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-The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Undercurrent, by Robert Grant
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-Title: The Undercurrent
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-Author: Robert Grant
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-[Frontispiece: Her lover was beside her and was suggesting that he
-escort her home.]
-
-
-
-
- THE
- UNDERCURRENT
-
- BY
-
- ROBERT GRANT
-
-
- WITH ILLUSTRATIONS BY
-
- _F. C. Yohn_
-
-
- CHARLES SCRIBNER'S SONS
- NEW YORK :::::::::::::: 1904
-
-
-
-
- COPYRIGHT, 1904, BY
- CHARLES SCRIBNER'S SONS
-
- Published, October, 1904
-
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-
-
- TO MY WIFE
-
-
-
-
-LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS
-
-Her lover was beside her and was suggesting that he escort her home . .
-. . . . _Frontispiece_
-
-"I have missed you two young people at church lately"
-
-"Oh, Emil, my husband, how could you!" she moaned
-
-"Give it to me, Paul," demanded the young woman imperiously
-
-"I am sure that this woman will tell me her story"
-
-There were moments, even from the first, when he let her perceive that
-he regarded her as a social companion
-
-Constance would find her in possession at Lincoln Chambers
-
-"I should like to marry because I am in love"
-
-"Refuse a man like that who's crazy to marry you!"
-
-The flowers were the bright, shining milestone
-
-"I have surrendered"
-
-
-
-
-THE UNDERCURRENT
-
-
-"Those whom God has joined together let no man put asunder." It seemed
-to the bride that the Rev. George Prentiss laid especially solemn
-stress on these words, and as she listened to the announcement that,
-forasmuch as Emil Stuart and Constance Forbes had consented together in
-holy matrimony, he pronounced them to be man and wife, her nerves
-quivered with satisfaction at the thought that she was Emil's forever.
-The deed was done, and she was joyous that the doubt which had harassed
-her in her weak moments--whether she was ready to renounce her ambition
-to help in the great work of education for the sake of any man--was
-solved and merged in the ocean of their love. Doubtless Emil was not
-perfect, but she adored him. No one had even hinted that he was not
-perfect, but she had made up her mind not to be ridiculous in her
-rapture, and to look the probable truth squarely in the face as became
-an intelligent woman. She knew that until recently he had been only a
-clerk with Toler & Company, lumber merchants, and that he had just
-started in business on his own account. He was dependent for support
-on his individual labors, but she had in her own name the nice little
-nest-egg of five thousand dollars, realized from the sale of the family
-homestead at Colton, the country town, ten miles distant, from which,
-an orphan, she had come to Benham a year previous. She was marrying
-for love a young man who had his own way to make, just as hundreds of
-others were doing every day, and she was proud of her part in the
-compact. A great happiness had come into her life, almost against her
-will, but now that it had come she recognized that it was nature
-working in the ordinary way, and that she would not remain single for
-all the kindergartens in creation. She had known Emil only a year;
-still that year had been one of courtship, and no one had ever spoken
-ill of him, though she had been told that Mr. Prentiss, as a rector
-charged with overseeing the destinies of friendless girls who were
-members of his parish, had made inquiries. Moreover, Mr. Prentiss had
-agreed that two young people, situated as they were, whose hearts were
-united, did well to marry on a small income and trust somewhat to the
-future. How otherwise, as he sagely remarked, was ideal love to
-flourish, and were mercenary considerations to be kept at bay? Emil
-was twenty-five, and she just twenty. Youthful, but still of a proper
-age, and they were growing older every day. Decidedly it was a prudent
-love-match, and she had a right to be joyful, for there was nothing to
-reproach herself with or to regret.
-
-It will thus be observed that Constance Forbes was no happy-go-lucky
-sort of girl, and that though she was marrying younger than she had
-expected, she was marrying with her eyes open. She had scrutinized
-severely the romantic episode which had made her and her lover
-acquainted, and had even refused him the first time he asked her in
-order to counterbalance the glamour resulting from that meeting. The
-episode was a sequel to an accident to the train on which she was
-travelling from Colton to Benham. The engine ran into the rear of some
-freight cars, owing to a misplaced switch, and the tracks were strewed
-with splintered merchandise, so that the train was delayed four hours.
-The natural thing for passengers with time to kill was to inspect the
-wreckage, which, besides the dilapidated railroad apparatus, consisted
-of mangled chairs and tables, and bursted bags of grain, a medley of
-freight impressive in its disorder. Constance found herself presently
-discussing with a young man the injuries to the cow-catcher of the
-engine, which had been twisted ludicrously awry. A moment before two
-other persons, one of them a woman, had been on the spot, and the
-conversation had been innocuously general, but they had drifted off.
-Constance was conscious of having noticed the young man in her car, and
-of having casually observed that he had an alert expression, and that
-his hair rose perpendicularly from his brow, suggesting the
-assertiveness of a king-bird. To allow a young man to scrape
-acquaintance with her in cold blood would ordinarily have been entirely
-repugnant to her ideas of maidenly propriety, but she resisted her
-first impulse to turn her back on him and abruptly close the interview
-as needlessly harsh. It would surely be prudish to abstain from
-examining the battered locomotive, which lay on one side, with its nose
-in the air, as though it had fallen in the act of rearing, merely
-because a respectable-looking male passenger happened to be equally
-interested in the results of the catastrophe. So it chanced that after
-they had exchanged observations concerning the injuries to the
-overthrown "Vulcan" and speculated as to how long they were likely to
-be delayed, their conversation became less impersonal. That is, the
-young man informed her that he was in the employ of Toler & Company,
-lumber merchants, and was returning to Benham after having made some
-collections for them in the neighboring country. Then he was familiar
-with Benham? Familiar? He should say so. He had been settled there
-for three years, and--(so he gave Constance to understand)--there was
-absolutely nothing regarding the place which he could not tell her.
-First of all, Benham was a growing, thriving city. Its population had
-quadrupled in fifteen years. Think of that! So that now (in 1886)
-there were upward of three hundred and fifty thousand souls in the
-city's limits. It was a hustling place. A shrewd, energetic man, who
-kept his wits active, ought to make his fortune there in ten years, if
-he were given a proper chance. Was she going to live in Benham?
-
-Constance admitted that she was, and, helped along by friendly
-inquiries, she told him briefly her story. That she had lost her
-father and mother within a few months of each other, and that she had
-decided to come to Benham, of which, of course, she had heard as a
-progressive city, in order to learn the kindergarten methods of
-teaching. Subsequently she hoped to obtain an appointment as a
-school-teacher, and so earn her own living.
-
-"When you've finished your lessons and are ready to teach, let me know.
-I may be able to help you. I'm a little in politics myself, and a word
-to the school committee from a free and independent constituent might
-get you a place."
-
-He spoke jauntily though respectfully; but the offer reminded Constance
-that the conversation was taking a more intimate turn than she had
-bargained for. She thanked him, and began to move slowly away, not
-with any definite idea of direction, but as a maidenly interruption.
-Mr. Stuart--for he had told her his name--kept pace with her and seemed
-quite unconscious of her purpose. In the few minutes during which they
-had been chatting she had observed that he was somewhat above the
-average height and rather spare, with a short mustache which curled up
-at the ends and was becoming. Also, that he had small, dark eyes,
-which he moved rapidly and which gave him, in conjunction with his
-rising brow and hair, a restless, nervous expression.
-
-As they walked along the track the conductor was coming toward them.
-He had been to the telegraph office and was returning with a telegram
-in his hands.
-
-"Well, what are our chances of getting away from here?" Emil asked,
-with the manner of a man to whom time is precious.
-
-"It'll be a good three hours before the wrecking train arrives and the
-road is clear."
-
-The youth and the maid looked at each other and laughed at the
-gloominess of the situation.
-
-"In that case," said Constance, glancing at the sloping banks bordering
-the railroad tracks, which were bright with white weed and other flora
-of the early summer time, "we shall have to dine on wild flowers."
-
-"I have some chocolate in my bag."
-
-Constance flushed slightly with embarrassment. Her random remark
-seemed almost to amount to a premeditated invitation to share his
-resources.
-
-Emil's gaze had followed hers in her allusion to the wild flowers.
-"I'll tell you what," he exclaimed, impulsively, "since we have three
-hours to wait, why shouldn't we escape from this culvert and see what
-there is to be seen from the top of the bank? I shall be able to show
-you Benham," he added, noticing, perhaps, that she looked doubtful,
-"for we are only nine or ten miles away."
-
-This was tempting. Besides it would surely be ridiculous to remain
-where she was rather than explore the country merely because he was a
-casual acquaintance and had some chocolate in his travelling bag. The
-circumstances were harmless and unavoidable, unless she wished to write
-herself down a prude. The result was the logic of common-sense
-prevailed, and Constance gave her consent to the proposal. So they
-climbed the bank presently, pausing on the way to gather some posies,
-with which the party of the second part proceeded to adorn her hat,
-after they had established themselves on an eligible fallen tree
-commanding a pleasing view. The fallen tree was at the edge of a copse
-of pine wood some two hundred yards from the bank. Thus they were
-sheltered from the sun. Out of the copse, almost at their feet, ran a
-bubbling brook, which added a touch of romance to the landscape rolling
-away in undulating and occasionally wooded farming land, as far as the
-eye could reach, until it terminated in a stretch of steeples and
-towers surmounted by a murky cloud. There was Benham.
-
-Although they were too distant to discern more than a confused
-panorama, Emil essayed a few topographical details. He explained that
-twenty-five years earlier Benham had comprised merely a cluster of
-frame houses in the valley of the peaceful river Nye, which still
-served as an aid to description. Primarily a village on the south side
-of the stream, it had first developed in a southerly direction,
-spreading like a bursting seed also laterally to east and west. Its
-original main street, once bordered by old-fashioned frame houses with
-grass-plots and shade trees, had evolved into Central Avenue, at first
-the desirable street for residences, but now, and considerably prior to
-his advent, the leading retail shopping artery, alive with dry-goods
-shops, into which the women swarmed like flies. To the west of Central
-Avenue lay the tide of social fashion culminating two miles distant in
-the River Drive, a wide avenue of stately private houses, situated
-where the Nye made a broad bend to the north, and the new district
-beyond the river, where the mansion of Carleton Howard, the railroad
-magnate, stood a pioneer among Elysian fields of real estate
-enterprise, sanctified by immaculate road surfaces and liberal electric
-light.
-
-Constance listened eagerly. She was interested to know particulars
-concerning the city where she was to live, and she enjoyed the lively
-sardonic touches which relieved his description. Though possessing an
-essentially earnest soul, she was susceptible to humor, and had an
-aversion for lack of appreciation of true conditions.
-
-To the east of Central Avenue, Stuart further explained, lay first the
-shops and the business centre, and then the polyglot army of citizens
-who worked in the mills, oil yards, and pork factories. Across the
-river to the south, approached by seven bridges of iron, replacing two
-frail wooden bridges of former days, were the mills and other
-industrial establishments. Beyond these still further to the north was
-Poland, so called, a settlement of the Poles, favorite resort of the
-young ladies of Benham's first families eager to offer the benefits of
-religion and civilization to the ignorant poor. Following the Nye in
-its sweep to the north, until it deflected again to the east, so as to
-run almost parallel to its first course, but in the opposite direction,
-were the public park, the land bonded for an Art Museum, Wetmore
-College (the Woman's Academy of learning), and the other more or less
-ornamental institutions. This region of embryo public buildings,
-garnished with august spaces, was a sort of boundary line on the north,
-turning the current of industrial population more to the east. Just as
-the tide to the west of Central Avenue was one of increasing comfort
-and fashion, this to the southeast, stretching out as the city spread,
-and forced constantly forward by the encroachments of trade, was one of
-common workaday conditions, punctuated (as he phrased it) now and again
-by poverty and distress.
-
-"I tell you, Miss----"
-
-"Forbes, Constance Forbes is my name."
-
-"Thank you. I tell you, Miss Forbes, Benham is a wideawake city. We
-have all the modern improvements. But the rich man gets the cream
-every time. I heard millionaire Carleton Howard, the railroad magnate,
-say the other day from the platform, that there is no country in the
-world where the poor man is so well off as in this. Yet it's equally
-true that the rich are all the time getting richer and the poor poorer.
-He neglected to state that." He laughed scornfully, and his eyes
-sought Constance's face for approval. She knew little concerning
-millionaires or the truth of the proposition he was advancing, but it
-interested her to perceive that he was evidently on the side of the
-unfortunate, for she cherished a keen pity for the ignorant poor almost
-as a heritage. Her father had been a country physician--an energetic,
-sympathetic man, whose large vitality had been spent in relieving the
-sufferings of a clientage of small tillers of the soil over an area of
-fifteen miles. He had often spoken to her with pathos of the patient
-struggles of the common people. Her own susceptibility to human
-suffering had been early quickened by the destiny of her mother, who
-had been thrown from a sleigh shortly after Constance's birth, and had
-remained a paralytic invalid to the day of her death, requiring
-incessant care.
-
-"When I run for Congress," he resumed, scowling slightly as he fixed
-his gaze on the murky cloud surmounting Benham, "it'll be on a platform
-advocating government ownership of railroads, telegraphs, water-works,
-electric street cars, and all the other fat things out of which our
-modern philanthropists with capital squeeze enormous profits at the
-expense of their fellow-citizens. I'm against all that sort of thing.
-Buy a gas plant to-day and consolidate it with another to-morrow.
-Profit to the promoter two hundred per cent., without leaving the
-office. What does the consumer get? Cheaper gas and greater
-efficiency. That's the fine-sounding tag; and some of the horny-handed
-multitude are guileless enough to believe it. It won't be long though
-now before I make my own pile," he added, not quite relevantly. "I'd
-have made it before this if they hadn't hindered me."
-
-Constance perceived that he expected her to inquire what this meant,
-and she was curious to know. So she asked.
-
-"My employers, Toler & Company. If I had had the capital and the
-opportunities of those people, I should be wearing diamonds. I've
-tried to point out to them more than once that they were throwing big
-chances away by being so conservative and old-fashioned in their
-methods instead of branching out boldly and making a ten strike. One
-thing is certain, I'm not going to invent ideas for them for a pitiful
-one thousand dollars a year much longer. If they think they can afford
-not to raise my salary and give me a chance to show what I can do, I'm
-going to let them try after January first. It isn't very pleasant,
-Miss Forbes, to be doing most of the work and see someone else reaping
-all the profits. They can't help making money, old fogies as they are."
-
-It was certainly a galling situation. Constance, who was young
-herself, felt that she sympathized with his desire to compel
-recognition.
-
-"It doesn't seem right at all," she said, "that you should be kept
-down."
-
-"I've made up my mind to give them notice that I must have an interest
-in the business after the first of the year, or I quit and start on my
-own account. I've my eye on a man with five thousand dollars who will
-go into partnership with me I hope."
-
-Constance thought of her own five thousand dollars. She would almost
-like to lend it to him, though, of course, that was out of the
-question. Still, there would be no harm in offering moral support.
-"If I were a man," she said, "and had faith in my own abilities, I
-wouldn't remain in a subordinate position a moment longer than was
-really necessary."
-
-In response to this note of sympathy Emil opened his bag and produced
-two sticks of chocolate. He broke them apart and presented one to his
-companion. He also exhibited a compressible metal drinking-cup, which
-he filled from the bubbling brook. A crow cawed in the pine copse as
-though to call attention to the idyl, but only the two philosophers on
-the fallen tree-trunk were within hearing of his note of irony, and
-they regarded it merely as an added rural charm.
-
-"Would you object to my smoking my pipe?"
-
-"Not in the least. My father was devoted to his pipe."
-
-Another bond of sympathy. Or at least an indication to the swain that
-here was a maiden who was no spoil-sport and who would not have to be
-wooed by the sacrifice of personal comfort. Moreover, it was not lost
-on him that she was an attractive-looking maiden, and that her voice
-was well modulated and refined. Yet he was not thinking of her, but
-merely of her sex in general, when he said, "Besides, I hope to be
-married some day. How could I support a wife in Benham on one thousand
-dollars a year in the manner in which I should wish her to live?"
-
-Constance could not answer this question, and did not try. It belonged
-to the category of remarks which were to be treated by a single woman
-as monologues. But she was keenly interested. One thousand dollars a
-year did not seem to her a very pitiful sum for a young couple just
-starting in life. She had heard her father say that when he married
-her mother he had only a hundred dollars in the world, and no assurance
-of practice. But that was not in Benham. She had already divined that
-Benham was to be a land of surprises. At all events she could not help
-admiring Mr. Stuart's chivalric attitude toward his future wife. His
-ambition was obviously quickened by the thought of his future
-sweetheart, whoever she might be; which was an agreeable tribute to her
-own sex, suggesting susceptibility to sentiment.
-
-"Yes, I'd have been married before this if Toler & Company had not, as
-you say, kept me down," he continued, pensively, blowing a ring of
-smoke to emphasize his mood. "When after working hard all day I go to
-my room at night and take up my violin, I often think that if I could
-play to the woman I loved, instead of to the blank wall, how much
-happier I should be. But I suppose some of my friends would declare
-that I was a fool to desire a yoke around my neck before fate placed it
-there."
-
-His own readiness to relieve the stress of his confession by a sardonic
-turn counteracted the constraint which his intimate avowal had aroused.
-Incredible as it is that a man in his sober senses should offer himself
-to a woman the first time he beholds her, no woman is altogether
-unaware that he is liable to do so. A modest and thoughtful young girl
-shrinks from precipitate progress in affairs of the heart. Obviously
-the ground was less dangerous than it had for a moment appeared, but
-Constance sought the avenue of escape which his allusion to music
-offered. Besides it pleased her to hear that he was ęsthetic in his
-interests.
-
-"You play on the violin, then?" she asked. "I envy anybody who has the
-talent and the opportunity for anything of that sort. I sing a little,
-but my voice is uncultivated, for in Colton there was no one to tell us
-our faults." The earnest gleam in her fine dark eyes seemed to second
-the fresh enthusiasm of her tone.
-
-The warning scream of the whistle, not the voice of the crow, broke in
-at this point on their preoccupation with each other. This was the
-romantic episode from which their acquaintance dated--an episode which
-might readily have signified nothing. But on the other hand, it
-naturally supplied to the party of the second part a fair field of
-memory in which her imagination might wander when stirred by the
-subsequent attentions of this young knight with sympathy for the
-unfortunate, resolute confidence in his own abilities, generous views
-in regard to matrimony and a sensitive, ęsthetic soul. For Emil Stuart
-sought her out at once, visited her at her lodgings and gave
-unmistakable signs that his purpose was both honorable and definite.
-Within six months she knew from his own lips that he wished to make her
-his wife. She took another three in which to conquer her scruples and
-maidenly disinclination to be won too easily. Why should she not
-yield? He was her first lover, and she loved him, and he declared with
-fervor that he adored her. Contact with the conditions of a large city
-had shown her unmistakably that only after years of struggle could she
-hope to be more than a mere hand-maiden in the work of education, and
-that during the early period of her employment, if not indeed for life,
-the hours of work would be long and confining and her pleasures few.
-Here was a companion who would provide her with a home, and upon whom
-the tenderness of her woman's nature could be freely bestowed. It was
-the old, old story, she said to herself, but was there a better one?
-
-
-
-
-II
-
-The young couple bought a small house on the outskirts of the city,
-some distance beyond the Nye, where it flows at right angles with its
-original course, and in the general region of fastidious growth, but in
-a settlement of inexpensive villas to one side of the trend of fashion.
-The bridegroom had not forgotten his liberal intention to begin
-housekeeping on a somewhat more ambitious scale than his salary as a
-clerk had warranted. He was now the senior partner in the firm of
-Stuart & Robinson, lumber dealers, which had been in existence six
-months. He had parted from his employers, Toler & Company, on the
-first of January, because of their refusal to accede to his demands,
-and had been able to persuade the comrade with five thousand dollars,
-to whom he had referred at his first meeting with Constance to enter
-into a business alliance. Robinson was three years his junior, and
-without commercial experience, but eager to turn the windfall, which
-had come to him through the death of an aunt into a cool million. What
-could be more natural than to take advantage of the experience which
-Stuart offered him--an experience which gave promise of swift and
-lucrative operations in the near future?
-
-It was a very modest establishment, from the standpoint of affluence.
-A neat little house of eight rooms supplied with modern improvements,
-and, though one of a builder's batch, designed with some regard for
-artistic effect, which indicated that a preference for harmonious
-beauty was working in the popular mind of Benham against the idols,
-colorless uniformity and bedizened ugliness. To the bride, whose
-experience of housekeeping was limited to a country town where
-colorless uniformity ruled undisturbed and modern improvements were
-unknown, the expenditure of her nest-egg of five thousand dollars in
-this complete little home seemed an investment no less enchanting than
-wise. Five thousand for the house, with a subsequent mortgage upon it
-of one thousand for the purchase of the furniture and to provide a
-small bank balance for emergencies. This was her contribution to the
-domestic partnership, and she rejoiced to think that her ability to
-help to this extent would leave Emil a free hand for the display of his
-business talent.
-
-The basis of a newly married woman's peace of soul is trust. She feels
-that the responsibility is on her husband to make good the manly
-qualities with which she has endowed him, and because of which she has
-consented to become his mate. Occasionally during the first few months
-of her married life Constance laughed to think that all her maidenly
-eagerness to solve the riddle of life brilliantly, and all her profound
-searching of the mysteries of the universe should have ended in her
-becoming an every-day housewife with dustpan and brush, and the wife of
-one who, to all outward appearances, was an every-day young man. But
-her laugh savored of gladness. She had given herself to him because
-she had faith that his energy, self-reliance, fearless humor and
-sympathetic hatred of shams would distinguish him presently from the
-common herd of men, and vindicate her infatuation. She had given
-herself to him, besides, because he loved her--a delightful
-consciousness. Accordingly, she enclosed herself in the web of
-happiness which her confidence in him had spun about her, and took up
-her domestic duties with light-hearted devotion.
-
-Nevertheless, no woman emerges from her honeymoon with exactly the same
-estimate of her lover as before. If nothing else, she has seen his
-mental and moral characteristics in their undress, so to speak, and
-become habituated to their sublimity. We may be no less fond of a
-person whose anecdotes have grown familiar to us, and analogously a
-wife does not weary of her husband's qualities merely because they have
-lost the glamor of novelty. On the contrary she is apt to continue to
-adore them because they are his. Still she feels free to scrutinize
-them closely and--unconsciously at least--to submit them to the test of
-her own silent judgment. She discovers, too, of course, that he has
-sides and idiosyncrasies the existence of which she never suspected.
-Ordinarily she finds to her surprise that his attitude in regard to
-this or that matter has shifted perceptibly since marriage, so that,
-instead of being lukewarm or ardent, as the case may be, he has become
-almost strenuous or indifferent in his attitude. Hence she divines
-that during their courtship some of his real opinions and tendencies
-have been kept in retreat.
-
-Constance sensibly had decided in advance that Emil was not perfect, so
-she was prepared to discover a blemish here and there. In spite of her
-happiness it became obvious to her during the first six months of their
-married life that the self-confidence which had attracted her verged at
-times on braggadocio, and moreover that opposition or disappointment
-made him sour and morose. If his affairs were prospering, his spirits
-rose, his wits scintillated, and he spoke of the world with a gay, if
-sardonic, forbearance, which suggested that it was soon to be his
-foot-ball. But if matters went wrong, he not only became depressed,
-but was prone to dwell upon his own ill-luck, and inveigh bitterly
-against the existing conditions of society. She had noticed from the
-first days of their acquaintance that there appeared to be an
-inconsistency between his eagerness to grow rich and his enmity toward
-the capitalists of Benham; but she had gathered that he was merely
-eager to put himself in a position where his sympathy for the toiling
-mass could be fortified by the opportunities which wealth would afford.
-But now that his feverish absorption in business had apparently
-banished all interest in philanthropic undertakings from his thoughts,
-the inconsistency was more conspicuous.
-
-Constance spoke to Emil about this at last. Naturally, she broached
-the topic when he was in one of his sanguine moods. In response he
-took out his pocket-book and asked her how much she required, having
-jumped to the conclusion that she was beating around the bush and had
-some particular object of charity in view.
-
-"You don't understand, exactly, Emil," she answered. "I'm not asking
-for money; I was merely hoping that having me to provide for isn't
-going to cut you off from your former associations--to lessen your
-sympathy with political movements for the protection of the people such
-as you used to take part in before we were married."
-
-Stuart frowned, and thrust his hands deep into his pockets as he was
-apt to do when he felt his oats. "You don't seem to realize,
-Constance, that a man starting in business needs all his energy and
-watchfulness to avoid having his head thrust under water by the fellows
-who are on the surface of the commercial whirlpool and who don't want
-company. When I've got the sharks in my line of trade where I want
-them, which is, metaphorically speaking, at the bottom of the pond,
-it'll be time enough to take up politics. You'd like to see me in
-Congress some day, wouldn't you? Well, that will be plain sailing for
-me in this district as soon as I control the lumber business of Benham,
-little saint."
-
-This sounded plausible, and did not seem to admit of argument, provided
-the consummation of the business supremacy indicated by her husband was
-not deferred too long. She dismissed the matter from her mind for the
-time being. It was less easy to dispose of another tendency which had
-revealed itself in unmistakable guise since their marriage, and this
-was Emil's indifferent attitude, not merely toward her form of
-religious faith, but toward all religion. Within a short time after
-their acquaintance began she had discovered that he was not an
-Episcopalian, and that his views regarding the spiritual problems of
-the universe were not those of orthodox Christians. But on the other
-hand, although he was fond even then of blowing down her card-houses,
-as he called them, with an occasional blast of scientific truth, he had
-been ready to accompany her to church and had never seemed lacking in
-reverence. She had asked herself the question why she should stifle
-her love for him merely because his conception of the eternal mysteries
-did not coincide with her own, and she had answered it by the
-independent assurance that his attitude toward life was the important
-consideration. She had even been fascinated by his broad outlook on
-the universe, with his flashing eyes and his righteous contempt for
-some of the dogmas of the sects. He had seemed to her imagination at
-such times almost as a reforming archangel purging away the dross of
-superstition and convention from the essentials of religious faith. He
-did not believe in the miracles, it is true, because he regarded them
-as violations of the laws of the universe; but was he not a firm
-believer in the spirit of Christian conduct?
-
-She had reasoned thus as a maiden, and had never doubted the soundness
-of her self-justification. But the sequel was disturbing to her peace
-of mind and to her hopes. It was not Emil's refusal to go to church,
-nor his dedication of the Sabbath to mere rest and recreation which
-distressed her, but his scornful tone in regard to any form of
-religious ceremonial; his scornful tone toward her own reverence for
-the faith in which she had been educated. Even the term of endearment
-which he coined for her, "little saint," was a jocose and condescending
-appellation reflecting on her susceptibility to ideas which clever
-people had discarded as fatuous. She could have borne without
-complaint going to church alone had he been willing to respect her
-opinions as she respected his. But on her return from service he was
-sure to greet her with some ironical jest which made painfully clear
-that he regarded her habit of worship as a sign of mental inferiority.
-His own habit on Sunday was to remain in bed until after the church
-hour. Then he would establish himself in a loose-fitting woolen
-garment, which he called his smoking-jacket, on the porch or in the
-sitting-room and read the Sunday papers, with a pipe in his mouth.
-Sometimes he played on his violin, and by the time Constance returned
-he was ready for a short walk, ostensibly for the sake of exercising a
-small black and white terrier. His wife could not accompany him on
-this stroll, for she could not neglect their mid-day dinner, and when
-he sat down at table he was apt, if the weather was fine, to refer
-pathetically to the sin of having wasted it in the city. "If only you
-were content, little saint, to worship nature with me," he would say,
-"we would get away into the country with a luncheon basket the first
-thing in the morning and make a day of it in the woods."
-
-There was something winsome in this proposition, especially as the
-inability to enjoy an outing because of her reluctance to renounce
-church worship seemed to spoil his day in a double sense. For, as a
-consequence, he ate a huge Sunday dinner, including two bottles of
-beer, smoked more than his wont, and after a tirade against the evils
-of monopoly or some kindred topic invariably fell into a heavy slumber
-on the lounge, from which he did not awaken until nearly sunset.
-
-"Another Sunday wasted," he more than once remarked by way of
-melancholy comment on this state of affairs.
-
-No wonder that Constance was perplexed as to her duty. Since coming to
-Benham she had been a member of Rev. George Prentiss's parish. Her
-mother was of English descent, and Constance had been brought up in the
-Episcopal faith. At Colton there had been no church of that
-denomination, and to attend the Episcopal service one had to drive or
-walk two miles to a neighboring village. It had often seemed to
-Constance more important to remain at home with her invalid mother than
-to take this excursion. Consequently, during her girlhood, she had
-been irregular in her attendance at church. Frequently, in order to be
-able to return home more speedily, she had worshipped at the Methodist
-or Unitarian meeting-house in the village. Sometimes she had stayed
-away altogether; therefore she understood the fascination of communion
-with books or with spring buds or autumn leaves as a substitute for
-worship in the sanctuary. Her untrammelled experience had made her
-open-minded and independent, but on the other hand the difficulty of
-kneeling at her own shrine had nourished her sentiment for the
-Episcopal faith, so that she had rejoiced spiritually in the
-opportunity, which her residence in Benham afforded, to become a
-regular and devoted member of Mr. Prentiss's flock. Moreover, the
-vital character of St. Stephen's as a religious body had appealed to
-her. The little church near Colton had been a peaceful and poetic, but
-poor and unenterprising establishment. Contrasted with it, St.
-Stephen's appeared a splendid and powerful influence for righteousness,
-stirring deeply her ęsthetic sensibilities, and at the same time
-proving its living, practical grasp on human character through its able
-pastor and active organization. St. Stephen's never slumbered; St.
-Stephen's prided itself on its ardent faith and essentially modern
-spirit; and St. Stephen's, by common acceptance, was synonymous with
-its rector, Rev. George Prentiss.
-
-Mr. Prentiss had grown up with the church. That is, he had been curate
-to the Rev. Henry Glynn, an Englishman who had selected Benham as a
-promising pasture for the propagation of the Episcopal faith beyond the
-pale of the mother country, who had gone forth into the wilderness and
-had lived to see a goodly flock of sheep browsing beneath his
-ministrations. Mr. Glynn was a pioneer, and had gone forth in the
-early seventies when Benham was in the throes of rapid progress and
-extraordinary development from month to month. His mission had been to
-spread the tenets of his sect by the zeal and eloquence of his
-testimony, and to provide a suitable edifice for the human souls
-attracted by his teachings. In his time the congregation forsook the
-small and primitive structure, erected in hot haste within a year of
-his arrival, for a commodious and sufficiently ęsthetic building.
-Before his death, which occurred prematurely, Benham had become a large
-and important municipality. His successor found himself not only the
-pastor of the leading Episcopal Church of the city--which had also in
-the process of social evolution become the most fashionable and
-probably the richest church in the city--but a shepherd in a wilderness
-of a different sort. In other words, he was brought suddenly face to
-face with the problems which confront earnest spirits eager to redeem
-human nature in a huge industrial community. The former wilderness had
-blossomed, even with the rose, but the thistles, tares, and rank grass
-which fought for mastery with the wholesome vegetation had
-revolutionized the soil. There were scores of saloons in Benham; there
-was a herd of immoral women on the streets of Benham; and, most
-perplexing problem of all, perhaps, there were, only a mile apart, the
-picturesque neighborhood of the Riverside Drive with its imposing,
-princely, private mansions, and Smith Street, boulevard of unwholesome
-tenement-houses, garnished with rumshops and squalid lives--contrast
-repugnant and disconcerting to American ideals, and to him as an
-American.
-
-But Rev. George Prentiss was not the man to shrink from deep and
-important responsibilities. On the contrary, it might be said of him
-that he revelled in them. The consciousness that, in spite of Benham's
-mushroom-like growth as a proud testimonial to the sacredness of
-institutions established by the free-born, the city had begun closely
-to resemble large cities everywhere was sobering, but on the whole,
-inspiriting to him as a worker. His mission was clearly disclosed to
-him--a mission worthy of the energies of a clergyman eager to bring his
-church into closer touch with everyday life and common human
-conditions. For Mr. Prentiss as an American and a churchman was
-ambitious for the future of the Episcopal faith. His predecessor and
-friend had seen in their pastorate only a glorious continuation of
-English orthodoxy--a spiritual revolt from dissent, transcendentalism
-and cold, intellectual independence, which would, in the end, gather
-sixty million people into a Protestant fold, national in its title and
-dimensions. Mr. Prentiss shared this delectable vision, but he would
-not have American Episcopacy a mere blind imitation of the mother
-church or a colonial dependency. He felt that it behooved those of his
-faith on this side of the Atlantic to gird their loins zealously, and
-to guide their sheep fearlessly, receiving with respectful attention
-the interpretations of the spiritual lords of Great Britain regarding
-dogma, but exercising intelligent discretion in regard to their
-adoption. This attitude, which might be called patriotism, in some
-sense reflected the pride which Dante, that stern censor of prelates,
-condemns. Was the Church of England to prescribe doctrine to the
-thriving, hardy child of its loins forever? Surely not, now that that
-child, waxing in size and resources and dignified with power, promised
-soon to rival its parent. It was agreeable to the rector of St.
-Stephen's to reflect that the tide of fashion was bearing the children
-of Unitarian and other indeterminate faiths into the fold of the true
-and living church of Christ. It was also agreeable to behold in his
-mind's eye that church--the American church--taking advantage of this
-splendid opportunity and accepting with fearless and uncompromising
-zeal the challenge of infidelity and materialism. The people were
-tired, he believed, of intellectual, spiritual dissipation, in which
-each soul formed its own conception of God, and defined the terms of
-its own compact with Him. They were welcoming fervor, passion, color
-and all the symbols of a faith which beholds in man a miserable sinner
-redeemed through the blood of Christ. If the people of his nationality
-had been reluctant in the days of their early history, when population
-was sparse and sin was kept at bay by primitive economic conditions, to
-admit that man was a sinner, could they doubt it now? Was not Benham
-with its bustling, seething, human forces an eloquent testimonial to
-the reality of evil and the intensity of the struggle between the
-powers of darkness? The Church's mission--his mission--was to take an
-active part, in a modern spirit, in the great work of regeneration by
-bringing light to the blind, sympathy and relief to the down-trodden
-and protection to the oppressed.
-
-Mr. Prentiss had carried his theories energetically into practice. He
-had striven to make St. Stephen's a tabernacle for the prosperous and
-the fortunate and also for the desolate and the friendless. His wish
-would have been to see them intermingled at morning service without
-regard to vested rights, but his wardens assured him that the finances
-of the church could not be conducted successfully except on the basis
-of inviolable pew ownership until after the morning service had begun.
-But he was able to throw the church open in the afternoon to the
-general public, and to reserve in the morning certain gallery and less
-desirable benches for the accommodation of young men and women students
-who wished to worship regularly and could not afford to hire seats. If
-it was at first a tribulation to him that his congregation was rich and
-fashionable and a little stolid, their liberality on collection days
-was a great compensation, for it gave him scope for extending his
-influence along the line of his ambition by the establishment of the
-mission church, known as the Church of the Redeemer, in the heart of
-Benham's arid social quarter, as an adjunct to St. Stephen's, and to be
-maintained by the generosity of that body of Christians. When this
-undertaking was in full operation, under the direction of a competent
-curate, Mr. Prentiss experienced fewer qualms as he looked down from
-his reading-desk at the gay bonnets and costly toilets of his own
-parishioners. He had been assured by several women active in church
-work that the independent poor were not fond of worshipping where their
-clothes would show at a disadvantage. As a Christian who was an
-American, he deplored the formation of classes in the sheep-fold of the
-church; yet he reasoned that the preferences of human nature could not
-be ignored altogether in a matter of this kind, and it was evident that
-his parishioners preferred to worship God in full possession of their
-property rights, surrounded by their social acquaintance. There was a
-zest, too, in the knowledge that he was the rector of the important and
-powerful people of the city, and that he had the opportunity to
-denounce the commercial spirit of the age in the presence of men like
-Carleton Howard, the millionaire, and women like his sister, Mrs.
-Randolph Wilson, and their friends. If he could reach their hearts,
-what might he not hope for? Obviously by the support of this class the
-Church could not fail to increase its revenues and extend its power.
-The triumph of the Church was after all, for him, the essential
-thing--the illumination of the souls of men through faith in the
-Christian ideal. So with this end constantly in view, Rev. George
-Prentiss ministered to his well-favored congregation in St. Stephen's,
-and vicariously, and often by personal service, conducted a crusade
-against ignorance and sin in the Church of the Redeemer and its
-neighborhood.
-
-
-
-
-III
-
-Constance Forbes had been one of the students who found a haven on the
-free benches at St. Stephen's. Almost at once Mr. Prentiss noticed her
-and, struck by her interesting face, he sent the church deaconess, Mrs.
-Hammond, to visit her at her lodgings. She was invited to join a Bible
-class of young women of her own age, and welcomed to the social parlor
-in the vestry provided for girls who, like herself, were strangers in
-Benham. Here there were magazines, writing materials, and afternoon
-tea. While availing herself of these privileges, Constance frequently
-met her rector. He inquired sympathetically concerning her work and
-aspirations, and showed afterward that he kept her distinctly in mind.
-She felt that she could freely consult him if she were in need of
-advice; once or twice she did consult him about her reading; and she
-was gratified by the interest which he took in her marriage.
-
-Consequently, the idea of not attending morning service was distressing
-to her. She felt sure that Mr. Prentiss would notice it and be
-disappointed. Yet, what were Mr. Prentiss and his feelings in
-comparison with her obligation to her husband? Emil's Sundays were
-spoiled because she would not accompany him to the country instead of
-going to church. His attitude was unreasonable and absurd, but the
-fact remained that he did not go alone, and lounged at home instead.
-After all, she was no longer a girl, and her religious faith would not
-be imperilled were she to miss church now and then. Moreover, though
-she held fast to her creed and deplored Emil's radical views, she knew
-in her heart that she was more critical than formerly of what she heard
-in church, and that she was sometimes driven by her doubts as to the
-possibility of supernatural happenings to seek refuge behind the
-impenetrable fortress of a righteous life. There she was safe and
-happy, and free, it seemed to her, from the responsibility of harassing
-her young housewife's brains with non-essentials. Might it not be for
-her own advantage to take a respite from religious functions?
-Certainly her companionship to Emil seemed more important at the moment
-than her own habit of public worship.
-
-She began by staying away from church occasionally. Emil expressed
-delight at her reasonableness and carried out with zest his plan of a
-Sunday outing. It was a simple matter on their bicycles, or by a few
-minutes in the train, to reach country air and sylvan scenes, and he
-was entirely satisfied to spend the day in tramping through the woods
-and fields, stopping to fish or to lie in the sun as the humor seized
-him. The working-man's Sabbath, he termed it. The programme was
-restful and alluring to Constance also. Her husband on these occasions
-seemed less at odds with the world, and willing to enjoy himself
-without rancor or argument. After their luncheon he would smoke
-complacently for awhile and then take up his fiddle and practise upon
-it with genuine content for an hour or more, while she sat with her
-back against a tree or a bank, reading. He still drank his bottles of
-beer, but if he slumbered, it was only for a brief period. He never
-neglected his fiddle, and its influence appeared, as it were, to soothe
-his savage breast, and to make him good-humored and agreeably
-philosophic. He was too fond of theorizing to neglect altogether these
-opportunities for the enunciation of his grievances against
-civilization, but he was lively instead of bitter, a distinction which
-meant much to his wife.
-
-When their first baby was born, these Sunday excursions were
-temporarily discontinued; but Constance was eager to renew them, for
-Emil, after going alone a few times, relapsed into his old habits.
-Accordingly, as soon as the little one was able to toddle, a child's
-wagon was procured, which Emil was ready to draw, and by avoiding
-fences and other barriers, the difficulties presented by this new tie
-were overcome. By the time the child was a year and a half old,
-Constance realized that she had been to church but once in the last
-twelve months.
-
-This had been partly due to the action of the rector of St. Stephen's,
-for Constance knew within a few weeks of her first absences from church
-that her conduct had been noticed. The curate, Mr. Starkworth,
-inquired at the door if there had been illness in the family. Later
-the deaconess made a call of friendly observation, in the course of
-which it transpired that Mr. Prentiss had observed that Mrs. Stuart no
-longer occupied her seat. The culprit did not attempt to explain, and
-within a fortnight she received a visit from the rector himself. No
-one could have been more affable and reassuring. He established
-himself in an easy chair and accepted graciously the cigar which Emil
-proffered him. He was a large man of dignified mien and commanding
-person, clerical as to his dress and visage, but with a manner of
-conversation approximating that of men of the world--an individual
-manifestation which was intended to reveal a modern spirit. He was
-clearly a person with whom liberties could not be taken, and yet
-evidently one who desired to divest his point of view of cant, and to
-put religion on a man to man, business basis so far as was consistent
-with his sacred calling. He asked genial questions concerning their
-domestic welfare, and the progress of the new lumber firm, spoke
-shrewdly of local politics in which he supposed that Stuart was
-engaged, and sought obviously to give the impression that he was an
-all-round man in his sympathies, and that he took an active interest in
-temporal matters. When at last there was a favorable pause in the
-current of this secular conversation, Mr. Prentiss laid his hands on
-his knees, and, bending forward and looking from one to the other in a
-friendly way, said with decision:
-
-"I have missed you two young people at church lately."
-
-[Illustration: "I have missed you two young people at church lately."]
-
-Constance winced at the inquiry, and her eyes fell beneath the
-clergyman's searching gaze. She could not deny the impeachment, which
-was embarrassing. At the same time the color had scarcely mounted to
-her cheeks before she felt the force of her defence rising to her
-support, and she looked up. She appreciated that it was incumbent on
-her, as the active church member, to respond, and she became suddenly
-solicitous lest Emil might, and so make matters worse. In truth,
-Emil's first impulse had been toward anger. It was one of his maxims
-not to submit to browbeating. But what he regarded as the humor of the
-proceeding changed his wrath into scorn, and he closed his teeth on his
-pipe with the dogged air of a master of the situation willing to be
-amused withal. Mr. Prentiss divined in a flash, from the insolence of
-this expression, that he had to deal with a hopeless case--so far as
-the human soul can ever seem hopeless to the missionary--a contemptuous
-materialist, and his own countenance grew grave as he turned back to
-the wife.
-
-"Yes, we have been very little, Mr. Prentiss. My husband, you know,
-does not belong to your church. He went with me while we were engaged,
-but--but now I think I can help him best by staying away for the
-present."
-
-"You go elsewhere, then?"
-
-"No. We do not go to church. We spend our Sundays in the country--in
-the fresh air, walking and resting. We take our luncheon, and my
-husband brings his fiddle and his fishing rod."
-
-Constance marvelled at her own boldness, and at the ardor with which
-she delivered her plea of justification.
-
-"I understand," said Mr. Prentiss. His tone was sober, but not
-impatient. The argument for a day of rest and recreation for the tired
-man of affairs was nothing new to him. Nor was Mr. Prentiss ignorant
-of its plausible value. He wished to meet it without temper, as one
-rational being discussing with another, notwithstanding eternal
-verities were concerned.
-
-"Supposing, Mrs. Stuart, that everyone were to reason in the same way,
-what would become of our churches?"
-
-"They would have to go out of commission," muttered Emil with delighted
-brusqueness.
-
-The rector saw fit to bear this brutality without offence. He ignored
-the commentator with his eyes, as though to indicate that his mission
-was solely to the wife, but he answered,
-
-"They would, and the Christian faith would perish in the process. Are
-you, Mrs. Stuart," he continued, "prepared to do without the offices of
-religion, and to substitute for them a pagan holiday?"
-
-"We pass the day very quietly and simply," said Constance. "We disturb
-no one and interfere with no one."
-
-"But you become pagans, utterly."
-
-"I try to think that God hears my prayers in the open air no less than
-in church, while I am keeping my husband company." It wounded her to
-oppose her rector, yet the need of a champion for her husband's cause
-supplied her with speech, and gave to her countenance quiet
-determination. Constance possessed one of those lithe, nervous
-personalities, so frequently to be met with in American women of every
-class, the signal attribute of which is bodily and mental refinement.
-Her hair was dark, her face thin, her eyes brown and wistful, her
-figure tall and elastic; her pretty countenance had the charm of
-temperament rather than mere flesh and blood, and its sympathetic,
-intelligent comeliness suggested spiritual vigor.
-
-Mr. Prentiss was not blind to these qualities. They had attracted him
-at the beginning of their acquaintance, and he was the more solicitous
-on account of them to reclaim her from error.
-
-"God hears your prayers wherever you utter them, be assured of that.
-But I ask you to consider whether the habit of neglecting public
-worship is not a failure in reverence to the Christ who listens to our
-supplications and without whose aid we are helpless to overcome sin."
-
-Emil had been delighted by his wife's sturdy attitude. Now that a
-question of doctrine was brought into the discussion, he felt that the
-time had come for him to intervene again. "We who worship in the
-presence of nature are not hampered by dogmas of that kind," he said.
-"Temptation is temptation, and I for one have never been able to
-understand why the man who gets the better of it isn't entitled to the
-credit of his strength and sense. My wife looks at such things very
-much as I do."
-
-"Not altogether, Emil. You know I miss not going to church."
-
-"I have never prevented you from going."
-
-"But you have discountenanced it, man. It is to please you, and to
-humor your views that your wife is sacrificing her most sacred
-convictions," Mr. Prentiss exclaimed with a touch of sternness.
-
-"You think church-going of the utmost importance; I do not. There's
-where we differ. Everyone must decide those questions for himself--or
-herself."
-
-The rector resented the smug assurance of the retort by a frown and a
-twist of his shoulders, as though he were sorry that he had
-condescended to bandy words with this irreverent person.
-
-"Yes, we all must," he said, addressing Constance. "'He that loveth
-father or mother more than me is not worthy of me.'"
-
-He regretted the next instant having indulged in this clerical formula,
-which was foreign to his usual method.
-
-Constance flushed at the words of Scripture, then she drew herself up
-slightly and said:
-
-"I am very sorry, indeed, to disappoint you, Mr. Prentiss, but I can't
-promise to attend church regularly at present. Perhaps it is true, as
-my husband says, that my opinions have changed somewhat in regard to
-points of faith. I hope--I shall pray that after a time we may both
-come back to you."
-
-There was no mistaking the finality of this unequivocal but gently
-uttered speech, and Mr. Prentiss knew that one of the signs of a man of
-the world is the capacity to take a hint. Though it galled him to
-leave this attractive member of his flock in the clutches of one so
-apparently unfit to appreciate her bodily or spiritual graces, he
-recognized that to press the situation at this point could result only
-in separating her still further from the influence of the church. "You
-shall have my prayers, too--both of you," he said, fervently. Then he
-arose and resumed the demeanor of a friendly caller.
-
-But Emil, now that he had shown clearly that he had the courage of his
-convictions, felt the need of vindicating his character as a host. He
-said jauntily, "I hope there's no offence in standing up for what one
-believes to be true. It's one of the greatest poets, you know, who
-wrote
-
- There lives more faith in honest doubt,
- Believe me, than in half the creeds."
-
-
-"You young whipper snapper!" was Mr. Prentiss's unuttered comment, but
-he did not relax his lay serenity of manner save by the slight vein of
-sarcasm which his words contained. "No offence, certainly. But you
-should also bear in mind, young man, that others no less mentally
-qualified than yourself have pondered the problems of the universe and
-come to very different conclusions. A man takes large responsibilities
-upon himself in deciding to deprive his wife and children of the
-comforts of religion."
-
-"I am anxious that my children when they grow up may not be obliged, as
-I was, to unlearn what they were taught to believe in their youth,"
-Emil retorted with smiling effrontery. He was pleased with his wife
-and with himself and he was glad to get in a final body blow on the
-person of this officious slummer, as he subsequently described their
-visitor.
-
-"I am not unfamiliar with that line of argument," said Mr. Prentiss, in
-the act of departure. "But I invite you to consider whether your
-children, when they are old enough to think for themselves, will be
-grateful for the substitute which you offer for doctrine. They ask for
-bread, and what do you give them? A stone."
-
-Emil laughed. He was content to let the parson have the last word. He
-stood for a moment on the door-step watching him march down the street.
-He felt that he had turned the tables on him completely and had thereby
-won a victory for clear thinking and freedom of thought. He exclaimed
-exultantly as he re-entered the parlor, "I guess that'll teach the old
-duck to stay in his own barn-yard and not come waddling down here to
-try to get us to believe that the world was made in seven days and
-Jonah was swallowed by the whale."
-
-Constance, who had fallen into troubled reverie, looked up and
-exclaimed with emphasis, "Mr. Prentiss is a very reasonable man about
-such matters, Emil. He used particularly to tell his Bible class that
-the language of the Old Testament is sometimes metaphorical."
-
-"Yes, I know how the clergy jump and change feet to avoid being
-cornered. I'm aware they explain that the seven days were not our days
-of twenty-four hours, but were symbolic terms for geological stretches
-of time. Do you call that ingenuous?"
-
-Constance winced. It happened that Mr. Prentiss had offered just this
-explanation of holy writ, and somehow, now that Emil held it up to
-scorn, the rector's commentary appeared flimsy. She sighed, then with
-emotion said, "Emil, I wish you would tell me what you really do
-believe."
-
-"Believe?" He smiled indulgently as he echoed his wife's inquiry, but
-his eyes snapped and his shock of hair seemed to stand up straighter.
-His manner expressed a mixture of amused condescension and the tartness
-of a dogged spirit suspicious of attack. "I believe, for one thing,
-that the laws of nature are never violated, and that their integrity is
-a grander attribute of divinity than the various sensational devices
-which the orthodox maintain that an all-wise God employs to attract the
-attention of men to Himself. I believe also that you in your secret
-soul entirely agree with me."
-
-Constance was silent a moment. "And yet you haven't answered my
-question, Emil. You haven't told me what you do believe. Why isn't
-religion just as real and true a part of man as any other instinct of
-his being? It has been a constantly growing attribute."
-
-"And the nonsense is being gradually squeezed out of it. Why should I
-accept the dogma of that reverend father in God that a man can do
-nothing by his own efforts? Isn't it a finer thought that we grow by
-virtue of our struggles and that the free and independent soul wins the
-battle of life by making the most of itself?"
-
-Emil spoke with fierce rhetoric. To his wife's ear he seemed to be
-pointing out besides that his own soul was fighting this battle and
-that he was willing to be judged by the results regardless of doctrine.
-Constance had long ago convinced herself that his bark was worse than
-his bite; that he believed more than he really admitted of the
-essentials of religion; that he acknowledged his responsibility to God
-and was devoting his days to advancing the useful work of the world,
-and incidentally providing for her happiness at the same time. His
-plea for credit to the independent soul which overcame temptation and
-obstacles was, at least, manly, and a sign of courage. She scarcely
-heeded the quotation from the "Rubaiyat," which he was murmuring as a
-corollary to his apostrophe to free and noble endeavor.
-
- O thou who didst with pitfall and with gin
- Beset the path I was to wander in,
- Thou wilt not with predestined evil round
- Enmesh and then impute my fall to sin?
-
-
-She had heard him quote these lines and others of like import before,
-and she had learned some of them by rote. She recognized their charm
-and cleverness and to a certain extent their plausibility; but she had
-not the slightest impulse to revolutionize her own faith. Her
-absorbing thought, for the moment, was how to be true to her husband
-without being false to the church. Mr. Prentiss, in spite of his
-appeal, had left her conscience unconvinced, and now her clear-headed,
-fearless Emil had suddenly given her soul the cue to expression. Her
-brown eyes kindled rapturously and trustfully as she said:
-
-"It's the life after all which counts, isn't it? Everything else is of
-secondary importance."
-
-"Of course," said Emil. "And when it comes to that," he added,
-"there's no one in the world who can pick a flaw in yours, you little
-saint."
-
-"You mustn't say things like that," Constance murmured. Nevertheless,
-so far as it was a manifestation of confidence from the man she loved,
-it was pleasant to hear.
-
-From this time her attendance at church was very infrequent. She did
-not cease to go altogether, but almost every Sunday was spent in
-expeditions in the open air. The cares resulting from the birth of two
-children necessarily interfered with her going regularly to service
-while they were infants, and as soon as they were able to walk, the
-Sunday outings were resumed with the little boy and girl as companions.
-Mr. Prentiss did not revisit the house, but on each of the two or three
-occasions when Constance occupied her old seat in St. Stephen's, she
-felt that the rector had noticed her. He had apparently left her to
-her devices, but his glance told her that she was not forgotten.
-
-
-
-
-IV
-
-It is fitting and fortunate that a young woman in a large city, who has
-given her happiness into the keeping of a man with his own way to make,
-should be ignorant of her peril, and that charmed by love she should
-take for granted that he will succeed. But the rest of the world has
-no excuse for being equally blind, since the rest of the world is aware
-that there is no recipe by which a girl of twenty can secure a guaranty
-either of domestic happiness or ability on the part of her lover to
-hold his own in the competition for a livelihood. It is easy for the
-moralist of society, writing at his desk, to utter the solemn truth
-that young people should not rush hastily into matrimony. Assuredly
-they should not. But after all, is it to be wondered at that so many
-of them do? Love is the law of life. The renewal of the race through
-the union of the sexes is an instinct which asserts itself in spite of
-code and thesis, and the institution of lawful wedlock is the bit by
-which civilization regulates it. Let us, says the modern scientist,
-isolate the degenerate members of society, the diseased, the vicious,
-and the improvident, and prevent them from having offspring. But still
-the priest of Rome, eager for fresh converts, but wise, too, in his
-knowledge of the law of sex, whispers to his flock "marry early," and
-adds under his breath, "lest ye sin." It is a part of religion,
-perhaps, for the daughters of the well-to-do, who have been screened
-from contact with the rough world, and who sit in judgment on several
-lovers in the paternal drawing-room, to weigh and ponder and to call in
-the brain to assist, or if needs be, silence the heart. Yet even they
-sometimes elope instead with the wrong man against whom they have been
-warned, and are unhappy--or happy--ever afterward. But when we turn
-from these privileged young persons--the pretty, daintily dressed young
-women in their Easter bonnets, who worship at our fashionable
-churches--and from some height look out over wide stretches of streets
-with every house alike, the homes of the average working population,
-and reflect that every house shelters the consequences of a marriage,
-shall we ask pitilessly, "How came ye so?" And if the answer of some
-be "we met and loved and married, and now we are miserable," shall we
-draw ourselves up and tell them that the fault is theirs, that
-marriages are (or should be) made in heaven, and that they ought to
-have discovered before they plighted their troth that John would be a
-rascal or Mary a slattern? Is it not the privilege and the blessing of
-the young to trust? Shall we blame them if, in the ignorance of youth
-and under the spell of the law of their beings, they mistake unworthy
-souls for their ideals?
-
-The firm of Stuart & Robinson, dealers in lumber, had started with a
-small capital, but the senior partner had confidence in his capacity to
-do a large business. His late employers, Toler & Company, according to
-his opinion, had been old fogies in their methods. To adopt his own
-metaphor, instead of getting up early and shaking the trees, they
-expected to have ripe peaches served to them on Sevrčs china, or, in
-other words, they let great opportunities slip through their fingers.
-He proceeded during the first year to carry out several enterprises
-which he had vainly called to their attention while in their service,
-and he had the satisfaction of proving his wisdom and of doubling the
-firm's assets at the same time. Emil's plans were essentially on a
-large scale, and he was confessedly cramped even after this success.
-He explained to his wife that if only he had the necessary capital, he
-would be able at one fell swoop to control the lumber yards and lumber
-market of Benham. As it was, he must wait and probably see others
-appropriate ideas which he had suggested by his novel and brilliant
-operations. The prophecy indeed proved true, and Emil saw with a
-morose eye what he called his harvest gleaned by others. This
-vindictive attitude toward the successful was the invariable frame of
-mind into which he relapsed when he was not carrying everything before
-him, and as a result those in the trade presently began to speak of him
-as a crank. His quick comprehension was admitted, but his associates
-shook their heads when his name was mentioned, and hinted that he was a
-dangerous man, who would bear watching. It was almost inevitable that
-a lean period should follow Emil's series of clever undertakings.
-Toward the end of the second year, he found himself in a position where
-he had not the means to enlarge the scope of his operations. His
-working capital was locked up in sundry purchases which he had expected
-would show quick profits, but which hung fire. If he liquidated, it
-must be at a loss, and the idea of a loss was always bitter to him.
-During a number of months he was obliged to renounce certain plans
-which he had in view and to remain inactive. A falling lumber market
-added to his complications. Prompt to act when he was convinced of
-error, he sold out at last his accumulated stock at a loss, which would
-have been much greater had he delayed a week longer. But he was left
-almost in the same position as when he started; the previous profits
-had been cut in two. This was wormwood to his restless soul. It made
-him moody and cynical at home, where one child and the near advent of
-another foreshadowed increasing expenses. He had expected by this time
-to be on the high road to fortune, and to be imitating the swift
-progress of certain individuals in Benham, who even in the short period
-since he had been a citizen, had risen by their superior wits from
-poverty to affluence and power.
-
-But Emil's fits of depression were invariably succeeded by intervals of
-buoyancy. Though he still talked bitterly at home of the methods by
-which cold-hearted capital squeezed the small man to the wall and
-robbed him of his gains, he began to scheme anew, and to argue that the
-assets in his control were still ample for a great success if shrewdly
-handled. The lumber market was in the doldrums, dull and drooping. It
-began to look as though some of the industries of Benham had been
-developed too rapidly, and as though a halt, or what financiers call a
-healthy reaction in values, were in order. Could it be possible that
-all prices in Benham were inflated? The idea occurred to Emil one day,
-and he jumped at it eagerly. It took possession of him. He feverishly
-began to examine statistics, and found that Benham had experienced only
-one period of depression since its birth as a city at the close of the
-Civil War. It was time for another, and the men who were clever enough
-to anticipate it would reap the reward of their sagacity. What were
-the staples of Benham? Oil, pork, and manufactured iron. These were
-the industries which had given the chief impetus to the city's growth,
-and were its great source of wealth. Emil pondered the situation and
-decided to sell pork short. If a general shrinkage in values was
-impending, the price of pork was certain to decline. He had hitherto
-felt so confident of making money in his own line of business that he
-had never done more than cast sheep's eyes at the stock market or the
-markets in grain, oil, and pork futures. It had been his expectation
-to try ventures of this sort as soon as his capital was large enough
-for important transactions. It was a favorite notion of his that after
-he had acquired the first one hundred thousand dollars, he would be
-able to quadruple it in a very short time by bold dealings in stocks or
-commodities. He knew now that he had merely to step into a broker's
-office and sell pork in Chicago by wire. It was a simple thing to do
-and the shrewd thing, considering his own business offered no
-opportunity at the moment for brilliancy.
-
-To speak to his partner seemed to Emil unnecessary. He promised
-himself that after he had put the firm on its feet again he would deal
-generously with Robinson. Since their late reverses the partnership
-was not borrowing much money, so its credit was not exhausted. Emil
-obtained from his bank as large a loan as he dared to ask for, and
-began to sell pork short on the strength of the proceeds. It was a
-process which requires small capital at the outset. That is, he had
-simply to keep his margin good in case the pork which he sold rose in
-value. To begin with he sold only a few hundred barrels, and within a
-fortnight the price fell smartly. Not only the price of pork, but of
-stocks, grain, and merchandise. Emil congratulated himself. Evidently
-he was correct in his judgment that a period of lower speculative
-values was at hand. The proper thing would be to sell everything and
-reap a huge fortune before the dull general public awoke to the truth.
-His own limited resources forbade this, which was irritating. Still,
-he could go on selling pork short, and this he continued to do.
-
-The proceeding elated him, for the sudden and large profit was in a
-sense a revelation. He regretted that he had never before tried this
-method of demonstrating his business shrewdness. He felt that it
-suited him admirably. He would be no rash-headed fool; he would sell
-boldly, but intelligently; he would keep his eye on the general market,
-and not cover his shorts until the general situation changed. If a
-serious decline in the prices of everything were in store for
-Benham--and the indications of this were multiplying from week to
-week--the price of pork might drop out of sight, so to speak, and he
-win a fortune as a consequence. It was the chance of a lifetime. He
-reasoned that he would keep cool and make a big thing of it; that a
-small fellow would be content with a few thousands and run to cover,
-but he intended to be one of the big fellows. Why take his profit when
-the whole financial horizon was ominous with clouds, and money was
-becoming tighter every day?
-
-Emil's reasoning was perfect. The course of prices was exactly as he
-had predicted; that is, the price of everything except pork. The
-unexpected happened there, and this from a cause which no shrewd person
-could have foreseen. One day when, in the parlance of trade, the
-bottom seemed to be dropping out of all the markets, a despatch
-appeared in the newspapers stating that a peculiar disease had broken
-out among the hogs in Western Illinois. The pork market stiffened, but
-became flat at the advance after somebody declared the story to be a
-canard invented by the bulls to bolster up their holdings. Emil,
-adopting this explanation, and certain that this cunning stratagem to
-check the decline would prove unavailing, sold more pork.
-
-A week later--one Saturday preceding a Monday which was to be a
-holiday--there were rumors in Chicago, just before the close of the
-Exchange, that the disease among the hogs was no mere local
-manifestation; that it was spreading rapidly, and had already shown
-itself in Indiana and Ohio. Pork in the last fifteen minutes bounded
-upward and closed ominously strong. Before the market opened on the
-following Tuesday it was definitely known that the hogs of the country
-were in the grasp of an epidemic, the precise character of which, to
-quote the press, was not yet determined, but which, in the opinion of
-those most competent to judge, would render the flesh of the animals
-attacked by the dread disease unfit for food, and their lard
-unwholesome. When the market opened, the price of pork was so high
-that Emil's margin of protection was wiped out as thoroughly as the
-tide wipes out the sand dyke which a child erects upon the beach. He
-was unable to respond to the demand made on him for money to keep his
-account with his broker good, and was sold out before night at a
-loss--a loss which left him in debt. He went home knowing that he was
-bankrupt, and that his firm must fail the moment his note at the bank
-became due, even if the broker to whom he owed five thousand dollars
-over and above his margins did not press him. There was no escape from
-ruin and humiliation.
-
-He disclosed the truth to Constance with the repressed bitterness of a
-Prometheus. He explained to her with the mien of a wounded animal at
-bay the cruelty of the trick of destiny which had crushed him. How had
-he been at fault? He had been shrewd, far-seeing and prompt to act.
-The wisdom of his course had been demonstrated by the fall in prices.
-He was on the high road to fortune, and fate had stabbed him in the
-back. Could any intelligent man have foreseen that the hogs of the
-country would be stricken with disease? And more galling still, why
-had luck played him false by singling out the only possible combination
-of events which could have done him harm?
-
-"An all-wise Providence!" he ejaculated with a scornful laugh. "A man
-looks the ground over, uses his wits and is reaping the benefit of his
-intelligence when he is struck in the head with a brick from behind a
-hedge, and is then expected to glorify the hand which smote him. How
-could it have been helped? How was I to blame?" he reiterated with a
-fierce look at his wife.
-
-Constance could not answer the question. The details of business were
-a sealed book to her. The brief account of the disaster in pork, which
-he had just given, was confusing to her, and had left her with no
-conviction save pity for her husband. She was ready to take his word,
-and to believe that this overwhelming misfortune was the result of
-ill-luck which could not have been guarded against. What was uppermost
-in her mind was the impulse to help and comfort him. It pained her
-that he should inveigh against fate, though she recognized that the
-provocation was severe. But he needed her now more than ever. She
-would be brave and let him see that her love was at his command.
-
-"You mustn't mind too much, Emil," she said. "We have to start again,
-that's all. I can economize in lots of ways, and we shall manage
-somehow, I'm sure. We have the house, you know. If it's necessary--in
-order to set you up in business--we can mortgage that. We've always
-had that to fall back on."
-
-She knew as she spoke that from the standpoint of prudence the offer of
-the house was unwise. If that were gone, what would become of her
-children? Yet she felt a joy in tendering it. Why did her husband
-look at her with that malevolent gaze as though she had contributed to
-his distress?
-
-"If you had put a mortgage on the house when I first started in
-business, and had given me the benefit of a larger capital, then we
-shouldn't be where we are to-day. I wanted it at the time, but you
-didn't offer it."
-
-"Oh, Emil. I never dreamt that you wished it. To mortgage our home
-then would have been rash, surely. Besides, if I had given it to you,
-wouldn't it have been lost with the rest now?"
-
-"Don't you understand," he said, roughly, "that if I had not been
-hampered at the start by my small capital, I should never have been
-forced to go outside the lumber business in order to support my family?
-Another five thousand dollars would have made all the difference."
-
-His glowering look seemed to suggest that he had persuaded himself that
-she was partly to blame for what had happened. Constance was ready to
-make every allowance for him, but his mood offered fresh evidence of
-the crankiness of his disposition, a revelation to which her devotion
-could not altogether blind her.
-
-"I don't understand anything about the business part," she answered,
-putting her arm around his neck. "Oh, Emil, Emil, I'm so sorry for
-you! I wish to do everything I can to help you and show my love for
-you. This is a dreadful sorrow for you to bear--for us both to bear.
-But it has come to us, and we mustn't be discouraged. God will give us
-strength to bear it if we let him."
-
-"God?" he blurted. "You may leave God out of the question so far as I
-am concerned."
-
-"Oh, Emil, it grieves me to hear you talk like that."
-
-"And it grieves me that you should aggravate my trouble by cant which I
-thought you had outgrown."
-
-"I shall never outgrow that," she murmured, appreciating suddenly that
-the substitute which he offered her for spiritual resignation was a
-cell bounded by four stone walls. She had reached the limit of her
-apostacy, and she shrank irrevocably from the final step.
-
-"Of course the rich and the powerful and the fortunate," he was saying,
-"encourage the delusion that if a man's knocked out as I am he ought to
-believe it's for the best, because rubbish of that sort keeps together
-the social system on which they fatten. Do the poor in the tenements
-in Smith Street over there," he asked with a wave of his hand, "believe
-it's for the best that they should go hungry and in rags while Carleton
-Howard and his peers imitate Antony and Cleopatra? Ask the operatives
-in the factories across the river what they think of the justice of the
-millionaire's God? The time has passed when you can fool the
-self-respecting workingman with a basket of coals and a tract on the
-kingdom of heaven. They may have their heaven, if they'll give us a
-fair share of this earth." Emil folded his arms as one issuing an
-ultimatum.
-
-Constance realized that he was in no mood to be reasoned with. She had
-made clear that she could not subscribe to his doctrine of despair, and
-save in that respect she was eager to be sympathetic. She could not
-deny the inequalities and apparent injustice of civilization, and
-Emil's plea that he had been crushed by an accident which he could not
-have avoided not only wrung her heart, but filled it with a sense of
-hostility to an industrial system which permitted its deserving members
-to be crushed without fault of their own. But she felt instinctively
-that the best sort of succor which she could bring was of the practical
-kind. To-morrow was before them, God or no God, and they must adjust
-themselves to their altered circumstances, take thought and build their
-hopes anew.
-
-She put her arm around his neck again and kissed him silently. Then
-she began with quiet briskness to make preparations for the evening
-meal. It was the maid's afternoon out, and Constance moved as though
-she were glorying in the occupation. Presently she said:
-
-"Of course I'll dismiss Sophy to-morrow. I am proud to be a
-workingman's wife, Emil. We'll soon be on our feet again, never fear."
-
-The suggestion of the servant's dismissal deepened the gloom on Emil's
-face. "I've half a mind to pull up stakes and move to New York," he
-muttered.
-
-"And give up our home?"
-
-He frowned at the involuntary concern in her voice. "What use is a
-home in a place where a man is cramped and circumvented in every big
-thing he attempts? I ought to have moved long ago."
-
-"I am ready to live wherever you think best, Emil. And you mustn't
-forget, dear, that my trust and faith in you are as great as ever."
-
-Despondent as he was, his habit of buoyancy was already groping for
-some clue to a brighter vision, to which his wife's words of
-encouragement now helped him. He was sitting with his elbows resting
-on the table and his head clasped between his hands. "I'll make a
-fresh start--here," he said. "They've got me down, but, damn them,
-I'll show them that they can't keep me there."
-
-Presently he arose, and walking out to the kitchen reappeared with a
-goblet and two bottles of beer. One of these he uncorked and poured
-the contents ostentatiously so that the froth gathered. Raising the
-glass he buried his mouth in the beer and eagerly drank it off. He set
-down the goblet with a sigh of satisfaction.
-
-"And what's more," he said, "they can't deprive me of that."
-
-Constance watched him with a troubled look. She shrank at this time of
-his distress from intimating that she regarded the indulgence of this
-appetite as a poor sort of solace. Besides, a glass of beer was in
-itself nothing, and he might well take offence at her solicitude as an
-invasion of his reasonable comfort. Yet observation had taught her
-that he was becoming more and more fond of seeking a respite from care
-in liberal potations of this sort.
-
-She restrained her inclination to interfere, but she saw him with
-concern consume four bottles in the course of the evening. The
-serenity of temper which this produced--the almost indifferent calm
-following the storm--was by no means encouraging. To be sure his ugly
-side seemed entirely in abeyance. Indeed, he took down his fiddle and
-played on it seductively until he went to bed, as though there were no
-such things as business troubles. But somehow the very mildness of his
-mood, gratifying as it was to her from the momentary personal
-standpoint, disturbed her. Was this good nature the manly, Christian
-resignation of the victim of misfortune putting aside his grief until
-the morrow? It suggested to her rather the relaxation of a baffled
-soul exchanging ambition for a nepenthe of forgetfulness--a fuddled
-agitator's paradise--and her heart was wrung with dread.
-
-
-
-
-V
-
-The firm of Stuart & Robinson, lumber dealers, was hopelessly insolvent
-and did not attempt to resume business. The partners separated with
-sentiments of mutual disdain. To the junior--the dummy--the failure
-had come as a cruel surprise. He refused to regard Emil's conduct as
-reasonable or honorable, despite the assurance that the speculation in
-pork had been for their common benefit, and that, but for an untoward
-accident, the result would have been a fortune for the firm. On the
-other hand, Emil expressed scorn for a nature so pusillanimous that it
-saw only the outcome and failed utterly to appreciate the brilliancy of
-his undertaking. As Emil explained to his wife, the decision of the
-partners in regard to the future was typical of their respective
-dispositions; Robinson, having lost his money, was soliciting a
-clerkship--a return to servitude; whereas Emil intended to strike out
-for himself again.
-
-In what field of energy were his talents to be exercised next? This
-was for Emil the first and most important consideration. His new
-employment must be of a kind which would provide him with bread and
-butter until he was on his feet again, but would not deprive him of
-scope and independence. It must be something which would not require
-capital. Yet this did not mean that his talent for speculation was to
-be neglected, but merely to be kept in abeyance until he saw just the
-opportunity to use to advantage the three thousand dollars which he
-promptly raised by a second mortgage on his wife's house. His failure
-had left him more than ever confident of his ability to achieve success
-by bold and comprehensive methods. But in the meantime, while he was
-spinning the web of fresh enterprises which were to make him
-prosperous, he must support his family somehow.
-
-He concluded to become a newspaper reporter and writer of articles for
-the press. This would provide an immediate income and would not
-interfere unduly with other projects. Besides it would enable him to
-give public expression to some of his opinions, which would be an
-ęsthetic satisfaction. He also engaged desk-room in an office shared
-by four men independent of one another and interchangeably petty
-lawyers, traders and dealers in mortgages and land. On the glass door
-one read "Real Estate and
-Mortgages--Investments--Collections--Loans--Notary Public." Below were
-the names of the occupants, followed by the titles of several wildcat
-companies, the dregs of oil and mining ventures in the neighborhood of
-Benham, of which one of them was the promoter and treasurer. It seemed
-to Emil a location where he, hampered by circumstances from jostling
-elbows with men of means, might use his wits profitably until he could
-see his way to more imposing quarters. Here he would be unobserved and
-yet not wholly out of touch with what was going on. On the same floor
-of the building, which was a hive of small concerns, there was a
-broker's office which had a wire to Chicago and knowing correspondents
-in New York. That it was described as a "bucket shop" by more
-prosperous banking firms prejudiced Emil in its favor; he ascribed the
-stigma to capitalistic envy and social ostracism. He became friendly
-with the proprietor, discussed with him the merits of the wares on his
-counter, and presently, acting on "tips" obtained from this source,
-captured on several occasions sums ranging from ten to fifty dollars by
-the purchase of ten shares of stock or an equivalent amount of grain,
-requiring an advance on his own part of not more than three per cent.
-of the purchase price--a mere bagatelle. This as a beginning was
-satisfactory. It eked out his journalistic income; and the skill with
-which he plied the process, contrasted with the folly displayed by most
-of the customers, flattered the faith which he had in his sound
-judgment. This broker's shop was the resort of scores of people of
-small means, trades-folk, clerks, salaried dependents and some women,
-keen to acquire from the fluctuations of the speculative markets a few
-crumbs of the huge gains garnered by the magnates of Wall Street, of
-which they read emulously in the newspapers. To put up one's thirty
-dollars, and to have one's margin of venture or profit wiped out within
-twenty-four hours, was the normal experience, sooner or later, of
-ninety per cent. of these unfortunates. The remainder were shrewder
-and longer lived, and to this remnant Emil indisputably belonged.
-
-He obtained a position on the _Star_, a sensational, popular one-cent
-paper. The _Star_ was read both by the workingmen in the manufacturing
-plants, of whose interests it was a zealous champion, and by a large
-class of business men and trades-people, who found its crisp paragraphs
-and exaggerated, inaccurate reports of current horrors and scandals an
-agreeable form of excitement. Emil's employment was to make the round
-of the dealers in grain, lumber, wool and other staples and report
-trade prices and gossip, which under the control of the financial
-editor he was allowed to expand into commercial prognostications or
-advice. To the Sunday edition he began to contribute special articles
-exploiting the grievances of the proletariat, which the management of
-the _Star_ accepted and presently invited as a weekly feature. They
-were written with a sardonic acerbity of touch, which afforded him an
-outlet for his disgruntled frame of mind and free scope for his
-favorite theories. He also renewed his attendance at the Socialistic
-Club which he had frequented before his marriage, and became one of the
-orators there. It occurred to him that a political office would be
-acceptable while he was husbanding his resources. Why not become
-alderman on the workingman's ticket? There was a salary of five
-hundred dollars attached, and as a city father he would have
-opportunities to know what was going on in municipal affairs, and to
-get an inkling of some of the big schemes projected by capitalists, for
-the furtherance of which his vote would be required. He would be able
-also--and this was an exhilarating consideration--to hold the whip-hand
-over the arrogant moneyed men seeking franchises for next to nothing,
-by which to extort millions from the guileless common people. While
-Emil, with recovered buoyancy, readjusted his plans to meet his
-circumstances and set his wits to work, his wife met the necessity of
-strict economy with absorbed devotion. She signed the mortgage with a
-pang, but without hesitancy. She appreciated the necessity of the
-contribution. Without ready money Emil would be powerless--must become
-a mere clerk or subordinate, and his ambition would be crushed. She
-would have preferred perhaps that he should resign himself to the
-situation, and without imperilling their home, support his family on a
-modest footing by a salary or by the journalistic work for which he had
-an aptitude. But she recognized that his heart was set on independent
-success on a large scale, and that Emil thwarted or repressed would
-become an irritable and despondent malcontent. His shrewdness had
-nearly gained him a fortune, and apparently a cruel freak of chance had
-been solely responsible for his discomfiture. She did not pretend to
-criticise the nature of his business dealings. He had explained to her
-that capital was indispensable to the realization of his aims. She
-must trust him. She did suggest that he should use the proceeds of the
-mortgage for the payment of his debts. The thought of doing so was
-bitter, and she was thankful when Emil assured her with a protesting
-scoff that such a proceeding would be Utopian. "What," he asked, "was
-the sense of insolvent laws, if, when a man failed in business, his
-wife was to cast her little all, her own patrimony, into the common pot
-for the enrichment of his creditors? Business people understood that
-they were taking business chances, and did not expect to gobble up the
-home of a wife bought with her own genuine means. If she were rich,
-generosity might be honesty, but in the present instance, it would be
-sentimental folly." This was convincing to Constance, for she felt
-instinctively that her children must have rights as well as the
-creditors. A woman's whimsical conception of business honor might well
-be at fault. She had made her offer, and she was glad to abide by her
-husband's superior knowledge.
-
-Her duty obviously was to reduce the scale of family living without
-interfering with Emil's reasonable comfort or wounding his
-self-respect. She gave herself up to her work of domestic economy with
-fresh zeal, doing the manual labor of the household with enthusiasm.
