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diff --git a/56728-0.txt b/56728-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..38e449f --- /dev/null +++ b/56728-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,3325 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 56728 *** + + + + + + + + + +A MODERN PURGATORY + + +_By CARLO DE FORNARO_ + + +_CARRANZA AND MEXICO_ +_A MODERN PURGATORY_ + + + + +A MODERN PURGATORY + +BY +CARLO DE FORNARO + + +[Illustration: Logo] + + +NEW YORK +MITCHELL KENNERLEY +1917 + + +COPYRIGHT, 1917, BY +CARLO DE FORNARO + + +PRINTED IN AMERICA + + +TO +M. L. R. + + +"_It is believed in this country that a poor man has less chance to get +justice administered to him than a rich man._" + +_--Woodrow Wilson, in a speech in Chicago, January 11, 1913._ + + + + +INTRODUCTION + + +This book is a record of the prison experiences of Carlo de Fornaro, +artist, writer, editor, revolutionary. It is a record of experiences in +the famous Tombs Prison, in New York City, and in the New York City +penitentiary on Blackwell's Island--a record of the daily happenings of +life in a prison, of brutalities and stupidities and abominations; a +sordid record, from the pages of which gleam many fine human things, the +sympathies and kindnesses and sacrifices of men thrust by society into +the dark of prison because society was afraid of them. + +The book begins with the author's imprisonment, and ends with his +release or discharge from prison. It is the tale of his punishment, but +it tells nothing of the "crime" that brought the punishment upon him. + +It is a strange story, that of the circumstances that brought him to +prison and an unprecedented proceeding in the United States, a +prosecution for libelling an official of a foreign government. + +Carlo de Fornaro came to America when he was a young man. He was born +in Calcutta, British India, in 1871, of Swiss-Italian parents; and, +determined to be an artist, he studied, first architecture in Zurich, +then painting in Munich. But when he came to America he found a dearth +of art, and when his talent for caricature was recognized, he turned to +a newspaper career. + +He began in Chicago, with the old _Times-Herald_, but the greatest part +of his work was done in New York, on the _Herald_, the _Telegraph_, the +_World_ and the _Evening Sun_. In 1906 he went to Mexico to visit a +friend--and he stayed three years. + +Mexico first interested him--the people, the problems, the smouldering +fire of revolution--and then absorbed him. Porfirio Diaz was President +of Mexico, and approaching the end of his long reign of power. Fornaro, +always a revolutionary, became interested in politics--a dangerous +interest, especially for a radical opposed to the Diaz régime. +Assassination and murder and life imprisonment in dungeons immured from +the world were commonplace methods used in that day to defeat the +purposes of the opposition to the undermined Diaz dynasty. + +But Fornaro, undeterred, went into politics. He chose the way best +known to him; he organized a company and established a daily newspaper +in Mexico City, of which he was Director. This was late in 1906. He +continued with this newspaper for over two years, doing his share of +fomenting the revolution that brought the Diaz government to its fall a +few years later. Then, in 1909, he came back to New York, to continue +the work in another form. + +He wrote, and early in 1909 had published in New York, a book entitled +"Diaz, Czar of Mexico." It was translated into Spanish, and thousands of +copies were smuggled across the border into Mexico. It created an +immediate sensation; it was forbidden and interdicted; copies of it were +confiscated and destroyed; people selling it, distributing it, giving it +away, or having it in their possession, were subject to punishment. But +in the face of this it was widely distributed; it was passed from hand +to hand, secretly, clandestinely; and the demand for it was so great, +and the interest in it so intense, that in many cases where it was +difficult to procure it, single copies were sold for as much as five +dollars and ten dollars. + +When the efforts to stop its distribution among the people of Mexico +failed, other measures were tried. Agents of the Diaz government came +to New York; they sent messages to Fornaro; they came finally to see +him; and they offered him $50,000 for the entire edition and to suppress +all future editions. But they were true to the practices of the system +that had so long exacted tribute from the people of Mexico. They knew +the amount of money that would be paid to suppress Fornaro's book--and a +proposition was made to Fornaro offering him $50,000, and asking him to +sign a receipt for $150,000. + +They failed. Fornaro told them the book was not for sale except for +distribution; it would not be suppressed for any price. + +It took these agents of the Diaz government some time to realize this +fact. They could not believe there was a thing their money could not +buy. But when they realized it they gave up and departed. And then other +tactics were begun, and this time they were more effective. + +Fornaro was indicted for criminal libel. This was a logical proceeding, +and not unexpected. Agents of the Diaz government, acting ostensibly for +Rafael Reyes Espindola, a Mexican Congressman, and Editor of the +government paper _El Imparcial_, presented complaints to the Grand +Jury. Grand Jury proceedings are secret, and Fornaro, of course, had no +opportunity to present his case before that tribunal. It was set forth +that in his book, "Diaz, Czar of Mexico," Carlo de Fornaro had +criminally libeled Rafael Reyes Espindola, and Fornaro was duly +indicted. One of the accusations brought against Espindola in the book +was that as Editor he used the government paper with impunity to murder +reputations. + +Fornaro was arrested on April 23, 1909. He pleaded justification. He was +admitted to bail in the sum of $1,000. On June 21, 1909, a postponement +of the trial was granted, to permit the defendant in support of his plea +to secure, by Rogatory Letters, or Depositions, the testimony of +witnesses in Mexico as to the truth of the allegations against Espindola +contained in the book and complained against. + +Some of the most prominent men in Mexico were among those Fornaro sought +as witnesses to prove his cause. There were Francisco I. Madero, who led +the revolution against Diaz, became President of Mexico and was killed +when Victoriano Huerta assumed the Dictatorship of Mexico; F. Iglesias +Calderon, the head of a political party, for thirty-five years a +consistent opponent of the Diaz system, and the man who had furnished +most of the material for Fornaro's book; Heriberto Barron, a member of +the Mexican congress and a prominent journalist in Mexico City, and +during the latter part of the Diaz régime an exile from Mexico; and +others of equal prominence. + +But the plan to secure this evidence failed. The witnesses in Mexico +were "not allowed" to testify in Fornaro's favor; there was no +opportunity to secure the testimony required by Fornaro, or, even if it +had been secured, to get it out of Mexico; and his witnesses were +threatened with punishment and retaliation if even by speaking the truth +they gave aid to Fornaro. + +What testimony was offered in his behalf from witnesses in Mexico was +not allowed; his lawyer in Mexico City, Diodoro Battalla, a Mexican who +had offered to take this case at the risk of his life, was not permitted +to represent him. But a representative of the District Attorney of New +York was sent to Mexico, and he was permitted to represent the state of +New York in such hearings as were had in Mexico City in an endeavor to +secure the evidence necessary to establish Fornaro's guilt. + +On October 27, 1909, Fornaro was put on trial. The result was +inevitable. Fornaro was convicted. On November 9 he was sentenced to one +year at hard labor in the city penitentiary on Blackwell's Island. + +After his conviction, Fornaro was held for five weeks in the Tombs +prison, first awaiting his sentence, and after his sentence, during a +stay pending a decision on his application for a Certificate of +Reasonable Doubt, which was denied; and on December 4, 1909, he was +taken to the penitentiary on Blackwell's Island to begin serving his +term. + +Two weeks later, when the news of the sentence had reached Mexico, +Rafael Reyes Espindola went to a bull fight. As soon as he was seen +entering the stands there was a great outcry against him from the +spectators--there were over twenty-five thousand of them; they were +calling him "Assassin of reputations." They pelted him with missiles and +drove him out of the bull ring in confusion and ignominy. The Mexican +newspapers, commenting on the incident, called it "Brutal Justice." + +On October 3, 1910, Fornaro was discharged. He had served ten months in +prison, which was the full term of his sentence, except for two months +off for good behavior, which is provided by the laws of New York. + +Within a few weeks after Fornaro's discharge from prison, after the +revolution against Diaz broke out in Mexico, on November 20, 1910, +Fornaro was offered $25,000 to leave the United States if there was an +investigation of the manner in which evidence in his behalf was +suppressed or kept from the court. + +Fornaro refused it, as he refused the bribe for suppressing his book, +and as he refused a pardon which he was told would be granted him +unconditionally after his appeal to the Supreme Court had been lost. +There never was any investigation into his case. + +But the book that caused all the trouble went on. The first edition of +"Diaz, Czar of Mexico" had been exhausted, and a second edition was +printed. The revolutionists in Mexico still say that this book, in +conjunction with Francisco I. Madero's "The Presidential Succession in +1910," were the greatest influences in bringing about the fall of +Porfirio Diaz. + + + + +A MODERN PURGATORY + + + + +THE TRIAL + + +It is the second day of my trial. The whole performance is tiresome and +monotonous in the extreme. On one side--the side of the prosecution, the +side against me--the case is legally perfect, on my side there is +practically no defense; and surrounded as I am by powerful and subtle +political influences, I have come to the conclusion that I have as much +chance of success--or escape--as the proverbial snowball in Hades. + +Considering my hopeless predicament and my helplessness, I am astonished +at the sneering and insulting manner of the prosecuting attorney. Why +this unseemly desire to swat as insignificant a gnat as I?[1] During +lunch at recess I hear that my victim and accuser is very much +embarrassed and annoyed at the pertinent questions asked by the +prosecutor and translated by an interpreter. + +"Are you a picaroon?" queried the District Attorney. + +"No," protested the blushing Mexican, "I am only a congressman." + +Insults are sometimes the making of a man's reputation, but ridicule +always kills, as my Mexican opponent confessed to me once in Mexico +City, adding that he never paid the slightest attention to insults or +libelous attacks of the Mexican press. In this case they made him change +his mind and he was sent twice three thousand miles from Mexico to +prosecute as libel that which he could not even read. + +Finally the case is concluded and I am led through a maze into the +Tombs prison to await the deliberation of the jury. + +The keepers inquire as to the real meaning and equivalent in slang of +the word "picaroon," and they seem disappointed at its commonplace +meaning as compared to the phonetic redundance of a word which promised +so much. All seem quite certain the jury won't convict, but I am of a +different opinion. + +After waiting more than two hours I am brought back to court to hear the +decision of the jury. I notice the foreman, a gray-haired, lean person +with a long neck two sizes smaller than his collar. He is speaking in a +low voice. I cannot hear what he says, but when he stops, and I see two +Mexican friends and refugees come towards me with tears in their eyes, +then I know my fate. They pat me on the back and say encouraging things +as to the effect the publicity of this conviction will have on the cause +of liberal Mexico. Newspapermen and friends surround me. An adverse +verdict was expected; nevertheless I am somewhat dazed. They ask for a +declaration, but adequate words fail me. I can only smile and say +awkwardly: "It's all in the day's work. I believe what is to be, will +be." And the keepers lead me through the bridge of sighs. + +FOOTNOTE: + +[1] In justice to the Prosecuting Attorney it must be added that over +two years after the trial he apologized to the writer in the presence of +Judge John J. Freschi, at the Press Club. + + + + +THE TOMBS PRISON + + +The next thing I remember is being "frisked," as they say in prison +parlance, when the keeper looks through the prisoner's pockets for +contraband. + +They lead me to my cell and the iron doors clang behind me. A deep sigh +of relief escapes me. The terrific mental strain of the last ten months, +the long and sleepless nights of vigil, the knowledge of impending +danger, have been blown away like an unhealthy mist, and I feel calm, +secure, safely barred beyond the reach of the Mexican Czar's sicarii and +thugs. + +The necessary things for comfort are sent by kind friends, and I inspect +my future abode. + +The cell is spacious, enclosed on three sides by solid steel; air, light +and ventilation come through the bars; two iron beds are attached to +chains on one side and let down at night; there is running water for +washing, drinking and sanitary purposes. An electric bulb and a small +wooden bench complete the furniture. + + +The first thing in the morning I make the acquaintance of a prisoner who +eagerly offers to become my guide and monitor. + +We walk around the spacious corridor which surrounds the prison proper +like an ellipse, and by a connecting gallery cuts it in half like number +8. Three tiers of steel cages go up to the ceiling and can be observed +by standing close to the wall opposite our cells. + +The men in the tiers above us walk around, some one way, others the +opposite, like restless animals in captivity. Some young prisoners hang +on to the bars and make faces at us downstairs, reminding us of monkeys +in a gigantic cage. + +Side by side with tough "mugs" and countenances worthy of the gallows, +we notice the apparently refined and well-mannered aristocrats of crime, +dissipated looking boys, confidence men in pious demeanour, election +repeaters, dandified "cadets" and "sissies." There are also sturdy +looking laborers, a few black handers, a tramp or two, several negroes, +two Chinamen. + +A chauffeur with leggings, cap and automobile suit, tramps around with a +dapper young pickpocket. They shout, laugh, talk, sing, whistle; and +above all is heard the shuffling of several hundred feet walking, +walking unceasingly. + +A look upward to the superposed steel cages suggests their similarity to +the circles in Dante's Inferno; the picture is completed by comparing my +mentor to Virgil, but the sarcasm is lost on him, as he is only a very +prosaic forger. + +He informs me that the circle above contains the murderers, awaiting +trial; higher up those on charges of grand larceny; and then follow the +petty larceny men, and so on. + +We who are on the ground floor have more walking space than those above +us. The side walls have four rows of barred windows which give poor +ventilation and poorer light. The air has a pungent, mouldy smell. The +rumbling noise of the city traffic on the Centre Street side is heard +plainly through the din in the prison. + +My companion is a voluble and incessant gossip; his knowledge of jails, +penitentiaries, and court procedure is amazing; he is a perfect walking +prison encyclopedia. Nearly forty years old, he has passed twenty years +behind the bars, either in Sing Sing, the Island Penitentiary or the +Tombs. Very pale, clean shaven, rather plump, he speaks in a harsh +whisper which gives a disagreeable impression of his uncanny knowledge; +when he inquires or talks about the outside world he is like a child +seeking knowledge about a strange, far-away land. + +My next door neighbor is a southerner. He shot a man who cheated him +out of all his money, and he spent several months in Sing Sing; now he +has been brought back to the Tombs for retrial. Dark, with passionate +eyes, black hair and sallow complexion, thin, calm, deliberate in manner +and speech, he tells me of his case, and what led to his murderous +assault, which he claims was done in self-defense. When I asked if he +was resigned to return to Sing Sing, he answered with gleaming eyes: +"I'll kill myself before I'll go back to that hell hole." + + +I + +As we are forbidden to keep knives or razors in our possession, those +who require a daily shave climb to the circle above to the barber shop. + +On the waiting line there is a familiar face, a young man who had been a +waiter in a Broadway café. He has not lost his red cheeks and boyish +manner while awaiting trial on the charge of seduction. + +Those who can afford it and cannot eat the common prison fare have their +meals ordered from outside restaurants. A young man with a capacious +basket offers us our breakfast in the shape of bread, pies, coffee; and +he also sells cigars, cigarettes, writing paper, stamps and various +knickknacks. + +About nine A. M. we are locked in and are allowed to buy newspapers from +a boy. I scan the daily papers and notice that they are beginning to pay +attention to this libel case. There are several editorials, one signed +by William Randolph Hearst, whose championship in my case was a brave +act, as it endangered his interests in Mexico. The mail is voluminous; +scores of clippings come in from out of town papers. An unknown doctor +in California sends a check, a laboring man in St. Louis sends a dollar +bill, to help in the fight. + +My first visitor appeared to me like a vision from a strange planet. I +felt clumsy and impatient behind the cold and angular bars. + +I am informed that two witnesses saw the president's brother and a +prominent Mexican lawyer waiting for my verdict on the ground floor of +the Criminal Court building. Those two lawyers were the king pins +working the wires behind the scenes, and when the glad tidings were +brought they hastened to telegraph it to Mexico. + +After the visit we are let out of our cells for exercise, which takes +place three times a day, morning, noon and evening. + +All visitors are permitted to see the prisoners, but not twice in the +same day. Keepers and matrons search the visitors, and I hear repeated +complaints of the arrogant and rough behaviour of these men who seem to +have no power of discrimination; they treat everybody on equal terms of +brutality and incivility--those found guilty by the courts, those +awaiting trial and the innocent visitors. + +Newspapermen are almost daily visitors. + +My friend and lawyer, K----, visits me every day in the barred chamber +set apart for that purpose. As I descend to see him some one points out +to me a special room wherein I recognize the banker Morse conferring +with his lawyers. My friends on the _New York World_ send an ambassador, +in the person of a reporter, offering their good will and assistance. I +am touched by their kindness and loyalty. + + +The days pass swiftly as if on wings while waiting for the sentence. My +trial-lawyer, J----, visits me one evening and informs me that somebody +has told the judge that I had boasted that I would get off with a fine. +A strenuous denial is made, but the futility of the protest is apparent. +The purpose of these underhand tactics is to prevent the imposition of +a fine which could be paid by friends. + +Criminal libel is a misdemeanor, and the limit or maximum sentence is +one year in the penitentiary or a fine of $500, or both. + +The prosecuting lawyers hope, by the imposition of a prison sentence, to +frighten me into accepting either a pardon or a commutation of the +sentence, thus forcing me to accept their favors and preventing further +investigation into certain proceedings. + +A suggestion is made to enter a protest with my ambassador. Such a +procedure would empower the judge to offer me the choice between going +back to Europe or serving one year in the penitentiary. The Mexican +government would prefer to get rid of my agitation in this country and +does not relish the idea of assisting the publicity of a willing martyr. + +My suspicion of these tactics is aroused when I learn of the case of a +young cockney valet who stole from his employer, and who was offered +the alternative, when the judge sentenced him, of going back to England +or serving five years in Sing Sing. The young valet