peeped through the low latticed windows of the +_Smugglers' House_ at their masters expectorating round the Cross. + +But for a little white terrier, curled on the pediment at his owner's +back, who bit his flank with furious zeal, Ernie could have believed +that here was a group of rustic statuary set up appropriately to embody +the spirit of the place. + +A twinkle lurking in his eyes, he asked the most ancient of the +buttresses the way to Mr. Boam's cottage. + +Very slowly the group stirred to life with grunts, groans, and a +shuffling of feet. + +Then the ancient one removed his pipe, and, after a preliminary +exercise, spoke. + +"Old Mus Boam, t' chapel-maaster," he said. "Down River Lane yarnder. +Frogs' Hall in t' Brooks. I expagt yo'll find he a-settin on his +bricks. Most generally doos o Sunday. For why? Ca'an't get no +furderer dese day, I rack'n. Ate up with rheumatiz, he am. Ca'an't +goo to Chapel. So Chapel has to goo to he!--he!--he!----" A jest +clearly almost as old as the toothless one who made it. + +Ernie dropped down River Lane into the valley again. Just behind the +willows at the foot of the lane stood a yellow-washed cottage, with a +high-pitched roof like a truncated spire. + +Sheltering the door from the sea-winds was a fine bay-tree, and in +front of the house a little space of bricks on which sat an old man +looking out across the stream towards Wind-hover's bare dun flank, pale +in the wintry sun. + +He, too, seemed pale and wintry, sitting there, one big hand on his +ash-stick: a beautiful old fellow, very tall and sparse, his ruffled +beard curling stubbornly up from beneath his chin towards the long +shaven upper lip that added severity to his natural dignity. + +There was no question where Ruth got her stature or her bearing from, +if her colouring was all her own. + +Ernie felt awkward in the presence of the still old man, but he +introduced himself shyly as one who had been in service with Ruth at +the Hotel. + +Mus Boam eyed him keenly, kindly, but with obvious reserve. + +"She'll ha left there now, I expagd," he said briefly, and +called--"Mother!" + +A woman came to the door. She was big, too, with the warm skin of her +daughter, and the same distinguished foreign air. Her hair was +snow-white, her eye-brows black, her eyes and colouring of the South. +Surely she was descended from some Spanish adventurer who had made of +Ruther Haven a base for raids up the valley into the Weald. But +England, it was clear, and Sussex in particular, had impressed their +staid and ponderous selves upon the riotous foreign blood to the +exclusion of all else. A gypsy queen, the mother of Madonnas, bred +among the Baptists and saturated with their faith, there was about her +the same atmosphere of large and quiet strength that characterized her +man. And Ernie could well understand that the pair had taught chapel, +as Ruth had once told him, for thirty years in the building at the back. + +Mrs. Boam stood in the door and looked at the visitor. + +He noticed at once about her the same cloud of reserve that he had +remarked in her husband. + +She was clearly too well-bred to show hostility, but equally clearly +she was exercising restraint. + +"She'll ha gone into service," she said in deep and humming voice, like +an echo of her daughter's, but somewhat dulled and flat with wear. + +"In Beachbourne?" asked Ernie. + +"Of course we doosn't see her as often as we used when she was at the +Hotel. D'idn't to be expected, surely," said the mother parrying. + +"And it bein winter and all," continued the old man, taking up the +tale. "No coaches at this time o year. And dis a tidy traipse over +the hill for a maid." He turned the conversation. "You'll ha walked, +Mr., to judge from yer boots." ... + +Ernie trudged home over the greasy hills with certain clear impressions +in his mind. + +The old folk were anxious: they did not know where Ruth was: and they +would not talk. + +Was she writing? + +Was she still in Beachbourne? + + + + +CHAPTER XLVI + +ERNIE TURNS PHILOSOPHER + +Ernie was now steadily ablaze. His heart was set; his purpose +resolved; there was no faltering in his faith. The armour in which his +spirit was cased revealed no fissures under strain. He was amazed at +his own strength, and at the illimitable resources on which he could +draw at will. + +People who saw him at this time, swept by the March winds, haggard and +pinched at the _Star_ corner, wondered at the flame of determination +burning in his face. + +"He seems always waiting for some one," said Elsie Pigott, who, like +many another woman, was haunted by his wistful eyes at night. + +"Perhaps he is," answered Mrs. Trupp. + +It was the slackest season of the year--between Christmas and Easter; +and there was no work obtainable. Building was held up by the frosts; +visitors were sporadic; and in the East-end a strike of engineers in +the great railway shops had dislocated trade. + +Elsie Pigott pleaded with her husband for her favourite; but for once +she could not tease or taunt the Manager of the Southdown Transport +Company in acquiescence with her wishes. + +"No," he said, sturdily, "if he wants my help he must come and ask for +it. Last time I offered him a job he snubbed me brutally. I've got my +self-respect same as others." + +That evening she came to his door. + +"Please, sir," she said, dropping a curtsey, "Mr. Ernest Caspar!--will +you see him?" + +He scowled at her over his _Christian Commonwealth_. + +"You've done this," he said. + +"No, sir," demurely bobbing. "He came." + +"Show him in." + +Ernie entered, shining and unshorn, a tatterdemalion with the face of a +saint. + +The old schoolmaster thought how like his father he was growing: the +same untidy garden of flesh, the same spirit at work behind the weeds. + +"Well," he said, laying down his paper, "I don't see much of you at +chapel these days." + +Ernie smiled. + +"I'm in chapel all the time, sir," he said. "That's what I come about. +I wanted you to know." He sat down suddenly. "You know what you used +to tell me about prayer when I was a nipper. _Ask, and it shall be +given you_, and that." He leaned forward. "That's true--every word of +it. You can have what you want for the askin--if you'll wait. Now I +want something; and I shall get it in time, because I'll be faithful." + +Mr. Pigott looked into the rapt eager eyes of the scare-crow opposite +him. + +For some reason he felt humiliated, even afraid; and, man-like, he +concealed his qualms behind an added gruffness. + +"Your father's been talking to you," he said. + +"Ah," said Ernie. "But I been talking to myself, too. No one else +can't teach you, only yourself." He began to expound his philosophy +with tapping finger in the half-hushed voice of the priest revealing +the mysteries of life and death to the neophyte. "See there's two +minds in Man," he began. "There's the Big Mind and the Little One. +The Big Mind's like a Great Dream--it's beautiful, like clouds, but it +can't do much by itself: the Little Mind's like a tintack, sharp and to +the point. Now Alf's got the one kind of Mind, and me and Dad the +other. This here Little Mind helps you to get on: it thinks it's on +its own, being conceited. But the Big Mind behind does the real work." +His eyes burned. He spoke with a solemnity, a conviction that was +overwhelming. + +Mr. Pigott was awed in spite of himself. + +"The Little Mind's clever like Alf. And the Big Mind's wise like your +father. That's it, is it?" he said lamely. + +Ernie nodded. + +"And what about Mr. Trupp?" the other inquired. + +"Ah," said Ernie, with enthusiasm, "he's a great man, Mr. Trupp is. He +lives by both Minds--as a full man should. He don't neglect neether. +They're meant to work together. Ye see the Little Mind should be like +a lantern for the Big Mind to work with--like a miner's lamp in the pit +like. It's got no real life of its own--only what the miner chooses to +give it. Most folks neglect one or the other. Dad and me neglect the +Little Mind--so we don't do much; but we aren't afraid of nothin. Alf, +now, he neglects the Big; so he's in fear of his life always, and good +cause why, too. For he lives by the Little Mind. And sooner or later +the Little Mind'll go out snuff. And then where'll Alf be?" + +Elsie Pigott, in an apron, stood in the door. + +"We're discussing prayer," her husband informed her. + +"Indeed," said the lady. "And now you'll discuss a plate of beef. At +least Ernie will." + +The starveling rose. + +"No, thank you, 'm," he said. + +"Aren't you hungry then?" asked the young woman. + +"Not as I'm aware of," laughed Ernie. + +"Nonsense," the other answered, "you can live by the Spirit, but not on +it." And she took him firmly by the arm and led him into the kitchen. + +Her guest established, she returned to her husband. + +"Have you found him a job, Samuel Pigott?" she asked. + +"I have not, Elsie Pigott. Nor has he asked me for one." + +"Mr. Pigott," his wife retorted, "if you were not twenty years my +senior I should call you the beast you undoubtedly are." + +All the same, when his wife had gone to bed that night, Mr. Pigott rang +up the Hohenzollern Hotel and asked the Manager why Ernie had been +dismissed. + +"Got fighting drunk," replied the Manager. "He'd been warned before." + +After that Mr. Pigott set his face like a flint. + +"It's now or never," he admitted to Mr. Trupp, and added reluctantly, +"There may be something in your Big Stick sometimes, after all." + + + + +CHAPTER XLVII + +ALF TRIES TO HELP + +Ernie was now in a bad way materially. + +He became seedy and slipshod, with hollow eyes, and clothes that hung +loosely upon his diminishing frame. + +Alf resented his presence and appearance as a personal injury. + +"Does it to spite me, it's my belief," he told his mother furiously. +"Always at the _Star_ corner lookin like a scare-crow and askin for +pity. A fair disgrace on the family. Of course all the folks want to +know why I don't help him. What's the good of helping him? He's the +sort the more you help the less he'll help himself. Help him downhill, +as Reverend Spink says." + +The thing became a scandal locally, and Anne Caspar shared something of +the feeling of her younger son. + +If Ern must starve, why do it at her door? + +Happily her husband was, as always, blind to what was going on beneath +his nose; and so long as he was not disturbed Anne could stifle any +pangs of conscience that might trouble her. + +Alf, on the other hand, had no pangs to stifle: for to the hardness of +the egoist he added the mercilessness of the degenerate. His mental +attitude towards the weak was that of the lower animals towards the +wounded of their kind. He wanted them out of the way. Indeed, but for +his ever-present sense of the Man in Blue at the corner of the street +he would have dealt with Ernie, dragging a broken wing, as the maimed +rook is dealt with by its mates. + +He eased himself, however, and took characteristic revenge on his +brother for the spiritual wrongs that the needy can inflict upon the +prosperous by direct action. + +At a meeting of the Church of England Men's Society in Old Town, he +asked in laboured words and with obvious emotion for the prayers of +those present for "a dear one who had gone astrye"; squeezing his eyes +and contorting his features in a fashion that led certain ladies of the +congregation of St. Michael to whisper among themselves that Mr. Caspar +was a very earnest young man. + +Even in the C.E.M.S. Alf had few friends and some enemies; and Ernie +heard from one of these--whom a sense of duty had compelled to +speak--what had passed at the meeting in the Church-room. + +Ernie accordingly stopped his brother in the street next day. He +looked white and dangerous. Alf knew that look and halted. His heart, +too, brought up with a jolt, and then began to patter furiously. + +"What's all this, then?" began Ernie, breathing heavily through his +nose. + +"What's what?" + +"At the Men's Society last night. Can't do nothing to help your +brother...." + +Alf held up a deprecatory hand. + +"You don't know what you're talkin about, Ernest," he said solemnly. +"I'm doin more for you nor what you know." + +Ernie came closer. There was in his eyes a surprising flash and +glitter as of steel suddenly unsheathed; and he was kneading his hands. +Ern's "punch" had been famous in certain circles in Old Town long +before he went into the Army. + +Now Alf had a spot upon his soul. He, too, possessed a weakness of a +sort that Civilization in its kindest mood covers except in times of +extraordinary and brutal stress. + +"I know _just_ what you're doing for me, Alf," said Ernie quietly. +"Let's have no more of it, see, or I'll bloody well bash you!" + +There was no question that Ernie meant what he said. Easy-going though +he was, all his life he had been subject to these sudden eruptions +which flooded the sunny and somnolent landscape with white-hot lava; as +his brother knew to his cost of old. + +Alf put his hand up as though he had been already bashed. + +"Ow!" he gasped, "Ow!" and passed on swiftly. + +That evening he went, as was very proper, to see and consult his +spiritual director. + + +The origin of the Reverend Spink was known to few. He was in reality +the son of a Nonconformist grocer in the North, and had been educated +with a view to the ministry. His mother had been a governess, a fact +of which her son at the outset of his career was perhaps unduly proud; +though later in life, when referring to it, he would say with quite +unnecessary ferocity, "And I'm not ashamed of it, eether." + +After his father's death the superior attraction of what his mother +truly called "the church of the gentry" seduced him from his old-time +allegiance. With the aid of the local Bishop he was sent to a +Theological College, and shortly received what he was fond of naming in +militarist moments, "a commission" in the Established Church. + +He did not like his brother-curates to have been public-schoolmen, and, +when asked, would say that he himself had been educated privately. The +Archdeacon, who was not jealous of him, spoke of him to those of his +staff he considered on his own social level as "dear brother Spink." +On the rare occasions when the Lady Augusta Willcocks asked him to +supper, he oiled his hair before the great event and prayed fervently +for guidance at his bed-side. + +He was a small man, plump and rather puffy, who wore pince-nez, was +spruce in his person, and walked about in a brisk, rather bustling way, +as though he could not afford to lose a minute if all the souls waiting +for him to save them were to be gathered in. + +He and Alf were of much the same class if of somewhat different +calibre. It was, indeed, from a close observation and imitation of the +facial activities of the Reverend Spink at devotion that Alf had been +enabled to win the benedictions of the virgins of St. Michael's. + +Alf now called on his friend and pitched his tale. + +"Past ope," he said lugubriously. "I'm sorry to say it of any man, let +alone me own blood brother. But it's my true belief all the same." + +"To man, my dear friend," said the Reverend Spink, rising heavenward on +his toes with a splendid smile, "much is impossible. Not so to Go-urd." + +Alf looked into the fire very religiously. Then he nodded his head and +said after an impressive pause, + +"I believe you, sir." He lifted his face with a frankness the curate +thought beautiful. "Of course I ain't told you all I know about our +Ern," he said. "After all, he _is_ me own brother. And, as I often +says, blood is thickerer nor what water is." + +It was some months later that Alf swaggered into his mother's kitchen +late one night. + +The knowing look upon his face was mingled with one of obvious relief. + +He sat down before the fire and smiled secretively. Once he sighed, +and then chuckled till his mother's attention was attracted. + +"What is it?" she