-By steady industry and thoughtful care, she was able not only to
-minimize expenses, but to produce presentable results from a small
-outlay. Her heart was in it; for was not Emil at work again and
-hopeful? She was proud of his newspaper articles and regarded his
-small gains from shrewd speculations as new proof of his capacity for
-financial undertakings.
-
-The end of a year found Emil rather more than holding his own
-pecuniarily. He had obtained commissions as a broker from the
-successful negotiation of a few small real-estate transactions, his
-ventures on a cautious scale in the stock market had been almost
-invariably fortunate, and his earnings as a newspaper writer had been
-sufficient with these accretions to cover his household expenses, pay
-the interest on the mortgage, and add slightly to his capital. He felt
-that he was on his feet again, and was correspondingly bumptious; yet
-he realized that his recuperation regarded as progress was a snail's
-pace, which must be greatly accelerated if he would attain wealth and
-importance. In this connection the idea of becoming an alderman kept
-recurring to him with increasing attraction. At present he was nobody.
-His name was unfamiliar and his position obscure. This irritated him,
-for he craved recognition and publicity. To be sure, while capital was
-at his disposal, he had seen fit to address his efforts solely to the
-accumulation of a fortune as the passport to power, but even then he
-had been at heart a sworn enemy of the moneyed class. And now that he
-had resumed his old associations, his theories had developed fresh
-vitality and aroused in him the desire to vindicate them by action.
-Since fate had condemned him to attain financial prominence slowly, why
-should he not secure recognition in the best way he could? As an
-alderman he would be a local power, and once in the arena of politics
-and given the opportunity to make himself felt, why might he not aspire
-to political prosperity?
-
-He proceeded to seek the nomination. But he found that there were
-other aspirants, and that he must be stirring. In Benham the district
-system of election was in vogue. That is, the city was divided into
-municipal districts, and each district chose its own alderman. In that
-where Emil lived the workingman's candidate, so called, was almost
-invariably successful against the representative of the more
-conservative element of the two wards concerned, and a nomination was
-regarded as equivalent to election. Now there were two factions of
-voters belonging to the dominant party in the district, one in each
-ward, and for three successive years the alderman had come from the
-ward other than that in which Emil dwelt. This was a plausible
-argument why the next candidate should be selected from his ward. The
-faction which Emil hoped to represent contained a considerable number
-of Germans with socialistic affiliations, and it was agreed by a
-conference of the rival cliques on the eve of the canvass that their
-turn had come to nominate a candidate. This was fortunate for Emil, as
-some of the members of the social debating club to which he belonged
-were of this body. He had already been prominent at the meetings of
-the club, prompt and aggressive in the expression of his opinions on
-his feet, and prone to linger over his beer until late at night
-agitating the grievances of the under dogs of industrial competition.
-The suggestion of his name, backed by a vote of his associates,
-received respectful consideration from the political managers, and he
-at once became a prominent candidate. The last three aldermen from the
-district had been of Irish extraction, and he was an American. His
-grandfather on his mother's side had been a German; hence his name
-Emil. He was an undoubted advocate of the rights of the laboring
-class, and a foe of capitalistic jobbing. These were signal points in
-his favor. But the victory would remain to the aspirant who could
-obtain a majority of the delegates to the aldermanic convention, and
-the battle would be fought out at the preliminary caucus where the
-delegates were chosen by the voters of the two wards. Accordingly the
-contest became a house-to-house canvass of the district by the
-respective candidates, each of whom had an organization and
-lieutenants. There was speech-making at halls hired for the occasion,
-and some treating incident to these rallies. Poster pictures of the
-candidates were requisite for use in saloons and on bill-boards. All
-this demanded expenditure. Emil realized presently that, if he wished
-to succeed, he could not be niggardly with his money. Men would not
-work for nothing, and spontaneous enthusiasm was only to be had for
-remuneration. He drew upon his funds, exhausting the little he had
-saved the previous year, and trenching slightly on the mortgage money.
-He hoped to win. The contest practically was between him and a German
-beer manufacturer, who happened also to be the president of a small
-bank. The third candidate was already out of the running. Emil in his
-capacity as tribune of the people made the most of his opponent's
-connection with the moneyed interests. His satire on this score offset
-the advantage which his rival received from his trade as a brewer, and
-turned the scale. On the night of the caucus, the voting booths were
-crowded to repletion. A stream of excited citizens struggled to the
-rail to deposit their ballots. There was imprecation and several
-resorts to fisticuffs. Not until after midnight was the result known.
-Emil won by a liberal margin in both wards, and his nomination was
-assured. He was escorted home jubilant and beery by a detachment of
-his followers, whose cat-calls of triumph thrilled the listening ears
-of Constance. She met him at the door, and when he was safely inside
-she threw her arms about his neck and exclaimed, "Oh, Emil. I'm so
-glad!"
-
-His small dark eyes were scintillating, his hair stood up from his brow
-like a bird's crest, the curl of his short mustache, odorous of malt,
-bristled awry, his speech was thick.
-
-"Didn't I tell you they couldn't keep me down? I shall get now where I
-belong," he exclaimed as he strode into the sitting-room and dropped
-into a chair with the air of a fuddled but victorious field-marshal.
-
-Constance recognized that he was exhilarated by drink. The
-associations of the last few weeks had awakened in her vague doubts as
-to the sort of influence which the career of an alderman was likely to
-exercise upon him. But she shrank from harboring criticism. She
-yearned to be happy, and her happiness was to see her husband
-successful and prosperous. So she put away the consciousness that his
-breath was tainted, his manner boastful and jarring, and gave herself
-up to the joy which sprang from beholding him a self-satisfied victor.
-
-Emil's self-satisfaction was short lived. It chanced that some of the
-wealthy citizens of Benham were interested in the establishment of an
-electric street-car system for the city and its suburbs, and were
-laying their wires to secure the co-operation of the Board of Aldermen.
-The project had been kept concealed, and not until the campaign for the
-city election was well under way were the machinations of those
-interested apparent. First as an underground rumor, then as a
-well-credited report from diverse sources, the news reached Emil that
-the nominee of the other party had the backing of a powerful syndicate.
-The true explanation of this mystery followed, and with it the
-statement that Emil's radical utterances had drawn upon his head the
-ire of the capitalists with a mission, who were giving their moral and
-financial support in every district to the one of the two candidates
-best suited to their necessities regardless of party. In place of the
-walk-over he had expected, Emil found himself in the midst of a contest
-of the fiercest description. He was furious, and his exultation was
-turned to gall. Why had he not discovered the street-car company
-projects in advance and made friends with the promoters? This was his
-first and secret reflection, which added rancor to his public
-declaration that he would bury at the polls the candidate of these
-plunderers. But how? Where were his funds to come from? There had
-been plenty of offers of ready money when it was supposed that his
-election was assured. But now the tone of his supporters was less
-confident, and ugly rumors reached him of defections among the Irish in
-the other ward. He was in the fight to stay. So he declared on the
-stump and in his home. He could not afford to be defeated. It was a
-case of hit or miss, win or lose. Maddened, desperate, and excited, he
-threw prudence to the winds and scattered dollars freely for
-proselytizing expenses until the morning of the election. Each side
-claimed the victory until the polls were closed. The result was
-close--a matter of one hundred and fifty ballots--but Emil proved to be
-the loser, and at a cost of over three thousand dollars. The fund
-which he had borrowed from his wife was exhausted, and he had incurred,
-besides, a batch of unpaid bills for refreshments, carriages, and other
-incidental expenses.
-
-He awoke at dawn from a nap at a table in a saloon from which the last
-of his followers had slipped away. Slouching into his kitchen, where
-his wife was kindling the fire, he tossed his hat on the table and said
-with a malignant sneer:
-
-"The jig's up."
-
-Constance was pale. She had been watching for him all night, and had
-heard from a neighbor the dismal result. Her heart was wrung with pity
-and distress, but she perceived that it was no time for consolatory
-words. She busied herself in preparing a cup of coffee, which
-presently she placed before him, stooping as she did so to kiss him
-softly on the forehead. He was sitting by the table with his legs
-thrust out and his hands sunk in his trousers pockets, chewing an
-unlighted cigar, one of those left from the supply he had bought for
-political hospitality. His wife's action seemed to remind him of her
-presence. He looked up at her viciously, showing the white of his eye
-like a surly dog.
-
-"What do you want?"
-
-"Your coffee, Emil."
-
-He glared at the smoking cup, then with a sweep of his arm dashed it
-away:
-
-"To hell with you and your messes, you--you fool!"
-
-The crash of the crockery was followed by silence. It seemed to
-Constance that she had been struck by a bullet, so confounding were his
-words. Her husband address her like that? What did it mean?
-
-"Emil," she gasped--"you are ill!"
-
-"Not ill, but tired of you."
-
-"Of me? Your wife? What have I done?"
-
-"Why didn't you consent to move to New York when I wished to go?" he
-snapped. "If you had, I wouldn't be in this fix, sold out by a pack of
-filthy Hibernian cut-throats."
-
-"I was ready to go if you wished it, Emil. We will go now--if only you
-do not speak to me so unkindly."
-
-"It's too late," he replied with a sneer. "What use would it be,
-anyway? We look at everything differently. We always have."
-
-"You do not realize what you are saying. You do not know what you are
-saying."
-
-"Crazy, am I? The best thing for you to do is to ask some of your
-church philanthropists to supply you with laundry work. You're likely
-to need it. The jig's up, I tell you. We haven't a dollar left."
-
-"Very well."
-
-"The mortgage money with the rest." He threw the chewed cigar on the
-floor and ground it with his foot.
-
-"Very well. I can bear anything except that you should speak to me so
-cruelly. Have I been afraid of work? Whatever has happened we mustn't
-forget the children, Emil. We must keep up our courage on their
-account at least."
-
-He scowled at the reference. "I'll look out for the children. Is
-there any beer in the house?"
-
-"No." Then after a moment's hesitation she added, "May I ask you
-something, Emil? Won't you give up beer? It is hurting your life. I
-am sure of it. I have felt so for some time, and you have known that I
-have hated your fondness for it. Give it up altogether and--and we
-will go to New York or anywhere you wish and make a fresh start."
-
-In her dismay at his brutality she was eager and thankful to throw the
-responsibility for his conduct on his propensity for drink. She felt
-the obligation to speak fearlessly on this score, even though she
-irritated him. Her gentle remonstrances had been of no avail, and she
-must struggle with him now against himself or lose him altogether.
-
-Emil heard her appeal with a deepening scowl. For a moment it seemed
-as though he were about to strike her. Then, as what he evidently
-considered the audacity of her expostulation worked on his mind,
-self-pity was mingled with his anger.
-
-"You'd deprive me of my beer, would you? The only solace I've got.
-Why don't you go smash my fiddle, too? That's the way with you pious
-women; a man gets down on his luck and you stop his comforts and drive
-him into the street. Very well, then, if I can't get beer in this
-house, little saint, there's lots of places I can. This is the last
-straw." Thereupon he strode out of the house, closing the kitchen door
-behind him with a vicious bang.
-
-VI
-
-Constance did not see her husband again for twenty-four hours. He
-returned at supper-time and took his place at the table without a word
-of apology or explanation. He was in a state of great depression,
-morose and uncommunicative. On previous occasions when misfortune had
-befallen him, he had taken his wife into his confidence, but now it
-seemed either that he had lost his grip on life so completely that
-words failed him, or that the resentment which he had expressed toward
-her was still dominant. When the meal was over, he went out and did
-not return until late. He was boozy with drink, and threw himself on
-his bed with the air of a man who would fain dispel consciousness by
-the luxury of sleep.
-
-Emil's mode of life for the next few weeks was substantially a
-repetition of this programme. Glum, sour, and listless he went his way
-in the morning; fuddled, indifferent, and sleepy he returned at night.
-Concerning his circumstances and plans he said nothing to Constance.
-She was left totally in the dark as to the extent and the effect of his
-reverses. He had told her that they were ruined, yet he continued to
-go down-town as though nothing had happened. Trusting that he would
-enlighten her of his own accord, at first she asked no questions. Then
-as he did not speak, she requested him one morning to tell her how his
-affairs stood, urging her solicitude and affection. He listened
-frowningly and put her off with the disconcerting utterance "You'll
-know soon enough. It's just as well to let a drowning man grasp at
-straws while there are any to grasp at."
-
-His half-scornful, half-desperate manner forbade further inquiry at the
-moment if she did not wish to widen the breach between them. Constance
-was in deep distress. She yearned to comfort and help him, but this
-wifely, loving impulse was haunted by the consciousness now forced upon
-her with painful clearness that she had misjudged his nature and was
-mated to a crank. How otherwise could she interpret his hostile
-attitude toward herself? To what but a cross-grained perversity of
-soul could she ascribe his disposition to blame her for his
-misfortunes? Her duty was plain, to make the best of the situation,
-and to ignore, so far as self-respect would permit, his laceration of
-her feelings, trusting to time to restore his sense of justice and
-renew concord between them. But what hope was there for the future?
-Hope for the realization of that blissful, ennobling married state to
-which she had looked forward as a bride and had believed in store for
-her? Here was the thought which tormented her and gave poignancy to
-the dismay and anxiety of the moment. Even if their immediate
-circumstances were less serious than Emil had declared, was there any
-reason to believe that his next experiment would be more successful?
-She had accepted hitherto without question his declaration that
-ill-luck had been responsible for all his troubles, but that
-consolation was hers no longer. She found herself listening to the
-voice of criticism to which until now she had turned a deaf ear. In a
-new spirit, without bitterness, but in the assertion of her right as a
-wife to judge the man to whom she had committed her happiness, she
-recalled the incidents of their married life--his theories, arguments,
-and point of view. He had declared her to blame for his misfortunes.
-Surely if she had failed in her duty it had not been toward him. She
-had sacrificed her opinions to his, and for his sake abnegated her most
-precious predilections in order to make the union of their lives
-sweeter and more complete. If she were guilty, was it not of treason
-to her own instincts and her own conscience?
-
-Emil indeed had persuaded himself not merely that fortune had betrayed
-him, and the hand of the prosperous world was against him, but that his
-wife was partly to blame for it. Looking back on his last fiasco, he
-conjured up the circumstance that she had not fallen in with his
-suggestion of an exodus to New York, and this he had promptly distorted
-into a grievance, which grew the more he nursed it. To the notion that
-she had thwarted him in everything and that their relations as husband
-and wife had been wholly unsympathetic was only another step. It
-suited him to feel that he was the injured party, for he was face to
-face with the responsibility of supporting his family, which must be
-met or avoided. The question of immediate funds was already pressing.
-His last reverse had discouraged and angered him, but it had not
-diminished his confidence that he would succeed in the right place. It
-had only convinced him that Benham was not the right place; that Benham
-was too small and provincial; too unappreciative of real ability. He
-was unpleasantly in debt, but the bills which he had contracted for
-political expenses could be disregarded for the present. He had no
-property with which to meet them, and if he were pressed, he had merely
-to go into insolvency in order to rid himself of them altogether. Nor
-need he worry about the mortgage for the present. It would not be due
-for two years, and, provided the interest were paid, they could not be
-molested. These redeeming features of his plight were clear to him
-after the first days of mental agitation, but his spirit did not
-reassert its wonted elasticity. Analyzing the cause, he perceived that
-his whole surroundings were repugnant to him, and that he shrank from
-recommencing life at the foot of the ladder under the conditions in
-which he found himself. He was determined to leave Benham, and he was
-determined that his family, if they came with him, should toe the mark.
-What this phrase meant precisely he did not formulate, but it suited
-his mood. "Toe the mark." He kept repeating it to himself, as though
-it promised relief from domestic insubordination. Yes, if his wife did
-not choose to adopt his theories and abet him in his undertakings, she
-could go her own way for all he cared. It was only on account of the
-children that he did not put an end to their contract of marriage
-to-morrow by leaving her. Except for them it were surely folly for a
-man and woman whose ideas were utterly at variance to continue a
-partnership the only fruit of which could be discord and
-recriminations. So he argued, and it was only the thought of his
-children which restrained him from precipitate action and caused him to
-continue to go down-town every day seeking a bare livelihood. Since
-the night of his defeat at the polls, Constance had not asked him for
-money. Presumably she had some laid by, and was living on that, but by
-the first of the month she must have recourse to him or starve, and
-then would be the time for his ultimatum. The terms of this, beyond a
-declaration of general discontent, were still hazy in his brain,
-befogged by malt liquor and inflamed by hatred of the world, but a
-glowing conviction that their marriage had been a failure through her
-fault was a satisfactory substitute for definiteness. Brooding like a
-spider in its web, secretive, hoping that something would turn up to
-put him on his feet again, yet almost reckless in his attitude, and
-drinking assiduously, he drifted on without aim. His evenings were
-spent at his workingmen's club, where he continued as an outlet to his
-feelings to deliver virulent philippics, which he realized as he
-uttered them were a sorry equivalent for personal success.
-
-While thus limp and embittered, a final mishap impelled Emil to action.
-It happened that the broker on the same floor as the office where he
-had desk-room, and with whom he was on familiar terms, let him in for a
-disastrous tip and put the screws on when the market went the other
-way. The sum involved was three hundred dollars, the total residue of
-Emil's capital, which he had allowed to remain untouched with this
-false friend in order not to be entirely without the means to
-speculate. The advice offered had seemed to be friendly and
-disinterested. When the result proved disastrous the victim promptly
-suspected guile. Certainly he encountered a flinty demeanor, as though
-the proprietor of the "bucket-shop" were cognizant of the impecuniosity
-of his customer and had decided to squeeze him dry and break with him.
-This from the man whose social status on the street he had championed
-seemed to Emil rank ingratitude. Yet the broker was making no more
-than ordinary business demands upon him. His margin was exhausted, and
-the transaction would be closed unless he supplied additional security.
-This was business-like, but not friendly, as it seemed to Emil,
-especially as the ingrate, who had been so confident of the value of
-the tip, chose now to be sphinx-like as to what the next day's price of
-the stock would be. All he would vouchsafe was that it would go up
-sooner or later.
-
-Since it was necessary to act at once, and to sell meant the loss of
-the remnant of his capital, Emil concluded to give himself a chance by
-making use of five hundred dollars which had just been paid over to him
-for a client in redemption of a mortgage. He argued that the stock,
-having fallen in price contrary to expectation, was not likely to
-decline further at once, and that if he protected his account, he would
-be able to make inquiries and form a more intelligent opinion by the
-end of a few days as to what he had best do. Besides, there was
-lurking in his mind the bitter argument, which he chose to believe
-sound, that the world owed every man a living, and assuredly owed it to
-a man like himself. Since the hand of society seemed to be against
-him, why should he not take advantage of the resources at his disposal
-and save himself? He was simply borrowing; if he were not able to
-return the money at once, he would do so later with interest. The
-consequences of this performance were disastrous. As Emil had
-predicted, the stock in question remained stationary for three days,
-but by the end of them he felt no clearer regarding which course to
-pursue. Estimates as to its value were contradictory; yet since a sale
-at the market price meant the safety of the five hundred dollars at the
-cost of his own financial obliteration, he remained hopeful. On the
-fourth day the stock broke sharply, and again on the day after. His
-holding was only one hundred shares--a paltry transaction from a
-capitalistic point of view--yet it was rashness for him. Adversity and
-his pressing needs had tempted him to disregard his meditated prudence
-and to venture on thin ice. He perceived himself ruined and a
-defaulter. The obliquity of his peculation was mitigated in his mind
-by the conviction that fortune had been signally cruel to him. As for
-the borrowed money, he would give his note and pay it presently when he
-was on his feet again. Yet he appreciated that his opportunities for
-making a living in Benham were at an end, and that if he remained, he
-might find difficulty in inducing the owner of the five hundred dollars
-to accept him as a creditor without demur. Clearly the simplest course
-was to come to terms by post. To shake the dust of Benham from his
-feet was his dearest wish, and the time had arrived for its fulfilment.
-There was still one hundred dollars belonging to his client in his
-hands which he had not used. This he drew to provide himself with
-travelling expenses, arguing that the sooner he were able to reach New
-York, the quicker the loan would be repaid, and slipped from the city
-without a word to anyone. He had decided to cut adrift from all his
-past associations, and an indispensable portion of his plan was to
-sever forever his relations with his wife.
-
-A week later he wrote this letter to her from New York:
-
-
- Constance:
-
- This is to let you know what has become of me. You may have
- guessed the truth, but it's woman's way to worry, weep, and raise a
- hue and cry, though she knows in her heart that she's mismated, and
- that it would be a godsend to her if "hubby" had really blown his
- brains out or were safely at the bottom of a well. I'm not dead
- yet, nor am I contemplating suicide at present. Though if the time
- ever does come when I think the game is played out, it will be
- one-two-three-go! without any pause between the numbers. But I'm
- as good as dead now, so far as you are concerned. You won't be
- troubled by me further. You've seen the last of me. I told you I
- was strapped. I'm cleaned out to the last dollar. But that
- doesn't phaze me except for the moment. I'm going to make a fresh
- start and a clean sweep at the same time. You know as well as I
- that our marriage has not been a glittering success. In short,
- we've made a mess of it. We thought we were suited to each other,
- and we find we're not. That's all. I don't approve of you any
- more than you do of me, and what's the use of making each other
- miserable by protracting the relation until death do us part? It's
- up to me to undo the Gordian-knot, and I've cut it.
-
- You'll shed some tears, I suppose, over the situation, and your
- friends will call me a brute. But when the shock is past and
- sentimental considerations have evaporated, just ask yourself if
- I'm not doing the sensible thing for us both. We don't look at
- life in the same way and never will. I'm a radical, and you're a
- conservative, and we were misled before marriage by the affinities
- of flesh to suppose that oil and water would harmonize. From the
- point of view of law I'm the offending party, and you'll be a free
- woman to sue for divorce on the ground of desertion, by the end of
- three years. In the meantime, you can go back to your kindergarten
- work or whatever you see fit. You have your health, and your
- philanthropic church friends will enable you to support yourself.
-
- The only hitch is the children. If you had been ready to follow me
- to New York when I first suggested it, we might not be separating
- now. I expect and am anxious to provide for them. If you will
- send them on to me, they shall want for nothing. But if you are
- bent on keeping them, as I foresee may be the case, the
- responsibility is yours. I should like one at least--preferably
- the boy. If you insist on keeping them both, I can't help myself.
- There's where you have the whip-hand over me. But don't delude
- yourself with the notion that I don't love my own flesh and blood
- because I'm not willing to live with their mother.
-
- There will be no use in your coming on here or trying to find me.
- I have made up my mind. We could never be happy together, so the
- fewer words said about parting the better. Send your answer
- regarding the children to the New York post-office. I shall expect
- it for a week. The money you loaned me is gone with the rest, but
- they can't turn you out of your house until the mortgage is due, if
- you pay the interest. Some day I shall pay it back to you. I wish
- you well, and consider I'm doing us both a service in cutting loose
- from you.
-
- Good-by, EMIL.
-
-
-It seemed to Constance when she had finished this letter as though her
-heart would stop. Was this reality? Could it be that her husband was
-abandoning her and her children in cold blood, treating the sacred ties
-of marriage as lightly as though they were straws? Alas! his cruel
-words stared her in the face, freezing her soul, which had been sick
-for days over his unexplained absence; sick from dread. Yes, she had
-guessed; but she had put the horror from her as impossible, despite his
-hints. Unbalanced and embittered as he was, he could not be so unkind.
-Now she was face to face with certainty; there was no room for hope.
-It was true; so cruelly inhumanly true that her brain felt dazed and
-numb. She gazed at his writing stony-eyed and appalled, limp with
-dismay and forlornness. To avoid falling she put out her hand to the
-table, and the contact of her own flesh served to readjust her
-consciousness. Seating herself she swept her fingers across her brow
-to rally her senses, and read the letter again slowly. Then
-mortification succeeded dismay, and resentment followed close on
-mortification. The wounded pride of the wife, the indignation of the
-mother protesting for her children asserted themselves, causing her to
-flush to the roots of her hair and her pulses to tingle. Coward!
-Unnatural father! What had she done to deserve this? What had they
-done, helpless innocents? Give them up to him? Her children, now the
-only joy of her life? Never. They could not both have them. Why
-should he who had left them in the lurch have either? She could hear
-their prattle in the adjoining room, poor little souls, unconscious of
-their misery. Then her sense of wounded pride and her anger were
-forgotten in the agony of a possible separation from her offspring, and
-in the loss of her husband's love, and her tense nerves gave way. "Oh,
-Emil, my husband, how could you?" she moaned, and burying her face in
-her hands she let sorrow have full sway.
-
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-
-When she had dried her eyes she was prepared to face the situation and
-to think more calmly. Certain points were now clear. Emil was right;
-since he had ceased to love her, they could never be happy together.
-So far as she could see, she had not been at fault, though he had
-persuaded himself that she was to blame. She would never have left
-him; but now that he had deserted her, she could dare to admit that
-their souls were not in accord, and that her love and respect for him
-had been waning in spite of herself for many months. She would not
-attempt to follow him, and she desired to retain both the children.
-Was it her duty to let Emil have one of them? Here was the only
-harassing point in the plans for the future which she was formulating.
-Would it be fair to the children to separate them? Would she be
-justified in keeping them both, in view of the affection which their
-father had professed for his own flesh and blood? As Emil had
-declared, he and she had made a mess of their marriage, and they were
-to separate. Was it fair to him to keep both the boy and the girl?
-Ah, but she could not bear the thought of giving up either. She felt
-the need of counsel. To whom could she turn? Who were her friends?
-She thought of Mr. Prentiss, and she remembered her husband's taunt
-concerning her philanthropic church friends with a sense of shrinking.
-The church offered itself as a refuge to all in the hour of distress,
-but it seemed to her as though she would rather starve than apply to
-Mr. Prentiss. Not that she was afraid of starving. That side of the
-situation had no terrors for her. She was almost glad at the idea of
-supporting herself and her darlings, and she had entire confidence in
-her ability to do so, even though she were forced to scrub floors. But
-she yearned for the sympathy and advice of a friend. How lonely she
-had suddenly become in this large, busy city! Emil had evinced little
-desire, especially of late, to make friends in the neighborhood, and
-she had been so absorbed in her home and her husband's interest that
-she had disregarded her social opportunities. He had been apt to speak
-slightingly of their acquaintances as people whom he would soon
-outstrip in the struggle of life. And now she was the poorest of the
-poor, the saddest of the sad, one of the lowly common people for whom
-her doctor father's heart had ever cherished fond and patient sympathy.
-She was one of them now herself. How different had been her dreams and
-her ambition. To think that she, Constance Forbes, had come to this--a
-wife abandoned by her husband, alone and friendless, with only the
-semblance of a roof to shelter her and her children. But all this was
-nothing if only she need not part with either of her babies. She would
-be able to support them, never fear, and with them to support she could
-be brave, even happy. But without them? No, no, Emil had forsaken
-her, she had lost her faith in him, he was not worthy of the sacrifice;
-she dared not trust him; he had no right to either. She could not, she
-would not let either go.
-
-When the morning came she was more firmly of the same opinion, and she
-composed this reply to her husband:
-
-
- Emil:
-
- I have your letter and my heart is filled with sorrow. I cannot
- compel you to live with me against your will. God knows I have
- tried to be a loving, dutiful, and sympathetic wife, but it seems I
- have failed to please you. It is true that our ideas of how to
- live and what is right are very different. I have been aware of
- that in my secret soul, but for your sake I did my best to adopt
- your point of view. Now I shall be free to follow my own. Since
- you no longer love me, I am not sorry that we are to live apart,
- for I can see now that I have suffered much on your account. But I
- do not choose to reproach you. What good would it do? Besides you
- are the father of my children--poor little things. I do not think
- that I should have written to you at all if it were not for the
- question what is to become of them.
-
- I am trying to do what is best for them and to be just; just to you
- and to myself. I have decided to keep both the children. They are
- babies still, and need a mother's love. A father's too, but it
- seems they cannot have both. Let God judge between us, Emil. They
- are my flesh and blood too, and it is you who are forsaking us, not
- we you. As you say, I have my health and we shall not starve. I
- am not afraid. There is nothing more to say, is there? It has all
- been a dreadful mistake--and we thought we should be so happy.
- Good-by. In spite of everything I shall always think of you kindly.
-
- CONSTANCE.
-
-
-Having despatched this she felt as though she would be glad to die.
-Life seemed so flat, and her condition so humiliating. Her love for
-Emil was dead; the union of their souls was broken; what was there to
-look forward to? Yet she knew that she must not stop to repine or to
-indulge in self-pity. The stern necessity of winning bread for her
-children confronted her and must be faced at once and resolutely. In
-this she must find happiness and fresh inspiration. It was her duty to
-close the ears and eyes of her soul to the voices and visions of the
-past. Hard work would save her brain from giving way, and hard work
-only. What should that work be? What was she to do? In the first
-glow of her pride, revolting at the slight which her husband had put
-upon her, the way had seemed easy, but viewed in the sober light of
-reality it bristled with difficulties. Yet now, as she pondered and
-realized what failure would mean, her spirit rose to meet them, and
-immediate needs forced sorrow to the background.
-
-Where was she to find work? Since the receipt of her husband's letter
-everything outside her own emotions had been a blank to her; her gaze
-had been solely introspective. Conscious now of the need of action and
-of renewing her contact with the world, she took up the newspaper,
-yesterday's issue of which lay unopened on the table, and began to
-examine the page of advertisements for employment. She must find at
-once something which would provide her with ready money. Only through
-friends and only after delay could she hope to obtain a kindergarten
-position; it would take time and instruction to learn typewriting; she
-was not sufficiently proficient in languages or music to offer herself
-as a teacher. She could become a domestic servant or a shopgirl. In
-the former case it would be necessary to board out her children, to
-give them to some institution, perhaps, a prospect which wrung her
-heart; in the latter she could be with them at night, but who would
-look after and guard them during the day? What did other women do
-whose husbands ran away and left them? The long list of people out of
-work was appalling, and few of the opportunities offered seemed to fit
-her circumstances. Someone was seeking employment as a seamstress.
-She might take in sewing. This perhaps was the most feasible
-suggestion. She was handy at plain sewing, and a little practice would
-doubtless render her skilful. Yes, she would try this, and in order to
-obtain a start would solicit work from some of the neighbors, if needs
-be. The neighbors? They did not know as yet of her misfortune--her
-disgrace, for it was a disgrace to be forsaken by her husband. It
-would be necessary to tell them. What should she say? Entertaining
-sadly this necessity of an avowal, she glanced over the rest of the
-newspaper, and came suddenly upon a paragraph which informed her that
-her misfortune was already public. Prefaced by offensive headlines,
-"Emil Stuart disappears from Benham! What has become of Mrs. Morgan's
-mortgage money?" the wretched story stood exploited to the world.
-Constance read and the cup of her distress and humiliation overflowed.
-It needed only this insinuation of dishonesty to complete her misery.
-Her husband an embezzler? Where should she hide her head? Nor was
-there comfort in the reporter's closing effort at euphemism: "One or
-two acquaintances of the late candidate for aldermanic honors, when
-apprised of his mysterious disappearance, expressed the belief that his
-seeming irregularities would be explained to the satisfaction of all
-concerned; but a gentleman, whose name we are not at liberty to
-disclose, hazards an opinion, based on personal observation, that Mr.
-Stuart has been premeditating this step for several weeks, and is a
-fugitive from justice. The circumstance that his wife and two children
-have been left behind in Benham invites the further inquiry whether he
-has also abandoned his family. There are rumors that Mr. Stuart's
-domestic relations were not altogether harmonious."
-
-Constance let the newspaper slip from her hands. Her cheeks burned
-with shame. This was the last straw. Her husband a defaulter, and her
-relations with him the subject of common newspaper gossip. As she
-stood spell-bound by this new phase of misfortune the door-bell rang.
-A visitor. Who could it be? Some sympathetic or curious neighbor who
-had read of her calamities. Or more probably the writer of the
-newspaper article coming to probe into her misery in search of fresh
-copy. For a moment she thought that she would not answer the call, and
-she waited hoping that whoever it was would go away. Again the bell
-rang, this time sharply. It might be something important, even a
-telegram from Emil to clear himself. Picking up the newspaper she
-concealed it hastily, then stepped into the passage and opened the door
-slightly.
-
-"May I come in?" asked a strong, friendly voice.
-
-"Oh yes, Mr. Prentiss; excuse me," she faltered. She had recognized at
-once who her visitor was, but so many bewildering things had happened
-that she stood for a moment irresolute, refusing to credit her own
-senses. As she opened wide the door, the clergyman strode in
-fearlessly as though he realized that the situation must be carried by
-storm. Entering the parlor, he put out his hand and said with manly
-effusion:
-
-"I have come to ask you to let me help you, Mrs. Stuart."
-
-"Sit down, please. You are very kind. I----"
-
-Her words choked her, and she stopped.
-
-"I saw by the newspaper yesterday that you were in trouble. I do not
-wish to pry into your affairs, but I thought that you might be glad of
-the counsel of a friend."
-
-His visit was precious balm to her spirit, but, despite her gratitude,
-the knowledge that he was heaping the traditional coals of fire on her
-head made her uncomfortable. She had choked from mingled relief and
-mortification. But now her finer instinct responded to the kindness of
-his words and she said with simple directness: "I should like to tell
-you everything, Mr. Prentiss. My husband left a week ago. He does not
-intend to return. I have a letter from him, and he--he does not wish
-to live with me any longer. He was willing to support the children,
-but I could not make up my mind to let them go. Our money is all gone
-and this house is mortgaged. If you will help me to find work so that
-I can support them and myself, I shall be very grateful. It was very
-good of you to come to see me."
-
-The children, attracted by the voice of a stranger, had run in and
-stood one on either side of their mother staring at him shyly with
-cherubic eyes. The clergyman said to himself that here was a veritable
-Madonna of distress--this lithe, nervous-looking woman with her slim
-figure and soulful face. How pretty and neat she looked in spite of
-her misery! How engaging were the tones in which she had set forth her
-calamity! He had always admired her, and it had been a disappointment
-to him that she had strayed. There was almost jubilation in his heart
-as he heard that she was free from the wretch who had pulled her down;
-and though he intended to temper the ardor of the priest by the tact of
-a man of the world, he could not entirely restrain his impulse to
-stigmatize her husband. "I see," he said. "You are much to be pitied.
-It is a cruel wrong; the act of a coward. But you must not take your
-trouble too much to heart, Mrs. Stuart, for the man who will leave a
-sweet wife and tender children from mere caprice is no real husband and
-father."
-
-"Mr. Stuart has had much to worry him of late. He has lost money, and
-been unfortunate in politics." Her impulse was to apologize for her
-husband even then. "I cannot understand though how he could leave us,"
-she added. After all why should she a second time on Emil's account
-set her face against the truth in the presence of this true friend?
-Emil was a coward, and his act was a cruel wrong.
-
-But Mr. Prentiss had recovered his aplomb. "I will not distress you by
-talking about him; he has gone. The matter with which I am concerned
-is how to help you. We must find you employment at once."
-
-Constance regarded him gratefully. "That is my great requirement just
-now, Mr. Prentiss. I need work to keep my children from starving and
-to help me to forget. I am not afraid of work. I shall be glad to do
-anything for which I am fit."
-
-"I understand, I understand. It is the pride of my church to help just
-such women as you to help themselves. You need give yourself no
-concern as to your immediate pecuniary needs. They will be provided
-for. I will send the Deaconess to you at once."
-
-The directness of his bounty, the plain intimation that she was a
-subject for charity brought a flush to her cheeks. But she knew in an
-instant that it would be false pride to protest. There was no food or
-money in the house.
-
-"Thank you," she said simply.
-
-Mr. Prentiss divined her reluctance and appreciated the delicacy of her
-submission. He recognized that this woman with wistful brown eyes and
-nervous, intelligent face was no ordinary person--was even more
-deserving than he had supposed, and his thoughts were already busy with
-the problem of her future. He must find just the right thing for her.
-"I know, of course, that you wish to become self-supporting as soon as
-possible," he said. "Will you tell me a little more about yourself and
-your capabilities? You came to Benham a few months before your
-marriage to fit yourself to be a kindergarten teacher, if I remember
-aright?"
-
-During the momentary pause which preceded this inquiry her conscience
-had been reasserting itself. She had longed for counsel and here it
-was. If she had erred, there was yet time to repair her fault.
-"Before we talk of that, may I ask you one question, Mr. Prentiss? I
-wish to know if you think it was selfish of me to keep both the
-children. I desire to do what is right this time, whatever it cost
-me." She clasped her hands resolutely in her lap as though she were
-nerving herself for a sacrifice. "I hope you will tell me exactly what
-you think."
-
-The clergyman's heart warmed at this revelation of spiritual vigor.
-"Here is a soul worth helping," he reflected. Then, in answer to her
-appeal, he exclaimed with righteous emphasis: "Ask your own heart, my
-dear woman. Would you dare trust these babies to your husband's
-keeping? This is a problem of right and wrong, and demands a severing
-of the sheep from the goats. You may banish that doubt forever."
-
-Constance dropped her eyes to hide the tears of satisfaction which had
-sprung into them at his words. Her children were safe. The counsel
-given was the very echo of the test by which she had justified herself
-toward Emil. "Excuse me," she said in apology for her emotion. Then
-looking up she added with tremulous brightness, "I felt that I must be
-sure before anything else was decided. And now to answer your question
-as to my own capabilities: I have none. I am eager to learn, and I
-have had some education--my father was fond of books and had a
-library--but I tell you frankly that there is nothing but the simplest
-manual work for which I am fitted at the present time. I have thought
-that all over."
-
-"So far so good. Much of the trouble of this world proceeds from the
-inability of people to discern for what they are not fitted. Can you
-sew?"
-
-"I can do plain sewing satisfactorily."
-
-"We will begin with that then. It will keep you busy for the time
-being. Meanwhile I shall have an opportunity to consider what you had
-best undertake." He rose and put out his hand with spontaneous
-friendliness. "Good-by. God bless you. You are a brave soul, and He
-will not desert you or leave you comfortless."
-
-Constance quickened at the firm pressure, and her own fingers
-acknowledged the interest which it expressed. She looked into his eyes
-with frank confidence. "You have come to me at a time when I needed
-someone more than ever before in my life. I shall never forget it."
-
-Mr. Prentiss nodded and turned to go as though he would disclaim this
-expression of everlasting obligation. He felt that he was about his
-Master's business, and was seeking neither thanks nor praise. Yet,
-while he deprecated her gratitude, her entire mental attitude caused
-him ethical and ęsthetic satisfaction. The conviction that this ward
-of the church was worth saving and helping gave elasticity to his step
-and erectness to his large figure as he strode up the street, knocking
-now and again some bit of orange peel or other refuse from the sidewalk
-with a sweep of his cane, which suggested a spirit eager to do battle
-in behalf of righteousness.
-
-
-
-
-VII
-
-Two days later the Rev. George Prentiss dined at the house of another
-of his parishioners, Mrs. Randolph Wilson. She was a widow of about
-forty-five, the sister of Carleton Howard, reputedly the wealthiest and
-most sagacious of Benham's financial magnates, and a generous
-benefactress of St. Stephen's. Her bounty had enabled the rector from
-time to time to carry out his cherished plans for the ęsthetic
-adornment of the church property. The reredos, two stained-glass
-windows, and the baptismal font in the enlarged edifice had been
-provided by her; and in the matter of charity she never failed to
-respond by munificent subscriptions to the various causes in aid of
-which he appealed to his congregation. They were friends and allies;
-interested mutually in St. Stephen's, and interested also, as they both
-liked to feel, in promoting American civilization outside of church
-work. Her house, or palace, as it should more properly be termed, a
-counterpart to that of her brother's which adjoined it, stood in the
-van of progress, in Benham's fashionable new quarter beyond the River
-Drive. No pains or expense had been spared to make these mansions
-impressive and magnificent. Architects of repute had been employed to
-superintend their construction, and their decorations and furnishings
-had been chosen in consultation with persons whose business it was to
-know the whereabouts of admirable objects of art, and to tempt
-impecunious noble families abroad to exchange their unique treasures
-for dazzling round sums of American gold.
-
-Mrs. Wilson could fairly be termed the leader of social activity in
-Benham, if such a term be compatible with the institutions of a country
-where every women is supposed to be a law unto herself. Fashions, in
-the narrow sense of clothes, are in America set by the dressmakers, but
-what Mrs. Wilson wore was always a matter of moment to women who wished
-to be in style. She dressed elegantly, and she was able to take
-liberties with the dressmakers, doing daring things with colors and
-materials which justified themselves, yet were so individual that they
-were liable to make guys of those who copied her. Consequently, her
-wardrobe had a distinction of its own which proclaimed fashion yet
-defied it. Yet her clothes, striking and superb as they often were,
-constituted only a small part of her social effectiveness. Her
-gracious finished manners, and quick, tactful intelligence were the
-agents of a spirit perpetually eager to be occupied and to lead, and
-which had found a labor of love in directing what may well be called
-Benham's ęsthetic renaissance.
-
-For Benham's evolution had been no mere growth of bricks and mortar,
-and no mere triumph in census figures over other centres of population.
-Even more remarkable and swift than its physical changes had been the
-transformation in the point of view of its citizens. Twenty years
-earlier--in 1870, when Mr. Prentiss was a young man just starting in
-the ministry--he had been one of a small group of earnest souls
-interested in awakening the public to a consciousness of the paucity of
-their ęsthetic interests, and to the value of color as a stimulating
-factor in the every-day life of the community, and as such he had often
-deplored the aridity of Benham's point of view. In those days the city
-was virtually a hot-bed of republican simplicity and contempt for
-social refinements so far as all but a very small percentage of the
-inhabitants was concerned. Those who built houses larger and finer
-than their neighbors were few in number and were stigmatized, if not as
-enemies of the institutions of the country, as purse-proud and
-frivolous. Hotels were conducted on the theory that what was good
-enough for the landlord was good enough for the guest, and that
-malcontents could go elsewhere. In matters appertaining to art,
-hygiene, education or municipal management, one man's opinion was
-regarded as equal to any other's, provided he could get the job.
-Special knowledge was sneered at, and the best patriots in the public
-estimation were those who did not distrust the ability of the average
-citizen to produce masterpieces in the line of his or her employment by
-dint of raw genius untrammelled or unpolluted by the experience of
-older civilizations. Though solid business men wore solemn-looking
-black frock-coats and black wisp ties in business hours, to dress again
-in the evening was looked at askance as undemocratic. It would have
-been considered an invasion of the rights of the free-born citizen to
-forbid expectoration in the street cars. Suggestions that the vicious
-and unregenerate adult pauper poor should not be herded with the young,
-that busy physicians should cleanse a lancet before probing a wound,
-and that sewage should not be emptied into a river used as a source of
-water supply, were still sniffed at by those in charge of public
-affairs as aristocratic innovations unworthy the attention of a
-sovereign people. Architectural beauty both within and without the
-house was disregarded in favor of monotonous sober hues and solid
-effects, which were deemed to be suggestive of the seriousness of the
-national character.
-
-While deploring some of these civic manifestations, Mr. Prentiss had
-appreciated that the basis of this ęsthetic sterility was ethical.
-When less discerning persons had attributed it solely to ignorance and
-self-righteous superficiality he had maintained that a puritanical, yet
-moral and sincere, hostility to extravagance and display was
-responsible for the preference for ugly architecture and homely
-upholstery and decoration, and that conscience was the most formidable
-obstacle to progress. As a priest of a church which fostered beauty
-and favored rational enjoyment of the fruits of the earth, he had never
-sympathized with this public attitude, but he had understood and, as an
-American, respected it.
-
-Now, in the twinkling of an eye, as it were, all was changed, and
-Benham was in the throes of a revival; a revival which during the last
-ten years had revolutionized Benham's architecture and Benham's point
-of view. The public had become possessed by the conviction that they
-had outgrown their associations and that the standards hitherto revered
-were out of date and unworthy of a nation and a city pledged to
-enlighten the world, upon whom prosperity had been bestowed in large
-measure. The group of earnest souls who had dared to criticise seemed
-suddenly to have become a phalanx--numerically unimportant, still, when
-compared with the whole population, that seething army of industrial
-wage-earners--but assertive and energetic out of proportion to their
-numbers. The city had become a hive of reforming activities.
-Specialists in the arts and humanities were no longer classed as
-traitors, but were welcomed by a growing clientage as safeguards
-against bumptious individualism. Though a cheerful optimism in regard
-to the city's architectural merits still prevailed at large, a silent
-censorship was at work; substituting, in the business quarter, new
-mammoth structures adapted to modern industrial needs, erecting in the
-fashionable quarter, by the aid of American architects trained in
-Paris, well-built and individual-looking residences. Instead of three
-or four cheerless, barrack-like caravansaries with sodden cookery,
-there was a score of modern hotels, the proprietors of which vied with
-one another in their endeavors to lure patronage by costly and
-sumptuous innovations. There were comfortable and inviting
-restaurants. The slap-dash luncheon counter, with its display of
-pallid pie and one cadaverous chicken, was waning in the popular
-esteem, in favor of neat spas, at which the rush of patronage was
-alleviated by clean service and wholesome fare. There were eight
-theatres, each more spacious and splendid than its predecessor. A
-frowsy black coat, worn in the forenoon, had ceased to be a badge of
-patriotism or moral worth, and the community had become alive to the
-values of spruceness, color, and comfort in matters of dress. Not only
-this, but on the streets of Benham there were many stylish equipages
-with liveried grooms, and in the superb homes which the wealthy
-citizens had established, there were grand entertainments, where
-rivalry was rampant and money flowed like champagne. And last, but not
-least, there was Mrs. Randolph Wilson, the quintessence in her own
-person of all that was best in this revival in favor of the beautiful
-things of life, the living embodiment of this newly directed and
-freshly inspired energy. For well-to-do Benham and Mr. Prentiss liked
-to believe that the impulse behind these materialistic manifestations
-was conscience and aspiration, a reaching out for a greater human
-happiness and a wider human usefulness than had been possible under the
-old dispensation. This access of lavish philanthropy and study of
-charitable methods, this zeal of committees promoting new and more
-thorough methods in hygiene and education, and all the phases of this
-new awakening in quest of Christian beauty signified to him
-Benham's--and hence American--originality and fervor refined and
-spiritualized; Benham's enterprise and independence informed,
-chastened, and fortified.
-
-And yet there was another side to this whole matter which had haunted
-Mr. Prentiss much of late, and which was in his thoughts to-night as he
-sat smoking his cigar after dinner. He had dined sumptuously. Cool
-oysters, soup of mushrooms, fish smothered in a luscious sauce, cutlets
-of venison with French beans, little pyramids of _paté de foie gras_
-encased in jelly, butter-ball ducks with a salad richly dressed, and a
-confection of fruit, cream, and pastry, which was evidently a
-gastronomic specialty of Mrs. Wilson's French cook. He had tasted
-everything; he had drunk two glasses of champagne, and been pleasantly
-aware that the cup of black coffee, served after dinner, was an
-entrancing concoction which his own kitchen did not afford; and he felt
-that his repast had done him good. It was for him an occasion.
-Obviously it was for Mrs. Wilson an every-day affair. Moreover, this
-rich, delicious dinner, served by noiseless servants on choice china,
-was in harmony with the rest of the magnificent establishment, in
-harmony with the artistic scheme of color, the soft lustrous draperies,
-the striking pictures and other masterpieces of art purchased for large
-sums abroad, and Mrs. Wilson's beautiful toilette and exquisite
-personality. Here was luxury triumphant and compelling, yet unappeased
-and seeking fresh opportunities for ęsthetic delight; as witness a
-Millet, an inlaid table, and a Japanese idol in the room in which he
-sat, all new since he had dined there last.
-
-What a vivid contrast all this to the cheerless often squalid homes
-which he was accustomed to visit as a rector of Christ's church! The
-thought which haunted him was that one result of the city's marvellous
-growth and development had been the accentuation of the distinctions
-between rich and poor, between class and class in a community where,
-until lately, there had been theoretically no classes. To be sure he
-had Mr. Carleton Howard's assertion that there was no country in the
-world where the poor man was so well off. This was very likely true,
-but it did not affect the proposition that the rich were daily growing
-richer and more self-indulgent. What was to be the limit--the outcome
-of this renaissance of beauty and comfort, which he had welcomed? Had
-not the ęsthetic reaction almost reached the point where, both as a
-priest of God and as a good American, it behooved him to cry halt
-against luxury and extravagance? He frowned at this last reflection
-for the reason that he was painfully aware that he had fulminated
-against this sort of thing from the pulpit for years, formerly as part
-of the clerical formula championing the cause of the spirit against the
-flesh, and latterly because the Aladdin-like growth of great fortunes
-all over the land, and conspicuously in his own community, had often
-suggested the comparison between the passage of a camel through the eye
-of a needle and the rich man's entrance into the kingdom of heaven as
-an appropriate text. He had spoken with fervor and sincerity
-concerning the responsibilities of those having great possessions, and
-sometimes with living pictures in his mind. Neither Mrs. Wilson nor
-her brother had ever been among those for whom these admonitions were
-intended. They had opened their purse-strings liberally to every
-meritorious cause. The goodly size of their cheques was to him a
-constant source both of satisfaction and astonishment--astonishment at
-the new possibilities open to those interested in God's kingdom.
-
-Yet, though he put from him as ungenerous and unnecessary any positive
-criticism of his hostess, in the teeth of her many benefactions and her
-personal activity in social undertakings, he could not help realizing
-that, in spite of his utterances, the evil which he deprecated was
-proceeding at a pace which suggested the course of wild-fire. And the
-worst of it was that he--the church--was so helpless. Great fortunes
-had been accumulated with a zeal which suggested the inevitable march
-of destiny--a law which seemed almost to mock the spirit of
-Christ--and, even while he was musing, the city had become a theatre of
-industrial contrasts, with the pomp and pride of life in the centre of
-the stage and poverty and distress in the ample background. There
-recurred to him the traditional image of the curate of his faith--the
-Church of England--cringing before or patronized by the titled
-worshippers of Mammon. This, at least, he could resent as impossible
-in his case--he had never hesitated to speak his mind to any of his
-parishioners, however important--still, the reminder was disconcerting
-and a challenge to his conscience. Nor was the reflection that this
-wave of luxury, this more and more exacting reverence for material
-comforts, was a part of the movement of the century, and was common to
-all civilized countries, a solace. He was an American, but first of
-all, he was a servant of the church, and the church was the beacon of
-civilization. Was she doing her work, if these terrible inequalities
-were to continue? What was to be the outcome of this zest for
-luxurious personal comfort?
-
-To what extent the church ought to take part in the economic
-regeneration of the world was one of the questions which Mr. Prentiss
-had always found perplexing. He was well aware that his parishioners
-as a body were not fond of hearing him preach on what they called
-secular subjects. So long as he confined himself to enumerating
-spiritual truths, they were not averse to his illustrating his stigmas
-upon sin by generalizations from current worldly abuses; but he knew
-that many shook their heads and declared that the cobbler should stick
-to his last when he ventured to discourse on political topics or the
-relations of labor and capital. Mr. Prentiss was not aware, however,
-that some of this prejudice proceeded from the circumstance that he was
-apt to lose his head on such occasions; but, on the other hand, much of
-it was genuine disinclination for advice from the pulpit on subjects
-which, to quote the women parishioners, were not spiritual, and, to
-quote the men, were none of his business. His congregation was almost
-entirely composed of pew owners, people with vested rights, among which
-appeared to be the right not to be harrowed by socialistic doctrines.
-They were ready to help the poor in any way which he would suggest, and
-they had supplied him with a mission church where he could reach the
-ignorant and needy more effectively, but they argued that he had better
-leave to the politicians all suggestions tending to disturb the
-existing industrial order.
-
-Mr. Prentiss sometimes sighed over these limitations, but he had become
-used to them, and in a measure, with advancing years, he had, in his
-endeavor to be a man of the world in order to remain a more useful
-Christian, accepted the doctrine that he had no plan to substitute for
-the present economic system, and that he must make the best of the
-existing situation. So, in practical, daily life, he exhorted the rich
-to give their money and themselves to the advancement of their fellow
-men, and the poor to shun vice and bear their privations with patience,
-while he held forth the promise of the church of an existence hereafter
-for the pure in heart where all the seeming inconsistencies of this
-mortal life would be explained and justified. Not being endowed with
-much sense of humor, Mr. Prentiss, as he waxed in years, and St.
-Stephen's became the fashionable church of the city, had found less and
-less difficulty in accommodating himself to this point of view, and in
-devoting all his ardor to reclaiming souls for Christ. After all, was
-not his mission to help men and women as he found them? First of all
-to minister to their souls, and in the name of Christianity to lift
-them from the slough of human suffering and misfortune that he might
-expound to them the loving mercies of the Lord? The things of the
-earth were not the things of the spirit, and he was more tenacious than
-in his youth of the prerogatives of the church as an institution
-controlling human consciences by standards of its own, founded on the
-teachings of the Prince of Peace. Nevertheless, being reasonably
-clear-headed and fearless, he was not without the suspicion at times
-that this reasoning was mystical, and in the face of facts he had every
-now and then his unpleasant quarters of an hour.
-
-This was one of them to-night. His hostess, when the dinner was over,
-had left him to a cigar and his own devices in the library. He was to
-join her presently and be shown her daughter's wedding presents. He
-had been invited to dine in order that he might see them, but Mrs.
-Wilson and he both knew that this was an excuse for a quiet evening
-together in which they might compare notes concerning their mutual
-interests. Reaching out to knock off the ash of his cigar into a
-dainty porcelain wheelbarrow, he noticed a new photograph on the
-mantel-piece and rose to examine it. He recognized it as one of
-Clarence Waldo, the New Yorker to whom Miss Lucille Wilson was
-betrothed. The sight of this young man's countenance did not serve to
-restore Mr. Prentiss's serenity. On the contrary, he stood gazing at
-the photograph with an expression which suggested that his soul was
-still perturbed. The face was that of a man of twenty-seven or eight
-with delicate features--thin lips, a long nose and an indefinable
-haughtiness of expression which was made up of weariness and disdain.
-He had large eyes which lacked lustre, and his sparse hair gave the
-effect of having been carefully brushed. The clergyman had met him
-only a few times, and Mr. Prentiss had never forgotten the first
-occasion, which was at Lucille's coming-out ball three years before.
-He had happened to find himself in Mr. Waldo's path when the young man
-was in the act of carrying everything before him with a plate of salad
-for his partner, and he had never forgotten the cold impertinence of
-the New Yorker's stare. Paul Howard, Lucille's cousin, who witnessed
-the encounter, said afterward that Clarence had given Mr. Prentiss the
-dead eye, which was a telling description of the stoniness of the
-fashionable New Yorker's gaze. Mr. Prentiss had never heard this
-diagnosis, but he had remembered the episode. He regarded it, however,
-merely as additional evidence of the lack of reverence on the part of
-the young men of the day--and the young women, too, for the matter of
-that--not merely for sacred things, but for everything and everybody
-which were in their way or did not happen to appeal to their fancy.
-But though he considered this absence of social politeness as one of
-the cardinal failings of the age, his present thoughts regarding
-Lucille's future husband were not concerned with it.
-
-Since the engagement had been announced four months ago he had been
-making inquiries, and the information which he had received was in his
-mind and troubled his soul as a corollary of the other problems which
-had just been haunting him. It was not of a character to justify him
-in forbidding the bans--not even in remonstrating with Mrs. Wilson,
-unless she were to ask his advice or provide him with an opportunity.
-But he deplored sincerely that this young man was to marry his friend's
-daughter. Was this to be the outcome, the crowning of the wealth of
-love and solicitude which had been lavished on this only child--a child
-brought up in his church? Was it for this that Lucille had been made
-the central figure of costly entertainments for the last three years,
-in the hope that she might make a brilliant match? Decidedly, it was a
-puzzling world, and circumstances seemed to be conspiring to cloud his
-horizon and disturb his digestion at a time when he ought to be
-enjoying himself and taking his ease.
-
-"What does he offer her?" he said to himself. "Twelve months of
-sporting life--American sporting life. A superb stable, a four-in-hand
-coach and steam yacht, polo, golf, the horse show, cards, six months
-every third year in Europe, their summers at Newport, their winters at
-Palm Beach. The fortune which she will bring him will enable them to
-live in the lap of luxury all the year round, and he will teach her to
-regard those who are not rich and who do not imitate their manner of
-life as beneath their notice. I know the kind--I know the kind."
-
-Soft footsteps interrupted his mental soliloquy. "No, thank you," he
-exclaimed in a tone which was almost militant to the waiters who
-approached him with a tray. Mr. Prentiss supposed that another form of
-stimulant was being offered him, for Madeira, liqueurs and coffee had
-been successively brought in and solemnly presented to him by the two
-men servants, one of whom seemed to him as superfluous as a plumber's
-helper. Then as his gaze, which had been inward, appreciated that the
-silver gilt tumbler contained apollinaris water, he called them back
-and emptied the glass. He had finished his cigar and it was time to
-rejoin his hostess.
-
-
-
-
-VIII
-
-Mr. Prentiss continued his monologue on his way to the drawing-room.
-He imagined himself saying to Mrs. Wilson, "You know that I believe in
-toleration, and that I would not set or preach an ascetic standard of
-life. I believe--my church believes--that it is not profitable to the
-human soul to mortify the flesh in every-day life or refuse to enjoy
-the comforts of civilization. But the set of people to which this
-young man belongs are cumberers of the soil and a menace to society.
-It is not merely a question of taste, but of Christian morals. We have
-nothing to do with other nations; our concern is with the social life
-of this nation and whether we are to foster and encourage a
-pleasure-loving, self-indulgent, and purposeless leisure class."
-
-Yet though his thoughts thus shaped themselves in fervent words, he was
-conscious that in the absence of a cue his lips must remain sealed.
-There was a limit imposed by society on the priestly office which he
-could not overstep without appearing officious, and thus weakening his
-influence. Were it a case of notorious dissipation or some palpable
-fault or blemish, it would be his duty to speak. But he had no such
-data at his command. Clarence Waldo was simply a fastidious idler,
-pretentious, and indifferent to the vital interests of life. It could
-not even be charged that he was marrying Lucille for her money, as he
-had a competency of his own. They would be able to buy all the dogs
-and horses in the country if they saw fit. But his own tongue was
-tied. To all appearances Mrs. Wilson was content. At the time she had
-announced her daughter's engagement to him, she had said, in response
-to his earnest inquiry if she were satisfied--said it with a blithe
-smile, as though, on the whole, the best had happened--"I should have
-been glad of course, if Lucille had chosen a man of conspicuous talent,
-a future United States Senator or successful artist or author. If she
-had loved her lord, I should not have objected to a title, because,
-after all, even to a free-born American, there is a certain
-compensation in becoming the mother of dukes and regenerating an
-ancient line. But Clarence is well connected, and the child is in love
-with him. So long as she is happy, that is the essential thing."
-
-Since then he had become better informed as to the young man's
-tendencies. But if Lucille was in love with him and her mother
-acquiescent, what was there to do? The church could not interfere
-beyond a certain point without giving offence.
-
-Mrs. Wilson was not in the drawing-room, but Mr. Prentiss caught a
-glimpse of her at her desk in a smaller room which led out of it. She
-called to him that she was answering a note and would join him
-presently. The clergyman seated himself and picking up from a low teak
-table beside him a paper-cutter fashioned on a Japanese sword hilt he
-compressed his fingers on the handle as an outlet to his perplexity.
-Had he been walking in the fields, he would have cut off the heads of
-the dandelions with his cane. Marriage was a sacrament, the most
-solemn undertaking in life, yet how impossible it was to regulate
-matrimony for others. He glanced around the room admiringly. Already
-the musical notes of his hostess's voice had served to dissipate
-partially the miasma of doubt which had been assailing him. This main
-apartment was one of a series of drawing-rooms, each furnished with an
-exquisite magnificence suggestive of the salons of France in the days
-of Louis XIV, save that there was a superabundance of artistic
-furnishings; hence the sight was confused by the array of costly
-tapestries, marbles, bronzes, china, and gilt or otherwise illuminated
-ornaments which almost contended for space with one another, though the
-rooms were of large proportions. One feature of Benham's renaissance
-was the ambition to outdo the past in size and gorgeousness, but Mrs.
-Wilson's advisers had been animated also by the desire for artistic
-success, and it was only in its wealth of material that their and
-her--for she had been the leading spirit after all--performance was
-open to criticism. Here in Benham, where twenty years before the
-horse-hair sofa was still an object of admiring regard in the homes of
-the well-to-do, the desert had blossomed with the rose, and a veritable
-palace had been established. And, as Mr. Prentiss reflected, joining
-his finger-tips across his waist-band, all this lavish expenditure
-meant the return by the rich of accumulated wealth into circulation for
-the benefit of those who labored for their bread, which was another of
-Mr. Carleton Howard's telling truths.
-
-The swift, animated, but noiseless glide of Mrs. Wilson into the room
-and onto a sofa, from which she flashed at him a gracious, electric
-look of attention with the words, "And now, my friend, I am entirely at
-your disposal. It was a note which had to be answered at
-once"--restored Mr. Prentiss's serenity. She was one of those pleasant
-persons in whose presence the world seems justified. When she entered
-a room people were apt to pay tribute by a pause in whatever they were
-doing, and she became the focus of attention. The effect of her
-graceful energy was largely responsible for this, suggesting the
-forceful but silent sweep of a ship. She had lost the figure and the
-countenance of youth, but though her abundant crinkly hair was grizzled
-no one ever thought of her age except to observe that she was handsomer
-than as a younger woman. She had never been a beauty; she was now a
-distinguished looking, comely, and effective matron. She was tall and
-rather willowy, but not thin, with a proud, resolutely carried head, an
-agreeable straight nose, short rather than long (her best feature) a
-spirited, sympathetic smile, eyes fundamentally gray, which changed as
-her thoughts changed, and ingratiating but elegant manners. Her face,
-notably the cheeks and lips, was a trifle full, suggesting dimples, and
-possibly to the critical a too-manifest desire to please. Her obvious
-pose--which, though deliberate was entirely genuine--was to be
-exquisite, sympathetic, and intellectual, and for the expression of
-this range of qualities she had serviceable allies in her musical
-voice, a bewitching way of showing just enough of her teeth, when she
-became vivacious, and her ornamental clothes, which always suited her.
-On this evening she wore an old-gold gown with jet and lace
-accompaniments, an aigrette of crimson gauze with which the plumage of
-her fan was in harmony, a band of magnificent pearls around her neck,
-and on her breast, though such ornaments were not strictly in fashion,
-a large brooch of fine workmanship containing a miniature of two
-children of tender age. Of these children one had died shortly after
-the miniature was painted, the other was her daughter Lucille. Her
-soul was dedicated to two interests, her joy and ambition as a mother,
-and to the cause of social human progress.
-
-Mrs. Wilson had been for fifteen years a widow, and, though her husband
-held a hallowed place in her heart, even she was conscious that the
-broad scope of her present life dated from the period when, seeking a
-refuge from her own grief and loneliness, she had welcomed diverse
-social employment. Her husband, Randolph, a hero and a colonel of the
-Civil War, had claimed her on his return as a bride. They were ardent
-lovers, and they had never ceased to be so, certainly not in theory.
-Some of Mrs. Wilson's knowing friends were fond of insinuating, when
-the humor for gossip prevailed, that he had died just in time, which
-was their way of intimating that she had outgrown him. But these
-dissectors of hearts did not perhaps sufficiently remember that her own
-blossoming forth into the woman she now was had been subsequent to her
-husband's death. Nor did they take sufficiently into account the
-bewildering course of events which had attended her progress. Colonel
-Wilson, a man of small means at the time of their marriage, had become
-her brother's partner. The properties in which he was interested at
-the time of his death had subsequently proved so valuable that she had
-found herself presently the possessor of a million, a sum which had
-quadrupled in the keeping of her brother, Carleton Howard, one of the
-most powerful financiers in the country. Opportunity surely had waited
-on her widening aspirations, enabling her finally to establish herself
-in this magnificent home surrounded by all the ęsthetic attractions and
-many of the treasures of modern civilization.
-
-Probably Mrs. Wilson herself had never sought to analyze the past by
-the light of the present, realizing, as we all do, that life unbeknown
-to us has halting-places which become, as we look back, the dividing
-lines between what are almost separate existences. Though at her
-husband's death she had made no resolutions regarding the future, she
-had never felt the impulse to marry again, so engrossing were the
-concerns of motherhood and social responsibility.
-
-"You spoke at dinner of wishing my assistance in some case in which you
-are interested. Will you tell me about it now before we look at the
-presents?" Mrs. Wilson continued with smiling interest.
-
-"Ah, yes." Mr. Prentiss was glad to have this recalled to his mind.
-There was no chance here for doubt or perplexity. "It is rather out of
-the usual run of charity cases. The personality of the woman, I mean.
-The circumstance that her husband has run away and left her penniless,
-with two young children to support is, alas! only too common."
-
-"Poor thing! How can I be of service?"
-
-"The woman--her name is Mrs. Stuart--notwithstanding her disastrous
-marriage, seems to me distinctly superior. She came to Benham some six
-or seven years ago, and I knew her a little at St. Stephen's before she
-was a wife. Indeed, I married them, and made some inquiries at the
-time concerning the husband's circumstances, but learned nothing to his
-discredit. She has found him to be a godless, unscrupulous person with
-drinking habits, and recently he has deserted her on the grandiose plea
-that they would be happier apart. She will be happier; I am sure of
-that; but I have been exercised as to how to enable her to become
-self-supporting. She is called to higher usefulness than scrubbing or
-plain sewing, but though I have discerned in her capabilities and
-refinement, she is not at present equipped for any active employment."
-
-"Which only tends to show, my friend, that every woman"--Mrs. Wilson
-paused an instant--"every woman who has not independent means of her
-own, I mean, should be educated to be self-supporting--should have some
-definite bread-winning occupation which would render her independent of
-the man she marries in case he dies or misbehaves. I was thinking the
-other day that a society formed to advocate this doctrine before clubs
-of girls as a condition of marriage would prove efficacious."
-
-Mr. Prentiss nodded. "It is certainly the duty of Christian society to
-provide additional safeguards against the consequences of improvident
-wedlock. In this particular instance, the young woman plighted her
-troth while she was studying to become a kindergarten teacher. She was
-a country doctor's daughter, and is gentle and refined, as well as
-intelligent in appearance--one of those lithe, tense American
-personalities in which the spirit appears to burn at the expense of the
-body, but which, like the willow, bend but do not break under the
-stress of life."
-
-"She sounds interesting, and I do not see that she has been to blame.
-We must raise a fund for her. With how large a subscription shall I
-head the list?" Though Mrs. Wilson gave freely on merely charitable
-grounds, she gave with more enthusiasm when the objects of her bounty
-had not offended her sense of the social fitness of things.
-
-The clergyman put out his hand. "That wouldn't do exactly, I think.
-She is not too proud to let us help her for a few weeks with coal and
-groceries until she can earn for herself. She realizes that she must
-be sensible, if only for the children's sake. She has an independent
-simplicity of nature and clearness of perception which would stand in
-the way, I fear, of her accepting a donation such as you have in mind;
-though I should dearly love to allow you to pay off the encumbrances on
-their house, which, owing to her husband's rascalities have eaten up
-her little home--her patrimony. But I am sure she would refuse."
-
-"I see. We should think less of her if she allowed herself to be
-pauperized, much as I should enjoy giving her a deed of her home free
-and clear--the mere thought of it causes me a thrill of pleasure. But
-the worst of such tragedies is that we are most powerless to aid those
-who are most deserving." Mrs. Wilson leaned back among her cushions,
-and, drawing a pale pink rose from a bunch in a vase at her elbow, laid
-it along her cheek and inhaled its fragrance. "If she were an
-undiscerning, common spirit with workaday sensibilities, as so many of
-them are, she would not refuse, but--half the pleasure of giving would
-be lost. It is a privilege and the fashion to be charitable, but so
-much of our charity consists in filling the mouths and clothing the
-bodies of the wretched who will never be appreciably different or
-strive to be different from what they are."
-
-"The poor we have always with us," murmured the clergyman.
-
-"Always. The shiftless, dirty, unaspiring, unęsthetic poor. The dregs
-and lees of human endeavor. We must feed and clothe them, of course,
-and help them to help themselves, but sometimes I forget the pathos of
-it all in the ugliness and squalor. Consequently, when the chance to
-do real good comes, it is a pity not to be able to lift the burden
-completely. What, then, can I do for this young person?"
-
-"I have thought over her case for the last forty-eight hours, and have
-come to the conclusion that, as she has no special training, her best
-chance for employment is to learn short-hand and to use the typewriter.
-I understand that women proficient in this vocation can usually secure
-steady work at a fair wage. Though Mrs. Stuart would be unwilling to
-accept a direct gift of money, I feel confident that she would not
-refuse to let us put her in the position to become
-self-supporting--that is, defray the cost of the lessons necessary to
-make her a competent stenographer or office clerk. And I thought you
-might be glad to pay for these lessons--a matter of six months or so."
-
-Mr. Prentiss had taken up the paper-cutter again, and he passed the
-flat of the metal blade across his palm as though he were smoothing out
-his plan as well as the creases.
-
-"Gladly," she responded. "For as long as you desire. And, perhaps,
-when she has learned what is necessary, my brother may know of some
-opening for her down-town."
-
-"Very likely," answered Mr. Prentiss, with resonant acquiescence. "The
-same thought had occurred to me."
-
-"And, in the meantime, since you tell me that she is competent and
-refined, my secretary, who will have her hands full with the details of
-the wedding, may be able to give her occasional errands to do. You may
-tell her to call when her plans are adjusted and to ask for me."
-
-"Excellent. And we shall both be your debtors."
-
-Mrs. Wilson smiled graciously, showing the dimples in her cheeks. The
-demands made upon her for pecuniary aid were of daily, it might be said
-hourly, occurrence. Whoever in Benham was in search of money applied
-to her, and the post brought her solicitations from all sorts of
-people, among whom were the undeserving or importunate, as well as the
-needy or humanitarian. As lady bountiful, she purposed to exercise
-intelligent discrimination in her charities, and she accepted thanks as
-a tribute to that quality.
-
-"Come," she said, rising, "I will show you the presents. Only think,
-four hundred of them, and so many beautiful things! People have been
-so kind. Several of my brother's friends in New York have sent most
-exquisite tokens--a necklace of diamonds and pearls from Mr. Fenton the
-banker, a gold dessert service from his railroad ally, Mr. Kennard."
-
-She led the way from the drawing-room suite into the hall, where
-electricity in artistic guises illuminated the broad panellings, a
-splendid Terriers and three or four bronze or marble statuaries of rare
-merit, and up the stair-case to the next floor into what was known as
-the morning-room--an apartment where Mrs. Wilson conducted her affairs
-and did her reading and thinking. This was a combination of study and
-ęsthetic boudoir. There were seductive sofas and quaint capacious
-chairs supplied with brightly colored cushions, and dainty draperies,
-all in silken stuffs of patterns reminiscent of the Orient. Art, in
-its most delicate and spiritual forms, breathed from every object of
-furniture or decoration; from the small pictures--some in oils, some in
-water-colors--which merited and often demanded the closest scrutiny;
-from the few vases of entrancing shape and hue, from the interesting
-photographs in beautiful frames, from the curious and rare memorials of
-travel and wise choice of what cunning fingers had wrought with
-infinite labor. As in the rest of the house, there was still too much
-wealth of material, too much scintillation and conglomeration of color,
-but the intent had been--and not without success--to produce a more
-subtle atmosphere than prevailed outside, as of an inner temple.
-Prominent in one angle stood Mrs. Wilson's desk, rose-wood, inlaid with
-poetic gilt tracery, and littered with the correspondence of a busy
-woman. Books and other articles of daily use lying here and there
-without effort at order gave to the room the air of being the intimate
-abode of a human soul. Opening out of this was a private music-room,
-which was used by Mrs. Wilson and her daughter in preference to the
-large music-room on the street floor intended for musical parties and
-dances. Here were the wedding presents, a dazzling array of gold,
-silver, jewels, glass, china, and ornamental knick-knacks, tastefully
-arranged on tables introduced for the purpose. As they entered an
-attendant withdrew into the hall.
-
-"We have thought it more prudent to have a watchman on guard by night
-and day," explained Mrs. Wilson; "for I suppose it is true, as one of
-those ridiculous newspaper items asserts, that these gifts represent at
-least one hundred thousand dollars. By the way," she continued, with a
-gentle sigh, "it is so difficult to know what attitude to adopt with
-the newspaper people. If one refuses them the house, their
-sensibilities are hurt and they are liable to invent falsehoods or
-write disagreeable paragraphs. If they are allowed to inspect
-everything, they publish details which make one's heart sick, and make
-one appear a vain fool. How is a person in my position to be courteous
-toward the power of the press and yet to maintain the right to privacy?
-Is not this superb?" she added, holding up a crest of diamonds in the
-form of a tiara. "My brother's present to Lucille."
-
-"Beautiful--beautiful, indeed," murmured the clergyman. The sight of
-all these costly things was bewildering to his mind as well as to his
-eyes. "Ah, the press--the press, it is a problem, indeed. We would
-seem to have the right to individual privacy, would we not? And yet in
-this age of ours, pressure is so often used upon us to thrust our wares
-into the shop-windows--as in my case, sermons for newspapers of the
-most sensational class--on the plea of a wider usefulness, a closer
-touch with the wilderness of souls, that it is difficult to know where
-the rights of the public end as to what one has. What would seem to be
-vanity may often be only another form of philanthropy. And yet----"
-
-"And yet," interposed Mrs. Wilson, as she singled out an enchanting fan
-of gold and ivory and the most exquisite lace and spread it for his
-inspection, "why should I pander to the vulgar curiosity of the public?
-It is none of their business."
-
-"In a matter of this kind I quite agree with you. If they could see
-all these beautiful things, there might be some sense in it; but that
-would be out of the question, of course."
-
-"That will be the next step; our houses thrown open to the madding
-crowd. Six newspapers--two from New York--applied recently for leave
-to see the presents. I intended to refuse firmly, but to my
-astonishment Lucille seemed disappointed. It never occurred to me that
-she would not hate the publicity. She gave a little shriek and said,
-'Mamma, how dreadful!' and then added in the next breath, 'Everybody
-does it, and, as something is sure to be printed, might it not be
-better to make certain that it's correct?' A day or two later she was
-photographed in her tiara, and from what has transpired since I fear
-that the idea of publicity was not foreign to her thought. My child,
-Mr. Prentiss! Only think of it! One can never quite understand the
-point of view of the rising generation. I consulted Carleton, and he
-grew successively irate, contemplative, philosophical, and weak-kneed.
-In short, a week ago a reportorial woman, with the social appetite of a
-hyena and the keen-eyed industry of a ferret, passed the forenoon in
-the house and went away with a photograph of Lucille in the tiara. And
-what is worst of all, in spite of my humiliation at the whole
-proceeding, I am decidedly curious to see what she has written."
-
-The sound of voices in the morning-room broke in upon this confession.
-"Ah, here you are, Aunt Miriam! I have brought you an artistic
-masterpiece with a felicitous biography of the distinguished heroine.
-Behold and admire!"
-
-The speaker was Paul Howard, Mrs. Wilson's nephew. He advanced from
-the doorway with radiant, teasing face, holding out a newspaper at
-which he pointed delightedly. At his heels followed Lucille and
-Clarence Waldo, she protesting, yet betraying by her laughing confusion
-that her indignation was half-hearted; he stalking with self-important
-gravity save for a thin smile, the limit of his deliberate
-contributions to the gayety of nations unless under the influence of
-alcoholic conviviality. At men's gatherings there was a stage in the
-proceedings when Clarence Waldo became decorously mellow and
-condescended--indeed, expected to be asked--to sing one of three or
-four quasi-humorous ditties at his command, a function which he seemed
-to regard as an important social contribution and for which he
-practised in secret. Also, after luncheon or dinner, he was liable to
-lay down the law in loud tones in regard to current sporting affairs.
-But his habitual manner was languid and his expression cold, as though
-he feared to compromise himself by interest or enthusiasm. He was very
-tall. In the centre of his crown was a bald spot. He stooped
-slightly, and, except among his intimates, looked straight before him
-lest he might see someone whom he did not wish to know. In the rear of
-this family party came Carleton Howard, stepping firmly yet
-deliberately, as he always did, as though he walked abreast of Time,
-not tagging at her skirts like so many of his contemporaries--a fine
-figure of a man approaching sixty, with a large body, but not
-corpulent, a broad brow, a strong, defiant nose, iron-gray hair and a
-closely cut iron-gray mustache, clear, fearless, yet reflective eyes,
-and a mouth the pleasant tension of which indicated both determination
-and tact. He was smoking a cigar, and had come in from his own library
-to enjoy the bearding of his sister by the young people.