took great pains to +inform me of his case and the advantage to be derived from accepting the +lesser of two evils. I mused over the incident, and wondered if the +valet's case was not a gentle hint emanating from the Machiavellian +brains interested in my case. The trial lawyer, J----, suggested the +advisability of appealing to the governor for clemency in case of loss +of the appeal. A protest to the ambassador was also proposed. I declined +both suggestions. + + +II + +I have become acquainted with a prisoner a few doors from my cell, next +to the shower baths. Small of stature, almost a boy, deathly pale, dark, +with strong features, this young English pickpocket is a new type in my +limited experience with criminals. + +Every afternoon we sit together at a five o'clock tea in his model +cell. The walls are covered with half-tone pictures of famous stage +beauties. He offers me the place of honor, which is an old, rickety, but +comfortable armchair which belonged to Harry Thaw. + +The bed, the bench, everything, is decorated with paper, cut out with +infinite pains. The tea is excellent and there are also condensed milk, +Huntley & Palmer's biscuits, butter and orange marmalade. Mine host +seldom talks to prisoners; he says the place is filled with stool +pigeons. When asked if he does not suspect me, he smiles and remarks +that in his profession a deep and varied familiarity with human nature +is necessary, as well as a cool head, an impassive mask, and great +dexterity with hands and fingers. + +Very good-naturedly he answers my questions as to his early life and the +influences of which brought him to steal; he tells me also of his +philosophy of life. His father and mother were both thieves, and he was +taught to steal as soon as he could walk. The whole of Europe was the +field of his operations. + +Soon after he came to New York he was arrested, and although the +detectives could not find any stolen goods on him, nevertheless he was +sentenced to seven years in Sing Sing on his past criminal record, which +was sent over by Scotland Yard. + +Considering this man's record and nationality, the question comes to +mind as to why he was not sent back to England, instead of burdening the +taxpayers of the state of New York with his maintenance for seven years. + + +III + +In the evening I was interrupted in my conversation with a confidence +man by the entrance of Lupo and some of his black hand confederates. +Standing against the wall while being searched he refused to answer any +questions either in English or in Italian. + +A dark mustache aggravated his villainous look, while his black, +restless eyes surveyed his surroundings. One of his cronies muttered +something, but he only growled, lifting the corners of his mouth and +baring his teeth in angry contempt. Verily he gave the impression of a +wolf caught in a trap, but still defiant and ferocious. + +We stop at the cell of a poor German who is locked up on the charge of +attempted suicide. He weeps disconsolately, like a child, the tears +running down his haggard and gentle face. His clothes and linen are poor +and as dirty as his face; his hair is unkempt. He wrings his hands in +despair and moans: "Why did they not let me die in peace?" He was out of +a job, friendless and penniless in a foreign country, and when he tried +to end his misery they put him in jail. It seems a hopeless task to try +and cheer him up. + +A harmless looking old man with white hair and beard attracts every +one's attention by the ferocity of his deed. He has killed his own +daughter, a school teacher, as she was coming out of school surrounded +by her young pupils. Nobody seems to know the reason for his act. The +judge has just sentenced him to the electric chair, and he appears the +least concerned of all as they search his cell for hidden weapons and +put an extra guard to watch him for the night. An Italian priest hears +his confession in his cell. When asked the reason for his inconceivable +act he answers slowly that he prefers his daughter's death to her life +as a prostitute. "My life is in the hands of God," he whispers, as he +folds his hands in prayer. In the morning he will be taken to Sing Sing. + + +IV + +The trusties who clean up the floor and the cells and make up our beds +are mostly short term prisoners from the penitentiary. In spite of his +stripes, one of them looks like a Greek athlete; his dark, curly hair, +powerful chin, strong nose, the muscles showing through the striped +shirt at the neck and arms, excite the respect and admiration of his +fellow prisoners. + +My trusty is a weak-faced individual, who is always fawning for a tip +with which to gamble with his companions upstairs. His wife had him +arrested for non-support. Although quite competent to make a living and +to support his wife and three children, he confesses himself unable to +resist the lure of the games of chance. Imprisonment has not reformed +him in the least; on the contrary, indeed, for now he can gamble to his +heart's content! + +The detective who arrested me on a warrant asks to speak to me, and +gives as a pretext his friendship for me. He feels neither rebuked nor +offended when he is told that I am careful to choose my friends among my +equals. Quite modestly he admits being only a petty larceny detective, +but he is now anxious to discover who and what is behind the political +game played in my case. He leaves in disgust when advised to adopt +Sherlock Holmes's method of deduction. + + +V + +Next morning, handcuffed to a young prisoner and accompanied by a score +of men, I am taken to a pen. The place cannot be described in decent +writing, but I can safely assert that a more filthy, disgusting place +does not exist in New York. The stench is so sickening that I suffer the +rest of the day from a splitting headache. + +After an hour's wait I am brought into the presence of a kindly faced +probationary officer who asks me for addresses of friends who might +write to the judge, and inquires for certain facts concerning my case +which did not come out during my trial. She also begs me to write a +letter giving these facts, so that she can show it to the judge before +sentence is passed on me. The result is negative, as the judge has +already made up his mind about my case. + +The young man who was handcuffed to my wrist goes into court to get his +sentence. He returns, pale, trembling, almost fainting, and can only +whisper hoarsely that he is going to state's prison in the morning for +four years. + +Another companion in misery is an Italian waiting for trial. He is +indignant, even furious, at his treatment by the District Attorney. His +case is a record breaker; he has been brought up for the two hundredth +time without being tried. This is done to wear him out and force him to +plead guilty. + +A lean, dark-haired, young man with unpleasant features, suspected of +having murdered a pal, tells a story of a third degree at headquarters. + +After two days and nights, passed in a cell without food and water, he +says he was brought in to the presence of several masked detectives. +Stripped to his bare skin, he was forced to stand on a metal rack with +burning hot points until he attempted to jump off, when the whole gang +of sleuths assaulted him, beat and kicked him, and forced him back. + +Without rest or halt, questions were yelled at him in quick succession; +when the answers did not come fast enough, they battered him +unmercifully with their fists; when the answers were unsatisfactory, the +vilest and foulest of insults were shouted at him, tauntingly, +sneeringly, to arouse his anger and loosen his tongue. + +No opportunity was given him to concentrate his mind. He was racked by +a gnawing hunger, a parched throat, a delirious thirst; by painful +stinging wounds of cut lips, bleeding teeth, two half closed black eyes +and a constant hopping on the radiator to keep the soles of his feet +from burning. + +Then they tempted him by bringing a table covered with luscious, +steaming food, sparkling drinks and expensive cigars. Like Tantalus, he +was intercepted and derided when he attempted to partake of the food or +the drink. Meanwhile the detectives ate and drank with relish almost +under his nose; they drank to his health, and blew into his face the +fragrant smoke of their cigars. + +They continued this torture for several hours, until his body and mind +could bear the strain no longer; and then he fell to the floor in a dead +faint. + + +VI + +At last I am told to appear before the judge who is to pass sentence on +me. They handcuff me to a negro and we climb into the "Black Maria," an +omnibus with facing seats, tightly locked, and with small holes for +ventilation. A mob collects in the streets to witness our humiliation. +The room in the court house is crowded with people. Several men are +sentenced, one after another, in rotation. I espy some of my loyal +friends there; they look pale and uncomfortable. + +My name is called. I am freed of my handcuffs and I stand at the bar, +facing the judge. + +Instead of listening to the learned judge deliver his wise sentence, I +am watching intently a lonesome fly buzzing in a vibrating aureole +frantically round the top of his head. I am wondering what the judge had +for luncheon. My absurd cogitations are suddenly interrupted by a phrase +spoken in a louder tone than the rest of the sentence. + +" ... Fornaro, that you be imprisoned for one year at hard labor in the +penitentiary...." The fly stopped buzzing as the judge lifted his head +to look at me. + + +My lawyer, K----, runs out. He is to try to get a certificate of +reasonable doubt, which acts as a stay of sentence; otherwise I would be +taken early in the morning to the penitentiary. + +While these proceedings are going on, I am temporarily transferred to +the old prison, which is full of crawling parasites. Luckily, however, +in a few hours I am returned to my cell in the Tombs to wait until the +certificate is either granted or denied. But the certificate is refused, +of course, as I knew it would be, and as I think my lawyer knew it would +be. It was a forlorn hope. + +In the evening a letter is brought to me and I am asked to sign for it. +It is written in Spanish and is an attack on Vice-President Corral of +Mexico, who is accused of having furnished me with money to publish +"Diaz, Czar of Mexico," and then of leaving me in the lurch. This piece +of Spanish fiction is inspired by a bitter enemy of Corral in the hope +of eliminating Corral as a Vice-Presidential candidate. But I refuse to +sign the letter. + +Another fairy tale comes directly from the District Attorney's office; I +am told that they know that President Cabrera of Guatemala, a bitter +enemy of Porfirio Diaz, has furnished me with $5,000 to publish my +libelous pamphlet. + +A friend arrives from Mexico and brings an oral message from Ramon +Corral, who inquires if I have empowered an agent to negotiate the sale +of my book for $50,000, as he doubts the statement. A letter is written +advising the Vice-President that he is right in his surmise, and that +the alleged agent is only trying to get money under false pretences. + +A labor leader visits me offering financial help in my fight. As money +will not be needed in the penitentiary, I suggest that an investigation +might be started in Congress into the persecutions of Mexican liberals +by American officials in this country. The promise is made and fulfilled +seven months later. + + +VII + +Two sisters of mercy come to see the prisoners during the hours of +exercise; they distribute fruit, and walk freely and unconcerned among +the men, who seem to think a great deal of them. One of them has kindly +and intelligent looking eyes behind large, gold-rimmed spectacles, and +speaks in the well modulated and authoritative voice of the woman of the +world. Unlike other prison missionaries, they do not make religious +propaganda by distributing tracts and pamphlets; their attitude is one +of charity, humility and usefulness. + +Protestant clergymen, rabbis, and even a theosophist, come to save us +in spite of ourselves. Their attitude is one of aggressive virtue and +militant religious contention--or contagion. A certain missionary is +very indignant because I refuse to look at his tracts or listen to his +childish twaddle; and finally becomes so arrogant and insulting that I +have to order him away from my cell door. + + + + +THE PENITENTIARY + +_"As long as a nation harbors a body of men authorized to inflict +punishment, as long as there are prisons in which such a body can carry +out these punishments, that nation cannot call itself civilized."_ + +_Message written on his prison wall, by Francisco Ferrer._ + + +It was a clear December morning when, from the little boat which carried +me across the river, I spied the outline of the penitentiary squatting +on the lower end of Blackwell's Island. It was my first view of it and +the impression made on my mind was so ominous and sinister that my heart +almost sank within me as I entered the fateful gates. + +"Hey, there! Where do you t'ink you are? Take dem gloves off!" shouted a +tough, strong voice as I stood waiting in front of the office window, +recounting my pedigree and giving up my private belongings for safe +keeping. In the old prison, I found six new prisoners waiting in line. + +Our hair was clipped by a convict barber, and we were ordered to divest +ourselves of our civilian clothes and take a shower bath. While we were +trying to dry ourselves with two small hand towels, prison underwear and +striped suits were thrown at our feet. + +The trousers were decidedly too long, the coat, and the rag--unjustly +named a vest--both too short; a cap which came down to my eyebrows made +up this uniform of degradation and infamy. Harlequin's costume never +looked more ridiculous than our own, which was mended, patched and +repatched from long use by generations of long-suffering convicts. + +The prison authorities, I suppose, are to be commended for their thrift; +but I cannot help feeling that by putting on those frayed and wornout +caricatures of uniforms we are endangering our health. + +In the photographer's house behind the shower baths we are "mugged"; our +Bertillon measurements are taken, even to "beauty spots" and pimples, by +a red-haired, freckled-faced young man. A sign twelve inches long, +black, with white numerals, is hung round my neck over a black cotton +coat, and I am told to look pleasant until the camera has focussed my +profile and full face. + +Sitting on benches, waiting for their turn, are a dozen prisoners. They +are all old, white-haired, naked and shivering; old offenders, +recidivists, tramps, bums, drunken louts; lean, pale, bruised, with +anemic, unhealthy skins, red noses, fishy eyes, bloated faces, large +hands, knotty, ungainly feet, purple with the cold. + +A very old man attracts my attention by his immobility, his general +paleness, and his extraordinary gauntness, which shows the perfect +outline of his muscles, and reminds me of the statue representing San +Bartolommeo in the cathedral of Milan, holding his whole skin over his +arm like a bath robe. + +Squint-eyed and almost blind, this old man, of more than the allotted +span of seventy years, seems unable to recollect his name, occupation or +social status. + +"A bum, I guess," remarks the keeper. + +It appears that he is deaf, and his neighbour nudges him with an elbow +and shouts in his ear: + +"Say yes!" + +"Yes, sir!" hastily answers the old man. + +These derelicts of society are going to the workhouse on Monday. + + +Later we are ordered to clean and wash the small glass panes in the +windows of the main prison. Trusties in smart, new, striped clothes, +with creased pants and caps, rushed by eyeing us with curiosity. +"Whatcheh in fer?" "What did the judge hand yeh?" are the leading +whispered queries. + +A pungent, musty, sickening smell pervades the old prison, which is +barely lighted by a dismal and gray reflection filtering through the +small windows. An inscription on the wall shows the date of construction +to be 1864. The cell where Boss Tweed died is pointed out to me. + +Suddenly the electric lights are switched on and a bell starts ringing +in a loud, metallic, persistent note, not unlike the subway starting +bells. A heavy, automatic, dull noise in the distance announces the +approaching footsteps of the convicts returning from work. In measured +step, each gang followed by its keeper, more than a thousand men march +past the head keeper's desk. + +All the varieties of ages, figures, physiognomies, expressions, are +illustrated to my astonished eyes. Young men with red cheeks and simple +faces; strong men with bullet heads, broad shouldered, surly or +impassive; fat men with wabbling bellies and cheerful faces; old men +bent and hoary with age; slow and listless young men with effeminate +gestures; a few cripples on sticks or crutches, and wobbling along +behind the lines, a paralytic led by a companion. They all file by, +stamping their feet in German military fashion. + +At moments the order is given to slow up or stop, and the convicts +continue to move the legs in rhythmic step, their bodies almost +touching, and giving the appearance of an enormous centipede dancing a +gruesome, macabre saraband. + +Finely shaped heads are rare; it looks as if an almighty sculptor had +left his handiwork unfinished, or purposely kept it in rude outline. +Foreheads are either too bulging or too retreating, eyes too sunken or +too protruding, noses too large or too small, mouths too sensual or too +cruel, chins too powerful or too weak. + +Smiling or frowning, aggressive or indifferent, surly or pleasant, all +the different expressions and gestures are sketched out in violent +chiaroscuro, and compose a cartoon worthy of a Frans Hals or a +Michelangelo. + +My eyes absorb the kaleidoscopic, ignoble, unbelievable pageant. As an +artist I am fascinated, hypnotized by this fantastic procession of human +zebras, slashed with broad stripes of gray and black, with the four +prison tiers as a background, and the dark blue uniforms and gold +buttons of the keepers adding a touch of color. + +As a human being I am shocked and repelled by this grotesque, degrading +parade. + +Is this really the Inferno or only the last Judgment, I ask myself? + +"Get in line, you loafer!" shouts a red-faced keeper, shaking his stick +at me. Thus I am awakened from my dreams. + + +I + +I am locked in the old prison for the night--my first night in the +penitentiary. + +A bed made of an iron frame with coarse canvas stretched across it, two +cheap cotton blankets, a straw pillow, a large covered pail and a +drinking cup, complete the total of my furniture. It is the simple life +with a vengeance. The bed takes up the whole length of the cell; there +is no room for walking except sideways from the bucket to the cell door. +Sitting in a lateral position on the couch, with my back touching the +wall, I can place my legs on the opposite wall only in a bended posture. + +A tier man comes to the cell shouting "Water." While pouring it into my +cup from a large can I peer at his face through the bars. His pale +features, beaked nose, cruel mouth and yellow eyes make him seem like +some tropical carrion-eating bird. I am so fascinated by his depraved +and satanic look that I allow water from the cup to drop onto the +floor. + +He utters curses, "not loud, but deep," and returns to mop the floor. + +I try to interest myself in an old magazine, but my mind seems unable to +concentrate in a continued effort; I read, but my imagination wanders +away in an interminable circle without beginning or end. + +The cold is intense; the blankets, thin and gray, afford no protection. +My whole body is shivering and shaking uncontrollably as if in high +fever, my teeth rattle like castanets accompanying a Spanish fandango. I +light a cigar and watch the smoke curl slowly, lazily across the cell +until it appears like a veil between the ceiling and the floor and +finally settles over my couch like a pale, transparent shroud. + +Evidently there is no ventilation, but I continue to puff away, hoping +to fumigate and kill the fetid odor in the cell. + +Everything is still except for the occasional moaning of a sick man. +Finally the electric light at the foot of the bed is extinguished, and I +am left in the dark. + +I turn into bed with all my clothes, including cap and shoes, trusting +in this manner to warm myself and in the hope of forgetting my troubles +in blissful sleep. + +But there seems to be no rest for me. + +As soon as a little heat radiates from my body, scores of bedbugs are +attracted and start a vicious, incessant campaign. When I am deceived +into sleep by a lessening of their attacks, I am awakened by the cold +air under the canvas, which freezes my back and forces me to shift my +position. + +Horrible