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-GLORIA MUNDI
-
-By Harold Frederic
-
-Author Of “The Damnation Of Theron Ware,” “March Hares,” Etc.
-
-New York: International Book And Publishing Company
-
-1899
-
-
-[Illustration: 0001]
-
-
-[Illustration: 0007]
-
-
-
-TO MY FRIEND
-
-THE HON. ALTON B. PARKER
-
-CHIEF JUDGE OF THE COURT OF APPEALS, N. Y.
-
-
-
-
-PART I
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-The meeting of the man and the woman--it is to this that every story in
-the world goes back for its beginning.
-
-At noon on a day late in September the express train from Paris rested,
-panting and impatient, on its brief halt in the station at Rouen. The
-platform was covered with groups of passengers, pushing their way into
-or out of the throng about the victualer’s table. Through the press
-passed waiters, bearing above their heads trays with cups of tea and
-plates of food. People were climbing the high steps to the carriages, or
-beckoning to others from the open windows of compartments. Four minutes
-of the allotted five had passed. The warning cries of the guards had
-begun, and there was even to be heard the ominous preliminary tooting of
-a horn.
-
-At the front of the section of first-class carriages a young woman
-leaned through the broad window-frame of a coupé, and held a difficult
-conversation with one of the waiters. She had sandwiches in one hand,
-some loose coin in the other. Her task was to get at the meaning of a
-man who spoke of sous while she was thinking in centimes, and she smiled
-a little in amused vexation with herself at the embarrassment.
-
-“Deux sandwich: combien si vous plait, monsieur?” she repeated, with
-an appealing stress of courtesy. More slowly she constructed a second
-sentence: “Est un franc assez?” She proffered the silver coin to help
-out her inquiry, and the waiter, nodding, put up his hand for it.
-
-On the instant, as the noise of slamming doors and the chorus of “Au
-coupé, s’il-v’-plait!” grew peremptory, one in authority pushed the
-waiter aside and pulled open the coupé door upon which she had been
-leaning. “Permettez moi, madame!” he said curtly.
-
-Close at his back was a young man, with wraps upon his arm and a
-traveling bag in his hand, who was flushed and breathing hard with the
-excitement of hurry, and who drew a long sigh of relief as he put his
-foot on the bottom step of the coupé.
-
-The young woman had grasped the door and was striving stoutly to drag
-it to her. “Mais non, monsieur!” she shouted, her voice quivering with
-vehemence. “Cette compartement est tout reserveé-engageé! J’ai donné
-sank franc soisante, en Paris, pour moi seulement! Je proteste!”
-
-Sharp blasts from a horn at the rear of the train broke in upon her
-earnest if uncertain remarks. The official held up one warning hand,
-while with the other he wrenched the door wide open. He said something
-of which the girl comprehended only its arbitrary harshness of spirit.
-Brusquely thrusting a ticket into the young man’s hand, he pushed him
-up the steps into the compartment, and closed the door upon him with
-a clang. Arms were waving outside; the tin horn screamed; a throb of
-reawakened energy thrilled backward through the train.
-
-“I assure you--I am so sorry,” the young man began, still standing by
-the door. His voice was gentle and deprecatory. His words were English,
-but the tone was of some other language.
-
-“But I have taken the whole compartment-I paid for it all!” she burst
-out at him, her voice shaking with indignation. “It is an outrage!”
-
-“I am afraid you are mistaken,” he started to speak again; “you obtained
-only one seat--I have a ticket for another. If there had been time,
-I beg you to believe--” The train was moving, and a swift plunge into
-utter darkness abruptly broke off his speech. After a few moments it
-became possible to discern vague outlines in the black compartment. The
-girl had huddled herself on the end cushion at the right. The young
-man took his seat in the corner to the left, and for three incredibly
-protracted minutes the tunnel reared its uncanny barrier of bogus
-night between them. The dim suggestion of light which remained to them
-revealed constrained and motionless figures drawn rigidly away from each
-other, and pale averted countenances staring fixedly into the gloom.
-
-All at once they were blinking in a flood of sunshine, and drawing
-welcome breaths of the new, sweet air which swept through from window
-to window. The young man’s gaze, decorously turned to his left, was of a
-sudden struck with the panorama as by a blow. He uttered a little cry of
-delight to himself, and bent forward with eagerness to grasp as much as
-he might of what was offered. The broad, hill-rimmed basin of the Seine;
-the gray towers and shining spires of the ancient town; the blue films
-of smoke drifting through the autumn haze; the tall black chimneys, the
-narrow, high poplars, the splashes of vivid color with which the mighty
-moving picture painted itself--all held him, rapt and trembling, with
-his face out of the window.
-
-Summarily the darkness descended upon them again. He drew back, settled
-himself in his seat and recalled the circumstance that he was not alone.
-It occurred to him to pull up the window, and then instinctively he
-turned to see if she had taken the same precaution on her side. Thus
-when the short second tunnel unexpectedly ended, he found himself
-regarding his companion with wideeyed and surprised intentness.
-
-There were two vacant seats between them, and across this space she
-returned his scrutiny for a moment; then with a fine show of calm she
-looked away, out through the broad, rounded panes which constituted the
-front of the compartment.
-
-To the eye of the young man, she was above all things English. Her
-garments, her figure, the pose of her head, the consciously competent
-repose of her profile, the very angle at which the correct gray hat,
-with its fawn-colored ribbon, crossed the line of the brow above--these
-spoke loudly to him of the islander. From this fact alone would be
-inferred a towering personal pride, and an implacable resentment toward
-those who, no matter how innocently and accidentally, offered injury to
-that pride. He knew the English well, and it hardly needed this partial
-view of her face to tell him that she was very angry.
-
-Another young man, under these conditions, might have more frankly asked
-himself whether the face was a beautiful one. He was conscious that the
-query had taken shape in his mind, but he gave it no attention. It was
-the character of the face, instead, which had powerfully impressed him.
-He recalled with curious minuteness the details of his first glimpse of
-it--the commanding light in the gray eyes, the tightened curves of the
-lip, the mantling red on the high, smooth cheek. Was it a pretty face?
-No--the question would not propound itself. Prettiness had nothing to do
-with the matter. The personality which looked through the face--that was
-what affected him.
-
-The compartment seemed filled in some subtle way with the effect of this
-personality. He looked out of his window again. A beautiful deep valley
-lay below him now, with densely wooded hills beyond. The delicate tints
-of the waning season enriched the tracery of foliage close at hand;
-still the tall chimneys, mixed with poplars, marked the course of the
-enslaved river, but the factories themselves were kindly hidden here by
-dark growths of thicket in the shadowed depths.
-
-It was surpassingly beautiful, but its contemplation left him restless.
-He moved about on his seat, partially lowered the window, put it up
-again and at last turned his head.
-
-“I am afraid that all the charming landscape is on this side,” he made
-bold to say. “I will change places with pleasure, if--if you would be so
-kind.”
-
-“No, thank you,” was her spontaneous and decisive reply. Upon reflection
-she added in a more deliberate tone: “I should be obliged if you would
-take the view that conversation is not necessary.”
-
-Some latent strain of temerity amazed the young man by rising to the
-surface of his mind, under the provocation of this rebuff, and shaping
-his purpose for him.
-
-“It is only fair to myself, first, however,” he with surprise heard
-himself declaring, “that I should finish my explanation. You can satisfy
-yourself readily at Dieppe that your ticket is for only one seat. It
-is very, easy to make errors of that kind when one does not--that is to
-say, is not--well, _entirely_ familiar with the language of the country.
-As to my own part, you will remember that I came only at the last
-moment. I took my coupé seat a half hour before, because I also wished
-to be alone, and then I went out to see Jeanne d’Arc’s tower again, and
-I was nearly too late. If there had been time, I would have found a seat
-elsewhere--but you yourself saw--”
-
-“Really, I think no more need be said,” broke in his companion. She
-looked him frankly, coldly in the face as she spoke, and her words
-seemed in his ears to have metallic edges. “It is plain enough that
-there was a mistake. As you have suggested, my French is very faulty
-indeed, and no doubt the misunderstanding is entirely my own. So, since
-it is unavoidable, there surely need be no more words about it.”
-
-She opened a book at this, put her feet out to the stool in front and
-ostentatiously disposed herself for deep abstraction in literature.
-
-The young man in turn got out some pamphlets and papers from the pockets
-of his great-coat, and pretended to divide his attention between these
-and the scenery outside. In truth, he did not for a moment get the face
-of this girl out of his thoughts. More than ever now, since she had
-looked him fully in the eye, it was not a face to be pictured in the
-brain as other faces of women had been. The luminous substance of the
-individuality behind the face shone out at him from the pages he
-stared at, and from the passing vistas of lowland meadows, streams and
-mill-towns that met his gaze through the window.
-
-He knew so little of women that his mind was quite devoid of materials
-for any comparative analysis of the effect she produced upon him. He
-evolved for himself, indeed, the conviction that really this was the
-first woman, in the genuine and higher meaning of the word, that he had
-ever met. The recognition of this brought with it an excitement as novel
-to him as the fact itself. Before ever he had seen her, clinging to
-the coupé door with her gloved hands and so bravely doing hopeless and
-tongue-tied battle with the guard, there had been things which had made
-this the greatest day of his life. He was in truth finishing the last
-stage of a journey into the unknown, the strange possibilities of which
-had for a week kept his nerves on the rack. The curtain of only one more
-night hung now between him and the revealed lineaments of destiny. To
-be alone with his perturbed thoughts, on this culminating day of anxious
-hopes and dreads, had been his controlling idea at Rouen. It was for
-this that he had bought the coupé seat, upon the rumor of the station
-that solitude was thus to be commanded. And now how extraordinary was
-the chance!
-
-There had stepped into this eventful day, as from the clouds, a stranger
-whose mysterious appeal to his imagination seemed more remarkable than
-all else combined.
-
-He worked this out, painstakingly, with little sidelong glances from
-time to time toward where she sat buried in her book, to check the
-progression of his reasoning. When he reached the conclusion that she
-was really playing this predominant part in the drama of the day, its
-suggestion of hysterical folly rather frightened him. He looked with
-earnestness out of the window, and even be gan to count the chimneys of
-the landscape as an overture to returning sanity. Then he looked less
-furtively at her and said to himself with labored plausibility that she
-was but an ordinary traveling Englishwoman, scarcely to be
-differentiated from the Cook’s-tourist type that he knew so well; she
-had not even a governess’ knowledge of French, and there had been
-nothing in her words and tone with him to indicate either mental
-distinction or kindliness of temper. Why should he bestow so much as
-another thought upon her? He squared his slender shoulders, and turned
-with resolution to his book.
-
-A minute later the impossibility of the situation had mastered every
-fiber of his brain. He put down the volume, feeling himself to be a fool
-for doing so, yet suffering himself with an unheard-of gladness.
-
-“If I anger you, I shall be much pained,” he said, with a set face
-turned not quite toward her, and a voice that he kept from breaking
-by constant effort, “but I am going to England for the first time, and
-there are some things that I am very anxious to ask about.”
-
-She seemed to reflect a little before she lifted her head. Now again he
-was priviledged to look squarely into her face, and he added swiftly
-to his store a new impression of her. The ruling characteristic of the
-countenance was a certain calm and serious reasonableness. The forehead
-was broad and comely; the glance of the eyes was at once alert and
-steady. The other features were content to support this controlling
-upper part of the face; they made a graceful and fitting frame for the
-mind which revealed itself in the eyes and brow--and sought to do no
-more. Studying her afresh in this moment of her silence, he recalled the
-face of a young Piedmontese bishop who had come once to his school.
-It had the same episcopal serenity, the same wistful pride in youth’s
-conquest of the things immortal, the same suggestion of intellectuality
-in its clear pallor.
-
-“I should dislike to seem rude,” she said, slowly. “What is it that you
-want to ask?” What was it indeed? He searched confusedly about in his
-mind for some one question entitled to precedence among the thousand to
-which answers would come in good time. He found nothing better than a
-query as to the connection between New Haven and Brighton.
-
-“In this little book,” he explained, “there is a time for New Haven and
-for London, but I cannot find a mention of Brighton, yet I am expected
-there this evening, or perhaps, early to-morrow morning.”
-
-“I am sure I cannot tell you,’” she answered. “However, the places are
-not far apart. I should say there would certainly be trains.”
-
-She lifted the book again as she spoke, and adjusted her shoulders to
-the cushions. He made haste to prevent the interview from lapsing.
-
-“I have never seen England,” he urged dolefully, “and yet I am all
-English in my blood--and in my feelings, too.”
-
-A flicker of ironical perception played for an instant in her eye and at
-the corner of her lip. “I have heard that a certain class of Americans
-adopt that pose,” she remarked. “I dare say it is all right.”
-
-He did not grasp her meaning all at once, though the willingness to give
-umbrage conveyed in her tone was clear enough. He looked doubtfully at
-her, before he spoke again. “Oh,” he began, with hesitation--“yes,
-I see--you thought I was American. I am not in the least--I am all
-English. And it affects me very much--this thought that in a few hours
-now I am to see the real England. I am so excited about it, in fact,” he
-added with a deprecatory little laugh, “that I couldn’t bear it not to
-talk.”
-
-She nodded comprehendingly. “I thought that your accent must be
-American--since it certainly isn’t English.”
-
-“Oh, I have too facile an ear,” he answered readily, as if the subject
-were by no means new to him. “I pick up every accent that I hear. I
-have been much with English people, but even more with Americans and
-Australians. I always talk like the last family I have been in--until
-I enter another. I am by profession a private tutor--principally in
-languages--and so I know my failings in this matter very well.” She
-smiled at some passing retrospect. “You must have had an especially
-complete sense of my shortcomings as a linguist, too. I have often
-wondered what effect my French would produce upon an actual professor,
-but I should never have had the courage to experiment, if I had known.”
-
-He waved his hand--a pale hand with veined, thin, nervous fingers, which
-she looked at in its foreign gesture. “Too much importance is attached
-to languages,” he declared. “It is the cheapest and most trivial of
-acquirements, if it stands alone, or if it is not put to high uses.
-Parents have so often angered me over this: they do not care what is in
-their children’s minds and hearts, but only for the polish and form of
-what is on their tongues. I have a different feeling about education.”
-
-She nodded again, and laid the book aside. “You are coming to a country
-where everything will shock you, then,” she said. “I would rather do
-scullery work, or break stones by the roadside, than be a schoolteacher
-in England.”
-
-“Oh, it’s the same everywhere,” he urged. “I would not think that the
-English were worse than the others. They are different, that is all.
-Besides, I do not think I shall be a teacher in England. Of course, I
-speak in the dark; for a few hours yet everything is uncertain. But as
-the old American senator at Monte Carlo used to say, ‘I feel it in my
-bones’ that I will not have to teach any more.”
-
-The expression of her face seemed somehow not to invite autobiography
-at the moment. “The prospect of not having to work any more for one’s
-living,” she mused at him--“how curiously fascinating it always is! We
-know perfectly well that it is good for us to work, and that we should
-be woefully unhappy if we did not work, and yet we are forever charming
-our imagination with a vision of complete idleness.”
-
-“I would not be idle!” the young man broke forth, enthusiastically. He
-leaned forward in his seat, and spoke with eager hands as well as words
-against the noise that filled the swaying carriage. “I have that same
-feeling--the longing to escape from the dull and foolish tasks I have
-to do--but I never say to myself that I would be idle. There are such a
-host of things to do in the world that are worth doing! But the men
-who have the time and the money, who are in the position to do these
-things--how is it, I ask myself, that they never think of doing them? It
-is the greatest of marvels to me. Then sometimes I wonder, if the chance
-and the power came to me, whether I also would sit down, and fold my
-hands, and do nothing. It is hard to say; who can be sure what is in
-him till he has been tested? Yet I like to think that I would prove
-the exception. It is only natural,” he concluded, smilingly, “that one
-should try to think as well as possible of oneself.”
-
-The young lady surveyed his nervous, mobile face with thoughtful
-impassivity. “You seem to think, one way or another, a good deal about
-yourself,” she remarked.
-
-He bowed to her, with a certain exaggeration in his show of quite
-sincere humility which, she said to herself, had not been learned from
-his English-speaking connections.
-
-“What you say is very true,” he admitted with candor. “It is my
-fault--my failing. I know it only too well.”
-
-“_My_ fault is bad manners,” she replied, disarmed by his
-self-abasement. “I had no business to say it at all.”
-
-“Oh, no,” he urged. “It is delightful to me that you did say it. I could
-not begin to tell you how good your words sounded in my ears. Honest and
-wise criticism is what I have not heard before in years. You do not get
-it in the South; there is flattery for you, and sneering, and praise as
-much too high as blame is too cruel--but no candid, quiet judgments. Oh,
-I loved to hear you say that! It was like my brother--my older brother
-Salvator. He is in America now. He is the only one who always said the
-truth to me. And I am glad, too, because--because it makes you seem like
-a friend to me, and I have been so agitated this whole week, so anxious
-and upset, and all without a soul to talk to, or advise with--and the
-pressure on me has been so great----”
-
-He let the wandering sentence lose itself in the clamor of the train,
-and put the rest of his meaning into the glance with which he clung to
-hers. The appeal for sympathetic kindliness of treatment glowed in his
-eyes and shone upon his eager face.
-
-She took time for her answer, and when she spoke it was hardly in direct
-reply. “Your business in England,” she said, as unconcernedly as might
-be--“it is that, I take it, which causes so much anxiety. Fortunately it
-is soon to be settled--to-morrow, I think you said.”
-
-“I wish I might tell you about it,” he responded with frank fervency. “I
-wish it--you cannot imagine how much!”
-
-The look with which she received his words recalled to him her earlier
-manner. “I’m afraid--” she began, in a measured voice, and then stopped.
-Intuition helped him to read in her face the coming of a softer mood.
-Finally she smiled a little. “Really, this is all very quaint,” she
-said, and the smile crept into her voice. “But the train is slowing
-down--there is no time now.”
-
-They were indeed moving through the street of a town, at a pace which
-had been insensibly lowered while they talked. The irregular outlines
-of docks and boat-slips, overhanging greenish water, revealed themselves
-between dingy houses covered with signs and posters. At the barriers
-crossing the streets were clustered groups of philosophic observers,
-headed by the inevitable young soldier with his hands in the pockets of
-his red trousers, and flanked by those brown old women in white caps
-who seem always to be unoccupied, yet mysteriously do everything that is
-done.
-
-“This is Dieppe, then?” he asked, with a collecting hand put out for his
-wraps.
-
-The train had halted, and doors were being opened for tickets.
-
-“We sit still, here, and go on to the wharf,” she explained.
-
-“And then to the boat!” he cried. “How long is it?--the voyage on the
-boat, I mean. Three hours and over! Excellent!”
-
-She laughed outright as she rose, and got together her books and papers.
-
-“I thought you were a Frenchman when I first saw you,” she confided
-to him over her shoulder. “But no Frenchman at Dieppe ever yet shouted
-‘Excellent!’ with his face turned toward the New Haven steamers.”
-
-The mirth in her tone was so welcome to him that he laughed in turn,
-without any clear idea of her words. He gathered her handbag up along
-with his own, and when she demurred he offered her gay defiance.
-
-“It is the terrible boldness of a timid person,” he prattled, as he
-helped her down the steps, “but you must perceive that in the face of it
-you are quite helpless. Since I was born, I have never really had my own
-way before. But now I begin to believe in my star. After all, one is not
-an Englishman for nothing.”
-
-“Oh, it is comparatively easy to be an Englishman in Dieppe,” she made
-answer.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-The sky was dappled azure overhead, the water calm and fresh-hued
-below. When the ship’s company had disposed itself, and the vessel was
-making way outside, there were numerous long gaps of unpeopled space on
-the windy side, and to one of these the young couple tacitly bent their
-steps. They leaned against the rail, standing close together, with their
-faces lifted to the strong sweet breeze.
-
-Viewed thus side by side, it could be seen that of the two the young man
-was just perceptibly the taller, but his extreme fragility excused his
-companion’s conception of him as a small man. On his head he had pulled
-tight for the voyage a little turban of a cap, which accentuated the
-foreign note of his features and expression. He was dark of skin and
-hair, with deep-brown eyes both larger and softer than is common with
-his sex, even in the South. The face, high and regular in shape, had
-in repose the careworn effect of maturer years than the boyish figure
-indicated. In the animation of discussion this face took on, for the
-most part, the rather somber brilliancy of a strenuous earnestness.
-Now, as it confronted the stiff Channel wind, it was illumined by the
-unaccustomed light of a frivolous mood. The ends of his slight mustache
-were lifted in a continuous smile.
-
-“It is my gayest day for many, many years,” he told her, after a little
-pause in the talk. They had become great friends in this last half-hour.
-In the reaction from the questionable restraint of the coupé to the
-broad, sunlit freedom of the steamer’s deck, the girl had revealed
-in generous measure a side of her temperament for which he had been
-unprepared. She had a humorous talent, and, once she had gained a clew
-to his perceptive capacities in this direction, it had pleased her to
-make him laugh by droll accounts of her experiences and observations in
-Paris. She had been there for a fortnight’s holiday, quite by herself,
-she told him, and there was something in her tone which rendered it
-impossible for him to ask himself if this was at all unusual among
-English young ladies. His knowledge of Paris was also that of a
-stranger, and he followed her whimsical narrative of blunders and odd
-mistakes with a zest heightened by a recollection of his own.
-
-“When have I laughed so much before?” he cried now. A long sigh, as of
-surprised relief, followed his words. “Well--I had looked forward to
-coming in a different spirit to England. With some hopes and a good
-courage--yes. But with a merry heart--how could I have foretold that? It
-was my good angel who put that coupé ticket into my head, and so brought
-me to you. Ah, how angry you were! I see you now, pulling at that door.”
-
-“Ah, well,” she said in extenuation, “how could I know? I never dreamed
-that the whole coupé was not mine--and when I saw that odious guard
-opening the door, to force in some wretched little Continental
-creature--I mean, that was my momentary thought--and naturally I--”
-
-An involuntary sidelong glance of his eyes upward toward the crown of
-her hat, passed mute comment on her unfinished remark. She bit her lip
-in self-reproof at sight of the dusky flush on his cheek.
-
-“It is the only un-English thing about me,” he said, with a pathetically
-proud attempt at a smile. “My father was a tall, big man, and so is my
-brother Salvator.”
-
-A new consciousness of the susceptibility of this young man to slights
-and wounds spread in the girl’s mind. It was so cruelly easy to prick
-his thin skin! But it was correspondingly easy to soothe and charm
-him--and that was the better part. His character and temperament mapped
-themselves out before her mind’s eye. She read him as at once innocent
-and complicated. He could be full of confidence in a stranger, like
-herself, but his doubts about his own values were distressing.
-The uneased antennæ of his self-consciousness were extended in all
-directions, as if to solicit injury. She had caught in his brown eyes
-the suggestion of an analogy to a friendless spaniel--the capacity for
-infinite gratitude united with conviction that only kicks were to be
-expected. It was more helpful to liken him to a woman. In the gentle and
-timid soul of a convent-bred maiden he nourished the stormy ambitions
-of a leader of men. It was a nun who boldly dreamed of commanding on the
-field of battle.
-
-“I had a feeling,” she said to him, so softly that the tone was almost
-tender, “that you must be like your mother.”
-
-She rightly judged him to be her elder, but for the moment her mood was
-absorbingly maternal. “Let us sit down here,” she added, moving toward
-the bench facing the rail. “You were going to tell me--about her, was
-it?”
-
-He spread his rugs over their knees as they sat together in the fresh
-wind.
-
-“No, it was not so much of her,” he said.
-
-“I have much to think about her--not much to put into words. She died
-five years ago--nearly six now--and I was so much at school that I saw
-very little of her in the latter years. Salvator was with her
-always, though, to the end, although he was not her own son. We are
-half-brothers, but no one could have been fonder than he was of my
-mother, or a better son to her. After she died, he still kept me in
-school, and this was curious too, because he hated all my teachers
-bitterly. Salvator is fierce against the church, yet he kept me where
-I had been put years before, with the Christian Brothers at the Bon
-Rencontre, in Toulon. When at last I left them, Salvator took me with
-him for a period--he is an expert and a dealer in gems--and then I
-became a private tutor. Four years or so of that--and now I am here.”
- He added, as upon an afterthought: “You must not think that I failed
-to love my mother. She was sweet and good, and very tender to me, and I
-used to weep a great deal after I left her, but it was not my fortune
-to be so much with her as Salvator was. I think of her, but there is not
-much to say.”
-
-The repetition of this formula suggested no comment to his companion,
-and he went on.
-
-“The real memory of my childhood is my father, although I saw him only
-once. Salvator says I saw him oftener, but if so all the recollections
-jumble themselves together in my mind, to make a single impression. I
-was five years old; it was in the early summer, in 1875. My father had
-been fighting against the Prussians when I was born. By the time I was
-old enough to know people, he was away in Spain with Don Carlos. He
-died there, of wounds and fever, at Seo de Urgel, in August of that same
-year, 1875. But first he came to see us--it would have been in June,
-I think--and we were living at Cannes. He had some secret Carlist
-business, Salvator says. I knew nothing of that. I know only that I saw
-him, and understood very well who he was, and fixed him in my mind so
-that I should never, never forget him. How strange a thing it is about
-children! I have only the dimmest general idea of how my mother looked
-when I was that age; I cannot remember her at all in the odd clothes
-which her pictures show she wore then, though I saw them constantly. Yet
-my father comes once and I carry his image till Judgment Day.”
-
-“Poor mothers!” sighed the girl, under her breath. “No, it was nothing.
-Go on.”
-
-“I knew that he was a soldier, and that wherever there were wars he went
-to have his share of fighting. I suppose it was this which gripped my
-imagination, even as a baby. I could read when I was five, and Salvator
-had told me about our father’s battles. He had been in the Mutiny in
-India, and he was in Sicily against Garibaldi, and he was with the
-Austrians four years before I was born, and in the French Foreign Legion
-afterward. I think I knew all this when I saw him--and if I did not,
-then I feel that I could have learned it from just looking at him. He
-was like a statue of War. Ah, how I remember him--the tall, strong,
-straight, dark, hardfaced, silent man!”
-
-“And you loved _him!_” commented his companion, with significance.
-
-He shook his head smilingly. The analysis in retrospect of his own
-childish emotions had a pleasant interest for him. “No; there was no
-question of love, at all. For example, he liked Salvator--who was then a
-big boy of fifteen--and he took him off to Spain with him when he left.
-I cannot remember that he so much as put his hand on my head, or paid
-the slightest attention to me. He looked at me in a grave way if I put
-myself in front of his eyes, just as he looked at other things, but he
-would not turn his eyes to follow me if I moved aside. Do you know that
-to my fancy that was superb? I was not in the least jealous of Salvator.
-I only said to myself that when I was his age, I also would march to
-fight in my father’s battles. And I was proud that he did not bend to
-me, or put himself out to please me, this huge, cold-eyed, lion-like
-father of mine. If he had ever kissed me I should have been ashamed--for
-us both. But nothing was farther from his thoughts. He went away, and at
-the door he spoke for the first time in my hearing of me. He twisted
-his thumb toward me, where I stood in the shelter of my mother’s skirts.
-Mind, he’s an Englishman! he said--and turned on his heel. I have the
-words in my ears still. ‘Mind, he’s an Englishman!’”
-
-“There _is_ England!” she cried.
-
-They stood up, and his eager eye, following the guidance of her finger,
-found the faint, broken, thin line of white on the distant water’s edge.
-Above it, as if they were a part of it, hung in a figured curtain soft
-clouds which were taking on a rosy tint from the declining sun. He gazed
-at the remote prospect in silence, but with a quickened breath.
-
-“It is the first time that _I_ have seen it like this--coming toward it,
-I mean, from somewhere else,” she remarked at last. “I had never been
-outside England before.”
-
-He did not seem to hear her. With another lingering, clinging gaze at
-the white speck, he shook himself a little, and turned. “And now I want
-to tell you about this new, wonderful thing--about why I am this minute
-within sight of England. You will say it is very strange.”
-
-They moved to their bench again, and he spread the wraps once more, but
-this time they did not sit quite so close together. It was as if the
-mere sight of that pale, respectable slip of land on the horizon had in
-some subtle way affected their relation to each other.
-
-“A week ago,” he began afresh, “at Nice, a messenger from the Crédit
-Lyonnais brought me a note saying they wished to see me at the bank.
-They had, it seems, searched for me in several towns along the Riviera,
-because I had been moving about. It was demanded that I should prove
-my identity by witnesses, and when that was done I was given a sum of
-money, and a sealed letter addressed to me, bearing simply my name, Mr.
-Christian Tower--nothing more. I hurried outside and read its contents.
-I was requested to get together all my papers--”
-
-He stopped short, arrested by a sharp, half-stifled exclamation from her
-lips. She had continued looking at him after his mention of his name--at
-first absent-mindedly, as if something in his talk had sent her thoughts
-unconsciously astray; then with lifted head, and brows bent together in
-evident concentration upon some new phase of what he had been saying.
-Now she interrupted him with visible excitement.
-
-“You say Christian Tower!” She pushed the words at him hurriedly. “What
-was your father’s name?”
-
-“He was always known as Captain Tower, but I have read it in my
-papers--his first name was Ambrose.”
-
-She had risen to her feet, in evident agitation, and now strode across
-to the rail. As he essayed to follow her, she turned, and forced the
-shadow of a smile into her lips; her eyes remained frightened. “It is
-all right,” she said with a gasping attempt at reassurance. “I was queer
-for just an instant; it’s all right. Go on, please. You were to get
-together your papers--”
-
-“And bring them to Brighton,” he said, much disconcerted. “That is all.
-But won’t you sit down?”
-
-“I think I would rather stand,” she answered. Her composure was
-returning, and with it the power to view altogether, and in their proper
-relation to one another, the several elements of the situation his words
-had revealed to her. Upon examination, it was curiosity that she felt
-rather than personal concern--an astonished and most exigent curiosity.
-But even before this, it grew apparent to her as she thought, came her
-honorable duty to this young man who had confided in her.
-
-“I think I ought to tell you,” she began, beckoning him nearer where she
-stood; “yes, you should be told that in all human probability I know the
-story. It is impossible that I should be mistaken--two such names never
-got together by accident. And I can assure you that the whole thing is
-even more extraordinary and astounding than you can possibly imagine.
-There are people in England who will curl up like leaves thrown on
-the fire when they see you. But for the moment”--she paused, with a
-perplexed face and hesitating voice--“go on; tell me a little more.
-It isn’t clear to me--how much you know. Don’t be afraid; I will be
-entirely frank with you, when you have finished.”
-
-He patted the rail nervously with his hand, and stared at her in pained
-bewilderment and impatience. “How much do I know?” he faltered vaguely.
-“Very little; almost nothing. There was no explanation in the letter.
-The bankers said nothing, save that they were to give me a thousand
-francs. But one does not get a thousand francs merely because the wind
-has changed. There must be a reason for it; and what reason is possible
-except that there is some inheritance for me? So I argued it out--to
-myself. I have thought of nothing else, awake or asleep, for the whole
-week.”
-
-He halted, with anxious appeal in his eyes, and his hands outspread to
-beseech enlightenment from her. She nodded to show that she understood.
-“In a minute or two, when I have got it into shape in my mind,” she said
-soothingly. “But meantime go on. I want you to talk. What have you done
-during the week?”
-
-Christian threw his hands outward.
-
-“Done?” he asked plaintively. “Murdered time some way or the other. I
-was free to move an hour after I had read the letter. The money was more
-than I had ever had before. It was intolerable to me--the thought of not
-being in motion. In the ‘Indicateur’ I got the times of trains, and I
-formed my plan. Avignon I had never seen, and then Le Puy--there was a
-wonderful description of it in a magazine I had read--and then to Paris,
-and next to Rouen. It was at Rouen that I slept last night. It was my
-first night’s good sleep--I had tired myself out so completely. Always
-walking with the map in my mind, going from one church to another,
-talking to the Suisse, bending back my head to examine capitals and
-arches, forcing myself to take an interest in what I saw every little
-minute--so I have come somehow through the week. But now here is rich
-England within plain sight, and here are you, my new friend--and all my
-life I have been so poor and without friends!”
-
-He tightened his hand upon the rail, and abruptly turned his face away.
-She saw the shine of tears in his eyes.
-
-“Come and sit down again,” she said, with a sisterly hand on his arm. “I
-know how to tell it to you now.”
-
-“But you truly know nothing about the Towers--or Torrs--your father’s
-family?” she continued, when they were once again seated. “It sounds
-incredible! I can hardly realize how you could have lived all these
-years and not--but how old are you?”
-
-“Twenty-six.”
-
-“--And not got some inkling of who--of who your father was?”
-
-“My mother never told me. Perhaps she did not know altogether, herself.
-I cannot say as to that. And if Salvator knew--that I cannot tell,
-either. He is a curious man, my brother Salvator. He talks so you would
-think you saw him inside out--but he keeps many things to himself none
-the less.”
-
-“Yes--that brother of yours,” she said abstractedly. “I have been
-thinking about him. But it can’t be that he has any importance in the
-game, else the Jews would have sent for him instead of you. They waste
-no time,--they make no errors.”
-
-“The Jews!” he murmured at her, with no comprehension in his eyes.
-
-She smiled. “I have been arranging it in my mind. The thing was like a
-black fog to me when you first spoke. I had to search about for a light
-before I could make a start. But when I stumbled across the thought, ‘It
-is the Jews’ work,’ then it was not very hard to make out the rest. I
-could almost tell you who it is that is to meet you at Brighton. It is
-Mr. Soman. Is it not?”
-
-He assented with an impulsive movement of head and hands. The gaze that
-he fixed upon her sparkled with excitement.
-
-“He is Lord Julius’ man of business,” she explained to his further
-mystification. “No doubt he has had one of those green eyes of his on
-you ever since you were a fortnight old. It frightens one to think
-of it--the merciless and unerring precision of their system. Is there
-anything they _don’t_ know?”
-
-“I am afraid of Jews myself,” he faltered, striving to connect himself
-with what he dimly perceived of her mood. “But what have they
-against me? What can they do to me? I owe nothing; they can’t make me
-responsible for what other people, strangers to me, have done, can they?
-And why should they give me a thousand francs? It is I,” he finished
-hopelessly, “I who am in the black fog. Tell me, I beg you, what is it
-that they want with me?”
-
-She put a reassuring hand upon his arm, and the steady, genial light
-in her calm eyes brought him instantaneous solace. “You have not the
-slightest cause for fear,” she told him, gently. “Quite the contrary.
-They are not going to hurt you. So far from it, they have taken you
-up; they will wrap you in cotton-wool and nurse you as if you were the
-Koh-i-noor diamond. You may rest easy, my dear sir; you may close your
-eyes, and fold your hands, and lean back against Israel as heavily
-as you like. It is all right so far as you are concerned. But the
-others”--she paused, and looked seaward with lifted brows and a
-mouth twisted to express sardonic comment upon some amazing new
-outlook--“eye-ee! the others!”
-
-“Still you do not tell me!” For the first time she caught in his
-voice the hint of a virile, and even an imperious note. Behind the
-half-petulant entreaty of the tired boy, there was a man’s spirit of
-dictation. She deferred to it unconsciously.
-
-“The Lord Julius that I spoke of is--let me see--he is your
-great-uncle--your grandfather’s younger brother.”
-
-“But if _he_ is a Jew--” began Christian, in an awed whisper.
-
-“No--no; he is nothing of the sort. That is to say, he is not Jewish
-in blood. But he married a great heiress of the race--whole millions
-sterling came to him from the huge fortune of the Aronsons in
-Holland--and he likes Jewish people--of the right sort. He is an old man
-now, and his son, Emanuel, has immense influence over him. You should
-see them sitting together like two love-birds on a perch. They idolize
-each other, and they both worship Emanuel’s wife. If they weren’t the
-two best men in the world, and if she weren’t the most remarkable woman
-anywhere, they would utterly spoil her.”
-
-“He--this lord--is my great-uncle,”
-
-Christian recalled her to his subject. “He and his son are good men.”
-
-“They are the ones I referred to as the Jews. That is how they are
-spoken of in the family--to distinguish them from the senior branch--the
-sons and grandsons of your grandfather. Fix that distinction in you
-mind. There is the elder group, who have titles and miles of mortgaged
-estates, no money to speak of and still less brains--”
-
-“That is the group that I belong to?” He offered the interruption with
-a little twinkle in his eyes. It was patent that his self-possession had
-returned. Even this limited and tentative measure of identification with
-the most desirable and deep-rooted realities in that wonderful island
-that he could see coming nearer to meet him, had sufficed to quell the
-restless flutter of his nerves.
-
-She nodded with a responsive gleam of sportiveness on her face. “Yes,
-your place in it is a very curious one. But first get this clear in your
-mind--that the younger group, whom they speak of as the Jews, have money
-beyond counting, and have morals and intelligence moreover. Between
-these two groups no love is lost. In fact, they hate each other. The
-difference is the Christians go about cursing the Jews, whereas the Jews
-wisely shrug their shoulders and say nothing. No one suspected that
-they would _do_ anything, either--but--oh, this is going to be an awful
-business!”
-
-He held himself down to a fine semblance of dignified calm. “Tell me
-more,” he bade her, with an effect of temperate curiosity.
-
-“Now comes tragedy,” she went on, and the hint of sprightliness
-disappeared from her face and tone. “It is really one of the most
-terrible stories that could be told. There is a very aged man--he must
-be nearly ninety--lying at death’s door in his great seat in Shropshire.
-He is at death’s door, I said, but he has the strength and will of a
-giant, and though he is half paralyzed, half blind, half everything,
-still he has his weight against the door, and no one knows how long he
-can hold it closed. It is your grandfather that I am speaking of. His
-name also is Christian.”
-
-The young man nodded gravely. “My father would have fought death that
-way too, if they had not shot him to pieces, and heaped fever on top of
-that,” he commented.
-
-The girl bit her lip and flushed awkwardly for an instant “Let me go
-on,” she said then, and hurried forward. “This old man had three
-sons--not counting the priest, Lord David, who doesn’t come into the
-thing. The first of these sons, also Christian, had three sons, and he
-and they were all alive six months ago. They are all dead now, two
-drowned in their yacht, one lost in the ‘Castle Drummond,’ one killed in
-Matabeleland. Lord David, the priest, the next brother, died last
-year--childless of course. There remained in England two sons of another
-brother who died some years ago, Lord Edward, and this horrible mowing
-down of human lives left them apparently nearest to the very aged man,
-your grandfather. Do you follow all that?”
-
-“I think I do,” said Christian. “If I don’t I will pick it up afterward.
-In mercy’s name, do not stop!”
-
-“The Jews, saying nothing, had lost sight of nothing. There was still
-another brother who had lived abroad for many years, who died abroad
-twenty years ago. You are getting to the climax now. The Jews must have
-kept an eye on this wandering cousin of theirs; it is evident they knew
-he left a son capable of inheriting, and that they did not let this son
-escape from view. Because Lord Ambrose Torr was older than Lord Edward,
-his brother, it happens now that the son of that Ambrose--”
-
-The young man abruptly rose, and moved along to the rail. He had
-signified by a rapid backward gesture of the hand his momentary craving
-for solitude; he stretched this hand now slowly, as if unconsciously,
-toward the sunset glow on sky and sea, in the heart of which lay
-imbedded a thick line of cream-colored cliffs, escalloped under a close
-covering of soft olive-hued verdure. The profile of his uplifted face,
-as he gazed thus before him into the light, seemed to the eyes of the
-girl transfigured.
-
-He stood thus, rapt and motionless, for minutes, until her mind had time
-to formulate the suspicion that this was all intolerable play-acting,
-and to dismiss it again as unworthy. Then he returned all at once to her
-side, apparently with a shamefaced kind of perception of her thoughts.
-He was flushed and uneasy, and shuffled his hands in and out of the
-pockets of his great-coat. He did not seat himself, but stood looking
-down at her.
-
-“What is my grandfather?” he asked, with a husky, difficult voice.
-
-“The Duke of Glastonbury.”
-
-“I do not understand,” he began, hesitatingly; “it is not clear to me
-about my father. Why should he--”
-
-She rose in turn, with swift decision, as if she had been alertly
-watching for the question. “That is what you must not ask me,” she said,
-hurriedly. “I think I will move about a little. The wind is colder here.
-I am getting chilled.”
-
-They strolled about together, conducting a fitful conversation, but
-as often gazing in silence at the bulk of the headlands they were
-approaching, gray and massive now in the evening light. She answered
-freely enough the queries he put, but between these he lapsed into
-an abstraction which she respected. More than once he spoke of the
-extraordinary confusion into which her story had thrown his thoughts,
-and she philosophically replied that she could well understand it.
-
-An hour later they had passed the fatuous inspection of the customs
-people, and confronted the imminence of leave-taking. Constraint
-enveloped them as in a mantle.
-
-It occurred suddenly to him to say: “How strange! You possess the most
-extraordinary knowledge of me and my--my people, and yet the thought
-just comes to me--I have not so much as asked your name.”
-
-She smiled at him with a new light in her eyes, half kind, half
-ironically roguish. “If I may confess it, there have been times today
-when I was annoyed with you for being so persistently and indefatigably
-interested in yourself--for never dreaming of wondering, speculating,
-inquiring something about me. But that was very weak of me--I see it
-now--and very wise of you, because--what does it matter about a nobody
-like me?--but next week the whole world will be bearing witness that you
-are the most interesting young man in England.”
-
-He gave a swift glance down the train toward the guards noisily shutting
-the doors. “No, it is too bad,” he said, nervously. “You will always be
-my first friend in England--my very deeply prized friend everywhere. I
-know you only to-day--but that day is more to me than all the rest of
-my life--and it is full of you. They are closing the doors--but you will
-tell me? The notion of not seeing you again is ridiculous. You are in
-London--yes?--then how do you think I could come to London without first
-of all, before everything else, wanting to call upon you?”
-
-“Oh, I daresay we shall meet again,” she answered, as perforce he
-stepped into the compartment. Her smile had a puzzling quality in
-it--something compounded, it seemed to him, of both fear and fun. “In a
-remote kind of way I am mixed up with the story myself.”
-
-There was no time for any hope of further explanation. He put his head
-out of the window, and shook hands again. “Remember!” he called out
-fervently. “You are my first friend in England. Whenever--whatever I can
-do--”
-
-“Even to the half of your kingdom!” she laughed at him, as the movement
-of the carriage drew him past her.
-
-The tone of these last words, which he bore away with him, had been
-gay--almost jovial. But the girl, when she had watched him pass out of
-sight, turned and walked slowly off in the direction of her own train
-with a white and troubled face.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-Many builders in their day have put a hand to the making of Caermere
-Hall. Though there were wide differences of race and language among
-them and though the long chain of time which binds them together has
-generations and even centuries for its links, they seem to have had thus
-much in common: they were all at feud with the sunlight.
-
-On the very pick of summer days, when the densest thickets of Clune
-Forest are alive to the core with moving green reflections of the outer
-radiance, and hints of the glory up above pierce their way to the bottom
-of the narrowest ravine through which the black Devon churns and frets,
-somehow Caermere remains wrapped in its ancient shadows.
-
-The first men, in some forgotten time, laid its foundations with no
-thought save of the pass at the foot to be defended. Later artificers
-reared thick walls upon these foundations, pushed out towered curtains,
-sank wells, lifted the keep, cut slits of corner windows or crowned the
-fabric with new turrets for watchmen, each after the need or fashion of
-his age, but all with minds single to the idea of blocking the path
-that Caermere overhung. In due time came the breath of the king’s peace,
-blowing equably over the vexed marches, albeit loaded with the scent of
-gunpowder, and my lords slowly put aside their iron harness for silken
-jackets, and unslung the herses in their gateways. Men of skill set now
-about the task of expanding the turfed spaces within the inclosure, of
-spreading terraces and forming gardens, of turning stone chambers into
-dames’ apartments, and sullen guard-rooms into banquet-halls. Their
-grandsons, in turn, pulled down even more than they erected; where the
-mightiest walls had shouldered their huge bulk, these men of Elizabeth
-and James left thin façades of brickwork, and beams of oak set in a
-trivial plaster casing. The old barbican was not broad enough to span
-their new roadway, stretching to the valley below over the track of the
-former military path, and they blew it up; the pleasure-ground, which
-they extended by moving far backward the wall of the tilting yard, was
-bare of aspect to their eye, and they planted it with yews and, later,
-with cedars from the Lebanon.
-
-Through all these changes, Caermere remained upon its three sides
-shadowed by great hills, and the thought of making wide windows in
-the walls on the open fourth side came to no one. When at last, in the
-earlier Georgian time, the venerable piles of bastioned masonry here
-were replaced by a feebly polite front of lath and stucco, windows were
-indeed cut to the very floor, in the French style, but meanwhile the
-trees had grown into a high screen against the sky, and it was not in
-the Torr blood to level timber.
-
-When a house and family have lived together for a thousand years, it is
-but reasonable that they should have come to an understanding with each
-other. Was Caermere dark because the mood of the Torrs, its makers and
-masters, had from the dawn of things been saturnine? Or did the Torrs
-owe their historic gloom and dourness of temperament to the influence
-of this somber cradle of their race? There is record of the query having
-been put, in a spirit of banter, by a gentleman who rode over Clune
-bridge in the train of King John. Of convincing answer there is none
-to this latest day. The Torrs are a dark folk, and Caermere is a dark
-house. They belong to one another and that is all.
-
-Thus, on the first morning of October, a gray and overcast morning even
-on the hilltops, and though it was past the half-hour towards nine,
-there was barely light enough to see one’s way about by in the big
-breakfast-room.
-
-A tall young man in rough, light-brown clothes stood at one of the
-windows, drumming idly on the glass and staring at the black cedars
-beyond the lawn. At intervals he whistled under his breath, in a sulky
-fashion, some primitive snatches of an unknown tune. Once or twice he
-yawned, and then struck a vicious ring from the panes with his hard
-nails, in protesting comment upon his boredom.
-
-About the large fireplace behind him were dishes huddled for heat, and
-their metallic gleam in the flicker of the flames was repeated farther
-away in the points of red on the plate and glass of the long breakfast
-table spread in the center of the room. From time to time a white-faced
-youngster in livery entered the room, performed some mysterious service
-at the hearth or the table in the dim twilight and went out again.
-
-The man at the window paid no heed to the goings and comings of the
-servant, but when the door opened presently and another tweed-clad
-figure entered, his ear told him the difference on the instant, and he
-half turned his head.
-
-“In God’s name, what are you all doing?” he growled angrily. “I said
-eight--you heard me!--sharp eight!”
-
-“What _does_ it matter?” protested the newcomer, stooping at the
-fire-place to lift the covers from the dishes in a languid inspection of
-their contents. He yawned as he spoke. “If you won’t let fellows go to
-bed till four, how the devil do you expect them to be down at eight?”
-
-“Oh, is that you, Pirie?” said the man at the window. “I thought it was
-my brother.” The other stood for a moment, with his back to the fire.
-Then he lounged to the window, stretching his arms as he moved. He also
-was tall, but with a scattering of gray in his hair.
-
-“Beastly black morning,” he commented in drowsy tones, after a prolonged
-observation of the prospect. “Might as well stopped in bed.”
-
-“Well, go back then!” snapped the other. “I didn’t make the rotten
-weather, did I?” This was wanton ill-temper. The elder man also
-began drumming with his nails on the window. “Turn it up, Eddy,” he
-remonstrated, smoothly enough, but with a latent snarl in his tone. “I
-don’t like it.”
-
-The younger man moved his head, as if he would have looked his companion
-in the face. Then he stared away again, out of the window.
-
-“Beaters been waitin’ half an hour already,” he grumbled, sulkily.
-“What’s the good of makin’ a time if you don’t keep it?”
-
-“I didn’t make any time,” responded Major Pirie with curtness. Upon
-reflection, he added: “What does it matter about the beaters?”
-
-There seemed no answer to this, and for several minutes nothing was
-said. Finally the younger man thought of something. “I say,” he began,
-and after an instant’s pause went on: “It’d suit me better not to be
-called ‘Eddy’ among the men, d’ye see? That fellow Burlington began it
-last night--he got it from you--and I don’t like it. When we’re alone,
-of course, that’s different.”
-
-Major Pirie laughed--a dry, brief, harsh laugh--and swung around on his
-heels. “Your man didn’t get those sausages I asked for, after all,” he
-remarked, going back to the dishes at the fender.
-
-“Probably couldn’t,” said Mr. Edward, “or else,” he added, “wouldn’t. I
-never saw such a houseful of brutes and duffers. I’m keen to shunt the
-lot of ‘em, and they know it, the beggars. You’d think they’d try to
-suck up to me, but they don’t, they haven’t got brains enough.”
-
-The major had brought a plate from the table, and was filling it from
-under the covers on the hearth. “Shall I ring for the tea?” he asked.
-
-Mr. Edward moved across to the chimney corner and pulled the cord
-himself. “Do you know what that old ass, Barlow--the butler, you
-know--had the face to say to me yesterday? ‘I’--God, you couldn’t
-believe it! ‘I ’ope, sir,’ he says, ‘you’ll think better of shootin’
-on the First, for His Grace’ll hear the guns in the covers, and it won’t
-do His Grace no good.’ Fancy the beggar’s cheek!”
-
-“Well, do you know, Torr,” said Major Pirie, slowly, speaking with his
-mouth full but contriving to give a significantly nice emphasis to the
-name, “I was thinkin’ much the same myself. For that matter, several
-of the fellows were mentionin’ it. It doesn’t look quite the thing, you
-know.”
-
-The entrance of the servant created an interval of silence, during which
-Mr. Edward in his turn rummaged among the dishes before the fire.
-
-“It’s Gus, is it?” he demanded, from where he knelt on one knee, plate
-in hand.
-
-“He thought it would be funny to queer my game, eh?”
-
-“Your brother hasn’t said a word, so far’s I know,” replied the major,
-pouring his tea. “It was merely some of the fellows, talkin’.”
-
-“God Almighty!” cried Mr. Edward, springing to his feet. “Here’s a
-precious outfit of pals for you! You come down here, so help me--”
-
-“Don’t say ‘you’; say ‘they,’ if you’ve got to say anything,” interposed
-the major, quietly.
-
-“Well, they, then,” the other went on, in loud heat. “They come down
-here, and take my mounts, by God; they drink my wine, they win my money,
-they drain me dry--and then they go behind my back and whisper to one
-another that I’m an outsider. And you too, Pirie,” he continued, with
-defiance and deprecation mingled in his tone, “you admit yourself that
-you talked with them.”
-
-“My dear Torr,” replied the major, “it’s a mistake for you to turn out
-so early. You’ve tried to quarrel before breakfast every day I’ve been
-here. It’s the worst morning temper I ever heard of in my life. You
-ought to have tea and eggs and things brought to you in your room, and
-not show yourself for at least two hours afterward--you really ought. It
-isn’t fair to your friends.”
-
-The door opened and still another tall man came in. He nodded to Pirie
-as he passed him, with a tolerant “Well, major,” and went straight to
-the dishes by the fire.
-
-“Pirie’s got it into his head we oughtn’t to shoot to-day, Gus,” said
-Mr. Edward.
-
-The other rose with a dish in his hands.
-
-“It _is_ dark,” he assented, glancing toward the window. “Afraid of
-pottin’ a beater, major?”
-
-“No--it’s about the duke,” explained Edward. “It seems some of the
-fellows funk the thing--they think he’ll hear the guns--they want to go
-to church instead, or something of that sort.”
-
-Augustine Torr, M.P., looked at his brother inquiringly. The tie of
-blood between them was obvious enough. They were both slender as well
-as tall; their small round heads merging indistinguishably behind into
-flat, broad necks, seemed identical in contour; they had the same
-light coarse hair, the same florid skins, even the same little yellow
-mustaches. The differences were harder to seek. Edward, though he had
-borne Her Majesty’s commission for some years, was not so well set up
-about the shoulders as his younger and civilian brother. Augustine, on
-the other hand, despite his confident carriage of himself, produced the
-effect of being Edward’s inferior in simple force of character. It was
-at once to his credit and his disparagement that he had the more amiable
-nature of the two.
-
-“How do you mean--the duke?” he asked. “Is there a change?”
-
-Edward put out his closed lips a little, and shook his head. Major Pirie
-sprinkled salt on his muffin while he explained.
-
-“All there is of it is this,” he said. “There was just an idea that with
-the--with your grandfather--dyin’ in the house--it might look a little
-better to give the first the go-by. Nobody’d have a word to say against
-shootin’ to-morrow.”
-
-“Well, but what the hell”--Augustine groped his way with hesitancy--“I
-don’t understand--we’ve been shootin’ partridges for a month, and how
-are pheasants any different? And as for the duke--why, of course one’s
-sorry and all that--but he’s been dyin’ since June, and the birds have
-some rights--or rather, I should say--what I mean is--”
-
-“That’s what I said,” put in Edward, to cover the collapse of his
-brother’s argument.
-
-Major Pirie frowned a little. “Partridges are another matter,” he said
-testily.
-
-“Damned if I know what you’re driving at,” avowed Augustine. He
-paused with fork in air at his own words. “Drivin’ at,” he repeated
-painstakingly. “Drivin’ at pheasants, eh? Not bad, you know. Pass the
-mustard, Pirie.”
-
-“God!” said the major, with gloom. “You know well enough what I mean.
-To work through fields miles off--that’s one thing. To shoot the covers
-here under the duke’s nose, with the beaters messin’ about--that’s quite
-another. However that’s your affair, not mine.”
-
-“But don’t you see,” urged Augustine, “what difference does a day
-make? There’ll be just as much racket to-morrow as to-day. It isn’t
-reasonable, you know.”
-
-“It was merely what you might call a sentiment,” said the major, in
-the half apologetic tone of a man admitting defeat. He looked the least
-sentimental of warriors as he went on with his breakfast--a longfaced,
-weather-beaten, dull-eyed man of the late forties.
-
-Four other men who came in now at brief intervals, with few or no words
-of salutation to the company, and who lounged about helping themselves
-to what caught their fancy in the breakfast, were equally removed from
-the suspicion of adding a sentimental element to the atmosphere. They
-made little talk of any kind, and no mention whatever of that absurd
-qualm about the First which had been reported to have germinated among
-them.
-
-Edward had reached the stage of filling his pipe. Walking to the mantel
-for a light, it occurred to him to ring the bell first. “Her ladyship
-breakfastin’ in her room?” he asked the youngster who answered the
-summons.
-
-“Her ladyship’s woman has just gone up with it, sir,” he replied.
-
-“_That’s_ all right,” said Edward, and forthwith struck the match. “Send
-in Davis and Morton to me, and ask Barlow for those Brazilian cigars
-of mine--the small huntin’ ones. What wheels were those I heard on the
-gravel? If it’s the traps we shan’t want them to-day. We’re walkin’
-across.”
-
-“I will make inquiries, sir,” said the domestic, and went out.
-
-The room had brightened perceptibly, and Captain Edward was in a better
-temper. He moved over to the sideboard and filled a pocket-flask from
-one of the decanters in the old-fashioned case. As an afterthought, he
-also filled a small glass, and gulped its contents neat. “We’re off in
-ten minutes now,” he called out to the men about the table, some of whom
-had already lit their pipes. “What do you fellows want to take with you?
-My tip is this rum.”
-
-“Hardly cold enough for rum, is it?” asked one, drifting languidly
-toward the sideboard. Most of the others had risen to their feet.
-
-A slender, sad-faced, gentlemanly-looking old man in evening clothes had
-entered the room, and stood now at Captain Edward’s elbow and touched it
-with his hand. “I--beg--your--pardon--sir,” he said, in the conventional
-phrase.
-
-Edward, listening to what a companion was saying, turned absent-mindedly
-to the butler. Then he happened to remember something. “Damn you,
-Barlow, you get duller every day!” he snapped. “You know perfectly well
-what cigars I take out of doors!”
-
-“I--beg--your--pardon--sir,” repeated the elderly person. He spoke in a
-confidential murmur. “I thought you would like to know, sir--Lord Julius
-has come.”
-
-The young man looked at him, silently revolving the intelligence,
-a puzzled frown between his pale brows. A furtive something in the
-butler’s composed expression struck him. “What of it?” he demanded,
-angrily. “What are you whispering for? He’s old enough to take care of
-himself, isn’t he?”
-
-The butler thrust out his dry underlip a trifle. “I thought you would
-like to know, sir,” he reiterated.
-
-“Well, you’re wrong. I don’t like to know!” The man’s tone--an
-indefinable, lurking suggestiveness in his face and eyes and
-voice--vexed Mr. Edward exceedingly. It annoyed him still more to note
-that his companions had tacitly turned their backs, and were affecting
-great preoccupation in something else.
-
-He kept a wrathful eye on Barlow, as the latter bowed, turned, moved
-to the door and opened it. Of course, a man musn’t slang servants, his
-irritated thought ran, but the covert impertinence in this old menial’s
-manner was something no longer to be borne. The impulse to call the
-elderly fool back and send him packing on the instant, tingled hotly in
-the young man’s blood. He even opened his lips to speak, but reflection
-checked his tongue. It would be bad form, for one thing; for another,
-perhaps he was not quite in the position to dismiss his grandfather’s
-servants. He would speak to Welldon, the estate steward, instead--a
-sensible and civil man, by the way, who seemed to know which side his
-bread was buttered on. At the merest hint from the heir, Welldon would
-give Barlow the sack, and that would teach the rest a lesson. But
-all this would keep until Lord Julius had gone. Being an aged duffer
-himself, he would probably side with Barlow--and there was no point in
-offending Lord Julius. Very much to the contrary, indeed.
-
-Mr. Edward’s meditations, unwontedly facile in their movements for him,
-had reached this point, when his mind reverted to the fact that he was
-still regarding the back of Barlow, who, instead of going out, stood
-holding the door open, his lean figure poised in ceremonious expectancy.
-Even as the surprised Edward continued looking, the butler made a staid
-obeisance.
-
-A stalwart, erect, burly old gentleman came in, and halted just over
-the threshold to look about him. He had the carriage, dress and general
-aspect of a prosperous and opinionated farmer. The suggestion of acres
-and crops was peculiarly marked in the broad, low soft hat on his
-head, and in the great white beard which spread fan-wise over his
-ample breast. He had the face of one who had spent a life in commanding
-others, and had learned meanwhile to master himself--a frank,
-high-featured, ruddy face, with a conspicuously prominent and
-well-curved nose, and steady, confident eyes. He folded his hands over
-his stick and, holding his head well back, glanced about the room at his
-ease. It was a glance from which the various eyes that it encountered
-somehow turned away.
-
-“How-do, Eddy? How-do, Gus?” the newcomer said impassively to the two
-young men who, with palpable constraint, came up to greet him. He shook
-hands with each, but seemed more interested in viewing the company at
-large. His appearance had produced a visible effect of numbness upon the
-group of guests, but he seemed not to mind this.
-
-“Quite a party!” he observed. His voice was full and robust, and not
-unamiable. “All military?”
-
-Edward nodded. “All but Gus, here. Glad to introduce ’em, if you like,”
- he murmured, with a kind of sullen deference.
-
-“Presently, presently,” said Lord Julius, with an effect of heartiness
-at which Edward lifted his head.
-
-“Drive over from Clune this morning?” the young man asked. “Then you’ll
-want breakfast. Ring the bell, Gus. We’re just starting for the Mere
-copse. Glad to have you make an eighth gun, if you’ll come to us after
-you’ve eaten. You still shoot, don’t you?”
-
-“Oh, yes, I still shoot,” said the other.
-
-Edward had a sense of embarrassment at his great-uncle’s immobility in
-the doorway. “Well, we’ll get along to the gun-room now,” he said to
-the others. Then to Lord Julius he remarked with an air of making
-conversation, “I always say to the fellows that I ask nothing better in
-this world than to be as fit as you are when I’m your age. Let’s see,
-seventy-six, isn’t it?”
-
-The elder man nodded. “I’m sure that’s a modest enough ambition,” he
-observed. His steady gray eyes dallied with the young man’s countenance
-for a moment. “I’m relieved to learn that you want nothing more than
-that.”
-
-Edward looked up swiftly, and braved an instant’s piercing scrutiny of
-the other’s face. Then he laughed, uneasily. “Oh, I want a few other
-things, too.”
-
-Lord Julius lowered his voice. “I would put among your wants a trifling
-matter of good taste, Eddy,” he said, not unkindly.
-
-Captain Edward flushed. “If I could see that it really made any
-difference between the First and the Second,” he answered with dogged
-civility, “I wouldn’t shoot until tomorrow. If you’re keen about it now,
-I’ll--”
-
-“Oh, damn your First and Second,” broke in the old man, keeping his
-voice down below the hearing of the others, but letting impatience glow
-in his eyes; “you had no business bringing these men here at all. No--I
-see that you don’t understand me. You needn’t explain. It’s entirely a
-question of feeling.”
-
-“I’m sorry you take that view of it, sir,” said Edward, gloomily.
-“You know that I’m willing enough to meet your views--if only--if
-only because I’m going to need your help.” Lord Julius gave a snort of
-contemptuous laughter, and nodded to himself with lifted brows. “Really
-something in the way of consideration is due to such frankness as that,”
- he said, with a pretense of reverie. “Send your friends out of the room,
-Eddy,” he went on, more gently--“make what excuse you like--or take them
-out and come back to me--that’s better. I did intend to have no secrets
-from them, but I’ve relented. And yes--by the way--instead of coming
-here--you’ll find me in the small morning room I will breakfast there.
-You’ve filled this room with smoke.”
-
-“Would you--would you mind my bringing Gus?” Edward asked, doubtfully.
-
-The other thought for an instant. “Oh, yes, Gus may come,” he said, and
-with that left the room.
-
-“Rum old beggar, isn’t he?” said Augustine to the company, with the
-sense that something had to be said.
-
-“Gad! he seemed to think he was in a synagogue!” laughed Captain
-Burlington. “Kept his hat on, you know,” he explained in the next breath
-to the surprised and attentive faces about him.
-
-“But he isn’t a Jew,” said one of the others with gravity. “He married
-one, but that doesn’t make him one, you know.”
-
-“It was a joke! Can’t you see a joke?” protested Burlington.
-
-“Well, I don’t think much of it,” growled Edward, sourly. “Come along to
-the gunroom.”
-
-*****
-
-“What’s up?” asked Mr. Augustine, in an anxious murmur, a few minutes
-later, as the two brothers walked along the wide central hallway toward
-the appointed place.
-
-“Can’t think for the life of me,” replied Edward. “Unless Craven babbled
-about the baccarat when he got up to town. He’s rather that sort, you
-know. He kicked about the stakes at the time.”
-
-“Yes--after he’d been hit,” said Augustine. “But if it’s only that,
-you’ll be an ass to let the old man rot you about it. Just stand up to
-him, and let him see you feel your position.”
-
-“That’s all right,” rejoined Edward, dubiously, “but what’s the
-position without money? If anybody could have foreseen what was going to
-happen--damn it all, I could have married as much as I needed. But as it
-is, I’ve got Cora on my back, and the kid, and--my God! fancy doing the
-duke on four thou, a year net! Welldon tells me it can’t be screwed a
-bit above that. Well, then, how can I afford to cheek Julius? When you
-come to that he isn’t half a bad sort, you know. He stood my marriage
-awfully well. Gad, you know, we couldn’t have lived if he hadn’t drawn a
-check.”
-
-“Let us hope he’ll draw another,” said Augustine. “It’s bad enough to be
-a pauper duke, but it’s a bailey sight worse to be his brother.”
-
-“What rot!” said Edward. “My kid’s a girl, and you’re free to marry.”
-
-They had come to the door of the morning room. It stood ajar, and Edward
-pushed it open. Before the fireplace was visible the expected bulk and
-vast beard of Lord Julius, but the eyes of the brothers intuitively
-wandered to the window beyond, against which was outlined the figure of
-a much smaller man.
-
-“Secretary,” whispered the quicker-minded Augustine out of the corner of
-his mouth as they advanced. The thought brought them a tempered kind
-of comfort. The same instinct which had prompted Edward to crave his
-brother’s support led them both to welcome the presence of a fourth
-party.
-
-They looked again toward the stranger, and Lord Julius, as he caught
-their returning glance, smiled and nodded significantly. “Come here,
-Christian!” he said, and the brothers saw now that it was a slender
-young man with a dark, fine face and foreign-looking eyes who moved
-toward them.
-
-Lord Julius put a hand on the young man’s shoulder. “Christian,” he
-said, and gave his full voice a new note of gravity, “these are your two
-cousins, Mr. Edward Torr, a captain in the Hussars until recently, and
-Mr. Augustine Torr, a member of Parliament. Your coming will make some
-difference in their affairs, but I know that you will be good to them.”
-
-The brothers had shaken hands with the new-comer automatically, while
-their minds were in the first stage of wonderment as to what the words
-being spoken about him meant. Now that silence fell, they stared slowly
-at him, at their great-uncle, at each other.
-
-“How--cousin?” Edward managed to ask. He spoke as if his tongue filled
-his mouth.
-
-“The son of your uncle, Lord Ambrose Torr,” the old man made quiet,
-carefully distinct answer.
-
-Another period of silence ensued, until Christian turned abruptly. “It
-is very painful to me,” he said hurriedly to the old man, and walked to
-the window.
-
-“It is painful to everybody,” said Lord Julius.
-
-“Not so damned particularly painful to you, sir, I should say,” put in
-Edward, looking his great-uncle in the face. The young man had slowly
-pulled himself together, and one could see the muscles of his neck being
-stiffened to keep his chin well in the air. His blue eyes had the effect
-of summoning all their resources of pride to gaze with dignity into the
-muzzle of a machine-gun.
-
-Augustine was less secure in the control of his nerves. He stood a
-little behind his brother, and the elbow which he braced against him for
-support trembled. His eyes wandered about the room, and he moistened
-his lips with his tongue several times before he contrived to whisper
-something into Edward’s ear. The latter received the suggestion,
-whatever it was, with an impatient shake of the head.
-
-“You scarcely do me justice,” said Lord Julius, quietly, “but that’s
-not worth mentioning at the moment. I must say you are taking it very
-well--much better than I expected.”
-
-Edward squared his shoulders still more. “I wouldn’t say that we’re
-takin’ it at all,” he replied, with studied deliberation. “You offer it,
-d’ye see--but it doesn’t follow that we take it. You come and bring this
-young fellow--this young gentleman, and you tell me that he is Ambrose’s
-son. What good is that to me? Maybe he is, maybe he isn’t. Ambrose may
-have had twenty sons, for all I know. I should be sorry to be one of
-them--but they’re not to blame for that. I don’t mind being civil to
-them--if they come to me in the right spirit--” He stopped abruptly, and
-listened with a frown to more whispering from Augustine.
-
-“You don’t seem to understand, Eddy--” began Lord Julius.
-
-“Oh, perfectly!” broke in the young man. “I had an uncle who had to
-leave England before I was born. His name couldn’t even be mentioned in
-the family--but I know all about him. God knows I’ve had him flung in my
-face often enough.”
-
-“Don’t let us go into that,” urged Lord Julius, softly, and with
-a sidelong nod toward the window. “It’s needless cruelty to other
-people--and surely we can discuss this like gentlemen. You are really
-behaving splendidly, Eddy.”
-
-“God! he thought we were cads!” cried Edward, in husky indignation.
-
-“No--no--no--no,” murmured the older man, soothingly. “I only want you
-to grasp the thing as it is. You know me. You do not regard me as a
-foolish person who goes off half-cock. Well, I tell you that Christian
-here is the son of my nephew Ambrose, born in lawful wedlock, and that
-there is not a shadow of doubt about it. The proofs are all open to your
-inspection; there is not a flaw in them. And so I say to you, in all
-kindness--take it calmly and sensibly and like a gentleman. It is to
-your own interest to do so, as well. If you think, you will see that.”
-
-“That’s what I’ve been telling him,” said Augustine, strenuously, from
-behind his brother’s shoulder.
-
-A faint smile fluttered about the old man’s eyelids. “It was the advice
-of a born statesman,” he said, dryly. “You are the political hope of the
-family.”
-
-The stiffening had melted from Edward’s neck and shoulders. He turned
-irresolutely now, and looked at the floor. “Of course I admit nothing;
-I reserve all my rights, till my lawyers have satisfied themselves,” he
-said in a worn, depressed mutter.
-
-“Why, naturally,” responded Lord Julius, with relieved cordiality. “And
-now please me--do it all handsomely to the end--come and shake hands
-again with Christian, both of you.”
-
-The brothers stood for a hesitating instant, then turned toward the
-window and began a movement of reluctant assent.
-
-To the surprise of all three, Christian forestalled their approach by
-wrenching open one half of the tall window, and putting a foot over the
-sill to the lawn outside.
-
-“If you will excuse me,” he said, in his nervous, high voice, “I am
-taking a little walk.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-Upon the garden side of Caermere is a very large conservatory, built
-nearly fifty years ago, at the close of the life of the last duchess.
-The poor lady left no other mark of her meek existence upon the
-buildings, and it was thought at the time that she would never have
-ventured upon even this, had it not been that every one was mad for
-the moment about the wonderful palace of glass reared in London for the
-First Exhibition.
-
-In area and height, and in the spacious pretensions of its dome, the
-structure still suggests irresistibly the period of its inception. It is
-as ambitious as it is self-conscious; its shining respectability remains
-superior to all the wiles of climbers and creeping vines. The older
-servants cherish traditions of “Her Grace’s glass,” as it used to be
-called. She had the work begun on her fortieth birthday, and precisely
-a year later it happened that she was wheeled in from the big morning
-room, and left at her own desire to recline in solitude under the palms
-beneath the dome, and that when they went to her at last she was dead.
-The circumstance that Shakespeare is supposed also to have died on the
-anniversary of his birth, has somehow come to be an integral part of
-the story, as it is kept alive now in the humbler parts of the Caermere
-household, but the duchess had nothing else in common with the poet.
-The very face of her, in her maturer years, is but dimly remembered. The
-portrait in the library is of a young Lady Clarissa, with pale ringlets
-and a childishly sweet countenance, and clad in the formal quaintness of
-the last year of King George the Fourth. She became the duchess, but in
-turn the duchess, seemed to become somebody else. That was the way with
-the brides brought home to Caermere. The pictures in the library
-show them all girlish, and innocently pretty, and for the most part
-fair-haired. Happily there is no painted record of what they were
-like when, still in middle life, they bade a last goodbye to the
-dark-skinned, big-shouldered sons they had borne, and perhaps made a
-little moan that no daughters were ever given to mothers at Caermere,
-and turned their sad faces to the wall.
-
-The crystal house had memories of another and more recent mistress, the
-countess. She had come six years after the other went, she had lived
-for twelve years--a silent, colorless, gently unhappy life--and then
-had faded away out of sight. It was this Lady Porlock who had caused the
-orchid houses to be built at the inner side of the conservatory, and it
-was in her time, too, that the gifted Cheltnam was fetched from her own
-father’s house in Berkshire to be head gardener at Caermere. Her fame
-is indeed irrevocably linked with his, for the tea-rose of his breeding,
-bearing her maiden-name of the Hon. Florence Denson, is scarcely less
-well known than this hybrid sweet-briar the Countess of Porlock.
-
-And now, in the third generation, still another lady had for some years
-enjoyed special property rights in this great glass apartment.
-
-Lady Cressage came into the conservatory from the large morning room,
-with a large volume in her hand, and an irresolute look on her face. She
-glanced about at the several couches piled with cushions and furs, at an
-easy-chair beyond--and yawned slightly. Then she wandered over to a row
-of early chrysanthemums, and, putting the book under her arm, occupied
-herself with the destruction of a few tiny beginnings of buds in the
-lower foliage. In this she employed as pincers the delicately tinted
-nails of a very shapely finger and thumb, and at the sign of some slight
-discoloration of these she stopped the work. From a glance at the nails,
-she went to a musing scrutiny of this whole right hand of hers, holding
-it up, and turning it from one composition of graceful curves to
-another. It had been called the most beautiful hand in England, but this
-morning its owner, upon a brief and rather listless inspection of its
-charms, yawned again. Finally she seated herself in the chair and, after
-a languid search for the place in her book, began to read.
-
-Half reclining thus, with the equable and shadowless light of the glass
-house about her, the young widow made a picture curiously different from
-any in the library within. All the dead and gone brides of the Torrs had
-been painted in bright attire; Lady Cressage wore a belted gown of black
-cloth, unrelieved save by a softened line of white at the throat and
-wrists. The others, without exception, had signified by elaborate
-hair-dressing not less than by dutifully vacuous facial expressions,
-their comprehension of the requirements of the place they had been
-called upon to fill; Lady Cressage’s bistre hair was gathered in
-careless fashion to a loose knot at the back of the head, and in her
-exquisitely modeled face there was no hint whatever of docility or awed
-submission to any external claims. The profile of this countenance,
-outlined for the moment against a cluster of vividly purple pleroma
-blossoms, had the delicacy of a rare flower, but it conveyed also the
-impression of resolute and enduring force. If the dome above could have
-generated voices of its own, these would have murmured to one another
-that here at last was a woman whom Caermere could not break or even
-easily bend.
-
-In the season of 1892, London had heard a good deal of this lady. She
-was unknown before, and of her belongings people to this day knew and
-cared very little. There was a General Kervick enumerated in the retired
-list, who had vegetated into promotion in some obscure corner of
-India, and now led an equally inconspicuous existence somewhere in
-the suburbs--or was it in West Kensington? He had never belonged to a
-service club, but an occasional man encountered him once in a while
-at the Oriental, where he was supposed by the waiters to have an
-exceptional knowledge of peppers and chutneys. The name of his wife
-had been vaguely associated with charitable committees, or subscription
-committees, and here and there some one remembered having heard that she
-was distantly related to somebody. The elder Kervicks never secured a
-much more definite place in London’s regard--even after this remarkable
-daughter had risen like a planet to dim the fixed stars of the season.
-
-The credit for having discovered and launched Miss Kervick came
-generally to be ascribed to Lady Selton, but perhaps this turned upon
-the fact that she lent her house in Park Lane for the culminating scene
-in the spectacular triumph of that young person. No doubt there were
-others who would have placed still bigger houses at the disposal of a
-bride whose wedding was, in many respects, the most interesting of the
-year, and some of these may have had as good a claim to the privilege as
-Lady Selton. As matters turned out, however, they were given no cause to
-repine. The marriage was not a success, and within one short year Lady
-Selton herself had grown a little shy about assuming responsibility for
-it. A year later she was quite prepared to repudiate all share in it,
-and after that people ceased to remember about it all, until the shock
-of the tragedy came to stir polite London into startled whisperings.
-
-Hardly within the memory of living folk had a family been dealt such
-a swift succession of deadly blows as these which were rained upon the
-Torrs in the first half of 1896.
-
-The Earl of Porlock had been the heir of dukedom since most people could
-remember, and had got himself called to the House of Lords in his
-own right, apparently as a kind of protest against his father’s
-unconscionable longevity, at least a dozen years before his own end
-came. It was not to be supposed that he desired a peerage for any
-other reason, since he had never chosen to seek a seat in the House of
-Commons, and indeed, save upon one occasion connected with ground game,
-made no use whatever of his legislative powers after they had been
-given to him. He cared nothing for politics, and read scarcely more in
-newspapers than in books. Up to middle life, he had displayed a certain
-tendency toward interest in fat stock and a limited number of allied
-agricultural topics, but the decline in farming values had turned him
-from this. In his earlier years, too, he had enjoyed being identified
-with the sporting set of his class in London, and about the racing
-circuit, but this association he also dropped out of as he grew older,
-partly because late nights bored him, partly because he could no longer
-afford to jeopardize any portion of his income. He came at last to think
-of his mastership of hounds as his principal tie to existence on land.
-He liked it all, from the sailing sweep over the highest barrier in an
-exceptionally rough country, to the smell of the kennels of an early
-morning across the frozen yards. This life with the horses and dogs,
-and with the people who belonged to the horses and dogs, offered fewer
-temptations to the evil temper in his blood than any other, and with
-growing years his dislike for the wear and tear of getting angry had
-become a controlling instinct. He continued to use bad language with an
-appropriate show of fervency, when occasion required, but he had got out
-of the way of scalding himself with rage inside. He even achieved a
-grim sort of jocularity toward the close. In the last year of his life
-a tenant-farmer, speaking to a toast, affirmed of him that “a truer
-sportsman, nor yet a more humorous and affable nobleman, has never taken
-the chair at a puppy-walk luncheon within my recollection,” and this
-tribute to his geniality both pleased and impressed the earl. He was
-then in his sixty-second year, and he might have lived into a mellowed,
-and even jovial old age, under the influence of this praise, had there
-been no unwritten law ending the hunting season in the early spring.
-
-The earl cared very little for otters and rats, and almost nothing at
-all for salmon, so that when April came he usually went to his yacht,
-and practically lived aboard it until November. Sometimes he made long
-cruises in this substantial and comfortable vessel, which he delighted
-in navigating himself. He was lying in at Bremerhaven, for example, in
-May, when one of a sheaf of telegrams scattered along the line of North
-Sea ports in search of him, brought the news that his youngest son
-Joseph, who had drifted into Mashonaland after the collapse of the
-Jameson adventure, had been killed in the native rebellion. Upon
-consideration, the earl could not see that a post-haste return to
-England would serve any useful end. He sailed westward, however, after
-some telegraphic communication with England, and made his leisurely way
-down the Channel and round Cornwall to Milford Haven, where his wont was
-to winter his yacht, and where most of his crew were at home. The fact
-that he and the vessel were well known in this port rendered it possible
-to follow in detail subsequent events.
-
-It was on the 10th of June that Lord Porlock came to anchor in Milford,
-and went ashore, taking the afternoon train for Shrewsbury. He returned
-on the 14th, accompanied by his eldest son and heir, Lord Cressage.
-This latter personage was known only from hearsay at Milford, and local
-observation of him was therefore stimulated by a virgin curiosity. It
-was noted that Viscount Cressage--a stalwart and rubicund young man of
-more than his father’s height, but somewhat less swarthy of aspect--was
-laboring under very marked depression. He hung about the hotel, during
-the delay incident upon cleaning up the yacht, taking on new stores
-and altering some of the sailing gear, in a plainly moping mood, saying
-little to his father and never a word to any one else. A number of
-witnesses were able to make it clear that at first he did not intend to
-sail forth, but was merely bearing his father company while the latter
-remained in harbor.
-
-The fact of their recent bereavement accounted in a general way for
-their reticence with each other, but it was impossible not to see that
-the younger man had something besides the death of a brother on his
-mind. When, on the second day of their waiting, the tide began to
-fill in which on its turn was to bear out the yacht, his nervous
-preoccupation grew painfully manifest. He walked across many times to
-the headland; he fidgeted in and out of the bar, taking drinks for
-which he obviously had no relish, and looking over and over again in the
-railway time-tables for information which he seemed incapable of fixing
-in his memory. At last, when everything was ready, and the earl stood
-with his hand out to say good-bye to his son, the latter had suddenly,
-and upon the evident impulse of the moment, declared with some
-excitement that he also would go. People remembered that he had said,
-as if in defensive explanation of his hasty resolve: “Perhaps that will
-teach her a lesson!” His father had only remarked “Rot!”--and with that
-the yacht sailed off, a heaving white patch against the blackening west.
-
-But what followed was too grossly unreasoning to afford a lesson to
-anybody. The morning newspapers of the 18th contained in one column
-confirmation of the earlier report that the Hon. Anselm Torr, second son
-of the earl of Porlock, had been a passenger on the ill-fated “Drummond
-Castle,” and had gone down with the rest in the night off Ushant; and in
-another column a telegram from Porthstinian, announcing the total loss
-of a large yacht, on the rocks known as the Bishop and Clerks, with all
-on board. The evening papers followed with the rumor that the lost yacht
-was the “Minstrel,” with both Lord Porlock and his son, Lord Cressage,
-on board; but it was not until the next afternoon that the public
-possessed all the facts in this extraordinary affair. Then it happened
-that the edge was rather taken off the horror of the tragic coincidence,
-by the announcement that these sudden deaths brought forward as next
-heir to the dukedom Captain Edward Torr, late of the --th Hussars,
-who was better known, perhaps, as the husband of Miss Cora Bayard. The
-thought of Cora as a prospective duchess made such a direct appeal
-to the gayer side of the popular mind, that the gruesome terrors
-surrounding her advancement were lost to sight. When, a few days later,
-it was stated that the venerable Duke of Glastonbury had suffered a
-stroke of paralysis, and lay at Caermere in a critical state, the news
-only made more vivid the picture of the music-hall dancer turned into
-Her Grace which the public had in its mind’s eye. Her radiant portrait
-in the photographic weeklies and budgets was what remained uppermost in
-the general memory.
-
-For a time, however, in that little fraction of the public which is
-called Society, the figure of another woman concentrated interest upon
-itself, in connection with the Torr tragedy. The fact that a music-hall
-person was to wear a great title had no permanent hold upon the
-imagination of this class. They would probably see rather less of her
-then than now--and the thing had no longer the charm of the unusual. But
-they had known Lady Cressage. They had admired her, followed after her,
-done all sorts of nice things for her, in that season of her wonderful
-triumph as the most beautiful girl, and the most envied bride, in
-London. After her marriage she had been very little in evidence, it
-was true; one hardly knew of any other reigning beauty who had let the
-sceptre slip through her fingers so promptly and completely. What was
-the secret of it all? It could not be said that she had lost her good
-looks, or that she was lacking in cleverness. There was no tangible
-scandal against her; to the contrary, she seemed rather surprisingly
-indifferent to men’s company. Of course, it was understood that her
-marriage was unhappy, but that was scarcely a reason for allowing
-herself to be so wholly snuffed out of social importance. Everybody knew
-what the Torrs were like as husbands, and everybody would have been
-glad to be good to her. But in some unaccountable way, without quite
-producing the effect of rebuffing kindness, she had contrived to lapse
-from the place prepared for her. And now those last words from the lips
-of poor young Cressage--“Perhaps that will teach her a lesson!”--sifted
-their way from the coroner’s inquest in a Welsh village up to London,
-and set people thinking once more. Who could tell? It might be that the
-fault was not all on one side. According to the accounts of Milford, he
-was in a state of visible excitement and mental distress. The very
-fact of his going off alone in a yacht with his father, of whom he
-notoriously saw as little as possible on dry land, showed that he must
-have been greatly upset. And his words could mean nothing save that it
-was a quarrel with his wife which had sent him off to what proved to be
-his death. What was this quarrel about? And was it the woman, after all,
-who was to blame? Echoes of these questions, and of their speculative
-and varied answers, kept themselves alive here and there in London till
-Parliament rose in August. They were lost then in the general flutter
-toward the moors.
-
-Lady Cressage, meantime, had not quitted Caermere or disclosed any
-design of doing so, and it is there we return to her, where she sat at
-her ease under the palms in the glass-house, with a book open before
-her.
-
-The spattering reports of a number of guns, not very far away, caused
-her presently to lift her head, but after an instant, with a fleeting
-frown, she went back to her book. The racket continued, and finally she
-closed the volume, listened with a vexed face for a minute or two and
-then sprang to her feet.
-
-“Positively this is too bad!” she declared aloud, to herself.
-
-Unexpectedly, as she turned, she found confronting her another young
-woman, also clad in black, even to the point of long gloves, and a
-broad hat heavy with funereal plumes. In her hand she held some unopened
-letters, and on her round, smooth, pretty countenance there was a
-doubtful look.
-
-“Good-mornin’, dear,” said this newcomer. Her voice, not unmusical in
-tone, carried the suggestion of being produced with sedulous regard to a
-system. “There were no letters for you.”
-
-There was a momentary pause, and then Lady Cressage, as if upon
-deliberation, answered, “Good-morning--Cora.” She turned away listlessly
-as she spoke.
-
-“Ah, so it _is_ one of my ‘Cora’ days, after all,” said the other, with
-a long breath of ostentatious reassurance. “I never know in the least
-where to have you, my dear, you know--and particularly this mornin’; I
-made sure you’d blame me for the guns.”
-
-“Blame”--commented Lady Cressage, musingly--“I no longer blame anybody
-for anything. I’ve long since done with my fancy for playing at being
-God, and distributing judgments about among people.”
-
-“Oh, you’re quite right about this shootin’ the home covers,” protested
-the other. “I gave Eddy a fair bit of my mind about it--but you know
-what he is, when once he’s headed in a given direction. You might
-as well talk soft to the east wind. And, for that matter, I was dead
-against his bringin’ these men down here at all--though it may surprise
-you to hear it.”
-
-Lady Cressage, still looking away, shook her head very slightly. “No--I
-don’t find myself particularly surprised,” she said, with an effect of
-languor. “Really, I can’t be said to have given the matter a thought,
-one way or the other. It is neither my business nor my wish to form
-opinions about your husband’s friends. We were speaking of something
-else, were we not?”
-
-“Why, yes,” responded Mrs. Edward; “I mentioned that sometimes I’m
-‘Cora,’ and sometimes it’s very much the other way about. I merely
-mentioned it--don’t think I mean to complain--only I began calling _you_
-Edith from the start--from the first day I came here, after the--after
-the----”
-
-“I know you did. It was very kind of you,” murmured Edith, but with no
-affectation of gratitude in her voice. Then, slowly, she turned her eyes
-toward her companion, and added in a more considerate tone: “But then
-you are by nature a much kindlier person than I am.”
-
-“Oh, yes, you say that,” put in the other, “but it isn’t true, you know.
-It’s only that I’ve seen more of the world, and am so much older than
-you are. That’s what tells, my dear--it’s years that smooths the temper
-down, and rubs off one’s sharp corners--of course, if one has some sense
-to start with. I assure you, Edith, that when I was your age I was a
-perfect tiger-cat.”
-
-Lady Cressage smiled in a wan fashion, as if in despite of her mood.
-“You always make such a point of your seniority,” she said, not
-unamiably, “but when I look at you, I can never believe you’re of any
-age at all. I seem a thousand years old beside you.” Mrs. Edward showed
-some dazzling teeth in her pleased appreciation of the compliment. Her
-smile was as characteristic as her voice, in its studiously regular and
-equable distribution. The even parting of her bright lips, with
-their symmetrical inner lines of white, was supported to a nicety of
-proportional value by eyelashes and eyes.
-
-“It’s what I’ve been saying,” she commented, with frank enjoyment. “It’s
-good temper that does the trick.”
-
-To tell the truth, Mrs. Edward’s was a face which bore no visible
-relation to years. It was of rounded oval in contour, with beautifully
-chiseled small features, a faultless skin which was neither fair nor
-dark and fine large eyes that seemed sometimes blue, and as often
-something else. In these eyes there lay always, within touch of the
-surface, a latent smile, ready to beam, to sparkle, to dance, to
-languish in mellow softness or glitter in cool abstract recognition of
-pleasantries afloat, all at the instant bidding of the lips below. These
-lips, delicately arched and of vivid warmth of color, were as restricted
-in their movements as is the mercury in a thermometer. They did not curl
-sidewise upon occasion; they never pouted, or pulled themselves inward
-together under the stress of sudden emotion. They did nothing but
-separate, in perfectly balanced measure, sometimes by only a hair’s
-breadth, again in the freest fashion, but always in painstaking harmony
-with the spirit of the glance above. Students of this smile, or rather
-of this range of graded smiles, ordinarily reached the conclusion that
-it was the lips which gave the signal to the eyes. Certain it is that
-they worked together in trained accord, and that the rest of the face
-did nothing at all. The white forehead furrowed itself with no lines of
-puzzled thought; there was not the shadow of a wrinkle at the corners
-of the little mouth, or about the shapely brown lashes--and it seemed
-incredible that time should ever bring one.
-
-Beside this serene and lovely mask--in the placidity of which one
-found the pledge of an easy temper along with the promise of unfailing
-youth--the face of Lady Cressage was still beautiful, but in a restless
-and strenuous way. If she did produce the effect of being the older of
-the two, it was because Mrs. Edward’s countenance had nothing to do with
-any such standard of comparison.
-
-“When you come to think of it,” the latter went on now, “you _do_
-seem older than I do, dear--I mean you seem so to me. Of course I
-know there’s a good six years’ difference between us--and as far as
-appearance goes, I needn’t say that you’d be the belle of the ball in
-London as easily as you were four years ago--but all the same you have
-the knack of making me feel as if I were the youngster, and you the
-grown-up. I’ve a sister--five years younger than me--and she does the
-same thing. When she looks at me--just quietly turns her eyes full on
-me, you know--it seems as if I ought to have a pinafore on, and she have
-spectacles and a cap. Oh, she used to give me the jumps, that girl did.
-We haven’t seen much of each other, these last few years; we didn’t hit
-it off particularly well--but--why, hello! this _is_ odd, if you like!”
-
-“What is it?” asked the other, perfunctorily.
-
-Mrs. Edward had been, shuffling the envelopes in her hand the while she
-spoke, and idly noting their superscriptions. She held up one of them
-now, in explanation of her remark.
-
-“Well, talk of the devil, you know--I was speaking of my sister Frank,
-and here’s a letter from her. She hasn’t written a line to me in--how
-long is it?--why, it must be--well, certainly not since I was married.
-Funny, isn’t it? I wonder if it’s anything about the pater.”
-
-She continued to regard the sealed missive absent-mindedly, as if the
-resource of opening it had not yet suggested itself to her. In the
-meantime, something else occurred to her, and she turned to face Lady
-Cressage, who had seated herself again.
-
-“I meant what I said about these men Eddy’s brought down,” she declared.
-“I didn’t want them to be asked, and I don’t like their being here, any
-more than you do. Yes, I want to have you understand,” she persisted, as
-the other offered a gesture of deprecation, “I hope I’m the last person
-in the world to round on old pals, but really, as I told Eddy, a man in
-his position must draw the line somewhere. I don’t mind giving a leg-up
-to old Pirie--in a quiet way, of course--for he’s not half a bad sort
-by himself; but as for the rest, what are they? I don’t care for their
-families or their commissions--I’ve seen too much of the world to be
-taken in by kid of that sort--I say they’re bounders. I never was what
-you might call keen about them as the right friends for Eddy, even
-before--I mean in the old days, when it didn’t matter so much what
-company he kept. But now, with everything so altered, he ought to see
-that they’re not in his class at all. And that’s just what I can’t get
-him to do in the least.”
-
-“Men have their own views in these matters. They are often rather
-difficult to understand,” commented Edith, sententiously.
-
-“I should think so!” began Mrs. Edward. “Why, if I were a man, and in
-Eddy’s place--”
-
-Her words had ended aimlessly, as her eyes followed the lines of the
-letter she had at last opened and begun to read. She finished the brief
-task, and then, going back to the top of the single page, went over it
-again more attentively. There was something indefinably impressive about
-the silence in which she did this, and Lady Cressage presently raised
-an inquiring glance. Mrs. Edward’s face exhibited no marked change of
-expression, but it had turned deathly pale. The unabated redness of the
-lips gave this pallor a ghastliness which frightened Edith, and brought
-her to her feet.
-
-“What in the name--” she began, but the other held up a black-gloved
-hand.
-
-“Is this something you know about?--something you’ve been putting up?”
- Cora demanded, in a harsh, ungoverned voice, moving forward as she
-spoke. “Look at this. Here’s what my sister writes.” She did not offer
-to show the letter, but huskily read forth its contents:
-
-“‘London, September 30.
-
-“‘My dear Cora: I don’t know whether you will thank me or not, but I
-feel that some one ought to warn you, if only that you may pull yourself
-together to meet what is coming. Your house is built of cards, and it is
-only a question of days, perhaps of hours, when it will be pushed over.
-Your husband is not the heir, after all. I am truly in great grief at
-the thought of what this will mean to you, and I can only hope that you
-will believe me when I sign myself,
-
-“‘Your sincerely affectionate sister,
-
-“‘Frances.’”
-
-The two women exchanged a tense look in which sheer astonishment
-encountered terror, and mingled with it.
-
-“No, I know nothing of this,” faltered Edith, more in response to the
-other’s wild eyes than to the half-forgotten inquiries that had prefaced
-the reading of the letter.
-
-“No trick of a child, eh? What do they call it, posthumous?” Cora
-panted, still with the rough voice which had shaken off the yoke of
-tuition.
-
-Edith lifted her head. “That is absurd,” she answered, curtly.
-
-As they confronted each other thus, a moving shadow outside caught their
-notice. Instinctively turning their eyes, they beheld through the glass
-a stranger, a slender young man with a soft hat of foreign fashion,
-striding across the lawn away from the house. He held his head high in
-the air, and they could see that the hands carried stiffly outstretched
-at his sides were clenched.
-
-“He struts across the turf as if he owned it,” said Edith, clutching
-vaguely at the meaningless relief which this interruption seemed to
-offer.
-
-But Mrs. Edward had sunk info the chair, and buried her face in her
-black-gloved hands.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-Christian began his walk with swift, energetic steps, and a guiding
-eye fixed resolutely on a distinguishing mark in the distant line of
-tree-tops beyond, as if both speed and directness of course were
-of utmost urgency to his purpose. While his body moved forward thus
-automatically, however, his mind remained engrossed with what had been
-said and done in the room he was leaving behind.
-
-His brain reproduced over and over again the appearance of the two young
-brothers, their glances at each other, their sneering scowls at him. The
-picture of Augustine whispering in Edward’s ear, and of Edward shaking
-his sulky head, stuck in his memory as a living thing. He had continued
-to see it after he had turned his back on them and gone to the window.
-The infamous words which had been spoken about his father were a part
-of this picture, and their inflection still rang in his ears just as the
-young men still stood before his eyes, compact of hostility to him and
-his blood.
-
-The noise of guns in the wood he approached was for a time subordinated
-in his mind to those bitter echoes of Edward’s speech. When at last
-these reports of firing attracted his attention, he had passed out of
-sight of Caermere, and found himself on a vaguely defined path at the
-end of a broad heath, much overgrown with heather and broom and low,
-straggling, inhospitable-looking shrubs novel to his eye. Curious
-movements among this shaggy verdure caught his wandering notice, and
-he stopped to observe them more closely. A great many rabbits--or would
-they be hares?--were making their frightened escape from the wood in
-front of him, and darting about for cover in this undergrowth. He became
-conscious now of an extraordinary tumult in the wood itself--a confused
-roar of men’s voices raised in apparently meaningless cries, accompanied
-by an unintelligible pounding of sticks on timber and crackling brush.
-This racket almost drowned the noise of the remote firing; its effect
-of consternation upon the small inhabitants of the thicket was only less
-than the bewilderment that it caused in Christian’s mind. Forgetting
-altogether his own concerns, he pushed cautiously forward to spy out the
-cause of the commotion.
-
-Somewhat later, he emerged from the wood again, having obtained a
-tolerable notion of what was going on. He had caught a view of one
-line of beaters making their way through a copse, diagonally away from
-him--rough men clad for the most part in white jackets, who shouted and
-thrashed about them with staves as they went--and it was easy enough to
-connect their work, and the consequent rise and whirring rush of birds
-before it, with the excited fusillade of guns farther on. Christian did
-not get a sight of the sportsmen themselves. Albeit with some doubts
-as to the dignity of the proceeding, he made a detour of the piece of
-woodland, with the idea of coming out upon the shooting party, but when
-he arrived at the barrier it was to find on the spot only a couple of
-men in greenish corduroys, whom he took to be underkeepers. They were at
-work before a large heap of pheasants, tying the birds in pairs by the
-necks, and hanging them over a long stick, stretched between two
-trees, which already bent under its burden. They glanced up from their
-employment at Christian, and when he stooped to pick up one of the
-cartridge cases with which the ground at his feet was strewn, they
-exchanged some muttered comment at which both laughed aloud. He
-instinctively threw the little tube down, and looked away from the men.
-The thought occurred to him that if they only knew who he was their
-confusion would be pathetic, but as it was, they had the monopoly of
-self-possession, and it was he who shyly withdrew.
-
-The whole diversion, however, had cleared and sweetened his mood.
-He retraced his steps through the wood and then struck off in a new
-direction across the heath, at a more leisurely pace than he had come,
-his mind dwelling pleasurably upon the various picturesque phases of
-what he had witnessed. The stray glimpses of _la chasse_ which had
-been afforded him in the South had had nothing in common with this.
-The unkempt freedom of the growths about him appealed to his senses
-as cultivated parks and ordered forests had never done. It was all so
-strong and simple and natural--and the memory of the beaters smashing
-along in the thicket, bawling and laying about them with their clubs,
-gave it a primitive note which greatly pleased his fancy.
-
-The heath was even finer, in his eyes, than the wood. The air stirring
-across it, for one thing, had a quality which he seemed never to have
-known before--and the wild, almost savage, aspect of its squat gray
-and russet herbage, the sense of a splendidly unashamed idleness and
-unproductiveness suggested by its stretches of waste land, charmed his
-imagination. He said to himself, as he sauntered here, that he would
-gallop every day across this wonderful plain, with a company of big dogs
-at his horse’s heels. The thought of the motion in the saddle inspired
-him to walk faster. He straightened himself, put his hands to his coat
-at the breast as he had seen young Englishmen do on their pedestrian
-tours, and strode briskly forward, humming to himself as he moved. The
-hateful episode of the morning had not so much faded from his thoughts,
-as shaken itself into a new kaleidoscopic formation. Contact with
-these noble realities out of doors had had the effect, as it were, of
-immeasurably increasing his stature. When he thought of those paltry
-cousins of his, it was as if he looked down upon their insignificance
-from a height.
-
-He came at last face to face with a high stone wall, the pretensions and
-obvious antiquity of which told him at once that he had returned to
-the vicinity of the castle. Sure enough, there were discernible at a
-considerable distance down to the right some of the turrets and roofs of
-Caermere, and he turned his course in that direction. It seemed to him a
-long way that he walked by the side of this great wall, marveling as he
-did so at its size and at the ambitious views of the persons who built
-it. The reflection that they were ancestors of his own came to his mind,
-and expanded therein. He also would build like a great nobleman in his
-time! What was there so grand as building?--he mused as he looked about
-him--unless it might be the heath and the brownish-purple hills beyond,
-and these also one intuitively thought of as having been built.
-
-Presently a small doorway appeared in the massive wall, and Christian,
-finding it unlocked, passed through it into a vast garden. The inner and
-sunny side of the wall, as far as he could see in either direction, was
-veined with the regularly espaliered branches of dwarf trees flattened
-against it, from which still depended here and there belated specimens
-of choice fruit. On the other side of the path following close this
-wall, down which he proceeded, were endless rows of small trees and
-staked clumps of canes, all now bereft of their season’s produce. The
-spectacle did not fit with what had been mentioned to him of the poverty
-of Caermere. Farther on, a tall hedge stretching at right angles from
-the wall separated this orchard from what he saw now, by glimpses
-through an open arch, to a be a flower garden. He quickened his pace at
-the sight, for flowers were very near his heart.
-
-At first there was not much to move his admiration. The sunlit profusion
-of his boyhood’s home had given him standards of size and glowing color
-which were barely approached, and nowhere equaled, here. Suddenly he
-came upon something, however, before which he perforce stopped. It was
-the beginning of a long row of dahlias, rounded flowers on the one side
-of him, pointed and twisted cactus varieties on the other, and he had
-imagined nothing like this before in his life. Apparently no two of the
-tall plants, held upright to the height of his breast by thick stakes,
-were alike, and he knew not upon which to expend the greater delight,
-the beauty of their individual blossoms or the perfection of skill
-exhibited in the color-arrangement of the line.
-
-He moved slowly along, examining the more notable flowers in detail with
-such ardor that a young lady in a black gown, but with a broad hat of
-light straw on her pale hair, advanced up the path, paused, and stood
-quite near him for some moments before he perceived her presence. Then
-with a little start, he took off his hat, and held it in his hands while
-he made a stiff bow.
-
-“You are fond of flowers?” Lady Cressage said, more as a remark than an
-inquiry. She observed him meanwhile with politely calm interest.
-
-“These dahlias are extraordinary!” he exclaimed, very earnestly. “I have
-never seen such flowers, and such variety. It surprises me a great deal.
-It is a spécialité in England, n’est ce pas?”
-
-“I think I have heard that we have carried the dahlia further than other
-countries have done,” responded the lady, courteously giving the name
-the broad-voweled sound he had used. She added with a pleasant softening
-of eyes and lips: “But you ought not to begrudge us one little triumph
-like this--you who come from the very paradise of flowers.”
-
-The implication in her words caused him to straighten himself, and to
-regard her with a surprised new scrutiny. He saw now that she was very
-beautiful, and he strove to recall the few casual remarks Lord Julius
-had dropped, concerning the two ladies at the castle, as a clue to
-her identity. One had been an actress, he remembered--and this lady’s
-graceful equanimity had, perhaps, something histrionic in it. But if she
-happened not to be the actress, then it would no doubt anger her very
-much to be taken for one. He knew so little of women--and then his own
-part in the small drama occurred to him.
-
-“It is evident that you understand who I am,” he said, with another bow.
-The further thought that in either case she was related to him, was a
-part of the family of which he would soon be the head, came to give him
-fresh confidence. “It is not only dahlias that are carried to unrivaled
-heights of beauty in England,” he added, and bowed once more.
-
-She smiled outright at this. “That is somewhat too--what shall I
-say?--continental for these latitudes,” she remarked. “Men don’t
-say such glowing things in England. We haven’t sun enough, you know,
-properly to ripen rose-hips--or compliments. I should like to introduce
-myself, if I may--I am Edith Cressage--and Lord Julius has told me the
-wonderful story about you.”
-
-She held out her hand as she spoke, with a deliberate gesture, which
-afforded Christian time to note its exquisite modeling, if he had had
-the eyes for it. But he took the hand in his own rather cursorily,
-and began speaking with abruptness before he had finished his bow and
-relinquished it.
-
-“It is much too wonderful,” he said, hastily. “It frightens me. I cannot
-get used to it. I have the feeling that I should go away somewhere, and
-live by myself, till it became all familiar to me. But then I see it
-would be just as painful, wherever I went.”
-
-“Oh, let us hope it would be least painful here, of all places,” urged
-the lady, in gentle deprecation of his tone. “Caermere is not gay, but
-it can be soothing and restful--to those who stand in need of solace. It
-has come to be my second home--I never thought one could grow so deeply
-attached to a place. It has been to me like a tender old nurse and
-confidante--in times when--when its shelter and consolation were very
-welcome”--she faltered for an instant, with averted face, then raised
-her moist eyes to his, and let them sparkle--“and oh, you will grow to
-love Caermere with all your heart.”
-
-Christian felt himself much moved. He had put on his hat, and stepped
-now to her side.
-
-“I have seen nothing of it at all,” he said. “I am going to ask that you
-shall show it to me--you who love it so much. But if I shall remain here
-now, that I cannot in the least tell. Nothing is arranged, so far as I
-know. I am quite in Lord Julius’ hands--thus far.”
-
-They had tacitly begun to move down the path together, loitering to look
-at plants on either side which particularly invited notice.
-
-“Lord Julius is a remarkable man,” she said. “If one is fortunate enough
-to enlist his friendship, there is no end to what he can do for him. You
-can hardly imagine what a difference it makes for you in everything--the
-fact that he is warmly disposed towards you.”
-
-“Yes, that I have been told,” said Christian, “and I see it for myself,
-too. I do not feel that I know him very well, as yet. It was only
-yesterday morning that I met him for the first time at an hotel in
-Brighton. We breakfasted together, we looked through papers together and
-then we began a long railway journey together, which only ended a few
-hours ago. We have talked a great deal in this time, but, as I have
-said, the man himself is not very clear to me yet. But no one could have
-been kinder--and I think he likes me.”
-
-“Oh, of course he does,” affirmed Lady Cressage, as if anything
-else would have been incredible. “And--talking with him so much, so
-continuously, you no doubt understand the entire situation. I am glad
-that he at least left it to me to show you over Caermere; there is
-apparently nothing else in which I can be of use.”
-
-Christian, though he smiled in kindly recognition of her attitude,
-offered no verbal comment, and after a wandering digression about
-dahlias, she returned to the subject.
-
-“If there _is_ anything I can tell you--about the family, the position
-of affairs in general, and so on--you should not stand on ceremony with
-me. Has he, for example, explained about money affairs?”
-
-The young man looked keenly at her for an instant, as if the question
-took him by surprise. Then he answered frankly enough: “Nothing
-definite. I only gather that it will be made easier for me than it would
-have been for--for other members of the family, if they--had been in my
-place. But perhaps that is not what I should say to you.”
-
-Lady Cressage smiled on him reassuringly.
-
-“Oh, don’t think of me in that light,” she pleaded. “I stand quite
-outside the--what shall I say?--the interested family circle. I have
-no ax of any description to grind. You, of course, have been told my
-position in the castle--that is, so far as it can be told by others. It
-is a simple enough story--I was to have been everything, and then
-the wind happens to change off the Welsh coast and lo! I am
-nothing--nothing! It is not even certain that I am not a beggar--living
-here on alms. Legally, everything is in such confusion that no one knows
-how he stands. But so far as I am concerned, it doesn’t matter. My cup
-has been filled so full--so long:--that a little more or less trouble is
-of no importance. Oh, I assure you, I do not desire to be considered in
-the matter at all.”
-
-She made this last declaration with great earnestness, in immediate
-response to the sympathetic look and gesture with which Christian had
-interrupted her narrative.
-
-His gentle eyes regarded her troubled beauty with compassionate
-softness. “I venture to think that you will be considered a good deal,
-none the less,” he remarked, in a grave yet eager tone. The sense of
-elation at being able to play the part of Providence to such a lady
-spread through his mind and possessed his being. The lofty possibilities
-of the powers devolving upon him had never been so apparent before. He
-instinctively put out his arm toward her, in such overt fashion that she
-could but take it. She did not lean upon it, but imparted to the contact
-instead a kind of ceremonial reserve which directly ministered to the
-patrician side of his mood.
-
-They walked, if possible, still more slowly now, pausing before almost
-every stake; their talk was of the flowers, with occasional lapses into
-the personal.
-
-“What you said about Lord Julius,” she remarked, in one of these
-interludes, “is quite true. He has it in his power to say whether the
-duke shall be a rich man or a pauper, and until yesterday he was all for
-the pauper. If poor Porlock and his sons had lived, they knew very well
-that Lord Julius was no friend of theirs, and would starve the
-title whichever of them had it. And so with these others--Edward and
-Augustine--only with them, it isn’t merely dislike but loathing that
-Lord Julius has for them.”
-
-“I met those young gentlemen this morning,” said Christian stiffly. “It
-seemed to me that Lord Julius went quite out of his way to be kind with
-them. I should never have gathered that he hated them.”
-
-“Oh, not personally,” she explained. “I don’t think he dislikes anybody
-personally. But in what you may call their representative capacity he
-is furious with people if they don’t measure up to his idea of what they
-should be. I never heard of any other family that had such a man in it.
-I used to admire him very much--when I was newly married--I thought his
-ideals for the family were so noble and fine--but I don’t know--”
-
-“Do you have suspicions of Julius, then?” asked Christian, hurriedly.
-
-“Oh, no, no!” she protested. “Nothing is farther from my thoughts. Only
-I have seen it all, here. I have lived in the very heart of it--and
-much as I sympathize with his feelings, I can’t help feeling that he is
-unjust--not willfully, but still unjust. He and his son are men of great
-intelligence and refined tastes; they would do honor to any position.
-But is it quite fair of them to be so hard on cousins of theirs who
-were not given great intelligence, and who had no capacity whatever for
-refinement? That is what I mean. You saw those young men this morning.
-They are not up to much, certainly; their uncle Porlock and his sons
-averaged, perhaps, even a shade lower--you see I am speaking quite
-frankly--but when it is all said and done, they were not so remarkably
-worse than other men of their class. If any of the six had succeeded
-to the title, he would not have been such a startling anomaly in the
-peerage. I doubt if he would have attracted attention, one way or the
-other. But it became a fixed idea with Lord Julius years ago to get
-control of the estates, and to use this control to bully the elder
-line into the paths of sweetness and light. It didn’t succeed in
-the least--and I think he grew a little spiteful. That is all. And
-besides--what does it matter? It is all ancient history now.”
-
-Christian was looking straight before him, with a meditative gaze. They
-walked for some moments in silence before he spoke. “And how did he
-know that he would like me?” he demanded, musingly. “How should he be
-confident that I was better than the others? Perhaps--do you know?--was
-he very fond of my father?”
-
-“I have no idea,” she responded. It was impossible not to note the
-brevity of her tone.
-
-“No one speaks willingly of my father,” he broke forth with impulsive
-bitterness. “Even Lord Julius would tell me nothing of him. And the
-young lady on the boat--she too--”
-
-He paused, and his companion, who had been looking away, glanced
-again at him. “The young lady on the boat,” she said, more by way of
-suggesting to him a safe topic than as an inquiry.
-
-“Oh, I much want to know who she can be,” he cried, unconsciously
-accepting the diversion. He described the meeting at Rouen, the
-conversation and, after a fashion of his own, the girl herself. “She
-said,” he went on, “that she had personally something to do with the
-story--‘remotely’ was the word she used. I asked Lord Julius, but he
-could not think who she might be. She earns her own living--she told
-me that--and she had never been out of England before. She is not well
-educated--in the school sense, I mean--her French was ridiculous. But
-she spoke very beautifully her own language, and her mind filled me
-with charm, but even more so her good heart. We swore friendship for all
-time--or at least I did.”
-
-“Dear me!” said Lady Cressage. Her thoughts had not been idle, and they
-brought to her now on the instant a satisfactory clue. She pondered
-it for a little, before she decided to speak. “I think I know who this
-remarkable young lady must be,” she observed then. “This Captain Edward
-whom you met this morning--he has a wife.”
-
-“Yes, I know,” put in Christian abruptly--“the actress-lady; Julius told
-me of her.”
-
-“I suppose ‘actress’ would cover the thing,” she answered, with an air
-of amiable indifference. “She danced more than she acted, I believe,
-but ‘actress’ is a very general term. Well, your eternal friend is, I
-suspect, her younger sister. ‘I have never seen her, but by accident I
-happen to know that she is aware of your coming to England.”
-
-Christian’s mobile face had lengthened somewhat. “Is she also an--an
-‘actress’?” he asked, dolefully.
-
-Lady Cressage looked skyward, with halfclosed eyes, in an effort
-of memory. “I really seem to have heard what she did,” she mused,
-hesitatingly. “I know her sister has often spoken of her. Is it
-‘barmaid’? No. ‘Telegraph’? No, it’s her father who’s in the General
-Post Office. Why, now, how stupid of me! She can’t be a nurse, of
-course, or there would have been her uniform. Oh, now I remember--she’s
-a typewriter.”
-
-It was not clear to her whether Christian wholly comprehended the term,
-now that she had found it. She perceived, however, that he disliked
-something in what she had said, or in her manner of saying it. The
-remarkable responsiveness of his countenance to passing emotions and
-moods within him had already impressed her. She regarded his profile now
-with a sidelong glance, and reconstructed some of her notions about him
-by the help of what she saw. Nothing was said, until suddenly he paused,
-gazing with kindled eye upon the prospect opened before him.
-
-They had come to the end of the garden, and stood at the summit of a
-broad stone-kerbed path descending in terraces. Above them, the dense
-foliage of the yews rising at either side of the gap in the hedge
-had been trained and cut into an arched canopy. From under this green
-gateway Christian looked down upon a Caermere he had not imagined to
-himself before.
-
-The castle revealed itself for the first time, as he beheld it now,
-in its character as a great medieval fortress. On his arrival in the
-morning, emerging from the shadowed driveway into the immediate precinct
-of the house, he had seen only its variously modernized parts; these,
-as they were viewed from this altitude, shrank to their proper
-proportions--an inconsiderable fraction of the mighty whole. All
-about, the massive shoulders of big hills shelved downward to form the
-basin-like hollow in which the castle seemed to stand, but their large
-bulk, so far from dwarfing Caermere, produced the effect of emphasizing
-its dimensions. Its dark-gray walls and towers, with their bulging
-clumps of chimneys and turrets, and lusterless facets of many-angled
-roofings, all of somber slate, were visibly the product, the very child,
-of the mountains. A sensation of grim, adamantine, implacable power took
-hold of the young man’s brain as he gazed. For a long time he did
-not want to talk, and felt vaguely that he was signifying this by the
-slight, sustained pressure of his arm against hers. At all events, she
-grasped his wish, and preserved silence, holding herself a little behind
-him, so that he might look down, without distraction, upon his kingdom.
-
-“These Torrs,” he burst forth all at once, with a nervous uncertainty in
-his tones as of one out of breath, “these ancestors of mine--the family
-I belong to--did they produce great men? You must know their history.
-Julius says we are the most ancient family in England. I have not had
-the time yet to learn anything of what we did. Were there heroes and
-famous soldiers and learned scholars among us? To look at that wonderful
-castle there at our feet, it seems as if none but born chiefs and rulers
-of mankind could ever have come out of it.”
-
-“Captain Edward and his brother Augustine were both born there,” she
-permitted her own over-quick tongue to comment.
-
-He let her arm drop from his with a swift gesture, and wheeled round to
-look her in the face. The glance in his eyes said so much to her that
-she hastened to anticipate his speech.
-
-“Forgive me!” she urged hastily. “It was silly thoughtlessness of mine.
-I do not know you at all well as yet, you know, and I say the wrong
-things to you. Do tell me you forgive me! And it is only fair to myself
-to say, too, that I have been in a bad school these last few years.
-Conversation as one practices it at Caermere is merely the art of making
-everything pointed and sharp enough to pierce thick skins. I should have
-remembered that you were different--it was unpardonable of me! But I
-have really angered you!”
-
-Christian, still looking at her, found himself gently shaking his head
-in reassurance. It was plain enough to him that this beautiful young
-woman had suffered much, and that at the hands of his own people. What
-wonder that acrid memories of them should find their way to her lips? He
-also had been unhappy. He smiled gravely into her face at the softening
-recollection.
-
-“We were speaking of different things, I think,” he commented, and
-nodded approval at sight of the relieved change which his tone brought
-to her countenance. “I know very well there are many disagreeable and
-unpleasant matters close about us--when we are down below, there. But
-now we are up above them, and we forget them all, or ignore them--and I
-was asking you about the history of the family--its ancient history.”
-
-She put her hand lightly upon his arm again. “Lord Julius is right about
-it being a very, very long history,” she said, putting into her voice a
-tacit recognition of his magnanimity. “I know it, in a certain way, but
-I can hardly make a good story of it, I’m afraid. The family is
-Keltic, you know. That is what is always said about it, as its most
-distinguishing characteristic. It is the only large English one which
-managed to survive through the Saxon period, and then the Norman period,
-and keep its name and its estates and its territorial power. This makes
-it very interesting to historians and archaeologists. There are many
-stone circles and Druidic monuments about here, some of which are said
-to be connected with the introduction of Christianity into Britain. You
-will see them another day, and read the legends about them. Well, it is
-said that the chief who possessed this land here, and who had some kind
-of a stronghold there where the castle is, at that time, was a Torr. Of
-course, there were no surnames then, but it would have been his tribal
-appellation, or something of the sort. The fact itself, I believe, is
-generally accepted--that the family that was here in St. David’s time is
-here now. It is a tradition that there should always be a David in the
-family; it used to be the leading name, but now Christian is usually
-the duke’s name, and the others are all saints, like Anselm, Edward,
-Augustine and--and so forth.”
-
-The young man looked down in meditation upon the gloomy, historic pile.
-“It is a very grand beginning,” he said, thoughtfully.
-
-“Perhaps it was too grand for mere mortals to live up to,” she ventured,
-with a cautious sidelong eye on him.
-
-“I see your meaning,” he assented, nodding. “Yes, no doubt it is
-natural. It is as if a boy were named Napoleon. He would be frightened
-to think what he had done to make his name and himself fit together--and
-very likely he would never do anything at all.”
-
-“Yes, that is it,” she answered, and drew a long, consolatory breath.
-
-They had begun to move down the wide winding path, and when they paused
-presently at one of the steps to note a new view of the buildings, she
-called his attention to something by a little exclamation and a pointing
-finger.
-
-“Do you see the balcony there, up above and to the left of the
-flat-topped tower--no, this side of the highest chimneys--there are
-figures coming out on it from the window.”
-
-“There is some one in a reclining chair, n’est ce pas?” he asked,
-following her finger.
-
-“It is your grandfather,” she said softly. “Those are his
-apartments--the rows of windows with the white woodwork. When the
-sun gets round to them, they bring him out--if he is strong enough.
-Evidently this is one of his good days.”
-
-Christian, gazing eagerly, made out beyond the attendants and the couch
-they bore, another figure, with a splash of white like a shield upon its
-front.
-
-“Is it not Julius?” he asked swiftly, pressing her arm. “Oh, then by
-this time my grandfather knows of me--knows that I am here! Should you
-not think so? And no doubt, since it is his good day, they will take me
-to see him. Is that not probable?”
-
-“I haven’t the least idea,” she responded, after a momentary pause,
-“either as to what Lord Julius has told him, or as to how much he is
-capable of understanding. Except from this distance, I have not seen him
-since he was struck down with paralysis. I know nothing of his condition
-beyond a stray, guarded word now and then from the doctors. If I were
-a professional thief and he a crown jewel, I could not have been more
-securely shut out from him!”
-
-The melancholy bitterness of her words, and tone appealed to the young
-man. He drew her hand closer to his side by a delicate pressure of
-the arm. “I can see that you have been very unhappy,” he said,
-compassionately.
-
-“Oh-h-h!” she murmured, with a shuddering sigh. “Don’t--don’t speak of
-it, I beg of you!”
-
-“I also have had a sad youth,” he went on, unconsciously tightening his
-arm. “But now”--and he lifted his head and smiled--“who knows? Who shall
-say that the bad days are not all gone--for both of us?”
-
-Only the flutter of the hand against his arm made answer. They walked oh
-together down the broad sunlit path.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-At the foot of the terraced slope, the wide, graveled path down which
-Lady Cressage had led Christian described a formal curve to the right,
-across a lawn which he recognized as belonging to his morning’s
-experiences. The angle of the high, domed conservatory recalled itself
-to him. Beyond it, on the same side, would be the window from which he
-had quitted the house.
-
-To the left, a smaller footpath turned into still another garden, and
-he was glad that his companion moved this way. They were in a relatively
-small inclosure, hedged upon three sides by closely knit high walls of
-box; the straggling, untrimmed profusion of this tall growth, through
-which a multitude of sweet-briers thrust still farther upward their
-dipping and interlaced green rods, gave the place a homely if unkempt
-aspect. On the fourth side rose the blue-gray masonry of the castle
-itself--an ancient curtain stretched between two towers. The autumn
-sunlight lay upon this stained old wall, and warmed it, and glowed
-softly among the leaves and saffron blossoms of the great rose-tree
-trained upon it. This garden preserved the outlines of some former
-quaint arrangement of walks and beds, but these were comfortably
-softened everywhere, and in part obscured, by the untrammeled freedom
-of vegetation. Even over the moldering red tiles of the paths mosses had
-been suffered to creep unmolested. A few late roses were in bloom here
-and there, and at one corner there rose a colony of graceful white
-lilies, the scent of which filled the air. It was all very restful
-and charming, and Christian, pausing to gaze about him, gave little
-exclamations of pleasure at what he saw.
-
-In the center of the garden, surrounded by a low seat of weather-worn
-woodwork, was what seemed to be a fountain, culminating in a piece of
-statuary, so blackened and battered by time and storm that little could
-be made out of its creator’s intentions. Christian, with some murmured
-inquiry, led the way toward this--and then perceived that Lord Julius,
-who had been sitting at the other and sunny side of the statue, was
-standing now in the path, confronting the new-comers with a friendly
-smile.
-
-“This is _my_ particular haunt at Caer-mere,” he explained to the young
-man.
-
-“In so huge a place, one is lost if he does not fasten upon a special
-corner or nook of some sort, and send down roots in it and make it his
-own. This was my mother’s garden, and for over fifty years now I have
-bargained with one generation of head gardeners after another to leave
-it alone--as she left it. When Cheltnam came, he was so famous a person
-that I submitted to his budding some new varieties on the old wall-rose
-there--but, bless me, even that is thirty years ago--before either
-of you was born. I see you young people have lost no time in becoming
-acquainted.”
-
-Edith Cressage looked into the old gentleman’s eyes for a moment before
-she replied. They had exchanged this same glance--on her side at once
-puzzled, suspicious, defiant; on his full of a geniality possibly
-pointed with cynicism--very often during the last four years, without
-affecting by it any prepossession or prejudice in either’s mind. “We met
-by accident in the upper fruit-walk, and I introduced myself. It must
-be quite luncheon time. Shall we go in?” She added, as upon an
-afterthought, and with another steadfast look into his face, “I have
-promised to show him over the house and the castle.”
-
-“Admirable!” said Lord Julius, cordially.
-
-He looked at his watch. “We will follow you in a very few moments, if we
-may. I dare say he is as ready for luncheon as I am, but I want to show
-him my old garden first.”
-
-“Oh, let me stop too!” she exclaimed, without an instant’s hesitation.
-“May I confess it?--when you’re not here I call it _my_ garden, too. I
-knew it was your mother’s--and I was always going to ask you to tell
-me about her, but the opportunity never offered. It is the one
-really perfect spot at Caermere, even to me. And I can understand how
-infinitely these old associations add to its charms for you! I shall
-truly not be in the way if I stop?”
-
-The elder man regarded her with a twinkling eye from under his broad
-hat-brim as he shook his head. “To the contrary, we are both delighted,”
- he answered, amiably enough. He began leading the way at this, and the
-two young people, walking perforce very close together on the narrow
-path, followed at his heels.
-
-He pointed out to them that the fountain, which he could not remember
-being in working order even in his boyhood, was built over the ancient
-well of the castle. The statue apparently dated from William and Mary’s
-time; at least, it was very like the objects they set up at Hampton
-Court. Part of its pedestal was made of three Ogham stones, which were
-said to have stood by the well in former times. Flint knives and other
-primitive weapons had been found in the garden. Antiquaries were not
-agreed as to the possibility of the well having been in existence at
-any very remote period, but it was not unlikely that this small
-garden had been the center of interest--perhaps the scene of Druidical
-sacrifices, or even of the famous conversion of the tribe resident
-here by St. David--at the beginning of things. These speculations as to
-precise localities were interesting, but scarcely convincing. The wall
-at the end was a more definite affair. It had been built after the Third
-Crusade by Stephen de la Tour, as the Normanized name went then.
-
-“Ah, the name has not always been spelled the same then?” interrupted
-Christian here. He spoke with an eagerness which the abstract interest
-of the query seemed hardly to warrant.
-
-“Heavens, no!” said Lord Julius. “It has been Tor with one ‘r’ and with
-two; it has been de la Tour, as I said, and Tour without the ‘de la,’
-and Toure, and I know of at least one branch of the people of the name
-of Tower who are undoubtedly of our stock. It is quite conceivable that
-many others of them are, too.”
-
-“Then the forms of names can be altered at will?” pursued Christian. “If
-a man says, ‘I will spell it so and so,’ then it is all right?”
-
-“Oh, yes,” explained the other. “Often two spellings exist side by side.
-Witness the Seymours a few years ago. You had one brother writing
-it Seymour and another St. Maur. The latter is now the official
-spelling--for the present, at least.”
-
-“This is extremely interesting to me,” the young man cried. “So I may
-keep my name as I have always borne it! I may write myself ‘Christian
-Tower’! That lifts a load from my mind. I had been unhappy to think
-of abandoning the name my father liked. He always both spelled and
-pronounced it ‘Tower,’ and that is why I shall be so glad to do the
-same.”
-
-An acute kind of silence rested upon the group for an awkward minute.
-
-“Oh, don’t let us have anymore archaeology before luncheon, Lord
-Julius,” put in the lady then. “Caermere so reeks with history that one
-must take it in small installments or be overwhelmed altogether. You
-were going to tell us about your mother, Lord Julius, and how you
-remember her, here in this dear old garden. And positively nothing has
-been changed since!”
-
-“I mustn’t go quite so far as that,” said the old man, smilingly.
-He seemed grateful to her for the digression. “A certain systematic
-renovation has, of course, been necessary; I have arranged with the
-gardeners to manage that. I dare say there are scarcely any plants or
-roots here now which were individually in existence in my mother’s time;
-but their children, their descendants, are here in their places. Except
-for Cheltnam’s buds on the wall there, I don’t think any novelties
-have been introduced. If so, it was against my wish. The lilies in that
-corner, for example, are lineal progeny, heaven knows how many times
-removed, of the lilies my mother planted there. These roses are slips
-from other slips of the old cabbage and damask and moss roses she used
-to sit and look at with her crewel-work in her lap. The old flowers are
-gone, and yet they are not gone. In the same way, my mother has been
-dead for sixty years, and yet this is still her garden, and she is
-still here--here in the person of me, her son, and of Christian, her
-great-grandson.”
-
-“And I,” commented Lady Cressage, upon a sudden smiling impulse, “I
-alone am an intruding new species--like one of Cheltnam’s ‘niphetos’
-buds on the old rose. I hasten to extricate myself.” And with a bright
-little nod and mock half-courtesy, she caught her gown in one hand,
-wheeled round and moved quickly down the path and through the hedge.
-
-The two men watched her till she vanished.
-
-“She is a beautiful lady,” observed Christian, with enthusiasm; “and
-very courteous, too.”
-
-Lord Julius offered no remark upon this, but stood for a little with
-his gaze apparently fixed on the point whence she had disappeared. Then,
-without turning his head, he said in a gently grave way:
-
-“If I were you, Christian, I would make as few allusions, in mixed
-company, to my father as possible.”
-
-“Ah, yes! this is what I desired to discuss with you!” said the young
-man, stoutly. He swung round to face the other, and his eyes sparkled
-with impatience. “Everybody avoids mention of him; they turn to
-something else when I speak his name--all but those abominable young
-men who offered him insult. That is what I should very much like to talk
-about!”
-
-“I had thought it might not be necessary,” replied Lord Julius. “At
-least, I had hoped you would pick up the information for yourself--a
-harmless little at a time, and guess the rest, and so spare everybody,
-yourself included. But that is precisely what you seem not to do; and I
-dare say I was wrong in not talking frankly with you at the start. But
-let me understand first: what do you know about your father?”
-
-“Only that he was a soldier, a professional soldier. That I have told
-you,” panted Christian.
-
-“Yes, and a very notable soldier,” responded the other. “He won the
-Victoria Cross in the Mutiny--the youngest man in all India to do so.
-That is for you to remember always--in your own mind--for your own pride
-and consolation.”
-
-“Ah, yes, always!” murmured the son.
-
-“And in other services, too, after he left England,” the elder man went
-on, “I have understood that he was a loyal and very valuable officer to
-those he fought for. This also is something for you to be proud of---but
-still inside your own mind! That it is necessary to remember--that you
-must keep it to yourself. Forgive my repeating the injunction.”
-
-“Go on!” said Christian.
-
-“Well,” Lord Julius began, speaking with more hesitation, “Ambrose as
-a soldier was magnificent, but you know enough from your books to know
-that splendid soldiers may easily be--how shall I say?--not so splendid
-in other walks of life. It is to be said for him that he was bare
-twenty-three--poor boy. It was in 1859; and, as misery would have it, I
-was in Syria, traveling with my wife. Perhaps if I had been in England,
-I could have done something. As it was, there was no one to help him;
-and of course it may be that he couldn’t have been helped. It was a case
-of a young man returning to London, with honors and flattery enough to
-turn even an old head, and walking blindfold into the worst company in
-Europe. I have no intention of going into details. You must take my word
-for it that suddenly four or five young men of great families fled to
-the Continent; and that, without much publicity in the papers, there was
-a very miserable sort of scandal after their flight. Other names were
-mentioned--but I needn’t go into that. It was to the interest of
-many influential people to hush the thing up, and to some extent they
-succeeded. After a while it became even possible for the others to come
-back to England--there are many ways of managing such matters--but there
-was one of them who never returned.”
-
-Christian gazed into the old man’s face with mute, piteous fixity of
-concentration.
-
-“This one, of course,” Lord Julius pursued, picking his words still more
-cautiously, and liking his task less than ever, “was your father. The
-way was smoothed for the rest to come back, but not for him--that is, at
-first. Later, when he could have returned, he would not. Ambrose had
-a stubborn and bitter temper. He was furious with his father, with his
-family--with all England. He would touch none of us. Why, I myself went
-to Sicily many years ago--it was as soon as I had got back from the
-East--and learned the facts, and found out what could be done; and I
-tried to see him, and bring him home with me, but he would not speak
-with me, or even remain under the same roof with me--and so I could do
-nothing. Or yes, there was one thing--that is to maintain some kind of
-watch over you--after his death, and that we did. My own idea was to
-have brought you over to England years ago--as soon as your mother
-died--but Emanuel thought otherwise.”
-
-He paused here in his narrative, for the reason that his companion was
-obviously no longer listening to him.
-
-Christian had moved a step or two away, and with a white, set face was
-looking off over the hill-tops. His profile showed brows knitted and
-lips being bitten, under the stress of an internal tempest. It seemed
-to the old man a long time that he stood thus, in dry-eyed, passionate
-battle with his own mind. Then, with a sudden, decisive gesture he
-spread out his hands and turned impulsively to Lord Julius.
-
-“You are an old man, and a wise one, and you were my father’s friend and
-you are my friend!” he said, with trembling earnestness. “I should be
-a fool not to pay heed to what you tell me. You advise that I do not
-mention my father more than is necessary. Eh bien, I take your advice.
-Without doubt it is right--just as it is right that I should speak less
-of my brother Salvator. I have remembered that since you warned me,
-and now I will remember this. But I should like”--he came forward as he
-spoke, still with extended hands, and looked with entreating earnestness
-up into the other’s face--“I should like to have you understand that
-Salvator is my brother not any the less, and that I love and honor and
-have pride in my father more than before. This I keep in my own mind,
-as you advise--but one thing I will do for every one to take note of. I
-will write my name always ‘Tower.’”
-
-The great-uncle put a big, comforting hand on his shoulder. “I should
-not dream of blaming you,” he said, gently. “But there is a man to tell
-us luncheon is ready.”
-
-He nodded comprehension to the servant who had appeared at the opening
-in the hedge, and, still with his hand on Christian’s shoulder, began to
-move in that direction.
-
-“One other matter,” said the young man in lowered tones and
-hurriedly--“from the hill above, awhile ago, I saw my grandfather--in
-his chair, on the balcony. You said just now that my father hated
-him--was furious with him. Did he behave cruelly to my father?”
-
-“Oh, no-o,” replied Julius, with an indefinite upward inflection on the
-deliberate negative. “Not cruelly.”
-
-“But unjustly?”
-
-“Oh, no, not unjustly, either--if only because he never in his life
-possessed the dimmest inkling of what justice meant. The duke is my
-brother, and I know him much better than any one else living, and so
-I am free to speak frankly about him. He has been a duke nearly eighty
-years--which is, I believe, unprecedented--but he has been an ass still
-longer than that.” After a pause he added: “I am going to take you to
-him this afternoon.”
-
-Christian hung his head as they walked along, and framed in his
-depressed mind more than one further inquiry about this grandsire
-of his, who held so august a station, and yet had been dismissed so
-contemptuously, but they did not translate themselves into speech.
-Nor, later, during the luncheon, was this great personage more than
-indirectly alluded to.
-
-The way to this luncheon had led through three or four large rooms,
-opening one upon the other by small doors, the immediate approaches to
-which were given the effect of passageways by means of screens. What
-these apartments were used for, or how the residents of the castle
-distinguished them apart in their own minds, Christian could not
-imagine. To his rapid and curious inspection, they seemed all
-alike--each with its bare, indifferently polished floor, its huge stone
-fireplace, its wainscoting, walls and ceiling of dark, umber-hued
-wood, and its scant store of furniture which only heightened the ruling
-impression of big empty spaces. An occasional portrait was dimly to be
-discerned up in the duskiness of the oak panels, but the light from the
-narrow and small-paned windows was too faint to examine them by. More
-cheerless or apparently useless rooms the young man had never seen.
-
-Lord Julius seemed to guess his thoughts. “This is all an old part--what
-might be called mid-Plantagenet,” he explained, as they went along. “My
-father had these rooms pulled about a good deal, and done up according
-to Georgian standards, but it was time and money wasted. Even if big
-windows were cut through they would be too dark for comfort, to our
-notions. The men who made them, of course, cared nothing at all about
-daylight, at least inside a house. They spent as little time as possible
-under roofs, to begin with; they rose at daybreak and went to bed at
-dark. When they were forced to be under cover, they valued security
-above all things, and the fewer openings there were in the walls, the
-better they liked it. They did no reading whatever, but after they had
-gorged themselves with food, sat around the fire and drank as much as
-they could hold, and listened to the silly rubbish of their professional
-story-tellers and ballad-singers till they fell asleep. If it happened
-that they wanted to gamble instead, a handful of rush-lights or a torch
-on the wall was enough to see the dice by.
-
-“Really, what did they want more? And for that matter, what do most of
-their lineal descendants want more either? Light enough to enable them
-to tell a spade from a heart, and perhaps to decipher the label on
-a bottle now and then. Nothing more. The fashion of the day builds
-plate-glass windows round them, but it is truly a gross superfluity.”
- The room in which Lady Cressage and the luncheon-table awaited them was
-of a more hospitable aspect. A broad expanse of lawn, and of distant
-trees and sky-line fading away in the sunny autumn haze, made a luminous
-picture of the high embrasured window stretching almost from corner to
-corner across one side. By contrast with the other apartments, the light
-here was brilliant. Christian, with a little apologetic bow and gesture
-to the others, dallied before the half-dozen portraits on the walls,
-examined the modeling of the blackened oak panels about them, and
-lingered in admiring scrutiny of the great carved chimney-piece above
-the cavernous hearth, on which a fire of logs crackled pleasantly. This
-chimney-piece was fairly architectural in its dimensions. It was as full
-of detail, and seemed almost as big, as the west front of a church, and
-he tipped his head back to look up at its intricate, yet flowing scheme
-of scrollwork, its heraldic symbolism used now for decoration, now to
-point the significance, as it were, of the central escutcheon--and all
-in old wood of so ripe a nut-brown color that one seemed to catch a
-fragrance exhaled from it.
-
-“That is the best thing here,” said Edith Cressage, moving over to
-stand beside him. “It came from Ludlow Castle. Those are the arms of the
-Mortimers. It _is_ the Mortimers, isn’t it?” She turned to Lord Julius
-for support. “I always confuse them with the De Lacys.”
-
-“Yes, the Mortimers,” answered Julius, as servants entered, and they
-took their seats. “But almost every other family of the Marches is
-represented in the devices scattered about. You can see the arrows of
-the Egertons, the eagles of the Grandisons, and up above, the corbies or
-ravens of the Corbets, and so on. That was the period when the Marches
-ruled England, and their great families, all married and intermarried
-and bolstered up by the feudal structure, were like a nation by
-themselves. The Mortimers, you know,” he added, turning to Christian,
-“became practically kings of England. At least they had their grandsons
-on the throne--but they couldn’t hold it after they had got it. The day
-of these parts was really over before Bosworth Field. The printing press
-and Protestantism finished the destruction of its nobility. Only a house
-here and there has survived among us. Some few of the old names are
-preserved, like flies in amber, over in Ireland, but I should not know
-where to look to-day for a De Lacy, or a Tregoz, or a west country Le
-Strange, let alone a Mortimer. I suppose, in fact, we have more of the
-Mortimer blood among us than there is anywhere else.”
-
-Christian, seated so that he faced the great armorial pageant spread
-as a background to the fair head of the lady, smiled wistfully at his
-companions, but said nothing. The words about his sharing the blood of
-kings were like some distant, soft music in his ears. He looked at
-the escutcheons and badges, and sought in a dreamy way to familiarize
-himself with the fact that they were a part of his own history--that the
-grandeur they told of was in truth his personal heritage.
-
-There was some talk going on between the others--conversation which,
-for a time, he scarcely strove to follow. Lord Julius had begun by
-expressing his joy at the absence from luncheon of the physician whom
-circumstances kept on the premises, and from this he drifted to an
-attack upon doctors as a class. He denounced them root and branch,
-as impostors and parasites, who darkened and embittered human life by
-fostering all the mean cowardices of smallbrained people, in order that
-they might secure a dishonest livelihood by pretending to dispel the
-horrors their own low tricks had conjured up. The robust old gentleman
-developed these violent theories without heat or any trace of
-excitement, and even maintained a genial expression of countenance
-while he spoke. Lady Cressage seemed entertained, and even helped on the
-diatribe now and again with pertinent quips of her own. But Christian
-could see very little sense in such an assault upon a respectable
-profession, and his attention wandered willingly again to the splendid
-chimney-piece. He resolved to learn all there was to learn of the
-heraldry and local history embodied in this sumptuous decoration,
-without delay. But then, on every conceivable side there was so much to
-learn!
-
-Suddenly he became aware that his thoughts had concentrated themselves
-on the extraordinary badness of the luncheon he was eating. Here at
-least was something Caermere could not teach him about--nor, for that
-matter, as it seemed, all England either. Since his arrival in the
-country, he reflected, he had not encountered one even tolerable dish.
-Vegetables and fish half raw, meats tasteless and without sauce or
-seasoning, bread heavy and sour, coffee unrecognizable, the pastry a
-thing too ridiculous for words--so his indictment shaped itself. He felt
-it his duty to argue to himself that quite likely this graceless and
-repellent diet was the very thing which made the English such physical
-and temperamental masters of the world, but the effort left him sad. He
-made a resolution that if ever Caermere were his a certain white-capped
-Agostino, in Cannes, should be imported forthwith. Then he became
-conscious again of what was being said at the table.
-
-“If you could only imagine,” Lady Cressage was saying to Lord Julius,
-“what a boon your coming has been! I had positively almost forgotten
-what intelligent conversation was like. It seems ages since I last heard
-ten consecutive words strung together on a thought of any description.
-Let me see--it was June when you were last down, with Sir Benjamin
-Alstead; he has been here once since--but in your absence he put on such
-a pompous ‘eminent-physician’ manner that really I oughtn’t to count him
-at all--and with that exception, from June to October, civilization has
-left poor me entirely out of its reckoning. But perhaps”--they had risen
-now, and there was a certain new frankness, almost confidence of appeal
-in her glance into his face--“perhaps, as matters have turned, you will
-come oftener henceforth?”
-
-Lord Julius nodded. “It is quite likely,” he said, and stretched forth
-his hand significantly to Christian’s shoulder. “But you were going to
-show him the house--and I suppose I may come along too. There is half an
-hour before we go to my brother--and our train does not leave Clune till
-nearly six.”
-
-“You are not going to-day! and he too?” she exclaimed, hurriedly.
-
-The old man nodded again. “We are expected at Emanuel’s to-night,” he
-answered. Then, as Christian had moved toward the window and seemed
-beyond hearing, he added, in a smiling aside, “There is one reason for
-dragging him away that is comical enough. It wouldn’t do for him to
-dine at Caermere in morning clothes, and so far as I can see he has no
-others.”
-
-“He could be too tired to dine,” she suggested, quickly, in a
-confidential murmur. “Or, for that matter, there is a room full of
-Porlock’s things--I suppose--I suppose poor Cressage’s--would be too big
-for him. Oh, it’s too dreadful to have him whisked off like this! Can’t
-you send a telegram instead?”
-
-Her tone was as frank as her speech--and on the instant her glance at
-his face made keen inquiry whether it had not been too frank.
-
-He smiled in a tolerant, almost amused way. “Oh, he will return all in
-good time,” he assured her, gently enough. “Caermere will see plenty of
-him, later on.”
-
-“Yes, but who can tell where I shall be then?” The necessity for
-speaking in an undertone gave her words an added intensity of feeling.
-“And it isn’t only him--I had hoped you would be stopping some days at
-least--for I wanted to speak with you about this very thing. My position
-here--the uncertainty of everything--is intolerable to bear.” She lifted
-her head, and turned her direct gaze into his eyes.
-
-“If only you liked me a little better, I could discuss the matter more
-freely with you.”
-
-“Humbug!” replied Lord Julius, with a geniality which was at least
-superficially reassuring. “You shouldn’t say such things, much less
-think them. I can understand your impatience--but it will be possible to
-straighten out affairs very soon now. I don’t think you will be found to
-have suffered by the delay.”
-
-“Oh, that is all right,” she answered, almost pettishly. “Everybody
-assures me of the most magnanimous intentions--but in the meantime”--she
-checked herself, tossed her head in resentment, apparently, at the
-tears which had started to her eyes, and forced herself to smile--“in
-the meantime, you must forgive my tantrums. It is so depressing
-here--all alone--or worse than alone! I’m really no longer fit to
-receive anybody. But now”--she raised her voice in an eager simulation
-of gaiety--“shall the personally conducted tour begin?”
-
-Caermere had been inaccessible to so many generations of sightseers that
-no formula for its exhibition remained. The party seemed to Christian to
-wander at haphazard through an interminable succession of rooms, many of
-them small, some of them what he could only think of as over-large,
-but all insufficiently lighted, and all suggesting in their meager
-appointments and somber dejection of aspect a stage of existence well
-along on the downward path to ruin. He had only to look about him
-to perceive why Caermere had long ago been removed from the list of
-England’s show-places. His companions between them kept his attention
-busy with comments upon the history and purpose of the apartments they
-passed through, but beyond a general sense of futile and rather shabby
-immensity he gained very little from the inspection. The mood to
-postpone comprehension of what he was seeing to another and a more
-convenient time was upon him, and he almost willfully yielded to it.
-
-Once, when impulse prompted him to climb a little ladder-like staircase,
-and push open a door from which the black dust fell in a shower, and he
-discerned in the gloom of the attic chamber piles of armor and ancient
-weapons, a thrill of fleeting excitement ran through his veins.
-
-“They say that Prince Llewelyn’s armor is there,” called up Lord Julius
-from the landing below. “Some day we will have it all out, and cleaned
-and furbished up. But don’t go in now! You’ll get covered with dirt. I
-used to venture in there and rummage about once in a while when I was a
-boy,” he added as Christian came down. “But even then one came out black
-as a sweep.”
-
-There were fine broad stretches of rugged landscape to be seen here and
-there from narrow casements in the older, higher parts they were now
-traversing, and occasionally Christian was able to interest himself as
-well in details of primitive, half-obliterated ornamentation over arches
-and doorways of early periods, but he was none the less almost glad when
-they came out at last into a spacious upper hallway, and halted in tacit
-token that the journey was at an end.
-
-“Now I will leave you,” said the lady, with lifted skirt and a foot
-poised tentatively over the first step of the broad descending stairs.
-“I shall have tea in the conservatory when you come down.”
-
-Christian felt that something must be said. “It has all been very
-wonderful to me,” he assured her. “I am afraid I did not seem very
-appreciative--but that is because the place is too huge, too vast, to be
-understood quite at once. And I am so new to it all--you will understand
-what I mean. But I thank you very much.”
-
-She smiled brightly on him and nodded to them both, and passed down the
-stairway. Christian was all at once conscious, as his eyes followed her,
-that there was a novel quickening or fluttering of his heart’s action.
-For a brief second, the sensation somehow linked itself in his thoughts
-with the tall, graceful figure receding from him, and he bent forward
-to grasp more fully the picture she made, moving sedately along, with a
-hand like a lily on the wide black rail. Then he suddenly became aware
-that this was an error, and that he was trembling instead because the
-moment for confronting his grandfather had come.
-
-Lord Julius, indeed, had already opened a massive mahogany door at the
-right of the stairs, and signaled to him now to follow.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-What Christian first perceived about the duke’s apartments was that
-they had an odor quite peculiar to themselves. The series of small and
-badly lighted anterooms through which he followed Lord Julius--rooms
-with pallet-beds, clothes hung against the walls, and other somewhat
-squalid signs of domestic occupation--were full of this curiously
-distinctive smell. It was not so obvious in the larger and
-better-lighted chamber beyond, which the doctor in residence had
-converted to his own uses, and where he sat now reading a book, merely
-rising momentarily to bow as they passed. But in the next room--the
-big sleeping apartment, with its faded pretensions of stateliness of
-appointment, and its huge, high-posted bed, canopied by old curtains
-embroidered with heraldic devices in tarnished gilt threads--the odor
-was more powerful than ever, despite the fact that a broad window-door
-was open upon the balcony beyond. The young man’s keen sense was baffled
-by this pervasive scent--compounded as it seemed to be of all the
-ancient castle’s mustiness, of sharp medicinal vapors and of something
-else at once familiar and unknown. He sniffed inquiringly at it, as they
-neared the window, and apparently Lord Julius heard him, for he remarked
-over his shoulder:
-
-“It is the dogs that you smell. They’ve practically removed the kennel
-up here.”
-
-On the stone floor of the balcony outside there were to be seen, indeed,
-some dozen old hounds, for the most part lying sleepily in the sunshine,
-with their heads pointed toward a large, half-covered reclining chair
-placed near the balustrade, and occasionally opening a drowsy eye to
-regard its occupant. There were a few dogs of other kinds as well,
-Christian noted upon a second glance, and one of these, a bulky black
-creature with a broad snout and hair curled tight like astrakhan fur,
-sat close to the chair and was thrusting its muzzle against a hand at
-its side.
-
-This hand was what Christian saw first of his grandfather--an immense
-limp hand, with thick fingers twisted and misshapen, and skin of an
-almost greenish pallor. The dog’s nose, thrust under it, moved this
-inert hand about, and the young man felt himself thrill unpleasantly,
-for some reason, at the spectacle.
-
-At the further end of the balcony two men in livery lounged against
-the wall, but upon a signal from Lord Julius they went in. The latter,
-threading his way among the hounds, led Christian round to the side of
-the chair.
-
-“This is Ambrose’s boy,” he said, bending a little and raising his
-voice. “He is Christian, too.”
-
-Upon the chair was stretched, in a halfsitting posture, the gigantic
-frame of a very old man. The grandson looked upon him in silence for a
-long time, his mind confused with many impressions. The vast shoulders
-and high, bullet-like head, propped up by pillows in the partial shadow
-of the hood, seemed vaguely to recall the vision his baby memory had
-preserved of his own father. But in detail there was no resemblance.
-Or yes, there were resemblances, but they were blurred almost beyond
-recognition by the rough touch of time. The face, with its big, harsh
-features and bushing brows, and its frame of stiff white whiskers under
-the jaws and chin, had something in it which for an instant the young
-man seemed to identify; then the unnatural effect of its uniform
-yellow-clay color drove all thoughts of its human relationships from
-his mind, and he saw nothing but a meaningless mask. It was as devoid of
-significance, indeed, as if it had been in a coffin. The eyes were open
-and they seemed to be fixed upon the distant rolling prospect of hills
-and forest, but whether they were seeing anything, Christian could not
-imagine. They certainly had not been turned to include him in their
-survey. The livid right hand, swaying as the black dog pushed it with
-its nose, was the only thing about the duke that moved.
-
-“He does not know I am here,” said Christian, at last. He spoke
-instinctively, with the ceremonious affectation of awe which one puts on
-in the presence of death. His grandfather hardly impressed him as being
-alive and still less made any appeal to his sense of kinship. He had
-expected to be overwhelmed with emotion at the meeting, but he found
-himself barely interested. His wandering glance chanced to take note of
-some of the dogs’ faces about the chair. They were all alertly watching
-him, and the profoundly wise look in their eyes caught his attention.
-No doubt they were dreadful fools, if the truth could be known, but
-the suggestion of cultured sagacity in their gaze was extraordinary. He
-looked back again at his grandfather, and tried to say to himself that
-he was a great noble, the head of an ancient and proud line, and the
-actual father of _his_ father--but the effort failed to spur his fancy.
-He turned to Lord Julius and lifted his brows in wearied interrogation.
-
-“Move round in front of him,” counseled the other. “Get yourself in the
-range of his eyes.”
-
-Christian obeyed, and, flushing a little with self-consciousness, strove
-to intercept the aged man’s gaze. There was no change upon the ashen
-face under the hood to tell him whether he had succeeded or not. The
-impulse to grimace, to wave his arms about, to compel attention by
-any wild and violent device, forced him to smile in the midst of his
-perplexed constraint. He stared for a few moments longer at the gaunt,
-immovable figure--then shrugged his shoulders, and, stepping over a dog
-or two, made bold to rejoin Lord Julius.
-
-“I do not see that it is of any use,” he said, with annoyance. “If you
-wish to go, I am quite ready.”
-
-Lord Julius lifted his brows in turn, and looked at his grand-nephew
-with curiosity. “I said nothing about going, that I recall,” he began,
-with an effect of reproof in his tone. But then he seemed to think
-better of it, and gave an abrupt little laugh. “It isn’t very
-invigorating, I’m bound to admit,” he confessed, cheerfully enough.
-“Wait a moment, and I’ll stir him up a bit.”
-
-He bent forward again, with his head at the edge of the hood, and
-shouted into it: “If you want to see Ambrose’s boy, here he is! If you
-don’t want to see him, say so, and waste no more of our time!”
-
-To Christian’s surprise, the duke took instant cognizance of this
-remark. His large face brightened, or at least altered its aspect, into
-something like animation; his eyes emerged from their cover of lethargy,
-and looked alive.
-
-“My back is very bad to-day,” he remarked, in a voice which, though
-it bore the querulous note of the invalid, was unexpectedly robust in
-volume. “And I cannot make out whether the numbness is passing down
-below my knee or not.”
-
-Lord Julius nodded, as if confirming to himself some previous suspicion.
-“I thought as much,” he commented in an aside to the young man. “It’s
-merely his endearing little way. Have patience, and we’ll draw the
-badger yet.”
-
-He bawled once more into the hood, with an added peremptoriness of tone:
-“I explained it all to you, hours ago, and I’m sure you understand it
-perfectly. Christian naturally wished to pay his respects to you, but if
-your back is too bad, why, there’s no more to be said--and we’ll be off.
-Goodbye to you!”
-
-“Did I know his mother? Who was his mother? I have no recollection of
-her.” The duke spoke peevishly, twitching his sunken lips in what was
-plainly an effort to pout them. Christian noted with curiosity that as
-he surrendered himself to such mental exertion as the talk demanded,
-the aged man’s face grew disagreeably senile in effect. An infinity
-of gossamer-like wrinkles showed themselves now, covering the entire
-countenance in a minute network.
-
-“No, you didn’t know his mother!” replied Lord Julius, with significant
-curtness. “It is more to the point that you should know _him_, since he
-is to be your successor. Look at him--and say something to him!”
-
-The duke managed to testify on his stiffened lineaments the reluctance
-with which he did what he was told, but he shifted his eyes in a
-sidelong fashion to take a brief survey of the young man. “Cressage
-could have given you five stone ten,” he said to him, brusquely, and
-turned his eyes away.
-
-Christian cast a look of bewildered inquiry up at Lord Julius, but
-encountered only a smile of contemptuous amusement. He summoned the
-courage to declare, in a voice which he hoped was loud enough: “I am
-glad to hear, sir, that this is one of your good days. I hope you will
-have many more of them!”
-
-Of this assurance His Grace seemingly took no note. After a short pause
-he began speaking again. “There’s a dog up here,” he said, with the
-gravity befitting a subject to which he had given much thought, “that
-I’m sure falls asleep, and yelps in her dreams, and disturbs me most
-damnably, and I believe it’s that old bitch Peggy, and when I mention
-it the fellows swear that she’s been taken away, but I suspect that she
-hasn’t.”
-
-“We will look to it,” put in Lord Julius perfunctorily. He added, upon
-an afterthought, “Did the guns annoy you, this forenoon?”
-
-The duke’s thoughts were upon something else. He turned his eyes again,
-and apparently spoke to Christian. “A good hearty cut across the face
-with a whip,” he said, with kindling energy, “is what’d teach-swine like
-Griffiths their place--and then let ’em summons you and be damned.
-A farmer who puts up barbed-wire--no gentleman would listen to his
-evidence for a minute. Treat them like the vermin they are--and they’ll
-understand that. Cressage had the proper trick with them--a kick in the
-stomach first and reasons afterward. That’s the only way this country
-can be hunted. When I got to riding over eighteen stone, and couldn’t
-take anything, that ruffian Griffiths screwed up his gates and sent me
-round the turnpike like a damned peddler, and Ambrose--it was
-Ambrose, wasn’t it?--or am I thinking of Cressage? But they weren’t
-together--here, Julius! It was you who were speaking of Ambrose! What
-about him? By God, I wish he had my back!”
-
-Lord Julius, with the smile in his beard hardening toward scorn, took
-Christian by the arm. “I think you’ve had enough grandfather to go on
-with,” he said, quietly. “Never mind making your adieux. They would be
-quite wasted on him.”
-
-Without further words, they turned and moved away through the dogs to
-the window, and so into the house. The doctor, still at his book, rose
-once more upon their approach, and this time Lord Julius halted to speak
-with him.
-
-“His Grace seems to ramble in his mind a good deal more than he did
-before luncheon. Do you see a change in this respect--say week by week?”
-
-“It is not observable in gradations, Lord Julius,” answered the
-physician, a stout, sandy young man, who assumed his air of deference
-with considerable awkwardness; “sometimes he recovers a very decided
-lucidity after what had seemed to be a prolonged lapse in the other
-direction. But on the whole I should say there was a perceptible--well,
-loss of faculty. He knows the dogs, however, quite as well as
-ever--distinguishes them apparently by touch, remembers all their names,
-and recalls anecdotes about them, and, very often, about their mothers
-too. Fletcher tells me His Grace hasn’t once miscalled a hound.”
-
-“They make an abominable atmosphere up here,” commented the other.
-
-The doctor smiled lugubriously. “I can’t deny that, Lord Julius,” he
-replied, “but all the same they are the most important part of the
-treatment. If we took them away, His Grace would die within the week.”
-
-“Unhappy dogs!” mused Lord Julius, partly to himself, and walked on. It
-was not until they were half-way down the big staircase that Christian
-felt impelled to speak.
-
-“I should much like to know,” he began, with diffident eagerness--“you
-have already spoken so plainly about my grandfather--the question
-will not seem rude to him, I hope--but when he was well, before the
-paralysis, was he in any respect like what he is now?”
-
-“I should say,” answered Lord Julius, in a reflective way, “that he is
-at present rather less objectionable than formerly. One can make the
-excuse of illness for him now--and that covers a multitude of sins. But
-when he was in health--and he had the superb--what shall I say?--riotous
-health of a whale--he was very hard to bear. You have seen him and you
-have observed his mental and moral elevation. He remembers his dogs more
-distinctly than he does his children. In the Almanach de Gotha he is
-classed among princes, but what he dwells upon most fondly among his
-public duties is the kicking of tenant-farmers in the stomach when they
-try to save their crops from being ruined by the hunt. I may tell you,
-I was in two minds about taking you to him at all, and now I think I
-regret having done so.”
-
-“No-o,” said Christian, thoughtfully. “It is better as it is. I am glad
-to have seen him, and to have you tell me about him, frankly, as you
-have done. It all helps me to understand the position--and it seems that
-there is a great deal that needs to be understood. I can see already
-that there is strange blood in the Torrs.” He paused on the bottom step
-as he spoke, and turned to his companion with a wistful smile. “There
-is an even bolder question I should like to ask--how does it happen that
-_you_ are so different? How do you account for yourself?”
-
-Lord Julius laughed. “Oh, that is a long story,” he said, “but I can
-put it into a word for you. I was made by my wife. I married a woman
-so noble and clever and wise and strong that I couldn’t help becoming a
-decent sort of fellow in spite of myself. But I am going to talk to you
-about all that, later on. It is better worth talking about than anything
-else under the sun. Oh--Barlow, please!”
-
-The old butler had passed from one door to another in the hall, and
-turned now as he was called, with a hand behind him upon the knob. Lord
-Julius, approaching, exchanged some words with him upon the subject of
-his afternoon’s plans.
-
-Christian, watching this venerable servant with curiosity, as a type
-novel to his experience, discovered suddenly that his scrutiny was being
-returned. Barlow, while listening attentively and with decorously slow
-nods of comprehension to what was being said to him, had his eyes fixed
-aslant, beyond his interlocutor’s shoulder, upon the young stranger.
-Christian encountered this gaze, and saw it waver and flutter aside,
-as from force of polite habit, and then creep back again. This happened
-more than once, and Christian began to feel that it had some meaning.
-He observed that the butler inclined his head at last and whispered
-something--his pale, wan old face showed it to be an inquiry--into the
-other’s ear. The action explained itself so perfectly that Christian was
-in no way surprised to see Lord Julius turn smilingly, and nod toward
-himself.
-
-“Yes, he is Ambrose’s son,” he said. “He has come to take his place. I
-know you for one won’t be sorry--eh, Barlow?”
-
-It was clear to the young man’s perceptions that Lord Julius spoke as
-to one who was a friend as well as a servant. The note of patriarchal
-kindness in the tone appealed gratefully to him, and the affectionate
-mention of his father’s name was sweet in his ears. A strange thrill of
-emotion, a kind of aimless yet profound yearning, possessed him as
-he moved forward. On the instant he realized that this was how he had
-expected to feel in the presence of his grandfather. The fact that the
-tenderness within him was appealed to instead by this gentle, sad-eyed
-old family dependant seemed to him to have something beautiful and very
-touching in it. Tears came into his eyes.
-
-“You remember my father, then,” he said, and the breaking of his voice
-carried him into the heart of this sudden new mood of self-abandonment.
-“You would have known him as a little child--yes?--and you--you--” he
-paused, to dash away the tears with his hand, and strive to regain some
-control over his facial muscles--“you will have in your memory the good
-things about him--the boyish, pleasant things--and you loved him for
-them, did you not?”
-
-Old Barlow, trembling greatly, and with a faint flush upon his white
-cheeks, stared confusedly at the young man as he advanced. “I held him
-on his first pony, sir,” he stammered forth, and then shook his head in
-token that he could utter no more. His glistening eyes said the rest.
-
-Christian flung his arms round the surprised old man’s neck, and kissed
-him on both cheeks, and then, with head bowed upon his shoulder, sobbed
-aloud.
-
-
-
-
-PART II
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-The music of a spirited and tireless band of robins helped Christian to
-wake next morning. The character of their cheerful racket defined itself
-very slowly to his drowsy consciousness. He lay for a long time with
-closed eyes, listening to it, and letting his mind drift quite at random
-among the thoughts which it suggested. He knew they were robins because
-his hostess had said he would hear them; he lazily pictured to himself
-the tiny red-breasts gathered in the shrubbery outside, in obedience to
-some mysterious signal of hers, and singing to order thus briskly and
-unwearyingly to make good her promise.
-
-In what gay, high spirits the little fellow sang! The sun must be
-shining, to account for so much happiness. He accepted the idea with
-a sense of profound pleasure, and appropriated it to his own wonderful
-case.
-
-For him, it was as if happiness had never existed before.
-
- “‘Wilt thou have music? Hark! Apollo plays,
-
- And twenty cagéd nightingales do sing.’”
-
-He murmured the lines in indolent reverie, then opened his eyes, and
-smiled to think where he was, and what he had become a part of. Lifting
-himself on his elbow, he looked about him. The beauties of the apartment
-had not been lost upon him the previous evening. He had carried them
-with him in vague processional magnificence on his devious march through
-dreamland; he surveyed them again now in the morning light, rising after
-a while to pull aside the curtains, and bring in the full sunshine.
-
-The room was, he said over and over to himself, ‘the most exquisite
-thing he had ever seen. The ruling color was of some blue which
-could almost be thought a green, and which, embraced as complementary
-decoration many shades of ocher and soft yellowish browns in woodwork,
-and in the thick, fleecy rugs underfoot. Around the four sides, at
-the level of his eyes, ran a continuous band of portraits--the English
-drawings of Holbein reproduced in the dominant tint of the room, set
-solidly into the wall, and separated from one another only by thin
-strips of the same tawny oak which framed them at top and bottom.
-The hooded, high-bosomed ladies, the cavaliers in hats and plumes and
-pointed beards, the smoothfaced, shrewd-eyed prelates and statesmen in
-their caps and fur, all knew him this morning for one of their own, as
-he went along, still in his nightshirt, and inspected them afresh. They
-appeared to greet him, and he beamed at them in response.
-
-A dim impression of the earlier morning, which had seemed a shadowy
-passing phase of his dreams, revealed itself now to him as a substantial
-fact. Some one _had_ been in the room, moving noiselessly about, and had
-spread forth for his use a great variety of articles of clothing and of
-the toilet, most of which he beheld for the first time. Overnight, his
-cousin Emanuel’s insistence upon his regarding everything in the house
-as his own for the time being, had had no definite significance to
-his mind. He looked now through the array of silks and fine cloths, of
-trinkets in ivory and silver and polished metals, and began dressing
-himself with a long sigh of delight.
-
-Recollections of the leave-taking at Caermere straggled into his
-thoughts as he pursued the task. He had seen Lady Cressage again in the
-conservatory, where she wore another dress, and had her beautiful hair
-carefully arranged as if in his honor, and poured out tea for him and
-Lord Julius in wonderful little cups which his great-grandfather, a
-sailor, had brought from China. Of her conversation he recalled little,
-and still less of the talk of the other lady, the actress-person, Mrs.
-Edward, who had joined the party, but whose composed pretty face had
-been too obviously a mask for anguish not to dampen everybody’s spirits.
-He wondered now, as he plied his razor on the strap, what had become of
-her husband, and of that poor-spirited brother of his. Had they joined
-the pheasant-shooters, after their interview with him? The temptation to
-fire upon themselves instead of the birds must have sorely beset them.
-
-But it was pleasanter to begin the retrospect some hours later, when the
-rough country of the Marches, and even Bristol, had been left behind.
-Lord Julius had explained to him then, as darkness settled upon the low,
-pasture-land levels they were swinging along past, that Somerset was
-also a county of the Torrs; two of their three titles were derived from
-it, indeed, and Somerset marriages had brought into the family, in
-the days following the downfall of the monasteries, some of the most
-important of its estates. If the dukes had turned their backs on
-Caermere two centuries ago, and made their principal seat here in this
-gentler and more equable land, perhaps the family history might have
-been different. Christian had absorbed the spirit rather than the letter
-of his companion’s remarks. English counties were all one to him, but
-intuitively he had felt that he was getting into a kindlier and more
-congenial atmosphere. Although it was a black night, he had stared a
-good deal at the window, trying to discern some tokens of this change
-in the dimly lighted, empty stations they glided through, or paused
-reluctantly in.
-
-When they had finally quitted the train at Bridgewater, and had got
-under way inside the carriage waiting for them there, Christian had
-asked whether it was not true that the railway servants here were more
-courteously obliging than they had been in other parts.
-
-Lord Julius had lightly remarked that it might be so; very likely,
-however, it was some indirect effect of the general psychical change the
-family underwent in shifting its territorial base. Then he had gone on
-more gravely, alluding for the first time to the episode of the butler.
-
-“You must be prepared to find everything very different, here,” he had
-said. “There is such a thing as having too much past--especially when
-it is of the wrong sort. Caermere is as tenacious of its memories as a
-prison--and they are as unpleasant. It forces upon you its air of never
-forgetting a single one of its miseries and injuries--and you feel that
-it cannot remember any compensating joys. I could see how the effect
-of it got into your blood, and broke your nerve. Under ordinary
-circumstances men do not kiss their butlers, or even sob on their
-bosoms. But I understood perfectly how old Barlow appealed to you. As
-you beheld him he might have stood as model for a statue of the Family
-Grief, choking down its yearning to wail over the generations gone to
-the bad. It was all right, what you did. For that matter, I was precious
-near raising a howl of lamentation myself. One is always alternating
-between tears and curses in that criminal old coalmine of a castle.
-But now you are over a hundred miles away from it all--and if it was
-a thousand the difference couldn’t be greater. You will find nothing
-whatever to cry about down here. Nobody has any bad dreams. There isn’t
-a cupboard that ever sheltered a skeleton even overnight. In these
-parts, remarkable as it may seem, the Torrs are actually regarded with
-admiration--quite the salt of the earth--a trifle eccentric, perhaps,
-but splendid landlords, capable organizers, uncommonly good masters--and
-above all, happy people who insist that everybody about them shall be
-happy too. It was important to show you the other side first--at least
-that was what we decided upon, but you are done with that now--and we’ll
-give you something to take the taste out of your mouth.”
-
-Christian recalled these assurances, now, with a delicious sense of
-being already enfolded and upheld by the processes of their fulfillment.
-The details of his reception at the broad, hospitably lighted door of
-Emanuel’s house crowded in upon his memory, and merged themselves with
-other recollections of the later evening hours--the supper, the long,
-calm, sweetly intimate talk before the fire, the honest, wise, frankly
-affectionate faces into which he had looked to say “good-night”--it
-almost overwhelmed him with its weight of unimagined happiness. He had
-hardly guessed before what other men might mean when they gave a loving
-sound to the word “home.” Yet now the doors of such a home as he could
-never have dreamed of had opened to him--to him, the homeless, lonely
-one! and he was nestled securely in the warm heart of its welcome. He
-could have groaned aloud under the burden of his rapture at the thought.
-
-At last he went downstairs, his misgivings about the hour not quite
-allayed by recollection of the parting injunction to sleep his fill and
-get up when he liked. There were beautiful things to note and linger
-over on every side as he made his way--pictures and armor and
-wonderful inlaid work and tapestries, all subordinating themselves with
-distinguished good breeding to the fact that they were in a home and not
-a museum--but he moved along in rather conscience-stricken haste toward
-the part of the house which had seemed to him the previous night to
-be the center of domestic life. He formed a sudden resolution, as
-he explored the lower hallway, that when he got some money his first
-purchase should be of a watch.
-
-After looking into a couple of rooms which were clearly not what
-he sought, Christian opened the right door, and confronted a
-breakfast-table, shining in its snowy attractiveness midway between a
-window full of sunlight and a brightly tiled chimney-place, with a
-fire on the hearth. There was no one in the room, and he stood for
-some minutes looking about him, liking very much the fresh, light-hued
-cheerfulness of everything, but still wishing that some one would
-come to pour his coffee. By degrees, he assimilated the idea that the
-ingredients of breakfast were all here to hand. There were dishes beside
-the fire, and this was apparently the coffee-pot on the table--a covered
-urn, with a thin spirit-flame trembling beneath it. He had reached
-the point of deciding to help himself--or should he ring the bell
-instead?--when the door opened and the lady of the house came bustling
-in.
-
-Mrs. Emanuel, as he styled her in his thoughts, looked the very spirit
-of breakfast--buoyant, gay-hearted and full of the zest of life. Last
-night, to the young man’s diffident though strenuous inspection, she
-had seemed the embodiment of tender hospitality in general. Though his
-glances were more confident now, in the brilliant morning light, she
-still gave the impression of personifying the influences which she made
-felt about her, rather than exhibiting a specific personal image. She
-was not tall, nor yet short; her face pleased the eye without suggesting
-prettiness; she had the dark, clear skin and rounded substance of figure
-which the mind associates with sedate movements and even languor, but
-she herself moved, thought, spoke with alert vivacity. Above all things,
-a mellow motherliness in her had struck the forlorn youth the previous
-evening. Now it seemed much more like the sweet playfulness of a fond
-elder sister.
-
-“You took me at my word; that’s right,” she said to him, as they shook
-hands. “I was afraid the man might disturb you, or give you the idea you
-were expected to get up. And do you feel perfectly rested now? A day or
-two more will do it, at all events. If I’d known how they were dragging
-you about, by night and by day! But your Uncle Julius has no knowledge
-of even the meaning of the word fatigue. Sit here, won’t you--and now
-here’s bacon for you, and here’s fish taken this very morning, and eggs
-I’ll ring for to be done as you like them, and how much sugar to your
-coffee? You mustn’t think this has been boiling ever since morning. It
-was made when you were heard moving about in your room.”
-
-“I should be so sorry to have kept anybody waiting,” he began, in shy
-comment upon the discovery that he was eating alone.
-
-She laughed at him with cordial frankness. “Waiting?” she echoed
-merrily. “Why, it’s about three o’clock. Lord Julius is nearly in
-London by this time, and the rest of us have not only breakfasted, but
-lunched.”
-
-“Lord Julius gone?” he asked with wide-open eyes.
-
-She nodded, and raised a reassuring hand. “It’s nothing but business.
-Telegrams came early this morning which took him away by the first
-train. He would have gone later in the day in any case. He left the
-most fatherly adieux for you--and of course you’ll be seeing him soon in
-London.”
-
-Christian was puzzled. “But this is his home here, is it not?” he asked.
-
-“Not at all--more’s the pity,” she replied. “We wish for nothing so much
-as that he might make it so--but he elects instead to be the slave of
-the family, and to work like a bank-clerk in Brighton instead of cutting
-himself free and living his own life like the rest of us, in God’s fresh
-air. But he comes often to us--whenever the rural mood seizes him.” She
-seemed to comprehend the doubtful expression on the youth’s face, for
-she added smilingly: “And you mustn’t be frightened to be left alone
-with us. You’re as much our blood as you are his--and--”
-
-“Oh, don’t think that!” he pleaded impulsively. “I was never so glad to
-be anywhere in my life as I am to be here.”
-
-Her gray eyes regarded him with kindly softness. He saw that they were
-only in part gray eyes--that they were both blues and browns in their
-beautiful coloring, and that the outer edge of the iris deepened in tint
-almost to the black of the splendid lashes. He returned her look, and
-held it with a tentative smile, that he might the longer observe the
-remarkable eyes. All at once it flashed upon him that there was a
-resemblance.
-
-“Your eyes are like my mother’s,” he said, as if in defensive
-explanation of his scrutiny.
-
-“Tell me about your mother,” she rejoined, putting her arms on the table
-and resting her chin upon a finger. “I do not think I ever heard her
-name.”
-
-“It was Coppinger--Mary Coppinger. I never saw the name anywhere
-else.” He added hesitatingly: “My brother told me that her father was
-a soldier--an officer--who became in his old age very poor, and was at
-last a gardener for some rich man at Malta, and my mother gave lessons
-as a governess to support herself, and it was there she met my father.”
-
-The lady seemed most interested in the name. “Coppinger, is it!” she
-exclaimed, nodding her head at him. “No wonder my heart warmed at the
-sight of you. Why, now, to look at you--of course you’re County Cork.
-You’re our slender dark type to perfection.”
-
-“I am afraid I do not understand,” he murmured.
-
-“Why, she could not have that name and be anything but a County
-Cork woman. Who ever heard of a Coppinger anywhere else? Only it is
-pronounced with a soft ‘g,’ not hard, as you speak it. I wonder--but
-that can wait; her father will be easily enough traced. And so you are
-an Irishman, too!”
-
-Christian looked abashed at the confusing suggestion. “I think I am all
-English,” he said vaguely.
-
-She laughed again. “Are you turning your back on us? Did you not know
-it? I also am Irish. No doubt I am some sort of cousin of yours on my
-own account, as well as on Emanuel’s. There are Coppingers in my own
-family, and in most of those that we have intermarried with. Your mother
-was a Protestant, of course.”
-
-He shook his head apprehensively, as if fearful that his answer must
-give pain. “No, she went to mass like other people, and I was sent to
-the Brothers of the Christian School. But she was not in any degree a
-_dévotée_, and for that matter,” he added in a more confident tone, “I
-myself am still less _dévot_.”
-
-“Ah!” was her only comment, and he quite failed to gather from it any
-clue to her sentiments on the subject. “Well,” she began again, “I’ll
-not put you through any more of your catechism now. Are you finished?
-Then come with me and we will find Emanuel, and incidentally you will
-see the place--or portions of it. It will take you a long time to see it
-all. Do you want to smoke? Put some of these cigars in your pocket--or
-here are cigarettes if you prefer them. Oh, we smoke everywhere. There
-is nothing on earth that we want to do that we don’t do--and there’s
-nothing we don’t want to do that any mortal power can make us do. There
-you have the sum of our philosophy.”
-
-He had followed her into the hallway, where the doors were open wide to
-the mellow autumn afternoon. He put on the soft shapeless hat she gave
-him from a collection on the antlers, and was inspired to select a stick
-for himself out of the big standful at the door.
-
-“Now I shall walk about,” he said, gaily, “quite as if I had never been
-out of England in my life. Is your husband--perhaps-shooting?”
-
-She seemed always to laugh at him. Her visible merriment at his question
-dashed his spirits for an instant. Then he saw how genial and honest was
-her mirth, and smiled himself in spontaneous sympathy with it.
-
-“Don’t dream of suggesting it to him!” she adjured the young man,
-with mock solemnity. “He has a horror of the idea of killing living
-creatures. He does not even fish for sport--though I confess I hardly
-follow him to that length. And don’t speak of him in that roundabout
-way, but call him Emanuel, and call me Kathleen or Kit--whichever comes
-easiest. Merely because Thom’s directory swears we’re forty years old,
-we’re not to be made venerable people by you. All happy folk belong to
-the same generation, no matter when they were born--and--but here is
-Emanuel now.
-
-“I have been telling Christian,” she continued, addressing her husband
-as he paused at the foot of the steps, “that he is to be happy here,
-even in spite of himself.”
-
-Emanuel shook hands with his cousin, and nodded pleased approval of his
-wife’s remark. His smile, however, was of a fleeting sort. “Nothing
-has come of the Onothera experiments,” he announced to her in a serious
-tone. “I’m afraid we must give up the idea of the yellow fuchsia.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-Emanuel Torr, at the age of forty, was felt by those who knew and loved
-him almost to have justified the very highest of the high hopes which
-his youth had encouraged. This intimate circle of appreciation was
-rendered a small one by the circumstances of his temperament and choice
-of career; but beyond this his name was familiar to many who had
-never seen him, or who remembered him at best as a stripling, yet who
-habitually thought and spoke of him as an example and model to his
-generation.
-
-At Oxford, twenty years before, he had attracted attention of a sort
-rather peculiar to himself. Those who took note of him saw foreshadowed
-the promise, not so much of great achievements as of the development and
-consolidation of a great influence. He was not specially distinguished
-in his work at the University, and he made no mark at the Union, where
-there happened at the time to be glittering a quite exceptional galaxy
-of future front bench men, judges and bishops. In Emanuel’s case, the
-interest he aroused was perhaps more sentimental than intellectual. His
-mind was seen to be of a fine order, but his character was even more
-attractive to the observant eye. The facts that he was half Jewish in
-blood, and that in time he would be the possessor of enormous wealth,
-no doubt lent an added suggestion of romance to the picture of delicate,
-somewhat coldly modeled features, of ivory skin and serious, musing dark
-eyes, and of a rare smile of wonderful sweetness, which Oxford men of
-the mid-seventies still associate with his name. It was in the days
-when Disraeli’s remarkable individuality was a part of England’s current
-history, and when the English imagination, in part from the stimulus
-of this fact, dwelt upon the possibilities of a new Semitic wave of
-inspiration and ethical impetus. The dreams, the aspirations, the
-mysterious “perhaps” of Daniel Deronda were in men’s minds, and
-Johannesburg had not been so much as heard of.
-
-What the University recognized in the youth standing upon the threshold
-of manhood, had been an article of faith within his home since his
-childhood. It is as well to recount at this place the brief story of
-that home.
-
-At the age of twenty-five Lord Julius Torr, engaged in the listless
-pursuit of that least elusive of careers, called diplomacy, found
-himself at The Hague, and yawned his way about its brightly scrubbed
-solitudes for some months, until, upon the eve of his resolve to have
-done with the whole business, and buy a commission in a line regiment,
-he encountered a young woman who profoundly altered all his plans in
-life. It was by the merest and unlikeliest of accidents that he came
-to know the Ascarels, father and daughter, and at the outset his
-condescension had seemed to him to be involved as well. They were of
-an old family in the Netherlands, Jewish in race but now for
-some generations estranged from, the synagogue, and reputed to be
-extraordinarily wealthy. It was said of them too that they were sternly
-exclusive, but to the brother of an English duke this had not appeared
-to possess much meaning. He had previously been of some official service
-to the father, in a matter wherein Dutch and English interests touched
-each other at Sumatra; from this he came to meet the daughter. He had
-been told by the proud father that she was of the blood of the immortal
-Spinoza, and had been so little impressed that he had not gone to the
-trouble of finding out who Spinoza was.
-
-The marriage of young Torr, of the Foreign Office, to some Dutch-Jewish
-heiress a half-year later, received only a trifle more notice in England
-than did the news of his retirement from his country’s diplomatic
-service. The duke had already four sons, and the brother, when it seemed
-that he intended to live abroad, was not at all missed. Nearly fifteen
-years elapsed before a mature Lord Julius reappeared in England--a Lord
-Julius whom scarcely any one found recognizable. He bore small visible
-relation to the aimless and indolent young attaché whom people, by
-an effort of memory, were able to recall; still less did he resemble
-anything else that the Torr family, within recollection, had produced.
-He took a big old house in Russell Square, and in time it became
-understood that very learned and intellectual people paid pilgrimages
-thither to sit at the feet of Lady Julius, and learn of her. Smart
-London rarely saw this Lady Julius save at a distance--in her carriage
-or at the opera. The impression it preserved of her was of a short,
-swarthy woman, increasingly stout as years went on, who peered with
-near-sighted earnestness through a large pince-nez of unusual form.
-On her side, it seemed doubtful if she had formed even so succinct an
-impression as this of smart London. She was content with Bloomsbury to
-the end of her days; and made no effort whatever to establish relations
-with the West End. Indeed, tales came to be told of the effectual
-resistance she offered, in later years, to amiable interested advances
-from that quarter. It grew to be believed that she had made an eccentric
-will, and would leave untold millions to Atheist charities. The rumor
-that she was among the most highly cultivated women of her time, and
-that the most illustrious scientists and thinkers would quit the society
-of kings to travel post-haste across Europe at her bidding, did not, it
-must regretfully be added, seem incompatible with this theory about a
-crazy will. Finally, when she died in 1885, something was printed by the
-papers about her philanthropy, and much was said in private speculation
-about her disposition of her vast fortune, but it did not come out that
-any will whatever was proved, and London ceased to think of the matter.
-
-The outer world had in truth been wrong from the beginning. Lady Julius
-was not a deeply learned woman, and the limited circle of friends she
-gathered about her contained hardly one distinguished figure, in the
-popular use of the phrase; her opinions were not notably advanced or
-unconventional; she did not shun society upon philosophic principles,
-but merely because it failed to attract a nature at once shy and
-practical; so far from being rich in her own right, she had insisted
-many years before her death upon transferring every penny of her fortune
-to her husband.
-
-Inside her own household, this dark, stout little woman with the
-eye-glasses was revered as a kind of angel. She was plainfaced almost to
-ugliness in the eyes of strangers. Her husband and her son never doubted
-that she was beautiful. Now, when she had been a memory for ten years
-and more, these two talked of her lovingly and with no constraint of
-gloom, as if she were still the pivot round which their daily life
-turned.
-
-The elder man particularly delighted in dwelling upon the details of
-that earlier change in him, under her influence, to which allusion
-has been made. Emanuel had in his mind, from boyhood, no vision more
-distinct or familiar than this selfpainted picture of his father--the
-idle, indifferent, unschooled, paltry-ideaed young gentleman of
-fashion--meeting all unawares this overpowering new force, and kneeling
-in awed yet rapturous submission before it. To the boy’s imagination
-it became a historical scene, as fixed and well known in its lines
-of composition as that of Nelson’s death in the cockpit. He saw his
-beardless father in dandified clothes of the Corn-Laws-caricature
-period, proceeding along the primrose path of dalliance, like some
-flippant new Laodicean type of Saul of Tarsus--when “suddenly there
-shined around him a light from heaven.” Lord Julius, indeed, thought and
-spoke of it in much that same spirit. The recollection that he had not
-known who Spinoza was tenderly amused him: it was the symbol of his vast
-oceanic ignorance of all things worth knowing.
-
-“Ah, yes,” the son used to say, “but if you had not had within yourself
-all the right feelings--only lacking the flash to bring them out--you
-would not have seen how wonderful she was. You would not have understood
-at all, but just passed on, and nothing would have happened.”
-
-And the father, smiling in reverie, and stroking his great beard, would
-answer: “I don’t see that that follows. I remember what I was like quite
-vividly, and really there was nothing in me to explain the thing at all.
-I was a young blood about town, positively nothing more. No, Emanuel, we
-may say what we like, but there are things supernatural--that is,
-beyond what we can see, and are prepared for, in nature. It was as
-unaccountable as magic, the effect your mother produced upon me from the
-beginning. At the end of a few hours, when it was time for me to take
-my leave, and I turned--there was a gulf in front of me, cutting me off
-from where I had been before I came to her, that very day. It was so
-wide, it seemed that I could barely see across it.”
-
-To any listener but Emanuel such language must have been extravagant. To
-him there were no words for overpraise of his mother. It was not alone
-that he had never seen her in anger or even vexation; that he had
-never known her to be in error in any judgment, or suspected in her an
-uncharitable or unkindly thought. These were mere negations, and the
-memory of her was full of positive influences, all wise and pure and
-lofty. Very early in life, when he began to look about the world he
-found himself in, he learned to marvel that there were no other such
-women anywhere to be seen. She had been so perfect, with seemingly no
-effort to herself! Why should other women not even try?
-
-Emanuel had been born some ten years after the marriage of his parents,
-and they thus came into his baby consciousness as persons of middle age,
-in appearance and its suggested authority at least, by comparison with
-the parents of other children he saw about him. Nowhere else, however,
-either then or in later years, did he see another home so filled from
-center to circumference with love, and tender gentleness of eye and word
-and deed. The perception that this environment was unique colored all
-his boyhood. It became a habit with him to set in contrast his own
-charmed existence against the unconsidered and uneven experiences of
-other children, and to ponder the meaning of the difference. As he
-grew up, the importance of this question expanded in his mind and
-took possession of it. He was consumed with the longing to make
-some effective protest against the peevish folly with which humanity
-mismanaged its brief innings of life. From the cradle to the grave the
-race swarmed stupidly along, elbowing and jostling in an aimless bustle,
-hot and ill-tempered through exertions which had no purpose; trampling
-down all weaker than themselves and cursing those who, in turn, had the
-strength to push them under; coming wearily at the end to the gate and
-the outer darkness of extinction, a futile and disappointed mob--having
-seen nothing, comprehended nothing, profited nothing.
-
-The progress of a generation across the span of life might be made so
-serene and well-ordered and fruitful an affair! What else had man to
-concern himself about than this one thing--that “peace on earth, good
-will to men,” should rule in his time? And how was it that this alone,
-of all possible problems, received from him no attention at all?
-
-The impulse toward a mission was discernible in the lad; it altogether
-dominated the young man. His parents, regarding him lovingly and yet
-with wise inquiry, were fascinated by what they saw. A sense of lofty
-responsibility in their trusteeship for this beneficent new force formed
-a fresh bond between them, which grew to absorb within itself all their
-other ties. They came to regard themselves in no other light than as
-the parents of Emanuel. To preserve him from vitiating and stunting
-suggestions; richly to nourish, yet with an anxious avoidance of
-surfeit, both the soul and the mind within him; to give him strength
-and means and single-hearted courage adequate to the task he yearned to
-undertake--they asked nothing better of life than this.
-
-After Oxford, he went abroad for a couple of years, having as a
-companion a young Fellow of Swithin’s, a trifle older than himself, who
-shared his moral attitude if not his passionate aspirations. He saw many
-parts of the world, and scrutinized closely in each the working of those
-portions of the social mechanism which interested him. Returning with a
-mass of notes and a mind packed with impressions and theories, he set
-to work to write a big book. At the end of a year he produced instead a
-small volume, dealing with one little phase of the huge, complex theme
-he had at heart. It was a treatise on the relations between parents and
-children, and it received very favorable reviews indeed. University men
-felt that it was what they had had the foresight to expect from this
-serious and high-minded young fellow, who was lucky enough to have the
-means and leisure for ethical essay-writing. Evidently he was going in
-for that sort of thing, and they noted with approbation that he had been
-at great pains with his style. Much to Emanuel’s surprise, only some
-three hundred copies of the work were sold; upon reflection, he saw that
-it was no part of his plan to sell books, and he forthwith distributed
-the remainder of the edition, and another edition as well, among the
-libraries of the Three Kingdoms. Within the next three years two
-other brochures went through much the same experiences. They treated
-respectively of primary education and of public amusements. Again the
-reviews were extremely cordial; again the men who had always predicted
-that Torr would do something regarded their prophetic intuition with
-refreshed complacency; again Emanuel drew considerable checks in favor
-of his publisher. What had been hinted at rather vaguely heretofore was
-now, however, announced with confidence in “literary” columns: these
-small volumes were merely chapters of a vast and comprehensive work to
-which the author had dedicated his life--the laborious exposition of
-a whole new philosophy of existence, to be as complete in its way as
-Herbert Spencer’s noble survey of mankind.
-
-Not long after came the death of Emanuel’s mother--an unlooked-for
-event which altered everything in the world to the bereaved couple left
-behind. They went away together in the following month, with a plan of
-a prolonged tour in the Orient, but came back to England after a few
-weeks’ absence, having found their proposed distraction intolerable.
-Lord Julius promptly invented for his own relief the device of taking
-over upon himself the drudgery of caring for his millions, which
-heretofore had been divided among a banker, a broker, a solicitor and
-two secretaries. Emanuel saw his way less directly, but at last he found
-the will to begin a tentative experiment with some of his theories
-of life on a Somersetshire farm which his father gave him. The work
-speedily engrossed him, and expanded under his hands. He became
-conscious of growth within himself as well. The conviction that life is
-a thing not to be written about, but to be lived, formulated itself in
-his mind, and he elaborated this new view in an argument which persuaded
-his father. The Somersetshire estates of the family, which had been
-bought by Lord Julius in 1859, when the duke and his son Porlock joined
-to set aside the entail, were placed now unreservedly at Emanuel’s
-disposal. What he did with them is to be seen later on.
-
-At the moment, it was of the first importance that he should decide for
-himself the great question of celibacy v. marriage. The far-reaching
-projects which possessed his brain would, beyond doubt, be multiplied
-infinitely in value if precisely the right woman were brought in to
-share his enthusiasm and devotion. It was no whit less clear that they
-would dwindle into failure and collapse under the blight of the wrong
-woman. The dimensions of the risk so impressed him, as he studied them,
-that for more than two years he believed himself to be irrevocably
-committed to the cold middle course of bachelorhood.
-
-Then, by a remarkable stroke of good fortune, he met, fell in love with
-and married the sister of Lord Rosbrin, a young Irish peer whom he had
-known at Oxford. No one has ever doubted, he least of all, that she was
-the right woman.
-
-He wrote no more books, in the years following this event, but gradually
-he became the cause of writing in others. A review article upon the
-character and aims of his experiment in Somersetshire, written in an
-appreciative spirit by an economist of position, attracted so much
-attention that the intrusion of curious strangers and inquisitive
-reporters threatened to be a nuisance. After this, his name was always
-mentioned as that of an authority, when sociological problems were
-discussed. There was even a certain flurry of inquiry for his books,
-though this did not turn out to have warranted the printing of the new
-popular edition. Sundry precepts in them became, however, the stock
-phrases of leader-writers. People of culture grew convinced that they
-were familiar with his works, and only a few months before the period
-at which we meet him, his university had conferred upon him an honorary
-D.C.L., which gratified him more deeply than any other recognition his
-labors and attainments had ever received.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X
-
-Christian, observing his celebrated cousin by daylight for the first
-time, perceived the necessity of revising some of the previous night’s
-impressions.
-
-Under the illumination of the shaded lamp and the glowing bank of peat
-on the study hearth, Emanuel in his velvet jacket and slippered ease had
-seemed a delicately refined creature, of so ethereal a type that life
-for it outside the atmosphere of books, and of a library’s thought
-and talk, would be unnatural, or even impossible. With his back to the
-afternoon sunshine, however, and with rough, light clothes suggesting
-fresh-air exercise, Emanuel was a different person.
-
-In stature he was a trifle taller than Christian; perhaps he was also
-something heavier, but what the newcomer noted most about the figure
-was the wiry vigor of muscular energy indicated in all its lines and
-movements. There was apparent no trace of any physical resemblance
-to his father, the massive Lord Julius, and Christian, as this fact
-occurred to him, remembered what he had heard about the race from which
-the mother had come. He could not say that Emanuel’s face was like
-anything which he had thought of as distinctively Jewish. The forehead
-was both broad and prominent, and at the top, where early baldness
-exposed the conformation of the skull, there were curious sutural
-irregularities of surface which attracted attention. The rest of the
-face was indefinably distinguished in effect, but not so remarkable.
-Christian thought now that it was a more virile countenance than he had
-imagined it to be. Vague suggestions of the scholarly dreamer flitted
-through its expressions now and again, but it was still above all things
-the face of a man of action.
-
-Christian had said to himself, in that crowded instant of analysis, that
-he had never seen any Jewish face which at all resembled this of his
-cousin’s. Yet somewhere he had seen a face so like it!--the memory
-puzzled and absorbed his mind. The same crisping, silky black-brown
-hair; the same full line of brow and nose; the same wide-open dark eyes,
-intently comprehending in their steady gaze--how strangely familiar they
-were to him! He saw them again in his mind’s eye, and they had the same
-shadow-casting background of sunlight--only as he looked at the mental
-picture, this sunlight was fiercer and hotter, and there was a golden,
-hazy distance of purple-blue sea. Suddenly he laughed aloud, and his
-brain was alive with recollections.
-
-“I never recognized you last night,” he declared. “Is it not strange
-that I should have been so blind? But seeing you in the sunlight--ah, I
-remember you well enough.”
-
-Emanuel smiled too, a little awkwardly. “Of course I was not making
-any secret of it,” he said. “It would have come up naturally, sooner or
-later, in the course of talk.”
-
-But Christian had turned to the lady, and was speaking with gay
-animation. “He it is whom I have so often thought of, for years now, as
-the ‘mysterious stranger’ of my poor little romance. How long is it ago?
-Oh, ten years perhaps, since I saw him first. It was at Toulon, and I
-was walking along the quai in the late afternoon, and he stopped me to
-ask some question, and we fell to walking together and talking--at first
-about the old town, then of myself, because he wished it so. A long
-time passed, and lo! I saw him again. This time he came into Salvator’s
-little shop at Cannes--it was in the Rue d’Oran--and I was alone, and
-we talked again--it seems to me for more than an hour. And I wondered
-always who he could be--because he made me feel that he had friendly
-thoughts about me. And then, once more--it was a year ago last
-summer--he met me again, and came and sat beside me on a seat in the
-Jardin Public, at Nice. It must have been in June, for the season was
-ended, and it surprised me that he should be there.”
-
-“Oh, yes, I know all about it,” put in Kathleen. “He told me of his
-seeing you, and what he thought of you, almost as soon as your back was
-turned. But at that time, of course--things hadn’t happened.”
-
-“Ah, but he wanted to be kind to me, even then,” the young man broke
-forth, with a glow in his eyes. “I felt that in his tone, the very first
-time, when I was the young boy at school. Oh, I puzzled my brain very
-often about this young English gentleman who liked to talk to me.
-And here is a curious thing, that when the Credit Lyonnais gave me my
-summons to come to England, it was of him that I thought first of all,
-and wondered if he had not some part in it. And then I was so dull--I
-come to his own house, and sit at his own table with him as my cousin,
-and do not know him at all! It is true that he had no beard then--but
-none the less I am ashamed.” He spread his hands out and smiled a
-deprecatory gesture at them both as he added: “But then everything has
-been upside down in my mind since I came to England. It has been as if
-I were going up the side of a straight cliff in a funicular railway--my
-heart throbbing in terror, my brain whirling--afraid to look down, or
-out, or to realize where I was. But to-day I am happily at the end of
-the journey, and the good safe ground is well under my feet--and so I am
-not confused any more, but only very, very glad.”
-
-The elder couple exchanged a frankly delighted smile over the
-enthusiast’s head. “You take him for a stroll about the place,” said the
-wife. “Perhaps I will come and find you, later on.”
-
-In obedience to the suggestion, the two men turned, and went off
-together across the lawn.
-
-Emanuel began speaking at once. “My father,” he said, “has given me a
-rough outline of what you have seen and heard. In the nature of things,
-it could not all be pleasant.”
-
-“Oh, I have quite forgotten the unhappy parts,” the young man declared.
-“I resolved to do that; it would be folly to remember them.”
-
-“They have their uses, though,” persisted the other. “I wanted you to
-start out with just that impression of the family’s seamy side. We have
-an immense deal to make up to the people about us, and to humanity in
-general, have we Torrs. It seemed to me that you could not realize this
-too early in your experience here. What impressions did Caermere itself
-make upon you?”
-
-Christian hesitated a little, to give form to his thoughts. “I am
-imagining it in my mind,” he said at last, slowly, and with extended
-hands to shape his meaning to the eye, “as a huge canvas, one of the
-very biggest. As it happens, there is an unpleasant picture on it now,
-but that can be wiped out, covered over, and then on the vast blank
-surface a new and splendid picture may be painted--if I have the skill
-to do it.” He paused, as his companion nodded comprehension of the
-figure, and then added abruptly: “I have not put the question
-direct before--but it is really the case that I am to succeed my
-grandfather--to be duke of Glastonbury, is it not?”
-
-“Yes,” answered Emanuel, gravely. “That is the case.”
-
-“Lord Julius told me to ask you everything,” Christian went on in
-defense of his curiosity. “But, grand Dieu! there is so much to ask!
-Shall I be a rich man, also? There are dukes in France who can scarcely
-give a dinner to a friend--and in Italy who are often in doubt
-about even their own dinners. I understand that English dukes are
-different--but it has been said to me that my grandfather, for example,
-is not a rich man. He would be rich, no doubt, in some other station,
-but as a duke he is poor. Shall I also be poor?”
-
-Emanuel smiled, more, it seemed, to himself than for the benefit of the
-young man. With amusing deliberation he took from his pocket a little
-oblong book with flexible covers. “Have you ever owned a checkbook?” he
-asked drily.
-
-Christian shook his head.
-
-“Well, this is yours. It came from London this morning. I have written
-here on the back of the first check, on the part that remains in the
-book, these figures. They show what the bank holds at your disposal at
-the present moment.”
-
-Christian took the book, and stared with awe at the figures indicated.
-“Three thousand pounds! That is to say, seventy-five thousand francs!
-But--I do not understand. What portion is this of my entire fortune?
-There is more besides--to come at some future period--n’est ce pas?”
-
-The sum itself had seemed at first glance to be of bewildering
-dimensions. Soberer second thoughts, however, told him that he had been
-lifted into a social stratum where such an amount might easily come and
-go a number of times during one’s life.
-
-“Well,” Emanuel began, hesitating in turn over his phrases, “strictly
-speaking, you have no fortune at all. This money has been placed to
-your credit by my father--or if you like, by us both--to put you in a
-position of independence for the time being. You are quite free to spend
-it as you like. But--this is a somewhat delicate matter to explain--but
-we look to you in turn to be more or less guided by us in, say, your
-mode of life, your choice of associates and--and so on. Don’t think that
-we wish in the least to hamper your individual freedom. I am sure you
-will feel that that is not our way. But we have formed very high hopes
-indeed for your career and--how shall I make you understand?--it rests a
-good deal with us to say how far the realization of these hopes warrants
-us in going on. That isn’t plain to you, I see. Well, to put it frankly,
-you have nothing of your own, but we turn our money over to you because
-we believe in you. If unhappily--let us suppose the very improbable
-case--we should find ourselves no longer believing in you, why then we
-should feel free to reconsider our financial responsibilities towards
-you. That is stating it very baldly--not at all as I should like to have
-put it--but it gives you the essence of the situation.”
-
-They had paused, and Christian regarded him with a troubled face. “Then
-if you come not to like me, or if I make mistakes, you take everything
-away from me again? I have never heard of a system like that. It seems
-to place me in a very strange position.”
-
-The youth’s mobile countenance expressed such wistful dejection, as he
-faltered out these words, that Emanuel hastened to reassure him.
-
-“No, no,” he urged, putting a brotherly hand on his shoulder, “it is the
-fault entirely of the way I explained it. No one will ever take anything
-away from you. In all human probability you will live and die a wealthy
-and powerful nobleman--and perhaps something a good deal more than that.
-But let me show you the situation in another way. You have seen your
-grandfather--so I need say little about him. When he had reached the age
-of fifty or thereabouts he had come to the end of his resources. Since
-the estates were entailed, nothing could be sold or mortgaged, and debts
-of all sorts were crowding in upon him and his eldest son, Lord Porlock.
-They were at their wits’ end to keep going at all; Porlock could not
-hold his head up in London, much less marry, as he was expected to
-do. If it had not been for the invention of life insurance, they could
-hardly have found money to live from week to week. That was in 1858
-or ’9, when I was two or three years old. It was then that my father
-adopted his policy toward the older branch of the family. As you perhaps
-know, he was a very rich man. He came forward at this juncture, and
-saved the duke and his household from ruin.”
-
-“That was very noble of him. It is what I should have thought he would
-do,” interposed Christian. They had begun walking again.
-
-“Oh, I don’t know that noble is quite the word,” said Emanuel. “The
-element of generosity was not very conspicuous in the transaction. The
-truth is that the duke and his son were not people that one could be
-generous to. They had to be bound to a hard-and-fast bargain. They
-agreed between them to break the entail, so that all the estates could
-be dealt with as was deemed best, and bound themselves to sell or
-mortgage nothing except to my father, unless with his consent. He on
-his side settled seventy thousand pounds on Porlock and his heirs,
-thus enabling him to marry, and he not only purchased from the duke the
-Somerset properties, of which this is a part, but he bought up his debts
-at the sacrifice of a good many thousands of pounds, so that in practice
-he became his brother’s only creditor. No doubt there _was_ generosity
-in that--since he cut down the rate of interest to something almost
-nominal by comparison with the usury that had been going on--but his
-motive was practical enough. It was to get complete financial mastery
-of the family estates. Nearly forty years have passed since he began;
-to-day he holds mortgages on practically every acre. If it were not
-for the mine near Coalbrook, which latterly yields the duke a certain
-surplus over the outlay at Caermere, my father would probably own it all
-outright. Well, you have followed it so far, haven’t you?”
-
-Christian thoughtfully nodded his head. “These are not affairs that
-I have been brought up to understand,” he commented, “but I think I
-comprehend. Only this--you speak of your father’s adopted policy;
-that means he has a purpose--an aim. The lady at the castle--Lady
-Cressage--spoke to me about this, and I wish--”
-
-“Ah, yes, you met her,” interposed
-
-Emanuel. “I am not sure she was the best fitted to expound our policy to
-you.”
-
-“Oh, she was very sympathetic,” the young man hastened to insist. “She
-had the warmest praises for both you and your father. And I could not
-but feel she wished me well, too.”
-
-Emanuel made no immediate reply, but walked slowly along, revolving
-silent thoughts, with a far-away, deliberative look in his eyes. When
-he spoke at last, it was to revert with abruptness to the earlier topic.
-“The policy, as we are calling it,” he said, “can be put in a nutshell.
-We take that kind of pride in the family which impels us to resolve
-that, if we cannot induce it to do great things, we will at least
-prevent it doing base things. The position which your grandfather
-inherited was one of remarkable opportunities, and also of exceptional
-responsibilities. He was unfit to do anything with the opportunities,
-and as for the responsibilities, he regarded them with only ignorant
-contempt. His immediate heirs were very little better. It became a
-problem with us, therefore, how best to limit their power for harm.
-Money was the one force they could understand and respect, and we have
-used it accordingly. I say ‘we’ because as the situation has gradually
-developed itself, it is hard to say which part of it is my father’s and
-which mine--and still more impossible to imagine what either of us would
-have done independently of my mother. I will tell you more about her
-sometime. It was she, of course, who brought the money to us, but she
-brought much else besides. However, we will not enter upon that at the
-moment. Well, suddenly, last summer, the deaths changed everything.
-Up to that time, what we had been doing had had, so to speak, only a
-negative purpose. We had been keeping unfit people from parading their
-unfitness in too scandalously public a fashion. But all at once the
-possibility of doing something positive--something which might be very
-fine indeed--was opened up before us. As you know now, we were aware of
-your existence, but there were inquiries to be made as to--well, as to
-the formal validity of your claim. After that, there was some slight
-delay in tracing your whereabouts--but now you are here, at last.”
-
-“Now I am here, at last!” Christian repeated softly. He looked up into
-the sky; somewhere from the blue an invisible lark filled the air with
-its bubbling song. He drew a long breath of amazed content, then turned
-to his companion.
-
-“That men like you and your father should be making plans and sacrifices
-for one like myself,” he said--“it is hard for me to realize it. There
-is nothing for me to say but this--that I will spare no thought or labor
-to be what you want me to be. And you will make it all clear to me, will
-you not? in every detail what it is I am to do?”
-
-“Oh, hardly to that length,” said Emanuel. He smiled once more--that
-grave, sweet, introspective smile of his, which suggested humor as
-little as it did flippancy--and spoke more freely, as if conscious that
-the irksome part of his task lay behind him. “We dream a great dream of
-you, but it would be folly to attempt to dictate to you at every stage
-of its realization. That would do you more harm than good, and it would
-be unfair to both parties, into the bargain. No, what I desire is to
-show you the practical workings of a system, and to fill you with the
-principles and spirit of that system. I think it will interest you
-deeply, and I hope you will see your way to making it, in its essentials
-at least, your own. It has taken me many years to build it up, and I
-can’t pretend to suppose that you will grasp it in a week or a year. But
-you will see at least the aim I have in view, and you will get a notion
-of how I progress toward it. I shall be satisfied, for the time being,
-merely to commend it to your judgment as the aim which you might do well
-to set before you. It occurs to me to ask you: have you decided opinions
-in politics?”
-
-Christian shrugged his shoulders diffidently. “In France my friends were
-of many parties, but since I thought never of myself as a Frenchman,
-I did not take sides with any of them. My brother Salvator is very
-advanced indeed; he is a Free Mason, and his friends are Carbonari in
-Italy and Socialists in France. But to me, these things had not much
-meaning. I said always to myself that I was English, and I read journals
-from London when I could, to learn about English parties. But it was
-not easy to learn. I stood in the streets often at Cannes in the early
-spring to see Mr. Gladstone when he passed, and to take off my hat to
-him, because I read that he was the greatest Englishman. But then I
-talked with English people on the Riviera about him, and they all cursed
-and ridiculed him, and told me that in England no respectable
-people would so much as speak to him. So it is very hard to know the
-truth--when you are born and bred in another country.”
-
-“Even those who are born here do not invariably agree upon definitions
-of the truth,” commented Emanuel. “But I was not speaking of parties
-or politicians, so called. Politics, in its bigger sense, means
-the housekeeping of humanity--the whole mass of interests that the
-individuals of the human race have in common. But I don’t want to
-generalize to you. Let us stop here for a few minutes; I have brought
-you to this point that you may get the view.”
-
-Their leisurely stroll through pastures and meadows, and latterly
-across a strip of grassy common dotted with sheep, had brought them by
-a gradual ascent to the summit of a knoll, crowned by a group of
-picturesquely gnarled and twisted old trees, the boughs of which
-were all pointed backward in the direction whence the men had come.
-Christian, coming to the ridge and halting, confronted the unexpected
-breeze, steady and sustained as an ocean swell, which he could hear
-murmuring through the land-ward bent branches overhead. In front of him,
-at the distance of a stone’s throw, the sloping heath abruptly ended in
-what for the instant he supposed was the sky-line--and then saw to be
-a vast glittering expanse of water, stretching off to an illimitable
-horizon.
-
-“Oh, the sea!” he cried out, in surprised delight. “I had never dreamed
-that we were near it.”
-
-He could distinguish now the faint intermittent rustle of the waves on
-the hidden beach far below. Perhaps a mile out the profile of a craft
-under full sail shone magically white in the sunlight. He knew it to
-be a yacht, and began watching it with an intuitive appreciation of its
-beauty of line and carriage. Then in a sudden impulse he swung around
-and faced his companion. “I do not like to look at it,” he broke out
-nervously. “I am afraid to see the ghosts of those cousins who were
-drowned--killed to make room for me. Where their yacht went down on the
-rocks--was that close by here?”
-
-“At least sixty miles away--in that direction,” and Emanuel gave an
-indifferent nod towards the west. “I wouldn’t encourage ghosts of any
-sort, if I were you, but theirs would be least of all worth while. I
-wanted you to look about you from here--not specially seaward, but in
-all directions. There is a small village at the water’s edge, almost
-directly under our feet, which can’t be seen from above--we will get
-round to it, perhaps to-morrow--but look in other directions. As far
-as you can see along the coast to right and left--and inland, too--the
-system I spoke of is in operation. It is all my land. Get the scope of
-it into your mind. Roughly speaking, you can see over some nine or ten
-thousand acres. Imagine that multiplied by seven or eight, and you will
-have, an idea of the territory that your grandfather still owns--at
-least nominally.”
-
-Christian kept a rapt gaze upon the prospect, and strove in silence to
-grasp the meaning of the words.
-
-“On the land that you see before you,” Emanuel went on, “in one capacity
-or another, nearly two thousand human beings have homes. On your
-grandfather’s estates there must be nearly if not quite ten times that
-number. Think what this means. You will be in a position to affect the
-prosperity, the happiness, the well-being, body and soul, of fifteen or
-twenty thousand people. It is a little nation--a small kingdom--of which
-you will be the head.”
-
-The young man turned slowly and forced himself to look out upon the
-deep, but still said nothing.
-
-“This position you may make much of, or little, or worse than nothing at
-all,” the other continued. “It is a simple enough matter to put the work
-and the responsibility upon other shoulders, if you choose to do it.
-Many very respectable men born to such positions do wash their hands
-of the worry and labor in just that fashion. They lead idle lives, they
-amuse themselves, they take all that is yielded to them and give nothing
-in return--and because they avoid open grossness and scandal their
-behavior attracts no particular attention. In fact, it is quite taken
-for granted that they have done the natural thing. Being born to
-leisure, why should they toil? Possessing the title to wealth and
-dominion and the deference of those about them, why should they be
-expected to go to work and earn these things which they already own?
-That is the public view. Mine is very different. I hold that a man who
-has been born to a position of power among his fellows, and neglects the
-duties of that position while he accepts its rewards, is disgraced. It
-is as dishonest as any action for which less fortunate persons go to
-prison.”
-
-“Yes, that is my feeling, also,” said Christian in low, earnest tones.
-“It’s all true--but--”
-
-“Ah, yes, the ‘But,’” commented Emanuel, with his perceptive smile. “Now
-let me explain to you that I have met this ‘But,’ and done battle with
-it, and put it under my feet. I began planning for this struggle when I
-was very young. All the good people I knew admitted frankly the evils
-I speak of; they saw them quite clearly, and talked with eloquence and
-fine feeling about them, and at the finish they said ‘But!’--and changed
-the subject, and everything went on as before. It became apparent to me
-that this eternal ‘But’ is the enemy of the human race. There it
-stood forever in the path, blocking every attempt of benevolent and
-right-minded people to advance in real progress. So I said: at least one
-life shall be given to the task of proving that there need be no ‘But.’
-I have been working here now for years, upon lines which were carefully
-thought out during other years of preparation. The results are in most
-respects better than I could have expected; they are certainly many-fold
-better than any one who had not my faith could have believed possible.
-Sundry limitations in the system I have, no doubt, discovered. Some
-things which seemed axiomatic on paper do not work themselves out the
-same way in practice--but as a whole the system is recognized now as
-having justified itself. There was an article in the ‘Fortnightly’ on
-it last November which I will give you to read. I have written some
-chapters upon certain phases of it, myself, which you might also look
-at. But the principal thing is that you should see the system itself in
-full operation.”
-
-“I am eager to begin,” declared the young man, with fervor.
-
-They had turned by tacit consent, and were sauntering back again over
-the short, soft grass of the heath.
-
-Emanuel paused and picked from a furze-bush a belated spray of bright
-yellow blossoms. As he continued his walk, he pulled one of these
-flowers to pieces, and attentively examined the fragments.
-
-“I gather that you are much interested in flowers,” said Christian, to
-make conversation.
-
-The other laughed briefly, as he threw the stuff aside, then sighed a
-little. “Too much so,” he answered. “I wish I had the courage to give it
-up altogether. It murders my work. I spend sometimes whole hours in my
-greenhouses when I ought to be doing other things. The worst of it is
-that I realize perfectly the criminal waste of time--and still I persist
-in it. There is something quite mysterious in plants--especially if you
-have grown them yourself. You can go and stand among them by the hour,
-and look from one to another, with your mind entirely closed to thoughts
-of any description. I used to assume that this mental rest had a
-recuperative value, but as I get older I suspect that it is a kind
-of lethargy instead--a mere blankness that can grow upon one. I find
-myself, for example, going incessantly to see certain pans of my own
-hybridized seedlings--and staring aimlessly at them till I get quite
-empty-headed. Now, I am too busy a man to be able to afford that.”
-
-“But if you get pleasure from it,” expostulated Christian, gently.
-
-“We have no right to think of our pleasure,” Emanuel asserted with
-decision, “while any duty remains unperformed. And rightly considered,
-duty _is_ pleasure, the very highest and noblest pleasure. The trouble
-is that even while our minds quite recognize this, our senses play us
-tricks. For example, when I saw how much time I was wasting on flowers,
-I tried to turn the impulse into a useful channel. The blossoms of fruit
-trees, for instance; the growth and flowering and seeding processes of
-melons and broad-beans and potatoes and so on, are just as interesting
-and worthy of study, and they mean value to humanity into the bargain.
-So I said I would concentrate my attention upon them, instead--but there
-was some perverse element in me somewhere; I couldn’t do it. The mere
-knowledge that these excellent vegetables were of practical utility
-threw me off altogether. They bored me--so I went shamefacedly back to
-the roses and fuchsias and dahlias.”
-
-“They have wonderful dahlias at Caermere,” interposed Christian. “I
-walked for a long time among them with Lady Cressage, and she told me
-all their names. Poor lady, she is very sad, in spite of the flowers.
-I--I think I should like to say it to you--I find myself very sorry for
-her. And--such a bewildering number of things are to be done for me--is
-there not something that can be done for her?”
-
-Emanuel walked slowly on in silence for some moments, regarding his
-companion’s profile out of the corner of his eye, his own face showing
-signs of preoccupation meantime. When at last he spoke, the question
-seemed to have lost itself in convolution of his thoughts.
-
-“Considering their northern exposure,” he said meditatively, “they grow
-an extraordinary amount of fruit at Caermere.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI
-
-At the end of a fortnight Christian found himself able to confront the
-system, and even look it in the face, with a certain degree of mental
-composure. He was far from imagining that he had comprehended it all,
-but the thought of it no longer made his brain whirl by the magnitude of
-its scope, or frightened him by its daring. The implication that he
-was expected to do still more with it than Emanuel, its inventor and
-evangel, had done, possessed its terrors, no doubt, but one is not
-young for nothing. The buoyancy of youth, expanding genially amid these
-delightful surroundings, thrust these shadows off into the indefinite
-future, whenever they approached.
-
-This system need not detain us long, or unnerve us at all. Lord Julius
-had spoken figuratively of it as the Pursuit of Happiness; perhaps that
-remains its best definition.
-
-Like other systems, it was capable of explanation by means of formulas;
-but the most lucid and painstaking presentation of these could not hope
-to convey complete meaning to the mind. Stated in words, Emanuel’s plan
-hardly appealed to the imagination. Save for a few innovations, not
-of primary importance, it proceeded by arguments entirely familiar to
-everybody, and which indeed none disputes. Most of its propositions were
-the commonplaces of human speech and thought. The value of purity, of
-cheerfulness, of loyalty, of mercy--this is not gainsaid by any one. The
-conception of duty as the mainspring of human action is very old indeed.
-For this reason, doubtless, Emanuel’s efforts to expound his System
-by means of books had failed to rivet public attention. He could only
-insist afresh upon what was universally conceded, and Mr. Tupper before
-him had done enough of this to last several generations.
-
-Viewed in operation, however, the System was another matter. Our
-immemorial platitudes, once clothed in flesh and blood, informed with
-life, and set in motion under the sympathetic control of a master mind,
-became unrecognizable.
-
-Emanuel as a lad had thought much of the fact that he was of the blood
-of the Spinozas. When he learned Latin in his early boyhood, the task
-was sweetened and ennobled to his mind by the knowledge that it would
-bring him into communion with the actual words of the great man, his
-kinsman. Later, when he approached with veneration the study of these
-words, the discovery that they meant little or nothing to him was almost
-crushing in its effects. Eventually it dawned upon his brain that the
-philosopher’s abstractions and speculations were as froth on the top
-of the water; the great fact was the man himself--the serene, lofty,
-beautiful character which shines out at us from its squalid setting like
-a flawless gem. To be like Spinoza, but to give his mind to the real
-rather than the unreal, shaped itself as the goal of his ambitions.
-
-It was at this period that he became impressed by the thought that
-he was also of the blood of the Torrs. On the one side the poor
-lens-grinder with the soul of an archangel; on the other the line of
-dull-browed, heavy-handed dukes, with a soul of any sort discoverable
-among them nowhere. Slowly the significance of the conjunction revealed
-itself to him. To take up the long-neglected burden of responsibilities
-and possibilities of the Torrs, with the courage and pure spirit of a
-Spinoza--there lay the duty of his life, plainly marked before him.
-
-Ensuing years of reading, travel and reflection gave him the frame, so
-to speak, in which to put this picture. He had from his childhood been
-greatly attracted by the glimpses which his father’s library gave him of
-what is called the Mediaeval period. As he grew older, this taste became
-a passion. Where predilection ended and persuasion began, it would be
-hard to say, but when he had arrived at man’s estate, and stood upon
-the threshold of his life-work, it was with the deeply rooted conviction
-that the feudal stage had offered mankind its greatest opportunities
-for happiness and the higher life. That the opportunities had been
-misunderstood, wasted, thrown away, proved nothing against the soundness
-of his theory. He had masses of statistics as to wages, rent-rolls,
-endowments and the like at his fingers’ ends, to show that even on its
-reverse side, the medieval shield was not so black as it was painted.
-As for the other side--it was the age of the cathedrals, of the Book
-of Kells, of the great mendicant orders, of the saintly and knightly
-ideals. It was in its flowering time that craftsmanship attained its
-highest point, and the great artisan guilds, proud of their talents and
-afraid of nothing but the reproach of work ill-done, gave the world its
-magnificent possessions among the applied arts. Sovereigns and princes
-vied with one another to do honor to the noblest forms of art, and
-to bow to the intellect of an Erasmus, who had not even the name of a
-father to bear. Class caste was the rule of the earth, yet the son of a
-peasant like Luther could force himself to the top, and compel emperors
-to listen to him, more readily then than now. The bishop-princes of
-feudal England were as often as not the sons of swineherds or starveling
-clerks, whereas now no such thing could conceivably happen to the
-hierarchy. Above all things, it was the age of human character. Men
-like Thomas More, with their bewildering circle of attainments and their
-extraordinary individual force, were familiar products. In a thousand
-other directions, Emanuel saw convincing proofs that mankind then and
-there had come closest to the possibilities of a golden age. True, it
-had wandered off miserably again, into all manner of blind lanes
-and morasses, until it floundered now in a veritable Dismal Swamp of
-individualism, menaced on the one side by the millionaire slave-hunter,
-on the other by the spectral anarchist, and still the fools in its ranks
-cried out ceaselessly for further progress. Oh, blind leaders of the
-blind!
-
-No. Emanuel saw clearly that humanity could right itself by retracing
-its steps, and going back to the scene of its mistaken choice of roads.
-It had taken the wrong turning when it forsook the path of coherent and
-interdependent organization--that marvelously intricate yet perfectly
-logical system called feudalism, in which everybody from king to serf
-had service to render and service to receive, and mutual duty was the
-law of the entire mechanism.
-
-Though Christian heard much more than this, enough has been said to
-indicate the spirit in which Emanuel had embarked upon the realization
-of his plan. The results, as Christian wonderingly observed them, were
-remarkable.
-
-The estate over which the System reigned was compact in shape, and
-enjoyed the advantage of natural boundaries, either of waste moorland or
-estuaries, which shut it off from the outside world, and simplified the
-problem of developing its individual character. In area it comprised
-nearly fifteen square miles, and upon it, as has been said, lived some
-two thousand people. About half of these were employed in, or dependent
-upon, the industrial occupations Emanuel had introduced; the others
-were more directly connected with the soil. Whether artisans or farmers,
-however, they lived almost without exception in some one of the six
-little villages on the property.
-
-In each of these hamlets there were conserved one or more old timbered
-houses; the newer cottages had been built, not in servile imitation
-of these, but after equally old models, no two quite alike. As the
-“Fortnightly Review” article said, if the System had done nothing else
-it had “gathered for the instruction and delight of the intelligent
-observer almost a complete collection of examples of early English
-domestic architecture of the humbler sort.” The numerous roads upon the
-estate were kept in perfect order, and were for the most part lined with
-trees; where they passed through the villages they were of great width,
-with broad expanses of turf, shaded by big oaks or elms, some of which
-had been moved from other spots only a few years before, to the admiring
-surprise of the neighborhood. Each village had a small church edifice of
-its own, quaintly towered and beautiful in form, and either possessing
-or simulating skillfully the graces of antiquity as well. Beside
-the church was a building presenting some one or another type of the
-tolsey-house of old English towns, devoted to the communal uses of the
-villagers. About the church and the tolsey was the public garden and
-common, with a playground with swings and bars for the children at
-the back--and there was no grave or tombstone in sight anywhere. A
-hospitable, ivy-clad, low-gabled inn, with its long side to the street,
-was a conspicuous feature on each village green.
-
-Christian retained a vivid recollection of entering one of these taverns
-with Emanuel, very early in his tour of observation. Above the broad,
-open door, as they went in, swung the cumbrous, brightly painted sign
-of “The Torr Arms.” Two or three laborers in corduroys were seated on
-benches at the table, with tankards before them; they dragged their
-heavily shod feet together on the sanded floor, and stood up, when they
-saw Emanuel, touching their hats with an air of affectionate humility
-as he smiled and nodded to them. There was a seemingly intelligent and
-capable landlady in the bar, who drew the two glasses of beer which
-Emanuel asked for, and answered cheerfully the questions he put to her.
-Two brightfaced young women, very neatly dressed, were seated sewing in
-this commodious bar, and they joined in the conversation which Emanuel
-raised. Christian gathered from what he heard and saw that his cousin
-took an active interest in the fortunes of this tavern and of both its
-inmates and its patrons, and that the interest and liking were warmly
-reciprocated. The discovery gave him a more genial conception of
-Emanuel’s character than he had hitherto entertained.
-
-“That is one of my most satisfactory enterprises,” Emanuel had said when
-they came out. “We brew our own beer, as well as the few cordials which
-take the place of spirits, and I really feel sure it’s the best beer
-obtainable in England. I am very proud of it--but I am proud of
-these taverns of ours too. That was one of the hardest problems to be
-solved--but the solution satisfies me better, perhaps, than anything
-else I have done. Nobody ever dreams of getting drunk in these ‘pubs’
-of ours. Nobody dreams of being ashamed to be seen going into them or
-coming out. The women and children enter them just as freely, if they
-have occasion to do so, as they would a dairy or grocer’s shop. They
-are the village clubs, so to speak, and they are constantly open to the
-whole village, as much as the church or the tolsey. But here is one of
-my parsons. I want you to take note of him--and I will tell you about
-his part in the System afterward. He is as interesting a figure in it as
-my publican.”
-
-A tall, fresh-faced, fair young man approached them as Emanuel spoke,
-and was presented to the stranger as Father William. Christian observed
-him narrowly, as he had been bidden, but beyond the fact that he was
-clad in a somewhat outlandish fashion, and seemed a merry-hearted
-fellow, there was nothing noteworthy in the impression he produced. He
-stood talking for a few minutes, and then, with affable adieux, passed
-on.
-
-“That is wholly my invention,” commented Emanuel, as they resumed their
-walk. “There is one of them in each of the six villages, and a
-seventh who has a kind of general function--and really I have been
-extraordinarily fortunate with them all. They come from my college at
-Oxford--Swithin’s--and when you think that twenty years ago it was the
-most bigoted hole in England, the change is most miraculous. These young
-men fell in with my ideas like magic. I don’t suppose you know much
-about the Church of England. Well, it drives with an extremely loose
-rein. You can do almost anything you like inside it, if you go about the
-thing decorously. I didn’t even have the trouble with the bishop which
-might have been expected. These young men--my curates, we may call
-them--have among themselves a kind of guild or confraternity.
-They are called Father William, or Father Alfred; they wear the sort of
-habit you have seen; they are quite agreed upon an irreducible minimum
-of dogmatic theology, and an artistic elaboration of the ritual, and,
-above all, upon an active life consecrated to good works. They have
-their own central chapter-house, where they live when they choose and
-feel like enjoying one another’s society, but each has his own village,
-for the moral and intellectual health of which he feels responsible.
-Without their constant and very capable oversight, the System would have
-a good many ragged edges, I’m afraid. But what they do is wonderful.
-They have made a study of all the different temperaments and natures
-among the people. They know just how to smooth away possible friction
-here, to encourage dormant energy there, to keep the whole thing
-tight and clean and sound. They specially watch the development of the
-children, and make careful notes of their qualities and capacities. They
-decide which are to be fully educated, and which are to be taught only
-to read and do sums.”
-
-“I am not sure that I understand,” put in Christian. “Is not universal
-education a part of your plan?”
-
-Emanuel smiled indulgently. “There was never grosser nonsense talked
-in this world,” he said, with the placid air of one long since familiar
-with the highest truths, “or more mischievous rubbish into the bargain,
-than this babble about universal education. The thing we call modern
-civilization is wrong at so many points that it is hard to say where
-it sins most, but often I think this is its worst offense. The race
-has gone fairly mad over this craze for stuffing unfit brains with
-encumbering and harmful twaddle. In the Middle Ages they knew better.
-The monks of a locality picked out the children whose minds would repay
-cultivation, and they taught these as much as it was useful for them to
-know. If the system was in honest operation, it mattered nothing whether
-these children belonged to the lord of the manor or the poorest peasant.
-Assume, for example, that there was a nobleman and one of his lowest
-dependents, and that each of them had a clever son and a dull one. The
-monks would take the two clever ones, and educate them side by side--and
-if in the end the base born boy had the finer mind of the two, and the
-stronger character, he would become the bishop or the abbot or the judge
-in preference to his noble school-fellow. On the other hand, the two
-dull boys were not wearied by schooling from which they could get no
-profit. The thick-headed young-noble, very often without even learning
-his alphabet, was put on a horse, and given a suit of armor and a sword;
-the heavy-witted young churl was given a leathern shirt and a pike or
-a bow, and bidden to follow behind that horse’s tail--and off the two
-happy dunces went, to fulfill in a healthful and intelligent fashion
-their manifest destiny. Those were the rational days when human
-institutions were made to fit human beings--instead of this modern
-lunacy of either shaving down and mangling the human being, or
-else blowing him up like a bladder, to make him appear to fit the
-institutions. Of course, you must understand, I don’t say that this
-medieval system worked uniformly, or perfectly, even at its best--and,
-of course, for a variety of reasons, it eventually failed to work
-altogether. But its principle, its spirit, was the right one--and it is
-only by getting back to it, and making another start with the light of
-experience to guide us this time, that we can achieve real progress.
-Fortunately, my parsons entered fully, and quite joyfully, into my
-feelings on this point. They couldn’t have labored harder, or better, to
-make the System a success if it had been of their own invention.”
-
-“I have seen English parsons often,” said Christian, vaguely. “They are
-always married, n’est ce pas?”
-
-“Oh, no--no!” answered Emanuel, with impatient emphasis. “That would
-never do here. It is difficult enough to find men fit to carry on the
-task we have undertaken. It would be asking too much of the miracle to
-expect also unique women who would bring help rather than confusion to
-such men. Oh, no--we take no risks of that sort. Celibacy is the very
-basis of their guild. It is very lucky that their own tastes run in that
-direction--because in any case it would have had to be insisted upon.”
-
-Christian wondered if he ought to put into words the comment which rose
-in his mind. “But you, and your father,” he ventured--“you personally--”
-
-“Ah,” interposed Emanuel, with a rapt softening of expression in face
-and tone, “when women like my mother and my wife appear--that lifts us
-away from the earth and things earthly, altogether. But they are as rare
-as a great poem--or a comet. If they were plentiful there would be no
-need of any System. The human race would never have fallen into the mud.
-We should all be angels.”
-
-After a little pause he added: “The woman question here has been a very
-hard nut to crack. We have made some progress with it--but it is still
-one of the embarrassments. Of course there are others. The restless
-young men who leave the estate, for example, and having made a failure
-of it elsewhere, come back to make mischief here: That is an awkward
-subject to deal with. The whole problem of our relations to outsiders
-is full of perplexities. To prevent intercourse with them is out of the
-question. They come and go as they like--and of course my own people are
-equally free. I can’t see my way to any restrictions which wouldn’t do
-more harm than good--if indeed they could be enforced at all. I have to
-rely entirely upon the good sense and good feeling of my people, to show
-them how much better off they are in every way than any other community
-they know of, and how important it is for them to keep themselves to
-themselves, and continue to benefit by their good fortune. If they fail
-to understand this, I am quite powerless to coerce them. And that is
-where the women give us trouble. It is the rarest thing for us to have
-any difficulty with the men. They comprehend their advantages, they take
-a warm interest in their work, and we have developed among them a really
-fine communal spirit. They are proud of the System, and fond of it, and
-I can trust them to defend it and stand by it. But this isn’t true of
-all the women. You have always the depressing consciousness that there
-are treacherous malcontents among them, who smile to your face but are
-planning disturbance behind your back. It is not so much a matter of
-evil natures as of inferior brains. Let a soldier in a red coat come
-along, for example--an utterly ignorant and vulgar clown from heaven
-knows what gutter or pigsty--and we have girls here who would secretly
-value his knowledge of the world, and his advice upon things in general,
-above _mine!_ How _can_ you deal with that sort of mind?”
-
-Christian smiled drolly, and disclaimed responsibility with a playful
-outward gesture of his hands. “It is not my subject,” he declared.
-
-“But it has to be faced,” insisted Emanuel. “My wife has devoted
-incredible labor and pains to it--and on the surface of things she has
-succeeded wonderfully. I say the surface, because that is the sinister
-peculiarity of the affair; you can never be sure what is underneath.
-When you go up to London, you must do as I have done since I was a
-youth: take a walk of a bright afternoon along Regent Street and Oxford
-Street, where the great millinery and drapers’ and jewelers’ shops are,
-and study the faces of the thousands of well-dressed and well-connected
-women whom you will see passing from one show-window to another.
-There will be many beautiful faces, and many more which are deeply
-interesting. But one note you will catch in them all--or at least in the
-vast majority--the note of furtiveness. Once you learn to recognize
-it you will find it everywhere--the suggestion of something hidden,
-something artfully wrapped up out of sight. God knows, I don’t suggest
-they all have guilty secrets--or for that matter secrets of any sort.
