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diff --git a/5764-0.txt b/5764-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..e26d6d4 --- /dev/null +++ b/5764-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,5288 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook of Doctor Therne, by H. Rider Haggard + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere in the United States and +most other parts of the world at no cost and with almost no restrictions +whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or re-use it under the terms +of the Project Gutenberg License included with this eBook or online at +www.gutenberg.org. If you are not located in the United States, you +will have to check the laws of the country where you are located before +using this eBook. + +Title: Doctor Therne + +Author: H. Rider Haggard + +Release Date: August 30, 2002 [eBook #5764] +[Most recently updated: May 11, 2021] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +Produced by: John Bickers, Dagny and David Widger + +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK DOCTOR THERNE *** + + + + +Doctor Therne + +by H. Rider Haggard + + +Contents + + AUTHOR’S NOTE + CHAPTER I. THE DILIGENCE + CHAPTER II. THE HACIENDA + CHAPTER III. SIR JOHN BELL + CHAPTER IV. STEPHEN STRONG GOES BAIL + CHAPTER V. THE TRIAL + CHAPTER VI. THE GATE OF DARKNESS + CHAPTER VII. CROSSING THE RUBICON + CHAPTER VIII. BRAVO THE A.V.’S + CHAPTER IX. FORTUNE + CHAPTER X. JANE MEETS DR. MERCHISON + CHAPTER XI. THE COMING OF THE RED-HEADED MAN + CHAPTER XII. THE SHADOW OF PESTILENCE + CHAPTER XIII. HARVEST + + +DEDICATED In all sincerity +(but without permission) +to the +MEMBERS OF THE JENNER SOCIETY + + + + +AUTHOR’S NOTE + + +Some months since the leaders of the Government dismayed their +supporters and astonished the world by a sudden surrender to the +clamour of the anti-vaccinationists. In the space of a single evening, +with a marvellous versatility, they threw to the agitators the +ascertained results of generations of the medical faculty, the report +of a Royal Commission, what are understood to be their own convictions, +and the President of the Local Government Board. After one ineffectual +fight the House of Lords answered to the whip, and, under the guise of +a “graceful concession,” the health of the country was given without +appeal into the hand of the “Conscientious Objector.” + +In his perplexity it has occurred to an observer of these events—as a +person who in other lands has seen and learned something of the ravages +of smallpox among the unvaccinated—to try to forecast their natural +and, in the view of many, their almost certain end. Hence these pages +from the life history of the pitiable, but unfortunate Dr. Therne.[*] +_Absit omen!_ May the prophecy be falsified! But, on the other hand, it +may not. Some who are very competent to judge say that it will not; +that, on the contrary, this strange paralysis of “the most powerful +ministry of the generation” must result hereafter in much terror, and +in the sacrifice of innocent lives. + +[*] It need hardly be explained that Dr. Therne himself is a character +convenient to the dramatic purpose of the story, and in no way intended +to be taken as a type of anti-vaccinationist medical men, who are, the +author believes, as conscientious in principle as they are select in +number. + + +The importance of the issue to those helpless children from whom the +State has thus withdrawn its shield, is this writer’s excuse for +inviting the public to interest itself in a medical tale. As for the +moral, each reader can fashion it to his fancy. + + + + +DOCTOR THERNE + + + + +CHAPTER I +THE DILIGENCE + + +James Therne is not my real name, for why should I publish it to the +world? A year or two ago it was famous—or infamous—enough, but in that +time many things have happened. There has been a war, a continental +revolution, two scandals of world-wide celebrity, one moral and the +other financial, and, to come to events that interest me particularly +as a doctor, an epidemic of Asiatic plague in Italy and France, and, +stranger still, an outbreak of the mediaeval grain sickness, which is +believed to have carried off 20,000 people in Russia and German Poland, +consequent, I have no doubt, upon the wet season and poor rye harvest +in those countries. + +These occurrences and others are more than enough to turn the public +mind from the recollection of the appalling smallpox epidemic that +passed over England last autumn two years, of which the first fury +broke upon the city of Dunchester, my native place, that for many years +I had the honour to represent in Parliament. The population of +Dunchester, it is true, is smaller by over five thousand souls, and +many of those who survive are not so good-looking as they were, but the +gap is easily filled and pock-marks are not hereditary. Also, such a +horror will never happen again, for now the law of compulsory +vaccination is strong enough! Only the dead have cause of complaint, +those who were cut off from the world and despatched hot-foot whither +we see not. Myself I am certain of nothing; I know too much about the +brain and body to have much faith in the soul, and I pray to God that I +may be right. Ah! there it comes in. If a God, why not the rest, and +who shall say there is no God? Somehow it seems to me that more than +once in my life I have seen His Finger. + +Yet I pray that I am right, for if I am wrong what a welcome awaits me +yonder when grief and chloral and that “slight weakness of the heart” +have done their work. + +Yes—five thousand of them or more in Dunchester alone, and, making +every allowance, I suppose that in this one city there were very many +of these—young people mostly—who owed their deaths to me, since it was +my persuasion, my eloquent arguments, working upon the minds of their +prejudiced and credulous elders, that surely, if indirectly, brought +their doom upon them. “A doctor is not infallible, he may make +mistakes.” Quite so, and if a mistake of his should kill a few +thousands, why, that is the act of God (or of Fate) working through his +blindness. But if it does not happen to have been a mistake, if, for +instance, all those dead, should they still live in any place or shape, +could say to me, “James Therne, you are the murderer of our bodies, +since, for your own ends, you taught us that which you knew _not_ to be +the truth.” + +How then? I ask. So—let them say it if they will. Let all that great +cloud of witnesses compass me about, lads and maidens, children and +infants, whose bones cumber the churchyards yonder in Dunchester. I +defy them, for it is done and cannot be undone. Yet, in their company +are two whose eyes I dread to meet: Jane, my daughter, whose life was +sacrificed through me, and Ernest Merchison, her lover, who went to +seek her in the tomb. + +They would not reproach me now, I know, for she was too sweet and loved +me too well with all my faults, and, if he proved pitiless in the first +torment of his loss, Merchison was a good and honest man, who, +understanding my remorse and misery, forgave me before he died. Still, +I dread to meet them, who, if that old fable be true and they live, +read me for what I am. Yet why should I fear, for all this they knew +before they died, and, knowing, could forgive? Surely it is with +another vengeance that I must reckon. + +Well, after her mother’s death my daughter was the only being whom I +ever truly loved, and no future mental hell that the imagination can +invent would have power to make me suffer more because of her than I +have always suffered since the grave closed over her—the virgin martyr +sacrificed on the altar of a false prophet and a coward. + +I come of a family of doctors. My grandfather, Thomas Therne, whose +name still lives in medicine, was a doctor in the neighbourhood of +Dunchester, and my father succeeded to his practice and nothing else, +for the old gentleman had lived beyond his means. Shortly after my +father’s marriage he sold this practice and removed into Dunchester, +where he soon acquired a considerable reputation as a surgeon, and +prospered, until not long after my birth, just as a brilliant career +seemed to be opening itself to him, death closed his book for ever. In +attending a case of smallpox, about four months before I was born, he +contracted the disease, but the attack was not considered serious and +he recovered from it quickly. It would seem, however, that it left some +constitutional weakness, for a year later he was found to be suffering +from tuberculosis of the lungs, and was ordered to a warmer climate. + +Selling his Dunchester practice for what it would fetch to his +assistant, Dr. Bell, my father came to Madeira—whither, I scarcely know +why, I have also drifted now that all is over for me—for here he hoped +to be able to earn a living by doctoring the English visitors. This, +however, he could not do, since the climate proved no match for his +disease, though he lingered for nearly two years, during which time he +spent all the money that he had. When he died there was scarcely enough +left to pay for his funeral in the little churchyard yonder that I can +see from the windows of this _quinta_. Where he lies exactly I do not +know as no record was kept, and the wooden cross, the only monument +that my mother could afford to set over him, has long ago rotted away. + +Some charitable English people helped my mother to return to England, +where we went to live with her mother, who existed on a pension of +about 120 pounds a year, in a fishing-village near Brighton. Here I +grew up, getting my education—a very good one by the way—at a cheap day +school. My mother’s wish was that I should become a sailor like her own +father, who had been a captain in the Navy, but the necessary money was +not forthcoming to put me into the Royal Navy, and my liking for the +sea was not strong enough to take me into the merchant service. + +From the beginning I wished to be a doctor like my father and +grandfather before me, for I knew that I was clever, and I knew also +that successful doctors make a great deal of money. Ground down as I +had been by poverty from babyhood, already at nineteen years of age I +desired money above everything on earth. I saw then, and subsequent +experience has only confirmed my views, that the world as it has become +under the pressure of high civilisation is a world for the rich. +Leaving material comforts and advantages out of the question, what +ambition can a man satisfy without money? Take the successful +politicians for instance, and it will be found that almost every one of +them is rich. This country is too full; there is scant room for the +individual. Only intellectual Titans can force their heads above the +crowd, and, as a rule, they have not even then the money to take them +higher. If I had my life over again—and it is my advice to all young +men of ability and ambition—I would leave the old country and settle in +America or in one of the great colonies. There, where the conditions +are more elastic and the competition is not so cruel, a hard-working +man of talent does not need to be endowed with fortune to enable him to +rise to the top of the tree. + +Well, my desire was to be accomplished, for as it chanced a younger +brother of my father, who during his lifetime had never taken any +notice of me, died and left me 750 pounds. Seven hundred and fifty +pounds! To me at that time it was colossal wealth, for it enabled us to +rent some rooms in London, where I entered myself as a medical student +at University College. + +There is no need for me to dwell upon my college career, but if any one +were to take the trouble to consult the old records he would find that +it was sufficiently brilliant. I worked hard, and I had a natural, +perhaps an hereditary liking, for the work. Medicine always fascinated +me. I think it the greatest of the sciences, and from the beginning I +was determined that I would be among the greatest of its masters. + +At four and twenty, having finished my curriculum with high honours—I +was gold medallist of my year in both medicine and surgery—I became +house-surgeon to one of the London hospitals. After my term of office +was over I remained at the hospital for another year, for I wished to +make a practical study of my profession in all its branches before +starting a private practice. At the end of this time my mother died +while still comparatively young. She had never really recovered from +the loss of my father, and, though it was long about it, sorrow sapped +her strength at last. Her loss was a shock to me, although in fact we +had few tastes in common. To divert my mind, and also because I was +somewhat run down and really needed a change, I asked a friend of mine +who was a director of a great steamship line running to the West Indies +and Mexico to give me a trip out, offering my medicine services in +return for the passage. This he agreed to do with pleasure; moreover, +matters were so arranged that I could stop in Mexico for three months +and rejoin the vessel on her next homeward trip. + +After a very pleasant voyage I reached Vera Cruz. It is a quaint and in +some ways a pretty place, with its tall cool-looking houses and narrow +streets, not unlike Funchal, only more tropical. Whenever I think of +it, however, the first memories that leap to my mind are those of the +stench of the open drains and of the scavenger carts going their rounds +with the _zaphilotes_ or vultures actually sitting upon them. As it +happened, those carts were very necessary then, for a yellow fever +epidemic was raging in the place. Having nothing particular to do I +stopped there for three weeks to study it, working in the hospitals +with the local doctors, for I felt no fear of yellow fever—only one +contagious disease terrifies me, and with that I was soon destined to +make acquaintance. + +At length I arranged to start for the City of Mexico, to which in those +days the journey from Vera Cruz was performed by diligence as the +railway was not yet finished. At that time Mexico was a wild country. +Wars and revolutions innumerable, together with a certain natural +leaning that way, had reduced a considerable proportion of its +inhabitants to the road, where they earned a precarious living—not by +mending it, but by robbing and occasionally cutting the throats of any +travellers whom they could catch. + +The track from Vera Cruz to Mexico City runs persistently uphill; +indeed, I think the one place is 7000 feet above the level of the +other. First, there is the hot zone, where the women by the wayside +sell you pineapples and cocoanuts; then the temperate zone, where they +offer you oranges and bananas; then the cold country, in which you are +expected to drink a filthy liquid extracted from aloes called _pulque_, +that in taste and appearance resembles soapy water. + +It was somewhere in the temperate zone that we passed a town consisting +of fifteen _adobe_ or mud houses and seventeen churches. The excessive +religious equipment of this city is accounted for by an almost +inaccessible mountain stronghold in the neighbourhood. This stronghold +for generations had been occupied by brigands, and it was the +time-honoured custom of each chieftain of the band, when he retired on +a hard-earned competence, to expiate any regrettable incidents in his +career by building a church in the town dedicated to his patron saint +and to the memory of those whose souls he had helped to Paradise. This +pious and picturesque, if somewhat mediaeval, custom has now come to an +end, as I understand that the Mexican Government caused the stronghold +to be stormed a good many years ago, and put its occupants, to the +number of several hundreds, to the sword. + +We were eight in the coach, which was drawn by as many mules—four +merchants, two priests, myself and the lady who afterwards became my +wife. She was a blue-eyed and fair-haired American from New York. Her +name, I soon discovered, was Emma Becker, and her father, who was dead, +had been a lawyer. We made friends at once, and before we had jolted +ten miles on our journey I learned her story. It seemed that she was an +orphan with a very small fortune, and only one near relative, an aunt +who had married a Mexican named Gomez, the owner of a fine range or +_hacienda_ situated on the border of the highlands, about eighty miles +from the City of Mexico. On the death of her father, being like most +American girls adventurous and independent, Miss Becker had accepted an +invitation from her aunt Gomez and her husband to come and live with +them a while. Now, quite alone and unescorted, she was on her way to +Mexico City, where she expected to be met by some friends of her uncle. + +We started from Vera Cruz about mid-day and slept, or rather passed the +night, at a filthy inn alive with every sort of insect pest. Two hours +before dawn we were bundled into the _diligencia_ and slowly dragged up +a mountain road so steep that, notwithstanding the blows and oaths of +the drivers, the mules had to stop every few hundred yards to rest. I +remember that at last I fell asleep, my head reposing on the shoulder +of a very fat priest, who snored tempestuously, then awoke to pray, +then snored again. It was the voice of Miss Becker, who sat opposite to +me, that wakened me. + +“Forgive me for disturbing you, Dr. Therne,” she said, “but you really +must look,” and she pointed through the window of the coach. + +Following her hand I saw a sight which no one who has witnessed it can +ever forget: the sun rising on the mighty peak of Orizaba, the Star +Mountain, as the old Aztecs named it. Eighteen thousand feet above our +heads towered the great volcano, its foot clothed with forests, its +cone dusted with snow. The green flanks of the peak and the country +beneath them were still wrapped in shadow, but on its white and lofty +crest already the lights of dawn were burning. Never have I seen +anything more beautiful than this soaring mountain top flaming like +some giant torch over a world of darkness; indeed, the unearthly +grandeur of the sight amazed and half paralysed my mind. + +A lantern swung from the roof of the coach, and, turning my eyes from +the mountain, in its light I saw the face of my travelling companion +and—fell in love with it. I had seen it before without any such idea +entering my mind; then it had been to me only the face of a rather +piquante and pretty girl, but with this strange and inconvenient +result, the sight of the dawn breaking upon Orizaba seemed to have +worked some change in me. At least, if only for an instant, it had +pierced the barrier that day by day we build within us to protect +ourselves from the attack of the impulses of nature. + +In that moment at any rate there was a look upon this girl’s +countenance and a light shining in her eyes which overcame my caution +and swept me out of myself, for I think that she too was under the +shadow of the glory which broke upon the crest of Orizaba. In vain did +I try to save myself and to struggle back to common-sense, since +hitherto the prospect of domestic love had played no part in my scheme +of life. It was useless, so I gave it up, and our eyes met. + +Neither of us said anything, but from that time forward we knew that we +did not wish to be parted any more. + +After a while, to relieve a tension of mind which neither of us cared +to reveal, we drifted into desultory and indifferent conversation. In +the course of our talk Emma told me that her aunt had written to her +that if she could leave the coach at Orizaba she would be within fifty +miles of the _hacienda_ of La Concepcion, whereas when she reached +Mexico City she would still be eighty miles from it. Her aunt had +added, however, that this was not practicable at present, why she did +not say, and that she must go on to Mexico where some friends would +take charge of her until her uncle was able to fetch her. + +Presently Emma seemed to fall asleep, at least she shut her eyes. But I +could not sleep, and sat there listening to the snores of the fat +priest and the strange interminable oaths of the drivers as they +thrashed the mules. Opposite to me, tied to the roof of the coach +immediately above Emma’s head, was a cheap looking-glass, provided, I +suppose, for the convenience of passengers when making the toilette of +travel. In it I could see myself reflected, so, having nothing better +to do, in view of contingencies which of a sudden had become possible, +I amused myself by taking count of my personal appearance. On the whole +in those days it was not unsatisfactory. In build, I was tall and +slight, with thin, nervous hands. My colouring and hair were dark, and +I had soft and rather large brown eyes. The best part of my face was my +forehead, which was ample, and the worst my mouth, which was somewhat +weak. I do not think, however, that any one would have guessed by +looking at me as I then appeared at the age of seven and twenty, that I +was an exceedingly hard-working man with extraordinary powers of +observation and a really retentive memory. + +At any rate, I am sure that it was not these qualities which +recommended me to Emma Becker, nor, whatever we may have felt under the +influences of Orizaba, was it any spiritual affinity. Doctors, I fear, +are not great believers in spiritual affinities; they know that such +emotions can be accounted for in other ways. Probably Emma was +attracted to me because I was dark, and I to her because she was fair. +Orizaba and opportunity merely brought out and accentuated these quite +natural preferences. + +By now the day had broken, and, looking out of the window, I could see +that we were travelling along the side of a mountain. Above us the +slope was gentle and clothed with sub-tropical trees, while below it +became a veritable precipice, in some places absolutely sheer, for the +road was cut upon a sort of rocky ledge, although, owing to the vast +billows of mist that filled it, nothing could be seen of the gulf +beneath. + +I was reflecting, I remember, that this would be an ill path to drive +with a drunken coachman, when suddenly I saw the off-front mule stumble +unaccountably, and, as it fell, heard a shot fired close at hand. Next +instant also I saw the driver and his companion spring from the box, +and, with a yell of terror, plunge over the edge of the cliff, +apparently into the depths below. Then from the narrow compass of that +coach arose a perfect pandemonium of sounds, with an under cry of a +single word, “Brigands! Brigands!” + +The merchants shouted, supplicated their saints, and swore as with +trembling hands they tried to conceal loose valuables in their boots +and hats; one of the priests too literally howled in his terror, but +the other, a man of more dignity, only bowed his head and murmured a +prayer. By this time also the mules had tied themselves into a knot and +were threatening to overturn the coach, to prevent which our captors, +before meddling with us, cut the animals loose with their _machetés_ or +swords, and drove them over the brink of the abyss, where, like the +drivers, they vanished. Then a dusky-faced ruffian, with a scar on his +cheek, came to the door of the diligence and bowing politely beckoned +to us to come out. As there were at least a dozen of them and +resistance was useless, even if our companions could have found the +courage to fight, we obeyed, and were placed before the brigands in a +line, our backs being set to the edge of the gulf. I was last but one +in the line, and beyond me stood Emma Becker, whose hand I held. + +Then the tragedy began. Several of the villains seized the first +merchant, and, stopping his cries and protestations with a blow in the +mouth, stripped him to the shirt, abstracting notes and gold and +everything else of value that they could find in various portions of +his attire where he had hidden them, and principally, I remember, from +the lining of his vest. When they had done with him, they dragged him +away and bundled him roughly into the diligence. + +Next to this merchant stood the two priests. Of the first of these the +brigands asked a question, to which, with some hesitation, the +priest—that man who had shown so much terror—replied in the +affirmative, whereon his companion looked at him contemptuously and +muttered a Spanish phrase which means “Man without shame.” Of him also +the same question was asked, in answer to which he shook his head, +whereon he was conducted, though without violence or being searched, to +the coach, and shut into it with the plundered merchant. Then the +thieves went to work with the next victim. + +“Dr. Therne,” whispered Emma Becker, “you have a pistol, do you not?” + +I nodded my head. + +“Will you lend it me? You understand?” + +“Yes,” I answered, “I understand, but I hope that things are not so bad +as that.” + +“They are,” she answered with a quiver in her voice. “I have heard +about these Mexican brigands. With the exception of that priest and +myself they will put all of you into the coach and push it over the +precipice.” + +At her words my heart stood still and a palpable mist gathered before +my eyes. When it cleared away my brain seemed to awake to an abnormal +activity, as though the knowledge that unless it was used to good +effect now it would never be used again were spurring it to action. +Rapidly I reviewed the situation and considered every possible method +of escape. At first I could think of none; then suddenly I remembered +that the driver and his companion, who no doubt knew every inch of the +road, had leaped from the coach, apparently over the edge of the +precipice. This I felt sure they would not have done had they been +going to certain death, since they would have preferred to take their +chance of mercy at the hands of the brigands. Moreover, these gentry +themselves had driven the mules into the abyss whither those wise +animals would never have gone unless there was some foothold for them. + +I looked behind me but could discover nothing, for, as is common in +Mexico at the hour of dawn, the gulf was absolutely filled with dense +vapours. Then I made up my mind that I would risk it and began to +shuffle slowly backwards. Already I was near the edge when I remembered +Emma Becker and paused to reflect. If I took her with me it would +considerably lessen my chances of escape, and at any rate her life was +not threatened. But I had not given her the pistol, and at that moment +even in my panic there rose before me a vision of her face as I had +seen it in the lamplight when she looked up at the glory shining on the +crest of Orizaba. + +Had it not been for this vision I think it possible that I might have +left her. I wish to gloze over nothing; I did not make my own nature, +and in these pages I describe it as it was and is without palliation or +excuse. I know that this is not the fashion in autobiographies; no one +has done it since the time of Pepys, who did not write for publication, +and for that very reason my record has its value. I am physically and, +perhaps morally also, timid—that is, although I have faced it boldly +enough upon occasion, as the reader will learn in the course of my +history, I fear the thought of death, and especially of cruel and +violent death, such as was near to me at that moment. So much did I +fear it then that the mere fact that an acquaintance was in danger and +distress would scarcely have sufficed to cause me to sacrifice, or at +least to greatly complicate, my own chances of escape in order to +promote hers simply because that acquaintance was of the other sex. But +Emma had touched a new chord in my nature, and I felt, whether I liked +it or not, that whatever I could do for myself I must do for her also. +So I shuffled forward again. + +“Listen,” I whispered, “I have been to look and I do not believe that +the cliff is very steep just here. Will you try it with me?” + +“Of course,” she answered; “I had as soon die of a broken neck as in +any other way.” + +“We must watch our chance then, or they will see us run and shoot. Wait +till I give you the signal.” + +She nodded her head and we waited. + +At length, while the fourth and last merchant, who stood next to me, +was being dealt with, just as in our despair we were about to throw +ourselves into the gulf before them all, fortune gave us our +opportunity. This unhappy man, having probably some inkling of the doom +which awaited him, broke suddenly from the hands of his captors, and +ran at full speed down the road. After him they went pell-mell, every +thief of them except one who remained—fortunately for us upon its +farther side—on guard by the door of the diligence in which four +people, three merchants and a priest, were now imprisoned. With laughs +and shouts they hunted their wretched quarry, firing shots as they ran, +till at length one of them overtook the man and cut him down with his +_macheté_. + +“Don’t look, but come,” I whispered to my companion. + +In another instant we were at the edge of the cliff, and a foot or so +below us was spread the dense, impenetrable blanket of mist. I stopped +and hesitated, for the next step might be my last. + +“We can’t be worse off, so God help us,” said Emma, and without waiting +for me to lead her she swung herself over the edge. + +To my intense relief I heard her alight within a few feet, and followed +immediately. Now I was at her side, and now we were scrambling and +slipping down the precipitous and rocky slope as swiftly as the dense +wet fog would let us. I believe that our escape was quite unnoticed. +The guard was watching the murder of the merchant, or, if he saw us, he +did not venture to leave the carriage door, and the priest who had +accepted some offer which was made to him, probably that his life would +be spared if he consented to give absolution to the murderers, was +kneeling on the ground, his face hidden in his hands. + +As we went the mist grew thinner, and we could see that we were +travelling down a steep spur of the precipice, which to our left was +quite sheer, and that at the foot of it was a wide plain thickly but +not densely covered with trees. In ten minutes we were at the bottom, +and as we could neither see nor hear any sign of pursuers we paused for +an instant to rest. + +Not five yards from us the cliff was broken away, and so straight that +a cat could not have climbed it. + +“We chose our place well,” I said pointing upwards. + +“No,” Emma answered, “we did not choose; it was chosen for us.” + +As she spoke a muffled and terrifying sound of agony reached us from +above, and then, in the layers of vapour that still stretched between +us and the sky, we perceived something huge rushing swiftly down. It +appeared; it drew near; it struck, and fell to pieces like a shattered +glass. We ran to look, and there before us were the fragments of the +diligence, and among them the mangled corpses of five of our +fellow-travellers. + +This was the fate that we had escaped. + +“Oh! for God’s sake come away,” moaned Emma, and sick with horror we +turned and ran, or rather reeled, into the shelter of the trees upon +the plain. + + + + +CHAPTER II +THE HACIENDA + + +“What are those?” said Emma presently, pointing to some animals that +were half hidden by a clump of wild bananas. I looked and saw that they +were two of the mules which the brigands had cut loose from the +diligence. There could be no mistake about this, for the harness still +hung to them. + +“Can you ride?” I asked. + +She nodded her head. Then we set to work. Having caught the mules +without difficulty, I took off their superfluous harness and put her on +the back of one of them, mounting the other myself. There was no time +to lose, and we both of us knew it. Just as we were starting I heard a +voice behind me calling “senor.” Drawing the pistol from my pocket, I +swung round to find myself confronted by a Mexican. + +“No shoot, senor,” he said in broken English, for this man had served +upon an American ship. “Me driver, Antonio. My mate go down there,” and +he pointed to the precipice; “he dead, me not hurt. You run from bad +men, me run too, for presently they come look. Where you go?” + +“To Mexico,” I answered. + +“No get Mexico, senor; bad men watch road and kill you with _macheté_ +so,” and he made a sweep with his knife, adding “they not want you live +tell soldiers.” + +“Listen,” said Emma. “Do you know the _hacienda_, Concepcion, by the +town of San Jose?” + +“Yes, senora, know it well, the _hacienda_ of Senor Gomez; bring you +there to-morrow.” + +“Then show the way,” I said, and we started towards the hills. + +All that day we travelled over mountains as fast as the mules could +carry us, Antonio trotting by our side. At sundown, having seen nothing +more of the brigands, who, I suppose, took it for granted that we were +dead or were too idle to follow us far, we reached an Indian hut, where +we contrived to buy some wretched food consisting of black _frijole_ +beans and _tortilla_ cakes. That night we slept in a kind of hovel made +of open poles with a roof of faggots through which the water dropped on +us, for it rained persistently for several hours. To be more accurate, +Emma slept, for my nerves were too shattered by the recollection of our +adventure with the brigands to allow me to close my eyes. + +I could not rid my mind of the vision of that coach, broken like an +eggshell, and of those shattered shapes within it that this very +morning had been men full of life and plans, but who to-night +were—what? Nor was it easy to forget that but for the merest chance I +might have been one of their company wherever it was gathered now. To a +man with a constitutional objection to every form of violence, and, at +any rate in those days, no desire to search out the secrets of Death +before his time, the thought was horrible. + +Leaving the shelter at dawn I found Antonio and the Indian who owned +the hut conversing together in the reeking mist with their _serapes_ +thrown across their mouths, which few Mexicans leave uncovered until +after the sun is up. Inflammation of the lungs is the disease they +dread more than any other, and the thin night air engenders it. + +“What is it, Antonio?” I asked. “Are the brigands after us?” + +“No, senor, hope brigands not come now. This senor say much sick San +Jose.” + +I answered that I was very sorry to hear it, but that I meant to go on; +indeed, I think that it was only terror of the brigands coupled with +the promise of a considerable reward which persuaded him to do so, +though, owing to my ignorance of Spanish and his very slight knowledge +of English, precisely what he feared I could not discover. In the end +we started, and towards evening Antonio pointed out to us the +_hacienda_ of Concepcion, a large white building standing on a hill +which overshadowed San Jose, a straggling little place, half-town, +half-village, with a population of about 3,000 inhabitants. + +Just as, riding along the rough cobble-paved road, we reached the +entrance to the town, I heard shouts, and, turning, saw two mounted men +with rifles in their hands apparently calling to us to come back. +Taking it for granted that these were the brigands following us up, +although, as I afterwards discovered, they were in fact _rurales_ or +cavalry-police, despite the remonstrances of Antonio I urged the jaded +mules forward at a gallop. Thereupon the _rurales_, who had pulled up +at a spot marked by a white stone, turned and rode away. + +We were now passing down the central street of the town, which I +noticed seemed very deserted. As we drew near to the _plaza_ or market +square we met a cart drawn by two mules and led by a man who had a +_serape_ wrapped about his nose and mouth as though it were still the +hour before the dawn. Over the contents of this cart a black cloth was +thrown, beneath which were outlined shapes that suggested—but, no, it +could not be. Only why did Antonio cross himself and mutter _Muerte!