-
-
-
-
-IX
-
-Before Mrs. Wilson could ascertain what it was, Lucille made a dash at
-the newspaper. Paul thrust it behind his back.
-
-"Give it to me, Paul," demanded the young woman, imperiously. "I order
-you to give it to me," she reiterated, tapping her foot. "You are a
-hateful tease."
-
-[Illustration: "Give it to me, Paul," demanded the young woman
-imperiously]
-
-"Surely, my fair cousin, you're not going to deprive your mother of the
-satisfaction of gazing on this work of art, and reading this
-appreciative description of your personal charms? Can you not see how
-impatient she is to have it all to herself?"
-
-"You have certainly whetted my curiosity, Paul," said Mrs. Wilson.
-
-"I forbid you to show it to her."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"It is too ridiculous and foolish, and the picture--" Her criticism on
-that score instead of seeking words culminated in another spring, which
-Paul evaded by wheeling spryly about so that he still faced her.
-
-Paul Howard was an ornamental, attractive specimen of athletic,
-optimistic American youth; a fine animal of manly, well-knit
-proportions with no sign of physical weakness or of effeminacy in his
-person or his face. His countenance was open and ruddy; his eyes clear
-blue, his hair light brown. His lip was scrupulously clean-shaven,
-exposing the full, pleasant strength of his father's mouth. Indeed, in
-conformity with the prevailing fashion among his contemporaries, he
-wore neither mustache, beard, nor whiskers, as though in immaculate
-protest against every style of hirsute ornamentation, from the
-goat-like beard of Methodistical statesmanship to the spruce mustache
-and well-trimmed whiskers of men of the world of fifteen years earlier.
-He was a Harvard graduate; he had been on the foot-ball team, and a
-leading spirit in the social life of the college; had been around the
-globe since graduation, and spent nearly a year shooting big game in
-the Rockies and getting near to nature, as he called it, by living on a
-ranch. All this as preliminary to taking advantage of the golden spoon
-which was in his mouth at his birth. At twenty-three he had signified
-that he was ready to buckle down to the responsibilities of guarding
-and increasing the family possessions, an announcement delighting his
-father's heart, who had feared, perhaps, lest his only son might
-conclude to become merely a clubman or a poet. This was the fourth
-year of his novitiate, much of which had been spent in New York, where
-Mr. Howard, though his home was in Benham, had established a branch of
-his banking-house, at the head of which he intended presently to place
-Paul. On the young man's twenty-fifth birthday the magnate had made
-him a present of a million dollars so as to put him on his feet and
-permit him to support a wife. If this were a hint, Paul had taken it.
-Though absorbed in financial undertakings of magnitude (which had
-included the electric street-car combination hostile to the aspirations
-of Emil Stuart), he had wooed and wed one of the prettiest girls in
-Benham, and he possessed, not many blocks away, a stately establishment
-of his own. He was accustomed to walk hand in hand with prosperity,
-and this habit was reflected in the gay and slightly self-satisfied
-quality of his manliness.
-
-After foiling his cousin for a few moments, with a tantalizing smile, a
-new idea occurred to him. He held out the newspaper, saying, "Very
-well then, here it is. I dare you, Lucille, to destroy it. Nothing
-would induce you to part with it."
-
-Lucille snatched the sheet from his hand, and her ruffled hesitation
-indicated that to destroy it was the last thing she had intended. In
-another instant she tore the newspaper into strips with an air of
-disdain and cast them on the floor. Delighted at the success of his
-taunt, Paul stooped and gathering the fragments began to piece them
-together.
-
-"That is only a blind. She knows she can buy a dozen copies to-morrow.
-Listen, Aunt Miriam, to this gem which I have rescued: 'The fair bride
-has a complexion of cream of alabaster, with beautiful almond-shaped
-eyes, and hair of black lustre, which, rising from her forehead in
-queenly bands, seems the natural throne of the glittering diadem in the
-picture, one of her choicest bridal gifts.' Could anything be more
-exquisite and fetching?" He gave a laugh which was almost a whoop of
-exultation.
-
-"No matter, Lucille," said Mrs. Wilson, coming to her daughter's
-rescue. "It is only envy on Paul's part. The newspapers did not make
-half so much of his wedding." In her own heart she did not approve of
-the publicity, but the sense of importance which it conveyed was not
-without its effect even on her. Besides, the personal description,
-though florid in style, was to her maternal eyes not an exaggerated
-estimate of her daughter's charms.
-
-"The writer was evidently under the spell of her subject," said Mr.
-Prentiss, gallantly. Though tolerant of banter, especially at clerical
-gatherings, and partial to Paul Howard as one of the young men whom he
-desired to draw into closer union with the church, the idea of the
-possibilities of the newspaper as a dispenser of benefits was still in
-his mind, and served to minimize the vanity, if any, of his friend's
-daughter.
-
-"Quite naturally, Mr. Prentiss," retorted the tormenting Paul, "for the
-subject gave a private audience to the writer only a few days ago."
-
-Paul spoke from the desire to tease, not because he objected actively
-to the connivance of his cousin with the designs of the press. If the
-opportunity to do away with the whole practice of prying into and
-advertising private social matters had been presented to him, he would
-gladly have embraced it, and welcomed at the same time the further
-opportunity to tar and feather or duck the race of social reporters.
-But as an astute and easy-going American he recognized the prevalence
-of the habit, and though personally he tried to dodge with good humor
-the impertinent inquiries of press agents, he was not disposed to
-censure those who yielded to their importunities. Indeed, Paul Howard
-was so bubbling over with health prosperity, and a generally roseate
-conception of life as he saw it, that he shrank from active criticism
-of existing social conditions. He was a strong patriot, and it pleased
-him to believe that Americans were world-conquerors and world-teachers.
-Hence that it was the part of good Americans to join hands all round
-and, avoiding nice strictures, to put their shoulders to the wheel of
-progress.
-
-"How absurd you are, Paul," answered Lucille. "That woman badgered me
-with questions, and was positively pathetic into the bargain, for she
-confided to me that she hated the whole business, but that her bread
-and butter depended on it. She was certain to write something, and so
-rather than have everything wrong, I told her a few things."
-
-"And gave her your photograph in the tiara."
-
-"She asked for it. She saw it lying on the table. Wasn't that better
-than to be caricatured by some snap-shot with a camera?"
-
-The dire results of what would have ensued had she been less
-accommodating seemed so convincing to Lucille as she recited them that
-her tone changed from defence to conviction.
-
-"I know a woman," said Clarence Waldo, "who told her servants not to
-let any of those newspaper beggars inside the house, and what do you
-suppose happened? On the day of the wedding there appeared an
-insulting account of the affair with everything turned topsy-turvy and
-disparaging remarks about both families. It's an awful bore, but when
-people of our sort are married the public doesn't like to be kept in
-the dark, you know."
-
-"There! You see!" exclaimed Lucille, triumphantly.
-
-The description of this young lady which her cousin had read was
-fundamentally correct. Her eyes could scarcely be called
-almond-shaped, but their curves were more gradual than those of most
-American women, a feature which, in conjunction with her thin lips and
-thin, pointed nose, gave to her countenance an expression of
-fastidiousness, which was characteristic. She was an example of the
-so-called Gibson girl, with a tall and springy, yet slight, figure, and
-a race-horse air which suggested both mettle and disdain. She had been
-brought up on the theory of free development--a theory for which not
-her mother but the tendency of the day was responsible. Parents, when
-it comes to a choice in educational methods, are apt at heart to
-recognize their own personal ignorance, and those with the highest aims
-for their offspring are most likely to adopt the newest fashionable
-graft on human experience. We are perpetually on the look-out for
-discoveries which will enable our children to become the bright
-particular stars which we are not. So what more natural than that Mrs.
-Wilson, with her ardent bent for improving social conditions, should
-swallow--hook, bait, and sinker--the theory that the budding
-intelligence should be cajoled and humored, not thwarted and coerced?
-The idea thus pursued at kindergarten, that everything should be made
-easy and agreeable for the infant mind, had been steadily adhered to,
-and Lucille could fairly be said to have had her own way all her life.
-This own way had been at times bewildering, not to say disheartening,
-to her mother. Mrs. Wilson had expected and yearned for a soulful,
-aspiring, poetic daughter with an ambition for culture--herself, but
-reincarnated and much improved. Instead, Lucille had showed herself to
-be utterly indifferent to poetry, lukewarm in regard to culture, almost
-matter of fact in her mental attitude, and sedulously enamoured of
-athletic pursuits. She had a fancy for dogs. From fifteen to eighteen
-she had followed golf, tennis, and boating, hatless and with her
-sleeves rolled up to her elbows, a free and easy and rather mannerless
-maiden, Amazon-like in her bearing, but unlike an Amazon in that she
-was a jolly companion to the boys, who called her promiscuously by her
-Christian name, as she did them by theirs. Does such a process of
-familiarity dull the edge of romance? We do not yet know. Each rising
-generation provides new problems for the wise elders, and this was one
-of those which had kept Mrs. Wilson uneasy.
-
-She had looked forward to Lucille's formal introduction to society as a
-social corrective, and argued that, as soon as her daughter met the
-world face to face, there would be a modification both of Lucille's
-tastes and point of view. So strong is the emphasis laid by American
-mothers in fashionable society on what is called "the coming out" of
-their daughters that the concern engendered by the approach of the
-ordeal could fitly be described as a phase of hysteria. The true
-perspective of life becomes utterly and absurdly distorted by
-apprehension lest the dear child should not have "a good time" and by a
-fierce ambition that she should have a better "time" than her mates.
-As a consequence, competition--that absorbing passion of American
-character--is prone to take advantage of all the opportunities at its
-command, not merely to decorate the unprepossessing or provide the duck
-with the environment of the swan, but to make princesses out of goose
-girls by sheer gorgeous manifestations of the power of the almighty
-dollar. We all know that every woman in the world would prefer at
-heart to be called wicked rather than common, unless she were
-common--one of those extraordinary results of the tyranny of the social
-instinct which plays havoc with religious codes; and there is probably
-no country where the most socially adept are more intolerant of
-commonness than in democratic America--a fact which should be
-disconcerting to that form of socialism which yearns for a dead-level.
-Yet the tendency to exploit one's daughters by means of money and to
-exploit them even with barbaric splendor is current among our most
-socially sophisticated people.
-
-Mr. Carleton Howard's "coming-out" ball for his niece was the most
-splendid function which Benham had ever known, and for the next three
-years Lucille's life had been one round of social gayety, emphasized by
-the character of the things done in her behalf by her family, which
-were severally executed, if not conceived, in a spirit of emulation,
-though Mrs. Wilson would doubtless have resented the impeachment. Mrs.
-Wilson would have put the blame on the tendency of the age, arguing
-that American society was becoming more and more exacting in its
-Esthetic demands, and that one must conform to existing usage in order
-to lead. But an examination of the facts would reveal that whatever
-form of entertainment was given by her for Lucille, as, for instance,
-the four colored luncheons, when the food and the table ornaments were
-successively red, orange, blue, and heliotrope, and four sets of twelve
-young girls stuffed themselves through eight courses at mid-day, was
-carried out with a lavish accentuation of new and costly effects. It
-was currently recognized that at her house the cotillion favors and the
-prizes at games were worth having--silver ornaments, pretty fans,
-things of price--always a step beyond the last fashion, as though the
-world would not be content to stand still, but must be kept moving by
-more and more expensive social novelties.
-
-Though three years of this life had served to transform the mannerless
-Amazon into a socially correct and fastidious young woman, the result,
-nevertheless, was a secret disappointment to her mother, who had hoped
-that Lucille would develop intellectual or ęsthetic tastes under the
-influence of these many advantages. But what can a mother whose
-daughter prefers athletics to art, and fox terriers to philanthropy, do
-but make the best of it? Lucille had a will of her own and seemed to
-know exactly what she wished, which included marrying Clarence Waldo.
-To thwart her would be useless, to quarrel with her was out of the
-question. The only thing was to give her as brilliant a wedding as
-possible and hope for the best. And after all, the best was by no
-means out of the question. Lucille was young and was going to New
-York. There was no telling what a girl of twenty-one, with large means
-and the best social opportunities, might not become by the time she was
-thirty-five. Mrs. Wilson had herself cast sheep's eyes at New York as
-a residence before building her new house, but she had decided to
-remain dominant in a small puddle. There were compensations in doing
-so. She flattered herself that in this age of telephones and telepathy
-she was able to keep in touch with the metropolis and to get her social
-cues accordingly. But to have a daughter there would be interesting,
-provided all went well. The proviso should not be overlooked; for Mrs.
-Wilson had not lowered her own standards. She was merely trying to
-extract all the maternal comfort and pride she could out of the
-existing situation.
-
-"But, my dear Lucille," said Paul, intending a crushing blow to his
-cousin's returning assurance, "if you were really so anxious to escape
-notoriety, you had merely to mention it to father. A word from him
-would have silenced every newspaper in town."
-
-"Scarcely that--scarcely that, young man," interposed Mr. Howard in a
-tone of friendly authority. "Very possibly, had I expressed a
-preference, my wishes would have been respected by one or two
-newspapers where I happen to have some influence. But your statement
-is altogether too sweeping." He spoke incisively, as though he desired
-to deprecate the suggestion of the power attributed to him by his more
-impulsive son. "The press is jealous of its privileges and must be
-humored as a popular institution. And, after all, what does a little
-publicity matter? You mustn't mind what Paul says, Lucille. There's
-no reason to feel abashed because the public has been given a chance to
-see the most charming bride of the year."
-
-"Abashed? She is tickled to death," retorted Paul.
-
-Mr. Howard put his arm around his niece's shoulder in the guise of a
-champion. When controversy had reached the stage where adjustment was
-no longer possible, he was an uncompromising antagonist. But, as a
-successful man content with existing conditions, he deplored friction
-in all the relations of life, and to use an industrial phrase, liked to
-see everything running smoothly. He laughed incredulously, and patting
-Lucille's arm exclaimed, "Nonsense!" Then, accosting the clergyman, he
-added, "Now that this momentous matter has been disposed of, Mr.
-Prentiss, will you join me in a cigar in my own library?"
-
-Mr. Prentiss excused himself. He had work to do, and knew that if he
-remained he would be apt to stay late. But he was interested from a
-theoretic stand-point in the discussion to which he had been listening.
-
-"You evidently feel as I do, Mr. Howard," he said, "that there are two
-sides to the question of newspaper publicity, and that as good citizens
-we are not always at liberty to insist on privacy."
-
-Mr. Howard answered with the suave force and clearness which gave to
-all his utterances the effect of deliberate conviction. "Mr. Prentiss,
-I accept the institutions of my country as I find them, and try to make
-the best of them. There are those whose only pleasure seems to be to
-carp at what they do not wholly admire in our civic system. The press
-is one of the most powerful and useful forces of modern life. As such
-I value and support it, though I'm keenly alive to the flagrant evils
-and the cruel vulgarities for which it is daily responsible. But one
-can't afford as an American citizen to condemn as worthless and
-ill-begotten the things of which the people as a whole approve. We
-must compromise here as in so many matters in our complex civilization,
-and where trifles are concerned, be complacent even against our
-convictions."
-
-"Indisputably," said the clergyman. "In the constant faith that our
-tolerance will work for improvement."
-
-"Ah, but the newspapers are worse than ever," exclaimed Mrs. Wilson,
-with a sigh. "One has to wade through so much for so little. I read
-them scrupulously, because, if I do not, I'm sure to miss something
-which I would like to see. That sounds inconsistent. But why doesn't
-somebody establish a really first-class newspaper?"
-
-"Because a newspaper must be first of all a successful business
-enterprise in order to be able to exist," responded her brother. "It
-is a question of dollars and cents. All that will come presently. And
-we are really improving all the time. Just think of what a large and
-complicated industry a modern newspaper establishment has grown to be."
-He spoke as though he saw and wished to bring before his hearers' eyes
-the towering, mammoth homes of the press in all our large cities, the
-enforced outcome of the ever-increasing popular demand for the world's
-news. "Come, Paul," he said, putting his arm through his son's, "since
-Mr. Prentiss will not join us in a cigar we will leave these good
-people to their own devices, and go back to our work."
-
-Paul, with a pocket full of documents and with the obnoxious newspaper
-in his hand, had reached the door of his father's house just as Lucille
-and her betrothed were alighting from a carriage. Lured by his goading
-remarks they had followed him within and into his father's library,
-where at a safe distance he had vouchsafed his cousin glimpses of her
-tiara-crowned figure and read aloud choice extracts until the spirit
-had moved him to pass through the dividing door between the two
-establishments in search of his aunt. He had left home with the idea
-of an hour's confabulation with his father over certain schemes in
-which they were jointly interested--a frequent habit of his late in the
-evening. Mr. Carleton Howard never went to bed before one, and was
-invariably to be found after eleven in his library reading or
-cogitating, and always prepared at that quiet time to give his keenest
-intelligence to the issues presented to him.
-
-Father and son passed along through the secret passageway until they
-found themselves in Mr. Howard's capacious library. This superb room
-was the result of an architect's conscientious ambition to see what
-could be accomplished where his client was obviously willing to obtain
-excellence and had imposed on him no limits either in respect to space
-or expense. As regards size, it bore the same relation to the ordinary
-library of the civilized citizen that the Auditorium in Chicago bears
-to every-day hotels, or the steamship _Great Eastern_ bore to other
-ocean carriers. Consequently it was a little vast for strict cosiness.
-The huge stamped leather chairs and sofas, though inviting, seemed
-designed for persons of elephantine figure, in order perhaps to avoid
-being dwarfed. But the shelves upon shelves of books which covered
-completely from floor to ceiling two of the walls--choice editions in
-fine bindings--gained dignity from the superfluous dimensions. If it
-be said in this connection that, to one familiar with Mr. Howard's
-associations, the idea of many storied office buildings might occur,
-the answer is that he was responsible for nothing which the room
-contained except its large and admirable display of etchings, which,
-owing to almost weekly accretions, had begun to disarrange the original
-ęsthetic scheme of the designer. Mr. Howard had left everything else
-to his architect, but etchings were his hobby--one which had attracted
-his fancy years before by accident, and had retained its hold upon him.
-He was familiar now, as a man of sagacity and method, with the many
-bibliographical and ethnological treasures by which he was surrounded,
-and could exhibit them becomingly, but when the conversation turned on
-the etcher's art he was on firm ground and could talk as clearly and
-authoritatively as about his railroads.
-
-The banker chose his favorite seat, within comfortable distance of one
-of the fire-places, facing a beautiful polar bear-skin rug of
-extraordinary size. Close at hand was a large table with writing
-materials and such magazine literature or documents as he might wish to
-examine. Adjustable lights were at either elbow, and in the direct
-line of his vision as he ordinarily sat were two of his favorite works
-of art, an Albert Dürer and a Wenceslaus Hollar. He lighted another
-cigar and, after a few puffs, said:
-
-"That clergyman is decidedly a useful man. He has common sense and he
-has discretion."
-
-"He isn't at all a bad sort," responded Paul. Though guarded in form,
-this was intended as an encomium, just as when Paul meant that he had
-enjoyed himself thoroughly, he was apt to state that he had had a
-pretty good time. Anglo-Saxon youth is proverbially shy of enthusiasm
-of the lips lest it be suspected of freshness, as the current phrase
-is. "I wonder," he added a moment later as he stood with his back to
-the wood fire, straightening his sturdy shoulders against the
-mantel-piece, "if he really believes all the things he preaches. I'd
-just like to know for curiosity. I suppose he has to preach them even
-if he doesn't or else be fired out, and he compromises with himself for
-the mental reservation by the argument that if he were out of it
-altogether, his usefulness and occupation, like Othello's, would be
-gone. That's the way clergymen must have to argue nowadays, or there
-wouldn't be many of them left at the old stands."
-
-Though he spoke colloquially, and with an assurance which dispensed
-with reverence of treatment, Paul intended to express genuine interest
-and even sympathy. Knowing that his father's ideas on religious
-subjects were fundamentally liberal, perhaps he was not averse to
-shocking him in a mere matter of form. Mr. Howard was silent a moment,
-then replied:
-
-"In every walk of life it is necessary, from time to time, to sacrifice
-non-essentials for the sake of the essentials. As in everything else,
-so in religion. The world moves; opinions change. Human society
-cannot prosper without religion, and human society never needed its
-influence more than to-day. Sensible religion, of course."
-
-"All sensible men have the same religion. What is that? A sensible
-man never tells." Paul was quoting. He had heard his father more than
-once in his comments on the mysteries of life utter this Delphic
-observation. He laughed sweetly and fearlessly.
-
-Mr. Howard understood his son. They were good comrades. He was aware
-that though Paul felt free to jest at his remarks, his boy respected
-his intellect and would ponder what he said.
-
-"We agree about these things in the main, my dear Paul. If one were to
-go out on the housetops and proclaim one's scepticism concerning some
-of the supernatural dogmas which the mass of the people find comfort
-in, how would it benefit religion? The world will find out soon enough
-that it has been mistaken. But we can neither of us afford to forget
-that the security of human society is dependent on religion. One
-always comes back to that in the end."
-
-"It is good for the masses," said Paul, with a chuckle. "We, as the
-present lords of creation--captains of industry--should encourage it
-for the protection of our railroads, mines, and other glorious
-monopolies. That is one of the arguments with which the truly great
-salved their consciences before the French revolution."
-
-Mr. Howard frowned slightly. He knew that Paul was only half in
-earnest, but the reference to socialism was repellent to him, even
-though it was rhetorical. Why was he the possessor of twenty millions?
-Because he had been wiser and more long-sighted than his competitors,
-because he had used his clear brains to better advantage than other men
-year after year, planning boldly and executing thoroughly, making few
-mistakes and taking advantage of every opportunity. Because he had
-fostered his powers, and controlled his weaknesses. He was rich
-because, like a true American, he had conquered circumstances and
-moulded them for his own and the world's profit. Inequalities? Must
-there not always be inequalities so long as some men were strong and
-others weak, some courageous and others shiftless? And as for charity,
-God knew he was willing to do--was trying to do his part to help those
-who could not or would not help themselves, and to encourage all
-meritorious undertakings for the relief of human society.
-
-"Yes, we must humor the masses in this as in a thousand matters, and
-our protection is their protection. I am not disturbed by your
-insinuation, Paul. Ignorance and sloth and folly and false sentiment
-would bankrupt mankind in three generations if it were not for the
-modern captains of industry, as you call them."
-
-Mr. Howard spoke somewhat sternly, as one stating a proposition which
-was irrefutable and yet was sometimes overlooked by an ungrateful
-world. "Similarly," he continued, "it is one thing to be unorthodox in
-one's opinions and to discard as childish articles of faith to which
-the multitude adhere, another to deny the reality and force of
-religion. So, though I am a free thinker, if you will, I regard it as
-no inconsistency to uphold the hands of the church. On the contrary,
-every thoughtful man must realize that without religion of some sort
-the human race would become brutes again."
-
-"And your form is to present fifty or a hundred thousand to a hospital
-or a college whenever you happen to feel like it, which every clergyman
-will admit to be practical Christianity. You certainly give away
-barrels of money, father."
-
-"I can afford to." Mr. Howard was pleasantly but not vain-gloriously
-aware that he had given away a million dollars in the last three years.
-"In what better way can I share my profits with the public than by
-entrusting it to trained educators and philanthropists to spend for the
-common good? A great improvement, young man, on the theory that every
-man jack of us should be limited to the same wage, and originality,
-grit, and enterprise be pushed off the face of the earth."
-
-"Nevertheless it is tolerably pleasant to be your son," said Paul,
-smiling brightly from his post against the mantel-piece.
-
-"Yes. But you have responsibilities as my son, and pray do not imagine
-that I am blind to them. I have made the money." He paused a moment,
-for he was looking back along the vista of the years and recalling the
-succession of shrewd undertakings by which his property had grown from
-a few thousand dollars to imposing wealth. "I have made the money, and
-it is for you to keep and increase it--yes, increase it, remember--but
-to spend it freely and wisely. And if you ask me what is wisely, I can
-only answer that this is a problem for your generation. If you will
-only use the same pains in trying to solve it as I have in accumulating
-the money, you will succeed. You are fond, Paul, of exploiting radical
-propositions, of which you at heart disapprove, in order to test my
-self-control. Here is something, young man, to chasten your spirit and
-keep your imagination busy."
-
-"You see through me, father, don't you? But you'll admit that my
-familiarity with radical doctrines is a good sign, especially since I
-recognize their fallacies, for it shows that I sometimes think. Yes,
-it is a great responsibility, but I wouldn't exchange--not even with
-Gordon Perry."
-
-"With whom? Ah, yes, I remember; the attorney who was on the foot-ball
-team with you at Harvard. And why should you consider changing places
-with him?"
-
-"Because the mere question of dollars and cents interests him so
-little."
-
-"Ah! You have been employing him lately, I believe?"
-
-"Yes. I like to throw what I can in his way. He understands his
-business. We lunched together this morning. I enjoy his humor, his
-independence and his common sense, and at the same time his enthusiasm."
-
-"Concerning what?"
-
-"Most things except the price of railroad shares and the condition of
-the money market. We didn't refer to them once." Paul paused with a
-serio-comic sigh. Mr. Howard knocked the white ash from his cigar and
-responded:
-
-"One of the reasons for sending you to college was that you need not be
-confined in your conversation to the money market. Another that you
-should be free in life to do as you chose."
-
-"Don't be alarmed, father. You know well enough that nothing would
-induce me not to follow your lead. Give up business? I couldn't. I
-love the power and excitement of it. It's bred in the bone, I suppose."
-
-The banker's eyes kindled with pride in the son of his heart.
-
-"And it's because I know I'm myself that a fellow like Don Perry
-fascinates me," pursued Paul. "There's no nonsense in him. He objects
-to cranks and mere psalm-singers as much as I do. But he's absorbed in
-the social problems of the day--legislative questions, philanthropic
-questions, all the burning questions. 'And your young men shall see
-visions.' He is one of them. You will notice that I have not
-forgotten my Bible altogether, father."
-
-"We have, and to burn, reformers who see visions and proclaim them from
-platforms which have no underpinnings. What we need are reformers who
-will study and think before they speak, and not seek to destroy the
-existing structure of society before they have provided a serviceable
-substitute."
-
-"In other words, you are prepared to part with a portion of your
-worldly possessions, but you object to wholesale confiscation?" Having
-indulged in this pleasantry Paul took from the table a packet of papers
-which he had brought with him, as though to show that he had not
-forgotten business concerns. "Speaking of the existing structure of
-society," he continued, "Don and I got into a religious discussion.
-That is, I found myself holding a brief for the proposition, which I
-had read somewhere or other, that religion and capital are in alliance
-against every-day men and women, in order to preserve existing social
-conditions. Don't look so shocked, father. There are two sides to
-every question, and I was curious to see how Don would look at this."
-
-"And how did he look at it?" inquired Mr. Howard, coldly, seeing that
-he was expected to display interest.
-
-"He wouldn't deny that there was some truth in the proposition, but he
-agreed with you, father, that whatever else is true or false, the world
-will never be able to dispense with religion. But he says, too, that
-it must be sensible religion. Just what you said, isn't it? And when
-two such intelligent individuals come to the same conclusion, it is
-time for a sceptic like myself to take off his hat to the church. You
-heard me just now concede that the Rev. Mr. Prentiss is not at all a
-bad lot."
-
-"Paul, you are sometimes incorrigible. You have common sense when it
-comes to action, I admit, but you have a perverse fondness for
-harboring all the philosophical sewage of the age. I trust that your
-friend Perry brought you up with a round turn."
-
-"Oh, he did," said Paul, with mock meekness, as he sorted his
-documents. "We must get to work or else I'd tell you about it. He was
-very interesting. As to aggregations of capital, Don was highly
-conservative too. He recognizes that they will last far beyond our
-time. For a seeker after ultimate truth, I thought that extremely
-reasonable." Whereupon Paul indulged in a laugh of bubbling, melodious
-mirth.
-
-Mr. Howard made no comment, but threw the butt of his cigar into the
-fire-place with the emphasis of one expelling folly by the scruff of
-the neck, and composed his features for business.
-
-
-
-
-X
-
-Constance consented to be taught typewriting and stenography at the
-expense of Mrs. Randolph Wilson. She decided that to refuse an offer
-which would enable her presently to become self-supporting would be
-false pride. She acknowledged as sound, under her present
-circumstances, Mr. Prentiss's assertion that it was no less the duty of
-the unfortunate to accept bounty within proper limits than of the
-prosperous to give. She consented also at his instance to call upon
-her benefactress.
-
-Any encouragement on the part of Constance would have induced Mr.
-Prentiss to raise a subscription to pay off the second mortgage on the
-house incurred by Emil, and thus provide her with a home. But at the
-first hint of such a thing she shook her head decisively. A very
-different thought was in her mind. Emil was still alive and liable for
-the bills which he had incurred for the expenses of the canvass, but
-she felt that the six hundred dollars which he had withheld from his
-client as an enforced loan must be paid at once or the good name of her
-children would be tarnished. His appropriation of this money on the
-eve of his disappearance was damning in its suggestion; but she had
-thankfully adopted and was clinging tenaciously to the explanation
-proffered by one of the easy-going and good-natured co-tenants of the
-office occupied by her husband, that the money had been borrowed to
-carry out a speculation, and that Emil had meant to return it. Did not
-the broker's report of the purchase and sale, found among the papers in
-Emil's desk, support this? She realized fully that from the mere
-stand-point of legal responsibility his motive was immaterial. But
-with her knowledge of his characteristics and of the past she felt that
-she had the right to insist on the theory that he had been led astray
-by sanguine anticipations which, as usual, had been disappointed. His
-conduct had been weak and miserable, and exposed him to obloquy, but it
-was not the same as deliberate theft. As a mother, she was solicitous
-to treat the transaction as a loan and to repay it without delay. The
-world might not discriminate, but for herself and for the children the
-distinction was essential.
-
-Having been informed how matters stood, and that there was probably
-still some small value left in the house over and above the two
-mortgages, she thought she saw an opportunity to discharge this vital
-obligation. Accordingly, when she found that the clergyman was still
-considering means for rescuing her home, she disclosed her theory and
-her purpose.
-
-"My husband borrowed that money, Mr. Prentiss. He expected to be able
-to return it. I am sure of this. It was just like him. People think
-it was something worse because of what was in the newspapers. But,
-guilty as he was, he would not have done that. This being so, I am
-anxious to have the mortgages foreclosed, or whatever is necessary
-done, and to have what is left returned to the woman whose money he
-borrowed. It was six hundred dollars, and there is the interest. You
-told me you thought there would be over five hundred left, if the
-mortgagee was disposed to be reasonable."
-
-Although Mr. Prentiss may have had doubts whether Emil Stuart was
-entitled to the distinction drawn by his wife, he understood and
-admired her solicitude. "I see," he said. "I am told that the value
-of real estate in the neighborhood of your house has improved somewhat,
-and that you ought to get at least five hundred dollars. But in any
-event the money which your husband borrowed shall be returned. You
-need give yourself no further concern as to this; I will see that it is
-done."
-
-Constance shook her head again. "It wouldn't be the same if anyone
-else were to pay it," she said directly.
-
-"So it would not. You are right," he replied with equal promptness,
-admitting the accuracy of her perception, which had confounded his too
-glib generosity. "Unless you paid it, you would feel that you had no
-right to consider that the money had been borrowed."
-
-"Though I am certain of it."
-
-"Precisely--precisely. I understood what you desired, and it was
-unintelligent of me to bungle." A confession of lack of intelligence
-by Mr. Prentiss signified not merely deliberate self-mortification, but
-was offered as a tribute to the mental quality of his visitor. He had
-chosen a word which would have been wasted on or misinterpreted by the
-ordinary applicant for counsel, that he might let her perceive that he
-was alive to the nicety of her spiritual intuitions. They were at his
-house--in his comfortable, attractive library--and he understood now
-that the object of her call had been conscientious eagerness to
-discharge this debt. There was nothing for him to do but acquiesce in
-her requirements, and to thank God for this manifestation of grace.
-This quiet, simple directness, which separated the right from the wrong
-with unswerving precision, proceeding from the lips and eyes of this
-pale but interesting woman in faded garb, was fresh and invigorating
-testimony to the vitality of the human soul exposed to the stress of
-sordid, workaday realities and unassisted by the choicer blessings of
-civilization.
-
-Mr. Prentiss pressed her hand with a new warmth as he bade her good-by.
-"You must come to see me often," he said. "Not for your needs only,
-but for mine. It helps me to talk with you. And I shall keep my eye
-on you and see that you get work."
-
-As the upshot of this conversation, Constance surrendered her house to
-the mortgagee and received six hundred and fifty dollars for her
-interest in the equity. The small sum remaining after the claim of
-Emil's client had been satisfied was supplemented presently by the sale
-of that portion of the furniture unavailable in the tenement into which
-she moved, so that she had about a hundred dollars saved from the wreck
-of her former fortunes. The tenement consisted of two sunny rooms in a
-new apartment house for people of humble means, built by a real estate
-investor with progressive business instincts from plans suggested by
-the Home Beautifying Society of Benham, an aggregation of philanthropic
-spirits, of which Mrs. Wilson was one of the vice-presidents. Here
-light, the opportunity for cleanliness, and some modern fixtures,
-including a fire-escape, were obtainable at a moderate rental; and
-while the small suites were monotonous from their number and
-uniformity, their occupants could fitly regard them as a paradise
-compared with the old-fashioned homes for the poor supervised solely by
-the dull mercy of unenlightened landlords. Though this was a business
-enterprise, the owner had felt at liberty even to give some artistic
-touches to the exterior, and altogether it could be said that the
-investment represented a model hive of modern workingmen's homes from
-the point of view of Benham's, and hence American philanthropic
-commercial aspiration. The structure--Lincoln Chambers, it was
-called--was on the confines of the poorer section of the city where,
-owing to the spread of trade, the expansion of the homes of the people
-was forced further to the south. From two of her windows Constance
-looked out on vacant lands but half redeemed from the grasp of nature,
-a prospect littered with the unsightly disorder of a neighborhood in
-the throes of confiscation by a metropolis; but the mongrel character
-of the vicinity was to her more than atoned for by the fresh air and
-the wide expanse of horizon. Her home was on the eighth story--there
-were ten stories in all--and on the roof there was an arrangement of
-space for drying clothes which seemed to bring her much closer to the
-impenetrable blue of the sky. As under the influence of this communion
-she gave rein to introspection and fancy, her thoughts harbored for the
-moment chiefly thankfulness. The stress of her plight had been
-relieved. Discriminating kindness had enabled her to get a fresh hold
-on life without loss of her self-respect. What mattered it that her
-social lot must be obscure, and that she had become one of the
-undistinguishable many whose identity was lost in this towering
-combination of small and uniform tenements? She had still a roof over
-her children's heads and a legitimate prospect of being able to support
-them without accepting the bitter bread of charity. Yes, she had
-become one of the humblest of human strugglers, but her abounding
-interest in these two dear possessions made not only her duty plain but
-her opportunity inspiring and almost golden. The mortification and
-anguish of the past she would never be able to forget entirely, but she
-would make the most of this new chance for world-service and happiness.
-
-It had been necessary to sign some papers in order to convey her
-interest in the equity of her house, and she went for the purpose to
-the office of the mortgagee's lawyer. He was a young man, somewhat
-over thirty, with a noticeably frank face and lucid utterance and kind,
-intelligent eyes. As he handed her the six hundred and fifty dollars
-it occurred to her that she would like to employ him to satisfy Emil's
-obligation. She preferred not to have a personal interview with the
-creditor lest she be obliged to listen to recriminations against her
-husband, and she was loth to bother Mr. Prentiss. So she broached the
-matter, stating briefly that it was a debt which her husband had
-intended to pay before his departure. She had already discovered when
-the papers were signed that the attorney was aware that she had been
-deserted, and neither did she supply nor did he seek enlightenment
-beyond the bare explanation offered. Nevertheless, it was obvious to
-Constance, despite his professional reserve, that he was alive to the
-import of the transaction for which she was employing him, and that it
-had inspired in him more than a mere business interest. There was a
-gentle deference in his manner which seemed to suggest that he knew he
-was charged with a delicate mission and that he would fulfil it
-scrupulously. She liked the straightforward simplicity of his address,
-which was both emphasized and illuminated by the intelligent, amiable
-glint of his eyes which indicated independence and humor, as well as
-probity. As she rose to go, Constance realized that she had forgotten
-his name, and was on the point of opening the receipt for the money
-which he had given her, in order to ascertain it, when he reached out
-and taking some cards from one of the pigeon-holes of his desk handed
-them to her.
-
-"I shall write to you the result of my interview, Mrs. Stuart, and send
-you a written discharge. Here are a few of my business cards. I hope
-that none of your neighbors will need the assistance of a lawyer, but
-if they do, that is my profession, and I intend to do the best I can
-for my clients."
-
-There was a pleasant earnestness in his tone which saved his speech
-from the effect of mere solicitation. It seemed to Constance as though
-he had said not merely that he was eager to get on, but that he stood
-ready to help those who like herself had need to bring their small
-affairs to a sympathetic and upright counsellor. She had asked him
-previously what his charge would be for securing a release of the claim
-against Emil. He had hesitated for a moment and she had been
-apprehensive lest he might say that it would be nothing, but he had
-replied that it would be three dollars.
-
-She glanced at the cards and read the name--Gordon Perry, Attorney and
-Counsellor-at-Law, 144 Baker St. Their interview had been in an inner
-office--a room of moderate size, near the roof of a modern building,
-with a fine view, eclipsing that of her own flat, and furnished,
-besides a couple of chairs, with rows of law books and a few large
-photographs of legal celebrities. On the way out she passed through
-the general office, where there were more chairs, several of them
-occupied by visitors who had been waiting for her interview to come to
-an end, more shelves of books, and two or three desks, at one of which
-a woman type-writer was sitting at work. The click of the machine
-sounded melodiously in Constance's ears, and she turned her glance in
-that direction, in wistful anticipation of the time when she would have
-similar employment. On her arrival her gaze had been introspective,
-but now that her errand was over she felt the inclination to observe
-external things. As she closed the outer door she saw that the glass
-panel bore a painted inscription similar to that of the card--Gordon
-Perry, Attorney and Counsellor-at-Law. She reflected that he had been
-courteous and sympathetic to her, and she felt sure that he was to be
-trusted, notwithstanding the rude shock which Emil's perfidy had given
-to her faith in her own powers of discrimination. There are some
-dispositions which are turned to gall and forever charged with
-suspicion by a great shock to love and faith as sweet milk turns to
-vinegar at the clap of a thunder-storm. There are others whose horizon
-is cleared by the bitterness of the blow, and who, partly from
-humility, partly from an instinctive revolt against the doctrine of
-despair, readjust their perspectives and harbor still the god-like
-belief that they can know good from evil.
-
-Preliminary to beginning her lessons, Constance had still her call to
-make on Mrs. Wilson. The new fashionable quarter of Benham, beyond the
-river Nye, was scarcely more than a name to her, though, especially in
-the early days of her marriage, she had from time to time included this
-in her Sabbath saunterings with her husband, and she remembered Emil's
-having pointed out in terms of irony the twin mansions of Mr. Carleton
-Howard and his sister in process of erection. She had not felt
-envious, but when Emil, after inveighing against the extravagance of
-millionaires, had with characteristic inconsistency, as they stood
-gazing at the walls of these modern palaces, asserted that he intended
-some day to have a house of this kind, she had wondered what it would
-be like, and had contrasted for a moment the lives of the dwellers in
-this locality with her own, with a sudden appreciation of the power of
-material circumstances and a wistful curiosity to be translated into an
-experience which should include white-aproned maids, drawing-room
-draperies, and a private equipage as daily accessories. She had
-silently wondered, too, pondering without abetting her husband's
-caustic cue, how this contrast was to be reconciled with what she had
-been taught of American notions of social uniformity and the
-subordination of the unnecessary vanities and splendor of life to
-spiritual considerations. It was puzzling, and yet the manifestations
-of these discrepancies were apparently in good repute and becoming more
-obvious as the city grew in population and importance.
-
-It is the personal equation in this world which forces truths most
-clearly upon our attention. So it was that Constance on her way to
-Mrs. Wilson's was fully alive to the fact--not bitterly, but
-philosophically and equably--that, despite the theory of democratic
-social institutions which she had imbibed, actual conditions in Benham
-were repeating the old-world distinctions between the powerful and the
-lowly, the rich and the impecunious. There was no blinking the
-knowledge that she was living obscurely in a flat on the lookout for
-the bare necessaries of existence, while the woman she was going to see
-was a woman of wealth and importance, to whom she was beholden for the
-opportunity of a new start. Obviously, the American experiment had not
-succeeded in doing away with the distinctions between rich and poor,
-though patriotic school-books had given her to understand that there
-were none, or rather that such as existed were spiritual and in favor
-of people of humble means. Constance could be sardonic if she chose,
-but like most women she had little taste for irony. On the other hand,
-she had a yearning to see things clearly which her misfortunes had only
-served to intensify.
-
-As she entered Mrs. Wilson's house a new emotion superseded this
-consciousness of contrast. She had expected to be somewhat edified by
-the decorations and upholsteries, and had felt a mild curiosity
-regarding them. But she was wholly unprepared for the superb and
-spacious surroundings in which she found herself. She walked
-bewildered through the august hall behind the solemn, fastidious
-man-servant, who, when she had disclosed her name and errand, ushered
-her into the reception-room, which served as an ante-chamber to the
-vista of elegant connecting drawing-rooms. While she waited for Mrs.
-Wilson she sat gazing with surprise and admiration at the costly and
-elaborate furnishings and ornaments. It was not that such things were
-beyond the experience of her imagination at least, for, though she had
-never been abroad, she felt familiar, through books, with the
-appearance of splendid houses. She had seen pictures of them, and was
-not without definite impressions of grandeur. But she had not expected
-to behold them realized in the social life of Benham. If the discovery
-was, spiritually speaking, a slight shock, it was a far greater source
-of delight. Neat as wax herself, but confined both by poverty and
-early associations to sober hues, she found in the close presence of
-these bright, seductive, and artistic effects a sort of revelation of
-the power of beauty which thrilled her deliciously. Here was the
-culmination of the movement in ęsthetic expression of which, as
-revealed in shop windows and on women's backs, she had for some time
-been vaguely aware, but in which she had been forbidden by the rigor of
-her life to participate. The full meaning of this as an ally to human
-happiness now burst upon her, and gave her a new joy, though it
-emphasized the lowliness of her own station.
-
-The aspect and greeting of Mrs. Wilson gave the crowning touch to her
-pleasure by adding the human complement to the situation. She was
-facing a smiling, gracious personality whose features, bearing, and
-gown alike were fascinating and distinguished. Constance felt no
-inclination to be obsequious. Her native birthright of unconscious
-ease stood her in good stead. At the same time she desired to appear
-grateful. She had come to thank the lady of the house, and it was
-obvious that the lady of the house was a superior individual. What a
-melodious voice she had, and what a pretty dress! How becoming her
-crinkly, grizzled hair! What an interesting expression, what a
-sympathetic light in her eyes! Constance noted these points with
-womanlike avidity during their interchange of greetings. Mrs. Wilson
-asked her to sit down.
-
-"I have heard all about you from Mr. Prentiss, Mrs. Stuart," she said,
-evidently intending by this comprehensive remark to obviate for her
-visitor the necessity of recurring to a painful past. "He tells me
-that you have shown great courage. He tells me also that you have left
-your house and moved into Lincoln Chambers--the new dormitory built
-under the supervision of our Home Beautifying Society."
-
-"Yes; it is very comfortable. We get a glimpse of the country from our
-windows."
-
-"I know. That is a conspicuous factor in its favor. Light and fresh
-air, good plumbing, pure milk, a regular, even though small, supply of
-ice--these are some of the invaluable aids to health and happiness for
-all of us, and especially for those upon whom the stress of life falls
-most heavily. You can command all of these where you are. You have
-two children, I believe?"
-
-"Yes. A boy of seven and a girl of six."
-
-"They will be a great comfort to you."
-
-"I do not know what I should have done without them."
-
-The pride of maternity encouraged by courtesy drew from Constance this
-simple avowal of the heart. Though she was not unconscious that Mrs.
-Wilson's friendliness was imbued with patronage, it was sweet to open
-her heart for a moment to another woman--and to a woman like this.
-
-"And you have planned to pursue type-writing as an occupation?"
-
-"Yes; I begin my lessons to-morrow, owing to you. I came to thank you
-for your generosity. It was----"
-
-"I understand. I am very glad that there was something I could do for
-you. I was interested when Mr. Prentiss spoke to me concerning your
-necessities and your zeal; I am even more interested now that we have
-met. I am told by those best informed that there is steady employment
-for accomplished stenographers. It may be that my own private
-secretary--a woman who, like yourself, had her own way to make--will be
-able to send for you presently. My daughter is to be married before
-long, and there will be errands to be run and things to be done
-down-town and in the house, if you would not object to making yourself
-generally useful."
-
-"I shall be grateful for any employment which you can give me."
-
-"I shall remember." Mrs. Wilson smiled sweetly. She had felt her way
-decorously, but was pleased to find an absence of false pride in her
-visitor, who was obviously a gentle woman, though lacking the
-advantages of wardrobe and social prestige--as she reflected, a sort of
-Burne-Jones type of severe ęstheticism, with a common-sense
-individuality of her own, and an agreeable voice. "It will be a little
-discouraging at first, I dare say, until you acquire facility in your
-work; but I feel certain that in a short time you will be not only
-self-supporting but happy. A woman with two young children can really
-live on very little if she is provident and discerning. It is the man
-who eats. Have you ever studied the comparative nutritive properties
-of foods?"
-
-Constance shook her head.
-
-"I will send you a little pamphlet in regard to this. Many Americans
-eat more meat than they require; more Americans are wasteful, and
-ignorant of food values. Housewives of moderate means who approach
-this subject in a serious spirit can learn how to nourish adequately
-the human body at a far less cost than their unenlightened sisters.
-Cereals, macaroni, milk, bread and butter, cheese--they are all
-nutritive and easy to prepare. If I may say so, you appear to me just
-the woman to appreciate these modern scientific truths, and to make the
-most of them."
-
-It seemed to Constance that she had never heard anyone speak more
-alluringly. What was said interested her, and she was pleased by the
-flattering personal allusion at the close, but every other effect was
-subordinated for her at the moment to the charm of expression, or,
-indeed, to Mrs. Wilson's whole magnetic personality as shown in looks
-and words. She had never before come in personal contact with anything
-just like it, and it fascinated her. An admiration of this sort would
-have promptly generated envy and dislike in some women, but in
-Constance it awoke interest and ambition. Although she felt that she
-had stayed long enough, she was loth to go, so absorbed was she by the
-consummate graciousness and sympathetic fluency, by the effective gown
-and elegant personal details of her hostess. She rose at last, and,
-impelled to make some acknowledgment of her emotions, said, wistfully,
-yet in nowise abashed:
-
-"What a beautiful house this is! I have never seen anything like it
-before. It must be a great pleasure to live here."
-
-The frank artlessness of this tribute was grateful to Mrs. Wilson.
-"Yes, we think it beautiful. We have tried to make it so. Would you
-like to walk through some of the other rooms?"
-
-Constance was glad to accept this invitation. As they proceeded Mrs.
-Wilson let the apartments speak for themselves, adding only an
-occasional phrase of enlightenment. She was pleased with her visitor,
-and divined that words were not needful to produce the proper
-impression. Constance walked as in a trance, admiring unreservedly in
-thought the splendor, elegance, and diversity of the upholsteries and
-decoration, admiring also the graceful magnetic woman beside her whose
-every gesture and intonation seemed attuned to the exquisite
-surroundings. As they parted Constance said:
-
-"This has been a great pleasure to me." She added, "I had no idea that
-people here--in this country--had such beautiful homes, such beautiful
-things."
-
-There was no repugnance in the confession, but a mere statement of fact
-which suggested satisfaction rather than umbrage at the discovery,
-although the ethical doubt of the relevancy of these splendors to
-American ideals was a part of her sub-consciousness. Mrs. Wilson's
-response gave the finishing touch to this passive doubt. That lady had
-recognized that she was not dealing with dross but a sensitive human
-soul, and had refrained from didactic utterances. Yet she felt it her
-duty, or rather her duty and her mission combined, to take advantage of
-this opportunity to sow the seed of culture in this rich but unploughed
-soil by a deft and genuine illustration.
-
-"The spirit which has accomplished what you see here can be introduced
-into any home, Mrs. Stuart, and work marvels in the cause of beauty,
-health, and decency," she said with incisive sweetness, her head a
-little on one side. "Because one is poor it is not necessary to have
-or foster ugly, inartistic, and sordid surroundings. A little thought,
-a little reverence for ęsthetic truth will not enable those of
-restricted means to live in luxury, but it will serve to keep beauty
-enshrined in the hearts of the humblest household--beauty and her
-hand-maidens, cleanliness, hygiene, and that subtle sense of the
-eternal fitness of things which neither neglects to use nor
-irreligiously mismates God's glorious colors. We as a people have been
-loth to recognize the value of artistic merit as an element of the
-highest civilization. Until recently we have been content to cultivate
-morality at the expense of ęsthetic feeling, and have only just begun
-to realize that that type of virtue which disdains or is indifferent to
-beauty is like salt without savor. There is no reason why in its way
-your home--your apartment--should not be as faithful to the spirit of
-beauty as mine. Do you understand me? Do I make myself clear?" Her
-mobile face was vibrant with the ardor of proselytism.
-
-Constance looked at her eagerly. "I think I understand," she said.
-"But," she added, "I might not have understood unless I had seen this
-house--unless I had seen and talked with you." She paused an instant,
-for the vision of her own tenement as a thing of beauty, alluring as
-was the opportunity, had to run the gauntlet of her common sense. Then
-she asked a practical question. "If one had aptitude and experience, I
-can see that much might be accomplished. But how is one with neither
-to be sure of being right?"
-
-Conscious of these honest, thoughtful eyes--eyes, too, in which she
-felt that she discerned latent charming possibilities--Mrs. Wilson had
-an inspiration which satisfied herself fully as she thought of it later.
-
-"There is often the great difficulty--also the obstacle to those who
-labor in that vineyard. But in your case I am sure that you have only
-to search your own heart in order to find the spirit of beauty. After
-all, the artistic sense is fundamentally largely a matter of character."
-
-Constance went on her way with winged feet. She felt uplifted by the
-interview. Her starved senses had been refreshed, and her imagination
-imbued with a new outlook on life, which though foreign, if not
-inimical, to some of her past associations, she already perceived to be
-vital and stimulating.
-
-
-
-
-XI
-
-Three months later, on a rare day in early June, Miss Lucille Wilson
-was made Mrs. Clarence Waldo, in the presence of a fashionable company.
-Journalistic social tittle-tattle had engendered such lively public
-interest that the neighborhood of St. Stephen's was beset by a throng
-of sight-seers--chiefly random women--who for two hours previous to the
-ceremony occupied the adjacent sidewalks and every spot which would
-command a glimpse of the bride and guests. A force of policemen
-guarded the church against the incursion of the multitude. Yet perhaps
-the patient waiters felt rewarded for their pains, inasmuch as the
-heroine of the occasion, after alighting from her carriage, stood for
-an instant at the entrance to the canopy before proceeding, as though
-she were willing to give the world a brief opportunity to behold her
-loveliness and grandeur. For those with pocket cameras there was time
-enough for a snap-shot before she was lost to sight.
-
-Within the church were gay silks and nodding bonnet plumes and imposing
-formalities. Six maids, each wearing as a memento an exquisite locket
-encrusted with diamonds, and six ushers with scarf-pins of a pearl set
-in a circle of tiny rubies, escorted the bride to the altar, where the
-Rev. Mr. Prentiss and two assistant priests were in attendance. When
-the happy pair had been made man and wife a choir of expensive voices
-chanted melodiously "O Perfect Love," and the procession streamed down
-the aisle on its way to the wedding-breakfast. This was served by a
-New York caterer on little tables with all the gorgeous nicety of which
-he was capable. Though June is a month when most delicious things are
-to be had, an effort had evidently been made to procure delicacies
-which were not in season. The effect of a jam of guests elbowing for
-their food, as is usual on such occasions, would have lacerated Mrs.
-Wilson's sensibilities. Her house was large, so she had been able to
-invite her entire social acquaintance without crowding her rooms, and
-her instructions had been that there should be numerous deft waiters in
-order that each guest might come under the benign influence of personal
-supervision. Accordingly everyone was pleased and in good spirits
-unless it were the bridegroom, and the doubt in his case was suggested
-only by the impassiveness of his countenance at a time when it should
-properly have been the mirror of his heart's joy. Perhaps he had not
-fully recovered from the farewell dinner given him by his stag friends,
-as newspaper women are apt to designate a bachelor's intimates, where
-he had seen fit to express his emotion by drinking champagne to the
-point when he became musically mellow, a curious and singularly
-Anglo-Saxon prelude to the holy rite of matrimony. Nevertheless, he
-was dignified if unemotional; and his frock coat, built for the
-occasion, his creased trousers, and mouse-colored spats were
-irreproachable.
-
-When the hour came for the bride and groom to depart there were so many
-sight-seers about the door that the police had to keep the public at
-bay in order to afford the happy pair a clear passage to the carriage;
-and also to give the blithe young men and women ample scope for the
-discharge of the rice and slippers which convention prescribes shall be
-hurled at those who set forth on their honeymoon in the blaze of social
-distinction. For a moment the fun was furious, and, the contagion
-spreading to the spectators, a cheer partly of sympathy, partly of
-derision broke forth as the spirited horses, bewildered by the shower
-of missiles, bounded away toward the station. Two hatless, exhilarated
-youths chased the retreating victims down the street, one of whom
-skilfully threw an old shoe so that it remained on the top of the
-vehicle. When the young couple entered the special Pullman car
-reserved for them the newsboys were already offering papers containing
-full accounts of the wedding ceremony, including a list of the guests
-and of the presents with their donors, large pictures of the bride and
-groom, and diverse cuts reproductive of the salient features of what
-one of the scribes designated as the most imposing nuptials in Benham's
-social history.
-
-And so they were married. And sorry as she was to lose her daughter,
-Mrs. Wilson was thankful to have it all over, and to be able to settle
-down once more and unreservedly to the schemes for social regeneration
-which had shared with maternal affection the energies of her adult
-mind. To a certain extent these interests had been rivals,
-unconsciously and involuntarily so, but it has already been intimated
-that Lucille was not the kind of girl her mother had intended her to
-be, and lacked the sympathies which might have made Mrs. Wilson's
-interests virtually one. To give Lucille all which a modern parent
-could give and to see her happily married had been her paramount
-thought. This was now accomplished. The child had received every
-advantage which wealth could supply, and every stimulus which her own
-intelligence could suggest. Lucille had not chosen the husband she
-would have picked out for her. Still Lucille loved him, and since fate
-had so ordained it, and they had become husband and wife, she was
-determined to be pleased, and she felt in a measure relieved. The main
-responsibility was at an end, and she could now enjoy her daughter's
-married state, and was free to give almost undivided thought to her
-social responsibilities.
-
-Accordingly on the days which followed the wedding Mrs. Wilson shut
-herself up in her study, and with the aid of her private secretary
-proceeded to dispose of her accumulated correspondence, and to put her
-personal affairs to rights. June was the fag end of the social year.
-Many of those who had been energetic in social enterprises since the
-autumn were now a little jaded and on the eve of departure for the
-country, the Lakes, the Atlantic coast or Europe, in search of that
-respite from the full pressure of modern life which all who can afford
-it in our large cities now endeavor to procure for themselves.
-Nevertheless it was the best time to look the field over and to sow the
-seeds of new undertakings by broaching them to those whose support she
-desired by a short note of suggestion which could be mulled over during
-the summer. It was not the season to extract definite promises from
-allies or to enlist new recruits, but essentially that for exploiting
-ideas which might bear fruit later when the brains and sensibilities of
-Benham's best element had been rested and refreshed. Mrs. Wilson had
-numerous charities, clubs in furtherance of knowledge and classes
-promoting hygienic or ęsthetic development to be pondered. For some of
-these--the struggling annual charities--methods like a fair or
-theatricals must be devised in order to raise fresh annual funds. The
-progressive courses of the past winter, such as the practical talks to
-young mothers, with live babies as object-lessons, and lectures on the
-relaxation of the muscles, must be superseded by others no less
-instructive and alluring. Then again new blood must be introduced into
-the various coteries which worked for the regeneration and
-enlightenment of the poor to make good the losses caused by matrimony
-or fickleness, and new schemes originated for retaining the attention
-of the meritorious persons to be benefited. In this last connection
-the idea of a course which should emphasize the importance to every
-woman of learning something on which she could fall back for
-self-support, suggested by Mrs. Stuart's plight, now recurred to her as
-timely. And besides these public interests there were the--perhaps
-more absorbing because more flattering--numerous personal demands on
-her sympathies and time made by other women--women largely of her own,
-but of every walk. Here it seemed to her was her most precious
-vineyard, for here the opportunity was given for soul to compass soul
-in an affinity which blessed both the giver and the receiver of
-spiritual benefits. Sometimes the need which sought her was that of
-the sinful woman, eager to rehabilitate herself. Sometimes that of the
-friendless, aspiring student seeking recognition or guidance; but
-oftener than any that of the blossoming maid or wife of her own class
-whose yearning nature, reaching out to hers as the flower to the sun
-and breeze, received the mysterious quickening which is the essence of
-the higher life, and gave to her in return a love which was like sexual
-passion in its ardor, but savoring only of the spirit. If she were
-thus able by the unconscious gifts or grace which were in her to
-relieve the necessities and attune the aspirations of these choice--and
-it seemed to her that often the neediest were the choicest--natures,
-was it strange that she should cherish and even cultivate this
-involuntary power? Mrs. Wilson's theory in regard to this personal
-influence was that it was the grateful product of her allegiance to,
-and passion for, beauty so far as she could lay claim to any merit in
-the matter. She accepted it as a heaven-sent and heaven-kissing gift
-which was to be rejoiced in and administered as a trust. Since her
-talent had turned out to be that of a leader to point the way by virtue
-of sympathetic intelligence--or, to quote her own mental simile, the
-electric medium which opened to eager, groping souls the realm of
-spirit--was not the mission the most congenial which could have been
-offered her, and in the direct line of her tastes and ambitions?
-Consequently her private correspondence with those who sought counsel
-and inspiration in return for adoring fealty was a labor of care as
-well as of love. Just the right words must be written, and the
-individual personal touch imparted to each message of criticism,
-revelation, homely advice, or mere greeting. To be true to beauty and
-to maintain her individuality by the free outpouring of herself from
-day to day in felicitous speech of tongue and pen was her glowing task.
-In the pursuance of it she had acquired mannerisms which were now a
-part of herself. Her phrases of endearment, her chirography, her
-note-paper, her method of signing herself, had severally a distinction
-or peculiarity of their own. All this was now a second nature; but at
-the outset she had been conscious of it, and, though never challenged,
-she had once written in vindication in one of her heart-to-heart
-missives that the mysterious forces of the universe through which God
-talks with man wear not the garb of conforming plainness, but have each
-its special exquisiteness; witness the moon-bathed summer night, the
-mountain peak at sunrise, the lightening glare among the forest pines,
-the lordly ocean in its many moods. She had a memory for birthdays and
-anniversaries. In the hour of bereavement her unique words of
-consolation were the first to arrive. She was prodigal of flowers, and
-her proselytes, knowing her affection for the rose and the lily, were
-apt to transform her study into a bower on the slightest excuse. She
-never wrote without flowers within her range of vision. In the evening
-of one of these days following her daughter's wedding, Mrs. Wilson was
-interrupted in her correspondence by the entrance of her maid with the
-bewildering news that a baby had been left on the doorsteps, and that a
-woman, presumably its mother, had, in the act of stealing away after
-ringing the bell, run into the arms of one of the servants, and was now
-a prisoner below stairs. The maid was agitated. Should they send for
-a policeman, or what was to be done? The course to adopt had not been
-clear to those in authority in the kitchen, and the solution had been
-left to the mistress whose eleemosynary tendencies had to be taken into
-account.
-
-An infant, a waif of destiny, left on her doorsteps at dead of night!
-There was only one thing to do, to see the baby, and to talk to the
-mother, and for this purpose Mrs. Wilson had both brought before her in
-the ante-room where she had received Constance Stuart. Rumor flies
-fast, and by this time a burly, belted policeman had arrived on the
-scene and stood towering in the background behind the quartette of
-servants, the butler, the second-man, who had apprehended the woman, a
-housemaid who had taken the custody of the child, and Mrs. Wilson's own
-maid. Mrs. Wilson surveyed the group for an instant with the air of a
-photographer in search of a correct setting. Then, with a smile of
-divination, she said, authoritatively, "Now, Mary, give the child to
-its mother, and when I need anyone, I will ring. You, too, Mr.
-Officer, please wait outside. I am sure that this woman will tell me
-her story more freely if we are alone. And, James, bring some tea--the
-regular tea-service."
-
-[Illustration: "I am sure that this woman will tell me her story"]
-
-As the servants took their departure, Mrs. Wilson looked again at the
-woman, whom she had already perceived to be young and good looking.
-She stood holding her baby securely but not tenderly, with a
-half-defiant, half-bewildered air, as of a cat at bay in strange
-surroundings. But though her mien expressed a feline dismay, Mrs.
-Wilson perceived that she was no desperate creature of the slums. Nor
-was she flauntily dressed like the courtesan of tradition. Her
-attire--a neat straw sailor hat, a well-fitting dark blue serge skirt
-and serge jacket over a white shirt, and decent boots indicated some
-social aptness; and her features, especially her clever and sensitive,
-though somewhat hard, mouth gave the challenge of intelligence. It was
-a smart face, one which suggested quick-wittedness and the habit of
-self-reliance, if not self-satisfaction, to the detriment of sentiment
-and delicacy. She appeared to Mrs. Wilson to be about twenty-three,
-and slightly shorter than Mrs. Stuart, with a sturdier, less flexible
-figure. Her hair was light brown, and her complexion fair, but she had
-roving dark eyes which gave a touch of picturesqueness to what might be
-called the matter-of-fact modernness of her aspect. They were curious
-eyes, almost Italian in their hue and calibre, yet in repose coldly
-scrutinizing and impassive. Mrs. Wilson appreciated with a sense of
-relief that here was no case of sodden ignorance and degradation; for
-though in such instances the remedy was more obvious, she preferred to
-be brought in contact with natures which drew upon her intellectual
-faculties. She believed herself modern in her sympathies, and in her
-capacity as a philanthropic worker was partial to the problems with
-which modern conditions and modern thought confront struggling human
-nature.
-
-"Won't you sit down? And perhaps you would like to lay your baby on
-the sofa while we talk and I make you some tea."
-
-The girl, who was prepared probably for a sterner method, yielded,
-after a quiver of uncertainty, to the fascination of this gracious
-appeal; pausing for a brief instant to examine the tiny face peering
-from the folds of the knit shawl in which the child was wrapped, but
-with a gaze scientific rather than maternal, as though she were seeking
-to trace a likeness or some law of heredity. Then she sat down and
-raised her eyes to meet her entertainer's with a glance bordering on
-irony, and which seemed to ask, "Well, what are you going to do about
-it?" Mrs. Wilson noticed that her hands, which lay in her lap, lightly
-crossed, with the palms down, were long and efficient-looking, and that
-she wore no wedding-ring.
-
-"Is it a boy or a girl?" Mrs. Wilson resumed, with disarming gentleness.
-
-"A girl." With a contraction of her mouth which began in a bitter
-smile and ended against her will in a gulp, she added, "I didn't intend
-to have it. I didn't want to have it. I suppose you've guessed I'm
-not a married woman."
-
-"Yes, I guessed that. I see, too, that you are in trouble, and my sole
-object in detaining you here to-night is to give you all the aid in my
-power. I'm not seeking to judge or to lecture you, but to help you."
-
-The girl regarded her with a matter-of-fact stare, then said, bluntly,
-"I'd have been all right now if your servant hadn't nabbed me."
-
-"You mean if you had succeeded in abandoning your child?"
-
-"Yes. I was earning my living before, and I could go on. I guess I
-could have got back my old place."
-
-"But-- Do you mind telling me why you wished to abandon your baby?"
-
-"That's why. I've just told you. To make a fresh start."
-
-"I see. And it was chance, I suppose, that you left it on my
-door-steps rather than elsewhere?"
-
-"You're Mrs. Randolph Wilson, aren't you?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"I had read about you in the newspapers, and all about the wedding, and
-that you were tremendously rich. When my child was born I hoped she'd
-die; but, as she didn't, I made up my mind that the best thing I could
-do was to let you look after her. But the luck was against me a second
-time. I was caught again." She laughed as though her only concern was
-to let fate perceive that she had some sense of humor.
-
-Mrs. Wilson frowned involuntarily. Yet, though her taste was offended
-her curiosity was whetted.
-
-"But wasn't your--wasn't he man enough to look after you and provide
-for the child?"
-
-"I didn't tell him. He doesn't know. It wasn't his fault. That
-is"--she paused for a moment, but her expression suggested solicitude
-lest the naked truth should be disconcerting rather than shame--"I took
-the chance. Neither of us intended to be married. He travels mostly,
-and is here only two or three times a year. What would he do with a
-baby anyway?"
-
-The entrance of the butler with the tea things was opportune. It gave
-Mrs. Wilson time to think. Her experience of women of this class had
-been considerable. If not invariably penitent, they had always shown
-shame or humble-mindedness. Here was a new specimen, degenerate and
-appalling, but interesting to the imagination.
-
-While the servant set the glittering, dainty silver service on the
-table at his mistress's side the girl watched her and him with obvious
-curiosity and a mixture of disdain and fascination. Now and again her
-roving eyes took in the exquisite surroundings, then reverted to the
-face of her would-be benefactress as to a magnet. It seemed to be the
-triumph of a desire not to appear worse than she really was which made
-her speak when they were alone, and Mrs. Wilson, still in search of
-inspiration, was busy with the tea-caddy.
-
-"I wasn't going to let her out of my sight until I knew she was safe."
-She nervously compressed the back of one of her hands with the long
-fingers of the other in the apparent effort to justify her course, a
-consideration to which she was evidently not accustomed. "Wouldn't she
-have had a better home at the expense of the State than any I could
-have given her? And there was the chance you might take a fancy to her
-and adopt her. She's less homely than the average new-born young one.
-You see I thought everything over, lady. And next to its dying that
-seemed to me the best chance it had for happiness in a best possible
-world."
-
-"Ah, but you mustn't talk like that. It's hard, I know, egregiously
-hard. But you mustn't be bitter," said Mrs. Wilson, with mandatory
-kindness.
-
-The girl smiled in a superior fashion; it was almost a sneer. Her
-desire to justify herself had been an involuntary expression. Now
-vanity intervened, vanity and the pride of smouldering opinion. "I'm
-not bitter; I'm only telling you the plain truth. I'm ignorant, I dare
-say, compared to you; but I'm not so ignorant as you think. I've
-thought for myself some; and--and all I say is that this isn't any too
-good a world for a girl like me anyway, and when a girl like me goes
-wrong, as you call it, and has a kid, instead of crying her eyes out
-the sensible thing for her to do is to find someone to look after it
-for her."
-
-"Which only proves, my child, that such a thing ought never to happen
-to her."
-
-"No--not if she has luck."
-
-There was a brief pause; then with an impulsive glide Mrs. Wilson swept
-across the room and transferred a cup of tea to the hands of this
-wanderer from the fold of grace and ethics. The girl, taken off her
-guard, tried to rise to receive it, and looked at her with the
-half-fascinated expression of a bird struggling against the fowler.
-Sitting down beside her, Mrs. Wilson took one of her hands and said,
-"Do you not understand, my dear, that society must insist for its own
-preservation that a woman shouldn't go wrong? The whole safety of the
-family is based on that. That's the reason the world has to seem a
-little cruel to those of our sex who sin against purity. Children must
-know who their fathers are." She had these precepts in their modern
-guise at the tip of her tongue; she hastened to add, benignly, "But
-though the world in self-defence turns a cold shoulder on the unchaste
-woman, for her who seeks forgiveness and a fresh start there are
-helping hands and loving words which offer forbearance and counsel and
-friendship."
-
-"But supposing I'm not seeking forgiveness? That's the trouble, lady.
-If only now I were a shame-faced, contrite sinner down in the dust at
-the foot of the cross asking permission to lead a new life, how much
-simpler it would be for both of us!"
-
-Mrs. Wilson gasped. The coolness of the sacrilege disturbed her
-intellectual poise. The girl might have been speaking of an invitation
-to dinner instead of the redemption of her soul so casual was her
-regret. "That is where you belong; that is where you must come in
-order to find grace and peace," she said, in an intense whisper.
-
-"I've shocked you."
-
-"Yes, you've shocked me. But that doesn't matter. You don't realize
-what you're saying. The important thing is to save you from yourself,
-to cleanse the windows of your soul so that the blessed light of truth
-may enter."
-
-The girl regarded her curiously, nervously abashed at the impetuous
-kindness of this proselytism. "That's what I meant by saying I'd
-thought some. If it's church doctrine you mean, you'd only be
-disappointed. It may help people like you. But for the working
-people--well, some of us who use our wits don't think much of it."
-
-Though Mrs. Wilson looked profoundly grieved, the spiritual melancholy
-emanating from her willowy figure and mobile countenance was charged
-with resolution as well as pity.
-
-"It isn't merely church doctrine that you lack. You lack the spirit of
-Christian civilization. Your entire point of view is distorted. You
-are blind, child, utterly blind to the eternal verities."
-
-The girl's dark eyes grew luminous in response to this indictment, but
-a deprecating smile trembled on her lip in protest at her own
-susceptibility.
-
-"What is it you want me to do?" she said at last.
-
-"To begin with, I wish you to support your child as a woman should.
-You brought it into the world, and you owe to the helpless little thing
-a mother's love and care. Will you tell me your name?"
-
-"Loretta Davis."
-
-"And what has been your employment?"
-
-"They don't know. I don't want them to know. I gave them as an excuse
-that I was tired of the place."
-
-"I'm not asking your employer's name. What kind of work was it?"
-
-"I was assistant cashier in a drug store."
-
-"And before that?"
-
-"I answered the bell for a doctor."
-
-"I see. I don't wish to pry into your affairs; but do you belong here?
-Are your parents living?"
-
-"I don't mind telling. There's not much to tell. My father and mother
-are dead. I was born about a hundred miles from here and attended the
-public school. I had my living to make, so I came to Benham about two
-years ago. I had acquaintances, and was crazy to go into a store. But
-a girl who came from the same town as I was going to be married, and
-got me her place to look after the doctor's bell and tidy up. He was a
-dentist. He lost his health and had to go to Colorado for his lungs,
-and then I went to the drug store. That's all there is to tell,
-lady--that is, except one thing, which doesn't count much now."
-
-"You might as well tell me that also."
-
-"Oh, well, I'd been thinking of training to be a nurse when I got into
-trouble. I'd got used to doctors and medicine, and they told me I had
-the sort of hands for it." She exhibited her strong, flexible fingers.
-"If I had got rid of my baby, I was going to apply to a hospital. So
-you see I've got some ambition, lady. I wanted to be of some use. I'm
-not altogether bad."
-
-"No, no, I'm sure you're not. I understand perfectly. And the baby
-shan't stand in the way of your making the most of yourself. I will
-arrange all that." Mrs. Wilson spoke with fluent enthusiasm. She felt
-that she had discovered the secret of, if not the excuse for, the
-girl's callousness. Unwelcome maternity had interrupted the free play
-of her individuality at the moment when she was formulating a career,
-and as a modern woman herself, Mrs. Wilson understood the bitterness of
-the disappointment. It gave her a cue to Loretta's perversion, so that
-she no longer felt out of touch with her. She refrained from the
-obvious temptation of pointing out that a nurse's best usefulness would
-be to guard her tender child, and broached instead the project which
-swiftly suggested itself the moment she felt that she had fathomed the
-cause of the culprit's waywardness.
-
-"I know just the home for you; a little tenement in the Lincoln
-Chambers. The rooms are savory, convenient, and attractive, and on the
-opposite side of your entry lives an earnest, interesting spirit, a
-woman whose husband has deserted her, left her with two children to
-provide for. She will be glad to befriend you, and you will like her.
-I happen to know that the tenement is vacant, and it is the very place
-for you."
-
-Loretta had listened with sphinx-like attention. When Mrs. Wilson
-paused her eyes began to make another tour of her surroundings, and at
-the close of her remark ignored the theme of conversation.
-
-"I never was inside a multi-millionaire's house before. That's what
-you are, ain't it?"
-
-The query was queer, but not to be evaded. "I'm a rich woman
-certainly, which makes it all the easier for me to help you." If this
-savored of a pauperizing line, which was contrary to Mrs. Wilson's
-philanthropic principles, she felt that she must not at all hazards let
-the girl slip through her fingers.
-
-"If I'm willing that you should."
-
-"Of course. But you are, I'm sure you are. You're going to trust me
-and to put yourself into my hands."
-
-The confidence and charm of this fervor suddenly met with their reward.
-Loretta had held back from genuine scruples, such as they were.
-Instinctive independence and a preconceived distrust of fine ladies had
-kept her muscles stiff and her face set, though she felt thrilled by a
-strange and delicious music. No one could have guessed that it was
-only the habit of awkwardness which restrained her from falling on her
-knees in an ecstasy of self-abasement, not from an access of shame, but
-as a tribute to the woman whose personality had captivated her against
-her will.
-
-"You seem to take a heap of interest in me, don't you?" The words by
-themselves suggested chiefly surprise, but the sign of her surrender
-showed itself in her eyes. They were lit suddenly with an intensity
-which overspread her countenance, bathing its matter-of-fact smartness
-in the soft light of emotion. "I'm willing to do whatever you like,"
-she said.
-
-
-
-
-XII
-
-If it be said of Gordon Perry, attorney and counsellor-at-law, that he
-was loth to incur the modern epithet, "crank," it was equally true that
-he had ideals and cherished them. He believed in living up to his
-convictions. At the same time his sense of humor made him aware that
-to dwell unduly on premeditated virtue is the prerogative of a prig,
-and that it is often wise in a workaday world to yield an inch if one
-would gain an ell. His form of yielding was apt to be genial,
-thoughtful consideration of the other man's point of view, a virtual
-admission that there were two sides to the case, instead of flying in
-the face of his opponent. The modern American regards this tactful
-moderation as essential to the despatch of business, and prides himself
-on its possession. It is the oil of the social industrial machine.
-Also it is slippery stuff. One is liable to slide yards away from
-one's point of view unless one plants one's feet firmly. It is so much
-easier to follow the trend than to resist it. The natural tendency of
-those not very much in earnest is to woo success by dancing attendance
-on the powers which are, both movements and men. So convictions become
-palsied, and their owners mere puppets in the whirl of human activity.
-For the sake of fortune, fame, or oftenest for the sake of our bread
-and butter, we subscribe to theories and support standards which we
-suspect at heart to be unsound, lest we fail to keep step with the
-class to which we belong.
-
-How to preserve his poise as an independent character and at the same
-time avoid antagonism with some of his new friends had become
-interesting to Gordon Perry. He had reached a point where he had only
-to be quiescent in order to reap presently a rich harvest. His
-clear-headedness, his quickness, and his common sense had been
-recognized, and it was in the air that he was a rising man in his
-profession. People of importance had taken him up. It was known that
-he had attended to certain matters for Paul Howard, from whom it was
-only one step to the source of many gigantic undertakings productive of
-fat fees. To the eye of shrewd observers in Benham he had only to go
-on as he had been going, and attend strictly to business, in order to
-emerge from the ranks of his brother lawyers, and become one of the
-small group which controlled the cream of the legal business of the
-city. Instead of bringing accident cases he would defend them for
-powerful corporations. Instead of conducting many small proceedings at
-an expense of vitality for which his clients could not afford and did
-not expect to pay adequately, he would be employed by banks and trust
-companies, would organize and reorganize railroads, be made the
-executor of large estates and the legal adviser of capitalists in
-financial schemes from which profits would accrue to him in the tens of
-thousands. It ought to be comparatively plain sailing. This was
-obvious to the man in question as well as to his contemporaries. He
-knew that his business was growing, and sundry rumors had reached him
-that he had been spoken of in inner circles as skilful and level-headed.