nightmares shake me with a start as soon as I am lulled into +slumber. My throat is parched as if sand had been my last meal, and I +pick up the tin cup to get a drink; to my intense despair the rusty, +filthy cup has a leak, and all the water has trickled to the floor. + +I dream that the cell, with its massive walls reeking with stench and +humidity, is growing smaller, closing upon me like an accordeon, until +the cell door is as small as a keyhole from which I get the last gasp of +air; then instead of air, an endless cool, refreshing flow of water runs +down my throat. But, unluckily, my intense thirst awakens me and I start +toward the cell door calling for water in a faint, hoarse whisper. + +A keeper silences me with a gruff, impatient voice: "Where in hell do +you think I can get it?" + +And I can hear the water dripping lustily from a faucet into a full +barrel on the ground floor! + +I try philosophically to force my thoughts into past and pleasant +memories, but the present distress is so tyrannical and overpowering +that all the physical, moral and intellectual suffering of the world +seems to be centered within the few square feet of this dungeon. My via +crucis has begun. I reflect with terror that my mind may not withstand +the strain of uninterrupted agony, and suicide appears as an easy +solution. + +The absurdity of the impulse is evident, for my death in this filthy +cell, like a rat in a hole, would delight those responsible for my +presence here; and furthermore it would shock and sadden those dearest +to me. + +What is all my fortitude and philosophy worth if it cannot steady and +concentrate my will at the most crucial, heart racking and desperate +moment of my life? + +Why should my trained mind crumble like a match box and be destroyed +under physical torture, mental distress and moral humiliation? + +Is not suffering the greatest of all tests, necessary, purifying and +regenerating? Why not wait patiently and courageously for the day of +reckoning, worthy of the gods on Olympus? + +I count my heart-beats to get an idea of the passing of time. The +minutes seem to have frozen on the fountain of time; they drip +laboriously as if each and every one of them represented eons of +memories and experiences; as if each was attempting to demonstrate that +in the accounting of eternity they were as significant as centuries. In +a supreme physical effort of my will I grip the bars and grit my teeth +to stop the impending and foolish disintegration of my mind. The waves +of despair, the racking pain, the insane delirium are slowly beaten back +into submission, like a defeated army. The imagination is disciplined, +the will has thrown the switch and illuminated the real inward self, as +I stand watching, through the steel bars, the windows on the opposite +wall. I feel calm, serene and strong. + +Of a sudden, as if to illustrate my state of mind, out of the gray, blue +mist, a large, luminous, rose disk slowly arises beyond the opening. + +The sun, the glorious sun! Silently it looms up, magnificent through the +haze, like a mirage announcing the advent of better things and more +hopeful days. + +The same sun I had seen arise in India, Egypt, Italy, Mexico, in many +frames of classical and tropical beauty; but never has it seemed to me +so divine, so perfect, so precious as on that awful morning. + + +II + +At 6 A. M. a quick, metallic carol announces a new day--and a Sunday. +With a clanking noise and in swift succession the cell doors are +unlocked and on every tier the whole line of convicts walks along the +galleries and down to the ground floor, to a long iron sink, divided +into small dirty tubs that are filled with murky water. + +Our ablutions are performed in rapid military style; those not strong or +nimble enough to get near the crowded trough, before the command, "Back +out," is shouted, have to return to their cells half-washed or dirty. +Sometimes a laggard insists on finishing his washing; and then an angry +voice assails him rudely: "Come on, you God damn bum, didn't yeh hear +me? Back out!" And a guard "fans" him over the back with a club, pushing +and shoving him all the way to the galleries, as a reminder to quicker +obedience. + +Back at the cells, every man stands at attention behind the door with +hands on the bars, waiting for the keeper to count the men until he +orders, "Close," and with a deafening noise every iron door bangs in +unison. Then after a short rest the bell rings for breakfast, and we +march into the mess hall. + +What a depressing, fantastic assemblage there unfolded itself before my +eyes! Row after row of cropped gray heads, the black and gray stripes, +moving unceasingly in a rippling pattern, giving the semblance of an +enormous, ghostly, shivering tiger skin. The faint light from the barred +windows forces the tonality to a low pitch and adds to the vagueness, +uneasiness and consternation of my mind. + +The benches and narrow tables seat fifteen to twenty in a row; and the +two mess halls over a thousand convicts. + +Breakfast is served in dented low pans, filled with potato and corn beef +hash, alternating every other day with oatmeal and syrup. The rusty tin +cups are half filled with an unsweetened, brownish, transparent +concoction called coffee, which the convicts long ago nicknamed +"bootleg." + +But the bread, made of wheat and cornmeal, is very good. The raising of +the hand is the signal for an additional slice of bread, which is +distributed by a convict, and when it reaches you it has usually been +handled by ten or fifteen different, not to say unclean, hands. + +The men eat voraciously and in great haste, coughing, chewing, smacking +their lips; grunting and snorting like pigs with their snouts in the +trough. My poor appetite is not improved by their disconcerting +exhibition, and my portion is quickly swallowed by my neighbours. + +On both sides of the hall we are watched by keepers standing against the +wall, or perched on high stools, swinging their sticks. + +On my right there is a goodnatured-looking keeper with a bullet head and +sleepy eyes; on the other hand a small, wiry, thin-faced, long-nosed, +white-mustached keeper, with wicked eagle eyes, who uses not only the +foulest of language, but also his stick, on the slightest provocation. + +After the "feed" comes the bucket parade. Each man carries his own +bucket into the yard behind the prison building, facing the Brooklyn +side. The Queensboro bridge on the north, with two feet on the island +uniting Brooklyn and New York, appears gigantic on the horizon. + +The air is cold, crisp, exhilarating, after the oppressive night. The +whole prison is marching line after line to a well-shaped opening, +wherein the dirty water and excreta are dumped in succession by the men, +while an old convict belabors its interior with a long pole to prevent +the opening being clogged. The clear morning air cannot blow away the +overpowering stench of a thousand dirty buckets, intensified by the +acrid smell of chloride of lime which is thrown into the hastily washed +pails. + + +III + +The resting day without reading or occupation or exercise of any sort is +agonizing; intolerable in the extreme. + +From four o'clock on Saturday afternoon until Monday morning at eight, +except for the short freedom for meals, we are locked up in our cells. +There is no exercise, no work, for almost forty hours. Most of the cases +of insanity in prison are due to this enforced inaction, and the +accumulation of foul air in the cells. Even the keepers who have to +inspect the top tiers run swiftly along the galleries with their noses +closed tight. + +Hoping to break up this dreadful monotony, I attend the Catholic mass in +the morning and the Protestant service in the afternoon. The one +delightful and exquisite balm to our jaded minds is the music of the +organs, which accompanies the singing of hymns by convicts. + +The chapel on the second floor is crowded with prisoners; and on one +side there are a few women, with large poke bonnets covering their faces +to prevent their flirting with the men. + +A convict informs me that I would have been punished "against the wall" +if I had been caught going to the two services. At the slightest +infraction of the rules, I learn, the offender is dragged towards the +main prison and kept standing, facing the wall, sometimes all day +without food or water--and there is no way of finding out what and how +many rules there are. + +On week days the warden stops to inquire and punishes according to the +state of his mind or his stomach, or perhaps the weather. + +The dinner consists of a soup of beans, carrots, lentils or potatoes; +meat with vegetables, or cornbeef and cabbage; and "bootleg." For supper +there is unsweetened tea, bologna sausage or red gelatine with bread. + +The anticipation of another night like the last one fills my mind with +uneasiness and dread and fright. The memory of it is burned forever into +my consciousness. But fortunately it was not so full of terror. It was +bad; but no other night ever could be as horrible as the first night I +spent in that place. + + +IV + +In the morning we are ordered into the new section of the prison. The +old bums go to the workhouse, and we await our turn to be placed in the +shops, according to our sentences and our work or profession. The +distribution of labor among us is strange and mysterious. A butcher, for +instance, is sent to work in the stone quarry, a smuggler into the +kitchen gang, a lawyer in the "skin gang," a "sissy" into the coal gang, +a waiter into the garden; a burglar is sent to make socks, and I am sent +into the tailor shop. + +In this simple distribution of labor we shall learn many things which +will be highly useful and remunerative when we go out into the world +again. + +I am finally alone in my new cell, which is spacious, clean, airy. I can +walk seven or eight paces up and down, like an animal in a cage. + +The steel beds are chained to the walls; instead of the filthy canvas, a +steel wire is stretched across the frame, but there is no mattress or +sheets as there were in the Tombs. There is also a covered bucket in +the lower corner, and a tin cup. The bars are strong, but nevertheless +plenty of air and light come in from the large windows opposite our +cells. Two small hand towels and a piece of scrubbing soap are added to +our simple belongings. + +The number of my cell is 23, the last one in our row, and on the second +tier, which contains men who work in the tailor shop. The shops stand +together, in a separate building between the prison and the river, on +the Brooklyn side. The shops where they make brushes, shoes, beds, and +the tailor and repair shops, are under one roof, and under the control +of a contractor. In the shops all kinds of work are performed: +repairing, cutting and making clothes for outgoing prisoners; there are +machines turning out underwear and socks; mattresses are made, stuffed +and sewn up. At one end of the large room a keeper sits on a platform, +while another surveys it from the other end. + +Although the prisoners are forbidden to talk, nevertheless they +communicate as freely as if the rule did not exist. When I attempted to +ask my neighbour a question, he hushed me up with a hissing noise--but +he answered my question. His lips did not move, but I could hear him +talk in a faint murmur which would have been inaudible ten paces away. + +It is very hard at first to follow this new method of carrying on +conversation, as in everyday life one is used to watching a man's eyes +and lips while listening to his voice. But after a while the hearing +becomes used to it and is trained to listen and catch these slightest +sounds, which escape the untrained ear of the keeper. + +The convicts never glance into the speaker's face or at his lips; they +look straight ahead and talk in the manner of ventriloquists, but +instead of using a loud and clear tone they whisper in a low murmur. Men +who have passed years in jail can always be recognized by their +monotonous, whispering manner and their almost expressionless faces. +This form of speech is necessary in order to avoid punishment. + +Under the pretext of helping me, a young convict comes over to my side +of the shop. He shows me the intricate workings of the machine which +turns out the uncut cloth for the prisoners. Later it is cut and +fashioned into prison underwear. + +On top of the machine the spools feed the thread incessantly. Care has +to be taken not to use "sabotage" methods, as punishment is meted out +unmercifully by the contractor, who seems to have as much power over us +as the warden. + +My other companion is a young Russian sailor, healthy looking, fair and +quite peaceful when let alone. He warns me that my anxious instructor is +a "stool pigeon," who proves his status by giving me very detailed +instructions as to how to manage to escape successfully. + +I ask why he has not put his own methods into practice; and he gives as +an excuse that he is going to be released in a few days. + +Then he furnishes me with paper, pencil, and soap; and he even offers to +send out letters for me. When I answer that I have no letters to write +he recites an endless list of rules, and tells me how to evade them, and +how to keep the friendship of the keepers. + +He reveals to my astonished ears the underground system of communication +with the outer world. With money and friends a convict can get all the +contraband he desires: dope, newspapers, matches, letters--coming in and +going out--whiskey, writing paper and pens, stamps, delicacies, tobacco. +My mentor has passed a year in the penitentiary for the offense of +"repeating," or of voting many times on election day. The gang leader +who paid him for his work is looking out for him from his Brooklyn +haunts. + +Facing us there is a long table at which old convicts are sitting, +without making a pretence at working. As long as they keep quiet nobody +notices them. Some of them look over seventy years old; sad-faced, +pallid, curved, almost venerable in their old age. They are mostly old +sneak thieves and pickpockets, the wrecks and failures of their +profession. They sit like graven images, silently, patiently, hour after +hour, year in and year out, until some fine day one of them will be +found rigid in his cell, and then four striped convicts and a keeper +acting as a pallbearer will carry him away in a large black coffin to +the morgue. + +To-day for the first time since my incarceration I beheld the reflection +of my face in a mirror. The sight was humiliating and shocking in the +extreme. My keen sense of caricature lowered my well fed conceit half +way down the ladder of vanity. + +Then I consoled myself by thinking of all the good-looking, impressive, +well-groomed men friends, enemies and acquaintances of mine; and I +tried to imagine them with clipped hair, togged out in ill-fitting, +patched, striped garments and cap; collarless and tieless; with a week's +growth of beard on their cheeks--and the comparison made me laugh and +cheered me up considerably. + +The Deputy Warden comes in on his daily visit. His approach has been +telegraphed in some mysterious manner and the whole shop takes on a +lively bustling appearance. Second in rank as an officer of the +penitentiary, the "Dep," a tall, good-looking man, strides into the room +like a Prussian officer. He is not disliked by the convicts, as he seems +just in his dealings with them. + +Going back from work through the yards, a fat German convict who had +been working in the brush shops, broke away from the line and, before he +could be stopped, jumped into the river in an attempt to drown himself. +A few shots were fired. A negro and two white convicts jumped in after +him, and with the help of a keeper who patrols the island in a row boat, +they fished him out. They laid him flat on the ground and worked to +revive him. + +His fat belly stuck out like a barrel, his face was livid, his lips +purple. Finally he opened his eyes, and sputtered and murmured: "Let me +die! Let me die!" "Shut up, you s----!" yelled an angry keeper, and he +was dragged feet first to the hospital. + + +V + +My skin has been itching for two days, and I attribute it to the coarse +underwear and ill-fitting clothes. In my cell after the day's work I +make a careful inspection and am quite frightened to find my whole body +covered with red spots. Evidently I have caught some skin disease from +those tattered old rags which have been worn by generations of unclean +and diseased convicts. The thought of having to pass a year in a prison +hospital is anything but cheerful. + +I turn my thoughts to other things by trying to read a novel from the +prison library. A slip had been left in the cell to be filled out with +the name of any book that I might desire to read. In my innocence I put +down "Shakespeare's plays or the Bible." A novel entitled "Truthful +Jane" was left in their stead. + +But I cannot read. And so I start instead to inspect my surroundings. +The new cells compare very favorably with the cells of the old prison, +which are really holes in the wall and reeking with the mysterious +unwholesome smell of rat holes and graveyards. + +At one end of the cell opposite the door are two small openings for +ventilation; one at the top on the right hand side and the other at the +bottom on the left. In trying to find out the depth and direction of the +holes I plunge my arm into the opening, and my hand feels a square +object. It is a small bible! I am delighted by the discovery. On the fly +leaf there is some handwriting in pencil in a careful, intelligent hand: +"To my successor: May this book while away your long and weary hours and +make you forget your troubles and worries as it did to me. Don't forget +to replace the book where you found it when you leave." + +A tier man comes to the cells with a light for those who care to smoke. +He is a pleasant-faced individual, quite polite and ready to do any +small services within his limited powers. I find out that he has been +condemned to a year for keeping back mail in the post office. The tier +man who had made such a disagreeable impression on me that first night +in the old prison, is a church thief. + +My battered and rusty cup has been filled up with water. I am afraid to +drink from it, as it might have been used by some consumptive or +syphilitic convict. Necessity being a great inventor, I press some +paper to the rim of the cup to prevent my lips from touching it. + +As I walk up and down the cell I am always unconsciously trying to put +my cold hands in my trousers pockets, only to discover over and over +again that there are no pockets there, only one on the inside of the +coat. + +The clipping of my hair so close to the skin at the height of the cold +season has brought a cold in the head. I have no handkerchief, and shall +have to wait a whole month until they allow me to write to have a few +sent by mail. + +These apparent trifles, and all the nagging, idiotic rules, invented by +senile commissions and wardens to torment the helpless captives of +society, are always magnified by men brooding in the solitude of cells. +But I have made up my mind not to permit anything to ruffle my +equanimity, so I pick up some letters from friends and read and reread +their cheering contents. If people who write to their unfortunate +friends in prison only guessed how they yearned to receive those +familiar scrawls, and how they are treasured and memorized, they would +write oftener. + +A night keeper walks by like a shadow, flashing a bull's eye lamp into +the cells to catch us in any infringements of the rules. + +There is only one rule tacked up on the walls, but the other 999 we have +to guess or learn from fellow convicts. The list of rules which we have +to find out at our own expense or from wiser convicts would fill up a +small volume. + +As there are no written rules, and nobody informs us of all the +unwritten rules on our entrance here, as is done in Sing Sing, the +thought comes to my mind that this apparent forgetfulness is really +meant to give the warden and the keepers an unchallenged power of +persecution over suspected and unruly convicts. + +Most of the punishments inflicted by the warden are for infractions of +rules which the newcomers are in entire ignorance of, and these +infractions occur no matter how obedient and willing the new arrivals +may be to keep within bounds of the prison laws. The foreigners, +Italians, Slavs and Teutons, all those who do not know English and who +cannot learn the rules from their fellow prisoners, are the greatest +sufferers from this carelessness, whether it is intentional or +otherwise. + + +VI + +After breakfast I was watching from my cell some sparrows that had +nested inside the prison walls, high up on top of the large windows +facing the tiers. I dropped some bread crumbs on