_ +or some such word? + +Now we were in the _plaza_. This _plaza_, where in happier times the +band would play, for all Mexicans are musical, and the population of +San Jose was wont to traffic in the day and enjoy itself at night, was +bordered by an arched colonnade. In its centre stood a basin of water +flowing from a stone fountain of quaint and charming design. + +“Look at all those people sleeping,” said Emma, as we passed five or +six forms that, very small and quiet, lay each under a blanket beneath +one of the arches. “Why, there are a lot more just lying down over +there. What funny folk to go to bed in public in the afternoon,” and +she pointed to a number of men, women and children who seemed to be +getting up, throwing themselves down and turning round and round upon +mattresses and beds of leaves in the shadow of the arcade which we +approached. + +Presently we were within three paces of this arcade, and as we rode up +an aged hag drew a blanket from one of the prostrate forms, revealing a +young woman, over whom she proceeded to pour water that she had drawn +from a fountain. One glance was enough for me. The poor creature’s face +was shapeless with confluent smallpox, and her body a sight which I +will not describe. I, who was a doctor, could not be mistaken, +although, as it chanced, I had never seen a case of smallpox before. +The truth is that, although I have no fear of any other human ailment, +smallpox has always terrified me. + +For this I am not to blame. The fear is a part of my nature, instilled +into it doubtless by the shock which my mother received before my birth +when she learned that her husband had been attacked by this horrible +sickness. So great and vivid was my dread that I refused a very good +appointment at a smallpox hospital, and, although I had several +opportunities of attending these cases, I declined to undertake them, +and on this account suffered somewhat in reputation among those who +knew the facts. Indeed, my natural abhorrence went even further, as, to +this day, it is only with something of an effort that I can bring +myself to inspect the vesicles caused by vaccination. Whether this is +because of their similarity to those of smallpox, or owing to the +natural association which exists between them, I cannot tell. That it +is real enough, however, may be judged by the fact that, terrified as I +was at smallpox, and convinced as I have always been of the +prophylactic power of vaccination, I could never force myself—until an +occasion to be told of—to submit to it. In infancy, no doubt, I was +vaccinated, for the operation has left a small and very faint cicatrix +on my arm, but infantile vaccination, if unrepeated, is but a feeble +protection in later life. + +Unconsciously I pulled upon the bridle, and the tired mule stopped. +“Malignant smallpox!” I muttered, “and that fool is trying to treat it +with cold water!”[*] + +[*] Readers of Prescott may remember that when this terrible disease +was first introduced by a negro slave of Navaez, and killed out +millions of the population of Mexico, the unfortunate Aztecs tried to +treat it with cold water. Oddly enough, when, some years ago, the +writer was travelling in a part of Mexico where smallpox was prevalent, +it came to his notice that this system is still followed among the +Indians, as they allege, with good results. + + +The old woman looked up and saw me. “Si, Senor Inglese,” she said with +a ghastly smile, “_viruela, viruela!_” and she went on gabbling +something which I could not understand. + +“She say,” broke in Antonio, “nearly quarter people dead and plenty +sick.” + +“For Heaven’s sake, let us get out of this,” I said to Emma, who, +seated on the other mule, was staring horror-struck at the sight. + +“Oh!” she said, “you are a doctor; can’t you help the poor things?” + +“What! and leave you to shift for yourself?” + +“Never mind me, Dr. Therne. I can go on to the _hacienda_, or if you +like I will stay too; I am not afraid, I was revaccinated last year.” + +“Don’t be foolish,” I answered roughly. “I could not dream of exposing +you to such risks, also it is impossible for me to do any good here +alone and without medicines. Come on at once,” and seizing her mule by +the bridle I led it along the road that ran through the town towards +the _hacienda_ on the height above. + +Ten minutes later we were riding in the great courtyard. The place +seemed strangely lifeless and silent; indeed, the plaintive mewing of a +cat was the only sound to be heard. Presently, however, a dog appeared +out of an open doorway. It was a large animal of the mastiff breed, +such as might have been expected to bark and become aggressive to +strangers. But this it did not do; indeed, it ran forward and greeted +us affectionately. We dismounted and knocked at the double door, but no +one answered. Finally we entered, and the truth became clear to us—the +_hacienda_ was deserted. A little burial ground attached to the chapel +told us why, for in it were several freshly-made graves, evidently of +_peons_ or other servants, and in an enclosure, where lay interred some +departed members of the Gomez family, another unsodded mound. We +discovered afterwards that it was that of the Senor Gomez, Emma’s uncle +by marriage. + +“The footsteps of smallpox,” I said, pointing to the graves; “we must +go on.” + +Emma was too overcome to object, for she believed that it was her aunt +who slept beneath that mound, so once more we mounted the weary mules. +But we did not get far. Within half a mile of the _hacienda_ we were +met by two armed _rurales_, who told us plainly that if we attempted to +go further they would shoot. + +Then we understood. We had penetrated a smallpox cordon, and must stop +in it until forty days after the last traces of the disease had +vanished. This, in a wild part of Mexico, where at that time +vaccination was but little practised and medical assistance almost +entirely lacking, would not be until half or more of the unprotected +population was dead and many of the remainder were blinded, deafened or +disfigured. + +Back we crept to the deserted _hacienda_, and there in this hideous +nest of smallpox we took up our quarters, choosing out of the many in +the great pile sleeping rooms that had evidently not been used for +months or years. Food we did not lack, for sheep and goats were +straying about untended, while in the garden we found fruit and +vegetables in plenty, and in the pantries flour and other stores. + +At first Emma was dazed and crushed by fatigue and emotion, but she +recovered her spirits after a night’s sleep and on learning from +Antonio, who was told it by some _peon_, that it was not her aunt that +the smallpox had killed, but her uncle by marriage, whom she had never +seen. Having no fear of the disease, indeed, she became quite resigned +and calm, for the strangeness and novelty of the position absorbed and +interested her. Also, to my alarm, it excited her philanthropic +instincts, her great idea being to turn the _hacienda_ into a +convalescent smallpox hospital, of which she was to be the nurse and I +the doctor. Indeed she refused to abandon this mad scheme until I +pointed out that in the event of any of our patients dying, most +probably we should both be murdered for wizards with the evil eye. As a +matter of fact, without medicine or assistance we could have done +little or nothing. + +Oh, what a pestilence was that of which for three weeks or so we were +the daily witnesses, for from the flat roof of the _hacienda_ we could +see straight on to the _plaza_ of the little town. And when at night we +could not see, still we could hear the wails of the dying and bereaved, +the eternal clang of the church bells, rung to scare away the demon of +disease, and the midnight masses chanted by the priests, that grew +faint and fainter as their brotherhood dwindled, until at last they +ceased. And so it went on in the tainted, stricken place until the +living were not enough to bury the dead, or to do more than carry food +and water to the sick. + +It would seem that about twelve years before a philanthropic American +enthusiast, armed with a letter of recommendation from whoever at that +date was President of Mexico, and escorted by a small guard, descended +upon San Jose to vaccinate it. For a few days all went well, for the +enthusiast was a good doctor, who understood how to treat ophthalmia +and to operate for squint, both of which complaints were prevalent in +San Jose. Then his first vaccination patients developed vesicles, and +the trouble began. The end of the matter was that the local priests, a +very ignorant class of men, interfered, declaring that smallpox was a +trial sent from Heaven which it was impious to combat, and that in any +case vaccination was the worse disease of the two. + +As the _viruela_ had scarcely visited San Jose within the memory of man +and the vesicles looked alarming, the population, true children of the +Church, agreed with their pastors, and, from purely religious motives, +hooted and stoned the philanthropic “Americano” and his guard out of +the district. Now they and their innocent children were reaping the +fruits of the piety of these conscientious objectors. + +After the first fortnight this existence in an atmosphere of disease +became absolutely terrible to me. Not an hour of the day passed that I +did not imagine some symptom of smallpox, and every morning when we met +at breakfast I glanced at Emma with anxiety. The shadow of the thing +lay deep upon my nerves, and I knew well that if I stopped there much +longer I should fall a victim to it in the body. In this emergency, by +means of Antonio, I opened negotiations with the officer of the +_rurales_, and finally, after much secret bargaining, it was arranged +that in consideration of a sum of two hundred dollars—for by good luck +I had escaped from the brigands with my money—our flight through the +cordon of guards should not be observed in the darkness. + +We were to start at nine o’clock on a certain night. At a quarter to +that hour I went to the stable to see that everything was ready, and in +the courtyard outside of it found Antonio seated against the water tank +groaning and writhing with pains in the back. One looked showed me that +he had developed the usual symptoms, so, feeling that no time was to be +lost, I saddled the mules myself and took them round. + +“Where is Antonio?” asked Emma as she mounted. + +“He has gone on ahead,” I answered, “to be sure that the road is clear; +he will meet us beyond the mountains.” + +Poor Antonio! I wonder what became of him; he was a good fellow, and I +hope that he recovered. It grieved me much to leave him, but after all +I had my own safety to think of, and still more that of Emma, who had +grown very dear to me. Perhaps one day I shall find him “beyond the +mountains,” but, if so, that is a meeting from which I expect no joy. + +The rest of our journey was strange enough, but it has nothing to do +with this history. Indeed, I have only touched upon these long past +adventures in a far land because they illustrate the curious fatality +by the workings of which every important event of my life has taken +place under the dreadful shadow of smallpox. I was born under that +shadow, I wedded under it, I—but the rest shall be told in its proper +order. + +In the end we reached Mexico City in safety, and there Emma and I were +married. Ten days later we were on board ship steaming for England. + + + + +CHAPTER III +SIR JOHN BELL + + +Now it is that I came to the great and terrible event of my life, which +in its result turned me into a false witness and a fraud, and bound +upon my spirit a weight of blood-guiltiness greater than a man is often +called upon to bear. As I have not scrupled to show I have +constitutional weaknesses—more, I am a sinner, I know it; I have sinned +against the code of my profession, and have preached a doctrine I knew +to be false, using all my skill and knowledge to confuse and pervert +the minds of the ignorant. And yet I am not altogether responsible for +these sins, which in truth in the first place were forced upon me by +shame and want and afterwards by the necessities of my ambition. +Indeed, in that dark and desperate road of deceit there is no room to +turn; the step once taken can never be retraced. + +But if I have sinned, how much greater is the crime of the man who +swore away my honour and forced me through those gateways? Surely on +his head and not on mine should rest the burden of my deeds; yet he +prospered all his life, and I have been told that his death was happy +and painless. This man’s career furnishes one of the few arguments that +to my sceptical mind suggest the existence of a place of future reward +and punishment, for how is it possible that so great a villain should +reap no fruit from his rich sowing of villainy? If it is possible, then +verily this world is the real hell wherein the wicked are lords and the +good their helpless and hopeless slaves. + +Emma Becker when she became my wife brought with her a small dowry of +about five thousand dollars, or a thousand pounds, and this sum we both +agreed would be best spent in starting me in professional life. It was +scarcely sufficient to enable me to buy a practice of the class which I +desired, so I determined that I would set to work to build one up, as +with my ability and record I was certain that I could do. By +preference, I should have wished to begin in London, but there the +avenue to success is choked, and I had not the means to wait until by +skill and hard work I could force my way along it. + +London being out of the question, I made up my mind to try my fortune +in the ancient city of Dunchester, where the name of Therne was still +remembered, as my grandfather and father had practised there before me. +I journeyed to the place and made inquiries, to find that, although +there were plenty of medical men of a sort, there was only one whose +competition I had cause to fear. Of the others, some had no presence, +some no skill, and some no character; indeed, one of them was known to +drink. + +With Sir John Bell, whose good fortune it was to be knighted in +recognition of his attendance upon a royal duchess who chanced to +contract the measles while staying in the town, the case was different. +He began life as assistant to my father, and when his health failed +purchased the practice from him for a miserable sum, which, as he was +practically in possession, my father was obliged to accept. From that +time forward his success met with no check. By no means a master of his +art, Sir John supplied with assurance what he lacked in knowledge, and +atoned for his mistakes by the readiness of a bluff and old-fashioned +sympathy that was transparent to few. + +In short, if ever a _faux bonhomme_ existed, Sir John Bell was the man. +Needless to say he was as popular as he was prosperous. Such of the +practice of Dunchester as was worth having soon fell into his hands, +and few indeed were the guineas that slipped out of his fingers into +the pocket of a poorer brother. Also, he had a large consulting +connection in the county. But if his earnings were great so were his +spendings, for it was part of his system to accept civic and +magisterial offices and to entertain largely in his official +capacities. This meant that the money went out as fast as it came in, +and that, however much was earned, more was always needed. + +When I visited Dunchester to make inquiries I made a point of calling +on Sir John, who received me in his best “heavy-father” manner, taking +care to inform me that he was keeping Lord So-and-so waiting in his +consulting-room in order to give me audience. Going straight to the +point, I told him that I thought of starting to practise in Dunchester, +which information, I could see, pleased him little. + +“Of course, my dear boy,” he said, “you being your father’s son I +should be delighted, and would do everything in my power to help you, +but at the same time I must point out that were Galen, or Jenner, or +Harvey to reappear on earth, I doubt if they could make a decent living +in Dunchester.” + +“All the same, I mean to have a try, Sir John,” I answered cheerfully. +“I suppose you do not want an assistant, do you?” + +“Let me see; I think you said you were married, did you not?” + +“Yes,” I answered, well knowing that Sir John, having disposed of his +elder daughter to an incompetent person of our profession, who had +become the plague of his life, was desirous of putting the second to +better use. + +“No, my dear boy, no, I have an assistant already,” and he sighed, this +time with genuine emotion. “If you come here you will have to stand +upon your own legs.” + +“Quite so, Sir John, but I shall still hope for a few crumbs from the +master’s table.” + +“Yes, yes, Therne, in anything of that sort you may rely upon me,” and +he bowed me out with an effusive smile. + +“—— to poison the crumbs,” I thought to myself, for I was never for one +moment deceived as to this man’s character. + +A fortnight later Emma and I came to Dunchester and took up our abode +in a quaint red-brick house of the Queen Anne period, which we hired +for a not extravagant rent of 80 pounds a year. Although the position +of this house was not fashionable, nothing could have been more +suitable from a doctor’s point of view, as it stood in a little street +near the market-place and absolutely in the centre of the city. +Moreover, it had two beautiful reception chambers on the ground floor, +oak-panelled, and with carved Adam’s mantelpieces, which made excellent +waiting-rooms for patients. Some time passed, however, and our thousand +pounds, in which the expense of furnishing had made a considerable +hole, was melting rapidly before those rooms were put to a practical +use. Both I and my wife did all that we could to get practice. We +called upon people who had been friends of my father and grandfather; +we attended missionary and other meetings of a non-political character; +regardless of expense we went so far as to ask old ladies to tea. + +They came, they drank the tea and inspected the new furniture; one of +them even desired to see my instruments and when, fearing to give +offence, I complied and produced them, she remarked that they were not +nearly so nice as dear Sir John’s, which had ivory handles. Cheerfully +would I have shown her that if the handles were inferior the steel was +quite serviceable, but I swallowed my wrath and solemnly explained that +it was not medical etiquette for a young doctor to use ivory. + +Beginning to despair, I applied for one or two minor appointments in +answer to advertisements inserted by the Board of Guardians and other +public bodies. In each case I was not only unsuccessful, but men +equally unknown, though with a greatly inferior college and hospital +record, were chosen over my head. At length, suspecting that I was not +being fairly dealt by, I made inquiries to discover that at the bottom +of all this ill success was none other than Sir John Bell. It appeared +that in several instances, by the shrugs of his thick shoulders and +shakes of his ponderous head, he had prevented my being employed. +Indeed, in the case of the public bodies, with all of which he had +authority either as an official or as an honorary adviser, he had +directly vetoed my appointment by the oracular announcement that, after +ample inquiry among medical friends in London, he had satisfied himself +that I was not a suitable person for the post. + +When I had heard this and convinced myself that it was substantially +true—for I was always too cautious to accept the loose and unsifted +gossip of a provincial town—I think that for the first time in my life +I experienced the passion of hate towards a human being. Why should +this man who was so rich and powerful thus devote his energies to the +destruction of a brother practitioner who was struggling and poor? At +the time I set it down to pure malice, into which without doubt it +blossomed at last, not understanding that in the first place on Sir +John’s part it was in truth terror born of his own conscious +mediocrity. Like most inferior men, he was quick to recognise his +master, and, either in the course of our conversations or through +inquiries that he made concerning me, he had come to the conclusion +that so far as professional ability was concerned I _was_ his master. +Therefore, being a creature of petty and dishonest mind, he determined +to crush me before I could assert myself. + +Now, having ascertained all this beyond reasonable doubt, there were +three courses open to me: to make a public attack upon Sir John, to go +away and try my fortune elsewhere, or to sit still and await events. A +more impetuous man would have adopted the first of these alternatives, +but my experience of life, confirmed as it was by the advice of Emma, +who was a shrewd and far-seeing woman, soon convinced me that if I did +so I should have no more chance of success than would an egg which +undertook a crusade against a brick wall. Doubtless the egg might stain +the wall and gather the flies of gossip about its stain, but the end of +it must be that the wall would still stand, whereas the egg would no +longer be an egg. The second plan had more attractions, but my +resources were now too low to allow me to put it into practice. +Therefore, having no other choice, I was forced to adopt the third, +and, exercising that divine patience which characterises the Eastern +nations but is so lacking in our own, to attend humbly upon fate until +it should please it to deal to me a card that I could play. + +In time fate dealt to me that card and my long suffering was rewarded, +for it proved a very ace of trumps. It happened thus. + +About a year after I arrived in Dunchester I was elected a member of +the City Club. It is a pleasant place, where ladies are admitted to +lunch, and I used it a good deal in the hope of making acquaintances +who might be useful to me. Among the _habitués_ of this club was a +certain Major Selby, who, having retired from the army and being +without occupation, was generally to be found in the smoking or +billiard room with a large cigar between his teeth and a whisky and +soda at his side. In face, the Major was florid and what people call +healthy-looking, an appearance that to a doctor’s eye very often +conveys no assurance of physical well-being. Being a genial-mannered +man, he would fall into conversation with whoever might be near to him, +and thus I came to be slightly acquainted with him. In the course of +our chats he frequently mentioned his ailments, which, as might be +expected in the case of such a luxurious liver, were gouty in their +origin. + +One afternoon when I was sitting alone in the smoking-room, Major Selby +came in and limped to an armchair. + +“Hullo, Major, have you got the gout again?” I asked jocosely. + +“No, doctor; at least that pompous old beggar, Bell, says I haven’t. My +leg has been so confoundedly painful and stiff for the last few days +that I went to see him this morning, but he told me that it was only a +touch of rheumatism, and gave me some stuff to rub it with.” + +“Oh, and did he look at your leg?” + +“Not he. He says that he can tell what my ailments are with the width +of the street between us.” + +“Indeed,” I said, and some other men coming in the matter dropped. + +Four days later I was in the club at the same hour, and again Major +Selby entered. This time he walked with considerable difficulty, and I +noticed an expression of pain and _malaise_ upon his rubicund +countenance. He ordered a whisky and soda from the servant, and then +sat down near me. + +“Rheumatism no better, Major?” I asked. + +“No, I went to see old Bell about it again yesterday, but he pooh-poohs +it and tells me to go on rubbing in the liniment and get the footman to +help when I am tired. Well, I obeyed orders, but it hasn’t done me much +good, and how the deuce rheumatism can give a fellow a bruise on the +leg, I don’t know.” + +“A bruise on the leg?” I said astonished. + +“Yes, a bruise on the leg, and, if you don’t believe me, look here,” +and, dragging up his trouser, he showed me below the knee a large +inflamed patch of a dusky hue, in the centre of which one of the veins +could be felt to be hard and swollen. + +“Has Sir John Bell seen that?” I asked. + +“Not he. I wanted him to look at it, but he was in a hurry, and said I +was just like an old woman with a sore on show, so I gave it up.” + +“Well, if I were you, I’d go home and insist upon his coming to look at +it.” + +“What do you mean, doctor?” he asked growing alarmed at my manner. + +“Oh, it is a nasty place, that is all; and I think that when Sir John +has seen it, he will tell you to keep quiet for a few days.” + +Major Selby muttered something uncomplimentary about Sir John, and then +asked me if I would come home with him. + +“I can’t do that as a matter of medical etiquette, but I’ll see you +into a cab. No, I don’t think I should drink that whisky if I were you, +you want to keep yourself cool and quiet.” + +So Major Selby departed in his cab and I went home, and, having nothing +better to do, turned up my notes on various cases of venous thrombosis, +or blood-clot in the veins, which I had treated at one time or another. + +While I was still reading them there came a violent ring at the bell, +followed by the appearance of a very agitated footman, who gasped out:— + +“Please, sir, come to my master, Major Selby, he has been taken ill.” + +“I can’t, my good man,” I answered, “Sir John Bell is his doctor.” + +“I have been to Sir John’s, sir, but he has gone away for two days to +attend a patient in the country, and the Major told me to come for +you.” + +Then I hesitated no longer. As we hurried to the house, which was close +at hand, the footman told me that the Major on reaching home took a cup +of tea and sent for a cab to take him to Sir John Bell. As he was in +the act of getting into the cab, suddenly he fell backwards and was +picked up panting for breath, and carried into the dining-room. By this +time we had reached the house, of which the door was opened as we +approached it by Mrs. Selby herself, who seemed in great distress. + +“Don’t talk now, but take me to your husband,” I said, and was led into +the dining-room, where the unfortunate man lay groaning on the sofa. + +“Glad you’ve come,” he gasped. “I believe that fool, Bell, has done for +me.” + +Asking those present in the room, a brother and a grown-up son of the +patient, to stand back, I made a rapid examination; then I wrote a +prescription and sent it round to the chemist—it contained ammonia, I +remember—and ordered hot fomentations to be placed upon the leg. While +these matters were being attended to I went with the relations into +another room. + +“What is the matter with him, doctor?” asked Mrs. Selby. + +“It is, I think, a case of what is called blood-clot, which has formed +in the veins of the leg,” I answered. “Part of this clot has been +detached by exertion, or possibly by rubbing, and, travelling upwards, +has become impacted in one of the pulmonary arteries.” + +“Is it serious?” asked the poor wife. + +“Of course we must hope for the best,” I said; “but it is my duty to +tell you that I do not myself think Major Selby will recover; how long +he will last depends upon the size of the clot which has got into the +artery.” + +“Oh, this is ridiculous,” broke in Mr. Selby. “My brother has been +under the care of Sir John Bell, the ablest doctor in Dunchester, who +told him several times that he was suffering from nothing but +rheumatism, and now this gentleman starts a totally different theory, +which, if it were true, would prove Sir John to be a most careless and +incompetent person.” + +“I am very sorry,” I answered; “I can only hope that Sir John is right +and I am wrong. So that there may be no subsequent doubt as to what I +have said, with your leave I will write down my diagnosis and give it +to you.” + +When this was done I returned to the patient, and Mr. Selby, taking my +diagnosis, telegraphed the substance of it to Sir John Bell for his +opinion. In due course the answer arrived from Sir John, regretting +that there was no train by which he could reach Dunchester that night, +giving the name of another doctor who was to be called in, and adding, +incautiously enough, “Dr. Therne’s diagnosis is purely theoretical and +such as might be expected from an inexperienced man.” + +Meanwhile the unfortunate Major was dying. He remained conscious to the +last, and, in spite of everything that I could do, suffered great pain. +Amongst other things he gave an order that a _post-mortem_ examination +should be made to ascertain the cause of his death. + +When Mr. Selby had read the telegram from Sir John he handed it to me, +saying, “It is only fair that you should see this.” + +I read it, and, having asked for and obtained a copy, awaited the +arrival of the other doctor before taking my departure. When at length +he came Major Selby was dead. + +Two days later the _post-mortem_ was held. There were present at it Sir +John Bell, myself, and the third _medico_, Dr. Jeffries. It is +unnecessary to go into details, but in the issue I was proved to be +absolutely right. Had Sir John taken the most ordinary care and +precaution his patient need not have died—indeed, his death was caused +by the treatment. The rubbing of the leg detached a portion of the +clot, that might easily have been dissolved by rest and local +applications. As it was, it went to his lung, and he died. + +When he saw how things were going, Sir John tried to minimise matters, +but, unfortunately for him, I had my written diagnosis and a copy of +his telegram, documents from which he could not escape. Nor could he +deny the results of the _post-mortem_, which took place in the presence +and with the assistance of the third practitioner, a sound and +independent, though not a very successful, man. + +When everything was over there was something of a scene. Sir John +asserted that my conduct had been impertinent and unprofessional. I +replied that I had only done my duty and appealed to Dr. Jeffries, who +remarked drily that we had to deal not with opinions and theories but +with facts and that the facts seemed to bear me out. On learning the +truth, the relatives, who until now had been against me, turned upon +Sir John and reproached him in strong terms, after which they went away +leaving us face to face. There was an awkward silence, which I broke by +saying that I was sorry to have been the unwilling cause of this +unpleasantness. + +“You may well be sorry, sir,” Sir John answered in a cold voice that +was yet alive with anger, “seeing that by your action you have exposed +me to insult, I who have practised in this city for over thirty years, +and who was your father’s partner before you were in your cradle. Well, +it is natural to youth to be impertinent. To-day the laugh is yours, +Dr. Therne, to-morrow it may be mine; so good-afternoon, and let us say +no more about it,” and brushing by me rudely he passed from the house. + +I followed him into the street watching his thick square form, of which +even the back seemed to express sullen anger and determination. At a +distance of a few yards stood the brother of the dead man, Mr. Selby, +talking to Dr. Jeffries, one of whom made some remark that caught Sir +John’s ear. He stopped as though to answer, then, changing his mind, +turned his head and looked back at me. My sight is good and I could see +his face clearly; on it was a look of malignity that was not pleasant +to behold. + +“I have made a bad enemy,” I thought to myself; “well, I am in the +right; one must take risks in life, and it is better to be hated than +despised.” + +Major Selby was a well-known and popular man, whose sudden death had +excited much sympathy and local interest, which were intensified when +the circumstances connected with it became public property. + +On the following day the leading city paper published a report of the +results of the _post-mortem_, which doubtless had been furnished by the +relatives, and with it an editorial note. + +In this paragraph I was spoken of in very complimentary terms; my +medical distinctions were alluded to, and the confident belief was +expressed that Dunchester would not be slow to avail itself of my skill +and talent. Sir John Bell was not so lightly handled. His gross error +of treatment in the case of the deceased was, it is true, slurred over, +but some sarcastic and disparaging remarks were aimed at him under +cover of comparison between the old and the new school of medical +practitioners. + + + + +CHAPTER IV +STEPHEN STRONG GOES BAIL + + +Great are the uses of advertisement! When I went into my +consulting-room after breakfast that day I found three patients waiting +to see me, one of them a member of a leading family in the city. + +Here was the beginning of my success. Whatever time may remain to me, +to-day in a sense my life is finished. I am a broken-hearted and +discomfited man, with little more to fear and nothing to hope. +Therefore I may be believed when I say that in these pages I set down +the truth and nothing but the truth, not attempting to palliate my +conduct where it has been wrong, nor to praise myself even when praise +may have been due. Perhaps, then, it will not be counted conceit when I +write that in my best days I was really a master of my trade. To my +faculty for diagnosis I have, I think, alluded; it amounted to a gift—a +touch or two of my fingers would often tell me what other doctors could +not discover by prolonged examination. To this I added a considerable +mastery of the details of my profession, and a sympathetic insight into +character, which enabled me to apply my knowledge to the best +advantage. + +When a patient came to me and told me that his symptoms were this or +that or the other, I began by studying the man and forming my own +conclusions as to his temperament, character, and probable past. It was +this method of mine of studying the individual as a whole and his +ailment as something springing from and natural to his physical and +spiritual entity that, so far as general principles can be applied to +particular instances, often gave me a grip of the evil, and enabled me, +by dealing with the generating cause, to strike at its immediate +manifestation. My axiom was that in the human subject mind is king; the +mind commands, the body obeys. From this follows the corollary that the +really great doctor, however trivial the complaint, should always begin +by trying to understand the mind of his patient, to follow the course +of its workings, and estimate their results upon his physical nature. + +Necessarily there are many cases to which this rule does not seem to +apply, those of contagious sickness, for instance, or those of surgery, +resulting from accident. And yet even there it does apply, for the +condition of the mind may predispose to infection, and to recovery or +collapse in the instance of the sufferer from injuries. But these +questions of predisposition and consequence are too great to argue +here, though even the most rule-of-thumb village practitioner, with a +black draught in one hand and a pot of ointment in the other, will +agree that they admit of a wide application. + +At least it is to these primary principles over and above my technical +skill that I attribute my success while I was successful. That at any +rate was undoubted. Day by day my practice grew, to such an extent +indeed, that on making up my books at the end of the second year, I +found that during the preceding twelve months I had taken over 900 +pounds in fees and was owed about 300 pounds more. Most of this +balance, however, I wrote off as a bad debt, since I made it a custom +never to refuse a patient merely because he might not be able to pay +me. I charged large fees, for a doctor gains nothing by being cheap, +but if I thought it inexpedient I did not attempt to collect them. + +After this matter of the inquest on Major Selby the relations between +Sir John Bell and myself were very strained—in fact, for a while he +refused to meet me in consultation. When this happened, without +attempting to criticise his action, I always insisted upon retiring +from the case, saying that it was not for me, a young man, to stand in +the path of one of so great experience and reputation. As might be +expected this moderation resulted in my triumph, for the time came when +Sir John thought it wise to waive his objections and to recognise me +professionally. Then I knew that I had won the day, for in that equal +field I was his master. Never once that I can remember did he venture +to reverse or even to cavil at my treatment, at any rate in my +presence, though doubtless he criticised it freely elsewhere. + +And so I flourished, and as I waxed he waned, until, calculating my +chances with my wife, I was able to prophesy that if no accident or +ill-chance occurred to stop me, within another three years I should be +the leading practitioner in Dunchester, while Sir John Bell would +occupy the second place. + +But I had reckoned without his malice, for, although I knew this to be +inveterate, I had underrated its probable effects, and in due course +the ill-chance happened. It came about in this wise. + +When we had been married something over two years my wife found herself +expecting to become a mother. As the event drew near she expressed +great anxiety that I should attend upon her. To this, however, I +objected strenuously—first, because I cannot bear to see any one to +whom I am attached suffer pain, and, secondly, because I knew that my +affection and personal anxiety would certainly unnerve me. Except in +cases of the utmost necessity no man, in my opinion, should doctor +himself or his family. Whilst I was wondering how to arrange matters I +chanced to meet Sir John Bell in consultation. After our business was +over, developing an unusual geniality of manner, he proposed to walk a +little way with me. + +“I understand, my dear Therne,” he said, “that there is an interesting +event expected in your family.” + +I replied that this was so. + +“Well,” he went on, “though we may differ on some points, I am sure +there is one upon which we shall agree—that no man should doctor his +own flesh and blood. Now, look here, I want you to let me attend upon +your good wife. However much you go-ahead young fellows may turn up +your noses at us old fossils, I think you will admit that by this time +I ought to be able to show a baby into the world, especially as I had +the honour of performing that office for yourself, my young friend.” + +For a moment I hesitated. What Sir John said was quite true; he was a +sound and skilful obstetrician of the old school. Moreover, he +evidently intended to hold out the olive branch by this kind offer, +which I felt that I ought to accept. Already, having conquered in the +fray, I forgave him the injuries that he had worked me. It is not in my +nature to bear unnecessary malice—indeed, I hate making or having an +enemy. And yet I hesitated, not from any premonition or presentiment of +the dreadful events that were to follow, but simply because of my +wife’s objection to being attended by any one but myself. I thought of +advancing this in excuse of a refusal, but checked myself, because I +was sure that he would interpret it as a rebuff, and in consequence +hate me more bitterly than ever. So in the end I accepted his offer +gratefully, and we parted. + +When I told Emma she was a little upset, but being a sensible woman she +soon saw the force of my arguments and fell in with the situation. In +truth, unselfish creature that she was, she thought more of the +advantage that would accrue to me by this formal burying of the hatchet +than of her own prejudices or convenience. + +The time came and with it Sir John Bell, large, sharp-eyed, and jocose. +In due course and under favourable conditions a daughter was born to +me, a very beautiful child, fair like her mother, but with my dark +eyes. + +I think it was on the fourth day from the birth of the child that I +went after luncheon to see my wife, who so far had done exceedingly +well. I found her depressed, and she complained of headache. Just then +the servant arrived saying that I was wanted in the consulting-room, so +I kissed Emma and, after arranging her bed-clothing and turning her +over so that she might lie more comfortably, I hurried downstairs, +telling her that she had better go to sleep. + +While I was engaged with my visitor Sir John Bell came to see my wife. +Just as the patient had gone and Sir John was descending the stairs a +messenger hurried in with a note summoning me instantly to attend upon +Lady Colford, the wife of a rich banker and baronet who, I knew, was +expecting her first confinement. Seizing my bag I started, and, as I +reached the front door, I thought that I heard Sir John, who was now +nearly at the foot of the stairs, call out something to me. I answered +that I couldn’t stop but would see him later, to which I understood him +to reply “All right.” + +This was about three o’clock in the afternoon, but so protracted and +anxious was the case of Lady Colford that I did not reach home again +till eight. Having swallowed a little food, for I was thoroughly +exhausted, I went upstairs to see my wife. Entering the room softly I +found that she was asleep, and that the nurse also was dozing on the +sofa in the dressing-room. Fearing to disturb them, I kissed her lips, +and going downstairs returned at once to Sir Thomas Colford’s house, +where I spent the entire night in attendance on his wife. + +When I came home again about eight o’clock on the following morning it +was to find Sir John Bell awaiting me in the consulting-room. A glance +at his face told me that there was something dreadfully wrong. + +“What is it?” I asked. + +“What is it? Why, what I called after you yesterday, only you wouldn’t +stop to listen, and I haven’t known where to find you since. It’s +puerperal fever, and Heaven knows what gave it to her, for I don’t. I +thought so yesterday, and this morning I am sure of it.” + +“Puerperal fever,” I muttered, “then I am ruined, whatever happens to +Emma.” + +“Don’t talk like that, man,” answered Sir John, “she has a capital +constitution, and, I daresay, we shall pull her through.” + +“You don’t understand. I have been attending Lady Colford, going +straight from Emma’s room to her.” + +Sir John whistled. “Oh, indeed. Certainly, that’s awkward. Well, we +must hope for the best, and, look you here, when a fellow calls out to +you another time just you stop to listen.” + +To dwell on all that followed would serve no good purpose, and indeed +what is the use of setting down the details of so much forgotten +misery? In a week my beloved wife was dead, and in ten days Lady +Colford had followed her into the darkness. Then it was, that to +complete my own destruction, I committed an act of folly, for, meeting +Sir John Bell, in my mad grief I was fool enough to tell him I knew +that my wife’s death, and indirectly that of Lady Colford, were due to +his improper treatment and neglect of precautions. + +I need not enter into the particulars, but this in fact was the case. + +He did not say much in answer to my accusation, but merely replied:— + +“I make allowances for you; but, Dr. Therne, it is time that somebody +taught you that people’s reputations cannot be slandered with impunity. +Instead of attacking me I should recommend you to think of defending +yourself.” + +Very soon I learned the meaning of this hint. I think it was within a +week of my wife’s funeral that I heard that Sir Thomas Colford, +together with all his relations and those of the deceased lady, were +absolutely furious with me. Awaking from my stupor of grief, I wrote a +letter to Sir Thomas expressing my deep regret at the misfortune that I +had been the innocent means of bringing upon him. To this letter I +received a reply by hand, scrawled upon half a sheet of notepaper. It +ran:— + +“Sir Thomas Colford is surprised that Dr. Therne should think it worth +while to add falsehood to murder.” + +Then, for the first time, I understood in what light my terrible +misfortune was regarded by the public. A few days later I received +further enlightenment, this time from the lips of an inspector of +police, who called upon me with a warrant of arrest on the charge of +having done manslaughter on the body of Dame Blanche Colford. + +That night I spent in Dunchester Jail, and next morning I was brought +before the bench of magistrates, who held a special session to try my +case. The chairman, whom I knew well, very kindly asked me if I did not +wish for legal assistance. I replied, “No, I have nothing to defend,” +which he seemed to think a hard saying, at any rate he looked +surprised. On the other side counsel were employed nominally on behalf +of the Crown, although in reality the prosecution, which in such a case +was unusual if not unprecedented, had been set on foot and undertaken +by the Colford family. + +The “information” was read by the clerk, in which I was charged with +culpable negligence and wilfully doing certain things that caused the +death of Blanche Colford. I stood there in the dock listening, and +wondering what possible evidence could be adduced against me in support +of such a charge. After the formal witnesses, relations and doctors, +who testified to my being called in to attend on Lady Colford, to the +course of the illness and the cause of death, etc., Sir John Bell was +called. “Now,” I thought to myself, “this farce will come to an end, +for Bell will explain the facts.” + +The counsel for the prosecution began by asking Sir John various +questions concerning the terrible malady known as puerperal fever, and +especially with reference to its contagiousness. Then he passed on to +the events of the day when I was called in to attend upon Lady Colford. +Sir John described how he had visited my late wife, and, from various +symptoms which she had developed somewhat suddenly, to his grief and +surprise, had come to the conclusion that she had fallen victim to +puerperal fever. This evidence, to begin with, was not true, for +although he suspected the ailment on that afternoon he was not sure of +it until the following morning. + +“What happened then, Sir John?” asked the counsel. + +“Leaving my patient I hurried downstairs to see Dr. Therne, and found +him just stepping from his consulting-room into the hall.” + +“Did he speak to you?” + +“Yes. He said ‘How do you do?’ and then added, before I could tell him +about his wife, ‘I am rather in luck to-day; they are calling me in to +take Lady Colford’s case.’ I said I was glad to hear it, but that I +thought he had better let some one else attend her ladyship. He looked +astonished, and asked why. I said, ‘Because, my dear fellow, I am +afraid that your wife has developed puerperal fever, and the nurse +tells me that you were in her room not long ago.’ He replied that it +was impossible, as he had looked at her and thought her all right +except for a little headache. I said that I trusted that I might be +wrong, but if nearly forty years’ experience went for anything I was +not wrong. Then he flew into a passion, and said that if anything was +the matter with his wife it was my fault, as I must have brought the +contagion or neglected to take the usual antiseptic precautions. I told +him that he should not make such statements without an atom of proof, +but, interrupting me, he declared that, fever or no fever, he would +attend upon Lady Colford, as he could not afford to throw away the best +chance he had ever had. I said, ‘My dear fellow, don’t be mad. Why, if +anything happened to her under the circumstances, I believe that, after +I have warned you, you would be liable to be criminally prosecuted for +culpable negligence.’ ‘Thank you,’ he answered, ‘nothing will happen to +her, I know my own business, and I will take the chance of that’; and +then, before I could speak again, lifting up his bag from the chair on +which he had placed it, he opened the front door and went out.” + +I will not attempt, especially after this lapse of years, to describe +the feelings with which I listened to this amazing evidence. The black +wickedness and the cold-blooded treachery of the man overwhelmed and +paralysed me, so that when, after some further testimony, the chairman +asked me if I had any questions to put to the witness, I could only +stammer:— + +“It is a lie, an infamous lie!” + +“No, no,” said the chairman kindly, “if you wish to make a statement, +you will have an opportunity of doing so presently. Have you any +questions to ask the witness?” + +I shook my head. How could I question him on such falsehoods? Then came +the nurse, who, amidst a mass of other information, calmly swore that, +standing on the second landing, whither she had accompanied Sir John +from his patient’s room, she heard a lengthy conversation proceeding +between him and me, and caught the words, “I will take the chance of +that,” spoken in my voice. + +Again I had no questions to ask, but I remembered that this nurse was a +person who for a long while had been employed by Sir John Bell, and one +over whom he very probably had some hold. + +Then I was asked if I had any witness, but, now that my wife was dead, +what witness could I call?—indeed, I could not have called her had she +been alive. Then, having been cautioned in the ordinary form, that +whatever I said might be given as evidence against me at my trial, I +was asked if I wished to make any statement. + +I did make a statement of the facts so far as I knew them, adding that +the evidence of Sir John Bell and the nurse was a tissue of falsehoods, +and that the former had been my constant enemy ever since I began to +practise in Dunchester, and more especially since the issue of a +certain case, in the treatment of which I had proved him to be wrong. +When my statement had been taken down and I had signed it, the +chairman, after a brief consultation with his companions, announced +that, as those concerned had thought it well to institute this +prosecution, in the face of the uncontradicted evidence of Sir John +Bell the bench had no option but to send me to take my trial at the +Dunchester Assizes, which were to be held on that day month. In order, +however, to avoid the necessity of committing me to jail, they would be +prepared to take bail for my appearance in a sum of 500 pounds from +myself, and 500 pounds, in two sureties of 250 pounds, or one of the +whole amount. + +Now I looked about me helplessly, for I had no relations in Dunchester, +where I had not lived long enough to form friends sufficiently true to +be willing to thus identify themselves publicly with a man in great +trouble. + +“Thank you for your kindness,” I said, “but I think that I must go to +prison, for I do not know whom to ask to go bail for me.” + +As I spoke there was a stir at the back of the crowded court, and an +ungentle voice called out, “I’ll go bail for you, lad.” + +“Step forward whoever spoke,” said the clerk, and a man advanced to the +table. + +He was a curious and not very healthy-looking person of about fifty +years of age, ill-dressed in seedy black clothes and a flaming red tie, +with a fat, pale face, a pugnacious mouth, and a bald head, on the top +of which isolated hairs stood up stiffly. I knew him by sight, for once +he had argued with me at a lecture I gave on sanitary matters, when I +was told that he was a draper by trade, and, although his shop was by +no means among the most important, that he was believed to be one of +the richest men in Dunchester. Also he was a fierce faddist and a +pillar of strength to the advanced wing of the Radical party. + +“What is your name?” asked a clerk. + +“Look you here, young man,” he answered, “don’t have the impertinence +to try your airs and graces on with me. Seeing that you’ve owed me 24 +pounds 3s. 6d. for the last three years for goods supplied, you know +well enough what my name is, or if you don’t I will show it to you at +the bottom of a county court summons.” + +“It is my duty to ask you your name,” responded the disconcerted clerk +when the laughter which this sally provoked had subsided. + +“Oh, very well. Stephen Strong is my name, and I may tell you that it +is good at the bottom of a cheque for any reasonable amount. Well, I’m +here to go bail for that young man. I know nothing of him except that I +put him on his back in a ditch in an argument we had one night last +winter in the reading-room yonder. I don’t know whether he infected the +lady or whether he didn’t, but I do know, that like most of the +poisoning calf-worshipping crowd who call themselves Vaccinators, this +Bell is a liar, and that if he did, it wasn’t his fault because it was +God’s will that she should die, and he’d a been wrong to try and +interfere with Him. So name your sum and I’ll stand the shot.” + +All of this tirade had been said, or rather shouted, in a strident +voice and in utter defiance of the repeated orders of the chairman that +he should be silent. Mr. Stephen Strong was not a person very amenable +to authority. Now, however, when he had finished his say he not only +filled in the bail bond but offered to hand up a cheque for 500 pounds +then and there. + +When it was over I thanked him, but he only answered:— + +“Don’t you thank me. I do it because I will not see folk locked up for +this sort of nonsense about diseases and the like, as though the +Almighty who made us don’t know when to send sickness and when to keep +it away, when to make us live and when to make us die. Now do you want +any money to defend yourself with?” + +I answered that I did not, and, having thanked him again, we parted +without more words, as I was in no mood to enter into an argument with +an enthusiast of this hopeless, but to me, convenient nature. + + + + +CHAPTER V +THE TRIAL + + +Although it took place so long ago, I suppose that a good many people +still remember the case of “The Queen _versus_ Therne,” which attracted +a great deal of attention at the time. The prosecution, as I have said, +was set on foot by the relations of the deceased Lady Colford, who, +being very rich and powerful people, were able to secure the advocacy +of one of the most eminent criminal lawyers of the day, with whom were +briefed sundry almost equally eminent juniors. Indeed no trouble or +expense was spared that could help to ensure my conviction. + +On my behalf also appeared a well-known Q.C., and with him two juniors. +The judge who tried the case was old and experienced but had the +reputation of being severe, and from its very commencement I could see +that the perusal of the depositions taken in the magistrates’ court, +where it will be remembered I was not defended, had undoubtedly biased +his mind against me. As for the jury, they were a respectable-looking +quiet set of men, who might be relied upon to do justice according to +their lights. Of those who were called from the panel and answered to +their names two, by the way, were challenged by the Crown and rejected +because, I was told, they were professed anti-vaccinationists. + +On the appointed day and hour, speaking in a very crowded court, +counsel for the Crown opened the case against me, demonstrating clearly +that in the pursuit of my own miserable ends I had sacrificed the life +of a young, high-placed and lovely fellow-creature, and brought +bereavement and desolation upon her husband and family. Then he +proceeded to call evidence, which was practically the same as that +which had been given before the magistrates, although the husband and +Lady Colford’s nurse were examined, and, on my behalf, cross-examined +at far greater length. + +After the adjournment for lunch Sir John Bell was put into the +witness-box, where, with a little additional detail, he repeated almost +word for word what he had said before. Listening to him my heart sank, +for he made an excellent witness, quiet, self-contained, and, to all +appearance, not a little affected by the necessity under which he found +himself of exposing the evil doings of a brother practitioner. I +noticed with dismay also that his evidence produced a deep effect upon +the minds of all present, judge and jury not excepted. + +Then came the cross-examination, which certainly was a brilliant +performance, for under it were shown that from the beginning Sir John +Bell had certainly borne me ill-will; that to his great chagrin I had +proved myself his superior in a medical controversy, and that the fever +which my wife contracted was in all human probability due to his +carelessness and want of precautions while in attendance upon her. When +this cross-examination was concluded the court rose for the day, and, +being on bail, I escaped from the dock until the following morning. + +I returned to my house and went up to the nursery to see the baby, who +was a very fine and healthy infant. At first I could scarcely bear to +look at this child, remembering always that indirectly it had been the +cause of its dear mother’s death. But now, when I was so lonely, for +even those who called themselves my friends had fallen away from me in +the time of trial, I felt drawn towards the helpless little thing. + +I kissed it and put it back into its cradle, and was about to leave the +room when the nurse, a respectable widow woman with a motherly air, +asked me straight out what were my wishes about the child and by what +name it was to be baptised, seeing that when I was in jail she might +not be able to ascertain them. The good woman’s question made me wince, +but, recognising that in view of eventualities these matters must be +arranged, I took a sheet of paper and wrote down my instructions, which +were briefly that the child should be named Emma Jane after its mother +and mine, and that the nurse, Mrs. Baker, should take it to her +cottage, and be paid a weekly sum for its maintenance. + +Having settled these disagreeable details I went downstairs, but not to +the dinner that was waiting for me, as after the nurse’s questions I +did not feel equal to facing the other domestics. Leaving the house I +walked about the streets seeking some small eating-place where I could +dine without being recognised. As I wandered along wearily I heard a +harsh voice behind me calling me by name, and, turning, found that the +speaker was Mr. Stephen Strong. Even in the twilight there was no +possibility of mistaking his flaming red tie. + +“You are worried and tired, doctor,” said the harsh voice. “Why ain’t +you with your friends, instead of tramping the streets after that long +day in court?” + +“Because I have no friends left,” I answered, for I had arrived at that +stage of humiliation when a man no longer cares to cloak the truth. + +A look of pity passed over Mr. Strong’s fat face, and the lines about +the pugnacious mouth softened a little. + +“Is that so?” he said. “Well, young man, you’re learning now what +happens to those who put their faith in fashionable folk and not in the +Lord. Rats can’t scuttle from a sinking ship faster than fashionable +folk from a friend in trouble. You come along and have a bit of supper +with me and my missis. We’re humble trades-folk, but, perhaps as things +are, you won’t mind that.” + +I accepted Mr. Strong’s invitation with gratitude, indeed his kindness +touched me. Leading me to his principal shop, we passed through it and +down a passage to a sitting-room heavily furnished with solid +horsehair-seated chairs and a sofa. In the exact centre of this sofa, +reading by the light of a lamp with a pink shade which was placed on a +table behind her, sat a prim grey-haired woman dressed in a black silk +dress and apron and a lace cap with lappets. I noticed at once that the +right lappet was larger than the left. Evidently it had been made so +with the design of hiding a patch of affected skin below the ear, which +looked to me as though it had been caused by the malady called lupus. I +noticed further that the little woman was reading an anti-vaccination +tract with a fearful picture of a diseased arm upon its cover. + +“Martha,” said Mr. Strong, “Dr. Therne, whom they’re trying at the +court yonder, has come in for supper. Dr. Therne, that’s my wife.” + +Mrs. Strong rose and offered her hand. She was a thin person, with +rather refined features, a weak mouth, and kindly blue eyes. + +“I’m sure you are welcome,” she said in a small monotonous voice. “Any +of Stephen’s friends are welcome, and more especially those of them who +are suffering persecution for the Right.” + +“That is not exactly my case, madam,” I answered, “for if I had done +what they accuse me of I should deserve hanging, but I did not do it.” + +“I believe you, doctor,” she said, “for you have true eyes. Also +Stephen says so. But in any case the death of the dear young woman was +God’s will, and if it was God’s will, how can you be responsible?” + +While I was wondering what answer I should make to this strange +doctrine a servant girl announced that supper was ready, and we went +into the next room to partake of a meal, plain indeed, but of most +excellent quality. Moreover, I was glad to find, unlike his wife, who +touched nothing but water, that Mr. Strong did not include teetotalism +among his eccentricities. On the contrary, he produced a bottle of +really fine port for my especial benefit. + +In the course of our conversation I discovered that the Strongs, who +had had no children, devoted themselves to the propagation of various +“fads.” Mr. Strong indeed was anti-everything, but, which is rather +uncommon in such a man, had no extraneous delusions; that is to say, he +was not a Christian Scientist, or a Blavatskyist, or a Great +Pyramidist. Mrs. Strong, however, had never got farther than +anti-vaccination, to her a holy cause, for she set down the skin +disease with which she was constitutionally afflicted to the credit, or +discredit, of vaccination practised upon her in her youth. Outside of +this great and absorbing subject her mind occupied itself almost +entirely with that well-known but most harmless of the crazes, the +theory that we Anglo-Saxons are the progeny of the ten lost Tribes of +Israel. + +Steering clear of anti-vaccination, I showed an intelligent sympathy +with her views and deductions concerning the ten Tribes, which so +pleased the gentle little woman that, forgetting the uncertainty of my +future movements, she begged me to come and see her as often as I +liked, and in the meanwhile presented me with a pile of literature +connected with the supposed wanderings of the Tribes. Thus began my +acquaintance with my friend and benefactress, Martha Strong. + +At ten o’clock on the following morning I returned to the dock, and the +nurse repeated her evidence in corroboration of Sir John’s testimony. A +searching cross-examination showed her not to be a very trustworthy +person, but on this particular point it was impossible to shake her +story, because there was no standing ground from which it could be +attacked. Then followed some expert evidence whereby, amongst other +things, the Crown proved to the jury the fearfully contagious nature of +puerperal fever, which closed the case for the prosecution. After this +my counsel, reserving his address, called the only testimony I was in a +position to produce, that of several witnesses to character and to +medical capacity. + +When the last of these gentlemen, none of whom were cross-examined, +stood down, my counsel addressed the Court, pointing out that my mouth +being closed by the law of the land—for this trial took place before +the passing of the Criminal Evidence Act—I was unable to go into the +box and give on oath my version of what had really