-
-To indicate the current which ran counter in Gordon Perry's thoughts to
-his appreciation of these possibilities it will be necessary to refer
-briefly to his past and to his mental perspective. He was the son of a
-widow. Also a soldier's son. His father, a volunteer, had survived
-the Civil War, and, attracted by the rising destinies of Benham, had
-made his home there, only to fall victim to a fever within a year of
-his coming. Gordon was then eleven years old. A policy of life
-insurance kept the wolf from the door for the afflicted widow so far as
-a bare subsistence was concerned. She had a small roof over her head,
-and was able by means of boarders and needlework to present a decent
-front to the world while she watched over her sole treasure, her only
-child. Her ambition was to give him an education, and her ambition in
-this respect was neither niggardly nor ignorant. He was to have the
-best--a college training--and to give him this it delighted her to
-pinch and to slave. When a woman's duty is squarely determined by
-responsibility for a fatherless son, it is comparatively easy for her
-to be true to her trust to the extent of complete devotion and
-unselfishness. But devotion and unselfishness do not include wisdom.
-Happy for him whose mother is a victim neither to superstition nor to
-silliness, but sees life with a clear, sane outlook. Mrs. Perry was
-one of those American women educated in the days of Emersonian
-spirituality, when society walked in the lightest marching order as
-regards material comforts and embellishments, who were austere and
-sometimes narrow in their judgments, but who set before them as the one
-purpose of life the development of character. She was simple, pious,
-brisk, and direct; setting great store on acting and speaking to the
-point, and abhorring compromise or evasions. In her religious faith
-she believed, as a Unitarian, about what liberal Episcopalians and
-Presbyterians believe to-day. Doctrine, however, appeared to her of
-minor importance compared to the pursuit of noble aims and the practice
-of self-control. She wished her son to care for the highest things,
-those of the spirit and the intellect, because she regarded them with
-sincerity as the passports to human progress; and, though her ęsthetic
-aims were dwarfed, and human color and grandeur may have seemed to her
-to smack of degeneracy, the white light of her aspirations had a
-convincing beauty of its own.
-
-Under the influence of this training and this point of view, Gordon
-went to Harvard. There he encountered a new atmosphere. The old gods
-were not dead, but they seemed moribund, for there were others. The
-college motto, "Veritas," still spoke the watchword of faith, yet the
-language of his class-mates led him to perceive that what was the truth
-was again in controversy. The Civil War was over, but the martial
-spirit which had sprung into being at the call of duty and love of
-country was seething in the veins of a new generation eager to rival in
-activity the heroism of its fathers. It was no longer enough to walk
-in contemplation beneath the college elms and develop character by
-introspective struggle. Truth--the whole truth, lay not there. Was
-not useful, skilful action in the world of affairs the true test of
-human efficiency? A great continent lay open to ingenious youth
-trained to unearth and master its secrets. How was it to be conquered
-unless the spirit of energy was nourished by robust frames, unless men
-were practical and competent as well as soulful?
-
-Gordon listened to this new note with a receptive ear, and recognized
-its value. Hitherto he had thought little of his body, which, like an
-excellent machine, had performed its work without calling itself to his
-attention. Now he took part in college athletics, and realized the
-exhilaration which proceeds from healthful competitive exercise.
-Through contact with his mates, and active participation in the affairs
-of the college world, he experienced also the still more satisfactory
-glow, best described as the joy of life, which, partly physical, partly
-athletic, had never been a portion of his consciousness. He was
-drafted for the football team, and by his prowess and his pleasant,
-manly style acquired popularity in the college societies, that fillip
-to self-reliance and proper self-appreciation. If, as a consequence,
-he relaxed somewhat his efforts to lead his class in scholarship, which
-had been his sole ambition at the start, he did not forget that he was
-a pensioner on his mother's self-sacrifice; and though his rank at
-graduation was not in the first half-dozen, it was in the first
-twenty-five, and it could be said of him that he looked fit for the
-struggle of life, the possessor of a healthy mind in a well-developed
-body. He was sophisticated, but his soul was untarnished by
-dissipation, and the edge of his enthusiasm for enterprise and endeavor
-was not dulled. Then followed three years at the law school, where in
-common with nearly everyone he worked like a beaver to equip himself
-for his profession. There all interests--it might be said all
-emotions--were absorbed in contemplation of technical training. But he
-was still under the shadow of the Harvard elms, and the great world lay
-beyond, a land of mysterious promise to his eager vision.
-
-However clear-sighted and philosophical a college graduate, his first
-actual contact with the great world is apt to be depressing. Society
-seems so large and so indifferent; he is so insignificant and so
-helpless--he who six months ago was a hero in the eyes of his
-companions. Especially is this apt to be the case when one is
-translated from the dizzy democratic heights of college renown to a
-humble, humdrum social station. It was no revelation to Gordon Perry
-to find himself the son of a hard-working, inconspicuous boarding-house
-keeper, but it sobered him. He was neither ashamed of the fact nor
-dismayed by it. On the contrary, the sight of his mother's tired face
-and figure subordinated every ambition to his loving determination to
-conquer the world for her sake. It seemed, however, a less simple
-matter to conquer the world now that he was an unknown student in a law
-office in a large city, with no family influence or powerful friends to
-abet his endeavors. For the first few years his lot was so obscure
-that the contrasts of life arrested his attention as they had never
-done before, though as a subconsciousness, for he never outwardly
-paused in his efforts to become indispensable to the firm of lawyers in
-whose office he was. He beheld acquaintances in various employments,
-whose mental superior he believed himself to be, put in the direct line
-of preferment through pecuniary or social influence, and had to solace
-himself with the doctrine--also the American doctrine--that it was
-every man's privilege to make the most of his own advantages, and his
-duty to acknowledge the same privilege in others.
-
-Some young men are made cynical by the perception of the workings of
-free competition; others simply thoughtful. Gordon was among the
-latter. Life presented itself to him from a new perspective, and if it
-suddenly appeared both perplexing and distressing, it appeared none the
-less interesting. His personal dismay, if this passing reaction
-deserves so harsh a term, was transient, but it was the precursor to
-graver, disinterested musings. His attention once arrested by the
-inequalities of life turned further afield and became riveted by
-concern and by pity. Why in this city, established under free
-institutions, was it necessary that thousands should be living in
-poverty, ignorance, and social ineffectiveness if not degradation? It
-ought not to be. It must not be. How could it be averted? This
-outburst of his protesting spirit encountered the query of his
-dispassionate mind--what remedy do you suggest? It was like a douche
-of cold water. Instinctively he reached out for help. He knew that he
-was in search of truth this time, but he abhorred an _ignis fatuus_.
-He began to ask questions and to read. There were various answers on
-the lips of those whom he consulted, for the question seemed to be in
-the air. Many, and there were among them some whose broad shoulders,
-free carriage, and prosperously self-reliant air told of that joy in
-living and practical, world-conquering serenity typical of the
-successful man of the present generation, who assured him, often in a
-whisper, as though it were a confidence, that these inequalities must
-always exist. Were not men's abilities different, and would they not
-always be so? Was it just that one man's energy and skill should be
-curtailed to keep pace with another's incapacity? What would become of
-human individuality and brilliancy if everyone's earning and owning
-were to be circumscribed by metes and bounds, and we were all to become
-commonplace, unimaginative slaves of socialism? It was right, of
-course, that existing abuses in the way of long hours and insufficient
-pay should be rectified. That was on the cards. In many cases it had
-been already consummated. And what had malcontents or critics of the
-existing industrial system to say to the long list of splendid
-benefactions--free libraries, free hospitals, free parks, and free
-museums--given to the community by rich men--men who had been abler and
-more progressive than their fellows? Surely the world would be a dull
-place without competition.
-
-There were others who declared that the destruction of the poor was
-their poverty, and that the poor man was at fault. That if he would
-let liquor alone, have fewer children, and brush his teeth regularly,
-he would be happy and prosperous. They called Gordon's attention to
-the many schemes for the uplifting of the industrial masses which were
-already in operation in Benham, homes for abandoned children, evening
-classes where instruction and diversion were skilfully blended, model
-tenements, and, most modern of all, college settlements, the voluntary
-transplanting of individual educated lives into social Saharas.
-
-The books which he read were of two classes. Their writers were either
-optimistic apologists for the current ills of civilization, deploring
-and deprecating their existence, and suggesting the gradual elimination
-of social distress by education and intelligent humanity--"the giving
-of self unreservedly," as many put it--without serious modification of
-the structure of society; or they were outspoken enemies of the present
-industrial status, alleging that poverty and degradation were an
-inseparable incident of unchecked human competition, and that these
-evils would never be eradicated until the axe was applied to the
-fundamental cause. These latter critics had diverse preliminary
-crucial remedies at heart, such as the capitalization of land,
-government control of railroads, mines, and other sources of power, or
-the appropriation to the use of the community of a slice of abnormal
-profits.
-
-Most of this presentation, whether through men or from books, was not
-new to Gordon; but it had been hitherto unheeded by him and had the
-full effect of novelty. He found himself staring at a condition of
-affairs which he had patriotically if carelessly supposed could not
-exist in the land of the free and the home of the brave until he
-suddenly opened his eyes and beheld in full operation in his native
-city, of which he was becomingly proud, those grave contrasts of
-station common to older civilizations. These included on the one hand
-not only the uneducated army of workers in Benham's pork factories,
-oil-yards, and iron mills, but an impecunious, shiftless lower class;
-and on the other what was, relatively speaking, a corporal's guard of
-wealthy, wideawake, luxurious, ambitious masters of the situation, to
-whom he hoped presently to commend himself as a legal adviser.
-
-But what was the remedy? What was his remedy? In the coolness of
-second thoughts, after months of ferment, he had to confess that he had
-none--at least none at the moment. Simultaneously he had reached the
-further conclusion, which was both a relief and a distress, that
-whatever could be done must be gradual, so gradual as to be almost
-imperceptible when measured by the span of a single life. He recalled,
-with a new appreciation of the truth, the saying that the mills of God
-grind slowly. From the vanguard hope of a complete change in current
-conditions, by a series of telling blows of his own conception, he was
-forced back to a modest stand behind the breast-works. Modest because
-he began to examine with a new respect the philanthropic and economic
-apparatus for attack already in position, which he had at first glance
-been disposed to regard as too cumbersome and dilatory. Here was where
-his purpose not to be quixotic and visionary came to his support. He
-realized that it was necessary for him to wait and to study before he
-could hope to be of service; that he must take his position in the
-ranks and observe the tactics of others before attempting to assume
-leadership or to initiate reforms.
-
-One effect of this check to his soaring aspirations at the dictate of
-his common sense was to give a fresh impetus to his resolve to succeed
-in his profession. For a brief period the shock of his discoveries had
-been so stunning that he almost felt as though it were his duty and his
-mission to devote his life to finding a remedy for the ills of
-civilization. His mother's necessities stood as a bar to this. But
-with the ebbing of his vision he found himself no longer beset with
-doubts as to the legitimacy of his apprenticeship. It seemed to him
-clearly his duty, not only on his mother's account but his own, to
-throw himself into his work unreservedly with the intention of hitting
-the mark. He had his bread to earn, his way to make. How would it
-profit him or anyone that he should forsake his calling and stand
-musing by the wayside merely because he was distressed by the
-inequalities of the industrial system? Inequalities which existed all
-over the world and were as old as human nature. He had no
-comprehensive cure to suggest, so for the time being his lips were
-sealed and his hands tied by his own ignorance. And if conscience,
-borrowing from some of the books which he had read, argued that the
-prosperous lawyer was the agent of the rich against the poor, the
-strong against the weak, his answer was that the taunt was not true,
-and his retort by way of a counter-sally was that in no country in the
-world did the laboring man receive so high wages as in this. This at
-least was a step forward, and so he felt justified to follow precedent
-and to bide his time.
-
-In order to succeed a young lawyer must be ceaselessly vigilant. It is
-not enough to perform faithfully what he is told. There are many who
-will do this. The man who gets ahead is he who does more than the
-letter of his employment demands, who anticipates instructions and
-disregards time and comfort in order to follow a clue of evidence or
-elucidate a principle. So he becomes indispensable, and by and by the
-opportunity presents itself which the shiftless ascribe to luck.
-Gordon Perry revealed this faculty of indefatigable initiative. The
-firm in whose office he was a student had a large business, chiefly in
-the line of commercial law. The transit of the various commodities to
-which Benham owed her prosperity was necessarily productive of
-considerable litigation against the railroads as common carriers and
-between the shippers and consignees of wares and merchandise. Besides,
-there were constant suits for personal injuries to be prosecuted or
-defended, involving nice distinctions as to what is negligence, and
-bringing in their train much practice for the juniors in the
-investigation of testimony. From the outset Gordon worked with
-unsparing enthusiasm, seeking to do the work entrusted to him so
-thoroughly that those who tried the cases would find the situation
-clearly defined and everything at their fingers' ends. When it was
-perceived that he was not only diligent but discerning and accurate,
-they began to rely on him, and by the end of three years the
-responsibility of trying as well as of preparing the less important
-proceedings in the lower courts became his. Also, by showing himself
-solicitous regarding the affairs of the clients of the office, he was
-able now and again to supply information or tide matters over when the
-member of the firm inquired for was out; and it was not long before
-some of them formed the habit of consulting him directly in minor
-matters. When at the end of five years the senior partner, who had
-independent means, retired in order to go to Congress, his two
-associates came to the conclusion that it would be good policy, as well
-as just, to give Perry, as the most promising young man in the office,
-a small interest in the business. This promotion naturally gave him a
-new status with the clients, and most of those who had been in the
-habit of consulting him offhand, now laid their serious troubles before
-him. So by the time he was twenty-nine he was well started in his
-profession, and able to extract a promise from his mother that if he
-continued to prosper for another year, she would yield to his
-solicitations to give up her boarders and move into a brighter
-neighborhood.
-
-Although absorbed in his profession, Gordon's genial charm soon brought
-him invitations of a social nature. He became a member of a law club
-of men of his own age, which met once a month to compare impressions
-and banish dull care over a good dinner. Still eager for exercise he
-joined a rowing club on the river Nye, and a gymnasium. After he was
-admitted to the firm he had his name put up for election at one of the
-social clubs, The University, so called because its members were
-college graduates. Here he met the educated young men of the city, and
-though his mother had an old-fashioned prejudice against clubs, as
-aristocratic resorts where men gambled and drank more than was good for
-them, Gordon felt that he needed some place where he could play a game
-of whist or billiards with congenial spirits or look at magazines in a
-cosey library as an antidote to his sterner pursuits. Mrs. Perry was
-more than willing to trust her son, so she sighed and set down to the
-changed temper of the day the spread of Benham's club fever. For, like
-other progressive cities, Benham was fairly honeycombed with clubs.
-The American social instinct had become almost daft on the subject, and
-no two or three men or women could come together for any purpose
-without organizing. From a constitution and by-laws the road was apt
-to be short to rooms or a clubhouse. The University was one of half a
-dozen of the purely social clubs of the city, a spacious establishment,
-modelled on European traditions with American plumbing and other modern
-comforts. Gordon was prompted to join by Paul Howard, who declared
-that he preferred it for genuine enjoyment to the Eagle Club, the
-favorite resort of the very rich and fashionable--the Spread Eagle, as
-the malicious termed it. At The University there was secular
-instrumental music on Sunday afternoons, a custom copied from Boston,
-that former hotbed of ascetic Sabbath life, and on Saturday nights a
-cold supper was provided, about which stood in pleasant groups the
-active professional and business men of the city and those who followed
-the arts--musicians, painters, and literary men.
-
-"Exclusive and aristocratic all the same," said Hall Collins,
-contemptuously, one day when Gordon vouchsafed to him a glowing account
-of these Saturday nights. Hall was one of the moving spirits in the
-only other club of which Gordon was a member, The Citizens' Club, the
-somewhat ambitious title of an organization conducted by young men
-interested in civic and industrial reform, not unlike that to which the
-unhappy Emil Stuart had belonged.
-
-"Which only shows how little you understand what we are after," was the
-prompt answer. "There isn't a more truly democratic place in the
-world--only we insist that a man should win his spurs before he is
-entitled to consideration. A clod, while he is a clod, isn't a
-gentleman, and it isn't good American doctrine to regard him as one.
-No logic will make him so. You're talking through your hat, Hall, and
-you know it."
-
-Hall grinned. It was true he was not more than half in earnest, but he
-was more than half suspicious of Gordon. He could not make him out,
-which nettled him, for Hall Collins liked to have men docketed in his
-mind.
-
-"To Gehenna with your gentlemen!" he retorted. "What use are spurs to
-a man who has no boots to wear them on?"
-
-"Hear, hear!" interjected two or three bystanders whose attention was
-caught by the metaphor.
-
-"It strikes me, young man," pursued Collins, who had his chair tipped
-back, his feet on the table and was smoking a fat cigar which one of
-the aldermen had given him, appropriated by the wholesale at a city
-banquet, "that you're trying to ride two horses." He was glad to have
-an audience to the discussion, for he could not make up his mind that
-Gordon was sincere in his interest in the Citizens' Club, and he feared
-some ulterior motive, political or quasi-philanthropic.
-
-"Yes, that's just what I'm doing," answered Gordon. "Half of the lack
-of sympathy between the educated and the uneducated, between capital
-and labor, as you like to call it, lies in the imagination. What is
-there incompatible in being a member of a club like this and wearing
-patent-leather shoes and the latest thing in collars?"
-
-"It smacks too much of college settlements. It doesn't go to the root
-of things."
-
-"But it helps just as they help, unless in the ideal democracy you are
-aiming at there's to be no place for the refinements of life, for soft
-speech, gentle manners, and the arts. In the millennium are we all to
-be uncouth and unimaginative?"
-
-"Score one for the man with the patent-leather shoes, only he hasn't
-got them on," exclaimed one of the listeners.
-
-"You're beginning at the wrong end. You put the cart before the horse;
-that's the trouble with you. What's the use of decorating a house
-that's going to be struck by lightning?" With all his prejudice and
-homely exterior Hall Collins was at heart no demagogue or charlatan.
-He was dead in earnest himself and he wished others to be. He was
-conversant with the history of the development of trades-unions over
-the world. He was a student of humanitarian reforms, and gave all the
-time which he could spare from his occupation as a master-mason to the
-furtherance of what he considered legislative progress.
-
-"Struck by lightning, and then there's no house, only ruins. That's
-not what you desire, Hall Collins, you, I, nor anyone here. We're all
-seeking the same thing, and we're all groping more or less in the
-dark--putting the cart before the horse, may be. But you haven't any
-panacea for what's wrong more than I have. All we can hope to do is to
-make a few trifling alterations on the premises--paper a wall or
-enlarge a flue--before our lease expires. The chief reason I joined
-this club was that I might stop theorizing and wringing my hands and
-get down to business. We all recognize there's plenty of practical
-work waiting for us, so what's the use of distrusting each other's
-theories or motives? I've no Congressional bee in my bonnet. I'm not
-trying to climb to political prominence on the shoulders of the
-horny-handed Citizens' Club."
-
-Hall colored slightly. He had been harboring just that suspicion.
-
-"Good talk." "Come off your perch, Hall. This man Perry's all right,"
-was the response of several listeners. The group was now a dozen.
-
-Hall took his feet from the table, stood up and put out his hand. "It
-isn't because the boys say so," he said. "I'm taking you on your own
-word, Perry, and you'll never hear me peep again. You've the right
-idea; it's no time for speculating, for there's lots of business to be
-done right here in Benham. And if I had a notion you might be
-masquerading--well, there have been cases where men in patent leathers
-and dandy collars showed up strong in working-men's clubs, and the only
-business they ever did was to lay and pull wires."
-
-"Some men are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have
-greatness thrust upon them," said Ernest Bent. "Hall was born great,
-but if Don Perry wants to go to the Legislature why shouldn't the
-Citizens' Club send him there?"
-
-"That's so," said a second.
-
-"Not until he wins those spurs he spoke of--not if he's the man I take
-him to be," exclaimed Collins, doughtily.
-
-"Not under any circumstances. I have no wish for office. I don't
-desire to be a politician." Gordon spoke eagerly. The only thought in
-his mind was to deprecate the suggestion. It was true that in looking
-over the field there had seemed to him almost a glut of
-philanthropists, and he had chosen the Citizens' Club as a more
-promising opening than charitable work. But his ambition was only to
-be a private in the ranks.
-
-"And yet," commented Hall, "what should we do without politicians?
-They are the only persons who put things through, and laws on the
-statute books are what we need. Look at this cigar." He exhibited the
-butt end, which was all that was left. "The man who gave it to me
-helped himself to a box, and the only thing he wouldn't help himself to
-is a red-hot stove, but I didn't spit in his face and I smoked his
-cigar, and I dare say he'll vote for some of our batch of bills because
-I told him a good story. It's disgusting." He threw down the butt and
-trod it under foot. "The cardinal sin of the sovereign people is their
-ignorance. Will they never learn not to send dishonest men to
-represent them?"
-
-"You see that Hall is both an idealist and practical," said Ernest Bent
-to Gordon. It was through Bent that Gordon had joined the Citizens'
-Club. He was his next-door neighbor, the son of an apothecary, and
-had, while following his trade behind the counter, read books on the
-science of government, and the rights and wrongs of man, with
-excursions to Darwin and Huxley. As the result of bandying opinions
-from time to time he had taken Gordon one evening to a meeting of the
-club, and subsequently invited him to become a member. Gordon did not
-need persuasion to join. It seemed to him just the opportunity he had
-been looking for to espouse the cause which he had at heart, by
-focussing his sympathies on practical measures. He recognized that the
-club was not only a debating body, but aimed to be a political force,
-and that many of its members were expert and not entirely scrupulous
-politicians. But, on the other hand, in spite of the jaundiced views
-of some of those who harangued the meetings, Gordon discerned that a
-half-dozen men were really in control--among them Collins and Bent--and
-that they were guided by a sincere and reasonably cautious ambition to
-procure scientific reforms. A little consideration convinced him that
-he was glad they were seeking to wield political influence. It gave
-the effect of reality, of battle. Academic discussion was a vital
-prelude to well-considered action, but, after all, as Hall Collins
-said, the only thing which really counted was law on the statute books.
-It suited his manhood to feel that he was about to fight for definite
-issues.
-
-
-
-
-XIII
-
-After eighteen months of prosperity the law firm into which Gordon
-Perry had been admitted was crippled by the death of one of the two
-other partners. The survivor, who was the junior of the two, and
-decidedly the inferior in mental calibre and energy, proposed to Gordon
-to continue the firm on the footing of two-thirds of the profits for
-himself, and appeared pompously grieved when his former student
-demurred to the terms. Before he could make up his mind to a more
-equable division Gordon had made up his to separate and to practise
-alone. While Gordon did not have a very high opinion of his partner's
-talents, he was grateful for his own recent promotion, and was aware
-that his associate's wise countenance and seniority combined would
-probably avail to control the cream of the business--that brought by
-managers of corporations and successful merchants, both prone to
-distrust youth. But the plan of setting up for himself was tempting,
-especially as he disliked the alternative of the lion's share going to
-a lawyer of mediocre ability, and when Paul Howard asked why he did not
-take the step in question, and intimated that he would befriend him in
-case he did, Gordon resolved to burn his bridges and make the plunge,
-or in more correct metaphor to hang out his own shingle.
-
-As he had expected, there was at first a slight lull in his fortunes;
-but, on the other hand, he was able to pocket the whole income, and
-even from the outset he was reasonably busy. Paul Howard's promise was
-fulfilled. All his personal and presently some of the firm matters
-were placed in Gordon's hands, and the two men met not infrequently as
-a consequence. At Harvard they had been acquaintances rather than
-friends. Their contact on the foot-ball team had inspired respect for
-each other's grit, but they were not intimate. As the possessor of a
-liberal allowance, Paul had belonged to a rather frivolous set,
-notorious in college circles through lavish expenditures, which
-included boxes at the theatres and suppers and flowers for the chorus
-girls. Though Gordon was partial to comic opera himself, he had
-regarded Paul as a high flyer, and Paul in his turn had pitied Gordon
-as a good fellow spoiled by being obliged to "grind." When they met
-again in their native city after a lapse of years, each was impressed
-by the other's improvement and found him much more interesting than he
-had expected. Paul had toned down. His spirits were less flamboyant;
-he was gay-hearted instead of noisy, and his manner had lost its
-condescension. On his part, Gordon had mellowed through contact with
-the world and was more easy-going in his address, and no longer wore
-the New England conscience in his nostrils. They met first by chance
-at a restaurant at noon, and, habit bringing them to the same resort,
-they lunched together from time to time, and the favorable impression
-was strengthened on each side.
-
-Gordon interested Paul because the former was so different from most of
-the men with whom he was in the habit of associating, and yet was, so
-to speak, a good fellow. The true creed of most of Paul's friends when
-reduced to terms, was substantially this, that the important thing in
-life is to be on top, that in America every one has a chance and the
-best men come to the front, that success means money, that money
-ensures enjoyment, and that no one is supposed to be enjoying himself
-or herself who does not keep feeding the dynamo of conscious existence
-with fresh sensations and run the human machine at full pressure.
-There were necessary corollaries to this, such as "the devil take the
-hindmost," uttered considerately but firmly; "we shall be a long time
-dead," murmured jocosely but shrewdly; and "the cranks may prevail and
-the crash come, but we shall be under the sod," spoken philosophically,
-with a shake of the head or a sigh; the moral of it all being that the
-position of the successful--that is, the rich--is delectable and
-intoxicating, and the rank and file are expected to comport themselves
-with patriotic and Christian resignation, and not interfere with the
-free workings of the millionairium, an ingenious American substitute
-for the millennium.
-
-The stock market, athletic sports, and cocktails were the tutelary
-saints of this section of society. They were habitually long or short
-of the market from one or two hundred to several thousand shares,
-according to their means. They followed feverishly the prevailing fads
-in sport, yachting, tennis, polo, rowing, golf, rackets, hunting, horse
-shows (as now, a few years later, "bridge," ping-pong, and the deadly
-automobile). And after exercise, before lunch and dinner, and on every
-other excuse, they imbibed a cocktail or a whiskey and soda as a fillip
-to the nervous system. They were dashing, manly-looking fellows, these
-companions of Paul, ingenious and daring in their business enterprises,
-or, if men of leisure, keen and brilliant at their games. They set
-great store by physical courage and unflinching endurance of peril and
-pain, and they would have responded promptly to a national demand for
-troops in case of war; but when anything arose on the political or
-social horizon which threatened to disturb prices on the stock exchange
-they set their teeth as one man and howled maledictions at it and its
-author, though it bore the sign manual of true progress. In short,
-life for them meant a bull market, a galaxy of competitive sports, and
-perpetual novelty.
-
-In turning from this comradeship and point of view to Gordon Perry,
-Paul did so guardedly. That is, although he was not altogether
-satisfied to follow the current in which he found himself, he had no
-intention of being drawn into the eddies by false sentiment or of
-rowing up-stream at the dictates of envy and demagogism. He was ready
-to admit that the policy of high-pressure enjoyment and acquisition
-might be ethically defective, but he did not propose to exchange his
-birthright for a mess of pottage and become pious or philanthropic on
-sing-song lines. As he once expressed it to Gordon, some two years
-after the latter had set up for himself, between the hypocrites and the
-fools it was a comparatively simple matter to charm an audience with a
-psalm tune compounded of the Rock of Ages and the Star-Spangled Banner
-until it passed resolutions against the rich and in favor of the poor,
-which not merely confounded common sense and subverted justice, but
-gave a sort of moral sanction to the small lies, the sand in the sugar,
-the dirt, the superstition and the slipshod ways which distinguished
-the people without brains and imagination from those with.
-
-"We might divide all round," Paul continued, "but what good would that
-do? I might move into a smaller house, sell my steam yacht and all my
-stable, except a horse and buggy, and play the Puritan, but what good
-would that do? People would laugh and my wife would think me crazy. I
-tell you what, Don, we--I mean the crowd I run with--may be a grasping,
-extravagant, gambling, sporting, strenuous lot, but we trot square.
-There's no sand in our sugar, and when there's music to be faced we
-don't run away, squeal or delude ourselves. But I've sworn off
-cocktails for good. I began yesterday. And I'm going to keep my eye
-on you, Don. I don't promise to follow you, but I'm interested. When
-you get your plans in working order let me look at them. I may be able
-to syndicate them for you, even though I have to shock my conservative
-father in the process. By the way, do you happen to need a
-stenographer? She's said to know her business. And this one is in
-your line, too."
-
-Gordon had been conscious lately that his work required another clerk.
-"In my line?"
-
-"Yes. A tale of woe. She's a protegée of my aunt's, and needs a
-helping hand. A widow with two small children. Good looking, too, I
-believe. Mrs. Wilson has had her taught until she can play the
-type-writer like a learned pig, and take down your innermost thoughts
-in shorthand. And now the woman insists on being thrown down hard on
-her own resources, like a good American. We haven't a vacancy, unless
-I invent one; and it occurred to me that you must have work enough for
-a second stenographer by this time."
-
-"I'll try her."
-
-"Thanks. One good turn deserves another. I'll tell my aunt that she
-ought to ask you to dine; and then if you don't give her to understand
-that her will is all wrong and should be drawn over again the fault
-will be yours."
-
-"Bankers may advertise their wares in the shop windows, but a
-self-respecting lawyer may only look wise. He must hold his tongue
-until he is consulted."
-
-"Squat in his office, eh, like a spider waiting for flies? But you
-ought to know my aunt all the same."
-
-"I should like to immensely," said Gordon.
-
-"She's not like the rest of the family; she belongs to a different
-flight. My father has brains and force. It's not easy to equal him in
-those. He hasn't had time though to sort his ideas and tie them up in
-nice white packages with crimson bows or to polish anything except his
-wits. But Aunt Miriam goes in for the perfect life. That's what she
-has in her mind's eye. You would suit her to death, Don. You ought to
-be pals. She's absorbed in reforms and ęsthetic mission work, and she
-has a fine scent for national tendencies, and there's no telling but
-you might each get points from the other."
-
-Gordon laughed. "You flatter me, Paul."
-
-"No, I don't. You're not alike. You're both aiming at the same thing,
-I suppose; but your ways are different. And you can't very well both
-be right. You may not be pals after all. You may disagree and fight.
-Come to think of it, I shouldn't be in the least surprised if you did.
-A pitched battle between Gordon Perry and Mrs. Randolph Wilson would be
-worth watching." Paul chuckled mirthfully at the conception. "I'm not
-quite sure which of you I would back."
-
-"And now you're enigmatic, not to say absurd."
-
-"Wait until you get to know her; then you'll understand. I should only
-tie myself up in a bow-knot trying to explain. Her daughter's marriage
-gave Aunt Miriam her head. If ever there was a case of disappointment,
-Lucille was one. Aunt Miriam had intended her to be a model of
-ęsthetic sweetness and light, a sort of Matthew Arnold girl with
-American patent electrical improvements, but she must have been changed
-at birth. Lucille has her good points--I'm fond of her--but it's a
-matter of utter indifference to her whether the world improves or not
-provided she has what she likes. She must have been a constant jar to
-her mother. Yet I never heard a whimper from Mrs. Wilson. My aunt had
-no particular use for Clarence Waldo; yet when the thing was settled
-one could never have guessed from her manner that she was not to be the
-mother-in-law of Lord Rosebery or of the author of the great American
-novel. But now that her mission as a mother is fulfilled, look out for
-storm centres in the upper lake region of high ideas and fresh winds in
-reform circles. By the way, the Waldos are in this country again, and
-are to pass the summer at Newport. My wife says that we are to go
-there too, with a new steam yacht and all the latest appliances for
-cutting ice. So you see, I couldn't play the Puritan and the American
-husband in the same act."
-
-As a result of this conversation, Constance Stuart obtained employment
-in Gordon Perry's office. When she presented herself he recognized her
-with surprise as the client whose scrupulous purpose he believed he had
-divined, though she had given no clue to her instructions. He realized
-that he was predisposed in her favor, so that she scarcely needed the
-letter of encomium from Mrs. Wilson, which he paused to read, chiefly
-because of its chirography and diction. He observed that both her face
-and figure were a little fuller than when he had seen her last, which
-was becoming, and that she was more trigly, though simply, dressed. It
-was clear that she had risen from the ashes of her adversity, and was
-determined to put her best foot forward. And what an attractive voice
-and fine eyes she had. As he looked at her he said to himself that she
-was qualified for the position as one in a thousand; the sort of woman
-who would understand without becoming obtrusive, who would be neither a
-machine nor a coquette; and though she was a novice, the endorsement
-was explicit on the score of her capacity. Gordon felt that she would
-give a new atmosphere to his office.
-
-Constance, on her part, was pleased to encounter one not wholly a
-stranger. Though she had acquired deftness in her work, she felt
-nervous at actual responsibility, and the memory of the lawyer's kind
-eyes and frank smile gave her assurance. As she saw him again she was
-sure that he would be considerate and reasonable. Mrs. Wilson had
-spoken of an opening in Mr. Howard's office, where she would be one of
-a roomful of typewriters, but she was glad now that this opportunity
-had been offered her instead. There would be less excitement and less
-contact with the hurly-burly of large events, and less chance for
-promotion and for better pay in case she proved proficient. But, on
-the other hand, she believed that she would find here a secure and
-agreeable haven where she could do her best with self-respecting
-faithfulness and support her children suitably. As she arranged her
-small effects in the desk provided for her, she concluded already that
-she was very fortunate.
-
-Just a year had passed since Constance had begun her new life in
-Lincoln Chambers, and the impulse of that new life may be said to have
-dated from her visit to Mrs. Randolph Wilson. From that interview and
-that house she had brought away encouragement and inspiration. The
-text of the value of the spirit of beauty possessed her soul with the
-ardor of a new faith. Suddenly and with captivating clearness it had
-been revealed to her that the external fitness of things is a fact and
-not to be ignored, and that the purely introspective, subjective vision
-sees only half the truth of existence. She perceived that she had been
-content with rectitude, and unadorned plainness; that she had been
-indifferent and blind to color, variety, and artistic excellence. It
-was as though she had been nourished on skimmed milk instead of cream,
-as though her diet had been a monotonous simple regimen without a
-luscious ingredient.
-
-To begin with, she had turned her thought to her own home, where
-cleanliness and order ruled, but where she had hitherto refrained from
-other than haphazard efforts at pleasing effects. Her idea had been to
-be comfortable and decent, and to let the rest take care of itself, but
-now the ambition was awakened to impart taste to her surroundings. To
-her satisfaction she found that this was not difficult to accomplish
-even with her modest resources, as her mentor had predicted. Her
-woman's intelligence and native refinement reinforced her aroused
-interest, and by altering the angles and position of her furniture, and
-by introducing a few spots of color to enliven the monotony of her
-rooms she was able to effect a modest transformation delightful to her
-own eyes. To plant flowers in boxes for her windows and to arrange the
-few pictures she owned to advantage was the next step. The modern
-design of her apartment lent itself to her efforts, as though its
-newness, its modern tiles and its wall-papers were in league against
-dull commonplaceness, and it seemed to her presently almost horrible
-that she had remained indifferent for so long to the necessity of
-external appearances, absorbed in the processes of introspection. When
-she and Emil had married her predominant impulse had been to be a good,
-loving wife to him, and to make his home inviting by her cheerfulness
-and tact. The new, clean house had seemed to her pretty in itself, and
-she had taken for granted that the sets of furniture, the carpets, and
-other household goods, bought hastily, could not fail to set it forth
-to advantage. They were substantial, fresh, and paid for, and in her
-happiness it had not occurred to her to bother further. To do so would
-have seemed to savor of undue worldliness. Now how far away appeared
-that time of joyful ignorance, and how foreign to her present
-sophistication its artless outlook. She had deemed herself cultivated
-then, and later, in the stress of her misfortunes, had cherished
-thoughtful simplicity as the essence of personal refinement, the
-life-buoy to which she clung amid the waste of waters. By the light of
-experience it was plain that she had starved herself and eschewed as
-effete or unimportant that which was wholesome and stimulating. The
-same impulse led her to take a new interest in her own personal
-appearance, to arrange her hair tastefully, to consider a little what
-colors suited her best, and in various simple ways to make the most of
-her own personal advantages for the first time in her life. Not in the
-spirit of vanity, but in acknowledgment that she had too much neglected
-the temple of the body. And not only in respect to beauty in the
-outward manifestations of everyday life did she feel that she had been
-blind to what existence offered, but where art touched religion. She
-was able to approach faith from a new point of view; to wrap her naked
-intellectual communion with the garment of the church properties--to
-yield herself to the spell of the solemn architecture, the new
-stained-glass windows, the artistic reredos, and the vested choir of
-St. Stephen's--without suspicion or doubt. Her life had lacked the
-impulse of art, and in finding it she believed that she had discovered
-the secret of a closer approach to God.
-
-She sought by zeal to make atonement to Mr. Prentiss for her past
-deficiencies. It did not appear to her essential to recant her errors
-formally; indeed, she did not do so to herself, for in respect to
-certain dogmas and supernatural claims of the creed she had not
-disowned her independence of thought. That which she wished to disown
-unmistakably was the coldness of her attitude toward spiritual things;
-she wished her rector to realize that heart was predominating over
-mind, and that trusting, ardent worship had taken the place of
-speculative lip service. A sermon by Mr. Prentiss came in the nick of
-time to further this attitude. It was on the essentials of the
-religious faith, and he defined them as the spirit of Christian
-brotherhood and love through man to God. Although he did not in terms
-disparage the importance of the dogmas and traditions of the church,
-the impression left on Constance was that he had passed them by as
-embodying the antiquated letter, but not the modern temper of Christian
-doctrine. To her eager imagination the doubts which had harassed her
-in the past concerning the truth of the miracles, and kindred
-scriptural deviation, from the natural order of the universe were
-reduced to trivial importance. Instead of stumbling-blocks to faith,
-they had become objects of secondary interest, to one side of the
-high-road along which the Christ-life was leading mankind.
-
-How better could she manifest this change of mood to Mr. Prentiss than
-by devotion to church work? She became a teacher in the Sunday-school
-in the Church of the Redeemer, the mission church connected with St.
-Stephen's, joined once more a Bible-class under her rector's
-instruction, and undertook to befriend some poor families less
-fortunate than herself on the parish lists. But her dearest service
-was to help to deck the church for the great Christian festivals,
-Christmas and Easter. To arrange the evergreen and mistletoe, the
-profusion of lilies and roses, humbly and under the guidance of those
-versed in such matters, but with devoted hands, gave her a chance to
-ventilate the new poetry of her soul. She had become enamored of the
-charm of flowers; she delighted in the swell of the organ and the
-melodious chants of the rejoicing choir. Her willing fingers quickly
-became skilful. At the second Easter she was even appealed to on minor
-points of taste by some of her fellow-workers, so that Loretta Davis,
-who was standing by holding smilax, nudged her as a sign of
-congratulation, for she had represented herself to Loretta as a
-complete novice in such matters. Very grateful and inspiriting to
-Constance was Mrs. Wilson's voluntary tribute on the same evening that
-she had been of notable service. Mrs. Wilson was the presiding genius
-and lady bountiful of these festivals, especially on Easter Day. It
-was she who said yearly to Mr. Prentiss, "Date plenis lilia," and,
-acting on that cue, gave orders to the florists to exhaust the
-green-houses of the neighborhood, and to spare neither expense nor
-pains to make St. Stephen's the most beautiful sanctuary in Benham. It
-was she who organized and tactfully controlled the large committee of
-ladies whose annual labor of love it was to dress the church. It was
-she who oversaw and checkmated the commonplace intentions of the
-professional decorators employed to fasten festoons and clusters beyond
-the reach of ladylike gymnastics; and it was she who originated or set
-the seal of approval on the artistic scheme of design adopted by the
-committee.
-
-Mrs. Wilson had had several triumphs as a consequence of the freedom
-afforded her by her daughter's marriage, but nothing had given her more
-satisfaction than the progress of Loretta Davis's redemption through
-association with Constance. She had jumped at the idea of placing the
-wayward girl in the opposite tenement, feeling that the experience
-would be a blessing to both women; that it would provide Loretta with a
-sympathetic fellow struggler and example, and give Mrs. Stuart the
-self-respecting occasion to help as well as to be helped. Still it was
-an experiment until tried, the success of which could not be taken for
-granted.
-
-That their relations had become sympathetic was due mainly to
-Constance. In her present mood the unfortunate girl seemed to have
-been sent to her as an opportunity for Christian usefulness, as a test
-of her own spiritual regeneration. Here was the best chance of all to
-show her changed heart to her rector. Her recognition from the outset
-that Loretta was distasteful to her, and her shrinking not only from
-the girl's attitude toward sin but from her smart matter-of-fact
-personality served merely as a spur to her own zeal. She would win her
-over and be won over herself; she would unearth the palpitating soul of
-which Mrs. Wilson had confided to her that she had caught a glimpse,
-and teach her to reassert and develop her womanhood. Help came
-unexpectedly from Loretta herself after the ice of acquaintance was
-broken and the two women found themselves close neighbors. Constance
-was attracted by the keenness of her intelligence which, though Loretta
-was ignorant and undisciplined, was apt to go straight to the mark on
-the wings of rough but pungent speech. It conciliated Constance to
-discover this trait, for she shrank from self-deception as a moral
-blemish and one more typical of women than of men. The girl's
-directness awoke an answering chord. A clear head removed half the
-difficulty of the situation, and held out the hope that wise counsel
-would not be lost.
-
-Loretta made no mystery of her circumstances. She told the story of
-her shame with matter-of-fact glibness as an every-day incident in
-human life, lamentable possibly on conventional grounds, but not to be
-judged harshly by the discerning, among whom she chose to place
-Constance. The thing had happened, and there was nothing to be said or
-done but make the best of it--which now included the baby.
-
-"She wanted me to keep it, and I said I would, and that I'd come and
-live here and see how I liked it. I shocked her and--well, I had never
-talked with anyone just like her before. She seemed set on my living
-here, so I thought I'd try."
-
-"She" was always Mrs. Wilson. This was Loretta's invariable way of
-referring to her, as if there could be no question who was meant. She
-talked of her constantly, with an eager yet shy interest, which
-promptly revealed to Constance how matters stood. Loretta had taken up
-her duties as a mother and subordinated her own wanton theories to
-please Mrs. Wilson. This was the bond which held her, not religion or
-the qualms of self-respect. Yet it was a bond, and Constance
-recognized it as one to be cherished. To hear this woman, so bold and
-indelicate in every-day speech, ask questions concerning her divinity
-with a shyness not unlike that of a bashful lover was interesting. Was
-not she herself under the influence of the same charm? Was not this
-infatuation another tribute to the power of the spirit of beauty? Thus
-Constance felt that she had a clue to her new companion's nature, which
-she did her best to utilize. So it happened that Loretta went to
-church because she could catch a glimpse of Mrs. Wilson from where they
-sat; and Loretta took a new interest in her baby from the hour when
-Mrs. Wilson sent her, tied up with a pretty ribbon, a little
-embroidered infant's jacket bought at a fair; and Loretta helped to
-deck St. Stephen's at Easter because of the chance that Mrs. Wilson
-would speak to her, as of course she did. Constance found herself a
-silent but zealous conniver and accomplice; and it impressed her that
-the object of devotion seemed instinctively aware both of it and the
-girl's need, for every now and then Mrs. Wilson would make the occasion
-by a few words, a note, a visit or a gift to lift Loretta above the
-level of her own devices. For just as Antęus gained strength by
-contact with the earth, Loretta's spirit seemed to crave the
-inspiration of Mrs. Wilson's gracious patronage.
-
-Though slap-dash and over-confident in her ways, Loretta was capable
-and quick to adopt and to perform skilfully whatever appealed to her.
-Her experience as a cashier in a drug store had given her a lingo and a
-certain familiarity concerning modern remedies, and she had a natural
-aptitude with her hands. Some of the maternal hygienic niceties
-practised by Constance appeared to amuse her at first, but as she
-became more interested in her baby, she outdid her neighbor in
-pharmaceutical experiments with powder, oil, perfume, and whatever she
-thought likely to make her child a savory specimen of babyhood. When
-the child was a year old, Mrs. Wilson made good her promise that
-Loretta should be instructed in nursing by securing her admission to a
-hospital. At the same time she engaged another of her wards, a
-responsible, elderly woman, to take up her abode in Loretta's tenement,
-and it was arranged that this custodian should also tend Constance's
-children during their mother's absence down-town. How to guard her
-children properly after their return from school had been agitating
-Constance, and this plan was exactly to her liking. She paid a small
-sum weekly from her earnings for the supervision, and it was understood
-that Loretta should have the same privilege after her apprenticeship
-was over and she had become self-supporting. So it was that Mrs.
-Wilson felt she had reason to be gratified by her philanthropic
-experiment in Lincoln Chambers.
-
-
-
-
-XIV
-
-The zest of existence must be largely ethical and subjective for the
-majority of us or we should speedily become despondent or bored.
-Contact with life is necessarily so commonplace for the mass of
-humanity, that, were we dependent on personal participation in large
-events and dramatic, splendid experiences for inspiration and content,
-few would not find themselves restless and in the mental doldrums.
-Fortunately for our peace of mind, most of us not only appreciate that
-pictorial and world-stirring, or even exciting, affairs can be the lot
-of only a fraction of mankind, but, by virtue of the imagination,
-manage to impart to our more or less humble vicissitudes the aspect of
-an engrossing situation. We recognize the relative insignificance of
-the individual drama, but its reality holds us. Its characters may be
-few, its scenery bare, its action trite and simple to other eyes, yet
-each of us, as the leading actor, finds in the development of a human
-soul a part which fascinates him, and lends itself to the finest shades
-of expression. Whether it be a king on his throne, or a cripple in his
-cot, the essential matter to the world is the nice interpretation. So,
-as the true artist in a subordinate rōle forgets for the time that he
-is not the leading actor, we refuse to be depressed by the unimportance
-of our theatricals and are absorbed by the unfolding perplexities of
-our own soul play.
-
-It is every American woman's privilege, according to her tastes, to
-dream that she may become the wife of the President of the United
-States, or wield a powerful influence as a poetess, humanitarian
-educator, or other exponent of modern feminine usefulness. In marrying
-Emil Stuart, Constance had renounced the latter in favor of the former
-possibility. She had sacrificed all hopes of personal public
-distinction, but there still had remained the vision of becoming famous
-by proxy, through her husband. If this had never appeared to her happy
-eyes as a bride more than an iridescent dream, the idea that she would
-presently be working in a lawyer's office would have seemed utterly
-inconsistent with her scheme of life, and a violation of her horoscope.
-Yet, now that she was established in this position, she found the
-experience not only satisfactory, as a means of subsistence, but
-interesting. In the first place, it stirred her to be down-town in the
-swift current of affairs and a part of the busy crowd which peopled the
-huge office-buildings and swept to and from its work with the
-regularity and rhythmic force of the tide. Through this daily contact
-she discerned, as never before, the dignity and the pathos of labor,
-and gained both courage and exhilaration from the thought that, though
-there were generals and captains, and she was in the rear rank of
-privates, the real strength of the army lay in the faithful performance
-by the individual of that portion of the world's toil entrusted to
-himself or herself. There was attraction, too, in her employment,
-though her task was but to register and reproduce with despatch the
-thoughts of others. The occupation tested her accuracy, patience,
-tact, and diligence. She must avoid blunders and be swift to
-comprehend. There were secrets in her keeping; affairs upon the issue
-of which hinged large sums of money, and often the happiness of leading
-citizens, who were clients of the office; close legal battles between
-mind and mind; domestic difficulties settled out of court; and suits
-for injuries, where the price of a life or of a limb were at stake.
-Her lips must be sealed, and she must seem unaware of the tragedies
-which passed beneath her observation. Yet the human element became a
-constant, vivid interest to her, and now and then it happened, as, for
-instance, when a forlorn hope brought liberal damages to the wronged or
-the afflicted, that she was taken into the secret by the exultant
-plaintiff, and was able to rejoice openly. There was, finally, her
-association with her employer. From this she had not expected much.
-She was there to execute his instructions without superfluous words or
-the obtrusion of her own personality. She knew, instinctively, that he
-would not treat her merely as a machine, but she took for granted that
-their relations would be formal. It pleased her that, though this was
-the case, there were moments, even from the first, when he let her
-perceive that he regarded her as a social companion. To evince a
-kindly interest in her personal affairs was simply human; anyone might
-show this; but to talk with her on the topics of the day, to call her
-attention to a book or an article, or, as presently happened, to invite
-her opinion on a question of legal ethics, was a flattering indication
-that he considered their point of view the same. A difference in point
-of view is the most insurmountable, because the most intangible,
-barrier to the free play of human sympathy and the social instinct. It
-is the last great fortress in the pathway of democracy; one which the
-besiegers will be able to carry only by learning the password. A
-free-masonry exists, from the cut of the mind to that of the hair and
-coat, between those who recognize each other, and not to speak the same
-language palsies the best intentions. Modest as her introduction to
-Mrs. Randolph Wilson had made her, Constance in her heart believed that
-she spoke the same mental language as Mr. Perry. But would he
-recognize it? That he did so not only increased her interest in
-serving him, but held out the promise of a new friend. He might so
-easily have passed her over, he who was so busy and had so many
-acquaintances. Yet it was plain that he liked to talk to her, and that
-he availed himself of opportunities for conversation. At the end of a
-year it happened that the other stenographer, her predecessor, left Mr.
-Perry's employment in order to marry. As a consequence, Constance
-became the senior clerk, and was given formal charge of the office with
-a slight increase in pay.
-
-[Illustration: There were moments, even from the first, when he let her
-perceive that he regarded her as a social companion]
-
-She would scarcely have been human had Gordon Perry's complimentary
-interest failed to inspire her with some degree of hero-worship. Yet,
-though she was presently aware that she had set him on a pedestal, she
-felt that she had excellent reasons for her partiality. Was he not a
-clear-headed, astute reasoner, as well as kind? A thorough,
-conscientious worker, who went to the root of whatever he undertook,
-and prosecuted it vigorously, as well as a gracious spirit with a sense
-of humor? If she did not reveal much of the last quality herself, she
-appreciated and enjoyed it in others, especially when it was the sort
-of humor which championed truth against error and could be playful or
-caustic, as the occasion demanded. He was simple and approachable, yet
-he had influential and fashionable friends. Recently he had made the
-acquaintance of Mrs. Randolph Wilson, and was on pleasant terms with
-her. Constance had recognized her handwriting, and had been apprised
-by Loretta of his presence at Mrs. Wilson's entertainments. Loretta
-had, what seemed to Constance, almost a mania for the social department
-of newspapers. She knew by rote the names of the society leaders, and
-was familiar through reportorial photography with many of their faces.
-Mrs. Wilson was the bright, particular star in this galaxy of interest.
-Loretta searched with avidity for every item of gossip which concerned
-her divinity, and took a hectic pleasure in retailing her information.
-Thus it happened that every now and then she would exclaim: "I see that
-your boss was at her last entertainment," the fact of which was more
-agreeable to Constance than the phraseology. Loretta's diction was
-always clear, but Constance, who wished to feel that they spoke the
-same language, had often to bite her lips as a reproof to her
-sensibilities; and, especially, when she heard her hero spoken of as
-her boss. It was so wide of the truth regarding him.
-
-Then there was his mother, and here again Constance had cause to feel
-gratified. Quite unexpectedly Mrs. Perry had called upon her, seeking
-her at Lincoln Chambers in the late afternoon when she was likely to be
-at home. While serving her five o'clock tea, Constance had observed,
-with interest in her personality, marked resemblances to her son. He
-had inherited her naturalness and mental vigor. Her cheerful
-directness, too, but in his case the straightforward attitude was
-softened by the habit of deliberation and garnished by a more tolerant
-gaiety. It was obvious that Mrs. Perry maintained the integrity of her
-convictions until they ran counter in daily life to his, and in
-capitulating reserved always the privilege to be of the same opinion
-still, which she exercised with her tongue in her cheek, thereby
-betraying her great pride in her son, and in her son's superior wisdom.
-She professed, for instance, to regard his ideas concerning the new
-home in which he had just installed her, and where she was keeping
-house for him, as extravagant. What was the use of spending so much on
-mere creature comforts? She did not need them. She had sat on
-straight-backed chairs all her days and preferred them, and she did not
-require a telephone to order her marketing.
-
-"When I was young," she said to Constance, "there was only one set
-bath-tub in a house, if any, and no modern plumbing. We carried hot
-water upstairs in pails, and those who drew water from the boiler
-poured in as much as they took. But there are so many labor-saving
-machines to-day, that sheer laziness is at a premium. Gordon declares
-that I'm all wrong, and that more people are clean and comfortable as a
-consequence. Then, as to the wall-papers and carpets and upholstery,
-well, they're pretty, I can't deny that. But, somehow, it goes against
-my grain to see so many bright colors. Yet when I say it looks
-frivolous, Gordon simply laughs. So I've promised to hold my tongue
-until everything is finished, and to let him have his way. He likes to
-have his way almost as much as I do mine, Mrs. Stuart, and the
-strangest part is that, though he doesn't always convince me, I have a
-secret feeling that he must be right."
-
-Constance was taken to see the new house in one of the outlying and
-more fashionable wards of the city, which, as Mrs. Perry had declared,
-was supplied with all the modern improvements and was being furnished
-with an eye to artistic taste. It became evident that the old lady,
-despite her misgivings, was very proud at heart of the whole
-establishment, but that her satisfaction centred in the library--her
-son's room--a cosey, spacious apartment with tall shelves for his books
-and various conveniences adapted to a bachelor and a student. As
-standing on the threshold, she exhibited it to her guest with a shy
-pride, which almost seemed to gasp at the effects disclosed, she
-murmured: "It sometimes seems to me a wicked waste of money; but I'm
-glad to think he's going to be so comfortable."
-
-Constance replied, "It's a delightful room. Just the place, restful to
-the body and stimulating to the spirit, which a busy man like Mr. Perry
-ought to have."
-
-"There can be nothing too good for him, if that's what you mean."
-
-"I heartily assent," said Constance, smiling. "And I agree with your
-son that it is sensible and right to surround oneself with pretty
-things if one has the means."
-
-"I guess that he must have talked it over with you," said the old lady,
-with a keen glance.
-
-"No."
-
-"Well, it's a wonder he hasn't, for he sets store by your opinion on
-lots of things. In my day, compliments weren't considered good for
-young people, but I don't believe from your looks that you'll work any
-the less well because I let you know what he thinks of you. He was
-saying the other day that he feared you must find thumping on that
-machine of yours, week in and week out, and taking down letters in
-double-quick time, dull work, and I told him that a woman of the right
-sort, with two children to support, had no time to feel dull or to
-think about her feelings, but was thankful for the chance of steady
-employment. You see I know something about that myself. You have your
-boy and girl to keep your thoughts busy, just as I had him."
-
-"Yes, indeed. But it is a pleasure to work for Mr. Perry. No man is a
-hero to his valet, and need not be, I suppose, to his stenographer.
-You won't think it presumptuous of me to say that he has been very
-considerate, and that I enjoy taking down his words because he is so
-intelligent and so thorough?"
-
-"There's no one who likes to hear nice things said about him so well as
-his mother. There's only one fault about him, so far as I know, and
-that may be cured any day. He's a bachelor. I would move straight out
-of this house to-morrow in order to see him well married."
-
-"That wouldn't be necessary, I imagine, Mrs. Perry."
-
-"Yes, it would. I should make a detestable mother-in-law. Gordon gets
-his clear-headedness from me, and I know my own faults. I shouldn't be
-jealous, but I should wish her to do things in my way, and she would
-wish to do them in hers, so we should clash. I wouldn't risk it. But
-I'd be willing to die to-morrow and never to kiss my grandchildren if
-only he had a good wife. I should be very particular, though."
-
-"I should think so. I hope with all my heart that he may meet a woman
-worthy of him." Constance was a little surprised by her own fervor.
-Expressed in sound it seemed to her almost familiar. Then, without
-knowing why, she sighed. Was it because she painfully recalled that
-marriage was a lottery?
-
-Mrs. Perry evidently ascribed the sigh to that source, for after
-regarding her a moment, she said softly, "It was easier for me than it
-is for you. When I lost my husband we were very happy. You are left
-alone. You see my son has told me your story."
-
-"I am glad that you should know."
-
-"But you are young, my dear. Young and a charming looking, lovable
-woman. The right man may come along. Who knows?"
-
-Constance stared at her in astonishment. "My husband is not dead," she
-said, a little formally.
-
-"Yes, I know. He deserted you."
-
-"But he is alive."
-
-"Gordon told me that you had not been divorced."
-
-"I have never thought of such a thing."
-
-"You know where he is?"
-
-"I have not seen him or heard from him since the day he left me nearly
-three years ago."
-
-"Precisely."
-
-"He is the father of my children, however."
-
-For a moment Mrs. Perry seemed to be pondering the thesis contained in
-her single word of deduction, and her visitor's reply. Then she bent
-her shrewd eyes on Constance, and said with a quiet pithiness of
-utterance, which reminded the latter of her employer. "I was not
-tempted to marry again because I loved my husband, and could not forget
-him. But I've never been able to convince my common sense that it is
-fair to asperse the woman who marries again after the law has separated
-her forever from the man who has done her a grievous wrong, but to
-think it only right and fitting for a widow to take a second husband
-when the first whom she has loved, and who has loved her, is in the
-grave. If I were a young woman on my death-bed, I expect I couldn't
-make up my mind to beg my husband to marry again. But I couldn't blame
-him if he did. It's the way of human nature, often as not. It's
-hateful to be lonely. And why shouldn't the girl marry again, who has
-been left in the lurch by a cruel man, who has been false to the vow he
-took to support and protect her? Only the other day a rich merchant
-whom my son knows, a man of over sixty, who had lived with his wife for
-thirty years, married again before she had been dead twelve months, and
-they had a solemn church wedding. It was your clergyman, Mrs. Stuart,
-who married them. I'd call it disgusting, except that some people said
-he was solitary, although he had daughters. But to make fish of one
-and flesh of the other, isn't just. I'm an old woman, and the longer I
-live the more I dote on justice."
-
-"I remember now. I know whom you mean. Loretta insisted on reading me
-the account of it from the newspaper. I've seen him in church. He is
-one of the vestrymen."
-
-"Yes, it was a society function. But I don't judge him," said Mrs.
-Perry, sitting up straight to emphasize her intention to be
-dispassionate. "Men are queer. His wife was dead, and he had the
-right to ask another woman to fill her place. But why, then, should
-anyone criticise you?"
-
-"Have you heard anyone criticise me?" Constance asked, hoping to
-extricate the conversation from the depths of this argument by a ripple
-on the surface.
-
-"Some of them would. You did yourself, you know."
-
-"It was a new idea to me. I have never thought of marrying." After a
-moment's silence, she added, simply: "How would you like your son to
-marry a divorced woman, Mrs. Perry?"
-
-Her mind had picked out, instinctively, the crucial question. The old
-lady gave a little gasp and start.
-
-"A divorced woman? Gordon?" Then she laughed. "The way you said
-'divorced woman' had a formidable sound." The personal application was
-evidently a surprise to her; evidently, too, it interested her, and she
-wrestled with it sitting erect and bright-eyed. In another moment she
-had worked out the answer to her own satisfaction. "It would depend
-upon her--what she was like. If she were innocent--if she had been
-grossly wronged, and had sought the relief from her distress which the
-laws allow, and I liked her and he loved her, I shouldn't object. Or,
-put it in this way: I should prefer that Gordon did not marry a widow,
-but a girl with all the freshness of her life before her."
-
-"Yes, indeed," murmured Constance.
-
-"But plenty of young men fall in love with widows and marry, and no one
-thinks any the worse of the widows, or of them. I'd fully as lief
-Gordon married a divorced woman as one who had buried her husband. And
-if I were sure she was a fine woman, I can imagine my sentiment
-vanishing like moonshine, and my not minding a bit."
-
-Constance shook her head thoughtfully. "He must marry some fine, sweet
-girl without a past," she said with gentle positiveness.
-
-"Amen to that, my dear. And the sooner the better."
-
-
-One day early in September, in the summer following the date of this
-conversation, Paul Howard entered the office. As he passed into
-Gordon's private room, omitting the gay greeting which he was wont to
-exchange with her, Constance noticed that his expression was grave and
-tense, and that he looked tired. She said to herself that his summer
-at Newport could not have rested him.
-
-It was Paul's second season at Newport. In accordance with his
-half-humorous prediction, he had hired there, the previous summer, one
-of the most desirable villas, a spacious establishment with a superb
-outlook to sea. He had maintained a large steam yacht, and an
-elaborate stable, and had entertained lavishly. All to please his
-wife. At least so he regarded it, and this was in a large measure the
-truth. Ever since his marriage, five years back, Paul had been
-thinking that he would like to spend his vacation in some cool,
-picturesque spot, far from scenes of social display, where with his
-wife he could enjoy the beauties of nature unreservedly, and recuperate
-from the fatigues of the winter. But, though he had hankered after
-this in theory, and had broached the project to Mrs. Howard, somehow it
-had never come to pass, and he had been secretly aware for some time
-that it never would, unless one of them had nervous prostration and
-were ordered away by a physician. For when one is a millionaire and
-has an ambitious wife, one gets into the way of doing what other
-millionaires do, and becomes acclimated to the amusements proper to
-millionaires, until presently the necessity of having luxuries at one's
-fingers' ends makes any other programme seem insipid and a bore. Those
-who neglect to follow their own tastes cannot fail to be moulded by the
-tastes which they adopt. We readily habituate ourselves to our
-surroundings, whether it be too few baths, or too many. Paul delighted
-in the plumbing facilities of his establishment. He was perpetually
-taking baths and changing his underclothes, and the apprehension lest
-this orgie be interfered with had taken the edge off his desire for
-closer contact with the beauties of nature. He recognized the change
-in himself, but charged it to the account of the spirit of the age,
-that convenient depository of modern philosophers. So, by the end of
-that first summer, he had found himself content rather than otherwise
-with the experience and disposed to return. To begin with, his wife
-was enthusiastic. As she expressed it, she had had the time of her
-life, which was comforting. Although from Monday morning to Thursday
-night had been spent by him in New York (he had arranged to be absent
-from Benham during the summer months and take temporary charge of the
-New York office), the rest of the week was passed at Newport, and for
-the trip he had his own comfortable yacht. Besides, he took a
-fortnight in August, during the time of the New York Yacht Club cruise,
-with its opportunities to meet familiarly men of importance in the
-financial world. There was golf and riding and driving, his baths and
-cocktails. If he found the widely advertised, and rather foolish,
-extravagant entertainments in dog-day August, to which his wife dragged
-him, tedious, he could generally slip away early if she wished to stay
-to dance, and often he could manage to be in New York when they
-occurred. Besides, since to be present at them seemed to be regarded
-as social recognition, he was gratified to be treated as a millionaire
-would wish to be treated in the society of millionaires. To go, or at
-least to be represented by his wife, who made his excuses most
-charmingly he was told, showed that he had not been left out, which is
-the controlling reason why people go to festivities at Newport, except
-to those where trinkets of real value are given away in the course of
-the evening. Paul had fully intended to renounce cocktails. In fact,
-he had sworn off at Benham; but since they appeared to take the place
-of a grace before meat at every gathering of Newport's fashionable male
-contingent, he had yielded again like a good fellow to the spirit of
-the age just for one summer. One swallow does not make a summer, as we
-all know, and similarly, destiny often requires more than one summer to
-carry the spirit of the age to its logical conclusions. This is true
-of the effect of cocktails on the coats of the stomach, according to
-the best medical authorities. But we are not considering that here.
-Indeed, the working out process which Paul now found confronting him
-was outside of himself and concerned him chiefly as a victim. If his
-first summer at Newport had been propitious, taking all things,
-including the spirit of the age, into consideration, the second had
-been productive of momentous issues. It was in relation to these that
-Paul had come to consult Gordon Perry, his friend and legal adviser.
-
-
-
-
-XV
-
-Gordon Perry looked up from his desk with an air of surprise. "Why,
-Paul, I thought you'd shaken the dust of Benham from your feet until
-the last of the month." Then noticing his client's face as they joined
-hands, he added, "I hope nothing has gone wrong."
-
-"Everything is wrong." Paul seated himself with grave deliberation.
-"Are you at leisure? What I have to consult you about will take some
-time."
-
-"No one shall disturb us."
-
-"It isn't business." Then, after a moment's silence, "It's my wife.
-She has betrayed me."
-
-"Your wife betrayed you?" Gordon, as in his bewilderment he echoed the
-words, recalled a woman with a dainty figure, a small, sphinx-like
-mouth, full cheeks devoid of color, and black hair. He had never been
-at Paul's house, but he had been introduced to her, and he had
-frequently seen her and her little girl driving in her victoria, a
-picture of up-to-date fastidiousness. At the time of her marriage she
-had been called the prettiest girl in Benham. She was the daughter of
-a St. Louis contractor with a reputation for executive ability, who had
-moved to Benham in her childhood to become the president of a
-car-building company. Paul's friends had intimated that he had gone
-rather out of his way to marry her. Certainly it had been considered a
-brilliant match for her.
-
-"Yes. It's a pretty kettle of fish, as you'll appreciate when you hear
-the story; a hopeless case so far as our living together is concerned.
-I've come to you for advice and to talk it over, though she and I
-threshed out the situation four days ago.
-
-"May I smoke? Thanks. You don't here, I know; but I go from cigar to
-cigar to keep my nerves straight, for I'm still dazed, and I haven't
-slept much."
-
-"It's ghastly," murmured Gordon.
-
-"Now that I look back I suppose I ought to have realized that she never
-really cared for me. Perhaps the gradual, unconscious perception of
-that reacted on me. I fell dead in love with her looks, and would have
-worshipped the ground she trod on had she proved what I thought her to
-be. As it is, I'm humiliated, angry, disgusted, all at sea. But I can
-see that we should never be happy together again. Love in the true
-sense is over on both sides. I tell you this, Gordon, to begin with.
-You haven't heard anything?"
-
-"Not a word."
-
-"I thought it likely they had copied the item from the Newport into the
-Benham newspapers. Five nights ago I popped at a man in my house with
-a revolver--a long shot--just as he was escaping over the balcony
-outside my wife's apartment, and missed. At the moment I would have
-given half my fortune to kill him. I dare say, it's just as well I
-didn't. There would have been a bigger scandal. It was one o'clock,
-and someone who heard the noise--servants, I know not who--talked, and
-two days later there appeared in one of the newspapers an allusion to
-the mysterious midnight pistol shot on the Howard place. A reporter
-called on me; I declined to see him, but my butler, who can be trusted,
-had instructions to say I was shooting cats. That's all the public
-knows as yet. Here's a nice problem for the women's debating clubs: A
-man discovers his wife's lover in his place; ought he to shoot him like
-a rat on the spot, or accept the situation for what it is worth, just
-as he has to accept a death in the family, a fire, or any other
-visitation of Providence? Eh?" Paul gave a short laugh. "Of course
-the primitive man shot every time. But we can remember one husband who
-did shoot and who killed, and that all the exquisite people and some of
-the wise people shook their heads and declared he ought to have thought
-of his daughters. There was a world-wide scandal, and after the
-funeral we were told that the husband had always been a crank, in proof
-of which he died later in an insane asylum, while his wife has hovered
-on the outskirts of the smart set ever since as a sort of blessed
-martyr to the rigor of conventions. No, my dear fellow, the only
-decent thing for me to do now is to compromise myself deliberately with
-some common woman, so as to give my wife the chance to obtain a divorce
-from me. That is the duty of the gallant modern husband, according to
-the nicest and latest fashionable code."
-
-"You will do nothing of the kind, Paul."
-
-"Wait until you have mulled over it as I have, For the sake of my
-little girl her mother's reputation must be sacred."
-
-"I see. Then her misconduct is not known?"
-
-"It's a profound secret. That is, no one has seen her in the act, but
-it seems that all Newport except myself has taken it for granted and
-been whispering about it all summer. It began last summer, dolt that I
-was. But it's not known officially. That is, the newspapers have not
-got on to it." Paul made a movement of impatience and, rising, took a
-turn or two across the office. He stopped in front of Gordon and said:
-"Mind you, the temptation to kill him like a rat was not presented to
-me. I don't say I would have done it. I don't know what I would have
-done under all the circumstances--the gruesome circumstances--had we
-been face to face and he unarmed. He heard me and fled by the window.
-I was in the ante-room and stepped out on the balcony, and running
-round merely saw a disappearing figure. I did not know who he was, but
-I surmised; and on the spur of the moment I felt it was almost a
-hopeless shot. Who do you suppose he was?"
-
-"I have no idea, of course."
-
-"Guess."
-
-"It would be useless. I know no one at Newport except yourself, Paul."
-
-"Oh, yes, you do. Here's situation number two in the tragedy. It was
-my cousin Lucille's husband, Clarence Waldo."
-
-"For Heaven's sake!" Gordon ejaculated. "It can't be possible."
-
-Paul's laugh broke forth again. "Stunning, isn't it? No dramatist can
-improve on that. But I can. I know what you're thinking," he said,
-folding his arms, as he stood before Gordon with a saturnine glee, as
-though he were enjoying the other's consternation. "You're wondering
-what Mrs. Wilson will say?"
-
-Gordon shook his head. "It is terrible for her, of course. But I was
-thinking of your poor cousin."
-
-"Spare your pity in that quarter, man, until you know the truth.
-Situation number three! Lucille and her husband have fallen out,
-agreed to differ, ceased to love each other, never have loved each
-other, and are to be divorced as soon as circumstances will permit.
-Waldo is to marry my wife, and she--Lucille--has plighted her troth to
-Bradbury Nicholson, of New York, a son of the president of the Chemical
-Trust, of whom she is enamoured, and with whom, it seems, she has been
-carrying on clandestinely for months. Didn't I tell you I could
-improve on myself? The curtain now to red fire and the strains of
-Tschaikowsky!"
-
-Paul flung himself into his chair, and squared his jaw. For a moment
-he looked like his father.
-
-Gordon gazed at him with a brow of dismay. "How do you know this?"
-
-"From my wife. She made a clean breast of their affairs, and seemed to
-be rather surprised that I didn't know. It's all cut and dried. That
-is, it is to work out that way in the end, and soon, if I'm
-accommodating. And I am expected to be. After the first flare-up,
-which was all on my part, and did not take place until next morning, we
-talked in our ordinary voices, as we are talking now." Since the
-climax of his narration, Paul's sensational tone had ceased. He seemed
-simply tired, as though he had been suddenly let down. "She set me the
-example. You know her face. She looked whiter than ever, but was
-perfectly clear and explicit. She said it was evident we were not
-suited to each other. Although I agreed with her, I was fool enough to
-ask her why, and she intimated politely, but clearly, that I bored
-her--said we did not care for the same things. She admitted that I was
-not to blame for that, and that I had been very generous in money
-matters. Then we talked and we talked and we talked, at that time and
-again in the evening, until the small hours. The upshot is, we're to
-be divorced as soon as it can be arranged. She is to desert me, or I
-her. She seemed to be posted as to the law. Or, whatever way you
-suggest. I've given in. She appealed to my common sense, as she
-called it. She told me that we had made a mistake, that we both knew
-it, and that the sooner we recognized it, the better. That there need
-be no disagreeable publicity beyond the fact that we were no longer to
-be husband and wife. I couldn't deny that my love for her was dead.
-The only difficult question was the child. Neither of us wished to
-give her up, and each of us would like to have her all the time.
-
-"Poor little thing!"
-
-"Yes, indeed. When I thought of Helen, I told my wife at first that I
-was ready to preserve the outward forms of living together, in the
-teeth of her unfaithfulness, for the sake of our child. But she told
-me that I was old-fashioned. She asked whether I thought it would be
-worse for Helen, or whether Helen would be less happy to live as we
-should mutually arrange than to grow up in a wretched household, where
-the father and mother were utterly at variance. That was a poser.
-It's the devil either way. What do you think?"
-
-"It's the devil, as you say. Amen, to that! But if it's got to
-be--got to be," Gordon reiterated, "I'm inclined to think your wife was
-right in terming your protest old-fashioned. Where a marriage is
-utterly blasted, to retain the husk merely for the sake of the children
-must fail, it seems to me, in nine cases out of ten, to accomplish its
-purpose--to preserve what society is pleased to call the sanctity of
-the home."
-
-"There would not be much sanctity left in mine," Paul murmured.
-"However, when she saw that I was determined to have my full share of
-Helen, or fight, we came to terms. Helen is to spend her winters with
-me, her summer vacations with her mother; or some such arrangement;
-and, of course, I am to provide for the child." Paul paused
-reflectively. "I don't think it ever occurred to my wife that we do
-not stand on an equal footing, and that she would not be the best of
-moral influences for a daughter. It seems to be an answer to
-everything that we were not sympathetic, and that she has met somebody
-who is; her affinity, as they say. I had observed her intimacy with
-Waldo, and was aware of some cases at Newport where women had
-compromised themselves with other women's husbands; and, though I
-didn't exactly fancy Waldo's attentions, and had hinted to her twice my
-disapproval--to which the first time she pleaded surprise, and the
-second, shrugged her shoulders--I never divined the truth until I
-received this." He drew a letter from his pocket and handed it to
-Gordon. "Even then, I couldn't believe the worst."
-
-Gordon perused the contents of the envelope, a single sheet of paper on
-which were the words: "When the cat's away, the mice will play."
-
-"Humph! Anonymous!" he said.
-
-"She asked me what brought matters to a crisis, and I told her. She
-thinks it must have been sent by a maid whom she discharged. I
-received it at my New York office in the middle of the week, and the
-following Sunday night, instead of leaving Newport in my yacht, as
-usual, I pretended to do so, and returned late to my house on foot.
-The rest you know. It may be I was too much absorbed in my business.
-However, it's all over now, and it's best it should be over. What I
-wish is advice as to the necessary steps; that you should tell me what
-I ought to do."
-
-"As to a divorce?"
-
-"Yes. She is to follow my instructions in regard to it."
-
-"And what as to the others--the Waldos?"
-
-"No wonder you ask. I put the same question to her, and she told me
-that I needn't concern myself about them; that they would find a way."
-
-"There are certainly various ways if people choose to connive at
-divorce. There are certain States where the residence essential to
-give the court jurisdiction can be obtained in a pitifully short
-time--even as short as three months, and where an agreement to live
-apart is allowed, through lack of scrutiny, to pass for genuine
-desertion. If Mrs. Waldo and her husband have both been guilty of
-infidelity, neither is entitled to a decree of divorce in any court of
-justice. But that concerns them, not you. I was merely voicing the
-regret which every decent man feels that there shouldn't be a uniform
-law in all our States. But here one runs up against the vested rights
-of sovereign peoples. It's a far cry from South Carolina, where no
-divorce is granted for any cause whatever, to Wisconsin or Colorado,
-where desertion for one year is sufficient. Yet, if one had to choose
-between the two, there is less injustice and more regard for the
-welfare of society in the latter extreme, radical as it is, than in the
-former. Whatever happens, the world will never go back to marital
-chains and slavery." Turning to the book-case at his elbow, Gordon
-selected a law book and opened it. "I don't hanker after divorce
-cases, but I'm very glad you have come to me, Paul. I was simply
-shocked, at first; let me tell you now how heartily sorry I am for you."
-
-"Thank you, Don. I knew you would be. As to my cousin, Lucille, I
-cannot say, positively, that she has taken the final step--actually
-sinned. My wife admitted that she had no real knowledge, though she
-took the worst for granted. But it is certain that the marriage is at
-an end, that she and her husband are hopelessly alienated, and that at
-the first opportunity she will marry this young Nicholson. As to
-myself, you agree with me, don't you, that a divorce is the only
-possible, the only sensible, course to adopt?"
-
-Gordon paused a moment before replying. "The only possible, no; the
-only sensible--since you ask me as a friend as well as a client--in my
-opinion, yes. It's a point which every man must decide for himself, if
-it confronts him. Some people would say to you that you should stick
-to your wife, not live with her necessarily, but refuse to break the
-bond; that she might repent and return to you. It seems to me, though,
-that if my wife had been false to me and my love for her were dead, I
-would not allow such a sentiment--and it is only sentiment--to tie me
-forever to a woman who was no longer my wife, except in name. Your
-life is before you. Why should a vitiated contract be a bar between
-you and happiness? You may wish to marry again."
-
-Paul shook his head.
-
-"Naturally you don't think so, now. But why not?"
-
-"As George the Second said, '_j'aurai des maitresses_,'" Paul answered,
-a little bitterly.
-
-"Exactly!" exclaimed Gordon, with eagerness. "The continuance of such
-a bond would be a premium on immorality. That's a point which
-sentimentalists do not take sufficiently into account. Why is it
-necessary to marry again, they ask. For one thing, because a man's a
-man, as you and I know. It's a new question to me, Paul, because,
-though it's one of the questions ever on the surface, I have never had
-to deal with it squarely until now. The more I think of it the more
-sure I am that a divorce would be sensible, and more than that,
-sensible in the highest sense, without a jot or a tittle of
-deprecation. I know; you don't wish to have to apologize. All I can
-say is, if I were in your shoes, I would do the same. You have a right
-to your freedom."