the floor of the +gallery, and some on my cell floor, to induce the little birds to come +in. + +At first they were afraid to trust themselves inside the bars of my +cell; but they kept fluttering about nervously outside, keeping up an +incessant twitter and chatter that sounded quite musical to my ears. + +Finally they grew bolder, and recklessly they flew into my cell, first +peeping at me, with bended heads as if they would ask: "Are we really +safe here from capture or treachery of any kind?" And hastily picking up +the crumbs, they flew out to inform their companions of the god-send of +fat bread crumbs in a large, barred room, instead of the poor hunting in +the prison courtyard. + +Then they came back fearlessly, and thanked me with quick little nods of +their pretty heads, and sidelong trusting looks from their black beads +of eyes; with low, graceful courtesies and a cheerful piping song. + +And then one morning a keeper who had been attracted by the noise, +shooed the birds away and swore in a gruff voice, warning me that it was +against the rules to throw crumbs on the floor, as well as to keep +bread in my pockets or in my cell. + + +Once a week the prisoners are privileged to wait in line to see the +warden, to protest against any injustice, to recount a grievance, or to +ask a favor. + +Like a dozen or more I stood waiting for the quick-lunch justice of the +Czar of the penitentiary. After a while he appeared, accompanied by a +tall young secretary who jotted down our names and the details of the +business on hand. Walking slowly, with bent shoulders, hands behind his +back, the warden seemed to be about seventy-five years old. His face was +furrowed with irregular, meaningless wrinkles, and he had small shifty +eyes, with white hair and a white beard. He had a habit of staring at +the convict who was speaking to him, and suddenly bending one ear toward +the speaker as if he were partially deaf. + +The warden's answers came quickly, in the jerky, high pitched voice of +the Sistine Chapel cantors, and often breaking under the strain of +anger. A convict suffering from locomotor ataxia, leaning on a walking +stick, hanging on to a companion, begged for permission to get a pair of +crutches ... his mother would get them for him. + +"What for?" queried the warden, innocently. + +"Because I can't walk with this stick," answered the convict. + +"Then why don't you get a cab!" said the warden. And he snickered and +then coarsely guffawed. + +Again he furiously upbraided another petitioner. + +"Where do you think you are? At the Waldorf-Astoria? Next thing they'll +be asking me to get them flowers, candy and theatre tickets. I am here +to see that you are punished. See?" + +After having thus vented his spleen he uttered some alleged witticism at +the expense of the helpless convict, and showed a great appreciation of +his own humor, uncovering a row of yellow, brown, half-decayed teeth in +a sneering grin most unpleasant to behold. + +My turn came, and I asked for an extra blanket, as the cold was intense +and the metal springs of the bed offered no protection against it. This +it seemed was also against the rules. When I suggested that as he was +the warden he could make and unmake the rules, he did not answer, but +asked irrelevantly how I liked his hotel? + +I answered that it was preferable to the castle of San Juan de Ulloa in +Vera Cruz. + +He looked puzzled, then he smiled as if he saw the point. + +"We'll take care of you," he repeated twice, waving a thin, wrinkled, +old hand. + + +VII + +At lunch time the sick convicts ask their keepers for permission to see +the doctor. They are kept waiting in line near the head keeper's desk. +The head keeper is a person of great power in the prison, only third in +importance of rank, but as he comes in daily contact with the convicts, +his good or ill will is felt more keenly than the warden's. The +discipline of the prison, the distribution of the mails, of the clothes, +underwear, shoes, all the details of management, are carried on through +him. + +As we were waiting for the doctor, the head keeper came along to look us +over. He had a big brown face, and a large mustache covered his mouth; +two piercing gray eyes gave the impression of an unlimited reserve of +pent-up bile, anger and contempt, which at times flowed in a torrent of +choice and rare blasphemies. + +"Damn you, wop! I'll cure you! You s----!" he shouted, and with both +hands he clutched the neck of an Italian, and shook him as savagely as a +terrier shakes a rat. His face red and with sickness in his eyes, the +unfortunate man tried to explain that he had a sore throat and a fever; +but without success. He only aroused another fit of anger. + +"You're a faker, that's what you are! You're all fakers, every one of +you!" he yelled at us, and finished up by spitting on the floor. The +next moment he punished a convict for doing the selfsame thing. + +A young doctor hardly out of his teens entered the old prison, escorted +by a convict carrying a tray filled with medicine bottles. + +Sick prisoners are cured in the simple, old-fashioned way of having +mixtures administered to them, the medicine bottles being labeled +according to the contents, and the most prevalent ailments, which do not +require the remanding of the sick man to the hospital. Cough mixture +seemed to be quite popular, fever mixture less so, then followed +constipation and diarrhoea mixture, toothache mixture, court-plaster, +some pills, and various ingredients for venereal diseases, some cotton +gauze, and the indispensable large bottles containing salts and codliver +oil. + +The visit did not take long. Those who had come twice on the line +without having been found sick were punished "against the wall." + +After a short inspection the doctor ordered me to the hospital, without +allaying my fears by any diagnosis or declaration of a disease, but +cautioned me to take a hot bath every day, and to rub the skin with +sulphur ointment. + + + + +THE HOSPITAL + + +The hospital is situated on top of the chapel, over the main entrance +and hall of the prison. + +Two spacious rooms are dedicated to that purpose. The smaller one with a +bathroom faces the Brooklyn side and overlooks the mess hall, the +keepers' dining room and kitchen, and is usually kept apart for the +consumptives. The larger room, also with a bathroom, contains a dozen +beds, a closet for underwear and clothes, another for the crockery, two +tables, two medicine closets, chairs, and some small tables for patients +near each bed. + +Six windows face towards East 55th Street on the Manhattan side. Two +higher windows look over the roof of the prison, across the Queensboro +bridge. The hardwood flooring, the small hospital cots, with +mattresses, white pillows and spreads, all spotlessly clean, made the +place look quite cheerful and sunny. Every opening was heavily barred. A +spacious, clean and airy prison, but still a prison, with a tantalizing +outlook towards New York, which seemed so near that one could discern +people on the other side of the river. + + +I + +There are five sick men, plus three consumptives, in the two rooms; and +our large room looks deserted. + +The patients wear a cheap, white shirt, instead of the striped one, and +slippers instead of shoes. + +A bald-headed man with small, kindly gray eyes and a close-cropped +mustache, keeps perfect discipline without raising his voice, using +profane language, or bullying the patients. In character, breeding, +morals, education, he is superior to the warden and to most of the +keepers. His name is Charles Noonan. + +Between the hours of eight o'clock in the morning and four in the +afternoon a uniformed hospital orderly attends to the distribution of +medicine, takes temperatures, and reports to the doctor. At night +another orderly takes his place. + +The cleanliness of the two hospitals, the distribution of bedding, +laundry and food, is in the hands of a convict, usually a patient; all +the unpleasant tasks and irksome duties which the orderly is too proud +or too lazy to perform the trusty is obliged to do. + +Servant and boss, scullion and diplomat, doctor's help and sick man, +waiter and majordomo, the convict orderly is the last buffer in the line +of authority, the expiatory goat of the penitentiary hospital, a +suffering soul in a modern purgatory. + +When a criticism drops from the lips of the supreme Prison Commissioner, +the Warden passes it along to the "Dep," who calls down the hospital +keeper, who in his turn upbraids the orderly, who in the end roasts the +trusty. + +The present trusty is an old man suffering from an eczema on his fat +legs. Tall, bloated, gray, pale, he is despised by the convicts for his +avariciousness, his gluttony, his arrogant attitude. They suspect him of +being a stool pigeon, and they revenge themselves by making his life +miserable through a series of cruel persecutions. + +Another trusty who sleeps in a cell downstairs, and eats in the keeper's +kitchen, is a famous pickpocket. + +Like all or nearly all the old timers, Ed, as he is called, never +gossips about his private affairs; he may joke and talk about other +prisoners, but never does he say a word about his life outside. He is an +old offender, but obedient, useful and energetic; and he is always +welcomed back as a trusty or a tier man. + +Once inadvertently I asked him: "What do you do outside for a living, +Ed?" His laconic answer was, "Oh, everybody!" + +But one evening several weeks later, when we had become quite chummy, at +the psychological moment when even the most silent and sullen crooks +will sometimes confess and bare their hearts, he unfolded his life, his +methods, his cynicism and his mental make-up. + +It was an amazing story, interspersed with slang, picturesque phrases, +and a callous, sordid philosophy. Later, the testimony of other thieves +proved that his story was true. + +As he told his story, it seems that clever thieves organize themselves +into trusts, or what they call "mobs," frequent the same "joints" and +"hang-outs," and work in co-operation with detectives. When a fair, a +holiday, or any extraordinary event is announced in any part of the +state--or anywhere in the world, for that matter--they are "tipped off," +or told about it by the "bulls." + +Then when the event "comes off," and a great crowd is gathered, a whole +gang of pickpockets, two or three score of them, arrive on the spot. + +To save time one after another is sent to the fair authorities to inform +them of the presence of pickpockets, and an official jumps on a platform +or soap box, and shouts a warning to the crowd against thieves; and +while this is going on the keen-eyed "dips" watch the astonished and +frightened people place their hands on the pocket or the region which +contains their valuables. With this knowledge they can work without +blundering, and in teams of three or four, by rubbing or jostling +against their victims, they soon relieve them of their money or jewelry. + +Watches are seldom stolen, as they are too easy of identification. Often +a prominent "sucker" discovers his loss before he leaves the fair, and +starts kicking up a row. At once a detective offers to find and return +the stolen goods for a reward. + +Then, after it is over, the result of the day's work is divided between +the "bulls" and the "dips." + +Ed became a pickpocket right after he left school. From the reform +school to the house of refuge, from the house of refuge to the state +reformatory, from the reformatory to the penitentiary, he has climbed +all the rungs of the ladder of crime. + +He soon discovered that "lonesome," single-handed thieves were crushed +in the struggle, so he joined the Benevolent Association for Mutual +Protection of "dips" and "guns," paid his dues, and then when he was +caught, he got off with a light sentence. His return to prison was part +of the game; he came back philosophically, as a travelling salesman +returns to his favorite hostelry, as an intermittent but familiar +visitor, recognized by the keepers and convicts, and knowing all the +ropes along the prison line of least resistance. + +Ed barely looks his age, although his face bears the stamp of his +dissipated life and the mannerisms peculiar to his breed. He is a +perfect fruit of the criminal system. Sodden with all the sexual +perversities acquired in prison, he has finally caught the white plague, +is afflicted with several venereal diseases, and has become an +inveterate dope fiend. Although keen of intelligence, he seems to be +without moral prop or ideal of any kind; coldly and cynically he surveys +society as his natural prey, his rightful enemy, and an object of his +revenge. + +Morally, intellectually and physically as crooked and shifty as a +mountain trail, he seems utterly beyond redemption, human or divine. + + +II + +The view from the hospital window shows the bridge on the right; in +front, the row of cheap tenement houses and streets abutting on the +river front from the forties to the sixties; and on the left, looming +out of the city-scape, appears the Metropolitan tower. Behind the +innumerable painted signs on the river front, the Cathedral on Fifth +Avenue, the Plaza Hotel and the St. Regis can be seen distinctly; the +Times Building is also vaguely outlined. In the daytime the sight is +commonplace; but after the sun, like an enormous ball of fire, has +dipped behind the city line back of the streets in the fifties, the +scene becomes inspiring to a painter. + +The shadows, full of greens and purples, cover as with a charitable veil +all the ugly details of the river front; the skyline becomes darker, as +if cut out with monster scissors; the sky appears more resplendent and +luminous with gorgeous tints, until the fiery blaze slowly dies out, +and bluish tints, gray and purple predominate; and then the city lights, +those on the bridge and in the Metropolitan tower, shimmer like +innumerable stars. + +Sometimes with a clear sky, sometimes in fog, in a snow storm, in rain +or in clear moonlight, every night for ten months I have watched an ever +recurring picturesque metamorphosis. + +Through the north window I have watched the dawn come up behind the +Queensboro bridge, and seen the sun appear like an enormous Japanese +lantern of pure vermilion--a sight to gladden the heart of a Claude +Monet. + +Boats pass constantly by, day and night; they are the one great source +of amusement of the patients. The little, swift-sailing tug-boats +announce their passage by angry and piercing whistles; the graceful +yachts of the multi-millionaires sound melodious notes; the large +excursion boats announce themselves by their stronger and more ringing +whistlings; the largest ones, on their way to Portland, are heard in the +distance grunting like sonorous leviathans. + +But the most amusing of all is the tiny boat that plies between the dock +of the penitentiary and the foot of 54th Street. The distance is about +two or three minutes, but this diminutive craft goes two or three blocks +up the river and comes back down the same number of blocks, to show that +if it tried it really could navigate on the high seas. + +Should any vessel larger than this microcosm be seen from a distance +trying to pass our little boat, it would start a series of angry, +piercing toots, repeated in quick succession. We used to wonder and +laugh--oh, we laugh, even in prison; how else could we live?--at the +impertinence of this minnow of the river of New York, until we +discovered that after a large boat like the _Yale_ passed by, the waves +left in its wake almost upset the little craft, and it took all the +efforts of the brave pilot to bring it tossing like a champagne cork on +top of the waves, back safe to the dock. + +In summer time the excursion boats, returning home with crowded decks, +with all the lights lit, and the band playing and the passengers +singing, "The Island of Blackwell," make us home-sick and pensive with +longing for life and the world we are shut away from. + + +III + +The trusty in charge of the hospital is getting nervous as the day of +his release approaches. A week before the release, no matter how +disciplined and peaceful the prisoner may have been, he starts getting +cranky and impertinent to the keepers. He acts like a man under great +stress, and when he is disturbed he turns savagely round like an angry +dog. + +The old trusty acted like a drunkard, talking and laughing incessantly, +and we thought it was for joy at the thought of his near release. But +the real reason was soon discovered. The old thief, Fritz, had been +operated on, and when the night orderly was ordered by the doctor to +change the sick man's bandages every fifteen minutes, he bribed the old +trusty with a long drink of whiskey to do the work for him. + +The spectacle of the official orderly trying to do his duty was +intensely amusing. In all the years of his work he had slept and snored +peacefully and undisturbed. When the time came to change the bandages, +he uncovered the patient and began gingerly removing the soaked +bandages, holding them with two fingers, at a safe distance, and walking +on tiptoe, as if expecting the whole thing to explode. When he saw the +terrible, gaping wound he dropped everything back, saying: "I can't do +it, it makes me sick!" and woke up the trusty to do the work for him. +The next day he reported sick, and he never showed up again until he +heard that the patient was dead. + +In the meanwhile the old trusty left and I had to attend to the sick +man. Every fifteen minutes of twenty interminable days and nights I had +to watch, and nurse, and answer the calls of that cranky old man. The +wound was ghastly. The surgeons had made an incision twelve inches long +right down into the bladder, wherein they had stuck a thick rubber tube. + +The sight was sickening, the work exhausting and thankless, and if I had +not known that the patient had only a few days to live, I think I would +have applied for a job in the coal gang. + +On the twentieth night, at about twelve o'clock, I was awakened by the +moans of the dying man, who was calling in a faint voice. His face was +flushed and it seemed as if all the blood had gone to his head; but he +seemed suddenly to turn deadly white, and he lay back still. + +A young boy sleeping next to him hid his head under the bed clothes in +fright. I was sent to notify the doctor upstairs. + +The young doctor declared him dead, and turning to me ordered me to +dress him. + +I looked at him puzzled and asked: "Dress him up in his striped suit?" + +"No," answered the doctor, smiling, "put the shroud on and make him +ready for the morgue." + +"But I have never dressed a corpse in my life and would not know how to +go about it," I protested. So the doctor kindly volunteered to teach me. + +First he closed the dead man's eyes; then we put on the shroud, which +looked like a night-shirt with frills at the sleeves, and attached to it +a conical fool's cap to cover his head; then his hands and feet were +tied separately. + +When we had done, we laid the body on an empty bed in the smaller +hospital, very much to the dismay and terror of the three consumptives +who slept there. But they kicked up such a row that they were allowed to +sleep in our section. + +The next morning when I went on an errand into the next room I stopped +to gaze on the body of Fritz. The change that had taken place was +startling. During the few months that Fritz had passed in the hospital, +although disciplined and silent like most old convicts, he always wore a +peculiarly shifty, sneering expression on his reddish face. Now it was +wax white, the eyelids had opened, and the pale blue eyes were staring +at me with a peaceful, angelic expression. For an instant I gasped at +the thought that he might have come back to life, and I called out: +"Fritz! Fritz!" but no answer came, and only the gentle, inscrutable +smile persisted. I touched his cheek. It was cold and hard. But I could +not explain the almost miraculous change in the expression of the face. +Suddenly it dawned upon me that death had released the unclean spirit, +and left the body to go back to mother earth as clean as it had been +conceived. + +Soon four convicts came into the room; one, a gangster, with a broken +nose, and beady, black eyes, asked me: "Where is the stiff?" As in +prison language "stiff" is also the name used for newspapers, I looked +at him foolishly and answered that I had none. He added in explanation: +"I mean the guy that croaked last night." + +Neither the keeper nor the convicts relished the post-prandial +funeral.... Death had come so suddenly and informally, and had left his +victim in the enemy's camp, to be carried to the morgue, and later to be +buried on a convict's island without benefit of clergy. + + +IV + +Before the old thief died the old trusty had gone, and I had to take his +place. I did so only with great reluctance, and with many misgivings as +to my peace of mind and body. + +I had noticed how the convicts nagged and harassed the old trusty with +insults and petty, malicious persecutions to revenge themselves for his +greed and his authoritative, arrogant manner towards them. + +I realized that life might be made unbearable for me, and that I might +be forced to go downstairs to the cells before I had completed my cure. + +When the old trusty received fruit he had sold it promptly to the +convicts for money. He asked five cents for an apple, ten cents for an +orange, so much for tobacco or for a pipe, another price for suspenders, +handkerchiefs, or whatever he might have to sell or barter. + +After his release the Italian consumptive said that he had got only half +portions of his special food that had been sent in for him, as the +trusty cut the portions in half in order to sell the remainder to +others. + +I unconsciously sensed that the only successful method of taming the +ferocious, revengeful natures of the convicts was by kindness and +patience; by treating them as friends in misfortune, and not as enemies +or inferiors. + +When I received tobacco or fruit I divided it among the men who seldom +if ever had any visits or mail; the magazines were distributed among +them and later were carried downstairs from cell to cell, until the +whole prison had read them. To my intense surprise, English, German, +Italian--even "high brow" magazines like the _Mercure de France_ and _La +Revue_ were eagerly demanded and read by some of these strangely +intellectual convicts. + +The men who had considered me an aristocrat, and nicknamed me "The +Count," soon began to discover that my sympathy was for their troubles, +their unhappiness, their helplessness, and not for the warden and the +keepers. + +I was fully repaid for my attitude. I was made their confidant, their +confessor, the judge of their squabbles, a peacemaker and a go-between; +when trouble and punishment were in sight, when some particularly +unclean and revolting duty was to be performed, the convicts always +asked to relieve me of it; and it came to pass that after a while I +could devote most of my time to reading, and only attended to the less +manual work, such as acting as assistant to the doctor. + +Among the patients there was a one-legged negro who was suffering from a +painful and unmentionable disease. His big lips, square jaw and scowling +countenance made him resemble a big, black bull-dog. Even the keepers +were in awe of him. In a fit of danger one day before the old trusty +left he very nearly smashed the old man's skull with his crutch. + +The first morning that I was left in charge of the hospital I felt some +trepidation as to the outcome of my policy of kindness. + +The test came quickly. During lunch the negro ordered me, in a loud, +angry voice, to bring him something. I went over to his bed and told him +gently I was surprised that he had forgotten his good manners; that he +had evidently made a mistake in thinking that I was either his keeper or +his valet; that we were both convicts, both in trouble, and should treat +each other like self-respecting men, helpfully and considerately. + +He looked at me with a frown on his face, as he was not quite certain +whether I was deriding him; but soon the frown disappeared, and then I +said to him: "Now, Davis, what can I do for you?" He answered in a +gentle and friendly voice: "Excuse me, mister. I always been treated +like a dog. Will you please bring me a spoon?" + +From that day on he was tamed; he became more talkative, and even +polite. During the long winter evenings he broke the morose silences to +tell us of his adventures, and to relate the story of his tragic and +terrible life. + +He had lost his leg in a railroad accident; and then he had spent +several years in hospitals and more years in legal fights to try to +collect a few hundred dollars which were never paid. Then, jobless, +hungry, destitute, desperate, he had begun to steal. Always unlucky and +awkward, he was invariably caught, arrested, and sentenced to jail. +Twenty years of his life he had spent in jails and prisons all over the +country, and he had even had a taste of the horrible chain gangs of +Georgia. He described the punishments he had to undergo because of his +inability to work in prison shops; the weeks passed in the "coolers"; +the beatings, the tortures he had undergone at the hands of savage, +ruthless wardens. + +It was an awful, an almost incredible story! It seemed somehow +impossible that a human being could go through such an ordeal, such +harrowing brutalities, and come out alive and tell the story. + +One day he said, "I ain't no good since my accident. Never had a chance +to learn a trade or be honest. If I don't come across to the 'bulls' +they send me back to the 'pen' for a year. I'm sick of this life. Next +time I'll do something that'll send me to Sing Sing for life. This dump +is rotten. I'd rather go up the river for two years than stay in here +for six months." + + +V + +The orderly asks me to attend to the consumptive, as he hates to do it +himself. I have to bring him his food, I have to clean the cup which he +uses as a cuspidor, and be careful to wash it in a solution of carbolic +acid, and wash my hands each time afterwards. + +The poor boy flies into uncontrollable fits of anger over trifles; then +his face becomes almost a livid green, and he seems to be foaming at the +mouth--little flecks of foam and saliva--like a vicious horned toad. +When in that state I usually speak to him in a low, monotonous voice, +hoping to quiet him; and after a while he becomes calmer, his features +relax, his body slowly unbends, and he finally slips under the bed +sheets, going to sleep as if the effort had completely exhausted him. + +It used to remind me of the snake charmers in India, taming angry and +hissing cobras by the monotonous sound of a flute. Suddenly the hoods +would fold, the terrible fanged mouths close, and the snakes would wag +their heads slowly to and fro, with little red tongues playfully +wiggling in sign of delight until placed, harmless and hypnotized, in a +capacious basket. + +I do not know if it was my arguments or my voice that attained the +object with my consumptive patient, but the result was evident after I +had talked to the poor boy for a few minutes. + +In great excitement he confessed to me one morning that he had made up +his mind to commit suicide if his fine was not remitted, and he was not +released after his one year term. I told the Sister of Mercy of his +threat and she promised to see to it that the judge would remit the +fine. When the day of his release came, much to my relief, he was freed. + + +I have reached some interesting conclusions as a result of my +observations of the ways of the convicts and their attitudes towards one +another. + +Life in a prison, under ignorant and often vicious wardens and keepers, +although seemingly leveling the men's standard to the most degrading and +contemptible measure allowed by law, does not eradicate the convict's +idea of class. A class, or perhaps it would be better to say a caste +system, exists here, as in all the jails all over the world, as well and +as subtly graded as social life in Manhattan, London, or Benares. + +The Camorra, of Naples, originated in the jails of the old kingdom of +Naples during the rule of the Spaniards and Bourbons, being invented by +the convicts to protect themselves against the greed of the prison +authorities. Later it branched out and was organized outside. The same +holds true in America, in the sense that convicts in prison plot and +plan crimes before their release, and agree to continue their +acquaintance and work on the outside. Boys and young men serving their +first term are easy prey for older and wiser criminals. + +Although the ideas of caste in prison are not the same, and are not +formulated according to religious, financial, intellectual or +aristocratic standards, nevertheless the principle is the same. In most +societies the leaders are people with "blood," money, or privileges of +some sort. In India the high caste Brahmin is born to his station, and +no amount of money or intellectual attainment can make one if he is not +born to it. + +In prison the ethical standard is as simple as the cave dweller's, or as +that of savage tribes. Caste among convicts is a sop to their vanity, to +their outraged and primitive sense of justice; society made them +outcasts, and they retaliate by creating a society of outcasts wherein +they strive to become the leaders, the greatest, the bravest, the +cleverest among the Pariahs; and like the Pariahs they consider other +castes outside as lower than their own. + +Convicts admire physical prowess and brute strength, fearlessness, +"nerve"; they look up to those who commit deeds of violence, such as +gang men, bandits, burglars; men who will take their chances at killing +or being killed rather than be arrested. + +Next to these in the order of caste come the more intelligent but less +courageous types of crooks, such as confidence men, forgers, gamblers, +dishonest bankers, embezzlers, lawyers, politicians. They represent the +intellectual aristocracy of crime, to be approved of but not to be put +on the same plane as the former. + +To the third caste, even less brave, less cunning, belong the sneak +thieves, the pickpockets, repeaters, bums; marking the border line on +its downward course with such types as wife beaters, wandering tramps, +bums, and dope fiends who steal only to satisfy their irresistible +cravings for drugs. Those individuals who live on white slavery, +professional degenerates, and their like, are ridiculed and nagged by +the upper castes; the effeminate "sissies" are also a constant butt for +the jests and abuse not only of convicts, but of keepers as well. + +On the lowest rung of the social ladder stand the stool pigeons and the +detectives who are so unlucky as to be sent to prison. These latter are +hated, abominated, despised, by their fellow prisoners with all the +intensity, ferocity, and implacable hatred of which such men are +capable. It sometimes happens, in spite of the vigilance of the keepers, +that they are murdered in prison. In the minds of the other convicts +these stool pigeons and detectives are their most dangerous foes, +because of the intimate knowledge they possess of the technique of +crime, and because of the similarity of their ways of living. + + +VI + +The one-legged, bull-faced negro in the hospital was watching my +assistant, who, of his own volition, and without being ordered to do it, +was laboriously polishing the brass chandeliers hanging from the +ceiling. + +"That boy ain't no thief," he remarked philosophically. "A thief is a +thief 'cause he won't work, in or out of jail." + +A crook will waste many days, nay, sometimes weeks and months, and take +infinite pains to plan a robbery, the result of which he imagines is +getting something for nothing. Sometimes the prize is nothing, sometimes +it is considerable; and then it is dissipated in gambling, dope, and +riotous living. The fruit of legitimate work he considers a meagre +result of foolish painstaking effort. + +The mental calibre of these men is similar to that of naughty, +precocious children, or of savages; they have streaks of yellow and +streaks of insanity; they often have a strong will, but no morality; a +keen intelligence, but no principle; a purpose, but no good or +high-minded ambition. Almost without exception they are gamblers; they +lack imagination, but they are possessed of an over-weening, childish +vanity; they have great stubbornnesses, but no sense of proportion or +responsibility. + +Their ideals are wholly physical; they love fine clothes, jewelry, good +food; they admire the fair sex, they crave money for all the physical +results it will bring. They are very proud of their criminal successes, +of their reputations as "tough guys," bad men with terrible records, +fierce and relentless in their loathing for "squealers" and "bulls." + +They consider their gallery of Immortals as unique, and never +sufficiently appreciated by those outside their world of life. + +A complete lack of imagination prevents them from foreseeing the +futility and the inevitable result of their lonesome battle against the +united forces of society. + +An almost unanimous characteristic is their cheap sentimentality, but at +bottom they are nearly always kind hearted. They have, too, a keen sense +of justice, and often they are willing to admit that they deserve their +punishment; but they rebel savagely against the injustices, the inhuman +treatment, the tortures, inflicted by prison authorities. It is the +helplessness of these prisoners, and the indifference of the public +towards them and their fate, that make prison authorities so cowardly +and brutal. A healthy publicity in prison matters, and a more charitable +and sympathetic attitude on the part of the public, would very soon +change the attitude of the wardens and the keepers. + + +VII + +In the beginning the reticence of the convicts puzzled me, even after I +knew that they regarded me as a political prisoner and not as a stool +pigeon. Only after a long acquaintance, and then unwillingly, would they +admit shamefacedly that their living was acquired by criminal methods. +More than any other argument this proved to me that their criminal pride +is only a bluff, their pose as "tough guys" only a pretence, and the +supposed excitement of their profession only a misdirected and false +energy. Their vainglorious, strutting behaviour is really the result of +the insulting, demoralizing, contemptuous attitude of the prison +authorities, which seems to say: "We are virtuous men; you are only +crooks and bums. We are paid by the authorities and the state to punish +you and to break your spirit." + +The convicts believe that few of the keepers are virtuous or honest men, +and the constant revelations of prison graft only arouse their envy, and +the galling thought that they are the helpless victims of a higher type +of crooks. In seeming self-defense, therefore, they assume their +attitude of revenge toward society, of stubbornness and pride and +defiance toward the keepers. They soon discover, if they have not +already learned, that humanity, charity, and justice are not to be +expected from their oppressors; and that our justice is not Christian, +nor scientific nor human; but only vindictive, wasteful, idiotic and +indeed blind. And so in despair these misguided men become more vicious, +hardened and corrupt than they were before prison took a hand in their +shaping. + +A prison term, which is supposed to reform them and to break their +wills, is only a school for criminality, a higher school or university +for the underworld, where confidences are exchanged, new alliances are +formed, diseases and homosexual habits contracted. The spirit is +tempered for future criminal records, instead of being broken, and the +body strengthened for coming excesses. + +The line of convicts which upon their release streams out of our +prisons, is like a large sewer emptying its filth back into society; +slowly corrupting, demoralizing and polluting everything it touches. + + +The stool pigeons are feared by the convicts as well as by the keepers. +They keep the warden informed of the mysterious happenings, among the +prisoners, and the illicit relations between the keepers and the +convicts. In their turn the stool pigeons are rewarded with privileges, +such for instance as not being punished for infractions of the rules, +which would mean the terrible "cooler" to the ordinary convict. The +wardens' greatest fear is that letters written by convicts relating some +of the outrageous occurrences of every day in prison may reach the +columns of a newspaper and bring about unpleasant notoriety, and even a +more disagreeable investigation. + +On very rare occasions some angry convict will write to a newspaper +relating his unpleasant experiences, but the rule is that the sooner one +forgets having been behind the bars the better it is. + +A prisoner caught sending communications to the outside world by +underground methods, without having his message read by the office, is +punished with a few days in the dreaded "cooler." + +This is what the "cooler" is: The convict is divested of all clothes +except his underwear, and he is then taken to a cell which contains only +a bucket and a wooden plank on the floor as a place of rest and sleep. +The cell is hermetically closed by a door which keeps out all light and +air. A little ventilation, just enough to keep him from suffocation, +comes through a small hole in the wall. The darkness is like a solid +mass; it is so intense that the prisoner cannot see his hand near his +face. Every twenty-four hours the cell is opened and the convict is +given a thin slice of bread and about a thimble full of water, just +enough to keep him alive. This performance is repeated according to the +length of the punishment, that is to say, the door is opened only once +in twenty-four hours, to permit the giving of food and water and the +emptying of the bucket, whether the prisoner stays in that awful place +one day or twenty-one. Many prisoners have been known to stay in the +cooler for weeks at a time. + +After having lived in complete darkness for a long time, coming out into +broad daylight causes untold agonies, and very often has tragic effects +upon the eyes and eyesight of the prisoner; usually they have to be sent +to the hospital to be treated for inflammation of the eyes or for +partial blindness. Men kept long in the cooler sometimes become +driveling idiots; others go violently insane and have to be sent to +Matteawan for life. + +The punishments are all inflicted by the warden, on the word of a stool +pigeon, of a keeper, or of a man in charge of the workshops who seems to +be a contractor of almost unlimited power in the prison, second only to +the warden. + + +VIII + +The prison authorities are not supposed to abuse, vilify or use +blasphemous language towards the prisoners; it is forbidden under +penalty of the law. + +Of course, as far as the convict is concerned, such a law or rule is a +dead letter. Should a prisoner protest to the warden against +vilification or profanity, he would only be laughed at; and should he +insist on making his complaint to the prison commissioner, his letter +would never be sent, and his persecution would begin at once. + +The other day a quarrel broke out between two prisoners. A keeper tried +to stop it by hitting one of the offenders with his stick, and at the +same time calling him an unmentionable name. The convict retaliated with +a punch on the jaw that floored the keeper. + +The convict was punished with two days in the "cooler," but the +offending keeper was not reprimanded by the warden. And when the man +came out of the "cooler," the doctor found him suffering from an +inflammation of the eyes which kept him in the hospital for two months. + +When he asked for writing materials he was told that the punishment +meted out to him automatically eliminated all the privileges of a +convict; and he was not permitted to write home or to receive visitors +for two months. The electric light in his cell was cut off and he was +not allowed to read books or magazines, newspapers being always barred. + +In the beginning of my stay in prison the use of profane language was, +to put it mildly, quite prevalent; but it became rare soon after the +election of Mayor Gaynor. Even their sticks were taken away from the +keepers for a while. And it was discovered that discipline did not +suffer in the least from the lack either of foul language or the stick. + + +IX + +The food, brought up by a convict from the keepers' kitchen to the +hospital, is distributed by us thrice a day, on a long table covered by +white linoleum and standing in the middle of the room. + +We have to clean the bathroom and the spittoons, sweep the floor, empty +the garbage can, get the ice, make the beds, give the medicine, take the +temperatures, mark the charts, help the doctor, besides giving and +receiving the laundry--in short, the immediate and dirty work of the +hospital is in our hands. The one happy hour of the day is at nine in +the morning, when we are privileged to empty the garbage can at the +docks on the Brooklyn side or go to a nearby oven to burn its contents. + +For a few minutes, while filling a pail with water from the river to +wash out the empty garbage can, we watch the tug boats, the canal boats, +passenger boats or yachts pass by, and the people on board always greet +us with a wave of the hand or a merry shout. But never have the +passengers of the aristocratic yachts even condescended to look at us. + +No matter if it rains or snows, or if fog hangs over