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- VOL. III.
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- THE
- EXCLUSIVES.
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- IN THREE VOLUMES.
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- VOL. III.
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- SECOND EDITION.
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- LONDON:
- HENRY COLBURN AND RICHARD BENTLEY,
- NEW BURLINGTON STREET.
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- 1830.
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-THE EXCLUSIVES.
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-
-CHAPTER I.
-
-THOUGHTS FOR COUNSEL.
-
-
-When Lady Delamere returned with her niece, and the latter had been
-left in a state of comparative composure to the best of all earthly
-restoratives, sleep, Lady Dunmelraise listened with anxious interest
-to the relation of her daughter's sudden indisposition, which Lady
-Delamere did not hesitate to attribute to her having witnessed Lord
-Albert's attentions to Lady Hamlet Vernon during the whole evening, in
-the very box opposite to them at the Opera.
-
-"I observed her," said Lady Delamere, "for some time struggling with
-her feelings, and hesitated whether it were best to take notice of,
-or allow them to subside uncommented upon: seeing, however, that at
-length all her efforts were unavailing, and that her agitation rather
-increased than the reverse, I judged it necessary to propose our
-returning home. At that instant, Adeline fainted; and now, dear sister,
-I think that, for Adeline's sake, it is my duty to speak to you without
-reserve on the subject of Lord Albert D'Esterre. The state of your
-health, on your arrival in London, and the fear of agitating you, have
-alone prevented my touching on this subject sooner; but I hope you
-will forgive me, and feel that I was right, when I acknowledge that I
-have already spoken generally to Adeline herself upon the prospects
-attendant on her engagement.
-
-"You will also readily believe, I trust, that, knowing your sentiments
-and principles, I could not say any thing that you would disapprove,
-nor that I would assume to myself any parental authority, which is
-alone your right, in what I said; but at the same time I ventured
-upon what I conceived to be Lord Albert's very culpable neglect;
-and, although I fear much more might have been said with truth, yet
-my counsel went merely to impress on Adeline's mind a sense of the
-seriousness of married life, and of the necessity of both parties
-examining thoroughly the grounds on which they rest their hopes of
-happiness, before they become bound indissolubly together. I also
-expatiated upon the propriety of her mixing in the great world
-during your stay in London, which would afford her an opportunity of
-judging many things which she could not do in a life of retirement.
-I added, that the same person is too often not the same, when placed
-in different scenes, and with different objects of attraction and
-temptation around him; for I wished to open Adeline's eyes to a clear
-discernment of whatever might be necessary for her to know; and, having
-done this, leave it to her own excellent understanding to draw the
-salutary conclusion."
-
-"You are right, my dear sister, and I thank you; but it is strange that
-Adeline should never have mentioned this conversation to me. She never
-had a secret from me before in her lifetime."
-
-"Do not blame Adeline, I entreat you. If there be any blame any where,
-it must rest with me; for dreading the effect which my suspicions might
-have produced on your mind, while still suffering from your recent
-increase of malady, I could not at that time bring myself to enter upon
-a subject which I knew must harass you; and, acquainted as I am with
-Adeline's superior prudence and rectitude of conduct,--qualities which
-she possesses, indeed, beyond most persons of her age,--I deemed it
-quite sufficient to give her that species of warning which would make
-her look warily to certain points, respecting the observation of which
-her very purity might have blinded her, but yet without saying any
-thing sufficiently decided for her to deem it a breach of duty not to
-repeat the conversation to you. Having explained this affair, I trust I
-have absolved the dear, ingenuous Adeline from the least blame, which
-might otherwise have attached to her concealing any thing of importance
-from you, her mother."
-
-"Oh certainly, my dear sister; entirely so; and it is needless to dwell
-on this longer. The matter of great moment, which I wish to discuss
-with you, is, what steps should now be taken in regard to Lord Albert
-D'Esterre, for some active measure does appear necessary after this
-night's occurrence?"
-
-"Indeed it is a delicate business, and one on which I feel very
-diffident in giving advice; but since you ask my opinion, I will not
-conceal from you, that Lord Albert's character appears to me to be
-much changed since his last visit to you, immediately after his return
-from the continent: indeed, how should it be otherwise, when, by
-all I can learn, he has associated only with those persons who form
-a distinct circle; and amongst whom he must have imbibed, at least
-superficially, all those habits and prejudices which are directly
-opposed to his former life.
-
-"You knew, my dear sister, that our opinion of that coterie is pretty
-much the same; and I believe it to be impossible for a young man to
-become entangled in such a society, and not lose all correct principle.
-This in itself would be a reason which would make me anxious for our
-Adeline's happiness, if she were so connected; for to what dangers
-would she not be exposed as a married woman, living in that class of
-persons! Notwithstanding her firmness of character, I could not but
-dread the contamination of perpetual bad example; and the more so, as
-it does not appear in its own appalling form, but wears the semblance
-of elegance and innocent pleasure. Thinking of these things, and
-knowing, as I do, besides, that not only Lord Albert attaches himself
-in particular to one of the circle, (I mean Lady Hamlet Vernon) but
-that the world are beginning to talk openly on the subject, I really
-think it is time some decision on your part should be taken."
-
-"All that you say makes me very sorrowful, my dear sister," replied
-Lady Dunmelraise; "and I see too clearly the truth of your advice not
-to follow it; but then, you know, we must consider the dear Adeline's
-feelings; we must endeavour to spare her present pain, so far as we
-consistently can with future and lasting happiness. But I fear, let the
-blow come as it may, it will fall heavily on her. I have myself not
-been without my suspicions, as I already told you, of Lord Albert's
-change of sentiments in respect to my daughter; but knowing her deep
-attachment to him, and dreading the effects of a hasty overthrow of
-all her long-cherished hopes, having at the same time no positive
-proof of Lord Albert's delinquency, I could do no more, hitherto,
-than you have done; that is, speak in general terms of the very great
-importance of a strict examination of oneself, and the object of one's
-attachment, previously to marriage, not only in regard to the more
-weighty considerations of principle and temper, but also in respect to
-those habits and pursuits, which either cement the delights of daily
-communication, or, if dissimilar, produce at first estrangement, and
-in time, it may be, indifference or disgust. Of all these, and such
-as these, I spoke minutely, and even ventured to throw out doubts
-respecting Lord Albert's occupations and recreations continuing to be
-of a nature that accorded with her own. I then hinted at a change of
-associates naturally leading to a change of feelings; 'but,' I added,
-'you are the only person, my dearest child, after all, who can decide
-upon the truth of these observations in this instance; and what I
-recommend to you is, to look narrowly yourself to these points, and
-employ the interval before your final decision in determining this
-momentous question for yourself.'
-
-"Thus far I have spoken to her. Since, however, the scene of to-night
-seems to have precipitated matters to a climax,--to the necessity, at
-least, of a disclosure of the extent of our fears,--I must endeavour to
-break them to her to-morrow in such a manner as will be least likely to
-shock her feelings; but, alas! I much fear that the shock has already
-been felt, has come to her in its worst and keenest guise, and on such
-a heart as hers I dread the consequences. At her years the blight of a
-cherished hope is often physically fatal; the frame is not strengthened
-to bear the crush of sorrow, and life itself yields to the pressure."
-Lady Dunmelraise's voice faltered, and her sister felt an answering
-pang to that which she so touchingly expressed. "Still," resumed Lady
-Dunmelraise, after a moment's pause, "it will be kinder and wiser, in
-as far as respects addressing myself to Lord Albert, to let the matter
-take its own course, and end itself. The time when a final decision
-must be made is now very short; I shall then have a right to demand an
-explicit avowal of his intentions, or to put a final termination to my
-daughter's engagement with him.
-
-"Meanwhile, I shall speak unreservedly to her. Now that she has (poor
-dear! my heart bleeds for her!) witnessed, at least once, a scene
-that confirms all my worst fears, she will be alive to the justice
-of my representations, and with her own quickness of perception and
-delicacy of feeling, will judge for herself on similar occasions,
-should such recur; in which case, the dignity of her offended affection
-will strengthen her for the trial: for what we take upon ourselves to
-bear is always a burden more easily endured than that imposed upon
-us by another. If, however, we should be mistaken; if, haply, we do
-Lord Albert injustice; if appearances are deceptive, and that he is
-in fact unchanged; we shall have spared much unnecessary pain, and
-all self-accusation for undue precipitation." The sisters having thus
-settled the point which involved the happiness of one so dear to them,
-separated for the night.
-
-Lord Albert D'Esterre, on his part, when he reached home from the
-Opera, became the victim of those baffling feelings which had more
-than once torn his heart in pieces; for although he felt that he had
-stronger grounds than ever to suspect Lady Adeline of a preference
-for another, yet so long and so deeply rooted had been his dream of
-attachment for her, that at intervals a tide of tenderness returned,
-and he involuntarily dwelt on the idea, that one who had been
-considered by him as his own, one who professed to feel herself bound
-to him, could not, without some fault on his part, prove false to
-herself and him. And was he without fault in respect to his treatment
-of her? It was a question he did not dare to answer; but he felt sure,
-that whatever fancy played on the surface of his heart, Adeline _alone_
-was enshrined there; and this assurance came to him with greater power,
-as the excitement he experienced while he had been in the society of
-Lady Hamlet Vernon gradually died away when no longer in her presence.
-
-The next morning he wavered for a considerable time, whether to go in
-person to inquire for Lady Adeline, or merely send; and his feelings
-of wounded pride and genuine affection, which latter surpasses all
-pride, alternately rose and fell in his breast. "I would not betray
-displeasure," he said to himself; "for, if the offence is real,
-displeasure would be too weak a feeling for so deep an injury, and,
-to a coquette, the knowledge that she gives pain is a triumph: I will
-not go, therefore; I will write." And he decided on despatching a
-note, pleading important business as the cause of his not attending
-personally to inquire for her, which excuse was in part true. After
-having so far satisfied himself by doing what he thought best under all
-circumstances, he went to Lord Glenmore's, to lose, if possible, the
-sense of his sorrow, in matters of so high and engrossing a nature,
-that he knew, could any thing prove a cure for love, they must.
-
-Far different, however, from the feelings and thoughts which had
-agitated the breast of Adeline, her affectionate relatives, and Lord
-Albert himself, were those which agitated Lady Hamlet Vernon. She had
-but one thought, one intense interest, and she cared not by what means
-she followed up its success. In recalling the last scene in which she
-had been an actor, she was not likely to lose sight for a moment of
-the advantage she perceived that she had obtained over the object of
-her pursuit; and although entertaining little doubt as to the cause of
-Lady Adeline's indisposition, she was still anxious to assure herself
-that her surmises were right in regard to it, and also to learn the
-visible effect which had been produced when Lord Albert hastened to her
-in the Opera House; for although she thought she could not be at a loss
-to unravel the clue, yet, for a thousand reasons, she was most anxious
-to be acquainted, beyond all possibility of doubt, with every thing
-respecting the occurrence.
-
-For this purpose, she sent a note, early in the morning, to Mr. Foley,
-requesting him to lose no time in calling upon her. He was not tardy in
-obeying her summons, and when he came, she cautiously avoided at first
-entering upon the subject nearest her heart, and turned his attention
-to the circumstance of a change of ministry, asking him if he had heard
-any thing decisive on the subject. He repeated what had been reported
-the preceding evening, namely, that Lord Glenmore had certainly
-accepted office, and Lord Albert D'Esterre a post under him. This led
-to the subject of Lady Adeline's indisposition, and the question,
-whether the marriage between her and Lord Albert would ever take
-place. Mr. Foley replied, that he thought the thing very unlikely. A
-man engaged as Lord Albert now was, required, he conceived, a different
-sort of wife, if any wife were not _de trop_.
-
-"But what occasioned the scene she made last night?" asked Lady Hamlet
-Vernon.
-
-Mr. Foley replied, he thought there could be little doubt as to the
-cause; adding, courteously, "You know Lord Albert was in your box all
-the evening; and it could hardly be supposed, that any person at all
-attached to him could see him engaged in earnest conversation with you
-so long a time, without apprehension as to the consequences."
-
-Lady Hamlet Vernon endeavoured to suppress, at least to conceal, the
-agitation of pleasure which she felt; and said, smiling, he was always
-a flatterer, but that there could be no foundation for the uneasiness
-ascribed to Lady Adeline's feelings, and that she was sure there was
-some other cause; but really, she added,
-
-"My great interest was to ascertain that _your interests_ were safe in
-this ministerial change; and if Lord Albert be really in power, I feel
-certain you _have_ nothing to apprehend. As to Lady Adeline Seymour, I
-am quite of your opinion; she is not at all calculated to be his wife.
-From the interest which Lord Albert has shown in my welfare, I really
-have a feeling of regard for him, and I should be sorry to see him
-united to a woman who I am certain would not promote his happiness. Now
-do _you_ think she would?"
-
-"To confess the truth, I do not believe it. Lady Adeline is very
-amiable, very sweet, very simple-minded, but not at all fitted to
-play a part in the busy world. I could not imagine her the wife of a
-minister, or throwing any degree of lustre round an exalted station.
-Elegant and endearing in private life as she certainly is; depend upon
-it _that_ is her sphere; take her thence, and she would be nothing."
-
-Lady Hamlet Vernon seemed busy in thought, was silent for a few
-moments, then turned to Mr. Foley, and fixing her eyes on his, asked
-pointedly,
-
-"But do you think she is fond of Lord Albert?"
-
-"Fond! yes, perhaps so; the fondness of a child that has been told it
-ought to love something, and has never made any comparisons whereby to
-know what it likes."
-
-"That will _not_ do for Lord Albert D'Esterre, I am certain, and it
-would be madness in him to persevere in forming such a union. You, dear
-Mr. Foley, are intimate with her mother, Lady Dunmelraise; does she
-ever speak to you on the subject?" Then, without waiting for an answer,
-Lady Hamlet Vernon went on to say, "If an opportunity _should occur_,
-do you not think that, as a friend of the families, you ought to state
-your opinion of this unpropitious marriage; I mean without prejudice
-to Lord Albert D'Esterre, for I would not for the world be supposed to
-say any thing which could be offensive or undervaluing in regard to
-him. If you knew him intimately, which I hope you will do, you would, I
-feel confident, not only like, but esteem him. It is from my doing so,
-who have had opportunities of reading his real character, that I think
-it a duty in any friend of Lady Dunmelraise to make her aware that
-her daughter is not suited to him, from an opposition of tastes and
-pursuits, different habits, and different ends in life, all which would
-render a union between them destructive of mutual happiness."
-
-During Lady Hamlet Vernon's conversation, Mr. Foley's countenance
-underwent many changes, of which she was at first doubtful how to read
-the meaning. At length, after a considerable pause, he replied--"Lady
-Dunmelraise has never spoken to me on the business, and I do not see
-how I could, with any propriety, touch on any part of the subject on
-which we have been conversing, unless, indeed, she were first to open
-the matter to me; besides," (he added, with increasing agitation,) "an
-attempt of the kind, on my part, would most probably defeat the end, as
-Lady Dunmelraise might suppose such advice, coming from me, was perhaps
-influenced by wishes and views of my own, and I would not----."
-
-"You would not," interrupted Lady Hamlet Vernon, "so far confess the
-truth, for I see plainly that you yourself love Lady Adeline," keeping
-her eyes on him as she spoke. Mr. Foley hesitated; he seemed to wish to
-answer her, but knew not how.
-
-"Now do not, my dear Mr. George Foley, from any false delicacy, be
-desirous of concealing the truth from me: you do love Lady Adeline
-Seymour; and if so, why should you not urge your suit? For _you_, I
-conceive this alliance to be very desirable; it is quite different with
-regard to Lord Albert D'Esterre. A quiet, simple, domestic companion,
-such as you pourtray Lady Adeline to be, would prove exactly consonant
-with your wishes; her fortune is vast; and the general tenor of her
-education and life were well adapted to form her character to that
-sort of tranquil obedience which I know you deem a prime requisite in
-a wife. Lady Dunmelraise's interest in you is a great step in your
-favour; fortune to you is a _great object_; and the marriage would be
-such as would, I think, contribute to your wishes and your welfare."
-
-Lady Hamlet Vernon saw that she had touched a theme in which Mr.
-Foley's interests were deeply involved; for as she proceeded to
-expatiate on the various advantages which would attend Mr. Foley's
-adopting her advice, he listened with more and more attention, and even
-betrayed the greatest apparent pleasure. Lady Hamlet Vernon marked
-the progress she had made, and felt sure that the discovery at which
-she had now arrived, of the coincidence of his feelings with her own,
-laid a sure foundation for the accomplishment of her plans, while, at
-the same time, it removed from herself, in a great measure, the danger
-of being thought to be the principal mover in a matter which required
-so much tact and delicacy to carry it through successfully: she saw
-clearly, that it was only requisite, by following up her counsel to
-Mr. Foley (which was in fact to confirm him in his own wishes), to
-overcome any scruples which he might have entertained, from the fear
-of appearing to act on selfish motives alone; and Lady Hamlet Vernon
-was confident, from this conversation, that she had already made very
-great progress. It had required only a spark to set the train on fire;
-and she felt certain that every word she uttered would render him more
-alive to the true state of his feelings, and consequently more apt to
-betray them in his conduct towards Lady Adeline.
-
-Lady Hamlet Vernon had too much knowledge of the world, and of human
-nature, to press the matter further at the present moment, or to
-attempt to bind, by any direct promise, a person who only required the
-spring of his desires to be set in action, in order to play his own
-part. Mr. Foley, too, seemed little inclined, at the present moment, to
-enter any further on the subject, and by tacit consent it was suffered
-to drop; but when he took leave of Lady Hamlet Vernon, it was only a
-natural consequence of the counsel she had given him, that he should
-bend his steps towards South Audley-street, to make his inquiries for
-Lady Adeline. How easy is it for the stronger to direct the weaker mind
-to good or evil, without exciting any suspicion in the latter that it
-is assuming the mastery, or doing any thing but what it meant to do of
-its own proper movement; and what small occurrences sometimes determine
-a line of conduct either virtuously or the reverse!
-
-Thus it was with Mr. George Foley in the present instance. It certainly
-had crossed his mind more than once, that Lady Adeline Seymour would
-make him a very eligible wife, and his affections (such at least as he
-could have entertained for any object, _blazé_ and apathetic as he had
-become from a long course of idleness and dissipation) had undoubtedly
-been directed towards her; but the knowledge of the existing engagement
-between Lord Albert D'Esterre and herself, and a certain apprehension,
-frequent in timid minds that are neither quite good nor quite bad, lest
-he should forfeit Lady Dunmelraise's protection, had always checked
-his hopes, and kept these aspirations in subjection: but it required
-only the suggestions of one somewhat less timid than himself on this
-head, to direct his views to a determined pursuit of the object; and he
-resolved, with proper caution, to feel his way, but, at the same time,
-to lose no opportunity of following up Lady Hamlet Vernon's advice.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
-A VISIT TO THE NEW-MADE MINISTER'S WIFE.
-
-
-When Lord Albert had sent his note of inquiry to Lady Adeline Seymour,
-he proceeded to Downing-street to meet Lord Glenmore, there to enter
-on his official duties; and, notwithstanding the agitation of his mind
-on other subjects, he went prepared to commence his new career with
-that glow of ardour, which, when tempered by prudence, is so conducive
-to honourable success. The reports which had so strongly prevailed for
-the last two days in the great world, of Lord Glenmore's appointment
-in the ministry, and of Lord Albert D'Esterre's being joined with him
-in the office which he had accepted, were now confirmed by a public
-announcement of the changes that had taken place.
-
-Of course there were different opinions as to the eligibility of the
-measures resorted to, as there always are in similar cases; but which
-were, for the most part, formed according to the interests and wishes
-of opposing parties, without any real feeling or care for the public
-welfare: but, fortunately for the well-being of that public, there
-are higher powers over-ruling the petty engines of mortal government,
-and even the evil passions of mankind are sometimes made subservient
-to the ways of Providence. Henry the Eighth, when he threw off the
-papal yoke, and became an instrument of mighty and effective operation
-in the religious and moral destinies of Britain, thought little of
-any other end than that of securing his own illicit and ambitious
-projects; but in his day and generation he was the appointed means to
-bring about that invaluable constitution, which, resting on a firmer
-basis than mere worldly wisdom could devise, we may be confident will
-always have able defenders raised up for its support--whether they be
-those who pursue worldly ends alone, and entertain no other dream in
-their philosophy, or whether some hand of conscientious and religious
-principle guide the helm: not that the choice of persons can therefore
-be indifferent, for human means are still to be employed for human
-measures; only that in this circumstance, as in all others, there
-remains a point of confiding refuge to flee to, even when the political
-horizon appears to good men overcast.
-
-At the present season, when difficulties of an almost insurmountable
-nature seemed to gather round the minister, and to impede the easy
-course of government, the accession of such a man as Lord Glenmore,
-whose character stood too high for any suspicion to attach to his
-integrity, and whose situation was too independent to admit the surmise
-of his being influenced by motives of personal interest, was a matter
-of the last importance: the same might in a degree be said of Lord
-Albert D'Esterre, with the exception that he was younger, and that this
-was his first step in the career of his public life.
-
-To Lady Tilney and her political friends, the recent changes were
-certainly any thing but agreeable; for, so long as Lord Glenmore
-remained unconnected with party, she considered that he was yet to
-be gained over to that whose interests she espoused: and Lord Albert
-D'Esterre having likewise taken the same course, was an additional
-cause of regret to her; for she had looked upon him as a much
-easier prize than the other, and one of nearly equivalent value. It
-was therefore with unqualified disappointment that she heard the
-confirmation of those fears which the current whisper of the preceding
-days had not prepared her to receive with calmness.
-
-On Lady Hamlet Vernon, this circumstance acted with a different
-effect. When she heard the intelligence of the changes in the
-ministry confirmed, she considered it as an additional circumstance
-of self-congratulation, superadded to those which had arisen from the
-occurrence at the Opera and her conversation with Mr. Foley. Lady
-Hamlet Vernon, though ambitious, was a person attached to no party; and
-though the love of power was predominant in her nature, it was for the
-sake of its own exercise, without any reference to any political side
-of the question: she only saw, therefore, in Lord Albert's appointment,
-the first step towards a career which would involve him at once in
-absorbing interests, and leave his mind more easy to be diverted into
-a channel in accordance with her wishes, and more likely to be drawn
-off from that attachment which was destructive of them. She thought
-too, and with some probability, that it was a measure which would be
-discordant with Lady Adeline's views of private happiness, and might
-possibly therefore influence the fulfilment of the engagement between
-her and Lord Albert D'Esterre.
-
-Whilst the parties in question took these two opposite views of the
-business, there was a third who deplored it in all sincerity of heart,
-and already sickened under the idea of the protracted absences, and
-the bustle of the public career, in which she was alternately either to
-be the sufferer, or be called upon to share: with the sense, however,
-of submission due in a wife to the interests and views of her husband,
-she prepared to receive the congratulations of her friends, and to
-fulfil the duties which she foresaw must attend on her situation, with
-as much cheerfulness and alacrity as she could command.
-
-Lord Glenmore having told her that concealment was no longer necessary
-respecting the arrangements now finally adjusted, he bade her in
-the course of the day acquaint her family with the event; and, on
-his leaving her, she immediately communicated the intelligence to
-her parents. The first to congratulate her was Lord Melcombe, who
-considered the matter as a piece of good fortune, and rejoiced in this
-addition to his child's happiness. While offering his fond wishes for
-Lord Glenmore's success, he added, with a smile;
-
-"I think, Georgina, he ought to be satisfied with your first _coup
-d'essai_ in diplomacy, for you almost persuaded me yesterday that this
-event was quite as improbable as my own appointment to office."
-
-In the course of the day a host of friends--for what persons in power
-ever lacked these?--called to pay their compliments to the wife of the
-newly-created minister: some came from curiosity, some in sincerity,
-some with envious feelings, and some with views of interest. Among
-those of the latter class may be enumerated the Leinsengens, the
-Tenderdens, and the Tilneys, with smiles on their lips and detraction
-in their hearts; the one not believing Lady Glenmore's indifference
-to her situation to be real, and the other two, who knew her better,
-despising her for her childish folly.
-
-"Well, my dear," said the Comtesse Leinsengen, entering her apartment
-like a figure made of clock-work, that glides into the room on a stand,
-"let me see how you do look under this _changement de decoration_;
-just the same, I declare! _est il bien possible_?" Staring at her,
-"_Tout cela ne vous fait ni froid ni chaud_--dat is _impossible_. _Au
-reste_--you seem de very ting for your _poste, et je vous en fait mon
-compliment_; for you will never be at a loss to know vat countenance
-_tenir_, as yours does not undergo any change." The beautiful colour
-which tinged Lady Glenmore's cheek at this speech proved the contrary,
-as she replied;
-
-"You are mistaken, Comtesse; there are many things which would affect
-me in a lively manner; and indeed the present subject of your
-congratulations is far from indifferent to me; but----."
-
-"_Allons donc, une confidence_; at last we shall know what you do or do
-not care for," interrupted the Comtesse Leinsengen.
-
-"As far as that confidence goes, certainly. I do not care, for
-instance, in the least, either for power or place, in as far as regards
-myself, and I prefer a quiet country life to that of London; but as my
-husband has considered it right to take this step, I must teach myself
-to like it too." The announcement of Lady Tenderden and Lady Tilney
-interrupted this uncongenial _tête-à-tête_; and the latter, to hide her
-chagrin and disappointment under an apparent friendly zeal, flew up
-to Lady Glenmore in her most energetic manner, and assured her, that
-although she could never agree with Lord Glenmore in politics, yet from
-personal regard she sincerely wished him joy of his public success,
-and hoped, that now he had the ball at his foot, he would use it to a
-good purpose. "It is one thing to be at the bottom of the ladder, and
-another upon it," she added; "and perhaps we may see Lord Glenmore
-doing as so many others have done before now, looking down on his old
-prejudices and mistakes, and taking up quite a different view of the
-subject."
-
-Lady Glenmore was silent, but received Lady Tilney's expressions
-of kindness with her usual sweetness and courtesy of manner. Lady
-Tenderden joined in the congratulation.
-
-"At length, my sweet lady," she said, "you are enthroned, and we all
-come to do you homage. But how very discreet you were; never betrayed
-by word, look, or gesture, the secret which you were quite sure of; you
-are really cut out for the part you have to play. I envy you _votre
-petite air moue et doucereux_; don't you, Lady Tilney?"
-
-"Nothing can be better," she replied; "I prophesy that she will play
-her part well."
-
-"You are all exceedingly obliging," Lady Glenmore replied, "but I have
-no part to play. My husband, being in the ministry, luckily does not
-impose any duty upon me, besides that of living more in the world than
-I might otherwise do."
-
-"Poor lady, I pity you!" said Lady Tenderden ironically.
-
-"You will change your ideas, I foresee that," said Lady Tilney
-prophetically.
-
-"You will remain just vat you are," said the Comtesse Leinsengen
-impertinently, when the door opened, and the Duke of Mercington entered.
-
-"I beg you to receive my warmest congratulation, my dear Lady
-Glenmore," he said, approaching her in his most _empressé_ manner, as
-if his whole heart was in his words, and bowing to the other ladies
-slightly as he passed them. "I give you and Glenmore joy alike; him
-that he has gained his wish, and you in the consciousness that he has
-done so; for I know that your happiness must be _mutual_ to render it
-really happiness."
-
-"Oh, duke, I assure you all your compliments are trown away upon dat
-ladi, on dat subject at least, for she declare not to like to be a
-minister's wife at all."
-
-"Impossible! she is joking," replied the duke, looking at Lady Glenmore
-with one of those apparently ingenuous smiles which habit had forced
-upon his features, and which once were captivating so long as they
-_were_ natural; "impossible that you who were formed to shine in
-society should shrink from a situation for which you are so singularly
-well adapted."
-
-"You are too good, duke, and I accept your flattering judgment upon
-_credit_, for I have not been tried yet, and I _may_ disappoint you."
-
-"Oh never, we all know how charming you are; don't we, Lady Tilney?"
-
-"Yes, duke, you know we all bow to your judgment in every thing,
-and I am sure we shall not begin to differ on _this_ point," she
-replied, with an air of pique that was ill concealed under an affected
-_bonhommie_.
-
-"We are not come here," said the Leinsengen, whispering to Lady
-Tenderden, "to listen to all his _fadaises_; _c'est le radotage_
-dat we have been used to hear uttered by turns to every object of a
-fresh _engouement_ for these last ten years." Then gliding up to Lady
-Glenmore, she added, "I am quite charmed to see you _en des mains si
-sures_, persons who vill give you such excellent advice; and now dat I
-have rendered you _mes hommages_, I make _mes adieus_. Monsieur le duc,
-I hope to see you at my next _levée_; Lady Glenmore of course; Lady
-Tilney, _au revoir_." And then, when she reached the door, "_Ah ça_,
-by de way, vill you, Lady Tenderden, go vid me to-night to _le théàtre
-Français_?"
-
-"I should be delighted, but I am engaged to Lady Glenmore. Is not this
-our evening?" turning to the latter.
-
-"Yes; but I beg you will not consider that binding."
-
-"Oh but I do, though, so _you must go with me_."
-
-"Of course," said the Comtesse Leinsengen contemptuously, "I am
-extremely sorry, _mais il faut se consoler_;" and turning, she glided
-away, but first whispered to Lady Tilney as she passed, "We shall have
-nothing now but this tiresome _petite nouveauté_;" and she shrugged her
-shoulders and departed.
-
-"What is the matter with the comtesse?" asked the Duke of Mercington;
-"that _air d'imperatrice enragée_ does not at all become her."
-
-"No," replied Lady Glenmore, laughing, "I never knew any one that it
-did."
-
-"Some persons," rejoined the duke, "some dark beauties, may look well
-under the effect of a storm, though I confess I had always rather see
-the lambent flame than the forked lightning;" and he looked his implied
-admiration of Lady Glenmore.
-
-Lady Tilney did not know exactly what part to play in a scene where she
-felt she was not the principal, although it is said there have been
-times and seasons when she thought it politic to kiss _even the foot
-of a person_ placed in a situation of imaginary greatness, and whose
-favour she forgot herself so far as to court. She had come, however,
-to Lady Glenmore with other views than either those of curiosity or
-congratulation. Lady Tilney felt, that in the situation which Lady
-Glenmore now held, she might with ease have led a party in society
-independent of Lady Tilney or any of her coterie; and a fear that she
-might take this step determined her on endeavouring, by counsel and an
-assumption of directing how Lady Glenmore should conduct herself in her
-station, to obtain in the first instance an influence over her, and
-hold her in subserviency to her own wishes regarding society. She saw,
-therefore, the Duke of Mercington and several others, who had come and
-gone on the same errand, take their leave with satisfaction, and seized
-the first moment when she was alone with Lady Glenmore to say:
-
-"Now, my dear Lady Glenmore, you, I am sure, will believe, that of all
-who have paid their court to you on this happy event, there is no one
-more sincere than myself: but I will go a step further than any other
-of your friends, though perhaps I may be giving you offence; I would
-counsel, I would advise you; for yours, my dear Lady Glenmore, you will
-find to be a situation of some delicacy: there will be so many ready
-to take offence if you do not do all they ask or expect of you; and
-yet, you know, you must not _compromettez_ yourself, nor our society;
-you must, in short, be discreet, and not _too good-humoured_. It will
-require great tact to please those whom I am sure you wish to please,
-and to give offence to none. Now Glenmore will be constantly engaged,
-and you cannot expect him to give due attention to these _affaires de
-société_. I really wish, that if ever you feel in any difficulty, you
-would consider me as your friend, always ready to serve you; apply
-to me, and I will give you my best advice: there are many, I know,
-who will be ready to do the same thing by you, but beware of those in
-whom you repose confidence. For instance, between ourselves, there is
-the Comtesse Leinsengen, who is very charming, very clever, but not
-sufficiently aware _how our_ society must be constituted, as indeed
-no foreigners possibly can or ever will be, and not at all capable of
-guiding intricate points connected with it: and then, you know, she is
-_diplomate_ by nature and art; she will of course endeavour to win you
-to an intimacy. At least, _c'est son metiér_. But again, I say, beware
-of this, or you will compromise Lord Glenmore as well as yourself.
-Against Lady Tenderden, too, though there is nobody I like better, you
-must also be upon your guard; for she is not altogether to be trusted,
-and she will betray your secrets from habit."
-
-Lady Glenmore, who had, hitherto, listened to this long harangue in
-silence, and without showing any emotion, now looked a little surprised
-at this last caution given by Lady Tilney, for she remembered the
-opinion her husband had pronounced on Lady Tenderden; but still she
-said nothing. The expression, however, which played in her countenance,
-was not unobserved by Lady Tilney, as she added, "Oh, I know what _you_
-are thinking; Lady Tenderden _is_ a great favourite with Lord Glenmore;
-but it's an old friendship, and now he is married, of course all that
-will be on another footing."
-
-Lady Glenmore blushed, and felt the tears rising to her eyes, at the
-renewal of an insinuation respecting her husband, which had once
-before cost her much acute pain. Lady Tilney did not choose to observe
-the effect which she saw her words had produced on the innocent Lady
-Glenmore, and proceeded to object, in rotation, to every one whom she
-thought might become powerful rivals in her influence over her. Then,
-having proceeded to discuss every point political and influential
-in society, and having persuaded Lady Glenmore to fix an early day
-for a _cercle choisie_ at her house, and canvassed the pretensions of
-the persons who were to be allowed to form it, she at length took her
-departure, leaving Lady Glenmore perfectly overcome with the torrent of
-eloquence and advice which she had so gratuitously given.
-
-While these empty insincerities, these crooked policies of polite life,
-had been passing under Lady Glenmore's roof, and while Lord Albert
-D'Esterre was busied in the graver but perhaps not less intricate and
-deceptive details of _public_ affairs, the realities of whose endless
-mazes he had that morning for the first time entered upon, Lady
-Dunmelraise, in a far different scene, and on a far other occasion, was
-preparing for one of the most painful tasks that duty demands of true
-affection; that of probing the breast of a beloved object, with the
-moral certainty of its being right so to do, in the hope of protecting
-it from yet more cruel wounds. These are the heroisms of private life,
-which pass unknown and unhonoured by the world, although they are
-noted elsewhere, and are of frequent occurrence in the annals of daily
-existence; and it was under the pressure of this painful determination
-that Lady Dunmelraise passed a sleepless night, endeavouring to prepare
-herself for to-morrow's duty.
-
-When she met her daughter at breakfast, her pale and altered
-countenance half spoke the nature of her intended counsel before
-she gave it utterance. Lady Adeline's own feelings were too much in
-accordance with her mother's, for her not to read the cause of the
-expression she saw painted on her face; and although she had forced
-herself to leave her apartment, and to appear at the usual hour, and
-even endeavoured to wear her own placid smile, in order not to give
-Lady Dunmelraise unnecessary anxiety, still the very endeavour betrayed
-the real state of her heart. The business of the breakfast passed
-mechanically and in silence, with the exception of an interchange of
-those few kindly monosyllables which convinced them mutually of the
-participation each took in the other's anguish; and while Lady Adeline
-was trying to suppress starting tears, Lady Dunmelraise determined to
-break this cruel silence, and without preamble to come at once to the
-subject.
-
-"My dearest Adeline, I need not tell you, love, that I feel with you
-the sorrow and mortification of the occurrence of yesterday evening;
-and it has come with double force on me, seeing the anguish it has
-brought upon you. However much I may have been prepared for it by what
-I have observed in Lord Albert's altered manner, yet I confess I am
-surprised at the want of openness in his conduct, a want with which
-I never should have thought he could have been charged. Love, it is
-true, is easily directed into a new channel, unless religious principle
-confirm it in its original course; but even where there is no sin,
-according to the world's acceptation of sin in such change, still, from
-the opinion I have hitherto entertained of his natural disposition,
-I thought he would, with that ingenuousness of character for which I
-have given him unbounded credit, have at least confessed the truth
-openly; a line of conduct which, had he adopted, I am confident that,
-however heavily the avowal might have fallen on your heart, there
-would yet have remained a consolation in thinking that he was still
-worthy of your esteem, and then an honest pride of the consciousness of
-self-desert would have come in aid to sustain you to bear up against
-desertion. I begin, however, to fear that esteem can have no part in
-our sentiment towards him; for why should concealment be necessary,
-if, at least, the cause of his estrangement from us were worthy of
-himself?" Lady Adeline covered her face with her hands, as she rested
-her arms on the table before her, and her tears trickled through her
-delicate fingers, but she could not speak. "Calm yourself, my dearest
-Adeline; for my sake, for your own sake, for resignation's sake, bear
-up under this heavy affliction: it is a sore and early trial for you, I
-well know; but if rightly entertained, it will bring its blessing with
-it, as all our trials do. I do not mean to pretend that you are not to
-suffer, or give a cold unfeeling philosophy to still the throbbings of
-a young wounded heart; but I would lead you to sources of consolation,
-which, although they may seem harsh and bitter at first, will in time,
-and with God's blessing, have a beneficial effect."
-
-"I know," replied Lady Adeline, making an effort to speak, "I know,
-dearest mamma, that all you say is meant in love, and is balm to me,
-but these tears, these sobs, must have their course."
-
-Lady Dunmelraise replied to this natural appeal with answering tears;
-and having first regained composure, she went on to say:
-
-"Think for a moment, my best child, how hopeless, how truly wretched,
-would have been your situation, had you, when united to Lord Albert,
-discovered, when it was too late, that his affections were not
-entirely yours; and that he had, on his part, either from motives of
-false delicacy, or, from what was still worse, a desire to possess your
-fortune, persisted in fulfilling an engagement in which his heart at
-best had a divided interest;--think, dearest, what would have been your
-feelings in _such_ a case, and how mercifully you are dealt by in the
-present suffering, in comparison of the irremediable sorrow which would
-then have been your portion!
-
-"I need not now recall to your mind what I said on Lord Albert's
-apparently altered state of feelings on our arrival in town. You, I am
-certain, saw the change as well as myself, and felt it,--how deeply,
-I hardly can bear to think; though we both seemed tacitly to agree,
-that it would be better to await the result, than precipitate it by
-any premature remarks, either to himself, or between each other.
-And indeed this conduct, in a great measure, it is still my opinion
-should be preserved; only, in as far as regards ourselves, my dearest
-child, neither my sense of duty, nor my sense of sorrow, will permit
-of longer silence on a subject which, I grieve to confess, judging by
-appearances, is already settled; and it is with a view to prepare you
-for such an issue, rather than to direct you to show any alteration
-in your conduct towards Lord Albert, that I have thus spoken: when I
-say show _no_ alteration, it is impossible that that advice could be
-literally followed, after having seen a person avowedly under the most
-sacred engagement to yourself pass the entire evening in the society
-of another, whose general character will not authorize the supposition
-that such attentions were without an especial object, and that too on a
-day on which he had pleaded important business as his excuse for your
-not seeing him; but what I mean by your showing no alteration of manner
-towards him is, that neither our opinions nor our decisions should be
-made known to him in this stage of the business."
-
-Lady Adeline had now mastered herself sufficiently to listen with
-calmness to all her mother said; and she had drawn a seat near her, and
-held Lady Dunmelraise's hand tenderly in hers, replying by a gentle
-pressure to the sentiments she uttered: and now, when she could again
-give her thoughts utterance, she said:
-
-"Speak on, dearest mamma, for even my rebel heart is soothed by
-listening to your gentle voice."
-
-Lady Dunmelraise continued, "There are many reasons, you see, love, for
-this line of conduct:--
-
-"In the first place, we have only, my sweet child, our own observations
-and surmises to guide us; and although these, I grant, are strong,"
-(Lady Adeline sighed heavily in answer to this remark) "yet to act upon
-them would look like forcing Lord Albert to an immediate decision,
-a step unwise, and unworthy of us, and whichever way it ended would
-leave a doubt whether the decision were entirely from his heart or
-not. Besides, as yet he may have erred, and perhaps become penitent;
-if so, his own spontaneous confession alone could be a surety for
-his sincerity. Then too, my love, I must also remind you, that by
-nothing do a young woman's prospects suffer so much, on her first
-entry into life, as by becoming the object of the world's observation
-and idle talk, especially on the subject of a disappointment in love
-or marriage. All that the generality of the world know at present,
-concerning the existing engagement between yourself and Lord Albert,
-is, that your dear father and his parents having considered that you
-were by birth, fortune, and apparently by disposition when children,
-united to each other; should you grow up, mutually entertaining the
-same affection which you then evinced, that in such a case your union
-would be a matter of congratulation to the families of both parties.
-In short, it was one of those alliances that are often talked of
-amongst children seemingly adapted to each other, but to be finally
-dissolved or fulfilled, as circumstances should hereafter decide.
-
-"How far your own affections have become bound up in this engagement,
-or how far Lord Albert has proved himself worthy or not of the intended
-union, is hitherto a matter wholly unknown, and uncared for, by the
-world at large: but now, however, that you are in the scene of London,
-young, new, and with various extraneous advantages to excite envy,
-if the affair were made a topic of discussion, the ill-natured part
-of the community will be too glad to seize upon any _esclandre_ that
-might answer them for a nine days' novelty; and such a hazard, your own
-delicacy will point out to you, is therefore carefully to be avoided.
-Till lately, the happy termination of our wishes had seemed probable,
-and you, dearest child, have, I fear, given way to the belief that it
-was impossible it should fail: but, however painful it may be to us
-both, in the several relations in which we stand implicated in this
-business, it is, you will allow, some satisfaction to think, that the
-sacredness of these feelings will not necessarily be broken in upon by
-a vulgar prying public; and that, in short, the world need know no
-more of the matter than what I have already stated.
-
-"We have only, therefore, as I before remarked, to await the period
-when decision must of course be made; that will be when we are in
-the country, and when we shall escape all the unpleasant remarks
-which would take place were we actually on the scene. Let me hope
-also, dearest Adeline, that your eyes being self-opened to the
-disappointment, you will know where to seek for succour against
-yourself, and which alone can enable you to bear the blow, come when it
-may."
-
-"Indeed, dearest mamma," said Lady Adeline, with that under tone of
-voice that seems to fear its own sound, "whatever pain I endure, I
-perfectly agree with you in all you have said, and implicitly yield to
-your counsel; not only because it is my duty and interest to do so, but
-because I see the matter exactly in the same light. Oh, I could have
-borne all, had Albert only been more open and honest with me: but why
-was he so cruel as to deceive me? why was he so tenderly affectionate
-to me at Dunmelraise, after his return from abroad? why did he write to
-me so kindly? why has he, since we have been in London even, made such
-constant allusions to past and future happiness? Why all this, and
-then so suddenly and cruelly neglect me for another? for I am sure he
-does love another; mamma, do you not think he does?"
-
-"Alas! what comfort can I give you? You have seen with your own eyes,
-and I must refer you, love, to your own feelings; who can so well tell
-all things as they?"
-
-"But, dearest mamma, do you not think, that if he really did love
-another he would have told me so?"