-But they have the trained facial capacity for concealment; it is their
-commonest accomplishment; their mothers’ fingers have been busy kneading
-their features into this mask of pretense from their earliest girlhood.”
-
-“Would you not find it also on the men’s faces?” demanded Christian,
-with a dissolving mental vision of sly masculine visages before him as
-he spoke. “That is to say, when once you had learned to detect the male
-variation of the mask? And even if it is so, then is not the reason of
-it this--that men have long been their own masters, making their own
-laws, doing freely what they choose, and there is no one before whom
-they must dissemble?”
-
-Emanuel had not the temperament which is attracted by contradiction. He
-listened to his cousin’s eager words, seemed to ponder them for a space,
-and then began talking of something else.
-
-Those whom Emanuel called “his people” were for the most part
-descendants of families who had been on the soil for centuries--since
-before the Torrs came into possession of it. In a few cases, their stock
-had been transplanted from the Shropshire estates of the same house.
-Emanuel had discerned it to be an essential part of the System that
-its benefits should be reaped by those to whom his family had historic
-responsibilities. The reflection that the Torrs in Somerset only went
-back at the farthest to Henry VIII.’s time, and became large landlords
-there so recently as Charles II.’s reign, saddened him when he dwelt
-upon it. He would have given much to have been able to establish
-the System at Caermere instead, where the relations between lord and
-retainer had subsisted from the dawn of tribal history. He dwelt a good
-deal upon this aspect of the matter in his talks with Christian. “If you
-take up the idea,” he would say, “you will have the enormous advantage
-of really ancient ties between you and your people. Here in Somerset
-we are, relatively speaking, new-comers--merely lucky bridegrooms or
-confiscating interlopers of a few generations’ standing. I have had
-to create my feudal spirit here out of whole cloth. But you at
-Caermere--you will find it ready-made to your hand.”
-
-Emanuel had created much more besides.
-
-The villages hummed with the exotic industries he had brought into
-being. The estate produced most of its raw material--food, wool, hides,
-peat for domestic fuel, stone in several varieties for building, and
-numerous products of the sea. It drew coal, wood and iron across the
-channel from the Caermere properties. The effort of the System had been
-from the outset to expand its self-sufficiency. Christian saw now the
-remarkable results of this effort on both sides. One village had its
-leather workers, beginning with the tanners at one end and finishing
-with the most skillful artificers--glovers, saddlers and shoemakers--at
-the other. A second village possessed its colony of builders--masons
-and carpenters alike--and with them guiding architects and designers of
-furniture and carving. Here also were the coopers, who served not only
-the brewery, but the butter-makers. These latter formed in turn a link
-with the great dairy establishment, which had for its flank the farming
-lands. The gardens, nurseries, orchards and long glasshouses were
-nearest to Emanuel’s residence, and their workers made up the largest of
-the hamlets. This was in other senses the metropolis of the state, for
-here were the printing-press, the bindery, the chemical laboratory,
-the electric-light plant, the photographic and drawing departments, the
-clergy house and the estate office. The smallest of the villages was in
-the center of the stock farm, where scientific breeding and experimental
-acclimatization had attained results of which the staid “Field” spoke in
-almost excited terms.
-
-But to Christian’s mind by far the most interesting village was that
-nestled on the sea-shore, under the protection of the cliffs. When he
-had once seen this place, his cousin found if difficult to get him away
-from it, or to enlist his attention for other branches of the System.
-There was a small but sufficient wharf here, to which colliers of a fair
-burden could have access; shelter was secured for the home-built fishing
-craft in the little harbor by means of a breakwater. The red-roofed,
-gray-stone cottages clustered along the winding roadway which climbed
-the cliff made a picture fascinating to the young man’s eye, but his
-greater delight was in something not at first visible. Around a bend in
-the cove, out of sight of the village, was a factory for the manufacture
-of glass, and beyond this were pointed out to him other buildings, near
-the water’s edge, which he was told were used for curing, pickling and
-otherwise preserving fish. “We make our own glass for the gardens and
-forcing houses, ‘and for all the dwellings on the estate,” Emanuel had
-told him, “and for another use as well.”
-
-The statement had not aroused his curiosity at the moment, but a little
-later, when he confronted the embodiment of its meaning, he murmured
-aloud in his astonishment. He found himself walking in a spacious
-corridor, beneath a roof of semi-opaque, greenish glass, and between
-walls that seemed of solid crystal, stretching onward as far as the eye
-could reach. A bar of sunlight, striking through aslant from somewhere
-outside, painted a central glowing prismatic patch of color, which
-reflected itself in countless wavering gleams of orange and purple all
-about him. A curious moving glitter, as of fountains noiselessly at
-play, traversed the upper surface of these glass walls, and flashed
-confusion at his first scrutiny. Then he gave a schoolboy’s shout of joy
-and rushed forward to the nearest side. He was in a giant aquarium--and
-these were actual fishes of the sea swimming placidly before him! Even
-as he stared in bewildered pleasure, with his nose flattened against the
-glass, there lounged toward him, across the domed back of a king-crab,
-the biggest conger he had ever imagined to himself. He put up a hand
-instinctively to ward off the advance of the impassive eel--then laughed
-aloud for glee.
-
-“Oh, this is worth all the rest!” he cried to Emanuel.
-
-“Yes, good idea, isn’t it?” said the other. “It was my wife who
-suggested it. We had started making our own glass--and really this was
-a most intelligent way of using it. In time I think it will be of great
-value, too. We have some clever men down here, from time to time, to
-study the specimens. I’m sorry no one is here for the moment. I thought
-at first of building a residence for them, and putting it all at their
-disposal in a regular way as a kind of marine observatory, like that at
-Naples. But after all, it would hardly be fair to the system. My first
-duty is to my own people, and we’ve got some young men of our own who
-are making good use of it. There are a hundred or more of these tanks,
-and we are fitting up electrical machinery to get automatic control
-of the water supply, and to regulate the temperature more exactly. But
-beyond the spectacle of the fishes themselves--our people make holiday
-excursions here every fortnight or so--and certain things we learn about
-food and fecundation and so on, I don’t know that there’s much to be
-said for the practical utility of this department. Further on you will
-see the oyster and mussel beds, and the lobsters and crabs. I attach
-much more importance to the experiments we are making out there. There
-seems almost no limit to what can be done in those fields, now that
-we have learned how to go to work. It is as simple a matter to rear
-lobsters as it is to rear chickens.”
-
-“But it is all wonderful!” cried Christian, once more. “But tell
-me--this costs a great sum of money. I am afraid to think how much. Is
-it your hope--shall you ever get a profit from it?”
-
-Emanuel smiled. “There is no question of profits,” he explained, gently.
-“The System as a whole supports itself--or rather is entirely capable of
-doing so. The capital that I have spent in putting the System upon its
-feet, so to speak, I count as nothing. It belonged to the people who had
-been with us all these centuries and I have merely restored it to them.
-In the eyes of the law it is all mine, and from that point of view I am
-a much richer man than I was before the System began. But in practice
-it belongs to all my people. I take enough to live as befits my
-station; each of the others has enough to maintain him in _his_ station,
-comfortably and honorably. Whatever the surplus may be, that is devoted
-to the objects which we all have in common. You see it is simplicity
-itself.”
-
-“But that is like my brother Salvator’s doctrine,” said Christian.
-“It is socialism, is it not?” Emanuel’s fine brows drew together in an
-impatient frown. “Please do not use that word,” he said, with a shade of
-annoyance in his tone. “The very sound of it affronts my ears. Nothing
-vexes me more than to have my work unthinkingly coupled with that
-monstrous imposture. If you will think of it, I am more opposed to what
-is called socialism than anybody else on earth. I have elaborated the
-one satisfactory system, on lines absolutely opposed to it. I furnish
-the best weapon for fighting and slaying that pernicious delusion that
-the whole world offers. So you see, I have a right to protest when
-people confuse me with my bitterest antagonist.”
-
-“Pardon!” said Christian, with humility. “I am so badly informed upon
-all these matters!”
-
-“Ah, well, you will understand them perfectly, all in good time,” his
-cousin reassured him in a kindly way.
-
-Christian drew a furtive sigh as they moved along. To his fancy the
-large fishes in the tanks regarded him with a sympathetic eye.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII
-
-It has done Emanuel a world of good to have you here,” said Kathleen,
-on the morning of Christian’s leave-taking. “Of course it has been a
-delight to us both--but he has had a personal benefit from it, too.
-He works too hard. He carries such a burden of details about in his
-mind--by day and by night, for he sleeps badly and is forever dreaming
-of his work--that companionship with some new and attractive mind is of
-the greatest rest and help to him. And he is very fond of you.”
-
-Christian nodded gratified acknowledgment of the words and their spirit,
-with a glow in his dark eyes. In little more than an hour he would be
-on his way to London--that mighty, almost fabulous goal of his lifelong
-dreams. He was already dressed for the journey, in a traveling-suit of
-rough, fawn-colored cloth, and as he sat at ease in the breakfast-room
-with his cousin’s wife, his glance wandered very often from her face
-to a pleased contemplation of these garments. They were what he
-individually liked best in the wonderful collection of clothes for which
-a fashionable tailor had come from London to measure him, and which were
-this moment being packed by the man up-stairs in bags and portmanteaus
-equally new. The tweeds enabled him to feel more like an Englishman than
-he had succeeded in doing before.
-
-He smiled diffidently at her. “I am so excited about going,” he said,
-his voice wavering between exuberance and appeal--“and yet I ought to be
-thinking of nothing but my sorrow in leaving you dear people. But that
-will come to me soon enough--in a storm of homesickness--when once I
-find myself really alone.”
-
-“Oh, I’ll not deny we expect a _little_ homesickness,” she replied to
-him, cheerfully--“but it must not be enough to at all take the edge off
-your spirits. Oh, you’ll be vastly entertained and interested by all
-you see and hear. Young Lord Lingfield--you’ll be seeing him to-night
-at dinner--he will be greatly pleased to take you about, and properly
-introduce you; He will do it better than any other we can think of. He
-is not by any means an intellectual gladiator, but he is good-looking
-and amiable and he goes everywhere.”
-
-“He is my relation, too, I think Emanuel said?”
-
-“Let’s work it out--his grandfather’s sister was your grandmother. Yes,
-that is it. She was the Lady Clarissa Poynes, the sister of the old earl
-of Chobham, who used to wear the blue coat and brass buttons to the
-end of his days. So she would be the aunt of the present earl, and
-the grand-aunt of young Lingfield. You stand in exactly the same
-relationship to Lord Lingfield that you would to a son of Emanuel’s--if
-he had one, poor man!”
-
-Christian had long since become sensible of the pathos which colored
-these references to the childlessness of the house. A tender instinct
-impelled him to hasten a diversion.
-
-“And how strange it is!” he cried. “They are as close to me, these
-people, in blood as Emanuel is--and yet I care nothing for them
-whatever. I shall meet them, and know them, and not feel that I am bound
-to them at all--whereas Emanuel is like a brother to me, whom I have
-been with and loved all my life. And you,” he added, with a smile in his
-eyes--“you are more than any sister to me.”
-
-“Well, then, let me talk to you like a sister,” she rejoined.
-
-He thought he had not seen her before in precisely the mood which was
-discernible in her face and tone this morning. Outwardly she was as
-gay and light-hearted as ever, and certainly she had not seemed on any
-previous day to come so near being beautiful as well. The sense of sheer
-pleasure in being where she was, in listening to her and looking’
-at her, and holding her affectionately bright attention for his own
-thoughts, was peculiarly strong in him to-day. But there was also the
-consciousness of a new gravity in her attitude toward him--a kind of
-yearning apprehension of dangers threatening him. He saw again in her
-eyes when she looked at him that likeness to his mother’s glance--a
-wistfully sad glance as he most often recalled it. And yet Kathleen
-smiled merrily with it all, when occasion required.
-
-“You are entering upon the great experience now,” she said to him: “I
-think it was very wise of Emanuel to show you first what we may call
-his ideal state of society. By all the rules, it ought to help you
-to understand in the right way what you will see of the society
-which--well, which isn’t in an ideal state. But there are certain things
-which get to be understood, not so much by brains, as by years. That
-is to say, the very cleverest youth may not be able to see, in this one
-respect, what is plain enough to most dull persons at forty. Emanuel
-tells me that he has talked with you about women in general.”
-
-“He does not like them very much,” said Christian, laughingly.
-
-She twisted the corners of her mouth in a droll little grimace, which
-seemed to express approval of his mirth, and something more besides.
-
-“He takes them with tremendous seriousness,” she answered. “That is his
-way with everything. He makes all sorts of classifications--the bigger
-they are and the more complicated the better he likes them--and then he
-treats each one as a problem, and he worries at it with all his energy
-until he works out a satisfactory solution. It is only in that sense
-that he has a grievance against women. He has proceeded upon the theory
-that the sex is a unit, for philosophical purposes at least, and that
-he ought to be able to get at the rules which govern its actions. But we
-continue to baffle him,” she added, again with the playful curl of the
-lips.
-
-“Oh, you--you are not in the problem,” protested Christian. “For you
-and his mother he has only the veneration one gives to one’s favorite
-saints.”
-
-“His mother was a great woman,” said Kathleen, serious once more. “I
-never saw her, but she is my patron saint, as you put it, quite as much
-as his. I never permit myself to doubt that we should have loved each
-other deeply--and it is the sweetest thing any one can think of me,
-or say to me--to link us together. But even the saints have their
-specialties--and that implies limitations. I have a notion that
-Emanuel’s mother did not know many women, and so fell into a way of
-generalizing about them. Emanuel has that same tendency. I, who work
-among them daily, and make it my business to be teacher and mistress and
-mother and sister to some five hundred of them, young and old, foolish
-and wise--I come to believe that these generalizations are entirely
-mistaken. If a woman is brought up like a man, and circumstanced
-precisely like a man, and knows nothing of any conventions save those
-which control a man--why, then you can’t tell the difference between
-her opinions and actions and those of her brother. But you never get the
-chance to view a woman under those conditions.”
-
-“But here we shall see them!” cried Christian, with premature
-enthusiasm. “You will change all that!”
-
-“Oh, no, I shan’t,” she answered abruptly. “It is not being tried--it is
-not desirable. What I am doing proceeds quite on orthodox lines. We
-make a point of developing them in the way of usefulness--material
-usefulness, I mean. We teach them the useful accomplishments--spinning,
-weaving, sewing, dairy and poultry work, and above all things good
-cooking.”
-
-“That I can well believe,” he declared. “I have never eaten so many good
-dishes in my life as here.”
-
-“Yes, I _have_ a talent in that direction,” she assented. “And I
-am prouder of it because it represents a triumph over my ancestral
-prejudices. You will get nothing good to eat in Ireland. The Irish have
-never respected food as a proper subject for serious human thought.
-It is the rarest thing to hear them mention it. There may be some fine
-spiritual quality in that--but at all events we cook well here, and I
-have worked a complete revolution in that respect on the estate. There
-are certainly no such cooks and housekeepers anywhere else in England as
-my women. But you see what I mean. There is no effort to take women away
-from the work they have always been doing, but only to make them do it
-better.”
-
-“But that in itself is very much,” urged Christian. Somehow he had the
-feeling that he was defending the System against a critic.
-
-“Undoubtedly,” she admitted. “And of course we do something more than
-that. In a good many cases, when it was not inconvenient, I have put
-young girls of aptitude forward to learn designing and other arts. Some
-of them have made me some very tolerable tapestry, and a few of them are
-as intelligent and valuable in the greenhouses as our best men. In the
-matter of music they really beat them. Emanuel insists on a choir of
-glee singers in each village--and at Christmas time we have a
-competition of ‘waits’ which will be worth your while coming to hear.
-For my part, I have a string orchestra of girls that I should not be
-ashamed to have play in London.”
-
-The word seemed to bring them back, “You were going to speak to me,”
- Christian ventured, “about London. One thing--I shall see you there
-often, shall I not?”
-
-She slowly shook her head. “No, we have outgrown London, I’m afraid. It
-can be proved, I believe, that it is the biggest town in the world--but
-to us it is too small for comfort. It is now more than a year since we
-have been up at all. Why should we go? We have the National Gallery by
-heart, and the year’s pictures are rather distressing than otherwise.
-The theaters are intellectually beneath notice. There is the opera of
-course, and the concerts, but the people annoy us by talking loudly,
-and besides, we have our own music, and occasionally we bring down a
-Paderewski or a Sarasate for our people to hear. At the houses where
-we would naturally go, the women talk about matters of which I know
-absolutely nothing, and Emanuel either quarrels with the men about what
-they call their politics, or chokes silently with rage and disgust.
-And then the spectacle of the people in the streets--the poor of
-London!--that fairly sickens our hearts. We have no joy of going at all.
-Occasionally we have guests down here, but it is not a very happy
-time they have of it. Everything is so strange to them that they are
-confused, and walk about with constraint, as if they were being shown
-around an asylum. So it happens that I see very few women of my own
-class--and really know less about them than most people. And yet,” she
-added, with a twinkle in her eye, “so naturally audacious a race are the
-Irish--it is precisely about ladies in London society that I am going to
-read you a lecture.”
-
-Christian drew up his feet, and assumed an air of delighted
-anticipation.
-
-“First of all, you are six and twenty, and you will be thinking of
-marrying. What is more, you are what is called a great match, and for
-every thought that you give to the subject of a wife, others will give
-ten thousand to the subject of you as a possible husband.”
-
-The young man looked into her kindly eyes with a sustained glance of
-awakening thought. This dazzling and princely position which she had
-thus outlined--sure enough, it was his! How extraordinary that this
-had not suggested itself to him before! Or had the perception of it not
-really lain dormant in his consciousness all the while? This question
-propounded itself to a mind which was engrossed in something else--for
-of a sudden there rose upon the blank background of his thoughts
-the luminous face of a lady, beautiful, distinguished, exquisitely
-sensitized, and as by the trick of a dream she first wore a large garden
-hat, and then was bare-headed, her fair hair gathered loosely back into
-a careless knot. The mental picture expanded, to show the full length of
-her queenly figure as she descended a broad staircase, with one lovely
-hand like a lily against the oak of the rail. Then it contracted, and
-underwent a strange metamorphosis, for it was another face which he saw,
-a pale, earnest, clever face, and instead of the great stairway, there
-was the laced tawdriness of a French railway compartment.
-
-Then, with a start, and a backward movement of the head, he was free of
-dreamland, and blushingly conscious of having stared his cousin out of
-countenance. He laughed with awkward embarrassment. “I--I suppose it is
-true--what you say,” he remarked, stumblingly.
-
-She had perhaps some clew to the character of his reverie. She smiled
-in a gently quizzical way, but went on soberly enough. “The thing of all
-things,” she said, “is to be clearly and profoundly convinced in your
-own mind that your marriage will be the most important event of your
-life--that it will indeed affect, for good or for bad, every conceivable
-element of your life. You have the kind of temperament which would be
-peculiarly susceptible to such intimate influences. There are great
-numbers of men--the vast majority--to whom it does not matter so much.
-They accommodate themselves to their burdens, and shuffle along somehow,
-with the patience of a cart-horse. But you--the wrong wife would wreck
-you and kill you. I am speaking frankly, laddie,”--she gave the novel
-word an intonation which made it music in his ears--“because you have
-no mother, and because you are going into a very trying and delicate
-situation with what I feel to be a pathetic lack of preparation.”
-
-Christian drew his chair nearer to her, and crossed his knees, and
-leaned back in an attitude of intimate ease. The conversation appealed
-powerfully to him as having more of the atmosphere of domesticity and
-sweet home influences in it than any he had ever heard.
-
-“I know almost nothing at all of women,” he said, quite simply. “The
-mothers of my pupils I saw sometimes and occasionally a sister, but they
-were not in any sense my friends. As to marriage--of course that has
-never been in my head. Until only the other day, the idea of a wife
-would have been absurd. But now--as you say--it is not any longer
-absurd.” He paused and gazed absently past her, as if in pursuit of
-the thoughts his own words had set in motion. “I wonder--I wonder”--he
-murmured, and then turned his bright eyes to her, full of wistful
-expectancy. “Have you, par exemple, some one in your mind for me?” he
-asked.
-
-She laughed and shook her head. The implication in his tone, of entire
-readiness to accept the bride of her selection, had its amusing and its
-flattering sides; upon a second glance, however, it contained something
-else not so much to her liking. She frowned a little at this something.
-
-“Oh, you must not approach the subject in that spirit,” she adjured him.
-“It is the one affair of all others on earth in which you must be guided
-absolutely by your own heart and your own mind. We speak of the heart
-and mind as distinct from each other; I don’t know that they are not
-one and the same. Perhaps I would put it this way--when your heart _and_
-your mind are completely agreed, when your personal liking and your
-deliberate judgment pull together in exactly the same direction--so that
-it seems to you that they _are_ one and the same thing--then--then-----”
-
-“Then what?” demanded Christian, bending forward.
-
-“Oh, I am not fortunate in expressing myself to-day,” Kathleen declared,
-with a gesture of playful impatience. “But in general, this is what I
-wanted to say: Do not be betrayed into haste in this matter of deciding
-about a girl. You will see a large number of extremely attractive young
-ladies. They will certainly not be looking or behaving their worst for
-your benefit, and you on your side will be lacking the experience to
-tell precisely what it is all worth. So walk quietly along, with your
-wits about you, and see what there is to be seen for a time, and commit
-yourself to nothing. A year hence, for example, you will look back
-upon your present condition of mind with surprise. You will not seem
-to yourself at all the same person. I can’t promise that you’ll be
-happier,” she added, with a little smiling sigh, “but you will know a
-great deal more about what you want--or rather about making sure that
-you are getting what you want.”
-
-“I know what I shall do,” he declared, after a moment’s reflection. “I
-shall come always to you, and beg your wise and good advice. You will
-tell me if I am making a bad choice.”
-
-“You talk as if you were entering upon a lifelong series of
-experiments,” she laughed at him. “No, I’ll undertake no such
-responsibility as that, young man.” She explained, more gravely: “It
-is never quite possible for a friend, no matter how wise and fond the
-friend may be, to advise upon this matter. To give information upon the
-subject, that is another affair. But specific advice, no. But let me
-finish what I had in mind to say. You have seen here, during this past
-fortnight, what great hopes are built upon your administration of your
-affairs when you come into the title. No, don’t speak yet. You must not
-pledge yourself at all to the System. It would be unfair to let you do
-it. But at all events you have seen it, and you will think it all over,
-and, whether you take it up altogether or not, I know it will have its
-effect on you. You will set an ideal of usefulness and duty before
-you, and you will have your heart fixed on realizing it. Well, then,
-I counsel you above all things to keep that idea in mind whenever you
-think of marriage. A man has a good many sides to his life, but the side
-which is most vital to him is that of the work he wants to do in the
-world. If the wife fits perfectly on that side, the discrepancies
-elsewhere are of small account by comparison. They smooth away,
-they adjust themselves. But the misfit on the side of the man’s
-ambitions--that never effaces itself. And so, just in proportion as the
-work you want to do becomes clear in your mind, you ought to define
-to yourself the type of woman who will be most sympathetic toward that
-work, and who will best help you in it--or rather, who will help you in
-it in the way you like best. I don’t say you will find the perfect type
-of that woman--but you should have the type before you, and be able to
-measure people by its standards. But I have harangued you long enough!
-There is something in the atmosphere here: we all deliver lectures to
-each other at the most unscrupulous length. Poor boy! We’ve done nothing
-but make speeches to you since you showed in sight.”
-
-Christian deprecated her suggestion with persuasive hands. “I have
-learned here, I think, all that I know,” he protested. He did not,
-however, insist upon further generalizations. “One thing you said,” he
-remarked, thoughtfully, “puts a question into my head. You said it was
-better to give information than advice. Now there is so much that I am
-in ignorance about. Perhaps I do wrong to ask you--but I am curious to
-know more about the people of the family--our own family. There are no
-ladies of my own blood? I mean, all I have seen or heard of come to us
-by marriage, like yourself.”
-
-“You hit upon the weakest and unhappiest point,” she replied. “There has
-not been a daughter born in the Torr family for over a hundred years. I
-have always insisted that this has operated like a curse on the family.
-The beautiful humanizing charm of little girls about the house--this
-they have never felt. The mothers have had no daughters to lean upon,
-the men have never known what a sister was like. That one fact, it seems
-to me, is enough to account for everything that is hard and rough and
-cruel in their story.”
-
-Christian bowed his head in silent token of comprehension.
-
-“I am always more grieved than angry, when I’m thinking of the black
-sheep in the family fold,” she went on. “They had never a chance. It was
-like a tradition in the family that the father should be a brute and
-the mother a fool. A daughter here and there might have softened the
-combination--but with little boys alone face to face with it--what could
-they do? They grew up in the stables and the kennels. Think of those two
-young men whom you met at Caermere, for example. Lord Julius told me of
-their scene with you, and I’m far from blaming you--but think of their
-bringing up! Their father, Lord Edward, I remember very well. I saw him
-when I was a girl, at the Punchestown races, and my brother told me his
-name. Even without it, I should have remembered his face as the coarsest
-and meanest I ever saw. He married a woman out of some vile gambling set
-that he was in as a young man. She is still alive somewhere, and has an
-allowance from Lord Julius for suppressing herself, and not using the
-family name. Well, when I think of the blood in those two boys, and
-of the horrors of their childhood till they were taken away from their
-mother, and sent into the country to school--upon my soul I can only
-wonder that they come so near decency as they do. Your encounter with
-them happened to strike out sparks, but you must remember what a blow it
-represented to them.”
-
-The young man gave a somewhat perfunctory nod. His sympathies were
-somehow obdurate upon this particular point.
-
-“Oh, and that reminds me,” she went on. “I said that the family was
-daughterless--but Eddy has a little girl. It is very quaint to think
-what she will grow up like, under the maternal wing of Cora Bayard.
-Yet I am told there are worse mothers than Cora. I’ve never seen her,
-myself.”
-
-“I saw her at Caermere,” Christian remarked. “She seemed very frightened
-and sad--and since it was because of me, I did not look much at her. I
-remember only the effect of a likeness to Pierrot--the red lips on the
-white face. But”--he drew his chair still nearer, and betrayed by
-manner and tone alike his approach to a subject of more than casual
-interest--“the other lady whom I saw there--Lady Cressage--I had much
-conversation with her. I feel that she and I are friends. I liked her
-very much indeed--but I have no information about her whatever. If I am
-permitted to confess it--I tried to talk about her with Lord Julius
-and with Emanuel, but they at once spoke of other things. You see how
-frankly I am telling you everything; that is because you make me feel
-so wonderfully at home. But perhaps you do not like to talk about her,
-either.”
-
-She smiled pleasantly enough in comment upon his faltering conclusion.
-“Oh, I think you exaggerate the conspiracy of silence,” she answered.
-“Neither Lord Julius nor Emanuel has anything hostile to say about Edith
-Cressage, but she doesn’t quite appeal to their imagination, and so they
-find nothing of any sort to say. But it is only fair to remember that
-they are both men with peculiar and exacting standards for women. They
-would be equally silent about a hundred other ladies of unblemished
-character, and of beauty and wit untold. It is nothing at all against
-her that she hasn’t excited their enthusiasm. I do not know her at all
-well, but I think she is very nice. Now--is that what you wanted me to
-say?”
-
-The mild note of banter which informed her words put Christian if
-possible even more at his ease. He stood up, with his hands in the sleek
-pockets of his new coat, and bent down upon her a joyous smile.
-
-“No, ever so much more!” he insisted, gaily. “She is very beautiful;
-she has the air and the distinction of a grande dame; she speaks like a
-flute, and what she says is clever and apropos; she is unhappy, and yet
-with no bitterness toward any one; she seemed to like me very much, and,
-mind you, she was the first fine lady whom I had ever met. Enfin, she is
-my cousin, and the fact impresses me. What is more natural than that I
-should be eager to know all about her?”
-
-Kathleen did not respond readily to his mood. She knitted her brows
-slightly once more, and looked away from him toward the window. “It is
-rather hard for me to explain,” she began at last, doubtfully. “From
-a good many points of view--her own included--I dare say we do her an
-injustice. Don’t misunderstand me; we are all sorry for her--and I for
-one have my moments of doubt whether we oughtn’t to be something more
-than sorry.”
-
-“Yes, that is the phrase,” put in Christian, strenuously. “I think that
-I myself am something more than sorry for her.”
-
-She looked up at him, at first with a shadow of apprehension in her
-eyes. Then she estimated aright his enthusiasm with a gentle smile. “I
-will explain as well as I can,” she said, softly. “As you say, you are
-entitled to be told. The feeling, then, is--I am speaking of Lord Julius
-and Emanuel, and more or less of myself too--the feeling is that she
-ought not to have made the marriage she did. Everybody knew that the
-young man she married was a worthless creature--a violent, ignorant,
-low-minded fellow. You could not see him, much less talk with him,
-without recognizing this. One knows perfectly well that she must have
-hated the very thought of him as a lover or a companion. But he is
-the heir to a dukedom, and so she marries him. You see what I mean; it
-seemed an unpleasant thing to us.”
-
-Christian considered with a puzzled air the situation thus defined.
-“But,” he commented, with hesitation, “it is the metier of a young woman
-to get a husband, and to get the best one for herself that she can. If
-she is so beautiful that a man wishes to make her a duchess, why, that
-is her triumph. Would you have her forego it? And if she says ‘no’,
-why, then the next one he asks says ‘yes’--and it is merely that the
-first one has waived her place in the queue for another. The queue
-remains the same. And if this were not so, why, then, young men who are
-not very good, they would get no wives at all. But,” he added, in
-extenuation of his dissent, “all these matters are so differently regarded,
-you know, in France.” She did not look altogether pleased with him.
-“I thought you would have caught my meaning more readily,” she said,
-“despite your Continental point of view. For that matter, it is the
-common English point of view also. There is a matrimonial market, of
-course, and girls offer themselves in it to the highest bidder, and
-nothing that we can do will change it. But at least we are free to think
-what we like of the wretched business--and to hold our own opinions of
-the people who traffic in it.”
-
-Kathleen had stated her position with a certain argumentative warmth,
-which gave her tone a novel effect of reproof. The sight now of the
-young man’s saddened and surprised expression sent her mood up with
-a rebound. She put a hand on his arm, as he stood before her, and
-reassured him by a kindly laugh. “Ah, now,” she said, with genial
-pleading in her soft voice, “don’t be making a mountain of my molehill.
-I only wanted you to understand how we felt. And as I have told you, we
-have our reservations about even that feeling. The poor girl did only
-what she was expected to do--what her mother and her family and all the
-friends that surrounded her took it quite as a matter of course that
-she should do. Probably she never once encountered the opinion that she
-should do otherwise. No doubt that is to be said for her. In fact, I
-should never have dreamed of blaming her to you, if you had not pressed
-me. And after it’s all said and done, you may take it from me that
-perhaps I don’t blame her so very much. She was poor, and not over
-comfortable at home, I think, and she was very young, and people ran
-after her to an extraordinary extent--and to be the beauty of the season
-in London is enough to turn any one’s head. Poor creature--it’s bitterly
-enough she’s paid for her whistle!”
-
-He smiled down into her eyes. “That is how I knew you would end by
-speaking of her,” he said. “It is in that same way that she moves me--by
-my compassion. And this is my fancy”--he began, in a more vivacious
-tone--“I should like to tell it to you--it seems that I am to have the
-power to do so many such wonderful things--well, then, nothing would
-delight me more than to be very good to her. It is my _fantaisie_--and
-there is no harm in it, _is_ there?--to atone to her for some of the
-unhappiness she has suffered. I have thought about it much since I left
-Caermere. It seems that it would be a good thing for me to do--like an
-act of piety. You must remember--she was the first lady who spoke kindly
-to me in England. And I think you will be pleased with me for being
-grateful. But, of course, if Emanuel tells me ‘no’----”
-
-“Oh, no one will tell you ‘no,’” she assured him, rising as she spoke,
-and looking into his face with beaming eyes. “It is the kind of spirit
-we like in you. Never imagine that we will be obstacles in its way. Only
-be on your guard against the soft heart running away with you. The
-world is full of clever and adroit people who practice upon innocent
-generosity. It is not so much the worth of what they wheedle from you,
-as the shock of your discovery of their tricks. That hurts a young
-nature, and very often callouses and hardens it. But here I am,
-lecturing you again!”
-
-Christian had not, in truth, been following her remarks with complete
-attention. Something had come up in his mind, which by the time she
-stopped he seemed to have turned over and over, and examined from many
-standpoints, and finally decided to speak about.
-
-“I was not wholly exact,” he began, with constraint, “when I said that
-Lady Cressage was the first lady who spoke kindly to me in England. I
-mentioned it to Lord Julius--there was a very charming and good young
-lady who traveled with me from Rouen, and crossed on the boat--and it is
-a very curious thing, but when we became acquainted, and I hinted to her
-about my story, she knew who I was. Indeed, it was she who told me who I
-was. I had the whole wonderful tale from her--and the kindness and sweet
-sympathy with which she told it to me, a little at a time--ah, that is
-what I will never forget! I am bound to remember her with gratitude
-all my life. And that is another _fantaisie_ of mine--that I shall do
-something good for her. Oh, she has no selfish thoughts! She would not
-even tell me her name!”
-
-Kathleen’s comment was prefaced by a mirthful chuckle. “I can’t
-deny that gratitude is a very active and resourceful element in your
-composition,” she declared, and laughed again. “Oh, we’ll advertise for
-her. How would this do: ‘The young lady who meets returning lost heirs
-to the British nobility at Rouen, and lets them down easily’? Or we
-might----”
-
-“Ah,” Christian interrupted, pleadingly, “I am really very sincere
-about her. You cannot imagine anything finer or more delicate than her
-character. And besides,”--he added this with visible reluctance--“I have
-learned since who she is. Lady Cressage told me. She is the sister of
-the lady you call Cora--the wife of that young man Edward--but she is
-not an actress! It is not in the least her _type!_ She earns her
-own living--she has some work to do--I think it is with a
-writing-machine--that is, a type-writer, n’est-ce pas?”
-
-Mrs. Emanuel did not immediately reply, but moved to the window, looked
-out and then walked slowly back to where he stood. “I am not going to
-suggest an unkind thought about this girl,” she said, deliberately.
-“I would not want you to think differently of her, or of the grateful
-impulse you have toward her. Indeed, I have heard something of her--and
-it is much to her credit. But--this sounds a mean thing to say, and yet
-it has its important true side--people should stick to their class. Bear
-that always in mind. There seem to be brilliant exceptions to the rule,
-whenever we look about us--but just the same, the rule exists. But--now
-I _will_ stop, once for all!” She mused at him, with a twinkling eye.
-“You poor lad, there’s something about you that draws down lectures as a
-lightning-rod draws electricity. And here’s the trap!”
-
-When Emanuel returned from London a few days later, to report that his
-young cousin had been comfortably installed in chambers on Duke Street,
-St. James’s, and seemed to get on capitally with Lord Lingfield, who
-was showing him the ropes, Kathleen received the news with less than her
-accustomed cheerfulness.
-
-“I haven’t been quite happy, thinking of him alone in London,” she
-admitted, in the course of their conversation. “I feel, somehow, as if
-we should have gone up, and taken a house for the winter.”
-
-“Ah, but, sweetheart,” he urged, almost reproachfully, “you see how I am
-up to my eyes in all sorts of work. This is really about the most
-trying and ticklish stage we have gone through yet. If the fibrous
-silk processes are what is claimed for them, and your girls display the
-aptitude that you count upon----”
-
-But Kathleen for once seemed not to listen. She had turned, and moved a
-few steps listlessly away. She took a flower from a vase, picked it to
-pieces and gazed in a brown study at the meaningless fragments.
-
-“Yes, I know,” she remarked at last, with a half sigh. Then she threw
-the petals into the grate, and, with a decisive little shake of head and
-shoulders, wheeled round, and came smilingly to her husband.
-
-“And whom did you see in town?” she asked.
-
-
-
-
-PART III
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII
-
-Toward the end of April, there came an afternoon on which Christian
-seemed to himself to wake up of a sudden as from a harassed sleep.
-
-He had been in England for over six months, when all at once he became
-conscious of this queer sensation: the experiences of his half year put
-themselves together before his mental eye in the aspect of a finished
-volume--of something definitely over and done with.
-
-There was warm spring in the London air, and at first the vague feeling
-of unrest impressed him as a part of the general vernal effect. The
-device of taking a stroll through the parks, to note the early flowers
-and the wonderful infancy of leafage among the trees, seemed at the
-outset to fit this new mood that was upon him. Then abruptly he wearied
-of nature and turned his back upon it, driving in a hansom to his club.
-Here there was no one whom he knew, or at least cared to speak with. He
-sat for a time in the billiard-room, watching with profound inattention
-the progress of a game he knew nothing about. From this he wandered into
-the library, where some fierce-faced old gentlemen slept peacefully in
-armchairs about the alcoves. The sound of their breathing vexed him;
-he pretended to himself that otherwise he would have found solace in a
-book. The whim seized him to go home to his chambers, and have tea there
-comfortably in gown and slippers, and finish a novel Lady Milly Poynes
-had induced him to begin weeks before.
-
-Once in his own easy-chair, the romance lying opened beside him, he put
-back his head, stretched his feet and yawned. He left untasted the tea
-which Falkner brought in; with fingers interlaced behind his neck
-he stared up at the blue of the sky through his window in formless
-rumination.
-
-His earlier glimpses of London were dim enough memories now. The town
-had been described by his cousin Lingfield as empty when he arrived, and
-after a few days of desultory sight-seeing, he had been carried off to
-the earl of Chobham’s place in Derbyshire. Here, among people who
-behaved like kindly kinsmen to the young new-comer, yet failed to arouse
-much interest in his mind, he learned to shoot well enough to escape
-open protests by the autocratic head gamekeeper, and to keep his seat in
-the saddle after a fashion of his own. These acquirements stood him in
-good stead at the four or five other country houses to which the amiable
-Lingfield in due course led him. Without them, meager as they were, he
-would have been in a sorry plight indeed. They provided him with a
-certain semblance of justification for his presence among people who
-seemed incapable of amusing themselves or their guests in any other way.
-There were always ladies, it was true, and it was generally manifest to
-him that he might spend his time with them if he chose, but after a few
-tentative experiments he fell back upon the conviction that he did not
-know how to talk to English ladies. He drifted somehow through these
-months of hospitable entertainment, feeling that he had never known
-before what loneliness could mean.
-
-When, at Christmas, he went to spend another fortnight with Emanuel, he
-had it in his heart to confess to disappointment, and even depression.
-He had not thus far fitted at all into the place which had been prepared
-for him, and he looked forward, with wistful eagerness, as he journeyed
-westward, to the balm of sympathy and tender comprehension with which
-Kathleen and Emanuel, dear people that they were, would soothe and heal
-his wounded self-consciousness. Somehow, the opportunity of unburdening
-his troubled mind, however, did not come to him. There were other
-guests, including Lord Julius, and such exceptional attention was
-devoted on the estates to elaborating the holiday festivities of the
-various villages, that no individual could hope to secure consideration
-for his own private emotions. It was sometimes suspected that Emanuel
-made so much of Christmas in his System, unconsciously no doubt, because
-the Jewish side of him felt the need of ostentation in its disavowal of
-theological prejudices. For whatever reason, the festival was observed
-here in a remarkable spirit. The little churches were embowered in holly
-and mistletoe, and were the scenes of numerous ornate services. There
-were processions, merry-makings, midnight visitations of the “waits,”
- concerts and dances throughout the week, and only the strictly necessary
-work of the community was performed meanwhile. On New Year’s Day the
-rejoicings culminated in a children’s carnival from one end of the
-property to the other, with big trees laden with lights and gifts in the
-German fashion, and exhibitions of the magic lantern, and other juvenile
-delights. The fortnight passed, and Christian returned to London, as
-has been said, without having anything like the intimate talk he had
-expected. Both Kathleen and Emanuel had seemed pleased with him; they
-had noted with approving comment his progress in the use of idiomatic
-English, and his rapid assimilation of the manners and bearing of those
-about him; they had heard none but welcome reports of him from outside,
-and made clear to him their gratification at the fact. Their smile for
-him was as affectionate, their display of pleasure in his presence
-as marked, as ever, but he had the sense, none the less, of something
-altered. Lord Julius bore him company on his journey to London, and
-after a brief halt, took him away again for another fortnight, this time
-at Brighton. He was no more successful with the father, in the matter of
-helpful confidences, than he had been with the son. It was impossible
-to tell the strong, big, redoubtable old gentleman of what he felt to be
-his weaknesses. A kind of desponding pride possessed him, and closed his
-lips. He was not happy, as he had supposed he would be, and he could not
-bring himself to feel that at any point the fault was his. It was the
-position that was incongruous. Yet how could he complain, or avow his
-discontent, without seeming an ingrate to the benefactors whose heart
-had been in the work of shaping and gilding that position for him?
-
-Parliament met this year in January, and Christian saw now a London
-which he had not imagined to himself--for which nothing, indeed, had
-prepared him. There came all at once a great many invitations, and the
-young man, surprised and not a little dismayed, called Lord Lingfield
-to his assistance. The prospect unfolded to him by this accomplished
-professor of the proprieties was terrifying enough. At the end of a week
-Christian cried out that the reality was too much. But Lingfield could
-see no alternative to going on. “You will get used to it soon enough,
-now that you have once taken the plunge,” he assured him. “There are
-certain things that a fellow has to do, you know, when he’s in London
-in the season, or even now, in what you may call the half season,
-unless he’s going to chuck the thing altogether.” Christian replied with
-excitement that this was precisely what he wished to do. In his own mind
-he had already reached the point of debating whether he could honorably
-go on using the money placed to his credit at the bank, most of which
-was still there, if he fled from London, and even England.
-
-Lord Lingfield was a fine young man, irreproachable in attire and
-manners, who expected to do something in politics, and who regarded his
-duty both to the future which he hoped to create for himself, and to
-the immediate present which had been created for him, with conscientious
-gravity. He had never thought of lightening or evading the tasks set
-before him; he had no perception whatever of the possibility of
-making such things easier for others. He assured Christian with
-gentle solemnity that desertion was not to be mentioned, and that even
-mitigation was undesirable. “It has all been arranged for you,” he
-urged. “Upon my word, you are very lucky. You have been to two houses
-already where I never get asked except to luncheon, and here is a card
-here which I could hardly believe my eyes to see To trifle with such
-chances would be simple madness. You will get to have all London at your
-fingers’ ends, your very first season. Such a start as you’re likely to
-have, I’ve never seen in my life. My dear fellow--you don’t understand
-what it means.”
-
-“But I’m tired to death!” groaned Christian. “No doubt they are
-excellent people, but they weary me to the bone. The dinners, the calls,
-the receptions, the dances--I have no talent whatever for these things.
-It is very kind of these people--but I know I am ridiculous in it all. I
-give them no pleasure, and God knows I receive none. Then why must it go
-on? For whose benefit is it? I swear to you, I would not mind the labor
-and fatigue, if it was any good that I was doing. Emanuel, for example,
-toils like a slave, but then his work has great results. But this of
-mine----!”
-
-“Ah, yes,” interposed Lingfield, smilingly. “But Emanuel could never have
-made much running in London. He disputes with people too much, don’t you
-know. They don’t like that. And I think you make much too hard work of
-it all. There’s no need for _you_ to talk, you know. It isn’t expected
-of you. And I don’t see why you can’t move quietly along, going
-everywhere, being seen at the right places, and being civil to
-everybody, and not worry yourself at all. That’s what you need, my dear
-boy--repose! Let the other people do the worry. Now, of course, in a
-case like Dicky Westland’s it’s different. He has to be amusing and
-useful, or he wouldn’t get asked. But you are not on all fours with him
-at all. To tell the truth--no doubt it’ll sound strange to you, but it
-is the truth all the same--it’s better form for you not to be amusing,
-or brilliant, or that sort of thing. Fellows in your place don’t go in
-for it, you know.”
-
-Christian sighed, and chafing at the necessity of submission, still
-submitted.
-
-Now, as he lay back in his chair, the retrospect was augmented by six
-other weeks, in which he had passively yielded to what Lingfield had
-assured him was the inevitable. He had dined out almost every-night,
-and had made countless calls. It seemed to him that he must have
-met everybody in this huge metropolis who had a pair of shoulders or
-possessed a dress coat. He yawned at the thought of them.
-
-Was he not himself to blame for this? At Christmas time he had been
-quite confident in answering “no” to this question; now he did not feel
-so sure about it. At one place or another he had come into contact
-with most of the members of the government, and with many of those
-distinguished statesmen on the opposite bench who, by the grace of the
-genial British electorate, would be ministers next time. He had talked
-with eminent artists, eminent scientists, eminent writers, eminent
-soldiers and sailors, and watched them and listened to them as they sat
-over their cigars, or moved about among the ladies in the drawing-rooms.
-Hostesses whose cordial good will toward him seemed equaled only by
-their capable control over others, had said to him time and time again:
-“If there is any one you want to know, tell me.” The phrase lingered in
-his mind as a symbol of his position. He had merely to mention his wish,
-like some lucky person of the fables who possessed a talisman. It could
-not be said that he had used his magic power foolishly or perversely. He
-had followed in dutiful, painstaking solicitude the path marked out for
-him by his advisers. He had done the best that was in him to do; he had
-gone wherever Lingfield bade him go; he had loyally kept awake late
-at night; he had smiled and bowed and spoken affable words; he had
-fulfilled punctually all the engagements imposed upon him. What was
-more, he could no longer pretend that he made a failure of the thing; it
-was known to him that he had created a pleasant impression upon London,
-and that people liked him.
-
-For all that, he could not feel that in turn he liked these people.
-Among those of whom he had seen the most, was there any whom he
-profoundly desired ever to see again? He passed some random figures in
-mental review, and suffered them to vanish without thrusting forth any
-tentacle of thought to detain them. They had not entered his real life;
-they meant nothing to him. Positively he was as much alone in London
-to-day as he had been when he first set foot in it. Indeed, was he not
-the poorer to-day by all those lost illusions and joyous, ardent hopes
-now faded to nothingness? In return for these departed treasures, he had
-only empty hands to show--and a jaded, futilely mutinous, empty mind as
-well.
-
-The soft, equable tinkle of the door-bell caught his ear, but scarcely
-arrested his attention. Perhaps unconsciously the sound served to
-polarize his thoughts, for suddenly it became apparent to him that
-he was in revolt. All this intolerable social labor was ended for
-him--definitely and irrevocably ended. He would not dine at another
-house; he would burn forthwith his basket of cards, and the little book
-with its foolish record of ladies’ days “at home.”
-
-He sat up and sipped at his lukewarm tea, with the glow of a new resolve
-on his face.
-
-Falkner--a smooth-mannered, assiduous, likable man of middle age whom
-Emanuel had given him from his own household--entered the room to
-announce a caller. A brisk, alert tread on the polished hall floor
-behind him cut into his words, so that Christian did not catch them. He
-rose, and looked inquiringly.
-
-For an instant, he felt that he was not glad to see the person who came
-in. It was a young man of about his age, tall and fair, and handsome
-in a buoyant, bright-faced way of his own. His blue eyes sparkled
-cheerfully into Christian’s doubtful glance, and he held out a hand as
-he advanced. Everybody in the world called him Dicky Westland, and for
-this opening moment Christian thought of him as preeminently typical of
-all the vanities and artificialities he was on the point of forswearing.
-
-“Not seedy, I hope?” the new-comer said in comment upon the other’s
-loose attire--and perhaps upon his dubious countenance as well. His
-voice had a musical vivacity in it which seemed to lighten the room.
-Christian, as he took the hand and shook his head, smiled a little. It
-began to occur to him that really he did like this young man.
-
-“No,” he replied, with a gesture toward a chair. “I’m all right. Only
-the whim seized me--to come home and read a book. I got homesick, I
-think.”
-
-This statement, once in the air, seemed funny to the young men, and
-Dicky Westland laughed aloud. Christian, sitting down opposite his
-visitor, felt himself sharing his animation. ‘“It was good of you to
-come,” he declared, with a refreshed tone. “The truth is, I’m tired out.
-I am up too late. I run about too much.”
-
-“Yes, a fellow does get hipped,” assented Dicky. “But you are so
-tremendously regular, it doesn’t do you any harm. A days’ rest now and
-then, and you’re right as a trivet again.”
-
-“Regular,” Christian repeated, musingly. He formed his lips to utter
-some reflection upon the theme, and then closed them again. “Will you
-have a cup of tea?” he asked, with the air of thinking of something
-else.
-
-The other shook his head, and preserved a posture of vivacious
-anticipation, as if Christian had made a literal promise to unburden
-his mind. The suggestion was so complete that Christian accepted it as a
-mandate.
-
-“I am glad you came,” he said, “because--well, because I have come to
-a conclusion in my mind, and I should like to put it into words for
-you--so that I can also hear it myself. I am resolved to go away--to
-leave London.”
-
-Dicky lifted his brows in puzzled interrogation. “How do you mean?” he
-asked.
-
-“I do not like it,” Christian replied, speaking more readily now,
-and enforcing his words with eager hands. Lingfield had cautioned him
-against this gesticulatory tendency, but the very consciousness that he
-was in rebellion brought his hands upward into the conversation. “It
-is not what I care for. I come into it too late, no doubt, to
-understand--appreciate it, properly. The people I meet--I have no
-feeling for them. It seems a waste of my time to sit with them, to stand
-and talk, to go about from one of their houses to another. At the end
-of it all, there is nothing. They have all thick shells on, and they
-are not going to let me get inside of them. And, moreover, if I did get
-inside, who can be sure there would be anything of value there? It does
-not often look so to me, from the outside. But it is a waste of time and
-labor, and it does not amuse me in the least, and why should I pursue
-it?”
-
-“Quite right!” said Dicky.
-
-“Then you agree with me?--you approve?” asked Christian, not concealing
-his surprise.
-
-“Of course I do. It’s awful rot,” the other affirmed. He observed his
-host silently for a space, and meanwhile, by a quite visible process,
-the familiar external elasticity, not to say flippancy, of his manner
-seemed to fall away from him. “With me, of course,” he went on, almost
-gravely, “I have to do it. I must get my secretaryship, or I can’t live.
-My relations could put me into the swim, but they can’t support me there
-indefinitely. I have only two aunts, you know--dear old things, they
-are--and they keep me going, but they have only life interests, and I
-fancy they have to scrape a little as it is.
-
-“So you see,” pursued Dicky Westland, “I must help myself, and it’s only
-by knowing the right people, and being seen at the right places, that
-a fellow can bring anything off. For example, now: Lady Winsey is a
-distant cousin of mine, and she’s promised the aunts, you know, and
-there’s an old Sir Hogface Something-or-Other dodging about the place,
-who’s going to get a West Indian governorship in May, and Lady Winsey
-has not only had him at her house to dinner, where he could see me, but
-has contrived to throw me at him at three other houses. Next week I’m
-to go down to a closing meet in Berkshire, just because he’s to be
-there--and that she arranged, too. And it’s all to get a place worth
-perhaps three hundred a year, with yellow fever thrown in--if it comes
-to anything at all.”
-
-“Three hundred a year,” commented Christian, knitting his brows. “I
-still make pounds into francs to know what a sum means,” he explained,
-smilingly, after a moment. “Once I would have thought that a great
-fortune--and only a few months ago, too, at that.”
-
-“Well, you see how it is,” said Dicky. “I mustn’t let any chance slip
-by. But if I stood in your shoes, dear God! how I would chuck it all!”
-
-“But what would you do instead?” Christian propounded this question
-sitting back in his chair, with the tips of his fingers joined, and a
-calm twinkle in his eye. He discovered himself feeling as if it were his
-companion who had made confessions and craved sympathy.
-
-Dicky looked into his hat, and pouted his lips in whimsical indecision.
-“What I mean is,” he explained at last--“my point was this--I hate the
-whole thing, and if I didn’t have to do it, why then I wouldn’t do it,
-d’ye see? I’d go about with nobody except the people I really cared
-about--my right-down, intimate friends. That’s the idea.”
-
-“Ah--friends!” said Christian. “That is the word that sings in my ears!”
-
-He rose impulsively, and began walking about the room with a restless
-step. Now and again he halted briefly to look down upon his companion,
-to enforce with eyes as well as gesture some special thing in his
-talk. “Yes, friends!” he cried. “Tell me, you Dicky Westland, where are
-friends to be found? Have you some, perhaps? Then where did you come
-upon them? It is what I should like very much to know. Listen to me!
-I have been in England six months. I possess in England, say
-two--three--no, five friends--and all these came to me in my first week
-here. All but one belong to my family, so they were here, ready-made for
-me. But since that time, now that I am for myself, I have not gained one
-friend. Is there then something strange--what do I say--forbidding in
-me? Or no--it is nonsense for me to say that. It is the other way about.
-I have seen nobody who awakened voices within me. There has been no one
-who appealed to me as a friend should appeal. I live among a thousand
-rich and fine people who are as good to me as they know how to be--and
-yet I am as if I lived in a desert. And it is very cold--and lonely--and
-heartbreaking in this desert of mine!”
-
-Westland looked at him, as he stood now in the pathetic abandonment of
-his peroration, with a contemplative squint in one eye.
-
-“I see what you mean,” he remarked finally. “You’ve been looking for
-flesh and blood, and you find only gun-metal.” He thrust out his lips a
-little, and gave further consideration to the problem. “There isn’t any
-need for you to go away, you know,” he added after a pause. “You can
-have any kind of life you like in London. It is all here, if you want
-it. But what is it that you do want?”
-
-Christian threw himself sidewise into his chair, and bent his head with
-a sigh. Then, with a new light in his eyes, he looked up. “You yourself
-said it”--he exclaimed--“to see only my true friends. That is my idea
-of life: To have a small circle of people whom I love very much, and to
-make constant opportunities to be with some of them--talking as we like
-to talk, going about together, making life happy for one another as we
-go along. All my youth, I envied rich people, because I thought that
-they used their wealth to command this greatest of delights. I imagined
-that if one had much money, then one could afford to spend his time
-only with his close, dear friends. But what I discover is that they do
-something entirely different. They seem not to let friendship come into
-their lives at all. They desire only acquaintances, and of these the
-more they have the better, if they bear the proper cachet.”
-
-“It is the women,” said Dicky, sententiously.
-
-“They like the crowd, and the new faces. And what they like, of course
-they have. They run the whole show.”
-
-Christian nodded comprehension--then put out a hand to signalize a
-reservation. “I know women--here in England--who have a higher idea than
-this,” he declared, softly.
-
-“Of course, so we all do,” assented Westland. “There are a million
-splendid women, if one could only get at them. But it’s a sort of trades
-union, don’t you know. You don’t take the workmen you want, on your own
-terms; you take those the society gives you, and the terms are arranged
-for you. It’s like that with women. You meet some awfully jolly girls
-now and then, but they are not in the least degree their own masters.
-If you try to get to know them well, either they’re frightened, and pull
-back into their shells, or you’re headed off by their mothers. But,” he
-added upon reflection--“of course it’s different with you.”
-
-“At least I am not interested,” said Christian, wearily. The advice of
-Kathleen had produced upon his mind an even greater effect, perhaps,
-than he imagined. He had encountered, by the dozen, extremely beautiful
-and engaging girls, whose charm should have been enhanced in his eyes by
-the dignity and even grandeur of their surroundings. But an impalpable
-yet efficient barrier had stood always between them and him. If they
-exhibited reserve, he was too shy for words. If they expanded toward
-him with smiles or any freedom of demeanor, he recalled instantly the
-warning of Emanuel’s wife, and that was fatal. “I have not cared for any
-of them,” he reaffirmed.
-
-“Oh!” cried Westland of a sudden, his comely, boyish face beaming with
-the thought that had come to him. “How stupid of me! I’d forgotten what
-I came for--and I’m not sure it doesn’t precisely fill the bill. Are you
-doing anything to-night? Will you come with me to the Hanover Theater at
-midnight? It’s the five-hundredth performance of ‘Pansy Blossoms’--and
-there’s to be supper on the stage and a dance. I don’t think you’ve seen
-much of that sort of thing, have you?”
-
-Christian shook his head, and regarded his companion doubtfully.
-“Nothing at all of it,” he said, slowly. “But it does not attract me
-very much, I’m afraid. You would better take some one else. I should
-be a fish out of water there. The people of the theaters--they are not
-congenial to me--that is, I do not think they would be.”
-
-“But, hang it all, man, how do you know till you’ve tried?” Dicky put
-a little worldly authority into his tone as he proceeded. “You mustn’t
-mind my saying it to you--it is you who make your own desert, as you
-call it, for yourself. If you say in advance that you know you won’t
-like this sort of person, or that, how are you ever going to form any
-friendships?”
-
-Christian received the remonstrance with meekness. “You do not quite
-understand me,” he said, amiably enough. “I have some work to do in the
-world, and I don’t think that actresses and actors would help me much to
-do it. The young men who run after them do not seem, somehow, to do
-much else. It is only a prejudice I have; it applies only to myself. If
-others feel differently, why, I have not a word to say.”
-
-“No, you must come!” Westland declared, rising. “It’s nonsense for you
-not to see that side of things. My dear fellow, it’s as respectable as
-the Royal Academy--or Madame Tussaud’s. Are you dining anywhere? Then
-I’ll run home and dress, and I’ll drive round here for you. We’ll dine
-together, and then look in at some of the halls. Shall I say seven? It
-gives us more time over our dinner.”
-
-Christian accepted, with a rueful little smile, his committal to the
-enterprise. “You must not mind if I come away early,” he said, getting
-to his feet in turn.
-
-The other laughed at him. “My dear man, you’ll never want to come away
-at all. But no, seriously--it’s just the kind of thing you want. It’ll
-amuse you, for one thing--and deuce take it, you’ll be young only once
-in your life. But more than that--here you are swearing that you’ll do
-no more social work at all, and you don’t know in the least what other
-resources are open to you. It isn’t alone actresses that you meet at a
-place like this, but all sorts of clever people who know how to get what
-there is out of life. That is what you yourself want to do, isn’t it?
-Well, it’ll do you no harm, to say the least, to see how they go about
-it.”
-
-“Very likely,” Christian replied, as the other turned. “I will be ready
-at seven.” He followed him to the door, and into the hallway. “Mind,”
- he said, half jokingly, half gravely, as he leaned over the banister, “I
-have not altogether promised. When midnight comes, I may lose my courage
-altogether.”
-
-“Ah, it’s that kind of timidity that storms every fortress in its path,”
- Dicky called up to him from the stairway.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV
-
-The two young men dined at the Café Royal. “It’s as good a kitchen as
-there is in London, and in the matter of people it isn’t such a tiresome
-repetition of those one meets everywhere else as Willis’s or the
-Prince’s. To see the same shoulders and the same necks, night after
-night--a fellow gets tired of it.”
-
-To this explanation by Dicky of his choice, as they rolled forward in
-their hansom, Christian made no direct response. After a little he said:
-“Very soon now, I am going to do something that seems to have been in my
-mind for months. Perhaps I have only thought of it since this afternoon:
-I cannot be sure. But I am going to do it--I am going to know for myself
-what the real London and the real England are like. A thousand gentlemen
-in black clothes and silk hats, a thousand ladies with low-cut dresses
-and feathers in their hair--all thinking and talking about themselves
-and their own little affairs--that does not mean London. And a few large
-houses in the country, where these same people spend a few months riding
-after the hounds and shooting tame birds and wearying each other with
-idle, sleepy talk--that does not represent England.”
-
-“Doesn’t it!” cried Westland. “I should say that’s just what it did,
-worse luck!”
-
-“No, no!” protested Christian. “I don’t want to be told that it
-does--for then I should want to go away altogether. No--there is the
-other thing, and I am going to find it out, and see it and know it.
-When all those years of my boyhood and youth I was so proud of being an
-Englishman, it was not this empty, valueless life of the West End, or
-the chase of foxes and birds in the country, that I longed for, and
-nourished pride in.”
-
-“Oh, but they do other things, you know,” laughed Dicky. “They are in
-Parliament, some of them, or they are at the bar, or in the Services,
-or they manage estates or are directors in companies, and that sort
-of thing. And some of them go in a lot for charities, and work on
-committees and organize things, you know. You’d hardly believe how much
-of that most of the women let themselves in for.”
-
-“That is not what I mean,” said the other, rather abruptly. “To me all
-that is not worth the snap of a finger,” and he emphasized his words by
-a gestured with the hand which rested on the door of the hansom.
-
-At an advanced stage of the dinner, the young men came to the subject
-again. In reply to a random inquiry Christian said that his grandfather,
-the duke, as far as he knew, was neither worse nor better in health
-than he had been all winter. “I have not been to Caermere since my first
-visit,” he went on. “I am really living upon a programme arranged for
-me, I should think, by a committee of my relations. Lord Lingfield is
-my active bear-leader. He conducts me, or sends me, wherever it has been
-decided that I shall go. It was not deemed important that I should go to
-Caermere again--and so I have not gone. Voilà tout! If I had been free
-to myself, I think I should have gone.”
-
-“It must be an awfully jolly place, from the pictures I’ve seen of it,”
- said Westland.
-
-“Jolly!” cried Christian. “My dear creature, it is a grave, a mausoleum,
-a place of skulls and dead men’s bones! You have never seen such a
-family vault in all your days. When I even begin to think of undertaking
-the task of brightening it into life again, I grow dizzy. The immensity
-of the work unnerves me. And now I do not know if I shall ever put my
-hand to it. The country-gentleman idea--which you make so much of in
-England--it does not appeal to me. It is too idle--too purposeless. Of
-course my cousin Emanuel, he makes a terrible toil of it--and does some
-wonderful things, beyond doubt. But after all, what does it come to?
-He helps people to be extremely fine who without him would only be
-tolerably fine. But I have the feeling that one should help those who
-are not fine at all--who have never had the chance to be fine, who do
-not know what it means. Emanuel’s wife--oh, a very lovely character--she
-said to me that they disliked coming up to town, the sight of the London
-poor distressed them so much. Well, that is the point--if I am to
-help anybody at all, it is the London poor that I should try to help.
-Emanuel’s plan is to give extra bones, and teach new tricks, to dogs
-already very comfortable. My heart warms to the dogs without collars,
-the homeless and hungry devils who look for bones in the gutters.”
-
-“Oh, you’re going in for settlements and that sort of thing,” commented
-Dicky. “I hear that is rather disappointing work. If you don’t take the
-sporting papers at the reading-room they say the men won’t come at all.
-Slingsby Chetwynd was awfully keen on the thing. He went down to stop
-a whole week--at Shoreditch or Houndsditch or the Isle of Dogs, or
-somewhere like that--and a woman smashed his hat in, and he fell into a
-cellar--and he was jolly glad to get back again the same night.”
-
-Christian was pursuing thoughts of his own. The wine was admirable--as
-indeed it should have been considering the pains Dicky had been at, with
-pursed lips and lifted eyebrows, in the selection of it--and Christian
-had found an unaccustomed pleasure in its aromatic, sub-acid taste. He
-had drunk rather freely of it, and was satisfied with himself for
-having done so. He leaned back in his chair now, and watching the golden
-fountain of bubbles forever streaming upward in his glass, mused upon
-welcome new impulses within him toward the life of a free man.
-
-“None the less,” he remarked, indifferent to the irrelevancy of his
-theme, “I should have liked to go to Caermere during the winter. I am
-annoyed with myself now that I did not go--whether it was arranged for
-me or not. There is a lady there for whom I felt great sympathy. I had
-expected to be of service to her long before this--but I am of service
-to no one. She is a cousin--no doubt you know her--Lady Cressage.”
-
-“But she is in London,” put in Westland. “I only know her a little, but
-Lady Selton used to be by way of seeing a good deal of her. She told me
-last week that she was in town--taken a little flat somewhere--Victoria
-Street way, I think. She doesn’t go in for being very smart, you know.
-Why--yes--of course she’s your cousin by marriage. Awfully pretty woman
-she was. Gad! how well I remember her season! All the fellows went quite
-off their heads. How funny--that she should be your cousin!”
-
-Christian took no note of his companion’s closing words, or of the tone
-in which they had been uttered. He scowled at the playful bubbles in his
-glass, as he reflected that the news of her arrival in London ought not
-to have come to him in this roundabout, accidental way. Why did none
-of his own people tell him? Or still more to the point, why had not
-she herself told him? He really had given her only an occasional and
-sporadic thought, during these past four or five months. Now, as he
-frowned at his wine, it seemed to him that his whole winter had been
-burdened with solicitude for her. Or no, “burdened” was an ungracious
-word, and false to boot. He would say “mellowed” or “enriched” instead.
-
-“You must find out for me”--he began, and then, upon a second
-thought born of pique, checked himself. “Or do not mind--it is of no
-consequence. I shall hear as a matter of course.” He called for the bill
-with a decision in his voice which seemed full of warning that the topic
-was exhausted.
-
-Westland could not help observing the fat roll of crackling white notes
-which the other drew from his pocket. If they were all of the smallest
-denomination, they must still represent something like his whole year’s
-allowance. The general understanding that Christian’s unfamiliarity
-with English ways excused, and even invited, wise admonition from his
-friends, prompted him to speak.
-
-“That’s rather a lot to carry about with you, old man,” he said, in
-gentle expostulation.
-
-“Oh, I like it!” Christian declared, with shining eyes. He snapped the
-elastic band about the roll, with an air of boyish delight in the sound,
-as he returned it to his pocket. “If you knew the years in which I
-counted my sous!”.
-
-It was nearly ten o’clock when they left. Beginning with the Pavilion,
-they went to four or five music halls, only to find that there were no
-seats to be had. “Why, of course it’s the boat-race,” exclaimed Dicky at
-last. “Stupid of me to have forgotten it. I say, I ought to have come
-for you this morning, and taken you up the river to see it. It’s worth
-seeing--for once. I wonder Lingfield did not arrange it for you.”
-
-“Oh, several people asked me to join their parties,” Christian replied.
-“But it did not attract me. The athletics here--they rather annoy me.
-It is as if people thought of nothing else. And to have students at the
-universities consumed with the idea--that is specially unpleasant to my
-mind. You must remember--I am a teacher by profession.”
-
-“We’ll go back to the Empire,” Westland decided. “Ever been there? Well,
-it’s worth seeing, too--perhaps more than once. The Johnnies’ll be out
-in extraordinary force, I’m afraid, but then you ought to see them too,
-I suppose. It takes all sorts to make a world--and the world is what
-you’ve come out to look at. Let me get the tickets--or, well, if you
-insist--ask for the promenade.” It was indeed a novel spectacle, which
-smote and confused his eyes, rather than revealed itself to them, when
-Christian found himself inside. The broad, low, rounded promenade was
-so crowded with people that at first sight walking about seemed wholly
-impracticable, but Dicky stepped confidently into the jumbled throng and
-began moving through it, apparently with ease, and the other followed
-him. They made their way to the end, where a man in uniform guarded a
-staircase; then, turning, they elbowed along back to the opposite end
-of the half-circle. This gained, there was nothing in Dicky’s thoughts,
-seemingly, but to repeat the performance indefinitely. Their progress
-was of a necessity slow. On the inner side a dense wall of backs and
-high hats rendered hopeless any notion of seeing the stage below.
-Christian, struggling after his guide, wondered what else there was to
-see.
-
-After a time it became obvious to him that the women who formed so large
-an element of the lazily shifting crowd were also the occasion of its
-being. They walked about, looking the men in the face with a cold, free,
-impassive scrutiny upon which, even if he had never seen it before,
-intuition would have fixed a label for him. Other women, from the plush
-seats on the outer edge of the circle, bent upon the whole moving mass
-of promenaders the same stoical, inscrutable gaze. The range of age
-among them did not seem extended to his uninformed glance. In years they
-were apparently all about alike. Some, indeed, had fresher faces and
-smoother skins than others, but when the eyes were considered a certain
-indefinable equality was insisted upon in them all. Their toilets were
-often striking in effect, and especially their hats--exaggerating both
-in breadth of brim, and in the height and bulk of the edifice of plumes
-above, the prevalent fashion in such matters--were notable to the
-spectator; but Christian found himself, upon consideration, more
-interested in their eyes than in anything else.
-
-A certain stony quality in this stereotyped gaze of theirs suggested a
-parallel to his memory; he had seen precisely that same cool, unruffled,
-consciously unconscious stare in princesses who had looked at him
-without beholding him in the far-away days of his life about the hotels
-of the Riviera. It was very curious, he thought--this incongruous
-resemblance. But a little closer analysis showed that the likeness was
-but partial. These ladies of the promenade could look about them with
-the imperturbability of princesses, it was true, but only so long as
-they saw nothing which concerned them immediately. Nay, now he could
-discern beneath the surface of this passionless perlustration a couched
-vigilance of attention, which ever and again flashed uppermost with
-electric swiftness. When this mercurial change came, one saw the
-temperament mapped out like a landscape under the illumination of
-lightning. There gleamed forth expectancy, dread, joy, irritability,
-fun, dislike or wistful hope--whatever the mood of the instant
-yielded--with a force of intensity almost startling. Then, as quickly
-as it came, the look might vanish; even if it flickered on, the briefest
-interval of repose brought back again the watchful, dispassionate,
-hardened regard.
-
-“Have you had enough of this?” Dicky asked, with an implication of
-weariness in his tone.
-
-Christian, halting, took slow and bewildered cognizance of the fact that
-he had been going from one end of the promenade to the other for a very
-long time. Insensibly, at some period of the experience, he had taken
-the lead from his companion, and had been dragging him about in his
-wake.
-
-“It is very interesting,” was the vague excuse he offered to Dicky, and
-even more to himself.
-
-A sofa just beside them was for the moment unoccupied. Christian seated
-himself with the air of one physically tired out. “Ought we not to
-order drinks?” he asked his companion, who stood over him, looking down
-somewhat doubtfully.
-
-“Oh, dear, no--not here!” Dicky replied, with conviction. “It’s nearly
-closing time--and we’ll go over to the club for half an hour--where we
-know our tipple. Shall we run along now?”
-
-“No--sit down here,” said Christian. He spoke with the authority of
-a profound emotion, that glowed in his eyes and quivered on his lips.
-Westland obeyed him, pretending to a nonchalance which his mistrustful
-glance belied.
-
-“This is all very extraordinary to me,” Christian continued, in a low,
-strenuous voice. He spoke with even more than his wonted fluency.
-“It catches hold of me. It fills my mind with new thoughts. There is
-something in the very air here--”
-
-“Musk and cigarette smoke,” interposed Dicky, lightly. Then he saw that
-levity struck a false note.
-
-“Pah!” the other jerked forth, impatiently. “Don’t talk like that! It
-is the most terrible, the most touching, the most inspiring thing I
-have seen in my life. I breathe in a new ambition here, out of this
-atmosphere. We were talking of the London poor. I thought they made the
-loudest appeal--but they are nothing beside _this!_” He spread his thin,
-nervous hand out as he spoke, and swept it in a comprehensive gesture
-over the spectacle before them. “These are my sisters--my unhappy and
-dishonored sisters, scorned and scornful--oh, yes, they are all my
-sisters!”
-
-“But fortunately they don’t know it,” urged Dicky, surveying the ladies
-with pouting lips and half-closed eyes. “For God’s sake, don’t mention
-it to them.”
-
-Christian turned round, with one knee on the sofa, and claimed his
-companion’s attention. “I wanted to be able to add you to my very little
-list of friends,” he said, gravely. “All the evening I have had that in
-my mind--and it may be something else, too. But if you cannot understand
-me, now, when I tell you how all this moves me--and if you only care to
-mock at what I say--why, then, it is not needful to say more.”
-
-Dicky faced about in turn, and regarded him with a puzzled glance,
-from which he was at pains to exclude all signs of frivolity. “But you
-haven’t told me _how_ it moves you at all,” he said, vaguely.
-
-“Oh, how,” repeated Christian with hesitation. “It is not easy to say
-just how. But I am devoured by a great compassion. I could weep tears
-at the heart-misery I see here. They shout in the papers and wring their
-hands over the massacre of Armenians--but right here--this thing--is
-it not more cruel and dreadful still? Here there is no question of race
-hatreds and religious hatreds, but just the cold, implacable pressure of
-poverty on human souls, crushing them and sinking them in shame.”
-
-“Oh, that’s only a part of the story--not such a deuce of a big part
-either,” urged the other, gently. “Don’t get so excited about it, my
-dear fellow. It is by no means a new thing. And wait till you know more
-about it, and have thought it over--and then, if you feel that there is
-anything you can do, why, take my word for it, it will still be here. It
-won’t disappear in the meanwhile. You’ll still be in time.”
-
-Christian regarded him wistfully, and with a mild, faint smile. “You
-would never enter into my feelings about this,” he said, softly. “We are
-made differently. It strikes you as strange, does it not, that a young
-man, coming into contact with this for the first time, should be filled
-only with the yearning to help these poor girls, and do good to them? It
-surprises you? It is something new to you, n’est ce pas?”
-
-Dicky grinned within decorous limits. “My dear boy,” he declared,
-confidentially, “so far from being new, it’s the oldest thing in the
-world. Every young fellow worth his salt that I have ever known, or that
-anybody’s ever known, has swelled himself out with precisely these same
-reform sentiments. In this very promenade here I have witnessed at least
-a dozen attacks like yours. And don’t think I am jeering at the thing.
-It is a very beautiful and generous spirit indeed, and I admire it
-awfully, I assure you--only--only, as one gets to know his way about
-a trifle better, he sees that there isn’t so much in it as he thought
-there was. And that’s what I was trying to say to you. Don’t let your
-first impulses run away with you. If the subject interests you, appeals
-to you, very well; get to understand it. You will find that it is more
-complicated, perhaps, than you think. But when you know it all, why,
-then you can do what you like.”
-
-Some of the light seemed to have been turned out. A definitive blare
-rolled up from the orchestra below; the throng of promenaders, though
-still informed by the most leisurely of moods, was converging upon the
-door of exit. The two young men arose.
-
-Christian suddenly yawned. “I am tired--and depressed,” he said,
-wearily. “I think I will ask you to let me go home.”
-
-“Nonsense!” said Dicky, promptly. “We’ll go to the club, and get a
-pick-up, and then you shall see something that won’t depress you. I
-grant you this _is_ rather melancholy. God knows why we came.”
-
-An hour or more later, emerging from a confusing sequence of narrow
-passages and winding ascents and descents, Christian followed Westland
-out through a groove of painted canvas to the stage of the Hanover
-Theater.
-
-He had never seen a theater from this point of view, and the first few
-minutes of his scrutiny--here where he stood at the wings, while Dicky
-looked after the coats and hats--were full of pleased interest. The huge
-dusky space of the galleries overhead, strange and formidable in its
-dark bulk like some giant balloon, was very impressive. By contrast,
-the stage itself seemed to give out light. A long riband of a table
-stretched across the back, and down the two sides, and about this
-clustered many people; shining shirt-fronts and bald heads, pale
-shimmering dresses and white shoulders, the glitter of napery and plates
-and glasses--all was radiant under the powerful electric glow from
-above. He could see now, in the halfshadows down beyond the footlights,
-two or three rows of heads of people sitting in the front stalls. To
-his fancy these detached heads appeared to belong to an order of beings
-quite distinct from those on the stage. He wondered if actors felt their
-audiences to be thus remote and aloof from themselves.
-
-“We can push our way in at the other end--there’s less of a crush
-there,” he heard Dicky say to him. He followed his guide across the
-stage, through groups of conversing guests who had brought out their
-sandwiches and glasses from the throng, and came eventually to the table
-itself. Some one held out a bottle toward him, and he lifted a glass to
-be filled. From under some other stranger’s arm he extricated a plate,
-containing something in gelatine, he knew not what. In straightening
-himself he pushed against a person unexpectedly close behind him.
-
-Half turning, with the murmur of an apology upon his lips, his eyes
-encountered those of a lady, who seemed to know him, and to be smiling
-at him.
-
-“How d’ye do?” this lady said to him. There could be no doubt about
-the cordiality of her tone. Her left hand was occupied with a champagne
-glass and a fan, but her right was being lifted to him, almost against
-his breast, in greeting. He gazed at her in smiling perplexity, the
-while he signed that both his own hands were filled.
-
-“You don’t know me from Adam,” she said to him, cheerfully. “But I’m
-your cousin--Cora Torr, you know.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV
-
-You’ve altered so much since I saw you! It was odds against my
-recognizing you at all,” declared Cora, beaming forth into conversation
-before Christian had fairly grasped the significance of her identity.
-
-“I should never have believed they would make such an Englishman out
-of you, in just these few months. Let’s see--it was October, wasn’t it?
-Yes, of course--the First.” She showed her beautiful teeth in a flash of
-gaiety. “The pheasants weren’t the only ones that got hit that day. But
-bygones are bygones.... And how do you like London? How do you find it
-compares with Paris? I always maintain that there’s more real life here,
-if you know where to look for it.... But I am afraid you’re not glad to
-see me.”
-
-“There you are wrong. I am glad to see you,” Christian replied, with
-deliberation. He made his words good by thrusting his plate back upon
-the table and shaking her gloved hand. There was a frank smile in his
-eyes.
-
-“Get my glass filled again,” she suggested--“and-your own too--and let’s
-get out of the way. These people push as if they had had nothing to eat
-since Christmas. Of all the hogs in evening clothes, the stage-supper
-hog is the worst. Well, and how have you been, all this time?”
-
-They had moved across the stage to the entrance, and paused near it in
-a little nook of momentary isolation. Christian made conventional answer
-to her query, and to other remarks of hers calling for no earnest
-attention, the while he concentrated his thoughts upon the fact that
-they were actually standing here together, talking like old friends.
-
-It was sufficiently surprising, this fact, but even more remarkable was
-the satisfaction he himself was getting from it. There was no room for
-doubt; he really enjoyed being with her. There was no special need to
-concern himself with what she was saying. She hardly paused for replies,
-and seemed not to mind in the least the automatic character of the few
-which came to her. He had only to smile a little, and nod, and let his
-eyes glow pleasurably, and she went blithely on. The perception came
-suddenly to him that he had been sorry also for her. Indeed, now that he
-reflected upon it, had not hers been the most cruel misfortune of all?
-The memory of the drawn, agonized mask of a face she had shown, over the
-tea-table in the conservatory at Caermere, rose in his mind’s vision.
-He looked up at the strips of canvas and lamps above, with half-closed
-eyes, recalling in reverie the details of this suffering face; then he
-turned abruptly to confront her, and observe afresh the happy contrast
-she presented to-night.
-
-Cora was looking away for the instant, and apparently conveying by
-lifted eyebrows and shakes of the head a message of some sort to some
-person on the bustling stage unknown to him. He glanced instinctively
-in the direction of her signal, but gained no information--and indeed
-realized at once that he was not in search of any. Of course, she knew
-everybody here, and would be exchanging nods and smiles of recognition
-all the evening. It occurred to him to wonder if her husband, that
-Captain Edward of unpleasant memory, was on the stage, but he had the
-power to put the thought promptly out of his mind. It was only Cora that
-he was interested in, and that he wanted to talk with. And here she was,
-once more looking into his face, and restoring by her smile his almost
-jocund pleasure in the situation.
-
-He still maintained the rôle of listener, but it grew increasingly clear
-to him that when his turn came he would have a good deal to say, and
-that he would say it well. He had never spoken on familiar terms with an
-actress before--and the experience put him wonderfully at his ease.
-He felt that he could say things to her; already he delighted in the
-assurance of her receptivity, her immunity from starched nonsense, her
-genial and comforting good fellowship. As he continued to look at her,
-and to smile, he remembered what people always said, or rather took
-for granted, about ladies on the stage. The consciousness shaped itself
-within him that she offered a timely and felicitous compromise--a sort
-of bridge between those formal, “gun-metal” women of society whom he
-desired never to see again, and those hapless, unblest creatures of the
-Empire.
-
-Presently she took his arm, and they moved round to the stalls in front,
-and found seats a little apart from any one else. A large number of
-young ladies, in white or light-hued evening dresses, were seated about
-in the rows before them, and Cora pointed out this one and that among
-them to Christian. “That is Dolly Montressor--the dancer, you know--her
-photos are all the rage just now. The girl in pink, over there--just
-turning round--she is the one who sued young Concannon for breach of
-promise. You must remember. Her lawyers put the bailiffs in for what
-she owed them, after they’d taken everything the jury gave her, and she
-dressed the bailiffs in livery and had them wait at the table at a big
-supper she gave. The little thicknosed dark man there--next but one to
-her--he drew a check for the supper and the bailiffs too. You see the
-small, thin girl with the tomato-colored hair--she didn’t bring _her_
-suit into court--one isn’t fox-headed for nothing. She settled outside
-at the last minute--the Lord Carmody case, you know--and no one’s ever
-heard a whisper of any supper she ever gave. It isn’t at all her line.
-She puts it all into South Africans; they say she’s good for thirty
-thousand pounds, if she’s got a penny. It isn’t bad, you know, on a
-salary of six quid, and only the pantomime season at that. Oh, there’s
-Peggy Wiltshire--just in the doorway. She’s the most remarkable woman in
-England. How old would you think she was? Forty? Why, my dear man, she
-was billed as a star in the old original Black Crook--just about the
-time I was born. She can’t be a minute under sixty. But look at her--the
-neck and shoulders of a girl! Isn’t it amazing! Why, she was knocking
-about town when your father was a youngster--and here she is still going
-strong.”
-
-The tables were being cleared from the stage, and the fringe of
-gentlemen who remained hungry and thirsty was retiring slowly and with
-palpable reluctance toward the wings. Some sad-faced musicians emerged
-wearily from an unsuspected cave beneath the footlights, and exhibited
-their violins and flutes to the general gaze with an air of profound
-dejection. Their fiddle strings began to whine at one another, in a
-perfunctory and bad-tempered groping about for something they were
-expected to have in common. A stout man on the stage vigorously
-superintended the removal of the last table, and warned off with a
-comprehensive gesture the lingering remnant of unsated raveners; then,
-turning, he lifted his hand. On the instant, some score and more of the
-young ladies in white and pale pinks and blues and lavenders rose from
-their front stalls, and moved toward the stage door at the left. They
-pressed forward like a flock of sheep--and with faces as listlessly
-vacant as any pasture could afford. Christian observed their mechanical
-exit with a curling lip.
-
-“If these are the renowned beauties, whose fascinations turn the heads
-of all the young men about town,” he confided to his companion, “then it
-says extremely little for the quality of what is inside those heads.”
-
-“Yes, isn’t it extraordinary!” she mused at him, eyeing the bevy of
-celebrities with a ruminating glance. “This must be somewhere near the
-sixth or seventh lot of ’em that even I’ve seen passing through the
-turnstile, as you might say. Where do they all come from?--and good
-heavens! where do they all go to? It’s a procession that never stops,
-you know. You’d think there was a policeman, keeping it moving. You have
-these girls here--well, they’re the queens, just for the minute. They
-own the earth. Nothing in the world is too good for them. Very well:
-just behind them are some other girls, a few years younger. Goodness
-knows where they were to-night--in the back ranks of the ballets,
-perhaps, or doing their little turn at the Paragon or the Canterbury,
-or doing nothing at all--nothing but keeping their toes pointed in this
-direction. And they are treading close on the heels of these queens
-you see here; and behind _them_ are girls of sixteen or so, and behind
-_them_ the little chits of ten and twelve--and they’re all pushing
-along--and in time each lot gets in front, out under the limelight, and
-has its little year on the throne--and then gets shoved off to make room
-for the next. You might have seen two-thirds of these men here ten years
-ago. But not the women. Oh, no! Only here and there one--an old stager
-like Polly Wiltshire--or a middle-aged stager like myself. But we’re
-merely salt to the porridge.”
-
-“But do you not wish to dance?” he asked her. The orchestra had begun a
-waltz, and the young ladies from the front stalls, each now attached to
-a stiffly gyrating male figure, were circling about on the stage, with
-a floating, wave-like swing of their full skirts which revealed to those
-below in the stalls rhythmic glimpses of whisking feet and trim black
-ankles.
-
-“I will dance with you with pleasure,” she replied, promptly.
-
-“Unfortunately”--he began with confusion--“it is ridiculous of me, but I
-never learned.”
-
-“Oh, then, we will sit here and talk,” she insisted. “I truly don’t want
-to dance. It’s ever so much cooler and more comfortable here. One has to
-come to these things, you know--you have to show yourself or you’re like
-the man who fell out of the balloon--simply not in it. But they’re all
-alike--all deadly stupid unless you’re young and want to kick your legs
-about--or unless you find some one you’re particularly glad to see.”
-
-Christian did not seek to evade the implication of the genial glance
-with which she pointed this last remark. “Yes, it is good of you to stay
-here with me,” he declared. “Except you and my friend who brought me
-here--I thought I saw him dancing a moment ago--I don’t know a soul. I
-have been saying to-day,” he continued, settling down in his seat toward
-her, “that I make friends badly--I remain here in England almost a
-stranger.”
-
-“Why, I thought you went everywhere. I know I’m forever seeing your name
-in the ‘Morning Post.’ You spell it Tower, I notice.”
-
-“Oh, yes, I have been going everywhere--but going as one goes alone
-through a gallery of pictures. I do not bring out any friends with me.”
-
-She stole a swift glance at him, as she fanned herself. “You surprise
-me,” she commented. “I should have thought everybody would be running
-after you.”
-
-“Do they? I am not conscious of it.” He spoke wearily. “If they do, it
-does not interest me. They are not my kind of people. They take no hold
-whatever upon my sympathy. They make no appeal to the imagination.”
-
-“You could hardly say that about those ladies’ skirts up there,” she
-jocosely remarked. “I had no idea silk petticoats flapped so.”
-
-He was not to be diverted from his theme. “It is very funny about me,”
- he went on. “I seem to make no friends among men, of my own age or any
-other. Of course there are two or three exceptions--but no more. And as
-for the majority of women, they attract me still less. Yet when, once in
-a great while, I do meet some one who really interests me, it is always
-a woman. These few women whom I have in mind--oh, I could count them
-on the fingers of one hand--they make a much deeper and more lasting
-impression on me than any man can make.”
-
-“I believe that frequently happens,” she put in lightly. She did not
-seem to him to be following his thread of reasoning with conspicuous
-closeness, but her pleasant smile reassured him.
-
-“I think I am most readily moved on the side of my compassion,” he
-continued, intent upon the development of his self-analysis. “If I am
-sorry for the people, it is easier for me to like them--that is, if they
-are young and pretty women.”
-
-Cora laughed aloud at this, then lapsed abruptly into thoughtfulness.
-“How do you mean?” she asked.
-
-“To-night I went to the place of the--the promenade--the Empire, is it
-not? And the sight of the young women there--it terribly affected me. I
-wanted to shout out that they were all my sisters--that I would protect
-them all--that they should never be forced by poverty and want to face
-that miserable humiliation again.” She looked at him, her lips parted
-over the beautiful teeth, a certain blankness of non-comprehension in
-the beautiful eyes. As she slowly grasped the drift of his words, the
-eyes and lips joined in a reserved and baffling smile. “You’re a nice
-boy,” she decided, “but you’re tremendously young. Those girls are lazy,
-greedy, good-for-nothing hussies. They wouldn’t do honest work for a
-living if it was brought to them on a silver salver. They haven’t an
-idea in their empty painted heads except to wheedle or steal money from
-drunken fools. They’re nothing but--what d’ye call ’em?--parasites. I’d
-put ’em all on the treadmill, if I had my way.”
-
-Christian sat up a little, and she was alert in noting the signs of
-disaffection on his mobile face. “Nevertheless, there is a great sorrow
-and a great shame in it all,” he said, gravely.
-
-“Oh, that I admit,” she declared, making busy work with her fan. “Of
-course! Perhaps I spoke more sharply than I meant. Every one is sorry
-for the poor creatures--but--but I confess I’m sorrier still for the
-girls who have to work like slaves for the barest necessities of life.
-Why, my dressmaker’s girls, two of ’em--poor little half-starved
-sisters who may come at nine or ten o’clock at night to deliver things,
-or try something on--they get twenty-five shillings a week between them.
-That’s what gets on _my_ nerve.”
-
-He preserved silence for a time, then suddenly sat upright and faced
-her. A new light shone in his eyes. “I am the dullest person on earth,”
- he protested. “All this time I have not thought of it. I want to ask you
-a thousand things about your sister. Did you not know?--She is my oldest
-friend in England.”
-
-Cora drew a long breath, and held up her fan for a protracted and
-attentive inspection. “Oh, yes--you mean Frank,” she said, tentatively.
-
-“Frank? Is that her name? She works. She has a machine à écrire--a
-typewriter it is called. You must tell me about her! Is she very well?
-And where is she to be found? How shall I go about it to recall myself
-to her?” As there came no immediate response, he put his further
-meditations into dreamy words: “She spoke the first kind words to me,
-here in England. I bade farewell to France and the old hard life, in her
-company. It was she who pointed with her finger for me to have my first
-look at England--the little, rose-colored island in the green water,
-with the purple clouds above it. It seemed that we were very close
-together--on that one day. And I was so full of the thought of seeing
-her very soon again! And that was September--and now it is very nearly
-May!. . . But you have not told me! Where is it that she is to be found?
-Where does she live?”
-
-“She lives at home with my people,” Cora replied, still with reflective
-deliberation. It was with a visible effort that she shook off the
-preoccupied air into which she had lapsed. “But you don’t want to go
-there--it’s out of the world--red-busses and green-busses and a tram and
-that sort of thing. But she has an office now of her own; that’s where
-you’d find her most easily. Bless me if I know where it is--it’s between
-the Strand and the Embankment, but I never can remember which is Norfolk
-Street and which Arundel Street--and really I’m not sure she’s on
-either. But my brother is here. I’ll ask him, presently. And so you know
-Frank?”
-
-“Ah, yes, but you know her better still,” said Christian, softly,
-nestling again into the corner of his chair nearest her. “I wanted you
-to tell me about her.”
-
-“Oh, well--but what is there to tell?” she made answer, vaguely. “She
-is a good girl; she’s frightfully clever; she works very hard, and gives
-most of her money to her mamma; she’s successful, too, because she’s got
-a shop of her own, at last--and--and--that’s about all, isn’t it? You
-know, we’re not by way of seeing much of each other. There’s no quarrel,
-of course--not the least in the world--but I’m too frivolous to be in
-her class at all. I dare say it’s my fault--I ought to go and look her
-up. That’s what I will do, too, one of these days. But--you mustn’t
-misunderstand me--she’s an awfully good girl, that is, of course, if you
-like that sort of girl. And she’s pretty, too, don’t you think?”
-
-“Yes, I think so,” affirmed Christian, almost with solemnity. “What time
-would she come to her office--in the morning, I mean?”
-
-“Oh, don’t ask me!” laughed Cora. “At some ghastly hour, when they have
-breakfast, I believe, in cabmen’s shelters, and the streets haven’t been
-swept. I know it only by hearsay. I’ve never stopped up quite as late as
-that, you know. But you see something like it, driving round by Covent
-Garden on your way home from a late dance, to see the flowers. Have you
-ever done that?”
-
-Christian shook his head. The idea attracted him, apparently. “At what
-hour is it?” he asked, with interest.
-
-“Oh, four or five or something like that. It’s really the prettiest
-sight you ever saw. I used to go often, at this time of year, and
-take home a cabload of flowers. But I am getting too old now--and too
-serious-minded. The mother of a family--you know.”
-
-Christian looked at his watch. “It has occurred to me”--he suggested,
-hesitatingly--“it is now after two--perhaps we could make a party to go
-this morning. The dancing will not stop earlier, will it?”
-
-On the stage nothing seemed further from any mind than stopping. There
-was some complicated kind of set dance in progress, which at the moment
-involved the spectacle of some score of couples, hands all joined,
-romping madly around in a gigantic ring. The dresses whirled more wildly
-than ever; the men crooked their legs and hung outward from the circle
-as they went, stamping their feet and laughing boisterously. Christian’s
-eyes singled out one young man who seemed to be making most noise of
-all--and then he perceived that it was Dicky Westland.
-
-“Perhaps it might be arranged,” Cora replied, after consideration, and
-with a sidelong eye upon her companion. “I will go behind for a moment,
-and find my brother, and see what he says. No, you stop here. I will
-come back again.”
-
-So many people were moving about with entire individual freedom, that
-he offered no objection to her departure. She pushed her way confidently
-yet affably past the others in the row, and disappeared at the stage
-door. He had no clues by which to follow her in fancy after that. Once
-he thought he distinguished her at the back of the stage--but for the
-rest it was her sister rather than the friendly Cora who engaged his
-thoughts. The idea that he was to see her again, quite without delay,
-seemed to illuminate his whole mind.
-
-In the labyrinth of shunted scenery behind the back-curtain, and
-along the narrow corridors of dressing-rooms, now devoted to varying
-hospitable uses, Cora prosecuted what was for a time a fruitless search.
-
-“Where are the gentlemen getting their drinks?” she asked at last of a
-cloak-room attendant, and the answer simplified her task. Downstairs, at
-the door of the manager’s room, she was lucky enough to hit upon Major
-Pirie. “Tell Eddy that’ I want him, will you, old man,” she said,
-nodding with assurance toward the crowded, smoky little interior, “and
-if that brother of mine is in there, I want to see him for a minute,
-too.”
-
-The brother came out first--a slender, overdressed youth, with a
-face which suggested a cheap and inferior copy of Cora’s. It had the
-self-complacency without the high spirits--the comeliness of line
-without the delicacy of texture and charm of color. He was obviously
-young in years, but he regarded her through the eyes of an elderly and
-wearied person.
-
-“Hello,” he said, amiably enough. “Goin’ to take Eddy home? He won’t be
-the worse for a friendly lead. Oh, he’s all right, though, up to now.
-He’s got rippin’ odds against Perambulator from Hoskins, seventy to
-three, you know, in fivers. Try and get him to let me in on the bet,
-will you? I offered to take half of it, the minute the bet was made--but
-he didn’t answer me. You can work it, if you try, old girl.”
-
-“What’s Frank’s address--her office, I mean?” she put in abruptly, “Got
-a pencil? Go and get one from somebody. Thirty-two A, you say? Thanks!
-Now tell Eddy to come out.”
-
-“But what’s up? What do you want with Frank? Anything I can tell her?”
-
-“Never you mind! And don’t lisp a word to her, or to Eddy or to any one
-else. If it comes off, it’ll be a beano for the lot of us.”
-
-“Right you are,” he assented, with a glimmer of animation. “But say,
-you won’t forget about the Hoskins bet, will you? If I could even have
-a third of it! I could do with some odd sovereigns just now, and no
-mistake.”
-
-“Sh-h! Here he comes. You run away-now, d’ye see; I want to talk with
-Eddy.”
-
-Captain Edward emerged from the haze of cigarette smoke which veiled the
-throng within the manager’s room. “Well?” he demanded, with a kind of
-sulky eagerness.
-
-“I haven’t told him you were here,” Cora began, under her breath,
-drawing her husband aside down the passage. “It didn’t seem to come into
-the talk. He thinks I’m here with Tom.”
-
-Edward looked down upon his wife, with a slow, ponderous glance of
-mingled hope and uneasiness. He pulled at his small yellow mustache, and
-aimlessly jingled some keys in his pocket.
-
-“You’ve had nearly two hours with him, you know,” he protested,
-doubtfully.
-
-“_Don’t_ I know it!” she ejaculated, holding up her hands in mock pain
-at the retrospect. “Good God! If I had a thousand pounds to show for it,
-I’d say it was the hardest earned money _I_ ever handled.”
-
-“Yes, but you haven’t got anything to show--so far’s I can make out,” he
-commented with gloom. “You didn’t mention my name at all, eh? But that
-was what you particularly set out to do, I thought.”
-
-“Well, you thought wrong,” she responded briskly. “I set out to do
-what was wisest under the circumstances, and I’ve done it. I’ve got an
-inkling of a game to be played”--she let her eyes twinkle at him as she
-made this tantalizing little pause--“a game, you old goose, worth seven
-hundred thousand times anything you ever thought of.”
-
-The ex-hussar regarded her fixedly, the while he pondered her words.
-“I don’t think I’m very keen about games,” he remarked at last, with
-obvious suspicion in his tone. “A married woman always gets the worst of
-games, in the long run.”
-
-She grinned affectionate contempt up at him. “Don’t be such a duffer,
-Eddy!” she remonstrated with him. “If I had a notion of that sort--do
-you suppose I’d come and give it away to you? What rot you talk!”
-
-“Yes--but what _is_ your game?” he demanded, doggedly.
-
-“I won’t tell you!” She spoke with great apparent decision. “You’d blab
-it all over the place. You can no more keep a secret than you can keep a
-ten-pound note.”
-
-“Oh, I say, Cora,” he urged, in grieved protestation. “You know I’m a
-regular bailey oyster, where a thing has to be kept dark. You’d better
-tell me, you know. It’ll keep me from--imaginin’ things.”
-
-The wife smiled. “It’s only a plant I’ve got in my mind,” she explained,
-after consideration. “What’s the matter with my naming a wife for him,
-eh?”
-
-Edward, upon reflection, pouted his lips. “Probably you’d come a cropper
-over it, in the first place,” he objected, slowly, “and then even if you
-did name the winner, she’d probably welsh us out of our winnings--and
-besides, what do we want of his marrying at all. The longer he puts off
-getting married, the less the odds against us gets. I should think even
-a woman could see that.”
-
-Cora permitted herself a frank yawn. “I’ll explain it to you to-morrow,”
- she said.
-
-“And now I must go back to my Juggins for a few minutes. I’ll come and
-fetch you when I’m ready to go.”
-
-“I don’t fancy it much, you know,” he urged upon her as she turned. He
-took a step toward her, and put his hand on her arm. “If your brother
-Tom was any good”--he began, with a hard growl in his voice--“by God,
-I’d have half a mind to talk with him about _my_ plan. Old Pirie’d be no
-use--but if Tom had the sense and the nerve--why, we’d--”
-
-She had held his eye with a steady, comprehending glance, under the
-embarrassment of which his speech faltered and then lapsed altogether.
-“No, the less either you or Tom have to do with your plan the better. Go
-in now, and take a plain soda, and wait for me! You’ve got no plan, mind
-you. You’ve simply been dreaming about it. Do you hear? You never had a
-plan! You can’t have one!”
-
-She spoke with significant authority, and he deferred to it with a
-sullen upward wag of the head. “All right,” he muttered curtly, and
-turned on his heel.
-
-“Plain soda, mind!” she called after him, and without waiting for an
-answer, ran briskly up the steps toward the stage.
-
-Captain Edward’s plain soda had become a remote and almost wholly
-effaced memory by the time his wife again summoned him from the
-manager’s room.
-
-“We’ll cut this now, if you don’t mind,” she remarked, in her most
-casual tone. “I’m as tired as if I’d danced every minute.” She had put
-on her wraps, and her small, pretty face, framed by the white down of
-her hood, seemed to his scrutiny to wear an expression of increased
-contentment.
-
-“Anything fresh?” he asked, as they went in search of his coat and hat.
-
-“Yes--fresh is the word,” she replied, with simulated nonchalance.
-“Fresh, fresher, freshest--as we used to say at school.”
-
-“Wha’ is it?” he inquired, when they were within touch of the open air.
-The music was still audible behind them, broken by faint, intermittent
-echoes of stamping feet and laughing voices.
-
-“I’ll tell you about it in the morning,” she answered listlessly. “I
-hope to heaven you’ve got a cab-fare.”
-
-“Yes, tha’s all right,” said Edward, waving his stick toward the rank
-in the dark middle distance of the street. “Whyn’t you tell me all about
-it?”
-
-“Oh, you wouldn’t get onto it now,” she replied, But later, in the
-hansom, the desire to unburden her mind achieved the mastery.
-
-“Are you awake?” she demanded, and went on: “He’s not a bad sort, that
-boy, you know.”
-
-“Damn him!” said Edward, breathing heavily.
-
-“I rather like him myself,” she continued. “He’s a bit slow to talk to,
-and he’s fresher than Devonshire cream, but there isn’t a drop of the
-Johnnie in him. He’s as clean as my little girl.”
-
-“Damn him,” repeated her husband, but in a milder and even argumentative
-tone.
-
-“He’s a proper bundle of nerves, that youngster,” she mused, as if
-talking to herself. “And whatever those nerves of his tell him to do,
-he’ll do it. And I’d lay odds he’s goin’ to surprise us all. He’s
-got something boilin’ in his mind--something that’s just struck him
-to-night--I could see that. Oh, if I was a man!--I’d get out of this
-hansom now, and I’d follow that lad, and I’d get hold of him somehow,
-and I’d bend him any way I chose--_that_ would be something like!--but
-then again, you take him some other way, and he’s as stubborn as a moke.
-But I like him, all the same.” She turned toward her husband, and lifted
-her voice a little. “I like him so much, I’m thinkin’ of havin’ him for
-a brother-in-law.”
-
-“Strornary thing,” commented Edward, earnestly, “no man’er where I start
-from, whenever I get t’ the Circus, I get the hiccups.”
-
-Cora put her head back against the cushions, and closed her eyes.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI
-
-Christian discovered that he was not sorry to be alone. Cora’s company
-had been amusing and vivifying, no doubt, but it was even better now to
-have his own thoughts. He observed with relief that others in the stalls
-were smoking; tobacco as a rule had not very much meaning for him,
-but now he lit a large cigar from the dinner-case in his pocket, and
-stretching himself in his chair, proceeded to enjoy it. He kept his
-glance, in an indolent fashion, upon the stage, but his mind roamed far
-and wide.
-
-Cora, in returning to explain that it would not be possible for her to
-stay till the time for Covent Garden, had ingenuously sat on for nearly
-another hour, cheering him with her lively prattle. She asked him many
-questions about himself, his diversions, his tastes, his relations with
-Lord Julius and Emanuel. He wondered now if these queries had been quite
-as artless as they seemed at the time. There rose up before him, in
-retrospect, certain occasional phases of her manner which suggested
-something furtive. She had watched the stage, and the doorway leading
-from it, with a kind of detached uneasiness on which he now languidly
-speculated. It occurred to him again to wonder if her husband was really
-in the building. Christian found himself thinking of this cousin of his
-almost with compassion. Poor devil! Was his fate not even more tragic
-than that of the others who were merely dead? He regretted now that
-he had not asked Cora point-blank as to his presence. His mood was so
-tolerant to-night that even the unforgivable insult to his father lost
-its sharp outlines, and became only a hasty phrase, the creature of
-imperative provocation.
-
-In her final leave-taking, Cora had genially proffered her services if
-he desired to know any or all of the young ladies--and he had begged
-to be excused. Dicky Westland came down to the stalls later on, and
-shamefacedly linked a similar offer to his apologies for his prolonged
-neglect of his guest. But Christian protested that he was enjoying
-himself thoroughly. He was never less sleepy in his life; he did not
-want a drink; he would not dream of wishing to go until his friend was
-entirely ready. “You cannot realize,” he concluded, with his persuasive
-smile, “how strange and interesting this all is to me.”
-
-But when Dicky had returned again to the stage, Christian paid less
-attention than ever to the diverting spectacle. His thoughts reverted
-obstinately to Captain Edward--? and to that portion of the family of
-which he was the congenital type. Was not that really the sort of man
-who should have the title? There seemed a cloud of negative reasons, but
-were these not sentimental abstractions? Should the duke not be a rough,
-hard sportsman, a man with a passion for horses and dogs and gunpowder
-saturating his veins? One who loved the country for its rude, toilsome
-out-of-door sports, and who liked best in town the primitive amusements
-of the natural man? He figured Edward in his mind’s eye most readily as
-puffing and cursing over a rat-hole with his terriers--or as watching
-with a shine of steel in his blue eyes the blood-stained progress of
-a prize-fight. And truly, were these not the things that a duke of
-Glastonbury of right belonged to?
-
-He could not think of Lord Julius and of Emanuel as being Torrs at all.
-The older man had the physical inheritance of the family, it was
-true, but he was almost as much estranged from its ideals as that
-extraordinary son of his. They both were grotesquely out of the picture
-of English aristocratie life, whether in country or town. And he
-himself--how absolutely he also was out of the picture!
-
-The immensity of the position which his grandfather’s death would
-devolve upon him had been present in his mind, it seemed sleeping as
-well as waking, for half a year. At the outset he had thrilled at the
-prospect; sometimes still he was able to reassure himself about it, and
-to profess to himself confidence that when the emergency came, he
-would be equal to it. But more often, in these latter days, the outlook
-depressed him. Of course nothing grievous would happen to him, in any
-event. He would be assured of an excellent living to the end of his
-days, with an exceptional amount of social deference from those about
-him, and relative freedom to do what he liked. He could marry and rear
-a family of lords and ladies; he could have his speeches in the House
-of Lords or elsewhere printed in the “Times”; if he looked about in
-America, he could secure a bride with perhaps millions to her dower.
-There was, in any case, the reasonable likelihood that he would be, to
-some extent, the heir of Lord Julius and Emanuel, in the latter part
-of his life. Thus he could go on, when he set himself to the task,
-piling-up reasons why he ought to view the future with buoyant
-serenity--to count himself among the happiest of men.
-
-But then--was his not all self-deception? Did he not know in his heart
-that he was not happy?--that this gilded and ornate career awaiting
-him really repelled all his finer senses? To-night as he followed his
-thoughts behind the transparent screen of whisking dresses and jolting
-figures upon which his outer vision rested, the impulse to escape the
-whole thing rose strong within him. Already he had sworn that he would
-no longer weary himself with the meaningless and distasteful routine of
-social obligations in London. Why should he not plunge boldly forward
-beyond that, and say that he would make no further sacrifices of any
-sort to the conventions of mediocrity?
-
-He lit another cigar and, rising, walked about a little by himself at
-the side of the stalls, his hands deep in his pockets, his brows knitted
-in formative introspection.
-
-First of all, it was clear that Emanuel’s hopes about his taking up the
-System were doomed. It was not in him to assume such a part. He had
-not the capacity for such work; even if he had, he lacked both the
-tremendous driving energy and the enthusiasm.
-
-But when Emanuel learned this, then he would be angry, and he would
-cover over no more money to that account at the bank. Eh bien! It
-couldn’t be helped. Christian recalled that he had still at that blessed
-bank more than sixty thousand francs!--truly a prodigious sum, when one
-thought of it soberly. The question whether this sum ought not to be
-given back to Emanuel, under certain circumstances, seemed to have
-settled itself. When it had first occurred to him that afternoon, it had
-suggested a good many moral difficulties. But it was really simplicity
-itself, as he considered it now. There were all those lean and
-poverty-stricken years of his youth and childhood to be remembered--and,
-stretching back beyond that, those other years of his father’s exile
-before he was born--nearly forty in all. The intelligent thing was to
-regard the three thousand pounds as a sort of restitution fund, to be
-spread out over the whole of that long period. Viewed in this light,
-the annual fraction of it was a paltry matter. Besides, Emanuel had
-expressly declared that no conditions whatever were attached to the
-money. Christian saw that he could make his mind quite easy on that
-score.
-
-So then, there were sixty thousand francs! With that he might live
-admirably, even luxuriously, on the Continent, until his grandfather’s
-death. That event would of course alter everything. There would then
-come automatically to him--no matter where he was or what he did--a
-certain fixed income, which he understood to be probably over rather
-than under seventy-five thousand francs a year. This--still on the
-Continent--would be almost incredible wealth! There was really no limit
-to the soul-satisfying possibilities it opened before him. He would
-have a yacht on the Mediterranean; he would have a little chateau in
-the marvelous green depths of the Styrian Mountains--of which a boyhood
-friend had told him with such tender reverence of memory. He would see
-Innsbruck and Moscow, and, if he liked, even Samarkand and China. Why,
-he could go round the world in his yacht, if he chose--to remote spice
-islands and tropical seas! He could be a duke when, and as much, as it
-pleased him to be one. Instead of being the slave to his position
-and title, he would make them minister to him. He would do original
-things--realize his own inner fancies and predilections. If the whim
-seized him to climb Mount Ararat, or to cross the Sahara with a caravan
-of his own servants--that he would do. But above all things--now and
-henceforth forever, he would be a free man! He laughed grimly as he
-thought how slight was the actual difference between the life of pauper
-bondage he had led up to last October, and the existence which polite
-England and London had imposed upon him ever since. The second set of
-chains were of precious metal--that was all. Well, hereafter there would
-be no fetters of any description!
-
-“I’m quite ready to go now, old man, if you are,” Dicky Westland said at
-some belated stage of this reverie. He had approached without being seen
-by his friend, and he had to pull at Christian’s sleeve to attract his
-attention. “I fancy you’ve been walking in your sleep,” he laughed, in
-comment upon this.
-
-Christian shook himself, and, blinking at Dicky, protested that he had
-never been more wide awake in his life. “I go only if you’re entirely
-ready,” he said. “Don’t dream of leaving on my account I have been
-extremely interested, I assure you.”
-
-“Every fellow has his own notions of enjoyment,” reflected Westland,
-with drowsy philosophy, as they went up the stairs toward the stage. “I
-tried to explain your point of view to some of the girls up here, but
-I’m not sure they quite grasped it. They were dying to have me bring you
-up and make you dance, you know. By George, I had a job to keep Dolly
-Montressor from coming down and fetching you, off her own bat.”
-
-“How should they know or care about me?” asked Christian. “I didn’t
-expect to be pointed out.”
-
-“My dear man,” retorted Dicky, sleepily, “no one pointed you out. They
-all know you by sight as well as they do George Edwards. It isn’t too
-late, still, you know--if you really would like to be introduced.”
-
-Christian shook his head with resolution, as they halted at the wings.
-“Truly, no!” he repeated. “But I should like a glass of wine and a
-sandwich, if we can get past the stage. I’m not an atom sleepy, but I’m
-hungry and thirsty.”
-
-On their way through a narrow, shadowed defile of huge canvas-stretched
-frames of deal, they passed two young men, one much taller than the
-other, who had their heads bent together in some low-voiced, private
-conversation. Christian glanced at them casually, and was struck with
-the notion that they observed him in turn, and exchanged comment upon
-his approach. He looked at them with a keener scrutiny as he went
-by--and it seemed to him that there was something familiar in the face
-of the larger man--who indeed looked away upon the instant their eyes
-met.
-
-“Did you see those men?” he asked Westland, in an undertone, a moment
-later. “Do you know them?”
-
-“Those we just passed?” Dicky looked over his shoulder. “I don’t know
-the thin chap, but the other fellow is Gus Torr--why, of course--your
-cousin. Somehow, I never think of you as belonging to that lot--I mean,
-being related to them. Of course--that was his sister-in-law you were
-sitting with. Why did you ask if I knew him?”
-
-“Nothing--I was not sure if it was he--I’ve seen him only once,”
- Christian replied, with an assumption of indifference. “I remember
-having noticed then how much he looked like his brother.”
-
-“Yes--poor devils!” commented Dicky, as they entered the manager’s room.
-Apparently it was in his mind to say more, but the place was crowded,
-and the problem of getting through the throng to the food and drink
-monopolized his attention.
-
-Some minutes later, while Christian stood in another corridor, waiting
-for his friend to bring their hats and coats from the mysteriously
-elusive spot where he had left them, he overheard the mention of his
-name. Two women’s voices, wholly unknown to him, came from behind an
-improvised partition of screens near at hand, with great distinctness.
-
-One of them said: “He spells his name ‘Tower,’ you know. I understand
-the idea is to make people forget who his father was.”
-
-“Good job, too!” replied the other voice.
-
-Christian turned abruptly, and strode off in the direction whither Dicky
-had disappeared. “After forty years!” he murmured hotly to himself.
-“After forty years!” and clenched his fists till the nails hurt his
-palms.
-
-*****
-
-The two young men walked homeward, arm in arm, through silent streets
-over which the dawn was spreading its tentative first lights. It was
-colder than they had thought, and the morning air was at once misty and
-fresh. In Leicester Square the scent of lilacs came to them; beside the
-pale, undefined bulk of the squat statue they caught the lavender splash
-of color which was sister to the perfume.
-
-“By Jove, it’s spring!” said Dicky. He pointed out the flowers, and
-then, still drawing Christian’s arm to turn his attention to the
-square, recalled to him as they moved that this was the oldtime haunt
-of foreigners in London. “Dickens’s villain in ‘Little Dorrit,’ you
-know--the fellow whose mustache went up and his nose went down--I never
-can remember his name--he lived here. In those days, all that sort of
-chappies lived here--the adventurers and jailbirds who had made their
-own countries too hot to hold them.”
-
-Westland’s insistence upon this theme had no purpose other than to
-divert Christian’s attention while they passed the Empire. He was tired,
-and profoundly disinclined to any renewal of the discussion about the
-promenade. He encountered with vague surprise, therefore, the frowning
-glance which Christian, half halting, bent upon him. The young man’s
-displeasure was marked, but Dicky for the life of him could not imagine
-why. He tightened his hold on the other’s arm and quickened their pace.
-
-But Christian, after a few yards, suddenly withdrew his arm altogether.
-“I do not like to walk so fast,” he said, with a sharp note in his
-voice.
-
-Dicky regarded him with puzzled apprehension. “What’s up, old man?” he
-asked, almost pleadingly. “Has anything gone wrong?”
-
-Christian, still with knitted brows, parted his lips to speak. Then
-he seemed to reconsider his intention, and let his face soften as he
-paused. “No--nothing at all,” he replied, after a moment. He smiled
-a little to reassure the other. “It was nothing at all,” he repeated.
-“Only I am nervous and excited to-night--this morning, I should say--and
-my head is full of projects. It is twelve hours since you came to
-me--and the whole world has changed meanwhile. I see everything
-different. I am not altered to your eyes--but none the less, I am not
-at all, in any respect, the man you took to dine with you. You have not
-observed anything--but it is a revolution that has occurred under your
-very nose, Mr. Dicky Westland.”
-
-“I’m too sleepy to observe anything,” the other declared. “I couldn’t
-tell a revolution from a--from a hot-potato can.”
-
-The comparison had forced itself upon Westland’s jaded mind through the
-medium of his weary eyes. There before them, by the curb at the corner,
-stood the dingy wheeled-oven of the streets, the sullen red glow of
-its lower door making a strange patch of fiery light upon the ragged
-trousers of the man in charge. He was a dirty and undersized creature,
-and he looked up at the two young gentlemen in evening dress with a
-speculative, yet hardly hopeful, eye.
-
-Christian stopped short. “Ah, this is very good,” he said, with a
-brightening face. “I have never eaten a potato from a can.”
-
-Dicky sighed, but resigned himself with only a languid protest: “You
-have to eat so much else besides the potato,” he commented dolefully.
-
-The man opened an upper door, and then drew from under the machine a
-twisted wad of old newspaper, which, being unwound, revealed a gray heap
-of salt. “How many, cap’n?” he demanded, briefly.
-
-Christian had been glancing across the Circus meanwhile--to where, in
-the misty vagueness of dawn, Piccadilly opened between its tall, shapely
-corners, and beyond, the curved yellowish sweep of Regent Street began.
-The dim light revealed some lurking figures to his eyes.
-
-“Can you call over those women?” he asked the potato-man.
-
-A tall, fresh-faced young policeman came upon the group round the
-Criterion corner. Although the pounding of his thick boots on the
-pavement had been audible long before his appearance, he regarded them
-with the slightly dramatic air of one who has deftly surprised a group
-of conspirators. The potato-man looked from Christian to the officer and
-made no reply.
-
-Christian drew some silver from his pocket, shaking off the restraining
-hand Westland tried to lay on his arm. “Is there any objection,
-constable,” he inquired, “to my buying potatoes for those friends of
-ours over there? It is a cold morning.”
-
-The policeman’s glance ranged from the white ties of the young gentlemen
-to the coins in Christian’s palm. His official expression relaxed. “I
-dare say it’ll do no ’arm, sir,” he replied with courtesy. He even
-lent himself to the enterprise by stooping down and beating a certain
-number of strokes with his baton on the pavement.
-
-“How many times did he strike?” Dicky made whispered inquiry. “That’s a
-new dodge to me.”
-
-New or old, it was efficient. Forlorn shapes began to emerge from the
-shadows of the big streets opposite, and move forward across the empty
-open space. Others stole noiselessly in from the byways of Leicester
-Square. There were perhaps a dozen in all when the potato-man made his
-census--poorly dressed, fagged, bold-faced, furtive-eyed women. They
-spoke in monotonous, subdued tones among themselves. There were to be
-heard German, French, Belgian French, cockney English, and Lancashire
-English. Two of them pulled at the sleeve of the potato-man to make him
-hurry.
-
-Christian, regarding his motley guests, found himself neither touched
-nor entertained. They seemed as stupid as they were squalid. With a
-gesture of decision he gave the money to the policeman.
-
-“Pay for it all,” he directed, “and if more come, give them a look-in,
-too--and keep what is left for yourself.”
-
-“Now then, Frenchy!” broke in the constable, sharply. “Mind what you’re
-at! Pass Germany the salt!” With an abrupt change to civility, he turned
-to Christian. “Right you are, sir!” he said.
-
-Dicky laughed drowsily. “It’s like the Concert of Europe,” he declared.
-“Shall we go on?”
-
-They moved down the broad pavement, again arm in arm, breathing in
-slowly the new, keen air, and observing in a silence which was full of
-tacit comment the beautiful termination of the street before them: the
-dark figures of the Crimean monument standing in grim relief against
-the morning light, the stately palace beyond, with its formal portals
-of club buildings, its embowered statues, its huge column towering
-ponderously above the pale green of spring in the park--all gray and
-cool and, as it were, thoughtfully solemn in the hush of daybreak.
-
-“Ah, yes--this wonderful London!” sighed Christian, as they halted at
-the Continental corner. He spread his hand to embrace the prospect
-before them. “How right you were! I have not learned to know it at all.
-But I begin now! If you will walk through the square with me--there is
-something I wish to say.”
-
-This something did not get itself said till they halted within this
-somber, slate-colored square. Christian paused before a big, pretentious
-house of gloomy, and even forbidding aspect--a front of sooty stucco,
-with cornices of ashen-hued stone, and many windows masked with sullen
-brown shades.
-
-“This was our town house a hundred years ago,” he said meditatively. “My
-father was born here. My grandfather sold it when the entail was broken.
-Until this afternoon, it was my fixed resolve to buy it back again. I
-said always to myself: ‘If I am to have a house in London, it must be
-this old one of ours in St. James’s.’ But that is all changed now. At
-least, it is no longer a resolve.”
-
-Dicky gazed at him with sleepy eyes. “How do you mean?” he asked,
-perfunctorily.
-
-“Wake up now, and I will tell you!” Christian, with a lingering glance,
-as of renunciation, at the mansion, began to walk again. “This is it.
-You said you were eager to be some colonial official’s secretary--to
-have three hundred pounds--and the yellow fever. To obtain this, you
-expend all your energies, you and your relations. Well, then--why will
-you not be my secretary instead? You shall have more than three hundred
-pounds--and no yellow fever.”
-
-Westland had roused himself, and looked inquiringly now into the other’s
-face. “What do you need of a secretary?” he objected, half jestingly.
-“If you want to talk about it after you’ve come into the thing--I don’t
-say that I shouldn’t be glad-to consider it. But the deuce of it is----”
-
-“No--I wish it to begin now, this morning, this hour--this minute!”
- Christian spoke peremptorily.
-
-Dicky, pondering, shook his head. “No, you mustn’t insist on
-settling anything now,” he decided. “It isn’t regular, you know. If
-you--really--want to propose something immediate--why, I’ll call and
-talk with you to-morrow--or, that is to say, this afternoon. But I
-couldn’t possibly let you commit yourself to anything of that sort now.”
-
-Christian frowned at his friend. “You speak of what you will let me do!”
- he said.
-
-“In your opinion--I see it!--you think I have not sober command of
-myself, am not responsible--is that it?”
-
-“Nonsense! I’ve said nothing of the sort,” protested the other. “Of
-course, you’re perfectly all right--but we’re both tired and sleepy, and
-you’re not so accustomed to go home by daylight as I am--and it wouldn’t
-be at all the thing for me to close a bargain with you now. Can’t you
-see what I mean? I wouldn’t play threepenny écarté with you at this
-hour in the morning--and I’m damned if I’m going to let you in for three
-hundred a year for the rest of my life. Shall I come round, say, at
-luncheon time?”
-
-“I shall not be in,” said Christian, curtly. He looked at his companion,
-and then past him at the trees in the square, in vexed rumination. “What
-I have it in my mind to do”--he continued, vaguely, after a pause--“it
-is not a thing for delay. It is in my blood to do it at once. It was my
-impulse to make you my comrade in it--but of course, since you have your
-reservations and doubts, there need be nothing more said about it.”
-
-The shrug of the shoulders which emphasized these last words nettled
-Westland, and at the same time helped him to repress his annoyance. It
-lent to the whole episode just that savor of foreign eccentricity which
-appealed to the amiable tolerance of the islander.
-
-“My dear man,” he urged, gently, “I haven’t the slightest notion what it
-is that you’re so keen about--but whatever it is, do go home and sleep
-on it, and make up your mind calmly after breakfast. It’s no good
-deciding important questions, and striking out new lines, and all that
-sort of thing, at this hour in the morning. Nobody ever does it, you
-know. It simply can’t be done.”
-
-“Good-night!” said Christian, proffering his hand. “You are right; it is
-high time for those who are sleepy to go to bed I won’t drag you round
-to Duke Street.”
-
-Dicky looked at him doubtfully. “You do wrong to be angry, you know,” he
-said.
-
-“But that is your error--I am not in the least angry--I beg you to
-believe it,” cried Christian. His eyes beamed genially in proof of his
-assertion, and he put heartiness into his voice. “For a minute I was
-disappointed--shall I say vexed?--but not any more. How should I quarrel
-with you for not beholding things through my eyes? To me, something is
-a giant; you perceive that it is a windmill. Eh bien! We do not convince
-each other--but surely we do not quarrel.”
-
-“Oh, I am game enough to play Sancho to your Don,” expostulated Dicky,
-with a readiness which Christian had not looked for, “but I draw the
-line at starting out on an empty stomach, and when we’re too sleepy to
-stand. Well, what shall it be?” He took the hand offered him, and strove
-to signify by his cordial grasp that no trace of a misunderstanding
-remained. “Shall I look you up, say, at two o’clock?”
-
-“I do not think I shall be there. Goodnight!” responded Christian, and
-the two parted.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII
-
-Christian climbed the stairs at Duke Street, and let himself into his
-apartments, with painstaking precautions against being overheard. There
-was an excess of zeal about Falkner which might easily impel him to
-present himself for service at even this most unseasonable hour.
-
-The young man had still only formless notions of what he was going to
-do, but it was at least plain to him that Falkner was to have no part in
-the proceedings. He drew off his varnished boots as a further measure
-of security, and then, with more hesitation, removed his cloak and coat,
-and raised the inside blinds at the two windows. This sitting-room of
-his had rather pleased him formerly. He could recall having taken quite
-an affectionate interest in buying and arranging the rugs and pictures
-and bookcases with which he had supplemented the somewhat gaunt
-furnishing of his predecessor. But now, in this misty and reluctant
-light of the London morning, nothing seemed good to him as he looked
-about.
-
-The pretty things of his own selection said no more to him than did the
-chattels he had taken over from a stranger. There was no spirit of home
-in them.
-
-He moved noiselessly to the adjoining bedroom, and drew the curtains
-there as well, and glanced round. Here, too, he had the sense of
-beholding the casual appointments of a hotel chamber. Nothing made an
-appeal of intimacy to him. He reflected that in a day or two he
-should not be able to remember how his room looked--even if his memory
-attempted the fatuous task. Duke Street had been engraved on his cards
-for six months, but it had not made the faintest mark on his heart.
-
-With an air of decision, he suddenly began to drag forth his clothes
-from the wardrobe and drawers, and spread them on the bed. In the tiny
-dressing-room beyond were piled his traveling bags, and these he brought
-out into the light. Upon consideration, however, the original impulse
-to take a good many things weakened and dwindled. To begin with, their
-secret removal was in no way practicable. Moreover, now that he thought
-of it, he did not want them. They would be simply encumbrances. He would
-take with him only the smallest handbag, with a change of linen and a
-few brushes.
-
-Finally, the conviction that even this must be a nuisance became clear
-to him, and he desisted from the random packing he had begun. Still
-moving about as silently as possible, he changed his ceremonial tie for
-one of every-day wear, and put on a suit of sober-colored tweeds, and
-his easiest brown boots. The transfer of his watch, some loose gold
-and the roll of notes from one set of pockets to another, completed his
-preparations in the bedchamber. He tiptoed out to the larger room,
-and there, upon reflection, wrote a few lines for Falkner’s direction,
-saying merely that he was called away, and that matters were to go on as
-usual until he returned or sent further orders. He separated a banknote
-from the roll to place inside this note, but on second thoughts wrote
-a check instead, and sealing and directing the envelope, laid it in a
-conspicuous place on the table.
-
-He noticed then, for the first time, that there were some letters from
-the evening post for him, neatly arranged on this table. He opened the
-nearest, and glanced at its contents: it was a note from his second
-cousin, Lady Milly Poynes, the fair-haired, fair-faced, fair-brained,
-fair-everything sister of Lord Lingfield, reminding him that she was
-depending upon his escort for the Private View of the Academy, and that
-the time for getting tickets was running very short. He laughed aloud
-at the conceit of the Royal Academy rising in his path as an obstacle
-at such a moment--and without more ado thrust this with the unopened
-letters into his pocket. Then, when he had made sure once more that he
-had his check-book, nothing remained to be done. He went softly forth,
-without so much as a thought of taking a farewell glance behind him,
-found a soft dark hat in the hallway and then closed the outer door with
-great care upon the whole Duke Street episode of his life.
-
-“You are not to see me here again in a hurry,” he confided aloud to the
-banisters and steps, when he had descended to the first floor. Then he
-laughed to himself, and tripped gaily down the remaining flight.
-
-There was no hesitation now in his mood. He walked briskly back through
-the square, and then down Waterloo Place, till he came to the Guards’
-Memorial. He moved round this to the front, and looked up at one of the
-three bronze Guardsmen with the confident air of familiarity. He knew
-this immutable, somber face under every shifting aspect of light and
-shadow; he had stared at the mantling greatcoat and the huge bearskin of
-this hero of his a hundred times. The very first day of his arrival in
-London he had made the acquaintance of this statue, and had started,
-dazed and fascinated, at the strange resemblance it suggested. Thus his
-boy-father must have looked, with the beard and the heavy dress of
-the Russian winter. The metal figure came to mean to him more than all
-London beside. In the sad, strong, silent countenance which gazed down
-upon him he read forever the tragedy that gripped his heartstrings.
-Forever Honor, standing aloft, held the laurel wreath poised high above
-the warrior’s head--immovable in the air, never to descend to touch its
-mark. Christian had seen this wreath always through moist eyes.
-
-This morning, for a wonder, no tearful impulse came to him as he
-looked upward. The impassive face was as gravely fine as ever, but
-its customary effect of pathos was lacking. There even seemed in its
-sightless eyes a latent perception of Christian’s altered mood. He
-lifted his hat soberly and saluted the statue.
-
-Toward the Strand now he made his way, walking blithely, and humming to
-himself. He could not forbear to smile at a policeman he passed in front
-of St. Martin’s. Two elderly and much bewrapped cabmen stood stamping
-their feet beside a shelter, and they pointed toward their ridiculous
-old horses and battered growlers as he came along, with an air that
-moved him to glee. He gave them a shilling to divide, and went on,
-conscious of a novel delight in himself and in the world at large.
-
-The big clock showed it to be half-past five. There was no blue in the
-sky, but the mist of daybreak was abating, and the air was milder. Not a
-living creature was visible along the naked length of the Strand. At the
-end, the beautiful spire of St. Mary’s rose from the dim grays about its
-base, exquisite in tints and contour as an Alpine summit in the moment
-before sunrise.
-
-A turning to the left opened to Christian, unexpectedly, a scene full of
-motion and color. He had not thought himself so near Covent Garden,
-but clearly this must be it. He walked up toward the busy scene of
-high-laden vans, big cart-horses and swarming porters, wondering why
-no sign of all this activity was manifest in the sleeping Strand below,
-barely a stone’s throw distant. He saw the glowing banks of flowers
-within, as he approached, and made toward them, sighing already with
-pleasure at the promise they held out to him.
-
-He might have read in the papers that it was a backward and a grudging
-April, this year, in the matter of flowers. But to Christian, no memory
-of the exuberant South suggested any rivalry with this wonderful show
-of northern blossoms. Tulips and daffodils, amaryllis and azaleas,
-rhododendrons, carnations, roses--he seemed to have imagined to himself
-nothing like this before. He spent over an hour among them, in the end
-making numerous purchases. At each stall he gave an address--always the
-same--and exacted the pledge of delivery at eight o’clock.
-
-At last he could in reason buy nothing more, and he went out to look
-about him. He found the place where the market-men take drinks at
-all hours, and food and coffee when nature’s sternest demands can be
-positively no longer disregarded--but it did not invite his appetite.
-Some further time he spent in gazing wondering at the vast walls of
-vegetables and fruit being tirelessly built up and pulled down again,
-pondering meanwhile the question whether he should breakfast before
-eight o’clock, or at some indefinitely later hour. He partially solved
-the problem at length by buying a small box of Algerian peaches, and
-eating them where he stood. Then some exceptionally fine bananas tempted
-him further, and he finished with a delicate little melon from Sicily.
-
-How it carried him back to the days of his youth--this early morning
-fragrance of the fresh fruit! It was as if he were at Cannes again--only
-buoyant now, and happy, and oh, so free! And in his pocket he could feel
-whenever he liked the soft, munificent crackle of over four thousand
-francs! The sapphire Mediterranean had surely never been so lovely to
-his gaze as was now the dingy Strand below.
-
-The laggard hour came round at last. He descended to Arundel Street, and
-discovered the house he wanted, and found just within the entrance two
-or three of the flower-laden porters awaiting his arrival, For the rest,
-the building seemed profoundly unoccupied. He led the way up to the
-third floor, and had the plants set down beside the locked door which
-bore the sign “Miss Bailey.” Other similarly burdened porters made their
-appearance in turn, till the narrow hallway looked like a floral annex
-to the Garden itself.
-
-He waited alone with his treasures for what seemed to him a very long
-time, then descended and stood at the street door till he was tired,
-then climbed the stairs again. The extraordinary quiet of the big
-building, filled with business offices as it was, puzzled him. He had
-no experience of early-morning London to warn him that English habits
-differed from those of the continent. It occurred to him that perhaps it
-was a holiday--conceivably one of those extraordinary interludes called
-Bank Holidays--and he essayed a perplexing computation in the calendar
-in the effort to settle this point.
-
-Finally there began the sounds of steps, and the opening and closing of
-doors, below him. A tow-headed boy in buttons came up to his landing,
-stared in vacuous amazement at him and the flowers and passed on to the
-next floor. Noises of occupancy rose from the well of the staircase to
-bear him countenance, and suddenly a lift glided up past him in this
-well. He had not noticed the ropes or the iron caging before. He heard
-the slamming of the lift doors above, and the dark carriage followed on
-its smooth descent. Christian reproached himself for not having rung the
-bell and questioned the lift-man. He considered the feasibility of doing
-it now, but was deterred by the fear that the man would resent it. Then
-the lift came up again--and was stopping at his floor. There was a sharp
-note of girlish laughter on the instant of the halt, answered by a male
-guffaw.
-
-A slight, erect, active young woman emerged from the lift, her
-face alive with mirth of some unknown character. Behind her, in the
-obscurity, Christian saw for an instant the vanishing countenance of
-the liftman, grinning widely. This hilarity, somehow, struck in him an
-unsympathetic chord.
-
-The young woman, still laughing, spread an uncomprehending glance over
-Christian and his flowers. She moved past him, key in hand, toward the
-door which he had been guarding, with a puzzled eye upon him meanwhile.
-With the key in the lock she turned and decided to speak.
-
-“What might all this be--the Temple Flower Show or the Crystal Palace?”
- she asked, with banter in her tone.
-
-“These are for Miss Bailey,” said Christian, quite humbly.
-
-“Must be some mistake,” said the girl decisively. “Did she order them
-herself? Were you there at the time? Did you see her? Where do they come
-from?”
-
-Christian advanced a little into the light. “She has not ordered them,”
- he said, in his calmest voice. “I have not seen her for a long time. But
-I have brought them for her, and I think you may take it from me that
-they are hers.”
-
-“Oh, I beg your pardon,” she replied, lightly but with grace. “I didn’t
-understand. Things are forever being brought here that belong somewhere
-else. Men are so stupid in finding their way about! Well--I suppose we
-must get them inside. That is your idea, isn’t it?”
-
-She spoke very rapidly, and with a kind of metallic snap in her tones.
-Christian answered her questions by a suave assenting gesture. “Miss
-Bailey is not likely to turn up much before half-past nine,” she went
-on, as if he had made the inquiry. “She lives so far out, and just now
-we’re not very busy. There’s nothing doing in new plays at this time of
-the year, and the lady novelists are all getting their own typewriters.
-If you’ll lend a hand, we’ll carry the things in.” Between them they
-bore in the various pots, and the big bouquets loosely wrapped in blue
-paper. The girl led the way through a large working-room to a smaller
-apartment, fitted as an office but containing also a sofa and a tall gas
-cooking-stove--and here on desk and center-table, chairs and windowsill,
-they placed the flowers. Christian watched her as she deftly removed
-their paper wrappings. She had a comely, small face of aspect at once
-alert and masterful. The skin was peculiarly fair, with a tinge of rose
-in the cheeks so delicately modulated that he found it in rivalry with
-the “Mrs. Pauls” she was unpacking. Her light hair was drawn plainly
-down over the temples in a fashion which he felt was distinguished, but
-said to himself he did not like. Her shrewd eyes took calm cognizance of
-him from time to time.
-
-“They are very beautiful indeed,” she remarked with judicial approval,
-upon the completion of her task. Then, as upon an afterthought, she
-moved rapidly about, peering under the branches of the growing plants,
-and separating the cut flowers lightly with her hands. “There is no card
-anywhere, is there? I suppose you will want to leave a message? Here are
-pen and ink--if you wish to write anything.”
-
-“Thank you,” Christian began, smilingly but with obvious hesitation. He
-looked at his watch. “If you don’t mind--if you’re quite sure I shan’t
-be in the way--I think I should like to wait till Miss Bailey comes.”
-
-“Oh, you won’t be in the way,” the girl replied. She regarded him
-meditatively, with narrowed eyes. “I shouldn’t dust this room in any
-event--since the flowers are here; but you mustn’t come out into the
-big room--unless you want to get choked with blacks. Would you like a
-morning paper? I can send a boy out for one.”
-
-“Thank you--you are very good--no,” Christian answered. “There are some
-books here--I shall amuse myself.”
-
-The girl turned to leave him, and then on second thought moved over
-to the window and lifted the sash. “There’ll be no objection to your
-smoking if you like,” she informed him. Then she went out, closing the
-door behind her.
-
-Christian walked to the window in turn, and looked down over the flowers
-to the narrow street below. It was full of young men in silk hats,
-toiling up the granite ascent like black ants. He reflected that they
-must be clerks and shopmen, going to their daily work from the Temple
-station or the Embankment. The suggestion of monotonous bondage which
-their swarming progress toward the wage-earning center gave forth,
-interested him. He yawned pleasurably at the thought of his own superb
-emancipation from duties and tasks of all descriptions.
-
-He strolled over to the bookcase above the desk, and glanced at the
-volumes revealed through its glass doors. They seemed very serious
-books, indeed. “Economics of Socialism,” “Capitalist Production,” “The
-Ethics of Socialism,” “Towards Democracy”--so the titles ran that first
-met his eye. There were other groups--mainly of history and the
-essayists--but everything was substantial. His glance sought in vain any
-lightsome gleam of poetry or fiction. The legend on a thin red book,
-“Civilization: Its Cause and Cure,” whimsically caught his attention. He
-put his hand to the key in the bookcase door to get out the volume;
-then, hesitating, yawned, and looked over the shelves once more. There
-was nothing else--and really he desired to read nothing.
-
-He would half recline in comfort upon the sofa instead, until his friend
-came. As a pleasing adjunct to this plan, he drew the table up close,
-and found room upon it, by crowding them together, for most of the
-flowers that had been bestowed elsewhere. He seated himself at his ease,
-with his head resting against the wall, and surveyed the plants and
-blossoms in affectionate admiration. It was delicious to think how
-naïve her surprise would be--how great her pleasure! Truly, since his
-discovery of his birthright, remarkable and varied as had been his
-experiences, he had done nothing else which afforded him a tithe of the
-satisfaction he felt now glowing in all his veins. Here, at last, by
-some curious and devious chance, he had stumbled upon the thing that was
-genuinely worth doing.
-
-He could hear the cheerful girl in the next room, whistling gently to
-herself as she moved the furniture about. There came presently the sound
-of other female voices, and then a sustained, vibrant rattle, quaintly
-accentuated like the ticking of a telegraph key, which he grew
-accustomed to, and even found pleasant to the ear.
-
-He put his feet up on the edge of the sofa--and nestled downward till
-his head was upon it as well. A delicate yet pervasive fragrance from
-the table close beside him aroused his languid curiosity. Was it the
-perfume of carnations or of roses?
-
-He closed his eyes the better to decide.
-
-In the outer room, Miss Connie Staples permitted herself numerous and
-varied speculations as to the identity and purposes of the young man
-with the flowers, the while she dusted the typewriters, distributed the
-copy for the morning’s start and set the place in order. She had her
-sleeves rolled up, and had wound a big handkerchief about her hair;
-beneath this turban her forehead scored itself in lines of perplexed
-wonderment as to this curious early caller--but when two other girls
-arrived, she suffered them to put aside their things and begin work
-without so much as hinting at what had happened. A third girl, coming a
-little later, brought in a stray blossom which she had picked up in the
-corridor outside. She mentioned the fact, and even laid stress upon it,
-but got no syllable of explanation.
-
-This was all simple enough, but at half-past nine the arrival of still
-another of the sex put Miss Connie’s resources to an unexpected test.
-
-A handsome, youngish woman, very well dressed indeed, appeared suddenly
-upon the threshold of the workroom, knocking upon the door and pushing
-it wide open at the same instant. She looked curiously about, and then
-point-blank into the face of the girl who came toward her. It was a
-glance of independent and impersonal criticism which the two exchanged,
-covering with instantaneous swiftness an infinitude of details as to
-dress, coiffure, complexion, figure, temperament and origin. Connie
-wondered if the new-comer was really quite a lady, long before she
-formulated an inquiring thought about her errand. Even as she finally
-looked this question of business, she decided that it was an actress
-with a play for the provinces, and asked herself if she did not seem to
-recognize the face. The visitor, for her part, saw that Connie’s teeth
-were too uneven to be false, and that her waist was overlong, and that
-her hair was not thick enough to be worn flat over the temples, much
-less to justify so confident a manner. In all, something less than a
-second of time had elapsed.
-
-“I want to see Miss Bailey--Miss Frank Bailey,” explained the stranger,
-graciously.
-
-Connie conveyed to her, with courteous brevity, the fact that Miss
-Bailey had not yet arrived. “Is it something that I can do?” she added.
-
-The other shook her head, and showed an affable thread of white between
-her freshened lips. “No, I will wait for her,” she answered, and threw
-a keen glance about the place. “That’s her private room, isn’t it?” she
-asked, nodding at the closed door to the right. “I will wait in there,”
- she decided, in the same breath, and began moving toward it.
-
-Connie alertly headed her off. “If you will kindly take a seat here--”
- she interposed, standing in front of her visitor.
-
-“It’s too noisy out here,” remarked the other; “those horrid machines
-would give me a headache. That _is_ her private room, isn’t it?”
-
-“Unfortunately,” Connie began, lowering her voice, “the room belongs to
-another office. Or rather, I should say, it is locked. Miss Bailey will
-be here--with the key--very shortly now.”
-
-“Oh, it’s all right--I’m her sister,” explained the other, in no wise
-resenting the ineffectual fabrications. She pushed forward past the
-reluctant girl with a resolute step, and put her hand on the knob of the
-tabooed door. “Make your mind quite easy, my dear,” she remarked over
-her shoulder, sinking her voice in turn in deference to the situation;
-“you’ve done all that could be expected of you--and I’ll tell her so.”
-
-Then, with a momentary gleam of good nature on her pretty face, which
-the short transparent veil she wore to her chin seemed to accentuate
-rather than mask, she opened the door, threw up her head with a swift,
-puzzled glance at what she saw, and then tiptoed gracefully into the
-room, closing the door with painstaking noiselessness behind her.
-
-Miss Frances Bailey entered her office not many minutes later, her
-cheeks aglow with the morning air as the wheelwoman meets it. She nodded
-cheerfully to Connie, and beyond her to the girls at the machines, as
-her hand sought for a hat-pin at the back of her head.
-
-“Any word from the Lyceum?” she asked. “And what does that
-Zambesi-travel manuscript make?”
-
-Connie ignored industrial topics. “There are people waiting in there to
-see you,” she announced, in low, significant tones.
-
-The mistress was impressed by the suggestion of mystery. “People? What
-people?” she asked, knitting her brows.
-
-“One of them says she’s your sister. And the other is a young
-gentleman--he came first--and he brought--”
-
-“My sister?” interrupted Miss Bailey. “Cora! Something dreadful must
-have happened--for she never got out so early as this before in her
-life. Is she in mourning? Did she seem upset?”
-
-“_Not_ a bit of it!” said Connie, reassuringly. She added, following the
-other toward the private office: “I tried my best to keep her out here.”
-
-“Why should you?” asked Frances, with wide-open eyes.
-
-“Oh, well--you’ll see,” replied the girl, evasively. “I told you there
-was some one else in there.”
-
-Frances opened the door--and Connie noted that she too lifted her head
-and stared a little, and then cautiously closed the door behind her. She
-pondered this as she returned to her machine, and she curled her
-thin lip when she took up the copies of the first act of an amateur’s
-romantic play, to underscore the business directions with red ink, and
-sew on brown paper covers. Intuition told her that a much better drama
-was afoot, here under her very nose.
-
-Inside her office, Miss Bailey surrendered herself to frank astonishment
-at what she beheld.
-
-Bestowed in obvious discomfort upon her sofa, behind an extraordinary
-bank of potted plants and bright, costly greenhouse flowers, was a young
-man fast asleep. Her eye took in as well her sister, who sat near the
-head of the sofa, but she could wait. The interest centered in this
-sleeping stranger, who made himself so much at home in the shelter
-of his remarkable floral barricade. She moved round the better to
-scrutinize his face, which was tilted up as if proudly held even in
-slumber. Upon examination she recognized the countenance; and in a swift
-moment of concentration tried to think what his presence might signify.
-Then she turned to her sister, and lifted her calm brows in mute
-inquiry.
-
-“Oh, my dear--what splendid business!” whispered Cora, her glance
-beaming upward from the sofa to the standing figure. “And mind, Frank,
-I’m in it! I’m in it up to my neck! I sent him to you, dear.”
-
-The girl looked down at them both, and deliberated before she spoke.
-“If you brought him here,” she said, “I think you’d better take him
-away again. I can let you out by this other door. Let us have no more
-publicity than necessary.”
-
-“But you don’t in the least understand!” protested Cora, with her finger
-raised in an appeal for quiet tones.
-
-“No, I don’t understand. I don’t want to understand,” replied Frances
-coldly. “There’s one thing _you_ don’t understand either, Cora: This is
-my typewriting office; it isn’t a greenroom at all.”
-
-“Then it well might be,” retorted the other, with a latent grin.
-“Anything greener than its owner I never saw. Now listen--don’t be a
-silly cuckoo! I met the youngster last night--and I worked him up till
-he was mad to learn where you were to be found. I told him--and then
-I went home, and I couldn’t sleep for thinkin’ of you, dear--and so I
-turned out at some extraordinary hour this mornin’--it is mornin’ by
-this time, isn’t it?--and I came here, just to tell you that he was
-askin’ after you--and I come in here--and lo! here’s the bird on his
-little nest!--and see the flowers he’s brought from Covent Garden for
-you!--and so I sit here like Patience on a monument, afraid to wink an
-eyelash, so’s not to wake him till you come. That’s what I’ve done for
-_you_, dear--and presently, if you don’t mind, I’d like to hear what
-you’ll do for me.”
-
-Frances put a knee upon the chair before her, and rested with her hands
-upon its back. She sighed a little, and bit her lips. A troubled look
-came into her gray eyes.
-
-“You might as well say all you have to say,” she said, slowly. “I don’t
-in the least see what you’re up to--but then I never did.”
-
-“No, dear, you never did,” responded Cora, smiling as if in pleased
-retrospect. “But that’s no reason why I shouldn’t be a good sister
-to you. If it’s one’s nature to be a good sister, why, then one will
-be--and there you are, don’t you see? I take no credit to myself for
-it.”
-
-“Go on,” said the other. The two women spoke in hushed whispers, and
-with each sentence stole glances of precaution toward the sleeper.
-
-“Well, Frank, I look to you not to forget what I’ve done. I spent two
-or three very hard hours last night talkin’ him round, and singin’ your
-praises to him--and I put Covent Garden into his head, too---and here
-he is! And I kept Eddy and Gus off his back, too--they were frightfully
-keen to get at him--but I said no, and I held ’em to heel. It was all
-for you, dear. They might have queered the whole pitch, if I’d given
-’em their heads. But now about myself. I’m tired, dead tired, of
-bein’ poor. Of course we get a little something from Lord Julius. But
-Eddy--you know what Eddy is! No sooner does he pick himself up from
-Epsom than Ascot gives him a fair knockout, and if he lives through the
-Sandown Eclipse there’s Goodwood waitin’ for him with a facer. I
-can’t understand it; other men seem to win sometimes--you’d think the
-unluckiest duffer would get a look-in once in a while--but no, he just
-gets hammered one meeting after another. And I’m tired of it, Frank! If
-I could only go back to work! But if I get an engagement, then Eddy will
-go playin’ the goat--he’s jealous of everybody about the place from the
-bandmaster down to the carpenter’s boy--and that makes me unpopular--and
-there we are, don’t you see! I’m worn out with it. But if I could have
-eight hundred a year, or even six hundred or five at a pinch--God knows,
-my wants are simple enough!--and have it paid to me personally, do you
-see--why, then, life would be worth livin’. Now, what do you say?”
-
-Frances looked moodily down at her distinguished sister, her lips
-twisted in stormy amusement. “Why not say a thousand and be done with
-it?” she demanded between set teeth, after an ominous pause. “One would
-be as intelligent as the other. And oughtn’t I to set your Eddy up with
-a racing stud while I’m about it? It’s true that I have about twenty
-pounds a year for my own personal use, and Tom has a standing grievance
-that I don’t give even _that_ to him--but don’t let that interfere with
-your plans. Whatever you feel that you would like, just give it a name.
-Couldn’t I lease one of the new Kaffir mansions in Park Lane for you? Or
-would you prefer something in Grosvenor Square?”
-
-Cora gazed up with such intentness at her unnatural sister that a bright
-little tear came to shine at the corner of each eye. She put up her veil
-then, and breathed a cautious sigh. “I didn’t expect this of you, dear,”
- she said, submissively. “Of course it’s the old story--La Cigale, and
-‘go-to-the ant-thou-sluggard’ and all that. I don’t see myself why a
-typewriting machine should make one so fearfully stony-hearted; you get
-callouses on your fingers, I know, but you needn’t get ’em on your
-sisterly affections, one would think. But however”--she wiped her
-eyes, drew down her veil and allowed a truculent note to sound in her
-voice--“however, if you won’t play, why then neither will I. I’ve been
-at pains to put this youngster in your way, but it won’t be much
-trouble to shunt him out again. You mustn’t think you can walk on me
-indefinitely, Frank. I’m the best-natured woman in the world, but even I
-draw the line somewhere.”
-
-“Draw it now then,” said the other, with stern promptitude. “Go away,
-and take your friend with you and let me get to my work. I don’t know
-what business either of you had coming here, at all.” As she spoke, she
-moved to the outer private door, and turned the key in the lock. “You
-can send for the flowers,” she added, “or I will have them taken over to
-Charing Cross Hospital--whichever you like.”
-
-Cora rose, her veiled face luminous with a sudden inspiration. “You
-can’t quarrel with me, dear, no matter how hard you try.” She spoke in
-low, cooing tones--a triumph of sympathetic voice production. “You’re
-hard as nails, but I know you’re straight. I will trust my interests
-absolutely in your hands. I leave it to you to do the fair thing by me.”
-
-“The fair thing?” echoed Frances, in dubious perplexity. She puzzled
-over the words and their elusive implication. “Your interests?” she
-repeated--and saw Cora move round her to the unlocked door, and open
-it--and still sought to comprehend what it was all about. Only when her
-sister, smiling cordially once more, bent forward without warning and
-pressed her veiled lips against her chin, and with a gentle “Goodbye,
-dear!” stepped into the shadows without, did she recall the other
-features of the situation.
-
-“Here!” she called, with nervous eagerness, yet keeping her voice down,
-“you’re not to run off like this. Take your man with you.”
-
-“Softly, dear!” Cora enjoined her, from the dusk of the hallway. “Your
-young women wouldn’t understand. No--I caught him for you, and I leave
-him in your hands. I’m not in the least afraid to trust it all to you.
-Bye-bye, dear.”
-
-Frances went out and glared down the staircase, with angry expostulation
-on her tongue’s end. But there was nobody to talk to. She could hear
-only the brisk rustle of Cora’s skirts on the stone steps, a floor
-below--and even that died away beneath the clatter of the machines
-inside.
-
-Returning over the threshold, she paused, and looked impatiently at
-the flowers, and at the impassive, slumbering face beyond them. After a
-little, the lines of vexation began to melt from her brow. In a musing
-way, she put a hand behind her, and as if unconsciously closed and
-locked the hall door again. Then she moved to the table, picked up some
-of the loose blossoms and breathed in their fragrance, still keeping her
-thoughtful gaze upon the young man. She found the face much older and
-stronger than she remembered it--and in a spirit of fairness she said
-to herself that it seemed no whit less innocent. But then perhaps all
-sleeping faces looked innocent; she could recall that Cora’s certainly
-did. Holding the carnations to her lips and nostrils, she examined in
-meditative detail the countenance before her--delicately modeled, dark,
-nervously high-spirited even in repose. Associations came back as she
-gazed--the tender eagerness of the lad, the wistful charm with which his
-fancy had invested England, the frank sweetness of the temperament he
-had disclosed to her. He had been like a flower himself on that mellow
-autumn day--as fresh and as goodly to the eye as these roses on
-the table. But a winter had intervened since then--and what gross
-disillusionments, what roughening and hardening and corroding
-experiences had he not encountered! You could not tell anything by a
-face in sleep; again she assured herself of that.
-
-Why, when one came to think of it, it was enough that Cora had brought
-him--or sent him, it mattered not which. Whence had she dispatched
-him?--from some theatrical dance or late supper. It was true that he was
-not in evening dress--and the thought gave her pause for a moment.
-But he had been at some place where those wretched cousins of his were
-present--for Cora had spoken of keeping both Eddy and Gus “off his
-back”--whatever that might mean. And it was Cora herself who had told
-him to go to Covent Garden and buy these flowers!
-
-Frances, revolving these unpleasant reflections, discovered all at once
-that the young man, without betraying by any other motion his awakening,
-had opened his eyes and was looking placidly across the flowers into her
-face.
-
-She caught a quick breath, and frowned slightly at him.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIX
-
-I don’t think I like your being here,” Frances remarked to the young
-man after a brief frowning inspection. She spoke slowly, and with a
-deliberate gravity and evenness of tone.
-
-Christian’s wide-open eyes continued to gaze up at her with that
-disconcerting look which had in it both remote abstraction and something
-very intimately personal. His glance expressed a tender pleasure as it
-maintained itself against hers.
-
-“Oh, but I like it so very much!” he murmured, with a pleading smile.
-
-Then, by a sudden movement, he sat up, flushing in a novel
-embarrassment. “I beg you to pardon me,” he urged, faltering over his
-words. “I was not wholly awake, I think; or I was trying to persuade
-myself that it was still a dream. Do not think me so rude, I pray you!”
-
-She signified by a gesture and momentary facial relaxation that this
-particular detail of the situation need not detain them.
-
-“But”--she began, in her stiffest and least amiable voice, and then
-hesitated. She put her knee again upon the chair, and, resting her hand
-on its back, looked dubiously at him. “I hardly know what to say,” she
-started once more, and stopped altogether.
-
-“Oh, but it is I who must say everything,” he broke in, eagerly. “I am
-quite awake now--I see, of course, it is all absurd, meaningless in your
-eyes, till I explain it to you.” He rose to his feet and put forth his
-hand as if to offer it in greeting. No responsive token being visible on
-her set face, or in her rigid posture, as she confronted him, he waved
-both hands in a deprecatory movement over the table laden with flowers
-between them. “These are my peace-offering,” he said, with less
-confidence. “I hoped they would say some things for me--some things
-which I feel within me, and cannot easily put into speech. That is what
-I expected they would surely do. But”--he finished with dejection, after
-another glance into her face--“evidently they are as tongue-tied as I
-am. I see it was not a happy thought in me to bring them--or to come
-myself!”
-
-She had followed his words with rapt attentiveness--but at the end
-seemed to remember only one of them. “The ‘thought,’” she said, coldly.
-“Yes, that is what I do not understand. What was the thought?”
-
-He regarded her with some perplexity. “What was the thought--my
-thought?” he repeated. “Oh--since it does not explain itself, what good
-is there in talking about it? Let us say that there was no ‘thought’ at
-all. I will make my compliments and apologies--and say good-morning--and
-nothing at all will have happened.”
-
-“No,” she answered reflectively. “That would be stupid. You have been to
-expense, and evidently to some inconvenience as well, to do this thing.
-On second thoughts,” she went on, with an apparent effort to modify the
-asperities of her tone and manner, “I dare say that I haven’t behaved
-quite nicely to you. If you remember, I told you a long time ago that
-bad manners was a failing of mine.”
-
-“I remember every little word that you spoke,” said Christian softly.
-
-Frances hardened her voice on the instant. “But that doesn’t help me to
-understand why--what this is all about.”
-
-He responded slowly, searching for his words as he went along. The
-rattle of machines in the next room for the first time came into the
-conversation, and forced him to lift his voice. “You were my last friend
-in France--my first friend in England,” he began. “I said I would not
-forget you, and you have been always in my mind--always somewhere secure
-and fresh and sweet in my mind. It was only last night that I learned
-where I might find you. You will remember that when I begged you to tell
-me, you laughed and would not. I must not make you believe that I did
-not very soon find out your name or that I could not have learned your
-whereabouts much earlier. All I say is that I did not forget--and that
-last night, when the chance came naturally to me, I asked and learned
-what I desired to know. And then--why, then--this knowledge spread
-upward to be of more importance than all the other things I knew. I went
-home--but never to think of sleeping, but only to change my clothes and
-hasten out again, to get some new morning flowers for you, and to
-come to you at the earliest moment. I did not know that London rose
-so late--I arrived before the time, and, so it seems, waiting for your
-coming, I fell asleep. That is the entire story. You see it is not very
-complicated--it is by no means extraordinary.”
-
-Frances had listened with a dreamy gentleness in her gray eyes. She
-started slightly when he stopped, and gave him a keen, cool glance. “The
-entire story?” she queried. “I think you have forgotten to mention that
-it was my sister who told you about me, and gave you my address.”
-
-Her prescience in no wise astonished Christian. Imagination had thrown
-round the Minerva-like figure which personified her in his thoughts,
-such a glamour of intellectual radiancy, that it seemed quite a natural
-thing for her to divine the obscure, and comprehend the mysterious. He
-smiled at her as he shrugged his shoulders. “It did not occur to me as
-important,” he exclaimed. “It is true, however, that she told me. She
-did not know the address when I asked her, but later she procured it
-for me from her brother. It was at a supper at the Hanover Theater.
-Afterward there was dancing on the stage. I fear it would have been
-rather tiresome for me if I had not met your sister. She is a very
-friendly lady, and she talked a great deal to me.”
-
-“About me?” demanded Frances, sharply.
-
-“Oh, no--about you only a few pleasant words; not more. It seems you do
-not meet very often.”
-
-He spoke with such evident frankness that she hesitated over the further
-inquiry her mind had framed. At last she put it in altered form.
-“Then you would not say that she sent you here---that she told you to
-come--and to come by way of Covent Garden, and buy these flowers?” The
-question, as she uttered it, was full of significant suggestion about
-the nature of the reply desired. Its tone, too, carried the welcome
-hint of a softened mood, under the influence of which Christian’s face
-brightened with joy.
-
-“Why, not at all!” he cried, lifting his voice gaily above the
-typewriters’ clatter. “She did speak of Covent Garden, and the show of
-flowers there in the early morning, but it was not in the least with
-reference to you. It was my own idea long after she had gone. Oh, no one
-would be more surprised than that good sister of yours to know that I am
-here!”
-
-Frances, with a puzzling smile which ended in a long breath of relief,
-took up some of the roses and held them to her face.
-
-“Sit down again,” she bade him, with a pleasant glow in the eyes
-regarding him over the blossoms; “sit down, and let us talk. Or does
-that noise bore you?”
-
-“Oh, I am too glad!” he assured her, beamingly. “If it were cannon
-firing in the next room, it would be nothing to me.” Then, as he
-continued to gaze with delight at her, an inspiration came to him. “Or
-is it possible for you to come out? Would you walk a little while,
-perhaps on the Embankment?”
-
-“I am not particularly busy this morning,” she made indirect answer.
-Then a digression occurred to her. “But I am rather surprised,” she
-observed, “to find that England hasn’t made more changes in your speech.
-I would have expected a perfect Piccadilly accent, but you talk exactly
-as you did on the train and the boat.”
-
-He laughed and clapped his hands for glee. “It is wholly because I am
-with you again,” he declared. “Everybody has said for months that the
-foreign traces had quite vanished from my tongue--but the first glimpse
-of you--ah! they come instantly back! It is the association of ideas,
-beyond doubt--that very sweet association,” he added, with trembling
-softness, “of oh! such fond ideas.”
-
-She had taken up her hat. “We will go out for a little, if you like,”
- she remarked rather abruptly.
-
-“And I am altogether forgiven?” he demanded in high spirits, as he rose.
-“You consent to accept the flowers?”
-
-“Heaven only knows what I shall do with them,” she answered, with a
-grimace of mock despair. “But it was ever so nice of you to get them,
-and I thank you very much. Oh, I must tell Connie to sprinkle them
-before I go.”
-
-She moved to the inner door, and as she opened it turned. “Wouldn’t you
-like to come and see the factory at work?” she inquired, and he joined
-her with alacrity. “It isn’t much to see at the moment,” she explained,
-as they entered the large room. “We have nine machines, but only four
-of them are needed just now. Until after the Jubilee, I’m afraid things
-will be very dull with publishers and playwrights. However, one must
-take the lean with the fat.”
-
-Christian looked somewhat nervously about him, while his friend stepped
-aside to confer with the girl whom he remembered from the early morning.
-Both this young lady and the three at their machines made a rapid, and
-as it seemed to him, perfunctory survey of their mistress’s guest,
-and bent their attention upon their duties again as if his presence
-signified nothing whatever to them. He suspected that in reality they
-were plunged in furious speculation concerning him; and this embarrassed
-him so much that he turned and strolled back toward the open door and
-even entered the office before Frances rejoined him.
-
-When she came back to him, she took from the table a couple of pale,
-half-opened tea-rose buds, gave one to him to fix in his lapel and
-pinned the other to the breast of her fawn-gray frock. “If you are
-ready,” she said, smilingly, and led the way to the staircase. As she
-descended before him, he noted the intelligent simplicity of this dress
-she wore--how it fitted her as gracefully and as artistically as Poole
-ever fitted Dicky Westland. About her hat, the carriage of her head and
-shoulders, the free decision of her step, there was something individual
-which appealed directly to him--a charm which would not be duplicated by
-any other person in the world. He looked at his watch as he went down,
-and found with surprise that it was nearly eleven.
-
-He stepped to her side at the street doorway, with a meaning gesture.
-“Do you remember,” he said, gently--“on the boat you took my arm?”
-
-“I think London is a little different,” she answered, decisively enough,
-yet with the effect to his ears of unreserved camaraderie.
-
-They walked slowly down to the end of the street. “Do you mind which way
-we go?” she asked him, and turned eastward. “I haven’t seen the city in
-an age,” she remarked, as if the choice needed explanation. Sauntering
-along, they found little to say to each other at the outset. What words
-they exchanged were about the mild, sunless sky of the London April, and
-the wonderful pencilings and rubbings of soot upon the silver-gray of
-London’s stone walls. Learning that he was a stranger to the Temple, she
-led the way through the gate and lane, and then, by turnings which it
-surprised him to find her knowing so well, to the curious little church.
-The door in the sunken porch was ajar, and they went in. She pointed to
-the circle of freestone Crusaders looking complacently up from the floor
-at the Oriental dome which had caught their traveled fancy ages before,
-and it occurred to her to say: “Is it not interesting to you to think
-that there were Torrs who were friends and companions of these very
-Magnavilles and Mareschalls, six hundred years ago?”
-
-He thrust out his lips a little. “I have not much interest in anything
-concerning the Torrs,” he answered.
-
-She looked up at him with curiosity, but offered no comment. They left
-the church, and she led him round to the spot where, amid the cracked
-old flags from forgotten graves, Oliver Goldsmith’s tomb now finds
-itself. A crumbling wreath of natural flowers showed that some kindly
-soul had remembered the date of the poet’s death, three weeks before.
-
-Christian displayed scarcely more interest here. “I have not read his
-‘Vicar of Wakefield,’” he confessed to her. “I had always the intention
-to do so, but it--it never came off.”
-
-“That brings me to one thing I wanted to ask you,” she said, as they
-retraced their steps. “What books have you been reading--since you came
-to England? I am anxious to know?”
-
-“Not many,” he admitted with an attempted laugh which ended rather
-shamefacedly. “Reading did not fit itself very readily into my time. At
-Lord Chobham’s I read in some old books, and at Emanuel’s too, but
-it was all about our own people--the Barons’ War, and the Wars of the
-Roses, and the Civil War. I know something about these and about the
-old families of the West, but not much else. I should have read more, I
-know, but there was really not much opportunity. But you--I saw at your
-office what serious books you read. It is what I should like to do,
-too--sometimes. But there has been no one to talk with about any kind of
-books.”
-
-They had come out again to the Embankment, and made their pace now even
-more deliberate. “I have been thinking a great deal about you, and your
-future, since we met,” she remarked, after a pause. “It has made me
-wonder what you would do, when the opportunity came to you--and what it
-would be open for you to do. That is why I began reading the books that
-I take it you have in mind--but afterward I read them for their own
-value. At the beginning”--she went on slowly, studying the sky-line in
-an abstracted way as she walked--“at the beginning I thought I should
-see you again sometime, and I had the idea that I wanted to be able to
-advise--or no, not that, but to talk to you, and try to interest you in
-the right sort of things. But it did not take me long to see how foolish
-that was.”
-
-“No, no!” urged Christian; without, however, any convincing display of
-enthusiasm. “There is no one in the world from whom I will so gladly
-take advice as you.”
-
-She smiled fleetingly at him. “And there is no one in the world,” she
-replied, “more firmly resolved not to offer you any.”
-
-“Ah, but if I beg it! You may not offer--but will you refuse to give?”
-
-“What is the good?” she broke forth in a louder tone, speaking as if in
-annoyed reproof to herself. “No person can think or feel or decide for
-another! It is nonsense to pretend otherwise. A man must think his own
-thoughts, follow his own nature! We can ask nothing finer of a man than
-to honestly be himself. I get so angry at all these ceaseless attempts
-to run people all into one mold, to make everybody like everybody
-else--and then, here I was, solemnly starting out to do the very trick
-myself!” She laughed in ironical self-depreciation at the thought.
-
-Christian drew closer to her side. “I have very many things to say to
-you,” he began gravely. “But I am in one way sorry that we went into the
-churchyard, because it has made us melancholy, and I was going to tell
-it all to you in the highest good spirits. We were both laughing like
-merry children when we left your place--and now we are sad. I like
-Emanuel’s idea--he will have no tombs to be seen upon his estate. Death
-will come there as elsewhere, without doubt, but he will not be allowed
-to remain hanging about, thrusting his ugly presence upon happy people
-each time they walk in the street. At Emanuel’s there is cremation--and
-that is the end of it. That is the portion of his System which pleases
-me most. It is the best thing in it.”
-
-She looked into his face. “Then you are not wildly in love with his
-whole System?” she asked.
-
-“Me? I grieve to say not. It is no doubt very admirable indeed--but--how
-shall I say?--it does not appeal to me. You are displeased with me for
-confessing it--but--”
-
-“Displeased?” she interrupted him, with a meaning laugh. “Nothing could
-displease me less!”
-
-“Oh, you do not love the System?” he cried, with dancing eyes.
-
-“I hate it!” she answered, briefly.
-
-“Capital!” He halted, to shake her by the hand with gay effusion. “Let
-us abuse it together! You shall say it all, however, because I only
-dislike it, and cannot give any reasons why--but you will know them
-every one. Oh, this is splendid! I had the right instinct when I came to
-you! I have a great deal to tell you--but first you must tell me: what
-do you say about my cousin’s System? I am burning to hear that.”
-
-It was impossible to evade the contagion of his sparkling face. She
-laughed in turn.
-
-“Oh, it would be too long a story,” she half protested. “But to put
-it briefly, this is my idea. Emanuel seems to me to be a magnificent
-character, with one extraordinary limitation. I think it must be a
-Jewish limitation--for I have seen it pointed out that they do not
-invent things. That is Emanuel’s flaw; he has not an original thought
-in his head. He merely carries to a mathematical point of expansion and
-development the ready-made ideas which he finds accepted all about him.
-What you see in him is a triumph of the Semitic passion for working a
-problem out to its ultimate conclusion. When you consider it, what
-has he done? Merely discovered, by tremendous labor and energy, the
-smoothest possible working arrangement of the social system which his
-class regards as best for itself, and hence for all mankind--the system
-which exalts a chosen few, and keeps all the rest in subjection. My dear
-sir, things do not rise higher than their source! How did the Torrs come
-by their estates? By stealing the birthright of thousands of dumb human
-beasts of burden, and riveting the family collar round their necks with
-no more regard for their wishes or their rights than as if they had
-been so many puppies or colts. And what was the origin of the Ascarel
-fortune? The most frightful and bloodstained human slavery in the
-poisonous jungles of the Dutch East Indies--that, and an ancient family
-business of international usury, every dirty penny in which if you
-followed it far enough, meant the flaying alive of a peasant, or the
-starvation of his little children. These are the things which your
-cousin inherits. He is fine enough to be ashamed of them, but he is not
-broad enough to repudiate them. He makes himself believe that they
-were wrong only in degree. He will admit that the Torrs were too brutal
-toward their serfs, the Ascarels too selfish with their millions. That
-is all. And he sets himself to proving that with the right kind of chief
-at their head these systems of theirs can be made not only respectable,
-but even profitable to the slaves as well as the master. He does not see
-that the systems themselves are crimes! ”
-
-“Yes, I am glad that I came to you,” said Christian, in low, earnest
-tones, in the pause which followed. The girl, breathing deeply under
-the fervor of her mood, looked fixedly before her toward the copper-haze
-above Paul’s dome. He watched the noble immobility of her profile and
-thrilled at its suggestion of strength.
-
-“To do him justice,” she went on, musingly, “he does not pretend that it
-is progress. He is honest, and he describes it as reaction--a long
-step backward. It is just that kind of honesty and devotion, plus
-wrong-headedness, which keeps us all at sixes and sevens. If we agree
-that there is no better-intentioned man alive than Emanuel--still he
-would do more harm than the most atrocious blackguard, if he had his way
-with the world. But fortunately, he will not have it. A vastly greater
-and loftier Jew has said that you cannot pour new wine into old
-bottles.”
-
-They walked on for a little in silence. “Have you been to Emanuel’s
-place then?” Christian asked at last.
-
-“No; I know it only from hearsay, and from his books. A woman novelist
-for whom I do work has been there, and she has told me a good deal about
-it. She is going to use it in a book, and would you believe it? she is
-crazy with enthusiasm about the whole thing. I tried to point out to her
-what she was doing, but you might as well talk to the east wind. The
-way women run after the hand that smites them, and beslaver it with
-kisses--that is the thing that enrages me most of all. Why, the very
-corner-stone of Emanuel’s System is the perpetual enslavement of women.
-I am always surprised, when I hear about his mediæval arrangements, that
-he hasn’t set up a ducking-stool for his women-folk. I’m sure it’s a
-pure oversight on his part. Well, what are you to expect when cultivated
-women like Mrs. Sessyl-Trant turn up as frantic admirers of that sort of
-thing? However, thank goodness, women are not forever to be sold out by
-the fools of their own sex. It is impossible not to see that the tide
-has turned at last. There _is_ a change--and I think something genuine
-and lasting is going to come out of it. I really think it!”
-
-“Ah, that is what I feel,” put in Christian, with confused eagerness.
-“I have no clear thoughts about it, but it is my deep feeling
-that--that--what shall I say?--we are most at fault in the matter of the
-women.”
-
-Frances pursued her thought, in frowning meditation. “It is the new
-professional class, who earn their own living, who will help us out.
-These women, who have come through the mill of self-responsibility, will
-not accept the old nonsense invented for them, and imposed upon them by
-the women parasites. The younger women who take care of themselves have
-all begun to ask questions: ‘Why should I do this?’ ‘Why shouldn’t I
-do that?’ ‘And whose business but my own is it if I do the other?’
-Unfortunately, they are too ready to accept the first answer that comes
-to them. Oh, that is the woeful trouble! Men have slowly built up for
-themselves a good deal of machinery by which they can find out what
-is true. I don’t say they are not continually deceived, or that they
-invariably recognize the truth when they see it, but still they have
-certain facilities for protecting themselves against falsehoods. But
-women have practically none at all. They are systematically lied to
-from their cradle to their grave. They read so hard!--they are _the_
-consumers of novels, religious books, weekly newspapers, magazines, and
-the rest of it--but never a word of actual truth is allowed to reach
-them out of it all. Wherever they turn to inquire about themselves,
-about their rights and their duties in this world that they have been
-born into, they encounter this vast, unbroken conspiracy of liars. That
-is the gravest of all the disadvantages they labor under. Why, take even
-the ‘New Woman’ fiction of a few years ago. There was a great hullabaloo
-raised over certain novels; at last, they cried, the truth was
-being-revealed by women, for women, of women. But what nonsense! It
-turned out not to be the truth at all, but only the old falsehood,
-disguised in hysterics and some shocking bad manners. There seems no
-escape for women anywhere. They are lied to by their parents, their
-parsons, their doctors, their authors--and of course they lie to
-one another. They have a whole debased currency of insincerities and
-flattering falsehoods which they pass among themselves, keeping straight
-faces all the while as if it were honest money.--But as I said, I think
-a change is coming. However, don’t let’s talk any more about it. I get
-too angry!”
-
-“I like you to be angry--only not with me,” commented Christian with
-a sprightly smile. Then he added, more gravely, “Oh, I can see how the
-women who work will make a change. It was very curious to me to see
-those girls at the machines in your office. It was one of them who let
-me in, before you came. She was quite different from any of the English
-women I have been meeting. One saw that she had thoughts of her own--an
-atmosphere of her own. I should not like to tell lies to her; I think
-she would detect them more rapidly than I could get them out.”
-
-“Oh, Connie,” laughed Frances. “Yes, she has a head on her shoulders.
-They are all fairly bright girls, and they get on together extremely
-well. It’s quite their own idea to divide up the work equally among the
-lot, and when there is not much doing to take turns in working alternate
-days. I think it was rather fine of them.”
-
-“Ah, that is the class of women one would like to help,” he declared.
-“That is what I will devote myself to.”
-
-“But it is the class which prefers to help itself,” she explained
-quietly. “I see no way in which you could ‘help’ them, as you call it.
-They don’t want any help. Men in their position might take tips, but
-these girls won’t.” As he received the rebuff in silence, she changed
-the subject. “I am meeting now some other young women who would interest
-you. They are doing newspaper work--and doing it on its merits, too,
-and not by the favoritism of editors and proprietors--and one or two
-evenings a week we all get together at my office and talk things over.
-Sometimes there are as many as twenty of us, including my girls. In a
-year or two, perhaps it will run to a club-room of our own. I don’t know
-that I told you--I am getting into newspaper work myself. If I saw how
-to combine it with my office business, I could have a place on a regular
-daily staff. I’m puzzling a good deal to find some way of making the two
-things go together.”
-
-“Oh, I envy you!” broke in Christian, impulsively. “You have work to do!
-You are interested in your work! You find in it not only occupation, but
-the opportunities of being useful to others, and of making your life,
-and other people’s lives, worth living. But think of me! I have nothing
-in the wide world to do, except wait for a very strong old man to die.
-And when he dies, then still I have nothing to do worth doing. Don’t
-you see that it is the most miserable of existences? I am filled with
-disgust for it. I cannot bear it another day. And that is what I was
-going to tell you. I have decided to leave it all--and go away.”
-
-Frances paused for a moment to scrutinize, with slightly narrowed
-eyes, the excited face he turned to her. “How will going away improve
-matters?” she asked him, upon reflection.
-
-He put out his lips, and shrugged his shoulders. “At least I shall be a
-free man,” he affirmed.
-
-Unconsciously she imitated his gesture in turn: “It does not follow that
-a deserter is necessarily a free man.”
-
-He pushed and winced visibly under the words, and turned away biting his
-lips. Then, the vexation clearing from his face, he wheeled again, and
-regarded her with calm gravity.
-
-“There is no one else who could say that to me and not injure me,” he
-answered, simply. “But that is the characteristic of you--when you say
-such a thing to me, then it becomes a thing that should have been said.
-Yet perhaps it is not the final word, after all. Ask yourself what it
-is that I am deserting! Consider whether I should give up or gain
-something. Here in England it is possible for me to be one of two
-things--the conventional person of position like all the others, or the
-exceptional kind of being which Emanuel desires to make of me. I have
-been at school for half a year learning what it is that society in
-general expects a man in my situation to do. Now that I have learned
-it, frankly it makes me sick at heart. But then I have been at another
-school for a month, observing and studying what it is that Emanuel
-wishes me to undertake. We have agreed that that is not to be thought
-of, either. Then what am I to do?”
-
-“But how does running away solve the difficulty?” She put the question
-to him with gentle persistency.
-
-“Ah, but, you see,” he rejoined, argumentatively, “it is not alone a
-moral difficulty. There are practical questions, too. When I announce to
-Emanuel that I reject his plans for my future, then I am left to myself
-to be that most ridiculous of objects--a man with a great station and
-no money to keep it up. That is what I must be here in England. But in
-other countries, that will not be the case. There will always be enough
-money for me to live like a prince upon--so long as I travel about, in
-my own yacht if I like, or reside simply and happily in the beautiful
-places of the earth, here and there, as the fancy possesses me. Thus I
-can put to use the prestige of my title, when it is of advantage to do
-so--but only in so far as it is needful at the moment--and at the
-same time it does not become a burden to me in any degree. Now think
-carefully of this--is it not the wisest course for me?” She seemed
-not to pause for thought at all. “Oh, that depends upon how you define
-wisdom,” she replied, promptly. “There is the wisdom of the serpent,
-but fortunately there are many other kinds. No, I must say, you haven’t
-convinced me in the least. However, you mustn’t think that is of
-importance. You are under no obligation to convince me, surely!”
-
-“Ah, but that is everything to me,” he insisted. “There are
-reasons--which I wish to explain to you.”
-
-He could not keep a new meaning out of the glance with which he enforced
-this assurance. They had strolled round to Ludgate Circus, and come to a
-halt on the corner, with their backs turned upon a window full of droll
-phrenological charts and symbols. He consulted his watch once more. “I
-breakfasted so lightly, and so early,” he said--“it is not luncheon time
-quite, but that will give us a table to ourselves. You will come across
-with me, will you not? There are truly important things which have not
-been said--which I much wish to say.”
-
-After a moment’s reflection she nodded her assent.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XX
-
-Christian and Frances ate their luncheon in an upper chamber, close to
-a kind of balcony window, which gave upon one of the city’s most crowded
-thoroughfares. An unceasing and uniform uproar--overridden from time to
-time by the superior tumult of a passing railway train on a bridge
-near by--rose from this indefatigable street. They had the room to
-themselves; the portentous din magnified the effect of the solitude
-in which they regarded each other, crumbling the bread on the table
-absent-mindedly, and waiting for the inspiration of speech.
-
-“When I get back,” the girl said at last with a smile, “the racket of
-my typewriters will seem like the murmur of a gentle breeze down a leafy
-country lane.”
-
-They laughed--but they had discovered it was not so hard to make oneself
-heard as they had supposed. Their voices intuitively found a level which
-served their personal needs, yet did not incommode the waiters yawning
-at the head of the stairway outside.
-
-“Have you taken to the bicycle?” she was moved in sheer irrelevance to
-ask him. When he shook his head, she went on: “It is a wonderful thing
-for women. It has done more for them in three years, than all the
-progressive intellectual movements of civilization did in three hundred.
-We all use them, coming to and from the office. We have to store them
-down in the area, now--but I am going to find a better place.”
-
-Christian rolled his bread crumbs into balls and stared at them in a
-brown study, from which this topic was powerless to arouse him.
-
-“I wish,” he said, finally--“I wish very much that I knew how to
-convince you. But I seem never to produce any impression upon you. You
-are unyielding to the touch. It is I who get molded and kneaded about
-whenever I come close to you. And I don’t say that it is not for the
-best. Only--only now, you will not accept my own ideas of what I should
-do, and you will not tell me what your ideas are.”
-
-“I am not sure that I have any ideas,” she assured him. “It is merely
-that, on general principles, I don’t care for the people who settle
-difficulties by turning tail and running away from them.”
-
-“Very well,” he began, as if an important premise had been accepted.
-“But as to my special case, I have stated what must be my
-position if I remain in England. To me it seems that it must be
-impossible--intolerable. But you have some different view, evidently.
-That is what I beg you to explain to me. If I am to remain in England,
-what is it your idea that I should do?” She knitted her brows a little,
-and took time to her reply. “You seem to think so entirely of yourself,”
- she said, slowly, “it is very hard to know what to say to you. I cannot
-put myself, you see, so completely in your place, as you are always
-able to do.” He opened his eyes wide, and informed their gaze with
-a surprised reproach. “There you are surely unjust to me,” he urged,
-pleadingly. “I do not know anyone who thinks more about other people
-than I do. One hesitates to say these things about oneself--but truly
-you are mistaken in this matter. In fact, I wonder sometimes if it is
-not a fault, a weakness in my nature, that I am so readily moved by the
-sufferings and wrongs of unhappy people. Whenever I see injustice, I am
-beside myself with a passion to set it right. I grow almost sick with
-indignation, and pity, when these things come before me. Last night, for
-example, at the Empire----”
-
-Christian stopped abruptly, with the sudden consciousness that the
-ground was not clear before him. He saw that he was entirely without a
-clue as to what his companion’s views on the subject might be. That was
-her peculiarity: he knew concerning her thoughts and inclinations only
-what she chose to reveal to him. It was beyond his power to predict
-what her attitude would be on any new topic. Looking at her thoughtful,
-serene-eyed face, it decidedly seemed to him that the Empire, as an
-ethical problem, might with advantage be passed by. He hesitated for
-a moment, in the friendly shelter of the street noise, and then gave
-another termination to his speech: “It puzzles me that you should have
-that view of my temperament.”
-
-“Ah, that is just it--you have put the word into my mouth. It is
-‘temperament’ that you are thinking of--and about that you are
-perfectly right. Your temperament is as open to the impulses of the
-moment--kindly, generous, compassionate and all that--as a flower is
-to the bees. But character is another matter. What good do your fine
-momentary sentiments, these rapid noble emotions of yours, do you or
-anybody else? You experience them--and forget them. The only thing
-that abides permanently with you is consideration for your own personal
-affairs.”
-
-“This is all very unjust,” he said, disconsolately. “I come to you for
-solace and friendship, and you turn upon me with beak and claws.” He
-sighed, with the beginning of tears in his bright eyes, as he added:
-“There is more reason than ever, it seems to me, why I should go away
-from England! It is not kind to me!”
-
-His doleful tone and mien drove her to swift repentance. “Oh, I have
-only been saying the disagreeable things first, to get them out of the
-way,” she sought to reassure him. “There isn’t another unpleasant word
-for you to hear, not one, I promise you.”
-
-“It is my opinion that there have been enough,” he ventured to comment,
-with a rueful little smile. A measure of composure returned to him. “But
-if they must be said, I would rather they come from you than from any
-one else, for I think that you have also some pleasant thoughts about
-me.”
-
-She nodded her head several times in assent, regarding him with an
-amused twinkle in her eyes meanwhile. “Yes--the right kind of editor
-could make very interesting stuff indeed out of you,” she said, and
-smiled almost gaily at his visible failure to comprehend her figure.
-“What I mean is--you are too much sail, and too little boat. You
-drift before every new wind that blows. There is lacking that kind
-of balance--proportion--which gives stability. But, dear me, it is a
-thousand times better to be like that, than to have an excess of the
-other thing. The man of the solid qualities, without the imagination,
-simply sticks in the mud where he was born. But with you--if the right
-person chances to get hold of you, and brings the right influences
-steadily to bear upon you, then there is no telling what fine things you
-may not rise to.”
-
-“You are that right person!”
-
-He lifted his voice to utter these words, with the air of feeling them
-to be momentous. His eyes glowed as they reaffirmed the declaration to
-her inquiring glance. But she seemed to miss the gravity of both words
-and look.
-
-“Oh, there you’re wrong,” she said, half jestingly. “I’m too bad
-tempered and quarrelsome to exert any proper influence over any one.
-Why, I should nag all the joy and high spirits out of you in no time
-at all. No--you need an equable and happy person, really very wise
-and strong and sensible, but above all with an easy, smooth
-disposition--such a person, for example, as Emanuel’s wife is described
-to be.”
-
-“No--I need no one but you!” he repeated with accentuated deliberation.
-
-This time she appeared to feel something of his intention. She looked
-into the gaze he was bending upon her and then withdrew her eyes
-precipitately, and made a show of active interest in her food.
-
-“I am asking you to think of joining your life to mine,” he went on, in
-low, yet very distinct tones. “You cannot know a hundredth part as well
-as I do, how profoundly I need such help as you can give. You are the
-one woman in the world who means strength as well as happiness to me.
-If you could only dream with what yearning I long always to lean upon
-you--to be supported by your fine, calm, sweet wisdom! To be upheld by
-you--to be nourished and guided by you--oh, that is the vision which
-I tremble with joy to think of! I am my own master for the first time
-to-day--I have taken my life into my own hands--and I lay it at your
-feet--dear lady--at your feet.”
-
-She rose abruptly while his last words were in the air, and turning,
-moved to the window. She had contrived by a gesture to bid him not to
-follow, and he could only gaze in mingled apprehension and hope at her
-back, the while she stood professing to scrutinize the shifting throng
-below.
-
-The waiter brought in another dish, methodically rearranged the plates
-and went away again. To Christian’s bitter disgust, two men entered and
-took seats at a table at the other end of the small room--and still she
-did not turn. He meditated calling her, or joining her on the pretense
-of announcing the cutlets--and only stared in nervous excitement
-instead.
-
-Then, as suddenly as she had left him she returned, and resumed her
-chair as if nothing unusual had happened. His strenuous gaze swept her
-face for tokens of her mood--of her inclination or decision--but beyond
-a spot of vivid red on each smooth cheek, there was no sign of any sort.
-Her frank, calm gray eyes met his with unruffled directness; they had in
-them that suggestion of benignant tolerance which he had discerned there
-more than once before.
-
-“You do not answer me!” he pleaded, after a few mouthfuls. As his back
-shielded the action from the strangers, he put forth a cautious hand to
-touch the nearest of hers, but she drew it gently away beyond his reach.
-They automatically adjusted their voices to the conditions created by
-the newcomers.
-
-“There could be only one possible answer,” she told him, softly, almost
-tenderly. “It is a very flattering dream--? to me--but it is a mere
-empty dream, none the less. I hope you will not want to talk about it
-any more.”
-
-“But I swear that it is not empty at all!” he urged, in earnest tones.
-“Who has a right to say that it is a dream? I am my own master--so are
-you. We are of age--we are intelligent people. I deliberately come to
-you, and say to you that you are the one woman on earth whom I desire
-with all my heart for my wife. I open my mind to you. There is only the
-image of you inside it. You know my sincerity. You must feel how supreme
-is the place you have in my thoughts. It is the logical end toward which
-I have been walking ever since I first saw you! You are all that there
-is of true friendship, of true womanhood, for me! I put out my hands to
-you, I pray to you! And why will you not come to me, dear, dear Frank?”
- There was a touch of pathos in the smile she gave him. “It isn’t the
-least bit of good, I assure you,” she made answer, in the confidential
-murmur that was necessary. “One can’t talk here--but please let us speak
-of something else. Or can we not go now?” He went on as if she had not
-spoken, his big, dark eyes challenging hers to an encounter which she
-evaded. “Do not think we need go away from England, if you want to stay;
-there will always be money enough--with your wisdom in controlling it.
-Perhaps we may even be able to restore Caermere. But if we are not,
-still it can be one of the noblest and most beautiful residences in
-England, when we learn together to understand its charm, and make it our
-home. Oh, when you see the magnificent hills and forests shutting it
-in on all sides--and the grim, fine old walls and towers of the castle
-itself! But there we need live only when we choose to do so--and
-whenever the mood comes to us, off we can roam to the Alps or Algiers,
-or the wonderful India which one always dreams of. And we shall sail in
-our own yacht and you shall be the queen there, as everywhere else. And
-all our lives we will spend in doing good to others: do you not see what
-extraordinary opportunities for helping those who need help you will
-have? Where now you are of service to one person, then you can assist a
-hundred! An army of grateful people will give thanks because of you--and
-I will always be the chief of them--your foremost slave, your most
-reverent worshiper! And then--think of the joy of a life in which no one
-has a share who is not pleasant and welcome to us! We will have no one
-near us who is not our friend. Oh, I have not told you: that is why,
-this very morning, I decided to leave it all, and to make a new life for
-myself, and to spend it wholly with my real friends. It is loneliness,
-heart and soul loneliness, that has driven me to revolt. And in my
-despair I come to you--and I say to you that it is friendship that I
-cannot live without, and you are my oldest friend, my dearest, truest,
-most precious friend, and I beg you to come with me and we will go
-through the world together, hand in hand----”
-
-She interrupted him by pushing back her chair and half rising. “If
-you will excuse me now,” she said, nervously, “I think I must go. You
-mustn’t trouble to come--I will say good-bye here.”
-
-He had risen as well, and now in trembling earnestness protested against
-her proposal. At the risk of attracting the attention of the strangers,
-he displayed such resentful opposition that she yielded. The waiter was
-summoned--and remained bowing in dazed meditation upon the magnitude of
-the change he had been bidden to keep for himself, after they had passed
-out and down the staircase.
-
-She led the way at a hurried pace back across the Circus and to
-Blackfriars. At the rounded beginning of the Embankment she paused, and
-for the first time spoke. “Really I would rather go back by myself,”
- she told him. “It is only unhappiness to both of us--what you insist on
-talking about.”
-
-“But I do not think it is to be treated in this way,” he declared with
-dignity. “If we speak of nothing else it is the highest and most solemn
-honor that a man can pay to any woman, that I have paid to you. I have
-the feeling that it should be more courteously dealt with.”
-
-“Yes, I know,” she admitted, nodding her ready compunction. She
-tightened her lips and looked away from him toward the bridge, her brows
-drawn together in troubled lines. “I don’t say the right thing to
-you--I know that better even than you do. You must not think I fail to
-appreciate it all--the honor, and the immense confidence, and all the
-rest of it. But when I have said that much--then I don’t know in the
-least how to say the rest. Why can’t we leave it unsaid altogether? I
-assure you, in all seriousness, that it can’t be--and mayn’t we leave it
-like that? Please!”
-
-He regarded her with a patient yet proud sadness, waiting to speak till
-she had turned, and his glance caught hers. “I do not wish to become a
-nuisance to you,” he said, his voice choking a little, “but I think it
-would be better if you said everything to me. Then I shall not put my
-mind on the rack, to try and imagine your reasons.” He let his lip curl
-with a lingering ironical perception of the fantastic with which his
-tragedy was veined. “It is very sweet,” he went on--“your consideration
-for my feelings. But I have heard so many plain truths to-day, I think
-my sensibilities are in good training now--they will not suffer for a
-few more.” Suddenly, as if the sound of his voice had unnerved him, he
-seized her arm, and confronted her surprised gaze with a reddened and
-scowling face. “What are you afraid of?” he demanded hoarsely. “Why not
-say it? I heard it only last night! It is forty years old, it is true,
-but they have wonderful memories in England. You are the one whom I have
-held to be my dearest friend--but go on! Say it to me! A little thing
-like friendship does not prevent you from thinking it! Why, then, you
-should have the courage to speak it out!”
-
-Dimly, while she stared in his distracted countenance, the meaning, of
-the wild talk dawned upon her. With a startled exclamation, she
-dragged her arm from his clutch, and drew back a step. Trembling in her
-agitation, her gray eyes distended themselves out of all likeness to
-their tranquil habit.
-
-“Oh-h-h!” she murmured in dismay at him, and wrung her hands. “Oh-h!
-Stop! Stop! That is too horrible for you to think!”
-
-Gaining coherence of thought and purpose, she moved impulsively to him,
-and in turn clasped her hand upon his arm. “Put that out of your mind!”
- she adjured him. “I could not look anybody in the face if you thought
-_that_ of me. Oh, it is too terrible of you! How could you suppose that
-I could harbor such a thought? To blame you for something years before
-you were born!--to throw it into your face. And _me_ of all people! Why,
-I have cried to myself at remembering what you said about your father
-when we first met--how your little-boy memory clung affectionately to
-the soldier-figure of him in the door-way! Look at me--I cry now to
-think of it! Why, it is the one thing about you that is sacred to
-me!--the one thing that you are perfect in--and then you imagine that
-I am capable of insulting you about it! Oh, heavens, why wouldn’t you
-leave me when I told you to?”
-
-She threw his arm from her in a gust of physical impatience, but the
-glance with which, on the instant, she corrected this demonstration,
-was full of honest compassion. He groveled before this benign gaze, with
-bowed head and outstretched, pleading hands.
-
-“Forgive me! Forgive me!” he groaned, brokenly. “I could not--at
-all--know what it was I said. I am too unhappy!”
-
-“Well,” she began, with a vehement effort at calmness, “let us say
-good-bye here. There are some Germans watching us from the hotel
-windows. Or it is better perhaps--will you walk on past the school?” As
-they moved forward, she recovered more of her self-possession. “I hope
-you will be able to remember something pleasant out of our morning,” she
-said, and with a joyless laugh added, “but for the life of me, I don’t
-know what it can be. Or yes, you can remember when you woke up, and I
-stood and scolded you, from above the flowers. I pretended to bully
-you, but really all the while I was thinking how sweet of you the entire
-thing was. And later, too--oh, there were several intervals in which I
-behaved civilly to you for whole minutes at a time.”
-
-He looked wistfully at her. Beneath the forced playfulness of her tone
-it seemed to him that something hopeful sounded. “Ah, dear friend,” he
-murmured, drawing close to her--“think!--think tenderly in my behalf!
-Ask yourself--your kindest self--if I must be really driven away. Why is
-it that I may not stay? I plead with you as if it were for my life--and
-is it not indeed for my life?--my very life?”
-
-“No--Christian,” she said, gravely, “it is not your life, nor anything
-like your life. You give big labels to your emotions, but in good time
-you will see that the things themselves are not so big, or so vital. And
-you mustn’t yield so readily to all these impulses to mope and despair
-and to think yourself ill used. You must try to make for yourself a
-thicker skin--and to view things more calmly. And I don’t want you to go
-away thinking hard things of me. Is it true that I always nag you--there
-is something in you which calls out all the bully in me--but I wish you
-would think of me as your friend. It gives me great pleasure when you
-speak of me as your oldest friend in England--for I have always liked
-you, and I am interested in you, and--”
-
-“And why will you not marry me?” He interposed the question bluntly, and
-with a directness which gave it the effect of an obstacle in her path,
-isolated but impassable.
-
-She halted, and studied the pavement in consideration of her reply. When
-she looked up, it was with the veiled elation of a disputant who has his
-counter-stroke well in hand. “You said to-day that you had become your
-own master, and that you were a free man, with your life in your own
-hands. Very well. I also am my own master, and I am a free woman. My
-life is exclusively my own personal property, to live as I choose to
-live it. I value my liberty quite as highly as if I were a man. It does
-not suit me to merge any part of it in something else. There could be
-many other reasons given, no doubt, but they would be merely individual
-variations of this one chief reason--that I am a free woman, and intend
-to remain a free woman. I know what I want to do in the world, and I am
-going to try to do it, always my own way, always my own master.”
-
-He regarded her thoughtfully, bowing his head in token of comprehension.
-“But if----” he began, and then checked himself, with a gesture of
-pained submission.
-
-“There are no ‘ifs,’” she said, with resolute calmness, and held out
-her hand to him. Her control of the situation was undisputed. “We say
-good-bye, now--and we are friends--good friends. I--I thank you--for
-everything!”
-
-He stood looking at her as she walked away--a sedately graceful figure,
-erect and light of step, receding from him under the pallid green
-shelter of the young trees. Musingly, he held up the hand which still
-preserved the sense of that farewell contact with hers--and upon a
-sudden impulse put it to his lips and kissed it. Something in the action
-wrought an instantaneous change in his thoughts. All at once it was
-apparent to him that many things which should have been said to her he
-had left unsaid. In truth, it seemed upon reflection that he had said
-and done everything wrong. The notion of running after her flamed up in
-him for a moment. She was still in sight--he could distinguish her
-in the distance, stopping to buy a paper from a boy near the Temple
-station. But then the memory of her unanswerable, irrevocable “No” swept
-back upon him--and with a long sigh he turned and strode in the other
-direction.
-
-*****
-
-Frances, hastening mechanically toward her office, found relief from the
-oppressive confusion of her thoughts in the fortuitous spectacle of
-two small newsboys fighting in the gutter just at the end of the Temple
-Gardens. For the first time in her life, the sight aroused nothing
-within her save a pleased if unscientific interest. She paused, and
-almost smilingly observed the contest. She found something amusingly
-grotesque in the pseudo-Titanic rage on these baby faces. The dramatic
-fury of the embattled infants was in such ridiculous disproportion to
-the feather-weight blows they exchanged! She found herself chuckling
-aloud at some incongruous comparison which rose in her mind.
-
-Then, as the combatants parted, apparently for no better reason than the
-general volatility of youth, she remembered that she had it in mind to
-look at the “Star.” One of her friends, Mary Leach, had sent to that
-paper some days before an article on “Shopgirls’ Dormitories,” and she
-was interested in watching for its appearance. It happened that one of
-the boys had a “Star.” Acting upon some obscure whim, she gave them each
-a penny, quite in the manner of a distributor of prizes for conspicuous
-merit--and grinned to herself at the thought when she had turned her
-back on them and moved on.
-
-There was no sign of what she sought on the front page. Opening the
-sheet, her eye fell, as it were, upon a news paragraph in a middle
-column:
-
-*****
-
-“Death of the Oldest Duke.--The Shrewsbury correspondent of the
-‘Exchange Telegraph’ announces the death at Caermere Castle, at an early
-hour this morning, of the Duke of Glastonbury. His Grace, who was in his
-ninetieth year, had until last summer enjoyed the most vigorous health,
-and only now succumbs to the prostration then occasioned by the group
-of domestic bereavements which at the time created such a sensation. The
-deceased nobleman, who for the great part of his prolonged life, was
-one of the best known sportsmen in Shropshire, succeeded his father as
-eighth duke in his minority, and had been in possession of the title for
-no less than seventeen years when Her Majesty ascended the throne, thus
-constituting a record which is believed to be without parallel in the
-annals of the peerage. His successor is stated by Whitaker’s Almanac to
-be his grandson, Mr. Christian Tower, but the current editions of Burke,
-Debrett and others do not mention this gentleman, whose claims, it would
-appear, have but recently been admitted by the family.”
-
-*****
-
-Frances read it all, as she stood at the corner, with a curious sense
-of mental sluggishness. Her attention failing to follow one of the
-sentences, she went back, and laboriously traced its entire tortuous
-course, only to find that it meant no more than it had at first.
-
-It seemed a long time before she connected the intelligence on the
-printed page with the realities of actual life. Then she turned swiftly,
-and strained her eyes in the wild hope of discovering Christian still on
-the Embankment. She even took a few hurried steps, as if to follow and
-overtake him--but stopped short, confronted by the utter futility of
-such an enterprise.
-
-Then, walking slowly, her mind a maze of wondering thoughts, she went
-her way.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXI
-
-Christian strolled aimlessly about for a long time in the closely
-packed congeries of streets, little and big, behind St. Paul’s. It
-happened to be all new ground to him, and something novel was welcome to
-his troubled and restless mind. He loitered from one window to another,
-examining their contents gravely; at the old book stalls he took down
-numbers of volumes and looked laboriously through them, as if conducting
-an urgent search for something.
-
-His jumbled thoughts were a burden to him. He could get nothing coherent
-from them, It was not even clear to his perception whether he was really
-as dejected and disconsolate as he ought to be.
-
-He had only recently been plunged into despairing depths of sadness, and
-it was fitting that he should still be racked with anguish. Yet there
-was no actual pain--there was not even a dogged insensibility to the
-frivolous distractions of the moment. He became exceedingly interested
-in an old copy of Boutell, for example, and hunted eagerly through the
-multitude of heraldic cuts to see if the white bull on a green ground
-of the Torrs was among them. His disappointment at not finding it was so
-keen that for the instant it superseded his abiding grief. His discovery
-of this fact entertained him; he was almost capable of laughing in
-amusement at it. Then, in self-condemnation, he sought to call up before
-his mental vision the picture of Frances, as she had looked when they
-had said good-bye. The image would not come distinctly. Her face eluded
-him; he could only see her walking away, instead, under the feeble green
-of the young trees. None the less, he said deliberately to himself that
-he was unhappy beyond the doom of most men, and that the hope had gone
-out of his life.
-
-The day had turned out unexpectedly warm. In the middle of his shapeless
-musings, the ornate sign of a Munich brewery on a cool, shaded doorway
-suddenly attracted him. The dusky, restful emptiness of the place inside
-seemed ideally to fit his mood. He went in, and seated himself with a
-long sigh of satisfaction at one of the tables. Here, in this mellow
-quiet, over the refreshing contents of the big, covered stone mug, he
-could think peacefully and to advantage. He lit a cigar, and leaning
-back in comfort, gave the signal to his thoughts to arrange and
-concentrate themselves.
-
-What should he do next? Yes--that was far more to the point than mooning
-over the irrevocable past. He had left Duke Street with hardly any plan
-beyond not returning thither. Luggage of some sort he would have to
-have--changes of linen and the like, and the necessary articles of the
-toilet. It was his intention to buy these as the need of them arose--and
-the character of his purchases would also depend a good deal, of course,
-upon the decision he should come to concerning his movements. He had
-said that he would leave England--and now he asked himself whether there
-was anything to prevent his departure that very evening. One of the
-deepest charms of travel must be to start off on the instant, upon the
-bidding of the immediate whim, and descend upon your destination before
-there has been time to cheapen it by thinking about it. Why should he
-not eat the morrow’s breakfast in the Hague--and dine at Amsterdam?
-Similarly, he could within twenty-four hours be watching the marriage of
-Mosel and Rhine at Coblenz--or gazing upon the wide, wet, white sands of
-the Norman shore from the towering battlements of St. Michel. A hundred
-storied towns, vaguely pictured in his imagination, beckoned to him
-from across the Channel. Upon reflection, it seemed to him that Holland
-offered the most wooing invitation. He asked the waiter for Bradshaw,
-and noted the salient points of the itinerary from Queen borough.
-
-It was now three o’clock. There was plenty of time for all purchases,
-and a leisurely dinner before going to Victoria. It occurred to him that
-the dinner must be very good--a luxurious kind of farewell repast.
-
-He would make a memorandum now of the things he ought to buy here in
-London. Holland was by all accounts a dear place--and moreover he had
-heard that the Dutch customs examination was by no means troublesome.
-It would be more intelligent to complete practically his outfit here.
-He took out a pencil, and began feeling in his coat-pocket for a bit of
-paper. The hand brought out, beside Lady Milly’s note about the Private
-View, three or four unopened letters. He had entirely forgotten their
-existence--and stared at them now in puzzled indecision. It was not a
-sensible thing, or a fair thing either, to tear up and destroy unread
-the message which some one else had been at pains to transcribe for
-you. But on the other hand, these missives belonged to the stupid and
-intolerable life in Duke Street, with which he had definitely parted
-company. It might even be said, in one sense, that he was not the person
-to whom they were addressed.
-
-By some whimsical freak of the brain, he suddenly asked himself whether
-he should not go to Greece instead of Holland, and enlist as a volunteer
-in the war against the Turks. He became on the instant immersed in
-adventurous military speculations. He had not fallen into the English
-habit of following the daily papers with regularity, and he was
-conscious of no responsibility whatever toward the events of the world
-at large, as Reuter and the correspondents chronicled them. Something
-of this new war in Thessaly, however, he had perforce read and heard. Of
-the circumstances and politics surrounding this latest eruption of
-the Eastern Question he knew little more than would any of the young
-Frenchmen of education among whom he had spent his youth. But in an
-obscure way, he comprehended that good people in Western Europe always
-sympathized with the Christian as against the Moslem. It seemed that
-some generous-minded young Englishmen were already translating this
-sympathy into action; somewhere he had seen an account of a party of
-volunteers leaving London for Athens, and being cheered by their friends
-at the station. Now that he thought of it, the paper in which he had
-read the report had ridiculed the affair as an undesirable kind of a
-joke--but the impulse of the volunteers seemed fine to him, none the
-less.
-
-There ought to be some martial blood in his veins; the soldier-figure of
-his father rose before him in affirmation of the idea.
-
-But no--what nonsense it was! If ever there had been a youth bred and
-narrowed to the walks of peace, he was that young person. He who
-had never struck another human being in his life, that he could
-remember--what would such a tame sheep be doing in the open field,
-against the unknown, ferocious Osmanli Turk? The gross absurdity of the
-picture flared upon him, momentarily--and then the whole notion of armed
-adventure had vanished from his mind.
-
-His attention reverted to the letters--and now it seemed quite a
-matter of course that he should open them. The first three were of no
-importance. The fourth he regarded with wide-open eyes, after he had
-grasped the identity of the writer. He read it over slowly, more than
-once:
-
-“27A Ashley Gardens, S. W., Monday.
-
-“My Dear Mr. Christian Tower: I have taken this little place in town for
-the time being, and I shall be glad to see you when you are this way.
-To-morrow, Tuesday, is a day when I shall not be at home to other
-people--if you have nothing better to do.
-
-“Yours very sincerely,
-
-“Edith Cressage.”
-
-Nothing better to do? Christian’s thoughts lingered rather blankly upon
-the phrase--until all at once he perceived that there could not possibly
-be anything better to do. He rose with decision, hurriedly gulped what
-remained of his second pot of beer, paid his bill and marched out with
-the air of a man with a mission.
-
-In the hansom, he read the letter still again, and leaned backward to
-see as much as possible of himself in the little mirror at the side.
-His chin could not be described as closely shaven, and his garments were
-certainly not those of the afternoon caller. The resource of stopping
-at Duke Street occurred to him--but no! that would be too foolish. The
-whole significance of the day would be abolished, wiped out, by such a
-fatuous step. And he repeated to himself that it _was_ a day of supreme
-significance. By comparison with the proceedings and experiences of this
-long and crowded day, the rest of his life seemed colorless indeed. And
-what was of most importance in it, he declared to himself, was not its
-external happenings, but the fine and novel posture of his liberated
-mind toward them. He was for the first time actually a free man. His
-enfranchisement had not been thrown at him by outsiders; it proceeded
-from within him--the product of his own individuality.
-
-That was what people would discern in him hereafter--a complete and
-self-sufficient personality. He would no longer be pointed out and
-classified as somebody’s grandson--somebody’s cousin or grand-nephew.
-The world would recognize him as being himself. He felt assured,
-for example, upon reflection that Lady Cressage would not dream of
-questioning the fashion of the clothes in which he came to see her. She
-would perceive at once that he had developed beyond the silly pupilary
-stage of subordination to his coat and hat. She was so clever and
-sympathetic a woman, he felt intuitively, that these symbols of his
-emancipated condition would delight her. It was true, he saw again from
-the mirror that his collar might be a little whiter; his cuffs, too, had
-lost their earlier glow of starched freshness. But these were trifles to
-serious minds. And besides, was it not all in the family?
-
-There was a momentary block at the corner of Parliament Street, and here
-a newsboy thrust a fourth edition upon Christian with such an effect
-of authority that he found a penny and took the paper. It was the
-“Westminster Gazette,” and when he had looked upon the second page for
-a possible drawing by Gould, and had skimmed the column of desultory
-gossip on the last page, which always seemed to his alien conceptions of
-journalism to be the kind of matter he liked in a newspaper, he laid the
-sheet on his knee, and resumed his idle reverie. To his great surprise
-the cabman’s shouts through the roof were necessary to awaken him at
-Ashley Gardens. He shook himself, laughingly explained that he had been
-up all night as he paid his fare, and ascended the steps of 27A, paper
-in hand.
-
-The servant seemed prepared for his coming, for upon giving his name in
-response to her somewhat meaning inquiry, she led him in at once. He
-sat waiting for a few moments in a small and conveniently appointed
-drawing-room, and then stood up, at the rustle of rapid skirts which
-announced Lady Cressage in the half-open doorway.
-
-She entered with outstretched hand, and a radiant welcome upon her face.
-
-Christian noted that beyond the hand there was a forearm, shapely and
-cream-hued, disclosed by the lace of her flowing sleeve. There were
-billows of this lace, and of some fragile, light fabric which seemed
-sister to it, enveloping the lady, yet her tall, graceful figure was in
-some indefinable way molded to the eye beneath them all. The pale hair
-was as he had first seen it, loosely drawn across her temples; there
-were warm shadows in it which he had not thought to see. The face, too,
-had some unexpected phase, here in the subdued light of the curtained
-room. There was a sense of rosiness in the rounded flesh, a certain
-reposeful elation in the regard of the blue eyes, which put quite at
-fault the image of harrowed restlessness and nerves he had retained from
-Caermere. It was in an illuminating second that he saw all this,
-and perceived that she was very beautiful, and flushed with the deep
-consciousness that she read his thoughts like big print.
-
-“It was the greatest cheek in the world--my summoning you like this,”
- she said, as they shook hands. “Yes--sit here. Put your hat and paper
-on the sofa. This is my only reception room--but we might have a little
-more light.”
-
-She moved to the window, to pull back the curtains, and then about the
-room, lightly rearranging some of the chairs and trinkets--all with a
-buoyant daintiness of motion which inexpressibly charmed him. “These
-are not my things, you know,” she explained over her shoulder. “I am
-not trying in the least to live up to them, either. I take the place,
-furnished, for three months, from the widow of an Indian officer. You
-would think she would have some Indian things--but it might have all
-come direct from Tottenham Court Road. It’s impossible to get the
-slightest sensation of being at home, here. One could really extract
-more domesticity out of four bare cottage walls. Or no, what am I
-saying?”--she had returned, and sinking into the low chair opposite him,
-pointed her words with a frank smile into his face---“it _is_ a bit like
-home--to see you here!”
-
-“I am very glad to be here,” he assured her, nodding his unfeigned
-pleasure. “But it seemed as if you would never tell me I might come.”
-
-“Oh, I was worried to death. There were all sorts of things to see about
-when I first came up,” she explained with animation. “And I had the
-feeling that I didn’t want you to come till I had smoothed some of my
-wrinkles out, and had achieved a certain control over my nerves. It was
-not fair to myself--the view you had of me at Caermere.”
-
-The view of her that was afforded him here brought a glow of admiration
-to his eyes.
-
-“To think of your being my cousin!” he said, with some remote echo in
-his own voice of the surprise which he recalled in Dicky Westland’s
-tone. It seemed wonderful indeed as he looked at her, and smiled. He
-shook his head presently, in response to her question whether he had
-any recent news from Caermere, and continued to observe her with a rapt
-sense of the miraculous being embodied before his eyes.
-
-“But the duke is very low indeed,” she told him in a hushed voice. “I
-had it yesterday from--from one of the household.”
-
-The tidings barely affected him. That side of his mind was still fast in
-the rut of last night’s mutiny.
-
-“I have quite decided to go away,” he announced, calmly. “I get no good
-out of the life here. It does not suit me. Whatever comes to me, why,
-that I shall accept, but to use it in my own way, living my own life.
-Now that I am a free man, it astonishes me that I did not rebel long
-ago.”
-
-“Rebel--against what?” she asked him, with a kind of confidential candor
-which put him even more at his ease.
-
-“Oh, against everything,” he smiled back at her. “This existence
-that they arranged for me--it is like being embalmed and wrapped in
-mummy-cloths. Personally I do not survive a thousand years--but I am but
-one link in a long chain of respectable people who have lived like that,
-without living at all, for many thousands. It is being buried alive.
-Why, you will see what I mean--a man is a creature different from other
-human creatures. He has an individual nature of his own. His tastes, his
-inclinations, his impulses and ideas, are not quite like those of the
-people about him. He would be happy to follow these according to his own
-wishes. But then everybody seizes upon him and says: ‘No, you must
-be and do just like the rest. You will be noticed and disliked if you
-indulge in even the slightest variation. These are the coats you are to
-wear, and the hats and caps and neckties. This is Duke Street, which
-you must live in. This is the hour to get up, this is the hour to make
-calls, this is the corner of your card to turn down, this is the list of
-people at whose houses you must dine, these are your friends ready-made
-for you out of a book.’ And truly what is it all?--utter, utter
-emptiness. You are really not alive at all! You have no more personal
-sensation of your own existence than an insect. It is all this that I
-rebel against.”
-
-She reclined a little in her chair, and covered him with a meditative
-gaze. “I know the feeling,” she commented thoughtfully. “I used to
-have sharp spasms of it--oh, ages ago--whenever a shopwoman showed me
-something, and said, ‘This is very much worn just now,’ or, ‘We are
-selling a great deal of this.’ Then I would not have that particular
-thing if I died for it. But do you really feel so earnestly about it?”
- She put the question in deference to a gesture by which he had signified
-the inadequacy of her comparison. “Ah, the real life, as you call it, is
-a more complicated thing than one fancies.”
-
-“But that is precisely the point,” with vivacity. “I have thought much
-about that. Is it not the artificial life which is complicated instead?
-Do we not confound the two? If you consider it, what can be more simple
-that the natural life of a man? If an astronomer, for example, has a
-difficult problem to work out, he first busies himself in discovering
-and putting aside all the things which seem to be factors in it but
-really are not. One by one he gets rid of them, until at last he has the
-naked equation before him--and then a result is possible. But with us,
-it seems that we go quite the other way about it. We take the problem of
-life--which is extraordinarily simple to begin with--and we pile upon it
-and around it thousands of outside rules and conventions and traditions,
-and we confuse it with other thousands of prejudices, and insincerities,
-and old mistakes that no one has had the industry to examine--and then
-we look with embarrassment at what we have done, and shake our heads,
-and say that the problem is too hard, that it passes the wisdom of man
-to solve it.”
-
-“I wish you joy of solving it,” she remarked, after another reflective
-survey of his face. “I am sure I wish some one would do it. But you
-spoke of going away. How would that help matters?”
-
-The recurrence of the question startled him. He looked at her with
-lifted head, recalling swiftly meanwhile the tone in which Frances
-had uttered those same words. A blurred, imperfect retrospect of the
-morning’s events and talks passed fleetingly across his mind--and its
-progress disquieted him. Some tokens of perturbation on his face seemed
-to warn her, for she went on without waiting for an answer.
-
-“I am not surprised to find you feeling like this,” she said. “It is
-quite the effect that I imagined London would produce upon you. I have
-no right to say so, perhaps, but it seemed to me from the start that it
-was being badly managed--I mean the way you were sent here by yourself,
-and given nothing to do except follow about where Lord Lingfield led.
-It is not what I should have done--but the truth is that Emanuel knows
-nothing at all about the characters and temperaments of human beings.
-If men agree with him, he thinks they are good men, and if they disagree
-with him, they are bad men--or at least not worth thinking about at
-all.”
-
-“I had quite resolved not to commit myself to his System,” Christian
-informed her, “even before I made up my mind to--to take other steps.”
-
-His closing euphemism seemed to attract her attention. “What is it you
-intend to do?” she asked of him, softly. She sat upright again, with an
-air of friendly curiosity.
-
-In the face of this query, he discovered that his intentions were by no
-means so clear to himself as they had been. “It is still rather in the
-air,” he said vaguely. “But we talk always of myself! Tell me, instead,
-about yourself! It is an infinitely more pleasing subject. You are here
-in London for only three months? And you are alone here?”
-
-She smiled in an indefinite fashion, and leaned back in her chair.
-“Ought I to have a chaperon? I dare say. But there is no room for her
-here. The flat accommodates just one solitary elderly lady and here you
-behold her. Oh, I am a hundred years old, I assure you!”
-
-He could only wave his hand at her in genial deprecation. “Oh, who is
-younger than you?” he murmured.
-
-She sighed. “By the almanac I am four-and-twenty,” she went on, with a
-new note of gentle melancholy. “But by my own feelings, I seem to have
-been left over from the reign of William the Fourth. And really, it is
-not my own feelings alone--when I go out, I observe that very old
-men take me down to dinner, and talk to me precisely as if I were a
-contemporary of theirs.”
-
-“When we were together at Caermere,” interposed Christian, “you
-confessed to me that you were not happy--and it was my great delight to
-pledge myself that if ever there was anything I could do--”
-
-“Oh, there is nothing at all,” she interrupted him to declare. “My
-case will not come up. It has all been settled. The accounts, or
-settlements--or whatever you call them--have been made up, and my share
-of my husband’s share of his father’s interest in _his_ father’s estate
-has been ascertained. I have six hundred a year for life. It is a mild
-and decorous competence. I do not complain. It will keep a genteel roof
-over my head here in London, or a small house and a pony-trap in the
-country. It will run to a month at a pension in the cheaper parts of
-Switzerland, or perhaps even to a lodging and a bath-chair at Brighton,
-when it is not quite the season. Oh, I shall get on very well indeed--at
-all events,” she added with a touch of bitterness, “much better than I
-deserve to do.”
-
-Christian lifted his brows in protesting inquiry. “You always speak in
-that tone of yourself! It pains me to hear you. I cannot think of any
-one who deserves the kindness and friendly good offices of fortune more
-than you.”
-
-Lady Cressage gave an uncertain little laugh. “You are too
-generous-minded--too innocent. You do not know. Me? My dear friend--I
-have committed the unpardonable sin! I humiliated and degraded myself
-to win a great prize in the world’s lottery--and I did not bring it off.
-That is my offense. If I had won the trick--why, they would be burning
-incense before me! But I lost instead--and they leave me quite by myself
-to digest my own disgust. I don’t talk about it--I have never said as
-much to any living soul as I am saying to you--I don’t know why I am
-telling you--”
-
-“Is there any one else who would listen with such sympathy?” Christian
-heard himself interjecting.
-
-“But it is too cruel,” continued Lady Cressage, “too shameful a story! I
-was not happy at home. It was nobody’s fault in particular; I don’t know
-that we were more evil-tempered and selfish among ourselves than most
-other middle-class households with four hundred a year, and three
-daughters to marry off. I was the youngest, and I had the sort of good
-looks which were in fashion at the moment, and mamma worked very hard
-for me--pretending to idolize me before people though we yapped at
-each other like fox-terriers in private--and I was lucky in making
-friends--and so I went swimming out on the top of the wave that season,
-the most envied poor fool of a girl in London. And when Cressage wanted
-to marry me--I was dizzy with the immensity of what seemed to be offered
-me. My parents were mad with pride and ecstasy. Everybody around me
-pretended a kind of holy joy at my triumph. I give you my word!--never
-so much as a whisper came to my ears of any shadow of a reason why I
-should hesitate--why I should think a second time! Do you see? There
-was not an honest person--a single woman or a man with decency enough to
-warn an ignorant girl of her danger--within reach of me anywhere. They
-all kept as silent as the grave--with that lying grin of congratulation
-on their mean faces--and they led me to be married to the beast!”
-
-She had sat erect in her chair as she spoke, and now she rose to her
-feet, motioning him not to get up as she did so. She took a restless
-step or two, her shoulders trembling with excitement, and her hands
-clenched. “Ah-h! I will never forgive them the longest day of my life!”
- she called out.
-
-Then, with a determined shake of her head, she seemed to master herself.
-Standing before a small mirror in the panel of a cabinet against the
-wall, she busied her beautiful hands in correcting the slight disorder
-of her hair. When she turned to him, it was with a faint, tremulous
-smile surmounting the signs of stress and agitation upon her face. She
-sank into the chair again, with a long-drawn breath of resignation.
-
-“But it isn’t nice to abuse the dead,” she remarked, striving after an
-effect of judicial fairness in her voice. “I didn’t mean to speak like
-that. And for that matter, why should I speak at all of him? One
-doesn’t blame a wolf for man-eating. You execrate instead the people
-who deliberately throw a helpless human being to the wolf. I even say to
-myself that I have no quarrel with Cressage. He was as God made him--if
-the thought isn’t blasphemous. He was a great, overgrown, bullying,
-blubbering, ignorant boy, who never got beyond the morals of the stables
-and kennels, and the standards of taste of the servants’ hall. One could
-hardly call him vicious; that is to say, he did not deliberately set
-out to cause suffering. He did not do anything on deliberation. He acted
-just as his rudimentary set of barbaric impulses prompted him to act.
-Some of these impulses would have been regarded as virtues in a more
-intelligent man. For example, he was wildly, insanely jealous of me. It
-took the most impossible and vulgar forms, it is true, but still----”
-
-“Oh, need we talk of him?” It was with almost a groan of supplication
-that Christian stopped her. “He is too unpleasant to think about.
-Nothing that I had heard of him before made me sorry that he was
-dead--but this--it is too painful. But now you are a free woman--you see
-your path well before you, to travel as you choose. And what will you
-do?”
-
-She sighed and threw up her hands with a gesture of contemptuous
-indifference. “What does any English lady with six hundred a year do?
-Devote her energies to seeing that she gets--let me see, what is the
-sum?--to seeing that she gets twelve thousand shillings’ worth of
-respectable discomfort, and secures reasonable opportunities for making
-those about her uncomfortable also. Oh, I don’t in the least know what
-I shall do. The truth is,” she added, with a sad smile, “I have lived
-alone with my dislikes so long, and I have nourished and watered them
-so carefully, that now they fill my whole garden. They have quite choked
-out the flowers of existence--these thick, rank, powerful weeds. And I
-haven’t the energy--perhaps I haven’t even the desire--to pull them up.
-They seem appropriate, somehow--they belong to the desolation that has
-been made of my life.”
-
-Christian bent forward, and made a movement as if to take one of the
-hands which lay dejectedly in her lap. He did not do this, but touched a
-projecting bit of lace upon one of the flounces of her gown, and twisted
-it absent-mindedly in his fingers instead.
-
-“You are still unhappy!” he said reproachfully, his eyes glowing with
-the intensity of his tender compassion. “I do not forgive myself for
-my inability to be of help to you. It is incredible that there is not
-something I can do.”
-
-“But you are going away,” she reminded him, in a soft monotone. “You
-have your own unpleasantnesses to think of--and you are occupied with
-plans for rearranging your life on new lines. I only hope that you will
-find the happiness you are setting out in search of. But then men can
-always get what they want, if they are only sufficiently in earnest
-about it.”
-
-“It is not entirely settled that I shall go away,” said Christian.
-He twisted the lace in the reverse direction, and hesitated over his
-further words. “That was only one of several alternatives. I am clear
-only about my resolve to make a stand--to break away. But if I remained
-here in England--in London?”--He looked with mingled trepidation and
-inquiry into her face. “If I did not go abroad--is there anything I
-could do?”
-
-She regarded with attentiveness the hand which was playing havoc with
-her flounce--and it straightway desisted. She continued to study the
-little screwed-up cone of lace, in meditative silence. At last she shook
-her head. “You must not give it another thought,” she said, but with no
-touch of dictation in her musing tone. Her eyes dwelt upon him with a
-remote and ruminating gaze. “I belong to a past generation. My chances
-in the lottery are all exhausted--things of the past. You must not
-bother about me. And I think you ought to give up those ideas of yours
-about breaking away, as you call it. London hasn’t been made pleasant
-for you, simply because the wrong people have gone the wrong way about
-it to arrange matters for you. But there are extremely nice people among
-the set you know, if you once understood them. With your position, you
-can command any kind of associations you wish to have. After it is all
-said and done, I think England has its full share of cultivated and
-refined people of intelligence. I have not seen much of the Continent,
-but I do not believe that it possesses any superiority over us in that
-respect.”
-
-“But in your own case,” urged Christian, somewhat hazily; “you said that
-there were no honest people about you to warn you--though you were in
-the best society. That is my feeling--that you do not get the truth from
-them. They do not lie to you--but they are silent about the truth.”
-
-“Is it different elsewhere?” she asked, gravely. “Is not the young
-girl sold everywhere? Do you think that marriage is a more sacred and
-ethereal thing among the great families of France or Austria or Germany
-than it is with us? I have heard differently.”
-
-“Oh, we are all equally uncivilized about women,” he admitted. “I feel
-very strongly about that. But you, who have such knowledge and such
-clear opinions--would you not love to do something to alter this
-injustice to women? The thought has been much in my mind, of late.” He
-paused to reflect in fleeting wonderment upon the fact that only this
-morning he had been absorbed in it. “And my meaning is,” he stumbled
-on, “there is nothing I would rather devote my life to than the task of
-making existence easier and broader and more free for young women. Could
-there be any finer work than that? I know that it appeals to you.”
-
-She looked at him with an element of doubt in her glance. “Nothing
-appeals very much to me--and I’m afraid my sex least of all. I do not
-like them, to tell the truth. I never get over the surprised disgust of
-waking up in the morning and finding that I am one of them. But this is
-rather wandering from the point, isn’t it? I was urging you to give
-over the notion of making a demonstration. You have waited thus long; be
-content to wait just a little longer. My private belief is that the Duke
-will not live the week out.”
-
-Still, the assurance seemed to suggest nothing to him. “But if he dies,”
- he protested, “how then will I be different? I am lonely--I am like a
-forlorn man escaped on a raft from a shipwreck--I eat my heart out in
-friendless solitude. And if I have a great title--why, then I shall be
-more alone than ever. It is that way with such men--I have seen that
-they hold themselves aloof--and others do not come freely near them.
-It frightens me--the thought of living without friends. I say to you
-solemnly that I would give it all--the position, the authority and
-dignity, the estates, Caermere, everything--for the assurance of one
-warm, human heart answering in every beat to mine! Has friendship
-perished out of the world, then? Or has it never existed, except in the
-books?”
-
-Her beauty had never been so manifest to him, as now while he gazed at
-her, and she did not speak. There seemed the faint, delicate hint of
-a tenderness in the classical lines of the face that he had not seen
-before. It was as if his appeal had brought forth some latent aptitude
-of romance, to mellow the direct glance of her eyes, and soften in some
-subtle way the whole charm of her presence. A new magic was visible in
-her loveliness--and the sense that his words had conjured it into
-being thrilled him with a wistful pride. No woman had thus moved
-him heretofore. The perception that she was plastic to his mental
-touch--that this flower-like marvel of comeliness and grace, of
-exquisite tastes and pure dignity of soul, could be swayed by his
-suggestion, would vibrate at the tone of his voice--awed him as if he
-were confronted by a miracle. His breath came and went under a dull
-consciousness of pain--which was yet more like pleasure. A bell sounded
-somewhere within the house, and its brief crystal resonance seemed
-somehow to clarify the ferment of his thoughts. All at once, as by the
-flooding of sunlight into a darkened labyrinth, his mind was clear to
-him. He knew what he wanted--nay, what all the years had been leading
-him up to desire.
-
-With his gaze maintained upon her face--timidly yet with rapturous
-intentness, as if fearful of breaking the spell--he rose to his feet,
-and stood over her. A confusion of unspoken words trembled on his lips,
-as her slow glance lifted itself to his.
-
-“It was like the pleasantry of a beautiful, roguish little girl”--he
-began, smiling nervously down at her--“your saying that you belonged
-to a generation earlier than mine. Do you think I do not know my
-generation? And am I blind, that I do not see what is most precious in
-it? This is what----”
-
-An extraordinary outburst of disputing voices, in the little hallway
-close at hand, broke in upon his words. He stopped, stared inquiringly
-at Lady Cressage, and beheld her rise, frowning and hard-eyed, and step
-toward the door. A vague sense of the familiar came to him from the
-louder of the accents outside.
-
-The door was opened, and the domestic, red-faced, and spluttering with
-wrath, began some stammered explanation to her mistress. What she sought
-to say did not appear, for on the instant the door was pushed farther
-back, and a veiled lady took up her energetic stand upon the threshold.
-
-“Don’t blame her,” this lady cried, in high, rapid tones. “I forced my
-way in--something told me that you were at home. And when you hear my
-news----”
-
-“Oh, since you are here”--Lady Cressage began, coldly. “But, really,
-Mrs. Torr----”
-
-“Oh, no--call me Cora!” the other interrupted, vivaciously.
-
-She went further, and bustling her arms against Edith’s shoulders,
-purported to kiss her on both cheeks. Then, drawing back her head, she
-went on: “My dear, the duke died at two this morning! It’s in all the
-papers. But what isn’t in any of the papers is that the heir is missing.
-It’s a very curious story. Mr. Westland here”--by her gesture it seemed
-that Dicky was behind her in the hallway--“went to Duke Street this
-noon, and found Christian’s man in great alarm. The youngster had
-bolted, leaving a note saying merely that he was called away. Mr.
-Westland’ then hunted me up, and we started out, for I had a kind
-of clue, don’t you see. I knew where he was at ten o’clock this
-forenoon--and we drove to Arundel Street, and there we found----”
-
-Christian hurriedly stepped forward. “Oh, I think you may take it that
-I am not lost,” he called out, revealing himself to the astonished Cora.
-For the moment the chief thing in his mind was satisfaction at having
-interrupted her disclosures about Arundel Street.
-
-Then, as other thoughts crowded in upon him, he straightened his
-shoulders and lifted his chin. “It’s all right,” he said, with a
-reassuring wave of the hand toward the womenfolk of his family.