happened in this +matter. Nor could I produce any witnesses to disprove the story which +had been told against me, because, unhappily, no third person was +present at the crucial moments. Now, this story rested entirely on the +evidence of Sir John Bell and the nurse, and if it was true I must be +mad as well as bad, since a doctor of my ability would well know that +under the circumstances he would very probably carry contagion, with +the result that a promising professional career might be ruined. +Moreover, had he determined to risk it, he would have taken extra +precautions in the sick-room to which he was called, and this it was +proved I had not done. Now the statement made by me before the +magistrates had been put in evidence, and in it I said that the tale +was an absolute invention on the part of Sir John Bell, and that when I +went to see Lady Colford I had no knowledge whatsoever that my wife was +suffering from an infectious ailment. This, he submitted, was the true +version of the story, and he confidently asked the jury not to blast +the career of an able and rising man, but by their verdict to reinstate +him in the position which he had temporarily and unjustly lost. + +In reply, the leading counsel for the Crown said that it was neither +his wish nor his duty to strain the law against me, or to put a worse +interpretation upon the facts than they would bear under the strictest +scrutiny. He must point out, however, that if the contention of his +learned friend were correct, Sir John Bell was one of the wickedest +villains who ever disgraced the earth. + +In summing up the judge took much the same line. The case, that was of +a character upon which it was unusual though perfectly allowable to +found a criminal prosecution, he pointed out, rested solely upon the +evidence of Sir John Bell, corroborated as it was by the nurse. If that +evidence was correct, then, to satisfy my own ambition or greed, I had +deliberately risked and, as the issue showed, had taken the life of a +lady who in all confidence was entrusted to my care. Incredible as such +wickedness might seem, the jury must remember that it was by no means +unprecedented. At the same time there was a point that had been +scarcely dwelt upon by counsel to which he would call their attention. +According to Sir John Bell’s account, it was from his lips that I first +learned that my wife was suffering from a peculiarly dangerous ailment. +Yet, in his report of the conversation that followed between us, which +he gave practically verbatim, I had not expressed a single word of +surprise and sorrow at this dreadful intelligence, which to an +affectionate husband would be absolutely overwhelming. As it had been +proved by the evidence of the nurse and elsewhere that my relations +with my young wife were those of deep affection, this struck him as a +circumstance so peculiar that he was inclined to think that in this +particular Sir John’s memory must be at fault. + +There was, however, a wide difference between assuming that a portion +of the conversation had escaped a witness’s memory and disbelieving all +that witness’s evidence. As the counsel for the Crown had said, if he +had not, as he swore, warned me, and I had not, as he swore, refused to +listen to his warning, then Sir John Bell was a moral monster. That he, +Sir John, at the beginning of my career in Dunchester had shown some +prejudice and animus against me was indeed admitted. Doubtless, being +human, he was not pleased at the advent of a brilliant young rival, who +very shortly proceeded to prove him in the wrong in the instance of one +of his own patients, but that he had conquered this feeling, as a man +of generous impulses would naturally do, appeared to be clear from the +fact that he had volunteered to attend upon that rival’s wife in her +illness. + +From all these facts the jury would draw what inferences seemed just to +them, but he for one found it difficult to ask them to include among +these the inference that a man who for more than a generation had +occupied a very high position among them, whose reputation, both in and +out of his profession, was great, and who had received a special mark +of favour from the Crown, was in truth an evil-minded and most +malevolent perjurer. Yet, if the statement of the accused was to be +accepted, that would appear to be the case. Of course, however, there +remained the possibility that in the confusion of a hurried interview I +might have misunderstood Sir John Bell’s words, or that he might have +misunderstood mine, or, lastly, as had been suggested, that having come +to the conclusion that Sir John could not possibly form a trustworthy +opinion on the nature of my wife’s symptoms without awaiting their +further development, I had determined to neglect advice, in which, as a +doctor myself, I had no confidence. + +This was the gist of his summing up, but, of course, there was a great +deal more which I have not set down. The jury, wishing to consider +their verdict, retired, an example that was followed by the judge. His +departure was the signal for an outburst of conversation in the crowded +court, which hummed like a hive of startled bees. The superintendent of +police, who, I imagine, had his own opinion of Sir John Bell and of the +value of his evidence, very kindly placed a chair for me in the dock, +and there on that bad eminence I sat to be studied by a thousand +curious and for the most part unsympathetic eyes. Lady Colford had been +very popular. Her husband and relations, who were convinced of my guilt +and sought to be avenged upon me, were very powerful, therefore the +fashionable world of Dunchester, which was doctored by Sir John Bell, +was against me almost to a woman. + +The jury were long in coming back, and in time I accustomed myself to +the staring and comments, and began to think out the problem of my +position. It was clear to me that, so far as my future was concerned, +it did not matter what verdict the jury gave. In any case I was a +ruined man in this and probably in every other country. And there, +opposite to me, sat the villain who with no excuse of hot blood or the +pressure of sudden passion, had deliberately sworn away my honour and +livelihood. He was chatting easily to one of the counsel for the Crown, +when presently he met my eyes and in them read my thoughts. I suppose +that the man had a conscience somewhere; probably, indeed, his +treatment of me had not been premeditated, but was undertaken in a +hurry to save himself from well-merited attack. The lie once told there +was no escape for him, who henceforth must sound iniquity to its +depths. + +Suddenly, in the midst of his conversation, Sir John became silent and +his lips turned pale and trembled; then, remarking abruptly that he +could waste no more time on this miserable business, he rose and left +the court. Evidently the barrister to whom he was talking had observed +to what this change of demeanour was due, for he looked first at me in +the dock and next at Sir John Bell as, recovering his pomposity, he +made his way through the crowd. Then he grew reflective, and pushing +his wig back from his forehead he stared at the ceiling and whistled to +himself softly. + +It was very evident that the jury found a difficulty in making up their +minds, for minute after minute went by and still they did not return. +Indeed, they must have been absent quite an hour and a half when +suddenly the superintendent of police removed the chair which he had +given me and informed me that “they” were coming. + +With a curious and impersonal emotion, as a man might consider a case +in which he had no immediate concern, I studied their faces while one +by one they filed into the box. The anxiety had been so great and so +prolonged that I rejoiced it was at length coming to its end, whatever +that end might be. + +The judge having returned to his seat on the bench, in the midst of the +most intense silence the clerk asked the jury whether they found the +prisoner guilty or not guilty. Rising to his feet, the foreman, a +dapper little man with a rapid utterance, said, or rather read from a +piece of paper, “_Not guilty_, but we hope that in future Dr. Therne +will be more careful about conveying infection.” + +“That is a most improper verdict,” broke in the judge with irritation, +“for it acquits the accused and yet implies that he is guilty. Dr. +Therne, you are discharged. I repeat that I regret that the jury should +have thought fit to add a very uncalled-for rider to their verdict.” + +I left the dock and pushed my way through the crowd. Outside the +court-house I came face to face with Sir Thomas Colford. A sudden +impulse moved me to speak to him. + +“Sir Thomas,” I began, “now that I have been acquitted by a jury——” + +“Pray, Dr. Therne,” he broke in, “say no more, for the less said the +better. It is useless to offer explanations to a man whose wife you +have murdered.” + +“But, Sir Thomas, that is false. When I visited Lady Colford I knew +nothing of my wife’s condition.” + +“Sir,” he replied, “in this matter I have to choose between the word of +Sir John Bell, who, although unfortunately my wife did not like him as +a doctor, has been my friend for over twenty years, and your word, with +whom I have been acquainted for one year. Under these circumstances, I +believe Sir John Bell, and that you are a guilty man. Nine people out +of every ten in Dunchester believe this, and, what is more, the jury +believed it also, although for reasons which are easily to be +understood they showed mercy to you,” and, turning on his heel, he +walked away from me. + +I also walked away to my own desolate home, and, sitting down in the +empty consulting-room, contemplated the utter ruin that had overtaken +me. My wife was gone and my career was gone, and to whatever part of +the earth I might migrate an evil reputation would follow me. And all +this through no fault of mine. + +Whilst I still sat brooding a man was shown into the room, a smiling +little black-coated person, in whom I recognised the managing clerk of +the firm of solicitors that had conducted the case for the prosecution. + +“Not done with your troubles yet, Dr. Therne, I fear,” he said +cheerfully; “out of the criminal wood into the civil swamp,” and he +laughed as he handed me a paper. + +“What is this?” I asked. + +“Statement of claim in the case of Colford v. Therne; damages laid at +10,000 pounds, which, I daresay, you will agree is not too much for the +loss of a young wife. You see, doctor, Sir Thomas is downright wild +with you, and so are all the late lady’s people. As he can’t lock you +up, he intends to ruin you by means of an action. If he had listened to +me, that is what he would have begun with, leaving the criminal law +alone. It’s a nasty treacherous thing is the criminal law, and you +can’t be sure of your man however black things may look against him. I +never thought they could convict you, doctor, never; for, as the old +judge said, you see it is quite unusual to prosecute criminally in +cases of this nature, and the jury won’t send a man to jail for a +little mistake of the sort. But they will ‘cop’ you in damages, a +thousand or fifteen hundred, and then the best thing that you can do +will be to go bankrupt, or perhaps you had better clear before the +trial comes on.” + +I groaned aloud, but the little man went on cheerfully:— + +“Same solicitors, I suppose? I’ll take the other things to them so as +not to bother you more than I can help. Good-afternoon; I’m downright +glad that they didn’t convict you, and as for old Bell, he’s as mad as +a hatter, though of course everybody knows what the jury meant—the +judge was pretty straight about it, wasn’t he?—he chooses to think that +it amounts to calling him a liar. Well, now I come to think of it, +there are one or two things—so perhaps he is. Good-afternoon, doctor. +Let’s see, you have the original and I will take the duplicate,” and he +vanished. + +When the clerk had gone I went on thinking. Things were worse than I +had believed, for it seemed that I was not even clear of my legal +troubles. Already this trial had cost me a great deal, and I was in no +position to stand the financial strain of a second appearance in the +law courts. Also the man was right; although I had been acquitted on +the criminal charge, if the same evidence were given by Sir John Bell +and the nurse in a civil action, without any manner of doubt I should +be cast in heavy damages. Well, I could only wait and see what +happened. + +But was it worth while? Was anything worth while? The world had treated +me very cruelly; a villain had lied away my reputation and the world +believed him, so that henceforth I must be one of its outcasts and +black sheep; an object of pity and contempt among the members of my +profession. It was doubtful whether, having been thus exposed and made +bankrupt, I could ever again obtain a respectable practice. Indeed, the +most that I might hope for would be some small appointment on the west +coast of Africa, or any other poisonous place, which no one else would +be inclined to accept, where I might live—until I died. + +The question that occurred to me that evening was whether it would not +be wiser on the whole to accept defeat, own myself beaten, and ring +down the curtain—not a difficult matter for a doctor to deal with. The +arguments for such a course were patent; what were those against it? + +The existence of my child? Well, by the time that she grew up, if she +lived to grow up, all the trouble and scandal would be forgotten, and +the effacement of a discredited parent could be no great loss to her. +Moreover, my life was insured for 3000 pounds in an office that took +the risk of suicide. + +Considerations of religion? These had ceased to have any weight with +me. I was brought up to believe in a good and watching Providence, but +the events of the last few months had choked that belief. If there was +a God who guarded us, why should He have allowed the existence of my +wife to be sacrificed to the carelessness, and all my hopes to the +villainy, of Sir John Bell? The reasoning was inconclusive, perhaps—for +who can know the ends of the Divinity?—but it satisfied my mind at the +time, and for the rest I have never really troubled to reopen the +question. + +The natural love of life for its own sake? It had left me. What more +had life to offer? Further, what is called “love of life” frequently +enough is little more than fear of the hereafter or of death, and of +the physical act of death I had lost my terror, shattered as I was by +sorrow and shame. Indeed, at that moment I could have welcomed it +gladly, since to me it meant the perfect rest of oblivion. + +So in the end I determined that I would leave this lighted house of +Life and go out into the dark night, and at once. Unhappy was it for me +and for hundreds of other human beings that the decree of fate, or +chance, brought my designs to nothing. + +First I wrote a letter to be handed to the reporters at the inquest for +publication in the newspapers, in which I told the true story of Lady +Colford’s case and denounced Bell as a villain whose perjury had driven +me to self-murder. After this I wrote a second letter, to be given to +my daughter if she lived to come to years of discretion, setting out +the facts that brought me to my end and asking her to pardon me for +having left her. This done it seemed that my worldly business was +completed, so I set about leaving the world. + +Going to a medicine chest I reflected a little. Finally I decided on +prussic acid; its after effects are unpleasant but its action is swift +and certain. What did it matter to me if I turned black and smelt of +almonds when I was dead? + + + + +CHAPTER VI +THE GATE OF DARKNESS + + +Taking the phial from the chest I poured an ample but not an over dose +of the poison into a medicine glass, mixing it with a little water, so +that it might be easier to swallow. I lingered as long as I could over +these preparations, but they came to an end too soon. + +Now there seemed to be nothing more to do except to transfer that +little measure of white fluid from the glass to my mouth, and thus to +open the great door at whose bolts and bars we stare blankly from the +day of birth to the day of death. Every panel of that door is painted +with a different picture touched to individual taste. Some are +beautiful, and some are grim, and some are neutral-tinted and +indefinite. My favourite picture used to be one of a boat floating on a +misty ocean, and in the boat a man sleeping—myself, dreaming happily, +dreaming always. + +But that picture had gone now, and in place of it was one of blackness, +not the tumultuous gloom of a stormy night, but dead, cold, +unfathomable blackness. Without a doubt _that_ was what lay behind the +door—only that. So soon as ever my wine was swallowed and those mighty +hinges began to turn I should see a wall of blackness thrusting itself +’twixt door and lintel. Yes, it would creep forward, now pausing, now +advancing, until at length it wrapped me round and stifled out my +breath like a death mask of cold clay. Then sight would die and sound +would die and to all eternities there would be silence, silence while +the stars grew old and crumbled, silence while they took form again far +in the void, for ever and for ever dumb, dreadful, conquering silence. + +That was the only real picture, the rest were mere efforts of the +imagination. And yet, what if some of them were also true? What if the +finished landscape that lay beyond the doom-door was but developed from +the faint sketch traced by the strivings of our spirit—to each man his +own picture, but filled in, perfected, vivified a thousandfold, for +terror or for joy perfect and inconceivable? + +The thought was fascinating, but not without its fears. It was strange +that a man who had abandoned hopes should still be haunted by +fears—like everything else in the world, this is unjust. For a little +while, five or ten minutes, not more than ten, I would let my mind +dwell on that thought, trying to dig down to its roots which doubtless +drew their strength from the foetid slime of human superstition, trying +to behold its topmost branches where they waved in sparkling light. No, +that was not the theory; I must imagine those invisible branches as +grim skeletons of whitened wood, standing stirless in that atmosphere +of overwhelming night. + +So I sat myself in a chair, placing the medicine glass with the draught +of bane upon the table before me, and, to make sure that I did not +exceed the ten minutes, near to it my travelling clock. As I sat thus I +fell into a dream or vision. I seemed to see myself standing upon the +world, surrounded by familiar sights and sounds. There in the west the +sun sank in splendour, and the sails of a windmill that turned slowly +between its orb and me were now bright as gold, and now by contrast +black as they dipped into the shadow. Near the windmill was a +cornfield, and beyond the cornfield stood a cottage whence came the +sound of lowing cattle and the voices of children. Down a path that ran +through the ripening corn walked a young man and a maid, their arms +twined about each other, while above their heads a lark poured out its +song. + +But at my very feet this kindly earth and all that has life upon it +vanished quite away, and there in its place, seen through a giant +portal, was the realm of darkness that I had pictured—darkness so +terrible, so overpowering, and so icy that my living blood froze at the +sight of it. Presently something stirred in the darkness, for it +trembled like shaken water. A shape came forward to the edge of the +gateway so that the light of the setting sun fell upon it, making it +visible. I looked and knew that it was the phantom of my lost wife +wrapped in her last garments. There she stood, sad and eager-faced, +with quick-moving lips, from which no echo reached my ears. There she +stood, beating the air with her hands as though to bar that path +against me. . . . + +I awoke with a start, to see standing over against me in the gloom of +the doorway, not the figure of my wife come from the company of the +dead with warning on her lips, but that of Stephen Strong. Yes, it was +he, for the light of the candle that I had lit when I went to seek the +drug fell full upon his pale face and large bald head. + +“Hullo, doctor,” he said in his harsh but not unkindly voice, “having a +nip and a nap, eh? What’s your tipple? Hollands it looks, but it smells +more like peach brandy. May I taste it? I’m a judge of hollands,” and +he lifted the glass of prussic acid and water from the table. + +In an instant my dazed faculties were awake, and with a swift motion I +had knocked the glass from his hand, so that it fell upon the floor and +was shattered. + +“Ah!” he said, “I _thought_ so. And now, young man, perhaps you will +tell me why you were playing a trick like that?” + +“Why?” I answered bitterly. “Because my wife is dead; because my name +is disgraced; because my career is ruined; because they have commenced +a new action against me, and, if I live, I must become a bankrupt——” + +“And you thought that you could make all these things better by killing +yourself. Doctor, I didn’t believe that you were such a fool. You say +you have done nothing to be ashamed of, and I believe you. Well, then, +what does it matter what these folk think? For the rest, when a man +finds himself in a tight place, he shouldn’t knock under, he should +fight his way through. You’re in a tight place, I know, but I was once +in a tighter, yes, I did what you have nearly done—I went to jail on a +false charge and false evidence. But I didn’t commit suicide. I served +my time, and I think it crazed me a bit though it was only a month; at +any rate, I was what they call a crank when I came out, which I wasn’t +when I went in. Then I set to work and showed up those for whom I had +done time—living or dead they’ll never forget Stephen Strong, I’ll +warrant—and after that I turned to and became the head of the Radical +party and one of the richest men in Dunchester; why, I might have been +in Parliament half a dozen times over if I had chosen, although I am +only a draper. Now, if I have done all this, why can’t you, who have +twice my brains and education, do as much? + +“Nobody will employ you? I will find folk who will employ you. Action +for damages? I’ll stand the shot of that however it goes; I love a +lawsuit, and a thousand or two won’t hurt me. And now I came round here +to ask you to supper, and I think you’ll be better drinking port with +Stephen Strong than hell-fire with another tradesman, whom I won’t +name. Before we go, however, just give me your word of honour that +there shall be no more of this sort of thing,” and he pointed to the +broken glass, “now or afterwards, as I don’t want to be mixed up with +inquests.” + +“I promise,” I answered presently. + +“That will do,” said Mr. Strong, as he led the way to the door. + +I need not dwell upon the further events of that evening, inasmuch as +they were almost a repetition of those of the previous night. Mrs. +Strong received me kindly in her faded fashion, and, after a few +inquiries about the trial, sought refuge in her favourite topic of the +lost Tribes. Indeed, I remember that she was rather put out because I +had not already mastered the books and pamphlets which she had given +me. In the end, notwithstanding the weariness of her feeble folly, I +returned home in much better spirits. + +For the next month or two nothing of note happened to me, except indeed +that the action for damages brought against me by Sir Thomas Colford +was suddenly withdrawn. Although it never transpired publicly, I +believe that the true reason of this collapse was that Sir John Bell +flatly refused to appear in court and submit himself to further +examination, and without Sir John Bell there was no evidence against +me. But the withdrawal of this action did not help me professionally; +indeed the fine practice which I was beginning to get together had +entirely vanished away. Not a creature came near my consulting-room, +and scarcely a creature called me in. The prosecution and the verdict +of the jury, amounting as it did to one of “not proven” only, had +ruined me. By now my small resources were almost exhausted, and I could +see that very shortly the time would come when I should no longer know +where to turn for bread for myself and my child. + +One morning as I was sitting in my consulting-room, moodily reading a +medical textbook for want of something else to do, the front door bell +rang. “A patient at last,” I thought to myself with a glow of hope. I +was soon undeceived, however, for the servant opened the door and +announced Mr. Stephen Strong. + +“How do you do, doctor?” he said briskly. “You will wonder why I am +here at such an hour. Well, it is on business. I want you to come with +me to see two sick children.” + +“Certainly,” I said, and we started. + +“Who are the children and what is the matter with them?” I asked +presently. + +“Son and daughter of a working boot-maker named Samuels. As to what is +the matter with them, you can judge of that for yourself,” he replied +with a grim smile. + +Passing into the poorer part of the city, at length we reached a +cobbler’s shop with a few pairs of roughly-made boots on sale in the +window. In the shop sat Mr. Samuels, a dour-looking man of about forty. + +“Here is the doctor, Samuels,” said Strong. + +“All right,” he answered, “he’ll find the missus and the kids in there +and a pretty sight they are; I can’t bear to look at them, I can’t.” + +Passing through the shop, we went into a back room whence came a sound +of wailing. Standing in the room was a careworn woman and in the bed +lay two children, aged three and four respectively. I proceeded at once +to my examination, and found that one child, a boy, was in a state of +extreme prostration and fever, the greater part of his body being +covered with a vivid scarlet rash. The other child, a girl, was +suffering from a terribly red and swollen arm, the inflammation being +most marked above the elbow. Both were cases of palpable and severe +erysipelas, and both of the sufferers had been vaccinated within five +days. + +“Well,” said Stephen Strong, “well, what’s the matter with them?” + +“Erysipelas,” I answered. + +“And what caused the erysipelas? Was it the vaccination?” + +“It may have been the vaccination,” I replied cautiously. + +“Come here, Samuels,” called Strong. “Now, then, tell the doctor your +story.” + +“There’s precious little story about it,” said the poor man, keeping +his back towards the afflicted children. “I have been pulled up three +times and fined because I didn’t have the kids vaccinated, not being +any believer in vaccination myself ever since my sister’s boy died of +it, with his head all covered with sores. Well, I couldn’t pay no more +fines, so I told the missus that she might take them to the vaccination +officer, and she did five or six days ago. And there, that’s the end of +their vaccination, and damn ’em to hell, say I,” and the poor fellow +pushed his way out of the room. + +It is quite unnecessary that I should follow all the details of this +sad case. In the result, despite everything that I could do for him, +the boy died though the girl recovered. Both had been vaccinated from +the same tube of lymph. In the end I was able to force the authorities +to have the contents of tubes obtained from the same source examined +microscopically and subjected to the culture test. They were proved to +contain the streptococcus or germ of erysipelas. + +As may be imagined this case caused a great stir and much public +controversy, in which I took an active part. It was seized upon eagerly +by the anti-vaccination party, and I was quoted as the authority for +its details. In reply, the other side hinted pretty broadly that I was +a person so discredited that my testimony on this or any other matter +should be accepted with caution, an unjust aspersion which not +unnaturally did much to keep me in the enemy’s camp. Indeed it was now, +when I became useful to a great and rising party, that at length I +found friends without number, who, not content with giving me their +present support, took up the case on account of which I had stood my +trial, and, by their energy and the ventilation of its details, did +much to show how greatly I had been wronged. I did not and do not +suppose that all this friendship was disinterested, but, whatever its +motive, it was equally welcome to a crushed and deserted man. + +By slow degrees, and without my making any distinct pronouncement on +the subject, I came to be looked upon as a leading light among the very +small and select band of anti-vaccinationist men, and as such to study +the question exhaustively. Hearing that I was thus engaged, Stephen +Strong offered me a handsome salary, which I suppose came out of his +pocket, if I would consent to investigate cases in which vaccination +was alleged to have resulted in mischief. I accepted the salary since, +formally at any rate, it bound me to nothing but a course of inquiries. +During a search of two years I established to my satisfaction that +vaccination, as for the most part it was then performed, that is from +arm to arm, is occasionally the cause of blood poisoning, erysipelas, +abscesses, tuberculosis, and other dreadful ailments. These cases I +published without drawing from them any deductions whatever, with the +result that I found myself summoned to give evidence before the Royal +Commission on Vaccination which was then sitting at Westminster. When I +had given my evidence, which, each case being well established, could +scarcely be shaken, some members of the Commission attempted to draw me +into general statements as to the advantage or otherwise of the +practice of vaccination to the community. To these gentlemen I replied +that as my studies had been directed towards the effects of vaccination +in individual instances only, the argument was one upon which I +preferred not to enter. + +Had I spoken the truth, indeed, I should have confessed my inability to +support the anti-vaccinationist case, since in my opinion few people +who have studied this question with an open and impartial mind can deny +that Jenner’s discovery is one of the greatest boons—perhaps, after the +introduction of antiseptics and anaesthetics, the very greatest—that +has ever been bestowed upon suffering humanity. + +If the reader has any doubts upon the point, let him imagine a time +when, as used to happen in the days of our forefathers, almost +everybody suffered from smallpox at some period of their lives, those +escaping only whose blood was so fortified by nature that the disease +could not touch them. Let him imagine a state of affairs—and there are +still people living whose parents could remember it—when for a woman +not to be pitted with smallpox was to give her some claim to beauty, +however homely might be her features. Lastly, let him imagine what all +this means: what terror walked abroad when it was common for smallpox +to strike a family of children, and when the parents, themselves the +survivors of similar catastrophes, knew well that before it left the +house it would take its tithe of those beloved lives. Let him look at +the brasses in our old churches and among the numbers of children +represented on them as kneeling behind their parents; let him note what +a large proportion pray with their hands open. Of these, the most, I +believe, were cut off by smallpox. Let him search the registers, and +they will tell the same tale. Let him ask old people of what their +mothers told them when they were young of the working of this +pestilence in their youth. Finally, let him consider how it comes +about, if vaccination is a fraud, that some nine hundred and +ninety-nine medical men out of every thousand, not in England only, but +in all civilised countries, place so firm a belief in its virtue. Are +the doctors of the world all mad, or all engaged in a great conspiracy +to suppress the truth? + +These were my real views, as they must be the views of most intelligent +and thoughtful men; but I did not think it necessary to promulgate them +abroad, since to do so would have been to deprive myself of such means +of maintenance as remained to me. Indeed, in those days I told neither +more nor less than the truth. Evil results occasionally followed the +use of bad lymph or unclean treatment after the subject had been +inoculated. Thus most of the cases of erysipelas into which I examined +arose not from vaccination but from the dirty surroundings of the +patient. Wound a million children, however slightly, and let flies +settle on the wound or dirt accumulate in it, and the result will be +that a certain small proportion will develop erysipelas quite +independently of the effects of vaccination. + +In the same way, some amount of inoculated disease must follow the +almost promiscuous use of lymph taken from human beings. The danger is +perfectly preventable, and ought long ago to have been prevented, by +making it illegal, under heavy penalties, to use any substance except +that which has been developed in calves and scientifically treated