-
-"Why, dearest, it is difficult to reply to that question. Albert's good
-feelings and principles could not be overthrown at once. It is never
-thus. In a vicious career, people become unprincipled and hardened by
-degrees. He may have found his heart estranged from you, and yet in the
-first instance have been ashamed to own it, even to himself. The first
-step to evil is the _deceitfulness_ of sin: with how many subterfuges
-does it not conceal its true nature: it blinds the eyes, lest, looking
-upon its native deformity, it should terrify its victim. There is
-nothing so likely to have this fatal tendency, as the constant society
-and intercourse with persons whose conduct, if not licentious (though I
-fear too many of them deserve that epithet), is yet not guided by any
-fixed or determined principle of action; whose lives at best are spent
-from day to day without any serious thought, and without regard to any
-thing but selfish indulgence. Albert has great influence, and there may
-be more reasons than one why the party with whom he seems at present to
-associate should wish to entangle him. I augured ill of his happiness
-from the moment I heard of the circle in which he lived; and it came
-to me with as much surprise as sorrow, for I never could have thought
-to find one of his dispositions and habits (setting aside principle)
-making such a choice of society. This it is which leads me to suppose
-that some stronger power of evil than a mere love of idle pleasure has
-lured him into the danger. But let this be your greatest comfort, that
-you are not his wife, and are not to be thrown among persons of such
-a stamp as his present associates; for whatever worldly advantages
-they may possess, I should tremble for you, my dear child, were you
-cast into a situation of such imminent peril to reason and to virtue.
-A woman, to a certain extent, must mingle with the associates of her
-husband; and such as these are, so in time must become, likewise, her
-own character: for however incongruous they may be to her tastes and
-feelings at first, yet if she is young, inexperienced, and pliant, the
-brilliancy and polish of their exterior, and their whole attractions,
-must dazzle and mislead her better judgment; and from the idea alone of
-pleasing her husband, in as far as virtue and religion do not seem to
-forbid it, she will conform herself to the habits and manners of those
-around her, not being aware how these re-act again upon the general
-tone of her own character."
-
-"But perhaps," said Lady Adeline timidly, and while a feverish flush of
-hope and tenderness deepened in her cheek, "perhaps, were I his wife, I
-might reclaim----."
-
-"Ah, dearest child," interrupted Lady Dunmelraise, "never hazard
-evil that good may come of it; never rely upon such a precarious
-contingency, nor upon your own strength; seek not temptation,--that is
-presumptuous. Were you indeed his wife--as there is every reason at
-present to be thankful you are not--then would have come the duty of
-_that_ trial; but now another is appointed you, my love. Let us take
-what is, and think only of that. We must not wilfully rush into danger,
-to indulge selfish gratification."
-
-Lady Adeline threw herself into her mother's arms, and wept
-unrestrainedly. "My dearest child, it has been a painful task to me to
-give you pain. Soothe this anguish, I beseech you, and assist me in
-the performance of what I feel is my duty, by regaining as much command
-over yourself as you possibly can."
-
-While Lady Dunmelraise was yet speaking, a servant brought in a note
-addressed to Lady Dunmelraise: it was from Lord Albert. She opened,
-and having read it, gave it to Lady Adeline, who had known by its
-very twist who it came from, and was in breathless anxiety to see its
-contents.
-
-"It is worded kindly," said Lady Dunmelraise, "but he could not do
-otherwise; and at the same time, I dare say, he felt much awkwardness,
-and did not know how to come in person. I shall answer it, my love, in
-the same spirit of gentleness; merely saying you are quite recovered,
-only suffering the remains of languor after the sickness produced by
-the heat of the Opera last night. And if Lord Albert should call in the
-course of the day, do, I entreat you, betray no unusual symptoms of
-agitation."
-
-Lady Adeline, with an aching head and still sobbing breath, promised
-acquiescence; and in despite of herself, a ray of hope seemed to
-emanate from the note, which cheered her, she scarce knew why, and
-enabled her to suppress her emotion. Then retiring to her own chamber,
-she there sought in prayer that strength and resignation which she knew
-no earthly comforter could bestow on her.
-
-After the exhaustion of spirits which this conversation with her
-daughter had produced, Lady Dunmelraise felt the promised visit of
-her sister would be a cordial to her; nor did she wait long ere Lady
-Delamere came. As soon as the latter was made acquainted with what had
-passed, she said, "Dear Adeline! I expected this from her; yet her
-behaviour is super-eminently amiable on this occasion, and must reward
-you for all your sorrows. I perfectly agree with you on the policy of
-the line of conduct you are to adopt with Lord Albert; and in pursuance
-of this, should you not call upon the Tresyllians? You know they are
-arrived."
-
-"Certainly I will; for although my health has for many years precluded
-my mixing with the world, and exonerated me from all visiting, I shall
-forego my general rule, and call on them without delay."
-
-"Come with me now," said Lady Delamere; "my carriage is at the door,
-and I will bring you home again." To this proposal the sisters agreed,
-and they departed together. The Tresyllians were not at home, and
-Lady Dunmelraise felt glad to escape the meeting. On her return, she
-learnt from Adeline, whom she found admirably serene and composed,
-though pale, and with her eyes swollen with weeping, that Lord Albert
-had not been there. The fact was, that the latter had been in reality
-occupied the whole day; and it was only on his return to his house,
-late in the afternoon, that he received Lady Dunmelraise's answer to
-his note, his mind having been as it were forcibly taken off from
-the subject nearest to his heart. He had profited by that wholesome
-constraint which the occupations of men afford them, and prevents that
-musing of the tenderer feelings which enervates and unfits for useful
-exertion. Something like reason, and the distinct perception of things
-which it never fails to bring in its train, had consequently resumed a
-sway over him; and, when this was the case, his heart could not avoid
-turning to the object of its first pure and honourable affection with
-that ineffable sweetness of sensation that attends on innocent and
-happy love. Then, half forgetting, half scorning, the suspicions he
-had entertained, and which the scene of the preceding evening had but
-too plausibly confirmed, he determined to call in South Audley-street
-to see Lady Dunmelraise at least, if not Adeline; and as he walked
-along, absorbed in mingled feelings that made him insensible to all the
-noise and bustle of the busy crowd he passed through, he found himself
-quickly at the door: his hand was on the knocker, when a cabriolet
-drove up, and out of it stepped Mr. Foley.
-
-All Lord Albert's philosophy was overthrown by this incident; all
-his love for and trust in Lady Adeline was destroyed; and his first
-impulse was to leave a house in which he conceived he had no longer any
-interest in seeking its inhabitants. But, the next moment, his better
-judgment, if not his pride in not seeming to yield to a successful
-rival, determined him to fulfil his first intention; and making rather
-a cold and haughty return to Mr. Foley's salutation, they both entered
-the door together.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-
-THE FRENCH PLAY.
-
-
-It was late when Lady Glenmore returned from Lady Melcombe's; and as
-she drove home she pleased herself with the idea of talking over with
-her husband the insipid and insignificant scene of the morning, as well
-as losing in his society the recollection of those uneasy feelings
-respecting Lady Tenderden, which Lady Tilney's allusion to past times
-had created: and then glowed in her breast the one natural, honest
-hope, which was ever uppermost in Lady Glenmore's heart, of meeting her
-husband for the simple, single pleasure she enjoyed of _being in his
-presence_.
-
-"Is Lord Glenmore come home?" was her first question when she alighted
-from her carriage: the "No" was chilling.
-
-"Did he leave any message? has he sent any note?" Still "No, no,"
-sounded heavily in her ears. She prepared, however, for his return,
-by taking more pains with her toilette than usual; and when she had
-finished arraying herself, not according to the code of the _Belle
-Assemblée_ or _Feuilles des Modes_, but in accordance with that of her
-own young innocent face, her glass told her she had not done so in
-vain. She then sat for some time with tolerable patience, first taking
-up one book, then another, then throwing them down again; going to the
-instrument, touching a few chords; turning over the ornamented leaves
-of a Lilliputian music-book, invisibly written with a crow-quill;
-pushing it away, leaving it to tumble down off the desk as it might,
-and going to the window, the shutters of which she had not allowed the
-servant to close, in order that she might listen to every cabriolet
-that passed. At length she rang the bell, and was told that it was
-eight o'clock.
-
-"Is there no message from Lord Glenmore?" "No, my lady. Shall dinner be
-served?" "No--yes--no--yes; bring up something, any thing is enough;"
-and away she went to her splendid board in her splendid apartment, with
-a train of liveried domestics, to sit down to a lonely dinner with an
-aching heart. She hastily dismissed the servants, and then leaning back
-on her chair, and suffering the tears that were choking her to flow
-over her face--
-
-"I wish we were poor, and he not political," she said, sobbing; "I
-should not then be left alone, I should not be absent from him." A
-servant entered with a note. She endeavoured to conceal her tears, and,
-hastily opening it, read a few kind words from Lord Glenmore, which
-spoke his regret at being prevented from meeting her at dinner; and
-hoping she would go early to the French play with Lady Tenderden, where
-he would join them if possible. The ebb and flow of young feelings
-are very quick; and this note was such a cordial, that, as she ran up
-stairs, she carolled in the gaiety of her altered feelings: so soon had
-she forgot disappointment in anticipated pleasure.
-
-In a few minutes more she was in her carriage on the way to the French
-play. When she came into the box, she found it empty, and the play
-begun. Lady Tenderden was not arrived; and by the time she had cast a
-glance round the house, bowed to some of her acquaintance, and settled
-her shawls, &c., she turned all her attention to the stage. It was a
-play which had collected a class of audience seldom frequenting that
-house; for it was one of those sterling comedies of Molière's, apart
-from his too frequent grossness, which, with the true legitimate
-intention of comedy, lashed the follies of the age for which it
-was written, and was not without its prototype in the present. _Les
-Précieuses Ridicules_ is a play that all unsophisticated natures must
-enjoy, even those who, as in the case of Lady Glenmore, were not
-acquainted with the times and the persons it was written to satirize;
-and she herself evinced the pleasure she derived from it, by laughing
-naturally and frequently. Her merry laugh called the observation of
-several persons, not accustomed to see pain, or pleasure, or amusement,
-ever expressed by any outward sign, and who attributed to the
-uneducated only such marks of unconstrained nature; but others, again,
-(some few), were pleased at any thing so unlike what they generally
-beheld; and it conveyed to _them_ a reflected sensation of freshness of
-enjoyment, such as they remembered to have felt when life was new, and
-before they were schooled by the false fastidious system of the world
-of ton, or _blazéd_ to the zest of pleasure.
-
-"What a pity," observed Lord Baskerville, speaking between his teeth,
-in his company voice, "that that very pretty Lady Glenmore should make
-herself so conspicuous."--He was in the Comtesse Leinsengen's box,
-within one of that in which Lady Glenmore was sitting.
-
-"Not at all," replied Mr. Spencer Newcombe; "she only draws attention;
-and one cannot look at a prettier woman."
-
-"_Peut-être_," said the Comtesse Leinsengen, "she does it for dat very
-purpose, and takes dis new way of being _distingué_."
-
-"Insufferable!" rejoined Lord Baskerville; "if she were as beautiful as
-an angel, she would disgust me with those _roturière_ manners."
-
-"I believe," said Mr. Leslie Winyard with a yawn, "that I must really
-take compassion on her, and give her some good advice on the subject of
-education."
-
-"_L'affaire est faite_," rejoined the comtesse, "if you take her
-_en main; mais tout est pour le mieux dans ce meilleur des mondes
-possibles_."
-
-Having thus settled the matter in Lady Tilney's box, Mr. Leslie Winyard
-proceeded to that of Lady Glenmore, there to commence his destined
-essay on education. "I am delighted," he said, "to see you in such good
-health, and so intent on immortalizing Molière. If he could only know
-what homage you are paying his talents in these expressions of your
-mirth, how delighted he would be!"
-
-"Hush," said Lady Glenmore, "I will talk presently; but now I want to
-listen to the play--it is so amusing."
-
-"So it is," he replied; "and I am glad to be with any one so natural,
-and so much of my own way of thinking. I will, if you allow me, occupy
-this place," taking the front seat, "and we will enjoy the thing
-together."
-
-"Certainly," said Lady Glenmore, with a pleased expression of
-countenance, which, though he knew better than to ascribe its influence
-to himself, he was yet gratified to think that others might do so;
-and while she continued intent on what was passing on the stage, Mr.
-Winyard was busily looking round, _à-la-derobée_, to see what remarks
-were passing on his being alone with the new minister's wife. This,
-however, was a privilege which he did not long enjoy; for Lord Raynham
-and Mr. Spencer Newcombe came in to make their bows and give their meed
-of homage. After having courteously received them, Lady Glenmore turned
-again to the stage, and they went on talking in an under tone together
-at the back of the box.
-
-"I wish," said Lord Raynham, addressing Mr. Spencer Newcombe, "I wish
-that we had any dramatist as clever now-a-days to lash our follies."
-
-"Do you think you would like it if you had?" asked his friend.
-"Somehow or another, for my own part, I feel I get on just as well
-without, and I suspect I am too old to be whipped. Depend upon it,
-the reason why we are so well amused with this and some of the other
-comedies of Molière is, because we think we are only laughing at
-another generation, and another nation, whose _ridicules_ have nothing
-in common with our own. No, no; believe me, we English do not like to
-be satirized; we can bear it less well than any other nation I know.
-Broad farce is our _sauce piquant_; but the exact delineation of our
-peculiar vices and follies would not be well received, and indeed I
-doubt if legitimate comedy, however well acted or written, would go
-down at all."
-
-"My good friend," said Lord Raynham, "this very piece is not so widely
-different from the follies of the present day as you may at first sight
-imagine."
-
-"Perhaps so," replied his friend; "but one need not put on the cap, you
-know; and then nobody can tell whether it fits or not."
-
-Lord Raynham continued (following the thread of his own fancy, rather
-than replying to the speaker, as was his wont), "Change the names and
-the modes of _Les Précieuses Ridicules_ to those of a certain set
-existing now-a-days, and the principle of vanity and folly is much the
-same in both; only that, perhaps, on the whole, those of the Hôtel de
-Rambouillet were more to women's advantage after all; and had they
-not pushed their system too far, it might have lasted longer than the
-present dynasty of _ton_ is likely to do. Both are entirely false, both
-equally far from the real, nay, genuine charm of true good society.
-
-"However, in all the freaks that vanity and fashion play, there have
-been, and ever will be, some redeeming characters, who mix with all the
-_fanfaronnade_ of the day, and yet remain uninfected with the epidemic
-follies. She, for instance," indicating Lady Glenmore with a look; "can
-any thing be more young and fresh, in mind and heart as well as years,
-more gay, more natural?"
-
-"Certainly not; and it is quite invigorating to witness her
-unsophisticated manners, and the genuine entertainment she derives from
-that which she is come professedly to be diverted by; but then the
-more's the pity, for it will not last long thus."
-
-"Do not forebode evil," replied Lord Raynham, who was in one of his
-best _couleur de rose_ humours; "remember there were, and are, among
-the _précieuses ridicules, depuis tout les temps, des Mesdames de
-Sevigné et de Connel_, and I forget all their names, who retained
-their own innocent individuality, and their natural grace of mind, amid
-the most decided affectation and the most ridiculous pretensions."
-
-"Yes, but they were exceptions to general rules; and I do not augur so
-well of that one," still meaning Lady Glenmore, "under the care of that
-_Alcoviste_," alluding to Mr. Leslie Winyard.
-
-"Is not that Lady Tilney sitting alone in her box?" asked Lord Raynham:
-"I must go make my obeisance, as in duty bound, or I may chance to
-be discarded; and as we have no Molière to overturn our Hôtel de
-Rambouillet[1], we had better keep its door open to us."
-
-[Footnote 1: Vide Molière's Preface to Les Précieuses Ridicules.]
-
-"Agreed," said Mr. Spencer Newcombe; and, bowing to Lady Glenmore,
-they departed, leaving Mr. Leslie Winyard tenaciously keeping his
-conspicuous place, with cane at lip, and glove in hand, and eyes
-that were gathering the observations passed upon him with lynx-like
-sharpness, while they seemed half closed in listless or consequential
-apathy. In a few minutes after, the curtain dropped.
-
-"Oh!" said Lady Glenmore, "I am so sorry it is over! I do not know when
-I have been so amused."
-
-"I, too, am sorry it is over; but _amused_ is not exactly the
-explanation I should give of the _cause of my regret_;" and he
-endeavoured that his eyes should explain what he _did_ mean.
-
-"No!" said Lady Glenmore with perfect _naiveté_; "then perhaps you have
-seen the play often before, and have been looking at the company, not
-at the stage?"
-
-"Did you ever play at the game called Magical Music?" asked Mr. Leslie
-Winyard; "and if so, and that I were the performer on the instrument, I
-should now touch it _forte fortissime_, for you are very near guessing
-the truth."
-
-"I do not understand you," said Lady Glenmore, still unconscious of
-his drift, and her attention caught by some one who was entering, and
-causing a considerable stir. She hoped it was Lord Glenmore, which made
-her ask suddenly what o'clock it was. "I am sure," she added, "it must
-be very late, and I fear Lady Tenderden is not coming; and Glenmore,
-too, said he would come; but I begin to be afraid they _neither_ of
-them will;" and her countenance changed, and another spirit than that
-of girlish amusement took possession of her, and she became silent,
-overcast, and disquieted.
-
-"Were they to come _together_?" asked Mr. Leslie Winyard, insidiously
-laying a peculiar emphasis on the last word.
-
-"Oh no!--that is to say, not that I know of. Lady Tenderden did not
-tell me so." Mr. Leslie Winyard half smiled, and then, as if checking
-himself, he rejoined carelessly, "Oh! you know these diplomatists are
-the most slippery fellows imaginable; that is their trade: they are so
-taken up with the affairs of the nation, they forget all other affairs.
-But it _is_ odd that Lady Tenderden also should have forgotten her
-engagement to you."
-
-Lady Glenmore made no reply, but she became more and more uneasy: her
-colour went and came "like colours o'er the morning skies." She looked
-anxiously around, and started at every step that seemed to pass the
-door of her box, but yet, remembering certain lessons she had received,
-she contrived to keep under her uneasiness.
-
-"Is there any thing I can do?" said Mr. Leslie Winyard, with an air of
-interest and concern. "I am afraid you are not well. Would you like
-to go home? I dare say my carriage is at the door, if yours is not
-arrived, and that you would do me the honour to accept it."
-
-"Oh no!" she replied; "I am equally obliged to you, but I shall await
-the end of the performance."
-
-Mr. Leslie Winyard now thought it was necessary to use all his art,
-to draw off her attention from the subject that engrossed it, and, if
-possible, fix it on himself.
-
-"I am not apt," he said, "to be often in good-humour with myself; in
-truth, I have not much reason; but I am half inclined to suppose there
-must be some redeeming clause in my composition, for I have frequently
-observed that, after an hour or two of this sort of thing, you grow
-restless and weary, and I declare I always feel the same. I plume
-myself mightily in having discovered this similarity between us."
-
-"Pardon me, you are quite mistaken. I am often exceedingly well
-diverted in public; and when Lord Glenmore is with me," and she
-blushed, as if she had said something she ought not, "I am generally
-well pleased to stay late, for I am never sleepy."
-
-Mr. Leslie Winyard thought that it was more troublesome to counteract
-nature by art, than overcome art itself by art, as he replied,
-
-"Oh! certainly, I understand that; but what I meant to say was, that
-it is not these scenes which afford one any real happiness; it is
-the society of a few friends, a selection of persons who suit each
-other, and who like the same things, and who are occupied in the
-same interests. For instance, how very much more enchanting it is to
-be singing a duet with you, than sitting at an opera, hearing the
-artificial execution of those who sing by profession! for surely the
-true intention of music is, that it should express our own feelings,
-and transport us into a sort of half-beatific state, such as that
-expressed by your '_Sempre più t'amo_.'"
-
-All this sentimental jargon, so different from the real nature of the
-speaker, was accompanied by those glances of admiration which spoke a
-much plainer language than even his words; but though the innocent Lady
-Glenmore was as yet unaware of their tendency, and did not see through
-the artificial refinement which Mr. Leslie Winyard thought it worth his
-while to assume, in order to induce her to listen to him at all, there
-was, nevertheless, a secret sense of genuine purity in her heart, which
-made her dislike the license of his gaze; and she answered, fixing
-her eyes on him with all the composure of perfect innocence, "It is
-very delightful to me to go to the Opera; and the perfect finish of
-the singing of professional people teaches me to improve my own. I am
-much obliged to you for the compliment; but I assure you, if you only
-heard me sing with my master, you would acknowledge that it is quite a
-different thing from what it is when I sing with you, for I was always
-afraid of putting you out, and that spoiled the little power I have."
-
-This speech certainly did _put him out_, and in his heart Mr. Leslie
-Winyard cursed what he called her _niaiserie_; but he determined
-that, sooner or later, he would be revenged. Concealing, however, his
-mortification, he replied, "You were too good to consider me in any
-way; but I am sure nothing that you could do would ever give me a
-feeling of displeasure, whatever it might do of regret." He modified
-the expression of his eyes as well as that of his words, and entered
-with her into a long comparison of the charms of Paris and London in
-their respective societies and manners, which engaged her attention;
-and she listened with great complacency for some time, during which
-he had continued to move his chair nearer and nearer her own, and to
-appear to the public to be deeply engaged in the most interesting
-conversation, while, at the same time, he succeeded in allaying any
-discomfort she might have felt at his own too-marked admiration,
-previously shown, by turning her attention into a totally different
-channel, and determining to reserve a more open avowal of his
-sentiments for a more favourable and distant period, when suddenly the
-box door opened. Lady Glenmore started forward with an exclamation of
-surprise and pleasure, supposing it to be her husband; but in this she
-was mistaken, for Lady Tenderden entered alone.
-
-"I beg your pardon, my _dear ladi_, for being so late," said the
-latter; "but you know how impossible it is to get away in any time
-from a dinner party"--[the _impossibilities_ of a fine lady are to be
-understood with certain modifications and meanings which do not belong
-to the literal signification of the word]--"and I regret being detained
-on all accounts;" Lady Tenderden went on to say, "first, because I have
-lost your society; then, for the sake of de play, which of all things I
-wanted to have seen: but you have been amused, I hope?"
-
-"Oh, exceedingly!" replied Lady Glenmore; and then her countenance
-was overcast again at her husband's absence, and she sighed heavily,
-so that Lady Tenderden hardly knew what to think, and for a moment
-began to suppose that she had arrived inopportunely, and disturbed
-a _tête-à-tête_; but then, again, remembering the character of Lady
-Glenmore, she only turned to Mr. Leslie Winyard, and whispered, in
-allusion to a circumstance connected with the _Précieuses Ridicules_,
-"I am sure _you_ have been well entertained, although you have
-only been studying _la carte du tendre_." Lady Glenmore was too
-much absorbed in her disappointment, to pay any attention to their
-conversation; and when she roused herself from her reverie, she longed
-to ask Lady Tenderden if she knew any thing of the House, and whether
-it had broken up or not; but she feared to incur her ridicule. Other
-men came into the box to pay their court to Lady Tenderden; and Mr.
-Leslie Winyard contrived, in the general move that took place, to
-secure the chair immediately behind Lady Glenmore's, and endeavoured to
-regain her ear; but her mind was quite abstracted, and herself totally
-uninterested in all that was passing; so he leant back in his chair,
-and affected to be absent also, that he might appear to others to be
-occupied sympathetically with herself.
-
-At length Lady Glenmore could restrain her inquietude no longer; and
-turning suddenly round, she said, "I wonder what can detain Lord
-Glenmore! he promised to join me here." The different persons looked
-at each other and smiled significantly; some in pity, some in derision,
-all in contempt.
-
-"Oh you know, my dear," replied Lady Tenderden, "dese conjugal
-appointments are _sensé_ to be broken; dey are de pie-crusts of life."
-Every body laughed, and poor Lady Glenmore coloured, as she felt a sort
-of indignation rise in her heart against the whole scene and the actors
-therein.
-
-"But make yourself quite easy," Lady Tenderden added in a sort of
-childish voice, "dere is no danger for Lord Glenmore; I will be
-answerable for his safety."
-
-Mr. Leslie Winyard affected to feel for Lady Glenmore, and to
-disapprove of this joke; and turning to her, he said in his most
-_doucereux_ tone, "You may depend upon it, a very long debate has taken
-place, and engages Lord Glenmore's absence from hence _necessarily_. It
-was always expected that the House would sit very late to-night: what
-else could keep him away from _you_?" he whispered, with an expression
-that was intended should soothe her; and it did soothe her, and she
-felt grateful, and rewarded him by one of her sweetest smiles, saying,
-
-"I conclude you are right." It was not long, however, before Lord
-Boileau came into the box.
-
-"Boileau, are you come from the House?" said Mr. Leslie Winyard.
-
-"No," he replied; "the House was adjourned very early on account of the
-ex-minister's illness, whose explanation was looked for."
-
-Lady Glenmore heard this circumstance with a beating heart; and looking
-reproachfully at Mr. Leslie Winyard, she said, "You see you were
-mistaken; why did you deceive me?"
-
-He affected, for a moment, to be overcome with disappointment and
-chagrin, and then said in a low voice, "Oh, be not uneasy; there are so
-many things may have detained a man in his station. Why do you suffer
-yourself to be thus wretched? Would to Heaven he knew! If he did but
-know, surely, surely he would be here. But how people mistake their own
-happiness! Were I in his place--"
-
-"You would be where he is," said Lady Glenmore with composure.
-
-"Doubtless," rejoined Mr. Leslie Winyard with great presence of mind,
-"for we cannot change natures with any one; nor indeed do we ever wish
-it." And then he relapsed into silence.
-
-Although Lady Glenmore felt piqued and mortified at her husband's
-having broken his promise to her, she could not bear that any one else
-should cast the least blame upon him; and she dismissed her chagrin,
-and forced herself to talk gaily, as though her heart was light.
-
-Mr. Leslie Winyard, apparently yielding to an irresistible impulse of
-admiration, once, and once only, whispered to her, "Admirable creature!
-it is only I that see through this disguise, and honour you for the
-sacrifice you are making of your feelings, considering the motives by
-which you are actuated."
-
-She turned this speech off as a joke; but there was something in it
-which, though it pained, yet pleased her. How difficult it is for the
-purest natures not to lean to self-approbation when it comes in the
-soft breath of praise! Nevertheless, the minutes seemed hours to her
-till the curtain dropped, and she arose quickly to depart.
-
-"Where are you going, _ma chère dame_?" said Lady Tenderden.
-"Positively you must come with me. I have a _petit soupèr_ on purpose
-for you; and as Lord Glenmore knows of old that it is my custom to have
-this always after de play, having been prevented from joining us here,
-he will not fail to come to my house, and we shall find him waiting for
-us."
-
-"Do you really think so?" asked Lady Glenmore hesitatingly.
-
-"Yes, to be sure I do; at all events, you can but come and try; it
-will be always time enough to go home afterwards." These persuasions,
-adroitly pressed, won upon Lady Glenmore's easy credulity, and
-she suffered herself to be handed down stairs, and got into Lady
-Tenderden's carriage.
-
-"You look quite divinely to-night," said Lady Tenderden to her as they
-drove along--"positively _ravissante; vous ferez fureur, je l'avois
-toujours prédit_. Even when you had dat horrible English _modiste_ to
-dress you, you were always lovely; but now--now that you have de _vraie
-tournure_, and dat _le coupe de vos cheveux_, and de plait of your
-petticoat, is _d'après le dernier goût_, depend upon it, all de hearts
-will fly to you."
-
-Lady Glenmore laughed outright, it might be a little maliciously; for
-she knew that no scissors, however classical in the estimation of her
-companion, had touched the luxuriance of her beautiful hair, or any
-body but her old English maid fashioned her petticoat; but she enjoyed
-the mistake, and only thought, "This it is to be a minister's wife!"
-
-When arrived at Lady Tenderden's house, every thing was prepared for
-the reception of the _petit soupèr_, that is to say, about twenty
-people of the _élite_; and the rooms were lit only to that precise
-degree of brilliancy which is best expressed by a _jour tendre_; but
-there was _no Lord Glenmore_.
-
-Some of the gentlemen loitered round the instrument, touching the
-notes, and humming some fashionable airs. "Apropos," said Lady
-Tenderden, "nobody sings like Lady Glenmore, and Mr. Leslie Winyard
-will accompany her in a duet."
-
-"Pardon me," said the latter, "I sing so ill, I should only _put Lady
-Glenmore out_," and he looked at her significantly; "besides, joking
-apart, I have such a cold, it is impossible I could utter a sound. But
-perhaps Lady Glenmore may be prevailed upon to favour us with an air,
-which will come doubly recommended when not marred by such an ignoramus
-as myself. Here are all sorts of beautiful things lying about;" and
-he turned over the music. "Not only all the modern, but all the
-half-antiquated compositions. Above all, here is my old admiration; and
-it has this advantage over many of its cotemporaries, it has _echappé
-belle_, and is not hackneyed, for this cogent reason, that hardly any
-body _can_ sing it. I mean Haydn's _Ariana à Naxos_."
-
-"Oh, charming!" echoed one or two _real_ amateurs; "do, Lady Glenmore,
-do let us prevail with you to grant us the favour."
-
-"Come," joined Lady Tenderden's voice with the rest, "I am sure you
-will not have ended before _Teseo_ will have arrived." Lady Glenmore
-_was_ prevailed on to comply; and though she began unwillingly, it
-was a composition so much in unison with her actual feelings, that
-unconsciously she became identified with its expression; and she
-sang with such impassioned tenderness, and looked so much the Ariana
-that she sang, that all the men were in unfeigned raptures, and Lady
-Tenderden sat biting her lips in despite for having pressed her to
-the trial of her skill. Once or twice Lady Glenmore paused when there
-was a change in the movement, and half rose, saying, "This is too
-long, you will be tired;"--but she permitted a _douce_ violence, and,
-reseating herself, finished the whole _scena_. However delightful her
-performance, and however delighted her audience might be, the odour of
-the delicate viands that now awaited them made a powerful diversion
-in favour of the latter; and with _empressement_, while murmurs of
-applause were still on the lips of many of her auditors, they hastened
-to arrange themselves at the table.
-
-The Comtesse Leinsengen, who was of course of the party, observed to
-Lord Baskerville, as he placed himself by her, "I am quite glad to put
-de taste of dat horrid dull _Teseo_ out of my mouth. How people can
-be so _baroque_ as to choose such long old-fashioned things, good for
-nothing but your German professors!"
-
-Lady Tenderden said, "_Avouez, moi milor, qu'une romance ou barcarolle
-vaut bien mieux_."
-
-"After all," said Lady Baskerville, "music is a good thing, but supper
-is a better." And now came the general clatter of tongues and knives
-and forks, sweeter than all the harmony of the spheres.
-
-"I have made a vow," said Mr. Leslie Winyard to Lady Glenmore; "guess
-what it is."
-
-"No, tell me; for I never guessed any thing in my life."
-
-"Why, never again to sing with you, even should you deign to ask me,
-for I am quite convinced of the truth of your hint, that I only mar the
-perfection of your song; and besides, the true way to feel _with you_,
-is to see _you feel_, unoccupied by any thought of one's own." Then,
-as if he avoided dwelling on the theme of his admiration, he talked
-gaily, and glanced at various topics with that agreeable lightness
-of manner which scarcely touches what it lights on, and alternately
-made her laugh and nearly cry, till her spirits got into that state of
-excitement which obscures reason, and leaves the mind in some degree
-open to impressions that, at soberer and more reflective times, it
-would cast off as not analogous to its healthful state.
-
-It was at a very late hour that this party broke up. Day was breaking,
-and with its clear pale light shaming their orgies, before Lady
-Glenmore was actually on her way down stairs to depart; but suddenly
-the morning was overcast with one of those thunder-storms not unusual
-at the season, and torrents of rain burst from the clouds. A heavy
-thunder-clap, that made the very houses rattle again, broke over the
-spot where she stood: for an instant she paused, appalled, while the
-company were rushing up and down past her, and snatching their various
-coverings, to shield them as they flew to their carriages.
-
-"You are not afraid?" said Mr. Leslie Winyard, gently pressing the arm
-that rested upon his.
-
-"No, not afraid," she answered; but her countenance was very serious,
-and something seemed to reproach her for being in such a scene at such
-an hour without any natural protector. She moved on, however, to her
-carriage: it was the last at the door. "How do you go home?" she said
-to Mr. Leslie Winyard.
-
-"Oh! any how," he answered; and he looked around. "I see my people have
-thought it wise to avoid the storm, and left me to take care of myself."
-
-"Can I not set you down?" she asked, from an innocent impulse of
-good-nature; and again a still louder clap of thunder rebounded over
-their heads, and it was with difficulty the coachman held his horses,
-as they reared and plunged violently.
-
-"If you will be so very gracious," he answered, stepping in after her;
-and at the same time the carriage door was shut, the footman leaped up
-behind, and off the horses flew to ---- street.
-
-"I am quite shocked," he said, "to take you out of your way; but really
-I think it was not quite safe, with these young horses, to let you
-go home alone, and unattended by any protector, in the midst of this
-terrific storm."
-
-"Oh! as to that, I am sure Lord Glenmore would never let me have horses
-that were not to be depended upon."
-
-"Will that tiresome name," thought Mr. Leslie Winyard, "never be out
-of her mouth;" while he replied at the same time, "Doubtless he would
-have _that_ care; for who would not be happy to have such a precious
-charge as your safety delegated to him?"
-
-"I am very tired," said Lady Glenmore, yawning; "I wonder what made me
-stay so late; but I will never do so again."
-
-"I fear, indeed," he answered, "that this, to me, most fortunate moment
-will never return, and that I may never again be able to feel that
-I am of the least use to you." At length they arrived at Mr. Leslie
-Winyard's door. He reiterated his thanks, took his leave, waited at the
-threshold till he saw her carriage depart, and Lady Glenmore proceeded
-home.
-
-No sooner was Lady Glenmore alone, than she began to reflect on the
-unsatisfactory way in which she had passed the night. She felt sorry
-that she had been prevailed upon to go to the supper, or, having gone,
-that she had staid so long; and, last of all, she regretted having set
-Mr. Leslie Winyard down in her carriage. With these excited feverish
-feelings, she arrived at her own door.
-
-As soon as she began to undress, she learnt from her maid that Lord
-Glenmore had come home early, had waited till one o'clock for her
-ladyship, and then gone to bed. "Dear, how provoking!" she said,
-tearing off the ornaments she wore; "what could possess me to remain
-out so late! How sorry I am!" and all the while she was demurring
-in her own mind whether she should tell her husband that she had
-set down Mr. Leslie Winyard, or pass the affair over in silence.
-"He may be angry; and I meant no harm; and I cannot bear to see him
-displeased. Why should I tell him? a thing, in fact, of such common
-occurrence, and, in itself, so perfectly innocent." Thus, instead of
-going to peaceful rest, did a feverish inquietude take possession of
-her mind; for the first step of a married woman from the high road of
-unquestioned purity is doing any thing, however trivial in itself,
-of which, having done it, she feels she would _rather not_ tell her
-husband.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
-CROSS PURPOSES.
-
-
-As Lord Albert ascended to the drawing-room, followed by Mr. George
-Foley, whom he had so inopportunely met at Lady Dunmelraise's door,
-he felt his heart beat quick within his breast (notwithstanding the
-chilling reserve with which a cold indignation steeled it), on the
-sudden return of those jealous suspicions which blazed forth afresh
-on finding the object of them on the very threshold of Lady Adeline's
-presence at the same moment with himself.
-
-Lord Albert was uncertain whether he should see Lady Adeline, or only
-be admitted to Lady Dunmelraise. The former, however, had so far
-regained an outward composure, that she had determined, should Lord
-Albert call, to get over the pain of their first interview, and drink
-the very dregs of her mortification at once. "I cannot suffer more,"
-she said, "under any circumstances; and in the strength of this anguish
-I may be better able to endure, and receive it with becoming dignity,
-than at an after-time, when my treacherous heart may again yield to
-delusive hopes."
-
-Lady Adeline's mind, however, during the few hours which had elapsed
-since Lady Dunmelraise had spoken to her, had profited by her mother's
-kind and salutary counsel, and had, besides, found strength, in that
-true spirit of resignation which bows to every event, with a perfect
-conviction that every thing which concerns us is under the guidance of
-a merciful Power who directs all things for our ultimate happiness; and
-she acknowledged, with a feeling even of thankfulness, that, painful as
-the trial was, it might have been far more painful, under circumstances
-which must have rendered it of a deeper and more irremediable nature.
-But after all that poor _human_ nature can do, the sense of sorrow for
-a time overpowers all others; and when Lady Adeline heard Lord Albert's
-well-known step, she would have fled his presence in despite of all her
-previous resolves, had she not felt rooted to the spot.
-
-It was a relief, therefore, to her, when he was announced, to see Mr.
-Foley enter with him. Lady Dunmelraise was not in the room; and it was
-perhaps as well that Adeline had no conscious witness of what was
-passing in her breast at the moment, as it enabled her to bear herself
-with more apparent ease of manner, than if any person acquainted with
-her heart's secret had beheld the meeting. She received Lord Albert's
-extended hand, but there was a mutual and chilling coldness in the
-touch, too unlike the feeling which usually accompanied the action, for
-them not both to be aware of the difference of this from any former
-greetings; and each ascribed to the other the cause of this sad change.
-
-Lord Albert was looking pale and harassed, but he was perfectly
-calm, and inquired, with that steady voice which a sense of deep
-injury conveys at the moment, after Lady Adeline's health, while he
-expressed his concern at the indisposition under which she seemed to
-have suffered so much the preceding evening. Her reply was short (for
-she did not dare to trust herself with any allusion to the cause of
-her illness), and she thanked him in as natural a manner as she could
-assume; but her lip was blanched and quivered, and a tear was almost
-glistening in her eye. To any one who knew what was really passing in
-her heart, she would have appeared to have been saying to herself, "Is
-it possible this is Albert? my Albert?" But turning the conversation
-to some indifferent subject, she addressed herself with a semblance
-of vivacity to Mr. Foley; that false vivacity to which the suffering
-heart, when taking refuge from the moment's pressure, resorts, in order
-to conceal its true feelings. Unfortunately Lord Albert was himself
-too much blinded by his own at the time, to see through the specious
-disguise she assumed; and with the perversity of jealous love, he put a
-false construction on her every word and whole demeanour, and thought
-he beheld in both the full confirmation of his suspicions.
-
-Under this false view, Lord Albert turned with visible indignation
-away, as if to avoid the pain which Lady Adeline's behaviour inspired;
-and he seemed to be intently admiring the pictures which hung on the
-walls, and which he knew by heart: but as his eye wandered over them,
-in fact, unconsciously, it rested on a portrait of himself,--the same
-which, when awaiting Lady Adeline's arrival in London with such lively
-impatience, he had then missed from its usual station. How a trifling
-circumstance has power to double pain or pleasure, when it comes thus
-laden with past and present allusion to the interests of the heart! The
-idea at that time of its being her companion was joy to his spirit.
-With what very different feelings did he regard it _now_! The whole of
-his late hopes seemed to him a mockery, and his heart sickened at the
-thought as he again turned from the contemplation and threw himself
-into a chair.
-
-There was a soul-searching glance of tender reproach in the look which
-he cast upon Lady Adeline. She coloured deeply, and was so intensely
-affected, that it was with difficulty she could support herself. Had
-there been no witness of their emotion, that moment would have brought
-them to a mutual conviction of their true sentiments for each other;
-but as it was, Lady Adeline strove to hide her feelings by turning
-her countenance away from him, and talking with more earnestness in
-a low, quick voice to Mr. Foley. Lord Albert rose, paced the room
-hurriedly, and was on the point of rushing away, when at that moment
-Lady Dunmelraise entered the apartment. At sight of her Lord Albert
-recovered his self-possession. He approached Lady Dunmelraise with
-composure, though with rather more of formal dignity in his manner
-than he was accustomed to show towards one whom he knew so well, and
-whom he had so long considered almost as a mother. There was a similar
-restraint on her part; and to his measured expressions of regret on
-the subject of Lady Adeline's sudden illness the preceding evening, she
-replied coldly and briefly, and then passed on to indifferent subjects,
-in which all present took their share. Lord Albert, however, rarely
-addressed himself to Lady Adeline or Mr. Foley, but seemed pointedly to
-confine his conversation to Lady Dunmelraise; while Lady Adeline, on
-her part, fearing to lift her eyes to him, or trust her voice with the
-most trivial expression immediately directed to him, continued to talk
-to Mr. Foley, though in so unconnected and absent a manner, that could
-he have overheard what she said, something like the truth must have
-been forced upon his mind.
-
-After remaining a short half hour, which appeared to the parties most
-interested like half a century, Lady Dunmelraise, wishing to act on
-the principle she had explained to her daughter, of showing no very
-marked difference towards Lord Albert, said, "Adeline will not venture
-out this evening for fear of a return of her headache. Perhaps, Lord
-Albert, if you are not engaged, you will dine and pass a quiet evening
-with us?" It is difficult to say how far Lord Albert, whose heart was
-ever alive to the slightest kindness, would have rejoiced to accept
-this offer, and grasp at the cherished idea that his society was still
-wished for, had not Lady Dunmelraise, in the same breath, turned to Mr.
-Foley, saying;
-
-"George, will you not be of the party, and dine here too?" There was
-a momentary cloud passed over Lord Albert's brow, and Mr. Foley had
-accepted the invitation before he could reply. At length, after a
-painful pause, Lord Albert said;
-
-"I should be happy, Lady Dunmelraise," and he spoke rather pointedly,
-"to avail myself of the wish you have expressed to see me, but your
-invitation reminds me that I have neglected to announce an event with
-which, perhaps, you are already acquainted, but which I conceive our
-intimacy demanded that I should make known to you myself, and which
-I came here this day for the express purpose of doing, or I should
-not have obtruded myself while I thought Lady Adeline's indisposition
-would probably have prevented you from receiving _any one_;" and he
-looked reproachfully at her as he said this. Lady Dunmelraise could not
-suppress a movement of astonishment. Adeline stopped for want of breath
-in her conversation with Mr. Foley, not knowing to what announcement
-Lord Albert alluded; and there was but one thought present to her
-fancy, one subject superseding all others in her mind; but she
-endeavoured to still her extreme agitation by saying to herself, "He
-never could have the refinement of cruelty to break off our engagement
-so publicly in the presence of an indifferent person." She awaited,
-nevertheless, in a state of terror that almost deprived her of a sense
-of hearing, what he would next say.
-
-After a considerable pause, or one which seemed such to her, Lord
-Albert spoke.
-
-"I do not know whether you care about politics, Lady Dunmelraise?" At
-this word, politics, Adeline took courage.
-
-"No," said Lady Dunmelraise, at once relieved and recovered from her
-surprise, for she also had thought his preface strangely portentous;
-"no, I do not," she said: "they are not a woman's province, except in
-as far as regards the interests of those dear to her. But what of them?"
-
-"Why only that changes have taken place, and----."
-
-"Oh yes," interrupted Lady Dunmelraise, as an increasing expression
-of sunshine broke over her countenance, "I have heard that various
-changes in the cabinet were intended, and that some of my friends were
-to be advantaged by the move."
-
-"It is in confirmation of these reports that I came to inform you.
-I now myself fill a place in the administration: not that it can be
-of any consequence," he added, with some pique, and his lip trembled
-as he spoke; "but as you used kindly to express an interest in me in
-former times, I have thought it my duty that you should not learn this
-circumstance from any other than myself."
-
-"Oh, my dear Lord Albert!" replied Lady Dunmelraise, "I am always happy
-to hear of any event which you deem conducive to your happiness: I
-hope that this, together with every future step in your life, will be
-so likewise; and I very sincerely give you joy of having obtained this
-object of your wishes. Adeline," turning to her daughter, "you too must
-express your congratulations to Lord Albert." This was almost too much
-for Lady Adeline's full heart, but without venturing to look directly
-at him, she said;
-
-"Oh, I always do, mamma, wish him happy in every way." Lady Dunmelraise
-was aware of her daughter's emotion, and endeavoured to relieve her by
-addressing Lord Albert herself.