-
-
-
-
-PART IV
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXII
-
-On the morning of the funeral, six days later, Christian rose very
-early, and took coffee in his library shortly after seven. Then,
-lighting a cigarette, he resumed work upon several drawers full of
-papers, open on the big table, where it had been left off the previous
-evening. The details of the task seemed already familiar to him. He
-scanned one document after another with an informed eye, and put it
-in its proper pile without hesitation. He made notes suggested by the
-contents of each, on the pad before him, with a quill pen and corrected
-the vagaries of this unaccustomed implement, in the matter of blots and
-inadequate lines, with painstaking patience. There were steel nibs in
-abundance, and two gold stylographic pens, but he clung resolutely to
-the embarrassing feather.
-
-After a time he rested from his labors, and rang the bell beside his
-desk; almost upon the instant Falkner appeared in the doorway.
-
-“If Mr. Westland is up,” said Christian, “you may ask him to join me
-here.”
-
-“Yes, Your Grace,” the smooth-voiced, soft-mannered man replied, and
-vanished.
-
-The young duke rose, yawned slightly and moved to the window nearest
-him. It opened, upon examination, and he stepped out on a narrow balcony
-of stone which skirted the front of the square tower he had quitted. The
-outlook seemed to be to the northeast, for a patch of sunshine lay upon
-the outer edge of the balcony at the right. Breathing in delightedly the
-fresh Maymorning air, he gazed upon the bold prospect of hills receding
-in lifted terraces high against the remote sky-line. He had not seen
-just this view from Caermere before--and he said to himself that it was
-finer than all the others. Above each lateral stretch of purplish-gray
-granite, to the farthest distance, there ran a band of cool green
-foliage--the inexpressibly tender green of young birch trees; their
-thin, chalk-white stems were revealed in delicate tracery against
-indefinable sylvan shadows.
-
-Through the early stillness, he could hear the faint murmur of the
-Devon, gurgling in the depths of the ravine between him and the nearest
-hill. “To-morrow,” he thought, “will begin the true life! All this will
-be my home--mine! mine! and before anybody is up in the morning I will
-be down where that river of black water runs, and fish in the deep pools
-for trout.”
-
-Some one touched his elbow. He turned with a quick nod and smile to
-greet Dicky Westland. “I am up ages before you, you see,” he said
-genially. “It was barely daylight when I woke--and I suffered tortures
-trying to remain in bed even till six. Oh, this is wonderful out here!”
-
-“Awfully jolly place, all round,” commented Dicky. He blinked to
-exorcise the spirit of sleep and gazed at the prospect with determined
-enthusiasm. “I haven’t looked about much, but I’ve found out one thing
-already. There’s a ghost in my room--and I think he must have been a
-professional pedestrian in life.”
-
-“Splendid!” cried Christian, gaily. “Have you had coffee--or it is tea
-you people drink, isn’t it? Then shall we get to work? I want the papers
-out of the way before Emanuel comes. They will all be here between nine
-and ten. I wanted to send carriages to Craven Arms, but it seemed there
-were not horses enough, so hired traps are to be brought up from the
-station.”
-
-“Do you know who are coming?”
-
-“Lord Julius, and Emanuel and his wife; the captain and his wife and
-brother; Lord Chobham, and Lord Lingfield--I don’t know if any of their
-women will come--and Lady Cressage. Then there are some solicitors,
-and perhaps some old acquaintances of my grandfather’s. At all events,
-Welldon has ordered four carriages and a break. There is to be breakfast
-at ten, and I shall be glad when it is all over--when everything is
-over. Do you know?--I have never been to a funeral in my life--and I
-rather funk it.”
-
-“Oh, they’re not so bad as you always think they’re going to be,” said
-the secretary, consolingly. “The main thing is the gloves. I never could
-understand it--but black gloves are invariably about two sizes smaller
-than ordinary colors. You want to look out for that. But I dare say your
-man is up to the trick--he looks a knowing party, does Falkner.”
-
-“I fancy I shall give him back to Emanuel,” remarked Christian,
-thoughtfully.
-
-“He is an excellent servant, but he reminds me too much of Duke Street.
-Did you notice the old butler yesterday afternoon?--he stood at the head
-of the steps to meet us--that is old Barlow. I have a great affection
-for him. I shall have him valet me, I think.”
-
-“Isn’t he rather venerable for the job?” suggested the other. “And
-wouldn’t it be rather a come-down for a head butler? They’re awfully
-keen about their distinctions among themselves, you know.”
-
-Christian smiled with placidity. “I think that the man whom I pick out
-to be nearest me will feel that he has the best place in the household.
-I shall be very much surprised indeed if that isn’t Barlow’s view. And
-of course he will have his subordinates. But now let us take Welldon’s
-statement for the last half of ’95, and the two halves of ’96.
-Then we can get to the mine. Unless I am greatly mistaken, that is most
-important. I find that the mining company’s lease falls in early next
-year. And won’t you ring the bell and have Welldon sent up when he
-comes?”
-
-*****
-
-Upon mature reflection Christian decided not to descend to meet his
-guests at breakfast. When he had dismissed the estate agent, Welldon,
-after a prolonged and very comprehensive interview, he announced this
-decision to Westland. “You must go down and receive them in my place,”
- he said.
-
-“I will say that you have a cold,” suggested Dicky.
-
-“By no means,” returned Christian, promptly.
-
-“It is not necessary to enter into details. You receive them--that is
-all. I have spoken with Barlow; he knows what to do with them in the
-matter of rooms and so on. I am breakfasting here. And afterward--say at
-eleven o’clock--I will see some of them here. There is an hour to spare
-then, before we go to the church. I am not clear about this--which ones
-to see first. There is that stupid reading of the will after we get
-back----”
-
-“By George! do they do that still?” interrupted Dicky. “I know they did
-in Trollope and George Eliot--but I thought it had gone out.”
-
-“It is kept up in old families,” replied Christian, simply. “In this
-case it is a pure formality, of course. There is no mystery whatever.
-The will was made in 1859, after the entail was broken, and merely
-bequeaths everything in general terms to the heir-at-law. My grandfather
-covenanted, at the same time, to Lord Julius to make no subsequent will
-save by his advice and consent--so that there can be no complications
-of any kind. I am thinking whether it would be better to see Lord Julius
-and Emanuel before the reading of this will or after. Really it makes no
-difference--perhaps it is better to get it over with. Yes--say to them
-that I beg they will come to me here at eleven. You might bring them up
-and then leave us together--or no, they know the way. Let them come up
-by themselves.”
-
-Through the open window there came the grinding sound of wheels upon
-the gravel of the drive, around at the east front. At a gesture from the
-other, Dicky hurried away.
-
-Left to himself, Christian wandered again to the casement, and regarded
-the spacious view with renewed interest. Falkner entered presently,
-bearing a large tray, and spread some covered dishes upon a cloth on the
-library table.
-
-“How many carriages have come?” the master asked from his place at the
-window.
-
-“Four, Your Grace--and a break with some wreaths and Lord Chobham’s man
-and a maid--I think it is Lady Cressage’s maid.”
-
-“Who has come--outside the family?”
-
-“Three gentlemen, Your Grace--one of them is Mr. Soman. Barlow thinks
-they are all solicitors.”
-
-Christian mused briefly upon the presence of Lord Julius’s man of
-business. Since that first evening of his on English soil, at Brighton,
-he had not seen this Mr. Soman. He remembered nothing of him, indeed,
-save his green eyes. And now that he thought of it, even this was not a
-personal recollection. It was the remark of the girl on the boat, about
-his having green eyes, which stuck in his memory. He smiled, as he
-looked idly out on the hills.
-
-The girl on the boat! Was it not strange that his mind should have
-applied to her this distant and chilling designation? Only a few days
-ago--it would not be a week till to-morrow--she had seemed to him the
-most important person in the world. A vision of his future had possessed
-him, in which she alone had a definite share. How remote it seemed--and
-how curious!
-
-He recalled, quite impersonally, what he had heard in one way or another
-about her family. Her father was some sort of underling in the general
-post office--a clerk or accountant, or something of the kind. There was
-a son--of course, that would be the brother Cora had spoken of--and
-the ambition of the family had expended itself in sending this boy to
-a public school, and to the university. The family had made great
-sacrifices to do this--and apparently these had been wasted. He had the
-distinct impression of having been told that the son was a worthless
-fellow. How often that occurred in England--that everything was done
-for the son, and nothing at all for the daughters! Then in fairness he
-reflected that it was even worse in France. Yes, but somehow Frenchwomen
-had a talent for doing for themselves. They were cleverer than their
-brothers--more helpful, resourceful--in spite of the fact that the
-brothers had monopolized the advantages. Images of capable, managing
-Frenchwomen he had known rose before his mind’s eye; he saw them again
-accomplishing wonders of work, diligent, wise, sensible, understanding
-everything that was said or done. Yet, oddly enough, these very paragons
-of feminine capacity had a fatal unfeminine defect; they did not know
-how to bring up their sons. Upon that side they were incredibly weak and
-silly; it was impossible to prevent their making pampered fools of their
-boys.
-
-Suddenly his vagrant fancies were concentrated upon the question of how
-Frances Bailey would bring up a boy--a son of her own. It was an absurd
-query to have raised itself in his mind--and he put it away from him
-with promptitude. There remained, however, a kind of mental protest
-lodged on her behalf among his thoughts. He perceived that in his
-ruminations he had done her an injustice. She was not inferior in
-capability or courage to any of the self-sufficient Frenchwomen he had
-been thinking of, and in the matter of intellectual attainments was
-she not immeasurably superior to them all? The translucent calm of her
-mind--penetrating, far-reaching, equable as the starlight--how queer
-that it should be coupled with such a bad temper! She always quarreled
-with him, and bullied him, when they were together. Even when she was
-exhibiting to him the sunniest aspects of her mood, there was always a
-latent defiance of him underneath, ready to spring forth at a word. He
-remembered how, at the close of their first meeting, she had refused to
-tell him her name. He saw now that this obstinacy of hers had annoyed
-him more than he had imagined. For an instant it assumed almost the
-character of a grievance--but then his attention fastened itself at
-random upon the remarkable fact that he had seen her only twice in his
-life. Upon reflection, this did seem very strange indeed. But it was the
-fact--and in the process of readjusting his impressions of the past six
-months to fit with it, the figure of her receded in his mind, grew less
-as she moved away under a canopy of dull yellowish-green, which vaguely
-identified itself with the trees on the Embankment. She dwindled thus
-till he thought of her again, with a dim impulse of insistence upon the
-phrase, as the girl on the boat. The transition to thoughts of other
-things gave his mind no sort of trouble.
-
-He pondered some of these other things--formlessly and
-light-heartedly--while he stood at the library table, and picked morsels
-here and there from the dishes laid for him. His absence of appetite he
-referred tacitly to the warmth of the day, as it was sunnily developing
-itself outside. Here on this shaded side of the castle, it was cool
-enough, but there was the languor of spring in the air. He scrutinized
-this new library of his afresh. Until Barlow had opened it for him,
-shortly after his arrival yesterday, it could not have been used for
-years. Most of its appointments had a very ancient look; no doubt they
-must date back at least to the seventh Duke’s time. It was incredible
-that his grandfather, the eighth Duke, should have been inspired to
-furnish a library. There were many shelves of apparently very old books
-as well, but there was also a vast deal of later rubbish--stock and
-sporting annuals, veterinary treatises, county directories and the
-like--which he would lose no time in putting out. He saw already how
-delightful a room could be made of it. It had the crowning merit of
-being connected with the suite of apartments he had chosen for his own.
-From the door at the side, opposite the fine old fireplace, one entered
-the antechamber to his dressing-room. This gave to the library an
-intimate character, upon which he reflected with pleasure. Here he would
-come, secure from interruption, and spend among his books the choicest
-and most fruitful hours of his leisure. It was plain to him that
-henceforth he would do a great deal of reading, and perhaps--why
-not?--of writing too.
-
-There was a rap upon the door, and then Falkner, opening it, announced
-Lord Julius and his son. They came in together, diffusing an impalpable
-effect of constraint. The elder man seemed in Christian’s eyes bigger
-than ever; his white beard spread over the broad chest like a vine run
-wild. Emanuel, who lapsed in the wake of his father, was unexpectedly
-small by comparison. The shadows, where the two stood, emphasized the
-angular peculiarities of his bald head. His thin face took an effect of
-sallow pallor from his black clothes. Already he had his black gloves in
-his hands.
-
-Christian stepped forward to meet them--and was suddenly conscious of
-the necessity for an apology. “I did not come down,” he murmured, as he
-shook hands with a grave smile--“I am not quite master of myself yet. It
-is still strange to me. But come to the window, and let us sit down.”
-
-They followed him, and took the chairs he pushed out for them. He
-perched himself on the corner of the big table, and lightly stroked the
-glazed boot of the foot which was not on the floor. “I am glad to hear
-that Kathleen has come,” he said to his cousin. “I hope she is very
-well.”
-
-“Extremely so,” replied Emanuel. Then, upon reflection, he added, “We
-had hoped that you would come to us, on your way down from London.”
-
-“There was so much to do in town,” explained Christian, hazily. “My
-grandfather’s lawyers came up at once from Shrewsbury, and it was
-necessary to see a good deal of them--and then there were the tailors
-and outfitters. It was all I could do to get away yesterday morning. And
-of course--by that time I was needed here.” He turned to the other. “And
-you are very well, Uncle Julius?”
-
-“I am well,” said the elder man, with what Christian suspected for the
-instant to be significant brevity. The father and son had exchanged a
-look, as well, which seemed to have a meaning beyond his comprehension.
-But then he forgot these momentary doubts in the interest of the
-discovery that there were tears in his great-uncle’s eyes.
-
-Lord Julius unaffectedly got out a handkerchief, and wiped them away.
-He looked up at the young man as through a mist. “I never dreamed that
-I should feel it so much,” he said, huskily. “I am amazed at myself--and
-then ashamed at my amazement--but Kit’s death has somehow put me about
-and upset me to a tremendous extent. There was thirteen years between
-us--but when you get to be an old man, that seems no more than as many
-weeks. And Emanuel”--he addressed his son with the solemnity befitting a
-revelation--“I am an old man.”
-
-Emanuel frowned a little in his abstracted fashion. “You are less old
-than any other man of your years in England,” he protested.
-
-Christian, listening, somehow found no conviction in these reassuring
-words. It dawned upon him suddenly that Lord Julius had in truth aged a
-great deal. The perception of this disarranged the speech he had in his
-mind.
-
-“There are a thousand things to be talked over,” he began, with an eye
-upon Emanuel, “but I do not know if this is quite the opportune time. I
-wished to lose no time in seeing you both, of course--but you will not
-be hurrying away. No doubt there will be a better opportunity.”
-
-“I don’t think it will be found that there is so very much to say,”
- remarked Emanuel. A gentle but persistent melancholy seemed to pervade
-his tone.
-
-“There is the complication”--Christian began again, and hesitated. “That
-is to say--you know even better and more fully than I do, to what a
-great extent I am in your hands. And there the complication, as I said,
-arises. I have been working very hard on the figures--with the lawyers
-in London, and here since I arrived--but before we touch those at all,
-I ought to tell you frankly, Emanuel: I do not see my way to meeting the
-conditions which you suggested to me last autumn, when we met first.”
- Emanuel seemed in no wise perturbed by the announcement. His nervous
-face maintained its unmoved gravity. “It was never anything more than a
-pious hope that you would,” he commented. “I may add,” he went on,
-“that even this hope cannot be said to have survived your first visit.
-Otherwise, I should have tried to have you see London under different
-auspices--through different eyes.”
-
-The calmness with which the decision he had regarded as so momentous
-met acceptance disconcerted Christian. He had mentally prepared for
-the defense of his hostile attitude toward the System--and, lo! not a
-syllable of challenge was forthcoming.
-
-“But there remains, all the same, the principal difficulty,” he said,
-thinking hard upon his words. “It does not lessen my obligations to
-you as my chief creditors.” He looked from one to the other, as if in
-uncertainty as to which was the master mind. “You have both been very
-open with me. You have told me why it was that you devoted a large
-fortune to buying up the mortgages on the estate which is now mine--and
-to lending always more money upon it--until now the interest eats up
-the income like a visitation of locusts. But my knowledge of the motives
-does not help me. And you must not think, either,” his confidence was
-returning now, and with it a better control over his phrases--“that I
-am begging for help. I look the situation in the face, and I do not feel
-that I am afraid of it. I see already many ways in which I can make a
-better fight of it than my grandfather made.”
-
-Lord Julius held up a hand. “Is there not a misconception there?”
- he asked, pleasantly enough. “A fight involves antagonists--and I
-intervened in poor Kit’s affairs as a protector, not as an assailant.”
-
-Christian stood erect, and knitted his brows in puzzled thought upon
-both the manner and the matter of these words.
-
-“But it is still the same,” he persisted. “You were his good friend--as
-I know you are mine--or hope very sincerely that you are--but none the
-less you were his overwhelmingly big creditor, as now you are mine. If
-one is greatly in debt, then one struggles to get out. It is in that
-sense that I meant the word ‘fight.’ And, to repeat, I see many ways of
-making progress. I find that Welldon is not exclusively my man. He is
-the agent of three other estates as well, because we could not pay him
-enough here for all of his services. That I will alter at once. I find
-that we have no mineral bailiff. The company at Coalbrook has paid such
-royalties as it pleased, without check of any sort. We have the right
-to examine their books, but it has never been exercised. Next week my
-secretary and Welldon go to Coalbrook. I find that the company’s lease
-of twenty-one years expires next February. Eh bien! It will be strange
-if I do not get ten thousand pounds hereafter, where less than four has
-come in hitherto. My lawyers already know of capitalists who desire to
-bid for the new lease--and the estimate of increase is theirs, not mine.
-But these are details. I mention them to you only to show you that I am
-not afraid. But anxious, I do not deny that I am. I have not been bred
-to these things--and I may easily make mistakes. It would take a great
-load off my mind if--if, in some measure, you would be my advisers as
-well as my creditors.”
-
-“Why should you ever have doubted that?” asked Emanuel, in a tone of
-somber kindliness.
-
-“Ah, but I do not mean advice about the management of the estate,” put
-in Christian, with an over-eager instinct of self-defense. “I do not
-shrink from taking that completely on my own shoulders. I would not
-trouble you with anything of that sort. But of larger matters----”
-
-“There is one large matter,” interrupted Lord Julius, speaking with
-great deliberation, “which I find outweighing all others in my mind. It
-is not new to my mind--but to-day it pushes everything else aside. It
-is the thought of the family itself. I have told you this before--let
-me say it to you again. Everything that I have done--every penny that I
-have laid out--has been with this one end in view--the family. Yet this
-morning I have been thinking of it--and I am frightened. While poor old
-Kit lingered along, it was not so easy to grasp it, somehow--but his
-going off makes it glaring. There are too few of us. I am alone in my
-generation--and so is Emanuel in his--and so are you in yours, save for
-those rowdy simpletons Eddy and Gus. And beyond you, there is only that
-little girl baby of Cora Bayard’s! I want you to marry, Christian. I
-want to see sons of yours growing up here at Caermere--hearty, fine boys
-to carry the name of Torr along. That I am really in earnest about. By
-comparison with it, nothing else on earth matters--for us.”
-
-“Oh, I shall marry,” Christian replied, in smiling seriousness. “Of
-course, that is the obvious thing to be done. And now”--he looked at his
-watch--“it is time for me to dress. It is arranged that you and Emanuel
-and Kathleen drive to the church in the carriage with me. It is not
-quite orthodox precedence, I know, but I could not bear to--to have it
-otherwise. And we will think no more about those other matters until
-tomorrow.”
-
-“Other matters,” repeated Lord Julius, and exchanged a look with his son
-as they rose. “My dear Christian, there are no other matters.”
-
-“No--not till to-morrow,” answered Christian, with a doubtful smile.
-“But then I am afraid there are a good many.”
-
-Emanuel filled in the pause. “Mr. Soman has brought all the papers,” he
-said, with a flitting return to his lighter manner. “It is my father’s
-meaning that the mortgages are extinguished.”
-
-Christian gazed from one to the other with a face full of stupefaction.
-His knees shook and sought to bend under him. Tremblingly he essayed to
-speak--and his lips would make no sound.
-
-Lord Julius laid his big hand on the young man’s shoulder--and
-Christian, dimly recalling the effect of this touch in the days when
-he had first known it, thrilled at the novel restfulness it somehow now
-conferred.
-
-“Only show me a son of yours,” said the old man, with tender gravity.
-“Let me see an heir before I die.”
-
-Without further words, the two left him. Christian, staring at the
-shadowed door through which they had vanished, remained standing. His
-confused brain quailed in the presence of thoughts more stupendous than
-the ancient hills outside.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIII
-
-Several thousand people caught that day their first curious glimpse of
-the new master of Caermere. At the most there were but a handful of aged
-persons, in the throng clustered along the sides of the road winding
-down from the Castle to the partially restored medieval collegiate
-church in the valley, who could remember any other duke than the one
-being borne now to lie among his fathers. The fact that these venerable
-folk, without exception, were in the enjoyment of a day’s holiday from
-the workhouse, might have interested a philosopher, had it been pressed
-upon his attention.
-
-Quite two hundred horsemen, mounted in their own saddles on their own
-beasts, rode in the long procession which descended from Caermere toward
-the close of the noon hour. Clad in decent black for the greater part,
-with old silk hats or other formal and somber headgear, they jogged
-sedately in unison as the curbed horses stepped with caution down the
-hill. Their browned and large-featured faces wore a uniform mask of
-solemnity--distinguished chiefly by a resolute contraction of brows and
-lips, and eyes triumphantly cleared of all traces of speculation. They
-looked down, as they passed, upon the humbler dalesmen and laborers
-of the hillsides, and their womenfolk and swarming children, with an
-impassive, opacated gaze.
-
-On the green, before the little covered gateway to the churchyard, dull
-murmurs spread through this cortege, propelled sidelong from mouths
-which scorned to open; the main principles of a proposed evolution came
-slowly, in some mysterious way, to be comprehended among them: after
-almost less backing and pushing into one another than might have
-been expected, they perceived themselves emerging into an orderly
-arrangement, by which they lined the two sides of the carriage-way
-crossing the green. They regarded each other across this significant
-strip of gravel with a gloomy stolidity of pride: the West Salop
-Yeomanry could scarcely have done it better. Then another rustle of
-whispered sounds along their ranks toward the church--and the civic side
-of their demonstration came uppermost. With a tightened left hand upon
-the reins, they removed their hats, and held them so that they could
-most readily read the names of the makers inside.
-
-The carriages bearing the family of Torr, preceded by the curtained
-hearse, and followed by a considerable number of broughams and closed
-landaus recognizable as the property of the neighboring gentry, moved
-silently forward along this lane of uncovered horsemen. The distant
-swelling moan of the organ floated on the May air, in effect a comment
-upon the fact that the tolling of the bell in the tower had ceased.
-
-The intermittent noise of carriage-doors being sharply shut, and of
-wheels getting out of the way, proceeded from the head of the procession
-at the gate--and tenants and other undistinguished people on foot began
-to press forward between the ranks. The horsemen, with furtive glances
-to right and left, put on their hats again, and let the restive animals
-stretch their muscles in the path. A few, dismounting, and giving their
-bridles over to boys, joined those who were moving toward the church.
-The majority, drawing their horses aside into groups formed at random,
-and incessantly shifting, lent their intellects, and in some restrained
-measure their tongues, to communion upon the one great problem of the
-day:--would the new Duke set the Hunt on its legs again?
-
-The question was so intimately connected with their tenderest emotions
-and convictions, that no one liked to speak of it thoughtlessly or upon
-hasty impulse. Even those who doubted most, shrank from hearing the
-prophecies of evil they felt prone to utter. Men who nourished almost
-buoyant hopes still hesitated to create a confidence which must be so
-precarious. While the faint sustained recitative of the priest in the
-church could be heard, insistent and disturbing like the monotone of
-a distant insect, and then the sounds of the organ once more, and of
-singing, fell upon the sunlit green, the horsemen spoke cautiously about
-the hounds. Even before Lord Porlock’s death, things had not been what
-they should have been. The pack was even then, as one might say, falling
-between two stools. The Torrs hadn’t the money to keep the thing up
-properly themselves, but they showed their teeth savagely the minute
-mention was made of getting in some outside help. But since Porlock’s
-death--well, the condition of affairs had been too painful for words.
-The horsemen shook their heads in dumb eloquence upon this tragic
-interval. The Kennels had lapsed into a state hardly to be thought of,
-much less discussed. There had been no puppy-walk. Were there any young
-dogs at all? And, just heavens! if there were, what must they be like!
-
-And yet the country-side, outraged as it felt itself to be in its finest
-feelings, beheld itself helpless. The old Duke--but really this was not
-just the time and place for saying what they felt about the old Duke
-They glanced uneasily toward the church when this theme suggested
-itself, and nodded with meaning to one another. It could be taken for
-granted that there were no illusions among them concerning _him_. But
-what about the new man? Eyes brightened, lips quivered in beseeching
-inquiry, at the mention of this omnipotent stranger. What was he like?
-Had anybody heard anything that Welldon had said about him? It seemed
-that he was French bred, and that, considered by itself, might easily
-involve the worst. But then, was there not a story that he had ridden
-to the hounds in Derbyshire? Perhaps the younger generation of Frenchmen
-were better fellows than their fathers--but then, there was the reported
-fact that the Duke of Orleans fell off his horse and broke his leg
-whenever he tried to ride. Sir George had been informed in Paris that he
-would have been King of France by this time if he had been able to
-stick in a saddle. Yet, when one thought of it, did not this very
-fact indicate a fine new public sentiment in France, on the subject of
-horsemanship--and perhaps even of sport in general?
-
-Christian, at the door of the church, had thought most of clenching
-his teeth, and straining his upper-arms against his sides, to keep from
-trembling. He had not pictured himself, beforehand, as entering this
-burial place of his ancestors alone. Yet, in the churchyard, that was
-how the matter arranged itself. His first idea had been to lead,
-with Kathleen on his arm--but she had said her place was with Emanuel
-instead. Then the alternative of walking arm-in-arm with Lord Julius
-had seemed to him even more appropriate--but this too, in the
-confused constraint of the moment, had gone wrong. Stealing an anxious
-half-glance over his shoulder, he discovered that Lord Julius had
-placed himself at Kathleen’s other side. The slight gesture of appealing
-invitation which he ventured upon did not catch the old man’s eye. There
-was nothing for it but to stand alone.
-
-To be the strange, unsupported central figure in such a pageant unnerved
-him. He stood tremulously behind the pall--a burden draped with a
-great purple embroidered cloth, and borne upon the shoulders of eight
-peasant-laborers from the estate--and noted fleetingly that, so stunted
-and mean of stature were these poor hinds, he looked with ease above
-them, over their load, into the faces of the two priests advancing down
-the walk toward him.
-
-These persons, an elderly, dark man, with a red hood folded upon his
-shoulders, and a thin-faced fair young man, seemed to return the gaze
-with meaning. He caught himself feeling that their eyes deferred to
-him; yes, if they had bowed to the ground, the effect of their abasement
-before him could not have been more palpable. Looking perfunctorily
-across the chasm of death, their glances sought to, make interest with
-the living. He hated them both on the instant. As they wheeled, and by
-their measured steps forward drew slowly in their wake the bearers
-of the pall, the chant of the elder--“I am the Resurrection and the
-Life”--came vaguely to his ears, and found them hostile.
-
-The interior of the old church--dim, cool, cloistral--was larger than
-Christian had assumed from its outer aspect. Many people were present,
-crowded close in the pews nearest the door--and strangely enough, it was
-his perception that these were chiefly women, of some unlabeled
-class which at least was not his own, that brought to him of a sudden
-self-command. He followed the bier up the aisle to its resting-place
-before the rail, took tacit cognizance of the place indicated to him by
-some man in professional black, and stood aside to let Kathleen pass in
-before him, all with a restored equanimity in which he was himself much
-interested. Through the reading of the Psalm and the Epistle he gave but
-the most vagrant attention to their words. The priests read badly, for
-one thing; the whining artificiality of their elocution annoyed
-and repelled him. But still more, his thoughts were diverted by the
-suggestiveness of everything about him.
-
-Especially, the size of the funeral gathering, and of the mounted and
-wheeled procession, had impressed him. There need be no pretense that
-affection or esteem for the dead man had brought out, from the sparsely
-populated country round about, this great multitude. Precisely for that
-reason, it became a majestic fact. The burial of a Duke of Glastonbury
-had nothing to do with, personal qualities or reputation. It was
-like the passing away of a monarch. People who cared nothing for the
-individual were stirred and appealed to by the vicissitudes of an
-institution. Inset upon the walls around him were marble tablets, and
-more archaic canopies of stone over little carved effigies of kneeling
-figures; beyond, at the sides of the chancel, he could see the dark,
-rectangular elevations of the tombs, capped by recumbent mail-clad
-statues, with here and there a gleam of gilt or scarlet retained from
-their ancient ornamentation; even as he had walked slowly up the aisle,
-his downcast eyes had noticed the chiseled heraldry of stones beneath
-his feet. Everywhere about him was the historic impact of the Torrs.
-Their ashes were here--their banners and shields and tilting-helmets,
-their symbolical quarterings of the best arms of the West, their
-own proudest device of all. Their white bull on the green ground was
-familiar in England long before the broom-corn of the Angevins had been
-thought of. The clerkly pun on Tor and Taurus was as like as not older
-than the English language itself. All this made something mightier,
-more imposing and enduring, than any edifice to be reared by man alone.
-It was only in part human, this structure of the family. The everlasting
-hills were a part of it, the dark ranges of forests, the spirits and
-legends of the ancient Marches.
-
-“_In the morning it is green, and groweth up; but in the evening it is
-cut down, dried up and withered,_” droned the young clergyman.
-
-But if man seemed to count for but little in this tremendous, forceful
-aggregation of tradition and custom, yet again he might be all in all.
-The tall old man under the purple pall, there--it was easy to think
-contemptuously of him. Christian recalled, in a kind of affrighted
-musing, that one view of his grandfather that he had had. The disgust
-with which he had heard the stupid, violent words from those aged lips
-revived within him--then changed to wonder. Was it not, after all, the
-principle of strength which most affected men’s minds? There had been
-discernible in that grandfather of his a certain sort of strength--dull,
-unintelligent, sinister, half-barbarous, but still strength. Was it not
-that which had brought forth the two hundred horsemen? And if this
-one element, of strength--yes, you might call it brute strength--were
-lacking, then would all the other fine qualities in the world avail to
-hold the impalpable, intangible combination together?
-
-“‘_He shall have put down all rule, and all authority, and power_.’” It
-was the old parson who was reading now.
-
-“‘_For He must reign, till He hath put all enemies under His feet_.’”
-
-Yes, even in this Protestant religion to which he had passively become
-committed, force was the real ideal! Christian’s wandering mind fastened
-itself for a moment upon the ensuing words of the lesson, but got
-nothing from their confusing reiterations. He lapsed into reverie again,
-then started abruptly with the sudden perception that everybody in the
-church behind him must be looking at him. In the pew immediately behind,
-there would be Captain Edward and his wife, and Augustine; in the one
-behind that Lady Cressage, Lord Chobham and his son; beyond them scores
-and scores of others seated in rows, and then a throng in the aisle and
-the doorway--all purporting to think of the dead, but fixing their eyes
-none the less on the living. And it was not alone in the church, but
-through the neighborhood, for miles round about: when men spoke of the
-old Duke who was gone, their minds would in truth be dwelling upon
-the new Duke who was come. A thrill ran through his veins as the words
-spelled themselves out before his inner vision. The new Duke! He seemed
-never to have comprehended what it meant before.
-
-No; and till this moment no genuine realization had come to him of this
-added meaning--this towering superstructure which the message of Julius
-and Emanuel had reared. It was only now that he hit upon the proper
-mental focus with which to contemplate this amazing thing. Not only was
-he a territorial ruler, one of the great nobles of Europe, but he was
-the master of wealth almost beyond counting as well!
-
-Those nearest to him were rising now, and he, obeying imperative
-impulses within him, lifted himself proudly to his feet. While the air
-throbbed with deep-voiced organ notes, in the pause which here
-ensued, his gaze rested upon the pall before him. There was a sense
-of transfiguration in the spectacle. The purple mantle became imperial
-Tyrian to his eyes--and something which was almost tenderness, almost
-reverence, yearned within him toward that silent, incased figure hidden
-beneath it. The mystic, omnipotent tie of blood gripped his heart.
-
-With a collected sidelong look he surveyed the profiles of Emanuel and
-Lord Julius to his left. Theirs were the lineaments of princes. As if
-he had eyes in the back of his head, he beheld Edward and Augustine,
-as fancy revealed them standing in the pew behind him. Tall, slim,
-athletic, fair--the figures his imagination made of them appealed to the
-new patriarchal spirit in his heart. Perhaps they were not wholly nice,
-these young men, but they also were princes, and they were of his race,
-and no one should persecute them, or despitefully use them.
-
-The uncouth little bearers of the dead had come forward again, and taken
-up their burden. In a small lady-chapel, extending from the transept
-at the left, the interment was to take place, and thither Christian now
-followed the pall, leading the menfolk of his family and the male guests
-of position who attached themselves to the group. Thus some score of
-black-clad figures clustered round the oblong opening in the old stone
-floor, and Christian, standing at its head, glanced impassively over the
-undefined throng of spectators gathered at the doorway.
-
-“‘_Man that is born of woman hath but a short time to live, and is full
-of misery_,’” proclaimed the younger priest, with a sudden outburst
-of high-pitched, nasal tones which pierced the unexpectant ear. “‘_He
-cometh up and is cut down, like a flower; he fleeth as it were a shadow,
-and never continueth in one stay._’”
-
-Christian, watching abstractedly the impersonal wedge of faces at the
-door, all at once caught his breath in a sharp spasm of bewildered
-amazement. The little book he had been holding fell from his hands,
-balanced on its edge for an instant and toppled over into the dark vault
-below. He seemed unconscious of the incident--but stared fixedly, with
-parted lips and astonished eyes, at the image of something he had seen
-outside of the chapel. The thing itself had apparently vanished. He
-perceived vaguely that people were looking at him--and with a determined
-effort regained control of his face and bearing. The puzzling thought
-that it might have been an illusion--that perhaps he had seen nothing at
-all--brought mingled confusion and solace to his mind. He put his hand
-to the open book which Lord Julius at his side held toward him, and
-pretended to look at it.
-
-The coffin, now bereft of its purple covering, had been lowered to its
-final place. One of the bearers, standing over the cavity, crumbled
-dry earth from his tanned and clumsy fingers, and it fell with a faint
-rattle upon some resonant, unseen surface.
-
-The phrase, “‘_Our dear brother, here departed_,’” stuck out with
-awkward obtrusiveness from among the words of the priest. “‘_Earth to
-earth, ashes to ashes, dust to dust_.’” the sing-song went on. Then they
-were repeating the Lord’s Prayer together in a buzzing, fitful murmur.
-There were other prayers--and then Christian read in the faces of those
-about him that the ceremony was finished. Accepting the suggestion of
-Lord Julius’s movement, he also bent over, and looked blankly down into
-the obscurity of the vault. But when he lifted his head again, it was to
-throw a more searching and strenuous glance than ever over the knot
-of people outside the door. And yes!--he had not been deceived. He
-distinctly saw the face again, and with lightning swiftness verified its
-features. Beyond a shadow of doubt it was Frances Bailey whom he beheld,
-mysteriously present in this most unlikely of places.
-
-He withdrew his eyes and did not look that way again. The question
-whether she knew that he had recognized her, occupied his mind to the
-exclusion of all else, as he returned at the head of his followers to
-the body of the church. It still possessed his thoughts when he had
-joined the family group of chief mourners, loosely collecting itself
-in the aisle before the front pews, in waiting for the summons to the
-carriages. To some one he ought to speak at once, and for the moment his
-eye rested speculatively upon Cora. He identified her confidently, not
-only by her husband’s proximity, but by the fact that her mourning
-veil was much thicker and longer than any of the others. Some unshaped
-consideration, however, restrained him, and on a swift second thought he
-turned to Kathleen.
-
-“I want you to look,” he whispered to her, inclining his head--“on the
-other side of the church, just in a line between the second pillar and
-the white-bearded figure in the window--there is a tall young woman,
-with the gray and black hat. Do you see her? In a kind of way she
-belongs to us--she is Cora’s sister, but I’m afraid if Cora asked her,
-she would not come to the Castle.”
-
-“Yes--once you talked to me about her,” Kathleen reminded him.
-
-“Well, will you do this for me?” he continued, in an eager murmur. “Go
-to her, and make sure that she promises to come up with the rest. It
-would be unforgivable--if we let her go away.”
-
-He had an uneasy feeling that Mrs. Emanuel’s veil did not prevent her
-shrewd glance from reading him through and through--but he did not seek
-to dissemble the breath of relief with which he heard her assent.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIV
-
-It was not a very easy task,” Kathleen found opportunity to say to
-Christian, half an hour later, as the family were assembling in his
-library. They stood together by the window nearest the table, and
-watched the embarrassed deportment of Lord Lingfield under the
-conversational attentions of Cora, as they talked in low tones.
-
-“But she is here in the Castle: that is the principal thing.” He did not
-shrink now from the implication of his words.
-
-“Yes, she finally consented to come,” explained the other. “I told her
-that you insisted upon it--and then--then I used some persuasion of my
-own.”
-
-“I thank you, Kathleen,” he said, simply. “It seems that she is to write
-an account of the funeral for some London newspaper. She said frankly,
-however, that that of itself did not account for her coming. It will
-pay her expenses--so she said--but the paper would not have sent her
-specially. And there is no doubt about it--she was really annoyed at
-being discovered.”
-
-The solicitors from Shrewsbury, entering the room now, gave at once
-an official air to everything. The elder of them, with oppressive
-formality, drew a formidable parchment from a bag held by his junior,
-and bowed elaborately to Christian. Then, as if he had received some
-mandate to do so from His Grace, he untied the tape, and cleared his
-throat. Those who had been seated, rose to their feet.
-
-The will came to them unaltered from 1859--and contained, wrapped in a
-surprising deal of pompous verbiage, a solitary kernel of essential
-fact. No legatee was mentioned save an impersonal being called
-the heir-at-law. The absolutism of dynastic rule contemplated no
-distribution or division of power. This slender, dark-eyed young man,
-standing with head inclined and a nervous hand upon the table, had not
-come into being until long after that will was made, and for other long
-years thereafter his very existence had been unknown to the family at
-large. Yet, as the lawyer’s reading ended, there he stood before their
-gaze, the unquestioned autocrat.
-
-“This may be the best time to say it.” Christian straightened himself,
-and addressed his family for the first time, with a grave smile, and a
-voice which was behaving itself better than he feared it would. “There
-are no minor bequests, owing to the circumstances under which the will
-was drawn, but I have taken it upon myself to supply such omissions, in
-this matter, as shall commend themselves to my consideration. Upon this
-subject we may speak among ourselves at our leisure, later on.” With
-distinguished self-possession he looked at his watch. “I think luncheon
-is at two.”
-
-There followed here an unrehearsed, and seemingly unpremeditated,
-episode. Lord Julius advanced with impressive gravity across the little
-open space, and taking the hand which Christian impulsively extended to
-him, bent over it in a formal and courtly bow. When Emanuel, following
-his father, did the same, it was within the consciousness of all that
-they had become committed to a new ceremonial rite. Kathleen, coming
-behind her husband, gave her cheek to be kissed by the young chief of
-her adopted clan--and this action translated itself into a precedent as
-well.
-
-Edward and Augustine, after the hesitation of an awkward instant,
-came forward together, and in their turn, with a flushed stiffness of
-deportment, made their salutation to the head of the house. To them,
-conjointly, Christian said something in a whisper. He kissed Cora upon
-each cheek, with a faint smile in his eyes at her preference for the
-foreign method. His remoter cousins, the Earl of Chobham and Lord
-Lingfield, passed before him, and he vaguely noted the reservation
-expressed in their lifeless palms and frigid half-bow. They seemed to
-wish to differentiate themselves from the others--to express to him the
-Pickwickian character of their homage. They were not Torrs; they did not
-salaam to him as their over-lord. They had a rival dynasty of their own,
-and their appearance here involved nothing but the seemly courtesy of
-distant relationship. He perceived in a dim way that this was what their
-manner was saying to him--but it scarcely diverted his attention. His
-glance and his thoughts passed over their heads, to fasten upon the
-remaining figure.
-
-Lady Cressage, unlike the other two women, had retained the bonnet
-and heavy veil of mourning. The latter she held drawn aside with
-a black-gloved hand as she approached. It flashed suddenly across
-Christian’s brain that the year of her mourning for her own dead was not
-over--yet in her own house she wore gay laces and light colors. But it
-was unkind to remember this--and senseless, too. He strove to revivify,
-instead, the great compassionate impulse which formerly she had stirred
-within him. A pallid shadow of it was all that he could conjure up--and
-in the chill of this shadow he touched her white temple with his lips,
-and she moved away. There lingered in his mind a curious, passive
-conflict of memories as to whether their eyes had met or not. Then this
-yielded place to the impression some detached organ of perception had
-formed for him, that in that somber setting of crape her face had looked
-too small for the rest of her figure.
-
-Then, as the whole subject melted from his mind, he turned toward the
-two young men who, upon his whispered request, had remained in the
-library after the departure of the others. He looked at his watch, and
-beckoned them forward with a friendly wave of his hand.
-
-“Pray come and sit down,” he said, with affability upon the surface of
-his tone. “We have a quarter of an hour, and I felt that it could not be
-put to better use than in relieving your minds a little--or trying to do
-so. Let me begin by saying that I do not think I have met either of
-you before. In fact, now that I reflect, I am sure that we have not met
-before. I am glad to see you both.”
-
-The two brothers had drawn near, and settled uneasily into the very
-chairs which Lord Julius and Emanuel had occupied some hours before.
-Again Christian half seated himself upon the corner of the table,
-but this time he swung his leg lightly as he surveyed his guests. It
-flattered his prophetic judgment to note that Augustine seemed the first
-to apprehend the meaning of his words, but that Edward, upon pondering
-them, appeared the more impressed by their magnanimity. Between them,
-as they regarded him and each other doubtfully, the family likeness was
-more striking than ever. Christian remembered having heard somewhere
-that their father, Lord Edward, had been a dark man, as a Torr
-should be. Their flaxen hair and dull blue eyes must come from
-that unmentionable mother of theirs, who was living in indefinite
-obscurity--if she was living at all--upon the blackmail Julius paid
-her for not using the family name. The thought somehow put an added
-gentleness into his voice.
-
-“How old are you--Eddy?” he asked, forcing himself into the use of the
-diminutive as a necessary part of the patriarchal rôle he had assumed.
-
-“Nine-and-twenty in October,” answered the Captain, poutingly. It seemed
-on the tip of his tongue to add something else, but he did not.
-
-“There’s two years and a month between us,” remarked Augustine, with
-more buoyancy.
-
-“And you’ve been out of the army for five years,” pursued Christian. “It
-seems that you became a Captain very early. Would there be any chance of
-your taking it up again, where you left off?”
-
-Edward shook his head. “It couldn’t be done twice. I got it by a lucky
-fluke--a friend of my father’s, you know. But they’re deuced stiff now,”
- he answered. “You have to do exams and things. An old johnnie asks you
-what bounds Peru on the northeast, and if you can’t remember just at the
-minute, why, you get chucked. Out you go, d’ye see?”
-
-“What is your idea, then? What would you like to do?”
-
-Captain Edward knitted his scanty, pale brows over this question, and
-regarded the prospect through the window in frowning perplexity. “Oh,
-almost anything,” he remarked at last, vacuously.
-
-Christian permitted himself the comment of a smiling sniff. “Think it
-over,” he said, and directed his glance at the younger brother. “You’re
-in Parliament,” he observed, with a slight difference in tone. “I’m not
-sure that I quite understand-What is it that attracts you in a--in a
-Parliamentary career?”
-
-Augustine lifted his pale, scanty brows in surprise. The right kind
-of answer did not come readily to him. “Well,” he began with
-hesitation--“there was that seat in Cheshire where we still had a good
-bit of land--and Julius didn’t object--and I had an idea it would help
-me in the City.” He recovered confidence as he went on. “But it is
-pretty well played out now, I came in too late. The Kaffir boom spoiled
-the whole show. Five years ago an M P. could pick and choose; I knew
-fellows who were on twenty boards at a time, and big blocks of stock
-were flying about them like--like hailstones. But you can’t do that now.
-M. P.s are as cheap as dirt; they won’t have ’em at any price. A
-fellow hardly makes his cab-fares in the City nowadays. And even if you
-get the very best inside tips, brokers have got so fearfully nasty about
-your margins being covered----”
-
-“Oh, well,” interposed Christian, “it isn’t necessary that we should go
-into all that. I do not like to hear about the City. If you get money
-for yourself there, you have taken it away from somebody else. I would
-rather that people of our name kept away from such things.”
-
-“If you come to that, everybody’s money is taken from somebody else,”
- said Edward, unexpectedly entering the conversation. His brother
-checked him with a monitory hand on his arm. “No, you don’t understand,”
- Augustine warned him. “I quite see what the Duke means.”
-
-“If you see what I mean,” returned Christian, quietly, “perhaps you
-will follow the rest that I have to say; Do you care very much about
-remaining in Parliament?” Augustine’s face reflected an eager mental
-effort to get at his august interlocutor’s meaning. “Well--that’s
-so hard to say,” he began, anxiously. “There are points about it, of
-course--but then--when you look at it in another way, why of course----”
-
-“My idea is this,” Christian interposed once more. “I hope you won’t
-mind my saying it--but there seems to me something rather ridiculous
-about your being in the House. Parliament ought not to be treated as a
-joke, or a convenience. It is a place for men who will work hard in the
-service of the country, and who have the tastes and the information and
-the judgment and the patriotic devotion to make their work of value to
-their country. I dare say that there are members who do not entirely
-measure up to this standard, but after all there _is_ a standard, and
-I do not like to be a party to lowering it. England has claims upon us
-Torrs; it deserves something better at our hands than that. So I think I
-would like you to consider the idea of resigning your seat--or at least,
-dropping out at the end of this Parliament. Or no--that would be waiting
-too long. You would better think of retiring now.”
-
-“Do you mean that _I_ am to stand for the seat, instead?” asked Edward,
-looking up with awakened interest.
-
-Christian stared, then sighed smilingly and shook his head.
-
-“No, that doesn’t seem to have been in my mind,” he replied with
-gentleness. He contemplated the elder brother afresh.
-
-“Have you thought yet what you would like to do?” he asked again, almost
-with geniality.
-
-“How d’ye mean ‘do’?” inquired Edward, with a mutinous note in his
-voice. “Is it something about a business? If you ask me straight, I’m
-not so fearfully keen about doin’ anything. No fellow wants to do
-things, if he can rub along without.”
-
-Christian found himself repressing a gay chuckle with effort. He had not
-dreamed he should like this one of his kinsmen so much.
-
-“No--no; you shall not do things,” he promised him, with a sparkling
-eye. “That would be too bad.”
-
-Captain Edward turned in his chair, and recrossed his legs. “It’s a
-trifle awkward, all this, you know,” he declared, with an impatient
-scowl. “It doesn’t suit me to be made game of. You’ve got the whip hand,
-and you can give me things or not, as you like, and I’ve got to be civil
-and take what you offer, because I can’t help myself--but damn me if I
-like to be chaffed into the bargain! I wouldn’t do it to you, d’ye see,
-if it was the other way about.”
-
-Christian’s face lapsed into instant gravity. A fleeting speculation as
-to that problematical reversal of positions rose in his mind, but he
-put it away. “Ah, you mustn’t think that,” he urged, with serious tones.
-“No, Cousin Edward, this is what I want to say to you.” And then, all
-unbidden, the things he really wished to say, yet which he had not
-thought of before, ranged themselves in his mind.
-
-“Listen to me,” he went on. “You have been a soldier. You were a soldier
-when you were a very young man. Now, you had an uncle who was also
-a soldier when he was a mere youth--a very loyal and distinguished
-soldier, too. He died a soldier when he was in his fortieth year--far
-away from his family, from his wife and son, and much farther away still
-from the place and country of his birth. Once, in his youth, he was
-mixed up in an unpleasant and even disgraceful affair. How much to blame
-he personally was--that I do not know. It was very long ago--and he was
-so young a man--really I refuse to consider the question. I could insist
-to myself that he was innocent--if I felt that it mattered at all, one
-way or the other--and if I did not feel that by doing so, somehow he
-would not be then so real a figure to me as he is now. And he is very
-real to me; he has been so all my life.”
-
-He paused, with a momentary break in his voice, to blink the tears
-from his eyes. It was not ducal, but he put the back of his hand to his
-cheeks, and dried them.
-
-“I show you how it affects me,” he continued, simply. “No matter what he
-did in some stupid hour in London, he was a brave soldier before that,
-and after that. He fought for many losing causes; he died fighting for
-one which was most hopeless of all. I am proud that I am his son. I am
-proud for you, that you are his nephew. And something has occurred to
-me that I think you will like to do--for me and for him. When I stood
-to-day over our vault--where we are all buried--it cut me to the heart
-to remember that one of us lies alone, a great way off--in a strange
-land by himself. I propose to you that you go to Spain for me--it is at
-Seo de Urgel, in the mountain country of the Catalans--and that you find
-his grave, and that you bring him back here to sleep with his people. He
-would not return in his lifetime--but I think he would be pleased with
-us for bringing him back now.”
-
-Edward had looked fixedly up at his cousin, then glanced away, then
-allowed his blank gaze to return, the while these words were being
-spoken. It was impossible to gather from his reddened, immobile face,
-now, any notion of their effect upon him. But after a moment’s pause,
-he rose to his feet, squared his shoulders and put out his hand to
-Christian.
-
-“Quite right; I’ll go,” he said, abruptly.
-
-The two men shook hands, with a sense of magnetic communion which
-could have amazed no one more than themselves. Then, under a recurring
-consciousness of embarrassed constraint, they turned away from each
-other, and Edward wandered off awkwardly toward the door.
-
-“Oh--a moment more,” called Christian, with a step in his cousin’s
-direction. Then on second thoughts he added: “Or shall we let that wait?
-I will see you again--some time to-day or to-morrow. Yes--leave me now
-for a minute with your brother.”
-
-When the door had closed upon Edward, Christian turned slowly to
-Augustine, and, as he leaned once more against the table, regarded him
-with a ruminating scrutiny.
-
-“I am puzzled about you,” he remarked, thoughtfully.
-
-Augustine returned the gaze with visible perturbation.
-
-“I think,” pursued Christian, “that it rather annoys me that you don’t
-tell me to puzzle and be damned.”
-
-The other took the words with a grimace, and an unhappy little laugh.
-He, too, rose to his feet. “I funked it,” he said with rueful candor.
-
-“Well, don’t funk things with me,” Christian advised him, with a
-testiness of which, upon the instant, he was ashamed. “Look here,” he
-continued, less brusquely, “I could take it from your brother that he
-did not want to do things. That fits him: he is not the kind of man
-to apply himself in that way. But I have the feeling that you are
-different. There ought to be performance--capacity--of some sort in you,
-if I could only get to know what it is. You are only my age. Isn’t there
-something that particularly appeals to you?”
-
-Augustine balanced himself meditatively upon his heels. “You say you bar
-the City”--he remarked with caution. “Would you have any objection to
-Johannesburg? It’s not what it was, by any means, but it’s bound to pick
-up again. I might do myself very well there--with a proper start.”
-
-“But you are thinking always of money!” broke in Christian, sharply once
-again. “Suppose that there was no question of money--suppose, what shall
-I say? that you had twelve hundred a year, secure to you without any
-effort of your own--what would you do then?”
-
-This seemed very simple to Augustine. “I would do whatever you wanted me
-to do,” he replied, with fervor.
-
-Christian shrugged his shoulders, and dismissed him with a gesture. “We
-will speak again about it,” he said coldly, and turned away.
-
-Descending the great staircase a few minutes later, Christian entered
-the door which Barlow had been waiting to open for him--and made his
-first public appearance as the dispenser of Caermere’s hospitality.
-
-The guests, after the old mid-day fashion of the place, were already
-for the most part gathered in the large dining-hall, and stood or sat in
-groups upon the side pierced by the tall windows. These guests did
-not dissemble the interest with which they from time to time directed
-glances across to the other side, where a long table, laid for luncheon,
-put in evidence a grateful profusion of cold joints and made-dishes.
-
-A pleased rustle of expectancy greeted Christian’s advent, but it seemed
-that this did not, for the moment at least, involve food and drink. He
-strolled over to the company, and, as he exchanged words here and there,
-kept an attentive eye busy in taking stock of its composition. There
-were some forty persons present, of whom three-fourths, apparently, were
-county people. A few casual presentations forced themselves upon him,
-but the names of the new acquaintances established no foothold in his
-memory. He smiled and murmured words which he hoped were seasonable--but
-all the while he was scanning the assemblage with a purpose of his own.
-
-At last he came to Kathleen, and was able to have a private word in her
-ear. “I do not see her anywhere,” he whispered.
-
-“I could not prevail upon her to come in to lunch,” she answered; “I
-imagine it is partly a question of clothes. But she is being looked
-out for. And afterward I will take charge of her again, if you
-like--though----”
-
-The sentence remained unfinished, as she took the arm Christian offered
-her, at Barlow’s eloquent approach.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXV
-
-During the progress of the luncheon, Christian found no opportunity for
-intimate conversation with Emanuel’s wife. The elderly and ponderously
-verbose Lord Chobham sat upon her right; there was the thin-faced,
-exigeant wife of some clerical person in gaiters--a rural dean, was it
-not?--full of dogmatic commonplaces, on his left. The other people did
-not seem to talk so much. The scene down the table--with so much black
-cloth offset garishly against the white linen in the daylight--presented
-an effect of funereal sobriety, curiously combined with a spontaneous
-reaction of the natural man against this effect. The guests ate
-steadily, and with energy; Christian noted with interest how freely they
-also drank. For himself, he could not achieve an appetite, but thirst
-was in the air. He lifted his glass bravely to Lord Julius, whose
-massive bulk and beard confronted him at the other end of the table--and
-then to others whose glance from time to time caught his.
-
-Once he found the chance to murmur to Kathleen: “When this is over, I
-hope you will manage it so that I may speak with you.”
-
-She nodded slow assent, without looking at him. He, observing her
-profile, realized all at once that something was amiss with her. It came
-back to him now that a certain intensity of sadness had dwelt in the
-first glance they had exchanged that morning, upon meeting. At the time
-he had referred it to the general aspect of woe which people put on at
-funerals. He saw now that it was a grief personal to herself. And now
-that he thought of it, too, there had been much the same stricken look
-upon Emanuel’s face. It was incredible that they should be thus devoured
-by grief at the fact of his grandfather’s death. No one had liked that
-old man overmuch--but surely they least of all. The emotion of Lord
-Julius was more intelligible--and yet even this had a quality of
-broken dejection in it which seemed independent of Caermere’s cause for
-mourning.
-
-The disquieting conviction that these dearly beloved cousins of
-his--these ineffably tender and generous friends of his--were writhing
-under some trouble unknown to him, took more definite shape in his mind
-with each new glance that he stole at her.
-
-Once the thought sprang up that they might be unhappy because such a
-huge sum of money had been given to him, but on the instant he hated
-himself for being capable of formulating such a monstrous idea. The
-wondering solicitude which all this raised within him possessed his
-thoughts for the rest of the meal. He was consumed with impatience to
-get away so that he might question Kathleen about it.
-
-Yet when at last he found himself beside her, standing before an old
-portrait in one of the chain of big rooms through which the liberated
-company had dispersed itself, this was just the question for which it
-seemed that no occasion would offer.
-
-She began speaking to him at once. “The young lady--Miss Bailey, I
-should say--has gone for a walk--so Falkner learns from some of the
-women. They have the impression that she is coming back--but I don’t
-know that I feel quite so sure about it.” Christian’s face visibly
-lengthened. “It’s very awkward,” he said, with vague annoyance. “They do
-not arrange things in a very talented fashion, these people of mine.”
-
-“But what could they arrange?” she argued. An indefinable listlessness
-in her tone struck him. “It is a free country, you know, and this is the
-nineteenth century. They cannot bodily capture a young woman and keep
-her in the Castle against her will. As I told you, I had difficulty in
-persuading her to come at all.”
-
-“Ah, what did you say to her?” he asked, eagerly.
-
-“I can hardly tell you. She is not an ordinary person--and I know only
-that I tried not to say ordinary things to her. But what it was that I
-did say----” She broke off with an uncertain gesture, and a sigh.
-
-“Ah, you saw that she was not ordinary!” said Christian, admiringly. “I
-should love dearly to hear what you really think of her--the impression
-that she makes upon you.” Kathleen roused herself and turned to him. “Do
-you truly mean it, Christian?” she asked him, gravely.
-
-“Do you blame me?” he rejoined, with uneasy indirection.
-
-She pressed her lips together, and stared up at the picture with a
-troubled face. “I know so little of her,” she protested. “You put too
-big a responsibility upon me. It is more than I am equal to.”
-
-With a sudden gust of self-reproach, he perceived afresh the marks of
-suffering in her countenance, and recalled his anxiety. “Take my arm,”
- he said, softly, “and let us go on into the next room. There is a
-terrace there, I think. Forgive me for troubling you,” he added, as they
-moved forward. “I ought to have seen that you are not well--that you
-have something on your mind.”
-
-She did not answer him immediately. “It is Emanuel who is not well.” she
-said, after a pause.
-
-Christian uttered a formless little exclamation of grieved astonishment.
-“Oh, it is nothing serious?” he whispered imploringly.
-
-She shook her head in a doubtful way. “No, I think not--that is, not
-irrevocably. But he has worked too hard. He has broken down under the
-strain. We are going away for a long journey--to rest, and forget about
-the System.”
-
-He bent his head to look into her eyes--trusting his glance to say the
-things which his lips shrank from uttering. A window stood open, and
-they passed out upon a broad stone terrace, shaded and pleasant under a
-fresh breeze full of forest odors.
-
-“Oh--the System”--he ventured to say, as they stood alone here, and she
-lifted her head to breathe in the revivifying air--“I felt always that
-it was too much for one man. The load was too great. It would crush the
-most powerful man on earth.”
-
-She nodded reflective assent. “Oh, yes--I’m afraid I hated it,” she
-confessed to him, in a murmur full of contrition.
-
-“But he is going away now,” urged Christian, hopefully. “You will
-have him to yourself--free from care, seeing strange and beautiful new
-places--as long as you like. Ah, then soon enough that gaiety of yours
-will return to you. Why, it is such a shock to me to think of you as
-sad, depressed--you who are by nature so full of joy and high spirits.
-Ah, but be sure they will all return to you! I make no doubt whatever of
-that. And Emanuel, too--he will get rested and strong, and be happy as
-he never was before--the dear fellow!”
-
-She smiled at him in wan, affectionate fashion. “All the courage has
-gone out of me,” she said. “Will it be coming back again? God knows!”
-
-“But surely----” Christian began, with hearty confidence.
-
-She interrupted him. “What I am fearful of--it is not so much his
-health, strictly speaking--but the terrible unsettling blow that all
-this means to him. It is like the death of a beautiful only child to the
-fondest of fathers. It tears his heart to pieces. He loved his work so
-devotedly--it was so wholly a part of his life--and to have to give it
-up! He says he is reconciled. Poor man, he tried with all his strength to
-make himself believe that he is. I catch him forcing a smile on his face
-when he sees me looking at him--and that is the hardest of all for me
-to bear. But I don’t know”--she drew a long breath, and gazed with a
-wistful brightening in her eyes at the placid hills and sky--“it
-may work itself out for the best. As you say--when we get away alone
-together, ah, that is where love like ours will surely tell. I do wrong
-to harbor any doubts at all. When two people love each other as we
-do--ah, Christian, boy, there’s nothing else in all the world to equal
-that!”
-
-He inclined his head gravely, to mark his reverential sympathy with her
-mood.
-
-“Ah, but you know nothing of it at all,” she went on. “You’re just a
-lad--and love is no more to be understood by instinct than any other
-great wisdom. Millions of people pass through life talking about
-love--and they would stare with surprise if you told them they never had
-had so much as a glimmer of the meaning of it. They use the name of
-love in all the matings of young couples--and there’s hardly once in a
-thousand times that it isn’t blasphemy to mention it. Do you know what
-most marriages are? Life-sentences! If you have means and intelligence,
-you make your prison tolerable; you can get used to it, and even grow
-dependent upon it--but it is a prison still. The best-behaved convict
-eyes his warder with a cruel thought somewhere at the back of his mind.
-Do you remember--when you left us the first time, I begged you to be in
-no haste to marry?”
-
-He bowed again. “Oh, yes, I remember it all,” he said, soberly.
-
-“I have come to feel so strongly upon that subject,” she explained.
-“It seems to me more important than all others combined. It is the last
-thing in the world that should be decided upon an impulse, or a passing
-fancy--yet that is just what happens all about us. The books are greatly
-to blame for that. They talk as if only boys and girls knew what love
-meant. They flatter the young people, and turn their empty heads, with
-the notion that their idlest inclinations are very probably sacred
-emotions--which they may trust to burn brightly in a pure flame all
-their lives. The innocent simpletons rush to light this penny dip that
-is warranted to blaze eternally, and in a week or a month they are in
-utter darkness. We trembled lest you, coming so suddenly into a new
-life, should meet with that misfortune.”
-
-He smiled faintly at her. “You see, I have not,” he commented.
-
-She regarded him thoughtfully. “It is impossible to make rules for
-others in these matters,” she observed, “but there is this thing to be
-said. True love must be built upon absolutely true friendship; there can
-be no other foundation for it You will often see two men who are fond
-of each other. They delight in being together. Very often you cannot
-imagine what is the tie between them--and they would not be able to tell
-you. They just like to be together--even though they may not speak for
-hours, and may be as different in temperament as chalk and cheese. That
-is the essence of friendship--and you cannot have love without it.
-The man and the woman must have the all-powerful sense of ideal
-companionship between them. They must be able to say with truth to
-themselves that the world will always be richer to them together than
-apart. There may be many other elements in love, but there can be no
-love at all without this element. But you wonder why I am saying all
-this to you.”
-
-He made a deprecatory gesture of the hands. “I am always charmed when
-you talk to me. I have been remembering that dear home of yours, and how
-inexpressibly good you were to me. I prize that memory so fondly!”
-
-She smiled with an approach to her old gaiety of manner. “You were
-like a son of our own to us. And so we think of you now--as if you were
-ours.”
-
-“And with what munificence you have treated me!” he exclaimed,
-fervently.
-
-“And why not? For whom else would we be laying up our money? Oh, there
-was no difference of opinion about that. Months ago it was decided that
-when you came into Caermere you should come into everything.”
-
-“I feared that Emanuel would be angry--disappointed--at my not taking
-up his work--but truly I could not. It wouldn’t be easy to explain to
-you--but----”
-
-“No--let us not go into reasons. He had no feeling about it whatever.
-How should he? It would have been as reasonable to be vexed because
-the lenses of his spectacles did not fit your eyes. And Emanuel is
-reasonableness itself. No--the experiment was quite personal to himself.
-Without him, it could not have gone on at all. It will not go on now,
-when he leaves it to others. We make some little pretense that it
-will--but we know in our hearts that it won’t. And there was a fatal
-fault in it. To begin with, that would have killed it sooner or later,
-in any case.”
-
-“I know what you mean,” he interposed, with sensitive intuition. “There
-was no proper place in it for women. ‘The very corner-stone of the
-System was the perpetual enslavement of women’--or rather, I should
-say”--he stumbled awkwardly as the sweeping form of the quotation
-revealed itself to him--“I should say, it did not provide women with the
-opportunities which--which----”
-
-Kathleen also had her intuitions. “May I ask?--it sounds as if you
-were repeating a remark--was it Miss Bailey who said that about the
-corner-stone?”
-
-Christian bit his lip and flushed confusedly. “Yes--I think those were
-her words,” he confessed. “But you must remember,” he added, eager to
-minimize-the offense--“it was in the course of a long discussion on the
-whole subject, and she----”
-
-“The dear girl!” said Kathleen, with a sigh of relief.
-
-“Ah, but you would love her!” he cried, excitedly perceiving the
-significance of her words. “She has the noblest mind--calm and broad and
-serene--and so fine a nature--I know you would love her!”
-
-Kathleen put a hand on his arm, with motherly directness. “But do _you_
-love her?” she asked.
-
-To his own considerable surprise he hesitated. “I have that feeling
-of deep friendship that you described,” he said, slowly. “The charm of
-being where she is is like nothing else to me. I cannot think that it
-would ever lose its force for me. I get the effect of drawing strength
-and breadth of thought and temper from her, when I am with her. I would
-rather spend my life with her for my companion than any other woman I
-have ever seen. That is what you mean, is it not?”
-
-“Partly,” she made enigmatic response. “But--now you mustn’t answer
-me if I ask what I’ve no business to ask--but the suspicion came to me
-while you were speaking--I am right, am I not, in thinking that you have
-said all this to her?”
-
-“Yes,” he admitted with palpable reluctance, “and she would not listen
-to me. Only a few hours before I heard the news of my grandfather’s
-death, I asked her to be my wife, and she refused. She seemed very
-resolute. And yet she has some of that same feeling of friendship for
-me. She said that she had always a deep interest in me. She had read
-books--very serious books--in order to be able to advise me, if the
-chance ever came. All that bespeaks friendship, surely! And her coming
-here, to look on and still not be seen--you said yourself that she was
-distressed at being discovered--is not that the act of warm friendship?”
-
-Kathleen pondered her reply. She looked away at the nearest hills across
-the river for some moments, with her gaze riveted fixedly as if in an
-absorption of interest. Without moving her head, she spoke at last: “You
-have a good deal to say about friendship. It is my fault--I introduced
-the word and insisted on it--but did you also lay such stress upon this
-‘friendship’ to her?”
-
-“You do not know her nature,” he assured her. “There is nothing weak or
-commonplace in it. One does not talk to her as to an ordinary woman--as
-you yourself said. I begged her to join her life to mine, and I put the
-plea on the highest possible grounds. All that I have repeated to you,
-and much more, I said to her--how great was my need of her, how lofty
-her character seemed to me, how all my life I should revere her, and
-gain strength and inspiration from being with her.”
-
-“H--m,” said Kathleen.
-
-“Do you mean--?” he began, regarding his companion wonderingly--“was
-that not enough? Remember the kind of woman she is--proud of her
-independence, occupied with large thoughts, not to be appealed to by
-any but the highest motives--a creature who disdains the sentimental
-romances of inferior women--do you mean that there should have been
-something more? I do love her--and should I have told her so in so many
-words?”
-
-“I’m afraid that’s our foible,” she made answer. On the face that she
-turned to him, something like the old merry light was shining. “You
-goose!” she scolded at him, genially.
-
-His eyes sparkled up as with a light from her own. “Oh, I will make some
-excuse, and get away from these people, and find her,” he cried. “She
-will be returning, if not here, then to the inn, down below the church,
-don’t you think? There would be nothing out of the way in my riding
-down, would there? Or if I sent a man down with a letter, appealing to
-her not to go away--telling her why? There is no earthly reason why she
-should not stop here at the Castle. Her sister is here--why, of course,
-she belongs quite to the family party. How dull of me not to have
-thought of that! Of course, Cora can go and fetch her.”
-
-“I think I would leave Cora out of it,” Kathleen advised him. “There is
-nothing that you cannot do better yourself. Come here! Do you see that
-patch of reddish stain on the hill there, above the poplars where the
-iron has colored the rock? Well, look to the right, on the ledge just a
-bit higher up--there is Miss Bailey. I have been watching her for some
-minutes. She has been round the hill; the path she is on will lead her
-to the Mere Copse--and to the heath beyond the orchards.”
-
-His eyes had found the moving figure, microscopic yet unmistakable in
-the sunshine against the verdant face of the hill--and they dwelt upon
-it for a meditative moment.
-
-Then he turned to Kathleen, and took her hand, and almost wrung it in
-his own. “Do let us go in!” he urged her, with exultant eagerness.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVI
-
-Christian, professing to himself momentarily that the chance to get
-away from his guests was at hand, discovered that his escape, all the
-same, was no easy matter.
-
-Kathleen had disappeared somewhere, and without her he seemed curiously
-helpless. He did not as yet know the house well enough to be sure about
-its exits. The result of one furtive attempt at flight was to find
-himself in the midst of a group of county people, who fell back
-courteously at his approach and, as if by design, let him become
-involved in a quite meaningless conversation with a purple-faced,
-bull-necked old gentleman whose name he could not remember. This person
-talked at tremendous length, producing his words in gurgling spasms; his
-voice was so husky and his manner so disconcerting--not to mention the
-peculiarities of the local dialect in which he spoke--that Christian
-could make literally nothing of his remarks. He maintained a vapid
-listener’s-smile, the while his eyes roamed despondently about the room,
-and what he could see of the next apartment, in search of some relief.
-If he could hit upon Dicky Westland--or even Edward or Augustine!
-
-It became apparent to him, at last, that his interlocutor was
-discoursing on the subject of dogs. Of course--it would be about the
-Caermere hounds. On the grave faces of those about him, who stood near
-enough to hear the sounds of this mysterious monologue, he read signs
-that they considered themselves a party to it. It was on their behalf
-as well as his own that the old gentleman was haranguing him--and he
-swiftly perceived the necessity of paying better attention.
-
-“The hounds--yes,” he said, after a little. “I have been making
-inquiries about them. I am advised that they cannot be kept up properly
-for less than four thousand five hundred a year.”
-
-“Up to Lord Porlock’s death, we had something like twenty-four hundred
-pounds from the Castle, and we made a whip-round among ourselves,” the
-other replied, “for the rest. With corn what it is, and rents what
-they are, we’re all so poor now that it’ll be harder than ever to get
-subscriptions, but we’ll try to do our share if the Castle’ll meet us
-half-way.”
-
-Christian felt that he liked being referred to as “the Castle.”
- Moreover, an idea suddenly took shape in his mind. “My uncle, Lord
-Porlock, was the Master,” he said. “And before him my grandfather, I
-believe. But what has been done since Lord Porlock’s death--about a new
-Master, I mean?”
-
-Out of the complicated response made to this question he gathered
-vaguely that nothing had been done--that nothing could have been done.
-
-“My cousin, Captain Torr, is a hunting man, I think.” He threw out the
-question with some diffidence, and was vastly relieved to see the faces
-brighten about him.
-
-“None better, by God!” affirmed the old gentleman, with vehemence,
-and there followed a glowing and spluttering eulogium of Edward’s
-sportsmanlike qualities and achievements, in the middle of which
-Christian recalled that the speaker was Sir George Dence.
-
-“I like the Mastership to continue in the family, Sir George,” he
-replied, suavely proud of the decision he had leaped to. “I think I
-shall suggest to you that Captain Edward take the hounds, and that, for
-a time at least, you allow the Castle to be at the entire expense. At
-all events, you have my annual subscription of five thousand pounds to
-begin upon.”
-
-He made a dignified half-bow in the silence which ensued, and boldly
-moved away. The murmur of amazed admiration which rose behind him was
-music in his ears.
-
-Visions of possible escape rose for the moment before him. He walked
-with an air of resolution through the next room, trying to remember
-whither the corridor outside led--but at the doorway he stopped face to
-face with Lord Lingfield.
-
-“Ah,” said his cousin, amiably, “I did not know if I should see you
-again. I thought perhaps that you had gone to lie down. Funerals take
-it out of one so, don’t they? My father is quite seedy since lunch, and
-poor Lady Cressage has the most wretched headache! I think myself she’d
-do better not to travel while it lasts, but she’s anxious to get away,
-and so we’re all off by the evening train.”
-
-“Oh, I didn’t dream of your hurrying off like this,” exclaimed
-Christian, sincerely enough. “But if you are set upon it--come, let’s
-find your father. It will seem as if I had neglected him.”
-
-“He’s in his room,” explained Lord Lingfield, as they moved away
-together, “getting into some heavier clothes. The evenings are chilly
-here in the hills, and we’re to start almost immediately, and take the
-long drive round through the forest. Lady Cressage has talked so much of
-it, and we’ve never seen it, you know.”
-
-“But this is all too bad!” urged Christian. “You rush away before I have
-had time to have a word with any of you. There is no urgent reason for
-such haste, is there now, really?”
-
-“Lady Cressage seems anxious to go,” answered the other, with a kind of
-significance in his solemn voice. “And of course--since she came with
-us----”
-
-Christian stole a quick glance at his kinsman, and as swiftly looked
-away. “If she prefers it--of course,” he commented with brevity.
-
-“Do you think she is very strong?” asked Lord Lingfield. “I have a kind
-of fear, sometimes, that her health is not altogether robust. She seemed
-very pale to-day.” There was a note of obvious solicitude in his voice.
-
-“She has a headache,” Christian reminded him.
-
-“Yes, that would account for it, wouldn’t it?” The young man was visibly
-relieved by this reflection. “They may say what they like,” he went on,
-“she is the most beautiful woman in London to-day, just as she was when
-she was married. Let me see--I am not sure that I ever knew her precise
-age. Do you happen to know?”
-
-“She is four-and-twenty.”
-
-“Not more! I should have said six, or at least five. Hm-m!
-Four-and-twenty!” The reiteration, for some reason, seemed to afford him
-pleasure. “I am nearly thirty myself,” he added meditatively, “and I’m
-practically sure of being in the next Government. Shall you go in much
-for politics, do you think? It wouldn’t be of any great use to you,
-except the Garter, perhaps, and it’s so fearfully slow waiting for that.
-My father had the promise of it as long ago as Lord John Russell’s time,
-and it hasn’t come off yet. But then that Home Rule business was so
-unfortunate--it sent us all over to the Tory side, where there were
-already more people waiting for things than there were things to go
-round. If I were you, I would keep very quiet for a year or two--not
-committing myself openly to either side. I can’t help thinking there
-will be a break-up. It’s a fearful bore to have only twenty or thirty
-people on one side and five hundred on the other. They won’t stand it
-much longer. It doesn’t make a fair distribution of things. Of course,
-I’m a Unionist, but if I were in your shoes, I’d think it over very
-carefully. The Liberals haven’t got a single Duke--and mind you, though
-people don’t seem to notice it, it is a fact that a party practically
-never succeeds itself. The Liberals are bound to come in, sooner or
-later--and then, if you were their only Duke, why, you’d get your
-Garter shot at you out of a gun--so to speak. Of course,
-I mustn’t be mentioned as saying this--but you think it over! And it
-needn’t matter in the least--our being in different parties.. We can
-help each other quite as well--indeed, sometimes I’m tempted to think
-even better. Of course, I dare say there won’t be much that I can do
-for you--for the next two or three years, at least--except in the way of
-advice, and tips, and that sort of thing--but there may be a number of
-matters that you can help me in.”
-
-Christian nodded wearily--with a nervous thought upon the time being
-wasted. “I am not likely to forget your kindness--or our family ties,”
- he said, consciously evasive.
-
-“You never saw Cressage, of course; awful beast!” remarked the other,
-with an irrelevancy which still struck the listener as having a certain
-method in it. “It makes a man furious to think what she must have
-suffered with him. And a mere child, too, when she was married. Only
-four-and-twenty now! These early marriages are a great mistake. Of
-course, when a man gets to be nearly thirty, and there is a family and
-property and so on to be handed along, why, then marriage becomes a
-duty. That has always been my view. And I try invariably to do my duty,
-as I see it. I think a man ought to, you know.”
-
-Christian sighed, and restrained an impulse to look at his watch. They
-had sauntered forward into the central hallway; through the open door
-could be seen a carriage and pair drawn up before the steps. A rustle on
-the stairs behind him caught his ear, and turning, Christian beheld Lady
-Cressage descending toward him, with Lord Chobham looming, stately and
-severe, in the shadows above her.
-
-Christian moved impulsively to her. “It was the greatest surprise to
-me--and disappointment, too--to hear that you were going like this,” he
-declared, with outstretched hand.
-
-She smiled feebly, and regarded him with a pensive consideration. Her
-heavy mourning of an earlier hour had been exchanged for a black
-garb less ostentatiously funereal, yet including the conventional
-widow’s-fall, which he had not seen her wear before. The thought that
-here at Caermere, last autumn, she had not even worn a widow’s-cap, rose
-in his mind. It carried with it a sense of remissness, of contumacy as
-against the great family which had endowed her with one of its names.
-But at least now she exhibited a consciousness that her husband was less
-than a year dead. And her pallid face was very beautiful in its frame of
-black--a delicately strong face, meditative, reserved, holding sadness
-in a proud restraint. “I am not very well,” she said to him, in tones
-to reach his ear alone. “The crowd here depressed me. I could not bring
-myself to appear at luncheon. It seems better that I should go away.”
-
-“But it is such a fatiguing journey--for one who does not feel wholly up
-to it!” he urged upon her. “All these strangers will be going--I think
-some of them have gone already. I don’t know what their rule is here
-about stopping after luncheon--but surely they must clear out very soon.
-Then we shall be quite by ourselves--so that if that is your only reason
-for going--why, I can’t admit that it is a reason at all.”
-
-He paused, and strove to cover with a halting smile his sudden
-perception that they were not talking with candor to each other. There
-were things in her mind, things in his mind, which bore no relation to
-the words they uttered. She was looking at him musingly--and he felt
-that he could read in her glance, or perhaps gather from what there
-was not in her glance, that she would not go if he begged her with
-sufficient earnestness to remain. Nay, the conviction flashed vividly
-uppermost in his thoughts that even a tolerable simulation of this
-earnestness would be enough. It was as if a game were being played, in
-which he was not quite the master of his moves. In this mere instant
-of time, while they had stood facing each other, he had been able to
-reproduce the whole panorama of his contact with this beautiful woman.
-From that first memorable day when she had come into his wondering,
-distraught vision of the new life before him, to that other day but a
-week ago when he had stood trembling with passionate emotions in her
-presence, his mental pictures of her rose connectedly about him. They
-exerted a pressure upon his will. They left him no free agency in the
-matter. By all the chivalric, tenderly compassionate memories they
-evoked, he must bid her to remain.
-
-“I am very sorry that you feel you must go,” was what he heard himself
-say instead.
-
-“Good-bye,” she answered simply, and gave him her gloved hand with an
-impassive face. “Lord Chobham and Lord Lingfield are good enough to see
-me back to London again. We are driving round through the forest. Our
-people are to join us at the station with the luggage. Goodbye.”
-
-He accompanied the party out to the carriage door, despite some formal
-doubts about its being the proper thing to do. Both father and son made
-remarks to him, to which he seemed to himself to be making suitable
-answers, but what they were about he never knew. The tragedy of Edith’s
-final departure from Caermere--she who had been the hostess here when
-he came; she who was to have worn the coronet on her lovely brow as the
-mistress of it all--seized upon his mind and harrowed it. A vehement
-self-reproach that his thoughts should have done her even momentary
-injustice stung him, as he beheld her seated in the carriage. She smiled
-at him--that wistful, subdued smile of the headache--and then, as the
-horses moved, his eyes were resting upon another smile instead--the
-beaming of fatuous content upon the countenance of Lord Lingfield, who
-sat facing her.
-
-Christian, regarding this second cousin of his as the carriage receded
-from view, suddenly breathed a long sigh of relief.
-
-All at once remembering many things, he wheeled with the impulse to run
-up the steps. Upon reflection, he ascended them sedately instead,
-and gave orders in the hall that Mr. Westland should be sent to him
-forthwith. Two or more groups of departing guests came upon him, while
-he stood irresolutely here, and he bade them farewell with formal
-gravity. The two parsons whom he had seen at the church were among
-them--attired now in black garments with curiously ugly little round,
-flat hats--and he noted with interest that their smirking deference now
-displeased him less than it had done in the morning. He perceived that
-his lungs were becoming accustomed to the atmosphere of adulation, and
-smiled tolerantly at himself. How long would it be, he wondered with
-idle amusement, before it would stifle him to breathe any other air?
-
-Augustine had sauntered out from some unknown quarter into the hall,
-and Christian beckoned to him. A shapeless kind of suspicion, born of a
-resemblance now for the first time suggesting itself, had risen in his
-brain. He took the young man by the arm, and strolled aside with him.
-
-“Am I wrong,” he asked carelessly, “or did I see you at the supper at
-the Hanover Theater? Let us see--it would be a week ago to-night? I
-thought so. Why I asked--I was curious to know whom you were with. It
-was a young man; you were standing together between some scenery as I
-passed you.”
-
-“Oh!” said Augustine, with visible reassurance. “That was Tom
-Bailey--Cora’s brother, you know.”
-
-“What sort is he?” Christian pursued, secretly astonished at the
-inspired accuracy of his intuition.
-
-“Well”--replied the other, hesitatingly--“it’s rather hard to say. He
-got sent down from Cambridge for something or other, and his governor
-got the needle over it, and put him on an allowance of a pound a week,
-or something like that, and so what could he do? It’s jolly hard on a
-young fellow round town to have less money than anybody else. He’s bound
-to get talked about, if he only owes half-a-crown to some outsider or
-other, and that makes other fellows turn shirty. But I think he always
-pays when he can.”
-
-“You like him, then, do you?”
-
-“Oh, yes--I like Tom well enough,” answered Augustine, dubiously
-pondering the significance of the interrogatory. “He’d be all right
-if--if he had a proper chance.” With a sigh, he ventured to add: “He’s
-like the rest of us--that way.”
-
-At sight of Dicky Westland’s approach. Christian dropped his inquiries
-abruptly. “All right,” he said, with enigmatic brevity, and turned to
-his secretary with a meaning gesture. “I want to get away from here--out
-of the Castle,” he murmured to the newcomer, “without a minute’s delay.
-I have a--kind of appointment, and I am already late. If you will get
-our hats, we will walk out together, as if we were discussing some
-private matter, and then no one will interrupt us.”
-
-This confidence was only partially justified by events. The two made
-their way unmolested into the open air, and across some long stretches
-of lawn to the beginning of the series of gardens. It was within
-Christian’s memory that one reached the orchards and the opening upon
-the heath by traversing these gardens. But in the second of them, where
-remarkable masses of tulips in gorgeous effulgence of bloom occupied
-the very beds in which he believed the dahlias must have been last year,
-there was some one on the well-remembered path in front of him.
-
-A little child of two or three years, still walking insecurely at least,
-was being led along the edge of the flower-border by a woman in black
-whose back was turned.
-
-The infant had caught the notion of bending over the hyacinths, one by
-one, laboriously to smell their perfume, and the woman indulgently lent
-herself to the pastime, halting and supporting the little one by the
-hand.
-
-Christian wondered vaguely what child this could be, before observation
-told him that the person they were approaching was a lady. He took
-Dicky’s arm then, and quickened their step. “We will be very much
-engaged as we pass,” he admonished him. After a few paces, however,
-the futility of this device made itself apparent. The lady, glancing
-indifferently over her shoulder at the sound, of their tread, turned on
-the instant with a little cry of pleasure.
-
-It was Cora who came toward them, now radiant of face and with an
-extended hand. She dragged the surprised child heedlessly along at her
-side with the other arm.
-
-“Oh, Duke!” she cried. “I did so long to burst in upon you, wherever you
-were to be found, and thank you when I heard. It was Sir George Dence
-who told us. And Eddy, he’s quite off his head with joy! He wanted to
-look you up, too, but I told him to put off thanking you till to-morrow;
-between ourselves, I don’t fancy he’ll be seen quite to the best
-advantage later on to-day. But I know you’ll think none the worse of
-him for that; and there’s a good bit to be done, he says, in the way of
-pulling the Hunt together again to work like one man. He’s begun already
-promoting the right sort of feeling. He’s got Sir George and old General
-Fawcett and about a dozen more of ’em in the billiard-room, and I
-told him everything would be all right so long as they didn’t sing. On
-account of the funeral, you know. And--why, you’ve never seen my oldest
-unmarried daughter! Look up and say, ‘How-de-do?’ Chrissy. Why, she’s
-your namesake! Yes, her baptismal name is Christiana or Christina--which
-is it? We always call her Chrissy. And you haven’t told me what an
-effective family group I make. You never would have believed that I
-could be so domestic, now, would you?”
-
-She had gathered the child up into her arms, and under the influence of
-her jocund mood Christian smiled cheerfully. “You are very wonderful
-as a mother,” he assured her, and extended a tentative finger toward
-Chrissy, who, huddled in awkward and twisted discomfort under her
-mother’s elbow, regarded him with unconcealed repulsion.
-
-“She seems an extremely healthy child,” he remarked, and the words were
-not so perfunctory as they sounded. The robust, red cheeked heartiness
-of Chrissy raised musing reflections in his mind. If this infant, with
-its stout mottled arms and legs, had been a boy, it would be at this
-moment his heir. No one could ask for a finer child--and she was very
-closely akin to him. And Cora was her mother--and Cora’s sister!
-
-“Oh, but where _are_ we going to live?” she broke in upon his
-meditations. “I said to Eddy that I’d lay odds you were thinking of
-David’s Court for us. You know the kennels used to be there before
-Porlock’s time.”
-
-“All that we can arrange,” said Christian, shaking off his reverie, and
-lifting his hat. “Rest easy in your mind about everything.”
-
-She nodded with an expansive geniality which freely included Dicky as
-well, and then walked away. It slowly occurred to Christian that she had
-said nothing about her sister’s presence in the neighborhood, although
-it was impossible to suppose her ignorant, of it. Upon consideration, he
-decided that her reticence was delicate. He felt that he liked Cora, and
-then uneasily speculated upon the seeming probability that his liking
-for her was in excess of her sister’s.
-
-“Westland,” he said, with a new thought in his busy brain, “you know
-about geography--about where the different British colonies are on
-the map, and what they are distinguished for. I want to know of a good
-place, a very long way off, where two young men with a moderate capital
-might do well, or-at least have the chance to do well.”
-
-“Fellows like that generally go to South Africa, nowadays,” replied
-Dicky, “though I believe it’s gone off a bit. It’s not as far away as
-Australia, but it’s livelier, apparently. They don’t seem to come back
-as much.”
-
-“No; I have a prejudice against that Johannesburg. It is not a good
-atmosphere, and it is too easy to get into trouble there.”
-
-“There are great reports about British Columbia just now. They’ve found
-wonderful new gold-fields, and they’re a fearful distance from anywhere.
-It takes you months to get to them, so I’m told. But it depends so much
-on what the fellows themselves are like. If I may ask, do I know them?”
-
-“It is Augustine Torr that I have in mind, and a young friend of
-his--Bailey his name is. By the way, a brother of the lady we just
-left.”
-
-“I know _of_ him,” commented Dicky sententiously.
-
-“Well, it has occurred to me that these young men, for whom there seems
-no specially suitable foothold in England, might accomplish something in
-the colonies. That is the way Greater Britain, as they call it, has been
-made--by young men who might have done nothing at all worth doing at
-home. Life is really very difficult and complicated in this crowded
-island, unless one has exactly the temperament to succeed. But in the
-colonies it is different. Men who are of no use here may become valuable
-there. I have heard that there are many instances of this. And these
-young men, it seems to me that very possibly, if they found themselves
-on new ground, they might do as others have done and get on. We do not
-quite know what to do with them here, but we send them out, and they
-make the Empire.”
-
-“It’s rather rough on the Empire, though, isn’t it?” said Dicky.
-
-Christian frowned and drew himself up a little. “One is my cousin,”
- he said coldly, “and the other is the brother of--is the brother of my
-cousin’s wife.”
-
-There was a moment of silence, and then the secretary, as upon a sudden
-resolution, stopped. “It’s no good my going on,” he said, nervously, but
-with decision. “I daresay you don’t mean it, but all the same it’s too
-much for me. If you don’t mind, I think I’ll turn it up and catch the
-evening-train. I don’t mind going to the station in the brake with the
-servants and the luggage. It certainly won’t take anybody by surprise.”
- Christian regarded him with open-eyed astonishment. “I don’t know what
-you’re talking about,” he said, in obvious candor.
-
-Dicky restlessly threw out his hands. “Oh, I can’t stand this Dukeness
-of yours,” he declared. “You put it on too thick. I know Gus Torr, and
-I know as much as I want to of Tom Bailey, and I know they’re no good,
-and you know it, too--although I don’t say they mayn’t get on in the
-colonies. God knows what won’t get on there! But when I make some
-perfectly civil and natural remark on the subject, you flame up at
-me, and blow yourself out like a pouter pigeon, and say
-they’re--haw-haw!--relations of yours. Well, that be damned, you know!
-It may do once in a way with outsiders, but it isn’t good enough to live
-with.”
-
-“Dicky!” said Christian, in a voice of awed appeal. His brown face
-distorted itself in lines of painful bewilderment as he gazed at his
-companion. “Have I done that? Is it as bad as that?” He gasped the
-questions out in a frightened way and tears sprang into his eyes. “Then
-it is not you who should catch the evening train, but me. I am not fit
-to be here!” He finished with a groan of bitter dejection and bowed his
-head.
-
-Westland, as much scared as surprised at the violent result of his
-protest, moved impetuously to his friend and put a hand on his shoulder.
-“No-no! No-no,” he said, in a soothing voice. “It’s all right! I said
-you didn’t mean it, you know. Truly, old man, I _knew_ you didn’t mean
-it! Upon my word, it’s all right!”
-
-Christian lifted his head, and tried to choke down his agitation. “But
-you go away from me!” he said in despairing tones. “It is the same as
-ever! Nothing is changed for me! I do not make friends--much less keep
-them!”
-
-“But I _am_ your friend! You _are_ keeping me!” Dicky insisted, raising
-his voice. An odd impulse to laugh aloud struggled confusedly with the
-concern the other’s visible suffering gave him. “I take it all back. I’m
-stopping with you, right enough!”
-
-Christian accepted the assurance in a dazed way, and after he had
-silently shaken the other’s hand, began walking on again, studying the
-ground with a troubled frown. “I am a weak and dull fool!” he growled at
-last, in rage at himself. “I have not sense enough to behave properly!
-It is a mistake that I should he put over anybody else! I make myself
-ridiculous, like any _parvenu_.”
-
-“No--that’s all rot,” the other felt it judicious to urge. “You’re
-perfectly all right, only--only----”
-
-“Only I’m not!” Christian filled in the gap of hesitation with an angry
-laugh.
-
-Gradually a calmer view of himself pervaded his mind. “It is more
-difficult than you think, Dicky,” he affirmed, after a pause. “It is not
-easy at all--at first--to--what shall I say?--to keep feeling your feet
-under you on the solid ground. The temptation to soar, to think you are
-lifted up, is upon you every minute. It catches you unawares. Ah! I see
-one must watch that without ceasing. Oh, I am glad--more glad than I can
-tell you--that you stopped me. Ah! that was a true friend’s service.”
-
-Dicky chuckled softly: “It’s much nicer, if you can take it that way,”
- he admitted.
-
-“If I am ever anything but nice to _yoo_,” Christian began, gravely,
-and then stopped as if he had bitten his tongue. “Oh, there is patronage
-again!” he cried with vexation--and then let himself be persuaded to
-join in the frank laughter that the other set up.
-
-“Oh, we shall hit it off all right,” Dicky assured him as a final word
-on the subject. “It’s merely a question of time. You’ve got to get
-accustomed to your new job, and I to mine: that’s all there is of it.
-We shall learn the whole bag of tricks in a week or so, and be happy
-ever afterward.”
-
-The joking refrain struck some welcome chord in Christian’s thoughts. He
-looked up, and noted that they were very near the door leading out from
-the fruit-garden to the heath beyond the wall. Halting, he smiled into
-his companion’s face.
-
-“No one will follow me now,” he said with sparkling eyes. “I will let
-you turn back here, if you don’t mind.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVII
-
-Christian realized blankly, all at once, as’ he stood and gazed out
-over the moor, that he did not know his way.
-
-The spring had laid upon this great rolling common a beauty of its own.
-Everywhere, on thorns and furze and briars, the touch of the new life
-had hung emeralds to bedeck and hide the dun waste of winter. The
-ashen-gray carpets of old mosses were veined with the vivid green of
-young growths; out from the dry brown litter of lifeless ferns and
-bracken were rising the malachite croziers of fresh fronds. The
-brilliant yellow of broom and gorse blooms caught the eye in all
-directions, blazing above the vernal outburst of another year’s
-vegetation, and the hum of the bees in the sunlight, and the delicately
-mingled odors in the May air were a delight to the senses. But under
-this exuberance of re-awakened nature, welcome though it might be,
-somehow the landmarks of last autumn seemed to have disappeared.
-
-The path which had led along the wall, for example, was now nowhere
-discernible. Or had there really been a path at any time?
-
-It was clear enough, at all events, that his course for some distance
-lay beside this massive line of ancient masonry, even if no track was
-marked for him. At some farther point it would be necessary to turn
-off at a right angle toward the Mere Copse--and here he could recall
-distinctly that there had been a path. But then he came upon several
-paths, or vaguely defined grassy depressions which might be paths, and
-the divergent ways of these were a trouble to him. At last, he decided
-to strike out more boldly into the heath, independently of paths, and
-try to get a general view of the landscape. He made his way through
-creepers and prickly little bushes toward an elevation in the distance,
-realizing more and more in his encumbered progress that his quest was
-like that of one who should search the limitless sea for a small boat.
-There seemed no boundaries whatever to this vast tract of waste land.
-
-As he began at length the ascent of the mound toward which his course
-had been directed, he scanned the moor near and far, but no human figure
-was visible. No signs could he discover of any beaten track across it;
-of the several patches of woodland beyond, in the distance to the left,
-he could not even be sure which was the Mere Copse. Below, on the edge
-of the sky-line at the right, he could see the tops of the towers
-and chimneys of Caermere. Wheeling round from this point, then, he
-endeavored to identify that portion of the hill, on the opposite side of
-the river-chasm, which Kathleen had pointed out to him from the terrace.
-But, viewed from here, there were so many hills! The hopelessness of
-his errand became more apparent with each glance round. Despondently, he
-sauntered up the few remaining yards to the top.
-
-He stood upon the ridge of a grass-grown wall of stones and earth, which
-in a somewhat irregular circle enclosed perhaps a quarter-acre of land.
-This wall on its best preserved side, where he found himself, was some
-dozen feet in height. Across the ring it seemed lower, and at three
-or four points was broken down altogether. He realized that he was
-surveying a very ancient structure--no doubt, prehistoric. Would it
-have been a fortress or a temple, or the primitive mausoleum of some
-chieftain-ruler in these wilds? One of the openings seemed to suggest by
-its symmetry an entrance to the enclosure. It was all very curious, and
-he promised himself that very soon he would examine it in detail. Some
-vague promptings of a nascent archaeological spirit impelled him now,
-upon second thoughts, to walk round on the crest of the wall to the
-other side.
-
-Suddenly he stopped, stared sharply downward with arrested breath, and
-then, while his face wreathed itself with amused smiles, tip-toed along
-a few paces farther. Halting here, his eyes dancing with suppressed
-gaiety, he regarded at his leisure the object of his expedition.
-
-Upon the sunny outer side of the sloping embankment, only a few feet
-below, was seated Frances Bailey. Her face was turned from him, and she
-was apparently engrossed in the study of a linen-backed sectional map
-spread on her knees. A small red book lay in the grass at her side,
-and he was so close that he could decipher the legend “Shropshire and
-Cheshire” on its cover.
-
-After a minute’s rapturous reflection he turned and noiselessly retraced
-his steps, till he could descend from the wall without being seen. There
-was a kind of miniature dry moat surrounding it at this point, and this
-he lightly vaulted. Then, straightening himself, he strolled forward
-with as fine an assumption of unsuspecting innocence as he could
-contrive. It occurred to him to whistle some negligent tune very softly
-as he came, but, oddly enough, his lips seemed recalcitrant--they made
-no sound.
-
-At the obtrusion of his shadow upon the map she was examining she looked
-swiftly up. For a moment, with the afternoon sun in her eyes, she seemed
-not to recognize him. There followed another pause, infinitesimal in
-duration, yet crowded with significance, in which she appeared clearly
-at a loss what to say or do, now that she realized the fact of his
-presence. Then she smiled at him with a kind of superficial brightness
-and tossed the map aside.
-
-“I am fortunate indeed to find you,” he said, as he came up, and they
-shook hands formally. A few moments before, when he had looked down upon
-her from the mound, he had been buoyantly conscious of his control of
-the situation; but now that he stood before her it was she who looked
-down upon him from her vantage-ground on the side of the bank, and
-somehow this seemed to make a great deal of difference. The sound of his
-voice in his own ears was unexpectedly solemn and constrained. He felt
-his deportment to be unpleasantly awkward.
-
-She ignored the implication that he had been looking for her. “I suppose
-this must be the place that is marked ‘tumulus’ on the map here,” she
-observed, with what seemed to be a deliberately casual tone. “But
-I should think it is more like a rath, such as one reads about in
-Ireland--a fortified place to defend one’s herds and people in. As I
-understand it, a tumulus was for purposes of burial, and this seems to
-be a fort rather than a tomb. What is your idea about it?” She rose to
-her feet as she put the question, and turned to regard the earthworks
-above and about her with a concentrated interest.
-
-He tried to laugh. “I’m afraid I’m more ignorant about them than anybody
-else,” he confessed. “I have never been here before. I suppose all one
-can really say is that the people who did these things knew what they
-were for, but that since they had no alphabet they could not leave a
-record to explain them to us, and so we are free to make each his own
-theory to suit himself.”
-
-“That is a very indolent view to take,” she told him over her shoulder.
-“Scientists and archaeologists are not contented with that sort of
-reply. They examine and compare and draw deductions, and get at the
-meaning of these ancient remains. They do not sit down and fold their
-hands and say, ‘Unfortunately those people had no alphabet.’ Why don’t
-you dig this thing up and find out about it?”
-
-He smiled to himself doubtfully, “I have only been in possession of it
-for about three hours,” he reminded her. Then an inspiration came
-to, him. “Would _you_ like to dig it up?” he asked, with an effect
-of eagerness shining through the banter of his tone. “I mean, to
-superintend the excavations. You shall have forty men out here with
-picks and shovels to-morrow if you say the word.” Instead of answering,
-she stooped to get her book and map, and then moved with a preoccupied
-air to the top of the bank. After an instant’s hesitation he scrambled
-up to join her.
-
-“I suppose that would have been the entrance there,” she observed,
-pointing across the circle. “And in the center, you see, where the grass
-is so thin, there are evidently big stones there. That _does_ suggest
-interment after all, doesn’t it? Yet the Silurians are said to have
-buried only in dolmens. It is very curious.”
-
-“I do not find that I care much about Silurians this afternoon,” he
-ventured to say. There was a gentle hint of reproach in his voice.
-
-“Why, you’re one yourself! That is the principal point about the Torrs;
-that is what makes them interesting.”
-
-“But what good does it do me to be a Silurian and interesting,” he
-protested with a whimsical gesture, “if I--if I do not get what I want
-most of all in the world?”
-
-“It seems to me that you have got more things already than most people
-on this planet.” She went on reflectively: “I had no idea at all what it
-meant till I saw these hills and the valleys below them, and the forests
-and the villages and the castle, and the people coming out from heaven
-knows what holes in the rocks--all with your collar round their necks.
-I should think it would either send you mad with the sense of power or
-frighten you to death.”
-
-“I am really very humble about it, I think,” he assured her simply. “And
-there is not so much power as you seem to imagine. It is all a great
-organized machine, like some big business. The differences are that it
-works very clumsily and badly as it is at present managed, and that it
-hardly pays any dividend at all. The average large wholesale grocer’s
-or wine merchant’s estate would pay a bigger succession duty than my
-grandfather’s. He died actually a poor man.” The intelligence did not
-visibly impress her. “But it was not because he helped others,” she
-remarked. “Those about him grew poorer also. It is a hateful system!”
-
-“There is something you do not know,” he began with gravity. “I said
-that my grandfather died a poor man. But since his death a tremendous
-thing has happened. A great gift has been made to me. The enormous debts
-which encumbered his estates have been wiped out of existence. It is
-Lord Julius and Emanuel who have done this--done it for me! I do not
-know the figures yet--to-morrow Mr. Soman is to explain them to me--but
-the fact is I am a very rich man indeed. I do not owe anybody a penny.
-Whatever seems to be mine, _is_ mine. There are between seventy-five and
-eighty thousand acres. By comparison with other estates, it seems to me
-that there will be a yearly income of more than fifty thousand pounds!”
-
-She drew a long breath and looked him in the face. “I am very sorry for
-you,” she said soberly.
-
-“Ah, no; I resist you there,” he exclaimed. “I quote your own words
-to you: ‘It is an indolent view to take.’ There is a prodigious
-responsibility! Yes! But all the more reason why I should be brave.
-Would you have me lose my nerve, and say the task is too great for me? I
-thought you did not like people who solved difficulties by turning tail
-and running away. Well, to confess oneself afraid--that is the same
-thing.”
-
-She smiled thoughtfully, perhaps at the quaint recurrence to foreign
-gestures and an uncertain, hurried use of book-English which her company
-seemed always to provoke in him. “I meant only that it was a terrible
-burden you had had fastened upon your shoulders,” she made answer
-softly. “I did not suggest that you were afraid of it. And yet I should
-think you would be!”
-
-“I think,” he responded, with a kind of diffident conviction, “I think
-that if a man is honest and ambitious for good things, and has some
-brains, he can grow to be equal to any task that will be laid upon him.
-And if he labors at it with sincerity and does absolutely the best that
-there is in him to do, then I do not think that his work will be wasted.
-A man is only a man after all. He did not make this world, and he cannot
-do with it what he likes. It is a bigger thing, when you come to think
-of it, than he is. At the end there is only a little hole in it for him
-to be buried in and forgotten, as these people who raised this wall
-that we stand on are forgotten. They thought in their day that the whole
-world depended upon them; when there was thunder and lightning, they
-said it was on their account, because their gods in the sky were angry
-with them. But to us it is evident that they were not so important as
-they supposed they were. We look at the work of their hands here, and
-we regard it with curiosity, as we might an ant’s nest. We do not know
-whether they made it as a tomb for their chief or as a shelter for their
-cows. And if they had left records to explain that, and it does not
-matter how much else, it would be the same. We learn only one thing from
-all the numberless millions who have gone before us--that man is less
-important than he thinks he is. I have a high position thrust upon me.
-_Eh bien!_ I am not going to command the sun to stand still. I am not
-going to believe that I ought to revolutionize human society before I
-die. There will be many men after me. If one or two of them says of me
-that I worked hard to do well, and that I left things a trifle better
-than I found them, then what more can I desire?”
-
-She nodded in musing abstraction, but answered nothing. Her gaze was
-fastened resolutely upon the opposite bank.
-
-“I am truly so fortunate not to have missed you!” he repeated after a
-small interval of silence.
-
-“Why should you say that?” she asked almost with petulance. “You make
-too much of me! I do not belong in this gallery at all. I am very angry
-with myself for being here. I ought not to have allowed Mrs. Emanuel to
-persuade me against my own judgment. It did not enter into my head that
-I should be seen by anybody. I was on my vacation--I take it early,
-because some of the girls like to get away at Whitsuntide--and at Bath
-I saw in a paper some reference to the state with which your grandfather
-would be buried, and the whim seized me to see the funeral. I came on
-my bicycle most of the way, till the hills got too bad. I thought no one
-would be the wiser for my coming and going. And one thing--you must not
-ask me to come into the castle again. I am going to the inn to get my
-machine, and go down to Craven Arms or Clun for the night. I have looked
-both roads out on my map. Is Clun interesting, do you know?”
-
-“I have not the remotest idea. In fact, there is only one idea of any
-sort in my mind just now. It is that you are not to be allowed to go
-away. Have you seen the dungeons in which we fasten up people whose
-presence is particularly desired, and who will not listen to reason?”
-
-The jesting tone of his words was belied by the glance in his eyes.
-She frowned a little. “No, there is no reason in it at all.
-What have I to do with these people? They are not my kind. It is the
-merest accident that you and I happen to be acquainted. If you did not
-know me now, nothing is more certain than that we should never meet in
-the world. And our seeming to each other like friends on those other
-occasions--that had nothing to do with the present. The circumstances
-are entirely different. There is nothing in common between us now, or
-hardly anything at all. You ought to understand that. And I look to you
-to realize how matters are altered, and not to insist upon placing me
-in a very undignified and unpleasant position.” She had spoken with
-increasing rapidity of utterance, and with rising agitation. “Not
-that your insisting would make any difference!” she added now, almost
-defiantly.
-
-He looked at her in silence. The face half turned from him, with its
-broad brow, its shapely and competent profile, the commanding light
-in its gray eyes, the firm lips drawn into tightened curves of proud
-resistance to any weakness of quivering--it was the face that had made
-so profound an impression upon him at the outset of that wonderful
-journey from Rouen. The memory became on the instant inexpressibly
-touching to him. She was almost as she had been then--it might well be
-the same sober gray frock, the same hat, save that the ribbon now was
-black instead of fawn. She would have no varied wardrobe, this girl who
-earned her own bread, and gave her mind to the large realities of life.
-But this very simplicity of setting, how notably it emphasized the
-precious quality of what it framed! He recalled that in his first rapt
-study of this face it had seemed to him like the face of the young
-Piedmontese bishop who had once come to his school--pure, wise, sweet,
-tender, strong. And now, beholding it afresh, it was beyond all these
-things the face which woke music in his heart--the face of the woman he
-loved.
-
-With gentle slowness he answered her: “The position I seek to place you
-in does not seem to me undignified. I should like to hope that you would
-not find it unpleasant. You know what I mean--I offered it to you in
-advance, before it was yet mine to give. I beg you again to accept it,
-now when it _is_ mine to give. If you will turn, you can see Caermere
-from where you stand. It has had in all its days no mistress like you.
-Will you take it from my hands?”
-
-She confronted him with a clear, steady gaze of disapproval. “All this
-is very stupid!” she said, peremptorily. “Last week--it had its pretty
-and graceful side then perhaps, but it is not nice at all now. It does
-not flatter me; it does not please me in any way to-day. I told you
-then, I had my own independence, my own personal pride and dignity,
-which are dearer to me than anything else. If I had them then, I have
-them very much more now. What kind of idea of me is this that you
-have--that I am to change my mind because now you can talk of fifty
-thousand a year? I like you less than I did when you had nothing at all!
-For then we seemed to understand each other better. You would not have
-rattled your money-box at me then! You had finer sensibilities--I liked
-you more!”
-
-He returned her gaze with a perplexed smile. “But I am asking you to be
-my wife,” he pointed out.
-
-She sniffed with a suggestion of contempt at the word. “Wife!” she told
-him stormily. “You do not seem to know what the word ‘wife’ means! You
-are not thinking of a ‘wife’ at all. It is a woman to play Duchess to
-your Duke that you have in mind, and you feel merely that she ought to
-be presentable and intelligent, and personally not distasteful to you;
-we’ll even say that you prefer a woman towards whom you have felt a sort
-of comrade’s impulse. But that has nothing to do with a ‘wife.’ And even
-on your own ground how foolish you are! In heaven’s name, why hit on
-_me_ of all women? There are ten thousand who would do it all vastly
-better, and who, moreover, would leap at the chance. You have only to
-look about you. England is full of beauties in training for just such a
-place. They know the ways of your set--the small talk, the little jokes,
-the amusements and social duties and distinctions, and all that. Go
-and find what you want among them. What have I to do with such people?
-They’re not in my class at all.”
-
-Christian sighed, and then sought her glance again with a timid,
-whimsical smile. “Ah, how you badger me always!” he said. “But I have
-still something more to say.”
-
-“Let me beg that it be left unsaid!” She folded up the map, and began
-moving along the ridge as she spoke. “It is all as distressful to me as
-can be. You cannot understand--or will not understand--and it puts me
-in an utterly hateful position. I do not like to be saying unpleasant
-things to you. I had only the nicest feelings towards you when we last
-parted; and this noon, when I saw you in the church, you made a picture
-in my mind that I had quite--quite a tenderness for. But now you force
-me into disagreeable feelings and words, which I don’t like any more
-than you do. I seem to be never myself when I am with you. I have
-actually never seen you but three times, and you disturb me more--you
-make me hate myself more--than everything else in the world.”
-
-The exigencies of the path along the summit of the mound forced
-Christian to walk behind her. In the voice which carried these words
-backward to him the quavering stress of profound emotion was more to him
-than the words themselves. He put out his hand and laid it lightly upon
-her arm.
-
-“It is because you feel in your heart of hearts that I love you,” he
-said in a low, tremulous voice. “Can you not see? It is that that has
-made all our meetings disturbed, full of misunderstandings as well as
-pleasure. You wrong me, dear--or no, you could not do that, but it is
-that you do not comprehend. I have loved you from that first day. Oh,
-I have loved you always, since I can remember--long years before I saw
-you. There is not any memory in my life, it seems, but of you--for
-all the sweet things were a foretaste of you, and all the bitter are
-forgotten because of you. And shall there not be an end now to our
-hurting each other? For where you go I follow you, and I must always
-be longing for you--and I do not believe that in your heart you hold
-yourself away from me, but only in your mind.”
-
-She had drawn her sleeve from his touch, and irresolutely quickened her
-steps. She perforce paused now at a broken gap in the bank, and with
-books and gathered skirts in one hand, lifted the other in instinctively
-balancing preparation for a descent. He took this hand, and she made no
-demur to his leading her down the steep slope to the level outer ground.
-He retained the hand reverently, gently in his own as they walked in
-silence across the heath. It seemed ever as if she would take it from
-him, and that he consciously exerted a magic through his touch which
-just sufficed to hold it.
-
-With a bowed head, and cheek at once flushed and white, she began to
-speak. “You are very young,” she said, lingering over the words with
-almost dejection in her tone. “You know so little of what life is like!
-You have such a place in the affairs of men to fill, and you come to it
-with such innocent boyish good faith--and men are so little like
-what you think they are. And as you learn the lesson--the hardening,
-disillusionizing lesson of the world--and the soft, youthful places in
-your nature toughen, and you are a man holding your own with other men,
-and lording it over them where you can, then you will hate the things
-which hamper you, and you will curse encumbrances that you took
-on you in your ignorance. And you are all wrong about me!
-It is because you do not know other women that you think well of me. I
-am a very ordinary girl, indeed. There are thousands like me, and better
-than me, with more courage and finer characters, and you do not know
-them, that is all. And there are the young women of your own little
-world, who are born and reared to be the wives of men in your place, and
-you will see them----”
-
-“I have seen them,” he interposed softly. “But it is not fair!” she
-hurried on breathlessly. “It is the duty of a friend to hold a man back
-when he is bent on a folly. And we pledged ourselves to be true friends,
-and I implore you--or no, I insist! I will not have it. It is too
-cruelly unfair to you--and--I am going now--no, not that way; in the
-other direction. We will say good-bye.”
-
-He would not relinquish the hand she strove to drag away. All the
-calmness of confident mastery was in his hold upon this hand, and in the
-gravely sweet cadence of his voice. “I love you,” he said. “I shall love
-no one in my life, or in another life, but you. I will not live without
-you. I will not willingly spend a day in all my years away from you. You
-are truly my other half--the companion, the friend, the love, the wife,
-without whom nothing exists for me. I am not young as you say I am,
-and I shall never be old--for in this love there is no youth or age for
-either of us. Try to look backward now! Can you see a time when we
-did not love each other? And forward! Is it thinkable that we can be
-parted?” Slowly she lifted her head.
-
-“Look at me!” she bade him in a voice he seemed never to have heard
-before.
-
-
-THE END
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- <div style="height: 8em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />
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- <h1>
- GLORIA MUNDI
- </h1>
- <h2>
- By Harold Frederic
- </h2>
- <h3>
- Author Of &ldquo;The Damnation Of Theron Ware,&rdquo; &ldquo;March Hares,&rdquo; Etc.
- </h3>
- <h4>
- New York: International Book And Publishing Company
- </h4>
- <h3>
- 1899
- </h3>
- <p>
- <br /><br /><a name="linkimage-0001" id="linkimage-0001"> </a>
- </p>
- <div class="fig" style="width:50%;">
- <img src="images/0001.jpg" alt="0001 " width="100%" /><br />
- </div>
- <p>
- <br /><br /><a name="linkimage-0002" id="linkimage-0002"> </a>
- </p>
- <div class="fig" style="width:50%;">
- <img src="images/0007.jpg" alt="0007 " width="100%" /><br />
- </div>
- <p>
- <br /> <br />
- </p>
- <h3>
- TO MY FRIEND
- </h3>
- <h3>
- THE HON. ALTON B. PARKER
- </h3>
- <h3>
- CHIEF JUDGE OF THE COURT OF APPEALS, N. Y.
- </h3>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <p>
- <b>CONTENTS</b>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2H_PART"> <b>PART I</b> </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0001"> CHAPTER I </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0002"> CHAPTER II </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0003"> CHAPTER III </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0004"> CHAPTER IV </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0005"> CHAPTER V </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0006"> CHAPTER VI </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0007"> CHAPTER VII </a>
- </p>
- <p>
- <br />
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2H_PART2"> <b>PART II</b> </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0008"> CHAPTER VIII </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0009"> CHAPTER IX </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0010"> CHAPTER X </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0011"> CHAPTER XI </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0012"> CHAPTER XII </a>
- </p>
- <p>
- <br />
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2H_PART3"> <b>PART III</b> </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0013"> CHAPTER XIII </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0014"> CHAPTER XIV </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0015"> CHAPTER XV </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0016"> CHAPTER XVI </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0017"> CHAPTER XVII </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0018"> CHAPTER XIX </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0019"> CHAPTER XX </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0020"> CHAPTER XXI </a>
- </p>
- <p>
- <br />
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2H_PART4"> <b>PART IV</b> </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0021"> CHAPTER XXII </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0022"> CHAPTER XXIII </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0023"> CHAPTER XXIV </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0024"> CHAPTER XXV </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0025"> CHAPTER XXVI </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0026"> CHAPTER XXVII </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
-<p>
- <a name="link2H_PART" id="link2H_PART"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- PART I
- </h2>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0001" id="link2HCH0001"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER I
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>he meeting of the
- man and the woman&mdash;it is to this that every story in the world goes
- back for its beginning.
- </p>
- <p>
- At noon on a day late in September the express train from Paris rested,
- panting and impatient, on its brief halt in the station at Rouen. The
- platform was covered with groups of passengers, pushing their way into or
- out of the throng about the victualer&rsquo;s table. Through the press passed
- waiters, bearing above their heads trays with cups of tea and plates of
- food. People were climbing the high steps to the carriages, or beckoning
- to others from the open windows of compartments. Four minutes of the
- allotted five had passed. The warning cries of the guards had begun, and
- there was even to be heard the ominous preliminary tooting of a horn.
- </p>
- <p>
- At the front of the section of first-class carriages a young woman leaned
- through the broad window-frame of a coupé, and held a difficult
- conversation with one of the waiters. She had sandwiches in one hand, some
- loose coin in the other. Her task was to get at the meaning of a man who
- spoke of sous while she was thinking in centimes, and she smiled a little
- in amused vexation with herself at the embarrassment.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Deux sandwich: combien si vous plait, monsieur?&rdquo; she repeated, with an
- appealing stress of courtesy. More slowly she constructed a second
- sentence: &ldquo;Est un franc assez?&rdquo; She proffered the silver coin to help out
- her inquiry, and the waiter, nodding, put up his hand for it.
- </p>
- <p>
- On the instant, as the noise of slamming doors and the chorus of &ldquo;Au
- coupé, s&rsquo;il-v&rsquo;-plait!&rdquo; grew peremptory, one in authority pushed the waiter
- aside and pulled open the coupé door upon which she had been leaning.
- &ldquo;Permettez moi, madame!&rdquo; he said curtly.
- </p>
- <p>
- Close at his back was a young man, with wraps upon his arm and a traveling
- bag in his hand, who was flushed and breathing hard with the excitement of
- hurry, and who drew a long sigh of relief as he put his foot on the bottom
- step of the coupé.
- </p>
- <p>
- The young woman had grasped the door and was striving stoutly to drag it
- to her. &ldquo;Mais non, monsieur!&rdquo; she shouted, her voice quivering with
- vehemence. &ldquo;Cette compartement est tout reserveé-engageé! J&rsquo;ai donné sank
- franc soisante, en Paris, pour moi seulement! Je proteste!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Sharp blasts from a horn at the rear of the train broke in upon her
- earnest if uncertain remarks. The official held up one warning hand, while
- with the other he wrenched the door wide open. He said something of which
- the girl comprehended only its arbitrary harshness of spirit. Brusquely
- thrusting a ticket into the young man&rsquo;s hand, he pushed him up the steps
- into the compartment, and closed the door upon him with a clang. Arms were
- waving outside; the tin horn screamed; a throb of reawakened energy
- thrilled backward through the train.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I assure you&mdash;I am so sorry,&rdquo; the young man began, still standing by
- the door. His voice was gentle and deprecatory. His words were English,
- but the tone was of some other language.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But I have taken the whole compartment-I paid for it all!&rdquo; she burst out
- at him, her voice shaking with indignation. &ldquo;It is an outrage!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am afraid you are mistaken,&rdquo; he started to speak again; &ldquo;you obtained
- only one seat&mdash;I have a ticket for another. If there had been time, I
- beg you to believe&mdash;&rdquo; The train was moving, and a swift plunge into
- utter darkness abruptly broke off his speech. After a few moments it
- became possible to discern vague outlines in the black compartment. The
- girl had huddled herself on the end cushion at the right. The young man
- took his seat in the corner to the left, and for three incredibly
- protracted minutes the tunnel reared its uncanny barrier of bogus night
- between them. The dim suggestion of light which remained to them revealed
- constrained and motionless figures drawn rigidly away from each other, and
- pale averted countenances staring fixedly into the gloom.
- </p>
- <p>
- All at once they were blinking in a flood of sunshine, and drawing welcome
- breaths of the new, sweet air which swept through from window to window.
- The young man&rsquo;s gaze, decorously turned to his left, was of a sudden
- struck with the panorama as by a blow. He uttered a little cry of delight
- to himself, and bent forward with eagerness to grasp as much as he might
- of what was offered. The broad, hill-rimmed basin of the Seine; the gray
- towers and shining spires of the ancient town; the blue films of smoke
- drifting through the autumn haze; the tall black chimneys, the narrow,
- high poplars, the splashes of vivid color with which the mighty moving
- picture painted itself&mdash;all held him, rapt and trembling, with his
- face out of the window.
- </p>
- <p>
- Summarily the darkness descended upon them again. He drew back, settled
- himself in his seat and recalled the circumstance that he was not alone.
- It occurred to him to pull up the window, and then instinctively he turned
- to see if she had taken the same precaution on her side. Thus when the
- short second tunnel unexpectedly ended, he found himself regarding his
- companion with wideeyed and surprised intentness.
- </p>
- <p>
- There were two vacant seats between them, and across this space she
- returned his scrutiny for a moment; then with a fine show of calm she
- looked away, out through the broad, rounded panes which constituted the
- front of the compartment.
- </p>
- <p>
- To the eye of the young man, she was above all things English. Her
- garments, her figure, the pose of her head, the consciously competent
- repose of her profile, the very angle at which the correct gray hat, with
- its fawn-colored ribbon, crossed the line of the brow above&mdash;these
- spoke loudly to him of the islander. From this fact alone would be
- inferred a towering personal pride, and an implacable resentment toward
- those who, no matter how innocently and accidentally, offered injury to
- that pride. He knew the English well, and it hardly needed this partial
- view of her face to tell him that she was very angry.
- </p>
- <p>
- Another young man, under these conditions, might have more frankly asked
- himself whether the face was a beautiful one. He was conscious that the
- query had taken shape in his mind, but he gave it no attention. It was the
- character of the face, instead, which had powerfully impressed him. He
- recalled with curious minuteness the details of his first glimpse of it&mdash;the
- commanding light in the gray eyes, the tightened curves of the lip, the
- mantling red on the high, smooth cheek. Was it a pretty face? No&mdash;the
- question would not propound itself. Prettiness had nothing to do with the
- matter. The personality which looked through the face&mdash;that was what
- affected him.
- </p>
- <p>
- The compartment seemed filled in some subtle way with the effect of this
- personality. He looked out of his window again. A beautiful deep valley
- lay below him now, with densely wooded hills beyond. The delicate tints of
- the waning season enriched the tracery of foliage close at hand; still the
- tall chimneys, mixed with poplars, marked the course of the enslaved
- river, but the factories themselves were kindly hidden here by dark
- growths of thicket in the shadowed depths.
- </p>
- <p>
- It was surpassingly beautiful, but its contemplation left him restless. He
- moved about on his seat, partially lowered the window, put it up again and
- at last turned his head.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am afraid that all the charming landscape is on this side,&rdquo; he made
- bold to say. &ldquo;I will change places with pleasure, if&mdash;if you would be
- so kind.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, thank you,&rdquo; was her spontaneous and decisive reply. Upon reflection
- she added in a more deliberate tone: &ldquo;I should be obliged if you would
- take the view that conversation is not necessary.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Some latent strain of temerity amazed the young man by rising to the
- surface of his mind, under the provocation of this rebuff, and shaping his
- purpose for him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is only fair to myself, first, however,&rdquo; he with surprise heard
- himself declaring, &ldquo;that I should finish my explanation. You can satisfy
- yourself readily at Dieppe that your ticket is for only one seat. It is
- very, easy to make errors of that kind when one does not&mdash;that is to
- say, is not&mdash;well, <i>entirely</i> familiar with the language of the
- country. As to my own part, you will remember that I came only at the last
- moment. I took my coupé seat a half hour before, because I also wished to
- be alone, and then I went out to see Jeanne d&rsquo;Arc&rsquo;s tower again, and I was
- nearly too late. If there had been time, I would have found a seat
- elsewhere&mdash;but you yourself saw&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Really, I think no more need be said,&rdquo; broke in his companion. She looked
- him frankly, coldly in the face as she spoke, and her words seemed in his
- ears to have metallic edges. &ldquo;It is plain enough that there was a mistake.
- As you have suggested, my French is very faulty indeed, and no doubt the
- misunderstanding is entirely my own. So, since it is unavoidable, there
- surely need be no more words about it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She opened a book at this, put her feet out to the stool in front and
- ostentatiously disposed herself for deep abstraction in literature.
- </p>
- <p>
- The young man in turn got out some pamphlets and papers from the pockets
- of his great-coat, and pretended to divide his attention between these and
- the scenery outside. In truth, he did not for a moment get the face of
- this girl out of his thoughts. More than ever now, since she had looked
- him fully in the eye, it was not a face to be pictured in the brain as
- other faces of women had been. The luminous substance of the individuality
- behind the face shone out at him from the pages he stared at, and from the
- passing vistas of lowland meadows, streams and mill-towns that met his
- gaze through the window.
- </p>
- <p>
- He knew so little of women that his mind was quite devoid of materials for
- any comparative analysis of the effect she produced upon him. He evolved
- for himself, indeed, the conviction that really this was the first woman,
- in the genuine and higher meaning of the word, that he had ever met. The
- recognition of this brought with it an excitement as novel to him as the
- fact itself. Before ever he had seen her, clinging to the coupé door with
- her gloved hands and so bravely doing hopeless and tongue-tied battle with
- the guard, there had been things which had made this the greatest day of
- his life. He was in truth finishing the last stage of a journey into the
- unknown, the strange possibilities of which had for a week kept his nerves
- on the rack. The curtain of only one more night hung now between him and
- the revealed lineaments of destiny. To be alone with his perturbed
- thoughts, on this culminating day of anxious hopes and dreads, had been
- his controlling idea at Rouen. It was for this that he had bought the
- coupé seat, upon the rumor of the station that solitude was thus to be
- commanded. And now how extraordinary was the chance!
- </p>
- <p>
- There had stepped into this eventful day, as from the clouds, a stranger
- whose mysterious appeal to his imagination seemed more remarkable than all
- else combined.
- </p>
- <p>
- He worked this out, painstakingly, with little sidelong glances from time
- to time toward where she sat buried in her book, to check the progression
- of his reasoning. When he reached the conclusion that she was really
- playing this predominant part in the drama of the day, its suggestion of
- hysterical folly rather frightened him. He looked with earnestness out of
- the window, and even be gan to count the chimneys of the landscape as an
- overture to returning sanity. Then he looked less furtively at her and
- said to himself with labored plausibility that she was but an ordinary
- traveling Englishwoman, scarcely to be differentiated from the
- Cook&rsquo;s-tourist type that he knew so well; she had not even a governess&rsquo;
- knowledge of French, and there had been nothing in her words and tone with
- him to indicate either mental distinction or kindliness of temper. Why
- should he bestow so much as another thought upon her? He squared his
- slender shoulders, and turned with resolution to his book.
- </p>
- <p>
- A minute later the impossibility of the situation had mastered every fiber
- of his brain. He put down the volume, feeling himself to be a fool for
- doing so, yet suffering himself with an unheard-of gladness.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If I anger you, I shall be much pained,&rdquo; he said, with a set face turned
- not quite toward her, and a voice that he kept from breaking by constant
- effort, &ldquo;but I am going to England for the first time, and there are some
- things that I am very anxious to ask about.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She seemed to reflect a little before she lifted her head. Now again he
- was priviledged to look squarely into her face, and he added swiftly to
- his store a new impression of her. The ruling characteristic of the
- countenance was a certain calm and serious reasonableness. The forehead
- was broad and comely; the glance of the eyes was at once alert and steady.
- The other features were content to support this controlling upper part of
- the face; they made a graceful and fitting frame for the mind which
- revealed itself in the eyes and brow&mdash;and sought to do no more.
- Studying her afresh in this moment of her silence, he recalled the face of
- a young Piedmontese bishop who had come once to his school. It had the
- same episcopal serenity, the same wistful pride in youth&rsquo;s conquest of the
- things immortal, the same suggestion of intellectuality in its clear
- pallor.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I should dislike to seem rude,&rdquo; she said, slowly. &ldquo;What is it that you
- want to ask?&rdquo; What was it indeed? He searched confusedly about in his mind
- for some one question entitled to precedence among the thousand to which
- answers would come in good time. He found nothing better than a query as
- to the connection between New Haven and Brighton.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;In this little book,&rdquo; he explained, &ldquo;there is a time for New Haven and
- for London, but I cannot find a mention of Brighton, yet I am expected
- there this evening, or perhaps, early to-morrow morning.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am sure I cannot tell you,&rsquo;&rdquo; she answered. &ldquo;However, the places are not
- far apart. I should say there would certainly be trains.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She lifted the book again as she spoke, and adjusted her shoulders to the
- cushions. He made haste to prevent the interview from lapsing.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have never seen England,&rdquo; he urged dolefully, &ldquo;and yet I am all English
- in my blood&mdash;and in my feelings, too.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- A flicker of ironical perception played for an instant in her eye and at
- the corner of her lip. &ldquo;I have heard that a certain class of Americans
- adopt that pose,&rdquo; she remarked. &ldquo;I dare say it is all right.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He did not grasp her meaning all at once, though the willingness to give
- umbrage conveyed in her tone was clear enough. He looked doubtfully at
- her, before he spoke again. &ldquo;Oh,&rdquo; he began, with hesitation&mdash;&ldquo;yes, I
- see&mdash;you thought I was American. I am not in the least&mdash;I am all
- English. And it affects me very much&mdash;this thought that in a few
- hours now I am to see the real England. I am so excited about it, in
- fact,&rdquo; he added with a deprecatory little laugh, &ldquo;that I couldn&rsquo;t bear it
- not to talk.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She nodded comprehendingly. &ldquo;I thought that your accent must be American&mdash;since
- it certainly isn&rsquo;t English.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I have too facile an ear,&rdquo; he answered readily, as if the subject
- were by no means new to him. &ldquo;I pick up every accent that I hear. I have
- been much with English people, but even more with Americans and
- Australians. I always talk like the last family I have been in&mdash;until
- I enter another. I am by profession a private tutor&mdash;principally in
- languages&mdash;and so I know my failings in this matter very well.&rdquo; She
- smiled at some passing retrospect. &ldquo;You must have had an especially
- complete sense of my shortcomings as a linguist, too. I have often
- wondered what effect my French would produce upon an actual professor, but
- I should never have had the courage to experiment, if I had known.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He waved his hand&mdash;a pale hand with veined, thin, nervous fingers,
- which she looked at in its foreign gesture. &ldquo;Too much importance is
- attached to languages,&rdquo; he declared. &ldquo;It is the cheapest and most trivial
- of acquirements, if it stands alone, or if it is not put to high uses.
- Parents have so often angered me over this: they do not care what is in
- their children&rsquo;s minds and hearts, but only for the polish and form of
- what is on their tongues. I have a different feeling about education.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She nodded again, and laid the book aside. &ldquo;You are coming to a country
- where everything will shock you, then,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;I would rather do
- scullery work, or break stones by the roadside, than be a schoolteacher in
- England.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, it&rsquo;s the same everywhere,&rdquo; he urged. &ldquo;I would not think that the
- English were worse than the others. They are different, that is all.
- Besides, I do not think I shall be a teacher in England. Of course, I
- speak in the dark; for a few hours yet everything is uncertain. But as the
- old American senator at Monte Carlo used to say, &lsquo;I feel it in my bones&rsquo;
- that I will not have to teach any more.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The expression of her face seemed somehow not to invite autobiography at
- the moment. &ldquo;The prospect of not having to work any more for one&rsquo;s
- living,&rdquo; she mused at him&mdash;&ldquo;how curiously fascinating it always is!
- We know perfectly well that it is good for us to work, and that we should
- be woefully unhappy if we did not work, and yet we are forever charming
- our imagination with a vision of complete idleness.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I would not be idle!&rdquo; the young man broke forth, enthusiastically. He
- leaned forward in his seat, and spoke with eager hands as well as words
- against the noise that filled the swaying carriage. &ldquo;I have that same
- feeling&mdash;the longing to escape from the dull and foolish tasks I have
- to do&mdash;but I never say to myself that I would be idle. There are such
- a host of things to do in the world that are worth doing! But the men who
- have the time and the money, who are in the position to do these things&mdash;how
- is it, I ask myself, that they never think of doing them? It is the
- greatest of marvels to me. Then sometimes I wonder, if the chance and the
- power came to me, whether I also would sit down, and fold my hands, and do
- nothing. It is hard to say; who can be sure what is in him till he has
- been tested? Yet I like to think that I would prove the exception. It is
- only natural,&rdquo; he concluded, smilingly, &ldquo;that one should try to think as
- well as possible of oneself.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The young lady surveyed his nervous, mobile face with thoughtful
- impassivity. &ldquo;You seem to think, one way or another, a good deal about
- yourself,&rdquo; she remarked.
- </p>
- <p>
- He bowed to her, with a certain exaggeration in his show of quite sincere
- humility which, she said to herself, had not been learned from his
- English-speaking connections.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What you say is very true,&rdquo; he admitted with candor. &ldquo;It is my fault&mdash;my
- failing. I know it only too well.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;<i>My</i> fault is bad manners,&rdquo; she replied, disarmed by his
- self-abasement. &ldquo;I had no business to say it at all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, no,&rdquo; he urged. &ldquo;It is delightful to me that you did say it. I could
- not begin to tell you how good your words sounded in my ears. Honest and
- wise criticism is what I have not heard before in years. You do not get it
- in the South; there is flattery for you, and sneering, and praise as much
- too high as blame is too cruel&mdash;but no candid, quiet judgments. Oh, I
- loved to hear you say that! It was like my brother&mdash;my older brother
- Salvator. He is in America now. He is the only one who always said the
- truth to me. And I am glad, too, because&mdash;because it makes you seem
- like a friend to me, and I have been so agitated this whole week, so
- anxious and upset, and all without a soul to talk to, or advise with&mdash;and
- the pressure on me has been so great&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He let the wandering sentence lose itself in the clamor of the train, and
- put the rest of his meaning into the glance with which he clung to hers.
- The appeal for sympathetic kindliness of treatment glowed in his eyes and
- shone upon his eager face.
- </p>
- <p>
- She took time for her answer, and when she spoke it was hardly in direct
- reply. &ldquo;Your business in England,&rdquo; she said, as unconcernedly as might be&mdash;&ldquo;it
- is that, I take it, which causes so much anxiety. Fortunately it is soon
- to be settled&mdash;to-morrow, I think you said.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I wish I might tell you about it,&rdquo; he responded with frank fervency. &ldquo;I
- wish it&mdash;you cannot imagine how much!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The look with which she received his words recalled to him her earlier
- manner. &ldquo;I&rsquo;m afraid&mdash;&rdquo; she began, in a measured voice, and then
- stopped. Intuition helped him to read in her face the coming of a softer
- mood. Finally she smiled a little. &ldquo;Really, this is all very quaint,&rdquo; she
- said, and the smile crept into her voice. &ldquo;But the train is slowing down&mdash;there
- is no time now.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- They were indeed moving through the street of a town, at a pace which had
- been insensibly lowered while they talked. The irregular outlines of docks
- and boat-slips, overhanging greenish water, revealed themselves between
- dingy houses covered with signs and posters. At the barriers crossing the
- streets were clustered groups of philosophic observers, headed by the
- inevitable young soldier with his hands in the pockets of his red
- trousers, and flanked by those brown old women in white caps who seem
- always to be unoccupied, yet mysteriously do everything that is done.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;This is Dieppe, then?&rdquo; he asked, with a collecting hand put out for his
- wraps.
- </p>
- <p>
- The train had halted, and doors were being opened for tickets.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;We sit still, here, and go on to the wharf,&rdquo; she explained.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And then to the boat!&rdquo; he cried. &ldquo;How long is it?&mdash;the voyage on the
- boat, I mean. Three hours and over! Excellent!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She laughed outright as she rose, and got together her books and papers.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I thought you were a Frenchman when I first saw you,&rdquo; she confided to him
- over her shoulder. &ldquo;But no Frenchman at Dieppe ever yet shouted
- &lsquo;Excellent!&rsquo; with his face turned toward the New Haven steamers.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The mirth in her tone was so welcome to him that he laughed in turn,
- without any clear idea of her words. He gathered her handbag up along with
- his own, and when she demurred he offered her gay defiance.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is the terrible boldness of a timid person,&rdquo; he prattled, as he helped
- her down the steps, &ldquo;but you must perceive that in the face of it you are
- quite helpless. Since I was born, I have never really had my own way
- before. But now I begin to believe in my star. After all, one is not an
- Englishman for nothing.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, it is comparatively easy to be an Englishman in Dieppe,&rdquo; she made
- answer.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0002" id="link2HCH0002"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER II
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>he sky was dappled
- azure overhead, the water calm and fresh-hued below. When the ship&rsquo;s
- company had disposed itself, and the vessel was making way outside, there
- were numerous long gaps of unpeopled space on the windy side, and to one
- of these the young couple tacitly bent their steps. They leaned against
- the rail, standing close together, with their faces lifted to the strong
- sweet breeze.
- </p>
- <p>
- Viewed thus side by side, it could be seen that of the two the young man
- was just perceptibly the taller, but his extreme fragility excused his
- companion&rsquo;s conception of him as a small man. On his head he had pulled
- tight for the voyage a little turban of a cap, which accentuated the
- foreign note of his features and expression. He was dark of skin and hair,
- with deep-brown eyes both larger and softer than is common with his sex,
- even in the South. The face, high and regular in shape, had in repose the
- careworn effect of maturer years than the boyish figure indicated. In the
- animation of discussion this face took on, for the most part, the rather
- somber brilliancy of a strenuous earnestness. Now, as it confronted the
- stiff Channel wind, it was illumined by the unaccustomed light of a
- frivolous mood. The ends of his slight mustache were lifted in a
- continuous smile.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is my gayest day for many, many years,&rdquo; he told her, after a little
- pause in the talk. They had become great friends in this last half-hour.
- In the reaction from the questionable restraint of the coupé to the broad,
- sunlit freedom of the steamer&rsquo;s deck, the girl had revealed in generous
- measure a side of her temperament for which he had been unprepared. She
- had a humorous talent, and, once she had gained a clew to his perceptive
- capacities in this direction, it had pleased her to make him laugh by
- droll accounts of her experiences and observations in Paris. She had been
- there for a fortnight&rsquo;s holiday, quite by herself, she told him, and there
- was something in her tone which rendered it impossible for him to ask
- himself if this was at all unusual among English young ladies. His
- knowledge of Paris was also that of a stranger, and he followed her
- whimsical narrative of blunders and odd mistakes with a zest heightened by
- a recollection of his own.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;When have I laughed so much before?&rdquo; he cried now. A long sigh, as of
- surprised relief, followed his words. &ldquo;Well&mdash;I had looked forward to
- coming in a different spirit to England. With some hopes and a good
- courage&mdash;yes. But with a merry heart&mdash;how could I have foretold
- that? It was my good angel who put that coupé ticket into my head, and so
- brought me to you. Ah, how angry you were! I see you now, pulling at that
- door.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, well,&rdquo; she said in extenuation, &ldquo;how could I know? I never dreamed
- that the whole coupé was not mine&mdash;and when I saw that odious guard
- opening the door, to force in some wretched little Continental creature&mdash;I
- mean, that was my momentary thought&mdash;and naturally I&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- An involuntary sidelong glance of his eyes upward toward the crown of her
- hat, passed mute comment on her unfinished remark. She bit her lip in
- self-reproof at sight of the dusky flush on his cheek.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is the only un-English thing about me,&rdquo; he said, with a pathetically
- proud attempt at a smile. &ldquo;My father was a tall, big man, and so is my
- brother Salvator.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- A new consciousness of the susceptibility of this young man to slights and
- wounds spread in the girl&rsquo;s mind. It was so cruelly easy to prick his thin
- skin! But it was correspondingly easy to soothe and charm him&mdash;and
- that was the better part. His character and temperament mapped themselves
- out before her mind&rsquo;s eye. She read him as at once innocent and
- complicated. He could be full of confidence in a stranger, like herself,
- but his doubts about his own values were distressing. The uneased antennæ
- of his self-consciousness were extended in all directions, as if to
- solicit injury. She had caught in his brown eyes the suggestion of an
- analogy to a friendless spaniel&mdash;the capacity for infinite gratitude
- united with conviction that only kicks were to be expected. It was more
- helpful to liken him to a woman. In the gentle and timid soul of a
- convent-bred maiden he nourished the stormy ambitions of a leader of men.
- It was a nun who boldly dreamed of commanding on the field of battle.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I had a feeling,&rdquo; she said to him, so softly that the tone was almost
- tender, &ldquo;that you must be like your mother.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She rightly judged him to be her elder, but for the moment her mood was
- absorbingly maternal. &ldquo;Let us sit down here,&rdquo; she added, moving toward the
- bench facing the rail. &ldquo;You were going to tell me&mdash;about her, was
- it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He spread his rugs over their knees as they sat together in the fresh
- wind.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, it was not so much of her,&rdquo; he said.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have much to think about her&mdash;not much to put into words. She died
- five years ago&mdash;nearly six now&mdash;and I was so much at school that
- I saw very little of her in the latter years. Salvator was with her
- always, though, to the end, although he was not her own son. We are
- half-brothers, but no one could have been fonder than he was of my mother,
- or a better son to her. After she died, he still kept me in school, and
- this was curious too, because he hated all my teachers bitterly. Salvator
- is fierce against the church, yet he kept me where I had been put years
- before, with the Christian Brothers at the Bon Rencontre, in Toulon. When
- at last I left them, Salvator took me with him for a period&mdash;he is an
- expert and a dealer in gems&mdash;and then I became a private tutor. Four
- years or so of that&mdash;and now I am here.&rdquo; He added, as upon an
- afterthought: &ldquo;You must not think that I failed to love my mother. She was
- sweet and good, and very tender to me, and I used to weep a great deal
- after I left her, but it was not my fortune to be so much with her as
- Salvator was. I think of her, but there is not much to say.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The repetition of this formula suggested no comment to his companion, and
- he went on.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The real memory of my childhood is my father, although I saw him only
- once. Salvator says I saw him oftener, but if so all the recollections
- jumble themselves together in my mind, to make a single impression. I was
- five years old; it was in the early summer, in 1875. My father had been
- fighting against the Prussians when I was born. By the time I was old
- enough to know people, he was away in Spain with Don Carlos. He died
- there, of wounds and fever, at Seo de Urgel, in August of that same year,
- 1875. But first he came to see us&mdash;it would have been in June, I
- think&mdash;and we were living at Cannes. He had some secret Carlist
- business, Salvator says. I knew nothing of that. I know only that I saw
- him, and understood very well who he was, and fixed him in my mind so that
- I should never, never forget him. How strange a thing it is about
- children! I have only the dimmest general idea of how my mother looked
- when I was that age; I cannot remember her at all in the odd clothes which
- her pictures show she wore then, though I saw them constantly. Yet my
- father comes once and I carry his image till Judgment Day.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Poor mothers!&rdquo; sighed the girl, under her breath. &ldquo;No, it was nothing. Go
- on.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I knew that he was a soldier, and that wherever there were wars he went
- to have his share of fighting. I suppose it was this which gripped my
- imagination, even as a baby. I could read when I was five, and Salvator
- had told me about our father&rsquo;s battles. He had been in the Mutiny in
- India, and he was in Sicily against Garibaldi, and he was with the
- Austrians four years before I was born, and in the French Foreign Legion
- afterward. I think I knew all this when I saw him&mdash;and if I did not,
- then I feel that I could have learned it from just looking at him. He was
- like a statue of War. Ah, how I remember him&mdash;the tall, strong,
- straight, dark, hardfaced, silent man!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And you loved <i>him!</i>&rdquo; commented his companion, with significance.
- </p>
- <p>
- He shook his head smilingly. The analysis in retrospect of his own
- childish emotions had a pleasant interest for him. &ldquo;No; there was no
- question of love, at all. For example, he liked Salvator&mdash;who was
- then a big boy of fifteen&mdash;and he took him off to Spain with him when
- he left. I cannot remember that he so much as put his hand on my head, or
- paid the slightest attention to me. He looked at me in a grave way if I
- put myself in front of his eyes, just as he looked at other things, but he
- would not turn his eyes to follow me if I moved aside. Do you know that to
- my fancy that was superb? I was not in the least jealous of Salvator. I
- only said to myself that when I was his age, I also would march to fight
- in my father&rsquo;s battles. And I was proud that he did not bend to me, or put
- himself out to please me, this huge, cold-eyed, lion-like father of mine.
- If he had ever kissed me I should have been ashamed&mdash;for us both. But
- nothing was farther from his thoughts. He went away, and at the door he
- spoke for the first time in my hearing of me. He twisted his thumb toward
- me, where I stood in the shelter of my mother&rsquo;s skirts. Mind, he&rsquo;s an
- Englishman! he said&mdash;and turned on his heel. I have the words in my
- ears still. &lsquo;Mind, he&rsquo;s an Englishman!&rsquo;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There <i>is</i> England!&rdquo; she cried.
- </p>
- <p>
- They stood up, and his eager eye, following the guidance of her finger,
- found the faint, broken, thin line of white on the distant water&rsquo;s edge.
- Above it, as if they were a part of it, hung in a figured curtain soft
- clouds which were taking on a rosy tint from the declining sun. He gazed
- at the remote prospect in silence, but with a quickened breath.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is the first time that <i>I</i> have seen it like this&mdash;coming
- toward it, I mean, from somewhere else,&rdquo; she remarked at last. &ldquo;I had
- never been outside England before.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He did not seem to hear her. With another lingering, clinging gaze at the
- white speck, he shook himself a little, and turned. &ldquo;And now I want to
- tell you about this new, wonderful thing&mdash;about why I am this minute
- within sight of England. You will say it is very strange.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- They moved to their bench again, and he spread the wraps once more, but
- this time they did not sit quite so close together. It was as if the mere
- sight of that pale, respectable slip of land on the horizon had in some
- subtle way affected their relation to each other.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;A week ago,&rdquo; he began afresh, &ldquo;at Nice, a messenger from the Crédit
- Lyonnais brought me a note saying they wished to see me at the bank. They
- had, it seems, searched for me in several towns along the Riviera, because
- I had been moving about. It was demanded that I should prove my identity
- by witnesses, and when that was done I was given a sum of money, and a
- sealed letter addressed to me, bearing simply my name, Mr. Christian Tower&mdash;nothing
- more. I hurried outside and read its contents. I was requested to get
- together all my papers&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He stopped short, arrested by a sharp, half-stifled exclamation from her
- lips. She had continued looking at him after his mention of his name&mdash;at
- first absent-mindedly, as if something in his talk had sent her thoughts
- unconsciously astray; then with lifted head, and brows bent together in
- evident concentration upon some new phase of what he had been saying. Now
- she interrupted him with visible excitement.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You say Christian Tower!&rdquo; She pushed the words at him hurriedly. &ldquo;What
- was your father&rsquo;s name?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He was always known as Captain Tower, but I have read it in my papers&mdash;his
- first name was Ambrose.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She had risen to her feet, in evident agitation, and now strode across to
- the rail. As he essayed to follow her, she turned, and forced the shadow
- of a smile into her lips; her eyes remained frightened. &ldquo;It is all right,&rdquo;
- she said with a gasping attempt at reassurance. &ldquo;I was queer for just an
- instant; it&rsquo;s all right. Go on, please. You were to get together your
- papers&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And bring them to Brighton,&rdquo; he said, much disconcerted. &ldquo;That is all.
- But won&rsquo;t you sit down?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think I would rather stand,&rdquo; she answered. Her composure was returning,
- and with it the power to view altogether, and in their proper relation to
- one another, the several elements of the situation his words had revealed
- to her. Upon examination, it was curiosity that she felt rather than
- personal concern&mdash;an astonished and most exigent curiosity. But even
- before this, it grew apparent to her as she thought, came her honorable
- duty to this young man who had confided in her.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think I ought to tell you,&rdquo; she began, beckoning him nearer where she
- stood; &ldquo;yes, you should be told that in all human probability I know the
- story. It is impossible that I should be mistaken&mdash;two such names
- never got together by accident. And I can assure you that the whole thing
- is even more extraordinary and astounding than you can possibly imagine.
- There are people in England who will curl up like leaves thrown on the
- fire when they see you. But for the moment&rdquo;&mdash;she paused, with a
- perplexed face and hesitating voice&mdash;&ldquo;go on; tell me a little more.
- It isn&rsquo;t clear to me&mdash;how much you know. Don&rsquo;t be afraid; I will be
- entirely frank with you, when you have finished.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He patted the rail nervously with his hand, and stared at her in pained
- bewilderment and impatience. &ldquo;How much do I know?&rdquo; he faltered vaguely.
- &ldquo;Very little; almost nothing. There was no explanation in the letter. The
- bankers said nothing, save that they were to give me a thousand francs.
- But one does not get a thousand francs merely because the wind has
- changed. There must be a reason for it; and what reason is possible except
- that there is some inheritance for me? So I argued it out&mdash;to myself.
- I have thought of nothing else, awake or asleep, for the whole week.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He halted, with anxious appeal in his eyes, and his hands outspread to
- beseech enlightenment from her. She nodded to show that she understood.
- &ldquo;In a minute or two, when I have got it into shape in my mind,&rdquo; she said
- soothingly. &ldquo;But meantime go on. I want you to talk. What have you done
- during the week?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian threw his hands outward.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Done?&rdquo; he asked plaintively. &ldquo;Murdered time some way or the other. I was
- free to move an hour after I had read the letter. The money was more than
- I had ever had before. It was intolerable to me&mdash;the thought of not
- being in motion. In the &lsquo;Indicateur&rsquo; I got the times of trains, and I
- formed my plan. Avignon I had never seen, and then Le Puy&mdash;there was
- a wonderful description of it in a magazine I had read&mdash;and then to
- Paris, and next to Rouen. It was at Rouen that I slept last night. It was
- my first night&rsquo;s good sleep&mdash;I had tired myself out so completely.
- Always walking with the map in my mind, going from one church to another,
- talking to the Suisse, bending back my head to examine capitals and
- arches, forcing myself to take an interest in what I saw every little
- minute&mdash;so I have come somehow through the week. But now here is rich
- England within plain sight, and here are you, my new friend&mdash;and all
- my life I have been so poor and without friends!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He tightened his hand upon the rail, and abruptly turned his face away.
- She saw the shine of tears in his eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Come and sit down again,&rdquo; she said, with a sisterly hand on his arm. &ldquo;I
- know how to tell it to you now.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But you truly know nothing about the Towers&mdash;or Torrs&mdash;your
- father&rsquo;s family?&rdquo; she continued, when they were once again seated. &ldquo;It
- sounds incredible! I can hardly realize how you could have lived all these
- years and not&mdash;but how old are you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Twenty-six.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;&mdash;And not got some inkling of who&mdash;of who your father was?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My mother never told me. Perhaps she did not know altogether, herself. I
- cannot say as to that. And if Salvator knew&mdash;that I cannot tell,
- either. He is a curious man, my brother Salvator. He talks so you would
- think you saw him inside out&mdash;but he keeps many things to himself
- none the less.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes&mdash;that brother of yours,&rdquo; she said abstractedly. &ldquo;I have been
- thinking about him. But it can&rsquo;t be that he has any importance in the
- game, else the Jews would have sent for him instead of you. They waste no
- time,&mdash;they make no errors.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The Jews!&rdquo; he murmured at her, with no comprehension in his eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- She smiled. &ldquo;I have been arranging it in my mind. The thing was like a
- black fog to me when you first spoke. I had to search about for a light
- before I could make a start. But when I stumbled across the thought, &lsquo;It
- is the Jews&rsquo; work,&rsquo; then it was not very hard to make out the rest. I
- could almost tell you who it is that is to meet you at Brighton. It is Mr.
- Soman. Is it not?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He assented with an impulsive movement of head and hands. The gaze that he
- fixed upon her sparkled with excitement.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He is Lord Julius&rsquo; man of business,&rdquo; she explained to his further
- mystification. &ldquo;No doubt he has had one of those green eyes of his on you
- ever since you were a fortnight old. It frightens one to think of it&mdash;the
- merciless and unerring precision of their system. Is there anything they
- <i>don&rsquo;t</i> know?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am afraid of Jews myself,&rdquo; he faltered, striving to connect himself
- with what he dimly perceived of her mood. &ldquo;But what have they against me?
- What can they do to me? I owe nothing; they can&rsquo;t make me responsible for
- what other people, strangers to me, have done, can they? And why should
- they give me a thousand francs? It is I,&rdquo; he finished hopelessly, &ldquo;I who
- am in the black fog. Tell me, I beg you, what is it that they want with
- me?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She put a reassuring hand upon his arm, and the steady, genial light in
- her calm eyes brought him instantaneous solace. &ldquo;You have not the
- slightest cause for fear,&rdquo; she told him, gently. &ldquo;Quite the contrary. They
- are not going to hurt you. So far from it, they have taken you up; they
- will wrap you in cotton-wool and nurse you as if you were the Koh-i-noor
- diamond. You may rest easy, my dear sir; you may close your eyes, and fold
- your hands, and lean back against Israel as heavily as you like. It is all
- right so far as you are concerned. But the others&rdquo;&mdash;she paused, and
- looked seaward with lifted brows and a mouth twisted to express sardonic
- comment upon some amazing new outlook&mdash;&ldquo;eye-ee! the others!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Still you do not tell me!&rdquo; For the first time she caught in his voice the
- hint of a virile, and even an imperious note. Behind the half-petulant
- entreaty of the tired boy, there was a man&rsquo;s spirit of dictation. She
- deferred to it unconsciously.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The Lord Julius that I spoke of is&mdash;let me see&mdash;he is your
- great-uncle&mdash;your grandfather&rsquo;s younger brother.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But if <i>he</i> is a Jew&mdash;&rdquo; began Christian, in an awed whisper.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No&mdash;no; he is nothing of the sort. That is to say, he is not Jewish
- in blood. But he married a great heiress of the race&mdash;whole millions
- sterling came to him from the huge fortune of the Aronsons in Holland&mdash;and
- he likes Jewish people&mdash;of the right sort. He is an old man now, and
- his son, Emanuel, has immense influence over him. You should see them
- sitting together like two love-birds on a perch. They idolize each other,
- and they both worship Emanuel&rsquo;s wife. If they weren&rsquo;t the two best men in
- the world, and if she weren&rsquo;t the most remarkable woman anywhere, they
- would utterly spoil her.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He&mdash;this lord&mdash;is my great-uncle,&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian recalled her to his subject. &ldquo;He and his son are good men.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;They are the ones I referred to as the Jews. That is how they are spoken
- of in the family&mdash;to distinguish them from the senior branch&mdash;the
- sons and grandsons of your grandfather. Fix that distinction in you mind.
- There is the elder group, who have titles and miles of mortgaged estates,
- no money to speak of and still less brains&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That is the group that I belong to?&rdquo; He offered the interruption with a
- little twinkle in his eyes. It was patent that his self-possession had
- returned. Even this limited and tentative measure of identification with
- the most desirable and deep-rooted realities in that wonderful island that
- he could see coming nearer to meet him, had sufficed to quell the restless
- flutter of his nerves.
- </p>
- <p>
- She nodded with a responsive gleam of sportiveness on her face. &ldquo;Yes, your
- place in it is a very curious one. But first get this clear in your mind&mdash;that
- the younger group, whom they speak of as the Jews, have money beyond
- counting, and have morals and intelligence moreover. Between these two
- groups no love is lost. In fact, they hate each other. The difference is
- the Christians go about cursing the Jews, whereas the Jews wisely shrug
- their shoulders and say nothing. No one suspected that they would <i>do</i>
- anything, either&mdash;but&mdash;oh, this is going to be an awful
- business!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He held himself down to a fine semblance of dignified calm. &ldquo;Tell me
- more,&rdquo; he bade her, with an effect of temperate curiosity.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Now comes tragedy,&rdquo; she went on, and the hint of sprightliness
- disappeared from her face and tone. &ldquo;It is really one of the most terrible
- stories that could be told. There is a very aged man&mdash;he must be
- nearly ninety&mdash;lying at death&rsquo;s door in his great seat in Shropshire.
- He is at death&rsquo;s door, I said, but he has the strength and will of a
- giant, and though he is half paralyzed, half blind, half everything, still
- he has his weight against the door, and no one knows how long he can hold
- it closed. It is your grandfather that I am speaking of. His name also is
- Christian.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The young man nodded gravely. &ldquo;My father would have fought death that way
- too, if they had not shot him to pieces, and heaped fever on top of that,&rdquo;
- he commented.
- </p>
- <p>
- The girl bit her lip and flushed awkwardly for an instant &ldquo;Let me go on,&rdquo;
- she said then, and hurried forward. &ldquo;This old man had three sons&mdash;not
- counting the priest, Lord David, who doesn&rsquo;t come into the thing. The
- first of these sons, also Christian, had three sons, and he and they were
- all alive six months ago. They are all dead now, two drowned in their
- yacht, one lost in the &lsquo;Castle Drummond,&rsquo; one killed in Matabeleland. Lord
- David, the priest, the next brother, died last year&mdash;childless of
- course. There remained in England two sons of another brother who died
- some years ago, Lord Edward, and this horrible mowing down of human lives
- left them apparently nearest to the very aged man, your grandfather. Do
- you follow all that?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think I do,&rdquo; said Christian. &ldquo;If I don&rsquo;t I will pick it up afterward.
- In mercy&rsquo;s name, do not stop!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The Jews, saying nothing, had lost sight of nothing. There was still
- another brother who had lived abroad for many years, who died abroad
- twenty years ago. You are getting to the climax now. The Jews must have
- kept an eye on this wandering cousin of theirs; it is evident they knew he
- left a son capable of inheriting, and that they did not let this son
- escape from view. Because Lord Ambrose Torr was older than Lord Edward,
- his brother, it happens now that the son of that Ambrose&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The young man abruptly rose, and moved along to the rail. He had signified
- by a rapid backward gesture of the hand his momentary craving for
- solitude; he stretched this hand now slowly, as if unconsciously, toward
- the sunset glow on sky and sea, in the heart of which lay imbedded a thick
- line of cream-colored cliffs, escalloped under a close covering of soft
- olive-hued verdure. The profile of his uplifted face, as he gazed thus
- before him into the light, seemed to the eyes of the girl transfigured.
- </p>
- <p>
- He stood thus, rapt and motionless, for minutes, until her mind had time
- to formulate the suspicion that this was all intolerable play-acting, and
- to dismiss it again as unworthy. Then he returned all at once to her side,
- apparently with a shamefaced kind of perception of her thoughts. He was
- flushed and uneasy, and shuffled his hands in and out of the pockets of
- his great-coat. He did not seat himself, but stood looking down at her.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What is my grandfather?&rdquo; he asked, with a husky, difficult voice.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The Duke of Glastonbury.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I do not understand,&rdquo; he began, hesitatingly; &ldquo;it is not clear to me
- about my father. Why should he&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She rose in turn, with swift decision, as if she had been alertly watching
- for the question. &ldquo;That is what you must not ask me,&rdquo; she said, hurriedly.
- &ldquo;I think I will move about a little. The wind is colder here. I am getting
- chilled.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- They strolled about together, conducting a fitful conversation, but as
- often gazing in silence at the bulk of the headlands they were
- approaching, gray and massive now in the evening light. She answered
- freely enough the queries he put, but between these he lapsed into an
- abstraction which she respected. More than once he spoke of the
- extraordinary confusion into which her story had thrown his thoughts, and
- she philosophically replied that she could well understand it.
- </p>
- <p>
- An hour later they had passed the fatuous inspection of the customs
- people, and confronted the imminence of leave-taking. Constraint enveloped
- them as in a mantle.
- </p>
- <p>
- It occurred suddenly to him to say: &ldquo;How strange! You possess the most
- extraordinary knowledge of me and my&mdash;my people, and yet the thought
- just comes to me&mdash;I have not so much as asked your name.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She smiled at him with a new light in her eyes, half kind, half ironically
- roguish. &ldquo;If I may confess it, there have been times today when I was
- annoyed with you for being so persistently and indefatigably interested in
- yourself&mdash;for never dreaming of wondering, speculating, inquiring
- something about me. But that was very weak of me&mdash;I see it now&mdash;and
- very wise of you, because&mdash;what does it matter about a nobody like
- me?&mdash;but next week the whole world will be bearing witness that you
- are the most interesting young man in England.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He gave a swift glance down the train toward the guards noisily shutting
- the doors. &ldquo;No, it is too bad,&rdquo; he said, nervously. &ldquo;You will always be my
- first friend in England&mdash;my very deeply prized friend everywhere. I
- know you only to-day&mdash;but that day is more to me than all the rest of
- my life&mdash;and it is full of you. They are closing the doors&mdash;but
- you will tell me? The notion of not seeing you again is ridiculous. You
- are in London&mdash;yes?&mdash;then how do you think I could come to
- London without first of all, before everything else, wanting to call upon
- you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I daresay we shall meet again,&rdquo; she answered, as perforce he stepped
- into the compartment. Her smile had a puzzling quality in it&mdash;something
- compounded, it seemed to him, of both fear and fun. &ldquo;In a remote kind of
- way I am mixed up with the story myself.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- There was no time for any hope of further explanation. He put his head out
- of the window, and shook hands again. &ldquo;Remember!&rdquo; he called out fervently.
- &ldquo;You are my first friend in England. Whenever&mdash;whatever I can do&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Even to the half of your kingdom!&rdquo; she laughed at him, as the movement of
- the carriage drew him past her.
- </p>
- <p>
- The tone of these last words, which he bore away with him, had been gay&mdash;almost
- jovial. But the girl, when she had watched him pass out of sight, turned
- and walked slowly off in the direction of her own train with a white and
- troubled face.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0003" id="link2HCH0003"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER III
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">M</span>any builders in
- their day have put a hand to the making of Caermere Hall. Though there
- were wide differences of race and language among them and though the long
- chain of time which binds them together has generations and even centuries
- for its links, they seem to have had thus much in common: they were all at
- feud with the sunlight.
- </p>
- <p>
- On the very pick of summer days, when the densest thickets of Clune Forest
- are alive to the core with moving green reflections of the outer radiance,
- and hints of the glory up above pierce their way to the bottom of the
- narrowest ravine through which the black Devon churns and frets, somehow
- Caermere remains wrapped in its ancient shadows.
- </p>
- <p>
- The first men, in some forgotten time, laid its foundations with no
- thought save of the pass at the foot to be defended. Later artificers
- reared thick walls upon these foundations, pushed out towered curtains,
- sank wells, lifted the keep, cut slits of corner windows or crowned the
- fabric with new turrets for watchmen, each after the need or fashion of
- his age, but all with minds single to the idea of blocking the path that
- Caermere overhung. In due time came the breath of the king&rsquo;s peace,
- blowing equably over the vexed marches, albeit loaded with the scent of
- gunpowder, and my lords slowly put aside their iron harness for silken
- jackets, and unslung the herses in their gateways. Men of skill set now
- about the task of expanding the turfed spaces within the inclosure, of
- spreading terraces and forming gardens, of turning stone chambers into
- dames&rsquo; apartments, and sullen guard-rooms into banquet-halls. Their
- grandsons, in turn, pulled down even more than they erected; where the
- mightiest walls had shouldered their huge bulk, these men of Elizabeth and
- James left thin façades of brickwork, and beams of oak set in a trivial
- plaster casing. The old barbican was not broad enough to span their new
- roadway, stretching to the valley below over the track of the former
- military path, and they blew it up; the pleasure-ground, which they
- extended by moving far backward the wall of the tilting yard, was bare of
- aspect to their eye, and they planted it with yews and, later, with cedars
- from the Lebanon.
- </p>
- <p>
- Through all these changes, Caermere remained upon its three sides shadowed
- by great hills, and the thought of making wide windows in the walls on the
- open fourth side came to no one. When at last, in the earlier Georgian
- time, the venerable piles of bastioned masonry here were replaced by a
- feebly polite front of lath and stucco, windows were indeed cut to the
- very floor, in the French style, but meanwhile the trees had grown into a
- high screen against the sky, and it was not in the Torr blood to level
- timber.
- </p>
- <p>
- When a house and family have lived together for a thousand years, it is
- but reasonable that they should have come to an understanding with each
- other. Was Caermere dark because the mood of the Torrs, its makers and
- masters, had from the dawn of things been saturnine? Or did the Torrs owe
- their historic gloom and dourness of temperament to the influence of this
- somber cradle of their race? There is record of the query having been put,
- in a spirit of banter, by a gentleman who rode over Clune bridge in the
- train of King John. Of convincing answer there is none to this latest day.
- The Torrs are a dark folk, and Caermere is a dark house. They belong to
- one another and that is all.
- </p>
- <p>
- Thus, on the first morning of October, a gray and overcast morning even on
- the hilltops, and though it was past the half-hour towards nine, there was
- barely light enough to see one&rsquo;s way about by in the big breakfast-room.
- </p>
- <p>
- A tall young man in rough, light-brown clothes stood at one of the
- windows, drumming idly on the glass and staring at the black cedars beyond
- the lawn. At intervals he whistled under his breath, in a sulky fashion,
- some primitive snatches of an unknown tune. Once or twice he yawned, and
- then struck a vicious ring from the panes with his hard nails, in
- protesting comment upon his boredom.
- </p>
- <p>
- About the large fireplace behind him were dishes huddled for heat, and
- their metallic gleam in the flicker of the flames was repeated farther
- away in the points of red on the plate and glass of the long breakfast
- table spread in the center of the room. From time to time a white-faced
- youngster in livery entered the room, performed some mysterious service at
- the hearth or the table in the dim twilight and went out again.
- </p>
- <p>
- The man at the window paid no heed to the goings and comings of the
- servant, but when the door opened presently and another tweed-clad figure
- entered, his ear told him the difference on the instant, and he half
- turned his head.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;In God&rsquo;s name, what are you all doing?&rdquo; he growled angrily. &ldquo;I said eight&mdash;you
- heard me!&mdash;sharp eight!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What <i>does</i> it matter?&rdquo; protested the newcomer, stooping at the
- fire-place to lift the covers from the dishes in a languid inspection of
- their contents. He yawned as he spoke. &ldquo;If you won&rsquo;t let fellows go to bed
- till four, how the devil do you expect them to be down at eight?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, is that you, Pirie?&rdquo; said the man at the window. &ldquo;I thought it was my
- brother.&rdquo; The other stood for a moment, with his back to the fire. Then he
- lounged to the window, stretching his arms as he moved. He also was tall,
- but with a scattering of gray in his hair.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Beastly black morning,&rdquo; he commented in drowsy tones, after a prolonged
- observation of the prospect. &ldquo;Might as well stopped in bed.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, go back then!&rdquo; snapped the other. &ldquo;I didn&rsquo;t make the rotten
- weather, did I?&rdquo; This was wanton ill-temper. The elder man also began
- drumming with his nails on the window. &ldquo;Turn it up, Eddy,&rdquo; he
- remonstrated, smoothly enough, but with a latent snarl in his tone. &ldquo;I
- don&rsquo;t like it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The younger man moved his head, as if he would have looked his companion
- in the face. Then he stared away again, out of the window.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Beaters been waitin&rsquo; half an hour already,&rdquo; he grumbled, sulkily. &ldquo;What&rsquo;s
- the good of makin&rsquo; a time if you don&rsquo;t keep it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I didn&rsquo;t make any time,&rdquo; responded Major Pirie with curtness. Upon
- reflection, he added: &ldquo;What does it matter about the beaters?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- There seemed no answer to this, and for several minutes nothing was said.
- Finally the younger man thought of something. &ldquo;I say,&rdquo; he began, and after
- an instant&rsquo;s pause went on: &ldquo;It&rsquo;d suit me better not to be called &lsquo;Eddy&rsquo;
- among the men, d&rsquo;ye see? That fellow Burlington began it last night&mdash;he
- got it from you&mdash;and I don&rsquo;t like it. When we&rsquo;re alone, of course,
- that&rsquo;s different.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Major Pirie laughed&mdash;a dry, brief, harsh laugh&mdash;and swung around
- on his heels. &ldquo;Your man didn&rsquo;t get those sausages I asked for, after all,&rdquo;
- he remarked, going back to the dishes at the fender.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Probably couldn&rsquo;t,&rdquo; said Mr. Edward, &ldquo;or else,&rdquo; he added, &ldquo;wouldn&rsquo;t. I
- never saw such a houseful of brutes and duffers. I&rsquo;m keen to shunt the lot
- of &lsquo;em, and they know it, the beggars. You&rsquo;d think they&rsquo;d try to suck up
- to me, but they don&rsquo;t, they haven&rsquo;t got brains enough.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The major had brought a plate from the table, and was filling it from
- under the covers on the hearth. &ldquo;Shall I ring for the tea?&rdquo; he asked.
- </p>
- <p>
- Mr. Edward moved across to the chimney corner and pulled the cord himself.
- &ldquo;Do you know what that old ass, Barlow&mdash;the butler, you know&mdash;had
- the face to say to me yesterday? &lsquo;I&rsquo;&mdash;God, you couldn&rsquo;t believe it!
- &lsquo;I &rsquo;ope, sir,&rsquo; he says, &lsquo;you&rsquo;ll think better of shootin&rsquo; on the
- First, for His Grace&rsquo;ll hear the guns in the covers, and it won&rsquo;t do His
- Grace no good.&rsquo; Fancy the beggar&rsquo;s cheek!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, do you know, Torr,&rdquo; said Major Pirie, slowly, speaking with his
- mouth full but contriving to give a significantly nice emphasis to the
- name, &ldquo;I was thinkin&rsquo; much the same myself. For that matter, several of
- the fellows were mentionin&rsquo; it. It doesn&rsquo;t look quite the thing, you
- know.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The entrance of the servant created an interval of silence, during which
- Mr. Edward in his turn rummaged among the dishes before the fire.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It&rsquo;s Gus, is it?&rdquo; he demanded, from where he knelt on one knee, plate in
- hand.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He thought it would be funny to queer my game, eh?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Your brother hasn&rsquo;t said a word, so far&rsquo;s I know,&rdquo; replied the major,
- pouring his tea. &ldquo;It was merely some of the fellows, talkin&rsquo;.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;God Almighty!&rdquo; cried Mr. Edward, springing to his feet. &ldquo;Here&rsquo;s a
- precious outfit of pals for you! You come down here, so help me&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t say &lsquo;you&rsquo;; say &lsquo;they,&rsquo; if you&rsquo;ve got to say anything,&rdquo; interposed
- the major, quietly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, they, then,&rdquo; the other went on, in loud heat. &ldquo;They come down here,
- and take my mounts, by God; they drink my wine, they win my money, they
- drain me dry&mdash;and then they go behind my back and whisper to one
- another that I&rsquo;m an outsider. And you too, Pirie,&rdquo; he continued, with
- defiance and deprecation mingled in his tone, &ldquo;you admit yourself that you
- talked with them.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My dear Torr,&rdquo; replied the major, &ldquo;it&rsquo;s a mistake for you to turn out so
- early. You&rsquo;ve tried to quarrel before breakfast every day I&rsquo;ve been here.
- It&rsquo;s the worst morning temper I ever heard of in my life. You ought to
- have tea and eggs and things brought to you in your room, and not show
- yourself for at least two hours afterward&mdash;you really ought. It isn&rsquo;t
- fair to your friends.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The door opened and still another tall man came in. He nodded to Pirie as
- he passed him, with a tolerant &ldquo;Well, major,&rdquo; and went straight to the
- dishes by the fire.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Pirie&rsquo;s got it into his head we oughtn&rsquo;t to shoot to-day, Gus,&rdquo; said Mr.
- Edward.
- </p>
- <p>
- The other rose with a dish in his hands.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It <i>is</i> dark,&rdquo; he assented, glancing toward the window. &ldquo;Afraid of
- pottin&rsquo; a beater, major?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No&mdash;it&rsquo;s about the duke,&rdquo; explained Edward. &ldquo;It seems some of the
- fellows funk the thing&mdash;they think he&rsquo;ll hear the guns&mdash;they
- want to go to church instead, or something of that sort.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Augustine Torr, M.P., looked at his brother inquiringly. The tie of blood
- between them was obvious enough. They were both slender as well as tall;
- their small round heads merging indistinguishably behind into flat, broad
- necks, seemed identical in contour; they had the same light coarse hair,
- the same florid skins, even the same little yellow mustaches. The
- differences were harder to seek. Edward, though he had borne Her Majesty&rsquo;s
- commission for some years, was not so well set up about the shoulders as
- his younger and civilian brother. Augustine, on the other hand, despite
- his confident carriage of himself, produced the effect of being Edward&rsquo;s
- inferior in simple force of character. It was at once to his credit and
- his disparagement that he had the more amiable nature of the two.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How do you mean&mdash;the duke?&rdquo; he asked. &ldquo;Is there a change?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edward put out his closed lips a little, and shook his head. Major Pirie
- sprinkled salt on his muffin while he explained.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;All there is of it is this,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;There was just an idea that with
- the&mdash;with your grandfather&mdash;dyin&rsquo; in the house&mdash;it might
- look a little better to give the first the go-by. Nobody&rsquo;d have a word to
- say against shootin&rsquo; to-morrow.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, but what the hell&rdquo;&mdash;Augustine groped his way with hesitancy&mdash;&ldquo;I
- don&rsquo;t understand&mdash;we&rsquo;ve been shootin&rsquo; partridges for a month, and how
- are pheasants any different? And as for the duke&mdash;why, of course
- one&rsquo;s sorry and all that&mdash;but he&rsquo;s been dyin&rsquo; since June, and the
- birds have some rights&mdash;or rather, I should say&mdash;what I mean is&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That&rsquo;s what I said,&rdquo; put in Edward, to cover the collapse of his
- brother&rsquo;s argument.
- </p>
- <p>
- Major Pirie frowned a little. &ldquo;Partridges are another matter,&rdquo; he said
- testily.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Damned if I know what you&rsquo;re driving at,&rdquo; avowed Augustine. He paused
- with fork in air at his own words. &ldquo;Drivin&rsquo; at,&rdquo; he repeated
- painstakingly. &ldquo;Drivin&rsquo; at pheasants, eh? Not bad, you know. Pass the
- mustard, Pirie.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;God!&rdquo; said the major, with gloom. &ldquo;You know well enough what I mean. To
- work through fields miles off&mdash;that&rsquo;s one thing. To shoot the covers
- here under the duke&rsquo;s nose, with the beaters messin&rsquo; about&mdash;that&rsquo;s
- quite another. However that&rsquo;s your affair, not mine.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But don&rsquo;t you see,&rdquo; urged Augustine, &ldquo;what difference does a day make?
- There&rsquo;ll be just as much racket to-morrow as to-day. It isn&rsquo;t reasonable,
- you know.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It was merely what you might call a sentiment,&rdquo; said the major, in the
- half apologetic tone of a man admitting defeat. He looked the least
- sentimental of warriors as he went on with his breakfast&mdash;a
- longfaced, weather-beaten, dull-eyed man of the late forties.
- </p>
- <p>
- Four other men who came in now at brief intervals, with few or no words of
- salutation to the company, and who lounged about helping themselves to
- what caught their fancy in the breakfast, were equally removed from the
- suspicion of adding a sentimental element to the atmosphere. They made
- little talk of any kind, and no mention whatever of that absurd qualm
- about the First which had been reported to have germinated among them.
- </p>
- <p>
- Edward had reached the stage of filling his pipe. Walking to the mantel
- for a light, it occurred to him to ring the bell first. &ldquo;Her ladyship
- breakfastin&rsquo; in her room?&rdquo; he asked the youngster who answered the
- summons.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Her ladyship&rsquo;s woman has just gone up with it, sir,&rdquo; he replied.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;<i>That&rsquo;s</i> all right,&rdquo; said Edward, and forthwith struck the match.
- &ldquo;Send in Davis and Morton to me, and ask Barlow for those Brazilian cigars
- of mine&mdash;the small huntin&rsquo; ones. What wheels were those I heard on
- the gravel? If it&rsquo;s the traps we shan&rsquo;t want them to-day. We&rsquo;re walkin&rsquo;
- across.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I will make inquiries, sir,&rdquo; said the domestic, and went out.
- </p>
- <p>
- The room had brightened perceptibly, and Captain Edward was in a better
- temper. He moved over to the sideboard and filled a pocket-flask from one
- of the decanters in the old-fashioned case. As an afterthought, he also
- filled a small glass, and gulped its contents neat. &ldquo;We&rsquo;re off in ten
- minutes now,&rdquo; he called out to the men about the table, some of whom had
- already lit their pipes. &ldquo;What do you fellows want to take with you? My
- tip is this rum.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Hardly cold enough for rum, is it?&rdquo; asked one, drifting languidly toward
- the sideboard. Most of the others had risen to their feet.
- </p>
- <p>
- A slender, sad-faced, gentlemanly-looking old man in evening clothes had
- entered the room, and stood now at Captain Edward&rsquo;s elbow and touched it
- with his hand. &ldquo;I&mdash;beg&mdash;your&mdash;pardon&mdash;sir,&rdquo; he said,
- in the conventional phrase.
- </p>
- <p>
- Edward, listening to what a companion was saying, turned absent-mindedly
- to the butler. Then he happened to remember something. &ldquo;Damn you, Barlow,
- you get duller every day!&rdquo; he snapped. &ldquo;You know perfectly well what
- cigars I take out of doors!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I&mdash;beg&mdash;your&mdash;pardon&mdash;sir,&rdquo; repeated the elderly
- person. He spoke in a confidential murmur. &ldquo;I thought you would like to
- know, sir&mdash;Lord Julius has come.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The young man looked at him, silently revolving the intelligence, a
- puzzled frown between his pale brows. A furtive something in the butler&rsquo;s
- composed expression struck him. &ldquo;What of it?&rdquo; he demanded, angrily. &ldquo;What
- are you whispering for? He&rsquo;s old enough to take care of himself, isn&rsquo;t
- he?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The butler thrust out his dry underlip a trifle. &ldquo;I thought you would like
- to know, sir,&rdquo; he reiterated.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, you&rsquo;re wrong. I don&rsquo;t like to know!&rdquo; The man&rsquo;s tone&mdash;an
- indefinable, lurking suggestiveness in his face and eyes and voice&mdash;vexed
- Mr. Edward exceedingly. It annoyed him still more to note that his
- companions had tacitly turned their backs, and were affecting great
- preoccupation in something else.
- </p>
- <p>
- He kept a wrathful eye on Barlow, as the latter bowed, turned, moved to
- the door and opened it. Of course, a man musn&rsquo;t slang servants, his
- irritated thought ran, but the covert impertinence in this old menial&rsquo;s
- manner was something no longer to be borne. The impulse to call the
- elderly fool back and send him packing on the instant, tingled hotly in
- the young man&rsquo;s blood. He even opened his lips to speak, but reflection
- checked his tongue. It would be bad form, for one thing; for another,
- perhaps he was not quite in the position to dismiss his grandfather&rsquo;s
- servants. He would speak to Welldon, the estate steward, instead&mdash;a
- sensible and civil man, by the way, who seemed to know which side his
- bread was buttered on. At the merest hint from the heir, Welldon would
- give Barlow the sack, and that would teach the rest a lesson. But all this
- would keep until Lord Julius had gone. Being an aged duffer himself, he
- would probably side with Barlow&mdash;and there was no point in offending
- Lord Julius. Very much to the contrary, indeed.
- </p>
- <p>
- Mr. Edward&rsquo;s meditations, unwontedly facile in their movements for him,
- had reached this point, when his mind reverted to the fact that he was
- still regarding the back of Barlow, who, instead of going out, stood
- holding the door open, his lean figure poised in ceremonious expectancy.
- Even as the surprised Edward continued looking, the butler made a staid
- obeisance.
- </p>
- <p>
- A stalwart, erect, burly old gentleman came in, and halted just over the
- threshold to look about him. He had the carriage, dress and general aspect
- of a prosperous and opinionated farmer. The suggestion of acres and crops
- was peculiarly marked in the broad, low soft hat on his head, and in the
- great white beard which spread fan-wise over his ample breast. He had the
- face of one who had spent a life in commanding others, and had learned
- meanwhile to master himself&mdash;a frank, high-featured, ruddy face, with
- a conspicuously prominent and well-curved nose, and steady, confident
- eyes. He folded his hands over his stick and, holding his head well back,
- glanced about the room at his ease. It was a glance from which the various
- eyes that it encountered somehow turned away.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How-do, Eddy? How-do, Gus?&rdquo; the newcomer said impassively to the two
- young men who, with palpable constraint, came up to greet him. He shook
- hands with each, but seemed more interested in viewing the company at
- large. His appearance had produced a visible effect of numbness upon the
- group of guests, but he seemed not to mind this.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Quite a party!&rdquo; he observed. His voice was full and robust, and not
- unamiable. &ldquo;All military?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edward nodded. &ldquo;All but Gus, here. Glad to introduce &rsquo;em, if you
- like,&rdquo; he murmured, with a kind of sullen deference.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Presently, presently,&rdquo; said Lord Julius, with an effect of heartiness at
- which Edward lifted his head.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Drive over from Clune this morning?&rdquo; the young man asked. &ldquo;Then you&rsquo;ll
- want breakfast. Ring the bell, Gus. We&rsquo;re just starting for the Mere
- copse. Glad to have you make an eighth gun, if you&rsquo;ll come to us after
- you&rsquo;ve eaten. You still shoot, don&rsquo;t you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, yes, I still shoot,&rdquo; said the other.
- </p>
- <p>
- Edward had a sense of embarrassment at his great-uncle&rsquo;s immobility in the
- doorway. &ldquo;Well, we&rsquo;ll get along to the gun-room now,&rdquo; he said to the
- others. Then to Lord Julius he remarked with an air of making
- conversation, &ldquo;I always say to the fellows that I ask nothing better in
- this world than to be as fit as you are when I&rsquo;m your age. Let&rsquo;s see,
- seventy-six, isn&rsquo;t it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The elder man nodded. &ldquo;I&rsquo;m sure that&rsquo;s a modest enough ambition,&rdquo; he
- observed. His steady gray eyes dallied with the young man&rsquo;s countenance
- for a moment. &ldquo;I&rsquo;m relieved to learn that you want nothing more than
- that.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edward looked up swiftly, and braved an instant&rsquo;s piercing scrutiny of the
- other&rsquo;s face. Then he laughed, uneasily. &ldquo;Oh, I want a few other things,
- too.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius lowered his voice. &ldquo;I would put among your wants a trifling
- matter of good taste, Eddy,&rdquo; he said, not unkindly.
- </p>
- <p>
- Captain Edward flushed. &ldquo;If I could see that it really made any difference
- between the First and the Second,&rdquo; he answered with dogged civility, &ldquo;I
- wouldn&rsquo;t shoot until tomorrow. If you&rsquo;re keen about it now, I&rsquo;ll&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, damn your First and Second,&rdquo; broke in the old man, keeping his voice
- down below the hearing of the others, but letting impatience glow in his
- eyes; &ldquo;you had no business bringing these men here at all. No&mdash;I see
- that you don&rsquo;t understand me. You needn&rsquo;t explain. It&rsquo;s entirely a
- question of feeling.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I&rsquo;m sorry you take that view of it, sir,&rdquo; said Edward, gloomily. &ldquo;You
- know that I&rsquo;m willing enough to meet your views&mdash;if only&mdash;if
- only because I&rsquo;m going to need your help.&rdquo; Lord Julius gave a snort of
- contemptuous laughter, and nodded to himself with lifted brows. &ldquo;Really
- something in the way of consideration is due to such frankness as that,&rdquo;
- he said, with a pretense of reverie. &ldquo;Send your friends out of the room,
- Eddy,&rdquo; he went on, more gently&mdash;&ldquo;make what excuse you like&mdash;or
- take them out and come back to me&mdash;that&rsquo;s better. I did intend to
- have no secrets from them, but I&rsquo;ve relented. And yes&mdash;by the way&mdash;instead
- of coming here&mdash;you&rsquo;ll find me in the small morning room I will
- breakfast there. You&rsquo;ve filled this room with smoke.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Would you&mdash;would you mind my bringing Gus?&rdquo; Edward asked,
- doubtfully.
- </p>
- <p>
- The other thought for an instant. &ldquo;Oh, yes, Gus may come,&rdquo; he said, and
- with that left the room.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Rum old beggar, isn&rsquo;t he?&rdquo; said Augustine to the company, with the sense
- that something had to be said.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Gad! he seemed to think he was in a synagogue!&rdquo; laughed Captain
- Burlington. &ldquo;Kept his hat on, you know,&rdquo; he explained in the next breath
- to the surprised and attentive faces about him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But he isn&rsquo;t a Jew,&rdquo; said one of the others with gravity. &ldquo;He married
- one, but that doesn&rsquo;t make him one, you know.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It was a joke! Can&rsquo;t you see a joke?&rdquo; protested Burlington.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, I don&rsquo;t think much of it,&rdquo; growled Edward, sourly. &ldquo;Come along to
- the gunroom.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What&rsquo;s up?&rdquo; asked Mr. Augustine, in an anxious murmur, a few minutes
- later, as the two brothers walked along the wide central hallway toward
- the appointed place.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Can&rsquo;t think for the life of me,&rdquo; replied Edward. &ldquo;Unless Craven babbled
- about the baccarat when he got up to town. He&rsquo;s rather that sort, you
- know. He kicked about the stakes at the time.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes&mdash;after he&rsquo;d been hit,&rdquo; said Augustine. &ldquo;But if it&rsquo;s only that,
- you&rsquo;ll be an ass to let the old man rot you about it. Just stand up to
- him, and let him see you feel your position.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That&rsquo;s all right,&rdquo; rejoined Edward, dubiously, &ldquo;but what&rsquo;s the position
- without money? If anybody could have foreseen what was going to happen&mdash;damn
- it all, I could have married as much as I needed. But as it is, I&rsquo;ve got
- Cora on my back, and the kid, and&mdash;my God! fancy doing the duke on
- four thou, a year net! Welldon tells me it can&rsquo;t be screwed a bit above
- that. Well, then, how can I afford to cheek Julius? When you come to that
- he isn&rsquo;t half a bad sort, you know. He stood my marriage awfully well.
- Gad, you know, we couldn&rsquo;t have lived if he hadn&rsquo;t drawn a check.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Let us hope he&rsquo;ll draw another,&rdquo; said Augustine. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s bad enough to be a
- pauper duke, but it&rsquo;s a bailey sight worse to be his brother.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What rot!&rdquo; said Edward. &ldquo;My kid&rsquo;s a girl, and you&rsquo;re free to marry.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- They had come to the door of the morning room. It stood ajar, and Edward
- pushed it open. Before the fireplace was visible the expected bulk and
- vast beard of Lord Julius, but the eyes of the brothers intuitively
- wandered to the window beyond, against which was outlined the figure of a
- much smaller man.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Secretary,&rdquo; whispered the quicker-minded Augustine out of the corner of
- his mouth as they advanced. The thought brought them a tempered kind of
- comfort. The same instinct which had prompted Edward to crave his
- brother&rsquo;s support led them both to welcome the presence of a fourth party.
- </p>
- <p>
- They looked again toward the stranger, and Lord Julius, as he caught their
- returning glance, smiled and nodded significantly. &ldquo;Come here, Christian!&rdquo;
- he said, and the brothers saw now that it was a slender young man with a
- dark, fine face and foreign-looking eyes who moved toward them.
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius put a hand on the young man&rsquo;s shoulder. &ldquo;Christian,&rdquo; he said,
- and gave his full voice a new note of gravity, &ldquo;these are your two
- cousins, Mr. Edward Torr, a captain in the Hussars until recently, and Mr.
- Augustine Torr, a member of Parliament. Your coming will make some
- difference in their affairs, but I know that you will be good to them.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The brothers had shaken hands with the new-comer automatically, while
- their minds were in the first stage of wonderment as to what the words
- being spoken about him meant. Now that silence fell, they stared slowly at
- him, at their great-uncle, at each other.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How&mdash;cousin?&rdquo; Edward managed to ask. He spoke as if his tongue
- filled his mouth.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The son of your uncle, Lord Ambrose Torr,&rdquo; the old man made quiet,
- carefully distinct answer.
- </p>
- <p>
- Another period of silence ensued, until Christian turned abruptly. &ldquo;It is
- very painful to me,&rdquo; he said hurriedly to the old man, and walked to the
- window.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is painful to everybody,&rdquo; said Lord Julius.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not so damned particularly painful to you, sir, I should say,&rdquo; put in
- Edward, looking his great-uncle in the face. The young man had slowly
- pulled himself together, and one could see the muscles of his neck being
- stiffened to keep his chin well in the air. His blue eyes had the effect
- of summoning all their resources of pride to gaze with dignity into the
- muzzle of a machine-gun.
- </p>
- <p>
- Augustine was less secure in the control of his nerves. He stood a little
- behind his brother, and the elbow which he braced against him for support
- trembled. His eyes wandered about the room, and he moistened his lips with
- his tongue several times before he contrived to whisper something into
- Edward&rsquo;s ear. The latter received the suggestion, whatever it was, with an
- impatient shake of the head.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You scarcely do me justice,&rdquo; said Lord Julius, quietly, &ldquo;but that&rsquo;s not
- worth mentioning at the moment. I must say you are taking it very well&mdash;much
- better than I expected.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edward squared his shoulders still more. &ldquo;I wouldn&rsquo;t say that we&rsquo;re takin&rsquo;
- it at all,&rdquo; he replied, with studied deliberation. &ldquo;You offer it, d&rsquo;ye see&mdash;but
- it doesn&rsquo;t follow that we take it. You come and bring this young fellow&mdash;this
- young gentleman, and you tell me that he is Ambrose&rsquo;s son. What good is
- that to me? Maybe he is, maybe he isn&rsquo;t. Ambrose may have had twenty sons,
- for all I know. I should be sorry to be one of them&mdash;but they&rsquo;re not
- to blame for that. I don&rsquo;t mind being civil to them&mdash;if they come to
- me in the right spirit&mdash;&rdquo; He stopped abruptly, and listened with a
- frown to more whispering from Augustine.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You don&rsquo;t seem to understand, Eddy&mdash;&rdquo; began Lord Julius.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, perfectly!&rdquo; broke in the young man. &ldquo;I had an uncle who had to leave
- England before I was born. His name couldn&rsquo;t even be mentioned in the
- family&mdash;but I know all about him. God knows I&rsquo;ve had him flung in my
- face often enough.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t let us go into that,&rdquo; urged Lord Julius, softly, and with a
- sidelong nod toward the window. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s needless cruelty to other people&mdash;and
- surely we can discuss this like gentlemen. You are really behaving
- splendidly, Eddy.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;God! he thought we were cads!&rdquo; cried Edward, in husky indignation.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No&mdash;no&mdash;no&mdash;no,&rdquo; murmured the older man, soothingly. &ldquo;I
- only want you to grasp the thing as it is. You know me. You do not regard
- me as a foolish person who goes off half-cock. Well, I tell you that
- Christian here is the son of my nephew Ambrose, born in lawful wedlock,
- and that there is not a shadow of doubt about it. The proofs are all open
- to your inspection; there is not a flaw in them. And so I say to you, in
- all kindness&mdash;take it calmly and sensibly and like a gentleman. It is
- to your own interest to do so, as well. If you think, you will see that.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That&rsquo;s what I&rsquo;ve been telling him,&rdquo; said Augustine, strenuously, from
- behind his brother&rsquo;s shoulder.
- </p>
- <p>
- A faint smile fluttered about the old man&rsquo;s eyelids. &ldquo;It was the advice of
- a born statesman,&rdquo; he said, dryly. &ldquo;You are the political hope of the
- family.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The stiffening had melted from Edward&rsquo;s neck and shoulders. He turned
- irresolutely now, and looked at the floor. &ldquo;Of course I admit nothing; I
- reserve all my rights, till my lawyers have satisfied themselves,&rdquo; he said
- in a worn, depressed mutter.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why, naturally,&rdquo; responded Lord Julius, with relieved cordiality. &ldquo;And
- now please me&mdash;do it all handsomely to the end&mdash;come and shake
- hands again with Christian, both of you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The brothers stood for a hesitating instant, then turned toward the window
- and began a movement of reluctant assent.
- </p>
- <p>
- To the surprise of all three, Christian forestalled their approach by
- wrenching open one half of the tall window, and putting a foot over the
- sill to the lawn outside.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If you will excuse me,&rdquo; he said, in his nervous, high voice, &ldquo;I am taking
- a little walk.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0004" id="link2HCH0004"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER IV
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">U</span>pon the garden
- side of Caermere is a very large conservatory, built nearly fifty years
- ago, at the close of the life of the last duchess. The poor lady left no
- other mark of her meek existence upon the buildings, and it was thought at
- the time that she would never have ventured upon even this, had it not
- been that every one was mad for the moment about the wonderful palace of
- glass reared in London for the First Exhibition.
- </p>
- <p>
- In area and height, and in the spacious pretensions of its dome, the
- structure still suggests irresistibly the period of its inception. It is
- as ambitious as it is self-conscious; its shining respectability remains
- superior to all the wiles of climbers and creeping vines. The older
- servants cherish traditions of &ldquo;Her Grace&rsquo;s glass,&rdquo; as it used to be
- called. She had the work begun on her fortieth birthday, and precisely a
- year later it happened that she was wheeled in from the big morning room,
- and left at her own desire to recline in solitude under the palms beneath
- the dome, and that when they went to her at last she was dead. The
- circumstance that Shakespeare is supposed also to have died on the
- anniversary of his birth, has somehow come to be an integral part of the
- story, as it is kept alive now in the humbler parts of the Caermere
- household, but the duchess had nothing else in common with the poet. The
- very face of her, in her maturer years, is but dimly remembered. The
- portrait in the library is of a young Lady Clarissa, with pale ringlets
- and a childishly sweet countenance, and clad in the formal quaintness of
- the last year of King George the Fourth. She became the duchess, but in
- turn the duchess, seemed to become somebody else. That was the way with
- the brides brought home to Caermere. The pictures in the library show them
- all girlish, and innocently pretty, and for the most part fair-haired.
- Happily there is no painted record of what they were like when, still in
- middle life, they bade a last goodbye to the dark-skinned, big-shouldered
- sons they had borne, and perhaps made a little moan that no daughters were
- ever given to mothers at Caermere, and turned their sad faces to the wall.
- </p>
- <p>
- The crystal house had memories of another and more recent mistress, the
- countess. She had come six years after the other went, she had lived for
- twelve years&mdash;a silent, colorless, gently unhappy life&mdash;and then
- had faded away out of sight. It was this Lady Porlock who had caused the
- orchid houses to be built at the inner side of the conservatory, and it
- was in her time, too, that the gifted Cheltnam was fetched from her own
- father&rsquo;s house in Berkshire to be head gardener at Caermere. Her fame is
- indeed irrevocably linked with his, for the tea-rose of his breeding,
- bearing her maiden-name of the Hon. Florence Denson, is scarcely less well
- known than this hybrid sweet-briar the Countess of Porlock.
- </p>
- <p>
- And now, in the third generation, still another lady had for some years
- enjoyed special property rights in this great glass apartment.
- </p>
- <p>
- Lady Cressage came into the conservatory from the large morning room, with
- a large volume in her hand, and an irresolute look on her face. She
- glanced about at the several couches piled with cushions and furs, at an
- easy-chair beyond&mdash;and yawned slightly. Then she wandered over to a
- row of early chrysanthemums, and, putting the book under her arm, occupied
- herself with the destruction of a few tiny beginnings of buds in the lower
- foliage. In this she employed as pincers the delicately tinted nails of a
- very shapely finger and thumb, and at the sign of some slight
- discoloration of these she stopped the work. From a glance at the nails,
- she went to a musing scrutiny of this whole right hand of hers, holding it
- up, and turning it from one composition of graceful curves to another. It
- had been called the most beautiful hand in England, but this morning its
- owner, upon a brief and rather listless inspection of its charms, yawned
- again. Finally she seated herself in the chair and, after a languid search
- for the place in her book, began to read.
- </p>
- <p>
- Half reclining thus, with the equable and shadowless light of the glass
- house about her, the young widow made a picture curiously different from
- any in the library within. All the dead and gone brides of the Torrs had
- been painted in bright attire; Lady Cressage wore a belted gown of black
- cloth, unrelieved save by a softened line of white at the throat and
- wrists. The others, without exception, had signified by elaborate
- hair-dressing not less than by dutifully vacuous facial expressions, their
- comprehension of the requirements of the place they had been called upon
- to fill; Lady Cressage&rsquo;s bistre hair was gathered in careless fashion to a
- loose knot at the back of the head, and in her exquisitely modeled face
- there was no hint whatever of docility or awed submission to any external
- claims. The profile of this countenance, outlined for the moment against a
- cluster of vividly purple pleroma blossoms, had the delicacy of a rare
- flower, but it conveyed also the impression of resolute and enduring
- force. If the dome above could have generated voices of its own, these
- would have murmured to one another that here at last was a woman whom
- Caermere could not break or even easily bend.
- </p>
- <p>
- In the season of 1892, London had heard a good deal of this lady. She was
- unknown before, and of her belongings people to this day knew and cared
- very little. There was a General Kervick enumerated in the retired list,
- who had vegetated into promotion in some obscure corner of India, and now
- led an equally inconspicuous existence somewhere in the suburbs&mdash;or
- was it in West Kensington? He had never belonged to a service club, but an
- occasional man encountered him once in a while at the Oriental, where he
- was supposed by the waiters to have an exceptional knowledge of peppers
- and chutneys. The name of his wife had been vaguely associated with
- charitable committees, or subscription committees, and here and there some
- one remembered having heard that she was distantly related to somebody.
- The elder Kervicks never secured a much more definite place in London&rsquo;s
- regard&mdash;even after this remarkable daughter had risen like a planet
- to dim the fixed stars of the season.
- </p>
- <p>
- The credit for having discovered and launched Miss Kervick came generally
- to be ascribed to Lady Selton, but perhaps this turned upon the fact that
- she lent her house in Park Lane for the culminating scene in the
- spectacular triumph of that young person. No doubt there were others who
- would have placed still bigger houses at the disposal of a bride whose
- wedding was, in many respects, the most interesting of the year, and some
- of these may have had as good a claim to the privilege as Lady Selton. As
- matters turned out, however, they were given no cause to repine. The
- marriage was not a success, and within one short year Lady Selton herself
- had grown a little shy about assuming responsibility for it. A year later
- she was quite prepared to repudiate all share in it, and after that people
- ceased to remember about it all, until the shock of the tragedy came to
- stir polite London into startled whisperings.
- </p>
- <p>
- Hardly within the memory of living folk had a family been dealt such a
- swift succession of deadly blows as these which were rained upon the Torrs
- in the first half of 1896.
- </p>
- <p>
- The Earl of Porlock had been the heir of dukedom since most people could
- remember, and had got himself called to the House of Lords in his own
- right, apparently as a kind of protest against his father&rsquo;s unconscionable
- longevity, at least a dozen years before his own end came. It was not to
- be supposed that he desired a peerage for any other reason, since he had
- never chosen to seek a seat in the House of Commons, and indeed, save upon
- one occasion connected with ground game, made no use whatever of his
- legislative powers after they had been given to him. He cared nothing for
- politics, and read scarcely more in newspapers than in books. Up to middle
- life, he had displayed a certain tendency toward interest in fat stock and
- a limited number of allied agricultural topics, but the decline in farming
- values had turned him from this. In his earlier years, too, he had enjoyed
- being identified with the sporting set of his class in London, and about
- the racing circuit, but this association he also dropped out of as he grew
- older, partly because late nights bored him, partly because he could no
- longer afford to jeopardize any portion of his income. He came at last to
- think of his mastership of hounds as his principal tie to existence on
- land. He liked it all, from the sailing sweep over the highest barrier in
- an exceptionally rough country, to the smell of the kennels of an early
- morning across the frozen yards. This life with the horses and dogs, and
- with the people who belonged to the horses and dogs, offered fewer
- temptations to the evil temper in his blood than any other, and with
- growing years his dislike for the wear and tear of getting angry had
- become a controlling instinct. He continued to use bad language with an
- appropriate show of fervency, when occasion required, but he had got out
- of the way of scalding himself with rage inside. He even achieved a grim
- sort of jocularity toward the close. In the last year of his life a
- tenant-farmer, speaking to a toast, affirmed of him that &ldquo;a truer
- sportsman, nor yet a more humorous and affable nobleman, has never taken
- the chair at a puppy-walk luncheon within my recollection,&rdquo; and this
- tribute to his geniality both pleased and impressed the earl. He was then
- in his sixty-second year, and he might have lived into a mellowed, and
- even jovial old age, under the influence of this praise, had there been no
- unwritten law ending the hunting season in the early spring.
- </p>
- <p>
- The earl cared very little for otters and rats, and almost nothing at all
- for salmon, so that when April came he usually went to his yacht, and
- practically lived aboard it until November. Sometimes he made long cruises
- in this substantial and comfortable vessel, which he delighted in
- navigating himself. He was lying in at Bremerhaven, for example, in May,
- when one of a sheaf of telegrams scattered along the line of North Sea
- ports in search of him, brought the news that his youngest son Joseph, who
- had drifted into Mashonaland after the collapse of the Jameson adventure,
- had been killed in the native rebellion. Upon consideration, the earl
- could not see that a post-haste return to England would serve any useful
- end. He sailed westward, however, after some telegraphic communication
- with England, and made his leisurely way down the Channel and round
- Cornwall to Milford Haven, where his wont was to winter his yacht, and
- where most of his crew were at home. The fact that he and the vessel were
- well known in this port rendered it possible to follow in detail
- subsequent events.
- </p>
- <p>
- It was on the 10th of June that Lord Porlock came to anchor in Milford,
- and went ashore, taking the afternoon train for Shrewsbury. He returned on
- the 14th, accompanied by his eldest son and heir, Lord Cressage. This
- latter personage was known only from hearsay at Milford, and local
- observation of him was therefore stimulated by a virgin curiosity. It was
- noted that Viscount Cressage&mdash;a stalwart and rubicund young man of
- more than his father&rsquo;s height, but somewhat less swarthy of aspect&mdash;was
- laboring under very marked depression. He hung about the hotel, during the
- delay incident upon cleaning up the yacht, taking on new stores and
- altering some of the sailing gear, in a plainly moping mood, saying little
- to his father and never a word to any one else. A number of witnesses were
- able to make it clear that at first he did not intend to sail forth, but
- was merely bearing his father company while the latter remained in harbor.
- </p>
- <p>
- The fact of their recent bereavement accounted in a general way for their
- reticence with each other, but it was impossible not to see that the
- younger man had something besides the death of a brother on his mind.
- When, on the second day of their waiting, the tide began to fill in which
- on its turn was to bear out the yacht, his nervous preoccupation grew
- painfully manifest. He walked across many times to the headland; he
- fidgeted in and out of the bar, taking drinks for which he obviously had
- no relish, and looking over and over again in the railway time-tables for
- information which he seemed incapable of fixing in his memory. At last,
- when everything was ready, and the earl stood with his hand out to say
- good-bye to his son, the latter had suddenly, and upon the evident impulse
- of the moment, declared with some excitement that he also would go. People
- remembered that he had said, as if in defensive explanation of his hasty
- resolve: &ldquo;Perhaps that will teach her a lesson!&rdquo; His father had only
- remarked &ldquo;Rot!&rdquo;&mdash;and with that the yacht sailed off, a heaving white
- patch against the blackening west.
- </p>
- <p>
- But what followed was too grossly unreasoning to afford a lesson to
- anybody. The morning newspapers of the 18th contained in one column
- confirmation of the earlier report that the Hon. Anselm Torr, second son
- of the earl of Porlock, had been a passenger on the ill-fated &ldquo;Drummond
- Castle,&rdquo; and had gone down with the rest in the night off Ushant; and in
- another column a telegram from Porthstinian, announcing the total loss of
- a large yacht, on the rocks known as the Bishop and Clerks, with all on
- board. The evening papers followed with the rumor that the lost yacht was
- the &ldquo;Minstrel,&rdquo; with both Lord Porlock and his son, Lord Cressage, on
- board; but it was not until the next afternoon that the public possessed
- all the facts in this extraordinary affair. Then it happened that the edge
- was rather taken off the horror of the tragic coincidence, by the
- announcement that these sudden deaths brought forward as next heir to the
- dukedom Captain Edward Torr, late of the &mdash;th Hussars, who was better
- known, perhaps, as the husband of Miss Cora Bayard. The thought of Cora as
- a prospective duchess made such a direct appeal to the gayer side of the
- popular mind, that the gruesome terrors surrounding her advancement were
- lost to sight. When, a few days later, it was stated that the venerable
- Duke of Glastonbury had suffered a stroke of paralysis, and lay at
- Caermere in a critical state, the news only made more vivid the picture of
- the music-hall dancer turned into Her Grace which the public had in its
- mind&rsquo;s eye. Her radiant portrait in the photographic weeklies and budgets
- was what remained uppermost in the general memory.
- </p>
- <p>
- For a time, however, in that little fraction of the public which is called
- Society, the figure of another woman concentrated interest upon itself, in
- connection with the Torr tragedy. The fact that a music-hall person was to
- wear a great title had no permanent hold upon the imagination of this
- class. They would probably see rather less of her then than now&mdash;and
- the thing had no longer the charm of the unusual. But they had known Lady
- Cressage. They had admired her, followed after her, done all sorts of nice
- things for her, in that season of her wonderful triumph as the most
- beautiful girl, and the most envied bride, in London. After her marriage
- she had been very little in evidence, it was true; one hardly knew of any
- other reigning beauty who had let the sceptre slip through her fingers so
- promptly and completely. What was the secret of it all? It could not be
- said that she had lost her good looks, or that she was lacking in
- cleverness. There was no tangible scandal against her; to the contrary,
- she seemed rather surprisingly indifferent to men&rsquo;s company. Of course, it
- was understood that her marriage was unhappy, but that was scarcely a
- reason for allowing herself to be so wholly snuffed out of social
- importance. Everybody knew what the Torrs were like as husbands, and
- everybody would have been glad to be good to her. But in some
- unaccountable way, without quite producing the effect of rebuffing
- kindness, she had contrived to lapse from the place prepared for her. And
- now those last words from the lips of poor young Cressage&mdash;&ldquo;Perhaps
- that will teach her a lesson!&rdquo;&mdash;sifted their way from the coroner&rsquo;s
- inquest in a Welsh village up to London, and set people thinking once
- more. Who could tell? It might be that the fault was not all on one side.
- According to the accounts of Milford, he was in a state of visible
- excitement and mental distress. The very fact of his going off alone in a
- yacht with his father, of whom he notoriously saw as little as possible on
- dry land, showed that he must have been greatly upset. And his words could
- mean nothing save that it was a quarrel with his wife which had sent him
- off to what proved to be his death. What was this quarrel about? And was
- it the woman, after all, who was to blame? Echoes of these questions, and
- of their speculative and varied answers, kept themselves alive here and
- there in London till Parliament rose in August. They were lost then in the
- general flutter toward the moors.
- </p>
- <p>
- Lady Cressage, meantime, had not quitted Caermere or disclosed any design
- of doing so, and it is there we return to her, where she sat at her ease
- under the palms in the glass-house, with a book open before her.
- </p>
- <p>
- The spattering reports of a number of guns, not very far away, caused her
- presently to lift her head, but after an instant, with a fleeting frown,
- she went back to her book. The racket continued, and finally she closed
- the volume, listened with a vexed face for a minute or two and then sprang
- to her feet.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Positively this is too bad!&rdquo; she declared aloud, to herself.
- </p>
- <p>
- Unexpectedly, as she turned, she found confronting her another young
- woman, also clad in black, even to the point of long gloves, and a broad
- hat heavy with funereal plumes. In her hand she held some unopened
- letters, and on her round, smooth, pretty countenance there was a doubtful
- look.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Good-mornin&rsquo;, dear,&rdquo; said this newcomer. Her voice, not unmusical in
- tone, carried the suggestion of being produced with sedulous regard to a
- system. &ldquo;There were no letters for you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- There was a momentary pause, and then Lady Cressage, as if upon
- deliberation, answered, &ldquo;Good-morning&mdash;Cora.&rdquo; She turned away
- listlessly as she spoke.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, so it <i>is</i> one of my &lsquo;Cora&rsquo; days, after all,&rdquo; said the other,
- with a long breath of ostentatious reassurance. &ldquo;I never know in the least
- where to have you, my dear, you know&mdash;and particularly this mornin&rsquo;;
- I made sure you&rsquo;d blame me for the guns.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Blame&rdquo;&mdash;commented Lady Cressage, musingly&mdash;&ldquo;I no longer blame
- anybody for anything. I&rsquo;ve long since done with my fancy for playing at
- being God, and distributing judgments about among people.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, you&rsquo;re quite right about this shootin&rsquo; the home covers,&rdquo; protested
- the other. &ldquo;I gave Eddy a fair bit of my mind about it&mdash;but you know
- what he is, when once he&rsquo;s headed in a given direction. You might as well
- talk soft to the east wind. And, for that matter, I was dead against his
- bringin&rsquo; these men down here at all&mdash;though it may surprise you to
- hear it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Lady Cressage, still looking away, shook her head very slightly. &ldquo;No&mdash;I
- don&rsquo;t find myself particularly surprised,&rdquo; she said, with an effect of
- languor. &ldquo;Really, I can&rsquo;t be said to have given the matter a thought, one
- way or the other. It is neither my business nor my wish to form opinions
- about your husband&rsquo;s friends. We were speaking of something else, were we
- not?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why, yes,&rdquo; responded Mrs. Edward; &ldquo;I mentioned that sometimes I&rsquo;m &lsquo;Cora,&rsquo;
- and sometimes it&rsquo;s very much the other way about. I merely mentioned it&mdash;don&rsquo;t
- think I mean to complain&mdash;only I began calling <i>you</i> Edith from
- the start&mdash;from the first day I came here, after the&mdash;after the&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I know you did. It was very kind of you,&rdquo; murmured Edith, but with no
- affectation of gratitude in her voice. Then, slowly, she turned her eyes
- toward her companion, and added in a more considerate tone: &ldquo;But then you
- are by nature a much kindlier person than I am.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, yes, you say that,&rdquo; put in the other, &ldquo;but it isn&rsquo;t true, you know.
- It&rsquo;s only that I&rsquo;ve seen more of the world, and am so much older than you
- are. That&rsquo;s what tells, my dear&mdash;it&rsquo;s years that smooths the temper
- down, and rubs off one&rsquo;s sharp corners&mdash;of course, if one has some
- sense to start with. I assure you, Edith, that when I was your age I was a
- perfect tiger-cat.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Lady Cressage smiled in a wan fashion, as if in despite of her mood. &ldquo;You
- always make such a point of your seniority,&rdquo; she said, not unamiably, &ldquo;but
- when I look at you, I can never believe you&rsquo;re of any age at all. I seem a
- thousand years old beside you.&rdquo; Mrs. Edward showed some dazzling teeth in
- her pleased appreciation of the compliment. Her smile was as
- characteristic as her voice, in its studiously regular and equable
- distribution. The even parting of her bright lips, with their symmetrical
- inner lines of white, was supported to a nicety of proportional value by
- eyelashes and eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It&rsquo;s what I&rsquo;ve been saying,&rdquo; she commented, with frank enjoyment. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s
- good temper that does the trick.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- To tell the truth, Mrs. Edward&rsquo;s was a face which bore no visible relation
- to years. It was of rounded oval in contour, with beautifully chiseled
- small features, a faultless skin which was neither fair nor dark and fine
- large eyes that seemed sometimes blue, and as often something else. In
- these eyes there lay always, within touch of the surface, a latent smile,
- ready to beam, to sparkle, to dance, to languish in mellow softness or
- glitter in cool abstract recognition of pleasantries afloat, all at the
- instant bidding of the lips below. These lips, delicately arched and of
- vivid warmth of color, were as restricted in their movements as is the
- mercury in a thermometer. They did not curl sidewise upon occasion; they
- never pouted, or pulled themselves inward together under the stress of
- sudden emotion. They did nothing but separate, in perfectly balanced
- measure, sometimes by only a hair&rsquo;s breadth, again in the freest fashion,
- but always in painstaking harmony with the spirit of the glance above.
- Students of this smile, or rather of this range of graded smiles,
- ordinarily reached the conclusion that it was the lips which gave the
- signal to the eyes. Certain it is that they worked together in trained
- accord, and that the rest of the face did nothing at all. The white
- forehead furrowed itself with no lines of puzzled thought; there was not
- the shadow of a wrinkle at the corners of the little mouth, or about the
- shapely brown lashes&mdash;and it seemed incredible that time should ever
- bring one.
- </p>
- <p>
- Beside this serene and lovely mask&mdash;in the placidity of which one
- found the pledge of an easy temper along with the promise of unfailing
- youth&mdash;the face of Lady Cressage was still beautiful, but in a
- restless and strenuous way. If she did produce the effect of being the
- older of the two, it was because Mrs. Edward&rsquo;s countenance had nothing to
- do with any such standard of comparison.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;When you come to think of it,&rdquo; the latter went on now, &ldquo;you <i>do</i>
- seem older than I do, dear&mdash;I mean you seem so to me. Of course I
- know there&rsquo;s a good six years&rsquo; difference between us&mdash;and as far as
- appearance goes, I needn&rsquo;t say that you&rsquo;d be the belle of the ball in
- London as easily as you were four years ago&mdash;but all the same you
- have the knack of making me feel as if I were the youngster, and you the
- grown-up. I&rsquo;ve a sister&mdash;five years younger than me&mdash;and she
- does the same thing. When she looks at me&mdash;just quietly turns her
- eyes full on me, you know&mdash;it seems as if I ought to have a pinafore
- on, and she have spectacles and a cap. Oh, she used to give me the jumps,
- that girl did. We haven&rsquo;t seen much of each other, these last few years;
- we didn&rsquo;t hit it off particularly well&mdash;but&mdash;why, hello! this <i>is</i>
- odd, if you like!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What is it?&rdquo; asked the other, perfunctorily.
- </p>
- <p>
- Mrs. Edward had been, shuffling the envelopes in her hand the while she
- spoke, and idly noting their superscriptions. She held up one of them now,
- in explanation of her remark.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, talk of the devil, you know&mdash;I was speaking of my sister
- Frank, and here&rsquo;s a letter from her. She hasn&rsquo;t written a line to me in&mdash;how
- long is it?&mdash;why, it must be&mdash;well, certainly not since I was
- married. Funny, isn&rsquo;t it? I wonder if it&rsquo;s anything about the pater.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She continued to regard the sealed missive absent-mindedly, as if the
- resource of opening it had not yet suggested itself to her. In the
- meantime, something else occurred to her, and she turned to face Lady
- Cressage, who had seated herself again.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I meant what I said about these men Eddy&rsquo;s brought down,&rdquo; she declared.
- &ldquo;I didn&rsquo;t want them to be asked, and I don&rsquo;t like their being here, any
- more than you do. Yes, I want to have you understand,&rdquo; she persisted, as
- the other offered a gesture of deprecation, &ldquo;I hope I&rsquo;m the last person in
- the world to round on old pals, but really, as I told Eddy, a man in his
- position must draw the line somewhere. I don&rsquo;t mind giving a leg-up to old
- Pirie&mdash;in a quiet way, of course&mdash;for he&rsquo;s not half a bad sort
- by himself; but as for the rest, what are they? I don&rsquo;t care for their
- families or their commissions&mdash;I&rsquo;ve seen too much of the world to be
- taken in by kid of that sort&mdash;I say they&rsquo;re bounders. I never was
- what you might call keen about them as the right friends for Eddy, even
- before&mdash;I mean in the old days, when it didn&rsquo;t matter so much what
- company he kept. But now, with everything so altered, he ought to see that
- they&rsquo;re not in his class at all. And that&rsquo;s just what I can&rsquo;t get him to
- do in the least.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Men have their own views in these matters. They are often rather
- difficult to understand,&rdquo; commented Edith, sententiously.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I should think so!&rdquo; began Mrs. Edward. &ldquo;Why, if I were a man, and in
- Eddy&rsquo;s place&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Her words had ended aimlessly, as her eyes followed the lines of the
- letter she had at last opened and begun to read. She finished the brief
- task, and then, going back to the top of the single page, went over it
- again more attentively. There was something indefinably impressive about
- the silence in which she did this, and Lady Cressage presently raised an
- inquiring glance. Mrs. Edward&rsquo;s face exhibited no marked change of
- expression, but it had turned deathly pale. The unabated redness of the
- lips gave this pallor a ghastliness which frightened Edith, and brought
- her to her feet.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What in the name&mdash;&rdquo; she began, but the other held up a black-gloved
- hand.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Is this something you know about?&mdash;something you&rsquo;ve been putting
- up?&rdquo; Cora demanded, in a harsh, ungoverned voice, moving forward as she
- spoke. &ldquo;Look at this. Here&rsquo;s what my sister writes.&rdquo; She did not offer to
- show the letter, but huskily read forth its contents:
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;&lsquo;London, September 30.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;&lsquo;My dear Cora: I don&rsquo;t know whether you will thank me or not, but I feel
- that some one ought to warn you, if only that you may pull yourself
- together to meet what is coming. Your house is built of cards, and it is
- only a question of days, perhaps of hours, when it will be pushed over.
- Your husband is not the heir, after all. I am truly in great grief at the
- thought of what this will mean to you, and I can only hope that you will
- believe me when I sign myself,
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;&lsquo;Your sincerely affectionate sister,
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;&lsquo;Frances.&rsquo;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The two women exchanged a tense look in which sheer astonishment
- encountered terror, and mingled with it.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, I know nothing of this,&rdquo; faltered Edith, more in response to the
- other&rsquo;s wild eyes than to the half-forgotten inquiries that had prefaced
- the reading of the letter.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No trick of a child, eh? What do they call it, posthumous?&rdquo; Cora panted,
- still with the rough voice which had shaken off the yoke of tuition.
- </p>
- <p>
- Edith lifted her head. &ldquo;That is absurd,&rdquo; she answered, curtly.
- </p>
- <p>
- As they confronted each other thus, a moving shadow outside caught their
- notice. Instinctively turning their eyes, they beheld through the glass a
- stranger, a slender young man with a soft hat of foreign fashion, striding
- across the lawn away from the house. He held his head high in the air, and
- they could see that the hands carried stiffly outstretched at his sides
- were clenched.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He struts across the turf as if he owned it,&rdquo; said Edith, clutching
- vaguely at the meaningless relief which this interruption seemed to offer.
- </p>
- <p>
- But Mrs. Edward had sunk info the chair, and buried her face in her
- black-gloved hands.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0005" id="link2HCH0005"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER V
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">C</span>hristian began his
- walk with swift, energetic steps, and a guiding eye fixed resolutely on a
- distinguishing mark in the distant line of tree-tops beyond, as if both
- speed and directness of course were of utmost urgency to his purpose.
- While his body moved forward thus automatically, however, his mind
- remained engrossed with what had been said and done in the room he was
- leaving behind.
- </p>
- <p>
- His brain reproduced over and over again the appearance of the two young
- brothers, their glances at each other, their sneering scowls at him. The
- picture of Augustine whispering in Edward&rsquo;s ear, and of Edward shaking his
- sulky head, stuck in his memory as a living thing. He had continued to see
- it after he had turned his back on them and gone to the window. The
- infamous words which had been spoken about his father were a part of this
- picture, and their inflection still rang in his ears just as the young men
- still stood before his eyes, compact of hostility to him and his blood.
- </p>
- <p>
- The noise of guns in the wood he approached was for a time subordinated in
- his mind to those bitter echoes of Edward&rsquo;s speech. When at last these
- reports of firing attracted his attention, he had passed out of sight of
- Caermere, and found himself on a vaguely defined path at the end of a
- broad heath, much overgrown with heather and broom and low, straggling,
- inhospitable-looking shrubs novel to his eye. Curious movements among this
- shaggy verdure caught his wandering notice, and he stopped to observe them
- more closely. A great many rabbits&mdash;or would they be hares?&mdash;were
- making their frightened escape from the wood in front of him, and darting
- about for cover in this undergrowth. He became conscious now of an
- extraordinary tumult in the wood itself&mdash;a confused roar of men&rsquo;s
- voices raised in apparently meaningless cries, accompanied by an
- unintelligible pounding of sticks on timber and crackling brush. This
- racket almost drowned the noise of the remote firing; its effect of
- consternation upon the small inhabitants of the thicket was only less than
- the bewilderment that it caused in Christian&rsquo;s mind. Forgetting altogether
- his own concerns, he pushed cautiously forward to spy out the cause of the
- commotion.
- </p>
- <p>
- Somewhat later, he emerged from the wood again, having obtained a
- tolerable notion of what was going on. He had caught a view of one line of
- beaters making their way through a copse, diagonally away from him&mdash;rough
- men clad for the most part in white jackets, who shouted and thrashed
- about them with staves as they went&mdash;and it was easy enough to
- connect their work, and the consequent rise and whirring rush of birds
- before it, with the excited fusillade of guns farther on. Christian did
- not get a sight of the sportsmen themselves. Albeit with some doubts as to
- the dignity of the proceeding, he made a detour of the piece of woodland,
- with the idea of coming out upon the shooting party, but when he arrived
- at the barrier it was to find on the spot only a couple of men in greenish
- corduroys, whom he took to be underkeepers. They were at work before a
- large heap of pheasants, tying the birds in pairs by the necks, and
- hanging them over a long stick, stretched between two trees, which already
- bent under its burden. They glanced up from their employment at Christian,
- and when he stooped to pick up one of the cartridge cases with which the
- ground at his feet was strewn, they exchanged some muttered comment at
- which both laughed aloud. He instinctively threw the little tube down, and
- looked away from the men. The thought occurred to him that if they only
- knew who he was their confusion would be pathetic, but as it was, they had
- the monopoly of self-possession, and it was he who shyly withdrew.
- </p>
- <p>
- The whole diversion, however, had cleared and sweetened his mood. He
- retraced his steps through the wood and then struck off in a new direction
- across the heath, at a more leisurely pace than he had come, his mind
- dwelling pleasurably upon the various picturesque phases of what he had
- witnessed. The stray glimpses of <i>la chasse</i> which had been afforded
- him in the South had had nothing in common with this. The unkempt freedom
- of the growths about him appealed to his senses as cultivated parks and
- ordered forests had never done. It was all so strong and simple and
- natural&mdash;and the memory of the beaters smashing along in the thicket,
- bawling and laying about them with their clubs, gave it a primitive note
- which greatly pleased his fancy.
- </p>
- <p>
- The heath was even finer, in his eyes, than the wood. The air stirring
- across it, for one thing, had a quality which he seemed never to have
- known before&mdash;and the wild, almost savage, aspect of its squat gray
- and russet herbage, the sense of a splendidly unashamed idleness and
- unproductiveness suggested by its stretches of waste land, charmed his
- imagination. He said to himself, as he sauntered here, that he would
- gallop every day across this wonderful plain, with a company of big dogs
- at his horse&rsquo;s heels. The thought of the motion in the saddle inspired him
- to walk faster. He straightened himself, put his hands to his coat at the
- breast as he had seen young Englishmen do on their pedestrian tours, and
- strode briskly forward, humming to himself as he moved. The hateful
- episode of the morning had not so much faded from his thoughts, as shaken
- itself into a new kaleidoscopic formation. Contact with these noble
- realities out of doors had had the effect, as it were, of immeasurably
- increasing his stature. When he thought of those paltry cousins of his, it
- was as if he looked down upon their insignificance from a height.
- </p>
- <p>
- He came at last face to face with a high stone wall, the pretensions and
- obvious antiquity of which told him at once that he had returned to the
- vicinity of the castle. Sure enough, there were discernible at a
- considerable distance down to the right some of the turrets and roofs of
- Caermere, and he turned his course in that direction. It seemed to him a
- long way that he walked by the side of this great wall, marveling as he
- did so at its size and at the ambitious views of the persons who built it.
- The reflection that they were ancestors of his own came to his mind, and
- expanded therein. He also would build like a great nobleman in his time!
- What was there so grand as building?&mdash;he mused as he looked about him&mdash;unless
- it might be the heath and the brownish-purple hills beyond, and these also
- one intuitively thought of as having been built.
- </p>
- <p>
- Presently a small doorway appeared in the massive wall, and Christian,
- finding it unlocked, passed through it into a vast garden. The inner and
- sunny side of the wall, as far as he could see in either direction, was
- veined with the regularly espaliered branches of dwarf trees flattened
- against it, from which still depended here and there belated specimens of
- choice fruit. On the other side of the path following close this wall,
- down which he proceeded, were endless rows of small trees and staked
- clumps of canes, all now bereft of their season&rsquo;s produce. The spectacle
- did not fit with what had been mentioned to him of the poverty of
- Caermere. Farther on, a tall hedge stretching at right angles from the
- wall separated this orchard from what he saw now, by glimpses through an
- open arch, to a be a flower garden. He quickened his pace at the sight,
- for flowers were very near his heart.
- </p>
- <p>
- At first there was not much to move his admiration. The sunlit profusion
- of his boyhood&rsquo;s home had given him standards of size and glowing color
- which were barely approached, and nowhere equaled, here. Suddenly he came
- upon something, however, before which he perforce stopped. It was the
- beginning of a long row of dahlias, rounded flowers on the one side of
- him, pointed and twisted cactus varieties on the other, and he had
- imagined nothing like this before in his life. Apparently no two of the
- tall plants, held upright to the height of his breast by thick stakes,
- were alike, and he knew not upon which to expend the greater delight, the
- beauty of their individual blossoms or the perfection of skill exhibited
- in the color-arrangement of the line.
- </p>
- <p>
- He moved slowly along, examining the more notable flowers in detail with
- such ardor that a young lady in a black gown, but with a broad hat of
- light straw on her pale hair, advanced up the path, paused, and stood
- quite near him for some moments before he perceived her presence. Then
- with a little start, he took off his hat, and held it in his hands while
- he made a stiff bow.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are fond of flowers?&rdquo; Lady Cressage said, more as a remark than an
- inquiry. She observed him meanwhile with politely calm interest.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;These dahlias are extraordinary!&rdquo; he exclaimed, very earnestly. &ldquo;I have
- never seen such flowers, and such variety. It surprises me a great deal.
- It is a spécialité in England, n&rsquo;est ce pas?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think I have heard that we have carried the dahlia further than other
- countries have done,&rdquo; responded the lady, courteously giving the name the
- broad-voweled sound he had used. She added with a pleasant softening of
- eyes and lips: &ldquo;But you ought not to begrudge us one little triumph like
- this&mdash;you who come from the very paradise of flowers.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The implication in her words caused him to straighten himself, and to
- regard her with a surprised new scrutiny. He saw now that she was very
- beautiful, and he strove to recall the few casual remarks Lord Julius had
- dropped, concerning the two ladies at the castle, as a clue to her
- identity. One had been an actress, he remembered&mdash;and this lady&rsquo;s
- graceful equanimity had, perhaps, something histrionic in it. But if she
- happened not to be the actress, then it would no doubt anger her very much
- to be taken for one. He knew so little of women&mdash;and then his own
- part in the small drama occurred to him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is evident that you understand who I am,&rdquo; he said, with another bow.
- The further thought that in either case she was related to him, was a part
- of the family of which he would soon be the head, came to give him fresh
- confidence. &ldquo;It is not only dahlias that are carried to unrivaled heights
- of beauty in England,&rdquo; he added, and bowed once more.