-
-"I couldn't see it in any other light. Besides, my wife is bent on
-being free, herself. If I do not apply for a divorce, she will--and in
-the shortest way."
-
-"As to the method," continued Gordon, after a moment's scrutiny of the
-volume before him, "it is simple enough--a mere question of time. In
-this State where a party is guilty of a cause for divorce--as in this
-case, infidelity--the injured party is justified in leaving the home,
-and after such separation has continued for the statutory period, the
-injured party may obtain a divorce for desertion. Or, simpler still,
-your wife can desert you, and after the necessary time has elapsed, the
-same result would follow. The statutory period is three years."
-
-"My wife will not like that."
-
-"It is the only course, if she desires to preserve her reputation. If
-she prefers to have you bring a libel for divorce on the ground of
-infidelity, she can be free in a much shorter time. Also she could
-obtain her liberty somewhat sooner by changing her residence to a more
-accommodating jurisdiction and asking a divorce from you. Provided you
-offered no opposition, she might succeed, but that would be a
-back-handed method discreditable to you both, and an evasion of the
-laws of this State, which might, hereafter, be productive of unpleasant
-complications. It's a sad business, but you should have a clean job."
-
-"Assuredly. We could separate at once?"
-
-"Yes. But one of you must actually desert the other. An agreement to
-live apart does not constitute legal desertion. On the other hand, if
-she were to leave your house, the court would not inquire what was
-going on in your mind, provided you did not show by any overt sign that
-you wished to get rid of her. You can be glad, but you must not say
-so."
-
-"I understand. She need not be burdened with my presence from the
-outset. As for marrying Waldo, she must wait her three years."
-
-"And she may be thankful that she will be able to marry as soon as the
-divorce is absolute. In some States the person against whom a divorce
-is granted, is forbidden to marry altogether, or for a period of years
-as a punishment. To forbid marriage altogether, in such cases, appears
-to me another premium on immorality. To forbid it for a time, may
-sometimes prevent indecent haste on the part of the guilty, but it is a
-good deal like keeping after school children who have been naughty.
-Besides, the party forbidden to marry, as in New York, for instance,
-has merely to step into New Jersey and be married, and the second
-marriage will be held legal by the New York courts and everywhere else."
-
-Paul was silent for a few moments. "That seems to me a decent
-programme. My wife can go to Europe, and--and when the time is up,
-marry Waldo. It's easy as rolling off a log." He clapped his strong
-hand on the wooden arm of his chair, so that it resounded. "My father
-will be terribly cut up. My aunt--God knows what she will say or do.
-As for myself"--he paused while he lit a fresh cigar--"I shall have to
-go into politics."
-
-"Politics?"
-
-"Yes. I'd like to go to Congress." Paul sat back in his chair with
-the air of one taking a fresh brace on life. "I've always intended to,
-sooner or later. Had it at the back of my mind. But now--well, if I
-were sent to Washington, and presently got a foreign mission, my wife
-might feel sorry for a few minutes that I bored her. Yet I wouldn't
-have her back. Waldo is welcome to her. The real reason," he added,
-suddenly, after another pause, "is that I've been asked. One of the
-Republican State Committee spoke to me about it in June, just before I
-went to Newport. The election isn't until a year from this autumn. I
-told him I'd think it over. I've got to do something to counteract
-this disgrace, and to forget it. Well, I must be going. I'll see you
-again as soon as I hear from my wife."
-
-Gordon detained him. "You mustn't take too despondent a view of it.
-After all, it's not your fault, it's your misfortune. All your friends
-will recognize that; and no one will be able to understand how any
-woman could weary of the love of a man like you, and prefer a listless,
-pleasure-seeker, such as Clarence Waldo."
-
-Paul shrugged his shoulders. "It's the spirit of the age, I suppose.
-I'm not sorry, I tell you, but I'm piqued. We are shells upon the
-beach. The tide sweeps us along even though we know it is the tide,
-and can say of the next man, 'what a fool he is, to drift like that!'
-But what is a fellow to do? How is he to escape? I'm a
-millionaire--I'm likely to be several times that if nothing breaks. I
-didn't wish to go to Newport, but I went. I don't care for half the
-things I do, but they have to be done; that is, I do them of my own
-accord, when the time comes, and, though I kick, I know I should regret
-not doing them merely because they seem to be the proper things for
-people of my kind. There you are. I have a sort of double self, as
-you know. It isn't that I'm weak, it's--what do you call it?--the
-force of my environment. And a millionaire's environment has a
-pressure of two hundred pounds to the square inch. It's the same with
-the women. What with rich food, splendid apparel, perpetual
-self-indulgence, and the power which money gives them to gratify every
-whim, is it any wonder that they don't let a little thing like the
-marriage vow stand in the way of their individual preferences? Who is
-to hold them to account? The church? Some of them go to church, but
-in their hearts they are satisfied that this is the only world. And as
-to loss of social position--of which they really would be afraid--the
-tide is with them. There are too many sympathizers. Or at least, it
-is inconvenient to be obliged to hurt other people's feelings in a free
-country."
-
-"Rather a formidable indictment against Newport," said Gordon.
-
-"It isn't against Newport. It's against the plutocracy all over the
-country. Newport merely happens to be the place where very rich men
-with social instincts most do congregate in summer. My domestic
-tragedy is typical, yet sporadic. Every season has its crop, but,
-numerically, it is small. Infidelity is only one of the phases of the
-spirit--but the spirit is rampant. Money-money-money,
-luxury-luxury-luxury, self-self-self (individualism, they call it), and
-in the process everything is thrown overboard, except the American
-flag, and life becomes one grand hurrah, boys, with no limitations,
-save murder and lack of physical cleanliness. And I belong to the
-procession, my dear fellow. I'm disgusted with it at the moment,
-that's why I rail. But in six months I shall be in it again. See if
-I'm not."
-
-"You're simply depressed, Paul, and no wonder," said Gordon, with
-genial solicitude. "But we mustn't judge our plutocracy--aristocracy,
-or whatever you choose to call the personal representatives of the
-prosperity of the country--by the antics of a few, disgusting as they
-are. I agree that their behavior apes the frivolity and license of the
-old French court without its elegance, and I don't suppose that the
-founders of our institutions ever included a leisure class as a part of
-their scheme. Absorbed in ideals, they neglected to take poor human
-nature sufficiently into account. We have lost the buffalo, but we
-have acquired a leisure class, and we must make the best of it, not the
-worst. We can't cut their heads off; this is a free country. It would
-be dreadful--dreadful, wouldn't it, if our institutions, of which we
-are so proud, were to produce merely the same old thing over again--a
-leisure class of voluptuaries?" Gordon paused for a moment and his
-smile died away at the vision which his words evoked. "I don't intend
-to believe it; you don't. There are students of destiny who maintain
-that nations rise, reach maturity and decline by regular economic laws,
-but that human nature never really improves. That's fatalism. The
-free play of human individualism is having its last grand chance here
-in these United States. If our aristocracy proves no better than any
-other--if the rich and powerful are to sneer at morals and wallow in
-licentiousness, we couldn't blame society if it should try a strong
-dose of socialism, with its repressing, monotonous dead level, rather
-than accept the doctrine that the law of supply and demand is the sole
-ruler of the universe. But as good Americans we can't afford to judge
-our plutocracy, as yet, by the vices of a few people at Newport."
-
-"They sin in such a cold-blooded way," said Paul. "If they really
-cared, as some of the foreigners do, one could understand; but they
-don't."
-
-"I know. It's one of the canons of old-world traditions that adultery
-is almost redeemed by the possession of an artistic sense. To commit
-the one without possessing the other, may be no worse morally, yet it
-seems much more vulgar. But we mustn't take them too seriously, even
-though they are our countrymen and women. They are the exceptions--the
-excrescences. Look at your father, for instance. He belongs to
-them--but he is not of them. The same is true of yourself; and it is a
-privilege, with all its responsibilities, a privilege I envy you. Who
-wouldn't be a multi-millionaire if he could? What is more alluring
-than power?"
-
-Paul returned the pressure of his friend's hand. "You're a good
-fellow, Don. I suppose I'm hipped. That's not my way, as you know.
-Usually everything with me is rose color; I'm too good an American, if
-anything." He buttoned his well-fitting coat with a dignified air, as
-though the pride of the suggestion had stirred his pulses like a brass
-band. "The trouble is, that when I'm feeling well, everything goes,
-and the only thing which seems of importance is to come out ahead of
-the other fellow. So we kick over standards and degenerate. This time
-I've been struck with a club, and--and I don't see that it's my fault.
-Well, good-bye. As soon as I hear, I'll let you know."
-
-
-
-
-XVI
-
-There was only one shadow on Constance's present happiness, for she was
-happy in her independence and her work. She had demonstrated her
-ability to support herself and to defy the blow of fate which had
-deprived her of a husband's aid and protection. It was the growing
-perception that she might not be able to do all she desired for her
-children. This sprang from her own keener appreciation of the value
-not only of the best educational advantages, but of refined personal
-surroundings in the development of character. She could inculcate
-noble morals; she could teach her children to be truthful, brave, and
-simple; she could provide them with public school instruction, and she
-was resolved to give them, if her health remained good, the opportunity
-to continue their education longer than was the wont with parents whose
-offspring had their own way to make in life unaided. But her ambition,
-or rather her perception of what she desired for them, did not stop
-here. There were present demands which must be neglected solely
-because of her straitened circumstances; and she beheld ahead a long
-and widening vista of privileges from which, perforce, they would be
-debarred during the formative years for a similar reason. Henrietta's
-teeth were disconcertingly crooked, and should have the continuous
-attention of a skilful dentist, and her voice had already that nasal
-twang which, if unchecked, is sure to result in feminine inelegance of
-speech. She wished that both the children, especially the girl, might
-have thorough instruction in French and music, and be sent to dancing
-school. Little Emil was giving signs of marked talent for drawing, and
-the thought of how that gift could be developed, was already causing
-her concern. It was obvious to her that each of the next ten years had
-more insistent instances in store for her. She knew that she could
-give her children what the democratic world delights to call a solid
-foundation, but she was eager to equip them with stimulating mental
-ideals and bodily graces, to put them within reach of excellence and
-culture.
-
-She was too grateful to repine or to allow this shadow to oppress her
-spirit. Its sole effect was to stimulate her energies, to make her
-fertile in resources to counteract this disability, and painstaking in
-attention to her duties in the hope of a small increase in salary. She
-kept a close watch on Henrietta's voice, and put her on her own guard
-against its piercing quality; she organized a small dancing class from
-among the children in Lincoln Chambers for one evening in the week, and
-from her own past experience essayed their instruction in waltzing and
-social decorum. Also, on Sunday afternoons, she would often lure Emil
-and Henrietta to the new Art Museum and give them the opportunity which
-her own youth had lacked to discern artistic form and color, and to
-acquire inspiration from world-famous or exemplary paintings and
-sculpture. Then there suddenly came to her as treasure-trove a new
-fund to be drawn on for such purposes. Her employer, scanning the
-field of philanthropy by the light of his own professional experience,
-had realized that there was need in Benham of a legal aid society--that
-is, of an organization which would defray the charges of a firm of
-attorneys to whom people in utter distress, without means, and with
-petty but desperate grievances in which busy lawyers could not afford
-to interest themselves, could apply for succor. When it appeared that
-the clerical duties incident to the fund collected for this charity
-must be performed by some suitable person, it occurred to Gordon
-Perry--he had been seeking some such occasion--that Mrs. Stuart would
-make an admirable secretary and treasurer, especially as he intended
-that the society should pay two hundred dollars for the annual service.
-Constance's heart throbbed with delight at the announcement, and the
-first fifty dollars was devoted by her to the treatment of Henrietta's
-irregular front teeth. Would she be able some day to send Emil to
-college? Might she hope that her daughter would grow to be thoroughly
-a lady, not merely a smart, self-sufficient woman, but a gracious,
-refined, exquisite spirit like Mrs. Randolph Wilson? In her outlook
-for her children's future, she had become aware that she had set up two
-individuals for emulation: the woman whose ęsthetic Christianity had
-enriched her life, and the man whose unaffected intelligence and vigor
-offered to her daily observation an example of honorable modern living.
-To lift her own flesh and blood above the rut of mediocre aims and
-attainments was now the ambition of her soul, and she was ready to
-strain every nerve to bring this to pass.
-
-[Illustration: Constance would find her in possession at Lincoln
-Chambers]
-
-Her acquaintance with Mrs. Perry had ripened into intimacy. The old
-lady had taken a strong fancy to her, and the liking was cordially
-reciprocated. This meant increasing friendliness on both sides. Not
-infrequently, on her return from the office, Constance would find her
-in possession at Lincoln Chambers with the room warm, five o'clock tea
-ready, Henrietta in her lap and Emil beside her, listening to absorbing
-reading or stories, each of which had a pungent, personal flavor, with
-a not too obtrusive moral. On the other hand, Constance was asked to
-dine every now and then in the new house, and after dinner, sometimes
-it happened that they went to the theatre with Mr. Perry, or on
-evenings when he was busy, the two women would sit cosily with their
-work, and conversation never flagged. Women, when sympathetically
-attached to each other, seem to be inexhaustible reservoirs of speech,
-which flow with a bubbling copiousness bewildering to masculine ears.
-In their case, the hands of the clock set the only limit to their
-mutual enjoyment. The hour of departure brought the single
-uncomfortable moments of the evening for Constance--that is, for the
-first two evenings. Her apartment was a full mile distant, but her
-friends' house was not more than two hundred yards from a line of
-electric cars which passed within a block from her own door. Until
-Gordon Perry, who came out of his library to say good-night, announced
-his intention of accompanying her home, the idea had never occurred to
-her that it was necessary, or that he would offer his escort. Yet such
-are the inconsistencies of the feminine mind that the moment he did so
-she became aware that, if he had not offered it, she would have felt a
-trifle hurt. At the same time she did not wish him to accompany her.
-It would be obviously a superfluous piece of politeness; there was no
-risk of any kind in going home in the cars alone. She told him this in
-a few words of clear remonstrance. But he smilingly put on his
-overcoat, said it was a beautiful moonlight night, and assured her that
-he was anxious for a walk before going to bed. The idea of his walking
-only made the situation worse. Constance turned to his mother for
-support, but Mrs. Perry cordially seconded his assertion that it would
-do him good, so there was no escape from acceptance. The thought of
-having dragged a busy man--and her employer--out of his house at night
-disturbed her equinamity all the way home, so that although she
-delighted in having him as a companion in the exhilarating autumn air,
-under a glorious moon, she determined to prevent its recurrence. Yet,
-as she approached her destination, the fear of seeming ungracious
-supervened, and she had almost decided to postpone her protest until
-the next time, when he unwittingly gave her an opportunity to speak by
-remarking that he hoped that this was only one of many evenings which
-she would spend with them during the winter. "You must know," he
-added, "that my mother has taken a great fancy to you, and that it will
-not suit her at all if you are niggardly in your visits."
-
-Constance smiled acquiescingly. "I love your mother," she said, "and
-it will be a pleasure to me to come as often as she wishes." At the
-same instant she said to herself, "Now for it!" Whereupon she began
-sturdily, "Only, Mr. Perry----"
-
-Why did she pause? She was at a loss to know. It was the reverse of
-her custom to begin a sentence and leave it dangling in this unfinished
-manner. She accused herself of being a goose, and, simultaneously she
-took a new breath to go on, only to be met by her companion's blithe
-sally:
-
-"Only what, Mrs. Stuart?" She could see that his eyes were laughing.
-Did he divine what was choking her?
-
-"Only this: if I come to your mother, you must let me go home by
-myself. The electric cars are a stone's throw from your house, and run
-close to mine, so there is not the slightest necessity for your
-incommoding yourself." She paused, troubled. The last turn of the
-sentence, though it expressed her meaning, had not the felicitous sound
-she desired.
-
-"I came because I knew it would give me pleasure," he answered,
-quickly, still with a laughing light in his eyes, under which she let
-her own fall quite unnecessarily, as it seemed to her. She was
-provoked with herself. The dialogue had acquired the aspect of social
-give and take, which was entirely remote from her intention.
-
-"I have enjoyed it, too." She felt that this was the least she could
-say. "But there is no need; besides, Mr. Perry, you are my employer,
-and--and--" (she was halting again, but she bit her lip and plunged
-forward, seeking only to make herself clear) "that does make a
-difference--it should make a difference. If I were--if I were not your
-stenographer, I should probably go home in a carriage, but I can't
-afford one, and--and the cars are perfectly safe and comfortable. I am
-used to looking after myself."
-
-Her cheeks were burning. She had said what she meant to say, but it
-sounded crude and almost harsh. She wondered now why it had seemed
-necessary to her to make such a pother. As no immediate answer came
-from Mr. Perry, she stole a glance at his face. It had grown almost
-grave, and there was a different light in his eyes--a curious
-expression which puzzled her. "I hope you understand," she said, "and
-that I do not seem ungracious."
-
-"I understand perfectly. I was admiring your sense--your sanity. Such
-things do make a difference--must make a difference, so long as human
-nature is constituted as it is; but every woman has not the hardihood
-to accept the limitations of her social lot. As you say, you are used
-to looking after yourself. I should not have been guilty of a breach
-of manners, had I allowed you to go home in a car as you came--put you
-into one, perhaps, at the street corner, if I were not occupied. That
-would have been the natural course under all the circumstances,
-although it might have been equally natural to treat another woman with
-more ceremony. I came with you to-night because it gave me pleasure,
-as I told you, and because I wished you to understand that the
-relations between us are not those of employer and employee, but social
-in every sense. You are my mother's friend and mine."
-
-Constance's nerves tingled pleasantly at the apostrophe. "You are very
-good. You have always been kindness itself to me. I have felt that
-you both were my friends." She put out her hand shyly and gratefully
-to bid him good-night, and at the same time to indicate the warmth in
-her heart. "But now that I do understand," she added, "you must be
-sensible, too, and realize that I do not need an escort." She was
-rather appalled by her own boldness. His plea had only strengthened
-her feeling that his politeness was superfluous.
-
-"Do you forbid it?" he asked, with an inflection of gayety.
-
-She could not help smiling. "I cannot do that, you know. But if you
-wish to make me feel entirely at home, you will limit yourself at most
-to seeing me safely on a car at your street corner." She felt that she
-had touched firmer ground--that she was making her claim as a friend of
-the family, not being forced against her will into the pose of a
-coquette.
-
-"A compromise!" he ejaculated. "And what a one-sided one."
-
-"Life is made up of compromises, is it not? I thought I was being very
-generous."
-
-There was a gentle, plaintive cadence to her words which both charmed
-his ear and touched his sensibilities. Was she about to strike her
-flag in the last ditch out of sheer weariness at his bravado?
-
-"My only wish would be to please you," he said with sudden earnestness.
-
-Constance looked at him wonderingly, a little appalled at the change in
-his manner and speech. What had called forth their intensity? She
-became conscious that the blood was rising to her cheeks again, and
-that she had lost her composure a second time. For an instant Gordon
-gazed at her eagerly, as though he enjoyed her bewilderment, then with
-a return of gayety, he exclaimed:
-
-"But I promise nothing--nothing."
-
-He raised his hat and Constance, who had already entered the vestibule
-of her apartment-house, stood irresolute before ascending the stairs as
-one in a trance. She was displeased with herself; for the first time
-in her life it had seemed to her that her tongue and her wits were not
-under the control of her will. Presently she reflected that she might
-be working too hard and was run down, which on the whole, was
-comforting, until she looked in her mirror and saw there the refutation
-of this theory in her own hue of health. No, it could not be this, for
-there was no blinking the fact that she had improved notably in her
-appearance of late, which was comforting in a different way. She was
-so struck by the fact that she stood for a moment surveying her face
-and figure with contemplative surprise. But why had Mr. Perry been so
-queer? She asked herself that question more than once before she fell
-asleep, and in the morning ascribed it to her own social inaptness.
-
-The next occasion when she spent the evening with Mrs. Perry was a
-fortnight later. When she was ready to go home Gordon put on his
-overcoat without a word and confronted her tantalizingly. She was
-conscious of a little disappointment, for, in spite of his declaration
-of independence, she had believed that he would not persist, but as he
-opened the front door she heard the welcome words:
-
-"To-night I am going to comply with your wish by putting you on a car
-at the next corner."
-
-"Thank you, very much." She forebore to add what was in her mind, that
-it was the only sensible way. But her little triumph gave elasticity
-to her steps.
-
-For the first few moments the night seemed to set a seal upon his lips
-as he walked beside her, so that his response had the effect of being
-pondered. "My desire is to please you. But I shall reserve the right
-of pleasing myself now and then as I did the other day."
-
-"It pleased me, too," Constance said, amiably. "What I feared was that
-it might become a custom--an unnecessary burden."
-
-Gordon signalled an approaching car. "A burden? Mrs. Stuart, the
-burden of walking home by moonlight with the wrong woman is one which
-men generally manage to shift."
-
-Constance laughed. "Perhaps I should have thought of that. But now
-you will be protected at all events."
-
-From her seat in the electric car she beheld him standing at the street
-corner until his figure was lost in the shadows of the night. She felt
-complacent. She had gained her point, and since it was on terms need
-she feel otherwise than happy at the prospect of having him sometimes
-as a companion on her journeys home? The more she could see of him
-rightfully, without encroaching on his time, surely the better for her.
-The discretion rested with him, not with her; she was simply the
-fortunate beneficiary.
-
-So it came to pass that once in three or four times Gordon would
-exercise his privilege; and as another year slipped away and the spring
-brought milder nights and more inviting sidewalks, the occasions became
-more frequent, so that before either seemed to be aware of it, the
-custom of riding was more honored in the breach than the observance,
-and this without further discussion. They would simply start as though
-she were to take an electric car, and before reaching the corner he
-would casually interrupt their discourse to say, "It is a fine night;
-shall we walk?" to which Constance would reply, "If you like." After a
-while even this formula was dispensed with, and she was ready to take
-for granted that they both preferred the exercise. One day he asked
-permission to accompany her and her children on one of their Sunday
-afternoon strolls into the country, a proposal which startled her, but
-which she had no obvious excuse for refusing. On their return home
-from the excursion Henrietta and little Emil were so enthusiastic over
-this addition to the party that she felt reluctant on their account to
-prevent its repetition. So the experience was renewed every now and
-then, and, since he seemed to enjoy it, she accepted it as one of the
-pleasures which Providence had thrown in her way.
-
-Intimacy naturally resulted from this increasing association. It was a
-constant comfort to Constance that Mr. Perry was such a natural person;
-that he obviously liked her for herself, but did not affect to ignore
-or gloss over the fact that her life was circumscribed and straitened
-by her necessities; that, while assuming that she was interested in and
-able to appreciate the finer aspirations and concerns of existence, he
-let her perceive that he understood her predicament. Consequently she
-felt at liberty and encouraged to speak to him from time to time on the
-subject nearest her heart--the advancement of her children--and to ask
-advice in relation thereto.
-
-On one of their evenings--a moonlight night, which rivalled in beauty
-that when he had first accompanied her--she had been consulting him as
-to the conditions of a free art school recently started in the new Art
-Museum, having little Emil in mind. After a short silence she suddenly
-said, "I admire your mother greatly, as you know. But sometimes I am
-doubtful whether she does not discourage me even more than she gives me
-hope; her example, I mean. She brought you up. She was almost as
-friendless as I. I dare say she did not have so many friends.
-Yet--yet you are you. She managed to give you everything."
-
-"God bless her, yes, brave heart that she is."
-
-"But----"
-
-He cut her pensive conjunctive short. "I can guess what you are going
-to say. Excuse me; go on."
-
-"I cannot give my children everything. But everything, then, would not
-be everything now."
-
-"I divined your thought." The sympathy radiating from his sturdy tone
-brought a pleasant light to her eyes.
-
-"Yet you are you," she reasserted.
-
-He laughed. "Logician and flatterer! But you are right. My mother
-would have had a far harder struggle had she begun to-day. She might
-not have been able to give me everything, for everything then was not
-everything now, as you have said."
-
-"Yet you have everything," she persisted, doughtily.
-
-"Even if that were true, it would not signify. You are facing a
-condition, not a theory. Flour and sugar and standard oil may be
-cheaper to-day, but the demands of civilization on the individual are
-so much greater--of civilization everywhere, but especially in this
-country, where the growth of prosperity has been so prodigious and the
-stress of competition has become so fierce."
-
-"Oh, yes; oh, yes. You understand," she said, eagerly. "There are so
-many things which I should like to give my children which I
-cannot--which I know are beyond my reach, but which would be of
-infinite service to them in the struggle to make the most of life. You
-spoke to me once of the limitation of my social lot. That is nothing.
-What is hard for a mother to bear is the consciousness that her
-children will fall short of what she would wish them to become because
-she has not the power to secure for them the best. Yet it must be
-borne, and borne bravely."
-
-"Yes, it is lamentably hard. The chief blot on the triumph of
-individualism--on the American principle of the development of self--is
-that the choicest privileges of civilization should hang beyond the
-reach of those who are handicapped merely because they are handicapped.
-The destruction of the poor is their poverty, as my old school-master
-used to state, though I didn't know then what he meant. And it must be
-borne, as you say. Even here, where everything is possible to the
-individual, renunciation still stares the majority in the face as the
-inexorable virtue."
-
-"Surely," she answered, with simple pathos. "Thank you for
-understanding me. I knew you would. If I struggle, it is because I am
-so ambitious for my children to rise. I would not have them remain
-mere hewers of wood and drawers of water--one of the majority you speak
-of--as I have been."
-
-He turned his face toward her. "You are far more than that, you are a
-sweet woman. You must not underestimate character in your recognition
-of the power of things. You can give your children that, and it is no
-cant to say that character remains everlastingly the backbone of human
-progress."
-
-"Things!" she echoed, ignoring apparently both the tribute and the
-consolation proffered. "That is the word." She hugged her thought in
-silence for a moment as though fascinated. "When I was a girl there
-were no things to speak of; now--" she paused and sighed; evidently the
-vision which her spirit entertained disconcerted her powers of speech.
-"It is not that I wish my children to be rich--merely rich, Mr. Perry.
-You know that. It is that I wish them to be able to appreciate, to
-feel, to enjoy what is best in life. You spoke of the power of
-character just now. There is Mrs. Randolph Wilson. She has all the
-virtues of plain character and so much more besides. Compare her with
-a woman like me."
-
-"Mrs. Randolph Wilson!" His tone revealed his surprise at the
-antithesis. "I see. I see," he repeated, interested by the
-completeness of the contrast.
-
-"I owe so much to her," Constance murmured. "Before I knew her my
-outlook was so narrow and colorless. She has taught me to enrich my
-life, poor as it still is."
-
-"She is a fine woman. And yet, in my opinion, you need not fear
-comparison with Mrs. Wilson."
-
-"Oh, Mr. Perry!" She stopped short for an instant in recoil. The
-protesting astonishment of her exclamation showed him not only that he
-had violated a temple by his words, but that, as a consequence, she
-believed him insincere, which in her eyes would be a more grievous
-fault.
-
-"It is quite true," he said with decision. "You are very different;
-but it is quite true. Your outlook was narrow, perhaps, but it was
-clear and straight."
-
-"Oh, no. You do not know her, then, nor me. I tried to see clearly
-according to my lights, but that is just it--my lights were defective,
-and I saw only half the truth until she revealed it to me."
-
-"Mrs. Wilson has had great opportunities."
-
-"Yes, indeed. And she has taken advantage of them. Great
-opportunities!" she repeated with an exultant sigh. "They are what I
-had in mind a few minutes ago; not for myself, you know, but for my
-children. I envy--yes, I envy opportunities for them." Her voice had
-a quiver as though she were daring a confession to the sphinx-like
-stars.
-
-She had changed the emphasis of the dialogue, but Gordon pursued his
-tenor. "Her daughter has had every opportunity, yet her mother can
-scarcely regard her with pride."
-
-"I barely know Mrs. Waldo. It was just before her wedding that her
-mother was so kind to to me. I saw her once or twice at the house, but
-only for a moment."
-
-"At least she has made a mess of her marriage."
-
-Constance started. "It is true, then, what was in the newspapers?"
-
-"It is true that she and her husband have agreed to separate. It is an
-open secret that she has gone to Sioux Falls in order to obtain a
-divorce on a colorless ground in the shortest possible time. They will
-both be free in less than a year."
-
-"How terrible! Loretta Davis read me a paragraph last week to the
-effect that Mr. and Mrs. Waldo were not happy. I set it down as
-baseless gossip. It seemed to me impossible that Mrs. Wilson's
-daughter--Ah, I am so sorry for Mrs. Wilson."
-
-"She was in the office last week."
-
-"I remember."
-
-"She came to consult me; to see if anything could be done. She has
-reasoned with her daughter--used every argument in her arsenal--but
-without avail. Mrs. Waldo's one idea is to be free. And yet she has
-had every opportunity."
-
-"But that proves nothing, Mr. Perry, surely." They had reached the
-threshold of Lincoln Chambers. There was the courage of conviction in
-the frank gaze she bent on him.
-
-"Only that the power to have everything may numb the spirit and make
-individual self-will the sole arbiter of conduct."
-
-"Agreed. But there can be no doubt that civilization offers us more
-to-day than it ever did if we can only be put within reach of it. The
-thought sometimes haunts me that I may die and Henrietta grow up to be
-like--like Loretta Davis; never know what life may mean, because she
-has not had the chance."
-
-He looked at her admiringly. "I am more than half teasing you," he
-said. "While it is true that the general standard of living is higher
-than ever before, it remains true as ever that only the attuned spirit
-can grasp and utilize the best. To argue otherwise would be cant."
-
-"So it seems to me," she said, with her air of direct simplicity.
-
-"As for this tragedy--for it is a tragedy almost Sophoclean in its
-scope, as you will presently learn, my lips are sealed for the moment
-beyond what I have told you. But you are right in your enthusiasm for
-Mrs. Wilson. She is in touch with the temper of the world's
-progress--according to her lights."
-
-She smiled faintly. "I still wish I were more like her."
-
-Gordon seemed for a moment to be pondering this assertion, then fixing
-her with his eyes, said: "I believe you have never heard anything from
-your husband since he deserted you?"
-
-"Nothing."
-
-"You do not know his whereabouts, nor whether he is alive or dead?"
-
-She shook her head.
-
-"More than three years have elapsed. So you are entitled to a divorce
-in this State, if you see fit to claim it."
-
-Constance had listened in astonishment. His tone was so respectful
-that she could not take offence. He seemed to be merely informing her
-as to her rights; and though the topic had never been broached up to
-this time between them, was he not her intimate friend? Nevertheless
-she felt agitated.
-
-"It has never occurred to me that a divorce would be desirable," she
-answered with as much formality as her dislike of artifice allowed her
-to adopt. Then, yielding to curiosity or the inclination to break
-another lance with him, she added: "Of what benefit would it be to me
-to seek a divorce?"
-
-"Merely that the bond is already broken; what remains is a husk."
-
-"My husband may return." The response struck her as futile; still it
-had risen to her lips as a convenient possibility.
-
-"That is true. But if he did return after what has happened, I should
-think--I have no right to invade your privacy--" He stopped short,
-evidently appalled by the sound of his own presumption.
-
-There was a brief silence. It would have been easy for Constance to
-leave his inquiry where he had left it, but her love for the truth
-caused her first to face the issue thus presented, and having solved it
-by one full glance, to bear testimony to what was in her heart. Why
-she felt this frankness necessary, she did not know, unless it were
-that he was such a friend she did not wish him to think he had
-offended. The interval was only momentary, but she appeared to herself
-to have been standing speechless in the presence of the ashes of her
-past for an awkward period before she said:
-
-"My husband said when he went away that we could never be happy
-together. I do not wish him to return."
-
-She realized she was telling him her love was dead. It was the truth;
-why should he not know? She heard him draw a deep breath. Suddenly
-remembering the argument which had provoked his question, her mind flew
-to it for refuge and sheltered itself behind it as a bulwark.
-
-"But that is no reason why I should seek a divorce. A divorce could
-not alter the situation."
-
-He hesitated a moment as though he were about to continue the
-discussion, then evidently thought better of it. "I simply wished you
-to know your rights. Good-night."
-
-
-
-
-XVII
-
-As she reached the landing upon which her own apartment opened,
-Constance noticed that there was a light in Loretta Davis's room.
-Loretta was now a full-fledged nurse. That is, she had completed her
-course at the hospital, and was taking cases of her own. She had
-already obtained two or three through the patronage of Mrs. Wilson, but
-she happened to be out of work at the moment. It occurred to Constance
-that she would impart her information to her neighbor. Loretta was
-deeply interested in everything which concerned their benefactress.
-Loretta had seen what was in the newspapers, and, since it was true,
-why should not she know? This was a plausible excuse for gratifying
-that strong desire to share her knowledge which assails every woman who
-has something to tell. Had it been a real secret, Constance would have
-been adamant. As it was, she did not appreciate until too late that
-this was just the sort of subject which she and Loretta could not
-discuss sympathetically. She was sorry for her; she did her best to
-befriend and encourage her, and tried to like her; but though they got
-on pleasantly, their point of view was apt to be radically different.
-
-Loretta opened the door. "Oh, it's you, Constance. I'd made up my
-mind that someone had sent for me."
-
-"I'm sorry to disappoint you, Loretta. But I've something to tell
-you--something you'll be distressed to hear. What you read in the
-newspaper about Mrs. Wilson's daughter--the Waldos--is true."
-
-Then she repeated briefly what she knew, omitting reference to Mrs.
-Wilson's visit to the office. Loretta listened with parted lips and an
-expression in her usually matter-of-fact face curiously compounded of
-solicitude and knowingness, as though commiseration and the glamor of
-the scandal were contending forces.
-
-"I knew it was true; the newspapers wouldn't have printed it unless
-there'd been something in it. My! but she'll feel bad, won't she?"
-
-"It will wound her terribly."
-
-"How did your boss find out?"
-
-Constance winced. Somehow the epithet jarred worse than usual, and she
-felt that she could not stand it. The experiences of the evening were
-on her nerves, though sympathy for Mrs. Wilson had thrust her personal
-emotions to the back of her mind for more leisurely inspection.
-
-"You mustn't call him that, Loretta. It doesn't express him at all."
-
-Loretta looked surprised and laughed. "What's the matter? He is your
-boss, isn't he?" she asserted. "Oh, well--your employer, Mr. Gordon
-Perry, Esq., counsellor-at-law, if that'll suit you. My! but you're
-getting red."
-
-Constance was annoyed with herself for having protested. Indeed, she
-was biting her tongue for having brought on the interview. Now that
-she had told the facts she shrank from further discussion. Yet it was
-patent that Loretta had every intention of discussing the episode with
-her.
-
-"There's no doubt about the truth of the matter, unfortunately," she
-said, by way of answer to the original question.
-
-Loretta's large eyes began to rove. Then they suddenly fixed Constance
-with the gleam of a transporting idea.
-
-"I'm going to see her, right off--to-morrow, I mean," she added, noting
-the swift, barometric sign of disapproval which her words evoked,
-though it was no more than a contraction of the eyelids. But,
-suspicious as she was, she assumed that the only criticism had been
-that she was going forthwith.
-
-From the moment Gordon Perry had spoken, Constance had been yearning to
-hasten to Mrs. Wilson's side and offer the sympathy which she felt.
-This had been her first impulse too, but a moment's reflection had
-proved to her that to do so was out of the question; that it would be
-an intrusion--a violation of that subtle code of nicety which governed
-her benefactress's life. Mrs. Wilson was the last woman to betray to
-the every-day world that she was sorely wounded. Was not endurance of
-suffering without plaint and with an unruffled countenance one of the
-tenets of her friend's ęsthetic creed? So what right had a person like
-herself to invade her privacy? No, she must remain dumb until Mrs.
-Wilson gave her the opportunity to speak or publicity offered an excuse
-for flowers or some token of affection. Thus she had reasoned, and
-hence her involuntary challenge to Loretta's confident announcement.
-
-"She'll expect me to be sorry for her, and I am," pursued Loretta,
-complacent over her project. "I'll ask her all about it. Won't it
-make a stir in the newspapers! There'll be a new picture of her,
-sure." Thus reminded, she opened a table drawer and produced a large
-scrap-book, which she exhibited to Constance with an air of
-satisfaction. It was made up of newspaper illustrations and clippings
-relative to the object of adoration--pictures of Mrs. Wilson in a
-variety of poses, of her house, of her equipages, and of everything
-which the reportorial artist had been able to reproduce; also scores of
-allusions to her in print culled from the social columns. It was a
-current, but a thorough collection, for Loretta had purchased back
-issues in order to possess the newspaper features of the wedding
-ceremonies. It was to these she now turned, staying her hand at a page
-where the bride and her mother looked forth, ranged side by side in
-festal attire. Loretta surveyed them contemplatively. "I never laid
-eyes on the daughter. They're not much alike, are they? Perhaps
-she'll be at home when I go. I'd give anything to see her."
-
-The scrap-book was not new to Constance, but it had been considerably
-amplified since she had seen it last. She had never been able to
-understand why Loretta had undertaken or prized it. Nevertheless, it
-was a symptom of hero-worship in line with collections of the
-photographs of adored actors by matinee girls, and was not to be
-despised too heartily if she wished to remain sympathetic. But just
-now Constance's mind was otherwise busy. She, too, adored Mrs. Wilson,
-and she painfully depicted to herself the annoyance which this visit
-with its threatened frankness would cause her divinity.
-
-"Don't you think, Loretta, that it would be better to wait a little
-before you call?" she said, in gentle appeal.
-
-"Better? Why better?"
-
-"More appropriate. Mrs. Wilson will not feel like discussing the
-matter just yet. If her daughter is with her, so much the more reason.
-She must be very unhappy, and, if either of us were to visit her now to
-offer sympathy, I'm sure she would regard it as an intrusion."
-
-Loretta bridled. "If I were unhappy, she'd come to see me. If my baby
-were to die, wouldn't she come gliding down here to make me feel
-resigned? Two can play at that game. She's been nice to me; why
-shouldn't I let her know that I'm sorry for her? Besides," she added,
-with a shrug of her shoulders and a bold look, "I'd like to see how
-she'd behave--how she'd take it. I want to see the house again, too."
-
-Appalled as Constance was, she said to herself that she must not let
-the shock of this lack of taste palsy her own effectiveness. To
-upbraid Loretta would only confirm her in her intention.
-
-"Let us hope that there will be no publicity; that the matter will be
-kept very quiet. If Mrs. Wilson is desirous of concealing it, surely
-she would not be pleased to know that we had heard of it. I told you
-because I know how fond you are of her, and that her secret would be
-safe in your hands."
-
-"Publicity? Of course there'll be publicity." The suggestion of
-concealment was obviously distasteful to her. "Why, I read it to you
-in the newspaper. The reporters are certain to get wind of it in a few
-days, see if they don't. And when they do, look out for head-lines and
-half-page illustrations. The public have a right to know what's going
-on, haven't they?" she asked in the assertive tone of one vindicating a
-vested privilege.
-
-"Not things of this kind--private concerns, surely." Constance sighed,
-realizing that it was only too probable that the newspapers, alert as
-bloodhounds for the trail of a new social scandal, would come upon this
-shortly and blazon it to the world.
-
-"Private concerns! Suppose a multi-millionaire's daughter tires of her
-husband and runs away to South Dakota to get a divorce as quick as the
-law allows, do you call that a private concern? I guess not,
-Constance. The public--meaning such as you and me--naturally take an
-interest, and object to its being hushed up. The multi-millionaires
-have the money; we have the newspapers. We don't get any too much
-that's interesting in our lives."
-
-"We don't know any of the facts; we mustn't prejudge Mrs. Waldo until
-we hear what they are," said Constance, ignoring the philosophy of this
-tirade in her dismay at the assumption.
-
-"That's why I'm going to see her. I want to find out the facts," said
-Loretta, triumphantly. "I was only supposing. Like as not her
-daughter has been ill-treated, and is running away because she has to.
-If so, there's not much to worry about. She'll get her divorce, and be
-able to marry again as soon as she has the chance."
-
-"But even so, Loretta, her mother must necessarily regard it as a
-family misfortune, which she would not like to talk about. As to
-marrying again, that would only make the matter worse for Mrs. Wilson."
-
-"Worse? Why worse?"
-
-"It would distress her, I'm certain. It would be contrary to her ideas
-of the eternal fitness of things."
-
-Constance recognized her own sententiousness, which was due to the
-perception that she had allowed herself to speak by the card without
-sufficient authority. She had never discussed the subject or anything
-analogous to it with Mrs. Wilson, and to put arguments in her mouth
-would be surely a liberty. Yet her heart told her that the conclusion
-which she had uttered, both in its substance and phraseology, stated
-correctly Mrs. Wilson's position. What suddenly interested her was the
-wonder whether it expressed her own convictions.
-
-Loretta lost no time in bringing this to an issue. "Supposing Mrs.
-Waldo has been miserable and without fault, do you mean to tell me
-she'd object to her daughter marrying the right man if he came along?
-Why, wouldn't you be glad, after all you've been through, if the right
-person came along--some decent man with a little money who could look
-after your children?"
-
-"I?" To the ears of Constance the sound of her own voice resembled a
-wail. Why should Loretta be so unfeeling as to make her personal
-experiences the test of such a text?
-
-"Yes, you."
-
-Constance gathered her forces for a display of proper dignity. She
-wished to be kind still, but conclusive.
-
-"Mine is not a case at all in point. I am not divorced from my
-husband."
-
-Loretta plainly regarded this argument as flimsy, for she snapped her
-fingers. "Pooh!" she said. "You could get a divorce any day you
-like." She stared at Constance a moment, then rose from her chair,
-planted her palms on the table and bent forward by way of emphasis with
-an air both determined and a little diabolical.
-
-"Supposing your--your employer, Gordon Perry, Esq., counsellor-at-law,
-was to make you an offer of his hand and heart to-morrow, do you mean
-to tell me, Constance Stuart, that you wouldn't snap him up in a jiffy?"
-
-"It isn't a supposable case," replied poor Constance. One can slam a
-door in an intruder's face; there is no such buffer for impertinent
-speeches.
-
-"But supposing costs nothing. Of course it's supposable, why not?
-You're the sort of woman who's twice as good looking now that you've
-filled out as you were at nineteen. You know well enough you're
-growing handsomer and more fetching every day. Only a blind man
-couldn't see that."
-
-"That would have nothing to do with it even if it were true."
-
-"You may bet a man like that wouldn't marry you if you were plain. But
-just supposing? I do believe you're getting red again."
-
-The victim, conscious of the fact, sought relief in merriment. She
-jumped at the impulse to treat this indelicate effrontery jocosely as
-the only possible attitude. "It's because you're so absurd, Loretta.
-But since you seem to wish an answer to your ridiculous question----"
-
-The sharp note of the electric bell broke in upon the slight pause
-which she made to weigh her words.
-
-"Someone for me!" cried Loretta, and she ran to the tube. But she
-looked over her shoulder to say "Continued in our next! The offer is
-good for a week."
-
-Constance felt the inclination to throw the scrapbook at her head. The
-next moment she was vexed with herself for allowing her equanimity to
-be disturbed, and began to rehabilitate the interrupted sentence. What
-had she been going to say? It dawned upon her that, curiously enough,
-she had not formulated the conclusion. Meantime Loretta was going
-through the functions of whistling down the tube and receiving the
-message. The surprising import of her next words roused Constance from
-a brown study.
-
-"Talk of the devil! It's a messenger from Mr. Perry's. Somebody's ill
-and I'm wanted. The boy's coming up."
-
-Somebody ill! It must be Mrs. Perry. The few moments of suspense
-which elapsed before the district messenger-boy arrived seemed
-interminable to Constance. Loretta had opened the door and the tramp
-of his ascent sounded leisurely. When he appeared he thrust his hand
-into his breast-pocket and produced a letter.
-
-"It's for Mrs. Stuart," he said, guardedly.
-
-"I'm Mrs. Stuart," said Constance.
-
-"I was told to ring at your bell first, and if you was asleep or didn't
-answer the tube to try the other lady."
-
-Constance read the brief contents of the note with perturbation. It
-was from Mr. Perry, informing her that on his return home he had found
-his mother stricken with paralysis, that the doctor was in attendance,
-and that a trained nurse was necessary. He had thought of Loretta;
-would Constance send her if disengaged?
-
-"Oh, Loretta, dear Mrs. Perry is seriously ill--a stroke of paralysis.
-Mr. Perry asks you to come to her at once."
-
-"I'll be ready to start in a few minutes," answered Loretta, briskly.
-
-"We will both go," added Constance, as though to herself. "There may
-be something I can do." She turned to the messenger: "Return as
-quickly as you can, and tell the gentleman that we--wait a moment."
-She tore the sheet of note-paper apart and seating herself at the table
-wrote hastily on the blank half in pencil: "Loretta will come at once,
-and I shall accompany her. My heart grieves for you, my dear friend."
-She folded it and bent down one corner. "Give him this," she said,
-"and please make haste."
-
-At this time in Benham the doctrine that sewage must be diverted from
-the sources of water supply used for drinking purposes was firmly
-established, and the doctrine that not every woman able to read and
-write is qualified to teach school was being gradually, if grudgingly,
-admitted to be not altogether un-American. So swift had been the
-change of attitude toward special knowledge that there had even been a
-revolution in regard to the theory advocated by the original board of
-trustees of the Silas S. Parsons Free Hospital that every woman is a
-born nurse, and is competent, after a fortnight's training at the
-utmost, to take charge of the sickest patients. Those familiar with
-affairs in Benham will recall that the original ruling spirit of that
-institution was Mrs. Selma Lyons, wife of United States Senator Lyons.
-She disapproved of special training and was a strong champion of the
-principle that an American woman with aspirations is more likely to be
-fettered than helped by conventional standards, and that individuality
-should be given free play in order to attain brilliant results. Yet
-though this principle was reverenced at first in the employment of
-nurses for the hospital, progress, that stern derider even of the
-American woman, gradually set it at naught during the period when Mrs.
-Lyons was resident in Washington and unable to give that close personal
-attention to the affairs of the institution which she desired. It so
-happened that after her husband's defeat at the end of his first term
-through the hostility of Horace Elton, one of the financial magnates of
-that section of the country, who harbored a grudge against him for
-alleged duplicity when Governor, the President of the United States
-threw a sop to the defeated candidate in the form of the Spanish
-mission. Selma, who was still engaged in the effort to chastise her
-enemies and to reėstablish what she regarded as true American social
-principles, was sorry to leave Washington, but she found some
-consolation in the thought of introducing American ethical standards at
-a foreign court, especially of dealing a death-blow to bull-fights by
-her personal influence. She was obliged, however, to relax
-considerably her vigilance in regard to the hospital; even, to consent
-to an enlargement of the board of trustees. This in its new form
-presently adopted what the members regarded as modern methods. Mrs.
-Wilson had been one of the recent additions to the body. Yet, under
-her regimen, though every applicant for a nurse's diploma was obliged
-to serve a rigorous apprenticeship of two years at the hospital, the
-idea of scrutinizing the antecedents and previous education of the
-young women offering themselves was still novel. Selma would have
-regarded an inquiry of this kind as aristocratic and hostile to the
-free development of the individual. Now--but a few years later--such a
-system of scrutiny is in vogue in Benham; but at the date of Loretta
-Davis's admittance to the Silas S. Parsons Free Hospital, though it
-doubtless occurred to Mrs. Wilson that her candidate was not ideal, she
-had not demurred. On the contrary, she had welcomed the opportunity of
-giving the girl a chance to redeem herself in this field of usefulness.
-
-Similarly, though Constance might not have picked out her neighbor for
-this particular service, she felt only thankfulness that Loretta was
-disengaged, and that they were able to betake themselves at once to
-Mrs. Perry's bedside. The old dame employed to look after the baby in
-Loretta's absence was still available. Constance waked her, and
-requested her to keep an eye on her own children in case she were away
-all night. After their arrival at their destination, however, it was
-soon clear to Constance that there was nothing she could do. Mrs.
-Perry had not regained consciousness, and the physician in attendance
-was non-committal as to the outcome. So Gordon informed them; briefly,
-and Constance was left in the library to her own reflections while he
-showed Loretta to her post. She was not sorry that she had come; but
-much as she wished to remain, plainly she would be in the way. Loretta
-was trained, and was the proper person to be in the sick-room. Yet she
-would not go until Mr. Perry returned. He might have instructions for
-the morrow concerning the changes in his plans consequent upon his
-mother's illness. Besides, she wished to express more specifically her
-desire to be of any possible service.
-
-Gordon returned before long. He put out his hand as though they had
-not met already. "I thank you heartily for your message of sympathy,"
-he said.
-
-"There is no change?"
-
-"None. It is the beginning of the end."
-
-"Yet----"
-
-"Oh, yes, she may recover, thanks to the tireless methods of modern
-science; but what would the only possible recovery mean to a woman like
-her? Merely durance vile. No--one's natural impulse, of course, is to
-hold on to one we love--to delay the parting at any price. The doctors
-must have their way. But when I allow myself to think, I know it would
-be best for her not to wake again. She would prefer it. You know
-that."
-
-"Yes, she would prefer it," Constance murmured. "I must not keep you
-from her," she added.
-
-"Please stay a little. I can do nothing. It hurts me to see her so
-unlike herself, though the doctor says she is not suffering." He
-glanced at the clock apprehensively. "It is getting late, I know; but
-you must not go quite yet. I will telephone for a carriage presently.
-I must give you directions as to what to do at the office to-morrow in
-case I should not be there." Then, as though he divined what was in
-her thoughts, he said, "I was glad when I knew you were coming. I said
-to myself, 'if my mother should recover consciousness, the sight of
-Constance at her bedside would do her more good than any medicine.'"
-
-He had never before employed her Christian name in her presence. The
-use of it now seemed to her to put a seal upon the bond of their
-friendship. He was become, indeed, a wise older brother whom it
-delighted her to serve.
-
-"But you will come to-morrow?" he said.
-
-"If I may. I should like to be near her. I hate to feel helpless
-where she is concerned."
-
-"We are both helpless. What a mother she has been to me! I owe
-everything to her. Truth has been her divinity, truth--truth--and she
-has had the courage to live up to what she believed." He paused.
-Evidently his spirit quailed before the impending future. "And now she
-is slipping away from me. The common destiny. But she is my mother.
-I wonder where she is going--what is to become of all that energy and
-clear-headedness. Modern science tells us that force never perishes.
-It is as difficult to imagine my mother's individuality at an end as it
-is to convince one's self in the presence of death that the grave is
-not master." He sighed and turned to hide a tear.
-
- "I know not where His islands lift
- Their fronded palms in air,
- I only know I cannot drift
- Beyond His love and care."
-
-
-The lines rose to Constance's lips and she repeated them. They were
-not symbolic of her church; rather they were a text from the universal
-hope of mankind. She felt instinctively that any more orthodox
-definition would have jarred upon him.
-
-"Thank you," he said, softly. "It is so easy in this age of
-conscientious investigation to reject everything which will not bear
-the test of human reason. Death is no greater a mystery than birth.
-We know not whence we came, nor whither we go. But when the world
-ceases to believe that there is some answer to it all worthy of our
-aspirations, it will be time for this planet to become a frozen pole
-again. You women are apt to bear that in mind more faithfully than
-we," he added, lifting his eyes to hers. "Come," he said, "we must not
-forget to-morrow; you have work to do. I must not be selfish."
-
-A few minutes later he put her in a carriage. In the morning
-Constance, imbued with his speech, half hoped that she might hear that
-Mrs. Perry was dead. But Gordon appeared at the office about ten
-o'clock, announcing that the night had brought a change for the better.
-His mother had smiled at him recognizingly, and faintly pressed his
-hand. Though she was unable to speak, the doctor had encouraged him to
-believe that she would do so. Constance perceived that he was in
-better spirits, showing that, despite his words, he was rejoicing that
-the parting had been delayed.
-
-The improvement in Mrs. Perry's condition continued for nearly three
-weeks. One side of her body was completely paralyzed, but she regained
-presently the power to utter a few occasional words, though her
-enunciation was difficult to understand. At the end of the fourth day
-from her seizure she was permitted to see Constance for a few minutes.
-Soon after daily visits increasing gradually in length were sanctioned,
-and Constance, after her duties at the office were over, was enabled to
-spend an hour or more at the bedside of her friend before returning to
-her own home. This was an agreeable arrangement to Loretta, for it
-gave that young woman a breathing spell--the opportunity to take the
-fresh air or to do whatever she pleased. Mrs. Perry evidently
-delighted in Constance's attendance. She listened to reading with
-satisfaction for a time, but later it seemed to suit her better to lie
-quietly, her unmaimed hand resting in or near one of Constance's, while
-the latter now and then broke the twilight silence by recounting the
-news of the day. "I like the sound of your voice, my dear," she said
-to Constance. "It is refreshing and musical as a brook." Occasionally
-Gordon joined them, but he would never permit Constance to relinquish
-her seat beside the bed in his favor.
-
-"My turn comes later," he said. "I tuck my mother up for the night."
-
-Mrs. Perry seemed to enjoy especially the days when they were there
-together. She would turn her eyes from one to the other as though she
-delighted in them equally. But only once did she make any reference to
-what may have been in her thoughts concerning their joint presence. It
-was in the third week of her illness, and what she said was spoken low
-to Constance, though evidently intended to be audible to them both.
-
-"You must take good care of him, dear, when I am gone."
-
-It was one of her best days as regards articulation, so there was no
-room for misunderstanding. The words were harmless enough and
-Constance took them in the only sense in which they were applicable.
-
-"I shall stay with him as long as he will keep me, you may rely on
-that, Mrs. Perry," she responded, brightly.
-
-A pleasant smile came over the old lady's face and she looked in the
-direction of her son. Her mouth twitched. "Do you hear what she says,
-Gordon?" There was a humorous twinkle in her voice, which doubtless
-was not lost on him. His back was to the light, so that he had the
-advantage of shadow to cover his mental processes.
-
-"I regard it as impossible that Constance and I should ever drift
-apart," he said.
-
-His sphinx-like reply seemed to be reassuring to the invalid. She lay
-like one serenely satisfied, and did not pursue the subject further.
-As for Constance, she noticed the use by Mr. Perry of her Christian
-name again, but it seemed to her only fitting and friendly. She did
-not need his assurance to feel that they were not likely to drift
-apart, but it was delightful to hear it from his lips.
-
-When Mrs. Perry's seeming convalescence had reached a stage at which
-the doctor was on the point of sending her out to drive, a second
-attack of her malady occurred and brought the end. She became
-unconscious at once, and passed away within a few hours. On the
-afternoon after the funeral Constance returned to the house with
-Loretta in order that the latter might collect and bring away her
-belongings. Gordon was closeted in his library alone with his sorrow,
-and the two women moving noiselessly through the silent house made but
-a brief stay. While they were on their way to Lincoln Chambers a
-newsboy entered the street-car crying the evening papers. Loretta
-having bought one made an ejaculation. Absorbed in what she had
-discovered, she paid no heed at first to Constance's glance of
-interrogation, but read with an avidity which seemed breathless. Then
-she thrust the sheet under her companion's eyes, and pointing to a
-column bristling with large headlines, exclaimed:
-
-"Here it is at last; a full account of the divorce proceedings with
-their pictures, and a picture of her. It's a worse affair than anyone
-imagined. It says Paul Howard and his wife are mixed up in it, and
-there's something about a pistol going off at Newport. I haven't read
-it all yet. But look--look!"
-
-Loretta's demeanor suggested not merely excitement, but a sort of
-saturnine glee, so that Constance turned from the printed page toward
-her as though seeking to fathom its cause, then back to the newspaper,
-the capitals of which told their sensational story with flaring
-offensiveness.
-
-"I won't read it now, Loretta. I'll wait until we get home. What a
-cruel shame it is that the press has got hold of it."
-
-Loretta gave a questioning jerk to her shoulders. "I don't know about
-that. I knew she wouldn't be able to hush it up. How could she expect
-to? Besides--" She did not finish her sentence. Instead, she wagged
-her head, as one in possession of a secret and grinned knowingly.
-"I'll tell you something, some day. But not now--not now." Then she
-reassumed control of the newspaper, saying, "Well, if you don't care to
-read it, I do. There are three columns." She uttered the last words
-as though she were announcing treasure-trove.
-
-But the ellipsis had left no doubt as to her attitude, which led
-Constance to remark on the spur of the moment, "Neither of us would
-like to have our misfortunes paraded before the world. I know what it
-means; how it cuts and stings."
-
-Loretta looked up admiringly. "When your husband ran away?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"And your picture appeared?"
-
-"No, not that, thank heavens!"
-
-Loretta laughed indulgently. "You're queer, Constance. You're so
-scared of publicity. I shouldn't mind a bit having my picture in the
-papers. What's more, I don't believe she does. This divorce had to
-come out, sooner or later. I shouldn't wonder in the least," she
-added, boldly, "if she lets the reporters know when she has a new
-photograph taken. By the way, I went to see her."
-
-Constance knew at once what she meant, and the dismay and curiosity
-inspired by the announcement rose paramount to her other feelings of
-protest.
-
-"When?"
-
-"It surprises you, doesn't it? I went on two of those afternoons when
-you sat with Mrs. Perry. And I saw her, too. The first time the
-butler said she was engaged. He tried to shunt me off the same way
-again, but I was too smart for him. 'Tell her Loretta Davis is very
-anxious to talk with her on business,' I said, and the message came
-back that she'd be down presently. Between my baby and my nurse's work
-it wasn't hard to find the business, and then I told her plump I was
-sorry to hear about her daughter. At that she colored up--you ought to
-have seen her, and looked as though she had swallowed a steel rod.
-Said she, 'I appreciate your desire to be sympathetic, Loretta, but
-that is a subject I cannot discuss with anyone, please.'" Loretta
-spoke mincingly, evidently aiming to reproduce Mrs. Wilson's
-exquisiteness of manner and speech. "Said I 'I thought it might make
-you feel better to talk it over with someone. It would me, I know.'
-But it wasn't any use. She wouldn't, and she sort of froze me; and
-pretty soon we both got up, I to go, and she to have me go. However,
-now it's all out, and everyone will be talking about it."
-
-"But not with her. I warned you that she wouldn't like it."
-
-"Yes, you warned me. And I don't mind saying I think she needn't have
-been so stiff, seeing I told her everything when I was in trouble.
-Anyhow, I saw the house again and her, and now there's a new picture of
-her in the paper, and the thing is going to make a big sensation, if
-what's printed here is true, and I guess it is." She nodded her head
-with a repetition of her air of mystery. "There are the facts you said
-we ought to wait for."
-
-"But you seem almost glad," Constance could not refrain from remarking.
-"You stated you went to see Mrs. Wilson because you were sorry for her."
-
-"So I did; so I am. I'm dreadfully sorry for her. I'd do anything to
-help her, but I can't; and she won't let me show my sympathy. But
-since the thing has happened, I'm glad it's exciting."
-
-Constance looked puzzled. "I don't think I understand."
-
-"I enjoy sensations, and big head-lines. They tone me up. You're
-different, I guess." A sudden thought seemed to occur to her, for she
-regarded Constance for a moment as a doctor might look at a patient,
-then she thrust her hand into the pocket of her jacket and produced a
-small bottle which contained white tablets. "When I feel low in my
-mind--done up--I take one of these."
-
-"What are they?"
-
-"Something a friend of mine at the hospital recommended. They do the
-work." While delivering this not altogether candid response, Loretta
-unscrewed the stopper and emptying a tablet on to her palm swallowed
-it, then offered the bottle to her companion. "Have one?"
-
-Constance shook her head.
-
-"Well, the next time you feel fagged, ask me for one." An instant
-later she sprang to her feet, exclaiming, "Why, here we are! We ought
-to get out."
-
-It was even so. The interest of their conversation had been such that
-they had neglected to notice the flight of time or to observe where
-they were. As the car was virtually at the point where they wished it
-to stop, Loretta hurried toward the door, signalling to the conductor
-as she did so; but she failed to catch his eye, for he happened to be
-absorbed by an organ-grinder on the other side of the car from that on
-which they were to get off. The car was moving slowly, and, though she
-had her hand-bag, it was a simple matter to spring to the ground
-without further ado. She did so successfully, landing a few feet
-beyond the crossing. Constance, who was following close behind, heard
-the voice of the conductor, "Wait, lady, until the car stops," and the
-jingle of the bell, but she disdained to heed it. She jumped lightly,
-but somehow the heel of her boot caught on the edge of the platform or
-she slipped. At all events her impetus was thwarted, and instead of
-landing on her feet, she pitched forward, striking her forehead on the
-pavement.
-
-
-
-
-XVIII
-
-When Constance came to herself she was in her own bed. It appeared
-that she had been carried insensible into a drug store, and thence to
-Lincoln Chambers, which were close at hand. A doctor presently
-restored her to consciousness, but he gave imperative instructions that
-she was to be kept absolutely quiet or he would not answer for the
-consequences of the nervous shock. It was the second day before her
-countenance expressed recognition of Mrs. Harrity, the pensioner who
-looked after the children, and who sat sewing at her bedside. Even
-then her senses shrank from every effort, and having learned by a
-question or two that she had fallen, and that the children were well,
-she lapsed into a comatose state. When she emerged from this she was
-very weak, but her mind was clear. She could not bear the light,
-however. Her eyes burned with a stinging pain whenever they
-encountered it, and she was forced to submit to the physician's orders
-that she remain in a dark room for a week.
-
-Her first inquiry after her mind was able to focus itself was whether
-word had been sent to the office. She was told that Loretta had done
-this by telephone; that Mr. Perry had called promptly, and that the
-roses on the table were from him. Mrs. Harrity seemed proud of the
-visit and the gift.
-
-"He told me to say you weren't to worry, and to take all the time you
-need to get well. He's a pleasant-spoken gentleman, Mrs. Stuart, and
-wanted to know everything the doctor had said."
-
-Mrs. Harrity was proud also of the fact that Loretta had been summoned
-to attend a new patient. She was proudest of all of a piece of
-intelligence, or rather prophecy, which Loretta had let fall the day
-after the accident, which she hastened to impart to Constance the first
-moment the latter appeared able to take it in.
-
-"She says as how you ought to get big damages from the railroad."
-
-"But I'm not much hurt, am I?" asked Constance.
-
-The dame perceived that she had not lived up to the doctor's orders.
-Yet now she could conscientiously relieve her patient's natural
-solicitude.
-
-"Mercy, no. You've broken nothing. You're only shook up. And it
-hasn't hurt your good looks a mite. But," she added, still
-conscientious, "the doctor says it's your nerves, and nerves are most
-as good as bones before a jury, especially if one has a smart lawyer
-handy as you have."
-
-Constance sat up in bed. Instead of being a comfort, as was intended,
-the broad hint distressed her.
-
-"I don't wish any damages. It was my own fault. I jumped before the
-car stopped. It was very silly. I only want to get well."
-
-The dread of a tedious convalescence was already haunting her reviving
-faculties. Her absence from the office would be very inconvenient to
-Mr. Perry, and confinement at home for more than a few days would prove
-a disastrous inroad on her resources. She must hasten to recover.
-
-Meantime Mrs. Harrity was looking blank at the reception accorded to
-what she had supposed would be a nerve tonic to the sufferer. She
-replied stanchly:
-
-"She says different. She's ready to go on the stand and swear against
-the company. You're all right, darling. Smell them flowers, and lie
-down like a good girl. The doctor says you must keep still and not
-talk." So saying, she pushed a little nearer the vase of roses, one of
-which Constance had reached with her outstretched hand in the dark.
-Constance's impulse had been to detach it from its fellows so as to
-enjoy its fragrance at close range. But the larger opportunity
-afforded her, or else the jogging of her purpose, changed her mind.
-She bent forward and burying her face in the cool rose leaves inhaled
-their rich perfume.
-
-"It was very kind of him to send them," she murmured, as though in
-monologue. Then appreciating for the first time her weakness she sank
-back upon her pillow. She said to herself that he was such a friend
-that he would make the best of her absence for a week and by the end of
-that time she would be herself again. But what a fool she had been to
-jump; to take such a risk, she a grown woman with children! She ought
-to have known better; she was getting middle-aged, and she must be more
-staid. Still it was some consolation to know she had not broken her
-nose.
-
-A note received from Mr. Perry twenty-four hours later and read to her
-by her little daughter reassured her as to his indulgence in respect to
-her absence. All her interest now became centred on a rapid recovery,
-and she made sundry attempts to bring the doctor to book as to the date
-when she would be able to resume work again, which he smilingly evaded.
-She was conscious, however, of increasing bodily vigor, which was
-comforting. The inability of her eyes to endure the light was her
-chief discomfort, a condition which her physician appeared to her to
-ignore, until he arrived one morning with a brother practitioner, who
-proved to be an oculist, and who had brought with him some of the
-apparatus of his specialty for the purpose of a diagnosis. Constance
-could not bear the sphinx-like urbanities which followed the
-examination. She felt possessed by a desire to have the exact
-condition of affairs revealed to her. She lifted her head, and
-addressing her own doctor, said:
-
-"I should like to know the truth, please. Do not conceal anything. It
-will be much worse for me to find out later that something has been
-kept back."
-
-The family physician looked at the specialist as much as to say that he
-proposed to throw the burden on him, but he answered, "So far as your
-general physical condition is concerned, you are practically well, Mrs.
-Stuart. All the brain symptoms have disappeared, and there are no
-lesions of any kind. It is now simply a question of nerves--and your
-eyes. Dr. Dale can speak more authoritatively about the latter."
-
-Dr. Dale, the oculist, a man in the prime of life, with precise methods
-and a closely cut Van Dyke beard, hesitated briefly, as though he were
-analyzing his patient, then said with courteous incisiveness--"It is a
-question of nerves, as Dr. Baldwin has explained. The nerves affected
-in your case are those of the eyes. Since you have expressed a wish to
-know the exact state of affairs, I take you at your word, Mrs. Stuart.
-I agree with you that it is more satisfactory to know the truth, and I
-am glad to be able to assure you that by the end of six months, if you
-give your eyes entire rest, their weakness will be cured, and you will
-be able to use them as freely as before."
-
-He had rather the air of conferring a benefit than of pronouncing a
-sentence, and Constance received his statement in that spirit.
-
-"Thank you," she said. "I will be as careful as I can."
-
-"The condition of your cure," the specialist continued with polite
-relentlessness, "is that you abstain from using them altogether."
-
-Constance experienced a thrill of concern. "Which means?"
-
-"It means, Mrs. Stuart, that you must not sew, read, write, or
-undertake any form of application where the eyes are a factor."
-
-She could not believe her ears. "I am a clerk in a law-office. My
-employment is stenography and type-writing," she said, tentatively.
-
-He nodded. Evidently he had been informed. "It will be impossible for
-you to continue it."
-
-"But I must. I must do my work. My children are dependent on it."
-Her tone suggested that there could be no answer to such a plea.
-
-"You cannot. If you do, you will become blind. I am very sorry for
-you."
-
-The truth was out. She lay dumfounded. "Blind? Blind?" she echoed.
-
-"But there is not the least danger of your becoming blind if you obey
-my instructions. You will be entirely cured, as I have said."
-
-There was a painful silence. Her sentence was too appalling to grasp.
-There must be some escape from it. "Six months? Half a year?"
-
-"Knowing your necessities, I have given you the shortest period that I
-dared consistent with perfect recovery. You will have to wear colored
-glasses at first," he continued, seeking a business-like basis, "and
-accustom yourself to do without them by degrees. I will bring them
-to-morrow."
-
-She leaned back on her pillow bewildered. The trickling of a tear into
-her mouth reminded her that she could not afford to cry, though but for
-the presence of the doctors she knew that she would have burst into
-sobs. Her plight demanded thought, not sorrow. But what could she do?
-What, indeed? Yet, even as she asked herself the dreadful question,
-she began to nerve herself not only against breaking down at the
-moment, but against the threat of the future. She would keep a stiff
-upper lip in the teeth of all the odds, and be able to manage somehow.
-As thus she reasoned, swallowing the salt of her single moment of
-weakness, she heard Dr. Baldwin saying:
-
-"You have had a very fortunate escape, all things considered. It might
-have been much worse. You might have disfigured yourself permanently,
-which for you," he added with a gallant bow, "would have been a serious
-matter, indeed. As it is, you will be able to do everything as
-formerly in another week, except use your eyes. Your friends will look
-after you, Mrs. Stuart, and six months will pass much more quickly than
-you expect."
-
-"I don't suppose they'll let me starve," she found herself saying,
-though the notion of a return to alms almost strangled her effort at
-buoyancy, so that the sprightliness of her tone competed with the water
-in her eyes, as the sun struggles with the rain-pour just before it
-clears up. But she remembered that the room was dark, and that they
-could not see her tears. "Wasn't I a fool to jump off that car?"
-
-"You were unlucky, that's all. You mustn't be too hard on yourself.
-It is the privilege of the young to jump, and you will jump again." It
-was Dr. Dale who spoke. His enunciation imparted a cleansing value to
-his note of sympathy, just as it had ruthlessly epitomized her tragedy
-a few minutes before.
-
-"But I am not young; that is the folly of it," she protested.
-
-The oculist smiled. "Excuse me if I differ with you," said he. "You
-have the best years of your life before you."
-
-They left her under the spell of this assertion, which lingered in her
-mind on account of its absurdity, until in sheer self-defence she said
-to herself under her breath that she was only thirty-one. The best
-years of her life! And yet he knew that she was to be deprived during
-half of one of them of the joy of seeing and the source of her
-livelihood. What could he mean?
-
-In taking his departure, Dr. Baldwin, by way of showing his
-friendliness, had volunteered to write to her employer. "I know Mr.
-Perry," he said, "and I will explain to him the situation. Perhaps he
-will be able to keep your place for you."
-
-Constance had interposed no objection. It would obviate the necessity
-of an elaborate explanation on her part, and would, moreover, be a
-guaranty of her later usefulness. The future would take care of
-itself; it was the present which stared her in the face and demanded an
-immediate answer.
-
-One solution of her quandary was offered to her a few days later. Dr.
-Baldwin had given her permission to get up and resume her ordinary
-household duties as soon as her glasses arrived, which proved to be the
-next morning, as the oculist had promised. Consequently, she dressed
-herself and sat with her children in the parlor that afternoon, and on
-the following day rose, bent on facing the new problem of existence
-with a clear brain and resigned spirit. If Mr. Perry would save her
-place for her, so much the better. But obviously there was nothing for
-her to do in the office until she was cured. She must, either through
-her own energies or the advice of others, discover some employment
-compatible with her infirmity. She might have to accept help at first,
-for the money she had on hand would be needed to pay the bills of the
-two physicians, which would necessarily be considerable; but with the
-aid of her friends she would surely be able to find some handiwork
-which would yield her enough to keep her treasures well fed and
-decently clothed. Humiliating as it would be to have recourse to
-others, it was clearly her duty to inform her friends of her
-predicament, and invite their counsel. They would only thank her, she
-knew, and she certainly was fortunate in having three persons, to whom
-she felt at liberty to apply, so pleasantly interested in her welfare
-as her employer, Mrs. Wilson, and the Reverend George Prentiss. Mr.
-Perry was to be made aware of what had befallen her, without further
-action on her part; but she would write to the two others, and soon,
-for the thought was harassing her that her employer, in a spirit of
-benevolence, might try to invent duties for her at the office, and give
-her some sinecure in order that she might retain her salary. This
-would be galling to her self-respect, and was not to be entertained for
-a moment. As the possibility of it grew upon her she became quite
-agitated; so much so that in the hope of heading off any such attempt
-by him, she dictated to her daughter, that afternoon, letters to Mrs.
-Wilson and the clergyman, informing them briefly what had occurred.
-
-Just after the little girl had returned from putting these in the
-letter-box, and Constance was musing over a cup of tea, a messenger
-with a note arrived. It was from Gordon Perry, and read by Henrietta
-it ran as follows: Might he not call that evening? He had the doctor's
-permission to do so; and she was to send a simple "Yes" or "No" by the
-bearer. Now for it, she thought; he was coming to overwhelm her with
-his cunning schemes for continuing her salary. Her first impulse was
-to protect herself by delay; to ask him to wait a day or two until she
-felt stronger. But this would be a subterfuge, and, excepting that she
-dreaded his philanthropy, she yearned to see him. He would put her in
-touch with the world again, from which she had been shut off too long.
-"No" trembled on her lips, but the fear of hurting his feelings
-occurred to her in the nick of time as a counterbalance to her dread of
-being pauperized by him, and her natural inclinations found utterance.
-"Tell Mr. Perry, yes," she answered, and her spirits rose from that
-moment, though she resolved to be as firm as a rock on the threatened
-issue. She ascribed his coming in the evening rather than the
-afternoon to his being busy at the office, and as she put the children
-to bed she reflected that it would be pleasant to have an uninterrupted
-visit. She made her toilette as best she could with Mrs. Harrity's
-aid, and she inwardly rejoiced again that she had not broken her nose.
-
-Gordon arrived about half-past eight. The cheer which his manner
-expressed did not detract from its sympathy. It seemed to say that he
-recognized and deplored her misfortune, but took for granted her
-preference to face it smilingly, and not to waste time in superfluous
-lamentation. At the same time, she could not but notice his eager
-solicitude and the ardor of his bearing, which was slightly
-disconcerting. Yet he made her tell him the details of the accident,
-listening with the ear of a lawyer. At the close his brow clouded
-slightly as though her story failed to coincide with his prepossessions.
-
-"You see I haven't any case, have I?" she said, divining what was
-passing in his mind. She cherished a half hope that his cleverness
-might still extract a just cause of action from her delinquency.
-
-"Not on your evidence."
-
-"So I supposed. Those are the real facts. I jumped before the car
-stopped, though the conductor warned me, and I heard the bell."
-
-"That settles it; contributory negligence. But the trained nurse who
-was with you tells a different story."
-
-"Loretta has been to see you?"
-
-"Yes. She came ostensibly for her pay night before last. But she
-seemed very anxious to testify in court in your favor. She says the
-conductor wasn't looking at first, and that he pushed you off the car
-just as you were jumping."
-
-Constance shook her head. "She is entirely mistaken as to the last
-part."
-
-"There is nothing to be said. It struck me that Miss Davis, unlike
-most women, enjoyed the prospect of being a witness. It was a great
-event to her, and she would be able to do you a good turn." He sat for
-a moment pondering this diagnosis, then with a start, as though he had
-been surprised in a trivial occupation, exclaimed:
-
-"But what does it matter whether you can get paltry damages or not? I
-did not come here to consider that. I came to talk with you about your
-future."
-
-He spoke the last words with a tender cadence which was partly lost on
-Constance, for she sprang to the conclusion that the moment for her to
-display firmness had arrived, and that he was about to broach a scheme
-for retaining her in his employment.
-
-"I must find some other occupation for the next six months, of course.
-I am forbidden to use my eyes for any purpose. I have written to Mrs.
-Wilson and my rector, thinking they may know of some opening or vacancy
-where I could work with my hands or do errands until my eyes are well."
-Then noticing the curious smile with which he received this rather
-impetuous announcement, and apprehensive lest he might be hurt by her
-avowed reliance on others, she added: "And you, too, must be on the
-lookout for me. You may hear of something which would suit me."
-
-"As for that, do you suppose that because your service to me is
-interrupted I would not stand in the breach? That I would not insist
-on continuing your salary until you were able to return to your post?"
-
-"I knew it would be just like you to wish to," she said, quickly, "but
-I could not possibly allow it. That's why I wrote to Mrs. Wilson and
-Mr. Prentiss," she added, not averse to having him know the real reason
-now that it could serve her as a shield.
-
-Her naļve admission was evidently an agreeable piece of intelligence.
-"I took for granted that your salary would continue. That was a matter
-I did not have in mind in the least."
-
-"It can't, I assure you."
-
-He appeared entertained by her adamantine air. "Why not?"
-
-"It isn't an absence of a week or two," she said, trying to show
-herself reasonable. "It will be six months before I am able to work
-again."
-
-"A whole six months?"
-
-She met the mockery in his tone with quiet determination. "I could not
-allow anyone to support me for that period. Do you not see that I must
-find something to do in order to remain happy?"
-
-"Happy? You do not consider my side. Do you not see that a haggling
-calendar account of weeks and months is not applicable to such service
-as you render me? How would the satisfaction of saving the modest sum
-I pay you compare with that I should derive from enabling you to get
-well as rapidly as possible, untormented by painful necessities?"
-
-There was a strange gleam in his eyes. She looked at him wonderingly.
-His rhetoric troubled her, and by dint of it he had managed to make her
-scruples seem ungenerous. But she was unconvinced.
-
-"You would be obliged to pay someone else," she replied with cruel
-practicality.