asked. + +Alf nodded his great head. + +"Ah," he said. "He'll be easier now, you'll see. That's all. _She's_ +left." + +His mother, who was stirring something in a saucepan, looked up. + +"Who's left?" + +"Her Ern got into trouble with." + +Anne Caspar ceased to stir. + +"What's that?" she asked sharply. + +Alf smirked as he stared into the fire. + +"One of the flash-girls from the Hotel. I see her off to-day for Mr. +Trupp." + +Anne Caspar was breathing deep. + +"Was Mr. Trupp seeing to her?" + +"That's it," said Alf. "Sea View. You know." + +Yes, Anne Caspar knew all about Sea View. + +"Was that why Ernie left the Hotel?" she asked at last, white as a +sword. + +"Ah," said Alf, significantly. "It was one why, I reck'n." + +Anne Caspar was not critical nor logical nor even just. + +Next Saturday, when Ern called to take his father out, his mother met +him with terrible hostility. + +"She won't come on you now," she said with a white sneer. "You needn't +worry no more." + +Ernie was taken aback. + +"Who won't come on me?" he asked. + +"That girl you got into trouble." + +Ern turned ghastly. His mother's eyes held his face with cruel +tenacity, although she was trembling. + +"She's gone away to London," Anne continued,--"with her child." + +Ernie threw back his head with a little hoary smile. + +"Ah," he said, "Alf," and went out slowly. + +His mother's voice pursued him, dreadful in its caressing cruelty. + +"I shan't tell dad," she said. + +It was not often Ernie drew his sword. Now he knew no mercy. + +"You can," he retorted. "He won't believe you." + + + + +CHAPTER XLVIII + +TWO MEETINGS + +After thirty years of following the wagon, Colonel Lewknor and his wife +had returned home from India on a pittance of a pension. + +There was a grandson now, and that grandson had to be sent to Eton like +his father and his grandfather before him. Mrs. Lewknor was determined +upon that. But the grandson's father was only a Captain in the Indian +Army; ways and means had to be found; and openings are not many in +modern life for a retired couple on the wrong side of fifty. + +Then the Colonel's health became uncertain, and he was sent down to +Trupp of Beachbourne. + +While there Mrs. Lewknor caught influenza, and Mr. Trupp attended both. + +A delightful intimacy sprang up between the three. The Colonel's +sardonic humour and detached outlook upon life appealed to the great +surgeon almost as much as did Mrs. Lewknor's experience and width of +view to his wife. + +Mr. Trupp attended his patients once a day for a fortnight. + +When he paid his last visit, Mrs. Lewknor thanked him and asked him for +his account. + +"I'll see," answered Mr. Trupp. "What are you going to do when you +leave here?" + +"Go back to London and look out for a job, I suppose." + +Mr. Trupp shook his head. + +"The Colonel mustn't go back to London," he said. "Why not stay here +and find your job here?" + +He expounded his pet plan, cherished faithfully for years, of an +Open-Air Hostel for his tuberculous patients. + +"There's a site available in Coombe-in-the-Cliff," he said, "just at +the back. Build a Home. I'll fill it for you. You'll make a lot of +money." + +Mrs. Lewknor was thrilled at the project. It was at least a great +adventure; and, coming of the lion-hearted race that conquered Canaan, +she had no fears. + +The Colonel, it is true, was more tempered in his enthusiasm, but then, +as he was fond of saying, + +"I haven't the courage of a louse. No man has." + +And he was content to stand aside, as often before, and watch his +wife's audacities with admiration not untinged with irony. + +She took a tiny house in Holywell for herself and her husband, set out +to raise money with which to buy the site in Coombe-in-the-Cliff, and +sat down in earnest to work out the scheme in co-operation with the +inspirer of it. + +Her visits to Old Town to consult Mr. Trupp were almost daily. In fine +weather she would walk across the Golf Links; and when the turf was +like a soaped sponge she would go round by the road through +Beech-hangar. + +Here one bitter April afternoon she marked a tall bowed old man walking +dreamily under the beech-trees, the light falling through the fine +net-work of twigs on his uplifted face. His hands were behind him, and +he wore an old-fashioned roomy tail-coat. + +Mrs. Lewknor's swift feminine eyes took him in at a glance. + +He was a gentleman; he lived out of the world; and there was somebody +at home who cared for him: for it was clear that he was not the kind of +man who would care for himself. + +As she drew near, she glanced away, and yet confirmed her impression +with that trick of the well-bred woman who somehow sees without looking. + +Then, as she passed him, a wave of recognition overwhelmed her, and she +stopped suddenly. + +"Mr. Edward Caspar!" she cried. + +He, too, had half turned. + +"I was wondering if you'd remember me," he rumbled, beaming kindly down +on the little lady through gold-rimmed spectacles. "You still walk as +if you were dancing." + +"Who am I?" she asked. + +"I don't know," he answered. "Thirty years ago you were Rachel +Solomons." + +The profound spiritual affinity which had made itself felt in that +unforgettable moment under the palms in Grosvenor Square long ago +manifested itself instantly. + +Time was not. Only two spirits were, who recognized the familiar beat +of each other's wings in the dark spaces of Eternity. + +She regarded him affectionately. + +"How's it gone?" she asked. + +"Not so bad, I suppose," he mused. "Better than I expected, if worse +than I hoped. I'm dreaming still instead of doing." + +"Any big things in your life?" + +"One." + +"A woman?" fearlessly. + +"No. My son. And he was taken from me--for ever, I thought at the +time. And after that I made the Discovery." + +The little lady nodded. + +"It's worth making," she said. + +"Yes," replied the old man with the sudden leaping enthusiasm she +remembered so well of old, and the same spreading flush, "and you don't +make it till you've lost everything. That's the condition." + +He had turned and was rambling along at her side, as if he had belonged +to her for the thirty years in which they had not met. + +They walked together thus down the New Road, along Rectory Walk, and +turned into Church Street. + +Anne Caspar from the bedroom-window saw them pass and wondered. + +They were not talking: Anne was glad of that. Her Ned was ambling +along, apparently unaware of the little lady, strong as she was fine, +walking at his side. + +The pair turned down the hill at Billing's Corner. + +It was afternoon, and the street was almost empty save for a shabby man +walking up the hill towards them from the _Star_. + +They did not see him, absorbed more in themselves than in each other; +but he saw them and stepped into the porch of the parish-church as +though to avoid them. + +Just opposite the porch Edward Caspar came to himself and said good-bye +with grunts. + +Mrs. Lewknor looked after his heavy figure toiling laboriously up the +hill. + +Then her eyes caught the eyes peeping at her from the porch--eyes that +possessed the same wistful quality as those of the man who had just +left her side: eyes somehow familiar that were smiling at her. + +"Why, Caspar!" she cried, and crossed the road. + +The man left the beam against which he was leaning, and came towards +her suddenly. There was a curious wan smile upon his face. He +lurched, held out his hand like a child for help, and fell his length +in the road. + +A man from the iron-monger's shop opposite came out. + +"He's out of work," he said. "He's half-starved. There's a lot the +same. Funny world." + +Mrs. Lewknor was horrified. + +"Take him into the porch," she cried, "out of the road. He'll be run +over here." + +"No, not into the church!" came an authoritative voice. "I know the +man. The church is a sacred edifice." + +It was the Archdeacon. He bent his somewhat dandiacal figure +elaborately, put his nose close to Ernie's lips, and sniffed +deliberately. + +"No, sir, it's not that," said the iron-monger shortly. "It's food he +wants." + +"Ah," said the Archdeacon, rising in gaitered majesty, his painful duty +done. "I'm glad to heah it." + +Mrs. Lewknor was trembling with fury. + +Ernie, on his back in the mud, stirred and opened his eyes. + +He saw wavering faces all about him. + +"Guess I'm all right now," he said. + +"Give him air!" ordered the Archdeacon magnificently. "Ayah, I say!" +and he made a sweeping gesture with his arm to brush away the crowd who +were not there. + +"He's had plenty of air," retorted Mrs. Lewknor with the curt brutality +that distinguished her on rare occasions. "What he wants is something +more solid than he gets from the pulpit." + +The Archdeacon eyed her _de-haut-en-bas_. From his undergraduate days +he had believed implicitly in the power of his eye to master and +demoralize his enemies and those of his Church, and the Lady Augusta +Willcocks had loyally fostered his belief. + +Now, however, his antagonist refused to be demoralized. + +He saw that she was a lady, suspected that she might be "somebody," and +with that fine flair for the things of this world which characterize +the successful of his profession, he retired on gaitered legs with a +somewhat theatrical dignity. + +Ernie was helped to his feet. + +A car, coming slowly down the hill, ground to a halt. + +Mr. Trupp leaned out and took in the scene. + +"Ernie, get up alongside your brother, will you?" he said. "Mrs. +Lewknor!" + +The car rolled on its way with its two new occupants. + +"He don't want me," muttered Mr. Trupp in his companion's ear. "He +wants my cook." + +Mrs. Lewknor, still seething, recorded the incident. + +"The Church is the limit," she snapped. "I could have pushed that man +over in the mud." + +"Yes," said Mr. Trupp soothingly. "But you mustn't take the Church too +seriously. The right way to look on it is as rather a bad joke." + + +That evening, after his coffee, Mr. Trupp laid down his evening paper +and stared long into the fire as his manner was. + +His wife and daughter waited for the word that was slowly brewing. + +It came in time. + +"Men grow when they've got to," he announced at last with humorous +sententiousness. + +"They can't grow much without food," said Bess with warmth. The +incident of the afternoon had stirred her generous young soul to the +deeps. "It's monstrous!" + +"It is," her father agreed. "And it's all because Civilization has +thrown up a class that's above the Discipline it imposes upon others." + +Mrs. Trupp eyed her husband sternly. + +"William Trupp!" she said, "I believe you're a Socialist." + +"My dear," he answered, "I've been told that before." + +"Bess and I don't want to hear your viewy views," continued the lady. +"We want to talk about flesh-and-blood Ernie and how to help him." + +"Hear! hear!" said Bess. + +"My dears," replied the annoying man, "it's just Ernie I'm talking +about. He's growing again. My old friend Necessity's at work on him +once more." + + + + +CHAPTER XLIX + +ALF MARKS TIME + +The scene outside the parish-church in Old Town, when Mrs. Lewknor +challenged the Archdeacon, marked the turn in Ernie's material fortunes. + +The Reverend Spink handed on his version of the affair to Mr. Pigott at +the Relief Committee that evening. + +"He was laying on his face in the road _dead_ drunk opposite the +church-door when his brother picked him up," he reported, round-eyed +and spectacled. "His poor, _poor_ people!" + +"Ah," said Mr. Pigott, "was he?--I know where you got that story from." + +The curate tried to be rude in his turn, but he was not so good at it +as the more experienced man. + +"Such a place to choose!" he continued, turning to Colonel Lewknor. +"Opposite the church-door! Just like him!" + +"Such a place, indeed!" echoed the Colonel, quiet and courteous. +"What's the good of lying down to die of starvation at the door of the +_Church_ of all places? Will she open to you?" + +Mr. Pigott disliked the Reverend Spink almost as much as he disliked +the curate's protégé. Next day the contrary man sent for Ernie and +offered him a job as lorry-man in the Transport Company. + +"I know you and you know me," he said in his most aggressive manner. +"So it's no good telling a pack o lies to each other that I can see. +Start at twenty-three a week, with chances of a rise if you keep at it +steady. Begin Monday.... And it's your last chance, mind!" + +Ernie ignored the insults and leapt at the offer. + +The Southdown Transport Company ran motor-lorries between Newhaven and +Beachbourne, carrying seaborne coal and other merchandise from the +harbour on the Ouse to the town under Beau-nez. + +Ernie liked the work. + +It kept him out of doors, under the sky, and in touch with the +old-world elemental things he loved. The breath and bustle of the +harbour at Newhaven; the long ride on the motor-lorry through the +hill-country at all seasons of the year; even the pleasant acrid smell +of the coal and coke in the lorry and on his overalls was pleasant and +satisfying to him. + +He worked steadily, paid his debts, and for the first time in his life +began gradually to save money. + +That autumn his father asked him if he wouldn't return home to live. + +"Alfred's left us," said the old man. + +"Has he?" asked Ernie surprised. "Where's he gone then?" + +"He's gone to live above his garage," replied the other. "Something's +happening to Alfred," he added. "I don't know what." + +Alf, in fact, was changing; and Mr. Trupp was watching the evolution of +his chauffeur with a detached scientific interest that his wife defined +as inhuman. + +And that evolution was proceeding apace. Alf was living alone above +his garage; he had introduced a girl into his office; and he was no +longer getting on. + +Mr. Trupp noted the last as far the most significant symptom of the +three. + +Alf had climbed in his career to a certain point, and there he stuck +fast. His business neither went ahead nor back. He was still doing +well and saving money. The wonder was that he was not doing better. + +But the reason was clear enough to the penetrating eye of the old +surgeon, to whom his chauffeur was an absorbing study in mental +pathology: Alf was no more a man of one idea; his energies were no +longer concentrated solely on getting on to the exclusion of all else. +The emotional side of him, battered down from infancy, was revenging +itself at last. Desperately it was seeking an outlet, no matter how +perverted: certainly it would find one. + +"He's suffering from life-long repression," the Doctor told his wife. +"Now he's got to find a safety-valve." + +In his own mind Mr. Trupp had no doubt as to the form the safety-valve +would take. + + +About that time Mrs. Trupp, meeting Mr. Pigott in the Moot, asked him +how his new hand was getting on. + +"Working steady as Old Time," replied the other with satisfaction. + +"I like the look upon his face," Mrs. Trupp remarked. "He's always +expecting." + +"Yes," replied the old school-master, "expecting angels--like his +father." + +"Perhaps he'll find them," smiled Mrs. Trupp. + +That evening, as it chanced, she met her godson under the elms in +Saffrons Croft, and stopped him. + +It was May now. The hope illuminating air and sky and every living +thing was reflected in Ernie's face. Indeed the young man looked +inspired. + +The two regarded each other affectionately. + +"Ernie," said the lady, colouring faintly. + +"Yes, 'm." + +"Are you still thinking of that girl you told me about?" + +The other's face glowed like the moon. + +"I never hardly think of nothing else, 'm." + +"I knew you were," answered Mrs. Trupp. She added with a sudden lovely +smile: "You'll find her--if you're faithful." + +"That's what dad keeps on, 'm," Ernie answered. "And I know I shall +too. See, I keep all the while a-drawin her to me." He made the +motion of one hauling on a line. "She can't escape me--not nohows." + +He turned on her the earnest eyes of the evangelist, and began to wag +an impressive finger in the way she loved. + +"See, you can draw down what you want--_only you must want it with all +your heart_. 