-
-"These arrangements will not, however, I hope, prevent our seeing you
-at dinner to-day: you are not already so involved in the affairs of the
-nation as not to be able to spend a few hours with your friends?" Lady
-Adeline listened with the impatience of sickening hope for his reply;
-in vain trying to soothe herself with the idea, that were he once more
-as much in their society as he used to be, he would love them as dearly
-as ever.
-
-"I am grieved," he said, in answer to Lady Dunmelraise, "that it is
-quite out of my power, for I must be at the House almost immediately: a
-lengthened debate is expected on the subject of the late changes, and
-it is necessary I should be in my place."
-
-"We are equally sorry with yourself, dear Lord Albert! but we hope
-another time to be more fortunate." Another pause ensued. Lady
-Adeline's spirits again sank, but she continued her painful effort
-to rally, by talking more than ever to Mr. Foley; and Lord Albert,
-fancying that his presence was as irksome to her, as remaining longer
-was painful to himself, immediately took his leave, and left the house
-mortified, miserable, and out of humour with himself and the whole
-world. He had really stated the fact, in pleading public business as
-the cause of his declining Lady Dunmelraise's invitation; and he
-had hardly time to reach the House before the commencement of the
-debate. On arriving there, and soon after he had taken his seat, it
-was announced that the member was seriously indisposed who had been
-expected to give one of those explanations which (such is the low ebb
-of character among British statesmen of the present day) every one who
-has held part in the government of the country has latterly thought it
-necessary to make in vindication of his public conduct. The question
-was consequently put off; and the House, after some business of little
-importance, and moving for new writs for those members who had accepted
-situations under government, adjourned at an early hour.
-
-Lord Albert found himself thus relieved from the tie which had
-prevented his accepting Lady Dunmelraise's invitation; but it was
-no longer a question with him, as it would have been under other
-circumstances, of returning to South Audley-street, and stating what
-had occurred to set him at liberty, and requesting to avail himself of
-the opportunity to receive the pleasure of dining there. This would
-have been the act of a healthful mind, but under the mental disease
-which now tormented him, he turned with scorn from the idea; for he
-saw every thing in a distorted point of view, and ascribed to Lady
-Dunmelraise and her daughter the unworthy design of intending to
-provoke him to a relinquishment of his engagement with the latter,
-either because they did not choose to break with him themselves, or
-because they were not, perhaps, yet sure of Mr. Foley's intentions.
-Nothing but jealousy could have raised such a suspicion, so unworthy
-of them and of himself, respecting persons so long known, so much and
-justly esteemed, so clearly loved: but what chimera is too monstrous
-not to be born of that fiend which had taken possession of him? Under
-this species of aberration, for it can be called by no milder name, he
-threw himself on his horse, rode off, careless whither he went, and
-found himself in the park.
-
-All the _élite_ of _ton_ were congregated around Kensington Gardens,
-and amongst the carriages waiting, he observed Lady Hamlet Vernon's.
-In the turbulence of his emotions, and in the press of business during
-the morning, he now recollected that he had forgotten to tell her of
-his official situation, although he felt that from her at least he
-would meet with a sincere and lively participation in the satisfaction
-he experienced at the success of his opening career in the political
-world. But his heart was not satisfied; and, suffering under his fatal
-delusion, he needed the balm of kindness, and turned to her for its
-bestowal. Giving his horse, therefore, to his servant, he went into the
-Gardens with the intention of finding her. They met as she was on the
-point of leaving the party she was walking with, and returning to her
-carriage. He accosted her with a sort of interest in his manner which
-could not fail of being agreeable to her, and they continued walking
-and conversing earnestly on the subject which he briefly communicated
-to her.
-
-So earnestly, indeed, did they discuss the matter, that they found
-themselves at length almost the only persons in the Gardens, and were
-reminded only, by this circumstance, of the lateness of the hour. Lady
-Hamlet Vernon, astonished, looked at her watch, and finding it past
-seven o'clock, said she must hasten home, as she had invited persons
-to dine with her, and pressed Lord Albert to join the party. This he
-promised to do; and he felt a kind of false pleasure in thinking he
-should, at least, be in the society of those who really valued him; for
-there was a sting of pique and mortification at his heart, which Lady
-Hamlet Vernon's conversation had not diminished, and which made him
-gladly seek refuge out of himself for consolation. After the dinner,
-the party broke up to go to Almack's, and Lord Albert D'Esterre,
-_desœuvré_ and dissatisfied, was easily persuaded to accompany
-Lady Hamlet Vernon. On entering the room, the first person whom he
-recognised was Lady Delamere and her daughters. He bowed to them, and
-he thought they returned his bow coldly. This circumstance did not
-escape the observation of Lady Hamlet Vernon, and she talked of the
-Delameres in a way which, though quite untrue, Lord Albert was at the
-moment too much in a temper to listen to.
-
-"I often wonder," she said, "if all the uninteresting persons were
-ejected from society, how few would be left. But I believe, if this
-were the case, the evil would only assume another shape; for an
-assembly like this, if all were perfect, would be the dullest thing in
-the world: it is the mixture which affords us amusement."
-
-"Besides," rejoined Lord Albert, "_le monde est plein de fous, et qui
-n'en veut pas voir doit demeurer tout seul, et cassèr son miroir_."
-
-Lady Hamlet Vernon did not quite like the possible application of the
-adage; but she endeavoured to turn the spleen which she saw was the
-feeling of the moment with him into the channel best adapted to her
-views. "It is not fools," she continued, "that I find so much fault
-with, as dull and insipid people. There is Lady Delamere, again,
-for instance, who is one of your good mammas walking about with her
-chickens, all so measured and so _mime_, that one is sure a happy
-erratum could never occur in their life or conversation. There is no
-hope that they will ever change, for they are 'content to dwell in
-decencies for ever.' Their very loves and hatreds are measured out by
-the square rule of fit and proper; and if the friend they liked best
-made any deviation from what they deemed the proper course, they would
-discard such an one from their favour. This I hold to be cold-hearted
-and selfish policy, sheltering itself under the mask of virtue; for
-the fact is, that half that class of people build their power upon a
-pretence to superiority in moral excellence, not for its own sake, I am
-certain, but for the sake of obtaining the favour of general opinion,
-which their slender means of _agréments_ (they have sense enough to
-know) would never give them."
-
-"Do you mean, then, to say, that all superiority of purity in conduct
-or character springs from such false and ignoble sources? That, dear
-Lady Hamlet, you know is impossible; for the same fountain cannot
-send forth sweet waters and bitter." Lady Hamlet Vernon felt that Lord
-Albert was not in a mood to pass lightly over any thing that was said
-on serious subjects, and quickly corrected herself, adding;
-
-"Far be it from me to think that there are not _some_ natures genuinely
-pure and noble. _Mais ne vous en déplaise._ I cannot endow that _bonne
-pâte de femme_ with such brilliant investment. Lady Delamere, my dear
-Lord D'Esterre, is, as you must know, the dullest, heaviest person I
-ever conversed with; and allow me to tell you she can give herself
-sufficient airs of consequence. Nevertheless, I have known several
-instances in which she scrupled not to sacrifice persons that it suited
-her to put down. _Au reste_, I make no doubt she has all those good
-qualities which quizzes always teem with."
-
-"Really," said Lord D'Esterre, "you astonish me! I thought at least she
-had been good-natured."
-
-"Your own good-nature does not allow you to see these things; you have
-been used, you know, to consider all that party perfect; but"--Lord
-Albert sighed deeply--"but you will find," continued Lady Hamlet
-Vernon, fully aware of the meaning of that emotion which had escaped
-him, and wishing to abstract his mind from the cause, by adverting
-to mere general topics, "you will find that the world is made up of
-classes. There are the Duchess D'Hermanton, Lady Borrowdaile, Lady
-Aveling, form one class; Lady Melcombe and her people form another;
-your friends the Misses D. another; and we, you know, form a class
-totally apart." Lord Albert listened to this kind of conversation
-sometimes with attention, sometimes abstractedly. His mind frequently
-adverted to totally different subjects; but still he sat by Lady Hamlet
-Vernon's side the whole evening, or walked with her about the rooms.
-
-In doing this, he was not aware of the occasion he gave for remark;
-still less did he know that Lady Delamere had observed him in Lady
-Hamlet Vernon's box the preceding evening, and that that very
-circumstance had caused Lady Adeline's illness; for if he had guessed
-this truth, different indeed would have been the result of his
-morning's interview with her. His appearance again, on the present
-evening, with Lady Hamlet Vernon, very naturally occasioned Lady
-Delamere's altered manner; but he saw in her behaviour only the
-confirmation of an intention, on the part of Lady Dunmelraise and
-her daughter, and of the whole family, to break with him altogether.
-Neither did it occur to him, so prepossessed was he with the idea
-that Adeline was happier in Mr. Foley's society than in his own, that
-his excuse for not dining with Lady Dunmelraise must now appear to
-have been false, and framed expressly for the purpose of fulfilling
-another engagement. How very different would have been his feelings,
-could he have known the anguish he inflicted on her who still loved
-him so truly; and the additional wounds she would receive, when the
-circumstance of his seeming devotion to Lady Hamlet Vernon, during
-the whole of that evening, with the aggravation attending it of his
-supposed duplicity, should become known to her!
-
-The fact was, although he was perfectly unconscious of it, that Lord
-Albert's attentions to Lady Hamlet Vernon began to be considered in the
-light of a _liaison_ by the world; yet notwithstanding he was deemed
-too wise to risk matrimony, yet that was the last thing cared for. In
-society, arrangements which included _one_ now generally included the
-other. The young men rejoiced in Lord Albert's being brought to their
-own level, as they thought; and all who had any thing to hide in their
-own conduct felt less afraid of his superiority, when they saw him on
-the verge of an intrigue of the same nature as many of their own.
-
-When, at length, Lord Albert D'Esterre returned home, the hum of
-voices, and the unmeaning admixture of dancing tunes, mingled together
-in utter discordance, still sounded in his ears, and he felt provoked
-at himself for having wasted many hours so unsatisfactorily. The
-tension of the mind, under the action of such feelings as those which
-agitated his breast, is never really relieved in similar scenes or by
-similar means; and the false, feverish excitement produced by them,
-when it passes off, leaves the sufferer a thousand times more low and
-debilitated than before he had recourse to them. Lord Albert turned
-every way but the right way to find peace; and when sleep did visit
-him, it was not the balmy friend which comes to the pillow of an
-approving conscience.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V.
-
-THE PRESENTATION AT COURT.
-
-
-The day at length arrived, to which so many had looked forward with
-lingering expectation, and which, to the young in general, was one
-of delightful anticipation. Among these, however, there was one who,
-though both young and beauteous, and likely, under other circumstances,
-to have enjoyed the idea of coming out into the dazzling scene of the
-world, remained unmoved by the general festivity, from a dread of the
-trial which the scene would probably bring to her feelings.
-
-Lady Delamere had communicated to Lady Dunmelraise the circumstance
-of her having seen Lord Albert D'Esterre the preceding evening at
-Almack's, and of his being engrossed the whole time with Lady Hamlet
-Vernon;--intelligence naturally productive of the most painful
-conclusions, and which, of course, received considerable aggravation
-in Lady Dunmelraise's mind from the excuses made by Lord Albert for
-not dining in South Audley-street on that day. She however felt
-that, although most painful, it was right to inform Adeline of this
-fresh instance of Lord Albert's unfeeling conduct, in order that she
-might, by so doing, lead her more and more to wean her affections from
-a person so unworthy as he now appeared to be, and help to destroy
-the remaining hopes which her daughter might otherwise retain of his
-returning affection.
-
-Lady Adeline might well have thought that she had been prepared for the
-worst, and imagined that her cup of sorrow was filled to the brim; but
-at this additional circumstance she felt, that the human heart is never
-so full of bitterness, but that there may be added some drops of gall.
-Her usual serenity, however, did not wholly forsake her; but her first
-impulse was to entreat her mother to spare her the trial of attending
-the drawing-room.
-
-"I wish," she said, "to be suffered to gain strength in retirement,
-and to seek for resignation, where you, my dearest mamma, have ever
-taught me it can alone be found. Some day or other," though she did not
-believe what she was saying, "some day or other, I dare say, I shall be
-quite happy again; only _now_"----But at that moment the _quite happy_
-were words too much in contrast to the _quite wretched_ at her heart,
-for her lips to be able to pronounce, and in a passion of tears her
-feelings found relief.
-
-Lady Dunmelraise suffered them to flow unimpeded, and when she regained
-composure, said, "My dearest child, I insist on nothing to which you
-think yourself unable; but if you _can_ make the exertion, do so, for
-my sake and your own. Reflect on the humbled feelings of your mother
-and of yourself, if Lord Albert should ever know into what a depth of
-sorrow and humiliation he has plunged us both."
-
-"Mamma, mamma, he must know that; for does he not know, has he not
-seen, have I not shown him a thousand times how very dear he is to
-me? and, after all, what should I be, if I were not humiliated by his
-desertion?"
-
-"Most true, dearest, in heart; but there is a prudence and decorum to
-be preserved in outward seeming; a respect due to ourselves, in not
-displaying our feelings to the unfeeling world, who only trample upon
-them with unheeding carelessness, and can never appreciate their depth
-or value. I can well understand, my dear child, that you will be making
-an heroic effort, by going into public under the present suffering
-state of your heart; but I do ask of you to make that effort; for
-I know, by experience, that there is much _real_ power gained over
-ourselves by assuming its _appearance_."
-
-This conversation ended by Lady Adeline's promising to do every thing
-her mother wished for her dear sake, whom she loved with more than
-filial affection; and, having once given this promise, she determined
-to fulfil it nobly. The satisfaction which follows any sacrifice of
-selfish feelings to the wishes of those whom it is our duty to please
-is never-failing, and, under every circumstance, affords a peace
-which can never be obtained by their indulgence to the dereliction of
-principle.
-
-But, notwithstanding all Lady Adeline's amiable qualities, and all the
-estimable motives of her conduct, she could not avoid the natural pangs
-of sorrow and anxiety, which she, in common with every human being, is
-doomed to experience. Come they must in some shape or other to all;
-happiest are those who entertain them wisely. The whole of that day, an
-ebb and flow of dread and doubt passed over her in alternate tides of
-hope or despondence;--of doubt, if Lord Albert would again call,--of
-dread, lest, if he did call, she should betray herself to him; yet of
-hope, that he might put this trial to the test,--and of despondence,
-as the hours passed away and no Lord Albert appeared.
-
-Fortunately, before we are tired of sorrow, sorrow tires us, so that
-wearied nature finds refuge in sleep despite of itself; and this was
-the case of Lady Adeline, whose eyes, while yet full of tears, were
-closed in slumber: but it is the wakening again which is the trial;
-then we seem to have derived fresh power to suffer, and the sad vision
-of grief is presented to us with renewed vitality. Such were Lady
-Adeline's feelings when her maid brought to her bedside the attire and
-the ornaments with which she was that day to be adorned, in order to
-enter upon a scene of pleasure which to most young hearts is attended
-with so many fascinations.
-
-"Take them all away, Mourtray," she said, "take them all away; it is
-not time to dress yet." And when the time did come, how many painful
-recollections marred every thought of pleasure! Should she see Lord
-Albert in the crowd? was the first question she asked herself; and if
-she did see him, how would he behave to her? how should she behave to
-him? If he were unoccupied by any one at the moment, and apparently
-disengaged from any interesting conversation, she thought she could
-go through the scene; but if he were talking to one whose name was
-now too well known to her, and too closely allied with the cause of
-her misery, she feared that neither the time nor the place would be
-sufficient restraints to sustain her under the trial.
-
-"Every body," she said, looking at herself in the glass, "every body
-must read my story in my face. These red, red eyes, these swollen
-lips!"--And then she started up from her seat and cried, "No, no, it
-must not be thus! it is for my dearest mamma's sake I am going, and
-for her sake I will master my emotion, I will endeavour to assume
-the tranquillity which she recommends." Repeated immersion of her
-face in cold water, and the being told that a short half hour only
-remained to the time appointed by Lady Delamere for her to be at her
-house, restored, in some degree, the beauty of her complexion and the
-animation of her eyes; while the bustle of necessary haste imparted
-that glow to her cheeks, which, though called forth by feverish and
-fervid feelings, could still boast of being the delicate dye of the
-rose. Her dress was in itself of the simplest and most unadorned
-fashion; and when her jewels were presented to her by her attendant,
-most of which had been gifts from Lord Albert, she laid them all aside,
-and positively declined wearing any. The extreme luxuriance of her
-light, crisped hair, braided and curled in many a graceful fold, was
-her only decoration; except that, as she passed a myrtle (the gift of
-Lord Albert also), she hastily plucked a branch of it, and placed it
-with some care in her bosom. How deceitful is the human heart! and,
-above all, how deceitful is the passion of love, which conceals itself
-under a thousand disguises! The jewels were discarded, but the flower
-was chosen; that flower, which, for its emblematic associations, was
-ten times dearer to her, and spoke a softer language than the diamonds'
-blaze or the rubies' dye. Thus while denying, she cherished, love! Oh,
-woman, woman! you alone know the meaning of the word, its thousand
-concealed tendernesses, its purity of essence, its endless springs of
-increase!
-
-Lady Dunmelraise, when she took leave of her daughter, pressed her to
-her heart, and as she blessed her with an honest pride, thought there
-could not be a fairer, purer being, among the glittering throng. "Be of
-good cheer," she said, "love, and sustain your own dignity."
-
-When Lady Adeline arrived at her aunt's house, she had to undergo the
-gaze of the persons assembled to look at the dresses of those who were
-going to court, whose remarks, as she passed, kept alive that flutter
-of spirits which prevented her from indulging in softer feelings, and
-on the present occasion was of infinite use to her. On beholding her
-dress, her cousins exclaimed against the total absence of ornament or
-jewels; but she said, it was of no consequence, nobody would look at
-her; and when they all offered her various _aigrettes_ and necklaces,
-she besought them not to insist on her wearing them.
-
-"I have plenty at home," she said; but added, with a melancholy smile,
-"I have made a vow to wear none." Lady Delamere understood her, and
-thought her own loveliness stood her in good stead of any extraneous
-aid. At all events, she conceived it was cruel to press her further;
-and as time admitted of no delay, they went to their carriage through
-a line of persons drawn up on each side, all of whom bore testimony to
-Lady Adeline's beauty. They went slowly along in the splendid equipage,
-which, in the magnificence of old family state, attracted unusual
-attention; till, coming to St. James's-street, they were obliged,
-by the string of carriages, to continue moving on at a foot's pace.
-And here again the gaping crowd made no inapt observations as the
-glittering throng passed in array before them.
-
-One singular-looking, fat man actually followed the carriage a
-considerable way, evidently in admiration of Lady Adeline; and observed
-to the person near him, loudly enough for her to hear what he said,
-"As for _she_, so plain-dressed like, she's the biggest beauty of 'em
-all," pointing at her; "but she wears all her diamonds and pearls in
-her eyes and mouth." The people around roared and laughed, apparently
-in approbation, and even Adeline smiled and blushed. By the time they
-arrived at the entry of Buckingham House, her cheeks were glowing, and
-her eyes sparkling, with an excitement which was, she acknowledged to
-herself, salutary at the time, though factitious and evanescent. The
-brilliancy of the scene too, so new to her, was not without its effect.
-The rich liveries of the attendants, the military, the truly British
-grandeur of the yeomen of the guard, the blaze of beauty, of dress, and
-of smiles, struck Adeline with admiration and momentary pleasure; and
-in her own natural way, she said to one of her cousins,
-
-"This is a noble sight. I am glad I came. Mamma is always in the
-right." But then in another moment she sighed; and remembering all
-the circumstances that had so recently passed, the whole moving mass
-of feathers, flowers, and jewels, became one undistinguishable
-confusion, without power to charm or awaken her interest. But all
-this while, she was borne along on the stream of the crowd; and she
-heard, amid the buzz of voices, her own name, and then the observation
-which followed it. Women always talk of the dress of those they wish
-to _denigré_, and of course Adeline's was commented upon, and found
-great fault with. "Quite improper, I declare!" said old Lady Honeyman
-to her distorted daughters, whose features, under the influence of the
-dancing St. Vitus, seemed to redouble their activity in honour of the
-shaking brilliants with which they were covered; "I declare it is quite
-improper to come to court as if one was in one's chemise! perfectly
-shocking! quite indecent! Poor thing! had she nobody belonging to her
-who could lend her a pair of earrings, at least?"--"What a beautiful
-creature!" cried another voice; (a man's, of course) "did you ever see
-any thing like the harmony of her features and the shape of her ear? it
-is quite classical; and she has none of those horrid girandoles pendent
-to it to spoil its form."
-
-"Who is she?" "who is she?" went round and round in audible whispers;
-and the last speaker pressed onwards, somewhat careless of the
-convenience of his neighbours, on purpose to get another view of her.
-
-"How people do squeeze!" said the enraged Lady Honeyman; "it is like
-a bear-garden. Elfrida, my love, take care of your diamond cestus:
-Lauretta, do not lose your ruby _aigrette_.--There, sir, there!--you
-have torn my Brussels lace lappet all to pieces with the hilt of your
-sword!"--And at this appeal the gentleman looked down on the little
-yellow dwarf with infinite dismay and many apologies; and stopping to
-disengage his sword from the ill-fated lappet, cast an evil eye upon
-the black Lauretta, who assisted to disengage the lappet, wishing her
-in the shrine of her namesake, where all her diamonds might receive
-that homage which he was only endeavouring to pay to the unadorned
-Adeline's genuine beauty.
-
-At length Lady Adeline and her party reached the room in which the
-sovereign stood; and Lady Adeline found herself suddenly in an open
-space, from whence the monarch, and those persons attached to his
-household, could distinctly see every person separately who entered.
-Lady Adeline felt awed, for she had imbibed a respectful attachment
-to the person of her sovereign, and her young feelings were those of
-enthusiastic loyalty.
-
-Lord Albert, who in his official situation had the private _entré_,
-had not yet seen Lady Adeline, and at the moment she appeared in the
-door-way, was talking to Prince Luttermanne; when the latter, with his
-habitual admiration for every thing young and new, was so struck with
-her appearance, that he broke off his conversation, saying, "Who is
-that very extraordinarily beautiful girl now entering?" Lord Albert,
-whose back was towards her, turned suddenly round, and, on beholding
-her, was so overcome by a sudden revulsion of feeling, that he could
-not directly reply. He hesitated, his countenance changed, his lip
-quivered; and, after a considerable pause, he abruptly said, "Oh!
-that is Adeline." Prince Luttermanne looked astonished, saying at the
-same time, "Who the deuce is Adeline?" but Lord Albert had not waited
-to answer any further inquiries. He moved away round the back of the
-circle, to get a more distinct view of the object so unexpectedly
-presented to him;--an object still dearer to his heart than any other
-upon earth, and one whose presence, when, as thus, suddenly brought
-before him, was never-failing in overturning all the sophistry of art,
-and all the juggles and distortion of jealous passion. In the present
-instance she stood before him as the personification of innocence and
-truth.
-
-In the midst of splendour and of beauty, _her_ beauty shone forth
-in its unadorned power, and in the freshness of its morning purity,
-pre-eminently bright in perfect simplicity. She was not unconscious of
-the admiration she excited; but that very consciousness added to her
-charms: it deepened the roseate colour of her cheek, gave additional
-lustre to the tremulous sparkle of her eye, and threw over her whole
-air and person that veil of diffidence which imparts grace to every
-movement and interest to every glance. Lord Albert gazed on her with
-intense admiration. He thought of the time when he had looked forward
-to the present epoch in Lady Adeline's existence, as to one in which he
-should be a partaker in her triumph, and gather up the suffrages paid
-to her beauty as though they were so many offerings bestowed to gratify
-his own feelings and confirm the superiority of his own choice;--but,
-as it was, how differently did he feel!
-
-She was now nothing to him, he was nothing to her; she cared not for
-his approbation or his censure; she knew not whether he was to be
-present at this her first _debut_ in the world, or not: and then,
-again, a change came over his fluctuating feelings, and recalling to
-mind the thousand instances in which she had proved her attachment to
-him, the truth for a moment flashed before his fancy, and in despite
-of all that had lately occurred, he believed himself dear to her. How
-an enamoured imagination catches at trifles, and is the sport of hope
-or fear! Lord Albert for a moment felt the full glow of tenderness and
-trust float over his whole being, like a refreshing dew over a thirsty
-land; and as he moved along, unheeding the gay crowd that flitted past
-him, he sought only for the one object whom he desired to behold. He
-now caught a glimpse of her, and then lost it again, obscured by some
-feathered headdress, or some uninteresting intervening object; but, at
-length, he reached a spot from whence he had a full view of her, as she
-half knelt to kiss the sovereign's hand, and was raised again by the
-most graceful action; and Lord Albert had the gratification of thinking
-he saw an expression of gracious admiration in the sovereign, as he
-turned to one of the lords in waiting, evidently making some remark on
-Lady Adeline.
-
-But all this while Lord Albert failed in catching her eye; and he now
-retraced his steps as hastily as the crowd would allow, in order to
-reach the door by which Lady Adeline must necessarily go out. In this
-attempt, however, he was disappointed, for such was the pressure and
-hurry of the officers to prevent a crowd in the presence-chamber,
-and Lady Adeline was so rapidly hurried on, that she was quickly lost
-to Lord Albert's view by the intervening multitude. He had not even
-the gratification of once catching her eye as she passed; for, added
-to the celerity with which she was compelled to move on after her
-presentation, she felt, as was natural to one so young, a degree of
-mingled flurry and awe, which kept her eyes fixed on the ground.
-
-This, however, did not suggest itself to Lord Albert, and he questioned
-himself to ascertain whether her apparent unconsciousness of his
-presence was real or feigned. Notwithstanding this doubt, Lord Albert
-continued his pursuit of her, and was so long unsuccessful, that he
-began to think she must have left the Court. As he made his way with
-difficulty through the crowd, he heard her name frequently mentioned,
-and always accompanied with praises of her beauty. As expressions of
-this kind fell on his ear, he could not forbear feeling that it was
-profanation for any one to dare to speak of Lady Adeline but himself:
-so unjust and so monopolizing is the spirit of jealous love.
-
-At length, Lord Albert, almost despairing of meeting with Lady Adeline
-by moving about, determined to fix himself at the outward door of
-the saloon, where he knew that she must pass in going away. Here he
-resolved to await the departure of the whole crowd, and, at least,
-ascertain the fact; but he had only taken this position a very short
-time, when Lady Hamlet Vernon appeared on the stairs, and nodding to
-Lord Albert as she descended into the great hall, approached, and
-took the seat which of course he relinquished to her. However much
-he had, of late, sought her society, and felt entangled by the spell
-which she knew so well to cast over him, there existed, at the present
-moment, a disposition to emancipate himself from the thraldom, and he
-felt her presence to be an intrusion. In proportion as these feelings
-increased, so did the restraint in his manner and conversation become
-more evident; and Lady Hamlet Vernon was much too penetrating, not to
-be aware that some strong interest directed his attention from her.
-
-He had remained some time in this embarrassed situation, which a
-mutual consciousness rendered every moment more painful. Answering
-Lady Hamlet Vernon's questions mechanically with his lips, while his
-thoughts and eyes were wandering in quest of the only object he wished
-to see, he suddenly beheld Lady Adeline, with Lady Delamere and her
-cousins, at the bottom of the staircase, and was on the point of
-abruptly leaving Lady Hamlet Vernon's side, and darting towards her,
-when Lady Adeline's eyes were for a moment directed to him. A mutual
-glance was interchanged, as brief as it was powerful, and he felt that
-at least she had seen, had recognized him, and in that single glance
-their souls had met and felt together; but her eyes quickly dropped,
-she spoke hastily to Lady Delamere, and they mutually turned, as if to
-re-ascend the staircase. This movement, however, although its intention
-was evident, was so in contradiction with Lady Adeline's glance of
-recognition, that it did not deter Lord Albert from ardently wishing to
-speak to Lady Adeline; and he was hastening away, in despite of Lady
-Hamlet Vernon's endeavours to arrest his attention, to join the former,
-when a cry of "Throw open the window! water! she faints!" struck his
-ear. The sound came from the opposite quarter in which he was going;
-but when he perceived the bustle, and the crowd endeavouring to make
-way for some person who was ill, and whom they were trying to bring
-into a freer current of air, his first impulse was to stand aside
-also, and lend his assistance for that purpose. In doing this, he soon
-recognised the lady who had fainted to be Lady Glenmore, borne in the
-arms of Mr. Leslie Winyard; and then, with renewed interest, as the
-wife of his friend Lord Glenmore, he pressed forward, and succeeded
-in making a passage to the window, the sash of which he threw up, and
-partly aided in placing Lady Glenmore on a seat: he then hastened away
-for water and restoratives.
-
-Every one was forward in tendering assistance to the minister's wife;
-and whilst many officiously stood around her, others, of better
-judgment and kinder intentions, went in search of Lord Glenmore.
-
-"What a lucky fellow!" cried Lord Boileau, one of the idlers who was
-standing near; "what a lucky fellow that Leslie Winyard is, to have the
-carrying of that beautiful creature in his arms!"
-
-"Oh! you know _c'est une affaire arrangé_," said Lord Gascoigne. "She
-never speaks to any one else now."
-
-Lord Albert heard these remarks with indignation as he returned with
-water, and could not help casting a look at the speakers, that they
-well understood.
-
-"Upon my word," observed Lord Boileau, "that man is quite insufferable.
-I thought he was improved since he lived amongst us; but I suppose he
-looks forward to rival Leslie Winyard, and will not hear the lady's
-fame called in question on account of any one but himself."
-
-"Bah!" replied Lord Gascoigne; "Lady Hamlet Vernon will never suffer
-that."
-
-"Is that really as people say?" asked Lord Boileau.
-
-"Oh! quite settled long ago," answered Lord Gascoigne; "and as she is a
-_maitresse femme_, she will not allow him to forsake her quietly."
-
-"How very beautiful, how very lovely she is, Boileau!" said Lord
-Baskerville, approaching at that moment; "now that she can neither talk
-nor laugh, she is quite charming--hem! I never knew before that she was
-handsome--hem! She ought to do nothing but faint--hem!"
-
-"Yes," they both replied, "she is very lovely indeed." "I rather envy
-Leslie Winyard," cried Lord Boileau: "that fellow has always been
-lucky. But have you seen Lady Adeline Seymour, _la nouveauté du jour_?
-Rather raw and unfledged yet, but she will be a very fine creature a
-year or two hence."
-
-"Don't you know her story?" whispered Lord Baskerville, approaching his
-mouth to the ear of Lord Boileau.
-
-"No--yes--I did hear something of it. She is going to be married, isn't
-she?"
-
-"She _was_," rejoined Lord Baskerville, looking very wise; "but, a-hem!
-that's all off now. I know all about it--hem! for _he_ is so involved,
-hem! that marriage is impossible--hem! And really the poor girl has
-_echappé belle_; for I never knew such a puritanical affected--hem!
-I cannot conceive what the women see about him to endure him for a
-moment--hem!"
-
-By this time the report of Lady Glenmore's having fainted spread
-through the rooms, and there were assembled around her Lady Tilney,
-Lady Ellersby, and the Comtesse Leinsengen.
-
-"I do not wonder you were overcome, my dear Lady Glenmore; it was
-terribly hot," said Lady Tilney in her most coaxing manner. "These
-vile drawing-rooms are quite enough to kill one. Such a heat, and such
-a crowd of Heaven knows whom! And then to see whom, or what? for one
-never sees the ostensible object for whom one comes here. If it were
-not to oblige Lord Tilney, and because one must, I would never come to
-such a horrid place again. My dear Lady Glenmore, you who have suffered
-so much are, I am sure, out of all patience with the whole thing."
-
-Lady Glenmore, who had by this time quite recovered, and who was placed
-very comfortably enjoying the fresh breeze that came to her unpolluted
-by the heat and breath of the crowd, as she sat close by the window,
-now resumed her accustomed smiling cheerfulness, and replied,
-
-"Not at all, Lady Tilney; I assure you I have been much amused,
-and think it is a very splendid scene;--so much beauty, so much
-magnificence, that I was quite provoked at myself for being overcome,
-and unable to enjoy it; but I am perfectly well again _now_, and I hope
-another time to be more used to it."
-
-"_Quelle niaiserie!_" whispered the Comtesse Leinsengen to Lord
-Baskerville. "She ought to go back to her nursery."
-
-"Nothing is so tiresome," replied Lord Baskerville, "as low people who
-are always diverted. They must be false or fools, a-hem! after their
-first existence in the world--hem! _our_ world I mean--hem! As to me,
-I don't care for any thing or any body, and am always bored to death
-here, a-hem! ar'n't you?"
-
-"_C'est selon_," answered the comtesse in her most abrupt manner.
-
-"Don't you know," cried Lady De Chere, "that there are a certain number
-of people who live upon getting up scenes all their life? they are
-always either fainting, or crying, or haranguing."
-
-"It's very bad taste," rejoined Lord Baskerville, "at all events--hem!"
-At this moment Lord Glenmore came up to his wife, betraying
-considerable agitation, and inquiring tenderly of Lady Glenmore how
-she felt, and speaking to her in a low voice of earnest solicitude; to
-which she replied with answering affection.--Mr. Leslie Winyard moved
-away, affecting more displeasure than he really felt.
-
-"What a fuss Glenmore is in! Vulgar!--hem! I cannot conceive," said
-Lord Baskerville, "why people should display their conjugal felicities
-to the world."
-
-"The old song, I think," observed Lord Raynham, who was passing by, and
-overheard the remark, "gives good advice:--
-
- 'Ne cherchez pas la quintessence;
- Contentez-vous de l'apparence.
- Qui veut trop voir, et trop savoir,
- Trouve souvent plus qu'il ne pense.'
-
-"A polite inquiry, that did not enter into particulars, might perhaps
-have suited better the interest of all parties, than that apparently
-minute inspection of circumstances--eh! Baskerville?" with a sort of
-sneering smile--"don't you agree with me?"
-
-"Certainly, hem! nothing is so mistaken, or argues such want of
-knowledge of the world, as to be _affairé_ about any thing."
-
-"_To be_," observed the Comtesse Leinsengen, "is one ting, to _seem_ to
-be is anoder: in dat lies de _savoir vivre_ or de no _savoir_. But did
-I not hear my carriage was up?"
-
-"Yes, comtesse; allow me to have the honour;" and she accepted his
-offered arm and departed.
-
-"D'Esterre," said Lord Glenmore, "I leave you to take care of Lady
-Glenmore, whilst I go in quest of our carriage; your gallantry will, I
-am sure, accept the charge."
-
-Lord Albert felt really flattered, and would at any other time have
-been happy to have such a post assigned to him, had it not been that
-he feared in consequence to lose seeing Lady Adeline. This thought
-gave his countenance an anxious, serious air, which the men around
-did not fail to comment upon. But Mr. Leslie Winyard could scarcely
-conceal his ill-humour. The husband to cross him was bad enough, but
-another man, and that man Lord Albert D'Esterre, whom of all others
-he most disliked, was gall and bitterness to him. He approached Lady
-Glenmore, however, casting a look of insolence towards Lord Albert;
-but the serious, preoccupied demeanour of the latter prevented his even
-observing the impertinence intended for him.
-
-Mr. Leslie Winyard now bent over Lady Glenmore, and whispered in her
-ear. She listened with rather more complacency than Lord Albert seemed
-to think was fitting, and she thanked Mr. Leslie Winyard for his care
-with somewhat more of feeling than he thought the occasion merited; but
-she spoke aloud, and seemed to avoid the whispered conversation which
-the other affected to hold.
-
-Lord Albert, however, who was the last man in the world to play the
-mean part of a spy over the actions of any one, felt his situation
-sufficiently awkward; and considering that his every wish was on the
-wing after Lady Adeline, it became every instant more painful. He
-almost determined on leaving Lady Glenmore; but then he thought Lord
-Glenmore would naturally feel hurt at his doing so. Whilst weighing
-this matter with himself, Lord Glenmore returned, announcing the
-carriage to be at hand.
-
-"D'Esterre, have the goodness to give your arm to Lady Glenmore on one
-side, and I will take care of her on the other, and then we shall be
-able, Georgina, to take you through the crowd without your suffering
-any inconvenience." Mr. Leslie Winyard bit his lip with mortification,
-and Lord Boileau said to him, with some degree of sarcasm,
-
-"Really, Winyard, I think you _are_ ill used; after your services, to
-see another preferred before you."
-
-"Oh! _c'est la fortune de la guerre_," he replied, with an air of
-_affected_ triumph; "but as for preference, _reste à savoir_."
-
-"Upon my word, Winyard's coolness is admirable," said Lord Gascoigne,
-"and I would bet an even hundred that he is right. Georgina, as he
-calls her, I dare say understands a thing or two by this time, and
-knows how to hoodwink Glenmore." No sooner had Lord Albert handed Lady
-Glenmore into her carriage, than he returned swiftly, with a faint,
-sickening hope that he might not yet be too late to catch at least one
-precious look more of Adeline; nor was he disappointed, for he met
-her suddenly, standing near the door with her party. Addressing Lady
-Delamere with an _empressement_ of manner, and an intonation of voice,
-that spoke the temper of his soul, his eyes fixed upon Lady Adeline's,
-he scarcely knew what it was he said to Lady Delamere, till the extreme
-coldness of the latter, and her marked asperity of reply, checked the
-flow of his feelings, and he remained mute and abashed, when the silver
-sound of Lady Adeline's voice, inquiring for Lady Glenmore, re-animated
-him.
-
-"The heat was overpowering," she observed, "and she could not be
-surprised that any one had fainted; she herself had suffered from it."
-
-Lord Albert made some answer, expressive of concern for her; and gazing
-at her with unrepressed tenderness, he remarked the myrtle sprig in her
-breast; for it was associated in his mind with some recollections that
-made it, in his estimation, an object of infinite interest. At that
-instant it dropped on the ground. He stooped to recover it hastily;
-and as he half tendered to restore it to her, said, "Its freshness
-was surprising, considering the atmosphere it had been in for so many
-hours; yet not so, neither," he added, "when I remember where it has
-been placed: but it is not worthy of such felicity. Allow me to retain
-it, for I, at least, can envy and appreciate its happy fate." A glow
-of lustrous joy illumined Lady Adeline's countenance; and if before
-the agitation of doubt and sorrow had shook her frame, an emotion not
-less intense, though proceeding from feelings the very opposite, now
-affected her.
-
- "Far as distress the soul can wound,
- 'Tis pain in each degree:
- 'Tis bliss but to a certain bound;
- Beyond is agony."
-
-Her emotion could not escape Lord Albert's observation, nor could
-he mistake its cause. With all the warmth of renewed and genuine
-affection, he again whispered to her,
-
-"Adeline, will you be at home to-night if I come?"
-
-Before she could reply, Lady Delamere's carriage was called. She turned
-rather abruptly to Lady Adeline, saying, "Adeline, come; the carriage
-waits;" and at the same instant Mr. Foley, who had been in quest of it,
-joined them, as though in much haste.
-
-"If you delay an instant, Lady Delamere," he said, "your carriage must
-drive off, and then it is difficult to tell when you may get away."
-
-"Adeline," cried Lady Delamere, speaking authoritatively, "take Mr.
-Foley's arm." And at the same time courtesying coldly to Lord Albert,
-she showed him his attendance was not desired, and hurried after her
-niece and daughters; for Lady Adeline, confused and agitated, had only
-time to cast a look at Lord Albert, and was in a manner obliged to
-suffer herself to be led away by Mr. Foley.
-
-Lord Albert stood for a moment like a statue: the sprig of myrtle,
-however, was in his hand, or he might have fancied he had dreamed the
-scene, so quickly had it passed. "What can this mean?" he said to
-himself, lingering on the spot where Lady Adeline had parted from him,
-quite unconscious of the crowd that passed by him in all directions.
-But where is one more alone than in a crowd? His reverie, however, was
-speedily broken in upon by hearing Lady Hamlet Vernon's name loudly
-called; and the next instant, as she was passing, unattended, to go
-out, she said to him:
-
-"Do, Lord Albert, be so obliging as to give me your arm." In common
-courtesy he complied; but it was mechanically, and like the action of
-one in a dream. "You had better let me set you down, Lord Albert, if
-your carriage is not up, or you will never get away." An anxious wish
-to leave a scene in which he had now no interest, induced him to avail
-himself of the proposal. He leaped in after her, and they drove rapidly
-away. He said something expressive of thanks to her, of the crowd, of
-the heat, of Lady Glenmore; and this brought them to Cleveland-row,
-when their progress was stopped, and the clatter of horses, and
-the crash of carriages, and the screams of women, and the oaths of
-servants, resounded in all directions. Lord Albert hastily looked out,
-and saw Lady Delamere's equipage, which had been forced out of the
-line among other carriages, and, in order to disentangle itself, was
-backing so as to come immediately parallel with Lady Hamlet Vernon's.
-He was grateful to think it was not in any present danger at least;
-but in lowering the glass and looking out to see what had occasioned
-the disturbance, he had forgotten and left the myrtle sprig on the
-seat of the carriage, and did not remark, in reseating himself, that
-Lady Hamlet Vernon had taken it up and was holding it in her hand, so
-absorbed was he in anxiety for Lady Adeline's possible danger.
-
-Lady Delamere's carriage was by this time in contact with that of
-Lady Hamlet Vernon's. Lord Albert was just about to put his head
-again out of the window, to assure the former there was no danger,
-when he saw Lady Adeline lean back suddenly in the carriage, and at
-the same instant one of her cousins, as he thought, by her desire
-quickly drew up the window, evidently to prevent all communication.
-Lord Albert could not mistake this action. It perplexed and wholly
-overthrew all his presence of mind; and under the painful pressure of
-contending feelings he made some brief excuse to Lady Hamlet Vernon, of
-endeavouring to see if the carriage could be extricated, and opening
-the door he darted out, without any thought but that of yielding to the
-impulse of his feelings, and proceeded home in a state of distraction.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-
-INTRIGUE.
-
-
-As soon as Lord Albert was alone, and could recall his scattered
-senses, he reviewed every look and every gesture of Lady Adeline; and
-notwithstanding all that passed at the drawing-room and subsequently,
-notwithstanding the marked coldness and disapprobation which her manner
-had of late implied, he yet thought that her real feelings were not
-those, at least, of indifference towards him; and he resolved to try
-the issue of calling in South Audley-street that evening, as he had
-proposed to her.
-
-For this purpose, he got away early from a ceremonious dinner which
-he was obliged to attend, and which appeared to him to last longer
-than any dinner had ever done before: and with his heart and head full
-of Adeline, and of Adeline alone, he found himself once more in her
-presence. Lady Delamere and her daughters, and one or two others, were
-sitting around Lady Dunmelraise's couch, amusing her with accounts
-of the drawing-room; but Lady Adeline was at the piano-forte, and
-Mr. Foley sitting by her, with a certain indescribable air of being
-established in his place by right.