- </p>
- <p>
- She smiled outright at this. &ldquo;That is somewhat too&mdash;what shall I say?&mdash;continental
- for these latitudes,&rdquo; she remarked. &ldquo;Men don&rsquo;t say such glowing things in
- England. We haven&rsquo;t sun enough, you know, properly to ripen rose-hips&mdash;or
- compliments. I should like to introduce myself, if I may&mdash;I am Edith
- Cressage&mdash;and Lord Julius has told me the wonderful story about you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She held out her hand as she spoke, with a deliberate gesture, which
- afforded Christian time to note its exquisite modeling, if he had had the
- eyes for it. But he took the hand in his own rather cursorily, and began
- speaking with abruptness before he had finished his bow and relinquished
- it.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is much too wonderful,&rdquo; he said, hastily. &ldquo;It frightens me. I cannot
- get used to it. I have the feeling that I should go away somewhere, and
- live by myself, till it became all familiar to me. But then I see it would
- be just as painful, wherever I went.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, let us hope it would be least painful here, of all places,&rdquo; urged the
- lady, in gentle deprecation of his tone. &ldquo;Caermere is not gay, but it can
- be soothing and restful&mdash;to those who stand in need of solace. It has
- come to be my second home&mdash;I never thought one could grow so deeply
- attached to a place. It has been to me like a tender old nurse and
- confidante&mdash;in times when&mdash;when its shelter and consolation were
- very welcome&rdquo;&mdash;she faltered for an instant, with averted face, then
- raised her moist eyes to his, and let them sparkle&mdash;&ldquo;and oh, you will
- grow to love Caermere with all your heart.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian felt himself much moved. He had put on his hat, and stepped now
- to her side.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have seen nothing of it at all,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;I am going to ask that you
- shall show it to me&mdash;you who love it so much. But if I shall remain
- here now, that I cannot in the least tell. Nothing is arranged, so far as
- I know. I am quite in Lord Julius&rsquo; hands&mdash;thus far.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- They had tacitly begun to move down the path together, loitering to look
- at plants on either side which particularly invited notice.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Lord Julius is a remarkable man,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;If one is fortunate enough
- to enlist his friendship, there is no end to what he can do for him. You
- can hardly imagine what a difference it makes for you in everything&mdash;the
- fact that he is warmly disposed towards you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, that I have been told,&rdquo; said Christian, &ldquo;and I see it for myself,
- too. I do not feel that I know him very well, as yet. It was only
- yesterday morning that I met him for the first time at an hotel in
- Brighton. We breakfasted together, we looked through papers together and
- then we began a long railway journey together, which only ended a few
- hours ago. We have talked a great deal in this time, but, as I have said,
- the man himself is not very clear to me yet. But no one could have been
- kinder&mdash;and I think he likes me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, of course he does,&rdquo; affirmed Lady Cressage, as if anything else would
- have been incredible. &ldquo;And&mdash;talking with him so much, so
- continuously, you no doubt understand the entire situation. I am glad that
- he at least left it to me to show you over Caermere; there is apparently
- nothing else in which I can be of use.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian, though he smiled in kindly recognition of her attitude, offered
- no verbal comment, and after a wandering digression about dahlias, she
- returned to the subject.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If there <i>is</i> anything I can tell you&mdash;about the family, the
- position of affairs in general, and so on&mdash;you should not stand on
- ceremony with me. Has he, for example, explained about money affairs?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The young man looked keenly at her for an instant, as if the question took
- him by surprise. Then he answered frankly enough: &ldquo;Nothing definite. I
- only gather that it will be made easier for me than it would have been for&mdash;for
- other members of the family, if they&mdash;had been in my place. But
- perhaps that is not what I should say to you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Lady Cressage smiled on him reassuringly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, don&rsquo;t think of me in that light,&rdquo; she pleaded. &ldquo;I stand quite outside
- the&mdash;what shall I say?&mdash;the interested family circle. I have no
- ax of any description to grind. You, of course, have been told my position
- in the castle&mdash;that is, so far as it can be told by others. It is a
- simple enough story&mdash;I was to have been everything, and then the wind
- happens to change off the Welsh coast and lo! I am nothing&mdash;nothing!
- It is not even certain that I am not a beggar&mdash;living here on alms.
- Legally, everything is in such confusion that no one knows how he stands.
- But so far as I am concerned, it doesn&rsquo;t matter. My cup has been filled so
- full&mdash;so long:&mdash;that a little more or less trouble is of no
- importance. Oh, I assure you, I do not desire to be considered in the
- matter at all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She made this last declaration with great earnestness, in immediate
- response to the sympathetic look and gesture with which Christian had
- interrupted her narrative.
- </p>
- <p>
- His gentle eyes regarded her troubled beauty with compassionate softness.
- &ldquo;I venture to think that you will be considered a good deal, none the
- less,&rdquo; he remarked, in a grave yet eager tone. The sense of elation at
- being able to play the part of Providence to such a lady spread through
- his mind and possessed his being. The lofty possibilities of the powers
- devolving upon him had never been so apparent before. He instinctively put
- out his arm toward her, in such overt fashion that she could but take it.
- She did not lean upon it, but imparted to the contact instead a kind of
- ceremonial reserve which directly ministered to the patrician side of his
- mood.
- </p>
- <p>
- They walked, if possible, still more slowly now, pausing before almost
- every stake; their talk was of the flowers, with occasional lapses into
- the personal.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What you said about Lord Julius,&rdquo; she remarked, in one of these
- interludes, &ldquo;is quite true. He has it in his power to say whether the duke
- shall be a rich man or a pauper, and until yesterday he was all for the
- pauper. If poor Porlock and his sons had lived, they knew very well that
- Lord Julius was no friend of theirs, and would starve the title whichever
- of them had it. And so with these others&mdash;Edward and Augustine&mdash;only
- with them, it isn&rsquo;t merely dislike but loathing that Lord Julius has for
- them.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I met those young gentlemen this morning,&rdquo; said Christian stiffly. &ldquo;It
- seemed to me that Lord Julius went quite out of his way to be kind with
- them. I should never have gathered that he hated them.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, not personally,&rdquo; she explained. &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t think he dislikes anybody
- personally. But in what you may call their representative capacity he is
- furious with people if they don&rsquo;t measure up to his idea of what they
- should be. I never heard of any other family that had such a man in it. I
- used to admire him very much&mdash;when I was newly married&mdash;I
- thought his ideals for the family were so noble and fine&mdash;but I don&rsquo;t
- know&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you have suspicions of Julius, then?&rdquo; asked Christian, hurriedly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, no, no!&rdquo; she protested. &ldquo;Nothing is farther from my thoughts. Only I
- have seen it all, here. I have lived in the very heart of it&mdash;and
- much as I sympathize with his feelings, I can&rsquo;t help feeling that he is
- unjust&mdash;not willfully, but still unjust. He and his son are men of
- great intelligence and refined tastes; they would do honor to any
- position. But is it quite fair of them to be so hard on cousins of theirs
- who were not given great intelligence, and who had no capacity whatever
- for refinement? That is what I mean. You saw those young men this morning.
- They are not up to much, certainly; their uncle Porlock and his sons
- averaged, perhaps, even a shade lower&mdash;you see I am speaking quite
- frankly&mdash;but when it is all said and done, they were not so
- remarkably worse than other men of their class. If any of the six had
- succeeded to the title, he would not have been such a startling anomaly in
- the peerage. I doubt if he would have attracted attention, one way or the
- other. But it became a fixed idea with Lord Julius years ago to get
- control of the estates, and to use this control to bully the elder line
- into the paths of sweetness and light. It didn&rsquo;t succeed in the least&mdash;and
- I think he grew a little spiteful. That is all. And besides&mdash;what
- does it matter? It is all ancient history now.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian was looking straight before him, with a meditative gaze. They
- walked for some moments in silence before he spoke. &ldquo;And how did he know
- that he would like me?&rdquo; he demanded, musingly. &ldquo;How should he be confident
- that I was better than the others? Perhaps&mdash;do you know?&mdash;was he
- very fond of my father?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have no idea,&rdquo; she responded. It was impossible not to note the brevity
- of her tone.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No one speaks willingly of my father,&rdquo; he broke forth with impulsive
- bitterness. &ldquo;Even Lord Julius would tell me nothing of him. And the young
- lady on the boat&mdash;she too&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He paused, and his companion, who had been looking away, glanced again at
- him. &ldquo;The young lady on the boat,&rdquo; she said, more by way of suggesting to
- him a safe topic than as an inquiry.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I much want to know who she can be,&rdquo; he cried, unconsciously
- accepting the diversion. He described the meeting at Rouen, the
- conversation and, after a fashion of his own, the girl herself. &ldquo;She
- said,&rdquo; he went on, &ldquo;that she had personally something to do with the story&mdash;&lsquo;remotely&rsquo;
- was the word she used. I asked Lord Julius, but he could not think who she
- might be. She earns her own living&mdash;she told me that&mdash;and she
- had never been out of England before. She is not well educated&mdash;in
- the school sense, I mean&mdash;her French was ridiculous. But she spoke
- very beautifully her own language, and her mind filled me with charm, but
- even more so her good heart. We swore friendship for all time&mdash;or at
- least I did.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Dear me!&rdquo; said Lady Cressage. Her thoughts had not been idle, and they
- brought to her now on the instant a satisfactory clue. She pondered it for
- a little, before she decided to speak. &ldquo;I think I know who this remarkable
- young lady must be,&rdquo; she observed then. &ldquo;This Captain Edward whom you met
- this morning&mdash;he has a wife.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, I know,&rdquo; put in Christian abruptly&mdash;&ldquo;the actress-lady; Julius
- told me of her.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I suppose &lsquo;actress&rsquo; would cover the thing,&rdquo; she answered, with an air of
- amiable indifference. &ldquo;She danced more than she acted, I believe, but
- &lsquo;actress&rsquo; is a very general term. Well, your eternal friend is, I suspect,
- her younger sister. &lsquo;I have never seen her, but by accident I happen to
- know that she is aware of your coming to England.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian&rsquo;s mobile face had lengthened somewhat. &ldquo;Is she also an&mdash;an
- &lsquo;actress&rsquo;?&rdquo; he asked, dolefully.
- </p>
- <p>
- Lady Cressage looked skyward, with halfclosed eyes, in an effort of
- memory. &ldquo;I really seem to have heard what she did,&rdquo; she mused,
- hesitatingly. &ldquo;I know her sister has often spoken of her. Is it &lsquo;barmaid&rsquo;?
- No. &lsquo;Telegraph&rsquo;? No, it&rsquo;s her father who&rsquo;s in the General Post Office.
- Why, now, how stupid of me! She can&rsquo;t be a nurse, of course, or there
- would have been her uniform. Oh, now I remember&mdash;she&rsquo;s a typewriter.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- It was not clear to her whether Christian wholly comprehended the term,
- now that she had found it. She perceived, however, that he disliked
- something in what she had said, or in her manner of saying it. The
- remarkable responsiveness of his countenance to passing emotions and moods
- within him had already impressed her. She regarded his profile now with a
- sidelong glance, and reconstructed some of her notions about him by the
- help of what she saw. Nothing was said, until suddenly he paused, gazing
- with kindled eye upon the prospect opened before him.
- </p>
- <p>
- They had come to the end of the garden, and stood at the summit of a broad
- stone-kerbed path descending in terraces. Above them, the dense foliage of
- the yews rising at either side of the gap in the hedge had been trained
- and cut into an arched canopy. From under this green gateway Christian
- looked down upon a Caermere he had not imagined to himself before.
- </p>
- <p>
- The castle revealed itself for the first time, as he beheld it now, in its
- character as a great medieval fortress. On his arrival in the morning,
- emerging from the shadowed driveway into the immediate precinct of the
- house, he had seen only its variously modernized parts; these, as they
- were viewed from this altitude, shrank to their proper proportions&mdash;an
- inconsiderable fraction of the mighty whole. All about, the massive
- shoulders of big hills shelved downward to form the basin-like hollow in
- which the castle seemed to stand, but their large bulk, so far from
- dwarfing Caermere, produced the effect of emphasizing its dimensions. Its
- dark-gray walls and towers, with their bulging clumps of chimneys and
- turrets, and lusterless facets of many-angled roofings, all of somber
- slate, were visibly the product, the very child, of the mountains. A
- sensation of grim, adamantine, implacable power took hold of the young
- man&rsquo;s brain as he gazed. For a long time he did not want to talk, and felt
- vaguely that he was signifying this by the slight, sustained pressure of
- his arm against hers. At all events, she grasped his wish, and preserved
- silence, holding herself a little behind him, so that he might look down,
- without distraction, upon his kingdom.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;These Torrs,&rdquo; he burst forth all at once, with a nervous uncertainty in
- his tones as of one out of breath, &ldquo;these ancestors of mine&mdash;the
- family I belong to&mdash;did they produce great men? You must know their
- history. Julius says we are the most ancient family in England. I have not
- had the time yet to learn anything of what we did. Were there heroes and
- famous soldiers and learned scholars among us? To look at that wonderful
- castle there at our feet, it seems as if none but born chiefs and rulers
- of mankind could ever have come out of it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Captain Edward and his brother Augustine were both born there,&rdquo; she
- permitted her own over-quick tongue to comment.
- </p>
- <p>
- He let her arm drop from his with a swift gesture, and wheeled round to
- look her in the face. The glance in his eyes said so much to her that she
- hastened to anticipate his speech.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Forgive me!&rdquo; she urged hastily. &ldquo;It was silly thoughtlessness of mine. I
- do not know you at all well as yet, you know, and I say the wrong things
- to you. Do tell me you forgive me! And it is only fair to myself to say,
- too, that I have been in a bad school these last few years. Conversation
- as one practices it at Caermere is merely the art of making everything
- pointed and sharp enough to pierce thick skins. I should have remembered
- that you were different&mdash;it was unpardonable of me! But I have really
- angered you!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian, still looking at her, found himself gently shaking his head in
- reassurance. It was plain enough to him that this beautiful young woman
- had suffered much, and that at the hands of his own people. What wonder
- that acrid memories of them should find their way to her lips? He also had
- been unhappy. He smiled gravely into her face at the softening
- recollection.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;We were speaking of different things, I think,&rdquo; he commented, and nodded
- approval at sight of the relieved change which his tone brought to her
- countenance. &ldquo;I know very well there are many disagreeable and unpleasant
- matters close about us&mdash;when we are down below, there. But now we are
- up above them, and we forget them all, or ignore them&mdash;and I was
- asking you about the history of the family&mdash;its ancient history.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She put her hand lightly upon his arm again. &ldquo;Lord Julius is right about
- it being a very, very long history,&rdquo; she said, putting into her voice a
- tacit recognition of his magnanimity. &ldquo;I know it, in a certain way, but I
- can hardly make a good story of it, I&rsquo;m afraid. The family is Keltic, you
- know. That is what is always said about it, as its most distinguishing
- characteristic. It is the only large English one which managed to survive
- through the Saxon period, and then the Norman period, and keep its name
- and its estates and its territorial power. This makes it very interesting
- to historians and archaeologists. There are many stone circles and Druidic
- monuments about here, some of which are said to be connected with the
- introduction of Christianity into Britain. You will see them another day,
- and read the legends about them. Well, it is said that the chief who
- possessed this land here, and who had some kind of a stronghold there
- where the castle is, at that time, was a Torr. Of course, there were no
- surnames then, but it would have been his tribal appellation, or something
- of the sort. The fact itself, I believe, is generally accepted&mdash;that
- the family that was here in St. David&rsquo;s time is here now. It is a
- tradition that there should always be a David in the family; it used to be
- the leading name, but now Christian is usually the duke&rsquo;s name, and the
- others are all saints, like Anselm, Edward, Augustine and&mdash;and so
- forth.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The young man looked down in meditation upon the gloomy, historic pile.
- &ldquo;It is a very grand beginning,&rdquo; he said, thoughtfully.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Perhaps it was too grand for mere mortals to live up to,&rdquo; she ventured,
- with a cautious sidelong eye on him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I see your meaning,&rdquo; he assented, nodding. &ldquo;Yes, no doubt it is natural.
- It is as if a boy were named Napoleon. He would be frightened to think
- what he had done to make his name and himself fit together&mdash;and very
- likely he would never do anything at all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, that is it,&rdquo; she answered, and drew a long, consolatory breath.
- </p>
- <p>
- They had begun to move down the wide winding path, and when they paused
- presently at one of the steps to note a new view of the buildings, she
- called his attention to something by a little exclamation and a pointing
- finger.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you see the balcony there, up above and to the left of the flat-topped
- tower&mdash;no, this side of the highest chimneys&mdash;there are figures
- coming out on it from the window.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There is some one in a reclining chair, n&rsquo;est ce pas?&rdquo; he asked,
- following her finger.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is your grandfather,&rdquo; she said softly. &ldquo;Those are his apartments&mdash;the
- rows of windows with the white woodwork. When the sun gets round to them,
- they bring him out&mdash;if he is strong enough. Evidently this is one of
- his good days.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian, gazing eagerly, made out beyond the attendants and the couch
- they bore, another figure, with a splash of white like a shield upon its
- front.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Is it not Julius?&rdquo; he asked swiftly, pressing her arm. &ldquo;Oh, then by this
- time my grandfather knows of me&mdash;knows that I am here! Should you not
- think so? And no doubt, since it is his good day, they will take me to see
- him. Is that not probable?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I haven&rsquo;t the least idea,&rdquo; she responded, after a momentary pause,
- &ldquo;either as to what Lord Julius has told him, or as to how much he is
- capable of understanding. Except from this distance, I have not seen him
- since he was struck down with paralysis. I know nothing of his condition
- beyond a stray, guarded word now and then from the doctors. If I were a
- professional thief and he a crown jewel, I could not have been more
- securely shut out from him!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The melancholy bitterness of her words, and tone appealed to the young
- man. He drew her hand closer to his side by a delicate pressure of the
- arm. &ldquo;I can see that you have been very unhappy,&rdquo; he said,
- compassionately.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh-h-h!&rdquo; she murmured, with a shuddering sigh. &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t&mdash;don&rsquo;t speak
- of it, I beg of you!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I also have had a sad youth,&rdquo; he went on, unconsciously tightening his
- arm. &ldquo;But now&rdquo;&mdash;and he lifted his head and smiled&mdash;&ldquo;who knows?
- Who shall say that the bad days are not all gone&mdash;for both of us?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Only the flutter of the hand against his arm made answer. They walked oh
- together down the broad sunlit path.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
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- </p>
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- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER VI
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">A</span>t the foot of the
- terraced slope, the wide, graveled path down which Lady Cressage had led
- Christian described a formal curve to the right, across a lawn which he
- recognized as belonging to his morning&rsquo;s experiences. The angle of the
- high, domed conservatory recalled itself to him. Beyond it, on the same
- side, would be the window from which he had quitted the house.
- </p>
- <p>
- To the left, a smaller footpath turned into still another garden, and he
- was glad that his companion moved this way. They were in a relatively
- small inclosure, hedged upon three sides by closely knit high walls of
- box; the straggling, untrimmed profusion of this tall growth, through
- which a multitude of sweet-briers thrust still farther upward their
- dipping and interlaced green rods, gave the place a homely if unkempt
- aspect. On the fourth side rose the blue-gray masonry of the castle itself&mdash;an
- ancient curtain stretched between two towers. The autumn sunlight lay upon
- this stained old wall, and warmed it, and glowed softly among the leaves
- and saffron blossoms of the great rose-tree trained upon it. This garden
- preserved the outlines of some former quaint arrangement of walks and
- beds, but these were comfortably softened everywhere, and in part
- obscured, by the untrammeled freedom of vegetation. Even over the
- moldering red tiles of the paths mosses had been suffered to creep
- unmolested. A few late roses were in bloom here and there, and at one
- corner there rose a colony of graceful white lilies, the scent of which
- filled the air. It was all very restful and charming, and Christian,
- pausing to gaze about him, gave little exclamations of pleasure at what he
- saw.
- </p>
- <p>
- In the center of the garden, surrounded by a low seat of weather-worn
- woodwork, was what seemed to be a fountain, culminating in a piece of
- statuary, so blackened and battered by time and storm that little could be
- made out of its creator&rsquo;s intentions. Christian, with some murmured
- inquiry, led the way toward this&mdash;and then perceived that Lord
- Julius, who had been sitting at the other and sunny side of the statue,
- was standing now in the path, confronting the new-comers with a friendly
- smile.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;This is <i>my</i> particular haunt at Caer-mere,&rdquo; he explained to the
- young man.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;In so huge a place, one is lost if he does not fasten upon a special
- corner or nook of some sort, and send down roots in it and make it his
- own. This was my mother&rsquo;s garden, and for over fifty years now I have
- bargained with one generation of head gardeners after another to leave it
- alone&mdash;as she left it. When Cheltnam came, he was so famous a person
- that I submitted to his budding some new varieties on the old wall-rose
- there&mdash;but, bless me, even that is thirty years ago&mdash;before
- either of you was born. I see you young people have lost no time in
- becoming acquainted.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edith Cressage looked into the old gentleman&rsquo;s eyes for a moment before
- she replied. They had exchanged this same glance&mdash;on her side at once
- puzzled, suspicious, defiant; on his full of a geniality possibly pointed
- with cynicism&mdash;very often during the last four years, without
- affecting by it any prepossession or prejudice in either&rsquo;s mind. &ldquo;We met
- by accident in the upper fruit-walk, and I introduced myself. It must be
- quite luncheon time. Shall we go in?&rdquo; She added, as upon an afterthought,
- and with another steadfast look into his face, &ldquo;I have promised to show
- him over the house and the castle.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Admirable!&rdquo; said Lord Julius, cordially.
- </p>
- <p>
- He looked at his watch. &ldquo;We will follow you in a very few moments, if we
- may. I dare say he is as ready for luncheon as I am, but I want to show
- him my old garden first.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, let me stop too!&rdquo; she exclaimed, without an instant&rsquo;s hesitation.
- &ldquo;May I confess it?&mdash;when you&rsquo;re not here I call it <i>my</i> garden,
- too. I knew it was your mother&rsquo;s&mdash;and I was always going to ask you
- to tell me about her, but the opportunity never offered. It is the one
- really perfect spot at Caermere, even to me. And I can understand how
- infinitely these old associations add to its charms for you! I shall truly
- not be in the way if I stop?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The elder man regarded her with a twinkling eye from under his broad
- hat-brim as he shook his head. &ldquo;To the contrary, we are both delighted,&rdquo;
- he answered, amiably enough. He began leading the way at this, and the two
- young people, walking perforce very close together on the narrow path,
- followed at his heels.
- </p>
- <p>
- He pointed out to them that the fountain, which he could not remember
- being in working order even in his boyhood, was built over the ancient
- well of the castle. The statue apparently dated from William and Mary&rsquo;s
- time; at least, it was very like the objects they set up at Hampton Court.
- Part of its pedestal was made of three Ogham stones, which were said to
- have stood by the well in former times. Flint knives and other primitive
- weapons had been found in the garden. Antiquaries were not agreed as to
- the possibility of the well having been in existence at any very remote
- period, but it was not unlikely that this small garden had been the center
- of interest&mdash;perhaps the scene of Druidical sacrifices, or even of
- the famous conversion of the tribe resident here by St. David&mdash;at the
- beginning of things. These speculations as to precise localities were
- interesting, but scarcely convincing. The wall at the end was a more
- definite affair. It had been built after the Third Crusade by Stephen de
- la Tour, as the Normanized name went then.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, the name has not always been spelled the same then?&rdquo; interrupted
- Christian here. He spoke with an eagerness which the abstract interest of
- the query seemed hardly to warrant.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Heavens, no!&rdquo; said Lord Julius. &ldquo;It has been Tor with one &lsquo;r&rsquo; and with
- two; it has been de la Tour, as I said, and Tour without the &lsquo;de la,&rsquo; and
- Toure, and I know of at least one branch of the people of the name of
- Tower who are undoubtedly of our stock. It is quite conceivable that many
- others of them are, too.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Then the forms of names can be altered at will?&rdquo; pursued Christian. &ldquo;If a
- man says, &lsquo;I will spell it so and so,&rsquo; then it is all right?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, yes,&rdquo; explained the other. &ldquo;Often two spellings exist side by side.
- Witness the Seymours a few years ago. You had one brother writing it
- Seymour and another St. Maur. The latter is now the official spelling&mdash;for
- the present, at least.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;This is extremely interesting to me,&rdquo; the young man cried. &ldquo;So I may keep
- my name as I have always borne it! I may write myself &lsquo;Christian Tower&rsquo;!
- That lifts a load from my mind. I had been unhappy to think of abandoning
- the name my father liked. He always both spelled and pronounced it
- &lsquo;Tower,&rsquo; and that is why I shall be so glad to do the same.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- An acute kind of silence rested upon the group for an awkward minute.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, don&rsquo;t let us have anymore archaeology before luncheon, Lord Julius,&rdquo;
- put in the lady then. &ldquo;Caermere so reeks with history that one must take
- it in small installments or be overwhelmed altogether. You were going to
- tell us about your mother, Lord Julius, and how you remember her, here in
- this dear old garden. And positively nothing has been changed since!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I mustn&rsquo;t go quite so far as that,&rdquo; said the old man, smilingly. He
- seemed grateful to her for the digression. &ldquo;A certain systematic
- renovation has, of course, been necessary; I have arranged with the
- gardeners to manage that. I dare say there are scarcely any plants or
- roots here now which were individually in existence in my mother&rsquo;s time;
- but their children, their descendants, are here in their places. Except
- for Cheltnam&rsquo;s buds on the wall there, I don&rsquo;t think any novelties have
- been introduced. If so, it was against my wish. The lilies in that corner,
- for example, are lineal progeny, heaven knows how many times removed, of
- the lilies my mother planted there. These roses are slips from other slips
- of the old cabbage and damask and moss roses she used to sit and look at
- with her crewel-work in her lap. The old flowers are gone, and yet they
- are not gone. In the same way, my mother has been dead for sixty years,
- and yet this is still her garden, and she is still here&mdash;here in the
- person of me, her son, and of Christian, her great-grandson.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And I,&rdquo; commented Lady Cressage, upon a sudden smiling impulse, &ldquo;I alone
- am an intruding new species&mdash;like one of Cheltnam&rsquo;s &lsquo;niphetos&rsquo; buds
- on the old rose. I hasten to extricate myself.&rdquo; And with a bright little
- nod and mock half-courtesy, she caught her gown in one hand, wheeled round
- and moved quickly down the path and through the hedge.
- </p>
- <p>
- The two men watched her till she vanished.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;She is a beautiful lady,&rdquo; observed Christian, with enthusiasm; &ldquo;and very
- courteous, too.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius offered no remark upon this, but stood for a little with his
- gaze apparently fixed on the point whence she had disappeared. Then,
- without turning his head, he said in a gently grave way:
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If I were you, Christian, I would make as few allusions, in mixed
- company, to my father as possible.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, yes! this is what I desired to discuss with you!&rdquo; said the young man,
- stoutly. He swung round to face the other, and his eyes sparkled with
- impatience. &ldquo;Everybody avoids mention of him; they turn to something else
- when I speak his name&mdash;all but those abominable young men who offered
- him insult. That is what I should very much like to talk about!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I had thought it might not be necessary,&rdquo; replied Lord Julius. &ldquo;At least,
- I had hoped you would pick up the information for yourself&mdash;a
- harmless little at a time, and guess the rest, and so spare everybody,
- yourself included. But that is precisely what you seem not to do; and I
- dare say I was wrong in not talking frankly with you at the start. But let
- me understand first: what do you know about your father?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Only that he was a soldier, a professional soldier. That I have told
- you,&rdquo; panted Christian.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, and a very notable soldier,&rdquo; responded the other. &ldquo;He won the
- Victoria Cross in the Mutiny&mdash;the youngest man in all India to do so.
- That is for you to remember always&mdash;in your own mind&mdash;for your
- own pride and consolation.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, yes, always!&rdquo; murmured the son.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And in other services, too, after he left England,&rdquo; the elder man went
- on, &ldquo;I have understood that he was a loyal and very valuable officer to
- those he fought for. This also is something for you to be proud of&mdash;-but
- still inside your own mind! That it is necessary to remember&mdash;that
- you must keep it to yourself. Forgive my repeating the injunction.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Go on!&rdquo; said Christian.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well,&rdquo; Lord Julius began, speaking with more hesitation, &ldquo;Ambrose as a
- soldier was magnificent, but you know enough from your books to know that
- splendid soldiers may easily be&mdash;how shall I say?&mdash;not so
- splendid in other walks of life. It is to be said for him that he was bare
- twenty-three&mdash;poor boy. It was in 1859; and, as misery would have it,
- I was in Syria, traveling with my wife. Perhaps if I had been in England,
- I could have done something. As it was, there was no one to help him; and
- of course it may be that he couldn&rsquo;t have been helped. It was a case of a
- young man returning to London, with honors and flattery enough to turn
- even an old head, and walking blindfold into the worst company in Europe.
- I have no intention of going into details. You must take my word for it
- that suddenly four or five young men of great families fled to the
- Continent; and that, without much publicity in the papers, there was a
- very miserable sort of scandal after their flight. Other names were
- mentioned&mdash;but I needn&rsquo;t go into that. It was to the interest of many
- influential people to hush the thing up, and to some extent they
- succeeded. After a while it became even possible for the others to come
- back to England&mdash;there are many ways of managing such matters&mdash;but
- there was one of them who never returned.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian gazed into the old man&rsquo;s face with mute, piteous fixity of
- concentration.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;This one, of course,&rdquo; Lord Julius pursued, picking his words still more
- cautiously, and liking his task less than ever, &ldquo;was your father. The way
- was smoothed for the rest to come back, but not for him&mdash;that is, at
- first. Later, when he could have returned, he would not. Ambrose had a
- stubborn and bitter temper. He was furious with his father, with his
- family&mdash;with all England. He would touch none of us. Why, I myself
- went to Sicily many years ago&mdash;it was as soon as I had got back from
- the East&mdash;and learned the facts, and found out what could be done;
- and I tried to see him, and bring him home with me, but he would not speak
- with me, or even remain under the same roof with me&mdash;and so I could
- do nothing. Or yes, there was one thing&mdash;that is to maintain some
- kind of watch over you&mdash;after his death, and that we did. My own idea
- was to have brought you over to England years ago&mdash;as soon as your
- mother died&mdash;but Emanuel thought otherwise.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He paused here in his narrative, for the reason that his companion was
- obviously no longer listening to him.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian had moved a step or two away, and with a white, set face was
- looking off over the hill-tops. His profile showed brows knitted and lips
- being bitten, under the stress of an internal tempest. It seemed to the
- old man a long time that he stood thus, in dry-eyed, passionate battle
- with his own mind. Then, with a sudden, decisive gesture he spread out his
- hands and turned impulsively to Lord Julius.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are an old man, and a wise one, and you were my father&rsquo;s friend and
- you are my friend!&rdquo; he said, with trembling earnestness. &ldquo;I should be a
- fool not to pay heed to what you tell me. You advise that I do not mention
- my father more than is necessary. Eh bien, I take your advice. Without
- doubt it is right&mdash;just as it is right that I should speak less of my
- brother Salvator. I have remembered that since you warned me, and now I
- will remember this. But I should like&rdquo;&mdash;he came forward as he spoke,
- still with extended hands, and looked with entreating earnestness up into
- the other&rsquo;s face&mdash;&ldquo;I should like to have you understand that Salvator
- is my brother not any the less, and that I love and honor and have pride
- in my father more than before. This I keep in my own mind, as you advise&mdash;but
- one thing I will do for every one to take note of. I will write my name
- always &lsquo;Tower.&rsquo;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The great-uncle put a big, comforting hand on his shoulder. &ldquo;I should not
- dream of blaming you,&rdquo; he said, gently. &ldquo;But there is a man to tell us
- luncheon is ready.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He nodded comprehension to the servant who had appeared at the opening in
- the hedge, and, still with his hand on Christian&rsquo;s shoulder, began to move
- in that direction.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;One other matter,&rdquo; said the young man in lowered tones and hurriedly&mdash;&ldquo;from
- the hill above, awhile ago, I saw my grandfather&mdash;in his chair, on
- the balcony. You said just now that my father hated him&mdash;was furious
- with him. Did he behave cruelly to my father?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, no-o,&rdquo; replied Julius, with an indefinite upward inflection on the
- deliberate negative. &ldquo;Not cruelly.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But unjustly?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, no, not unjustly, either&mdash;if only because he never in his life
- possessed the dimmest inkling of what justice meant. The duke is my
- brother, and I know him much better than any one else living, and so I am
- free to speak frankly about him. He has been a duke nearly eighty years&mdash;which
- is, I believe, unprecedented&mdash;but he has been an ass still longer
- than that.&rdquo; After a pause he added: &ldquo;I am going to take you to him this
- afternoon.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian hung his head as they walked along, and framed in his depressed
- mind more than one further inquiry about this grandsire of his, who held
- so august a station, and yet had been dismissed so contemptuously, but
- they did not translate themselves into speech. Nor, later, during the
- luncheon, was this great personage more than indirectly alluded to.
- </p>
- <p>
- The way to this luncheon had led through three or four large rooms,
- opening one upon the other by small doors, the immediate approaches to
- which were given the effect of passageways by means of screens. What these
- apartments were used for, or how the residents of the castle distinguished
- them apart in their own minds, Christian could not imagine. To his rapid
- and curious inspection, they seemed all alike&mdash;each with its bare,
- indifferently polished floor, its huge stone fireplace, its wainscoting,
- walls and ceiling of dark, umber-hued wood, and its scant store of
- furniture which only heightened the ruling impression of big empty spaces.
- An occasional portrait was dimly to be discerned up in the duskiness of
- the oak panels, but the light from the narrow and small-paned windows was
- too faint to examine them by. More cheerless or apparently useless rooms
- the young man had never seen.
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius seemed to guess his thoughts. &ldquo;This is all an old part&mdash;what
- might be called mid-Plantagenet,&rdquo; he explained, as they went along. &ldquo;My
- father had these rooms pulled about a good deal, and done up according to
- Georgian standards, but it was time and money wasted. Even if big windows
- were cut through they would be too dark for comfort, to our notions. The
- men who made them, of course, cared nothing at all about daylight, at
- least inside a house. They spent as little time as possible under roofs,
- to begin with; they rose at daybreak and went to bed at dark. When they
- were forced to be under cover, they valued security above all things, and
- the fewer openings there were in the walls, the better they liked it. They
- did no reading whatever, but after they had gorged themselves with food,
- sat around the fire and drank as much as they could hold, and listened to
- the silly rubbish of their professional story-tellers and ballad-singers
- till they fell asleep. If it happened that they wanted to gamble instead,
- a handful of rush-lights or a torch on the wall was enough to see the dice
- by.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Really, what did they want more? And for that matter, what do most of
- their lineal descendants want more either? Light enough to enable them to
- tell a spade from a heart, and perhaps to decipher the label on a bottle
- now and then. Nothing more. The fashion of the day builds plate-glass
- windows round them, but it is truly a gross superfluity.&rdquo; The room in
- which Lady Cressage and the luncheon-table awaited them was of a more
- hospitable aspect. A broad expanse of lawn, and of distant trees and
- sky-line fading away in the sunny autumn haze, made a luminous picture of
- the high embrasured window stretching almost from corner to corner across
- one side. By contrast with the other apartments, the light here was
- brilliant. Christian, with a little apologetic bow and gesture to the
- others, dallied before the half-dozen portraits on the walls, examined the
- modeling of the blackened oak panels about them, and lingered in admiring
- scrutiny of the great carved chimney-piece above the cavernous hearth, on
- which a fire of logs crackled pleasantly. This chimney-piece was fairly
- architectural in its dimensions. It was as full of detail, and seemed
- almost as big, as the west front of a church, and he tipped his head back
- to look up at its intricate, yet flowing scheme of scrollwork, its
- heraldic symbolism used now for decoration, now to point the significance,
- as it were, of the central escutcheon&mdash;and all in old wood of so ripe
- a nut-brown color that one seemed to catch a fragrance exhaled from it.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That is the best thing here,&rdquo; said Edith Cressage, moving over to stand
- beside him. &ldquo;It came from Ludlow Castle. Those are the arms of the
- Mortimers. It <i>is</i> the Mortimers, isn&rsquo;t it?&rdquo; She turned to Lord
- Julius for support. &ldquo;I always confuse them with the De Lacys.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, the Mortimers,&rdquo; answered Julius, as servants entered, and they took
- their seats. &ldquo;But almost every other family of the Marches is represented
- in the devices scattered about. You can see the arrows of the Egertons,
- the eagles of the Grandisons, and up above, the corbies or ravens of the
- Corbets, and so on. That was the period when the Marches ruled England,
- and their great families, all married and intermarried and bolstered up by
- the feudal structure, were like a nation by themselves. The Mortimers, you
- know,&rdquo; he added, turning to Christian, &ldquo;became practically kings of
- England. At least they had their grandsons on the throne&mdash;but they
- couldn&rsquo;t hold it after they had got it. The day of these parts was really
- over before Bosworth Field. The printing press and Protestantism finished
- the destruction of its nobility. Only a house here and there has survived
- among us. Some few of the old names are preserved, like flies in amber,
- over in Ireland, but I should not know where to look to-day for a De Lacy,
- or a Tregoz, or a west country Le Strange, let alone a Mortimer. I
- suppose, in fact, we have more of the Mortimer blood among us than there
- is anywhere else.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian, seated so that he faced the great armorial pageant spread as a
- background to the fair head of the lady, smiled wistfully at his
- companions, but said nothing. The words about his sharing the blood of
- kings were like some distant, soft music in his ears. He looked at the
- escutcheons and badges, and sought in a dreamy way to familiarize himself
- with the fact that they were a part of his own history&mdash;that the
- grandeur they told of was in truth his personal heritage.
- </p>
- <p>
- There was some talk going on between the others&mdash;conversation which,
- for a time, he scarcely strove to follow. Lord Julius had begun by
- expressing his joy at the absence from luncheon of the physician whom
- circumstances kept on the premises, and from this he drifted to an attack
- upon doctors as a class. He denounced them root and branch, as impostors
- and parasites, who darkened and embittered human life by fostering all the
- mean cowardices of smallbrained people, in order that they might secure a
- dishonest livelihood by pretending to dispel the horrors their own low
- tricks had conjured up. The robust old gentleman developed these violent
- theories without heat or any trace of excitement, and even maintained a
- genial expression of countenance while he spoke. Lady Cressage seemed
- entertained, and even helped on the diatribe now and again with pertinent
- quips of her own. But Christian could see very little sense in such an
- assault upon a respectable profession, and his attention wandered
- willingly again to the splendid chimney-piece. He resolved to learn all
- there was to learn of the heraldry and local history embodied in this
- sumptuous decoration, without delay. But then, on every conceivable side
- there was so much to learn!
- </p>
- <p>
- Suddenly he became aware that his thoughts had concentrated themselves on
- the extraordinary badness of the luncheon he was eating. Here at least was
- something Caermere could not teach him about&mdash;nor, for that matter,
- as it seemed, all England either. Since his arrival in the country, he
- reflected, he had not encountered one even tolerable dish. Vegetables and
- fish half raw, meats tasteless and without sauce or seasoning, bread heavy
- and sour, coffee unrecognizable, the pastry a thing too ridiculous for
- words&mdash;so his indictment shaped itself. He felt it his duty to argue
- to himself that quite likely this graceless and repellent diet was the
- very thing which made the English such physical and temperamental masters
- of the world, but the effort left him sad. He made a resolution that if
- ever Caermere were his a certain white-capped Agostino, in Cannes, should
- be imported forthwith. Then he became conscious again of what was being
- said at the table.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If you could only imagine,&rdquo; Lady Cressage was saying to Lord Julius,
- &ldquo;what a boon your coming has been! I had positively almost forgotten what
- intelligent conversation was like. It seems ages since I last heard ten
- consecutive words strung together on a thought of any description. Let me
- see&mdash;it was June when you were last down, with Sir Benjamin Alstead;
- he has been here once since&mdash;but in your absence he put on such a
- pompous &lsquo;eminent-physician&rsquo; manner that really I oughtn&rsquo;t to count him at
- all&mdash;and with that exception, from June to October, civilization has
- left poor me entirely out of its reckoning. But perhaps&rdquo;&mdash;they had
- risen now, and there was a certain new frankness, almost confidence of
- appeal in her glance into his face&mdash;&ldquo;perhaps, as matters have turned,
- you will come oftener henceforth?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius nodded. &ldquo;It is quite likely,&rdquo; he said, and stretched forth his
- hand significantly to Christian&rsquo;s shoulder. &ldquo;But you were going to show
- him the house&mdash;and I suppose I may come along too. There is half an
- hour before we go to my brother&mdash;and our train does not leave Clune
- till nearly six.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are not going to-day! and he too?&rdquo; she exclaimed, hurriedly.
- </p>
- <p>
- The old man nodded again. &ldquo;We are expected at Emanuel&rsquo;s to-night,&rdquo; he
- answered. Then, as Christian had moved toward the window and seemed beyond
- hearing, he added, in a smiling aside, &ldquo;There is one reason for dragging
- him away that is comical enough. It wouldn&rsquo;t do for him to dine at
- Caermere in morning clothes, and so far as I can see he has no others.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He could be too tired to dine,&rdquo; she suggested, quickly, in a confidential
- murmur. &ldquo;Or, for that matter, there is a room full of Porlock&rsquo;s things&mdash;I
- suppose&mdash;I suppose poor Cressage&rsquo;s&mdash;would be too big for him.
- Oh, it&rsquo;s too dreadful to have him whisked off like this! Can&rsquo;t you send a
- telegram instead?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Her tone was as frank as her speech&mdash;and on the instant her glance at
- his face made keen inquiry whether it had not been too frank.
- </p>
- <p>
- He smiled in a tolerant, almost amused way. &ldquo;Oh, he will return all in
- good time,&rdquo; he assured her, gently enough. &ldquo;Caermere will see plenty of
- him, later on.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, but who can tell where I shall be then?&rdquo; The necessity for speaking
- in an undertone gave her words an added intensity of feeling. &ldquo;And it
- isn&rsquo;t only him&mdash;I had hoped you would be stopping some days at least&mdash;for
- I wanted to speak with you about this very thing. My position here&mdash;the
- uncertainty of everything&mdash;is intolerable to bear.&rdquo; She lifted her
- head, and turned her direct gaze into his eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If only you liked me a little better, I could discuss the matter more
- freely with you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Humbug!&rdquo; replied Lord Julius, with a geniality which was at least
- superficially reassuring. &ldquo;You shouldn&rsquo;t say such things, much less think
- them. I can understand your impatience&mdash;but it will be possible to
- straighten out affairs very soon now. I don&rsquo;t think you will be found to
- have suffered by the delay.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, that is all right,&rdquo; she answered, almost pettishly. &ldquo;Everybody
- assures me of the most magnanimous intentions&mdash;but in the meantime&rdquo;&mdash;she
- checked herself, tossed her head in resentment, apparently, at the tears
- which had started to her eyes, and forced herself to smile&mdash;&ldquo;in the
- meantime, you must forgive my tantrums. It is so depressing here&mdash;all
- alone&mdash;or worse than alone! I&rsquo;m really no longer fit to receive
- anybody. But now&rdquo;&mdash;she raised her voice in an eager simulation of
- gaiety&mdash;&ldquo;shall the personally conducted tour begin?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Caermere had been inaccessible to so many generations of sightseers that
- no formula for its exhibition remained. The party seemed to Christian to
- wander at haphazard through an interminable succession of rooms, many of
- them small, some of them what he could only think of as over-large, but
- all insufficiently lighted, and all suggesting in their meager
- appointments and somber dejection of aspect a stage of existence well
- along on the downward path to ruin. He had only to look about him to
- perceive why Caermere had long ago been removed from the list of England&rsquo;s
- show-places. His companions between them kept his attention busy with
- comments upon the history and purpose of the apartments they passed
- through, but beyond a general sense of futile and rather shabby immensity
- he gained very little from the inspection. The mood to postpone
- comprehension of what he was seeing to another and a more convenient time
- was upon him, and he almost willfully yielded to it.
- </p>
- <p>
- Once, when impulse prompted him to climb a little ladder-like staircase,
- and push open a door from which the black dust fell in a shower, and he
- discerned in the gloom of the attic chamber piles of armor and ancient
- weapons, a thrill of fleeting excitement ran through his veins.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;They say that Prince Llewelyn&rsquo;s armor is there,&rdquo; called up Lord Julius
- from the landing below. &ldquo;Some day we will have it all out, and cleaned and
- furbished up. But don&rsquo;t go in now! You&rsquo;ll get covered with dirt. I used to
- venture in there and rummage about once in a while when I was a boy,&rdquo; he
- added as Christian came down. &ldquo;But even then one came out black as a
- sweep.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- There were fine broad stretches of rugged landscape to be seen here and
- there from narrow casements in the older, higher parts they were now
- traversing, and occasionally Christian was able to interest himself as
- well in details of primitive, half-obliterated ornamentation over arches
- and doorways of early periods, but he was none the less almost glad when
- they came out at last into a spacious upper hallway, and halted in tacit
- token that the journey was at an end.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Now I will leave you,&rdquo; said the lady, with lifted skirt and a foot poised
- tentatively over the first step of the broad descending stairs. &ldquo;I shall
- have tea in the conservatory when you come down.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian felt that something must be said. &ldquo;It has all been very
- wonderful to me,&rdquo; he assured her. &ldquo;I am afraid I did not seem very
- appreciative&mdash;but that is because the place is too huge, too vast, to
- be understood quite at once. And I am so new to it all&mdash;you will
- understand what I mean. But I thank you very much.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She smiled brightly on him and nodded to them both, and passed down the
- stairway. Christian was all at once conscious, as his eyes followed her,
- that there was a novel quickening or fluttering of his heart&rsquo;s action. For
- a brief second, the sensation somehow linked itself in his thoughts with
- the tall, graceful figure receding from him, and he bent forward to grasp
- more fully the picture she made, moving sedately along, with a hand like a
- lily on the wide black rail. Then he suddenly became aware that this was
- an error, and that he was trembling instead because the moment for
- confronting his grandfather had come.
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius, indeed, had already opened a massive mahogany door at the
- right of the stairs, and signaled to him now to follow.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0007" id="link2HCH0007"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER VII
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">W</span>hat Christian
- first perceived about the duke&rsquo;s apartments was that they had an odor
- quite peculiar to themselves. The series of small and badly lighted
- anterooms through which he followed Lord Julius&mdash;rooms with
- pallet-beds, clothes hung against the walls, and other somewhat squalid
- signs of domestic occupation&mdash;were full of this curiously distinctive
- smell. It was not so obvious in the larger and better-lighted chamber
- beyond, which the doctor in residence had converted to his own uses, and
- where he sat now reading a book, merely rising momentarily to bow as they
- passed. But in the next room&mdash;the big sleeping apartment, with its
- faded pretensions of stateliness of appointment, and its huge, high-posted
- bed, canopied by old curtains embroidered with heraldic devices in
- tarnished gilt threads&mdash;the odor was more powerful than ever, despite
- the fact that a broad window-door was open upon the balcony beyond. The
- young man&rsquo;s keen sense was baffled by this pervasive scent&mdash;compounded
- as it seemed to be of all the ancient castle&rsquo;s mustiness, of sharp
- medicinal vapors and of something else at once familiar and unknown. He
- sniffed inquiringly at it, as they neared the window, and apparently Lord
- Julius heard him, for he remarked over his shoulder:
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is the dogs that you smell. They&rsquo;ve practically removed the kennel up
- here.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- On the stone floor of the balcony outside there were to be seen, indeed,
- some dozen old hounds, for the most part lying sleepily in the sunshine,
- with their heads pointed toward a large, half-covered reclining chair
- placed near the balustrade, and occasionally opening a drowsy eye to
- regard its occupant. There were a few dogs of other kinds as well,
- Christian noted upon a second glance, and one of these, a bulky black
- creature with a broad snout and hair curled tight like astrakhan fur, sat
- close to the chair and was thrusting its muzzle against a hand at its
- side.
- </p>
- <p>
- This hand was what Christian saw first of his grandfather&mdash;an immense
- limp hand, with thick fingers twisted and misshapen, and skin of an almost
- greenish pallor. The dog&rsquo;s nose, thrust under it, moved this inert hand
- about, and the young man felt himself thrill unpleasantly, for some
- reason, at the spectacle.
- </p>
- <p>
- At the further end of the balcony two men in livery lounged against the
- wall, but upon a signal from Lord Julius they went in. The latter,
- threading his way among the hounds, led Christian round to the side of the
- chair.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;This is Ambrose&rsquo;s boy,&rdquo; he said, bending a little and raising his voice.
- &ldquo;He is Christian, too.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Upon the chair was stretched, in a halfsitting posture, the gigantic frame
- of a very old man. The grandson looked upon him in silence for a long
- time, his mind confused with many impressions. The vast shoulders and
- high, bullet-like head, propped up by pillows in the partial shadow of the
- hood, seemed vaguely to recall the vision his baby memory had preserved of
- his own father. But in detail there was no resemblance. Or yes, there were
- resemblances, but they were blurred almost beyond recognition by the rough
- touch of time. The face, with its big, harsh features and bushing brows,
- and its frame of stiff white whiskers under the jaws and chin, had
- something in it which for an instant the young man seemed to identify;
- then the unnatural effect of its uniform yellow-clay color drove all
- thoughts of its human relationships from his mind, and he saw nothing but
- a meaningless mask. It was as devoid of significance, indeed, as if it had
- been in a coffin. The eyes were open and they seemed to be fixed upon the
- distant rolling prospect of hills and forest, but whether they were seeing
- anything, Christian could not imagine. They certainly had not been turned
- to include him in their survey. The livid right hand, swaying as the black
- dog pushed it with its nose, was the only thing about the duke that moved.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He does not know I am here,&rdquo; said Christian, at last. He spoke
- instinctively, with the ceremonious affectation of awe which one puts on
- in the presence of death. His grandfather hardly impressed him as being
- alive and still less made any appeal to his sense of kinship. He had
- expected to be overwhelmed with emotion at the meeting, but he found
- himself barely interested. His wandering glance chanced to take note of
- some of the dogs&rsquo; faces about the chair. They were all alertly watching
- him, and the profoundly wise look in their eyes caught his attention. No
- doubt they were dreadful fools, if the truth could be known, but the
- suggestion of cultured sagacity in their gaze was extraordinary. He looked
- back again at his grandfather, and tried to say to himself that he was a
- great noble, the head of an ancient and proud line, and the actual father
- of <i>his</i> father&mdash;but the effort failed to spur his fancy. He
- turned to Lord Julius and lifted his brows in wearied interrogation.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Move round in front of him,&rdquo; counseled the other. &ldquo;Get yourself in the
- range of his eyes.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian obeyed, and, flushing a little with self-consciousness, strove
- to intercept the aged man&rsquo;s gaze. There was no change upon the ashen face
- under the hood to tell him whether he had succeeded or not. The impulse to
- grimace, to wave his arms about, to compel attention by any wild and
- violent device, forced him to smile in the midst of his perplexed
- constraint. He stared for a few moments longer at the gaunt, immovable
- figure&mdash;then shrugged his shoulders, and, stepping over a dog or two,
- made bold to rejoin Lord Julius.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I do not see that it is of any use,&rdquo; he said, with annoyance. &ldquo;If you
- wish to go, I am quite ready.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius lifted his brows in turn, and looked at his grand-nephew with
- curiosity. &ldquo;I said nothing about going, that I recall,&rdquo; he began, with an
- effect of reproof in his tone. But then he seemed to think better of it,
- and gave an abrupt little laugh. &ldquo;It isn&rsquo;t very invigorating, I&rsquo;m bound to
- admit,&rdquo; he confessed, cheerfully enough. &ldquo;Wait a moment, and I&rsquo;ll stir him
- up a bit.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He bent forward again, with his head at the edge of the hood, and shouted
- into it: &ldquo;If you want to see Ambrose&rsquo;s boy, here he is! If you don&rsquo;t want
- to see him, say so, and waste no more of our time!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- To Christian&rsquo;s surprise, the duke took instant cognizance of this remark.
- His large face brightened, or at least altered its aspect, into something
- like animation; his eyes emerged from their cover of lethargy, and looked
- alive.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My back is very bad to-day,&rdquo; he remarked, in a voice which, though it
- bore the querulous note of the invalid, was unexpectedly robust in volume.
- &ldquo;And I cannot make out whether the numbness is passing down below my knee
- or not.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius nodded, as if confirming to himself some previous suspicion.
- &ldquo;I thought as much,&rdquo; he commented in an aside to the young man. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s
- merely his endearing little way. Have patience, and we&rsquo;ll draw the badger
- yet.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He bawled once more into the hood, with an added peremptoriness of tone:
- &ldquo;I explained it all to you, hours ago, and I&rsquo;m sure you understand it
- perfectly. Christian naturally wished to pay his respects to you, but if
- your back is too bad, why, there&rsquo;s no more to be said&mdash;and we&rsquo;ll be
- off. Goodbye to you!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Did I know his mother? Who was his mother? I have no recollection of
- her.&rdquo; The duke spoke peevishly, twitching his sunken lips in what was
- plainly an effort to pout them. Christian noted with curiosity that as he
- surrendered himself to such mental exertion as the talk demanded, the aged
- man&rsquo;s face grew disagreeably senile in effect. An infinity of
- gossamer-like wrinkles showed themselves now, covering the entire
- countenance in a minute network.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, you didn&rsquo;t know his mother!&rdquo; replied Lord Julius, with significant
- curtness. &ldquo;It is more to the point that you should know <i>him</i>, since
- he is to be your successor. Look at him&mdash;and say something to him!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The duke managed to testify on his stiffened lineaments the reluctance
- with which he did what he was told, but he shifted his eyes in a sidelong
- fashion to take a brief survey of the young man. &ldquo;Cressage could have
- given you five stone ten,&rdquo; he said to him, brusquely, and turned his eyes
- away.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian cast a look of bewildered inquiry up at Lord Julius, but
- encountered only a smile of contemptuous amusement. He summoned the
- courage to declare, in a voice which he hoped was loud enough: &ldquo;I am glad
- to hear, sir, that this is one of your good days. I hope you will have
- many more of them!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Of this assurance His Grace seemingly took no note. After a short pause he
- began speaking again. &ldquo;There&rsquo;s a dog up here,&rdquo; he said, with the gravity
- befitting a subject to which he had given much thought, &ldquo;that I&rsquo;m sure
- falls asleep, and yelps in her dreams, and disturbs me most damnably, and
- I believe it&rsquo;s that old bitch Peggy, and when I mention it the fellows
- swear that she&rsquo;s been taken away, but I suspect that she hasn&rsquo;t.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;We will look to it,&rdquo; put in Lord Julius perfunctorily. He added, upon an
- afterthought, &ldquo;Did the guns annoy you, this forenoon?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The duke&rsquo;s thoughts were upon something else. He turned his eyes again,
- and apparently spoke to Christian. &ldquo;A good hearty cut across the face with
- a whip,&rdquo; he said, with kindling energy, &ldquo;is what&rsquo;d teach-swine like
- Griffiths their place&mdash;and then let &rsquo;em summons you and be
- damned. A farmer who puts up barbed-wire&mdash;no gentleman would listen
- to his evidence for a minute. Treat them like the vermin they are&mdash;and
- they&rsquo;ll understand that. Cressage had the proper trick with them&mdash;a
- kick in the stomach first and reasons afterward. That&rsquo;s the only way this
- country can be hunted. When I got to riding over eighteen stone, and
- couldn&rsquo;t take anything, that ruffian Griffiths screwed up his gates and
- sent me round the turnpike like a damned peddler, and Ambrose&mdash;it was
- Ambrose, wasn&rsquo;t it?&mdash;or am I thinking of Cressage? But they weren&rsquo;t
- together&mdash;here, Julius! It was you who were speaking of Ambrose! What
- about him? By God, I wish he had my back!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius, with the smile in his beard hardening toward scorn, took
- Christian by the arm. &ldquo;I think you&rsquo;ve had enough grandfather to go on
- with,&rdquo; he said, quietly. &ldquo;Never mind making your adieux. They would be
- quite wasted on him.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Without further words, they turned and moved away through the dogs to the
- window, and so into the house. The doctor, still at his book, rose once
- more upon their approach, and this time Lord Julius halted to speak with
- him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;His Grace seems to ramble in his mind a good deal more than he did before
- luncheon. Do you see a change in this respect&mdash;say week by week?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is not observable in gradations, Lord Julius,&rdquo; answered the physician,
- a stout, sandy young man, who assumed his air of deference with
- considerable awkwardness; &ldquo;sometimes he recovers a very decided lucidity
- after what had seemed to be a prolonged lapse in the other direction. But
- on the whole I should say there was a perceptible&mdash;well, loss of
- faculty. He knows the dogs, however, quite as well as ever&mdash;distinguishes
- them apparently by touch, remembers all their names, and recalls anecdotes
- about them, and, very often, about their mothers too. Fletcher tells me
- His Grace hasn&rsquo;t once miscalled a hound.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;They make an abominable atmosphere up here,&rdquo; commented the other.
- </p>
- <p>
- The doctor smiled lugubriously. &ldquo;I can&rsquo;t deny that, Lord Julius,&rdquo; he
- replied, &ldquo;but all the same they are the most important part of the
- treatment. If we took them away, His Grace would die within the week.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Unhappy dogs!&rdquo; mused Lord Julius, partly to himself, and walked on. It
- was not until they were half-way down the big staircase that Christian
- felt impelled to speak.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I should much like to know,&rdquo; he began, with diffident eagerness&mdash;&ldquo;you
- have already spoken so plainly about my grandfather&mdash;the question
- will not seem rude to him, I hope&mdash;but when he was well, before the
- paralysis, was he in any respect like what he is now?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I should say,&rdquo; answered Lord Julius, in a reflective way, &ldquo;that he is at
- present rather less objectionable than formerly. One can make the excuse
- of illness for him now&mdash;and that covers a multitude of sins. But when
- he was in health&mdash;and he had the superb&mdash;what shall I say?&mdash;riotous
- health of a whale&mdash;he was very hard to bear. You have seen him and
- you have observed his mental and moral elevation. He remembers his dogs
- more distinctly than he does his children. In the Almanach de Gotha he is
- classed among princes, but what he dwells upon most fondly among his
- public duties is the kicking of tenant-farmers in the stomach when they
- try to save their crops from being ruined by the hunt. I may tell you, I
- was in two minds about taking you to him at all, and now I think I regret
- having done so.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No-o,&rdquo; said Christian, thoughtfully. &ldquo;It is better as it is. I am glad to
- have seen him, and to have you tell me about him, frankly, as you have
- done. It all helps me to understand the position&mdash;and it seems that
- there is a great deal that needs to be understood. I can see already that
- there is strange blood in the Torrs.&rdquo; He paused on the bottom step as he
- spoke, and turned to his companion with a wistful smile. &ldquo;There is an even
- bolder question I should like to ask&mdash;how does it happen that <i>you</i>
- are so different? How do you account for yourself?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius laughed. &ldquo;Oh, that is a long story,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;but I can put
- it into a word for you. I was made by my wife. I married a woman so noble
- and clever and wise and strong that I couldn&rsquo;t help becoming a decent sort
- of fellow in spite of myself. But I am going to talk to you about all
- that, later on. It is better worth talking about than anything else under
- the sun. Oh&mdash;Barlow, please!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The old butler had passed from one door to another in the hall, and turned
- now as he was called, with a hand behind him upon the knob. Lord Julius,
- approaching, exchanged some words with him upon the subject of his
- afternoon&rsquo;s plans.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian, watching this venerable servant with curiosity, as a type novel
- to his experience, discovered suddenly that his scrutiny was being
- returned. Barlow, while listening attentively and with decorously slow
- nods of comprehension to what was being said to him, had his eyes fixed
- aslant, beyond his interlocutor&rsquo;s shoulder, upon the young stranger.
- Christian encountered this gaze, and saw it waver and flutter aside, as
- from force of polite habit, and then creep back again. This happened more
- than once, and Christian began to feel that it had some meaning. He
- observed that the butler inclined his head at last and whispered something&mdash;his
- pale, wan old face showed it to be an inquiry&mdash;into the other&rsquo;s ear.
- The action explained itself so perfectly that Christian was in no way
- surprised to see Lord Julius turn smilingly, and nod toward himself.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, he is Ambrose&rsquo;s son,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;He has come to take his place. I
- know you for one won&rsquo;t be sorry&mdash;eh, Barlow?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- It was clear to the young man&rsquo;s perceptions that Lord Julius spoke as to
- one who was a friend as well as a servant. The note of patriarchal
- kindness in the tone appealed gratefully to him, and the affectionate
- mention of his father&rsquo;s name was sweet in his ears. A strange thrill of
- emotion, a kind of aimless yet profound yearning, possessed him as he
- moved forward. On the instant he realized that this was how he had
- expected to feel in the presence of his grandfather. The fact that the
- tenderness within him was appealed to instead by this gentle, sad-eyed old
- family dependant seemed to him to have something beautiful and very
- touching in it. Tears came into his eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You remember my father, then,&rdquo; he said, and the breaking of his voice
- carried him into the heart of this sudden new mood of self-abandonment.
- &ldquo;You would have known him as a little child&mdash;yes?&mdash;and you&mdash;you&mdash;&rdquo;
- he paused, to dash away the tears with his hand, and strive to regain some
- control over his facial muscles&mdash;&ldquo;you will have in your memory the
- good things about him&mdash;the boyish, pleasant things&mdash;and you
- loved him for them, did you not?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Old Barlow, trembling greatly, and with a faint flush upon his white
- cheeks, stared confusedly at the young man as he advanced. &ldquo;I held him on
- his first pony, sir,&rdquo; he stammered forth, and then shook his head in token
- that he could utter no more. His glistening eyes said the rest.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian flung his arms round the surprised old man&rsquo;s neck, and kissed
- him on both cheeks, and then, with head bowed upon his shoulder, sobbed
- aloud.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2H_PART2" id="link2H_PART2"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- PART II
- </h2>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0008" id="link2HCH0008"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER VIII
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>he music of a
- spirited and tireless band of robins helped Christian to wake next
- morning. The character of their cheerful racket defined itself very slowly
- to his drowsy consciousness. He lay for a long time with closed eyes,
- listening to it, and letting his mind drift quite at random among the
- thoughts which it suggested. He knew they were robins because his hostess
- had said he would hear them; he lazily pictured to himself the tiny
- red-breasts gathered in the shrubbery outside, in obedience to some
- mysterious signal of hers, and singing to order thus briskly and
- unwearyingly to make good her promise.
- </p>
- <p>
- In what gay, high spirits the little fellow sang! The sun must be shining,
- to account for so much happiness. He accepted the idea with a sense of
- profound pleasure, and appropriated it to his own wonderful case.
- </p>
- <p>
- For him, it was as if happiness had never existed before.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br />
- </p>
- <p class="indent15">
- &ldquo;&lsquo;Wilt thou have music? Hark! Apollo plays,
- </p>
- <p class="indent15">
- And twenty cagéd nightingales do sing.&rsquo;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- <br />
- </p>
- <p>
- He murmured the lines in indolent reverie, then opened his eyes, and
- smiled to think where he was, and what he had become a part of. Lifting
- himself on his elbow, he looked about him. The beauties of the apartment
- had not been lost upon him the previous evening. He had carried them with
- him in vague processional magnificence on his devious march through
- dreamland; he surveyed them again now in the morning light, rising after a
- while to pull aside the curtains, and bring in the full sunshine.
- </p>
- <p>
- The room was, he said over and over to himself, &lsquo;the most exquisite thing
- he had ever seen. The ruling color was of some blue which could almost be
- thought a green, and which, embraced as complementary decoration many
- shades of ocher and soft yellowish browns in woodwork, and in the thick,
- fleecy rugs underfoot. Around the four sides, at the level of his eyes,
- ran a continuous band of portraits&mdash;the English drawings of Holbein
- reproduced in the dominant tint of the room, set solidly into the wall,
- and separated from one another only by thin strips of the same tawny oak
- which framed them at top and bottom. The hooded, high-bosomed ladies, the
- cavaliers in hats and plumes and pointed beards, the smoothfaced,
- shrewd-eyed prelates and statesmen in their caps and fur, all knew him
- this morning for one of their own, as he went along, still in his
- nightshirt, and inspected them afresh. They appeared to greet him, and he
- beamed at them in response.
- </p>
- <p>
- A dim impression of the earlier morning, which had seemed a shadowy
- passing phase of his dreams, revealed itself now to him as a substantial
- fact. Some one <i>had</i> been in the room, moving noiselessly about, and
- had spread forth for his use a great variety of articles of clothing and
- of the toilet, most of which he beheld for the first time. Overnight, his
- cousin Emanuel&rsquo;s insistence upon his regarding everything in the house as
- his own for the time being, had had no definite significance to his mind.
- He looked now through the array of silks and fine cloths, of trinkets in
- ivory and silver and polished metals, and began dressing himself with a
- long sigh of delight.
- </p>
- <p>
- Recollections of the leave-taking at Caermere straggled into his thoughts
- as he pursued the task. He had seen Lady Cressage again in the
- conservatory, where she wore another dress, and had her beautiful hair
- carefully arranged as if in his honor, and poured out tea for him and Lord
- Julius in wonderful little cups which his great-grandfather, a sailor, had
- brought from China. Of her conversation he recalled little, and still less
- of the talk of the other lady, the actress-person, Mrs. Edward, who had
- joined the party, but whose composed pretty face had been too obviously a
- mask for anguish not to dampen everybody&rsquo;s spirits. He wondered now, as he
- plied his razor on the strap, what had become of her husband, and of that
- poor-spirited brother of his. Had they joined the pheasant-shooters, after
- their interview with him? The temptation to fire upon themselves instead
- of the birds must have sorely beset them.
- </p>
- <p>
- But it was pleasanter to begin the retrospect some hours later, when the
- rough country of the Marches, and even Bristol, had been left behind. Lord
- Julius had explained to him then, as darkness settled upon the low,
- pasture-land levels they were swinging along past, that Somerset was also
- a county of the Torrs; two of their three titles were derived from it,
- indeed, and Somerset marriages had brought into the family, in the days
- following the downfall of the monasteries, some of the most important of
- its estates. If the dukes had turned their backs on Caermere two centuries
- ago, and made their principal seat here in this gentler and more equable
- land, perhaps the family history might have been different. Christian had
- absorbed the spirit rather than the letter of his companion&rsquo;s remarks.
- English counties were all one to him, but intuitively he had felt that he
- was getting into a kindlier and more congenial atmosphere. Although it was
- a black night, he had stared a good deal at the window, trying to discern
- some tokens of this change in the dimly lighted, empty stations they
- glided through, or paused reluctantly in.
- </p>
- <p>
- When they had finally quitted the train at Bridgewater, and had got under
- way inside the carriage waiting for them there, Christian had asked
- whether it was not true that the railway servants here were more
- courteously obliging than they had been in other parts.
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius had lightly remarked that it might be so; very likely,
- however, it was some indirect effect of the general psychical change the
- family underwent in shifting its territorial base. Then he had gone on
- more gravely, alluding for the first time to the episode of the butler.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You must be prepared to find everything very different, here,&rdquo; he had
- said. &ldquo;There is such a thing as having too much past&mdash;especially when
- it is of the wrong sort. Caermere is as tenacious of its memories as a
- prison&mdash;and they are as unpleasant. It forces upon you its air of
- never forgetting a single one of its miseries and injuries&mdash;and you
- feel that it cannot remember any compensating joys. I could see how the
- effect of it got into your blood, and broke your nerve. Under ordinary
- circumstances men do not kiss their butlers, or even sob on their bosoms.
- But I understood perfectly how old Barlow appealed to you. As you beheld
- him he might have stood as model for a statue of the Family Grief, choking
- down its yearning to wail over the generations gone to the bad. It was all
- right, what you did. For that matter, I was precious near raising a howl
- of lamentation myself. One is always alternating between tears and curses
- in that criminal old coalmine of a castle. But now you are over a hundred
- miles away from it all&mdash;and if it was a thousand the difference
- couldn&rsquo;t be greater. You will find nothing whatever to cry about down
- here. Nobody has any bad dreams. There isn&rsquo;t a cupboard that ever
- sheltered a skeleton even overnight. In these parts, remarkable as it may
- seem, the Torrs are actually regarded with admiration&mdash;quite the salt
- of the earth&mdash;a trifle eccentric, perhaps, but splendid landlords,
- capable organizers, uncommonly good masters&mdash;and above all, happy
- people who insist that everybody about them shall be happy too. It was
- important to show you the other side first&mdash;at least that was what we
- decided upon, but you are done with that now&mdash;and we&rsquo;ll give you
- something to take the taste out of your mouth.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian recalled these assurances, now, with a delicious sense of being
- already enfolded and upheld by the processes of their fulfillment. The
- details of his reception at the broad, hospitably lighted door of
- Emanuel&rsquo;s house crowded in upon his memory, and merged themselves with
- other recollections of the later evening hours&mdash;the supper, the long,
- calm, sweetly intimate talk before the fire, the honest, wise, frankly
- affectionate faces into which he had looked to say &ldquo;good-night&rdquo;&mdash;it
- almost overwhelmed him with its weight of unimagined happiness. He had
- hardly guessed before what other men might mean when they gave a loving
- sound to the word &ldquo;home.&rdquo; Yet now the doors of such a home as he could
- never have dreamed of had opened to him&mdash;to him, the homeless, lonely
- one! and he was nestled securely in the warm heart of its welcome. He
- could have groaned aloud under the burden of his rapture at the thought.
- </p>
- <p>
- At last he went downstairs, his misgivings about the hour not quite
- allayed by recollection of the parting injunction to sleep his fill and
- get up when he liked. There were beautiful things to note and linger over
- on every side as he made his way&mdash;pictures and armor and wonderful
- inlaid work and tapestries, all subordinating themselves with
- distinguished good breeding to the fact that they were in a home and not a
- museum&mdash;but he moved along in rather conscience-stricken haste toward
- the part of the house which had seemed to him the previous night to be the
- center of domestic life. He formed a sudden resolution, as he explored the
- lower hallway, that when he got some money his first purchase should be of
- a watch.
- </p>
- <p>
- After looking into a couple of rooms which were clearly not what he
- sought, Christian opened the right door, and confronted a breakfast-table,
- shining in its snowy attractiveness midway between a window full of
- sunlight and a brightly tiled chimney-place, with a fire on the hearth.
- There was no one in the room, and he stood for some minutes looking about
- him, liking very much the fresh, light-hued cheerfulness of everything,
- but still wishing that some one would come to pour his coffee. By degrees,
- he assimilated the idea that the ingredients of breakfast were all here to
- hand. There were dishes beside the fire, and this was apparently the
- coffee-pot on the table&mdash;a covered urn, with a thin spirit-flame
- trembling beneath it. He had reached the point of deciding to help himself&mdash;or
- should he ring the bell instead?&mdash;when the door opened and the lady
- of the house came bustling in.
- </p>
- <p>
- Mrs. Emanuel, as he styled her in his thoughts, looked the very spirit of
- breakfast&mdash;buoyant, gay-hearted and full of the zest of life. Last
- night, to the young man&rsquo;s diffident though strenuous inspection, she had
- seemed the embodiment of tender hospitality in general. Though his glances
- were more confident now, in the brilliant morning light, she still gave
- the impression of personifying the influences which she made felt about
- her, rather than exhibiting a specific personal image. She was not tall,
- nor yet short; her face pleased the eye without suggesting prettiness; she
- had the dark, clear skin and rounded substance of figure which the mind
- associates with sedate movements and even languor, but she herself moved,
- thought, spoke with alert vivacity. Above all things, a mellow
- motherliness in her had struck the forlorn youth the previous evening. Now
- it seemed much more like the sweet playfulness of a fond elder sister.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You took me at my word; that&rsquo;s right,&rdquo; she said to him, as they shook
- hands. &ldquo;I was afraid the man might disturb you, or give you the idea you
- were expected to get up. And do you feel perfectly rested now? A day or
- two more will do it, at all events. If I&rsquo;d known how they were dragging
- you about, by night and by day! But your Uncle Julius has no knowledge of
- even the meaning of the word fatigue. Sit here, won&rsquo;t you&mdash;and now
- here&rsquo;s bacon for you, and here&rsquo;s fish taken this very morning, and eggs
- I&rsquo;ll ring for to be done as you like them, and how much sugar to your
- coffee? You mustn&rsquo;t think this has been boiling ever since morning. It was
- made when you were heard moving about in your room.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I should be so sorry to have kept anybody waiting,&rdquo; he began, in shy
- comment upon the discovery that he was eating alone.
- </p>
- <p>
- She laughed at him with cordial frankness. &ldquo;Waiting?&rdquo; she echoed merrily.
- &ldquo;Why, it&rsquo;s about three o&rsquo;clock. Lord Julius is nearly in London by this
- time, and the rest of us have not only breakfasted, but lunched.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Lord Julius gone?&rdquo; he asked with wide-open eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- She nodded, and raised a reassuring hand. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s nothing but business.
- Telegrams came early this morning which took him away by the first train.
- He would have gone later in the day in any case. He left the most fatherly
- adieux for you&mdash;and of course you&rsquo;ll be seeing him soon in London.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian was puzzled. &ldquo;But this is his home here, is it not?&rdquo; he asked.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not at all&mdash;more&rsquo;s the pity,&rdquo; she replied. &ldquo;We wish for nothing so
- much as that he might make it so&mdash;but he elects instead to be the
- slave of the family, and to work like a bank-clerk in Brighton instead of
- cutting himself free and living his own life like the rest of us, in God&rsquo;s
- fresh air. But he comes often to us&mdash;whenever the rural mood seizes
- him.&rdquo; She seemed to comprehend the doubtful expression on the youth&rsquo;s
- face, for she added smilingly: &ldquo;And you mustn&rsquo;t be frightened to be left
- alone with us. You&rsquo;re as much our blood as you are his&mdash;and&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, don&rsquo;t think that!&rdquo; he pleaded impulsively. &ldquo;I was never so glad to be
- anywhere in my life as I am to be here.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Her gray eyes regarded him with kindly softness. He saw that they were
- only in part gray eyes&mdash;that they were both blues and browns in their
- beautiful coloring, and that the outer edge of the iris deepened in tint
- almost to the black of the splendid lashes. He returned her look, and held
- it with a tentative smile, that he might the longer observe the remarkable
- eyes. All at once it flashed upon him that there was a resemblance.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Your eyes are like my mother&rsquo;s,&rdquo; he said, as if in defensive explanation
- of his scrutiny.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Tell me about your mother,&rdquo; she rejoined, putting her arms on the table
- and resting her chin upon a finger. &ldquo;I do not think I ever heard her
- name.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It was Coppinger&mdash;Mary Coppinger. I never saw the name anywhere
- else.&rdquo; He added hesitatingly: &ldquo;My brother told me that her father was a
- soldier&mdash;an officer&mdash;who became in his old age very poor, and
- was at last a gardener for some rich man at Malta, and my mother gave
- lessons as a governess to support herself, and it was there she met my
- father.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The lady seemed most interested in the name. &ldquo;Coppinger, is it!&rdquo; she
- exclaimed, nodding her head at him. &ldquo;No wonder my heart warmed at the
- sight of you. Why, now, to look at you&mdash;of course you&rsquo;re County Cork.
- You&rsquo;re our slender dark type to perfection.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am afraid I do not understand,&rdquo; he murmured.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why, she could not have that name and be anything but a County Cork
- woman. Who ever heard of a Coppinger anywhere else? Only it is pronounced
- with a soft &lsquo;g,&rsquo; not hard, as you speak it. I wonder&mdash;but that can
- wait; her father will be easily enough traced. And so you are an Irishman,
- too!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian looked abashed at the confusing suggestion. &ldquo;I think I am all
- English,&rdquo; he said vaguely.
- </p>
- <p>
- She laughed again. &ldquo;Are you turning your back on us? Did you not know it?
- I also am Irish. No doubt I am some sort of cousin of yours on my own
- account, as well as on Emanuel&rsquo;s. There are Coppingers in my own family,
- and in most of those that we have intermarried with. Your mother was a
- Protestant, of course.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He shook his head apprehensively, as if fearful that his answer must give
- pain. &ldquo;No, she went to mass like other people, and I was sent to the
- Brothers of the Christian School. But she was not in any degree a <i>dévotée</i>,
- and for that matter,&rdquo; he added in a more confident tone, &ldquo;I myself am
- still less <i>dévot</i>.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah!&rdquo; was her only comment, and he quite failed to gather from it any clue
- to her sentiments on the subject. &ldquo;Well,&rdquo; she began again, &ldquo;I&rsquo;ll not put
- you through any more of your catechism now. Are you finished? Then come
- with me and we will find Emanuel, and incidentally you will see the place&mdash;or
- portions of it. It will take you a long time to see it all. Do you want to
- smoke? Put some of these cigars in your pocket&mdash;or here are
- cigarettes if you prefer them. Oh, we smoke everywhere. There is nothing
- on earth that we want to do that we don&rsquo;t do&mdash;and there&rsquo;s nothing we
- don&rsquo;t want to do that any mortal power can make us do. There you have the
- sum of our philosophy.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He had followed her into the hallway, where the doors were open wide to
- the mellow autumn afternoon. He put on the soft shapeless hat she gave him
- from a collection on the antlers, and was inspired to select a stick for
- himself out of the big standful at the door.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Now I shall walk about,&rdquo; he said, gaily, &ldquo;quite as if I had never been
- out of England in my life. Is your husband&mdash;perhaps-shooting?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She seemed always to laugh at him. Her visible merriment at his question
- dashed his spirits for an instant. Then he saw how genial and honest was
- her mirth, and smiled himself in spontaneous sympathy with it.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t dream of suggesting it to him!&rdquo; she adjured the young man, with
- mock solemnity. &ldquo;He has a horror of the idea of killing living creatures.
- He does not even fish for sport&mdash;though I confess I hardly follow him
- to that length. And don&rsquo;t speak of him in that roundabout way, but call
- him Emanuel, and call me Kathleen or Kit&mdash;whichever comes easiest.
- Merely because Thom&rsquo;s directory swears we&rsquo;re forty years old, we&rsquo;re not to
- be made venerable people by you. All happy folk belong to the same
- generation, no matter when they were born&mdash;and&mdash;but here is
- Emanuel now.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have been telling Christian,&rdquo; she continued, addressing her husband as
- he paused at the foot of the steps, &ldquo;that he is to be happy here, even in
- spite of himself.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel shook hands with his cousin, and nodded pleased approval of his
- wife&rsquo;s remark. His smile, however, was of a fleeting sort. &ldquo;Nothing has
- come of the Onothera experiments,&rdquo; he announced to her in a serious tone.
- &ldquo;I&rsquo;m afraid we must give up the idea of the yellow fuchsia.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0009" id="link2HCH0009"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER IX
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">E</span>manuel Torr, at
- the age of forty, was felt by those who knew and loved him almost to have
- justified the very highest of the high hopes which his youth had
- encouraged. This intimate circle of appreciation was rendered a small one
- by the circumstances of his temperament and choice of career; but beyond
- this his name was familiar to many who had never seen him, or who
- remembered him at best as a stripling, yet who habitually thought and
- spoke of him as an example and model to his generation.
- </p>
- <p>
- At Oxford, twenty years before, he had attracted attention of a sort
- rather peculiar to himself. Those who took note of him saw foreshadowed
- the promise, not so much of great achievements as of the development and
- consolidation of a great influence. He was not specially distinguished in
- his work at the University, and he made no mark at the Union, where there
- happened at the time to be glittering a quite exceptional galaxy of future
- front bench men, judges and bishops. In Emanuel&rsquo;s case, the interest he
- aroused was perhaps more sentimental than intellectual. His mind was seen
- to be of a fine order, but his character was even more attractive to the
- observant eye. The facts that he was half Jewish in blood, and that in
- time he would be the possessor of enormous wealth, no doubt lent an added
- suggestion of romance to the picture of delicate, somewhat coldly modeled
- features, of ivory skin and serious, musing dark eyes, and of a rare smile
- of wonderful sweetness, which Oxford men of the mid-seventies still
- associate with his name. It was in the days when Disraeli&rsquo;s remarkable
- individuality was a part of England&rsquo;s current history, and when the
- English imagination, in part from the stimulus of this fact, dwelt upon
- the possibilities of a new Semitic wave of inspiration and ethical
- impetus. The dreams, the aspirations, the mysterious &ldquo;perhaps&rdquo; of Daniel
- Deronda were in men&rsquo;s minds, and Johannesburg had not been so much as
- heard of.
- </p>
- <p>
- What the University recognized in the youth standing upon the threshold of
- manhood, had been an article of faith within his home since his childhood.
- It is as well to recount at this place the brief story of that home.
- </p>
- <p>
- At the age of twenty-five Lord Julius Torr, engaged in the listless
- pursuit of that least elusive of careers, called diplomacy, found himself
- at The Hague, and yawned his way about its brightly scrubbed solitudes for
- some months, until, upon the eve of his resolve to have done with the
- whole business, and buy a commission in a line regiment, he encountered a
- young woman who profoundly altered all his plans in life. It was by the
- merest and unlikeliest of accidents that he came to know the Ascarels,
- father and daughter, and at the outset his condescension had seemed to him
- to be involved as well. They were of an old family in the Netherlands,
- Jewish in race but now for some generations estranged from, the synagogue,
- and reputed to be extraordinarily wealthy. It was said of them too that
- they were sternly exclusive, but to the brother of an English duke this
- had not appeared to possess much meaning. He had previously been of some
- official service to the father, in a matter wherein Dutch and English
- interests touched each other at Sumatra; from this he came to meet the
- daughter. He had been told by the proud father that she was of the blood
- of the immortal Spinoza, and had been so little impressed that he had not
- gone to the trouble of finding out who Spinoza was.
- </p>
- <p>
- The marriage of young Torr, of the Foreign Office, to some Dutch-Jewish
- heiress a half-year later, received only a trifle more notice in England
- than did the news of his retirement from his country&rsquo;s diplomatic service.
- The duke had already four sons, and the brother, when it seemed that he
- intended to live abroad, was not at all missed. Nearly fifteen years
- elapsed before a mature Lord Julius reappeared in England&mdash;a Lord
- Julius whom scarcely any one found recognizable. He bore small visible
- relation to the aimless and indolent young attaché whom people, by an
- effort of memory, were able to recall; still less did he resemble anything
- else that the Torr family, within recollection, had produced. He took a
- big old house in Russell Square, and in time it became understood that
- very learned and intellectual people paid pilgrimages thither to sit at
- the feet of Lady Julius, and learn of her. Smart London rarely saw this
- Lady Julius save at a distance&mdash;in her carriage or at the opera. The
- impression it preserved of her was of a short, swarthy woman, increasingly
- stout as years went on, who peered with near-sighted earnestness through a
- large pince-nez of unusual form. On her side, it seemed doubtful if she
- had formed even so succinct an impression as this of smart London. She was
- content with Bloomsbury to the end of her days; and made no effort
- whatever to establish relations with the West End. Indeed, tales came to
- be told of the effectual resistance she offered, in later years, to
- amiable interested advances from that quarter. It grew to be believed that
- she had made an eccentric will, and would leave untold millions to Atheist
- charities. The rumor that she was among the most highly cultivated women
- of her time, and that the most illustrious scientists and thinkers would
- quit the society of kings to travel post-haste across Europe at her
- bidding, did not, it must regretfully be added, seem incompatible with
- this theory about a crazy will. Finally, when she died in 1885, something
- was printed by the papers about her philanthropy, and much was said in
- private speculation about her disposition of her vast fortune, but it did
- not come out that any will whatever was proved, and London ceased to think
- of the matter.
- </p>
- <p>
- The outer world had in truth been wrong from the beginning. Lady Julius
- was not a deeply learned woman, and the limited circle of friends she
- gathered about her contained hardly one distinguished figure, in the
- popular use of the phrase; her opinions were not notably advanced or
- unconventional; she did not shun society upon philosophic principles, but
- merely because it failed to attract a nature at once shy and practical; so
- far from being rich in her own right, she had insisted many years before
- her death upon transferring every penny of her fortune to her husband.
- </p>
- <p>
- Inside her own household, this dark, stout little woman with the
- eye-glasses was revered as a kind of angel. She was plainfaced almost to
- ugliness in the eyes of strangers. Her husband and her son never doubted
- that she was beautiful. Now, when she had been a memory for ten years and
- more, these two talked of her lovingly and with no constraint of gloom, as
- if she were still the pivot round which their daily life turned.
- </p>
- <p>
- The elder man particularly delighted in dwelling upon the details of that
- earlier change in him, under her influence, to which allusion has been
- made. Emanuel had in his mind, from boyhood, no vision more distinct or
- familiar than this selfpainted picture of his father&mdash;the idle,
- indifferent, unschooled, paltry-ideaed young gentleman of fashion&mdash;meeting
- all unawares this overpowering new force, and kneeling in awed yet
- rapturous submission before it. To the boy&rsquo;s imagination it became a
- historical scene, as fixed and well known in its lines of composition as
- that of Nelson&rsquo;s death in the cockpit. He saw his beardless father in
- dandified clothes of the Corn-Laws-caricature period, proceeding along the
- primrose path of dalliance, like some flippant new Laodicean type of Saul
- of Tarsus&mdash;when &ldquo;suddenly there shined around him a light from
- heaven.&rdquo; Lord Julius, indeed, thought and spoke of it in much that same
- spirit. The recollection that he had not known who Spinoza was tenderly
- amused him: it was the symbol of his vast oceanic ignorance of all things
- worth knowing.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, yes,&rdquo; the son used to say, &ldquo;but if you had not had within yourself
- all the right feelings&mdash;only lacking the flash to bring them out&mdash;you
- would not have seen how wonderful she was. You would not have understood
- at all, but just passed on, and nothing would have happened.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- And the father, smiling in reverie, and stroking his great beard, would
- answer: &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t see that that follows. I remember what I was like quite
- vividly, and really there was nothing in me to explain the thing at all. I
- was a young blood about town, positively nothing more. No, Emanuel, we may
- say what we like, but there are things supernatural&mdash;that is, beyond
- what we can see, and are prepared for, in nature. It was as unaccountable
- as magic, the effect your mother produced upon me from the beginning. At
- the end of a few hours, when it was time for me to take my leave, and I
- turned&mdash;there was a gulf in front of me, cutting me off from where I
- had been before I came to her, that very day. It was so wide, it seemed
- that I could barely see across it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- To any listener but Emanuel such language must have been extravagant. To
- him there were no words for overpraise of his mother. It was not alone
- that he had never seen her in anger or even vexation; that he had never
- known her to be in error in any judgment, or suspected in her an
- uncharitable or unkindly thought. These were mere negations, and the
- memory of her was full of positive influences, all wise and pure and
- lofty. Very early in life, when he began to look about the world he found
- himself in, he learned to marvel that there were no other such women
- anywhere to be seen. She had been so perfect, with seemingly no effort to
- herself! Why should other women not even try?
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel had been born some ten years after the marriage of his parents,
- and they thus came into his baby consciousness as persons of middle age,
- in appearance and its suggested authority at least, by comparison with the
- parents of other children he saw about him. Nowhere else, however, either
- then or in later years, did he see another home so filled from center to
- circumference with love, and tender gentleness of eye and word and deed.
- The perception that this environment was unique colored all his boyhood.
- It became a habit with him to set in contrast his own charmed existence
- against the unconsidered and uneven experiences of other children, and to
- ponder the meaning of the difference. As he grew up, the importance of
- this question expanded in his mind and took possession of it. He was
- consumed with the longing to make some effective protest against the
- peevish folly with which humanity mismanaged its brief innings of life.
- From the cradle to the grave the race swarmed stupidly along, elbowing and
- jostling in an aimless bustle, hot and ill-tempered through exertions
- which had no purpose; trampling down all weaker than themselves and
- cursing those who, in turn, had the strength to push them under; coming
- wearily at the end to the gate and the outer darkness of extinction, a
- futile and disappointed mob&mdash;having seen nothing, comprehended
- nothing, profited nothing.
- </p>
- <p>
- The progress of a generation across the span of life might be made so
- serene and well-ordered and fruitful an affair! What else had man to
- concern himself about than this one thing&mdash;that &ldquo;peace on earth, good
- will to men,&rdquo; should rule in his time? And how was it that this alone, of
- all possible problems, received from him no attention at all?
- </p>
- <p>
- The impulse toward a mission was discernible in the lad; it altogether
- dominated the young man. His parents, regarding him lovingly and yet with
- wise inquiry, were fascinated by what they saw. A sense of lofty
- responsibility in their trusteeship for this beneficent new force formed a
- fresh bond between them, which grew to absorb within itself all their
- other ties. They came to regard themselves in no other light than as the
- parents of Emanuel. To preserve him from vitiating and stunting
- suggestions; richly to nourish, yet with an anxious avoidance of surfeit,
- both the soul and the mind within him; to give him strength and means and
- single-hearted courage adequate to the task he yearned to undertake&mdash;they
- asked nothing better of life than this.
- </p>
- <p>
- After Oxford, he went abroad for a couple of years, having as a companion
- a young Fellow of Swithin&rsquo;s, a trifle older than himself, who shared his
- moral attitude if not his passionate aspirations. He saw many parts of the
- world, and scrutinized closely in each the working of those portions of
- the social mechanism which interested him. Returning with a mass of notes
- and a mind packed with impressions and theories, he set to work to write a
- big book. At the end of a year he produced instead a small volume, dealing
- with one little phase of the huge, complex theme he had at heart. It was a
- treatise on the relations between parents and children, and it received
- very favorable reviews indeed. University men felt that it was what they
- had had the foresight to expect from this serious and high-minded young
- fellow, who was lucky enough to have the means and leisure for ethical
- essay-writing. Evidently he was going in for that sort of thing, and they
- noted with approbation that he had been at great pains with his style.
- Much to Emanuel&rsquo;s surprise, only some three hundred copies of the work
- were sold; upon reflection, he saw that it was no part of his plan to sell
- books, and he forthwith distributed the remainder of the edition, and
- another edition as well, among the libraries of the Three Kingdoms. Within
- the next three years two other brochures went through much the same
- experiences. They treated respectively of primary education and of public
- amusements. Again the reviews were extremely cordial; again the men who
- had always predicted that Torr would do something regarded their prophetic
- intuition with refreshed complacency; again Emanuel drew considerable
- checks in favor of his publisher. What had been hinted at rather vaguely
- heretofore was now, however, announced with confidence in &ldquo;literary&rdquo;
- columns: these small volumes were merely chapters of a vast and
- comprehensive work to which the author had dedicated his life&mdash;the
- laborious exposition of a whole new philosophy of existence, to be as
- complete in its way as Herbert Spencer&rsquo;s noble survey of mankind.
- </p>
- <p>
- Not long after came the death of Emanuel&rsquo;s mother&mdash;an unlooked-for
- event which altered everything in the world to the bereaved couple left
- behind. They went away together in the following month, with a plan of a
- prolonged tour in the Orient, but came back to England after a few weeks&rsquo;
- absence, having found their proposed distraction intolerable. Lord Julius
- promptly invented for his own relief the device of taking over upon
- himself the drudgery of caring for his millions, which heretofore had been
- divided among a banker, a broker, a solicitor and two secretaries. Emanuel
- saw his way less directly, but at last he found the will to begin a
- tentative experiment with some of his theories of life on a Somersetshire
- farm which his father gave him. The work speedily engrossed him, and
- expanded under his hands. He became conscious of growth within himself as
- well. The conviction that life is a thing not to be written about, but to
- be lived, formulated itself in his mind, and he elaborated this new view
- in an argument which persuaded his father. The Somersetshire estates of
- the family, which had been bought by Lord Julius in 1859, when the duke
- and his son Porlock joined to set aside the entail, were placed now
- unreservedly at Emanuel&rsquo;s disposal. What he did with them is to be seen
- later on.
- </p>
- <p>
- At the moment, it was of the first importance that he should decide for
- himself the great question of celibacy v. marriage. The far-reaching
- projects which possessed his brain would, beyond doubt, be multiplied
- infinitely in value if precisely the right woman were brought in to share
- his enthusiasm and devotion. It was no whit less clear that they would
- dwindle into failure and collapse under the blight of the wrong woman. The
- dimensions of the risk so impressed him, as he studied them, that for more
- than two years he believed himself to be irrevocably committed to the cold
- middle course of bachelorhood.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then, by a remarkable stroke of good fortune, he met, fell in love with
- and married the sister of Lord Rosbrin, a young Irish peer whom he had
- known at Oxford. No one has ever doubted, he least of all, that she was
- the right woman.
- </p>
- <p>
- He wrote no more books, in the years following this event, but gradually
- he became the cause of writing in others. A review article upon the
- character and aims of his experiment in Somersetshire, written in an
- appreciative spirit by an economist of position, attracted so much
- attention that the intrusion of curious strangers and inquisitive
- reporters threatened to be a nuisance. After this, his name was always
- mentioned as that of an authority, when sociological problems were
- discussed. There was even a certain flurry of inquiry for his books,
- though this did not turn out to have warranted the printing of the new
- popular edition. Sundry precepts in them became, however, the stock
- phrases of leader-writers. People of culture grew convinced that they were
- familiar with his works, and only a few months before the period at which
- we meet him, his university had conferred upon him an honorary D.C.L.,
- which gratified him more deeply than any other recognition his labors and
- attainments had ever received.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0010" id="link2HCH0010"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER X
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">C</span>hristian,
- observing his celebrated cousin by daylight for the first time, perceived
- the necessity of revising some of the previous night&rsquo;s impressions.
- </p>
- <p>
- Under the illumination of the shaded lamp and the glowing bank of peat on
- the study hearth, Emanuel in his velvet jacket and slippered ease had
- seemed a delicately refined creature, of so ethereal a type that life for
- it outside the atmosphere of books, and of a library&rsquo;s thought and talk,
- would be unnatural, or even impossible. With his back to the afternoon
- sunshine, however, and with rough, light clothes suggesting fresh-air
- exercise, Emanuel was a different person.
- </p>
- <p>
- In stature he was a trifle taller than Christian; perhaps he was also
- something heavier, but what the newcomer noted most about the figure was
- the wiry vigor of muscular energy indicated in all its lines and
- movements. There was apparent no trace of any physical resemblance to his
- father, the massive Lord Julius, and Christian, as this fact occurred to
- him, remembered what he had heard about the race from which the mother had
- come. He could not say that Emanuel&rsquo;s face was like anything which he had
- thought of as distinctively Jewish. The forehead was both broad and
- prominent, and at the top, where early baldness exposed the conformation
- of the skull, there were curious sutural irregularities of surface which
- attracted attention. The rest of the face was indefinably distinguished in
- effect, but not so remarkable. Christian thought now that it was a more
- virile countenance than he had imagined it to be. Vague suggestions of the
- scholarly dreamer flitted through its expressions now and again, but it
- was still above all things the face of a man of action.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian had said to himself, in that crowded instant of analysis, that
- he had never seen any Jewish face which at all resembled this of his
- cousin&rsquo;s. Yet somewhere he had seen a face so like it!&mdash;the memory
- puzzled and absorbed his mind. The same crisping, silky black-brown hair;
- the same full line of brow and nose; the same wide-open dark eyes,
- intently comprehending in their steady gaze&mdash;how strangely familiar
- they were to him! He saw them again in his mind&rsquo;s eye, and they had the
- same shadow-casting background of sunlight&mdash;only as he looked at the
- mental picture, this sunlight was fiercer and hotter, and there was a
- golden, hazy distance of purple-blue sea. Suddenly he laughed aloud, and
- his brain was alive with recollections.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I never recognized you last night,&rdquo; he declared. &ldquo;Is it not strange that
- I should have been so blind? But seeing you in the sunlight&mdash;ah, I
- remember you well enough.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel smiled too, a little awkwardly. &ldquo;Of course I was not making any
- secret of it,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;It would have come up naturally, sooner or later,
- in the course of talk.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- But Christian had turned to the lady, and was speaking with gay animation.
- &ldquo;He it is whom I have so often thought of, for years now, as the
- &lsquo;mysterious stranger&rsquo; of my poor little romance. How long is it ago? Oh,
- ten years perhaps, since I saw him first. It was at Toulon, and I was
- walking along the quai in the late afternoon, and he stopped me to ask
- some question, and we fell to walking together and talking&mdash;at first
- about the old town, then of myself, because he wished it so. A long time
- passed, and lo! I saw him again. This time he came into Salvator&rsquo;s little
- shop at Cannes&mdash;it was in the Rue d&rsquo;Oran&mdash;and I was alone, and
- we talked again&mdash;it seems to me for more than an hour. And I wondered
- always who he could be&mdash;because he made me feel that he had friendly
- thoughts about me. And then, once more&mdash;it was a year ago last summer&mdash;he
- met me again, and came and sat beside me on a seat in the Jardin Public,
- at Nice. It must have been in June, for the season was ended, and it
- surprised me that he should be there.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, yes, I know all about it,&rdquo; put in Kathleen. &ldquo;He told me of his seeing
- you, and what he thought of you, almost as soon as your back was turned.
- But at that time, of course&mdash;things hadn&rsquo;t happened.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, but he wanted to be kind to me, even then,&rdquo; the young man broke
- forth, with a glow in his eyes. &ldquo;I felt that in his tone, the very first
- time, when I was the young boy at school. Oh, I puzzled my brain very
- often about this young English gentleman who liked to talk to me. And here
- is a curious thing, that when the Credit Lyonnais gave me my summons to
- come to England, it was of him that I thought first of all, and wondered
- if he had not some part in it. And then I was so dull&mdash;I come to his
- own house, and sit at his own table with him as my cousin, and do not know
- him at all! It is true that he had no beard then&mdash;but none the less I
- am ashamed.&rdquo; He spread his hands out and smiled a deprecatory gesture at
- them both as he added: &ldquo;But then everything has been upside down in my
- mind since I came to England. It has been as if I were going up the side
- of a straight cliff in a funicular railway&mdash;my heart throbbing in
- terror, my brain whirling&mdash;afraid to look down, or out, or to realize
- where I was. But to-day I am happily at the end of the journey, and the
- good safe ground is well under my feet&mdash;and so I am not confused any
- more, but only very, very glad.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The elder couple exchanged a frankly delighted smile over the enthusiast&rsquo;s
- head. &ldquo;You take him for a stroll about the place,&rdquo; said the wife. &ldquo;Perhaps
- I will come and find you, later on.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- In obedience to the suggestion, the two men turned, and went off together
- across the lawn.
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel began speaking at once. &ldquo;My father,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;has given me a
- rough outline of what you have seen and heard. In the nature of things, it
- could not all be pleasant.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I have quite forgotten the unhappy parts,&rdquo; the young man declared. &ldquo;I
- resolved to do that; it would be folly to remember them.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;They have their uses, though,&rdquo; persisted the other. &ldquo;I wanted you to
- start out with just that impression of the family&rsquo;s seamy side. We have an
- immense deal to make up to the people about us, and to humanity in
- general, have we Torrs. It seemed to me that you could not realize this
- too early in your experience here. What impressions did Caermere itself
- make upon you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian hesitated a little, to give form to his thoughts. &ldquo;I am
- imagining it in my mind,&rdquo; he said at last, slowly, and with extended hands
- to shape his meaning to the eye, &ldquo;as a huge canvas, one of the very
- biggest. As it happens, there is an unpleasant picture on it now, but that
- can be wiped out, covered over, and then on the vast blank surface a new
- and splendid picture may be painted&mdash;if I have the skill to do it.&rdquo;
- He paused, as his companion nodded comprehension of the figure, and then
- added abruptly: &ldquo;I have not put the question direct before&mdash;but it is
- really the case that I am to succeed my grandfather&mdash;to be duke of
- Glastonbury, is it not?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; answered Emanuel, gravely. &ldquo;That is the case.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Lord Julius told me to ask you everything,&rdquo; Christian went on in defense
- of his curiosity. &ldquo;But, grand Dieu! there is so much to ask! Shall I be a
- rich man, also? There are dukes in France who can scarcely give a dinner
- to a friend&mdash;and in Italy who are often in doubt about even their own
- dinners. I understand that English dukes are different&mdash;but it has
- been said to me that my grandfather, for example, is not a rich man. He
- would be rich, no doubt, in some other station, but as a duke he is poor.
- Shall I also be poor?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel smiled, more, it seemed, to himself than for the benefit of the
- young man. With amusing deliberation he took from his pocket a little
- oblong book with flexible covers. &ldquo;Have you ever owned a checkbook?&rdquo; he
- asked drily.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian shook his head.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, this is yours. It came from London this morning. I have written
- here on the back of the first check, on the part that remains in the book,
- these figures. They show what the bank holds at your disposal at the
- present moment.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian took the book, and stared with awe at the figures indicated.
- &ldquo;Three thousand pounds! That is to say, seventy-five thousand francs! But&mdash;I
- do not understand. What portion is this of my entire fortune? There is
- more besides&mdash;to come at some future period&mdash;n&rsquo;est ce pas?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The sum itself had seemed at first glance to be of bewildering dimensions.
- Soberer second thoughts, however, told him that he had been lifted into a
- social stratum where such an amount might easily come and go a number of
- times during one&rsquo;s life.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well,&rdquo; Emanuel began, hesitating in turn over his phrases, &ldquo;strictly
- speaking, you have no fortune at all. This money has been placed to your
- credit by my father&mdash;or if you like, by us both&mdash;to put you in a
- position of independence for the time being. You are quite free to spend
- it as you like. But&mdash;this is a somewhat delicate matter to explain&mdash;but
- we look to you in turn to be more or less guided by us in, say, your mode
- of life, your choice of associates and&mdash;and so on. Don&rsquo;t think that
- we wish in the least to hamper your individual freedom. I am sure you will
- feel that that is not our way. But we have formed very high hopes indeed
- for your career and&mdash;how shall I make you understand?&mdash;it rests
- a good deal with us to say how far the realization of these hopes warrants
- us in going on. That isn&rsquo;t plain to you, I see. Well, to put it frankly,
- you have nothing of your own, but we turn our money over to you because we
- believe in you. If unhappily&mdash;let us suppose the very improbable case&mdash;we
- should find ourselves no longer believing in you, why then we should feel
- free to reconsider our financial responsibilities towards you. That is
- stating it very baldly&mdash;not at all as I should like to have put it&mdash;but
- it gives you the essence of the situation.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- They had paused, and Christian regarded him with a troubled face. &ldquo;Then if
- you come not to like me, or if I make mistakes, you take everything away
- from me again? I have never heard of a system like that. It seems to place
- me in a very strange position.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The youth&rsquo;s mobile countenance expressed such wistful dejection, as he
- faltered out these words, that Emanuel hastened to reassure him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, no,&rdquo; he urged, putting a brotherly hand on his shoulder, &ldquo;it is the
- fault entirely of the way I explained it. No one will ever take anything
- away from you. In all human probability you will live and die a wealthy
- and powerful nobleman&mdash;and perhaps something a good deal more than
- that. But let me show you the situation in another way. You have seen your
- grandfather&mdash;so I need say little about him. When he had reached the
- age of fifty or thereabouts he had come to the end of his resources. Since
- the estates were entailed, nothing could be sold or mortgaged, and debts
- of all sorts were crowding in upon him and his eldest son, Lord Porlock.
- They were at their wits&rsquo; end to keep going at all; Porlock could not hold
- his head up in London, much less marry, as he was expected to do. If it
- had not been for the invention of life insurance, they could hardly have
- found money to live from week to week. That was in 1858 or &rsquo;9, when
- I was two or three years old. It was then that my father adopted his
- policy toward the older branch of the family. As you perhaps know, he was
- a very rich man. He came forward at this juncture, and saved the duke and
- his household from ruin.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That was very noble of him. It is what I should have thought he would
- do,&rdquo; interposed Christian. They had begun walking again.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I don&rsquo;t know that noble is quite the word,&rdquo; said Emanuel. &ldquo;The
- element of generosity was not very conspicuous in the transaction. The
- truth is that the duke and his son were not people that one could be
- generous to. They had to be bound to a hard-and-fast bargain. They agreed
- between them to break the entail, so that all the estates could be dealt
- with as was deemed best, and bound themselves to sell or mortgage nothing
- except to my father, unless with his consent. He on his side settled
- seventy thousand pounds on Porlock and his heirs, thus enabling him to
- marry, and he not only purchased from the duke the Somerset properties, of
- which this is a part, but he bought up his debts at the sacrifice of a
- good many thousands of pounds, so that in practice he became his brother&rsquo;s
- only creditor. No doubt there <i>was</i> generosity in that&mdash;since he
- cut down the rate of interest to something almost nominal by comparison
- with the usury that had been going on&mdash;but his motive was practical
- enough. It was to get complete financial mastery of the family estates.
- Nearly forty years have passed since he began; to-day he holds mortgages
- on practically every acre. If it were not for the mine near Coalbrook,
- which latterly yields the duke a certain surplus over the outlay at
- Caermere, my father would probably own it all outright. Well, you have
- followed it so far, haven&rsquo;t you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian thoughtfully nodded his head. &ldquo;These are not affairs that I have
- been brought up to understand,&rdquo; he commented, &ldquo;but I think I comprehend.
- Only this&mdash;you speak of your father&rsquo;s adopted policy; that means he
- has a purpose&mdash;an aim. The lady at the castle&mdash;Lady Cressage&mdash;spoke
- to me about this, and I wish&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, yes, you met her,&rdquo; interposed
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel. &ldquo;I am not sure she was the best fitted to expound our policy to
- you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, she was very sympathetic,&rdquo; the young man hastened to insist. &ldquo;She had
- the warmest praises for both you and your father. And I could not but feel
- she wished me well, too.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel made no immediate reply, but walked slowly along, revolving silent
- thoughts, with a far-away, deliberative look in his eyes. When he spoke at
- last, it was to revert with abruptness to the earlier topic. &ldquo;The policy,
- as we are calling it,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;can be put in a nutshell. We take that
- kind of pride in the family which impels us to resolve that, if we cannot
- induce it to do great things, we will at least prevent it doing base
- things. The position which your grandfather inherited was one of
- remarkable opportunities, and also of exceptional responsibilities. He was
- unfit to do anything with the opportunities, and as for the
- responsibilities, he regarded them with only ignorant contempt. His
- immediate heirs were very little better. It became a problem with us,
- therefore, how best to limit their power for harm. Money was the one force
- they could understand and respect, and we have used it accordingly. I say
- &lsquo;we&rsquo; because as the situation has gradually developed itself, it is hard
- to say which part of it is my father&rsquo;s and which mine&mdash;and still more
- impossible to imagine what either of us would have done independently of
- my mother. I will tell you more about her sometime. It was she, of course,
- who brought the money to us, but she brought much else besides. However,
- we will not enter upon that at the moment. Well, suddenly, last summer,
- the deaths changed everything. Up to that time, what we had been doing had
- had, so to speak, only a negative purpose. We had been keeping unfit
- people from parading their unfitness in too scandalously public a fashion.
- But all at once the possibility of doing something positive&mdash;something
- which might be very fine indeed&mdash;was opened up before us. As you know
- now, we were aware of your existence, but there were inquiries to be made
- as to&mdash;well, as to the formal validity of your claim. After that,
- there was some slight delay in tracing your whereabouts&mdash;but now you
- are here, at last.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Now I am here, at last!&rdquo; Christian repeated softly. He looked up into the
- sky; somewhere from the blue an invisible lark filled the air with its
- bubbling song. He drew a long breath of amazed content, then turned to his
- companion.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That men like you and your father should be making plans and sacrifices
- for one like myself,&rdquo; he said&mdash;&ldquo;it is hard for me to realize it.
- There is nothing for me to say but this&mdash;that I will spare no thought
- or labor to be what you want me to be. And you will make it all clear to
- me, will you not? in every detail what it is I am to do?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, hardly to that length,&rdquo; said Emanuel. He smiled once more&mdash;that
- grave, sweet, introspective smile of his, which suggested humor as little
- as it did flippancy&mdash;and spoke more freely, as if conscious that the
- irksome part of his task lay behind him. &ldquo;We dream a great dream of you,
- but it would be folly to attempt to dictate to you at every stage of its
- realization. That would do you more harm than good, and it would be unfair
- to both parties, into the bargain. No, what I desire is to show you the
- practical workings of a system, and to fill you with the principles and
- spirit of that system. I think it will interest you deeply, and I hope you
- will see your way to making it, in its essentials at least, your own. It
- has taken me many years to build it up, and I can&rsquo;t pretend to suppose
- that you will grasp it in a week or a year. But you will see at least the
- aim I have in view, and you will get a notion of how I progress toward it.
- I shall be satisfied, for the time being, merely to commend it to your
- judgment as the aim which you might do well to set before you. It occurs
- to me to ask you: have you decided opinions in politics?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian shrugged his shoulders diffidently. &ldquo;In France my friends were
- of many parties, but since I thought never of myself as a Frenchman, I did
- not take sides with any of them. My brother Salvator is very advanced
- indeed; he is a Free Mason, and his friends are Carbonari in Italy and
- Socialists in France. But to me, these things had not much meaning. I said
- always to myself that I was English, and I read journals from London when
- I could, to learn about English parties. But it was not easy to learn. I
- stood in the streets often at Cannes in the early spring to see Mr.
- Gladstone when he passed, and to take off my hat to him, because I read
- that he was the greatest Englishman. But then I talked with English people
- on the Riviera about him, and they all cursed and ridiculed him, and told
- me that in England no respectable people would so much as speak to him. So
- it is very hard to know the truth&mdash;when you are born and bred in
- another country.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Even those who are born here do not invariably agree upon definitions of
- the truth,&rdquo; commented Emanuel. &ldquo;But I was not speaking of parties or
- politicians, so called. Politics, in its bigger sense, means the
- housekeeping of humanity&mdash;the whole mass of interests that the
- individuals of the human race have in common. But I don&rsquo;t want to
- generalize to you. Let us stop here for a few minutes; I have brought you
- to this point that you may get the view.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Their leisurely stroll through pastures and meadows, and latterly across a
- strip of grassy common dotted with sheep, had brought them by a gradual
- ascent to the summit of a knoll, crowned by a group of picturesquely
- gnarled and twisted old trees, the boughs of which were all pointed
- backward in the direction whence the men had come. Christian, coming to
- the ridge and halting, confronted the unexpected breeze, steady and
- sustained as an ocean swell, which he could hear murmuring through the
- land-ward bent branches overhead. In front of him, at the distance of a
- stone&rsquo;s throw, the sloping heath abruptly ended in what for the instant he
- supposed was the sky-line&mdash;and then saw to be a vast glittering
- expanse of water, stretching off to an illimitable horizon.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, the sea!&rdquo; he cried out, in surprised delight. &ldquo;I had never dreamed
- that we were near it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He could distinguish now the faint intermittent rustle of the waves on the
- hidden beach far below. Perhaps a mile out the profile of a craft under
- full sail shone magically white in the sunlight. He knew it to be a yacht,
- and began watching it with an intuitive appreciation of its beauty of line
- and carriage. Then in a sudden impulse he swung around and faced his
- companion. &ldquo;I do not like to look at it,&rdquo; he broke out nervously. &ldquo;I am
- afraid to see the ghosts of those cousins who were drowned&mdash;killed to
- make room for me. Where their yacht went down on the rocks&mdash;was that
- close by here?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;At least sixty miles away&mdash;in that direction,&rdquo; and Emanuel gave an
- indifferent nod towards the west. &ldquo;I wouldn&rsquo;t encourage ghosts of any
- sort, if I were you, but theirs would be least of all worth while. I
- wanted you to look about you from here&mdash;not specially seaward, but in
- all directions. There is a small village at the water&rsquo;s edge, almost
- directly under our feet, which can&rsquo;t be seen from above&mdash;we will get
- round to it, perhaps to-morrow&mdash;but look in other directions. As far
- as you can see along the coast to right and left&mdash;and inland, too&mdash;the
- system I spoke of is in operation. It is all my land. Get the scope of it
- into your mind. Roughly speaking, you can see over some nine or ten
- thousand acres. Imagine that multiplied by seven or eight, and you will
- have, an idea of the territory that your grandfather still owns&mdash;at
- least nominally.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian kept a rapt gaze upon the prospect, and strove in silence to
- grasp the meaning of the words.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;On the land that you see before you,&rdquo; Emanuel went on, &ldquo;in one capacity
- or another, nearly two thousand human beings have homes. On your
- grandfather&rsquo;s estates there must be nearly if not quite ten times that
- number. Think what this means. You will be in a position to affect the
- prosperity, the happiness, the well-being, body and soul, of fifteen or
- twenty thousand people. It is a little nation&mdash;a small kingdom&mdash;of
- which you will be the head.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The young man turned slowly and forced himself to look out upon the deep,
- but still said nothing.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;This position you may make much of, or little, or worse than nothing at
- all,&rdquo; the other continued. &ldquo;It is a simple enough matter to put the work
- and the responsibility upon other shoulders, if you choose to do it. Many
- very respectable men born to such positions do wash their hands of the
- worry and labor in just that fashion. They lead idle lives, they amuse
- themselves, they take all that is yielded to them and give nothing in
- return&mdash;and because they avoid open grossness and scandal their
- behavior attracts no particular attention. In fact, it is quite taken for
- granted that they have done the natural thing. Being born to leisure, why
- should they toil? Possessing the title to wealth and dominion and the
- deference of those about them, why should they be expected to go to work
- and earn these things which they already own? That is the public view.
- Mine is very different. I hold that a man who has been born to a position
- of power among his fellows, and neglects the duties of that position while
- he accepts its rewards, is disgraced. It is as dishonest as any action for
- which less fortunate persons go to prison.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, that is my feeling, also,&rdquo; said Christian in low, earnest tones.
- &ldquo;It&rsquo;s all true&mdash;but&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, yes, the &lsquo;But,&rsquo;&rdquo; commented Emanuel, with his perceptive smile. &ldquo;Now
- let me explain to you that I have met this &lsquo;But,&rsquo; and done battle with it,
- and put it under my feet. I began planning for this struggle when I was
- very young. All the good people I knew admitted frankly the evils I speak
- of; they saw them quite clearly, and talked with eloquence and fine
- feeling about them, and at the finish they said &lsquo;But!&rsquo;&mdash;and changed
- the subject, and everything went on as before. It became apparent to me
- that this eternal &lsquo;But&rsquo; is the enemy of the human race. There it stood
- forever in the path, blocking every attempt of benevolent and right-minded
- people to advance in real progress. So I said: at least one life shall be
- given to the task of proving that there need be no &lsquo;But.&rsquo; I have been
- working here now for years, upon lines which were carefully thought out
- during other years of preparation. The results are in most respects better
- than I could have expected; they are certainly many-fold better than any
- one who had not my faith could have believed possible. Sundry limitations
- in the system I have, no doubt, discovered. Some things which seemed
- axiomatic on paper do not work themselves out the same way in practice&mdash;but
- as a whole the system is recognized now as having justified itself. There
- was an article in the &lsquo;Fortnightly&rsquo; on it last November which I will give
- you to read. I have written some chapters upon certain phases of it,
- myself, which you might also look at. But the principal thing is that you
- should see the system itself in full operation.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am eager to begin,&rdquo; declared the young man, with fervor.
- </p>
- <p>
- They had turned by tacit consent, and were sauntering back again over the
- short, soft grass of the heath.
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel paused and picked from a furze-bush a belated spray of bright
- yellow blossoms. As he continued his walk, he pulled one of these flowers
- to pieces, and attentively examined the fragments.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I gather that you are much interested in flowers,&rdquo; said Christian, to
- make conversation.
- </p>
- <p>
- The other laughed briefly, as he threw the stuff aside, then sighed a
- little. &ldquo;Too much so,&rdquo; he answered. &ldquo;I wish I had the courage to give it
- up altogether. It murders my work. I spend sometimes whole hours in my
- greenhouses when I ought to be doing other things. The worst of it is that
- I realize perfectly the criminal waste of time&mdash;and still I persist
- in it. There is something quite mysterious in plants&mdash;especially if
- you have grown them yourself. You can go and stand among them by the hour,
- and look from one to another, with your mind entirely closed to thoughts
- of any description. I used to assume that this mental rest had a
- recuperative value, but as I get older I suspect that it is a kind of
- lethargy instead&mdash;a mere blankness that can grow upon one. I find
- myself, for example, going incessantly to see certain pans of my own
- hybridized seedlings&mdash;and staring aimlessly at them till I get quite
- empty-headed. Now, I am too busy a man to be able to afford that.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But if you get pleasure from it,&rdquo; expostulated Christian, gently.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;We have no right to think of our pleasure,&rdquo; Emanuel asserted with
- decision, &ldquo;while any duty remains unperformed. And rightly considered,
- duty <i>is</i> pleasure, the very highest and noblest pleasure. The
- trouble is that even while our minds quite recognize this, our senses play
- us tricks. For example, when I saw how much time I was wasting on flowers,
- I tried to turn the impulse into a useful channel. The blossoms of fruit
- trees, for instance; the growth and flowering and seeding processes of
- melons and broad-beans and potatoes and so on, are just as interesting and
- worthy of study, and they mean value to humanity into the bargain. So I
- said I would concentrate my attention upon them, instead&mdash;but there
- was some perverse element in me somewhere; I couldn&rsquo;t do it. The mere
- knowledge that these excellent vegetables were of practical utility threw
- me off altogether. They bored me&mdash;so I went shamefacedly back to the
- roses and fuchsias and dahlias.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;They have wonderful dahlias at Caermere,&rdquo; interposed Christian. &ldquo;I
- walked for a long time among them with Lady Cressage, and she told me all
- their names. Poor lady, she is very sad, in spite of the flowers. I&mdash;I
- think I should like to say it to you&mdash;I find myself very sorry for
- her. And&mdash;such a bewildering number of things are to be done for me&mdash;is
- there not something that can be done for her?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel walked slowly on in silence for some moments, regarding his
- companion&rsquo;s profile out of the corner of his eye, his own face showing
- signs of preoccupation meantime. When at last he spoke, the question
- seemed to have lost itself in convolution of his thoughts.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Considering their northern exposure,&rdquo; he said meditatively, &ldquo;they grow an
- extraordinary amount of fruit at Caermere.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
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- </p>
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- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XI
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">A</span>t the end of a
- fortnight Christian found himself able to confront the system, and even
- look it in the face, with a certain degree of mental composure. He was far
- from imagining that he had comprehended it all, but the thought of it no
- longer made his brain whirl by the magnitude of its scope, or frightened
- him by its daring. The implication that he was expected to do still more
- with it than Emanuel, its inventor and evangel, had done, possessed its
- terrors, no doubt, but one is not young for nothing. The buoyancy of
- youth, expanding genially amid these delightful surroundings, thrust these
- shadows off into the indefinite future, whenever they approached.
- </p>
- <p>
- This system need not detain us long, or unnerve us at all. Lord Julius had
- spoken figuratively of it as the Pursuit of Happiness; perhaps that
- remains its best definition.
- </p>
- <p>
- Like other systems, it was capable of explanation by means of formulas;
- but the most lucid and painstaking presentation of these could not hope to
- convey complete meaning to the mind. Stated in words, Emanuel&rsquo;s plan
- hardly appealed to the imagination. Save for a few innovations, not of
- primary importance, it proceeded by arguments entirely familiar to
- everybody, and which indeed none disputes. Most of its propositions were
- the commonplaces of human speech and thought. The value of purity, of
- cheerfulness, of loyalty, of mercy&mdash;this is not gainsaid by any one.
- The conception of duty as the mainspring of human action is very old
- indeed. For this reason, doubtless, Emanuel&rsquo;s efforts to expound his
- System by means of books had failed to rivet public attention. He could
- only insist afresh upon what was universally conceded, and Mr. Tupper
- before him had done enough of this to last several generations.
- </p>
- <p>
- Viewed in operation, however, the System was another matter. Our
- immemorial platitudes, once clothed in flesh and blood, informed with
- life, and set in motion under the sympathetic control of a master mind,
- became unrecognizable.
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel as a lad had thought much of the fact that he was of the blood of
- the Spinozas. When he learned Latin in his early boyhood, the task was
- sweetened and ennobled to his mind by the knowledge that it would bring
- him into communion with the actual words of the great man, his kinsman.
- Later, when he approached with veneration the study of these words, the
- discovery that they meant little or nothing to him was almost crushing in
- its effects. Eventually it dawned upon his brain that the philosopher&rsquo;s
- abstractions and speculations were as froth on the top of the water; the
- great fact was the man himself&mdash;the serene, lofty, beautiful
- character which shines out at us from its squalid setting like a flawless
- gem. To be like Spinoza, but to give his mind to the real rather than the
- unreal, shaped itself as the goal of his ambitions.
- </p>
- <p>
- It was at this period that he became impressed by the thought that he was
- also of the blood of the Torrs. On the one side the poor lens-grinder with
- the soul of an archangel; on the other the line of dull-browed,
- heavy-handed dukes, with a soul of any sort discoverable among them
- nowhere. Slowly the significance of the conjunction revealed itself to
- him. To take up the long-neglected burden of responsibilities and
- possibilities of the Torrs, with the courage and pure spirit of a Spinoza&mdash;there
- lay the duty of his life, plainly marked before him.
- </p>
- <p>
- Ensuing years of reading, travel and reflection gave him the frame, so to
- speak, in which to put this picture. He had from his childhood been
- greatly attracted by the glimpses which his father&rsquo;s library gave him of
- what is called the Mediaeval period. As he grew older, this taste became a
- passion. Where predilection ended and persuasion began, it would be hard
- to say, but when he had arrived at man&rsquo;s estate, and stood upon the
- threshold of his life-work, it was with the deeply rooted conviction that
- the feudal stage had offered mankind its greatest opportunities for
- happiness and the higher life. That the opportunities had been
- misunderstood, wasted, thrown away, proved nothing against the soundness
- of his theory. He had masses of statistics as to wages, rent-rolls,
- endowments and the like at his fingers&rsquo; ends, to show that even on its
- reverse side, the medieval shield was not so black as it was painted. As
- for the other side&mdash;it was the age of the cathedrals, of the Book of
- Kells, of the great mendicant orders, of the saintly and knightly ideals.
- It was in its flowering time that craftsmanship attained its highest
- point, and the great artisan guilds, proud of their talents and afraid of
- nothing but the reproach of work ill-done, gave the world its magnificent
- possessions among the applied arts. Sovereigns and princes vied with one
- another to do honor to the noblest forms of art, and to bow to the
- intellect of an Erasmus, who had not even the name of a father to bear.
- Class caste was the rule of the earth, yet the son of a peasant like
- Luther could force himself to the top, and compel emperors to listen to
- him, more readily then than now. The bishop-princes of feudal England were
- as often as not the sons of swineherds or starveling clerks, whereas now
- no such thing could conceivably happen to the hierarchy. Above all things,
- it was the age of human character. Men like Thomas More, with their
- bewildering circle of attainments and their extraordinary individual
- force, were familiar products. In a thousand other directions, Emanuel saw
- convincing proofs that mankind then and there had come closest to the
- possibilities of a golden age. True, it had wandered off miserably again,
- into all manner of blind lanes and morasses, until it floundered now in a
- veritable Dismal Swamp of individualism, menaced on the one side by the
- millionaire slave-hunter, on the other by the spectral anarchist, and
- still the fools in its ranks cried out ceaselessly for further progress.
- Oh, blind leaders of the blind!
- </p>
- <p>
- No. Emanuel saw clearly that humanity could right itself by retracing its
- steps, and going back to the scene of its mistaken choice of roads. It had
- taken the wrong turning when it forsook the path of coherent and
- interdependent organization&mdash;that marvelously intricate yet perfectly
- logical system called feudalism, in which everybody from king to serf had
- service to render and service to receive, and mutual duty was the law of
- the entire mechanism.
- </p>
- <p>
- Though Christian heard much more than this, enough has been said to
- indicate the spirit in which Emanuel had embarked upon the realization of
- his plan. The results, as Christian wonderingly observed them, were
- remarkable.
- </p>
- <p>
- The estate over which the System reigned was compact in shape, and enjoyed
- the advantage of natural boundaries, either of waste moorland or
- estuaries, which shut it off from the outside world, and simplified the
- problem of developing its individual character. In area it comprised
- nearly fifteen square miles, and upon it, as has been said, lived some two
- thousand people. About half of these were employed in, or dependent upon,
- the industrial occupations Emanuel had introduced; the others were more
- directly connected with the soil. Whether artisans or farmers, however,
- they lived almost without exception in some one of the six little villages
- on the property.
- </p>
- <p>
- In each of these hamlets there were conserved one or more old timbered
- houses; the newer cottages had been built, not in servile imitation of
- these, but after equally old models, no two quite alike. As the
- &ldquo;Fortnightly Review&rdquo; article said, if the System had done nothing else it
- had &ldquo;gathered for the instruction and delight of the intelligent observer
- almost a complete collection of examples of early English domestic
- architecture of the humbler sort.&rdquo; The numerous roads upon the estate were
- kept in perfect order, and were for the most part lined with trees; where
- they passed through the villages they were of great width, with broad
- expanses of turf, shaded by big oaks or elms, some of which had been moved
- from other spots only a few years before, to the admiring surprise of the
- neighborhood. Each village had a small church edifice of its own, quaintly
- towered and beautiful in form, and either possessing or simulating
- skillfully the graces of antiquity as well. Beside the church was a
- building presenting some one or another type of the tolsey-house of old
- English towns, devoted to the communal uses of the villagers. About the
- church and the tolsey was the public garden and common, with a playground
- with swings and bars for the children at the back&mdash;and there was no
- grave or tombstone in sight anywhere. A hospitable, ivy-clad, low-gabled
- inn, with its long side to the street, was a conspicuous feature on each
- village green.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian retained a vivid recollection of entering one of these taverns
- with Emanuel, very early in his tour of observation. Above the broad, open
- door, as they went in, swung the cumbrous, brightly painted sign of &ldquo;The
- Torr Arms.&rdquo; Two or three laborers in corduroys were seated on benches at
- the table, with tankards before them; they dragged their heavily shod feet
- together on the sanded floor, and stood up, when they saw Emanuel,
- touching their hats with an air of affectionate humility as he smiled and
- nodded to them. There was a seemingly intelligent and capable landlady in
- the bar, who drew the two glasses of beer which Emanuel asked for, and
- answered cheerfully the questions he put to her. Two brightfaced young
- women, very neatly dressed, were seated sewing in this commodious bar, and
- they joined in the conversation which Emanuel raised. Christian gathered
- from what he heard and saw that his cousin took an active interest in the
- fortunes of this tavern and of both its inmates and its patrons, and that
- the interest and liking were warmly reciprocated. The discovery gave him a
- more genial conception of Emanuel&rsquo;s character than he had hitherto
- entertained.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That is one of my most satisfactory enterprises,&rdquo; Emanuel had said when
- they came out. &ldquo;We brew our own beer, as well as the few cordials which
- take the place of spirits, and I really feel sure it&rsquo;s the best beer
- obtainable in England. I am very proud of it&mdash;but I am proud of these
- taverns of ours too. That was one of the hardest problems to be solved&mdash;but
- the solution satisfies me better, perhaps, than anything else I have done.
- Nobody ever dreams of getting drunk in these &lsquo;pubs&rsquo; of ours. Nobody dreams
- of being ashamed to be seen going into them or coming out. The women and
- children enter them just as freely, if they have occasion to do so, as
- they would a dairy or grocer&rsquo;s shop. They are the village clubs, so to
- speak, and they are constantly open to the whole village, as much as the
- church or the tolsey. But here is one of my parsons. I want you to take
- note of him&mdash;and I will tell you about his part in the System
- afterward. He is as interesting a figure in it as my publican.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- A tall, fresh-faced, fair young man approached them as Emanuel spoke, and
- was presented to the stranger as Father William. Christian observed him
- narrowly, as he had been bidden, but beyond the fact that he was clad in a
- somewhat outlandish fashion, and seemed a merry-hearted fellow, there was
- nothing noteworthy in the impression he produced. He stood talking for a
- few minutes, and then, with affable adieux, passed on.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That is wholly my invention,&rdquo; commented Emanuel, as they resumed their
- walk. &ldquo;There is one of them in each of the six villages, and a seventh who
- has a kind of general function&mdash;and really I have been
- extraordinarily fortunate with them all. They come from my college at
- Oxford&mdash;Swithin&rsquo;s&mdash;and when you think that twenty years ago it
- was the most bigoted hole in England, the change is most miraculous. These
- young men fell in with my ideas like magic. I don&rsquo;t suppose you know much
- about the Church of England. Well, it drives with an extremely loose rein.
- You can do almost anything you like inside it, if you go about the thing
- decorously. I didn&rsquo;t even have the trouble with the bishop which might
- have been expected. These young men&mdash;my curates, we may call them&mdash;have
- among themselves a kind of guild or confraternity. They are called Father
- William, or Father Alfred; they wear the sort of habit you have seen; they
- are quite agreed upon an irreducible minimum of dogmatic theology, and an
- artistic elaboration of the ritual, and, above all, upon an active life
- consecrated to good works. They have their own central chapter-house,
- where they live when they choose and feel like enjoying one another&rsquo;s
- society, but each has his own village, for the moral and intellectual
- health of which he feels responsible. Without their constant and very
- capable oversight, the System would have a good many ragged edges, I&rsquo;m
- afraid. But what they do is wonderful. They have made a study of all the
- different temperaments and natures among the people. They know just how to
- smooth away possible friction here, to encourage dormant energy there, to
- keep the whole thing tight and clean and sound. They specially watch the
- development of the children, and make careful notes of their qualities and
- capacities. They decide which are to be fully educated, and which are to
- be taught only to read and do sums.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am not sure that I understand,&rdquo; put in Christian. &ldquo;Is not universal
- education a part of your plan?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel smiled indulgently. &ldquo;There was never grosser nonsense talked in
- this world,&rdquo; he said, with the placid air of one long since familiar with
- the highest truths, &ldquo;or more mischievous rubbish into the bargain, than
- this babble about universal education. The thing we call modern
- civilization is wrong at so many points that it is hard to say where it
- sins most, but often I think this is its worst offense. The race has gone
- fairly mad over this craze for stuffing unfit brains with encumbering and
- harmful twaddle. In the Middle Ages they knew better. The monks of a
- locality picked out the children whose minds would repay cultivation, and
- they taught these as much as it was useful for them to know. If the system
- was in honest operation, it mattered nothing whether these children
- belonged to the lord of the manor or the poorest peasant. Assume, for
- example, that there was a nobleman and one of his lowest dependents, and
- that each of them had a clever son and a dull one. The monks would take
- the two clever ones, and educate them side by side&mdash;and if in the end
- the base born boy had the finer mind of the two, and the stronger
- character, he would become the bishop or the abbot or the judge in
- preference to his noble school-fellow. On the other hand, the two dull
- boys were not wearied by schooling from which they could get no profit.
- The thick-headed young-noble, very often without even learning his
- alphabet, was put on a horse, and given a suit of armor and a sword; the
- heavy-witted young churl was given a leathern shirt and a pike or a bow,
- and bidden to follow behind that horse&rsquo;s tail&mdash;and off the two happy
- dunces went, to fulfill in a healthful and intelligent fashion their
- manifest destiny. Those were the rational days when human institutions
- were made to fit human beings&mdash;instead of this modern lunacy of
- either shaving down and mangling the human being, or else blowing him up
- like a bladder, to make him appear to fit the institutions. Of course, you
- must understand, I don&rsquo;t say that this medieval system worked uniformly,
- or perfectly, even at its best&mdash;and, of course, for a variety of
- reasons, it eventually failed to work altogether. But its principle, its
- spirit, was the right one&mdash;and it is only by getting back to it, and
- making another start with the light of experience to guide us this time,
- that we can achieve real progress. Fortunately, my parsons entered fully,
- and quite joyfully, into my feelings on this point. They couldn&rsquo;t have
- labored harder, or better, to make the System a success if it had been of
- their own invention.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have seen English parsons often,&rdquo; said Christian, vaguely. &ldquo;They are
- always married, n&rsquo;est ce pas?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, no&mdash;no!&rdquo; answered Emanuel, with impatient emphasis. &ldquo;That would
- never do here. It is difficult enough to find men fit to carry on the task
- we have undertaken. It would be asking too much of the miracle to expect
- also unique women who would bring help rather than confusion to such men.
- Oh, no&mdash;we take no risks of that sort. Celibacy is the very basis of
- their guild. It is very lucky that their own tastes run in that direction&mdash;because
- in any case it would have had to be insisted upon.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian wondered if he ought to put into words the comment which rose in
- his mind. &ldquo;But you, and your father,&rdquo; he ventured&mdash;&ldquo;you personally&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah,&rdquo; interposed Emanuel, with a rapt softening of expression in face and
- tone, &ldquo;when women like my mother and my wife appear&mdash;that lifts us
- away from the earth and things earthly, altogether. But they are as rare
- as a great poem&mdash;or a comet. If they were plentiful there would be no
- need of any System. The human race would never have fallen into the mud.
- We should all be angels.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- After a little pause he added: &ldquo;The woman question here has been a very
- hard nut to crack. We have made some progress with it&mdash;but it is
- still one of the embarrassments. Of course there are others. The restless
- young men who leave the estate, for example, and having made a failure of
- it elsewhere, come back to make mischief here: That is an awkward subject
- to deal with. The whole problem of our relations to outsiders is full of
- perplexities. To prevent intercourse with them is out of the question.
- They come and go as they like&mdash;and of course my own people are
- equally free. I can&rsquo;t see my way to any restrictions which wouldn&rsquo;t do
- more harm than good&mdash;if indeed they could be enforced at all. I have
- to rely entirely upon the good sense and good feeling of my people, to
- show them how much better off they are in every way than any other
- community they know of, and how important it is for them to keep
- themselves to themselves, and continue to benefit by their good fortune.
- If they fail to understand this, I am quite powerless to coerce them. And
- that is where the women give us trouble. It is the rarest thing for us to
- have any difficulty with the men. They comprehend their advantages, they
- take a warm interest in their work, and we have developed among them a
- really fine communal spirit. They are proud of the System, and fond of it,
- and I can trust them to defend it and stand by it. But this isn&rsquo;t true of
- all the women. You have always the depressing consciousness that there are
- treacherous malcontents among them, who smile to your face but are
- planning disturbance behind your back. It is not so much a matter of evil
- natures as of inferior brains. Let a soldier in a red coat come along, for
- example&mdash;an utterly ignorant and vulgar clown from heaven knows what
- gutter or pigsty&mdash;and we have girls here who would secretly value his
- knowledge of the world, and his advice upon things in general, above <i>mine!</i>
- How <i>can</i> you deal with that sort of mind?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian smiled drolly, and disclaimed responsibility with a playful
- outward gesture of his hands. &ldquo;It is not my subject,&rdquo; he declared.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But it has to be faced,&rdquo; insisted Emanuel. &ldquo;My wife has devoted
- incredible labor and pains to it&mdash;and on the surface of things she
- has succeeded wonderfully. I say the surface, because that is the sinister
- peculiarity of the affair; you can never be sure what is underneath. When
- you go up to London, you must do as I have done since I was a youth: take
- a walk of a bright afternoon along Regent Street and Oxford Street, where
- the great millinery and drapers&rsquo; and jewelers&rsquo; shops are, and study the
- faces of the thousands of well-dressed and well-connected women whom you
- will see passing from one show-window to another. There will be many
- beautiful faces, and many more which are deeply interesting. But one note
- you will catch in them all&mdash;or at least in the vast majority&mdash;the
- note of furtiveness. Once you learn to recognize it you will find it
- everywhere&mdash;the suggestion of something hidden, something artfully
- wrapped up out of sight. God knows, I don&rsquo;t suggest they all have guilty
- secrets&mdash;or for that matter secrets of any sort. But they have the
- trained facial capacity for concealment; it is their commonest
- accomplishment; their mothers&rsquo; fingers have been busy kneading their
- features into this mask of pretense from their earliest girlhood.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Would you not find it also on the men&rsquo;s faces?&rdquo; demanded Christian, with
- a dissolving mental vision of sly masculine visages before him as he
- spoke. &ldquo;That is to say, when once you had learned to detect the male
- variation of the mask? And even if it is so, then is not the reason of it
- this&mdash;that men have long been their own masters, making their own
- laws, doing freely what they choose, and there is no one before whom they
- must dissemble?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel had not the temperament which is attracted by contradiction. He
- listened to his cousin&rsquo;s eager words, seemed to ponder them for a space,
- and then began talking of something else.
- </p>
- <p>
- Those whom Emanuel called &ldquo;his people&rdquo; were for the most part descendants
- of families who had been on the soil for centuries&mdash;since before the
- Torrs came into possession of it. In a few cases, their stock had been
- transplanted from the Shropshire estates of the same house. Emanuel had
- discerned it to be an essential part of the System that its benefits
- should be reaped by those to whom his family had historic
- responsibilities. The reflection that the Torrs in Somerset only went back
- at the farthest to Henry VIII.&lsquo;s time, and became large landlords there so
- recently as Charles II.&lsquo;s reign, saddened him when he dwelt upon it. He
- would have given much to have been able to establish the System at
- Caermere instead, where the relations between lord and retainer had
- subsisted from the dawn of tribal history. He dwelt a good deal upon this
- aspect of the matter in his talks with Christian. &ldquo;If you take up the
- idea,&rdquo; he would say, &ldquo;you will have the enormous advantage of really
- ancient ties between you and your people. Here in Somerset we are,
- relatively speaking, new-comers&mdash;merely lucky bridegrooms or
- confiscating interlopers of a few generations&rsquo; standing. I have had to
- create my feudal spirit here out of whole cloth. But you at Caermere&mdash;you
- will find it ready-made to your hand.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel had created much more besides.
- </p>
- <p>
- The villages hummed with the exotic industries he had brought into being.
- The estate produced most of its raw material&mdash;food, wool, hides, peat
- for domestic fuel, stone in several varieties for building, and numerous
- products of the sea. It drew coal, wood and iron across the channel from
- the Caermere properties. The effort of the System had been from the outset
- to expand its self-sufficiency. Christian saw now the remarkable results
- of this effort on both sides. One village had its leather workers,
- beginning with the tanners at one end and finishing with the most skillful
- artificers&mdash;glovers, saddlers and shoemakers&mdash;at the other. A
- second village possessed its colony of builders&mdash;masons and
- carpenters alike&mdash;and with them guiding architects and designers of
- furniture and carving. Here also were the coopers, who served not only the
- brewery, but the butter-makers. These latter formed in turn a link with
- the great dairy establishment, which had for its flank the farming lands.
- The gardens, nurseries, orchards and long glasshouses were nearest to
- Emanuel&rsquo;s residence, and their workers made up the largest of the hamlets.
- This was in other senses the metropolis of the state, for here were the
- printing-press, the bindery, the chemical laboratory, the electric-light
- plant, the photographic and drawing departments, the clergy house and the
- estate office. The smallest of the villages was in the center of the stock
- farm, where scientific breeding and experimental acclimatization had
- attained results of which the staid &ldquo;Field&rdquo; spoke in almost excited terms.
- </p>
- <p>
- But to Christian&rsquo;s mind by far the most interesting village was that
- nestled on the sea-shore, under the protection of the cliffs. When he had
- once seen this place, his cousin found if difficult to get him away from
- it, or to enlist his attention for other branches of the System. There was
- a small but sufficient wharf here, to which colliers of a fair burden
- could have access; shelter was secured for the home-built fishing craft in
- the little harbor by means of a breakwater. The red-roofed, gray-stone
- cottages clustered along the winding roadway which climbed the cliff made
- a picture fascinating to the young man&rsquo;s eye, but his greater delight was
- in something not at first visible. Around a bend in the cove, out of sight
- of the village, was a factory for the manufacture of glass, and beyond
- this were pointed out to him other buildings, near the water&rsquo;s edge, which
- he was told were used for curing, pickling and otherwise preserving fish.
- &ldquo;We make our own glass for the gardens and forcing houses, &lsquo;and for all
- the dwellings on the estate,&rdquo; Emanuel had told him, &ldquo;and for another use
- as well.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The statement had not aroused his curiosity at the moment, but a little
- later, when he confronted the embodiment of its meaning, he murmured aloud
- in his astonishment. He found himself walking in a spacious corridor,
- beneath a roof of semi-opaque, greenish glass, and between walls that
- seemed of solid crystal, stretching onward as far as the eye could reach.
- A bar of sunlight, striking through aslant from somewhere outside, painted
- a central glowing prismatic patch of color, which reflected itself in
- countless wavering gleams of orange and purple all about him. A curious
- moving glitter, as of fountains noiselessly at play, traversed the upper
- surface of these glass walls, and flashed confusion at his first scrutiny.
- Then he gave a schoolboy&rsquo;s shout of joy and rushed forward to the nearest
- side. He was in a giant aquarium&mdash;and these were actual fishes of the
- sea swimming placidly before him! Even as he stared in bewildered
- pleasure, with his nose flattened against the glass, there lounged toward
- him, across the domed back of a king-crab, the biggest conger he had ever
- imagined to himself. He put up a hand instinctively to ward off the
- advance of the impassive eel&mdash;then laughed aloud for glee.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, this is worth all the rest!&rdquo; he cried to Emanuel.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, good idea, isn&rsquo;t it?&rdquo; said the other. &ldquo;It was my wife who suggested
- it. We had started making our own glass&mdash;and really this was a most
- intelligent way of using it. In time I think it will be of great value,
- too. We have some clever men down here, from time to time, to study the
- specimens. I&rsquo;m sorry no one is here for the moment. I thought at first of
- building a residence for them, and putting it all at their disposal in a
- regular way as a kind of marine observatory, like that at Naples. But
- after all, it would hardly be fair to the system. My first duty is to my
- own people, and we&rsquo;ve got some young men of our own who are making good
- use of it. There are a hundred or more of these tanks, and we are fitting
- up electrical machinery to get automatic control of the water supply, and
- to regulate the temperature more exactly. But beyond the spectacle of the
- fishes themselves&mdash;our people make holiday excursions here every
- fortnight or so&mdash;and certain things we learn about food and
- fecundation and so on, I don&rsquo;t know that there&rsquo;s much to be said for the
- practical utility of this department. Further on you will see the oyster
- and mussel beds, and the lobsters and crabs. I attach much more importance
- to the experiments we are making out there. There seems almost no limit to
- what can be done in those fields, now that we have learned how to go to
- work. It is as simple a matter to rear lobsters as it is to rear
- chickens.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But it is all wonderful!&rdquo; cried Christian, once more. &ldquo;But tell me&mdash;this
- costs a great sum of money. I am afraid to think how much. Is it your hope&mdash;shall
- you ever get a profit from it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel smiled. &ldquo;There is no question of profits,&rdquo; he explained, gently.
- &ldquo;The System as a whole supports itself&mdash;or rather is entirely capable
- of doing so. The capital that I have spent in putting the System upon its
- feet, so to speak, I count as nothing. It belonged to the people who had
- been with us all these centuries and I have merely restored it to them. In
- the eyes of the law it is all mine, and from that point of view I am a
- much richer man than I was before the System began. But in practice it
- belongs to all my people. I take enough to live as befits my station; each
- of the others has enough to maintain him in <i>his</i> station,
- comfortably and honorably. Whatever the surplus may be, that is devoted to
- the objects which we all have in common. You see it is simplicity itself.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But that is like my brother Salvator&rsquo;s doctrine,&rdquo; said Christian. &ldquo;It is
- socialism, is it not?&rdquo; Emanuel&rsquo;s fine brows drew together in an impatient
- frown. &ldquo;Please do not use that word,&rdquo; he said, with a shade of annoyance
- in his tone. &ldquo;The very sound of it affronts my ears. Nothing vexes me more
- than to have my work unthinkingly coupled with that monstrous imposture.
- If you will think of it, I am more opposed to what is called socialism
- than anybody else on earth. I have elaborated the one satisfactory system,
- on lines absolutely opposed to it. I furnish the best weapon for fighting
- and slaying that pernicious delusion that the whole world offers. So you
- see, I have a right to protest when people confuse me with my bitterest
- antagonist.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Pardon!&rdquo; said Christian, with humility. &ldquo;I am so badly informed upon all
- these matters!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, well, you will understand them perfectly, all in good time,&rdquo; his
- cousin reassured him in a kindly way.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian drew a furtive sigh as they moved along. To his fancy the large
- fishes in the tanks regarded him with a sympathetic eye.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
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- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XII
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span>t has done Emanuel
- a world of good to have you here,&rdquo; said Kathleen, on the morning of
- Christian&rsquo;s leave-taking. &ldquo;Of course it has been a delight to us both&mdash;but
- he has had a personal benefit from it, too. He works too hard. He carries
- such a burden of details about in his mind&mdash;by day and by night, for
- he sleeps badly and is forever dreaming of his work&mdash;that
- companionship with some new and attractive mind is of the greatest rest
- and help to him. And he is very fond of you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian nodded gratified acknowledgment of the words and their spirit,
- with a glow in his dark eyes. In little more than an hour he would be on
- his way to London&mdash;that mighty, almost fabulous goal of his lifelong
- dreams. He was already dressed for the journey, in a traveling-suit of
- rough, fawn-colored cloth, and as he sat at ease in the breakfast-room
- with his cousin&rsquo;s wife, his glance wandered very often from her face to a
- pleased contemplation of these garments. They were what he individually
- liked best in the wonderful collection of clothes for which a fashionable
- tailor had come from London to measure him, and which were this moment
- being packed by the man up-stairs in bags and portmanteaus equally new.
- The tweeds enabled him to feel more like an Englishman than he had
- succeeded in doing before.
- </p>
- <p>
- He smiled diffidently at her. &ldquo;I am so excited about going,&rdquo; he said, his
- voice wavering between exuberance and appeal&mdash;&ldquo;and yet I ought to be
- thinking of nothing but my sorrow in leaving you dear people. But that
- will come to me soon enough&mdash;in a storm of homesickness&mdash;when
- once I find myself really alone.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I&rsquo;ll not deny we expect a <i>little</i> homesickness,&rdquo; she replied to
- him, cheerfully&mdash;&ldquo;but it must not be enough to at all take the edge
- off your spirits. Oh, you&rsquo;ll be vastly entertained and interested by all
- you see and hear. Young Lord Lingfield&mdash;you&rsquo;ll be seeing him to-night
- at dinner&mdash;he will be greatly pleased to take you about, and properly
- introduce you; He will do it better than any other we can think of. He is
- not by any means an intellectual gladiator, but he is good-looking and
- amiable and he goes everywhere.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He is my relation, too, I think Emanuel said?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Let&rsquo;s work it out&mdash;his grandfather&rsquo;s sister was your grandmother.
- Yes, that is it. She was the Lady Clarissa Poynes, the sister of the old
- earl of Chobham, who used to wear the blue coat and brass buttons to the
- end of his days. So she would be the aunt of the present earl, and the
- grand-aunt of young Lingfield. You stand in exactly the same relationship
- to Lord Lingfield that you would to a son of Emanuel&rsquo;s&mdash;if he had
- one, poor man!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian had long since become sensible of the pathos which colored these
- references to the childlessness of the house. A tender instinct impelled
- him to hasten a diversion.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And how strange it is!&rdquo; he cried. &ldquo;They are as close to me, these people,
- in blood as Emanuel is&mdash;and yet I care nothing for them whatever. I
- shall meet them, and know them, and not feel that I am bound to them at
- all&mdash;whereas Emanuel is like a brother to me, whom I have been with
- and loved all my life. And you,&rdquo; he added, with a smile in his eyes&mdash;&ldquo;you
- are more than any sister to me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, then, let me talk to you like a sister,&rdquo; she rejoined.
- </p>
- <p>
- He thought he had not seen her before in precisely the mood which was
- discernible in her face and tone this morning. Outwardly she was as gay
- and light-hearted as ever, and certainly she had not seemed on any
- previous day to come so near being beautiful as well. The sense of sheer
- pleasure in being where she was, in listening to her and looking&rsquo; at her,
- and holding her affectionately bright attention for his own thoughts, was
- peculiarly strong in him to-day. But there was also the consciousness of a
- new gravity in her attitude toward him&mdash;a kind of yearning
- apprehension of dangers threatening him. He saw again in her eyes when she
- looked at him that likeness to his mother&rsquo;s glance&mdash;a wistfully sad
- glance as he most often recalled it. And yet Kathleen smiled merrily with
- it all, when occasion required.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are entering upon the great experience now,&rdquo; she said to him: &ldquo;I
- think it was very wise of Emanuel to show you first what we may call his
- ideal state of society. By all the rules, it ought to help you to
- understand in the right way what you will see of the society which&mdash;well,
- which isn&rsquo;t in an ideal state. But there are certain things which get to
- be understood, not so much by brains, as by years. That is to say, the
- very cleverest youth may not be able to see, in this one respect, what is
- plain enough to most dull persons at forty. Emanuel tells me that he has
- talked with you about women in general.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He does not like them very much,&rdquo; said Christian, laughingly.
- </p>
- <p>
- She twisted the corners of her mouth in a droll little grimace, which
- seemed to express approval of his mirth, and something more besides.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He takes them with tremendous seriousness,&rdquo; she answered. &ldquo;That is his
- way with everything. He makes all sorts of classifications&mdash;the
- bigger they are and the more complicated the better he likes them&mdash;and
- then he treats each one as a problem, and he worries at it with all his
- energy until he works out a satisfactory solution. It is only in that
- sense that he has a grievance against women. He has proceeded upon the
- theory that the sex is a unit, for philosophical purposes at least, and
- that he ought to be able to get at the rules which govern its actions. But
- we continue to baffle him,&rdquo; she added, again with the playful curl of the
- lips.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, you&mdash;you are not in the problem,&rdquo; protested Christian. &ldquo;For you
- and his mother he has only the veneration one gives to one&rsquo;s favorite
- saints.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;His mother was a great woman,&rdquo; said Kathleen, serious once more. &ldquo;I never
- saw her, but she is my patron saint, as you put it, quite as much as his.
- I never permit myself to doubt that we should have loved each other deeply&mdash;and
- it is the sweetest thing any one can think of me, or say to me&mdash;to
- link us together. But even the saints have their specialties&mdash;and
- that implies limitations. I have a notion that Emanuel&rsquo;s mother did not
- know many women, and so fell into a way of generalizing about them.
- Emanuel has that same tendency. I, who work among them daily, and make it
- my business to be teacher and mistress and mother and sister to some five
- hundred of them, young and old, foolish and wise&mdash;I come to believe
- that these generalizations are entirely mistaken. If a woman is brought up
- like a man, and circumstanced precisely like a man, and knows nothing of
- any conventions save those which control a man&mdash;why, then you can&rsquo;t
- tell the difference between her opinions and actions and those of her
- brother. But you never get the chance to view a woman under those
- conditions.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But here we shall see them!&rdquo; cried Christian, with premature enthusiasm.
- &ldquo;You will change all that!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, no, I shan&rsquo;t,&rdquo; she answered abruptly. &ldquo;It is not being tried&mdash;it
- is not desirable. What I am doing proceeds quite on orthodox lines. We
- make a point of developing them in the way of usefulness&mdash;material
- usefulness, I mean. We teach them the useful accomplishments&mdash;spinning,
- weaving, sewing, dairy and poultry work, and above all things good
- cooking.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That I can well believe,&rdquo; he declared. &ldquo;I have never eaten so many good
- dishes in my life as here.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, I <i>have</i> a talent in that direction,&rdquo; she assented. &ldquo;And I am
- prouder of it because it represents a triumph over my ancestral
- prejudices. You will get nothing good to eat in Ireland. The Irish have
- never respected food as a proper subject for serious human thought. It is
- the rarest thing to hear them mention it. There may be some fine spiritual
- quality in that&mdash;but at all events we cook well here, and I have
- worked a complete revolution in that respect on the estate. There are
- certainly no such cooks and housekeepers anywhere else in England as my
- women. But you see what I mean. There is no effort to take women away from
- the work they have always been doing, but only to make them do it better.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But that in itself is very much,&rdquo; urged Christian. Somehow he had the
- feeling that he was defending the System against a critic.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Undoubtedly,&rdquo; she admitted. &ldquo;And of course we do something more than
- that. In a good many cases, when it was not inconvenient, I have put young
- girls of aptitude forward to learn designing and other arts. Some of them
- have made me some very tolerable tapestry, and a few of them are as
- intelligent and valuable in the greenhouses as our best men. In the matter
- of music they really beat them. Emanuel insists on a choir of glee singers
- in each village&mdash;and at Christmas time we have a competition of
- &lsquo;waits&rsquo; which will be worth your while coming to hear. For my part, I have
- a string orchestra of girls that I should not be ashamed to have play in
- London.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The word seemed to bring them back, &ldquo;You were going to speak to me,&rdquo;
- Christian ventured, &ldquo;about London. One thing&mdash;I shall see you there
- often, shall I not?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She slowly shook her head. &ldquo;No, we have outgrown London, I&rsquo;m afraid. It
- can be proved, I believe, that it is the biggest town in the world&mdash;but
- to us it is too small for comfort. It is now more than a year since we
- have been up at all. Why should we go? We have the National Gallery by
- heart, and the year&rsquo;s pictures are rather distressing than otherwise. The
- theaters are intellectually beneath notice. There is the opera of course,
- and the concerts, but the people annoy us by talking loudly, and besides,
- we have our own music, and occasionally we bring down a Paderewski or a
- Sarasate for our people to hear. At the houses where we would naturally
- go, the women talk about matters of which I know absolutely nothing, and
- Emanuel either quarrels with the men about what they call their politics,
- or chokes silently with rage and disgust. And then the spectacle of the
- people in the streets&mdash;the poor of London!&mdash;that fairly sickens
- our hearts. We have no joy of going at all. Occasionally we have guests
- down here, but it is not a very happy time they have of it. Everything is
- so strange to them that they are confused, and walk about with constraint,
- as if they were being shown around an asylum. So it happens that I see
- very few women of my own class&mdash;and really know less about them than
- most people. And yet,&rdquo; she added, with a twinkle in her eye, &ldquo;so naturally
- audacious a race are the Irish&mdash;it is precisely about ladies in
- London society that I am going to read you a lecture.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian drew up his feet, and assumed an air of delighted anticipation.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;First of all, you are six and twenty, and you will be thinking of
- marrying. What is more, you are what is called a great match, and for
- every thought that you give to the subject of a wife, others will give ten
- thousand to the subject of you as a possible husband.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The young man looked into her kindly eyes with a sustained glance of
- awakening thought. This dazzling and princely position which she had thus
- outlined&mdash;sure enough, it was his! How extraordinary that this had
- not suggested itself to him before! Or had the perception of it not really
- lain dormant in his consciousness all the while? This question propounded
- itself to a mind which was engrossed in something else&mdash;for of a
- sudden there rose upon the blank background of his thoughts the luminous
- face of a lady, beautiful, distinguished, exquisitely sensitized, and as
- by the trick of a dream she first wore a large garden hat, and then was
- bare-headed, her fair hair gathered loosely back into a careless knot. The
- mental picture expanded, to show the full length of her queenly figure as
- she descended a broad staircase, with one lovely hand like a lily against
- the oak of the rail. Then it contracted, and underwent a strange
- metamorphosis, for it was another face which he saw, a pale, earnest,
- clever face, and instead of the great stairway, there was the laced
- tawdriness of a French railway compartment.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then, with a start, and a backward movement of the head, he was free of
- dreamland, and blushingly conscious of having stared his cousin out of
- countenance. He laughed with awkward embarrassment. &ldquo;I&mdash;I suppose it
- is true&mdash;what you say,&rdquo; he remarked, stumblingly.
- </p>
- <p>
- She had perhaps some clew to the character of his reverie. She smiled in a
- gently quizzical way, but went on soberly enough. &ldquo;The thing of all
- things,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;is to be clearly and profoundly convinced in your own
- mind that your marriage will be the most important event of your life&mdash;that
- it will indeed affect, for good or for bad, every conceivable element of
- your life. You have the kind of temperament which would be peculiarly
- susceptible to such intimate influences. There are great numbers of men&mdash;the
- vast majority&mdash;to whom it does not matter so much. They accommodate
- themselves to their burdens, and shuffle along somehow, with the patience
- of a cart-horse. But you&mdash;the wrong wife would wreck you and kill
- you. I am speaking frankly, laddie,&rdquo;&mdash;she gave the novel word an
- intonation which made it music in his ears&mdash;&ldquo;because you have no
- mother, and because you are going into a very trying and delicate
- situation with what I feel to be a pathetic lack of preparation.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian drew his chair nearer to her, and crossed his knees, and leaned
- back in an attitude of intimate ease. The conversation appealed powerfully
- to him as having more of the atmosphere of domesticity and sweet home
- influences in it than any he had ever heard.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I know almost nothing at all of women,&rdquo; he said, quite simply. &ldquo;The
- mothers of my pupils I saw sometimes and occasionally a sister, but they
- were not in any sense my friends. As to marriage&mdash;of course that has
- never been in my head. Until only the other day, the idea of a wife would
- have been absurd. But now&mdash;as you say&mdash;it is not any longer
- absurd.&rdquo; He paused and gazed absently past her, as if in pursuit of the
- thoughts his own words had set in motion. &ldquo;I wonder&mdash;I wonder&rdquo;&mdash;he
- murmured, and then turned his bright eyes to her, full of wistful
- expectancy. &ldquo;Have you, par exemple, some one in your mind for me?&rdquo; he
- asked.
- </p>
- <p>
- She laughed and shook her head. The implication in his tone, of entire
- readiness to accept the bride of her selection, had its amusing and its
- flattering sides; upon a second glance, however, it contained something
- else not so much to her liking. She frowned a little at this something.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, you must not approach the subject in that spirit,&rdquo; she adjured him.
- &ldquo;It is the one affair of all others on earth in which you must be guided
- absolutely by your own heart and your own mind. We speak of the heart and
- mind as distinct from each other; I don&rsquo;t know that they are not one and
- the same. Perhaps I would put it this way&mdash;when your heart <i>and</i>
- your mind are completely agreed, when your personal liking and your
- deliberate judgment pull together in exactly the same direction&mdash;so
- that it seems to you that they <i>are</i> one and the same thing&mdash;then&mdash;then&mdash;&mdash;-&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Then what?&rdquo; demanded Christian, bending forward.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I am not fortunate in expressing myself to-day,&rdquo; Kathleen declared,
- with a gesture of playful impatience. &ldquo;But in general, this is what I
- wanted to say: Do not be betrayed into haste in this matter of deciding
- about a girl. You will see a large number of extremely attractive young
- ladies. They will certainly not be looking or behaving their worst for
- your benefit, and you on your side will be lacking the experience to tell
- precisely what it is all worth. So walk quietly along, with your wits
- about you, and see what there is to be seen for a time, and commit
- yourself to nothing. A year hence, for example, you will look back upon
- your present condition of mind with surprise. You will not seem to
- yourself at all the same person. I can&rsquo;t promise that you&rsquo;ll be happier,&rdquo;
- she added, with a little smiling sigh, &ldquo;but you will know a great deal
- more about what you want&mdash;or rather about making sure that you are
- getting what you want.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I know what I shall do,&rdquo; he declared, after a moment&rsquo;s reflection. &ldquo;I
- shall come always to you, and beg your wise and good advice. You will tell
- me if I am making a bad choice.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You talk as if you were entering upon a lifelong series of experiments,&rdquo;
- she laughed at him. &ldquo;No, I&rsquo;ll undertake no such responsibility as that,
- young man.&rdquo; She explained, more gravely: &ldquo;It is never quite possible for a
- friend, no matter how wise and fond the friend may be, to advise upon this
- matter. To give information upon the subject, that is another affair. But
- specific advice, no. But let me finish what I had in mind to say. You have
- seen here, during this past fortnight, what great hopes are built upon
- your administration of your affairs when you come into the title. No,
- don&rsquo;t speak yet. You must not pledge yourself at all to the System. It
- would be unfair to let you do it. But at all events you have seen it, and
- you will think it all over, and, whether you take it up altogether or not,
- I know it will have its effect on you. You will set an ideal of usefulness
- and duty before you, and you will have your heart fixed on realizing it.
- Well, then, I counsel you above all things to keep that idea in mind
- whenever you think of marriage. A man has a good many sides to his life,
- but the side which is most vital to him is that of the work he wants to do
- in the world. If the wife fits perfectly on that side, the discrepancies
- elsewhere are of small account by comparison. They smooth away, they
- adjust themselves. But the misfit on the side of the man&rsquo;s ambitions&mdash;that
- never effaces itself. And so, just in proportion as the work you want to
- do becomes clear in your mind, you ought to define to yourself the type of
- woman who will be most sympathetic toward that work, and who will best
- help you in it&mdash;or rather, who will help you in it in the way you
- like best. I don&rsquo;t say you will find the perfect type of that woman&mdash;but
- you should have the type before you, and be able to measure people by its
- standards. But I have harangued you long enough! There is something in the
- atmosphere here: we all deliver lectures to each other at the most
- unscrupulous length. Poor boy! We&rsquo;ve done nothing but make speeches to you
- since you showed in sight.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian deprecated her suggestion with persuasive hands. &ldquo;I have learned
- here, I think, all that I know,&rdquo; he protested. He did not, however, insist
- upon further generalizations. &ldquo;One thing you said,&rdquo; he remarked,
- thoughtfully, &ldquo;puts a question into my head. You said it was better to
- give information than advice. Now there is so much that I am in ignorance
- about. Perhaps I do wrong to ask you&mdash;but I am curious to know more
- about the people of the family&mdash;our own family. There are no ladies
- of my own blood? I mean, all I have seen or heard of come to us by
- marriage, like yourself.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You hit upon the weakest and unhappiest point,&rdquo; she replied. &ldquo;There has
- not been a daughter born in the Torr family for over a hundred years. I
- have always insisted that this has operated like a curse on the family.
- The beautiful humanizing charm of little girls about the house&mdash;this
- they have never felt. The mothers have had no daughters to lean upon, the
- men have never known what a sister was like. That one fact, it seems to
- me, is enough to account for everything that is hard and rough and cruel
- in their story.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian bowed his head in silent token of comprehension.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am always more grieved than angry, when I&rsquo;m thinking of the black sheep
- in the family fold,&rdquo; she went on. &ldquo;They had never a chance. It was like a
- tradition in the family that the father should be a brute and the mother a
- fool. A daughter here and there might have softened the combination&mdash;but
- with little boys alone face to face with it&mdash;what could they do? They
- grew up in the stables and the kennels. Think of those two young men whom
- you met at Caermere, for example. Lord Julius told me of their scene with
- you, and I&rsquo;m far from blaming you&mdash;but think of their bringing up!
- Their father, Lord Edward, I remember very well. I saw him when I was a
- girl, at the Punchestown races, and my brother told me his name. Even
- without it, I should have remembered his face as the coarsest and meanest
- I ever saw. He married a woman out of some vile gambling set that he was
- in as a young man. She is still alive somewhere, and has an allowance from
- Lord Julius for suppressing herself, and not using the family name. Well,
- when I think of the blood in those two boys, and of the horrors of their
- childhood till they were taken away from their mother, and sent into the
- country to school&mdash;upon my soul I can only wonder that they come so
- near decency as they do. Your encounter with them happened to strike out
- sparks, but you must remember what a blow it represented to them.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The young man gave a somewhat perfunctory nod. His sympathies were somehow
- obdurate upon this particular point.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, and that reminds me,&rdquo; she went on. &ldquo;I said that the family was
- daughterless&mdash;but Eddy has a little girl. It is very quaint to think
- what she will grow up like, under the maternal wing of Cora Bayard. Yet I
- am told there are worse mothers than Cora. I&rsquo;ve never seen her, myself.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I saw her at Caermere,&rdquo; Christian remarked. &ldquo;She seemed very frightened
- and sad&mdash;and since it was because of me, I did not look much at her.
- I remember only the effect of a likeness to Pierrot&mdash;the red lips on
- the white face. But&rdquo;&mdash;he drew his chair still nearer, and betrayed by
- manner and tone alike his approach to a subject of more than casual
- interest&mdash;&ldquo;the other lady whom I saw there&mdash;Lady Cressage&mdash;I
- had much conversation with her. I feel that she and I are friends. I liked
- her very much indeed&mdash;but I have no information about her whatever.
- If I am permitted to confess it&mdash;I tried to talk about her with Lord
- Julius and with Emanuel, but they at once spoke of other things. You see
- how frankly I am telling you everything; that is because you make me feel
- so wonderfully at home. But perhaps you do not like to talk about her,
- either.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She smiled pleasantly enough in comment upon his faltering conclusion.
- &ldquo;Oh, I think you exaggerate the conspiracy of silence,&rdquo; she answered.
- &ldquo;Neither Lord Julius nor Emanuel has anything hostile to say about Edith
- Cressage, but she doesn&rsquo;t quite appeal to their imagination, and so they
- find nothing of any sort to say. But it is only fair to remember that they
- are both men with peculiar and exacting standards for women. They would be
- equally silent about a hundred other ladies of unblemished character, and
- of beauty and wit untold. It is nothing at all against her that she hasn&rsquo;t
- excited their enthusiasm. I do not know her at all well, but I think she
- is very nice. Now&mdash;is that what you wanted me to say?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The mild note of banter which informed her words put Christian if possible
- even more at his ease. He stood up, with his hands in the sleek pockets of
- his new coat, and bent down upon her a joyous smile.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, ever so much more!&rdquo; he insisted, gaily. &ldquo;She is very beautiful; she
- has the air and the distinction of a grande dame; she speaks like a flute,
- and what she says is clever and apropos; she is unhappy, and yet with no
- bitterness toward any one; she seemed to like me very much, and, mind you,
- she was the first fine lady whom I had ever met. Enfin, she is my cousin,
- and the fact impresses me. What is more natural than that I should be
- eager to know all about her?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Kathleen did not respond readily to his mood. She knitted her brows
- slightly once more, and looked away from him toward the window. &ldquo;It is
- rather hard for me to explain,&rdquo; she began at last, doubtfully. &ldquo;From a
- good many points of view&mdash;her own included&mdash;I dare say we do her
- an injustice. Don&rsquo;t misunderstand me; we are all sorry for her&mdash;and I
- for one have my moments of doubt whether we oughtn&rsquo;t to be something more
- than sorry.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, that is the phrase,&rdquo; put in Christian, strenuously. &ldquo;I think that I
- myself am something more than sorry for her.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She looked up at him, at first with a shadow of apprehension in her eyes.
- Then she estimated aright his enthusiasm with a gentle smile. &ldquo;I will
- explain as well as I can,&rdquo; she said, softly. &ldquo;As you say, you are entitled
- to be told. The feeling, then, is&mdash;I am speaking of Lord Julius and
- Emanuel, and more or less of myself too&mdash;the feeling is that she
- ought not to have made the marriage she did. Everybody knew that the young
- man she married was a worthless creature&mdash;a violent, ignorant,
- low-minded fellow. You could not see him, much less talk with him, without
- recognizing this. One knows perfectly well that she must have hated the
- very thought of him as a lover or a companion. But he is the heir to a
- dukedom, and so she marries him. You see what I mean; it seemed an
- unpleasant thing to us.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian considered with a puzzled air the situation thus defined. &ldquo;But,&rdquo;
- he commented, with hesitation, &ldquo;it is the metier of a young woman to get a
- husband, and to get the best one for herself that she can. If she is so
- beautiful that a man wishes to make her a duchess, why, that is her
- triumph. Would you have her forego it? And if she says &lsquo;no&rsquo;, why, then the
- next one he asks says &lsquo;yes&rsquo;&mdash;and it is merely that the first one has
- waived her place in the queue for another. The queue remains the same. And
- if this were not so, why, then, young men who are not very good, they
- would get no wives at all. But,&rdquo; he added, in extenuation of his dissent,
- &ldquo;all these matters are so differently regarded, you know, in France.&rdquo; She
- did not look altogether pleased with him. &ldquo;I thought you would have caught
- my meaning more readily,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;despite your Continental point of
- view. For that matter, it is the common English point of view also. There
- is a matrimonial market, of course, and girls offer themselves in it to
- the highest bidder, and nothing that we can do will change it. But at
- least we are free to think what we like of the wretched business&mdash;and
- to hold our own opinions of the people who traffic in it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Kathleen had stated her position with a certain argumentative warmth,
- which gave her tone a novel effect of reproof. The sight now of the young
- man&rsquo;s saddened and surprised expression sent her mood up with a rebound.
- She put a hand on his arm, as he stood before her, and reassured him by a
- kindly laugh. &ldquo;Ah, now,&rdquo; she said, with genial pleading in her soft voice,
- &ldquo;don&rsquo;t be making a mountain of my molehill. I only wanted you to
- understand how we felt. And as I have told you, we have our reservations
- about even that feeling. The poor girl did only what she was expected to
- do&mdash;what her mother and her family and all the friends that
- surrounded her took it quite as a matter of course that she should do.
- Probably she never once encountered the opinion that she should do
- otherwise. No doubt that is to be said for her. In fact, I should never
- have dreamed of blaming her to you, if you had not pressed me. And after
- it&rsquo;s all said and done, you may take it from me that perhaps I don&rsquo;t blame
- her so very much. She was poor, and not over comfortable at home, I think,
- and she was very young, and people ran after her to an extraordinary
- extent&mdash;and to be the beauty of the season in London is enough to
- turn any one&rsquo;s head. Poor creature&mdash;it&rsquo;s bitterly enough she&rsquo;s paid
- for her whistle!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He smiled down into her eyes. &ldquo;That is how I knew you would end by
- speaking of her,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;It is in that same way that she moves me&mdash;by
- my compassion. And this is my fancy&rdquo;&mdash;he began, in a more vivacious
- tone&mdash;&ldquo;I should like to tell it to you&mdash;it seems that I am to
- have the power to do so many such wonderful things&mdash;well, then,
- nothing would delight me more than to be very good to her. It is my <i>fantaisie</i>&mdash;and
- there is no harm in it, <i>is</i> there?&mdash;to atone to her for some of
- the unhappiness she has suffered. I have thought about it much since I
- left Caermere. It seems that it would be a good thing for me to do&mdash;like
- an act of piety. You must remember&mdash;she was the first lady who spoke
- kindly to me in England. And I think you will be pleased with me for being
- grateful. But, of course, if Emanuel tells me &lsquo;no&rsquo;&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, no one will tell you &lsquo;no,&rsquo;&rdquo; she assured him, rising as she spoke, and
- looking into his face with beaming eyes. &ldquo;It is the kind of spirit we like
- in you. Never imagine that we will be obstacles in its way. Only be on
- your guard against the soft heart running away with you. The world is full
- of clever and adroit people who practice upon innocent generosity. It is
- not so much the worth of what they wheedle from you, as the shock of your
- discovery of their tricks. That hurts a young nature, and very often
- callouses and hardens it. But here I am, lecturing you again!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian had not, in truth, been following her remarks with complete
- attention. Something had come up in his mind, which by the time she
- stopped he seemed to have turned over and over, and examined from many
- standpoints, and finally decided to speak about.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I was not wholly exact,&rdquo; he began, with constraint, &ldquo;when I said that
- Lady Cressage was the first lady who spoke kindly to me in England. I
- mentioned it to Lord Julius&mdash;there was a very charming and good young
- lady who traveled with me from Rouen, and crossed on the boat&mdash;and it
- is a very curious thing, but when we became acquainted, and I hinted to
- her about my story, she knew who I was. Indeed, it was she who told me who
- I was. I had the whole wonderful tale from her&mdash;and the kindness and
- sweet sympathy with which she told it to me, a little at a time&mdash;ah,
- that is what I will never forget! I am bound to remember her with
- gratitude all my life. And that is another <i>fantaisie</i> of mine&mdash;that
- I shall do something good for her. Oh, she has no selfish thoughts! She
- would not even tell me her name!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Kathleen&rsquo;s comment was prefaced by a mirthful chuckle. &ldquo;I can&rsquo;t deny that
- gratitude is a very active and resourceful element in your composition,&rdquo;
- she declared, and laughed again. &ldquo;Oh, we&rsquo;ll advertise for her. How would
- this do: &lsquo;The young lady who meets returning lost heirs to the British
- nobility at Rouen, and lets them down easily&rsquo;? Or we might&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah,&rdquo; Christian interrupted, pleadingly, &ldquo;I am really very sincere about
- her. You cannot imagine anything finer or more delicate than her
- character. And besides,&rdquo;&mdash;he added this with visible reluctance&mdash;&ldquo;I
- have learned since who she is. Lady Cressage told me. She is the sister of
- the lady you call Cora&mdash;the wife of that young man Edward&mdash;but
- she is not an actress! It is not in the least her <i>type!</i> She earns
- her own living&mdash;she has some work to do&mdash;I think it is with a
- writing-machine&mdash;that is, a type-writer, n&rsquo;est-ce pas?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Mrs. Emanuel did not immediately reply, but moved to the window, looked
- out and then walked slowly back to where he stood. &ldquo;I am not going to
- suggest an unkind thought about this girl,&rdquo; she said, deliberately. &ldquo;I
- would not want you to think differently of her, or of the grateful impulse
- you have toward her. Indeed, I have heard something of her&mdash;and it is
- much to her credit. But&mdash;this sounds a mean thing to say, and yet it
- has its important true side&mdash;people should stick to their class. Bear
- that always in mind. There seem to be brilliant exceptions to the rule,
- whenever we look about us&mdash;but just the same, the rule exists. But&mdash;now
- I <i>will</i> stop, once for all!&rdquo; She mused at him, with a twinkling eye.
- &ldquo;You poor lad, there&rsquo;s something about you that draws down lectures as a
- lightning-rod draws electricity. And here&rsquo;s the trap!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- When Emanuel returned from London a few days later, to report that his
- young cousin had been comfortably installed in chambers on Duke Street,
- St. James&rsquo;s, and seemed to get on capitally with Lord Lingfield, who was
- showing him the ropes, Kathleen received the news with less than her
- accustomed cheerfulness.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I haven&rsquo;t been quite happy, thinking of him alone in London,&rdquo; she
- admitted, in the course of their conversation. &ldquo;I feel, somehow, as if we
- should have gone up, and taken a house for the winter.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, but, sweetheart,&rdquo; he urged, almost reproachfully, &ldquo;you see how I am
- up to my eyes in all sorts of work. This is really about the most trying
- and ticklish stage we have gone through yet. If the fibrous silk processes
- are what is claimed for them, and your girls display the aptitude that you
- count upon&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- But Kathleen for once seemed not to listen. She had turned, and moved a
- few steps listlessly away. She took a flower from a vase, picked it to
- pieces and gazed in a brown study at the meaningless fragments.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, I know,&rdquo; she remarked at last, with a half sigh. Then she threw the
- petals into the grate, and, with a decisive little shake of head and
- shoulders, wheeled round, and came smilingly to her husband.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And whom did you see in town?&rdquo; she asked.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
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- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- PART III
- </h2>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0013" id="link2HCH0013"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XIII
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>oward the end of
- April, there came an afternoon on which Christian seemed to himself to
- wake up of a sudden as from a harassed sleep.
- </p>
- <p>
- He had been in England for over six months, when all at once he became
- conscious of this queer sensation: the experiences of his half year put
- themselves together before his mental eye in the aspect of a finished
- volume&mdash;of something definitely over and done with.
- </p>
- <p>
- There was warm spring in the London air, and at first the vague feeling of
- unrest impressed him as a part of the general vernal effect. The device of
- taking a stroll through the parks, to note the early flowers and the
- wonderful infancy of leafage among the trees, seemed at the outset to fit
- this new mood that was upon him. Then abruptly he wearied of nature and
- turned his back upon it, driving in a hansom to his club. Here there was
- no one whom he knew, or at least cared to speak with. He sat for a time in
- the billiard-room, watching with profound inattention the progress of a
- game he knew nothing about. From this he wandered into the library, where
- some fierce-faced old gentlemen slept peacefully in armchairs about the
- alcoves. The sound of their breathing vexed him; he pretended to himself
- that otherwise he would have found solace in a book. The whim seized him
- to go home to his chambers, and have tea there comfortably in gown and
- slippers, and finish a novel Lady Milly Poynes had induced him to begin
- weeks before.
- </p>
- <p>
- Once in his own easy-chair, the romance lying opened beside him, he put
- back his head, stretched his feet and yawned. He left untasted the tea
- which Falkner brought in; with fingers interlaced behind his neck he
- stared up at the blue of the sky through his window in formless
- rumination.
- </p>
- <p>
- His earlier glimpses of London were dim enough memories now. The town had
- been described by his cousin Lingfield as empty when he arrived, and after
- a few days of desultory sight-seeing, he had been carried off to the earl
- of Chobham&rsquo;s place in Derbyshire. Here, among people who behaved like
- kindly kinsmen to the young new-comer, yet failed to arouse much interest
- in his mind, he learned to shoot well enough to escape open protests by
- the autocratic head gamekeeper, and to keep his seat in the saddle after a
- fashion of his own. These acquirements stood him in good stead at the four
- or five other country houses to which the amiable Lingfield in due course
- led him. Without them, meager as they were, he would have been in a sorry
- plight indeed. They provided him with a certain semblance of justification
- for his presence among people who seemed incapable of amusing themselves
- or their guests in any other way. There were always ladies, it was true,
- and it was generally manifest to him that he might spend his time with
- them if he chose, but after a few tentative experiments he fell back upon
- the conviction that he did not know how to talk to English ladies. He
- drifted somehow through these months of hospitable entertainment, feeling
- that he had never known before what loneliness could mean.
- </p>
- <p>
- When, at Christmas, he went to spend another fortnight with Emanuel, he
- had it in his heart to confess to disappointment, and even depression. He
- had not thus far fitted at all into the place which had been prepared for
- him, and he looked forward, with wistful eagerness, as he journeyed
- westward, to the balm of sympathy and tender comprehension with which
- Kathleen and Emanuel, dear people that they were, would soothe and heal
- his wounded self-consciousness. Somehow, the opportunity of unburdening
- his troubled mind, however, did not come to him. There were other guests,
- including Lord Julius, and such exceptional attention was devoted on the
- estates to elaborating the holiday festivities of the various villages,
- that no individual could hope to secure consideration for his own private
- emotions. It was sometimes suspected that Emanuel made so much of
- Christmas in his System, unconsciously no doubt, because the Jewish side
- of him felt the need of ostentation in its disavowal of theological
- prejudices. For whatever reason, the festival was observed here in a
- remarkable spirit. The little churches were embowered in holly and
- mistletoe, and were the scenes of numerous ornate services. There were
- processions, merry-makings, midnight visitations of the &ldquo;waits,&rdquo; concerts
- and dances throughout the week, and only the strictly necessary work of
- the community was performed meanwhile. On New Year&rsquo;s Day the rejoicings
- culminated in a children&rsquo;s carnival from one end of the property to the
- other, with big trees laden with lights and gifts in the German fashion,
- and exhibitions of the magic lantern, and other juvenile delights. The
- fortnight passed, and Christian returned to London, as has been said,
- without having anything like the intimate talk he had expected. Both
- Kathleen and Emanuel had seemed pleased with him; they had noted with
- approving comment his progress in the use of idiomatic English, and his
- rapid assimilation of the manners and bearing of those about him; they had
- heard none but welcome reports of him from outside, and made clear to him
- their gratification at the fact. Their smile for him was as affectionate,
- their display of pleasure in his presence as marked, as ever, but he had
- the sense, none the less, of something altered. Lord Julius bore him
- company on his journey to London, and after a brief halt, took him away
- again for another fortnight, this time at Brighton. He was no more
- successful with the father, in the matter of helpful confidences, than he
- had been with the son. It was impossible to tell the strong, big,
- redoubtable old gentleman of what he felt to be his weaknesses. A kind of
- desponding pride possessed him, and closed his lips. He was not happy, as
- he had supposed he would be, and he could not bring himself to feel that
- at any point the fault was his. It was the position that was incongruous.
- Yet how could he complain, or avow his discontent, without seeming an
- ingrate to the benefactors whose heart had been in the work of shaping and
- gilding that position for him?
- </p>
- <p>
- Parliament met this year in January, and Christian saw now a London which
- he had not imagined to himself&mdash;for which nothing, indeed, had
- prepared him. There came all at once a great many invitations, and the
- young man, surprised and not a little dismayed, called Lord Lingfield to
- his assistance. The prospect unfolded to him by this accomplished
- professor of the proprieties was terrifying enough. At the end of a week
- Christian cried out that the reality was too much. But Lingfield could see
- no alternative to going on. &ldquo;You will get used to it soon enough, now that
- you have once taken the plunge,&rdquo; he assured him. &ldquo;There are certain things
- that a fellow has to do, you know, when he&rsquo;s in London in the season, or
- even now, in what you may call the half season, unless he&rsquo;s going to chuck
- the thing altogether.&rdquo; Christian replied with excitement that this was
- precisely what he wished to do. In his own mind he had already reached the
- point of debating whether he could honorably go on using the money placed
- to his credit at the bank, most of which was still there, if he fled from
- London, and even England.
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Lingfield was a fine young man, irreproachable in attire and manners,
- who expected to do something in politics, and who regarded his duty both
- to the future which he hoped to create for himself, and to the immediate
- present which had been created for him, with conscientious gravity. He had
- never thought of lightening or evading the tasks set before him; he had no
- perception whatever of the possibility of making such things easier for
- others. He assured Christian with gentle solemnity that desertion was not
- to be mentioned, and that even mitigation was undesirable. &ldquo;It has all
- been arranged for you,&rdquo; he urged. &ldquo;Upon my word, you are very lucky. You
- have been to two houses already where I never get asked except to
- luncheon, and here is a card here which I could hardly believe my eyes to
- see To trifle with such chances would be simple madness. You will get to
- have all London at your fingers&rsquo; ends, your very first season. Such a
- start as you&rsquo;re likely to have, I&rsquo;ve never seen in my life. My dear fellow&mdash;you
- don&rsquo;t understand what it means.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But I&rsquo;m tired to death!&rdquo; groaned Christian. &ldquo;No doubt they are excellent
- people, but they weary me to the bone. The dinners, the calls, the
- receptions, the dances&mdash;I have no talent whatever for these things.
- It is very kind of these people&mdash;but I know I am ridiculous in it
- all. I give them no pleasure, and God knows I receive none. Then why must
- it go on? For whose benefit is it? I swear to you, I would not mind the
- labor and fatigue, if it was any good that I was doing. Emanuel, for
- example, toils like a slave, but then his work has great results. But this
- of mine&mdash;&mdash;!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, yes,&rdquo; interposed Lingfield, smilingly. &ldquo;But Emanuel could never have
- made much running in London. He disputes with people too much, don&rsquo;t you
- know. They don&rsquo;t like that. And I think you make much too hard work of it
- all. There&rsquo;s no need for <i>you</i> to talk, you know. It isn&rsquo;t expected
- of you. And I don&rsquo;t see why you can&rsquo;t move quietly along, going
- everywhere, being seen at the right places, and being civil to everybody,
- and not worry yourself at all. That&rsquo;s what you need, my dear boy&mdash;repose!
- Let the other people do the worry. Now, of course, in a case like Dicky
- Westland&rsquo;s it&rsquo;s different. He has to be amusing and useful, or he wouldn&rsquo;t
- get asked. But you are not on all fours with him at all. To tell the truth&mdash;no
- doubt it&rsquo;ll sound strange to you, but it is the truth all the same&mdash;it&rsquo;s
- better form for you not to be amusing, or brilliant, or that sort of
- thing. Fellows in your place don&rsquo;t go in for it, you know.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian sighed, and chafing at the necessity of submission, still
- submitted.
- </p>
- <p>
- Now, as he lay back in his chair, the retrospect was augmented by six
- other weeks, in which he had passively yielded to what Lingfield had
- assured him was the inevitable. He had dined out almost every-night, and
- had made countless calls. It seemed to him that he must have met everybody
- in this huge metropolis who had a pair of shoulders or possessed a dress
- coat. He yawned at the thought of them.
- </p>
- <p>
- Was he not himself to blame for this? At Christmas time he had been quite
- confident in answering &ldquo;no&rdquo; to this question; now he did not feel so sure
- about it. At one place or another he had come into contact with most of
- the members of the government, and with many of those distinguished
- statesmen on the opposite bench who, by the grace of the genial British
- electorate, would be ministers next time. He had talked with eminent
- artists, eminent scientists, eminent writers, eminent soldiers and
- sailors, and watched them and listened to them as they sat over their
- cigars, or moved about among the ladies in the drawing-rooms. Hostesses
- whose cordial good will toward him seemed equaled only by their capable
- control over others, had said to him time and time again: &ldquo;If there is any
- one you want to know, tell me.&rdquo; The phrase lingered in his mind as a
- symbol of his position. He had merely to mention his wish, like some lucky
- person of the fables who possessed a talisman. It could not be said that
- he had used his magic power foolishly or perversely. He had followed in
- dutiful, painstaking solicitude the path marked out for him by his
- advisers. He had done the best that was in him to do; he had gone wherever
- Lingfield bade him go; he had loyally kept awake late at night; he had
- smiled and bowed and spoken affable words; he had fulfilled punctually all
- the engagements imposed upon him. What was more, he could no longer
- pretend that he made a failure of the thing; it was known to him that he
- had created a pleasant impression upon London, and that people liked him.
- </p>
- <p>
- For all that, he could not feel that in turn he liked these people. Among
- those of whom he had seen the most, was there any whom he profoundly
- desired ever to see again? He passed some random figures in mental review,
- and suffered them to vanish without thrusting forth any tentacle of
- thought to detain them. They had not entered his real life; they meant
- nothing to him. Positively he was as much alone in London to-day as he had
- been when he first set foot in it. Indeed, was he not the poorer to-day by
- all those lost illusions and joyous, ardent hopes now faded to
- nothingness? In return for these departed treasures, he had only empty
- hands to show&mdash;and a jaded, futilely mutinous, empty mind as well.
- </p>
- <p>
- The soft, equable tinkle of the door-bell caught his ear, but scarcely
- arrested his attention. Perhaps unconsciously the sound served to polarize
- his thoughts, for suddenly it became apparent to him that he was in
- revolt. All this intolerable social labor was ended for him&mdash;definitely
- and irrevocably ended. He would not dine at another house; he would burn
- forthwith his basket of cards, and the little book with its foolish record
- of ladies&rsquo; days &ldquo;at home.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He sat up and sipped at his lukewarm tea, with the glow of a new resolve
- on his face.
- </p>
- <p>
- Falkner&mdash;a smooth-mannered, assiduous, likable man of middle age whom
- Emanuel had given him from his own household&mdash;entered the room to
- announce a caller. A brisk, alert tread on the polished hall floor behind
- him cut into his words, so that Christian did not catch them. He rose, and
- looked inquiringly.
- </p>
- <p>
- For an instant, he felt that he was not glad to see the person who came
- in. It was a young man of about his age, tall and fair, and handsome in a
- buoyant, bright-faced way of his own. His blue eyes sparkled cheerfully
- into Christian&rsquo;s doubtful glance, and he held out a hand as he advanced.
- Everybody in the world called him Dicky Westland, and for this opening
- moment Christian thought of him as preeminently typical of all the
- vanities and artificialities he was on the point of forswearing.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not seedy, I hope?&rdquo; the new-comer said in comment upon the other&rsquo;s loose
- attire&mdash;and perhaps upon his dubious countenance as well. His voice
- had a musical vivacity in it which seemed to lighten the room. Christian,
- as he took the hand and shook his head, smiled a little. It began to occur
- to him that really he did like this young man.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No,&rdquo; he replied, with a gesture toward a chair. &ldquo;I&rsquo;m all right. Only the
- whim seized me&mdash;to come home and read a book. I got homesick, I
- think.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- This statement, once in the air, seemed funny to the young men, and Dicky
- Westland laughed aloud. Christian, sitting down opposite his visitor, felt
- himself sharing his animation. &lsquo;&ldquo;It was good of you to come,&rdquo; he declared,
- with a refreshed tone. &ldquo;The truth is, I&rsquo;m tired out. I am up too late. I
- run about too much.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, a fellow does get hipped,&rdquo; assented Dicky. &ldquo;But you are so
- tremendously regular, it doesn&rsquo;t do you any harm. A days&rsquo; rest now and
- then, and you&rsquo;re right as a trivet again.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Regular,&rdquo; Christian repeated, musingly. He formed his lips to utter some
- reflection upon the theme, and then closed them again. &ldquo;Will you have a
- cup of tea?&rdquo; he asked, with the air of thinking of something else.
- </p>
- <p>
- The other shook his head, and preserved a posture of vivacious
- anticipation, as if Christian had made a literal promise to unburden his
- mind. The suggestion was so complete that Christian accepted it as a
- mandate.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am glad you came,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;because&mdash;well, because I have come to
- a conclusion in my mind, and I should like to put it into words for you&mdash;so
- that I can also hear it myself. I am resolved to go away&mdash;to leave
- London.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Dicky lifted his brows in puzzled interrogation. &ldquo;How do you mean?&rdquo; he
- asked.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I do not like it,&rdquo; Christian replied, speaking more readily now, and
- enforcing his words with eager hands. Lingfield had cautioned him against
- this gesticulatory tendency, but the very consciousness that he was in
- rebellion brought his hands upward into the conversation. &ldquo;It is not what
- I care for. I come into it too late, no doubt, to understand&mdash;appreciate
- it, properly. The people I meet&mdash;I have no feeling for them. It seems
- a waste of my time to sit with them, to stand and talk, to go about from
- one of their houses to another. At the end of it all, there is nothing.
- They have all thick shells on, and they are not going to let me get inside
- of them. And, moreover, if I did get inside, who can be sure there would
- be anything of value there? It does not often look so to me, from the
- outside. But it is a waste of time and labor, and it does not amuse me in
- the least, and why should I pursue it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Quite right!&rdquo; said Dicky.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Then you agree with me?&mdash;you approve?&rdquo; asked Christian, not
- concealing his surprise.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Of course I do. It&rsquo;s awful rot,&rdquo; the other affirmed. He observed his host
- silently for a space, and meanwhile, by a quite visible process, the
- familiar external elasticity, not to say flippancy, of his manner seemed
- to fall away from him. &ldquo;With me, of course,&rdquo; he went on, almost gravely,
- &ldquo;I have to do it. I must get my secretaryship, or I can&rsquo;t live. My
- relations could put me into the swim, but they can&rsquo;t support me there
- indefinitely. I have only two aunts, you know&mdash;dear old things, they
- are&mdash;and they keep me going, but they have only life interests, and I
- fancy they have to scrape a little as it is.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;So you see,&rdquo; pursued Dicky Westland, &ldquo;I must help myself, and it&rsquo;s only
- by knowing the right people, and being seen at the right places, that a
- fellow can bring anything off. For example, now: Lady Winsey is a distant
- cousin of mine, and she&rsquo;s promised the aunts, you know, and there&rsquo;s an old
- Sir Hogface Something-or-Other dodging about the place, who&rsquo;s going to get
- a West Indian governorship in May, and Lady Winsey has not only had him at
- her house to dinner, where he could see me, but has contrived to throw me
- at him at three other houses. Next week I&rsquo;m to go down to a closing meet
- in Berkshire, just because he&rsquo;s to be there&mdash;and that she arranged,
- too. And it&rsquo;s all to get a place worth perhaps three hundred a year, with
- yellow fever thrown in&mdash;if it comes to anything at all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Three hundred a year,&rdquo; commented Christian, knitting his brows. &ldquo;I still
- make pounds into francs to know what a sum means,&rdquo; he explained,
- smilingly, after a moment. &ldquo;Once I would have thought that a great fortune&mdash;and
- only a few months ago, too, at that.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, you see how it is,&rdquo; said Dicky. &ldquo;I mustn&rsquo;t let any chance slip by.
- But if I stood in your shoes, dear God! how I would chuck it all!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But what would you do instead?&rdquo; Christian propounded this question
- sitting back in his chair, with the tips of his fingers joined, and a calm
- twinkle in his eye. He discovered himself feeling as if it were his
- companion who had made confessions and craved sympathy.
- </p>
- <p>
- Dicky looked into his hat, and pouted his lips in whimsical indecision.
- &ldquo;What I mean is,&rdquo; he explained at last&mdash;&ldquo;my point was this&mdash;I
- hate the whole thing, and if I didn&rsquo;t have to do it, why then I wouldn&rsquo;t
- do it, d&rsquo;ye see? I&rsquo;d go about with nobody except the people I really cared
- about&mdash;my right-down, intimate friends. That&rsquo;s the idea.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah&mdash;friends!&rdquo; said Christian. &ldquo;That is the word that sings in my
- ears!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He rose impulsively, and began walking about the room with a restless
- step. Now and again he halted briefly to look down upon his companion, to
- enforce with eyes as well as gesture some special thing in his talk. &ldquo;Yes,
- friends!&rdquo; he cried. &ldquo;Tell me, you Dicky Westland, where are friends to be
- found? Have you some, perhaps? Then where did you come upon them? It is
- what I should like very much to know. Listen to me! I have been in England
- six months. I possess in England, say two&mdash;three&mdash;no, five
- friends&mdash;and all these came to me in my first week here. All but one
- belong to my family, so they were here, ready-made for me. But since that
- time, now that I am for myself, I have not gained one friend. Is there
- then something strange&mdash;what do I say&mdash;forbidding in me? Or no&mdash;it
- is nonsense for me to say that. It is the other way about. I have seen
- nobody who awakened voices within me. There has been no one who appealed
- to me as a friend should appeal. I live among a thousand rich and fine
- people who are as good to me as they know how to be&mdash;and yet I am as
- if I lived in a desert. And it is very cold&mdash;and lonely&mdash;and
- heartbreaking in this desert of mine!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Westland looked at him, as he stood now in the pathetic abandonment of his
- peroration, with a contemplative squint in one eye.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I see what you mean,&rdquo; he remarked finally. &ldquo;You&rsquo;ve been looking for flesh
- and blood, and you find only gun-metal.&rdquo; He thrust out his lips a little,
- and gave further consideration to the problem. &ldquo;There isn&rsquo;t any need for
- you to go away, you know,&rdquo; he added after a pause. &ldquo;You can have any kind
- of life you like in London. It is all here, if you want it. But what is it
- that you do want?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian threw himself sidewise into his chair, and bent his head with a
- sigh. Then, with a new light in his eyes, he looked up. &ldquo;You yourself said
- it&rdquo;&mdash;he exclaimed&mdash;&ldquo;to see only my true friends. That is my idea
- of life: To have a small circle of people whom I love very much, and to
- make constant opportunities to be with some of them&mdash;talking as we
- like to talk, going about together, making life happy for one another as
- we go along. All my youth, I envied rich people, because I thought that
- they used their wealth to command this greatest of delights. I imagined
- that if one had much money, then one could afford to spend his time only
- with his close, dear friends. But what I discover is that they do
- something entirely different. They seem not to let friendship come into
- their lives at all. They desire only acquaintances, and of these the more
- they have the better, if they bear the proper cachet.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is the women,&rdquo; said Dicky, sententiously.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;They like the crowd, and the new faces. And what they like, of course
- they have. They run the whole show.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian nodded comprehension&mdash;then put out a hand to signalize a
- reservation. &ldquo;I know women&mdash;here in England&mdash;who have a higher
- idea than this,&rdquo; he declared, softly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Of course, so we all do,&rdquo; assented Westland. &ldquo;There are a million
- splendid women, if one could only get at them. But it&rsquo;s a sort of trades
- union, don&rsquo;t you know. You don&rsquo;t take the workmen you want, on your own
- terms; you take those the society gives you, and the terms are arranged
- for you. It&rsquo;s like that with women. You meet some awfully jolly girls now
- and then, but they are not in the least degree their own masters. If you
- try to get to know them well, either they&rsquo;re frightened, and pull back
- into their shells, or you&rsquo;re headed off by their mothers. But,&rdquo; he added
- upon reflection&mdash;&ldquo;of course it&rsquo;s different with you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;At least I am not interested,&rdquo; said Christian, wearily. The advice of
- Kathleen had produced upon his mind an even greater effect, perhaps, than
- he imagined. He had encountered, by the dozen, extremely beautiful and
- engaging girls, whose charm should have been enhanced in his eyes by the
- dignity and even grandeur of their surroundings. But an impalpable yet
- efficient barrier had stood always between them and him. If they exhibited
- reserve, he was too shy for words. If they expanded toward him with smiles
- or any freedom of demeanor, he recalled instantly the warning of Emanuel&rsquo;s
- wife, and that was fatal. &ldquo;I have not cared for any of them,&rdquo; he
- reaffirmed.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh!&rdquo; cried Westland of a sudden, his comely, boyish face beaming with the
- thought that had come to him. &ldquo;How stupid of me! I&rsquo;d forgotten what I came
- for&mdash;and I&rsquo;m not sure it doesn&rsquo;t precisely fill the bill. Are you
- doing anything to-night? Will you come with me to the Hanover Theater at
- midnight? It&rsquo;s the five-hundredth performance of &lsquo;Pansy Blossoms&rsquo;&mdash;and
- there&rsquo;s to be supper on the stage and a dance. I don&rsquo;t think you&rsquo;ve seen
- much of that sort of thing, have you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian shook his head, and regarded his companion doubtfully. &ldquo;Nothing
- at all of it,&rdquo; he said, slowly. &ldquo;But it does not attract me very much, I&rsquo;m
- afraid. You would better take some one else. I should be a fish out of
- water there. The people of the theaters&mdash;they are not congenial to me&mdash;that
- is, I do not think they would be.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But, hang it all, man, how do you know till you&rsquo;ve tried?&rdquo; Dicky put a
- little worldly authority into his tone as he proceeded. &ldquo;You mustn&rsquo;t mind
- my saying it to you&mdash;it is you who make your own desert, as you call
- it, for yourself. If you say in advance that you know you won&rsquo;t like this
- sort of person, or that, how are you ever going to form any friendships?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian received the remonstrance with meekness. &ldquo;You do not quite
- understand me,&rdquo; he said, amiably enough. &ldquo;I have some work to do in the
- world, and I don&rsquo;t think that actresses and actors would help me much to
- do it. The young men who run after them do not seem, somehow, to do much
- else. It is only a prejudice I have; it applies only to myself. If others
- feel differently, why, I have not a word to say.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, you must come!&rdquo; Westland declared, rising. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s nonsense for you not
- to see that side of things. My dear fellow, it&rsquo;s as respectable as the
- Royal Academy&mdash;or Madame Tussaud&rsquo;s. Are you dining anywhere? Then
- I&rsquo;ll run home and dress, and I&rsquo;ll drive round here for you. We&rsquo;ll dine
- together, and then look in at some of the halls. Shall I say seven? It
- gives us more time over our dinner.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian accepted, with a rueful little smile, his committal to the
- enterprise. &ldquo;You must not mind if I come away early,&rdquo; he said, getting to
- his feet in turn.
- </p>
- <p>
- The other laughed at him. &ldquo;My dear man, you&rsquo;ll never want to come away at
- all. But no, seriously&mdash;it&rsquo;s just the kind of thing you want. It&rsquo;ll
- amuse you, for one thing&mdash;and deuce take it, you&rsquo;ll be young only
- once in your life. But more than that&mdash;here you are swearing that
- you&rsquo;ll do no more social work at all, and you don&rsquo;t know in the least what
- other resources are open to you. It isn&rsquo;t alone actresses that you meet at
- a place like this, but all sorts of clever people who know how to get what
- there is out of life. That is what you yourself want to do, isn&rsquo;t it?
- Well, it&rsquo;ll do you no harm, to say the least, to see how they go about
- it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Very likely,&rdquo; Christian replied, as the other turned. &ldquo;I will be ready at
- seven.&rdquo; He followed him to the door, and into the hallway. &ldquo;Mind,&rdquo; he
- said, half jokingly, half gravely, as he leaned over the banister, &ldquo;I have
- not altogether promised. When midnight comes, I may lose my courage
- altogether.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, it&rsquo;s that kind of timidity that storms every fortress in its path,&rdquo;
- Dicky called up to him from the stairway.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
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- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XIV
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>he two young men
- dined at the Café Royal. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s as good a kitchen as there is in London,
- and in the matter of people it isn&rsquo;t such a tiresome repetition of those
- one meets everywhere else as Willis&rsquo;s or the Prince&rsquo;s. To see the same
- shoulders and the same necks, night after night&mdash;a fellow gets tired
- of it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- To this explanation by Dicky of his choice, as they rolled forward in
- their hansom, Christian made no direct response. After a little he said:
- &ldquo;Very soon now, I am going to do something that seems to have been in my
- mind for months. Perhaps I have only thought of it since this afternoon: I
- cannot be sure. But I am going to do it&mdash;I am going to know for
- myself what the real London and the real England are like. A thousand
- gentlemen in black clothes and silk hats, a thousand ladies with low-cut
- dresses and feathers in their hair&mdash;all thinking and talking about
- themselves and their own little affairs&mdash;that does not mean London.
- And a few large houses in the country, where these same people spend a few
- months riding after the hounds and shooting tame birds and wearying each
- other with idle, sleepy talk&mdash;that does not represent England.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Doesn&rsquo;t it!&rdquo; cried Westland. &ldquo;I should say that&rsquo;s just what it did, worse
- luck!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, no!&rdquo; protested Christian. &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t want to be told that it does&mdash;for
- then I should want to go away altogether. No&mdash;there is the other
- thing, and I am going to find it out, and see it and know it. When all
- those years of my boyhood and youth I was so proud of being an Englishman,
- it was not this empty, valueless life of the West End, or the chase of
- foxes and birds in the country, that I longed for, and nourished pride
- in.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, but they do other things, you know,&rdquo; laughed Dicky. &ldquo;They are in
- Parliament, some of them, or they are at the bar, or in the Services, or
- they manage estates or are directors in companies, and that sort of thing.
- And some of them go in a lot for charities, and work on committees and
- organize things, you know. You&rsquo;d hardly believe how much of that most of
- the women let themselves in for.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That is not what I mean,&rdquo; said the other, rather abruptly. &ldquo;To me all
- that is not worth the snap of a finger,&rdquo; and he emphasized his words by a
- gestured with the hand which rested on the door of the hansom.
- </p>
- <p>
- At an advanced stage of the dinner, the young men came to the subject
- again. In reply to a random inquiry Christian said that his grandfather,
- the duke, as far as he knew, was neither worse nor better in health than
- he had been all winter. &ldquo;I have not been to Caermere since my first
- visit,&rdquo; he went on. &ldquo;I am really living upon a programme arranged for me,
- I should think, by a committee of my relations. Lord Lingfield is my
- active bear-leader. He conducts me, or sends me, wherever it has been
- decided that I shall go. It was not deemed important that I should go to
- Caermere again&mdash;and so I have not gone. Voilà tout! If I had been
- free to myself, I think I should have gone.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It must be an awfully jolly place, from the pictures I&rsquo;ve seen of it,&rdquo;
- said Westland.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Jolly!&rdquo; cried Christian. &ldquo;My dear creature, it is a grave, a mausoleum, a
- place of skulls and dead men&rsquo;s bones! You have never seen such a family
- vault in all your days. When I even begin to think of undertaking the task
- of brightening it into life again, I grow dizzy. The immensity of the work
- unnerves me. And now I do not know if I shall ever put my hand to it. The
- country-gentleman idea&mdash;which you make so much of in England&mdash;it
- does not appeal to me. It is too idle&mdash;too purposeless. Of course my
- cousin Emanuel, he makes a terrible toil of it&mdash;and does some
- wonderful things, beyond doubt. But after all, what does it come to? He
- helps people to be extremely fine who without him would only be tolerably
- fine. But I have the feeling that one should help those who are not fine
- at all&mdash;who have never had the chance to be fine, who do not know
- what it means. Emanuel&rsquo;s wife&mdash;oh, a very lovely character&mdash;she
- said to me that they disliked coming up to town, the sight of the London
- poor distressed them so much. Well, that is the point&mdash;if I am to
- help anybody at all, it is the London poor that I should try to help.
- Emanuel&rsquo;s plan is to give extra bones, and teach new tricks, to dogs
- already very comfortable. My heart warms to the dogs without collars, the
- homeless and hungry devils who look for bones in the gutters.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, you&rsquo;re going in for settlements and that sort of thing,&rdquo; commented
- Dicky. &ldquo;I hear that is rather disappointing work. If you don&rsquo;t take the
- sporting papers at the reading-room they say the men won&rsquo;t come at all.
- Slingsby Chetwynd was awfully keen on the thing. He went down to stop a
- whole week&mdash;at Shoreditch or Houndsditch or the Isle of Dogs, or
- somewhere like that&mdash;and a woman smashed his hat in, and he fell into
- a cellar&mdash;and he was jolly glad to get back again the same night.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian was pursuing thoughts of his own. The wine was admirable&mdash;as
- indeed it should have been considering the pains Dicky had been at, with
- pursed lips and lifted eyebrows, in the selection of it&mdash;and
- Christian had found an unaccustomed pleasure in its aromatic, sub-acid
- taste. He had drunk rather freely of it, and was satisfied with himself
- for having done so. He leaned back in his chair now, and watching the
- golden fountain of bubbles forever streaming upward in his glass, mused
- upon welcome new impulses within him toward the life of a free man.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;None the less,&rdquo; he remarked, indifferent to the irrelevancy of his theme,
- &ldquo;I should have liked to go to Caermere during the winter. I am annoyed
- with myself now that I did not go&mdash;whether it was arranged for me or
- not. There is a lady there for whom I felt great sympathy. I had expected
- to be of service to her long before this&mdash;but I am of service to no
- one. She is a cousin&mdash;no doubt you know her&mdash;Lady Cressage.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But she is in London,&rdquo; put in Westland. &ldquo;I only know her a little, but
- Lady Selton used to be by way of seeing a good deal of her. She told me
- last week that she was in town&mdash;taken a little flat somewhere&mdash;Victoria
- Street way, I think. She doesn&rsquo;t go in for being very smart, you know. Why&mdash;yes&mdash;of
- course she&rsquo;s your cousin by marriage. Awfully pretty woman she was. Gad!
- how well I remember her season! All the fellows went quite off their
- heads. How funny&mdash;that she should be your cousin!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian took no note of his companion&rsquo;s closing words, or of the tone in
- which they had been uttered. He scowled at the playful bubbles in his
- glass, as he reflected that the news of her arrival in London ought not to
- have come to him in this roundabout, accidental way. Why did none of his
- own people tell him? Or still more to the point, why had not she herself
- told him? He really had given her only an occasional and sporadic thought,
- during these past four or five months. Now, as he frowned at his wine, it
- seemed to him that his whole winter had been burdened with solicitude for
- her. Or no, &ldquo;burdened&rdquo; was an ungracious word, and false to boot. He would
- say &ldquo;mellowed&rdquo; or &ldquo;enriched&rdquo; instead.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You must find out for me&rdquo;&mdash;he began, and then, upon a second thought
- born of pique, checked himself. &ldquo;Or do not mind&mdash;it is of no
- consequence. I shall hear as a matter of course.&rdquo; He called for the bill
- with a decision in his voice which seemed full of warning that the topic
- was exhausted.
- </p>
- <p>
- Westland could not help observing the fat roll of crackling white notes
- which the other drew from his pocket. If they were all of the smallest
- denomination, they must still represent something like his whole year&rsquo;s
- allowance. The general understanding that Christian&rsquo;s unfamiliarity with
- English ways excused, and even invited, wise admonition from his friends,
- prompted him to speak.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That&rsquo;s rather a lot to carry about with you, old man,&rdquo; he said, in gentle
- expostulation.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I like it!&rdquo; Christian declared, with shining eyes. He snapped the
- elastic band about the roll, with an air of boyish delight in the sound,
- as he returned it to his pocket. &ldquo;If you knew the years in which I counted
- my sous!&rdquo;.
- </p>
- <p>
- It was nearly ten o&rsquo;clock when they left. Beginning with the Pavilion,
- they went to four or five music halls, only to find that there were no
- seats to be had. &ldquo;Why, of course it&rsquo;s the boat-race,&rdquo; exclaimed Dicky at
- last. &ldquo;Stupid of me to have forgotten it. I say, I ought to have come for
- you this morning, and taken you up the river to see it. It&rsquo;s worth seeing&mdash;for
- once. I wonder Lingfield did not arrange it for you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, several people asked me to join their parties,&rdquo; Christian replied.
- &ldquo;But it did not attract me. The athletics here&mdash;they rather annoy me.
- It is as if people thought of nothing else. And to have students at the
- universities consumed with the idea&mdash;that is specially unpleasant to
- my mind. You must remember&mdash;I am a teacher by profession.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;We&rsquo;ll go back to the Empire,&rdquo; Westland decided. &ldquo;Ever been there? Well,
- it&rsquo;s worth seeing, too&mdash;perhaps more than once. The Johnnies&rsquo;ll be
- out in extraordinary force, I&rsquo;m afraid, but then you ought to see them
- too, I suppose. It takes all sorts to make a world&mdash;and the world is
- what you&rsquo;ve come out to look at. Let me get the tickets&mdash;or, well, if
- you insist&mdash;ask for the promenade.&rdquo; It was indeed a novel spectacle,
- which smote and confused his eyes, rather than revealed itself to them,
- when Christian found himself inside. The broad, low, rounded promenade was
- so crowded with people that at first sight walking about seemed wholly
- impracticable, but Dicky stepped confidently into the jumbled throng and
- began moving through it, apparently with ease, and the other followed him.
- They made their way to the end, where a man in uniform guarded a
- staircase; then, turning, they elbowed along back to the opposite end of
- the half-circle. This gained, there was nothing in Dicky&rsquo;s thoughts,
- seemingly, but to repeat the performance indefinitely. Their progress was
- of a necessity slow. On the inner side a dense wall of backs and high hats
- rendered hopeless any notion of seeing the stage below. Christian,
- struggling after his guide, wondered what else there was to see.
- </p>
- <p>
- After a time it became obvious to him that the women who formed so large
- an element of the lazily shifting crowd were also the occasion of its
- being. They walked about, looking the men in the face with a cold, free,
- impassive scrutiny upon which, even if he had never seen it before,
- intuition would have fixed a label for him. Other women, from the plush
- seats on the outer edge of the circle, bent upon the whole moving mass of
- promenaders the same stoical, inscrutable gaze. The range of age among
- them did not seem extended to his uninformed glance. In years they were
- apparently all about alike. Some, indeed, had fresher faces and smoother
- skins than others, but when the eyes were considered a certain indefinable
- equality was insisted upon in them all. Their toilets were often striking
- in effect, and especially their hats&mdash;exaggerating both in breadth of
- brim, and in the height and bulk of the edifice of plumes above, the
- prevalent fashion in such matters&mdash;were notable to the spectator; but
- Christian found himself, upon consideration, more interested in their eyes
- than in anything else.
- </p>
- <p>
- A certain stony quality in this stereotyped gaze of theirs suggested a
- parallel to his memory; he had seen precisely that same cool, unruffled,
- consciously unconscious stare in princesses who had looked at him without
- beholding him in the far-away days of his life about the hotels of the
- Riviera. It was very curious, he thought&mdash;this incongruous
- resemblance. But a little closer analysis showed that the likeness was but
- partial. These ladies of the promenade could look about them with the
- imperturbability of princesses, it was true, but only so long as they saw
- nothing which concerned them immediately. Nay, now he could discern
- beneath the surface of this passionless perlustration a couched vigilance
- of attention, which ever and again flashed uppermost with electric
- swiftness. When this mercurial change came, one saw the temperament mapped
- out like a landscape under the illumination of lightning. There gleamed
- forth expectancy, dread, joy, irritability, fun, dislike or wistful hope&mdash;whatever
- the mood of the instant yielded&mdash;with a force of intensity almost
- startling. Then, as quickly as it came, the look might vanish; even if it
- flickered on, the briefest interval of repose brought back again the
- watchful, dispassionate, hardened regard.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Have you had enough of this?&rdquo; Dicky asked, with an implication of
- weariness in his tone.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian, halting, took slow and bewildered cognizance of the fact that
- he had been going from one end of the promenade to the other for a very
- long time. Insensibly, at some period of the experience, he had taken the
- lead from his companion, and had been dragging him about in his wake.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is very interesting,&rdquo; was the vague excuse he offered to Dicky, and
- even more to himself.
- </p>
- <p>
- A sofa just beside them was for the moment unoccupied. Christian seated
- himself with the air of one physically tired out. &ldquo;Ought we not to order
- drinks?&rdquo; he asked his companion, who stood over him, looking down somewhat
- doubtfully.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, dear, no&mdash;not here!&rdquo; Dicky replied, with conviction. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s
- nearly closing time&mdash;and we&rsquo;ll go over to the club for half an hour&mdash;where
- we know our tipple. Shall we run along now?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No&mdash;sit down here,&rdquo; said Christian. He spoke with the authority of a
- profound emotion, that glowed in his eyes and quivered on his lips.
- Westland obeyed him, pretending to a nonchalance which his mistrustful
- glance belied.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;This is all very extraordinary to me,&rdquo; Christian continued, in a low,
- strenuous voice. He spoke with even more than his wonted fluency. &ldquo;It
- catches hold of me. It fills my mind with new thoughts. There is something
- in the very air here&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Musk and cigarette smoke,&rdquo; interposed Dicky, lightly. Then he saw that
- levity struck a false note.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Pah!&rdquo; the other jerked forth, impatiently. &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t talk like that! It is
- the most terrible, the most touching, the most inspiring thing I have seen
- in my life. I breathe in a new ambition here, out of this atmosphere. We
- were talking of the London poor. I thought they made the loudest appeal&mdash;but
- they are nothing beside <i>this!</i>&rdquo; He spread his thin, nervous hand out
- as he spoke, and swept it in a comprehensive gesture over the spectacle
- before them. &ldquo;These are my sisters&mdash;my unhappy and dishonored
- sisters, scorned and scornful&mdash;oh, yes, they are all my sisters!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But fortunately they don&rsquo;t know it,&rdquo; urged Dicky, surveying the ladies
- with pouting lips and half-closed eyes. &ldquo;For God&rsquo;s sake, don&rsquo;t mention it
- to them.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian turned round, with one knee on the sofa, and claimed his
- companion&rsquo;s attention. &ldquo;I wanted to be able to add you to my very little
- list of friends,&rdquo; he said, gravely. &ldquo;All the evening I have had that in my
- mind&mdash;and it may be something else, too. But if you cannot understand
- me, now, when I tell you how all this moves me&mdash;and if you only care
- to mock at what I say&mdash;why, then, it is not needful to say more.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Dicky faced about in turn, and regarded him with a puzzled glance, from
- which he was at pains to exclude all signs of frivolity. &ldquo;But you haven&rsquo;t
- told me <i>how</i> it moves you at all,&rdquo; he said, vaguely.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, how,&rdquo; repeated Christian with hesitation. &ldquo;It is not easy to say just
- how. But I am devoured by a great compassion. I could weep tears at the
- heart-misery I see here. They shout in the papers and wring their hands
- over the massacre of Armenians&mdash;but right here&mdash;this thing&mdash;is
- it not more cruel and dreadful still? Here there is no question of race
- hatreds and religious hatreds, but just the cold, implacable pressure of
- poverty on human souls, crushing them and sinking them in shame.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, that&rsquo;s only a part of the story&mdash;not such a deuce of a big part
- either,&rdquo; urged the other, gently. &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t get so excited about it, my dear
- fellow. It is by no means a new thing. And wait till you know more about
- it, and have thought it over&mdash;and then, if you feel that there is
- anything you can do, why, take my word for it, it will still be here. It
- won&rsquo;t disappear in the meanwhile. You&rsquo;ll still be in time.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian regarded him wistfully, and with a mild, faint smile. &ldquo;You would
- never enter into my feelings about this,&rdquo; he said, softly. &ldquo;We are made
- differently. It strikes you as strange, does it not, that a young man,
- coming into contact with this for the first time, should be filled only
- with the yearning to help these poor girls, and do good to them? It
- surprises you? It is something new to you, n&rsquo;est ce pas?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Dicky grinned within decorous limits. &ldquo;My dear boy,&rdquo; he declared,
- confidentially, &ldquo;so far from being new, it&rsquo;s the oldest thing in the
- world. Every young fellow worth his salt that I have ever known, or that
- anybody&rsquo;s ever known, has swelled himself out with precisely these same
- reform sentiments. In this very promenade here I have witnessed at least a
- dozen attacks like yours. And don&rsquo;t think I am jeering at the thing. It is
- a very beautiful and generous spirit indeed, and I admire it awfully, I
- assure you&mdash;only&mdash;only, as one gets to know his way about a
- trifle better, he sees that there isn&rsquo;t so much in it as he thought there
- was. And that&rsquo;s what I was trying to say to you. Don&rsquo;t let your first
- impulses run away with you. If the subject interests you, appeals to you,
- very well; get to understand it. You will find that it is more
- complicated, perhaps, than you think. But when you know it all, why, then
- you can do what you like.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Some of the light seemed to have been turned out. A definitive blare
- rolled up from the orchestra below; the throng of promenaders, though
- still informed by the most leisurely of moods, was converging upon the
- door of exit. The two young men arose.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian suddenly yawned. &ldquo;I am tired&mdash;and depressed,&rdquo; he said,
- wearily. &ldquo;I think I will ask you to let me go home.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Nonsense!&rdquo; said Dicky, promptly. &ldquo;We&rsquo;ll go to the club, and get a
- pick-up, and then you shall see something that won&rsquo;t depress you. I grant
- you this <i>is</i> rather melancholy. God knows why we came.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- An hour or more later, emerging from a confusing sequence of narrow
- passages and winding ascents and descents, Christian followed Westland out
- through a groove of painted canvas to the stage of the Hanover Theater.
- </p>
- <p>
- He had never seen a theater from this point of view, and the first few
- minutes of his scrutiny&mdash;here where he stood at the wings, while
- Dicky looked after the coats and hats&mdash;were full of pleased interest.
- The huge dusky space of the galleries overhead, strange and formidable in
- its dark bulk like some giant balloon, was very impressive. By contrast,
- the stage itself seemed to give out light. A long riband of a table
- stretched across the back, and down the two sides, and about this
- clustered many people; shining shirt-fronts and bald heads, pale
- shimmering dresses and white shoulders, the glitter of napery and plates
- and glasses&mdash;all was radiant under the powerful electric glow from
- above. He could see now, in the halfshadows down beyond the footlights,
- two or three rows of heads of people sitting in the front stalls. To his
- fancy these detached heads appeared to belong to an order of beings quite
- distinct from those on the stage. He wondered if actors felt their
- audiences to be thus remote and aloof from themselves.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;We can push our way in at the other end&mdash;there&rsquo;s less of a crush
- there,&rdquo; he heard Dicky say to him. He followed his guide across the stage,
- through groups of conversing guests who had brought out their sandwiches
- and glasses from the throng, and came eventually to the table itself. Some
- one held out a bottle toward him, and he lifted a glass to be filled. From
- under some other stranger&rsquo;s arm he extricated a plate, containing
- something in gelatine, he knew not what. In straightening himself he
- pushed against a person unexpectedly close behind him.
- </p>
- <p>
- Half turning, with the murmur of an apology upon his lips, his eyes
- encountered those of a lady, who seemed to know him, and to be smiling at
- him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How d&rsquo;ye do?&rdquo; this lady said to him. There could be no doubt about the
- cordiality of her tone. Her left hand was occupied with a champagne glass
- and a fan, but her right was being lifted to him, almost against his
- breast, in greeting. He gazed at her in smiling perplexity, the while he
- signed that both his own hands were filled.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You don&rsquo;t know me from Adam,&rdquo; she said to him, cheerfully. &ldquo;But I&rsquo;m your
- cousin&mdash;Cora Torr, you know.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0015" id="link2HCH0015"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XV
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">Y</span>ou&rsquo;ve altered so
- much since I saw you! It was odds against my recognizing you at all,&rdquo;
- declared Cora, beaming forth into conversation before Christian had fairly
- grasped the significance of her identity.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I should never have believed they would make such an Englishman out of
- you, in just these few months. Let&rsquo;s see&mdash;it was October, wasn&rsquo;t it?
- Yes, of course&mdash;the First.&rdquo; She showed her beautiful teeth in a flash
- of gaiety. &ldquo;The pheasants weren&rsquo;t the only ones that got hit that day. But
- bygones are bygones.... And how do you like London? How do you find it
- compares with Paris? I always maintain that there&rsquo;s more real life here,
- if you know where to look for it.... But I am afraid you&rsquo;re not glad to
- see me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There you are wrong. I am glad to see you,&rdquo; Christian replied, with
- deliberation. He made his words good by thrusting his plate back upon the
- table and shaking her gloved hand. There was a frank smile in his eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Get my glass filled again,&rdquo; she suggested&mdash;&ldquo;and-your own too&mdash;and
- let&rsquo;s get out of the way. These people push as if they had had nothing to
- eat since Christmas. Of all the hogs in evening clothes, the stage-supper
- hog is the worst. Well, and how have you been, all this time?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- They had moved across the stage to the entrance, and paused near it in a
- little nook of momentary isolation. Christian made conventional answer to
- her query, and to other remarks of hers calling for no earnest attention,
- the while he concentrated his thoughts upon the fact that they were
- actually standing here together, talking like old friends.
- </p>
- <p>
- It was sufficiently surprising, this fact, but even more remarkable was
- the satisfaction he himself was getting from it. There was no room for
- doubt; he really enjoyed being with her. There was no special need to
- concern himself with what she was saying. She hardly paused for replies,
- and seemed not to mind in the least the automatic character of the few
- which came to her. He had only to smile a little, and nod, and let his
- eyes glow pleasurably, and she went blithely on. The perception came
- suddenly to him that he had been sorry also for her. Indeed, now that he
- reflected upon it, had not hers been the most cruel misfortune of all? The
- memory of the drawn, agonized mask of a face she had shown, over the
- tea-table in the conservatory at Caermere, rose in his mind&rsquo;s vision. He
- looked up at the strips of canvas and lamps above, with half-closed eyes,
- recalling in reverie the details of this suffering face; then he turned
- abruptly to confront her, and observe afresh the happy contrast she
- presented to-night.
- </p>
- <p>
- Cora was looking away for the instant, and apparently conveying by lifted
- eyebrows and shakes of the head a message of some sort to some person on
- the bustling stage unknown to him. He glanced instinctively in the
- direction of her signal, but gained no information&mdash;and indeed
- realized at once that he was not in search of any. Of course, she knew
- everybody here, and would be exchanging nods and smiles of recognition all
- the evening. It occurred to him to wonder if her husband, that Captain
- Edward of unpleasant memory, was on the stage, but he had the power to put
- the thought promptly out of his mind. It was only Cora that he was
- interested in, and that he wanted to talk with. And here she was, once
- more looking into his face, and restoring by her smile his almost jocund
- pleasure in the situation.
- </p>
- <p>
- He still maintained the rôle of listener, but it grew increasingly clear
- to him that when his turn came he would have a good deal to say, and that
- he would say it well. He had never spoken on familiar terms with an
- actress before&mdash;and the experience put him wonderfully at his ease.
- He felt that he could say things to her; already he delighted in the
- assurance of her receptivity, her immunity from starched nonsense, her
- genial and comforting good fellowship. As he continued to look at her, and
- to smile, he remembered what people always said, or rather took for
- granted, about ladies on the stage. The consciousness shaped itself within
- him that she offered a timely and felicitous compromise&mdash;a sort of
- bridge between those formal, &ldquo;gun-metal&rdquo; women of society whom he desired
- never to see again, and those hapless, unblest creatures of the Empire.
- </p>
- <p>
- Presently she took his arm, and they moved round to the stalls in front,
- and found seats a little apart from any one else. A large number of young
- ladies, in white or light-hued evening dresses, were seated about in the
- rows before them, and Cora pointed out this one and that among them to
- Christian. &ldquo;That is Dolly Montressor&mdash;the dancer, you know&mdash;her
- photos are all the rage just now. The girl in pink, over there&mdash;just
- turning round&mdash;she is the one who sued young Concannon for breach of
- promise. You must remember. Her lawyers put the bailiffs in for what she
- owed them, after they&rsquo;d taken everything the jury gave her, and she
- dressed the bailiffs in livery and had them wait at the table at a big
- supper she gave. The little thicknosed dark man there&mdash;next but one
- to her&mdash;he drew a check for the supper and the bailiffs too. You see
- the small, thin girl with the tomato-colored hair&mdash;she didn&rsquo;t bring
- <i>her</i> suit into court&mdash;one isn&rsquo;t fox-headed for nothing. She
- settled outside at the last minute&mdash;the Lord Carmody case, you know&mdash;and
- no one&rsquo;s ever heard a whisper of any supper she ever gave. It isn&rsquo;t at all
- her line. She puts it all into South Africans; they say she&rsquo;s good for
- thirty thousand pounds, if she&rsquo;s got a penny. It isn&rsquo;t bad, you know, on a
- salary of six quid, and only the pantomime season at that. Oh, there&rsquo;s
- Peggy Wiltshire&mdash;just in the doorway. She&rsquo;s the most remarkable woman
- in England. How old would you think she was? Forty? Why, my dear man, she
- was billed as a star in the old original Black Crook&mdash;just about the
- time I was born. She can&rsquo;t be a minute under sixty. But look at her&mdash;the
- neck and shoulders of a girl! Isn&rsquo;t it amazing! Why, she was knocking
- about town when your father was a youngster&mdash;and here she is still
- going strong.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The tables were being cleared from the stage, and the fringe of gentlemen
- who remained hungry and thirsty was retiring slowly and with palpable
- reluctance toward the wings. Some sad-faced musicians emerged wearily from
- an unsuspected cave beneath the footlights, and exhibited their violins
- and flutes to the general gaze with an air of profound dejection. Their
- fiddle strings began to whine at one another, in a perfunctory and
- bad-tempered groping about for something they were expected to have in
- common. A stout man on the stage vigorously superintended the removal of
- the last table, and warned off with a comprehensive gesture the lingering
- remnant of unsated raveners; then, turning, he lifted his hand. On the
- instant, some score and more of the young ladies in white and pale pinks
- and blues and lavenders rose from their front stalls, and moved toward the
- stage door at the left. They pressed forward like a flock of sheep&mdash;and
- with faces as listlessly vacant as any pasture could afford. Christian
- observed their mechanical exit with a curling lip.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If these are the renowned beauties, whose fascinations turn the heads of
- all the young men about town,&rdquo; he confided to his companion, &ldquo;then it says
- extremely little for the quality of what is inside those heads.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, isn&rsquo;t it extraordinary!&rdquo; she mused at him, eyeing the bevy of
- celebrities with a ruminating glance. &ldquo;This must be somewhere near the
- sixth or seventh lot of &rsquo;em that even I&rsquo;ve seen passing through the
- turnstile, as you might say. Where do they all come from?&mdash;and good
- heavens! where do they all go to? It&rsquo;s a procession that never stops, you
- know. You&rsquo;d think there was a policeman, keeping it moving. You have these
- girls here&mdash;well, they&rsquo;re the queens, just for the minute. They own
- the earth. Nothing in the world is too good for them. Very well: just
- behind them are some other girls, a few years younger. Goodness knows
- where they were to-night&mdash;in the back ranks of the ballets, perhaps,
- or doing their little turn at the Paragon or the Canterbury, or doing
- nothing at all&mdash;nothing but keeping their toes pointed in this
- direction. And they are treading close on the heels of these queens you
- see here; and behind <i>them</i> are girls of sixteen or so, and behind <i>them</i>
- the little chits of ten and twelve&mdash;and they&rsquo;re all pushing along&mdash;and
- in time each lot gets in front, out under the limelight, and has its
- little year on the throne&mdash;and then gets shoved off to make room for
- the next. You might have seen two-thirds of these men here ten years ago.