with +glycerine, when, as I believe, no hurt can possibly follow. This is the +verdict of science and, as tens of thousands can testify, the common +experience of mankind. + + + + +CHAPTER VII +CROSSING THE RUBICON + + +My appearance as an expert before the Royal Commission gave me +considerable importance in the eyes of a large section of the +inhabitants of Dunchester. It was not the wealthiest or most +influential section indeed, although in it were numbered some rich and +powerful men. Once again I found myself with a wide and rapidly +increasing practice, and an income that was sufficient for my needs. +Mankind suffers from many ailments besides that of smallpox, indeed in +Dunchester this question of the value of vaccination was at that time +purely academical, as except for an occasional case there had been no +outbreak of smallpox for years. Now, as I have said, I was a master of +my trade, and soon proved myself competent to deal skilfully with such +illnesses, surgical or medical, as I was called upon to treat. Thus my +practice grew, especially among the small tradespeople and artisans, +who did not belong to clubs, but preferred to pay for a doctor in whom +they had confidence. + +Three years and more had gone by since that night on which I sat +opposite to a wine-glass full of poison and was the prey of visions, +when once again I received a call from Stephen Strong. With this +good-hearted, though misguided man, and his amiable, but weak-minded +wife, I had kept up an intimacy that in time ripened into genuine +friendship. On every Sunday night, and sometimes oftener, I took supper +with them, and discussed with Mrs. Strong the important questions of +our descent from the lost Tribes and whether or no the lupus from which +she suffered was the result of vaccination in infancy. + +Owing to a press of patients, to whom I was obliged to attend, I was +not able to receive Mr. Strong for nearly half an hour. + +“Things are a bit different from what they used to be, doctor,” he said +as he entered the room looking much the same as ever, with the +exception that now even his last hairs had gone, leaving him completely +bald, “there’s six more of them waiting there, and all except one can +pay a fee. Yes, the luck has turned for you since you were called in to +attend cobbler Samuels’ children, and you haven’t seen the top of it +yet, I can tell you. Now, what do you think I have come to see you +about?” + +“Can’t say. I give it up.” + +“Then I will tell you. You saw in yesterday’s paper that old brewer +Hicks, the member for Dunchester, has been raised to the peerage. I +understand he told the Government that if they kept him waiting any +longer he would stop his subscription to the party funds, and as that’s +5000 pounds a year, they gave in, believing the seat to be a safe one. +But that’s just where they make their mistake, for if we get the right +man the Rads will win.” + +“And who is the right man?” + +“James Therne, Esq., M.D.,” he answered quietly. + +“What on earth do you mean?” I asked. “How can I afford to spend from +1000 to 2000 pounds upon a contested election, and as much more a year +in subscriptions and keeping up the position if I should chance to be +returned? And how, in the name of fortune, can I be both a practising +physician and a member of Parliament?” + +“I’ll tell you, doctor, for, ever since your name was put forward by +the Liberal Council yesterday, I have seen these difficulties and been +thinking them out. Look here, you are still young, handsome, clever, +and a capital speaker with a popular audience. Also you are very +hard-working and would rise. But you’ve no money, and only what you +earn at your profession to live on, which, if you were a member of +Parliament, you couldn’t continue to earn. Well, such a man as you are +is wanted and so he must be paid for.” + +“No, no,” I said, “I am not going to be the slave of a Radical Five +Hundred, bound to do what they tell me and vote as they like; I’d +rather stick to my own trade, thank you.” + +“Don’t you be in a hurry, young man; who asked you to be any one’s +slave? Now, look here—if somebody guarantees every farthing of expense +to fight the seat, and 1200 pounds a year and outgoings if you should +be successful, and a bonus of 5000 pounds in the event of your being +subsequently defeated or electing to give up parliamentary life, will +you take on the job?” + +“On those terms, yes, I think so, provided I was sure of the guarantor, +and that he was a man from whom I could take the money.” + +“Well, you can soon judge of that, doctor, for it is I, Samuel Strong, +and I’ll deposit 10,000 pounds in the hands of a trustee before you +write your letter of acceptance. No, don’t thank me. I do it for two +reasons—first, because, having no chick or kin of my own, I happen to +have taken a fancy to you and wish to push you on. The world has +treated you badly, and I want to see you one of its masters, with all +these smart people who look down on you licking your boots, as they +will sure enough if you grow rich and powerful. That’s my private +reason. My public one is that you are the only man in Dunchester who +can win us the seat, and I’d think 10,000 pounds well spent if it put +those Tories at the bottom of the poll. I want to show them who is +“boss,” and that we won’t be lorded over by bankers and brewers just +because they are rich men who have bought themselves titles.” + +“But you are a rich man yourself,” I interrupted. + +“Yes, doctor, and I spend my money in helping those who will help the +people. Now, before you give me any answer, I’ve got to ask you a thing +or two,” and he drew a paper from his pocket. “Are you prepared to +support the abolition of ‘tied’ houses?” + +“Certainly. They are the worst monopoly in England.” + +“Graduated income-tax?” + +“Yes; the individual should pay in proportion to the property +protected.” + +“An Old Age Pension scheme?” + +“Yes, but only by means of compulsory insurance applicable to all +classes without exception.” + +“Disestablishment and Disendowment of the Church?” + +“Yes, provided its funds are pooled and reapplied to Church purposes.” + +“Payment of members and placing the cost of elections on the rates?” + +“Yes, the door of Parliament should not be shut in the face of all +except the very rich. Election expenditure is at present only a veiled +form of corruption. If it were put upon the rates it could be reduced +by at least a half, and elections would be fewer.” + +“Home Rule—no, I needn’t ask you that, for it is a dead horse which we +don’t want to flog, and now-a-days we are all in favour of a big navy, +so I think that is about everything—except, of course, +anti-vaccination, which you’ll run for all it’s worth.” + +“I never said that I would, Mr. Strong,” I answered. + +He looked at me curiously. “No, and you never said you wouldn’t. Now, +doctor, let us come to an understanding about this, for here in +Dunchester it’s worth more than all the other things put together. If +this seat is to be won, it will be won on anti-vaccination. That’s our +burning question, and that’s why you are being asked to stand, because +you’ve studied the thing and are believed to be one of the few doctors +who don’t bow the knee to Baal. So look here, let’s understand each +other. If you have any doubts about this matter, say so, and we will +have done with it, for, remember, once you are on the platform you’ve +got to go the whole hog; none of your scientific finicking, but appeals +to the people to rise up in their thousands and save their innocent +children from being offered to the Moloch of vaccination, with enlarged +photographs of nasty-looking cases, and the rest of it.” + +I listened and shivered. The inquiry into rare cases of disease after +vaccination had been interesting work, which, whatever deductions +people might choose to draw, in fact committed me to nothing. But to +become one of the ragged little regiment of medical dissenters, to +swallow all the unscientific follies of the anti-vaccination agitators, +to make myself responsible for and to promulgate their distorted +figures and wild statements—ah! that was another thing. Must I appear +upon platforms and denounce this wonderful discovery as the “law of +useless infanticide”? Must I tell people that “smallpox is really a +curative process and not the deadly scourge and pestilence that doctors +pretend it to be”? Must I maintain “that vaccination never did, never +does, and never can prevent even a single case of smallpox”? Must I +hold it up as a “law (!) of devil worship and human sacrifice to +idols”? + +If I accepted Strong’s offer it seemed that I must do all these things: +more, I must be false to my instincts, false to my training and +profession, false to my scientific knowledge. I could not do it. And +yet—when did a man in my position ever get such a chance as that which +was offered to me this day? I was ready with my tongue and fond of +public speaking; from boyhood it had been my desire to enter +Parliament, where I knew well that I should show to some advantage. +Now, without risk or expense to myself, an opportunity of gratifying +this ambition was given to me. Indeed, if I succeeded in winning this +city, which had always been a Tory stronghold, for the Radical party I +should be a marked man from the beginning, and if my career was not one +of assured prosperity the fault would be my own. Already in imagination +I saw myself rich (for in this way or in that the money would come), a +favourite of the people, a trusted minister of the Crown and +perhaps—who could tell?—ennobled, living a life of dignity and repute, +and at last leaving my honours and my fame to those who came after me. + +On the other hand, if I refused this offer the chance would pass away +from me, never to return again; it was probable even that I should lose +Stephen Strong’s friendship and support, for he was not a man who liked +his generosity to be slighted, moreover he would believe me unsound +upon his favourite dogmas. In short, for ever abandoning my brilliant +hopes I condemned myself to an experience of struggle as a doctor with +a practice among second-class people. + +After all, although the thought of it shocked me at first, the price I +was asked to pay was not so very heavy, merely one of the usual +election platform formulas, whereby the candidate binds himself to +support all sorts of things in which he has little or no beliefs. +Already I was half committed to this anti-vaccination crusade, and, if +I took a step or two farther in it, what did it matter? One crank more +added to the great army of British enthusiasts could make little +difference in the scheme of things. + +If ever a man went through a “psychological moment” in this hour I was +that man. The struggle was short and sharp, but it ended as might be +expected in the case of one of my history and character. Could I have +foreseen the dreadful issues which hung upon my decision, I believe +that rather than speak it, for the second time in my life I would have +sought the solace to be found in the phials of my medicine chest. But I +did not foresee them, I thought only of myself, of my own hopes, fears +and ambitions, forgetting that no man can live to himself alone, and +that his every deed must act and re-act upon others until humanity +ceases to exist. + +“Well,” said Mr. Strong after a two or three minutes’ pause, during +which these thoughts were wrestling in my mind. + +“Well,” I answered, “as you elegantly express it, I am prepared to go +the whole hog—it is a case of hog _versus_ calf, isn’t it?—or, for the +matter of that, a whole styful of hogs.” + +I suppose that my doubts and irritation were apparent in the inelegant +jocosity of my manner. At any rate, Stephen Strong, who was a shrewd +observer, took alarm. + +“Look here, doctor,” he said, “I am honest, I am; right or wrong I +believe in this anti-vaccination business, and we are going to run the +election on it. If you don’t believe in it—and you have no particular +call to, since every man can claim his own opinion—you’d better let it +alone, and look on all this talk as nothing. You are our first and best +man, but we have several upon the list; I’ll go on to one of them,” and +he took up his hat. + +I let him take it; I even let him walk towards the door; but, as he +approached it, I reflected that with that dogged burly form went all my +ambitions and my last chance of advancement in life. When his hand was +already on the handle, not of premeditation, but by impulse, I said:— + +“I don’t know why you should talk like that, as I think that I have +given good proof that I am no believer in vaccination.” + +“What’s that, doctor?” he asked turning round. + +“My little girl is nearly four years old and she has never been +vaccinated.” + +“Is it so?” he asked doubtfully. + +As he spoke I heard the nurse going down the passage and with her my +daughter, whom she was taking for her morning walk. I opened the door +and called Jane in, a beautiful little being with dark eyes and golden +hair. + +“Look for yourself,” I said, and, taking off the child’s coat, I showed +him both her arms. Then I kissed her and sent her back to the nurse. + +“That’s good enough, doctor, but, mind you, _she mustn’t be vaccinated +now_.” + +As he spoke the words my heart sank in me, for I understood what I had +done and the risk that I was taking. But the die was cast, or so I +thought, in my folly. It was too late to go back. + +“Don’t be afraid,” I said, “no cow poison shall be mixed with her +blood.” + +“Now I believe you, doctor,” he answered, “for a man won’t play tricks +with his only child just to help himself. I’ll take your answer to the +council, and they will send you the formal letter of invitation to +stand with the conditions attached. Before you answer it the money will +be lodged, and you shall have my bond for it. And now I must be going, +for I am wasting your time and those patients of yours will be getting +tired. If you will come to supper to-night I’ll have some of the +leaders to meet you and we can talk things over. Good-bye, we shall win +the seat; so sure as my name is Stephen Strong we shall win on the A.V. +ticket.” + +He went, and I saw those of my patients who had sat out the wait. When +they had gone, I considered the position, summing it up in my own mind. +The prospect was exhilarating, and yet I was depressed, for I had bound +myself to the chariot wheels of a false doctrine. Also, by implication, +I had told Strong a lie. It was true that Jane had not been vaccinated, +but of this I had neglected to give him the reason. It was that I had +postponed vaccinating her for a while owing to a certain infantile +delicacy, being better acquainted than most men with the risks +consequent on that operation, slight though it is, in certain +conditions of a child’s health, and knowing that there was no danger of +her taking smallpox in a town which was free from it. I proposed, +however, to perform the operation within the next few days; indeed, for +this very purpose I had already written to London to secure some +glycerinated calf lymph, which would now be wasted. + +The local papers next morning appeared with an announcement that at the +forthcoming bye-election Dunchester would be contested in the Radical +interest by James Therne, Esq., M.D. They added that, in addition to +other articles of the Radical faith, Dr. Therne professed the doctrine +of anti-vaccination, of which he was so ardent an upholder that, +although on several occasions he had been threatened with prosecution, +he declined to allow his only child to be vaccinated. + +In the same issues it was announced that the Conservative candidate +would be Sir Thomas Colford. + +So the die was cast. I had crossed the Rubicon. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII +BRAVO THE A.V.’S + + +In another week the writ had been issued, and we were in the thick of +the fight. What a fight it was! Memory could not record; tradition did +not even record another half as fierce in the borough of Dunchester. +For the most part, that is in many of our constituencies, it is not +difficult for a candidate standing in the Radical interest, if he is +able, well-backed, and not too particular as to what he promises, to +win the seat for his party. But Dunchester was something of an +exception. In a sense it was corrupt, that is, it had always been +represented by a rich man, who was expected to pay liberally for the +honour of its confidence. Pay he did, indeed, in large and numberless +subscriptions, in the endowment of reading-rooms, in presents of public +parks, and I know not what besides. + +At least it is a fact that almost every advantage of this nature +enjoyed to-day by the inhabitants of Dunchester, has been provided for +them by former Conservative members for the borough. + +Under these circumstances it is not to be wondered at that in choosing +a candidate the majority of the electors of the city were apt to ask +two leading questions: first, Is he rich? and secondly, What will he do +for the town if he gets in? + +Now, Sir Thomas Colford was very rich, and it was whispered that if he +were elected he would be prepared to show his gratitude in a +substantial fashion. A new wing to the hospital was wanted; this it was +said would be erected and endowed; also forty acres of valuable land +belonging to him ran into the park, and he had been heard to say that +these forty acres were really much more important to the public than to +himself, and that he hoped that one day they would belong to it. + +It is small wonder, then, that the announcement of his candidature was +received with passionate enthusiasm. Mine, on the contrary, evoked a +chorus of disapproval, that is, in the local press. I was denounced as +an adventurer, as a man who had stood a criminal trial for wicked +negligence, and escaped the jail only by the skin of my teeth. I was +held up to public reprobation as a Socialist, who, having nothing +myself, wished to prey upon the goods of others, and as an +anti-vaccination quack who, to gain a few votes, was ready to infest +the whole community with a loathsome disease. Of all the accusations of +my opponents this was the only one that stung me, because it alone had +truth in it. + +Sir John Bell, my old enemy, one of the nominators of Sir Thomas +Colford, appeared upon the platform at his first meeting, and, speaking +in the character of an old and leading citizen of the town, and as one +who had doctored most of them, implored his audience not to trust their +political fortunes to such a person as myself, whose doctrines were +repudiated by almost every member of the profession, which I disgraced. +This appeal carried much weight with it. + +From all these circumstances it might have been supposed that my case +was hopeless, especially as no Radical had even ventured to contest the +seat in the last two elections. But, in fact, this was not so, for in +Dunchester there existed a large body of voters, many of them employed +in shoe-making factories, who were almost socialistic in their views. +These men, spending their days in some hive of machinery, and their +nights in squalid tenements built in dreary rows, which in cities such +people are doomed to inhabit, were very bitter against the upper +classes, and indeed against all who lived in decent comfort. + +This was not to be marvelled at, for what can be expected of folk whose +lot, hard as it is, has none of the mitigations that lighten the +troubles of those who live in the country, and who can at least breathe +the free air and enjoy the beauties that are common to all? Here, at +Dunchester, their pleasures consisted for the most part in a dog fight +or some such refining spectacle, varied by an occasional “boose” at the +public-house, or, in the case of those who chanced to be more +intellectually inclined, by attending lectures where Socialism and +other advanced doctrines were preached. As was but natural, this class +might be relied upon almost to a man to vote for the party which +promised to better their lot, rather than for the party which could +only recommend them to be contented and to improve themselves. To +secure their support it was only necessary to be extravagant of +promises and abusive of employers who refused to pay them impossible +wages. + +Next in importance to these red-hot “forwards” came the phalanx of +old-fashioned people who voted Liberal because their fathers had voted +Liberal before them. Then there were the electors who used to be +Conservative but, being honestly dissatisfied with the Government on +account of its foreign policy, or for other reasons, had made up their +minds to transfer their allegiance. Also there were the dissenters, who +set hatred of the Church above all politics, and made its disendowment +and humiliation their watchword. In Dunchester these were active and +numerous, a very tower of strength to me, for Stephen Strong was the +wealthiest and most important of them. + +During the first day or two of the canvass, however, a careful estimate +of our electoral strength showed it to be several hundred votes short +of that of our opponents. Therefore, if we would win, we must make +converts by appealing to the prejudices of members of the electorate +who were of Conservative views; in other words, by preaching “fads.” + +Of these there were many, all useful to the candidate of pliant mind, +such as the total drink-prohibition fad, the anti-dog-muzzling fad, and +others, each of which was worth some votes. Even the Peculiar People, a +society that makes a religion of killing helpless children by refusing +them medical aid when they are ill, were good for ten or twelve. Here, +however, I drew the line, for when asking whether I would support a +bill relieving them from all liability to criminal prosecution in the +event of the death of their victims, I absolutely declined to give any +such undertaking. + +But although all these fancies had their followers, it was the +anti-vaccination craze that really had a hold in Dunchester. The +“A.V.’s,” as they called themselves, were numbered by hundreds, for the +National League and other similar associations had been at work here +for years, with such success that already twenty per cent. of the +children born in the last decade had never been vaccinated. For a while +the Board of Guardians had been slow to move, then, on the election of +a new chairman and the representations of the medical profession of the +town, they instituted a series of prosecutions against parents who +refused to comply with the Vaccination Acts. Unluckily for the +Conservative party, these prosecutions, which aroused the most bitter +feelings, were still going on when the seat fell vacant; hence from an +electoral point of view the question became one of first-class +importance. + +In Dunchester, as elsewhere, the great majority of the anti-vaccinators +were already Radical, but there remained a residue, estimated at from +300 to 400, who voted “blue” or Conservative. If these men could be +brought over, I should win; if they remained faithful to their colour, +I must lose. Therefore it will be seen that Stephen Strong was right +when he said that the election would be won or lost upon +anti-vaccination. + +At the first public meeting of the Conservatives, after Sir Thomas’s +speech, the spokesman of the anti-vaccination party rose and asked him +whether he was in favour of the abolition of the Compulsory Vaccination +laws. Now, at this very meeting Sir John Bell had already spoken +denouncing me for my views upon this question, thereby to some extent +tying the candidate’s hands. So, after some pause and consultation, Sir +Thomas replied that he was in favour of freeing “Conscientious +Objectors” to vaccination from all legal penalties. Like most half +measures, this decision of course did not gain him a single vote, +whereas it certainly lost him much support. + +On the same evening a similar question was put to me. My answer may be +guessed, indeed I took the opportunity to make a speech which was +cheered to the echo, for, having acted the great lie of espousing the +anti-vaccination cause, I felt that it was not worth while to hesitate +in telling other lies in support of it. Moreover, I knew my subject +thoroughly, and understood what points to dwell upon and what to gloze +over, how to twist and turn the statistics, and how to marshal my facts +in such fashion as would make it very difficult to expose their +fallacy. Then, when I had done with general arguments, I went on to +particular cases, describing as a doctor can do the most dreadful which +had ever come under my notice, with such power and pathos that women in +the audience burst into tears. + +Finally, I ended by an impassioned appeal to all present to follow my +example and refuse to allow their children to be poisoned. I called on +them as free men to rise against this monstrous Tyranny, to put a stop +to this system of organised and judicial Infanticide, and to send me to +Parliament to raise my voice on their behalf in the cause of helpless +infants whose tender bodies now, day by day, under the command of the +law, were made the receptacles of the most filthy diseases from which +man was doomed to suffer. + +As I sat down the whole of that great audience—it numbered more than +2000—rose in their places shouting “We will! we will!” after which +followed a scene of enthusiasm such as I had never seen before, +emphasised by cries of “We are free Englishmen,” “Down with the +baby-butchers,” “We will put you in, sir,” and so forth. + +That meeting gave me my cue, and thenceforward, leaving almost every +other topic on one side, I and my workers devoted ourselves to +preaching the anti-vaccination doctrines. We flooded the constituency +with tracts headed “What Vaccination Does,” “The Law of Useless +Infanticide,” “The Vaccine Tyranny,” “Is Vaccination a Fraud?” and so +forth, and with horrible pictures of calves stretched out by pulleys, +gagged and blindfolded, with their under parts covered by vaccine +vesicles. Also we had photographs of children suffering from the +effects of improper or unclean vaccination, which, by means of magic +lantern slides, could be thrown life-sized on a screen; indeed, one or +two such children themselves were taken round to meetings and their +sores exhibited. + +The effect of all this was wonderful, for I know of nothing capable of +rousing honest but ignorant people to greater rage and enthusiasm than +this anti-vaccination cry. They believe it to be true, or, at least, +seeing one or two cases in which it is true, and having never seen a +case of smallpox, they suppose that the whole race is being poisoned by +wicked doctors for their own gain. Hence their fierce energy and +heartfelt indignation. + +Well, it carried me through. The election was fought not with foils but +with rapiers. Against me were arrayed the entire wealth, rank, and +fashion of the city, reinforced by Conservative speakers famous for +their parliamentary eloquence, who were sent down to support Sir Thomas +Colford. Nor was this all: when it was recognised that the fight would +be a close one, an eloquent and leading member of the House was sent to +intervene in person. He came and addressed a vast meeting gathered in +the biggest building of the city. Seated among a crowd of workmen on a +back bench I was one of his audience. His speech was excellent, if +somewhat too general and academic. To the “A.V.” agitation, with a +curious misapprehension of the state of the case, he devoted one +paragraph only. It ran something like this:— + +“I am told that our opponents, putting aside the great and general +issues upon which I have had the honour to address you, attempt to gain +support by entering upon a crusade—to my mind a most pernicious +crusade—against the law of compulsory vaccination. I am not concerned +to defend that law, because practically in the mind of all reasonable +men it stands beyond attack. It is, I am told, suggested that the Act +should be amended by freeing from the usual penalties any parent who +chooses to advance a plea of conscientious objection against the +vaccination of his children. Such an argument seems to me too puerile, +I had almost said too wicked, to dwell upon, for in its issue it would +mean that at the whim of individuals innocent children might be exposed +to disease, disfigurement, and death, and the whole community through +them to a very real and imminent danger. Prophecy is dangerous, but, +speaking for myself as a private member of Parliament, I can scarcely +believe that responsible ministers of any party, moved by the pressure +of an ill-informed and erroneous opinion, would ever consent under this +elastic plea of conscience to establish such a precedent of surrender. +Vaccination with its proved benefits is outside the pale of party. +After long and careful study, science and the medical profession have +given a verdict in its favour, a verdict which has now been confirmed +by the experience of generations. Here I leave the question, and, +turning once more before I sit down to those great and general issues +of which I have already spoken, I would again impress upon this vast +audience, and through it upon the constituency at large,” etc., etc., +etc. + +Within a year it was my lot to listen to an eminent leader of that +distinguished member (with the distinguished member’s tacit consent) +pressing upon an astonished House of Commons the need of yielding to +the clamour of the anti-vaccinationists, and of inserting into the +Bill, framed upon the report of a Royal Commission, a clause forbidding +the prosecution of parents or guardians willing to assert before a +bench of magistrates that they objected to vaccination on conscientious +grounds. + +The appeal was not in vain; the Bill passed in its amended form; and +within twenty years I lived to see its fruits. + +At length came the polling day. After this lapse of time I remember +little of its details. I, as became a Democratic candidate, walked from +polling-station to polling-station, while my opponent, as became a +wealthy banker, drove about the city in a carriage and four. At eight +o’clock the ballot-boxes were sealed up and conveyed to the town-hall, +where the counting commenced in the presence of the Mayor, the +candidates, their agents, and the necessary officers and assistants. +Box after box was opened and the papers counted out into separate +heaps, those for Colford into one pile, those for Therne into another, +the spoiled votes being kept by themselves. + +The counting began about half-past nine, and up to a quarter to twelve +nobody could form an idea as to the ultimate result, although at that +time the Conservative candidate appeared to be about five and thirty +votes ahead. Then the last ballot-box was opened; it came from a poor +quarter of the city, a ward in which I had many supporters. + +Sir Thomas Colford and I, with our little knots of agents and +sub-agents, placed ourselves one on each side of the table, waiting in +respectful silence while the clerk dealt out the papers, as a player +deals out cards. It was an anxious moment, as any one who has gone +through a closely-contested parliamentary election can testify. For ten +days or more the strain had been great, but, curiously enough, now at +its climax it seemed to have lost its grip of me. I watched the +_dénoûment_ of the game with keenness and interest indeed, but as +though I were not immediately and personally concerned. I felt that I +had done my best to win, and no longer cared whether my efforts ended +in success or failure. Possibly this was the result of the apathy that +falls upon overstrained nerves. Possibly I was oppressed by the fear of +victory and of that Nemesis which almost invariably dogs the steps of +our accomplished desires, of what the French writer calls _la page +effrayante . . . des désirs accomplis_. At least just then I cared +nothing whether I won or lost, only I reflected that in the latter +event it would be sad to have told so many falsehoods to no good +purpose. + +“How does it stand?” asked the head Conservative agent of the officer. + +The clerk took the last numbers from the counters and added up the +figures. + +“Colford, 4303; Therne, 4291, and two more bundles to count.” + +Another packet was counted out. + +“How does it stand?” asked the agent. + +“Colford, 4349; Therne, 4327, and one more bundle of fifty to count,” +answered the clerk. + +The agent gave a sigh of relief and smiled; I saw him press Sir +Thomas’s hand in congratulations, for now he was sure that victory was +theirs. + +“The game is up,” I whispered to Strong, who, as my principal +supporter, had been admitted with me to the hall. + +He ground his teeth and I noticed in the gaslight that his face was +ghastly pale and his lips were blue. + +“You had better go out,” I said, “you are overtaxing that dilated heart +of yours. Go home and take a sleeping draught.” + +“Damn you, no,” he answered fiercely in my ear, “those papers come from +the Little Martha ward, where I thought there wasn’t a wrong ’un in the +crowd. If they’ve sold me, I’ll be even with them, as sure as my name +is Strong.” + +“Come,” I said with a laugh, “a good Radical shouldn’t talk like that.” +For me the bitterness was over, and, knowing the worst, I could afford +to laugh. + +The official opened the last packet and began to count aloud. + +The first vote was for “Therne,” but bad, for the elector had written +his name upon the paper. Then in succession came nine for “Colford.” +Now all interest in the result had died away, and a hum of talk arose +from those present in the room, a whispered murmur of congratulations +and condolences. No wonder, seeing that to win I must put to my credit +thirty-two of the forty remaining papers, which seemed a thing +impossible. + +The counter went on counting aloud and dealing down the papers as he +counted. One, two, three, four, and straight on up to ten for Therne, +when he paused to examine a paper, then “One for Colford.” Then, in +rapid successful, “Five, ten, fifteen for Therne.” + +Now the hum of conversation died away, for it was felt that this was +becoming interesting. Of course it was practically impossible that I +should win, for there were but fourteen papers left, and to do so I +must secure eleven of them! + +“Sixteen for Therne,” went on the counter, “seventeen, eighteen, +nineteen, twenty.” + +Now the excitement grew intense, for if the run held in two more votes +I should tie. Every eye was fixed upon the counter’s hand. + +To the right and left of him on the table were two little piles of +voting papers. The pile to the right was the property of Colford, the +pile to the left was sacred to Therne. The paper was unfolded and +glanced at, then up went the hand and down floated the fateful sheet on +to the left-hand pile. “Twenty-one for Therne.” Again the process was +repeated, and again the left-hand pile was increased. “Twenty-two for +Therne.” + +“By heaven! you’ve tied him,” gasped Stephen Strong. + +There were but seven papers left, and the candidate who secured four of +them would be the winner of the election. + +“Twenty-three for Therne, twenty-four, twenty-five”—a silence in which +you could hear the breath of other men and the beating of your own +heart. + +“_Twenty-six for Therne_, twenty-seven, twenty-eight, twenty-nine, all +for Therne.” + +Then, bursting from the lips of Stephen Strong, a shrill hoarse cry, +more like the cry of a beast than that of a man, and the words, “By +God! we’ve won. The A.V.’s have done it. Bravo the A.V.’s!” + +“Silence!” said the Mayor, bringing his fist down upon the table, but +so far as Stephen Strong was concerned, the order was superfluous, for +suddenly his face flushed, then turned a dreadful ashen grey, and down +he sank upon the floor. As I leant over him and began to loosen his +collar, I heard the Conservative agent say in strident tones:— + +“There is some mistake, there must be some mistake. It is almost +impossible that Dr. Therne can have polled twenty-nine votes in +succession. On behalf of Sir Thomas Colford, I demand a recount.” + +“Certainly,” answered some official, “let it be begun at once.” + +In that ceremony I took no part; indeed, I spent the next two hours, +with the help of another doctor, trying to restore consciousness to +Stephen Strong in a little room that opened off the town-hall. Within +half an hour Mrs. Strong arrived. + +“He still breathes,” I said in answer to her questioning glance. + +Then the poor little woman sat herself down upon the edge of a chair, +clasped her hands and said, “If the Lord wills it, dear Stephen will +live; and if the Lord wills it, he will die.” + +This sentence she repeated at intervals until the end came. After two +hours there was a knocking at the door. + +“Go away,” I said, but the knocker would not go away. So I opened. It +was my agent, who whispered in an excited voice, “The count’s quite +correct, you are in by seven.” + +“All right,” I answered, “tell them we want some more brandy.” + +At that moment Stephen Strong opened his eyes, and at that moment also +there arose a mighty burst of cheering from the crowd assembled on the +market-place without, to whom the Mayor had declared the numbers from a +window of the town-hall. + +The dying man heard the cheering, and looked at me inquiringly, for he +could not speak. I tried to explain that I was elected on the recount, +but was unable to make him understand. Then I hit upon an expedient. On +the floor lay a Conservative rosette of blue ribbon. I took it up and +took also my own Radical colours from my coat. Holding one of them in +each hand before Strong’s dying eyes, I lifted up the Radical orange +and let the Conservative blue fall to the floor. + +He saw and understood, for a ghastly smile appeared upon his distorted +face. Indeed, he did more—almost with his last breath he spoke in a +hoarse, gurgling whisper, and his words were, “_Bravo the A.V.’s!