'Taint no good without that. Alf, now, he draws down +money. For why?--that's what he wants. Now I want something else." + +The lady regarded him with wise shrewd interest. + +This New Thought, as the foolish called it, how old it was, how +universal, how deeply embedded in the primitive consciousness of the +common man! Ernie, to be sure, did not read Edward Carpenter nor the +works of any of that school; but instinct and experience had led him to +knock at the same door. + +"And if Alf wanted something different, too?" she asked. + +Ernie shook a sceptical head. + +"He wouldn't--not really. That ain't Alf. Money's what Alf wants and +what he gets by consequence. He's only for himself, Alf is. If he +went out a'ter anything else he'd only go half-hearted like, therefore +he wouldn't get it. He'd be a house divided against hissalf. So he'd +fall." + + +The two brothers now rarely met and never spoke. + +Just sometimes Ernie in his grimy overall, sitting with arms crossed +and sooty face upon a load of coal in the jolting lorry, would be +passed by Alf at the wheel of his thirty horse-power car, stealing by +without an effort or a sound, swift as the wind, silent as the tide. + +On these occasions Ernie, perched aloft on his load, would detect the +smirk on his brother's face, and knew that Alf was feeling his own +superiority and hoping that Ernie felt it too. + +In those days Ernie learned to know the corner of England in the +triangle between Lewes, the Seven Sisters, and Beau-nez as he had never +known it before. And the closer grew his intimacy the greater became +his love. + +The quiet, the strength, the noble rounded comeliness of the hills +reminded him of the woman he sought. True, she disturbed him, present +or absent; while they, in act or retrospect, comforted. But their full +round breasts, rising clean and clear before him, stubble-crowned, +green, purple, or golden against the blue, gave him a sense of earth +rooted in the immensity of spirit and washed by the winds of heaven as +did nothing else he knew but the woman he had lost. + +"Wish I were a poet," he sometimes said to his father. "To put it all +down what I feel, so others could see it too." + +"Perhaps you are," his father replied. + +And certainly if to be a poet is to love the familiar objects of the +road, a poet Ernie was: for he loved them all--Lewes with its narrow +streets, its steep hill to which you cling like a fly on a pane and +look across to Mount Caburn for help; the old _Pelham Arms_, its +walnut-tree at the back, the _Fox_, the _Barley Mow_, the _Newmarket_ +on the Brighton road; the hills running down in glorious nakedness to +the highway, the tanned harvesters sitting among their sheaves; peeps +of the blue Weald islanded with woods; and always accompanying him the +long wall of the Downs, gloomy or gleaming, here smooth as the flanks +of a race-horse, there scarred, grim, weather-worn and pocked, in +winter dazzling white beneath the blue, ruddy in autumn sunsets, +emerald in April days; and all the year gathering the shadows at +evening in the Northward coombes to spill them over the expectant Weald +like purple wine when the door of night had closed upon the sun. + +The lorries to and from Newhaven always took their way through the +valley of the Ruther. Once or twice in that winter, as they bumped +down High'nd Over from Sea-foord into Aldwoldston at evening, Ernie was +surprised to find the chocolate-bodied car lying apparently derelict in +the roadway at the steep entrance to the village; and wondered if the +surviving Miss Caryll who still lived in the Dowerhouse at the foot of +the hill was ill. + +And again one evening in the spring, as he jolted through the +village-street, past the great chestnut lit with a thousand tapers in +the market-square, he was aware of a man on a motor-bicycle pelting +past him up the hill. The man wore motor-goggles; but there was no +mistaking Alf, bowed over his handles, flashing past the _Lamb_, down +the hill, and out of sight. + +What was Alf doing at that hour of the evening on the road to Sea-foord? + + + +BOOK VII + +THE OUTCAST + + + +CHAPTER L + +THE CRUMBLES + +Nature's punishments of her erring children are slow as they are sure. + +If the inexorable Dame cannot forget, neither can she hurry. + +Therefore the shock of realization that the wages of sin are death--as +our fathers used to put it; or that weakness brings its own reward--as +we should more prosaically say; because it comes gradually to the human +consciousness, is mercifully numbed. + +It was some time before Ruth faced the fact that she was in the toils, +and that there was no escaping. When at length the dreadful dream had +become a reality, and she was forced to acknowledge to herself the life +she bore within her, it seemed to her for a moment that the worst was +passed. + +On the morrow of the night on which the hidden voice refused longer to +be hushed, she went away by herself on to the Crumbles: that +bird-haunted waste of stagnant pools and tussocky shingles which +stretches along the edge of the Bay to Pevensey. There at least she +would be sure of being alone save for a rare creature of the +Wilderness, snipe or wild duck, hare or slow-winged heron. Half a mile +from the great Hotel, rising sepulchre-wise from the surrounding +desolation, her back to the town, and her face to the sea, she sat down +on the lonely beach and girdled her knees with her arms. + +It was a dull November afternoon. + +The remorseless sea crawled like a serpent out of the gloom, curled an +ugly lip at her as it reared to stare, then softly falling to the +ground, scudded towards her with a hideous little hiss, to suck her +down, the victim of its lust. + +The dumb sky offered her no help. There was neither song nor sun. And +back in the West, amassed under significant gloom, lay the great camp +of men, hostile now to her and hers, to which she must yet return. + +Sitting thus by the scolding sea, her chin on her knees, she looked the +situation in the sombre eyes. + +It was terrible enough. + +She had to pay the price every mothering woman must pay--disfigurement, +pain, dependency, long-drawn physical disease, and, at the end of all, +torment and possibly death: and in her case, added to the price Nature +asks of those women who obey her laws, there was the penalty Man +demands of those who violate his. + +For her, and such as her, there is in Society, as at present organized, +but one sure way of escape: and that way Ruth was too near to Nature, +too healthy in mind and body, to contemplate save for a passing moment. + +Her eyes travelled down her young figure, shapely yet. + +"All right, my darling," she cooed. "You shan't suffer--not if it were +ever so." + +Her face was to the future. At whatever cost, she would be true to the +trust imposed on her unsought. + +Indeed, so sane was she and strong, that but for the old couple in the +little yellow-washed cottage in the valley of the Ruther, who had +taught Bible-class there for thirty years, she believed her fear would +have been blotted out by the hope her baby, pushing through the crust +of her terror like a crocus through the chill wintry earth into +February sunshine, brought her. + +For she recognized with a sob of bitterness that these brooding months, +when her child, thrusting with tiny hands and inarticulate cries, was +opening for her the Door of Escape into the Open Country that lies for +each one of us outside the Prison that is Self, would have been the +most beautiful in her life, if Humanity had blessed her for the +sufferings she was enduring on its behalf, if Society had supported and +pitied her when she had fallen into the trap that it had laid. + +As things were, she was an outlaw, who would be stoned alike by men and +women when it was discovered that an innocent indiscretion, prompted by +a noble natural impulse, had flung her into the miry pit. + +She turned and looked across the flats at her back to the great camp of +men, crouching for their prey. + +The Downs behind seemed to circle it as with a wall of dulled steel, +making escape impossible; while over in the West was a murky glow as of +damped-down furnaces, waiting to open their doors and pour down molten +gloom on the City of the Plain. + +Ruth rose up swiftly and returned to the Hotel. + +Better even its unsympathetic walls than the naked desolation of the +waste. + +There, however, was no one to whom she could turn. Ernie was out of +the question, while Madame had retired, as always at this season of the +year, to the sister-hotel at Brussels. + +Indeed in all Beachbourne with its hundred thousand inhabitants, its +temples and tabernacles at every street corner, its innumerable +white-collared priests and ministers, its sacrament-taking women, and +reform-talking men, was there one soul to whom she could look in her +distress? + +Ruth prayed as she had never prayed before. Alone in the darkness on +her knees, redeeming herself and mankind by her tears, she asked that +the punishment for the mother's sin might not fall upon the child. + +"On my head, O Lord, not hers," was the cry of her anguished heart. + +Light came to her darkness. + +There was one man in Beachbourne in whom she had detected, so she +believed, the spirit of Love. + +That man was Mr. Trupp, who had attended her Miss Caryll till she died. + +Taking her courage in her hands one dark January evening, when she +realized that her time at the Hotel was short, she stood on the steps +of the Manor-house and rang. + +"Why, you're quite a stranger, Ruth!" said the smiling maid. + +"Could I see Mr. Trupp?" asked the girl. + +"That I'm sure you can." + +She was shown into the long consulting-room, and sat down, trembling, +her eyes upon her knees. + +She was staking her all upon a throw. + +Mr. Trupp came in. + +The young woman dressed in black, simply as a lady, rose. + +"Who is it?" asked the surgeon, peering over his pince-nez. + +"Ruth Boam, sir," the other answered. "Miss Caryll." + +Mr. Trupp glanced at her. Then he put his hand upon her shoulder, and +she knew that she was safe. + +"Sit down," he said gently. + +This large young creature, who had something of his own Bess about her, +went straight to his heart in her trouble. + +"Ruth," he said gravely. "May I send Mrs. Trupp to you?" + +Ruth sobbed and nodded. + +Very slowly Mr. Trupp climbed the stairs to his wife's room. + + +It was some time before Mrs. Trupp joined the girl. + +The room was dark, save for one shaded lamp. + +The lady came in quietly, dressed for the evening in a damson-coloured +tea-gown that showed off her gracious beauty and silver hair. Her face +was wan and wistful, her bearing noble and full of tender dignity. + +The black figure on the chair did not move. + +The elder woman took her seat beside the younger and laid her hand upon +the girl's. + +"Ruth," she said at last, in a still voice with a quiver running +through it. "I know more than you think. You loved him, didn't you?" + +The broken girl nodded; then shook her head. + +"It's not that," she said. "It's not him. It's my baby. I couldn't +abear she should be born in the Workhouse along of them." + +To Mrs. Trupp the Workhouse system had been a nightmare ever since, as +a young girl, she had first realized its existence and become dimly +aware of the part it played in our imperial scheme. She believed that +the institution which had its local seat in the old Cavalry Barracks at +the back of Rectory Walk was no worse than others of its kind up and +down the country. Sometimes she visited its wards and nurseries with +her old friend, Edward Caspar, and came away sick at heart and +oppressed of spirit. More often, sitting in her garden, she listened +to his quietly told stories of what he always called "our Cess-pool." + +Mrs. Trupp stroked Ruth's hand. + +"It shan't," she said, with the fierceness that sometimes surprised her +friends. "You must trust us. Mr. Trupp'll see you through. But you +must leave the Hotel at once. I'm going to send you to a house of mine +in Sea-gate--now. I shall telephone for the car." + +And half an hour later Ruth was sitting in the chocolate-bodied car +that once before had carried her into the perilous Unknown. + + + + +CHAPTER LI + +EVELYN TRUPP + +Evelyn Moray had been brought up in the Church; and, like most +Englishwomen of her class and generation, she had as a girl looked to +the Church to enable her to realize her ideals. + +In her young days she and her neighbour of later life, Edward Caspar, +had been of the little group of West-end people who had been drawn East +by the couple who were making St. Jude's, Whitechapel, the home of real +religion for more than the dwellers in the East-end. She would +sometimes give a violin solo at the famous Worship Hour in the church +off Commercial Street; while Edward Caspar would on rare occasions read +Browning or Wordsworth there. The memory of those early days of +dawning hopes served as a never-present bond between the pair when in +later years chance caused them to pass their lives side by side in the +little town on the hill under Beau-nez. And the religious development +of each had followed much the same lines. + +They had watched the fingers of love light a candle in the darkness of +the late seventies and the early eighties, and ... + +"The candle went out," Edward Caspar would say. "Candles always do in +the Church of England." + +"Yet the light grows," his companion would answer. + +"Assuredly," Edward would agree. "Everywhere but in the Churches." + +Evelyn Moray's disillusionment had begun even before her marriage. For +all her innocence she brought a singularly shrewd judgment to bear on +the affairs of men. And if as she came to understand the truth, she +suffered at first the pangs of betrayed love, she was too brave a +spirit not to face the situation in its entirety. The noble words of +the Order of Baptism--_manfully to fight under His banner against sin, +the world, and the Devil_--applied, she found, to a Church the +outstanding characteristic of which was that it never fought at all. +When she was bogged in a quagmire of doubt and despair, fearful of the +new, more than dissatisfied by the old, Mr. Trupp had come into her +life. His sane judgment, his wide experience, and broad philosophy, +landed her once more on _terra firma_. In a time before the great +Exodus from the Temples of Orthodoxy had assumed the proportions that +we know to-day, she had left their gloomy portals to seek elsewhere +that simple and direct service of mankind her spirit needed for its +fulfilment. + +Her father's death left her something of an heiress. + +Forthwith she started a maternity home in a quiet street in Sea-gate +for young women of the middle-class who had fallen victims of a Society +which failed to protect them, to give them opportunity, to supply their +honest needs. + +The conditions of entry to the home were strict; and Mrs. Trupp never +wilfully departed from them. Sometimes, it is true, she was taken in; +often she was disappointed; but she persevered with the tenacity that +is the inevitable outcome of continuous prayer. + +She ran her home very quietly; and Mr. Trupp was, of course, her +medical officer. But the Church, jealous of all trespassing within +what it believed to be its own demesne, heard and objected. + +"Making sin easy," said Lady Augusta Willcocks, who wore short hair and +cultivated the downright manner which she believed to be characteristic +of the English aristocracy. + +She cherished a secret antipathy for "the doctor's wife," as in her +more bitter moments she would describe her neighbour. + +Lady Augusta was indeed of the world of Victoria and Disraeli, opulent, +pushing, loud; Mrs. Trupp