the whole +landscape, the few minutes alone, untrammelled by the presence of a +keeper or the crisscross pattern of the bars, make us feel as if we were +really free men; then we march reluctantly towards the ice house to the +big chest containing the supply of ice for the different departments. +The ice is cut and put into the empty and clean garbage can. When there +are no keepers around we linger to talk to the "skin" gang, which is +composed of a few convicts whose duty it is to peel potatoes, onions, +carrots and cabbage for the kitchen. + +It is a great place for the exchange of news of the day--of the gossip +of new arrivals, the punishments, the petty incidents or the headliners +of the most important events, the opinions of the convicts about the +goodness or badness of the keepers; in short it is a sort of clearing +house for information as to whatever is happening in the penitentiary. + +One of the men in charge of the gang is a blond, powerful, fine-looking +convict of German parentage. He belongs to the high caste among the +prisoners, and shows it by his manner toward the lesser castes. + +In the beginning he answered my questions in monosyllables, but after +several months of daily intercourse, when he had thoroughly satisfied +himself of my status, my attitude, and my antecedents, and when he +learned that I was an aristocrat only in thought but a democrat in +manners, he became talkative, and piece by piece, incident by incident, +he told me of his life, until I was able to construct it almost as a +whole. + +He was the son of honest parents, who had started him in life as a +skilled workingman. He lost his position during a strike, and one of his +children died of starvation. Fearing that his other child would meet a +similar fate, and seeing no prospect of another job, he started on his +career as a burglar. Being a skilled mechanic, he found it easy to +fashion tools for his trade, which, as he claimed, brought immediate and +satisfactory results. + + +X + +One morning as a young convict was walking on an errand towards the +shops, a letter dropped from his coat onto the ground in the yard. The +warden, who was walking in the same direction, not far behind, picked up +the letter and shouted to the man to stop. The convict turned back and +appeared confused when he saw the warden with his letter in his hands. +The warden flayed him with his heavy sarcasm, upbraided him for +violating the rules about writing letters, and leered at him in +malicious anticipation of the punishment to come. Finally he +condescended to read the letter, so as to fit the punishment with a few +quotations from the letter. + +But strange to relate, after he had read the letter, his frown +disappeared, and with it his terrible anger. In a voice which had turned +from a broken falsetto of anger to a gentle, low pitch, he inquired +where the young man was working, how many more months he had yet to +serve, and finally asked if he had a preference for any other place +besides his present assignment. The young convict reluctantly admitted +that he would prefer to work in the keeper's kitchen. + +The same day he was transferred to his new duties, which are considered +privileged by convicts because of the liberty and the better food they +afford. The young convict, being disgusted with the prison fare, and the +monotonous, unhealthy work in his shop, with a cunning almost +Machiavellian, had hit upon the original and brilliant idea of writing a +letter to an imaginary friend in which he praised the penitentiary and +lauded the warden in fulsome, enthusiastic, unstinted praise. He dropped +the letter purposely, knowing that the warden was only a few paces +behind him. The acting was done to perfection, the trick worked without +a hitch, and our youthful Ulysses got his job for a laudatory song. + +The tale went round the prison, and although it made the warden the +laughing stock of the penitentiary, he never discovered the deception. + +The warden, unlike the deputy warden, is very much disliked by the +convicts. Among themselves they call him the "old hyena." Convicts as +well as visitors all seem to be united in accusing him of brutality, +coarseness, and intemperance of speech. Visitors who have to support +themselves with their daily work find that all kinds of difficulties are +put in their way. They have to get a card at the commissioner's office +at 20th Street, then they must take a special boat, and when they arrive +at the prison they are forced to wait an hour before they are searched. + +Thus nearly a whole day, from nine in the morning till two in the +afternoon, is given just to see the object of all the trouble, and then, +separated by a thick screen of wire, they are allowed only fifteen +minutes. + +Under the rules visitors are permitted only once a month, but twice by +a card from the prison commissioner. + + +XI + +One day a poor Italian woman, after overcoming all the difficulties in +actually getting to the gates of the prison, happened to arrive a few +minutes late. The iron gates were banged in her face and she was ordered +away. + +She had come a long way to see her son, and she could not tear herself +away from the neighborhood of the prison. She was poorly dressed, +without even a hat. Tears were streaming down her cheeks. In her +ignorance she looked up to the barred windows of our hospital imagining +that it contained her son. She waved her hand, smiling through her +tears, hoping--perhaps thinking--that she could communicate to him that +little, distant greeting. Then a keeper came out, shook a stick at her +and ordered her away. + +She went back to the docks and onto the little boat that was to carry +her back to New York. As the boat moved away she continued to wave a red +bandanna handkerchief until she disappeared from view. + +Miss M---- came to see me one day but she was refused admittance because +I had had another visitor in the same month. The warden asked her: "What +do you want to see him for? Are you his wife?" "No," answered Miss +M----, "I wouldn't visit him if he was my husband." + +The warden is very punctilious and severe towards infractions of the +rules relating to visits and visitors. His strict regard for the rules, +however, did not deter him from allowing two detectives, sent by agents +of the Mexican government, to visit me without my permission; he even +placed another detective on the line next to another visitor so that he +could overhear our conversation. + +I had written to a friend that, as it was not only unwise, but +impossible in my situation to put on paper certain matters of importance +and of grave concern to me, I would wait for the day of his visit to +communicate it orally. + +On that day a red-headed detective was placed next in line to my +visitor, ostensibly to talk to a convict; but the prisoner told me +afterwards that he did not know the alleged visitor and that he had +never seen him before. + +I had to whisper my message in French so as to prevent the spy from +overhearing and understanding it. + +This proved to me that my letters were copied by somebody in the +Warden's office, and communicated to the American lawyers representing +the Mexican government; and also that somebody was powerful enough +politically to give orders in the Commissioner's office, which in its +turn placed the detective at my visitor's side. + +But when two newspaper men asked permission to see me I was informed +that I would not be permitted to stay in the hospital if I allowed +reporters to visit me. + +One day I heard the warden upbraid a girl who had come for the first +time to see her brother. Not being used to such ill-mannered treatment +she began to weep, and that of course only made matters worse. + +Half an hour later the Commissioner of Prisons arrived on a visit of +inspection. In the hospital he called the warden to task for +something--but the warden was as mute as an oyster. Together they went +into the consumptive ward, where the warden began extolling the quality +and quantity of the fresh air circulating in the room. The commissioner +turned round and snapped impatiently: "And that's about all they ever +get!" But the warden never said a word. This man, this mighty czar of +the penitentiary, who is so brutal and so insolent to the convicts, so +arrogant to the keepers, and so uncouth to the visitors, in the +presence of the man who could take his good job away from him, was as +meek as a lamb. + +A keeper who knew the warden well remarked: "He has the soul of a valet, +insulting to his inferiors and fawning to his superiors." + + +XII + +About a dozen women convicts come twice a week to scrub the hardwood +floor of the hospital. The majority of them are colored; the white women +are either old and faded, or young and dissipated-looking. Very few of +them are either refined or good-looking. Petty larceny is the crime for +which most of them are sent to the prison. + +Two negro women, young and rather tough-looking, are scrubbing the +floor. They are in prison for having held up and robbed a man in the +streets of New York. The man never recovered his $800. + +As the convicts always attempt to joke and to flirt with the scrubbing +women, they are usually ordered into the bathroom until the work is +done, with the exception of the bedridden patients. + +I discovered that quite a correspondence goes on between the men and +women convicts. A young convict became quite enamored of a blonde, +sporty-looking girl, and they took great risks to communicate their love +notes. I was made the confidante in their love affair. Some of the +passages read thus: "I love you, I love you, where did youse put the +tobacco?" ... "I dreams of you day and night.... Get me some butter." +... "You was the best looker I ever seen.... Don't forget to put the +matches at the foot of the stairs." + +The women do not get the weekly ration of tobacco allowed to the men, +and as a consequence they must beg tobacco and matches from the men. + +All the house work, such as making beds, sweeping, cooking and waiting +on table, in the house of the warden, in the apartment of the deputy +warden, and in the dormitories of the keepers and matrons, is performed +by the women convicts. + +An old Irish woman while in prison took such loving care of the children +of a former warden that whenever her time was up and she was discharged, +her weakness was encouraged, and she was even purposely made drunk, then +arrested and sentenced to the penitentiary again as an old offender, +year after year, until the children of the warden grew big enough to +take care of themselves. + +Before the present system of having a physician live in the prison came +into vogue, doctors visited the patients once a day; the surgeons came +over only for the operations. The operating room is always shown with +great pride to visitors, but never the "cooler." + +'Twas told that one night, in the earlier period, when there was no +resident physician, a woman convict startled the prison with piercing +cries. She was in the throes of child-birth. The doctor and the warden +being absent, the matrons did not dare to open the cell. Later a young +doctor from the city hospital was called in. He peered through the bars, +then turned and declared that the woman would be all right in the +morning. When the cell door was opened next day the woman was found +unconscious and the child was dead, strangled or suffocated. + +The other day I went for the first time into the women's section to take +some medicines and carry away our laundry. The women's section is under +the same roof as the old prison wherein I passed the first two nights. A +wall divides them, but the cells and the system of tiers are the same. + +The cells measure about 3 by 7 feet, with gray, damp, greasy, massive +walls, without any ventilation. + +As I was looking around I noticed many women sitting in their cells, +some working outside, sewing or knitting, others sweeping or mopping +the tiers or the floor. + +My attention was attracted by two women with babies in their arms. A +third, a young, quite delicate, fine-looking girl convict, was sitting +on a chair sewing. Near her, as if afraid to move, stood a little girl +three or four years old, with dark, curly hair, red cheeks, and big, +black serious eyes. She looked at me with the sad, wistful smile of some +of Da Vinci's women. + +My imagination carried me back to the trial room where the little girl +had stood near her mother to hear the sentence; I thought of how she had +shared with her the cell in the Tombs; how she had been carried to the +penitentiary in the "Black Maria," with her mother shackled to another +convict; how every night she slept in the narrow, dark, foul cell, +barred and locked; how she ate the prison food, and remained all day +behind gray walls, without seeing the sun or the sky or any +flowers--only striped convicts, matrons and steel bars. + +The innocent child must have seen all these strange happenings, and +wondered what it all meant. And some day, when she is grown to +womanhood, or motherhood, she will remember it all, she will know that +she lived with her mother in a prison. She will recall the infamy, the +degradation--and the shame of it will be branded on her soul as long as +she lives. + + +XIII + +Never a month passes but some convict is brought up to the hospital to +be kept under observation to determine whether he is insane or faking +insanity. + +The warden and the keepers always suspect prisoners of faking sickness +or feigning insanity. As a rule the convicts do not like to stay very +long in the hospital, as they are not allowed to smoke, and the time is +very slow and tedious without any kind of work. + +A small, stocky, bearded, wild-looking Italian was brought over from the +Tombs before his trial. He would not touch food, and the Tombs keepers +were afraid that he might die on their hands. + +It took six men and one doctor, sitting on his arms, legs and stomach, +to feed him a glass of milk by a rubber tube through his nostrils. It +was a nauseating performance, and luckily it was not repeated. + +We have to dress and undress him every morning and night. About six +o'clock every morning he starts walking up and down from the bathroom to +the bay window, a distance of about twenty-five paces; and he continues +it all day long, without rest or pause, until nine o'clock at night. +Every fifteen minutes or so he calls out in a sing-song, southern +dialect: "Oh! Giorgio Washington! Warden of this great prison! My dear +wife! My beautiful little children!" And then he looks up at the clock +and adds: "And the Holy Ghost of the clock!" + +After he has been put to bed he covers his head with the bed sheets, but +every hour he sticks his head out and like a cuckoo bird in a Swiss +clock he repeats his monotonous story. + +Everybody is kept awake, the patients as well as the keepers. The first +night an old keeper who was on watch tried to hush him up, but without +success; so he stood at the head of the bed watching for the moment when +the man would uncover his head again and sing out. + +We waited breathlessly, looking forward to the expected minute. Suddenly +the head appeared and the old keeper swiftly hit it a stinging whack +with a wet towel, which cut the "Giorgio Washington" in two; the head +went right back under the bed sheets for the rest of the night. + +After two weeks the man was finally sent back to the Tombs. Although he +had eaten only once in that time, it took half a dozen sturdy men to +dress him up and turn him over to the sheriff. + +Once in a moment of lucidity he asked me to get him some food, for which +he was willing to pay. Then he begged me to write to his wife, and when +the letter was written and addressed, he became mad again and tore it to +little bits, and resumed his peripatetic, insane round. + + +A young Pole, about twenty-five years old, is brought over from the +workhouse. His face is blue and his lips are bleeding from blows. We +have to dress and undress him also like a child. Whenever food is +brought, and he is told to eat, he weeps; whenever anybody speaks to him +he weeps; and he whines and carries on like a frightened baby in a +strange place. He has the body of a powerful longshoreman and the +mentality of a new born baby. + +There is a convict here afflicted with suicidal mania. Those in the +hospital who are not insane have been told to watch him and prevent him +from harming himself. He is the same man who tried to drown himself by +jumping into the river. We have to keep the medicine closet locked and +the bread knife hidden. + +One night he waited until everybody was asleep, then, sneaking into the +bathroom, he took a bottle of medicine which had been left standing on +top of the ice box, and gulped a great quantity before the bottle was +torn from his lips. He was quite sick for two days. Luckily the bottle +only contained "Cascara Sagrada," a powerful cathartic. + +Another time he tried even to push the razor into his throat while a +convict barber was shaving him. And yet, every time the barred door is +locked or unlocked, he seems to be in mortal fear that somebody is +coming to shoot him. + +The other evening he sat near me while I was reading and suddenly he +leaned over and, with quivering nostrils and in a hoarse terrified +whisper, asked me, in German, if I was his friend. + +"Certainly," I answered. "What can I do for you?" + +"They are going to shoot me to-night!" he said. "Get me the bread knife +so that I can cut my throat, or some poison to kill myself." + +I tried to pacify him, but he was in a state of abject terror. So, +thinking it best to do so, I offered him what he imagined to be poison. +He drank it quickly and with great relish, waiting impatiently, with +gleaming eyes and a sickly, malicious grin, for the death that was to +come. But death did not come; the medicine was only a strong dose of +salts. This second cathartic potion cured him effectively of his +suicidal mania, for thus he came finally to the conclusion that all the +alleged poisons in the hospital were only snares and delusions. + +After a few months two men with papers came over from the asylum of +Matteawan and plied him with questions, his answers to which one of the +men wrote down. The poor German cobbler was scared stiff, answering the +queries as if his life depended on his replies. + +Among other things, he was asked why he had jumped into the river. + +"To learn shwimming," was his quick retort. + +While we were getting him ready to be taken to the insane asylum he was +blubbering and sputtering, frightened and inarticulate; and the tears +streamed down his round, fat, childish face. + + +XIV + +The hospital has become a sort of observatory for the insane. But all +the convicts who show signs of insanity are not brought up to the +hospital. + +Confinement in the cells without work or exercise from Saturday +afternoon to Monday morning, and the punishment in the "cooler," are +responsible for most of the cases of insanity. + +When the supposedly insane convicts do not try to commit suicide, or do +not keep the prison section awake at night by their yells, they are +usually kept in solitary confinement in a cell, sometimes for weeks at a +time, until at last they are visited by doctors and declared insane. + +An Italian peddler who claimed to have been sentenced unjustly for +buying stolen copper wire, was found within a few weeks after his +arrival at the island with two tin cups in his cell. One cup had been +left behind by a released convict, the other belonged to him. Although +he could not have known of the infraction of the rules, he was dragged +to the wall by a keeper. When the warden came to dispense "justice," he +heard the keeper's story and then asked the prisoner to explain. The man +tried to explain in his broken English that he had found the cup in his +cell; but the warden cut the gordian knot impatiently by saying: "None +of your damned excuses! Two days in the cooler!" + +The result can be imagined. The unfortunate peddler, frantic already +from the idea of having been unjustly sentenced, and worried sick over +the fate of his helpless wife and children, could not stand this other +bolt from the sky; this punishment for something he did not understand, +in the form of terrible torture in a pitch dark cell, without food or +water, for an infraction of unknown rules; and he broke down completely +under the strain. When he came out of the "cooler" he was, as the keeper +declared, "completely bug-house." + +For some time we were kept busy watching the peddler; even his shoes had +to be taken from under his bed as he tried to knock the heels into his +skull. + +Much to my dismay, I was put to sleep near his bed. Half a dozen times +he tried to strangle himself, and on the morning of his release, while +I was asleep with my back to him, he jumped on my bed like a cat, and +with