_” + +Now he shut his eyes, and I thought that the end had come, but, opening +them presently, he fixed them with great earnestness first upon myself +and then upon his wife, accompanying the glance with a slight movement +of the head. I did not know what he could mean, but with his wife it +was otherwise, for she said, “Don’t trouble yourself, Stephen, I quite +understand.” + +Five minutes more and it was over; Stephen Strong’s dilated heart had +contracted for the last time. + +“I see it has pleased the Lord that dear Stephen should die,” said Mrs. +Strong in her quiet voice. “When you have spoken to the people out +there, doctor, will you take me home? I am very sorry to trouble, but I +saw that after he was gone Stephen wished me to turn to you.” + + + + +CHAPTER IX +FORTUNE + + +My return to Parliament meant not only the loss of a seat to the +Government, a matter of no great moment in view of their enormous +majority, but, probably, through their own fears, was construed by them +into a solemn warning not to be disregarded. Certain papers and +opposition speakers talked freely of the writing on the wall, and none +saw that writing in larger, or more fiery letters, than the members of +Her Majesty’s Government. I believe that to them it took the form not +of Hebraic characters, but of two large Roman capitals, the letters A +and V. + +Hitherto the anti-vaccinators had been known as troublesome people who +had to be reckoned with, but that they should prove strong enough to +wrest what had been considered one of the safest seats in the kingdom +out of the hands of the Unionists came upon the party as a revelation +of the most unpleasant order. For Stephen Strong’s dying cry, of which +the truth was universally acknowledged, “_The A.V.’s have done it. +Bravo the A.V.’s!_” had echoed through the length and breadth of the +land. + +When a Government thinks that agitators are weak, naturally and +properly it treats them with contempt, but, when it finds that they are +strong enough to win elections, then their arguments become more worthy +of consideration. And so the great heart of the parliamentary Pharaoh +began to soften towards the anti-vaccinators, and of this softening the +first signs were discernible within three or four days of my taking my +seat as member for Dunchester. + +I think I may say without vanity, and the statement will not be +contradicted by those who sat with me, that I made a good impression +upon the House from the first day I entered its doors. Doubtless its +members had expected to find in me a rabid person liable to burst into +a foam of violence at the word “vaccination,” and were agreeably +surprised to find that I was much as other men are, only rather quieter +than most of them. I did not attempt to force myself upon the notice of +the House, but once or twice during the dinner hour I made a few +remarks upon subjects connected with public health which were received +without impatience, and, in the interval, I tried to master its forms, +and to get in touch with its temper. + +In those far-away and long-forgotten days a Royal Commission had been +sitting for some years to consider the whole question of compulsory +vaccination; it was the same before which I had been called to give +evidence. At length this commission delivered itself of its final +report, a very sensible one in an enormous blue-book, which if adopted +would practically have continued the existing Vaccination Acts with +amendments. These amendments provided that in future the public +vaccinator should visit the home of the child, and, if the conditions +of that home and of the child itself were healthy, offer to vaccinate +it with glycerinated calf lymph. Also they extended the time during +which the parents and guardians were exempt from prosecution, and in +various ways mitigated the rigour of the prevailing regulations. The +subject matter of this report was embodied in a short Bill to amend the +law and laid before Parliament, which Bill went to a standing +committee, and ultimately came up for the consideration of the House. + +Then followed the great debate and the great surprise. A member moved +that it should be read that day six months, and others followed on the +same side. The President of the Local Government Board of the day, I +remember, made a strong speech in favour of the Bill, after which other +members spoke, including myself. But although about ninety out of every +hundred of the individuals who then constituted the House of Commons +were strong believers in the merits of vaccination, hardly one of them +rose in his place to support the Bill. The lesson of Dunchester amongst +others was before their eyes, and, whatever their private faith might +be, they were convinced that if they did so it would lose them votes at +the next election. + +At this ominous silence the Government grew frightened, and towards the +end of the debate, to the astonishment of the House and of the country, +the First Lord of the Treasury rose and offered to insert a clause by +virtue of which any parent or other person who under the Bill would be +liable to penalties for the non-vaccination of a child, should be +entirely freed from such penalties if within four months of its birth +he satisfied two justices of the peace that he conscientiously believed +that the operation would be prejudicial to that child’s health. The +Bill passed with the clause, which a few days later was rejected by the +House of Lords. Government pressure was put upon the Lords, who thereon +reversed their decision, and the Bill became an Act of Parliament. + +Thus the whole policy of compulsory vaccination, which for many years +had been in force in England, was destroyed at a single blow by a +Government with a great majority, and a House of Commons composed of +members who, for the most part, were absolute believers in its virtues. +Never before did agitators meet with so vast and complete a success, +and seldom perhaps did a Government undertake so great a responsibility +for the sake of peace, and in order to shelve a troublesome and +dangerous dispute. It was a very triumph of opportunism, for the +Government, aided and abetted by their supporters, threw over their +beliefs to appease a small but persistent section of the electors. +Convinced that compulsory vaccination was for the benefit of the +community, they yet stretched the theory of the authority of the parent +over the child to such an unprecedented extent that, in order to +satisfy his individual prejudices, that parent was henceforth to be +allowed to expose his helpless infant to the risk of terrible disease +and of death. + +It is not for me to judge their motives, which may have been pure and +excellent; my own are enough for me to deal with. But the fact remains +that, having power in their hands to impose the conclusions of a +committee of experts on the nation, and being as a body satisfied as to +the soundness of those conclusions, they still took the risk of +disregarding them. Now the result of their action is evident; now we +have reaped the seed which they sowed, nor did they win a vote or a +“thank you” by their amiable and philosophic concessions, which earned +them no gratitude but indignation mingled with something not unlike +contempt. + +So much for the anti-vaccination agitation, on the crest of whose wave +I was carried to fortune and success. Thenceforward for many long years +my career was one of strange and startling prosperity. Dunchester +became my pocket borough, so much so, indeed, that at the three +elections which occurred before the last of which I have to tell no one +even ventured to contest the seat against me. Although I was never +recognised as a leader of men, chiefly, I believe, because of a secret +distrust which was entertained as to my character and the sincerity of +my motives, session by session my parliamentary repute increased, till, +in the last Radical Government, I was offered, and for two years +filled, the post of Under-Secretary to the Home Office. Indeed, when at +last we went to the country over the question of the China War, I had +in my pocket a discreetly worded undertaking that, if our party +succeeded at the polls, my claims to the Home Secretaryship should be +“carefully considered.” But it was not fated that I should ever again +cross the threshold of St. Stephen’s. + +So much for my public career, which I have only touched on in +illustration of my private and moral history. + +The reader may wonder how it came about that I was able to support +myself and keep up my position during all this space of time, seeing +that my attendance in Parliament made it impossible for me to continue +in practise as a doctor. It happened thus. + +When my old and true friend, Stephen Strong, died on the night of my +election, it was found that he was even richer than had been supposed, +indeed his personalty was sworn at 191,000 pounds, besides which he +left real estate in shops, houses and land to the value of about 23,000 +pounds. Almost all of this was devised to his widow absolutely, so that +she could dispose of it in whatever fashion pleased her. Indeed, there +was but one other bequest, that of the balance of the 10,000 pounds +which the testator had deposited in the hands of a trustee for my +benefit. This was now left to me absolutely. I learned the fact from +Mrs. Strong herself as we returned from the funeral. + +“Dear Stephen has left you nearly 9000 pounds, doctor,” she said +shaking her head. + +Gathering from her manner and this shake of her head that the legacy +was not pleasing to her, I hastened to explain that doubtless it was to +carry into effect a business arrangement we had come to before I +consented to stand for Parliament. + +“Ah, indeed,” she said, “that makes it worse, for it is only the +payment of a debt, not a gift.” + +Not knowing what she could mean, I said nothing. + +“Doubtless, doctor, if dear Stephen had been granted time he would have +treated you more liberally, seeing how much he thought of you, and that +you had given up your profession entirely to please him and serve the +party. That is what he meant when he looked at me before he died, I +guessed it from the first, and now I am sure of it. Well, doctor, while +I have anything you shall never want. Of course, a member of Parliament +is a great person, expected to live in a style which would take more +money than I have, but I think that if I put my own expenses at 500 +pounds a year, which is as much as I shall want, and allow another 1000 +pounds for subscriptions to the anti-vaccination societies, the society +for preventing the muzzling of dogs, and the society for the discovery +of the lost Tribes of Israel, I shall be able to help you to the extent +of 1200 pounds a year, if,” she added apologetically, “you think you +could possibly get along on that.” + +“But, Mrs. Strong,” I said, “I have no claim at all upon you.” + +“Please do not talk nonsense, doctor. Dear Stephen wished me to provide +for you, and I am only carrying out his wishes with his own money which +God gave him perhaps for this very purpose, that it should be used to +help a clever man to break down the tyranny of wicked governments and +false prophets.” + +So I took the money, which was paid with the utmost regularity on +January the first and June the first in each year. On this income I +lived in comfort, keeping up my house in Dunchester for the benefit of +my little daughter and her attendants, and hiring for my own use a flat +quite close to the House of Commons. + +As the years went by, however, a great anxiety took possession of me, +for by slow degrees Mrs. Strong grew as feeble in mind as already she +was in body, till at length, she could only recognise people at +intervals, and became quite incompetent to transact business. For a +while her bankers went on paying the allowance under her written and +unrevoked order, but when they understood her true condition, they +refused to continue the payment. + +Now my position was very serious. I had little or nothing put by, and, +having ceased to practise for about seventeen years, I could not hope +to earn an income from my profession. Nor could I remain a member of +the House, at least not for long. Still, by dint of borrowing and the +mortgage of some property which I had acquired, I kept my head above +water for about eighteen months. Very soon, however, my financial +distress became known, with the result that I was no longer so +cordially received as I had been either in Dunchester or in London. The +impecunious cannot expect to remain popular. + +At last things came to a climax, and I was driven to the step of +resigning my seat. I was in London at the time, and thence I wrote the +letter to the chairman of the Radical committee in Dunchester giving +ill-health as the cause of my retirement. When at length it was +finished to my satisfaction, I went out and posted it, and then walked +along the embankment as far as Cleopatra’s Needle and back again. It +was a melancholy walk, taken, I remember, upon a melancholy November +afternoon, on which the dank mist from the river strove for mastery +with the gloomy shadows of advancing night. Not since that other +evening, many many years ago, when, after my trial, I found myself face +to face with ruin or death and was saved by Stephen Strong had my +fortunes been at so low an ebb. Now, indeed, they appeared absolutely +hopeless, for I was no longer young and fit to begin the world afresh; +also, the other party being in power, I could not hope to obtain any +salaried appointment upon which to support myself and my daughter. If +Mrs. Strong had kept her reason all would have been well, but she was +insane, and I had no one to whom I could turn, for I was a man of many +acquaintances but few friends. + +Wearily I trudged back to my rooms to wait there until it was time to +dress, for I had a dinner engagement at the Reform Club. On the table +in the little hall lay a telegram, which I opened listlessly. It was +from a well-known firm of solicitors in Dunchester, and ran:— + +“Our client, Mrs. Strong, died suddenly at three o’clock. Important +that we should see you. Will you be in Dunchester to-morrow? If not, +please say where and at what hour we can wait upon you in town.” + +“Wait upon you in town,” I said to myself as I laid down the telegram. +A great firm of solicitors would not wish to wait upon me unless they +had something to tell me to my advantage and their own. Mrs. Strong +must have left me some money. Possibly even I was her heir. More than +once before in life my luck had turned in this sudden way, why should +it not happen again? But she was insane and could not appoint an heir! +Why had not those fools of lawyers told me the facts instead of leaving +me to the torment of this suspense? + +I glanced at the clock, then taking a telegraph form I wrote: “Shall be +at Dunchester Station 8:30. Meet me there or later at the club.” Taking +a cab I drove to St. Pancras, just in time to catch the train. In my +pocket—so closely was I pressed for money, for my account at the bank +was actually overdrawn—I had barely enough to pay for a third-class +ticket to Dunchester. This mattered little, however, for I always +travelled third-class, not because I liked it but because it looked +democratic and the right sort of thing for a Radical M.P. to do. + +The train was a fast one, but that journey seemed absolutely endless. +Now at length we had slowed down at the Dunchester signal-box, and now +we were running into the town. If my friend the lawyer had anything +really striking to tell me he would send to meet me at the station, +and, if it was something remarkable, he would probably attend there +himself. Therefore, if I saw neither the managing clerk nor the junior +partner, nor the Head of the Firm, I might be certain that the news was +trivial, probably—dreadful thought which had not occurred to me +before—that I was appointed executor under the will with a legacy of a +hundred guineas. + +The train rolled into the station. As it began to glide past the +pavement of wet asphalt I closed my eyes to postpone the bitterness of +disappointment, if only for a few seconds. Perforce I opened them again +as the train was stopping, and there, the very first thing they fell +upon, looking portly and imposing in a fur coat, was the rubicund-faced +Head of the Firm himself. “It _is_ good,” I thought, and supported +myself for a moment by the hat-rack, for the revulsion of feeling +produced a sudden faintness. He saw me, and sprang forward with a +beaming yet respectful countenance. “It is _very_ good,” I thought. + +“My dear sir,” he began obsequiously, “I do trust that my telegram has +not incommoded you, but my news was such that I felt it necessary to +meet you at the earliest possible moment, and therefore wired to you at +every probable address.” + +I gave the porter who took my bag a shilling. Practically it was my +last, but that lawyer’s face and manner seemed to justify the +expenditure which—so oddly are our minds constituted—I remember +reflecting I might regret if I had drawn a false inference. The man +touched his hat profusely, and, I hope, made up his mind to vote for me +next time. Then I turned to the Head of the Firm and said:— + +“Pray, don’t apologise; but, by the way, beyond that of the death of my +poor friend, _what_ is the news?” + +“Oh, perhaps you know it,” he answered, taken aback at my manner, +“though she always insisted upon its being kept a dead secret, so that +one day you might have a pleasant surprise.” + +“I know nothing,” I answered. + +“Then I am glad to be the bearer of such good intelligence to a +fortunate and distinguished man,” he said with a bow. “I have the +honour to inform you in my capacity of executor to the will of the late +Mrs. Martha Strong that, with the exception of a few legacies, you are +left her sole heir.” + +Now I wished that the hat-rack was still at hand, but, as it was not, I +pretended to stumble, and leant for a moment against the porter who had +received my last shilling. + +“Indeed,” I said recovering myself, “and can you tell me the amount of +the property?” + +“Not exactly,” he answered, “but she has led a very saving life, and +money grows, you know, money grows. I should say it must be between +three and four hundred thousand, nearer the latter than the former, +perhaps.” + +“Really,” I replied, “that is more than I expected; it is a little +astonishing to be lifted in a moment from the position of one with a +mere competence into that of a rich man. But our poor friend was—well, +weak-minded, so how could she be competent to make a binding will?” + +“My dear sir, her will was made within a month of her husband’s death, +when she was as sane as you are, as I have plenty of letters to show. +Only, as I have said, she kept the contents a dead secret, in order +that one day they might be a pleasant surprise to you.” + +“Well,” I answered, “all things considered, they have been a pleasant +surprise; I may say a _very_ pleasant surprise. And now let us go and +have some dinner at the club. I feel tired and thirsty.” + +Next morning the letter that I had posted from London to the chairman +of my committee was, at my request, returned to me unopened. + + + + +CHAPTER X +JANE MEETS DR. MERCHISON + + +Nobody disputed my inheritance, for, so far as I could learn, Mrs. +Strong had no relatives. Nor indeed could it have been disputed, for I +had never so much as hypnotised the deceased. When it was known how +rich I had become I grew even more popular in Dunchester than I had +been before, also my importance increased at headquarters to such an +extent that on a change of Government I became, as I have said, +Under-Secretary to the Home Office. Although I was a useful man +hitherto I had always been refused any sort of office, because of the +extreme views which I professed—on platforms in the constituencies—or +so those in authority alleged. Now, however, these views were put down +to amiable eccentricity; moreover, I was careful not to obtrude them. +Responsibility sobers, and as we age and succeed we become more +moderate, for most of us have a method in our madness. + +In brief, I determined to give up political knight-errantry and to +stick to sober business. Very carefully and in the most conservative +spirit I took stock of the situation. I was still a couple of years on +the right side of fifty, young looking for my age (an advantage), a +desirable _parti_ (a great advantage, although I had no intention of +re-marrying), and in full health and vigour. Further, I possessed a +large fortune all in cash or in liquid assets, and I resolved that it +should not diminish. I had experienced enough of ups and downs; I was +sick of vicissitudes, of fears and uncertainties for the future. I said +to my soul: “Thou hast enough laid up for many days; eat, drink and be +merry,” and I proceeded to invest my modest competence in such a +fashion that it brought in a steady four per cent. No South African +mines or other soul-agonising speculations for me; sweet security was +what I craved, and I got it. I could live with great comfort, even with +modest splendour, upon about half my income, and the rest of it I +purposed to lay out for my future benefit. I had observed that brewers, +merchants and other magnates with cash to spare are in due course +elevated to the peerage. Now I wished to be elevated to the peerage, +and to spend an honoured and honourable old age as Lord Dunchester. So +when there was any shortage of the party funds, and such a shortage +soon occurred on the occasion of an election, I posed as the friend +round the corner. + +Moreover, I had another aim. My daughter Jane had now grown into a +lovely, captivating and high-spirited young woman. To my fancy, indeed, +I never saw her equal in appearance, for the large dark eyes shining in +a fair and _spirituelle_ face, encircled by masses of rippling chestnut +hair, gave a _bizarre_ and unusual distinction to her beauty, which was +enhanced by a tall and graceful figure. She was witty also and +self-willed, qualities which she inherited from her American mother, +moreover she adored me and believed in me. I, who since my wife’s death +had loved nothing else, loved this pure and noble-minded girl as only a +father can love, for my adoration had nothing selfish in it, whereas +that of the truest lover, although he may not know it, is in its +beginnings always selfish. He has something to gain, he seeks his own +happiness, the father seeks only the happiness of his child. + +On the whole, I think that the worship of this daughter of mine is a +redeeming point in my character, for which otherwise, sitting in +judgment on it as I do to-day, I have no respect. Jane understood that +worship, and was grateful to me for it. Her fine unsullied instinct +taught her that whatever else about me might be unsound or tarnished, +this at least rang true and was beyond suspicion. She may have seen my +open faults and divined my secret weaknesses, but for the sake of the +love I bore her she overlooked them all, indeed she refused to +acknowledge them, to the extent that my worst political extravagances +became to her articles of faith. What I upheld was right; what I +denounced was wrong; on other points her mind was open and intelligent, +but on these it was a shut and bolted door. “My father says so,” was +her last argument. + +My position being such that I could ensure her a splendid future, I was +naturally anxious that she should make a brilliant marriage, since with +monstrous injustice destiny has decreed that a woman’s road to success +must run past the altar. But as yet I could find no man whom I +considered suitable or worthy. One or two I knew, but they were not +peers, and I wished her to marry a peer or a rising politician who +would earn or inherit a peerage. + +And so, good easy man, I looked around me, and said that full surely my +greatness was a-ripening. Who thinks of winter and its frosts in the +glow of such a summer as I enjoyed? + +For a while everything went well. I took a house in Green Street, and +entertained there during the sitting of Parliament. The beauty of the +hostess, my daughter Jane, together with my own position and wealth, of +which she was the heiress, were sufficient to find us friends, or at +any rate associates, among the noblest and most distinguished in the +land, and for several seasons my dinner parties were some of the most +talked about in London. To be asked to one of them was considered a +compliment, even by men who are asked almost everywhere. + +With such advantages of person, intelligence and surroundings at her +command, Jane did not lack for opportunities of settling herself in +life. To my knowledge she had three offers in one season, the last of +them from perhaps the best and most satisfactory _parti_ in England. +But to my great and ever-increasing dismay, one after another she +refused them all. The first two disappointments I bore, but on the +third occasion I remonstrated. She listened quite quietly, then said: + +“I am very sorry to vex you, father dear, but to marry a man whom I do +not care about is just the one thing I can’t do, even for your sake.” + +“But surely, Jane,” I urged, “a father should have some voice in such a +matter.” + +“I think he has a right to say whom his daughter shall not marry, +perhaps, but not whom she shall marry.” + +“Then, at least,” I said, catching at this straw, “will you promise +that you won’t become engaged to any one without my consent?” + +Jane hesitated a little, and then answered: “What is the use of talking +of such a thing, father, as I have never seen anybody to whom I wish to +become engaged? But, if you like, I will promise you that if I should +chance to see any one and you don’t approve of him, I will not become +engaged to him for three years, by the end of which time he would +probably cease to wish to become engaged to me. But,” she added with a +laugh, “I am almost certain he wouldn’t be a duke or a lord, or +anything of that sort, for, provided a man is a gentleman, I don’t care +twopence about his having a title.” + +“Jane, don’t talk so foolishly,” I answered. + +“Well, father,” she said astonished, “if those are my opinions at least +I got them from you, for I was always brought up upon strictly +democratic principles. How often have I heard you declare in your +lectures down at Dunchester that men of our race are all equal—except +the working-man, who is better than the others—and that but for social +prejudice the ‘son of toil’ is worthy of the hand of any titled lady in +the kingdom?” + +“I haven’t delivered that lecture for years,” I answered angrily. + +“No, father, not since—let me see, not since old Mrs. Strong left you +all her money, and you were made an Under-Secretary of State, and lords +and ladies began to call on us. Now, I shouldn’t have said that, +because it makes you angry, but it is true, though, isn’t it?” and she +was gone. + +That August when the House rose we went down to a place that I owned on +the outskirts of Dunchester. It was a charming old house, situated in +the midst of a considerable estate that is famous for its shooting. +This property had come to me as part of Mrs. Strong’s bequest, or, +rather, she held a heavy mortgage on it, and when it was put up for +sale I bought it in. As Jane had taken a fancy to the house, which was +large and roomy, with beautiful gardens, I let my old home in the city, +and when we were not in town we came to live at Ashfields. + +On the borders of the Ashfields estate—indeed, part of the land upon +which it was built belongs to it—lies a poor suburb of Dunchester +occupied by workmen and their families. In these people Jane took great +interest; indeed, she plagued me till at very large expense I built a +number of model cottages for them, with electricity, gas and water laid +on, and bicycle-houses attached. In fact, this proved a futile +proceeding, for the only result was that the former occupants of the +dwellings were squeezed out, while persons of a better class, such as +clerks, took possession of the model tenements at a totally inadequate +rent. + +It was in visiting some of the tenants of these cottages that in an +evil hour Jane first met Dr. Merchison, a young man of about thirty, +who held some parish appointment which placed the sick of this district +under his charge. Ernest Merchison was a raw-boned, muscular and rather +formidable-looking person, of Scotch descent, with strongly-marked +features, deep-set