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-Project Gutenberg's The Poems of Madison Cawein, vol. 2, by Madison Cawein
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-Title: The Poems of Madison Cawein, vol. 2
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- THE POEMS OF
- MADISON CAWEIN
-
-
- VOLUME II
-
-
- NEW WORLD IDYLLS AND
- POEMS OF LOVE
-
- [Illustration]
-
- Ah, girlhood, through the rosy haze
- Come like a moonbeam slipping. Page 3
- _One Day and Another_
-
-
-
-
- THE POEMS OF
- MADISON CAWEIN
-
-
- _Volume II_
-
-
- NEW WORLD
- IDYLLS AND POEMS
- OF LOVE
-
-
- _Illustrated_
- WITH PHOTOGRAVURES AFTER PAINTINGS
- BY ERIC PAPE
-
-
- INDIANAPOLIS
- THE BOBBS-MERRILL COMPANY
- PUBLISHERS
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- COPYRIGHT, 1887, 1888, 1889, 1890, 1891, 1892, 1893, 1894, 1896,
- 1898, 1899, 1901, 1902, 1905 and 1907, BY MADISON CAWEIN
-
- COPYRIGHT, 1896, BY COPELAND AND DAY; 1898, BY R. H RUSSELL; 1901,
- BY RICHARD G. BADGER AND COMPANY
-
-
- PRESS OF
- BRAUNWORTH & CO.
- BOOKBINDERS AND PRINTERS
- BROOKLYN, N. Y.
-
- WITH ENDURING FRIENDSHIP, LOVE AND LOYALTY
- TO
- JAMES WHITCOMB RILEY
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS
-
-
-NEW WORLD IDYLLS
-
- PAGE
-
- BROTHERS, THE 246
-
- DEAD MAN’S RUN 241
-
- DEEP IN THE FOREST 196
-
- EPIC OF SOUTH-FORK, AN 180
-
- FEUD, THE 237
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- IDYLL OF THE STANDING-STONE, THE 161
-
- LYNCHERS 239
-
- MOSBY AT HAMILTON 235
-
- NIELLO, A 192
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- ONE DAY AND ANOTHER 1
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- RAID, THE 244
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- RED LEAVES AND ROSES 116
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- SIREN SANDS 217
-
- SOME SUMMER DAYS 171
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- WAR-TIME SILHOUETTES 224
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- WILD THORN AND LILY 122
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- WRECKAGE 209
-
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-POEMS OF LOVE
-
- AFTER DEATH 482
-
- AMONG THE ACRES OF THE WOOD 343
-
- AN AUTUMN NIGHT 519
-
- ANDALIA AND THE SPRINGTIME 304
-
- APART 356
-
- APOCALYPSE 327
-
- AT HER GRAVE 386
-
- AT NINEVEH 476
-
- AT PARTING 509
-
- AT SUNSET 405
-
- AT THE STILE 288
-
- AT TWENTY-ONE 351
-
- AT TWILIGHT 391
-
- BLIND GOD, THE 357
-
- BURDEN OF DESIRE, THE 274
-
- CAN I FORGET? 328
-
- CARA MIA 358
-
- CARISSIMA MEA 517
-
- CARMEN 473
-
- CASTLE OF LOVE, THE 295
-
- CAVERNS OF KAF, THE 431
-
- CHORDS 382
-
- CHRISTMAS CATCH, A 378
-
- “COME TO THE HILLS” 512
-
- CONCLUSION 529
-
- CONFESSION, A 388
-
- CONSECRATION 298
-
- CONSTANCE 362
-
- CONTRASTS 516
-
- CREOLE SERENADE 321
-
- DAUGHTER OF THE SNOW, THE 414
-
- DAUGHTER OF THE STATES, A 521
-
- DAY AND NIGHT 392
-
- DEAD AND GONE 406
-
- EPILOGUE 261
-
- EVASION 513
-
- FERN-SEED 290
-
- FINALE 527
-
- FLORIDIAN 374
-
- FOREST POOL, THE 403
-
- GERTRUDE 267
-
- GLORY AND THE DREAM, THE 501
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- GHOST WEATHER 402
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- GYPSYING 278
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- HEART’S DESIRE, THE 395
-
- HEART OF MY HEART 269
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- HELEN 365
-
- HER EYES 354
-