-
-At one glance of his eye, Lord Albert took in the whole room on
-entering, together with the relative position of its occupants; and
-his feelings underwent a sudden and painful revulsion. He advanced,
-however, towards Lady Dunmelraise, who extended her hand to him, but in
-a way that he could not mistake; and her coldness struck an additional
-chill to his heart. From Lady Delamere and her daughters he met no
-kindlier greeting; and he determined at once to try if Adeline's heart
-was equally shut against him. For this purpose he moved towards her;
-and although she could not see him, her back being turned to that
-part of the room from whence he came, yet she heard his approaching
-footstep, and trembled in every nerve.
-
-Mr. Foley, who had followed Lady Hamlet Vernon's advice respecting his
-own conduct, and who lost no opportunity in acting in conformity to
-it, was now determined that he would not resign his seat or quit his
-station near Lady Adeline. The latter, on her part, had been too much
-agitated by her own feelings to see things in their true light; and
-was glad of any person to talk to, in order to conceal her emotion. But
-no artificial means were sufficiently powerful to still the beatings of
-her heart; and when Lord Albert inquired after her health, saying, he
-hoped she had not suffered from the morning's fatigue, she started at
-the sound of his voice, although she expected to hear it, and made some
-hurried reply, which he construed into a disdain of his inquiries.
-
-Lord Albert, wretched and astonished, stood mute; questioning within
-himself if this could really be the same Adeline whom he had a
-few hours ago seen with such a different expression in her whole
-countenance and demeanour, as to make him doubt the evidence of his
-senses. He would at once have broken through the mystery, could he
-have obtained her ear for a moment; but the presence of Mr. Foley,
-who pertinaciously, and, as it appeared to Lord Albert, in defiance
-of him, kept his place, prevented all explanation. And then again
-returned those false conclusions which arose from jealous doubt; and
-he conceived that it would be unworthy of himself even to seek an
-explanation from one whose evident preference of another appeared to
-him so very decided.
-
-In this dark spirit of jealous indignation, he turned away, and
-sank into gloomy silence. Could he have known what was passing in
-Lady Adeline's breast, he would have acknowledged the justice of
-her feelings; he would have seen that all which seemed coldness and
-indifference was only the result of a proper sense of what she owed
-herself; and that under that assumed demeanour lay hid the truest,
-warmest love. Strange as it may appear on a slight review of the matter
-(although it is the common infirmity of human nature never to see
-its own defects), he was not aware of the effect which his constant
-intercourse with Lady Hamlet Vernon produced on the minds of all those
-who witnessed his intimacy with her; and, perhaps, as matters now
-stood, even if he had been at one time inclined to own himself in the
-wrong, the still greater dereliction from all truth and delicacy, which
-he thought he discovered both in Lady Adeline and Lady Dunmelraise,
-respecting their behaviour to him, completely exonerated him in his
-opinion, and he lost all sense of the evil of his own conduct in
-blaming theirs.
-
-Little did Lord Albert dream (indeed, in the excitement of greater
-things, he had totally forgotten it) that the sprig of myrtle which
-Lady Adeline had given him that morning, and which had been apparently
-the medium of so much mutual tenderness, had been seen by her in Lady
-Hamlet Vernon's hand, when their carriages were entangled in coming
-from the drawing-room. It was this circumstance, combined with Lord
-Albert's being again in assiduous attendance on one whom she was now
-compelled to consider in the light of a rival, that had made Lady
-Adeline draw up the glass at the moment Lord Albert was about to speak
-to her, in order to escape witnessing so painful a truth. As she threw
-herself back in the carriage, and reflected on the unworthiness of his
-conduct, she became the victim of the most agonizing feelings; for what
-is so painful as the conviction of unworthiness in the object of our
-love? and it was this conviction which had effected the alteration in
-her manner towards him, which he could not but observe from the first
-moment of his entering the room.
-
-While she was actuated by these sentiments, Lord Albert, on his part,
-writhed under the idea that Mr. Foley was his favoured rival, and that
-he was only allowed to witness his triumph, in order that he might
-be provoked to become the party who should break off the engagement
-existing between him and Lady Adeline. But this he inwardly determined
-should never be the case. He endeavoured, therefore, at the present
-moment, to devour his chagrin, and force himself to converse on
-indifferent topics; addressing himself, however, to Lady Dunmelraise,
-rather than to Lady Adeline. Among others, he made allusion to the
-_fête_ which was to take place at Avington Park the day after the
-following, and expressed his regret that he had been unable to procure
-the tickets which he had hoped to have presented to herself and Lady
-Adeline; "a circumstance," he added, "which I consider very unfair,
-since I was one of the original subscribers to this _fête_; but the
-names of the parties to be inserted have been all chosen by ballot, and
-my single voice alone did not prevail in obtaining the insertion of
-those whom I wished to be on the list."
-
-This was really the fact, however extraordinary it may appear. Lord
-Albert, with the other persons who formed the committee appointed
-to give and arrange this _fête_, had paid five hundred guineas each
-towards defraying the expense, but not one of them had the power of
-inviting any individual apart from the consent of the whole body; and
-as Lady Dunmelraise and her daughter were not of that circle which Lady
-Tilney and her _coterie_ considered to be _ton_, Lord Albert's wishes
-on this point, which were perfectly sincere, had been wholly unattended
-to. Under the circumstances, however, in which he stood in the opinion
-of all those who now heard him, the exclusiveness of this measure could
-not be comprehended or believed, and, in short, passed for a mere
-deception.
-
-His excuse, consequently, was received with great coldness by Lady
-Dunmelraise, who only replied, "That, as to herself, her going was
-quite out of the question; and as to her daughter," she added with
-emphasis, "I dare say Adeline has no wish to be there." Here the
-subject dropped; and Lord Albert, torn by a thousand contradictory
-feelings, could no longer continue to play so painful a part as that
-which he now saw devolved upon him. In this state of mind he quitted
-Lady Dunmelraise's house, having bade her a cold adieu. Little did he
-imagine it was for the last time.
-
-If Lord Albert had exercised the power of sober reason, if the sorrow
-he felt had been free from all reproach of conscience, he would not
-have feared to look into his own breast, and would have sought counsel
-from that best adviser, his own mind, in the quiet of his chamber; "for
-a man's mind is wont to tell him more than seven watchmen that sit
-upon a high tower." But miserably he had suffered many entanglements
-to embarrass his steps, and direct them from the straight-forward
-path. The natural consequence of this was, that his mind had become a
-chaos, in which he distinguished nothing clearly; and in the bitterest
-moments of suffering, instead of coolly resorting to his understanding,
-as he once would have done, he now always sought to elude reflection
-by plunging into crowds. Whenever we dread to be left alone with our
-own thoughts, we are in peril. This melancholy change in Lord Albert's
-character was one which the alteration in his mode of life, and his
-associates, had in a short period of time effected.
-
-Instead, therefore, of returning home when he left South Audley street,
-Lord Albert drove to Lady Glenmore's, who was that night to receive the
-_coterie_ of their peculiar circle for the first time at her own house.
-There had been no little arrangement on Lady Tilney's part, as well
-as on Lady Tenderden's, to give to Lady Glenmore's _soirée_ its full
-effect in the annals of _ton_, by stamping it with that exclusive mark
-of self-arrogated distinction, of which they considered themselves to
-be the sum and seal.
-
-No pains had been spared by these ladies, therefore, to render this
-assemblage of persons select, according to their acceptation of the
-meaning of the word, and, _pour trancher le mot_, as they said, to
-exclude every one not on their own private lists, with the limited
-exception of those _diplomates_ and official persons whom Lord
-Glenmore's ministerial situation obliged them to permit Lady Glenmore
-to invite.
-
-At Glenmore House there was of course assembled, on the present
-evening, the Tilneys, Leinsengens, Tenderdens, Boileaus, Gascoignes, De
-Cheres, and the rest of the _élite_ who formed the _société choisie_ of
-Lady Tilney; and as the latter looked around the apartments, and only
-saw there those whom in fact _she_ had bidden, she was gratified with
-this fresh accession of arbitrary power, and considered it no small
-triumph thus to have set the seal of her supremacy over the yielding
-Lady Glenmore, who might, under other circumstances, if she had not
-been an ally, have proved a formidable enemy. As it was, Lady Tilney
-expressed the sense of her satisfaction by a thousand _cajoleries_,
-which one woman knows so well to practise upon another when it suits
-her purpose. She praised Lady Glenmore's dress (that touchstone of
-female friendship), although she could not help saying apart to Lady
-Tenderden, that it was a pity Lady Glenmore still persisted in her
-_baroque_ modes, which in fact were no modes at all, but contrivances
-of her own. To herself, Lady Tilney however next observed, that Lady
-Glenmore's choice of society was excellent, and that the manner in
-which she had arranged her rooms was managed with infinite taste.
-
-These approving, encouraging speeches, from one so versed in the
-knowledge of the world, and so much looked up to as the arbiter of the
-elegancies of life, together with all the other incense of flattery
-which was lavished upon Lady Glenmore on every side, could not fail of
-taking some effect on her mind. Young, fair, unformed in character,
-brought up by fond and indulgent parents, who thought she never could
-err, and who had miserably neglected to implant those religious
-principles in her breast which alone give stability to character, which
-impart strength by making us aware of our own weakness, Lady Glenmore
-was launched on a scene where dangers surrounded her in every shape,
-and which she was wholly unprepared either to foresee or to sustain.
-Gentle, amiable,--as yet pure, and unsuspicious of evil, from being
-herself free from it,--she was a fitting subject to be moulded into any
-shape by any evil-designing person that knew gradually to undermine
-her innocence without alarming her fears. Lady Glenmore's situation in
-the world, therefore, with a husband incessantly employed in public
-duties, consequently often absent, while she was thrown in the midst of
-a peculiar society, which became, from various circumstances, her only
-sphere of action, was one of infinite temptation and peril.
-
-At first, as was seen, she mourned over the deprivation of her
-husband's presence,--a husband whom she loved with child-like
-tenderness; but time, _ton_, and necessity, soon softened down this
-infantine regret, and merely at first as a solace for the pain she
-endured in being absent from him, she entered on the routine of
-dissipated pleasure which presented itself to her on all sides. No
-wonder, then, that those worldly pursuits, which were at first resorted
-to as palliatives for pain, became gradually habitual and necessary to
-her; and it is the fatal but inevitable consequence of such a habit of
-life, to unfit the capacity (even the best and most vigorous capacity)
-for any higher or nobler aim.
-
-In the thoughtless vivacity of her age, alive to the zest of gaiety and
-pleasure, her better qualities lay dormant; and in this Circean circle
-her beauty and her youth were certain passports to general admiration,
-independently of all the adventitious circumstances by which she was
-environed. On the present occasion, when for the first time she opened
-her house, she appeared the presiding spirit that gave life, animation,
-and novelty even to the _blasé_ and hackneyed beings around her.
-Had Lady Glenmore used, without abusing, the many advantages of her
-brilliant station, she would not have been to blame, whatever may be
-said by gloomy ascetics; nor would they have had power to lead her into
-danger, had she possessed the stay and guide which a husband's constant
-presence in society always affords.
-
-This, however, was not _her_ case; and the very nature of her ingenuous
-and guileless disposition became, in her present circumstances, an
-additional source of danger, since it rendered her the easy prey of the
-experienced and practised in deception, by too many of whom she was
-surrounded, and who, envious of that purity they affected to despise,
-were restless agents in endeavouring to reduce it to their own corrupt
-level. It was from some such motive as this, rather than from any
-impulse of love or passion, that Mr. Leslie Winyard first paid Lady
-Glenmore attention. He was clever, and knew well how to be prodigal of
-assiduities to the one object of his pursuit, in contradistinction to
-the contempt in which he apparently held all others. This flatters
-the vanity of the individual to whom they are addressed, and proves a
-ready passport to a woman's smiles, particularly when experiencing that
-perfect _délaissement_ which is most felt in a crowd, where "there is
-none to bless us, none whom we can bless."
-
-Under these circumstances Lady Glenmore first listened to Mr. Leslie
-Winyard; and that advantage once gained, he had art enough to avail
-himself of it as a step towards intimacy. In a very short space of
-time, he so far succeeded as to raise at least a _bruit sourd_ of
-his being _l'objet préféré_; an idea which at this period, could any
-real friend of Lady Glenmore's have suggested to her, she would have
-started from with indignation; but as it was, she continued laughing
-and talking on the present occasion with Mr. Leslie Winyard. Had she
-overheard the observations made upon her by various persons, more
-particularly those of Lady De Chere and Lord Boileau, she might have
-learned a lesson which she was destined to buy at a higher price.
-
-"Well, for a _debutante_," said Lord Boileau, "I think _la petite_
-Georgina has made considerable progress in her career. And how does
-Glenmore take it?"
-
-"Oh!" replied Lady De Chere, "as every one does what they cannot help,
-I suppose. Besides, doubtless, he has other things to think of, and
-must feel glad to have escaped her childish fondness: it must have
-been exceedingly tiresome; and, after all, the sooner a matrimonial
-understanding is settled upon a right and proper footing, the better
-for both parties."
-
-"Very true, Lady De Chere; and nobody settles those matters so well as
-yourself; you are a model for all married ladies; so much _retenu_, so
-much _bienséance_, and such a lady-like way of doing exactly what you
-choose, and allowing De Chere to do the same. It is the only way for
-married persons to be comfortable, or _comme il faut_."
-
-"I am glad you think so, for that has long ago been Lady Boileau's
-opinion," replied Lady De Chere, with one of her most contumelious
-smiles, and left Lord Boileau to the satisfaction of his reflections on
-domestic happiness.
-
-"Pardon me," said Lord Baskerville, gently pulling him aside, and
-conducting the Comtesse Leinsengen to the other apartment, "but
-_en qualité de preux_, hem! I must be permitted to say, _Place aux
-dames_--a-hem!"
-
-"Oh! my reveries," rejoined Lord Boileau, "were on very every-day
-topics; they can be resumed at any time; and I am happy in the honour
-of--"
-
-"Getting out of de way," quickly interrupted the Comtesse, who had the
-happy knack of cutting all long speeches short, "_milles graces_:"
-and she glided past him with a sliding bow, adding aside to Lord
-Baskerville, "I would always make my best thanks to him for dat; he is
-quite a dullification. _Mais voilà du nouveau_," she went on to say, in
-the same breath, looking towards Lady Glenmore and Mr. Leslie Winyard,
-who were still conversing; "dat is always de way with your English
-virtuosos; dey go _grand train_ when dey do go. You are an odd people
-altogether; always _en caricatura_. _Et le mari farouche apprivoisé!_
-quite used to it already! Well, he is more sensible dan I took him for;
-_vogue la galère_." And by this time she had approached close to Lady
-Glenmore with her sliding step.--"I wished to make you my courtesy,
-and pay you my compliments on the brilliancy of your _soirée_; and I
-am happy to see you did not suffer more from your indisposition at
-the drawing-room. Indeed, I am sure you could not, for I never saw
-you looking more _triomphante_ than to-night. That heat was enough to
-kill one; but you had only a _vapeur_; and I assure you it was quite
-becoming: was it not, Lord Baskerville?"
-
-"Oh, done in excellent style, as all that Lady Glenmore does must
-be--a-hem! quite in good taste; no distortions or hysterics or vulgar
-violences; all suavity and gentleness--a-hem! never saw so beautiful a
-specimen of feint in my life--hem!"
-
-At that moment Lord D'Esterre came up to make his bow to Lady Glenmore,
-and the Comtesse Leinsengen walked abruptly away, saying, "De very
-sight of dat man gives me what you call de blue and de green devils."
-
-But Lady Hamlet Vernon was quite of a different opinion; she had long
-been a fixture in the door-way, looking anxiously for his arrival. It
-was late when he came, and she sought to attract his attention, and
-engage him in conversation. Solicitous as she was to learn the cause of
-his having left her in such an unaccountable manner in Cleveland-row,
-she did not immediately enter upon that subject, but said something
-expressive of a general interest in his welfare, and of concern at
-seeing him look unwell. He eluded her inquiries, and professed being in
-perfect health; but she was evidently aware that his mind had undergone
-some sudden change since she had seen him at the drawing-room, for he
-no longer spoke in the abstracted manner he had done when there, but
-joined with an apparent animation and interest in a conversation which
-she dexterously led to topics that she knew to be most in accordance
-with his tastes and habits, and particularly so when he was depressed
-and under the influence of blighted feelings; at which times he never
-failed to seek refuge in dreams of ambition and power.
-
-Though Lord Albert D'Esterre had never yet arrived at that degree
-of intimacy with Lady Hamlet Vernon which might have induced him to
-open his whole heart to her, on its dearest interests, yet there
-always seemed to him to be a tacit and delicate understanding of his
-sentiments, which he felt was soothing, and believed was sincere;
-while, on her part, there was a consummate art in appearing to
-compassionate his disappointment, while, at the same time, she never
-failed in administering some baneful suspicion, or insinuating some
-deteriorating observation on the character and conduct of Lady Adeline
-and her mother, in respect to their behaviour towards himself.
-
-Had Lady Hamlet Vernon, by any incautious or violent language, betrayed
-her own malignant feelings, his eyes would have been at once unsealed;
-but all she said was so well adapted to effect what she intended, to
-throw his mind into a sea of doubts, and yet leave no suspicion of her
-intending to do so, that he yielded, by degrees, an unwilling belief
-to this sapping, undermining influence, so totally destructive of his
-peace.
-
-While listening to discourse of this kind, their conversation was
-interrupted by Lord Raynham's addressing Lady Hamlet Vernon as he
-passed her, putting some common-place question (to which, however, he
-did not wait to hear an answer) about the ensuing breakfast, and then
-he walked on, talking to himself as usual.
-
-Lady Hamlet Vernon turned quickly to Lord Albert, saying, "Of course
-you _must_ be there!"
-
-He replied vaguely, apparently not knowing what he was saying; and it
-was evident to Lady Hamlet Vernon, that, for some reason or other, the
-mention of the breakfast raised in his mind a perplexity of thoughts,
-for he relapsed into an abstracted mood, and became perfectly silent.
-She was too wary to make any direct observation upon this, and too much
-accustomed to the fluctuation of his spirits not to know that they
-must be suffered to ebb and flow without animadversion on her part, if
-she desired to maintain her influence over him; but she determined
-secretly to trace the cause of this sudden change to its source, and
-felt sure that there was something connected with the breakfast of
-higher interest to him than itself. She endeavoured to regain his
-attention by turning her conversation into other channels; but in vain:
-the spell was on him, and soon afterwards he glided from her side and
-left the assembly.
-
-Lady Glenmore's party was prolonged to a late hour, and when the people
-began to move, a considerable time elapsed before they could all
-depart. To dissipate the _ennui_ of these last moments, Lady Glenmore
-went to her piano-forte, and, in that excitement of spirit which the
-incense of flattery and the consciousness of worldly success inspires,
-she sang in her very best manner and in her most brilliant style,
-and was herself so absorbed in the sweet sounds she made, that she
-perceived not that the last of her visitors was gone, till, on looking
-up, she beheld no one save Mr. Leslie Winyard leaning over her chair.
-Abashed and somewhat confused, she scarce knew why, Lady Glenmore
-was about to rise, when Mr. Winyard entreated her just to finish the
-romance. "It is only two stanzas more," he said, in his most entreating
-and persuasive tone. Fluttered, and not wishing to show she was so,
-she thought it better to comply, and endeavour to recover herself while
-singing. In this she succeeded to a certain degree; and having sang the
-two stanzas he pleaded for, she arose with an intention of immediately
-retiring, when Mr. Leslie Winyard, who had always _l'apropos du moment_
-at command, contrived again to arrest her departure, by starting some
-question which she could not avoid answering, and then proceeding to
-further converse; while Lady Glenmore, on her part, caught by the
-glitter of his wit, was amused, and laughed in gaiety of spirit.
-
-This scene had continued fully half an hour after every body had left
-the room, when Lord Boileau, who had been one of the last to go away,
-made his reappearance suddenly in the apartment where they were sitting.
-
-"I beg you a thousand million of pardons, Lady Glenmore; I am sadly
-afraid I--I have intruded. I am vastly unfortunate; I must seem
-exceedingly impolite; quite accidental, I assure you. The truth is,
-my carriage did not arrive, and rather than wait any longer in the
-room below, I ventured to come up stairs again. You will, I trust,
-therefore, pardon my reappearance. But, Winyard, if your carriage is
-waiting, as I believe it has been for some time, will you allow it to
-set me down, and I will send it back immediately?"
-
-"Oh yes!" cried Leslie Winyard, "with the greatest pleasure; by all
-means."--And Lord Boileau turned to go away as he spoke. Lady Glenmore
-happily, at the moment, felt the awkwardness of her situation, and
-had sufficient presence of mind to say, "Stop, Lord Boileau, I beg.
-Mr. Leslie Winyard, I must make my adieus, and wish you good night.
-I am afraid you will find it dull waiting alone till Lord Boileau's
-carriage returns." She said this with a determination of manner which
-sufficiently proved to Mr. Leslie Winyard that he ought to depart,
-and not press matters further at that time. He bowed, therefore, and
-whispering something in her ear with an appearance of familiarity,
-reluctantly took his leave.
-
-As he joined Lord Boileau on the staircase, the latter said to him,
-in a low tone, "You will never forgive me, Winyard, I fear, for this
-interruption; but how very cleverly the Glenmore turned it off! I give
-her great credit for her address."
-
-Leslie Winyard made no answer, but smiled complacently, and in a manner
-that left little doubt of the innuendo which he wished his silence to
-convey; while he inwardly triumphed in the assurance, that he had in
-Lord Boileau a willing witness and ready herald of all he could wish to
-be believed.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-
-THE TICKET.
-
-
-The allusion made by Lord Albert D'Esterre on the preceding evening
-to the _fête_ at Avington Park, his excuses and explanations on the
-subject of the ticket, together with Lady Dunmelraise's doubtful mode
-of receiving them, were circumstances not lost on Mr. Foley; and the
-hope that he might not only please Lady Adeline by the attention, but
-also, in the event of his success, tacitly throw suspicion on Lord
-Albert's sincerity, determined him on endeavouring to procure her,
-himself, a ticket for the _fête_.
-
-Consequently, at an early hour the following morning, he sought Lady
-Hamlet Vernon, to request her assistance in the accomplishment of
-his wishes. The latter possessed too much penetration not to see, in
-Mr. Foley's anxiety, an elucidation of the disquiet and uneasiness
-betrayed by Lord Albert D'Esterre when the subject of the breakfast
-had been accidentally alluded to at Lady Glenmore's by Lord Raynham;
-and imagined that she perceived, at once, a point where her own wishes
-might be advanced, at the same time that she appeared attending only
-to those of the friend who now applied to her. If it was clear to Lady
-Hamlet Vernon that some misunderstanding, some unpleasant feeling, had
-existed in Lord Albert's mind, connected with the subject, no better
-or surer index of it could be found, than in the eager and pressing
-solicitude displayed on the same point by the person whom she had
-herself principally influenced in the attempt to become his rival; and
-to procure the ticket so much wished for (if a possibility of doing
-so remained) was therefore the immediate conclusion in Lady Hamlet
-Vernon's mind.
-
-In individuals similarly constituted, an explanation of sentiment, or
-even of design, is not always requisite; an intuitive principle seems
-to guide to the same point, and directs them generally to the use of
-the same means; and no interpretation of his wishes was necessary on
-the part of Mr. Foley, in the present instance, to ensure him the
-earnest co-operation of Lady Hamlet Vernon. The conversation which
-had passed on a former occasion between them, on the subject of Lord
-Albert D'Esterre's engagement with Lady Adeline, and the result hinted
-at of Mr. Foley's probable success, if disposed to hazard his suit,
-was alone sufficient to produce an understanding throughout all future
-manœuvres in the proceeding, and without a word passing to that
-effect: therefore, on the occasion in question, Mr. Foley felt that he
-left his application in Lady Hamlet Vernon's hands with a well-founded
-assurance of its accomplishment, as far, at least, as her exertions
-could promote such an issue.
-
-In a few hours the ticket was procured and transmitted. On receiving
-it, Mr. Foley proceeded, with a feeling approaching to triumph, to
-South Audley-street; and in presenting it to Lady Dunmelraise, said
-something about his happiness in offering what he thought would be
-agreeable to Lady Adeline, and his hope that some other opportunity
-would afford itself of proving that her wishes were always laws to him;
-at the same time, to enhance his air of importance, throwing out hints
-(as if carelessly) respecting the small number of persons who were to
-constitute the _fête_, and the peculiarities attending its management,
-all which insinuated the distinction attached to such as were amongst
-the _prièes_. Lady Dunmelraise looked expressively at her daughter,
-as she held the ticket in her hand; as though she would have said,
-Lord Albert could not procure one; and Lady Adeline, who had sat like
-a statue, not daring to trust herself to speak, lest she should betray
-her feelings, now felt this silent appeal too much for endurance, and
-sought her chamber, there to indulge in an unrepressed burst of sorrow.
-"Yes," she cried, in broken utterance, as sobs choked her voice; "yes,
-he is faithless, perfidious, and I--I am wretched."
-
-While Lady Adeline gave way to this natural transport of wounded
-feeling, her mother guessed too well what her poor child was suffering,
-and though she suffered with her, yet she could, in the comparative
-calmness of _her_ regret, consider how it was best to act; and Lady
-Dunmelraise determined on the propriety and expediency of Adeline going
-to the breakfast. She therefore continued to converse with Mr. Foley,
-in order to settle all the necessary arrangements, saying,
-
-"But by whom is Adeline to be _chaperoned_? There do not seem to be
-many of our acquaintance going, unless, indeed, Lady Borrowdaile, Lady
-Aveling, or Lady Feuillemorte; yet she would, I think, prefer Lady
-Aveling."
-
-"Pardon me," rejoined Mr. Foley; "none of those ladies are invited."
-
-"Indeed! you astonish me! But the Duchess D'Hermanton; she, at least,
-cannot be left out?"
-
-"Her grace's name, I know, is not on the list," replied Mr. Foley.
-
-"That is astonishing! Which of the nobility, then, now in London, are
-to be of this party?"
-
-"Those," answered Mr. Foley, "who are of the _scelta_."
-
-"And pray who are those?" He named the Boileaus, De Cheres, Tenderdens,
-Tilneys, Leinsengens, &c. &c. Lady Dunmelraise smiled, and then looked
-rather grave.
-
-"This would be laughable," she said, "if it were not melancholy to
-think, that people can suffer themselves to be so led away by a love of
-false distinction, as to attempt to set aside all that is truly good
-and great, and to impose laws and rules upon society, whose general
-tendency cannot be productive of any real advantage, but the reverse."
-Mr. Foley affected to agree with her in part, but said, "There was
-always, at all times, something of the same sort existing. It was a
-species of excrescence," he said, "which grew out of the plethora
-of the London world. It might be dangerous for some; but for Lady
-Adeline--he conceived she might look at its folly, and _effleuré_ the
-charm of its novelty and splendour, without the least danger."
-
-"It is from this persuasion," rejoined Lady Dunmelraise, "that I can
-augur no harm in her attending the breakfast, although I should be
-sorry to see her always forming a component part of such a society.
-But whom can she accompany on the present occasion? Is Lady Louisa
-Blithewaite going?"
-
-"She is: as a sister of the Duke of Mercington's, she has been
-admitted."
-
-"That will do," said Lady Dunmelraise. "She is the very person under
-whose care I should like my Adeline to be placed. I will write to
-her directly." Mr. Foley, who began to fear that after all he should
-not carry his point, was now delighted; and he took leave of Lady
-Dunmelraise, well pleased with the prospect of his success. When Lady
-Dunmelraise had despatched her note to Lady Louisa Blithewaite, she
-sought Lady Adeline in her chamber, whom she found in some measure calm
-and composed.
-
-"You see how it is, my dearest child; but your painful task will soon
-be over, I trust. It is suspense only that is not to be borne, since
-it prevents the mind from resting on any one point, or coming to any
-conclusion; and it is for this very reason, my loved Adeline, that I
-wish you to summon resolution and attend the breakfast. It is right
-Lord Albert should know that we are aware of the idle subterfuge he
-wished to palm upon our belief; and it is well, too, for your future
-peace, that you should so convince yourself of his dereliction of all
-honourable principle, that you will not in any after-moment fancy that
-you have forfeited all happiness in losing him." By these and similar
-reasonings and persuasions, Lady Dunmelraise convinced her daughter
-that she ought to comply with her wishes, and prepare to meet this
-painful trial. Having, therefore, given way to the infirmity of human
-weakness only so far as that indulgence was necessary to a recovery of
-self-management, Lady Adeline rallied her powers of mental control;
-and with that steady serenity and determination of character which
-proceeds from one only source, and which bears up those who act upon
-its influence through all the storms of life, she acceded to whatever
-Lady Dunmelraise required of her.
-
-In the course of that day, Lord Albert called in South Audley-street;
-but neither Lady Adeline nor her mother were at home. In the
-distempered state of his mind, he thought he had been denied, and in
-this idea he was almost confirmed by seeing Mr. Foley leave the house
-a few moments after he had ridden from the door; though, in fact, this
-was not the case, the latter having merely gone into the drawing-room
-a short time before Lord Albert called, to leave a note explanatory of
-some points respecting the hour of going to the _fête_, &c. &c. and
-which Lady Dunmelraise had requested him to ascertain. The effect,
-however, produced upon Lord Albert's imagination was the same as if
-the fact had been so; and in this effervescence of mind he directed
-his horse's head, with a feeling of something like habit, towards Lady
-Hamlet Vernon's.
-
-When the heart is bruised, and the understanding perplexed, it is
-astonishing to think how the strongest minds turn to lean on some one
-being whom they deem willing to soothe and share in their feelings;
-and if it is a weakness, it is one so linked to all the best parts of
-our nature, that there would be no advantage gained by exchanging it
-for that cold hardness of self-sufficiency, to which some persons lay
-claim as affording them a superiority over their fellow-creatures. Such
-was certainly not Lord Albert's case. Whatever he might or might not
-confess to himself, it was with a worn-out spirit that he sought Lady
-Hamlet Vernon; and on hearing that she was at home, he threw himself
-off his horse, and hastened into her presence. Although she was too
-well skilled in reading the human heart, not to be aware that she owed
-this visit rather to his displeasure in other quarters, than from a
-spontaneous wish to enjoy her society, yet she received him, as she
-always did, with those gentle smiles which captivate the heart, and
-which is the temper ever sought for and expected in woman.
-
-Lady Hamlet Vernon knew that the general selfishness of man seeks
-only the reflection of his own sensations from the sympathy of women;
-and that whatever cause a woman may have of pain or pleasure, it is
-_his_ feelings, and not her own, which she must consult, soothe, and
-influence; and that, in short, when she ceases to be his sunshine, he
-ceases to court her influence.
-
-It was acting under this conviction, which made Lady Hamlet Vernon,
-with infallible delicacy and truth of tact, neither seem to search into
-secrets which Lord Albert did not choose to reveal, nor yet appear
-carelessly ignorant of the melancholy restlessness by which she saw
-him affected; but alternately she soothed, flattered, and sympathized
-in all he said, till at last she succeeded, for the time being, in
-reconciling him with himself, and in a great measure allaying the
-irritation of those various feelings which almost distracted him when
-he first entered her apartment.
-
-Before he took his leave, it was finally arranged between them, that
-he should accompany her to the _fête_ the next day, if he could leave
-Downing-street in time; and if he could not, he would, he said, meet
-her at Avington Park, and go there with Lord Glenmore, who, in the
-event of his being detained, would be detained also.
-
-While thus variously agitated had been the feelings of some, whose
-hearts, by circumstances, had become interested in this idle _fête_,
-the principal movers in it, in _their_ way, were not less anxious for
-its success and brilliancy. For the preservation of its exclusive and
-chosen character, and the arrangement of all its endless detail of
-luxury, each member of the _société choisie_ was more or less busy
-and _affairé_. Lady Tilney, with her usual activity, was the first
-in her exertions; driving to the houses of all connected with the
-arrangements, examining into every minute particular, and, above all,
-guarding against the possibility of any persons whose name was not
-on her list creeping in through the weakness of some member of the
-committee, who, in a moment of unallowed natural feeling, might have
-invited a sister, or a mother, or a brother, who were from a class
-_without the pale_.
-
-At Lady Ellersby's she met Lady Tenderden, and the Countess Leinsengen,
-and Lady De Chere, and Lord Boileau, who came in, as though by chance,
-one after the other, each saying, in different words, the same thing.
-
-"How fortunate I am to have met you! I wished to know at what hour you
-are to go to Avington Park to-morrow;" and all applied to Lady Tilney.
-She named three o'clock.
-
-"La!" cried Lady Ellersby, "I shall not have awoke from my first sleep
-at that hour: surely four o'clock is quite time enough."
-
-"_I_ shall not go till den," cried the Comtesse Leinsengen. "One has
-always enough of dose tings dat last for ever. Breakfast, dinner,
-supper, and den breakfast again, before one gets away."
-
-"Oh! but you know," replied Lady Tenderden, "dis _fête_, my dear
-comtesse, is not like any other; dere will be no one dere but
-ourselves, our own _société_; and dere are so many pleasant tings to be
-done,--going on de water, walking about, and de _loterie_; one would
-not choose to lose dat."
-
-"Oh! certainly not," exclaimed Lady Boileau. "I am told there are to be
-some exceedingly magnificent things. Lord Albert D'Esterre has bought
-some really fine jewels."
-
-"Perhaps so," said Lady De Chere in her blunt way; "but we all know
-_who_ will have these: the chances are wisely ordained _beforehand_."
-
-"Have you got your _billet de loterie_?" asked the Comtesse Leinsengen
-of the speaker.
-
-"No," replied Lady De Chere with an air of pique, "but I _am_ to have
-one."
-
-"Certainly," rejoined Lady Tilney, who read the Comtesse's intended
-triumph; and who chose to show her, on many occasions, that if any one
-had a right to tyrannize it was herself, or that at least, if such a
-thing were attempted, it should be _à qui mieux mieux_.
-
-"Certainly, Lady Boileau, there will be a lottery ticket for _you_, and
-all the _other_ ladies; at least, I shall conceive it exceedingly wrong
-indeed if there is not. But should there be any mistake, depend upon
-_my_ rectifying it. And now, ladies," she continued, addressing them
-generally, "there is one point we have not touched upon--our costume."
-
-"Oh! _demi-toilette_, of course," exclaimed Lady Tenderden.
-
-"Of course," echoed Lady Tilney, afraid lest it should be thought
-that she had asked the question with a view to arrange her own dress
-according to her friends' dictation: "but I meant, should we have a
-_change_ of dress for the evening?"
-
-"Oh! what a trouble!" said Lady Ellersby.
-
-"Yes, my dear; but you know, after walking about all day, our dress
-will not look fresh for the evening," said Lady Boileau. "However, I
-am told, that among other _galanteries_ our cavaliers have engaged a
-certain number of milliners, to be in attendance with every kind of
-decoration, so that we need think little on that point."
-
-"No, really!" cried Lady Ellersby, with something more than her usual
-animation: "that is well imagined."
-
-"And I will tell you," said Lady Tenderden, "what is the prettiest
-ting of all, de best imagined possible,--every lady is to have her
-cipher formed of her chosen flower. As to me, I shall be like Louis
-de Fourteenth's favourite, and am to have _un salon tout tapissé de
-jonquilles_. After all is said, dere is nobody but the French dat know
-what it is to be gallant. And now, _mes chères dames_, I must depart.
-If any thing occurs, any change takes place, you will let me know. You
-have all settled your parties for going, of course: mine has been long
-arranged wid de Glenmores and Mr. Leslie Winyard. Adieu, adieu!"
-
-"Of course," said the Comtesse Leinsengen: "mi ladi need not to have
-taken de pains to inform us on dat subject."
-
-"I think," said Lady Tilney, "considering that this party is made
-expressly by _us_, and is quite a thing apart, that she might have
-passed over for once her tiresome preference of every thing French. But
-she is always making out that it is the French alone who do every thing
-in perfection; and that is exceedingly impolite, to say the least of
-it."
-
-"Very true," added Lady De Chere; "and considering that she is what she
-is by having married an Englishman, _c'est un peu fort_."
-
-"But," said Lady Tilney, breaking abruptly off, "I must say adieu.
-_Chère_ Lady Ellersby, adieu! Remember! three o'clock, at the latest,
-to-morrow. And we positively can allow no more tickets. No persuasions
-or entreaties must be suffered to prevail. The affair is finished. I
-have put my veto on the D'Hermanton," she added, turning round as she
-approached the door: "that would have been too much."
-
-"I wonder," said Lady Ellersby, as Lady Tilney left the room, "that she
-is not dead with fatigue. Surely never any body did so much."
-
-"To so little purpose," said the Comtesse Leinsengen sharply; "for,
-after all, de public of your nation are a great deal too _revêche_ to
-let any one person lead dem about _à droite et à gauche_. Much better
-it is to cut de matter short, to have one's own _société_, and never
-care what any body says or does or tinks. Please oneself one's own way,
-dat is de true liberty. But dat ladi has so _many fire-irons_ all going
-at once, some of dem must fail, and den she is out of humour."
-
-There was a general smile at what the comtesse had said; and they all
-enjoyed hearing Lady Tilney found fault with, though no one exactly
-chose to be the person who should hazard such an opinion.
-
-"Ah! comtesse," observed Lady Boileau, "you are the most amusing person
-in the world."
-
-"_Seulement parce que je suis la plus franche_," she replied; and
-kissing her hand to Lady Ellersby, glided out of the room.
-
-"If she had said _brusque_, instead of _franche_," cried Lady De
-Chere, "she would have been nearer the truth."
-
-"Eh, eh, eh!" laughed Lady Ellersby, as she observed, "Perhaps so; but
-it is like smelling salts to hear her remarks; and really I do not know
-what I should do without something pungent now and then to keep me
-awake."
-
-"Besides," rejoined Lady Boileau, "we have all our own particular
-meanings for particular phrases; and Comtesse Leinsengen is not the
-only person who gives her own meaning to a phrase which, in its general
-acceptation, is of quite a different import. Don't you agree with me,
-Lady De Chere?"
-
-"May be so. But in as far as regards myself, I always mean what I
-say, though I do not say always all that I mean. But we are quite
-philosophical, and I have no time for disquisitions; so, fair ladies,
-good day, and may to-morrow be propitious for hats, caps, and
-_falbalas_. In that we are all agreed. Farewell!" And she departed.
-
-"My dear Lady Ellersby," said Lady Boileau, approaching her in a voice
-of earnest entreaty, "do not let Lady Tilney forget my lottery-ticket;
-for, after all, you know, one likes to have a _chance_ of the fine
-things."
-
-"Oh yes! ONE does. I will not forget. Trust to me."
-
-"You are always _so_ good-humoured! Adieu, then, _till_ to-morrow! I
-know you will not forget me."
-
-"Not if you can prevent it," said Lady Ellersby to herself, as she
-closed the door, and rose to ring her bell. "Send Fanchon to me." And
-when Fanchon, the maid, obeyed the summons, her mistress said, "I
-am half dead with the clamour of those dear friends of mine. Put my
-_roquelaure_ over me, and let me sleep. See that I be not disturbed.
-How loud they did all talk!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-
-THE BREAKFAST.
-
-
-Every one has felt, some time or other, that when the first warmth of
-indignation against a loved object begins to cool, the recollection of
-a thousand tender reminiscences comes floating in to soften and subdue
-resentment; and that many an ebb and flow of fondness must take place
-before the deep trace of love is washed from our remembrance. Thus it
-was with Lady Adeline: there was a lurking weakness in her heart (if
-the tenacity of true love can he called a weakness), which made her
-loath to cast Lord Albert thence, even if he _were_ guilty, for the
-moment, of deserting her.
-
-Even in that case she thought he might be reclaimed. It was difficult,
-it was impossible, to fathom the heart: who had a right to do so? and
-with these thoughts she condemned herself as wrong and precipitate in
-her judgment. The best, she conceived, that remained for her to do,
-under her present painful circumstances, would be to retire to the
-country, and await there the issue of his determination; but not to
-brave him. Under the impression of these feelings, she lamented having
-yielded her consent to be present at the breakfast.
-
-"If I am to see him there," she exclaimed inwardly, "devoted to
-another, what good end will it answer thus to add anguish to anguish?
-And, at all events, Albert will think better of me if I avoid his
-presence, and, by so doing, show how much I feel, and how little I am
-desirous of prying into his conduct."
-
-Lady Dunmelraise soon saw that such were the feelings of her daughter,
-when, in the course of the day, a recurrence was made to the subject
-of the breakfast; and it was with pleasure that she received a visit
-from her sister, Lady Delamere, in the evening, from the hope that her
-persuasions, joined to those which she had already availed herself of,
-might have additional weight with Lady Adeline.
-
-Many concurring circumstances had led both Lady Dunmelraise and Lady
-Delamere to the conviction that Lord Albert was wholly undeserving of
-such a treasure, and induced the suspicion that he perhaps enjoyed the
-consciousness of being beloved by her daughter, while, at the same
-time, he played with her feelings, and sacrificed them remorselessly
-at the shrine of his own vanity. To impress their opinions upon her
-Adeline's mind, Lady Dunmelraise conceived to be absolutely necessary,
-with a view to wean her from her strong attachment: and so convinced
-was she of the necessity of this measure, in order to restore Lady
-Adeline to any thing like happiness, that much as it pained Lady
-Dunmelraise to make her herself the witness of Lord Albert's desertion
-and insincerity, yet she felt convinced that to do so would be at once
-the kindest and most effectual measure.
-
-In this she was confirmed by Lady Delamere; and with all the persuasion
-of affection, and all the force of truth, they both represented the
-matter in so strong a light to Lady Adeline, that she yielded her
-feelings to their direction, saying,
-
-"Well, dearest mamma and dearest aunt, make of me what you will, do
-with me as you choose; but remember I am a poor automaton that can no
-longer act or think for itself. I feel crushed, withered, wretched,
-unable to do any thing but yield a passive obedience. In that I know I
-am fulfilling my duty; and if I live, that thought must bring peace in
-its train."
-
-"_If_ you live!" exclaimed Lady Dunmelraise, shuddering, as she looked
-earnestly at her altered countenance. "Dearest child! talk not thus:"
-and as she pressed her to her breast, she felt that she must evermore
-consider Lord Albert as the destroyer of her child's happiness. At
-an early hour that evening, Lady Adeline retired to rest; and worn
-out with the agitation of the day, yet calmed by the secret sense
-of satisfaction which a fulfilment of duty and obedience to a loved
-and loving parent never fails to produce, she fell into that sweet,
-child-like sleep of innocence which is the balm of peace.
-
-The morning came in lowering, and a few heavy drops of rain seemed to
-announce the impending overthrow of the splendour of the _fête_; but
-about midday the dark clouds broke away, and the sun came out clear
-and bright, giving assurance of fair weather. By three o'clock, the
-park, and the squares and streets in its immediate vicinity, presented
-a gay sight in the splendid equipages that were waiting at the doors,
-or driving to the destined scene of the rendezvous. Lady Adeline had
-suffered herself to be attired in the dress her mother had prepared
-for her, which was well adapted for the hour and scene, and at once
-splendid, yet chastely beautiful: and as something of the natural
-weakness of youth and vanity found a brief place even in the breast of
-the ingenuous Adeline, a consciousness of her charms stole over her, as
-she cast a rapid glance at her person reflected in her mirror, and she
-thought with a feeling of something like renovated hope and pleasure;
-"He may not deem me so beneath his attention." And then again a quick
-return of reflection made her sigh; remembering how valueless the
-affection is, how undeserving the name, which depends alone on personal
-charms. But still a secret hope remained, that if she could once again
-attract his regards, she might find the way to retain them on a sure
-foundation.