eyes, and very long arms. A man of few words, when +he did speak his language was direct to the verge of brusqueness, but +his record as a medical man was good and even distinguished, and +already he had won the reputation of being the best surgeon in +Dunchester. This was the individual who was selected by my daughter +Jane to receive the affections which she had refused to some of the +most polished and admired men in England, and, as I believe, largely +for the reason that, instead of bowing and sighing about after her, he +treated her with a rudeness which was almost brutal. + +In one of these new model houses lived some people of the name of +Smith. Mr. Smith was a compositor, and Mrs. Smith, _née_ Samuels, was +none other than that very little girl whom, together with her brother, +who died, I had once treated for erysipelas resulting from vaccination. +In a way I felt grateful to her, for that case was the beginning of my +real success in life, and for this reason, out of several applicants, +the new model house was let to her husband as soon as it was ready for +occupation. + +Could I have foreseen the results which were to flow from an act of +kindness, and that as this family had indirectly been the cause of my +triumph so they were in turn to be the cause of my ruin, I would have +destroyed the whole street with dynamite before I allowed them to set +foot in it. However, they came, bringing with them two children, a +little girl of four, to whom Jane took a great fancy, and a baby of +eighteen months. + +In due course these children caught the whooping-cough, and Jane +visited them, taking with her some delicacies as a present. While she +was there Dr. Merchison arrived in his capacity of parish doctor, and, +beyond a curt bow taking no notice of Jane, began his examination, for +this was his first visit to the family. Presently his eye fell upon a +box of sweets. + +“What’s that?” he asked sharply. + +“It’s a present that Miss Therne here has brought for Tottie,” answered +the mother. + +“Then Tottie mustn’t eat them till she is well. Sugar is bad for +whooping-cough, though, of course, a young lady couldn’t be expected to +know that,” he added in a voice of gruff apology, then went on quickly, +glancing at the little girl’s arm, “No marks, I see. Conscientious +Objector? Or only lazy?” + +Then Mrs. Smith fired up and poured out her own sad history and that of +her poor little brother who died, baring her scarred arm in proof of +it. + +“And so,” she finished, “though I do not remember much about it myself, +I do remember my mother’s dying words, which were ‘to mind what the +doctor had told her, and never to have any child of mine vaccinated, +no, not if they crawled on their knees to ask it of me.’” + +“The doctor!” said Merchison with scorn, “you mean the idiot, my good +woman, or more likely the political agitator who would sell his soul +for a billet.” + +Then Jane rose in wrath. + +“I beg your pardon for interrupting you, sir,” she said, “but the +gentleman you speak of as an idiot or a political agitator is Dr. +Therne, my father, the member of Parliament for this city.” + +Dr. Merchison stared at her for a long while, and indeed when she was +angry Jane was beautiful enough to make any one stare, then he said +simply, “Oh, indeed. I don’t meddle with politics, so I didn’t know.” + +This was too much for Jane, who, afraid to trust herself to further +speech, walked straight out of the cottage. She had passed down the +model garden and arrived at the model gate when she heard a quick +powerful step behind her, and turned round to find herself face to face +with Dr. Merchison. + +“I have followed you to apologise, Miss Therne,” he said; “of course I +had no idea who you were and did not wish to hurt your feelings, but I +happen to have strong feelings about vaccination and spoke more roughly +than I ought to have done.” + +“Other people, sir, may also have strong opinions about vaccination,” +answered Jane. + +“I know,” he said, “and I know, too, what the end of it all will be, as +you will also, Miss Therne, if you live long enough. It is useless +arguing, the lists are closed and we must wait until the thing is put +to the proof of battle. When it is, one thing is sure, there will be +plenty of dead,” he added with a grim smile. Then taking off his hat +and muttering, “Again I apologise,” he returned into the cottage. + +It seems that for a while Jane was very angry. Then she remembered +that, after all, Dr. Merchison had apologised, and that he had made his +offensive remarks in the ignorance and prejudice which afflicted the +entire medical profession and were more worthy of pity than of anger. +Further, she remembered that in her indignation she had forgotten to +acknowledge or accept his apology, and, lastly, she asked him to a +garden-party. + +It is scarcely necessary for me to dwell upon the subsequent +developments of this unhappy business—if I am right in calling it +unhappy. The piteous little drama is played, both the actors are dead, +and the issue of the piece is unknown and, for the present, unknowable. +Bitterly opposed as I was to the suit of Merchison, justice compels me +to say that, under the cloak of a rough unpromising manner, he hid a +just and generous heart. Had that man lived he might have become great, +although he would never have become popular. As least something in his +nature attracted my daughter Jane, for she, who up to that time had not +been moved by any man, became deeply attached to him. + +In the end he proposed to her, how, when or where I cannot say, for I +never inquired. One morning, I remember it was that of Christmas Day, +they came into my library, the pair of them, and informed me how +matters stood. Merchison went straight to the point and put the case +before me very briefly, but in a manly and outspoken fashion. He said +that he quite understood the difficulties of his position, inasmuch as +he believed that Jane was, or would be, very rich, whereas he had +nothing beyond his profession, in which, however, he was doing well. He +ended by asking my consent to the engagement subject to any reasonable +conditions that I might choose to lay down. + +To me the shock was great, for, occupied as I was with my own affairs +and ambitions, I had been blind to what was passing before my face. I +had hoped to see my daughter a peeress, and now I found her the +affianced bride of a parish sawbones. The very foundation of my house +of hopes was sapped; at a blow all my schemes for the swift +aggrandisement of my family were laid low. It was too much for me. +Instead of accepting the inevitable, and being glad to accept it +because my child’s happiness was involved, I rebelled and kicked +against the pricks. + +By nature I am not a violent man, but on that occasion I lost my temper +and became violent. I refused my consent; I threatened to cut my +daughter off with nothing, but at this argument she and her lover +smiled. Then I took another ground, for, remembering her promise that +she would consent to be separated for three years from any suitor of +whom I did not approve, I claimed its fulfilment. + +Somewhat to my surprise, after a hurried private consultation, Jane and +her lover accepted these conditions, telling me frankly that they would +wait for three years, but that after these had gone by they would +consider themselves at liberty to marry, with my consent if possible, +but, if necessary, without it. Then in my presence they kissed and +parted, nor until the last did either of them attempt to break the +letter of their bond. Once indeed they met before that dreadful hour, +but then it was the workings of fate that brought them together and not +their own design. + + + + +CHAPTER XI +THE COMING OF THE RED-HEADED MAN + + +Half of the three years of probation had gone by and once more we found +ourselves at Dunchester in August. Under circumstances still too recent +to need explanation, the Government of which I was a member had decided +to appeal to the country, the General Election being fixed for the end +of September, after the termination of harvest. Dunchester was +considered to be a safe Radical seat, and, as a matter of parliamentary +tactics, the poll for this city, together with that of eight or ten +other boroughs, was fixed for the earliest possible day, in the hope +that the results might encourage more doubtful places to give their +support. Constituencies are very like sheep, and if the leaders jump +through a certain gap in the political hedge the flock, or a large +proportion of it, will generally follow. All of us like to be on the +winning side. + +Few people who are old enough to remember it will ever forget the +August of two years ago, if only because of the phenomenal heat. Up to +that month the year had been very cold, so cold that even during July +there were some evenings when a fire was welcome, while on several days +I saw people driving about the roads wrapped up in heavy ulsters. But +with the first day of August all this changed, and suddenly the climate +became torrid, the nights especially being extraordinarily hot. From +every quarter of the country came complaints of the great heat, while +each issue of the newspapers contained lists of those who had fallen +victims to it. + +One evening, feeling oppressed in the tree-enclosed park of Ashfields, +I strolled out of it into the suburb of which I have spoken. Almost +opposite the private garden of the park stands a board school, and in +front of this board school I had laid out an acre of land presented by +myself, as a playground and open space for the use of the public. In +the centre of this garden was a fountain that fell into a marble basin, +and around the fountain, but at some distance from it, stood iron +seats. To these I made my way and sat down on one of them, which was +empty, in order to enjoy the cool sound of the splashing water, about +which a large number of children were playing. + +Presently, as I sat thus, I lifted my eyes and saw the figure of a man +approaching towards the other side of the fountain. He was quite fifty +yards away from me, so that his features were invisible, but there was +something about his general aspect which attracted my attention at +once. To begin with, he looked small and lonely, all by himself out +there on the wide expanse of gravel; moreover, the last rays of the +setting sun, striking full upon him, gave him a fiery and unnatural +appearance against the dense background of shadows beyond. It is a +strange and dreadful coincidence, but by some extraordinary action of +the mind, so subtle that I cannot trace the link, the apparition of +this man out of the gloom into the fierce light of the sunset reminded +me of a picture that I had once seen representing the approach to the +Norwegian harbour of the ship which brought the plague to the shores of +Scandinavia. In the picture that ship also was clothed with the fires +of sunset, while behind it lay the blackness of approaching night. Like +this wanderer that ship also came forward, slowly indeed, but without +pause, as though alive with a purpose of its own, and I remember that +awaiting it upon the quay were a number of merry children. + +Shaking myself free from this ridiculous but unpleasant thought, I +continued to observe the man idly. Clearly he was one of the great army +of tramps, for his coat was wide and ragged and his hat half innocent +of rim, although there was something about his figure which suggested +to me that he had seen better days. I could even imagine that under +certain circumstances I might have come to look very much like this +poor man, now doubtless turned into a mere animal by drink. He drew on +with a long slow step, his head stretched forward, his eyes fixed upon +the water, as he walked now and again lifting a long thin hand and +scraping impatiently at his face and head. + +“That poor fellow has got a touch of prickly heat and is thirsty,” I +thought, nor was I mistaken, for, on arriving at the edge of the +fountain, the tramp knelt down and drank copiously, making a moaning +sound as he gulped the water, which was very peculiar and unpleasant to +hear. When he had satisfied his thirst, he sat himself upon the marble +edge of the basin and suddenly plunged his legs, boots and all, into +the water. Its touch seemed to please him, for with a single swift +movement he slipped in altogether, sitting himself down on the bottom +of the basin in such fashion that only his face and fiery red beard, +from which the hat had fallen, remained above the surface, whereon they +seemed to float like some monstrous and unnatural growth. + +This unusual proceeding on the part of the tramping stranger at once +excited the most intense interest in the mind of every child on the +playground, with the result that in another minute forty or fifty of +them had gathered round the fountain, laughing and jeering at its +occupant. Again the sight brought to my mind a strained and +disagreeable simile, for I bethought me of the dreadful tale of Elisha +and of the fate which overtook the children who mocked him. Decidedly +the heat had upset my nerves that night, nor were they soothed when +suddenly from the red head floating upon the water came a flute-like +and educated voice, saying— + +“Cease deriding the unfortunate, children, or I will come out of this +marble bath and tickle you.” + +Thereat they laughed all the more, and began to pelt the bather with +little stones and bits of stick. + +At first I thought of interfering, but as it occurred to me that the +man would probably be violent or abusive if I spoke to him, and as, +above all things, I disliked scenes, I made up my mind to fetch a +policeman, whom I knew I should find round the corner about a hundred +yards away. I walked to the corner, but did not find the policeman, +whereon I started across the square to look for him at another point. +My road led me past the fountain, and, as I approached it, I saw that +the water-loving wanderer had been as good as his word. He had emerged +from the fountain, and, rushing to and fro raining moisture from his +wide coat, despite their shrieks half of fear and half of laughter, he +grabbed child after child and, drawing it to him, tickled and kissed +it, laughing dementedly all the while, in a fashion which showed me +that he was suffering from some form of mania. + +As soon as he saw me the man dropped the last child he had caught—it +was little Tottie Smith—and began to stride away towards the city at +the same slow, regular, purposeful gait with which I had seen him +approach the fountain. As he passed he turned and made a grimace at me, +and then I saw his dreadful face. No wonder it had looked red at a +distance, for the _erythema_ almost covered it, except where, on the +forehead and cheeks, appeared purple spots and patches. + +Of what did it remind me? + +Great Heaven! I remembered. It reminded me of the face of that girl I +had seen lying in the _plaza_ of San Jose, in Mexico, over whom the old +woman was pouring water from the fountain, much such a fountain as that +before me, for half unconsciously, when planning this place, I had +reproduced its beautiful design. It all came back to me with a shock, +the horrible scene of which I had scarcely thought for years, so +vividly indeed that I seemed to hear the old hag’s voice crying in +cracked accents, “_Si, senor, viruela, viruela!_” + +I ought to have sent to warn the police and the health officers of the +city, for I was sure that the man was suffering from what is commonly +called confluent smallpox. But I did not. From the beginning there has +been something about this terrible disease which physically and morally +has exercised so great an influence over my destiny, that seemed to +paralyse my mental powers. In my day I was a doctor fearless of any +other contagion; typhus, scarletina, diphtheria, yellow fever, none of +them had terrors for me. And yet I was afraid to attend a case of +smallpox. From the same cause, in my public speeches I made light of +it, talking of it with contempt as a sickness of small account, much as +a housemaid talks in the servants’ hall of the ghost which is supposed +to haunt the back stairs. + +And now, coming as it were from that merry and populous chamber of life +and health, once again I met the Spectre I derided, a red-headed, +red-visaged Thing that chose me out to stop and grin at. Somehow I was +not minded to return and announce the fact. + +“Why,” they would say, “_you_ were the one who did not believe in +ghosts. It was _you_ who preached of vile superstitions, and yet merely +at the sight of a shadow you rush in with trembling hands and bristling +hair to bid us lay it with bell, book, and candle. Where is your faith, +O prophet?” + +It was nonsense; the heat and all my incessant political work had tried +me and I was mistaken. That tramp was a drunken, or perhaps a crazy +creature, afflicted with some skin disease such as are common among his +class. Why did I allow the incident to trouble me? + +I went home and washed out my mouth, and sprinkled my clothes with a +strong solution of permanganate of potash, for, although my own folly +was evident, it is always as well to be careful, especially in hot +weather. Still I could not help wondering what might happen if by any +chance smallpox were to get a hold of a population like that of +Dunchester, or indeed of a hundred other places in England. + +Since the passing of the famous Conscience Clause many years before, as +was anticipated would be the case, and as the anti-vaccinators intended +should be the case, vaccination had become a dead letter amongst at +least seventy-five per cent. of the people.[*] Our various societies +and agents were not content to let things take their course and to +allow parents to vaccinate their children, or to leave them +unvaccinated as they might think fit. On the contrary, we had +instituted a house-to-house canvass, and our visitors took with them +forms of conscientious objection, to be filled in by parents or +guardians, and legally witnessed. + +[*] Since the above was written the author has read in the press that +in Yorkshire a single bench of magistrates out of the hundreds in +England has already granted orders on the ground of “conscientious +objection,” under which some 2000 children are exempted from the scope +of the Vaccination Acts. So far as he has seen this statement has not +been contradicted. At Ipswich also about 700 applications, affecting +many children, have been filed. To deal with these the Bench is holding +special sessions, sitting at seven o’clock in the evening. + + +At first the magistrates refused to accept these forms, but after a +while, when they found how impossible it was to dive into a man’s +conscience and to decide what was or what was not “conscientious +objection,” they received them as sufficient evidence, provided only +that they were sworn before some one entitled to administer oaths. Many +of the objectors did not even take the trouble to do as much as this, +for within five years of the passing of the Act, in practice the +vaccination laws ceased to exist. The burden of prosecution rested with +Boards of Guardians, popularly elected bodies, and what board was +likely to go to the trouble of working up a case and to the expense of +bringing it before the court, when, to produce a complete defence, the +defendant need only declare that he had a conscientious objection to +the law under which the information was laid against him? Many idle or +obstinate or prejudiced people would develop conscientious objections +to anything which gives trouble or that they happen to dislike. For +instance, if the same principle were applied to education, I believe +that within a very few years not twenty-five per cent. of the children +belonging to the classes that are educated out of the rates would ever +pass the School Board standards. + +Thus it came about that the harvest was ripe, and over ripe, awaiting +only the appointed sickle of disease. Once or twice already that sickle +had been put in, but always before the reaping began it was stayed by +the application of the terrible rule of isolation known as the improved +Leicester system. + +Among some of the natives of Africa when smallpox breaks out in a +kraal, that kraal is surrounded by guards and its inhabitants are left +to recover or perish, to starve or to feed themselves as chance and +circumstance may dictate. During the absence of the smallpox laws the +same plan, more mercifully applied, prevailed in England, and thus the +evil hour was postponed. But it was only postponed, for like a +cumulative tax it was heaping up against the country, and at last the +hour had come for payment to an authority whose books must be balanced +without remittance or reduction. What is due to nature that nature +takes in her own way and season, neither less nor more, unless indeed +the skill and providence of man can find means to force her to write +off the debt. + +Five days after my encounter with the red-headed vagrant, the following +paragraph appeared in one of the local papers: “Pocklingham. In the +casual ward of the Union house for this district a tramp, name unknown, +died last night. He had been admitted on the previous evening, but, for +some unexplained reason, it was not noticed until the next morning that +he suffered from illness, and, therefore, he was allowed to mix with +the other inmates in the general ward. Drs. Butt and Clarkson, who were +called in to attend, state that the cause of death was the worst form +of smallpox. The body will be buried in quicklime, but some alarm is +felt in the district owing to the deceased, who, it is said, arrived +here from Dunchester, where he had been frequenting various tramps’ +lodgings, having mixed with a number of other vagrants, who left the +house before the character of his sickness was discovered, and who +cannot now be traced. The unfortunate man was about forty years of age, +of medium height, and red-haired.” + +The same paper had an editorial note upon this piece of news, at the +end of which it remarked, as became a party and an anti-vaccination +organ: “The terror of this ‘filth disease,’ which in our fathers’ time +amounted almost to insanity, no longer afflicts us, who know both that +its effects were exaggerated and how to deal with it by isolation +without recourse to the so-called vaccine remedies, which are now +rejected by a large proportion of the population of these islands. +Still, as we have ascertained by inquiry that this unfortunate man did +undoubtedly spend several days and nights wandering about our city when +in an infectious condition, it will be as well that the authorities +should be on the alert. We do not want that hoary veteran—the smallpox +scare—to rear its head again in Dunchester, least of all just now, +when, in view of the imminent election, the accustomed use would be +made of it by our prejudiced and unscrupulous political opponents.” + +“No,” I said to myself as I put the paper down, “certainly we do not +want a smallpox scare just now, and still less do we want the +smallpox.” Then I thought of that unfortunate red-headed wretch, crazy +with the torment of his disease, and of his hideous laughter, as he +hunted and caught the children who made a mock of him—the poor +children, scarcely one of whom was vaccinated. + +A week later I opened my political campaign with a large public meeting +in the Agricultural Hall. Almost up to the nomination day no candidate +was forthcoming on the other side, and I thought that, for the fourth +time, I should be returned unopposed. Of a sudden, however, a name was +announced, and it proved to be none other than that of my rival of many +years ago—Sir Thomas Colford—now like myself growing grey-headed, but +still vigorous in mind and body, and as much respected as ever by the +wealthier and more educated classes of our community. His appearance in +the field put a new complexion on matters; it meant, indeed, that +instead of the easy and comfortable walk over which I had anticipated, +I must fight hard for my political existence. + +In the course of my speech, which was very well received, for I was +still popular in the town even among the more moderate of my opponents, +I dwelt upon Sir Thomas Colford’s address to the electorate which had +just come into my hands. In this address I was astonished to see a +paragraph advocating, though in a somewhat guarded fashion, the +re-enactment of the old laws of compulsory vaccination. In a draft +which had reached me two days before through some underground channel, +this paragraph had not appeared, thus showing that it had been added by +an afterthought and quite suddenly. However, there it was, and I made +great play with it. + +What, I asked the electors of Dunchester, could they think of a man who +in these modern and enlightened days sought to reimpose upon a free +people the barbarous infamies of the Vaccination Acts? Long ago we had +fought that fight, and long ago we had relegated them to _limbo_, +where, with such things as instruments of torment, papal bulls and +writs of attainder, they remained to excite the wonder and the horror +of our own and future generations. + +Well would it have been for me if I had stopped here, but, led away by +the subject and by the loud cheers that my treatment of it, purposely +flamboyant, never failed to evoke, forgetful too for the moment of the +Red-headed Man, I passed on to deductions. Our opponents had +prophesied, I said, that within ten years of the passing of the famous +Conscience Clause smallpox would be rampant. Now what were the facts? +Although almost twice that time had gone by, here in Dunchester we had +suffered far less from smallpox than during the compulsory period, for +at no one time during all these eighteen or twenty years had three +cases been under simultaneous treatment within the confines of the +city. + +“Well, there are five now,” called out a voice from the back of the +hall. + +I drew myself up and made ready to wither this untruthful brawler with +my best election scorn, when, of a sudden, I remembered the Red-headed +Man, and passed on to the consideration of foreign affairs. + +From that moment all life went out of my speech, and, as it seemed to +me, the enthusiasm of the meeting died away. As soon as it was over I +made inquiries, to find that the truth had been hidden from me—there +were five, if not seven cases of smallpox in different parts of the +city, and the worst feature of the facts was that three of the patients +were children attending different schools. One of these children, it +was ascertained, had been among those who were playing round the +fountain about a fortnight since, although he was not one whom the +red-haired tramp had touched, but the other two had not been near the +fountain. The presumption was, therefore, that they had contracted the +disease through some other source of infection, perhaps at the +lodging-house where the man had spent the night after bathing in the +water. Also it seemed that, drawn thither by the heat, in all two or +three hundred children had visited the fountain square on this +particular evening, and that many of them had drunk water out of the +basin. + +Never do I remember feeling more frightened than when these facts came +to my knowledge, for, added to the possible terrors of the position, +was my constitutional fear of the disease which I have already +described. On my way homewards I met a friend who told me that one of +the children was dead, the malady, which was of an awful type, having +done its work very swiftly. + +Like a first flake from a snow-cloud, like a first leaf falling in +autumn from among the myriads on some great tree, so did this little +life sink from our number into the silence of the grave. Ah! how many +were to follow? There is a record, I believe, but I cannot give it. In +Dunchester alone, with its population of about 50,000, I know that we +had over 5000 deaths, and Dunchester was a focus from which the +pestilence spread through the kingdom, destroying and destroying and +destroying with a fury that has not been equalled since the days of the +Black Death. + +But all this was still to come, for the plague did not get a grip at +once. An iron system of isolation was put in force, and every possible +means was adopted by the town authorities, who, for the most part, were +anti-vaccinationists, to suppress the facts, a task in which they were +assisted by the officials of the Local Government Board, who had their +instructions on the point. As might have been expected, the party in +power did not wish the political position to be complicated by an +outcry for the passing of a new smallpox law, so few returns were +published, and as little information as possible was given to the +papers. + +For a while there was a lull; the subject of smallpox was _taboo_, and +nobody heard much about it beyond vague and indefinite rumours. Indeed, +most of us were busy with the question of the hour—the eternal question +of beer, its purity and the method of its sale. For my part, I made few +inquiries; like the ostrich of fable I hid my head in the sands of +political excitement, hoping that the arrows of pestilence would pass +us by. + +And yet, although I breathed no word of my fears to a living soul, in +my heart I was terribly afraid. + + + + +CHAPTER XII +THE SHADOW OF PESTILENCE + + +Very soon it became evident that the fight in Dunchester would be +severe, for the electorate, which for so many years had been my patient +servant, showed signs of rebelling against me and the principles I +preached. Whether the voters were moved by a desire for change, whether +they honestly disagreed with me, or whether a secret fear of the +smallpox was the cause of it, I do not know, but it is certain that a +large proportion of them began to look upon me and my views with +distrust. + +At any other time this would not have caused me great distress; indeed +defeat itself would have had consolations, but now, when I appeared to +be on the verge of real political distinction, the mere thought of +failure struck me with dismay. To avoid it, I worked as I had not +worked for years. Meetings were held nightly, leaflets were distributed +by the ton, and every house in the city was industriously visited by my +canvassers, who were divided into bands and officers like a regiment. + +The head of one of these bands was my daughter Jane, and never did a +candidate have a more able or enthusiastic lieutenant. She was gifted +with the true political instinct, which taught her what to say and what +to leave unsaid, when to press a point home and when to abandon it for +another; moreover, her personal charm and popularity fought for her +cause. + +One evening, as she was coming home very tired after a long day’s work +in the slums of the city, Jane arrived at the model cottages outside my +park gates. Having half an hour to spare, she determined to visit a few +of their occupants. Her second call was on the Smith family. + +“I am glad to see you now as always, miss,” said Mrs. Smith, “but we +are in trouble here.” + +“What, is little Tottie ill again?” Jane asked. + +“No, miss, it isn’t Tottie this time, it’s the baby. She’s got +convulsions, or something like it, and I’ve sent for Dr. Merchison. +Would you like to see her? She’s lying in the front room.” + +Jane hesitated. She was tired and wanted to get home with her canvass +cards. But the woman looked tired too and in need of sympathy; possibly +also, for nature is nature, Jane hoped that if she lingered there a +little, without in any way violating her promise, she might chance to +catch a brief glimpse of the man she loved. + +“Yes, I will come in for a minute,” she answered and followed Mrs. +Smith into the room. + +On a cheap cane couch in the corner, at the foot of which the child, +Tottie, was playing with a doll, lay the baby, an infant of nearly +three. The convulsive fit had passed away and she was sitting up +supported by a pillow, the fair hair hanging about her flushed face, +and beating the blanket with her little fevered hands. + +“Take me, mummy, take me, I thirsty,” she moaned. + +“There, that’s how she goes on all day and it fairly breaks my heart to +see her,” said the mother, wiping away a tear with her apron. “If +you’ll be so kind as to mind her a minute, miss, I’ll go and make a +little lemonade. I’ve got a couple of oranges left, and she seems to +like them best of anything.” + +Jane’s heart was stirred, and, leaning down, she took the child in her +arms. “Go and get the drink,” she said, “I will look after her till you +come,” and she began to walk up and down the room rocking the little +sufferer to and fro. + +Presently she looked up to see Dr. Merchison standing in the doorway. + +“Jane, you here!” he said. + +“Yes, Ernest.” + +He stepped towards her, and, before she could turn away or remonstrate, +bent down and kissed her on the lips. + +“You shouldn’t do that, dear,” she said, “it’s out of the bargain.” + +“Perhaps I shouldn’t,” he answered, “but I couldn’t help it. I said +that I would keep clear of you, and if I have met you by accident it is +not my fault. Come, let me have a look at that child.” + +Taking the little girl