of an older, finer, more deliberate age. +There was between the temper and tradition of the two ladies a gulf no +convention could bridge. Lady Augusta felt and resented the fact. + +Archdeacon Willcocks, on the other hand, reacted to the same stimulus +in a different way. For him the fact that Mrs. Trupp was a Moray of +Pole was paramount. And so--when Mr. Trupp had become famous--he +hushed up his wife and schemed to run Mrs. Trupp's home in connection +with the Diocesan Magdalen League. + +But Mrs. Trupp was not to be cajoled. She had her own way of doing +things, and meant to stick to it. + +"I think perhaps we'd better go on working for the same end in our +rather different ways," she told the Archdeacon with that disarming +courtesy of hers. + +"Am I to understand that our way is not the Christian way?" asked the +Archdeacon, smiling and satirical according to his wont, as he swayed +his long thin body to and fro, serpent-wise. + +"It may be," replied the lady, faintly ironical in her turn. "It's not +quite mine." + +"Pity," said the Archdeacon, mounting his favourite high horse with the +little toss of his head, carefully cultivated, which so impressed the +shop-keepers of Old Town. "I had hoped that you remained of the Faith, +even if you have seen good to desert your Church." + +The lady looked at him with eyes that were a little wistful, a little +whimsical. + +"I'm afraid we're mutually disappointed," she answered quietly. + + + + +CHAPTER LII + +THE RETURN OF THE OUTCAST + +It was in Mrs. Trupp's home, in a back-water of the East-end, that +Ruth's child was born. + +The babe was beautiful, but over the mother a shadow lay. + +"It's her people," Mr. Trupp told his wife. "She hasn't broken it to +them yet." + +"I know," Mrs. Trupp answered. "I must talk to her about it." + +Ruth, curled in her bed, giving satisfaction to the babe in the hollow +of her arm, showed every sign of distress when the other broached the +topic. + +"Will you trust me to tell them?" asked the lady gently. Ruth raised +her fine eyes, brimming with gratitude to the elder woman's face. + + +Mrs. Trupp went. + +Before she started on her pilgrimage of love she passed an hour in the +parish-church, which was her favourite resort in all the crises of her +life. + +There the Archdeacon came on her, to his surprise. + +"I'm glad to see you here, Mrs. Trupp," he said with slight inevitable +patronage. + +"I'm often here," she answered, smiling. + +"Ah," said the Archdeacon. "I've missed you." + +She could not tell him that this was because she avoided the church +when he and his fellow-priests were ministering there. + +"I love the atmosphere," she said. + +"Thank-you. It is nice, I think," he answered with a little bow; +taking to himself, with childish ingenuousness, the credit for the +conditions that six centuries of prayer and worship had created. + +An hour later Mrs. Trupp was face to face with Ruth's mother in the +kitchen of Frogs' Hall. + +Hard by, the church-bell tolled for evening service. Through the open +window came the noise of homing rooks drifting up the valley from the +Haven; and under the hedge on the far side the Brooks a cow bellowed. + +It was Mrs. Boam who began. + +"I allow you've come to tell me about our Ruth," she said at last. + +"Have you heard anything?" asked Mrs. Trupp. + +The other shook her head. + +"We'd be the last to hear," she said. "That's sure. But I knaw +there's been something. It's seven month since she's been anigh us. +That's not our maid--our Ruth: so good and kind and considerate for her +dad and me as she's always been." + +"There has been something," answered Mrs. Trupp, and told her tale.... + +The mother listened in silence, the tears streaming down her face, her +hands upon her lap. + +When the story was finished, she rose. + +"Thank you kindly, 'm," she said. "If you'll excuse me I'll tell dad. +He's in the back." + +She went out, a big unwieldy woman, walking with the unconscious +majesty of grief, and was absent some time. + +Mrs. Trupp sat in the kitchen with a somnolent rust-coloured cat, and +listened to the willows rustling by the stream and the voices of +children playing by the bridge. + +Once she went to the window and looked across the cattle-dotted Brooks +to the long low foothill that raises a back like a bow, green now with +young corn, against the bleak shaven flanks of old Wind-hover. + +Then Reuben Boam entered, erect as a soldier, and with the face of a +puritan and prophet. + +Mrs. Trupp wondered, as she often had of late years, why the men of her +own class never attained the dignity of the great amongst the simple +poor. + +She rose humiliated, conscious of her own spiritual inferiority; and +took his rough paw between her two delicate hands. + +"Won't you sit down, Boam?" she suggested, quite modern enough to +realize what a topsy-turvy world it was in which she should have to +make such a request to an old man in his own home. + +His long bare upper lip trembled and nibbled as he spoke. + +"She's a good maid," he said huskily--"our Ruth. The Mistus says it +were a gentleman. It's hard for a working girl to stand up agen a +gentleman that's set on despoilin her. But in my day gentlemen were +gentlemen and kept emselves accardin. They tell me it's different now. +Accounts for the bit o bitterness, hap." The great hand lying in hers +twitched. "She must come back home soon so ever she can move. There's +not much. But we'll make out somehow. Rebecca must goo to her. +She'll need her mother now. They was always very close--mother and +daughter." + +The old woman entered, tying her bonnet-strings beneath her chin. + +"Yes, I'll take carrier's cart to Ratton. Then I can walk to the Decoy +and take train to the East-end." + +"Won't you come with me?" said Mrs. Trupp. "I've got the car in the +Tye." ... + +She dropped her companion at the door of the house in Sea-gate, and +herself took a tram home. When Mrs. Boam emerged from the house an +hour later a car was still at the door. + +The old lady looked about her, a little bustled. + +"Could you tell me the way to the tram?" she asked the chauffeur. + +He touched his hat and smiled. + +If Alf had a soft spot in his heart, it was for old women. + +"This is your tram, ma," he said, and helped her in. + + +A fortnight later the same car stood at the same door, when Ruth +emerged, her baby in her arms. + +It was dusk, and she did not see the chauffeur, who leaned out towards +her. + +"Would you come up in front alongside me?" he said. "I put your box +inside." + +Ruth obeyed. + +They drove through the gathering shadows in the sweet-scented June +evening, past Ratton and Polefax, all along the foot of the Downs, the +Wilmington Giant with his great staff gleaming wan and ogre-like on the +hillside, and at the Turn-pike, just where the spire of B'rick church +is seen pricking out of trees, turned for the gap and ran down the +valley towards the Haven. + +A sea-wind with a sparkle in it blowing up the Brooks seemed to meet +the softer breezes of the Weald and penetrate them. A young moon hung +over the sharp crest of Wind-hover. + +Ruth, her baby in her arms, picked up familiar objects as they swung +by: the long-backed barn on the left, the little red pillar-box on the +wall, and occasionally the glimmer of a light in one of the homesteads +among trees across the stream. On her right, unhedged cornlands swept +away in a rustling sea towards the foot of the Downs which made a +bulwark of darkness against the firmament; while on the near rise a row +of stacks, like immense bee-hives, stood sentinel under the stars. + +The car slid down a hill and up again. The valley lay naked alongside +them now, cattle moving darkly in the moonlight and the tower of the +church upon the hill black against the night in front. + +The chauffeur took out his clutch. The car was running so noiselessly +that Ruth could hear the ghostly stir and murmur of the willows that +line the river-bank and cover the feet of the village with a green +girdle. + +"You don't remember me then?" said the man beside her. + +They were the first words he had spoken. + +Ruth glanced at the face beside her own, smooth and smiling in the +moon, and clutched her baby to her so fiercely that it gave a little +cry. + +"Ah," said Alf, "I thought you would then." + +The impression he had made seemed to please and satisfy him. He put +his engine into gear, and was soon running through the village-street. + +At the foot of the hill, where a group of mighty elms on a high bank +guard the seaward entrance to the village, he turned sharply to the +left under a row of pollarded poplars, and bumped over Parson's Tye +quiet in the moonlight, the church four-square among its trees upon the +mound on the right. + +Then he drew up by the stile leading into the Brooks. + +Ruth descended swiftly, and her babe lying like a snowdrift in her +arms, disappeared in the darkness through the stile. + +Alf waited beside his car, watching the river like a snake crawling and +curling away in gleams of sudden silver under stark trees into the +night. + +A few minutes later the bulk of a big woman in a white apron appeared +at the stile. + +"Could you take the box in?" said a gentle voice. "Dad's crippled." + +Alf swaggered. + +"Very well. This once. To oblige." + +The job accomplished, he looked round the little plain kitchen with a +proprietary air. + +"Nice little place," he said. + +"Would you take a cup of tea?" asked Mrs. Boam. + +Ruth had disappeared. + +"No'w, thank you," said Alf in his cockiest manner. "I dare say you'll +see me round here again next time I'm this way." + + + + +CHAPTER LIII + +THE FIND + +It was rather more than a year later. + +Ernie, in grimy overall strapped over his waistcoat, and grey shirt +without a tie, was climbing the lower slopes of High-'nd-Over from +Sea-foord in an empty lorry. + +Beneath him lay the Haven, buttressed by a gleam of white cliff, the +Old River blue-winding to the sea at Exeat, and the New laid like a +sword-blade across the curves of the Old. + +The lorry bumped over the crest of the hill, austere and bare even in +the sunshine, the sea broad-shining at its back, and dropped down out +of the brilliant bleakness into the best wooded of the river-valleys +that pierce the South Downs. + +It was Saturday evening early in July. + +There had been a fierce and prolonged drought. In the Brooks all along +the banks of the slug-like stream the hay had already been carried fine +in quality and light in weight. On the sun-burnt foothills a belated +farmer was working overtime to carry the last load before Sunday. The +long blue wain proceeded in lurches across the hill-side to the +guttural exhortations of the wagoner, all about it a little busy knot +of men and women raking and pitching. + +Ernie sat with his back to the hill, his arms folded, looking across +the valley to the tiny hamlets clustered round a spire, the huge black +barns and clumps of wood beyond the stream, and the deep hedges running +caterpillar-wise up the flank of the opposing Down. + +The air was still keen and sparkling, yet full of scents rising from +the fields that looked save in the Brooks brown for once and parched +instead of fresh and green as of wont after being shorn of their crop. + +Ernie enjoyed those scents. There was nothing like them in the East, +he remembered. Was there indeed anywhere outside of England? + +The lorry ran past the Dower-house in its rich old garden, the +grey-shingled spire of the church opening to view at the back of the +village across Parson's Tye. + +They rattled under the elms at the foot of the hill and up the steep +street, where the same brown spaniel lay always in the same place +asking to be run over. + +A jumble of houses pressed in upon them. Sudden dormer-windows peeped +from unexpected roofs. Chimney-stacks would have tumbled on them but +for the brilliant creeper that bound their old bricks together. While +in odd corners behind the high brick path tall hollyhocks bowed as they +passed. + +The High Street was fuller than usual. Labourers slouched along it, +tired and contented. A wain, with a pole at each corner pointing to +heaven, the carter with patched corduroys and long whip plodding at the +head of his team, was carrying a party of haymakers home. Under the +great chestnut in the market-square a group of dusty horses stood, the +sweat drying on them. Wages had been paid--the best wages of the year +too: for all had worked overtime; Sunday was ahead of man and woman and +beast alike; the most strenuous weeks of the year were over, and the +most quiet to come. + +The lorry ran swiftly down the hill, out of the village. + +At the spot where a lane runs off to Littlington, it swerved suddenly +to the right. Ernie, sitting on the rail, swayed over the side to look. + +They were passing a girl, walking soberly along, her back to the +village. Clearly she had just come from the fields, for she wore an +orange-coloured turban wisped about her black hair, a long loose +earth-coloured gabardine, stained with toil, and short enough to +disclose the heavy boots of the agricultural worker. + +She was a big young woman, broad of shoulder, large of limb, who walked +in spite of her heavy foot-wear with an easy rhythm that caused Ernie's +heart to leap. + +The lorry flashed by. + +The girl did not look up, marching steadfastly forward, careless of the +passing vehicle; but Ernie caught a glimpse of her profile. + +In a moment he was on his feet. + +The lorry was travelling fast. Ernie tapped at the partition which +divided the body of the car from the driver, and peered through the +glass. + +The man at the wheel heard, but shook a grim head. He did not mean to +stop. Home and beer and the week-end rest lay before him. + +Ernie, far too impetuous to think, did not hesitate. + +He jumped at the road, fleeting swiftly away beneath him. + +It rose up like a careering wave and struck him viciously. + +Whether he fell on his feet, his hands and knees, or his back, he never +afterwards knew. + +That he was shocked into unconsciousness is clear, and that his body +continued its ordinary functions unconcerned and guided he knew not by +what mysterious power. + +He woke, as it were, still jarred from shock, and aching throughout +him, to find himself steadily tramping along a road. + +The objective world surged in on him. He put up his hand to ward off +the huge green seas that came lolloping along to overwhelm him. + +Riding the charging billows were a host of immense black ogres, +dreadful in their impassivity, and with blind eyes, who yet had seen +him and were set on his destruction. + +Then he resumed himself. The billows were the hills; the careering +ogres the row of bee-hive stacks dumped peacefully on the rise upon his +right. + +He could not have been unconscious many minutes, for the sun still hung +on the crest of the hill much where he had seen it last; but he was +walking along the road on which he had fallen and must so have walked +during his unconsciousness, seeing that he was now perhaps a quarter of +a mile from the spot where he had jumped, and proceeding in the +opposite direction to that in which the lorry had been travelling. His +face was towards the sea and the village through which he had recently +passed, his back to the Weald. + +On his left was a wood, darkened by firs. A dusty motor-bicycle lay up +against the bank. + +Ernie was aware of the machine, as one is aware of something in a book. +It was not real to him: he was not real to himself. Indeed he was +conscious of one thing only: that some power was guiding him and +bidding him keep quiet. + +He did not attempt to take control. His brain, except as a mirror +which reflected passing objects, was passive; and he was content that +this should be so. + +Dimly he wondered if he was dead. Then he realized that the question +had no interest for him, and he retired once