- HER VESPER SONG 499
-
- HER VIOLIN 492
-
- HER VIVIEN EYES 496
-
- IDEAL DIVINATION 324
-
- “IF I WERE HER LOVER” 337
-
- IN A GARDEN 335
-
- IN AUTUMN 488
-
- INDIFFERENCE 401
-
- IN MAY 503
-
- IN JUNE 331
-
- IN THE GARDEN OF GIRLS 511
-
- KINSHIP 352
-
- LAST DAYS 390
-
- LORA OF THE VALES 313
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- LOST LOVE 283
-
- LOVE 268
-
- LOVE AND A DAY 369
-
- LOVE IN A GARDEN 372
-
- LYANNA 447
-
- LYDIA 364
-
- MARCH AND MAY 486
-
- MARGERY 360
-
- MASKS 469
-
- MEETING IN SUMMER 494
-
- MEMORIES 485
-
- MESSENGERS 355
-
- METAMORPHOSIS 350
-
- MIGNON 367
-
- MIRIAM 524
-
- MY ROSE 329
-
- NOCTURNE 348
-
- NOËRA 340
-
- OLD MAN DREAMS, THE 483
-
- OLIVIA IN THE AUTUMN 306
-
- ONE NIGHT 407
-
- ORIENTAL ROMANCE 317
-
- OUT OF THE DEPTHS 397
-
- OVERSEAS 285
-
- PASTORAL LOVE 302
-
- PLEDGES 315
-
- PORPHYROGENITA 292
-
- PUPIL OF PAN, A 312
-
- QUARREL, THE 522
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- REASONS 497
-
- REED CALL FOR APRIL 490
-
- RESTRAINT 330
-
- ROMANTIC LOVE 300
-
- SALAMANDER, THE 438
-
- SENORITA 479
-
- “SHE IS SO MUCH” 353
-
- SINCE THEN 481
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- SIRENS, THE 346
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- SNOW AND FIRE 502
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- SONG FOR YULE, A 380
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- SPIRITS OF LIGHT AND DARKNESS, THE 454
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- SPIRIT OF THE STAR, THE 417
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- SPIRIT OF THE VAN, THE 423
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- STROLLERS 271
-
- SUCCUBA, THE 464
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- SUMMER SEA, THE 525
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- SYLVIA OF THE WOODLAND 308
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- THE PARTING 412
-
- THE RIDE 507
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- THE TRYST 276
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- “THIS IS THE FACE OF HER” 399
-
- THREE BIRDS 393
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- TOLLMAN’S DAUGHTER, THE 319
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- TRANSUBSTANTIATION 368
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- UNCERTAINTY 280
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- UNREQUITED 394
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- WATER WITCH, THE 459
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- “WERE I AN ARTIST” 505
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- “WHEN SHE DRAWS NEAR” 489
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- WHEN SHIPS PUT OUT TO SEA 376
-
- WHY? 347
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- WILL O’ THE WISPS 333
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- WILL YOU FORGET? 515
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- WITNESSES 310
-
- WORDS 345
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-
-LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS
-
-
-AH, GIRLHOOD, THROUGH THE ROSY HAZE
-COME LIKE A MOONBEAM SLIPPING. (See page 3) _Frontispiece_
-
- PAGE
-
-WHERE THE WOODCOCK CALL. (See page 161) 160
-
-SOMETHING DREW ME, UNRETURNING,
-FILLED ME WITH A FINER FLAME. (See page 419) 350
-
-I LOOK INTO THY HEART AND THEN I KNOW
-THE WONDROUS POETRY OF THE LONG-AGO.