-
-"Enough of this," he said, impetuously. "It is absurd. I have
-something very different at heart. When I spoke of your future just
-now, Constance, it was to tell you that I have come here, to-night, to
-ask you to be my wife--to say to you that I love you devotedly and
-cannot live without you. This is my errand. It is not friendship I
-offer, it is not pity, it is not esteem for your gentle, strong soul,
-it is passionate human love."
-
-He paused and there was profound silence in the darkened room where
-they could scarcely see each other's faces. Constance trembled like a
-leaf. In a moment the whole card-board house of sisterly affection
-fell about her ears, and she knew the truth. These were the sweetest
-words she had ever listened to, though they stabbed her like a knife.
-"Oh!" she whispered, "Oh!"
-
-"Is it such a surprise, Constance?" he murmured, ascribing her accents
-of dismay to that source. "You must have known you were very dear to
-me."
-
-The dimness gave her time to consider how she should deal with this
-startling certainty, the music of which was dancing in her brain. The
-meaning of his devotion was now so clear. Yet she had never guessed
-either his purpose or the secret of her own disconcerting heart-beats.
-
-"I knew you were fond of me, but it never occurred to me that you could
-think of me as a wife."
-
-"Why not? You are beautiful and charming as well as sweet and wise,
-and I adore you."
-
-"I liked to feel that we should go on being dear friends for the rest
-of our lives," she answered, tingling with the thrill which this avowal
-caused her.
-
-From the tremor of her speech he was emboldened to regard the sigh
-which followed this simple voicing of the exact truth as an ellipsis
-hiding a precious secret.
-
-"Then you love me, Constance?"
-
-Whatever happened, why should he not know? Why should she deny herself
-that ecstasy?
-
-"Oh, yes, Gordon, I love you dearly."
-
-"And you will be my wife?"
-
-"How can I, Gordon? You know I must not." There was gentle pleading
-in her tone and a tinge of renunciating sadness.
-
-"I mean presently. As soon as you obtain a divorce?"
-
-The ugly word brought back reality. "Oh, no, we must put it from us.
-It is a delightful vision, but we must dismiss it forever."
-
-"Why?" he asked, with the resonance of vigorous manhood.
-
-"Because it would be an offence."
-
-"Against what?"
-
-"The eternal fitness of things." This phrase of Mrs. Wilson's rose to
-her lips again as a shibboleth. "I have made my mistake," she
-murmured. "I must suffer the penalty of it."
-
-"Never!" he ejaculated. "It would be monstrous--monstrous."
-
-There was a momentary silence. While he gazed at her ardently he was
-seeking command of himself so as to plead his cause with discriminating
-lucidity. To her darkened sight imagination pictured a swift river of
-fire flowing between them, across which they could touch their
-finger-tips, but no more.
-
-"Do not think," he said, "that I have not considered this question from
-your side. It has been in my thoughts night and day for months. The
-idea of divorce is repugnant to you--though you have ceased to love the
-husband who deeply wronged you. You shrink even more from marrying
-again because your children's father is still alive. If he were dead,
-the bar would be removed, and you would not hesitate. I appeal to your
-common sense, Constance. What sound reason is there why you should
-sacrifice your happiness--the happiness of us both?"
-
-"It is not a question of common sense--is it?"
-
-It was a faltering query which followed the assertion. "The question
-is, what is right?"
-
-"Amen to that!" he cried. "Yes, right, right. And who says it is not
-right?"
-
-She had been so sure she would never marry again that she had never
-sought exact knowledge of her church's attitude in this regard, and yet
-now she had her fears. She knew that no Roman Catholic could marry
-again during the life of a divorced husband or wife, except by special
-dispensation, and she was aware of the increasing reluctance of the
-officials of her own church in this country to give the sanction of the
-marriage service to the remarriage of divorced persons; but she had
-never examined the church canon on the subject, for she had flattered
-herself that she would never need to. Discussions of the topic which
-she had listened to or read had played like lightnings around her
-oblivious head, but had served merely to intensify her repugnance to
-the blatant divorces and double-quick marriages, which she had seen
-heralded from time to time in the daily press, and which had recently
-been brought home to her with peculiar force by the events in Mrs.
-Wilson's family circle. Now the flare of the lightning was in her own
-eyes, and her brain was numb with the emotion of the personal shock.
-
-"Would Mr. Prentiss marry me to you?" she asked, seeking as usual the
-vital issue.
-
-"Your clergyman?" His query was merely to gain time. But he loved
-directness, too. "Suppose that he would not, there are plenty of
-clergymen who would."
-
-"But he is my clergyman."
-
-Gordon moved his chair nearer, and bending forward, took her hand in
-both of his.
-
-"Dearest, this question is for you and me to settle, not for any
-outsider. It must bear the test of right and wrong, as you say, but I
-ask you to look at it as an intelligent human being, as the sane,
-noble-hearted American woman you are. The State--the considered law of
-the community in which we live--gives you the right to a divorce and
-freedom to marry again. Who stands in the way? Your clergyman--the
-representative of your church. The church erects a standard of conduct
-of its own and asks you to sacrifice your life to it. It is the church
-against the State--against the people. It is superstition and
-privilege against common sense and justice. I should like to prove to
-you by arguments how truly this is so."
-
-"But I would rather not listen to your arguments now," she interposed.
-"I am on your side already. My heart is, and--I think my common sense."
-
-His pulses gave a bound. "Then nothing can keep us apart!" he cried,
-pressing his lips upon her hands and kissing them again and again.
-"You are mine, we belong to one another. Why should a young and
-beautiful woman starve her being on such a plea, and reject such
-happiness as this?"
-
-She drew her hands gently away, and herself beyond his reach. "Ah, you
-mustn't. If my church objects, it must have a reason, and I must hear
-that reason, Gordon. I must consult with Mr. Prentiss--with him and
-others. He is not an outsider. He was my friend and helper in the
-bitterest hours of my life."
-
-"He will do his best to take you from me."
-
-She shivered. "How do you know?"
-
-"He cannot help himself. The canon of the Episcopal Church forbids a
-clergyman to marry one who has been divorced for any cause except
-adultery. The Catholic Church goes one step further and forbids
-altogether the remarriage of divorced persons. It does not recognize
-divorce. A large number of the clergy of your church are fiercely
-agitating the adoption of a similar absolute restriction. The two
-churches--and their attitude has stirred up other denominations--are
-seeking to fasten upon the American conscience an ideal inconsistent
-with the free development of human society."
-
-She caught at the phrase. "Yet it is an ideal."
-
-Gordon took a long breath. In the ardor of his mental independence he
-seemed to be seeking some fit word to epitomize his deduction.
-
-"It is a fetish!" he said, earnestly. "It represents the
-past--privilege--superstition--injustice, as I have already told you."
-
-"Oh, no," she murmured, "it cannot be simply that. You forget that I
-am a woman. You do not realize what the church means to me."
-
-"I remember that you are an American woman."
-
-The remark evidently impressed her. She pondered it briefly before she
-said, "I am, and I know how much that ought to mean. I wish to be
-worthy of it." She appeared troubled; then putting her hand to her
-head she rose, seeking instinctively an end of the interview. "I must
-think it over. You must not talk to me any more to-night. I did not
-realize how weak I am." Suddenly she exclaimed, "Ah, Gordon, you do
-not understand all! I forsook the church once in the pride of my
-heart. I wandered among false gods, and it took me back without a word
-of rebuke for my independence. I must do what is right this time--what
-is really right--at any cost."
-
-As she stood in the shadow, erect and piteous, but with the aspect of
-spiritual aspiration in her voice and figure, stalwart as he was in his
-sense of righteousness, he thought of Marguerite in the prison scene
-when Faust implores her to fly with him.
-
-"Forgive me," he said, "for having tired and harassed you. It was my
-love for you that led me on." He spoke with tenderness, and under the
-spell of his mood dropped on one knee beside her and looked up in her
-face.
-
-"You may tell me about that before you go," she whispered, like one
-spellbound.
-
-"It is not much to tell--except that it means everything to me. It has
-grown from a tiny seed, little by little, until it has become the
-harvest and the glory of my manhood. Ah, Constance, we love each
-other. How much that means. It sets the seal of beauty on this
-commonplace world. It will transfigure life for both of us."
-
-She started. "The seal of beauty?" she murmured, as to herself. "If I
-were but sure of that! What I fear is lest I mar the beauty of the
-world, and so sin."
-
-"It was my mother's hope that we should marry," he said, reverting to
-concrete ground.
-
-"I think so," she answered, faintly, pressing his hand.
-
-"And her idea was to do right."
-
-"I know."
-
-She sighed, then whispered, "You must go now."
-
-Rising from his posture beside her he prepared to obey. They stood for
-an instant, irresolute, then, as by a common impulse, his arms opened
-and she suffered herself to be clasped in his strong embrace. It
-seemed to him as he felt her head upon his breast and her nervous,
-wistful face looked up into his that his happiness was assured. But
-she was thinking that come what might--and she was conscious of a
-dreadful uncertainty in her heart--she would not deny herself this
-single draught of the cup of happiness. It was a precious, sentient
-joy to be thought beautiful, and to feel that she was desired for
-herself alone by this hero of her ripe womanhood. So she let herself
-go as one who snatches at escaping joy, and their lips met in the full
-rapture of a lover's kiss.
-
-
-
-
-XIX
-
-The news of the tragedy in her daughter's life--of the double domestic
-tragedy, which included her nephew--came to Mrs. Wilson as an appalling
-surprise. She had gathered from the tenor of Lucille's letters that
-her daughter was not entirely happy; but her appreciation of this was
-derived rather from what she read between the lines than from actual
-admissions. It had never entered her head that there was danger of a
-rupture between Lucille and her husband until the dreadful truth was
-disclosed to her by her brother. From him she learned that Paul and
-his wife had separated and were to be divorced because of the relations
-between Paul's wife and Clarence Waldo. Carleton Howard added that his
-son had not the heart to tell her himself before his departure for New
-York, and had delegated him to break the intelligence.
-
-When the first wholesale mutual commiserations had been exchanged
-between the brother and sister, Mrs. Wilson realized that she was
-practically in the dark regarding Lucille. Paul's calamity was so
-completely the controlling thought in her brother's mind that, though
-he occasionally deplored the plight in which his niece appeared to be
-left, he was evidently bent on working his way through the labyrinth of
-his personal dismay until he could find a clue which would lead his
-mind to daylight. After various ebullitions of anger and disgust, he
-found this at last in the assertion that it was best for Paul to be rid
-of such a wife; that he had never really fancied his daughter-in-law,
-and that the only course was to obliterate her from their memory. She
-had disgraced the family, and her name was never to be mentioned again
-in his presence. This was an eminently masculine method of disposing
-of the matter. After Mr. Howard had accepted it as a solution, he was
-able to compose himself in his chair and to smoke. For the past two
-days, ever since Paul had talked to him, he had been walking up and
-down his library, champing an unlighted cigar, with the measured stalk
-of a grim lion. Now his brow lifted appreciably. But his sister's
-eyes fell before his aspect of dignified relief. His solution was of
-no avail to her. It could not answer the distressing questions which
-were haunting her. Why had not Lucille written? What did the silence
-mean? She resolved that if she did not hear something in the morning
-she would take the first train East, for might not the child be sobbing
-her heart out, too mortified even to confide in her mother? Thus
-speculating, Mrs. Wilson looked up to inquire once again whether Paul
-had not said something more definite regarding his cousin. She had
-asked this twice already, and on each occasion Mr. Howard had suspended
-his cogitations in order to ransack his memory, but only in vain; which
-was not strange, for Paul had taken pains in his conversation with his
-father to avoid unnecessary allusion to Lucille, letting her appear,
-like himself, an innocent victim of the family disaster. Mr. Howard
-was now equally unsuccessful in his recollection. Yet while he was
-speaking, the tension of Mrs. Wilson's mind was relieved by the receipt
-of a telegram. Lucille was on her way from Newport, and would reach
-Benham the following evening.
-
-Mrs. Wilson met her at the station. The mother and daughter embraced
-with emotion, thus betraying what was uppermost in the thought of each.
-But Lucille promptly recovered her composure, chatting briskly in the
-carriage as though she were bent on avoiding for the time being the
-crucial topic. On reaching the house she evinced a lively interest in
-the supper which had been prepared for her, eating with appetite and
-leading the conversation to matters of secondary import. Mrs. Wilson,
-though burning to ask and to hear everything, held her peace and
-bridled her impatience. It seemed to her that Lucille was looking
-well, and had gained in social dignity, which might partly be accounted
-for by the fact that she was a matron and a mother, partly by a slight
-access of flesh; but the impression produced on Mrs. Wilson's mind was
-that she appeared less spiritually heedless than formerly--a
-consummation devoutly to be desired in this hour of stress. As she
-watched her at table she noted with a mother's pride the tastefulness
-of her attire, and the sophistication of her speech. For the first
-time--much as she had longed for it in the past--the hope took root in
-her heart that their tastes might yet some day coincide, and each find
-in allegiance to the fit development of the human race the true zest of
-life. Yet how could Lucille be so calm? How could she appear so
-unconcerned?
-
-Lucille's mask, such as it was, was not lifted until she had been shown
-to her room. "I will come to you presently, mamma," she said, and Mrs.
-Wilson understood what was meant. When she came--it was to her
-mother's boudoir and study--she had loosened her hair, and was wrapped
-in a dainty pink and white wrapper. She established herself
-comfortably on a lounge, and crossed her hands on her breast. Mrs.
-Wilson was sitting at her desk obliquely in the line of vision, so she
-had merely to turn her head on her supported elbow in order to command
-her daughter's expression. So they sat for a moment, until Lucille
-said:
-
-"Well, mamma, I suppose Paul has told you everything. Clarence and I
-have separated for good, and I am on the way to South Dakota."
-
-There was a profound silence. In spite of the introduction the import
-of the last words was lost on Mrs. Wilson. She was simply puzzled.
-"South Dakota?" she queried. "Paul told me nothing. Your uncle----"
-
-"You know surely what has happened?" It was Lucille's turn to look
-surprised.
-
-"I know, my child, that your husband has been false to you with your
-cousin Paul's wife."
-
-"And both Paul and I are to obtain a divorce."
-
-Mrs. Wilson winced. "Your uncle intimated as much in the case of Paul.
-I had hoped you might not think it obligatory to break absolutely with
-your husband. Or, rather, Lucille, my mind was so full of distress for
-you that I did not look beyond the dreadful present. You do not know
-how my heart bleeds for you, dear."
-
-As she spoke, Mrs. Wilson left her seat, and kneeling beside the
-lounge, put her arms around her daughter's neck. Lucille, grateful for
-the sympathy, raised herself to receive and return the embrace, but her
-speech was calm.
-
-"It is a mortification, of course; it would be to any woman. If he had
-been faithful to me, I would never have left him. But we were mismated
-from the first. We found out six months after our marriage that we
-bored each other; and then we drifted apart. So there would be no use
-trying to patch it up. We should only lead a dog and cat life.
-Besides---" she paused an instant, then interjected, "I hoped Paul had
-broken this to you, mamma--I want to be free because I am going to
-marry again."
-
-Mrs. Wilson sprang back as though she had been buffeted. "Marry
-again?" she gasped.
-
-Lucille spoke softly but with firmness. "I am going to marry Mr.
-Bradbury Nicholson of New York." She added a few words as to his
-identity, then with an emphasis intended to express the ardor of a soul
-which has come to its own at last, exclaimed:
-
-"I'm deeply in love with him, mamma; and I never was with Clarence. I
-thought I was, but I wasn't. This time it's the real thing."
-
-Mrs. Wilson rose and returning to her desk rested her head again upon
-her supported elbow. She was stunned. The shock of the announcement
-was such that she did not attempt to speak. But Lucille, having begun,
-was evidently bent on making a clean breast of her affairs.
-
-"So I am on my way to Sioux Falls to obtain a divorce."
-
-"Why do you go there?"
-
-"Because it is one of the quickest places. Residence is necessary to
-enable me to sue, and residence can be acquired by living there ninety
-days. Then, too, the courts don't insist on very strict proof, so I
-can obtain a divorce for neglect or cruelty, and avoid the
-unpleasantness of alleging anything worse. I thought of Connecticut,
-where the law allows a divorce for any such misconduct as permanently
-destroys one's happiness and defeats the marriage relation, but my
-lawyer said it would be simpler and quicker to go to South Dakota.
-Clarence knows all about it, and is only too glad, and he has agreed to
-give up all claim on baby."
-
-The reference to her grandchild plunged a fresh dagger into Mrs.
-Wilson's heart.
-
-"Where is your baby?" she asked, sternly. She had already in the
-carriage inquired for its welfare, taking for granted that its mother
-had been unwilling to bring it on what had appeared to be a flying
-journey.
-
-"At Newport. Two of my maids and baby are to join me here. I don't
-wish to start for a week, if you will keep me, and, as there was
-packing still to be done, and the Newport air is fresher so early in
-the autumn, I told them to follow. You may keep baby here until I send
-for her, if it would make you feel any happier, mamma."
-
-Mrs. Wilson made no response to this self-sacrificing offer. She was
-asking herself whether it were not her duty as an outraged parent to
-rise in her agony and, pointing to the door, bid Lucille choose between
-her lover and herself. But would not this be old-fashioned? Could she
-endure to quarrel with her own and only flesh and blood? Overwhelmed
-as she was by her daughter's absolute indifference to considerations
-which she reverenced as the laws of her being, Mrs. Wilson prided
-herself on being equally a leader of spiritual progress, a woman of the
-world, and an American. She recognized that it behooved her to display
-no less acumen and tact in dealing with her personal problem than in
-confronting the quandaries of others. She knew instinctively that
-violent opposition would simply alienate Lucille and confirm her in her
-purpose. It was obvious that their point of view was as divergent as
-the poles. How could Lucille take the affair so philosophically? How
-could she calmly regard the neglect and sin of her husband merely as
-the logical sequence of the discovery that they were mismated, and find
-a sufficient explanation for everything in the announcement that they
-had bored each other? Yet Mrs. Wilson appreciated in those moments of
-horror that it would be worse than futile to give bitter utterance to
-her emotions. By so doing she would alienate her daughter and fail to
-alter the situation. Though protesting with the full vigor of her
-being, she must be reasonable or she could accomplish nothing. So she
-put a curb upon her lips. There were so many things she wished to say
-that for a spell she could not formulate her thoughts. She was
-reminded that she appeared tongue-tied by hearing Lucille remark:
-
-"I was afraid that you would be distressed, mamma. That's why I didn't
-write or consult you. You don't approve of divorce, I know. It's
-opposed to your ideas of things. But I've thought over everything
-thoroughly, and it's the only possible course for me."
-
-This complacency was disconcerting as a stone wall, and made still
-plainer to Mrs. Wilson that the offender indulgently regretted the
-necessity of explaining and vindicating such common-sense principles.
-
-"It is true, Lucille, that I disapprove of divorce on ęsthetic if not
-religious grounds. It is an unsavory institution." She paused a
-moment to give complete effect to the phrase. "It seems to me to
-diminish spiritual self-respect, and to impair that feminine delicacy
-which is an essential ornament of civilization. At the same time, if
-you had told me that, on account of your husband's sin, you had decided
-not merely to leave him, but to dissolve the bond, I should have
-demurred, perhaps, but I should have acquiesced. I should have
-counselled you to live apart without divorce, as I regard marriage as a
-sacrament of the Christian church, but I should have accepted your
-decision to the contrary without a serious pang. But you have just
-told me, my child, that you are seeking a divorce from your husband
-because you are mismated, in order to become as quickly as possible the
-wife of another man, whom you profess to love. I cannot prevent you
-from doing this if you insist, but as your mother, I cannot let you
-commit what seems to me, from the most lenient standpoint, a gross
-indelicacy, without seeking to dissuade you."
-
-In conjunction with her ambition to reason in a triple capacity, Mrs.
-Wilson was well aware that the world demands promptness of decision no
-less than wisdom from its busy leaders; that the public relies on the
-past equipment of the lawyer or the physician for correct advice on the
-spur of the moment. It was her custom to face confidently the problems
-of life which others invited her to solve, as a surgeon confronts the
-operating table, ready to do her best on the spot. She knew that the
-consciousness of being rushed is part of the penalty of success, and
-that half the effectiveness of a busy person consists in the ability to
-think and act quickly. So now, face to face with her own dire problem,
-her mind centred on the fit solution of her daughter's tragedy, she
-relied on the same method, yearning to apply the knife, tie up the
-ligaments and cauterize the heart-sorrow in summary fashion by virtue
-of her past equipment. So she spoke with conviction, yet aware that
-the problem presented had been hitherto for her mainly academic, and
-now for the first time loomed up on the horizon of life as an immediate
-practical issue.
-
-Pursuing her theme Mrs. Wilson singled out for urgent protest the one
-point which stood out like an excrescence on the surface of the sorry
-story, and put all else in the background--the projected hasty
-marriage. Its precipitancy offended her most cherished sensibilities.
-With all the sentiment and mental suppleness at her command she
-endeavored to point out the vulgarity of the proceeding. How was it to
-be reconciled with true womanly refinement? Was the holy state of
-matrimony to be shuffled off and on as though it were a misfit glove?
-She appealed to the claims of good taste and family pride. But, though
-Lucille listened decorously, it was obvious that the effect of the
-scandal of mutual prompt remarriages had no terrors for her. Or,
-rather, when her mother paused, she disputed it, claiming that the
-affair would be a seven days' wonder; that the world would speedily
-forget, or, at least, forgive, if the new ventures proved successful;
-that precipitancy in such cases was not novel, and that the people
-whose social approbation she desired would consider her sensible for
-putting an end to an intolerable relation and claiming her happiness at
-the earliest possible date.
-
-From a wholesale plea of what she referred to as spiritual decency
-directed against unseemly haste, Mrs. Wilson, sick at heart, began to
-particularize, and at the same time enlarged her attitude so as to
-disclose her innate feeling against divorce in general. She spoke of
-the plight of the children concerned, and in alluding to her
-grandchild, her tone was piteous. The thought seemed to give her
-courage, so that when Lucille, who evidently had a pat response to this
-contention ready, sought to interrupt, Mrs. Wilson raised a warning
-hand to signify that she must insist on being heard to the end. She
-dwelt upon the value of the home to human society, and in this appeal
-she gave free utterance to her religious convictions, defending the
-sacredness of the marriage tie from the point of view of Christian
-orthodoxy. She spoke with emotion and at some length, though she had
-never thought the matter out hitherto as a personal issue, she found
-that she had in reserve a whole set of argumentative principles to back
-her ęsthetic eloquence. She urged upon her daughter that if neither
-good taste, family pride, nor maternal solicitude would restrain her,
-she heed the teachings of the church, which had prescribed the law of
-strict domestic ties as essential to the righteous development of human
-civilization, and which regarded the family as the corner-stone of
-social order and social beauty. Was her only child prepared to fly so
-flagrantly in the face of this teaching? Would she refuse to reverence
-this standard? As she evolved this final plea, Mrs. Wilson felt
-herself on firmer ground. It seemed to her that she had welded all her
-protesting instincts into a comprehensive claim which could not be
-resisted, for, though emphasizing the obligations of the soul, she had
-tried to be both broad and modern. She had not quoted the language of
-Scripture--the words of Christ imposing close limitations, if not an
-absolute bar on divorce. She felt that there was more chance in
-influencing Lucille through an intellectual appeal to her sense of
-social wisdom based on present conditions, though to the speaker's own
-mind the modern argument was simply a vindication of the precious
-inspired truth. But she dismissed the thought that her daughter was
-regarding her as old-fashioned, and she spoke from the depths of her
-being, so that when she ceased, there were tears upon her cheeks.
-
-Lucille had listened indulgently with downcast eyes. She was unmoved;
-nevertheless, with nervous inappropriateness, she turned slowly round
-and round the wedding-ring on her finger as she revolved her mother's
-appeal. When the end came she remained respectfully silent for a
-moment, but there was matter-of-fact definiteness in her reply.
-
-"You know, mamma, that you and I never did agree on things like that.
-I don't recognize the right of the church to interfere, so I put
-religion put of the question. As to injury to civilization, it seems
-to me of no advantage to society, and preposterous besides, that two
-persons utterly mismated, like Clarence and me, should continue
-wretched all our lives when the law of the land will set us free. What
-good would it do if I remained single?"
-
-"Live apart, if you like; but to marry again--and so quickly, Lucille,
-is an offence both against the flesh and the spirit," said Mrs. Wilson,
-tensely. "Good? It would help to maintain the integrity of the home
-upon which progressive civilization rests."
-
-Lucille pursed her lips. "I shall have a home when I marry again. A
-far happier home than before; and baby will be far happier than if she
-grew up in a discordant household where there was no love and mutual
-indifference. Besides, supposing I didn't marry again--supposing
-Paul's wife did not marry again, what would happen? We should lead
-immoral lives, as people similarly situated do in the Latin countries,
-where the church forbids the marriage of divorced persons. It ought to
-satisfy you, mamma, that there is not a word of truth in the story of
-too intimate relations between me and Mr. Nicholson circulated at
-Newport. I told him I should keep him at arm's length until I was
-divorced and at liberty to marry him. I let him kiss me once, and that
-was all. What would a woman in Paris or London have done? The church
-there doesn't seem to mind what goes on behind the scenes, provided the
-mass of the people is kept in ignorance."
-
-Mrs. Wilson had colored at the reference to calumniating rumors. It
-was clear, now, why Paul had preferred to speak by proxy. Could it be
-her own daughter who was claiming credit for such forbearance? Her
-first impulse was to inquire what conduct had given rise to the more
-serious imputation, but she shrank from the question. It was Lucille
-who spoke first.
-
-"I assure you, I expect to have a very charming home, and, if I have
-more children, to bring them up well. In a year or two the hateful
-past will seem only a nightmare. Why should you or the church seek to
-deprive me of happiness? In my individual case our--your church would
-marry me because my husband had been unfaithful, provided I procured a
-divorce on that ground--which I do not intend to do. But I am
-defending myself on general principles. As your daughter you would
-wish me to have the courage of my convictions."
-
-Mrs. Wilson sighed. This appeal to her independence was discouragingly
-genuine. "Then, where do you draw the line?" she asked, repeating a
-formula.
-
-"As to divorce?" Lucille shrugged her shoulders. "The courts decide
-that, I suppose. I asked what the law was, and the lawyer told me."
-
-Mrs. Wilson groaned. "The courts! And, accordingly, you apply to the
-court which will grant you a divorce most speedily."
-
-"And with the least possible unpleasant procedure. Certainly, I wish
-to be married as soon as possible."
-
-"The law must be changed." Mrs. Wilson clasped her hands energetically.
-
-"Very likely, mamma. Now we are on sensible ground. But if the law
-were made more strict the church would still object. So it wouldn't
-make much difference from your point of view."
-
-There was a touch of complacent paganism in the tone of this last
-remark which fused Mrs. Wilson's poignant emotions to a fever point.
-
-"It crucifies renunciation. It is individualism run mad. Child,
-child!" she exclaimed, "do not be too sure that easy-going rationalism
-is the answer to all the problems of the universe. The time will yet
-come when you will recognize what ideals mean--when your eyes will be
-opened to the unseen things of the spirit. Before you take this step I
-beg of you to talk with Mr. Prentiss."
-
-Lucille shook her head, but her reply was unexpectedly humble. She
-avoided an opinion regarding the prophecy, but her words disclosed that
-she wished her mother to perceive that her soul had its own troubles,
-and was not altogether self-congratulatory in its processes.
-
-"Of course I would give anything if Clarence and I had not fallen out,
-and our marriage proved a failure. I can see that such an experience
-takes the freshness from any woman's life. It would be of no use,
-however, for me to see Mr. Prentiss. We should differ fundamentally.
-I do not regard marriage as a sacrament, he does. You see I have
-considered the question from all sides, mamma."
-
-"You regard it as a contract, I suppose," said Mrs. Wilson, pensively.
-
-"Yes; the most solemn, the most important of contracts, if you like,
-but a contract." Lucille was trying to be reasonable, but her sense of
-humor suddenly getting the better of her filial discretion, she added:
-
-"Why, of course, it is simply a contract. Everyone except clergymen
-regards it so nowadays. If Clarence had died, I could marry again; why
-shouldn't I be just as free, when he has been untrue to me, to regard
-our marriage at an end--and----"
-
-Mrs. Wilson put up her hand. "I am familiar with the argument. For
-adultery, perhaps, yes; but for everything else, no. And the Roman
-Church forbids it absolutely." She reflected a moment, then, as one
-who has worked out vindication for an ancient principle by the light of
-modern ideas, she added, impressively, "It may well be, that from the
-standpoint of the welfare of the home--the protection of human society
-against rampant selfish individualism--the oldest church of all was
-wise, and is wise, in insisting on adherence to the letter of the words
-of Christ as best adapted to the safety of civilization. And that,
-too," she continued, significantly, "even though the souls affected sin
-in secret, because they cannot override the law. I do not say," she
-added, noticing the surprise in her daughter's face, "that this winking
-of the church is defensible; but I submit that the consequences can be
-no worse than those resulting from the flood-tide of easy divorce, the
-fruit of unbridled caprice."
-
-"And what do you say to the attitude of the Church of England, of which
-our Episcopal Church is an offshoot. An English woman in Newport told
-me the other day that a wife cannot obtain a divorce from her husband
-unless infidelity be coupled with cruel and abusive treatment, though
-the contrary is true in case of a man. A husband can have his affairs,
-provided he does not make them public or beat his wife, but she must
-toe the mark. And in England the law of the church is the law of the
-land."
-
-Mrs. Wilson pondered a moment. "Our Episcopal Church sanctions no such
-distinction. But, after all, woman is not quite the same as man. Her
-standard is different; she still expects to be held to a subtler sense
-of beauty and duty in matters which involve the perpetuation of the
-race. The English rule seems old-fashioned to us, for we insist on
-equal purity for the husband and the wife as essential to domestic
-unity. Yet the framers of that law were wise in their day; wise,
-surely, if the doctrine of loose marital bonds is to imperil the
-permanence of the institution we call the family."
-
-"But I fail to see the advantage to human society of any family the two
-chief members of which are at daggers drawn, and mutually unhappy."
-
-Mrs. Wilson recognized that the gulf of contradiction which yawned
-between them was bottomless, and not to be bridged. We learn with
-reluctance that each generation is a law unto itself. Yet she said, as
-a swan song, "The Episcopal Church and also the Roman Catholic Church
-stand for, and reverence, the ideals of beauty, of imagination, of
-aspiration. They abhor spiritual commonness. They forget not the
-words of the proverb: 'Keep thy heart with all diligence, for out of it
-are the issues of life.' Divorce is a device of mediocrity and dwarfed
-vision. It is a perquisite of commonness."
-
-The phrase made Lucille start, and she sat troubled for a moment. To
-be adjudged common was the most disconcerting indictment which could
-have been framed. But reflection was reassuring. She answered
-presently.
-
-"I'm sure it won't make any difference in my case; everybody I care
-about will call on me just the same."
-
-Meanwhile, under the shock to her convictions, Mrs. Wilson had bowed
-her face on her hands on her desk, and hot tears moistened her palms.
-Lucille watched her nervously, then rose and went to her, and put her
-arm about her. "You mustn't feel so badly, mamma. It will come out
-all right: I know it will. I am certain to be happy--and though you
-may not think it, I am much more serious than I used to be. Of course,
-I wouldn't belong to any other church than the Episcopal; all the
-nicest people one knows are Episcopalians now. As you say, that and
-the Roman Catholic are the only ones which appeal to the imagination."
-
-Mrs. Wilson's tears flowed faster at this demonstration of sympathy.
-She accepted and was soothed by the caresses, but she was ashamed of
-and stunned by her defeat, and could not reconcile herself to it. She
-would make one effort more.
-
-"Since you will not permit Mr. Prentiss to remonstrate with you," she
-said, "you will, at least, talk with your uncle?"
-
-Lucille reflected. She had not forgotten the diamond tiara with which
-her uncle had presented her as a wedding present, the crowning act of
-many splendid donations, though to have only one tiara had already
-become a sign of relative impecuniosity in the social circle in which
-she aspired to move. The wife of a genuine multi-millionaire was
-expected to have as many tiaras as she had evening dresses. Lucille
-was fond of her uncle, and she still wished to appear what she
-considered reasonable. "He could not alter my determination, mamma.
-But if Uncle Carleton wishes to talk with me, I shall feel bound to
-listen," she responded.
-
-Mrs. Wilson felt encouraged by the first effect on her brother of the
-announcement of Lucille's plans. From Paul's report, Mr. Howard had
-assumed that his niece, like his son, was simply a victim of the
-distressing double-tragedy, and the news of Lucille's projected hasty
-divorce with a view to immediate remarriage offended his sense of
-propriety and evoked at once a fiat no less explicit than his earlier
-declaration that the sooner Paul's nuptial knot was cut, and the
-wretched business terminated, the better. His present words--that such
-indecorous proceedings were not to be tolerated for a moment--were
-uttered with the deliberate emphasis which marked his important
-verdicts--his railroad manner, some people called it--and conveyed the
-impression of a reserve force not to be resisted with impunity. The
-interview between him and Lucille took place in the evening, and lasted
-nearly an hour. Mrs. Wilson was not present. At its close she heard
-her daughter re-enter the house through the private passageway and go
-up-stairs. Shortly after, her brother joined her. He sat for a few
-moments without speaking, as though reviewing what had occurred, then
-said, with the plausible air of one claiming the right to revise a
-judgment in the light of having heard the other side of the issue:
-
-"Apparently we have to decide whether we prefer that Lucille should
-marry young Nicholson as soon as the law allows, or that she should
-continue to receive his marked attentions, which have already inspired
-compromising rumors, happily baseless. It seems that the object of her
-infatuation--a circumstance which she did not state to you--is
-anxious--in fact, hopes, to obtain one of the minor diplomatic
-appointments. His father, as you know, is president of the Chemical
-Trust and intimate with some of the influential Senators. Should I
-intervene in his behalf with the authorities at Washington, the
-probabilities of his obtaining the position, already excellent, will be
-improved, provided, of course, there is no scandal. If we could shut
-Lucille up--confine her by summary process for six months, until she
-had time to reflect--she might change her attitude. At any rate, we
-should avoid the precipitancy which is the most objectionable feature
-of the affair. But the girl is a free agent. We cannot prevent her
-from going to South Dakota if she insists, and she does insist. She
-refuses to wait the three years requisite to obtain a divorce for
-desertion here; and were she to allege what the newspapers are pleased
-to call the statutory offence, the proof required by our court would be
-exceedingly painful. She prefers a more accommodating jurisdiction,
-where fewer questions are asked, and the tie is promptly dissolved. So
-on the whole----"
-
-He paused to choose his phraseology, and his sister, guessing its
-substance, interposed:
-
-"Then you sided with her?"
-
-"On the contrary, I opposed her strenuously. I expressed my
-disapproval in positive terms. But it became evident to me that she is
-in love with this young man and determined to marry him, and from every
-point of view I prefer the sanction of the law to clandestine illicit
-relations. Would you prefer to have her abstain from a divorce and
-live abroad with Bradbury Nicholson? That is what she intimated would
-happen if she followed our wishes."
-
-Mrs. Wilson groaned. "And to think that this is the reasoning of my
-daughter!"
-
-"I will do her the justice to say," continued Mr. Howard, joining the
-points of his fingers, "that she talked quietly and with some
-discrimination. It troubles her greatly that you are distressed. I
-disapprove of her conduct, but I was pleased on the whole with her
-mental powers."
-
-"Yes. She is cleverer than I supposed," murmured Mrs. Wilson. "So you
-gave in?"
-
-"Not at all. We agreed to differ. I presume you did not wish me to
-quarrel with her?"
-
-"Oh, no. We must never do that."
-
-"Exactly. In the course of our discussion she asked me if I thought
-she ought to remain a widow all her days, and, as a reasonable human
-being, I was obliged to admit that there was much to be said on her
-side."
-
-"A widow! She is not a widow."
-
-"She chose the word, not I. She tells me that you have already
-discussed with her the religious--the sentimental side of the question."
-
-"And failed utterly."
-
-There was a silence, which was broken by the banker. "I advise you,
-Miriam, to make the best of a painful situation. There are only two
-courses open: to disown her, or to let her follow her own course, and
-put the best front on it we can. After all, she is only doing what
-thousands of other women in this country----"
-
-"Ah, yes!" cried Mrs. Wilson. "And with that argument what becomes of
-noble standards--of fine ideals of life? I almost wish I had the moral
-courage to show myself the Spartan mother, and to disown her."
-
-"Oh, no, you don't. You would only make yourself miserable." Having
-discovered that he had been checkmated, it was a business maxim with
-Mr. Howard to accept the inevitable and clear the board of vain
-regrets. He set himself to counteract these hysterical manifestations
-of his sister. "Besides, it would do no good in this case to cut off
-the revenue, for Nicholson has plenty for them both. To disinherit
-one's children is an antiquated method of self-torture."
-
-"I had no reference to money," answered Mrs. Wilson with a gesture to
-express disdain for the consideration. "I was thinking of my love as a
-mother."
-
-"You cannot help loving her, whatever happens," answered her brother
-significantly.
-
-Mrs. Wilson acknowledged the force of this comment by a piteous stare.
-She forsook the personal for the philosophic attitude. "But if this
-loose view of the marriage tie is to obtain, where is it to end? How
-long will it be before we imitate the degeneracy of Rome? We are
-imitating it already."
-
-"I made a similar remark to Lucille. I reminded her that the ease and
-frequency of divorce were among the causes of the decline of Rome. Her
-reply was that we are Americans, not Romans. Of course, there is
-something in what she says. Our point of view is very different from
-theirs." Mr. Howard felt of his strong chin meditatively.
-
-"But where is it to end?" repeated Mrs. Wilson in a tragic tone.
-
-He shook his head. "It is an abuse, I admit; especially as
-administered in some of our States. Presently, when we get time, we
-Americans will take the question up and go into it thoroughly."
-
-The hopeless incongruity of this reply from Mrs. Wilson's point of view
-put the finishing touch to their conversation. It was obvious to her
-that she could not expect true sympathy or comprehension from her
-brother. It was clear that he was satisfied with opportunist methods,
-and that the precise truth had no immediate charms for him.
-
-Rebuffed in respect to the support of both her champions, Mrs. Wilson
-felt strangely powerless; almost limp. She made no further appeal to
-her daughter; the discussion was not resumed, but when the baby
-arrived, she reminded Lucille of the proposal that she keep possession
-of her grandchild during its mother's sojourn in South Dakota, and
-accepted it. This was some comfort, and Mrs. Wilson remained in a
-trance, as it were, seeking neither sympathy nor outside suggestion
-until after the evil day of Mrs. Waldo's departure.
-
-Not until then did she send for Mr. Prentiss. That the rector could do
-nothing to thwart the programme outlined by Lucille was clear, and she
-had dreaded the possibility of his advising an attitude on her part
-which would induce complete estrangement from her daughter. When he
-came she was relieved that he made no such suggestion. He seemed, like
-herself, overwhelmed with dismay, and, after he had heard her story,
-equally conscious of helplessness in the premises. Indeed it resulted
-that Mr. Prentiss, having realized that he could be of no avail in the
-particular emergency, turned from the shocking present to the future.
-Lucille was beyond the pale of influence (though he declared his
-intention of writing to her), but this painful example would be a fresh
-spur to the church to take strong ground against the deadly peril to
-Christian civilization involved in playing fast and loose with the
-marriage tie. Mr. Prentiss glowed with the thought of what he could
-and would put into a sermon. Consciousness of the abuse had for some
-time been smouldering in his mind, and he reflected that it was time
-for him to imitate the example of other leaders of his sect by
-undertaking a crusade against indiscriminate divorce. Appalled as he
-was by the behavior of his friend's daughter, he reverted--but not
-aloud--to his previous opinion that it had been a godless marriage.
-Hence there was less occasion for surprise, and the instance in
-question lost some of its pathos as a consequence. But it provided him
-with a terrible incentive for saving others from the pitfall which had
-engulfed this self-sufficient and worldly minded young woman. His zeal
-communicated itself to Mrs. Wilson--for he did not fail in due
-manifestation of personal sympathy--and when he left her at the end of
-a visit of two hours her favorite impulse toward social reform was
-already acting as a palliative to her anguish and disappointment as a
-mother.
-
-A few days later her brother informed her that Paul's wife had refused
-to wait the three years necessary to entitle the one or other of them
-to institute dignified divorce proceedings, on the ground of desertion,
-in the State where her husband had his domicile, and that she had gone
-to Nebraska to pursue her own remedy. Mr. Howard, though obviously
-disgusted, finally dismissed the matter with a sweep of his hand, and
-the utterance, "I guess, on the whole, the sooner he is rid of her the
-better." But this apothegm, which for a second time did him service,
-only increased his sister's dejection. The disgrace of the family
-seemed to stare her in the face more potently than ever. Following
-within a few weeks of this information came the disclosures in the
-newspapers of the double divorce with their sensational innuendoes as
-to what had occurred at Newport. For three days she kept the house,
-too sick at heart to attempt to simulate in public the veneer of an
-unruffled countenance. Then she visited Gordon Perry's office, and
-consulted him as to the feasibility of putting some legal obstacle in
-the way of her daughter's procedure; but learned from him, as she had
-feared, that she was powerless. When she resumed her ordinary
-avocations she feared lest the shame she felt should mantle her cheek
-and impair the varnish of well-bred serenity. It was while she was in
-this frame of mind that she was accosted by Loretta, and the effect of
-the bald remarks was as though someone had invaded her bosom with a
-rude cold hand. They froze her to the marrow, and while, on second
-thought, she ascribed the liberty to ignorance, she felt disappointed
-at the evolution of her ward. Such lack of delicacy, such inability to
-appreciate the vested rights of the soul argued ill for Loretta's
-progress in refinement. There was no second invasion of Mrs. Wilson's
-privacy. It seemed to her, as the days passed, that she had been
-through a crushing illness, and she felt the mental lassitude of slow
-convalescence. The receipt of Mrs. Stuart's brief letter informing her
-that she had been injured and was in need of counsel was a sudden
-reminder that she had allowed her personal sorrow to render her
-selfishly heedless of all else. It served as the needed tonic to her
-system. She swept away the cobwebs of depression from her brain, and
-with a firm purpose to resume her place in the world despatched
-forthwith a sympathetic note and two bunches of choice grapes to the
-invalid, and on the following morning gave orders to her coachman to
-drive her to Lincoln Chambers.
-
-
-
-
-XX
-
-The sight of Constance's colored glasses stirred Mrs. Wilson's
-sensibilities, already on edge.
-
-"You poor child!" she exclaimed, advancing with emotional eagerness, as
-the culmination of which she drew the young woman toward her and kissed
-her. This was a touch of bounty beyond Mrs. Wilson's ordinary reserve,
-but in bestowing it she was conscious that the recipient had deserved
-it, and consequently she was pleased at having yielded to the impulse.
-Besides having noticed with satisfaction the gradual change in
-Constance's appearance--both her increasing comeliness and tasteful
-adaptiveness in respect to dress--it distressed her that her ward's
-charm should be marred by so unęsthetic an accompaniment.
-
-"What does this mean? What grisly thing has happened?"
-
-Constance was touched by the embrace. She had passed a sleepless night
-confronting her exciting problem. Already this morning she had
-listened to the passages in those chapters of the first three gospels,
-Matthew xix, Mark x and Luke xvi, in which are set forth Christ's
-doctrine concerning divorce and remarriage. As soon as the children
-had gone to school, she had taken her concordance of the Bible from the
-shelf, and heedless of Mrs. Harrity's wonder, had pressed the old woman
-into service to find and read to her the texts in question. Constance
-had not considered these for years, and had only a general remembrance
-of their phraseology, but in the watches of the night her thoughts had
-turned to them as traditional spiritual sign-posts with which she must
-familiarize herself forthwith. Just before Mrs. Wilson's entrance she
-had taken up her broom, hoping that, while she performed her necessary
-housework, she might thresh out the truth from her bundle of doubts.
-What if the truth meant the sacrifice of bright, alluring prospects for
-her children, and of her own new, great happiness? Could it then be
-the truth? More than ever did she feel the need of counsel and
-sympathy. At the appearance of her benefactress her pulses bounded,
-and the appeal in her glad greeting doubtless gave a cue to the
-visitor's initiative. The gracious kiss on her cheek, so unexpected
-and so grateful, added the finishing touch to her overstrained nerves,
-and she burst into tears.
-
-Mrs. Wilson folded her in her arms and encouraged her to sob. Such
-philanthropy seemed to bless the giver no less than the receiver. She
-had arrived in the nick of time to be of service.
-
-"There, there," she said, "you are suffering; you should be in bed.
-You must tell me presently everything, and I will send my own doctor to
-prescribe for you." So, presuming the cause of this distress, she
-stroked the back of Constance's hair and held her soothingly.
-
-For some moments Constance made no attempt to check her convulsive
-mood, but with her head bowed on the friendly shoulder wept
-hysterically. When the reaction came she drew back dismayed at having
-lost her self-control, and as she wiped away her tears and hastily
-regained her ordinary dignity of spirit, exclaimed, "It isn't that. I
-have been in bed--I had a fall in the street; but I am quite strong
-again except for my eyes. I am forbidden to use them for six months.
-But otherwise I am as well as ever. And I have had a competent doctor."
-
-"Not use your eyes for six months?"
-
-There was incredulity no less than horror in Mrs. Wilson's tone.
-Constance was herself again by this time. She made her visitor sit
-down, and she succinctly described the circumstances of the accident
-and the specialist's examination, so that the authenticity of his
-verdict and the reality of her predicament were patent. Mrs. Wilson
-rose gladly and promptly to what seemed to her the occasion.
-
-"You poor child. It is cruel--disastrous. But give yourself no
-concern. I shall claim my prerogative as a warm friend to see that you
-and yours do not suffer until the time when you are able to resume your
-regular work. Your employer, Mr. Perry, what has he said to this? His
-necessities oblige him to let you go, I dare say."
-
-"On the contrary, he has been kindness itself. He wished me to remain;
-he would have invented occupation for me. Then I wrote to you and Mr.
-Prentiss. It occurred to me that you might think of something genuine
-which I could do for a living until I could use my eyes." Constance
-paused. Her heart was in her mouth again at the approach of the
-impending revelation.
-
-"Leave it all to me. There will not be the slightest difficulty. I
-will find just the thing." Then, suspecting that Constance's troubled
-look was due to suspicion of this blithe generality, Mrs. Wilson bent
-forward and added beseechingly, "You will let me help you this time,
-won't you?"
-
-"Indeed I will--if--if you wish," answered Constance with a sweet
-smile. So at this heart-to-heart appeal she stripped herself of her
-pride as of a superfluous garment and cast it from her. Then she said,
-"You don't understand. Everything has changed since I wrote to you
-yesterday afternoon. I need your help, your advice, Mrs. Wilson, more
-than I ever needed it before. You do not know how thankful I was when
-I saw you at the door. I have been trying to bring myself to the point
-ever since. I think I can talk composedly now. Last evening my
-employer, Mr. Gordon Perry, asked me to become his wife."
-
-The instinctive thrill which the disclosure of unsuspected romance
-inspires in every woman seized Mrs. Wilson, and with it swift
-realization of what a piece of good fortune from every point of view
-had befallen her deserving ward. Constance's tears and need for
-counsel suggested but one thing, a situation old as the hills, but like
-them always interesting. Jumping at this hypothesis, Mrs. Wilson,
-eager to show that she had comprehended in a flash, responded, "And you
-do not love him?"
-
-"That is the pity of it; I love him with all my heart."
-
-Then Mrs. Wilson remembered. She had been so accustomed to think of
-Constance as alone in the world, that in the first glow of interest she
-had overlooked the crucial fact in the case. The recollection of it
-was disconcerting in a double sense, for she suddenly found herself
-confronting the same dire problem from the haunting consideration of
-which she had just emerged. But though her first resulting emotion was
-similar to that which one feels at re-encountering an obnoxious
-acquaintance, from whom one has escaped, that which followed was a
-sense of contrast between the two points of view presented by the
-separate situations, which culminated in the animating thought that
-here at last was a soul alive to its own responsibilities. Meanwhile
-she heard Constance say by way of interpretation:
-
-"My husband is still living so far as I know, and I have never been
-divorced from him."
-
-Mrs. Wilson put up her hand. "I know, I know, my dear. Pardon the
-momentary lapse. I am entirely aware of your circumstances. And there
-is no need, Constance, to explain anything. Believe me, I appreciate
-all; I understand the meaning of your agitation, I recognize the
-luminous reality of the issue with which you have been brought face to
-face."
-
-Constance drew a deep breath. It was a relief to her to be spared
-preliminaries and to pass directly to the vital question.
-
-"It would mean so much for my children."
-
-To Mrs. Wilson's ear the simple words were imbued with a plaintive but
-courageous sadness, suggesting that the speaker was already conscious
-that this plea for her own flesh and blood, although the most
-convincing she could utter, fell short of justification.
-
-"It would."
-
-Constance ignored if she observed the laconic intensity of the
-acquiescence. She was bent on setting forth the argument with more
-color, so she continued:
-
-"If I become Mr. Perry's wife, my children's future is assured. My son
-will be able to acquire a thorough education in art; my daughter,
-instead of being obliged to earn her living before she is mature, will
-have leisure to cultivate refinement. They would become members of a
-different social class. I need not explain to you, Mrs. Wilson, for it
-is from you that I have learned the value and the power of beauty. I
-covet for them the chance to gain appreciation of what is inspiring and
-beautiful in life, so that they need not be handicapped by ignorance as
-I have been."
-
-No other appeal so well adapted to engage her listener's sympathies
-could have been devised by a practical schemer. And the obvious
-ingenuousness of the almost naļve statement increased the force of it,
-for like the woman herself the plea stood out in simple relief
-impressive through its very lack of circumlocution and sophistry.
-Except for the church's ban a new marriage seemed the most
-desirable--the most natural thing for this sympathetic woman in the
-heyday of feminine maturity and usefulness. Mrs. Wilson felt the blood
-rush to her face as the currents of religious and ęsthetic interest
-collided. Her brain was staggered for a moment.
-
-"Oh, yes. I am sure you do," she murmured. "But----"
-
-Her utterance was largely mechanical and the pause betrayed the
-temporary equilibrium of contending forces. But Constance received the
-qualifying conjunction as a warning note.
-
-"There is a 'but,' an unequivocal 'but.' That is why I wish to consult
-you. I need your help. There is something more to add, though, first.
-Marriage with Gordon Perry would freshen, sweeten my life, and make a
-new woman of me. He is the finest man I have ever known." She spoke
-the last sentence with heightened emphasis, plainly glorying in the
-avowal. "The simple question is, must I--is it my duty, to renounce
-all this? I ask you to tell me the truth."
-
-"The truth?" Mrs. Wilson echoed the words still in a maze. Yet the
-clew was already in her grasp, and she delayed following it only
-because the greatness of the responsibility, precious as it was to her,
-kept her senses vibrant. At length she said with emotion:
-
-"This is a strange coincidence, Constance. I have been face to face
-with this same issue for the past fortnight. My daughter has begun
-divorce proceedings against her husband in order to marry again. They
-simply were tired of each other; that is the true, flippant reason they
-are separating. Each is to marry someone else. Her light view of the
-marriage relation has almost broken my heart. And what is to blame?
-The low standard of society in respect to the sacredness of the
-marriage tie. I endeavored with all my soul to dissuade her, but in
-vain. I come from her to you. The circumstances of your two lives are
-very different, but is not the principle involved the same? My dear,
-if Lucille--my daughter--could have seen the question as you see it, I
-should have been a happy mother. You ask my opinion. I recognize the
-solemnity of the trust. A blissful future is before you if you marry,
-welfare for your children and yourself. But in the other scale of the
-balance are the eternal verities, the duty one owes to society, the
-fealty one owes to Christ. You spoke of beauty. The most beautiful
-life of all is that which embraces renunciation for a great cause, even
-at the cost of the most alluring human joys and privileges."
-
-Gaining in fluency as she proceeded, because more and more enamoured of
-the cruel necessity of the sacrifice, Mrs. Wilson poured into these
-concluding words all the intensity of her nature. She would gladly
-have fallen on her knees and joined in ecstatic prayer with the victim
-had the demeanor of the latter given her the chance. Her heart was
-full of admiration and of pity for Constance and also of solicitude for
-the triumph of a human soul in behalf of an ideality which was at the
-same time the highest social wisdom. If for a moment her modern mind
-had revolted at the sternness of the sacrifice demanded, she was now
-spellbound by the shibboleth which meditation on her late experience
-had reaffirmed on her lips as a rallying cry, the safety of the home.
-
-"You cannot be ignorant," she exclaimed in another burst of expression,
-"that the stability of the family--the greatest safeguard of
-civilization--is threatened. What is the happiness of the individual
-compared with the welfare of all? In this day of easy divorces and
-quick remarriages is it not your duty to heed the teaching of the
-Christian Church, which stands as the champion of the sacrament of
-marriage?"
-
-Constance's mien during the delivery of this exhortation suggested that
-of a prisoner of war listening to sentence of death, one who yearned to
-live, but who was trying already to derive comfort from the consequent
-glory; yet a prisoner, too, who clung to life and who was not prepared
-to accept his doom, however splendid, without exhausting every
-possibility of escape. Though her face reflected spiritual
-appreciation of the great opportunity for service held out to her, and
-her nostrils quivered, her almost dauntless and obviously critical brow
-offered no encouragement to Mrs. Wilson's hope of a tumultuous quick
-surrender. She listened, weighing impartially the value of every word.
-But suddenly at the final sentences she quivered, as though they had
-pierced the armor of her suspended judgment, and inflicted a mortal
-wound.
-
-"Would the church demand it absolutely?" she asked after a moment.
-
-"Our church forbids remarriage except in case of divorce for adultery
-granted to the innocent party. The language of Christ in the gospel of
-Matthew seems to sanction this exception, contrary to His teaching as
-expressed in the other gospels. But there are many who maintain with
-the Roman Catholic Church that the marriage tie can be dissolved only
-by death."
-
-"I know. I had them read to me this morning."
-
-Though Mrs. Wilson regarded herself as a liberal constructionist of
-scriptural texts, and as in sympathy with the priests of her faith who
-glossed over or ignored biblical language justifying out-worn
-philosophy, she was glad now of the support of the letter of the
-Christian law for the great social principal involved. Divining by
-intuition what was working in the struggler's mind, and ever on the
-watch to satisfy her own standard as regards modern progressiveness of
-vision, she ventured this:
-
-"Though the words of Christ seem far away--though His world was very
-different from ours, as perhaps you were thinking, the human needs of
-to-day are a grand and unanswerable vindication of His teachings and of
-the church's canon."
-
-Constance looked up wonderingly. Was she dealing with a seer?
-
-"I was thinking that very thing, that the Saviour's words seem so far
-away, perhaps He did not anticipate such a case as mine."
-
-"He invites you to suffer for His sake even as He did for yours."
-
-Mrs. Wilson had heard the doctrine of the atonement criticised as
-outworn, and she was by no means sure in her heart that it would
-survive the processes of religious evolution; yet she felt no scruples
-in proffering this cup of inspiration to a thirsty and not altogether
-sophisticated spirit.
-
-Constance's lip trembled. "I neglected once to heed the voice of the
-church. I strayed away from Christ. When I was in trouble the church
-sought me out, helped me and took me back."
-
-"I remember. Mr. Prentiss has told me."
-
-"Would Mr. Prentiss consent to marry me?"
-
-"He could not perform the service; he is forbidden. You could be
-married only by some clergyman of another sect, if one would consent,
-or before a justice of the peace."
-
-It was evident from her tone that Mrs. Wilson classed the civil
-ceremony with the ugly things of life.
-
-"I see," said Constance. "I feared that he would not--that he could
-not." She sat for some moments with her hands clasped before her
-staring at destiny. Then spurred by one of the voices of protest she
-cried like one deploring an inevitable deed, "Gordon will not
-understand. He will deem that I am flying in the face of reason and
-sacrificing our and the children's happiness to a delusion. He is a
-sane and conscientious man. He strives to do what is right. Is it
-common sense that I must give him up?" she asked almost fiercely.
-
-Mrs. Wilson recognized the cry as the fluttering of a spirit resolved
-to conquer temptation. "To satisfy common sense would not satisfy you,
-Constance," she answered with gentle fervor. "What you desire would be
-selfish; what the church invites you to do for the sake of the world,
-of the family, would be spiritual."
-
-"I wish to do what is right this time at any cost."
-
-As Constance spoke there was a knock, and a moment later the rector of
-St. Stephen's appeared in the doorway, a large, impressive figure. For
-an instant he stood looking to right and left, taking in the
-surroundings while the two women rose to greet him, and Mrs. Wilson
-uttered an eager aside to Constance:
-
-"Here is someone who will tell you what is right."
-
-Perhaps she did not intend to smother the remark. At all events it was
-overheard by Mr. Prentiss, and it suggested to him an appropriate
-greeting.
-
-"I know of few better qualified to decide for herself what is right
-than Mrs. Stuart," he exclaimed with sonorous geniality, advancing. "I
-received your letter, and here I am. I am glad to see that another
-friend has been even more prompt," he added, shaking hands with Mrs.
-Wilson.
-
-"Yes, I wrote to you both that I had been ill because I felt sure that
-you would be willing to advise with me as to my future," said Constance.
-
-She endeavored to take the clergyman's silk hat, but he urbanely waved
-her back, and, depositing it on the table, threw open his long coat,
-and squaring himself in the chair offered him glanced around the
-somewhat darkened room.
-
-"Well," he said, with cheery solicitude, "you must tell me your story."
-
-"Let me explain, my dear," interposed Mrs. Wilson, and thereupon she
-glided from her chair, and seating herself on the sofa beside
-Constance, proceeded to enlighten him. "Our young friend has had a
-painful accident," she began, and in half a dozen graphic sentences she
-informed Mr. Prentiss of the details of the catastrophe and the scope
-of the injury. Meanwhile she possessed herself of Constance's hand,
-and from time to time patted it softly during the narration, in the
-course of which the rector on his part expressed appropriate concern
-for the victim.
-
-"When Mrs. Stuart wrote," she continued, "it was in order to consult us
-as to how she might best earn her livelihood until such time as her
-eyesight is restored. This was a pressing and delicate consideration
-for the reason that she suspected her employer of a design to invent
-occupation for her relief, which under all the circumstances was
-distasteful to her pride. The particular matter of providing her with
-suitable means of support I have taken upon myself, and the question is
-no longer perplexing her. It has been put in the shade by another and
-far more momentous problem, the solution of which we have been
-discussing for the last half hour. You come just in time to give her
-the benefit of your abundant insight and experience. Since she wrote
-to you an unexpected and appealing event has come to pass. Mrs. Stuart
-has received an offer of marriage from Mr. Perry, her employer, who of
-course is aware that she still has a husband living from whom she has
-never been divorced."
-
-Mrs. Wilson designedly threw this searchlight upon the past history of
-her ward in order to save her rector from the possibility of finding
-himself in the same slough into which she had slipped as a result of
-inadvertence, and also to place the precise situation before him in one
-vivid flash.
-
-Presumably what he had heard was a stirring surprise to Mr. Prentiss,
-but versed in receiving confessions he gave no sign of perturbation
-beyond compressing his lips and settling himself further back in his
-chair like one seeking to get his grip on an interesting theme. When
-Mrs. Wilson in bright-eyed consciousness of having sprung a sensation
-waited to enjoy its effect, he nodded, as much as to inform her that he
-had grasped the facts and that she might proceed.
-
-She fondled Constance's hand for a little before doing so. She wished
-to come to the point directly, yet exhaustively; to avoid
-non-essentials, yet to present the theme with picturesqueness.
-
-"This little woman's heart is deeply engaged," she resumed. "She loves
-dearly the man who has offered himself to her. His wish to make her
-his wife is not only a precious compliment, but it holds forth
-interesting opportunities for happiness and advancement for her and for
-her two children. He is, as you know, a man of high standing in the
-community with prospects of distinction. From the point of view of
-worldly blessedness the offer is exceptionally alluring. Moreover she
-would be a wife of whom he could be justly proud. You see what I mean.
-I have given you, I think, all the vital data which bear on the case."
-As she paused she noticed that Constance stirred beside her. It had
-not been her intention to proceed further, but she made this clear by
-saying, "I leave the rest for you, my dear."
-
-The next moment the rector responded with grave, solicitous emphasis.
-"I believe that I recognize precisely the circumstances with all the
-inseparable perplexities and pathos."
-
-By an involuntary restless movement Constance had indeed revealed her
-dread that Mrs. Wilson was about to state the arguments as well as the
-point at issue, and her spirit had risen in protest. For sitting there
-intent on every word she had had time to realize that a crucial moment
-in her life had arrived, and that no one else however clever could
-fitly express what was working in her mind in defence of her lover's
-cause. When now the desired chance to speak was afforded her there was
-no hesitation; the necessary burning question was on her lips--the one
-question which demanded an unequivocal answer.
-
-"Mrs. Wilson has stated all the facts. I ask you, Mr. Prentiss, to
-tell me truly if it is possible for me to marry Mr. Perry without doing
-wrong, without doing what you--the church--would not have me do. I am
-ready to renounce this great happiness if it would not be right in the
-highest sense for me to become his wife."
-
-It was the rector's turn to stir uneasily. His soul was rampant over
-the horrors of the divorce evil, but his humanity was momentarily
-touched by the rigor of this particular case. He, too, had had time to
-think, and his opinion was already formed. It had indeed arisen
-spontaneously from the depths of his inner consciousness as the only
-possible answer. Yet as a wrestler with modern social problems he was
-disturbed to perceive that this sacrifice on this petitioner's part
-would have the surface effect of a hardship which, however salutary as
-a tenet of Christian doctrine, was not altogether satisfactory from the
-practical standpoint. Consequently his reply was a trifle militant.
-
-Have you as a woman considered whether remarriage while your husband is
-alive would be consistent with the highest feminine purity? It was a
-specious attack, but for a moment Constance did not comprehend. Then
-when it came over her that he was imposing chastity upon her, and
-expressing surprise at her restlessness, she lowered her eyes
-instinctively. That phase of the case had occurred to her many times
-already. Was it an impurity that she, with a husband living, should
-love another man? Was the implied reproach sound? Her feminine
-self-respect was dearer to her than life. Yet she had not discussed
-the point with Mrs. Wilson, as exploration with the plummet of
-conscience of the recesses of her womanly self had left her without a
-qualm. She had even faced the repugnant possibility that, as the wife
-of Gordon, she might hereafter be brought in contact with Emil, and
-decided that it could not become a controlling bugbear. Yet now when
-she raised her eyes again she looked first at her mentor. That lady
-had hers turned toward the ceiling in rapt meditation, but becoming
-conscious of Constance's glance, she lowered them to meet it, and
-Constance gathered from their troubled appeal that she agreed with the
-clergyman that remarriage for her would be incompatible with the
-highest personal delicacy and a breach of the law of beauty. This was
-almost a shock, and increased her trouble. Her reason was still
-unconvinced that the objection was other than an affectation, but the
-joint disapproval was a challenge to her confidence. Still she
-answered with the courage of her convictions:
-
-"I should like to marry because I am in love. If my husband were dead,
-it would not seem inappropriate that I should wed another."
-
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-
-"You are well provided for; you have employment and are earning a
-decent livelihood. You have friends who will see that your children do
-not lack opportunities for advancement. Is not that enough?" He
-paused and quoted rhetorically: "Wherefore they are no more twain, but
-one flesh."
-
-Constance broke the silence by completing the passage with reverence,
-"What therefore God hath joined together let not man put asunder."
-
-"Precisely," murmured the rector.
-
-Constance slipped her hand from Mrs. Wilson's and rose to her feet.
-Why, she scarcely knew. She felt the impulse to stand before her
-judges, even as a petitioner at a court of final resort. Though her
-heart was hungry for permission to enter the land of promise, she
-already guessed what the verdict would be. If her rector's hint that
-the project ought to have jarred upon her finer feminine instincts had
-left her unconvicted before the tribunal of her own wits, it had set
-her thinking. It had brought before her a retrospective vision of the
-long fealty of her sex to the voice of carnal purity, and its twin
-sister, woman's long fealty to the church. She must be true to her
-birthright as a woman; she must obey the higher law whatever the cost.
-No happiness could be comparable to that which obedience would bring.
-Yet another thought held her, and a little doggedly. Whatever her
-penitence for past error, she had never abdicated her heritage as an
-American woman--her right to the exercise of free judgment where the
-interests of her soul were concerned. Her intelligence must be
-satisfied before she yielded. Yet even as she rallied her energies for
-a second bout, it seemed to her that the memory of her late forgiveness
-by the church stood in the guise of an angel at the rector's side with
-grieving eyes, and the charge of ingratitude on its lips. But
-Constance said sturdily and carefully:
-
-"I have reread the Bible texts, Mr. Prentiss, and Mrs. Wilson has
-explained to me that as a priest of the Episcopal Church you could not
-marry me. I understand that. What I wish you to tell me is whether it
-would be a sin, a real sin, were I to be married elsewhere. The law
-allows it, only the church forbids. Has the church no discretion,
-could no exception be made in a case like mine? In this age of the
-world it would seem as though justice and the demands which religion
-makes on the conscience ought to tally. You know the circumstances of
-my first marriage. Because I made a dreadful mistake, is it my highest
-duty to renounce this happiness as a forbidden thing? It is for you to
-tell me. I must trust in you; I cannot decide for myself. My reason
-whispers to me that it would not be wrong for me to consent, but I am
-prepared to put this seeming blessing from me if by accepting it I
-should be guilty of a genuine weakness, should be helping to push
-society down instead of helping to maintain the standards of the world."
-
-Mr. Prentiss beamed upon her with pitying, gracious approval. Now that
-he had recovered from his momentary access of temper he beheld in a
-clear light the reality of the sacrifice, her touching sincerity and
-his own opportunity. From the standpoint of righteousness there was no
-room in his mind for doubt or evasion; yet he felt that it behooved him
-to meet this spiritual conflict with all the tenderness of his priestly
-office. He had learned to admire this lithe, dark-haired woman, nor
-was her greater physical attraction lost on him. He realized as she
-stood before him that under the new dispensation she had waxed in charm
-and social effectiveness; and once more she was showing herself worthy
-of his enthusiasm. His ear had noticed the felicity of her last
-thought, and he was musing on the sophisticated scope of it when Mrs.
-Wilson's dulcet voice broke the silence.
-
-"I have made clear to Mrs. Stuart, Mr. Prentiss, that the advanced
-thought of the church finds in the words of Christ not merely an
-inspired utterance concerning divorce, but the rallying cry in behalf
-of a profound, practical, social reform."
-
-The rector bent on his ally a discerning glance of satisfaction. He
-perceived gratefully that she had made the most of her opportunities to
-till the soil from which he looked for a rich harvest.
-
-"My dear friend," he said to Constance, "you have put upon me a great
-responsibility from which I must not shrink. But however
-uncompromising my duty as a servant of Christ may cause me to appear,
-believe me that my understanding is not blind to the human distress
-under which you labor. You are asked to renounce what is for woman the
-greatest of temporal joys, the love of a deserving man." He paused a
-moment to mark the fervor of his sympathy. "Were I willing to palter
-with the truth, and did I deem you to be common clay unable to
-appreciate and live up to it, I might say to you 'go and be married
-elsewhere. It will be an offence; it will not have the sanction of the
-church; but others have done the same, and you will have the protection
-of the secular law.' Although the Roman Catholic priest has but one
-answer under all circumstances however pitiful, 'who, having a husband
-or wife living, marries again, cannot remain a member of the church,'
-it might seem permissible to some of my cloth not to condemn remarriage
-in the case of a dense soul as a grievous sin. But such palliation
-would sear my lips were I to utter it for your relief. You have asked
-me what is the vital truth--your highest Christian duty. There can be
-but one answer. To respect the marriage bond and, keeping yourself
-unspotted from the world, hold to one husband for your mortal life so
-long as you both do live. To yield would not be a crime as the
-ignorant know crime, but it would be a sapping carnal weakness,
-inconsistent with the spiritual wisdom which has hitherto led you. It
-would indeed help to lower the standards of human society. I may not
-equivocate, my dear friend. This is the ideal of the Christian Church
-in respect to marriage and divorce. Invoke the human law for your
-protection against your husband if you will, but he is still your
-husband in the eyes of God, and if you wed another you commit adultery."
-
-Constance, seeming like a breathing statue, save for her odd
-disfigurement, her arms before her at full length, her hands folded one
-upon the other, heard her sentence and love's banishment. Already she
-felt the thrill of a solemn impulse to bear this cross laid upon her,
-not as a cross but as a fresh opportunity for service, yet she said:
-
-"Then the law of the church and the law of the State stand opposed to
-each other!" She spoke in soliloquy as it were, phrasing an existing
-condition for the explanation of which her intelligence still lacked
-the key.
-
-Mr. Prentiss drew himself up. "Yes, they stand opposed, as in so many
-other instances. The law of the State is for the weak; the law of the
-church--of Christ--is for the strong. Verily the church has been
-magnanimous and forbearing. It has resigned to the State little by
-little control of the social machinery. But here, where the
-foundations of society are at stake, it behooves her to stand firm.
-The law of spirit is at war with the law of flesh. Monogamy is the
-corner-stone of Christian civilization."
-
-"And hence it is that marriage is a sacrament; that the marriage bond
-bears the seal of heaven," added Mrs. Wilson ardently, as the rector,
-contented with his metaphor, stopped short in his righteous foray.
-
-"If my marriage was made in heaven, we were ill-mated," retorted
-Constance. The thought seemed so repugnant to her that she revolted at
-it. But Mr. Prentiss, like a true physician of the soul, was equal to
-the emergency.
-
-"The choice was yours, and you made a dreadful mistake. Have you
-yourself not said so? Shall you not pay the penalty, my daughter? You
-thought you knew him whom you married."
-
-"Oh, yes, indeed; but I was very young."
-
-"May they not all say the same? And yet," pursued the rector, in a
-tone of proselytizing triumph, "the demon of divorce lurks at our
-firesides and, stalking through every walk of life, makes light of the
-holy tie as though it were of straw, mocking the solemn associations of
-the family, and taking from the innocent child the refining and
-safe-guarding influence of a stable, unsullied home. Yet the State
-stands by and winks at--aye, connives at and promotes the foul
-programme, rehabilitating shallowness and vice through the respectable
-red seal of the law. Yes, there are two standards. As a modern priest
-I am aware of the sophistry of the criticism, for who, if the church
-does not, will stand as the protector of the home? And if it sometimes
-happens, as it must happen," he concluded in an exalted whisper, "that
-the apparent earthly happiness of one must be sacrificed for the good
-of the many, I know that you are not the woman to falter."
-
-"Oh, no--oh, no," answered Constance, shaking her head. "It is a
-terrible condition of affairs, is it not? I see; I understand." She
-resumed her seat on the sofa and covered her face with her hands. For
-a few moments there was silence. Mrs. Wilson restrained a melting
-impulse to put her arm around her ward's shoulder in pitying
-encouragement. She felt that it was wiser to wait.
-
-"Terrible," repeated Constance, as though she had been dwelling on the
-thought, and she looked up. Her manner was calm and sweetly
-determined. "Thank you, Mr. Prentiss--thank you both so much. There
-is only one thing to do--one thing I wish to do, now that my duty has
-been made entirely plain. I shall tell Mr. Perry that though I love
-him I cannot marry him."
-
-"There is no reason that you should come to a decision on the spot,"
-said Mr. Prentiss, reluctant to take undue advantage of an emotional
-frame of mind. "Take time to consider the matter."
-
-But Constance shook her head. "That would not help me. I have thought
-it out already. I could not consent to sin, and you have explained, to
-me that it would be a sin."
-
-"A sin surely; a carnal sin for you, Mrs. Stuart," said the clergyman
-with doughty firmness.
-
-Constance gave a little nervous laugh--or was it the echo of a shiver?
-"I had a conviction that it could never be. It was a pleasant dream."
-
-The pathos of the simple utterance reawoke Mrs. Wilson's strained
-sensibilities. She bent and kissed Constance on the forehead. Then
-turning to her rector she murmured with reverent ecstasy:
-
-"Will you not pray with us, Mr. Prentiss?"
-
-It was a grateful, benignant suggestion to the sufferer; the tonic
-which her yearning, baffled spirit needed. Divining as by telepathy
-that the moment had arrived for just this spiritual communion, the
-clergyman set the example to the two women by falling on his knees, and
-presently his voice was raised in fervent prayer. It was the prayer of
-praise and victory, not of consolation and distress. He thanked
-God--as he could do with an overflowing heart--for this triumph of
-intelligent spiritual discernment over the lures of easygoing and
-numbing materialism. The outcome of the occasion was indeed for him an
-oasis, one of those green, fruitful passages in the more or less
-general dryness of heart-to-heart contact with his parishioners, the
-occurrence of which made him surer both of his own professional
-capacity and of the eternal truths of his religion. His invocation of
-his God was alike a pęan of thanksgiving and an acknowledgment of
-rekindled faith. As for Constance, his words were so many cups of
-water to a thirsty soul. Scorched by his exaltation, the cloud mists
-of doubt no longer perplexed her, and she beheld with radiant eyes her
-cross, her privilege to renounce what reason and human passion urged,
-for the sake of an ideal--the higher, vital needs of the human race.
-
-When Mr. Prentiss had finished Mrs. Wilson did not for a moment trust
-herself to speak. Her eyes were full of tears. She had knelt as close
-to Constance as she felt to be harmonious. It was a glorious hour also
-for her. The steadfastness of this woman of the people was not only a
-subtle personal tribute, but it had refreshed the tired arteries of her
-being. When her daughter had left her house, secure and cold in the
-pride of a revolting scheme of life, it had almost seemed that God
-mocked her. But now the glories of His grace were manifest.
-
-"Constance," she said, "I will call for you to-morrow, to sit in my
-pew. It is Sunday, you know."
-
-
-
-
-XXI
-
-In saying to Constance that he had pondered the question of their
-marriage from her standpoint, Gordon Perry felt that he had given
-indeed the fullest weight to every legitimate scruple, and believed
-that, provided he was beloved, there was no substance in any one of
-them. He knew that Constance had shrunk from a divorce. What more
-natural so long as she was undisturbed by her deserting husband? But
-now that the element of a new, strong affection was introduced the
-necessary legal proceedings seemed a paltry bar to her happiness. He
-had expected that she would demur to the step at first, but he had felt
-confident that her acute sense would shortly convince her that she was
-divorced to all intents and purposes already, and that the mere formal
-abdication of the fact, however unpleasant sentimentally was not a
-valid obstacle. He had also appreciated that this repugnance to a
-legal dissolution of the marriage tie for the purpose of becoming a
-second time a wife would be accompanied by an instinctive feminine
-aversion to giving her person to another man while it was still
-possible to encounter the original husband in the flesh. He did not
-pride himself on his knowledge of women, but the attitude suggested
-itself to him as possible, even probable, in the case of one whose
-sensibilities were so delicate as hers, for the reason that there
-lingered in his mind the remembrance of shrinking words both in books
-and in real life by other women when the same topic had been broached
-in the past. Consequently it was a relief to him that Constance did
-not openly manifest this form of repugnance, and he radiantly jumped to
-the conclusion that her love for him was so reciprocal and mastering
-that false delicacy had been shrivelled up as in a furnace. Was not
-such a process in keeping with her sterling sanity and intelligence?
-For a moment he had jubilantly assumed that all was won, since, after
-conscientious if somewhat scornful analysis of the Church's claim, he
-had already decided that the pure religious objection would never in
-the end avail to keep them apart. Nor did the foreboding definiteness
-of her opposition discourage him appreciably. It merely cast a damper
-on his hopes for an immediate surrender, and indicated to him that he
-had been premature in supposing that she had been able to purge herself
-of superstitions and conventional prejudices forthwith. It could
-simply be a question of time when so human and discerning a bride would
-come to his arms without a qualm.
-
-Nevertheless he felt that he must convince her. Now that he was sure
-she loved him, the possibility of losing her was not even to be
-entertained; but he wished her to succumb as the result of agreement,
-and not in spite of herself, both because he realized that she would
-not be happy otherwise, and because the doctrine which she had invoked
-as a binding obligation jarred not only with his desires, but with his
-deepest opinions. Therefore, at the conclusion of their interview, he
-took up straightway the cudgels of thought in defence of his
-convictions against what seemed to him the essential injustice and
-unreasonableness of the Church's claim. This necessarily involved
-fresh consideration of that claim itself. That night before he went to
-bed he rehearsed the arguments by which he purposed to appeal to her.
-Did she not appreciate that they were influenced by no base motives?