- But not the women. Oh, no! Only here and there one&mdash;an old stager
- like Polly Wiltshire&mdash;or a middle-aged stager like myself. But we&rsquo;re
- merely salt to the porridge.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But do you not wish to dance?&rdquo; he asked her. The orchestra had begun a
- waltz, and the young ladies from the front stalls, each now attached to a
- stiffly gyrating male figure, were circling about on the stage, with a
- floating, wave-like swing of their full skirts which revealed to those
- below in the stalls rhythmic glimpses of whisking feet and trim black
- ankles.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I will dance with you with pleasure,&rdquo; she replied, promptly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Unfortunately&rdquo;&mdash;he began with confusion&mdash;&ldquo;it is ridiculous of
- me, but I never learned.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, then, we will sit here and talk,&rdquo; she insisted. &ldquo;I truly don&rsquo;t want
- to dance. It&rsquo;s ever so much cooler and more comfortable here. One has to
- come to these things, you know&mdash;you have to show yourself or you&rsquo;re
- like the man who fell out of the balloon&mdash;simply not in it. But
- they&rsquo;re all alike&mdash;all deadly stupid unless you&rsquo;re young and want to
- kick your legs about&mdash;or unless you find some one you&rsquo;re particularly
- glad to see.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian did not seek to evade the implication of the genial glance with
- which she pointed this last remark. &ldquo;Yes, it is good of you to stay here
- with me,&rdquo; he declared. &ldquo;Except you and my friend who brought me here&mdash;I
- thought I saw him dancing a moment ago&mdash;I don&rsquo;t know a soul. I have
- been saying to-day,&rdquo; he continued, settling down in his seat toward her,
- &ldquo;that I make friends badly&mdash;I remain here in England almost a
- stranger.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why, I thought you went everywhere. I know I&rsquo;m forever seeing your name
- in the &lsquo;Morning Post.&rsquo; You spell it Tower, I notice.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, yes, I have been going everywhere&mdash;but going as one goes alone
- through a gallery of pictures. I do not bring out any friends with me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She stole a swift glance at him, as she fanned herself. &ldquo;You surprise me,&rdquo;
- she commented. &ldquo;I should have thought everybody would be running after
- you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do they? I am not conscious of it.&rdquo; He spoke wearily. &ldquo;If they do, it
- does not interest me. They are not my kind of people. They take no hold
- whatever upon my sympathy. They make no appeal to the imagination.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You could hardly say that about those ladies&rsquo; skirts up there,&rdquo; she
- jocosely remarked. &ldquo;I had no idea silk petticoats flapped so.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He was not to be diverted from his theme. &ldquo;It is very funny about me,&rdquo; he
- went on. &ldquo;I seem to make no friends among men, of my own age or any other.
- Of course there are two or three exceptions&mdash;but no more. And as for
- the majority of women, they attract me still less. Yet when, once in a
- great while, I do meet some one who really interests me, it is always a
- woman. These few women whom I have in mind&mdash;oh, I could count them on
- the fingers of one hand&mdash;they make a much deeper and more lasting
- impression on me than any man can make.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I believe that frequently happens,&rdquo; she put in lightly. She did not seem
- to him to be following his thread of reasoning with conspicuous closeness,
- but her pleasant smile reassured him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think I am most readily moved on the side of my compassion,&rdquo; he
- continued, intent upon the development of his self-analysis. &ldquo;If I am
- sorry for the people, it is easier for me to like them&mdash;that is, if
- they are young and pretty women.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Cora laughed aloud at this, then lapsed abruptly into thoughtfulness. &ldquo;How
- do you mean?&rdquo; she asked.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;To-night I went to the place of the&mdash;the promenade&mdash;the Empire,
- is it not? And the sight of the young women there&mdash;it terribly
- affected me. I wanted to shout out that they were all my sisters&mdash;that
- I would protect them all&mdash;that they should never be forced by poverty
- and want to face that miserable humiliation again.&rdquo; She looked at him, her
- lips parted over the beautiful teeth, a certain blankness of
- non-comprehension in the beautiful eyes. As she slowly grasped the drift
- of his words, the eyes and lips joined in a reserved and baffling smile.
- &ldquo;You&rsquo;re a nice boy,&rdquo; she decided, &ldquo;but you&rsquo;re tremendously young. Those
- girls are lazy, greedy, good-for-nothing hussies. They wouldn&rsquo;t do honest
- work for a living if it was brought to them on a silver salver. They
- haven&rsquo;t an idea in their empty painted heads except to wheedle or steal
- money from drunken fools. They&rsquo;re nothing but&mdash;what d&rsquo;ye call &rsquo;em?&mdash;parasites.
- I&rsquo;d put &rsquo;em all on the treadmill, if I had my way.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian sat up a little, and she was alert in noting the signs of
- disaffection on his mobile face. &ldquo;Nevertheless, there is a great sorrow
- and a great shame in it all,&rdquo; he said, gravely.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, that I admit,&rdquo; she declared, making busy work with her fan. &ldquo;Of
- course! Perhaps I spoke more sharply than I meant. Every one is sorry for
- the poor creatures&mdash;but&mdash;but I confess I&rsquo;m sorrier still for the
- girls who have to work like slaves for the barest necessities of life.
- Why, my dressmaker&rsquo;s girls, two of &rsquo;em&mdash;poor little
- half-starved sisters who may come at nine or ten o&rsquo;clock at night to
- deliver things, or try something on&mdash;they get twenty-five shillings a
- week between them. That&rsquo;s what gets on <i>my</i> nerve.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He preserved silence for a time, then suddenly sat upright and faced her.
- A new light shone in his eyes. &ldquo;I am the dullest person on earth,&rdquo; he
- protested. &ldquo;All this time I have not thought of it. I want to ask you a
- thousand things about your sister. Did you not know?&mdash;She is my
- oldest friend in England.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Cora drew a long breath, and held up her fan for a protracted and
- attentive inspection. &ldquo;Oh, yes&mdash;you mean Frank,&rdquo; she said,
- tentatively.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Frank? Is that her name? She works. She has a machine à écrire&mdash;a
- typewriter it is called. You must tell me about her! Is she very well? And
- where is she to be found? How shall I go about it to recall myself to
- her?&rdquo; As there came no immediate response, he put his further meditations
- into dreamy words: &ldquo;She spoke the first kind words to me, here in England.
- I bade farewell to France and the old hard life, in her company. It was
- she who pointed with her finger for me to have my first look at England&mdash;the
- little, rose-colored island in the green water, with the purple clouds
- above it. It seemed that we were very close together&mdash;on that one
- day. And I was so full of the thought of seeing her very soon again! And
- that was September&mdash;and now it is very nearly May!. . . But you have
- not told me! Where is it that she is to be found? Where does she live?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;She lives at home with my people,&rdquo; Cora replied, still with reflective
- deliberation. It was with a visible effort that she shook off the
- preoccupied air into which she had lapsed. &ldquo;But you don&rsquo;t want to go there&mdash;it&rsquo;s
- out of the world&mdash;red-busses and green-busses and a tram and that
- sort of thing. But she has an office now of her own; that&rsquo;s where you&rsquo;d
- find her most easily. Bless me if I know where it is&mdash;it&rsquo;s between
- the Strand and the Embankment, but I never can remember which is Norfolk
- Street and which Arundel Street&mdash;and really I&rsquo;m not sure she&rsquo;s on
- either. But my brother is here. I&rsquo;ll ask him, presently. And so you know
- Frank?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, yes, but you know her better still,&rdquo; said Christian, softly, nestling
- again into the corner of his chair nearest her. &ldquo;I wanted you to tell me
- about her.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, well&mdash;but what is there to tell?&rdquo; she made answer, vaguely. &ldquo;She
- is a good girl; she&rsquo;s frightfully clever; she works very hard, and gives
- most of her money to her mamma; she&rsquo;s successful, too, because she&rsquo;s got a
- shop of her own, at last&mdash;and&mdash;and&mdash;that&rsquo;s about all, isn&rsquo;t
- it? You know, we&rsquo;re not by way of seeing much of each other. There&rsquo;s no
- quarrel, of course&mdash;not the least in the world&mdash;but I&rsquo;m too
- frivolous to be in her class at all. I dare say it&rsquo;s my fault&mdash;I
- ought to go and look her up. That&rsquo;s what I will do, too, one of these
- days. But&mdash;you mustn&rsquo;t misunderstand me&mdash;she&rsquo;s an awfully good
- girl, that is, of course, if you like that sort of girl. And she&rsquo;s pretty,
- too, don&rsquo;t you think?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, I think so,&rdquo; affirmed Christian, almost with solemnity. &ldquo;What time
- would she come to her office&mdash;in the morning, I mean?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, don&rsquo;t ask me!&rdquo; laughed Cora. &ldquo;At some ghastly hour, when they have
- breakfast, I believe, in cabmen&rsquo;s shelters, and the streets haven&rsquo;t been
- swept. I know it only by hearsay. I&rsquo;ve never stopped up quite as late as
- that, you know. But you see something like it, driving round by Covent
- Garden on your way home from a late dance, to see the flowers. Have you
- ever done that?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian shook his head. The idea attracted him, apparently. &ldquo;At what
- hour is it?&rdquo; he asked, with interest.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, four or five or something like that. It&rsquo;s really the prettiest sight
- you ever saw. I used to go often, at this time of year, and take home a
- cabload of flowers. But I am getting too old now&mdash;and too
- serious-minded. The mother of a family&mdash;you know.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian looked at his watch. &ldquo;It has occurred to me&rdquo;&mdash;he suggested,
- hesitatingly&mdash;&ldquo;it is now after two&mdash;perhaps we could make a
- party to go this morning. The dancing will not stop earlier, will it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- On the stage nothing seemed further from any mind than stopping. There was
- some complicated kind of set dance in progress, which at the moment
- involved the spectacle of some score of couples, hands all joined, romping
- madly around in a gigantic ring. The dresses whirled more wildly than
- ever; the men crooked their legs and hung outward from the circle as they
- went, stamping their feet and laughing boisterously. Christian&rsquo;s eyes
- singled out one young man who seemed to be making most noise of all&mdash;and
- then he perceived that it was Dicky Westland.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Perhaps it might be arranged,&rdquo; Cora replied, after consideration, and
- with a sidelong eye upon her companion. &ldquo;I will go behind for a moment,
- and find my brother, and see what he says. No, you stop here. I will come
- back again.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- So many people were moving about with entire individual freedom, that he
- offered no objection to her departure. She pushed her way confidently yet
- affably past the others in the row, and disappeared at the stage door. He
- had no clues by which to follow her in fancy after that. Once he thought
- he distinguished her at the back of the stage&mdash;but for the rest it
- was her sister rather than the friendly Cora who engaged his thoughts. The
- idea that he was to see her again, quite without delay, seemed to
- illuminate his whole mind.
- </p>
- <p>
- In the labyrinth of shunted scenery behind the back-curtain, and along the
- narrow corridors of dressing-rooms, now devoted to varying hospitable
- uses, Cora prosecuted what was for a time a fruitless search.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Where are the gentlemen getting their drinks?&rdquo; she asked at last of a
- cloak-room attendant, and the answer simplified her task. Downstairs, at
- the door of the manager&rsquo;s room, she was lucky enough to hit upon Major
- Pirie. &ldquo;Tell Eddy that&rsquo; I want him, will you, old man,&rdquo; she said, nodding
- with assurance toward the crowded, smoky little interior, &ldquo;and if that
- brother of mine is in there, I want to see him for a minute, too.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The brother came out first&mdash;a slender, overdressed youth, with a face
- which suggested a cheap and inferior copy of Cora&rsquo;s. It had the
- self-complacency without the high spirits&mdash;the comeliness of line
- without the delicacy of texture and charm of color. He was obviously young
- in years, but he regarded her through the eyes of an elderly and wearied
- person.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Hello,&rdquo; he said, amiably enough. &ldquo;Goin&rsquo; to take Eddy home? He won&rsquo;t be
- the worse for a friendly lead. Oh, he&rsquo;s all right, though, up to now. He&rsquo;s
- got rippin&rsquo; odds against Perambulator from Hoskins, seventy to three, you
- know, in fivers. Try and get him to let me in on the bet, will you? I
- offered to take half of it, the minute the bet was made&mdash;but he
- didn&rsquo;t answer me. You can work it, if you try, old girl.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What&rsquo;s Frank&rsquo;s address&mdash;her office, I mean?&rdquo; she put in abruptly,
- &ldquo;Got a pencil? Go and get one from somebody. Thirty-two A, you say?
- Thanks! Now tell Eddy to come out.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But what&rsquo;s up? What do you want with Frank? Anything I can tell her?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Never you mind! And don&rsquo;t lisp a word to her, or to Eddy or to any one
- else. If it comes off, it&rsquo;ll be a beano for the lot of us.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Right you are,&rdquo; he assented, with a glimmer of animation. &ldquo;But say, you
- won&rsquo;t forget about the Hoskins bet, will you? If I could even have a third
- of it! I could do with some odd sovereigns just now, and no mistake.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Sh-h! Here he comes. You run away-now, d&rsquo;ye see; I want to talk with
- Eddy.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Captain Edward emerged from the haze of cigarette smoke which veiled the
- throng within the manager&rsquo;s room. &ldquo;Well?&rdquo; he demanded, with a kind of
- sulky eagerness.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I haven&rsquo;t told him you were here,&rdquo; Cora began, under her breath, drawing
- her husband aside down the passage. &ldquo;It didn&rsquo;t seem to come into the talk.
- He thinks I&rsquo;m here with Tom.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edward looked down upon his wife, with a slow, ponderous glance of mingled
- hope and uneasiness. He pulled at his small yellow mustache, and aimlessly
- jingled some keys in his pocket.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You&rsquo;ve had nearly two hours with him, you know,&rdquo; he protested,
- doubtfully.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;<i>Don&rsquo;t</i> I know it!&rdquo; she ejaculated, holding up her hands in mock
- pain at the retrospect. &ldquo;Good God! If I had a thousand pounds to show for
- it, I&rsquo;d say it was the hardest earned money <i>I</i> ever handled.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, but you haven&rsquo;t got anything to show&mdash;so far&rsquo;s I can make out,&rdquo;
- he commented with gloom. &ldquo;You didn&rsquo;t mention my name at all, eh? But that
- was what you particularly set out to do, I thought.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, you thought wrong,&rdquo; she responded briskly. &ldquo;I set out to do what
- was wisest under the circumstances, and I&rsquo;ve done it. I&rsquo;ve got an inkling
- of a game to be played&rdquo;&mdash;she let her eyes twinkle at him as she made
- this tantalizing little pause&mdash;&ldquo;a game, you old goose, worth seven
- hundred thousand times anything you ever thought of.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The ex-hussar regarded her fixedly, the while he pondered her words. &ldquo;I
- don&rsquo;t think I&rsquo;m very keen about games,&rdquo; he remarked at last, with obvious
- suspicion in his tone. &ldquo;A married woman always gets the worst of games, in
- the long run.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She grinned affectionate contempt up at him. &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t be such a duffer,
- Eddy!&rdquo; she remonstrated with him. &ldquo;If I had a notion of that sort&mdash;do
- you suppose I&rsquo;d come and give it away to you? What rot you talk!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes&mdash;but what <i>is</i> your game?&rdquo; he demanded, doggedly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I won&rsquo;t tell you!&rdquo; She spoke with great apparent decision. &ldquo;You&rsquo;d blab it
- all over the place. You can no more keep a secret than you can keep a
- ten-pound note.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I say, Cora,&rdquo; he urged, in grieved protestation. &ldquo;You know I&rsquo;m a
- regular bailey oyster, where a thing has to be kept dark. You&rsquo;d better
- tell me, you know. It&rsquo;ll keep me from&mdash;imaginin&rsquo; things.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The wife smiled. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s only a plant I&rsquo;ve got in my mind,&rdquo; she explained,
- after consideration. &ldquo;What&rsquo;s the matter with my naming a wife for him,
- eh?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edward, upon reflection, pouted his lips. &ldquo;Probably you&rsquo;d come a cropper
- over it, in the first place,&rdquo; he objected, slowly, &ldquo;and then even if you
- did name the winner, she&rsquo;d probably welsh us out of our winnings&mdash;and
- besides, what do we want of his marrying at all. The longer he puts off
- getting married, the less the odds against us gets. I should think even a
- woman could see that.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Cora permitted herself a frank yawn. &ldquo;I&rsquo;ll explain it to you to-morrow,&rdquo;
- she said.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And now I must go back to my Juggins for a few minutes. I&rsquo;ll come and
- fetch you when I&rsquo;m ready to go.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t fancy it much, you know,&rdquo; he urged upon her as she turned. He
- took a step toward her, and put his hand on her arm. &ldquo;If your brother Tom
- was any good&rdquo;&mdash;he began, with a hard growl in his voice&mdash;&ldquo;by
- God, I&rsquo;d have half a mind to talk with him about <i>my</i> plan. Old
- Pirie&rsquo;d be no use&mdash;but if Tom had the sense and the nerve&mdash;why,
- we&rsquo;d&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She had held his eye with a steady, comprehending glance, under the
- embarrassment of which his speech faltered and then lapsed altogether.
- &ldquo;No, the less either you or Tom have to do with your plan the better. Go
- in now, and take a plain soda, and wait for me! You&rsquo;ve got no plan, mind
- you. You&rsquo;ve simply been dreaming about it. Do you hear? You never had a
- plan! You can&rsquo;t have one!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She spoke with significant authority, and he deferred to it with a sullen
- upward wag of the head. &ldquo;All right,&rdquo; he muttered curtly, and turned on his
- heel.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Plain soda, mind!&rdquo; she called after him, and without waiting for an
- answer, ran briskly up the steps toward the stage.
- </p>
- <p>
- Captain Edward&rsquo;s plain soda had become a remote and almost wholly effaced
- memory by the time his wife again summoned him from the manager&rsquo;s room.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;We&rsquo;ll cut this now, if you don&rsquo;t mind,&rdquo; she remarked, in her most casual
- tone. &ldquo;I&rsquo;m as tired as if I&rsquo;d danced every minute.&rdquo; She had put on her
- wraps, and her small, pretty face, framed by the white down of her hood,
- seemed to his scrutiny to wear an expression of increased contentment.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Anything fresh?&rdquo; he asked, as they went in search of his coat and hat.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes&mdash;fresh is the word,&rdquo; she replied, with simulated nonchalance.
- &ldquo;Fresh, fresher, freshest&mdash;as we used to say at school.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Wha&rsquo; is it?&rdquo; he inquired, when they were within touch of the open air.
- The music was still audible behind them, broken by faint, intermittent
- echoes of stamping feet and laughing voices.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I&rsquo;ll tell you about it in the morning,&rdquo; she answered listlessly. &ldquo;I hope
- to heaven you&rsquo;ve got a cab-fare.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, tha&rsquo;s all right,&rdquo; said Edward, waving his stick toward the rank in
- the dark middle distance of the street. &ldquo;Whyn&rsquo;t you tell me all about it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, you wouldn&rsquo;t get onto it now,&rdquo; she replied, But later, in the hansom,
- the desire to unburden her mind achieved the mastery.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Are you awake?&rdquo; she demanded, and went on: &ldquo;He&rsquo;s not a bad sort, that
- boy, you know.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Damn him!&rdquo; said Edward, breathing heavily.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I rather like him myself,&rdquo; she continued. &ldquo;He&rsquo;s a bit slow to talk to,
- and he&rsquo;s fresher than Devonshire cream, but there isn&rsquo;t a drop of the
- Johnnie in him. He&rsquo;s as clean as my little girl.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Damn him,&rdquo; repeated her husband, but in a milder and even argumentative
- tone.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He&rsquo;s a proper bundle of nerves, that youngster,&rdquo; she mused, as if talking
- to herself. &ldquo;And whatever those nerves of his tell him to do, he&rsquo;ll do it.
- And I&rsquo;d lay odds he&rsquo;s goin&rsquo; to surprise us all. He&rsquo;s got something boilin&rsquo;
- in his mind&mdash;something that&rsquo;s just struck him to-night&mdash;I could
- see that. Oh, if I was a man!&mdash;I&rsquo;d get out of this hansom now, and
- I&rsquo;d follow that lad, and I&rsquo;d get hold of him somehow, and I&rsquo;d bend him any
- way I chose&mdash;<i>that</i> would be something like!&mdash;but then
- again, you take him some other way, and he&rsquo;s as stubborn as a moke. But I
- like him, all the same.&rdquo; She turned toward her husband, and lifted her
- voice a little. &ldquo;I like him so much, I&rsquo;m thinkin&rsquo; of havin&rsquo; him for a
- brother-in-law.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Strornary thing,&rdquo; commented Edward, earnestly, &ldquo;no man&rsquo;er where I start
- from, whenever I get t&rsquo; the Circus, I get the hiccups.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Cora put her head back against the cushions, and closed her eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0016" id="link2HCH0016"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XVI
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">C</span>hristian
- discovered that he was not sorry to be alone. Cora&rsquo;s company had been
- amusing and vivifying, no doubt, but it was even better now to have his
- own thoughts. He observed with relief that others in the stalls were
- smoking; tobacco as a rule had not very much meaning for him, but now he
- lit a large cigar from the dinner-case in his pocket, and stretching
- himself in his chair, proceeded to enjoy it. He kept his glance, in an
- indolent fashion, upon the stage, but his mind roamed far and wide.
- </p>
- <p>
- Cora, in returning to explain that it would not be possible for her to
- stay till the time for Covent Garden, had ingenuously sat on for nearly
- another hour, cheering him with her lively prattle. She asked him many
- questions about himself, his diversions, his tastes, his relations with
- Lord Julius and Emanuel. He wondered now if these queries had been quite
- as artless as they seemed at the time. There rose up before him, in
- retrospect, certain occasional phases of her manner which suggested
- something furtive. She had watched the stage, and the doorway leading from
- it, with a kind of detached uneasiness on which he now languidly
- speculated. It occurred to him again to wonder if her husband was really
- in the building. Christian found himself thinking of this cousin of his
- almost with compassion. Poor devil! Was his fate not even more tragic than
- that of the others who were merely dead? He regretted now that he had not
- asked Cora point-blank as to his presence. His mood was so tolerant
- to-night that even the unforgivable insult to his father lost its sharp
- outlines, and became only a hasty phrase, the creature of imperative
- provocation.
- </p>
- <p>
- In her final leave-taking, Cora had genially proffered her services if he
- desired to know any or all of the young ladies&mdash;and he had begged to
- be excused. Dicky Westland came down to the stalls later on, and
- shamefacedly linked a similar offer to his apologies for his prolonged
- neglect of his guest. But Christian protested that he was enjoying himself
- thoroughly. He was never less sleepy in his life; he did not want a drink;
- he would not dream of wishing to go until his friend was entirely ready.
- &ldquo;You cannot realize,&rdquo; he concluded, with his persuasive smile, &ldquo;how
- strange and interesting this all is to me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- But when Dicky had returned again to the stage, Christian paid less
- attention than ever to the diverting spectacle. His thoughts reverted
- obstinately to Captain Edward&mdash;? and to that portion of the family of
- which he was the congenital type. Was not that really the sort of man who
- should have the title? There seemed a cloud of negative reasons, but were
- these not sentimental abstractions? Should the duke not be a rough, hard
- sportsman, a man with a passion for horses and dogs and gunpowder
- saturating his veins? One who loved the country for its rude, toilsome
- out-of-door sports, and who liked best in town the primitive amusements of
- the natural man? He figured Edward in his mind&rsquo;s eye most readily as
- puffing and cursing over a rat-hole with his terriers&mdash;or as watching
- with a shine of steel in his blue eyes the blood-stained progress of a
- prize-fight. And truly, were these not the things that a duke of
- Glastonbury of right belonged to?
- </p>
- <p>
- He could not think of Lord Julius and of Emanuel as being Torrs at all.
- The older man had the physical inheritance of the family, it was true, but
- he was almost as much estranged from its ideals as that extraordinary son
- of his. They both were grotesquely out of the picture of English
- aristocratie life, whether in country or town. And he himself&mdash;how
- absolutely he also was out of the picture!
- </p>
- <p>
- The immensity of the position which his grandfather&rsquo;s death would devolve
- upon him had been present in his mind, it seemed sleeping as well as
- waking, for half a year. At the outset he had thrilled at the prospect;
- sometimes still he was able to reassure himself about it, and to profess
- to himself confidence that when the emergency came, he would be equal to
- it. But more often, in these latter days, the outlook depressed him. Of
- course nothing grievous would happen to him, in any event. He would be
- assured of an excellent living to the end of his days, with an exceptional
- amount of social deference from those about him, and relative freedom to
- do what he liked. He could marry and rear a family of lords and ladies; he
- could have his speeches in the House of Lords or elsewhere printed in the
- &ldquo;Times&rdquo;; if he looked about in America, he could secure a bride with
- perhaps millions to her dower. There was, in any case, the reasonable
- likelihood that he would be, to some extent, the heir of Lord Julius and
- Emanuel, in the latter part of his life. Thus he could go on, when he set
- himself to the task, piling-up reasons why he ought to view the future
- with buoyant serenity&mdash;to count himself among the happiest of men.
- </p>
- <p>
- But then&mdash;was his not all self-deception? Did he not know in his
- heart that he was not happy?&mdash;that this gilded and ornate career
- awaiting him really repelled all his finer senses? To-night as he followed
- his thoughts behind the transparent screen of whisking dresses and jolting
- figures upon which his outer vision rested, the impulse to escape the
- whole thing rose strong within him. Already he had sworn that he would no
- longer weary himself with the meaningless and distasteful routine of
- social obligations in London. Why should he not plunge boldly forward
- beyond that, and say that he would make no further sacrifices of any sort
- to the conventions of mediocrity?
- </p>
- <p>
- He lit another cigar and, rising, walked about a little by himself at the
- side of the stalls, his hands deep in his pockets, his brows knitted in
- formative introspection.
- </p>
- <p>
- First of all, it was clear that Emanuel&rsquo;s hopes about his taking up the
- System were doomed. It was not in him to assume such a part. He had not
- the capacity for such work; even if he had, he lacked both the tremendous
- driving energy and the enthusiasm.
- </p>
- <p>
- But when Emanuel learned this, then he would be angry, and he would cover
- over no more money to that account at the bank. Eh bien! It couldn&rsquo;t be
- helped. Christian recalled that he had still at that blessed bank more
- than sixty thousand francs!&mdash;truly a prodigious sum, when one thought
- of it soberly. The question whether this sum ought not to be given back to
- Emanuel, under certain circumstances, seemed to have settled itself. When
- it had first occurred to him that afternoon, it had suggested a good many
- moral difficulties. But it was really simplicity itself, as he considered
- it now. There were all those lean and poverty-stricken years of his youth
- and childhood to be remembered&mdash;and, stretching back beyond that,
- those other years of his father&rsquo;s exile before he was born&mdash;nearly
- forty in all. The intelligent thing was to regard the three thousand
- pounds as a sort of restitution fund, to be spread out over the whole of
- that long period. Viewed in this light, the annual fraction of it was a
- paltry matter. Besides, Emanuel had expressly declared that no conditions
- whatever were attached to the money. Christian saw that he could make his
- mind quite easy on that score.
- </p>
- <p>
- So then, there were sixty thousand francs! With that he might live
- admirably, even luxuriously, on the Continent, until his grandfather&rsquo;s
- death. That event would of course alter everything. There would then come
- automatically to him&mdash;no matter where he was or what he did&mdash;a
- certain fixed income, which he understood to be probably over rather than
- under seventy-five thousand francs a year. This&mdash;still on the
- Continent&mdash;would be almost incredible wealth! There was really no
- limit to the soul-satisfying possibilities it opened before him. He would
- have a yacht on the Mediterranean; he would have a little chateau in the
- marvelous green depths of the Styrian Mountains&mdash;of which a boyhood
- friend had told him with such tender reverence of memory. He would see
- Innsbruck and Moscow, and, if he liked, even Samarkand and China. Why, he
- could go round the world in his yacht, if he chose&mdash;to remote spice
- islands and tropical seas! He could be a duke when, and as much, as it
- pleased him to be one. Instead of being the slave to his position and
- title, he would make them minister to him. He would do original things&mdash;realize
- his own inner fancies and predilections. If the whim seized him to climb
- Mount Ararat, or to cross the Sahara with a caravan of his own servants&mdash;that
- he would do. But above all things&mdash;now and henceforth forever, he
- would be a free man! He laughed grimly as he thought how slight was the
- actual difference between the life of pauper bondage he had led up to last
- October, and the existence which polite England and London had imposed
- upon him ever since. The second set of chains were of precious metal&mdash;that
- was all. Well, hereafter there would be no fetters of any description!
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I&rsquo;m quite ready to go now, old man, if you are,&rdquo; Dicky Westland said at
- some belated stage of this reverie. He had approached without being seen
- by his friend, and he had to pull at Christian&rsquo;s sleeve to attract his
- attention. &ldquo;I fancy you&rsquo;ve been walking in your sleep,&rdquo; he laughed, in
- comment upon this.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian shook himself, and, blinking at Dicky, protested that he had
- never been more wide awake in his life. &ldquo;I go only if you&rsquo;re entirely
- ready,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t dream of leaving on my account I have been
- extremely interested, I assure you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Every fellow has his own notions of enjoyment,&rdquo; reflected Westland, with
- drowsy philosophy, as they went up the stairs toward the stage. &ldquo;I tried
- to explain your point of view to some of the girls up here, but I&rsquo;m not
- sure they quite grasped it. They were dying to have me bring you up and
- make you dance, you know. By George, I had a job to keep Dolly Montressor
- from coming down and fetching you, off her own bat.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How should they know or care about me?&rdquo; asked Christian. &ldquo;I didn&rsquo;t expect
- to be pointed out.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My dear man,&rdquo; retorted Dicky, sleepily, &ldquo;no one pointed you out. They all
- know you by sight as well as they do George Edwards. It isn&rsquo;t too late,
- still, you know&mdash;if you really would like to be introduced.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian shook his head with resolution, as they halted at the wings.
- &ldquo;Truly, no!&rdquo; he repeated. &ldquo;But I should like a glass of wine and a
- sandwich, if we can get past the stage. I&rsquo;m not an atom sleepy, but I&rsquo;m
- hungry and thirsty.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- On their way through a narrow, shadowed defile of huge canvas-stretched
- frames of deal, they passed two young men, one much taller than the other,
- who had their heads bent together in some low-voiced, private
- conversation. Christian glanced at them casually, and was struck with the
- notion that they observed him in turn, and exchanged comment upon his
- approach. He looked at them with a keener scrutiny as he went by&mdash;and
- it seemed to him that there was something familiar in the face of the
- larger man&mdash;who indeed looked away upon the instant their eyes met.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Did you see those men?&rdquo; he asked Westland, in an undertone, a moment
- later. &ldquo;Do you know them?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Those we just passed?&rdquo; Dicky looked over his shoulder. &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t know the
- thin chap, but the other fellow is Gus Torr&mdash;why, of course&mdash;your
- cousin. Somehow, I never think of you as belonging to that lot&mdash;I
- mean, being related to them. Of course&mdash;that was his sister-in-law
- you were sitting with. Why did you ask if I knew him?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Nothing&mdash;I was not sure if it was he&mdash;I&rsquo;ve seen him only once,&rdquo;
- Christian replied, with an assumption of indifference. &ldquo;I remember having
- noticed then how much he looked like his brother.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes&mdash;poor devils!&rdquo; commented Dicky, as they entered the manager&rsquo;s
- room. Apparently it was in his mind to say more, but the place was
- crowded, and the problem of getting through the throng to the food and
- drink monopolized his attention.
- </p>
- <p>
- Some minutes later, while Christian stood in another corridor, waiting for
- his friend to bring their hats and coats from the mysteriously elusive
- spot where he had left them, he overheard the mention of his name. Two
- women&rsquo;s voices, wholly unknown to him, came from behind an improvised
- partition of screens near at hand, with great distinctness.
- </p>
- <p>
- One of them said: &ldquo;He spells his name &lsquo;Tower,&rsquo; you know. I understand the
- idea is to make people forget who his father was.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Good job, too!&rdquo; replied the other voice.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian turned abruptly, and strode off in the direction whither Dicky
- had disappeared. &ldquo;After forty years!&rdquo; he murmured hotly to himself. &ldquo;After
- forty years!&rdquo; and clenched his fists till the nails hurt his palms.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <p>
- The two young men walked homeward, arm in arm, through silent streets over
- which the dawn was spreading its tentative first lights. It was colder
- than they had thought, and the morning air was at once misty and fresh. In
- Leicester Square the scent of lilacs came to them; beside the pale,
- undefined bulk of the squat statue they caught the lavender splash of
- color which was sister to the perfume.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;By Jove, it&rsquo;s spring!&rdquo; said Dicky. He pointed out the flowers, and then,
- still drawing Christian&rsquo;s arm to turn his attention to the square,
- recalled to him as they moved that this was the oldtime haunt of
- foreigners in London. &ldquo;Dickens&rsquo;s villain in &lsquo;Little Dorrit,&rsquo; you know&mdash;the
- fellow whose mustache went up and his nose went down&mdash;I never can
- remember his name&mdash;he lived here. In those days, all that sort of
- chappies lived here&mdash;the adventurers and jailbirds who had made their
- own countries too hot to hold them.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Westland&rsquo;s insistence upon this theme had no purpose other than to divert
- Christian&rsquo;s attention while they passed the Empire. He was tired, and
- profoundly disinclined to any renewal of the discussion about the
- promenade. He encountered with vague surprise, therefore, the frowning
- glance which Christian, half halting, bent upon him. The young man&rsquo;s
- displeasure was marked, but Dicky for the life of him could not imagine
- why. He tightened his hold on the other&rsquo;s arm and quickened their pace.
- </p>
- <p>
- But Christian, after a few yards, suddenly withdrew his arm altogether. &ldquo;I
- do not like to walk so fast,&rdquo; he said, with a sharp note in his voice.
- </p>
- <p>
- Dicky regarded him with puzzled apprehension. &ldquo;What&rsquo;s up, old man?&rdquo; he
- asked, almost pleadingly. &ldquo;Has anything gone wrong?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian, still with knitted brows, parted his lips to speak. Then he
- seemed to reconsider his intention, and let his face soften as he paused.
- &ldquo;No&mdash;nothing at all,&rdquo; he replied, after a moment. He smiled a little
- to reassure the other. &ldquo;It was nothing at all,&rdquo; he repeated. &ldquo;Only I am
- nervous and excited to-night&mdash;this morning, I should say&mdash;and my
- head is full of projects. It is twelve hours since you came to me&mdash;and
- the whole world has changed meanwhile. I see everything different. I am
- not altered to your eyes&mdash;but none the less, I am not at all, in any
- respect, the man you took to dine with you. You have not observed anything&mdash;but
- it is a revolution that has occurred under your very nose, Mr. Dicky
- Westland.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I&rsquo;m too sleepy to observe anything,&rdquo; the other declared. &ldquo;I couldn&rsquo;t tell
- a revolution from a&mdash;from a hot-potato can.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The comparison had forced itself upon Westland&rsquo;s jaded mind through the
- medium of his weary eyes. There before them, by the curb at the corner,
- stood the dingy wheeled-oven of the streets, the sullen red glow of its
- lower door making a strange patch of fiery light upon the ragged trousers
- of the man in charge. He was a dirty and undersized creature, and he
- looked up at the two young gentlemen in evening dress with a speculative,
- yet hardly hopeful, eye.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian stopped short. &ldquo;Ah, this is very good,&rdquo; he said, with a
- brightening face. &ldquo;I have never eaten a potato from a can.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Dicky sighed, but resigned himself with only a languid protest: &ldquo;You have
- to eat so much else besides the potato,&rdquo; he commented dolefully.
- </p>
- <p>
- The man opened an upper door, and then drew from under the machine a
- twisted wad of old newspaper, which, being unwound, revealed a gray heap
- of salt. &ldquo;How many, cap&rsquo;n?&rdquo; he demanded, briefly.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian had been glancing across the Circus meanwhile&mdash;to where, in
- the misty vagueness of dawn, Piccadilly opened between its tall, shapely
- corners, and beyond, the curved yellowish sweep of Regent Street began.
- The dim light revealed some lurking figures to his eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Can you call over those women?&rdquo; he asked the potato-man.
- </p>
- <p>
- A tall, fresh-faced young policeman came upon the group round the
- Criterion corner. Although the pounding of his thick boots on the pavement
- had been audible long before his appearance, he regarded them with the
- slightly dramatic air of one who has deftly surprised a group of
- conspirators. The potato-man looked from Christian to the officer and made
- no reply.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian drew some silver from his pocket, shaking off the restraining
- hand Westland tried to lay on his arm. &ldquo;Is there any objection,
- constable,&rdquo; he inquired, &ldquo;to my buying potatoes for those friends of ours
- over there? It is a cold morning.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The policeman&rsquo;s glance ranged from the white ties of the young gentlemen
- to the coins in Christian&rsquo;s palm. His official expression relaxed. &ldquo;I dare
- say it&rsquo;ll do no &rsquo;arm, sir,&rdquo; he replied with courtesy. He even lent
- himself to the enterprise by stooping down and beating a certain number of
- strokes with his baton on the pavement.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How many times did he strike?&rdquo; Dicky made whispered inquiry. &ldquo;That&rsquo;s a
- new dodge to me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- New or old, it was efficient. Forlorn shapes began to emerge from the
- shadows of the big streets opposite, and move forward across the empty
- open space. Others stole noiselessly in from the byways of Leicester
- Square. There were perhaps a dozen in all when the potato-man made his
- census&mdash;poorly dressed, fagged, bold-faced, furtive-eyed women. They
- spoke in monotonous, subdued tones among themselves. There were to be
- heard German, French, Belgian French, cockney English, and Lancashire
- English. Two of them pulled at the sleeve of the potato-man to make him
- hurry.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian, regarding his motley guests, found himself neither touched nor
- entertained. They seemed as stupid as they were squalid. With a gesture of
- decision he gave the money to the policeman.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Pay for it all,&rdquo; he directed, &ldquo;and if more come, give them a look-in, too&mdash;and
- keep what is left for yourself.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Now then, Frenchy!&rdquo; broke in the constable, sharply. &ldquo;Mind what you&rsquo;re
- at! Pass Germany the salt!&rdquo; With an abrupt change to civility, he turned
- to Christian. &ldquo;Right you are, sir!&rdquo; he said.
- </p>
- <p>
- Dicky laughed drowsily. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s like the Concert of Europe,&rdquo; he declared.
- &ldquo;Shall we go on?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- They moved down the broad pavement, again arm in arm, breathing in slowly
- the new, keen air, and observing in a silence which was full of tacit
- comment the beautiful termination of the street before them: the dark
- figures of the Crimean monument standing in grim relief against the
- morning light, the stately palace beyond, with its formal portals of club
- buildings, its embowered statues, its huge column towering ponderously
- above the pale green of spring in the park&mdash;all gray and cool and, as
- it were, thoughtfully solemn in the hush of daybreak.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, yes&mdash;this wonderful London!&rdquo; sighed Christian, as they halted at
- the Continental corner. He spread his hand to embrace the prospect before
- them. &ldquo;How right you were! I have not learned to know it at all. But I
- begin now! If you will walk through the square with me&mdash;there is
- something I wish to say.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- This something did not get itself said till they halted within this
- somber, slate-colored square. Christian paused before a big, pretentious
- house of gloomy, and even forbidding aspect&mdash;a front of sooty stucco,
- with cornices of ashen-hued stone, and many windows masked with sullen
- brown shades.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;This was our town house a hundred years ago,&rdquo; he said meditatively. &ldquo;My
- father was born here. My grandfather sold it when the entail was broken.
- Until this afternoon, it was my fixed resolve to buy it back again. I said
- always to myself: &lsquo;If I am to have a house in London, it must be this old
- one of ours in St. James&rsquo;s.&rsquo; But that is all changed now. At least, it is
- no longer a resolve.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Dicky gazed at him with sleepy eyes. &ldquo;How do you mean?&rdquo; he asked,
- perfunctorily.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Wake up now, and I will tell you!&rdquo; Christian, with a lingering glance, as
- of renunciation, at the mansion, began to walk again. &ldquo;This is it. You
- said you were eager to be some colonial official&rsquo;s secretary&mdash;to have
- three hundred pounds&mdash;and the yellow fever. To obtain this, you
- expend all your energies, you and your relations. Well, then&mdash;why
- will you not be my secretary instead? You shall have more than three
- hundred pounds&mdash;and no yellow fever.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Westland had roused himself, and looked inquiringly now into the other&rsquo;s
- face. &ldquo;What do you need of a secretary?&rdquo; he objected, half jestingly. &ldquo;If
- you want to talk about it after you&rsquo;ve come into the thing&mdash;I don&rsquo;t
- say that I shouldn&rsquo;t be glad-to consider it. But the deuce of it is&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No&mdash;I wish it to begin now, this morning, this hour&mdash;this
- minute!&rdquo; Christian spoke peremptorily.
- </p>
- <p>
- Dicky, pondering, shook his head. &ldquo;No, you mustn&rsquo;t insist on settling
- anything now,&rdquo; he decided. &ldquo;It isn&rsquo;t regular, you know. If you&mdash;really&mdash;want
- to propose something immediate&mdash;why, I&rsquo;ll call and talk with you
- to-morrow&mdash;or, that is to say, this afternoon. But I couldn&rsquo;t
- possibly let you commit yourself to anything of that sort now.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian frowned at his friend. &ldquo;You speak of what you will let me do!&rdquo;
- he said.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;In your opinion&mdash;I see it!&mdash;you think I have not sober command
- of myself, am not responsible&mdash;is that it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Nonsense! I&rsquo;ve said nothing of the sort,&rdquo; protested the other. &ldquo;Of
- course, you&rsquo;re perfectly all right&mdash;but we&rsquo;re both tired and sleepy,
- and you&rsquo;re not so accustomed to go home by daylight as I am&mdash;and it
- wouldn&rsquo;t be at all the thing for me to close a bargain with you now. Can&rsquo;t
- you see what I mean? I wouldn&rsquo;t play threepenny écarté with you at this
- hour in the morning&mdash;and I&rsquo;m damned if I&rsquo;m going to let you in for
- three hundred a year for the rest of my life. Shall I come round, say, at
- luncheon time?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I shall not be in,&rdquo; said Christian, curtly. He looked at his companion,
- and then past him at the trees in the square, in vexed rumination. &ldquo;What I
- have it in my mind to do&rdquo;&mdash;he continued, vaguely, after a pause&mdash;&ldquo;it
- is not a thing for delay. It is in my blood to do it at once. It was my
- impulse to make you my comrade in it&mdash;but of course, since you have
- your reservations and doubts, there need be nothing more said about it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The shrug of the shoulders which emphasized these last words nettled
- Westland, and at the same time helped him to repress his annoyance. It
- lent to the whole episode just that savor of foreign eccentricity which
- appealed to the amiable tolerance of the islander.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My dear man,&rdquo; he urged, gently, &ldquo;I haven&rsquo;t the slightest notion what it
- is that you&rsquo;re so keen about&mdash;but whatever it is, do go home and
- sleep on it, and make up your mind calmly after breakfast. It&rsquo;s no good
- deciding important questions, and striking out new lines, and all that
- sort of thing, at this hour in the morning. Nobody ever does it, you know.
- It simply can&rsquo;t be done.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Good-night!&rdquo; said Christian, proffering his hand. &ldquo;You are right; it is
- high time for those who are sleepy to go to bed I won&rsquo;t drag you round to
- Duke Street.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Dicky looked at him doubtfully. &ldquo;You do wrong to be angry, you know,&rdquo; he
- said.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But that is your error&mdash;I am not in the least angry&mdash;I beg you
- to believe it,&rdquo; cried Christian. His eyes beamed genially in proof of his
- assertion, and he put heartiness into his voice. &ldquo;For a minute I was
- disappointed&mdash;shall I say vexed?&mdash;but not any more. How should I
- quarrel with you for not beholding things through my eyes? To me,
- something is a giant; you perceive that it is a windmill. Eh bien! We do
- not convince each other&mdash;but surely we do not quarrel.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I am game enough to play Sancho to your Don,&rdquo; expostulated Dicky,
- with a readiness which Christian had not looked for, &ldquo;but I draw the line
- at starting out on an empty stomach, and when we&rsquo;re too sleepy to stand.
- Well, what shall it be?&rdquo; He took the hand offered him, and strove to
- signify by his cordial grasp that no trace of a misunderstanding remained.
- &ldquo;Shall I look you up, say, at two o&rsquo;clock?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I do not think I shall be there. Goodnight!&rdquo; responded Christian, and the
- two parted.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0017" id="link2HCH0017"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XVII
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">C</span>hristian climbed
- the stairs at Duke Street, and let himself into his apartments, with
- painstaking precautions against being overheard. There was an excess of
- zeal about Falkner which might easily impel him to present himself for
- service at even this most unseasonable hour.
- </p>
- <p>
- The young man had still only formless notions of what he was going to do,
- but it was at least plain to him that Falkner was to have no part in the
- proceedings. He drew off his varnished boots as a further measure of
- security, and then, with more hesitation, removed his cloak and coat, and
- raised the inside blinds at the two windows. This sitting-room of his had
- rather pleased him formerly. He could recall having taken quite an
- affectionate interest in buying and arranging the rugs and pictures and
- bookcases with which he had supplemented the somewhat gaunt furnishing of
- his predecessor. But now, in this misty and reluctant light of the London
- morning, nothing seemed good to him as he looked about.
- </p>
- <p>
- The pretty things of his own selection said no more to him than did the
- chattels he had taken over from a stranger. There was no spirit of home in
- them.
- </p>
- <p>
- He moved noiselessly to the adjoining bedroom, and drew the curtains there
- as well, and glanced round. Here, too, he had the sense of beholding the
- casual appointments of a hotel chamber. Nothing made an appeal of intimacy
- to him. He reflected that in a day or two he should not be able to
- remember how his room looked&mdash;even if his memory attempted the
- fatuous task. Duke Street had been engraved on his cards for six months,
- but it had not made the faintest mark on his heart.
- </p>
- <p>
- With an air of decision, he suddenly began to drag forth his clothes from
- the wardrobe and drawers, and spread them on the bed. In the tiny
- dressing-room beyond were piled his traveling bags, and these he brought
- out into the light. Upon consideration, however, the original impulse to
- take a good many things weakened and dwindled. To begin with, their secret
- removal was in no way practicable. Moreover, now that he thought of it, he
- did not want them. They would be simply encumbrances. He would take with
- him only the smallest handbag, with a change of linen and a few brushes.
- </p>
- <p>
- Finally, the conviction that even this must be a nuisance became clear to
- him, and he desisted from the random packing he had begun. Still moving
- about as silently as possible, he changed his ceremonial tie for one of
- every-day wear, and put on a suit of sober-colored tweeds, and his easiest
- brown boots. The transfer of his watch, some loose gold and the roll of
- notes from one set of pockets to another, completed his preparations in
- the bedchamber. He tiptoed out to the larger room, and there, upon
- reflection, wrote a few lines for Falkner&rsquo;s direction, saying merely that
- he was called away, and that matters were to go on as usual until he
- returned or sent further orders. He separated a banknote from the roll to
- place inside this note, but on second thoughts wrote a check instead, and
- sealing and directing the envelope, laid it in a conspicuous place on the
- table.
- </p>
- <p>
- He noticed then, for the first time, that there were some letters from the
- evening post for him, neatly arranged on this table. He opened the
- nearest, and glanced at its contents: it was a note from his second
- cousin, Lady Milly Poynes, the fair-haired, fair-faced, fair-brained,
- fair-everything sister of Lord Lingfield, reminding him that she was
- depending upon his escort for the Private View of the Academy, and that
- the time for getting tickets was running very short. He laughed aloud at
- the conceit of the Royal Academy rising in his path as an obstacle at such
- a moment&mdash;and without more ado thrust this with the unopened letters
- into his pocket. Then, when he had made sure once more that he had his
- check-book, nothing remained to be done. He went softly forth, without so
- much as a thought of taking a farewell glance behind him, found a soft
- dark hat in the hallway and then closed the outer door with great care
- upon the whole Duke Street episode of his life.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are not to see me here again in a hurry,&rdquo; he confided aloud to the
- banisters and steps, when he had descended to the first floor. Then he
- laughed to himself, and tripped gaily down the remaining flight.
- </p>
- <p>
- There was no hesitation now in his mood. He walked briskly back through
- the square, and then down Waterloo Place, till he came to the Guards&rsquo;
- Memorial. He moved round this to the front, and looked up at one of the
- three bronze Guardsmen with the confident air of familiarity. He knew this
- immutable, somber face under every shifting aspect of light and shadow; he
- had stared at the mantling greatcoat and the huge bearskin of this hero of
- his a hundred times. The very first day of his arrival in London he had
- made the acquaintance of this statue, and had started, dazed and
- fascinated, at the strange resemblance it suggested. Thus his boy-father
- must have looked, with the beard and the heavy dress of the Russian
- winter. The metal figure came to mean to him more than all London beside.
- In the sad, strong, silent countenance which gazed down upon him he read
- forever the tragedy that gripped his heartstrings. Forever Honor, standing
- aloft, held the laurel wreath poised high above the warrior&rsquo;s head&mdash;immovable
- in the air, never to descend to touch its mark. Christian had seen this
- wreath always through moist eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- This morning, for a wonder, no tearful impulse came to him as he looked
- upward. The impassive face was as gravely fine as ever, but its customary
- effect of pathos was lacking. There even seemed in its sightless eyes a
- latent perception of Christian&rsquo;s altered mood. He lifted his hat soberly
- and saluted the statue.
- </p>
- <p>
- Toward the Strand now he made his way, walking blithely, and humming to
- himself. He could not forbear to smile at a policeman he passed in front
- of St. Martin&rsquo;s. Two elderly and much bewrapped cabmen stood stamping
- their feet beside a shelter, and they pointed toward their ridiculous old
- horses and battered growlers as he came along, with an air that moved him
- to glee. He gave them a shilling to divide, and went on, conscious of a
- novel delight in himself and in the world at large.
- </p>
- <p>
- The big clock showed it to be half-past five. There was no blue in the
- sky, but the mist of daybreak was abating, and the air was milder. Not a
- living creature was visible along the naked length of the Strand. At the
- end, the beautiful spire of St. Mary&rsquo;s rose from the dim grays about its
- base, exquisite in tints and contour as an Alpine summit in the moment
- before sunrise.
- </p>
- <p>
- A turning to the left opened to Christian, unexpectedly, a scene full of
- motion and color. He had not thought himself so near Covent Garden, but
- clearly this must be it. He walked up toward the busy scene of high-laden
- vans, big cart-horses and swarming porters, wondering why no sign of all
- this activity was manifest in the sleeping Strand below, barely a stone&rsquo;s
- throw distant. He saw the glowing banks of flowers within, as he
- approached, and made toward them, sighing already with pleasure at the
- promise they held out to him.
- </p>
- <p>
- He might have read in the papers that it was a backward and a grudging
- April, this year, in the matter of flowers. But to Christian, no memory of
- the exuberant South suggested any rivalry with this wonderful show of
- northern blossoms. Tulips and daffodils, amaryllis and azaleas,
- rhododendrons, carnations, roses&mdash;he seemed to have imagined to
- himself nothing like this before. He spent over an hour among them, in the
- end making numerous purchases. At each stall he gave an address&mdash;always
- the same&mdash;and exacted the pledge of delivery at eight o&rsquo;clock.
- </p>
- <p>
- At last he could in reason buy nothing more, and he went out to look about
- him. He found the place where the market-men take drinks at all hours, and
- food and coffee when nature&rsquo;s sternest demands can be positively no longer
- disregarded&mdash;but it did not invite his appetite. Some further time he
- spent in gazing wondering at the vast walls of vegetables and fruit being
- tirelessly built up and pulled down again, pondering meanwhile the
- question whether he should breakfast before eight o&rsquo;clock, or at some
- indefinitely later hour. He partially solved the problem at length by
- buying a small box of Algerian peaches, and eating them where he stood.
- Then some exceptionally fine bananas tempted him further, and he finished
- with a delicate little melon from Sicily.
- </p>
- <p>
- How it carried him back to the days of his youth&mdash;this early morning
- fragrance of the fresh fruit! It was as if he were at Cannes again&mdash;only
- buoyant now, and happy, and oh, so free! And in his pocket he could feel
- whenever he liked the soft, munificent crackle of over four thousand
- francs! The sapphire Mediterranean had surely never been so lovely to his
- gaze as was now the dingy Strand below.
- </p>
- <p>
- The laggard hour came round at last. He descended to Arundel Street, and
- discovered the house he wanted, and found just within the entrance two or
- three of the flower-laden porters awaiting his arrival, For the rest, the
- building seemed profoundly unoccupied. He led the way up to the third
- floor, and had the plants set down beside the locked door which bore the
- sign &ldquo;Miss Bailey.&rdquo; Other similarly burdened porters made their appearance
- in turn, till the narrow hallway looked like a floral annex to the Garden
- itself.
- </p>
- <p>
- He waited alone with his treasures for what seemed to him a very long
- time, then descended and stood at the street door till he was tired, then
- climbed the stairs again. The extraordinary quiet of the big building,
- filled with business offices as it was, puzzled him. He had no experience
- of early-morning London to warn him that English habits differed from
- those of the continent. It occurred to him that perhaps it was a holiday&mdash;conceivably
- one of those extraordinary interludes called Bank Holidays&mdash;and he
- essayed a perplexing computation in the calendar in the effort to settle
- this point.
- </p>
- <p>
- Finally there began the sounds of steps, and the opening and closing of
- doors, below him. A tow-headed boy in buttons came up to his landing,
- stared in vacuous amazement at him and the flowers and passed on to the
- next floor. Noises of occupancy rose from the well of the staircase to
- bear him countenance, and suddenly a lift glided up past him in this well.
- He had not noticed the ropes or the iron caging before. He heard the
- slamming of the lift doors above, and the dark carriage followed on its
- smooth descent. Christian reproached himself for not having rung the bell
- and questioned the lift-man. He considered the feasibility of doing it
- now, but was deterred by the fear that the man would resent it. Then the
- lift came up again&mdash;and was stopping at his floor. There was a sharp
- note of girlish laughter on the instant of the halt, answered by a male
- guffaw.
- </p>
- <p>
- A slight, erect, active young woman emerged from the lift, her face alive
- with mirth of some unknown character. Behind her, in the obscurity,
- Christian saw for an instant the vanishing countenance of the liftman,
- grinning widely. This hilarity, somehow, struck in him an unsympathetic
- chord.
- </p>
- <p>
- The young woman, still laughing, spread an uncomprehending glance over
- Christian and his flowers. She moved past him, key in hand, toward the
- door which he had been guarding, with a puzzled eye upon him meanwhile.
- With the key in the lock she turned and decided to speak.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What might all this be&mdash;the Temple Flower Show or the Crystal
- Palace?&rdquo; she asked, with banter in her tone.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;These are for Miss Bailey,&rdquo; said Christian, quite humbly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Must be some mistake,&rdquo; said the girl decisively. &ldquo;Did she order them
- herself? Were you there at the time? Did you see her? Where do they come
- from?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian advanced a little into the light. &ldquo;She has not ordered them,&rdquo; he
- said, in his calmest voice. &ldquo;I have not seen her for a long time. But I
- have brought them for her, and I think you may take it from me that they
- are hers.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I beg your pardon,&rdquo; she replied, lightly but with grace. &ldquo;I didn&rsquo;t
- understand. Things are forever being brought here that belong somewhere
- else. Men are so stupid in finding their way about! Well&mdash;I suppose
- we must get them inside. That is your idea, isn&rsquo;t it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She spoke very rapidly, and with a kind of metallic snap in her tones.
- Christian answered her questions by a suave assenting gesture. &ldquo;Miss
- Bailey is not likely to turn up much before half-past nine,&rdquo; she went on,
- as if he had made the inquiry. &ldquo;She lives so far out, and just now we&rsquo;re
- not very busy. There&rsquo;s nothing doing in new plays at this time of the
- year, and the lady novelists are all getting their own typewriters. If
- you&rsquo;ll lend a hand, we&rsquo;ll carry the things in.&rdquo; Between them they bore in
- the various pots, and the big bouquets loosely wrapped in blue paper. The
- girl led the way through a large working-room to a smaller apartment,
- fitted as an office but containing also a sofa and a tall gas
- cooking-stove&mdash;and here on desk and center-table, chairs and
- windowsill, they placed the flowers. Christian watched her as she deftly
- removed their paper wrappings. She had a comely, small face of aspect at
- once alert and masterful. The skin was peculiarly fair, with a tinge of
- rose in the cheeks so delicately modulated that he found it in rivalry
- with the &ldquo;Mrs. Pauls&rdquo; she was unpacking. Her light hair was drawn plainly
- down over the temples in a fashion which he felt was distinguished, but
- said to himself he did not like. Her shrewd eyes took calm cognizance of
- him from time to time.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;They are very beautiful indeed,&rdquo; she remarked with judicial approval,
- upon the completion of her task. Then, as upon an afterthought, she moved
- rapidly about, peering under the branches of the growing plants, and
- separating the cut flowers lightly with her hands. &ldquo;There is no card
- anywhere, is there? I suppose you will want to leave a message? Here are
- pen and ink&mdash;if you wish to write anything.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Thank you,&rdquo; Christian began, smilingly but with obvious hesitation. He
- looked at his watch. &ldquo;If you don&rsquo;t mind&mdash;if you&rsquo;re quite sure I
- shan&rsquo;t be in the way&mdash;I think I should like to wait till Miss Bailey
- comes.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, you won&rsquo;t be in the way,&rdquo; the girl replied. She regarded him
- meditatively, with narrowed eyes. &ldquo;I shouldn&rsquo;t dust this room in any event&mdash;since
- the flowers are here; but you mustn&rsquo;t come out into the big room&mdash;unless
- you want to get choked with blacks. Would you like a morning paper? I can
- send a boy out for one.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Thank you&mdash;you are very good&mdash;no,&rdquo; Christian answered. &ldquo;There
- are some books here&mdash;I shall amuse myself.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The girl turned to leave him, and then on second thought moved over to the
- window and lifted the sash. &ldquo;There&rsquo;ll be no objection to your smoking if
- you like,&rdquo; she informed him. Then she went out, closing the door behind
- her.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian walked to the window in turn, and looked down over the flowers
- to the narrow street below. It was full of young men in silk hats, toiling
- up the granite ascent like black ants. He reflected that they must be
- clerks and shopmen, going to their daily work from the Temple station or
- the Embankment. The suggestion of monotonous bondage which their swarming
- progress toward the wage-earning center gave forth, interested him. He
- yawned pleasurably at the thought of his own superb emancipation from
- duties and tasks of all descriptions.
- </p>
- <p>
- He strolled over to the bookcase above the desk, and glanced at the
- volumes revealed through its glass doors. They seemed very serious books,
- indeed. &ldquo;Economics of Socialism,&rdquo; &ldquo;Capitalist Production,&rdquo; &ldquo;The Ethics of
- Socialism,&rdquo; &ldquo;Towards Democracy&rdquo;&mdash;so the titles ran that first met his
- eye. There were other groups&mdash;mainly of history and the essayists&mdash;but
- everything was substantial. His glance sought in vain any lightsome gleam
- of poetry or fiction. The legend on a thin red book, &ldquo;Civilization: Its
- Cause and Cure,&rdquo; whimsically caught his attention. He put his hand to the
- key in the bookcase door to get out the volume; then, hesitating, yawned,
- and looked over the shelves once more. There was nothing else&mdash;and
- really he desired to read nothing.
- </p>
- <p>
- He would half recline in comfort upon the sofa instead, until his friend
- came. As a pleasing adjunct to this plan, he drew the table up close, and
- found room upon it, by crowding them together, for most of the flowers
- that had been bestowed elsewhere. He seated himself at his ease, with his
- head resting against the wall, and surveyed the plants and blossoms in
- affectionate admiration. It was delicious to think how naïve her surprise
- would be&mdash;how great her pleasure! Truly, since his discovery of his
- birthright, remarkable and varied as had been his experiences, he had done
- nothing else which afforded him a tithe of the satisfaction he felt now
- glowing in all his veins. Here, at last, by some curious and devious
- chance, he had stumbled upon the thing that was genuinely worth doing.
- </p>
- <p>
- He could hear the cheerful girl in the next room, whistling gently to
- herself as she moved the furniture about. There came presently the sound
- of other female voices, and then a sustained, vibrant rattle, quaintly
- accentuated like the ticking of a telegraph key, which he grew accustomed
- to, and even found pleasant to the ear.
- </p>
- <p>
- He put his feet up on the edge of the sofa&mdash;and nestled downward till
- his head was upon it as well. A delicate yet pervasive fragrance from the
- table close beside him aroused his languid curiosity. Was it the perfume
- of carnations or of roses?
- </p>
- <p>
- He closed his eyes the better to decide.
- </p>
- <p>
- In the outer room, Miss Connie Staples permitted herself numerous and
- varied speculations as to the identity and purposes of the young man with
- the flowers, the while she dusted the typewriters, distributed the copy
- for the morning&rsquo;s start and set the place in order. She had her sleeves
- rolled up, and had wound a big handkerchief about her hair; beneath this
- turban her forehead scored itself in lines of perplexed wonderment as to
- this curious early caller&mdash;but when two other girls arrived, she
- suffered them to put aside their things and begin work without so much as
- hinting at what had happened. A third girl, coming a little later, brought
- in a stray blossom which she had picked up in the corridor outside. She
- mentioned the fact, and even laid stress upon it, but got no syllable of
- explanation.
- </p>
- <p>
- This was all simple enough, but at half-past nine the arrival of still
- another of the sex put Miss Connie&rsquo;s resources to an unexpected test.
- </p>
- <p>
- A handsome, youngish woman, very well dressed indeed, appeared suddenly
- upon the threshold of the workroom, knocking upon the door and pushing it
- wide open at the same instant. She looked curiously about, and then
- point-blank into the face of the girl who came toward her. It was a glance
- of independent and impersonal criticism which the two exchanged, covering
- with instantaneous swiftness an infinitude of details as to dress,
- coiffure, complexion, figure, temperament and origin. Connie wondered if
- the new-comer was really quite a lady, long before she formulated an
- inquiring thought about her errand. Even as she finally looked this
- question of business, she decided that it was an actress with a play for
- the provinces, and asked herself if she did not seem to recognize the
- face. The visitor, for her part, saw that Connie&rsquo;s teeth were too uneven
- to be false, and that her waist was overlong, and that her hair was not
- thick enough to be worn flat over the temples, much less to justify so
- confident a manner. In all, something less than a second of time had
- elapsed.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I want to see Miss Bailey&mdash;Miss Frank Bailey,&rdquo; explained the
- stranger, graciously.
- </p>
- <p>
- Connie conveyed to her, with courteous brevity, the fact that Miss Bailey
- had not yet arrived. &ldquo;Is it something that I can do?&rdquo; she added.
- </p>
- <p>
- The other shook her head, and showed an affable thread of white between
- her freshened lips. &ldquo;No, I will wait for her,&rdquo; she answered, and threw a
- keen glance about the place. &ldquo;That&rsquo;s her private room, isn&rsquo;t it?&rdquo; she
- asked, nodding at the closed door to the right. &ldquo;I will wait in there,&rdquo;
- she decided, in the same breath, and began moving toward it.
- </p>
- <p>
- Connie alertly headed her off. &ldquo;If you will kindly take a seat here&mdash;&rdquo;
- she interposed, standing in front of her visitor.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It&rsquo;s too noisy out here,&rdquo; remarked the other; &ldquo;those horrid machines
- would give me a headache. That <i>is</i> her private room, isn&rsquo;t it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Unfortunately,&rdquo; Connie began, lowering her voice, &ldquo;the room belongs to
- another office. Or rather, I should say, it is locked. Miss Bailey will be
- here&mdash;with the key&mdash;very shortly now.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, it&rsquo;s all right&mdash;I&rsquo;m her sister,&rdquo; explained the other, in no wise
- resenting the ineffectual fabrications. She pushed forward past the
- reluctant girl with a resolute step, and put her hand on the knob of the
- tabooed door. &ldquo;Make your mind quite easy, my dear,&rdquo; she remarked over her
- shoulder, sinking her voice in turn in deference to the situation; &ldquo;you&rsquo;ve
- done all that could be expected of you&mdash;and I&rsquo;ll tell her so.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Then, with a momentary gleam of good nature on her pretty face, which the
- short transparent veil she wore to her chin seemed to accentuate rather
- than mask, she opened the door, threw up her head with a swift, puzzled
- glance at what she saw, and then tiptoed gracefully into the room, closing
- the door with painstaking noiselessness behind her.
- </p>
- <p>
- Miss Frances Bailey entered her office not many minutes later, her cheeks
- aglow with the morning air as the wheelwoman meets it. She nodded
- cheerfully to Connie, and beyond her to the girls at the machines, as her
- hand sought for a hat-pin at the back of her head.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Any word from the Lyceum?&rdquo; she asked. &ldquo;And what does that Zambesi-travel
- manuscript make?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Connie ignored industrial topics. &ldquo;There are people waiting in there to
- see you,&rdquo; she announced, in low, significant tones.
- </p>
- <p>
- The mistress was impressed by the suggestion of mystery. &ldquo;People? What
- people?&rdquo; she asked, knitting her brows.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;One of them says she&rsquo;s your sister. And the other is a young gentleman&mdash;he
- came first&mdash;and he brought&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My sister?&rdquo; interrupted Miss Bailey. &ldquo;Cora! Something dreadful must have
- happened&mdash;for she never got out so early as this before in her life.
- Is she in mourning? Did she seem upset?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;<i>Not</i> a bit of it!&rdquo; said Connie, reassuringly. She added, following
- the other toward the private office: &ldquo;I tried my best to keep her out
- here.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why should you?&rdquo; asked Frances, with wide-open eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, well&mdash;you&rsquo;ll see,&rdquo; replied the girl, evasively. &ldquo;I told you
- there was some one else in there.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Frances opened the door&mdash;and Connie noted that she too lifted her
- head and stared a little, and then cautiously closed the door behind her.
- She pondered this as she returned to her machine, and she curled her thin
- lip when she took up the copies of the first act of an amateur&rsquo;s romantic
- play, to underscore the business directions with red ink, and sew on brown
- paper covers. Intuition told her that a much better drama was afoot, here
- under her very nose.
- </p>
- <p>
- Inside her office, Miss Bailey surrendered herself to frank astonishment
- at what she beheld.
- </p>
- <p>
- Bestowed in obvious discomfort upon her sofa, behind an extraordinary bank
- of potted plants and bright, costly greenhouse flowers, was a young man
- fast asleep. Her eye took in as well her sister, who sat near the head of
- the sofa, but she could wait. The interest centered in this sleeping
- stranger, who made himself so much at home in the shelter of his
- remarkable floral barricade. She moved round the better to scrutinize his
- face, which was tilted up as if proudly held even in slumber. Upon
- examination she recognized the countenance; and in a swift moment of
- concentration tried to think what his presence might signify. Then she
- turned to her sister, and lifted her calm brows in mute inquiry.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, my dear&mdash;what splendid business!&rdquo; whispered Cora, her glance
- beaming upward from the sofa to the standing figure. &ldquo;And mind, Frank, I&rsquo;m
- in it! I&rsquo;m in it up to my neck! I sent him to you, dear.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The girl looked down at them both, and deliberated before she spoke. &ldquo;If
- you brought him here,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;I think you&rsquo;d better take him away
- again. I can let you out by this other door. Let us have no more publicity
- than necessary.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But you don&rsquo;t in the least understand!&rdquo; protested Cora, with her finger
- raised in an appeal for quiet tones.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, I don&rsquo;t understand. I don&rsquo;t want to understand,&rdquo; replied Frances
- coldly. &ldquo;There&rsquo;s one thing <i>you</i> don&rsquo;t understand either, Cora: This
- is my typewriting office; it isn&rsquo;t a greenroom at all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Then it well might be,&rdquo; retorted the other, with a latent grin. &ldquo;Anything
- greener than its owner I never saw. Now listen&mdash;don&rsquo;t be a silly
- cuckoo! I met the youngster last night&mdash;and I worked him up till he
- was mad to learn where you were to be found. I told him&mdash;and then I
- went home, and I couldn&rsquo;t sleep for thinkin&rsquo; of you, dear&mdash;and so I
- turned out at some extraordinary hour this mornin&rsquo;&mdash;it is mornin&rsquo; by
- this time, isn&rsquo;t it?&mdash;and I came here, just to tell you that he was
- askin&rsquo; after you&mdash;and I come in here&mdash;and lo! here&rsquo;s the bird on
- his little nest!&mdash;and see the flowers he&rsquo;s brought from Covent Garden
- for you!&mdash;and so I sit here like Patience on a monument, afraid to
- wink an eyelash, so&rsquo;s not to wake him till you come. That&rsquo;s what I&rsquo;ve done
- for <i>you</i>, dear&mdash;and presently, if you don&rsquo;t mind, I&rsquo;d like to
- hear what you&rsquo;ll do for me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Frances put a knee upon the chair before her, and rested with her hands
- upon its back. She sighed a little, and bit her lips. A troubled look came
- into her gray eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You might as well say all you have to say,&rdquo; she said, slowly. &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t in
- the least see what you&rsquo;re up to&mdash;but then I never did.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, dear, you never did,&rdquo; responded Cora, smiling as if in pleased
- retrospect. &ldquo;But that&rsquo;s no reason why I shouldn&rsquo;t be a good sister to you.
- If it&rsquo;s one&rsquo;s nature to be a good sister, why, then one will be&mdash;and
- there you are, don&rsquo;t you see? I take no credit to myself for it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Go on,&rdquo; said the other. The two women spoke in hushed whispers, and with
- each sentence stole glances of precaution toward the sleeper.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, Frank, I look to you not to forget what I&rsquo;ve done. I spent two or
- three very hard hours last night talkin&rsquo; him round, and singin&rsquo; your
- praises to him&mdash;and I put Covent Garden into his head, too&mdash;-and
- here he is! And I kept Eddy and Gus off his back, too&mdash;they were
- frightfully keen to get at him&mdash;but I said no, and I held &rsquo;em
- to heel. It was all for you, dear. They might have queered the whole
- pitch, if I&rsquo;d given &rsquo;em their heads. But now about myself. I&rsquo;m
- tired, dead tired, of bein&rsquo; poor. Of course we get a little something from
- Lord Julius. But Eddy&mdash;you know what Eddy is! No sooner does he pick
- himself up from Epsom than Ascot gives him a fair knockout, and if he
- lives through the Sandown Eclipse there&rsquo;s Goodwood waitin&rsquo; for him with a
- facer. I can&rsquo;t understand it; other men seem to win sometimes&mdash;you&rsquo;d
- think the unluckiest duffer would get a look-in once in a while&mdash;but
- no, he just gets hammered one meeting after another. And I&rsquo;m tired of it,
- Frank! If I could only go back to work! But if I get an engagement, then
- Eddy will go playin&rsquo; the goat&mdash;he&rsquo;s jealous of everybody about the
- place from the bandmaster down to the carpenter&rsquo;s boy&mdash;and that makes
- me unpopular&mdash;and there we are, don&rsquo;t you see! I&rsquo;m worn out with it.
- But if I could have eight hundred a year, or even six hundred or five at a
- pinch&mdash;God knows, my wants are simple enough!&mdash;and have it paid
- to me personally, do you see&mdash;why, then, life would be worth livin&rsquo;.
- Now, what do you say?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Frances looked moodily down at her distinguished sister, her lips twisted
- in stormy amusement. &ldquo;Why not say a thousand and be done with it?&rdquo; she
- demanded between set teeth, after an ominous pause. &ldquo;One would be as
- intelligent as the other. And oughtn&rsquo;t I to set your Eddy up with a racing
- stud while I&rsquo;m about it? It&rsquo;s true that I have about twenty pounds a year
- for my own personal use, and Tom has a standing grievance that I don&rsquo;t
- give even <i>that</i> to him&mdash;but don&rsquo;t let that interfere with your
- plans. Whatever you feel that you would like, just give it a name.
- Couldn&rsquo;t I lease one of the new Kaffir mansions in Park Lane for you? Or
- would you prefer something in Grosvenor Square?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Cora gazed up with such intentness at her unnatural sister that a bright
- little tear came to shine at the corner of each eye. She put up her veil
- then, and breathed a cautious sigh. &ldquo;I didn&rsquo;t expect this of you, dear,&rdquo;
- she said, submissively. &ldquo;Of course it&rsquo;s the old story&mdash;La Cigale, and
- &lsquo;go-to-the ant-thou-sluggard&rsquo; and all that. I don&rsquo;t see myself why a
- typewriting machine should make one so fearfully stony-hearted; you get
- callouses on your fingers, I know, but you needn&rsquo;t get &rsquo;em on your
- sisterly affections, one would think. But however&rdquo;&mdash;she wiped her
- eyes, drew down her veil and allowed a truculent note to sound in her
- voice&mdash;&ldquo;however, if you won&rsquo;t play, why then neither will I. I&rsquo;ve
- been at pains to put this youngster in your way, but it won&rsquo;t be much
- trouble to shunt him out again. You mustn&rsquo;t think you can walk on me
- indefinitely, Frank. I&rsquo;m the best-natured woman in the world, but even I
- draw the line somewhere.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Draw it now then,&rdquo; said the other, with stern promptitude. &ldquo;Go away, and
- take your friend with you and let me get to my work. I don&rsquo;t know what
- business either of you had coming here, at all.&rdquo; As she spoke, she moved
- to the outer private door, and turned the key in the lock. &ldquo;You can send
- for the flowers,&rdquo; she added, &ldquo;or I will have them taken over to Charing
- Cross Hospital&mdash;whichever you like.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Cora rose, her veiled face luminous with a sudden inspiration. &ldquo;You can&rsquo;t
- quarrel with me, dear, no matter how hard you try.&rdquo; She spoke in low,
- cooing tones&mdash;a triumph of sympathetic voice production. &ldquo;You&rsquo;re hard
- as nails, but I know you&rsquo;re straight. I will trust my interests absolutely
- in your hands. I leave it to you to do the fair thing by me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The fair thing?&rdquo; echoed Frances, in dubious perplexity. She puzzled over
- the words and their elusive implication. &ldquo;Your interests?&rdquo; she repeated&mdash;and
- saw Cora move round her to the unlocked door, and open it&mdash;and still
- sought to comprehend what it was all about. Only when her sister, smiling
- cordially once more, bent forward without warning and pressed her veiled
- lips against her chin, and with a gentle &ldquo;Goodbye, dear!&rdquo; stepped into the
- shadows without, did she recall the other features of the situation.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Here!&rdquo; she called, with nervous eagerness, yet keeping her voice down,
- &ldquo;you&rsquo;re not to run off like this. Take your man with you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Softly, dear!&rdquo; Cora enjoined her, from the dusk of the hallway. &ldquo;Your
- young women wouldn&rsquo;t understand. No&mdash;I caught him for you, and I
- leave him in your hands. I&rsquo;m not in the least afraid to trust it all to
- you. Bye-bye, dear.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Frances went out and glared down the staircase, with angry expostulation
- on her tongue&rsquo;s end. But there was nobody to talk to. She could hear only
- the brisk rustle of Cora&rsquo;s skirts on the stone steps, a floor below&mdash;and
- even that died away beneath the clatter of the machines inside.
- </p>
- <p>
- Returning over the threshold, she paused, and looked impatiently at the
- flowers, and at the impassive, slumbering face beyond them. After a
- little, the lines of vexation began to melt from her brow. In a musing
- way, she put a hand behind her, and as if unconsciously closed and locked
- the hall door again. Then she moved to the table, picked up some of the
- loose blossoms and breathed in their fragrance, still keeping her
- thoughtful gaze upon the young man. She found the face much older and
- stronger than she remembered it&mdash;and in a spirit of fairness she said
- to herself that it seemed no whit less innocent. But then perhaps all
- sleeping faces looked innocent; she could recall that Cora&rsquo;s certainly
- did. Holding the carnations to her lips and nostrils, she examined in
- meditative detail the countenance before her&mdash;delicately modeled,
- dark, nervously high-spirited even in repose. Associations came back as
- she gazed&mdash;the tender eagerness of the lad, the wistful charm with
- which his fancy had invested England, the frank sweetness of the
- temperament he had disclosed to her. He had been like a flower himself on
- that mellow autumn day&mdash;as fresh and as goodly to the eye as these
- roses on the table. But a winter had intervened since then&mdash;and what
- gross disillusionments, what roughening and hardening and corroding
- experiences had he not encountered! You could not tell anything by a face
- in sleep; again she assured herself of that.
- </p>
- <p>
- Why, when one came to think of it, it was enough that Cora had brought him&mdash;or
- sent him, it mattered not which. Whence had she dispatched him?&mdash;from
- some theatrical dance or late supper. It was true that he was not in
- evening dress&mdash;and the thought gave her pause for a moment. But he
- had been at some place where those wretched cousins of his were present&mdash;for
- Cora had spoken of keeping both Eddy and Gus &ldquo;off his back&rdquo;&mdash;whatever
- that might mean. And it was Cora herself who had told him to go to Covent
- Garden and buy these flowers!
- </p>
- <p>
- Frances, revolving these unpleasant reflections, discovered all at once
- that the young man, without betraying by any other motion his awakening,
- had opened his eyes and was looking placidly across the flowers into her
- face.
- </p>
- <p>
- She caught a quick breath, and frowned slightly at him.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0018" id="link2HCH0018"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XIX
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span> don&rsquo;t think I
- like your being here,&rdquo; Frances remarked to the young man after a brief
- frowning inspection. She spoke slowly, and with a deliberate gravity and
- evenness of tone.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian&rsquo;s wide-open eyes continued to gaze up at her with that
- disconcerting look which had in it both remote abstraction and something
- very intimately personal. His glance expressed a tender pleasure as it
- maintained itself against hers.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, but I like it so very much!&rdquo; he murmured, with a pleading smile.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then, by a sudden movement, he sat up, flushing in a novel embarrassment.
- &ldquo;I beg you to pardon me,&rdquo; he urged, faltering over his words. &ldquo;I was not
- wholly awake, I think; or I was trying to persuade myself that it was
- still a dream. Do not think me so rude, I pray you!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She signified by a gesture and momentary facial relaxation that this
- particular detail of the situation need not detain them.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But&rdquo;&mdash;she began, in her stiffest and least amiable voice, and then
- hesitated. She put her knee again upon the chair, and, resting her hand on
- its back, looked dubiously at him. &ldquo;I hardly know what to say,&rdquo; she
- started once more, and stopped altogether.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, but it is I who must say everything,&rdquo; he broke in, eagerly. &ldquo;I am
- quite awake now&mdash;I see, of course, it is all absurd, meaningless in
- your eyes, till I explain it to you.&rdquo; He rose to his feet and put forth
- his hand as if to offer it in greeting. No responsive token being visible
- on her set face, or in her rigid posture, as she confronted him, he waved
- both hands in a deprecatory movement over the table laden with flowers
- between them. &ldquo;These are my peace-offering,&rdquo; he said, with less
- confidence. &ldquo;I hoped they would say some things for me&mdash;some things
- which I feel within me, and cannot easily put into speech. That is what I
- expected they would surely do. But&rdquo;&mdash;he finished with dejection,
- after another glance into her face&mdash;&ldquo;evidently they are as
- tongue-tied as I am. I see it was not a happy thought in me to bring them&mdash;or
- to come myself!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She had followed his words with rapt attentiveness&mdash;but at the end
- seemed to remember only one of them. &ldquo;The &lsquo;thought,&rsquo;&rdquo; she said, coldly.
- &ldquo;Yes, that is what I do not understand. What was the thought?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He regarded her with some perplexity. &ldquo;What was the thought&mdash;my
- thought?&rdquo; he repeated. &ldquo;Oh&mdash;since it does not explain itself, what
- good is there in talking about it? Let us say that there was no &lsquo;thought&rsquo;
- at all. I will make my compliments and apologies&mdash;and say
- good-morning&mdash;and nothing at all will have happened.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No,&rdquo; she answered reflectively. &ldquo;That would be stupid. You have been to
- expense, and evidently to some inconvenience as well, to do this thing. On
- second thoughts,&rdquo; she went on, with an apparent effort to modify the
- asperities of her tone and manner, &ldquo;I dare say that I haven&rsquo;t behaved
- quite nicely to you. If you remember, I told you a long time ago that bad
- manners was a failing of mine.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I remember every little word that you spoke,&rdquo; said Christian softly.
- </p>
- <p>
- Frances hardened her voice on the instant. &ldquo;But that doesn&rsquo;t help me to
- understand why&mdash;what this is all about.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He responded slowly, searching for his words as he went along. The rattle
- of machines in the next room for the first time came into the
- conversation, and forced him to lift his voice. &ldquo;You were my last friend
- in France&mdash;my first friend in England,&rdquo; he began. &ldquo;I said I would not
- forget you, and you have been always in my mind&mdash;always somewhere
- secure and fresh and sweet in my mind. It was only last night that I
- learned where I might find you. You will remember that when I begged you
- to tell me, you laughed and would not. I must not make you believe that I
- did not very soon find out your name or that I could not have learned your
- whereabouts much earlier. All I say is that I did not forget&mdash;and
- that last night, when the chance came naturally to me, I asked and learned
- what I desired to know. And then&mdash;why, then&mdash;this knowledge
- spread upward to be of more importance than all the other things I knew. I
- went home&mdash;but never to think of sleeping, but only to change my
- clothes and hasten out again, to get some new morning flowers for you,
- and to come to you at the earliest moment. I did not know that London rose
- so late&mdash;I arrived before the time, and, so it seems, waiting for
- your coming, I fell asleep. That is the entire story. You see it is not
- very complicated&mdash;it is by no means extraordinary.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Frances had listened with a dreamy gentleness in her gray eyes. She
- started slightly when he stopped, and gave him a keen, cool glance. &ldquo;The
- entire story?&rdquo; she queried. &ldquo;I think you have forgotten to mention that it
- was my sister who told you about me, and gave you my address.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Her prescience in no wise astonished Christian. Imagination had thrown
- round the Minerva-like figure which personified her in his thoughts, such
- a glamour of intellectual radiancy, that it seemed quite a natural thing
- for her to divine the obscure, and comprehend the mysterious. He smiled at
- her as he shrugged his shoulders. &ldquo;It did not occur to me as important,&rdquo;
- he exclaimed. &ldquo;It is true, however, that she told me. She did not know the
- address when I asked her, but later she procured it for me from her
- brother. It was at a supper at the Hanover Theater. Afterward there was
- dancing on the stage. I fear it would have been rather tiresome for me if
- I had not met your sister. She is a very friendly lady, and she talked a
- great deal to me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;About me?&rdquo; demanded Frances, sharply.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, no&mdash;about you only a few pleasant words; not more. It seems you
- do not meet very often.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He spoke with such evident frankness that she hesitated over the further
- inquiry her mind had framed. At last she put it in altered form. &ldquo;Then you
- would not say that she sent you here&mdash;-that she told you to come&mdash;and
- to come by way of Covent Garden, and buy these flowers?&rdquo; The question, as
- she uttered it, was full of significant suggestion about the nature of the
- reply desired. Its tone, too, carried the welcome hint of a softened mood,
- under the influence of which Christian&rsquo;s face brightened with joy.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why, not at all!&rdquo; he cried, lifting his voice gaily above the
- typewriters&rsquo; clatter. &ldquo;She did speak of Covent Garden, and the show of
- flowers there in the early morning, but it was not in the least with
- reference to you. It was my own idea long after she had gone. Oh, no one
- would be more surprised than that good sister of yours to know that I am
- here!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Frances, with a puzzling smile which ended in a long breath of relief,
- took up some of the roses and held them to her face.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Sit down again,&rdquo; she bade him, with a pleasant glow in the eyes regarding
- him over the blossoms; &ldquo;sit down, and let us talk. Or does that noise bore
- you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I am too glad!&rdquo; he assured her, beamingly. &ldquo;If it were cannon firing
- in the next room, it would be nothing to me.&rdquo; Then, as he continued to
- gaze with delight at her, an inspiration came to him. &ldquo;Or is it possible
- for you to come out? Would you walk a little while, perhaps on the
- Embankment?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am not particularly busy this morning,&rdquo; she made indirect answer. Then
- a digression occurred to her. &ldquo;But I am rather surprised,&rdquo; she observed,
- &ldquo;to find that England hasn&rsquo;t made more changes in your speech. I would
- have expected a perfect Piccadilly accent, but you talk exactly as you did
- on the train and the boat.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He laughed and clapped his hands for glee. &ldquo;It is wholly because I am with
- you again,&rdquo; he declared. &ldquo;Everybody has said for months that the foreign
- traces had quite vanished from my tongue&mdash;but the first glimpse of
- you&mdash;ah! they come instantly back! It is the association of ideas,
- beyond doubt&mdash;that very sweet association,&rdquo; he added, with trembling
- softness, &ldquo;of oh! such fond ideas.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She had taken up her hat. &ldquo;We will go out for a little, if you like,&rdquo; she
- remarked rather abruptly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And I am altogether forgiven?&rdquo; he demanded in high spirits, as he rose.
- &ldquo;You consent to accept the flowers?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Heaven only knows what I shall do with them,&rdquo; she answered, with a
- grimace of mock despair. &ldquo;But it was ever so nice of you to get them, and
- I thank you very much. Oh, I must tell Connie to sprinkle them before I
- go.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She moved to the inner door, and as she opened it turned. &ldquo;Wouldn&rsquo;t you
- like to come and see the factory at work?&rdquo; she inquired, and he joined her
- with alacrity. &ldquo;It isn&rsquo;t much to see at the moment,&rdquo; she explained, as
- they entered the large room. &ldquo;We have nine machines, but only four of them
- are needed just now. Until after the Jubilee, I&rsquo;m afraid things will be
- very dull with publishers and playwrights. However, one must take the lean
- with the fat.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian looked somewhat nervously about him, while his friend stepped
- aside to confer with the girl whom he remembered from the early morning.
- Both this young lady and the three at their machines made a rapid, and as
- it seemed to him, perfunctory survey of their mistress&rsquo;s guest, and bent
- their attention upon their duties again as if his presence signified
- nothing whatever to them. He suspected that in reality they were plunged
- in furious speculation concerning him; and this embarrassed him so much
- that he turned and strolled back toward the open door and even entered the
- office before Frances rejoined him.
- </p>
- <p>
- When she came back to him, she took from the table a couple of pale,
- half-opened tea-rose buds, gave one to him to fix in his lapel and pinned
- the other to the breast of her fawn-gray frock. &ldquo;If you are ready,&rdquo; she
- said, smilingly, and led the way to the staircase. As she descended before
- him, he noted the intelligent simplicity of this dress she wore&mdash;how
- it fitted her as gracefully and as artistically as Poole ever fitted Dicky
- Westland. About her hat, the carriage of her head and shoulders, the free
- decision of her step, there was something individual which appealed
- directly to him&mdash;a charm which would not be duplicated by any other
- person in the world. He looked at his watch as he went down, and found
- with surprise that it was nearly eleven.
- </p>
- <p>
- He stepped to her side at the street doorway, with a meaning gesture. &ldquo;Do
- you remember,&rdquo; he said, gently&mdash;&ldquo;on the boat you took my arm?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think London is a little different,&rdquo; she answered, decisively enough,
- yet with the effect to his ears of unreserved camaraderie.
- </p>
- <p>
- They walked slowly down to the end of the street. &ldquo;Do you mind which way
- we go?&rdquo; she asked him, and turned eastward. &ldquo;I haven&rsquo;t seen the city in an
- age,&rdquo; she remarked, as if the choice needed explanation. Sauntering along,
- they found little to say to each other at the outset. What words they
- exchanged were about the mild, sunless sky of the London April, and the
- wonderful pencilings and rubbings of soot upon the silver-gray of London&rsquo;s
- stone walls. Learning that he was a stranger to the Temple, she led the
- way through the gate and lane, and then, by turnings which it surprised
- him to find her knowing so well, to the curious little church. The door in
- the sunken porch was ajar, and they went in. She pointed to the circle of
- freestone Crusaders looking complacently up from the floor at the Oriental
- dome which had caught their traveled fancy ages before, and it occurred to
- her to say: &ldquo;Is it not interesting to you to think that there were Torrs
- who were friends and companions of these very Magnavilles and Mareschalls,
- six hundred years ago?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He thrust out his lips a little. &ldquo;I have not much interest in anything
- concerning the Torrs,&rdquo; he answered.
- </p>
- <p>
- She looked up at him with curiosity, but offered no comment. They left the
- church, and she led him round to the spot where, amid the cracked old
- flags from forgotten graves, Oliver Goldsmith&rsquo;s tomb now finds itself. A
- crumbling wreath of natural flowers showed that some kindly soul had
- remembered the date of the poet&rsquo;s death, three weeks before.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian displayed scarcely more interest here. &ldquo;I have not read his
- &lsquo;Vicar of Wakefield,&rsquo;&rdquo; he confessed to her. &ldquo;I had always the intention to
- do so, but it&mdash;it never came off.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That brings me to one thing I wanted to ask you,&rdquo; she said, as they
- retraced their steps. &ldquo;What books have you been reading&mdash;since you
- came to England? I am anxious to know?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not many,&rdquo; he admitted with an attempted laugh which ended rather
- shamefacedly. &ldquo;Reading did not fit itself very readily into my time. At
- Lord Chobham&rsquo;s I read in some old books, and at Emanuel&rsquo;s too, but it was
- all about our own people&mdash;the Barons&rsquo; War, and the Wars of the Roses,
- and the Civil War. I know something about these and about the old families
- of the West, but not much else. I should have read more, I know, but there
- was really not much opportunity. But you&mdash;I saw at your office what
- serious books you read. It is what I should like to do, too&mdash;sometimes.
- But there has been no one to talk with about any kind of books.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- They had come out again to the Embankment, and made their pace now even
- more deliberate. &ldquo;I have been thinking a great deal about you, and your
- future, since we met,&rdquo; she remarked, after a pause. &ldquo;It has made me wonder
- what you would do, when the opportunity came to you&mdash;and what it
- would be open for you to do. That is why I began reading the books that I
- take it you have in mind&mdash;but afterward I read them for their own
- value. At the beginning&rdquo;&mdash;she went on slowly, studying the sky-line
- in an abstracted way as she walked&mdash;&ldquo;at the beginning I thought I
- should see you again sometime, and I had the idea that I wanted to be able
- to advise&mdash;or no, not that, but to talk to you, and try to interest
- you in the right sort of things. But it did not take me long to see how
- foolish that was.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, no!&rdquo; urged Christian; without, however, any convincing display of
- enthusiasm. &ldquo;There is no one in the world from whom I will so gladly take
- advice as you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She smiled fleetingly at him. &ldquo;And there is no one in the world,&rdquo; she
- replied, &ldquo;more firmly resolved not to offer you any.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, but if I beg it! You may not offer&mdash;but will you refuse to
- give?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What is the good?&rdquo; she broke forth in a louder tone, speaking as if in
- annoyed reproof to herself. &ldquo;No person can think or feel or decide for
- another! It is nonsense to pretend otherwise. A man must think his own
- thoughts, follow his own nature! We can ask nothing finer of a man than to
- honestly be himself. I get so angry at all these ceaseless attempts to run
- people all into one mold, to make everybody like everybody else&mdash;and
- then, here I was, solemnly starting out to do the very trick myself!&rdquo; She
- laughed in ironical self-depreciation at the thought.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian drew closer to her side. &ldquo;I have very many things to say to
- you,&rdquo; he began gravely. &ldquo;But I am in one way sorry that we went into the
- churchyard, because it has made us melancholy, and I was going to tell it
- all to you in the highest good spirits. We were both laughing like merry
- children when we left your place&mdash;and now we are sad. I like
- Emanuel&rsquo;s idea&mdash;he will have no tombs to be seen upon his estate.
- Death will come there as elsewhere, without doubt, but he will not be
- allowed to remain hanging about, thrusting his ugly presence upon happy
- people each time they walk in the street. At Emanuel&rsquo;s there is cremation&mdash;and
- that is the end of it. That is the portion of his System which pleases me
- most. It is the best thing in it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She looked into his face. &ldquo;Then you are not wildly in love with his whole
- System?&rdquo; she asked.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Me? I grieve to say not. It is no doubt very admirable indeed&mdash;but&mdash;how
- shall I say?&mdash;it does not appeal to me. You are displeased with me
- for confessing it&mdash;but&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Displeased?&rdquo; she interrupted him, with a meaning laugh. &ldquo;Nothing could
- displease me less!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, you do not love the System?&rdquo; he cried, with dancing eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I hate it!&rdquo; she answered, briefly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Capital!&rdquo; He halted, to shake her by the hand with gay effusion. &ldquo;Let us
- abuse it together! You shall say it all, however, because I only dislike
- it, and cannot give any reasons why&mdash;but you will know them every
- one. Oh, this is splendid! I had the right instinct when I came to you! I
- have a great deal to tell you&mdash;but first you must tell me: what do
- you say about my cousin&rsquo;s System? I am burning to hear that.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- It was impossible to evade the contagion of his sparkling face. She
- laughed in turn.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, it would be too long a story,&rdquo; she half protested. &ldquo;But to put it
- briefly, this is my idea. Emanuel seems to me to be a magnificent
- character, with one extraordinary limitation. I think it must be a Jewish
- limitation&mdash;for I have seen it pointed out that they do not invent
- things. That is Emanuel&rsquo;s flaw; he has not an original thought in his
- head. He merely carries to a mathematical point of expansion and
- development the ready-made ideas which he finds accepted all about him.
- What you see in him is a triumph of the Semitic passion for working a
- problem out to its ultimate conclusion. When you consider it, what has he
- done? Merely discovered, by tremendous labor and energy, the smoothest
- possible working arrangement of the social system which his class regards
- as best for itself, and hence for all mankind&mdash;the system which
- exalts a chosen few, and keeps all the rest in subjection. My dear sir,
- things do not rise higher than their source! How did the Torrs come by
- their estates? By stealing the birthright of thousands of dumb human
- beasts of burden, and riveting the family collar round their necks with no
- more regard for their wishes or their rights than as if they had been so
- many puppies or colts. And what was the origin of the Ascarel fortune? The
- most frightful and bloodstained human slavery in the poisonous jungles of
- the Dutch East Indies&mdash;that, and an ancient family business of
- international usury, every dirty penny in which if you followed it far
- enough, meant the flaying alive of a peasant, or the starvation of his
- little children. These are the things which your cousin inherits. He is
- fine enough to be ashamed of them, but he is not broad enough to repudiate
- them. He makes himself believe that they were wrong only in degree. He
- will admit that the Torrs were too brutal toward their serfs, the Ascarels
- too selfish with their millions. That is all. And he sets himself to
- proving that with the right kind of chief at their head these systems of
- theirs can be made not only respectable, but even profitable to the slaves
- as well as the master. He does not see that the systems themselves are
- crimes! &rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, I am glad that I came to you,&rdquo; said Christian, in low, earnest
- tones, in the pause which followed. The girl, breathing deeply under the
- fervor of her mood, looked fixedly before her toward the copper-haze above
- Paul&rsquo;s dome. He watched the noble immobility of her profile and thrilled
- at its suggestion of strength.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;To do him justice,&rdquo; she went on, musingly, &ldquo;he does not pretend that it
- is progress. He is honest, and he describes it as reaction&mdash;a long
- step backward. It is just that kind of honesty and devotion, plus
- wrong-headedness, which keeps us all at sixes and sevens. If we agree that
- there is no better-intentioned man alive than Emanuel&mdash;still he would
- do more harm than the most atrocious blackguard, if he had his way with
- the world. But fortunately, he will not have it. A vastly greater and
- loftier Jew has said that you cannot pour new wine into old bottles.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- They walked on for a little in silence. &ldquo;Have you been to Emanuel&rsquo;s place
- then?&rdquo; Christian asked at last.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No; I know it only from hearsay, and from his books. A woman novelist for
- whom I do work has been there, and she has told me a good deal about it.
- She is going to use it in a book, and would you believe it? she is crazy
- with enthusiasm about the whole thing. I tried to point out to her what
- she was doing, but you might as well talk to the east wind. The way women
- run after the hand that smites them, and beslaver it with kisses&mdash;that
- is the thing that enrages me most of all. Why, the very corner-stone of
- Emanuel&rsquo;s System is the perpetual enslavement of women. I am always
- surprised, when I hear about his mediæval arrangements, that he hasn&rsquo;t set
- up a ducking-stool for his women-folk. I&rsquo;m sure it&rsquo;s a pure oversight on
- his part. Well, what are you to expect when cultivated women like Mrs.
- Sessyl-Trant turn up as frantic admirers of that sort of thing? However,
- thank goodness, women are not forever to be sold out by the fools of their
- own sex. It is impossible not to see that the tide has turned at last.
- There <i>is</i> a change&mdash;and I think something genuine and lasting
- is going to come out of it. I really think it!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, that is what I feel,&rdquo; put in Christian, with confused eagerness. &ldquo;I
- have no clear thoughts about it, but it is my deep feeling that&mdash;that&mdash;what
- shall I say?&mdash;we are most at fault in the matter of the women.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Frances pursued her thought, in frowning meditation. &ldquo;It is the new
- professional class, who earn their own living, who will help us out. These
- women, who have come through the mill of self-responsibility, will not
- accept the old nonsense invented for them, and imposed upon them by the
- women parasites. The younger women who take care of themselves have all
- begun to ask questions: &lsquo;Why should I do this?&rsquo; &lsquo;Why shouldn&rsquo;t I do that?&rsquo;
- &lsquo;And whose business but my own is it if I do the other?&rsquo; Unfortunately,
- they are too ready to accept the first answer that comes to them. Oh, that
- is the woeful trouble! Men have slowly built up for themselves a good deal
- of machinery by which they can find out what is true. I don&rsquo;t say they are
- not continually deceived, or that they invariably recognize the truth when
- they see it, but still they have certain facilities for protecting
- themselves against falsehoods. But women have practically none at all.
- They are systematically lied to from their cradle to their grave. They
- read so hard!&mdash;they are <i>the</i> consumers of novels, religious
- books, weekly newspapers, magazines, and the rest of it&mdash;but never a
- word of actual truth is allowed to reach them out of it all. Wherever they
- turn to inquire about themselves, about their rights and their duties in
- this world that they have been born into, they encounter this vast,
- unbroken conspiracy of liars. That is the gravest of all the disadvantages
- they labor under. Why, take even the &lsquo;New Woman&rsquo; fiction of a few years
- ago. There was a great hullabaloo raised over certain novels; at last,
- they cried, the truth was being-revealed by women, for women, of women.
- But what nonsense! It turned out not to be the truth at all, but only the
- old falsehood, disguised in hysterics and some shocking bad manners. There
- seems no escape for women anywhere. They are lied to by their parents,
- their parsons, their doctors, their authors&mdash;and of course they lie
- to one another. They have a whole debased currency of insincerities and
- flattering falsehoods which they pass among themselves, keeping straight
- faces all the while as if it were honest money.&mdash;But as I said, I
- think a change is coming. However, don&rsquo;t let&rsquo;s talk any more about it. I
- get too angry!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I like you to be angry&mdash;only not with me,&rdquo; commented Christian with
- a sprightly smile. Then he added, more gravely, &ldquo;Oh, I can see how the
- women who work will make a change. It was very curious to me to see those
- girls at the machines in your office. It was one of them who let me in,
- before you came. She was quite different from any of the English women I
- have been meeting. One saw that she had thoughts of her own&mdash;an
- atmosphere of her own. I should not like to tell lies to her; I think she
- would detect them more rapidly than I could get them out.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, Connie,&rdquo; laughed Frances. &ldquo;Yes, she has a head on her shoulders. They
- are all fairly bright girls, and they get on together extremely well. It&rsquo;s
- quite their own idea to divide up the work equally among the lot, and when
- there is not much doing to take turns in working alternate days. I think
- it was rather fine of them.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, that is the class of women one would like to help,&rdquo; he declared.
- &ldquo;That is what I will devote myself to.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But it is the class which prefers to help itself,&rdquo; she explained quietly.
- &ldquo;I see no way in which you could &lsquo;help&rsquo; them, as you call it. They don&rsquo;t
- want any help. Men in their position might take tips, but these girls
- won&rsquo;t.&rdquo; As he received the rebuff in silence, she changed the subject. &ldquo;I
- am meeting now some other young women who would interest you. They are
- doing newspaper work&mdash;and doing it on its merits, too, and not by the
- favoritism of editors and proprietors&mdash;and one or two evenings a week
- we all get together at my office and talk things over. Sometimes there are
- as many as twenty of us, including my girls. In a year or two, perhaps it
- will run to a club-room of our own. I don&rsquo;t know that I told you&mdash;I
- am getting into newspaper work myself. If I saw how to combine it with my
- office business, I could have a place on a regular daily staff. I&rsquo;m
- puzzling a good deal to find some way of making the two things go
- together.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I envy you!&rdquo; broke in Christian, impulsively. &ldquo;You have work to do!
- You are interested in your work! You find in it not only occupation, but
- the opportunities of being useful to others, and of making your life, and
- other people&rsquo;s lives, worth living. But think of me! I have nothing in the
- wide world to do, except wait for a very strong old man to die. And when
- he dies, then still I have nothing to do worth doing. Don&rsquo;t you see that
- it is the most miserable of existences? I am filled with disgust for it. I
- cannot bear it another day. And that is what I was going to tell you. I
- have decided to leave it all&mdash;and go away.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Frances paused for a moment to scrutinize, with slightly narrowed eyes,
- the excited face he turned to her. &ldquo;How will going away improve matters?&rdquo;
- she asked him, upon reflection.
- </p>
- <p>
- He put out his lips, and shrugged his shoulders. &ldquo;At least I shall be a
- free man,&rdquo; he affirmed.
- </p>
- <p>
- Unconsciously she imitated his gesture in turn: &ldquo;It does not follow that a
- deserter is necessarily a free man.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He pushed and winced visibly under the words, and turned away biting his
- lips. Then, the vexation clearing from his face, he wheeled again, and
- regarded her with calm gravity.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There is no one else who could say that to me and not injure me,&rdquo; he
- answered, simply. &ldquo;But that is the characteristic of you&mdash;when you
- say such a thing to me, then it becomes a thing that should have been
- said. Yet perhaps it is not the final word, after all. Ask yourself what
- it is that I am deserting! Consider whether I should give up or gain
- something. Here in England it is possible for me to be one of two things&mdash;the
- conventional person of position like all the others, or the exceptional
- kind of being which Emanuel desires to make of me. I have been at school
- for half a year learning what it is that society in general expects a man
- in my situation to do. Now that I have learned it, frankly it makes me
- sick at heart. But then I have been at another school for a month,
- observing and studying what it is that Emanuel wishes me to undertake. We
- have agreed that that is not to be thought of, either. Then what am I to
- do?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But how does running away solve the difficulty?&rdquo; She put the question to
- him with gentle persistency.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, but, you see,&rdquo; he rejoined, argumentatively, &ldquo;it is not alone a moral
- difficulty. There are practical questions, too. When I announce to Emanuel
- that I reject his plans for my future, then I am left to myself to be that
- most ridiculous of objects&mdash;a man with a great station and no money
- to keep it up. That is what I must be here in England. But in other
- countries, that will not be the case. There will always be enough money
- for me to live like a prince upon&mdash;so long as I travel about, in my
- own yacht if I like, or reside simply and happily in the beautiful places
- of the earth, here and there, as the fancy possesses me. Thus I can put to
- use the prestige of my title, when it is of advantage to do so&mdash;but
- only in so far as it is needful at the moment&mdash;and at the same time
- it does not become a burden to me in any degree. Now think carefully of
- this&mdash;is it not the wisest course for me?&rdquo; She seemed not to pause
- for thought at all. &ldquo;Oh, that depends upon how you define wisdom,&rdquo; she
- replied, promptly. &ldquo;There is the wisdom of the serpent, but fortunately
- there are many other kinds. No, I must say, you haven&rsquo;t convinced me in
- the least. However, you mustn&rsquo;t think that is of importance. You are under
- no obligation to convince me, surely!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, but that is everything to me,&rdquo; he insisted. &ldquo;There are reasons&mdash;which
- I wish to explain to you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He could not keep a new meaning out of the glance with which he enforced
- this assurance. They had strolled round to Ludgate Circus, and come to a
- halt on the corner, with their backs turned upon a window full of droll
- phrenological charts and symbols. He consulted his watch once more. &ldquo;I
- breakfasted so lightly, and so early,&rdquo; he said&mdash;&ldquo;it is not luncheon
- time quite, but that will give us a table to ourselves. You will come
- across with me, will you not? There are truly important things which have
- not been said&mdash;which I much wish to say.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- After a moment&rsquo;s reflection she nodded her assent.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
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- </p>
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- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XX
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">C</span>hristian and
- Frances ate their luncheon in an upper chamber, close to a kind of balcony
- window, which gave upon one of the city&rsquo;s most crowded thoroughfares. An
- unceasing and uniform uproar&mdash;overridden from time to time by the
- superior tumult of a passing railway train on a bridge near by&mdash;rose
- from this indefatigable street. They had the room to themselves; the
- portentous din magnified the effect of the solitude in which they regarded
- each other, crumbling the bread on the table absent-mindedly, and waiting
- for the inspiration of speech.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;When I get back,&rdquo; the girl said at last with a smile, &ldquo;the racket of my
- typewriters will seem like the murmur of a gentle breeze down a leafy
- country lane.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- They laughed&mdash;but they had discovered it was not so hard to make
- oneself heard as they had supposed. Their voices intuitively found a level
- which served their personal needs, yet did not incommode the waiters
- yawning at the head of the stairway outside.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Have you taken to the bicycle?&rdquo; she was moved in sheer irrelevance to ask
- him. When he shook his head, she went on: &ldquo;It is a wonderful thing for
- women. It has done more for them in three years, than all the progressive
- intellectual movements of civilization did in three hundred. We all use
- them, coming to and from the office. We have to store them down in the
- area, now&mdash;but I am going to find a better place.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian rolled his bread crumbs into balls and stared at them in a brown
- study, from which this topic was powerless to arouse him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I wish,&rdquo; he said, finally&mdash;&ldquo;I wish very much that I knew how to
- convince you. But I seem never to produce any impression upon you. You are
- unyielding to the touch. It is I who get molded and kneaded about whenever
- I come close to you. And I don&rsquo;t say that it is not for the best. Only&mdash;only
- now, you will not accept my own ideas of what I should do, and you will
- not tell me what your ideas are.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am not sure that I have any ideas,&rdquo; she assured him. &ldquo;It is merely
- that, on general principles, I don&rsquo;t care for the people who settle
- difficulties by turning tail and running away from them.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Very well,&rdquo; he began, as if an important premise had been accepted. &ldquo;But
- as to my special case, I have stated what must be my position if I remain
- in England. To me it seems that it must be impossible&mdash;intolerable.
- But you have some different view, evidently. That is what I beg you to
- explain to me. If I am to remain in England, what is it your idea that I
- should do?&rdquo; She knitted her brows a little, and took time to her reply.
- &ldquo;You seem to think so entirely of yourself,&rdquo; she said, slowly, &ldquo;it is very
- hard to know what to say to you. I cannot put myself, you see, so
- completely in your place, as you are always able to do.&rdquo; He opened his
- eyes wide, and informed their gaze with a surprised reproach. &ldquo;There you
- are surely unjust to me,&rdquo; he urged, pleadingly. &ldquo;I do not know anyone who
- thinks more about other people than I do. One hesitates to say these
- things about oneself&mdash;but truly you are mistaken in this matter. In
- fact, I wonder sometimes if it is not a fault, a weakness in my nature,
- that I am so readily moved by the sufferings and wrongs of unhappy people.
- Whenever I see injustice, I am beside myself with a passion to set it
- right. I grow almost sick with indignation, and pity, when these things
- come before me. Last night, for example, at the Empire&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian stopped abruptly, with the sudden consciousness that the ground
- was not clear before him. He saw that he was entirely without a clue as to
- what his companion&rsquo;s views on the subject might be. That was her
- peculiarity: he knew concerning her thoughts and inclinations only what
- she chose to reveal to him. It was beyond his power to predict what her
- attitude would be on any new topic. Looking at her thoughtful, serene-eyed
- face, it decidedly seemed to him that the Empire, as an ethical problem,
- might with advantage be passed by. He hesitated for a moment, in the
- friendly shelter of the street noise, and then gave another termination to
- his speech: &ldquo;It puzzles me that you should have that view of my
- temperament.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, that is just it&mdash;you have put the word into my mouth. It is
- &lsquo;temperament&rsquo; that you are thinking of&mdash;and about that you are
- perfectly right. Your temperament is as open to the impulses of the moment&mdash;kindly,
- generous, compassionate and all that&mdash;as a flower is to the bees. But
- character is another matter. What good do your fine momentary sentiments,
- these rapid noble emotions of yours, do you or anybody else? You
- experience them&mdash;and forget them. The only thing that abides
- permanently with you is consideration for your own personal affairs.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;This is all very unjust,&rdquo; he said, disconsolately. &ldquo;I come to you for
- solace and friendship, and you turn upon me with beak and claws.&rdquo; He
- sighed, with the beginning of tears in his bright eyes, as he added:
- &ldquo;There is more reason than ever, it seems to me, why I should go away from
- England! It is not kind to me!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- His doleful tone and mien drove her to swift repentance. &ldquo;Oh, I have only
- been saying the disagreeable things first, to get them out of the way,&rdquo;
- she sought to reassure him. &ldquo;There isn&rsquo;t another unpleasant word for you
- to hear, not one, I promise you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is my opinion that there have been enough,&rdquo; he ventured to comment,
- with a rueful little smile. A measure of composure returned to him. &ldquo;But
- if they must be said, I would rather they come from you than from any one
- else, for I think that you have also some pleasant thoughts about me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She nodded her head several times in assent, regarding him with an amused
- twinkle in her eyes meanwhile. &ldquo;Yes&mdash;the right kind of editor could
- make very interesting stuff indeed out of you,&rdquo; she said, and smiled
- almost gaily at his visible failure to comprehend her figure. &ldquo;What I mean
- is&mdash;you are too much sail, and too little boat. You drift before
- every new wind that blows. There is lacking that kind of balance&mdash;proportion&mdash;which
- gives stability. But, dear me, it is a thousand times better to be like
- that, than to have an excess of the other thing. The man of the solid
- qualities, without the imagination, simply sticks in the mud where he was
- born. But with you&mdash;if the right person chances to get hold of you,
- and brings the right influences steadily to bear upon you, then there is
- no telling what fine things you may not rise to.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are that right person!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He lifted his voice to utter these words, with the air of feeling them to
- be momentous. His eyes glowed as they reaffirmed the declaration to her
- inquiring glance. But she seemed to miss the gravity of both words and
- look.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, there you&rsquo;re wrong,&rdquo; she said, half jestingly. &ldquo;I&rsquo;m too bad tempered
- and quarrelsome to exert any proper influence over any one. Why, I should
- nag all the joy and high spirits out of you in no time at all. No&mdash;you
- need an equable and happy person, really very wise and strong and
- sensible, but above all with an easy, smooth disposition&mdash;such a
- person, for example, as Emanuel&rsquo;s wife is described to be.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No&mdash;I need no one but you!&rdquo; he repeated with accentuated
- deliberation.
- </p>
- <p>
- This time she appeared to feel something of his intention. She looked into
- the gaze he was bending upon her and then withdrew her eyes precipitately,
- and made a show of active interest in her food.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am asking you to think of joining your life to mine,&rdquo; he went on, in
- low, yet very distinct tones. &ldquo;You cannot know a hundredth part as well as
- I do, how profoundly I need such help as you can give. You are the one
- woman in the world who means strength as well as happiness to me. If you
- could only dream with what yearning I long always to lean upon you&mdash;to
- be supported by your fine, calm, sweet wisdom! To be upheld by you&mdash;to
- be nourished and guided by you&mdash;oh, that is the vision which I
- tremble with joy to think of! I am my own master for the first time to-day&mdash;I
- have taken my life into my own hands&mdash;and I lay it at your feet&mdash;dear
- lady&mdash;at your feet.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She rose abruptly while his last words were in the air, and turning, moved
- to the window. She had contrived by a gesture to bid him not to follow,
- and he could only gaze in mingled apprehension and hope at her back, the
- while she stood professing to scrutinize the shifting throng below.
- </p>
- <p>
- The waiter brought in another dish, methodically rearranged the plates and
- went away again. To Christian&rsquo;s bitter disgust, two men entered and took
- seats at a table at the other end of the small room&mdash;and still she
- did not turn. He meditated calling her, or joining her on the pretense of
- announcing the cutlets&mdash;and only stared in nervous excitement
- instead.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then, as suddenly as she had left him she returned, and resumed her chair
- as if nothing unusual had happened. His strenuous gaze swept her face for
- tokens of her mood&mdash;of her inclination or decision&mdash;but beyond a
- spot of vivid red on each smooth cheek, there was no sign of any sort. Her
- frank, calm gray eyes met his with unruffled directness; they had in them
- that suggestion of benignant tolerance which he had discerned there more
- than once before.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You do not answer me!&rdquo; he pleaded, after a few mouthfuls. As his back
- shielded the action from the strangers, he put forth a cautious hand to
- touch the nearest of hers, but she drew it gently away beyond his reach.
- They automatically adjusted their voices to the conditions created by the
- newcomers.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There could be only one possible answer,&rdquo; she told him, softly, almost
- tenderly. &ldquo;It is a very flattering dream&mdash;? to me&mdash;but it is a
- mere empty dream, none the less. I hope you will not want to talk about it
- any more.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But I swear that it is not empty at all!&rdquo; he urged, in earnest tones.
- &ldquo;Who has a right to say that it is a dream? I am my own master&mdash;so
- are you. We are of age&mdash;we are intelligent people. I deliberately
- come to you, and say to you that you are the one woman on earth whom I
- desire with all my heart for my wife. I open my mind to you. There is only
- the image of you inside it. You know my sincerity. You must feel how
- supreme is the place you have in my thoughts. It is the logical end toward
- which I have been walking ever since I first saw you! You are all that
- there is of true friendship, of true womanhood, for me! I put out my hands
- to you, I pray to you! And why will you not come to me, dear, dear Frank?&rdquo;
- There was a touch of pathos in the smile she gave him. &ldquo;It isn&rsquo;t the least
- bit of good, I assure you,&rdquo; she made answer, in the confidential murmur
- that was necessary. &ldquo;One can&rsquo;t talk here&mdash;but please let us speak of
- something else. Or can we not go now?&rdquo; He went on as if she had not
- spoken, his big, dark eyes challenging hers to an encounter which she
- evaded. &ldquo;Do not think we need go away from England, if you want to stay;
- there will always be money enough&mdash;with your wisdom in controlling
- it. Perhaps we may even be able to restore Caermere. But if we are not,
- still it can be one of the noblest and most beautiful residences in
- England, when we learn together to understand its charm, and make it our
- home. Oh, when you see the magnificent hills and forests shutting it in on
- all sides&mdash;and the grim, fine old walls and towers of the castle
- itself! But there we need live only when we choose to do so&mdash;and
- whenever the mood comes to us, off we can roam to the Alps or Algiers, or
- the wonderful India which one always dreams of. And we shall sail in our
- own yacht and you shall be the queen there, as everywhere else. And all
- our lives we will spend in doing good to others: do you not see what
- extraordinary opportunities for helping those who need help you will have?
- Where now you are of service to one person, then you can assist a hundred!
- An army of grateful people will give thanks because of you&mdash;and I
- will always be the chief of them&mdash;your foremost slave, your most
- reverent worshiper! And then&mdash;think of the joy of a life in which no
- one has a share who is not pleasant and welcome to us! We will have no one
- near us who is not our friend. Oh, I have not told you: that is why, this
- very morning, I decided to leave it all, and to make a new life for
- myself, and to spend it wholly with my real friends. It is loneliness,
- heart and soul loneliness, that has driven me to revolt. And in my despair
- I come to you&mdash;and I say to you that it is friendship that I cannot
- live without, and you are my oldest friend, my dearest, truest, most
- precious friend, and I beg you to come with me and we will go through the
- world together, hand in hand&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She interrupted him by pushing back her chair and half rising. &ldquo;If you
- will excuse me now,&rdquo; she said, nervously, &ldquo;I think I must go. You mustn&rsquo;t
- trouble to come&mdash;I will say good-bye here.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He had risen as well, and now in trembling earnestness protested against
- her proposal. At the risk of attracting the attention of the strangers, he
- displayed such resentful opposition that she yielded. The waiter was
- summoned&mdash;and remained bowing in dazed meditation upon the magnitude
- of the change he had been bidden to keep for himself, after they had
- passed out and down the staircase.
- </p>
- <p>
- She led the way at a hurried pace back across the Circus and to
- Blackfriars. At the rounded beginning of the Embankment she paused, and
- for the first time spoke. &ldquo;Really I would rather go back by myself,&rdquo; she
- told him. &ldquo;It is only unhappiness to both of us&mdash;what you insist on
- talking about.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But I do not think it is to be treated in this way,&rdquo; he declared with
- dignity. &ldquo;If we speak of nothing else it is the highest and most solemn
- honor that a man can pay to any woman, that I have paid to you. I have the
- feeling that it should be more courteously dealt with.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, I know,&rdquo; she admitted, nodding her ready compunction. She tightened
- her lips and looked away from him toward the bridge, her brows drawn
- together in troubled lines. &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t say the right thing to you&mdash;I
- know that better even than you do. You must not think I fail to appreciate
- it all&mdash;the honor, and the immense confidence, and all the rest of
- it. But when I have said that much&mdash;then I don&rsquo;t know in the least
- how to say the rest. Why can&rsquo;t we leave it unsaid altogether? I assure
- you, in all seriousness, that it can&rsquo;t be&mdash;and mayn&rsquo;t we leave it
- like that? Please!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He regarded her with a patient yet proud sadness, waiting to speak till
- she had turned, and his glance caught hers. &ldquo;I do not wish to become a
- nuisance to you,&rdquo; he said, his voice choking a little, &ldquo;but I think it
- would be better if you said everything to me. Then I shall not put my mind
- on the rack, to try and imagine your reasons.&rdquo; He let his lip curl with a
- lingering ironical perception of the fantastic with which his tragedy was
- veined. &ldquo;It is very sweet,&rdquo; he went on&mdash;&ldquo;your consideration for my
- feelings. But I have heard so many plain truths to-day, I think my
- sensibilities are in good training now&mdash;they will not suffer for a
- few more.&rdquo; Suddenly, as if the sound of his voice had unnerved him, he
- seized her arm, and confronted her surprised gaze with a reddened and
- scowling face. &ldquo;What are you afraid of?&rdquo; he demanded hoarsely. &ldquo;Why not
- say it? I heard it only last night! It is forty years old, it is true, but
- they have wonderful memories in England. You are the one whom I have held
- to be my dearest friend&mdash;but go on! Say it to me! A little thing like
- friendship does not prevent you from thinking it! Why, then, you should
- have the courage to speak it out!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Dimly, while she stared in his distracted countenance, the meaning, of the
- wild talk dawned upon her. With a startled exclamation, she dragged her
- arm from his clutch, and drew back a step. Trembling in her agitation, her
- gray eyes distended themselves out of all likeness to their tranquil
- habit.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh-h-h!&rdquo; she murmured in dismay at him, and wrung her hands. &ldquo;Oh-h! Stop!
- Stop! That is too horrible for you to think!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Gaining coherence of thought and purpose, she moved impulsively to him,
- and in turn clasped her hand upon his arm. &ldquo;Put that out of your mind!&rdquo;
- she adjured him. &ldquo;I could not look anybody in the face if you thought <i>that</i>
- of me. Oh, it is too terrible of you! How could you suppose that I could
- harbor such a thought? To blame you for something years before you were
- born!&mdash;to throw it into your face. And <i>me</i> of all people! Why,
- I have cried to myself at remembering what you said about your father when
- we first met&mdash;how your little-boy memory clung affectionately to the
- soldier-figure of him in the door-way! Look at me&mdash;I cry now to think
- of it! Why, it is the one thing about you that is sacred to me!&mdash;the
- one thing that you are perfect in&mdash;and then you imagine that I am
- capable of insulting you about it! Oh, heavens, why wouldn&rsquo;t you leave me
- when I told you to?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She threw his arm from her in a gust of physical impatience, but the
- glance with which, on the instant, she corrected this demonstration, was
- full of honest compassion. He groveled before this benign gaze, with bowed
- head and outstretched, pleading hands.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Forgive me! Forgive me!&rdquo; he groaned, brokenly. &ldquo;I could not&mdash;at all&mdash;know
- what it was I said. I am too unhappy!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well,&rdquo; she began, with a vehement effort at calmness, &ldquo;let us say
- good-bye here. There are some Germans watching us from the hotel windows.
- Or it is better perhaps&mdash;will you walk on past the school?&rdquo; As they
- moved forward, she recovered more of her self-possession. &ldquo;I hope you will
- be able to remember something pleasant out of our morning,&rdquo; she said, and
- with a joyless laugh added, &ldquo;but for the life of me, I don&rsquo;t know what it
- can be. Or yes, you can remember when you woke up, and I stood and scolded
- you, from above the flowers. I pretended to bully you, but really all the
- while I was thinking how sweet of you the entire thing was. And later, too&mdash;oh,
- there were several intervals in which I behaved civilly to you for whole
- minutes at a time.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He looked wistfully at her. Beneath the forced playfulness of her tone it
- seemed to him that something hopeful sounded. &ldquo;Ah, dear friend,&rdquo; he
- murmured, drawing close to her&mdash;&ldquo;think!&mdash;think tenderly in my
- behalf! Ask yourself&mdash;your kindest self&mdash;if I must be really
- driven away. Why is it that I may not stay? I plead with you as if it were
- for my life&mdash;and is it not indeed for my life?&mdash;my very life?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No&mdash;Christian,&rdquo; she said, gravely, &ldquo;it is not your life, nor
- anything like your life. You give big labels to your emotions, but in good
- time you will see that the things themselves are not so big, or so vital.
- And you mustn&rsquo;t yield so readily to all these impulses to mope and despair
- and to think yourself ill used. You must try to make for yourself a
- thicker skin&mdash;and to view things more calmly. And I don&rsquo;t want you to
- go away thinking hard things of me. Is it true that I always nag you&mdash;there
- is something in you which calls out all the bully in me&mdash;but I wish
- you would think of me as your friend. It gives me great pleasure when you
- speak of me as your oldest friend in England&mdash;for I have always liked
- you, and I am interested in you, and&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And why will you not marry me?&rdquo; He interposed the question bluntly, and
- with a directness which gave it the effect of an obstacle in her path,
- isolated but impassable.
- </p>
- <p>
- She halted, and studied the pavement in consideration of her reply. When
- she looked up, it was with the veiled elation of a disputant who has his
- counter-stroke well in hand. &ldquo;You said to-day that you had become your own
- master, and that you were a free man, with your life in your own hands.
- Very well. I also am my own master, and I am a free woman. My life is
- exclusively my own personal property, to live as I choose to live it. I
- value my liberty quite as highly as if I were a man. It does not suit me
- to merge any part of it in something else. There could be many other
- reasons given, no doubt, but they would be merely individual variations of
- this one chief reason&mdash;that I am a free woman, and intend to remain a
- free woman. I know what I want to do in the world, and I am going to try
- to do it, always my own way, always my own master.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He regarded her thoughtfully, bowing his head in token of comprehension.
- &ldquo;But if&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo; he began, and then checked himself, with a gesture
- of pained submission.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There are no &lsquo;ifs,&rsquo;&rdquo; she said, with resolute calmness, and held out her
- hand to him. Her control of the situation was undisputed. &ldquo;We say
- good-bye, now&mdash;and we are friends&mdash;good friends. I&mdash;I thank
- you&mdash;for everything!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He stood looking at her as she walked away&mdash;a sedately graceful
- figure, erect and light of step, receding from him under the pallid green
- shelter of the young trees. Musingly, he held up the hand which still
- preserved the sense of that farewell contact with hers&mdash;and upon a
- sudden impulse put it to his lips and kissed it. Something in the action
- wrought an instantaneous change in his thoughts. All at once it was
- apparent to him that many things which should have been said to her he had
- left unsaid. In truth, it seemed upon reflection that he had said and done
- everything wrong. The notion of running after her flamed up in him for a
- moment. She was still in sight&mdash;he could distinguish her in the
- distance, stopping to buy a paper from a boy near the Temple station. But
- then the memory of her unanswerable, irrevocable &ldquo;No&rdquo; swept back upon him&mdash;and
- with a long sigh he turned and strode in the other direction.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <p>
- Frances, hastening mechanically toward her office, found relief from the
- oppressive confusion of her thoughts in the fortuitous spectacle of two
- small newsboys fighting in the gutter just at the end of the Temple
- Gardens. For the first time in her life, the sight aroused nothing within
- her save a pleased if unscientific interest. She paused, and almost
- smilingly observed the contest. She found something amusingly grotesque in
- the pseudo-Titanic rage on these baby faces. The dramatic fury of the
- embattled infants was in such ridiculous disproportion to the
- feather-weight blows they exchanged! She found herself chuckling aloud at
- some incongruous comparison which rose in her mind.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then, as the combatants parted, apparently for no better reason than the
- general volatility of youth, she remembered that she had it in mind to
- look at the &ldquo;Star.&rdquo; One of her friends, Mary Leach, had sent to that paper
- some days before an article on &ldquo;Shopgirls&rsquo; Dormitories,&rdquo; and she was
- interested in watching for its appearance. It happened that one of the
- boys had a &ldquo;Star.&rdquo; Acting upon some obscure whim, she gave them each a
- penny, quite in the manner of a distributor of prizes for conspicuous
- merit&mdash;and grinned to herself at the thought when she had turned her
- back on them and moved on.
- </p>
- <p>
- There was no sign of what she sought on the front page. Opening the sheet,
- her eye fell, as it were, upon a news paragraph in a middle column:
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Death of the Oldest Duke.&mdash;The Shrewsbury correspondent of the
- &lsquo;Exchange Telegraph&rsquo; announces the death at Caermere Castle, at an early
- hour this morning, of the Duke of Glastonbury. His Grace, who was in his
- ninetieth year, had until last summer enjoyed the most vigorous health,
- and only now succumbs to the prostration then occasioned by the group of
- domestic bereavements which at the time created such a sensation. The
- deceased nobleman, who for the great part of his prolonged life, was one
- of the best known sportsmen in Shropshire, succeeded his father as eighth
- duke in his minority, and had been in possession of the title for no less
- than seventeen years when Her Majesty ascended the throne, thus
- constituting a record which is believed to be without parallel in the
- annals of the peerage. His successor is stated by Whitaker&rsquo;s Almanac to be
- his grandson, Mr. Christian Tower, but the current editions of Burke,
- Debrett and others do not mention this gentleman, whose claims, it would
- appear, have but recently been admitted by the family.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <p>
- Frances read it all, as she stood at the corner, with a curious sense of
- mental sluggishness. Her attention failing to follow one of the sentences,
- she went back, and laboriously traced its entire tortuous course, only to
- find that it meant no more than it had at first.
- </p>
- <p>
- It seemed a long time before she connected the intelligence on the printed
- page with the realities of actual life. Then she turned swiftly, and
- strained her eyes in the wild hope of discovering Christian still on the
- Embankment. She even took a few hurried steps, as if to follow and
- overtake him&mdash;but stopped short, confronted by the utter futility of
- such an enterprise.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then, walking slowly, her mind a maze of wondering thoughts, she went her
- way.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0020" id="link2HCH0020"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXI
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">C</span>hristian strolled
- aimlessly about for a long time in the closely packed congeries of
- streets, little and big, behind St. Paul&rsquo;s. It happened to be all new
- ground to him, and something novel was welcome to his troubled and
- restless mind. He loitered from one window to another, examining their
- contents gravely; at the old book stalls he took down numbers of volumes
- and looked laboriously through them, as if conducting an urgent search for
- something.
- </p>
- <p>
- His jumbled thoughts were a burden to him. He could get nothing coherent
- from them, It was not even clear to his perception whether he was really
- as dejected and disconsolate as he ought to be.
- </p>
- <p>
- He had only recently been plunged into despairing depths of sadness, and
- it was fitting that he should still be racked with anguish. Yet there was
- no actual pain&mdash;there was not even a dogged insensibility to the
- frivolous distractions of the moment. He became exceedingly interested in
- an old copy of Boutell, for example, and hunted eagerly through the
- multitude of heraldic cuts to see if the white bull on a green ground of
- the Torrs was among them. His disappointment at not finding it was so keen
- that for the instant it superseded his abiding grief. His discovery of
- this fact entertained him; he was almost capable of laughing in amusement
- at it. Then, in self-condemnation, he sought to call up before his mental
- vision the picture of Frances, as she had looked when they had said
- good-bye. The image would not come distinctly. Her face eluded him; he
- could only see her walking away, instead, under the feeble green of the
- young trees. None the less, he said deliberately to himself that he was
- unhappy beyond the doom of most men, and that the hope had gone out of his
- life.
- </p>
- <p>
- The day had turned out unexpectedly warm. In the middle of his shapeless
- musings, the ornate sign of a Munich brewery on a cool, shaded doorway
- suddenly attracted him. The dusky, restful emptiness of the place inside
- seemed ideally to fit his mood. He went in, and seated himself with a long
- sigh of satisfaction at one of the tables. Here, in this mellow quiet,
- over the refreshing contents of the big, covered stone mug, he could think
- peacefully and to advantage. He lit a cigar, and leaning back in comfort,
- gave the signal to his thoughts to arrange and concentrate themselves.
- </p>
- <p>
- What should he do next? Yes&mdash;that was far more to the point than
- mooning over the irrevocable past. He had left Duke Street with hardly any
- plan beyond not returning thither. Luggage of some sort he would have to
- have&mdash;changes of linen and the like, and the necessary articles of
- the toilet. It was his intention to buy these as the need of them arose&mdash;and
- the character of his purchases would also depend a good deal, of course,
- upon the decision he should come to concerning his movements. He had said
- that he would leave England&mdash;and now he asked himself whether there
- was anything to prevent his departure that very evening. One of the
- deepest charms of travel must be to start off on the instant, upon the
- bidding of the immediate whim, and descend upon your destination before
- there has been time to cheapen it by thinking about it. Why should he not
- eat the morrow&rsquo;s breakfast in the Hague&mdash;and dine at Amsterdam?
- Similarly, he could within twenty-four hours be watching the marriage of
- Mosel and Rhine at Coblenz&mdash;or gazing upon the wide, wet, white sands
- of the Norman shore from the towering battlements of St. Michel. A hundred
- storied towns, vaguely pictured in his imagination, beckoned to him from
- across the Channel. Upon reflection, it seemed to him that Holland offered
- the most wooing invitation. He asked the waiter for Bradshaw, and noted
- the salient points of the itinerary from Queen borough.
- </p>
- <p>
- It was now three o&rsquo;clock. There was plenty of time for all purchases, and
- a leisurely dinner before going to Victoria. It occurred to him that the
- dinner must be very good&mdash;a luxurious kind of farewell repast.
- </p>
- <p>
- He would make a memorandum now of the things he ought to buy here in
- London. Holland was by all accounts a dear place&mdash;and moreover he had
- heard that the Dutch customs examination was by no means troublesome. It
- would be more intelligent to complete practically his outfit here. He took
- out a pencil, and began feeling in his coat-pocket for a bit of paper. The
- hand brought out, beside Lady Milly&rsquo;s note about the Private View, three
- or four unopened letters. He had entirely forgotten their existence&mdash;and
- stared at them now in puzzled indecision. It was not a sensible thing, or
- a fair thing either, to tear up and destroy unread the message which some
- one else had been at pains to transcribe for you. But on the other hand,
- these missives belonged to the stupid and intolerable life in Duke Street,
- with which he had definitely parted company. It might even be said, in one
- sense, that he was not the person to whom they were addressed.
- </p>
- <p>
- By some whimsical freak of the brain, he suddenly asked himself whether he
- should not go to Greece instead of Holland, and enlist as a volunteer in
- the war against the Turks. He became on the instant immersed in
- adventurous military speculations. He had not fallen into the English
- habit of following the daily papers with regularity, and he was conscious
- of no responsibility whatever toward the events of the world at large, as
- Reuter and the correspondents chronicled them. Something of this new war
- in Thessaly, however, he had perforce read and heard. Of the circumstances
- and politics surrounding this latest eruption of the Eastern Question he
- knew little more than would any of the young Frenchmen of education among
- whom he had spent his youth. But in an obscure way, he comprehended that
- good people in Western Europe always sympathized with the Christian as
- against the Moslem. It seemed that some generous-minded young Englishmen
- were already translating this sympathy into action; somewhere he had seen
- an account of a party of volunteers leaving London for Athens, and being
- cheered by their friends at the station. Now that he thought of it, the
- paper in which he had read the report had ridiculed the affair as an
- undesirable kind of a joke&mdash;but the impulse of the volunteers seemed
- fine to him, none the less.
- </p>
- <p>
- There ought to be some martial blood in his veins; the soldier-figure of
- his father rose before him in affirmation of the idea.
- </p>
- <p>
- But no&mdash;what nonsense it was! If ever there had been a youth bred and
- narrowed to the walks of peace, he was that young person. He who had never
- struck another human being in his life, that he could remember&mdash;what
- would such a tame sheep be doing in the open field, against the unknown,
- ferocious Osmanli Turk? The gross absurdity of the picture flared upon
- him, momentarily&mdash;and then the whole notion of armed adventure had
- vanished from his mind.
- </p>
- <p>
- His attention reverted to the letters&mdash;and now it seemed quite a
- matter of course that he should open them. The first three were of no
- importance. The fourth he regarded with wide-open eyes, after he had
- grasped the identity of the writer. He read it over slowly, more than
- once:
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;27A Ashley Gardens, S. W., Monday.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My Dear Mr. Christian Tower: I have taken this little place in town for
- the time being, and I shall be glad to see you when you are this way.
- To-morrow, Tuesday, is a day when I shall not be at home to other people&mdash;if
- you have nothing better to do.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yours very sincerely,
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Edith Cressage.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Nothing better to do? Christian&rsquo;s thoughts lingered rather blankly upon
- the phrase&mdash;until all at once he perceived that there could not
- possibly be anything better to do. He rose with decision, hurriedly gulped
- what remained of his second pot of beer, paid his bill and marched out
- with the air of a man with a mission.
- </p>
- <p>
- In the hansom, he read the letter still again, and leaned backward to see
- as much as possible of himself in the little mirror at the side. His chin
- could not be described as closely shaven, and his garments were certainly
- not those of the afternoon caller. The resource of stopping at Duke Street
- occurred to him&mdash;but no! that would be too foolish. The whole
- significance of the day would be abolished, wiped out, by such a fatuous
- step. And he repeated to himself that it <i>was</i> a day of supreme
- significance. By comparison with the proceedings and experiences of this
- long and crowded day, the rest of his life seemed colorless indeed. And
- what was of most importance in it, he declared to himself, was not its
- external happenings, but the fine and novel posture of his liberated mind
- toward them. He was for the first time actually a free man. His
- enfranchisement had not been thrown at him by outsiders; it proceeded from
- within him&mdash;the product of his own individuality.
- </p>
- <p>
- That was what people would discern in him hereafter&mdash;a complete and
- self-sufficient personality. He would no longer be pointed out and
- classified as somebody&rsquo;s grandson&mdash;somebody&rsquo;s cousin or grand-nephew.
- The world would recognize him as being himself. He felt assured, for
- example, upon reflection that Lady Cressage would not dream of questioning
- the fashion of the clothes in which he came to see her. She would perceive
- at once that he had developed beyond the silly pupilary stage of
- subordination to his coat and hat. She was so clever and sympathetic a
- woman, he felt intuitively, that these symbols of his emancipated
- condition would delight her. It was true, he saw again from the mirror
- that his collar might be a little whiter; his cuffs, too, had lost their
- earlier glow of starched freshness. But these were trifles to serious
- minds. And besides, was it not all in the family?
- </p>
- <p>
- There was a momentary block at the corner of Parliament Street, and here a
- newsboy thrust a fourth edition upon Christian with such an effect of
- authority that he found a penny and took the paper. It was the
- &ldquo;Westminster Gazette,&rdquo; and when he had looked upon the second page for a
- possible drawing by Gould, and had skimmed the column of desultory gossip
- on the last page, which always seemed to his alien conceptions of
- journalism to be the kind of matter he liked in a newspaper, he laid the
- sheet on his knee, and resumed his idle reverie. To his great surprise the
- cabman&rsquo;s shouts through the roof were necessary to awaken him at Ashley
- Gardens. He shook himself, laughingly explained that he had been up all
- night as he paid his fare, and ascended the steps of 27A, paper in hand.
- </p>
- <p>
- The servant seemed prepared for his coming, for upon giving his name in
- response to her somewhat meaning inquiry, she led him in at once. He sat
- waiting for a few moments in a small and conveniently appointed
- drawing-room, and then stood up, at the rustle of rapid skirts which
- announced Lady Cressage in the half-open doorway.
- </p>
- <p>
- She entered with outstretched hand, and a radiant welcome upon her face.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian noted that beyond the hand there was a forearm, shapely and
- cream-hued, disclosed by the lace of her flowing sleeve. There were
- billows of this lace, and of some fragile, light fabric which seemed
- sister to it, enveloping the lady, yet her tall, graceful figure was in
- some indefinable way molded to the eye beneath them all. The pale hair was
- as he had first seen it, loosely drawn across her temples; there were warm
- shadows in it which he had not thought to see. The face, too, had some
- unexpected phase, here in the subdued light of the curtained room. There
- was a sense of rosiness in the rounded flesh, a certain reposeful elation
- in the regard of the blue eyes, which put quite at fault the image of
- harrowed restlessness and nerves he had retained from Caermere. It was in
- an illuminating second that he saw all this, and perceived that she was
- very beautiful, and flushed with the deep consciousness that she read his
- thoughts like big print.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It was the greatest cheek in the world&mdash;my summoning you like this,&rdquo;
- she said, as they shook hands. &ldquo;Yes&mdash;sit here. Put your hat and paper
- on the sofa. This is my only reception room&mdash;but we might have a
- little more light.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She moved to the window, to pull back the curtains, and then about the
- room, lightly rearranging some of the chairs and trinkets&mdash;all with a
- buoyant daintiness of motion which inexpressibly charmed him. &ldquo;These are
- not my things, you know,&rdquo; she explained over her shoulder. &ldquo;I am not
- trying in the least to live up to them, either. I take the place,
- furnished, for three months, from the widow of an Indian officer. You
- would think she would have some Indian things&mdash;but it might have all
- come direct from Tottenham Court Road. It&rsquo;s impossible to get the
- slightest sensation of being at home, here. One could really extract more
- domesticity out of four bare cottage walls. Or no, what am I saying?&rdquo;&mdash;she
- had returned, and sinking into the low chair opposite him, pointed her
- words with a frank smile into his face&mdash;-&ldquo;it <i>is</i> a bit like
- home&mdash;to see you here!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am very glad to be here,&rdquo; he assured her, nodding his unfeigned
- pleasure. &ldquo;But it seemed as if you would never tell me I might come.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I was worried to death. There were all sorts of things to see about
- when I first came up,&rdquo; she explained with animation. &ldquo;And I had the
- feeling that I didn&rsquo;t want you to come till I had smoothed some of my
- wrinkles out, and had achieved a certain control over my nerves. It was
- not fair to myself&mdash;the view you had of me at Caermere.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The view of her that was afforded him here brought a glow of admiration to
- his eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;To think of your being my cousin!&rdquo; he said, with some remote echo in his
- own voice of the surprise which he recalled in Dicky Westland&rsquo;s tone. It
- seemed wonderful indeed as he looked at her, and smiled. He shook his head
- presently, in response to her question whether he had any recent news from
- Caermere, and continued to observe her with a rapt sense of the miraculous
- being embodied before his eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But the duke is very low indeed,&rdquo; she told him in a hushed voice. &ldquo;I had
- it yesterday from&mdash;from one of the household.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The tidings barely affected him. That side of his mind was still fast in
- the rut of last night&rsquo;s mutiny.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have quite decided to go away,&rdquo; he announced, calmly. &ldquo;I get no good
- out of the life here. It does not suit me. Whatever comes to me, why, that
- I shall accept, but to use it in my own way, living my own life. Now that
- I am a free man, it astonishes me that I did not rebel long ago.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Rebel&mdash;against what?&rdquo; she asked him, with a kind of confidential
- candor which put him even more at his ease.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, against everything,&rdquo; he smiled back at her. &ldquo;This existence that they
- arranged for me&mdash;it is like being embalmed and wrapped in
- mummy-cloths. Personally I do not survive a thousand years&mdash;but I am
- but one link in a long chain of respectable people who have lived like
- that, without living at all, for many thousands. It is being buried alive.
- Why, you will see what I mean&mdash;a man is a creature different from
- other human creatures. He has an individual nature of his own. His tastes,
- his inclinations, his impulses and ideas, are not quite like those of the
- people about him. He would be happy to follow these according to his own
- wishes. But then everybody seizes upon him and says: &lsquo;No, you must be and
- do just like the rest. You will be noticed and disliked if you indulge in
- even the slightest variation. These are the coats you are to wear, and the
- hats and caps and neckties. This is Duke Street, which you must live in.
- This is the hour to get up, this is the hour to make calls, this is the
- corner of your card to turn down, this is the list of people at whose
- houses you must dine, these are your friends ready-made for you out of a
- book.&rsquo; And truly what is it all?&mdash;utter, utter emptiness. You are
- really not alive at all! You have no more personal sensation of your own
- existence than an insect. It is all this that I rebel against.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She reclined a little in her chair, and covered him with a meditative
- gaze. &ldquo;I know the feeling,&rdquo; she commented thoughtfully. &ldquo;I used to have
- sharp spasms of it&mdash;oh, ages ago&mdash;whenever a shopwoman showed me
- something, and said, &lsquo;This is very much worn just now,&rsquo; or, &lsquo;We are
- selling a great deal of this.&rsquo; Then I would not have that particular thing
- if I died for it. But do you really feel so earnestly about it?&rdquo; She put
- the question in deference to a gesture by which he had signified the
- inadequacy of her comparison. &ldquo;Ah, the real life, as you call it, is a
- more complicated thing than one fancies.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But that is precisely the point,&rdquo; with vivacity. &ldquo;I have thought much
- about that. Is it not the artificial life which is complicated instead? Do
- we not confound the two? If you consider it, what can be more simple that
- the natural life of a man? If an astronomer, for example, has a difficult
- problem to work out, he first busies himself in discovering and putting
- aside all the things which seem to be factors in it but really are not.
- One by one he gets rid of them, until at last he has the naked equation
- before him&mdash;and then a result is possible. But with us, it seems that
- we go quite the other way about it. We take the problem of life&mdash;which
- is extraordinarily simple to begin with&mdash;and we pile upon it and
- around it thousands of outside rules and conventions and traditions, and
- we confuse it with other thousands of prejudices, and insincerities, and
- old mistakes that no one has had the industry to examine&mdash;and then we
- look with embarrassment at what we have done, and shake our heads, and say
- that the problem is too hard, that it passes the wisdom of man to solve
- it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I wish you joy of solving it,&rdquo; she remarked, after another reflective
- survey of his face. &ldquo;I am sure I wish some one would do it. But you spoke
- of going away. How would that help matters?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The recurrence of the question startled him. He looked at her with lifted
- head, recalling swiftly meanwhile the tone in which Frances had uttered
- those same words. A blurred, imperfect retrospect of the morning&rsquo;s events
- and talks passed fleetingly across his mind&mdash;and its progress
- disquieted him. Some tokens of perturbation on his face seemed to warn
- her, for she went on without waiting for an answer.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am not surprised to find you feeling like this,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;It is quite
- the effect that I imagined London would produce upon you. I have no right
- to say so, perhaps, but it seemed to me from the start that it was being
- badly managed&mdash;I mean the way you were sent here by yourself, and
- given nothing to do except follow about where Lord Lingfield led. It is
- not what I should have done&mdash;but the truth is that Emanuel knows
- nothing at all about the characters and temperaments of human beings. If
- men agree with him, he thinks they are good men, and if they disagree with
- him, they are bad men&mdash;or at least not worth thinking about at all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I had quite resolved not to commit myself to his System,&rdquo; Christian
- informed her, &ldquo;even before I made up my mind to&mdash;to take other
- steps.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- His closing euphemism seemed to attract her attention. &ldquo;What is it you
- intend to do?&rdquo; she asked of him, softly. She sat upright again, with an
- air of friendly curiosity.
- </p>
- <p>
- In the face of this query, he discovered that his intentions were by no
- means so clear to himself as they had been. &ldquo;It is still rather in the
- air,&rdquo; he said vaguely. &ldquo;But we talk always of myself! Tell me, instead,
- about yourself! It is an infinitely more pleasing subject. You are here in
- London for only three months? And you are alone here?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She smiled in an indefinite fashion, and leaned back in her chair. &ldquo;Ought
- I to have a chaperon? I dare say. But there is no room for her here. The
- flat accommodates just one solitary elderly lady and here you behold her.
- Oh, I am a hundred years old, I assure you!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He could only wave his hand at her in genial deprecation. &ldquo;Oh, who is
- younger than you?&rdquo; he murmured.
- </p>
- <p>
- She sighed. &ldquo;By the almanac I am four-and-twenty,&rdquo; she went on, with a new
- note of gentle melancholy. &ldquo;But by my own feelings, I seem to have been
- left over from the reign of William the Fourth. And really, it is not my
- own feelings alone&mdash;when I go out, I observe that very old men take
- me down to dinner, and talk to me precisely as if I were a contemporary of
- theirs.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;When we were together at Caermere,&rdquo; interposed Christian, &ldquo;you confessed
- to me that you were not happy&mdash;and it was my great delight to pledge
- myself that if ever there was anything I could do&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, there is nothing at all,&rdquo; she interrupted him to declare. &ldquo;My case
- will not come up. It has all been settled. The accounts, or settlements&mdash;or
- whatever you call them&mdash;have been made up, and my share of my
- husband&rsquo;s share of his father&rsquo;s interest in <i>his</i> father&rsquo;s estate has
- been ascertained. I have six hundred a year for life. It is a mild and
- decorous competence. I do not complain. It will keep a genteel roof over
- my head here in London, or a small house and a pony-trap in the country.
- It will run to a month at a pension in the cheaper parts of Switzerland,
- or perhaps even to a lodging and a bath-chair at Brighton, when it is not
- quite the season. Oh, I shall get on very well indeed&mdash;at all
- events,&rdquo; she added with a touch of bitterness, &ldquo;much better than I deserve
- to do.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian lifted his brows in protesting inquiry. &ldquo;You always speak in
- that tone of yourself! It pains me to hear you. I cannot think of any one
- who deserves the kindness and friendly good offices of fortune more than
- you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Lady Cressage gave an uncertain little laugh. &ldquo;You are too generous-minded&mdash;too
- innocent. You do not know. Me? My dear friend&mdash;I have committed the
- unpardonable sin! I humiliated and degraded myself to win a great prize in
- the world&rsquo;s lottery&mdash;and I did not bring it off. That is my offense.
- If I had won the trick&mdash;why, they would be burning incense before me!
- But I lost instead&mdash;and they leave me quite by myself to digest my
- own disgust. I don&rsquo;t talk about it&mdash;I have never said as much to any
- living soul as I am saying to you&mdash;I don&rsquo;t know why I am telling you&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Is there any one else who would listen with such sympathy?&rdquo; Christian
- heard himself interjecting.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But it is too cruel,&rdquo; continued Lady Cressage, &ldquo;too shameful a story! I
- was not happy at home. It was nobody&rsquo;s fault in particular; I don&rsquo;t know
- that we were more evil-tempered and selfish among ourselves than most
- other middle-class households with four hundred a year, and three
- daughters to marry off. I was the youngest, and I had the sort of good
- looks which were in fashion at the moment, and mamma worked very hard for
- me&mdash;pretending to idolize me before people though we yapped at each
- other like fox-terriers in private&mdash;and I was lucky in making friends&mdash;and
- so I went swimming out on the top of the wave that season, the most envied
- poor fool of a girl in London. And when Cressage wanted to marry me&mdash;I
- was dizzy with the immensity of what seemed to be offered me. My parents
- were mad with pride and ecstasy. Everybody around me pretended a kind of
- holy joy at my triumph. I give you my word!&mdash;never so much as a
- whisper came to my ears of any shadow of a reason why I should hesitate&mdash;why
- I should think a second time! Do you see? There was not an honest person&mdash;a
- single woman or a man with decency enough to warn an ignorant girl of her
- danger&mdash;within reach of me anywhere. They all kept as silent as the
- grave&mdash;with that lying grin of congratulation on their mean faces&mdash;and
- they led me to be married to the beast!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She had sat erect in her chair as she spoke, and now she rose to her feet,
- motioning him not to get up as she did so. She took a restless step or
- two, her shoulders trembling with excitement, and her hands clenched.
- &ldquo;Ah-h! I will never forgive them the longest day of my life!&rdquo; she called
- out.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then, with a determined shake of her head, she seemed to master herself.
- Standing before a small mirror in the panel of a cabinet against the wall,
- she busied her beautiful hands in correcting the slight disorder of her
- hair. When she turned to him, it was with a faint, tremulous smile
- surmounting the signs of stress and agitation upon her face. She sank into
- the chair again, with a long-drawn breath of resignation.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But it isn&rsquo;t nice to abuse the dead,&rdquo; she remarked, striving after an
- effect of judicial fairness in her voice. &ldquo;I didn&rsquo;t mean to speak like
- that. And for that matter, why should I speak at all of him? One doesn&rsquo;t
- blame a wolf for man-eating. You execrate instead the people who
- deliberately throw a helpless human being to the wolf. I even say to
- myself that I have no quarrel with Cressage. He was as God made him&mdash;if
- the thought isn&rsquo;t blasphemous. He was a great, overgrown, bullying,
- blubbering, ignorant boy, who never got beyond the morals of the stables
- and kennels, and the standards of taste of the servants&rsquo; hall. One could
- hardly call him vicious; that is to say, he did not deliberately set out
- to cause suffering. He did not do anything on deliberation. He acted just
- as his rudimentary set of barbaric impulses prompted him to act. Some of
- these impulses would have been regarded as virtues in a more intelligent
- man. For example, he was wildly, insanely jealous of me. It took the most
- impossible and vulgar forms, it is true, but still&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, need we talk of him?&rdquo; It was with almost a groan of supplication that
- Christian stopped her. &ldquo;He is too unpleasant to think about. Nothing that
- I had heard of him before made me sorry that he was dead&mdash;but this&mdash;it
- is too painful. But now you are a free woman&mdash;you see your path well
- before you, to travel as you choose. And what will you do?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She sighed and threw up her hands with a gesture of contemptuous
- indifference. &ldquo;What does any English lady with six hundred a year do?
- Devote her energies to seeing that she gets&mdash;let me see, what is the
- sum?&mdash;to seeing that she gets twelve thousand shillings&rsquo; worth of
- respectable discomfort, and secures reasonable opportunities for making
- those about her uncomfortable also. Oh, I don&rsquo;t in the least know what I
- shall do. The truth is,&rdquo; she added, with a sad smile, &ldquo;I have lived alone
- with my dislikes so long, and I have nourished and watered them so
- carefully, that now they fill my whole garden. They have quite choked out
- the flowers of existence&mdash;these thick, rank, powerful weeds. And I
- haven&rsquo;t the energy&mdash;perhaps I haven&rsquo;t even the desire&mdash;to pull
- them up. They seem appropriate, somehow&mdash;they belong to the
- desolation that has been made of my life.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian bent forward, and made a movement as if to take one of the hands
- which lay dejectedly in her lap. He did not do this, but touched a
- projecting bit of lace upon one of the flounces of her gown, and twisted
- it absent-mindedly in his fingers instead.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are still unhappy!&rdquo; he said reproachfully, his eyes glowing with the
- intensity of his tender compassion. &ldquo;I do not forgive myself for my
- inability to be of help to you. It is incredible that there is not
- something I can do.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But you are going away,&rdquo; she reminded him, in a soft monotone. &ldquo;You have
- your own unpleasantnesses to think of&mdash;and you are occupied with
- plans for rearranging your life on new lines. I only hope that you will
- find the happiness you are setting out in search of. But then men can
- always get what they want, if they are only sufficiently in earnest about
- it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is not entirely settled that I shall go away,&rdquo; said Christian. He
- twisted the lace in the reverse direction, and hesitated over his further
- words. &ldquo;That was only one of several alternatives. I am clear only about
- my resolve to make a stand&mdash;to break away. But if I remained here in
- England&mdash;in London?&rdquo;&mdash;He looked with mingled trepidation and
- inquiry into her face. &ldquo;If I did not go abroad&mdash;is there anything I
- could do?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She regarded with attentiveness the hand which was playing havoc with her
- flounce&mdash;and it straightway desisted. She continued to study the
- little screwed-up cone of lace, in meditative silence. At last she shook
- her head. &ldquo;You must not give it another thought,&rdquo; she said, but with no
- touch of dictation in her musing tone. Her eyes dwelt upon him with a
- remote and ruminating gaze. &ldquo;I belong to a past generation. My chances in
- the lottery are all exhausted&mdash;things of the past. You must not
- bother about me. And I think you ought to give up those ideas of yours
- about breaking away, as you call it. London hasn&rsquo;t been made pleasant for
- you, simply because the wrong people have gone the wrong way about it to
- arrange matters for you. But there are extremely nice people among the set
- you know, if you once understood them. With your position, you can command
- any kind of associations you wish to have. After it is all said and done,
- I think England has its full share of cultivated and refined people of
- intelligence. I have not seen much of the Continent, but I do not believe
- that it possesses any superiority over us in that respect.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But in your own case,&rdquo; urged Christian, somewhat hazily; &ldquo;you said that
- there were no honest people about you to warn you&mdash;though you were in
- the best society. That is my feeling&mdash;that you do not get the truth
- from them. They do not lie to you&mdash;but they are silent about the
- truth.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Is it different elsewhere?&rdquo; she asked, gravely. &ldquo;Is not the young girl
- sold everywhere? Do you think that marriage is a more sacred and ethereal
- thing among the great families of France or Austria or Germany than it is
- with us? I have heard differently.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, we are all equally uncivilized about women,&rdquo; he admitted. &ldquo;I feel
- very strongly about that. But you, who have such knowledge and such clear
- opinions&mdash;would you not love to do something to alter this injustice
- to women? The thought has been much in my mind, of late.&rdquo; He paused to
- reflect in fleeting wonderment upon the fact that only this morning he had
- been absorbed in it. &ldquo;And my meaning is,&rdquo; he stumbled on, &ldquo;there is
- nothing I would rather devote my life to than the task of making existence
- easier and broader and more free for young women. Could there be any finer
- work than that? I know that it appeals to you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She looked at him with an element of doubt in her glance. &ldquo;Nothing appeals
- very much to me&mdash;and I&rsquo;m afraid my sex least of all. I do not like
- them, to tell the truth. I never get over the surprised disgust of waking
- up in the morning and finding that I am one of them. But this is rather
- wandering from the point, isn&rsquo;t it? I was urging you to give over the
- notion of making a demonstration. You have waited thus long; be content to
- wait just a little longer. My private belief is that the Duke will not
- live the week out.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Still, the assurance seemed to suggest nothing to him. &ldquo;But if he dies,&rdquo;
- he protested, &ldquo;how then will I be different? I am lonely&mdash;I am like a
- forlorn man escaped on a raft from a shipwreck&mdash;I eat my heart out in
- friendless solitude. And if I have a great title&mdash;why, then I shall
- be more alone than ever. It is that way with such men&mdash;I have seen
- that they hold themselves aloof&mdash;and others do not come freely near
- them. It frightens me&mdash;the thought of living without friends. I say
- to you solemnly that I would give it all&mdash;the position, the authority
- and dignity, the estates, Caermere, everything&mdash;for the assurance of
- one warm, human heart answering in every beat to mine! Has friendship
- perished out of the world, then? Or has it never existed, except in the
- books?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Her beauty had never been so manifest to him, as now while he gazed at
- her, and she did not speak. There seemed the faint, delicate hint of a
- tenderness in the classical lines of the face that he had not seen before.
- It was as if his appeal had brought forth some latent aptitude of romance,
- to mellow the direct glance of her eyes, and soften in some subtle way the
- whole charm of her presence. A new magic was visible in her loveliness&mdash;and
- the sense that his words had conjured it into being thrilled him with a
- wistful pride. No woman had thus moved him heretofore. The perception that
- she was plastic to his mental touch&mdash;that this flower-like marvel of
- comeliness and grace, of exquisite tastes and pure dignity of soul, could
- be swayed by his suggestion, would vibrate at the tone of his voice&mdash;awed
- him as if he were confronted by a miracle. His breath came and went under
- a dull consciousness of pain&mdash;which was yet more like pleasure. A
- bell sounded somewhere within the house, and its brief crystal resonance
- seemed somehow to clarify the ferment of his thoughts. All at once, as by
- the flooding of sunlight into a darkened labyrinth, his mind was clear to
- him. He knew what he wanted&mdash;nay, what all the years had been leading
- him up to desire.
- </p>
- <p>
- With his gaze maintained upon her face&mdash;timidly yet with rapturous
- intentness, as if fearful of breaking the spell&mdash;he rose to his feet,
- and stood over her. A confusion of unspoken words trembled on his lips, as
- her slow glance lifted itself to his.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It was like the pleasantry of a beautiful, roguish little girl&rdquo;&mdash;he
- began, smiling nervously down at her&mdash;&ldquo;your saying that you belonged
- to a generation earlier than mine. Do you think I do not know my
- generation? And am I blind, that I do not see what is most precious in it?
- This is what&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- An extraordinary outburst of disputing voices, in the little hallway close
- at hand, broke in upon his words. He stopped, stared inquiringly at Lady
- Cressage, and beheld her rise, frowning and hard-eyed, and step toward the
- door. A vague sense of the familiar came to him from the louder of the
- accents outside.
- </p>
- <p>
- The door was opened, and the domestic, red-faced, and spluttering with
- wrath, began some stammered explanation to her mistress. What she sought
- to say did not appear, for on the instant the door was pushed farther
- back, and a veiled lady took up her energetic stand upon the threshold.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t blame her,&rdquo; this lady cried, in high, rapid tones. &ldquo;I forced my way
- in&mdash;something told me that you were at home. And when you hear my
- news&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, since you are here&rdquo;&mdash;Lady Cressage began, coldly. &ldquo;But, really,
- Mrs. Torr&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, no&mdash;call me Cora!&rdquo; the other interrupted, vivaciously.
- </p>
- <p>
- She went further, and bustling her arms against Edith&rsquo;s shoulders,
- purported to kiss her on both cheeks. Then, drawing back her head, she
- went on: &ldquo;My dear, the duke died at two this morning! It&rsquo;s in all the
- papers. But what isn&rsquo;t in any of the papers is that the heir is missing.
- It&rsquo;s a very curious story. Mr. Westland here&rdquo;&mdash;by her gesture it
- seemed that Dicky was behind her in the hallway&mdash;&ldquo;went to Duke Street
- this noon, and found Christian&rsquo;s man in great alarm. The youngster had
- bolted, leaving a note saying merely that he was called away. Mr.
- Westland&rsquo; then hunted me up, and we started out, for I had a kind of clue,
- don&rsquo;t you see. I knew where he was at ten o&rsquo;clock this forenoon&mdash;and
- we drove to Arundel Street, and there we found&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian hurriedly stepped forward. &ldquo;Oh, I think you may take it that I
- am not lost,&rdquo; he called out, revealing himself to the astonished Cora. For
- the moment the chief thing in his mind was satisfaction at having
- interrupted her disclosures about Arundel Street.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then, as other thoughts crowded in upon him, he straightened his shoulders
- and lifted his chin. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s all right,&rdquo; he said, with a reassuring wave of
- the hand toward the womenfolk of his family.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
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- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- PART IV
- </h2>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0021" id="link2HCH0021"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXII
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">O</span>n the morning of
- the funeral, six days later, Christian rose very early, and took coffee in
- his library shortly after seven. Then, lighting a cigarette, he resumed
- work upon several drawers full of papers, open on the big table, where it
- had been left off the previous evening. The details of the task seemed
- already familiar to him. He scanned one document after another with an
- informed eye, and put it in its proper pile without hesitation. He made
- notes suggested by the contents of each, on the pad before him, with a
- quill pen and corrected the vagaries of this unaccustomed implement, in
- the matter of blots and inadequate lines, with painstaking patience. There
- were steel nibs in abundance, and two gold stylographic pens, but he clung
- resolutely to the embarrassing feather.
- </p>
- <p>
- After a time he rested from his labors, and rang the bell beside his desk;
- almost upon the instant Falkner appeared in the doorway.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If Mr. Westland is up,&rdquo; said Christian, &ldquo;you may ask him to join me
- here.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, Your Grace,&rdquo; the smooth-voiced, soft-mannered man replied, and
- vanished.
- </p>
- <p>
- The young duke rose, yawned slightly and moved to the window nearest him.
- It opened, upon examination, and he stepped out on a narrow balcony of
- stone which skirted the front of the square tower he had quitted. The
- outlook seemed to be to the northeast, for a patch of sunshine lay upon
- the outer edge of the balcony at the right. Breathing in delightedly the
- fresh Maymorning air, he gazed upon the bold prospect of hills receding in
- lifted terraces high against the remote sky-line. He had not seen just
- this view from Caermere before&mdash;and he said to himself that it was
- finer than all the others. Above each lateral stretch of purplish-gray
- granite, to the farthest distance, there ran a band of cool green foliage&mdash;the
- inexpressibly tender green of young birch trees; their thin, chalk-white
- stems were revealed in delicate tracery against indefinable sylvan
- shadows.
- </p>
- <p>
- Through the early stillness, he could hear the faint murmur of the Devon,
- gurgling in the depths of the ravine between him and the nearest hill.
- &ldquo;To-morrow,&rdquo; he thought, &ldquo;will begin the true life! All this will be my
- home&mdash;mine! mine! and before anybody is up in the morning I will be
- down where that river of black water runs, and fish in the deep pools for
- trout.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Some one touched his elbow. He turned with a quick nod and smile to greet
- Dicky Westland. &ldquo;I am up ages before you, you see,&rdquo; he said genially. &ldquo;It
- was barely daylight when I woke&mdash;and I suffered tortures trying to
- remain in bed even till six. Oh, this is wonderful out here!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Awfully jolly place, all round,&rdquo; commented Dicky. He blinked to exorcise
- the spirit of sleep and gazed at the prospect with determined enthusiasm.
- &ldquo;I haven&rsquo;t looked about much, but I&rsquo;ve found out one thing already.
- There&rsquo;s a ghost in my room&mdash;and I think he must have been a
- professional pedestrian in life.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Splendid!&rdquo; cried Christian, gaily. &ldquo;Have you had coffee&mdash;or it is
- tea you people drink, isn&rsquo;t it? Then shall we get to work? I want the
- papers out of the way before Emanuel comes. They will all be here between
- nine and ten. I wanted to send carriages to Craven Arms, but it seemed
- there were not horses enough, so hired traps are to be brought up from the
- station.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you know who are coming?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Lord Julius, and Emanuel and his wife; the captain and his wife and
- brother; Lord Chobham, and Lord Lingfield&mdash;I don&rsquo;t know if any of
- their women will come&mdash;and Lady Cressage. Then there are some
- solicitors, and perhaps some old acquaintances of my grandfather&rsquo;s. At all
- events, Welldon has ordered four carriages and a break. There is to be
- breakfast at ten, and I shall be glad when it is all over&mdash;when
- everything is over. Do you know?&mdash;I have never been to a funeral in
- my life&mdash;and I rather funk it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, they&rsquo;re not so bad as you always think they&rsquo;re going to be,&rdquo; said the
- secretary, consolingly. &ldquo;The main thing is the gloves. I never could
- understand it&mdash;but black gloves are invariably about two sizes
- smaller than ordinary colors. You want to look out for that. But I dare
- say your man is up to the trick&mdash;he looks a knowing party, does
- Falkner.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I fancy I shall give him back to Emanuel,&rdquo; remarked Christian,
- thoughtfully.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He is an excellent servant, but he reminds me too much of Duke Street.
- Did you notice the old butler yesterday afternoon?&mdash;he stood at the
- head of the steps to meet us&mdash;that is old Barlow. I have a great
- affection for him. I shall have him valet me, I think.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Isn&rsquo;t he rather venerable for the job?&rdquo; suggested the other. &ldquo;And
- wouldn&rsquo;t it be rather a come-down for a head butler? They&rsquo;re awfully keen
- about their distinctions among themselves, you know.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian smiled with placidity. &ldquo;I think that the man whom I pick out to
- be nearest me will feel that he has the best place in the household. I
- shall be very much surprised indeed if that isn&rsquo;t Barlow&rsquo;s view. And of
- course he will have his subordinates. But now let us take Welldon&rsquo;s
- statement for the last half of &rsquo;95, and the two halves of &rsquo;96.
- Then we can get to the mine. Unless I am greatly mistaken, that is most
- important. I find that the mining company&rsquo;s lease falls in early next
- year. And won&rsquo;t you ring the bell and have Welldon sent up when he comes?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <p>
- Upon mature reflection Christian decided not to descend to meet his guests
- at breakfast. When he had dismissed the estate agent, Welldon, after a
- prolonged and very comprehensive interview, he announced this decision to
- Westland. &ldquo;You must go down and receive them in my place,&rdquo; he said.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I will say that you have a cold,&rdquo; suggested Dicky.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;By no means,&rdquo; returned Christian, promptly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is not necessary to enter into details. You receive them&mdash;that is
- all. I have spoken with Barlow; he knows what to do with them in the
- matter of rooms and so on. I am breakfasting here. And afterward&mdash;say
- at eleven o&rsquo;clock&mdash;I will see some of them here. There is an hour to
- spare then, before we go to the church. I am not clear about this&mdash;which
- ones to see first. There is that stupid reading of the will after we get
- back&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;By George! do they do that still?&rdquo; interrupted Dicky. &ldquo;I know they did in
- Trollope and George Eliot&mdash;but I thought it had gone out.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is kept up in old families,&rdquo; replied Christian, simply. &ldquo;In this case
- it is a pure formality, of course. There is no mystery whatever. The will
- was made in 1859, after the entail was broken, and merely bequeaths
- everything in general terms to the heir-at-law. My grandfather covenanted,
- at the same time, to Lord Julius to make no subsequent will save by his
- advice and consent&mdash;so that there can be no complications of any
- kind. I am thinking whether it would be better to see Lord Julius and
- Emanuel before the reading of this will or after. Really it makes no
- difference&mdash;perhaps it is better to get it over with. Yes&mdash;say
- to them that I beg they will come to me here at eleven. You might bring
- them up and then leave us together&mdash;or no, they know the way. Let
- them come up by themselves.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Through the open window there came the grinding sound of wheels upon the
- gravel of the drive, around at the east front. At a gesture from the
- other, Dicky hurried away.
- </p>
- <p>
- Left to himself, Christian wandered again to the casement, and regarded
- the spacious view with renewed interest. Falkner entered presently,
- bearing a large tray, and spread some covered dishes upon a cloth on the
- library table.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How many carriages have come?&rdquo; the master asked from his place at the
- window.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Four, Your Grace&mdash;and a break with some wreaths and Lord Chobham&rsquo;s
- man and a maid&mdash;I think it is Lady Cressage&rsquo;s maid.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Who has come&mdash;outside the family?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Three gentlemen, Your Grace&mdash;one of them is Mr. Soman. Barlow thinks
- they are all solicitors.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian mused briefly upon the presence of Lord Julius&rsquo;s man of
- business. Since that first evening of his on English soil, at Brighton, he
- had not seen this Mr. Soman. He remembered nothing of him, indeed, save
- his green eyes. And now that he thought of it, even this was not a
- personal recollection. It was the remark of the girl on the boat, about
- his having green eyes, which stuck in his memory. He smiled, as he looked
- idly out on the hills.
- </p>
- <p>
- The girl on the boat! Was it not strange that his mind should have applied
- to her this distant and chilling designation? Only a few days ago&mdash;it
- would not be a week till to-morrow&mdash;she had seemed to him the most
- important person in the world. A vision of his future had possessed him,
- in which she alone had a definite share. How remote it seemed&mdash;and
- how curious!
- </p>
- <p>
- He recalled, quite impersonally, what he had heard in one way or another
- about her family. Her father was some sort of underling in the general
- post office&mdash;a clerk or accountant, or something of the kind. There
- was a son&mdash;of course, that would be the brother Cora had spoken of&mdash;and
- the ambition of the family had expended itself in sending this boy to a
- public school, and to the university. The family had made great sacrifices
- to do this&mdash;and apparently these had been wasted. He had the distinct
- impression of having been told that the son was a worthless fellow. How
- often that occurred in England&mdash;that everything was done for the son,
- and nothing at all for the daughters! Then in fairness he reflected that
- it was even worse in France. Yes, but somehow Frenchwomen had a talent for
- doing for themselves. They were cleverer than their brothers&mdash;more
- helpful, resourceful&mdash;in spite of the fact that the brothers had
- monopolized the advantages. Images of capable, managing Frenchwomen he had
- known rose before his mind&rsquo;s eye; he saw them again accomplishing wonders
- of work, diligent, wise, sensible, understanding everything that was said
- or done. Yet, oddly enough, these very paragons of feminine capacity had a
- fatal unfeminine defect; they did not know how to bring up their sons.
- Upon that side they were incredibly weak and silly; it was impossible to
- prevent their making pampered fools of their boys.
- </p>
- <p>
- Suddenly his vagrant fancies were concentrated upon the question of how
- Frances Bailey would bring up a boy&mdash;a son of her own. It was an
- absurd query to have raised itself in his mind&mdash;and he put it away
- from him with promptitude. There remained, however, a kind of mental
- protest lodged on her behalf among his thoughts. He perceived that in his
- ruminations he had done her an injustice. She was not inferior in
- capability or courage to any of the self-sufficient Frenchwomen he had
- been thinking of, and in the matter of intellectual attainments was she
- not immeasurably superior to them all? The translucent calm of her mind&mdash;penetrating,
- far-reaching, equable as the starlight&mdash;how queer that it should be
- coupled with such a bad temper! She always quarreled with him, and bullied
- him, when they were together. Even when she was exhibiting to him the
- sunniest aspects of her mood, there was always a latent defiance of him
- underneath, ready to spring forth at a word. He remembered how, at the
- close of their first meeting, she had refused to tell him her name. He saw
- now that this obstinacy of hers had annoyed him more than he had imagined.
- For an instant it assumed almost the character of a grievance&mdash;but
- then his attention fastened itself at random upon the remarkable fact that
- he had seen her only twice in his life. Upon reflection, this did seem
- very strange indeed. But it was the fact&mdash;and in the process of
- readjusting his impressions of the past six months to fit with it, the
- figure of her receded in his mind, grew less as she moved away under a
- canopy of dull yellowish-green, which vaguely identified itself with the
- trees on the Embankment. She dwindled thus till he thought of her again,
- with a dim impulse of insistence upon the phrase, as the girl on the boat.
- The transition to thoughts of other things gave his mind no sort of
- trouble.
- </p>
- <p>
- He pondered some of these other things&mdash;formlessly and
- light-heartedly&mdash;while he stood at the library table, and picked
- morsels here and there from the dishes laid for him. His absence of
- appetite he referred tacitly to the warmth of the day, as it was sunnily
- developing itself outside. Here on this shaded side of the castle, it was
- cool enough, but there was the languor of spring in the air. He
- scrutinized this new library of his afresh. Until Barlow had opened it for
- him, shortly after his arrival yesterday, it could not have been used for
- years. Most of its appointments had a very ancient look; no doubt they
- must date back at least to the seventh Duke&rsquo;s time. It was incredible that
- his grandfather, the eighth Duke, should have been inspired to furnish a
- library. There were many shelves of apparently very old books as well, but
- there was also a vast deal of later rubbish&mdash;stock and sporting
- annuals, veterinary treatises, county directories and the like&mdash;which
- he would lose no time in putting out. He saw already how delightful a room
- could be made of it. It had the crowning merit of being connected with the
- suite of apartments he had chosen for his own. From the door at the side,
- opposite the fine old fireplace, one entered the antechamber to his
- dressing-room. This gave to the library an intimate character, upon which
- he reflected with pleasure. Here he would come, secure from interruption,
- and spend among his books the choicest and most fruitful hours of his
- leisure. It was plain to him that henceforth he would do a great deal of
- reading, and perhaps&mdash;why not?&mdash;of writing too.
- </p>
- <p>
- There was a rap upon the door, and then Falkner, opening it, announced
- Lord Julius and his son. They came in together, diffusing an impalpable
- effect of constraint. The elder man seemed in Christian&rsquo;s eyes bigger than
- ever; his white beard spread over the broad chest like a vine run wild.
- Emanuel, who lapsed in the wake of his father, was unexpectedly small by
- comparison. The shadows, where the two stood, emphasized the angular
- peculiarities of his bald head. His thin face took an effect of sallow
- pallor from his black clothes. Already he had his black gloves in his
- hands.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian stepped forward to meet them&mdash;and was suddenly conscious of
- the necessity for an apology. &ldquo;I did not come down,&rdquo; he murmured, as he
- shook hands with a grave smile&mdash;&ldquo;I am not quite master of myself yet.
- It is still strange to me. But come to the window, and let us sit down.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- They followed him, and took the chairs he pushed out for them. He perched
- himself on the corner of the big table, and lightly stroked the glazed
- boot of the foot which was not on the floor. &ldquo;I am glad to hear that
- Kathleen has come,&rdquo; he said to his cousin. &ldquo;I hope she is very well.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Extremely so,&rdquo; replied Emanuel. Then, upon reflection, he added, &ldquo;We had
- hoped that you would come to us, on your way down from London.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There was so much to do in town,&rdquo; explained Christian, hazily. &ldquo;My
- grandfather&rsquo;s lawyers came up at once from Shrewsbury, and it was
- necessary to see a good deal of them&mdash;and then there were the tailors
- and outfitters. It was all I could do to get away yesterday morning. And
- of course&mdash;by that time I was needed here.&rdquo; He turned to the other.
- &ldquo;And you are very well, Uncle Julius?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am well,&rdquo; said the elder man, with what Christian suspected for the
- instant to be significant brevity. The father and son had exchanged a
- look, as well, which seemed to have a meaning beyond his comprehension.
- But then he forgot these momentary doubts in the interest of the discovery
- that there were tears in his great-uncle&rsquo;s eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius unaffectedly got out a handkerchief, and wiped them away. He
- looked up at the young man as through a mist. &ldquo;I never dreamed that I
- should feel it so much,&rdquo; he said, huskily. &ldquo;I am amazed at myself&mdash;and
- then ashamed at my amazement&mdash;but Kit&rsquo;s death has somehow put me
- about and upset me to a tremendous extent. There was thirteen years
- between us&mdash;but when you get to be an old man, that seems no more
- than as many weeks. And Emanuel&rdquo;&mdash;he addressed his son with the
- solemnity befitting a revelation&mdash;&ldquo;I am an old man.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel frowned a little in his abstracted fashion. &ldquo;You are less old than
- any other man of your years in England,&rdquo; he protested.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian, listening, somehow found no conviction in these reassuring
- words. It dawned upon him suddenly that Lord Julius had in truth aged a
- great deal. The perception of this disarranged the speech he had in his
- mind.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There are a thousand things to be talked over,&rdquo; he began, with an eye
- upon Emanuel, &ldquo;but I do not know if this is quite the opportune time. I
- wished to lose no time in seeing you both, of course&mdash;but you will
- not be hurrying away. No doubt there will be a better opportunity.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t think it will be found that there is so very much to say,&rdquo;
- remarked Emanuel. A gentle but persistent melancholy seemed to pervade his
- tone.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There is the complication&rdquo;&mdash;Christian began again, and hesitated.
- &ldquo;That is to say&mdash;you know even better and more fully than I do, to
- what a great extent I am in your hands. And there the complication, as I
- said, arises. I have been working very hard on the figures&mdash;with the
- lawyers in London, and here since I arrived&mdash;but before we touch
- those at all, I ought to tell you frankly, Emanuel: I do not see my way to
- meeting the conditions which you suggested to me last autumn, when we met
- first.&rdquo; Emanuel seemed in no wise perturbed by the announcement. His
- nervous face maintained its unmoved gravity. &ldquo;It was never anything more
- than a pious hope that you would,&rdquo; he commented. &ldquo;I may add,&rdquo; he went on,
- &ldquo;that even this hope cannot be said to have survived your first visit.
- Otherwise, I should have tried to have you see London under different
- auspices&mdash;through different eyes.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The calmness with which the decision he had regarded as so momentous met
- acceptance disconcerted Christian. He had mentally prepared for the
- defense of his hostile attitude toward the System&mdash;and, lo! not a
- syllable of challenge was forthcoming.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But there remains, all the same, the principal difficulty,&rdquo; he said,
- thinking hard upon his words. &ldquo;It does not lessen my obligations to you as
- my chief creditors.&rdquo; He looked from one to the other, as if in uncertainty
- as to which was the master mind. &ldquo;You have both been very open with me.
- You have told me why it was that you devoted a large fortune to buying up
- the mortgages on the estate which is now mine&mdash;and to lending always
- more money upon it&mdash;until now the interest eats up the income like a
- visitation of locusts. But my knowledge of the motives does not help me.
- And you must not think, either,&rdquo; his confidence was returning now, and
- with it a better control over his phrases&mdash;&ldquo;that I am begging for
- help. I look the situation in the face, and I do not feel that I am afraid
- of it. I see already many ways in which I can make a better fight of it
- than my grandfather made.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius held up a hand. &ldquo;Is there not a misconception there?&rdquo; he
- asked, pleasantly enough. &ldquo;A fight involves antagonists&mdash;and I
- intervened in poor Kit&rsquo;s affairs as a protector, not as an assailant.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian stood erect, and knitted his brows in puzzled thought upon both
- the manner and the matter of these words.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But it is still the same,&rdquo; he persisted. &ldquo;You were his good friend&mdash;as
- I know you are mine&mdash;or hope very sincerely that you are&mdash;but
- none the less you were his overwhelmingly big creditor, as now you are
- mine. If one is greatly in debt, then one struggles to get out. It is in
- that sense that I meant the word &lsquo;fight.&rsquo; And, to repeat, I see many ways
- of making progress. I find that Welldon is not exclusively my man. He is
- the agent of three other estates as well, because we could not pay him
- enough here for all of his services. That I will alter at once. I find
- that we have no mineral bailiff. The company at Coalbrook has paid such
- royalties as it pleased, without check of any sort. We have the right to
- examine their books, but it has never been exercised. Next week my
- secretary and Welldon go to Coalbrook. I find that the company&rsquo;s lease of
- twenty-one years expires next February. Eh bien! It will be strange if I
- do not get ten thousand pounds hereafter, where less than four has come in
- hitherto. My lawyers already know of capitalists who desire to bid for the
- new lease&mdash;and the estimate of increase is theirs, not mine. But
- these are details. I mention them to you only to show you that I am not
- afraid. But anxious, I do not deny that I am. I have not been bred to
- these things&mdash;and I may easily make mistakes. It would take a great
- load off my mind if&mdash;if, in some measure, you would be my advisers as
- well as my creditors.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why should you ever have doubted that?&rdquo; asked Emanuel, in a tone of
- somber kindliness.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, but I do not mean advice about the management of the estate,&rdquo; put in
- Christian, with an over-eager instinct of self-defense. &ldquo;I do not shrink
- from taking that completely on my own shoulders. I would not trouble you
- with anything of that sort. But of larger matters&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There is one large matter,&rdquo; interrupted Lord Julius, speaking with great
- deliberation, &ldquo;which I find outweighing all others in my mind. It is not
- new to my mind&mdash;but to-day it pushes everything else aside. It is the
- thought of the family itself. I have told you this before&mdash;let me say
- it to you again. Everything that I have done&mdash;every penny that I have
- laid out&mdash;has been with this one end in view&mdash;the family. Yet
- this morning I have been thinking of it&mdash;and I am frightened. While
- poor old Kit lingered along, it was not so easy to grasp it, somehow&mdash;but
- his going off makes it glaring. There are too few of us. I am alone in my
- generation&mdash;and so is Emanuel in his&mdash;and so are you in yours,
- save for those rowdy simpletons Eddy and Gus. And beyond you, there is
- only that little girl baby of Cora Bayard&rsquo;s! I want you to marry,
- Christian. I want to see sons of yours growing up here at Caermere&mdash;hearty,
- fine boys to carry the name of Torr along. That I am really in earnest
- about. By comparison with it, nothing else on earth matters&mdash;for us.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I shall marry,&rdquo; Christian replied, in smiling seriousness. &ldquo;Of
- course, that is the obvious thing to be done. And now&rdquo;&mdash;he looked at
- his watch&mdash;&ldquo;it is time for me to dress. It is arranged that you and
- Emanuel and Kathleen drive to the church in the carriage with me. It is
- not quite orthodox precedence, I know, but I could not bear to&mdash;to
- have it otherwise. And we will think no more about those other matters
- until tomorrow.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Other matters,&rdquo; repeated Lord Julius, and exchanged a look with his son
- as they rose. &ldquo;My dear Christian, there are no other matters.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No&mdash;not till to-morrow,&rdquo; answered Christian, with a doubtful smile.
- &ldquo;But then I am afraid there are a good many.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel filled in the pause. &ldquo;Mr. Soman has brought all the papers,&rdquo; he
- said, with a flitting return to his lighter manner. &ldquo;It is my father&rsquo;s
- meaning that the mortgages are extinguished.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian gazed from one to the other with a face full of stupefaction.
- His knees shook and sought to bend under him. Tremblingly he essayed to
- speak&mdash;and his lips would make no sound.
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius laid his big hand on the young man&rsquo;s shoulder&mdash;and
- Christian, dimly recalling the effect of this touch in the days when he
- had first known it, thrilled at the novel restfulness it somehow now
- conferred.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Only show me a son of yours,&rdquo; said the old man, with tender gravity. &ldquo;Let
- me see an heir before I die.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Without further words, the two left him. Christian, staring at the
- shadowed door through which they had vanished, remained standing. His
- confused brain quailed in the presence of thoughts more stupendous than
- the ancient hills outside.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
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- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXIII
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">S</span>everal thousand
- people caught that day their first curious glimpse of the new master of
- Caermere. At the most there were but a handful of aged persons, in the
- throng clustered along the sides of the road winding down from the Castle
- to the partially restored medieval collegiate church in the valley, who
- could remember any other duke than the one being borne now to lie among
- his fathers. The fact that these venerable folk, without exception, were
- in the enjoyment of a day&rsquo;s holiday from the workhouse, might have
- interested a philosopher, had it been pressed upon his attention.
- </p>
- <p>
- Quite two hundred horsemen, mounted in their own saddles on their own
- beasts, rode in the long procession which descended from Caermere toward
- the close of the noon hour. Clad in decent black for the greater part,
- with old silk hats or other formal and somber headgear, they jogged
- sedately in unison as the curbed horses stepped with caution down the
- hill. Their browned and large-featured faces wore a uniform mask of
- solemnity&mdash;distinguished chiefly by a resolute contraction of brows
- and lips, and eyes triumphantly cleared of all traces of speculation. They
- looked down, as they passed, upon the humbler dalesmen and laborers of the
- hillsides, and their womenfolk and swarming children, with an impassive,
- opacated gaze.
- </p>
- <p>
- On the green, before the little covered gateway to the churchyard, dull
- murmurs spread through this cortege, propelled sidelong from mouths which
- scorned to open; the main principles of a proposed evolution came slowly,
- in some mysterious way, to be comprehended among them: after almost less
- backing and pushing into one another than might have been expected, they
- perceived themselves emerging into an orderly arrangement, by which they
- lined the two sides of the carriage-way crossing the green. They regarded
- each other across this significant strip of gravel with a gloomy stolidity
- of pride: the West Salop Yeomanry could scarcely have done it better. Then
- another rustle of whispered sounds along their ranks toward the church&mdash;and
- the civic side of their demonstration came uppermost. With a tightened
- left hand upon the reins, they removed their hats, and held them so that
- they could most readily read the names of the makers inside.
- </p>
- <p>
- The carriages bearing the family of Torr, preceded by the curtained
- hearse, and followed by a considerable number of broughams and closed
- landaus recognizable as the property of the neighboring gentry, moved
- silently forward along this lane of uncovered horsemen. The distant
- swelling moan of the organ floated on the May air, in effect a comment
- upon the fact that the tolling of the bell in the tower had ceased.
- </p>
- <p>
- The intermittent noise of carriage-doors being sharply shut, and of wheels
- getting out of the way, proceeded from the head of the procession at the
- gate&mdash;and tenants and other undistinguished people on foot began to
- press forward between the ranks. The horsemen, with furtive glances to
- right and left, put on their hats again, and let the restive animals
- stretch their muscles in the path. A few, dismounting, and giving their
- bridles over to boys, joined those who were moving toward the church. The
- majority, drawing their horses aside into groups formed at random, and
- incessantly shifting, lent their intellects, and in some restrained
- measure their tongues, to communion upon the one great problem of the day:&mdash;would
- the new Duke set the Hunt on its legs again?
- </p>
- <p>
- The question was so intimately connected with their tenderest emotions and
- convictions, that no one liked to speak of it thoughtlessly or upon hasty
- impulse. Even those who doubted most, shrank from hearing the prophecies
- of evil they felt prone to utter. Men who nourished almost buoyant hopes
- still hesitated to create a confidence which must be so precarious. While
- the faint sustained recitative of the priest in the church could be heard,
- insistent and disturbing like the monotone of a distant insect, and then
- the sounds of the organ once more, and of singing, fell upon the sunlit
- green, the horsemen spoke cautiously about the hounds. Even before Lord
- Porlock&rsquo;s death, things had not been what they should have been. The pack
- was even then, as one might say, falling between two stools. The Torrs
- hadn&rsquo;t the money to keep the thing up properly themselves, but they showed
- their teeth savagely the minute mention was made of getting in some
- outside help. But since Porlock&rsquo;s death&mdash;well, the condition of
- affairs had been too painful for words. The horsemen shook their heads in
- dumb eloquence upon this tragic interval. The Kennels had lapsed into a
- state hardly to be thought of, much less discussed. There had been no
- puppy-walk. Were there any young dogs at all? And, just heavens! if there
- were, what must they be like!
- </p>
- <p>
- And yet the country-side, outraged as it felt itself to be in its finest
- feelings, beheld itself helpless. The old Duke&mdash;but really this was
- not just the time and place for saying what they felt about the old Duke
- They glanced uneasily toward the church when this theme suggested itself,
- and nodded with meaning to one another. It could be taken for granted that
- there were no illusions among them concerning <i>him</i>. But what about
- the new man? Eyes brightened, lips quivered in beseeching inquiry, at the
- mention of this omnipotent stranger. What was he like? Had anybody heard
- anything that Welldon had said about him? It seemed that he was French
- bred, and that, considered by itself, might easily involve the worst. But
- then, was there not a story that he had ridden to the hounds in
- Derbyshire? Perhaps the younger generation of Frenchmen were better
- fellows than their fathers&mdash;but then, there was the reported fact
- that the Duke of Orleans fell off his horse and broke his leg whenever he
- tried to ride. Sir George had been informed in Paris that he would have
- been King of France by this time if he had been able to stick in a saddle.
- Yet, when one thought of it, did not this very fact indicate a fine new
- public sentiment in France, on the subject of horsemanship&mdash;and
- perhaps even of sport in general?
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian, at the door of the church, had thought most of clenching his
- teeth, and straining his upper-arms against his sides, to keep from
- trembling. He had not pictured himself, beforehand, as entering this
- burial place of his ancestors alone. Yet, in the churchyard, that was how
- the matter arranged itself. His first idea had been to lead, with Kathleen
- on his arm&mdash;but she had said her place was with Emanuel instead. Then
- the alternative of walking arm-in-arm with Lord Julius had seemed to him
- even more appropriate&mdash;but this too, in the confused constraint of
- the moment, had gone wrong. Stealing an anxious half-glance over his
- shoulder, he discovered that Lord Julius had placed himself at Kathleen&rsquo;s
- other side. The slight gesture of appealing invitation which he ventured
- upon did not catch the old man&rsquo;s eye. There was nothing for it but to
- stand alone.
- </p>
- <p>
- To be the strange, unsupported central figure in such a pageant unnerved
- him. He stood tremulously behind the pall&mdash;a burden draped with a
- great purple embroidered cloth, and borne upon the shoulders of eight
- peasant-laborers from the estate&mdash;and noted fleetingly that, so
- stunted and mean of stature were these poor hinds, he looked with ease
- above them, over their load, into the faces of the two priests advancing
- down the walk toward him.
- </p>
- <p>
- These persons, an elderly, dark man, with a red hood folded upon his
- shoulders, and a thin-faced fair young man, seemed to return the gaze with
- meaning. He caught himself feeling that their eyes deferred to him; yes,
- if they had bowed to the ground, the effect of their abasement before him
- could not have been more palpable. Looking perfunctorily across the chasm
- of death, their glances sought to, make interest with the living. He hated
- them both on the instant. As they wheeled, and by their measured steps
- forward drew slowly in their wake the bearers of the pall, the chant of
- the elder&mdash;&ldquo;I am the Resurrection and the Life&rdquo;&mdash;came vaguely to
- his ears, and found them hostile.
- </p>
- <p>
- The interior of the old church&mdash;dim, cool, cloistral&mdash;was larger
- than Christian had assumed from its outer aspect. Many people were
- present, crowded close in the pews nearest the door&mdash;and strangely
- enough, it was his perception that these were chiefly women, of some
- unlabeled class which at least was not his own, that brought to him of a
- sudden self-command. He followed the bier up the aisle to its
- resting-place before the rail, took tacit cognizance of the place
- indicated to him by some man in professional black, and stood aside to let
- Kathleen pass in before him, all with a restored equanimity in which he
- was himself much interested. Through the reading of the Psalm and the
- Epistle he gave but the most vagrant attention to their words. The priests
- read badly, for one thing; the whining artificiality of their elocution
- annoyed and repelled him. But still more, his thoughts were diverted by
- the suggestiveness of everything about him.
- </p>
- <p>
- Especially, the size of the funeral gathering, and of the mounted and
- wheeled procession, had impressed him. There need be no pretense that
- affection or esteem for the dead man had brought out, from the sparsely
- populated country round about, this great multitude. Precisely for that
- reason, it became a majestic fact. The burial of a Duke of Glastonbury had
- nothing to do with, personal qualities or reputation. It was like the
- passing away of a monarch. People who cared nothing for the individual
- were stirred and appealed to by the vicissitudes of an institution. Inset
- upon the walls around him were marble tablets, and more archaic canopies
- of stone over little carved effigies of kneeling figures; beyond, at the
- sides of the chancel, he could see the dark, rectangular elevations of the
- tombs, capped by recumbent mail-clad statues, with here and there a gleam
- of gilt or scarlet retained from their ancient ornamentation; even as he
- had walked slowly up the aisle, his downcast eyes had noticed the chiseled
- heraldry of stones beneath his feet. Everywhere about him was the historic
- impact of the Torrs. Their ashes were here&mdash;their banners and shields
- and tilting-helmets, their symbolical quarterings of the best arms of the
- West, their own proudest device of all. Their white bull on the green
- ground was familiar in England long before the broom-corn of the Angevins
- had been thought of. The clerkly pun on Tor and Taurus was as like as not
- older than the English language itself. All this made something mightier,
- more imposing and enduring, than any edifice to be reared by man alone. It
- was only in part human, this structure of the family. The everlasting
- hills were a part of it, the dark ranges of forests, the spirits and
- legends of the ancient Marches.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;<i>In the morning it is green, and groweth up; but in the evening it is
- cut down, dried up and withered,</i>&rdquo; droned the young clergyman.
- </p>
- <p>
- But if man seemed to count for but little in this tremendous, forceful
- aggregation of tradition and custom, yet again he might be all in all. The
- tall old man under the purple pall, there&mdash;it was easy to think
- contemptuously of him. Christian recalled, in a kind of affrighted musing,
- that one view of his grandfather that he had had. The disgust with which
- he had heard the stupid, violent words from those aged lips revived within
- him&mdash;then changed to wonder. Was it not, after all, the principle of
- strength which most affected men&rsquo;s minds? There had been discernible in
- that grandfather of his a certain sort of strength&mdash;dull,
- unintelligent, sinister, half-barbarous, but still strength. Was it not
- that which had brought forth the two hundred horsemen? And if this one
- element, of strength&mdash;yes, you might call it brute strength&mdash;were
- lacking, then would all the other fine qualities in the world avail to
- hold the impalpable, intangible combination together?
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;&lsquo;<i>He shall have put down all rule, and all authority, and power</i>.&rsquo;&rdquo;
- It was the old parson who was reading now.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;&lsquo;<i>For He must reign, till He hath put all enemies under His feet</i>.&rsquo;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Yes, even in this Protestant religion to which he had passively become
- committed, force was the real ideal! Christian&rsquo;s wandering mind fastened
- itself for a moment upon the ensuing words of the lesson, but got nothing
- from their confusing reiterations. He lapsed into reverie again, then
- started abruptly with the sudden perception that everybody in the church
- behind him must be looking at him. In the pew immediately behind, there
- would be Captain Edward and his wife, and Augustine; in the one behind
- that Lady Cressage, Lord Chobham and his son; beyond them scores and
- scores of others seated in rows, and then a throng in the aisle and the
- doorway&mdash;all purporting to think of the dead, but fixing their eyes
- none the less on the living. And it was not alone in the church, but
- through the neighborhood, for miles round about: when men spoke of the old
- Duke who was gone, their minds would in truth be dwelling upon the new
- Duke who was come. A thrill ran through his veins as the words spelled
- themselves out before his inner vision. The new Duke! He seemed never to
- have comprehended what it meant before.
- </p>
- <p>
- No; and till this moment no genuine realization had come to him of this
- added meaning&mdash;this towering superstructure which the message of
- Julius and Emanuel had reared. It was only now that he hit upon the proper
- mental focus with which to contemplate this amazing thing. Not only was he
- a territorial ruler, one of the great nobles of Europe, but he was the
- master of wealth almost beyond counting as well!
- </p>
- <p>
- Those nearest to him were rising now, and he, obeying imperative impulses
- within him, lifted himself proudly to his feet. While the air throbbed
- with deep-voiced organ notes, in the pause which here ensued, his gaze
- rested upon the pall before him. There was a sense of transfiguration in
- the spectacle. The purple mantle became imperial Tyrian to his eyes&mdash;and
- something which was almost tenderness, almost reverence, yearned within
- him toward that silent, incased figure hidden beneath it. The mystic,
- omnipotent tie of blood gripped his heart.
- </p>
- <p>
- With a collected sidelong look he surveyed the profiles of Emanuel and
- Lord Julius to his left. Theirs were the lineaments of princes. As if he
- had eyes in the back of his head, he beheld Edward and Augustine, as fancy
- revealed them standing in the pew behind him. Tall, slim, athletic, fair&mdash;the
- figures his imagination made of them appealed to the new patriarchal
- spirit in his heart. Perhaps they were not wholly nice, these young men,
- but they also were princes, and they were of his race, and no one should
- persecute them, or despitefully use them.
- </p>
- <p>
- The uncouth little bearers of the dead had come forward again, and taken
- up their burden. In a small lady-chapel, extending from the transept at
- the left, the interment was to take place, and thither Christian now
- followed the pall, leading the menfolk of his family and the male guests
- of position who attached themselves to the group. Thus some score of
- black-clad figures clustered round the oblong opening in the old stone
- floor, and Christian, standing at its head, glanced impassively over the
- undefined throng of spectators gathered at the doorway.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;&lsquo;<i>Man that is born of woman hath but a short time to live, and is full
- of misery</i>,&rsquo;&rdquo; proclaimed the younger priest, with a sudden outburst of
- high-pitched, nasal tones which pierced the unexpectant ear. &ldquo;&lsquo;<i>He
- cometh up and is cut down, like a flower; he fleeth as it were a shadow,
- and never continueth in one stay.</i>&rsquo;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian, watching abstractedly the impersonal wedge of faces at the
- door, all at once caught his breath in a sharp spasm of bewildered
- amazement. The little book he had been holding fell from his hands,
- balanced on its edge for an instant and toppled over into the dark vault
- below. He seemed unconscious of the incident&mdash;but stared fixedly,
- with parted lips and astonished eyes, at the image of something he had
- seen outside of the chapel. The thing itself had apparently vanished. He
- perceived vaguely that people were looking at him&mdash;and with a
- determined effort regained control of his face and bearing. The puzzling
- thought that it might have been an illusion&mdash;that perhaps he had seen
- nothing at all&mdash;brought mingled confusion and solace to his mind. He
- put his hand to the open book which Lord Julius at his side held toward
- him, and pretended to look at it.
- </p>
- <p>
- The coffin, now bereft of its purple covering, had been lowered to its
- final place. One of the bearers, standing over the cavity, crumbled dry
- earth from his tanned and clumsy fingers, and it fell with a faint rattle
- upon some resonant, unseen surface.
- </p>
- <p>
- The phrase, &ldquo;&lsquo;<i>Our dear brother, here departed</i>,&rsquo;&rdquo; stuck out with
- awkward obtrusiveness from among the words of the priest. &ldquo;&lsquo;<i>Earth to
- earth, ashes to ashes, dust to dust</i>.&rsquo;&rdquo; the sing-song went on. Then
- they were repeating the Lord&rsquo;s Prayer together in a buzzing, fitful
- murmur. There were other prayers&mdash;and then Christian read in the
- faces of those about him that the ceremony was finished. Accepting the
- suggestion of Lord Julius&rsquo;s movement, he also bent over, and looked
- blankly down into the obscurity of the vault. But when he lifted his head
- again, it was to throw a more searching and strenuous glance than ever
- over the knot of people outside the door. And yes!&mdash;he had not been
- deceived. He distinctly saw the face again, and with lightning swiftness
- verified its features. Beyond a shadow of doubt it was Frances Bailey whom
- he beheld, mysteriously present in this most unlikely of places.
- </p>
- <p>
- He withdrew his eyes and did not look that way again. The question whether
- she knew that he had recognized her, occupied his mind to the exclusion of
- all else, as he returned at the head of his followers to the body of the
- church. It still possessed his thoughts when he had joined the family
- group of chief mourners, loosely collecting itself in the aisle before the
- front pews, in waiting for the summons to the carriages. To some one he
- ought to speak at once, and for the moment his eye rested speculatively
- upon Cora. He identified her confidently, not only by her husband&rsquo;s
- proximity, but by the fact that her mourning veil was much thicker and
- longer than any of the others. Some unshaped consideration, however,
- restrained him, and on a swift second thought he turned to Kathleen.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I want you to look,&rdquo; he whispered to her, inclining his head&mdash;&ldquo;on
- the other side of the church, just in a line between the second pillar and
- the white-bearded figure in the window&mdash;there is a tall young woman,
- with the gray and black hat. Do you see her? In a kind of way she belongs
- to us&mdash;she is Cora&rsquo;s sister, but I&rsquo;m afraid if Cora asked her, she
- would not come to the Castle.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes&mdash;once you talked to me about her,&rdquo; Kathleen reminded him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, will you do this for me?&rdquo; he continued, in an eager murmur. &ldquo;Go to
- her, and make sure that she promises to come up with the rest. It would be
- unforgivable&mdash;if we let her go away.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He had an uneasy feeling that Mrs. Emanuel&rsquo;s veil did not prevent her
- shrewd glance from reading him through and through&mdash;but he did not
- seek to dissemble the breath of relief with which he heard her assent.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
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- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXIV
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span>t was not a very
- easy task,&rdquo; Kathleen found opportunity to say to Christian, half an hour
- later, as the family were assembling in his library. They stood together
- by the window nearest the table, and watched the embarrassed deportment of
- Lord Lingfield under the conversational attentions of Cora, as they talked
- in low tones.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But she is here in the Castle: that is the principal thing.&rdquo; He did not
- shrink now from the implication of his words.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, she finally consented to come,&rdquo; explained the other. &ldquo;I told her
- that you insisted upon it&mdash;and then&mdash;then I used some persuasion
- of my own.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I thank you, Kathleen,&rdquo; he said, simply. &ldquo;It seems that she is to write
- an account of the funeral for some London newspaper. She said frankly,
- however, that that of itself did not account for her coming. It will pay
- her expenses&mdash;so she said&mdash;but the paper would not have sent her
- specially. And there is no doubt about it&mdash;she was really annoyed at
- being discovered.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The solicitors from Shrewsbury, entering the room now, gave at once an
- official air to everything. The elder of them, with oppressive formality,
- drew a formidable parchment from a bag held by his junior, and bowed
- elaborately to Christian. Then, as if he had received some mandate to do
- so from His Grace, he untied the tape, and cleared his throat. Those who
- had been seated, rose to their feet.
- </p>
- <p>
- The will came to them unaltered from 1859&mdash;and contained, wrapped in
- a surprising deal of pompous verbiage, a solitary kernel of essential
- fact. No legatee was mentioned save an impersonal being called the
- heir-at-law. The absolutism of dynastic rule contemplated no distribution
- or division of power. This slender, dark-eyed young man, standing with
- head inclined and a nervous hand upon the table, had not come into being
- until long after that will was made, and for other long years thereafter
- his very existence had been unknown to the family at large. Yet, as the
- lawyer&rsquo;s reading ended, there he stood before their gaze, the unquestioned
- autocrat.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;This may be the best time to say it.&rdquo; Christian straightened himself, and
- addressed his family for the first time, with a grave smile, and a voice
- which was behaving itself better than he feared it would. &ldquo;There are no
- minor bequests, owing to the circumstances under which the will was drawn,
- but I have taken it upon myself to supply such omissions, in this matter,
- as shall commend themselves to my consideration. Upon this subject we may
- speak among ourselves at our leisure, later on.&rdquo; With distinguished
- self-possession he looked at his watch. &ldquo;I think luncheon is at two.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- There followed here an unrehearsed, and seemingly unpremeditated, episode.
- Lord Julius advanced with impressive gravity across the little open space,
- and taking the hand which Christian impulsively extended to him, bent over
- it in a formal and courtly bow. When Emanuel, following his father, did
- the same, it was within the consciousness of all that they had become
- committed to a new ceremonial rite. Kathleen, coming behind her husband,
- gave her cheek to be kissed by the young chief of her adopted clan&mdash;and
- this action translated itself into a precedent as well.
- </p>
- <p>
- Edward and Augustine, after the hesitation of an awkward instant, came
- forward together, and in their turn, with a flushed stiffness of
- deportment, made their salutation to the head of the house. To them,
- conjointly, Christian said something in a whisper. He kissed Cora upon
- each cheek, with a faint smile in his eyes at her preference for the
- foreign method. His remoter cousins, the Earl of Chobham and Lord
- Lingfield, passed before him, and he vaguely noted the reservation
- expressed in their lifeless palms and frigid half-bow. They seemed to wish
- to differentiate themselves from the others&mdash;to express to him the
- Pickwickian character of their homage. They were not Torrs; they did not
- salaam to him as their over-lord. They had a rival dynasty of their own,
- and their appearance here involved nothing but the seemly courtesy of
- distant relationship. He perceived in a dim way that this was what their
- manner was saying to him&mdash;but it scarcely diverted his attention. His
- glance and his thoughts passed over their heads, to fasten upon the
- remaining figure.
- </p>
- <p>
- Lady Cressage, unlike the other two women, had retained the bonnet and
- heavy veil of mourning. The latter she held drawn aside with a
- black-gloved hand as she approached. It flashed suddenly across
- Christian&rsquo;s brain that the year of her mourning for her own dead was not
- over&mdash;yet in her own house she wore gay laces and light colors. But
- it was unkind to remember this&mdash;and senseless, too. He strove to
- revivify, instead, the great compassionate impulse which formerly she had
- stirred within him. A pallid shadow of it was all that he could conjure up&mdash;and
- in the chill of this shadow he touched her white temple with his lips, and
- she moved away. There lingered in his mind a curious, passive conflict of
- memories as to whether their eyes had met or not. Then this yielded place
- to the impression some detached organ of perception had formed for him,
- that in that somber setting of crape her face had looked too small for the
- rest of her figure.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then, as the whole subject melted from his mind, he turned toward the two
- young men who, upon his whispered request, had remained in the library
- after the departure of the others. He looked at his watch, and beckoned
- them forward with a friendly wave of his hand.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Pray come and sit down,&rdquo; he said, with affability upon the surface of his
- tone. &ldquo;We have a quarter of an hour, and I felt that it could not be put
- to better use than in relieving your minds a little&mdash;or trying to do
- so. Let me begin by saying that I do not think I have met either of you
- before. In fact, now that I reflect, I am sure that we have not met
- before. I am glad to see you both.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The two brothers had drawn near, and settled uneasily into the very chairs
- which Lord Julius and Emanuel had occupied some hours before. Again
- Christian half seated himself upon the corner of the table, but this time
- he swung his leg lightly as he surveyed his guests. It flattered his
- prophetic judgment to note that Augustine seemed the first to apprehend
- the meaning of his words, but that Edward, upon pondering them, appeared
- the more impressed by their magnanimity. Between them, as they regarded
- him and each other doubtfully, the family likeness was more striking than
- ever. Christian remembered having heard somewhere that their father, Lord
- Edward, had been a dark man, as a Torr should be. Their flaxen hair and
- dull blue eyes must come from that unmentionable mother of theirs, who was
- living in indefinite obscurity&mdash;if she was living at all&mdash;upon
- the blackmail Julius paid her for not using the family name. The thought
- somehow put an added gentleness into his voice.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How old are you&mdash;Eddy?&rdquo; he asked, forcing himself into the use of
- the diminutive as a necessary part of the patriarchal rôle he had assumed.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Nine-and-twenty in October,&rdquo; answered the Captain, poutingly. It seemed
- on the tip of his tongue to add something else, but he did not.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There&rsquo;s two years and a month between us,&rdquo; remarked Augustine, with more
- buoyancy.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And you&rsquo;ve been out of the army for five years,&rdquo; pursued Christian. &ldquo;It
- seems that you became a Captain very early. Would there be any chance of
- your taking it up again, where you left off?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edward shook his head. &ldquo;It couldn&rsquo;t be done twice. I got it by a lucky
- fluke&mdash;a friend of my father&rsquo;s, you know. But they&rsquo;re deuced stiff
- now,&rdquo; he answered. &ldquo;You have to do exams and things. An old johnnie asks
- you what bounds Peru on the northeast, and if you can&rsquo;t remember just at
- the minute, why, you get chucked. Out you go, d&rsquo;ye see?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What is your idea, then? What would you like to do?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Captain Edward knitted his scanty, pale brows over this question, and
- regarded the prospect through the window in frowning perplexity. &ldquo;Oh,
- almost anything,&rdquo; he remarked at last, vacuously.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian permitted himself the comment of a smiling sniff. &ldquo;Think it
- over,&rdquo; he said, and directed his glance at the younger brother. &ldquo;You&rsquo;re in
- Parliament,&rdquo; he observed, with a slight difference in tone. &ldquo;I&rsquo;m not sure
- that I quite understand-What is it that attracts you in a&mdash;in a
- Parliamentary career?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Augustine lifted his pale, scanty brows in surprise. The right kind of
- answer did not come readily to him. &ldquo;Well,&rdquo; he began with hesitation&mdash;&ldquo;there
- was that seat in Cheshire where we still had a good bit of land&mdash;and
- Julius didn&rsquo;t object&mdash;and I had an idea it would help me in the
- City.&rdquo; He recovered confidence as he went on. &ldquo;But it is pretty well
- played out now, I came in too late. The Kaffir boom spoiled the whole
- show. Five years ago an M P. could pick and choose; I knew fellows who
- were on twenty boards at a time, and big blocks of stock were flying about
- them like&mdash;like hailstones. But you can&rsquo;t do that now. M. P.s are as
- cheap as dirt; they won&rsquo;t have &rsquo;em at any price. A fellow hardly
- makes his cab-fares in the City nowadays. And even if you get the very
- best inside tips, brokers have got so fearfully nasty about your margins
- being covered&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, well,&rdquo; interposed Christian, &ldquo;it isn&rsquo;t necessary that we should go
- into all that. I do not like to hear about the City. If you get money for
- yourself there, you have taken it away from somebody else. I would rather
- that people of our name kept away from such things.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If you come to that, everybody&rsquo;s money is taken from somebody else,&rdquo; said
- Edward, unexpectedly entering the conversation. His brother checked him
- with a monitory hand on his arm. &ldquo;No, you don&rsquo;t understand,&rdquo; Augustine
- warned him. &ldquo;I quite see what the Duke means.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If you see what I mean,&rdquo; returned Christian, quietly, &ldquo;perhaps you will
- follow the rest that I have to say; Do you care very much about remaining
- in Parliament?&rdquo; Augustine&rsquo;s face reflected an eager mental effort to get
- at his august interlocutor&rsquo;s meaning. &ldquo;Well&mdash;that&rsquo;s so hard to say,&rdquo;
- he began, anxiously. &ldquo;There are points about it, of course&mdash;but then&mdash;when
- you look at it in another way, why of course&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My idea is this,&rdquo; Christian interposed once more. &ldquo;I hope you won&rsquo;t mind
- my saying it&mdash;but there seems to me something rather ridiculous about
- your being in the House. Parliament ought not to be treated as a joke, or
- a convenience. It is a place for men who will work hard in the service of
- the country, and who have the tastes and the information and the judgment
- and the patriotic devotion to make their work of value to their country. I
- dare say that there are members who do not entirely measure up to this
- standard, but after all there <i>is</i> a standard, and I do not like to
- be a party to lowering it. England has claims upon us Torrs; it deserves
- something better at our hands than that. So I think I would like you to
- consider the idea of resigning your seat&mdash;or at least, dropping out
- at the end of this Parliament. Or no&mdash;that would be waiting too long.
- You would better think of retiring now.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you mean that <i>I</i> am to stand for the seat, instead?&rdquo; asked
- Edward, looking up with awakened interest.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian stared, then sighed smilingly and shook his head.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, that doesn&rsquo;t seem to have been in my mind,&rdquo; he replied with
- gentleness. He contemplated the elder brother afresh.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Have you thought yet what you would like to do?&rdquo; he asked again, almost
- with geniality.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How d&rsquo;ye mean &lsquo;do&rsquo;?&rdquo; inquired Edward, with a mutinous note in his voice.
- &ldquo;Is it something about a business? If you ask me straight, I&rsquo;m not so
- fearfully keen about doin&rsquo; anything. No fellow wants to do things, if he
- can rub along without.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian found himself repressing a gay chuckle with effort. He had not
- dreamed he should like this one of his kinsmen so much.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No&mdash;no; you shall not do things,&rdquo; he promised him, with a sparkling
- eye. &ldquo;That would be too bad.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Captain Edward turned in his chair, and recrossed his legs. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s a trifle
- awkward, all this, you know,&rdquo; he declared, with an impatient scowl. &ldquo;It
- doesn&rsquo;t suit me to be made game of. You&rsquo;ve got the whip hand, and you can
- give me things or not, as you like, and I&rsquo;ve got to be civil and take what
- you offer, because I can&rsquo;t help myself&mdash;but damn me if I like to be
- chaffed into the bargain! I wouldn&rsquo;t do it to you, d&rsquo;ye see, if it was the
- other way about.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian&rsquo;s face lapsed into instant gravity. A fleeting speculation as to
- that problematical reversal of positions rose in his mind, but he put it
- away. &ldquo;Ah, you mustn&rsquo;t think that,&rdquo; he urged, with serious tones. &ldquo;No,
- Cousin Edward, this is what I want to say to you.&rdquo; And then, all unbidden,
- the things he really wished to say, yet which he had not thought of
- before, ranged themselves in his mind.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Listen to me,&rdquo; he went on. &ldquo;You have been a soldier. You were a soldier
- when you were a very young man. Now, you had an uncle who was also a
- soldier when he was a mere youth&mdash;a very loyal and distinguished
- soldier, too. He died a soldier when he was in his fortieth year&mdash;far
- away from his family, from his wife and son, and much farther away still
- from the place and country of his birth. Once, in his youth, he was mixed
- up in an unpleasant and even disgraceful affair. How much to blame he
- personally was&mdash;that I do not know. It was very long ago&mdash;and he
- was so young a man&mdash;really I refuse to consider the question. I could
- insist to myself that he was innocent&mdash;if I felt that it mattered at
- all, one way or the other&mdash;and if I did not feel that by doing so,
- somehow he would not be then so real a figure to me as he is now. And he
- is very real to me; he has been so all my life.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He paused, with a momentary break in his voice, to blink the tears from
- his eyes. It was not ducal, but he put the back of his hand to his cheeks,
- and dried them.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I show you how it affects me,&rdquo; he continued, simply. &ldquo;No matter what he
- did in some stupid hour in London, he was a brave soldier before that, and
- after that. He fought for many losing causes; he died fighting for one
- which was most hopeless of all. I am proud that I am his son. I am proud
- for you, that you are his nephew. And something has occurred to me that I
- think you will like to do&mdash;for me and for him. When I stood to-day
- over our vault&mdash;where we are all buried&mdash;it cut me to the heart
- to remember that one of us lies alone, a great way off&mdash;in a strange
- land by himself. I propose to you that you go to Spain for me&mdash;it is
- at Seo de Urgel, in the mountain country of the Catalans&mdash;and that
- you find his grave, and that you bring him back here to sleep with his
- people. He would not return in his lifetime&mdash;but I think he would be
- pleased with us for bringing him back now.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edward had looked fixedly up at his cousin, then glanced away, then
- allowed his blank gaze to return, the while these words were being spoken.
- It was impossible to gather from his reddened, immobile face, now, any
- notion of their effect upon him. But after a moment&rsquo;s pause, he rose to
- his feet, squared his shoulders and put out his hand to Christian.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Quite right; I&rsquo;ll go,&rdquo; he said, abruptly.
- </p>
- <p>
- The two men shook hands, with a sense of magnetic communion which could
- have amazed no one more than themselves. Then, under a recurring
- consciousness of embarrassed constraint, they turned away from each other,
- and Edward wandered off awkwardly toward the door.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh&mdash;a moment more,&rdquo; called Christian, with a step in his cousin&rsquo;s
- direction. Then on second thoughts he added: &ldquo;Or shall we let that wait? I
- will see you again&mdash;some time to-day or to-morrow. Yes&mdash;leave me
- now for a minute with your brother.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- When the door had closed upon Edward, Christian turned slowly to
- Augustine, and, as he leaned once more against the table, regarded him
- with a ruminating scrutiny.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am puzzled about you,&rdquo; he remarked, thoughtfully.
- </p>
- <p>
- Augustine returned the gaze with visible perturbation.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think,&rdquo; pursued Christian, &ldquo;that it rather annoys me that you don&rsquo;t
- tell me to puzzle and be damned.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The other took the words with a grimace, and an unhappy little laugh. He,
- too, rose to his feet. &ldquo;I funked it,&rdquo; he said with rueful candor.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, don&rsquo;t funk things with me,&rdquo; Christian advised him, with a testiness
- of which, upon the instant, he was ashamed. &ldquo;Look here,&rdquo; he continued,
- less brusquely, &ldquo;I could take it from your brother that he did not want to
- do things. That fits him: he is not the kind of man to apply himself in
- that way. But I have the feeling that you are different. There ought to be
- performance&mdash;capacity&mdash;of some sort in you, if I could only get
- to know what it is. You are only my age. Isn&rsquo;t there something that
- particularly appeals to you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Augustine balanced himself meditatively upon his heels. &ldquo;You say you bar
- the City&rdquo;&mdash;he remarked with caution. &ldquo;Would you have any objection to
- Johannesburg? It&rsquo;s not what it was, by any means, but it&rsquo;s bound to pick
- up again. I might do myself very well there&mdash;with a proper start.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But you are thinking always of money!&rdquo; broke in Christian, sharply once
- again. &ldquo;Suppose that there was no question of money&mdash;suppose, what
- shall I say? that you had twelve hundred a year, secure to you without any
- effort of your own&mdash;what would you do then?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- This seemed very simple to Augustine. &ldquo;I would do whatever you wanted me
- to do,&rdquo; he replied, with fervor.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian shrugged his shoulders, and dismissed him with a gesture. &ldquo;We
- will speak again about it,&rdquo; he said coldly, and turned away.
- </p>
- <p>
- Descending the great staircase a few minutes later, Christian entered the
- door which Barlow had been waiting to open for him&mdash;and made his
- first public appearance as the dispenser of Caermere&rsquo;s hospitality.
- </p>
- <p>
- The guests, after the old mid-day fashion of the place, were already for
- the most part gathered in the large dining-hall, and stood or sat in
- groups upon the side pierced by the tall windows. These guests did not
- dissemble the interest with which they from time to time directed glances
- across to the other side, where a long table, laid for luncheon, put in
- evidence a grateful profusion of cold joints and made-dishes.
- </p>
- <p>
- A pleased rustle of expectancy greeted Christian&rsquo;s advent, but it seemed
- that this did not, for the moment at least, involve food and drink. He
- strolled over to the company, and, as he exchanged words here and there,
- kept an attentive eye busy in taking stock of its composition. There were
- some forty persons present, of whom three-fourths, apparently, were county
- people. A few casual presentations forced themselves upon him, but the
- names of the new acquaintances established no foothold in his memory. He
- smiled and murmured words which he hoped were seasonable&mdash;but all the
- while he was scanning the assemblage with a purpose of his own.
- </p>
- <p>
- At last he came to Kathleen, and was able to have a private word in her
- ear. &ldquo;I do not see her anywhere,&rdquo; he whispered.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I could not prevail upon her to come in to lunch,&rdquo; she answered; &ldquo;I
- imagine it is partly a question of clothes. But she is being looked out
- for. And afterward I will take charge of her again, if you like&mdash;though&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The sentence remained unfinished, as she took the arm Christian offered
- her, at Barlow&rsquo;s eloquent approach.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0024" id="link2HCH0024"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXV
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">D</span>uring the progress
- of the luncheon, Christian found no opportunity for intimate conversation
- with Emanuel&rsquo;s wife. The elderly and ponderously verbose Lord Chobham sat
- upon her right; there was the thin-faced, exigeant wife of some clerical
- person in gaiters&mdash;a rural dean, was it not?&mdash;full of dogmatic
- commonplaces, on his left. The other people did not seem to talk so much.
- The scene down the table&mdash;with so much black cloth offset garishly
- against the white linen in the daylight&mdash;presented an effect of
- funereal sobriety, curiously combined with a spontaneous reaction of the
- natural man against this effect. The guests ate steadily, and with energy;
- Christian noted with interest how freely they also drank. For himself, he
- could not achieve an appetite, but thirst was in the air. He lifted his
- glass bravely to Lord Julius, whose massive bulk and beard confronted him
- at the other end of the table&mdash;and then to others whose glance from
- time to time caught his.
- </p>
- <p>
- Once he found the chance to murmur to Kathleen: &ldquo;When this is over, I hope
- you will manage it so that I may speak with you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She nodded slow assent, without looking at him. He, observing her profile,
- realized all at once that something was amiss with her. It came back to
- him now that a certain intensity of sadness had dwelt in the first glance
- they had exchanged that morning, upon meeting. At the time he had referred
- it to the general aspect of woe which people put on at funerals. He saw
- now that it was a grief personal to herself. And now that he thought of
- it, too, there had been much the same stricken look upon Emanuel&rsquo;s face.
- It was incredible that they should be thus devoured by grief at the fact
- of his grandfather&rsquo;s death. No one had liked that old man overmuch&mdash;but
- surely they least of all. The emotion of Lord Julius was more intelligible&mdash;and
- yet even this had a quality of broken dejection in it which seemed
- independent of Caermere&rsquo;s cause for mourning.
- </p>
- <p>
- The disquieting conviction that these dearly beloved cousins of his&mdash;these
- ineffably tender and generous friends of his&mdash;were writhing under
- some trouble unknown to him, took more definite shape in his mind with
- each new glance that he stole at her.
- </p>
- <p>
- Once the thought sprang up that they might be unhappy because such a huge
- sum of money had been given to him, but on the instant he hated himself
- for being capable of formulating such a monstrous idea. The wondering
- solicitude which all this raised within him possessed his thoughts for the
- rest of the meal. He was consumed with impatience to get away so that he
- might question Kathleen about it.
- </p>
- <p>
- Yet when at last he found himself beside her, standing before an old
- portrait in one of the chain of big rooms through which the liberated
- company had dispersed itself, this was just the question for which it
- seemed that no occasion would offer.
- </p>
- <p>
- She began speaking to him at once. &ldquo;The young lady&mdash;Miss Bailey, I
- should say&mdash;has gone for a walk&mdash;so Falkner learns from some of
- the women. They have the impression that she is coming back&mdash;but I
- don&rsquo;t know that I feel quite so sure about it.&rdquo; Christian&rsquo;s face visibly
- lengthened. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s very awkward,&rdquo; he said, with vague annoyance. &ldquo;They do
- not arrange things in a very talented fashion, these people of mine.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But what could they arrange?&rdquo; she argued. An indefinable listlessness in
- her tone struck him. &ldquo;It is a free country, you know, and this is the
- nineteenth century. They cannot bodily capture a young woman and keep her
- in the Castle against her will. As I told you, I had difficulty in
- persuading her to come at all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, what did you say to her?&rdquo; he asked, eagerly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I can hardly tell you. She is not an ordinary person&mdash;and I know
- only that I tried not to say ordinary things to her. But what it was that
- I did say&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo; She broke off with an uncertain gesture, and a
- sigh.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, you saw that she was not ordinary!&rdquo; said Christian, admiringly. &ldquo;I
- should love dearly to hear what you really think of her&mdash;the
- impression that she makes upon you.&rdquo; Kathleen roused herself and turned to
- him. &ldquo;Do you truly mean it, Christian?&rdquo; she asked him, gravely.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you blame me?&rdquo; he rejoined, with uneasy indirection.
- </p>
- <p>
- She pressed her lips together, and stared up at the picture with a
- troubled face. &ldquo;I know so little of her,&rdquo; she protested. &ldquo;You put too big
- a responsibility upon me. It is more than I am equal to.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- With a sudden gust of self-reproach, he perceived afresh the marks of
- suffering in her countenance, and recalled his anxiety. &ldquo;Take my arm,&rdquo; he
- said, softly, &ldquo;and let us go on into the next room. There is a terrace
- there, I think. Forgive me for troubling you,&rdquo; he added, as they moved
- forward. &ldquo;I ought to have seen that you are not well&mdash;that you have
- something on your mind.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She did not answer him immediately. &ldquo;It is Emanuel who is not well.&rdquo; she
- said, after a pause.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian uttered a formless little exclamation of grieved astonishment.
- &ldquo;Oh, it is nothing serious?&rdquo; he whispered imploringly.
- </p>
- <p>
- She shook her head in a doubtful way. &ldquo;No, I think not&mdash;that is, not
- irrevocably. But he has worked too hard. He has broken down under the
- strain. We are going away for a long journey&mdash;to rest, and forget
- about the System.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He bent his head to look into her eyes&mdash;trusting his glance to say
- the things which his lips shrank from uttering. A window stood open, and
- they passed out upon a broad stone terrace, shaded and pleasant under a
- fresh breeze full of forest odors.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh&mdash;the System&rdquo;&mdash;he ventured to say, as they stood alone here,
- and she lifted her head to breathe in the revivifying air&mdash;&ldquo;I felt
- always that it was too much for one man. The load was too great. It would
- crush the most powerful man on earth.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She nodded reflective assent. &ldquo;Oh, yes&mdash;I&rsquo;m afraid I hated it,&rdquo; she
- confessed to him, in a murmur full of contrition.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But he is going away now,&rdquo; urged Christian, hopefully. &ldquo;You will have him
- to yourself&mdash;free from care, seeing strange and beautiful new places&mdash;as
- long as you like. Ah, then soon enough that gaiety of yours will return to
- you. Why, it is such a shock to me to think of you as sad, depressed&mdash;you
- who are by nature so full of joy and high spirits. Ah, but be sure they
- will all return to you! I make no doubt whatever of that. And Emanuel, too&mdash;he
- will get rested and strong, and be happy as he never was before&mdash;the
- dear fellow!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She smiled at him in wan, affectionate fashion. &ldquo;All the courage has gone
- out of me,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;Will it be coming back again? God knows!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But surely&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo; Christian began, with hearty confidence.
- </p>
- <p>
- She interrupted him. &ldquo;What I am fearful of&mdash;it is not so much his
- health, strictly speaking&mdash;but the terrible unsettling blow that all
- this means to him. It is like the death of a beautiful only child to the
- fondest of fathers. It tears his heart to pieces. He loved his work so
- devotedly&mdash;it was so wholly a part of his life&mdash;and to have to
- give it up! He says he is reconciled. Poor man, he tried with all his
- strength to make himself believe that he is. I catch him forcing a smile
- on his face when he sees me looking at him&mdash;and that is the hardest
- of all for me to bear. But I don&rsquo;t know&rdquo;&mdash;she drew a long breath, and
- gazed with a wistful brightening in her eyes at the placid hills and sky&mdash;&ldquo;it
- may work itself out for the best. As you say&mdash;when we get away alone
- together, ah, that is where love like ours will surely tell. I do wrong to
- harbor any doubts at all. When two people love each other as we do&mdash;ah,
- Christian, boy, there&rsquo;s nothing else in all the world to equal that!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He inclined his head gravely, to mark his reverential sympathy with her
- mood.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, but you know nothing of it at all,&rdquo; she went on. &ldquo;You&rsquo;re just a lad&mdash;and
- love is no more to be understood by instinct than any other great wisdom.
- Millions of people pass through life talking about love&mdash;and they
- would stare with surprise if you told them they never had had so much as a
- glimmer of the meaning of it. They use the name of love in all the matings
- of young couples&mdash;and there&rsquo;s hardly once in a thousand times that it
- isn&rsquo;t blasphemy to mention it. Do you know what most marriages are?
- Life-sentences! If you have means and intelligence, you make your prison
- tolerable; you can get used to it, and even grow dependent upon it&mdash;but
- it is a prison still. The best-behaved convict eyes his warder with a
- cruel thought somewhere at the back of his mind. Do you remember&mdash;when
- you left us the first time, I begged you to be in no haste to marry?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He bowed again. &ldquo;Oh, yes, I remember it all,&rdquo; he said, soberly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have come to feel so strongly upon that subject,&rdquo; she explained. &ldquo;It
- seems to me more important than all others combined. It is the last thing
- in the world that should be decided upon an impulse, or a passing fancy&mdash;yet
- that is just what happens all about us. The books are greatly to blame for
- that. They talk as if only boys and girls knew what love meant. They
- flatter the young people, and turn their empty heads, with the notion that
- their idlest inclinations are very probably sacred emotions&mdash;which
- they may trust to burn brightly in a pure flame all their lives. The
- innocent simpletons rush to light this penny dip that is warranted to
- blaze eternally, and in a week or a month they are in utter darkness. We
- trembled lest you, coming so suddenly into a new life, should meet with
- that misfortune.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He smiled faintly at her. &ldquo;You see, I have not,&rdquo; he commented.