- (See page 497) 490
-
-
-
-
- NEW WORLD IDYLLS
-
- _O lyrist of the lowly and the true,
- The song I sought for you
- Still bides unsung. What hope for me to find,
- Lost in the dædal mind,
- The living utterance with lovely tongue,
- To sing,--as once he sung,
- Rare Ariosto, of Knight-Errantry,--
- How you in Poesy,
- Song’s Paladin, Knight of the Dream and Day,
- The shield of magic sway!
- Of that Atlantes’ power, sweet and terse,
- The skyey-builded verse!
- The shield that dazzles, brilliant with surprise,
- Our unanointed eyes.--
- Oh, could I write as it were worthy you,
- Each word, a spark of dew,--
- As once Ferdusi wrote in Persia,--
- Would string each rosy spray
- Of each unfolding flower of my song;
- And Iran’s bulbul tongue
- Would sob its heart out o’er the fountain’s slab
- In gardens of Afrasiab._
-
-
-
-
- ONE DAY AND ANOTHER
-
- _A Lyrical Eclogue_
-
-
-
-
- PART I
-
- LATE SPRING
-
-
- The mottled moth at eventide
- Beats glimmering wings against the pane;
- The slow, sweet lily opens wide,
- White in the dusk like some dim stain;
- The garden dreams on every side
- And breathes faint scents of rain:
- Among the flowering stocks they stand;
- A crimson rose is in her hand.
-
-
- I
-
- _Outside her garden. He waits musing_:
-
- Herein the dearness of her is;
- The thirty perfect days of June
- Made one, in maiden loveliness
- Were not more sweet to clasp and kiss,
- With love not more in tune.
-
- Ah me! I think she is too true,
- Too spiritual for life’s rough way:
- So say her eyes,--her soul looks through,--
- Two bluet blossoms, watchet-blue,
- Are not more pure than they.
-
- So kind, so beautiful is she,
- So soft and white, so fond and fair,
- Sometimes my heart fears she may be
- Not long for Earth, and secretly
- Sweet sister to the air.
-
-
- II
-
- _Dusk deepens. A whippoorwill calls._
-
- The whippoorwills are calling where
- The golden west is graying;
- “’Tis time,” they say, “to meet him there--
- Why are you still delaying?
-
- “He waits you where the old beech throws
- Its gnarly shadow over
- Wood violet and the bramble rose,
- Frail lady-fern and clover.
-
- “Where elder and the sumac peep
- Above your garden’s paling,
- Whereon, at noon, the lizards sleep,
- Like lichen on the railing.
-
- “Come! ere the early rising moon’s
- Gold floods the violet valleys;
- Where mists, like phantom picaroons
- Anchor their stealthy galleys.
-
- “Come! while the deepening amethyst
- Of dusk above is falling--
- ’Tis time to tryst! ’tis time to tryst!”
- The whippoorwills are calling.
-
- They call you to these twilight ways
- With dewy odor dripping--
- Ah, girlhood, through the rosy haze
- Come like a moonbeam slipping.
-
-
- III
-
- _He enters the garden, speaking dreamily_:
-
- There is a fading inward of the day,
- And all the pansy sunset clasps one star;
- The twilight acres, eastward, glimmer gray,
- While all the world to westward smoulders far.
-
- Now to your glass will you pass for the last time?
- Pass! humming some ballad, I know.
- Here where I wait it is late and is past time--
- Late! and the moments are slow, are slow.
-
- There is a drawing downward of the night;
- The bridegroom Heaven bends down to kiss the moon:
- Above, the heights hang silver in her light;
- Below, the vales stretch purple, deep with June.
-
- There in the dew is it you hiding lawny?
- You? or a moth in the vines?--
- You!--by your hand! where the band twinkles tawny!
- You!--by your ring, like a glow-worm that shines!
-
-
- IV
-
- _She approaches, laughing. She speaks_:
-
- You’d given up hope?
-
- _He_
-
-
- Believe me!