-
-As this hope, in despite of reason, took possession of her heart, it
-tinged her cheek with a brighter hue, and gave an animation to her
-whole appearance which even deceived those who loved her most. There
-was a feeling of exultation in Lady Dunmelraise's breast, as she gazed
-delightedly on this dear object of her solicitude; for conscious
-that the gem within was as precious as the fair casket in which it
-was enshrined, she thought that Lord Albert little knew his own true
-interests in exchanging such a pearl of price for common merchandise;
-and she was right.
-
-When Lady Adeline arrived at Lady Louisa Blithewaite's, she found a
-party assembled there, amongst whom were the Duke of Mercington and
-Mr. Foley. The former was exceedingly struck with her appearance,
-and manifested his admiration in a way not to be overlooked or
-misunderstood, at the same time with all that delicacy which was due to
-the person by whom it was excited. Lady Louisa Blithewaite received her
-with marks of the greatest interest; and relieved the embarrassment she
-felt on perceiving herself the object of general remark, by entering
-immediately into discourse with her on various subjects connected with
-the immediate object of their meeting.
-
-As soon as the first awkwardness was passed, Lady Adeline recovered her
-presence of mind, and joined in the conversation with that natural yet
-cultivated understanding which is felt in touching on the most trivial
-topics, as well as in discussing the most serious ones, and never fails
-to win admiration and respect. Mr. Foley hovered around her, sometimes
-leaning on the back of her chair, and affecting to speak to her with
-the familiarity of intimacy; alluding to times and circumstances
-of which the present company were ignorant, and endeavouring, by
-this conduct, to wear the appearance of being an _attaché_ of Lady
-Adeline's. But as she did not share in this intention, and her
-conversation being directed equally to the different persons around,
-his attempt was a failure.
-
-It was impossible, at the present moment, but that Lady Adeline's
-mind should be taken off from herself; and the bustle of arranging
-how the parties should go, together with the constant and varied
-homage she received from all present, but particularly from the Duke
-of Mercington, which could not fail of being for the time gratifying,
-all combined to produce that species of excitement which diffused an
-animation and lustre over her features and manners altogether magical.
-
-After much disquisition, it was finally arranged, that the Duke of
-Mercington should accompany his sister and Lady Adeline in the same
-carriage; and Mr. Foley, with evident mortification, was obliged to
-attend another party. Nobody knew better than the duke how to render
-himself agreeable when he chose it. There was a bland sunshine on his
-countenance, and a kindness in his manner, which was a key to all
-hearts; and on the present occasion he felt irresistibly impelled to
-endeavour to please. Every word Lady Adeline spoke during the drive,
-though her words were not many, and not directed to any subject
-on which the stronger qualities of her mind could be called into
-exercise, had yet so much originality in them, from that perfect
-nature, unobscured by the factitious ways of the world, which makes
-even the most trite and common things appear in a new light, that the
-duke whispered to his sister, when they arrived at Avington Priory,
-"She is perfection. I never met with such grace of mind."
-
-On entering the gay, enchanted scene of the breakfast, all eyes were
-directed towards Lady Adeline; and as the duke walked between her and
-his sister, the envious whisper ran round, "Who is she? Who invited
-her? How very odd she should be here!" but none durst openly find fault
-with one whom the Duke of Mercington protected and countenanced. Lord
-Gascoigne observed, as they walked in,
-
-"So at last he is caught," to which Lord Baskerville maliciously
-replied, "He may be caught--hem! but there are two words to that
-bargain--a-hem! For my part, I would rather be the cobbler at the
-corner of the street, who knows his stall's his own, than be in
-the questionable position of any man, however great. I do not envy
-him--hem!"
-
-Mr. Foley continued to take every opportunity of affecting intimacy
-with Lady Adeline; addressing her at every moment, asking her opinion
-of the _fête_, of the arrangement, of the scene; and then passed
-to observations upon the _superior_ beauty of Dunmelraise, and the
-happiness of riding with her about that wild scenery: to all of which
-she replied naturally, saying,
-
-"They were perfectly different, and admitted of no comparison."
-
-In this manner he endeavoured to create an appearance of greater
-intimacy than belonged to common acquaintance; and then requested her,
-if disengaged, to dance the first cotillon with him.
-
-To this she agreed. But, in the meantime, the Duke of Mercington,
-who had, with one of his _engouements_, selected Lady Adeline as
-his favourite of the day, and therefore considered every other
-person's approach an intrusion, being annoyed by Mr. Foley's constant
-interruption of the conversation, proposed to his sister and Lady
-Adeline, and their party, to go on the water. Although the duke could
-not without positive rudeness exclude Mr. Foley as they entered the
-boat, yet, by taking a seat on one side of Lady Adeline, and placing
-his sister on the left, he secured something like a conversation
-_suivie_, which he could not otherwise have done.
-
-As they were embarking, the same junto of young men who had made their
-remarks on the duke's party when he entered, now stood by the lake;
-for the same system observed in Hyde Park, of arranging themselves
-in line wherever there were women, in order, as Leslie Winyard said,
-_pour se laisser admirer_, was adhered to on the present occasion. "His
-grace," said Lord Baskerville, "seems to be really _épris_, and to be
-meditating matrimony."
-
-"Who is she?" again questioned Lord Gascoigne. "She must be something
-quite new, for I never saw her before."
-
-"Oh! she, you know," replied Lord Baskerville, who always affected to
-know every body's story, "she is the girl that Lord Albert D'Esterre
-was said to be engaged to, but who broke off the engagement from some
-reason or other; probably because she had no intention of marrying a
-field-preacher."
-
-"It would have been a confounded pity if she had," growled Lord
-Tonnerre. "She is a very beautiful creature. I should not care if I
-married her myself."
-
-"How very gallant you are become, Tonnerre," said Lord Boileau. "But,
-Baskerville, you forget, in passing sentence on Lord Albert, that he
-is become one of _us_, has cast his slough, and come out with a new
-skin."
-
-"Yes," replied Lord Gascoigne, "thanks to Lady Hamlet Vernon, he has
-found out _que le diable n'est pas si noir_."
-
-"I don't care," said Lord Baskerville, "what he has found out; but I
-have found out that he is very disagreeable, and I never wish to have
-him in my society--hem!"
-
-"Pardon me," said Lord Gascoigne, "I think you are too severe to-day,
-Basky. The man is well enough; mighty polite; makes a good bow; and is
-well received by the ladies."
-
-"Upon my word," observed Lord Tonnerre, "the women, now-a-days, are
-all gone mad, I think, upon my word. I'd keep those under my care,
-at least, in good order. One must have a tight hand upon the best
-of them." At that moment, Lady Tenderden and Lady Glenmore arrived,
-escorted by Mr. Leslie Winyard and two or three other young men. Every
-body crowded round Lady Glenmore to pay her their court; hoped she
-admired the _fête_ and the decorations: to all which she replied in the
-affirmative with childish gaiety and delight.
-
-"But you have not seen the bower, the beautiful bower," said Lord
-Gascoigne; "allow me to conduct you thither."
-
-"Oh! but first come and see my alcove _tout tapissé de jonquilles_;"
-and they passed on, Lady Glenmore continuing to lean on Mr. Leslie
-Winyard's arm, and tacitly rejecting the offer of Lord Gascoigne, in
-that hurry of pleasure which leaves no capability for real enjoyment.
-
-"Well," said Lord Baskerville, looking after Lady Glenmore, "I am of
-the same opinion still. There is a sort of rude health and vulgar
-jollity about that Lady Glenmore, hem! which she will never get rid of.
-I wonder how Leslie Winyard can waste his time in that quarter."
-
-"He does not _waste_ it, I can assure you," said Lord Boileau
-significantly. "Remind me, Basky, to tell you a good story, of the
-truth of which I myself am a witness. It happened on the night of _la
-petite_ Georgina's party. I never looked so foolish in my life. I shall
-never forget it."
-
-"But the odd thing is," interrupted Lord Gascoigne, "that Glenmore, who
-set out by being the most tenacious husband imaginable, is as quiet as
-a mouse about it. How can you account for this, Tonnerre? Do you think
-apathy is one of the fruits of marriage?"
-
-"Why do you ask me the question, who have never tried? But this I am
-certain of; I would keep my wife in order, if I were married to-morrow.
-You had better ask Glenmore himself."
-
-"So I will," said Lord Gascoigne, turning on his heel. "I will go look
-for him for the purpose."
-
-"What a cool hand Gascoigne is!" observed Lord Boileau, addressing Lord
-Baskerville. "I would give the world to be like him."
-
-"It might suit _you_."
-
-"_Ehew!_" replied the latter, "but it wouldn't me;" and he walked
-slowly away to join the Comtesse Leinsengen.
-
-It was by this time pretty late in the afternoon, and the various
-persons were beginning to draw together with a view to making up their
-dinner _coteries_. Lord Albert and Lord Glenmore had been prevented,
-as they anticipated they should, from setting out early by business.
-The former had in consequence despatched a note to Lady Hamlet Vernon,
-to let her know of his being detained beyond the hour she had named
-for going to Avington Priory, but saying he would join her there;
-and this had determined her to excuse herself from accompanying Lady
-Glenmore's party, with whom she was to have gone; for, well aware of
-all the circumstances attendant on Lady Adeline's being present at
-the breakfast, she was particularly anxious to appear there herself
-accompanied by Lord Albert D'Esterre.
-
-Lady Hamlet Vernon, therefore, ordered her carriage a short time before
-the hour named by Lord Albert for his departure; and having driven
-slowly towards Avington Priory, she calculated the time so exactly,
-that Lord Glenmore and Lord Albert overtook her on the road. They
-kissed their hands to her as they passed, and she thought that Lord
-Albert looked pleased in the idea that she might have waited for him.
-Their carriages entered the gates of the Priory together; and having
-alighted, Lady Hamlet Vernon took the offered arms of Lord Albert and
-Lord Glenmore, and they proceeded in quest of Lady Glenmore and her
-party, making inquiries, as they went, of every one if they had seen
-her. Some said she was here, some there; and Lord Gascoigne, who now
-approached, observed, that he had seen her last with Lady Tenderden,
-Leslie Winyard, Raynham, Frank Ombre, &c. going towards Rosamond's
-Bower. "But," continued he, "if one really wants to find any body in a
-crowd, the way is, to sit down in one place. My advice, therefore, is
-tranquilly to await their repassing; and you will have time enough to
-see the lions afterwards." As he concluded this speech, he turned round
-to Spencer Newcombe, and whispered in his ear, "I think Winyard owes me
-one for this."
-
-"Oh! a hundred, I should say; for
-
- 'Quand on est jeune, et gentillette,
- On ne va pas au bois, fillette,
- On ne va pas au bois pour rien.'"
-
-Lady Hamlet Vernon, however, on this occasion, rather wished to see
-than be seen, and deemed it more agreeable to walk about leaning
-upon Lord Albert D'Esterre's arm, and therefore replied, "I have not
-patience to sit still; let us rather have the amusement of looking for
-Lady Glenmore;" and as she spoke, they moved on.
-
-"That affair goes on well," remarked Lord Gascoigne, as his eye
-followed Lord Albert and Lady Hamlet Vernon.
-
-"Yes," said Mr. Spencer Newcombe, "she is a clever woman; _elle pique
-ses attachés_. I give her credit for having angled so dexterously. A
-little while, and D'Esterre will be well landed."
-
-While these persons thus passed their kindly comments, Lord Albert,
-Lord Glenmore, and Lady Hamlet Vernon walked about the gardens, and
-after a search of some time found Lady Tenderden, Lady Glenmore, and
-their party, who were laughing and talking gaily in the alcove _tapissé
-de jonquilles_. Mr. Leslie Winyard was playing with one of the long
-ribands that pended from Lady Glenmore's hat, and she seemed listening
-complacently to his conversation. The moment, however, that she beheld
-Lord Glenmore, she darted towards him, her face beaming with pleasure,
-and passing her arm through his, and looking up fondly in his face,
-said something in a low voice, to which he replied with answering
-tenderness; and as she continued to hang upon his arm, expressing her
-admiration of the _fête_, he appeared to enter into her delight, and to
-be as much amused as herself.
-
-"What perfection of duplicity!" whispered Lord Boileau to Lord
-Tonnerre, as they entered the alcove together, and witnessed this
-meeting.
-
-"And what a wide swallow _he_ has," replied the other; while Mr. Leslie
-Winyard, mortified at the interruption which Lord Glenmore's arrival
-had occasioned, but at the same time too much master of his art to
-evince his _real_ feeling, endeavoured to show himself satisfied with
-the semblance of a secret understanding between himself and Lady
-Glenmore as to her conduct towards her husband.
-
-"What perfection of duplicity!" repeated Lord Boileau, as he observed
-what passed, and as Mr. Winyard, approaching Lord Glenmore, addressed
-him in easy, familiar terms, making himself appear to be, as in all
-similar cases, and _selon tous les règles depuis tous les temps,
-l'ami de la maison_, and equally necessary to both parties. The whole
-scene did not pass unobserved by Lord Albert, who recollected what
-observations had been made before, by some of the same party, on Lady
-Glenmore at the drawing-room; and he felt he despised those who could
-thus lightly tamper with the honour of the man whose notice they
-courted, whose society they affected to like, and to whose intimacy
-they endeavoured to aspire. But it was a subject on which he could
-only think. Miserably, our best friends are frequently precluded, from
-circumstances, from being of the least use to us.
-
-After a short interval, passed in visiting the different objects of
-beauty and interest in the gardens of the Priory, the hour arrived for
-assembling the guests under the marquees where the _déjeûner dinatoire_
-was prepared; and Lord and Lady Glenmore, with their party, adjourned
-thither. The Leinsengen, Baskerville, Boileau, and Lady De Chere, were
-already placed when they arrived; but all made way for them, and in
-the _mêlée_ of the moment Mr. Leslie Winyard succeeded in securing his
-post by the side of Lady Glenmore. After the first clamour of voices
-had subsided, every one spoke to his neighbour only; and Mr. Leslie
-Winyard availed himself of this opportunity to engross Lady Glenmore's
-attention in every possible way. Lady Boileau, who was seated opposite
-and rather _desœuvré_, amused herself by remarking every glance and
-every little attention which Mr. Winyard addressed to Lady Glenmore;
-and whispered to the Comtesse Leinsengen, "_Ça va grand train_,"
-indicating by a look those of whom she spoke.
-
-"O dat is always de way in dis country: either _des dragonnes de
-vertu_, or else, _tête baissé_, you give de _grand scandale_. 'Tis
-noting new; 'tis _à votre ordinaire. Ça fait pitié_, but it cannot be
-help. _Toujours des grandes passions_, which end in de run away, de
-food for de newspapers; and den _sauve qui peut_, and de woman is left
-to sink or swim, _que vous êtes maladroites, vous autres Angloises_."
-
-"Pardon me, dear comtesse," said Lord Gascoigne, joining in the
-conversation, and speaking in the tone of satire with which he
-sometimes lashed the foibles of the day, "pardon me, comtesse, not
-always: there are many who, a little while after their _écarté_, have
-retired from the scene in order to return to it with a fresh title
-and fresh fame. It only depends upon the rank that is held by the
-_préféré_. It is true, were he as handsome as Adonis, and as seducing
-as Love himself, that would be no excuse; but if he has wealth, power,
-title, the affair passes through a regular process of _sous entendu_,
-and then all is smooth again, _et on passe à des nouvelles amours_."
-
-"Very true," rejoined the Comtesse Leinsengen sharply; "and so much for
-your boasted London _morale_."
-
-"Pray, however, remember, comtesse, that London is not England, nor
-England London; although, in regard to foreign capitals, that inference
-might once have held good, and Paris could be justly said to be all
-France. But our system of politics, as well as of private life, is one
-which no foreigner ever did or ever will understand."
-
-The Comtesse Leinsengen gave her accustomed shrug, turned away before
-Lord Gascoigne had finished speaking, and the whole party soon after
-broke up, the ladies retiring into the house to change their dress and
-prepare for the ball.
-
-The dancing was already begun when Lady Glenmore's party entered the
-ball-room. The whole glitter of the beautiful scene, the perfume
-exhaled from the plants, which floated through the freshness of the
-country air, all conspired to take the senses captive; and never did
-Lady Glenmore look more brilliant, or appear in more joyous spirits.
-There was an ingenuousness about her which enchanted even those
-who had least of it themselves, and who thought that perfection of
-manners consisted only in the refinement of art, to the exclusion of
-all natural feeling. As she was led away to the dance by Mr. Leslie
-Winyard, Lord Glenmore's eyes followed her, beaming with love and
-admiration.
-
-"_Elle est ravissante_," said Lady Tenderden.
-
-Lord Glenmore evinced his assent to the truth of this remark by a
-smile, which Lady Tenderden was willing that those around should
-consider directed to herself; and she continued to keep Lord Glenmore
-in conversation for some time, to improve an opinion, which it was
-always her aim to maintain, of her possessing an influence over
-him. Nor was the powerful charm of the scene, and the circumstances
-attendant upon it, experienced alone by Lady Glenmore. Lady Hamlet
-Vernon, in her turn, also acknowledged their influence. The
-consciousness of the presence of the object of her love, and the
-unalloyed confidence of the continuance of that enjoyment throughout
-the evening, gave to her beauty an air of triumph and of joy, which,
-had it sprung from an honest, innocent source, instead of being founded
-on intrigue and artifice, would have possessed a power and a charm
-which, as it was, her beauty missed. As she walked up the ball-room,
-leaning on Lord Albert's arm, a crowd intervened between them and the
-dancers; for every body had clustered together in one spot, attracted
-by some object which was hid from those at a distance.
-
-Lord Albert heard on all sides exclamations of admiration on the beauty
-and the grace of some person who was at this moment dancing. Their
-curiosity was excited, and they pressed the more eagerly onwards; till,
-arriving suddenly at an opening in the circle formed round the dancers,
-Lord Albert perceived Lady Adeline Seymour immediately opposite to
-him,--the attraction of all eyes, the object of the concentrated
-admiration of the whole room. She was dancing with Mr. Foley;--dancing,
-not with the affectation of drawling over the floor as though she were
-doing penance, but with airiness and elasticity of spirit, tempered by
-grace and feminine delicacy. Lady Adeline was not at first conscious
-of his presence; while, as he stood rooted to the spot, he had leisure
-to gaze upon her in mingled surprise and agitation before she perceived
-him: but when she did, her eyes for a moment rested on his, with an
-expression which, brief as the moment was, shook his very frame. It was
-an agonized look of love and reproach; for not only did she see one
-whom she now was forced to believe a rival in his affections leaning
-fondly on Lord Albert's arm, but in the bosom of that rival the very
-myrtle sprig which Lord Albert had taken from her at the drawing-room
-with such seeming devotion. She identified it too well as being the
-same; for in her bitterest agony, when she plucked it on the morning
-of the Court, she had told over every leaf and every flower; and
-connecting each of them with some allusion to past days, and again
-feeling it to be the medium of a returning act of fondness, how could
-_she_ forget, or mistake it for any other myrtle? As Lady Adeline now
-beheld this corroborating evidence of Lord Albert's cruelty and deceit,
-the colour glowed and faded in rapid alternation on her cheek; she
-seemed lost in thought; her footsteps became unsteady, and ready to
-sink under her; and it was a moment or two before Mr. Foley, holding
-her hand, could succeed in drawing her attention. She appeared to gaze
-at him like one whose senses had fled: then, as if making an effort to
-recal them, she stepped forward to continue the dance: but the buoyancy
-of her motion was gone; her late gossamer footstep seemed exchanged for
-one of lead; her eyes sought the ground; and when it was her turn to go
-back to her place, she remained in the middle of the circle till again
-rendered conscious of her mistake by the other parties advancing.
-
-In this pause of the dance Lady Adeline had an opportunity of
-recovering her presence of mind; and, calling to her aid the just
-indignation which Lord Albert's conduct inspired, she felt herself
-armed against the tenderer feelings; and by what she construed his
-treachery and desertion, she was enabled to steel her heart to every
-soft emotion, and not afford greater triumph to her rival, or greater
-gratification to his self-love, by betraying any marks of sensibility.
-This idea, together with what she owed her mother, whose feelings she
-well knew would be deeply wounded if through weakness she made any
-public disclosure of her suffering, enabled Lady Adeline to rally her
-spirits sufficiently to go through her painful part with apparent ease
-and indifference; and so completely did she obtain the mastery over
-herself, that perhaps no one, save Lady Hamlet Vernon, was conscious of
-the workings of that breast, the peace of which she was perfidiously
-destroying. Lord Albert even was a stranger to what she endured; for,
-blind to the errors of his own conduct, he of course became blinded
-to their consequence, and never attributed Lady Adeline's behaviour
-towards him to the natural result of his own in respect to her. It is
-ever thus:--we look not to our errors as the cause of the misfortunes
-which befall us, and the pains and penalties to which we are doomed.
-
-From the moment Lord Albert first beheld Mr. Foley dancing with Lady
-Adeline, he had remained transfixed to the spot. And how can language
-render by its slow process the thousand rapid feelings which gush
-simultaneously from the heart, and seem to pass through the mind at the
-same moment? Jealousy, indignation, scorn (though love in ambush was
-concealed beneath these bitter passions), alternately distracted him.
-The mother and daughter he alike accused of subtilty and subterfuge.
-He recalled to mind Lady Dunmelraise's manner to him; her words
-especially, and her expression, on the subject of the breakfast;
-Adeline's feigned indifference to it, now contrasted with her actual
-presence there, dancing with Mr. Foley. All these circumstances seemed
-to confirm the fatal truth; and disappointed love and mortified
-vanity, and a sense of having been deceived, juggled, contemned, were
-struggling at one and the same moment for ascendancy in his bosom. In
-this state of mind, the time, the place, the whole scene, save only
-this one prominent feature of interest, were to him as though they
-existed not. As the dance drew to a close, he asked himself what line
-of conduct he should pursue. Should he speak to Lady Adeline in a
-language of reproach? should he give utterance to his feelings in a few
-brief words of overwhelming import? No, he would not; it was beneath
-him. And if she _was_ unworthy, and had forgotten what was due to him
-and to _herself_, _he_ would never forget what was due to _her_. Could
-he address Adeline with calm indifference?--impossible!--his heart
-would not second the deception.
-
-While he stood thus lost in thought, like one bereft of sense, the
-workings of his soul were not unheeded by her who leant on his arm
-the while. She felt that this very instant was the critical point of
-all her hopes, and she almost unconsciously pressed the arm on which
-she rested closer to her breast. Her respiration was broken; her
-eyes wandered in quick succession on Lord Albert and Lady Adeline
-alternately; and though she dared not propose to move from the spot
-where they stood, yet to remain there was torture. At last the dance,
-which had appeared to her interminable, ended; and Lady Adeline passed
-on with Mr. Foley, without taking any notice of Lord Albert whatever,
-as though she saw him not.
-
-Lady Hamlet once more felt that she could breathe again, when she no
-longer beheld the object of her fears before her, and without any
-mutual recognition of each other having passed between Lord Albert and
-Lady Adeline. Fresh hopes revived in her breast. She now ventured to
-address the former in a tone of tremulous gentleness.
-
-"Shall we not walk about in the garden? it is very hot here." He
-started, looking at her as a man awakening from a dream; and as he
-suffered himself to be led whither she would, he continued to muse
-in silence on all that had passed: then suddenly murmured, in a
-half-broken sentence,
-
-"I _will_ see Adeline; I will see her _to-morrow_." Lady Hamlet knew
-too well from this what must be the purpose he was revolving, and the
-fervency of his still remaining attachment for Lady Adeline. An icy
-chill withered her heart as she thought of the possible result of
-that interview, which the words that had involuntarily escaped him
-too surely predicted. But deeply skilled in the human heart, she did
-not attempt to say any thing to dissuade him at that moment from his
-purpose, nor did she venture to make any allusion whatever to Lady
-Adeline; for she was well aware that all interference would not only
-be fruitless, but might hazard the very object nearest her heart.
-Besides, Lord Albert had never suffered himself to pronounce Lady
-Adeline's name, even when, in the many conversations which he had held
-with Lady Hamlet Vernon, she had been covertly alluded to; neither had
-Lady Hamlet Vernon dared openly to touch upon his attachment to Lady
-Adeline, since their first interview after the visit at Restormel, when
-in the fervency of her feelings, and the plenitude of her despair, she
-said,
-
-"Lady Adeline will never make you happy."
-
-From the constrained and painful situation in which she now found
-herself placed, when silence was scarcely to be borne, and yet to
-break it was perilous, she was relieved by the approach of Mr. Spencer
-Newcombe, Lord Raynham, and Lord Glenmore; and glad to arrest them by
-way of saying something, asked if they had seen Lady Glenmore.
-
-"Yes," replied Lord Raynham. "I left her some time ago enjoying that
-most enviable amusement, which only demands strength of wind and limb,
-and spares all the wear and tear of brains that graver cares demand.
-I wish it were the fashion for men of my age to make _girouettes_ and
-_pirouettes_, and cut _entrès_. Grown gentlemen _are_ taught to dance,
-and I have long had serious thoughts of learning _incog._"
-
-"I hope you will let your intimate friends at least enjoy your first
-_début_," cried Mr. Spencer Newcombe. "But, after all, you know,
-Raynham, that _girouettes_ and _pirouettes_ belong equally to the dance
-of life as to the dance of the ball-room; and we are none of us quite
-ignorant of these, though some of us make them more gracefully than
-others."
-
-Lord Raynham had a way of not hearing when it did not suit him to hear;
-and having no impromptu _fait à loisir_ ready at that moment, by way of
-reply, he passed on, apparently insensible to the sting, which he was
-much better skilled in knowing how to inflict than how to receive.
-
-"I think," said Lord Glenmore, "that at all events Georgina must have
-had enough of that enviable amusement, as Raynham calls it, by this
-time; and that if we do not go in quest of her, we shall not be
-together at supper." So saying, he sought her first among the dancers;
-but passed on, inquiring, as he went, if any one had seen her. Some
-replied one thing, some another; and many answered in a pointed manner,
-which, however, was unobserved by him, for it was contrary to Lord
-Glenmore's nature to entertain a doubt of those whom he once loved and
-esteemed. Being wearied of seeking Lady Glenmore, and concluding she
-had gone to the refreshment-room, he sat down by Lady Tenderden, whose
-vanity was always gratified in every opportunity of keeping up the
-remembrance of a past juvenile gossip in the eyes of the world.
-
-In the meanwhile, Lady Glenmore, who had been overcome by the heat of
-the ball-room, had been easily prevailed upon to seek the refreshing
-coolness of the terraces; and having walked about some time, entered
-the conservatory, and sat down for a moment to inhale the perfume of
-the flowers and plants, and to enjoy the tranquillity it afforded
-from the noise and bustle of the dancers. Here Mr. Leslie Winyard
-beguiled the hour, and interested Lady Glenmore by reciting various
-passages from various poets, analogous to the spirit of the place, and
-then passing from these to the theme of such feelings as the lines
-he quoted were calculated to inspire. He dwelt with eloquence on the
-imperfection and little refinement of all attachments of the present
-day, expatiated on that homage which ought to be paid to woman, and
-which, as he spoke, he seemed to imply was willingly paid by himself to
-her.
-
-There was an inebriating danger in this address, which Lady Glenmore
-was too young and too pure to see; and she listened complacently
-and unsuspectingly to the perilous flattery, forgetting how the
-moments flew, and unconscious of the impropriety of her remaining so
-long absent from the general circle, and in a place so remote from
-observation. Nor was she aware of the appearance which might attach to
-her, till a whisper fell on her ear, and, startling, made her arise
-hastily from her seat. It proceeded from Lord Gascoigne and Lord
-Baskerville, who stood behind some orange-trees.
-
-"Basky," said the latter, arresting his companion by the arm, "we
-are _de trop_ here," directing his attention to the spot where Lady
-Glenmore and Mr. Leslie Winyard were.
-
-"Upon my word," replied Lord Baskerville, "this is worth all the _fête_
-put together."
-
-"Hush!" said the latter distinctly; "let us be off: it is not fair."
-
-Lady Glenmore looked round, but saw no one: it aroused her, however, to
-a recollection of the length of time that she had been sitting there,
-and moving forward on the instant, she said,
-
-"We must return to the ball-room."
-
-Mr. Leslie Winyard would willingly have detained her, but he felt that
-it was injudicious to press her to remain when she seemed to have taken
-alarm; and having himself heard the voices, which he believed to have
-occasioned Lady Glenmore's sudden departure, he was conscious that some
-curious intruders had witnessed the fact of his _tête-à-tête_; and he
-consoled himself for its interruption with the idea that its fame would
-soon be spread abroad, and in colours far more glowing than the reality.
-
-When Lady Glenmore returned to the ball-room, she saw her husband in
-the midst of Lady Tenderden's _coterie_, enjoying that easy flow of
-spirits, which, tempered with elegance and refinement of fancy, marked
-peculiarly the charm of his society. As she approached, he arose
-and took her hand, and with an expression of pleasure drew her arm
-through his, as though he had found all that he wanted to complete
-his enjoyment of the pleasure of the scene. Lady Glenmore, too, seemed
-delighted; while some of those who witnessed this meeting exchanged
-significant looks, and whispered remarks upon the cunning duplicity of
-the one, and the consummate _bonhommie_ of the duped.
-
-"It is the best thing," said Lord Baskerville, "that I have seen this
-many a day:" and by Lord Tonnerre, Lord Boileau, and the rest of that
-knot of persons, Lady Glenmore was pronounced to be the cleverest woman
-in the world, her husband the greatest fool, and Leslie Winyard the
-most fortunate of men.
-
-All this while Lord Albert had been close at Lady Hamlet Vernon's side,
-mute, and apparently insensible to every thing around. Once only did
-Lady Adeline pass before him; but he could not be deaf to the lavish
-encomiums he heard repeated on all sides, of the beauty and the grace
-of her who was to have been his own, but who was now lost to him, he
-feared, for ever; and all these things, and the sad contrast of the
-past and of the present, aggravated the bitterness of his soul.
-
-The last glimpse he caught of her was on her leaving the Priory, when
-she was leaning on the arm of Mr. Foley, accompanied by Lady Louisa
-Blithewaite. Her spirits, wound up for some time to a factitious
-spring, had given way at last, and she could no longer keep up
-the deception. Languid, inanimate, almost unable to stand, she
-thought that she had done all which Lady Dunmelraise could demand;
-and, under the plea of excessive fatigue, she easily prevailed on
-Lady Louisa Blithewaite not to await the end of the _fête_, but to
-return to town. The general homage she had received, and the very
-particular _dévouement_ of the Duke of Mercington, might, under other
-circumstances, have been powerful stimulants to the vanity of any young
-mind; but one absorbing passion is the best _natural_ preservative
-against the follies of the world, and the heartlessness of vanity; for
-the incense of flattery palls upon a heart that is deeply engaged, and
-which scorns all praise that is not uttered by the lips of the one
-object of its devotion.
-
-Before Lady Adeline reached town, the morning light streaked the
-horizon; and she felt that this rising of day, with its accompaniment
-of vernal airs, and twittering birds, and sparkling dew-drops, and
-all the gladness of an awakened creation, were but a mocking contrast
-to the setting sun of her hopes, the mournful notes of sorrow which
-rung in her ears, and the deadness of that affection which she had
-once thought could suffer no diminution or decay. The chilling damp
-of disappointed love clung around her heart and withered every hope,
-rendering her wholly spiritless, and unable to converse; and when she
-arrived at Lady Dunmelraise's door, she took a hasty leave of Lady
-Louisa Blithewaite, and stealing as noiselessly as she could to her
-apartment, she courted the silence of reflection, but not the calm of
-sleep.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX.
-
-LOVERS' ERRORS.
-
-
-Had Lord Albert D'Esterre been himself at the time, and not the victim
-of contending passions, he would have left the _fête_ at Avington
-Priory the moment he had seen Lady Adeline depart. As it was, he
-remained; it cannot be supposed from any entertainment or delight that
-he derived from the scene, but from that species of suffering which
-renders _all_ scenes alike; and in the bitterness of his heart he even
-affected a gaiety such as the poor maniac feels,
-
- "With moody madness laughing wild
- Amid severest woe."
-
-How many hearts are there in similar situations, whose gangrene wounds
-are festering at the core while the mask of pleasure is painted on the
-face! But there are few persons in the world who know us sufficiently,
-or think of us enough, to detect the assumed disguise; and thus the
-wretched are numbered with the happy. Some few, however, there are,
-who, mingling in this cheating crowd, have yet their hopes and hearts
-anchored in a far different sphere, and pass through the infected mass,
-themselves unspotted, like Milton's personification of Purity amid the
-crew of Comus.
-
-These, with deep commiseration of spirit, penetrate the paint and
-varnish of deceptive pleasure, and, shuddering, see what waste they
-make of life who never look beyond it--losing, for its shadow, the sum
-and substance of true happiness. But _such as these_ were not to be
-found in the circle in which Lord Albert moved. He had often, since
-his _entrainement_ in that delusive scheme of existence in which he
-was involved, exclaimed, "I was not made for this!" The nobler, truer
-purposes of existence were still the inmates of his breast, but they
-were under a spell which he had no power to break: they were dead
-letter, and were in peril of becoming obsolete.
-
-In this state of moral danger, had he confided to Lord Glenmore's ear
-the contradictory feelings by which he was alternately swayed, in
-him Lord Albert would have found a true friend; for he was not one
-of the many who pass by exultingly, in the ride, or indifference, or
-selfishness of their nature, and say, "You, too, are happy," careless
-of the reality, so long as the sunshine of their own amusement is not
-darkened by the sorrow they see another wear. No: Lord Glenmore would
-have not only commiserated, but counselled; not only counselled, but
-aided. Alas! we may suspect, that when we shrink from confiding our
-sorrows to a friend whom we know to be good and true, we are ourselves
-under some fatal delusion.
-
-Lord Albert sought not to unbosom himself to Lord Glenmore, from a
-latent feeling that he was himself in error; and he had not had,
-for many a day, the courage, or rather the virtue, to probe his own
-conduct, but suffered the blindness of self-deception to gather like
-a cataract over his mental vision; he acted under the consciousness
-that he was to blame, yet without sufficient energy to attempt to
-dispel the film, and look on things as they really were. It may seem
-matter of surprise that Lord Glenmore, who lacked not penetration, had
-not openly spoken to his friend on the subject of his engagement with
-Lady Adeline: but while Lord Glenmore was happy himself, in that deep
-sense of the word in which it most imports us to be happy, the mazes
-of entanglement which gather around those who swerve from the path of
-rectitude entered not into his imagination. He had always pursued a
-straight-forward path, and truth and sincerity had given him a clue to
-pass through life without entering on any of those tortuous ways, such
-as now distracted his unhappy friend.
-
-This clear moral light of action rendered him, in the present instance,
-blind to the conduct of Lord Albert; and though the rumour was
-prevalent amongst the circle in which they lived, that his engagement
-with Lady Adeline was at an end, yet it had not reached Lord Glenmore's
-ear; and even had it done so, perhaps, from ignorance of Lady Adeline's
-merits, he might have thought that his friend's affections would be
-better bestowed elsewhere; but, at all events, he would have felt, that
-to mention the subject, while Lord Albert had made no allusion to it
-himself, would have been an indelicacy on his part.
-
-Thus was the former, from his own want of confidence, deprived of the
-only counsellor who might, by a word, have dispelled the mist of error
-which surrounded him; and by assisting Lord Albert to recover his
-self-esteem, have restored him to a happiness which was now eluding his
-grasp, if it had not already done so. Experience, however, must be
-bought. There is an ordeal to be passed through by every one. Happy are
-those who are purified seven times in the fire, and come forth humbled
-and ameliorated!
-
-However much Lord Albert's sufferings might have been unnoticed by the
-general eye, there was one who read his soul's secret but too plainly.
-Lady Hamlet Vernon saw through the veil of the false gaiety and forced
-spirits which he assumed; and again and again felt, with an impassioned
-woman's feelings, that the hour was come which was to decide her fate.
-
-On the night, or rather morning, when the festivities of Avington
-Park were ended--when the last lingering footsteps of the votaries
-of pleasure passed away, satiated but not satisfied with the very
-continuance of that diversion which for ever demands fresh food to feed
-its sickly appetite, although it palls upon the aliment it craves--Lord
-Albert could no longer drown his senses in the hum and glitter of the
-gay crowd; and having handed Lady Hamlet Vernon to her carriage, sought
-his own. And there once more alone, with a perfect abstraction of mind
-he threw himself back, and, covering his face with his hands, shuddered
-at the broad blue light of day, which seemed, in its pure serenity, to
-mock the dark turbulence of his stormy thoughts; but he could not shut
-out the beam of conscience, before whose searching ray the light and
-darkness are both alike.
-
-His pillow brought no repose, and he felt glad when the hour came
-which called him to attend the routine of his official situation.
-Distasteful as the occupation was become, harassed and preoccupied as
-were his thoughts, he went through the duties it imposed with his usual
-precision and power; and found, what every one will find, that duties,
-however dry, when they are strictly fulfilled bring a palliative
-to suffering, and act as correctives of evil. It must be allowed,
-however, that it is a great prerogative which men enjoy over women, in
-experiencing, from the very nature of the employments which generally
-devolve on them, a relief that strengthens and invigorates, while those
-of women bear them invariably back to the very source and centre of
-their sorrows, and awaken all the enfeebling tenderness of the heart.
-But neither should this create a spirit of repining. Doubtless, every
-one who seeks for strength where alone it can be found will not seek
-in vain; and the feeble may become strong when they place their trust
-aright.
-
-Lord Albert D'Esterre, having finished the business of the day, was
-enabled with more calmness to meet the pain which he expected would
-attend his visit in South Audley-street, whither he went to seek an
-explanation from Lady Dunmelraise and Lady Adeline. As he crossed
-Piccadilly from St. James's, with the intention of avoiding the throng
-of Hyde Park, and as he was turning into a street leading more directly
-to the point whither he was going, Lady Hamlet Vernon's carriage passed
-him. She looked out of the window, at the same time kissing her hand
-as though she wished him to stop; but returning her salute, he passed
-on. Still there was something peculiar in her expression which did not
-escape his observation. It spoke a triumph, of which, had he known the
-cause, it would have proved an antidote to the misery that was in store
-for him; for in that case he would, under every circumstance, have
-persevered in his determination of obtaining an explanation from Lady
-Adeline in person.
-
-When arrived at the well-known door of Lady Dunmelraise, he waited with
-impatience for its opening, but no one came. He desired his servant to
-knock again; and looking up, he perceived the windows were open, and
-maid-servants passing to and fro in the rooms with an air of unusual
-bustle, which made him shudder, although he knew not why. At the
-same moment, the porter opened the door, and informed him that Lady
-Dunmelraise and Lady Adeline had left town a few hours before. He was
-for a minute mute with astonishment.--"Left town!" he exclaimed; "for
-how long?"
-
-"I really do not know, my lord."
-
-"When do you expect their return?"
-
-"Not this year," was the reply: "at least, we have received no orders
-to lead us to suppose my lady is coming back; but, on the contrary, we
-have directions to take down the furniture."
-
-"This is unaccountable!" ejaculated Lord Albert, with a movement of
-mingled indignation and grief. "Where is Lady Dunmelraise gone?" he
-asked, after another pause.
-
-"To Dunmelraise, I believe, my lord."
-
-Lord Albert continued to sit on his horse mechanically for some
-minutes, as if wholly unable to collect his thoughts, or to believe
-the truth of what the servant said. Again and again he asked the
-same questions, and invariably received the same answers, till there
-was no longer any doubt of the fact; and then in broken sentences
-he said, unconscious that he spoke aloud,--"It is too true, too
-evident--unnecessary!--unworthy!"
-
-"My lord?" said his groom, thinking he addressed him.
-
-"Nothing, James, nothing," he said, starting from his reverie; and
-suffering his horse to choose its own direction, he allowed the reins
-to lie heedlessly on its neck; and then, again, actuated by a change of
-impulse, he urged it to its speed, dashing rapidly through the streets;
-when some of his acquaintance, who saw him as he passed, observed,
-"D'Esterre is certainly quite mad; I always thought so." And thus he
-continued his way homeward, now riding furiously, now creeping along,
-as the wayward mood of the moment directed, till he found himself at
-his own door; and then, flinging himself from his horse, he rushed to
-his apartment, forbidding all interruption. Lord Albert's servants,
-who were exceedingly attached to him, looked aghast at his altered
-demeanour, and marvelled what had befallen their master.
-
-No sooner was he alone, than he paced the room in all directions,
-uttering broken sentences of, "Gone--gone--not to return!--without
-one word of farewell!"--Then he cast himself first into one chair,
-then into another; then arose abruptly, and striking his forehead,
-cried, "It is so. The die is cast, and all is over. But I will write
-to Lady Dunmelraise.--No; rather I will go myself to her. I will
-upbraid her duplicity, and shame Adeline for this unworthy conduct."
-Then again, sinking into a calmer mood, but one of deeper anguish,
-he said, "It is too plain, it is too evident. Why should I seek
-that which I know already? No, no," he added, with a bitter smile,
-"Adeline shall not have it in her power to say that I was the first
-to break our engagement. Lady Dunmelraise shall not avail herself
-of any precipitation on my part, to dissolve a tie which she wishes
-broken, but knows not how to break. Adeline shall herself give me my
-dismissal; for _it is_ Adeline who has coldly, cruelly, and shamelessly
-cast me off." Here he felt a check. There was a sort of echo that gave
-back the sentence in mockery to his ear. "Adeline has cast _me_ off,"
-seemed repeated in bitter derision. There are words and circumstances
-which occur in the life of every one, when something more than the
-usual meaning of the one, or the common import of the other, appears
-to attach a consequence to them beyond their own individual value. So
-strongly did this feeling come over Lord Albert at the present moment,
-as he referred all blame to Lady Adeline, that a sudden revulsion
-of sensation rendered his mind a chaos. Still his unwillingness to
-acknowledge himself in fault made him recall every trivial occurrence
-which could confirm his jealous doubts, and dwell on these till he
-again persuaded himself that he was the innocent and aggrieved person.
-
-Mastered by this false impression, he determined to remain silent, and
-await his expected dismissal. "Then," he said, "then will be the time
-for me to speak of my wrongs." His mind was turbulent and gloomy all
-that day; but when the evening came, he habitually sought the circle
-in which he had been too much accustomed of late to pass his time, and
-which had become necessary to him. As Lady Tilney had a _soirée_, he
-drove to her house; and in this routine of what is termed pleasure he
-courted and found that torpor of reflection which it is its peculiar
-and baneful property to produce.
-
-Lady Hamlet Vernon, who had heard from Mr. Foley of Lady Dunmelraise's
-sudden departure, and who felt like one snatched from the perilous
-brink of an abyss on receiving the intelligence, was now once more
-enabled to put forth all her fascinations; and on that evening devoted
-herself, with successful ardour, to the task of engaging Lord Albert's
-attention, and diverting his mind from painful retrospection. With all
-a woman's wiles, she suited her discourse to his taste; and, without
-too much or too little display, brought her varied talents into view,
-not as though they were her _own_, but merely the reflection caught
-from Lord Albert's; existing but _through_ him and _for_ him; by him
-to be fostered and improved, or by him to be crushed and dissolved, at
-pleasure.