more into the No Man's +Land of the hypnoidal state. + +A villager was approaching. + +He saw the man marching towards him as on the screen of a cinema. + +The man said good evening. + +Ernie answered, and found himself listening with interest to his own +voice. It sounded so loud and alien. + +He was a puppet in a play, watching his own performance--actor and +audience in one. + +Except for a certain diffused physical discomfort on the remote +circumference of his being, he was not happy or unhappy. He was a +headache, and that was all he was. But he was a headache which could +walk and if necessary talk. + +Then, still obeying his unseen guide, he turned off the dusty road into +the wood upon his left that stretched across the Brooks down towards +the stream. + +On the fringe of the wood he was bidden to stay.... + +The river ran in front of him a few yards away. On the other bank, +immediately opposite him, was a clump of willows. There too was a big +young woman in a tan overall. + +She was sitting on the tow-path, her back against a tree, her arms +bound about her knees, her feet in heavy boots pressed close together +in an attitude expressing doggedness. She was bare-headed; and her +orange turban lay at her feet. Ernie marked her gypsy colouring, red +and gold, and the yellow necklace that bound her throat. The sullen +expression of her face was enhanced by the gleam of teeth which her +lips, drawn back almost to a snarl, revealed. + +Here surely was a tigress, trapped and resentful. + +Above her stood a little man in the shining black gaiters and great +goggles of a chauffeur. + +He was talking and smiling. The young woman sat beneath him, her tense +arms binding her knees, her eyes down. + +But this was not the usual drama when the Serpent and the Woman meet. +Here the Serpent was taunting Eve, not tempting her. So much her face +betrayed. + +Ernie watched the picture-play with absorbed interest. A great while +ago he had known both actor and actress intimately, and still took an +impersonal interest in them and their doings. + +Then the little man's voice came to him across the stream, sharp and +strident. He had a peculiar swaggering motion of the head and +shoulders as he spoke, truculent yet furtive, that Ernie knew well; and +all the time his eyes were wandering uneasily about the Brooks, +searching for enemies. + +"You'll ask me to marry you next!" he sneered. "_ME marry YOU!_" + +The young woman rose, ominous and passionate. She stood in her +tan-coloured gabardine, like some noble barbarian at bay, a creature of +the earth and elements, yet conquering them. + +She seemed to tower above the little man, and in her hand was the +orange turban like a sling that swung heavily to and fro. + +Ernie watched the scene with fascinated eyes, and, most of all, that +bright slow-swinging thing that sagged so dreadfully. + +The little man watched its pendulum-like action too. He did not seem +to like the curious slow swing of it, or the look upon the face of the +swinger, for he withdrew a pace or two. + +"Any more of it," said the girl, her voice deep and vibrating, "and +I'll tell Mr. Trupp." + +The name struck Ernie's subconsciousness with the disturbing effect of +a pebble dropped into a still pool. Ripples spread over the torpid +surface of his mind, rousing it in ever-growing circles to life. The +view was dissolving with extraordinary speed. It remained the same and +yet was entirely changed. The play was becoming real.... + +The little man was now walking swiftly away along the tow-path. +Suddenly he turned and came back a pace or two, his hand out. + +The woman had not stirred. She stood bare-headed on the river-bank, +one foot on a twisted root, one knee bent. + +"Give me back my letter," said the man. "And I'll let it go at that." + +She met him squarely. + +"That I wun't then!" + +The little man hesitated and then turned about. + + +Ernie came to himself with a pop, as a man comes to the surface after +long submersion in the deeps. + + + + +CHAPTER LIV + +THE BROOKS + +Ruth was standing on the bank opposite him, but she had turned her back +upon him and the river. + +He saw the heave of her shoulders, and the motion of her head, and knew +that she was weeping. + +In a second he had flung himself into the water and was wading towards +her. + +She turned at the sound of his surging, expecting fresh enemies, and +prepared for them. + +He stood in mid-stream, a picturesque and dishevelled figure, grimy +with coal-dust, collarless, touzle-headed, his greasy overall braced +above his waistcoat. + +"Ruth!" he called uncertainly. + +She stood on the bank among the willows and looked down on him. + +He ducked his face in the stream, and washed away the coal-dust. + +"Now d'ye know me?" he grinned. + +Her face glowed. + +"I knew you without that, Ernie," she answered, her voice deep and +humming, as of old, like an inspired silver-top. + +He surged towards her with wide arms amid the water-weeds. + +She stretched out a strong hand to help him up. + +He took it, and kissed the fine fingers. + +In another moment he was standing at her side. + +"O, Ernie!" she said, and passed her hand across her forehead. "Seems +like you was sent." + +He gathered her in his arms. Her eyes were closed; her face, wan now +beneath the warm colouring, tilted back. He marked the perfect round, +full and very large, of her sheathed pupils. Then in her ear he +whispered, + +"Ruth, will you marry me?" + +She shook her head, the tears welling from under closed lids. Then she +withdrew quietly from his arms. + +"I couldn't do that, Ernie," she said. + +He absorbed her with his eyes. Her gabardine, smocked at the breast, +shewed the noble lines of her bosom, fuller and firmer than of old. It +was open at the neck and revealed the amber necklace bound about a +throat that was round and massive as a pillar, and touched to olive by +the sun. + +Alf was walking away towards the bridge which threw a red-brick span +across the stream some hundreds of yards distant. Cows moved in the +meadow. One came towards him along the tow-path, lowing in the dusk. + +Alf stopped and watched it. He did not like cows: he did not like +animals. "Machines are my line," he would say. "More sense in em." +The cow, unaware of the disturbance she was causing in the other's +breast, mooned forward. That was enough for Alf. On his right was a +plank-bridge carelessly flung across the stream. Alf did not like +plank-bridges either, but he preferred them to cows. And placed as he +now was between the Devil and the Deep Sea, he chose the Deep Sea +without a moment's hesitation, because he knew that here at least the +Sea was fairly shallow. + +He crossed the plank-bridge--on his hands and knees. The pair under +the willow watched in silence with an awed curiosity. + +"He's frit," murmured Ruth, the light and laughter peeping through her +clouds. + +"He's always frit, Alf is," Ernie answered out of the experience of +thirty years. + +"Alfs always is," commented Ruth. + +Alf, the astounding, the perils of land and sea behind him, now rose +from his humiliating position, and well knowing he had been watched, +waved with the stupid bravado that is a form of self-defence towards +the willow clump. + +Then he disappeared into the wood. In another moment the swift +thud-thud-thud of a motor-bike starting up was heard. + +Ruth listened. + +"He ain't coming back," said Ern comfortably. + +"Ah," Ruth answered, unconvinced. "You don't know him. You don't know +Alfs." She put out her hand towards him in that brave and gracious way +of hers. "I'm glad you come though, Ern," she said. + +Ernie's eyes filled with tears, as he caught her fingers. + +"There!" he said. "He couldn't hurt you. He ain't no account, Alf +ain't." + +She answered soberly. + +"No, he couldn't hurt _me_--not my body leastways. But I was like to +ha killed _him_." + +A little breeze stirred the willows. The turban on the ground flapped +and fluttered like a winged bird. Then it opened suddenly and +discovered a jagged flint, wrapped in its folds. Ruth took it out and +tossed it into the stream. + +"It aren't pretty, I knaw," she said. "But life is life; and Alfs are +Alfs; and you never knaw." + +He escorted her across the Brooks to the road, moving leisurely behind +her in the dusk, his shoulder mumbling hers. + +On the bridge she said good-bye. + +He was outraged. + +"I'm going home with you!" he cried. + +"I'd liefer not, if you please, Ernie," she said, gently insistent. +"Not through the village, Sadaday night and all." + +"Very well," he answered reluctantly. "To-morrow then. A bit afoor +cock-crow." + + + + +BOOK VIII + +TREASURE TROVE + + + +CHAPTER LV + +THE POOL + +Ernie was up and away early next morning. + +It was Sunday; and there was nobody about except the few hurrying to +early service in the parish-church. + +Amongst these he noted Alf turning into the porch. + +At Billing's Corner he met the Archdeacon, who passed him with +disapproving eye, and the sour remark, + +"You're off early, Caspar." + +"Yes, sir," brightly. "I'm away over the hill." + +"Ah," smirked the Archdeacon, "there are better ways of passing the +Sabbath, I believe." + +"Yes, sir," answered Ernie. "You'll find Alf awaitin you inside. He's +doin it for us both." + +The Archdeacon had never quite made up his mind whether Ernie was +ingenuous or impertinent or both. But then he had never made up his +mind about Ernie's father, though he had disliked his impalpable +neighbour and feared him secretly for thirty years. + + +Ernie now turned into Rectory Walk, and paused outside No. 60. + +The habits of the inmates he knew to a minute, and had timed himself +accordingly. + +His mother would be in the kitchen, preparing breakfast in her blue +wrapper, while his father would be dressing. + +Standing in the tiny square of garden among the tall tobacco plants, he +tossed a cautious pebble through the upper window which was open. + +"Dad!" he called, low. + +The old man, spectacled, but collarless, in all the purity of a clean +Sunday shirt, thrust out a touzled head. + +"Found her," whispered Ernie. + +His father nodded down benevolently. Then there sparkled in his eyes +that remote and frosty twinkle which was the outward and visible sign +of the change that had been wrought in him. + +"And finding's keeping," he said. + + +In the glorious morning Ernie took the hill, marching through the gorse +to the song of larks. On the one hand the Weald lay spread beneath him +like a green lagoon, dimming to blue; and on the other the great waters +rose up to meet and mingle with the greater sky. + +It was still early when he dropped down kestrel-haunted Wind-hover, +over the corn-covered foothills, into the Brooks. + +A white hand-bridge on red girders crossed the stream just under the +mound on which stood the short-backed cathedral church with its +thick-set tower, half-hidden by ash and sycamore. + +On the bridge Ernie paused and looked across towards the village lying +in the morning sunlight, a tumble of russet roofs hugger-mugger among +gardens on the hill, the old brown tiles crudely patched here and there +with raw red ones; beyond the roofs the bare Downs; and at the foot of +the hill, just across the green, tiny Frogs' Hall with the honeysuckle +about the door, and Mus Boam sitting as always on his bricks, +spectacles on nose, and Book spread on his knees. + +Then Ernie was aware of a movement in the water underneath him and +glanced down. Just beside the bridge a willow leaned over the stream. + +Here in a pool, sheltered by bridge and tree, a young woman stood, her +skirts kilted, and the water to her knees. + +She wore the same orange scarf as on the previous evening, and the same +earth-coloured gabardine; but her arms were bare; and in them was a +naked babe. + +Standing amid water-weeds, the stream glancing in the sunshine about +her, and the lights and shadows dappling her face as the willow above +her stirred, she dipped the child and cooed, and dipped and cooed +again, while the babe kicked and flung its arms and laughed. + +Beyond the stream heifers, black and red and white, moved leisurely in +the flat green water-meadow or flicked their tails in the shadow of the +straggling hedge that divided the Brooks from the long foot-hill, of +the form and colour of a rainbow, which curved against the background +of smooth Windhover. + +Ernie, on the bridge, himself unseen, watched the young woman, with +contented eyes. + +Happy in her motherhood, Ruth had clearly forgotten for the moment her +troubles and her tragedy. + +Quietly Ernie moved off the bridge and took his stand beside the willow +on the bank. + +Ruth saw him now, smiled a casual greeting, and continued her labours. + +Suffering, it was clear, had crushed all self-consciousness out of her. +She knew no shyness, no false shame; performing her natural functions +simple as a creature of the Wilderness. + +Then she came wading towards him, her baby wet and slippery in her +arms. The sun had burnt her a rich olive hue, deepening the red in her +cheek, touching her throat to gold. With her orange turban crowning +her swarthy hair she looked a gypsy Juno. + +More massive than of old, matured in face and figure, she was a woman +now and not a girl: one who had fought and suffered and endured, and +bore on her body the stigmata of her ordeal. There was no laughter in +her, and no trace of coquetry. Almost austere, nobly indifferent, she +was facing life without fear and with little hope. + +Ernie was shy and self-conscious as she was the reverse. + +"You don't go to the Lock then?" he said stupidly. + +"Nay," Ruth answered. "The Lock's for the lads. This'n's for baby and +me. More loo like." + +"She seems to favour it," said Ernie. + +"Aye, she's unaccountable fond of the water, same as her mother." Her +speech had taken once again the tone of her village environment. + +The young mother sat down on the bank, and turning the child face down, +began to stroke her back with strong caressing rhythmical sweep. + +Ernie, watching, was amazed at the skill and easy masterfulness of her +motions. + +"Who learned you that?" he asked. + +"Seems to coom like," she answered. "I doos it most days in general." + +"She likes that," said Ernie wisely, watching the squirming rogue. + +"Doosn't do her no harm anyways," answered the mother. + +She put the little naked thing to sprawl and crawl and scramble on the +grass beside her. + +"Sun and wind and water," she said. "Give a child them three; and she +wun't need for no'hun else--only food. That's what Mr. Trupp says. +And I reck'n he says right." + +Standing up, the water still covering her feet, she dropped her skirt. + +He gave her his hand to help her on to the bank. + +"The sun's burnt you," he remarked. + +"Aye," she answered. "I been in the hay these three weeks past. We've +carried all now, only Pook's Pasture." + +Her humming voice soothed and satisfied him as of old. He listened to +it as to a familiar song heard again after many years. He did not +catch the words of the song, nor care to. It was the air and its +associations that held his heart. Then he woke from his dream to find +the woman at his side saying: + +"I shall wait over harvest. I promised Mr. Gander that. See I work +good as a man. Better'n some, hap," with a gleam of the old Ruth and a +little backward toss of the head. "Then I shall goo." + +Ernie roused swiftly. + +"Where'll you goo then?" + +"Back to service." + +Ernie was staggered. + +"And what about her?" nodding at the baby gurgling and squirming in the +grass. + +Ruth answered nothing, but her face stiffened. + +He felt in her the fierce and formidable power he had felt on the +previous evening beside the stream. + +Here was not the Ruth he had known. Nature had roused in the mother +forces, beautiful but terrible, of which the maid had not been +conscious. + +She stood with high head, like a roused stag, looking across the +water-meadows to the foothills. + +Then her chest began to heave. + +"There's not enough," she said deeply. "I been home more'n a twal +month now. Dad's got the pension, and there's what the Squire allows +him and the cottage; and I doos the milkin at the Barton and earns well +at whiles in the hay and harvest. But 'taren't enough. We can't make +out--not the four of us and a growin child. I must just goo back to +service. I made the mistake, and I must pay--not them." + +Ernie came closer. + +"No, you won't," he said masterfully. "You'll marry me." + +She shook her head, swallowing her tears. Then she laid her hand upon +his arm. + +"Thank-you, Ernie," she said. "I just can't do that." + +"Why not then?" fiercely. + +"Ern," she panted, "if I married any I'd marry you. But I'll marry +no'hun now." + +She sat down under the willow and began to dress her babe. + +Ern stood above her, dogged and determined. + +"Say! why can't you marry me then?" he persisted. + +As though in answer she dandled the child. Then she lifted her face to +his, and in her eyes there was the flash and challenge of a love so +fierce that Ernie felt himself suddenly afraid. + +"I doosn't regret it," she said. "Never!