-
- _She_
-
- Why! is your love so poor?
-
- _He_
-
- No. Yet you _might_ deceive me!
-
- _She_
-
- As many a girl before.--
- Ah, dear, you will forgive me?
-
- _He_
-
- Say no more, sweet, say no more!
-
- _She_
-
- Love trusts; and that’s enough, my dear.
- Trust wins through love; whereof, my dear,
- Love holds through trust: and love, my dear,
- Is--all my life and lore.
-
- _He_
-
- Come, pay me or I’ll scold you.--
- Give me the kiss you owe.--
- You run when I would hold you?
-
- _She_
-
- No! no! I say! now, no!--
- How often have I told you,
- You must not use me so?
-
- _He_
-
- More sweet the dusk for this is,
- For lips that meet in kisses.--
- Come! come! why run from blisses
- As from a dreadful foe?
-
-
- V
-
- _She stands smiling at him, shyly, then speaks_:
-
- How many words in the asking!
- How easily I can grieve you!--
- My “yes” in a “no” was a-masking,
- Nor thought, dear, to deceive you.--
- A kiss?--the humming-bird happiness here
- In my heart consents.... But what are words,
- When the thought of two souls in speech accords?
- Affirmative, negative--what are they, dear?
- I wished to say “yes,” but somehow said “no.”
- The woman within me knew you would know,
- Knew that your heart would hear.
-
- _He speaks_:
-
- So many words in the doing!--
- Therein you could not deceive me;
- Some things are sweeter for the pursuing:
- I knew what you meant, believe me.--
- Bunched bells of the blush pomegranate, to fix
- At your throat.... Six drops of fire they are....
- Will you look--where the moon and its following star
- Rise silvery over yon meadow ricks?
- While I hold--while I bend your head back, so....
- For I know it is “yes” though you whisper “no,”
- And my kisses, sweet, are six.
-
-
- VI
-
- _Moths flutter around them. She speaks_:
-
- Look!--where the fiery
- Glow-worm in briery
- Banks of the moon-mellowed bowers
- Sparkles--how hazily
- Pinioned and airily
- Delicate, warily,
- Drowsily, lazily,
- Flutter the moths to the flowers.
-
- White as the dreamiest
- Bud of the creamiest
- Rose in the garden that dozes,
- See how they cling to them!
- Held in the heart of their
- Hearts, like a part of their
- Perfume, they swing to them
- Wings that are soft as a rose is.
-
- Dim as the forming of
- Dew in the warming of
- Moonlight, they light on the petals;
- All is revealed to them;
- All!--from the sunniest
- Tips to the honiest
- Heart, whence they yield to them
- Spice, through the darkness that settles.
-
- So to our tremulous
- Souls come the emulous
- Agents of love; through whose power
- All that is best in us,
- All that is beautiful,
- Selfless and dutiful,
- Is manifest in us,
- Even as the scent of a flower.
-
-
- VII
-
-
- _Taking her hand he says_:
-
- What makes you beautiful?
- Answer, now, answer!--
- Is it that dutiful
- Souls are all beautiful?
- Is it romance or
- Beauty of spirit,
- Which souls, that merit,
- Of heaven inherit?--
- Have you an answer?
-
- _She, roguishly_:
-
- What makes you lovable?
- Answer, now, answer!--
- Is it not provable
- That man is lovable
- Just because chance, or
- Nature, makes woman
- Love him?--Her human
- Part’s to illumine.--
- Have you an answer?
-
-
- VIII
-
- _Then, regarding him seriously, she continues_:
-
- Could I recall every joy that befell me
- There in the past with its anguish and bliss,
- Here in my heart it hath whispered to tell me,--
- They were no joys like this.
-
- Were it not well if our love could forget them,
- Veiling the _Was_ with the dawn of the _Is_?
- Dead with the past we should never regret them,
- Being no joys like this.