-
-Who but a woman can enter into this refinement of enchantment? Who
-but a woman can glory in being a slave? The effect Lady Hamlet Vernon
-produced on Lord Albert this evening was that of a lulling spell; an
-influence which she always possessed in greater degree, in proportion
-to the racking doubts and anxieties under which he laboured, and which
-rendered him the easier prey to her seducing arts. When he parted from
-her, accordingly, on that evening, he felt grateful for the solace
-which her friendship and devotion seemed invariably to afford. False
-and unstable as was its basis, he leant on it with mistaken confidence;
-for he had plunged into the deceptive sea of error, and was doomed
-to be the sport of every incidental circumstance that floated on the
-surface of his affections.
-
-On the following morning, his cruel, unjust opinions of Lady
-Dunmelraise and her daughter were confirmed, upon reading in the
-newspapers an announcement of Lady Dunmelraise's having left town,
-accompanied by a remark, in the usual language of similar information,
-that it was understood the lovely Lady Adeline was soon to be led to
-the hymeneal altar by Mr. George Foley. He cast down the paper with a
-feeling of sickness at his heart, which again gave way to a sense of
-deep injury; and then once more was renewed the determination to clear
-up the question by a direct application to Lady Dunmelraise: but the
-false pride of wounded feelings, offended honour, indignation at being
-deceived, and all the minor concomitants of self-love, brought back
-the tide of error which swept his thoughts into another channel, and
-with the sullen gloom of despair he finally said, "No; the issue of
-this strife must soon come of itself: let it come: it shall neither be
-retarded nor hastened by me."
-
-While Lord Albert was thus suffering the penalty of his own mistaken,
-erring conduct, Lady Adeline's sufferings had not been less painfully
-acute; with this only difference, that self-reproach had never torn
-her breast; and agonizing as were her feelings on the morning when
-she returned from Avington Priory, they were enviable in comparison
-with those which racked his heart. Lady Dunmelraise had given orders,
-the previous evening, that her daughter should not be disturbed on
-the following day; concluding that the fatigue of the _fête_ would be
-to her doubly trying, and that she would require a long and complete
-rest. She was much surprised, therefore, when she came to breakfast, to
-find Lady Adeline awaiting her. Her countenance and air at once told
-a melancholy truth to Lady Dunmelraise; and she felt not only that
-rest had been a stranger to her, but that some more decided event, and
-more painful than any which had yet befallen her, must have occurred,
-to have, in so brief a space, effected such ravages on her youth and
-bloom. Nor did she remain long in ignorance of this so sudden change;
-for Lady Adeline, meeting her mother's embrace, with many convulsive
-sobs breathed out her entreaty to be taken immediately from London,
-and to be spared her being called upon to witness any more of those
-agonizing scenes, such as she had been exposed to at Avington Priory.
-
-"I have done enough, I have done enough, dearest mamma," she exclaimed,
-"to show Albert an indifference which I never can really feel towards
-him; and you will not, I am sure, condemn your poor child to any more
-similar trials." She then detailed to Lady Dunmelraise the particulars
-of the last night's occurrences, who saw too plainly, and shuddered as
-she saw, that this strife of suppressed feeling had shaken the frame of
-her child, and not only blighted her happiness, but endangered her very
-existence.
-
-"My sweet Adeline," said Lady Dunmelraise with the tenderest
-earnestness, "would that I could as easily take all sorrow from you as
-I can now comply with this your request! You shall no longer endure a
-protracted stay here: we will leave town directly."
-
-Lady Adeline knew her mother's heart, and doubted not of her
-acquiescence in her wishes; but there was a manner of feeling _with_
-her at the moment, which was grateful to her wounded heart beyond the
-mere act of compliance; and as she wept on her mother's shoulder, she
-said,
-
-"I am an unthankful being to feel unhappy when I have such a parent."
-Lady Dunmelraise kissed away her tears; and having done all in her
-power to soothe, left her with the secret intention to arrange their
-immediate departure. Scarcely was Lady Adeline alone, than she looked
-fearfully around, as though the very precincts of the room upbraided
-her for going away, and as though she had voluntarily sought to take a
-step which was for ever to part her from Lord Albert.
-
-An icy coldness clung round her heart, as she gazed again and again at
-the walls of the apartment, and in every article of their decoration
-recognized some trace of him she loved. She murmured inwardly, "Even
-where his shadow fell, the senseless wall recalls all my grief; for
-though it left no trace upon the spot on which it passed, what can
-efface the reflection of his image from my heart?
-
-"Can it be," she went on to say, "that so short a time ago I entered
-this house, elated with hope and delight at the idea of meeting him?
-can it be that he should have appeared inspired with the same feelings
-as myself, and then, without any reason, so cruelly, so heartlessly
-desert me? I think I could have better borne this sorrow, had he only
-confided in me as a friend. Yes, had he but told me the truth, I might
-have mourned in secret; but I never should have wept for him as I do
-now in bitterness of heart, to think that I have so loved an object
-unworthy of my esteem."
-
-Alas! when we are in sorrow, we fancy any other grief would be easier
-endured than that which weighs us down; but we judge erroneously.
-Sorrows spring not out of the ground; and it is knowing how to
-suffer the scourge under which we smart that can alone bring us any
-alleviation. There are few persons, so young as Lady Adeline, with
-feelings as finely strung, who are so well prepared to meet with trial;
-yet still poor human nature is in its best estate a mart for sorrows;
-and those are happiest who soonest learn to barter the bright, delusive
-hopes of youth for the sober, subdued views of real life, which,
-without producing a distaste for this world's enjoyments, despoil them
-of that vivid colouring which cannot last, and detaches them from
-considering it as their abiding place.
-
-Such was the lesson now taught to Lady Adeline, as she was called, with
-unexpected haste, to quit South Audley-street; and she cast a last
-hurried glance at the chair where he had sat, who was still her heart's
-idol, at the carpet on which he had trod, the book he had opened, and,
-lastly, the picture, the image dearer than all except himself, which
-she now left for the first and last time, as no longer worthy to be her
-companion. Notwithstanding the abruptness with which she was snatched
-from these melancholy contemplations, and the revulsion of feelings
-which her sudden farewell to these cherished objects occasioned,
-Lady Adeline, after a few hours' reflection, acknowledged that the
-promptness of Lady Dunmelraise's decision had been made in kindness,
-and that the blow which was to sever her from him she most loved, if it
-were inevitable, were best to fall suddenly.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X.
-
-AN AWKWARD DILEMMA.
-
-
-The _fête_ at Avington Priory afforded a theme of conversation, if
-such a term is not inapplicable to such a subject, of much longer
-duration than was usual; for in the existence of those who were actors
-in the scene, or participators in its pleasures, one folly generally
-succeeded another so quickly as to chase away all remembrance of its
-immediate predecessor. Perhaps, too, in this instance, more interest
-was experienced in the discussion of the entertainment, from the zest
-which some signal _esclandres_ gave to it, and which were generally
-whispered about; particularly that in which Lady Glenmore's and Mr.
-Leslie Winyard's names were involved.
-
-Of this report, Lord Baskerville and Lord Gascoigne were the active
-propagators; and which, corroborated by the condemning facts they
-themselves had witnessed, led those who listened to the conclusion
-that the matter was _une affaire decidée_. The only question then was,
-whether it was well or ill arranged; for in all things the creed of
-these parties taught them to estimate the _manner_ of an action without
-any reference to its morality. Opinions were given respecting the good
-or bad taste of the thing; and speculation ran high how Glenmore would
-take it. However far from the truth, or unjust, these conclusions and
-opinions might in reality be, it cannot be denied that Lady Glenmore
-had in some measure afforded subject of conversation to the licentious
-and censorious tongues of these traducers, by permitting the very
-marked and exclusive attentions of Mr. Leslie Winyard in society; and,
-in doing so, justified an apprehension which the most candid and the
-most kind observer (if any such had been there as witness) could not
-but feel, that she must inevitably fall a victim to a man of Leslie
-Winyard's character, unless some powerful hand snatched her from the
-peril.
-
-In the example of Lady Glenmore's present danger, the mischiefs arising
-out of the system of the society in which she lived are painfully
-apparent; and although they have more than once been dwelt upon, yet,
-with the object of unmasking a disguised evil, they cannot be too
-frequently alluded to or minutely detailed. Nor can the observation
-be too often repeated, that such dangers must unavoidably accrue to
-the young and inexperienced while receiving none of those salutary
-checks which are afforded them in a society differently organized, and
-where the ties of families, and the counsel and protection of sincere
-friends, are _not_ sacrificed to the laws and rules of exclusive
-fashion.
-
-Lady Glenmore's absence, it might almost be called alienation, from
-Lord and Lady Melcombe and the bosom of her own family, had been so
-gradual as scarcely to be perceptible. Had it been otherwise, she
-would have recoiled from the idea, and her excellent heart would have
-sufficed to guard her from so unnatural a fault; but the evil grew out
-of the circumstances in which she was placed, and increased without any
-appearance which could awaken a suspicion of its real tendency. She did
-not go to-day to Lady Melcombe, because Lady Tenderden, or Lady Tilney,
-or some other of her friends, had prevented her at the very moment she
-was stepping into her carriage; but she would go to-morrow: and when
-to-morrow came, fatigued with the ball or the assembly of the preceding
-evening, she did not rise till at so late an hour, that Lady Melcombe
-would be out, and it was in vain for her to go. When the evening in
-its turn came round, then some ceremonious diplomatic dinner, followed
-by the _soirées_ of the different members of her _coterie_, equally
-precluded her from fulfilling this duty.
-
-Thus one day passed on after another, and the rare and short visit to
-her parents, when it was paid, afforded no real communion of heart
-or thought. Yet all this happened not wilfully, not in positive
-indifference, or forgetfulness of natural affection, but arose, as it
-were, unavoidably, out of the life she led. Let it not excite surprise
-that this alienation had been productive of no alarm in the tender and
-affectionate hearts of Lord and Lady Melcombe. They, indeed, saw less
-of their daughter than they wished; but though they sometimes sighed
-over the "angel visits, few and far between," of their estranged child,
-still, in the indulgent fondness of their hearts, perhaps too in a
-mistaken pride, they found an excuse for her constantly living in a
-round of dissipation, partly from the pomp and circumstance attendant
-on the public situation which her husband held, and partly from
-thinking it natural that one so young, and gifted with external graces,
-should indulge in the pleasures that courted her on all sides.
-
-Another cause, too, existed, to render their separation an apparent
-consequence of her marriage. Lord and Lady Melcombe had not lived at
-any time on terms of intimacy with that circle which now exclusively
-formed their daughter's and Lord Glenmore's society; and a further
-barrier by this means stood between their meeting; but it was one
-which, if natural feelings had been allowed their proper influence,
-and had any advance been made to Lord and Lady Melcombe, on the part
-of those persons, towards their acquaintance, might easily have been
-removed.
-
-In this case, for their daughter's sake, they would readily have met
-any advance, and in order to do so, have stepped out of their own
-habitual line of society; a society founded on the dignified principles
-of high rank, and the rational grounds of real social happiness: but
-they were the last persons to court an intimacy where a mutual desire
-was not expressed for its formation; and the question, however painful
-as it affected their natural intercourse with their child, was not,
-however, one which gave rise to any seriously uneasy feelings. When
-they did see her, they saw her so fondly attached to her husband, and
-so happy, what could they fear for her? It would almost have seemed
-like a selfish apprehension, to have indulged any doubts regarding her
-future welfare.
-
-Their own course through life had been one perpetual gleam of
-sunshine, a circumstance which is apt to render us more blind to
-the possibility of evil, than when we have been exercised in the
-school of adversity; that school by which we are alone perfected, and
-without whose salutary discipline the false security is indulged, that
-"_to-morrow will be as to-day, and even more abundant_," and we dread
-no check to our earthly career.
-
-How fearful is this species of happiness, which, resting on itself,
-forgets the hand by which it is alone upheld! Could Lord and Lady
-Melcombe have seen through this delusion--could they have guessed that
-their child stood at the moral point where the two paths separate
-which lead to virtue or to vice, and where the traveller in the road
-of life, according as he makes his choice, will be admitted in the
-end to misery or happiness--they would have performed their duty as
-parents unhesitatingly; they would have pointed out to their child the
-excellence of the one course, and have warned her of the inevitable
-ruin and degradation attendant on the other. As to the current reports
-of the day, they were the last to hear them, as is usually the case
-with those most concerned; and in this respect Lord Glenmore was
-removed still further from a knowledge of the truth. Lady Glenmore,
-deprived of her natural and true guides, surrounded by persons whose
-lives were, generally speaking, characterized by the same errors,
-on the brink of which she now hung, and who, if they looked on such
-conduct as error, held it in a very venial light even when detected,
-and as nothing, if it evaded open discovery, had little chance of
-receiving any counsel in time to save her.
-
-Speaking thus of Lady Glenmore, it must not be supposed that she viewed
-her own conduct and career in its true light, or that she erred from
-any determination to err, or even from being led away by any impulse of
-passion; far from it. The innocence of her nature, her domestic habits
-and education, as well as her attachment to her husband, had in the
-first instance rendered her present mode of life distasteful. But it
-is the very property of the subtle poison of that atmosphere in which
-she lived and breathed to pollute the healthful springs of being, till
-the moral taste becomes less and less acute, and is at length wholly
-corrupted, leaving the mind totally unable to discriminate between
-right and wrong.
-
-Although, with the young men who lived in the same society, the event
-of the downfall of her reputation was looked upon as a thing of
-course, and hailed, in their licentiousness of spirit, as a matter of
-congratulation, since it would level another victim to their standard,
-still there were others of the _coterie_, who, from motives of policy,
-were anxious that no further _esclandre_ should take place, than
-that which had already arisen on the subject, to call forth the loud
-reprehension of a public whom they at once feared and despised, and
-whose opinions, though they set them at defiance, they in reality
-wished not to brave unnecessarily: for in the instance of Lady
-Glenmore, the destruction of so much happiness as was supposed to have
-centred in her union would be likely to create proportionate abhorrence
-and condemnation of a system of society which had been the occasion of
-it, and lead to a sifting and exposure of the principle and motives on
-which that system was based.
-
-Lady Tilney was the first person whose acuteness and vigilance descried
-the danger; and was impelled to attempt an arrangement of the business,
-as well from her general love of managing every body and every thing,
-as from the more weighty reason attached to it. Being perfectly aware
-of Lady Glenmore's character, she dreaded lest an affair which, in
-the hands of a woman of tact, might have been managed without any
-_éclat_, would with her be precipitated to a point which must end in
-an exposure. She felt, however, that to speak to Lady Glenmore openly
-would be to commit herself with a person whose want of discretion was
-the chief ground of her apprehensions respecting her; and therefore,
-after much reflection, she determined to seek the assistance of Lady
-Tenderden in the business, and employ her in its management, as being
-more intimate with the parties than she herself was.
-
-It was not the first time that Lady Tilney had availed herself of an
-intermediate hand to work out a favourite undertaking. With this view,
-some ten days after the _fête_ at Avington Priory, and when the whole
-affair was openly spoken of throughout their circle, Lady Tilney sought
-an opportunity of communicating her views to Lady Tenderden; and having
-denied herself to every one else, they were soon in deep conference in
-the _boudoir_.
-
-"Dear Lady Tenderden," said the former, addressing her, "I am sure that
-I may speak to you in confidence on a subject in which you will feel
-an equal if not greater interest than myself: I allude to our _élève_,
-_la petite_ Georgina. This is a very silly affair of hers with Leslie
-Winyard, and is going too far: don't you think so?" Lady Tenderden
-gave no direct answer.
-
-"Surely you must allow that she is not the _sort_ of person to risk any
-hazards, or to manage this kind of affair well or with prudence. If
-allowed to go on by herself, she will run headlong down the precipice,
-and no earthly power can save her. Besides, it would be such a terrible
-thing _for us_, if there was any public scandal to ensue. Consider, my
-dear Lady Tenderden, we should all incur some portion of blame, and
-_she_ would be pitied; while we should have all those persons whom we
-have banished without the pale of our society raving against _us_, and
-our system, as though it were a _lazaretto_ in which all the plagues of
-Egypt were assembled. Now, though _we_ know how false this is, still we
-ought to provide against it."
-
-Lady Tenderden nodded assent as Lady Tilney went on:--"_You_ agree with
-me, I am sure; for the curious and the disappointed will not judge
-_coolly_, and we must try to shelter ourselves from their imputations,
-however groundless. We ought to move on in a sphere out of the general
-nature of things; but, in order to do this _impunément_, it is
-necessary to be vigilant and prudent; and I assure you I am never off
-the watch."
-
-"_Peut-être_; but den _how_ would you do in this instance?"
-
-"Ah! there lies the delicacy; in that _how_ consists the difficulty
-of the business; for you know, as to _la petite personne_ herself, we
-cannot with any safety _compromettez_ ourselves by speaking to her on
-this subject. She is one of those innocent persons who would, I am
-sure, either start off at the bare mention of any _liaison_, and would
-make a great fuss, and a scene which might be very unpleasant to us
-all in a thousand ways; or else she might give _tête baissé_ into the
-thing, so much the more from being warned against it, as your meek
-people always do; and, though not discreet, she has cunning enough
-to keep it strictly secret till the moment when she steps into the
-carriage which is to take her from her disconsolate husband."
-
-"_Peut-être_," was again Lady Tenderden's brief reply.
-
-Lady Tilney proceeded. "Now, I think there is one, and only one, way in
-which it can be managed; and your assistance will be vitally important
-for its success."
-
-"Oh _de graces_! do not involve me in any of dese troublesome _rôles_:
-I am not at all de _personne_ to play dem well; and _l'inconduite de la
-petite en question_ makes me quite _frissonné_ to think of any thing
-of the kind."
-
-"Oh! but, my dear Lady Tenderden, for Glenmore's sake, you know, for
-all our sakes, you will not let this affair terminate as it must do if
-something is not done to put it on a right footing? You will not surely
-let the _scandale_ of such a common-place _dénouement_ attach to our
-society, as the infallible issue of the affair must cause, unless we
-attempt to save appearances, and settle the _marche du jeu_ in _better
-taste_ at least?"
-
-Lady Tenderden's countenance relaxed, as if she was pleased at the
-idea of holding an influence over Lord Glenmore; and Lady Tilney was
-satisfied that she had done wisely in condescending to flatter her
-_amour-propre_, by confessing herself secondary in influence; a point
-which she was never very willing to yield: but she felt it was the
-surest way of securing Lady Tenderden's co-operation, and proceeded to
-say,
-
-"Now listen, I entreat you, to what I have to propose; and if you do
-not approve my idea, then suggest something better. The only thing
-that remains to be done, in my opinion, then," continued Lady Tilney,
-"is to get Georgina out of England. You know Glenmore cannot move; but
-that is no reason why _she_ may not be absent for a few months. The
-advantage of your company, her health, a thousand excuses may be found:
-and if she is not as deeply involved as we suspect with Winyard, _this_
-will break off the affair; while, if she is, absence, and distance, and
-the chances of time and place, _que sais-je enfin_----a million things
-may turn away the tide of observation from _us_: at all events, the
-_éclat_ will be less offensive abroad than at home. Now, could you not
-propose to her a little tour to Spa, or _Les Eaux de Barèges_, when the
-season comes round for leaving London?"
-
-Lady Tenderden seemed half inclined to acquiesce, but, like most people
-who make sudden changes of opinion, she did not know exactly how to
-give as ready an assent as she was willing in her heart to do; while,
-at the same time, there was a little demur at the idea of being made
-the tool of Lady Tilney, as well as of being mixed up in an affair in
-which, if it ended wrong, she would regret to have been implicated.
-
-Lady Tilney's flattery and persuasive reasonings, however, as was
-generally the case when she had a favourite point to carry, prevailed;
-and the conversation ended with an arrangement, that Lady Tenderden
-should, in the course of a few days, open the subject to Lady
-Glenmore, and put it _en train_.
-
-Although the solicitude of the polite Lady Tilney for the fate of her
-young _élève_ might have been premature as to the precise degree of her
-_liaison_ with Mr. Leslie Winyard, still, if it had been entertained
-on a better principle than that of mere expediency, it would have
-been amiable and justifiable; for when a married woman's name is once
-connected with that of any man in particular, there is an immediate
-taint on her character, which, while it is degrading to herself,
-attaches to her husband the character of dupe, or something worse, and
-affords an example to others, productive of almost as much evil as
-would accrue from actual guilt.
-
-There are very few women on whom this stain is cast, who could, like
-the youthful Lady Glenmore, plead perfect innocence of intention; but
-she had been, almost at the outset of her marriage, thrown alone in
-the midst of the most dangerous class of the most dangerous society
-of London. She had not certainly to complain that Lord Glenmore had
-wilfully deserted or neglected her: his absence was a necessary
-consequence of the duties he had taken upon himself in his public
-career.
-
-While, however, she acknowledged this, she could not but feel and mourn
-over his absence with childish simplicity of tenderness: and when at
-last, partly from necessity, and partly from the various arts used
-to wean her from this innocent love, she felt, as it was natural she
-should feel, considering that no very strong principle of religion had
-been instilled into her mind, or given stability to her character, that
-there could be no impropriety in having recourse to the pleasures and
-pursuits of fashion--pleasures which pertained to her situation, and
-were not only sanctioned, but encouraged, by her husband--still, in
-doing this, it was not in her nature to aspire to any leading part, or
-to take any particular station, in the circle in which she moved. Had
-it been so,--had she been, in short, more worldly,--her conduct would
-have been more measured, more under the control of appearances; and
-though she would not have had so much real virtue, she would better
-have known how to preserve its semblance. But as it was, the object
-sought by her in the maze of pleasure was simply an indemnification
-for her husband's absence: and not possessing a mind stored by solid
-instruction, or gifted with strong judgment, amiable, pliant, and fond,
-she entered on this perilous career without one of those qualities
-which might have enabled her to steer her course with safety.
-
-Thus exposed, she risked becoming the victim of any designing persons
-who found it their amusement or their interest to render her the
-subject of licentious animadversion. Where almost every event, as in
-the kind of life described, bears some analogy, little variety occurs
-to mark the progress of time. One intrigue resembles another; one
-slander is like its neighbour; one _soirée_ is a specimen of all: and
-unless, indeed, some defiance of morality more glaring than usual, some
-solecism in a marriage or a ball, a death or a breakfast, take place,
-there is little for the chronicler of the system to register in his
-page.
-
-Ministers had looked forward to rest after the burthen of the session;
-the nobles had gone to their country seats to enjoy the beauties of the
-"sere and yellow leaf," there to renew the dissipations of the town.
-Hither, too, the invited _intrigant_ had followed the object of his
-present pursuit, to tell in shady bowers the tale, so often told before
-to others, of treacherous love; while the sportsman, with more open
-and more honest if not nobler aim, hied him to moors and highlands in
-pursuit of his ruling passion.
-
-If, during the last moments of the waning season, nothing of stronger
-character had occurred, on Lady Glenmore's and Mr. Leslie Winyard's
-part, to attract the particular notice of the circle in which their
-_liaison_ was matter of conversation, still there was no relaxation
-of _his_ attentions, or of _her_ apparent preference, to justify the
-belief that he had relinquished his pursuit, or that she had discarded
-him.
-
-Lady Tilney, therefore, continually urged Lady Tenderden to the
-necessity of adopting the measures she had proposed; and the latter,
-having satisfied herself that no unpleasant responsibility was likely
-to attach to her, consented to fill her allotted part in the measure,
-and propose to Lady Glenmore to accompany her on a tour.
-
-"What do you do with yourself this summer?" said Lady Tenderden to the
-latter, as she was sitting _tête-à-tête_ with her one morning.
-
-"Indeed I do not in the least know what are Glenmore's plans; but I
-should hope we shall go to the country somewhere, for I begin to feel
-that my health suffers from the racket of a town life. But whatever
-_he_ chooses I shall like best, for nothing would do me any good if he
-were not to be of the party."
-
-"_Oh! quelle enfantillage!_ Well! I hoped you had chased away that bad
-habit of being always in de leading-string. What! _you_ a minister's
-wife, and suppose that he is to follow you up _stair_ and down _stair
-en nourrisson_ all your life! My dear, how would de state be taken care
-of after this fashion?"
-
-"True," said Lady Glenmore, sighing, "and I am now used to be alone."
-In fact Lady Tenderden knew that these words were uttered more from
-habit than from feeling them in the painful degree in which they would
-once have been spoken; and she replied,
-
-"Well then, my dear ladi, _il faut prendre son partie_; and since it
-is impossible you should have him always _à vos trousses_, what think
-you of making a little excursion with me to _Les Eaux de Barèges_, or
-to Spa, for two or three months in the _belle saison_? This would, I
-should think, exactly suit you: it will refresh your beauty, refit your
-_toilette, et vous reviendrez entièrement renouvellée. On se ressent
-de la fumée de Londres._ It is quite necessary to go away; and a
-_villegiatura_ in England is so dull!"
-
-"What, go abroad!" said Lady Glenmore with unfeigned surprise.
-
-"_Vous êtes impayable_," rejoined Lady Tenderden, "_comme j'ai souvent
-eu l'honneur de vous dire_. One would imagine you lived a hundred years
-ago, when people talked of going abroad as they would of going to the
-moon;--but, now, abroad is at home. _Allons!_ I will not allow you to
-hesitate. Leave me to settle the matter with Glenmore. I will arrange
-every thing; and he shall come and meet you, and bring you home, in
-case I choose to pass the winter at Paris."
-
-Lady Glenmore had not the least idea that her husband would think of
-consenting to this proposal, but gave a sort of half acquiescence, more
-to escape from Lady Tenderden's persecuting entreaties, than from any
-wish to realize the scheme; and she was quite astonished, some days
-afterwards, to find Lord Glenmore of opinion that this plan would be
-the pleasantest thing in the world for her, the best adapted to recruit
-her health, and in all ways the most eligible. Half grieved at the
-thoughts of absence from him, half gratified at his eager desire to
-procure her a pleasure, and persuaded at length by his solicitations
-to try the remedy of change of air for the languor which had of late
-appeared to have affected her naturally good constitution,--the wish
-too of yielding implicit obedience to his will,--all combined to
-determine to consent; and she finally agreed to the proposed excursion,
-which was soon followed by preparations and arrangements for their
-departure to Barèges.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI.
-
-MARRIAGE MANŒUVRES.
-
-
-While events thus intimately connected with Lady Glenmore's
-happiness were silently progressing, Lord Albert D'Esterre's mind
-was engrossed and torn by a thousand contending feelings of a nature
-wholly different, but not less fatally destructive of his peace.
-After recovering from the violence of the first shock which Lady
-Dunmelraise's sudden departure had occasioned, he had remained torpid
-and incapable of action: then again, inwardly harassed by the most
-lively anxiety, he had awaited, with an agony of suspense which none
-can know save those who have experienced how "hope deferred maketh the
-heart sick," the communication which he felt Lady Dunmelraise could not
-possibly long delay, relative to Lady Adeline.
-
-During each of the four and twenty hours which had passed since the
-blow had fallen on him, Lord Albert had thus been the victim of one
-contradictory passion or other: but still, in the alternate storm
-or lull of his emotions, he had mechanically sought the society of
-the only person in the world whom he now believed entered into his
-feelings, or took any real interest in his fate. It may be readily
-supposed that Lady Hamlet Vernon did not lose the advantage which this
-undivided share of his time afforded her; and she found means, even in
-the state of apathy in which Lord Albert seemed plunged, and during
-the lengthened silence to which, at intervals, he gave way even in her
-presence, to impress him, by a thousand attentions, with a sense of
-the deep sympathy she felt in all his sufferings. At the same time,
-she knew the wound that rankled at his heart was yet too recent to be
-rudely touched, and the paroxysm of his malady too violent to bear
-those remedies which, with the skilful and tender solicitude of one
-who watches a patient on the bed of sickness, she awaited a favourable
-moment to administer, but forced not injudiciously upon his acceptance.
-
-With one exception only, no event occurred, no word was spoken, no
-circumstance had been alluded to, that could in the remotest degree
-bring forward the dreaded name of Lady Adeline. When, however, Lord
-Albert heard, accidentally, at Lady Hamlet Vernon's, that Mr. Foley had
-also left town a few days after Lady Dunmelraise, his feelings were
-roused to a pitch that nearly decided him on hastening to Dunmelraise
-in person. Nor is it probable, notwithstanding Lord Albert's former
-resolves, that he would longer have hesitated to take this step, had
-he not been assured, in the most pointed and positive manner, by Lady
-Hamlet herself (who foresaw and dreaded the effect of this natural
-impulse), that Mr. Foley had _not_ followed Lady Adeline, but was gone
-on a visit to some other part of the country.
-
-This intelligence again changed the current of his feelings, and for
-the moment he was lulled into a security, that while his rival appeared
-not in Adeline's presence, she would have leisure and freedom of mind
-to reflect and repent of the cruelty of her behaviour towards himself;
-and vainly imagined that there was better hope in leaving her to the
-workings of her own heart, than by giving way to any reproaches which
-he might have made.
-
-Thus he lost the only chance that remained to him, of avoiding the blow
-which was so soon to annihilate all hope. It was a fortnight after Lady
-Adeline's leaving London, that the post brought him a letter, at sight
-of the well-known characters of which he trembled; for with one glance
-he recognized them to be the hand-writing of Lady Dunmelraise. He knew
-that that letter must be the arbiter of his fate, that it must lead to
-an explanation; and he felt that no explanations were likely to prove
-happy ones. For a few moments he held the letter in his hand, dreading
-to break the seal, for he was aware that it was the messenger which was
-either to condemn him to the loss of Adeline, or give him the power to
-seek her as his wife; and, of the latter, something within his breast
-forbade the hope. At length he slowly tore open the paper, and, with a
-gasping eagerness, read as follows:
-
- "My dear Lord Albert D'Esterre,
-
- "The period which was to decide the fulfilment of the wishes
- entertained by Lord Tresyllian and the late Lord Dunmelraise
- respecting yourself and Lady Adeline has at length arrived. Wishes
- of this kind, however, are unfortunately too often subject to the
- same changes which attend on every thing earthly; and it would
- be weak, therefore, as well as wrong, to lament over them when
- unrealized: still less should we do so, when their accomplishment no
- longer appears to hold out that prospect of felicity which, in the
- present instance, I am certain, was the only motive for their first
- indulgence. I need not, my lord, enter upon the reasons which have
- induced my daughter to resign the honour of an alliance with your
- house: they will naturally suggest themselves to your own heart; and
- if they do not do this, I consider an explanation of them would be an
- intrusion on my part, of which I should be sorry to be guilty.
-
- "I remain, my dear Lord Albert D'Esterre,
-
- "Your very faithful and obedient
-
- "ELIZA DUNMELRAISE."
-
- "P. S. I forward a copy of my letter to Lord Tresyllian by this post."
-
-"It is then as I thought," exclaimed Lord Albert. "Faithless,
-treacherous, cold-hearted Adeline! why did I ever love you? Why place
-my happiness on so frail, so unworthy a tenure? But it is well; it is
-better thus. Since I have now no cause to mourn your loss, I will not
-suffer grief for such an object to master me. It is well that you are
-lost to me. Lost!"--he started at the sound, as he repeated, "Yes, lost
-to me for ever!" and his lip trembled, while a sense of suffocation
-oppressed and overpowered him, and tears, burning tears, burst from his
-eyes. Not softly, not refreshingly, did they flow, but like the lava's
-flood, which scathes the path down which it courses. For two days and
-two nights Lord Albert remained in the most pitiable state of mind. He
-would see no one, for to whom could he unburthen his griefs? and not
-to speak of them was impossible: to whom would he deign to show his
-lacerated heart? yet to what other subject than that by which it was
-torn could he give utterance?
-
-The necessity of replying to Lady Dunmelraise's letter was the first
-thing that aroused him from this lethargy of sorrow; but when he
-essayed the task, he found it one of no easy nature. He read and
-_re-read_ the letter; he endeavoured to extract from it some gleam of
-hope, some opening of possible change; but it was so calm, so cuttingly
-and despairingly reasonable, so dignified yet so decided in its tone,
-so meek yet so authoritative, that he felt it pronounced a verdict
-which admitted of no appeal.
-
-"Be it so," he said, with the composure of despair; "but, at least, I
-too will speak my mind. Yet how? In a brief answer embody a world of
-thought? How can words convey the sense of a broken heart? No! language
-cannot do that. And if it could paint my feelings, why should I humble
-myself before those who have thus sported with and spurned them? why
-lay bare the weakness of my heart to those who have proved themselves
-incapable of compassion? What can I expect to gain by so doing?
-Nothing."
-
-Blinded by this false reasoning, he felt, at that moment, that he would
-have rejected Lady Adeline's hand, could he have gained it; convinced,
-as he was, that her affections were no longer his own. Besides, who
-ever reclaimed or regained a heart by reproaches? And then again
-relapsing into tenderness, he mourned over the defalcation of that
-purity and truth which he had worshipped even more than her charms. All
-these, and more than these, were the thoughts which checked the flow of
-Lord Albert's pen as he wrote copy after copy in answer to the letter,
-and tore each, in despair of ever writing one which could in any degree
-comprise or convey his mixed and agonized feelings.
-
-But again the necessity of some answer pressed upon him; and, although
-with the conviction that none which he could write at that moment would
-be adequate to express what he felt, or prove a faithful interpreter of
-the thousand tortures that possessed him, he finally traced and folded
-up a few brief sentences, sealing the envelope immediately, as if to
-preclude the possibility of further delay. Yet once more he hesitated,
-once more a wish arose to write altogether in a different tone and
-strain; but then he rapidly recalled to his aid all his late reasonings
-and feelings on the subject, and finally despatched the following
-letter:
-
- "Dear Lady Dunmelraise,
-
- "It would be doing injustice to my own feelings, if I did not state
- that they alone have prevented my answering your letter sooner;
- the purpose and tenor of which made me too plainly feel, that any
- development of the sufferings called forth by its contents would be
- equally misplaced and obtrusive to you, as well as to Lady Adeline.
-
- "To say that any emotion of _surprise_ has mingled with my sorrow
- would be contrary to truth, because I had felt the sudden and
- unexpected departure of your ladyship from London (not even
- communicated to me till your present letter) announced some decided
- change in your opinion and determinations in regard to myself. There
- is one point, however, for which, in the midst of all my sufferings,
- I must feel grateful: it is, that the letter which announces to me
- the forfeiture of that happiness which for years I have been taught
- to cherish and consider as my own, leaves me no doubt that the
- future welfare of Lady Adeline now centres in some other object, in
- the attainment of which it will be more surely realized, than had it
- continued to rest on me. That that welfare may be realized in every
- sense of the word will ever be the prayer of,
-
- "Dear Lady Dunmelraise,
-
- "Your faithful and affectionate servant,
-
- "D'ESTERRE."
-
- "P. S. I shall of course communicate your letter, accompanied by my
- answer, to my father, Lord Tresyllian."
-
-No sooner was this letter beyond the power of Lord Albert's recall,
-and actually on the way to Dunmelraise, than he would have given every
-thing he possessed could he have changed its tenor: but this was only
-one of those fluctuations of passion, of which he had of late been so
-cruelly the sport; and the impulse of the moment, had its object been
-attained, would as readily have given place to some other of a quite
-different tendency. When the mind is once suffered to float about
-without a guiding principle of action, it is a mercy and a miracle if
-the being thus actuated does not become the prey of destruction.
-
-As Lord Albert perused over and over again the copy of his answer, he
-imagined he read in it sufficient ground to call forth an explanation,
-on the part of Lady Dunmelraise, of the causes which had led to her
-sudden abandonment of Lady Adeline's engagement with himself. But then
-he speculated upon objects which like a blind man he could not see;
-for never admitting, nor indeed feeling conscious, that it was his own
-errors which had wrought the change in Lady Adeline, he never could
-rightly apprehend the line of conduct which of necessity she must
-pursue. If he had done so, had he taken the beam from his own eye, then
-would he clearly have seen to take the mote from hers; and it would
-not have required a second perusal of his answer to Lady Dunmelraise
-to have acknowledged that it afforded no opening whatever, whether
-from its tone or its contents, to induce herself or Lady Adeline to
-swerve from the course they had adopted, or lead them to any other
-determination than that which they had already avowed.
-
-He however endeavoured to make himself think otherwise, and in some
-degree he succeeded in this object; for what distortion will the
-imagination not assume when warped by passion? In this delusive hope he
-continued for some days, vainly expecting every post to bring him some
-communication from Dunmelraise. How little he knew Lady Dunmelraise's
-feelings! how falsely he judged of his own! As soon as she perused
-his letter, she did not for a moment think of replying to it. She
-had indeed not doubted, for weeks past, that Lord Albert's heart and
-affections were totally alienated from her child; but the degree of
-cold indifference with which, in her _reading_ of his answer, he seemed
-to cast her off, exceeded what she could have thought possible. It
-may be that, in her interpretation of the letter, Lady Dunmelraise
-yielded in some degree to her previously-formed prejudices; and, as
-is ever the case when we yield to prejudice, saw through them as
-through a glass darkly, and pronounced the being who could thus coldly
-renounce such a treasure as Adeline wholly unworthy of further thought.
-Far from feeling, therefore, that Lord Albert's reply required any
-further notice, or that it contained any thing which could raise an
-after-regret if passed by in silence, or reanimate a dying spark of
-hope in Lady Adeline's breast, she considered it final and definitive,
-and without hesitation placed the letter in her daughter's hands.
-
-Lady Adeline's sentiments, on having perused it, were in accordance
-with Lady Dunmelraise's; but as soon as the first brief flush of
-indignation had passed away, the bitterness of sorrow that was rooted
-in her heart claimed its full power, and _grief, not anger_, preyed
-like a canker on the bloom of her existence. Lady Dunmelraise watched,
-week after week, with an anxiety proportioned to its object, for a
-return of something like cheerfulness on the countenance of her dear
-child; but though resignation sat on Lady Adeline's pallid brow, and
-beamed in her angel smile, still there was a settled melancholy, a
-change of fearful import, impressed on her whole person. Even her very
-movements, once so gay and elastic, were now languid and measured, like
-one who was soon to pass to another sphere. Nothing of the vivacity of
-her age and temperament remained; and Lady Dunmelraise felt that she
-waited for the hoped-for change in vain.
-
-It was therefore some relief to her, when a visit from Mr. Foley
-created a variety in the daily routine of their lives; and Lady
-Dunmelraise thought or fancied that the exertions which Lady Adeline
-made, in order to be agreeable to one for whom she had always
-entertained a maternal solicitude, seemed the only circumstance that
-at all dissipated the gloom in which her daughter was now habitually
-involved. Mr Foley, however, while he remarked this favourable
-change, ascribed it to other motives; and with that self-love which
-predominated in his character, he saw in it a growing preference
-for himself, and waited only for a season in which he conceived the
-feelings of Lady Dunmelraise and her daughter would be sufficiently
-prepared to admit of a disclosure of his sentiments, to make an open
-avowal of them.
-
-Meanwhile, Lord Albert, who was equally with Lady Adeline the victim
-of self-delusion and martyred affection, continued to drag through the
-heavy hours till even suspense itself became blunted. But Lord Albert
-continued to strengthen himself in what he deemed the duplicity and
-heartlessness of her conduct, and found a diversion to his sufferings
-in the idea that they were occasioned by an unworthy object, whom
-he was called upon by every rational principle to banish from his
-remembrance.
-
-At length it likewise became known to him that Mr. Foley was actually
-an inmate of Dunmelraise, and this circumstance set the seal to the
-erroneous conviction which for so many months had been gaining on his
-deluded mind. Whilst thus discarded, as he imagined, by her whom he
-had, in fact, always loved dearer than the whole world beside; wounded
-in his tenderest feelings, and offended in his family pride; Lord
-Albert unhappily found himself supported in his mistaken apprehensions
-by his father, Lord Tresyllian, who, accustomed to refer most actions
-to love of aggrandisement and power, and having survived those softer
-affections which at one time bound him to Lord Dunmelraise, and made
-him anxiously wish for a union between their children, now only saw
-in Lady Dunmelraise's withdrawing from this engagement some concealed
-object of interest, which impelled him scornfully to resent her
-behaviour, and thus confirm the delusive views of his son.
-
-From the time of Lord Albert's having come of age, the entire
-independence of his circumstances had (without violation, however, of
-any filial duty on his part) occasioned his intercourse with his father
-to be of rare occurrence; but when he communicated the purport of Lady
-Dunmelraise's letter to Lord Tresyllian, an identity of feelings seemed
-to arise between them; and in their offended pride a tie of sympathy
-was freshly formed, by which they mutually encouraged each other in an
-ill-founded and unjust resentment.
-
-Lord Albert's heart, however, was far differently constituted from
-his father's, and in most other respects they felt not together.
-Still, therefore, he found himself alone, as it were, in the world,
-without one kindred breast on which to lean. Perhaps no sensation
-of pain is greater than this conscious loneliness of being. He had
-hitherto avoided all open confidence with Lady Hamlet Vernon on the
-subject of Lady Adeline; for though she was well acquainted with
-all that had passed, yet, from motives of delicacy, as well as from
-a secret mistrust even of her sympathy, he had remained silent.
-But when at length freed from the only tie which sealed his lips,
-the long-cherished and lingering hope of Lady Adeline's returning
-affection, it required no stimulus to make Lord Albert unburthen his
-heart and all its griefs to one, the only one, who, he thought, entered
-into them. The subject once commenced, the whole troubled tide of
-fears, belief, conviction, and subsequent indignation, was poured into
-her ear.
-
-Too readily, and with too greedy delight, did she receive this
-confidence, as the sweet confirmation of all her long-nurtured and
-most ardent wishes; and the first step she took, in consequence, to
-heighten his resentment against Lady Adeline, was to avow a knowledge
-of Mr. Foley's long residence at Dunmelraise to be the result of his
-passion for her; a passion approved, she said, by Lady Dunmelraise, as
-well as by her daughter, and which was soon to terminate in marriage;
-adding, at the same time, that she felt, as well as their mutual
-friends (meaning Lady Tilney and her _coterie_), that it was matter of
-congratulation that an alliance so thoroughly destructive to his views
-and pursuits of life should thus be dissolved.
-
-While in this manner Lady Hamlet Vernon fixed the dagger more firmly
-in Lord Albert's breast, she no longer hesitated to evince for him, in
-every word, and look, and action, her devotedness; and it was not in
-nature, that under such an influence he should be allowed to retrace
-his steps, even had he wished to do so, or to reflect on his own
-conduct; although, had he had recourse to self-examination, even in
-this stage of the business, he might still have retrieved his error.
-
-Day after day, week after week, his diseased state of mind gained
-ground, till at length the whole moral man became corrupt, and Lord
-Albert was the slave of her whom he would have loathed, could he but
-have seen the snare she had so artfully drawn around him. It is true,
-the duties of his official situation employed him some hours every
-morning; and in the routine of these there was no analogy to any thing
-like feeling, so that they proved a temporary antidote to pain: but
-when they were over, he was in the society of Lady Hamlet Vernon, and
-of Lady Hamlet Vernon alone; for it was the nature of a mind like his
-to be wholly engrossed by one object.