- </p>
- <p>
- She regarded him thoughtfully. &ldquo;It is impossible to make rules for others
- in these matters,&rdquo; she observed, &ldquo;but there is this thing to be said. True
- love must be built upon absolutely true friendship; there can be no other
- foundation for it You will often see two men who are fond of each other.
- They delight in being together. Very often you cannot imagine what is the
- tie between them&mdash;and they would not be able to tell you. They just
- like to be together&mdash;even though they may not speak for hours, and
- may be as different in temperament as chalk and cheese. That is the
- essence of friendship&mdash;and you cannot have love without it. The man
- and the woman must have the all-powerful sense of ideal companionship
- between them. They must be able to say with truth to themselves that the
- world will always be richer to them together than apart. There may be many
- other elements in love, but there can be no love at all without this
- element. But you wonder why I am saying all this to you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He made a deprecatory gesture of the hands. &ldquo;I am always charmed when you
- talk to me. I have been remembering that dear home of yours, and how
- inexpressibly good you were to me. I prize that memory so fondly!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She smiled with an approach to her old gaiety of manner. &ldquo;You were like a
- son of our own to us. And so we think of you now&mdash;as if you were
- ours.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And with what munificence you have treated me!&rdquo; he exclaimed, fervently.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And why not? For whom else would we be laying up our money? Oh, there was
- no difference of opinion about that. Months ago it was decided that when
- you came into Caermere you should come into everything.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I feared that Emanuel would be angry&mdash;disappointed&mdash;at my not
- taking up his work&mdash;but truly I could not. It wouldn&rsquo;t be easy to
- explain to you&mdash;but&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No&mdash;let us not go into reasons. He had no feeling about it whatever.
- How should he? It would have been as reasonable to be vexed because the
- lenses of his spectacles did not fit your eyes. And Emanuel is
- reasonableness itself. No&mdash;the experiment was quite personal to
- himself. Without him, it could not have gone on at all. It will not go on
- now, when he leaves it to others. We make some little pretense that it
- will&mdash;but we know in our hearts that it won&rsquo;t. And there was a fatal
- fault in it. To begin with, that would have killed it sooner or later, in
- any case.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I know what you mean,&rdquo; he interposed, with sensitive intuition. &ldquo;There
- was no proper place in it for women. &lsquo;The very corner-stone of the System
- was the perpetual enslavement of women&rsquo;&mdash;or rather, I should say&rdquo;&mdash;he
- stumbled awkwardly as the sweeping form of the quotation revealed itself
- to him&mdash;&ldquo;I should say, it did not provide women with the
- opportunities which&mdash;which&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Kathleen also had her intuitions. &ldquo;May I ask?&mdash;it sounds as if you
- were repeating a remark&mdash;was it Miss Bailey who said that about the
- corner-stone?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian bit his lip and flushed confusedly. &ldquo;Yes&mdash;I think those
- were her words,&rdquo; he confessed. &ldquo;But you must remember,&rdquo; he added, eager to
- minimize-the offense&mdash;&ldquo;it was in the course of a long discussion on
- the whole subject, and she&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The dear girl!&rdquo; said Kathleen, with a sigh of relief.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, but you would love her!&rdquo; he cried, excitedly perceiving the
- significance of her words. &ldquo;She has the noblest mind&mdash;calm and broad
- and serene&mdash;and so fine a nature&mdash;I know you would love her!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Kathleen put a hand on his arm, with motherly directness. &ldquo;But do <i>you</i>
- love her?&rdquo; she asked.
- </p>
- <p>
- To his own considerable surprise he hesitated. &ldquo;I have that feeling of
- deep friendship that you described,&rdquo; he said, slowly. &ldquo;The charm of being
- where she is is like nothing else to me. I cannot think that it would ever
- lose its force for me. I get the effect of drawing strength and breadth of
- thought and temper from her, when I am with her. I would rather spend my
- life with her for my companion than any other woman I have ever seen. That
- is what you mean, is it not?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Partly,&rdquo; she made enigmatic response. &ldquo;But&mdash;now you mustn&rsquo;t answer
- me if I ask what I&rsquo;ve no business to ask&mdash;but the suspicion came to
- me while you were speaking&mdash;I am right, am I not, in thinking that
- you have said all this to her?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; he admitted with palpable reluctance, &ldquo;and she would not listen to
- me. Only a few hours before I heard the news of my grandfather&rsquo;s death, I
- asked her to be my wife, and she refused. She seemed very resolute. And
- yet she has some of that same feeling of friendship for me. She said that
- she had always a deep interest in me. She had read books&mdash;very
- serious books&mdash;in order to be able to advise me, if the chance ever
- came. All that bespeaks friendship, surely! And her coming here, to look
- on and still not be seen&mdash;you said yourself that she was distressed
- at being discovered&mdash;is not that the act of warm friendship?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Kathleen pondered her reply. She looked away at the nearest hills across
- the river for some moments, with her gaze riveted fixedly as if in an
- absorption of interest. Without moving her head, she spoke at last: &ldquo;You
- have a good deal to say about friendship. It is my fault&mdash;I
- introduced the word and insisted on it&mdash;but did you also lay such
- stress upon this &lsquo;friendship&rsquo; to her?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You do not know her nature,&rdquo; he assured her. &ldquo;There is nothing weak or
- commonplace in it. One does not talk to her as to an ordinary woman&mdash;as
- you yourself said. I begged her to join her life to mine, and I put the
- plea on the highest possible grounds. All that I have repeated to you, and
- much more, I said to her&mdash;how great was my need of her, how lofty her
- character seemed to me, how all my life I should revere her, and gain
- strength and inspiration from being with her.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;H&mdash;m,&rdquo; said Kathleen.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you mean&mdash;?&rdquo; he began, regarding his companion wonderingly&mdash;&ldquo;was
- that not enough? Remember the kind of woman she is&mdash;proud of her
- independence, occupied with large thoughts, not to be appealed to by any
- but the highest motives&mdash;a creature who disdains the sentimental
- romances of inferior women&mdash;do you mean that there should have been
- something more? I do love her&mdash;and should I have told her so in so
- many words?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I&rsquo;m afraid that&rsquo;s our foible,&rdquo; she made answer. On the face that she
- turned to him, something like the old merry light was shining. &ldquo;You
- goose!&rdquo; she scolded at him, genially.
- </p>
- <p>
- His eyes sparkled up as with a light from her own. &ldquo;Oh, I will make some
- excuse, and get away from these people, and find her,&rdquo; he cried. &ldquo;She will
- be returning, if not here, then to the inn, down below the church, don&rsquo;t
- you think? There would be nothing out of the way in my riding down, would
- there? Or if I sent a man down with a letter, appealing to her not to go
- away&mdash;telling her why? There is no earthly reason why she should not
- stop here at the Castle. Her sister is here&mdash;why, of course, she
- belongs quite to the family party. How dull of me not to have thought of
- that! Of course, Cora can go and fetch her.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think I would leave Cora out of it,&rdquo; Kathleen advised him. &ldquo;There is
- nothing that you cannot do better yourself. Come here! Do you see that
- patch of reddish stain on the hill there, above the poplars where the iron
- has colored the rock? Well, look to the right, on the ledge just a bit
- higher up&mdash;there is Miss Bailey. I have been watching her for some
- minutes. She has been round the hill; the path she is on will lead her to
- the Mere Copse&mdash;and to the heath beyond the orchards.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- His eyes had found the moving figure, microscopic yet unmistakable in the
- sunshine against the verdant face of the hill&mdash;and they dwelt upon it
- for a meditative moment.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then he turned to Kathleen, and took her hand, and almost wrung it in his
- own. &ldquo;Do let us go in!&rdquo; he urged her, with exultant eagerness.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0025" id="link2HCH0025"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXVI
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">C</span>hristian,
- professing to himself momentarily that the chance to get away from his
- guests was at hand, discovered that his escape, all the same, was no easy
- matter.
- </p>
- <p>
- Kathleen had disappeared somewhere, and without her he seemed curiously
- helpless. He did not as yet know the house well enough to be sure about
- its exits. The result of one furtive attempt at flight was to find himself
- in the midst of a group of county people, who fell back courteously at his
- approach and, as if by design, let him become involved in a quite
- meaningless conversation with a purple-faced, bull-necked old gentleman
- whose name he could not remember. This person talked at tremendous length,
- producing his words in gurgling spasms; his voice was so husky and his
- manner so disconcerting&mdash;not to mention the peculiarities of the
- local dialect in which he spoke&mdash;that Christian could make literally
- nothing of his remarks. He maintained a vapid listener&rsquo;s-smile, the while
- his eyes roamed despondently about the room, and what he could see of the
- next apartment, in search of some relief. If he could hit upon Dicky
- Westland&mdash;or even Edward or Augustine!
- </p>
- <p>
- It became apparent to him, at last, that his interlocutor was discoursing
- on the subject of dogs. Of course&mdash;it would be about the Caermere
- hounds. On the grave faces of those about him, who stood near enough to
- hear the sounds of this mysterious monologue, he read signs that they
- considered themselves a party to it. It was on their behalf as well as his
- own that the old gentleman was haranguing him&mdash;and he swiftly
- perceived the necessity of paying better attention.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The hounds&mdash;yes,&rdquo; he said, after a little. &ldquo;I have been making
- inquiries about them. I am advised that they cannot be kept up properly
- for less than four thousand five hundred a year.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Up to Lord Porlock&rsquo;s death, we had something like twenty-four hundred
- pounds from the Castle, and we made a whip-round among ourselves,&rdquo; the
- other replied, &ldquo;for the rest. With corn what it is, and rents what they
- are, we&rsquo;re all so poor now that it&rsquo;ll be harder than ever to get
- subscriptions, but we&rsquo;ll try to do our share if the Castle&rsquo;ll meet us
- half-way.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian felt that he liked being referred to as &ldquo;the Castle.&rdquo; Moreover,
- an idea suddenly took shape in his mind. &ldquo;My uncle, Lord Porlock, was the
- Master,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;And before him my grandfather, I believe. But what has
- been done since Lord Porlock&rsquo;s death&mdash;about a new Master, I mean?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Out of the complicated response made to this question he gathered vaguely
- that nothing had been done&mdash;that nothing could have been done.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My cousin, Captain Torr, is a hunting man, I think.&rdquo; He threw out the
- question with some diffidence, and was vastly relieved to see the faces
- brighten about him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;None better, by God!&rdquo; affirmed the old gentleman, with vehemence, and
- there followed a glowing and spluttering eulogium of Edward&rsquo;s
- sportsmanlike qualities and achievements, in the middle of which Christian
- recalled that the speaker was Sir George Dence.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I like the Mastership to continue in the family, Sir George,&rdquo; he replied,
- suavely proud of the decision he had leaped to. &ldquo;I think I shall suggest
- to you that Captain Edward take the hounds, and that, for a time at least,
- you allow the Castle to be at the entire expense. At all events, you have
- my annual subscription of five thousand pounds to begin upon.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He made a dignified half-bow in the silence which ensued, and boldly moved
- away. The murmur of amazed admiration which rose behind him was music in
- his ears.
- </p>
- <p>
- Visions of possible escape rose for the moment before him. He walked with
- an air of resolution through the next room, trying to remember whither the
- corridor outside led&mdash;but at the doorway he stopped face to face with
- Lord Lingfield.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah,&rdquo; said his cousin, amiably, &ldquo;I did not know if I should see you again.
- I thought perhaps that you had gone to lie down. Funerals take it out of
- one so, don&rsquo;t they? My father is quite seedy since lunch, and poor Lady
- Cressage has the most wretched headache! I think myself she&rsquo;d do better
- not to travel while it lasts, but she&rsquo;s anxious to get away, and so we&rsquo;re
- all off by the evening train.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I didn&rsquo;t dream of your hurrying off like this,&rdquo; exclaimed Christian,
- sincerely enough. &ldquo;But if you are set upon it&mdash;come, let&rsquo;s find your
- father. It will seem as if I had neglected him.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He&rsquo;s in his room,&rdquo; explained Lord Lingfield, as they moved away
- together, &ldquo;getting into some heavier clothes. The evenings are chilly here
- in the hills, and we&rsquo;re to start almost immediately, and take the long
- drive round through the forest. Lady Cressage has talked so much of it,
- and we&rsquo;ve never seen it, you know.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But this is all too bad!&rdquo; urged Christian. &ldquo;You rush away before I have
- had time to have a word with any of you. There is no urgent reason for
- such haste, is there now, really?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Lady Cressage seems anxious to go,&rdquo; answered the other, with a kind of
- significance in his solemn voice. &ldquo;And of course&mdash;since she came with
- us&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian stole a quick glance at his kinsman, and as swiftly looked away.
- &ldquo;If she prefers it&mdash;of course,&rdquo; he commented with brevity.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you think she is very strong?&rdquo; asked Lord Lingfield. &ldquo;I have a kind of
- fear, sometimes, that her health is not altogether robust. She seemed very
- pale to-day.&rdquo; There was a note of obvious solicitude in his voice.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;She has a headache,&rdquo; Christian reminded him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, that would account for it, wouldn&rsquo;t it?&rdquo; The young man was visibly
- relieved by this reflection. &ldquo;They may say what they like,&rdquo; he went on,
- &ldquo;she is the most beautiful woman in London to-day, just as she was when
- she was married. Let me see&mdash;I am not sure that I ever knew her
- precise age. Do you happen to know?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;She is four-and-twenty.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not more! I should have said six, or at least five. Hm-m!
- Four-and-twenty!&rdquo; The reiteration, for some reason, seemed to afford him
- pleasure. &ldquo;I am nearly thirty myself,&rdquo; he added meditatively, &ldquo;and I&rsquo;m
- practically sure of being in the next Government. Shall you go in much for
- politics, do you think? It wouldn&rsquo;t be of any great use to you, except the
- Garter, perhaps, and it&rsquo;s so fearfully slow waiting for that. My father
- had the promise of it as long ago as Lord John Russell&rsquo;s time, and it
- hasn&rsquo;t come off yet. But then that Home Rule business was so unfortunate&mdash;it
- sent us all over to the Tory side, where there were already more people
- waiting for things than there were things to go round. If I were you, I
- would keep very quiet for a year or two&mdash;not committing myself openly
- to either side. I can&rsquo;t help thinking there will be a break-up. It&rsquo;s a
- fearful bore to have only twenty or thirty people on one side and five
- hundred on the other. They won&rsquo;t stand it much longer. It doesn&rsquo;t make a
- fair distribution of things. Of course, I&rsquo;m a Unionist, but if I were in
- your shoes, I&rsquo;d think it over very carefully. The Liberals haven&rsquo;t got a
- single Duke&mdash;and mind you, though people don&rsquo;t seem to notice it, it
- is a fact that a party practically never succeeds itself. The Liberals are
- bound to come in, sooner or later&mdash;and then, if you were their only
- Duke, why, you&rsquo;d get your Garter shot at you out of a gun&mdash;so to
- speak. Of course, I mustn&rsquo;t be mentioned as saying this&mdash;but you
- think it over! And it needn&rsquo;t matter in the least&mdash;our being in
- different parties.. We can help each other quite as well&mdash;indeed,
- sometimes I&rsquo;m tempted to think even better. Of course, I dare say there
- won&rsquo;t be much that I can do for you&mdash;for the next two or three years,
- at least&mdash;except in the way of advice, and tips, and that sort of
- thing&mdash;but there may be a number of matters that you can help me in.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian nodded wearily&mdash;with a nervous thought upon the time being
- wasted. &ldquo;I am not likely to forget your kindness&mdash;or our family
- ties,&rdquo; he said, consciously evasive.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You never saw Cressage, of course; awful beast!&rdquo; remarked the other, with
- an irrelevancy which still struck the listener as having a certain method
- in it. &ldquo;It makes a man furious to think what she must have suffered with
- him. And a mere child, too, when she was married. Only four-and-twenty
- now! These early marriages are a great mistake. Of course, when a man gets
- to be nearly thirty, and there is a family and property and so on to be
- handed along, why, then marriage becomes a duty. That has always been my
- view. And I try invariably to do my duty, as I see it. I think a man ought
- to, you know.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian sighed, and restrained an impulse to look at his watch. They had
- sauntered forward into the central hallway; through the open door could be
- seen a carriage and pair drawn up before the steps. A rustle on the stairs
- behind him caught his ear, and turning, Christian beheld Lady Cressage
- descending toward him, with Lord Chobham looming, stately and severe, in
- the shadows above her.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian moved impulsively to her. &ldquo;It was the greatest surprise to me&mdash;and
- disappointment, too&mdash;to hear that you were going like this,&rdquo; he
- declared, with outstretched hand.
- </p>
- <p>
- She smiled feebly, and regarded him with a pensive consideration. Her
- heavy mourning of an earlier hour had been exchanged for a black garb less
- ostentatiously funereal, yet including the conventional widow&rsquo;s-fall,
- which he had not seen her wear before. The thought that here at Caermere,
- last autumn, she had not even worn a widow&rsquo;s-cap, rose in his mind. It
- carried with it a sense of remissness, of contumacy as against the great
- family which had endowed her with one of its names. But at least now she
- exhibited a consciousness that her husband was less than a year dead. And
- her pallid face was very beautiful in its frame of black&mdash;a
- delicately strong face, meditative, reserved, holding sadness in a proud
- restraint. &ldquo;I am not very well,&rdquo; she said to him, in tones to reach his
- ear alone. &ldquo;The crowd here depressed me. I could not bring myself to
- appear at luncheon. It seems better that I should go away.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But it is such a fatiguing journey&mdash;for one who does not feel wholly
- up to it!&rdquo; he urged upon her. &ldquo;All these strangers will be going&mdash;I
- think some of them have gone already. I don&rsquo;t know what their rule is here
- about stopping after luncheon&mdash;but surely they must clear out very
- soon. Then we shall be quite by ourselves&mdash;so that if that is your
- only reason for going&mdash;why, I can&rsquo;t admit that it is a reason at
- all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He paused, and strove to cover with a halting smile his sudden perception
- that they were not talking with candor to each other. There were things in
- her mind, things in his mind, which bore no relation to the words they
- uttered. She was looking at him musingly&mdash;and he felt that he could
- read in her glance, or perhaps gather from what there was not in her
- glance, that she would not go if he begged her with sufficient earnestness
- to remain. Nay, the conviction flashed vividly uppermost in his thoughts
- that even a tolerable simulation of this earnestness would be enough. It
- was as if a game were being played, in which he was not quite the master
- of his moves. In this mere instant of time, while they had stood facing
- each other, he had been able to reproduce the whole panorama of his
- contact with this beautiful woman. From that first memorable day when she
- had come into his wondering, distraught vision of the new life before him,
- to that other day but a week ago when he had stood trembling with
- passionate emotions in her presence, his mental pictures of her rose
- connectedly about him. They exerted a pressure upon his will. They left
- him no free agency in the matter. By all the chivalric, tenderly
- compassionate memories they evoked, he must bid her to remain.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am very sorry that you feel you must go,&rdquo; was what he heard himself say
- instead.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Good-bye,&rdquo; she answered simply, and gave him her gloved hand with an
- impassive face. &ldquo;Lord Chobham and Lord Lingfield are good enough to see me
- back to London again. We are driving round through the forest. Our people
- are to join us at the station with the luggage. Goodbye.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He accompanied the party out to the carriage door, despite some formal
- doubts about its being the proper thing to do. Both father and son made
- remarks to him, to which he seemed to himself to be making suitable
- answers, but what they were about he never knew. The tragedy of Edith&rsquo;s
- final departure from Caermere&mdash;she who had been the hostess here when
- he came; she who was to have worn the coronet on her lovely brow as the
- mistress of it all&mdash;seized upon his mind and harrowed it. A vehement
- self-reproach that his thoughts should have done her even momentary
- injustice stung him, as he beheld her seated in the carriage. She smiled
- at him&mdash;that wistful, subdued smile of the headache&mdash;and then,
- as the horses moved, his eyes were resting upon another smile instead&mdash;the
- beaming of fatuous content upon the countenance of Lord Lingfield, who sat
- facing her.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian, regarding this second cousin of his as the carriage receded
- from view, suddenly breathed a long sigh of relief.
- </p>
- <p>
- All at once remembering many things, he wheeled with the impulse to run up
- the steps. Upon reflection, he ascended them sedately instead, and gave
- orders in the hall that Mr. Westland should be sent to him forthwith. Two
- or more groups of departing guests came upon him, while he stood
- irresolutely here, and he bade them farewell with formal gravity. The two
- parsons whom he had seen at the church were among them&mdash;attired now
- in black garments with curiously ugly little round, flat hats&mdash;and he
- noted with interest that their smirking deference now displeased him less
- than it had done in the morning. He perceived that his lungs were becoming
- accustomed to the atmosphere of adulation, and smiled tolerantly at
- himself. How long would it be, he wondered with idle amusement, before it
- would stifle him to breathe any other air?
- </p>
- <p>
- Augustine had sauntered out from some unknown quarter into the hall, and
- Christian beckoned to him. A shapeless kind of suspicion, born of a
- resemblance now for the first time suggesting itself, had risen in his
- brain. He took the young man by the arm, and strolled aside with him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Am I wrong,&rdquo; he asked carelessly, &ldquo;or did I see you at the supper at the
- Hanover Theater? Let us see&mdash;it would be a week ago to-night? I
- thought so. Why I asked&mdash;I was curious to know whom you were with. It
- was a young man; you were standing together between some scenery as I
- passed you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh!&rdquo; said Augustine, with visible reassurance. &ldquo;That was Tom Bailey&mdash;Cora&rsquo;s
- brother, you know.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What sort is he?&rdquo; Christian pursued, secretly astonished at the inspired
- accuracy of his intuition.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well&rdquo;&mdash;replied the other, hesitatingly&mdash;&ldquo;it&rsquo;s rather hard to
- say. He got sent down from Cambridge for something or other, and his
- governor got the needle over it, and put him on an allowance of a pound a
- week, or something like that, and so what could he do? It&rsquo;s jolly hard on
- a young fellow round town to have less money than anybody else. He&rsquo;s bound
- to get talked about, if he only owes half-a-crown to some outsider or
- other, and that makes other fellows turn shirty. But I think he always
- pays when he can.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You like him, then, do you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, yes&mdash;I like Tom well enough,&rdquo; answered Augustine, dubiously
- pondering the significance of the interrogatory. &ldquo;He&rsquo;d be all right if&mdash;if
- he had a proper chance.&rdquo; With a sigh, he ventured to add: &ldquo;He&rsquo;s like the
- rest of us&mdash;that way.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- At sight of Dicky Westland&rsquo;s approach. Christian dropped his inquiries
- abruptly. &ldquo;All right,&rdquo; he said, with enigmatic brevity, and turned to his
- secretary with a meaning gesture. &ldquo;I want to get away from here&mdash;out
- of the Castle,&rdquo; he murmured to the newcomer, &ldquo;without a minute&rsquo;s delay. I
- have a&mdash;kind of appointment, and I am already late. If you will get
- our hats, we will walk out together, as if we were discussing some private
- matter, and then no one will interrupt us.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- This confidence was only partially justified by events. The two made their
- way unmolested into the open air, and across some long stretches of lawn
- to the beginning of the series of gardens. It was within Christian&rsquo;s
- memory that one reached the orchards and the opening upon the heath by
- traversing these gardens. But in the second of them, where remarkable
- masses of tulips in gorgeous effulgence of bloom occupied the very beds in
- which he believed the dahlias must have been last year, there was some one
- on the well-remembered path in front of him.
- </p>
- <p>
- A little child of two or three years, still walking insecurely at least,
- was being led along the edge of the flower-border by a woman in black
- whose back was turned.
- </p>
- <p>
- The infant had caught the notion of bending over the hyacinths, one by
- one, laboriously to smell their perfume, and the woman indulgently lent
- herself to the pastime, halting and supporting the little one by the hand.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian wondered vaguely what child this could be, before observation
- told him that the person they were approaching was a lady. He took Dicky&rsquo;s
- arm then, and quickened their step. &ldquo;We will be very much engaged as we
- pass,&rdquo; he admonished him. After a few paces, however, the futility of this
- device made itself apparent. The lady, glancing indifferently over her
- shoulder at the sound, of their tread, turned on the instant with a little
- cry of pleasure.
- </p>
- <p>
- It was Cora who came toward them, now radiant of face and with an extended
- hand. She dragged the surprised child heedlessly along at her side with
- the other arm.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, Duke!&rdquo; she cried. &ldquo;I did so long to burst in upon you, wherever you
- were to be found, and thank you when I heard. It was Sir George Dence who
- told us. And Eddy, he&rsquo;s quite off his head with joy! He wanted to look you
- up, too, but I told him to put off thanking you till to-morrow; between
- ourselves, I don&rsquo;t fancy he&rsquo;ll be seen quite to the best advantage later
- on to-day. But I know you&rsquo;ll think none the worse of him for that; and
- there&rsquo;s a good bit to be done, he says, in the way of pulling the Hunt
- together again to work like one man. He&rsquo;s begun already promoting the
- right sort of feeling. He&rsquo;s got Sir George and old General Fawcett and
- about a dozen more of &rsquo;em in the billiard-room, and I told him
- everything would be all right so long as they didn&rsquo;t sing. On account of
- the funeral, you know. And&mdash;why, you&rsquo;ve never seen my oldest
- unmarried daughter! Look up and say, &lsquo;How-de-do?&rsquo; Chrissy. Why, she&rsquo;s your
- namesake! Yes, her baptismal name is Christiana or Christina&mdash;which
- is it? We always call her Chrissy. And you haven&rsquo;t told me what an
- effective family group I make. You never would have believed that I could
- be so domestic, now, would you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She had gathered the child up into her arms, and under the influence of
- her jocund mood Christian smiled cheerfully. &ldquo;You are very wonderful as a
- mother,&rdquo; he assured her, and extended a tentative finger toward Chrissy,
- who, huddled in awkward and twisted discomfort under her mother&rsquo;s elbow,
- regarded him with unconcealed repulsion.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;She seems an extremely healthy child,&rdquo; he remarked, and the words were
- not so perfunctory as they sounded. The robust, red cheeked heartiness of
- Chrissy raised musing reflections in his mind. If this infant, with its
- stout mottled arms and legs, had been a boy, it would be at this moment
- his heir. No one could ask for a finer child&mdash;and she was very
- closely akin to him. And Cora was her mother&mdash;and Cora&rsquo;s sister!
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, but where <i>are</i> we going to live?&rdquo; she broke in upon his
- meditations. &ldquo;I said to Eddy that I&rsquo;d lay odds you were thinking of
- David&rsquo;s Court for us. You know the kennels used to be there before
- Porlock&rsquo;s time.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;All that we can arrange,&rdquo; said Christian, shaking off his reverie, and
- lifting his hat. &ldquo;Rest easy in your mind about everything.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She nodded with an expansive geniality which freely included Dicky as
- well, and then walked away. It slowly occurred to Christian that she had
- said nothing about her sister&rsquo;s presence in the neighborhood, although it
- was impossible to suppose her ignorant, of it. Upon consideration, he
- decided that her reticence was delicate. He felt that he liked Cora, and
- then uneasily speculated upon the seeming probability that his liking for
- her was in excess of her sister&rsquo;s.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Westland,&rdquo; he said, with a new thought in his busy brain, &ldquo;you know about
- geography&mdash;about where the different British colonies are on the map,
- and what they are distinguished for. I want to know of a good place, a
- very long way off, where two young men with a moderate capital might do
- well, or-at least have the chance to do well.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Fellows like that generally go to South Africa, nowadays,&rdquo; replied Dicky,
- &ldquo;though I believe it&rsquo;s gone off a bit. It&rsquo;s not as far away as Australia,
- but it&rsquo;s livelier, apparently. They don&rsquo;t seem to come back as much.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No; I have a prejudice against that Johannesburg. It is not a good
- atmosphere, and it is too easy to get into trouble there.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There are great reports about British Columbia just now. They&rsquo;ve found
- wonderful new gold-fields, and they&rsquo;re a fearful distance from anywhere.
- It takes you months to get to them, so I&rsquo;m told. But it depends so much on
- what the fellows themselves are like. If I may ask, do I know them?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is Augustine Torr that I have in mind, and a young friend of his&mdash;Bailey
- his name is. By the way, a brother of the lady we just left.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I know <i>of</i> him,&rdquo; commented Dicky sententiously.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, it has occurred to me that these young men, for whom there seems no
- specially suitable foothold in England, might accomplish something in the
- colonies. That is the way Greater Britain, as they call it, has been made&mdash;by
- young men who might have done nothing at all worth doing at home. Life is
- really very difficult and complicated in this crowded island, unless one
- has exactly the temperament to succeed. But in the colonies it is
- different. Men who are of no use here may become valuable there. I have
- heard that there are many instances of this. And these young men, it seems
- to me that very possibly, if they found themselves on new ground, they
- might do as others have done and get on. We do not quite know what to do
- with them here, but we send them out, and they make the Empire.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It&rsquo;s rather rough on the Empire, though, isn&rsquo;t it?&rdquo; said Dicky.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian frowned and drew himself up a little. &ldquo;One is my cousin,&rdquo; he
- said coldly, &ldquo;and the other is the brother of&mdash;is the brother of my
- cousin&rsquo;s wife.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- There was a moment of silence, and then the secretary, as upon a sudden
- resolution, stopped. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s no good my going on,&rdquo; he said, nervously, but
- with decision. &ldquo;I daresay you don&rsquo;t mean it, but all the same it&rsquo;s too
- much for me. If you don&rsquo;t mind, I think I&rsquo;ll turn it up and catch the
- evening-train. I don&rsquo;t mind going to the station in the brake with the
- servants and the luggage. It certainly won&rsquo;t take anybody by surprise.&rdquo;
- Christian regarded him with open-eyed astonishment. &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t know what
- you&rsquo;re talking about,&rdquo; he said, in obvious candor.
- </p>
- <p>
- Dicky restlessly threw out his hands. &ldquo;Oh, I can&rsquo;t stand this Dukeness of
- yours,&rdquo; he declared. &ldquo;You put it on too thick. I know Gus Torr, and I know
- as much as I want to of Tom Bailey, and I know they&rsquo;re no good, and you
- know it, too&mdash;although I don&rsquo;t say they mayn&rsquo;t get on in the
- colonies. God knows what won&rsquo;t get on there! But when I make some
- perfectly civil and natural remark on the subject, you flame up at me, and
- blow yourself out like a pouter pigeon, and say they&rsquo;re&mdash;haw-haw!&mdash;relations
- of yours. Well, that be damned, you know! It may do once in a way with
- outsiders, but it isn&rsquo;t good enough to live with.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Dicky!&rdquo; said Christian, in a voice of awed appeal. His brown face
- distorted itself in lines of painful bewilderment as he gazed at his
- companion. &ldquo;Have I done that? Is it as bad as that?&rdquo; He gasped the
- questions out in a frightened way and tears sprang into his eyes. &ldquo;Then it
- is not you who should catch the evening train, but me. I am not fit to be
- here!&rdquo; He finished with a groan of bitter dejection and bowed his head.
- </p>
- <p>
- Westland, as much scared as surprised at the violent result of his
- protest, moved impetuously to his friend and put a hand on his shoulder.
- &ldquo;No-no! No-no,&rdquo; he said, in a soothing voice. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s all right! I said you
- didn&rsquo;t mean it, you know. Truly, old man, I <i>knew</i> you didn&rsquo;t mean
- it! Upon my word, it&rsquo;s all right!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian lifted his head, and tried to choke down his agitation. &ldquo;But you
- go away from me!&rdquo; he said in despairing tones. &ldquo;It is the same as ever!
- Nothing is changed for me! I do not make friends&mdash;much less keep
- them!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But I <i>am</i> your friend! You <i>are</i> keeping me!&rdquo; Dicky insisted,
- raising his voice. An odd impulse to laugh aloud struggled confusedly with
- the concern the other&rsquo;s visible suffering gave him. &ldquo;I take it all back.
- I&rsquo;m stopping with you, right enough!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian accepted the assurance in a dazed way, and after he had silently
- shaken the other&rsquo;s hand, began walking on again, studying the ground with
- a troubled frown. &ldquo;I am a weak and dull fool!&rdquo; he growled at last, in rage
- at himself. &ldquo;I have not sense enough to behave properly! It is a mistake
- that I should he put over anybody else! I make myself ridiculous, like any
- <i>parvenu</i>.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No&mdash;that&rsquo;s all rot,&rdquo; the other felt it judicious to urge. &ldquo;You&rsquo;re
- perfectly all right, only&mdash;only&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Only I&rsquo;m not!&rdquo; Christian filled in the gap of hesitation with an angry
- laugh.
- </p>
- <p>
- Gradually a calmer view of himself pervaded his mind. &ldquo;It is more
- difficult than you think, Dicky,&rdquo; he affirmed, after a pause. &ldquo;It is not
- easy at all&mdash;at first&mdash;to&mdash;what shall I say?&mdash;to keep
- feeling your feet under you on the solid ground. The temptation to soar,
- to think you are lifted up, is upon you every minute. It catches you
- unawares. Ah! I see one must watch that without ceasing. Oh, I am glad&mdash;more
- glad than I can tell you&mdash;that you stopped me. Ah! that was a true
- friend&rsquo;s service.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Dicky chuckled softly: &ldquo;It&rsquo;s much nicer, if you can take it that way,&rdquo; he
- admitted.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If I am ever anything but nice to <i>yoo</i>,&rdquo; Christian began, gravely,
- and then stopped as if he had bitten his tongue. &ldquo;Oh, there is patronage
- again!&rdquo; he cried with vexation&mdash;and then let himself be persuaded to
- join in the frank laughter that the other set up.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, we shall hit it off all right,&rdquo; Dicky assured him as a final word on
- the subject. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s merely a question of time. You&rsquo;ve got to get accustomed
- to your new job, and I to mine: that&rsquo;s all there is of it. We shall learn
- the whole bag of tricks in a week or so, and be happy ever afterward.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The joking refrain struck some welcome chord in Christian&rsquo;s thoughts. He
- looked up, and noted that they were very near the door leading out from
- the fruit-garden to the heath beyond the wall. Halting, he smiled into his
- companion&rsquo;s face.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No one will follow me now,&rdquo; he said with sparkling eyes. &ldquo;I will let you
- turn back here, if you don&rsquo;t mind.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0026" id="link2HCH0026"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXVII
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">C</span>hristian realized
- blankly, all at once, as&rsquo; he stood and gazed out over the moor, that he
- did not know his way.
- </p>
- <p>
- The spring had laid upon this great rolling common a beauty of its own.
- Everywhere, on thorns and furze and briars, the touch of the new life had
- hung emeralds to bedeck and hide the dun waste of winter. The ashen-gray
- carpets of old mosses were veined with the vivid green of young growths;
- out from the dry brown litter of lifeless ferns and bracken were rising
- the malachite croziers of fresh fronds. The brilliant yellow of broom and
- gorse blooms caught the eye in all directions, blazing above the vernal
- outburst of another year&rsquo;s vegetation, and the hum of the bees in the
- sunlight, and the delicately mingled odors in the May air were a delight
- to the senses. But under this exuberance of re-awakened nature, welcome
- though it might be, somehow the landmarks of last autumn seemed to have
- disappeared.
- </p>
- <p>
- The path which had led along the wall, for example, was now nowhere
- discernible. Or had there really been a path at any time?
- </p>
- <p>
- It was clear enough, at all events, that his course for some distance lay
- beside this massive line of ancient masonry, even if no track was marked
- for him. At some farther point it would be necessary to turn off at a
- right angle toward the Mere Copse&mdash;and here he could recall
- distinctly that there had been a path. But then he came upon several
- paths, or vaguely defined grassy depressions which might be paths, and the
- divergent ways of these were a trouble to him. At last, he decided to
- strike out more boldly into the heath, independently of paths, and try to
- get a general view of the landscape. He made his way through creepers and
- prickly little bushes toward an elevation in the distance, realizing more
- and more in his encumbered progress that his quest was like that of one
- who should search the limitless sea for a small boat. There seemed no
- boundaries whatever to this vast tract of waste land.
- </p>
- <p>
- As he began at length the ascent of the mound toward which his course had
- been directed, he scanned the moor near and far, but no human figure was
- visible. No signs could he discover of any beaten track across it; of the
- several patches of woodland beyond, in the distance to the left, he could
- not even be sure which was the Mere Copse. Below, on the edge of the
- sky-line at the right, he could see the tops of the towers and chimneys of
- Caermere. Wheeling round from this point, then, he endeavored to identify
- that portion of the hill, on the opposite side of the river-chasm, which
- Kathleen had pointed out to him from the terrace. But, viewed from here,
- there were so many hills! The hopelessness of his errand became more
- apparent with each glance round. Despondently, he sauntered up the few
- remaining yards to the top.
- </p>
- <p>
- He stood upon the ridge of a grass-grown wall of stones and earth, which
- in a somewhat irregular circle enclosed perhaps a quarter-acre of land.
- This wall on its best preserved side, where he found himself, was some
- dozen feet in height. Across the ring it seemed lower, and at three or
- four points was broken down altogether. He realized that he was surveying
- a very ancient structure&mdash;no doubt, prehistoric. Would it have been a
- fortress or a temple, or the primitive mausoleum of some chieftain-ruler
- in these wilds? One of the openings seemed to suggest by its symmetry an
- entrance to the enclosure. It was all very curious, and he promised
- himself that very soon he would examine it in detail. Some vague
- promptings of a nascent archaeological spirit impelled him now, upon
- second thoughts, to walk round on the crest of the wall to the other side.
- </p>
- <p>
- Suddenly he stopped, stared sharply downward with arrested breath, and
- then, while his face wreathed itself with amused smiles, tip-toed along a
- few paces farther. Halting here, his eyes dancing with suppressed gaiety,
- he regarded at his leisure the object of his expedition.
- </p>
- <p>
- Upon the sunny outer side of the sloping embankment, only a few feet
- below, was seated Frances Bailey. Her face was turned from him, and she
- was apparently engrossed in the study of a linen-backed sectional map
- spread on her knees. A small red book lay in the grass at her side, and he
- was so close that he could decipher the legend &ldquo;Shropshire and Cheshire&rdquo;
- on its cover.
- </p>
- <p>
- After a minute&rsquo;s rapturous reflection he turned and noiselessly retraced
- his steps, till he could descend from the wall without being seen. There
- was a kind of miniature dry moat surrounding it at this point, and this he
- lightly vaulted. Then, straightening himself, he strolled forward with as
- fine an assumption of unsuspecting innocence as he could contrive. It
- occurred to him to whistle some negligent tune very softly as he came,
- but, oddly enough, his lips seemed recalcitrant&mdash;they made no sound.
- </p>
- <p>
- At the obtrusion of his shadow upon the map she was examining she looked
- swiftly up. For a moment, with the afternoon sun in her eyes, she seemed
- not to recognize him. There followed another pause, infinitesimal in
- duration, yet crowded with significance, in which she appeared clearly at
- a loss what to say or do, now that she realized the fact of his presence.
- Then she smiled at him with a kind of superficial brightness and tossed
- the map aside.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am fortunate indeed to find you,&rdquo; he said, as he came up, and they
- shook hands formally. A few moments before, when he had looked down upon
- her from the mound, he had been buoyantly conscious of his control of the
- situation; but now that he stood before her it was she who looked down
- upon him from her vantage-ground on the side of the bank, and somehow this
- seemed to make a great deal of difference. The sound of his voice in his
- own ears was unexpectedly solemn and constrained. He felt his deportment
- to be unpleasantly awkward.
- </p>
- <p>
- She ignored the implication that he had been looking for her. &ldquo;I suppose
- this must be the place that is marked &lsquo;tumulus&rsquo; on the map here,&rdquo; she
- observed, with what seemed to be a deliberately casual tone. &ldquo;But I should
- think it is more like a rath, such as one reads about in Ireland&mdash;a
- fortified place to defend one&rsquo;s herds and people in. As I understand it, a
- tumulus was for purposes of burial, and this seems to be a fort rather
- than a tomb. What is your idea about it?&rdquo; She rose to her feet as she put
- the question, and turned to regard the earthworks above and about her with
- a concentrated interest.
- </p>
- <p>
- He tried to laugh. &ldquo;I&rsquo;m afraid I&rsquo;m more ignorant about them than anybody
- else,&rdquo; he confessed. &ldquo;I have never been here before. I suppose all one can
- really say is that the people who did these things knew what they were
- for, but that since they had no alphabet they could not leave a record to
- explain them to us, and so we are free to make each his own theory to suit
- himself.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That is a very indolent view to take,&rdquo; she told him over her shoulder.
- &ldquo;Scientists and archaeologists are not contented with that sort of reply.
- They examine and compare and draw deductions, and get at the meaning of
- these ancient remains. They do not sit down and fold their hands and say,
- &lsquo;Unfortunately those people had no alphabet.&rsquo; Why don&rsquo;t you dig this thing
- up and find out about it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He smiled to himself doubtfully, &ldquo;I have only been in possession of it for
- about three hours,&rdquo; he reminded her. Then an inspiration came to, him.
- &ldquo;Would <i>you</i> like to dig it up?&rdquo; he asked, with an effect of
- eagerness shining through the banter of his tone. &ldquo;I mean, to superintend
- the excavations. You shall have forty men out here with picks and shovels
- to-morrow if you say the word.&rdquo; Instead of answering, she stooped to get
- her book and map, and then moved with a preoccupied air to the top of the
- bank. After an instant&rsquo;s hesitation he scrambled up to join her.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I suppose that would have been the entrance there,&rdquo; she observed,
- pointing across the circle. &ldquo;And in the center, you see, where the grass
- is so thin, there are evidently big stones there. That <i>does</i> suggest
- interment after all, doesn&rsquo;t it? Yet the Silurians are said to have buried
- only in dolmens. It is very curious.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I do not find that I care much about Silurians this afternoon,&rdquo; he
- ventured to say. There was a gentle hint of reproach in his voice.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why, you&rsquo;re one yourself! That is the principal point about the Torrs;
- that is what makes them interesting.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But what good does it do me to be a Silurian and interesting,&rdquo; he
- protested with a whimsical gesture, &ldquo;if I&mdash;if I do not get what I
- want most of all in the world?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It seems to me that you have got more things already than most people on
- this planet.&rdquo; She went on reflectively: &ldquo;I had no idea at all what it
- meant till I saw these hills and the valleys below them, and the forests
- and the villages and the castle, and the people coming out from heaven
- knows what holes in the rocks&mdash;all with your collar round their
- necks. I should think it would either send you mad with the sense of power
- or frighten you to death.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am really very humble about it, I think,&rdquo; he assured her simply. &ldquo;And
- there is not so much power as you seem to imagine. It is all a great
- organized machine, like some big business. The differences are that it
- works very clumsily and badly as it is at present managed, and that it
- hardly pays any dividend at all. The average large wholesale grocer&rsquo;s or
- wine merchant&rsquo;s estate would pay a bigger succession duty than my
- grandfather&rsquo;s. He died actually a poor man.&rdquo; The intelligence did not
- visibly impress her. &ldquo;But it was not because he helped others,&rdquo; she
- remarked. &ldquo;Those about him grew poorer also. It is a hateful system!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There is something you do not know,&rdquo; he began with gravity. &ldquo;I said that
- my grandfather died a poor man. But since his death a tremendous thing has
- happened. A great gift has been made to me. The enormous debts which
- encumbered his estates have been wiped out of existence. It is Lord Julius
- and Emanuel who have done this&mdash;done it for me! I do not know the
- figures yet&mdash;to-morrow Mr. Soman is to explain them to me&mdash;but
- the fact is I am a very rich man indeed. I do not owe anybody a penny.
- Whatever seems to be mine, <i>is</i> mine. There are between seventy-five
- and eighty thousand acres. By comparison with other estates, it seems to
- me that there will be a yearly income of more than fifty thousand pounds!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She drew a long breath and looked him in the face. &ldquo;I am very sorry for
- you,&rdquo; she said soberly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, no; I resist you there,&rdquo; he exclaimed. &ldquo;I quote your own words to
- you: &lsquo;It is an indolent view to take.&rsquo; There is a prodigious
- responsibility! Yes! But all the more reason why I should be brave. Would
- you have me lose my nerve, and say the task is too great for me? I thought
- you did not like people who solved difficulties by turning tail and
- running away. Well, to confess oneself afraid&mdash;that is the same
- thing.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She smiled thoughtfully, perhaps at the quaint recurrence to foreign
- gestures and an uncertain, hurried use of book-English which her company
- seemed always to provoke in him. &ldquo;I meant only that it was a terrible
- burden you had had fastened upon your shoulders,&rdquo; she made answer softly.
- &ldquo;I did not suggest that you were afraid of it. And yet I should think you
- would be!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think,&rdquo; he responded, with a kind of diffident conviction, &ldquo;I think
- that if a man is honest and ambitious for good things, and has some
- brains, he can grow to be equal to any task that will be laid upon him.
- And if he labors at it with sincerity and does absolutely the best that
- there is in him to do, then I do not think that his work will be wasted. A
- man is only a man after all. He did not make this world, and he cannot do
- with it what he likes. It is a bigger thing, when you come to think of it,
- than he is. At the end there is only a little hole in it for him to be
- buried in and forgotten, as these people who raised this wall that we
- stand on are forgotten. They thought in their day that the whole world
- depended upon them; when there was thunder and lightning, they said it was
- on their account, because their gods in the sky were angry with them. But
- to us it is evident that they were not so important as they supposed they
- were. We look at the work of their hands here, and we regard it with
- curiosity, as we might an ant&rsquo;s nest. We do not know whether they made it
- as a tomb for their chief or as a shelter for their cows. And if they had
- left records to explain that, and it does not matter how much else, it
- would be the same. We learn only one thing from all the numberless
- millions who have gone before us&mdash;that man is less important than he
- thinks he is. I have a high position thrust upon me. <i>Eh bien!</i> I am
- not going to command the sun to stand still. I am not going to believe
- that I ought to revolutionize human society before I die. There will be
- many men after me. If one or two of them says of me that I worked hard to
- do well, and that I left things a trifle better than I found them, then
- what more can I desire?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She nodded in musing abstraction, but answered nothing. Her gaze was
- fastened resolutely upon the opposite bank.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am truly so fortunate not to have missed you!&rdquo; he repeated after a
- small interval of silence.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why should you say that?&rdquo; she asked almost with petulance. &ldquo;You make too
- much of me! I do not belong in this gallery at all. I am very angry with
- myself for being here. I ought not to have allowed Mrs. Emanuel to
- persuade me against my own judgment. It did not enter into my head that I
- should be seen by anybody. I was on my vacation&mdash;I take it early,
- because some of the girls like to get away at Whitsuntide&mdash;and at
- Bath I saw in a paper some reference to the state with which your
- grandfather would be buried, and the whim seized me to see the funeral. I
- came on my bicycle most of the way, till the hills got too bad. I thought
- no one would be the wiser for my coming and going. And one thing&mdash;you
- must not ask me to come into the castle again. I am going to the inn to
- get my machine, and go down to Craven Arms or Clun for the night. I have
- looked both roads out on my map. Is Clun interesting, do you know?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have not the remotest idea. In fact, there is only one idea of any sort
- in my mind just now. It is that you are not to be allowed to go away. Have
- you seen the dungeons in which we fasten up people whose presence is
- particularly desired, and who will not listen to reason?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The jesting tone of his words was belied by the glance in his eyes. She
- frowned a little. &ldquo;No, there is no reason in it at all. What have I to do
- with these people? They are not my kind. It is the merest accident that
- you and I happen to be acquainted. If you did not know me now, nothing is
- more certain than that we should never meet in the world. And our seeming
- to each other like friends on those other occasions&mdash;that had nothing
- to do with the present. The circumstances are entirely different. There is
- nothing in common between us now, or hardly anything at all. You ought to
- understand that. And I look to you to realize how matters are altered, and
- not to insist upon placing me in a very undignified and unpleasant
- position.&rdquo; She had spoken with increasing rapidity of utterance, and with
- rising agitation. &ldquo;Not that your insisting would make any difference!&rdquo; she
- added now, almost defiantly.
- </p>
- <p>
- He looked at her in silence. The face half turned from him, with its broad
- brow, its shapely and competent profile, the commanding light in its gray
- eyes, the firm lips drawn into tightened curves of proud resistance to any
- weakness of quivering&mdash;it was the face that had made so profound an
- impression upon him at the outset of that wonderful journey from Rouen.
- The memory became on the instant inexpressibly touching to him. She was
- almost as she had been then&mdash;it might well be the same sober gray
- frock, the same hat, save that the ribbon now was black instead of fawn.
- She would have no varied wardrobe, this girl who earned her own bread, and
- gave her mind to the large realities of life. But this very simplicity of
- setting, how notably it emphasized the precious quality of what it framed!
- He recalled that in his first rapt study of this face it had seemed to him
- like the face of the young Piedmontese bishop who had once come to his
- school&mdash;pure, wise, sweet, tender, strong. And now, beholding it
- afresh, it was beyond all these things the face which woke music in his
- heart&mdash;the face of the woman he loved.
- </p>
- <p>
- With gentle slowness he answered her: &ldquo;The position I seek to place you in
- does not seem to me undignified. I should like to hope that you would not
- find it unpleasant. You know what I mean&mdash;I offered it to you in
- advance, before it was yet mine to give. I beg you again to accept it, now
- when it <i>is</i> mine to give. If you will turn, you can see Caermere
- from where you stand. It has had in all its days no mistress like you.
- Will you take it from my hands?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She confronted him with a clear, steady gaze of disapproval. &ldquo;All this is
- very stupid!&rdquo; she said, peremptorily. &ldquo;Last week&mdash;it had its pretty
- and graceful side then perhaps, but it is not nice at all now. It does not
- flatter me; it does not please me in any way to-day. I told you then, I
- had my own independence, my own personal pride and dignity, which are
- dearer to me than anything else. If I had them then, I have them very much
- more now. What kind of idea of me is this that you have&mdash;that I am to
- change my mind because now you can talk of fifty thousand a year? I like
- you less than I did when you had nothing at all! For then we seemed to
- understand each other better. You would not have rattled your money-box at
- me then! You had finer sensibilities&mdash;I liked you more!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He returned her gaze with a perplexed smile. &ldquo;But I am asking you to be my
- wife,&rdquo; he pointed out.
- </p>
- <p>
- She sniffed with a suggestion of contempt at the word. &ldquo;Wife!&rdquo; she told
- him stormily. &ldquo;You do not seem to know what the word &lsquo;wife&rsquo; means! You are
- not thinking of a &lsquo;wife&rsquo; at all. It is a woman to play Duchess to your
- Duke that you have in mind, and you feel merely that she ought to be
- presentable and intelligent, and personally not distasteful to you; we&rsquo;ll
- even say that you prefer a woman towards whom you have felt a sort of
- comrade&rsquo;s impulse. But that has nothing to do with a &lsquo;wife.&rsquo; And even on
- your own ground how foolish you are! In heaven&rsquo;s name, why hit on <i>me</i>
- of all women? There are ten thousand who would do it all vastly better,
- and who, moreover, would leap at the chance. You have only to look about
- you. England is full of beauties in training for just such a place. They
- know the ways of your set&mdash;the small talk, the little jokes, the
- amusements and social duties and distinctions, and all that. Go and find
- what you want among them. What have I to do with such people? They&rsquo;re not
- in my class at all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian sighed, and then sought her glance again with a timid, whimsical
- smile. &ldquo;Ah, how you badger me always!&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;But I have still
- something more to say.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Let me beg that it be left unsaid!&rdquo; She folded up the map, and began
- moving along the ridge as she spoke. &ldquo;It is all as distressful to me as
- can be. You cannot understand&mdash;or will not understand&mdash;and it
- puts me in an utterly hateful position. I do not like to be saying
- unpleasant things to you. I had only the nicest feelings towards you when
- we last parted; and this noon, when I saw you in the church, you made a
- picture in my mind that I had quite&mdash;quite a tenderness for. But now
- you force me into disagreeable feelings and words, which I don&rsquo;t like any
- more than you do. I seem to be never myself when I am with you. I have
- actually never seen you but three times, and you disturb me more&mdash;you
- make me hate myself more&mdash;than everything else in the world.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The exigencies of the path along the summit of the mound forced Christian
- to walk behind her. In the voice which carried these words backward to him
- the quavering stress of profound emotion was more to him than the words
- themselves. He put out his hand and laid it lightly upon her arm.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is because you feel in your heart of hearts that I love you,&rdquo; he said
- in a low, tremulous voice. &ldquo;Can you not see? It is that that has made all
- our meetings disturbed, full of misunderstandings as well as pleasure. You
- wrong me, dear&mdash;or no, you could not do that, but it is that you do
- not comprehend. I have loved you from that first day. Oh, I have loved you
- always, since I can remember&mdash;long years before I saw you. There is
- not any memory in my life, it seems, but of you&mdash;for all the sweet
- things were a foretaste of you, and all the bitter are forgotten because
- of you. And shall there not be an end now to our hurting each other? For
- where you go I follow you, and I must always be longing for you&mdash;and
- I do not believe that in your heart you hold yourself away from me, but
- only in your mind.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She had drawn her sleeve from his touch, and irresolutely quickened her
- steps. She perforce paused now at a broken gap in the bank, and with books
- and gathered skirts in one hand, lifted the other in instinctively
- balancing preparation for a descent. He took this hand, and she made no
- demur to his leading her down the steep slope to the level outer ground.
- He retained the hand reverently, gently in his own as they walked in
- silence across the heath. It seemed ever as if she would take it from him,
- and that he consciously exerted a magic through his touch which just
- sufficed to hold it.
- </p>
- <p>
- With a bowed head, and cheek at once flushed and white, she began to
- speak. &ldquo;You are very young,&rdquo; she said, lingering over the words with
- almost dejection in her tone. &ldquo;You know so little of what life is like!
- You have such a place in the affairs of men to fill, and you come to it
- with such innocent boyish good faith&mdash;and men are so little like what
- you think they are. And as you learn the lesson&mdash;the hardening,
- disillusionizing lesson of the world&mdash;and the soft, youthful places
- in your nature toughen, and you are a man holding your own with other men,
- and lording it over them where you can, then you will hate the things
- which hamper you, and you will curse encumbrances that you took on you in
- your ignorance. And you are all wrong about me! It is because you do not
- know other women that you think well of me. I am a very ordinary girl,
- indeed. There are thousands like me, and better than me, with more courage
- and finer characters, and you do not know them, that is all. And there are
- the young women of your own little world, who are born and reared to be
- the wives of men in your place, and you will see them&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have seen them,&rdquo; he interposed softly. &ldquo;But it is not fair!&rdquo; she
- hurried on breathlessly. &ldquo;It is the duty of a friend to hold a man back
- when he is bent on a folly. And we pledged ourselves to be true friends,
- and I implore you&mdash;or no, I insist! I will not have it. It is too
- cruelly unfair to you&mdash;and&mdash;I am going now&mdash;no, not that
- way; in the other direction. We will say good-bye.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He would not relinquish the hand she strove to drag away. All the calmness
- of confident mastery was in his hold upon this hand, and in the gravely
- sweet cadence of his voice. &ldquo;I love you,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;I shall love no one in
- my life, or in another life, but you. I will not live without you. I will
- not willingly spend a day in all my years away from you. You are truly my
- other half&mdash;the companion, the friend, the love, the wife, without
- whom nothing exists for me. I am not young as you say I am, and I shall
- never be old&mdash;for in this love there is no youth or age for either of
- us. Try to look backward now! Can you see a time when we did not love each
- other? And forward! Is it thinkable that we can be parted?&rdquo; Slowly she
- lifted her head.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Look at me!&rdquo; she bade him in a voice he seemed never to have heard
- before.
- </p>
- <h3>
- THE END
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- <h1>
- GLORIA MUNDI
- </h1>
- <h2>
- By Harold Frederic
- </h2>
- <h3>
- Author Of &ldquo;The Damnation Of Theron Ware,&rdquo; &ldquo;March Hares,&rdquo; Etc.
- </h3>
- <h4>
- New York: International Book And Publishing Company
- </h4>
- <h3>
- 1899
- </h3>
- <p>
- <br /><br /><a name="linkimage-0001" id="linkimage-0001"> </a>
- </p>
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- <img src="images/0007.jpg" alt="0007 " width="100%" /><br />
- </div>
- <p>
- <br /> <br />
- </p>
- <h3>
- TO MY FRIEND
- </h3>
- <h3>
- THE HON. ALTON B. PARKER
- </h3>
- <h3>
- CHIEF JUDGE OF THE COURT OF APPEALS, N. Y.
- </h3>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <p>
- <b>CONTENTS</b>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2H_PART"> <b>PART I</b> </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0001"> CHAPTER I </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0002"> CHAPTER II </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0003"> CHAPTER III </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0004"> CHAPTER IV </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0005"> CHAPTER V </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0006"> CHAPTER VI </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0007"> CHAPTER VII </a>
- </p>
- <p>
- <br />
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2H_PART2"> <b>PART II</b> </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0008"> CHAPTER VIII </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0009"> CHAPTER IX </a>
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- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0010"> CHAPTER X </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0011"> CHAPTER XI </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0012"> CHAPTER XII </a>
- </p>
- <p>
- <br />
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2H_PART3"> <b>PART III</b> </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0013"> CHAPTER XIII </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0014"> CHAPTER XIV </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0015"> CHAPTER XV </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0016"> CHAPTER XVI </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0017"> CHAPTER XVII </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0018"> CHAPTER XIX </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0019"> CHAPTER XX </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0020"> CHAPTER XXI </a>
- </p>
- <p>
- <br />
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2H_PART4"> <b>PART IV</b> </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0021"> CHAPTER XXII </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0022"> CHAPTER XXIII </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0023"> CHAPTER XXIV </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0024"> CHAPTER XXV </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0025"> CHAPTER XXVI </a>
- </p>
- <p class="toc">
- <a href="#link2HCH0026"> CHAPTER XXVII </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
-<p>
- <a name="link2H_PART" id="link2H_PART"> </a>
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- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- PART I
- </h2>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0001" id="link2HCH0001"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER I
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>he meeting of the
- man and the woman&mdash;it is to this that every story in the world goes
- back for its beginning.
- </p>
- <p>
- At noon on a day late in September the express train from Paris rested,
- panting and impatient, on its brief halt in the station at Rouen. The
- platform was covered with groups of passengers, pushing their way into or
- out of the throng about the victualer&rsquo;s table. Through the press passed
- waiters, bearing above their heads trays with cups of tea and plates of
- food. People were climbing the high steps to the carriages, or beckoning
- to others from the open windows of compartments. Four minutes of the
- allotted five had passed. The warning cries of the guards had begun, and
- there was even to be heard the ominous preliminary tooting of a horn.
- </p>
- <p>
- At the front of the section of first-class carriages a young woman leaned
- through the broad window-frame of a coupé, and held a difficult
- conversation with one of the waiters. She had sandwiches in one hand, some
- loose coin in the other. Her task was to get at the meaning of a man who
- spoke of sous while she was thinking in centimes, and she smiled a little
- in amused vexation with herself at the embarrassment.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Deux sandwich: combien si vous plait, monsieur?&rdquo; she repeated, with an
- appealing stress of courtesy. More slowly she constructed a second
- sentence: &ldquo;Est un franc assez?&rdquo; She proffered the silver coin to help out
- her inquiry, and the waiter, nodding, put up his hand for it.
- </p>
- <p>
- On the instant, as the noise of slamming doors and the chorus of &ldquo;Au
- coupé, s&rsquo;il-v&rsquo;-plait!&rdquo; grew peremptory, one in authority pushed the waiter
- aside and pulled open the coupé door upon which she had been leaning.
- &ldquo;Permettez moi, madame!&rdquo; he said curtly.
- </p>
- <p>
- Close at his back was a young man, with wraps upon his arm and a traveling
- bag in his hand, who was flushed and breathing hard with the excitement of
- hurry, and who drew a long sigh of relief as he put his foot on the bottom
- step of the coupé.
- </p>
- <p>
- The young woman had grasped the door and was striving stoutly to drag it
- to her. &ldquo;Mais non, monsieur!&rdquo; she shouted, her voice quivering with
- vehemence. &ldquo;Cette compartement est tout reserveé-engageé! J&rsquo;ai donné sank
- franc soisante, en Paris, pour moi seulement! Je proteste!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Sharp blasts from a horn at the rear of the train broke in upon her
- earnest if uncertain remarks. The official held up one warning hand, while
- with the other he wrenched the door wide open. He said something of which
- the girl comprehended only its arbitrary harshness of spirit. Brusquely
- thrusting a ticket into the young man&rsquo;s hand, he pushed him up the steps
- into the compartment, and closed the door upon him with a clang. Arms were
- waving outside; the tin horn screamed; a throb of reawakened energy
- thrilled backward through the train.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I assure you&mdash;I am so sorry,&rdquo; the young man began, still standing by
- the door. His voice was gentle and deprecatory. His words were English,
- but the tone was of some other language.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But I have taken the whole compartment-I paid for it all!&rdquo; she burst out
- at him, her voice shaking with indignation. &ldquo;It is an outrage!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am afraid you are mistaken,&rdquo; he started to speak again; &ldquo;you obtained
- only one seat&mdash;I have a ticket for another. If there had been time, I
- beg you to believe&mdash;&rdquo; The train was moving, and a swift plunge into
- utter darkness abruptly broke off his speech. After a few moments it
- became possible to discern vague outlines in the black compartment. The
- girl had huddled herself on the end cushion at the right. The young man
- took his seat in the corner to the left, and for three incredibly
- protracted minutes the tunnel reared its uncanny barrier of bogus night
- between them. The dim suggestion of light which remained to them revealed
- constrained and motionless figures drawn rigidly away from each other, and
- pale averted countenances staring fixedly into the gloom.
- </p>
- <p>
- All at once they were blinking in a flood of sunshine, and drawing welcome
- breaths of the new, sweet air which swept through from window to window.
- The young man&rsquo;s gaze, decorously turned to his left, was of a sudden
- struck with the panorama as by a blow. He uttered a little cry of delight
- to himself, and bent forward with eagerness to grasp as much as he might
- of what was offered. The broad, hill-rimmed basin of the Seine; the gray
- towers and shining spires of the ancient town; the blue films of smoke
- drifting through the autumn haze; the tall black chimneys, the narrow,
- high poplars, the splashes of vivid color with which the mighty moving
- picture painted itself&mdash;all held him, rapt and trembling, with his
- face out of the window.
- </p>
- <p>
- Summarily the darkness descended upon them again. He drew back, settled
- himself in his seat and recalled the circumstance that he was not alone.
- It occurred to him to pull up the window, and then instinctively he turned
- to see if she had taken the same precaution on her side. Thus when the
- short second tunnel unexpectedly ended, he found himself regarding his
- companion with wideeyed and surprised intentness.
- </p>
- <p>
- There were two vacant seats between them, and across this space she
- returned his scrutiny for a moment; then with a fine show of calm she
- looked away, out through the broad, rounded panes which constituted the
- front of the compartment.
- </p>
- <p>
- To the eye of the young man, she was above all things English. Her
- garments, her figure, the pose of her head, the consciously competent
- repose of her profile, the very angle at which the correct gray hat, with
- its fawn-colored ribbon, crossed the line of the brow above&mdash;these
- spoke loudly to him of the islander. From this fact alone would be
- inferred a towering personal pride, and an implacable resentment toward
- those who, no matter how innocently and accidentally, offered injury to
- that pride. He knew the English well, and it hardly needed this partial
- view of her face to tell him that she was very angry.
- </p>
- <p>
- Another young man, under these conditions, might have more frankly asked
- himself whether the face was a beautiful one. He was conscious that the
- query had taken shape in his mind, but he gave it no attention. It was the
- character of the face, instead, which had powerfully impressed him. He
- recalled with curious minuteness the details of his first glimpse of it&mdash;the
- commanding light in the gray eyes, the tightened curves of the lip, the
- mantling red on the high, smooth cheek. Was it a pretty face? No&mdash;the
- question would not propound itself. Prettiness had nothing to do with the
- matter. The personality which looked through the face&mdash;that was what
- affected him.
- </p>
- <p>
- The compartment seemed filled in some subtle way with the effect of this
- personality. He looked out of his window again. A beautiful deep valley
- lay below him now, with densely wooded hills beyond. The delicate tints of
- the waning season enriched the tracery of foliage close at hand; still the
- tall chimneys, mixed with poplars, marked the course of the enslaved
- river, but the factories themselves were kindly hidden here by dark
- growths of thicket in the shadowed depths.
- </p>
- <p>
- It was surpassingly beautiful, but its contemplation left him restless. He
- moved about on his seat, partially lowered the window, put it up again and
- at last turned his head.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am afraid that all the charming landscape is on this side,&rdquo; he made
- bold to say. &ldquo;I will change places with pleasure, if&mdash;if you would be
- so kind.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, thank you,&rdquo; was her spontaneous and decisive reply. Upon reflection
- she added in a more deliberate tone: &ldquo;I should be obliged if you would
- take the view that conversation is not necessary.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Some latent strain of temerity amazed the young man by rising to the
- surface of his mind, under the provocation of this rebuff, and shaping his
- purpose for him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is only fair to myself, first, however,&rdquo; he with surprise heard
- himself declaring, &ldquo;that I should finish my explanation. You can satisfy
- yourself readily at Dieppe that your ticket is for only one seat. It is
- very, easy to make errors of that kind when one does not&mdash;that is to
- say, is not&mdash;well, <i>entirely</i> familiar with the language of the
- country. As to my own part, you will remember that I came only at the last
- moment. I took my coupé seat a half hour before, because I also wished to
- be alone, and then I went out to see Jeanne d&rsquo;Arc&rsquo;s tower again, and I was
- nearly too late. If there had been time, I would have found a seat
- elsewhere&mdash;but you yourself saw&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Really, I think no more need be said,&rdquo; broke in his companion. She looked
- him frankly, coldly in the face as she spoke, and her words seemed in his
- ears to have metallic edges. &ldquo;It is plain enough that there was a mistake.
- As you have suggested, my French is very faulty indeed, and no doubt the
- misunderstanding is entirely my own. So, since it is unavoidable, there
- surely need be no more words about it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She opened a book at this, put her feet out to the stool in front and
- ostentatiously disposed herself for deep abstraction in literature.
- </p>
- <p>
- The young man in turn got out some pamphlets and papers from the pockets
- of his great-coat, and pretended to divide his attention between these and
- the scenery outside. In truth, he did not for a moment get the face of
- this girl out of his thoughts. More than ever now, since she had looked
- him fully in the eye, it was not a face to be pictured in the brain as
- other faces of women had been. The luminous substance of the individuality
- behind the face shone out at him from the pages he stared at, and from the
- passing vistas of lowland meadows, streams and mill-towns that met his
- gaze through the window.
- </p>
- <p>
- He knew so little of women that his mind was quite devoid of materials for
- any comparative analysis of the effect she produced upon him. He evolved
- for himself, indeed, the conviction that really this was the first woman,
- in the genuine and higher meaning of the word, that he had ever met. The
- recognition of this brought with it an excitement as novel to him as the
- fact itself. Before ever he had seen her, clinging to the coupé door with
- her gloved hands and so bravely doing hopeless and tongue-tied battle with
- the guard, there had been things which had made this the greatest day of
- his life. He was in truth finishing the last stage of a journey into the
- unknown, the strange possibilities of which had for a week kept his nerves
- on the rack. The curtain of only one more night hung now between him and
- the revealed lineaments of destiny. To be alone with his perturbed
- thoughts, on this culminating day of anxious hopes and dreads, had been
- his controlling idea at Rouen. It was for this that he had bought the
- coupé seat, upon the rumor of the station that solitude was thus to be
- commanded. And now how extraordinary was the chance!
- </p>
- <p>
- There had stepped into this eventful day, as from the clouds, a stranger
- whose mysterious appeal to his imagination seemed more remarkable than all
- else combined.
- </p>
- <p>
- He worked this out, painstakingly, with little sidelong glances from time
- to time toward where she sat buried in her book, to check the progression
- of his reasoning. When he reached the conclusion that she was really
- playing this predominant part in the drama of the day, its suggestion of
- hysterical folly rather frightened him. He looked with earnestness out of
- the window, and even be gan to count the chimneys of the landscape as an
- overture to returning sanity. Then he looked less furtively at her and
- said to himself with labored plausibility that she was but an ordinary
- traveling Englishwoman, scarcely to be differentiated from the
- Cook&rsquo;s-tourist type that he knew so well; she had not even a governess&rsquo;
- knowledge of French, and there had been nothing in her words and tone with
- him to indicate either mental distinction or kindliness of temper. Why
- should he bestow so much as another thought upon her? He squared his
- slender shoulders, and turned with resolution to his book.
- </p>
- <p>
- A minute later the impossibility of the situation had mastered every fiber
- of his brain. He put down the volume, feeling himself to be a fool for
- doing so, yet suffering himself with an unheard-of gladness.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If I anger you, I shall be much pained,&rdquo; he said, with a set face turned
- not quite toward her, and a voice that he kept from breaking by constant
- effort, &ldquo;but I am going to England for the first time, and there are some
- things that I am very anxious to ask about.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She seemed to reflect a little before she lifted her head. Now again he
- was priviledged to look squarely into her face, and he added swiftly to
- his store a new impression of her. The ruling characteristic of the
- countenance was a certain calm and serious reasonableness. The forehead
- was broad and comely; the glance of the eyes was at once alert and steady.
- The other features were content to support this controlling upper part of
- the face; they made a graceful and fitting frame for the mind which
- revealed itself in the eyes and brow&mdash;and sought to do no more.
- Studying her afresh in this moment of her silence, he recalled the face of
- a young Piedmontese bishop who had come once to his school. It had the
- same episcopal serenity, the same wistful pride in youth&rsquo;s conquest of the
- things immortal, the same suggestion of intellectuality in its clear
- pallor.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I should dislike to seem rude,&rdquo; she said, slowly. &ldquo;What is it that you
- want to ask?&rdquo; What was it indeed? He searched confusedly about in his mind
- for some one question entitled to precedence among the thousand to which
- answers would come in good time. He found nothing better than a query as
- to the connection between New Haven and Brighton.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;In this little book,&rdquo; he explained, &ldquo;there is a time for New Haven and
- for London, but I cannot find a mention of Brighton, yet I am expected
- there this evening, or perhaps, early to-morrow morning.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am sure I cannot tell you,&rsquo;&rdquo; she answered. &ldquo;However, the places are not
- far apart. I should say there would certainly be trains.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She lifted the book again as she spoke, and adjusted her shoulders to the
- cushions. He made haste to prevent the interview from lapsing.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have never seen England,&rdquo; he urged dolefully, &ldquo;and yet I am all English
- in my blood&mdash;and in my feelings, too.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- A flicker of ironical perception played for an instant in her eye and at
- the corner of her lip. &ldquo;I have heard that a certain class of Americans
- adopt that pose,&rdquo; she remarked. &ldquo;I dare say it is all right.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He did not grasp her meaning all at once, though the willingness to give
- umbrage conveyed in her tone was clear enough. He looked doubtfully at
- her, before he spoke again. &ldquo;Oh,&rdquo; he began, with hesitation&mdash;&ldquo;yes, I
- see&mdash;you thought I was American. I am not in the least&mdash;I am all
- English. And it affects me very much&mdash;this thought that in a few
- hours now I am to see the real England. I am so excited about it, in
- fact,&rdquo; he added with a deprecatory little laugh, &ldquo;that I couldn&rsquo;t bear it
- not to talk.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She nodded comprehendingly. &ldquo;I thought that your accent must be American&mdash;since
- it certainly isn&rsquo;t English.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I have too facile an ear,&rdquo; he answered readily, as if the subject
- were by no means new to him. &ldquo;I pick up every accent that I hear. I have
- been much with English people, but even more with Americans and
- Australians. I always talk like the last family I have been in&mdash;until
- I enter another. I am by profession a private tutor&mdash;principally in
- languages&mdash;and so I know my failings in this matter very well.&rdquo; She
- smiled at some passing retrospect. &ldquo;You must have had an especially
- complete sense of my shortcomings as a linguist, too. I have often
- wondered what effect my French would produce upon an actual professor, but
- I should never have had the courage to experiment, if I had known.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He waved his hand&mdash;a pale hand with veined, thin, nervous fingers,
- which she looked at in its foreign gesture. &ldquo;Too much importance is
- attached to languages,&rdquo; he declared. &ldquo;It is the cheapest and most trivial
- of acquirements, if it stands alone, or if it is not put to high uses.
- Parents have so often angered me over this: they do not care what is in
- their children&rsquo;s minds and hearts, but only for the polish and form of
- what is on their tongues. I have a different feeling about education.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She nodded again, and laid the book aside. &ldquo;You are coming to a country
- where everything will shock you, then,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;I would rather do
- scullery work, or break stones by the roadside, than be a schoolteacher in
- England.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, it&rsquo;s the same everywhere,&rdquo; he urged. &ldquo;I would not think that the
- English were worse than the others. They are different, that is all.
- Besides, I do not think I shall be a teacher in England. Of course, I
- speak in the dark; for a few hours yet everything is uncertain. But as the
- old American senator at Monte Carlo used to say, &lsquo;I feel it in my bones&rsquo;
- that I will not have to teach any more.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The expression of her face seemed somehow not to invite autobiography at
- the moment. &ldquo;The prospect of not having to work any more for one&rsquo;s
- living,&rdquo; she mused at him&mdash;&ldquo;how curiously fascinating it always is!
- We know perfectly well that it is good for us to work, and that we should
- be woefully unhappy if we did not work, and yet we are forever charming
- our imagination with a vision of complete idleness.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I would not be idle!&rdquo; the young man broke forth, enthusiastically. He
- leaned forward in his seat, and spoke with eager hands as well as words
- against the noise that filled the swaying carriage. &ldquo;I have that same
- feeling&mdash;the longing to escape from the dull and foolish tasks I have
- to do&mdash;but I never say to myself that I would be idle. There are such
- a host of things to do in the world that are worth doing! But the men who
- have the time and the money, who are in the position to do these things&mdash;how
- is it, I ask myself, that they never think of doing them? It is the
- greatest of marvels to me. Then sometimes I wonder, if the chance and the
- power came to me, whether I also would sit down, and fold my hands, and do
- nothing. It is hard to say; who can be sure what is in him till he has
- been tested? Yet I like to think that I would prove the exception. It is
- only natural,&rdquo; he concluded, smilingly, &ldquo;that one should try to think as
- well as possible of oneself.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The young lady surveyed his nervous, mobile face with thoughtful
- impassivity. &ldquo;You seem to think, one way or another, a good deal about
- yourself,&rdquo; she remarked.
- </p>
- <p>
- He bowed to her, with a certain exaggeration in his show of quite sincere
- humility which, she said to herself, had not been learned from his
- English-speaking connections.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What you say is very true,&rdquo; he admitted with candor. &ldquo;It is my fault&mdash;my
- failing. I know it only too well.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;<i>My</i> fault is bad manners,&rdquo; she replied, disarmed by his
- self-abasement. &ldquo;I had no business to say it at all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, no,&rdquo; he urged. &ldquo;It is delightful to me that you did say it. I could
- not begin to tell you how good your words sounded in my ears. Honest and
- wise criticism is what I have not heard before in years. You do not get it
- in the South; there is flattery for you, and sneering, and praise as much
- too high as blame is too cruel&mdash;but no candid, quiet judgments. Oh, I
- loved to hear you say that! It was like my brother&mdash;my older brother
- Salvator. He is in America now. He is the only one who always said the
- truth to me. And I am glad, too, because&mdash;because it makes you seem
- like a friend to me, and I have been so agitated this whole week, so
- anxious and upset, and all without a soul to talk to, or advise with&mdash;and
- the pressure on me has been so great&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He let the wandering sentence lose itself in the clamor of the train, and
- put the rest of his meaning into the glance with which he clung to hers.
- The appeal for sympathetic kindliness of treatment glowed in his eyes and
- shone upon his eager face.
- </p>
- <p>
- She took time for her answer, and when she spoke it was hardly in direct
- reply. &ldquo;Your business in England,&rdquo; she said, as unconcernedly as might be&mdash;&ldquo;it
- is that, I take it, which causes so much anxiety. Fortunately it is soon
- to be settled&mdash;to-morrow, I think you said.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I wish I might tell you about it,&rdquo; he responded with frank fervency. &ldquo;I
- wish it&mdash;you cannot imagine how much!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The look with which she received his words recalled to him her earlier
- manner. &ldquo;I&rsquo;m afraid&mdash;&rdquo; she began, in a measured voice, and then
- stopped. Intuition helped him to read in her face the coming of a softer
- mood. Finally she smiled a little. &ldquo;Really, this is all very quaint,&rdquo; she
- said, and the smile crept into her voice. &ldquo;But the train is slowing down&mdash;there
- is no time now.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- They were indeed moving through the street of a town, at a pace which had
- been insensibly lowered while they talked. The irregular outlines of docks
- and boat-slips, overhanging greenish water, revealed themselves between
- dingy houses covered with signs and posters. At the barriers crossing the
- streets were clustered groups of philosophic observers, headed by the
- inevitable young soldier with his hands in the pockets of his red
- trousers, and flanked by those brown old women in white caps who seem
- always to be unoccupied, yet mysteriously do everything that is done.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;This is Dieppe, then?&rdquo; he asked, with a collecting hand put out for his
- wraps.
- </p>
- <p>
- The train had halted, and doors were being opened for tickets.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;We sit still, here, and go on to the wharf,&rdquo; she explained.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And then to the boat!&rdquo; he cried. &ldquo;How long is it?&mdash;the voyage on the
- boat, I mean. Three hours and over! Excellent!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She laughed outright as she rose, and got together her books and papers.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I thought you were a Frenchman when I first saw you,&rdquo; she confided to him
- over her shoulder. &ldquo;But no Frenchman at Dieppe ever yet shouted
- &lsquo;Excellent!&rsquo; with his face turned toward the New Haven steamers.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The mirth in her tone was so welcome to him that he laughed in turn,
- without any clear idea of her words. He gathered her handbag up along with
- his own, and when she demurred he offered her gay defiance.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is the terrible boldness of a timid person,&rdquo; he prattled, as he helped
- her down the steps, &ldquo;but you must perceive that in the face of it you are
- quite helpless. Since I was born, I have never really had my own way
- before. But now I begin to believe in my star. After all, one is not an
- Englishman for nothing.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, it is comparatively easy to be an Englishman in Dieppe,&rdquo; she made
- answer.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0002" id="link2HCH0002"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER II
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>he sky was dappled
- azure overhead, the water calm and fresh-hued below. When the ship&rsquo;s
- company had disposed itself, and the vessel was making way outside, there
- were numerous long gaps of unpeopled space on the windy side, and to one
- of these the young couple tacitly bent their steps. They leaned against
- the rail, standing close together, with their faces lifted to the strong
- sweet breeze.
- </p>
- <p>
- Viewed thus side by side, it could be seen that of the two the young man
- was just perceptibly the taller, but his extreme fragility excused his
- companion&rsquo;s conception of him as a small man. On his head he had pulled
- tight for the voyage a little turban of a cap, which accentuated the
- foreign note of his features and expression. He was dark of skin and hair,
- with deep-brown eyes both larger and softer than is common with his sex,
- even in the South. The face, high and regular in shape, had in repose the
- careworn effect of maturer years than the boyish figure indicated. In the
- animation of discussion this face took on, for the most part, the rather
- somber brilliancy of a strenuous earnestness. Now, as it confronted the
- stiff Channel wind, it was illumined by the unaccustomed light of a
- frivolous mood. The ends of his slight mustache were lifted in a
- continuous smile.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is my gayest day for many, many years,&rdquo; he told her, after a little
- pause in the talk. They had become great friends in this last half-hour.
- In the reaction from the questionable restraint of the coupé to the broad,
- sunlit freedom of the steamer&rsquo;s deck, the girl had revealed in generous
- measure a side of her temperament for which he had been unprepared. She
- had a humorous talent, and, once she had gained a clew to his perceptive
- capacities in this direction, it had pleased her to make him laugh by
- droll accounts of her experiences and observations in Paris. She had been
- there for a fortnight&rsquo;s holiday, quite by herself, she told him, and there
- was something in her tone which rendered it impossible for him to ask
- himself if this was at all unusual among English young ladies. His
- knowledge of Paris was also that of a stranger, and he followed her
- whimsical narrative of blunders and odd mistakes with a zest heightened by
- a recollection of his own.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;When have I laughed so much before?&rdquo; he cried now. A long sigh, as of
- surprised relief, followed his words. &ldquo;Well&mdash;I had looked forward to
- coming in a different spirit to England. With some hopes and a good
- courage&mdash;yes. But with a merry heart&mdash;how could I have foretold
- that? It was my good angel who put that coupé ticket into my head, and so
- brought me to you. Ah, how angry you were! I see you now, pulling at that
- door.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, well,&rdquo; she said in extenuation, &ldquo;how could I know? I never dreamed
- that the whole coupé was not mine&mdash;and when I saw that odious guard
- opening the door, to force in some wretched little Continental creature&mdash;I
- mean, that was my momentary thought&mdash;and naturally I&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- An involuntary sidelong glance of his eyes upward toward the crown of her
- hat, passed mute comment on her unfinished remark. She bit her lip in
- self-reproof at sight of the dusky flush on his cheek.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is the only un-English thing about me,&rdquo; he said, with a pathetically
- proud attempt at a smile. &ldquo;My father was a tall, big man, and so is my
- brother Salvator.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- A new consciousness of the susceptibility of this young man to slights and
- wounds spread in the girl&rsquo;s mind. It was so cruelly easy to prick his thin
- skin! But it was correspondingly easy to soothe and charm him&mdash;and
- that was the better part. His character and temperament mapped themselves
- out before her mind&rsquo;s eye. She read him as at once innocent and
- complicated. He could be full of confidence in a stranger, like herself,
- but his doubts about his own values were distressing. The uneased antennæ
- of his self-consciousness were extended in all directions, as if to
- solicit injury. She had caught in his brown eyes the suggestion of an
- analogy to a friendless spaniel&mdash;the capacity for infinite gratitude
- united with conviction that only kicks were to be expected. It was more
- helpful to liken him to a woman. In the gentle and timid soul of a
- convent-bred maiden he nourished the stormy ambitions of a leader of men.
- It was a nun who boldly dreamed of commanding on the field of battle.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I had a feeling,&rdquo; she said to him, so softly that the tone was almost
- tender, &ldquo;that you must be like your mother.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She rightly judged him to be her elder, but for the moment her mood was
- absorbingly maternal. &ldquo;Let us sit down here,&rdquo; she added, moving toward the
- bench facing the rail. &ldquo;You were going to tell me&mdash;about her, was
- it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He spread his rugs over their knees as they sat together in the fresh
- wind.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, it was not so much of her,&rdquo; he said.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have much to think about her&mdash;not much to put into words. She died
- five years ago&mdash;nearly six now&mdash;and I was so much at school that
- I saw very little of her in the latter years. Salvator was with her
- always, though, to the end, although he was not her own son. We are
- half-brothers, but no one could have been fonder than he was of my mother,
- or a better son to her. After she died, he still kept me in school, and
- this was curious too, because he hated all my teachers bitterly. Salvator
- is fierce against the church, yet he kept me where I had been put years
- before, with the Christian Brothers at the Bon Rencontre, in Toulon. When
- at last I left them, Salvator took me with him for a period&mdash;he is an
- expert and a dealer in gems&mdash;and then I became a private tutor. Four
- years or so of that&mdash;and now I am here.&rdquo; He added, as upon an
- afterthought: &ldquo;You must not think that I failed to love my mother. She was
- sweet and good, and very tender to me, and I used to weep a great deal
- after I left her, but it was not my fortune to be so much with her as
- Salvator was. I think of her, but there is not much to say.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The repetition of this formula suggested no comment to his companion, and
- he went on.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The real memory of my childhood is my father, although I saw him only
- once. Salvator says I saw him oftener, but if so all the recollections
- jumble themselves together in my mind, to make a single impression. I was
- five years old; it was in the early summer, in 1875. My father had been
- fighting against the Prussians when I was born. By the time I was old
- enough to know people, he was away in Spain with Don Carlos. He died
- there, of wounds and fever, at Seo de Urgel, in August of that same year,
- 1875. But first he came to see us&mdash;it would have been in June, I
- think&mdash;and we were living at Cannes. He had some secret Carlist
- business, Salvator says. I knew nothing of that. I know only that I saw
- him, and understood very well who he was, and fixed him in my mind so that
- I should never, never forget him. How strange a thing it is about
- children! I have only the dimmest general idea of how my mother looked
- when I was that age; I cannot remember her at all in the odd clothes which
- her pictures show she wore then, though I saw them constantly. Yet my
- father comes once and I carry his image till Judgment Day.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Poor mothers!&rdquo; sighed the girl, under her breath. &ldquo;No, it was nothing. Go
- on.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I knew that he was a soldier, and that wherever there were wars he went
- to have his share of fighting. I suppose it was this which gripped my
- imagination, even as a baby. I could read when I was five, and Salvator
- had told me about our father&rsquo;s battles. He had been in the Mutiny in
- India, and he was in Sicily against Garibaldi, and he was with the
- Austrians four years before I was born, and in the French Foreign Legion
- afterward. I think I knew all this when I saw him&mdash;and if I did not,
- then I feel that I could have learned it from just looking at him. He was
- like a statue of War. Ah, how I remember him&mdash;the tall, strong,
- straight, dark, hardfaced, silent man!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And you loved <i>him!</i>&rdquo; commented his companion, with significance.
- </p>
- <p>
- He shook his head smilingly. The analysis in retrospect of his own
- childish emotions had a pleasant interest for him. &ldquo;No; there was no
- question of love, at all. For example, he liked Salvator&mdash;who was
- then a big boy of fifteen&mdash;and he took him off to Spain with him when
- he left. I cannot remember that he so much as put his hand on my head, or
- paid the slightest attention to me. He looked at me in a grave way if I
- put myself in front of his eyes, just as he looked at other things, but he
- would not turn his eyes to follow me if I moved aside. Do you know that to
- my fancy that was superb? I was not in the least jealous of Salvator. I
- only said to myself that when I was his age, I also would march to fight
- in my father&rsquo;s battles. And I was proud that he did not bend to me, or put
- himself out to please me, this huge, cold-eyed, lion-like father of mine.
- If he had ever kissed me I should have been ashamed&mdash;for us both. But
- nothing was farther from his thoughts. He went away, and at the door he
- spoke for the first time in my hearing of me. He twisted his thumb toward
- me, where I stood in the shelter of my mother&rsquo;s skirts. Mind, he&rsquo;s an
- Englishman! he said&mdash;and turned on his heel. I have the words in my
- ears still. &lsquo;Mind, he&rsquo;s an Englishman!&rsquo;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There <i>is</i> England!&rdquo; she cried.
- </p>
- <p>
- They stood up, and his eager eye, following the guidance of her finger,
- found the faint, broken, thin line of white on the distant water&rsquo;s edge.
- Above it, as if they were a part of it, hung in a figured curtain soft
- clouds which were taking on a rosy tint from the declining sun. He gazed
- at the remote prospect in silence, but with a quickened breath.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is the first time that <i>I</i> have seen it like this&mdash;coming
- toward it, I mean, from somewhere else,&rdquo; she remarked at last. &ldquo;I had
- never been outside England before.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He did not seem to hear her. With another lingering, clinging gaze at the
- white speck, he shook himself a little, and turned. &ldquo;And now I want to
- tell you about this new, wonderful thing&mdash;about why I am this minute
- within sight of England. You will say it is very strange.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- They moved to their bench again, and he spread the wraps once more, but
- this time they did not sit quite so close together. It was as if the mere
- sight of that pale, respectable slip of land on the horizon had in some
- subtle way affected their relation to each other.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;A week ago,&rdquo; he began afresh, &ldquo;at Nice, a messenger from the Crédit
- Lyonnais brought me a note saying they wished to see me at the bank. They
- had, it seems, searched for me in several towns along the Riviera, because
- I had been moving about. It was demanded that I should prove my identity
- by witnesses, and when that was done I was given a sum of money, and a
- sealed letter addressed to me, bearing simply my name, Mr. Christian Tower&mdash;nothing
- more. I hurried outside and read its contents. I was requested to get
- together all my papers&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He stopped short, arrested by a sharp, half-stifled exclamation from her
- lips. She had continued looking at him after his mention of his name&mdash;at
- first absent-mindedly, as if something in his talk had sent her thoughts
- unconsciously astray; then with lifted head, and brows bent together in
- evident concentration upon some new phase of what he had been saying. Now
- she interrupted him with visible excitement.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You say Christian Tower!&rdquo; She pushed the words at him hurriedly. &ldquo;What
- was your father&rsquo;s name?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He was always known as Captain Tower, but I have read it in my papers&mdash;his
- first name was Ambrose.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She had risen to her feet, in evident agitation, and now strode across to
- the rail. As he essayed to follow her, she turned, and forced the shadow
- of a smile into her lips; her eyes remained frightened. &ldquo;It is all right,&rdquo;
- she said with a gasping attempt at reassurance. &ldquo;I was queer for just an
- instant; it&rsquo;s all right. Go on, please. You were to get together your
- papers&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And bring them to Brighton,&rdquo; he said, much disconcerted. &ldquo;That is all.
- But won&rsquo;t you sit down?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think I would rather stand,&rdquo; she answered. Her composure was returning,
- and with it the power to view altogether, and in their proper relation to
- one another, the several elements of the situation his words had revealed
- to her. Upon examination, it was curiosity that she felt rather than
- personal concern&mdash;an astonished and most exigent curiosity. But even
- before this, it grew apparent to her as she thought, came her honorable
- duty to this young man who had confided in her.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think I ought to tell you,&rdquo; she began, beckoning him nearer where she
- stood; &ldquo;yes, you should be told that in all human probability I know the
- story. It is impossible that I should be mistaken&mdash;two such names
- never got together by accident. And I can assure you that the whole thing
- is even more extraordinary and astounding than you can possibly imagine.
- There are people in England who will curl up like leaves thrown on the
- fire when they see you. But for the moment&rdquo;&mdash;she paused, with a
- perplexed face and hesitating voice&mdash;&ldquo;go on; tell me a little more.
- It isn&rsquo;t clear to me&mdash;how much you know. Don&rsquo;t be afraid; I will be
- entirely frank with you, when you have finished.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He patted the rail nervously with his hand, and stared at her in pained
- bewilderment and impatience. &ldquo;How much do I know?&rdquo; he faltered vaguely.
- &ldquo;Very little; almost nothing. There was no explanation in the letter. The
- bankers said nothing, save that they were to give me a thousand francs.
- But one does not get a thousand francs merely because the wind has
- changed. There must be a reason for it; and what reason is possible except
- that there is some inheritance for me? So I argued it out&mdash;to myself.
- I have thought of nothing else, awake or asleep, for the whole week.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He halted, with anxious appeal in his eyes, and his hands outspread to
- beseech enlightenment from her. She nodded to show that she understood.
- &ldquo;In a minute or two, when I have got it into shape in my mind,&rdquo; she said
- soothingly. &ldquo;But meantime go on. I want you to talk. What have you done
- during the week?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian threw his hands outward.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Done?&rdquo; he asked plaintively. &ldquo;Murdered time some way or the other. I was
- free to move an hour after I had read the letter. The money was more than
- I had ever had before. It was intolerable to me&mdash;the thought of not
- being in motion. In the &lsquo;Indicateur&rsquo; I got the times of trains, and I
- formed my plan. Avignon I had never seen, and then Le Puy&mdash;there was
- a wonderful description of it in a magazine I had read&mdash;and then to
- Paris, and next to Rouen. It was at Rouen that I slept last night. It was
- my first night&rsquo;s good sleep&mdash;I had tired myself out so completely.
- Always walking with the map in my mind, going from one church to another,
- talking to the Suisse, bending back my head to examine capitals and
- arches, forcing myself to take an interest in what I saw every little
- minute&mdash;so I have come somehow through the week. But now here is rich
- England within plain sight, and here are you, my new friend&mdash;and all
- my life I have been so poor and without friends!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He tightened his hand upon the rail, and abruptly turned his face away.
- She saw the shine of tears in his eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Come and sit down again,&rdquo; she said, with a sisterly hand on his arm. &ldquo;I
- know how to tell it to you now.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But you truly know nothing about the Towers&mdash;or Torrs&mdash;your
- father&rsquo;s family?&rdquo; she continued, when they were once again seated. &ldquo;It
- sounds incredible! I can hardly realize how you could have lived all these
- years and not&mdash;but how old are you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Twenty-six.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;&mdash;And not got some inkling of who&mdash;of who your father was?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My mother never told me. Perhaps she did not know altogether, herself. I
- cannot say as to that. And if Salvator knew&mdash;that I cannot tell,
- either. He is a curious man, my brother Salvator. He talks so you would
- think you saw him inside out&mdash;but he keeps many things to himself
- none the less.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes&mdash;that brother of yours,&rdquo; she said abstractedly. &ldquo;I have been
- thinking about him. But it can&rsquo;t be that he has any importance in the
- game, else the Jews would have sent for him instead of you. They waste no
- time,&mdash;they make no errors.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The Jews!&rdquo; he murmured at her, with no comprehension in his eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- She smiled. &ldquo;I have been arranging it in my mind. The thing was like a
- black fog to me when you first spoke. I had to search about for a light
- before I could make a start. But when I stumbled across the thought, &lsquo;It
- is the Jews&rsquo; work,&rsquo; then it was not very hard to make out the rest. I
- could almost tell you who it is that is to meet you at Brighton. It is Mr.
- Soman. Is it not?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He assented with an impulsive movement of head and hands. The gaze that he
- fixed upon her sparkled with excitement.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He is Lord Julius&rsquo; man of business,&rdquo; she explained to his further
- mystification. &ldquo;No doubt he has had one of those green eyes of his on you
- ever since you were a fortnight old. It frightens one to think of it&mdash;the
- merciless and unerring precision of their system. Is there anything they
- <i>don&rsquo;t</i> know?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am afraid of Jews myself,&rdquo; he faltered, striving to connect himself
- with what he dimly perceived of her mood. &ldquo;But what have they against me?
- What can they do to me? I owe nothing; they can&rsquo;t make me responsible for
- what other people, strangers to me, have done, can they? And why should
- they give me a thousand francs? It is I,&rdquo; he finished hopelessly, &ldquo;I who
- am in the black fog. Tell me, I beg you, what is it that they want with
- me?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She put a reassuring hand upon his arm, and the steady, genial light in
- her calm eyes brought him instantaneous solace. &ldquo;You have not the
- slightest cause for fear,&rdquo; she told him, gently. &ldquo;Quite the contrary. They
- are not going to hurt you. So far from it, they have taken you up; they
- will wrap you in cotton-wool and nurse you as if you were the Koh-i-noor
- diamond. You may rest easy, my dear sir; you may close your eyes, and fold
- your hands, and lean back against Israel as heavily as you like. It is all
- right so far as you are concerned. But the others&rdquo;&mdash;she paused, and
- looked seaward with lifted brows and a mouth twisted to express sardonic
- comment upon some amazing new outlook&mdash;&ldquo;eye-ee! the others!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Still you do not tell me!&rdquo; For the first time she caught in his voice the
- hint of a virile, and even an imperious note. Behind the half-petulant
- entreaty of the tired boy, there was a man&rsquo;s spirit of dictation. She
- deferred to it unconsciously.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The Lord Julius that I spoke of is&mdash;let me see&mdash;he is your
- great-uncle&mdash;your grandfather&rsquo;s younger brother.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But if <i>he</i> is a Jew&mdash;&rdquo; began Christian, in an awed whisper.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No&mdash;no; he is nothing of the sort. That is to say, he is not Jewish
- in blood. But he married a great heiress of the race&mdash;whole millions
- sterling came to him from the huge fortune of the Aronsons in Holland&mdash;and
- he likes Jewish people&mdash;of the right sort. He is an old man now, and
- his son, Emanuel, has immense influence over him. You should see them
- sitting together like two love-birds on a perch. They idolize each other,
- and they both worship Emanuel&rsquo;s wife. If they weren&rsquo;t the two best men in
- the world, and if she weren&rsquo;t the most remarkable woman anywhere, they
- would utterly spoil her.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He&mdash;this lord&mdash;is my great-uncle,&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian recalled her to his subject. &ldquo;He and his son are good men.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;They are the ones I referred to as the Jews. That is how they are spoken
- of in the family&mdash;to distinguish them from the senior branch&mdash;the
- sons and grandsons of your grandfather. Fix that distinction in you mind.
- There is the elder group, who have titles and miles of mortgaged estates,
- no money to speak of and still less brains&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That is the group that I belong to?&rdquo; He offered the interruption with a
- little twinkle in his eyes. It was patent that his self-possession had
- returned. Even this limited and tentative measure of identification with
- the most desirable and deep-rooted realities in that wonderful island that
- he could see coming nearer to meet him, had sufficed to quell the restless
- flutter of his nerves.
- </p>
- <p>
- She nodded with a responsive gleam of sportiveness on her face. &ldquo;Yes, your
- place in it is a very curious one. But first get this clear in your mind&mdash;that
- the younger group, whom they speak of as the Jews, have money beyond
- counting, and have morals and intelligence moreover. Between these two
- groups no love is lost. In fact, they hate each other. The difference is
- the Christians go about cursing the Jews, whereas the Jews wisely shrug
- their shoulders and say nothing. No one suspected that they would <i>do</i>
- anything, either&mdash;but&mdash;oh, this is going to be an awful
- business!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He held himself down to a fine semblance of dignified calm. &ldquo;Tell me
- more,&rdquo; he bade her, with an effect of temperate curiosity.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Now comes tragedy,&rdquo; she went on, and the hint of sprightliness
- disappeared from her face and tone. &ldquo;It is really one of the most terrible
- stories that could be told. There is a very aged man&mdash;he must be
- nearly ninety&mdash;lying at death&rsquo;s door in his great seat in Shropshire.
- He is at death&rsquo;s door, I said, but he has the strength and will of a
- giant, and though he is half paralyzed, half blind, half everything, still
- he has his weight against the door, and no one knows how long he can hold
- it closed. It is your grandfather that I am speaking of. His name also is
- Christian.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The young man nodded gravely. &ldquo;My father would have fought death that way
- too, if they had not shot him to pieces, and heaped fever on top of that,&rdquo;
- he commented.
- </p>
- <p>
- The girl bit her lip and flushed awkwardly for an instant &ldquo;Let me go on,&rdquo;
- she said then, and hurried forward. &ldquo;This old man had three sons&mdash;not
- counting the priest, Lord David, who doesn&rsquo;t come into the thing. The
- first of these sons, also Christian, had three sons, and he and they were
- all alive six months ago. They are all dead now, two drowned in their
- yacht, one lost in the &lsquo;Castle Drummond,&rsquo; one killed in Matabeleland. Lord
- David, the priest, the next brother, died last year&mdash;childless of
- course. There remained in England two sons of another brother who died
- some years ago, Lord Edward, and this horrible mowing down of human lives
- left them apparently nearest to the very aged man, your grandfather. Do
- you follow all that?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think I do,&rdquo; said Christian. &ldquo;If I don&rsquo;t I will pick it up afterward.
- In mercy&rsquo;s name, do not stop!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The Jews, saying nothing, had lost sight of nothing. There was still
- another brother who had lived abroad for many years, who died abroad
- twenty years ago. You are getting to the climax now. The Jews must have
- kept an eye on this wandering cousin of theirs; it is evident they knew he
- left a son capable of inheriting, and that they did not let this son
- escape from view. Because Lord Ambrose Torr was older than Lord Edward,
- his brother, it happens now that the son of that Ambrose&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The young man abruptly rose, and moved along to the rail. He had signified
- by a rapid backward gesture of the hand his momentary craving for
- solitude; he stretched this hand now slowly, as if unconsciously, toward
- the sunset glow on sky and sea, in the heart of which lay imbedded a thick
- line of cream-colored cliffs, escalloped under a close covering of soft
- olive-hued verdure. The profile of his uplifted face, as he gazed thus
- before him into the light, seemed to the eyes of the girl transfigured.
- </p>
- <p>
- He stood thus, rapt and motionless, for minutes, until her mind had time
- to formulate the suspicion that this was all intolerable play-acting, and
- to dismiss it again as unworthy. Then he returned all at once to her side,
- apparently with a shamefaced kind of perception of her thoughts. He was
- flushed and uneasy, and shuffled his hands in and out of the pockets of
- his great-coat. He did not seat himself, but stood looking down at her.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What is my grandfather?&rdquo; he asked, with a husky, difficult voice.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The Duke of Glastonbury.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I do not understand,&rdquo; he began, hesitatingly; &ldquo;it is not clear to me
- about my father. Why should he&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She rose in turn, with swift decision, as if she had been alertly watching
- for the question. &ldquo;That is what you must not ask me,&rdquo; she said, hurriedly.
- &ldquo;I think I will move about a little. The wind is colder here. I am getting
- chilled.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- They strolled about together, conducting a fitful conversation, but as
- often gazing in silence at the bulk of the headlands they were
- approaching, gray and massive now in the evening light. She answered
- freely enough the queries he put, but between these he lapsed into an
- abstraction which she respected. More than once he spoke of the
- extraordinary confusion into which her story had thrown his thoughts, and
- she philosophically replied that she could well understand it.
- </p>
- <p>
- An hour later they had passed the fatuous inspection of the customs
- people, and confronted the imminence of leave-taking. Constraint enveloped
- them as in a mantle.
- </p>
- <p>
- It occurred suddenly to him to say: &ldquo;How strange! You possess the most
- extraordinary knowledge of me and my&mdash;my people, and yet the thought
- just comes to me&mdash;I have not so much as asked your name.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She smiled at him with a new light in her eyes, half kind, half ironically
- roguish. &ldquo;If I may confess it, there have been times today when I was
- annoyed with you for being so persistently and indefatigably interested in
- yourself&mdash;for never dreaming of wondering, speculating, inquiring
- something about me. But that was very weak of me&mdash;I see it now&mdash;and
- very wise of you, because&mdash;what does it matter about a nobody like
- me?&mdash;but next week the whole world will be bearing witness that you
- are the most interesting young man in England.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He gave a swift glance down the train toward the guards noisily shutting
- the doors. &ldquo;No, it is too bad,&rdquo; he said, nervously. &ldquo;You will always be my
- first friend in England&mdash;my very deeply prized friend everywhere. I
- know you only to-day&mdash;but that day is more to me than all the rest of
- my life&mdash;and it is full of you. They are closing the doors&mdash;but
- you will tell me? The notion of not seeing you again is ridiculous. You
- are in London&mdash;yes?&mdash;then how do you think I could come to
- London without first of all, before everything else, wanting to call upon
- you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I daresay we shall meet again,&rdquo; she answered, as perforce he stepped
- into the compartment. Her smile had a puzzling quality in it&mdash;something
- compounded, it seemed to him, of both fear and fun. &ldquo;In a remote kind of
- way I am mixed up with the story myself.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- There was no time for any hope of further explanation. He put his head out
- of the window, and shook hands again. &ldquo;Remember!&rdquo; he called out fervently.
- &ldquo;You are my first friend in England. Whenever&mdash;whatever I can do&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Even to the half of your kingdom!&rdquo; she laughed at him, as the movement of
- the carriage drew him past her.
- </p>
- <p>
- The tone of these last words, which he bore away with him, had been gay&mdash;almost
- jovial. But the girl, when she had watched him pass out of sight, turned
- and walked slowly off in the direction of her own train with a white and
- troubled face.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0003" id="link2HCH0003"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER III
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">M</span>any builders in
- their day have put a hand to the making of Caermere Hall. Though there
- were wide differences of race and language among them and though the long
- chain of time which binds them together has generations and even centuries
- for its links, they seem to have had thus much in common: they were all at
- feud with the sunlight.
- </p>
- <p>
- On the very pick of summer days, when the densest thickets of Clune Forest
- are alive to the core with moving green reflections of the outer radiance,
- and hints of the glory up above pierce their way to the bottom of the
- narrowest ravine through which the black Devon churns and frets, somehow
- Caermere remains wrapped in its ancient shadows.
- </p>
- <p>
- The first men, in some forgotten time, laid its foundations with no
- thought save of the pass at the foot to be defended. Later artificers
- reared thick walls upon these foundations, pushed out towered curtains,
- sank wells, lifted the keep, cut slits of corner windows or crowned the
- fabric with new turrets for watchmen, each after the need or fashion of
- his age, but all with minds single to the idea of blocking the path that
- Caermere overhung. In due time came the breath of the king&rsquo;s peace,
- blowing equably over the vexed marches, albeit loaded with the scent of
- gunpowder, and my lords slowly put aside their iron harness for silken
- jackets, and unslung the herses in their gateways. Men of skill set now
- about the task of expanding the turfed spaces within the inclosure, of
- spreading terraces and forming gardens, of turning stone chambers into
- dames&rsquo; apartments, and sullen guard-rooms into banquet-halls. Their
- grandsons, in turn, pulled down even more than they erected; where the
- mightiest walls had shouldered their huge bulk, these men of Elizabeth and
- James left thin façades of brickwork, and beams of oak set in a trivial
- plaster casing. The old barbican was not broad enough to span their new
- roadway, stretching to the valley below over the track of the former
- military path, and they blew it up; the pleasure-ground, which they
- extended by moving far backward the wall of the tilting yard, was bare of
- aspect to their eye, and they planted it with yews and, later, with cedars
- from the Lebanon.
- </p>
- <p>
- Through all these changes, Caermere remained upon its three sides shadowed
- by great hills, and the thought of making wide windows in the walls on the
- open fourth side came to no one. When at last, in the earlier Georgian
- time, the venerable piles of bastioned masonry here were replaced by a
- feebly polite front of lath and stucco, windows were indeed cut to the
- very floor, in the French style, but meanwhile the trees had grown into a
- high screen against the sky, and it was not in the Torr blood to level
- timber.
- </p>
- <p>
- When a house and family have lived together for a thousand years, it is
- but reasonable that they should have come to an understanding with each
- other. Was Caermere dark because the mood of the Torrs, its makers and
- masters, had from the dawn of things been saturnine? Or did the Torrs owe
- their historic gloom and dourness of temperament to the influence of this
- somber cradle of their race? There is record of the query having been put,
- in a spirit of banter, by a gentleman who rode over Clune bridge in the
- train of King John. Of convincing answer there is none to this latest day.
- The Torrs are a dark folk, and Caermere is a dark house. They belong to
- one another and that is all.
- </p>
- <p>
- Thus, on the first morning of October, a gray and overcast morning even on
- the hilltops, and though it was past the half-hour towards nine, there was
- barely light enough to see one&rsquo;s way about by in the big breakfast-room.
- </p>
- <p>
- A tall young man in rough, light-brown clothes stood at one of the
- windows, drumming idly on the glass and staring at the black cedars beyond
- the lawn. At intervals he whistled under his breath, in a sulky fashion,
- some primitive snatches of an unknown tune. Once or twice he yawned, and
- then struck a vicious ring from the panes with his hard nails, in
- protesting comment upon his boredom.
- </p>
- <p>
- About the large fireplace behind him were dishes huddled for heat, and
- their metallic gleam in the flicker of the flames was repeated farther
- away in the points of red on the plate and glass of the long breakfast
- table spread in the center of the room. From time to time a white-faced
- youngster in livery entered the room, performed some mysterious service at
- the hearth or the table in the dim twilight and went out again.
- </p>
- <p>
- The man at the window paid no heed to the goings and comings of the
- servant, but when the door opened presently and another tweed-clad figure
- entered, his ear told him the difference on the instant, and he half
- turned his head.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;In God&rsquo;s name, what are you all doing?&rdquo; he growled angrily. &ldquo;I said eight&mdash;you
- heard me!&mdash;sharp eight!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What <i>does</i> it matter?&rdquo; protested the newcomer, stooping at the
- fire-place to lift the covers from the dishes in a languid inspection of
- their contents. He yawned as he spoke. &ldquo;If you won&rsquo;t let fellows go to bed
- till four, how the devil do you expect them to be down at eight?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, is that you, Pirie?&rdquo; said the man at the window. &ldquo;I thought it was my
- brother.&rdquo; The other stood for a moment, with his back to the fire. Then he
- lounged to the window, stretching his arms as he moved. He also was tall,
- but with a scattering of gray in his hair.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Beastly black morning,&rdquo; he commented in drowsy tones, after a prolonged
- observation of the prospect. &ldquo;Might as well stopped in bed.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, go back then!&rdquo; snapped the other. &ldquo;I didn&rsquo;t make the rotten
- weather, did I?&rdquo; This was wanton ill-temper. The elder man also began
- drumming with his nails on the window. &ldquo;Turn it up, Eddy,&rdquo; he
- remonstrated, smoothly enough, but with a latent snarl in his tone. &ldquo;I
- don&rsquo;t like it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The younger man moved his head, as if he would have looked his companion
- in the face. Then he stared away again, out of the window.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Beaters been waitin&rsquo; half an hour already,&rdquo; he grumbled, sulkily. &ldquo;What&rsquo;s
- the good of makin&rsquo; a time if you don&rsquo;t keep it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I didn&rsquo;t make any time,&rdquo; responded Major Pirie with curtness. Upon
- reflection, he added: &ldquo;What does it matter about the beaters?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- There seemed no answer to this, and for several minutes nothing was said.
- Finally the younger man thought of something. &ldquo;I say,&rdquo; he began, and after
- an instant&rsquo;s pause went on: &ldquo;It&rsquo;d suit me better not to be called &lsquo;Eddy&rsquo;
- among the men, d&rsquo;ye see? That fellow Burlington began it last night&mdash;he
- got it from you&mdash;and I don&rsquo;t like it. When we&rsquo;re alone, of course,
- that&rsquo;s different.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Major Pirie laughed&mdash;a dry, brief, harsh laugh&mdash;and swung around
- on his heels. &ldquo;Your man didn&rsquo;t get those sausages I asked for, after all,&rdquo;
- he remarked, going back to the dishes at the fender.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Probably couldn&rsquo;t,&rdquo; said Mr. Edward, &ldquo;or else,&rdquo; he added, &ldquo;wouldn&rsquo;t. I
- never saw such a houseful of brutes and duffers. I&rsquo;m keen to shunt the lot
- of &lsquo;em, and they know it, the beggars. You&rsquo;d think they&rsquo;d try to suck up
- to me, but they don&rsquo;t, they haven&rsquo;t got brains enough.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The major had brought a plate from the table, and was filling it from
- under the covers on the hearth. &ldquo;Shall I ring for the tea?&rdquo; he asked.
- </p>
- <p>
- Mr. Edward moved across to the chimney corner and pulled the cord himself.
- &ldquo;Do you know what that old ass, Barlow&mdash;the butler, you know&mdash;had
- the face to say to me yesterday? &lsquo;I&rsquo;&mdash;God, you couldn&rsquo;t believe it!
- &lsquo;I &rsquo;ope, sir,&rsquo; he says, &lsquo;you&rsquo;ll think better of shootin&rsquo; on the
- First, for His Grace&rsquo;ll hear the guns in the covers, and it won&rsquo;t do His
- Grace no good.&rsquo; Fancy the beggar&rsquo;s cheek!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, do you know, Torr,&rdquo; said Major Pirie, slowly, speaking with his
- mouth full but contriving to give a significantly nice emphasis to the
- name, &ldquo;I was thinkin&rsquo; much the same myself. For that matter, several of
- the fellows were mentionin&rsquo; it. It doesn&rsquo;t look quite the thing, you
- know.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The entrance of the servant created an interval of silence, during which
- Mr. Edward in his turn rummaged among the dishes before the fire.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It&rsquo;s Gus, is it?&rdquo; he demanded, from where he knelt on one knee, plate in
- hand.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He thought it would be funny to queer my game, eh?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Your brother hasn&rsquo;t said a word, so far&rsquo;s I know,&rdquo; replied the major,
- pouring his tea. &ldquo;It was merely some of the fellows, talkin&rsquo;.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;God Almighty!&rdquo; cried Mr. Edward, springing to his feet. &ldquo;Here&rsquo;s a
- precious outfit of pals for you! You come down here, so help me&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t say &lsquo;you&rsquo;; say &lsquo;they,&rsquo; if you&rsquo;ve got to say anything,&rdquo; interposed
- the major, quietly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, they, then,&rdquo; the other went on, in loud heat. &ldquo;They come down here,
- and take my mounts, by God; they drink my wine, they win my money, they
- drain me dry&mdash;and then they go behind my back and whisper to one
- another that I&rsquo;m an outsider. And you too, Pirie,&rdquo; he continued, with
- defiance and deprecation mingled in his tone, &ldquo;you admit yourself that you
- talked with them.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My dear Torr,&rdquo; replied the major, &ldquo;it&rsquo;s a mistake for you to turn out so
- early. You&rsquo;ve tried to quarrel before breakfast every day I&rsquo;ve been here.
- It&rsquo;s the worst morning temper I ever heard of in my life. You ought to
- have tea and eggs and things brought to you in your room, and not show
- yourself for at least two hours afterward&mdash;you really ought. It isn&rsquo;t
- fair to your friends.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The door opened and still another tall man came in. He nodded to Pirie as
- he passed him, with a tolerant &ldquo;Well, major,&rdquo; and went straight to the
- dishes by the fire.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Pirie&rsquo;s got it into his head we oughtn&rsquo;t to shoot to-day, Gus,&rdquo; said Mr.
- Edward.
- </p>
- <p>
- The other rose with a dish in his hands.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It <i>is</i> dark,&rdquo; he assented, glancing toward the window. &ldquo;Afraid of
- pottin&rsquo; a beater, major?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No&mdash;it&rsquo;s about the duke,&rdquo; explained Edward. &ldquo;It seems some of the
- fellows funk the thing&mdash;they think he&rsquo;ll hear the guns&mdash;they
- want to go to church instead, or something of that sort.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Augustine Torr, M.P., looked at his brother inquiringly. The tie of blood
- between them was obvious enough. They were both slender as well as tall;
- their small round heads merging indistinguishably behind into flat, broad
- necks, seemed identical in contour; they had the same light coarse hair,
- the same florid skins, even the same little yellow mustaches. The
- differences were harder to seek. Edward, though he had borne Her Majesty&rsquo;s
- commission for some years, was not so well set up about the shoulders as
- his younger and civilian brother. Augustine, on the other hand, despite
- his confident carriage of himself, produced the effect of being Edward&rsquo;s
- inferior in simple force of character. It was at once to his credit and
- his disparagement that he had the more amiable nature of the two.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How do you mean&mdash;the duke?&rdquo; he asked. &ldquo;Is there a change?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edward put out his closed lips a little, and shook his head. Major Pirie
- sprinkled salt on his muffin while he explained.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;All there is of it is this,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;There was just an idea that with
- the&mdash;with your grandfather&mdash;dyin&rsquo; in the house&mdash;it might
- look a little better to give the first the go-by. Nobody&rsquo;d have a word to
- say against shootin&rsquo; to-morrow.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, but what the hell&rdquo;&mdash;Augustine groped his way with hesitancy&mdash;&ldquo;I
- don&rsquo;t understand&mdash;we&rsquo;ve been shootin&rsquo; partridges for a month, and how
- are pheasants any different? And as for the duke&mdash;why, of course
- one&rsquo;s sorry and all that&mdash;but he&rsquo;s been dyin&rsquo; since June, and the
- birds have some rights&mdash;or rather, I should say&mdash;what I mean is&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That&rsquo;s what I said,&rdquo; put in Edward, to cover the collapse of his
- brother&rsquo;s argument.
- </p>
- <p>
- Major Pirie frowned a little. &ldquo;Partridges are another matter,&rdquo; he said
- testily.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Damned if I know what you&rsquo;re driving at,&rdquo; avowed Augustine. He paused
- with fork in air at his own words. &ldquo;Drivin&rsquo; at,&rdquo; he repeated
- painstakingly. &ldquo;Drivin&rsquo; at pheasants, eh? Not bad, you know. Pass the
- mustard, Pirie.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;God!&rdquo; said the major, with gloom. &ldquo;You know well enough what I mean. To
- work through fields miles off&mdash;that&rsquo;s one thing. To shoot the covers
- here under the duke&rsquo;s nose, with the beaters messin&rsquo; about&mdash;that&rsquo;s
- quite another. However that&rsquo;s your affair, not mine.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But don&rsquo;t you see,&rdquo; urged Augustine, &ldquo;what difference does a day make?
- There&rsquo;ll be just as much racket to-morrow as to-day. It isn&rsquo;t reasonable,
- you know.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It was merely what you might call a sentiment,&rdquo; said the major, in the
- half apologetic tone of a man admitting defeat. He looked the least
- sentimental of warriors as he went on with his breakfast&mdash;a
- longfaced, weather-beaten, dull-eyed man of the late forties.
- </p>
- <p>
- Four other men who came in now at brief intervals, with few or no words of
- salutation to the company, and who lounged about helping themselves to
- what caught their fancy in the breakfast, were equally removed from the
- suspicion of adding a sentimental element to the atmosphere. They made
- little talk of any kind, and no mention whatever of that absurd qualm
- about the First which had been reported to have germinated among them.
- </p>
- <p>
- Edward had reached the stage of filling his pipe. Walking to the mantel
- for a light, it occurred to him to ring the bell first. &ldquo;Her ladyship
- breakfastin&rsquo; in her room?&rdquo; he asked the youngster who answered the
- summons.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Her ladyship&rsquo;s woman has just gone up with it, sir,&rdquo; he replied.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;<i>That&rsquo;s</i> all right,&rdquo; said Edward, and forthwith struck the match.
- &ldquo;Send in Davis and Morton to me, and ask Barlow for those Brazilian cigars
- of mine&mdash;the small huntin&rsquo; ones. What wheels were those I heard on
- the gravel? If it&rsquo;s the traps we shan&rsquo;t want them to-day. We&rsquo;re walkin&rsquo;
- across.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I will make inquiries, sir,&rdquo; said the domestic, and went out.
- </p>
- <p>
- The room had brightened perceptibly, and Captain Edward was in a better
- temper. He moved over to the sideboard and filled a pocket-flask from one
- of the decanters in the old-fashioned case. As an afterthought, he also
- filled a small glass, and gulped its contents neat. &ldquo;We&rsquo;re off in ten
- minutes now,&rdquo; he called out to the men about the table, some of whom had
- already lit their pipes. &ldquo;What do you fellows want to take with you? My
- tip is this rum.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Hardly cold enough for rum, is it?&rdquo; asked one, drifting languidly toward
- the sideboard. Most of the others had risen to their feet.
- </p>
- <p>
- A slender, sad-faced, gentlemanly-looking old man in evening clothes had
- entered the room, and stood now at Captain Edward&rsquo;s elbow and touched it
- with his hand. &ldquo;I&mdash;beg&mdash;your&mdash;pardon&mdash;sir,&rdquo; he said,
- in the conventional phrase.
- </p>
- <p>
- Edward, listening to what a companion was saying, turned absent-mindedly
- to the butler. Then he happened to remember something. &ldquo;Damn you, Barlow,
- you get duller every day!&rdquo; he snapped. &ldquo;You know perfectly well what
- cigars I take out of doors!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I&mdash;beg&mdash;your&mdash;pardon&mdash;sir,&rdquo; repeated the elderly
- person. He spoke in a confidential murmur. &ldquo;I thought you would like to
- know, sir&mdash;Lord Julius has come.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The young man looked at him, silently revolving the intelligence, a
- puzzled frown between his pale brows. A furtive something in the butler&rsquo;s
- composed expression struck him. &ldquo;What of it?&rdquo; he demanded, angrily. &ldquo;What
- are you whispering for? He&rsquo;s old enough to take care of himself, isn&rsquo;t
- he?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The butler thrust out his dry underlip a trifle. &ldquo;I thought you would like
- to know, sir,&rdquo; he reiterated.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, you&rsquo;re wrong. I don&rsquo;t like to know!&rdquo; The man&rsquo;s tone&mdash;an
- indefinable, lurking suggestiveness in his face and eyes and voice&mdash;vexed
- Mr. Edward exceedingly. It annoyed him still more to note that his
- companions had tacitly turned their backs, and were affecting great
- preoccupation in something else.
- </p>
- <p>
- He kept a wrathful eye on Barlow, as the latter bowed, turned, moved to
- the door and opened it. Of course, a man musn&rsquo;t slang servants, his
- irritated thought ran, but the covert impertinence in this old menial&rsquo;s
- manner was something no longer to be borne. The impulse to call the
- elderly fool back and send him packing on the instant, tingled hotly in
- the young man&rsquo;s blood. He even opened his lips to speak, but reflection
- checked his tongue. It would be bad form, for one thing; for another,
- perhaps he was not quite in the position to dismiss his grandfather&rsquo;s
- servants. He would speak to Welldon, the estate steward, instead&mdash;a
- sensible and civil man, by the way, who seemed to know which side his
- bread was buttered on. At the merest hint from the heir, Welldon would
- give Barlow the sack, and that would teach the rest a lesson. But all this
- would keep until Lord Julius had gone. Being an aged duffer himself, he
- would probably side with Barlow&mdash;and there was no point in offending
- Lord Julius. Very much to the contrary, indeed.
- </p>
- <p>
- Mr. Edward&rsquo;s meditations, unwontedly facile in their movements for him,
- had reached this point, when his mind reverted to the fact that he was
- still regarding the back of Barlow, who, instead of going out, stood
- holding the door open, his lean figure poised in ceremonious expectancy.
- Even as the surprised Edward continued looking, the butler made a staid
- obeisance.
- </p>
- <p>
- A stalwart, erect, burly old gentleman came in, and halted just over the
- threshold to look about him. He had the carriage, dress and general aspect
- of a prosperous and opinionated farmer. The suggestion of acres and crops
- was peculiarly marked in the broad, low soft hat on his head, and in the
- great white beard which spread fan-wise over his ample breast. He had the
- face of one who had spent a life in commanding others, and had learned
- meanwhile to master himself&mdash;a frank, high-featured, ruddy face, with
- a conspicuously prominent and well-curved nose, and steady, confident
- eyes. He folded his hands over his stick and, holding his head well back,
- glanced about the room at his ease. It was a glance from which the various
- eyes that it encountered somehow turned away.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How-do, Eddy? How-do, Gus?&rdquo; the newcomer said impassively to the two
- young men who, with palpable constraint, came up to greet him. He shook
- hands with each, but seemed more interested in viewing the company at
- large. His appearance had produced a visible effect of numbness upon the
- group of guests, but he seemed not to mind this.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Quite a party!&rdquo; he observed. His voice was full and robust, and not
- unamiable. &ldquo;All military?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edward nodded. &ldquo;All but Gus, here. Glad to introduce &rsquo;em, if you
- like,&rdquo; he murmured, with a kind of sullen deference.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Presently, presently,&rdquo; said Lord Julius, with an effect of heartiness at
- which Edward lifted his head.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Drive over from Clune this morning?&rdquo; the young man asked. &ldquo;Then you&rsquo;ll
- want breakfast. Ring the bell, Gus. We&rsquo;re just starting for the Mere
- copse. Glad to have you make an eighth gun, if you&rsquo;ll come to us after
- you&rsquo;ve eaten. You still shoot, don&rsquo;t you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, yes, I still shoot,&rdquo; said the other.
- </p>
- <p>
- Edward had a sense of embarrassment at his great-uncle&rsquo;s immobility in the
- doorway. &ldquo;Well, we&rsquo;ll get along to the gun-room now,&rdquo; he said to the
- others. Then to Lord Julius he remarked with an air of making
- conversation, &ldquo;I always say to the fellows that I ask nothing better in
- this world than to be as fit as you are when I&rsquo;m your age. Let&rsquo;s see,
- seventy-six, isn&rsquo;t it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The elder man nodded. &ldquo;I&rsquo;m sure that&rsquo;s a modest enough ambition,&rdquo; he
- observed. His steady gray eyes dallied with the young man&rsquo;s countenance
- for a moment. &ldquo;I&rsquo;m relieved to learn that you want nothing more than
- that.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edward looked up swiftly, and braved an instant&rsquo;s piercing scrutiny of the
- other&rsquo;s face. Then he laughed, uneasily. &ldquo;Oh, I want a few other things,
- too.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius lowered his voice. &ldquo;I would put among your wants a trifling
- matter of good taste, Eddy,&rdquo; he said, not unkindly.
- </p>
- <p>
- Captain Edward flushed. &ldquo;If I could see that it really made any difference
- between the First and the Second,&rdquo; he answered with dogged civility, &ldquo;I
- wouldn&rsquo;t shoot until tomorrow. If you&rsquo;re keen about it now, I&rsquo;ll&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, damn your First and Second,&rdquo; broke in the old man, keeping his voice
- down below the hearing of the others, but letting impatience glow in his
- eyes; &ldquo;you had no business bringing these men here at all. No&mdash;I see
- that you don&rsquo;t understand me. You needn&rsquo;t explain. It&rsquo;s entirely a
- question of feeling.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I&rsquo;m sorry you take that view of it, sir,&rdquo; said Edward, gloomily. &ldquo;You
- know that I&rsquo;m willing enough to meet your views&mdash;if only&mdash;if
- only because I&rsquo;m going to need your help.&rdquo; Lord Julius gave a snort of
- contemptuous laughter, and nodded to himself with lifted brows. &ldquo;Really
- something in the way of consideration is due to such frankness as that,&rdquo;
- he said, with a pretense of reverie. &ldquo;Send your friends out of the room,
- Eddy,&rdquo; he went on, more gently&mdash;&ldquo;make what excuse you like&mdash;or
- take them out and come back to me&mdash;that&rsquo;s better. I did intend to
- have no secrets from them, but I&rsquo;ve relented. And yes&mdash;by the way&mdash;instead
- of coming here&mdash;you&rsquo;ll find me in the small morning room I will
- breakfast there. You&rsquo;ve filled this room with smoke.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Would you&mdash;would you mind my bringing Gus?&rdquo; Edward asked,
- doubtfully.
- </p>
- <p>
- The other thought for an instant. &ldquo;Oh, yes, Gus may come,&rdquo; he said, and
- with that left the room.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Rum old beggar, isn&rsquo;t he?&rdquo; said Augustine to the company, with the sense
- that something had to be said.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Gad! he seemed to think he was in a synagogue!&rdquo; laughed Captain
- Burlington. &ldquo;Kept his hat on, you know,&rdquo; he explained in the next breath
- to the surprised and attentive faces about him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But he isn&rsquo;t a Jew,&rdquo; said one of the others with gravity. &ldquo;He married
- one, but that doesn&rsquo;t make him one, you know.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It was a joke! Can&rsquo;t you see a joke?&rdquo; protested Burlington.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, I don&rsquo;t think much of it,&rdquo; growled Edward, sourly. &ldquo;Come along to
- the gunroom.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What&rsquo;s up?&rdquo; asked Mr. Augustine, in an anxious murmur, a few minutes
- later, as the two brothers walked along the wide central hallway toward
- the appointed place.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Can&rsquo;t think for the life of me,&rdquo; replied Edward. &ldquo;Unless Craven babbled
- about the baccarat when he got up to town. He&rsquo;s rather that sort, you
- know. He kicked about the stakes at the time.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes&mdash;after he&rsquo;d been hit,&rdquo; said Augustine. &ldquo;But if it&rsquo;s only that,
- you&rsquo;ll be an ass to let the old man rot you about it. Just stand up to
- him, and let him see you feel your position.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That&rsquo;s all right,&rdquo; rejoined Edward, dubiously, &ldquo;but what&rsquo;s the position
- without money? If anybody could have foreseen what was going to happen&mdash;damn
- it all, I could have married as much as I needed. But as it is, I&rsquo;ve got
- Cora on my back, and the kid, and&mdash;my God! fancy doing the duke on
- four thou, a year net! Welldon tells me it can&rsquo;t be screwed a bit above
- that. Well, then, how can I afford to cheek Julius? When you come to that
- he isn&rsquo;t half a bad sort, you know. He stood my marriage awfully well.
- Gad, you know, we couldn&rsquo;t have lived if he hadn&rsquo;t drawn a check.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Let us hope he&rsquo;ll draw another,&rdquo; said Augustine. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s bad enough to be a
- pauper duke, but it&rsquo;s a bailey sight worse to be his brother.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What rot!&rdquo; said Edward. &ldquo;My kid&rsquo;s a girl, and you&rsquo;re free to marry.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- They had come to the door of the morning room. It stood ajar, and Edward
- pushed it open. Before the fireplace was visible the expected bulk and
- vast beard of Lord Julius, but the eyes of the brothers intuitively
- wandered to the window beyond, against which was outlined the figure of a
- much smaller man.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Secretary,&rdquo; whispered the quicker-minded Augustine out of the corner of
- his mouth as they advanced. The thought brought them a tempered kind of
- comfort. The same instinct which had prompted Edward to crave his
- brother&rsquo;s support led them both to welcome the presence of a fourth party.
- </p>
- <p>
- They looked again toward the stranger, and Lord Julius, as he caught their
- returning glance, smiled and nodded significantly. &ldquo;Come here, Christian!&rdquo;
- he said, and the brothers saw now that it was a slender young man with a
- dark, fine face and foreign-looking eyes who moved toward them.
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius put a hand on the young man&rsquo;s shoulder. &ldquo;Christian,&rdquo; he said,
- and gave his full voice a new note of gravity, &ldquo;these are your two
- cousins, Mr. Edward Torr, a captain in the Hussars until recently, and Mr.
- Augustine Torr, a member of Parliament. Your coming will make some
- difference in their affairs, but I know that you will be good to them.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The brothers had shaken hands with the new-comer automatically, while
- their minds were in the first stage of wonderment as to what the words
- being spoken about him meant. Now that silence fell, they stared slowly at
- him, at their great-uncle, at each other.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How&mdash;cousin?&rdquo; Edward managed to ask. He spoke as if his tongue
- filled his mouth.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The son of your uncle, Lord Ambrose Torr,&rdquo; the old man made quiet,
- carefully distinct answer.
- </p>
- <p>
- Another period of silence ensued, until Christian turned abruptly. &ldquo;It is
- very painful to me,&rdquo; he said hurriedly to the old man, and walked to the
- window.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is painful to everybody,&rdquo; said Lord Julius.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not so damned particularly painful to you, sir, I should say,&rdquo; put in
- Edward, looking his great-uncle in the face. The young man had slowly
- pulled himself together, and one could see the muscles of his neck being
- stiffened to keep his chin well in the air. His blue eyes had the effect
- of summoning all their resources of pride to gaze with dignity into the
- muzzle of a machine-gun.
- </p>
- <p>
- Augustine was less secure in the control of his nerves. He stood a little
- behind his brother, and the elbow which he braced against him for support
- trembled. His eyes wandered about the room, and he moistened his lips with
- his tongue several times before he contrived to whisper something into
- Edward&rsquo;s ear. The latter received the suggestion, whatever it was, with an
- impatient shake of the head.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You scarcely do me justice,&rdquo; said Lord Julius, quietly, &ldquo;but that&rsquo;s not
- worth mentioning at the moment. I must say you are taking it very well&mdash;much
- better than I expected.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edward squared his shoulders still more. &ldquo;I wouldn&rsquo;t say that we&rsquo;re takin&rsquo;
- it at all,&rdquo; he replied, with studied deliberation. &ldquo;You offer it, d&rsquo;ye see&mdash;but
- it doesn&rsquo;t follow that we take it. You come and bring this young fellow&mdash;this
- young gentleman, and you tell me that he is Ambrose&rsquo;s son. What good is
- that to me? Maybe he is, maybe he isn&rsquo;t. Ambrose may have had twenty sons,
- for all I know. I should be sorry to be one of them&mdash;but they&rsquo;re not
- to blame for that. I don&rsquo;t mind being civil to them&mdash;if they come to
- me in the right spirit&mdash;&rdquo; He stopped abruptly, and listened with a
- frown to more whispering from Augustine.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You don&rsquo;t seem to understand, Eddy&mdash;&rdquo; began Lord Julius.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, perfectly!&rdquo; broke in the young man. &ldquo;I had an uncle who had to leave
- England before I was born. His name couldn&rsquo;t even be mentioned in the
- family&mdash;but I know all about him. God knows I&rsquo;ve had him flung in my
- face often enough.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t let us go into that,&rdquo; urged Lord Julius, softly, and with a
- sidelong nod toward the window. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s needless cruelty to other people&mdash;and
- surely we can discuss this like gentlemen. You are really behaving
- splendidly, Eddy.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;God! he thought we were cads!&rdquo; cried Edward, in husky indignation.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No&mdash;no&mdash;no&mdash;no,&rdquo; murmured the older man, soothingly. &ldquo;I
- only want you to grasp the thing as it is. You know me. You do not regard
- me as a foolish person who goes off half-cock. Well, I tell you that
- Christian here is the son of my nephew Ambrose, born in lawful wedlock,
- and that there is not a shadow of doubt about it. The proofs are all open
- to your inspection; there is not a flaw in them. And so I say to you, in
- all kindness&mdash;take it calmly and sensibly and like a gentleman. It is
- to your own interest to do so, as well. If you think, you will see that.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That&rsquo;s what I&rsquo;ve been telling him,&rdquo; said Augustine, strenuously, from
- behind his brother&rsquo;s shoulder.
- </p>
- <p>
- A faint smile fluttered about the old man&rsquo;s eyelids. &ldquo;It was the advice of
- a born statesman,&rdquo; he said, dryly. &ldquo;You are the political hope of the
- family.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The stiffening had melted from Edward&rsquo;s neck and shoulders. He turned
- irresolutely now, and looked at the floor. &ldquo;Of course I admit nothing; I
- reserve all my rights, till my lawyers have satisfied themselves,&rdquo; he said
- in a worn, depressed mutter.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why, naturally,&rdquo; responded Lord Julius, with relieved cordiality. &ldquo;And
- now please me&mdash;do it all handsomely to the end&mdash;come and shake
- hands again with Christian, both of you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The brothers stood for a hesitating instant, then turned toward the window
- and began a movement of reluctant assent.
- </p>
- <p>
- To the surprise of all three, Christian forestalled their approach by
- wrenching open one half of the tall window, and putting a foot over the
- sill to the lawn outside.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If you will excuse me,&rdquo; he said, in his nervous, high voice, &ldquo;I am taking
- a little walk.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0004" id="link2HCH0004"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER IV
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">U</span>pon the garden
- side of Caermere is a very large conservatory, built nearly fifty years
- ago, at the close of the life of the last duchess. The poor lady left no
- other mark of her meek existence upon the buildings, and it was thought at
- the time that she would never have ventured upon even this, had it not
- been that every one was mad for the moment about the wonderful palace of
- glass reared in London for the First Exhibition.
- </p>
- <p>
- In area and height, and in the spacious pretensions of its dome, the
- structure still suggests irresistibly the period of its inception. It is
- as ambitious as it is self-conscious; its shining respectability remains
- superior to all the wiles of climbers and creeping vines. The older
- servants cherish traditions of &ldquo;Her Grace&rsquo;s glass,&rdquo; as it used to be
- called. She had the work begun on her fortieth birthday, and precisely a
- year later it happened that she was wheeled in from the big morning room,
- and left at her own desire to recline in solitude under the palms beneath
- the dome, and that when they went to her at last she was dead. The
- circumstance that Shakespeare is supposed also to have died on the
- anniversary of his birth, has somehow come to be an integral part of the
- story, as it is kept alive now in the humbler parts of the Caermere
- household, but the duchess had nothing else in common with the poet. The
- very face of her, in her maturer years, is but dimly remembered. The
- portrait in the library is of a young Lady Clarissa, with pale ringlets
- and a childishly sweet countenance, and clad in the formal quaintness of
- the last year of King George the Fourth. She became the duchess, but in
- turn the duchess, seemed to become somebody else. That was the way with
- the brides brought home to Caermere. The pictures in the library show them
- all girlish, and innocently pretty, and for the most part fair-haired.
- Happily there is no painted record of what they were like when, still in
- middle life, they bade a last goodbye to the dark-skinned, big-shouldered
- sons they had borne, and perhaps made a little moan that no daughters were
- ever given to mothers at Caermere, and turned their sad faces to the wall.
- </p>
- <p>
- The crystal house had memories of another and more recent mistress, the
- countess. She had come six years after the other went, she had lived for
- twelve years&mdash;a silent, colorless, gently unhappy life&mdash;and then
- had faded away out of sight. It was this Lady Porlock who had caused the
- orchid houses to be built at the inner side of the conservatory, and it
- was in her time, too, that the gifted Cheltnam was fetched from her own
- father&rsquo;s house in Berkshire to be head gardener at Caermere. Her fame is
- indeed irrevocably linked with his, for the tea-rose of his breeding,
- bearing her maiden-name of the Hon. Florence Denson, is scarcely less well
- known than this hybrid sweet-briar the Countess of Porlock.
- </p>
- <p>
- And now, in the third generation, still another lady had for some years
- enjoyed special property rights in this great glass apartment.
- </p>
- <p>
- Lady Cressage came into the conservatory from the large morning room, with
- a large volume in her hand, and an irresolute look on her face. She
- glanced about at the several couches piled with cushions and furs, at an
- easy-chair beyond&mdash;and yawned slightly. Then she wandered over to a
- row of early chrysanthemums, and, putting the book under her arm, occupied
- herself with the destruction of a few tiny beginnings of buds in the lower
- foliage. In this she employed as pincers the delicately tinted nails of a
- very shapely finger and thumb, and at the sign of some slight
- discoloration of these she stopped the work. From a glance at the nails,
- she went to a musing scrutiny of this whole right hand of hers, holding it
- up, and turning it from one composition of graceful curves to another. It
- had been called the most beautiful hand in England, but this morning its
- owner, upon a brief and rather listless inspection of its charms, yawned
- again. Finally she seated herself in the chair and, after a languid search
- for the place in her book, began to read.
- </p>
- <p>
- Half reclining thus, with the equable and shadowless light of the glass
- house about her, the young widow made a picture curiously different from
- any in the library within. All the dead and gone brides of the Torrs had
- been painted in bright attire; Lady Cressage wore a belted gown of black
- cloth, unrelieved save by a softened line of white at the throat and
- wrists. The others, without exception, had signified by elaborate
- hair-dressing not less than by dutifully vacuous facial expressions, their
- comprehension of the requirements of the place they had been called upon
- to fill; Lady Cressage&rsquo;s bistre hair was gathered in careless fashion to a
- loose knot at the back of the head, and in her exquisitely modeled face
- there was no hint whatever of docility or awed submission to any external
- claims. The profile of this countenance, outlined for the moment against a
- cluster of vividly purple pleroma blossoms, had the delicacy of a rare
- flower, but it conveyed also the impression of resolute and enduring
- force. If the dome above could have generated voices of its own, these
- would have murmured to one another that here at last was a woman whom
- Caermere could not break or even easily bend.
- </p>
- <p>
- In the season of 1892, London had heard a good deal of this lady. She was
- unknown before, and of her belongings people to this day knew and cared
- very little. There was a General Kervick enumerated in the retired list,
- who had vegetated into promotion in some obscure corner of India, and now
- led an equally inconspicuous existence somewhere in the suburbs&mdash;or
- was it in West Kensington? He had never belonged to a service club, but an
- occasional man encountered him once in a while at the Oriental, where he
- was supposed by the waiters to have an exceptional knowledge of peppers
- and chutneys. The name of his wife had been vaguely associated with
- charitable committees, or subscription committees, and here and there some
- one remembered having heard that she was distantly related to somebody.
- The elder Kervicks never secured a much more definite place in London&rsquo;s
- regard&mdash;even after this remarkable daughter had risen like a planet
- to dim the fixed stars of the season.
- </p>
- <p>
- The credit for having discovered and launched Miss Kervick came generally
- to be ascribed to Lady Selton, but perhaps this turned upon the fact that
- she lent her house in Park Lane for the culminating scene in the
- spectacular triumph of that young person. No doubt there were others who
- would have placed still bigger houses at the disposal of a bride whose
- wedding was, in many respects, the most interesting of the year, and some
- of these may have had as good a claim to the privilege as Lady Selton. As
- matters turned out, however, they were given no cause to repine. The
- marriage was not a success, and within one short year Lady Selton herself
- had grown a little shy about assuming responsibility for it. A year later
- she was quite prepared to repudiate all share in it, and after that people
- ceased to remember about it all, until the shock of the tragedy came to
- stir polite London into startled whisperings.
- </p>
- <p>
- Hardly within the memory of living folk had a family been dealt such a
- swift succession of deadly blows as these which were rained upon the Torrs
- in the first half of 1896.
- </p>
- <p>
- The Earl of Porlock had been the heir of dukedom since most people could
- remember, and had got himself called to the House of Lords in his own
- right, apparently as a kind of protest against his father&rsquo;s unconscionable
- longevity, at least a dozen years before his own end came. It was not to
- be supposed that he desired a peerage for any other reason, since he had
- never chosen to seek a seat in the House of Commons, and indeed, save upon
- one occasion connected with ground game, made no use whatever of his
- legislative powers after they had been given to him. He cared nothing for
- politics, and read scarcely more in newspapers than in books. Up to middle
- life, he had displayed a certain tendency toward interest in fat stock and
- a limited number of allied agricultural topics, but the decline in farming
- values had turned him from this. In his earlier years, too, he had enjoyed
- being identified with the sporting set of his class in London, and about
- the racing circuit, but this association he also dropped out of as he grew
- older, partly because late nights bored him, partly because he could no
- longer afford to jeopardize any portion of his income. He came at last to
- think of his mastership of hounds as his principal tie to existence on
- land. He liked it all, from the sailing sweep over the highest barrier in
- an exceptionally rough country, to the smell of the kennels of an early
- morning across the frozen yards. This life with the horses and dogs, and
- with the people who belonged to the horses and dogs, offered fewer
- temptations to the evil temper in his blood than any other, and with
- growing years his dislike for the wear and tear of getting angry had
- become a controlling instinct. He continued to use bad language with an
- appropriate show of fervency, when occasion required, but he had got out
- of the way of scalding himself with rage inside. He even achieved a grim
- sort of jocularity toward the close. In the last year of his life a
- tenant-farmer, speaking to a toast, affirmed of him that &ldquo;a truer
- sportsman, nor yet a more humorous and affable nobleman, has never taken
- the chair at a puppy-walk luncheon within my recollection,&rdquo; and this
- tribute to his geniality both pleased and impressed the earl. He was then
- in his sixty-second year, and he might have lived into a mellowed, and
- even jovial old age, under the influence of this praise, had there been no
- unwritten law ending the hunting season in the early spring.
- </p>
- <p>
- The earl cared very little for otters and rats, and almost nothing at all
- for salmon, so that when April came he usually went to his yacht, and
- practically lived aboard it until November. Sometimes he made long cruises
- in this substantial and comfortable vessel, which he delighted in
- navigating himself. He was lying in at Bremerhaven, for example, in May,
- when one of a sheaf of telegrams scattered along the line of North Sea
- ports in search of him, brought the news that his youngest son Joseph, who
- had drifted into Mashonaland after the collapse of the Jameson adventure,
- had been killed in the native rebellion. Upon consideration, the earl
- could not see that a post-haste return to England would serve any useful
- end. He sailed westward, however, after some telegraphic communication
- with England, and made his leisurely way down the Channel and round
- Cornwall to Milford Haven, where his wont was to winter his yacht, and
- where most of his crew were at home. The fact that he and the vessel were
- well known in this port rendered it possible to follow in detail
- subsequent events.
- </p>
- <p>
- It was on the 10th of June that Lord Porlock came to anchor in Milford,
- and went ashore, taking the afternoon train for Shrewsbury. He returned on
- the 14th, accompanied by his eldest son and heir, Lord Cressage. This
- latter personage was known only from hearsay at Milford, and local
- observation of him was therefore stimulated by a virgin curiosity. It was
- noted that Viscount Cressage&mdash;a stalwart and rubicund young man of
- more than his father&rsquo;s height, but somewhat less swarthy of aspect&mdash;was
- laboring under very marked depression. He hung about the hotel, during the
- delay incident upon cleaning up the yacht, taking on new stores and
- altering some of the sailing gear, in a plainly moping mood, saying little
- to his father and never a word to any one else. A number of witnesses were
- able to make it clear that at first he did not intend to sail forth, but
- was merely bearing his father company while the latter remained in harbor.
- </p>
- <p>
- The fact of their recent bereavement accounted in a general way for their
- reticence with each other, but it was impossible not to see that the
- younger man had something besides the death of a brother on his mind.
- When, on the second day of their waiting, the tide began to fill in which
- on its turn was to bear out the yacht, his nervous preoccupation grew
- painfully manifest. He walked across many times to the headland; he
- fidgeted in and out of the bar, taking drinks for which he obviously had
- no relish, and looking over and over again in the railway time-tables for
- information which he seemed incapable of fixing in his memory. At last,
- when everything was ready, and the earl stood with his hand out to say
- good-bye to his son, the latter had suddenly, and upon the evident impulse
- of the moment, declared with some excitement that he also would go. People
- remembered that he had said, as if in defensive explanation of his hasty
- resolve: &ldquo;Perhaps that will teach her a lesson!&rdquo; His father had only
- remarked &ldquo;Rot!&rdquo;&mdash;and with that the yacht sailed off, a heaving white
- patch against the blackening west.
- </p>
- <p>
- But what followed was too grossly unreasoning to afford a lesson to
- anybody. The morning newspapers of the 18th contained in one column
- confirmation of the earlier report that the Hon. Anselm Torr, second son
- of the earl of Porlock, had been a passenger on the ill-fated &ldquo;Drummond
- Castle,&rdquo; and had gone down with the rest in the night off Ushant; and in
- another column a telegram from Porthstinian, announcing the total loss of
- a large yacht, on the rocks known as the Bishop and Clerks, with all on
- board. The evening papers followed with the rumor that the lost yacht was
- the &ldquo;Minstrel,&rdquo; with both Lord Porlock and his son, Lord Cressage, on
- board; but it was not until the next afternoon that the public possessed
- all the facts in this extraordinary affair. Then it happened that the edge
- was rather taken off the horror of the tragic coincidence, by the
- announcement that these sudden deaths brought forward as next heir to the
- dukedom Captain Edward Torr, late of the &mdash;th Hussars, who was better
- known, perhaps, as the husband of Miss Cora Bayard. The thought of Cora as
- a prospective duchess made such a direct appeal to the gayer side of the
- popular mind, that the gruesome terrors surrounding her advancement were
- lost to sight. When, a few days later, it was stated that the venerable
- Duke of Glastonbury had suffered a stroke of paralysis, and lay at
- Caermere in a critical state, the news only made more vivid the picture of
- the music-hall dancer turned into Her Grace which the public had in its
- mind&rsquo;s eye. Her radiant portrait in the photographic weeklies and budgets
- was what remained uppermost in the general memory.
- </p>
- <p>
- For a time, however, in that little fraction of the public which is called
- Society, the figure of another woman concentrated interest upon itself, in
- connection with the Torr tragedy. The fact that a music-hall person was to
- wear a great title had no permanent hold upon the imagination of this
- class. They would probably see rather less of her then than now&mdash;and
- the thing had no longer the charm of the unusual. But they had known Lady
- Cressage. They had admired her, followed after her, done all sorts of nice
- things for her, in that season of her wonderful triumph as the most
- beautiful girl, and the most envied bride, in London. After her marriage
- she had been very little in evidence, it was true; one hardly knew of any
- other reigning beauty who had let the sceptre slip through her fingers so
- promptly and completely. What was the secret of it all? It could not be
- said that she had lost her good looks, or that she was lacking in
- cleverness. There was no tangible scandal against her; to the contrary,
- she seemed rather surprisingly indifferent to men&rsquo;s company. Of course, it
- was understood that her marriage was unhappy, but that was scarcely a
- reason for allowing herself to be so wholly snuffed out of social
- importance. Everybody knew what the Torrs were like as husbands, and
- everybody would have been glad to be good to her. But in some
- unaccountable way, without quite producing the effect of rebuffing
- kindness, she had contrived to lapse from the place prepared for her. And
- now those last words from the lips of poor young Cressage&mdash;&ldquo;Perhaps
- that will teach her a lesson!&rdquo;&mdash;sifted their way from the coroner&rsquo;s
- inquest in a Welsh village up to London, and set people thinking once
- more. Who could tell? It might be that the fault was not all on one side.
- According to the accounts of Milford, he was in a state of visible
- excitement and mental distress. The very fact of his going off alone in a
- yacht with his father, of whom he notoriously saw as little as possible on
- dry land, showed that he must have been greatly upset. And his words could
- mean nothing save that it was a quarrel with his wife which had sent him
- off to what proved to be his death. What was this quarrel about? And was
- it the woman, after all, who was to blame? Echoes of these questions, and
- of their speculative and varied answers, kept themselves alive here and
- there in London till Parliament rose in August. They were lost then in the
- general flutter toward the moors.
- </p>
- <p>
- Lady Cressage, meantime, had not quitted Caermere or disclosed any design
- of doing so, and it is there we return to her, where she sat at her ease
- under the palms in the glass-house, with a book open before her.
- </p>
- <p>
- The spattering reports of a number of guns, not very far away, caused her
- presently to lift her head, but after an instant, with a fleeting frown,
- she went back to her book. The racket continued, and finally she closed
- the volume, listened with a vexed face for a minute or two and then sprang
- to her feet.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Positively this is too bad!&rdquo; she declared aloud, to herself.
- </p>
- <p>
- Unexpectedly, as she turned, she found confronting her another young
- woman, also clad in black, even to the point of long gloves, and a broad
- hat heavy with funereal plumes. In her hand she held some unopened
- letters, and on her round, smooth, pretty countenance there was a doubtful
- look.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Good-mornin&rsquo;, dear,&rdquo; said this newcomer. Her voice, not unmusical in
- tone, carried the suggestion of being produced with sedulous regard to a
- system. &ldquo;There were no letters for you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- There was a momentary pause, and then Lady Cressage, as if upon
- deliberation, answered, &ldquo;Good-morning&mdash;Cora.&rdquo; She turned away
- listlessly as she spoke.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, so it <i>is</i> one of my &lsquo;Cora&rsquo; days, after all,&rdquo; said the other,
- with a long breath of ostentatious reassurance. &ldquo;I never know in the least
- where to have you, my dear, you know&mdash;and particularly this mornin&rsquo;;
- I made sure you&rsquo;d blame me for the guns.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Blame&rdquo;&mdash;commented Lady Cressage, musingly&mdash;&ldquo;I no longer blame
- anybody for anything. I&rsquo;ve long since done with my fancy for playing at
- being God, and distributing judgments about among people.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, you&rsquo;re quite right about this shootin&rsquo; the home covers,&rdquo; protested
- the other. &ldquo;I gave Eddy a fair bit of my mind about it&mdash;but you know
- what he is, when once he&rsquo;s headed in a given direction. You might as well
- talk soft to the east wind. And, for that matter, I was dead against his
- bringin&rsquo; these men down here at all&mdash;though it may surprise you to
- hear it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Lady Cressage, still looking away, shook her head very slightly. &ldquo;No&mdash;I
- don&rsquo;t find myself particularly surprised,&rdquo; she said, with an effect of
- languor. &ldquo;Really, I can&rsquo;t be said to have given the matter a thought, one
- way or the other. It is neither my business nor my wish to form opinions
- about your husband&rsquo;s friends. We were speaking of something else, were we
- not?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why, yes,&rdquo; responded Mrs. Edward; &ldquo;I mentioned that sometimes I&rsquo;m &lsquo;Cora,&rsquo;
- and sometimes it&rsquo;s very much the other way about. I merely mentioned it&mdash;don&rsquo;t
- think I mean to complain&mdash;only I began calling <i>you</i> Edith from
- the start&mdash;from the first day I came here, after the&mdash;after the&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I know you did. It was very kind of you,&rdquo; murmured Edith, but with no
- affectation of gratitude in her voice. Then, slowly, she turned her eyes
- toward her companion, and added in a more considerate tone: &ldquo;But then you
- are by nature a much kindlier person than I am.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, yes, you say that,&rdquo; put in the other, &ldquo;but it isn&rsquo;t true, you know.
- It&rsquo;s only that I&rsquo;ve seen more of the world, and am so much older than you
- are. That&rsquo;s what tells, my dear&mdash;it&rsquo;s years that smooths the temper
- down, and rubs off one&rsquo;s sharp corners&mdash;of course, if one has some
- sense to start with. I assure you, Edith, that when I was your age I was a
- perfect tiger-cat.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Lady Cressage smiled in a wan fashion, as if in despite of her mood. &ldquo;You
- always make such a point of your seniority,&rdquo; she said, not unamiably, &ldquo;but
- when I look at you, I can never believe you&rsquo;re of any age at all. I seem a
- thousand years old beside you.&rdquo; Mrs. Edward showed some dazzling teeth in
- her pleased appreciation of the compliment. Her smile was as
- characteristic as her voice, in its studiously regular and equable
- distribution. The even parting of her bright lips, with their symmetrical
- inner lines of white, was supported to a nicety of proportional value by
- eyelashes and eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It&rsquo;s what I&rsquo;ve been saying,&rdquo; she commented, with frank enjoyment. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s
- good temper that does the trick.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- To tell the truth, Mrs. Edward&rsquo;s was a face which bore no visible relation
- to years. It was of rounded oval in contour, with beautifully chiseled
- small features, a faultless skin which was neither fair nor dark and fine
- large eyes that seemed sometimes blue, and as often something else. In
- these eyes there lay always, within touch of the surface, a latent smile,
- ready to beam, to sparkle, to dance, to languish in mellow softness or
- glitter in cool abstract recognition of pleasantries afloat, all at the
- instant bidding of the lips below. These lips, delicately arched and of
- vivid warmth of color, were as restricted in their movements as is the
- mercury in a thermometer. They did not curl sidewise upon occasion; they
- never pouted, or pulled themselves inward together under the stress of
- sudden emotion. They did nothing but separate, in perfectly balanced
- measure, sometimes by only a hair&rsquo;s breadth, again in the freest fashion,
- but always in painstaking harmony with the spirit of the glance above.
- Students of this smile, or rather of this range of graded smiles,
- ordinarily reached the conclusion that it was the lips which gave the
- signal to the eyes. Certain it is that they worked together in trained
- accord, and that the rest of the face did nothing at all. The white
- forehead furrowed itself with no lines of puzzled thought; there was not
- the shadow of a wrinkle at the corners of the little mouth, or about the
- shapely brown lashes&mdash;and it seemed incredible that time should ever
- bring one.
- </p>
- <p>
- Beside this serene and lovely mask&mdash;in the placidity of which one
- found the pledge of an easy temper along with the promise of unfailing
- youth&mdash;the face of Lady Cressage was still beautiful, but in a
- restless and strenuous way. If she did produce the effect of being the
- older of the two, it was because Mrs. Edward&rsquo;s countenance had nothing to
- do with any such standard of comparison.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;When you come to think of it,&rdquo; the latter went on now, &ldquo;you <i>do</i>
- seem older than I do, dear&mdash;I mean you seem so to me. Of course I
- know there&rsquo;s a good six years&rsquo; difference between us&mdash;and as far as
- appearance goes, I needn&rsquo;t say that you&rsquo;d be the belle of the ball in
- London as easily as you were four years ago&mdash;but all the same you
- have the knack of making me feel as if I were the youngster, and you the
- grown-up. I&rsquo;ve a sister&mdash;five years younger than me&mdash;and she
- does the same thing. When she looks at me&mdash;just quietly turns her
- eyes full on me, you know&mdash;it seems as if I ought to have a pinafore
- on, and she have spectacles and a cap. Oh, she used to give me the jumps,
- that girl did. We haven&rsquo;t seen much of each other, these last few years;
- we didn&rsquo;t hit it off particularly well&mdash;but&mdash;why, hello! this <i>is</i>
- odd, if you like!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What is it?&rdquo; asked the other, perfunctorily.
- </p>
- <p>
- Mrs. Edward had been, shuffling the envelopes in her hand the while she
- spoke, and idly noting their superscriptions. She held up one of them now,
- in explanation of her remark.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, talk of the devil, you know&mdash;I was speaking of my sister
- Frank, and here&rsquo;s a letter from her. She hasn&rsquo;t written a line to me in&mdash;how
- long is it?&mdash;why, it must be&mdash;well, certainly not since I was
- married. Funny, isn&rsquo;t it? I wonder if it&rsquo;s anything about the pater.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She continued to regard the sealed missive absent-mindedly, as if the
- resource of opening it had not yet suggested itself to her. In the
- meantime, something else occurred to her, and she turned to face Lady
- Cressage, who had seated herself again.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I meant what I said about these men Eddy&rsquo;s brought down,&rdquo; she declared.
- &ldquo;I didn&rsquo;t want them to be asked, and I don&rsquo;t like their being here, any
- more than you do. Yes, I want to have you understand,&rdquo; she persisted, as
- the other offered a gesture of deprecation, &ldquo;I hope I&rsquo;m the last person in
- the world to round on old pals, but really, as I told Eddy, a man in his
- position must draw the line somewhere. I don&rsquo;t mind giving a leg-up to old
- Pirie&mdash;in a quiet way, of course&mdash;for he&rsquo;s not half a bad sort
- by himself; but as for the rest, what are they? I don&rsquo;t care for their
- families or their commissions&mdash;I&rsquo;ve seen too much of the world to be
- taken in by kid of that sort&mdash;I say they&rsquo;re bounders. I never was
- what you might call keen about them as the right friends for Eddy, even
- before&mdash;I mean in the old days, when it didn&rsquo;t matter so much what
- company he kept. But now, with everything so altered, he ought to see that
- they&rsquo;re not in his class at all. And that&rsquo;s just what I can&rsquo;t get him to
- do in the least.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Men have their own views in these matters. They are often rather
- difficult to understand,&rdquo; commented Edith, sententiously.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I should think so!&rdquo; began Mrs. Edward. &ldquo;Why, if I were a man, and in
- Eddy&rsquo;s place&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Her words had ended aimlessly, as her eyes followed the lines of the
- letter she had at last opened and begun to read. She finished the brief
- task, and then, going back to the top of the single page, went over it
- again more attentively. There was something indefinably impressive about
- the silence in which she did this, and Lady Cressage presently raised an
- inquiring glance. Mrs. Edward&rsquo;s face exhibited no marked change of
- expression, but it had turned deathly pale. The unabated redness of the
- lips gave this pallor a ghastliness which frightened Edith, and brought
- her to her feet.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What in the name&mdash;&rdquo; she began, but the other held up a black-gloved
- hand.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Is this something you know about?&mdash;something you&rsquo;ve been putting
- up?&rdquo; Cora demanded, in a harsh, ungoverned voice, moving forward as she
- spoke. &ldquo;Look at this. Here&rsquo;s what my sister writes.&rdquo; She did not offer to
- show the letter, but huskily read forth its contents:
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;&lsquo;London, September 30.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;&lsquo;My dear Cora: I don&rsquo;t know whether you will thank me or not, but I feel
- that some one ought to warn you, if only that you may pull yourself
- together to meet what is coming. Your house is built of cards, and it is
- only a question of days, perhaps of hours, when it will be pushed over.
- Your husband is not the heir, after all. I am truly in great grief at the
- thought of what this will mean to you, and I can only hope that you will
- believe me when I sign myself,
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;&lsquo;Your sincerely affectionate sister,
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;&lsquo;Frances.&rsquo;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The two women exchanged a tense look in which sheer astonishment
- encountered terror, and mingled with it.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, I know nothing of this,&rdquo; faltered Edith, more in response to the
- other&rsquo;s wild eyes than to the half-forgotten inquiries that had prefaced
- the reading of the letter.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No trick of a child, eh? What do they call it, posthumous?&rdquo; Cora panted,
- still with the rough voice which had shaken off the yoke of tuition.
- </p>
- <p>
- Edith lifted her head. &ldquo;That is absurd,&rdquo; she answered, curtly.
- </p>
- <p>
- As they confronted each other thus, a moving shadow outside caught their
- notice. Instinctively turning their eyes, they beheld through the glass a
- stranger, a slender young man with a soft hat of foreign fashion, striding
- across the lawn away from the house. He held his head high in the air, and
- they could see that the hands carried stiffly outstretched at his sides
- were clenched.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He struts across the turf as if he owned it,&rdquo; said Edith, clutching
- vaguely at the meaningless relief which this interruption seemed to offer.
- </p>
- <p>
- But Mrs. Edward had sunk info the chair, and buried her face in her
- black-gloved hands.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0005" id="link2HCH0005"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER V
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">C</span>hristian began his
- walk with swift, energetic steps, and a guiding eye fixed resolutely on a
- distinguishing mark in the distant line of tree-tops beyond, as if both
- speed and directness of course were of utmost urgency to his purpose.
- While his body moved forward thus automatically, however, his mind
- remained engrossed with what had been said and done in the room he was
- leaving behind.
- </p>
- <p>
- His brain reproduced over and over again the appearance of the two young
- brothers, their glances at each other, their sneering scowls at him. The
- picture of Augustine whispering in Edward&rsquo;s ear, and of Edward shaking his
- sulky head, stuck in his memory as a living thing. He had continued to see
- it after he had turned his back on them and gone to the window. The
- infamous words which had been spoken about his father were a part of this
- picture, and their inflection still rang in his ears just as the young men
- still stood before his eyes, compact of hostility to him and his blood.
- </p>
- <p>
- The noise of guns in the wood he approached was for a time subordinated in
- his mind to those bitter echoes of Edward&rsquo;s speech. When at last these
- reports of firing attracted his attention, he had passed out of sight of
- Caermere, and found himself on a vaguely defined path at the end of a
- broad heath, much overgrown with heather and broom and low, straggling,
- inhospitable-looking shrubs novel to his eye. Curious movements among this
- shaggy verdure caught his wandering notice, and he stopped to observe them
- more closely. A great many rabbits&mdash;or would they be hares?&mdash;were
- making their frightened escape from the wood in front of him, and darting
- about for cover in this undergrowth. He became conscious now of an
- extraordinary tumult in the wood itself&mdash;a confused roar of men&rsquo;s
- voices raised in apparently meaningless cries, accompanied by an
- unintelligible pounding of sticks on timber and crackling brush. This
- racket almost drowned the noise of the remote firing; its effect of
- consternation upon the small inhabitants of the thicket was only less than
- the bewilderment that it caused in Christian&rsquo;s mind. Forgetting altogether
- his own concerns, he pushed cautiously forward to spy out the cause of the
- commotion.
- </p>
- <p>
- Somewhat later, he emerged from the wood again, having obtained a
- tolerable notion of what was going on. He had caught a view of one line of
- beaters making their way through a copse, diagonally away from him&mdash;rough
- men clad for the most part in white jackets, who shouted and thrashed
- about them with staves as they went&mdash;and it was easy enough to
- connect their work, and the consequent rise and whirring rush of birds
- before it, with the excited fusillade of guns farther on. Christian did
- not get a sight of the sportsmen themselves. Albeit with some doubts as to
- the dignity of the proceeding, he made a detour of the piece of woodland,
- with the idea of coming out upon the shooting party, but when he arrived
- at the barrier it was to find on the spot only a couple of men in greenish
- corduroys, whom he took to be underkeepers. They were at work before a
- large heap of pheasants, tying the birds in pairs by the necks, and
- hanging them over a long stick, stretched between two trees, which already
- bent under its burden. They glanced up from their employment at Christian,
- and when he stooped to pick up one of the cartridge cases with which the
- ground at his feet was strewn, they exchanged some muttered comment at
- which both laughed aloud. He instinctively threw the little tube down, and
- looked away from the men. The thought occurred to him that if they only
- knew who he was their confusion would be pathetic, but as it was, they had
- the monopoly of self-possession, and it was he who shyly withdrew.
- </p>
- <p>
- The whole diversion, however, had cleared and sweetened his mood. He
- retraced his steps through the wood and then struck off in a new direction
- across the heath, at a more leisurely pace than he had come, his mind
- dwelling pleasurably upon the various picturesque phases of what he had
- witnessed. The stray glimpses of <i>la chasse</i> which had been afforded
- him in the South had had nothing in common with this. The unkempt freedom
- of the growths about him appealed to his senses as cultivated parks and
- ordered forests had never done. It was all so strong and simple and
- natural&mdash;and the memory of the beaters smashing along in the thicket,
- bawling and laying about them with their clubs, gave it a primitive note
- which greatly pleased his fancy.
- </p>
- <p>
- The heath was even finer, in his eyes, than the wood. The air stirring
- across it, for one thing, had a quality which he seemed never to have
- known before&mdash;and the wild, almost savage, aspect of its squat gray
- and russet herbage, the sense of a splendidly unashamed idleness and
- unproductiveness suggested by its stretches of waste land, charmed his
- imagination. He said to himself, as he sauntered here, that he would
- gallop every day across this wonderful plain, with a company of big dogs
- at his horse&rsquo;s heels. The thought of the motion in the saddle inspired him
- to walk faster. He straightened himself, put his hands to his coat at the
- breast as he had seen young Englishmen do on their pedestrian tours, and
- strode briskly forward, humming to himself as he moved. The hateful
- episode of the morning had not so much faded from his thoughts, as shaken
- itself into a new kaleidoscopic formation. Contact with these noble
- realities out of doors had had the effect, as it were, of immeasurably
- increasing his stature. When he thought of those paltry cousins of his, it
- was as if he looked down upon their insignificance from a height.
- </p>
- <p>
- He came at last face to face with a high stone wall, the pretensions and
- obvious antiquity of which told him at once that he had returned to the
- vicinity of the castle. Sure enough, there were discernible at a
- considerable distance down to the right some of the turrets and roofs of
- Caermere, and he turned his course in that direction. It seemed to him a
- long way that he walked by the side of this great wall, marveling as he
- did so at its size and at the ambitious views of the persons who built it.
- The reflection that they were ancestors of his own came to his mind, and
- expanded therein. He also would build like a great nobleman in his time!
- What was there so grand as building?&mdash;he mused as he looked about him&mdash;unless
- it might be the heath and the brownish-purple hills beyond, and these also
- one intuitively thought of as having been built.
- </p>
- <p>
- Presently a small doorway appeared in the massive wall, and Christian,
- finding it unlocked, passed through it into a vast garden. The inner and
- sunny side of the wall, as far as he could see in either direction, was
- veined with the regularly espaliered branches of dwarf trees flattened
- against it, from which still depended here and there belated specimens of
- choice fruit. On the other side of the path following close this wall,
- down which he proceeded, were endless rows of small trees and staked
- clumps of canes, all now bereft of their season&rsquo;s produce. The spectacle
- did not fit with what had been mentioned to him of the poverty of
- Caermere. Farther on, a tall hedge stretching at right angles from the
- wall separated this orchard from what he saw now, by glimpses through an
- open arch, to a be a flower garden. He quickened his pace at the sight,
- for flowers were very near his heart.
- </p>
- <p>
- At first there was not much to move his admiration. The sunlit profusion
- of his boyhood&rsquo;s home had given him standards of size and glowing color
- which were barely approached, and nowhere equaled, here. Suddenly he came
- upon something, however, before which he perforce stopped. It was the
- beginning of a long row of dahlias, rounded flowers on the one side of
- him, pointed and twisted cactus varieties on the other, and he had
- imagined nothing like this before in his life. Apparently no two of the
- tall plants, held upright to the height of his breast by thick stakes,
- were alike, and he knew not upon which to expend the greater delight, the
- beauty of their individual blossoms or the perfection of skill exhibited
- in the color-arrangement of the line.
- </p>
- <p>
- He moved slowly along, examining the more notable flowers in detail with
- such ardor that a young lady in a black gown, but with a broad hat of
- light straw on her pale hair, advanced up the path, paused, and stood
- quite near him for some moments before he perceived her presence. Then
- with a little start, he took off his hat, and held it in his hands while
- he made a stiff bow.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are fond of flowers?&rdquo; Lady Cressage said, more as a remark than an
- inquiry. She observed him meanwhile with politely calm interest.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;These dahlias are extraordinary!&rdquo; he exclaimed, very earnestly. &ldquo;I have
- never seen such flowers, and such variety. It surprises me a great deal.
- It is a spécialité in England, n&rsquo;est ce pas?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think I have heard that we have carried the dahlia further than other
- countries have done,&rdquo; responded the lady, courteously giving the name the
- broad-voweled sound he had used. She added with a pleasant softening of
- eyes and lips: &ldquo;But you ought not to begrudge us one little triumph like
- this&mdash;you who come from the very paradise of flowers.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The implication in her words caused him to straighten himself, and to
- regard her with a surprised new scrutiny. He saw now that she was very
- beautiful, and he strove to recall the few casual remarks Lord Julius had
- dropped, concerning the two ladies at the castle, as a clue to her
- identity. One had been an actress, he remembered&mdash;and this lady&rsquo;s
- graceful equanimity had, perhaps, something histrionic in it. But if she
- happened not to be the actress, then it would no doubt anger her very much
- to be taken for one. He knew so little of women&mdash;and then his own
- part in the small drama occurred to him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is evident that you understand who I am,&rdquo; he said, with another bow.
- The further thought that in either case she was related to him, was a part
- of the family of which he would soon be the head, came to give him fresh
- confidence. &ldquo;It is not only dahlias that are carried to unrivaled heights
- of beauty in England,&rdquo; he added, and bowed once more.
- </p>
- <p>
- She smiled outright at this. &ldquo;That is somewhat too&mdash;what shall I say?&mdash;continental
- for these latitudes,&rdquo; she remarked. &ldquo;Men don&rsquo;t say such glowing things in
- England. We haven&rsquo;t sun enough, you know, properly to ripen rose-hips&mdash;or
- compliments. I should like to introduce myself, if I may&mdash;I am Edith
- Cressage&mdash;and Lord Julius has told me the wonderful story about you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She held out her hand as she spoke, with a deliberate gesture, which
- afforded Christian time to note its exquisite modeling, if he had had the
- eyes for it. But he took the hand in his own rather cursorily, and began
- speaking with abruptness before he had finished his bow and relinquished
- it.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is much too wonderful,&rdquo; he said, hastily. &ldquo;It frightens me. I cannot
- get used to it. I have the feeling that I should go away somewhere, and
- live by myself, till it became all familiar to me. But then I see it would
- be just as painful, wherever I went.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, let us hope it would be least painful here, of all places,&rdquo; urged the
- lady, in gentle deprecation of his tone. &ldquo;Caermere is not gay, but it can
- be soothing and restful&mdash;to those who stand in need of solace. It has
- come to be my second home&mdash;I never thought one could grow so deeply
- attached to a place. It has been to me like a tender old nurse and
- confidante&mdash;in times when&mdash;when its shelter and consolation were
- very welcome&rdquo;&mdash;she faltered for an instant, with averted face, then
- raised her moist eyes to his, and let them sparkle&mdash;&ldquo;and oh, you will
- grow to love Caermere with all your heart.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian felt himself much moved. He had put on his hat, and stepped now
- to her side.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have seen nothing of it at all,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;I am going to ask that you
- shall show it to me&mdash;you who love it so much. But if I shall remain
- here now, that I cannot in the least tell. Nothing is arranged, so far as
- I know. I am quite in Lord Julius&rsquo; hands&mdash;thus far.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- They had tacitly begun to move down the path together, loitering to look
- at plants on either side which particularly invited notice.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Lord Julius is a remarkable man,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;If one is fortunate enough
- to enlist his friendship, there is no end to what he can do for him. You
- can hardly imagine what a difference it makes for you in everything&mdash;the
- fact that he is warmly disposed towards you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, that I have been told,&rdquo; said Christian, &ldquo;and I see it for myself,
- too. I do not feel that I know him very well, as yet. It was only
- yesterday morning that I met him for the first time at an hotel in
- Brighton. We breakfasted together, we looked through papers together and
- then we began a long railway journey together, which only ended a few
- hours ago. We have talked a great deal in this time, but, as I have said,
- the man himself is not very clear to me yet. But no one could have been
- kinder&mdash;and I think he likes me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, of course he does,&rdquo; affirmed Lady Cressage, as if anything else would
- have been incredible. &ldquo;And&mdash;talking with him so much, so
- continuously, you no doubt understand the entire situation. I am glad that
- he at least left it to me to show you over Caermere; there is apparently
- nothing else in which I can be of use.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian, though he smiled in kindly recognition of her attitude, offered
- no verbal comment, and after a wandering digression about dahlias, she
- returned to the subject.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If there <i>is</i> anything I can tell you&mdash;about the family, the
- position of affairs in general, and so on&mdash;you should not stand on
- ceremony with me. Has he, for example, explained about money affairs?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The young man looked keenly at her for an instant, as if the question took
- him by surprise. Then he answered frankly enough: &ldquo;Nothing definite. I
- only gather that it will be made easier for me than it would have been for&mdash;for
- other members of the family, if they&mdash;had been in my place. But
- perhaps that is not what I should say to you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Lady Cressage smiled on him reassuringly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, don&rsquo;t think of me in that light,&rdquo; she pleaded. &ldquo;I stand quite outside
- the&mdash;what shall I say?&mdash;the interested family circle. I have no
- ax of any description to grind. You, of course, have been told my position
- in the castle&mdash;that is, so far as it can be told by others. It is a
- simple enough story&mdash;I was to have been everything, and then the wind
- happens to change off the Welsh coast and lo! I am nothing&mdash;nothing!
- It is not even certain that I am not a beggar&mdash;living here on alms.
- Legally, everything is in such confusion that no one knows how he stands.
- But so far as I am concerned, it doesn&rsquo;t matter. My cup has been filled so
- full&mdash;so long:&mdash;that a little more or less trouble is of no
- importance. Oh, I assure you, I do not desire to be considered in the
- matter at all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She made this last declaration with great earnestness, in immediate
- response to the sympathetic look and gesture with which Christian had
- interrupted her narrative.
- </p>
- <p>
- His gentle eyes regarded her troubled beauty with compassionate softness.
- &ldquo;I venture to think that you will be considered a good deal, none the
- less,&rdquo; he remarked, in a grave yet eager tone. The sense of elation at
- being able to play the part of Providence to such a lady spread through
- his mind and possessed his being. The lofty possibilities of the powers
- devolving upon him had never been so apparent before. He instinctively put
- out his arm toward her, in such overt fashion that she could but take it.
- She did not lean upon it, but imparted to the contact instead a kind of
- ceremonial reserve which directly ministered to the patrician side of his
- mood.
- </p>
- <p>
- They walked, if possible, still more slowly now, pausing before almost
- every stake; their talk was of the flowers, with occasional lapses into
- the personal.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What you said about Lord Julius,&rdquo; she remarked, in one of these
- interludes, &ldquo;is quite true. He has it in his power to say whether the duke
- shall be a rich man or a pauper, and until yesterday he was all for the
- pauper. If poor Porlock and his sons had lived, they knew very well that
- Lord Julius was no friend of theirs, and would starve the title whichever
- of them had it. And so with these others&mdash;Edward and Augustine&mdash;only
- with them, it isn&rsquo;t merely dislike but loathing that Lord Julius has for
- them.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I met those young gentlemen this morning,&rdquo; said Christian stiffly. &ldquo;It
- seemed to me that Lord Julius went quite out of his way to be kind with
- them. I should never have gathered that he hated them.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, not personally,&rdquo; she explained. &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t think he dislikes anybody
- personally. But in what you may call their representative capacity he is
- furious with people if they don&rsquo;t measure up to his idea of what they
- should be. I never heard of any other family that had such a man in it. I
- used to admire him very much&mdash;when I was newly married&mdash;I
- thought his ideals for the family were so noble and fine&mdash;but I don&rsquo;t
- know&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you have suspicions of Julius, then?&rdquo; asked Christian, hurriedly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, no, no!&rdquo; she protested. &ldquo;Nothing is farther from my thoughts. Only I
- have seen it all, here. I have lived in the very heart of it&mdash;and
- much as I sympathize with his feelings, I can&rsquo;t help feeling that he is
- unjust&mdash;not willfully, but still unjust. He and his son are men of
- great intelligence and refined tastes; they would do honor to any
- position. But is it quite fair of them to be so hard on cousins of theirs
- who were not given great intelligence, and who had no capacity whatever
- for refinement? That is what I mean. You saw those young men this morning.
- They are not up to much, certainly; their uncle Porlock and his sons
- averaged, perhaps, even a shade lower&mdash;you see I am speaking quite
- frankly&mdash;but when it is all said and done, they were not so
- remarkably worse than other men of their class. If any of the six had
- succeeded to the title, he would not have been such a startling anomaly in
- the peerage. I doubt if he would have attracted attention, one way or the
- other. But it became a fixed idea with Lord Julius years ago to get
- control of the estates, and to use this control to bully the elder line
- into the paths of sweetness and light. It didn&rsquo;t succeed in the least&mdash;and
- I think he grew a little spiteful. That is all. And besides&mdash;what
- does it matter? It is all ancient history now.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian was looking straight before him, with a meditative gaze. They
- walked for some moments in silence before he spoke. &ldquo;And how did he know
- that he would like me?&rdquo; he demanded, musingly. &ldquo;How should he be confident
- that I was better than the others? Perhaps&mdash;do you know?&mdash;was he
- very fond of my father?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have no idea,&rdquo; she responded. It was impossible not to note the brevity
- of her tone.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No one speaks willingly of my father,&rdquo; he broke forth with impulsive
- bitterness. &ldquo;Even Lord Julius would tell me nothing of him. And the young
- lady on the boat&mdash;she too&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He paused, and his companion, who had been looking away, glanced again at
- him. &ldquo;The young lady on the boat,&rdquo; she said, more by way of suggesting to
- him a safe topic than as an inquiry.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I much want to know who she can be,&rdquo; he cried, unconsciously
- accepting the diversion. He described the meeting at Rouen, the
- conversation and, after a fashion of his own, the girl herself. &ldquo;She
- said,&rdquo; he went on, &ldquo;that she had personally something to do with the story&mdash;&lsquo;remotely&rsquo;
- was the word she used. I asked Lord Julius, but he could not think who she
- might be. She earns her own living&mdash;she told me that&mdash;and she
- had never been out of England before. She is not well educated&mdash;in
- the school sense, I mean&mdash;her French was ridiculous. But she spoke
- very beautifully her own language, and her mind filled me with charm, but
- even more so her good heart. We swore friendship for all time&mdash;or at
- least I did.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Dear me!&rdquo; said Lady Cressage. Her thoughts had not been idle, and they
- brought to her now on the instant a satisfactory clue. She pondered it for
- a little, before she decided to speak. &ldquo;I think I know who this remarkable
- young lady must be,&rdquo; she observed then. &ldquo;This Captain Edward whom you met
- this morning&mdash;he has a wife.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, I know,&rdquo; put in Christian abruptly&mdash;&ldquo;the actress-lady; Julius
- told me of her.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I suppose &lsquo;actress&rsquo; would cover the thing,&rdquo; she answered, with an air of
- amiable indifference. &ldquo;She danced more than she acted, I believe, but
- &lsquo;actress&rsquo; is a very general term. Well, your eternal friend is, I suspect,
- her younger sister. &lsquo;I have never seen her, but by accident I happen to
- know that she is aware of your coming to England.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian&rsquo;s mobile face had lengthened somewhat. &ldquo;Is she also an&mdash;an
- &lsquo;actress&rsquo;?&rdquo; he asked, dolefully.
- </p>
- <p>
- Lady Cressage looked skyward, with halfclosed eyes, in an effort of
- memory. &ldquo;I really seem to have heard what she did,&rdquo; she mused,
- hesitatingly. &ldquo;I know her sister has often spoken of her. Is it &lsquo;barmaid&rsquo;?
- No. &lsquo;Telegraph&rsquo;? No, it&rsquo;s her father who&rsquo;s in the General Post Office.
- Why, now, how stupid of me! She can&rsquo;t be a nurse, of course, or there
- would have been her uniform. Oh, now I remember&mdash;she&rsquo;s a typewriter.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- It was not clear to her whether Christian wholly comprehended the term,
- now that she had found it. She perceived, however, that he disliked
- something in what she had said, or in her manner of saying it. The
- remarkable responsiveness of his countenance to passing emotions and moods
- within him had already impressed her. She regarded his profile now with a
- sidelong glance, and reconstructed some of her notions about him by the
- help of what she saw. Nothing was said, until suddenly he paused, gazing
- with kindled eye upon the prospect opened before him.
- </p>
- <p>
- They had come to the end of the garden, and stood at the summit of a broad
- stone-kerbed path descending in terraces. Above them, the dense foliage of
- the yews rising at either side of the gap in the hedge had been trained
- and cut into an arched canopy. From under this green gateway Christian
- looked down upon a Caermere he had not imagined to himself before.
- </p>
- <p>
- The castle revealed itself for the first time, as he beheld it now, in its
- character as a great medieval fortress. On his arrival in the morning,
- emerging from the shadowed driveway into the immediate precinct of the
- house, he had seen only its variously modernized parts; these, as they
- were viewed from this altitude, shrank to their proper proportions&mdash;an
- inconsiderable fraction of the mighty whole. All about, the massive
- shoulders of big hills shelved downward to form the basin-like hollow in
- which the castle seemed to stand, but their large bulk, so far from
- dwarfing Caermere, produced the effect of emphasizing its dimensions. Its
- dark-gray walls and towers, with their bulging clumps of chimneys and
- turrets, and lusterless facets of many-angled roofings, all of somber
- slate, were visibly the product, the very child, of the mountains. A
- sensation of grim, adamantine, implacable power took hold of the young
- man&rsquo;s brain as he gazed. For a long time he did not want to talk, and felt
- vaguely that he was signifying this by the slight, sustained pressure of
- his arm against hers. At all events, she grasped his wish, and preserved
- silence, holding herself a little behind him, so that he might look down,
- without distraction, upon his kingdom.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;These Torrs,&rdquo; he burst forth all at once, with a nervous uncertainty in
- his tones as of one out of breath, &ldquo;these ancestors of mine&mdash;the
- family I belong to&mdash;did they produce great men? You must know their
- history. Julius says we are the most ancient family in England. I have not
- had the time yet to learn anything of what we did. Were there heroes and
- famous soldiers and learned scholars among us? To look at that wonderful
- castle there at our feet, it seems as if none but born chiefs and rulers
- of mankind could ever have come out of it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Captain Edward and his brother Augustine were both born there,&rdquo; she
- permitted her own over-quick tongue to comment.
- </p>
- <p>
- He let her arm drop from his with a swift gesture, and wheeled round to
- look her in the face. The glance in his eyes said so much to her that she
- hastened to anticipate his speech.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Forgive me!&rdquo; she urged hastily. &ldquo;It was silly thoughtlessness of mine. I
- do not know you at all well as yet, you know, and I say the wrong things
- to you. Do tell me you forgive me! And it is only fair to myself to say,
- too, that I have been in a bad school these last few years. Conversation
- as one practices it at Caermere is merely the art of making everything
- pointed and sharp enough to pierce thick skins. I should have remembered
- that you were different&mdash;it was unpardonable of me! But I have really
- angered you!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian, still looking at her, found himself gently shaking his head in
- reassurance. It was plain enough to him that this beautiful young woman
- had suffered much, and that at the hands of his own people. What wonder
- that acrid memories of them should find their way to her lips? He also had
- been unhappy. He smiled gravely into her face at the softening
- recollection.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;We were speaking of different things, I think,&rdquo; he commented, and nodded
- approval at sight of the relieved change which his tone brought to her
- countenance. &ldquo;I know very well there are many disagreeable and unpleasant
- matters close about us&mdash;when we are down below, there. But now we are
- up above them, and we forget them all, or ignore them&mdash;and I was
- asking you about the history of the family&mdash;its ancient history.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She put her hand lightly upon his arm again. &ldquo;Lord Julius is right about
- it being a very, very long history,&rdquo; she said, putting into her voice a
- tacit recognition of his magnanimity. &ldquo;I know it, in a certain way, but I
- can hardly make a good story of it, I&rsquo;m afraid. The family is Keltic, you
- know. That is what is always said about it, as its most distinguishing
- characteristic. It is the only large English one which managed to survive
- through the Saxon period, and then the Norman period, and keep its name
- and its estates and its territorial power. This makes it very interesting
- to historians and archaeologists. There are many stone circles and Druidic
- monuments about here, some of which are said to be connected with the
- introduction of Christianity into Britain. You will see them another day,
- and read the legends about them. Well, it is said that the chief who
- possessed this land here, and who had some kind of a stronghold there
- where the castle is, at that time, was a Torr. Of course, there were no
- surnames then, but it would have been his tribal appellation, or something
- of the sort. The fact itself, I believe, is generally accepted&mdash;that
- the family that was here in St. David&rsquo;s time is here now. It is a
- tradition that there should always be a David in the family; it used to be
- the leading name, but now Christian is usually the duke&rsquo;s name, and the
- others are all saints, like Anselm, Edward, Augustine and&mdash;and so
- forth.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The young man looked down in meditation upon the gloomy, historic pile.
- &ldquo;It is a very grand beginning,&rdquo; he said, thoughtfully.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Perhaps it was too grand for mere mortals to live up to,&rdquo; she ventured,
- with a cautious sidelong eye on him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I see your meaning,&rdquo; he assented, nodding. &ldquo;Yes, no doubt it is natural.
- It is as if a boy were named Napoleon. He would be frightened to think
- what he had done to make his name and himself fit together&mdash;and very
- likely he would never do anything at all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, that is it,&rdquo; she answered, and drew a long, consolatory breath.
- </p>
- <p>
- They had begun to move down the wide winding path, and when they paused
- presently at one of the steps to note a new view of the buildings, she
- called his attention to something by a little exclamation and a pointing
- finger.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you see the balcony there, up above and to the left of the flat-topped
- tower&mdash;no, this side of the highest chimneys&mdash;there are figures
- coming out on it from the window.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There is some one in a reclining chair, n&rsquo;est ce pas?&rdquo; he asked,
- following her finger.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is your grandfather,&rdquo; she said softly. &ldquo;Those are his apartments&mdash;the
- rows of windows with the white woodwork. When the sun gets round to them,
- they bring him out&mdash;if he is strong enough. Evidently this is one of
- his good days.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian, gazing eagerly, made out beyond the attendants and the couch
- they bore, another figure, with a splash of white like a shield upon its
- front.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Is it not Julius?&rdquo; he asked swiftly, pressing her arm. &ldquo;Oh, then by this
- time my grandfather knows of me&mdash;knows that I am here! Should you not
- think so? And no doubt, since it is his good day, they will take me to see
- him. Is that not probable?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I haven&rsquo;t the least idea,&rdquo; she responded, after a momentary pause,
- &ldquo;either as to what Lord Julius has told him, or as to how much he is
- capable of understanding. Except from this distance, I have not seen him
- since he was struck down with paralysis. I know nothing of his condition
- beyond a stray, guarded word now and then from the doctors. If I were a
- professional thief and he a crown jewel, I could not have been more
- securely shut out from him!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The melancholy bitterness of her words, and tone appealed to the young
- man. He drew her hand closer to his side by a delicate pressure of the
- arm. &ldquo;I can see that you have been very unhappy,&rdquo; he said,
- compassionately.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh-h-h!&rdquo; she murmured, with a shuddering sigh. &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t&mdash;don&rsquo;t speak
- of it, I beg of you!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I also have had a sad youth,&rdquo; he went on, unconsciously tightening his
- arm. &ldquo;But now&rdquo;&mdash;and he lifted his head and smiled&mdash;&ldquo;who knows?
- Who shall say that the bad days are not all gone&mdash;for both of us?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Only the flutter of the hand against his arm made answer. They walked oh
- together down the broad sunlit path.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
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- </p>
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- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER VI
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">A</span>t the foot of the
- terraced slope, the wide, graveled path down which Lady Cressage had led
- Christian described a formal curve to the right, across a lawn which he
- recognized as belonging to his morning&rsquo;s experiences. The angle of the
- high, domed conservatory recalled itself to him. Beyond it, on the same
- side, would be the window from which he had quitted the house.
- </p>
- <p>
- To the left, a smaller footpath turned into still another garden, and he
- was glad that his companion moved this way. They were in a relatively
- small inclosure, hedged upon three sides by closely knit high walls of
- box; the straggling, untrimmed profusion of this tall growth, through
- which a multitude of sweet-briers thrust still farther upward their
- dipping and interlaced green rods, gave the place a homely if unkempt
- aspect. On the fourth side rose the blue-gray masonry of the castle itself&mdash;an
- ancient curtain stretched between two towers. The autumn sunlight lay upon
- this stained old wall, and warmed it, and glowed softly among the leaves
- and saffron blossoms of the great rose-tree trained upon it. This garden
- preserved the outlines of some former quaint arrangement of walks and
- beds, but these were comfortably softened everywhere, and in part
- obscured, by the untrammeled freedom of vegetation. Even over the
- moldering red tiles of the paths mosses had been suffered to creep
- unmolested. A few late roses were in bloom here and there, and at one
- corner there rose a colony of graceful white lilies, the scent of which
- filled the air. It was all very restful and charming, and Christian,
- pausing to gaze about him, gave little exclamations of pleasure at what he
- saw.
- </p>
- <p>
- In the center of the garden, surrounded by a low seat of weather-worn
- woodwork, was what seemed to be a fountain, culminating in a piece of
- statuary, so blackened and battered by time and storm that little could be
- made out of its creator&rsquo;s intentions. Christian, with some murmured
- inquiry, led the way toward this&mdash;and then perceived that Lord
- Julius, who had been sitting at the other and sunny side of the statue,
- was standing now in the path, confronting the new-comers with a friendly
- smile.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;This is <i>my</i> particular haunt at Caer-mere,&rdquo; he explained to the
- young man.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;In so huge a place, one is lost if he does not fasten upon a special
- corner or nook of some sort, and send down roots in it and make it his
- own. This was my mother&rsquo;s garden, and for over fifty years now I have
- bargained with one generation of head gardeners after another to leave it
- alone&mdash;as she left it. When Cheltnam came, he was so famous a person
- that I submitted to his budding some new varieties on the old wall-rose
- there&mdash;but, bless me, even that is thirty years ago&mdash;before
- either of you was born. I see you young people have lost no time in
- becoming acquainted.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edith Cressage looked into the old gentleman&rsquo;s eyes for a moment before
- she replied. They had exchanged this same glance&mdash;on her side at once
- puzzled, suspicious, defiant; on his full of a geniality possibly pointed
- with cynicism&mdash;very often during the last four years, without
- affecting by it any prepossession or prejudice in either&rsquo;s mind. &ldquo;We met
- by accident in the upper fruit-walk, and I introduced myself. It must be
- quite luncheon time. Shall we go in?&rdquo; She added, as upon an afterthought,
- and with another steadfast look into his face, &ldquo;I have promised to show
- him over the house and the castle.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Admirable!&rdquo; said Lord Julius, cordially.
- </p>
- <p>
- He looked at his watch. &ldquo;We will follow you in a very few moments, if we
- may. I dare say he is as ready for luncheon as I am, but I want to show
- him my old garden first.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, let me stop too!&rdquo; she exclaimed, without an instant&rsquo;s hesitation.
- &ldquo;May I confess it?&mdash;when you&rsquo;re not here I call it <i>my</i> garden,
- too. I knew it was your mother&rsquo;s&mdash;and I was always going to ask you
- to tell me about her, but the opportunity never offered. It is the one
- really perfect spot at Caermere, even to me. And I can understand how
- infinitely these old associations add to its charms for you! I shall truly
- not be in the way if I stop?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The elder man regarded her with a twinkling eye from under his broad
- hat-brim as he shook his head. &ldquo;To the contrary, we are both delighted,&rdquo;
- he answered, amiably enough. He began leading the way at this, and the two
- young people, walking perforce very close together on the narrow path,
- followed at his heels.
- </p>
- <p>
- He pointed out to them that the fountain, which he could not remember
- being in working order even in his boyhood, was built over the ancient
- well of the castle. The statue apparently dated from William and Mary&rsquo;s
- time; at least, it was very like the objects they set up at Hampton Court.
- Part of its pedestal was made of three Ogham stones, which were said to
- have stood by the well in former times. Flint knives and other primitive
- weapons had been found in the garden. Antiquaries were not agreed as to
- the possibility of the well having been in existence at any very remote
- period, but it was not unlikely that this small garden had been the center
- of interest&mdash;perhaps the scene of Druidical sacrifices, or even of
- the famous conversion of the tribe resident here by St. David&mdash;at the
- beginning of things. These speculations as to precise localities were
- interesting, but scarcely convincing. The wall at the end was a more
- definite affair. It had been built after the Third Crusade by Stephen de
- la Tour, as the Normanized name went then.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, the name has not always been spelled the same then?&rdquo; interrupted
- Christian here. He spoke with an eagerness which the abstract interest of
- the query seemed hardly to warrant.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Heavens, no!&rdquo; said Lord Julius. &ldquo;It has been Tor with one &lsquo;r&rsquo; and with
- two; it has been de la Tour, as I said, and Tour without the &lsquo;de la,&rsquo; and
- Toure, and I know of at least one branch of the people of the name of
- Tower who are undoubtedly of our stock. It is quite conceivable that many
- others of them are, too.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Then the forms of names can be altered at will?&rdquo; pursued Christian. &ldquo;If a
- man says, &lsquo;I will spell it so and so,&rsquo; then it is all right?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, yes,&rdquo; explained the other. &ldquo;Often two spellings exist side by side.
- Witness the Seymours a few years ago. You had one brother writing it
- Seymour and another St. Maur. The latter is now the official spelling&mdash;for
- the present, at least.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;This is extremely interesting to me,&rdquo; the young man cried. &ldquo;So I may keep
- my name as I have always borne it! I may write myself &lsquo;Christian Tower&rsquo;!
- That lifts a load from my mind. I had been unhappy to think of abandoning
- the name my father liked. He always both spelled and pronounced it
- &lsquo;Tower,&rsquo; and that is why I shall be so glad to do the same.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- An acute kind of silence rested upon the group for an awkward minute.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, don&rsquo;t let us have anymore archaeology before luncheon, Lord Julius,&rdquo;
- put in the lady then. &ldquo;Caermere so reeks with history that one must take
- it in small installments or be overwhelmed altogether. You were going to
- tell us about your mother, Lord Julius, and how you remember her, here in
- this dear old garden. And positively nothing has been changed since!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I mustn&rsquo;t go quite so far as that,&rdquo; said the old man, smilingly. He
- seemed grateful to her for the digression. &ldquo;A certain systematic
- renovation has, of course, been necessary; I have arranged with the
- gardeners to manage that. I dare say there are scarcely any plants or
- roots here now which were individually in existence in my mother&rsquo;s time;
- but their children, their descendants, are here in their places. Except
- for Cheltnam&rsquo;s buds on the wall there, I don&rsquo;t think any novelties have
- been introduced. If so, it was against my wish. The lilies in that corner,
- for example, are lineal progeny, heaven knows how many times removed, of
- the lilies my mother planted there. These roses are slips from other slips
- of the old cabbage and damask and moss roses she used to sit and look at
- with her crewel-work in her lap. The old flowers are gone, and yet they
- are not gone. In the same way, my mother has been dead for sixty years,
- and yet this is still her garden, and she is still here&mdash;here in the
- person of me, her son, and of Christian, her great-grandson.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And I,&rdquo; commented Lady Cressage, upon a sudden smiling impulse, &ldquo;I alone
- am an intruding new species&mdash;like one of Cheltnam&rsquo;s &lsquo;niphetos&rsquo; buds
- on the old rose. I hasten to extricate myself.&rdquo; And with a bright little
- nod and mock half-courtesy, she caught her gown in one hand, wheeled round
- and moved quickly down the path and through the hedge.
- </p>
- <p>
- The two men watched her till she vanished.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;She is a beautiful lady,&rdquo; observed Christian, with enthusiasm; &ldquo;and very
- courteous, too.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius offered no remark upon this, but stood for a little with his
- gaze apparently fixed on the point whence she had disappeared. Then,
- without turning his head, he said in a gently grave way:
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If I were you, Christian, I would make as few allusions, in mixed
- company, to my father as possible.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, yes! this is what I desired to discuss with you!&rdquo; said the young man,
- stoutly. He swung round to face the other, and his eyes sparkled with
- impatience. &ldquo;Everybody avoids mention of him; they turn to something else
- when I speak his name&mdash;all but those abominable young men who offered
- him insult. That is what I should very much like to talk about!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I had thought it might not be necessary,&rdquo; replied Lord Julius. &ldquo;At least,
- I had hoped you would pick up the information for yourself&mdash;a
- harmless little at a time, and guess the rest, and so spare everybody,
- yourself included. But that is precisely what you seem not to do; and I
- dare say I was wrong in not talking frankly with you at the start. But let
- me understand first: what do you know about your father?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Only that he was a soldier, a professional soldier. That I have told
- you,&rdquo; panted Christian.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, and a very notable soldier,&rdquo; responded the other. &ldquo;He won the
- Victoria Cross in the Mutiny&mdash;the youngest man in all India to do so.
- That is for you to remember always&mdash;in your own mind&mdash;for your
- own pride and consolation.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, yes, always!&rdquo; murmured the son.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And in other services, too, after he left England,&rdquo; the elder man went
- on, &ldquo;I have understood that he was a loyal and very valuable officer to
- those he fought for. This also is something for you to be proud of&mdash;-but
- still inside your own mind! That it is necessary to remember&mdash;that
- you must keep it to yourself. Forgive my repeating the injunction.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Go on!&rdquo; said Christian.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well,&rdquo; Lord Julius began, speaking with more hesitation, &ldquo;Ambrose as a
- soldier was magnificent, but you know enough from your books to know that
- splendid soldiers may easily be&mdash;how shall I say?&mdash;not so
- splendid in other walks of life. It is to be said for him that he was bare
- twenty-three&mdash;poor boy. It was in 1859; and, as misery would have it,
- I was in Syria, traveling with my wife. Perhaps if I had been in England,
- I could have done something. As it was, there was no one to help him; and
- of course it may be that he couldn&rsquo;t have been helped. It was a case of a
- young man returning to London, with honors and flattery enough to turn
- even an old head, and walking blindfold into the worst company in Europe.
- I have no intention of going into details. You must take my word for it
- that suddenly four or five young men of great families fled to the
- Continent; and that, without much publicity in the papers, there was a
- very miserable sort of scandal after their flight. Other names were
- mentioned&mdash;but I needn&rsquo;t go into that. It was to the interest of many
- influential people to hush the thing up, and to some extent they
- succeeded. After a while it became even possible for the others to come
- back to England&mdash;there are many ways of managing such matters&mdash;but
- there was one of them who never returned.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian gazed into the old man&rsquo;s face with mute, piteous fixity of
- concentration.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;This one, of course,&rdquo; Lord Julius pursued, picking his words still more
- cautiously, and liking his task less than ever, &ldquo;was your father. The way
- was smoothed for the rest to come back, but not for him&mdash;that is, at
- first. Later, when he could have returned, he would not. Ambrose had a
- stubborn and bitter temper. He was furious with his father, with his
- family&mdash;with all England. He would touch none of us. Why, I myself
- went to Sicily many years ago&mdash;it was as soon as I had got back from
- the East&mdash;and learned the facts, and found out what could be done;
- and I tried to see him, and bring him home with me, but he would not speak
- with me, or even remain under the same roof with me&mdash;and so I could
- do nothing. Or yes, there was one thing&mdash;that is to maintain some
- kind of watch over you&mdash;after his death, and that we did. My own idea
- was to have brought you over to England years ago&mdash;as soon as your
- mother died&mdash;but Emanuel thought otherwise.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He paused here in his narrative, for the reason that his companion was
- obviously no longer listening to him.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian had moved a step or two away, and with a white, set face was
- looking off over the hill-tops. His profile showed brows knitted and lips
- being bitten, under the stress of an internal tempest. It seemed to the
- old man a long time that he stood thus, in dry-eyed, passionate battle
- with his own mind. Then, with a sudden, decisive gesture he spread out his
- hands and turned impulsively to Lord Julius.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are an old man, and a wise one, and you were my father&rsquo;s friend and
- you are my friend!&rdquo; he said, with trembling earnestness. &ldquo;I should be a
- fool not to pay heed to what you tell me. You advise that I do not mention
- my father more than is necessary. Eh bien, I take your advice. Without
- doubt it is right&mdash;just as it is right that I should speak less of my
- brother Salvator. I have remembered that since you warned me, and now I
- will remember this. But I should like&rdquo;&mdash;he came forward as he spoke,
- still with extended hands, and looked with entreating earnestness up into
- the other&rsquo;s face&mdash;&ldquo;I should like to have you understand that Salvator
- is my brother not any the less, and that I love and honor and have pride
- in my father more than before. This I keep in my own mind, as you advise&mdash;but
- one thing I will do for every one to take note of. I will write my name
- always &lsquo;Tower.&rsquo;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The great-uncle put a big, comforting hand on his shoulder. &ldquo;I should not
- dream of blaming you,&rdquo; he said, gently. &ldquo;But there is a man to tell us
- luncheon is ready.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He nodded comprehension to the servant who had appeared at the opening in
- the hedge, and, still with his hand on Christian&rsquo;s shoulder, began to move
- in that direction.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;One other matter,&rdquo; said the young man in lowered tones and hurriedly&mdash;&ldquo;from
- the hill above, awhile ago, I saw my grandfather&mdash;in his chair, on
- the balcony. You said just now that my father hated him&mdash;was furious
- with him. Did he behave cruelly to my father?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, no-o,&rdquo; replied Julius, with an indefinite upward inflection on the
- deliberate negative. &ldquo;Not cruelly.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But unjustly?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, no, not unjustly, either&mdash;if only because he never in his life
- possessed the dimmest inkling of what justice meant. The duke is my
- brother, and I know him much better than any one else living, and so I am
- free to speak frankly about him. He has been a duke nearly eighty years&mdash;which
- is, I believe, unprecedented&mdash;but he has been an ass still longer
- than that.&rdquo; After a pause he added: &ldquo;I am going to take you to him this
- afternoon.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian hung his head as they walked along, and framed in his depressed
- mind more than one further inquiry about this grandsire of his, who held
- so august a station, and yet had been dismissed so contemptuously, but
- they did not translate themselves into speech. Nor, later, during the
- luncheon, was this great personage more than indirectly alluded to.
- </p>
- <p>
- The way to this luncheon had led through three or four large rooms,
- opening one upon the other by small doors, the immediate approaches to
- which were given the effect of passageways by means of screens. What these
- apartments were used for, or how the residents of the castle distinguished
- them apart in their own minds, Christian could not imagine. To his rapid
- and curious inspection, they seemed all alike&mdash;each with its bare,
- indifferently polished floor, its huge stone fireplace, its wainscoting,
- walls and ceiling of dark, umber-hued wood, and its scant store of
- furniture which only heightened the ruling impression of big empty spaces.
- An occasional portrait was dimly to be discerned up in the duskiness of
- the oak panels, but the light from the narrow and small-paned windows was
- too faint to examine them by. More cheerless or apparently useless rooms
- the young man had never seen.
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius seemed to guess his thoughts. &ldquo;This is all an old part&mdash;what
- might be called mid-Plantagenet,&rdquo; he explained, as they went along. &ldquo;My
- father had these rooms pulled about a good deal, and done up according to
- Georgian standards, but it was time and money wasted. Even if big windows
- were cut through they would be too dark for comfort, to our notions. The
- men who made them, of course, cared nothing at all about daylight, at
- least inside a house. They spent as little time as possible under roofs,
- to begin with; they rose at daybreak and went to bed at dark. When they
- were forced to be under cover, they valued security above all things, and
- the fewer openings there were in the walls, the better they liked it. They
- did no reading whatever, but after they had gorged themselves with food,
- sat around the fire and drank as much as they could hold, and listened to
- the silly rubbish of their professional story-tellers and ballad-singers
- till they fell asleep. If it happened that they wanted to gamble instead,
- a handful of rush-lights or a torch on the wall was enough to see the dice
- by.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Really, what did they want more? And for that matter, what do most of
- their lineal descendants want more either? Light enough to enable them to
- tell a spade from a heart, and perhaps to decipher the label on a bottle
- now and then. Nothing more. The fashion of the day builds plate-glass
- windows round them, but it is truly a gross superfluity.&rdquo; The room in
- which Lady Cressage and the luncheon-table awaited them was of a more
- hospitable aspect. A broad expanse of lawn, and of distant trees and
- sky-line fading away in the sunny autumn haze, made a luminous picture of
- the high embrasured window stretching almost from corner to corner across
- one side. By contrast with the other apartments, the light here was
- brilliant. Christian, with a little apologetic bow and gesture to the
- others, dallied before the half-dozen portraits on the walls, examined the
- modeling of the blackened oak panels about them, and lingered in admiring
- scrutiny of the great carved chimney-piece above the cavernous hearth, on
- which a fire of logs crackled pleasantly. This chimney-piece was fairly
- architectural in its dimensions. It was as full of detail, and seemed
- almost as big, as the west front of a church, and he tipped his head back
- to look up at its intricate, yet flowing scheme of scrollwork, its
- heraldic symbolism used now for decoration, now to point the significance,
- as it were, of the central escutcheon&mdash;and all in old wood of so ripe
- a nut-brown color that one seemed to catch a fragrance exhaled from it.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That is the best thing here,&rdquo; said Edith Cressage, moving over to stand
- beside him. &ldquo;It came from Ludlow Castle. Those are the arms of the
- Mortimers. It <i>is</i> the Mortimers, isn&rsquo;t it?&rdquo; She turned to Lord
- Julius for support. &ldquo;I always confuse them with the De Lacys.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, the Mortimers,&rdquo; answered Julius, as servants entered, and they took
- their seats. &ldquo;But almost every other family of the Marches is represented
- in the devices scattered about. You can see the arrows of the Egertons,
- the eagles of the Grandisons, and up above, the corbies or ravens of the
- Corbets, and so on. That was the period when the Marches ruled England,
- and their great families, all married and intermarried and bolstered up by
- the feudal structure, were like a nation by themselves. The Mortimers, you
- know,&rdquo; he added, turning to Christian, &ldquo;became practically kings of
- England. At least they had their grandsons on the throne&mdash;but they
- couldn&rsquo;t hold it after they had got it. The day of these parts was really
- over before Bosworth Field. The printing press and Protestantism finished
- the destruction of its nobility. Only a house here and there has survived
- among us. Some few of the old names are preserved, like flies in amber,
- over in Ireland, but I should not know where to look to-day for a De Lacy,
- or a Tregoz, or a west country Le Strange, let alone a Mortimer. I
- suppose, in fact, we have more of the Mortimer blood among us than there
- is anywhere else.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian, seated so that he faced the great armorial pageant spread as a
- background to the fair head of the lady, smiled wistfully at his
- companions, but said nothing. The words about his sharing the blood of
- kings were like some distant, soft music in his ears. He looked at the
- escutcheons and badges, and sought in a dreamy way to familiarize himself
- with the fact that they were a part of his own history&mdash;that the
- grandeur they told of was in truth his personal heritage.
- </p>
- <p>
- There was some talk going on between the others&mdash;conversation which,
- for a time, he scarcely strove to follow. Lord Julius had begun by
- expressing his joy at the absence from luncheon of the physician whom
- circumstances kept on the premises, and from this he drifted to an attack
- upon doctors as a class. He denounced them root and branch, as impostors
- and parasites, who darkened and embittered human life by fostering all the
- mean cowardices of smallbrained people, in order that they might secure a
- dishonest livelihood by pretending to dispel the horrors their own low
- tricks had conjured up. The robust old gentleman developed these violent
- theories without heat or any trace of excitement, and even maintained a
- genial expression of countenance while he spoke. Lady Cressage seemed
- entertained, and even helped on the diatribe now and again with pertinent
- quips of her own. But Christian could see very little sense in such an
- assault upon a respectable profession, and his attention wandered
- willingly again to the splendid chimney-piece. He resolved to learn all
- there was to learn of the heraldry and local history embodied in this
- sumptuous decoration, without delay. But then, on every conceivable side
- there was so much to learn!
- </p>
- <p>
- Suddenly he became aware that his thoughts had concentrated themselves on
- the extraordinary badness of the luncheon he was eating. Here at least was
- something Caermere could not teach him about&mdash;nor, for that matter,
- as it seemed, all England either. Since his arrival in the country, he
- reflected, he had not encountered one even tolerable dish. Vegetables and
- fish half raw, meats tasteless and without sauce or seasoning, bread heavy
- and sour, coffee unrecognizable, the pastry a thing too ridiculous for
- words&mdash;so his indictment shaped itself. He felt it his duty to argue
- to himself that quite likely this graceless and repellent diet was the
- very thing which made the English such physical and temperamental masters
- of the world, but the effort left him sad. He made a resolution that if
- ever Caermere were his a certain white-capped Agostino, in Cannes, should
- be imported forthwith. Then he became conscious again of what was being
- said at the table.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If you could only imagine,&rdquo; Lady Cressage was saying to Lord Julius,
- &ldquo;what a boon your coming has been! I had positively almost forgotten what
- intelligent conversation was like. It seems ages since I last heard ten
- consecutive words strung together on a thought of any description. Let me
- see&mdash;it was June when you were last down, with Sir Benjamin Alstead;
- he has been here once since&mdash;but in your absence he put on such a
- pompous &lsquo;eminent-physician&rsquo; manner that really I oughtn&rsquo;t to count him at
- all&mdash;and with that exception, from June to October, civilization has
- left poor me entirely out of its reckoning. But perhaps&rdquo;&mdash;they had
- risen now, and there was a certain new frankness, almost confidence of
- appeal in her glance into his face&mdash;&ldquo;perhaps, as matters have turned,
- you will come oftener henceforth?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius nodded. &ldquo;It is quite likely,&rdquo; he said, and stretched forth his
- hand significantly to Christian&rsquo;s shoulder. &ldquo;But you were going to show
- him the house&mdash;and I suppose I may come along too. There is half an
- hour before we go to my brother&mdash;and our train does not leave Clune
- till nearly six.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are not going to-day! and he too?&rdquo; she exclaimed, hurriedly.
- </p>
- <p>
- The old man nodded again. &ldquo;We are expected at Emanuel&rsquo;s to-night,&rdquo; he
- answered. Then, as Christian had moved toward the window and seemed beyond
- hearing, he added, in a smiling aside, &ldquo;There is one reason for dragging
- him away that is comical enough. It wouldn&rsquo;t do for him to dine at
- Caermere in morning clothes, and so far as I can see he has no others.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He could be too tired to dine,&rdquo; she suggested, quickly, in a confidential
- murmur. &ldquo;Or, for that matter, there is a room full of Porlock&rsquo;s things&mdash;I
- suppose&mdash;I suppose poor Cressage&rsquo;s&mdash;would be too big for him.
- Oh, it&rsquo;s too dreadful to have him whisked off like this! Can&rsquo;t you send a
- telegram instead?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Her tone was as frank as her speech&mdash;and on the instant her glance at
- his face made keen inquiry whether it had not been too frank.
- </p>
- <p>
- He smiled in a tolerant, almost amused way. &ldquo;Oh, he will return all in
- good time,&rdquo; he assured her, gently enough. &ldquo;Caermere will see plenty of
- him, later on.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, but who can tell where I shall be then?&rdquo; The necessity for speaking
- in an undertone gave her words an added intensity of feeling. &ldquo;And it
- isn&rsquo;t only him&mdash;I had hoped you would be stopping some days at least&mdash;for
- I wanted to speak with you about this very thing. My position here&mdash;the
- uncertainty of everything&mdash;is intolerable to bear.&rdquo; She lifted her
- head, and turned her direct gaze into his eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If only you liked me a little better, I could discuss the matter more
- freely with you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Humbug!&rdquo; replied Lord Julius, with a geniality which was at least
- superficially reassuring. &ldquo;You shouldn&rsquo;t say such things, much less think
- them. I can understand your impatience&mdash;but it will be possible to
- straighten out affairs very soon now. I don&rsquo;t think you will be found to
- have suffered by the delay.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, that is all right,&rdquo; she answered, almost pettishly. &ldquo;Everybody
- assures me of the most magnanimous intentions&mdash;but in the meantime&rdquo;&mdash;she
- checked herself, tossed her head in resentment, apparently, at the tears
- which had started to her eyes, and forced herself to smile&mdash;&ldquo;in the
- meantime, you must forgive my tantrums. It is so depressing here&mdash;all
- alone&mdash;or worse than alone! I&rsquo;m really no longer fit to receive
- anybody. But now&rdquo;&mdash;she raised her voice in an eager simulation of
- gaiety&mdash;&ldquo;shall the personally conducted tour begin?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Caermere had been inaccessible to so many generations of sightseers that
- no formula for its exhibition remained. The party seemed to Christian to
- wander at haphazard through an interminable succession of rooms, many of
- them small, some of them what he could only think of as over-large, but
- all insufficiently lighted, and all suggesting in their meager
- appointments and somber dejection of aspect a stage of existence well
- along on the downward path to ruin. He had only to look about him to
- perceive why Caermere had long ago been removed from the list of England&rsquo;s
- show-places. His companions between them kept his attention busy with
- comments upon the history and purpose of the apartments they passed
- through, but beyond a general sense of futile and rather shabby immensity
- he gained very little from the inspection. The mood to postpone
- comprehension of what he was seeing to another and a more convenient time
- was upon him, and he almost willfully yielded to it.
- </p>
- <p>
- Once, when impulse prompted him to climb a little ladder-like staircase,
- and push open a door from which the black dust fell in a shower, and he
- discerned in the gloom of the attic chamber piles of armor and ancient
- weapons, a thrill of fleeting excitement ran through his veins.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;They say that Prince Llewelyn&rsquo;s armor is there,&rdquo; called up Lord Julius
- from the landing below. &ldquo;Some day we will have it all out, and cleaned and
- furbished up. But don&rsquo;t go in now! You&rsquo;ll get covered with dirt. I used to
- venture in there and rummage about once in a while when I was a boy,&rdquo; he
- added as Christian came down. &ldquo;But even then one came out black as a
- sweep.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- There were fine broad stretches of rugged landscape to be seen here and
- there from narrow casements in the older, higher parts they were now
- traversing, and occasionally Christian was able to interest himself as
- well in details of primitive, half-obliterated ornamentation over arches
- and doorways of early periods, but he was none the less almost glad when
- they came out at last into a spacious upper hallway, and halted in tacit
- token that the journey was at an end.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Now I will leave you,&rdquo; said the lady, with lifted skirt and a foot poised
- tentatively over the first step of the broad descending stairs. &ldquo;I shall
- have tea in the conservatory when you come down.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian felt that something must be said. &ldquo;It has all been very
- wonderful to me,&rdquo; he assured her. &ldquo;I am afraid I did not seem very
- appreciative&mdash;but that is because the place is too huge, too vast, to
- be understood quite at once. And I am so new to it all&mdash;you will
- understand what I mean. But I thank you very much.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She smiled brightly on him and nodded to them both, and passed down the
- stairway. Christian was all at once conscious, as his eyes followed her,
- that there was a novel quickening or fluttering of his heart&rsquo;s action. For
- a brief second, the sensation somehow linked itself in his thoughts with
- the tall, graceful figure receding from him, and he bent forward to grasp
- more fully the picture she made, moving sedately along, with a hand like a
- lily on the wide black rail. Then he suddenly became aware that this was
- an error, and that he was trembling instead because the moment for
- confronting his grandfather had come.
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius, indeed, had already opened a massive mahogany door at the
- right of the stairs, and signaled to him now to follow.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0007" id="link2HCH0007"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER VII
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">W</span>hat Christian
- first perceived about the duke&rsquo;s apartments was that they had an odor
- quite peculiar to themselves. The series of small and badly lighted
- anterooms through which he followed Lord Julius&mdash;rooms with
- pallet-beds, clothes hung against the walls, and other somewhat squalid
- signs of domestic occupation&mdash;were full of this curiously distinctive
- smell. It was not so obvious in the larger and better-lighted chamber
- beyond, which the doctor in residence had converted to his own uses, and
- where he sat now reading a book, merely rising momentarily to bow as they
- passed. But in the next room&mdash;the big sleeping apartment, with its
- faded pretensions of stateliness of appointment, and its huge, high-posted
- bed, canopied by old curtains embroidered with heraldic devices in
- tarnished gilt threads&mdash;the odor was more powerful than ever, despite
- the fact that a broad window-door was open upon the balcony beyond. The
- young man&rsquo;s keen sense was baffled by this pervasive scent&mdash;compounded
- as it seemed to be of all the ancient castle&rsquo;s mustiness, of sharp
- medicinal vapors and of something else at once familiar and unknown. He
- sniffed inquiringly at it, as they neared the window, and apparently Lord
- Julius heard him, for he remarked over his shoulder:
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is the dogs that you smell. They&rsquo;ve practically removed the kennel up
- here.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- On the stone floor of the balcony outside there were to be seen, indeed,
- some dozen old hounds, for the most part lying sleepily in the sunshine,
- with their heads pointed toward a large, half-covered reclining chair
- placed near the balustrade, and occasionally opening a drowsy eye to
- regard its occupant. There were a few dogs of other kinds as well,
- Christian noted upon a second glance, and one of these, a bulky black
- creature with a broad snout and hair curled tight like astrakhan fur, sat
- close to the chair and was thrusting its muzzle against a hand at its
- side.
- </p>
- <p>
- This hand was what Christian saw first of his grandfather&mdash;an immense
- limp hand, with thick fingers twisted and misshapen, and skin of an almost
- greenish pallor. The dog&rsquo;s nose, thrust under it, moved this inert hand
- about, and the young man felt himself thrill unpleasantly, for some
- reason, at the spectacle.
- </p>
- <p>
- At the further end of the balcony two men in livery lounged against the
- wall, but upon a signal from Lord Julius they went in. The latter,
- threading his way among the hounds, led Christian round to the side of the
- chair.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;This is Ambrose&rsquo;s boy,&rdquo; he said, bending a little and raising his voice.
- &ldquo;He is Christian, too.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Upon the chair was stretched, in a halfsitting posture, the gigantic frame
- of a very old man. The grandson looked upon him in silence for a long
- time, his mind confused with many impressions. The vast shoulders and
- high, bullet-like head, propped up by pillows in the partial shadow of the
- hood, seemed vaguely to recall the vision his baby memory had preserved of
- his own father. But in detail there was no resemblance. Or yes, there were
- resemblances, but they were blurred almost beyond recognition by the rough
- touch of time. The face, with its big, harsh features and bushing brows,
- and its frame of stiff white whiskers under the jaws and chin, had
- something in it which for an instant the young man seemed to identify;
- then the unnatural effect of its uniform yellow-clay color drove all
- thoughts of its human relationships from his mind, and he saw nothing but
- a meaningless mask. It was as devoid of significance, indeed, as if it had
- been in a coffin. The eyes were open and they seemed to be fixed upon the
- distant rolling prospect of hills and forest, but whether they were seeing
- anything, Christian could not imagine. They certainly had not been turned
- to include him in their survey. The livid right hand, swaying as the black
- dog pushed it with its nose, was the only thing about the duke that moved.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He does not know I am here,&rdquo; said Christian, at last. He spoke
- instinctively, with the ceremonious affectation of awe which one puts on
- in the presence of death. His grandfather hardly impressed him as being
- alive and still less made any appeal to his sense of kinship. He had
- expected to be overwhelmed with emotion at the meeting, but he found
- himself barely interested. His wandering glance chanced to take note of
- some of the dogs&rsquo; faces about the chair. They were all alertly watching
- him, and the profoundly wise look in their eyes caught his attention. No
- doubt they were dreadful fools, if the truth could be known, but the
- suggestion of cultured sagacity in their gaze was extraordinary. He looked
- back again at his grandfather, and tried to say to himself that he was a
- great noble, the head of an ancient and proud line, and the actual father
- of <i>his</i> father&mdash;but the effort failed to spur his fancy. He
- turned to Lord Julius and lifted his brows in wearied interrogation.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Move round in front of him,&rdquo; counseled the other. &ldquo;Get yourself in the
- range of his eyes.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian obeyed, and, flushing a little with self-consciousness, strove
- to intercept the aged man&rsquo;s gaze. There was no change upon the ashen face
- under the hood to tell him whether he had succeeded or not. The impulse to
- grimace, to wave his arms about, to compel attention by any wild and
- violent device, forced him to smile in the midst of his perplexed
- constraint. He stared for a few moments longer at the gaunt, immovable
- figure&mdash;then shrugged his shoulders, and, stepping over a dog or two,
- made bold to rejoin Lord Julius.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I do not see that it is of any use,&rdquo; he said, with annoyance. &ldquo;If you
- wish to go, I am quite ready.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius lifted his brows in turn, and looked at his grand-nephew with
- curiosity. &ldquo;I said nothing about going, that I recall,&rdquo; he began, with an
- effect of reproof in his tone. But then he seemed to think better of it,
- and gave an abrupt little laugh. &ldquo;It isn&rsquo;t very invigorating, I&rsquo;m bound to
- admit,&rdquo; he confessed, cheerfully enough. &ldquo;Wait a moment, and I&rsquo;ll stir him
- up a bit.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He bent forward again, with his head at the edge of the hood, and shouted
- into it: &ldquo;If you want to see Ambrose&rsquo;s boy, here he is! If you don&rsquo;t want
- to see him, say so, and waste no more of our time!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- To Christian&rsquo;s surprise, the duke took instant cognizance of this remark.
- His large face brightened, or at least altered its aspect, into something
- like animation; his eyes emerged from their cover of lethargy, and looked
- alive.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My back is very bad to-day,&rdquo; he remarked, in a voice which, though it
- bore the querulous note of the invalid, was unexpectedly robust in volume.
- &ldquo;And I cannot make out whether the numbness is passing down below my knee
- or not.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius nodded, as if confirming to himself some previous suspicion.
- &ldquo;I thought as much,&rdquo; he commented in an aside to the young man. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s
- merely his endearing little way. Have patience, and we&rsquo;ll draw the badger
- yet.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He bawled once more into the hood, with an added peremptoriness of tone:
- &ldquo;I explained it all to you, hours ago, and I&rsquo;m sure you understand it
- perfectly. Christian naturally wished to pay his respects to you, but if
- your back is too bad, why, there&rsquo;s no more to be said&mdash;and we&rsquo;ll be
- off. Goodbye to you!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Did I know his mother? Who was his mother? I have no recollection of
- her.&rdquo; The duke spoke peevishly, twitching his sunken lips in what was
- plainly an effort to pout them. Christian noted with curiosity that as he
- surrendered himself to such mental exertion as the talk demanded, the aged
- man&rsquo;s face grew disagreeably senile in effect. An infinity of
- gossamer-like wrinkles showed themselves now, covering the entire
- countenance in a minute network.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, you didn&rsquo;t know his mother!&rdquo; replied Lord Julius, with significant
- curtness. &ldquo;It is more to the point that you should know <i>him</i>, since
- he is to be your successor. Look at him&mdash;and say something to him!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The duke managed to testify on his stiffened lineaments the reluctance
- with which he did what he was told, but he shifted his eyes in a sidelong
- fashion to take a brief survey of the young man. &ldquo;Cressage could have
- given you five stone ten,&rdquo; he said to him, brusquely, and turned his eyes
- away.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian cast a look of bewildered inquiry up at Lord Julius, but
- encountered only a smile of contemptuous amusement. He summoned the
- courage to declare, in a voice which he hoped was loud enough: &ldquo;I am glad
- to hear, sir, that this is one of your good days. I hope you will have
- many more of them!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Of this assurance His Grace seemingly took no note. After a short pause he
- began speaking again. &ldquo;There&rsquo;s a dog up here,&rdquo; he said, with the gravity
- befitting a subject to which he had given much thought, &ldquo;that I&rsquo;m sure
- falls asleep, and yelps in her dreams, and disturbs me most damnably, and
- I believe it&rsquo;s that old bitch Peggy, and when I mention it the fellows
- swear that she&rsquo;s been taken away, but I suspect that she hasn&rsquo;t.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;We will look to it,&rdquo; put in Lord Julius perfunctorily. He added, upon an
- afterthought, &ldquo;Did the guns annoy you, this forenoon?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The duke&rsquo;s thoughts were upon something else. He turned his eyes again,
- and apparently spoke to Christian. &ldquo;A good hearty cut across the face with
- a whip,&rdquo; he said, with kindling energy, &ldquo;is what&rsquo;d teach-swine like
- Griffiths their place&mdash;and then let &rsquo;em summons you and be
- damned. A farmer who puts up barbed-wire&mdash;no gentleman would listen
- to his evidence for a minute. Treat them like the vermin they are&mdash;and
- they&rsquo;ll understand that. Cressage had the proper trick with them&mdash;a
- kick in the stomach first and reasons afterward. That&rsquo;s the only way this
- country can be hunted. When I got to riding over eighteen stone, and
- couldn&rsquo;t take anything, that ruffian Griffiths screwed up his gates and
- sent me round the turnpike like a damned peddler, and Ambrose&mdash;it was
- Ambrose, wasn&rsquo;t it?&mdash;or am I thinking of Cressage? But they weren&rsquo;t
- together&mdash;here, Julius! It was you who were speaking of Ambrose! What
- about him? By God, I wish he had my back!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius, with the smile in his beard hardening toward scorn, took
- Christian by the arm. &ldquo;I think you&rsquo;ve had enough grandfather to go on
- with,&rdquo; he said, quietly. &ldquo;Never mind making your adieux. They would be
- quite wasted on him.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Without further words, they turned and moved away through the dogs to the
- window, and so into the house. The doctor, still at his book, rose once
- more upon their approach, and this time Lord Julius halted to speak with
- him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;His Grace seems to ramble in his mind a good deal more than he did before
- luncheon. Do you see a change in this respect&mdash;say week by week?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is not observable in gradations, Lord Julius,&rdquo; answered the physician,
- a stout, sandy young man, who assumed his air of deference with
- considerable awkwardness; &ldquo;sometimes he recovers a very decided lucidity
- after what had seemed to be a prolonged lapse in the other direction. But
- on the whole I should say there was a perceptible&mdash;well, loss of
- faculty. He knows the dogs, however, quite as well as ever&mdash;distinguishes
- them apparently by touch, remembers all their names, and recalls anecdotes
- about them, and, very often, about their mothers too. Fletcher tells me
- His Grace hasn&rsquo;t once miscalled a hound.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;They make an abominable atmosphere up here,&rdquo; commented the other.