his two powerful hands tried to choke me to death. Convicts came to +my rescue; and when he was asked the reason for his attempt on my life, +he calmly declared that it was because I had signed the warrant for his +death at nine o'clock in the morning. + +When we took him downstairs later, he refused to change his striped suit +for his street clothes, and shouted that he had made up his mind to die +in the "cooler" at nine o'clock. His wife had to be brought over from +the 54th Street side, and she induced him to dress and go home. + +A religious maniac was put under our care a week before his release. His +particular delusion was that he was preaching in the desert. When a +keeper approached to silence him, he lifted his right arm and, with eyes +popping out of their sockets and a terrified look on his face, he +shouted in a stentorian voice: "Vade retro satanas!" ("Get thee behind +me, Satan!") "I say, for it is written, thou shalt worship the Lord thy +God, and Him only shalt thou serve!" + +In his sane moments he was silent and morose; and when told about his +strange behaviour, he answered that he knew by the sudden rising of heat +to his head when a fit was coming. + +His religious sermons, which kept us awake several hours in the night, +were interrupted by excursions under beds and tables, while he barked +like a dog at any one who tried to stop him. He was then impersonating +the champion bulldog, Rodney Stone. + +Another addition to our collection of the insane was a giant negro; but +fortunately the expression of his derangement was only before meals, +when he knelt at the table, saying grace, but refusing all food. + +Even Matteawan sent us a man who was supposed to be cured. He was a +muscular, low-browed German sailor who spoke bad, ungrammatical German +and worse English. An accident to his leg brought him upstairs, and when +the doctor undressed him we saw that his whole body was covered with +blue and red tattoos, primitive and childish drawings of nude figures, +which reminded me of some of Matisse's masterpieces. + +He asked us every few hours in a terrified whisper if we did not see the +furniture and the walls rock as if in an earthquake. At night he would +point a long finger to the ceiling, where he claimed to see a small +opening out of which a keeper thrust his head, abusing him with vile +names, and shouting that in a short time he would be electrocuted. + +Otherwise he was inoffensive; and sometimes he would amuse us by +relating his adventures with the women in Matteawan. + +Like most insane men, he slept very little, sitting up in his bed all +night, holding two crutches tightly clutched, on the alert for the +keeper who was going to electrocute him. + +But an unwise threat to brain Richard, the assistant, deprived him of +the necessary but dangerous crutches. + + +XV + +Another patient was sent up by the doctor. He seemed so sick and weak it +appeared a wonder that he could still walk. He was a poor Jew, suffering +from stomach trouble. Emaciated, yellow, with an expression of intense +suffering on his face, which was deeply furrowed by wrinkles, with a +beard a week old, and his long, pointed nose, he looked like a sick +vulture. + +When he begged for special food, the orderly sarcastically offered him +the choice between filet mignon with potatoes, or cutlets with French +peas. The doctor, however, realized that unless he was put on a special +diet, the man would die on his hands. + +He had been sentenced to two months in the penitentiary for stealing +two packages of cigarettes, and the judge did not realize that it was +his death sentence. The tenacity of the man in clinging to life was +amazing; it exemplified anew the remarkable vitality of his race. + +He was always disobeying the doctor's orders. He tried to get up from +his bed one afternoon, but he fell, and the bed pan, with all its +contents, emptied over him and all over the floor. I ran to assist him, +but--I was never well in prison--the stench was so overpowering that I +became sick and hesitated for a moment, and had to turn away. Two +convicts who had joined me saw my sickly face and smilingly said: "Never +mind, boss; you go to the window to get some fresh air. We'll clean up +the mess for you." + +Everybody wondered how the poor man had managed to keep a flicker of +life in a body which was mere bone and skin. + +One night in my sleep I imagined that I had heard him call. As I sat up +in my cot I heard his rattling, hoarse whisper calling the night +orderly: "Oh, Mr----, please give me some water! A glass of water! I am +dying!" + +The orderly, who had been sleeping with his feet on the desk, woke up, +looked towards the patient, changed the position of his feet, and +shouted: "Ah, shut up, you kike!" + +I got up and brought him a glass of water. He thanked me, and whispered: +"I am dying! I don't want to die in jail!" + +I tried to cheer him up with the thought that he would be released in +two weeks; but he shook his head. Terror was written on his ghastly +features. "Please, I don't want to die in jail," he said. + +They were his last words. + + +XVI + +A boy with blond hair, blue eyes, pink and white as a girl, modest as a +nun, gentlemanly and soft spoken as Lord Fauntleroy, came upstairs to be +operated on for a tumor. A sentence of two and a half years had been +inflicted on him for selling cocaine. This deadly drug was furnished to +him by a friend once when he was suffering from a cold. He did not know +what it was, but he felt a wonderful exhilaration and a new strength +come upon him, so that his illness seemed to vanish. The reaction was +terrific, but he became addicted to the drug; and as he could not afford +to buy the stuff, he began selling it, both for the profit and to be +able to acquire it. His youth, and his already weak will, made him an +easy prey to the evil company into which he was soon thrown. His father +and mother and sisters were respectable and law abiding people of the +middle class, but they did not seem able to cope with the peculiar +conditions into which he had fallen. + +Now that he is behind the bars he seems to realize the danger of his +weakness, and he speaks of going back home to work among his own people. + +After he was well again they sent him downstairs to work in the machine +shop. Within two months he was back again in the hospital to be operated +on for another tumor. + +What a transformation! Instead of the gentle, well-mannered, repentant +young sinner, we found a pale-faced young tough, with a sneering grin, +walking with stooped shoulders, chin forward, arms curved, closed fists, +in imitation of "gorillas" looking for trouble. + +In his speech there was also a great change. Where there had been little +personality or color, there was now a picturesque wealth of blasphemies; +names and adjectives and punctuation were expressed by short but +intensely vile words. + +When we remarked at the astonishing change, he answered, speaking +through one side of his mouth: "Ah, quit your kiddin'! You talk like a +preacher. I ain't no sissy no more. When I gets out o' here I'll pull +something big that'll knock you stiff. You get me?" And he spat sideways +on the floor in supreme contempt. But when we laughed at his pretence +and strutting, he blushed in anger and disappointment. + +It seems that when he was sent downstairs after his first operation he +was "doubled up" with a notorious burglar, who undertook to educate him +and train him, with a view to using the lad to assist him in his work +after his release. A few weeks later his mentor joined him in the +hospital, but unlike his talkative pupil, who was quickly ordered to +"shut his mug," he was reserved and secretive as to his life and plans. + +But one evening at dusk, as we were both watching the New York skyline +from the barred windows, the reserve gave way, and the cracksman told +me of his life. + +It was one of those rare moments when even a strong and evil spirit will +waver and doubt; when his heart will overflow with disgust and the +hopelessness of his earthly quest. The attitude of contrition dissipated +like smoke when he was asked if it was not possible to make a living in +an honest way. + +"Nothing doing," he said. "The bulls won't give me a chance. They'll +spot me and job me if I don't put up the dough. It's a fight to a +finish. At the other end there is either Sing Sing or the death chair. +There ain't no hope. I'll live and die a crook." + +Two years later I read that my friend the cracksman and his pals had +been caught trying to blow up a safe in a most daring and scientific +manner. And the whole gang was sentenced to Sing Sing for a long term. + + +XVII + +A Jewish pickpocket is one of the patients who is under suspicion of +faking. The young doctor suggested my watching him, and when I reported, +he declared that he was satisfied in his suspicion, but did not send him +to his cell at once, as he would have been punished. + +Meanwhile he helps and amuses us with stories of his checkered career. +At first I could not make out what was the matter with him. He couldn't +walk any distance without jerking his head backwards. I thought he +suffered from some peculiar nervous trouble in the muscles of the neck. +When I asked him about it he confessed that it was a habit formed by +years of unconscious but very useful watching to see if he was followed +by detectives. Even in the hospital, when he knew that he was not +followed, he would throw his head in quick glances backwards. + +He told us that the last time he had been caught by the detectives he +was taken to headquarters and given a taste of the third degree. As he +wouldn't confess, the brave detectives, wearing masks, beat him until he +was insensible, and even broke two of his front teeth. The generous head +of the detectives promised that if he did not make a complaint to the +newspapers he would see to it that he would be sent for only a year to +the penitentiary instead of up the river for several years. + +We have several pickpockets in the hospital. One of them has grown a +beard; he is a Jew, tall, thin but muscular, and when he walks to the +bathroom in his night shirt, he seems like a caricature of one of the +prophets of his faith. + +He volunteered to rub sulphur ointment on my body as the doctor had +ordered. The strength of his muscles, and the vise-like grip of his +hands, was almost beyond belief. When he took hold of my arm to massage +it I felt that he could easily have broken it with a quick blow; but he +was very gentle and kind withal. + +A red-headed consumptive, who killed his wife and child in a fit of +anger and jealousy, was sent over from the Tombs while waiting for +trial. He ordered me in a peremptory manner to do something for him. I +repeated to him the lecture I had read to the bulldog negro, but he lost +his temper, and began foaming at the mouth and abusing me in a violent +and insane fit of anger. + +I did not answer, as I felt that he was not responsible for his actions; +and left him alone. Fifteen minutes later he came into the bathroom, +where I was cleaning some medicine bottles. I fully expected to have to +defend myself against an attack. Instead of that, however, he began +apologizing for his unwarranted behaviour, adding that when he lost his +temper he did not know what he was saying or doing; that anger went to +his head like poison and completely overcame his reason. He begged me +to forgive him and accept his apology. + +This is the third time that a convict has offered an apology for having +lost his temper and used profane language to me. + +I asked one of the convicts who had apologized if he thought I had kept +silent because I was afraid of him. "No," he said. "The man who loses +his temper is the one who is afraid. The one who never becomes angry is +never afraid; he is the better man of the two." + + +XVIII + +I had been three months in the hospital before I began to suspect that I +would never get over my skin disease so long as I wore the tattered and +patched striped trousers which had been handed to me on my arrival. +Therefore I begged the hospital keeper for permission to get a new or at +least a clean pair. He told me to go downstairs to the head keeper's +desk. The reception I got from the head keeper was not surprising, but +his sudden burst of anger and his intemperate language puzzled me not a +little. As soon as I approached him he turned around sharply and +shouted: "What the h---- do _you_ want?" + +Before I had time to complete my request he interrupted me, and shaking +his fist at me, yelled: "A pair of trousers! What do you think of that +dude in the hospital wanting a new pair of trousers! Go on back to your +hospital, you dirty bum. You ----! Get out!" + +I turned back slowly without answering, trying meanwhile to puzzle out +how I could represent two such different social extremes in the mind of +the irate keeper--a dude and a dirty bum! + +When I related the incident to my hospital keeper, he shook his head and +declared the head keeper an uncouth, stupid animal, and promised to +speak about it to the Deputy. Next day a runner brought me a brand new +pair of striped trousers, which looked quite becoming and a good fit +after the rags I had worn for so long. + + +XIX + +A great many doctors come to visit the hospital. Sometimes the young +students from the city hospital, then the aristocratic and famous +surgeons who operate on desperate cases, specialists, all grades and +classes of physicians, enter accompanied by the little doctor who lives +upstairs on the top floor. His name is B. Davidson. He is so small that +he seems almost a schoolboy; his eye-glasses are the only elderly thing +about him. But he is very efficient, scrupulous and--a marvelous thing +in prison--humane in his treatment of the convicts. + +The warden and the keepers hamper him continually in his work, as he +will not listen to their opinion about convicts who, according to them, +are all fakers. They have the temerity to place their ignorance, and +their hatred of the prisoners, against the professional knowledge and +humanity of the doctor. + +The boy who had a tumor on his back was kept a week locked in a cell, +and was not allowed to see a doctor, because the keeper claimed that he +was faking. The doctor laughed when he related the story. "Imagine +anybody faking a tumor the size of a cocoanut!" + + +In the opinion of most prison keepers, every man who reports on the sick +list is an incipient faker. The sick man has to inform his own keeper +and he is then reported to the head keeper. Should they diagnose the +case as a fake, then the prisoner is shoved back gently to the line; but +should the convict in spite of their verdict insist that he is sick, he +is locked up in a cell to get well without a doctor, or to rot in it, +until even the doctor's help is of no avail. + +Most cases of consumption, paralysis, insanity, or any internal +disorder, are considered fake cases. Only when a man breaks a limb or +splits his head open, or when some disease "breaks out" on him, is he +believed to be sincere. + +The sturdy young sailor who had worked at my side in the tailor shop was +brought to the hospital. He was so changed that I hardly recognized him. +I had to ask him his name, and if he remembered having worked in the +same shop with me, before I became convinced that he was the same man. + +They kept him locked up in a cell a whole week before the doctor was +permitted to visit him, and then they discovered that he was suffering +from typhoid fever. Meanwhile he had been eating food from tin plates +which were washed in the kitchen. + +A convict who was in perfect agony from neuralgia of the teeth was +visited twice. As no cavity could be discovered, they punished him by +extracting forcibly three perfectly healthy teeth from his jaw. + +This incident was related as a great joke by a young assistant to a +doctor, to two companions who were preparing a patient for an operation. + + +A pair of prison-made shoes, with a nail sticking up inside the heel, +was forced on a new-comer by the head keeper. When he protested, he was +abused, insulted and threatened with punishment if he did not put on +that particular pair of shoes. For two days the unfortunate man hobbled +about, working in the kitchen, trying as best he could to ease the +intense pain on his heel inflicted by a rusty nail. His foot began +swelling and, made desperate by the pain, he finally refused to work +until he had seen a doctor. When the doctor examined him, he discovered +that he was suffering from blood poisoning of the foot, and he had to +be kept over two months in the hospital. + +A boy was discovered, by accident, working in the bakery suffering from +a loathsome venereal disease. + +The young doctor could not stand the persecution of the system, and he +left in disgust. + +The new doctor is a sallow-faced, green-eyed individual, evidently a +dope fiend. He leaves morphine hypodermic syringes lying all over the +place; and any one who wants an injection can have it for the asking. +Luckily for us, he did not stay very long. + +One night we were kept awake by heart-rending, piercing howls, which +came from the apartment occupied by the doctor on the top floor. He had, +as we found out later, taken an overdose of morphine. + +Next day he appeared in the hospital, staggering sideways, breathing +heavily and with a hollow sound, like a damaged bellows. His body shook +as if with the palsy, his hands trembled as they groped for support; +and all the while he was moaning, whining, grunting. He fell into a +sitting posture on the floor, and began catching imaginary flies on his +sleeves. + +We had to carry him upstairs and put him to bed. He went away the next +day. + +The doctor who succeeded him is a young man who seems sympathetic and +efficient, but he has to keep his job, and so he takes orders from the +consulting keepers, who diagnose cases before he is allowed to see them +or to send them to the hospital. + + +XX + +The conversation at our meals in the hospital table d'hôte, although +carried on in an undertone, is very often amusing and enlivened by quite +witty repartee. The table manners of the men are not as bad as might be +expected from the motley crowd which adorns our board. All the +nationalities and races and classes of this wide world have been waited +upon by us: negroes, Chinamen, Mexicans, Slavs, Italians, Jews, +Hungarians, Arabs, Syrians, Hindus; members of all the different +professions, such as waiters, lawyers, hold-up men, capitalists, fortune +tellers, doctors, sneak thieves, bankers, bums, dentists, burglars, "sky +pilots," grafters, butchers, gamblers, street car conductors, confidence +men, tailors, insane men, tramps, crooks, horse poisoners, saloon +keepers--everybody and everything! + +In a restaurant, in a public café, in a barroom, one meets or sees many +people whose profession or real status is a mystery, and often a secret; +but here everybody's profession, character, antecedents, sentence, +criminal record, are known, judged and commented upon. Here nobody can +put on airs because he has a fat bank account, finer clothes, more +expensive jewelry, better family connections, or greater political +influence. A man is judged by his character, his personality, his +attitude toward the prisoners and the keepers. This is one place where +fine feathers do not make fine birds. + +The appetite of the men, with the exception of the sick, is always of +the best. They are very particular about the quantity as well as the +quality of the food. There is no reason to complain about it, except the +coffee, which is served downstairs, and which is no coffee at all, but +roasted bread crust which spoils the water in which it is soaked. Many a +man would prefer pure water to the unsweetened, light-brown mixture, +called "bootleg." It isn't even near coffee, but it is insidiously named +"coffee," so as to prove to the public that the convicts are pampered +and spoiled. + +One day a member of the Prison Commission who was visiting the +penitentiary picked up a tin cup of "coffee" which was standing in the +mess hall, where the convicts were watching the visitors testing the +food which had been picked out for that purpose. The Commissioner drank +half a mouthful of the "bootleg," and then, with a wry face, swiftly +spat it on the floor. The convicts did not laugh; they were too well +disciplined for that; but an almost imperceptible whispering titter +swept all over the mess hall like a June breeze wafting over a wheat +field. + + +XXI + +The other day a man was brought up to the hospital to have his broken +arm bandaged. He had got up in the mess hall and started to voice a +protest against the rotten meat. Two keepers jumped on him with their +sticks and beat him until he was insensible. Later the "Dep" came +upstairs to look him over, and said: "So you think you