--I'd goo through it all again +for her sake and glad. She's worth it--every dimple of her!" And she +laid her lips upon the child's with a passion that was almost terrible. + +"You done no wrong, whoever did," mumbled Ernie, awed still by this +eruption of reality. "'Twarn't no fault o yours--or hers for the +matter of that." + +Ruth rose and tossed her baby over her shoulder with an easy careless +motion that frightened Ernie as much as it thrilled him. The child +lying now face down, and doubled like a sack, sucked her thumb and +regarded him with the blue eyes of her father. + +Together they walked across the field towards the yellow-daubed cottage +with the steep brown roof and mass of honeysuckle over the door, +standing with its back to the tumbled houses on the hill behind. + +"Mind, Ruth. I won't take no," insisted Ernie. "You need protection. +A young woman like you do." + +"Never!" said Ruth. + +Ernie, unconscious of his companion's irony, ploughed on his ox-like +way. + +"You don't know what men are," he continued. + +Her brown eyes flashed, and then dwelt on him with wistful humour. + +"I should," she said. "This last two year and all," she added with +solemn bitterness. "I knaw now why girls go down. They makes one +mistake, then the Alfs get em. And when the Alfs get em they're done. +They're like stoats, Alfs are; and we're the rabbits. Hunt you down, +jump on you, and then suck the blood out of your brain. Often I've +seen em at it in the hawth." + +"Alf!" cried Ernie, his blood a maelstrom within him. + +He tried to halt, but she marched on. + +"What's he been doin to you?" hoarsely pursuing. + +She answered painfully. + +"You knaw yesterday?" + +"Yes." + +There was a harsh, almost cruel note in his voice. + +She turned on him, anger and laughter battling in her eyes. Then she +saw a look upon his face, dark, sullen, and suffering, such as she had +never seen there before. + +"I done no wrong, Ern," she said. "No need to be that savage wi me." + +He became quiet; and she resumed. + +"He's been goin on at me a year now--tryin to get me." + +"Does he want to marry you?" + +Ruth drew back her upper lip till the teeth gleamed white. She looked +splendidly scornful. + +"Marry me!" she sneered. "That isn't Alf. He wants me--for his sport. +Alfs don't marry--not the likes o' me anyways. That ties em down. +They want the pleasure, but they won't pay the price." + +They had reached Frogs' Hall, mounted the high step, and entered. + +Ruth put the child to bed, and then rejoined Ernie in the kitchen. + +"Tell the rest," said Ernie. He was white and dogged. + +Again she gave him battle with her eyes; and again marked the look upon +his face and relented. + +"Last week he wrote. Asked me to meet him in the willow-clump by the +Lock at sun-down. I thought best goo and have it out with him. It's +been goin on over a year now." + +"Wasn't you afraid?" asked Ernie in awe and admiration. + +"Afraid of him?" she scoffed, and stripped her arm that was smooth as +marble, thick as a cable, and sinuous as a snake. "I can load against +the men in the hay. You ask Mus Gander. And I knaw Alf." ... + +An envelope was in her hand. + +"Here's the latter." + +She gave it him. + +It was undated, and typewritten, and torn, but on the top there was +still left enough of the heading to be decipherable--_Caspar's Garage, +Saffrons Croft, Beachbourne_. + +The letter contained an assignation, an indecent suggestion, and a +threat; and it was signed _Little Cock Robin_. + +A small fire spluttered in the grate. + +Ernie flung the letter on to it, and held it down in the flame with +vicious heel. + +Ruth was on her knees in a moment, trying to rescue the charred +fragments. + +"Eh, but you shouldn't ha done that, Ernie!" she cried. + +"Why not then?" flashed the other. "Hell's filth, flame's food." + +Ruth rose, her attempt at salvage having failed. + +"Ah," she said, "you're simple. You doosn't knaw men. You think +they're all same as you. I've learned other. There's a kind of man +who when he's got the sway over you there's only one way with him." + +"And what's that?" + +"Get the sway over him." + +He looked at her sternly and with devouring eyes. + +"Has Alf got the sway over you?" + +She was stirred and tumultuous, the chords of her being swept by a +mighty wind. + +"He thinks he has," she panted. "That's one why I'm gooin into +service--to get away." + +"You could never leave the child!" cried Ernie. + +"It's just her I'm thinking of." + +He came closer. + +"I claim her!" he cried passionately. "I've a right to her--and to her +mother too." + +She smiled at him wistfully. + +"Ah, you think you're strong!" + +"Aye, I'm strong enough when I like. Trouble with me is I don't often +like." + +She shook her head; but he felt the resistance dying out of her. + +"Goo away now, Ernie!" she pleaded, choking. "Don't tempt a poor girl! +There's a dear lad!" + +"I'll goo away if you'll think it over." + +"I'll think it over--if you'll goo away." + +She threw up her head. + +Beneath her eyelids the tears welled down. + +He drew her to him: his lips were close to hers; his eyes on hers. + +Gently she disengaged. + +"Nay, lad, you mustn't," she said. "I must just reap where I've sown, +as the old Book says, and make amends as best I can. No need to drag +down all I love along o me." She added on that new note which thrilled +him so strangely, "Not as I regrets my child. Never!" + + + + +CHAPTER LVI + +FROGS' HALL + +It was just about the time of Ernie's discovery of Ruth that Mrs. Trupp +announced firmly to her husband one evening, a propos of nothing in +particular, + +"I shall tell him where she is now." + +"She mustn't be let down again," grunted Mr. Trupp, who was devoted to +Ruth. + +"Ernie won't let her down," answered Mrs. Trupp with bright confidence. +"He's an absolute gentleman. All the Beauregards are." + +"Alf, for instance," commented the curmudgeon across the hearth. + +"So that's _that_," continued the lady with the emphasis of one who +scents opposition. "She wants help; and he wants her. And he's been +true to her for a year and a half now. That's a long time in that +class," she went on with fine inconsistency. "So _that's_ settled." + +"Pity," grumbled the recalcitrant. "He's doing nicely now, Pigott +tells me--and will so long as he doesn't get what he wants. If she +marries him she'll make him happy and comfortable. She's just the sort +of woman who would. And he'll go to pieces at once. There's nothing +to muck a man's career like a happy marriage." + +Mrs. Trupp looked severely at the wicked man over her spectacles. + +"It's lucky _your_ marriage has proved such a failure, William Trupp," +she said. + +The other drank his coffee and licked his lips. + +"What's done can't be undone, my dear," he grinned. "Bess, ask your +mother to give me another cup of cawfee." + + +Mrs. Trupp had no need to send for Ernie after all. For he called, and +sitting in the dusk of the great French-windowed drawing-room in the +very chair in which eighteen months before he had told of his loss, he +told now of his treasure trove. + +There was no reserve or concealment between the two. What one did not +know of the story the other could add. They were friends, intimates, +made one by their common feeling for a woman who had suffered and +endured. + +"One thing I knaw," said Ernie deeply. "She didn't commit adultery, +whoever did." + +Mrs. Trupp, as often, wondered at and was made ashamed by the direct +and spiritual insight of a rough-handed working man. + +"She loved him," said Ernie. "That's just all about it. Didn't know +what he was, no more than a lamb knows what a tiger is till he's got +her." + +"She's a good woman," responded Mrs. Trupp soberly; and added on a +note, half-mischievous, half-cautious, not a little provocative--"I +wonder if she'll have you." + +Whatever fears for the outcome of his enterprise Mrs. Trupp might +entertain, Ernie himself had none. + +Indeed for so diffident a man he was astonishingly confident in a quiet +way; and besieged his lady with a conquering sense of victory that +would brook no doubt and little delay. + +Every Sunday morning found him crossing the white bridge at +Aldwoldston; and many a week-day evening saw him in Frogs' Hall. + +It took him just an hour to trundle an ancient bicycle, lent by Mr. +Pigott, from Billing's Corner to the Market Cross after his day's work +was done; and an hour back, with the moon hanging over Wind-hover and +the night-jars purring in the woods under the northern escarpment of +the Downs. But he was young; the August evenings were long-drawn and +full of scents and the cries of partridges; and the hour he spent with +Ruth in the Brooks, strolling along the tow-path under the pollarded +willows to the sound of rooks homing and high-strewn in the heaven, was +worth the toil. + +The time was between the hay and the straw; and Ruth, apart from her +milking at the Barton, was not pressed with work. + +She liked his visits, and looked for them; but she drew no nearer to +him, nor ever invited him to come. Friendly always, even affectionate, +she kept between them a cloud, impalpable and impenetrable. At the end +of a month he knew that he was no closer to his goal than when he had +met her first upon the river-bank. + +The old folks grew to love the constant visitor, nor did he disguise +the errand on which he was bent; while little Alice, with her father's +eyes peeping from beneath her mother's curls, greeted her new friend +with screams of joy, bangings on her drum, and the loveliest and most +intimate of smiles. + +Ernie made the child a cradle-swing of willow-withes, hung it from the +bough of an apple-tree, in the garden, and passed many a happy hour +alone with her. + +One evening Ruth, returning from the Dower-house, her yoke upon her +shoulders, found him in the garden on the hill at the back of the +cottage, swinging the child and singing. + +She bent her knees and lowered her milk-cans to the ground. The +clanking of the cans on the stone caught Ernie's ears. He turned from +his labour of love to see Ruth standing in the door in her +earth-coloured gabardine. + +She smiled at him; and in her eyes there was the gleam, mysterious and +darkling, with which good men are sometimes blessed by their women. + +Ernie bent over the cradle. + +"Who'm I, baby?" he asked. + +The little singing voice from the basket-cradle made answer sweetly in +one brief bubble-word. + +Ruth heard it, put her hand to her heart, and turned slowly away, the +chains of the yoke upon her shoulders jingling faintly. + +Ernie came to her. + +"You mustn't, Ernie," she murmured. + +"I must then," he whispered in her ear, "my dear love--my lady." + +His arm stole about her; but she put it aside, and regarded him with +eyes that were great and grieved under the evening sky. + +"Ernie," she said in her gently thrilling voice. "Goo away, there's a +dear lad--afoor worse comes of it. You can't help me; and I might harm +you." + +He took her hands in his, and kissed them. + +A working-man in speech, in habit, and in garb, he made love always as +a Beauregard. Indeed in the great moments of his life it was always +one of those pale chivalrous gentlemen who stood out amid the motley +and tumultuous concourse of the forbears who thronged his path. + +"But you _can_ help me, Ruth," he told her. "I got my weakness. I +dare say you've heard tell." + +For the first time the girl in her, long hidden, peeped out at him, shy +yet shrewd. + +"I remember what they used to say at the Hotel," she answered, with the +overwhelming simplicity of the pure in heart. + +"You can help me conquer that," he urged. "No one else can, only you." + +She said nothing, but gazed at him with new eyes, sweet and very grave, +that seemed to sum him up. + +At last he had moved her. Swift and sensitive almost as was she, he +saw it instantly; and with the profound wisdom of the true lover said +no more. + + + + +CHAPTER LVII + +THE SURPRISE + +A few evenings later, he dropped off the lorry in the market-square, +determined to pay Ruth a surprise visit two hours before his time, and +walk home over Wind-hover afterwards. + +He ran down River Lane at the back of the slaughter-house, grinning to +himself. At the bottom of the lane a group of young willows bending +plume-like over the wall at the corner ambushed him from Frogs' Hall. +Covered thus he approached the cottage on tip-toe with the grins, the +conspicuous elbow-work and elaborate stealth of the happy conspirator. + +Ruth would have put the babe to bed. He would surprise her alone. + +Frogs' Hall stood on a bank a foot or two above the Brooks to lift it +over the winter floods and high leap-tides. Two windows only, one +above the other, looked out over the river. Ernie peeped from his +ambush. The lower window was open; and a voice came through it. + +The voice was not that of Ruth, nor of her father or mother, but it was +strangely familiar. + +"You don't want me," it was urging. "Very well. So be it. And I +don't want to do you no harm. Why should I?--I shan't tell no one what +I know. Only you must give me back that letter in exchange. Fair is +fair. See, we've both made mistakes, you and me. That's the short of +it. But there's no reason any one should know if you'll only be +sensible." + +Ernie heard Ruth's answer, low and passionate. + +"I wun't give it you then!