- </p>
- <p>
- The doctor smiled lugubriously. &ldquo;I can&rsquo;t deny that, Lord Julius,&rdquo; he
- replied, &ldquo;but all the same they are the most important part of the
- treatment. If we took them away, His Grace would die within the week.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Unhappy dogs!&rdquo; mused Lord Julius, partly to himself, and walked on. It
- was not until they were half-way down the big staircase that Christian
- felt impelled to speak.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I should much like to know,&rdquo; he began, with diffident eagerness&mdash;&ldquo;you
- have already spoken so plainly about my grandfather&mdash;the question
- will not seem rude to him, I hope&mdash;but when he was well, before the
- paralysis, was he in any respect like what he is now?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I should say,&rdquo; answered Lord Julius, in a reflective way, &ldquo;that he is at
- present rather less objectionable than formerly. One can make the excuse
- of illness for him now&mdash;and that covers a multitude of sins. But when
- he was in health&mdash;and he had the superb&mdash;what shall I say?&mdash;riotous
- health of a whale&mdash;he was very hard to bear. You have seen him and
- you have observed his mental and moral elevation. He remembers his dogs
- more distinctly than he does his children. In the Almanach de Gotha he is
- classed among princes, but what he dwells upon most fondly among his
- public duties is the kicking of tenant-farmers in the stomach when they
- try to save their crops from being ruined by the hunt. I may tell you, I
- was in two minds about taking you to him at all, and now I think I regret
- having done so.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No-o,&rdquo; said Christian, thoughtfully. &ldquo;It is better as it is. I am glad to
- have seen him, and to have you tell me about him, frankly, as you have
- done. It all helps me to understand the position&mdash;and it seems that
- there is a great deal that needs to be understood. I can see already that
- there is strange blood in the Torrs.&rdquo; He paused on the bottom step as he
- spoke, and turned to his companion with a wistful smile. &ldquo;There is an even
- bolder question I should like to ask&mdash;how does it happen that <i>you</i>
- are so different? How do you account for yourself?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius laughed. &ldquo;Oh, that is a long story,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;but I can put
- it into a word for you. I was made by my wife. I married a woman so noble
- and clever and wise and strong that I couldn&rsquo;t help becoming a decent sort
- of fellow in spite of myself. But I am going to talk to you about all
- that, later on. It is better worth talking about than anything else under
- the sun. Oh&mdash;Barlow, please!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The old butler had passed from one door to another in the hall, and turned
- now as he was called, with a hand behind him upon the knob. Lord Julius,
- approaching, exchanged some words with him upon the subject of his
- afternoon&rsquo;s plans.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian, watching this venerable servant with curiosity, as a type novel
- to his experience, discovered suddenly that his scrutiny was being
- returned. Barlow, while listening attentively and with decorously slow
- nods of comprehension to what was being said to him, had his eyes fixed
- aslant, beyond his interlocutor&rsquo;s shoulder, upon the young stranger.
- Christian encountered this gaze, and saw it waver and flutter aside, as
- from force of polite habit, and then creep back again. This happened more
- than once, and Christian began to feel that it had some meaning. He
- observed that the butler inclined his head at last and whispered something&mdash;his
- pale, wan old face showed it to be an inquiry&mdash;into the other&rsquo;s ear.
- The action explained itself so perfectly that Christian was in no way
- surprised to see Lord Julius turn smilingly, and nod toward himself.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, he is Ambrose&rsquo;s son,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;He has come to take his place. I
- know you for one won&rsquo;t be sorry&mdash;eh, Barlow?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- It was clear to the young man&rsquo;s perceptions that Lord Julius spoke as to
- one who was a friend as well as a servant. The note of patriarchal
- kindness in the tone appealed gratefully to him, and the affectionate
- mention of his father&rsquo;s name was sweet in his ears. A strange thrill of
- emotion, a kind of aimless yet profound yearning, possessed him as he
- moved forward. On the instant he realized that this was how he had
- expected to feel in the presence of his grandfather. The fact that the
- tenderness within him was appealed to instead by this gentle, sad-eyed old
- family dependant seemed to him to have something beautiful and very
- touching in it. Tears came into his eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You remember my father, then,&rdquo; he said, and the breaking of his voice
- carried him into the heart of this sudden new mood of self-abandonment.
- &ldquo;You would have known him as a little child&mdash;yes?&mdash;and you&mdash;you&mdash;&rdquo;
- he paused, to dash away the tears with his hand, and strive to regain some
- control over his facial muscles&mdash;&ldquo;you will have in your memory the
- good things about him&mdash;the boyish, pleasant things&mdash;and you
- loved him for them, did you not?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Old Barlow, trembling greatly, and with a faint flush upon his white
- cheeks, stared confusedly at the young man as he advanced. &ldquo;I held him on
- his first pony, sir,&rdquo; he stammered forth, and then shook his head in token
- that he could utter no more. His glistening eyes said the rest.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian flung his arms round the surprised old man&rsquo;s neck, and kissed
- him on both cheeks, and then, with head bowed upon his shoulder, sobbed
- aloud.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2H_PART2" id="link2H_PART2"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- PART II
- </h2>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0008" id="link2HCH0008"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER VIII
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>he music of a
- spirited and tireless band of robins helped Christian to wake next
- morning. The character of their cheerful racket defined itself very slowly
- to his drowsy consciousness. He lay for a long time with closed eyes,
- listening to it, and letting his mind drift quite at random among the
- thoughts which it suggested. He knew they were robins because his hostess
- had said he would hear them; he lazily pictured to himself the tiny
- red-breasts gathered in the shrubbery outside, in obedience to some
- mysterious signal of hers, and singing to order thus briskly and
- unwearyingly to make good her promise.
- </p>
- <p>
- In what gay, high spirits the little fellow sang! The sun must be shining,
- to account for so much happiness. He accepted the idea with a sense of
- profound pleasure, and appropriated it to his own wonderful case.
- </p>
- <p>
- For him, it was as if happiness had never existed before.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br />
- </p>
- <p class="indent15">
- &ldquo;&lsquo;Wilt thou have music? Hark! Apollo plays,
- </p>
- <p class="indent15">
- And twenty cagéd nightingales do sing.&rsquo;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- <br />
- </p>
- <p>
- He murmured the lines in indolent reverie, then opened his eyes, and
- smiled to think where he was, and what he had become a part of. Lifting
- himself on his elbow, he looked about him. The beauties of the apartment
- had not been lost upon him the previous evening. He had carried them with
- him in vague processional magnificence on his devious march through
- dreamland; he surveyed them again now in the morning light, rising after a
- while to pull aside the curtains, and bring in the full sunshine.
- </p>
- <p>
- The room was, he said over and over to himself, &lsquo;the most exquisite thing
- he had ever seen. The ruling color was of some blue which could almost be
- thought a green, and which, embraced as complementary decoration many
- shades of ocher and soft yellowish browns in woodwork, and in the thick,
- fleecy rugs underfoot. Around the four sides, at the level of his eyes,
- ran a continuous band of portraits&mdash;the English drawings of Holbein
- reproduced in the dominant tint of the room, set solidly into the wall,
- and separated from one another only by thin strips of the same tawny oak
- which framed them at top and bottom. The hooded, high-bosomed ladies, the
- cavaliers in hats and plumes and pointed beards, the smoothfaced,
- shrewd-eyed prelates and statesmen in their caps and fur, all knew him
- this morning for one of their own, as he went along, still in his
- nightshirt, and inspected them afresh. They appeared to greet him, and he
- beamed at them in response.
- </p>
- <p>
- A dim impression of the earlier morning, which had seemed a shadowy
- passing phase of his dreams, revealed itself now to him as a substantial
- fact. Some one <i>had</i> been in the room, moving noiselessly about, and
- had spread forth for his use a great variety of articles of clothing and
- of the toilet, most of which he beheld for the first time. Overnight, his
- cousin Emanuel&rsquo;s insistence upon his regarding everything in the house as
- his own for the time being, had had no definite significance to his mind.
- He looked now through the array of silks and fine cloths, of trinkets in
- ivory and silver and polished metals, and began dressing himself with a
- long sigh of delight.
- </p>
- <p>
- Recollections of the leave-taking at Caermere straggled into his thoughts
- as he pursued the task. He had seen Lady Cressage again in the
- conservatory, where she wore another dress, and had her beautiful hair
- carefully arranged as if in his honor, and poured out tea for him and Lord
- Julius in wonderful little cups which his great-grandfather, a sailor, had
- brought from China. Of her conversation he recalled little, and still less
- of the talk of the other lady, the actress-person, Mrs. Edward, who had
- joined the party, but whose composed pretty face had been too obviously a
- mask for anguish not to dampen everybody&rsquo;s spirits. He wondered now, as he
- plied his razor on the strap, what had become of her husband, and of that
- poor-spirited brother of his. Had they joined the pheasant-shooters, after
- their interview with him? The temptation to fire upon themselves instead
- of the birds must have sorely beset them.
- </p>
- <p>
- But it was pleasanter to begin the retrospect some hours later, when the
- rough country of the Marches, and even Bristol, had been left behind. Lord
- Julius had explained to him then, as darkness settled upon the low,
- pasture-land levels they were swinging along past, that Somerset was also
- a county of the Torrs; two of their three titles were derived from it,
- indeed, and Somerset marriages had brought into the family, in the days
- following the downfall of the monasteries, some of the most important of
- its estates. If the dukes had turned their backs on Caermere two centuries
- ago, and made their principal seat here in this gentler and more equable
- land, perhaps the family history might have been different. Christian had
- absorbed the spirit rather than the letter of his companion&rsquo;s remarks.
- English counties were all one to him, but intuitively he had felt that he
- was getting into a kindlier and more congenial atmosphere. Although it was
- a black night, he had stared a good deal at the window, trying to discern
- some tokens of this change in the dimly lighted, empty stations they
- glided through, or paused reluctantly in.
- </p>
- <p>
- When they had finally quitted the train at Bridgewater, and had got under
- way inside the carriage waiting for them there, Christian had asked
- whether it was not true that the railway servants here were more
- courteously obliging than they had been in other parts.
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius had lightly remarked that it might be so; very likely,
- however, it was some indirect effect of the general psychical change the
- family underwent in shifting its territorial base. Then he had gone on
- more gravely, alluding for the first time to the episode of the butler.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You must be prepared to find everything very different, here,&rdquo; he had
- said. &ldquo;There is such a thing as having too much past&mdash;especially when
- it is of the wrong sort. Caermere is as tenacious of its memories as a
- prison&mdash;and they are as unpleasant. It forces upon you its air of
- never forgetting a single one of its miseries and injuries&mdash;and you
- feel that it cannot remember any compensating joys. I could see how the
- effect of it got into your blood, and broke your nerve. Under ordinary
- circumstances men do not kiss their butlers, or even sob on their bosoms.
- But I understood perfectly how old Barlow appealed to you. As you beheld
- him he might have stood as model for a statue of the Family Grief, choking
- down its yearning to wail over the generations gone to the bad. It was all
- right, what you did. For that matter, I was precious near raising a howl
- of lamentation myself. One is always alternating between tears and curses
- in that criminal old coalmine of a castle. But now you are over a hundred
- miles away from it all&mdash;and if it was a thousand the difference
- couldn&rsquo;t be greater. You will find nothing whatever to cry about down
- here. Nobody has any bad dreams. There isn&rsquo;t a cupboard that ever
- sheltered a skeleton even overnight. In these parts, remarkable as it may
- seem, the Torrs are actually regarded with admiration&mdash;quite the salt
- of the earth&mdash;a trifle eccentric, perhaps, but splendid landlords,
- capable organizers, uncommonly good masters&mdash;and above all, happy
- people who insist that everybody about them shall be happy too. It was
- important to show you the other side first&mdash;at least that was what we
- decided upon, but you are done with that now&mdash;and we&rsquo;ll give you
- something to take the taste out of your mouth.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian recalled these assurances, now, with a delicious sense of being
- already enfolded and upheld by the processes of their fulfillment. The
- details of his reception at the broad, hospitably lighted door of
- Emanuel&rsquo;s house crowded in upon his memory, and merged themselves with
- other recollections of the later evening hours&mdash;the supper, the long,
- calm, sweetly intimate talk before the fire, the honest, wise, frankly
- affectionate faces into which he had looked to say &ldquo;good-night&rdquo;&mdash;it
- almost overwhelmed him with its weight of unimagined happiness. He had
- hardly guessed before what other men might mean when they gave a loving
- sound to the word &ldquo;home.&rdquo; Yet now the doors of such a home as he could
- never have dreamed of had opened to him&mdash;to him, the homeless, lonely
- one! and he was nestled securely in the warm heart of its welcome. He
- could have groaned aloud under the burden of his rapture at the thought.
- </p>
- <p>
- At last he went downstairs, his misgivings about the hour not quite
- allayed by recollection of the parting injunction to sleep his fill and
- get up when he liked. There were beautiful things to note and linger over
- on every side as he made his way&mdash;pictures and armor and wonderful
- inlaid work and tapestries, all subordinating themselves with
- distinguished good breeding to the fact that they were in a home and not a
- museum&mdash;but he moved along in rather conscience-stricken haste toward
- the part of the house which had seemed to him the previous night to be the
- center of domestic life. He formed a sudden resolution, as he explored the
- lower hallway, that when he got some money his first purchase should be of
- a watch.
- </p>
- <p>
- After looking into a couple of rooms which were clearly not what he
- sought, Christian opened the right door, and confronted a breakfast-table,
- shining in its snowy attractiveness midway between a window full of
- sunlight and a brightly tiled chimney-place, with a fire on the hearth.
- There was no one in the room, and he stood for some minutes looking about
- him, liking very much the fresh, light-hued cheerfulness of everything,
- but still wishing that some one would come to pour his coffee. By degrees,
- he assimilated the idea that the ingredients of breakfast were all here to
- hand. There were dishes beside the fire, and this was apparently the
- coffee-pot on the table&mdash;a covered urn, with a thin spirit-flame
- trembling beneath it. He had reached the point of deciding to help himself&mdash;or
- should he ring the bell instead?&mdash;when the door opened and the lady
- of the house came bustling in.
- </p>
- <p>
- Mrs. Emanuel, as he styled her in his thoughts, looked the very spirit of
- breakfast&mdash;buoyant, gay-hearted and full of the zest of life. Last
- night, to the young man&rsquo;s diffident though strenuous inspection, she had
- seemed the embodiment of tender hospitality in general. Though his glances
- were more confident now, in the brilliant morning light, she still gave
- the impression of personifying the influences which she made felt about
- her, rather than exhibiting a specific personal image. She was not tall,
- nor yet short; her face pleased the eye without suggesting prettiness; she
- had the dark, clear skin and rounded substance of figure which the mind
- associates with sedate movements and even languor, but she herself moved,
- thought, spoke with alert vivacity. Above all things, a mellow
- motherliness in her had struck the forlorn youth the previous evening. Now
- it seemed much more like the sweet playfulness of a fond elder sister.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You took me at my word; that&rsquo;s right,&rdquo; she said to him, as they shook
- hands. &ldquo;I was afraid the man might disturb you, or give you the idea you
- were expected to get up. And do you feel perfectly rested now? A day or
- two more will do it, at all events. If I&rsquo;d known how they were dragging
- you about, by night and by day! But your Uncle Julius has no knowledge of
- even the meaning of the word fatigue. Sit here, won&rsquo;t you&mdash;and now
- here&rsquo;s bacon for you, and here&rsquo;s fish taken this very morning, and eggs
- I&rsquo;ll ring for to be done as you like them, and how much sugar to your
- coffee? You mustn&rsquo;t think this has been boiling ever since morning. It was
- made when you were heard moving about in your room.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I should be so sorry to have kept anybody waiting,&rdquo; he began, in shy
- comment upon the discovery that he was eating alone.
- </p>
- <p>
- She laughed at him with cordial frankness. &ldquo;Waiting?&rdquo; she echoed merrily.
- &ldquo;Why, it&rsquo;s about three o&rsquo;clock. Lord Julius is nearly in London by this
- time, and the rest of us have not only breakfasted, but lunched.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Lord Julius gone?&rdquo; he asked with wide-open eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- She nodded, and raised a reassuring hand. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s nothing but business.
- Telegrams came early this morning which took him away by the first train.
- He would have gone later in the day in any case. He left the most fatherly
- adieux for you&mdash;and of course you&rsquo;ll be seeing him soon in London.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian was puzzled. &ldquo;But this is his home here, is it not?&rdquo; he asked.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not at all&mdash;more&rsquo;s the pity,&rdquo; she replied. &ldquo;We wish for nothing so
- much as that he might make it so&mdash;but he elects instead to be the
- slave of the family, and to work like a bank-clerk in Brighton instead of
- cutting himself free and living his own life like the rest of us, in God&rsquo;s
- fresh air. But he comes often to us&mdash;whenever the rural mood seizes
- him.&rdquo; She seemed to comprehend the doubtful expression on the youth&rsquo;s
- face, for she added smilingly: &ldquo;And you mustn&rsquo;t be frightened to be left
- alone with us. You&rsquo;re as much our blood as you are his&mdash;and&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, don&rsquo;t think that!&rdquo; he pleaded impulsively. &ldquo;I was never so glad to be
- anywhere in my life as I am to be here.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Her gray eyes regarded him with kindly softness. He saw that they were
- only in part gray eyes&mdash;that they were both blues and browns in their
- beautiful coloring, and that the outer edge of the iris deepened in tint
- almost to the black of the splendid lashes. He returned her look, and held
- it with a tentative smile, that he might the longer observe the remarkable
- eyes. All at once it flashed upon him that there was a resemblance.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Your eyes are like my mother&rsquo;s,&rdquo; he said, as if in defensive explanation
- of his scrutiny.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Tell me about your mother,&rdquo; she rejoined, putting her arms on the table
- and resting her chin upon a finger. &ldquo;I do not think I ever heard her
- name.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It was Coppinger&mdash;Mary Coppinger. I never saw the name anywhere
- else.&rdquo; He added hesitatingly: &ldquo;My brother told me that her father was a
- soldier&mdash;an officer&mdash;who became in his old age very poor, and
- was at last a gardener for some rich man at Malta, and my mother gave
- lessons as a governess to support herself, and it was there she met my
- father.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The lady seemed most interested in the name. &ldquo;Coppinger, is it!&rdquo; she
- exclaimed, nodding her head at him. &ldquo;No wonder my heart warmed at the
- sight of you. Why, now, to look at you&mdash;of course you&rsquo;re County Cork.
- You&rsquo;re our slender dark type to perfection.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am afraid I do not understand,&rdquo; he murmured.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why, she could not have that name and be anything but a County Cork
- woman. Who ever heard of a Coppinger anywhere else? Only it is pronounced
- with a soft &lsquo;g,&rsquo; not hard, as you speak it. I wonder&mdash;but that can
- wait; her father will be easily enough traced. And so you are an Irishman,
- too!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian looked abashed at the confusing suggestion. &ldquo;I think I am all
- English,&rdquo; he said vaguely.
- </p>
- <p>
- She laughed again. &ldquo;Are you turning your back on us? Did you not know it?
- I also am Irish. No doubt I am some sort of cousin of yours on my own
- account, as well as on Emanuel&rsquo;s. There are Coppingers in my own family,
- and in most of those that we have intermarried with. Your mother was a
- Protestant, of course.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He shook his head apprehensively, as if fearful that his answer must give
- pain. &ldquo;No, she went to mass like other people, and I was sent to the
- Brothers of the Christian School. But she was not in any degree a <i>dévotée</i>,
- and for that matter,&rdquo; he added in a more confident tone, &ldquo;I myself am
- still less <i>dévot</i>.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah!&rdquo; was her only comment, and he quite failed to gather from it any clue
- to her sentiments on the subject. &ldquo;Well,&rdquo; she began again, &ldquo;I&rsquo;ll not put
- you through any more of your catechism now. Are you finished? Then come
- with me and we will find Emanuel, and incidentally you will see the place&mdash;or
- portions of it. It will take you a long time to see it all. Do you want to
- smoke? Put some of these cigars in your pocket&mdash;or here are
- cigarettes if you prefer them. Oh, we smoke everywhere. There is nothing
- on earth that we want to do that we don&rsquo;t do&mdash;and there&rsquo;s nothing we
- don&rsquo;t want to do that any mortal power can make us do. There you have the
- sum of our philosophy.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He had followed her into the hallway, where the doors were open wide to
- the mellow autumn afternoon. He put on the soft shapeless hat she gave him
- from a collection on the antlers, and was inspired to select a stick for
- himself out of the big standful at the door.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Now I shall walk about,&rdquo; he said, gaily, &ldquo;quite as if I had never been
- out of England in my life. Is your husband&mdash;perhaps-shooting?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She seemed always to laugh at him. Her visible merriment at his question
- dashed his spirits for an instant. Then he saw how genial and honest was
- her mirth, and smiled himself in spontaneous sympathy with it.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t dream of suggesting it to him!&rdquo; she adjured the young man, with
- mock solemnity. &ldquo;He has a horror of the idea of killing living creatures.
- He does not even fish for sport&mdash;though I confess I hardly follow him
- to that length. And don&rsquo;t speak of him in that roundabout way, but call
- him Emanuel, and call me Kathleen or Kit&mdash;whichever comes easiest.
- Merely because Thom&rsquo;s directory swears we&rsquo;re forty years old, we&rsquo;re not to
- be made venerable people by you. All happy folk belong to the same
- generation, no matter when they were born&mdash;and&mdash;but here is
- Emanuel now.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have been telling Christian,&rdquo; she continued, addressing her husband as
- he paused at the foot of the steps, &ldquo;that he is to be happy here, even in
- spite of himself.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel shook hands with his cousin, and nodded pleased approval of his
- wife&rsquo;s remark. His smile, however, was of a fleeting sort. &ldquo;Nothing has
- come of the Onothera experiments,&rdquo; he announced to her in a serious tone.
- &ldquo;I&rsquo;m afraid we must give up the idea of the yellow fuchsia.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
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- <h2>
- CHAPTER IX
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">E</span>manuel Torr, at
- the age of forty, was felt by those who knew and loved him almost to have
- justified the very highest of the high hopes which his youth had
- encouraged. This intimate circle of appreciation was rendered a small one
- by the circumstances of his temperament and choice of career; but beyond
- this his name was familiar to many who had never seen him, or who
- remembered him at best as a stripling, yet who habitually thought and
- spoke of him as an example and model to his generation.
- </p>
- <p>
- At Oxford, twenty years before, he had attracted attention of a sort
- rather peculiar to himself. Those who took note of him saw foreshadowed
- the promise, not so much of great achievements as of the development and
- consolidation of a great influence. He was not specially distinguished in
- his work at the University, and he made no mark at the Union, where there
- happened at the time to be glittering a quite exceptional galaxy of future
- front bench men, judges and bishops. In Emanuel&rsquo;s case, the interest he
- aroused was perhaps more sentimental than intellectual. His mind was seen
- to be of a fine order, but his character was even more attractive to the
- observant eye. The facts that he was half Jewish in blood, and that in
- time he would be the possessor of enormous wealth, no doubt lent an added
- suggestion of romance to the picture of delicate, somewhat coldly modeled
- features, of ivory skin and serious, musing dark eyes, and of a rare smile
- of wonderful sweetness, which Oxford men of the mid-seventies still
- associate with his name. It was in the days when Disraeli&rsquo;s remarkable
- individuality was a part of England&rsquo;s current history, and when the
- English imagination, in part from the stimulus of this fact, dwelt upon
- the possibilities of a new Semitic wave of inspiration and ethical
- impetus. The dreams, the aspirations, the mysterious &ldquo;perhaps&rdquo; of Daniel
- Deronda were in men&rsquo;s minds, and Johannesburg had not been so much as
- heard of.
- </p>
- <p>
- What the University recognized in the youth standing upon the threshold of
- manhood, had been an article of faith within his home since his childhood.
- It is as well to recount at this place the brief story of that home.
- </p>
- <p>
- At the age of twenty-five Lord Julius Torr, engaged in the listless
- pursuit of that least elusive of careers, called diplomacy, found himself
- at The Hague, and yawned his way about its brightly scrubbed solitudes for
- some months, until, upon the eve of his resolve to have done with the
- whole business, and buy a commission in a line regiment, he encountered a
- young woman who profoundly altered all his plans in life. It was by the
- merest and unlikeliest of accidents that he came to know the Ascarels,
- father and daughter, and at the outset his condescension had seemed to him
- to be involved as well. They were of an old family in the Netherlands,
- Jewish in race but now for some generations estranged from, the synagogue,
- and reputed to be extraordinarily wealthy. It was said of them too that
- they were sternly exclusive, but to the brother of an English duke this
- had not appeared to possess much meaning. He had previously been of some
- official service to the father, in a matter wherein Dutch and English
- interests touched each other at Sumatra; from this he came to meet the
- daughter. He had been told by the proud father that she was of the blood
- of the immortal Spinoza, and had been so little impressed that he had not
- gone to the trouble of finding out who Spinoza was.
- </p>
- <p>
- The marriage of young Torr, of the Foreign Office, to some Dutch-Jewish
- heiress a half-year later, received only a trifle more notice in England
- than did the news of his retirement from his country&rsquo;s diplomatic service.
- The duke had already four sons, and the brother, when it seemed that he
- intended to live abroad, was not at all missed. Nearly fifteen years
- elapsed before a mature Lord Julius reappeared in England&mdash;a Lord
- Julius whom scarcely any one found recognizable. He bore small visible
- relation to the aimless and indolent young attaché whom people, by an
- effort of memory, were able to recall; still less did he resemble anything
- else that the Torr family, within recollection, had produced. He took a
- big old house in Russell Square, and in time it became understood that
- very learned and intellectual people paid pilgrimages thither to sit at
- the feet of Lady Julius, and learn of her. Smart London rarely saw this
- Lady Julius save at a distance&mdash;in her carriage or at the opera. The
- impression it preserved of her was of a short, swarthy woman, increasingly
- stout as years went on, who peered with near-sighted earnestness through a
- large pince-nez of unusual form. On her side, it seemed doubtful if she
- had formed even so succinct an impression as this of smart London. She was
- content with Bloomsbury to the end of her days; and made no effort
- whatever to establish relations with the West End. Indeed, tales came to
- be told of the effectual resistance she offered, in later years, to
- amiable interested advances from that quarter. It grew to be believed that
- she had made an eccentric will, and would leave untold millions to Atheist
- charities. The rumor that she was among the most highly cultivated women
- of her time, and that the most illustrious scientists and thinkers would
- quit the society of kings to travel post-haste across Europe at her
- bidding, did not, it must regretfully be added, seem incompatible with
- this theory about a crazy will. Finally, when she died in 1885, something
- was printed by the papers about her philanthropy, and much was said in
- private speculation about her disposition of her vast fortune, but it did
- not come out that any will whatever was proved, and London ceased to think
- of the matter.
- </p>
- <p>
- The outer world had in truth been wrong from the beginning. Lady Julius
- was not a deeply learned woman, and the limited circle of friends she
- gathered about her contained hardly one distinguished figure, in the
- popular use of the phrase; her opinions were not notably advanced or
- unconventional; she did not shun society upon philosophic principles, but
- merely because it failed to attract a nature at once shy and practical; so
- far from being rich in her own right, she had insisted many years before
- her death upon transferring every penny of her fortune to her husband.
- </p>
- <p>
- Inside her own household, this dark, stout little woman with the
- eye-glasses was revered as a kind of angel. She was plainfaced almost to
- ugliness in the eyes of strangers. Her husband and her son never doubted
- that she was beautiful. Now, when she had been a memory for ten years and
- more, these two talked of her lovingly and with no constraint of gloom, as
- if she were still the pivot round which their daily life turned.
- </p>
- <p>
- The elder man particularly delighted in dwelling upon the details of that
- earlier change in him, under her influence, to which allusion has been
- made. Emanuel had in his mind, from boyhood, no vision more distinct or
- familiar than this selfpainted picture of his father&mdash;the idle,
- indifferent, unschooled, paltry-ideaed young gentleman of fashion&mdash;meeting
- all unawares this overpowering new force, and kneeling in awed yet
- rapturous submission before it. To the boy&rsquo;s imagination it became a
- historical scene, as fixed and well known in its lines of composition as
- that of Nelson&rsquo;s death in the cockpit. He saw his beardless father in
- dandified clothes of the Corn-Laws-caricature period, proceeding along the
- primrose path of dalliance, like some flippant new Laodicean type of Saul
- of Tarsus&mdash;when &ldquo;suddenly there shined around him a light from
- heaven.&rdquo; Lord Julius, indeed, thought and spoke of it in much that same
- spirit. The recollection that he had not known who Spinoza was tenderly
- amused him: it was the symbol of his vast oceanic ignorance of all things
- worth knowing.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, yes,&rdquo; the son used to say, &ldquo;but if you had not had within yourself
- all the right feelings&mdash;only lacking the flash to bring them out&mdash;you
- would not have seen how wonderful she was. You would not have understood
- at all, but just passed on, and nothing would have happened.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- And the father, smiling in reverie, and stroking his great beard, would
- answer: &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t see that that follows. I remember what I was like quite
- vividly, and really there was nothing in me to explain the thing at all. I
- was a young blood about town, positively nothing more. No, Emanuel, we may
- say what we like, but there are things supernatural&mdash;that is, beyond
- what we can see, and are prepared for, in nature. It was as unaccountable
- as magic, the effect your mother produced upon me from the beginning. At
- the end of a few hours, when it was time for me to take my leave, and I
- turned&mdash;there was a gulf in front of me, cutting me off from where I
- had been before I came to her, that very day. It was so wide, it seemed
- that I could barely see across it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- To any listener but Emanuel such language must have been extravagant. To
- him there were no words for overpraise of his mother. It was not alone
- that he had never seen her in anger or even vexation; that he had never
- known her to be in error in any judgment, or suspected in her an
- uncharitable or unkindly thought. These were mere negations, and the
- memory of her was full of positive influences, all wise and pure and
- lofty. Very early in life, when he began to look about the world he found
- himself in, he learned to marvel that there were no other such women
- anywhere to be seen. She had been so perfect, with seemingly no effort to
- herself! Why should other women not even try?
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel had been born some ten years after the marriage of his parents,
- and they thus came into his baby consciousness as persons of middle age,
- in appearance and its suggested authority at least, by comparison with the
- parents of other children he saw about him. Nowhere else, however, either
- then or in later years, did he see another home so filled from center to
- circumference with love, and tender gentleness of eye and word and deed.
- The perception that this environment was unique colored all his boyhood.
- It became a habit with him to set in contrast his own charmed existence
- against the unconsidered and uneven experiences of other children, and to
- ponder the meaning of the difference. As he grew up, the importance of
- this question expanded in his mind and took possession of it. He was
- consumed with the longing to make some effective protest against the
- peevish folly with which humanity mismanaged its brief innings of life.
- From the cradle to the grave the race swarmed stupidly along, elbowing and
- jostling in an aimless bustle, hot and ill-tempered through exertions
- which had no purpose; trampling down all weaker than themselves and
- cursing those who, in turn, had the strength to push them under; coming
- wearily at the end to the gate and the outer darkness of extinction, a
- futile and disappointed mob&mdash;having seen nothing, comprehended
- nothing, profited nothing.
- </p>
- <p>
- The progress of a generation across the span of life might be made so
- serene and well-ordered and fruitful an affair! What else had man to
- concern himself about than this one thing&mdash;that &ldquo;peace on earth, good
- will to men,&rdquo; should rule in his time? And how was it that this alone, of
- all possible problems, received from him no attention at all?
- </p>
- <p>
- The impulse toward a mission was discernible in the lad; it altogether
- dominated the young man. His parents, regarding him lovingly and yet with
- wise inquiry, were fascinated by what they saw. A sense of lofty
- responsibility in their trusteeship for this beneficent new force formed a
- fresh bond between them, which grew to absorb within itself all their
- other ties. They came to regard themselves in no other light than as the
- parents of Emanuel. To preserve him from vitiating and stunting
- suggestions; richly to nourish, yet with an anxious avoidance of surfeit,
- both the soul and the mind within him; to give him strength and means and
- single-hearted courage adequate to the task he yearned to undertake&mdash;they
- asked nothing better of life than this.
- </p>
- <p>
- After Oxford, he went abroad for a couple of years, having as a companion
- a young Fellow of Swithin&rsquo;s, a trifle older than himself, who shared his
- moral attitude if not his passionate aspirations. He saw many parts of the
- world, and scrutinized closely in each the working of those portions of
- the social mechanism which interested him. Returning with a mass of notes
- and a mind packed with impressions and theories, he set to work to write a
- big book. At the end of a year he produced instead a small volume, dealing
- with one little phase of the huge, complex theme he had at heart. It was a
- treatise on the relations between parents and children, and it received
- very favorable reviews indeed. University men felt that it was what they
- had had the foresight to expect from this serious and high-minded young
- fellow, who was lucky enough to have the means and leisure for ethical
- essay-writing. Evidently he was going in for that sort of thing, and they
- noted with approbation that he had been at great pains with his style.
- Much to Emanuel&rsquo;s surprise, only some three hundred copies of the work
- were sold; upon reflection, he saw that it was no part of his plan to sell
- books, and he forthwith distributed the remainder of the edition, and
- another edition as well, among the libraries of the Three Kingdoms. Within
- the next three years two other brochures went through much the same
- experiences. They treated respectively of primary education and of public
- amusements. Again the reviews were extremely cordial; again the men who
- had always predicted that Torr would do something regarded their prophetic
- intuition with refreshed complacency; again Emanuel drew considerable
- checks in favor of his publisher. What had been hinted at rather vaguely
- heretofore was now, however, announced with confidence in &ldquo;literary&rdquo;
- columns: these small volumes were merely chapters of a vast and
- comprehensive work to which the author had dedicated his life&mdash;the
- laborious exposition of a whole new philosophy of existence, to be as
- complete in its way as Herbert Spencer&rsquo;s noble survey of mankind.
- </p>
- <p>
- Not long after came the death of Emanuel&rsquo;s mother&mdash;an unlooked-for
- event which altered everything in the world to the bereaved couple left
- behind. They went away together in the following month, with a plan of a
- prolonged tour in the Orient, but came back to England after a few weeks&rsquo;
- absence, having found their proposed distraction intolerable. Lord Julius
- promptly invented for his own relief the device of taking over upon
- himself the drudgery of caring for his millions, which heretofore had been
- divided among a banker, a broker, a solicitor and two secretaries. Emanuel
- saw his way less directly, but at last he found the will to begin a
- tentative experiment with some of his theories of life on a Somersetshire
- farm which his father gave him. The work speedily engrossed him, and
- expanded under his hands. He became conscious of growth within himself as
- well. The conviction that life is a thing not to be written about, but to
- be lived, formulated itself in his mind, and he elaborated this new view
- in an argument which persuaded his father. The Somersetshire estates of
- the family, which had been bought by Lord Julius in 1859, when the duke
- and his son Porlock joined to set aside the entail, were placed now
- unreservedly at Emanuel&rsquo;s disposal. What he did with them is to be seen
- later on.
- </p>
- <p>
- At the moment, it was of the first importance that he should decide for
- himself the great question of celibacy v. marriage. The far-reaching
- projects which possessed his brain would, beyond doubt, be multiplied
- infinitely in value if precisely the right woman were brought in to share
- his enthusiasm and devotion. It was no whit less clear that they would
- dwindle into failure and collapse under the blight of the wrong woman. The
- dimensions of the risk so impressed him, as he studied them, that for more
- than two years he believed himself to be irrevocably committed to the cold
- middle course of bachelorhood.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then, by a remarkable stroke of good fortune, he met, fell in love with
- and married the sister of Lord Rosbrin, a young Irish peer whom he had
- known at Oxford. No one has ever doubted, he least of all, that she was
- the right woman.
- </p>
- <p>
- He wrote no more books, in the years following this event, but gradually
- he became the cause of writing in others. A review article upon the
- character and aims of his experiment in Somersetshire, written in an
- appreciative spirit by an economist of position, attracted so much
- attention that the intrusion of curious strangers and inquisitive
- reporters threatened to be a nuisance. After this, his name was always
- mentioned as that of an authority, when sociological problems were
- discussed. There was even a certain flurry of inquiry for his books,
- though this did not turn out to have warranted the printing of the new
- popular edition. Sundry precepts in them became, however, the stock
- phrases of leader-writers. People of culture grew convinced that they were
- familiar with his works, and only a few months before the period at which
- we meet him, his university had conferred upon him an honorary D.C.L.,
- which gratified him more deeply than any other recognition his labors and
- attainments had ever received.
- </p>
- <p>
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- <h2>
- CHAPTER X
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">C</span>hristian,
- observing his celebrated cousin by daylight for the first time, perceived
- the necessity of revising some of the previous night&rsquo;s impressions.
- </p>
- <p>
- Under the illumination of the shaded lamp and the glowing bank of peat on
- the study hearth, Emanuel in his velvet jacket and slippered ease had
- seemed a delicately refined creature, of so ethereal a type that life for
- it outside the atmosphere of books, and of a library&rsquo;s thought and talk,
- would be unnatural, or even impossible. With his back to the afternoon
- sunshine, however, and with rough, light clothes suggesting fresh-air
- exercise, Emanuel was a different person.
- </p>
- <p>
- In stature he was a trifle taller than Christian; perhaps he was also
- something heavier, but what the newcomer noted most about the figure was
- the wiry vigor of muscular energy indicated in all its lines and
- movements. There was apparent no trace of any physical resemblance to his
- father, the massive Lord Julius, and Christian, as this fact occurred to
- him, remembered what he had heard about the race from which the mother had
- come. He could not say that Emanuel&rsquo;s face was like anything which he had
- thought of as distinctively Jewish. The forehead was both broad and
- prominent, and at the top, where early baldness exposed the conformation
- of the skull, there were curious sutural irregularities of surface which
- attracted attention. The rest of the face was indefinably distinguished in
- effect, but not so remarkable. Christian thought now that it was a more
- virile countenance than he had imagined it to be. Vague suggestions of the
- scholarly dreamer flitted through its expressions now and again, but it
- was still above all things the face of a man of action.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian had said to himself, in that crowded instant of analysis, that
- he had never seen any Jewish face which at all resembled this of his
- cousin&rsquo;s. Yet somewhere he had seen a face so like it!&mdash;the memory
- puzzled and absorbed his mind. The same crisping, silky black-brown hair;
- the same full line of brow and nose; the same wide-open dark eyes,
- intently comprehending in their steady gaze&mdash;how strangely familiar
- they were to him! He saw them again in his mind&rsquo;s eye, and they had the
- same shadow-casting background of sunlight&mdash;only as he looked at the
- mental picture, this sunlight was fiercer and hotter, and there was a
- golden, hazy distance of purple-blue sea. Suddenly he laughed aloud, and
- his brain was alive with recollections.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I never recognized you last night,&rdquo; he declared. &ldquo;Is it not strange that
- I should have been so blind? But seeing you in the sunlight&mdash;ah, I
- remember you well enough.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel smiled too, a little awkwardly. &ldquo;Of course I was not making any
- secret of it,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;It would have come up naturally, sooner or later,
- in the course of talk.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- But Christian had turned to the lady, and was speaking with gay animation.
- &ldquo;He it is whom I have so often thought of, for years now, as the
- &lsquo;mysterious stranger&rsquo; of my poor little romance. How long is it ago? Oh,
- ten years perhaps, since I saw him first. It was at Toulon, and I was
- walking along the quai in the late afternoon, and he stopped me to ask
- some question, and we fell to walking together and talking&mdash;at first
- about the old town, then of myself, because he wished it so. A long time
- passed, and lo! I saw him again. This time he came into Salvator&rsquo;s little
- shop at Cannes&mdash;it was in the Rue d&rsquo;Oran&mdash;and I was alone, and
- we talked again&mdash;it seems to me for more than an hour. And I wondered
- always who he could be&mdash;because he made me feel that he had friendly
- thoughts about me. And then, once more&mdash;it was a year ago last summer&mdash;he
- met me again, and came and sat beside me on a seat in the Jardin Public,
- at Nice. It must have been in June, for the season was ended, and it
- surprised me that he should be there.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, yes, I know all about it,&rdquo; put in Kathleen. &ldquo;He told me of his seeing
- you, and what he thought of you, almost as soon as your back was turned.
- But at that time, of course&mdash;things hadn&rsquo;t happened.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, but he wanted to be kind to me, even then,&rdquo; the young man broke
- forth, with a glow in his eyes. &ldquo;I felt that in his tone, the very first
- time, when I was the young boy at school. Oh, I puzzled my brain very
- often about this young English gentleman who liked to talk to me. And here
- is a curious thing, that when the Credit Lyonnais gave me my summons to
- come to England, it was of him that I thought first of all, and wondered
- if he had not some part in it. And then I was so dull&mdash;I come to his
- own house, and sit at his own table with him as my cousin, and do not know
- him at all! It is true that he had no beard then&mdash;but none the less I
- am ashamed.&rdquo; He spread his hands out and smiled a deprecatory gesture at
- them both as he added: &ldquo;But then everything has been upside down in my
- mind since I came to England. It has been as if I were going up the side
- of a straight cliff in a funicular railway&mdash;my heart throbbing in
- terror, my brain whirling&mdash;afraid to look down, or out, or to realize
- where I was. But to-day I am happily at the end of the journey, and the
- good safe ground is well under my feet&mdash;and so I am not confused any
- more, but only very, very glad.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The elder couple exchanged a frankly delighted smile over the enthusiast&rsquo;s
- head. &ldquo;You take him for a stroll about the place,&rdquo; said the wife. &ldquo;Perhaps
- I will come and find you, later on.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- In obedience to the suggestion, the two men turned, and went off together
- across the lawn.
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel began speaking at once. &ldquo;My father,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;has given me a
- rough outline of what you have seen and heard. In the nature of things, it
- could not all be pleasant.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I have quite forgotten the unhappy parts,&rdquo; the young man declared. &ldquo;I
- resolved to do that; it would be folly to remember them.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;They have their uses, though,&rdquo; persisted the other. &ldquo;I wanted you to
- start out with just that impression of the family&rsquo;s seamy side. We have an
- immense deal to make up to the people about us, and to humanity in
- general, have we Torrs. It seemed to me that you could not realize this
- too early in your experience here. What impressions did Caermere itself
- make upon you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian hesitated a little, to give form to his thoughts. &ldquo;I am
- imagining it in my mind,&rdquo; he said at last, slowly, and with extended hands
- to shape his meaning to the eye, &ldquo;as a huge canvas, one of the very
- biggest. As it happens, there is an unpleasant picture on it now, but that
- can be wiped out, covered over, and then on the vast blank surface a new
- and splendid picture may be painted&mdash;if I have the skill to do it.&rdquo;
- He paused, as his companion nodded comprehension of the figure, and then
- added abruptly: &ldquo;I have not put the question direct before&mdash;but it is
- really the case that I am to succeed my grandfather&mdash;to be duke of
- Glastonbury, is it not?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; answered Emanuel, gravely. &ldquo;That is the case.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Lord Julius told me to ask you everything,&rdquo; Christian went on in defense
- of his curiosity. &ldquo;But, grand Dieu! there is so much to ask! Shall I be a
- rich man, also? There are dukes in France who can scarcely give a dinner
- to a friend&mdash;and in Italy who are often in doubt about even their own
- dinners. I understand that English dukes are different&mdash;but it has
- been said to me that my grandfather, for example, is not a rich man. He
- would be rich, no doubt, in some other station, but as a duke he is poor.
- Shall I also be poor?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel smiled, more, it seemed, to himself than for the benefit of the
- young man. With amusing deliberation he took from his pocket a little
- oblong book with flexible covers. &ldquo;Have you ever owned a checkbook?&rdquo; he
- asked drily.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian shook his head.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, this is yours. It came from London this morning. I have written
- here on the back of the first check, on the part that remains in the book,
- these figures. They show what the bank holds at your disposal at the
- present moment.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian took the book, and stared with awe at the figures indicated.
- &ldquo;Three thousand pounds! That is to say, seventy-five thousand francs! But&mdash;I
- do not understand. What portion is this of my entire fortune? There is
- more besides&mdash;to come at some future period&mdash;n&rsquo;est ce pas?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The sum itself had seemed at first glance to be of bewildering dimensions.
- Soberer second thoughts, however, told him that he had been lifted into a
- social stratum where such an amount might easily come and go a number of
- times during one&rsquo;s life.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well,&rdquo; Emanuel began, hesitating in turn over his phrases, &ldquo;strictly
- speaking, you have no fortune at all. This money has been placed to your
- credit by my father&mdash;or if you like, by us both&mdash;to put you in a
- position of independence for the time being. You are quite free to spend
- it as you like. But&mdash;this is a somewhat delicate matter to explain&mdash;but
- we look to you in turn to be more or less guided by us in, say, your mode
- of life, your choice of associates and&mdash;and so on. Don&rsquo;t think that
- we wish in the least to hamper your individual freedom. I am sure you will
- feel that that is not our way. But we have formed very high hopes indeed
- for your career and&mdash;how shall I make you understand?&mdash;it rests
- a good deal with us to say how far the realization of these hopes warrants
- us in going on. That isn&rsquo;t plain to you, I see. Well, to put it frankly,
- you have nothing of your own, but we turn our money over to you because we
- believe in you. If unhappily&mdash;let us suppose the very improbable case&mdash;we
- should find ourselves no longer believing in you, why then we should feel
- free to reconsider our financial responsibilities towards you. That is
- stating it very baldly&mdash;not at all as I should like to have put it&mdash;but
- it gives you the essence of the situation.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- They had paused, and Christian regarded him with a troubled face. &ldquo;Then if
- you come not to like me, or if I make mistakes, you take everything away
- from me again? I have never heard of a system like that. It seems to place
- me in a very strange position.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The youth&rsquo;s mobile countenance expressed such wistful dejection, as he
- faltered out these words, that Emanuel hastened to reassure him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, no,&rdquo; he urged, putting a brotherly hand on his shoulder, &ldquo;it is the
- fault entirely of the way I explained it. No one will ever take anything
- away from you. In all human probability you will live and die a wealthy
- and powerful nobleman&mdash;and perhaps something a good deal more than
- that. But let me show you the situation in another way. You have seen your
- grandfather&mdash;so I need say little about him. When he had reached the
- age of fifty or thereabouts he had come to the end of his resources. Since
- the estates were entailed, nothing could be sold or mortgaged, and debts
- of all sorts were crowding in upon him and his eldest son, Lord Porlock.
- They were at their wits&rsquo; end to keep going at all; Porlock could not hold
- his head up in London, much less marry, as he was expected to do. If it
- had not been for the invention of life insurance, they could hardly have
- found money to live from week to week. That was in 1858 or &rsquo;9, when
- I was two or three years old. It was then that my father adopted his
- policy toward the older branch of the family. As you perhaps know, he was
- a very rich man. He came forward at this juncture, and saved the duke and
- his household from ruin.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That was very noble of him. It is what I should have thought he would
- do,&rdquo; interposed Christian. They had begun walking again.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I don&rsquo;t know that noble is quite the word,&rdquo; said Emanuel. &ldquo;The
- element of generosity was not very conspicuous in the transaction. The
- truth is that the duke and his son were not people that one could be
- generous to. They had to be bound to a hard-and-fast bargain. They agreed
- between them to break the entail, so that all the estates could be dealt
- with as was deemed best, and bound themselves to sell or mortgage nothing
- except to my father, unless with his consent. He on his side settled
- seventy thousand pounds on Porlock and his heirs, thus enabling him to
- marry, and he not only purchased from the duke the Somerset properties, of
- which this is a part, but he bought up his debts at the sacrifice of a
- good many thousands of pounds, so that in practice he became his brother&rsquo;s
- only creditor. No doubt there <i>was</i> generosity in that&mdash;since he
- cut down the rate of interest to something almost nominal by comparison
- with the usury that had been going on&mdash;but his motive was practical
- enough. It was to get complete financial mastery of the family estates.
- Nearly forty years have passed since he began; to-day he holds mortgages
- on practically every acre. If it were not for the mine near Coalbrook,
- which latterly yields the duke a certain surplus over the outlay at
- Caermere, my father would probably own it all outright. Well, you have
- followed it so far, haven&rsquo;t you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian thoughtfully nodded his head. &ldquo;These are not affairs that I have
- been brought up to understand,&rdquo; he commented, &ldquo;but I think I comprehend.
- Only this&mdash;you speak of your father&rsquo;s adopted policy; that means he
- has a purpose&mdash;an aim. The lady at the castle&mdash;Lady Cressage&mdash;spoke
- to me about this, and I wish&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, yes, you met her,&rdquo; interposed
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel. &ldquo;I am not sure she was the best fitted to expound our policy to
- you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, she was very sympathetic,&rdquo; the young man hastened to insist. &ldquo;She had
- the warmest praises for both you and your father. And I could not but feel
- she wished me well, too.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel made no immediate reply, but walked slowly along, revolving silent
- thoughts, with a far-away, deliberative look in his eyes. When he spoke at
- last, it was to revert with abruptness to the earlier topic. &ldquo;The policy,
- as we are calling it,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;can be put in a nutshell. We take that
- kind of pride in the family which impels us to resolve that, if we cannot
- induce it to do great things, we will at least prevent it doing base
- things. The position which your grandfather inherited was one of
- remarkable opportunities, and also of exceptional responsibilities. He was
- unfit to do anything with the opportunities, and as for the
- responsibilities, he regarded them with only ignorant contempt. His
- immediate heirs were very little better. It became a problem with us,
- therefore, how best to limit their power for harm. Money was the one force
- they could understand and respect, and we have used it accordingly. I say
- &lsquo;we&rsquo; because as the situation has gradually developed itself, it is hard
- to say which part of it is my father&rsquo;s and which mine&mdash;and still more
- impossible to imagine what either of us would have done independently of
- my mother. I will tell you more about her sometime. It was she, of course,
- who brought the money to us, but she brought much else besides. However,
- we will not enter upon that at the moment. Well, suddenly, last summer,
- the deaths changed everything. Up to that time, what we had been doing had
- had, so to speak, only a negative purpose. We had been keeping unfit
- people from parading their unfitness in too scandalously public a fashion.
- But all at once the possibility of doing something positive&mdash;something
- which might be very fine indeed&mdash;was opened up before us. As you know
- now, we were aware of your existence, but there were inquiries to be made
- as to&mdash;well, as to the formal validity of your claim. After that,
- there was some slight delay in tracing your whereabouts&mdash;but now you
- are here, at last.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Now I am here, at last!&rdquo; Christian repeated softly. He looked up into the
- sky; somewhere from the blue an invisible lark filled the air with its
- bubbling song. He drew a long breath of amazed content, then turned to his
- companion.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That men like you and your father should be making plans and sacrifices
- for one like myself,&rdquo; he said&mdash;&ldquo;it is hard for me to realize it.
- There is nothing for me to say but this&mdash;that I will spare no thought
- or labor to be what you want me to be. And you will make it all clear to
- me, will you not? in every detail what it is I am to do?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, hardly to that length,&rdquo; said Emanuel. He smiled once more&mdash;that
- grave, sweet, introspective smile of his, which suggested humor as little
- as it did flippancy&mdash;and spoke more freely, as if conscious that the
- irksome part of his task lay behind him. &ldquo;We dream a great dream of you,
- but it would be folly to attempt to dictate to you at every stage of its
- realization. That would do you more harm than good, and it would be unfair
- to both parties, into the bargain. No, what I desire is to show you the
- practical workings of a system, and to fill you with the principles and
- spirit of that system. I think it will interest you deeply, and I hope you
- will see your way to making it, in its essentials at least, your own. It
- has taken me many years to build it up, and I can&rsquo;t pretend to suppose
- that you will grasp it in a week or a year. But you will see at least the
- aim I have in view, and you will get a notion of how I progress toward it.
- I shall be satisfied, for the time being, merely to commend it to your
- judgment as the aim which you might do well to set before you. It occurs
- to me to ask you: have you decided opinions in politics?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian shrugged his shoulders diffidently. &ldquo;In France my friends were
- of many parties, but since I thought never of myself as a Frenchman, I did
- not take sides with any of them. My brother Salvator is very advanced
- indeed; he is a Free Mason, and his friends are Carbonari in Italy and
- Socialists in France. But to me, these things had not much meaning. I said
- always to myself that I was English, and I read journals from London when
- I could, to learn about English parties. But it was not easy to learn. I
- stood in the streets often at Cannes in the early spring to see Mr.
- Gladstone when he passed, and to take off my hat to him, because I read
- that he was the greatest Englishman. But then I talked with English people
- on the Riviera about him, and they all cursed and ridiculed him, and told
- me that in England no respectable people would so much as speak to him. So
- it is very hard to know the truth&mdash;when you are born and bred in
- another country.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Even those who are born here do not invariably agree upon definitions of
- the truth,&rdquo; commented Emanuel. &ldquo;But I was not speaking of parties or
- politicians, so called. Politics, in its bigger sense, means the
- housekeeping of humanity&mdash;the whole mass of interests that the
- individuals of the human race have in common. But I don&rsquo;t want to
- generalize to you. Let us stop here for a few minutes; I have brought you
- to this point that you may get the view.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Their leisurely stroll through pastures and meadows, and latterly across a
- strip of grassy common dotted with sheep, had brought them by a gradual
- ascent to the summit of a knoll, crowned by a group of picturesquely
- gnarled and twisted old trees, the boughs of which were all pointed
- backward in the direction whence the men had come. Christian, coming to
- the ridge and halting, confronted the unexpected breeze, steady and
- sustained as an ocean swell, which he could hear murmuring through the
- land-ward bent branches overhead. In front of him, at the distance of a
- stone&rsquo;s throw, the sloping heath abruptly ended in what for the instant he
- supposed was the sky-line&mdash;and then saw to be a vast glittering
- expanse of water, stretching off to an illimitable horizon.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, the sea!&rdquo; he cried out, in surprised delight. &ldquo;I had never dreamed
- that we were near it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He could distinguish now the faint intermittent rustle of the waves on the
- hidden beach far below. Perhaps a mile out the profile of a craft under
- full sail shone magically white in the sunlight. He knew it to be a yacht,
- and began watching it with an intuitive appreciation of its beauty of line
- and carriage. Then in a sudden impulse he swung around and faced his
- companion. &ldquo;I do not like to look at it,&rdquo; he broke out nervously. &ldquo;I am
- afraid to see the ghosts of those cousins who were drowned&mdash;killed to
- make room for me. Where their yacht went down on the rocks&mdash;was that
- close by here?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;At least sixty miles away&mdash;in that direction,&rdquo; and Emanuel gave an
- indifferent nod towards the west. &ldquo;I wouldn&rsquo;t encourage ghosts of any
- sort, if I were you, but theirs would be least of all worth while. I
- wanted you to look about you from here&mdash;not specially seaward, but in
- all directions. There is a small village at the water&rsquo;s edge, almost
- directly under our feet, which can&rsquo;t be seen from above&mdash;we will get
- round to it, perhaps to-morrow&mdash;but look in other directions. As far
- as you can see along the coast to right and left&mdash;and inland, too&mdash;the
- system I spoke of is in operation. It is all my land. Get the scope of it
- into your mind. Roughly speaking, you can see over some nine or ten
- thousand acres. Imagine that multiplied by seven or eight, and you will
- have, an idea of the territory that your grandfather still owns&mdash;at
- least nominally.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian kept a rapt gaze upon the prospect, and strove in silence to
- grasp the meaning of the words.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;On the land that you see before you,&rdquo; Emanuel went on, &ldquo;in one capacity
- or another, nearly two thousand human beings have homes. On your
- grandfather&rsquo;s estates there must be nearly if not quite ten times that
- number. Think what this means. You will be in a position to affect the
- prosperity, the happiness, the well-being, body and soul, of fifteen or
- twenty thousand people. It is a little nation&mdash;a small kingdom&mdash;of
- which you will be the head.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The young man turned slowly and forced himself to look out upon the deep,
- but still said nothing.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;This position you may make much of, or little, or worse than nothing at
- all,&rdquo; the other continued. &ldquo;It is a simple enough matter to put the work
- and the responsibility upon other shoulders, if you choose to do it. Many
- very respectable men born to such positions do wash their hands of the
- worry and labor in just that fashion. They lead idle lives, they amuse
- themselves, they take all that is yielded to them and give nothing in
- return&mdash;and because they avoid open grossness and scandal their
- behavior attracts no particular attention. In fact, it is quite taken for
- granted that they have done the natural thing. Being born to leisure, why
- should they toil? Possessing the title to wealth and dominion and the
- deference of those about them, why should they be expected to go to work
- and earn these things which they already own? That is the public view.
- Mine is very different. I hold that a man who has been born to a position
- of power among his fellows, and neglects the duties of that position while
- he accepts its rewards, is disgraced. It is as dishonest as any action for
- which less fortunate persons go to prison.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, that is my feeling, also,&rdquo; said Christian in low, earnest tones.
- &ldquo;It&rsquo;s all true&mdash;but&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, yes, the &lsquo;But,&rsquo;&rdquo; commented Emanuel, with his perceptive smile. &ldquo;Now
- let me explain to you that I have met this &lsquo;But,&rsquo; and done battle with it,
- and put it under my feet. I began planning for this struggle when I was
- very young. All the good people I knew admitted frankly the evils I speak
- of; they saw them quite clearly, and talked with eloquence and fine
- feeling about them, and at the finish they said &lsquo;But!&rsquo;&mdash;and changed
- the subject, and everything went on as before. It became apparent to me
- that this eternal &lsquo;But&rsquo; is the enemy of the human race. There it stood
- forever in the path, blocking every attempt of benevolent and right-minded
- people to advance in real progress. So I said: at least one life shall be
- given to the task of proving that there need be no &lsquo;But.&rsquo; I have been
- working here now for years, upon lines which were carefully thought out
- during other years of preparation. The results are in most respects better
- than I could have expected; they are certainly many-fold better than any
- one who had not my faith could have believed possible. Sundry limitations
- in the system I have, no doubt, discovered. Some things which seemed
- axiomatic on paper do not work themselves out the same way in practice&mdash;but
- as a whole the system is recognized now as having justified itself. There
- was an article in the &lsquo;Fortnightly&rsquo; on it last November which I will give
- you to read. I have written some chapters upon certain phases of it,
- myself, which you might also look at. But the principal thing is that you
- should see the system itself in full operation.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am eager to begin,&rdquo; declared the young man, with fervor.
- </p>
- <p>
- They had turned by tacit consent, and were sauntering back again over the
- short, soft grass of the heath.
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel paused and picked from a furze-bush a belated spray of bright
- yellow blossoms. As he continued his walk, he pulled one of these flowers
- to pieces, and attentively examined the fragments.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I gather that you are much interested in flowers,&rdquo; said Christian, to
- make conversation.
- </p>
- <p>
- The other laughed briefly, as he threw the stuff aside, then sighed a
- little. &ldquo;Too much so,&rdquo; he answered. &ldquo;I wish I had the courage to give it
- up altogether. It murders my work. I spend sometimes whole hours in my
- greenhouses when I ought to be doing other things. The worst of it is that
- I realize perfectly the criminal waste of time&mdash;and still I persist
- in it. There is something quite mysterious in plants&mdash;especially if
- you have grown them yourself. You can go and stand among them by the hour,
- and look from one to another, with your mind entirely closed to thoughts
- of any description. I used to assume that this mental rest had a
- recuperative value, but as I get older I suspect that it is a kind of
- lethargy instead&mdash;a mere blankness that can grow upon one. I find
- myself, for example, going incessantly to see certain pans of my own
- hybridized seedlings&mdash;and staring aimlessly at them till I get quite
- empty-headed. Now, I am too busy a man to be able to afford that.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But if you get pleasure from it,&rdquo; expostulated Christian, gently.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;We have no right to think of our pleasure,&rdquo; Emanuel asserted with
- decision, &ldquo;while any duty remains unperformed. And rightly considered,
- duty <i>is</i> pleasure, the very highest and noblest pleasure. The
- trouble is that even while our minds quite recognize this, our senses play
- us tricks. For example, when I saw how much time I was wasting on flowers,
- I tried to turn the impulse into a useful channel. The blossoms of fruit
- trees, for instance; the growth and flowering and seeding processes of
- melons and broad-beans and potatoes and so on, are just as interesting and
- worthy of study, and they mean value to humanity into the bargain. So I
- said I would concentrate my attention upon them, instead&mdash;but there
- was some perverse element in me somewhere; I couldn&rsquo;t do it. The mere
- knowledge that these excellent vegetables were of practical utility threw
- me off altogether. They bored me&mdash;so I went shamefacedly back to the
- roses and fuchsias and dahlias.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;They have wonderful dahlias at Caermere,&rdquo; interposed Christian. &ldquo;I
- walked for a long time among them with Lady Cressage, and she told me all
- their names. Poor lady, she is very sad, in spite of the flowers. I&mdash;I
- think I should like to say it to you&mdash;I find myself very sorry for
- her. And&mdash;such a bewildering number of things are to be done for me&mdash;is
- there not something that can be done for her?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel walked slowly on in silence for some moments, regarding his
- companion&rsquo;s profile out of the corner of his eye, his own face showing
- signs of preoccupation meantime. When at last he spoke, the question
- seemed to have lost itself in convolution of his thoughts.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Considering their northern exposure,&rdquo; he said meditatively, &ldquo;they grow an
- extraordinary amount of fruit at Caermere.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
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- </p>
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- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XI
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">A</span>t the end of a
- fortnight Christian found himself able to confront the system, and even
- look it in the face, with a certain degree of mental composure. He was far
- from imagining that he had comprehended it all, but the thought of it no
- longer made his brain whirl by the magnitude of its scope, or frightened
- him by its daring. The implication that he was expected to do still more
- with it than Emanuel, its inventor and evangel, had done, possessed its
- terrors, no doubt, but one is not young for nothing. The buoyancy of
- youth, expanding genially amid these delightful surroundings, thrust these
- shadows off into the indefinite future, whenever they approached.
- </p>
- <p>
- This system need not detain us long, or unnerve us at all. Lord Julius had
- spoken figuratively of it as the Pursuit of Happiness; perhaps that
- remains its best definition.
- </p>
- <p>
- Like other systems, it was capable of explanation by means of formulas;
- but the most lucid and painstaking presentation of these could not hope to
- convey complete meaning to the mind. Stated in words, Emanuel&rsquo;s plan
- hardly appealed to the imagination. Save for a few innovations, not of
- primary importance, it proceeded by arguments entirely familiar to
- everybody, and which indeed none disputes. Most of its propositions were
- the commonplaces of human speech and thought. The value of purity, of
- cheerfulness, of loyalty, of mercy&mdash;this is not gainsaid by any one.
- The conception of duty as the mainspring of human action is very old
- indeed. For this reason, doubtless, Emanuel&rsquo;s efforts to expound his
- System by means of books had failed to rivet public attention. He could
- only insist afresh upon what was universally conceded, and Mr. Tupper
- before him had done enough of this to last several generations.
- </p>
- <p>
- Viewed in operation, however, the System was another matter. Our
- immemorial platitudes, once clothed in flesh and blood, informed with
- life, and set in motion under the sympathetic control of a master mind,
- became unrecognizable.
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel as a lad had thought much of the fact that he was of the blood of
- the Spinozas. When he learned Latin in his early boyhood, the task was
- sweetened and ennobled to his mind by the knowledge that it would bring
- him into communion with the actual words of the great man, his kinsman.
- Later, when he approached with veneration the study of these words, the
- discovery that they meant little or nothing to him was almost crushing in
- its effects. Eventually it dawned upon his brain that the philosopher&rsquo;s
- abstractions and speculations were as froth on the top of the water; the
- great fact was the man himself&mdash;the serene, lofty, beautiful
- character which shines out at us from its squalid setting like a flawless
- gem. To be like Spinoza, but to give his mind to the real rather than the
- unreal, shaped itself as the goal of his ambitions.
- </p>
- <p>
- It was at this period that he became impressed by the thought that he was
- also of the blood of the Torrs. On the one side the poor lens-grinder with
- the soul of an archangel; on the other the line of dull-browed,
- heavy-handed dukes, with a soul of any sort discoverable among them
- nowhere. Slowly the significance of the conjunction revealed itself to
- him. To take up the long-neglected burden of responsibilities and
- possibilities of the Torrs, with the courage and pure spirit of a Spinoza&mdash;there
- lay the duty of his life, plainly marked before him.
- </p>
- <p>
- Ensuing years of reading, travel and reflection gave him the frame, so to
- speak, in which to put this picture. He had from his childhood been
- greatly attracted by the glimpses which his father&rsquo;s library gave him of
- what is called the Mediaeval period. As he grew older, this taste became a
- passion. Where predilection ended and persuasion began, it would be hard
- to say, but when he had arrived at man&rsquo;s estate, and stood upon the
- threshold of his life-work, it was with the deeply rooted conviction that
- the feudal stage had offered mankind its greatest opportunities for
- happiness and the higher life. That the opportunities had been
- misunderstood, wasted, thrown away, proved nothing against the soundness
- of his theory. He had masses of statistics as to wages, rent-rolls,
- endowments and the like at his fingers&rsquo; ends, to show that even on its
- reverse side, the medieval shield was not so black as it was painted. As
- for the other side&mdash;it was the age of the cathedrals, of the Book of
- Kells, of the great mendicant orders, of the saintly and knightly ideals.
- It was in its flowering time that craftsmanship attained its highest
- point, and the great artisan guilds, proud of their talents and afraid of
- nothing but the reproach of work ill-done, gave the world its magnificent
- possessions among the applied arts. Sovereigns and princes vied with one
- another to do honor to the noblest forms of art, and to bow to the
- intellect of an Erasmus, who had not even the name of a father to bear.
- Class caste was the rule of the earth, yet the son of a peasant like
- Luther could force himself to the top, and compel emperors to listen to
- him, more readily then than now. The bishop-princes of feudal England were
- as often as not the sons of swineherds or starveling clerks, whereas now
- no such thing could conceivably happen to the hierarchy. Above all things,
- it was the age of human character. Men like Thomas More, with their
- bewildering circle of attainments and their extraordinary individual
- force, were familiar products. In a thousand other directions, Emanuel saw
- convincing proofs that mankind then and there had come closest to the
- possibilities of a golden age. True, it had wandered off miserably again,
- into all manner of blind lanes and morasses, until it floundered now in a
- veritable Dismal Swamp of individualism, menaced on the one side by the
- millionaire slave-hunter, on the other by the spectral anarchist, and
- still the fools in its ranks cried out ceaselessly for further progress.
- Oh, blind leaders of the blind!
- </p>
- <p>
- No. Emanuel saw clearly that humanity could right itself by retracing its
- steps, and going back to the scene of its mistaken choice of roads. It had
- taken the wrong turning when it forsook the path of coherent and
- interdependent organization&mdash;that marvelously intricate yet perfectly
- logical system called feudalism, in which everybody from king to serf had
- service to render and service to receive, and mutual duty was the law of
- the entire mechanism.
- </p>
- <p>
- Though Christian heard much more than this, enough has been said to
- indicate the spirit in which Emanuel had embarked upon the realization of
- his plan. The results, as Christian wonderingly observed them, were
- remarkable.
- </p>
- <p>
- The estate over which the System reigned was compact in shape, and enjoyed
- the advantage of natural boundaries, either of waste moorland or
- estuaries, which shut it off from the outside world, and simplified the
- problem of developing its individual character. In area it comprised
- nearly fifteen square miles, and upon it, as has been said, lived some two
- thousand people. About half of these were employed in, or dependent upon,
- the industrial occupations Emanuel had introduced; the others were more
- directly connected with the soil. Whether artisans or farmers, however,
- they lived almost without exception in some one of the six little villages
- on the property.
- </p>
- <p>
- In each of these hamlets there were conserved one or more old timbered
- houses; the newer cottages had been built, not in servile imitation of
- these, but after equally old models, no two quite alike. As the
- &ldquo;Fortnightly Review&rdquo; article said, if the System had done nothing else it
- had &ldquo;gathered for the instruction and delight of the intelligent observer
- almost a complete collection of examples of early English domestic
- architecture of the humbler sort.&rdquo; The numerous roads upon the estate were
- kept in perfect order, and were for the most part lined with trees; where
- they passed through the villages they were of great width, with broad
- expanses of turf, shaded by big oaks or elms, some of which had been moved
- from other spots only a few years before, to the admiring surprise of the
- neighborhood. Each village had a small church edifice of its own, quaintly
- towered and beautiful in form, and either possessing or simulating
- skillfully the graces of antiquity as well. Beside the church was a
- building presenting some one or another type of the tolsey-house of old
- English towns, devoted to the communal uses of the villagers. About the
- church and the tolsey was the public garden and common, with a playground
- with swings and bars for the children at the back&mdash;and there was no
- grave or tombstone in sight anywhere. A hospitable, ivy-clad, low-gabled
- inn, with its long side to the street, was a conspicuous feature on each
- village green.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian retained a vivid recollection of entering one of these taverns
- with Emanuel, very early in his tour of observation. Above the broad, open
- door, as they went in, swung the cumbrous, brightly painted sign of &ldquo;The
- Torr Arms.&rdquo; Two or three laborers in corduroys were seated on benches at
- the table, with tankards before them; they dragged their heavily shod feet
- together on the sanded floor, and stood up, when they saw Emanuel,
- touching their hats with an air of affectionate humility as he smiled and
- nodded to them. There was a seemingly intelligent and capable landlady in
- the bar, who drew the two glasses of beer which Emanuel asked for, and
- answered cheerfully the questions he put to her. Two brightfaced young
- women, very neatly dressed, were seated sewing in this commodious bar, and
- they joined in the conversation which Emanuel raised. Christian gathered
- from what he heard and saw that his cousin took an active interest in the
- fortunes of this tavern and of both its inmates and its patrons, and that
- the interest and liking were warmly reciprocated. The discovery gave him a
- more genial conception of Emanuel&rsquo;s character than he had hitherto
- entertained.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That is one of my most satisfactory enterprises,&rdquo; Emanuel had said when
- they came out. &ldquo;We brew our own beer, as well as the few cordials which
- take the place of spirits, and I really feel sure it&rsquo;s the best beer
- obtainable in England. I am very proud of it&mdash;but I am proud of these
- taverns of ours too. That was one of the hardest problems to be solved&mdash;but
- the solution satisfies me better, perhaps, than anything else I have done.
- Nobody ever dreams of getting drunk in these &lsquo;pubs&rsquo; of ours. Nobody dreams
- of being ashamed to be seen going into them or coming out. The women and
- children enter them just as freely, if they have occasion to do so, as
- they would a dairy or grocer&rsquo;s shop. They are the village clubs, so to
- speak, and they are constantly open to the whole village, as much as the
- church or the tolsey. But here is one of my parsons. I want you to take
- note of him&mdash;and I will tell you about his part in the System
- afterward. He is as interesting a figure in it as my publican.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- A tall, fresh-faced, fair young man approached them as Emanuel spoke, and
- was presented to the stranger as Father William. Christian observed him
- narrowly, as he had been bidden, but beyond the fact that he was clad in a
- somewhat outlandish fashion, and seemed a merry-hearted fellow, there was
- nothing noteworthy in the impression he produced. He stood talking for a
- few minutes, and then, with affable adieux, passed on.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That is wholly my invention,&rdquo; commented Emanuel, as they resumed their
- walk. &ldquo;There is one of them in each of the six villages, and a seventh who
- has a kind of general function&mdash;and really I have been
- extraordinarily fortunate with them all. They come from my college at
- Oxford&mdash;Swithin&rsquo;s&mdash;and when you think that twenty years ago it
- was the most bigoted hole in England, the change is most miraculous. These
- young men fell in with my ideas like magic. I don&rsquo;t suppose you know much
- about the Church of England. Well, it drives with an extremely loose rein.
- You can do almost anything you like inside it, if you go about the thing
- decorously. I didn&rsquo;t even have the trouble with the bishop which might
- have been expected. These young men&mdash;my curates, we may call them&mdash;have
- among themselves a kind of guild or confraternity. They are called Father
- William, or Father Alfred; they wear the sort of habit you have seen; they
- are quite agreed upon an irreducible minimum of dogmatic theology, and an
- artistic elaboration of the ritual, and, above all, upon an active life
- consecrated to good works. They have their own central chapter-house,
- where they live when they choose and feel like enjoying one another&rsquo;s
- society, but each has his own village, for the moral and intellectual
- health of which he feels responsible. Without their constant and very
- capable oversight, the System would have a good many ragged edges, I&rsquo;m
- afraid. But what they do is wonderful. They have made a study of all the
- different temperaments and natures among the people. They know just how to
- smooth away possible friction here, to encourage dormant energy there, to
- keep the whole thing tight and clean and sound. They specially watch the
- development of the children, and make careful notes of their qualities and
- capacities. They decide which are to be fully educated, and which are to
- be taught only to read and do sums.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am not sure that I understand,&rdquo; put in Christian. &ldquo;Is not universal
- education a part of your plan?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel smiled indulgently. &ldquo;There was never grosser nonsense talked in
- this world,&rdquo; he said, with the placid air of one long since familiar with
- the highest truths, &ldquo;or more mischievous rubbish into the bargain, than
- this babble about universal education. The thing we call modern
- civilization is wrong at so many points that it is hard to say where it
- sins most, but often I think this is its worst offense. The race has gone
- fairly mad over this craze for stuffing unfit brains with encumbering and
- harmful twaddle. In the Middle Ages they knew better. The monks of a
- locality picked out the children whose minds would repay cultivation, and
- they taught these as much as it was useful for them to know. If the system
- was in honest operation, it mattered nothing whether these children
- belonged to the lord of the manor or the poorest peasant. Assume, for
- example, that there was a nobleman and one of his lowest dependents, and
- that each of them had a clever son and a dull one. The monks would take
- the two clever ones, and educate them side by side&mdash;and if in the end
- the base born boy had the finer mind of the two, and the stronger
- character, he would become the bishop or the abbot or the judge in
- preference to his noble school-fellow. On the other hand, the two dull
- boys were not wearied by schooling from which they could get no profit.
- The thick-headed young-noble, very often without even learning his
- alphabet, was put on a horse, and given a suit of armor and a sword; the
- heavy-witted young churl was given a leathern shirt and a pike or a bow,
- and bidden to follow behind that horse&rsquo;s tail&mdash;and off the two happy
- dunces went, to fulfill in a healthful and intelligent fashion their
- manifest destiny. Those were the rational days when human institutions
- were made to fit human beings&mdash;instead of this modern lunacy of
- either shaving down and mangling the human being, or else blowing him up
- like a bladder, to make him appear to fit the institutions. Of course, you
- must understand, I don&rsquo;t say that this medieval system worked uniformly,
- or perfectly, even at its best&mdash;and, of course, for a variety of
- reasons, it eventually failed to work altogether. But its principle, its
- spirit, was the right one&mdash;and it is only by getting back to it, and
- making another start with the light of experience to guide us this time,
- that we can achieve real progress. Fortunately, my parsons entered fully,
- and quite joyfully, into my feelings on this point. They couldn&rsquo;t have
- labored harder, or better, to make the System a success if it had been of
- their own invention.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have seen English parsons often,&rdquo; said Christian, vaguely. &ldquo;They are
- always married, n&rsquo;est ce pas?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, no&mdash;no!&rdquo; answered Emanuel, with impatient emphasis. &ldquo;That would
- never do here. It is difficult enough to find men fit to carry on the task
- we have undertaken. It would be asking too much of the miracle to expect
- also unique women who would bring help rather than confusion to such men.
- Oh, no&mdash;we take no risks of that sort. Celibacy is the very basis of
- their guild. It is very lucky that their own tastes run in that direction&mdash;because
- in any case it would have had to be insisted upon.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian wondered if he ought to put into words the comment which rose in
- his mind. &ldquo;But you, and your father,&rdquo; he ventured&mdash;&ldquo;you personally&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah,&rdquo; interposed Emanuel, with a rapt softening of expression in face and
- tone, &ldquo;when women like my mother and my wife appear&mdash;that lifts us
- away from the earth and things earthly, altogether. But they are as rare
- as a great poem&mdash;or a comet. If they were plentiful there would be no
- need of any System. The human race would never have fallen into the mud.
- We should all be angels.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- After a little pause he added: &ldquo;The woman question here has been a very
- hard nut to crack. We have made some progress with it&mdash;but it is
- still one of the embarrassments. Of course there are others. The restless
- young men who leave the estate, for example, and having made a failure of
- it elsewhere, come back to make mischief here: That is an awkward subject
- to deal with. The whole problem of our relations to outsiders is full of
- perplexities. To prevent intercourse with them is out of the question.
- They come and go as they like&mdash;and of course my own people are
- equally free. I can&rsquo;t see my way to any restrictions which wouldn&rsquo;t do
- more harm than good&mdash;if indeed they could be enforced at all. I have
- to rely entirely upon the good sense and good feeling of my people, to
- show them how much better off they are in every way than any other
- community they know of, and how important it is for them to keep
- themselves to themselves, and continue to benefit by their good fortune.
- If they fail to understand this, I am quite powerless to coerce them. And
- that is where the women give us trouble. It is the rarest thing for us to
- have any difficulty with the men. They comprehend their advantages, they
- take a warm interest in their work, and we have developed among them a
- really fine communal spirit. They are proud of the System, and fond of it,
- and I can trust them to defend it and stand by it. But this isn&rsquo;t true of
- all the women. You have always the depressing consciousness that there are
- treacherous malcontents among them, who smile to your face but are
- planning disturbance behind your back. It is not so much a matter of evil
- natures as of inferior brains. Let a soldier in a red coat come along, for
- example&mdash;an utterly ignorant and vulgar clown from heaven knows what
- gutter or pigsty&mdash;and we have girls here who would secretly value his
- knowledge of the world, and his advice upon things in general, above <i>mine!</i>
- How <i>can</i> you deal with that sort of mind?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian smiled drolly, and disclaimed responsibility with a playful
- outward gesture of his hands. &ldquo;It is not my subject,&rdquo; he declared.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But it has to be faced,&rdquo; insisted Emanuel. &ldquo;My wife has devoted
- incredible labor and pains to it&mdash;and on the surface of things she
- has succeeded wonderfully. I say the surface, because that is the sinister
- peculiarity of the affair; you can never be sure what is underneath. When
- you go up to London, you must do as I have done since I was a youth: take
- a walk of a bright afternoon along Regent Street and Oxford Street, where
- the great millinery and drapers&rsquo; and jewelers&rsquo; shops are, and study the
- faces of the thousands of well-dressed and well-connected women whom you
- will see passing from one show-window to another. There will be many
- beautiful faces, and many more which are deeply interesting. But one note
- you will catch in them all&mdash;or at least in the vast majority&mdash;the
- note of furtiveness. Once you learn to recognize it you will find it
- everywhere&mdash;the suggestion of something hidden, something artfully
- wrapped up out of sight. God knows, I don&rsquo;t suggest they all have guilty
- secrets&mdash;or for that matter secrets of any sort. But they have the
- trained facial capacity for concealment; it is their commonest
- accomplishment; their mothers&rsquo; fingers have been busy kneading their
- features into this mask of pretense from their earliest girlhood.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Would you not find it also on the men&rsquo;s faces?&rdquo; demanded Christian, with
- a dissolving mental vision of sly masculine visages before him as he
- spoke. &ldquo;That is to say, when once you had learned to detect the male
- variation of the mask? And even if it is so, then is not the reason of it
- this&mdash;that men have long been their own masters, making their own
- laws, doing freely what they choose, and there is no one before whom they
- must dissemble?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel had not the temperament which is attracted by contradiction. He
- listened to his cousin&rsquo;s eager words, seemed to ponder them for a space,
- and then began talking of something else.
- </p>
- <p>
- Those whom Emanuel called &ldquo;his people&rdquo; were for the most part descendants
- of families who had been on the soil for centuries&mdash;since before the
- Torrs came into possession of it. In a few cases, their stock had been
- transplanted from the Shropshire estates of the same house. Emanuel had
- discerned it to be an essential part of the System that its benefits
- should be reaped by those to whom his family had historic
- responsibilities. The reflection that the Torrs in Somerset only went back
- at the farthest to Henry VIII.&lsquo;s time, and became large landlords there so
- recently as Charles II.&lsquo;s reign, saddened him when he dwelt upon it. He
- would have given much to have been able to establish the System at
- Caermere instead, where the relations between lord and retainer had
- subsisted from the dawn of tribal history. He dwelt a good deal upon this
- aspect of the matter in his talks with Christian. &ldquo;If you take up the
- idea,&rdquo; he would say, &ldquo;you will have the enormous advantage of really
- ancient ties between you and your people. Here in Somerset we are,
- relatively speaking, new-comers&mdash;merely lucky bridegrooms or
- confiscating interlopers of a few generations&rsquo; standing. I have had to
- create my feudal spirit here out of whole cloth. But you at Caermere&mdash;you
- will find it ready-made to your hand.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel had created much more besides.
- </p>
- <p>
- The villages hummed with the exotic industries he had brought into being.
- The estate produced most of its raw material&mdash;food, wool, hides, peat
- for domestic fuel, stone in several varieties for building, and numerous
- products of the sea. It drew coal, wood and iron across the channel from
- the Caermere properties. The effort of the System had been from the outset
- to expand its self-sufficiency. Christian saw now the remarkable results
- of this effort on both sides. One village had its leather workers,
- beginning with the tanners at one end and finishing with the most skillful
- artificers&mdash;glovers, saddlers and shoemakers&mdash;at the other. A
- second village possessed its colony of builders&mdash;masons and
- carpenters alike&mdash;and with them guiding architects and designers of
- furniture and carving. Here also were the coopers, who served not only the
- brewery, but the butter-makers. These latter formed in turn a link with
- the great dairy establishment, which had for its flank the farming lands.
- The gardens, nurseries, orchards and long glasshouses were nearest to
- Emanuel&rsquo;s residence, and their workers made up the largest of the hamlets.
- This was in other senses the metropolis of the state, for here were the
- printing-press, the bindery, the chemical laboratory, the electric-light
- plant, the photographic and drawing departments, the clergy house and the
- estate office. The smallest of the villages was in the center of the stock
- farm, where scientific breeding and experimental acclimatization had
- attained results of which the staid &ldquo;Field&rdquo; spoke in almost excited terms.
- </p>
- <p>
- But to Christian&rsquo;s mind by far the most interesting village was that
- nestled on the sea-shore, under the protection of the cliffs. When he had
- once seen this place, his cousin found if difficult to get him away from
- it, or to enlist his attention for other branches of the System. There was
- a small but sufficient wharf here, to which colliers of a fair burden
- could have access; shelter was secured for the home-built fishing craft in
- the little harbor by means of a breakwater. The red-roofed, gray-stone
- cottages clustered along the winding roadway which climbed the cliff made
- a picture fascinating to the young man&rsquo;s eye, but his greater delight was
- in something not at first visible. Around a bend in the cove, out of sight
- of the village, was a factory for the manufacture of glass, and beyond
- this were pointed out to him other buildings, near the water&rsquo;s edge, which
- he was told were used for curing, pickling and otherwise preserving fish.
- &ldquo;We make our own glass for the gardens and forcing houses, &lsquo;and for all
- the dwellings on the estate,&rdquo; Emanuel had told him, &ldquo;and for another use
- as well.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The statement had not aroused his curiosity at the moment, but a little
- later, when he confronted the embodiment of its meaning, he murmured aloud
- in his astonishment. He found himself walking in a spacious corridor,
- beneath a roof of semi-opaque, greenish glass, and between walls that
- seemed of solid crystal, stretching onward as far as the eye could reach.
- A bar of sunlight, striking through aslant from somewhere outside, painted
- a central glowing prismatic patch of color, which reflected itself in
- countless wavering gleams of orange and purple all about him. A curious
- moving glitter, as of fountains noiselessly at play, traversed the upper
- surface of these glass walls, and flashed confusion at his first scrutiny.
- Then he gave a schoolboy&rsquo;s shout of joy and rushed forward to the nearest
- side. He was in a giant aquarium&mdash;and these were actual fishes of the
- sea swimming placidly before him! Even as he stared in bewildered
- pleasure, with his nose flattened against the glass, there lounged toward
- him, across the domed back of a king-crab, the biggest conger he had ever
- imagined to himself. He put up a hand instinctively to ward off the
- advance of the impassive eel&mdash;then laughed aloud for glee.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, this is worth all the rest!&rdquo; he cried to Emanuel.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, good idea, isn&rsquo;t it?&rdquo; said the other. &ldquo;It was my wife who suggested
- it. We had started making our own glass&mdash;and really this was a most
- intelligent way of using it. In time I think it will be of great value,
- too. We have some clever men down here, from time to time, to study the
- specimens. I&rsquo;m sorry no one is here for the moment. I thought at first of
- building a residence for them, and putting it all at their disposal in a
- regular way as a kind of marine observatory, like that at Naples. But
- after all, it would hardly be fair to the system. My first duty is to my
- own people, and we&rsquo;ve got some young men of our own who are making good
- use of it. There are a hundred or more of these tanks, and we are fitting
- up electrical machinery to get automatic control of the water supply, and
- to regulate the temperature more exactly. But beyond the spectacle of the
- fishes themselves&mdash;our people make holiday excursions here every
- fortnight or so&mdash;and certain things we learn about food and
- fecundation and so on, I don&rsquo;t know that there&rsquo;s much to be said for the
- practical utility of this department. Further on you will see the oyster
- and mussel beds, and the lobsters and crabs. I attach much more importance
- to the experiments we are making out there. There seems almost no limit to
- what can be done in those fields, now that we have learned how to go to
- work. It is as simple a matter to rear lobsters as it is to rear
- chickens.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But it is all wonderful!&rdquo; cried Christian, once more. &ldquo;But tell me&mdash;this
- costs a great sum of money. I am afraid to think how much. Is it your hope&mdash;shall
- you ever get a profit from it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel smiled. &ldquo;There is no question of profits,&rdquo; he explained, gently.
- &ldquo;The System as a whole supports itself&mdash;or rather is entirely capable
- of doing so. The capital that I have spent in putting the System upon its
- feet, so to speak, I count as nothing. It belonged to the people who had
- been with us all these centuries and I have merely restored it to them. In
- the eyes of the law it is all mine, and from that point of view I am a
- much richer man than I was before the System began. But in practice it
- belongs to all my people. I take enough to live as befits my station; each
- of the others has enough to maintain him in <i>his</i> station,
- comfortably and honorably. Whatever the surplus may be, that is devoted to
- the objects which we all have in common. You see it is simplicity itself.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But that is like my brother Salvator&rsquo;s doctrine,&rdquo; said Christian. &ldquo;It is
- socialism, is it not?&rdquo; Emanuel&rsquo;s fine brows drew together in an impatient
- frown. &ldquo;Please do not use that word,&rdquo; he said, with a shade of annoyance
- in his tone. &ldquo;The very sound of it affronts my ears. Nothing vexes me more
- than to have my work unthinkingly coupled with that monstrous imposture.
- If you will think of it, I am more opposed to what is called socialism
- than anybody else on earth. I have elaborated the one satisfactory system,
- on lines absolutely opposed to it. I furnish the best weapon for fighting
- and slaying that pernicious delusion that the whole world offers. So you
- see, I have a right to protest when people confuse me with my bitterest
- antagonist.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Pardon!&rdquo; said Christian, with humility. &ldquo;I am so badly informed upon all
- these matters!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, well, you will understand them perfectly, all in good time,&rdquo; his
- cousin reassured him in a kindly way.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian drew a furtive sigh as they moved along. To his fancy the large
- fishes in the tanks regarded him with a sympathetic eye.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
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- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XII
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span>t has done Emanuel
- a world of good to have you here,&rdquo; said Kathleen, on the morning of
- Christian&rsquo;s leave-taking. &ldquo;Of course it has been a delight to us both&mdash;but
- he has had a personal benefit from it, too. He works too hard. He carries
- such a burden of details about in his mind&mdash;by day and by night, for
- he sleeps badly and is forever dreaming of his work&mdash;that
- companionship with some new and attractive mind is of the greatest rest
- and help to him. And he is very fond of you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian nodded gratified acknowledgment of the words and their spirit,
- with a glow in his dark eyes. In little more than an hour he would be on
- his way to London&mdash;that mighty, almost fabulous goal of his lifelong
- dreams. He was already dressed for the journey, in a traveling-suit of
- rough, fawn-colored cloth, and as he sat at ease in the breakfast-room
- with his cousin&rsquo;s wife, his glance wandered very often from her face to a
- pleased contemplation of these garments. They were what he individually
- liked best in the wonderful collection of clothes for which a fashionable
- tailor had come from London to measure him, and which were this moment
- being packed by the man up-stairs in bags and portmanteaus equally new.
- The tweeds enabled him to feel more like an Englishman than he had
- succeeded in doing before.
- </p>
- <p>
- He smiled diffidently at her. &ldquo;I am so excited about going,&rdquo; he said, his
- voice wavering between exuberance and appeal&mdash;&ldquo;and yet I ought to be
- thinking of nothing but my sorrow in leaving you dear people. But that
- will come to me soon enough&mdash;in a storm of homesickness&mdash;when
- once I find myself really alone.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I&rsquo;ll not deny we expect a <i>little</i> homesickness,&rdquo; she replied to
- him, cheerfully&mdash;&ldquo;but it must not be enough to at all take the edge
- off your spirits. Oh, you&rsquo;ll be vastly entertained and interested by all
- you see and hear. Young Lord Lingfield&mdash;you&rsquo;ll be seeing him to-night
- at dinner&mdash;he will be greatly pleased to take you about, and properly
- introduce you; He will do it better than any other we can think of. He is
- not by any means an intellectual gladiator, but he is good-looking and
- amiable and he goes everywhere.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He is my relation, too, I think Emanuel said?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Let&rsquo;s work it out&mdash;his grandfather&rsquo;s sister was your grandmother.
- Yes, that is it. She was the Lady Clarissa Poynes, the sister of the old
- earl of Chobham, who used to wear the blue coat and brass buttons to the
- end of his days. So she would be the aunt of the present earl, and the
- grand-aunt of young Lingfield. You stand in exactly the same relationship
- to Lord Lingfield that you would to a son of Emanuel&rsquo;s&mdash;if he had
- one, poor man!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian had long since become sensible of the pathos which colored these
- references to the childlessness of the house. A tender instinct impelled
- him to hasten a diversion.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And how strange it is!&rdquo; he cried. &ldquo;They are as close to me, these people,
- in blood as Emanuel is&mdash;and yet I care nothing for them whatever. I
- shall meet them, and know them, and not feel that I am bound to them at
- all&mdash;whereas Emanuel is like a brother to me, whom I have been with
- and loved all my life. And you,&rdquo; he added, with a smile in his eyes&mdash;&ldquo;you
- are more than any sister to me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, then, let me talk to you like a sister,&rdquo; she rejoined.
- </p>
- <p>
- He thought he had not seen her before in precisely the mood which was
- discernible in her face and tone this morning. Outwardly she was as gay
- and light-hearted as ever, and certainly she had not seemed on any
- previous day to come so near being beautiful as well. The sense of sheer
- pleasure in being where she was, in listening to her and looking&rsquo; at her,
- and holding her affectionately bright attention for his own thoughts, was
- peculiarly strong in him to-day. But there was also the consciousness of a
- new gravity in her attitude toward him&mdash;a kind of yearning
- apprehension of dangers threatening him. He saw again in her eyes when she
- looked at him that likeness to his mother&rsquo;s glance&mdash;a wistfully sad
- glance as he most often recalled it. And yet Kathleen smiled merrily with
- it all, when occasion required.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are entering upon the great experience now,&rdquo; she said to him: &ldquo;I
- think it was very wise of Emanuel to show you first what we may call his
- ideal state of society. By all the rules, it ought to help you to
- understand in the right way what you will see of the society which&mdash;well,
- which isn&rsquo;t in an ideal state. But there are certain things which get to
- be understood, not so much by brains, as by years. That is to say, the
- very cleverest youth may not be able to see, in this one respect, what is
- plain enough to most dull persons at forty. Emanuel tells me that he has
- talked with you about women in general.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He does not like them very much,&rdquo; said Christian, laughingly.
- </p>
- <p>
- She twisted the corners of her mouth in a droll little grimace, which
- seemed to express approval of his mirth, and something more besides.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He takes them with tremendous seriousness,&rdquo; she answered. &ldquo;That is his
- way with everything. He makes all sorts of classifications&mdash;the
- bigger they are and the more complicated the better he likes them&mdash;and
- then he treats each one as a problem, and he worries at it with all his
- energy until he works out a satisfactory solution. It is only in that
- sense that he has a grievance against women. He has proceeded upon the
- theory that the sex is a unit, for philosophical purposes at least, and
- that he ought to be able to get at the rules which govern its actions. But
- we continue to baffle him,&rdquo; she added, again with the playful curl of the
- lips.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, you&mdash;you are not in the problem,&rdquo; protested Christian. &ldquo;For you
- and his mother he has only the veneration one gives to one&rsquo;s favorite
- saints.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;His mother was a great woman,&rdquo; said Kathleen, serious once more. &ldquo;I never
- saw her, but she is my patron saint, as you put it, quite as much as his.
- I never permit myself to doubt that we should have loved each other deeply&mdash;and
- it is the sweetest thing any one can think of me, or say to me&mdash;to
- link us together. But even the saints have their specialties&mdash;and
- that implies limitations. I have a notion that Emanuel&rsquo;s mother did not
- know many women, and so fell into a way of generalizing about them.
- Emanuel has that same tendency. I, who work among them daily, and make it
- my business to be teacher and mistress and mother and sister to some five
- hundred of them, young and old, foolish and wise&mdash;I come to believe
- that these generalizations are entirely mistaken. If a woman is brought up
- like a man, and circumstanced precisely like a man, and knows nothing of
- any conventions save those which control a man&mdash;why, then you can&rsquo;t
- tell the difference between her opinions and actions and those of her
- brother. But you never get the chance to view a woman under those
- conditions.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But here we shall see them!&rdquo; cried Christian, with premature enthusiasm.
- &ldquo;You will change all that!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, no, I shan&rsquo;t,&rdquo; she answered abruptly. &ldquo;It is not being tried&mdash;it
- is not desirable. What I am doing proceeds quite on orthodox lines. We
- make a point of developing them in the way of usefulness&mdash;material
- usefulness, I mean. We teach them the useful accomplishments&mdash;spinning,
- weaving, sewing, dairy and poultry work, and above all things good
- cooking.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That I can well believe,&rdquo; he declared. &ldquo;I have never eaten so many good
- dishes in my life as here.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, I <i>have</i> a talent in that direction,&rdquo; she assented. &ldquo;And I am
- prouder of it because it represents a triumph over my ancestral
- prejudices. You will get nothing good to eat in Ireland. The Irish have
- never respected food as a proper subject for serious human thought. It is
- the rarest thing to hear them mention it. There may be some fine spiritual
- quality in that&mdash;but at all events we cook well here, and I have
- worked a complete revolution in that respect on the estate. There are
- certainly no such cooks and housekeepers anywhere else in England as my
- women. But you see what I mean. There is no effort to take women away from
- the work they have always been doing, but only to make them do it better.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But that in itself is very much,&rdquo; urged Christian. Somehow he had the
- feeling that he was defending the System against a critic.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Undoubtedly,&rdquo; she admitted. &ldquo;And of course we do something more than
- that. In a good many cases, when it was not inconvenient, I have put young
- girls of aptitude forward to learn designing and other arts. Some of them
- have made me some very tolerable tapestry, and a few of them are as
- intelligent and valuable in the greenhouses as our best men. In the matter
- of music they really beat them. Emanuel insists on a choir of glee singers
- in each village&mdash;and at Christmas time we have a competition of
- &lsquo;waits&rsquo; which will be worth your while coming to hear. For my part, I have
- a string orchestra of girls that I should not be ashamed to have play in
- London.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The word seemed to bring them back, &ldquo;You were going to speak to me,&rdquo;
- Christian ventured, &ldquo;about London. One thing&mdash;I shall see you there
- often, shall I not?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She slowly shook her head. &ldquo;No, we have outgrown London, I&rsquo;m afraid. It
- can be proved, I believe, that it is the biggest town in the world&mdash;but
- to us it is too small for comfort. It is now more than a year since we
- have been up at all. Why should we go? We have the National Gallery by
- heart, and the year&rsquo;s pictures are rather distressing than otherwise. The
- theaters are intellectually beneath notice. There is the opera of course,
- and the concerts, but the people annoy us by talking loudly, and besides,
- we have our own music, and occasionally we bring down a Paderewski or a
- Sarasate for our people to hear. At the houses where we would naturally
- go, the women talk about matters of which I know absolutely nothing, and
- Emanuel either quarrels with the men about what they call their politics,
- or chokes silently with rage and disgust. And then the spectacle of the
- people in the streets&mdash;the poor of London!&mdash;that fairly sickens
- our hearts. We have no joy of going at all. Occasionally we have guests
- down here, but it is not a very happy time they have of it. Everything is
- so strange to them that they are confused, and walk about with constraint,
- as if they were being shown around an asylum. So it happens that I see
- very few women of my own class&mdash;and really know less about them than
- most people. And yet,&rdquo; she added, with a twinkle in her eye, &ldquo;so naturally
- audacious a race are the Irish&mdash;it is precisely about ladies in
- London society that I am going to read you a lecture.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian drew up his feet, and assumed an air of delighted anticipation.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;First of all, you are six and twenty, and you will be thinking of
- marrying. What is more, you are what is called a great match, and for
- every thought that you give to the subject of a wife, others will give ten
- thousand to the subject of you as a possible husband.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The young man looked into her kindly eyes with a sustained glance of
- awakening thought. This dazzling and princely position which she had thus
- outlined&mdash;sure enough, it was his! How extraordinary that this had
- not suggested itself to him before! Or had the perception of it not really
- lain dormant in his consciousness all the while? This question propounded
- itself to a mind which was engrossed in something else&mdash;for of a
- sudden there rose upon the blank background of his thoughts the luminous
- face of a lady, beautiful, distinguished, exquisitely sensitized, and as
- by the trick of a dream she first wore a large garden hat, and then was
- bare-headed, her fair hair gathered loosely back into a careless knot. The
- mental picture expanded, to show the full length of her queenly figure as
- she descended a broad staircase, with one lovely hand like a lily against
- the oak of the rail. Then it contracted, and underwent a strange
- metamorphosis, for it was another face which he saw, a pale, earnest,
- clever face, and instead of the great stairway, there was the laced
- tawdriness of a French railway compartment.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then, with a start, and a backward movement of the head, he was free of
- dreamland, and blushingly conscious of having stared his cousin out of
- countenance. He laughed with awkward embarrassment. &ldquo;I&mdash;I suppose it
- is true&mdash;what you say,&rdquo; he remarked, stumblingly.
- </p>
- <p>
- She had perhaps some clew to the character of his reverie. She smiled in a
- gently quizzical way, but went on soberly enough. &ldquo;The thing of all
- things,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;is to be clearly and profoundly convinced in your own
- mind that your marriage will be the most important event of your life&mdash;that
- it will indeed affect, for good or for bad, every conceivable element of
- your life. You have the kind of temperament which would be peculiarly
- susceptible to such intimate influences. There are great numbers of men&mdash;the
- vast majority&mdash;to whom it does not matter so much. They accommodate
- themselves to their burdens, and shuffle along somehow, with the patience
- of a cart-horse. But you&mdash;the wrong wife would wreck you and kill
- you. I am speaking frankly, laddie,&rdquo;&mdash;she gave the novel word an
- intonation which made it music in his ears&mdash;&ldquo;because you have no
- mother, and because you are going into a very trying and delicate
- situation with what I feel to be a pathetic lack of preparation.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian drew his chair nearer to her, and crossed his knees, and leaned
- back in an attitude of intimate ease. The conversation appealed powerfully
- to him as having more of the atmosphere of domesticity and sweet home
- influences in it than any he had ever heard.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I know almost nothing at all of women,&rdquo; he said, quite simply. &ldquo;The
- mothers of my pupils I saw sometimes and occasionally a sister, but they
- were not in any sense my friends. As to marriage&mdash;of course that has
- never been in my head. Until only the other day, the idea of a wife would
- have been absurd. But now&mdash;as you say&mdash;it is not any longer
- absurd.&rdquo; He paused and gazed absently past her, as if in pursuit of the
- thoughts his own words had set in motion. &ldquo;I wonder&mdash;I wonder&rdquo;&mdash;he
- murmured, and then turned his bright eyes to her, full of wistful
- expectancy. &ldquo;Have you, par exemple, some one in your mind for me?&rdquo; he
- asked.
- </p>
- <p>
- She laughed and shook her head. The implication in his tone, of entire
- readiness to accept the bride of her selection, had its amusing and its
- flattering sides; upon a second glance, however, it contained something
- else not so much to her liking. She frowned a little at this something.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, you must not approach the subject in that spirit,&rdquo; she adjured him.
- &ldquo;It is the one affair of all others on earth in which you must be guided
- absolutely by your own heart and your own mind. We speak of the heart and
- mind as distinct from each other; I don&rsquo;t know that they are not one and
- the same. Perhaps I would put it this way&mdash;when your heart <i>and</i>
- your mind are completely agreed, when your personal liking and your
- deliberate judgment pull together in exactly the same direction&mdash;so
- that it seems to you that they <i>are</i> one and the same thing&mdash;then&mdash;then&mdash;&mdash;-&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Then what?&rdquo; demanded Christian, bending forward.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I am not fortunate in expressing myself to-day,&rdquo; Kathleen declared,
- with a gesture of playful impatience. &ldquo;But in general, this is what I
- wanted to say: Do not be betrayed into haste in this matter of deciding
- about a girl. You will see a large number of extremely attractive young
- ladies. They will certainly not be looking or behaving their worst for
- your benefit, and you on your side will be lacking the experience to tell
- precisely what it is all worth. So walk quietly along, with your wits
- about you, and see what there is to be seen for a time, and commit
- yourself to nothing. A year hence, for example, you will look back upon
- your present condition of mind with surprise. You will not seem to
- yourself at all the same person. I can&rsquo;t promise that you&rsquo;ll be happier,&rdquo;
- she added, with a little smiling sigh, &ldquo;but you will know a great deal
- more about what you want&mdash;or rather about making sure that you are
- getting what you want.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I know what I shall do,&rdquo; he declared, after a moment&rsquo;s reflection. &ldquo;I
- shall come always to you, and beg your wise and good advice. You will tell
- me if I am making a bad choice.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You talk as if you were entering upon a lifelong series of experiments,&rdquo;
- she laughed at him. &ldquo;No, I&rsquo;ll undertake no such responsibility as that,
- young man.&rdquo; She explained, more gravely: &ldquo;It is never quite possible for a
- friend, no matter how wise and fond the friend may be, to advise upon this
- matter. To give information upon the subject, that is another affair. But
- specific advice, no. But let me finish what I had in mind to say. You have
- seen here, during this past fortnight, what great hopes are built upon
- your administration of your affairs when you come into the title. No,
- don&rsquo;t speak yet. You must not pledge yourself at all to the System. It
- would be unfair to let you do it. But at all events you have seen it, and
- you will think it all over, and, whether you take it up altogether or not,
- I know it will have its effect on you. You will set an ideal of usefulness
- and duty before you, and you will have your heart fixed on realizing it.
- Well, then, I counsel you above all things to keep that idea in mind
- whenever you think of marriage. A man has a good many sides to his life,
- but the side which is most vital to him is that of the work he wants to do
- in the world. If the wife fits perfectly on that side, the discrepancies
- elsewhere are of small account by comparison. They smooth away, they
- adjust themselves. But the misfit on the side of the man&rsquo;s ambitions&mdash;that
- never effaces itself. And so, just in proportion as the work you want to
- do becomes clear in your mind, you ought to define to yourself the type of
- woman who will be most sympathetic toward that work, and who will best
- help you in it&mdash;or rather, who will help you in it in the way you
- like best. I don&rsquo;t say you will find the perfect type of that woman&mdash;but
- you should have the type before you, and be able to measure people by its
- standards. But I have harangued you long enough! There is something in the
- atmosphere here: we all deliver lectures to each other at the most
- unscrupulous length. Poor boy! We&rsquo;ve done nothing but make speeches to you
- since you showed in sight.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian deprecated her suggestion with persuasive hands. &ldquo;I have learned
- here, I think, all that I know,&rdquo; he protested. He did not, however, insist
- upon further generalizations. &ldquo;One thing you said,&rdquo; he remarked,
- thoughtfully, &ldquo;puts a question into my head. You said it was better to
- give information than advice. Now there is so much that I am in ignorance
- about. Perhaps I do wrong to ask you&mdash;but I am curious to know more
- about the people of the family&mdash;our own family. There are no ladies
- of my own blood? I mean, all I have seen or heard of come to us by
- marriage, like yourself.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You hit upon the weakest and unhappiest point,&rdquo; she replied. &ldquo;There has
- not been a daughter born in the Torr family for over a hundred years. I
- have always insisted that this has operated like a curse on the family.
- The beautiful humanizing charm of little girls about the house&mdash;this
- they have never felt. The mothers have had no daughters to lean upon, the
- men have never known what a sister was like. That one fact, it seems to
- me, is enough to account for everything that is hard and rough and cruel
- in their story.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian bowed his head in silent token of comprehension.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am always more grieved than angry, when I&rsquo;m thinking of the black sheep
- in the family fold,&rdquo; she went on. &ldquo;They had never a chance. It was like a
- tradition in the family that the father should be a brute and the mother a
- fool. A daughter here and there might have softened the combination&mdash;but
- with little boys alone face to face with it&mdash;what could they do? They
- grew up in the stables and the kennels. Think of those two young men whom
- you met at Caermere, for example. Lord Julius told me of their scene with
- you, and I&rsquo;m far from blaming you&mdash;but think of their bringing up!
- Their father, Lord Edward, I remember very well. I saw him when I was a
- girl, at the Punchestown races, and my brother told me his name. Even
- without it, I should have remembered his face as the coarsest and meanest
- I ever saw. He married a woman out of some vile gambling set that he was
- in as a young man. She is still alive somewhere, and has an allowance from
- Lord Julius for suppressing herself, and not using the family name. Well,
- when I think of the blood in those two boys, and of the horrors of their
- childhood till they were taken away from their mother, and sent into the
- country to school&mdash;upon my soul I can only wonder that they come so
- near decency as they do. Your encounter with them happened to strike out
- sparks, but you must remember what a blow it represented to them.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The young man gave a somewhat perfunctory nod. His sympathies were somehow
- obdurate upon this particular point.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, and that reminds me,&rdquo; she went on. &ldquo;I said that the family was
- daughterless&mdash;but Eddy has a little girl. It is very quaint to think
- what she will grow up like, under the maternal wing of Cora Bayard. Yet I
- am told there are worse mothers than Cora. I&rsquo;ve never seen her, myself.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I saw her at Caermere,&rdquo; Christian remarked. &ldquo;She seemed very frightened
- and sad&mdash;and since it was because of me, I did not look much at her.
- I remember only the effect of a likeness to Pierrot&mdash;the red lips on
- the white face. But&rdquo;&mdash;he drew his chair still nearer, and betrayed by
- manner and tone alike his approach to a subject of more than casual
- interest&mdash;&ldquo;the other lady whom I saw there&mdash;Lady Cressage&mdash;I
- had much conversation with her. I feel that she and I are friends. I liked
- her very much indeed&mdash;but I have no information about her whatever.
- If I am permitted to confess it&mdash;I tried to talk about her with Lord
- Julius and with Emanuel, but they at once spoke of other things. You see
- how frankly I am telling you everything; that is because you make me feel
- so wonderfully at home. But perhaps you do not like to talk about her,
- either.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She smiled pleasantly enough in comment upon his faltering conclusion.
- &ldquo;Oh, I think you exaggerate the conspiracy of silence,&rdquo; she answered.
- &ldquo;Neither Lord Julius nor Emanuel has anything hostile to say about Edith
- Cressage, but she doesn&rsquo;t quite appeal to their imagination, and so they
- find nothing of any sort to say. But it is only fair to remember that they
- are both men with peculiar and exacting standards for women. They would be
- equally silent about a hundred other ladies of unblemished character, and
- of beauty and wit untold. It is nothing at all against her that she hasn&rsquo;t
- excited their enthusiasm. I do not know her at all well, but I think she
- is very nice. Now&mdash;is that what you wanted me to say?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The mild note of banter which informed her words put Christian if possible
- even more at his ease. He stood up, with his hands in the sleek pockets of
- his new coat, and bent down upon her a joyous smile.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, ever so much more!&rdquo; he insisted, gaily. &ldquo;She is very beautiful; she
- has the air and the distinction of a grande dame; she speaks like a flute,
- and what she says is clever and apropos; she is unhappy, and yet with no
- bitterness toward any one; she seemed to like me very much, and, mind you,
- she was the first fine lady whom I had ever met. Enfin, she is my cousin,
- and the fact impresses me. What is more natural than that I should be
- eager to know all about her?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Kathleen did not respond readily to his mood. She knitted her brows
- slightly once more, and looked away from him toward the window. &ldquo;It is
- rather hard for me to explain,&rdquo; she began at last, doubtfully. &ldquo;From a
- good many points of view&mdash;her own included&mdash;I dare say we do her
- an injustice. Don&rsquo;t misunderstand me; we are all sorry for her&mdash;and I
- for one have my moments of doubt whether we oughtn&rsquo;t to be something more
- than sorry.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, that is the phrase,&rdquo; put in Christian, strenuously. &ldquo;I think that I
- myself am something more than sorry for her.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She looked up at him, at first with a shadow of apprehension in her eyes.
- Then she estimated aright his enthusiasm with a gentle smile. &ldquo;I will
- explain as well as I can,&rdquo; she said, softly. &ldquo;As you say, you are entitled
- to be told. The feeling, then, is&mdash;I am speaking of Lord Julius and
- Emanuel, and more or less of myself too&mdash;the feeling is that she
- ought not to have made the marriage she did. Everybody knew that the young
- man she married was a worthless creature&mdash;a violent, ignorant,
- low-minded fellow. You could not see him, much less talk with him, without
- recognizing this. One knows perfectly well that she must have hated the
- very thought of him as a lover or a companion. But he is the heir to a
- dukedom, and so she marries him. You see what I mean; it seemed an
- unpleasant thing to us.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian considered with a puzzled air the situation thus defined. &ldquo;But,&rdquo;
- he commented, with hesitation, &ldquo;it is the metier of a young woman to get a
- husband, and to get the best one for herself that she can. If she is so
- beautiful that a man wishes to make her a duchess, why, that is her
- triumph. Would you have her forego it? And if she says &lsquo;no&rsquo;, why, then the
- next one he asks says &lsquo;yes&rsquo;&mdash;and it is merely that the first one has
- waived her place in the queue for another. The queue remains the same. And
- if this were not so, why, then, young men who are not very good, they
- would get no wives at all. But,&rdquo; he added, in extenuation of his dissent,
- &ldquo;all these matters are so differently regarded, you know, in France.&rdquo; She
- did not look altogether pleased with him. &ldquo;I thought you would have caught
- my meaning more readily,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;despite your Continental point of
- view. For that matter, it is the common English point of view also. There
- is a matrimonial market, of course, and girls offer themselves in it to
- the highest bidder, and nothing that we can do will change it. But at
- least we are free to think what we like of the wretched business&mdash;and
- to hold our own opinions of the people who traffic in it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Kathleen had stated her position with a certain argumentative warmth,
- which gave her tone a novel effect of reproof. The sight now of the young
- man&rsquo;s saddened and surprised expression sent her mood up with a rebound.
- She put a hand on his arm, as he stood before her, and reassured him by a
- kindly laugh. &ldquo;Ah, now,&rdquo; she said, with genial pleading in her soft voice,
- &ldquo;don&rsquo;t be making a mountain of my molehill. I only wanted you to
- understand how we felt. And as I have told you, we have our reservations
- about even that feeling. The poor girl did only what she was expected to
- do&mdash;what her mother and her family and all the friends that
- surrounded her took it quite as a matter of course that she should do.
- Probably she never once encountered the opinion that she should do
- otherwise. No doubt that is to be said for her. In fact, I should never
- have dreamed of blaming her to you, if you had not pressed me. And after
- it&rsquo;s all said and done, you may take it from me that perhaps I don&rsquo;t blame
- her so very much. She was poor, and not over comfortable at home, I think,
- and she was very young, and people ran after her to an extraordinary
- extent&mdash;and to be the beauty of the season in London is enough to
- turn any one&rsquo;s head. Poor creature&mdash;it&rsquo;s bitterly enough she&rsquo;s paid
- for her whistle!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He smiled down into her eyes. &ldquo;That is how I knew you would end by
- speaking of her,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;It is in that same way that she moves me&mdash;by
- my compassion. And this is my fancy&rdquo;&mdash;he began, in a more vivacious
- tone&mdash;&ldquo;I should like to tell it to you&mdash;it seems that I am to
- have the power to do so many such wonderful things&mdash;well, then,
- nothing would delight me more than to be very good to her. It is my <i>fantaisie</i>&mdash;and
- there is no harm in it, <i>is</i> there?&mdash;to atone to her for some of
- the unhappiness she has suffered. I have thought about it much since I
- left Caermere. It seems that it would be a good thing for me to do&mdash;like
- an act of piety. You must remember&mdash;she was the first lady who spoke
- kindly to me in England. And I think you will be pleased with me for being
- grateful. But, of course, if Emanuel tells me &lsquo;no&rsquo;&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, no one will tell you &lsquo;no,&rsquo;&rdquo; she assured him, rising as she spoke, and
- looking into his face with beaming eyes. &ldquo;It is the kind of spirit we like
- in you. Never imagine that we will be obstacles in its way. Only be on
- your guard against the soft heart running away with you. The world is full
- of clever and adroit people who practice upon innocent generosity. It is
- not so much the worth of what they wheedle from you, as the shock of your
- discovery of their tricks. That hurts a young nature, and very often
- callouses and hardens it. But here I am, lecturing you again!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian had not, in truth, been following her remarks with complete
- attention. Something had come up in his mind, which by the time she
- stopped he seemed to have turned over and over, and examined from many
- standpoints, and finally decided to speak about.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I was not wholly exact,&rdquo; he began, with constraint, &ldquo;when I said that
- Lady Cressage was the first lady who spoke kindly to me in England. I
- mentioned it to Lord Julius&mdash;there was a very charming and good young
- lady who traveled with me from Rouen, and crossed on the boat&mdash;and it
- is a very curious thing, but when we became acquainted, and I hinted to
- her about my story, she knew who I was. Indeed, it was she who told me who
- I was. I had the whole wonderful tale from her&mdash;and the kindness and
- sweet sympathy with which she told it to me, a little at a time&mdash;ah,
- that is what I will never forget! I am bound to remember her with
- gratitude all my life. And that is another <i>fantaisie</i> of mine&mdash;that
- I shall do something good for her. Oh, she has no selfish thoughts! She
- would not even tell me her name!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Kathleen&rsquo;s comment was prefaced by a mirthful chuckle. &ldquo;I can&rsquo;t deny that
- gratitude is a very active and resourceful element in your composition,&rdquo;
- she declared, and laughed again. &ldquo;Oh, we&rsquo;ll advertise for her. How would
- this do: &lsquo;The young lady who meets returning lost heirs to the British
- nobility at Rouen, and lets them down easily&rsquo;? Or we might&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah,&rdquo; Christian interrupted, pleadingly, &ldquo;I am really very sincere about
- her. You cannot imagine anything finer or more delicate than her
- character. And besides,&rdquo;&mdash;he added this with visible reluctance&mdash;&ldquo;I
- have learned since who she is. Lady Cressage told me. She is the sister of
- the lady you call Cora&mdash;the wife of that young man Edward&mdash;but
- she is not an actress! It is not in the least her <i>type!</i> She earns
- her own living&mdash;she has some work to do&mdash;I think it is with a
- writing-machine&mdash;that is, a type-writer, n&rsquo;est-ce pas?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Mrs. Emanuel did not immediately reply, but moved to the window, looked
- out and then walked slowly back to where he stood. &ldquo;I am not going to
- suggest an unkind thought about this girl,&rdquo; she said, deliberately. &ldquo;I
- would not want you to think differently of her, or of the grateful impulse
- you have toward her. Indeed, I have heard something of her&mdash;and it is
- much to her credit. But&mdash;this sounds a mean thing to say, and yet it
- has its important true side&mdash;people should stick to their class. Bear
- that always in mind. There seem to be brilliant exceptions to the rule,
- whenever we look about us&mdash;but just the same, the rule exists. But&mdash;now
- I <i>will</i> stop, once for all!&rdquo; She mused at him, with a twinkling eye.
- &ldquo;You poor lad, there&rsquo;s something about you that draws down lectures as a
- lightning-rod draws electricity. And here&rsquo;s the trap!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- When Emanuel returned from London a few days later, to report that his
- young cousin had been comfortably installed in chambers on Duke Street,
- St. James&rsquo;s, and seemed to get on capitally with Lord Lingfield, who was
- showing him the ropes, Kathleen received the news with less than her
- accustomed cheerfulness.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I haven&rsquo;t been quite happy, thinking of him alone in London,&rdquo; she
- admitted, in the course of their conversation. &ldquo;I feel, somehow, as if we
- should have gone up, and taken a house for the winter.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, but, sweetheart,&rdquo; he urged, almost reproachfully, &ldquo;you see how I am
- up to my eyes in all sorts of work. This is really about the most trying
- and ticklish stage we have gone through yet. If the fibrous silk processes
- are what is claimed for them, and your girls display the aptitude that you
- count upon&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- But Kathleen for once seemed not to listen. She had turned, and moved a
- few steps listlessly away. She took a flower from a vase, picked it to
- pieces and gazed in a brown study at the meaningless fragments.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, I know,&rdquo; she remarked at last, with a half sigh. Then she threw the
- petals into the grate, and, with a decisive little shake of head and
- shoulders, wheeled round, and came smilingly to her husband.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And whom did you see in town?&rdquo; she asked.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
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- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- PART III
- </h2>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0013" id="link2HCH0013"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XIII
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>oward the end of
- April, there came an afternoon on which Christian seemed to himself to
- wake up of a sudden as from a harassed sleep.
- </p>
- <p>
- He had been in England for over six months, when all at once he became
- conscious of this queer sensation: the experiences of his half year put
- themselves together before his mental eye in the aspect of a finished
- volume&mdash;of something definitely over and done with.
- </p>
- <p>
- There was warm spring in the London air, and at first the vague feeling of
- unrest impressed him as a part of the general vernal effect. The device of
- taking a stroll through the parks, to note the early flowers and the
- wonderful infancy of leafage among the trees, seemed at the outset to fit
- this new mood that was upon him. Then abruptly he wearied of nature and
- turned his back upon it, driving in a hansom to his club. Here there was
- no one whom he knew, or at least cared to speak with. He sat for a time in
- the billiard-room, watching with profound inattention the progress of a
- game he knew nothing about. From this he wandered into the library, where
- some fierce-faced old gentlemen slept peacefully in armchairs about the
- alcoves. The sound of their breathing vexed him; he pretended to himself
- that otherwise he would have found solace in a book. The whim seized him
- to go home to his chambers, and have tea there comfortably in gown and
- slippers, and finish a novel Lady Milly Poynes had induced him to begin
- weeks before.
- </p>
- <p>
- Once in his own easy-chair, the romance lying opened beside him, he put
- back his head, stretched his feet and yawned. He left untasted the tea
- which Falkner brought in; with fingers interlaced behind his neck he
- stared up at the blue of the sky through his window in formless
- rumination.
- </p>
- <p>
- His earlier glimpses of London were dim enough memories now. The town had
- been described by his cousin Lingfield as empty when he arrived, and after
- a few days of desultory sight-seeing, he had been carried off to the earl
- of Chobham&rsquo;s place in Derbyshire. Here, among people who behaved like
- kindly kinsmen to the young new-comer, yet failed to arouse much interest
- in his mind, he learned to shoot well enough to escape open protests by
- the autocratic head gamekeeper, and to keep his seat in the saddle after a
- fashion of his own. These acquirements stood him in good stead at the four
- or five other country houses to which the amiable Lingfield in due course
- led him. Without them, meager as they were, he would have been in a sorry
- plight indeed. They provided him with a certain semblance of justification
- for his presence among people who seemed incapable of amusing themselves
- or their guests in any other way. There were always ladies, it was true,
- and it was generally manifest to him that he might spend his time with
- them if he chose, but after a few tentative experiments he fell back upon
- the conviction that he did not know how to talk to English ladies. He
- drifted somehow through these months of hospitable entertainment, feeling
- that he had never known before what loneliness could mean.
- </p>
- <p>
- When, at Christmas, he went to spend another fortnight with Emanuel, he
- had it in his heart to confess to disappointment, and even depression. He
- had not thus far fitted at all into the place which had been prepared for
- him, and he looked forward, with wistful eagerness, as he journeyed
- westward, to the balm of sympathy and tender comprehension with which
- Kathleen and Emanuel, dear people that they were, would soothe and heal
- his wounded self-consciousness. Somehow, the opportunity of unburdening
- his troubled mind, however, did not come to him. There were other guests,
- including Lord Julius, and such exceptional attention was devoted on the
- estates to elaborating the holiday festivities of the various villages,
- that no individual could hope to secure consideration for his own private
- emotions. It was sometimes suspected that Emanuel made so much of
- Christmas in his System, unconsciously no doubt, because the Jewish side
- of him felt the need of ostentation in its disavowal of theological
- prejudices. For whatever reason, the festival was observed here in a
- remarkable spirit. The little churches were embowered in holly and
- mistletoe, and were the scenes of numerous ornate services. There were
- processions, merry-makings, midnight visitations of the &ldquo;waits,&rdquo; concerts
- and dances throughout the week, and only the strictly necessary work of
- the community was performed meanwhile. On New Year&rsquo;s Day the rejoicings
- culminated in a children&rsquo;s carnival from one end of the property to the
- other, with big trees laden with lights and gifts in the German fashion,
- and exhibitions of the magic lantern, and other juvenile delights. The
- fortnight passed, and Christian returned to London, as has been said,
- without having anything like the intimate talk he had expected. Both
- Kathleen and Emanuel had seemed pleased with him; they had noted with
- approving comment his progress in the use of idiomatic English, and his
- rapid assimilation of the manners and bearing of those about him; they had
- heard none but welcome reports of him from outside, and made clear to him
- their gratification at the fact. Their smile for him was as affectionate,
- their display of pleasure in his presence as marked, as ever, but he had
- the sense, none the less, of something altered. Lord Julius bore him
- company on his journey to London, and after a brief halt, took him away
- again for another fortnight, this time at Brighton. He was no more
- successful with the father, in the matter of helpful confidences, than he
- had been with the son. It was impossible to tell the strong, big,
- redoubtable old gentleman of what he felt to be his weaknesses. A kind of
- desponding pride possessed him, and closed his lips. He was not happy, as
- he had supposed he would be, and he could not bring himself to feel that
- at any point the fault was his. It was the position that was incongruous.
- Yet how could he complain, or avow his discontent, without seeming an
- ingrate to the benefactors whose heart had been in the work of shaping and
- gilding that position for him?
- </p>
- <p>
- Parliament met this year in January, and Christian saw now a London which
- he had not imagined to himself&mdash;for which nothing, indeed, had
- prepared him. There came all at once a great many invitations, and the
- young man, surprised and not a little dismayed, called Lord Lingfield to
- his assistance. The prospect unfolded to him by this accomplished
- professor of the proprieties was terrifying enough. At the end of a week
- Christian cried out that the reality was too much. But Lingfield could see
- no alternative to going on. &ldquo;You will get used to it soon enough, now that
- you have once taken the plunge,&rdquo; he assured him. &ldquo;There are certain things
- that a fellow has to do, you know, when he&rsquo;s in London in the season, or
- even now, in what you may call the half season, unless he&rsquo;s going to chuck
- the thing altogether.&rdquo; Christian replied with excitement that this was
- precisely what he wished to do. In his own mind he had already reached the
- point of debating whether he could honorably go on using the money placed
- to his credit at the bank, most of which was still there, if he fled from
- London, and even England.
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Lingfield was a fine young man, irreproachable in attire and manners,
- who expected to do something in politics, and who regarded his duty both
- to the future which he hoped to create for himself, and to the immediate
- present which had been created for him, with conscientious gravity. He had
- never thought of lightening or evading the tasks set before him; he had no
- perception whatever of the possibility of making such things easier for
- others. He assured Christian with gentle solemnity that desertion was not
- to be mentioned, and that even mitigation was undesirable. &ldquo;It has all
- been arranged for you,&rdquo; he urged. &ldquo;Upon my word, you are very lucky. You
- have been to two houses already where I never get asked except to
- luncheon, and here is a card here which I could hardly believe my eyes to
- see To trifle with such chances would be simple madness. You will get to
- have all London at your fingers&rsquo; ends, your very first season. Such a
- start as you&rsquo;re likely to have, I&rsquo;ve never seen in my life. My dear fellow&mdash;you
- don&rsquo;t understand what it means.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But I&rsquo;m tired to death!&rdquo; groaned Christian. &ldquo;No doubt they are excellent
- people, but they weary me to the bone. The dinners, the calls, the
- receptions, the dances&mdash;I have no talent whatever for these things.
- It is very kind of these people&mdash;but I know I am ridiculous in it
- all. I give them no pleasure, and God knows I receive none. Then why must
- it go on? For whose benefit is it? I swear to you, I would not mind the
- labor and fatigue, if it was any good that I was doing. Emanuel, for
- example, toils like a slave, but then his work has great results. But this
- of mine&mdash;&mdash;!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, yes,&rdquo; interposed Lingfield, smilingly. &ldquo;But Emanuel could never have
- made much running in London. He disputes with people too much, don&rsquo;t you
- know. They don&rsquo;t like that. And I think you make much too hard work of it
- all. There&rsquo;s no need for <i>you</i> to talk, you know. It isn&rsquo;t expected
- of you. And I don&rsquo;t see why you can&rsquo;t move quietly along, going
- everywhere, being seen at the right places, and being civil to everybody,
- and not worry yourself at all. That&rsquo;s what you need, my dear boy&mdash;repose!
- Let the other people do the worry. Now, of course, in a case like Dicky
- Westland&rsquo;s it&rsquo;s different. He has to be amusing and useful, or he wouldn&rsquo;t
- get asked. But you are not on all fours with him at all. To tell the truth&mdash;no
- doubt it&rsquo;ll sound strange to you, but it is the truth all the same&mdash;it&rsquo;s
- better form for you not to be amusing, or brilliant, or that sort of
- thing. Fellows in your place don&rsquo;t go in for it, you know.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian sighed, and chafing at the necessity of submission, still
- submitted.
- </p>
- <p>
- Now, as he lay back in his chair, the retrospect was augmented by six
- other weeks, in which he had passively yielded to what Lingfield had
- assured him was the inevitable. He had dined out almost every-night, and
- had made countless calls. It seemed to him that he must have met everybody
- in this huge metropolis who had a pair of shoulders or possessed a dress
- coat. He yawned at the thought of them.
- </p>
- <p>
- Was he not himself to blame for this? At Christmas time he had been quite
- confident in answering &ldquo;no&rdquo; to this question; now he did not feel so sure
- about it. At one place or another he had come into contact with most of
- the members of the government, and with many of those distinguished
- statesmen on the opposite bench who, by the grace of the genial British
- electorate, would be ministers next time. He had talked with eminent
- artists, eminent scientists, eminent writers, eminent soldiers and
- sailors, and watched them and listened to them as they sat over their
- cigars, or moved about among the ladies in the drawing-rooms. Hostesses
- whose cordial good will toward him seemed equaled only by their capable
- control over others, had said to him time and time again: &ldquo;If there is any
- one you want to know, tell me.&rdquo; The phrase lingered in his mind as a
- symbol of his position. He had merely to mention his wish, like some lucky
- person of the fables who possessed a talisman. It could not be said that
- he had used his magic power foolishly or perversely. He had followed in
- dutiful, painstaking solicitude the path marked out for him by his
- advisers. He had done the best that was in him to do; he had gone wherever
- Lingfield bade him go; he had loyally kept awake late at night; he had
- smiled and bowed and spoken affable words; he had fulfilled punctually all
- the engagements imposed upon him. What was more, he could no longer
- pretend that he made a failure of the thing; it was known to him that he
- had created a pleasant impression upon London, and that people liked him.
- </p>
- <p>
- For all that, he could not feel that in turn he liked these people. Among
- those of whom he had seen the most, was there any whom he profoundly
- desired ever to see again? He passed some random figures in mental review,
- and suffered them to vanish without thrusting forth any tentacle of
- thought to detain them. They had not entered his real life; they meant
- nothing to him. Positively he was as much alone in London to-day as he had
- been when he first set foot in it. Indeed, was he not the poorer to-day by
- all those lost illusions and joyous, ardent hopes now faded to
- nothingness? In return for these departed treasures, he had only empty
- hands to show&mdash;and a jaded, futilely mutinous, empty mind as well.
- </p>
- <p>
- The soft, equable tinkle of the door-bell caught his ear, but scarcely
- arrested his attention. Perhaps unconsciously the sound served to polarize
- his thoughts, for suddenly it became apparent to him that he was in
- revolt. All this intolerable social labor was ended for him&mdash;definitely
- and irrevocably ended. He would not dine at another house; he would burn
- forthwith his basket of cards, and the little book with its foolish record
- of ladies&rsquo; days &ldquo;at home.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He sat up and sipped at his lukewarm tea, with the glow of a new resolve
- on his face.
- </p>
- <p>
- Falkner&mdash;a smooth-mannered, assiduous, likable man of middle age whom
- Emanuel had given him from his own household&mdash;entered the room to
- announce a caller. A brisk, alert tread on the polished hall floor behind
- him cut into his words, so that Christian did not catch them. He rose, and
- looked inquiringly.
- </p>
- <p>
- For an instant, he felt that he was not glad to see the person who came
- in. It was a young man of about his age, tall and fair, and handsome in a
- buoyant, bright-faced way of his own. His blue eyes sparkled cheerfully
- into Christian&rsquo;s doubtful glance, and he held out a hand as he advanced.
- Everybody in the world called him Dicky Westland, and for this opening
- moment Christian thought of him as preeminently typical of all the
- vanities and artificialities he was on the point of forswearing.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not seedy, I hope?&rdquo; the new-comer said in comment upon the other&rsquo;s loose
- attire&mdash;and perhaps upon his dubious countenance as well. His voice
- had a musical vivacity in it which seemed to lighten the room. Christian,
- as he took the hand and shook his head, smiled a little. It began to occur
- to him that really he did like this young man.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No,&rdquo; he replied, with a gesture toward a chair. &ldquo;I&rsquo;m all right. Only the
- whim seized me&mdash;to come home and read a book. I got homesick, I
- think.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- This statement, once in the air, seemed funny to the young men, and Dicky
- Westland laughed aloud. Christian, sitting down opposite his visitor, felt
- himself sharing his animation. &lsquo;&ldquo;It was good of you to come,&rdquo; he declared,
- with a refreshed tone. &ldquo;The truth is, I&rsquo;m tired out. I am up too late. I
- run about too much.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, a fellow does get hipped,&rdquo; assented Dicky. &ldquo;But you are so
- tremendously regular, it doesn&rsquo;t do you any harm. A days&rsquo; rest now and
- then, and you&rsquo;re right as a trivet again.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Regular,&rdquo; Christian repeated, musingly. He formed his lips to utter some
- reflection upon the theme, and then closed them again. &ldquo;Will you have a
- cup of tea?&rdquo; he asked, with the air of thinking of something else.
- </p>
- <p>
- The other shook his head, and preserved a posture of vivacious
- anticipation, as if Christian had made a literal promise to unburden his
- mind. The suggestion was so complete that Christian accepted it as a
- mandate.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am glad you came,&rdquo; he said, &ldquo;because&mdash;well, because I have come to
- a conclusion in my mind, and I should like to put it into words for you&mdash;so
- that I can also hear it myself. I am resolved to go away&mdash;to leave
- London.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Dicky lifted his brows in puzzled interrogation. &ldquo;How do you mean?&rdquo; he
- asked.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I do not like it,&rdquo; Christian replied, speaking more readily now, and
- enforcing his words with eager hands. Lingfield had cautioned him against
- this gesticulatory tendency, but the very consciousness that he was in
- rebellion brought his hands upward into the conversation. &ldquo;It is not what
- I care for. I come into it too late, no doubt, to understand&mdash;appreciate
- it, properly. The people I meet&mdash;I have no feeling for them. It seems
- a waste of my time to sit with them, to stand and talk, to go about from
- one of their houses to another. At the end of it all, there is nothing.
- They have all thick shells on, and they are not going to let me get inside
- of them. And, moreover, if I did get inside, who can be sure there would
- be anything of value there? It does not often look so to me, from the
- outside. But it is a waste of time and labor, and it does not amuse me in
- the least, and why should I pursue it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Quite right!&rdquo; said Dicky.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Then you agree with me?&mdash;you approve?&rdquo; asked Christian, not
- concealing his surprise.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Of course I do. It&rsquo;s awful rot,&rdquo; the other affirmed. He observed his host
- silently for a space, and meanwhile, by a quite visible process, the
- familiar external elasticity, not to say flippancy, of his manner seemed
- to fall away from him. &ldquo;With me, of course,&rdquo; he went on, almost gravely,
- &ldquo;I have to do it. I must get my secretaryship, or I can&rsquo;t live. My
- relations could put me into the swim, but they can&rsquo;t support me there
- indefinitely. I have only two aunts, you know&mdash;dear old things, they
- are&mdash;and they keep me going, but they have only life interests, and I
- fancy they have to scrape a little as it is.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;So you see,&rdquo; pursued Dicky Westland, &ldquo;I must help myself, and it&rsquo;s only
- by knowing the right people, and being seen at the right places, that a
- fellow can bring anything off. For example, now: Lady Winsey is a distant
- cousin of mine, and she&rsquo;s promised the aunts, you know, and there&rsquo;s an old
- Sir Hogface Something-or-Other dodging about the place, who&rsquo;s going to get
- a West Indian governorship in May, and Lady Winsey has not only had him at
- her house to dinner, where he could see me, but has contrived to throw me
- at him at three other houses. Next week I&rsquo;m to go down to a closing meet
- in Berkshire, just because he&rsquo;s to be there&mdash;and that she arranged,
- too. And it&rsquo;s all to get a place worth perhaps three hundred a year, with
- yellow fever thrown in&mdash;if it comes to anything at all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Three hundred a year,&rdquo; commented Christian, knitting his brows. &ldquo;I still
- make pounds into francs to know what a sum means,&rdquo; he explained,
- smilingly, after a moment. &ldquo;Once I would have thought that a great fortune&mdash;and
- only a few months ago, too, at that.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, you see how it is,&rdquo; said Dicky. &ldquo;I mustn&rsquo;t let any chance slip by.
- But if I stood in your shoes, dear God! how I would chuck it all!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But what would you do instead?&rdquo; Christian propounded this question
- sitting back in his chair, with the tips of his fingers joined, and a calm
- twinkle in his eye. He discovered himself feeling as if it were his
- companion who had made confessions and craved sympathy.
- </p>
- <p>
- Dicky looked into his hat, and pouted his lips in whimsical indecision.
- &ldquo;What I mean is,&rdquo; he explained at last&mdash;&ldquo;my point was this&mdash;I
- hate the whole thing, and if I didn&rsquo;t have to do it, why then I wouldn&rsquo;t
- do it, d&rsquo;ye see? I&rsquo;d go about with nobody except the people I really cared
- about&mdash;my right-down, intimate friends. That&rsquo;s the idea.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah&mdash;friends!&rdquo; said Christian. &ldquo;That is the word that sings in my
- ears!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He rose impulsively, and began walking about the room with a restless
- step. Now and again he halted briefly to look down upon his companion, to
- enforce with eyes as well as gesture some special thing in his talk. &ldquo;Yes,
- friends!&rdquo; he cried. &ldquo;Tell me, you Dicky Westland, where are friends to be
- found? Have you some, perhaps? Then where did you come upon them? It is
- what I should like very much to know. Listen to me! I have been in England
- six months. I possess in England, say two&mdash;three&mdash;no, five
- friends&mdash;and all these came to me in my first week here. All but one
- belong to my family, so they were here, ready-made for me. But since that
- time, now that I am for myself, I have not gained one friend. Is there
- then something strange&mdash;what do I say&mdash;forbidding in me? Or no&mdash;it
- is nonsense for me to say that. It is the other way about. I have seen
- nobody who awakened voices within me. There has been no one who appealed
- to me as a friend should appeal. I live among a thousand rich and fine
- people who are as good to me as they know how to be&mdash;and yet I am as
- if I lived in a desert. And it is very cold&mdash;and lonely&mdash;and
- heartbreaking in this desert of mine!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Westland looked at him, as he stood now in the pathetic abandonment of his
- peroration, with a contemplative squint in one eye.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I see what you mean,&rdquo; he remarked finally. &ldquo;You&rsquo;ve been looking for flesh
- and blood, and you find only gun-metal.&rdquo; He thrust out his lips a little,
- and gave further consideration to the problem. &ldquo;There isn&rsquo;t any need for
- you to go away, you know,&rdquo; he added after a pause. &ldquo;You can have any kind
- of life you like in London. It is all here, if you want it. But what is it
- that you do want?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian threw himself sidewise into his chair, and bent his head with a
- sigh. Then, with a new light in his eyes, he looked up. &ldquo;You yourself said
- it&rdquo;&mdash;he exclaimed&mdash;&ldquo;to see only my true friends. That is my idea
- of life: To have a small circle of people whom I love very much, and to
- make constant opportunities to be with some of them&mdash;talking as we
- like to talk, going about together, making life happy for one another as
- we go along. All my youth, I envied rich people, because I thought that
- they used their wealth to command this greatest of delights. I imagined
- that if one had much money, then one could afford to spend his time only
- with his close, dear friends. But what I discover is that they do
- something entirely different. They seem not to let friendship come into
- their lives at all. They desire only acquaintances, and of these the more
- they have the better, if they bear the proper cachet.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is the women,&rdquo; said Dicky, sententiously.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;They like the crowd, and the new faces. And what they like, of course
- they have. They run the whole show.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian nodded comprehension&mdash;then put out a hand to signalize a
- reservation. &ldquo;I know women&mdash;here in England&mdash;who have a higher
- idea than this,&rdquo; he declared, softly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Of course, so we all do,&rdquo; assented Westland. &ldquo;There are a million
- splendid women, if one could only get at them. But it&rsquo;s a sort of trades
- union, don&rsquo;t you know. You don&rsquo;t take the workmen you want, on your own
- terms; you take those the society gives you, and the terms are arranged
- for you. It&rsquo;s like that with women. You meet some awfully jolly girls now
- and then, but they are not in the least degree their own masters. If you
- try to get to know them well, either they&rsquo;re frightened, and pull back
- into their shells, or you&rsquo;re headed off by their mothers. But,&rdquo; he added
- upon reflection&mdash;&ldquo;of course it&rsquo;s different with you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;At least I am not interested,&rdquo; said Christian, wearily. The advice of
- Kathleen had produced upon his mind an even greater effect, perhaps, than
- he imagined. He had encountered, by the dozen, extremely beautiful and
- engaging girls, whose charm should have been enhanced in his eyes by the
- dignity and even grandeur of their surroundings. But an impalpable yet
- efficient barrier had stood always between them and him. If they exhibited
- reserve, he was too shy for words. If they expanded toward him with smiles
- or any freedom of demeanor, he recalled instantly the warning of Emanuel&rsquo;s
- wife, and that was fatal. &ldquo;I have not cared for any of them,&rdquo; he
- reaffirmed.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh!&rdquo; cried Westland of a sudden, his comely, boyish face beaming with the
- thought that had come to him. &ldquo;How stupid of me! I&rsquo;d forgotten what I came
- for&mdash;and I&rsquo;m not sure it doesn&rsquo;t precisely fill the bill. Are you
- doing anything to-night? Will you come with me to the Hanover Theater at
- midnight? It&rsquo;s the five-hundredth performance of &lsquo;Pansy Blossoms&rsquo;&mdash;and
- there&rsquo;s to be supper on the stage and a dance. I don&rsquo;t think you&rsquo;ve seen
- much of that sort of thing, have you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian shook his head, and regarded his companion doubtfully. &ldquo;Nothing
- at all of it,&rdquo; he said, slowly. &ldquo;But it does not attract me very much, I&rsquo;m
- afraid. You would better take some one else. I should be a fish out of
- water there. The people of the theaters&mdash;they are not congenial to me&mdash;that
- is, I do not think they would be.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But, hang it all, man, how do you know till you&rsquo;ve tried?&rdquo; Dicky put a
- little worldly authority into his tone as he proceeded. &ldquo;You mustn&rsquo;t mind
- my saying it to you&mdash;it is you who make your own desert, as you call
- it, for yourself. If you say in advance that you know you won&rsquo;t like this
- sort of person, or that, how are you ever going to form any friendships?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian received the remonstrance with meekness. &ldquo;You do not quite
- understand me,&rdquo; he said, amiably enough. &ldquo;I have some work to do in the
- world, and I don&rsquo;t think that actresses and actors would help me much to
- do it. The young men who run after them do not seem, somehow, to do much
- else. It is only a prejudice I have; it applies only to myself. If others
- feel differently, why, I have not a word to say.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, you must come!&rdquo; Westland declared, rising. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s nonsense for you not
- to see that side of things. My dear fellow, it&rsquo;s as respectable as the
- Royal Academy&mdash;or Madame Tussaud&rsquo;s. Are you dining anywhere? Then
- I&rsquo;ll run home and dress, and I&rsquo;ll drive round here for you. We&rsquo;ll dine
- together, and then look in at some of the halls. Shall I say seven? It
- gives us more time over our dinner.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian accepted, with a rueful little smile, his committal to the
- enterprise. &ldquo;You must not mind if I come away early,&rdquo; he said, getting to
- his feet in turn.
- </p>
- <p>
- The other laughed at him. &ldquo;My dear man, you&rsquo;ll never want to come away at
- all. But no, seriously&mdash;it&rsquo;s just the kind of thing you want. It&rsquo;ll
- amuse you, for one thing&mdash;and deuce take it, you&rsquo;ll be young only
- once in your life. But more than that&mdash;here you are swearing that
- you&rsquo;ll do no more social work at all, and you don&rsquo;t know in the least what
- other resources are open to you. It isn&rsquo;t alone actresses that you meet at
- a place like this, but all sorts of clever people who know how to get what
- there is out of life. That is what you yourself want to do, isn&rsquo;t it?
- Well, it&rsquo;ll do you no harm, to say the least, to see how they go about
- it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Very likely,&rdquo; Christian replied, as the other turned. &ldquo;I will be ready at
- seven.&rdquo; He followed him to the door, and into the hallway. &ldquo;Mind,&rdquo; he
- said, half jokingly, half gravely, as he leaned over the banister, &ldquo;I have
- not altogether promised. When midnight comes, I may lose my courage
- altogether.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, it&rsquo;s that kind of timidity that storms every fortress in its path,&rdquo;
- Dicky called up to him from the stairway.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0014" id="link2HCH0014"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XIV
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">T</span>he two young men
- dined at the Café Royal. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s as good a kitchen as there is in London,
- and in the matter of people it isn&rsquo;t such a tiresome repetition of those
- one meets everywhere else as Willis&rsquo;s or the Prince&rsquo;s. To see the same
- shoulders and the same necks, night after night&mdash;a fellow gets tired
- of it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- To this explanation by Dicky of his choice, as they rolled forward in
- their hansom, Christian made no direct response. After a little he said:
- &ldquo;Very soon now, I am going to do something that seems to have been in my
- mind for months. Perhaps I have only thought of it since this afternoon: I
- cannot be sure. But I am going to do it&mdash;I am going to know for
- myself what the real London and the real England are like. A thousand
- gentlemen in black clothes and silk hats, a thousand ladies with low-cut
- dresses and feathers in their hair&mdash;all thinking and talking about
- themselves and their own little affairs&mdash;that does not mean London.
- And a few large houses in the country, where these same people spend a few
- months riding after the hounds and shooting tame birds and wearying each
- other with idle, sleepy talk&mdash;that does not represent England.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Doesn&rsquo;t it!&rdquo; cried Westland. &ldquo;I should say that&rsquo;s just what it did, worse
- luck!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, no!&rdquo; protested Christian. &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t want to be told that it does&mdash;for
- then I should want to go away altogether. No&mdash;there is the other
- thing, and I am going to find it out, and see it and know it. When all
- those years of my boyhood and youth I was so proud of being an Englishman,
- it was not this empty, valueless life of the West End, or the chase of
- foxes and birds in the country, that I longed for, and nourished pride
- in.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, but they do other things, you know,&rdquo; laughed Dicky. &ldquo;They are in
- Parliament, some of them, or they are at the bar, or in the Services, or
- they manage estates or are directors in companies, and that sort of thing.
- And some of them go in a lot for charities, and work on committees and
- organize things, you know. You&rsquo;d hardly believe how much of that most of
- the women let themselves in for.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That is not what I mean,&rdquo; said the other, rather abruptly. &ldquo;To me all
- that is not worth the snap of a finger,&rdquo; and he emphasized his words by a
- gestured with the hand which rested on the door of the hansom.
- </p>
- <p>
- At an advanced stage of the dinner, the young men came to the subject
- again. In reply to a random inquiry Christian said that his grandfather,
- the duke, as far as he knew, was neither worse nor better in health than
- he had been all winter. &ldquo;I have not been to Caermere since my first
- visit,&rdquo; he went on. &ldquo;I am really living upon a programme arranged for me,
- I should think, by a committee of my relations. Lord Lingfield is my
- active bear-leader. He conducts me, or sends me, wherever it has been
- decided that I shall go. It was not deemed important that I should go to
- Caermere again&mdash;and so I have not gone. Voilà tout! If I had been
- free to myself, I think I should have gone.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It must be an awfully jolly place, from the pictures I&rsquo;ve seen of it,&rdquo;
- said Westland.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Jolly!&rdquo; cried Christian. &ldquo;My dear creature, it is a grave, a mausoleum, a
- place of skulls and dead men&rsquo;s bones! You have never seen such a family
- vault in all your days. When I even begin to think of undertaking the task
- of brightening it into life again, I grow dizzy. The immensity of the work
- unnerves me. And now I do not know if I shall ever put my hand to it. The
- country-gentleman idea&mdash;which you make so much of in England&mdash;it
- does not appeal to me. It is too idle&mdash;too purposeless. Of course my
- cousin Emanuel, he makes a terrible toil of it&mdash;and does some
- wonderful things, beyond doubt. But after all, what does it come to? He
- helps people to be extremely fine who without him would only be tolerably
- fine. But I have the feeling that one should help those who are not fine
- at all&mdash;who have never had the chance to be fine, who do not know
- what it means. Emanuel&rsquo;s wife&mdash;oh, a very lovely character&mdash;she
- said to me that they disliked coming up to town, the sight of the London
- poor distressed them so much. Well, that is the point&mdash;if I am to
- help anybody at all, it is the London poor that I should try to help.
- Emanuel&rsquo;s plan is to give extra bones, and teach new tricks, to dogs
- already very comfortable. My heart warms to the dogs without collars, the
- homeless and hungry devils who look for bones in the gutters.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, you&rsquo;re going in for settlements and that sort of thing,&rdquo; commented
- Dicky. &ldquo;I hear that is rather disappointing work. If you don&rsquo;t take the
- sporting papers at the reading-room they say the men won&rsquo;t come at all.
- Slingsby Chetwynd was awfully keen on the thing. He went down to stop a
- whole week&mdash;at Shoreditch or Houndsditch or the Isle of Dogs, or
- somewhere like that&mdash;and a woman smashed his hat in, and he fell into
- a cellar&mdash;and he was jolly glad to get back again the same night.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian was pursuing thoughts of his own. The wine was admirable&mdash;as
- indeed it should have been considering the pains Dicky had been at, with
- pursed lips and lifted eyebrows, in the selection of it&mdash;and
- Christian had found an unaccustomed pleasure in its aromatic, sub-acid
- taste. He had drunk rather freely of it, and was satisfied with himself
- for having done so. He leaned back in his chair now, and watching the
- golden fountain of bubbles forever streaming upward in his glass, mused
- upon welcome new impulses within him toward the life of a free man.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;None the less,&rdquo; he remarked, indifferent to the irrelevancy of his theme,
- &ldquo;I should have liked to go to Caermere during the winter. I am annoyed
- with myself now that I did not go&mdash;whether it was arranged for me or
- not. There is a lady there for whom I felt great sympathy. I had expected
- to be of service to her long before this&mdash;but I am of service to no
- one. She is a cousin&mdash;no doubt you know her&mdash;Lady Cressage.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But she is in London,&rdquo; put in Westland. &ldquo;I only know her a little, but
- Lady Selton used to be by way of seeing a good deal of her. She told me
- last week that she was in town&mdash;taken a little flat somewhere&mdash;Victoria
- Street way, I think. She doesn&rsquo;t go in for being very smart, you know. Why&mdash;yes&mdash;of
- course she&rsquo;s your cousin by marriage. Awfully pretty woman she was. Gad!
- how well I remember her season! All the fellows went quite off their
- heads. How funny&mdash;that she should be your cousin!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian took no note of his companion&rsquo;s closing words, or of the tone in
- which they had been uttered. He scowled at the playful bubbles in his
- glass, as he reflected that the news of her arrival in London ought not to
- have come to him in this roundabout, accidental way. Why did none of his
- own people tell him? Or still more to the point, why had not she herself
- told him? He really had given her only an occasional and sporadic thought,
- during these past four or five months. Now, as he frowned at his wine, it
- seemed to him that his whole winter had been burdened with solicitude for
- her. Or no, &ldquo;burdened&rdquo; was an ungracious word, and false to boot. He would
- say &ldquo;mellowed&rdquo; or &ldquo;enriched&rdquo; instead.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You must find out for me&rdquo;&mdash;he began, and then, upon a second thought
- born of pique, checked himself. &ldquo;Or do not mind&mdash;it is of no
- consequence. I shall hear as a matter of course.&rdquo; He called for the bill
- with a decision in his voice which seemed full of warning that the topic
- was exhausted.
- </p>
- <p>
- Westland could not help observing the fat roll of crackling white notes
- which the other drew from his pocket. If they were all of the smallest
- denomination, they must still represent something like his whole year&rsquo;s
- allowance. The general understanding that Christian&rsquo;s unfamiliarity with
- English ways excused, and even invited, wise admonition from his friends,
- prompted him to speak.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That&rsquo;s rather a lot to carry about with you, old man,&rdquo; he said, in gentle
- expostulation.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I like it!&rdquo; Christian declared, with shining eyes. He snapped the
- elastic band about the roll, with an air of boyish delight in the sound,
- as he returned it to his pocket. &ldquo;If you knew the years in which I counted
- my sous!&rdquo;.
- </p>
- <p>
- It was nearly ten o&rsquo;clock when they left. Beginning with the Pavilion,
- they went to four or five music halls, only to find that there were no
- seats to be had. &ldquo;Why, of course it&rsquo;s the boat-race,&rdquo; exclaimed Dicky at
- last. &ldquo;Stupid of me to have forgotten it. I say, I ought to have come for
- you this morning, and taken you up the river to see it. It&rsquo;s worth seeing&mdash;for
- once. I wonder Lingfield did not arrange it for you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, several people asked me to join their parties,&rdquo; Christian replied.
- &ldquo;But it did not attract me. The athletics here&mdash;they rather annoy me.
- It is as if people thought of nothing else. And to have students at the
- universities consumed with the idea&mdash;that is specially unpleasant to
- my mind. You must remember&mdash;I am a teacher by profession.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;We&rsquo;ll go back to the Empire,&rdquo; Westland decided. &ldquo;Ever been there? Well,
- it&rsquo;s worth seeing, too&mdash;perhaps more than once. The Johnnies&rsquo;ll be
- out in extraordinary force, I&rsquo;m afraid, but then you ought to see them
- too, I suppose. It takes all sorts to make a world&mdash;and the world is
- what you&rsquo;ve come out to look at. Let me get the tickets&mdash;or, well, if
- you insist&mdash;ask for the promenade.&rdquo; It was indeed a novel spectacle,
- which smote and confused his eyes, rather than revealed itself to them,
- when Christian found himself inside. The broad, low, rounded promenade was
- so crowded with people that at first sight walking about seemed wholly
- impracticable, but Dicky stepped confidently into the jumbled throng and
- began moving through it, apparently with ease, and the other followed him.
- They made their way to the end, where a man in uniform guarded a
- staircase; then, turning, they elbowed along back to the opposite end of
- the half-circle. This gained, there was nothing in Dicky&rsquo;s thoughts,
- seemingly, but to repeat the performance indefinitely. Their progress was
- of a necessity slow. On the inner side a dense wall of backs and high hats
- rendered hopeless any notion of seeing the stage below. Christian,
- struggling after his guide, wondered what else there was to see.
- </p>
- <p>
- After a time it became obvious to him that the women who formed so large
- an element of the lazily shifting crowd were also the occasion of its
- being. They walked about, looking the men in the face with a cold, free,
- impassive scrutiny upon which, even if he had never seen it before,
- intuition would have fixed a label for him. Other women, from the plush
- seats on the outer edge of the circle, bent upon the whole moving mass of
- promenaders the same stoical, inscrutable gaze. The range of age among
- them did not seem extended to his uninformed glance. In years they were
- apparently all about alike. Some, indeed, had fresher faces and smoother
- skins than others, but when the eyes were considered a certain indefinable
- equality was insisted upon in them all. Their toilets were often striking
- in effect, and especially their hats&mdash;exaggerating both in breadth of
- brim, and in the height and bulk of the edifice of plumes above, the
- prevalent fashion in such matters&mdash;were notable to the spectator; but
- Christian found himself, upon consideration, more interested in their eyes
- than in anything else.
- </p>
- <p>
- A certain stony quality in this stereotyped gaze of theirs suggested a
- parallel to his memory; he had seen precisely that same cool, unruffled,
- consciously unconscious stare in princesses who had looked at him without
- beholding him in the far-away days of his life about the hotels of the
- Riviera. It was very curious, he thought&mdash;this incongruous
- resemblance. But a little closer analysis showed that the likeness was but
- partial. These ladies of the promenade could look about them with the
- imperturbability of princesses, it was true, but only so long as they saw
- nothing which concerned them immediately. Nay, now he could discern
- beneath the surface of this passionless perlustration a couched vigilance
- of attention, which ever and again flashed uppermost with electric
- swiftness. When this mercurial change came, one saw the temperament mapped
- out like a landscape under the illumination of lightning. There gleamed
- forth expectancy, dread, joy, irritability, fun, dislike or wistful hope&mdash;whatever
- the mood of the instant yielded&mdash;with a force of intensity almost
- startling. Then, as quickly as it came, the look might vanish; even if it
- flickered on, the briefest interval of repose brought back again the
- watchful, dispassionate, hardened regard.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Have you had enough of this?&rdquo; Dicky asked, with an implication of
- weariness in his tone.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian, halting, took slow and bewildered cognizance of the fact that
- he had been going from one end of the promenade to the other for a very
- long time. Insensibly, at some period of the experience, he had taken the
- lead from his companion, and had been dragging him about in his wake.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is very interesting,&rdquo; was the vague excuse he offered to Dicky, and
- even more to himself.
- </p>
- <p>
- A sofa just beside them was for the moment unoccupied. Christian seated
- himself with the air of one physically tired out. &ldquo;Ought we not to order
- drinks?&rdquo; he asked his companion, who stood over him, looking down somewhat
- doubtfully.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, dear, no&mdash;not here!&rdquo; Dicky replied, with conviction. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s
- nearly closing time&mdash;and we&rsquo;ll go over to the club for half an hour&mdash;where
- we know our tipple. Shall we run along now?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No&mdash;sit down here,&rdquo; said Christian. He spoke with the authority of a
- profound emotion, that glowed in his eyes and quivered on his lips.
- Westland obeyed him, pretending to a nonchalance which his mistrustful
- glance belied.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;This is all very extraordinary to me,&rdquo; Christian continued, in a low,
- strenuous voice. He spoke with even more than his wonted fluency. &ldquo;It
- catches hold of me. It fills my mind with new thoughts. There is something
- in the very air here&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Musk and cigarette smoke,&rdquo; interposed Dicky, lightly. Then he saw that
- levity struck a false note.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Pah!&rdquo; the other jerked forth, impatiently. &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t talk like that! It is
- the most terrible, the most touching, the most inspiring thing I have seen
- in my life. I breathe in a new ambition here, out of this atmosphere. We
- were talking of the London poor. I thought they made the loudest appeal&mdash;but
- they are nothing beside <i>this!</i>&rdquo; He spread his thin, nervous hand out
- as he spoke, and swept it in a comprehensive gesture over the spectacle
- before them. &ldquo;These are my sisters&mdash;my unhappy and dishonored
- sisters, scorned and scornful&mdash;oh, yes, they are all my sisters!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But fortunately they don&rsquo;t know it,&rdquo; urged Dicky, surveying the ladies
- with pouting lips and half-closed eyes. &ldquo;For God&rsquo;s sake, don&rsquo;t mention it
- to them.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian turned round, with one knee on the sofa, and claimed his
- companion&rsquo;s attention. &ldquo;I wanted to be able to add you to my very little
- list of friends,&rdquo; he said, gravely. &ldquo;All the evening I have had that in my
- mind&mdash;and it may be something else, too. But if you cannot understand
- me, now, when I tell you how all this moves me&mdash;and if you only care
- to mock at what I say&mdash;why, then, it is not needful to say more.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Dicky faced about in turn, and regarded him with a puzzled glance, from
- which he was at pains to exclude all signs of frivolity. &ldquo;But you haven&rsquo;t
- told me <i>how</i> it moves you at all,&rdquo; he said, vaguely.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, how,&rdquo; repeated Christian with hesitation. &ldquo;It is not easy to say just
- how. But I am devoured by a great compassion. I could weep tears at the
- heart-misery I see here. They shout in the papers and wring their hands
- over the massacre of Armenians&mdash;but right here&mdash;this thing&mdash;is
- it not more cruel and dreadful still? Here there is no question of race
- hatreds and religious hatreds, but just the cold, implacable pressure of
- poverty on human souls, crushing them and sinking them in shame.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, that&rsquo;s only a part of the story&mdash;not such a deuce of a big part
- either,&rdquo; urged the other, gently. &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t get so excited about it, my dear
- fellow. It is by no means a new thing. And wait till you know more about
- it, and have thought it over&mdash;and then, if you feel that there is
- anything you can do, why, take my word for it, it will still be here. It
- won&rsquo;t disappear in the meanwhile. You&rsquo;ll still be in time.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian regarded him wistfully, and with a mild, faint smile. &ldquo;You would
- never enter into my feelings about this,&rdquo; he said, softly. &ldquo;We are made
- differently. It strikes you as strange, does it not, that a young man,
- coming into contact with this for the first time, should be filled only
- with the yearning to help these poor girls, and do good to them? It
- surprises you? It is something new to you, n&rsquo;est ce pas?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Dicky grinned within decorous limits. &ldquo;My dear boy,&rdquo; he declared,
- confidentially, &ldquo;so far from being new, it&rsquo;s the oldest thing in the
- world. Every young fellow worth his salt that I have ever known, or that
- anybody&rsquo;s ever known, has swelled himself out with precisely these same
- reform sentiments. In this very promenade here I have witnessed at least a
- dozen attacks like yours. And don&rsquo;t think I am jeering at the thing. It is
- a very beautiful and generous spirit indeed, and I admire it awfully, I
- assure you&mdash;only&mdash;only, as one gets to know his way about a
- trifle better, he sees that there isn&rsquo;t so much in it as he thought there
- was. And that&rsquo;s what I was trying to say to you. Don&rsquo;t let your first
- impulses run away with you. If the subject interests you, appeals to you,
- very well; get to understand it. You will find that it is more
- complicated, perhaps, than you think. But when you know it all, why, then
- you can do what you like.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Some of the light seemed to have been turned out. A definitive blare
- rolled up from the orchestra below; the throng of promenaders, though
- still informed by the most leisurely of moods, was converging upon the
- door of exit. The two young men arose.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian suddenly yawned. &ldquo;I am tired&mdash;and depressed,&rdquo; he said,
- wearily. &ldquo;I think I will ask you to let me go home.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Nonsense!&rdquo; said Dicky, promptly. &ldquo;We&rsquo;ll go to the club, and get a
- pick-up, and then you shall see something that won&rsquo;t depress you. I grant
- you this <i>is</i> rather melancholy. God knows why we came.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- An hour or more later, emerging from a confusing sequence of narrow
- passages and winding ascents and descents, Christian followed Westland out
- through a groove of painted canvas to the stage of the Hanover Theater.
- </p>
- <p>
- He had never seen a theater from this point of view, and the first few
- minutes of his scrutiny&mdash;here where he stood at the wings, while
- Dicky looked after the coats and hats&mdash;were full of pleased interest.
- The huge dusky space of the galleries overhead, strange and formidable in
- its dark bulk like some giant balloon, was very impressive. By contrast,
- the stage itself seemed to give out light. A long riband of a table
- stretched across the back, and down the two sides, and about this
- clustered many people; shining shirt-fronts and bald heads, pale
- shimmering dresses and white shoulders, the glitter of napery and plates
- and glasses&mdash;all was radiant under the powerful electric glow from
- above. He could see now, in the halfshadows down beyond the footlights,
- two or three rows of heads of people sitting in the front stalls. To his
- fancy these detached heads appeared to belong to an order of beings quite
- distinct from those on the stage. He wondered if actors felt their
- audiences to be thus remote and aloof from themselves.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;We can push our way in at the other end&mdash;there&rsquo;s less of a crush
- there,&rdquo; he heard Dicky say to him. He followed his guide across the stage,
- through groups of conversing guests who had brought out their sandwiches
- and glasses from the throng, and came eventually to the table itself. Some
- one held out a bottle toward him, and he lifted a glass to be filled. From
- under some other stranger&rsquo;s arm he extricated a plate, containing
- something in gelatine, he knew not what. In straightening himself he
- pushed against a person unexpectedly close behind him.
- </p>
- <p>
- Half turning, with the murmur of an apology upon his lips, his eyes
- encountered those of a lady, who seemed to know him, and to be smiling at
- him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How d&rsquo;ye do?&rdquo; this lady said to him. There could be no doubt about the
- cordiality of her tone. Her left hand was occupied with a champagne glass
- and a fan, but her right was being lifted to him, almost against his
- breast, in greeting. He gazed at her in smiling perplexity, the while he
- signed that both his own hands were filled.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You don&rsquo;t know me from Adam,&rdquo; she said to him, cheerfully. &ldquo;But I&rsquo;m your
- cousin&mdash;Cora Torr, you know.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0015" id="link2HCH0015"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XV
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">Y</span>ou&rsquo;ve altered so
- much since I saw you! It was odds against my recognizing you at all,&rdquo;
- declared Cora, beaming forth into conversation before Christian had fairly
- grasped the significance of her identity.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I should never have believed they would make such an Englishman out of
- you, in just these few months. Let&rsquo;s see&mdash;it was October, wasn&rsquo;t it?
- Yes, of course&mdash;the First.&rdquo; She showed her beautiful teeth in a flash
- of gaiety. &ldquo;The pheasants weren&rsquo;t the only ones that got hit that day. But
- bygones are bygones.... And how do you like London? How do you find it
- compares with Paris? I always maintain that there&rsquo;s more real life here,
- if you know where to look for it.... But I am afraid you&rsquo;re not glad to
- see me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There you are wrong. I am glad to see you,&rdquo; Christian replied, with
- deliberation. He made his words good by thrusting his plate back upon the
- table and shaking her gloved hand. There was a frank smile in his eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Get my glass filled again,&rdquo; she suggested&mdash;&ldquo;and-your own too&mdash;and
- let&rsquo;s get out of the way. These people push as if they had had nothing to
- eat since Christmas. Of all the hogs in evening clothes, the stage-supper
- hog is the worst. Well, and how have you been, all this time?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- They had moved across the stage to the entrance, and paused near it in a
- little nook of momentary isolation. Christian made conventional answer to
- her query, and to other remarks of hers calling for no earnest attention,
- the while he concentrated his thoughts upon the fact that they were
- actually standing here together, talking like old friends.
- </p>
- <p>
- It was sufficiently surprising, this fact, but even more remarkable was
- the satisfaction he himself was getting from it. There was no room for
- doubt; he really enjoyed being with her. There was no special need to
- concern himself with what she was saying. She hardly paused for replies,
- and seemed not to mind in the least the automatic character of the few
- which came to her. He had only to smile a little, and nod, and let his
- eyes glow pleasurably, and she went blithely on. The perception came
- suddenly to him that he had been sorry also for her. Indeed, now that he
- reflected upon it, had not hers been the most cruel misfortune of all? The
- memory of the drawn, agonized mask of a face she had shown, over the
- tea-table in the conservatory at Caermere, rose in his mind&rsquo;s vision. He
- looked up at the strips of canvas and lamps above, with half-closed eyes,
- recalling in reverie the details of this suffering face; then he turned
- abruptly to confront her, and observe afresh the happy contrast she
- presented to-night.
- </p>
- <p>
- Cora was looking away for the instant, and apparently conveying by lifted
- eyebrows and shakes of the head a message of some sort to some person on
- the bustling stage unknown to him. He glanced instinctively in the
- direction of her signal, but gained no information&mdash;and indeed
- realized at once that he was not in search of any. Of course, she knew
- everybody here, and would be exchanging nods and smiles of recognition all
- the evening. It occurred to him to wonder if her husband, that Captain
- Edward of unpleasant memory, was on the stage, but he had the power to put
- the thought promptly out of his mind. It was only Cora that he was
- interested in, and that he wanted to talk with. And here she was, once
- more looking into his face, and restoring by her smile his almost jocund
- pleasure in the situation.
- </p>
- <p>
- He still maintained the rôle of listener, but it grew increasingly clear
- to him that when his turn came he would have a good deal to say, and that
- he would say it well. He had never spoken on familiar terms with an
- actress before&mdash;and the experience put him wonderfully at his ease.
- He felt that he could say things to her; already he delighted in the
- assurance of her receptivity, her immunity from starched nonsense, her
- genial and comforting good fellowship. As he continued to look at her, and
- to smile, he remembered what people always said, or rather took for
- granted, about ladies on the stage. The consciousness shaped itself within
- him that she offered a timely and felicitous compromise&mdash;a sort of
- bridge between those formal, &ldquo;gun-metal&rdquo; women of society whom he desired
- never to see again, and those hapless, unblest creatures of the Empire.
- </p>
- <p>
- Presently she took his arm, and they moved round to the stalls in front,
- and found seats a little apart from any one else. A large number of young
- ladies, in white or light-hued evening dresses, were seated about in the
- rows before them, and Cora pointed out this one and that among them to
- Christian. &ldquo;That is Dolly Montressor&mdash;the dancer, you know&mdash;her
- photos are all the rage just now. The girl in pink, over there&mdash;just
- turning round&mdash;she is the one who sued young Concannon for breach of
- promise. You must remember. Her lawyers put the bailiffs in for what she
- owed them, after they&rsquo;d taken everything the jury gave her, and she
- dressed the bailiffs in livery and had them wait at the table at a big
- supper she gave. The little thicknosed dark man there&mdash;next but one
- to her&mdash;he drew a check for the supper and the bailiffs too. You see
- the small, thin girl with the tomato-colored hair&mdash;she didn&rsquo;t bring
- <i>her</i> suit into court&mdash;one isn&rsquo;t fox-headed for nothing. She
- settled outside at the last minute&mdash;the Lord Carmody case, you know&mdash;and
- no one&rsquo;s ever heard a whisper of any supper she ever gave. It isn&rsquo;t at all
- her line. She puts it all into South Africans; they say she&rsquo;s good for
- thirty thousand pounds, if she&rsquo;s got a penny. It isn&rsquo;t bad, you know, on a
- salary of six quid, and only the pantomime season at that. Oh, there&rsquo;s
- Peggy Wiltshire&mdash;just in the doorway. She&rsquo;s the most remarkable woman
- in England. How old would you think she was? Forty? Why, my dear man, she
- was billed as a star in the old original Black Crook&mdash;just about the
- time I was born. She can&rsquo;t be a minute under sixty. But look at her&mdash;the
- neck and shoulders of a girl! Isn&rsquo;t it amazing! Why, she was knocking
- about town when your father was a youngster&mdash;and here she is still
- going strong.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The tables were being cleared from the stage, and the fringe of gentlemen
- who remained hungry and thirsty was retiring slowly and with palpable
- reluctance toward the wings. Some sad-faced musicians emerged wearily from
- an unsuspected cave beneath the footlights, and exhibited their violins
- and flutes to the general gaze with an air of profound dejection. Their
- fiddle strings began to whine at one another, in a perfunctory and
- bad-tempered groping about for something they were expected to have in
- common. A stout man on the stage vigorously superintended the removal of
- the last table, and warned off with a comprehensive gesture the lingering
- remnant of unsated raveners; then, turning, he lifted his hand. On the
- instant, some score and more of the young ladies in white and pale pinks
- and blues and lavenders rose from their front stalls, and moved toward the
- stage door at the left. They pressed forward like a flock of sheep&mdash;and
- with faces as listlessly vacant as any pasture could afford. Christian
- observed their mechanical exit with a curling lip.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If these are the renowned beauties, whose fascinations turn the heads of
- all the young men about town,&rdquo; he confided to his companion, &ldquo;then it says
- extremely little for the quality of what is inside those heads.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, isn&rsquo;t it extraordinary!&rdquo; she mused at him, eyeing the bevy of
- celebrities with a ruminating glance. &ldquo;This must be somewhere near the
- sixth or seventh lot of &rsquo;em that even I&rsquo;ve seen passing through the
- turnstile, as you might say. Where do they all come from?&mdash;and good
- heavens! where do they all go to? It&rsquo;s a procession that never stops, you
- know. You&rsquo;d think there was a policeman, keeping it moving. You have these
- girls here&mdash;well, they&rsquo;re the queens, just for the minute. They own
- the earth. Nothing in the world is too good for them. Very well: just
- behind them are some other girls, a few years younger. Goodness knows
- where they were to-night&mdash;in the back ranks of the ballets, perhaps,
- or doing their little turn at the Paragon or the Canterbury, or doing
- nothing at all&mdash;nothing but keeping their toes pointed in this
- direction. And they are treading close on the heels of these queens you
- see here; and behind <i>them</i> are girls of sixteen or so, and behind <i>them</i>
- the little chits of ten and twelve&mdash;and they&rsquo;re all pushing along&mdash;and
- in time each lot gets in front, out under the limelight, and has its
- little year on the throne&mdash;and then gets shoved off to make room for
- the next. You might have seen two-thirds of these men here ten years ago.
- But not the women. Oh, no! Only here and there one&mdash;an old stager
- like Polly Wiltshire&mdash;or a middle-aged stager like myself. But we&rsquo;re
- merely salt to the porridge.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But do you not wish to dance?&rdquo; he asked her. The orchestra had begun a
- waltz, and the young ladies from the front stalls, each now attached to a
- stiffly gyrating male figure, were circling about on the stage, with a
- floating, wave-like swing of their full skirts which revealed to those
- below in the stalls rhythmic glimpses of whisking feet and trim black
- ankles.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I will dance with you with pleasure,&rdquo; she replied, promptly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Unfortunately&rdquo;&mdash;he began with confusion&mdash;&ldquo;it is ridiculous of
- me, but I never learned.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, then, we will sit here and talk,&rdquo; she insisted. &ldquo;I truly don&rsquo;t want
- to dance. It&rsquo;s ever so much cooler and more comfortable here. One has to
- come to these things, you know&mdash;you have to show yourself or you&rsquo;re
- like the man who fell out of the balloon&mdash;simply not in it. But
- they&rsquo;re all alike&mdash;all deadly stupid unless you&rsquo;re young and want to
- kick your legs about&mdash;or unless you find some one you&rsquo;re particularly
- glad to see.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian did not seek to evade the implication of the genial glance with
- which she pointed this last remark. &ldquo;Yes, it is good of you to stay here
- with me,&rdquo; he declared. &ldquo;Except you and my friend who brought me here&mdash;I
- thought I saw him dancing a moment ago&mdash;I don&rsquo;t know a soul. I have
- been saying to-day,&rdquo; he continued, settling down in his seat toward her,
- &ldquo;that I make friends badly&mdash;I remain here in England almost a
- stranger.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why, I thought you went everywhere. I know I&rsquo;m forever seeing your name
- in the &lsquo;Morning Post.&rsquo; You spell it Tower, I notice.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, yes, I have been going everywhere&mdash;but going as one goes alone
- through a gallery of pictures. I do not bring out any friends with me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She stole a swift glance at him, as she fanned herself. &ldquo;You surprise me,&rdquo;
- she commented. &ldquo;I should have thought everybody would be running after
- you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do they? I am not conscious of it.&rdquo; He spoke wearily. &ldquo;If they do, it
- does not interest me. They are not my kind of people. They take no hold
- whatever upon my sympathy. They make no appeal to the imagination.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You could hardly say that about those ladies&rsquo; skirts up there,&rdquo; she
- jocosely remarked. &ldquo;I had no idea silk petticoats flapped so.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He was not to be diverted from his theme. &ldquo;It is very funny about me,&rdquo; he
- went on. &ldquo;I seem to make no friends among men, of my own age or any other.
- Of course there are two or three exceptions&mdash;but no more. And as for
- the majority of women, they attract me still less. Yet when, once in a
- great while, I do meet some one who really interests me, it is always a
- woman. These few women whom I have in mind&mdash;oh, I could count them on
- the fingers of one hand&mdash;they make a much deeper and more lasting
- impression on me than any man can make.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I believe that frequently happens,&rdquo; she put in lightly. She did not seem
- to him to be following his thread of reasoning with conspicuous closeness,
- but her pleasant smile reassured him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think I am most readily moved on the side of my compassion,&rdquo; he
- continued, intent upon the development of his self-analysis. &ldquo;If I am
- sorry for the people, it is easier for me to like them&mdash;that is, if
- they are young and pretty women.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Cora laughed aloud at this, then lapsed abruptly into thoughtfulness. &ldquo;How
- do you mean?&rdquo; she asked.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;To-night I went to the place of the&mdash;the promenade&mdash;the Empire,
- is it not? And the sight of the young women there&mdash;it terribly
- affected me. I wanted to shout out that they were all my sisters&mdash;that
- I would protect them all&mdash;that they should never be forced by poverty
- and want to face that miserable humiliation again.&rdquo; She looked at him, her
- lips parted over the beautiful teeth, a certain blankness of
- non-comprehension in the beautiful eyes. As she slowly grasped the drift
- of his words, the eyes and lips joined in a reserved and baffling smile.
- &ldquo;You&rsquo;re a nice boy,&rdquo; she decided, &ldquo;but you&rsquo;re tremendously young. Those
- girls are lazy, greedy, good-for-nothing hussies. They wouldn&rsquo;t do honest
- work for a living if it was brought to them on a silver salver. They
- haven&rsquo;t an idea in their empty painted heads except to wheedle or steal
- money from drunken fools. They&rsquo;re nothing but&mdash;what d&rsquo;ye call &rsquo;em?&mdash;parasites.
- I&rsquo;d put &rsquo;em all on the treadmill, if I had my way.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian sat up a little, and she was alert in noting the signs of
- disaffection on his mobile face. &ldquo;Nevertheless, there is a great sorrow
- and a great shame in it all,&rdquo; he said, gravely.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, that I admit,&rdquo; she declared, making busy work with her fan. &ldquo;Of
- course! Perhaps I spoke more sharply than I meant. Every one is sorry for
- the poor creatures&mdash;but&mdash;but I confess I&rsquo;m sorrier still for the
- girls who have to work like slaves for the barest necessities of life.
- Why, my dressmaker&rsquo;s girls, two of &rsquo;em&mdash;poor little
- half-starved sisters who may come at nine or ten o&rsquo;clock at night to
- deliver things, or try something on&mdash;they get twenty-five shillings a
- week between them. That&rsquo;s what gets on <i>my</i> nerve.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He preserved silence for a time, then suddenly sat upright and faced her.
- A new light shone in his eyes. &ldquo;I am the dullest person on earth,&rdquo; he
- protested. &ldquo;All this time I have not thought of it. I want to ask you a
- thousand things about your sister. Did you not know?&mdash;She is my
- oldest friend in England.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Cora drew a long breath, and held up her fan for a protracted and
- attentive inspection. &ldquo;Oh, yes&mdash;you mean Frank,&rdquo; she said,
- tentatively.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Frank? Is that her name? She works. She has a machine à écrire&mdash;a
- typewriter it is called. You must tell me about her! Is she very well? And
- where is she to be found? How shall I go about it to recall myself to
- her?&rdquo; As there came no immediate response, he put his further meditations
- into dreamy words: &ldquo;She spoke the first kind words to me, here in England.
- I bade farewell to France and the old hard life, in her company. It was
- she who pointed with her finger for me to have my first look at England&mdash;the
- little, rose-colored island in the green water, with the purple clouds
- above it. It seemed that we were very close together&mdash;on that one
- day. And I was so full of the thought of seeing her very soon again! And
- that was September&mdash;and now it is very nearly May!. . . But you have
- not told me! Where is it that she is to be found? Where does she live?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;She lives at home with my people,&rdquo; Cora replied, still with reflective
- deliberation. It was with a visible effort that she shook off the
- preoccupied air into which she had lapsed. &ldquo;But you don&rsquo;t want to go there&mdash;it&rsquo;s
- out of the world&mdash;red-busses and green-busses and a tram and that
- sort of thing. But she has an office now of her own; that&rsquo;s where you&rsquo;d
- find her most easily. Bless me if I know where it is&mdash;it&rsquo;s between
- the Strand and the Embankment, but I never can remember which is Norfolk
- Street and which Arundel Street&mdash;and really I&rsquo;m not sure she&rsquo;s on
- either. But my brother is here. I&rsquo;ll ask him, presently. And so you know
- Frank?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, yes, but you know her better still,&rdquo; said Christian, softly, nestling
- again into the corner of his chair nearest her. &ldquo;I wanted you to tell me
- about her.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, well&mdash;but what is there to tell?&rdquo; she made answer, vaguely. &ldquo;She
- is a good girl; she&rsquo;s frightfully clever; she works very hard, and gives
- most of her money to her mamma; she&rsquo;s successful, too, because she&rsquo;s got a
- shop of her own, at last&mdash;and&mdash;and&mdash;that&rsquo;s about all, isn&rsquo;t
- it? You know, we&rsquo;re not by way of seeing much of each other. There&rsquo;s no
- quarrel, of course&mdash;not the least in the world&mdash;but I&rsquo;m too
- frivolous to be in her class at all. I dare say it&rsquo;s my fault&mdash;I
- ought to go and look her up. That&rsquo;s what I will do, too, one of these
- days. But&mdash;you mustn&rsquo;t misunderstand me&mdash;she&rsquo;s an awfully good
- girl, that is, of course, if you like that sort of girl. And she&rsquo;s pretty,
- too, don&rsquo;t you think?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, I think so,&rdquo; affirmed Christian, almost with solemnity. &ldquo;What time
- would she come to her office&mdash;in the morning, I mean?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, don&rsquo;t ask me!&rdquo; laughed Cora. &ldquo;At some ghastly hour, when they have
- breakfast, I believe, in cabmen&rsquo;s shelters, and the streets haven&rsquo;t been
- swept. I know it only by hearsay. I&rsquo;ve never stopped up quite as late as
- that, you know. But you see something like it, driving round by Covent
- Garden on your way home from a late dance, to see the flowers. Have you
- ever done that?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian shook his head. The idea attracted him, apparently. &ldquo;At what
- hour is it?&rdquo; he asked, with interest.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, four or five or something like that. It&rsquo;s really the prettiest sight
- you ever saw. I used to go often, at this time of year, and take home a
- cabload of flowers. But I am getting too old now&mdash;and too
- serious-minded. The mother of a family&mdash;you know.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian looked at his watch. &ldquo;It has occurred to me&rdquo;&mdash;he suggested,
- hesitatingly&mdash;&ldquo;it is now after two&mdash;perhaps we could make a
- party to go this morning. The dancing will not stop earlier, will it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- On the stage nothing seemed further from any mind than stopping. There was
- some complicated kind of set dance in progress, which at the moment
- involved the spectacle of some score of couples, hands all joined, romping
- madly around in a gigantic ring. The dresses whirled more wildly than
- ever; the men crooked their legs and hung outward from the circle as they
- went, stamping their feet and laughing boisterously. Christian&rsquo;s eyes
- singled out one young man who seemed to be making most noise of all&mdash;and
- then he perceived that it was Dicky Westland.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Perhaps it might be arranged,&rdquo; Cora replied, after consideration, and
- with a sidelong eye upon her companion. &ldquo;I will go behind for a moment,
- and find my brother, and see what he says. No, you stop here. I will come
- back again.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- So many people were moving about with entire individual freedom, that he
- offered no objection to her departure. She pushed her way confidently yet
- affably past the others in the row, and disappeared at the stage door. He
- had no clues by which to follow her in fancy after that. Once he thought
- he distinguished her at the back of the stage&mdash;but for the rest it
- was her sister rather than the friendly Cora who engaged his thoughts. The
- idea that he was to see her again, quite without delay, seemed to
- illuminate his whole mind.
- </p>
- <p>
- In the labyrinth of shunted scenery behind the back-curtain, and along the
- narrow corridors of dressing-rooms, now devoted to varying hospitable
- uses, Cora prosecuted what was for a time a fruitless search.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Where are the gentlemen getting their drinks?&rdquo; she asked at last of a
- cloak-room attendant, and the answer simplified her task. Downstairs, at
- the door of the manager&rsquo;s room, she was lucky enough to hit upon Major
- Pirie. &ldquo;Tell Eddy that&rsquo; I want him, will you, old man,&rdquo; she said, nodding
- with assurance toward the crowded, smoky little interior, &ldquo;and if that
- brother of mine is in there, I want to see him for a minute, too.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The brother came out first&mdash;a slender, overdressed youth, with a face
- which suggested a cheap and inferior copy of Cora&rsquo;s. It had the
- self-complacency without the high spirits&mdash;the comeliness of line
- without the delicacy of texture and charm of color. He was obviously young
- in years, but he regarded her through the eyes of an elderly and wearied
- person.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Hello,&rdquo; he said, amiably enough. &ldquo;Goin&rsquo; to take Eddy home? He won&rsquo;t be
- the worse for a friendly lead. Oh, he&rsquo;s all right, though, up to now. He&rsquo;s
- got rippin&rsquo; odds against Perambulator from Hoskins, seventy to three, you
- know, in fivers. Try and get him to let me in on the bet, will you? I
- offered to take half of it, the minute the bet was made&mdash;but he
- didn&rsquo;t answer me. You can work it, if you try, old girl.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What&rsquo;s Frank&rsquo;s address&mdash;her office, I mean?&rdquo; she put in abruptly,
- &ldquo;Got a pencil? Go and get one from somebody. Thirty-two A, you say?
- Thanks! Now tell Eddy to come out.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But what&rsquo;s up? What do you want with Frank? Anything I can tell her?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Never you mind! And don&rsquo;t lisp a word to her, or to Eddy or to any one
- else. If it comes off, it&rsquo;ll be a beano for the lot of us.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Right you are,&rdquo; he assented, with a glimmer of animation. &ldquo;But say, you
- won&rsquo;t forget about the Hoskins bet, will you? If I could even have a third
- of it! I could do with some odd sovereigns just now, and no mistake.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Sh-h! Here he comes. You run away-now, d&rsquo;ye see; I want to talk with
- Eddy.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Captain Edward emerged from the haze of cigarette smoke which veiled the
- throng within the manager&rsquo;s room. &ldquo;Well?&rdquo; he demanded, with a kind of
- sulky eagerness.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I haven&rsquo;t told him you were here,&rdquo; Cora began, under her breath, drawing
- her husband aside down the passage. &ldquo;It didn&rsquo;t seem to come into the talk.
- He thinks I&rsquo;m here with Tom.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edward looked down upon his wife, with a slow, ponderous glance of mingled
- hope and uneasiness. He pulled at his small yellow mustache, and aimlessly
- jingled some keys in his pocket.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You&rsquo;ve had nearly two hours with him, you know,&rdquo; he protested,
- doubtfully.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;<i>Don&rsquo;t</i> I know it!&rdquo; she ejaculated, holding up her hands in mock
- pain at the retrospect. &ldquo;Good God! If I had a thousand pounds to show for
- it, I&rsquo;d say it was the hardest earned money <i>I</i> ever handled.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, but you haven&rsquo;t got anything to show&mdash;so far&rsquo;s I can make out,&rdquo;
- he commented with gloom. &ldquo;You didn&rsquo;t mention my name at all, eh? But that
- was what you particularly set out to do, I thought.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, you thought wrong,&rdquo; she responded briskly. &ldquo;I set out to do what
- was wisest under the circumstances, and I&rsquo;ve done it. I&rsquo;ve got an inkling
- of a game to be played&rdquo;&mdash;she let her eyes twinkle at him as she made
- this tantalizing little pause&mdash;&ldquo;a game, you old goose, worth seven
- hundred thousand times anything you ever thought of.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The ex-hussar regarded her fixedly, the while he pondered her words. &ldquo;I
- don&rsquo;t think I&rsquo;m very keen about games,&rdquo; he remarked at last, with obvious
- suspicion in his tone. &ldquo;A married woman always gets the worst of games, in
- the long run.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She grinned affectionate contempt up at him. &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t be such a duffer,
- Eddy!&rdquo; she remonstrated with him. &ldquo;If I had a notion of that sort&mdash;do
- you suppose I&rsquo;d come and give it away to you? What rot you talk!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes&mdash;but what <i>is</i> your game?&rdquo; he demanded, doggedly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I won&rsquo;t tell you!&rdquo; She spoke with great apparent decision. &ldquo;You&rsquo;d blab it
- all over the place. You can no more keep a secret than you can keep a
- ten-pound note.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I say, Cora,&rdquo; he urged, in grieved protestation. &ldquo;You know I&rsquo;m a
- regular bailey oyster, where a thing has to be kept dark. You&rsquo;d better
- tell me, you know. It&rsquo;ll keep me from&mdash;imaginin&rsquo; things.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The wife smiled. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s only a plant I&rsquo;ve got in my mind,&rdquo; she explained,
- after consideration. &ldquo;What&rsquo;s the matter with my naming a wife for him,
- eh?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edward, upon reflection, pouted his lips. &ldquo;Probably you&rsquo;d come a cropper
- over it, in the first place,&rdquo; he objected, slowly, &ldquo;and then even if you
- did name the winner, she&rsquo;d probably welsh us out of our winnings&mdash;and
- besides, what do we want of his marrying at all. The longer he puts off
- getting married, the less the odds against us gets. I should think even a
- woman could see that.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Cora permitted herself a frank yawn. &ldquo;I&rsquo;ll explain it to you to-morrow,&rdquo;
- she said.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And now I must go back to my Juggins for a few minutes. I&rsquo;ll come and
- fetch you when I&rsquo;m ready to go.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t fancy it much, you know,&rdquo; he urged upon her as she turned. He
- took a step toward her, and put his hand on her arm. &ldquo;If your brother Tom
- was any good&rdquo;&mdash;he began, with a hard growl in his voice&mdash;&ldquo;by
- God, I&rsquo;d have half a mind to talk with him about <i>my</i> plan. Old
- Pirie&rsquo;d be no use&mdash;but if Tom had the sense and the nerve&mdash;why,
- we&rsquo;d&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She had held his eye with a steady, comprehending glance, under the
- embarrassment of which his speech faltered and then lapsed altogether.
- &ldquo;No, the less either you or Tom have to do with your plan the better. Go
- in now, and take a plain soda, and wait for me! You&rsquo;ve got no plan, mind
- you. You&rsquo;ve simply been dreaming about it. Do you hear? You never had a
- plan! You can&rsquo;t have one!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She spoke with significant authority, and he deferred to it with a sullen
- upward wag of the head. &ldquo;All right,&rdquo; he muttered curtly, and turned on his
- heel.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Plain soda, mind!&rdquo; she called after him, and without waiting for an
- answer, ran briskly up the steps toward the stage.
- </p>
- <p>
- Captain Edward&rsquo;s plain soda had become a remote and almost wholly effaced
- memory by the time his wife again summoned him from the manager&rsquo;s room.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;We&rsquo;ll cut this now, if you don&rsquo;t mind,&rdquo; she remarked, in her most casual
- tone. &ldquo;I&rsquo;m as tired as if I&rsquo;d danced every minute.&rdquo; She had put on her
- wraps, and her small, pretty face, framed by the white down of her hood,
- seemed to his scrutiny to wear an expression of increased contentment.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Anything fresh?&rdquo; he asked, as they went in search of his coat and hat.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes&mdash;fresh is the word,&rdquo; she replied, with simulated nonchalance.
- &ldquo;Fresh, fresher, freshest&mdash;as we used to say at school.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Wha&rsquo; is it?&rdquo; he inquired, when they were within touch of the open air.
- The music was still audible behind them, broken by faint, intermittent
- echoes of stamping feet and laughing voices.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I&rsquo;ll tell you about it in the morning,&rdquo; she answered listlessly. &ldquo;I hope
- to heaven you&rsquo;ve got a cab-fare.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, tha&rsquo;s all right,&rdquo; said Edward, waving his stick toward the rank in
- the dark middle distance of the street. &ldquo;Whyn&rsquo;t you tell me all about it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, you wouldn&rsquo;t get onto it now,&rdquo; she replied, But later, in the hansom,
- the desire to unburden her mind achieved the mastery.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Are you awake?&rdquo; she demanded, and went on: &ldquo;He&rsquo;s not a bad sort, that
- boy, you know.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Damn him!&rdquo; said Edward, breathing heavily.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I rather like him myself,&rdquo; she continued. &ldquo;He&rsquo;s a bit slow to talk to,
- and he&rsquo;s fresher than Devonshire cream, but there isn&rsquo;t a drop of the
- Johnnie in him. He&rsquo;s as clean as my little girl.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Damn him,&rdquo; repeated her husband, but in a milder and even argumentative
- tone.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He&rsquo;s a proper bundle of nerves, that youngster,&rdquo; she mused, as if talking
- to herself. &ldquo;And whatever those nerves of his tell him to do, he&rsquo;ll do it.
- And I&rsquo;d lay odds he&rsquo;s goin&rsquo; to surprise us all. He&rsquo;s got something boilin&rsquo;
- in his mind&mdash;something that&rsquo;s just struck him to-night&mdash;I could
- see that. Oh, if I was a man!&mdash;I&rsquo;d get out of this hansom now, and
- I&rsquo;d follow that lad, and I&rsquo;d get hold of him somehow, and I&rsquo;d bend him any
- way I chose&mdash;<i>that</i> would be something like!&mdash;but then
- again, you take him some other way, and he&rsquo;s as stubborn as a moke. But I
- like him, all the same.&rdquo; She turned toward her husband, and lifted her
- voice a little. &ldquo;I like him so much, I&rsquo;m thinkin&rsquo; of havin&rsquo; him for a
- brother-in-law.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Strornary thing,&rdquo; commented Edward, earnestly, &ldquo;no man&rsquo;er where I start
- from, whenever I get t&rsquo; the Circus, I get the hiccups.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Cora put her head back against the cushions, and closed her eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0016" id="link2HCH0016"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XVI
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">C</span>hristian
- discovered that he was not sorry to be alone. Cora&rsquo;s company had been
- amusing and vivifying, no doubt, but it was even better now to have his
- own thoughts. He observed with relief that others in the stalls were
- smoking; tobacco as a rule had not very much meaning for him, but now he
- lit a large cigar from the dinner-case in his pocket, and stretching
- himself in his chair, proceeded to enjoy it. He kept his glance, in an
- indolent fashion, upon the stage, but his mind roamed far and wide.
- </p>
- <p>
- Cora, in returning to explain that it would not be possible for her to
- stay till the time for Covent Garden, had ingenuously sat on for nearly
- another hour, cheering him with her lively prattle. She asked him many
- questions about himself, his diversions, his tastes, his relations with
- Lord Julius and Emanuel. He wondered now if these queries had been quite
- as artless as they seemed at the time. There rose up before him, in
- retrospect, certain occasional phases of her manner which suggested
- something furtive. She had watched the stage, and the doorway leading from
- it, with a kind of detached uneasiness on which he now languidly
- speculated. It occurred to him again to wonder if her husband was really
- in the building. Christian found himself thinking of this cousin of his
- almost with compassion. Poor devil! Was his fate not even more tragic than
- that of the others who were merely dead? He regretted now that he had not
- asked Cora point-blank as to his presence. His mood was so tolerant
- to-night that even the unforgivable insult to his father lost its sharp
- outlines, and became only a hasty phrase, the creature of imperative
- provocation.
- </p>
- <p>
- In her final leave-taking, Cora had genially proffered her services if he
- desired to know any or all of the young ladies&mdash;and he had begged to
- be excused. Dicky Westland came down to the stalls later on, and
- shamefacedly linked a similar offer to his apologies for his prolonged
- neglect of his guest. But Christian protested that he was enjoying himself
- thoroughly. He was never less sleepy in his life; he did not want a drink;
- he would not dream of wishing to go until his friend was entirely ready.
- &ldquo;You cannot realize,&rdquo; he concluded, with his persuasive smile, &ldquo;how
- strange and interesting this all is to me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- But when Dicky had returned again to the stage, Christian paid less
- attention than ever to the diverting spectacle. His thoughts reverted
- obstinately to Captain Edward&mdash;? and to that portion of the family of
- which he was the congenital type. Was not that really the sort of man who
- should have the title? There seemed a cloud of negative reasons, but were
- these not sentimental abstractions? Should the duke not be a rough, hard
- sportsman, a man with a passion for horses and dogs and gunpowder
- saturating his veins? One who loved the country for its rude, toilsome
- out-of-door sports, and who liked best in town the primitive amusements of
- the natural man? He figured Edward in his mind&rsquo;s eye most readily as
- puffing and cursing over a rat-hole with his terriers&mdash;or as watching
- with a shine of steel in his blue eyes the blood-stained progress of a
- prize-fight. And truly, were these not the things that a duke of
- Glastonbury of right belonged to?
- </p>
- <p>
- He could not think of Lord Julius and of Emanuel as being Torrs at all.
- The older man had the physical inheritance of the family, it was true, but
- he was almost as much estranged from its ideals as that extraordinary son
- of his. They both were grotesquely out of the picture of English
- aristocratie life, whether in country or town. And he himself&mdash;how
- absolutely he also was out of the picture!
- </p>
- <p>
- The immensity of the position which his grandfather&rsquo;s death would devolve
- upon him had been present in his mind, it seemed sleeping as well as
- waking, for half a year. At the outset he had thrilled at the prospect;
- sometimes still he was able to reassure himself about it, and to profess
- to himself confidence that when the emergency came, he would be equal to
- it. But more often, in these latter days, the outlook depressed him. Of
- course nothing grievous would happen to him, in any event. He would be
- assured of an excellent living to the end of his days, with an exceptional
- amount of social deference from those about him, and relative freedom to
- do what he liked. He could marry and rear a family of lords and ladies; he
- could have his speeches in the House of Lords or elsewhere printed in the
- &ldquo;Times&rdquo;; if he looked about in America, he could secure a bride with
- perhaps millions to her dower. There was, in any case, the reasonable
- likelihood that he would be, to some extent, the heir of Lord Julius and
- Emanuel, in the latter part of his life. Thus he could go on, when he set
- himself to the task, piling-up reasons why he ought to view the future
- with buoyant serenity&mdash;to count himself among the happiest of men.
- </p>
- <p>
- But then&mdash;was his not all self-deception? Did he not know in his
- heart that he was not happy?&mdash;that this gilded and ornate career
- awaiting him really repelled all his finer senses? To-night as he followed
- his thoughts behind the transparent screen of whisking dresses and jolting
- figures upon which his outer vision rested, the impulse to escape the
- whole thing rose strong within him. Already he had sworn that he would no
- longer weary himself with the meaningless and distasteful routine of
- social obligations in London. Why should he not plunge boldly forward
- beyond that, and say that he would make no further sacrifices of any sort
- to the conventions of mediocrity?
- </p>
- <p>
- He lit another cigar and, rising, walked about a little by himself at the
- side of the stalls, his hands deep in his pockets, his brows knitted in
- formative introspection.
- </p>
- <p>
- First of all, it was clear that Emanuel&rsquo;s hopes about his taking up the
- System were doomed. It was not in him to assume such a part. He had not
- the capacity for such work; even if he had, he lacked both the tremendous
- driving energy and the enthusiasm.
- </p>
- <p>
- But when Emanuel learned this, then he would be angry, and he would cover
- over no more money to that account at the bank. Eh bien! It couldn&rsquo;t be
- helped. Christian recalled that he had still at that blessed bank more
- than sixty thousand francs!&mdash;truly a prodigious sum, when one thought
- of it soberly. The question whether this sum ought not to be given back to
- Emanuel, under certain circumstances, seemed to have settled itself. When
- it had first occurred to him that afternoon, it had suggested a good many
- moral difficulties. But it was really simplicity itself, as he considered
- it now. There were all those lean and poverty-stricken years of his youth
- and childhood to be remembered&mdash;and, stretching back beyond that,
- those other years of his father&rsquo;s exile before he was born&mdash;nearly
- forty in all. The intelligent thing was to regard the three thousand
- pounds as a sort of restitution fund, to be spread out over the whole of
- that long period. Viewed in this light, the annual fraction of it was a
- paltry matter. Besides, Emanuel had expressly declared that no conditions
- whatever were attached to the money. Christian saw that he could make his
- mind quite easy on that score.
- </p>
- <p>
- So then, there were sixty thousand francs! With that he might live
- admirably, even luxuriously, on the Continent, until his grandfather&rsquo;s
- death. That event would of course alter everything. There would then come
- automatically to him&mdash;no matter where he was or what he did&mdash;a
- certain fixed income, which he understood to be probably over rather than
- under seventy-five thousand francs a year. This&mdash;still on the
- Continent&mdash;would be almost incredible wealth! There was really no
- limit to the soul-satisfying possibilities it opened before him. He would
- have a yacht on the Mediterranean; he would have a little chateau in the
- marvelous green depths of the Styrian Mountains&mdash;of which a boyhood
- friend had told him with such tender reverence of memory. He would see
- Innsbruck and Moscow, and, if he liked, even Samarkand and China. Why, he
- could go round the world in his yacht, if he chose&mdash;to remote spice
- islands and tropical seas! He could be a duke when, and as much, as it
- pleased him to be one. Instead of being the slave to his position and
- title, he would make them minister to him. He would do original things&mdash;realize
- his own inner fancies and predilections. If the whim seized him to climb
- Mount Ararat, or to cross the Sahara with a caravan of his own servants&mdash;that
- he would do. But above all things&mdash;now and henceforth forever, he
- would be a free man! He laughed grimly as he thought how slight was the
- actual difference between the life of pauper bondage he had led up to last
- October, and the existence which polite England and London had imposed
- upon him ever since. The second set of chains were of precious metal&mdash;that
- was all. Well, hereafter there would be no fetters of any description!
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I&rsquo;m quite ready to go now, old man, if you are,&rdquo; Dicky Westland said at
- some belated stage of this reverie. He had approached without being seen
- by his friend, and he had to pull at Christian&rsquo;s sleeve to attract his
- attention. &ldquo;I fancy you&rsquo;ve been walking in your sleep,&rdquo; he laughed, in
- comment upon this.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian shook himself, and, blinking at Dicky, protested that he had
- never been more wide awake in his life. &ldquo;I go only if you&rsquo;re entirely
- ready,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t dream of leaving on my account I have been
- extremely interested, I assure you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Every fellow has his own notions of enjoyment,&rdquo; reflected Westland, with
- drowsy philosophy, as they went up the stairs toward the stage. &ldquo;I tried
- to explain your point of view to some of the girls up here, but I&rsquo;m not
- sure they quite grasped it. They were dying to have me bring you up and
- make you dance, you know. By George, I had a job to keep Dolly Montressor
- from coming down and fetching you, off her own bat.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How should they know or care about me?&rdquo; asked Christian. &ldquo;I didn&rsquo;t expect
- to be pointed out.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My dear man,&rdquo; retorted Dicky, sleepily, &ldquo;no one pointed you out. They all
- know you by sight as well as they do George Edwards. It isn&rsquo;t too late,
- still, you know&mdash;if you really would like to be introduced.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian shook his head with resolution, as they halted at the wings.
- &ldquo;Truly, no!&rdquo; he repeated. &ldquo;But I should like a glass of wine and a
- sandwich, if we can get past the stage. I&rsquo;m not an atom sleepy, but I&rsquo;m
- hungry and thirsty.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- On their way through a narrow, shadowed defile of huge canvas-stretched
- frames of deal, they passed two young men, one much taller than the other,
- who had their heads bent together in some low-voiced, private
- conversation. Christian glanced at them casually, and was struck with the
- notion that they observed him in turn, and exchanged comment upon his
- approach. He looked at them with a keener scrutiny as he went by&mdash;and
- it seemed to him that there was something familiar in the face of the
- larger man&mdash;who indeed looked away upon the instant their eyes met.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Did you see those men?&rdquo; he asked Westland, in an undertone, a moment
- later. &ldquo;Do you know them?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Those we just passed?&rdquo; Dicky looked over his shoulder. &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t know the
- thin chap, but the other fellow is Gus Torr&mdash;why, of course&mdash;your
- cousin. Somehow, I never think of you as belonging to that lot&mdash;I
- mean, being related to them. Of course&mdash;that was his sister-in-law
- you were sitting with. Why did you ask if I knew him?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Nothing&mdash;I was not sure if it was he&mdash;I&rsquo;ve seen him only once,&rdquo;
- Christian replied, with an assumption of indifference. &ldquo;I remember having
- noticed then how much he looked like his brother.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes&mdash;poor devils!&rdquo; commented Dicky, as they entered the manager&rsquo;s
- room. Apparently it was in his mind to say more, but the place was
- crowded, and the problem of getting through the throng to the food and
- drink monopolized his attention.
- </p>
- <p>
- Some minutes later, while Christian stood in another corridor, waiting for
- his friend to bring their hats and coats from the mysteriously elusive
- spot where he had left them, he overheard the mention of his name. Two
- women&rsquo;s voices, wholly unknown to him, came from behind an improvised
- partition of screens near at hand, with great distinctness.
- </p>
- <p>
- One of them said: &ldquo;He spells his name &lsquo;Tower,&rsquo; you know. I understand the
- idea is to make people forget who his father was.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Good job, too!&rdquo; replied the other voice.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian turned abruptly, and strode off in the direction whither Dicky
- had disappeared. &ldquo;After forty years!&rdquo; he murmured hotly to himself. &ldquo;After
- forty years!&rdquo; and clenched his fists till the nails hurt his palms.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <p>
- The two young men walked homeward, arm in arm, through silent streets over
- which the dawn was spreading its tentative first lights. It was colder
- than they had thought, and the morning air was at once misty and fresh. In
- Leicester Square the scent of lilacs came to them; beside the pale,
- undefined bulk of the squat statue they caught the lavender splash of
- color which was sister to the perfume.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;By Jove, it&rsquo;s spring!&rdquo; said Dicky. He pointed out the flowers, and then,
- still drawing Christian&rsquo;s arm to turn his attention to the square,
- recalled to him as they moved that this was the oldtime haunt of
- foreigners in London. &ldquo;Dickens&rsquo;s villain in &lsquo;Little Dorrit,&rsquo; you know&mdash;the
- fellow whose mustache went up and his nose went down&mdash;I never can
- remember his name&mdash;he lived here. In those days, all that sort of
- chappies lived here&mdash;the adventurers and jailbirds who had made their
- own countries too hot to hold them.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Westland&rsquo;s insistence upon this theme had no purpose other than to divert
- Christian&rsquo;s attention while they passed the Empire. He was tired, and
- profoundly disinclined to any renewal of the discussion about the
- promenade. He encountered with vague surprise, therefore, the frowning
- glance which Christian, half halting, bent upon him. The young man&rsquo;s
- displeasure was marked, but Dicky for the life of him could not imagine
- why. He tightened his hold on the other&rsquo;s arm and quickened their pace.
- </p>
- <p>
- But Christian, after a few yards, suddenly withdrew his arm altogether. &ldquo;I
- do not like to walk so fast,&rdquo; he said, with a sharp note in his voice.
- </p>
- <p>
- Dicky regarded him with puzzled apprehension. &ldquo;What&rsquo;s up, old man?&rdquo; he
- asked, almost pleadingly. &ldquo;Has anything gone wrong?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian, still with knitted brows, parted his lips to speak. Then he
- seemed to reconsider his intention, and let his face soften as he paused.
- &ldquo;No&mdash;nothing at all,&rdquo; he replied, after a moment. He smiled a little
- to reassure the other. &ldquo;It was nothing at all,&rdquo; he repeated. &ldquo;Only I am
- nervous and excited to-night&mdash;this morning, I should say&mdash;and my
- head is full of projects. It is twelve hours since you came to me&mdash;and
- the whole world has changed meanwhile. I see everything different. I am
- not altered to your eyes&mdash;but none the less, I am not at all, in any
- respect, the man you took to dine with you. You have not observed anything&mdash;but
- it is a revolution that has occurred under your very nose, Mr. Dicky
- Westland.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I&rsquo;m too sleepy to observe anything,&rdquo; the other declared. &ldquo;I couldn&rsquo;t tell
- a revolution from a&mdash;from a hot-potato can.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The comparison had forced itself upon Westland&rsquo;s jaded mind through the
- medium of his weary eyes. There before them, by the curb at the corner,
- stood the dingy wheeled-oven of the streets, the sullen red glow of its
- lower door making a strange patch of fiery light upon the ragged trousers
- of the man in charge. He was a dirty and undersized creature, and he
- looked up at the two young gentlemen in evening dress with a speculative,
- yet hardly hopeful, eye.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian stopped short. &ldquo;Ah, this is very good,&rdquo; he said, with a
- brightening face. &ldquo;I have never eaten a potato from a can.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Dicky sighed, but resigned himself with only a languid protest: &ldquo;You have
- to eat so much else besides the potato,&rdquo; he commented dolefully.
- </p>
- <p>
- The man opened an upper door, and then drew from under the machine a
- twisted wad of old newspaper, which, being unwound, revealed a gray heap
- of salt. &ldquo;How many, cap&rsquo;n?&rdquo; he demanded, briefly.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian had been glancing across the Circus meanwhile&mdash;to where, in
- the misty vagueness of dawn, Piccadilly opened between its tall, shapely
- corners, and beyond, the curved yellowish sweep of Regent Street began.
- The dim light revealed some lurking figures to his eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Can you call over those women?&rdquo; he asked the potato-man.
- </p>
- <p>
- A tall, fresh-faced young policeman came upon the group round the
- Criterion corner. Although the pounding of his thick boots on the pavement
- had been audible long before his appearance, he regarded them with the
- slightly dramatic air of one who has deftly surprised a group of
- conspirators. The potato-man looked from Christian to the officer and made
- no reply.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian drew some silver from his pocket, shaking off the restraining
- hand Westland tried to lay on his arm. &ldquo;Is there any objection,
- constable,&rdquo; he inquired, &ldquo;to my buying potatoes for those friends of ours
- over there? It is a cold morning.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The policeman&rsquo;s glance ranged from the white ties of the young gentlemen
- to the coins in Christian&rsquo;s palm. His official expression relaxed. &ldquo;I dare
- say it&rsquo;ll do no &rsquo;arm, sir,&rdquo; he replied with courtesy. He even lent
- himself to the enterprise by stooping down and beating a certain number of
- strokes with his baton on the pavement.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How many times did he strike?&rdquo; Dicky made whispered inquiry. &ldquo;That&rsquo;s a
- new dodge to me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- New or old, it was efficient. Forlorn shapes began to emerge from the
- shadows of the big streets opposite, and move forward across the empty
- open space. Others stole noiselessly in from the byways of Leicester
- Square. There were perhaps a dozen in all when the potato-man made his
- census&mdash;poorly dressed, fagged, bold-faced, furtive-eyed women. They
- spoke in monotonous, subdued tones among themselves. There were to be
- heard German, French, Belgian French, cockney English, and Lancashire
- English. Two of them pulled at the sleeve of the potato-man to make him
- hurry.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian, regarding his motley guests, found himself neither touched nor
- entertained. They seemed as stupid as they were squalid. With a gesture of
- decision he gave the money to the policeman.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Pay for it all,&rdquo; he directed, &ldquo;and if more come, give them a look-in, too&mdash;and
- keep what is left for yourself.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Now then, Frenchy!&rdquo; broke in the constable, sharply. &ldquo;Mind what you&rsquo;re
- at! Pass Germany the salt!&rdquo; With an abrupt change to civility, he turned
- to Christian. &ldquo;Right you are, sir!&rdquo; he said.
- </p>
- <p>
- Dicky laughed drowsily. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s like the Concert of Europe,&rdquo; he declared.
- &ldquo;Shall we go on?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- They moved down the broad pavement, again arm in arm, breathing in slowly
- the new, keen air, and observing in a silence which was full of tacit
- comment the beautiful termination of the street before them: the dark
- figures of the Crimean monument standing in grim relief against the
- morning light, the stately palace beyond, with its formal portals of club
- buildings, its embowered statues, its huge column towering ponderously
- above the pale green of spring in the park&mdash;all gray and cool and, as
- it were, thoughtfully solemn in the hush of daybreak.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, yes&mdash;this wonderful London!&rdquo; sighed Christian, as they halted at
- the Continental corner. He spread his hand to embrace the prospect before
- them. &ldquo;How right you were! I have not learned to know it at all. But I
- begin now! If you will walk through the square with me&mdash;there is
- something I wish to say.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- This something did not get itself said till they halted within this
- somber, slate-colored square. Christian paused before a big, pretentious
- house of gloomy, and even forbidding aspect&mdash;a front of sooty stucco,
- with cornices of ashen-hued stone, and many windows masked with sullen
- brown shades.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;This was our town house a hundred years ago,&rdquo; he said meditatively. &ldquo;My
- father was born here. My grandfather sold it when the entail was broken.
- Until this afternoon, it was my fixed resolve to buy it back again. I said
- always to myself: &lsquo;If I am to have a house in London, it must be this old
- one of ours in St. James&rsquo;s.&rsquo; But that is all changed now. At least, it is
- no longer a resolve.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Dicky gazed at him with sleepy eyes. &ldquo;How do you mean?&rdquo; he asked,
- perfunctorily.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Wake up now, and I will tell you!&rdquo; Christian, with a lingering glance, as
- of renunciation, at the mansion, began to walk again. &ldquo;This is it. You
- said you were eager to be some colonial official&rsquo;s secretary&mdash;to have
- three hundred pounds&mdash;and the yellow fever. To obtain this, you
- expend all your energies, you and your relations. Well, then&mdash;why
- will you not be my secretary instead? You shall have more than three
- hundred pounds&mdash;and no yellow fever.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Westland had roused himself, and looked inquiringly now into the other&rsquo;s
- face. &ldquo;What do you need of a secretary?&rdquo; he objected, half jestingly. &ldquo;If
- you want to talk about it after you&rsquo;ve come into the thing&mdash;I don&rsquo;t
- say that I shouldn&rsquo;t be glad-to consider it. But the deuce of it is&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No&mdash;I wish it to begin now, this morning, this hour&mdash;this
- minute!&rdquo; Christian spoke peremptorily.
- </p>
- <p>
- Dicky, pondering, shook his head. &ldquo;No, you mustn&rsquo;t insist on settling
- anything now,&rdquo; he decided. &ldquo;It isn&rsquo;t regular, you know. If you&mdash;really&mdash;want
- to propose something immediate&mdash;why, I&rsquo;ll call and talk with you
- to-morrow&mdash;or, that is to say, this afternoon. But I couldn&rsquo;t
- possibly let you commit yourself to anything of that sort now.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian frowned at his friend. &ldquo;You speak of what you will let me do!&rdquo;
- he said.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;In your opinion&mdash;I see it!&mdash;you think I have not sober command
- of myself, am not responsible&mdash;is that it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Nonsense! I&rsquo;ve said nothing of the sort,&rdquo; protested the other. &ldquo;Of
- course, you&rsquo;re perfectly all right&mdash;but we&rsquo;re both tired and sleepy,
- and you&rsquo;re not so accustomed to go home by daylight as I am&mdash;and it
- wouldn&rsquo;t be at all the thing for me to close a bargain with you now. Can&rsquo;t
- you see what I mean? I wouldn&rsquo;t play threepenny écarté with you at this
- hour in the morning&mdash;and I&rsquo;m damned if I&rsquo;m going to let you in for
- three hundred a year for the rest of my life. Shall I come round, say, at
- luncheon time?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I shall not be in,&rdquo; said Christian, curtly. He looked at his companion,
- and then past him at the trees in the square, in vexed rumination. &ldquo;What I
- have it in my mind to do&rdquo;&mdash;he continued, vaguely, after a pause&mdash;&ldquo;it
- is not a thing for delay. It is in my blood to do it at once. It was my
- impulse to make you my comrade in it&mdash;but of course, since you have
- your reservations and doubts, there need be nothing more said about it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The shrug of the shoulders which emphasized these last words nettled
- Westland, and at the same time helped him to repress his annoyance. It
- lent to the whole episode just that savor of foreign eccentricity which
- appealed to the amiable tolerance of the islander.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My dear man,&rdquo; he urged, gently, &ldquo;I haven&rsquo;t the slightest notion what it
- is that you&rsquo;re so keen about&mdash;but whatever it is, do go home and
- sleep on it, and make up your mind calmly after breakfast. It&rsquo;s no good
- deciding important questions, and striking out new lines, and all that
- sort of thing, at this hour in the morning. Nobody ever does it, you know.
- It simply can&rsquo;t be done.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Good-night!&rdquo; said Christian, proffering his hand. &ldquo;You are right; it is
- high time for those who are sleepy to go to bed I won&rsquo;t drag you round to
- Duke Street.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Dicky looked at him doubtfully. &ldquo;You do wrong to be angry, you know,&rdquo; he
- said.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But that is your error&mdash;I am not in the least angry&mdash;I beg you
- to believe it,&rdquo; cried Christian. His eyes beamed genially in proof of his
- assertion, and he put heartiness into his voice. &ldquo;For a minute I was
- disappointed&mdash;shall I say vexed?&mdash;but not any more. How should I
- quarrel with you for not beholding things through my eyes? To me,
- something is a giant; you perceive that it is a windmill. Eh bien! We do
- not convince each other&mdash;but surely we do not quarrel.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I am game enough to play Sancho to your Don,&rdquo; expostulated Dicky,
- with a readiness which Christian had not looked for, &ldquo;but I draw the line
- at starting out on an empty stomach, and when we&rsquo;re too sleepy to stand.
- Well, what shall it be?&rdquo; He took the hand offered him, and strove to
- signify by his cordial grasp that no trace of a misunderstanding remained.
- &ldquo;Shall I look you up, say, at two o&rsquo;clock?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I do not think I shall be there. Goodnight!&rdquo; responded Christian, and the
- two parted.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0017" id="link2HCH0017"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XVII
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">C</span>hristian climbed
- the stairs at Duke Street, and let himself into his apartments, with
- painstaking precautions against being overheard. There was an excess of
- zeal about Falkner which might easily impel him to present himself for
- service at even this most unseasonable hour.
- </p>
- <p>
- The young man had still only formless notions of what he was going to do,
- but it was at least plain to him that Falkner was to have no part in the
- proceedings. He drew off his varnished boots as a further measure of
- security, and then, with more hesitation, removed his cloak and coat, and
- raised the inside blinds at the two windows. This sitting-room of his had
- rather pleased him formerly. He could recall having taken quite an
- affectionate interest in buying and arranging the rugs and pictures and
- bookcases with which he had supplemented the somewhat gaunt furnishing of
- his predecessor. But now, in this misty and reluctant light of the London
- morning, nothing seemed good to him as he looked about.
- </p>
- <p>
- The pretty things of his own selection said no more to him than did the
- chattels he had taken over from a stranger. There was no spirit of home in
- them.
- </p>
- <p>
- He moved noiselessly to the adjoining bedroom, and drew the curtains there
- as well, and glanced round. Here, too, he had the sense of beholding the
- casual appointments of a hotel chamber. Nothing made an appeal of intimacy
- to him. He reflected that in a day or two he should not be able to
- remember how his room looked&mdash;even if his memory attempted the
- fatuous task. Duke Street had been engraved on his cards for six months,
- but it had not made the faintest mark on his heart.
- </p>
- <p>
- With an air of decision, he suddenly began to drag forth his clothes from
- the wardrobe and drawers, and spread them on the bed. In the tiny
- dressing-room beyond were piled his traveling bags, and these he brought
- out into the light. Upon consideration, however, the original impulse to
- take a good many things weakened and dwindled. To begin with, their secret
- removal was in no way practicable. Moreover, now that he thought of it, he
- did not want them. They would be simply encumbrances. He would take with
- him only the smallest handbag, with a change of linen and a few brushes.
- </p>
- <p>
- Finally, the conviction that even this must be a nuisance became clear to
- him, and he desisted from the random packing he had begun. Still moving
- about as silently as possible, he changed his ceremonial tie for one of
- every-day wear, and put on a suit of sober-colored tweeds, and his easiest
- brown boots. The transfer of his watch, some loose gold and the roll of
- notes from one set of pockets to another, completed his preparations in
- the bedchamber. He tiptoed out to the larger room, and there, upon
- reflection, wrote a few lines for Falkner&rsquo;s direction, saying merely that
- he was called away, and that matters were to go on as usual until he
- returned or sent further orders. He separated a banknote from the roll to
- place inside this note, but on second thoughts wrote a check instead, and
- sealing and directing the envelope, laid it in a conspicuous place on the
- table.
- </p>
- <p>
- He noticed then, for the first time, that there were some letters from the
- evening post for him, neatly arranged on this table. He opened the
- nearest, and glanced at its contents: it was a note from his second
- cousin, Lady Milly Poynes, the fair-haired, fair-faced, fair-brained,
- fair-everything sister of Lord Lingfield, reminding him that she was
- depending upon his escort for the Private View of the Academy, and that
- the time for getting tickets was running very short. He laughed aloud at
- the conceit of the Royal Academy rising in his path as an obstacle at such
- a moment&mdash;and without more ado thrust this with the unopened letters
- into his pocket. Then, when he had made sure once more that he had his
- check-book, nothing remained to be done. He went softly forth, without so
- much as a thought of taking a farewell glance behind him, found a soft
- dark hat in the hallway and then closed the outer door with great care
- upon the whole Duke Street episode of his life.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are not to see me here again in a hurry,&rdquo; he confided aloud to the
- banisters and steps, when he had descended to the first floor. Then he
- laughed to himself, and tripped gaily down the remaining flight.
- </p>
- <p>
- There was no hesitation now in his mood. He walked briskly back through
- the square, and then down Waterloo Place, till he came to the Guards&rsquo;
- Memorial. He moved round this to the front, and looked up at one of the
- three bronze Guardsmen with the confident air of familiarity. He knew this
- immutable, somber face under every shifting aspect of light and shadow; he
- had stared at the mantling greatcoat and the huge bearskin of this hero of
- his a hundred times. The very first day of his arrival in London he had
- made the acquaintance of this statue, and had started, dazed and
- fascinated, at the strange resemblance it suggested. Thus his boy-father
- must have looked, with the beard and the heavy dress of the Russian
- winter. The metal figure came to mean to him more than all London beside.
- In the sad, strong, silent countenance which gazed down upon him he read
- forever the tragedy that gripped his heartstrings. Forever Honor, standing
- aloft, held the laurel wreath poised high above the warrior&rsquo;s head&mdash;immovable
- in the air, never to descend to touch its mark. Christian had seen this
- wreath always through moist eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- This morning, for a wonder, no tearful impulse came to him as he looked
- upward. The impassive face was as gravely fine as ever, but its customary
- effect of pathos was lacking. There even seemed in its sightless eyes a
- latent perception of Christian&rsquo;s altered mood. He lifted his hat soberly
- and saluted the statue.
- </p>
- <p>
- Toward the Strand now he made his way, walking blithely, and humming to
- himself. He could not forbear to smile at a policeman he passed in front
- of St. Martin&rsquo;s. Two elderly and much bewrapped cabmen stood stamping
- their feet beside a shelter, and they pointed toward their ridiculous old
- horses and battered growlers as he came along, with an air that moved him
- to glee. He gave them a shilling to divide, and went on, conscious of a
- novel delight in himself and in the world at large.
- </p>
- <p>
- The big clock showed it to be half-past five. There was no blue in the
- sky, but the mist of daybreak was abating, and the air was milder. Not a
- living creature was visible along the naked length of the Strand. At the
- end, the beautiful spire of St. Mary&rsquo;s rose from the dim grays about its
- base, exquisite in tints and contour as an Alpine summit in the moment
- before sunrise.
- </p>
- <p>
- A turning to the left opened to Christian, unexpectedly, a scene full of
- motion and color. He had not thought himself so near Covent Garden, but
- clearly this must be it. He walked up toward the busy scene of high-laden
- vans, big cart-horses and swarming porters, wondering why no sign of all
- this activity was manifest in the sleeping Strand below, barely a stone&rsquo;s
- throw distant. He saw the glowing banks of flowers within, as he
- approached, and made toward them, sighing already with pleasure at the
- promise they held out to him.
- </p>
- <p>
- He might have read in the papers that it was a backward and a grudging
- April, this year, in the matter of flowers. But to Christian, no memory of
- the exuberant South suggested any rivalry with this wonderful show of
- northern blossoms. Tulips and daffodils, amaryllis and azaleas,
- rhododendrons, carnations, roses&mdash;he seemed to have imagined to
- himself nothing like this before. He spent over an hour among them, in the
- end making numerous purchases. At each stall he gave an address&mdash;always
- the same&mdash;and exacted the pledge of delivery at eight o&rsquo;clock.
- </p>
- <p>
- At last he could in reason buy nothing more, and he went out to look about
- him. He found the place where the market-men take drinks at all hours, and
- food and coffee when nature&rsquo;s sternest demands can be positively no longer
- disregarded&mdash;but it did not invite his appetite. Some further time he
- spent in gazing wondering at the vast walls of vegetables and fruit being
- tirelessly built up and pulled down again, pondering meanwhile the
- question whether he should breakfast before eight o&rsquo;clock, or at some
- indefinitely later hour. He partially solved the problem at length by
- buying a small box of Algerian peaches, and eating them where he stood.
- Then some exceptionally fine bananas tempted him further, and he finished
- with a delicate little melon from Sicily.
- </p>
- <p>
- How it carried him back to the days of his youth&mdash;this early morning
- fragrance of the fresh fruit! It was as if he were at Cannes again&mdash;only
- buoyant now, and happy, and oh, so free! And in his pocket he could feel
- whenever he liked the soft, munificent crackle of over four thousand
- francs! The sapphire Mediterranean had surely never been so lovely to his
- gaze as was now the dingy Strand below.
- </p>
- <p>
- The laggard hour came round at last. He descended to Arundel Street, and
- discovered the house he wanted, and found just within the entrance two or
- three of the flower-laden porters awaiting his arrival, For the rest, the
- building seemed profoundly unoccupied. He led the way up to the third
- floor, and had the plants set down beside the locked door which bore the
- sign &ldquo;Miss Bailey.&rdquo; Other similarly burdened porters made their appearance
- in turn, till the narrow hallway looked like a floral annex to the Garden
- itself.
- </p>
- <p>
- He waited alone with his treasures for what seemed to him a very long
- time, then descended and stood at the street door till he was tired, then
- climbed the stairs again. The extraordinary quiet of the big building,
- filled with business offices as it was, puzzled him. He had no experience
- of early-morning London to warn him that English habits differed from
- those of the continent. It occurred to him that perhaps it was a holiday&mdash;conceivably
- one of those extraordinary interludes called Bank Holidays&mdash;and he
- essayed a perplexing computation in the calendar in the effort to settle
- this point.
- </p>
- <p>
- Finally there began the sounds of steps, and the opening and closing of
- doors, below him. A tow-headed boy in buttons came up to his landing,
- stared in vacuous amazement at him and the flowers and passed on to the
- next floor. Noises of occupancy rose from the well of the staircase to
- bear him countenance, and suddenly a lift glided up past him in this well.
- He had not noticed the ropes or the iron caging before. He heard the
- slamming of the lift doors above, and the dark carriage followed on its
- smooth descent. Christian reproached himself for not having rung the bell
- and questioned the lift-man. He considered the feasibility of doing it
- now, but was deterred by the fear that the man would resent it. Then the
- lift came up again&mdash;and was stopping at his floor. There was a sharp
- note of girlish laughter on the instant of the halt, answered by a male
- guffaw.
- </p>
- <p>
- A slight, erect, active young woman emerged from the lift, her face alive
- with mirth of some unknown character. Behind her, in the obscurity,
- Christian saw for an instant the vanishing countenance of the liftman,
- grinning widely. This hilarity, somehow, struck in him an unsympathetic
- chord.
- </p>
- <p>
- The young woman, still laughing, spread an uncomprehending glance over
- Christian and his flowers. She moved past him, key in hand, toward the
- door which he had been guarding, with a puzzled eye upon him meanwhile.
- With the key in the lock she turned and decided to speak.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What might all this be&mdash;the Temple Flower Show or the Crystal
- Palace?&rdquo; she asked, with banter in her tone.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;These are for Miss Bailey,&rdquo; said Christian, quite humbly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Must be some mistake,&rdquo; said the girl decisively. &ldquo;Did she order them
- herself? Were you there at the time? Did you see her? Where do they come
- from?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian advanced a little into the light. &ldquo;She has not ordered them,&rdquo; he
- said, in his calmest voice. &ldquo;I have not seen her for a long time. But I
- have brought them for her, and I think you may take it from me that they
- are hers.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I beg your pardon,&rdquo; she replied, lightly but with grace. &ldquo;I didn&rsquo;t
- understand. Things are forever being brought here that belong somewhere
- else. Men are so stupid in finding their way about! Well&mdash;I suppose
- we must get them inside. That is your idea, isn&rsquo;t it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She spoke very rapidly, and with a kind of metallic snap in her tones.