-That neither lust nor undue haste, nor covetous trifling with the
-feelings of others tarnished their mutual passion. Theirs was no case
-of putting off the old bonds of matrimony in order to be on with the
-new, but one where love had been starved to death, and been born again
-by gradual and chaste processes in a lonely, forsaken heart. What
-could be wrong in such a union? And were not their own consciences and
-their own intelligences the only fit judges of the eternal merits?
-
-Gordon Perry's attitude toward religion--toward churches and toward
-churchmen--was abstractly respectful and friendly. He had been brought
-up by his mother in her faith, and the period of stress through which
-most young men pass in early life had been productive of a frame of
-mind which was reverent as well as critical. Not a small portion of
-mankind in Benham accepted their religious doctrine on trust, as they
-did their drinking water. Either they were too busy to question what
-seemed authority, or that particular compartment of the brain where
-absorbing interest in the unseen germinates was empty. Some of the
-most pious never reasoned, and their docile worship constituted the
-cement in the walls of dogma. Again, there was a class--a growing
-class in Benham as elsewhere--composed of well-equipped, active-minded
-men who were polite to Religion if they met her in the street, and
-would even go to church now and again to oblige a wife or preserve
-outward appearances, for they were still of the opinion that religion
-is good for the masses. But in their secret souls what did they
-believe?
-
-Gordon belonged to still another class. Religious truth had an
-absorbing interest for him, but what was religious truth? Different
-sects--and they were manifold in Benham--told him different things, and
-each sect proclaimed its doctrine insistently as vital, if not to
-salvation, to the highest spiritual development. Like many a young man
-before him, he argued that all could not be right, and as a result he
-presently found himself a member of that secret society of able-bodied,
-able-minded male citizens--the largest class of all--who reasoned about
-religious doctrine somewhat in this way: That they were hopefully
-looking forward to the time when the controversial differences which
-divided the sects into rival camps should disappear; and that until
-then they and their successors, whose number was sure to be legion,
-would turn deaf ears to the clashing of the divines, and attend church
-in order to gain strength and inspiration to play their parts well in
-complex modern human society, ignoring all else but the spirit of
-Christian love. If it be said that they and Gordon were not strong on
-dogma, denied that the laws of the universe had ever been suspended to
-produce fear or admiration in man, because to believe the contrary
-seemed to be an insult to God, and looked askance at certain other
-extraordinary phenomena to which the orthodox cling, it should also be
-stated that they and he were heartily in sympathy with every effort of
-all the clergy to improve human nature along intelligent lines, to help
-the poor to help themselves, to prevent the rich from misappropriating
-the earth and to foster truth, courage, unselfishness and refinement in
-the name of religion. Therefore it happened that Gordon was apt to
-take with a grain of salt what he heard in the pulpit; and now and then
-he would play golf on Sunday if he were in need of fresh air for his
-soul; but although he was slightly impatient of clerical sophistries up
-town, down town he lent a ready hand in the active reforms of the city,
-in the furtherance of which he had learned to know well, and to admire
-as good fellows, half a dozen energetic, enthusiastic clergymen. Was
-not religion one of the great forces of the world? Because one could
-not believe everything, and revolted at mystical or puerile
-superstitions, were the highest cravings of one's nature to be allowed
-to atrophy? So, just as in his social perplexities, he had sought
-refuge in practical service from the conflict of theories, and on more
-than one occasion he had been agreeably surprised by the confidential
-admission of the divines with whom he was co-operating that their and
-his views were not essentially far apart. Gordon was glad on their
-account to hear so, and was only the more convinced as a consequence
-that it was difficult to reconcile most of the strict tenets of
-theology with the modern ideas of wide-awake, enlightened laymen
-concerning the workings of the universe or the best social development
-of the creature man.
-
-Gordon made no attempt to see Constance on the day following his
-proposal. Impatient as he was to renew his suit, he concluded to let
-her muse for twenty-four hours on the situation. It occurred to him
-that he would ask leave to accompany her to church on Sunday morning,
-but reflecting that it would not be fair to disturb her meditations, he
-decided instead to attend the service at St. Stephen's and walk home
-with her after it. Whatever the New Testament language on the subject,
-would she be able to convince herself that the sundering of such love
-as theirs would be in keeping with the true spirit of Christianity? It
-seemed to him that there could be but one answer to this proposition,
-and as he walked along in the beautiful bracing atmosphere of the
-autumn day his step was buoyant, for he believed that his happiness
-would be sealed within a few short hours. Ecstasy ruled his thoughts.
-Was not the woman of his heart an entrancing prize? Fortune and
-station she had none, but far more important for him, she was lovable
-and she was lovely; she was intelligent and she was good.
-
-He had attended service at St. Stephen's once or twice before, and had
-a bowing acquaintance with Mr. Prentiss; but he knew well and
-entertained a cordial liking for the latter's assistant, the rector of
-the Church of the Redeemer, the mission church in the squalid section
-of the city supported by the larger establishment. St. Stephen's, as
-the fashionable Episcopalian church of the community, was apt to draw a
-large congregation, especially when the pew owners were not confronted
-by wet skies or sidewalks. This brilliant Sunday at the beginning of
-the social season had drawn most of the regular congregation and also a
-large contingent of strangers--chiefly women--some of them visitors in
-Benham, but the majority students and other temporary residents who
-found the ęsthetic music and devotional ritual of St. Stephen's
-stimulating. Gordon, who was a little late, obtained a seat in the
-gallery. It had occurred to him that he would be more likely to catch
-sight of his ladylove from this eminence than if he remained below.
-His eyes sought at once the so-called free benches where she was
-accustomed to sit, but she was not in her usual place. After repeated
-scrutiny of the rows of faces had convinced him of this, he concluded
-dejectedly that she had not come. Perhaps she had stayed at home
-hoping he would call. Or had she been loth to display her glasses in
-public before she had become accustomed to the disfigurement? His
-glance wandered over the rich flower garden of autumn bonnets, but to
-no purpose. While in perplexity he reviewed the probable causes of her
-absence he became aware that the music of the processional had ceased
-and that Mr. Prentiss was speaking. Ten minutes later, when the
-congregation rose to take part in the selection from the Psalms, his
-glance fell on Mrs. Randolph Wilson in one of the front pews. Her
-profile was almost in a line with his vision. While he looked his
-heart gave a bound, for he suddenly recognized that the young woman
-next to her in the gay, attractive bonnet was she for the sight of whom
-his soul was yearning.
-
-After leaving Constance on the day of their eventful interview, Mrs.
-Wilson had conceived the plan of presenting her with a new bonnet and
-jacket. These she brought with her to Lincoln Chambers a little before
-church time, and placed with her own hands on the surprised recipient.
-Pleased at the ęsthetic progress of her ward, she seized this
-opportunity to promote it, and also to cater to her own generous
-instincts at a time when to indulge them was not likely to cause
-offence. Though astonished, Constance accepted without demur these
-welcome additions to her toilet, and the donor had the satisfaction of
-beholding how admirably they became her. Besides, Mrs. Wilson had on
-the tip of her tongue and was eager to communicate the plan which she
-had been working out since they separated, and which she imparted to
-Constance as soon as they were in her brougham on the way to church.
-
-"I have been carefully considering your affairs, my dear, and, in the
-first place, you are to do nothing for the next six months but get
-well. I shall insist upon looking after you. You promised me,
-remember." She paused as though she half expected to encounter
-opposition to this project, and, though her ward revealed no
-insubordination, she added the argument which she held in reserve:
-"For, having deprived you by its counsel of the means of support, it is
-the Church's duty, and my privilege as a disciple of the Church's
-cause, to watch over you until you are able to provide for yourself.
-At the end of the six months, when your eyes are strong again, I wish
-you to become my private secretary."
-
-On the way from her house she had pictured to herself the astonishment
-and delight which such an unexpected and splendid proposition must
-necessarily inspire, and she could not refrain from stealing a sidelong
-glance at Constance in order to observe the effect it would have on her.
-
-"Your private secretary?"
-
-Mrs. Wilson felt rewarded by the incredulous bewilderment conveyed by
-the interrogatory, and hastened to explain her benefaction. "It seems
-almost the interposition of Providence in your behalf," she added.
-"Last evening--and I was thinking of your noble resolution at the
-time--my secretary came in to inform me that she was engaged to be
-married, and to ask me to be on the lookout for someone else. 'The
-very place for Constance Stuart,' I said to myself at once. 'What
-could suit her better? And what an admirable arrangement it will be
-for me!' For, after refusing Mr. Perry's offer, I take for granted
-that, even when your eyesight is restored, the continuance of your
-present business relations would be out of the question."
-
-"Oh, yes; entirely so," answered Constance with rueful promptness. "I
-could not continue in his employment; we should both be unhappy." She
-was making a confession of what she had been saying to herself all the
-morning.
-
-"Exactly." Mrs. Wilson beamed over the success of her divination.
-
-"Then we will consider it settled. And I wish to tell you besides that
-I shall take it upon myself to see that your boy's artistic gift is
-given full opportunity for expression, and your daughter thoroughly
-educated. Your salary, I mean, will be sufficient to enable you to
-give them proper advantages, for I can see that you will be very useful
-to me."
-
-She was determined to make plain that virtue in this case was to be its
-own reward, and that the material losses in the wake of renunciation
-were rapidly being eliminated. At the same time she wished to conceal
-a too obviously eleemosynary intent.
-
-"I don't see how anything could be nicer for me. And if you think that
-I should suit--that I could perform the duties properly--I shall be
-thankful for the position," answered poor Constance.
-
-She had passed another sleepless night. Fixed as was her conviction
-that separation from her lover was inevitable, she felt deeply sorry
-for him if not for herself, and dreaded the impending final interview
-between them. Despite her spiritual exaltation the consciousness that
-she was letting slip a great chance for her children still haunted her,
-in that the future by comparison seemed vague and forbidding. For it
-had been clear to her from the moment of her decision that under no
-consideration could she remain in Gordon's office. Therefore, though
-doubtless her friends would help her, the struggle for a livelihood
-must be begun again.
-
-Mrs. Wilson's amazing, timely offer lifted a great weight from her
-heart; by it the question of her future employment was disposed of, and
-disposed of in a way more congenial to her than any she could have
-imagined possible. It did indeed seem providential that the vacancy
-should have occurred at this time, and she realized that the certainty
-that her children would be protected would nerve her for the necessary
-ordeal of parting, for now there was only selfishness in her desire for
-marriage. She longed for it to be over with that she might put away
-once and forever this great temptation.
-
-The thought that Gordon would probably come for his answer that
-afternoon was uppermost in her mind during the service; but she was in
-a mood to respond to the beautiful music, and before Mr. Prentiss gave
-out the text of the sermon she was already thrilling with the joy of
-her sacrifice on the altar of faith. She prayed that she might be
-granted strength to renounce this seeming blessing ungrudgingly and to
-close her ears to the whispers of regret, and as she joined in the
-jubilant anthem of rejoicing for a risen Lord it seemed to her that the
-angel of peace brushed her forehead with the wings of heaven's love.
-The text was "Except a man be born again he shall not enter into the
-kingdom of heaven." It was a sermon of immortality and hope, and a
-sermon of the triumph of the spirit over the flesh for the sake of a
-Christ who had set the great example and conquered self through
-suffering. It was one of Mr. Prentiss's most happy efforts from the
-standpoint of orthodoxy, graphic, eloquent, and practical. He set no
-narrow limits of a creed as the arbiter of truth, but declared that the
-opportunity to choose between the path of righteousness and the path of
-self-sufficiency or self-indulgence was offered to every one in the
-great struggle of modern life; that he who would follow the blessed
-Lord and Master must shun as evil that which was injurious to the
-highest interests of human society and thus hateful to God. As she
-listened Constance could not doubt that he had her in mind. It seemed
-to her that more than once his glance rested on her encouragingly and
-fondly. Her brain was transported with ecstasy and zeal. Her
-opportunity was at hand, and she would serve Christ and mankind
-faithfully.
-
-Leaving the church under the spell of the sermon, she became suddenly
-aware that her lover was beside her and was suggesting that he escort
-her home. At sight of him her chaperone, scenting danger, led the way
-sedulously toward the brougham, but in the interval Constance decided
-to take him at his word. Would it not be the simplest course to
-explain to him quietly on the street that what he asked her was
-impossible, and thus avoid the pain of a more intimate parting?
-Therefore she made her excuses to Mrs. Wilson, pleading the radiance of
-the day and her need of fresh air. She felt so sure of herself that,
-though she noticed her friend seemed disappointed, it did not occur to
-her that it was from concern as to the result of the interview until
-she heard a whispered "Be firm." Constance turned a resolute face
-toward her, and by a close pressure of the hand gave the desired
-assurance, then as the stylish equipage rolled away from the church
-door, she stepped to Gordon's side, sadly conscious that this was to be
-their last walk together.
-
-Three days later, in the evening, Gordon Perry rang at the house of the
-Rev. George Prentiss, the comfortable looking and architecturally
-pleasing rectory in the neighborhood of St. Stephen's. A trim maid
-ushered him into an ante-room where all parochial visitors were first
-shown, and asked for his name. There was a nondescript elderly woman
-in black ahead of him. In his capacity as rector of a large parish,
-Mr. Prentiss followed the modern methods of other busy professional
-men. An electric bell at his desk notified the servant that the
-interview with the last comer was at an end and that the next in order
-was to be introduced. Gordon had not long to wait. His remaining
-predecessor's stay was brief. The rector's heartiness was almost
-apologetic as he strode a pace or two forward to greet his visitor.
-
-"Mr. Perry, I am very glad to see you. I am sorry that you should have
-been kept waiting. But the clergy cannot afford to be unbusiness-like,
-can they? We intend to live down that taunt. So my rule is 'first
-come, first served.'"
-
-"The only proper rule, I am sure."
-
-It was a spacious, well-filled room, the manifest workshop of an
-industrious man, but furnished with an eye to ęsthetic appropriateness
-as well as utility. Red leather chairs and lounges of goodly
-proportions, two symmetrical, carved tables covered with documents,
-books, and pamphlets, warm curtains, an open wood fire, a globe, sundry
-busts and framed photographs of celebrities, mainly clerical, including
-a large one of Phillips Brooks and another of Abraham Lincoln, were its
-distinguishing characteristics.
-
-Mr. Prentiss stepped to one of the tables and opening an oblong
-Japanese box drew out a handful of cigars.
-
-"Will you smoke, Mr. Perry?" he asked, cheerily.
-
-Gordon took one, and the clergyman, who reserved his use of tobacco for
-occasions when by so doing he might hope to make clearer that he was
-human, did the same. As soon as they were lit, Mr. Prentiss with a
-sweep of his hand indicated two easy chairs on either side of the fire,
-but after his guest was seated he himself stood with his back to the
-mantel-piece, his hands behind him, the commanding affable figure of a
-good fellow. Still he chose to show at the same time what was in his
-heart at the moment coincident with his manifestations of secular
-hospitality.
-
-"That woman who just went out has recently buried her only son, the joy
-and prop of her old age. She came to thank me for a trifling donation
-I had sent her. Her courage and her trust were beautiful to witness.
-These humble lives often furnish the most eloquent testimonials of the
-eternal realities." He spoke with the enthusiasm of his calling, as a
-doctor or a lawyer might have set before an acquaintance an interesting
-case. He liked to feel that he was on the same footing with the world
-of men as they, with respect to privileges no less than
-responsibilities. For an instant he seemed to muse on the experience,
-then briskly recurring to the immediate situation said:
-
-"But what can I do for you, Mr. Perry? My assistant, Mr. Starkworth,
-tells me that you take an active personal interest in the social
-problems of our community."
-
-This bland presumption of ignorance as to the cause of his visit made
-Gordon smile. He could not but suspect that it was artificial. Yet
-the inquiry was by no means hypocritical; for though Mr. Prentiss was
-fully conscious of his caller's identity, and had given him a
-correspondingly genial reception, he regarded the episode of the
-proposed marriage as so completely closed by Constance's decision that
-he did not choose to believe that Gordon had come for the unseemly
-purpose of reviving it. It seemed to him far more probable that his
-advice or assistance was sought in some humanitarian or civic cause.
-
-"Yes," said Gordon slowly, enjoying the development of the opening
-which occurred to him, "Mr. Starkworth and I have co-operated from time
-to time, with mutual liking, I think. It is in regard to a social
-problem that I have come to consult you this evening."
-
-"Ah," said the rector, relieved in spite of his belief, and thereupon
-he settled himself in the other capacious easy chair and turned a
-cordially attentive countenance to his guest. "You may feel assured of
-my interest in anything of that kind."
-
-"It concerns my own marriage," said Gordon.
-
-The challenge was so unmistakable, like a gauntlet thrown at his feet,
-that Mr. Prentiss was for an instant disconcerted, then irritated. But
-the pleasant manner of his opponent negatived the aroused suspicion
-that effrontery lurked behind this slightly sardonic introduction, and
-he met the attack with a grave but supple dignity.
-
-"Indeed," he said. "I shall be very glad to hear what you have to say,
-Mr. Perry."
-
-
-
-
-XXII
-
-Gordon drew deeply several times at his cigar, then laid it on the
-bronze tray for ashes within reach, as though he felt that it might
-profane his thought.
-
-"I come to you to-night, Mr. Prentiss, as man to man, knowing that you
-wish truth and justice to prevail, and asking you to believe that I
-desire the same. We are both of us men of affairs in the modern sense."
-
-The rector bowed.
-
-"Then you as the rector of one of the most influential churches in the
-city will doubtless agree that religion must be sane and reasonable in
-its demands to-day or it will lose more followers among the
-educated--and education is constantly spreading--than it gains from the
-ignorant and superstitious?"
-
-"Assuredly."
-
-"I, on my side, as a layman--whatever our differences of precise faith
-and dogma--am glad to bear witness that the present social world could
-do without true religion less than ever before."
-
-The summary pleased Mr. Prentiss. It was reasonable and progressive.
-"We are entirely in accord there," he answered heartily.
-
-"As I supposed. Then it obviates the necessity of feeling my way.
-With some clergymen I should not venture to take anything unorthodox
-for granted, but I believed that we should readily find a common ground
-of agreement."
-
-The assertion was regarded by Mr. Prentiss as a compliment.
-Nevertheless he perceived that it behooved him to mark the limits of
-his liberality.
-
-"The essence of Christianity has nothing to fear either from the higher
-criticism or the modern world's lack of interest in moribund dogma.
-May I not say with Paul 'but this one thing I do, forgetting those
-things which are behind, and reaching forth to those things which are
-before'?"
-
-"And from that point of view may I ask why you have felt constrained to
-separate Mrs. Stuart and me?"
-
-There was a brief pause. The rector had not the remotest intention of
-shirking responsibility, but he wished the precise truth to appear.
-
-"It was Mrs. Stuart's own decision."
-
-"I asked her in good faith, after an attachment of several years, to
-become my wife. She loves me fondly, as I do her. She would have
-married me had you not convinced her that to do so would be a sin."
-
-"I told Mrs. Stuart that from the standpoint of her highest duty as a
-Christian woman, it would be a sin. Not unpardonable sin, if finite
-intelligence may venture to distinguish the grades of human error, but
-conduct incompatible with the highest spirituality--and modern
-spirituality, Mr. Perry."
-
-There was a doughty ring to the rector's tone, betokening that he was
-not averse to crossing swords with his visitor.
-
-"Why would it be a sin?"
-
-Mr. Prentiss knocked the ash from his cigar and held up the glowing
-tip. "Do you not know?" he asked, fixing his gaze squarely on his
-antagonist, so that he seemed to attack instead of defend.
-
-"Because she has a husband living--a brute of a husband who, after
-dragging her down, deserted her shamefully; a husband whom she has
-ceased to love and from whom the law of this community would grant her
-a divorce."
-
-"Proceed."
-
-"Because the Church has seen fit to stigmatize as evil that which the
-State sanctions in a matter vitally affecting the earthly happiness of
-the human sexes."
-
-Waiting briefly to make sure that the indictment was complete, Mr.
-Prentiss rejoined dryly: "You state the case accurately. My answer is
-that the Church is merely inculcating the precepts of the Saviour of
-mankind."
-
-Gordon drew a deep breath. He rejoiced in his opportunity.
-
-"Mr. Prentiss," he said, "you referred just now to the world's lack of
-interest in moribund dogma; we agreed that the demands of religion
-to-day must be sane and reasonable. I speak with entire reverence, but
-I ask whether you honestly believe that the few casual sentences which
-Christ is reported to have uttered thousands of years ago in Palestine
-in regard to man's putting away his wife should control complicated
-modern human society--the Christian civilization of to-day--so as to
-preclude a pure woman like Mrs. Stuart, under the existing
-circumstances, from obtaining happiness for herself and her children by
-becoming my wife? I ask you as an intelligent human being and a just
-man if this is your opinion?"
-
-There was no hesitation on the rector's part; on the contrary, firm
-alacrity.
-
-"It is."
-
-"And yet you know that a large portion of the civilized world ignores
-the doctrine," answered Gordon, curbing his disappointment. He had not
-expected to encounter this stone wall.
-
-"I do, to its shame and detriment. The Church is not responsible for
-that."
-
-"Then your argument rests on the letter of Christ's words?"
-
-"It does and it does not." There was triumph in the rector's voice as
-he laid emphasis on the qualifying negation. He had hoped to lead his
-censor to this very point. "Nor does the spiritual objection of the
-woman who has refused to marry you rest solely on that ground. She is
-an intelligent person, Mr. Perry. She perceives, as I perceive, that
-what you ask her to consent to do would be evil for the human race as
-well as contrary to the teachings of our Lord. There is nothing
-moribund in that attitude. It is vital, timely righteousness. Mrs.
-Stuart must have set this double reason before you."
-
-Gordon remembered that she had. In his agitation during their final
-interview, believing that she was laboring under a neurotic delusion,
-he had given little heed to her argument. Now, as a lawyer, he
-perceived the ingenuity of the plea, though he still regarded her as
-the victim of clerical sophistry. Yet he made no immediate response,
-and Mr. Prentiss took advantage of the opportunity to elucidate the
-situation.
-
-"Mr. Perry, you are led away by the special merits of your own case. I
-acknowledge the hardship; I grant the pathos of the circumstances.
-They present the strongest instance which could be cited in
-justification of remarriage by a divorced person. But there must be
-more or less innocent victims on the altar of every great principle.
-The Lord has demanded this service of His handmaid, and, though her
-heart is wrung, she rejoices in it."
-
-"I see," said Gordon, "and that presents the real issue. Why should
-the Church usurp the functions of the State? Why in this age of the
-world should it decide what is best for the human race in a temporal
-matter, and substitute an arbitrary and inflexible ethical standard of
-its own for the judgment of organized society?"
-
-Mr. Prentiss's nostrils dilated from the intensity of his kindled zeal.
-"Why? For two reasons. First, because the Church declines to regard
-as a temporal matter an abuse which threatens the existence of the
-family, the corner-stone of Christian civilization; and second, because
-the State has flagrantly neglected its duty, allowing divorce to run
-riot through the nation without uniform system or decent limitations.
-Is the Church to remain tongue-tied when the stability of the holy bond
-of matrimony has become dependent on the mere whims of either party?"
-
-"I see the force of your position. I will answer you categorically.
-As to the first reason, it seems to me untenable. As to the second,
-you accused me just now of seeing only my side. Let me retaliate, and
-at the same time suggest that, though you may seem to have a strong
-case, you do not know the real facts." Gordon, having reached a more
-dispassionate stage of the argument, remembered his cigar, which he
-proceeded to relight. But the rector, not accustomed to such
-colloquial dissent, threw his own in the fireplace and crossed his arms.
-
-"Regarding your first plea in behalf of the Church's interference that
-the Church does not look on marriage as a temporal concern, let me
-remind you," continued Gordon, "that marriage is the only matter in the
-realm of human social affairs where the Church undertakes to nullify by
-positive ordinance the law of the State--where there is divided
-authority. In all other social affairs the law of the State is
-paramount. The Church forbids abstract vices--malice,
-uncharitableness, lust, selfishness, intemperance, but it does not
-attempt to define these in terms of human conduct, or to substitute
-canons for the secular statute book."
-
-"The Church regards marriage as a sacrament."
-
-"The Roman Catholic and the Episcopal. If I may say so, the attitude
-of both these churches is a foreign influence."
-
-The clergyman drew himself up. "Foreign?"
-
-"Yes, foreign to native American ideas, and I might add foreign to the
-claims of the first followers of Christianity, for the early Christian
-Church did not assert the right to perform the marriage ceremony, or to
-regulate marriage. Its protectorate dates from a later period. But
-what I had in mind was that it is antagonistic to the spirit both of
-our forefathers and their descendants. In the early days of New
-England the service of marriage was performed not by the minister, but
-by the magistrate, and marriages by clergymen were forbidden. It was
-the authority of the State, the commonwealth, the considered judgment
-of the community which was recognized."
-
-Mr. Prentiss nodded. "You are a Unitarian, I judge."
-
-"I was brought up in the Unitarian faith. Like most American men, I
-believe in the power of the individual to work out his own salvation."
-
-"But what message have you for a world of sinners?" asked the rector,
-trenchantly.
-
-"I appreciate the force of your criticism. I am conscious that the
-weakness of Unitarianism--of individual liberty of conscience--is its
-coldness, that it does not constantly hold out to the degenerate soul
-the lure of a new spiritual birth. It is for this reason largely that
-your Church and the Catholic Church have gained fresh converts in this
-country and this city. Moreover, those churches have promoted among us
-picturesqueness, color, and sentiment. But, on the other hand, their
-spirit is autocratic if not aristocratic, and in their love for the
-pomp of the ages, in their fealty to the so-called vested rights of
-civilization, they have little sympathy with the rational, every-day
-reasoning of republican democracy."
-
-Mr. Prentiss pursed his lips. There was no offence in the speaker's
-manner or tone which would justify a rebuke; on the contrary, they both
-suggested that he was trying to speak dispassionately. But the
-conclusions stirred the rector's blood, and he tightened his folded
-arms.
-
-"You seem to forget that the spirit of Christian philanthropy, of the
-loving brotherhood of man, is the controlling emotional force in the
-Episcopal--yes, in the Roman Church to-day. You yourself are familiar,
-for example, with the work of my Mr. Starkworth in the Church of the
-Redeemer."
-
-"Yes. But neither Church has compassion on the misery of common
-humanity when to relieve it would conflict with the hard and fast
-letter of church law. That is where--and notably in this matter of
-recognizing divorce--the other Protestant churches, the Presbyterian,
-the Methodist and the Baptist, have been more tolerant. They have
-refused to insist that it is for the benefit of mankind that, under all
-circumstances, men and women unhappily married should remain in durance
-vile without the possibility of escape, or, having escaped, should be
-condemned by precept to celibacy for the rest of their lives. And
-these are sects whose creed is based on the essential sinfulness of
-human nature."
-
-The rector glowered at Gordon for a moment from under his brows. "Then
-where will you draw the line?" This was Mr. Prentiss's trump card. It
-expressed his utter weariness with what he regarded as the foul system
-of conflicting and irresponsible legislation, unceasingly and
-scandalously availed of.
-
-"That brings us to your second proposition!" exclaimed Gordon. "As to
-whether the State is faithless to its duty. Have you a copy of the
-public laws, Mr. Prentiss?"
-
-"Assuredly." The rector strode across the room and taking down two
-large volumes from the book-shelf presented them to his visitor. It
-gratified him to demonstrate by this practical test the broadness of
-his humanity.
-
-"Do you happen to know the causes for which divorce is granted in this
-State?"
-
-Mr. Prentiss hesitated. Evidently he had no exact information on the
-subject, which at this juncture was disconcerting. "For far too many
-causes; I am sure of that," he replied, stoutly.
-
-"I will read them to you. 'Impotence; adultery; desertion for three
-years; sentence for felony for two years; confirmed habits of
-intoxication; extreme cruelty; grossly and wantonly refusing to support
-wife.'"
-
-The rector listened alertly, hoping to be able to pounce on some
-conspicuously insufficient provision. Since this did not appear he
-made a sweeping assertion. "They are all inadequate in my opinion
-except unfaithfulness to the marriage vow, and I often doubt the wisdom
-of making an exception there. I am by no means sure that the Roman
-Church is not right in its refusal to admit the validity of divorce for
-any cause whatever."
-
-"But what has been the course of history since the Roman Church
-promulgated its canon at the Council of Trent more than three hundred
-years ago? The cause of common sense and justice as represented by the
-State has, in spite of the fierce opposition of the clergy, won victory
-after victory, until the institution of marriage has been placed under
-the control of the secular law on most of the Continent of Europe, and
-the right to divorce and the right to remarry widely recognized--for
-instance in France, Germany, Switzerland, Norway, Denmark. In France
-it's a criminal offence for a priest to perform the religious ceremony
-of marriage until after the civil ceremony."
-
-"Yes, and it was France which during the days of the revolution
-permitted divorce at the mere option of either party. And there are
-signs that we are rapidly imitating that same barbaric laxity in the
-United States, and in this community."
-
-"And if it were, would it be so much more barbarous a condition than
-the conservatism of the English law of Church and State, which grants
-divorce to the man whose wife has been guilty of adultery, but
-withholds it from a woman unless her husband has been guilty of cruel
-and abusive treatment into the bargain?"
-
-The rector was touched on another sensitive point. He put out the palm
-of his hand. "I fail to see the relevancy of your comparison, Mr.
-Perry. However, the American Episcopal Church is not responsible for
-the flaws in the details of the English establishment. The two are
-harmonious and their aims are identical, but we do not follow blindly."
-
-"Yet the American Episcopal Church follows its English parent and the
-Roman Catholic in maintaining that the woman whose husband is an
-inveterate drunkard, is convicted of murder or embezzlement, kicks and
-beats her shamefully, or deserts her utterly in cold blood, is guilty
-of a crime against heaven and against society if she breaks the bond
-and marries again. Progressive democracy in the person of the State is
-more lenient, more merciful. It refuses to believe that one
-relentless, arbitrary rule is adapted to the exigencies of human
-society. It insists that each case should be judged on its merits, and
-both relief afforded and fresh happiness permitted when justice so
-demands. Think of the many poor creatures in the lower ranks condemned
-by your inexorable doctrine to miserable, lonely lives, who might
-otherwise be happy!"
-
-Mr. Prentiss's brow contracted as though he were a little troubled by
-the appeal to his sympathy with the toiling mass. "One wearies of this
-ever-lasting demand for happiness in this life," he murmured. "Was
-Christ happy? They are free to disregard the authority of the Church
-if they see fit," he added. "I for one should not feel justified in
-refusing the communion to a divorced woman who had remarried."
-
-"But the Catholic Church would and does uniformly; and the high church
-party in your own church would disapprove of your leniency. The vital
-point is that both churches and you yourself brand those who disobey as
-spiritually impure, or at least inferior, a stigma which appalls the
-best women. And so they are held as in a cruel vice, so you have held
-her who was to be my wife."
-
-The reversion to the personal equation reminded the rector that this
-was no academic discussion.
-
-"You have not answered my question yet. Where will you draw the line?
-Granting for the moment--which I by no means agree to--that gross
-habits of intoxication, felony, or absolute desertion are valid grounds
-for breaking the nuptial bond, let me cite the law to you in turn, Mr.
-Perry." Thereupon Mr. Prentiss stepped to the shelves again, and
-running through the pages of a book, discovered presently the data of
-which he was in search. "What do you think of these reasons?" he asked
-in a scorching tone. "American grounds of divorce: 'When it shall be
-made to appear, to the satisfaction and conviction of the court, that
-the parties cannot live in peace and union together, and that their
-welfare requires a separation,' Utah; 'Voluntarily living separate for
-one year,' Wisconsin; 'For any cause that permanently destroys the
-happiness of the petitioner and defeats the purposes of the marriage
-relation,' Connecticut; 'For any cause in the discretion of the court,'
-Kentucky; 'Whenever the judge who hears the cause decrees the case to
-be within the reason of the law, within the general mischief the law
-intended to remedy, or within what it may be presumed would have been
-provided against by the legislature establishing the foregoing cause of
-divorce, had it foreseen the specific case and found language to meet
-it without including cases not within the same reason, he shall grant
-the divorce,' Arizona; and in a host of States, 'One year's absence
-without reasonable cause.'"
-
-"I told you that you seemed to have a good case," said Gordon, smiling.
-"But I do not think that you understand the facts, understand the real
-nature of the abuse, for I heartily agree that an abuse exists even
-from the standpoint of those who maintain that divorce should be
-granted on the slenderest grounds. As to the extracts which you have
-just read, I judge that the book is not a recent publication."
-
-"I have reason to believe that it is authoritative."
-
-"Undoubtedly it was so at the time. But several of the provisions in
-question have been repealed and are no longer law."
-
-"Ah," said the rector. "But you cannot deny that it is still the law
-that a man and woman may be married in one jurisdiction and adjudged
-guilty of adultery or bigamy in another; that the marriage tie is
-broken daily on the most frivolous grounds and with the most indecent
-haste; and that there is wide and revolting discrepancy between the
-statutes of the several United States."
-
-Gordon nodded. "I cannot deny the substantial accuracy of the
-indictment."
-
-"Well, sir, how do you justify it? Is not civil society neglecting its
-duty?"
-
-"I do not justify the defects in some of the legal machinery, and to
-this extent I agree that society is derelict. But what I wish to make
-clear is that nearly all the legal grounds for divorce in the several
-states are just and reasonable--substantially the same as in this
-State--and that the abuses against which they afford relief are such as
-render the relation of husband and wife intolerable. There are a few
-vague and lax exceptions such as you have cited, but they are fast
-disappearing. The real and the salient evil lies in the looseness of
-administration sanctioned in some jurisdictions, by means of which
-collusive divorces are obtained by pretended residents, and close
-scrutiny of the facts is avoided by the courts. To permit legal
-domicile to be acquired by a residence of three months, as in Dakota,
-is a flagrant invitation to fraud; but that and kindred abuses are
-defects in the police power, and have only a collateral bearing on the
-main issue between us, which is whether democracy can ever be induced
-to reconsider its decision that it is for the best interests of human
-nature that the innocent wife or husband, to whom a cruel wrong has
-been done, should be free to break the bond and marry again. There is
-the real question, Mr. Prentiss. You as a churchman--a foreign
-churchman I still claim--demand that the woman whose life has been
-blighted by a husband's brutality, sentenced for heinous crime,
-abandonment, or degrading abuse of liquor should remain his wife to the
-end, though he has killed every spark of love in her soul. The Church
-will never be able to convince the American people or modern democracy
-that this is spiritual or just."
-
-"And yet a man who has been prohibited by the courts of New York from
-marrying again has merely to step into New Jersey and his marriage
-there will be recognized and upheld by the courts of New York. But
-that you will probably describe as another instance of defect in the
-police power. The line which you draw is evidently that which any
-particular body of people--sovereign states I believe they call
-them--sees fit to establish. The logical outcome of such a theory can
-only be social chaos. The sanctity of the home is fundamentally
-imperilled thereby."
-
-"And yet," said Gordon, "the family life of the American people
-compares favorably with that of any nation in affection, morality, and
-happiness. More than three-fourths of the applicants for divorce in
-the United States are women. They have thrown off the yoke of docile
-suffering which the convention of the centuries has fastened upon them."
-
-"Some of them," interposed the rector with spirited incisiveness. "The
-shallow, the self-indulgent, the indelicate, the earthly minded. There
-are many who are still true to the behests of the spirit," he added
-significantly. It was doubtless an agreeable reflection to him that
-the one woman in the world for his antagonist was among the faithful.
-
-"On the contrary, I believe that their number is made up largely of the
-intelligent, the earnest, and the vitally endowed. Democracy maintains
-that it is no worse for children to be educated where love or legal
-freedom exists than where there is thinly concealed hate, contempt, or
-indifference."
-
-It was obvious that neither had been or would be convinced by the
-other's argument. Probably each had been well aware of this from the
-first. Gordon had come warm with what he regarded as the unwarranted
-injustice of the clergyman's successful interference, unable to credit
-the belief that it would not be withdrawn when the case was coolly laid
-before him. On his part Mr. Prentiss had listened indulgently, certain
-of the deep-rooted quality of his convictions, but willing to hear the
-opposite side stated by a trained antagonist. He had been glad of an
-opportunity to elucidate the Church's attitude, and had not been
-without hopes of making cogent to this censor of different faith the
-civilizing righteousness of the ecclesiastical stand, or at any
-rate--which would be in the line of progress--the demoralizing
-insufficiency of the current secular reasons for divorce. Apparently
-he had failed in both, and moreover had encountered a disposition
-toward obnoxious radicalism which was disturbing.
-
-"Then I am to presume that you, and so far as you are at liberty to
-speak for them, the American people" (Mr. Prentiss could be subtly
-biting when the occasion demanded), "sanction practically
-indiscriminate divorce?"
-
-Gordon disregarded the sarcastic note. The bare question itself was
-sufficiently interesting.
-
-"It is true, as you suggested just now, that the American people have
-gone further in that direction than any other except the French. In
-France, after the latitude of optional divorce palled, divorce was
-abolished and was never authorized again, as you may remember, until
-very recently--1884. In the exuberance of our enthusiasm for personal
-liberty the legislators in some of our states--especially those of the
-most recent origin, have shown an inclination to pass laws which
-justify your conclusion. But there is at present a reaction. The
-people have become disgusted with the licentious shuffling on and off
-of the marriage tie by the profligate element of the fashionable rich
-through temporary residence and collusive proceedings in other states.
-You and I have a recent flagrant instance in this city in mind. Every
-good citizen abhors such behavior, Mr. Prentiss. But the public
-conscience has become aroused, and steps are being taken to reform what
-I termed the defects in the police power, partly by amendment of the
-loose provisions by some of the offending states, and partly by
-provisions in other states, challenging the jurisdictional validity of
-foreign divorces granted to their own citizens on paltry grounds. It
-is a misfortune that a national divorce law is only among the remote
-possibilities. And yet, can there be any doubt that any uniform law
-which the American people would consent to adopt would necessarily
-include every one of the grounds already law in this State, and which
-the Church labels as inadequate?"
-
-Mr. Prentiss twisted in his chair. "If the Church were satisfied that
-the State was sincere, a reasonable compromise might not be impossible.
-Some of our thoughtful clergy have been feeling their way toward this."
-
-Gordon shook his head. "But even your Church would yield so little;
-and the Roman Catholic nothing at all. Would you consent to divorce
-for gross drunkenness or conviction for felony?"
-
-"If so, what becomes of the spiritual obligation that one takes the
-other for better or for worse? Shall a woman desert her husband in
-misery? Is long-suffering devotion to become antiquated?"
-
-"As an obligation, yes. If she loves him still, she will cling to him.
-But if their natures are totally at variance, if she has been cruelly
-wronged and disappointed by his conduct, she should have the right to
-leave him and to wed again. The world of men and women has ceased to
-believe that individual happiness should be sacrificed until death to
-the cruel or degenerate vices of another."
-
-"The doctrine of selfish individualism," murmured the rector.
-
-"Mrs. Stuart informed me that you made that cry the basis of your
-objection. I agree with you that individualism has in many directions
-been given too free scope, and that modern social science is right in
-demanding that it should be curbed for the common good. But only when
-it is for the common good, Mr. Prentiss. Divorce and remarriage are in
-many instances necessary for the welfare of humanity, for the
-protection and relief of the suffering and virtuous and the joyous
-refreshment of maimed, tired lives."
-
-"And how liable they are to become tired with such easy avenues of
-escape!" Mr. Prentiss hastened to exclaim. "So long as remarriage is
-stigmatized as a lapse from spiritual grace, young couples will be
-patient and long-suffering. The truest love is often the fruit of
-mutual forbearance during the early years of wedlock. It is only one
-step from what you demand to divorce for general incompatibility. I
-have yet to hear you disclaim belief that this would be for the common
-good, Mr. Perry." Mr. Prentiss rolled out the phrase "general
-incompatibility" with fierce gusto, as though he were scornfully
-revelling in its felicity as an epitome of his opponent's theory
-carried to its logical conclusion. He had been sparring for wind,
-waiting for an opening as it were, and feeling that he had found it, he
-forced the fighting.
-
-"It is difficult to forecast what is to be the future evolution of the
-divorce problem," answered Gordon, reflectively. "On one side is the
-security of the home, as you have indicated, on the other the claims of
-justice and happiness. Just now respectable society stands a little
-aghast--and no wonder--at the scandalous lack of reverence for the
-marriage tie shown by our new plutocracy----"
-
-"Godless people!" interjected the rector.
-
-"And will doubtless mend its fences for the time being so as to refuse
-divorce except for genuine tangible wrongs, such as those we have
-discussed. But if you ask me whether I believe that in the end general
-incompatibility--meaning thereby total lack of sympathy between husband
-and wife--will be recognized by human society as a valid and beneficial
-ground, my answer is that the social drift is that way. It will depend
-on the attitude of the women. They constitute by far the majority of
-the applicants for divorce, as you know. If they become convinced that
-it will not be for the welfare and happiness of themselves and their
-children to remain tied to men utterly uncongenial, the State probably
-will give them their liberty. But one thing is certain," he added,
-"the Church will never be able to fasten again upon the world its
-arbitrary standard."
-
-Gordon rose as he finished. He felt that the interview was at an end,
-a drawn battle so far as change of opinion was concerned. But he had
-chosen to complete his bird's-eye glimpse of the possible future with a
-definite and pointed prediction.
-
-Mr. Prentiss had listened with astonishment to the speculative
-suggestion. He had expected a disavowal of the license embodied in his
-taunt, and a floundering attempt at limitation which he hoped would
-involve his adversary in an intellectual quicksand. Up to this point
-he had fancied Gordon, though he had disagreed with him. But now, as
-he also rose, he manifested a shade of haughtiness, as though he were
-dismissing someone who had come perilously near landing himself outside
-the pale of the respect which one man owes another of the same class.
-Ignoring the assertion as to the decay of the Church's power, he said:
-
-"Such an evolution as you predict, sir, would undermine the structure
-of human society."
-
-"It would be more or less revolutionary, certainly," answered Gordon,
-blandly. The possibility seemed not to have proper terrors for him,
-which was puzzling to the clergyman, who was loth to regard this
-well-appearing young man as a sympathizer with radical social
-doctrines. He stared at Gordon a moment.
-
-"So long as women are as pure and spiritual minded as Mrs. Stuart the
-laxity which you seem to invite will be out of the question."
-
-Here was an unequivocal reminder to Gordon of the real fruitlessness of
-his interview. It was in effect a challenge; and he accepted it as
-such.
-
-"She will yet become my wife."
-
-Mr. Prentiss shook his head. "I have known her longer than you," he
-asserted proudly.
-
-For a moment there was silence. Issue had been joined in these two
-sentences, and further speech was superfluous. It was Gordon who
-relieved the tension, which seemed almost hostile, by putting out his
-hand.
-
-"Mr. Prentiss," he said, "we disagree utterly, but that is no reason
-surely why we should not part with amicable respect for each other's
-differences of opinion? I know you are actuated solely by the desire
-to accomplish what you believe to be right."
-
-The manly appeal was instantly reciprocated. The clergyman grasped the
-outstretched hand and shook it firmly. To agree to disagree gracefully
-was in keeping with his theories as to the proper attitude of men of
-affairs.
-
-"Mr. Perry," he said, "I am glad to have made your acquaintance.
-Believe me, I grieve that the church in my person must stand between
-you and happiness. If any matter at any time arises where you think I
-could be of public service, do not hesitate to consult me. I am well
-aware that we both are laborers in the same vineyard."
-
-Considering that their theological views were nearly as divergent as
-the poles, and that they were battling for a woman's soul, this was
-eminently conciliatory and rational on either side.
-
-
-
-
-XXIII
-
-The parting with Gordon had been exceedingly painful for Constance, but
-she had not wavered. The circumstance that they were in the street had
-been a serviceable protection, for it forced upon the interview a
-restraint which must have been lacking had they been indoors. She was
-enabled to keep her lover at bay, and to meet his protestations of
-devotion and dismay with the answer that she had made up her mind. At
-the outset she had explained to him in a few words that she had become
-convinced that marriage would be inconsistent with her highest
-spiritual duty and hence must be renounced. Her responses to his
-arguments and impetuous questions were brief and substantially a
-repetition of her plea that it was incumbent on them for the good of
-civilization to stifle their love. He did most of the talking, she
-listened, and under the influence of her resolution rebuffed him gently
-from time to time, trying to make plain to him that separation was
-inevitable. When they had reached Lincoln Chambers she felt it
-advisable for both their sakes that he should not enter, but that they
-should part with as little excitement as possible. Of what avail an
-emotional scene such as would be sure to take place were she to let him
-in? So she had bidden him good-by then and there, informing him that
-she was to become Mrs. Wilson's secretary. She had permitted herself
-finally one last hand clasp and the luxury of saying, "May God bless
-you, Gordon. You have been the truest friend a woman ever had. I wish
-you might be more. Good-by." Then she had fled, leaving him standing
-aghast and still refusing to believe that she could be in earnest.
-
-After she was alone she was free to weep, and weep she did, divining,
-perhaps, that the surest way to drown her grief was to let sorrow have
-sway for the moment. When she faced life on the morrow, quiet and
-resolute, she could not help thinking of the Catholic Sisters of
-Charity whom she was in the habit of seeing on the street, whose faces
-so constantly suggested that they had dispensed with earthly happiness.
-But her elastic nature demanded that she should seek earthly happiness
-still, and she found herself protesting against the thought that her
-renunciation might sadden the remainder of her life. Was not her
-sacrifice for the welfare of society? If so, it behooved her to behold
-in it a real blessing over which she should rejoice. If it were not a
-cause for congratulation, a real escape from evil, she was simply
-worshipping a fetich as Gordon had declared. It was no case of
-preference for spiritual over mundane things, but of a choice of what
-was best for her as a human being. Hence she ought to find fresh zest
-in life itself, not wait for future rewards.
-
-So she sought to deaden her senses to every thought or memory of
-Gordon, and to take up her new life as a quickening privilege. The
-first thing to do was to regain the complete use of her eyes, and for
-this patient idleness during several months would be necessary.
-
-Therefore, without demur, she lived up to her promise to Mrs. Wilson by
-accepting the funds necessary for her support until such time as she
-should be able to assume the full duties of her position. Mrs. Wilson
-made this easier for her by sending her to investigate diverse
-philanthropic and sociological appeals and employing her on a variety
-of errands. The present secretary had agreed to remain until Constance
-could take her place, and was glad to delegate such duties as the
-latter could perform. Accordingly Constance reported daily for
-instructions and had the run of the office appropriated to the
-secretary's use, a pretty room furnished with a convenient but artistic
-desk, a typewriter and all the paraphernalia for the despatch of a
-large correspondence. She longed for the day to arrive when this room
-would be hers, and she could devote herself unreservedly to the
-furtherance of Mrs. Wilson's wide interests.
-
-One evening, some fortnight after the parting between Constance and
-Gordon, Loretta came bouncing into Constance's apartment. She had been
-employed in one place as a nurse during that period, but had completed
-her engagement the day before. She appeared to be in good spirits, and
-Constance noticed that she had on a new hat and jacket more gaudy than
-was her custom, as though she had spent her earnings promptly and
-freely. Moreover she looked knowing. The cause of this last
-manifestation was disclosed when, after a few preliminary greetings,
-she exclaimed:
-
-"And so you've left Gordon Perry, Esq., Counsellor-at-Law!"
-
-"Yes. It wouldn't have been fair to Mr. Perry to ask him to wait.
-Besides, Mrs. Wilson has invited me to become her private secretary.
-Miss Perkins is going to be married."
-
-Loretta cocked her head on one side and winked an eye. She appeared
-amused by this plausible explanation, which apparently was not news to
-her.
-
-"I guess somebody else is going to be married too."
-
-Constance felt uncomfortable; she scented mischief. But there was
-nothing to do but look innocent.
-
-"A little bird told me to-day that you had only to nod your head to
-become Mrs. Gordon Perry, Esq." Enjoying the look of confusion which
-this bold sally evoked, Loretta approached Constance and peered
-mockingly into her face.
-
-"It's so, isn't it? You're engaged and you can't deny it. I knew it!"
-
-"Nothing of the kind, Loretta," she managed to articulate with decision.
-
-The little bird was evidently Mrs. Harrity. But the charwoman's gossip
-could only have been conjecture, and of course her inquisitor knew
-nothing definite.
-
-"Well, it's your own fault if it isn't. From what I hear he's just
-crazy to get you." Loretta paused a moment; she was ferreting for
-information. She seized Constance by the shoulders and fixed her again
-with her shrewd gaze. "You can't fool me, Constance Stuart. There's
-something in the wind. I shan't rest until I find out."
-
-Constance noticed that her cheeks were slightly flushed, and her eyes
-unnaturally bright. Could she have been drinking? Surely not, or her
-breath would have betrayed her. Doubtless it was only the excitement
-of deviltry awakened by feminine curiosity. Then it occurred to
-Constance to tell her. Was it not best to tell her? Loretta would
-make her life miserable, so she had intimated, if she concealed the
-truth. And then again, as she was sacrificing her love for a
-principle, why conceal from this other struggler the vital conclusion
-she had reached? It might help, or at least stimulate Loretta. She
-shrank from disclosing her precious secret, but now that she was
-interrogated, was it not the simplest, the most straightforward course
-to confess what had happened and explain her reason?
-
-"Sit down, Loretta, and I will tell you."
-
-The girl obeyed, surveying her with an exultant mien. Constance
-hesitated a moment. It was not easy to begin. "Mr. Perry and I have
-talked things over. Yes, Loretta, he did ask me to marry him."
-
-Loretta uttered what resembled a whoop of triumph, partly to celebrate
-her own perspicacity, partly by way of congratulation. "I felt sure of
-it. I knew he loved you by the way he was carrying on."
-
-"And I loved him, but I'm not going to marry him. We are to see no
-more of each other for the present. It would be wrong for me to become
-his wife."
-
-Loretta stared as though she could not believe her ears. "Wrong? Who
-says so? You don't mean to tell me you've refused him?"
-
-"Yes," said Constance a little sadly, for the genuineness of the
-surprise expressed recalled her own perplexity in discerning an
-adequate reason for the sacrifice.
-
-Loretta gasped. "Well, you are a fool, and no mistake! Refuse a man
-like that who's crazy to marry you and whom you love! Wrong? What's
-wrong about it?"
-
-[Illustration: "Refuse a man like that who's crazy to marry you!"]
-
-"It's contrary to the law of my church, which forbids a woman who has a
-husband living from marrying again."
-
-"But he's as good as dead so far as you're concerned," interjected
-Loretta.
-
-Without heeding this pertinent remark Constance proceeded to state the
-so-called spiritual objections with succinct fervor. She felt the
-desire to reiterate aloud their complete potency.
-
-Loretta listened closely, but with obvious bewilderment and disdain.
-Even now she seemed unable to credit her companion's announcement as
-genuine.
-
-"If your clergyman won't marry you, get a justice of the peace. That's
-just as good."
-
-Constance shook her head. "From my point of view remarriage would be
-sinful--impure."
-
-Loretta leaned back on the lounge where she was sitting and clasped her
-hands behind her head. She appeared to be at a loss to find words to
-express her feelings.
-
-"And you mean to tell me that you've let that man go--the man you love
-and who'd give you a fine home and be a fond husband to you--for such a
-reason as that?"
-
-"Yes," answered Constance, stanchly.
-
-"Then all I can say is you didn't deserve such luck. He's too good for
-you."
-
-Loretta's conviction went so deep that she had become grave, and, so to
-speak, dignified in her language.
-
-"He's too good for any woman I know," Constance felt impelled to
-assert. "But for both our sakes, all the same, it was my duty not to
-marry him. Mr. Perry knows my reasons and--and respects them."
-
-Constance had wondered many times what her lover's present emotions
-were, but she chose to take no less than this for granted.
-
-"If he loves you as much as I guess he does, he must just hate you,
-Constance Stuart. My! Think of throwing up a chance like that." Then
-suddenly a thought occurred to Loretta, and leaning forward she asked
-tensely, "Does _she_ know?"
-
-The suggestion of resentment on Gordon's part had been to Constance
-like a dash of scalding water. The question just put served as a
-restorative.
-
-"Mrs. Wilson? It was she who advised me to let him go. She agrees
-with me entirely."
-
-Loretta looked astonished and disappointed; then she frowned.
-
-"Just because you've been married once? Not if you got a divorce?"
-
-"Never, so long as my husband is alive and we are liable to meet in the
-flesh."
-
-Constance realized that her phraseology had a clerical sound; still she
-felt that she had a right to the entire arsenal of the church.
-
-"And she believes that too, does she? Believes that it would be wicked
-for a good looking, hard-working girl, whose husband had left her in
-the lurch, and may be dead for all she knows or cares, to get a divorce
-and marry again? And that's the Church? My! but it's the crankiest
-thing I ever heard. That's the sort of thing which sets the common
-folk who use their wits against religion. There's no sense in it.
-She's a widow; would she refuse to marry again if the right man came
-along?"
-
-"That's different," said Constance, perceiving that an answer was
-expected.
-
-"And what's the difference? It's all right to be spliced to another
-man in three months after the breath is out of the first one's body, as
-some of them do, but impure to marry again so long as the husband who
-has dragged you round by the hair of your head is liable to drop in.
-If it comes to that, and marriages are made in heaven, as the clergy
-say, what do the dead husbands and wives think about second marriages
-anyway? I'd be real jealous if I were dead."
-
-"The Church has thought it all out and come to the conclusion that it
-is the best rule for human society."
-
-Constance spoke with hurried emphasis, hoping to terminate the
-discussion. She did not desire to argue the matter with Loretta; at
-the same time she recognized the familiar pertinency of the allusions
-to dead husbands and wives.
-
-Loretta detected Constance's nervous agitation. "I hate to think it of
-her," she cried with sudden illumination, "but I believe she has
-badgered you into it!"
-
-"Nothing of the kind, Loretta. It's my own free choice. Mrs. Wilson
-simply made clear to me the Church's side."
-
-Loretta sneered. "It's downright cruel, that's what I call it. The
-Church's side! The Church doesn't recognize divorce, but there's
-always been ways for the rich--the folk with pull, kings and such--to
-get the marriages they were tired of pronounced void from the
-beginning. It was only necessary to show that they had been
-god-parents to the same child, or were twenty-fifth cousins by
-affinity, as it's called, or some such tomfoolery. It didn't take
-Napoleon long when he wished to get rid of Josephine to induce the
-Catholic Church to declare that they never had been married, though it
-was a good church wedding before a cardinal. Pshaw! The Church has
-fooled the people long enough. What we want is justice and common
-sense."
-
-That same cry for justice, that same appeal to common sense; and from
-what very different lips! Yet though Constance shrank from the
-coarseness of the exposition, somehow the naked saliency of the
-argument was more persuasive than Gordon's subtler plea. Her
-instinctive compassion for the masses asserted itself. The fact that
-Loretta should have touched at once the crucial point which Gordon's
-trained intelligence had emphasized struck her forcibly. And after
-all, what was she herself but one of the common people? But she said:
-
-"The scandal in Mrs. Wilson's own family has been the greatest grief
-and mortification to her."
-
-Loretta bridled. "Yes, and when Mrs. Waldo gets her divorce in South
-Dakota and comes back married again, won't everybody she cares about
-receive her just the same? In six months she'll be staying in Benham
-and her mother'll be inviting all the other multi-millionaires to meet
-her at a big blow-out; see if she don't." She paused, and her eyes
-took on a crafty look. "What do you suppose she'd say if I were to go
-back to my man?"
-
-Constance sat bolt upright from apprehension. Loretta's air of
-mystery, which was accentuated by a whispering tone, conveyed to her
-the true import of the intimation. Yet she would not seem to
-understand.
-
-"What do you mean, Loretta?"
-
-"My man; the father of my child. He was in town the other day. He has
-found out where I am and has been plaguing me to go back to him."
-
-"Did he ask you to marry him?" asked Constance, seeking that solution.
-
-"That's not what he meant. But I've thought of that too--on baby's
-account. I guess he would if I were set on it. But we're both doing
-well single, and--" She stopped and laughed sarcastically--"and
-supposing we didn't like each other and got divorced, I could never
-marry anyone else."
-
-"No matter about that now, Loretta. Do you love him still?"
-
-"It's love that makes the world go round. There isn't much else worth
-living for, I guess." She pursed her lips after this enigmatical
-answer, then suddenly relaxed them in an impetuous outburst. "One
-thing's sure, Constance Stuart, you don't know what love is or you'd
-never have sent away Gordon Perry, Esq., Counsellor-at-Law."
-
-"Don't, Loretta," said Constance, imploringly.
-
-"It's true."
-
-"I love him with all my heart. You don't understand."
-
-"Pish! If you'd loved him as a woman loves a man when she does love
-him, you'd have been married before this. Why, there's times when I
-feel like going right back to my man, and I'm not what you'd call more
-than moderately fond of him. If it hadn't been that I didn't want to
-disappoint her--and you--I'd have done it before this. Now the next
-time he comes back, I shouldn't wonder if I did." She leaned back
-again on the sofa with her hands behind her head nodding doggedly, and
-nursing her intention.
-
-Constance, appalled, went over and sat down beside her. "Oh, but you
-mustn't, you mustn't! Go to-morrow to see Mrs. Wilson and talk with
-her. She will give you strength and convince you that unless you marry
-him such a course would be suicide, a cruel wrong to yourself,
-dear--you who have done so well."
-
-"I've kept straight chiefly to suit her; but I don't like what she has
-done to you."
-
-"Please leave me and my affairs out of the question, Loretta. They
-have nothing to do with your preserving your own self-respect."
-
-"I don't know about that. If she's just like the rest; if that's a
-sample of the religion and the beauty she prides herself on, I've been
-fooled, you've been fooled. What's the use of being respectable if,
-when true love does come, a poor, deserted woman is robbed of it for
-such a reason as that?"
-
-It surprised Constance that Loretta should take sides so strongly, and
-she perceived that the girl must have a tenderer feeling for her than
-she had supposed. This made her all the more anxious to protect her.
-
-"I value your sympathy very much, dear, but it won't help me--it'll
-only make me dreadfully unhappy if you do wrong."
-
-Loretta looked at her keenly. Then she took out a small phial, similar
-to that which Constance had observed on another occasion, and swallowed
-a pellet ostentatiously.
-
-"If you are troubled with the blues these are the things to take. They
-brace one splendid."
-
-"What are they, Loretta?"
-
-"If you promise to take some right along, I'll tell you." But she
-evidently was not eager to disclose her secret, for she promptly
-replaced the phial in her pocket and said, "I'll make a bargain with
-you, Constance. If you'll marry Gordon Perry, Esq., Counsellor-at-Law,
-I'll keep straight."
-
-Constance flushed. "But I can't, dear. It's all settled."
-
-"He will come back if you only whistle. You know that."
-
-Constance let her eyes fall. She feared that it was too true. But she
-could not afford to be pensive. She must be both resolute and
-resourceful, for the future of this erring sister seemed to be hanging
-in the balance.
-
-"I can never marry Mr. Perry, Loretta. But----"
-
-"I thought better things of you, Constance. Oh! well then I'll go back
-to my man."
-
-"If you should do such a thing it would break Mrs. Wilson's heart."
-
-This seemed to Constance in her perplexity the most hopeful appeal, and
-she was right, for Loretta was obviously impressed by the remark.
-
-"Would it?" she asked. She looked down at her large hands and let them
-rise and fall in her lap like one nervously touched by sentiment.
-
-"I do not know of anything which would distress her more," continued
-Constance.
-
-After a moment Loretta said, "He's away now. He won't be on this route
-again for another four months. So there isn't any danger just yet."
-She shrugged her shoulders. Then she rose, adding, "I guess I'll go to
-bed," which was plainly an intimation that this was to be the limit of
-her present concession.
-
-Constance was relieved, not only that immediate danger was averted, but
-that the tie which bound Loretta to Mrs. Wilson, however temporarily
-strained, was still strong and compelling. She rejoiced to think that
-they were warned, so that they could now keep a closer watch and leave
-nothing undone to save her from further degeneration. She dismissed
-the subject by making some inquiries in regard to Loretta's last case.
-The girl's responses were to the point and brisk, but she did not
-resume her seat, and evidently had no intention of remaining.
-Presently she got as far as the door, where she stood discussing for a
-few moments with her hand on the knob. When at last she opened it and
-was in the act of departing, she turned her head and uttered this
-parting shot, which indicated what was still uppermost in her thoughts:
-
-"I guess that you never really loved Gordon Perry, Esq.,
-Counsellor-at-Law, or you couldn't have done it."
-
-This taunt lingered in Constance's mind, though she denied the
-impeachment to herself. Was it not indeed true, as Loretta said, that
-it is love which makes the world go round? Only for the sake of
-righteousness was she justified as a healthy, breathing woman in
-stifling this instinct. If Loretta in the future were to marry some
-one other than the father of her child both the Church and Mrs. Wilson
-would rejoice because the mere ceremony of marriage had been lacking in
-the first relation; yet she herself was forbidden to marry the man she
-loved because she was tied to a faithless husband by the mere husk of
-marriage.
-
-She saw Loretta but two or three times before her convalescence was
-complete and she had assumed her duties as Mrs. Wilson's secretary, for
-Loretta was sent for again shortly, and was only at home in the
-interval between her engagements. But Constance gave Mrs. Wilson
-forthwith an inkling of Loretta's state of mind, though she tried to
-believe that the girl's wanton threat was a mere passing ebullition due
-to resentment of her reason for refusing Gordon. Nevertheless she did
-not altogether like the expression of her eyes; it suggested
-excitement, and predominance of that boldness which, though typical,
-had been much in abeyance during the period of her regeneration. She
-remembered, too, the bottle of pellets, which indicated that she was
-taking some drug. So, though she could not believe that she was
-seriously considering such an abhorrent proceeding, she felt it her
-duty to put Mrs. Wilson on her guard. They both agreed, however, that
-the culprit must be handled gingerly and not too much made of the
-occurrence. Accordingly Mrs. Wilson straightway wrote to Loretta, but
-her letter was a missive of interest and encouragement, not of reproach
-or alarm. She deplored in it that she had lately seen but little of
-her ward, owing to the latter's popularity as a nurse, and urged her to
-call on her at the first opportunity. She sent her also one or two
-pretty toilet articles for herself and some new frocks for her baby.
-Constance said nothing, however, to Mrs. Wilson as to Loretta's
-attitude toward the church regarding remarriage after divorce, for she
-could not bear to renew the subject with her patroness. It was settled
-forever, and her spirit craved peace.
-
-
-
-
-XXIV
-
-It was a great relief to Constance when at last she was once more
-self-supporting. Her eyes appeared to be as strong as ever, and she
-found her new work congenial and absorbing. She was not merely Mrs.
-Wilson's stenographer, but her factotum, expected to exercise a general
-superintendence over her employer's philanthropic and social concerns,
-to attend to details, and, through tactful personal interviews, to act
-as a domestic buffer. The change from the practical severity of a law
-office, with its dusty shelves of volumes uniformly bound in sheep, its
-plain furniture and heterogeneous clientage, to her present
-surroundings was both stimulating and startling. Stimulating because
-it catered to her yearning for contact with ęsthetic influences to have
-the run of this superb house and to be brought into daily familiar
-association with all sorts of lavish expenditure in aid of beautiful
-effects and beneficent purposes. Startling because the true quality of
-the luxury aimed at was unknown to her until she became a constant
-eye-witness. In both Mrs. Wilson's and her brother Carleton Howard's
-establishments a major-domo presided over the purely domestic
-relations, engaging the numerous servants, and endeavoring to maintain
-such a competent staff below stairs as to ensure delicious,
-superabundant food and neat, noiseless service which should emulate as
-far as possible the automatic impersonality of male and female graven
-images. All the appointments of the house were captivating; the pantry
-closets bristled with beautiful cut glass and delicate, superbly
-decorated china; flowers in great profusion and variety were brought
-three times a week from Carleton Howard's private nurseries to be
-tastefully arranged by a maid whose special duty it was to attend to
-this and to see that those not needed for the decoration of the house
-should be sent to the destinations indicated by Mrs. Wilson through her
-secretary--hospitals, friends in affliction or with birthdays, and the
-like. The spacious bathrooms were lined with artistic tiles; electric
-lights had been adjusted in the chambers so as to provide perfect
-facilities for reading in bed; once a week an attendant called to wind
-all the clocks in the house. Mrs. Wilson's personal appetite was not
-keen, yet exacting. Her breakfast was served in her own room, and,
-unless she had company, her other meals were apt to be slight in
-substance, but were invariably of a delicate, distinguished character
-as regards appearance if not ingredients. Her steward had instructions
-that the dinner table should be garnished with flowers and the most
-luscious specimens of the fruits of the season, though she were alone.
-When she had guests these effects were amplified, and her mind was
-constantly on the alert to provide novelty for her entertainments.
-During the first season of Constance's employment, music between the
-courses--a harpist, a quartette of violinists, an orchestra--happened
-to be the favorite special feature of her dinner parties.
-
-That first winter Mrs. Wilson had the influenza and went to Florida for
-a month for recuperation, carrying her secretary with her. The journey
-was made in Mr. Howard's private car, and the suite which they occupied
-at the elaborate modern hotel where they stopped was the most select to
-be obtained. The spectacle at this winter resort for restless
-multi-millionaires was another bewildering experience for Constance.
-The display of toilets and diamonds at night in the vast ornate
-dining-room was dazzling and almost grotesque in its competitive
-features. Mrs. Wilson preserved her distinction by a rich simplicity
-of costume. She had left her most striking gowns at home, and she let
-Constance perceive that her sensibilities took umbrage at this public
-cockatoo emulation of wealth. She was even conspicuously simple in
-regard to her food, as though she wished to shun unmistakably being
-confounded with the conglomeration of socially aspiring patrons, whose
-antics jarred on her conceptions of beauty. But Constance could not
-avoid the reflection that profuse, if not prodigal, expenditure was
-typical of her companion no less than of them, and that the distinction
-was simply one of taste. What impressed her was that so many people in
-the land had merely to sign a check to command what they desired, and
-that the mania for novel and special comforts, and unique or gorgeous
-possessions was in the air. On their way home Mrs. Wilson spent a few
-days in New York shopping, having directed Constance to communicate in
-advance with several dealers whose business it was to dispose of
-artistic masterpieces. She bought two pictures at a cost of
-twenty-five thousand dollars apiece, an antique collar of pearls, and
-several minor treasures. At the same time she took advantage of the
-occasion to grant an interview to two persons, a man and a woman, who
-had solicited her aid in behalf of separate educational charities. To
-each of these enterprises, after proper consideration, she sent her
-subscription for five thousand dollars.
-
-Undoubtedly the chief purpose of Mrs. Wilson's stay in New York was to
-see her daughter. After a three months' residence in South Dakota,
-Lucille had obtained a divorce on the ground of cruelty, and had
-promptly married her admirer, Bradbury Nicholson, son of the president
-of the Chemical Trust. Mrs. Wilson had declined to attend the wedding,
-which took place in Sioux City three days after the final decree had
-been entered--a very quiet affair. Lucille had notified her mother
-that it was to occur, but was not surprised that she did not take the
-journey. She and her husband had spent four months in Europe to let
-people get accustomed to the idea that she was no longer Mrs. Clarence
-Waldo, and recently they had taken up their residence in New York. Her
-new husband had three millions of his own, and, as Lucille complacently
-expressed the situation to her mother, society had received them
-exactly as if nothing had happened.
-
-"I told you how it would be, Mamma," she said. "Everybody understands
-that Clarence and I were mismated. I am radiantly happy, and, as for
-your granddaughter, she could not be fonder of Bradbury if he were her
-own father. He has bought a thousand dollar pony for her. All the
-Nicholson connection and my old friends have been giving us dinners,
-which shows that we can't be disapproved of very strongly."
-
-Lucille certainly looked in the best spirits when she came to see her
-mother. She was exquisitely dressed, and her equipage, which stood at
-the door during her visit, was in the height of fastidious fashion. So
-far as externals were concerned, it was manifest that she was making
-good her promise to be more conservative and decorous. Mrs. Wilson saw
-fit to mark her abhorrence of her daughter's course by going to a hotel
-instead of to Lucille's large house on Fifth Avenue. She was not
-willing to stay under her new son-in-law's roof, but how could she
-avoid making his acquaintance and dining with him? A definite breach
-with her only child was out of the question, as she had previously
-realized; besides her grand-daughter demanded now more than ever her
-oversight and affection. Consequently on the second day she dined at
-the new establishment, and consented later to attend a dinner party
-which was given in her honor, though Lucille kept that compliment from
-her mother's knowledge until the evening arrived. She had taken pains
-to secure the most socially distinguished and interesting people of her
-acquaintance, and the affair was alluded to in the newspapers as one of
-the most brilliant festivities of the winter. A leopard cannot
-altogether change its spots, and Lucille's ruling passion was still
-horses, but she desired to show her mother that she had genuinely
-improved; so it happened that after the guests had returned to the
-drawing-room an organ-grinder accompanied by a pleasing black-eyed
-young woman, both in fresh, picturesque Italian attire, were ushered
-in. They proved to be no less than two high-priced artists from the
-grand opera, who, after a few preliminary capers to keep up the
-illusion, sang thrilling duets and solos. When they had finished came
-an additional surprise in that the organ was shown to be partially
-hollow and to contain a collection of enamelled bonboničres which were
-passed on trays by the servants among the delighted guests. After the
-company had gone mother and daughter had an intimate talk, in the
-course of which Lucille, though making no apologies, volunteered the
-statement that she in common with half a dozen other women of her
-acquaintance had decided to go into retirement in one of the church
-sisterhoods during the period of Lent. She explained that the sisters
-of her new husband, who had high church sympathies, were preparing to
-do the same and that the project appealed to her. Mrs. Wilson was
-electrified. It was on her lips to ask Lucille how she could reconcile
-this new departure with her hasty second marriage, but she shrank from
-seeming to discourage what might be an awakening of faith or even of
-ęsthetic vitality in her daughter's heart. Still, though she rejoiced
-in Lucille's apparent happiness and prosperity, she felt stunned at the
-failure of Providence to vindicate its own just workings. Much as she
-desired in the abstract that her daughter should be blessed, how was it
-that so flagrant a violation of the eternal proprieties could result
-not merely in worldly advancement, but an attractive home? For there
-was no denying that Bradbury Nicholson was a far more engaging man than
-his predecessor, and that he and Lucille were at present highly
-sympathetic in their relations. Would the harmony last? It ought not
-to, according to spiritual reasoning. And yet on the surface the dire
-experiment had proved a success and there were indications that
-permanent domestic joys and stability were likely to be the outcome of
-what she considered disgrace.
-
-Mrs. Wilson did not condescend to refer to her daughter's immediate
-past, but when she found that Lucille was brimming over with fresh
-tidings concerning the other offenders, Clarence Waldo and Paul's wife,
-she suffered her to unbosom herself. This news was consoling to her
-from the standpoint of ethical justice. As she already was aware, Mrs.
-Paul Howard, obdurate in her impatience of delay, had obtained a
-divorce on the ground of cruelty in Nebraska after six months, the
-statutory period necessary to acquire residence, and had then married
-Clarence Waldo. Now rumor reported that the newly wedded couple, who
-had been spending the present winter in Southern California for the
-benefit of the second Mrs. Waldo's bronchial tubes, had not hit it off
-well together, to quote Lucille, and were likely to try again. For
-according to the stories of people just from Los Angeles she was
-permitting a Congressman from California, the owner of large silver
-mines, to dance constant attendance on her, and her husband, quite out
-of conceit of her to all appearances, was solacing himself with a
-pretty widow from Connecticut.
-
-"Of course," added Lucille, contemplatively, "if they really intend to
-obtain a divorce in order to marry again, it will be convenient for
-them that they happen to be in California, as that is another of the
-states where one can acquire a legal residence in six months."
-
-Mrs. Wilson's disgust was tempered by a fierce sense of triumph. She
-was glad to know the facts, but she did not wish to talk about them,
-especially as she was far from clear in her mind that there was any
-logical distinction to be drawn between the conduct of these
-voluptuaries and that of her own child. She tossed her head as much as
-to say that she desired to drop the unsavory topic. But Lucille was so
-far blind to any similarity between the cases, or else so far content
-with the contrast in results between the two remarriages, that she
-continued in the same vein, which was pensive rather than critical.
-
-"I am thankful that Paul insisted on keeping Helen as a condition of
-not opposing his wife's Nebraska libel, for it would have been rather
-trying for the poor child to get used to three fathers in less than
-three years."
-
-Mrs. Wilson felt like choking. The unpleasant picture intensified her
-repulsion; yet she knew that speech would be no relief for she would
-not find Lucille properly sympathetic. Just at that moment her
-granddaughter came prancing into the room, and ran to her. Mrs. Wilson
-clasped her to her breast as a mute outlet for her emotions, for she
-could not help remembering that this child also had two fathers, and
-what was the difference but one of degree? Yet here was its mother
-smiling in her face, seemingly without qualms and perfectly happy. How
-was this peace of mind to be reconciled with the eternal fitness of
-things?
-
-Meanwhile Lucille was saying, "Tell me about Paul, Mamma. How does he
-take it? What is he doing?"
-
-Mrs. Wilson sighed. "He was terribly cut up, of course," she answered,
-gravely. "He feels keenly the family disgrace." She paused
-intentionally to let the words sink in. "Fortunately for him, he has
-been invited to run for Congress--that is, if he can get the
-nomination. It seems there are several candidates, but your uncle
-tells me Paul has the party organization behind him. The caucuses for
-delegates do not meet until the early autumn, and in the meantime he
-hopes to make sufficient friends in the district, which includes some
-of the small outlying country towns as well as certain wards in Benham."
-
-"It would be nice to have Paul at Washington, for he might be able to
-get the duties taken off so that our trunks wouldn't be examined when
-we come from Europe. I suppose it will cost him a lot of money to be
-elected."
-
-"I have not heard so," said her mother, stiffly. Though Mrs. Wilson's
-statement was true, certain allusions in her presence by Paul and his
-father had aroused the suspicion in her mind that elaborate plans to
-secure the necessary number of delegates were already being laid. The
-use of money to carry elections was a public evil which she heartily
-deplored, and which she was loth to believe would be tolerated in her
-own family.
-
-"He can afford it anyway," continued Lucille, disregarding the
-disclaimer.
-
-Mrs. Wilson changed the subject. "He was also much absorbed when I
-left in his new automobile."
-
-Lucille clapped her hands. "A red devil?"
-
-"That name describes its appearance admirably. It is the first one of
-the kind in Benham, and naturally has excited much attention."
-
-"Bradbury has promised me one for a birthday present."
-
-"I have not ridden with Paul yet," said Mrs. Wilson a little wearily,
-for the enthusiasm elicited appeared to her disproportionate to the
-theme. "He has invited me once or twice, but somehow the spirit has
-failed me."
-
-Lucille gasped. "It's the greatest fun on earth, Mamma. They
-annihilate time and distance, and you feel with the rush and the wind
-in your face as though you were queen of the earth. If mine runs well
-we intend to tour through the continent this summer. Fancy speeding
-from one capital of Europe to another in a few hours!" She paused,
-then after a moment's reverie continued, as though stating a really
-interesting sociological conclusion, "I think it possible, Mamma, that
-if automobiles had been invented earlier, Clarence and I might not have
-bored each other. Which wouldn't have suited me at all," she added,
-"for Bradbury is a thousand times nicer."
-
-Mrs. Wilson was painfully conscious that Bradbury was infinitely nicer,
-which increased the difficulties in the way of replying to this
-incongruous observation. She decided to ignore it as essentially
-flippant, and she rose to go. It was the nearest approach to a review
-of the past which either had made during her stay in New York.
-
-She hoped that Constance would not appreciate how completely Lucille
-had rehabilitated herself in a worldly sense, and she tried to
-counteract the effect of the evidence by letting fall a remark now and
-again to show that the memory of her daughter's conduct was still a
-thorn in her side. As a mother she could not but be thankful that her
-daughter was far happier as Mrs. Bradbury Nicholson than she had been
-as Mrs. Clarence Waldo. At the same time her being so was a blow to
-the theory that the exchange of one husband for another ought to end
-and ordinarily does end in misery; or, in other words, that divorced
-people who marry again should be and are apt to be unhappy. To be
-sure, it was early to judge, and the happiness might not last; and at
-best it should be regarded as a sporadic case of contradiction, a
-merciful exception to the general rule; but she was glad when the day
-arrived for removing Constance from the sphere of this influence,
-fearing perhaps some pointed question from her secretary which would
-invite her to explain how it was that a person who had deserved so
-little to be happy as Lucille should have found divorce and remarriage
-a blessing, if the whole proceeding in deserving cases was
-fundamentally opposed to the social well-being of civilization. As an
-antidote, Mrs. Wilson took pains to enlighten her as to the rumored
-depravity of Clarence Waldo and the late Mrs. Howard.