--I'll hold it over you. Then I'll know I +got you safe. Show it your Church friends and Mrs. Trupp and all." + +Alf laughed harshly. + +"Think it over, my lass," he said. "I'll call again in a day or two. +I can twist your tail, and I will if you want." + +He came out of the low-browed door, his eyes down, a thwarted look upon +his face. It was not till he had descended the steps into the Brooks +that he was aware of the man standing against the bunch of willows on +his left. + +He turned about with a grunt and made off in the direction of Parson's +Tye. + +A few yards away he turned again and came back swiftly, his eyes down, +and face troubled. + +"Say, Ernie!" he began. + +Ernie, under the tossing willow-plumes, awaited him coldly. + +Alf seemed to feel that he had run up against the wall of the other's +hostility. He stopped short, turned abruptly once more, and bustled +away, jerking a handful of words over his shoulder. + +"All right," he said. "Have it your own way. Only don't blame me. +That's all. But there is a law in the land." + +Ernie stood with folded arms, and watched his brother across the Tye +and out of sight. + +Then thoughtfully he mounted the steps of the cottage, knocked at the +door, and entered the kitchen. + +Ruth sat by the fire, staring into it, on her face that formidable look +of an animal driven to bay he had before remarked. + +He stood in the door and watched her. + +"Ruth," he said at last. + +Her profile was to him, her hands bound about her knees. She did not +stir, but she was aware of his presence. + +"He ain't got nothing against you, Alf ain't?" Ernie continued. + +His face was wrung, his voice thick and unnatural. + +Ruth rose slowly; slowly she came to him, and put both hands on his +shoulders. + +She lifted her face, and it was blind and quivering. + +"O, Ernie!" she cried. "It was him drove me that day." + +Ernie smiled, in his relief his hands clasping her elbows, his eyes +dwelling on her twittering lids. + +"I knaw'd that then," he answered broadly. + +She opened her eyes on him swiftly, and stared aghast. + +"Did you?" she panted. "How?" + +"I saw ye." + +She huddled closer to him, and laid her head upon his shoulder as +though to hide her face. + +"Where did you see me?" she whispered. + +"At the Decoy. East Gate. That afternoon." + +Suddenly she drooped, and seemed to hang about him. He put his arms +about her; otherwise she would surely have fallen. + +He sank into a chair; and it was some while before she gathered herself +and rose. + +One hand on the mantel-piece, she stood gazing into the fire, panting. + +"Alf's the only one as knows who he was--only you and Madame," she said +at last. "And you're safe." She lifted her eyes to his and continued +appealingly. "He done me wrong, Ernie. But he's her father all said. +And I wouldn't for worlds any harm come to him through me. He was mine +one time o day, tany rate. And I must protect him, best I can." + +"He can protect himself, I reck'n," said Ernie bitterly. "Don't ardly +need you to see to him, I reck'n." + +She looked up swiftly. + +"It'd wreck his career if it was known. They'd bowl him out of the +Army surely." + +"Who told you that?" asked Ernie. + +For a fraction of a second she hesitated. + +"He did," she said: and instantly saw her mistake. + +Ernie rose, slow and white. + +"Does he write then still?" + +She felt the storms beating about her, and her bosom heaved. + +"Only that once," she answered at length and lamely. + +Ernie came pressing in on her with ruthless determination. + +"May I see the letter?" + +She flashed up at him with astonishing ferocity. + +"No," and added heavily--"It's burnt." + +She was clearly fencing with him; clearly not telling all the truth. +He did not blame her. But he felt that helplessness, that irritation, +of the male whose bull-headed rush is baffled by the woman's weapon, +imponderable as air, elusive as twilight, soft and blinding as a fog; +the weapons she has wrought in self-defence upon the anvil of her +necessities through the immemorial ages of her evolution. + +"He asked you to burn it, I suppose?" said Ernie bitterly. + +Her bosom heaved. She did not answer him. + +"Ah," continued Ernie remorselessly. "He knew you. Took advantage to +the end." + +Ernie was troubled for the moment by the incident, but the emotion it +aroused in him was pity rather than anger. + +Ruth had deceived him, he was sure. He did not believe that Royal had +written her a letter. So skilled an adventurer, so expert a cad, would +be little likely to commit himself on paper in such a matter. That +ten-pound note had wound up the incident for him. + +But the shifts to which a girl in Ruth's position must inevitably be +driven seemed to him excusable, even in this case, admirable. Royal +had betrayed and deserted her; and she repaid his treachery by a +steadfastness beyond words. + +With the capacity of true love, he made beauty out of an obvious +blemish. + +Here was a woman indeed!--Here was a lover! + +Quietly he persevered. + + + + +CHAPTER LVIII + +THE DOWER-HOUSE + +When his father asked him how the chase went, Ernie answered with a +grin, + +"She hangs back a bit, dad. I spun and I pounced. What next?" + +"Spin again," said the old man. "First the web; then the fly; and last +the cocoon." + +Ernie chuckled. Lying on the hillside amid the gorse and scrub he had +often watched the spider at his work. The method was exactly as +described by his father. The hunter spun his web and then retired to +an ambush to wait. When the prey was caught and the wires brought the +message to the citadel, he pounced. Next with incredible speed he +wrapped his victim round in silk till it was but a swathed mummy to be +absorbed at leisure. + +"It's what I am a-doin, dad," said Ernie, and continued to wind his +silken meshes about his prey; while others aided in the pleasant +conspiracy. + +One August afternoon Mrs. Trupp, after calling at the Dower-house, +looked in at Frogs' Hall. + +The little river ran like a white riband across the Brooks under shaggy +willows tossing silvery tails. A flotilla of ducks came down the +stream and landed quacking under the white bridge clumsily to climb the +bank and waddle towards Parson's Tye. On the lower slopes of +Wind-hover the corn still stood in sheaves, the stubble ruddy in the +sunset on the bow-backed foothill across the stream. + +Ruth sat and listened to her friend; on her face the perturbed look of +the good woman genuinely determined to do what is right and honestly +puzzled as to her course. + +"Don't you love him, Ruth?" asked the other. "Is that the trouble?" + +The young woman was deeply moved. + +"I've left my heart behind me," she said. "I shall never love a man +again--not like that. All that's left of me has gone to the child." + +"Ruth," said the elder woman, "d'you know that most of the successful +marriages I know are based on friendship? It's very few who pull off +the Big Thing. And those that do often come to grief. They expect too +much, and are disappointed." + +She found herself, as always, talking to Ruth as she would have done to +a girl of her own kind. There was no sense of class or caste between +the two. They met simply on the ground of common humanity. + +"Aye, I could be his friend," said Ruth slowly. "And more than his +friend. There's none like Ernie. I'd give him all I got to give. +That's a sure thing. I'd be that grateful to him and all." + +"And there's little Alice," continued Mrs. Trupp. + +"That's just it," cried Ruth passionately. "It's little Alice is all I +think on. It's that makes me afear'd--lest I should be unfair to +Ernie. See, I do love Ernie. You ca'an't help it. He's that good and +unselfish. And I wouldn't hurt him for all the world--not if it was +ever so." + +"He's the kind of man who needs a woman to help him along the way," +said Mrs. Trupp. + +Ruth peeped at the other warily, even a thought jealously. What did +she know of Ernie's weakness? For Ruth, if she was not in love with +Ernie, felt for him that profound protective sense which the +mother-woman invariably feels for a man who has shown himself dependent +on her. + +"Cerdainly it aren't as if he were one of the ambitious ones," she +mused. "Cerdainly not. All for himself and gettin to de top, no +matter about no one else." + +"Like his brother," said Mrs. Trupp crisply. + +"Aye," Ruth agreed, "like Alf. That's where it is. Both brothers want +me, only they want me different. Alf thought I was his for the askin. +Because I made my mistake he thought I was anybody's wench--to be had +for money. That's where the difference lays atween him and Ernie. You +could trust Ernie anywheres, a woman could." + +"And that's the whole battle from the woman's point of view," said Mrs. +Trupp, rising. "To trust your man. To know that, wherever he is and +whatever he's doing, he won't let you down." + + +After her visitor had left, Ruth took the child and walked up River +Lane to the butcher's at the top. + +Marching thoughtfully between high walls, she met Miss Eldred, the +daughter of a neighbouring Vicar. + +Miss Eldred was an austere and lonely young woman, with a reputation +for learning and advanced views, who took no part in the church life of +the locality, and was even said to be a rationalist. + +She and Ruth had known each other from childhood, and had always been +somewhat antipathetic. + +As the young woman coming down the lane saw the young woman coming up +it, babe perched on shoulder, her lavender-grey eyes, remote and almost +smouldering, kindled suddenly. The veil fell from before her face, and +the spirit behind the clouds shone forth in wistful radiance. + +She stopped. + +"Ruth," she said in her staccato voice, "I envy you." + +The young mother experienced a swift revulsion of feeling. A profound +sympathy stirred her for this ungainly fellow-creature, the slave of +circumstances, for whom the door of what Ruth now knew to be Eternity +was little likely ever to open, unless forced. + +Her instinct told her truly that she could best succour the other in +her distress by herself seeking aid. + +"See, I got the chance to marry, Miss," she began with beautiful +awkwardness. "I don't rightly knaw what to be at." + +The other's eyes became shrewd and critical. + +"D'you like the man?" she asked harshly. + +"We fits in pretty fair like," Ruth made answer without enthusiasm. + +"Is he fond of the child?" continued the inquisitor. + +"O, aye. He fairly dotes on her." + +"I should take the chance," said the other with a gasp. "You've got +the child.... That's the thing that matters.... You must put the +child first.... Nothing else counts.... She'll be the better for a +father." + +Next Saturday Ernie strolled across the Brooks, as his custom on that +evening was, to meet Ruth on her return from milking. + +Her course never varied. She milked at the Barton, and carried the +milk to the Dower-house. There she emptied her cans and filled them +again with water which she carried home to Frogs' Hall to serve the +uses of the cottage. + +Ernie wandered across Parson's Tye, with the long green-backed +clergy-house showing its thatch and black and white timber work above +the hedge of _arbor vitae_, and out on to the main road at the sea-ward +end of the village. + +Here the Dower-house lay on the left of the road behind a wall. A +solid building, comfortable and warm, with russet roof and +dormer-windows under a dark sycamore, it had changed little maybe since +the great days of old when Aldwoldston on the Ruther, with its tannery, +its brewery, its river traffic, and procession of pilgrims passing +through from Sea-foord to Michelham Priory, had challenged the +supremacy of Lewes on the Ouse, and been something of a city when +Beachbourne was still but a tiny hamlet on the hill between the +sheep-runs of Beau-nez and the snipe-haunted Levels. + +Ernie walked soberly along the dry moat that separated the garden-wall +from the road. In the middle of the wall was a gate of open ironwork, +wrought from Sussex ore, smelted by a Hammer Pond on Ashdown Ridge, and +dating from the days when Heathfield was the centre of England's Black +Country. The gate, high and narrow, made an eye in the wall with a +heavy brow of ivy overhanging it. Ernie crossed the little bridge that +spanned the moat between box-hedges, and half-hidden under a lilac +against the ivy-covered wall, he peered through the open-work of the +gate. + +From his feet a long grass-path ran up between rank herbaceous borders +to the house, ambushed by trees. + +The clink of cans told him he had timed himself aright. At the far end +of the walk was a thick bower over which the leaves of a vine, already +turning, scrambled. + +From the rich darkness of this bower Ruth now emerged, marching +solemnly down the path. Her yoke was on her shoulders, her pails +swinging, clanking, slopping. + +She walked very deliberately, dressed in the worn earth-coloured +gabardine that fell in nobly simple lines about her figure. Her eyes +were down, her face grave; and the rakish orange turban wound about her +head contrasted strangely with the noble seriousness of her face. + +Ernie breathed deep as he watched her coming towards him down the +grass-walk under pergolas crowned with roses and honeysuckle. From his +covert his eyes followed her with tender content, for he thought she +was not aware of his presence. But he was wrong. + +A few yards from him, with a graceful dipping motion of the knees, she +lowered her shining cans to the ground, disengaged them, and came to +him, paler than her wont, the chains of the yoke she still carried now +swinging free. + +He opened the gate and approached her. + +"Ernie," she said with a little sigh, "I'll marry you if you wish it." +She paused. Her bosom was heaving, her eyes shuttered. Then she +raised her head. "And I'm sure I thank you very much--me and baby." + +Hard by a young fig-tree grew against the wall, low-branched and with +long-fingered leaves. He drew her beneath the shelter of it, and +gathered her slowly in his arms like a sheath of corn. He kissed her +patient lips, her eyes; his tears bedewed her cheek; his hand was in +hers, and she was kneading it.... Both hands were rough with toil. + +Then she opened her eyes; and down in the brown deeps of them shone a +lovely star. + +"I pray I done you no wrong, Ern," she said, and smiled at him through +mists. + +Tenderly he removed the yoke from her shoulders and placed it on his +own. + +Then he bowed to the burden, and taking the road trudged solemnly +homeward by her side, the cans clinking and water spilling as he moved. + + + + +CHAPTER LIX + +ALF TRIES TO SAVE A SOUL + +Of course there was trouble: Alf saw to that. + +It was very seldom he came to Rectory Walk now; but he did come one +evening after the news was common property in Old Town. + +He marched straight into the kitchen, kicked a chair into its place +before the fire, and sat down without a word to his mother. It was +dusk in there, but Anne could see that he was terribly moved. + +"What is it?" she asked. + +"Nothin," Alf answered. "Only my cart's broke." + +The mother waited for more, grimly amused. + +"He's done it this time," Alf continued at last. + +"Who has?" + +"Old Ern." + +The epithet of affection roused Anne to swift suspicion. + +"What's he done then?" + +Alf chewed the end of a cigarette. + +"Don't ask me," he said. "Talk o the town!