- Christian answered her questions by a suave assenting gesture. &ldquo;Miss
- Bailey is not likely to turn up much before half-past nine,&rdquo; she went on,
- as if he had made the inquiry. &ldquo;She lives so far out, and just now we&rsquo;re
- not very busy. There&rsquo;s nothing doing in new plays at this time of the
- year, and the lady novelists are all getting their own typewriters. If
- you&rsquo;ll lend a hand, we&rsquo;ll carry the things in.&rdquo; Between them they bore in
- the various pots, and the big bouquets loosely wrapped in blue paper. The
- girl led the way through a large working-room to a smaller apartment,
- fitted as an office but containing also a sofa and a tall gas
- cooking-stove&mdash;and here on desk and center-table, chairs and
- windowsill, they placed the flowers. Christian watched her as she deftly
- removed their paper wrappings. She had a comely, small face of aspect at
- once alert and masterful. The skin was peculiarly fair, with a tinge of
- rose in the cheeks so delicately modulated that he found it in rivalry
- with the &ldquo;Mrs. Pauls&rdquo; she was unpacking. Her light hair was drawn plainly
- down over the temples in a fashion which he felt was distinguished, but
- said to himself he did not like. Her shrewd eyes took calm cognizance of
- him from time to time.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;They are very beautiful indeed,&rdquo; she remarked with judicial approval,
- upon the completion of her task. Then, as upon an afterthought, she moved
- rapidly about, peering under the branches of the growing plants, and
- separating the cut flowers lightly with her hands. &ldquo;There is no card
- anywhere, is there? I suppose you will want to leave a message? Here are
- pen and ink&mdash;if you wish to write anything.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Thank you,&rdquo; Christian began, smilingly but with obvious hesitation. He
- looked at his watch. &ldquo;If you don&rsquo;t mind&mdash;if you&rsquo;re quite sure I
- shan&rsquo;t be in the way&mdash;I think I should like to wait till Miss Bailey
- comes.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, you won&rsquo;t be in the way,&rdquo; the girl replied. She regarded him
- meditatively, with narrowed eyes. &ldquo;I shouldn&rsquo;t dust this room in any event&mdash;since
- the flowers are here; but you mustn&rsquo;t come out into the big room&mdash;unless
- you want to get choked with blacks. Would you like a morning paper? I can
- send a boy out for one.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Thank you&mdash;you are very good&mdash;no,&rdquo; Christian answered. &ldquo;There
- are some books here&mdash;I shall amuse myself.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The girl turned to leave him, and then on second thought moved over to the
- window and lifted the sash. &ldquo;There&rsquo;ll be no objection to your smoking if
- you like,&rdquo; she informed him. Then she went out, closing the door behind
- her.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian walked to the window in turn, and looked down over the flowers
- to the narrow street below. It was full of young men in silk hats, toiling
- up the granite ascent like black ants. He reflected that they must be
- clerks and shopmen, going to their daily work from the Temple station or
- the Embankment. The suggestion of monotonous bondage which their swarming
- progress toward the wage-earning center gave forth, interested him. He
- yawned pleasurably at the thought of his own superb emancipation from
- duties and tasks of all descriptions.
- </p>
- <p>
- He strolled over to the bookcase above the desk, and glanced at the
- volumes revealed through its glass doors. They seemed very serious books,
- indeed. &ldquo;Economics of Socialism,&rdquo; &ldquo;Capitalist Production,&rdquo; &ldquo;The Ethics of
- Socialism,&rdquo; &ldquo;Towards Democracy&rdquo;&mdash;so the titles ran that first met his
- eye. There were other groups&mdash;mainly of history and the essayists&mdash;but
- everything was substantial. His glance sought in vain any lightsome gleam
- of poetry or fiction. The legend on a thin red book, &ldquo;Civilization: Its
- Cause and Cure,&rdquo; whimsically caught his attention. He put his hand to the
- key in the bookcase door to get out the volume; then, hesitating, yawned,
- and looked over the shelves once more. There was nothing else&mdash;and
- really he desired to read nothing.
- </p>
- <p>
- He would half recline in comfort upon the sofa instead, until his friend
- came. As a pleasing adjunct to this plan, he drew the table up close, and
- found room upon it, by crowding them together, for most of the flowers
- that had been bestowed elsewhere. He seated himself at his ease, with his
- head resting against the wall, and surveyed the plants and blossoms in
- affectionate admiration. It was delicious to think how naïve her surprise
- would be&mdash;how great her pleasure! Truly, since his discovery of his
- birthright, remarkable and varied as had been his experiences, he had done
- nothing else which afforded him a tithe of the satisfaction he felt now
- glowing in all his veins. Here, at last, by some curious and devious
- chance, he had stumbled upon the thing that was genuinely worth doing.
- </p>
- <p>
- He could hear the cheerful girl in the next room, whistling gently to
- herself as she moved the furniture about. There came presently the sound
- of other female voices, and then a sustained, vibrant rattle, quaintly
- accentuated like the ticking of a telegraph key, which he grew accustomed
- to, and even found pleasant to the ear.
- </p>
- <p>
- He put his feet up on the edge of the sofa&mdash;and nestled downward till
- his head was upon it as well. A delicate yet pervasive fragrance from the
- table close beside him aroused his languid curiosity. Was it the perfume
- of carnations or of roses?
- </p>
- <p>
- He closed his eyes the better to decide.
- </p>
- <p>
- In the outer room, Miss Connie Staples permitted herself numerous and
- varied speculations as to the identity and purposes of the young man with
- the flowers, the while she dusted the typewriters, distributed the copy
- for the morning&rsquo;s start and set the place in order. She had her sleeves
- rolled up, and had wound a big handkerchief about her hair; beneath this
- turban her forehead scored itself in lines of perplexed wonderment as to
- this curious early caller&mdash;but when two other girls arrived, she
- suffered them to put aside their things and begin work without so much as
- hinting at what had happened. A third girl, coming a little later, brought
- in a stray blossom which she had picked up in the corridor outside. She
- mentioned the fact, and even laid stress upon it, but got no syllable of
- explanation.
- </p>
- <p>
- This was all simple enough, but at half-past nine the arrival of still
- another of the sex put Miss Connie&rsquo;s resources to an unexpected test.
- </p>
- <p>
- A handsome, youngish woman, very well dressed indeed, appeared suddenly
- upon the threshold of the workroom, knocking upon the door and pushing it
- wide open at the same instant. She looked curiously about, and then
- point-blank into the face of the girl who came toward her. It was a glance
- of independent and impersonal criticism which the two exchanged, covering
- with instantaneous swiftness an infinitude of details as to dress,
- coiffure, complexion, figure, temperament and origin. Connie wondered if
- the new-comer was really quite a lady, long before she formulated an
- inquiring thought about her errand. Even as she finally looked this
- question of business, she decided that it was an actress with a play for
- the provinces, and asked herself if she did not seem to recognize the
- face. The visitor, for her part, saw that Connie&rsquo;s teeth were too uneven
- to be false, and that her waist was overlong, and that her hair was not
- thick enough to be worn flat over the temples, much less to justify so
- confident a manner. In all, something less than a second of time had
- elapsed.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I want to see Miss Bailey&mdash;Miss Frank Bailey,&rdquo; explained the
- stranger, graciously.
- </p>
- <p>
- Connie conveyed to her, with courteous brevity, the fact that Miss Bailey
- had not yet arrived. &ldquo;Is it something that I can do?&rdquo; she added.
- </p>
- <p>
- The other shook her head, and showed an affable thread of white between
- her freshened lips. &ldquo;No, I will wait for her,&rdquo; she answered, and threw a
- keen glance about the place. &ldquo;That&rsquo;s her private room, isn&rsquo;t it?&rdquo; she
- asked, nodding at the closed door to the right. &ldquo;I will wait in there,&rdquo;
- she decided, in the same breath, and began moving toward it.
- </p>
- <p>
- Connie alertly headed her off. &ldquo;If you will kindly take a seat here&mdash;&rdquo;
- she interposed, standing in front of her visitor.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It&rsquo;s too noisy out here,&rdquo; remarked the other; &ldquo;those horrid machines
- would give me a headache. That <i>is</i> her private room, isn&rsquo;t it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Unfortunately,&rdquo; Connie began, lowering her voice, &ldquo;the room belongs to
- another office. Or rather, I should say, it is locked. Miss Bailey will be
- here&mdash;with the key&mdash;very shortly now.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, it&rsquo;s all right&mdash;I&rsquo;m her sister,&rdquo; explained the other, in no wise
- resenting the ineffectual fabrications. She pushed forward past the
- reluctant girl with a resolute step, and put her hand on the knob of the
- tabooed door. &ldquo;Make your mind quite easy, my dear,&rdquo; she remarked over her
- shoulder, sinking her voice in turn in deference to the situation; &ldquo;you&rsquo;ve
- done all that could be expected of you&mdash;and I&rsquo;ll tell her so.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Then, with a momentary gleam of good nature on her pretty face, which the
- short transparent veil she wore to her chin seemed to accentuate rather
- than mask, she opened the door, threw up her head with a swift, puzzled
- glance at what she saw, and then tiptoed gracefully into the room, closing
- the door with painstaking noiselessness behind her.
- </p>
- <p>
- Miss Frances Bailey entered her office not many minutes later, her cheeks
- aglow with the morning air as the wheelwoman meets it. She nodded
- cheerfully to Connie, and beyond her to the girls at the machines, as her
- hand sought for a hat-pin at the back of her head.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Any word from the Lyceum?&rdquo; she asked. &ldquo;And what does that Zambesi-travel
- manuscript make?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Connie ignored industrial topics. &ldquo;There are people waiting in there to
- see you,&rdquo; she announced, in low, significant tones.
- </p>
- <p>
- The mistress was impressed by the suggestion of mystery. &ldquo;People? What
- people?&rdquo; she asked, knitting her brows.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;One of them says she&rsquo;s your sister. And the other is a young gentleman&mdash;he
- came first&mdash;and he brought&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My sister?&rdquo; interrupted Miss Bailey. &ldquo;Cora! Something dreadful must have
- happened&mdash;for she never got out so early as this before in her life.
- Is she in mourning? Did she seem upset?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;<i>Not</i> a bit of it!&rdquo; said Connie, reassuringly. She added, following
- the other toward the private office: &ldquo;I tried my best to keep her out
- here.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why should you?&rdquo; asked Frances, with wide-open eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, well&mdash;you&rsquo;ll see,&rdquo; replied the girl, evasively. &ldquo;I told you
- there was some one else in there.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Frances opened the door&mdash;and Connie noted that she too lifted her
- head and stared a little, and then cautiously closed the door behind her.
- She pondered this as she returned to her machine, and she curled her thin
- lip when she took up the copies of the first act of an amateur&rsquo;s romantic
- play, to underscore the business directions with red ink, and sew on brown
- paper covers. Intuition told her that a much better drama was afoot, here
- under her very nose.
- </p>
- <p>
- Inside her office, Miss Bailey surrendered herself to frank astonishment
- at what she beheld.
- </p>
- <p>
- Bestowed in obvious discomfort upon her sofa, behind an extraordinary bank
- of potted plants and bright, costly greenhouse flowers, was a young man
- fast asleep. Her eye took in as well her sister, who sat near the head of
- the sofa, but she could wait. The interest centered in this sleeping
- stranger, who made himself so much at home in the shelter of his
- remarkable floral barricade. She moved round the better to scrutinize his
- face, which was tilted up as if proudly held even in slumber. Upon
- examination she recognized the countenance; and in a swift moment of
- concentration tried to think what his presence might signify. Then she
- turned to her sister, and lifted her calm brows in mute inquiry.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, my dear&mdash;what splendid business!&rdquo; whispered Cora, her glance
- beaming upward from the sofa to the standing figure. &ldquo;And mind, Frank, I&rsquo;m
- in it! I&rsquo;m in it up to my neck! I sent him to you, dear.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The girl looked down at them both, and deliberated before she spoke. &ldquo;If
- you brought him here,&rdquo; she said, &ldquo;I think you&rsquo;d better take him away
- again. I can let you out by this other door. Let us have no more publicity
- than necessary.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But you don&rsquo;t in the least understand!&rdquo; protested Cora, with her finger
- raised in an appeal for quiet tones.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, I don&rsquo;t understand. I don&rsquo;t want to understand,&rdquo; replied Frances
- coldly. &ldquo;There&rsquo;s one thing <i>you</i> don&rsquo;t understand either, Cora: This
- is my typewriting office; it isn&rsquo;t a greenroom at all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Then it well might be,&rdquo; retorted the other, with a latent grin. &ldquo;Anything
- greener than its owner I never saw. Now listen&mdash;don&rsquo;t be a silly
- cuckoo! I met the youngster last night&mdash;and I worked him up till he
- was mad to learn where you were to be found. I told him&mdash;and then I
- went home, and I couldn&rsquo;t sleep for thinkin&rsquo; of you, dear&mdash;and so I
- turned out at some extraordinary hour this mornin&rsquo;&mdash;it is mornin&rsquo; by
- this time, isn&rsquo;t it?&mdash;and I came here, just to tell you that he was
- askin&rsquo; after you&mdash;and I come in here&mdash;and lo! here&rsquo;s the bird on
- his little nest!&mdash;and see the flowers he&rsquo;s brought from Covent Garden
- for you!&mdash;and so I sit here like Patience on a monument, afraid to
- wink an eyelash, so&rsquo;s not to wake him till you come. That&rsquo;s what I&rsquo;ve done
- for <i>you</i>, dear&mdash;and presently, if you don&rsquo;t mind, I&rsquo;d like to
- hear what you&rsquo;ll do for me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Frances put a knee upon the chair before her, and rested with her hands
- upon its back. She sighed a little, and bit her lips. A troubled look came
- into her gray eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You might as well say all you have to say,&rdquo; she said, slowly. &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t in
- the least see what you&rsquo;re up to&mdash;but then I never did.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, dear, you never did,&rdquo; responded Cora, smiling as if in pleased
- retrospect. &ldquo;But that&rsquo;s no reason why I shouldn&rsquo;t be a good sister to you.
- If it&rsquo;s one&rsquo;s nature to be a good sister, why, then one will be&mdash;and
- there you are, don&rsquo;t you see? I take no credit to myself for it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Go on,&rdquo; said the other. The two women spoke in hushed whispers, and with
- each sentence stole glances of precaution toward the sleeper.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, Frank, I look to you not to forget what I&rsquo;ve done. I spent two or
- three very hard hours last night talkin&rsquo; him round, and singin&rsquo; your
- praises to him&mdash;and I put Covent Garden into his head, too&mdash;-and
- here he is! And I kept Eddy and Gus off his back, too&mdash;they were
- frightfully keen to get at him&mdash;but I said no, and I held &rsquo;em
- to heel. It was all for you, dear. They might have queered the whole
- pitch, if I&rsquo;d given &rsquo;em their heads. But now about myself. I&rsquo;m
- tired, dead tired, of bein&rsquo; poor. Of course we get a little something from
- Lord Julius. But Eddy&mdash;you know what Eddy is! No sooner does he pick
- himself up from Epsom than Ascot gives him a fair knockout, and if he
- lives through the Sandown Eclipse there&rsquo;s Goodwood waitin&rsquo; for him with a
- facer. I can&rsquo;t understand it; other men seem to win sometimes&mdash;you&rsquo;d
- think the unluckiest duffer would get a look-in once in a while&mdash;but
- no, he just gets hammered one meeting after another. And I&rsquo;m tired of it,
- Frank! If I could only go back to work! But if I get an engagement, then
- Eddy will go playin&rsquo; the goat&mdash;he&rsquo;s jealous of everybody about the
- place from the bandmaster down to the carpenter&rsquo;s boy&mdash;and that makes
- me unpopular&mdash;and there we are, don&rsquo;t you see! I&rsquo;m worn out with it.
- But if I could have eight hundred a year, or even six hundred or five at a
- pinch&mdash;God knows, my wants are simple enough!&mdash;and have it paid
- to me personally, do you see&mdash;why, then, life would be worth livin&rsquo;.
- Now, what do you say?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Frances looked moodily down at her distinguished sister, her lips twisted
- in stormy amusement. &ldquo;Why not say a thousand and be done with it?&rdquo; she
- demanded between set teeth, after an ominous pause. &ldquo;One would be as
- intelligent as the other. And oughtn&rsquo;t I to set your Eddy up with a racing
- stud while I&rsquo;m about it? It&rsquo;s true that I have about twenty pounds a year
- for my own personal use, and Tom has a standing grievance that I don&rsquo;t
- give even <i>that</i> to him&mdash;but don&rsquo;t let that interfere with your
- plans. Whatever you feel that you would like, just give it a name.
- Couldn&rsquo;t I lease one of the new Kaffir mansions in Park Lane for you? Or
- would you prefer something in Grosvenor Square?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Cora gazed up with such intentness at her unnatural sister that a bright
- little tear came to shine at the corner of each eye. She put up her veil
- then, and breathed a cautious sigh. &ldquo;I didn&rsquo;t expect this of you, dear,&rdquo;
- she said, submissively. &ldquo;Of course it&rsquo;s the old story&mdash;La Cigale, and
- &lsquo;go-to-the ant-thou-sluggard&rsquo; and all that. I don&rsquo;t see myself why a
- typewriting machine should make one so fearfully stony-hearted; you get
- callouses on your fingers, I know, but you needn&rsquo;t get &rsquo;em on your
- sisterly affections, one would think. But however&rdquo;&mdash;she wiped her
- eyes, drew down her veil and allowed a truculent note to sound in her
- voice&mdash;&ldquo;however, if you won&rsquo;t play, why then neither will I. I&rsquo;ve
- been at pains to put this youngster in your way, but it won&rsquo;t be much
- trouble to shunt him out again. You mustn&rsquo;t think you can walk on me
- indefinitely, Frank. I&rsquo;m the best-natured woman in the world, but even I
- draw the line somewhere.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Draw it now then,&rdquo; said the other, with stern promptitude. &ldquo;Go away, and
- take your friend with you and let me get to my work. I don&rsquo;t know what
- business either of you had coming here, at all.&rdquo; As she spoke, she moved
- to the outer private door, and turned the key in the lock. &ldquo;You can send
- for the flowers,&rdquo; she added, &ldquo;or I will have them taken over to Charing
- Cross Hospital&mdash;whichever you like.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Cora rose, her veiled face luminous with a sudden inspiration. &ldquo;You can&rsquo;t
- quarrel with me, dear, no matter how hard you try.&rdquo; She spoke in low,
- cooing tones&mdash;a triumph of sympathetic voice production. &ldquo;You&rsquo;re hard
- as nails, but I know you&rsquo;re straight. I will trust my interests absolutely
- in your hands. I leave it to you to do the fair thing by me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The fair thing?&rdquo; echoed Frances, in dubious perplexity. She puzzled over
- the words and their elusive implication. &ldquo;Your interests?&rdquo; she repeated&mdash;and
- saw Cora move round her to the unlocked door, and open it&mdash;and still
- sought to comprehend what it was all about. Only when her sister, smiling
- cordially once more, bent forward without warning and pressed her veiled
- lips against her chin, and with a gentle &ldquo;Goodbye, dear!&rdquo; stepped into the
- shadows without, did she recall the other features of the situation.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Here!&rdquo; she called, with nervous eagerness, yet keeping her voice down,
- &ldquo;you&rsquo;re not to run off like this. Take your man with you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Softly, dear!&rdquo; Cora enjoined her, from the dusk of the hallway. &ldquo;Your
- young women wouldn&rsquo;t understand. No&mdash;I caught him for you, and I
- leave him in your hands. I&rsquo;m not in the least afraid to trust it all to
- you. Bye-bye, dear.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Frances went out and glared down the staircase, with angry expostulation
- on her tongue&rsquo;s end. But there was nobody to talk to. She could hear only
- the brisk rustle of Cora&rsquo;s skirts on the stone steps, a floor below&mdash;and
- even that died away beneath the clatter of the machines inside.
- </p>
- <p>
- Returning over the threshold, she paused, and looked impatiently at the
- flowers, and at the impassive, slumbering face beyond them. After a
- little, the lines of vexation began to melt from her brow. In a musing
- way, she put a hand behind her, and as if unconsciously closed and locked
- the hall door again. Then she moved to the table, picked up some of the
- loose blossoms and breathed in their fragrance, still keeping her
- thoughtful gaze upon the young man. She found the face much older and
- stronger than she remembered it&mdash;and in a spirit of fairness she said
- to herself that it seemed no whit less innocent. But then perhaps all
- sleeping faces looked innocent; she could recall that Cora&rsquo;s certainly
- did. Holding the carnations to her lips and nostrils, she examined in
- meditative detail the countenance before her&mdash;delicately modeled,
- dark, nervously high-spirited even in repose. Associations came back as
- she gazed&mdash;the tender eagerness of the lad, the wistful charm with
- which his fancy had invested England, the frank sweetness of the
- temperament he had disclosed to her. He had been like a flower himself on
- that mellow autumn day&mdash;as fresh and as goodly to the eye as these
- roses on the table. But a winter had intervened since then&mdash;and what
- gross disillusionments, what roughening and hardening and corroding
- experiences had he not encountered! You could not tell anything by a face
- in sleep; again she assured herself of that.
- </p>
- <p>
- Why, when one came to think of it, it was enough that Cora had brought him&mdash;or
- sent him, it mattered not which. Whence had she dispatched him?&mdash;from
- some theatrical dance or late supper. It was true that he was not in
- evening dress&mdash;and the thought gave her pause for a moment. But he
- had been at some place where those wretched cousins of his were present&mdash;for
- Cora had spoken of keeping both Eddy and Gus &ldquo;off his back&rdquo;&mdash;whatever
- that might mean. And it was Cora herself who had told him to go to Covent
- Garden and buy these flowers!
- </p>
- <p>
- Frances, revolving these unpleasant reflections, discovered all at once
- that the young man, without betraying by any other motion his awakening,
- had opened his eyes and was looking placidly across the flowers into her
- face.
- </p>
- <p>
- She caught a quick breath, and frowned slightly at him.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0018" id="link2HCH0018"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XIX
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span> don&rsquo;t think I
- like your being here,&rdquo; Frances remarked to the young man after a brief
- frowning inspection. She spoke slowly, and with a deliberate gravity and
- evenness of tone.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian&rsquo;s wide-open eyes continued to gaze up at her with that
- disconcerting look which had in it both remote abstraction and something
- very intimately personal. His glance expressed a tender pleasure as it
- maintained itself against hers.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, but I like it so very much!&rdquo; he murmured, with a pleading smile.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then, by a sudden movement, he sat up, flushing in a novel embarrassment.
- &ldquo;I beg you to pardon me,&rdquo; he urged, faltering over his words. &ldquo;I was not
- wholly awake, I think; or I was trying to persuade myself that it was
- still a dream. Do not think me so rude, I pray you!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She signified by a gesture and momentary facial relaxation that this
- particular detail of the situation need not detain them.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But&rdquo;&mdash;she began, in her stiffest and least amiable voice, and then
- hesitated. She put her knee again upon the chair, and, resting her hand on
- its back, looked dubiously at him. &ldquo;I hardly know what to say,&rdquo; she
- started once more, and stopped altogether.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, but it is I who must say everything,&rdquo; he broke in, eagerly. &ldquo;I am
- quite awake now&mdash;I see, of course, it is all absurd, meaningless in
- your eyes, till I explain it to you.&rdquo; He rose to his feet and put forth
- his hand as if to offer it in greeting. No responsive token being visible
- on her set face, or in her rigid posture, as she confronted him, he waved
- both hands in a deprecatory movement over the table laden with flowers
- between them. &ldquo;These are my peace-offering,&rdquo; he said, with less
- confidence. &ldquo;I hoped they would say some things for me&mdash;some things
- which I feel within me, and cannot easily put into speech. That is what I
- expected they would surely do. But&rdquo;&mdash;he finished with dejection,
- after another glance into her face&mdash;&ldquo;evidently they are as
- tongue-tied as I am. I see it was not a happy thought in me to bring them&mdash;or
- to come myself!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She had followed his words with rapt attentiveness&mdash;but at the end
- seemed to remember only one of them. &ldquo;The &lsquo;thought,&rsquo;&rdquo; she said, coldly.
- &ldquo;Yes, that is what I do not understand. What was the thought?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He regarded her with some perplexity. &ldquo;What was the thought&mdash;my
- thought?&rdquo; he repeated. &ldquo;Oh&mdash;since it does not explain itself, what
- good is there in talking about it? Let us say that there was no &lsquo;thought&rsquo;
- at all. I will make my compliments and apologies&mdash;and say
- good-morning&mdash;and nothing at all will have happened.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No,&rdquo; she answered reflectively. &ldquo;That would be stupid. You have been to
- expense, and evidently to some inconvenience as well, to do this thing. On
- second thoughts,&rdquo; she went on, with an apparent effort to modify the
- asperities of her tone and manner, &ldquo;I dare say that I haven&rsquo;t behaved
- quite nicely to you. If you remember, I told you a long time ago that bad
- manners was a failing of mine.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I remember every little word that you spoke,&rdquo; said Christian softly.
- </p>
- <p>
- Frances hardened her voice on the instant. &ldquo;But that doesn&rsquo;t help me to
- understand why&mdash;what this is all about.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He responded slowly, searching for his words as he went along. The rattle
- of machines in the next room for the first time came into the
- conversation, and forced him to lift his voice. &ldquo;You were my last friend
- in France&mdash;my first friend in England,&rdquo; he began. &ldquo;I said I would not
- forget you, and you have been always in my mind&mdash;always somewhere
- secure and fresh and sweet in my mind. It was only last night that I
- learned where I might find you. You will remember that when I begged you
- to tell me, you laughed and would not. I must not make you believe that I
- did not very soon find out your name or that I could not have learned your
- whereabouts much earlier. All I say is that I did not forget&mdash;and
- that last night, when the chance came naturally to me, I asked and learned
- what I desired to know. And then&mdash;why, then&mdash;this knowledge
- spread upward to be of more importance than all the other things I knew. I
- went home&mdash;but never to think of sleeping, but only to change my
- clothes and hasten out again, to get some new morning flowers for you,
- and to come to you at the earliest moment. I did not know that London rose
- so late&mdash;I arrived before the time, and, so it seems, waiting for
- your coming, I fell asleep. That is the entire story. You see it is not
- very complicated&mdash;it is by no means extraordinary.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Frances had listened with a dreamy gentleness in her gray eyes. She
- started slightly when he stopped, and gave him a keen, cool glance. &ldquo;The
- entire story?&rdquo; she queried. &ldquo;I think you have forgotten to mention that it
- was my sister who told you about me, and gave you my address.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Her prescience in no wise astonished Christian. Imagination had thrown
- round the Minerva-like figure which personified her in his thoughts, such
- a glamour of intellectual radiancy, that it seemed quite a natural thing
- for her to divine the obscure, and comprehend the mysterious. He smiled at
- her as he shrugged his shoulders. &ldquo;It did not occur to me as important,&rdquo;
- he exclaimed. &ldquo;It is true, however, that she told me. She did not know the
- address when I asked her, but later she procured it for me from her
- brother. It was at a supper at the Hanover Theater. Afterward there was
- dancing on the stage. I fear it would have been rather tiresome for me if
- I had not met your sister. She is a very friendly lady, and she talked a
- great deal to me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;About me?&rdquo; demanded Frances, sharply.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, no&mdash;about you only a few pleasant words; not more. It seems you
- do not meet very often.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He spoke with such evident frankness that she hesitated over the further
- inquiry her mind had framed. At last she put it in altered form. &ldquo;Then you
- would not say that she sent you here&mdash;-that she told you to come&mdash;and
- to come by way of Covent Garden, and buy these flowers?&rdquo; The question, as
- she uttered it, was full of significant suggestion about the nature of the
- reply desired. Its tone, too, carried the welcome hint of a softened mood,
- under the influence of which Christian&rsquo;s face brightened with joy.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why, not at all!&rdquo; he cried, lifting his voice gaily above the
- typewriters&rsquo; clatter. &ldquo;She did speak of Covent Garden, and the show of
- flowers there in the early morning, but it was not in the least with
- reference to you. It was my own idea long after she had gone. Oh, no one
- would be more surprised than that good sister of yours to know that I am
- here!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Frances, with a puzzling smile which ended in a long breath of relief,
- took up some of the roses and held them to her face.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Sit down again,&rdquo; she bade him, with a pleasant glow in the eyes regarding
- him over the blossoms; &ldquo;sit down, and let us talk. Or does that noise bore
- you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I am too glad!&rdquo; he assured her, beamingly. &ldquo;If it were cannon firing
- in the next room, it would be nothing to me.&rdquo; Then, as he continued to
- gaze with delight at her, an inspiration came to him. &ldquo;Or is it possible
- for you to come out? Would you walk a little while, perhaps on the
- Embankment?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am not particularly busy this morning,&rdquo; she made indirect answer. Then
- a digression occurred to her. &ldquo;But I am rather surprised,&rdquo; she observed,
- &ldquo;to find that England hasn&rsquo;t made more changes in your speech. I would
- have expected a perfect Piccadilly accent, but you talk exactly as you did
- on the train and the boat.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He laughed and clapped his hands for glee. &ldquo;It is wholly because I am with
- you again,&rdquo; he declared. &ldquo;Everybody has said for months that the foreign
- traces had quite vanished from my tongue&mdash;but the first glimpse of
- you&mdash;ah! they come instantly back! It is the association of ideas,
- beyond doubt&mdash;that very sweet association,&rdquo; he added, with trembling
- softness, &ldquo;of oh! such fond ideas.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She had taken up her hat. &ldquo;We will go out for a little, if you like,&rdquo; she
- remarked rather abruptly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And I am altogether forgiven?&rdquo; he demanded in high spirits, as he rose.
- &ldquo;You consent to accept the flowers?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Heaven only knows what I shall do with them,&rdquo; she answered, with a
- grimace of mock despair. &ldquo;But it was ever so nice of you to get them, and
- I thank you very much. Oh, I must tell Connie to sprinkle them before I
- go.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She moved to the inner door, and as she opened it turned. &ldquo;Wouldn&rsquo;t you
- like to come and see the factory at work?&rdquo; she inquired, and he joined her
- with alacrity. &ldquo;It isn&rsquo;t much to see at the moment,&rdquo; she explained, as
- they entered the large room. &ldquo;We have nine machines, but only four of them
- are needed just now. Until after the Jubilee, I&rsquo;m afraid things will be
- very dull with publishers and playwrights. However, one must take the lean
- with the fat.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian looked somewhat nervously about him, while his friend stepped
- aside to confer with the girl whom he remembered from the early morning.
- Both this young lady and the three at their machines made a rapid, and as
- it seemed to him, perfunctory survey of their mistress&rsquo;s guest, and bent
- their attention upon their duties again as if his presence signified
- nothing whatever to them. He suspected that in reality they were plunged
- in furious speculation concerning him; and this embarrassed him so much
- that he turned and strolled back toward the open door and even entered the
- office before Frances rejoined him.
- </p>
- <p>
- When she came back to him, she took from the table a couple of pale,
- half-opened tea-rose buds, gave one to him to fix in his lapel and pinned
- the other to the breast of her fawn-gray frock. &ldquo;If you are ready,&rdquo; she
- said, smilingly, and led the way to the staircase. As she descended before
- him, he noted the intelligent simplicity of this dress she wore&mdash;how
- it fitted her as gracefully and as artistically as Poole ever fitted Dicky
- Westland. About her hat, the carriage of her head and shoulders, the free
- decision of her step, there was something individual which appealed
- directly to him&mdash;a charm which would not be duplicated by any other
- person in the world. He looked at his watch as he went down, and found
- with surprise that it was nearly eleven.
- </p>
- <p>
- He stepped to her side at the street doorway, with a meaning gesture. &ldquo;Do
- you remember,&rdquo; he said, gently&mdash;&ldquo;on the boat you took my arm?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think London is a little different,&rdquo; she answered, decisively enough,
- yet with the effect to his ears of unreserved camaraderie.
- </p>
- <p>
- They walked slowly down to the end of the street. &ldquo;Do you mind which way
- we go?&rdquo; she asked him, and turned eastward. &ldquo;I haven&rsquo;t seen the city in an
- age,&rdquo; she remarked, as if the choice needed explanation. Sauntering along,
- they found little to say to each other at the outset. What words they
- exchanged were about the mild, sunless sky of the London April, and the
- wonderful pencilings and rubbings of soot upon the silver-gray of London&rsquo;s
- stone walls. Learning that he was a stranger to the Temple, she led the
- way through the gate and lane, and then, by turnings which it surprised
- him to find her knowing so well, to the curious little church. The door in
- the sunken porch was ajar, and they went in. She pointed to the circle of
- freestone Crusaders looking complacently up from the floor at the Oriental
- dome which had caught their traveled fancy ages before, and it occurred to
- her to say: &ldquo;Is it not interesting to you to think that there were Torrs
- who were friends and companions of these very Magnavilles and Mareschalls,
- six hundred years ago?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He thrust out his lips a little. &ldquo;I have not much interest in anything
- concerning the Torrs,&rdquo; he answered.
- </p>
- <p>
- She looked up at him with curiosity, but offered no comment. They left the
- church, and she led him round to the spot where, amid the cracked old
- flags from forgotten graves, Oliver Goldsmith&rsquo;s tomb now finds itself. A
- crumbling wreath of natural flowers showed that some kindly soul had
- remembered the date of the poet&rsquo;s death, three weeks before.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian displayed scarcely more interest here. &ldquo;I have not read his
- &lsquo;Vicar of Wakefield,&rsquo;&rdquo; he confessed to her. &ldquo;I had always the intention to
- do so, but it&mdash;it never came off.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That brings me to one thing I wanted to ask you,&rdquo; she said, as they
- retraced their steps. &ldquo;What books have you been reading&mdash;since you
- came to England? I am anxious to know?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not many,&rdquo; he admitted with an attempted laugh which ended rather
- shamefacedly. &ldquo;Reading did not fit itself very readily into my time. At
- Lord Chobham&rsquo;s I read in some old books, and at Emanuel&rsquo;s too, but it was
- all about our own people&mdash;the Barons&rsquo; War, and the Wars of the Roses,
- and the Civil War. I know something about these and about the old families
- of the West, but not much else. I should have read more, I know, but there
- was really not much opportunity. But you&mdash;I saw at your office what
- serious books you read. It is what I should like to do, too&mdash;sometimes.
- But there has been no one to talk with about any kind of books.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- They had come out again to the Embankment, and made their pace now even
- more deliberate. &ldquo;I have been thinking a great deal about you, and your
- future, since we met,&rdquo; she remarked, after a pause. &ldquo;It has made me wonder
- what you would do, when the opportunity came to you&mdash;and what it
- would be open for you to do. That is why I began reading the books that I
- take it you have in mind&mdash;but afterward I read them for their own
- value. At the beginning&rdquo;&mdash;she went on slowly, studying the sky-line
- in an abstracted way as she walked&mdash;&ldquo;at the beginning I thought I
- should see you again sometime, and I had the idea that I wanted to be able
- to advise&mdash;or no, not that, but to talk to you, and try to interest
- you in the right sort of things. But it did not take me long to see how
- foolish that was.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, no!&rdquo; urged Christian; without, however, any convincing display of
- enthusiasm. &ldquo;There is no one in the world from whom I will so gladly take
- advice as you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She smiled fleetingly at him. &ldquo;And there is no one in the world,&rdquo; she
- replied, &ldquo;more firmly resolved not to offer you any.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, but if I beg it! You may not offer&mdash;but will you refuse to
- give?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What is the good?&rdquo; she broke forth in a louder tone, speaking as if in
- annoyed reproof to herself. &ldquo;No person can think or feel or decide for
- another! It is nonsense to pretend otherwise. A man must think his own
- thoughts, follow his own nature! We can ask nothing finer of a man than to
- honestly be himself. I get so angry at all these ceaseless attempts to run
- people all into one mold, to make everybody like everybody else&mdash;and
- then, here I was, solemnly starting out to do the very trick myself!&rdquo; She
- laughed in ironical self-depreciation at the thought.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian drew closer to her side. &ldquo;I have very many things to say to
- you,&rdquo; he began gravely. &ldquo;But I am in one way sorry that we went into the
- churchyard, because it has made us melancholy, and I was going to tell it
- all to you in the highest good spirits. We were both laughing like merry
- children when we left your place&mdash;and now we are sad. I like
- Emanuel&rsquo;s idea&mdash;he will have no tombs to be seen upon his estate.
- Death will come there as elsewhere, without doubt, but he will not be
- allowed to remain hanging about, thrusting his ugly presence upon happy
- people each time they walk in the street. At Emanuel&rsquo;s there is cremation&mdash;and
- that is the end of it. That is the portion of his System which pleases me
- most. It is the best thing in it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She looked into his face. &ldquo;Then you are not wildly in love with his whole
- System?&rdquo; she asked.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Me? I grieve to say not. It is no doubt very admirable indeed&mdash;but&mdash;how
- shall I say?&mdash;it does not appeal to me. You are displeased with me
- for confessing it&mdash;but&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Displeased?&rdquo; she interrupted him, with a meaning laugh. &ldquo;Nothing could
- displease me less!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, you do not love the System?&rdquo; he cried, with dancing eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I hate it!&rdquo; she answered, briefly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Capital!&rdquo; He halted, to shake her by the hand with gay effusion. &ldquo;Let us
- abuse it together! You shall say it all, however, because I only dislike
- it, and cannot give any reasons why&mdash;but you will know them every
- one. Oh, this is splendid! I had the right instinct when I came to you! I
- have a great deal to tell you&mdash;but first you must tell me: what do
- you say about my cousin&rsquo;s System? I am burning to hear that.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- It was impossible to evade the contagion of his sparkling face. She
- laughed in turn.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, it would be too long a story,&rdquo; she half protested. &ldquo;But to put it
- briefly, this is my idea. Emanuel seems to me to be a magnificent
- character, with one extraordinary limitation. I think it must be a Jewish
- limitation&mdash;for I have seen it pointed out that they do not invent
- things. That is Emanuel&rsquo;s flaw; he has not an original thought in his
- head. He merely carries to a mathematical point of expansion and
- development the ready-made ideas which he finds accepted all about him.
- What you see in him is a triumph of the Semitic passion for working a
- problem out to its ultimate conclusion. When you consider it, what has he
- done? Merely discovered, by tremendous labor and energy, the smoothest
- possible working arrangement of the social system which his class regards
- as best for itself, and hence for all mankind&mdash;the system which
- exalts a chosen few, and keeps all the rest in subjection. My dear sir,
- things do not rise higher than their source! How did the Torrs come by
- their estates? By stealing the birthright of thousands of dumb human
- beasts of burden, and riveting the family collar round their necks with no
- more regard for their wishes or their rights than as if they had been so
- many puppies or colts. And what was the origin of the Ascarel fortune? The
- most frightful and bloodstained human slavery in the poisonous jungles of
- the Dutch East Indies&mdash;that, and an ancient family business of
- international usury, every dirty penny in which if you followed it far
- enough, meant the flaying alive of a peasant, or the starvation of his
- little children. These are the things which your cousin inherits. He is
- fine enough to be ashamed of them, but he is not broad enough to repudiate
- them. He makes himself believe that they were wrong only in degree. He
- will admit that the Torrs were too brutal toward their serfs, the Ascarels
- too selfish with their millions. That is all. And he sets himself to
- proving that with the right kind of chief at their head these systems of
- theirs can be made not only respectable, but even profitable to the slaves
- as well as the master. He does not see that the systems themselves are
- crimes! &rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, I am glad that I came to you,&rdquo; said Christian, in low, earnest
- tones, in the pause which followed. The girl, breathing deeply under the
- fervor of her mood, looked fixedly before her toward the copper-haze above
- Paul&rsquo;s dome. He watched the noble immobility of her profile and thrilled
- at its suggestion of strength.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;To do him justice,&rdquo; she went on, musingly, &ldquo;he does not pretend that it
- is progress. He is honest, and he describes it as reaction&mdash;a long
- step backward. It is just that kind of honesty and devotion, plus
- wrong-headedness, which keeps us all at sixes and sevens. If we agree that
- there is no better-intentioned man alive than Emanuel&mdash;still he would
- do more harm than the most atrocious blackguard, if he had his way with
- the world. But fortunately, he will not have it. A vastly greater and
- loftier Jew has said that you cannot pour new wine into old bottles.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- They walked on for a little in silence. &ldquo;Have you been to Emanuel&rsquo;s place
- then?&rdquo; Christian asked at last.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No; I know it only from hearsay, and from his books. A woman novelist for
- whom I do work has been there, and she has told me a good deal about it.
- She is going to use it in a book, and would you believe it? she is crazy
- with enthusiasm about the whole thing. I tried to point out to her what
- she was doing, but you might as well talk to the east wind. The way women
- run after the hand that smites them, and beslaver it with kisses&mdash;that
- is the thing that enrages me most of all. Why, the very corner-stone of
- Emanuel&rsquo;s System is the perpetual enslavement of women. I am always
- surprised, when I hear about his mediæval arrangements, that he hasn&rsquo;t set
- up a ducking-stool for his women-folk. I&rsquo;m sure it&rsquo;s a pure oversight on
- his part. Well, what are you to expect when cultivated women like Mrs.
- Sessyl-Trant turn up as frantic admirers of that sort of thing? However,
- thank goodness, women are not forever to be sold out by the fools of their
- own sex. It is impossible not to see that the tide has turned at last.
- There <i>is</i> a change&mdash;and I think something genuine and lasting
- is going to come out of it. I really think it!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, that is what I feel,&rdquo; put in Christian, with confused eagerness. &ldquo;I
- have no clear thoughts about it, but it is my deep feeling that&mdash;that&mdash;what
- shall I say?&mdash;we are most at fault in the matter of the women.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Frances pursued her thought, in frowning meditation. &ldquo;It is the new
- professional class, who earn their own living, who will help us out. These
- women, who have come through the mill of self-responsibility, will not
- accept the old nonsense invented for them, and imposed upon them by the
- women parasites. The younger women who take care of themselves have all
- begun to ask questions: &lsquo;Why should I do this?&rsquo; &lsquo;Why shouldn&rsquo;t I do that?&rsquo;
- &lsquo;And whose business but my own is it if I do the other?&rsquo; Unfortunately,
- they are too ready to accept the first answer that comes to them. Oh, that
- is the woeful trouble! Men have slowly built up for themselves a good deal
- of machinery by which they can find out what is true. I don&rsquo;t say they are
- not continually deceived, or that they invariably recognize the truth when
- they see it, but still they have certain facilities for protecting
- themselves against falsehoods. But women have practically none at all.
- They are systematically lied to from their cradle to their grave. They
- read so hard!&mdash;they are <i>the</i> consumers of novels, religious
- books, weekly newspapers, magazines, and the rest of it&mdash;but never a
- word of actual truth is allowed to reach them out of it all. Wherever they
- turn to inquire about themselves, about their rights and their duties in
- this world that they have been born into, they encounter this vast,
- unbroken conspiracy of liars. That is the gravest of all the disadvantages
- they labor under. Why, take even the &lsquo;New Woman&rsquo; fiction of a few years
- ago. There was a great hullabaloo raised over certain novels; at last,
- they cried, the truth was being-revealed by women, for women, of women.
- But what nonsense! It turned out not to be the truth at all, but only the
- old falsehood, disguised in hysterics and some shocking bad manners. There
- seems no escape for women anywhere. They are lied to by their parents,
- their parsons, their doctors, their authors&mdash;and of course they lie
- to one another. They have a whole debased currency of insincerities and
- flattering falsehoods which they pass among themselves, keeping straight
- faces all the while as if it were honest money.&mdash;But as I said, I
- think a change is coming. However, don&rsquo;t let&rsquo;s talk any more about it. I
- get too angry!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I like you to be angry&mdash;only not with me,&rdquo; commented Christian with
- a sprightly smile. Then he added, more gravely, &ldquo;Oh, I can see how the
- women who work will make a change. It was very curious to me to see those
- girls at the machines in your office. It was one of them who let me in,
- before you came. She was quite different from any of the English women I
- have been meeting. One saw that she had thoughts of her own&mdash;an
- atmosphere of her own. I should not like to tell lies to her; I think she
- would detect them more rapidly than I could get them out.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, Connie,&rdquo; laughed Frances. &ldquo;Yes, she has a head on her shoulders. They
- are all fairly bright girls, and they get on together extremely well. It&rsquo;s
- quite their own idea to divide up the work equally among the lot, and when
- there is not much doing to take turns in working alternate days. I think
- it was rather fine of them.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, that is the class of women one would like to help,&rdquo; he declared.
- &ldquo;That is what I will devote myself to.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But it is the class which prefers to help itself,&rdquo; she explained quietly.
- &ldquo;I see no way in which you could &lsquo;help&rsquo; them, as you call it. They don&rsquo;t
- want any help. Men in their position might take tips, but these girls
- won&rsquo;t.&rdquo; As he received the rebuff in silence, she changed the subject. &ldquo;I
- am meeting now some other young women who would interest you. They are
- doing newspaper work&mdash;and doing it on its merits, too, and not by the
- favoritism of editors and proprietors&mdash;and one or two evenings a week
- we all get together at my office and talk things over. Sometimes there are
- as many as twenty of us, including my girls. In a year or two, perhaps it
- will run to a club-room of our own. I don&rsquo;t know that I told you&mdash;I
- am getting into newspaper work myself. If I saw how to combine it with my
- office business, I could have a place on a regular daily staff. I&rsquo;m
- puzzling a good deal to find some way of making the two things go
- together.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I envy you!&rdquo; broke in Christian, impulsively. &ldquo;You have work to do!
- You are interested in your work! You find in it not only occupation, but
- the opportunities of being useful to others, and of making your life, and
- other people&rsquo;s lives, worth living. But think of me! I have nothing in the
- wide world to do, except wait for a very strong old man to die. And when
- he dies, then still I have nothing to do worth doing. Don&rsquo;t you see that
- it is the most miserable of existences? I am filled with disgust for it. I
- cannot bear it another day. And that is what I was going to tell you. I
- have decided to leave it all&mdash;and go away.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Frances paused for a moment to scrutinize, with slightly narrowed eyes,
- the excited face he turned to her. &ldquo;How will going away improve matters?&rdquo;
- she asked him, upon reflection.
- </p>
- <p>
- He put out his lips, and shrugged his shoulders. &ldquo;At least I shall be a
- free man,&rdquo; he affirmed.
- </p>
- <p>
- Unconsciously she imitated his gesture in turn: &ldquo;It does not follow that a
- deserter is necessarily a free man.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He pushed and winced visibly under the words, and turned away biting his
- lips. Then, the vexation clearing from his face, he wheeled again, and
- regarded her with calm gravity.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There is no one else who could say that to me and not injure me,&rdquo; he
- answered, simply. &ldquo;But that is the characteristic of you&mdash;when you
- say such a thing to me, then it becomes a thing that should have been
- said. Yet perhaps it is not the final word, after all. Ask yourself what
- it is that I am deserting! Consider whether I should give up or gain
- something. Here in England it is possible for me to be one of two things&mdash;the
- conventional person of position like all the others, or the exceptional
- kind of being which Emanuel desires to make of me. I have been at school
- for half a year learning what it is that society in general expects a man
- in my situation to do. Now that I have learned it, frankly it makes me
- sick at heart. But then I have been at another school for a month,
- observing and studying what it is that Emanuel wishes me to undertake. We
- have agreed that that is not to be thought of, either. Then what am I to
- do?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But how does running away solve the difficulty?&rdquo; She put the question to
- him with gentle persistency.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, but, you see,&rdquo; he rejoined, argumentatively, &ldquo;it is not alone a moral
- difficulty. There are practical questions, too. When I announce to Emanuel
- that I reject his plans for my future, then I am left to myself to be that
- most ridiculous of objects&mdash;a man with a great station and no money
- to keep it up. That is what I must be here in England. But in other
- countries, that will not be the case. There will always be enough money
- for me to live like a prince upon&mdash;so long as I travel about, in my
- own yacht if I like, or reside simply and happily in the beautiful places
- of the earth, here and there, as the fancy possesses me. Thus I can put to
- use the prestige of my title, when it is of advantage to do so&mdash;but
- only in so far as it is needful at the moment&mdash;and at the same time
- it does not become a burden to me in any degree. Now think carefully of
- this&mdash;is it not the wisest course for me?&rdquo; She seemed not to pause
- for thought at all. &ldquo;Oh, that depends upon how you define wisdom,&rdquo; she
- replied, promptly. &ldquo;There is the wisdom of the serpent, but fortunately
- there are many other kinds. No, I must say, you haven&rsquo;t convinced me in
- the least. However, you mustn&rsquo;t think that is of importance. You are under
- no obligation to convince me, surely!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, but that is everything to me,&rdquo; he insisted. &ldquo;There are reasons&mdash;which
- I wish to explain to you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He could not keep a new meaning out of the glance with which he enforced
- this assurance. They had strolled round to Ludgate Circus, and come to a
- halt on the corner, with their backs turned upon a window full of droll
- phrenological charts and symbols. He consulted his watch once more. &ldquo;I
- breakfasted so lightly, and so early,&rdquo; he said&mdash;&ldquo;it is not luncheon
- time quite, but that will give us a table to ourselves. You will come
- across with me, will you not? There are truly important things which have
- not been said&mdash;which I much wish to say.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- After a moment&rsquo;s reflection she nodded her assent.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
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- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XX
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">C</span>hristian and
- Frances ate their luncheon in an upper chamber, close to a kind of balcony
- window, which gave upon one of the city&rsquo;s most crowded thoroughfares. An
- unceasing and uniform uproar&mdash;overridden from time to time by the
- superior tumult of a passing railway train on a bridge near by&mdash;rose
- from this indefatigable street. They had the room to themselves; the
- portentous din magnified the effect of the solitude in which they regarded
- each other, crumbling the bread on the table absent-mindedly, and waiting
- for the inspiration of speech.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;When I get back,&rdquo; the girl said at last with a smile, &ldquo;the racket of my
- typewriters will seem like the murmur of a gentle breeze down a leafy
- country lane.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- They laughed&mdash;but they had discovered it was not so hard to make
- oneself heard as they had supposed. Their voices intuitively found a level
- which served their personal needs, yet did not incommode the waiters
- yawning at the head of the stairway outside.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Have you taken to the bicycle?&rdquo; she was moved in sheer irrelevance to ask
- him. When he shook his head, she went on: &ldquo;It is a wonderful thing for
- women. It has done more for them in three years, than all the progressive
- intellectual movements of civilization did in three hundred. We all use
- them, coming to and from the office. We have to store them down in the
- area, now&mdash;but I am going to find a better place.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian rolled his bread crumbs into balls and stared at them in a brown
- study, from which this topic was powerless to arouse him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I wish,&rdquo; he said, finally&mdash;&ldquo;I wish very much that I knew how to
- convince you. But I seem never to produce any impression upon you. You are
- unyielding to the touch. It is I who get molded and kneaded about whenever
- I come close to you. And I don&rsquo;t say that it is not for the best. Only&mdash;only
- now, you will not accept my own ideas of what I should do, and you will
- not tell me what your ideas are.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am not sure that I have any ideas,&rdquo; she assured him. &ldquo;It is merely
- that, on general principles, I don&rsquo;t care for the people who settle
- difficulties by turning tail and running away from them.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Very well,&rdquo; he began, as if an important premise had been accepted. &ldquo;But
- as to my special case, I have stated what must be my position if I remain
- in England. To me it seems that it must be impossible&mdash;intolerable.
- But you have some different view, evidently. That is what I beg you to
- explain to me. If I am to remain in England, what is it your idea that I
- should do?&rdquo; She knitted her brows a little, and took time to her reply.
- &ldquo;You seem to think so entirely of yourself,&rdquo; she said, slowly, &ldquo;it is very
- hard to know what to say to you. I cannot put myself, you see, so
- completely in your place, as you are always able to do.&rdquo; He opened his
- eyes wide, and informed their gaze with a surprised reproach. &ldquo;There you
- are surely unjust to me,&rdquo; he urged, pleadingly. &ldquo;I do not know anyone who
- thinks more about other people than I do. One hesitates to say these
- things about oneself&mdash;but truly you are mistaken in this matter. In
- fact, I wonder sometimes if it is not a fault, a weakness in my nature,
- that I am so readily moved by the sufferings and wrongs of unhappy people.
- Whenever I see injustice, I am beside myself with a passion to set it
- right. I grow almost sick with indignation, and pity, when these things
- come before me. Last night, for example, at the Empire&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian stopped abruptly, with the sudden consciousness that the ground
- was not clear before him. He saw that he was entirely without a clue as to
- what his companion&rsquo;s views on the subject might be. That was her
- peculiarity: he knew concerning her thoughts and inclinations only what
- she chose to reveal to him. It was beyond his power to predict what her
- attitude would be on any new topic. Looking at her thoughtful, serene-eyed
- face, it decidedly seemed to him that the Empire, as an ethical problem,
- might with advantage be passed by. He hesitated for a moment, in the
- friendly shelter of the street noise, and then gave another termination to
- his speech: &ldquo;It puzzles me that you should have that view of my
- temperament.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, that is just it&mdash;you have put the word into my mouth. It is
- &lsquo;temperament&rsquo; that you are thinking of&mdash;and about that you are
- perfectly right. Your temperament is as open to the impulses of the moment&mdash;kindly,
- generous, compassionate and all that&mdash;as a flower is to the bees. But
- character is another matter. What good do your fine momentary sentiments,
- these rapid noble emotions of yours, do you or anybody else? You
- experience them&mdash;and forget them. The only thing that abides
- permanently with you is consideration for your own personal affairs.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;This is all very unjust,&rdquo; he said, disconsolately. &ldquo;I come to you for
- solace and friendship, and you turn upon me with beak and claws.&rdquo; He
- sighed, with the beginning of tears in his bright eyes, as he added:
- &ldquo;There is more reason than ever, it seems to me, why I should go away from
- England! It is not kind to me!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- His doleful tone and mien drove her to swift repentance. &ldquo;Oh, I have only
- been saying the disagreeable things first, to get them out of the way,&rdquo;
- she sought to reassure him. &ldquo;There isn&rsquo;t another unpleasant word for you
- to hear, not one, I promise you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is my opinion that there have been enough,&rdquo; he ventured to comment,
- with a rueful little smile. A measure of composure returned to him. &ldquo;But
- if they must be said, I would rather they come from you than from any one
- else, for I think that you have also some pleasant thoughts about me.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She nodded her head several times in assent, regarding him with an amused
- twinkle in her eyes meanwhile. &ldquo;Yes&mdash;the right kind of editor could
- make very interesting stuff indeed out of you,&rdquo; she said, and smiled
- almost gaily at his visible failure to comprehend her figure. &ldquo;What I mean
- is&mdash;you are too much sail, and too little boat. You drift before
- every new wind that blows. There is lacking that kind of balance&mdash;proportion&mdash;which
- gives stability. But, dear me, it is a thousand times better to be like
- that, than to have an excess of the other thing. The man of the solid
- qualities, without the imagination, simply sticks in the mud where he was
- born. But with you&mdash;if the right person chances to get hold of you,
- and brings the right influences steadily to bear upon you, then there is
- no telling what fine things you may not rise to.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are that right person!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He lifted his voice to utter these words, with the air of feeling them to
- be momentous. His eyes glowed as they reaffirmed the declaration to her
- inquiring glance. But she seemed to miss the gravity of both words and
- look.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, there you&rsquo;re wrong,&rdquo; she said, half jestingly. &ldquo;I&rsquo;m too bad tempered
- and quarrelsome to exert any proper influence over any one. Why, I should
- nag all the joy and high spirits out of you in no time at all. No&mdash;you
- need an equable and happy person, really very wise and strong and
- sensible, but above all with an easy, smooth disposition&mdash;such a
- person, for example, as Emanuel&rsquo;s wife is described to be.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No&mdash;I need no one but you!&rdquo; he repeated with accentuated
- deliberation.
- </p>
- <p>
- This time she appeared to feel something of his intention. She looked into
- the gaze he was bending upon her and then withdrew her eyes precipitately,
- and made a show of active interest in her food.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am asking you to think of joining your life to mine,&rdquo; he went on, in
- low, yet very distinct tones. &ldquo;You cannot know a hundredth part as well as
- I do, how profoundly I need such help as you can give. You are the one
- woman in the world who means strength as well as happiness to me. If you
- could only dream with what yearning I long always to lean upon you&mdash;to
- be supported by your fine, calm, sweet wisdom! To be upheld by you&mdash;to
- be nourished and guided by you&mdash;oh, that is the vision which I
- tremble with joy to think of! I am my own master for the first time to-day&mdash;I
- have taken my life into my own hands&mdash;and I lay it at your feet&mdash;dear
- lady&mdash;at your feet.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She rose abruptly while his last words were in the air, and turning, moved
- to the window. She had contrived by a gesture to bid him not to follow,
- and he could only gaze in mingled apprehension and hope at her back, the
- while she stood professing to scrutinize the shifting throng below.
- </p>
- <p>
- The waiter brought in another dish, methodically rearranged the plates and
- went away again. To Christian&rsquo;s bitter disgust, two men entered and took
- seats at a table at the other end of the small room&mdash;and still she
- did not turn. He meditated calling her, or joining her on the pretense of
- announcing the cutlets&mdash;and only stared in nervous excitement
- instead.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then, as suddenly as she had left him she returned, and resumed her chair
- as if nothing unusual had happened. His strenuous gaze swept her face for
- tokens of her mood&mdash;of her inclination or decision&mdash;but beyond a
- spot of vivid red on each smooth cheek, there was no sign of any sort. Her
- frank, calm gray eyes met his with unruffled directness; they had in them
- that suggestion of benignant tolerance which he had discerned there more
- than once before.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You do not answer me!&rdquo; he pleaded, after a few mouthfuls. As his back
- shielded the action from the strangers, he put forth a cautious hand to
- touch the nearest of hers, but she drew it gently away beyond his reach.
- They automatically adjusted their voices to the conditions created by the
- newcomers.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There could be only one possible answer,&rdquo; she told him, softly, almost
- tenderly. &ldquo;It is a very flattering dream&mdash;? to me&mdash;but it is a
- mere empty dream, none the less. I hope you will not want to talk about it
- any more.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But I swear that it is not empty at all!&rdquo; he urged, in earnest tones.
- &ldquo;Who has a right to say that it is a dream? I am my own master&mdash;so
- are you. We are of age&mdash;we are intelligent people. I deliberately
- come to you, and say to you that you are the one woman on earth whom I
- desire with all my heart for my wife. I open my mind to you. There is only
- the image of you inside it. You know my sincerity. You must feel how
- supreme is the place you have in my thoughts. It is the logical end toward
- which I have been walking ever since I first saw you! You are all that
- there is of true friendship, of true womanhood, for me! I put out my hands
- to you, I pray to you! And why will you not come to me, dear, dear Frank?&rdquo;
- There was a touch of pathos in the smile she gave him. &ldquo;It isn&rsquo;t the least
- bit of good, I assure you,&rdquo; she made answer, in the confidential murmur
- that was necessary. &ldquo;One can&rsquo;t talk here&mdash;but please let us speak of
- something else. Or can we not go now?&rdquo; He went on as if she had not
- spoken, his big, dark eyes challenging hers to an encounter which she
- evaded. &ldquo;Do not think we need go away from England, if you want to stay;
- there will always be money enough&mdash;with your wisdom in controlling
- it. Perhaps we may even be able to restore Caermere. But if we are not,
- still it can be one of the noblest and most beautiful residences in
- England, when we learn together to understand its charm, and make it our
- home. Oh, when you see the magnificent hills and forests shutting it in on
- all sides&mdash;and the grim, fine old walls and towers of the castle
- itself! But there we need live only when we choose to do so&mdash;and
- whenever the mood comes to us, off we can roam to the Alps or Algiers, or
- the wonderful India which one always dreams of. And we shall sail in our
- own yacht and you shall be the queen there, as everywhere else. And all
- our lives we will spend in doing good to others: do you not see what
- extraordinary opportunities for helping those who need help you will have?
- Where now you are of service to one person, then you can assist a hundred!
- An army of grateful people will give thanks because of you&mdash;and I
- will always be the chief of them&mdash;your foremost slave, your most
- reverent worshiper! And then&mdash;think of the joy of a life in which no
- one has a share who is not pleasant and welcome to us! We will have no one
- near us who is not our friend. Oh, I have not told you: that is why, this
- very morning, I decided to leave it all, and to make a new life for
- myself, and to spend it wholly with my real friends. It is loneliness,
- heart and soul loneliness, that has driven me to revolt. And in my despair
- I come to you&mdash;and I say to you that it is friendship that I cannot
- live without, and you are my oldest friend, my dearest, truest, most
- precious friend, and I beg you to come with me and we will go through the
- world together, hand in hand&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She interrupted him by pushing back her chair and half rising. &ldquo;If you
- will excuse me now,&rdquo; she said, nervously, &ldquo;I think I must go. You mustn&rsquo;t
- trouble to come&mdash;I will say good-bye here.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He had risen as well, and now in trembling earnestness protested against
- her proposal. At the risk of attracting the attention of the strangers, he
- displayed such resentful opposition that she yielded. The waiter was
- summoned&mdash;and remained bowing in dazed meditation upon the magnitude
- of the change he had been bidden to keep for himself, after they had
- passed out and down the staircase.
- </p>
- <p>
- She led the way at a hurried pace back across the Circus and to
- Blackfriars. At the rounded beginning of the Embankment she paused, and
- for the first time spoke. &ldquo;Really I would rather go back by myself,&rdquo; she
- told him. &ldquo;It is only unhappiness to both of us&mdash;what you insist on
- talking about.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But I do not think it is to be treated in this way,&rdquo; he declared with
- dignity. &ldquo;If we speak of nothing else it is the highest and most solemn
- honor that a man can pay to any woman, that I have paid to you. I have the
- feeling that it should be more courteously dealt with.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, I know,&rdquo; she admitted, nodding her ready compunction. She tightened
- her lips and looked away from him toward the bridge, her brows drawn
- together in troubled lines. &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t say the right thing to you&mdash;I
- know that better even than you do. You must not think I fail to appreciate
- it all&mdash;the honor, and the immense confidence, and all the rest of
- it. But when I have said that much&mdash;then I don&rsquo;t know in the least
- how to say the rest. Why can&rsquo;t we leave it unsaid altogether? I assure
- you, in all seriousness, that it can&rsquo;t be&mdash;and mayn&rsquo;t we leave it
- like that? Please!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He regarded her with a patient yet proud sadness, waiting to speak till
- she had turned, and his glance caught hers. &ldquo;I do not wish to become a
- nuisance to you,&rdquo; he said, his voice choking a little, &ldquo;but I think it
- would be better if you said everything to me. Then I shall not put my mind
- on the rack, to try and imagine your reasons.&rdquo; He let his lip curl with a
- lingering ironical perception of the fantastic with which his tragedy was
- veined. &ldquo;It is very sweet,&rdquo; he went on&mdash;&ldquo;your consideration for my
- feelings. But I have heard so many plain truths to-day, I think my
- sensibilities are in good training now&mdash;they will not suffer for a
- few more.&rdquo; Suddenly, as if the sound of his voice had unnerved him, he
- seized her arm, and confronted her surprised gaze with a reddened and
- scowling face. &ldquo;What are you afraid of?&rdquo; he demanded hoarsely. &ldquo;Why not
- say it? I heard it only last night! It is forty years old, it is true, but
- they have wonderful memories in England. You are the one whom I have held
- to be my dearest friend&mdash;but go on! Say it to me! A little thing like
- friendship does not prevent you from thinking it! Why, then, you should
- have the courage to speak it out!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Dimly, while she stared in his distracted countenance, the meaning, of the
- wild talk dawned upon her. With a startled exclamation, she dragged her
- arm from his clutch, and drew back a step. Trembling in her agitation, her
- gray eyes distended themselves out of all likeness to their tranquil
- habit.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh-h-h!&rdquo; she murmured in dismay at him, and wrung her hands. &ldquo;Oh-h! Stop!
- Stop! That is too horrible for you to think!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Gaining coherence of thought and purpose, she moved impulsively to him,
- and in turn clasped her hand upon his arm. &ldquo;Put that out of your mind!&rdquo;
- she adjured him. &ldquo;I could not look anybody in the face if you thought <i>that</i>
- of me. Oh, it is too terrible of you! How could you suppose that I could
- harbor such a thought? To blame you for something years before you were
- born!&mdash;to throw it into your face. And <i>me</i> of all people! Why,
- I have cried to myself at remembering what you said about your father when
- we first met&mdash;how your little-boy memory clung affectionately to the
- soldier-figure of him in the door-way! Look at me&mdash;I cry now to think
- of it! Why, it is the one thing about you that is sacred to me!&mdash;the
- one thing that you are perfect in&mdash;and then you imagine that I am
- capable of insulting you about it! Oh, heavens, why wouldn&rsquo;t you leave me
- when I told you to?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She threw his arm from her in a gust of physical impatience, but the
- glance with which, on the instant, she corrected this demonstration, was
- full of honest compassion. He groveled before this benign gaze, with bowed
- head and outstretched, pleading hands.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Forgive me! Forgive me!&rdquo; he groaned, brokenly. &ldquo;I could not&mdash;at all&mdash;know
- what it was I said. I am too unhappy!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well,&rdquo; she began, with a vehement effort at calmness, &ldquo;let us say
- good-bye here. There are some Germans watching us from the hotel windows.
- Or it is better perhaps&mdash;will you walk on past the school?&rdquo; As they
- moved forward, she recovered more of her self-possession. &ldquo;I hope you will
- be able to remember something pleasant out of our morning,&rdquo; she said, and
- with a joyless laugh added, &ldquo;but for the life of me, I don&rsquo;t know what it
- can be. Or yes, you can remember when you woke up, and I stood and scolded
- you, from above the flowers. I pretended to bully you, but really all the
- while I was thinking how sweet of you the entire thing was. And later, too&mdash;oh,
- there were several intervals in which I behaved civilly to you for whole
- minutes at a time.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He looked wistfully at her. Beneath the forced playfulness of her tone it
- seemed to him that something hopeful sounded. &ldquo;Ah, dear friend,&rdquo; he
- murmured, drawing close to her&mdash;&ldquo;think!&mdash;think tenderly in my
- behalf! Ask yourself&mdash;your kindest self&mdash;if I must be really
- driven away. Why is it that I may not stay? I plead with you as if it were
- for my life&mdash;and is it not indeed for my life?&mdash;my very life?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No&mdash;Christian,&rdquo; she said, gravely, &ldquo;it is not your life, nor
- anything like your life. You give big labels to your emotions, but in good
- time you will see that the things themselves are not so big, or so vital.
- And you mustn&rsquo;t yield so readily to all these impulses to mope and despair
- and to think yourself ill used. You must try to make for yourself a
- thicker skin&mdash;and to view things more calmly. And I don&rsquo;t want you to
- go away thinking hard things of me. Is it true that I always nag you&mdash;there
- is something in you which calls out all the bully in me&mdash;but I wish
- you would think of me as your friend. It gives me great pleasure when you
- speak of me as your oldest friend in England&mdash;for I have always liked
- you, and I am interested in you, and&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And why will you not marry me?&rdquo; He interposed the question bluntly, and
- with a directness which gave it the effect of an obstacle in her path,
- isolated but impassable.
- </p>
- <p>
- She halted, and studied the pavement in consideration of her reply. When
- she looked up, it was with the veiled elation of a disputant who has his
- counter-stroke well in hand. &ldquo;You said to-day that you had become your own
- master, and that you were a free man, with your life in your own hands.
- Very well. I also am my own master, and I am a free woman. My life is
- exclusively my own personal property, to live as I choose to live it. I
- value my liberty quite as highly as if I were a man. It does not suit me
- to merge any part of it in something else. There could be many other
- reasons given, no doubt, but they would be merely individual variations of
- this one chief reason&mdash;that I am a free woman, and intend to remain a
- free woman. I know what I want to do in the world, and I am going to try
- to do it, always my own way, always my own master.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He regarded her thoughtfully, bowing his head in token of comprehension.
- &ldquo;But if&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo; he began, and then checked himself, with a gesture
- of pained submission.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There are no &lsquo;ifs,&rsquo;&rdquo; she said, with resolute calmness, and held out her
- hand to him. Her control of the situation was undisputed. &ldquo;We say
- good-bye, now&mdash;and we are friends&mdash;good friends. I&mdash;I thank
- you&mdash;for everything!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He stood looking at her as she walked away&mdash;a sedately graceful
- figure, erect and light of step, receding from him under the pallid green
- shelter of the young trees. Musingly, he held up the hand which still
- preserved the sense of that farewell contact with hers&mdash;and upon a
- sudden impulse put it to his lips and kissed it. Something in the action
- wrought an instantaneous change in his thoughts. All at once it was
- apparent to him that many things which should have been said to her he had
- left unsaid. In truth, it seemed upon reflection that he had said and done
- everything wrong. The notion of running after her flamed up in him for a
- moment. She was still in sight&mdash;he could distinguish her in the
- distance, stopping to buy a paper from a boy near the Temple station. But
- then the memory of her unanswerable, irrevocable &ldquo;No&rdquo; swept back upon him&mdash;and
- with a long sigh he turned and strode in the other direction.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <p>
- Frances, hastening mechanically toward her office, found relief from the
- oppressive confusion of her thoughts in the fortuitous spectacle of two
- small newsboys fighting in the gutter just at the end of the Temple
- Gardens. For the first time in her life, the sight aroused nothing within
- her save a pleased if unscientific interest. She paused, and almost
- smilingly observed the contest. She found something amusingly grotesque in
- the pseudo-Titanic rage on these baby faces. The dramatic fury of the
- embattled infants was in such ridiculous disproportion to the
- feather-weight blows they exchanged! She found herself chuckling aloud at
- some incongruous comparison which rose in her mind.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then, as the combatants parted, apparently for no better reason than the
- general volatility of youth, she remembered that she had it in mind to
- look at the &ldquo;Star.&rdquo; One of her friends, Mary Leach, had sent to that paper
- some days before an article on &ldquo;Shopgirls&rsquo; Dormitories,&rdquo; and she was
- interested in watching for its appearance. It happened that one of the
- boys had a &ldquo;Star.&rdquo; Acting upon some obscure whim, she gave them each a
- penny, quite in the manner of a distributor of prizes for conspicuous
- merit&mdash;and grinned to herself at the thought when she had turned her
- back on them and moved on.
- </p>
- <p>
- There was no sign of what she sought on the front page. Opening the sheet,
- her eye fell, as it were, upon a news paragraph in a middle column:
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Death of the Oldest Duke.&mdash;The Shrewsbury correspondent of the
- &lsquo;Exchange Telegraph&rsquo; announces the death at Caermere Castle, at an early
- hour this morning, of the Duke of Glastonbury. His Grace, who was in his
- ninetieth year, had until last summer enjoyed the most vigorous health,
- and only now succumbs to the prostration then occasioned by the group of
- domestic bereavements which at the time created such a sensation. The
- deceased nobleman, who for the great part of his prolonged life, was one
- of the best known sportsmen in Shropshire, succeeded his father as eighth
- duke in his minority, and had been in possession of the title for no less
- than seventeen years when Her Majesty ascended the throne, thus
- constituting a record which is believed to be without parallel in the
- annals of the peerage. His successor is stated by Whitaker&rsquo;s Almanac to be
- his grandson, Mr. Christian Tower, but the current editions of Burke,
- Debrett and others do not mention this gentleman, whose claims, it would
- appear, have but recently been admitted by the family.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <p>
- Frances read it all, as she stood at the corner, with a curious sense of
- mental sluggishness. Her attention failing to follow one of the sentences,
- she went back, and laboriously traced its entire tortuous course, only to
- find that it meant no more than it had at first.
- </p>
- <p>
- It seemed a long time before she connected the intelligence on the printed
- page with the realities of actual life. Then she turned swiftly, and
- strained her eyes in the wild hope of discovering Christian still on the
- Embankment. She even took a few hurried steps, as if to follow and
- overtake him&mdash;but stopped short, confronted by the utter futility of
- such an enterprise.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then, walking slowly, her mind a maze of wondering thoughts, she went her
- way.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0020" id="link2HCH0020"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXI
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">C</span>hristian strolled
- aimlessly about for a long time in the closely packed congeries of
- streets, little and big, behind St. Paul&rsquo;s. It happened to be all new
- ground to him, and something novel was welcome to his troubled and
- restless mind. He loitered from one window to another, examining their
- contents gravely; at the old book stalls he took down numbers of volumes
- and looked laboriously through them, as if conducting an urgent search for
- something.
- </p>
- <p>
- His jumbled thoughts were a burden to him. He could get nothing coherent
- from them, It was not even clear to his perception whether he was really
- as dejected and disconsolate as he ought to be.
- </p>
- <p>
- He had only recently been plunged into despairing depths of sadness, and
- it was fitting that he should still be racked with anguish. Yet there was
- no actual pain&mdash;there was not even a dogged insensibility to the
- frivolous distractions of the moment. He became exceedingly interested in
- an old copy of Boutell, for example, and hunted eagerly through the
- multitude of heraldic cuts to see if the white bull on a green ground of
- the Torrs was among them. His disappointment at not finding it was so keen
- that for the instant it superseded his abiding grief. His discovery of
- this fact entertained him; he was almost capable of laughing in amusement
- at it. Then, in self-condemnation, he sought to call up before his mental
- vision the picture of Frances, as she had looked when they had said
- good-bye. The image would not come distinctly. Her face eluded him; he
- could only see her walking away, instead, under the feeble green of the
- young trees. None the less, he said deliberately to himself that he was
- unhappy beyond the doom of most men, and that the hope had gone out of his
- life.
- </p>
- <p>
- The day had turned out unexpectedly warm. In the middle of his shapeless
- musings, the ornate sign of a Munich brewery on a cool, shaded doorway
- suddenly attracted him. The dusky, restful emptiness of the place inside
- seemed ideally to fit his mood. He went in, and seated himself with a long
- sigh of satisfaction at one of the tables. Here, in this mellow quiet,
- over the refreshing contents of the big, covered stone mug, he could think
- peacefully and to advantage. He lit a cigar, and leaning back in comfort,
- gave the signal to his thoughts to arrange and concentrate themselves.
- </p>
- <p>
- What should he do next? Yes&mdash;that was far more to the point than
- mooning over the irrevocable past. He had left Duke Street with hardly any
- plan beyond not returning thither. Luggage of some sort he would have to
- have&mdash;changes of linen and the like, and the necessary articles of
- the toilet. It was his intention to buy these as the need of them arose&mdash;and
- the character of his purchases would also depend a good deal, of course,
- upon the decision he should come to concerning his movements. He had said
- that he would leave England&mdash;and now he asked himself whether there
- was anything to prevent his departure that very evening. One of the
- deepest charms of travel must be to start off on the instant, upon the
- bidding of the immediate whim, and descend upon your destination before
- there has been time to cheapen it by thinking about it. Why should he not
- eat the morrow&rsquo;s breakfast in the Hague&mdash;and dine at Amsterdam?
- Similarly, he could within twenty-four hours be watching the marriage of
- Mosel and Rhine at Coblenz&mdash;or gazing upon the wide, wet, white sands
- of the Norman shore from the towering battlements of St. Michel. A hundred
- storied towns, vaguely pictured in his imagination, beckoned to him from
- across the Channel. Upon reflection, it seemed to him that Holland offered
- the most wooing invitation. He asked the waiter for Bradshaw, and noted
- the salient points of the itinerary from Queen borough.
- </p>
- <p>
- It was now three o&rsquo;clock. There was plenty of time for all purchases, and
- a leisurely dinner before going to Victoria. It occurred to him that the
- dinner must be very good&mdash;a luxurious kind of farewell repast.
- </p>
- <p>
- He would make a memorandum now of the things he ought to buy here in
- London. Holland was by all accounts a dear place&mdash;and moreover he had
- heard that the Dutch customs examination was by no means troublesome. It
- would be more intelligent to complete practically his outfit here. He took
- out a pencil, and began feeling in his coat-pocket for a bit of paper. The
- hand brought out, beside Lady Milly&rsquo;s note about the Private View, three
- or four unopened letters. He had entirely forgotten their existence&mdash;and
- stared at them now in puzzled indecision. It was not a sensible thing, or
- a fair thing either, to tear up and destroy unread the message which some
- one else had been at pains to transcribe for you. But on the other hand,
- these missives belonged to the stupid and intolerable life in Duke Street,
- with which he had definitely parted company. It might even be said, in one
- sense, that he was not the person to whom they were addressed.
- </p>
- <p>
- By some whimsical freak of the brain, he suddenly asked himself whether he
- should not go to Greece instead of Holland, and enlist as a volunteer in
- the war against the Turks. He became on the instant immersed in
- adventurous military speculations. He had not fallen into the English
- habit of following the daily papers with regularity, and he was conscious
- of no responsibility whatever toward the events of the world at large, as
- Reuter and the correspondents chronicled them. Something of this new war
- in Thessaly, however, he had perforce read and heard. Of the circumstances
- and politics surrounding this latest eruption of the Eastern Question he
- knew little more than would any of the young Frenchmen of education among
- whom he had spent his youth. But in an obscure way, he comprehended that
- good people in Western Europe always sympathized with the Christian as
- against the Moslem. It seemed that some generous-minded young Englishmen
- were already translating this sympathy into action; somewhere he had seen
- an account of a party of volunteers leaving London for Athens, and being
- cheered by their friends at the station. Now that he thought of it, the
- paper in which he had read the report had ridiculed the affair as an
- undesirable kind of a joke&mdash;but the impulse of the volunteers seemed
- fine to him, none the less.
- </p>
- <p>
- There ought to be some martial blood in his veins; the soldier-figure of
- his father rose before him in affirmation of the idea.
- </p>
- <p>
- But no&mdash;what nonsense it was! If ever there had been a youth bred and
- narrowed to the walks of peace, he was that young person. He who had never
- struck another human being in his life, that he could remember&mdash;what
- would such a tame sheep be doing in the open field, against the unknown,
- ferocious Osmanli Turk? The gross absurdity of the picture flared upon
- him, momentarily&mdash;and then the whole notion of armed adventure had
- vanished from his mind.
- </p>
- <p>
- His attention reverted to the letters&mdash;and now it seemed quite a
- matter of course that he should open them. The first three were of no
- importance. The fourth he regarded with wide-open eyes, after he had
- grasped the identity of the writer. He read it over slowly, more than
- once:
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;27A Ashley Gardens, S. W., Monday.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My Dear Mr. Christian Tower: I have taken this little place in town for
- the time being, and I shall be glad to see you when you are this way.
- To-morrow, Tuesday, is a day when I shall not be at home to other people&mdash;if
- you have nothing better to do.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yours very sincerely,
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Edith Cressage.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Nothing better to do? Christian&rsquo;s thoughts lingered rather blankly upon
- the phrase&mdash;until all at once he perceived that there could not
- possibly be anything better to do. He rose with decision, hurriedly gulped
- what remained of his second pot of beer, paid his bill and marched out
- with the air of a man with a mission.
- </p>
- <p>
- In the hansom, he read the letter still again, and leaned backward to see
- as much as possible of himself in the little mirror at the side. His chin
- could not be described as closely shaven, and his garments were certainly
- not those of the afternoon caller. The resource of stopping at Duke Street
- occurred to him&mdash;but no! that would be too foolish. The whole
- significance of the day would be abolished, wiped out, by such a fatuous
- step. And he repeated to himself that it <i>was</i> a day of supreme
- significance. By comparison with the proceedings and experiences of this
- long and crowded day, the rest of his life seemed colorless indeed. And
- what was of most importance in it, he declared to himself, was not its
- external happenings, but the fine and novel posture of his liberated mind
- toward them. He was for the first time actually a free man. His
- enfranchisement had not been thrown at him by outsiders; it proceeded from
- within him&mdash;the product of his own individuality.
- </p>
- <p>
- That was what people would discern in him hereafter&mdash;a complete and
- self-sufficient personality. He would no longer be pointed out and
- classified as somebody&rsquo;s grandson&mdash;somebody&rsquo;s cousin or grand-nephew.
- The world would recognize him as being himself. He felt assured, for
- example, upon reflection that Lady Cressage would not dream of questioning
- the fashion of the clothes in which he came to see her. She would perceive
- at once that he had developed beyond the silly pupilary stage of
- subordination to his coat and hat. She was so clever and sympathetic a
- woman, he felt intuitively, that these symbols of his emancipated
- condition would delight her. It was true, he saw again from the mirror
- that his collar might be a little whiter; his cuffs, too, had lost their
- earlier glow of starched freshness. But these were trifles to serious
- minds. And besides, was it not all in the family?
- </p>
- <p>
- There was a momentary block at the corner of Parliament Street, and here a
- newsboy thrust a fourth edition upon Christian with such an effect of
- authority that he found a penny and took the paper. It was the
- &ldquo;Westminster Gazette,&rdquo; and when he had looked upon the second page for a
- possible drawing by Gould, and had skimmed the column of desultory gossip
- on the last page, which always seemed to his alien conceptions of
- journalism to be the kind of matter he liked in a newspaper, he laid the
- sheet on his knee, and resumed his idle reverie. To his great surprise the
- cabman&rsquo;s shouts through the roof were necessary to awaken him at Ashley
- Gardens. He shook himself, laughingly explained that he had been up all
- night as he paid his fare, and ascended the steps of 27A, paper in hand.
- </p>
- <p>
- The servant seemed prepared for his coming, for upon giving his name in
- response to her somewhat meaning inquiry, she led him in at once. He sat
- waiting for a few moments in a small and conveniently appointed
- drawing-room, and then stood up, at the rustle of rapid skirts which
- announced Lady Cressage in the half-open doorway.
- </p>
- <p>
- She entered with outstretched hand, and a radiant welcome upon her face.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian noted that beyond the hand there was a forearm, shapely and
- cream-hued, disclosed by the lace of her flowing sleeve. There were
- billows of this lace, and of some fragile, light fabric which seemed
- sister to it, enveloping the lady, yet her tall, graceful figure was in
- some indefinable way molded to the eye beneath them all. The pale hair was
- as he had first seen it, loosely drawn across her temples; there were warm
- shadows in it which he had not thought to see. The face, too, had some
- unexpected phase, here in the subdued light of the curtained room. There
- was a sense of rosiness in the rounded flesh, a certain reposeful elation
- in the regard of the blue eyes, which put quite at fault the image of
- harrowed restlessness and nerves he had retained from Caermere. It was in
- an illuminating second that he saw all this, and perceived that she was
- very beautiful, and flushed with the deep consciousness that she read his
- thoughts like big print.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It was the greatest cheek in the world&mdash;my summoning you like this,&rdquo;
- she said, as they shook hands. &ldquo;Yes&mdash;sit here. Put your hat and paper
- on the sofa. This is my only reception room&mdash;but we might have a
- little more light.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She moved to the window, to pull back the curtains, and then about the
- room, lightly rearranging some of the chairs and trinkets&mdash;all with a
- buoyant daintiness of motion which inexpressibly charmed him. &ldquo;These are
- not my things, you know,&rdquo; she explained over her shoulder. &ldquo;I am not
- trying in the least to live up to them, either. I take the place,
- furnished, for three months, from the widow of an Indian officer. You
- would think she would have some Indian things&mdash;but it might have all
- come direct from Tottenham Court Road. It&rsquo;s impossible to get the
- slightest sensation of being at home, here. One could really extract more
- domesticity out of four bare cottage walls. Or no, what am I saying?&rdquo;&mdash;she
- had returned, and sinking into the low chair opposite him, pointed her
- words with a frank smile into his face&mdash;-&ldquo;it <i>is</i> a bit like
- home&mdash;to see you here!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am very glad to be here,&rdquo; he assured her, nodding his unfeigned
- pleasure. &ldquo;But it seemed as if you would never tell me I might come.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I was worried to death. There were all sorts of things to see about
- when I first came up,&rdquo; she explained with animation. &ldquo;And I had the
- feeling that I didn&rsquo;t want you to come till I had smoothed some of my
- wrinkles out, and had achieved a certain control over my nerves. It was
- not fair to myself&mdash;the view you had of me at Caermere.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The view of her that was afforded him here brought a glow of admiration to
- his eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;To think of your being my cousin!&rdquo; he said, with some remote echo in his
- own voice of the surprise which he recalled in Dicky Westland&rsquo;s tone. It
- seemed wonderful indeed as he looked at her, and smiled. He shook his head
- presently, in response to her question whether he had any recent news from
- Caermere, and continued to observe her with a rapt sense of the miraculous
- being embodied before his eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But the duke is very low indeed,&rdquo; she told him in a hushed voice. &ldquo;I had
- it yesterday from&mdash;from one of the household.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The tidings barely affected him. That side of his mind was still fast in
- the rut of last night&rsquo;s mutiny.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have quite decided to go away,&rdquo; he announced, calmly. &ldquo;I get no good
- out of the life here. It does not suit me. Whatever comes to me, why, that
- I shall accept, but to use it in my own way, living my own life. Now that
- I am a free man, it astonishes me that I did not rebel long ago.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Rebel&mdash;against what?&rdquo; she asked him, with a kind of confidential
- candor which put him even more at his ease.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, against everything,&rdquo; he smiled back at her. &ldquo;This existence that they
- arranged for me&mdash;it is like being embalmed and wrapped in
- mummy-cloths. Personally I do not survive a thousand years&mdash;but I am
- but one link in a long chain of respectable people who have lived like
- that, without living at all, for many thousands. It is being buried alive.
- Why, you will see what I mean&mdash;a man is a creature different from
- other human creatures. He has an individual nature of his own. His tastes,
- his inclinations, his impulses and ideas, are not quite like those of the
- people about him. He would be happy to follow these according to his own
- wishes. But then everybody seizes upon him and says: &lsquo;No, you must be and
- do just like the rest. You will be noticed and disliked if you indulge in
- even the slightest variation. These are the coats you are to wear, and the
- hats and caps and neckties. This is Duke Street, which you must live in.
- This is the hour to get up, this is the hour to make calls, this is the
- corner of your card to turn down, this is the list of people at whose
- houses you must dine, these are your friends ready-made for you out of a
- book.&rsquo; And truly what is it all?&mdash;utter, utter emptiness. You are
- really not alive at all! You have no more personal sensation of your own
- existence than an insect. It is all this that I rebel against.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She reclined a little in her chair, and covered him with a meditative
- gaze. &ldquo;I know the feeling,&rdquo; she commented thoughtfully. &ldquo;I used to have
- sharp spasms of it&mdash;oh, ages ago&mdash;whenever a shopwoman showed me
- something, and said, &lsquo;This is very much worn just now,&rsquo; or, &lsquo;We are
- selling a great deal of this.&rsquo; Then I would not have that particular thing
- if I died for it. But do you really feel so earnestly about it?&rdquo; She put
- the question in deference to a gesture by which he had signified the
- inadequacy of her comparison. &ldquo;Ah, the real life, as you call it, is a
- more complicated thing than one fancies.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But that is precisely the point,&rdquo; with vivacity. &ldquo;I have thought much
- about that. Is it not the artificial life which is complicated instead? Do
- we not confound the two? If you consider it, what can be more simple that
- the natural life of a man? If an astronomer, for example, has a difficult
- problem to work out, he first busies himself in discovering and putting
- aside all the things which seem to be factors in it but really are not.
- One by one he gets rid of them, until at last he has the naked equation
- before him&mdash;and then a result is possible. But with us, it seems that
- we go quite the other way about it. We take the problem of life&mdash;which
- is extraordinarily simple to begin with&mdash;and we pile upon it and
- around it thousands of outside rules and conventions and traditions, and
- we confuse it with other thousands of prejudices, and insincerities, and
- old mistakes that no one has had the industry to examine&mdash;and then we
- look with embarrassment at what we have done, and shake our heads, and say
- that the problem is too hard, that it passes the wisdom of man to solve
- it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I wish you joy of solving it,&rdquo; she remarked, after another reflective
- survey of his face. &ldquo;I am sure I wish some one would do it. But you spoke
- of going away. How would that help matters?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The recurrence of the question startled him. He looked at her with lifted
- head, recalling swiftly meanwhile the tone in which Frances had uttered
- those same words. A blurred, imperfect retrospect of the morning&rsquo;s events
- and talks passed fleetingly across his mind&mdash;and its progress
- disquieted him. Some tokens of perturbation on his face seemed to warn
- her, for she went on without waiting for an answer.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am not surprised to find you feeling like this,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;It is quite
- the effect that I imagined London would produce upon you. I have no right
- to say so, perhaps, but it seemed to me from the start that it was being
- badly managed&mdash;I mean the way you were sent here by yourself, and
- given nothing to do except follow about where Lord Lingfield led. It is
- not what I should have done&mdash;but the truth is that Emanuel knows
- nothing at all about the characters and temperaments of human beings. If
- men agree with him, he thinks they are good men, and if they disagree with
- him, they are bad men&mdash;or at least not worth thinking about at all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I had quite resolved not to commit myself to his System,&rdquo; Christian
- informed her, &ldquo;even before I made up my mind to&mdash;to take other
- steps.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- His closing euphemism seemed to attract her attention. &ldquo;What is it you
- intend to do?&rdquo; she asked of him, softly. She sat upright again, with an
- air of friendly curiosity.
- </p>
- <p>
- In the face of this query, he discovered that his intentions were by no
- means so clear to himself as they had been. &ldquo;It is still rather in the
- air,&rdquo; he said vaguely. &ldquo;But we talk always of myself! Tell me, instead,
- about yourself! It is an infinitely more pleasing subject. You are here in
- London for only three months? And you are alone here?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She smiled in an indefinite fashion, and leaned back in her chair. &ldquo;Ought
- I to have a chaperon? I dare say. But there is no room for her here. The
- flat accommodates just one solitary elderly lady and here you behold her.
- Oh, I am a hundred years old, I assure you!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He could only wave his hand at her in genial deprecation. &ldquo;Oh, who is
- younger than you?&rdquo; he murmured.
- </p>
- <p>
- She sighed. &ldquo;By the almanac I am four-and-twenty,&rdquo; she went on, with a new
- note of gentle melancholy. &ldquo;But by my own feelings, I seem to have been
- left over from the reign of William the Fourth. And really, it is not my
- own feelings alone&mdash;when I go out, I observe that very old men take
- me down to dinner, and talk to me precisely as if I were a contemporary of
- theirs.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;When we were together at Caermere,&rdquo; interposed Christian, &ldquo;you confessed
- to me that you were not happy&mdash;and it was my great delight to pledge
- myself that if ever there was anything I could do&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, there is nothing at all,&rdquo; she interrupted him to declare. &ldquo;My case
- will not come up. It has all been settled. The accounts, or settlements&mdash;or
- whatever you call them&mdash;have been made up, and my share of my
- husband&rsquo;s share of his father&rsquo;s interest in <i>his</i> father&rsquo;s estate has
- been ascertained. I have six hundred a year for life. It is a mild and
- decorous competence. I do not complain. It will keep a genteel roof over
- my head here in London, or a small house and a pony-trap in the country.
- It will run to a month at a pension in the cheaper parts of Switzerland,
- or perhaps even to a lodging and a bath-chair at Brighton, when it is not
- quite the season. Oh, I shall get on very well indeed&mdash;at all
- events,&rdquo; she added with a touch of bitterness, &ldquo;much better than I deserve
- to do.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian lifted his brows in protesting inquiry. &ldquo;You always speak in
- that tone of yourself! It pains me to hear you. I cannot think of any one
- who deserves the kindness and friendly good offices of fortune more than
- you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Lady Cressage gave an uncertain little laugh. &ldquo;You are too generous-minded&mdash;too
- innocent. You do not know. Me? My dear friend&mdash;I have committed the
- unpardonable sin! I humiliated and degraded myself to win a great prize in
- the world&rsquo;s lottery&mdash;and I did not bring it off. That is my offense.
- If I had won the trick&mdash;why, they would be burning incense before me!
- But I lost instead&mdash;and they leave me quite by myself to digest my
- own disgust. I don&rsquo;t talk about it&mdash;I have never said as much to any
- living soul as I am saying to you&mdash;I don&rsquo;t know why I am telling you&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Is there any one else who would listen with such sympathy?&rdquo; Christian
- heard himself interjecting.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But it is too cruel,&rdquo; continued Lady Cressage, &ldquo;too shameful a story! I
- was not happy at home. It was nobody&rsquo;s fault in particular; I don&rsquo;t know
- that we were more evil-tempered and selfish among ourselves than most
- other middle-class households with four hundred a year, and three
- daughters to marry off. I was the youngest, and I had the sort of good
- looks which were in fashion at the moment, and mamma worked very hard for
- me&mdash;pretending to idolize me before people though we yapped at each
- other like fox-terriers in private&mdash;and I was lucky in making friends&mdash;and
- so I went swimming out on the top of the wave that season, the most envied
- poor fool of a girl in London. And when Cressage wanted to marry me&mdash;I
- was dizzy with the immensity of what seemed to be offered me. My parents
- were mad with pride and ecstasy. Everybody around me pretended a kind of
- holy joy at my triumph. I give you my word!&mdash;never so much as a
- whisper came to my ears of any shadow of a reason why I should hesitate&mdash;why
- I should think a second time! Do you see? There was not an honest person&mdash;a
- single woman or a man with decency enough to warn an ignorant girl of her
- danger&mdash;within reach of me anywhere. They all kept as silent as the
- grave&mdash;with that lying grin of congratulation on their mean faces&mdash;and
- they led me to be married to the beast!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She had sat erect in her chair as she spoke, and now she rose to her feet,
- motioning him not to get up as she did so. She took a restless step or
- two, her shoulders trembling with excitement, and her hands clenched.
- &ldquo;Ah-h! I will never forgive them the longest day of my life!&rdquo; she called
- out.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then, with a determined shake of her head, she seemed to master herself.
- Standing before a small mirror in the panel of a cabinet against the wall,
- she busied her beautiful hands in correcting the slight disorder of her
- hair. When she turned to him, it was with a faint, tremulous smile
- surmounting the signs of stress and agitation upon her face. She sank into
- the chair again, with a long-drawn breath of resignation.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But it isn&rsquo;t nice to abuse the dead,&rdquo; she remarked, striving after an
- effect of judicial fairness in her voice. &ldquo;I didn&rsquo;t mean to speak like
- that. And for that matter, why should I speak at all of him? One doesn&rsquo;t
- blame a wolf for man-eating. You execrate instead the people who
- deliberately throw a helpless human being to the wolf. I even say to
- myself that I have no quarrel with Cressage. He was as God made him&mdash;if
- the thought isn&rsquo;t blasphemous. He was a great, overgrown, bullying,
- blubbering, ignorant boy, who never got beyond the morals of the stables
- and kennels, and the standards of taste of the servants&rsquo; hall. One could
- hardly call him vicious; that is to say, he did not deliberately set out
- to cause suffering. He did not do anything on deliberation. He acted just
- as his rudimentary set of barbaric impulses prompted him to act. Some of
- these impulses would have been regarded as virtues in a more intelligent
- man. For example, he was wildly, insanely jealous of me. It took the most
- impossible and vulgar forms, it is true, but still&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, need we talk of him?&rdquo; It was with almost a groan of supplication that
- Christian stopped her. &ldquo;He is too unpleasant to think about. Nothing that
- I had heard of him before made me sorry that he was dead&mdash;but this&mdash;it
- is too painful. But now you are a free woman&mdash;you see your path well
- before you, to travel as you choose. And what will you do?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She sighed and threw up her hands with a gesture of contemptuous
- indifference. &ldquo;What does any English lady with six hundred a year do?
- Devote her energies to seeing that she gets&mdash;let me see, what is the
- sum?&mdash;to seeing that she gets twelve thousand shillings&rsquo; worth of
- respectable discomfort, and secures reasonable opportunities for making
- those about her uncomfortable also. Oh, I don&rsquo;t in the least know what I
- shall do. The truth is,&rdquo; she added, with a sad smile, &ldquo;I have lived alone
- with my dislikes so long, and I have nourished and watered them so
- carefully, that now they fill my whole garden. They have quite choked out
- the flowers of existence&mdash;these thick, rank, powerful weeds. And I
- haven&rsquo;t the energy&mdash;perhaps I haven&rsquo;t even the desire&mdash;to pull
- them up. They seem appropriate, somehow&mdash;they belong to the
- desolation that has been made of my life.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian bent forward, and made a movement as if to take one of the hands
- which lay dejectedly in her lap. He did not do this, but touched a
- projecting bit of lace upon one of the flounces of her gown, and twisted
- it absent-mindedly in his fingers instead.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You are still unhappy!&rdquo; he said reproachfully, his eyes glowing with the
- intensity of his tender compassion. &ldquo;I do not forgive myself for my
- inability to be of help to you. It is incredible that there is not
- something I can do.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But you are going away,&rdquo; she reminded him, in a soft monotone. &ldquo;You have
- your own unpleasantnesses to think of&mdash;and you are occupied with
- plans for rearranging your life on new lines. I only hope that you will
- find the happiness you are setting out in search of. But then men can
- always get what they want, if they are only sufficiently in earnest about
- it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is not entirely settled that I shall go away,&rdquo; said Christian. He
- twisted the lace in the reverse direction, and hesitated over his further
- words. &ldquo;That was only one of several alternatives. I am clear only about
- my resolve to make a stand&mdash;to break away. But if I remained here in
- England&mdash;in London?&rdquo;&mdash;He looked with mingled trepidation and
- inquiry into her face. &ldquo;If I did not go abroad&mdash;is there anything I
- could do?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She regarded with attentiveness the hand which was playing havoc with her
- flounce&mdash;and it straightway desisted. She continued to study the
- little screwed-up cone of lace, in meditative silence. At last she shook
- her head. &ldquo;You must not give it another thought,&rdquo; she said, but with no
- touch of dictation in her musing tone. Her eyes dwelt upon him with a
- remote and ruminating gaze. &ldquo;I belong to a past generation. My chances in
- the lottery are all exhausted&mdash;things of the past. You must not
- bother about me. And I think you ought to give up those ideas of yours
- about breaking away, as you call it. London hasn&rsquo;t been made pleasant for
- you, simply because the wrong people have gone the wrong way about it to
- arrange matters for you. But there are extremely nice people among the set
- you know, if you once understood them. With your position, you can command
- any kind of associations you wish to have. After it is all said and done,
- I think England has its full share of cultivated and refined people of
- intelligence. I have not seen much of the Continent, but I do not believe
- that it possesses any superiority over us in that respect.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But in your own case,&rdquo; urged Christian, somewhat hazily; &ldquo;you said that
- there were no honest people about you to warn you&mdash;though you were in
- the best society. That is my feeling&mdash;that you do not get the truth
- from them. They do not lie to you&mdash;but they are silent about the
- truth.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Is it different elsewhere?&rdquo; she asked, gravely. &ldquo;Is not the young girl
- sold everywhere? Do you think that marriage is a more sacred and ethereal
- thing among the great families of France or Austria or Germany than it is
- with us? I have heard differently.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, we are all equally uncivilized about women,&rdquo; he admitted. &ldquo;I feel
- very strongly about that. But you, who have such knowledge and such clear
- opinions&mdash;would you not love to do something to alter this injustice
- to women? The thought has been much in my mind, of late.&rdquo; He paused to
- reflect in fleeting wonderment upon the fact that only this morning he had
- been absorbed in it. &ldquo;And my meaning is,&rdquo; he stumbled on, &ldquo;there is
- nothing I would rather devote my life to than the task of making existence
- easier and broader and more free for young women. Could there be any finer
- work than that? I know that it appeals to you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She looked at him with an element of doubt in her glance. &ldquo;Nothing appeals
- very much to me&mdash;and I&rsquo;m afraid my sex least of all. I do not like
- them, to tell the truth. I never get over the surprised disgust of waking
- up in the morning and finding that I am one of them. But this is rather
- wandering from the point, isn&rsquo;t it? I was urging you to give over the
- notion of making a demonstration. You have waited thus long; be content to
- wait just a little longer. My private belief is that the Duke will not
- live the week out.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Still, the assurance seemed to suggest nothing to him. &ldquo;But if he dies,&rdquo;
- he protested, &ldquo;how then will I be different? I am lonely&mdash;I am like a
- forlorn man escaped on a raft from a shipwreck&mdash;I eat my heart out in
- friendless solitude. And if I have a great title&mdash;why, then I shall
- be more alone than ever. It is that way with such men&mdash;I have seen
- that they hold themselves aloof&mdash;and others do not come freely near
- them. It frightens me&mdash;the thought of living without friends. I say
- to you solemnly that I would give it all&mdash;the position, the authority
- and dignity, the estates, Caermere, everything&mdash;for the assurance of
- one warm, human heart answering in every beat to mine! Has friendship
- perished out of the world, then? Or has it never existed, except in the
- books?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Her beauty had never been so manifest to him, as now while he gazed at
- her, and she did not speak. There seemed the faint, delicate hint of a
- tenderness in the classical lines of the face that he had not seen before.
- It was as if his appeal had brought forth some latent aptitude of romance,
- to mellow the direct glance of her eyes, and soften in some subtle way the
- whole charm of her presence. A new magic was visible in her loveliness&mdash;and
- the sense that his words had conjured it into being thrilled him with a
- wistful pride. No woman had thus moved him heretofore. The perception that
- she was plastic to his mental touch&mdash;that this flower-like marvel of
- comeliness and grace, of exquisite tastes and pure dignity of soul, could
- be swayed by his suggestion, would vibrate at the tone of his voice&mdash;awed
- him as if he were confronted by a miracle. His breath came and went under
- a dull consciousness of pain&mdash;which was yet more like pleasure. A
- bell sounded somewhere within the house, and its brief crystal resonance
- seemed somehow to clarify the ferment of his thoughts. All at once, as by
- the flooding of sunlight into a darkened labyrinth, his mind was clear to
- him. He knew what he wanted&mdash;nay, what all the years had been leading
- him up to desire.
- </p>
- <p>
- With his gaze maintained upon her face&mdash;timidly yet with rapturous
- intentness, as if fearful of breaking the spell&mdash;he rose to his feet,
- and stood over her. A confusion of unspoken words trembled on his lips, as
- her slow glance lifted itself to his.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It was like the pleasantry of a beautiful, roguish little girl&rdquo;&mdash;he
- began, smiling nervously down at her&mdash;&ldquo;your saying that you belonged
- to a generation earlier than mine. Do you think I do not know my
- generation? And am I blind, that I do not see what is most precious in it?
- This is what&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- An extraordinary outburst of disputing voices, in the little hallway close
- at hand, broke in upon his words. He stopped, stared inquiringly at Lady
- Cressage, and beheld her rise, frowning and hard-eyed, and step toward the
- door. A vague sense of the familiar came to him from the louder of the
- accents outside.
- </p>
- <p>
- The door was opened, and the domestic, red-faced, and spluttering with
- wrath, began some stammered explanation to her mistress. What she sought
- to say did not appear, for on the instant the door was pushed farther
- back, and a veiled lady took up her energetic stand upon the threshold.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t blame her,&rdquo; this lady cried, in high, rapid tones. &ldquo;I forced my way
- in&mdash;something told me that you were at home. And when you hear my
- news&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, since you are here&rdquo;&mdash;Lady Cressage began, coldly. &ldquo;But, really,
- Mrs. Torr&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, no&mdash;call me Cora!&rdquo; the other interrupted, vivaciously.
- </p>
- <p>
- She went further, and bustling her arms against Edith&rsquo;s shoulders,
- purported to kiss her on both cheeks. Then, drawing back her head, she
- went on: &ldquo;My dear, the duke died at two this morning! It&rsquo;s in all the
- papers. But what isn&rsquo;t in any of the papers is that the heir is missing.
- It&rsquo;s a very curious story. Mr. Westland here&rdquo;&mdash;by her gesture it
- seemed that Dicky was behind her in the hallway&mdash;&ldquo;went to Duke Street
- this noon, and found Christian&rsquo;s man in great alarm. The youngster had
- bolted, leaving a note saying merely that he was called away. Mr.
- Westland&rsquo; then hunted me up, and we started out, for I had a kind of clue,
- don&rsquo;t you see. I knew where he was at ten o&rsquo;clock this forenoon&mdash;and
- we drove to Arundel Street, and there we found&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian hurriedly stepped forward. &ldquo;Oh, I think you may take it that I
- am not lost,&rdquo; he called out, revealing himself to the astonished Cora. For
- the moment the chief thing in his mind was satisfaction at having
- interrupted her disclosures about Arundel Street.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then, as other thoughts crowded in upon him, he straightened his shoulders
- and lifted his chin. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s all right,&rdquo; he said, with a reassuring wave of
- the hand toward the womenfolk of his family.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
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- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- PART IV
- </h2>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0021" id="link2HCH0021"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXII
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">O</span>n the morning of
- the funeral, six days later, Christian rose very early, and took coffee in
- his library shortly after seven. Then, lighting a cigarette, he resumed
- work upon several drawers full of papers, open on the big table, where it
- had been left off the previous evening. The details of the task seemed
- already familiar to him. He scanned one document after another with an
- informed eye, and put it in its proper pile without hesitation. He made
- notes suggested by the contents of each, on the pad before him, with a
- quill pen and corrected the vagaries of this unaccustomed implement, in
- the matter of blots and inadequate lines, with painstaking patience. There
- were steel nibs in abundance, and two gold stylographic pens, but he clung
- resolutely to the embarrassing feather.
- </p>
- <p>
- After a time he rested from his labors, and rang the bell beside his desk;
- almost upon the instant Falkner appeared in the doorway.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If Mr. Westland is up,&rdquo; said Christian, &ldquo;you may ask him to join me
- here.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, Your Grace,&rdquo; the smooth-voiced, soft-mannered man replied, and
- vanished.
- </p>
- <p>
- The young duke rose, yawned slightly and moved to the window nearest him.
- It opened, upon examination, and he stepped out on a narrow balcony of
- stone which skirted the front of the square tower he had quitted. The
- outlook seemed to be to the northeast, for a patch of sunshine lay upon
- the outer edge of the balcony at the right. Breathing in delightedly the
- fresh Maymorning air, he gazed upon the bold prospect of hills receding in
- lifted terraces high against the remote sky-line. He had not seen just
- this view from Caermere before&mdash;and he said to himself that it was
- finer than all the others. Above each lateral stretch of purplish-gray
- granite, to the farthest distance, there ran a band of cool green foliage&mdash;the
- inexpressibly tender green of young birch trees; their thin, chalk-white
- stems were revealed in delicate tracery against indefinable sylvan
- shadows.
- </p>
- <p>
- Through the early stillness, he could hear the faint murmur of the Devon,
- gurgling in the depths of the ravine between him and the nearest hill.
- &ldquo;To-morrow,&rdquo; he thought, &ldquo;will begin the true life! All this will be my
- home&mdash;mine! mine! and before anybody is up in the morning I will be
- down where that river of black water runs, and fish in the deep pools for
- trout.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Some one touched his elbow. He turned with a quick nod and smile to greet
- Dicky Westland. &ldquo;I am up ages before you, you see,&rdquo; he said genially. &ldquo;It
- was barely daylight when I woke&mdash;and I suffered tortures trying to
- remain in bed even till six. Oh, this is wonderful out here!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Awfully jolly place, all round,&rdquo; commented Dicky. He blinked to exorcise
- the spirit of sleep and gazed at the prospect with determined enthusiasm.
- &ldquo;I haven&rsquo;t looked about much, but I&rsquo;ve found out one thing already.
- There&rsquo;s a ghost in my room&mdash;and I think he must have been a
- professional pedestrian in life.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Splendid!&rdquo; cried Christian, gaily. &ldquo;Have you had coffee&mdash;or it is
- tea you people drink, isn&rsquo;t it? Then shall we get to work? I want the
- papers out of the way before Emanuel comes. They will all be here between
- nine and ten. I wanted to send carriages to Craven Arms, but it seemed
- there were not horses enough, so hired traps are to be brought up from the
- station.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you know who are coming?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Lord Julius, and Emanuel and his wife; the captain and his wife and
- brother; Lord Chobham, and Lord Lingfield&mdash;I don&rsquo;t know if any of
- their women will come&mdash;and Lady Cressage. Then there are some
- solicitors, and perhaps some old acquaintances of my grandfather&rsquo;s. At all
- events, Welldon has ordered four carriages and a break. There is to be
- breakfast at ten, and I shall be glad when it is all over&mdash;when
- everything is over. Do you know?&mdash;I have never been to a funeral in
- my life&mdash;and I rather funk it.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, they&rsquo;re not so bad as you always think they&rsquo;re going to be,&rdquo; said the
- secretary, consolingly. &ldquo;The main thing is the gloves. I never could
- understand it&mdash;but black gloves are invariably about two sizes
- smaller than ordinary colors. You want to look out for that. But I dare
- say your man is up to the trick&mdash;he looks a knowing party, does
- Falkner.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I fancy I shall give him back to Emanuel,&rdquo; remarked Christian,
- thoughtfully.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He is an excellent servant, but he reminds me too much of Duke Street.
- Did you notice the old butler yesterday afternoon?&mdash;he stood at the
- head of the steps to meet us&mdash;that is old Barlow. I have a great
- affection for him. I shall have him valet me, I think.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Isn&rsquo;t he rather venerable for the job?&rdquo; suggested the other. &ldquo;And
- wouldn&rsquo;t it be rather a come-down for a head butler? They&rsquo;re awfully keen
- about their distinctions among themselves, you know.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian smiled with placidity. &ldquo;I think that the man whom I pick out to
- be nearest me will feel that he has the best place in the household. I
- shall be very much surprised indeed if that isn&rsquo;t Barlow&rsquo;s view. And of
- course he will have his subordinates. But now let us take Welldon&rsquo;s
- statement for the last half of &rsquo;95, and the two halves of &rsquo;96.
- Then we can get to the mine. Unless I am greatly mistaken, that is most
- important. I find that the mining company&rsquo;s lease falls in early next
- year. And won&rsquo;t you ring the bell and have Welldon sent up when he comes?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <p>
- Upon mature reflection Christian decided not to descend to meet his guests
- at breakfast. When he had dismissed the estate agent, Welldon, after a
- prolonged and very comprehensive interview, he announced this decision to
- Westland. &ldquo;You must go down and receive them in my place,&rdquo; he said.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I will say that you have a cold,&rdquo; suggested Dicky.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;By no means,&rdquo; returned Christian, promptly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is not necessary to enter into details. You receive them&mdash;that is
- all. I have spoken with Barlow; he knows what to do with them in the
- matter of rooms and so on. I am breakfasting here. And afterward&mdash;say
- at eleven o&rsquo;clock&mdash;I will see some of them here. There is an hour to
- spare then, before we go to the church. I am not clear about this&mdash;which
- ones to see first. There is that stupid reading of the will after we get
- back&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;By George! do they do that still?&rdquo; interrupted Dicky. &ldquo;I know they did in
- Trollope and George Eliot&mdash;but I thought it had gone out.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is kept up in old families,&rdquo; replied Christian, simply. &ldquo;In this case
- it is a pure formality, of course. There is no mystery whatever. The will
- was made in 1859, after the entail was broken, and merely bequeaths
- everything in general terms to the heir-at-law. My grandfather covenanted,
- at the same time, to Lord Julius to make no subsequent will save by his
- advice and consent&mdash;so that there can be no complications of any
- kind. I am thinking whether it would be better to see Lord Julius and
- Emanuel before the reading of this will or after. Really it makes no
- difference&mdash;perhaps it is better to get it over with. Yes&mdash;say
- to them that I beg they will come to me here at eleven. You might bring
- them up and then leave us together&mdash;or no, they know the way. Let
- them come up by themselves.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Through the open window there came the grinding sound of wheels upon the
- gravel of the drive, around at the east front. At a gesture from the
- other, Dicky hurried away.
- </p>
- <p>
- Left to himself, Christian wandered again to the casement, and regarded
- the spacious view with renewed interest. Falkner entered presently,
- bearing a large tray, and spread some covered dishes upon a cloth on the
- library table.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How many carriages have come?&rdquo; the master asked from his place at the
- window.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Four, Your Grace&mdash;and a break with some wreaths and Lord Chobham&rsquo;s
- man and a maid&mdash;I think it is Lady Cressage&rsquo;s maid.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Who has come&mdash;outside the family?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Three gentlemen, Your Grace&mdash;one of them is Mr. Soman. Barlow thinks
- they are all solicitors.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian mused briefly upon the presence of Lord Julius&rsquo;s man of
- business. Since that first evening of his on English soil, at Brighton, he
- had not seen this Mr. Soman. He remembered nothing of him, indeed, save
- his green eyes. And now that he thought of it, even this was not a
- personal recollection. It was the remark of the girl on the boat, about
- his having green eyes, which stuck in his memory. He smiled, as he looked
- idly out on the hills.
- </p>
- <p>
- The girl on the boat! Was it not strange that his mind should have applied
- to her this distant and chilling designation? Only a few days ago&mdash;it
- would not be a week till to-morrow&mdash;she had seemed to him the most
- important person in the world. A vision of his future had possessed him,
- in which she alone had a definite share. How remote it seemed&mdash;and
- how curious!
- </p>
- <p>
- He recalled, quite impersonally, what he had heard in one way or another
- about her family. Her father was some sort of underling in the general
- post office&mdash;a clerk or accountant, or something of the kind. There
- was a son&mdash;of course, that would be the brother Cora had spoken of&mdash;and
- the ambition of the family had expended itself in sending this boy to a
- public school, and to the university. The family had made great sacrifices
- to do this&mdash;and apparently these had been wasted. He had the distinct
- impression of having been told that the son was a worthless fellow. How
- often that occurred in England&mdash;that everything was done for the son,
- and nothing at all for the daughters! Then in fairness he reflected that
- it was even worse in France. Yes, but somehow Frenchwomen had a talent for
- doing for themselves. They were cleverer than their brothers&mdash;more
- helpful, resourceful&mdash;in spite of the fact that the brothers had
- monopolized the advantages. Images of capable, managing Frenchwomen he had
- known rose before his mind&rsquo;s eye; he saw them again accomplishing wonders
- of work, diligent, wise, sensible, understanding everything that was said
- or done. Yet, oddly enough, these very paragons of feminine capacity had a
- fatal unfeminine defect; they did not know how to bring up their sons.
- Upon that side they were incredibly weak and silly; it was impossible to
- prevent their making pampered fools of their boys.
- </p>
- <p>
- Suddenly his vagrant fancies were concentrated upon the question of how
- Frances Bailey would bring up a boy&mdash;a son of her own. It was an
- absurd query to have raised itself in his mind&mdash;and he put it away
- from him with promptitude. There remained, however, a kind of mental
- protest lodged on her behalf among his thoughts. He perceived that in his
- ruminations he had done her an injustice. She was not inferior in
- capability or courage to any of the self-sufficient Frenchwomen he had
- been thinking of, and in the matter of intellectual attainments was she
- not immeasurably superior to them all? The translucent calm of her mind&mdash;penetrating,
- far-reaching, equable as the starlight&mdash;how queer that it should be
- coupled with such a bad temper! She always quarreled with him, and bullied
- him, when they were together. Even when she was exhibiting to him the
- sunniest aspects of her mood, there was always a latent defiance of him
- underneath, ready to spring forth at a word. He remembered how, at the
- close of their first meeting, she had refused to tell him her name. He saw
- now that this obstinacy of hers had annoyed him more than he had imagined.
- For an instant it assumed almost the character of a grievance&mdash;but
- then his attention fastened itself at random upon the remarkable fact that
- he had seen her only twice in his life. Upon reflection, this did seem
- very strange indeed. But it was the fact&mdash;and in the process of
- readjusting his impressions of the past six months to fit with it, the
- figure of her receded in his mind, grew less as she moved away under a
- canopy of dull yellowish-green, which vaguely identified itself with the
- trees on the Embankment. She dwindled thus till he thought of her again,
- with a dim impulse of insistence upon the phrase, as the girl on the boat.
- The transition to thoughts of other things gave his mind no sort of
- trouble.
- </p>
- <p>
- He pondered some of these other things&mdash;formlessly and
- light-heartedly&mdash;while he stood at the library table, and picked
- morsels here and there from the dishes laid for him. His absence of
- appetite he referred tacitly to the warmth of the day, as it was sunnily
- developing itself outside. Here on this shaded side of the castle, it was
- cool enough, but there was the languor of spring in the air. He
- scrutinized this new library of his afresh. Until Barlow had opened it for
- him, shortly after his arrival yesterday, it could not have been used for
- years. Most of its appointments had a very ancient look; no doubt they
- must date back at least to the seventh Duke&rsquo;s time. It was incredible that
- his grandfather, the eighth Duke, should have been inspired to furnish a
- library. There were many shelves of apparently very old books as well, but
- there was also a vast deal of later rubbish&mdash;stock and sporting
- annuals, veterinary treatises, county directories and the like&mdash;which
- he would lose no time in putting out. He saw already how delightful a room
- could be made of it. It had the crowning merit of being connected with the
- suite of apartments he had chosen for his own. From the door at the side,
- opposite the fine old fireplace, one entered the antechamber to his
- dressing-room. This gave to the library an intimate character, upon which
- he reflected with pleasure. Here he would come, secure from interruption,
- and spend among his books the choicest and most fruitful hours of his
- leisure. It was plain to him that henceforth he would do a great deal of
- reading, and perhaps&mdash;why not?&mdash;of writing too.
- </p>
- <p>
- There was a rap upon the door, and then Falkner, opening it, announced
- Lord Julius and his son. They came in together, diffusing an impalpable
- effect of constraint. The elder man seemed in Christian&rsquo;s eyes bigger than
- ever; his white beard spread over the broad chest like a vine run wild.
- Emanuel, who lapsed in the wake of his father, was unexpectedly small by
- comparison. The shadows, where the two stood, emphasized the angular
- peculiarities of his bald head. His thin face took an effect of sallow
- pallor from his black clothes. Already he had his black gloves in his
- hands.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian stepped forward to meet them&mdash;and was suddenly conscious of
- the necessity for an apology. &ldquo;I did not come down,&rdquo; he murmured, as he
- shook hands with a grave smile&mdash;&ldquo;I am not quite master of myself yet.
- It is still strange to me. But come to the window, and let us sit down.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- They followed him, and took the chairs he pushed out for them. He perched
- himself on the corner of the big table, and lightly stroked the glazed
- boot of the foot which was not on the floor. &ldquo;I am glad to hear that
- Kathleen has come,&rdquo; he said to his cousin. &ldquo;I hope she is very well.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Extremely so,&rdquo; replied Emanuel. Then, upon reflection, he added, &ldquo;We had
- hoped that you would come to us, on your way down from London.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There was so much to do in town,&rdquo; explained Christian, hazily. &ldquo;My
- grandfather&rsquo;s lawyers came up at once from Shrewsbury, and it was
- necessary to see a good deal of them&mdash;and then there were the tailors
- and outfitters. It was all I could do to get away yesterday morning. And
- of course&mdash;by that time I was needed here.&rdquo; He turned to the other.
- &ldquo;And you are very well, Uncle Julius?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am well,&rdquo; said the elder man, with what Christian suspected for the
- instant to be significant brevity. The father and son had exchanged a
- look, as well, which seemed to have a meaning beyond his comprehension.
- But then he forgot these momentary doubts in the interest of the discovery
- that there were tears in his great-uncle&rsquo;s eyes.
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius unaffectedly got out a handkerchief, and wiped them away. He
- looked up at the young man as through a mist. &ldquo;I never dreamed that I
- should feel it so much,&rdquo; he said, huskily. &ldquo;I am amazed at myself&mdash;and
- then ashamed at my amazement&mdash;but Kit&rsquo;s death has somehow put me
- about and upset me to a tremendous extent. There was thirteen years
- between us&mdash;but when you get to be an old man, that seems no more
- than as many weeks. And Emanuel&rdquo;&mdash;he addressed his son with the
- solemnity befitting a revelation&mdash;&ldquo;I am an old man.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel frowned a little in his abstracted fashion. &ldquo;You are less old than
- any other man of your years in England,&rdquo; he protested.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian, listening, somehow found no conviction in these reassuring
- words. It dawned upon him suddenly that Lord Julius had in truth aged a
- great deal. The perception of this disarranged the speech he had in his
- mind.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There are a thousand things to be talked over,&rdquo; he began, with an eye
- upon Emanuel, &ldquo;but I do not know if this is quite the opportune time. I
- wished to lose no time in seeing you both, of course&mdash;but you will
- not be hurrying away. No doubt there will be a better opportunity.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t think it will be found that there is so very much to say,&rdquo;
- remarked Emanuel. A gentle but persistent melancholy seemed to pervade his
- tone.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There is the complication&rdquo;&mdash;Christian began again, and hesitated.
- &ldquo;That is to say&mdash;you know even better and more fully than I do, to
- what a great extent I am in your hands. And there the complication, as I
- said, arises. I have been working very hard on the figures&mdash;with the
- lawyers in London, and here since I arrived&mdash;but before we touch
- those at all, I ought to tell you frankly, Emanuel: I do not see my way to
- meeting the conditions which you suggested to me last autumn, when we met
- first.&rdquo; Emanuel seemed in no wise perturbed by the announcement. His
- nervous face maintained its unmoved gravity. &ldquo;It was never anything more
- than a pious hope that you would,&rdquo; he commented. &ldquo;I may add,&rdquo; he went on,
- &ldquo;that even this hope cannot be said to have survived your first visit.
- Otherwise, I should have tried to have you see London under different
- auspices&mdash;through different eyes.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The calmness with which the decision he had regarded as so momentous met
- acceptance disconcerted Christian. He had mentally prepared for the
- defense of his hostile attitude toward the System&mdash;and, lo! not a
- syllable of challenge was forthcoming.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But there remains, all the same, the principal difficulty,&rdquo; he said,
- thinking hard upon his words. &ldquo;It does not lessen my obligations to you as
- my chief creditors.&rdquo; He looked from one to the other, as if in uncertainty
- as to which was the master mind. &ldquo;You have both been very open with me.
- You have told me why it was that you devoted a large fortune to buying up
- the mortgages on the estate which is now mine&mdash;and to lending always
- more money upon it&mdash;until now the interest eats up the income like a
- visitation of locusts. But my knowledge of the motives does not help me.
- And you must not think, either,&rdquo; his confidence was returning now, and
- with it a better control over his phrases&mdash;&ldquo;that I am begging for
- help. I look the situation in the face, and I do not feel that I am afraid
- of it. I see already many ways in which I can make a better fight of it
- than my grandfather made.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius held up a hand. &ldquo;Is there not a misconception there?&rdquo; he
- asked, pleasantly enough. &ldquo;A fight involves antagonists&mdash;and I
- intervened in poor Kit&rsquo;s affairs as a protector, not as an assailant.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian stood erect, and knitted his brows in puzzled thought upon both
- the manner and the matter of these words.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But it is still the same,&rdquo; he persisted. &ldquo;You were his good friend&mdash;as
- I know you are mine&mdash;or hope very sincerely that you are&mdash;but
- none the less you were his overwhelmingly big creditor, as now you are
- mine. If one is greatly in debt, then one struggles to get out. It is in
- that sense that I meant the word &lsquo;fight.&rsquo; And, to repeat, I see many ways
- of making progress. I find that Welldon is not exclusively my man. He is
- the agent of three other estates as well, because we could not pay him
- enough here for all of his services. That I will alter at once. I find
- that we have no mineral bailiff. The company at Coalbrook has paid such
- royalties as it pleased, without check of any sort. We have the right to
- examine their books, but it has never been exercised. Next week my
- secretary and Welldon go to Coalbrook. I find that the company&rsquo;s lease of
- twenty-one years expires next February. Eh bien! It will be strange if I
- do not get ten thousand pounds hereafter, where less than four has come in
- hitherto. My lawyers already know of capitalists who desire to bid for the
- new lease&mdash;and the estimate of increase is theirs, not mine. But
- these are details. I mention them to you only to show you that I am not
- afraid. But anxious, I do not deny that I am. I have not been bred to
- these things&mdash;and I may easily make mistakes. It would take a great
- load off my mind if&mdash;if, in some measure, you would be my advisers as
- well as my creditors.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why should you ever have doubted that?&rdquo; asked Emanuel, in a tone of
- somber kindliness.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, but I do not mean advice about the management of the estate,&rdquo; put in
- Christian, with an over-eager instinct of self-defense. &ldquo;I do not shrink
- from taking that completely on my own shoulders. I would not trouble you
- with anything of that sort. But of larger matters&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There is one large matter,&rdquo; interrupted Lord Julius, speaking with great
- deliberation, &ldquo;which I find outweighing all others in my mind. It is not
- new to my mind&mdash;but to-day it pushes everything else aside. It is the
- thought of the family itself. I have told you this before&mdash;let me say
- it to you again. Everything that I have done&mdash;every penny that I have
- laid out&mdash;has been with this one end in view&mdash;the family. Yet
- this morning I have been thinking of it&mdash;and I am frightened. While
- poor old Kit lingered along, it was not so easy to grasp it, somehow&mdash;but
- his going off makes it glaring. There are too few of us. I am alone in my
- generation&mdash;and so is Emanuel in his&mdash;and so are you in yours,
- save for those rowdy simpletons Eddy and Gus. And beyond you, there is
- only that little girl baby of Cora Bayard&rsquo;s! I want you to marry,
- Christian. I want to see sons of yours growing up here at Caermere&mdash;hearty,
- fine boys to carry the name of Torr along. That I am really in earnest
- about. By comparison with it, nothing else on earth matters&mdash;for us.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I shall marry,&rdquo; Christian replied, in smiling seriousness. &ldquo;Of
- course, that is the obvious thing to be done. And now&rdquo;&mdash;he looked at
- his watch&mdash;&ldquo;it is time for me to dress. It is arranged that you and
- Emanuel and Kathleen drive to the church in the carriage with me. It is
- not quite orthodox precedence, I know, but I could not bear to&mdash;to
- have it otherwise. And we will think no more about those other matters
- until tomorrow.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Other matters,&rdquo; repeated Lord Julius, and exchanged a look with his son
- as they rose. &ldquo;My dear Christian, there are no other matters.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No&mdash;not till to-morrow,&rdquo; answered Christian, with a doubtful smile.
- &ldquo;But then I am afraid there are a good many.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Emanuel filled in the pause. &ldquo;Mr. Soman has brought all the papers,&rdquo; he
- said, with a flitting return to his lighter manner. &ldquo;It is my father&rsquo;s
- meaning that the mortgages are extinguished.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian gazed from one to the other with a face full of stupefaction.
- His knees shook and sought to bend under him. Tremblingly he essayed to
- speak&mdash;and his lips would make no sound.
- </p>
- <p>
- Lord Julius laid his big hand on the young man&rsquo;s shoulder&mdash;and
- Christian, dimly recalling the effect of this touch in the days when he
- had first known it, thrilled at the novel restfulness it somehow now
- conferred.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Only show me a son of yours,&rdquo; said the old man, with tender gravity. &ldquo;Let
- me see an heir before I die.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Without further words, the two left him. Christian, staring at the
- shadowed door through which they had vanished, remained standing. His
- confused brain quailed in the presence of thoughts more stupendous than
- the ancient hills outside.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
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- </p>
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- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXIII
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">S</span>everal thousand
- people caught that day their first curious glimpse of the new master of
- Caermere. At the most there were but a handful of aged persons, in the
- throng clustered along the sides of the road winding down from the Castle
- to the partially restored medieval collegiate church in the valley, who
- could remember any other duke than the one being borne now to lie among
- his fathers. The fact that these venerable folk, without exception, were
- in the enjoyment of a day&rsquo;s holiday from the workhouse, might have
- interested a philosopher, had it been pressed upon his attention.
- </p>
- <p>
- Quite two hundred horsemen, mounted in their own saddles on their own
- beasts, rode in the long procession which descended from Caermere toward
- the close of the noon hour. Clad in decent black for the greater part,
- with old silk hats or other formal and somber headgear, they jogged
- sedately in unison as the curbed horses stepped with caution down the
- hill. Their browned and large-featured faces wore a uniform mask of
- solemnity&mdash;distinguished chiefly by a resolute contraction of brows
- and lips, and eyes triumphantly cleared of all traces of speculation. They
- looked down, as they passed, upon the humbler dalesmen and laborers of the
- hillsides, and their womenfolk and swarming children, with an impassive,
- opacated gaze.
- </p>
- <p>
- On the green, before the little covered gateway to the churchyard, dull
- murmurs spread through this cortege, propelled sidelong from mouths which
- scorned to open; the main principles of a proposed evolution came slowly,
- in some mysterious way, to be comprehended among them: after almost less
- backing and pushing into one another than might have been expected, they
- perceived themselves emerging into an orderly arrangement, by which they
- lined the two sides of the carriage-way crossing the green. They regarded
- each other across this significant strip of gravel with a gloomy stolidity
- of pride: the West Salop Yeomanry could scarcely have done it better. Then
- another rustle of whispered sounds along their ranks toward the church&mdash;and
- the civic side of their demonstration came uppermost. With a tightened
- left hand upon the reins, they removed their hats, and held them so that
- they could most readily read the names of the makers inside.
- </p>
- <p>
- The carriages bearing the family of Torr, preceded by the curtained
- hearse, and followed by a considerable number of broughams and closed
- landaus recognizable as the property of the neighboring gentry, moved
- silently forward along this lane of uncovered horsemen. The distant
- swelling moan of the organ floated on the May air, in effect a comment
- upon the fact that the tolling of the bell in the tower had ceased.
- </p>
- <p>
- The intermittent noise of carriage-doors being sharply shut, and of wheels
- getting out of the way, proceeded from the head of the procession at the
- gate&mdash;and tenants and other undistinguished people on foot began to
- press forward between the ranks. The horsemen, with furtive glances to
- right and left, put on their hats again, and let the restive animals
- stretch their muscles in the path. A few, dismounting, and giving their
- bridles over to boys, joined those who were moving toward the church. The
- majority, drawing their horses aside into groups formed at random, and
- incessantly shifting, lent their intellects, and in some restrained
- measure their tongues, to communion upon the one great problem of the day:&mdash;would
- the new Duke set the Hunt on its legs again?
- </p>
- <p>
- The question was so intimately connected with their tenderest emotions and
- convictions, that no one liked to speak of it thoughtlessly or upon hasty
- impulse. Even those who doubted most, shrank from hearing the prophecies
- of evil they felt prone to utter. Men who nourished almost buoyant hopes
- still hesitated to create a confidence which must be so precarious. While
- the faint sustained recitative of the priest in the church could be heard,
- insistent and disturbing like the monotone of a distant insect, and then
- the sounds of the organ once more, and of singing, fell upon the sunlit
- green, the horsemen spoke cautiously about the hounds. Even before Lord
- Porlock&rsquo;s death, things had not been what they should have been. The pack
- was even then, as one might say, falling between two stools. The Torrs
- hadn&rsquo;t the money to keep the thing up properly themselves, but they showed
- their teeth savagely the minute mention was made of getting in some
- outside help. But since Porlock&rsquo;s death&mdash;well, the condition of
- affairs had been too painful for words. The horsemen shook their heads in
- dumb eloquence upon this tragic interval. The Kennels had lapsed into a
- state hardly to be thought of, much less discussed. There had been no
- puppy-walk. Were there any young dogs at all? And, just heavens! if there
- were, what must they be like!
- </p>
- <p>
- And yet the country-side, outraged as it felt itself to be in its finest
- feelings, beheld itself helpless. The old Duke&mdash;but really this was
- not just the time and place for saying what they felt about the old Duke
- They glanced uneasily toward the church when this theme suggested itself,
- and nodded with meaning to one another. It could be taken for granted that
- there were no illusions among them concerning <i>him</i>. But what about
- the new man? Eyes brightened, lips quivered in beseeching inquiry, at the
- mention of this omnipotent stranger. What was he like? Had anybody heard
- anything that Welldon had said about him? It seemed that he was French
- bred, and that, considered by itself, might easily involve the worst. But
- then, was there not a story that he had ridden to the hounds in
- Derbyshire? Perhaps the younger generation of Frenchmen were better
- fellows than their fathers&mdash;but then, there was the reported fact
- that the Duke of Orleans fell off his horse and broke his leg whenever he
- tried to ride. Sir George had been informed in Paris that he would have
- been King of France by this time if he had been able to stick in a saddle.
- Yet, when one thought of it, did not this very fact indicate a fine new
- public sentiment in France, on the subject of horsemanship&mdash;and
- perhaps even of sport in general?
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian, at the door of the church, had thought most of clenching his
- teeth, and straining his upper-arms against his sides, to keep from
- trembling. He had not pictured himself, beforehand, as entering this
- burial place of his ancestors alone. Yet, in the churchyard, that was how
- the matter arranged itself. His first idea had been to lead, with Kathleen
- on his arm&mdash;but she had said her place was with Emanuel instead. Then
- the alternative of walking arm-in-arm with Lord Julius had seemed to him
- even more appropriate&mdash;but this too, in the confused constraint of
- the moment, had gone wrong. Stealing an anxious half-glance over his
- shoulder, he discovered that Lord Julius had placed himself at Kathleen&rsquo;s
- other side. The slight gesture of appealing invitation which he ventured
- upon did not catch the old man&rsquo;s eye. There was nothing for it but to
- stand alone.
- </p>
- <p>
- To be the strange, unsupported central figure in such a pageant unnerved
- him. He stood tremulously behind the pall&mdash;a burden draped with a
- great purple embroidered cloth, and borne upon the shoulders of eight
- peasant-laborers from the estate&mdash;and noted fleetingly that, so
- stunted and mean of stature were these poor hinds, he looked with ease
- above them, over their load, into the faces of the two priests advancing
- down the walk toward him.
- </p>
- <p>
- These persons, an elderly, dark man, with a red hood folded upon his
- shoulders, and a thin-faced fair young man, seemed to return the gaze with
- meaning. He caught himself feeling that their eyes deferred to him; yes,
- if they had bowed to the ground, the effect of their abasement before him
- could not have been more palpable. Looking perfunctorily across the chasm
- of death, their glances sought to, make interest with the living. He hated
- them both on the instant. As they wheeled, and by their measured steps
- forward drew slowly in their wake the bearers of the pall, the chant of
- the elder&mdash;&ldquo;I am the Resurrection and the Life&rdquo;&mdash;came vaguely to
- his ears, and found them hostile.
- </p>
- <p>
- The interior of the old church&mdash;dim, cool, cloistral&mdash;was larger
- than Christian had assumed from its outer aspect. Many people were
- present, crowded close in the pews nearest the door&mdash;and strangely
- enough, it was his perception that these were chiefly women, of some
- unlabeled class which at least was not his own, that brought to him of a
- sudden self-command. He followed the bier up the aisle to its
- resting-place before the rail, took tacit cognizance of the place
- indicated to him by some man in professional black, and stood aside to let
- Kathleen pass in before him, all with a restored equanimity in which he
- was himself much interested. Through the reading of the Psalm and the
- Epistle he gave but the most vagrant attention to their words. The priests
- read badly, for one thing; the whining artificiality of their elocution
- annoyed and repelled him. But still more, his thoughts were diverted by
- the suggestiveness of everything about him.
- </p>
- <p>
- Especially, the size of the funeral gathering, and of the mounted and
- wheeled procession, had impressed him. There need be no pretense that
- affection or esteem for the dead man had brought out, from the sparsely
- populated country round about, this great multitude. Precisely for that
- reason, it became a majestic fact. The burial of a Duke of Glastonbury had
- nothing to do with, personal qualities or reputation. It was like the
- passing away of a monarch. People who cared nothing for the individual
- were stirred and appealed to by the vicissitudes of an institution. Inset
- upon the walls around him were marble tablets, and more archaic canopies
- of stone over little carved effigies of kneeling figures; beyond, at the
- sides of the chancel, he could see the dark, rectangular elevations of the
- tombs, capped by recumbent mail-clad statues, with here and there a gleam
- of gilt or scarlet retained from their ancient ornamentation; even as he
- had walked slowly up the aisle, his downcast eyes had noticed the chiseled
- heraldry of stones beneath his feet. Everywhere about him was the historic
- impact of the Torrs. Their ashes were here&mdash;their banners and shields
- and tilting-helmets, their symbolical quarterings of the best arms of the
- West, their own proudest device of all. Their white bull on the green
- ground was familiar in England long before the broom-corn of the Angevins
- had been thought of. The clerkly pun on Tor and Taurus was as like as not
- older than the English language itself. All this made something mightier,
- more imposing and enduring, than any edifice to be reared by man alone. It
- was only in part human, this structure of the family. The everlasting
- hills were a part of it, the dark ranges of forests, the spirits and
- legends of the ancient Marches.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;<i>In the morning it is green, and groweth up; but in the evening it is
- cut down, dried up and withered,</i>&rdquo; droned the young clergyman.
- </p>
- <p>
- But if man seemed to count for but little in this tremendous, forceful
- aggregation of tradition and custom, yet again he might be all in all. The
- tall old man under the purple pall, there&mdash;it was easy to think
- contemptuously of him. Christian recalled, in a kind of affrighted musing,
- that one view of his grandfather that he had had. The disgust with which
- he had heard the stupid, violent words from those aged lips revived within
- him&mdash;then changed to wonder. Was it not, after all, the principle of
- strength which most affected men&rsquo;s minds? There had been discernible in
- that grandfather of his a certain sort of strength&mdash;dull,
- unintelligent, sinister, half-barbarous, but still strength. Was it not
- that which had brought forth the two hundred horsemen? And if this one
- element, of strength&mdash;yes, you might call it brute strength&mdash;were
- lacking, then would all the other fine qualities in the world avail to
- hold the impalpable, intangible combination together?
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;&lsquo;<i>He shall have put down all rule, and all authority, and power</i>.&rsquo;&rdquo;
- It was the old parson who was reading now.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;&lsquo;<i>For He must reign, till He hath put all enemies under His feet</i>.&rsquo;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Yes, even in this Protestant religion to which he had passively become
- committed, force was the real ideal! Christian&rsquo;s wandering mind fastened
- itself for a moment upon the ensuing words of the lesson, but got nothing
- from their confusing reiterations. He lapsed into reverie again, then
- started abruptly with the sudden perception that everybody in the church
- behind him must be looking at him. In the pew immediately behind, there
- would be Captain Edward and his wife, and Augustine; in the one behind
- that Lady Cressage, Lord Chobham and his son; beyond them scores and
- scores of others seated in rows, and then a throng in the aisle and the
- doorway&mdash;all purporting to think of the dead, but fixing their eyes
- none the less on the living. And it was not alone in the church, but
- through the neighborhood, for miles round about: when men spoke of the old
- Duke who was gone, their minds would in truth be dwelling upon the new
- Duke who was come. A thrill ran through his veins as the words spelled
- themselves out before his inner vision. The new Duke! He seemed never to
- have comprehended what it meant before.
- </p>
- <p>
- No; and till this moment no genuine realization had come to him of this
- added meaning&mdash;this towering superstructure which the message of
- Julius and Emanuel had reared. It was only now that he hit upon the proper
- mental focus with which to contemplate this amazing thing. Not only was he
- a territorial ruler, one of the great nobles of Europe, but he was the
- master of wealth almost beyond counting as well!
- </p>
- <p>
- Those nearest to him were rising now, and he, obeying imperative impulses
- within him, lifted himself proudly to his feet. While the air throbbed
- with deep-voiced organ notes, in the pause which here ensued, his gaze
- rested upon the pall before him. There was a sense of transfiguration in
- the spectacle. The purple mantle became imperial Tyrian to his eyes&mdash;and
- something which was almost tenderness, almost reverence, yearned within
- him toward that silent, incased figure hidden beneath it. The mystic,
- omnipotent tie of blood gripped his heart.
- </p>
- <p>
- With a collected sidelong look he surveyed the profiles of Emanuel and
- Lord Julius to his left. Theirs were the lineaments of princes. As if he
- had eyes in the back of his head, he beheld Edward and Augustine, as fancy
- revealed them standing in the pew behind him. Tall, slim, athletic, fair&mdash;the
- figures his imagination made of them appealed to the new patriarchal
- spirit in his heart. Perhaps they were not wholly nice, these young men,
- but they also were princes, and they were of his race, and no one should
- persecute them, or despitefully use them.
- </p>
- <p>
- The uncouth little bearers of the dead had come forward again, and taken
- up their burden. In a small lady-chapel, extending from the transept at
- the left, the interment was to take place, and thither Christian now
- followed the pall, leading the menfolk of his family and the male guests
- of position who attached themselves to the group. Thus some score of
- black-clad figures clustered round the oblong opening in the old stone
- floor, and Christian, standing at its head, glanced impassively over the
- undefined throng of spectators gathered at the doorway.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;&lsquo;<i>Man that is born of woman hath but a short time to live, and is full
- of misery</i>,&rsquo;&rdquo; proclaimed the younger priest, with a sudden outburst of
- high-pitched, nasal tones which pierced the unexpectant ear. &ldquo;&lsquo;<i>He
- cometh up and is cut down, like a flower; he fleeth as it were a shadow,
- and never continueth in one stay.</i>&rsquo;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian, watching abstractedly the impersonal wedge of faces at the
- door, all at once caught his breath in a sharp spasm of bewildered
- amazement. The little book he had been holding fell from his hands,
- balanced on its edge for an instant and toppled over into the dark vault
- below. He seemed unconscious of the incident&mdash;but stared fixedly,
- with parted lips and astonished eyes, at the image of something he had
- seen outside of the chapel. The thing itself had apparently vanished. He
- perceived vaguely that people were looking at him&mdash;and with a
- determined effort regained control of his face and bearing. The puzzling
- thought that it might have been an illusion&mdash;that perhaps he had seen
- nothing at all&mdash;brought mingled confusion and solace to his mind. He
- put his hand to the open book which Lord Julius at his side held toward
- him, and pretended to look at it.
- </p>
- <p>
- The coffin, now bereft of its purple covering, had been lowered to its
- final place. One of the bearers, standing over the cavity, crumbled dry
- earth from his tanned and clumsy fingers, and it fell with a faint rattle
- upon some resonant, unseen surface.
- </p>
- <p>
- The phrase, &ldquo;&lsquo;<i>Our dear brother, here departed</i>,&rsquo;&rdquo; stuck out with
- awkward obtrusiveness from among the words of the priest. &ldquo;&lsquo;<i>Earth to
- earth, ashes to ashes, dust to dust</i>.&rsquo;&rdquo; the sing-song went on. Then
- they were repeating the Lord&rsquo;s Prayer together in a buzzing, fitful
- murmur. There were other prayers&mdash;and then Christian read in the
- faces of those about him that the ceremony was finished. Accepting the
- suggestion of Lord Julius&rsquo;s movement, he also bent over, and looked
- blankly down into the obscurity of the vault. But when he lifted his head
- again, it was to throw a more searching and strenuous glance than ever
- over the knot of people outside the door. And yes!&mdash;he had not been
- deceived. He distinctly saw the face again, and with lightning swiftness
- verified its features. Beyond a shadow of doubt it was Frances Bailey whom
- he beheld, mysteriously present in this most unlikely of places.
- </p>
- <p>
- He withdrew his eyes and did not look that way again. The question whether
- she knew that he had recognized her, occupied his mind to the exclusion of
- all else, as he returned at the head of his followers to the body of the
- church. It still possessed his thoughts when he had joined the family
- group of chief mourners, loosely collecting itself in the aisle before the
- front pews, in waiting for the summons to the carriages. To some one he
- ought to speak at once, and for the moment his eye rested speculatively
- upon Cora. He identified her confidently, not only by her husband&rsquo;s
- proximity, but by the fact that her mourning veil was much thicker and
- longer than any of the others. Some unshaped consideration, however,
- restrained him, and on a swift second thought he turned to Kathleen.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I want you to look,&rdquo; he whispered to her, inclining his head&mdash;&ldquo;on
- the other side of the church, just in a line between the second pillar and
- the white-bearded figure in the window&mdash;there is a tall young woman,
- with the gray and black hat. Do you see her? In a kind of way she belongs
- to us&mdash;she is Cora&rsquo;s sister, but I&rsquo;m afraid if Cora asked her, she
- would not come to the Castle.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes&mdash;once you talked to me about her,&rdquo; Kathleen reminded him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, will you do this for me?&rdquo; he continued, in an eager murmur. &ldquo;Go to
- her, and make sure that she promises to come up with the rest. It would be
- unforgivable&mdash;if we let her go away.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He had an uneasy feeling that Mrs. Emanuel&rsquo;s veil did not prevent her
- shrewd glance from reading him through and through&mdash;but he did not
- seek to dissemble the breath of relief with which he heard her assent.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
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- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXIV
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">I</span>t was not a very
- easy task,&rdquo; Kathleen found opportunity to say to Christian, half an hour
- later, as the family were assembling in his library. They stood together
- by the window nearest the table, and watched the embarrassed deportment of
- Lord Lingfield under the conversational attentions of Cora, as they talked
- in low tones.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But she is here in the Castle: that is the principal thing.&rdquo; He did not
- shrink now from the implication of his words.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, she finally consented to come,&rdquo; explained the other. &ldquo;I told her
- that you insisted upon it&mdash;and then&mdash;then I used some persuasion
- of my own.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I thank you, Kathleen,&rdquo; he said, simply. &ldquo;It seems that she is to write
- an account of the funeral for some London newspaper. She said frankly,
- however, that that of itself did not account for her coming. It will pay
- her expenses&mdash;so she said&mdash;but the paper would not have sent her
- specially. And there is no doubt about it&mdash;she was really annoyed at
- being discovered.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The solicitors from Shrewsbury, entering the room now, gave at once an
- official air to everything. The elder of them, with oppressive formality,
- drew a formidable parchment from a bag held by his junior, and bowed
- elaborately to Christian. Then, as if he had received some mandate to do
- so from His Grace, he untied the tape, and cleared his throat. Those who
- had been seated, rose to their feet.
- </p>
- <p>
- The will came to them unaltered from 1859&mdash;and contained, wrapped in
- a surprising deal of pompous verbiage, a solitary kernel of essential
- fact. No legatee was mentioned save an impersonal being called the
- heir-at-law. The absolutism of dynastic rule contemplated no distribution
- or division of power. This slender, dark-eyed young man, standing with
- head inclined and a nervous hand upon the table, had not come into being
- until long after that will was made, and for other long years thereafter
- his very existence had been unknown to the family at large. Yet, as the
- lawyer&rsquo;s reading ended, there he stood before their gaze, the unquestioned
- autocrat.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;This may be the best time to say it.&rdquo; Christian straightened himself, and
- addressed his family for the first time, with a grave smile, and a voice
- which was behaving itself better than he feared it would. &ldquo;There are no
- minor bequests, owing to the circumstances under which the will was drawn,
- but I have taken it upon myself to supply such omissions, in this matter,
- as shall commend themselves to my consideration. Upon this subject we may
- speak among ourselves at our leisure, later on.&rdquo; With distinguished
- self-possession he looked at his watch. &ldquo;I think luncheon is at two.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- There followed here an unrehearsed, and seemingly unpremeditated, episode.
- Lord Julius advanced with impressive gravity across the little open space,
- and taking the hand which Christian impulsively extended to him, bent over
- it in a formal and courtly bow. When Emanuel, following his father, did
- the same, it was within the consciousness of all that they had become
- committed to a new ceremonial rite. Kathleen, coming behind her husband,
- gave her cheek to be kissed by the young chief of her adopted clan&mdash;and
- this action translated itself into a precedent as well.
- </p>
- <p>
- Edward and Augustine, after the hesitation of an awkward instant, came
- forward together, and in their turn, with a flushed stiffness of
- deportment, made their salutation to the head of the house. To them,
- conjointly, Christian said something in a whisper. He kissed Cora upon
- each cheek, with a faint smile in his eyes at her preference for the
- foreign method. His remoter cousins, the Earl of Chobham and Lord
- Lingfield, passed before him, and he vaguely noted the reservation
- expressed in their lifeless palms and frigid half-bow. They seemed to wish
- to differentiate themselves from the others&mdash;to express to him the
- Pickwickian character of their homage. They were not Torrs; they did not
- salaam to him as their over-lord. They had a rival dynasty of their own,
- and their appearance here involved nothing but the seemly courtesy of
- distant relationship. He perceived in a dim way that this was what their
- manner was saying to him&mdash;but it scarcely diverted his attention. His
- glance and his thoughts passed over their heads, to fasten upon the
- remaining figure.
- </p>
- <p>
- Lady Cressage, unlike the other two women, had retained the bonnet and
- heavy veil of mourning. The latter she held drawn aside with a
- black-gloved hand as she approached. It flashed suddenly across
- Christian&rsquo;s brain that the year of her mourning for her own dead was not
- over&mdash;yet in her own house she wore gay laces and light colors. But
- it was unkind to remember this&mdash;and senseless, too. He strove to
- revivify, instead, the great compassionate impulse which formerly she had
- stirred within him. A pallid shadow of it was all that he could conjure up&mdash;and
- in the chill of this shadow he touched her white temple with his lips, and
- she moved away. There lingered in his mind a curious, passive conflict of
- memories as to whether their eyes had met or not. Then this yielded place
- to the impression some detached organ of perception had formed for him,
- that in that somber setting of crape her face had looked too small for the
- rest of her figure.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then, as the whole subject melted from his mind, he turned toward the two
- young men who, upon his whispered request, had remained in the library
- after the departure of the others. He looked at his watch, and beckoned
- them forward with a friendly wave of his hand.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Pray come and sit down,&rdquo; he said, with affability upon the surface of his
- tone. &ldquo;We have a quarter of an hour, and I felt that it could not be put
- to better use than in relieving your minds a little&mdash;or trying to do
- so. Let me begin by saying that I do not think I have met either of you
- before. In fact, now that I reflect, I am sure that we have not met
- before. I am glad to see you both.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The two brothers had drawn near, and settled uneasily into the very chairs
- which Lord Julius and Emanuel had occupied some hours before. Again
- Christian half seated himself upon the corner of the table, but this time
- he swung his leg lightly as he surveyed his guests. It flattered his
- prophetic judgment to note that Augustine seemed the first to apprehend
- the meaning of his words, but that Edward, upon pondering them, appeared
- the more impressed by their magnanimity. Between them, as they regarded
- him and each other doubtfully, the family likeness was more striking than
- ever. Christian remembered having heard somewhere that their father, Lord
- Edward, had been a dark man, as a Torr should be. Their flaxen hair and
- dull blue eyes must come from that unmentionable mother of theirs, who was
- living in indefinite obscurity&mdash;if she was living at all&mdash;upon
- the blackmail Julius paid her for not using the family name. The thought
- somehow put an added gentleness into his voice.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How old are you&mdash;Eddy?&rdquo; he asked, forcing himself into the use of
- the diminutive as a necessary part of the patriarchal rôle he had assumed.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Nine-and-twenty in October,&rdquo; answered the Captain, poutingly. It seemed
- on the tip of his tongue to add something else, but he did not.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There&rsquo;s two years and a month between us,&rdquo; remarked Augustine, with more
- buoyancy.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And you&rsquo;ve been out of the army for five years,&rdquo; pursued Christian. &ldquo;It
- seems that you became a Captain very early. Would there be any chance of
- your taking it up again, where you left off?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edward shook his head. &ldquo;It couldn&rsquo;t be done twice. I got it by a lucky
- fluke&mdash;a friend of my father&rsquo;s, you know. But they&rsquo;re deuced stiff
- now,&rdquo; he answered. &ldquo;You have to do exams and things. An old johnnie asks
- you what bounds Peru on the northeast, and if you can&rsquo;t remember just at
- the minute, why, you get chucked. Out you go, d&rsquo;ye see?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What is your idea, then? What would you like to do?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Captain Edward knitted his scanty, pale brows over this question, and
- regarded the prospect through the window in frowning perplexity. &ldquo;Oh,
- almost anything,&rdquo; he remarked at last, vacuously.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian permitted himself the comment of a smiling sniff. &ldquo;Think it
- over,&rdquo; he said, and directed his glance at the younger brother. &ldquo;You&rsquo;re in
- Parliament,&rdquo; he observed, with a slight difference in tone. &ldquo;I&rsquo;m not sure
- that I quite understand-What is it that attracts you in a&mdash;in a
- Parliamentary career?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Augustine lifted his pale, scanty brows in surprise. The right kind of
- answer did not come readily to him. &ldquo;Well,&rdquo; he began with hesitation&mdash;&ldquo;there
- was that seat in Cheshire where we still had a good bit of land&mdash;and
- Julius didn&rsquo;t object&mdash;and I had an idea it would help me in the
- City.&rdquo; He recovered confidence as he went on. &ldquo;But it is pretty well
- played out now, I came in too late. The Kaffir boom spoiled the whole
- show. Five years ago an M P. could pick and choose; I knew fellows who
- were on twenty boards at a time, and big blocks of stock were flying about
- them like&mdash;like hailstones. But you can&rsquo;t do that now. M. P.s are as
- cheap as dirt; they won&rsquo;t have &rsquo;em at any price. A fellow hardly
- makes his cab-fares in the City nowadays. And even if you get the very
- best inside tips, brokers have got so fearfully nasty about your margins
- being covered&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, well,&rdquo; interposed Christian, &ldquo;it isn&rsquo;t necessary that we should go
- into all that. I do not like to hear about the City. If you get money for
- yourself there, you have taken it away from somebody else. I would rather
- that people of our name kept away from such things.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If you come to that, everybody&rsquo;s money is taken from somebody else,&rdquo; said
- Edward, unexpectedly entering the conversation. His brother checked him
- with a monitory hand on his arm. &ldquo;No, you don&rsquo;t understand,&rdquo; Augustine
- warned him. &ldquo;I quite see what the Duke means.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If you see what I mean,&rdquo; returned Christian, quietly, &ldquo;perhaps you will
- follow the rest that I have to say; Do you care very much about remaining
- in Parliament?&rdquo; Augustine&rsquo;s face reflected an eager mental effort to get
- at his august interlocutor&rsquo;s meaning. &ldquo;Well&mdash;that&rsquo;s so hard to say,&rdquo;
- he began, anxiously. &ldquo;There are points about it, of course&mdash;but then&mdash;when
- you look at it in another way, why of course&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My idea is this,&rdquo; Christian interposed once more. &ldquo;I hope you won&rsquo;t mind
- my saying it&mdash;but there seems to me something rather ridiculous about
- your being in the House. Parliament ought not to be treated as a joke, or
- a convenience. It is a place for men who will work hard in the service of
- the country, and who have the tastes and the information and the judgment
- and the patriotic devotion to make their work of value to their country. I
- dare say that there are members who do not entirely measure up to this
- standard, but after all there <i>is</i> a standard, and I do not like to
- be a party to lowering it. England has claims upon us Torrs; it deserves
- something better at our hands than that. So I think I would like you to
- consider the idea of resigning your seat&mdash;or at least, dropping out
- at the end of this Parliament. Or no&mdash;that would be waiting too long.
- You would better think of retiring now.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you mean that <i>I</i> am to stand for the seat, instead?&rdquo; asked
- Edward, looking up with awakened interest.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian stared, then sighed smilingly and shook his head.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No, that doesn&rsquo;t seem to have been in my mind,&rdquo; he replied with
- gentleness. He contemplated the elder brother afresh.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Have you thought yet what you would like to do?&rdquo; he asked again, almost
- with geniality.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;How d&rsquo;ye mean &lsquo;do&rsquo;?&rdquo; inquired Edward, with a mutinous note in his voice.
- &ldquo;Is it something about a business? If you ask me straight, I&rsquo;m not so
- fearfully keen about doin&rsquo; anything. No fellow wants to do things, if he
- can rub along without.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian found himself repressing a gay chuckle with effort. He had not
- dreamed he should like this one of his kinsmen so much.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No&mdash;no; you shall not do things,&rdquo; he promised him, with a sparkling
- eye. &ldquo;That would be too bad.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Captain Edward turned in his chair, and recrossed his legs. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s a trifle
- awkward, all this, you know,&rdquo; he declared, with an impatient scowl. &ldquo;It
- doesn&rsquo;t suit me to be made game of. You&rsquo;ve got the whip hand, and you can
- give me things or not, as you like, and I&rsquo;ve got to be civil and take what
- you offer, because I can&rsquo;t help myself&mdash;but damn me if I like to be
- chaffed into the bargain! I wouldn&rsquo;t do it to you, d&rsquo;ye see, if it was the
- other way about.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian&rsquo;s face lapsed into instant gravity. A fleeting speculation as to
- that problematical reversal of positions rose in his mind, but he put it
- away. &ldquo;Ah, you mustn&rsquo;t think that,&rdquo; he urged, with serious tones. &ldquo;No,
- Cousin Edward, this is what I want to say to you.&rdquo; And then, all unbidden,
- the things he really wished to say, yet which he had not thought of
- before, ranged themselves in his mind.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Listen to me,&rdquo; he went on. &ldquo;You have been a soldier. You were a soldier
- when you were a very young man. Now, you had an uncle who was also a
- soldier when he was a mere youth&mdash;a very loyal and distinguished
- soldier, too. He died a soldier when he was in his fortieth year&mdash;far
- away from his family, from his wife and son, and much farther away still
- from the place and country of his birth. Once, in his youth, he was mixed
- up in an unpleasant and even disgraceful affair. How much to blame he
- personally was&mdash;that I do not know. It was very long ago&mdash;and he
- was so young a man&mdash;really I refuse to consider the question. I could
- insist to myself that he was innocent&mdash;if I felt that it mattered at
- all, one way or the other&mdash;and if I did not feel that by doing so,
- somehow he would not be then so real a figure to me as he is now. And he
- is very real to me; he has been so all my life.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He paused, with a momentary break in his voice, to blink the tears from
- his eyes. It was not ducal, but he put the back of his hand to his cheeks,
- and dried them.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I show you how it affects me,&rdquo; he continued, simply. &ldquo;No matter what he
- did in some stupid hour in London, he was a brave soldier before that, and
- after that. He fought for many losing causes; he died fighting for one
- which was most hopeless of all. I am proud that I am his son. I am proud
- for you, that you are his nephew. And something has occurred to me that I
- think you will like to do&mdash;for me and for him. When I stood to-day
- over our vault&mdash;where we are all buried&mdash;it cut me to the heart
- to remember that one of us lies alone, a great way off&mdash;in a strange
- land by himself. I propose to you that you go to Spain for me&mdash;it is
- at Seo de Urgel, in the mountain country of the Catalans&mdash;and that
- you find his grave, and that you bring him back here to sleep with his
- people. He would not return in his lifetime&mdash;but I think he would be
- pleased with us for bringing him back now.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Edward had looked fixedly up at his cousin, then glanced away, then
- allowed his blank gaze to return, the while these words were being spoken.
- It was impossible to gather from his reddened, immobile face, now, any
- notion of their effect upon him. But after a moment&rsquo;s pause, he rose to
- his feet, squared his shoulders and put out his hand to Christian.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Quite right; I&rsquo;ll go,&rdquo; he said, abruptly.
- </p>
- <p>
- The two men shook hands, with a sense of magnetic communion which could
- have amazed no one more than themselves. Then, under a recurring
- consciousness of embarrassed constraint, they turned away from each other,
- and Edward wandered off awkwardly toward the door.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh&mdash;a moment more,&rdquo; called Christian, with a step in his cousin&rsquo;s
- direction. Then on second thoughts he added: &ldquo;Or shall we let that wait? I
- will see you again&mdash;some time to-day or to-morrow. Yes&mdash;leave me
- now for a minute with your brother.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- When the door had closed upon Edward, Christian turned slowly to
- Augustine, and, as he leaned once more against the table, regarded him
- with a ruminating scrutiny.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am puzzled about you,&rdquo; he remarked, thoughtfully.
- </p>
- <p>
- Augustine returned the gaze with visible perturbation.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think,&rdquo; pursued Christian, &ldquo;that it rather annoys me that you don&rsquo;t
- tell me to puzzle and be damned.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The other took the words with a grimace, and an unhappy little laugh. He,
- too, rose to his feet. &ldquo;I funked it,&rdquo; he said with rueful candor.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, don&rsquo;t funk things with me,&rdquo; Christian advised him, with a testiness
- of which, upon the instant, he was ashamed. &ldquo;Look here,&rdquo; he continued,
- less brusquely, &ldquo;I could take it from your brother that he did not want to
- do things. That fits him: he is not the kind of man to apply himself in
- that way. But I have the feeling that you are different. There ought to be
- performance&mdash;capacity&mdash;of some sort in you, if I could only get
- to know what it is. You are only my age. Isn&rsquo;t there something that
- particularly appeals to you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Augustine balanced himself meditatively upon his heels. &ldquo;You say you bar
- the City&rdquo;&mdash;he remarked with caution. &ldquo;Would you have any objection to
- Johannesburg? It&rsquo;s not what it was, by any means, but it&rsquo;s bound to pick
- up again. I might do myself very well there&mdash;with a proper start.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But you are thinking always of money!&rdquo; broke in Christian, sharply once
- again. &ldquo;Suppose that there was no question of money&mdash;suppose, what
- shall I say? that you had twelve hundred a year, secure to you without any
- effort of your own&mdash;what would you do then?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- This seemed very simple to Augustine. &ldquo;I would do whatever you wanted me
- to do,&rdquo; he replied, with fervor.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian shrugged his shoulders, and dismissed him with a gesture. &ldquo;We
- will speak again about it,&rdquo; he said coldly, and turned away.
- </p>
- <p>
- Descending the great staircase a few minutes later, Christian entered the
- door which Barlow had been waiting to open for him&mdash;and made his
- first public appearance as the dispenser of Caermere&rsquo;s hospitality.
- </p>
- <p>
- The guests, after the old mid-day fashion of the place, were already for
- the most part gathered in the large dining-hall, and stood or sat in
- groups upon the side pierced by the tall windows. These guests did not
- dissemble the interest with which they from time to time directed glances
- across to the other side, where a long table, laid for luncheon, put in
- evidence a grateful profusion of cold joints and made-dishes.
- </p>
- <p>
- A pleased rustle of expectancy greeted Christian&rsquo;s advent, but it seemed
- that this did not, for the moment at least, involve food and drink. He
- strolled over to the company, and, as he exchanged words here and there,
- kept an attentive eye busy in taking stock of its composition. There were
- some forty persons present, of whom three-fourths, apparently, were county
- people. A few casual presentations forced themselves upon him, but the
- names of the new acquaintances established no foothold in his memory. He
- smiled and murmured words which he hoped were seasonable&mdash;but all the
- while he was scanning the assemblage with a purpose of his own.
- </p>
- <p>
- At last he came to Kathleen, and was able to have a private word in her
- ear. &ldquo;I do not see her anywhere,&rdquo; he whispered.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I could not prevail upon her to come in to lunch,&rdquo; she answered; &ldquo;I
- imagine it is partly a question of clothes. But she is being looked out
- for. And afterward I will take charge of her again, if you like&mdash;though&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The sentence remained unfinished, as she took the arm Christian offered
- her, at Barlow&rsquo;s eloquent approach.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0024" id="link2HCH0024"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXV
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">D</span>uring the progress
- of the luncheon, Christian found no opportunity for intimate conversation
- with Emanuel&rsquo;s wife. The elderly and ponderously verbose Lord Chobham sat
- upon her right; there was the thin-faced, exigeant wife of some clerical
- person in gaiters&mdash;a rural dean, was it not?&mdash;full of dogmatic
- commonplaces, on his left. The other people did not seem to talk so much.
- The scene down the table&mdash;with so much black cloth offset garishly
- against the white linen in the daylight&mdash;presented an effect of
- funereal sobriety, curiously combined with a spontaneous reaction of the
- natural man against this effect. The guests ate steadily, and with energy;
- Christian noted with interest how freely they also drank. For himself, he
- could not achieve an appetite, but thirst was in the air. He lifted his
- glass bravely to Lord Julius, whose massive bulk and beard confronted him
- at the other end of the table&mdash;and then to others whose glance from
- time to time caught his.
- </p>
- <p>
- Once he found the chance to murmur to Kathleen: &ldquo;When this is over, I hope
- you will manage it so that I may speak with you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She nodded slow assent, without looking at him. He, observing her profile,
- realized all at once that something was amiss with her. It came back to
- him now that a certain intensity of sadness had dwelt in the first glance
- they had exchanged that morning, upon meeting. At the time he had referred
- it to the general aspect of woe which people put on at funerals. He saw
- now that it was a grief personal to herself. And now that he thought of
- it, too, there had been much the same stricken look upon Emanuel&rsquo;s face.
- It was incredible that they should be thus devoured by grief at the fact
- of his grandfather&rsquo;s death. No one had liked that old man overmuch&mdash;but
- surely they least of all. The emotion of Lord Julius was more intelligible&mdash;and
- yet even this had a quality of broken dejection in it which seemed
- independent of Caermere&rsquo;s cause for mourning.
- </p>
- <p>
- The disquieting conviction that these dearly beloved cousins of his&mdash;these
- ineffably tender and generous friends of his&mdash;were writhing under
- some trouble unknown to him, took more definite shape in his mind with
- each new glance that he stole at her.
- </p>
- <p>
- Once the thought sprang up that they might be unhappy because such a huge
- sum of money had been given to him, but on the instant he hated himself
- for being capable of formulating such a monstrous idea. The wondering
- solicitude which all this raised within him possessed his thoughts for the
- rest of the meal. He was consumed with impatience to get away so that he
- might question Kathleen about it.
- </p>
- <p>
- Yet when at last he found himself beside her, standing before an old
- portrait in one of the chain of big rooms through which the liberated
- company had dispersed itself, this was just the question for which it
- seemed that no occasion would offer.
- </p>
- <p>
- She began speaking to him at once. &ldquo;The young lady&mdash;Miss Bailey, I
- should say&mdash;has gone for a walk&mdash;so Falkner learns from some of
- the women. They have the impression that she is coming back&mdash;but I
- don&rsquo;t know that I feel quite so sure about it.&rdquo; Christian&rsquo;s face visibly
- lengthened. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s very awkward,&rdquo; he said, with vague annoyance. &ldquo;They do
- not arrange things in a very talented fashion, these people of mine.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But what could they arrange?&rdquo; she argued. An indefinable listlessness in
- her tone struck him. &ldquo;It is a free country, you know, and this is the
- nineteenth century. They cannot bodily capture a young woman and keep her
- in the Castle against her will. As I told you, I had difficulty in
- persuading her to come at all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, what did you say to her?&rdquo; he asked, eagerly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I can hardly tell you. She is not an ordinary person&mdash;and I know
- only that I tried not to say ordinary things to her. But what it was that
- I did say&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo; She broke off with an uncertain gesture, and a
- sigh.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, you saw that she was not ordinary!&rdquo; said Christian, admiringly. &ldquo;I
- should love dearly to hear what you really think of her&mdash;the
- impression that she makes upon you.&rdquo; Kathleen roused herself and turned to
- him. &ldquo;Do you truly mean it, Christian?&rdquo; she asked him, gravely.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you blame me?&rdquo; he rejoined, with uneasy indirection.
- </p>
- <p>
- She pressed her lips together, and stared up at the picture with a
- troubled face. &ldquo;I know so little of her,&rdquo; she protested. &ldquo;You put too big
- a responsibility upon me. It is more than I am equal to.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- With a sudden gust of self-reproach, he perceived afresh the marks of
- suffering in her countenance, and recalled his anxiety. &ldquo;Take my arm,&rdquo; he
- said, softly, &ldquo;and let us go on into the next room. There is a terrace
- there, I think. Forgive me for troubling you,&rdquo; he added, as they moved
- forward. &ldquo;I ought to have seen that you are not well&mdash;that you have
- something on your mind.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She did not answer him immediately. &ldquo;It is Emanuel who is not well.&rdquo; she
- said, after a pause.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian uttered a formless little exclamation of grieved astonishment.
- &ldquo;Oh, it is nothing serious?&rdquo; he whispered imploringly.
- </p>
- <p>
- She shook her head in a doubtful way. &ldquo;No, I think not&mdash;that is, not
- irrevocably. But he has worked too hard. He has broken down under the
- strain. We are going away for a long journey&mdash;to rest, and forget
- about the System.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He bent his head to look into her eyes&mdash;trusting his glance to say
- the things which his lips shrank from uttering. A window stood open, and
- they passed out upon a broad stone terrace, shaded and pleasant under a
- fresh breeze full of forest odors.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh&mdash;the System&rdquo;&mdash;he ventured to say, as they stood alone here,
- and she lifted her head to breathe in the revivifying air&mdash;&ldquo;I felt
- always that it was too much for one man. The load was too great. It would
- crush the most powerful man on earth.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She nodded reflective assent. &ldquo;Oh, yes&mdash;I&rsquo;m afraid I hated it,&rdquo; she
- confessed to him, in a murmur full of contrition.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But he is going away now,&rdquo; urged Christian, hopefully. &ldquo;You will have him
- to yourself&mdash;free from care, seeing strange and beautiful new places&mdash;as
- long as you like. Ah, then soon enough that gaiety of yours will return to
- you. Why, it is such a shock to me to think of you as sad, depressed&mdash;you
- who are by nature so full of joy and high spirits. Ah, but be sure they
- will all return to you! I make no doubt whatever of that. And Emanuel, too&mdash;he
- will get rested and strong, and be happy as he never was before&mdash;the
- dear fellow!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She smiled at him in wan, affectionate fashion. &ldquo;All the courage has gone
- out of me,&rdquo; she said. &ldquo;Will it be coming back again? God knows!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But surely&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo; Christian began, with hearty confidence.
- </p>
- <p>
- She interrupted him. &ldquo;What I am fearful of&mdash;it is not so much his
- health, strictly speaking&mdash;but the terrible unsettling blow that all
- this means to him. It is like the death of a beautiful only child to the
- fondest of fathers. It tears his heart to pieces. He loved his work so
- devotedly&mdash;it was so wholly a part of his life&mdash;and to have to
- give it up! He says he is reconciled. Poor man, he tried with all his
- strength to make himself believe that he is. I catch him forcing a smile
- on his face when he sees me looking at him&mdash;and that is the hardest
- of all for me to bear. But I don&rsquo;t know&rdquo;&mdash;she drew a long breath, and
- gazed with a wistful brightening in her eyes at the placid hills and sky&mdash;&ldquo;it
- may work itself out for the best. As you say&mdash;when we get away alone
- together, ah, that is where love like ours will surely tell. I do wrong to
- harbor any doubts at all. When two people love each other as we do&mdash;ah,
- Christian, boy, there&rsquo;s nothing else in all the world to equal that!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He inclined his head gravely, to mark his reverential sympathy with her
- mood.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, but you know nothing of it at all,&rdquo; she went on. &ldquo;You&rsquo;re just a lad&mdash;and
- love is no more to be understood by instinct than any other great wisdom.
- Millions of people pass through life talking about love&mdash;and they
- would stare with surprise if you told them they never had had so much as a
- glimmer of the meaning of it. They use the name of love in all the matings
- of young couples&mdash;and there&rsquo;s hardly once in a thousand times that it
- isn&rsquo;t blasphemy to mention it. Do you know what most marriages are?
- Life-sentences! If you have means and intelligence, you make your prison
- tolerable; you can get used to it, and even grow dependent upon it&mdash;but
- it is a prison still. The best-behaved convict eyes his warder with a
- cruel thought somewhere at the back of his mind. Do you remember&mdash;when
- you left us the first time, I begged you to be in no haste to marry?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He bowed again. &ldquo;Oh, yes, I remember it all,&rdquo; he said, soberly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have come to feel so strongly upon that subject,&rdquo; she explained. &ldquo;It
- seems to me more important than all others combined. It is the last thing
- in the world that should be decided upon an impulse, or a passing fancy&mdash;yet
- that is just what happens all about us. The books are greatly to blame for
- that. They talk as if only boys and girls knew what love meant. They
- flatter the young people, and turn their empty heads, with the notion that
- their idlest inclinations are very probably sacred emotions&mdash;which
- they may trust to burn brightly in a pure flame all their lives. The
- innocent simpletons rush to light this penny dip that is warranted to
- blaze eternally, and in a week or a month they are in utter darkness. We
- trembled lest you, coming so suddenly into a new life, should meet with
- that misfortune.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He smiled faintly at her. &ldquo;You see, I have not,&rdquo; he commented.
- </p>
- <p>
- She regarded him thoughtfully. &ldquo;It is impossible to make rules for others
- in these matters,&rdquo; she observed, &ldquo;but there is this thing to be said. True
- love must be built upon absolutely true friendship; there can be no other
- foundation for it You will often see two men who are fond of each other.
- They delight in being together. Very often you cannot imagine what is the
- tie between them&mdash;and they would not be able to tell you. They just
- like to be together&mdash;even though they may not speak for hours, and
- may be as different in temperament as chalk and cheese. That is the
- essence of friendship&mdash;and you cannot have love without it. The man
- and the woman must have the all-powerful sense of ideal companionship
- between them. They must be able to say with truth to themselves that the
- world will always be richer to them together than apart. There may be many
- other elements in love, but there can be no love at all without this
- element. But you wonder why I am saying all this to you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He made a deprecatory gesture of the hands. &ldquo;I am always charmed when you
- talk to me. I have been remembering that dear home of yours, and how
- inexpressibly good you were to me. I prize that memory so fondly!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She smiled with an approach to her old gaiety of manner. &ldquo;You were like a
- son of our own to us. And so we think of you now&mdash;as if you were
- ours.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And with what munificence you have treated me!&rdquo; he exclaimed, fervently.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;And why not? For whom else would we be laying up our money? Oh, there was
- no difference of opinion about that. Months ago it was decided that when
- you came into Caermere you should come into everything.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I feared that Emanuel would be angry&mdash;disappointed&mdash;at my not
- taking up his work&mdash;but truly I could not. It wouldn&rsquo;t be easy to
- explain to you&mdash;but&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No&mdash;let us not go into reasons. He had no feeling about it whatever.
- How should he? It would have been as reasonable to be vexed because the
- lenses of his spectacles did not fit your eyes. And Emanuel is
- reasonableness itself. No&mdash;the experiment was quite personal to
- himself. Without him, it could not have gone on at all. It will not go on
- now, when he leaves it to others. We make some little pretense that it
- will&mdash;but we know in our hearts that it won&rsquo;t. And there was a fatal
- fault in it. To begin with, that would have killed it sooner or later, in
- any case.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I know what you mean,&rdquo; he interposed, with sensitive intuition. &ldquo;There
- was no proper place in it for women. &lsquo;The very corner-stone of the System
- was the perpetual enslavement of women&rsquo;&mdash;or rather, I should say&rdquo;&mdash;he
- stumbled awkwardly as the sweeping form of the quotation revealed itself
- to him&mdash;&ldquo;I should say, it did not provide women with the
- opportunities which&mdash;which&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Kathleen also had her intuitions. &ldquo;May I ask?&mdash;it sounds as if you
- were repeating a remark&mdash;was it Miss Bailey who said that about the
- corner-stone?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian bit his lip and flushed confusedly. &ldquo;Yes&mdash;I think those
- were her words,&rdquo; he confessed. &ldquo;But you must remember,&rdquo; he added, eager to
- minimize-the offense&mdash;&ldquo;it was in the course of a long discussion on
- the whole subject, and she&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The dear girl!&rdquo; said Kathleen, with a sigh of relief.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, but you would love her!&rdquo; he cried, excitedly perceiving the
- significance of her words. &ldquo;She has the noblest mind&mdash;calm and broad
- and serene&mdash;and so fine a nature&mdash;I know you would love her!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Kathleen put a hand on his arm, with motherly directness. &ldquo;But do <i>you</i>
- love her?&rdquo; she asked.
- </p>
- <p>
- To his own considerable surprise he hesitated. &ldquo;I have that feeling of
- deep friendship that you described,&rdquo; he said, slowly. &ldquo;The charm of being
- where she is is like nothing else to me. I cannot think that it would ever
- lose its force for me. I get the effect of drawing strength and breadth of
- thought and temper from her, when I am with her. I would rather spend my
- life with her for my companion than any other woman I have ever seen. That
- is what you mean, is it not?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Partly,&rdquo; she made enigmatic response. &ldquo;But&mdash;now you mustn&rsquo;t answer
- me if I ask what I&rsquo;ve no business to ask&mdash;but the suspicion came to
- me while you were speaking&mdash;I am right, am I not, in thinking that
- you have said all this to her?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes,&rdquo; he admitted with palpable reluctance, &ldquo;and she would not listen to
- me. Only a few hours before I heard the news of my grandfather&rsquo;s death, I
- asked her to be my wife, and she refused. She seemed very resolute. And
- yet she has some of that same feeling of friendship for me. She said that
- she had always a deep interest in me. She had read books&mdash;very
- serious books&mdash;in order to be able to advise me, if the chance ever
- came. All that bespeaks friendship, surely! And her coming here, to look
- on and still not be seen&mdash;you said yourself that she was distressed
- at being discovered&mdash;is not that the act of warm friendship?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Kathleen pondered her reply. She looked away at the nearest hills across
- the river for some moments, with her gaze riveted fixedly as if in an
- absorption of interest. Without moving her head, she spoke at last: &ldquo;You
- have a good deal to say about friendship. It is my fault&mdash;I
- introduced the word and insisted on it&mdash;but did you also lay such
- stress upon this &lsquo;friendship&rsquo; to her?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You do not know her nature,&rdquo; he assured her. &ldquo;There is nothing weak or
- commonplace in it. One does not talk to her as to an ordinary woman&mdash;as
- you yourself said. I begged her to join her life to mine, and I put the
- plea on the highest possible grounds. All that I have repeated to you, and
- much more, I said to her&mdash;how great was my need of her, how lofty her
- character seemed to me, how all my life I should revere her, and gain
- strength and inspiration from being with her.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;H&mdash;m,&rdquo; said Kathleen.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you mean&mdash;?&rdquo; he began, regarding his companion wonderingly&mdash;&ldquo;was
- that not enough? Remember the kind of woman she is&mdash;proud of her
- independence, occupied with large thoughts, not to be appealed to by any
- but the highest motives&mdash;a creature who disdains the sentimental
- romances of inferior women&mdash;do you mean that there should have been
- something more? I do love her&mdash;and should I have told her so in so
- many words?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I&rsquo;m afraid that&rsquo;s our foible,&rdquo; she made answer. On the face that she
- turned to him, something like the old merry light was shining. &ldquo;You
- goose!&rdquo; she scolded at him, genially.
- </p>
- <p>
- His eyes sparkled up as with a light from her own. &ldquo;Oh, I will make some
- excuse, and get away from these people, and find her,&rdquo; he cried. &ldquo;She will
- be returning, if not here, then to the inn, down below the church, don&rsquo;t
- you think? There would be nothing out of the way in my riding down, would
- there? Or if I sent a man down with a letter, appealing to her not to go
- away&mdash;telling her why? There is no earthly reason why she should not
- stop here at the Castle. Her sister is here&mdash;why, of course, she
- belongs quite to the family party. How dull of me not to have thought of
- that! Of course, Cora can go and fetch her.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think I would leave Cora out of it,&rdquo; Kathleen advised him. &ldquo;There is
- nothing that you cannot do better yourself. Come here! Do you see that
- patch of reddish stain on the hill there, above the poplars where the iron
- has colored the rock? Well, look to the right, on the ledge just a bit
- higher up&mdash;there is Miss Bailey. I have been watching her for some
- minutes. She has been round the hill; the path she is on will lead her to
- the Mere Copse&mdash;and to the heath beyond the orchards.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- His eyes had found the moving figure, microscopic yet unmistakable in the
- sunshine against the verdant face of the hill&mdash;and they dwelt upon it
- for a meditative moment.
- </p>
- <p>
- Then he turned to Kathleen, and took her hand, and almost wrung it in his
- own. &ldquo;Do let us go in!&rdquo; he urged her, with exultant eagerness.
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0025" id="link2HCH0025"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXVI
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">C</span>hristian,
- professing to himself momentarily that the chance to get away from his
- guests was at hand, discovered that his escape, all the same, was no easy
- matter.
- </p>
- <p>
- Kathleen had disappeared somewhere, and without her he seemed curiously
- helpless. He did not as yet know the house well enough to be sure about
- its exits. The result of one furtive attempt at flight was to find himself
- in the midst of a group of county people, who fell back courteously at his
- approach and, as if by design, let him become involved in a quite
- meaningless conversation with a purple-faced, bull-necked old gentleman
- whose name he could not remember. This person talked at tremendous length,
- producing his words in gurgling spasms; his voice was so husky and his
- manner so disconcerting&mdash;not to mention the peculiarities of the
- local dialect in which he spoke&mdash;that Christian could make literally
- nothing of his remarks. He maintained a vapid listener&rsquo;s-smile, the while
- his eyes roamed despondently about the room, and what he could see of the
- next apartment, in search of some relief. If he could hit upon Dicky
- Westland&mdash;or even Edward or Augustine!
- </p>
- <p>
- It became apparent to him, at last, that his interlocutor was discoursing
- on the subject of dogs. Of course&mdash;it would be about the Caermere
- hounds. On the grave faces of those about him, who stood near enough to
- hear the sounds of this mysterious monologue, he read signs that they
- considered themselves a party to it. It was on their behalf as well as his
- own that the old gentleman was haranguing him&mdash;and he swiftly
- perceived the necessity of paying better attention.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;The hounds&mdash;yes,&rdquo; he said, after a little. &ldquo;I have been making
- inquiries about them. I am advised that they cannot be kept up properly
- for less than four thousand five hundred a year.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Up to Lord Porlock&rsquo;s death, we had something like twenty-four hundred
- pounds from the Castle, and we made a whip-round among ourselves,&rdquo; the
- other replied, &ldquo;for the rest. With corn what it is, and rents what they
- are, we&rsquo;re all so poor now that it&rsquo;ll be harder than ever to get
- subscriptions, but we&rsquo;ll try to do our share if the Castle&rsquo;ll meet us
- half-way.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian felt that he liked being referred to as &ldquo;the Castle.&rdquo; Moreover,
- an idea suddenly took shape in his mind. &ldquo;My uncle, Lord Porlock, was the
- Master,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;And before him my grandfather, I believe. But what has
- been done since Lord Porlock&rsquo;s death&mdash;about a new Master, I mean?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Out of the complicated response made to this question he gathered vaguely
- that nothing had been done&mdash;that nothing could have been done.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;My cousin, Captain Torr, is a hunting man, I think.&rdquo; He threw out the
- question with some diffidence, and was vastly relieved to see the faces
- brighten about him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;None better, by God!&rdquo; affirmed the old gentleman, with vehemence, and
- there followed a glowing and spluttering eulogium of Edward&rsquo;s
- sportsmanlike qualities and achievements, in the middle of which Christian
- recalled that the speaker was Sir George Dence.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I like the Mastership to continue in the family, Sir George,&rdquo; he replied,
- suavely proud of the decision he had leaped to. &ldquo;I think I shall suggest
- to you that Captain Edward take the hounds, and that, for a time at least,
- you allow the Castle to be at the entire expense. At all events, you have
- my annual subscription of five thousand pounds to begin upon.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He made a dignified half-bow in the silence which ensued, and boldly moved
- away. The murmur of amazed admiration which rose behind him was music in
- his ears.
- </p>
- <p>
- Visions of possible escape rose for the moment before him. He walked with
- an air of resolution through the next room, trying to remember whither the
- corridor outside led&mdash;but at the doorway he stopped face to face with
- Lord Lingfield.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah,&rdquo; said his cousin, amiably, &ldquo;I did not know if I should see you again.
- I thought perhaps that you had gone to lie down. Funerals take it out of
- one so, don&rsquo;t they? My father is quite seedy since lunch, and poor Lady
- Cressage has the most wretched headache! I think myself she&rsquo;d do better
- not to travel while it lasts, but she&rsquo;s anxious to get away, and so we&rsquo;re
- all off by the evening train.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, I didn&rsquo;t dream of your hurrying off like this,&rdquo; exclaimed Christian,
- sincerely enough. &ldquo;But if you are set upon it&mdash;come, let&rsquo;s find your
- father. It will seem as if I had neglected him.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;He&rsquo;s in his room,&rdquo; explained Lord Lingfield, as they moved away
- together, &ldquo;getting into some heavier clothes. The evenings are chilly here
- in the hills, and we&rsquo;re to start almost immediately, and take the long
- drive round through the forest. Lady Cressage has talked so much of it,
- and we&rsquo;ve never seen it, you know.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But this is all too bad!&rdquo; urged Christian. &ldquo;You rush away before I have
- had time to have a word with any of you. There is no urgent reason for
- such haste, is there now, really?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Lady Cressage seems anxious to go,&rdquo; answered the other, with a kind of
- significance in his solemn voice. &ldquo;And of course&mdash;since she came with
- us&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian stole a quick glance at his kinsman, and as swiftly looked away.
- &ldquo;If she prefers it&mdash;of course,&rdquo; he commented with brevity.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Do you think she is very strong?&rdquo; asked Lord Lingfield. &ldquo;I have a kind of
- fear, sometimes, that her health is not altogether robust. She seemed very
- pale to-day.&rdquo; There was a note of obvious solicitude in his voice.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;She has a headache,&rdquo; Christian reminded him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Yes, that would account for it, wouldn&rsquo;t it?&rdquo; The young man was visibly
- relieved by this reflection. &ldquo;They may say what they like,&rdquo; he went on,
- &ldquo;she is the most beautiful woman in London to-day, just as she was when
- she was married. Let me see&mdash;I am not sure that I ever knew her
- precise age. Do you happen to know?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;She is four-and-twenty.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Not more! I should have said six, or at least five. Hm-m!
- Four-and-twenty!&rdquo; The reiteration, for some reason, seemed to afford him
- pleasure. &ldquo;I am nearly thirty myself,&rdquo; he added meditatively, &ldquo;and I&rsquo;m
- practically sure of being in the next Government. Shall you go in much for
- politics, do you think? It wouldn&rsquo;t be of any great use to you, except the
- Garter, perhaps, and it&rsquo;s so fearfully slow waiting for that. My father
- had the promise of it as long ago as Lord John Russell&rsquo;s time, and it
- hasn&rsquo;t come off yet. But then that Home Rule business was so unfortunate&mdash;it
- sent us all over to the Tory side, where there were already more people
- waiting for things than there were things to go round. If I were you, I
- would keep very quiet for a year or two&mdash;not committing myself openly
- to either side. I can&rsquo;t help thinking there will be a break-up. It&rsquo;s a
- fearful bore to have only twenty or thirty people on one side and five
- hundred on the other. They won&rsquo;t stand it much longer. It doesn&rsquo;t make a
- fair distribution of things. Of course, I&rsquo;m a Unionist, but if I were in
- your shoes, I&rsquo;d think it over very carefully. The Liberals haven&rsquo;t got a
- single Duke&mdash;and mind you, though people don&rsquo;t seem to notice it, it
- is a fact that a party practically never succeeds itself. The Liberals are
- bound to come in, sooner or later&mdash;and then, if you were their only
- Duke, why, you&rsquo;d get your Garter shot at you out of a gun&mdash;so to
- speak. Of course, I mustn&rsquo;t be mentioned as saying this&mdash;but you
- think it over! And it needn&rsquo;t matter in the least&mdash;our being in
- different parties.. We can help each other quite as well&mdash;indeed,
- sometimes I&rsquo;m tempted to think even better. Of course, I dare say there
- won&rsquo;t be much that I can do for you&mdash;for the next two or three years,
- at least&mdash;except in the way of advice, and tips, and that sort of
- thing&mdash;but there may be a number of matters that you can help me in.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian nodded wearily&mdash;with a nervous thought upon the time being
- wasted. &ldquo;I am not likely to forget your kindness&mdash;or our family
- ties,&rdquo; he said, consciously evasive.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You never saw Cressage, of course; awful beast!&rdquo; remarked the other, with
- an irrelevancy which still struck the listener as having a certain method
- in it. &ldquo;It makes a man furious to think what she must have suffered with
- him. And a mere child, too, when she was married. Only four-and-twenty
- now! These early marriages are a great mistake. Of course, when a man gets
- to be nearly thirty, and there is a family and property and so on to be
- handed along, why, then marriage becomes a duty. That has always been my
- view. And I try invariably to do my duty, as I see it. I think a man ought
- to, you know.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian sighed, and restrained an impulse to look at his watch. They had
- sauntered forward into the central hallway; through the open door could be
- seen a carriage and pair drawn up before the steps. A rustle on the stairs
- behind him caught his ear, and turning, Christian beheld Lady Cressage
- descending toward him, with Lord Chobham looming, stately and severe, in
- the shadows above her.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian moved impulsively to her. &ldquo;It was the greatest surprise to me&mdash;and
- disappointment, too&mdash;to hear that you were going like this,&rdquo; he
- declared, with outstretched hand.
- </p>
- <p>
- She smiled feebly, and regarded him with a pensive consideration. Her
- heavy mourning of an earlier hour had been exchanged for a black garb less
- ostentatiously funereal, yet including the conventional widow&rsquo;s-fall,
- which he had not seen her wear before. The thought that here at Caermere,
- last autumn, she had not even worn a widow&rsquo;s-cap, rose in his mind. It
- carried with it a sense of remissness, of contumacy as against the great
- family which had endowed her with one of its names. But at least now she
- exhibited a consciousness that her husband was less than a year dead. And
- her pallid face was very beautiful in its frame of black&mdash;a
- delicately strong face, meditative, reserved, holding sadness in a proud
- restraint. &ldquo;I am not very well,&rdquo; she said to him, in tones to reach his
- ear alone. &ldquo;The crowd here depressed me. I could not bring myself to
- appear at luncheon. It seems better that I should go away.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But it is such a fatiguing journey&mdash;for one who does not feel wholly
- up to it!&rdquo; he urged upon her. &ldquo;All these strangers will be going&mdash;I
- think some of them have gone already. I don&rsquo;t know what their rule is here
- about stopping after luncheon&mdash;but surely they must clear out very
- soon. Then we shall be quite by ourselves&mdash;so that if that is your
- only reason for going&mdash;why, I can&rsquo;t admit that it is a reason at
- all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He paused, and strove to cover with a halting smile his sudden perception
- that they were not talking with candor to each other. There were things in
- her mind, things in his mind, which bore no relation to the words they
- uttered. She was looking at him musingly&mdash;and he felt that he could
- read in her glance, or perhaps gather from what there was not in her
- glance, that she would not go if he begged her with sufficient earnestness
- to remain. Nay, the conviction flashed vividly uppermost in his thoughts
- that even a tolerable simulation of this earnestness would be enough. It
- was as if a game were being played, in which he was not quite the master
- of his moves. In this mere instant of time, while they had stood facing
- each other, he had been able to reproduce the whole panorama of his
- contact with this beautiful woman. From that first memorable day when she
- had come into his wondering, distraught vision of the new life before him,
- to that other day but a week ago when he had stood trembling with
- passionate emotions in her presence, his mental pictures of her rose
- connectedly about him. They exerted a pressure upon his will. They left
- him no free agency in the matter. By all the chivalric, tenderly
- compassionate memories they evoked, he must bid her to remain.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am very sorry that you feel you must go,&rdquo; was what he heard himself say
- instead.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Good-bye,&rdquo; she answered simply, and gave him her gloved hand with an
- impassive face. &ldquo;Lord Chobham and Lord Lingfield are good enough to see me
- back to London again. We are driving round through the forest. Our people
- are to join us at the station with the luggage. Goodbye.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He accompanied the party out to the carriage door, despite some formal
- doubts about its being the proper thing to do. Both father and son made
- remarks to him, to which he seemed to himself to be making suitable
- answers, but what they were about he never knew. The tragedy of Edith&rsquo;s
- final departure from Caermere&mdash;she who had been the hostess here when
- he came; she who was to have worn the coronet on her lovely brow as the
- mistress of it all&mdash;seized upon his mind and harrowed it. A vehement
- self-reproach that his thoughts should have done her even momentary
- injustice stung him, as he beheld her seated in the carriage. She smiled
- at him&mdash;that wistful, subdued smile of the headache&mdash;and then,
- as the horses moved, his eyes were resting upon another smile instead&mdash;the
- beaming of fatuous content upon the countenance of Lord Lingfield, who sat
- facing her.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian, regarding this second cousin of his as the carriage receded
- from view, suddenly breathed a long sigh of relief.
- </p>
- <p>
- All at once remembering many things, he wheeled with the impulse to run up
- the steps. Upon reflection, he ascended them sedately instead, and gave
- orders in the hall that Mr. Westland should be sent to him forthwith. Two
- or more groups of departing guests came upon him, while he stood
- irresolutely here, and he bade them farewell with formal gravity. The two
- parsons whom he had seen at the church were among them&mdash;attired now
- in black garments with curiously ugly little round, flat hats&mdash;and he
- noted with interest that their smirking deference now displeased him less
- than it had done in the morning. He perceived that his lungs were becoming
- accustomed to the atmosphere of adulation, and smiled tolerantly at
- himself. How long would it be, he wondered with idle amusement, before it
- would stifle him to breathe any other air?
- </p>
- <p>
- Augustine had sauntered out from some unknown quarter into the hall, and
- Christian beckoned to him. A shapeless kind of suspicion, born of a
- resemblance now for the first time suggesting itself, had risen in his
- brain. He took the young man by the arm, and strolled aside with him.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Am I wrong,&rdquo; he asked carelessly, &ldquo;or did I see you at the supper at the
- Hanover Theater? Let us see&mdash;it would be a week ago to-night? I
- thought so. Why I asked&mdash;I was curious to know whom you were with. It
- was a young man; you were standing together between some scenery as I
- passed you.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh!&rdquo; said Augustine, with visible reassurance. &ldquo;That was Tom Bailey&mdash;Cora&rsquo;s
- brother, you know.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;What sort is he?&rdquo; Christian pursued, secretly astonished at the inspired
- accuracy of his intuition.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well&rdquo;&mdash;replied the other, hesitatingly&mdash;&ldquo;it&rsquo;s rather hard to
- say. He got sent down from Cambridge for something or other, and his
- governor got the needle over it, and put him on an allowance of a pound a
- week, or something like that, and so what could he do? It&rsquo;s jolly hard on
- a young fellow round town to have less money than anybody else. He&rsquo;s bound
- to get talked about, if he only owes half-a-crown to some outsider or
- other, and that makes other fellows turn shirty. But I think he always
- pays when he can.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;You like him, then, do you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, yes&mdash;I like Tom well enough,&rdquo; answered Augustine, dubiously
- pondering the significance of the interrogatory. &ldquo;He&rsquo;d be all right if&mdash;if
- he had a proper chance.&rdquo; With a sigh, he ventured to add: &ldquo;He&rsquo;s like the
- rest of us&mdash;that way.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- At sight of Dicky Westland&rsquo;s approach. Christian dropped his inquiries
- abruptly. &ldquo;All right,&rdquo; he said, with enigmatic brevity, and turned to his
- secretary with a meaning gesture. &ldquo;I want to get away from here&mdash;out
- of the Castle,&rdquo; he murmured to the newcomer, &ldquo;without a minute&rsquo;s delay. I
- have a&mdash;kind of appointment, and I am already late. If you will get
- our hats, we will walk out together, as if we were discussing some private
- matter, and then no one will interrupt us.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- This confidence was only partially justified by events. The two made their
- way unmolested into the open air, and across some long stretches of lawn
- to the beginning of the series of gardens. It was within Christian&rsquo;s
- memory that one reached the orchards and the opening upon the heath by
- traversing these gardens. But in the second of them, where remarkable
- masses of tulips in gorgeous effulgence of bloom occupied the very beds in
- which he believed the dahlias must have been last year, there was some one
- on the well-remembered path in front of him.
- </p>
- <p>
- A little child of two or three years, still walking insecurely at least,
- was being led along the edge of the flower-border by a woman in black
- whose back was turned.
- </p>
- <p>
- The infant had caught the notion of bending over the hyacinths, one by
- one, laboriously to smell their perfume, and the woman indulgently lent
- herself to the pastime, halting and supporting the little one by the hand.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian wondered vaguely what child this could be, before observation
- told him that the person they were approaching was a lady. He took Dicky&rsquo;s
- arm then, and quickened their step. &ldquo;We will be very much engaged as we
- pass,&rdquo; he admonished him. After a few paces, however, the futility of this
- device made itself apparent. The lady, glancing indifferently over her
- shoulder at the sound, of their tread, turned on the instant with a little
- cry of pleasure.
- </p>
- <p>
- It was Cora who came toward them, now radiant of face and with an extended
- hand. She dragged the surprised child heedlessly along at her side with
- the other arm.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, Duke!&rdquo; she cried. &ldquo;I did so long to burst in upon you, wherever you
- were to be found, and thank you when I heard. It was Sir George Dence who
- told us. And Eddy, he&rsquo;s quite off his head with joy! He wanted to look you
- up, too, but I told him to put off thanking you till to-morrow; between
- ourselves, I don&rsquo;t fancy he&rsquo;ll be seen quite to the best advantage later
- on to-day. But I know you&rsquo;ll think none the worse of him for that; and
- there&rsquo;s a good bit to be done, he says, in the way of pulling the Hunt
- together again to work like one man. He&rsquo;s begun already promoting the
- right sort of feeling. He&rsquo;s got Sir George and old General Fawcett and
- about a dozen more of &rsquo;em in the billiard-room, and I told him
- everything would be all right so long as they didn&rsquo;t sing. On account of
- the funeral, you know. And&mdash;why, you&rsquo;ve never seen my oldest
- unmarried daughter! Look up and say, &lsquo;How-de-do?&rsquo; Chrissy. Why, she&rsquo;s your
- namesake! Yes, her baptismal name is Christiana or Christina&mdash;which
- is it? We always call her Chrissy. And you haven&rsquo;t told me what an
- effective family group I make. You never would have believed that I could
- be so domestic, now, would you?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She had gathered the child up into her arms, and under the influence of
- her jocund mood Christian smiled cheerfully. &ldquo;You are very wonderful as a
- mother,&rdquo; he assured her, and extended a tentative finger toward Chrissy,
- who, huddled in awkward and twisted discomfort under her mother&rsquo;s elbow,
- regarded him with unconcealed repulsion.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;She seems an extremely healthy child,&rdquo; he remarked, and the words were
- not so perfunctory as they sounded. The robust, red cheeked heartiness of
- Chrissy raised musing reflections in his mind. If this infant, with its
- stout mottled arms and legs, had been a boy, it would be at this moment
- his heir. No one could ask for a finer child&mdash;and she was very
- closely akin to him. And Cora was her mother&mdash;and Cora&rsquo;s sister!
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, but where <i>are</i> we going to live?&rdquo; she broke in upon his
- meditations. &ldquo;I said to Eddy that I&rsquo;d lay odds you were thinking of
- David&rsquo;s Court for us. You know the kennels used to be there before
- Porlock&rsquo;s time.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;All that we can arrange,&rdquo; said Christian, shaking off his reverie, and
- lifting his hat. &ldquo;Rest easy in your mind about everything.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She nodded with an expansive geniality which freely included Dicky as
- well, and then walked away. It slowly occurred to Christian that she had
- said nothing about her sister&rsquo;s presence in the neighborhood, although it
- was impossible to suppose her ignorant, of it. Upon consideration, he
- decided that her reticence was delicate. He felt that he liked Cora, and
- then uneasily speculated upon the seeming probability that his liking for
- her was in excess of her sister&rsquo;s.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Westland,&rdquo; he said, with a new thought in his busy brain, &ldquo;you know about
- geography&mdash;about where the different British colonies are on the map,
- and what they are distinguished for. I want to know of a good place, a
- very long way off, where two young men with a moderate capital might do
- well, or-at least have the chance to do well.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Fellows like that generally go to South Africa, nowadays,&rdquo; replied Dicky,
- &ldquo;though I believe it&rsquo;s gone off a bit. It&rsquo;s not as far away as Australia,
- but it&rsquo;s livelier, apparently. They don&rsquo;t seem to come back as much.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No; I have a prejudice against that Johannesburg. It is not a good
- atmosphere, and it is too easy to get into trouble there.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There are great reports about British Columbia just now. They&rsquo;ve found
- wonderful new gold-fields, and they&rsquo;re a fearful distance from anywhere.
- It takes you months to get to them, so I&rsquo;m told. But it depends so much on
- what the fellows themselves are like. If I may ask, do I know them?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is Augustine Torr that I have in mind, and a young friend of his&mdash;Bailey
- his name is. By the way, a brother of the lady we just left.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I know <i>of</i> him,&rdquo; commented Dicky sententiously.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Well, it has occurred to me that these young men, for whom there seems no
- specially suitable foothold in England, might accomplish something in the
- colonies. That is the way Greater Britain, as they call it, has been made&mdash;by
- young men who might have done nothing at all worth doing at home. Life is
- really very difficult and complicated in this crowded island, unless one
- has exactly the temperament to succeed. But in the colonies it is
- different. Men who are of no use here may become valuable there. I have
- heard that there are many instances of this. And these young men, it seems
- to me that very possibly, if they found themselves on new ground, they
- might do as others have done and get on. We do not quite know what to do
- with them here, but we send them out, and they make the Empire.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It&rsquo;s rather rough on the Empire, though, isn&rsquo;t it?&rdquo; said Dicky.
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian frowned and drew himself up a little. &ldquo;One is my cousin,&rdquo; he
- said coldly, &ldquo;and the other is the brother of&mdash;is the brother of my
- cousin&rsquo;s wife.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- There was a moment of silence, and then the secretary, as upon a sudden
- resolution, stopped. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s no good my going on,&rdquo; he said, nervously, but
- with decision. &ldquo;I daresay you don&rsquo;t mean it, but all the same it&rsquo;s too
- much for me. If you don&rsquo;t mind, I think I&rsquo;ll turn it up and catch the
- evening-train. I don&rsquo;t mind going to the station in the brake with the
- servants and the luggage. It certainly won&rsquo;t take anybody by surprise.&rdquo;
- Christian regarded him with open-eyed astonishment. &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t know what
- you&rsquo;re talking about,&rdquo; he said, in obvious candor.
- </p>
- <p>
- Dicky restlessly threw out his hands. &ldquo;Oh, I can&rsquo;t stand this Dukeness of
- yours,&rdquo; he declared. &ldquo;You put it on too thick. I know Gus Torr, and I know
- as much as I want to of Tom Bailey, and I know they&rsquo;re no good, and you
- know it, too&mdash;although I don&rsquo;t say they mayn&rsquo;t get on in the
- colonies. God knows what won&rsquo;t get on there! But when I make some
- perfectly civil and natural remark on the subject, you flame up at me, and
- blow yourself out like a pouter pigeon, and say they&rsquo;re&mdash;haw-haw!&mdash;relations
- of yours. Well, that be damned, you know! It may do once in a way with
- outsiders, but it isn&rsquo;t good enough to live with.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Dicky!&rdquo; said Christian, in a voice of awed appeal. His brown face
- distorted itself in lines of painful bewilderment as he gazed at his
- companion. &ldquo;Have I done that? Is it as bad as that?&rdquo; He gasped the
- questions out in a frightened way and tears sprang into his eyes. &ldquo;Then it
- is not you who should catch the evening train, but me. I am not fit to be
- here!&rdquo; He finished with a groan of bitter dejection and bowed his head.
- </p>
- <p>
- Westland, as much scared as surprised at the violent result of his
- protest, moved impetuously to his friend and put a hand on his shoulder.
- &ldquo;No-no! No-no,&rdquo; he said, in a soothing voice. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s all right! I said you
- didn&rsquo;t mean it, you know. Truly, old man, I <i>knew</i> you didn&rsquo;t mean
- it! Upon my word, it&rsquo;s all right!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian lifted his head, and tried to choke down his agitation. &ldquo;But you
- go away from me!&rdquo; he said in despairing tones. &ldquo;It is the same as ever!
- Nothing is changed for me! I do not make friends&mdash;much less keep
- them!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But I <i>am</i> your friend! You <i>are</i> keeping me!&rdquo; Dicky insisted,
- raising his voice. An odd impulse to laugh aloud struggled confusedly with
- the concern the other&rsquo;s visible suffering gave him. &ldquo;I take it all back.
- I&rsquo;m stopping with you, right enough!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian accepted the assurance in a dazed way, and after he had silently
- shaken the other&rsquo;s hand, began walking on again, studying the ground with
- a troubled frown. &ldquo;I am a weak and dull fool!&rdquo; he growled at last, in rage
- at himself. &ldquo;I have not sense enough to behave properly! It is a mistake
- that I should he put over anybody else! I make myself ridiculous, like any
- <i>parvenu</i>.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No&mdash;that&rsquo;s all rot,&rdquo; the other felt it judicious to urge. &ldquo;You&rsquo;re
- perfectly all right, only&mdash;only&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Only I&rsquo;m not!&rdquo; Christian filled in the gap of hesitation with an angry
- laugh.
- </p>
- <p>
- Gradually a calmer view of himself pervaded his mind. &ldquo;It is more
- difficult than you think, Dicky,&rdquo; he affirmed, after a pause. &ldquo;It is not
- easy at all&mdash;at first&mdash;to&mdash;what shall I say?&mdash;to keep
- feeling your feet under you on the solid ground. The temptation to soar,
- to think you are lifted up, is upon you every minute. It catches you
- unawares. Ah! I see one must watch that without ceasing. Oh, I am glad&mdash;more
- glad than I can tell you&mdash;that you stopped me. Ah! that was a true
- friend&rsquo;s service.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Dicky chuckled softly: &ldquo;It&rsquo;s much nicer, if you can take it that way,&rdquo; he
- admitted.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;If I am ever anything but nice to <i>yoo</i>,&rdquo; Christian began, gravely,
- and then stopped as if he had bitten his tongue. &ldquo;Oh, there is patronage
- again!&rdquo; he cried with vexation&mdash;and then let himself be persuaded to
- join in the frank laughter that the other set up.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Oh, we shall hit it off all right,&rdquo; Dicky assured him as a final word on
- the subject. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s merely a question of time. You&rsquo;ve got to get accustomed
- to your new job, and I to mine: that&rsquo;s all there is of it. We shall learn
- the whole bag of tricks in a week or so, and be happy ever afterward.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The joking refrain struck some welcome chord in Christian&rsquo;s thoughts. He
- looked up, and noted that they were very near the door leading out from
- the fruit-garden to the heath beyond the wall. Halting, he smiled into his
- companion&rsquo;s face.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;No one will follow me now,&rdquo; he said with sparkling eyes. &ldquo;I will let you
- turn back here, if you don&rsquo;t mind.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- <br /><br />
- </p>
- <hr />
- <p>
- <a name="link2HCH0026" id="link2HCH0026"> </a>
- </p>
- <div style="height: 4em;">
- <br /><br /><br /><br />
- </div>
- <h2>
- CHAPTER XXVII
- </h2>
- <p class="pfirst">
- <span class="dropcap" style="font-size: 4.00em">C</span>hristian realized
- blankly, all at once, as&rsquo; he stood and gazed out over the moor, that he
- did not know his way.
- </p>
- <p>
- The spring had laid upon this great rolling common a beauty of its own.
- Everywhere, on thorns and furze and briars, the touch of the new life had
- hung emeralds to bedeck and hide the dun waste of winter. The ashen-gray
- carpets of old mosses were veined with the vivid green of young growths;
- out from the dry brown litter of lifeless ferns and bracken were rising
- the malachite croziers of fresh fronds. The brilliant yellow of broom and
- gorse blooms caught the eye in all directions, blazing above the vernal
- outburst of another year&rsquo;s vegetation, and the hum of the bees in the
- sunlight, and the delicately mingled odors in the May air were a delight
- to the senses. But under this exuberance of re-awakened nature, welcome
- though it might be, somehow the landmarks of last autumn seemed to have
- disappeared.
- </p>
- <p>
- The path which had led along the wall, for example, was now nowhere
- discernible. Or had there really been a path at any time?
- </p>
- <p>
- It was clear enough, at all events, that his course for some distance lay
- beside this massive line of ancient masonry, even if no track was marked
- for him. At some farther point it would be necessary to turn off at a
- right angle toward the Mere Copse&mdash;and here he could recall
- distinctly that there had been a path. But then he came upon several
- paths, or vaguely defined grassy depressions which might be paths, and the
- divergent ways of these were a trouble to him. At last, he decided to
- strike out more boldly into the heath, independently of paths, and try to
- get a general view of the landscape. He made his way through creepers and
- prickly little bushes toward an elevation in the distance, realizing more
- and more in his encumbered progress that his quest was like that of one
- who should search the limitless sea for a small boat. There seemed no
- boundaries whatever to this vast tract of waste land.
- </p>
- <p>
- As he began at length the ascent of the mound toward which his course had
- been directed, he scanned the moor near and far, but no human figure was
- visible. No signs could he discover of any beaten track across it; of the
- several patches of woodland beyond, in the distance to the left, he could
- not even be sure which was the Mere Copse. Below, on the edge of the
- sky-line at the right, he could see the tops of the towers and chimneys of
- Caermere. Wheeling round from this point, then, he endeavored to identify
- that portion of the hill, on the opposite side of the river-chasm, which
- Kathleen had pointed out to him from the terrace. But, viewed from here,
- there were so many hills! The hopelessness of his errand became more
- apparent with each glance round. Despondently, he sauntered up the few
- remaining yards to the top.
- </p>
- <p>
- He stood upon the ridge of a grass-grown wall of stones and earth, which
- in a somewhat irregular circle enclosed perhaps a quarter-acre of land.
- This wall on its best preserved side, where he found himself, was some
- dozen feet in height. Across the ring it seemed lower, and at three or
- four points was broken down altogether. He realized that he was surveying
- a very ancient structure&mdash;no doubt, prehistoric. Would it have been a
- fortress or a temple, or the primitive mausoleum of some chieftain-ruler
- in these wilds? One of the openings seemed to suggest by its symmetry an
- entrance to the enclosure. It was all very curious, and he promised
- himself that very soon he would examine it in detail. Some vague
- promptings of a nascent archaeological spirit impelled him now, upon
- second thoughts, to walk round on the crest of the wall to the other side.
- </p>
- <p>
- Suddenly he stopped, stared sharply downward with arrested breath, and
- then, while his face wreathed itself with amused smiles, tip-toed along a
- few paces farther. Halting here, his eyes dancing with suppressed gaiety,
- he regarded at his leisure the object of his expedition.
- </p>
- <p>
- Upon the sunny outer side of the sloping embankment, only a few feet
- below, was seated Frances Bailey. Her face was turned from him, and she
- was apparently engrossed in the study of a linen-backed sectional map
- spread on her knees. A small red book lay in the grass at her side, and he
- was so close that he could decipher the legend &ldquo;Shropshire and Cheshire&rdquo;
- on its cover.
- </p>
- <p>
- After a minute&rsquo;s rapturous reflection he turned and noiselessly retraced
- his steps, till he could descend from the wall without being seen. There
- was a kind of miniature dry moat surrounding it at this point, and this he
- lightly vaulted. Then, straightening himself, he strolled forward with as
- fine an assumption of unsuspecting innocence as he could contrive. It
- occurred to him to whistle some negligent tune very softly as he came,
- but, oddly enough, his lips seemed recalcitrant&mdash;they made no sound.
- </p>
- <p>
- At the obtrusion of his shadow upon the map she was examining she looked
- swiftly up. For a moment, with the afternoon sun in her eyes, she seemed
- not to recognize him. There followed another pause, infinitesimal in
- duration, yet crowded with significance, in which she appeared clearly at
- a loss what to say or do, now that she realized the fact of his presence.
- Then she smiled at him with a kind of superficial brightness and tossed
- the map aside.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am fortunate indeed to find you,&rdquo; he said, as he came up, and they
- shook hands formally. A few moments before, when he had looked down upon
- her from the mound, he had been buoyantly conscious of his control of the
- situation; but now that he stood before her it was she who looked down
- upon him from her vantage-ground on the side of the bank, and somehow this
- seemed to make a great deal of difference. The sound of his voice in his
- own ears was unexpectedly solemn and constrained. He felt his deportment
- to be unpleasantly awkward.
- </p>
- <p>
- She ignored the implication that he had been looking for her. &ldquo;I suppose
- this must be the place that is marked &lsquo;tumulus&rsquo; on the map here,&rdquo; she
- observed, with what seemed to be a deliberately casual tone. &ldquo;But I should
- think it is more like a rath, such as one reads about in Ireland&mdash;a
- fortified place to defend one&rsquo;s herds and people in. As I understand it, a
- tumulus was for purposes of burial, and this seems to be a fort rather
- than a tomb. What is your idea about it?&rdquo; She rose to her feet as she put
- the question, and turned to regard the earthworks above and about her with
- a concentrated interest.
- </p>
- <p>
- He tried to laugh. &ldquo;I&rsquo;m afraid I&rsquo;m more ignorant about them than anybody
- else,&rdquo; he confessed. &ldquo;I have never been here before. I suppose all one can
- really say is that the people who did these things knew what they were
- for, but that since they had no alphabet they could not leave a record to
- explain them to us, and so we are free to make each his own theory to suit
- himself.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;That is a very indolent view to take,&rdquo; she told him over her shoulder.
- &ldquo;Scientists and archaeologists are not contented with that sort of reply.
- They examine and compare and draw deductions, and get at the meaning of
- these ancient remains. They do not sit down and fold their hands and say,
- &lsquo;Unfortunately those people had no alphabet.&rsquo; Why don&rsquo;t you dig this thing
- up and find out about it?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He smiled to himself doubtfully, &ldquo;I have only been in possession of it for
- about three hours,&rdquo; he reminded her. Then an inspiration came to, him.
- &ldquo;Would <i>you</i> like to dig it up?&rdquo; he asked, with an effect of
- eagerness shining through the banter of his tone. &ldquo;I mean, to superintend
- the excavations. You shall have forty men out here with picks and shovels
- to-morrow if you say the word.&rdquo; Instead of answering, she stooped to get
- her book and map, and then moved with a preoccupied air to the top of the
- bank. After an instant&rsquo;s hesitation he scrambled up to join her.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I suppose that would have been the entrance there,&rdquo; she observed,
- pointing across the circle. &ldquo;And in the center, you see, where the grass
- is so thin, there are evidently big stones there. That <i>does</i> suggest
- interment after all, doesn&rsquo;t it? Yet the Silurians are said to have buried
- only in dolmens. It is very curious.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I do not find that I care much about Silurians this afternoon,&rdquo; he
- ventured to say. There was a gentle hint of reproach in his voice.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why, you&rsquo;re one yourself! That is the principal point about the Torrs;
- that is what makes them interesting.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;But what good does it do me to be a Silurian and interesting,&rdquo; he
- protested with a whimsical gesture, &ldquo;if I&mdash;if I do not get what I
- want most of all in the world?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It seems to me that you have got more things already than most people on
- this planet.&rdquo; She went on reflectively: &ldquo;I had no idea at all what it
- meant till I saw these hills and the valleys below them, and the forests
- and the villages and the castle, and the people coming out from heaven
- knows what holes in the rocks&mdash;all with your collar round their
- necks. I should think it would either send you mad with the sense of power
- or frighten you to death.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am really very humble about it, I think,&rdquo; he assured her simply. &ldquo;And
- there is not so much power as you seem to imagine. It is all a great
- organized machine, like some big business. The differences are that it
- works very clumsily and badly as it is at present managed, and that it
- hardly pays any dividend at all. The average large wholesale grocer&rsquo;s or
- wine merchant&rsquo;s estate would pay a bigger succession duty than my
- grandfather&rsquo;s. He died actually a poor man.&rdquo; The intelligence did not
- visibly impress her. &ldquo;But it was not because he helped others,&rdquo; she
- remarked. &ldquo;Those about him grew poorer also. It is a hateful system!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;There is something you do not know,&rdquo; he began with gravity. &ldquo;I said that
- my grandfather died a poor man. But since his death a tremendous thing has
- happened. A great gift has been made to me. The enormous debts which
- encumbered his estates have been wiped out of existence. It is Lord Julius
- and Emanuel who have done this&mdash;done it for me! I do not know the
- figures yet&mdash;to-morrow Mr. Soman is to explain them to me&mdash;but
- the fact is I am a very rich man indeed. I do not owe anybody a penny.
- Whatever seems to be mine, <i>is</i> mine. There are between seventy-five
- and eighty thousand acres. By comparison with other estates, it seems to
- me that there will be a yearly income of more than fifty thousand pounds!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She drew a long breath and looked him in the face. &ldquo;I am very sorry for
- you,&rdquo; she said soberly.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Ah, no; I resist you there,&rdquo; he exclaimed. &ldquo;I quote your own words to
- you: &lsquo;It is an indolent view to take.&rsquo; There is a prodigious
- responsibility! Yes! But all the more reason why I should be brave. Would
- you have me lose my nerve, and say the task is too great for me? I thought
- you did not like people who solved difficulties by turning tail and
- running away. Well, to confess oneself afraid&mdash;that is the same
- thing.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She smiled thoughtfully, perhaps at the quaint recurrence to foreign
- gestures and an uncertain, hurried use of book-English which her company
- seemed always to provoke in him. &ldquo;I meant only that it was a terrible
- burden you had had fastened upon your shoulders,&rdquo; she made answer softly.
- &ldquo;I did not suggest that you were afraid of it. And yet I should think you
- would be!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I think,&rdquo; he responded, with a kind of diffident conviction, &ldquo;I think
- that if a man is honest and ambitious for good things, and has some
- brains, he can grow to be equal to any task that will be laid upon him.
- And if he labors at it with sincerity and does absolutely the best that
- there is in him to do, then I do not think that his work will be wasted. A
- man is only a man after all. He did not make this world, and he cannot do
- with it what he likes. It is a bigger thing, when you come to think of it,
- than he is. At the end there is only a little hole in it for him to be
- buried in and forgotten, as these people who raised this wall that we
- stand on are forgotten. They thought in their day that the whole world
- depended upon them; when there was thunder and lightning, they said it was
- on their account, because their gods in the sky were angry with them. But
- to us it is evident that they were not so important as they supposed they
- were. We look at the work of their hands here, and we regard it with
- curiosity, as we might an ant&rsquo;s nest. We do not know whether they made it
- as a tomb for their chief or as a shelter for their cows. And if they had
- left records to explain that, and it does not matter how much else, it
- would be the same. We learn only one thing from all the numberless
- millions who have gone before us&mdash;that man is less important than he
- thinks he is. I have a high position thrust upon me. <i>Eh bien!</i> I am
- not going to command the sun to stand still. I am not going to believe
- that I ought to revolutionize human society before I die. There will be
- many men after me. If one or two of them says of me that I worked hard to
- do well, and that I left things a trifle better than I found them, then
- what more can I desire?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She nodded in musing abstraction, but answered nothing. Her gaze was
- fastened resolutely upon the opposite bank.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I am truly so fortunate not to have missed you!&rdquo; he repeated after a
- small interval of silence.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Why should you say that?&rdquo; she asked almost with petulance. &ldquo;You make too
- much of me! I do not belong in this gallery at all. I am very angry with
- myself for being here. I ought not to have allowed Mrs. Emanuel to
- persuade me against my own judgment. It did not enter into my head that I
- should be seen by anybody. I was on my vacation&mdash;I take it early,
- because some of the girls like to get away at Whitsuntide&mdash;and at
- Bath I saw in a paper some reference to the state with which your
- grandfather would be buried, and the whim seized me to see the funeral. I
- came on my bicycle most of the way, till the hills got too bad. I thought
- no one would be the wiser for my coming and going. And one thing&mdash;you
- must not ask me to come into the castle again. I am going to the inn to
- get my machine, and go down to Craven Arms or Clun for the night. I have
- looked both roads out on my map. Is Clun interesting, do you know?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have not the remotest idea. In fact, there is only one idea of any sort
- in my mind just now. It is that you are not to be allowed to go away. Have
- you seen the dungeons in which we fasten up people whose presence is
- particularly desired, and who will not listen to reason?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The jesting tone of his words was belied by the glance in his eyes. She
- frowned a little. &ldquo;No, there is no reason in it at all. What have I to do
- with these people? They are not my kind. It is the merest accident that
- you and I happen to be acquainted. If you did not know me now, nothing is
- more certain than that we should never meet in the world. And our seeming
- to each other like friends on those other occasions&mdash;that had nothing
- to do with the present. The circumstances are entirely different. There is
- nothing in common between us now, or hardly anything at all. You ought to
- understand that. And I look to you to realize how matters are altered, and
- not to insist upon placing me in a very undignified and unpleasant
- position.&rdquo; She had spoken with increasing rapidity of utterance, and with
- rising agitation. &ldquo;Not that your insisting would make any difference!&rdquo; she
- added now, almost defiantly.
- </p>
- <p>
- He looked at her in silence. The face half turned from him, with its broad
- brow, its shapely and competent profile, the commanding light in its gray
- eyes, the firm lips drawn into tightened curves of proud resistance to any
- weakness of quivering&mdash;it was the face that had made so profound an
- impression upon him at the outset of that wonderful journey from Rouen.
- The memory became on the instant inexpressibly touching to him. She was
- almost as she had been then&mdash;it might well be the same sober gray
- frock, the same hat, save that the ribbon now was black instead of fawn.
- She would have no varied wardrobe, this girl who earned her own bread, and
- gave her mind to the large realities of life. But this very simplicity of
- setting, how notably it emphasized the precious quality of what it framed!
- He recalled that in his first rapt study of this face it had seemed to him
- like the face of the young Piedmontese bishop who had once come to his
- school&mdash;pure, wise, sweet, tender, strong. And now, beholding it
- afresh, it was beyond all these things the face which woke music in his
- heart&mdash;the face of the woman he loved.
- </p>
- <p>
- With gentle slowness he answered her: &ldquo;The position I seek to place you in
- does not seem to me undignified. I should like to hope that you would not
- find it unpleasant. You know what I mean&mdash;I offered it to you in
- advance, before it was yet mine to give. I beg you again to accept it, now
- when it <i>is</i> mine to give. If you will turn, you can see Caermere
- from where you stand. It has had in all its days no mistress like you.
- Will you take it from my hands?&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She confronted him with a clear, steady gaze of disapproval. &ldquo;All this is
- very stupid!&rdquo; she said, peremptorily. &ldquo;Last week&mdash;it had its pretty
- and graceful side then perhaps, but it is not nice at all now. It does not
- flatter me; it does not please me in any way to-day. I told you then, I
- had my own independence, my own personal pride and dignity, which are
- dearer to me than anything else. If I had them then, I have them very much
- more now. What kind of idea of me is this that you have&mdash;that I am to
- change my mind because now you can talk of fifty thousand a year? I like
- you less than I did when you had nothing at all! For then we seemed to
- understand each other better. You would not have rattled your money-box at
- me then! You had finer sensibilities&mdash;I liked you more!&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He returned her gaze with a perplexed smile. &ldquo;But I am asking you to be my
- wife,&rdquo; he pointed out.
- </p>
- <p>
- She sniffed with a suggestion of contempt at the word. &ldquo;Wife!&rdquo; she told
- him stormily. &ldquo;You do not seem to know what the word &lsquo;wife&rsquo; means! You are
- not thinking of a &lsquo;wife&rsquo; at all. It is a woman to play Duchess to your
- Duke that you have in mind, and you feel merely that she ought to be
- presentable and intelligent, and personally not distasteful to you; we&rsquo;ll
- even say that you prefer a woman towards whom you have felt a sort of
- comrade&rsquo;s impulse. But that has nothing to do with a &lsquo;wife.&rsquo; And even on
- your own ground how foolish you are! In heaven&rsquo;s name, why hit on <i>me</i>
- of all women? There are ten thousand who would do it all vastly better,
- and who, moreover, would leap at the chance. You have only to look about
- you. England is full of beauties in training for just such a place. They
- know the ways of your set&mdash;the small talk, the little jokes, the
- amusements and social duties and distinctions, and all that. Go and find
- what you want among them. What have I to do with such people? They&rsquo;re not
- in my class at all.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- Christian sighed, and then sought her glance again with a timid, whimsical
- smile. &ldquo;Ah, how you badger me always!&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;But I have still
- something more to say.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Let me beg that it be left unsaid!&rdquo; She folded up the map, and began
- moving along the ridge as she spoke. &ldquo;It is all as distressful to me as
- can be. You cannot understand&mdash;or will not understand&mdash;and it
- puts me in an utterly hateful position. I do not like to be saying
- unpleasant things to you. I had only the nicest feelings towards you when
- we last parted; and this noon, when I saw you in the church, you made a
- picture in my mind that I had quite&mdash;quite a tenderness for. But now
- you force me into disagreeable feelings and words, which I don&rsquo;t like any
- more than you do. I seem to be never myself when I am with you. I have
- actually never seen you but three times, and you disturb me more&mdash;you
- make me hate myself more&mdash;than everything else in the world.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- The exigencies of the path along the summit of the mound forced Christian
- to walk behind her. In the voice which carried these words backward to him
- the quavering stress of profound emotion was more to him than the words
- themselves. He put out his hand and laid it lightly upon her arm.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;It is because you feel in your heart of hearts that I love you,&rdquo; he said
- in a low, tremulous voice. &ldquo;Can you not see? It is that that has made all
- our meetings disturbed, full of misunderstandings as well as pleasure. You
- wrong me, dear&mdash;or no, you could not do that, but it is that you do
- not comprehend. I have loved you from that first day. Oh, I have loved you
- always, since I can remember&mdash;long years before I saw you. There is
- not any memory in my life, it seems, but of you&mdash;for all the sweet
- things were a foretaste of you, and all the bitter are forgotten because
- of you. And shall there not be an end now to our hurting each other? For
- where you go I follow you, and I must always be longing for you&mdash;and
- I do not believe that in your heart you hold yourself away from me, but
- only in your mind.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- She had drawn her sleeve from his touch, and irresolutely quickened her
- steps. She perforce paused now at a broken gap in the bank, and with books
- and gathered skirts in one hand, lifted the other in instinctively
- balancing preparation for a descent. He took this hand, and she made no
- demur to his leading her down the steep slope to the level outer ground.
- He retained the hand reverently, gently in his own as they walked in
- silence across the heath. It seemed ever as if she would take it from him,
- and that he consciously exerted a magic through his touch which just
- sufficed to hold it.
- </p>
- <p>
- With a bowed head, and cheek at once flushed and white, she began to
- speak. &ldquo;You are very young,&rdquo; she said, lingering over the words with
- almost dejection in her tone. &ldquo;You know so little of what life is like!
- You have such a place in the affairs of men to fill, and you come to it
- with such innocent boyish good faith&mdash;and men are so little like what
- you think they are. And as you learn the lesson&mdash;the hardening,
- disillusionizing lesson of the world&mdash;and the soft, youthful places
- in your nature toughen, and you are a man holding your own with other men,
- and lording it over them where you can, then you will hate the things
- which hamper you, and you will curse encumbrances that you took on you in
- your ignorance. And you are all wrong about me! It is because you do not
- know other women that you think well of me. I am a very ordinary girl,
- indeed. There are thousands like me, and better than me, with more courage
- and finer characters, and you do not know them, that is all. And there are
- the young women of your own little world, who are born and reared to be
- the wives of men in your place, and you will see them&mdash;&mdash;&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;I have seen them,&rdquo; he interposed softly. &ldquo;But it is not fair!&rdquo; she
- hurried on breathlessly. &ldquo;It is the duty of a friend to hold a man back
- when he is bent on a folly. And we pledged ourselves to be true friends,
- and I implore you&mdash;or no, I insist! I will not have it. It is too
- cruelly unfair to you&mdash;and&mdash;I am going now&mdash;no, not that
- way; in the other direction. We will say good-bye.&rdquo;
- </p>
- <p>
- He would not relinquish the hand she strove to drag away. All the calmness
- of confident mastery was in his hold upon this hand, and in the gravely
- sweet cadence of his voice. &ldquo;I love you,&rdquo; he said. &ldquo;I shall love no one in
- my life, or in another life, but you. I will not live without you. I will
- not willingly spend a day in all my years away from you. You are truly my
- other half&mdash;the companion, the friend, the love, the wife, without
- whom nothing exists for me. I am not young as you say I am, and I shall
- never be old&mdash;for in this love there is no youth or age for either of
- us. Try to look backward now! Can you see a time when we did not love each
- other? And forward! Is it thinkable that we can be parted?&rdquo; Slowly she
- lifted her head.
- </p>
- <p>
- &ldquo;Look at me!&rdquo; she bade him in a voice he seemed never to have heard
- before.
- </p>
- <h3>
- THE END
- </h3>
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