-
-The world, that in reality cares for no one's actions, except as
-affecting itself, looked on with indifference, and saw in Lord
-Albert's course only curious matter for speculation. Some pitied him
-as a fool, should he contemplate matrimony with Lady Hamlet Vernon;
-while others applauded the dexterity of the woman who could succeed
-in leading him captive, and secure to herself so great a prize. But
-one friend yet remained to Lord Albert, who would have sincerely
-lamented the circumstance, could he have believed such an event as
-marriage possible; because though Lady Hamlet Vernon was undoubtedly
-clever, handsome, fascinating, yet he saw in her no sound intrinsic
-qualities, nor was there attached to her rank or situation any of that
-preponderating family influence, which he could have wished should
-distinguish the wife of his friend. But Lord Glenmore was not one of
-those who doubted Lord Albert's good sense or principles; and though
-he saw him involved in a _liaison_ which he was far from approving,
-still he looked upon it as one of those temporary attachments from
-which he hoped soon to see him liberated, and therefore discarded all
-serious fears for him. But Lord Glenmore was unfortunately mistaken.
-The entanglement in which Lord Albert was involved was not one easily
-to be broken through.
-
-Lady Hamlet Vernon's object was advancing rapidly, and her victim
-nearly sacrificed. London was now almost empty. The only individuals
-of note remaining in it were some official persons, who were looking
-forward with anxiety to the moment of their departure. Lady Glenmore's
-arrangements for her visit to the continent had been finally adjusted;
-and she had at length quitted town with a heart divided between regret
-at leaving her husband, and that kind of anticipated pleasure which
-attends a first visit to a foreign country.
-
-Whether any regret mingled with these sentiments, as she journeyed
-with Lady Tenderden to the point of embarkation, at the idea of being
-likely to lose in her absence the society of Mr. Leslie Winyard,
-it is difficult to say; and equally so whether the result of this
-absence would break through that intimacy with the latter, which
-her _soi-disant_ friends considered to be of such perilous tendency.
-Mr. Leslie Winyard certainly did not leave town immediately on her
-departure.
-
-In the midst of these final removals for the season, Lady Hamlet Vernon
-found it difficult to arrange her passing the approaching autumn in the
-society of Lord Albert. To propose to himself directly any project of
-the kind was, she thought, hazardous; and though feeling the importance
-of securing to herself his presence, she was obliged to trust to
-chance, and to the habitual influence which she knew she had obtained
-over him, in order to ensure his following her wherever she went.
-
-"Where do you mean to pass your autumn, Lord Albert?" she said one day
-to him, speaking as if in an unpremeditated manner, and announcing at
-the same time her intention of going to Tunbridge. "Perhaps you will be
-induced, if you have no other plan in view, to pay me a visit there?"
-
-"Yes," he replied, sighing, "I shall like it exceedingly. Where can _I_
-go but where you are? Nobody else in the wide world, save yourself,
-cares for me;"--and a tender glance from Lady Hamlet Vernon gave back a
-confirmation of the latter part of this querulous speech.
-
-Many days more did not elapse, when Lord Albert, although pressed by
-Lord Glenmore in the most friendly manner to accompany him to his
-country seat during the recess, misled by the unfortunate and false
-conviction that no one participated in his feelings save her who had
-in reality caused their bitterness, blindly yielded to the delusion of
-this hollow attachment, and found himself loitering round Lady Hamlet
-Vernon's footsteps on the furze-clad hills of Tunbridge.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII.
-
-PROCEEDINGS ABROAD.
-
-
-However small the interest which Lady Tilney really took in preserving
-the purity of Lady Glenmore's character _intacte_, still her wishes for
-the preservation of that outward decorum which she deemed necessary
-towards the maintenance of her _coterie_'s respectability were
-perfectly sincere. It will not, however, appear that in this instance
-her wishes were likely to be realized.
-
-On landing on the continent, the point to which Lady Glenmore and Lady
-Tenderden directed their steps was Spa, having abandoned their previous
-intention of going to Barèges; a change in their plans, which they
-decided upon partly from the length of the journey, and partly from
-Lady Glenmore's not liking to be so very far from her husband. When
-they reached Spa, they found some few of their acquaintance already
-there, foreigners as well as English; and ten days had not elapsed
-from their arrival, before Mr. Leslie Winyard, accompanied by Lord
-Gascoigne, joined their circle.
-
-Lady Tenderden had already made a selection of such as were to
-constitute her society, and of course these latter persons were
-admitted in the number. Allowing for change of place and difference of
-hours, the same desultory mode of life was pursued by them at Spa as in
-London, and at best the same vacuity of mind and intention became the
-result. This negative description of the passing hours, however, was
-not applicable to all. Of course, in the present instance, there could
-have been but one motive which induced Mr. Leslie Winyard to resign the
-pleasures of an English autumn for the waters of Spa; and this fact he
-seemed at no pains to conceal. Lady Glenmore was his avowed object.
-
-There is something always unfavourable to virtuous happiness in the
-_voluntary_ absence of a wife from her husband, and especially if she
-has designedly or carelessly, from vanity or _désœuvrement_, given
-encouragement to marked attentions from any other than her husband.
-Whatever may be alleged by some, that absence makes meeting sweeter,
-and renovates affection, it may be laid down as a rule well known to
-experience, that genuine wedded love is best maintained by that sweet
-habitude which renders each a part of the other, and which feels not
-that it can live separate from that dearer self; and happy, and only
-truly happy, are those married persons who, in an honest heart, feel
-that they can add to love virtue, and to virtue habit; so that, when
-long years have gone by as a tale that is told, they can look back upon
-their course with joy, and feel it dearer as they know it to have been
-hallowed by the _lungo costume_ and the _dolce memorie_.
-
-_Unnecessary_ absences, on the contrary, between married persons,
-are at best very dangerous experiments: they induce in women an
-independence of feeling inimical to tenderness, and incompatible with
-the duties of a wife; and encourage, on the part of others, an intimacy
-and a freedom of manner, to the abandonment of those forms which, in
-the presence of the husband, would perhaps be observed.
-
-Thus it was in the case of Lady Glenmore. Mr. Leslie Winyard, already
-too much encouraged by her easy good-nature and affability, impelled by
-vanity to suppose himself irresistible when he chose to give himself
-the trouble of being so, and not wholly indifferent to her whom he now
-pursued, considered Lady Glenmore's absence from England as intended
-to afford an opportunity for the furtherance of their intimacy. The
-mode of life at Spa, and similar places on the continent, where the
-English congregate, however resembling the empty folly of London in its
-moral effect, differs in this respect, that it is more like living in
-a family circle, divested of the ceremonious restraints of societies
-in great cities. The daily routine of arrangements which threw all
-those who circled together into an unavoidable familiarity, the long
-excursions during the day, the repose under some shade after fatigue,
-the return at night, the supper, the dance that not unfrequently
-followed, proved all of them too favourable opportunities for a man of
-intrigue.
-
-If, therefore, Lady Glenmore was in peril, when guarded by the forms of
-society, in the presence of a husband whom she loved, and feeling the
-wholesome moral check which, to a young mind entering on the snares of
-life, the consciousness of a supposed cognizance of parents and friends
-so usefully imposes,--if, under all these circumstances of protection,
-she had yielded to, or rather been entangled in, an indiscretion
-respecting her intimacy with Mr. Leslie Winyard,--how much more fearful
-was her present danger, when no restraints of the kind were at hand to
-guard or to warn her!
-
-Had Lady Tilney's object been of that true and high nature which
-proposed no result but to save Lady Glenmore's virtue, she would
-not have intrusted her to the guardianship of such a person as Lady
-Tenderden, who united to the airy flightiness of a Frenchwoman the
-spirit of an _intrigante_, which is to be found in all nations. But
-Lady Tilney's object was merely worldly and prudential, namely, that
-of removing a probable _fracas_ from her own circle in England; and
-this point carried, the other was of small importance. Lady Tenderden
-had drawn round her a society at Spa, quite in harmony with that which
-she had been accustomed to live in. There were several persons of the
-_coterie_ of London, who, from time to time, made their appearance
-among them, and kept up the tone of the _rassemblement_ to its own
-peculiar pitch. Mingled with these were foreigners of distinction and
-diplomatists of various nations, who, from forming a false estimate
-of English society, as most foreigners do, fall into a very natural
-mistake respecting the higher classes in England, of whom they judge
-_en masse_ by the limited specimen which they are taught to consider
-as the sample of our nobility, and who therefore, with this false
-view, circled round Lady Tenderden and her friends on the present
-occasion, as the centre of attraction and a model of English manners; a
-melancholy mistake, and one by which foreigners have been led into the
-greatest errors respecting our higher classes.
-
-Although this remark did not at first apply personally to Lady
-Glenmore, yet, under the circumstances of the case, Lady Tenderden
-was not a fitting guardian in any respect for her; and in the end,
-during their residence at Spa, the permission of Leslie Winyard's
-_dévouement_ made it attach to her with too much truth, and she became,
-consequently, as much the subject of animadversion and example as
-Lady Tenderden herself. In the life of dissipation thus followed, not
-even the seventh day was left for reflection or repose. The too often
-misapplied and dangerous adage, that "one must do at Rome as they do
-at Rome," was an excuse for entirely forgetting the Sabbath to keep
-it holy, an observance which is in some degree attended to amongst us
-(except by the most notoriously profligate); but it has been a just
-reproach of many thinking Roman Catholics on our nation, that, when
-abroad, we lay aside the religion we profess, at least its forms, while
-we laugh at those which _they_ follow.
-
-Of what religion are we, then? might be the natural question asked, and
-was one which applied certainly to Lady Glenmore, who had now learnt
-the most fatal of all lessons, that it is unnecessary to hallow the
-Sabbath day; and she went on to learn, that she could live and be happy
-without her husband. Letters came from him, breathing kindness and
-affection, and these were answered with something like a corresponding
-feeling, for still in her heart his image was enshrined, although her
-vanity betrayed her into the perilous error of being engrossed at the
-moment by the attentions and presence of another. Lord Glenmore's
-letters, however, contained no hope of his being able to join her at
-Spa; for government contemplated an earlier assembling of parliament
-than usual, and the presence of all the ministers was required at an
-unusually early period. This circumstance, however, affected Lady
-Glenmore but little, for her regret was waning into carelessness at his
-absence. Thus bound to England, Lord Glenmore expressed his wish that
-Lady Glenmore should leave Spa about the end of October or middle of
-November, and proceed by the way of Paris, where he still indulged a
-faint hope that he should be able to join her.
-
-Notwithstanding much dissuasion on the part of Lady Tenderden and
-Mr. Leslie Winyard against obeying these injunctions, Lady Glenmore
-remained firm, and they shortly after were on their way to Paris.
-Mr. Leslie Winyard, of course, took his route to Paris likewise; for
-though he began to feel that the affair _trainé en longueur_, he was
-determined at least to enjoy the _renommée_ of adding another name
-to the list of his successes. At Paris the rumour of his attachment
-to Lady Glenmore found a wider range, and amongst the mixed, and
-larger aggregate of English, became the subject of more marked and
-varied observation. Here, therefore, in the same selfish spirit of
-worldly-mindedness which had induced Lady Tilney to send Lady Glenmore
-to the continent, Lady Tenderden saw the propriety of giving some
-admonitory hints to the latter: such as, "_It was not well to stake
-all on one throw_: that it was not in _good taste_ to have but one
-cavalier always in attendance; and that the _préféré_ himself would
-cease to be flattered by that preference, if he had _champ libre_
-always at command, without any competitors to dispute the honour with
-him. Besides, there is a certain _retenue_ to be observed," she went
-on to say, "by women of fashion, who should never give the vulgar an
-advantage over them, by not having a ready reply to make, or be made,
-to any disadvantageous or impertinent observations: for example, if
-they should say, 'Mr. Leslie Winyard is always at Lady Glenmore's
-elbow,' it might be answered, 'And so is Prince Luttermanne, and Lord
-Gascoigne, and Lord Baskerville, and a thousand others.' A little
-address, my dear Lady Glenmore, sets all this sort of things to rights;
-only one must know how to conduct oneself."
-
-"There is nothing wrong," replied the still innocent but somewhat
-perplexed Lady Glenmore, "and therefore there is nothing to set right."
-
-"_Non, assurément, nothing wrong_," answered Lady Tenderden; adding
-in her _doucereux_ voice, with more of truth than was usual under her
-_patte de velours_, "and that is _just the reason_ why you are not
-sufficiently upon your guard."
-
-These hints, however, appeared so indirect in their tendency, and of so
-little consequence in the eyes of her to whom they were addressed, that
-they were merely smiled at, and passed by unheeded.
-
-In this state matters continued till far on in November. It was the
-very season when Paris was beginning to fill. A few weeks of protracted
-absence from home was again pleaded for by Lady Tenderden, even though
-Lord Glenmore, from press of business in the ministry, had been obliged
-to abandon all idea of joining them; and accordingly they lingered on
-from day to day at Paris.
-
-The same cause which prevented Lord Glenmore from leaving London
-obliged Lord Albert D'Esterre to quit Brighton, whither he had
-accompanied Lady Hamlet Vernon. In returning to the subject of this
-_liaison_, few particulars can be adduced which would not appear trite
-and stale. Like all intimacies of the same nature, it had during
-this interval gradually approached a climax. Nothing in this world
-is stationary: the world itself is passing swiftly away; but the use
-or abuse we make of existence remains. Lord Albert's intimacy with
-Lady Hamlet Vernon, must of necessity have either assumed a decided
-character, or have been totally broken off; and, unfortunately for
-him, she played too deep a stake to lose for one moment that vigilance
-and foresight for which she was so distinguished, and which alone had
-constituted the success of her designs. It may be readily imagined that
-she now redoubled all her care, to secure the prize which was so nearly
-within her grasp. During the last few weeks, in which Lord Albert and
-herself had continued isolated from all other society, with nothing
-to call his attention away from her, or to direct the current of his
-thoughts into any other channel, the result may be easily guessed.
-
-Lord Albert made proposals of marriage; and it is unnecessary to add
-they were accepted with a transport of joy which Lady Hamlet Vernon
-could ill conceal within the bounds of prudence, but which, to his
-deluded view, appeared to be the effusion of a genuine and devoted
-passion. It is impossible for any generous nature not to feel gratified
-by the devotion of another; and Lord Albert was glad to mistake this
-gratitude for a tenderer and more spontaneous movement of the heart.
-Yet, as the moment approached for allying himself for ever to any other
-than her whose image, in despite of all his endeavours to the contrary,
-came back to him at intervals in the clouds of the air, in the shadows
-of the waters, or the dreams of the night, he sought for delay. Strange
-to say, too, some lingering doubt of Lady Adeline Seymour's becoming
-the wife of Mr. Foley at times crossed his fancy, for it was more like
-a vision of the fancy than a rational belief; but still he wished to
-think that she should be the first to bind herself to another; and with
-a feeling not amenable to the laws of reason, he looked anxiously in
-the newspapers every day to see the announcement of her nuptials.
-
-Under these circumstances, and with this feeling, he was called to town
-to attend official business, with the hope, however, in a few days, of
-returning to Lady Hamlet Vernon. Arrived in London, he found himself,
-the first time for many months, absent from her, and robbed of the
-illusory charm of her society; a charm which he had taught himself to
-consider as necessary to him as the air he breathed. He now found, when
-official duties were over, that the hours hung heavily on his hands.
-
-It had perhaps been owing to the idea of his having so long indulged
-in a selfish gratification, which must of necessity have drawn down
-observations derogatory to the character of Lady Hamlet Vernon, that
-had finally determined Lord Albert to make her the offer of his hand.
-But now, when away from her influence, he looked back upon the gulf
-over which he had passed, and contemplated it with somewhat different
-sensations; conscious that the step he had taken was irretrievable, he
-felt less than ever disposed to seek diversion from his own thoughts,
-or relief from them in any other quarter. He even avoided much
-intercourse with Lord Glenmore, as though he was afraid the latter
-should read his secret; for it was intended that his marriage should
-yet be kept profoundly secret; partly in compliance with his own
-feelings, which suggested that the world (and who can, or who ought to
-be totally reckless of the world's award?) might blame him for allying
-himself to a woman of Lady Hamlet Vernon's character, and partly at the
-instance of the latter, who, though she could not explain the cause of
-her apprehensions, yet dreaded lest the cup should be dashed from her
-lips by some unforeseen interference.
-
-The time that Lord Albert did not pass literally in business, he
-employed in reading over Lady Hamlet Vernon's letters, which he
-received daily, or in answering them; and as those she wrote breathed
-the most impassioned language, his own contained enough of that
-reflected hue of tenderness in them to please, if not to satisfy,
-her to whom they were addressed. The time was past when solitude and
-reflection could avail Lord Albert; for he had decided his fate. It was
-his duty, therefore, now, as well as his interest, to encourage himself
-in the belief that he truly loved the present object to whom he devoted
-himself; and he carefully endeavoured to shut out all remembrances
-which might recall the thought of another. Lord Albert had been nearly
-three weeks absent from Lady Hamlet Vernon, when he hastened one
-morning at an earlier hour than usual to Downing-street, where his
-letters were always directed. He found one from her, as was customary;
-but, in taking it eagerly in his hand, he was aware it did not consist,
-as usual, of many sheets, but was a single letter in an envelope.
-
-Something, he knew not what, struck him with agitation on this
-recognition, and he paused on breaking the seal; then cast his eyes
-hurriedly over the open page, and looked in vain for the terms of
-endearment which were wont to be the first that courted his glance;
-and he grew sick and dizzy as he read the first few lines, which ran
-thus: "Grieved I am at heart, and stunned by this fatal blow, so
-unexpected, so subversive of all our hopes. Is it not possible that,
-in the dismay of the moment, you may have interpreted more severely
-the words of Lady Dunmelraise than they required?" Lord Albert started
-at the name of Dunmelraise, and held the letter from him, and gazed at
-it again. "Lady Dunmelraise!" he repeated aloud. "What can this allude
-to? And in Amelia's hand!" Again he looked at the letter, and turned
-over the page, and saw the signature. A death-like shudder seized him,
-and an icy chill ran through his heart. As his eye continued to run
-rapidly along the lines, it met the words, "dearest Mr. Foley." Again
-he paused. But he was not now in a state to reason on the propriety of
-reading through a letter evidently not addressed to himself, although
-he continued to do so; but, breathless with surprise, in vain essayed
-to read collectedly. At length, mastering the contending feelings which
-for a few moments overpowered him, he perused the letter consecutively.
-
- "Grieved I am at heart, and stunned by this fatal blow, so unexpected,
- so subversive of all our hopes. Is it not possible that, in the dismay
- of the moment, you may have interpreted more severely the words of
- Lady Dunmelraise than they required? Yet when I return to the copy
- of her letter, which you enclose to me, I cannot but think with you
- that there is nothing to hope. Still, how strange that both she and
- Lady Adeline should have allowed those demonstrations of your passion,
- which they must have understood, for such a length of time, without
- expressing any explicit disapprobation! And then you say, too, that
- you are confident, from every circumstance, and every word, and every
- look, that has occurred, or fallen, either from Lady Dunmelraise or
- her daughter, that D'Esterre no longer holds any place either in
- their affections or their esteem; and the conversation you report
- to have heard between Lady Delamere and her sister was certainly
- as conclusive as any thing could be of their utter rejection of the
- thought of any renewal of engagement with D'Esterre." (Lord Albert
- groaned aloud.)
-
- "I know not what advice to give you. I dare not urge upon you a
- perseverance in your suit, because that might eventually, if Lady
- Dunmelraise and her daughter are firmly decided against it, draw
- down an interference which would give publicity to the affair; a
- circumstance, on all accounts, decidedly to be avoided. Hitherto, I
- should suppose what has passed has been confined to their own breasts;
- for Lady Dunmelraise is too much acquainted with the world to make
- herself, or any one belonging to her, unnecessarily the subject of
- public remark. At present, you know, the secret is safe in our own
- keeping; and after many hours of painful reflection as to what you had
- best do, I think nothing remains but your going immediately abroad for
- a time, to avoid the singularity of your absence from Dunmelraise.
-
- "In regard to the heavy pecuniary disappointment which you must have
- experienced, dearest Mr. Foley, by this defeat of our plans, I hope
- I shall soon be in a situation to make you ample recompense; for
- D'Esterre has at length so openly declared himself, that my marriage
- cannot long be delayed; and that once accomplished, you may depend on
- my most constant exertions for all connected with your interest. In
- the meanwhile, should you require any funds for your sudden departure,
- I enclose a draft for £200. I would not have you come by Brighton to
- embark, which perhaps you might be inclined to do, knowing me to be
- there; and I think it better, for the present, that you do not write
- to me on this subject; but let me have a few lines announcing your
- arrival on the continent.
-
- "Again I repeat to you to count upon my most friendly assistance at
- all times. You may depend on my acquainting you, when the event on
- which now all depends shall have taken place;
-
- "And I am ever yours, affectionately,
-
- "AMELIA HAMLET VERNON."
-
- "P.S.--I would not have you state your intention of going abroad
- to any person; and prevent, if possible, any announcement of your
- departure in the newspapers."
-
-No words can adequately convey an idea of Lord Albert's feelings as he
-finished the perusal of this letter. It was plain, it was clear, that
-a conspiracy had existed between Lady Hamlet Vernon and Mr. Foley, of
-which he and Lady Adeline Seymour had become the victims. The detailed
-process of language cannot concentrate in one point the thousand varied
-feelings which combined in his bosom all the pangs of self-accusation
-with all the joy of believing that the precious being whom he had
-wronged was free from stain. Grief mingled with the conviction that
-he had again found his own transcendent Adeline, bright in all her
-purity, only to be convinced, at the same moment, that he had himself
-placed a wide gulf between them that could never be overpassed; and the
-knowledge that this was the case excited such overwhelming emotion in
-his breast as defies the power of language.
-
-It would be wrong, however, in this instance, as in all others where
-reflection points a moral, not to observe the omnipotence of virtue,
-which, it may be truly said, is a light to lighten our darkness; for
-in the depth of Lord Albert's present sufferings there was a latent
-spring of consolation in his heart, the cause of which he could little
-understand or account for at the moment, and from which he was not
-prepared to derive the benefit it was intended afterwards to convey;
-and this consolation was a sense of humble contrition, derived from the
-consciousness that the blow which had fallen upon him was righteously
-dealt, and that it was only retributive justice that he should meet
-his punishment from the very person for whom he had, in the indulgence
-of his vanity, played with the feelings of another till at length he
-sacrificed and lost her.
-
-This sense of humility is ever the foundation of true repentance;
-and true repentance brings resignation; and resignation is the balm
-which soothes a wounded spirit. He soon felt that the merciful ways of
-Providence had forced him unwillingly to a knowledge of his own fault,
-and with a contrite heart he kissed the rod that smote him. He felt at
-once as though a heavy burden were lifted from his breast. None of the
-double-mindedness, none of the obscure uncertainty, by which of late he
-had been oppressed and involved, now darkened his path. He was like one
-who is brought from a prisoned cavern to rejoice in the wholesome air
-and light of heaven. He no longer hesitated in his course, or wavered
-how he should conduct himself, but determined to profit by the severe
-lesson he had received, and act once more uprightly. He felt, as it
-were, instantaneously, that he had never really loved Lady Hamlet
-Vernon, and that vanity alone had betrayed him into her snare.
-
-Had he loved her, would he not, even with the conscious proof before
-him of her perfidious conduct, have at least mourned over a knowledge
-of her baseness? As it was, he thought not of her, save in reference to
-his own erring conduct.
-
-"Oh Adeline, Adeline!" he exclaimed in bitterness of heart, "is it for
-such a one as this that I have lost you, and deprived myself for ever,
-not only of your affection, but your esteem? Yet, though to retrieve
-the past is impossible, and to become what I once was in your eyes is
-as impossible as it is to recover mine own consciousness of desert,
-still I will live for you and you alone." The virtuous principle which
-had thus been restored to its rightful place in Lord Albert's breast
-gave him power to struggle with sorrow successfully in this his hour of
-need: and though at intervals he sunk into that despondency which, lost
-as he was to all his best affections and brightest hopes, could not
-but flow back upon him with an overwhelming tide, still the sense of
-returning virtue bore him up again, and fixed him on a rock from whence
-no tide of circumstances could hurl him.
-
-In this situation he thought, for a time, that he stood alone in the
-world, without one sympathising friend; yet, perhaps, there was one
-who still remained--Lord Glenmore. Should he open his heart to him?
-Should he seek succour and counsel from him? No. Counsel he needed not,
-for his mind was made up _how_ to act; and consolation could not, at
-the present moment, flow from any earthly source. As involuntarily he
-read over and over again Lady Hamlet Vernon's letter, a still renewing
-sense of the baseness of the writer flashed upon him. In every turn and
-phrase he thought he traced some clue to each individual circumstance
-which had occurred to poison his mind, and give birth to the unworthy
-suspicions he had entertained of his Adeline: every one of them, in
-turn, seemed to rise up, as it were, in judgment against him; and again
-he wondered how the artifices with which he had been deceived had not
-before been detected by him.
-
-The whole of his intimacy with Lady Hamlet Vernon, from its
-commencement, was next reviewed. His mind went back to the first
-evening in which he met her; her praises of his Adeline; the seductive
-grace with which she expressed her hope, when he spoke of foreign
-intimacies, that he would find some objects worthy also of his regard
-and friendship in his native land. He saw, as if at the moment,
-her downcast looks, and felt over again the surprise which her tone
-and manner caused him. He recalled their interview at the church at
-Restormel; her subsequent conversation, relative to Lady Adeline,
-before he left that place for London; and in all these, and in every
-other incident connected with his growing intimacy, he now beheld
-the wily stratagem of a preconceived plan to win away his heart and
-affection from one to whom this Circean destroyer of his peace was as
-widely opposed as darkness to light.
-
-This probing of his wounds, this investigation of the circumstances
-which had involved him in error, was a wholesome though painful
-exercise to his mind; for he traced his misery to its rightful
-source--himself. He could not but dwell on the fearful and rapid change
-which had been produced in him by a life passed in a circle whose whole
-tendency was to undermine principle and destroy the understanding. He
-asked himself, what was he now, compared to what he had been eighteen
-months before? what action, during that period, could he recall without
-blushing for the misuse or waste of time? How had his pursuits been
-abandoned! his honourable views in life lost sight of! his studies
-neglected! all the fruits of long and virtuous education scattered! and
-himself become an object of his own and of all good men's contempt!
-
-In reflections such as these, the hours passed away, on the day of his
-receipt of the letter. He had hurried through his official business
-as quickly as possible, in order to seek the retirement of his own
-apartment; and there, with the picture of Adeline before him, he sat
-absorbed in harrowing contemplation. So entirely had the current of
-his affections been sent back to their proper channel by the revulsion
-which had shaken him, that with the exception of perusing Lady Hamlet
-Vernon's letter, for the purpose of bringing home more strongly the
-clear conviction of her infamy, he had not felt one regret on her
-account. Even the feeling of indignation, which conduct so base was
-calculated naturally to excite, had not for more than a moment occupied
-his heart; a heart which was as dead to any impression she could make
-upon it, as though he had never known her.
-
-Midnight had already passed, and the idea that Lady Hamlet Vernon would
-be in ignorance the while of what had occurred had not struck him. He
-then felt the painful part which he was called upon to perform, in
-addressing the person whom he had been on the verge of making his
-wife in language such as her conduct merited and his own reproaches
-might dictate. He at length resolved to let the night pass, and in the
-morning, if possible, to set himself to the task with a calmer mind.
-
-He slept not, however, and arose feeling distracted and feverish.
-Finding himself unable to go out, he sent, therefore, to Downing-street
-for some official papers which were to be looked over. The messenger
-brought back with these his letters also: amongst them there was one
-from Lady Hamlet Vernon. His soul sickened at the sight, and he cast
-it from him with disgust. He resolved not to open it, for he must
-necessarily loathe the expressions of attachment with which he knew it
-would be filled; and he determined to return it unopened, together with
-his answer. This answer, in the course of the day, he despatched by
-express; feeling, the moment he had given vent to his indignation, that
-it was but justice to do so, both to himself, and to his injured and
-lost Adeline.
-
-The tenor of his reply may be easily conceived. He kept the original
-of the letter which had so happily removed the veil of wickedness
-from his eyes, but he transcribed a copy; and having animadverted on
-the baseness of the arts that had been practised on himself, and the
-fiend-like cruelty that had been exercised on the former cherished
-object of his affections, he avowed his determination never again to
-hold intercourse with her who had been the cause of so much misery and
-delusion. At the same time, with a feeling of that nice honour and
-noble generosity of soul which had never entirely left Lord Albert's
-breast, he informed Lady Hamlet Vernon that her infamy would remain a
-secret with him, unless her own future conduct towards himself should
-make it necessary, in self-defence, to do otherwise.
-
-Before this answer reached Lady Hamlet Vernon, she had been in some
-degree prepared for the blow, for Mr. Foley, who was in town, on
-receiving the letter which had been intended for Lord Albert, instantly
-surmised the worst, and had proceeded with the utmost haste to
-Brighton.--There Lord Albert's answer found him and Lady Hamlet Vernon
-in all the dismay and terror which detection of so sinister an intrigue
-would naturally cause.
-
-The arrival of Lord Albert was hourly looked for by them, as the sure
-consequence of what had taken place, in order to demand an explanation
-of the letter which had fallen into his hands; for Lady Hamlet Vernon
-was certain that she had written no other letter by that post except to
-himself and Mr. Foley, and felt, therefore, a conviction on the subject
-of his arrival, which was anticipated as a certainty: and although the
-necessity of the moment obliged Mr. Foley and Lady Hamlet Vernon to be
-in consultation together, a person was on the watch to apprise them of
-his approach, so that Mr. Foley's presence might not strengthen the
-suspicions already connected with his name.
-
-Under these circumstances therefore, the arrival of a letter only was,
-at the moment, rather a relief; though it had been felt by the parties
-that there was more chance of Lord Albert's being still deceived, had
-he been exposed to the influence of Lady Hamlet Vernon's charms in a
-personal interview.--His letter was broken open in haste: the return
-of her own last unopened, which fell from the envelope, sufficiently
-foretold its purport. The messenger had departed after giving in the
-packet, with a brief announcement that there was no reply. It would be
-impossible to characterize all the feelings of disappointed passion,
-self-interest, hatred, and revenge, together with the mutual reproaches
-to which these gave birth between the detected actors of this infamous
-intrigue.
-
-After giving way, however, to the first ebullitions of anger against
-each other, mutual recrimination, and all those scorpion-like feelings
-which are the consequences of a copartnery in guilt, the sense of
-necessity to secure self-preservation, and to shield themselves from
-public ignominy, made them both catch eagerly at the terms of secrecy
-implied in the latter sentence of Lord Albert's letter; and when
-Lady Hamlet was convinced that there was no hope of regaining him
-to her views, she felt the necessity of submission, and sheltering
-herself under such terms as the exigency of the case required. All
-love was banished from her breast by feelings of rage and shame at
-her detection; and with the heartlessness of an _intrigante_, she
-determined to put _bonne mine à mauvais jeu_, and boldly deny a guilt
-which she knew could be but covertly imputed to her. She wrote an
-answer, therefore, on the instant, to Lord Albert, couched in terms
-such as the offended feelings of a haughty woman would dictate. In her
-turn she cast off Lord Albert--"one for whose happiness she avowed that
-she had been ready to sacrifice every thing. But now she found that
-the very measures she had taken from pure devotion to himself had
-been made matter of accusation against her; measures easily explained,
-if an explanation had been solicited. It was he who had sought her
-affections, not she his; and when he thus rudely rejected a heart which
-he had taken pains to win, she could not but feel that she had escaped
-from that irretrievable ruin which must have followed her union with
-him." Having thus endeavoured to turn the tide of recrimination against
-Lord Albert, the feeling which at the moment pressed most urgently upon
-her was, as in the case of all criminal confederacies, to rid herself
-of the insufferable presence of the partner of her crime; and therefore
-pressing upon him the draft which had been intended originally to
-remove him to the continent, she placed it in his hands for the same
-purpose now, and in a few hours afterwards he had embarked for Dieppe.
-
-Lord Albert read Lady Hamlet Vernon's communication with calm
-indifference. His eyes were unsealed. He knew her character now too
-thoroughly to be surprised: still less was he to be shaken from his
-purpose; and was far more firmly resolved to pursue the right course
-than he had ever been to follow the wrong: and wretched as he was at
-heart, he found consolation in reflecting deeply on the merciful
-interposition of a higher power than any earthly one, which had thus
-snatched him from misery. Wretched as he was at heart, he found
-consolation; and with this feeling commenced the arduous task of
-bringing back his mind and heart to former principles of uprightness
-and virtue.
-
-Lady Hamlet Vernon, on her part, took a different course. Sensible that
-to betray any feeling on the event would only draw down further remark
-and observation, she again plunged into the society from which she had
-of late withdrawn; and prolonging her stay at Brighton, avoided all
-those unpleasant circumstances which, for a time at least, would have
-attended her meeting Lord Albert in public.
-
-Lord Albert D'Esterre had formed his resolution on a principle of
-rectitude, and acted upon it with that degree of promptitude which is
-the sure test of sincerity in well-doing. When the moment's exertion,
-however, was over, his mind, enfeebled from the lengthened moral
-disease under which it so long had laboured, shrunk back in conscious
-weakness: and he became sensible, that however earnest the will may be,
-the difficulty is great to retrace our steps from error; and that it
-is still more difficult to regain firm footing in the path of virtue,
-when we have wandered from it for any length of time.
-
-The painful recollection of the hours he had lost, or more than lost,
-the conviction of the misuse of his intellectual faculties, pressed
-upon him with a leaden weight that seemed to defy all his efforts to
-recover the power and energy of his mind. That solitude of the heart,
-too, which was now in prospect before him, shed a gloom around; for,
-for whom was he to live? was the natural question which now suggested
-itself, and one not likely to meet a wise reply at the moment.
-
-After-reflection, indeed, might tell him, that there is a higher
-motive to live to virtue, than any which this world's affections can
-afford; but to this nobler impulse he had unfortunately for the present
-become insensible, and in having become so he had lost the surest
-means of happiness. Lord Albert was, however, notwithstanding this
-sense of destitution, unwilling, for many reasons, to throw himself on
-the only stay left him--the supporting friendship of Lord Glenmore:
-partly, perhaps, from that averseness to humble himself in the sight
-of another, however dear, or however honourable, the individual may
-be, which it is so common to human nature to feel; and also from many
-mixed motives, alike of genuine good and _spurious_ quality, which
-affect the purposes of all at some times and in some degree.
-
-Lord Glenmore had in part heard and part guessed Lord Albert's rupture
-with Lady Hamlet Vernon, and secretly rejoiced in the event: but
-with the delicacy and kindliness of feeling which was his particular
-characteristic, he tacitly entered into the unhappiness of his
-friend; and thought, as he always did when he saw another fall into
-temptation's snare, that had _he_ been tempted in as powerful a degree,
-he also might have fallen under the like condemnation.
-
-Without, therefore, appearing to seek Lord Albert's confidence on the
-present occasion, Lord Glenmore showed him all the tender sympathy he
-entertained for him by a thousand nameless kind attentions; attentions
-which rekindled in Lord Albert's breast all his feelings of former
-friendship, and a sense of the value of that friend from whom of late
-he had been so entirely estranged. Gradually and imperceptibly they
-became once more reunited in their habits of intercourse, and Lord
-Albert's vacant hours were again devoted to Lord Glenmore's society.
-Little did the latter suspect that the time was drawing nigh, when he
-himself should require similar support and consolation to that which
-he was now affording Lord Albert. But thus it is:--we are all dependent
-beings one upon another; and they are wise who, by mutual good offices,
-lay up for themselves a store of kindness for the hours of perplexity
-and bereavement.
-
-Several weeks had passed away, after Lord Glenmore's express wish for
-Lady Glenmore's return, before the latter quitted Paris. This delay
-arose not so much from a positive reluctance on her part to return
-home, as from that idle habit of living in the momentary excitement
-of frivolous pleasures which so much enervate the mind, and deaden
-the sense of virtuous affection. Lady Tenderden's character afforded
-no antidote to the bane of this growing evil; and Mr. Leslie Winyard,
-of course, still bent on the pursuit of Lady Glenmore, used all his
-endeavours to retard her stay in Paris as long as possible.
-
-At length, however, the day of their departure came; and when she
-arrived in London, she was received in the arms of an affectionate
-and too confiding husband. Perhaps, on the first moment's reflection,
-brief as these moments were, Lady Glenmore felt in this cordial
-reception somewhat of self-reproof that her return had been so long
-unnecessarily deferred: but it is one of the concomitant evils of such
-a mode of life as hers was, that it is utterly impossible reflection
-should have any permanent seat in the mind; so that the natural checks
-of conscience, which at intervals will force themselves into view in
-hearts not quite hardened, become gradually smothered and suppressed,
-till at length they are wholly discarded.
-
-Thus, on the morrow after Lady Glenmore's arrival, the better though
-perhaps painful feelings with which she arose were not suffered long
-to maintain their ascendancy. The throng of inquirers and friends,
-and of _désœuvré_ persons, who flocked around her, soon banished
-all reflection. The inquisitive, investigating spirit of a long
-morning's _tête-à-tête_ with Lady Tilney, the empty nothingness of Lady
-Ellersby's converse; the worldly-mindedness of Lady De Chere, and the
-frivolity of all; with a subsequent _soirée_ that closed the scene of
-her first recognizance in London; were circumstances well calculated to
-turn away Lady Glenmore from any salutary train of thought, which, if
-steadily entertained, might have led to a good result. She found even
-in Lord Albert's constant presence (for he now almost lived with Lord
-Glenmore) a secret satisfaction, a something of the continuation of
-that scattering of attention which had become habitual to her during
-her last four months' residence on the continent; and the circumstance
-of never being alone with her husband in the once happy privacy of
-domestic quiet, which some time previously she would have mourned over
-and regretted, was now an agreeable relief to her. What a fatal symptom
-it is of the state of the affections, when the presence of any third
-person is felt to be a relief, in the habitual intercourse of daily
-life between man and wife! It is a touchstone by which all married
-persons may try the condition of their hearts; and one by whose proof
-it is always well to abide, if any lurking evil is found to endanger
-happiness.
-
-Although Lady Glenmore might not feel that there was much to hide in
-what had passed during her absence, and that many would have called
-her conduct, only living as others do who live in the world, yet her
-nature, originally, was so amiable and ingenuous, that she still
-reserved a place in her breast for that silent monitor which had never
-wholly left its station; and it told her that perhaps all that had
-been said, and done, and written, and permitted, would not have been
-agreeable to her husband. There are a thousand minor occurrences,
-which, when considered apart, are _not_ of criminal nature; but which,
-when taken together, form a tremendous aggregate of danger, and which
-are most certainly detrimental to the purity of married love. If the
-sources of the heart are polluted, of what value is the nature of the
-virtue that is left?
-
-Lady Glenmore certainly did feel that there were circumstances
-attendant on her _séjour_ at Paris and at Spa which she would not
-relate to her husband; and she was happy to think Lord Albert's
-constant presence afforded a check to any but general allusions on the
-subject of her tour. Had Lord Glenmore been unoccupied with public
-affairs, or had he _not_ been one whose own uprightness of heart and
-conduct shut out all suspicion of others, he might have observed that
-something of _gêne_ in Lady Glenmore's manner rendered her different
-from what she had been. But, delighted to be once more with his wife;
-happy in her presence, and in the joyousness which her renovated health
-and beauty diffused around him; and frequently absorbed, besides, in
-those cares which abstract a man from many of those minute perceptions
-that idle people are alive to, he observed not the alteration in her
-manner.
-
-Three days, however, after her return, a case addressed to Lord
-Glenmore at his office in Downing-street was forwarded from the
-custom-house at Dover. On the box being opened, it was found to
-contain a _porte-feuille_ resembling those in which public papers
-are transmitted between official personages, and was stamped with
-a coronet, and with the initials G. G. The box itself was not
-fastened, and was accompanied by a note from one of the heads of
-the custom-house, stating, that it had been left at Dover some days
-back; and, from all accounts, by one of his lordship's servants
-in the hurry of departure, the initials on the box seeming to
-authorize the supposition. On the note being handed to Lord Glenmore
-by his secretary, he desired him to inspect the contents of the
-_porte-feuille_; and when informed that it seemed to contain papers
-of a private nature, Lord Glenmore desired to see it himself. He
-found it filled with letters addressed to Lady Glenmore, and amongst
-others, some which he recognised as being his own; and he was about
-to give orders that it should be sent to his house, concluding it was
-a mistake, when, on removing some of the letters, and lifting them up
-for the purpose of shutting the box, a miniature portrait attracted his
-eye. He thought he recognised the features. He paused for a moment,
-still gazing at it. At last he exclaimed, "Why! this is surely Leslie
-Winyard's portrait! How came it here? This must be a mistake!" Again he
-looked at the letters, but there was no mistake. The letters were all
-addressed to Lady Glenmore, and some of them were his own.
-
-He involuntarily shuddered. For a moment he half doubted _what_ to do;
-whether to close the box, and leave it to Lady Glenmore to explain a
-circumstance which appeared so strange, or whether himself to endeavour
-to elucidate the mystery by an investigation of the contents. He
-hesitated between these two resolves, while his hand mechanically
-turned the papers over. In another moment his attention was arrested
-by a few brief words beginning, "You will not leave Paris, surely, so
-cruelly, so unexpectedly? Remember there are duties of the heart, as
-well as those of _convenance_. I rely upon your giving me some days to
-prepare for your absence: indeed you owe me this favour;"--and the note
-ran on in a similar strain of familiarity, and implied confidence of a
-return of sentiment.
-
-To a person of Lord Glenmore's open, unsuspicious nature, the shadow of
-such a discovery as seemed now unfolding itself was paralyzing; yet he
-was a man of too much strong sense alike to shrink from investigation
-when such was necessary, as to act upon any sudden impulse, or form a
-hasty conclusion. There was enough, however, in what he had seen, to
-make him think deeply, fearfully, and to determine him on probing the
-matter at once to its very source.
-
-After a few moments' reflection, his resolution was taken. He knew
-that to breathe such a suspicion as these circumstances created of
-the woman he loved, even to herself, if she _were_ innocent, would be
-the severest wound and deepest degradation that could be inflicted on
-her heart; and if she were _not_ innocent, that it would demand more
-of calm reflection, than, in the agony of excited feelings, he could
-perhaps command, in order to come to any decision. He determined,
-therefore, ere he took any further step in the business, to proceed
-to an immediate examination of the _porte-feuille_. With every nerve
-stretched to agony, and a brain on fire, he removed the papers one by
-one, turning over all the letters and notes it contained. He dreaded
-to find what he was searching for. Who can express the pain of such a
-search? It was some time before he found any character assimilating to
-those of the note he had already perused. At length, when he came near
-the bottom of the portfolio, the same hand-writing presented itself on
-a thousand scraps of paper, and on the direction of various letters.
-
-Again he started, and was obliged for a moment to pause,--his senses
-refused their office; but, in another, he rallied; though with that
-inward tremor which checks the pulse of life, he turned them over,
-and, seizing the first that presented itself, read it with a perfect
-knowledge of its contents. The notes and letters were numerous, yet
-he missed not one; but continued to read them carefully through with
-breathless eagerness, alive to the apprehension of discovering, at
-every line of their perusal, something that would inflict a more deadly
-wound than he had yet received. When he came to the conclusion, he
-literally gasped for breath. "Thank God," he exclaimed, as he dashed a
-burning tear from his cheek, "there is nothing positively to criminate
-the wife of my bosom!" But to so fond, so noble and faithful a heart
-as Lord Glenmore's, was it not sufficient agony to find, that, while
-absent from him, her intimacy with another had been of that kind
-which could permit of such a correspondence?--a correspondence which
-proved that her intercourse with Mr. Leslie Winyard had been of that
-nature which sullies the purity of a married woman; and which proved,
-likewise, that it had been one of daily habitude, and that not only
-had the hours of the day been passed in his presence, but often, by the
-dates of the notes, it was evident she must have received them in the
-morning before she arose, and at night, after she had retired to rest.