--I could 'ide me ead with +shyme." He looked up suddenly and stared his mother blankly in the +face. + +"Little better nor a common you know." + +"Common what?" asked his mother harshly. + +Alf, like many another sinner, had a genuine and almost child-like +belief in his mother's innocence and lack of knowledge of those +processes of nature with which she might be assumed to be familiar. He +raised a deprecatory hand as though to brush her irritably aside. + +"You wouldn't understand if I was to tell you," he groaned, screwing up +his little yellow face as he did when wrestling in prayer for sinners. +"Nor I wouldn't wish you to. My heart's fair broke. That's enough for +you." He buried his face in his hands. "He's been a bad brother to +me, very bad. Couldn't well ha been worse. Anybody could tell you +that. But blood is blood, and blood is thicker nor what water is, as +I'm finding now to my cost." + +Anne Caspar came closer. + +"Is he goin to marry her?" she asked. + +"Ah," said Alf. "And that ain't all. Not by no means--nor the lesser +'alf of it eether." + +His mother was still fiercely cold. + +"Is she the one he got into trouble?" + +Alf evaded her swiftly. + +"It ain't his child though." + +"What?" she snarled. "Is there a brat?" + +She turned on the gas. + +The tears were rolling down Alf's cheeks as he nodded assent. + +"Me own blood-brother and all!" was what he said. "I can't look folks +in the face, I can't." + +Just then the study-door opened and shut again. + +Ernie came out into the darkened passage. + +The kitchen-door was wide. + +Through it the two brothers stared at each other, Ernie standing in the +dusk, Alf sitting in the gas-light. + +Then Ernie spoke. + +"Tellin the tale, Alf?" he said with quiet irony. Alf waved his +brother away. + +"You've broke my eart," he said, "and your mother's. Not as you care, +not you!" + +"If that's all I've broke I ain't done much 'arm, old son," came the +still voice out of the dusk; and the outer door shut. + + +His wife was the one creature in the world to whom Edward Caspar was +consistently hard; and her husband the only one to whom Anne was +unfailingly considerate. + +In her inmost consciousness she knew the reason of her husband's +attitude, and bowed to it as to an inexorable ordinance of Nature. +Throughout her married life she had paid the penalty of the woman who +has taken the lead in matters of sex. Fierce though she was, there +were few more old-fashioned than Anne Caspar, and from the start she +had seemed to recognize and be resigned to the justice of her fate. + +That night as the couple went to bed, Edward said from the +dressing-room with a touch of tenderness he rarely showed his wife: + +"Mother, Ern's going to be married." + +"You needn't tell me," said Anne harshly. "There's a bastard. Did he +tell you that?" + +It was seldom that Anne allowed herself to indulge in coarseness when +addressing her husband. + +He gave his familiar little click of disgust, and shut the door between +the two rooms. + +That night he did not join her but slept, if he slept at all, on the +camp-bed in the dressing-room. + + +Next day, Anne Caspar went round to interview Mrs. Trupp. + +The years had brought the two women no nearer, rather the reverse +indeed. + +Mrs. Trupp was soaring always into heaven: Mrs. Caspar chained to her +prison-cell on earth. + +"She's a good woman," said Mrs. Trupp of Ruth, with stubborn +gentleness. "I don't know a better." + +"But she's had a illegitimate child. It's sin! It's wickedness!" + +"I know she's made a mistake," replied the other in her even voice. +"But it's not for you and me to judge her. You and I were able to +marry the men we loved. If we hadn't been...." + +"I should have stood up!" harshly. + +"You can't say," said Mrs. Trupp, calm as the other was ferocious. +"You don't know. We've never been tested." Then the devil entered +into her as it does sometimes into the holiest of women, a naughty +devil, very mischievous, who loathed Pharisaism and loved to persecute +it.... "_Besides, should we have been right to stand up?_" + +Anne Caspar gasped. + +The lady wetted her cotton delicately, and threaded her needle against +the dying light. + +"It's a nice point," she added in her charming voice. + +Anne tramped home, meeting Mr. Pigott on the hill. He stopped to speak +to her, but she trudged on surlily. + +"The world's gone mad," she said. "It's time it come to an end. It's +a bad un." + +Mr. Pigott went on to the Manor-house to put his question. + +"Is she all right?" he asked--"This girl of Ernie's." + +"Right as rain," answered Mrs. Trupp. "But she's had a _rotten_ time." + + +There was no doubt that Alf was deeply stirred by this new happening in +his brother's life. + +The whole of him resented it with the fury of a baffled sea. + +Ern was about to possess a beautiful woman Alf had desired, and Ern was +Alf's brother. That deep-seated sense of competition and ineradicable +jealousy that exists between members of a family--as profound and +disruptive a force as any to be found in human consciousness, dating +back as it does to the fierce struggles of nursery days--was at work +within him. + +As always in moments of conflict, he had recourse to his spiritual +director. + +The Reverend Spink was a sleek little man, solid in body if not in +mind, and full of rather shoddy enthusiasms. + +"Poor old Ernie!" said Alf. "He's been a bad brother to me. I will +say that for him. But I wouldn't wish my worst friend to come to +_that_." + +"But you must save him from himself!" cried the curate. "Go out into +the highways and hedges and _drag them in!_--that's the command. Fling +out the life-line!" and he flung out a plump little arm clothed in best +broadcloth to show how it was done. + +Alf nodded solemnly. + +"Yes," he said. "I'll save him--if he is to be saved." He rose up +grandly, loving himself. "Cover me with hinsults; crucify me 'ands and +feet; strike me in the face like as not. But I'll face it all. No +cross, no crown, as the s'yin is." + +He went out on his errand of mercy. + +In a few moments he was round at the rooms of the lost sheep. + +Ernie was at home. + +"You know I wish you well, Ernest, don't you?" he began painfully. + +The other had not risen. + +"I know all about that," he answered enigmatically. + +Alf drew a little nearer and dropped his voice, looking about him. + +"You can't marry her, Ern," he whispered. + +Ern was quite unmoved. + +"Can't I?" he said. "And why not then?" + +"_Because you can't!_" Alf almost screamed. + +Ernie was still amused. + +"I mustn't have her because you can't," he said. "That's the short of +it." + +Alf cackled horribly. + +"Me!--Want her?--I like that." + +"I know you did then!" + +"Likely!" sneered Alf, his pride swift to arms. "Likely she'd ha took +you and said no to me." He pressed closer, his face mottled. "_Do_ +you know what I'm worth as I stand here in me shoes? I got £3,000 +saved away in the Bank, and makin all the time. If I liked I could +retire on meself--at 28--and be a gentleman. That's what I am! That's +what I done! That's Alf Caspar! And you tell me she'd ha took up with +a dirty coal-porter at 23s. 6d. a week when she could have had _Me_!" + +Ernie flared up. + +He leapt to his feet. + +"Out of it!" he ordered. "What the bloody l's my marriage got to do +with you?" + +Alf tumbled down the wooden stairs with such a furious clatter as to +bring the landlady to the kitchen-door. + +Later that evening he reported his brother's saying to the Reverend +Spink. + +"Swore something fearful!" he said. "I couldn't tell you what he _did_ +say. I couldn't reelly. Couldn't defile me lips with the words. +That's the Army, I suppose. Pick up a lot of dirt there, some of em." + +The Reverend Spink, who boasted a moustache he believed to be military, +rocked judicially to and fro before the fire. Since he had been +ordained a Minister of the Established Church, and had lived in touch +with the Archdeacon and Lady Augusta Willcocks, he felt very profoundly +that the maintenance of the aristocratic and imperial tradition had +been entrusted to his special keeping. + +"Had I not been called to a Higher Service," he said, enunciating his +words with the meticulous care of one to whom correct pronunciation has +always been a difficulty, "I should have gone into the Army, meself." +He added--"An officer, of course." + +"Of course," repeated Alf, "as is only befitting a gentleman of your +rank and stytion in life. No, I got nothing against the Army. Armies +must be, as I tell them, and Navies too--if you're an Island. Only all +I say is--_Leave it to others_, I says. You don't want your own family +mixed up with _that_." + + +But Alf was not done yet. + +He went over to Aldwoldston and tried to see Ruth. + +She refused, and reported him to Mrs. Trupp, who spoke very seriously +to her husband. + +"William," she said, "you'll have to sack that man." + +He shook his head, grimly amused. + +"Can't be done," he replied. "Too interesting a study and too good a +chauffeur," but he spoke to Alf all the same. + +"You must let that girl be," he said gruffly. "Ern's got her; and he's +going to keep her." + +"Ah," said Alf, swaggering. "I know what I know, and what no one else +don't know, only me; and I don't like it." + +"Brothers never do," retorted Mr. Trupp. "Especially if they wanted +the girl themselves." + +"Ah, 'taint that," said Alf, sour and white. "I shan't marry off the +streets, whatever else. No, sir. He's not been a good brother to +me--nobody can't throw that up against him. But that's no reason why +when I see him askin' for trouble I shouldn't try to save him. Me own +blood brother and all." + +Mr. Trupp got into the car. + +"I'll tell you what," he muttered. "You're a true churchman, Alf, if +you're nothing else. I will say that for you." + + + + +CHAPTER LX + +THE END OF A CHAPTER + +The char-a-banc, called by courtesy a coach, which was bound for what +is known locally as "the long drive," waited at Billing's Corner for +any Old Town passengers. + +It had started from Holywell, and Colonel and Mrs. Lewknor sat beside +the driver. + +A ramshackle old gentleman came rambling furtively across the road. + +The coachman nudged the Colonel. + +"That's old Mr. Caspar," he whispered. He had for learning the +profound respect of the illiterate. "They say he knows so much he +don't know all he do know. Talks Hebrew in his sleep, they say." + +The Colonel answered musingly. + +"Is that Caspar?" and thought how little this old man had changed from +the young man who forty years before had shambled just thus about the +courts of Trinity. + +The old gentleman, who had the air of being pursued, climbed to his +place at the back of the char-a-banc. + +Mrs. Lewknor turned. She knew that for some reason Fear had laid hold +once more of her Man of Faith. + +"Ah, Mr. Caspar!" she called in her gay voice. "I thought it was +you!--I forget if you've ever met my husband." + +"I knew your boy in India, Mr. Caspar," said the Colonel in his +delightful manner. "He was one of the best cricketers in the regiment." + +The friendly voices and kind eyes appeared to soothe the old man. + +"He's going to be married to-morrow," he panted. "I'm just going over +to Aldwoldston to see the lady." + +In the village the char-a-banc drew up under the great chestnut-tree by +the market-cross; while the passengers descended for tea in the +black-and-white-timbered _Lamb_. + +Mr. Caspar, too, got down. Mrs. Lewknor heard him ask the way to +Frogs' Hall, and saw him lumber off in that flurried way of his as if +pursued. + +She followed him into River Lane. + +He heard her and turned with eyes aghast behind his gold-rimmed +spectacles. + +She met him with swiftest sympathy. + +"May I come with you, Mr. Caspar?" she asked. + +He seemed relieved. + +"Yes," he panted, and started off down the steep lane, between the high +flint-walls embedded in nettles, at a shuffling trot regardless of the +little lady following at his heels. + +In the silence she gave him of her strength. + +In the Brooks he paused and mooned helplessly across at the river and +the hills squandered in the sunshine beyond and the cattle who mooned +back. + +"This is it," said Mrs. Lewknor in her cool confident voice. "This +yellow-washed one, the man said." + +"Yes," grunted Edward, once again relieved, and trotted off to the +little cottage on the bank beside the willows. + +He went up the steps and knocked. + +Mrs. Lewknor loitered down to the stream. + +Ruth opened. Her visitor glanced at her through dim spectacles; and +strength came to him. + +"Are you Ruth?" he asked. + +The young woman's face lit up. + +"Yes, sir," she said. "And I know who you are. I been hopin you might +happen along. Come you in and sit down." + +The old man mopped his neck. + +"I mustn't," he said in tones that meant "I daren't," and continued +hurriedly, "I should be getting back. I'm expected home. But I had to +come and wish you well." He touched her arm tremulously. "Bless you, +my dear!--He's a good lad, only weak." He lowered his voice. "Keep +him on the curb a bit," he whispered hurriedly. "But not too much. +That's where his mother made her mistake. Drove him away from her." + +Mrs. Lewknor, standing by a willow on the river-bank, saw the old man +turn. + +Slowly she walked across the field to the cottage. + +The young woman in the door watched her with uncertain eyes that seemed +to leap towards her and then retreat and leap again. + +"Is that.... That aren't Ern's mother?" she asked. + +The lady paused, her fine eyes dwelling on a distant roof. + +"No," said Mr. Caspar. "That's a friend." + +Mrs. Lewknor, who had the love of her race for beautiful things, +allowed her eyes to rest on the noble creature in the door. + +"I know your Ernie though," she said charmingly. "He's a very old +friend of mine." + +The two women exchanged friendly glances and a few words. + +Then Edward Caspar and his companion moved off into Parson's Tye. + +The church stood four-square on the mound above them, the red tiles of +the roof peeping through the trees. + +"Shall we go in?" said Mrs. Lewknor. + +"Let's," replied the other. + +They sat together side by side in the aisle, amid the haunting memories +of centuries. + +When they emerged the Man of Fear had given place once more to the +Child of Faith. + + +It was a very small party that started next day from Old Town for the +wedding. + +Besides Mr. and Mrs. Trupp there were in the chocolate-bodied car Mr. +and Mrs. Pigott. + +The great surgeon was at his surliest. + +Mrs. Pigott noted it at once, and of course must take advantage. + +"Do you like weddings, Mr. Trupp?" she asked brightly. + +"Call it a wedding!" growled the other. "I call it a funeral. It's +the end of a good man. He'll go to pieces now he's got all he wants. +No: if you want to get the most out of a man, keep him asking. Once +he's sated he's done.... What does Mrs. Pigott say?" + +Mrs. Pigott said: + +"Bob the cherry near his lips, but don't let him gobble it." The young +woman gave a bird-like toss of her head and threw a teasing glance at +her husband. "Bob the cherry. That's it." + +When the car swung off the road at the foot of the village into +Parson's Tye, Mr. Trupp was in more sober mood. + +As the other three crossed the green to the church, he lingered behind. + +"Comin in then, Alf?" he asked. + +The chauffeur shook his head. + +"I know's too much, sir," he said firmly. "No good won't come of +evil--as ever I heard tell." + +Mr. Trupp rolled away, coughing. + +"Alf turned moralist!" he muttered. + +The pair were to be married in church. For Ruth herself was "church" +in the sense the working-class understand that word. Miss Caryll had +taken considerable pains to effect her conversion, while her people, +with the quiet tolerance of their kind, had made no objection. + +Ruth herself had been profoundly indifferent, and underwent the change +mainly to oblige. But while she rarely attended divine service +herself, and was neither interested in the religious community to which +she belonged nor affected by it, on the vital occasions of her life she +expected it to do its duty by her---to marry her, bury her, baptize and +confirm her children; and she would have been astonished and aggrieved +had it refused her the rites which were in her judgment her due. + +The great church with its hollow-timbered roof like the bottom of an +upturned ship, its bell-ropes looped and hanging from the central tower +above the transept, is called by some the Cathedral of the Downs. + +It was quiet now as a forest at evening, and empty save for Mr. and +Mrs. Boam, straight-backed in black, Ruth sitting subdued between her +father and mother, little Alice on her Granny's lap, and Ernie alone in +the pew upon the right. + +There was about the little gathering something of the solemnity of the +hills which hemmed them round. + +Mrs. Trupp, walking in the stillness up the aisle, was aware of it as +she took her place at Ernie's side. + +Then in the silence the singing voice of a little child floated out +like a silver bubble of sound. + +"Daddy," it said. + +Ruth shot at the man across the aisle a sudden lovely look of affection +and intimate confidence; and one soul at least, kneeling there in the +sunshine, felt that the word sealed the covenant between this wayfaring +couple, still only starting on their pilgrimage, as no offices of any +priest could do. + + + +THE END + + + + +Doubleday, Page & Co. hope to publish _One Woman: being the sequel to +Two Men_, next spring. + + + + + THE COUNTRY LIFE PRESS + GARDEN CITY, N.Y. + + + + + + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Two Men: A Romance of Sussex, by Alfred Ollivant + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 57640 *** |