upon his knee, he began to examine her, feeling +her pulse and looking at her tongue. For a while he seemed puzzled, +then Jane saw him take a little magnifying glass from his pocket and by +the help of it search the skin of the patient’s forehead, especially +just at the roots of the hair. After this he looked at the neck and +wrists, then set the child down on the couch, waving Jane back when she +advanced to take it, and asked the mother, who had just entered the +room with the lemonade, two or three short, quick questions. + +Next he turned to Jane and said— + +“I don’t want to frighten you, but you will be as well out of this. +It’s lucky for you,” he added with a little smile, “that when you were +born it wasn’t the fashion for doctors to be anti-vaccinationists, for, +unless I am much mistaken, that child has got smallpox.” + +“Smallpox!” said Jane, then added aggressively, “Well, now we shall see +whose theory is right, for, as you saw, I was nursing her, and I have +never been vaccinated in my life. My father would not allow it, and I +have been told that it won him his first election.” + +Ernest Merchison heard, and for a moment his face became like that of a +man in a fit. + +“The wicked——” he began, and stopped himself by biting his lips till +the blood came. Recovering his calm with an effort, he turned to Jane +and said in a hoarse voice:— + +“There is still a chance; it may be in time; yes, I am almost sure that +I can save you.” Then he plunged his hand into his breast pocket and +drew out a little case of instruments. “Be so good as to bare your left +arm,” he said; “fortunately, I have the stuff with me.” + +“What for?” she asked. + +“To be vaccinated.” + +“Are you mad, Ernest?” she said. “You know who I am and how I have been +brought up; how, then, can you suppose that I would allow you to put +that poison into my veins?” + +“Look here, Jane, there isn’t much time for argument, but just listen +to me for one minute. You know I am a pretty good doctor, don’t you? +for I have that reputation, haven’t I? and I am sure that you believe +in me. Well, now, just on this one point and for this one occasion I am +going to ask you to give up your own opinion and to suppose that in +this matter I am right and your father is wrong. I will go farther, and +say that if any harm comes to you from this vaccination beyond the +inconvenience of a swollen arm, you may consider all that has been +between us as nothing and never speak to me again.” + +“That’s not the point,” she answered. “If you vaccinated me and my arm +fell off in consequence I shouldn’t care for you a bit the less, +because I should know that you were the victim of a foolish +superstition, and believed what you were doing to be right. No, Ernest, +it is of no use; I can assure you that I know a great deal more about +this subject than you do. I have read all the papers and statistics and +heard the cleverest men in England lecture upon it, and nothing, +nothing, _nothing_ will ever induce me to submit to that filthy, that +revolting operation.” + +He heard and groaned, then he tried another argument. + +“Listen,” he said: “you have been good enough to tell me—several +times—well, that you loved me, and, forgive me for alluding to it, but +I think that once you were so foolish as to say that you cared for me +so much that you would give your very existence if it could make me +happy. Now, I ask you for nothing half so great as that; I ask you to +submit to a trifling inconvenience, and, so far as you are personally +concerned, to waive a small prejudice for my sake, or, perhaps I had +better say, to give in to my folly. Can’t you do as much as that for +me, Jane?” + +“Ernest,” she answered hoarsely, “if you asked anything else of me in +the world I would do it—yes, anything you can think of—but this I can’t +do and won’t do.” + +“In God’s name, why not?” he cried. + +“Because to do it would be to declare my father a quack and a liar, and +to show that I, his daughter, from whom if from anybody he has a right +to expect faith and support, have no belief in him and the doctrine +that he has taught for twenty years. That is the truth, and it is cruel +of you to make me say it.” + +Ernest Merchison ground his teeth, understanding that in face of this +woman’s blind fidelity all argument and appeal were helpless. Then in +his love and despair he formed a desperate resolve. Yes, he was very +strong, and he thought that he could do it. + +Catching her suddenly round the waist he thrust her into a cottage +armchair which stood by, and, despite her struggles, began to cut at +the sleeve of her dress with the lancet in his hand. But soon he +realised that the task was hopeless. + +“Ernest Merchison,” she said, as she escaped from him with blazing eyes +and catching breath, “you have done what I will never forgive. Go your +own way in life and I will go mine.” + +“——To _death_, Jane.” + +Then she walked out of the house and through the garden gate. When she +had gone ten or fifteen yards she looked back to see her lover standing +by the gate, his face buried in his hands, and his strong frame shaking +with sobs. For a moment Jane relented; it was terrible to see this +reserved and self-reliant man thus weeping openly, and she knew that +the passion must be mighty which would bring him to this pass. In her +heart, indeed, she had never loved him better than at this moment; she +loved him even for his brutal attempt to vaccinate her by force, +because she understood what instigated the brutality. But then she +remembered the insult—she to be seized like a naughty child who will +not take its dose, and in the presence of another woman. And, so +remembering, she hardened her heart and passed out of his sight towards +the gateways of the grave. + +At that time Jane said nothing of her adventure to me, though +afterwards I learned every detail of it from her and Mrs. Smith. She +did not even tell me that she had visited the Smiths’ cottage until one +morning, about eight days afterwards, when some blundering servant +informed us at breakfast that the baby Smith was dead of the smallpox +in the hospital, and that the other child was dangerously ill. I was +shocked beyond measure, for this brought the thing home, the people +lived almost at my gates. Now I remembered that I had seen the +red-headed tramp catch the child Tottie in his arms. Doubtless she +introduced the infection, though, strangely enough, her little sister +developed the disease before her. + +“Jane,” I said when the servant had left, “did you hear about the Smith +baby?” + +“Yes, father,” she answered languidly, “I knew that it had smallpox a +week ago.” + +“Then why did you not tell me, and how did you know?” + +“I didn’t tell you, dear, because the mere mention of smallpox always +upsets you so much, especially just now with all this election worry +going on; and I knew it because I was at the Smiths’ cottage and +nursing the baby when the doctor came in and said it was smallpox.” + +“You were nursing the baby!” I almost screamed as I sprang from my +seat. “Great heavens, girl; why, you will infect the whole place.” + +“That was what Ernest—Dr. Merchison—seemed to think. He wanted to +vaccinate me.” + +“Oh, and did you let him?” + +“How can you ask me such a question, father, remembering what you have +always taught me? I said——” and with omissions she told me the gist of +what had passed between them. + +“I didn’t mean that,” I answered when she had done. “I thought that +perhaps under the influence of shock——Well, as usual, you showed your +wisdom, for how can one poison kill another poison?” and, unable to +bear it any longer, making some excuse, I rose and left the room. + +Her wisdom! Great heavens, her wisdom! Why did not that fool, +Merchison, insist? He should have authority over her if any man had. +And now it was too late—now no vaccination on earth could save her, +unless by chance she had escaped infection, which was scarcely to be +hoped. Indeed, such a thing was hardly known as that an unvaccinated +person coming into immediate contact with a smallpox patient after the +eruption had appeared, should escape infection. + +What did this mean? It meant that within a few days Jane, my only and +darling child, the very hope and centre of my life, would be in the +fangs of one of the most dreadful and dangerous diseases known to +humanity. More, having never been vaccinated, that disease was sure to +strike her with its full force, and the type of it which had appeared +in the city was such that certainly not more than one-half of the +unprotected persons attacked came alive out of the struggle. + +This was bad enough, but there were other things behind. I had never +been vaccinated since infancy, over fifty years ago, and was therefore +practically unprotected with the enemy that all my lifetime I had +dreaded, as I dreaded no other thing or imagination, actually standing +at my door. I could not go away because of the election; I dared not +show fear, because they would cry: “Look at the hangman when he sees +the rope.” Here, since compulsory vaccination had been abandoned, we +fought smallpox by a system of isolation so rigorous that under its +cruel provisions every one of whatever age, rank or sex in whom the +disease declared itself was instantly removed to a hospital, while the +inhabitants of the house whence the patient came were kept practically +in prison, not being allowed to mix with their fellows. We had returned +to the preventive measures of centuries ago, much as they were +practised in the time of the Great Plague. + +But how could I send my daughter to one of those dreadful pest-pits, +there at the moment of struggle to be a standing advertisement of the +utter failure and falsity of the system I had preached, backing my +statements with the wager of her life? Moreover, to do so would be to +doom myself to defeat at the poll, since under our byelaws, which were +almost ferocious in their severity, I could no longer appear in public +to prosecute my canvass, and, if my personal influence was withdrawn, +then most certainly my adversary would win. + +Oh, truly I who had sown bounteously was reaping bounteously. Truly the +birds which I had sent out on their mission of evil had come home to +roost upon my roof-tree. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII +HARVEST + + +Another five days went by—to me they were days of most unspeakable +doubt and anguish. Each morning at breakfast I waited for the coming of +Jane with an anxiety which was all the more dreadful because I forced +myself to conceal it. There had been no further conversation between us +about the matter that haunted both our minds, and so fearful was I lest +she should divine my suspense that except in the most casual way I did +not even dare to look at her as she entered the room. + +On the fifth morning she was late for breakfast, not a common thing, +for as a rule she rose early. I sent one of the parlour-maids to her +room to ask if she was coming down, and stood awaiting the answer with +much the same feeling as a criminal on his trial awaits the verdict of +the jury. Presently the girl returned with the message that Miss Therne +would be down in a few minutes, whereat I breathed again and swallowed +a little food, which till then I had been unable to touch. + +Soon she came, and I saw that she was rather pale and languid, owing to +the heat, perhaps, but that otherwise she looked much as usual. + +“You are late, dear,” I said unconcernedly. + +“Yes, father,” she answered; “I woke up with a little headache and went +to sleep again. It has gone now; I suppose that it is the heat.” + +As she spoke she kissed me, and I thought—but this may have been +fancy—that her breath felt cold upon my cheek. + +“I daresay,” I said, and we sat down to table. By my plate lay a great +pile of correspondence, which I opened while making pretence to eat, +but all the time I was watching Jane over the top of those wearisome +letters, most of them from beggars or constituents who “wanted to +know.” One, however, was anonymous, from a person who signed herself +“Mother.” It ran:— + +“Sir,—After hearing your speeches some years ago, and being told that +you were such a clever man, I became a Conscientious Objector, and +would not let them vaccinate any more of my children. The three who +were not vaccinated have all been taken to the hospital with the +smallpox, and they tell me (for I am not allowed to see them) that one +of them is dead; but the two who were vaccinated are quite well. Sir, I +thought that you would like to know this, so that if you have made any +mistake you may tell others. Sir, forgive me for troubling you, but it +is a terrible thing to have one’s child die of smallpox, and, as I +acted on your advice, I take the liberty of writing the above.” + +Again I looked at Jane, and saw that although she was sipping her tea +and had some bacon upon her plate she had eaten nothing at all. Like +the catch of a song echoed through my brain that fearsome sentence: “It +is a terrible thing to have one’s child die of the smallpox.” Terrible, +indeed, for now I had little doubt but that Jane was infected, and if +she should chance to die, then what should I be? I should be her +murderer! + +After breakfast I started upon my rounds of canvassing and +speech-making. Oh, what a dreadful day was that, and how I loathed the +work. How I cursed the hour in which I had taken up politics, and sold +my honour to win a seat in Parliament and a little cheap notoriety +among my fellow-men. If Stephen Strong had not tempted me Jane would +have been vaccinated in due course, and therefore, good friend though +he had been to me, and though his wealth was mine to-day, I cursed the +memory of Stephen Strong. Everywhere I went that afternoon I heard +ominous whispers. People did not talk openly; they shrugged their +shoulders and nodded and hinted, and all their hints had to do with the +smallpox. + +“I say, Therne,” said an old friend, the chairman of my committee, with +a sudden outburst of candour, “what a dreadful thing it would be if +after all we A.V.’s were mistaken. You know there are a good many cases +of it about, for it’s no use disguising the truth. But I haven’t heard +of any yet among the Calf-worshippers” (that was our cant term for +those who believed in vaccination). + +“Oh, let be!” I answered angrily, “it is too late to talk of mistakes, +we’ve got to see this thing through.” + +“Yes, yes, Therne,” he said with a dreary laugh, “unless it should +happen to see us through.” + +I left him, and went home just in time to dress. There were some people +to dinner, at which Jane appeared. Her lassitude had vanished, and, as +was her manner when in good spirits, she was very humorous and amusing. +Also I had never seen her look so beautiful, for her colour was high +and her dark eyes shone like the diamond stars in her hair. But again I +observed that she ate nothing, although she, who for the most part +drank little but water, took several glasses of champagne and two +tumblers of soda. Before I could get rid of my guests she had gone to +bed. At length they went, and going to my study I began to smoke and +think. + +I was now sure that the bright flush upon her cheeks was due to what we +doctors call _pyrexia_, the initial fever of smallpox, and that the +pest which I had dreaded and fled from all my life was established in +my home. The night was hot and I had drunk my fill of wine, but I sat +and shook in the ague of my fear. Jane had the disease, but she was +young and strong and might survive it. I should take it from her, and +in that event assuredly must die, for the mind is master of the body +and the thing we dread is the thing that kills us. + +Probably, indeed, I had taken it already, and this very moment the +seeds of sickness were at their wizard work within me. Well, even if it +was so?—I gasped when the thought struck me—as Merchison had recognised +in the case of Jane, by immediate vaccination the virus could be +destroyed, or if not destroyed at least so much modified and weakened +as to become almost harmless. Smallpox takes thirteen or fourteen days +to develop; cowpox runs its course in eight. So even supposing that I +had been infected for two days there was still time. Yes, but none to +lose! + +Well, the thing was easy—I was a doctor and I had a supply of +glycerinated lymph; I had procured some fresh tubes of it only the +other day, to hold it up before my audiences while I dilated on its +foulness and explained the evils which resulted from its use. Supposing +now that I made a few scratches on my arm and rubbed some of this stuff +into them, who would be the wiser? The inflammation which would follow +would not be sufficient to incapacitate me, and nobody can see through +a man’s coat sleeve; even if the limb should become swollen or helpless +I could pretend that I had strained it. Whatever I had preached to +prove my point and forward my ambition, in truth I had never doubted +the efficacy of vaccination, although I was well aware of the dangers +that might result from the use of impure or contaminated lymph, foul +surroundings, and occasionally, perhaps, certain conditions of health +in the subject himself. Therefore I had no prejudice to overcome, and +certainly I was not a Conscientious Objector. + +It came to this then. There were only two reasons why I should not +immediately vaccinate myself—first, that I might enjoy in secret a +virtuous sense of consistency, which, in the case of a person who had +proved himself so remarkably inconsistent in this very matter, would be +a mere indulgence of foolish pride; and secondly, because if I did I +might be found out. This indeed would be a catastrophe too terrible to +think of, but it was not in fact a risk that need be taken into +account. + +But where was the use of weighing all these pros and cons? Such foolish +doubts and idle arguments melted into nothingness before the presence +of the spectre that stood upon my threshold, the hideous, spotted +Pestilence who had slain my father, who held my daughter by the throat, +and who threatened to grip me with his frightful fingers. What were +inconsistencies and risks to me compared to my living terror of the +Thing that had dominated my whole existence, reappearing at its every +crisis, and by some strange fate even when it was far from me, throwing +its spell over my mind and fortunes till, because of it, I turned my +skill and knowledge to the propagation of a lie, so mischievous in its +results that had the world known me as I was it would have done wisely +to deal by me as it deals with a dangerous lunatic? + +I would do it and at once. + +First, although it was unnecessary as all the servants had gone to +rest, I locked that door of my study which opened into the hall. The +other door I did not think of locking, for beyond it was nothing but +the private staircase which led to the wing of the house occupied by +Jane and myself. Then I took off my coat and rolled up my shirt sleeve, +fastening it with a safety-pin to the linen upon my shoulder. After +this I lit a spirit-lamp and sterilised my lancet by heating it in the +flame. Now, having provided myself with an ivory point and unsealed the +tiny tube of lymph, I sat down in a chair so that the light from the +electric lamp fell full upon my arm, and proceeded to scape the skin +with the lancet until blood appeared in four or five separate places. +Next I took the ivory point, and, after cleansing it, I charged it with +the lymph and applied it to the abrasions, being careful to give each +of them a liberal dose. The operation finished, I sat still awhile +letting my arm hang over the back of the chair, in order that the blood +might dry thoroughly before I drew down my shirt sleeve. + +It was while I was sitting thus that I heard some movement behind me, +and turned round suddenly to find myself face to face with my daughter +Jane. She was clothed only in her nightdress and a bedroom wrapper, and +stood near to the open staircase door, resting her hand upon the end of +a lounge as though to support herself. + +For one moment only I saw her and noted the look of horror in her eyes, +the next I had touched the switch of the electric light, and, save for +the faint blue glimmer of the spirit lamp, there was darkness. + +“Father,” she said, and in the gloom her voice sounded far away and +hollow, “what are you doing to your arm?” + +“I stumbled and fell against the corner of the mantelpiece and +scratched it,” I began wildly, but she stopped me. + +“O father, have pity, for I cannot bear to hear you speak what is not +true, and—_I saw it all_.” + +Then followed a silence made more dreadful by the darkness which the +one ghostly point of light seemed to accentuate. + +Presently my daughter spoke again. + +“Have you no word of comfort to me before I go? How is it that you who +have prevented thousands from doing this very thing yet do it yourself +secretly and at the dead of night? If you think it safer to vaccinate +yourself, why was I, your child, left unvaccinated, and taught that it +is a wicked superstition? Father, father, for God’s sake, answer me, or +I shall go mad.” + +Then I spoke, as men will speak at the Judgment Day—if there is one—and +for the same reason, because I must. “Sit down, Jane, and listen, and, +if you do not mind, let it remain dark; I can tell you best in the +dark.” + +Then, briefly, but with clearness and keeping nothing back, I told her +all, I—her father—laying every pitiable weakness of my nature open to +my child’s sight; yes, even to the terror of infection that drove me to +the act. All this while Jane answered no word, but when at length I +finished she said:— + +“My poor father, O my poor father! Why did you not tell me all this +years ago, when you could have confessed your mistake? Well, it is +done, and you were not to blame in the beginning, for they forced you +to it. And now I have come to tell you that I am very ill—that is why I +am here—my back aches dreadfully, and I fear that I must have caught +this horrible smallpox. Oh! had I known the truth a fortnight ago, I +should have let Ernest vaccinate me. It broke my heart to refuse him +the first thing he ever asked of me. But I thought of what you would +feel and what a disgrace it would be to you. And now—you see. + +“Turn up the light, for I must go back. I daresay that we shall never +meet again, for remember you are not to come into my room. I will not +allow you to come into my room, if I have to kill myself to prevent it. +No, you must not kiss me either; I daresay that I have begun to be +infectious. Good-bye, father, till we meet again somewhere else, for I +am sure that we do not altogether die. Oh! now that I know everything, +I should have been glad enough to leave this life—if only I had +never—met Ernest,” and turning, Jane, my daughter, crept away, gliding +up the broad oak stairs back to the room which she was never to quit +alive. + +As for me, daylight found me still seated in the study, my brain +tormented with an agony of remorse and shame which few have lived to +feel, and my heart frozen with fear of what the morrow should bring +forth. + +After but one day of doubt, Jane’s sickness proved to be smallpox of +the prevailing virulent type. But she was not removed to the hospital, +for I kept the thing secret and hired a nurse, who had recently been +revaccinated, for her from a London institution. The doctoring I +directed myself, although I did not actually see her, not now from any +fear of consequences, for I was so utterly miserable that I should have +been glad to die even of smallpox, but because she would not suffer it, +and because also, had I done so, I might have carried infection far and +wide, and should have been liable to prosecution under our isolation +laws. + +I wished to give up the fight for the seat, but when I suggested it, +saying that I was ill, my committee turned upon me fiercely. + +“Smallpox,” they declared, “was breaking out all over the city, and I +should stop there to ‘sweep out my own grate,’ even if they had to keep +me by force. If I did not, they would expose me in a fashion I should +not like.” + +Then I gave in, feeling that after all it did not matter much, as in +any case it was impossible for me to leave Dunchester. Personally I had +no longer any fear of contagion, for within a week from that fatal +night four large vesicles had formed on my arm, and their presence +assured me that I was safe. At any other time this knowledge would have +rejoiced me more than I can tell, but now, as I have said, I did not +greatly care. + +Another six days went by, bringing me to the eve of the election. At +lunch time I managed to get home, and was rejoiced to find that Jane, +who for the past forty-eight hours had been hovering between life and +death, had taken a decided turn for the better. Indeed, she told me so +herself in quite a strong voice as I stood in the doorway of her room, +adding that she hoped I should have a good meeting that night. + +It would seem, however, that almost immediately after I left a change +for the worse set in, of such a character that Jane felt within herself +her last hour was at hand. Then it was that she ordered the nurse to +write a telegram at her dictation. It was to Dr. Merchison, and ran: +“Come and see me at once, do not delay as I am dying.—Jane.” + +Within half an hour he was at her door. Then she bade the nurse to +throw a sheet over her, so that he might not see her features which +were horribly disfigured, and to admit him. + +“Listen,” she said, speaking through the sheet, “I am dying of the +smallpox, and I have sent for you to beg your pardon. I know now that +you were right and I was wrong, although it broke my heart to learn +it.” + +Then by slow degrees and in broken words she told him enough of what +she had learned to enable him to guess the rest, never dreaming, poor +child, of the use to which he would put his knowledge, being too ill +indeed to consider the possibilities of a future in which she could +have no part. + +The rest of that scene has nothing to do with the world; it has nothing +to do with me; it is a private matter between two people who are dead, +Ernest Merchison and my daughter, Jane Therne. Although my own beliefs +are nebulous, and at times non-existent, this was not so in my +daughter’s case. Nor was it so in the case of Ernest Merchison, who was +a Scotchman, with strong religious views which, I understand, under +these dreadful circumstances proved comfortable to both of them. At the +least, they spoke with confidence of a future meeting, which, if their +faith is well founded, was not long delayed indeed; for, strong as he +seemed to be, within the year Merchison followed his lover to the +churchyard, where they lie side by side. + +About half-past six Jane became unconscious, and an hour afterwards she +died. + +Then in his agony and the bitterness of his just rage a dreadful +purpose arose in the mind of Merchison. He went home, changed his +clothes, disinfected himself, and afterwards came on to the +Agricultural Hall, where I was addressing a mass meeting of the +electors. It was a vast and somewhat stormy meeting, for men’s minds +were terrified and overshadowed by the cases of disease which were +reported in ever-increasing numbers, and even the best of my supporters +had begun to speculate whether or no my anti-vaccination views were +after all so absolutely irrefutable. + +Still, my speech, which by design did not touch on the smallpox scare, +was received with respect, if not with enthusiasm. I ended it, however, +with an eloquent peroration, wherein I begged the people of Dunchester +to stand fast by those great principles of individual freedom, which +for twenty years it had been my pride and privilege to inculcate; and +on the morrow, in spite of all arguments that might be used to dissuade +them, fearlessly to give their suffrages to one who for two decades had +proved himself to be their friend and the protector of their rights. + +I sat down, and when the cheers, with which were mixed a few hoots, had +subsided, my chairman asked if any one in the meeting wished to +question the candidate. + +“I do,” said a voice speaking from beneath the shadow of the gallery +far away. “I wish to ask Dr. Therne whether he believes in +vaccination?” + +When the meeting understood the meaning of this jester’s question, a +titter of laughter swept over it like a ripple over the face of a pond. +The chairman, also rising with a smile, said: “Really, I do not think +it necessary to put that query to my friend here, seeing that for +nearly twenty years he has been recognised throughout England as one of +the champions of the anti-vaccination cause which he helped to lead to +triumph.” + +“I repeat the question,” said the distant voice again, a cold deep +voice with a note in it that to my ears sounded like the knell of +approaching doom. + +The chairman looked puzzled, then replied: “If my friend will come up +here instead of hiding down there in the dark I have no doubt that Dr. +Therne will be able to satisfy his curiosity.” + +There was a little commotion beneath the gallery, and presently a man +was seen forcing his way up the length of the huge and crowded hall. +For some reason or other the audience watched his slow approach without +impatience. A spirit of wonder seemed to have taken possession of them; +it was almost as though by some process of telepathy the thought which +animated the mind of this questioner had taken a hold of their minds, +although they did not quite know what that thought might be. Moreover +the sword of smallpox hung over the city, and therefore the subject was +of supreme interest. When Death is near, whatever they may pretend, men +think of little else. + +Now he was at the foot of the platform, and now in the gaunt, powerful +frame I recognised my daughter’s suitor, Ernest Merchison, and knew +that something dreadful was at hand, what I could not guess. + +There was still time—I might have pretended to be ill, but my brain was +so weary with work and sorrow, and so occupied, what was left of it, in +trying to fathom Merchison’s meaning, that I let the precious moment +slip. At length he was standing close by me, and to me his face was +like the face of an avenging angel, and his eyes shone like that +angel’s sword. + +“I wish to ask you, sir,” he said again, “whether or no you believe +that vaccination is a prophylactic against smallpox.” + +Once more there were opportunities of escape. I might for instance have +asked for a definition of vaccination, of prophylactics and of +smallpox, and thus have argued till the audience grew weary. But some +God of vengeance fought upon his side, the hand of doom was over me, +and a power I could not resist dragged the answer from my lips. + +“I think, sir,” I replied, “that, as the chairman has told you, the +whole of my public record is an answer to your question. I have often +expressed my views upon this matter; I see no reason to change them.” + +Ernest Merchison turned to the audience. + +“Men of Dunchester,” he said in such trumpet-like and thrilling tones +that every face of the multitude gathered there was turned upon him, +“Dr. Therne in answer to my questions refers to his well-known views, +and says that he has found no reason to change them. His views are that +vaccination is useless and even mischievous, and by preaching them he +has prevented thousands from being vaccinated. Now I ask him to +illustrate his faith by baring his left arm before you all.” + +What followed? I know not. From the audience went up a great gasp +mingled with cries of “_yes_” and “_shame_” and “_show him_.” My +supporters on the platform murmured in indignation, and I, round whom +the whole earth seemed to rush, by an effort recovering my +self-control, rose and said:— + +“I am here to answer any question, but I ask you to protect me from +insult.” + +Again the tumult and confusion swelled, but through it all, calm as +death, inexorable as fate, Ernest Merchison stood at my side. When it +had died down, he said:— + +“I repeat my challenge. There is smallpox in this city—people are lying +dead of it—and many have protected themselves by vaccination: let Dr. +Therne prove that he has not done this also by baring his left arm +before you all.” + +The chairman looked at my face and his jaw dropped. “I declare this +meeting closed,” he said, and I turned to hurry from the platform, +whereat there went up a shout of “_No, no_.” It sank to a sudden +silence, and again the man with the face of fate spoke. + +“Murderer of your own child, I reveal that which you hide!” + +Then with his right hand suddenly he caught me by the throat, with his +left hand he gripped my linen and my garments, and at one wrench ripped +them from my body, leaving my left breast and shoulder naked. And +there, patent on the arm where every eye might read them, were those +proofs of my infamy which he had sought. + +I swooned away, and, as I sank into oblivion, there leapt from the lips +of the thousands I had betrayed that awful roar of scorn and fury which +has hunted me from my home and still haunts me far across the seas. + +My story is done. 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