-Was this not sufficient to harrow up his soul? Calling, however, to
-his aid as much calmness as the circumstances in which he was placed
-could admit, he reperused the notes, to avoid all chance of a hasty
-or superficial judgment; and again he had the consolation of feeling
-certain that they in nowise criminated Lady Glenmore, however much they
-proved her guilty of an indiscretion of a most perilous kind.
-
-The letters were the artful compositions of a man of intrigue, such
-as he knew Mr. Leslie Winyard to be; and in the intimacy which they
-discovered there was a stain on the character of Lady Glenmore,
-which, though many degrees removed from positive vice, was still a
-degradation to her and to himself. And is there not a pang of long
-remorse to follow such a dereliction of duty? And are there not tears
-of penitence, wrung from the heart's inmost core, to be shed, which,
-though they through mercy wash out sin, cannot wash out shame? And
-is there not a something, too, of self-condemnation that pierces
-the heart of the husband who can, in the veriest shadow of a shade,
-impute to his own neglect, or carelessness, or over-weening security,
-his wife's aberrations? Oh! what a world of solemn reflection was now
-opened up before Lord Glenmore's view! Bitterly did he repent having
-ever suffered a man of such a character as Mr. Leslie Winyard to be on
-terms even of acquaintance in his house.
-
-It was not the time, however, to dwell on this irretrievable point;
-neither to give way to the suspicions which flashed across him, of
-Lady Tenderden's having been, at least, deeply to blame in suffering
-the progress of an affair of which she must have been aware, and which
-she ought to have arrested in its course by returning home directly.
-Neither did he suffer himself to dwell on the reflection, that perhaps
-the society into which Lady Glenmore had been thrown in England might
-have laid the foundation of her present deviation from propriety. It
-was all too late. It was enough, for the present moment, to know, by
-the evidence before him, that a fearful evil existed; and he prayed
-inwardly that he might already have learned its full extent. He felt
-that he could have no surer test how far Lady Glenmore's heart was
-involved in the error of her conduct, than by a direct appeal to
-herself; for he thought, "It is impossible she could as yet have lost
-that ingenuousness, that openness of disposition, which was ever her
-peculiar charm! The brief space of a few months cannot have uprooted
-virtues which were the growth of years! Should it be,"--and again he
-offered up aspirations to Heaven that strength and counsel might be
-given him to act for the best under all circumstances, and as in a
-Christian spirit he ought to do.
-
-Immediate action, under a sense of mental agony, is less painful than
-an inactive endurance; and Lord Glenmore hastened home to sound the
-full depth of his misery. Arrived at his house, he found Lady Glenmore
-was out. He felt it impossible to meet her any where but under his own
-roof and alone, and was therefore determined to await her return. It
-was late before she came in; and as she hurried from her carriage, she
-gave orders that it should be at the door again in an hour, and was
-proceeding hastily to her apartment to change her dress for dinner,
-when a servant followed her half way up stairs, saying that Lord
-Glenmore had desired to see her ladyship as soon as she entered. "Tell
-Lord Glenmore," she replied, in a gay tone of voice, "that I am very
-late, and have hardly time to dress. I am going to dine with Lady
-Tenderden; but I will see him before I go out. At what time is Lord
-Glenmore's carriage ordered? at eight, is it not?"
-
-"I believe so, my lady," was the reply.
-
-"Oh! very well. Then I shall be with him before I go out."
-
-Lord Glenmore, however, had heard his wife's voice; and coming out of
-his room he called to her, "Georgina, I must speak with you." There was
-something in the tone in which he spoke unlike its usual sound, which
-made Lady Glenmore, without waiting to answer, descend immediately to
-his room. She entered, and was beginning to state the purport of the
-message she had sent to him by the servant, when he said to her, in
-the same grave and impressive tone, "Georgina, you cannot leave home
-to-day."
-
-"What is the matter?" she exclaimed. "My father! is he ill? or my
-mother? What _has_ happened? Has any thing befallen _them_?--For
-mercy's sake tell me;"--and she rushed into his arms trembling and in
-tears. Lord Glenmore bade her compose herself. "They are well, quite
-well," he said; and gently disengaging himself from her, he gazed at
-her for a moment in silence, as though he would read her inmost soul;
-and then said, "Georgina, have you no other cause for apprehension than
-for the safety of your parents?"
-
-"Oh, yes!" she replied wildly, "for yourself;" and again flung herself
-into his arms. "Has anything grieved _you_? has any thing befallen you?"
-
-Lord Glenmore was touched by this genuine mark of feeling for himself,
-which he knew her too well to think was assumed. He sighed deeply; and
-pressing his hand on his breast, unconsciously gave utterance to the
-hope which, at the moment, this proof of her affection afforded him,
-murmuring audibly, "All may yet be well." Lady Glenmore looked at him
-with inquiring eye; when at length, taking from the table the packet
-of Leslie Winyard's letters, he opened them before her, asking her if
-she knew them, and if they had been addressed to herself. She looked at
-them with an expression of surprise; and then mingled shame and dismay
-were painted on her countenance, the colour went and came in her cheek,
-her lip trembled, and covering her face with her hands, she burst into
-an agony of tears.
-
-"Georgina, I adjure you," said her husband in the most solemn tone,
-rendered hollow and tremulous by emotion, "I call upon you by all that
-is sacred; by your vows, plighted to me at the altar; by the love
-which, if all things are not alike deceptive, you have till lately
-evinced towards me----."
-
-"Till lately!" she interrupted him, with a gesture and an expression
-of the most harrowing agony, "oh! ever, ever!"--and would again have
-thrown herself into his arms, but that Lord Glenmore retreated from her
-advance, and she fell on her knees with clasped hands before him, and
-raising her eyes stedfastly to his, remained in silent supplication,
-till Lord Glenmore, evidently as much moved as herself, gently raised
-her, and bidding her sit on the sofa by him, said, "You must be calm,
-Georgina. I must hear your explanation. I need not ask you if you
-felt there was no impropriety, as a married woman, in your receiving
-notes of this description: your agitation proves that you feel it was
-wrong. But I must first know how you came to admit of any addresses of
-the sort; and then I must learn how far your error has proceeded, and
-whether your heart is engaged in it."--Lady Glenmore shook her head
-in agony of denial.--"And remember, Lady Glenmore," continued Lord
-Glenmore, "that whilst the most perfect openness on your part can alone
-restore you in time to my affection, so also any deception for the
-moment, or any success in imposing on me, must eventually recoil on
-yourself, and only hasten your ruin and the entire loss of my heart and
-esteem."
-
-Lady Glenmore remained bathed in tears, apparently unable to give
-utterance to what was passing in her breast.
-
-"If I understand you right, Georgina, by the gesture which this moment
-escaped you, your heart is _not_ engaged in this affair. But how, then,
-I ask, could you for a moment suffer any one to assume an intimacy with
-you such as these notes testify? Surely it could not be vacancy of
-affection, and in default of any object of attachment; for was I not
-myself, a few short months before, the husband of your free choice? Or
-is it that you are changed indeed?" he added, with a look of inquiring
-anxiety.
-
-Again Lady Glenmore shook her head in bitterness of sorrow.
-
-"Tell me, then; how long has this kind of familiarity existed between
-you and the writer of these notes? and tell me, is any one aware of
-this degrading intimacy?"
-
-"I will tell you all, Glenmore," she exclaimed; "all--all!" Lord
-Glenmore shuddered to think how his happiness rested on the awful
-revelation of what that all might be. "I will tell you every thing,"
-she repeated; and endeavouring to still the sobs that burst from her
-heaving bosom, she began.--"That you, Glenmore, should think my heart
-engaged to any one but yourself is the deepest pang I feel; and if I
-have been guilty, in appearance, of any imprudence or indiscretion, it
-is _only in appearance_. In judging me I hope you will be merciful,
-though perhaps I cannot ask this at your hands. But if you see fit to
-cast me off, and if what I shall say avail me nothing in restoring
-me to your affection, still my heart will be yours till it ceases to
-beat; and as no one has ever shared it for an instant, so shall no one
-_ever_, to my dying hour. _I_ give my heart or my affections to such a
-one as Mr. Leslie Winyard?--impossible! I could not if I would. You,
-you alone, can ever possess it. But to evince the tenderness which I
-feel for you in public, I was told was wrong, was ridiculous; and I was
-taught to think that you yourself would cease to love me if I troubled
-you with demonstrations of this fondness. I was told, also, that
-another than you ought to be my attendant in the world; and the example
-of those around me confirmed in this idea." Lord Glenmore sighed
-heavily as he felt the truth of what last fell from Lady Glenmore.
-
-"Who _could_ have told you this?" he uttered involuntarily.
-
-"Glenmore, did you not yourself tell me that I must look to the conduct
-of those with whom I lived as the best guide for my own? did you not
-tell me that Lady Tenderden would be my best model? And if I have
-displeased you in my late conduct, think how much I have been led into
-the error by your own directions?"
-
-"Georgina, your heart must tell you, that I could never intend, by any
-suggestions on my part, that you should form an _intimacy_ with such
-a person as Mr. Leslie Winyard, at least such an intimacy as you seem
-to have done by these notes. It is true I might have bid you lay aside
-the foolish expectation that I should be ever at your side in public;
-but I could never judge so ill of your understanding, as to suppose
-that such expressions, on my part, could be interpreted to the extent
-of endangering your honour and my happiness. But proceed. You have not
-yet told me how this intimacy has grown, or what encouragement you have
-given to justify such insolent presumption."
-
-"Indeed, indeed, Glenmore, I can hardly tell you how. But first,
-whenever I _was_ in public, you were always absent; or, if not absent,
-at least occupied with others and not with myself. I sat alone,
-_ennuyé_, and with a feeling of desertion. At the _écarté_ parties,
-especially, I felt desolate. To them, you know, no young, unmarried
-ladies were admitted; and the persons who composed the society were
-either engaged in play, or else those who sat out were so engaged,
-two and two, in conversation at distant parts of the room, that I
-felt awkward in attempting to join them. Oh! how I have sat, night
-after night, in those fine rooms, thinking how little they afforded
-happiness, and wishing myself any where else! The first person who paid
-me any attention was Mr. Leslie Winyard. I found him agreeable and
-entertaining; and neither saw nor heard, in his manner or conversation,
-any thing that the whole world might not have seen or heard with me.
-If others spoke to me, it was a matter of form, or only a passing
-word, without seeming to care whether I answered or not; while he,
-on the contrary, always listened to what I had to say with apparent
-interest,--always seemed impressed with a wish to please me whenever
-we met; and thus our intimacy commenced. Deprived of you, Glenmore, I
-thought there was no harm in amusing myself in public during the time
-that I was there; instead of being quite _délaissée_. _You_ know how
-unwilling I was to enter on a life of dissipation." Lord Glenmore again
-sighed, as if in assent to the truth of these words; and blamed himself
-inwardly that he had ever suffered Lady Glenmore to mingle, unprotected
-by himself, in society which now, for the first time, appeared to him,
-in its full force, to be of such dangerous tendency, that he felt he
-ought to have known better.
-
-"But your greater intimacy abroad," he went on to ask, "Georgina? for
-it was abroad that these notes seem to have been written. Did you
-receive none such before your departure?"
-
-"None, on my sacred word," she replied.
-
-"Then how came you to admit them?"
-
-"Oh! I can scarcely tell. Sometimes we were left in doubt, the evening
-before, whether our party was to take place on the following day or
-not, and he wrote to me to know _how_ it was to be. Then I sometimes
-returned fatigued with our day's excursion, and a note of inquiry would
-arrive. Then another morning would come flowers, another music, and
-with all these came notes."
-
-"Did you ever answer them?"
-
-"Very seldom, for you know I hate writing; and when I did it was only a
-literal word of reply to some question about the hour at which we were
-to ride or dine out. The notes themselves will tell you this, Glenmore,
-for they complain of never being answered."
-
-"But if you did not answer, you valued them, Georgina, or you would not
-have preserved them."
-
-"Yes," she replied, "I liked the attention they proved; but that was
-all. _I_ meant no harm; and though Lady Tenderden frequently knew of
-the circumstance, she never reproved me for receiving them."
-
-"Did Lady Tenderden," exclaimed Lord Glenmore with surprise, "never
-tell you you were in the wrong, or, at least, imprudent?"
-
-"No--no," Lady Glenmore answered with some hesitation, and as if
-endeavouring to recollect herself.
-
-"You hesitate, Georgina. Did Lady Tenderden, I ask you pointedly, never
-make any remark on Mr. Leslie Winyard's attentions to you?"
-
-"Yes, yes; once she did say something."
-
-"What was it?" asked Lord Glenmore, with breathless impatience.
-
-"She told me that I should not encourage Mr. Leslie Winyard _alone_;
-that it was bad taste to have but one cavalier; that he would grow
-tired of me if I did not divide my preference."
-
-"Gracious heaven!" exclaimed Lord Glenmore, striking his hands
-together; "and is it to this guardianship that I have intrusted
-you?--But the picture, Georgina, the picture! tell me, how came the
-picture of that man in your possession?"
-
-"His picture!" repeated Lady Glenmore with surprise.
-
-"Yes," rejoined Lord Glenmore sternly; and taking it from beneath the
-papers, pointed to it.
-
-"Oh! I remember now; I had totally forgotten it. But one day, when I
-was writing, he came up to me. We had been talking, the evening before,
-of remembering people and their features in absence, and I had declared
-my inability to recall any one, however intimate, to my memory, when I
-did not see them; and then he said he could not bear me to forget him,
-and he would put his portrait in my _porte-feuille_, which I conclude
-he did; but indeed, indeed I have never looked at it or thought of it
-since;"--and she raised her eloquent eyes, streaming with tears, full
-in Lord Glenmore's face.
-
-The latter, during the whole of what had passed, felt that his wife was
-only the victim of the system of that society in which she had been
-cast. He could not for a moment believe that the expression of that
-genuine feeling which had been displayed could have been assumed,--that
-the undisguised truth had not been elicited in every word that had
-fallen from Lady Glenmore's lips,--that she had been led away by the
-vanity of a designing man's attention, and during a season, _perhaps_,
-of neglect on his part.
-
-How could he then, if his honour and her heart were still unpolluted,
-deal harshly by her? Lord Glenmore's views, on all subjects, were
-clear and decided; and from what he had elicited from Lady Glenmore,
-his purpose was fixed, provided she answered him satisfactorily on two
-points, and with the same ingenuous spirit, and the same conviction.
-Turning to her, therefore, with much solemnity, he said,
-
-"Georgina, you have been foolish: I believe this to be the extent
-of your error. I, perhaps, have been unwise in trusting too much to
-your discretion. But before I can again repose confidence in you, you
-must first assure me, in the most solemn manner, that you have told
-me _all_,--that you have concealed no part of this transaction from
-me:--you must swear it."
-
-"I swear," exclaimed Lady Glenmore; and falling on her knees, once more
-raised her hands and eyes to heaven, in affirmation of her words, and
-in agony of feeling.
-
-Lord Glenmore was deeply agitated. "And then," he continued, his voice
-faltering with emotion, "you must promise me that you will break off
-all intercourse and acquaintance with that man."
-
-"All, all!" she cried, embracing his knees; "joyfully I will break it
-off," and raising an imploring look of love up to his face.
-
-"Voluntarily, freely," he continued, as he gazed at her.
-
-"Yes, Glenmore," she repeated, with deep earnestness. "What is he or
-his hated name to me, if you but love me? Only trust me, try me, and
-you will find how devotedly I am your own."
-
-Lord Glenmore was deeply affected; and as she clung to his knees,
-raised her in his arms, and pressed her convulsively to his heart.
-
-"_I will trust you, Georgina_," he said, as he impressed a kiss on her
-forehead--the seal of peace; nor was it impressed in vain. "And now,"
-he added, "you require repose. This has been a deep lesson to you and
-to myself. Go to your chamber, Georgina, and thank God, as I do, that
-you have been thus saved from degradation and misery." Again Lady
-Glenmore flinging herself into those dear arms which no longer repelled
-her embrace, wept for some moments on his neck delicious tears of
-penitence and love.
-
-Once more alone, Lord Glenmore reviewed all that had passed; and in
-the calm reflection of a strong mind saw at once the miserable cause,
-and the nearly fatal effects, of a mode of life, the awful dangers
-of which he had never till then questioned. He had the honesty to
-perceive in his own conduct much more to blame than in that of his
-young and inexperienced wife. His belief amounted to conviction of her
-innocence, even in regard to the imprudence into which she had been
-betrayed. A thousand times did he condemn his own mistaken course, and
-his too confiding nature, as the cause of all that had occurred. A
-thousand instances did he recall of his having placed Lady Glenmore in
-circumstances where a less virtuous nature than hers would have fallen
-a more easy sacrifice.
-
-The delusion of the false system of society in which she had been
-cast was now unveiled, and a thousand proofs of the immorality and
-viciousness which marked the course of those with whom he had
-habitually lived now stared him in the face; and with a deep feeling
-of gratitude he raised the voice of thanksgiving to Heaven, that the
-mist of error had been dispelled in time to save her who was dearer to
-him than his own life, and in whose happiness his own was involved. How
-to break from the entanglements of a society which had produced these
-baneful results was a reflection of difficulty.
-
-Lord Glenmore was too much a man of the world, and too good and just
-a person, to act hastily in such circumstances; for he well knew that
-to do so would be only to draw down upon himself and his wife the
-animadversions of the world at large, and the rancour of those from
-whom he separated; and in this his wife's character must suffer. It
-required, therefore, the calmness of repose, and the deliberation of a
-less agitated mind, to decide on the after-measures to be taken; and
-with the determination of adopting such as might appear best suited to
-the circumstances of the case, he retired, at length, to rest.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII.
-
-FINAL DEVELOPMENT OF A DANGEROUS SYSTEM.
-
-
-Whatever confidence Lord Glenmore felt in possessing the full and
-undivided affections of Lady Glenmore, yet the particulars of such a
-disclosure as had come to light, of her intimacy with Leslie Winyard,
-could not fail, for a long period, to throw a gloom on his existence;
-and gave birth to a feeling, that the happiness which he had hitherto
-contemplated as unclouded was now obscured by some of those shades
-which are incident to all human enjoyments, and which are wisely
-ordered to wean us, perhaps, from a world we might otherwise love too
-well.
-
-Convinced, however, that Lady Glenmore had been timely saved from
-falling a prey to circumstances arising out of the nature of the
-society into which she was thrown, and which he could not help
-considering were in a great measure the result of his own want of
-forethought and care, he felt assured that the decision he had come to
-was as much his _duty_, as his heart told him it was his _desire_.
-
-To withdraw Lady Glenmore from that circle was nevertheless no easy
-task. Habits of conventional dissipation are seldom broken through
-without producing a mutual aversion between the parties. From this
-feeling, on the part of her former associates, it was his anxious wish
-to guard Lady Glenmore; for he felt that to a young and inexperienced
-heart there can be no greater temptation to return to error, than to
-be exposed to those sneers and contemptuous remarks which the world of
-folly is ever ready to apply when it finds itself tacitly reproved.
-
-While, therefore, Lady Glenmore remained exposed, as she must of
-necessity be for a season, to the casual society of Lady Tenderden,
-Lady Tilney, and the rest of that party, it would have been impolitic,
-with the views Lord Glenmore entertained, for him to have adopted any
-very marked change in his own or Lady Glenmore's outward deportment
-towards them. But he laid a sure and better foundation of future
-propriety in the conduct of his wife, by developing to her the dangers
-and awful consequences which, now that his fears had been timely
-awakened, he saw existed in the mode of life and peculiar society in
-which they had hitherto taken a part.
-
-Struck with dismay at the contemplation of the picture he drew, and
-while there was no reason to appeal further than to her own good sense,
-Lord Glenmore felt convinced that the veil had been seasonably removed
-from _her_ eyes as well as _his own_; and that, with a conviction of
-the danger which surrounded her, and with affections firmly fixed upon
-himself, he might discard all fear for the future on _her_ account.
-In regard to her acquaintance, however, with Mr. Leslie Winyard, a
-more decided line was necessarily taken; and although this step gave
-rise to some whispers among the younger and more licentious part of
-the society, and elicited innuendos from Leslie Winyard himself, under
-which, with real baseness, he sought to conceal the mortification of
-his abrupt dismissal, yet the more prudent of the _coterie_ rejoiced in
-the circumstance, as averting the danger of a _public scandal_ which
-threatened them.
-
-Amongst this number Lady Tilney was loud in dwelling on the fortunate
-_dénouement_ of an affair which, had it terminated otherwise, might
-have been detrimental to the interests of the circle in which she
-reigned; and arrogated to herself the whole merit of having, by her
-good policy, been the means of bringing it to this conclusion:--a false
-and unhallowed presumption, thus to attribute to human agency alone,
-and human foresight, events which proceed from a higher source than
-this world's wisdom can reach! but which is too common an error in
-minds where religion is not the abiding principle.
-
-Neither Lady Tilney, however, nor any of the _coterie_, were aware of
-the determination of Lord and Lady Glenmore to withdraw themselves
-ultimately from their circle; an event which movements in the political
-world, as unexpected as they were generally deprecated, greatly
-facilitated, and of which Lord Glenmore failed not to take advantage,
-as much for the sake of his domestic peace, as for the maintenance
-of his political principles. Measures which he felt he never could
-consistently support were on the point of being brought forward by the
-head of the ministry; and with that frankness and decision of character
-which had marked his whole life, he sought permission to retire from
-public affairs, and resign the office which he held.
-
-Aware of the importance of his support, the minister of the day long
-sought to retain him on his side; but no arguments of expediency
-could overcome the fixed principles of right and wrong by which Lord
-Glenmore was actuated; and he finally succeeded in liberating himself
-from the toils of an office which, since the late threatened overthrow
-of his domestic peace, he had found induced too great a sacrifice
-of more essential points of happiness. Equally rejoiced with Lord
-Glenmore was Lord Albert D'Esterre at this event, for in the present
-state of his mind he found mixing in public, which his official
-situation imposed upon him, a most irksome burden; and he hailed with
-satisfaction a circumstance which, as a natural consequence of Lord
-Glenmore's resignation, freed him also from the toils of office. The
-first favourable result that accrued from this change was, that it
-threw Lord Glenmore and Lord Albert more together; who, in the leisure
-of retirement, experienced the sweets of that steady friendship which
-is the offspring of mutual esteem.
-
-In a proposal which, soon after these occurrences, Lord Glenmore made
-to Lord Albert, of taking advantage of their liberation to go abroad,
-the latter readily joined; not only as being his friend's wish but also
-as one in which he would have sooner indulged himself, except for the
-pain he endured at the thought of quitting Lord Glenmore. All barriers
-to his wishes in this respect being removed, the arrangements for a
-foreign tour were soon completed; and leaving the _coterie_ astonished
-at the _mauvais ton_ of their quitting London in the middle of _the
-season_, and when no one was at Paris, and no inducement could exist
-for a _séjour_ abroad, according to their calculation, Lord Glenmore
-and Lord Albert were soon consigned to oblivion, and ceased to be
-subjects of conversation.
-
-They, on their part, quitted London without one of those regrets so
-generally experienced by the young and gay when bidding adieu to so
-many seducing phantoms of pleasure--phantoms, however, whose fallacy
-they had too deeply proved, ever to permit a moment's power over them
-in future.
-
-The reunited friends pursued their journey in the same route; and
-although Lord Albert's heart was any thing but light, a degree of
-serenity was gradually restored to him in the calm of reflection,
-the interest of the scenes he passed through, and above all in that
-reflected ray of happiness which he caught from his friend.
-
-A year in this manner had passed away, and Lord Glenmore had recovered
-that even cheerfulness which is a test of the heart's happiness, and
-which the assurance of Lady Glenmore's devotedness to himself, and
-total abandonment of all wish to re-enter scenes from which he had
-withdrawn her, were calculated to restore. It was at this period that
-the party found themselves at Naples: and here Lord Albert's proximity
-to that country of classic name which he had once before visited,
-and which again seemed to call him to the contemplation of all the
-interests and beauties which it ever retains, together with that spirit
-of restlessness, which is the concomitant of an unoccupied heart,
-tempted him once more to revisit Greece.
-
-In fulfilling this wish, however, he remained some time undecided,
-from his averseness to quit the Glenmores; but when Lady Glenmore's
-health at length prevented the possibility of their removing from
-Naples, he decided on resigning the society of his friends for a few
-months, and prepared for his departure. However lively his regret at
-the moment of separation, and however irksome his absence, from Lord
-Glenmore might appear, Lord Albert's stay in Greece was prolonged far
-beyond his original intention; for who, once having tasted the delights
-attendant on Grecian travel, can readily forego the charm it affords?
-If there is earthly balm for a wounded spirit, it is in the feelings
-and reflections which such scenes inspire.
-
-In the correspondence that continued between Lord Glenmore and Lord
-Albert D'Esterre, he found the former had quitted Italy, and intended
-to pass the winter in Munich. When, therefore, his own affairs called
-him imperatively back to England, he took his route through Germany;
-and arriving late at Munich, stopped there for the night, in order to
-enjoy a few hours society with the only persons who still, he believed,
-were solicitous to retain his friendship. The announcement of his
-arrival was quickly followed by his presence at the hotel inhabited by
-Lord Glenmore. The meeting and reception were such as may be imagined,
-though seldom realized, between friends so cordially united; and if it
-suffered any alloy, it was the contrasted loneliness of Lord Albert's
-heart with the domestic felicity of Lord Glenmore. But although he felt
-the pang of self-regret, he was not insensible to the reflected joy of
-Lord Glenmore's happiness.
-
-His transient visit was soon followed by the declaration of his
-intended departure on the morrow. But who can tell what a day may
-bring forth? From this intention he was eagerly dissuaded by the
-joint entreaties of Lord and Lady Glenmore; and yielding to their
-solicitations, and the prospect of the pleasure of their society,
-rather than to the inducement they held out of a court festival that
-was to take place the following day, he gave a reluctant acquiescence
-to retard his journey, and promised his attendance at the Court.
-
-On the morrow, Lord Albert arrived at the palace, but late; and was
-obliged to hurry through the apartments, in order to be in time for
-his presentation. This formality gone through, he was leisurely
-retracing his way to rejoin the Glenmores, who stood in a distant part
-of the circle, when his eyes were attracted to a form which he thought
-he recognised, but so changed, so pale, so much taller than he had
-been used to recollect as the image of the person whom the features
-represented, that he stopped for a moment in doubt. But that moment
-was sufficient to make him remember all. It was Lady Adeline Seymour
-who stood before him. For a moment he paused, and was irresolute how
-to act. His head swam round, and every object in the room became one
-confused mass. He looked for a way to escape; but escape there was
-none, without causing much observation, the circle was so closely
-drawn; and he found he must inevitably proceed in the direction where
-this magic phantom stood. He endeavoured to arm himself for the dreaded
-trial; but with every nerve trembling, and every pulse beating, he
-was forced to move on. He endeavoured to fix his eyes on the ground,
-but, in despite of himself, they were constantly raised to the object
-that so irresistibly attracted them. As he drew nearer, he observed
-Lady Dunmelraise leaning on the arm of her daughter. Again he started,
-and gasped with uncontrollable emotion. The Court was breaking up.
-The current of the throng set in one way, and pressed upon him till
-he found himself absolutely borne close to the very beings whom,
-of all others, it caused him the most violent agitation of mingled
-feelings to meet. "Lord Albert D'Esterre" exclaimed Lady Dunmelraise,
-and, courtesying, she half smiled as she recognised him. He bowed
-in silence, unable to speak. Lady Dunmelraise continued to address
-him:--"Have you been long at Munich, Lord Albert?" "Yes--no--yes--no. I
-have been"----and he murmured a few incoherent words that admitted of
-any interpretation, but which she did not misunderstand.
-
-"Adeline, dear!" she said, turning to her daughter, whose head had
-drooped, and whose eyes sought the ground, "Adeline! do you not
-recognise Lord Albert D'Esterre?" Lady Adeline bowed without speaking,
-or raising her head. She was powerless. Lord Albert's eyes were
-fixed in stupified amazement on her. The crowd had now congregated
-around them, and it was impossible for either party to move. Painful
-as this situation was, Lord Albert thought he read, in the tremor
-of Lady Adeline's frame, a something indefinable indeed, but which,
-nevertheless, breathed of tender reminiscence. In another minute, the
-glove and fan which she held in her hand dropped from her trembling
-hold.
-
-Lord Albert hastened to recover them; and, in presenting them to her,
-the whole recollection of the scene at the Court of London flashed
-vividly on his mind: the myrtle sprig, the look that had accompanied
-the bequest of it to him, all returned to _his_ remembrance; and had
-it faded entirely from hers? He ventured not to speak; but in this act
-of common courtesy, while holding the fan by one end as she touched
-it at the other, there was a mutually tremulous vibration that passed
-through it, which told him of _all that was thrilling_ in her heart at
-the moment, and which instinctively conveyed to him a renovated gleam
-of hope. Under these feelings, Lord Albert, in his turn, stooped his
-head to hide the tear that started to his eye, as he acknowledged--for
-how could he do otherwise than acknowledge?--that _this_ was not the
-feeling of one indifferent to him.
-
-It needed, however, only a moment's reflection to repress the
-presumptuous joy which for an instant filled his breast; and, with
-wounds fresh opened, he sought the opportunity which a movement in the
-crowd afforded him to rush from the palace to his carriage. Thence he
-drove impetuously to his hotel, called his servants, gave orders for
-instant preparations for departure, and hastily changing his dress, and
-desiring his carriage to attend him at Lord Glenmore's hotel, proceeded
-thither.
-
-He entered with excited feelings, and a spirit irritated by the most
-contradictory emotions, and half-inclined to reproach Lord Glenmore
-for having exposed him to the painful scene which he had just passed
-through. Lord Albert met him on the staircase, that moment returned
-from Court. Lord Glenmore looked at him at first with astonishment, and
-then at his change of dress.
-
-"Glenmore," said Lord Albert in a hurried tone, "I must speak to
-you;"--and as they entered his apartment, he continued, in agitation:
-
-"Why have you exposed me to this scene? Why did you not tell me that
-she was here? I have met Adeline;"--and he sunk into a chair, unable to
-utter more.
-
-"My dear D'Esterre," Lord Glenmore replied, "forgive me. You must know
-how far it is from any wish of my heart to pain or agitate yours.
-That you should have met Lady Adeline under circumstances distressing
-to your feelings, you may believe I deeply lament: that I knew she was
-resident here, it could never be my intention to conceal from you: but
-that your meeting will be ultimately productive of mutual happiness to
-you both (however agonizing at the moment), I cannot for an instant
-doubt." Lord Albert paced the room in agitation.
-
-"Hear me; only hear me, D'Esterre, for a few moments." Lord Albert
-again cast himself into a seat.
-
-"Let me tell you, then, quietly, that since we parted, and particularly
-since our residence in this place, Lady Adeline has become the intimate
-friend of my wife. Her secret thoughts have been revealed to Georgina.
-Need I tell what these thoughts are? They reveal an attachment the
-truest and most refined that ever warmed a heart, and that heart is
-wholly and unchangeably your own. Was it possible, D'Esterre, that,
-knowing you as I do, I should allow what I believe to be the truth to
-remain secret, and not inform my wife that your affections were in
-reality centred in Lady Adeline? And again, as your friend, knowing,
-or, at least, surmising, all those unfortunate circumstances which
-had arisen to separate you, that I should not endeavour to clear up
-the misapprehension, and remedy the evil? Was it, too, possible, would
-it have been the part of a real friend, had I deferred for an instant
-seeking to place every thing in its true light to Lady Dunmelraise?
-I should, indeed, have been unworthy of the character, if, from a
-momentary fear of your displeasure, I had forborne to do so. This I
-have done, D'Esterre;"--and Lord Glenmore added, half smiling, and
-extending his hand to him as he spoke, "and for this, as well as for
-the meeting that has just taken place, I feel you cannot _blame_ me."
-
-"You are all goodness," exclaimed Lord Albert mournfully. "But what
-then?" he cried with gasping eagerness, "what can it all avail me?"
-
-"What then! why this, D'Esterre--the crowning of your wishes, the
-fulfilment of your happiness. I found Lady Dunmelraise almost as much
-enlightened as to the circumstances which broke off your engagement
-with Lady Adeline as myself; and, in avowing this knowledge, she
-accompanied it with expressions of regret that she had not herself been
-more explicit on the subject to you.
-
-"With this understanding of Lady Dunmelraise's sentiments, and the
-conviction of Lady Adeline's affections being wholly yours, have I
-acted wrong, even in apparent violation of your feelings, in bringing
-about this interview? After all, the first meeting has been, perhaps,
-as little trying to both as could well be; and it has, with this
-explanation, I hope, opened the way to a more delightful reverie still.
-D'Esterre, I adjure you by our friendship, by your own happiness,
-trust to me, trust to Georgina, and suffer not this fortunate moment
-to escape! Give way to the genuine impulse of your heart. Let not any
-false pride, any untimely fears, influence you; but empower me, this
-very instant, to go to Lady Dunmelraise, and prepare the way for your
-reception."
-
-Lord Albert D'Esterre, with a sense of happiness too overpowering to
-admit of any distinct feeling, yielded up all the latent prejudices
-and pride of his nature, which Lady Dunmelraise's rejection still left
-rankling in his bosom; and, overcome by the tender entreaties of Lord
-Glenmore, he at last convulsively exclaimed,
-
-"Go, go, Glenmore! but do not deceive me; do not place me in any
-position unworthy of your friend." Lord Glenmore waited not an instant,
-but flew to Lady Dunmelraise, the happy messenger of happy tidings.
-The purpose of his mission was soon made known, and as soon acceded to;
-and when Lord Albert, the victim of delusion, found himself once more
-in Lady Dunmelraise's presence, the cordial pressure of the hand, the
-expressions of pleasure at again meeting, the tearful eye, and soft
-intonation of voice, soon assured him that all the justice that could
-be done him had already taken effect in Lady Dunmelraise's mind; and
-the half-broken, half-murmured sentences which he attempted in reply
-were interrupted by the latter calling to Lady Adeline Seymour from the
-adjoining room. As she came forward with downcast looks and trembling
-footstep, Lord Albert hastened towards her, took her hands in his, and
-as he pressed them to his lips, asked her "if she could forgive him?"
-
-In sounds almost inarticulate, she pronounced his name; and as her
-head was bowed down, overcome with the agitation of such a moment,
-Lady Dunmelraise approached, pressed their united hands together, and
-blessed them as her children.
-
-With what inebriation of happiness did Lord Albert quit this scene!
-with what a cheered and gladdened spirit did he return to Lord
-Glenmore! with what an overflowing spirit of thankfulness did he pour
-forth his acknowledgments to the friend who, under Providence, had
-restored him to happiness, and with such judicious zeal guided and
-counselled him to reach the goal!--For these feelings there are no
-words. To Lady Glenmore also he opened his whole soul, and condemned
-repeatedly his misapprehension of Adeline's conduct, and his own want
-of candour; while he listened with rapturous delight to every fresh
-proof which fell from Lady Glenmore's lips, of Lady Adeline's love;
-though even in this, there was an anguish mingled with the joy, to
-think how little he had merited the devotion of such a heart. After
-some hours had passed, during which Lord Albert, in the delirium of his
-felicity, scarcely could persuade himself of the reality of a change
-which so short a time had wrought in his existence, he became calmer;
-and looking back on the past, he could not but see the over-ruling hand
-of Providence in all that had befallen him.
-
-The unthinking might call it a chance, which had opened up to him
-the real character of Lady Hamlet Vernon; and, in the same mistaken
-levity, might have attributed to the same blind accident the serious
-reflections which this discovery brought in its train: and continuing
-in this error, they might ascribe to the same fortuitous power, that he
-had reached Munich, a desolate and forlorn being, to whom no object
-in life presented itself to cheer existence or stimulate exertion; and
-that, now, how the evolution of a few hours had reversed the whole
-picture, and placed him on the summit of human happiness!--Yes, the
-unthinking and the hardened may ascribe all this to chance: but the
-wise and good know that _chance_ is only another word for Providence;
-and that in every turn of our lives, in every minutia which affects
-our existence here or hereafter, there is a mightier power to be
-acknowledged than any secondary cause can alone produce.
-
-"D'Esterre," said Lord Glenmore, as the latter entered the apartment
-where he was sitting with Lady Glenmore, "D'Esterre, do you know that
-your carriage has been waiting for hours at the door?" and smiling as
-he added, "I presume it may go back to your hotel, for I have to tell
-you that Lady Dunmelraise and Lady Adeline will be here directly." Lord
-Albert looked his delighted thanks. "And if you intend to make any
-toilette for dinner," continued the former, "there is no time to lose."
-Lord Albert arose, pressed the hands of both his friends to his heart,
-and promised to return instantly.
-
-As he descended the staircase, he saw his old servant Comtois, who
-held his travelling cloak. Lord Albert said, as he passed him, "No,
-Comtois, no." The former made a sign to the courier to mount. Lord
-Albert observed this, and turning round, added, "Comtois, I shall not
-set off to-day."
-
-"No, _milor_?" rejoined the latter with surprise, his features catching
-a portion of the joy that gleamed from his master's face, and to which
-such an expression had long been a stranger. "_Milor, donc, a changé
-d'intention: il ne part pas._"
-
-"No, Comtois; and I must dress as soon as possible, so go to my hotel."
-The servant hastened forward to execute these orders, with as much
-alacrity as Lord Albert had shown in giving them; and the grave tone
-of command to the courier to return with the carriage was changed to
-one almost of friendly familiarity, as he said, nodding to him, "Luigi,
-_nous ne partons pas_. _Vite à l'hôtel._"
-
-It would be vain to attempt to describe all that passed, all that was
-said and looked, when they met, between the now happy Lord Albert and
-Lady Adeline. Much time at Munich was not suffered to elapse, before
-arrangements were made for Lady Dunmelraise's and her daughter's return
-to England, whither they were accompanied by Lord Albert; and when
-arrived there, their union was to take place as soon as possible. Lord
-and Lady Glenmore were entreated to return in time for the ceremony;
-and the former, re-assured by the two years' devotion and increasing
-attachment of his wife, now saw no reason for his prolonged stay on the
-continent.
-
-Lord Albert D'Esterre, on his arrival in England, found some little
-difficulty in explaining satisfactorily to his father Lord Tresyllian's
-mind all the contradictory circumstances which had led to Lady
-Adeline's rejection of him, and in regaining his approbation of their
-union; but the wounded pride of the latter was at length appeased by
-the most satisfactory details of all the occurrences, and beyond this
-Lord Tresyllian had little feeling. The marriage took place a few
-days after the arrival of the Glenmores, and for nine days formed the
-subject of wonder and conversation in the _coterie_ of the exclusives,
-in which Lord Albert had so nearly made a wreck of happiness.
-
-With this circle, a few excepted, no renewal of intimacy took place,
-either on the part of Lord Albert or Lord Glenmore. They found, by
-public report, that the fate of some who had figured in it had been
-such as their course must sooner or later have brought them to.
-Mr. Leslie Winyard had married, a few months after Lady Glenmore's
-departure, an heiress of immense wealth; who, dazzled with the idea
-of obtaining the _entrée_ into that circle of _ton_ in which he moved,
-and betrayed by the delusive hope of reclaiming him from its more
-destructive follies by her love and devotion, had given him her hand,
-her fortune, and her happiness. Enormous, however, as was her wealth,
-it was soon dissipated in the payment of his previous debts, and the
-endless extravagances into which he plunged: and in eighteen months
-after their union she had died of a broken heart; having lived to
-witness the foul desertion of the man for whom she had sacrificed every
-thing, and who was then living, in open violation of all religious and
-moral feeling, with a recent victim of his seduction.
-
-Lady Glenmore shuddered as she heard these details, and lifted up her
-hands in silent thanksgiving to the Almighty for having been preserved
-from so awful a fate. As regarded Lord Albert, if any thing could have
-been requisite to confirm him in the proper estimate he had formed
-of Lady Hamlet Vernon's character, and the danger he had escaped, he
-would have found it in _her_ subsequent history; for, pursuing the
-same course of intrigue in which she had so nearly involved him, she
-at length fell into the toils spread for others, and became the dupe
-of her own vicious folly. Brought to a situation in which the fruits
-of her conduct would soon become glaringly apparent, and which, if
-discovered, must have driven her from that circle where every thing
-depended on avoiding _detection_, and scorned by the man she had sought
-to inveigle, she was obliged, as a last resource, to veil her infamy
-by a marriage with Mr. Foley, with whom she lived at present on those
-terms of mutual unhappiness which would naturally be the consequence of
-such a union.
-
-Some few there were of the _coterie_, who had been timely warned, and,
-seeing the tendency of the course they were pursuing, had withdrawn
-from the magic sphere to better and more stable pursuits. Among
-these was Lord Gascoigne, whose quick intelligence and clear head,
-accompanied by a goodness of heart which he often concealed under a
-show of levity, had preserved him from losing himself entirely in
-the vortex of folly. Lord and Lady Baskerville, too, had seen their
-error--an error more of the head arising from the contamination of
-example, than of the heart; and who now lived as became their station,
-and in the way which bade a fair promise for virtuous happiness; while
-others of the number continued their heartless round, without coming
-to any open disgrace, and yet without making any reform. Among these,
-again, was Lady Tilney, who continued still the _soi-disant_ queen
-of _ton_, blind to the approach of that period when her empire must
-yield, in despite of all her strenuous efforts to uphold it, to that of
-some fresh rising beauty; and still insensible to the dreadful vacuum
-which in the decline of life, without the sincerity of friendship and
-the resources of a well-cultivated mind--above all, without religious
-trust to cheer and gild the setting sun of life--must be the miserable
-portion of every human creature.
-
-One _distingué_ member of the _coterie_ was on the eve of leaving it
-and the country, not willingly, but from imperative circumstances. The
-Comtesse Leinsengen, who had for years played the part of a crafty
-_diplomatiste_ with the government, as well as endeavoured to extend
-her rule over the circles of fashion, had found herself at last foiled
-in her political objects: and too proud to bear this defeat, she had
-announced her departure as decisive; an event that to the minister
-afforded a feeling of triumph, and no less of secret joy in the breast
-of Lady Tilney, who had found in her "_dear friend_" her most dreaded
-rival and pertinacious opponent. Oh! what a melancholy reflection to
-think, if the Comtesse Leinsengen ever did think on any thing beyond
-views of self-interest and the gratification of self-love, that an
-intimacy with those with whom she had lived for so many years had been
-productive of no one friendship that deserved the name, and given birth
-to no one regret when she was about to leave them probably for ever!
-
-Such, however, would be found to be the case with almost every
-individual forming part of this circle, where selfishness,
-heartlessness, and cold over-reaching, alternately swayed every action;
-passions which, when delineated, at some future day, as they appear
-exemplified in individual characters on the scene, will give additional
-strength to the moral lesson intended to be conveyed by this general
-view of EXCLUSIVE SOCIETY.
-
-
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