-
-But Constance asked aloud no such question. Yet necessarily she
-perceived that Lucille was in the best of spirits, and apparently had
-suffered no loss of position by her conduct. Constance did not need,
-however, any reminder from Mrs. Wilson that the late Mrs. Waldo was not
-a person of the finest sensibilities; moreover she considered the point
-as definitely settled for herself. Nevertheless as a spectator, if no
-more, she noted the circumstance that Lucille was already a different
-woman in consequence of her second marriage, and she detected her
-reason challenging her conscience with the inquiry which Mrs. Wilson
-had dreaded, how it appeared that the world would have been better off
-if Lucille had simply left the husband who had been faithless to her,
-and remained single instead of marrying. Constance was merely
-collecting evidence, as it were. All was over between her and Gordon,
-but as an intelligent, sentient human being she had no intention of
-playing the ostrich, but insisted on maintaining an open mind.
-
-It was now nearly a year since she had conversed with Gordon. Her
-sentence had been perpetual banishment from his presence since the
-fateful Sunday when they had parted. He had written to her that he
-could not bear to resume the old relation, for now that they knew they
-had been lovers in disguise, it could not be the old relation. He had
-declared that the best thing for them both was never to meet, and she
-had been forced to accept his decision, for he had not been to see her
-since. Yet he had mitigated the rigor of her punishment, for she chose
-to regard it as such, by occasional letters, written at irregular
-intervals, letters which let her know beyond the shadow of a doubt that
-the love he cherished for her was strong and deep as ever. He sent her
-beautiful flowers on Christmas and her birthday, and in writing to her
-he told her briefly whatever of special interest he had been doing.
-Precious as these communications were to Constance, she was of several
-minds as to whether to answer them. Her impulse always was to reply at
-once, if only that she might draw forth another letter; but sometimes
-her scruples forced her not to let him see how much she cared and to
-feign indifference by silence. She knew, as Loretta said, that she had
-only to whistle and he would come to her, and she felt that it would be
-cruel to give him the smallest encouragement to believe that she could
-ever alter her decision. This being so, she argued that he ought to
-marry; he must forget her and chose someone else. She tried to believe
-that she would rejoice to hear that he was engaged to another woman,
-but when her thoughts got running in this channel she was apt to break
-down and realize that she had been trying to deceive herself. In such
-moments of revulsion she now and then would throw her scruples to the
-winds and write him about herself and her doings. On two occasions she
-had suddenly decided that it was necessary for her to see him again;
-see him without his seeing her. Consequently she had frequented a spot
-down-town where she knew he would pass, and each time had been rewarded
-by a close and unobserved glimpse of his dear features. These
-glimpses, the letters, and the flowers were the bright shining
-milestones along the itinerary of her much occupied life. Busy and
-interested as she was in her employment, it sometimes seemed to her
-that she walked in a trance in the intervals between some word or sign
-from him.
-
-[Illustration: The flowers were the bright, shining milestone.]
-
-Delighted as she had been to travel, to see such a diverse panorama of
-national life as her trip to Florida and New York afforded, she was
-glad to find herself again at home. She had not heard from Gordon
-during her absence, and she was eager to see the Benham newspapers
-again in order to ascertain what he had been doing in his new capacity
-as a legislator. He had written to her the preceding autumn that he
-had decided to allow the use of his name as a candidate for the State
-Assembly, and subsequently he had been elected. Before her departure
-in the early days of the session, she had kept her eyes and ears on the
-alert for public mention of him, but had been informed that this was
-the period for committee conferences and that the opportunity for
-debate would come after the bills had been framed and were before the
-house. Constance knew that Gordon had the strong support of the
-Citizens' Club in his canvass, that Hall Collins, Ernest Bent and
-others affiliated with that organization had conducted rallies in his
-behalf, and that he was expected to favor progressive legislation.
-There were certain philanthropic measures in which Mrs. Wilson was
-interested also before the Assembly, and Constance had twice already
-prepared letters from her employer to Gordon in reference to these,
-which was another slight opportunity for keeping in touch with him.
-
-Shortly after Mrs. Wilson's return from her vacation it happened that
-Paul invited her again to ride in his automobile. Recalling Lucille's
-enthusiasm, and having been partial all her life to new ęsthetic
-sensations, she concluded to test the exhilaration described by those
-who doted on these machines. The afternoon chosen was one of those
-days in the early spring when sky and wind combine to simulate the
-balminess of summer. It was a satisfaction for Paul to have his aunt
-beside him both because he admired her and because, seeing that he
-regarded her as what he called a true sport at bottom, he felt
-confident that she had only to experience the sensation of speed to
-become an enthusiast like himself. Therefore, he let his red devil
-show what it could do, in the hope of carrying her by storm. Equipped
-with suitable wraps and a pair of goggles, Mrs. Wilson found the
-process of whirling through the country at a breakneck pace, by the
-mere compression of a lever, a weird and rather magnetic ordeal. These
-were the adjectives which she employed to express her gratification to
-her nephew. She was glad to have tried it, but in her secret soul she
-had grave doubts if it were the sort of thing she liked. Nevertheless
-she did her best to appear delighted, for she had in mind to drop a few
-words of warning in Paul's ear to the effect that it was incumbent on
-men of his class in the community to preserve their self-respect in the
-matter of electioneering as an example to the country at large. In the
-intervals when Paul moderated the speed she endeavored to convey to him
-clearly but not too concretely the substance of her solicitude. She
-let him realize that she had him and his campaign in mind, but that she
-did not intend to meddle beyond the limit of emphasizing a principle
-unless he were to ask her advice. Paul listened to what she had to say
-with evident interest, and without interruption. He even let his
-machine crawl along so as to get the complete benefit of her
-exposition. When she had set forth her views she turned toward him and
-said in conclusion, by way of showing that she made no charges but
-simply desired to put him on his guard:
-
-"Very likely you have thought this all out for yourself and intend to
-see that every dollar you may use is expended legitimately."
-
-Paul let the automobile come to a halt, and removing his goggles
-proceeded to wipe off the dust and moisture.
-
-"Aunt Miriam, every word which you've said is gospel truth; but--and it
-is a large but--if I were to follow your advice to the letter there
-would not be the slightest possibility of my securing the nomination.
-I've thought it all out, as you say, and I'd give gladly to charity
-twice the sum I shall be compelled to spend, if I could only confine my
-outlay to legitimate expenses, stationery, printing and the hiring of a
-few halls. I've no objection to explaining to you why I can't,
-provided I wish to keep in the running. There are three men including
-myself in this district," he continued, starting the lever, "who are
-bidding for the nomination. Each of us has a machine, a machine the
-function of which is to create enthusiasm. Ninety per cent. of the
-candidates for public office do not inspire enthusiasm; they have to
-manufacture it. And there are all sorts of ways of doing so; by paying
-club assessments and equipping torch-light paraders with uniforms; by
-invading the homes of horny-handed proletarians and sending tennis or
-ping-pong sets to their progeny; or by the solider, subtler method of
-large direct cash payments, which can never be detected, to a certain
-number of local vampires as expenses for influence, and whose _quid pro
-quo_ is the delivery of the goods at the polls. I have engaged a
-smooth and highly recommended patriot at a high salary to conduct my
-canvass. He has told me there will be large expenses. When he asks
-for money I draw a check and ask no questions--a rank coward's way I
-admit. I know nothing as to what he does with the money, and so I
-salve my conscience after a fashion." Paul shrugged his shoulders and
-applied a little more power to the automobile, while he chanted:
-
- "Some naturalists observe the flea
- Has smaller fleas on him to prey,
- And these have smaller still to bite 'em,
- And so proceed _ad infinitum_.
-
-
-"Which means, my dear aunt," he continued, "that when a rich man runs
-for office a certain proportion of the free-born consider that they are
-entitled to direct or indirect pickings in return for a vote."
-
-Mrs. Wilson sighed. "But is not the price too high for a free-born
-citizen to pay? Why exchange private life and the herbs of personal
-respect for publicity and a stalled ox which is tainted?"
-
-"I've thought occasionally of getting out, but father would be
-disappointed. I wish to go to Congress myself and the party wishes me
-to go. And what would be the result if I retired? One of the other
-two would win, and I don't throw any large bouquet at myself in stating
-that I shall make a much more useful and disinterested Congressman than
-either of them."
-
-Mrs. Wilson shook her head, but at the same time she appreciated the
-difficulties of the situation. For she herself desired to see her
-nephew go to Washington. It was one thing to tell him to take a brave
-stand and refuse to swerve from the path of highest political probity,
-another to advise him in the midst of the canvass to dismiss his
-manager and thus invite certain defeat. It sometimes seemed to her
-that the ways of the world of men were past understanding. She
-wondered whether, if human affairs were in the hands of women, the
-rivalry of politics and the competition of commercialism would tolerate
-the same army of highwaymen who held up would-be decent citizens as
-successfully and appallingly as Dick Turpin and Claude Duval. She
-liked to believe that complete purity would reign, and yet the memory
-of what some women to her knowledge were capable of in the bitterness
-of club politics served as a caveat to that deduction. Discouraging as
-Paul's observations were, as bearing on the ethical progress of human
-nature, and deeply as she deplored the fact that he appeared to be
-winking at bribery, she recognized that she had shot her bolt, for she
-was not sufficiently conversant with the different grades of
-electioneering impropriety to be willing to take on herself the
-responsibility of imploring him to retire, even if he would consent to
-do so. But the confession had robbed the day of much of its beauty for
-her. She glanced at the little clock in the dashboard, and remembering
-that she desired to leave a message for her secretary, to whom she had
-given an afternoon off, she asked Paul if he would return home by way
-of Lincoln Chambers.
-
-It happened that in turning something went wrong, so that the
-automobile came to a stop. Paul was obliged to potter over the
-mechanism a quarter of an hour before he was able to get the better of
-the infirmity. Somewhat nettled, and eager to make up for lost time
-and to demonstrate to his companion that in spite of this mishap a red
-devil was the peer of all vehicles, he forced the pace toward Benham.
-By the time he was within the city limits his blood was coursing in his
-veins as the result of the impetus, and he felt on his mettle to amaze
-the onlookers as he sped swiftly and dexterously through the streets.
-Gliding from avenue to avenue without misadventure he applied a little
-extra power as they flew down that street around one corner of which
-stood Lincoln Chambers, in order to make an impressive finish. In
-turning he described an accurate but short circle, so that the
-automobile careened slightly, causing Mrs. Wilson to utter an
-involuntary murmur. Paul, amused at her nervousness, suffered his
-attention to be diverted for an instant; the next he realized that a
-young child, darting from the sidewalk, was in the direct path of the
-rapidly moving machine. He strained every nerve to prevent a
-collision, shutting off the power and endeavoring to deflect the
-vehicle's course so that it might strike the curbstone to their own
-peril rather than the child's; but the catastrophe was complete almost
-before he realized that it was inevitable. There was a sickening bump,
-accompanied by the screams of women; the red devil had overwhelmed and
-crushed the little victim, and stood panting and shaking like a rudely
-curbed dragon.
-
-Paul jumped from his seat and lifted the child from the gutter into
-which it had been hurled and where it lay ominously still with its head
-against the curbstone. He found himself face to face with two women,
-in one of whom he recognized his aunt's secretary. The other with an
-assertive agony which made plain her right to interfere, sought to take
-the child from him--a flaxen-haired girl of about four--exclaiming:
-
-"Oh, what have you done? You've killed her. You've killed her."
-
-Meanwhile Mrs. Wilson, utterly shocked, sought to keep her head as the
-only possible amelioration of the horror. She whispered in Paul's ear:
-"There's a drug store opposite. We'll take her there first and send
-for a doctor." At the same time she put her arm around the mother's
-shoulder, and said, "Let him carry her, Loretta, dear. It is best so."
-
-Loretta Davis desisted, though she stared wildly in her patron's face.
-
-"The blood--the blood," she cried, pointing to the tell-tale streaks on
-the child's head. "I'm sure she's dead."
-
-Acting on his aunt's suggestion, Paul bounded across the way with the
-limp form clasped in his arms. While those immediately concerned
-endeavored with the aid of the apothecary to ascertain that the
-injuries were not grave, a curious crowd began to gather in the store.
-By the time that the trial of the ordinary restoratives had made clear
-that the child was already beyond the aid of medicine, though Mrs.
-Wilson and Constance wrung their hands and counted the seconds in hope
-that the physician telephoned for would arrive, a reporter, a
-policeman, and a doctor appeared on the scene. The physician, who
-happened to be passing, was Dr. Dale, the oculist with the closely cut
-beard and incisive manner who had attended Constance. A moment's
-inspection sufficed him for a verdict.
-
-"There is nothing to be done," he said.
-
-At the fell words a wave of anguish passed through the group. Paul
-allowed Mrs. Wilson to take the baby from him; and, overwhelmed beyond
-the point of control, he bowed his head in his hands, and burst into
-tears. His aunt reverently clasped the stiffening form to her bosom
-regardless of the oozing blood which mottled her cloak.
-
-"We must get Loretta home as quickly as possible," she whispered to
-Constance, and she started to lead the way so as to save the situation
-from further publicity.
-
-But now that the doctor's usefulness was at an end, the two other
-representatives of social authority advanced their claims for
-recognition. The police officer, having relegated the gaping
-spectators to a respectful distance, began to inquire into the
-circumstances of the accident, in which he was ably surpassed by the
-agent of the press, who, note-book in hand, had already been collecting
-material from the bystanders and composing a sketch of the surroundings
-before interviewing the principals. Paul gave his name and address,
-and made no attempt to disguise his responsibility for the tragedy.
-Mrs. Wilson, finding her way barred by the two functionaries,
-grudgingly gave similar information in the hope that they would be
-allowed to escape. As she bore the victim in her arms, this would have
-been the result had not Loretta, who was following close behind under
-the supervision of Constance, and who up to this point had seemed dazed
-by the proceedings, suddenly realized what was taking place. She
-clutched Constance's arm.
-
-"Will it be in the newspapers?" she inquired with feverish interest.
-
-The reporter overheard her inquiry. "You are the mother of the little
-girl, madam?" he asked, addressing her, pencil in hand.
-
-"Yes. She is my only child."
-
-"Your name is?"
-
-"Loretta Davis."
-
-"And the child's?"
-
-"Tottie. She would have been five in a few weeks."
-
-The reporter perceived that he had found a responsive subject. "I lost
-a little girl of just that age two years ago," he volunteered
-sympathetically. "Is there a photograph of Tottie which you could let
-me have for the press? The public would like to see what she looked
-like."
-
-Loretta's eyes sparkled. She thrust her hand in her pocket and drew
-forth a photographer's envelope. "Isn't it lucky," she cried, "I got
-these proofs only yesterday, and they're the living image of my baby."
-
-As she hastily removed the package from her pocket, together with her
-handkerchief, Loretta let a small bottle slip to the floor. Constance,
-who was spellbound with dismay at the turn of affairs, stooped
-mechanically to pick it up. She recognized the pellets lauded by
-Loretta. In doing so her head nearly bumped against that of Dr. Dale,
-who was intent on a similar purpose. He got possession of the bottle,
-and instinctively he glanced at the label before transferring it to
-Constance. She observed that he shrugged his shoulders. As she put
-out her hand to take it from him, she said in a low, resolute tone:
-
-"Will you tell me what those are?" Then as the physician regarded her
-searchingly, she added, "I have a special reason for asking. I wish to
-befriend her."
-
-"Cocaine tablets," answered Dr. Dale. "The woman has the appearance of
-a drug habitué."
-
-
-
-
-XXV
-
-In parting with the Rev. Mr. Prentiss without personal rancor and yet
-with an open avowal of his conviction that Constance would marry him in
-the end, Gordon Perry both made an admission and issued a challenge.
-His admission on the surface was simply that he recognized the rector's
-sincerity. In his own consciousness it went further; he recognized the
-validity of the conflict between them to an extent which he had up to
-this time failed to perceive, or at least to acknowledge.
-
-The effect of this was to intensify the ardor of his convictions, but
-at the same time to cause him as a lawyer to respect his opponent's
-position, though he believed it to be utterly false. The interview had
-been absorbing to him sociologically, for it had crystallized in his
-own mind as concrete realities certain drifts or tendencies of which he
-had been aware, but which he had hitherto never formulated in words.
-Now that the occasion was come for doing so, the indictment--for it was
-that--had risen spontaneously to his lips. It was clear to him, as he
-had informed Mr. Prentiss, that there was a direct strife in American
-social evolution between those who sought eternal truth through the
-free processes of the human spirit and those who accepted it distilled
-through an hierarchy.
-
-Just as in his sociological perplexities Gordon, yearning to be a sane
-spirit, had abstained from radicalism and had sought relief in concrete
-practical activities, he had watched the theological firmament and had
-felt his way. If he realized that the Christian organizations which
-saw in the human soul a dignity which rejected mediation were merely
-holding their own as formal bodies, he comforted himself with the
-knowledge that the thousands of men and women who rarely entered the
-churches--among them many of the most thoughtful and busiest workers in
-the land--were to a unit sympathizers with the creed of soul-freedom
-and soul-development. Not merely this; he knew that among orthodox
-worshippers the secret belief of the majority of the educated already
-rejected as superfluous or antiquated most of the old dogmas. But with
-his reverence for religion as an institution, Gordon had no ambition to
-outstrip his generation; simply to be in the van of it. There was no
-attraction for him in iconoclasm; he craved illumination, yet not at
-the expense of rationalism. Now suddenly the practical issue of the
-Church's interference with the State, of the Church's imposition on
-mankind of a cruel, inflexible ideal, labelled as superior purity, had
-become both an immediate and a personal concern. His soul felt seared
-as by an iron; all his instincts of sympathy with common humanity, the
-helpless victims of an arbitrary aim to preserve the family at the
-expense of the blameless individual, were aroused and intensified.
-Viewed as a general issue, Gordon felt no question as to the outcome.
-Was it not already decided? The Church had never ceased to deplore as
-usurpation society's constantly louder claim the world over of the
-right to regulate marriage, but without avail. It was only abuse by
-the State which had produced a reaction and given sacerdotalism another
-chance. But the particular, the personal issue, was a very different
-matter. For him it meant everything, and his whole being revolted at
-the possibility of losing the great joy of life through such a
-misapprehension of spiritual duty on the part of her who, so far as he
-was concerned, was the one woman in existence. Yet during the next
-weeks following the interview with the clergyman he experienced a sense
-of flatness which was almost despondency, for he realized that he had
-exhausted his resources. Mr. Prentiss had refused to aid him; on the
-contrary, had virtually defied him by expressing a triumphant
-conviction that Constance's decision was final. Could it be that she,
-whose lucidity of mind he had been wont to admire, would refuse to
-understand that the barrier which seemed to separate them was but an
-illusion? Surely it was not for the good of the world that true
-love--its most vital force--should be starved because the marriage tie
-was played fast and loose with by others. And yet he appreciated
-apprehensively the subtlety of this plea for the world's good; how
-modern it was, and how attractive to woman when made the motive for the
-exercise of renunciation. Truly, the priest had argued shrewdly, yet
-Gordon refused to admit that Constance could be deceived for long.
-That seemed too incompatible with her previous outlook and their
-delightful comradeship which had held love in disguise.
-
-He concluded forthwith that his best hope lay in terminating that
-comradeship. To resume it would make them brother and sister, a
-relation tantalizing to him, and which might be better than nothing to
-her, and thus strengthen her resolve. Accordingly, with Spartan
-courage, he never visited her. But he chose by his letters and his
-gifts to let her know unequivocally that he was waiting for her to
-relent--would wait until the end of time. He wrote to her that her
-dear image was the constant inspiration of his thoughts, and that he
-sighed for the sound of her voice.
-
-While thus he chafed within, and yet endeavored to pursue his work as
-earnestly as though he had been able to forget, he received and
-accepted an invitation from the Citizens' Club to become a candidate
-for the State Assembly. He saw in this both relief and an incentive;
-public service would tend to divert and refresh his thoughts, and
-opportunity would be afforded him to promote legislation. It would
-suit him to become a member of the free parliament of men where,
-whatever its abuses and shortcomings, the needs of ordinary humanity
-were threshed out, and where true, practical reforms were piece by
-piece won from the vested traditions of the past.
-
-At the same time he declared to the members of the committee which
-waited on him that in accepting their nomination he was not to be
-understood as offering himself to the voters as a denunciatory radical
-or as advocating all the so-called grievances aired at the Citizens'
-Club. His words were, "I agree to support every measure which I
-believe would be an immediate benefit to the community from the
-standpoint of justice and public usefulness. If you are content with
-that guarded generalization, I shall be proud to serve you; but if you
-insist on my playing the demagogue or wearing the livery of the enemies
-of constituted society, I must decline the nomination."
-
-"That's all right," asserted Hall Collins, who was the spokesman.
-"What we want this trip are two or three new pieces of timber in the
-ship of state, repairs we'll call them if you like it so, and we've
-chosen you as carpenter for the job. Side with us when you can, and
-when you can't we'll know you're honest."
-
-This voiced the sentiment of the Citizens' Club, and it was no
-disparagement to the sincerity of its action that those who directed
-the club's affairs cherished hopes that the nominee, through his
-standing, would gain support from other quarters than the radical
-element and thus be more likely to win. Their hopes were justified.
-Gordon had a comfortable majority in his district, though it was
-understood that he had affiliations with so-called socialists and labor
-reformers.
-
-During the first year of his service as a legislator he made no effort
-to fix public attention on himself by forensic readiness. He was
-studying the methods of procedure and familiarizing himself with the
-personnel of the assembly. But though his name did not appear
-conspicuously in the press notices--which was a disappointment to a
-certain lady constantly on the watch for it--this did not mean that he
-failed to attract the attention of his associates. On the contrary,
-his thoroughness, patience, and fairness were soon recognized, and when
-he rose to speak--which he did more frequently in the later weeks of
-the session in relation to bills of importance where the vote was
-likely to be close--the members paid attention as though they were glad
-to know his reasons. It was perceived that he inclined to the party of
-progress rather than to the conservatives, but that he did not hesitate
-to turn a cold shoulder towards or to rebuke mere blatherskite or
-visionary measures.
-
-A modern legislature has to deal with questions which vitally affect
-the development of the body politic; the relations of powerful
-corporations to the public and it to them; the demands of toiling
-bread-winners for shorter hours of labor and hygienic safeguards, and
-the newly fermented strife between the right to hold and the obligation
-to share the fruits of the earth and the profits of superior ability
-and industry. These were problems which particularly interested
-Gordon, and, as one by one they arose for action, he sought to solve
-each on its merits without prejudice and with an eye to justice. It
-was understood that he would be a candidate for the next assembly, and
-in making their forecast the sophisticated referred to him as a coming
-leader, one of the men who would control the balance of power by force
-of his intelligence and independence. The Citizens' Club was content
-with the part which he had played. Several measures in which it was
-interested had become law through his advocacy; others, though
-defeated, had gained ground; two notable bills conferring valuable
-franchises for next to nothing upon plausible capitalists had been
-exposed and given their quietus in spite of a persistent lobby; and the
-candidate had promised during the next session to press the bill for a
-progressive legacy tax, an amendment to the existing legacy tax law,
-which would increase the sum levied in progressive ratio with the size
-of every estate transferred by death. This was a reform which Hall
-Collins and his intimates had at heart, and they had won Gordon to
-their side as an enthusiastic supporter of its essential
-reasonableness. The bill had been killed in committee for the past two
-years; yet the present year the adverse report had been challenged in
-the house and had been sustained by a comparatively small majority
-after strenuous and excited appeals to what was termed the sober,
-conservative sense of the American people. Gordon's speech in behalf
-of the measure was listened to with a silence which suggested a desire
-for enlightenment. After the debate was over there had been prophecies
-that another year it would stand a good chance of passing.
-
-It was toward the close of Gordon's first session in the assembly that
-the harrowing death of Loretta's child occurred, and, owing to the
-prominence of the parties concerned in the homicide, which was the
-first automobile accident in Benham, became town talk. The newspaper
-artists illustrated the tragedy with drawings of the red devil in the
-act of striking the victim, portraits of everybody concerned, from
-Tottie to the apothecary into whose shop she had been carried, and
-camera cuts of the obsequies. There were appropriate editorials on the
-iniquity of allowing furious engines to be propelled at a rapid rate
-through the streets; and sensational conflicting rumors were rife in
-the news columns as to the amount by which the repentant
-multi-millionaire had sought to idemnify the mother for his
-carelessness. Conjecture fixed it at various sums from one thousand to
-fifty thousand dollars, and one imaginative scribe conjured up the
-information that Tottie was to be replaced as far as possible by the
-most beautiful baby which the Howard family could procure by search or
-advertisement.
-
-In his genuine distress for the irreparable evil he had wrought Paul
-Howard had gone straightway to Loretta to pour out his contrition and
-to express a willingness to make such amends as were possible for the
-catastrophe. He saw her twice; the first time on the day following the
-accident, when she appeared excited but dazed; the second on the
-morning after the funeral. Then her condition of mind bordered closely
-on exaltation as the result of being the temporary focus of public
-attention. She was surrounded by newspapers, and she insisted on
-calling Paul's notice to all the reportorial features. With special
-pride she made him note a cut which showed that the coffin had been
-piled high with the most exquisite flowers--a joint contribution from
-Mrs. Wilson and himself. Loretta's own apartment was also a bower of
-roses from the same sympathizing source, and the young woman was in her
-best dress-festal mourning--as though she were expecting visitors.
-Paul found some difficulty in broaching the question of indemnity. He
-was in the mood to draw his check for any sum in reason which the
-bereaved mother should declare to be satisfactory compensation for her
-loss even though it were excessive, so that he might adjust the matter
-then and there. He had every intention of being generous; moreover he
-knew that all this publicity concerning the accident was injuring his
-canvass for the Congressional nomination, and he hoped to create a
-reaction in his favor by behaving handsomely. But Loretta, though she
-obviously understood what he was driving at, evaded the topic, and
-when, in order to clinch matters, he told her in plain terms that he
-wished to make her a present and asked her to name the sum, she looked
-knowing and suspicious, as much as to say that she knew her rights and
-had no intention of committing herself.
-
-Paul, who mistook her contrariness for diffidence, was on the point of
-naming an amount which would have made her open her eyes when she
-suddenly said with a leer intended to convey the impression of
-shrewdness:
-
-"I'm going to talk with my lawyer first. People say it was all your
-fault, and that I ought to get a fortune. I've witnesses for my side."
-
-Paul was taken aback. "It was all my fault. I've told you already
-that I was entirely to blame. And I'm anxious for you to tell me how
-much I ought to pay as damages. So there won't be any need of a lawyer
-on either side."
-
-Loretta argued to herself that she was not to be caught by any such
-smooth words. She tossed her head.
-
-"I don't know about that. I'm going to get one of the smartest
-attorneys in Benham to attend to my case." She waited a moment, then
-added triumphantly, believing that her announcement would carry dismay
-to her crafty visitor, "It's Gordon Perry, Esq., Counsellor-at-Law."
-
-"Gordon Perry?"
-
-Loretta construed his inflection of astonishment as consternation.
-
-"Yes," she said, "I'm going to consult him this afternoon."
-
-It was on Paul's lips to inform her that Gordon was his lawyer too, but
-her uncompromising attitude had produced its natural effect, and he
-felt at liberty to practise a little craft in his turn. If he were to
-disclose the truth, she would be likely to consult someone else;
-whereas Gordon and he could come to terms speedily. So he merely
-responded that he knew Mr. Perry to be an excellent attorney, and that
-he would be content to abide by his decision.
-
-The final settlement required some diplomacy on Gordon's part on
-account of the difference in point of view between the contracting
-parties. Loretta had definitely fixed on ten thousand dollars as the
-Mecca of her hopes, than which, as she declared to Gordon at their
-first interview, she would not accept a cent less; whereas Paul was
-disposed to make her comfortable for life by a donation of twenty-five
-thousand. He naturally had discussed the subject with his aunt, and
-this was the sum which had been agreed on between them as fitting.
-Mrs. Wilson was overwhelmed by the disaster; it haunted her thoughts;
-and, though she remembered Loretta's original indifference regarding
-the child, it seemed to her that the only possible expiation would be a
-princely benefaction, such as would thrill the bereaved recipient. But
-when she in her turn mentioned the matter to Constance, the latter, who
-had been mulling over the insinuation uttered by Dr. Dale, informed her
-what he had said. The effect of this intelligence was to strengthen
-the purpose which Mrs. Wilson and Paul had already formed to have the
-gift tied up so that Loretta could use only the income, and thus be
-protected indefinitely against designing companions and herself. But
-when Gordon, who had abstained from revealing the extent of Paul's
-intended liberality, suggested this arrangement, he encountered sour
-opposition from his client. It was manifest that Loretta had set her
-heart on being complete mistress of the ten thousand dollars, and that
-any curtailment of her power to exhibit it and spend it as she saw fit
-would be a bitter disappointment. Either she did not understand, or
-declined to understand what was meant by a trust, and plainly she
-regarded the proposition as a subterfuge on the part of the donor to
-keep his clutch on the money. Gordon endeavored to reason with her and
-to show her the disinterested wisdom of the plan, but she shook her
-head no less resolutely after he had finished. When her repugnance was
-stated to Paul, he bade Gordon pay her the ten thousand dollars in cash
-and say nothing about the remainder. He added good-naturedly:
-
-"I suppose it's natural enough that she should like to finger the
-money. Let her blow it in as she chooses, and when it's gone I'll
-settle an annuity on her."
-
-Loretta came to Constance on the following day with glittering eyes and
-exhibited her treasure-trove--a bank book and a roll of bills.
-
-"It's all there," she said. "My lawyer went with me and he saw me hand
-it all over except this hundred dollars to the man in the cage. My
-lawyer made me count it first. He's smart--Gordon Perry, Esq.,
-Counsellor-at-Law. I'm rich now."
-
-"But you will go on nursing just the same, won't you, Loretta? It's
-your profession, you know."
-
-Loretta looked non-committal. "Perhaps. But I'm going to take a rest
-first and--and buy a few things." She spread out proudly the new crisp
-bank bills like a pack of cards. "I've never been able to buy anything
-before."
-
-Solicitous as she felt regarding the future, Constance had not the
-heart to repress sympathy with this radiant mood. Blood money as it
-was, it would, nevertheless, mean many pleasures and comforts to the
-pensioner. It was no time for advice or for extracting promises of
-good behavior. So in a few words she showed the approach to envy which
-was expected of her.
-
-By way of recompense, or because she had been waiting for
-congratulations to be paid first, Loretta presently paused, looked
-knowing, and giving Constance a nudge whispered oracularly, as one
-whose views were now entitled to respectful consideration, "I sounded
-him about you, Constance, and it's all right. I could see it is,
-though I guess he didn't like much my speaking. And what do you
-suppose I told him? That he mustn't get discouraged, for one had only
-to look at you to know that you were perfectly miserable without him."
-
-"How dare you tell him such a thing? What right had you to meddle?"
-cried Constance, beside herself with anger and humiliation. She
-clenched her hands; she wished that she might throw herself upon this
-arch, complacent busybody and box her ears. "This is too much!
-Besides, it is not true--it is not true."
-
-"True? Of course it's true. And why should you mind its being true if
-you love him? I was trying to help you, Constance, so there's no use
-in getting mad."
-
-Obviously Loretta on her side was surprised at the reception accorded
-her good offices, and at a loss to explain such an abnormal outburst on
-the part of her habitually gentle comrade. Perception of this swiftly
-checked the current of Constance's wrath, but, as her equanimity
-returned, the eyes of her mind became pitilessly fixed on herself.
-Perfectly miserable! Was not that indeed the real truth? And true not
-only of her but of him? Of him, who had told her that she was
-sacrificing the joy of both their lives to a fetich. Loretta's rude
-probing had made one thing clear--that it was futile to try longer to
-persuade herself that she was happy.
-
-Yet her reply was, "I take you at your word, Loretta, that you meant no
-harm. Please remember, however, hereafter that my relations with Mr.
-Perry are a subject not to be spoken of to either of us, if you do not
-wish to be unkind."
-
-Loretta stared, and laughed as though she suspected that this appeal
-was designed to put her off the scent. But she was too much absorbed
-in her own altered status to care to bandy words on the matter. Two
-days later she disappeared from Lincoln Chambers. But the fact of her
-absence awakened no concern in the mind of Constance for several weeks
-inasmuch as she had gathered from Mrs. Harrity that Loretta had gone to
-another patient. But presently it transpired that she had taken all
-her belongings with her, and had made the charwoman promise to make no
-mention of that mysterious fact for the time being. Mrs. Harrity could
-throw no further light on the lodger's exodus, but admitted that under
-the spell of one of the crisp new bills she had asked no questions and
-subsequently held her tongue.
-
-Constance immediately imparted her fears to Mrs. Wilson, who instituted
-promptly a search through the police authorities. Investigation
-disclosed that a woman answering to the description of Loretta had been
-seen at some of the restaurants and entertainment resorts of flashy
-character in the company of a man with whom there was reason to believe
-she had left town. It was found also on inquiry at the bank where here
-funds had been placed that the entire deposit had been withdrawn some
-three weeks subsequent to the date when the account was opened.
-
-Confronted with this disagreeable intelligence Mrs. Wilson felt aghast.
-It occasioned her grievous personal distress that her ward should have
-fallen so signally from grace at the very moment when the spirit of
-righteousness should have triumphed, and she was displeased to think
-that her philanthropic acumen had been at fault. But the elasticity of
-her spirit presently prevailed, and it was with an exculpating sense of
-recovery and of illumination which was almost breathless that she said
-to Constance:
-
-"I fear that we must face the fact that she is a degenerate; one of
-those unhappy beings whom the helping hands of society are powerless to
-uplift because of their inherent preference for evil."
-
-Upon her lips the word "degenerate" had the sound of the ring of fate
-and of modern scientific sophistication withal.
-
-
-
-
-XXVI
-
-A year later, in the early days of spring and the closing weeks of the
-next State Assembly, Carlton Howard and his son Paul sat conversing in
-Mrs. Wilson's study. They had been dining with her, and on rising from
-the table she had invited them to keep her company in her private
-apartment while she busied herself with matters incident to the
-entertainment she was to give in a little more than a week to the
-members of the American Society for the Discussion of Social Problems,
-as the crowning festivity to its four days' meeting in Benham.
-
-Mrs. Wilson was elated over the opportunity to mingle the thoughtful
-people of the country--some of whom, as seen at annual meetings of the
-society elsewhere, appeared to her to have cultivated intellectual
-aptness at the expense of the graces of life--and Benham's fashionable
-coterie. She reasoned that the experience would be stimulating for
-both, and with her secretary at her elbow she was absorbed in planning
-various features to give distinction to the event. Her hospitality,
-from one point of view, would not be the first of its kind in the
-annals of the society, for at each of the last two meetings--the one in
-Chicago, the other in St. Louis--there had been an attempt to entertain
-the members more lavishly than hitherto. So in a sense she felt
-herself on her mettle to set before her visitors the best which Benham
-afforded, and so effectively as to eclipse the past and at the same
-time bring a little nearer that appropriate blending between beauty and
-wisdom to which she looked forward as an ultimate social aim.
-
-She had been of many minds as to what form her entertainment should
-take, and had finally settled on this programme: Dinner was to be
-served at her house to the seventy-five visiting and resident members
-and a sprinkling of Benham's most socially gifted spirits, at little
-tables holding six or eight. A reception was to follow, to which the
-rest of her acquaintance was invited to meet the investigators of
-social problems. At this there was to be a vaudeville performance by
-artists from New York, after which, before supper, six of Benham's
-prettiest and most fashionable girls were to pass around, as keepsakes
-for the visitors, silver ornaments reminiscent of Benham in their shape
-or design. Mrs. Wilson was not wholly satisfied with this programme;
-she was conscious that it lacked complete novelty and was not
-ęsthetically so convincing as some of her previous efforts; but
-considering the numbers to be fed--and she was determined that these
-thoughtful pilgrims should taste delicious food faultlessly served for
-once in their lives--she could think of no more subtle form of
-hospitality which would give them the opportunity to realize the
-artistic significance of her establishment.
-
-There were so many things to be attended to, a portion of which
-occurred to her on the spur of the moment, that Mrs. Wilson had
-requested her secretary to make long working hours, and occasionally,
-as on this day, to protract them through the evening. Constance was at
-her desk in the room appropriated to her use, which led out of Mrs.
-Wilson's study. The door was open, and where she sat it was easy to
-distinguish the conversation which went on there. When Mrs. Wilson
-needed her she touched a silver bell far more melodious in its tone
-that the squeak of electric communication. Constance had already
-exchanged greetings with her employer's brother and nephew, whose
-random dialogue, broken by the digestive pauses which are apt to occur
-after a good dinner, provided a cosey stimulus to Mrs. Wilson's
-musings. Mrs. Wilson enjoyed the feeling that she was in the bosom of
-her family, and that, at the same time, absorbed in her cogitations,
-she need give no more than a careless ear to the talk of railroad
-earnings and other purely masculine concerns. She was pleased too by
-the knowledge that Lucille was coming in a few days to pay her a visit,
-bringing her granddaughter and the new Nicholson baby, a boy. Her new
-son-in-law also was coming, and she could not help feeling elated at
-the prospect of letting Benham see that the marriage which ought to
-have been a failure had turned out surprisingly well, and that her
-daughter was a reputable and somewhat elegant figure in society--not
-exactly the woman she had meant her to be, but immeasurably superior to
-what she had at one time feared. She was aware in her heart that
-logically, according to her standards, Lucille was not a person to be
-made much of socially, and yet she intended her and her husband to be a
-feature of her entertainment, and she felt sure that her acquaintance
-would regard them as such. Though the inconsistency troubled her,
-inducing, if she stopped to think, spiritual qualms, maternal instinct
-jealously stifled reflection, and, furthermore, pursuing its natural
-bent, was rejoicing in the opportunity. Once, when interrogated
-sharply by conscience, in the watches of the night, she had satisfied
-her intelligence by answering back that her behavior was ostrich-like
-but human. Since the rest of her world failed to turn a cold shoulder
-on Lucille, was it for her to withhold the welcome befitting an only
-child?
-
-Paul Howard was now a Congressman-elect. His canvass for the
-nomination the previous autumn had been successful, and the rumors in
-circulation as to the sum which he had paid over to his manager to
-accomplish this result by methods more or less savoring of bribery,
-were still rife. These had reached Paul's ears, and he was unable to
-deny that the most sensational figures were far in excess of the actual
-truth. Concerning the rest of the indictment, he could say literally
-that he knew nothing definite. He had drawn checks and asked no
-questions. But in his secret soul he had no doubts as to its
-substantial accuracy, and after the first flush of victory was over the
-edge of his self-satisfaction had been dulled by regret at the moral
-price which he had been obliged to pay in order to become a
-Congressman. Yet he had comforted himself with the thought that
-otherwise he could not have won the nomination, and that he intended to
-become an exemplary and useful member. So by this time he had ceased
-to dwell on the irretrievable and was enjoying the consciousness that
-he was to go to Washington, where he hoped to make his mark. Who could
-tell? With his means and popularity he might eventually become a
-United States Senator, or secure some desirable diplomatic appointment.
-
-Paul had been spending a few days in New York, and personal business
-matters formed at first the topic of conversation between the two men.
-When presently the younger inquired if anything of general interest had
-happened in Benham during his absence, his father frowned and said:
-
-"That man Perry is pressing his socialistic legacy tax bill."
-
-Paul looked interested. He understood the allusion, for shortly
-previous to his departure for New York, in consequence of his father's
-animadversions, he had taken occasion to see Gordon and to discuss the
-question with him.
-
-"I object to the principle; it's an entering wedge," continued Mr.
-Howard. "When you say that because I leave a larger estate than you,
-my estate shall pay a larger proportionate tax than yours, you
-confiscate property. It is only another step to make the ratio of
-increase such that after a certain sum all will be appropriated by the
-state. It would be a blow at individual enterprise, and so at the
-stability of the family. If you deprive men of the right to accumulate
-and to leave to their children the full fruits of their industry and
-brains, you take away the great incentive to surmount obstacles and to
-excel."
-
-The banker in broaching the subject had uttered Gordon's name with
-denunciatory clearness, so that Constance heard it distinctly. Her
-spirit rose in protest at the condemning tone, and she paused in her
-occupation to listen. As Mr. Howard proceeded she recognized the
-character of his grievance. In the last letter Gordon had written her,
-now more than a month previous, he had mentioned the fact that he was
-interested in the success of what he termed the progressive legacy tax
-bill, and she had closely followed its course in the legislature. She
-knew that the committee to which it was referred had reported in its
-favor by a majority of one; she had also gathered, from what she read
-in the newspapers, that it was regarded as the most important public
-measure of the session, and was to be hotly debated. While she sought
-to smother her personal feelings, so that she might give due
-consideration to Mr. Howard's argument, he paused, and Paul's voice
-retorted:
-
-"I mentioned the one hundred per cent. argument to Gordon Perry, and he
-smiled at it. He said that so unreasonable and oppressive an extreme
-was out of the question, and a mere bogy."
-
-"Will he guarantee it?" demanded the banker sternly. "He cannot; he
-can answer only for the legislative body of which he is a member. If
-the present bill passes, why may not an Assembly twenty-five years
-hence declare that the public good--meaning the necessary tax levy for
-the expenses of an extravagant socialistic republic--demands that all
-which any man dies possessed of in excess of half a million dollars
-should, by the operation of a sliding scale of percentage, be
-confiscated by the State?"
-
-"But on the other hand is it really unjust to tax the estate of one,
-who dies possessed of a fortune larger than is sufficient to satisfy
-every craving of his heirs, considerably more in proportion than that
-of the citizen of moderate means whose children need every dollar?
-That is what Don Perry would answer. Moreover, this bill is tolerably
-easy on the children of the rich, is rather more severe on brothers and
-sisters than on lineal descendants, and so on through the family tree.
-The people who inherit millions from a cousin are scarcely to be pitied
-if the State steps in and takes a respectable slice."
-
-"To hear you talk one would imagine you were a supporter of the
-measure," said his father haughtily, recognizing Paul's proclivity to
-take the opposite side of an argument, but evidently regarding the
-subject as too serious for economic philandering.
-
-Paul laughed. "I suppose I should vote against it on general
-principles--meaning that it's best to hold on to what one has as long
-as possible. But it's one of the sanest attempts to get at the surplus
-accumulations of the prosperous for the benefit of everybody else which
-has thus far been devised. Indeed, we're not pioneers in this--in
-fact, rather behind the times as a democratic nation. It has been
-introduced already with success, for instance, in the republic of
-Switzerland, and in Australia and New Zealand."
-
-Mr. Howard made a gesture of impatience. "Very likely. The two
-last-named countries are the hot-bed of socialistic experiments. Will
-you tell me," he added, with slow emphasis, "what society is to gain by
-disintegrating large fortunes acquired by energy and thrift? I myself
-have given away three million dollars for hospitals, libraries, and
-educational endowments in the last ten years. Will the State make a
-better use of the surplus, as you call it?"
-
-"The trouble is, father, that some multi-millionaires are less generous
-than you. Evidently the State is of the opinion that the returns would
-foot up larger under a compulsory law than under the present voluntary
-system."
-
-"Up to this time personal individuality has been the distinguishing
-trait of the American people. I believe that the nation has too much
-sense to sacrifice the rights of the individual to----"
-
-He paused, seeking the fit phrase to express his meaning, and was
-glibly anticipated by Paul.
-
-"To the envious demands of the mob. That is one way of putting it.
-Gordon Perry's statement would be that society has reached the point
-where the so-called vested rights of the individual must now and again
-be sacrificed on the altar of the common good, and that a moderate bill
-like this is the modern scientific method of rehabilitating the meaning
-of the word justice."
-
-Unable to see the disputants, but listening with all her ears,
-Constance recognized the argument. The common good! Here was the same
-issue between the individual on one side and the community on the
-other; and this time Gordon was the champion of the State against the
-individual. Clearly he acknowledged the obligation--the soundness of
-the principle provided that the sacrifice would redound to the benefit
-of civilization. Yet the same mind which demanded a progressive legacy
-tax bill in the name of human justice rejected an inflexible mandate
-against remarriage as a cruel infringement on the rights of two souls
-as against the world. There could be only one explanation of the
-inconsistency; namely, that he believed profoundly that such a mandate
-was not for the common good. She knew this already, yet somehow its
-presentation in this parallel form struck her imagination. While thus
-she mused Constance heard Mr. Howard say in response to Paul's last
-sally:
-
-"I request that you will not entrust to that young man any more of the
-firm's business. I prefer an attorney with less speculative ambitions."
-
-Paul laughed again. "As you will, father. Gordon Perry has all the
-practice he can attend to without ours. He is hopelessly on his feet
-so far as our disapproval--or even a boycott--is concerned."
-
-"And his bill will not pass," said the banker, with the concise
-assurance of one who knows whereof he is speaking, and is conscious of
-reserve power. "I have sent for the chairman of our State Committee."
-
-"If the party is against it, you know I am a good party man, father."
-
-"It isn't a question of party. It goes deeper than that; it's
-fundamental. I've arranged for a conference----"
-
-At this point Mr. Howard saw fit to lower his voice. It was evident to
-Constance that he was imparting secrets, and revealing the machinations
-by which he expected to defeat or side-track the obnoxious measure. If
-only she could hear and warn Gordon! But what they said was no longer
-audible. The men's talk had dropped to an inarticulate murmur, which
-continued for a few moments, and then was interrupted by Mrs. Wilson's
-dulcet tones. The change of key had attracted her attention, which
-already in subconsciousness had followed the thread of the dialogue,
-though her deliberate thoughts were far away.
-
-"I have been listening to you two people," she said aloud, "and it is
-an interesting theme. I agree with you, my dear Paul, academically; as
-an eventual sociological development the surplus should be appropriated
-for the public good. But I wonder if we are quite ready for it yet.
-In other words, can the community--the State--the mass be trusted to
-administer the revenues thus acquired so as to produce more wholesome
-and beneficent results for the general weal than are now being fostered
-by the wealthy and enlightened humanitarian few under the existing
-laws? In the present stage of our civilization might not the standards
-of efficiency be lowered by such a policy, and the true development of
-art and beauty be arrested? There is my doubt."
-
-Her brother's response had the ring of an epigram. "To the end of
-time, Miriam, human affairs must be managed by the capable few, or the
-many will suffer. If you deprive able men of the power of
-accumulation, the price of bread will soon be dearer."
-
-"And what the many hope for sooner or later is free champagne,"
-remarked Paul.
-
-Neither of his elders replied to this quizzical utterance, and there
-was a brief silence. Then Mrs. Wilson stepped to the doorway of the
-anteroom and told Constance that she did not require her services
-further that evening. She had suddenly remembered the former intimacy
-between her secretary and the protagonist of the bill.
-
-For the next week Constance diligently studied the newspapers for
-information in regard to the mooted measure. The entire community
-seemed suddenly aroused to the significance of the issue, and the daily
-press teemed with reading matter in relation thereto. The debate on
-the occasion of the second reading of the bill was the most protracted
-and earnest of the session. As Mr. Howard had intimated, it was not
-strictly a party measure; that is, it found advocates and opponents
-among the members of each of the two great political parties; only the
-so-called socialistic contingent gave it undivided support. But
-developments soon revealed that nearly all the conservative, eminently
-respectable members of the party to which Mr. Carleton Howard belonged
-were lining up in opposition to the bill on one plea or another. It
-was denounced by some as dangerous, by others, as unconstitutional;
-numerous amendments were offered in order to kill it by exaggerating
-its radical features or to render it innocuous. Constance imagined
-that she could discern the master hand of the banker in the
-fluctuations of sentiment, in some of the editorials, and in the solemn
-resolutions of certain commercial bodies.
-
-It was at the third reading of the bill that Gordon made his great
-speech--great from the point of view of the friends of the measure,
-because it set forth without undue excitement and superfluous oratory
-the essential soundness and justice of their cause. A packed house
-listened in absorbed silence to the forceful, concise presentation. On
-the morrow the rival merits of the controversy were still more eagerly
-bruited throughout the State. Constance could restrain herself no
-longer. Her lover was being stigmatized by the lips of many as an
-enemy of established society, yet she must not go to him and show her
-admiration and her faith. But she would write--just a line to let him
-know that she understood what he was attempting, and that she was on
-his side in the struggle for the common good against individualism and
-the pride of wealth. By way of answer there came next day merely a
-bunch of forget-me-nots addressed to her in his handwriting. She
-pressed the dainty yet humble flowers to her lips, then placed them in
-her breast. They seemed to express better than the pomp of roses his
-steadfast allegiance to her and to humanity.
-
-The days of the debate were those just preceding the coming of the
-pilgrims belonging to the Society for the Discussion of Social
-Problems. Constance's most formal duties in connection therewith had
-already been performed, but Mrs. Wilson kept her constantly at hand
-lest new ideas should occur to her or emergencies arise. Besides there
-were numerous minor details relating to the august entertainment on the
-final evening which demanded supervision. Constance was very busy, but
-in her heart the query was ever rising, Will he win? She had learned
-that the bill had been put over for three days, and that the vote on
-its passage was to be taken on the date of Mrs. Wilson's festivity,
-probably in the late afternoon, as there was certain to be further
-discussion before the roll was called.
-
-The four days' exercises of the Society consisted of the reading of
-papers on current national problems, one series in the morning, another
-in the evening, with opportunities for general comment. The afternoons
-were devoted to recreation and the visiting of points of local
-interest, such as the oil yards, pork factories, and other commercial
-plants across the Nye to which Benham owed its growth and vitality; to
-Wetmore College, the Institution of learning for the higher education
-of women; and to the new public library and Silas S. Parsons free
-hospital. Mrs. Wilson was an absorbed and prominent figure at all the
-meetings. She had no paper of her own to read, but on two occasions
-she made a few remarks on the topic before the Society when the moment
-for discussion arrived. On the third day, moreover, at the end of the
-paper on "The Development of Art in the United States," the president
-rose and made the announcement of a gift of five hundred thousand
-dollars from Mrs. Randolph Wilson and her brother for the erection of a
-Free Art Museum for Benham on the land already bonded by the city.
-Constance had the satisfaction of hearing the applause which greeted
-the declaration of this splendid endowment. Mrs. Wilson had made it
-possible for her to attend several of the meetings as educational
-opportunities, but she had received no inkling of this interesting
-secret.
-
-Late in the afternoon of the next day, that fixed for the entertainment
-and for the ballot on Gordon's bill, Constance was informed by the
-butler that there was a woman below who desired to see her. The man's
-manner prompted her to make some inquiry, and she learned that the
-visitor was Loretta Davis; that she had asked first for Mrs. Wilson,
-and on being told that she was out had asked for herself. The servant
-volunteered the further information that she appeared to be in a
-disorderly condition, and that, but for his mistress's special interest
-in her, he would not have admitted her to the house.
-
-Constance went downstairs excited that the wanderer had returned, yet
-reflecting that she had chosen a most untimely date for her
-reappearance. She said to herself that she would take a cab, bundle
-Loretta off to Lincoln Chambers, and conceal the fact of her presence
-in Benham from Mrs. Wilson until the following day. As she entered the
-small reception-room, she was shocked by Loretta's appearance. She
-looked as though she had lived ten years in one. Her cheeks were
-sunken, her eyes unnaturally bright, and her face wore the aspect of
-degenerate dissipation. She was more conspicuously dressed than her
-circumstances warranted, and her clothes appeared crumpled. But her
-air was jaunty, and she met Constance's solicitous greeting with an
-appalling gaiety.
-
-"Well, I'm back again. I hear you've been hunting for me. I suppose
-you'll want to know all about it, so I might as well tell you my
-money's gone. Some of it I lent to my friend--him I went back to--and
-the rest is spent. We've been in Chicago and New York, and--and I've
-had the time of my life."
-
-She evidently hoped to shock Constance by this bravado; but distressed
-as the latter was by the painful levity, she took for granted that
-Loretta was not herself, and that though her speech was fluent she was
-under the influence of some stimulant, presumably the drug which Dr.
-Dale had specified. While she was wondering how to deal with the
-situation and what could be the object of Loretta's visit, the latter
-supplied the solution to her second quandary.
-
-"I've seen all about the big party she's giving to-night. That's why
-I've come." She paused a moment, then continued in a cunning whisper,
-as though she were afraid of unfriendly ears: "I want to get a chance
-to see it--the folk, I mean, and the smart dresses. Lord sake," she
-added, noticing doubtless the consternation in her hearer's face, "I do
-believe you thought I was asking to come as one of the four hundred
-myself. Thanks, but I've left my new ball dress at home. They can
-tuck me in somewhere behind a curtain; I'd be quiet; or I'd dress as a
-maid. Manage it for me, Constance, like a decent woman." Her voice
-cracked a little, and her eyes filled with tears, suggesting a tipsy
-person. Then suddenly her manner changed; she squared her shoulders
-and said malevolently, "I'm going to see it anyway. It's a small thing
-to ask of her who helped to kill my only child."
-
-It was a small thing to ask certainly, absurd as the request seemed.
-Constance reflected that, inopportune as the application was, the
-decision, as Loretta had intimated, did not rest with her.
-
-"I will ask Mrs. Wilson, Loretta," she said, to gain time to think.
-"She will be home before long."
-
-At that moment the lady named entered the room. The butler had told
-her who her visitor was, and she had not avoided the interview. She
-had just come from an afternoon tea given in honor of the visiting
-pilgrims, and was attired in her most elegant costume. Loretta's eyes,
-as they took in the exquisite details of her appearance, dilated with
-the interest of fascination, yet their gleam was envious rather than
-friendly. Beholding the two women face to face, Constance, struck by
-the contrast, realized that they represented the two poles of the
-social system; that the one embodied aspiration, the graces of
-Christian civilization and glittering success, the other
-self-indulgence, moral decay, and hideous failure. Such were the
-prizes of deference to, and the penalties of revolt against, the
-mandates of society! Yet even as she thus reasoned her heart was wrung
-with intense pity, and it was she who offered herself as a spokesman
-and laid Loretta's petition before Mrs. Wilson. That lady's face was a
-study during the brief recital. Bewilderment, horrified repugnance,
-toleration, and finally hesitating acquiescence succeeded one another
-as she listened to the strange request and to her secretary's
-willingness to take charge of her discreditable ward if the permission
-to remain were granted. Obnoxious as the idea of having such a person
-in the house at this time of all others appeared to her at first blush,
-Mrs. Wilson's philanthropic instincts speedily responded to the demand
-upon them in spite of its obvious and vulgar sensationalism. She, like
-Constance, found herself asking why she need refuse such a small favor
-to this unfortunate creature merely because the supplication was so
-distasteful to her. If Constance were ready to see that she did not
-make a spectacle of herself, and would keep an eye on her, why, after
-all, should she not remain? Might not the sight of the brilliant,
-refined spectacle even serve to reinspire her with respect for the
-decencies of life? Mrs. Wilson's imagination snatched at the hope.
-Consent could not possibly do harm to anyone, and it might be a means
-of reclaiming this erring creature.
-
-Constance perceived how her employer's mind was working, and she made
-the course of acquiescence smooth by saying:
-
-"We will sit together, Mrs. Wilson, where we can see and no one can see
-us. And in return for your consideration," she added meaningly,
-"Loretta agrees to conduct herself as a lady--in such a manner as not
-to offend anyone by her behavior so long as she is in this house."
-
-"Very well," said Mrs. Wilson. "I am very glad to give my permission.
-You know what Constance means, Loretta?"
-
-Loretta nodded feverishly. "I shall be all right," she said. She
-understood that they referred to her habits, and she was willing enough
-to guarantee good behavior, for she knew that she had the assurance of
-it in her own pocket--a small hypodermic syringe, the use of which
-would steady her nerves for the time being. It was with an exultant
-intention of enjoying herself to the uttermost, and of fooling her
-hostess to the top of her bent, that after Constance had shown her to a
-room that she might put herself to rights, Loretta jabbed herself with
-the needle again and again in pursuit of forbidden transport.
-
-An hour later when Loretta was asleep under the eye of a maid,
-Constance found time to consider how she could ascertain the result of
-the ballot, the haunting suspense as to which had kept her heart in her
-mouth all day. She lay in wait for the evening newspaper, but she
-ransacked its columns in vain, as she had feared would be the case.
-Evidently the vote had been taken too late for publication. While she
-stood in the hall trying to muster courage to call up one of the
-newspaper offices on the telephone and ask the question--which would
-assuredly be a piece of impertinence on the part of an unimportant
-person like herself--she heard the ring of the front door bell. When
-the butler answered it the commanding figure of Mr. Carleton Howard
-appeared in the vestibule and from the shadow of the staircase she
-heard him say with jubilant distinctness, "You will tell Mrs. Wilson,
-James, that the progressive legacy tax bill was killed this afternoon
-by a majority of three votes. Reconsideration was asked for and
-refused; consequently the measure is dead for this session."
-
-Constance experienced that sinking feeling which a great and sudden
-disappointment is apt to bring. She had taken for granted that Gordon
-would win; that he would get the better of his opponents in the end,
-despite their endeavors, and gain a glorious victory for humanity and
-himself. Instead he had been crushed by his enemies, and was tasting
-the bitterness of defeat. He would bear it bravely, she did not
-question that, but how depressing to see the cause in behalf of which
-all his energies had been enlisted defeated by the narrowest margin on
-the very verge of success.
-
-She remained for some moments as though rooted to the spot. As poor
-Loretta had once said, it is love which makes the world go round, and
-the world had suddenly stopped for her. She ascended the stairs like
-one in a trance and closed the door of her room. What would her
-sympathy profit him? How would it help him to know that her heart bled
-for him? Such condolence would be only tantalization. What he desired
-was herself--to possess and cherish in the soul and in the flesh--as
-the partner of his joys and sorrows, his helpmate and his companion.
-From where she sat she could behold herself in her mirror the comely
-embodiment of a woman in her prime, alive with energy and health. He
-sighed to hold her in his arms, and she would fain kiss away the
-disappointment of his defeat. Anything short of this would be mockery
-for him--yes, for her. They were natural mates, for they loved each
-other with the enthusiasm of mature sympathy. Yet they must go their
-ways apart, because the Church forbade in the name of Christ for the
-so-called common good. How could it be for the common good to resist
-nature, when she knew in her heart that in obeying the law of her being
-she would feel no sense of shame or blame? On the one side was the
-fiat of the Church, and on the other the sanction of the people--of
-human society struggling for light and liberty against superstition and
-authority. That was Gordon's claim; yet he was no demagogue, no
-irreverent materialist. What would her own father have said--the
-country doctor whose sympathy with humanity was so profound? She felt
-sure that he would have swept aside the Church's argument in such a
-case as this as untenable. What was it held her back? The taunt that
-in obeying the law of her being she would be letting go her hold on the
-highest spiritual life, that most precious ambition of her soul, and
-forsaking the Christ whose followers had comforted her and lifted her
-up.
-
-As thus she mused she heard Loretta stirring. She had arranged as a
-precaution that they should occupy chambers which opened into each
-other, and it behooved her now to pay attention to her--to see that she
-was suitably attired and to supervise her movements. When they were
-dressed she exhibited to her the large dining-room set with little
-tables, and afforded her a peep at the guests as they swept in. Later
-Loretta and she looked down from a small balcony filled with plants on
-the splendid company assembling in the music-room. Her charge was
-completely absorbed by the pageant, asking at first eager questions,
-which Constance answered with mechanical scrupulousness, for to her in
-spite of the brilliant scene the world seemed far away, and she still
-dwelt as in a trance. As soon as Loretta recognized Lucille, who in
-the most stunning of Parisian gowns was assisting her mother to
-receive, she became nervously agitated, and after surveying her for a
-few moments she nudged her companion and said, "What did I tell you?
-Hasn't her marriage turned out all right, and isn't everybody at her
-feet? You might be down there with the rest of them to-night, if you'd
-only taken my advice."
-
-The words brought Constance back to her immediate surroundings, but as
-she became aware that Loretta was thrusting in her face the fact of
-Lucille's triumphant presence, she realized that it had already been a
-significant item in her nebulous consciousness. But she laid her hand
-gently on the offender's arm and said, "Sh! No matter about that now.
-Remember your promise." Loretta grunted. She paid heed to the extent
-of changing her tone to a whisper, but murmured by way of having the
-last word, "It's unjust that you shouldn't be there; it's unjust."
-Then she became silent; but every little while during the evening she
-repeated under her breath the same phrase, as though it were a formula.
-
-Constance remembered subsequently that as the evening advanced Loretta
-ceased to ask questions and grew strangely silent, seeming to follow
-with her eyes every movement of Mrs. Wilson, who in a costume of
-maroon-colored velvet set off by superb jewels and a tiara of large
-diamonds, swept with easy grace hither and thither in her endeavor as
-hostess to make the blending between the pilgrims and Benham's social
-leaders an agreeable experience for all.
-
-It was in truth a notable entertainment; the guests appeared pleased
-and appreciative; there were no hitches; the music evoked enthusiasm,
-the supper was delicious, and the closing distribution of trinkets by
-Benham's fairest daughters came as a delightful surprise to the
-departing seekers after truth. But all save the consciousness that she
-was facing a gay scene and was fulfilling her responsibilities was lost
-on Constance. She did not know until the next day that the
-entertainment had been a great success, for, oblivious to the music,
-the lights, and the brilliantly dressed assembly, her soul was
-wrestling once more with the problem which she had supposed solved
-forever. It was nearly one o'clock when the murmur of voices died
-away, and she conducted Loretta to their mutual apartment. She was
-glad that her charge showed no disposition to talk over the events of
-the evening, but on the contrary undressed in silence, busy with her
-own reflections. Having seen her safely in bed, Constance straightway
-sat down at her desk and wrote. It was a short, hasty note, for she
-was bent on posting it that night before the lights in the house were
-extinguished. Throwing a cloak about her, she glided downstairs, and,
-with a word of warning to the butler that he might not lock her out,
-sought the letter-box which was less than a hundred yards distant. She
-had not chosen to trust her epistle to any other hands. As she lifted
-the iron shutter she paused for a moment, then with a joyful little
-sigh she dropped it in and let go. Fifteen minutes later, like a
-happy, tired child, and wondering what the morrow would bring, she
-escaped from reality into the waiting arms of sleep.
-
-But Mrs. Randolph Wilson was in no haste to go to bed. She was in a
-complacent mood. Everything had gone off as she intended, and it
-suited her to dwell in retrospect on the incidents of the festivity,
-and to muse fancy free. Lucille had kissed her good-night and had
-retired. She had let her maid loosen her dress and had dismissed her
-for the night. She was inclined to dally; she liked the silence and
-the sense of calm after the activities of the day.
-
-Seated at her toilet table and looking into her mirror with her cheeks
-resting upon her hands, she gazed introspectively at herself and
-destiny. Her tiara of diamonds still crested her forehead. Somehow it
-pleased her to leave it undisturbed until she was ready to let down her
-hair. She was conscious that she had reached the age when she
-preferred to see herself at her best rather than in the garb of
-nature's disorder. It had been one of the eventful evenings of her
-life; she felt that by her efforts mind and matter had been drawn
-closer together without detriment to either. And everybody had been
-extremely civil to Lucille, at which she could not help rejoicing.
-Certainly, too, Lucille was acquiring more social charm and was more
-anxious to please people of cultivation. Then, too, her brother had
-appeared in his most engaging mood as a consequence of the defeat of
-the legacy tax bill. No reason for doubting her conclusion that the
-passage of the measure would have been premature under existing
-conditions had occurred to her; so it seemed that society had been
-saved from a mistake. Altogether the immediate present was marred by
-no unpleasant memory but one. As to that, she felt that she had acted
-indulgently, and that on the morrow she would make a last effort to
-rescue the unhappy degenerate. As she surveyed herself in the glass
-she appreciated that she was well preserved and that her grizzled hair
-was becoming, but that the romance of life was over. She would never
-marry again; she was unequivocally middle-aged. Ideas were what she
-had left; but for this great interest she had many years of strength
-and activity ahead of her.
-
-Ideas! How absorbing they were, and yet how little the most
-disinterested individual could accomplish! Truth looked so near, and
-yet ever seemed to recede as one approached it. Men and women came and
-went, generations lived and died, but progress, like the march of the
-glaciers, was to be measured by the centuries. The inequalities of
-life--how hideous were they still; how far from rectification, in spite
-of priests and charity! What was the key to the riddle? Where was the
-open sesame to the social truth which should be universal beauty? She
-was seeking it with all her soul, but she would never find it. Deep in
-the womb of time it lay, a magnet, yet inscrutable. Who would unearth
-it? Would it baffle mankind forever? or would centuries hence some
-searcher--perhaps a woman like herself--discern and reveal it?
-
-Pensive with her speculation, she turned her eyes, wistful with their
-yearning to pierce the mysteries of time, full upon the mirror, and
-started. An apparition, a woman's face, cunning, resentful,
-demon-like, was there beside her own; a woman's figure crouching,
-stealthy, about to spring was stealing toward her. Was it a vision, an
-uncanny creature of the brain? Instinctively she turned, and as she
-did so a large pair of hands gleamed in her face and reached for her
-neck. Springing up with a cry of horror, she recoiled from the
-threatening fingers, but in another instant she was bent backward so
-that her head pressed against the glass and she felt a powerful clutch
-upon her throat which took away the power to scream, and made her eyes
-feel as though they were bursting from their sockets. A voice,
-exultant, cruel, yet like a revivalist's chant, rang in her ears.
-
-"I've come for you. We'll go together, down to eternity. There you
-will scrub dirty marble floors for ever and ever."
-
-In the face in the mirror Mrs. Wilson had recognized Loretta, and she
-divined, as the wild figure threw itself upon her and the strong hands
-gripped her windpipe, that she was contending with a mad-woman. The
-import of the strange, accusing words was unmistakable; it was a
-struggle for life. Powerless to give the alarm save by inarticulate
-gasps, she realized that only her own strength could avail her, and
-that this must fail owing to the superior hold which her assailant had
-established. She strove with all her might to wrench herself free, but
-in vain. The long hands squeezed like a vise, and she was choking.
-She felt her senses swim, and that she was about to faint. Then with a
-rush a third figure intervened; someone else's hands were battling on
-her side, and in an instant she was free.
-
-Awaking suddenly, as one who is sleeping on guard often will, Constance
-had felt an instinct that something was wrong. The turning on of the
-electric light revealed that Loretta's bed was empty. Where had she
-gone? It seemed improbable that she had sought to escape from the
-house at that hour. Puzzled, she stepped into the hall and half-way
-down the staircase. There as she paused the light shining from under
-Mrs. Wilson's apartment on the landing below caught her eye. The next
-moment she heard a muffled scream.
-
-It had required all her strength and weight to tear Loretta from her
-victim. Having succeeded in separating them, Constance hastily put
-herself on the defensive, expecting a fresh attack; but Loretta,
-panting from her exertions, stood facing them for a moment, then burst
-into a strident, gleeful laugh.
-
-"You've saved her," she cried. "I'm crazy--stark crazy, I guess. What
-was it I said? I was going to take her where she'd have to scrub dirty
-marble floors forever and ever. I'd like to save her soul, she tried
-so hard to save mine. But it was time thrown away from the start. I
-was born bad--a moral pervert, as the doctors call it. Christianity
-was wasted on me."
-
-She shook her head, and looked from one to the other. They, horrified
-but spellbound, waited, uncertain what course to pursue. Mrs. Wilson,
-now that she had partially recovered her poise, felt the impulse to
-elucidate this horrifying mystery. But though she wished to speak, the
-proper language did not suggest itself. How could one discuss causes
-with a mad woman? She raised her hands to put in place the tiara which
-had been crushed down on her brow.
-
-"Look at her," cried Loretta, commandingly, addressing Constance and
-pointing. "Isn't she beautiful? She's civilization." She made a low
-obeisance. "I was in love with her once; I love her still. You saved
-her."
-
-She frowned and passed her hand across her forehead as though to clear
-her brain. Then she laughed again; she had recovered her clew.
-
-"You were the sort she could help, Constance Stuart; you were good.
-But how has she--her church--paid you back? Cheated you with a gold
-brick. Ha! Made you believe that it was your Christian duty to let
-Gordon Perry, Esq., Counsellor-at-Law, go. That's the way the
-aristocrats still try to fool the common people. But isn't she
-beautiful? My compliments to both of you."
-
-She swept a low courtesy in exaggeration of those she had witnessed a
-few hours earlier. "It is pitiful--pitiful and perplexing," murmured
-Mrs. Wilson in agonized dismay.
-
-For a moment Loretta stood irresolute, then of a sudden she began to
-shiver like one seized with an ague. She regarded them distractedly
-with staring eyes, and throwing up her hands, fell forward on her face
-in convulsive delirium. Constance rushed to her side; the two women
-raised her and laid her on the bed. Mrs. Wilson's maid was aroused,
-and a physician communicated with by telephone. He came within an hour
-and prescribed the necessary treatment. He said that the patient's
-system was saturated with cocaine, but intimated that she would
-probably recover from this attack.
-
-After the doctor had gone and Loretta had been removed to her own room,
-Mrs. Wilson and Constance watched by the side of the sufferer, whose
-low moaning was the sole disturber of the stillness of the breaking
-dawn. Each was lost in her own secret thoughts. The cruel
-finger-marks on Mrs. Wilson's neck burned painfully, but the words of
-her mad critic had seared her soul. For the moment social truth seemed
-sadly remote. She reflected mournfully but humbly that ever and anon
-proud man and his systems are held up to derision by the silent forces
-of nature. When the darkness had faded so that they could discern each
-other's faces, she arose, and sitting down beside Constance on the sofa
-drew her toward her and kissed her. Was it in acknowledgment that she
-had saved her life, or as a symbol of a broader faith?
-
-"Kiss me too, Constance," she whispered.
-
-The embrace was fondly returned, and at this loosening of the tension
-of their strained spirits they wept gently in each other's arms. Then
-Mrs. Wilson added, "Come, let us go where we can talk. We could do
-nothing at present which my maid cannot do."
-
-She led the way to her boudoir. The idea of seeking sleep had never
-occurred to either of them. Although Mrs. Wilson had felt the need of
-speech, it was some minutes after they had established themselves
-before she broke the silence. When she did so she spoke suddenly and
-with emotion, like one beset by a repugnant conviction yet loath to
-acknowledge it.
-
-"Can I have deserved this, Constance?" The vivid protest in her
-companion's face made clear that Constance did not penetrate her
-subtler meaning, and she hastened to answer her own question.
-
-"Not to be strangled by a violent lunatic," she said, raising a hand
-involuntarily to her neck. "But her words were a judgment--a
-lacerating judgment. How I should loathe it--to scrub dirty marble
-floors forever and ever. It is just that--the dirt, the disorder, the
-common reek, which I shrink from and shun in spite of myself. How did
-she ever find out? I love too much the lusciousness of life.
-
- 'It is the little rift within the lute
- That by and by will make the music mute,
- And ever widening slowly silence all.'
-
-Do you not see, Constance?"
-
-Leaning forward with clasped hands and speaking with melodious pathos
-while the morning light rested on her tired but interesting face, her
-confession had the effect of a monologue save for its final question.
-And Constance, listening understood. In truth, this cry of the soul at
-bay came as a quickener to her own surging emotions, and she realized
-that the walls of the temple of beauty had fallen like those of Jericho
-at the trumpets of Israel. Yet though she understood and saw starkly
-revealed the limit of the gospel of the splendor of things, with all
-the purging of perplexities which that meant for her, the claims of
-gratitude and of unabated admiration no less than pity caused her to
-shrink from immediate acquiescence in her patron's self-censure. And
-as she hesitated for the proper antidote, Mrs. Wilson pursued her
-confession relentlessly--pursued it, however, as one who recites the
-weakness of a cause to which she is hopelessly committed.
-
-"One is spurred to refine and refine and refine,--does not even
-religion--my religion--so teach us?--the spirit ostensibly, and, in
-order to reach the spirit, the body; and in this age of things and of
-great possessions one reaches greedily after the quintessence of
-comfort until--until one needs some shock like this to perceive that
-one might become--perhaps is, an intellectual sybarite. Nay, more;
-though we crave almost by instinct individual lustre and personal
-safety, reaching out for luxury that we may grow superfine, must not
-we--we American women with ideals--mistrust the social beauty of a
-universe which still produces the masses and all the horrors of life?
-Can it fundamentally avail that a few should be exquisite and have
-radiant thoughts, if the rest are condemned to a coarse, unlovely
-heritage?"
-
-Not only did gratitude reassert itself as Constance listened to this
-speculative plaint, but protesting common sense as well, which
-recognized the morbidness of the thought without ignoring its cogency.
-
-"Ah, you exaggerate; you are unjust to yourself," she exclaimed
-fervidly. "You must not overlook what your influence and example have
-been to me and many others. I owe you so much! more than I can ever
-repay. It was you who opened the garden of life to me."
-
-Mrs. Wilson started at the tense, spontaneous apostrophe, and the color
-mounted to her cheeks. Never had so grateful a tribute been laid at
-her feet as this in the hour of tribulation. And as she gazed she felt
-that she had a right to be proud of the noble-looking, the
-sophisticated woman who held out to her these refreshing laurels.
-
-"And it is not that I do not comprehend--that I do not share your
-qualms," Constance continued, ignoring the gracious look that she might
-express herself completely in this crucial hour. The time had come to
-utter her own secret, which she felt to be the most eloquent of revolts
-against the mystic superfineness she had just heard deprecated.
-"Within the last twelve hours the scales have fallen from my eyes also,
-and what seemed to me truth is no longer truth. There is something I
-wish to tell you, Mrs. Wilson. Yesterday afternoon I heard that the
-legacy tax bill had been defeated; last night before I went to bed I
-posted a letter to Gordon Perry informing him that I would be his wife.
-I have asked him to come to see me at Lincoln Chambers this morning."
-
-Mrs. Wilson's lip trembled. Genuine as was her probing of self, this
-flank attack from one who just now had brought balm to her wounds and
-cheer to her soul was a fresh and vivid shock. To feel that this other
-ward, whom she had deemed so safe, was about to slip from her fingers
-was more than she could bear. Then instinctively Constance went to her
-and put her arm around her. "I am sorry to hurt you," she said
-tenderly, "but this is a time to speak plainly. I love him, and I feel
-that I have been trifling with love. I am sure at last of this: that
-it is better for the world that two people like him and me should be
-happy than live apart out of deference to a bond which is a mere husk.
-I prefer to be natural and free rather than exquisite and artificial.
-As Gordon said, the ban of the Church when the law gives one freedom is
-nothing but a fetich. I cannot follow the Church in this. To do so
-would be to starve my soul for the sake of a false ideal--a false
-beauty cultivated for the few alone, as you have intimated, at the
-expense of the great heart of humanity. I can no longer be a party to
-such an injustice; I must not sacrifice to it the man I love."
-
-There was a brief silence. Mrs. Wilson, as her question presently
-showed, was trying to piece together cause and effect.
-
-"You wrote to him last night, Constance? Then this--horror had nothing
-to do with your decision?"
-
-"Nothing; I had been on the verge of it for some time: I can see that
-now. And when the news of his defeat came, I felt that I must go to
-him if he would let me."
-
-"He will let you, Constance."
-
-"I think so," she answered with a happy thrill.
-
-Mrs. Wilson looked up at her, and observing the serenity of her
-countenance, knew that the issue was settled beyond peradventure. Yet
-she was in the mood to be generous as well as humble; moreover, her
-inquiring mind had not failed to notice the plea for humanity and to
-feel its force. She sighed gently, then patted the hand that held
-hers, and said:
-
-"Perhaps, dear, you are right. At all events, go now and get some
-sleep. You must look your own sweet self when he comes to you."
-
-A few hours later Constance, refreshed by slumber, was on her way to
-Lincoln Chambers. She walked as though on wings, for she knew in her
-heart that her lover would not fail her. Arriving a little before the
-appointed time, she dismissed the children to school, and, smiling at
-fate, waited for what was to be. At the stroke of the trysting hour
-she heard his knock. She bade him enter, and as their eyes met he
-folded her in his arms.
-
-"Gordon!"
-
-"Constance!"
-
-"I have surrendered." She looked up into his face, bewitching in her
-happiness.
-
-[Illustration: "I have surrendered."]
-
-"Thank God for that!"
-
-"But I come to you conscience free, Gordon," she said, drawing back her
-radiant face so that he must hear her avowal before his title was
-complete. "I would not have you think that I have compromised or
-juggled with myself. If I believed that I should be a whit less pure
-and spiritual a woman by becoming your wife, I would never have sent
-for you, dearly as I love you."
-
-"And I would not have had you, darling. The love which is conscious of
-a stain is a menace to the world."
-
-
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