are a tough guy!" +The man kept silent; but later he was sent to the "cooler." + +There is an old Italian tailor in the hospital who has become popular +because he mends our socks and makes pockets in our trousers. He eats +enormous quantities of food, and after he is through he wipes his mouth +with the crust of bread which does service for him as a napkin! + +A dope fiend, who had kept us awake five nights: in succession, was +allowed to sit at the table after he had broken his fast with milk. He +was warned to eat sparingly. One Friday, as fish was served and I knew +only two pieces had been eaten, I was wondering where it all had gone +when I emptied the dishes in the garbage can. Out of sixteen pieces of +fish that had been served, only two could be accounted for. I turned to +look over the room, and I noticed our dope fiend still chewing away at +something. Then I noticed the shirt round his belt bulging in an unusual +fashion across his very lean body; and I was surprised to discover what +had happened to the missing portions of fish. + +Not satisfied with having eaten two pieces of fish, our dope fiend had +stuffed the other fourteen pieces inside his shirt, so as to make sure +that he would have enough food to last him through the night. + +For five consecutive nights he had kept us awake with his moaning and +raving, sitting upright in his bed, swinging his body back and forth +pendulum fashion. He could not keep anything in his stomach, either food +or water. He begged piteously for an injection of morphine, but the new +doctor was obdurate; he said that it was either cure or kill. When the +morphine was eliminated he became himself again, and he was cured of his +habit. Some morphine fiends die from the stoppage of the supply, but +many of them are effectively cured. + +A bald-headed, consumptive negro keeps us in constant laughter--when +prison lets us laugh--with wonderful and never ending stories of his +adventurous life. Even the doctor will stand by the hour listening to +his quaint speech and stories. Although he is an old rascal and an old +offender, one cannot help liking him for his cheerful, gay attitude +towards life. + +He related how one time, after serving a term in the reformatory, he +went back to his wife in New York. She lived in an apartment on the +ground floor, and she seemed to be happy to see him again. She inquired +about his health and asked about his future prospects. While they were +talking he heard somebody opening the front door with a latch key. He +became quite nervous, and asked his wife who it was that dared to come +in without ringing the bell. "Dat's de husband I'se married while you +was in jail; and he's a big black coon," she said. + +He jumped hastily through the window, he confessed to us, so as not to +embarrass husband number two, and leaving behind a grip with his +clothes. He came back next night to get his belongings, and he used the +window this time as a means of entrance. But fate was against him. As +he emerged from the window again he fell into the arms of a watchful +policeman, who promptly arrested him. Being an ex-convict, he was +sentenced to a year in the penitentiary, as he said, for stealing his +own pants! + + +A tall, blond Pole behaved in such a disgusting manner at the table that +the keeper ordered him back to his bed. + +The first two weeks that he was in bed we could not induce him to get up +to perform the most normal animal functions. But, as there did not seem +to be anything the matter with him, he was finally forced to get up and +go to the bathroom. + +For more than two weeks we had plied him with questions--myself, the +doctors, and all the convicts who knew different languages. He looked at +us with his big, blue eyes, shaking his head as if he did not understand +what we were talking about. We finally came to the conclusion that he +either spoke some unknown language, or that maybe he was deaf and mute. + +One day Richard, the young assistant, made him get up, but instead of +walking, he crept on all fours to the bathroom. Then he got up like a +human being and started drinking water from the faucet. Richard took him +to task for his uncleanliness. He said to him: "Wash your face, you +dirty pig!" And to the utter amazement of Richard, the supposed deaf +mute turned round angrily and said, in perfect English: "You go to hell, +will you!" A few weeks later he was taken to Matteawan. + +Later I gathered from another Pole who had talked to him and succeeded +in making him answer, that he had been a petty officer in the Russian +navy, and that he had mutinied, and later had succeeded in escaping to +America. + +He had hit upon the idea of feigning insanity in order to foil the +vigilant Russian secret service agents, who would be on the lookout for +him upon his release from the Island; he feared that they would create +an opportunity to "shanghai" him on board a Russian ship, and he knew +that they would hang him if he ever was returned to the fatherland. He +had been sentenced to sixty days on the Island for vagrancy. + + +XXII + +Protestant clergymen, Catholic priests, Rabbis, Sisters of Mercy, +missionaries and even a Theosophist preacher, visit the prison and the +hospital regularly. Saturday afternoon is a very busy time for the "sky +pilots." + +One "sky pilot" comes only during the lunch hour and, walking to the +busy table, invariably asks: "Well, boys, how goes it?" He has never +been known to change his query in years--and that is the only service he +has ever done for the souls of the convicts. + +A tall, thin, spectacled, Protestant missionary devotes a great deal of +his time to what he calls "saving souls from eternal damnation"; his way +of doing this mysterious thing is by leaving tracts on our beds. They +contain startling headlines, such, for instance, as this: "Be with +Jesus. He is your only pal!" + +When I laughed at one of his quotations from the Bible, which I claimed +was incorrect, he retorted by saying that my spirit was full of unclean +devils. I answered by saying that I would rather be a real devil than a +false saint of his type, and he at once proved the truth of my assertion +by calling me unseemly and unchristian epithets, greatly to the +merriment of the listening convicts and the keeper. I told him to go +away from me and let me alone, but fifteen minutes later he came back +and apologized for his offensive and undignified behaviour, adding that +he had looked up the quotation in a Bible at the keeper's desk and to +his great astonishment found that he had been mistaken. + +Although I am not of his faith, the Rabbi comes to speak to me every +week. He has taken a great interest in my case, and he offers his +services to get me a pardon, deploring my attitude in wasting time +behind the bars and in the vain hope that my appeal will be successful. + +But he is surprised when I inform him that I do not expect to succeed in +my appeal, and that I have made up my mind not to accept any favors from +the parties who were responsible for my prosecution and imprisonment, so +that I can keep my hands free to act in case there are further +revelations. + +A few weeks later another Rabbi takes his place. A kinder and gentler +soul it would be difficult to meet. + +The Sisters of Mercy appear every month or so; they are loved and +venerated by the convicts. I have noticed that, unlike the other +missionaries who take care of our spiritual welfare, the Sisters never +ask a convict: "What crime did you commit?" but always: "How long must +you serve?" "Have you mother, sister, wife, or children?" "What can we +do to help them?" + +The Sisters never argue, discuss or theorize about religion, but they +help the convicts in the only practical, useful and efficient ways; they +visit and appeal to judges and District Attorneys; they call on the +families of the convicts and their friends; they furnish money to needy +relatives and to the men themselves when they come penniless out of +prison. + +The Protestant clergymen, the Catholic priests, the Rabbis, the +missionaries, as a rule talk only to the men of their own faith. But the +Sisters of Mercy speak to everybody, no matter to what race or faith +they may belong. They never inquire into a man's crimes; all they ask is +to be told of his troubles and worries and to be allowed to do what they +can to relieve them. + +One of the Sisters is said to be responsible for the elimination of +stripes in Sing Sing. + + +XXIII + +Convicts have a cunning and peculiar way of revenging themselves on bad +and cruel keepers. When one of that type is put on night duty, following +a prearranged sign the whole section suddenly starts a tremendous +hullabaloo. Several hundred convicts, acting in unison, begin yelling, +cat-calling, grunting, roaring, whistling, stamping their feet, beating +the bars of their cages with tin cups and pail covers. The enraged +keeper jumps up and down the tiers in a vain effort to catch the arch +offenders, but on his coming a signal is passed to the whole tier, which +suddenly becomes silent, the other sections in the meanwhile increasing +the noise and disturbance until the warden appears. His presence seems +only to put more zest, energy and lung power into the demonstration. +Revolvers are fired to intimidate the men and they are threatened with +dire punishment, but nothing seems to be able to quell the rebellion, +and it is continued every night until the offending keeper is shifted. + +These prearranged, noisy riots are rare and as a rule they occur only in +cases when bad food or a series of persecutions have goaded the +prisoners to the only real expression of protest which can be effective. + +One night during the Hudson-Fulton celebration in New York, when all the +city was gaily illuminated, and all the bridges were picked out in +electric lights, and music and shouts could be heard in the distance, a +rumpus started on a magnificent scale after the convicts had been locked +up in their cells. + +The whole prison seemed literally to have gone insane. The pandemonium +let loose was so terrific that it could be heard both from the New York +and the Brooklyn sides of the river. The warden and the keepers were +perfectly helpless; they could not subdue the prisoners, who kept up +their infernal racket for hour after hour, and stopped only from +exhaustion, when there was no more lung power to draw on. This noisy and +turbulent protest of a whole prison defying one of the strictest rules +of jail law was a strange psychological curiosity; a mad, reckless, +stentorian rebellion against the rules of silence when the great +metropolis was heard noisily rejoicing across the river. + + +Prisoners are very quick to find out a bad or a good keeper, an honest +or a grafting keeper. + +Humane keepers always and invariably get the best results. They maintain +discipline with very little effort, and the prisoners themselves see to +it that the attitude of such keepers is not changed or embittered by +malicious and silly conduct on their part or that of their companions. +The foul-mouthed, brutal keeper never seems to be able to maintain +discipline, and when he revenges himself by inflicting unjust +punishments the men retaliate by all kinds of persecutions. + +An unjust and exceedingly brutal keeper was waylaid one night on his way +home by some released convicts, who "beat him up" in such a manner that +he was sent to a hospital for almost a month. + +The Jewish and Italian convicts are often victims of the persecutions of +some keepers, who heap ridicule and injustice and punishment upon them. +The "guineas," the "wops," the "sheenies" and "kikes," find no mercy at +the hands of these keepers, who consider men of these races as inferior, +fit only to be brutalized, slowly but surely, into superior races. + +An Irish keeper said jokingly to an Italian convict who could not +understand something in connection with his work: + +"Let an Irishman show you. You dagoes don't know nothing. How does it +come that they pick Popes from among the wops, I wonder?" + +"Yes, sir," answered the Italian, "and never in two thousand years did +they pick out an Irish Pope." + + +XXIV + +The outlook from the windows of our hospital is a source of never ending +interest. + +We can watch the grass grow and the trees, the birds hunting for food, +the hospital cat waiting patiently under a bush for a stray sparrow, the +orderly of the warden, haughty and always in a hurry, followed by a +yellow dog. Another orderly is a red-headed young man who is called a +"sugar man." He and two other men are the "goats" for the higher +officials of the Sugar Trust. + +We watch the visitors come in from the boats; the doctors, the +officials, the prisoners arriving escorted by the sheriffs. The average +prisoner is well dressed; some of them are quite dandified in their +appearance, while others are poorly dressed, some of them even without +an overcoat in winter time. One day a bum came, escorted by a sheriff, +all alone, with a straw hat, at the height of the winter season. + +The other morning a big, square-shouldered tramp was following the +sheriff in a lazy, shuffling manner. There was no hat on his long, +dishevelled mop of reddish hair; his beard was of enormous proportions; +his face was brick red, as well as the hands, from dirt and exposure to +the air. A coat and trousers which almost dropped from his body, so +ragged were they; no shirt, no underwear, and a pair of shoes through +which his toes peeped smilingly, completed his wardrobe. A sudden gust +of wind would have divested him of all covering. + +Half an hour later I happened to pass near the head keeper's desk, and I +could hardly believe my eyes when I beheld that tramp. In his case the +transformation was highly creditable to prison methods. They had clipped +his hair, cut his beard, given him a bath, covered him with a striped +shirt and a striped suit, and he was standing in brand-new, prison-made +shoes. He looked indeed like a gentleman as compared with his former +wild, dirty, disreputable and pitiful appearance. + +On Sunday droves of visitors come to the island on the 23rd Street boat. +The women are more numerous than the men; poorly dressed women are in +the majority; often flashily dressed women with expensive fur coats and +stylish hats are seen elbowing old and homely women wearing shawls and +with babies on their arms. Almost everybody carries packages of fruit to +the inmates. Little boys and girls often accompany the women, and +handkerchiefs are often raised to wipe away tears. It is a tragic, +fateful, unhappy procession. + + +XXV + +The first and the last week seem longest in the term of imprisonment. +During the rest of the time the hours pass in swift succession, as the +work and the regular hours help to shorten the time; there is a spirit +of patience, and the mind becomes more and more introspective and +philosophical. + +But in the last week all the thoughts, the plans, the ambitions, the +discoveries of a new future, seem to be concentrated. The minutes drag +by with a laborious and torpid slowness, and there is an intensity of +time which seems to crowd sixty hours into one single hour by the clock. +The ordinary patient, often of a cheerful habit of mind, is of a sudden +transformed into a cranky, impatient, unruly, violent attitude. + +During that last week I very nearly got into trouble, for the first time +in my ten months of imprisonment "with good behaviour;" and this when an +impertinent answer might have kept me two months longer within this +barred prison. + +A keeper known and hated for his brutal and insulting attitude towards +the prisoners was relieving our own hospital keeper during the lunch +hour. He was watching the prisoners file into the room at the opposite +end of the hospital to wait for the arrival of the dentist. A belated +man came in holding a handkerchief close to his mouth as if he were +suffering from an agonizing toothache. + +The keeper spoke: "Who is that dirty bum?" + +"What do you mean?" I said. + +"I mean who is that dirty bum who just came in?" he repeated. + +"I don't understand you," I rejoined, angry at his remark. + +"I see you're rather particular about expressions," he said in a +surprised tone. + +"Yes," I retorted, "and I don't see what right you have to call an +inoffensive convict a dirty bum, when if it wasn't for us dirty bums +you wouldn't be sitting here now." + +The situation was saved by an old Irish keeper who added laughingly, +"That's right, you wouldn't be getting twenty-five per a week to keep a +chair from flying out of a window, if it wasn't for those dirty bums." + + +XXVI + +Only after a long while did the influence, the pernicious influx of the +thought waves emanating from hundreds of convict minds, begin to play on +my mind. I never imagined that convict habits and thoughts could touch +me or have any effect on my inmost thoughts, my better self. During the +day, in fact, when the conscious mind was active, nothing seemed to +effect my habitual, set and crystallized character, my old trend of +mental, moral and intellectual associations. + +Only in the last month, during my sleep or half-sleep, did I recognize +the ascendency of the magnetic, unhealthy, collective thoughts of the +prison. They arose slowly, like poisonous miasmas, insidious and +permeating, with a persistency that amazed my startled and thoroughly +alarmed consciousness. + +Thoughts, images, desires, which I had been used from my youth and all +through my life to consider unhealthy, degenerate or simply unworthy of +my attention, came sneaking into my subconscious mind, in the form of +disgusting, appalling, terrifying dreams. The back yard of my mind had +begun to register and absorb all the wretched, unclean, monstrous, +unmentionable yearnings, desires and actions of the collective prison +dreams; it was inhaling the moral stench which arose as from a "cloaca +maxima." + +I thought of all the weak, unbalanced, receptive young minds which must +have been corrupted by this intangible, powerful magnetism; and of how +this unnatural, abnormal, degrading prison life began in any absorbent +or indifferent temperament a slow corrosion and led to a complete and +effective disruption and destruction of all moral and intellectual +integrity. + +I felt as if hundreds of unspeakable and undreamed of sins, taking shape +of gliding snakes, noiseless and black, with glittering eyes and fiery +tongues, were descending upon me, winding round my body and my legs and +arms, fastening their pin-like fangs in my flesh to poison my brain and +body. + +And I thanked my stars and my fate and my power of will when the last +night of my sentence arrived to relieve me of an oppressive, suffocating +succession of nightmares. + +I did not sleep one solitary wink, but how rosy, exquisite, +exhilarating, radiant, were the thoughts that filled me on that prison +cot, how transparent those bars seemed on that last night, never to be +forgotten, like the first night I spent in that horrible dungeon. + + +XXVII + +I am finally called downstairs. The sun streaming through the narrow +bars gives the gloomy prison almost a bright appearance. Hastily I put +on my street clothes. I feel like a man putting on a strange, exotic +costume for a fancy dress ball; the collar and necktie seem to choke me +with a kind of joy and affection. Accompanied by my lawyer, I walk out +of the fateful gates, and then I turn to look back, and to glance +upwards to the hospital windows where the patients and the old keeper +wave a friendly salute and farewell. + +Friends are waiting to greet me at the other side of the river. I look +in wonder and amaze at the people in the streets. Everything is so +interesting; the most commonplace and sordid sights are delightful and +picturesque. The men; the women, with their wonderful clothes; the sky, +the houses, the cars, the signs, everything, seem so novel, so friendly; +every minute so precious, so full of surprises and possibilities. + +I have grown fat and pale in prison, but my spirit is as light and quick +as the spirit of a humming bird. Everybody greets me as a traveller +returned from a strange, unknown, and very distant land--and yet all the +while I have been living in the very heart of the metropolis. Everybody +seems to realize and to reassure me that the acceptance of a pardon +would have been a grievous mistake. To refuse it meant a great +sacrifice, but making that sacrifice has confirmed a general suspicion +that unfair methods, dangerous to American traditions, have been used +against me. + +The day of reckoning will come in time. Meanwhile, how beautiful, +perfect, intoxicating is the sense of untrammelled liberty! It repays me +for many a dark, tragic hour. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of A Modern Purgatory, by Carlo de Fornaro + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 56728 *** |