-
- Now they are gone and the Present stands speechful,
- Ardent of word and of look and of kiss,--
- What though we know that their eyes are beseechful!--
- They were no joys like this.
-
- Were it not well to have more of the spirit,
- Living high Futures this earthly must miss?
- Less of the flesh, with the Past pining near it?
- Knowing no joys like this!
-
-
- IX
-
- _Leaving the garden for the lane. He, with lightness of heart_:
-
- We will leave reason,
- Sweet, for a season:
- Reason were treason
- Now that the nether
- Spaces are clad, oh,
- In silvery shadow--
- We will be glad, oh,
- Glad as this weather!
-
- _She, responding to his mood_:
-
- Heart unto heart! where the moonlight is slanted,
- Let us believe that our souls are enchanted:--
- I in the castle-keep; you are the airy
- Prince who comes seeking me; love is the fairy
- Bringing us two together.
-
- _He_
-
- Starlight in masses
- Over us passes;
- And in the grass is
- Many a flower.--
-
- Now will you tell me
- How ’d you enspell me?
- What once befell me
- There in your bower?
-
- _She_
-
- Soul unto soul!--in the moon’s wizard glory,
- Let us believe we are parts in a story:--
- I am a poem; a poet you hear it
- Whispered in star and in flower; a spirit,
- Love, puts my soul in your power.
-
-
- X
-
- _He, suddenly and very earnestly_:
-
- Perhaps we lived in the days
- Of the Khalif Haroun er Reshid;
- And loved, as the story says
- Did the Sultan’s favorite one
- And the Persian Emperor’s son,
- Ali ben Bekkar, he
- Of the Kisra dynasty.
-
- Do you know the story?--Well,
- _You_ were Haroun’s Sultana.
- When night on the palace fell,
- A slave, through a secret door,--
- Low-arched on the Tigris’ shore,--
- By a hidden winding stair
- Brought me to your bower there.
-
- Then there was laughter and mirth,
- And feasting and singing together,
- In a chamber of wonderful worth;
- In a chamber vaulted high
- On columns of ivory;
- Its dome, like the irised skies,
- Mooned over with peacock eyes;
- Its curtains and furniture,
- Damask and juniper.
-
- Ten slave girls--so many blooms--
- Stand, holding tamarisk torches,
- Silk-clad from the Irak looms;
- Ten handmaidens serve the feast,
- Each maid like a star in the east;
- Ten lutanists, lutes a-tune,
- Wait, each like the Ramadan moon.
-
- For you, in a stuff of Merv
- Blue-clad, unveiled and jeweled,
- No metaphor made may serve:
- Scarved deep with your raven hair,
- The jewels like fireflies there--
- Blossom and moon and star,
- The Lady Shemsennehar.
-
- The zone that girdles your waist
- Would ransom a Prince and Emeer;
- In your coronet’s gold enchased,
- And your bracelet’s twisted bar,
- Burn rubies of Istakhar;
- And pearls of the Jamshid race
- Hang looped on your bosom’s lace.
-
- You stand like the letter I;
- Dawn-faced, with eyes that sparkle
- Black stars in a rosy sky;
- Mouth, like a cloven peach,
- Sweet with your smiling speech;
- Cheeks, that the blood presumes
- To make pomegranate blooms.
-
- With roses of Rocknabad,
- Hyacinths of Bokhara,--
- Creamily cool and clad
- In gauze,--girls scatter the floor
- From pillar to cedarn door.
- Then, a pomegranate bloom in each ear,
- Come the dancing-girls of Kashmeer.
-
- Kohl in their eyes, down the room,--
- That opaline casting-bottles
- Have showered with rose-perfume,--
- They glitter and drift and swoon
- To the dulcimer’s languishing tune;
- In the liquid light like stars
- And moons and nenuphars.
-
- Carbuncles, tragacanth-red,
- Smoulder in armlet and anklet:
- Gleaming on breast and on head,
- Bangles of coins, that are angled,
- Tinkle: and veils, that are spangled,
- Flutter from coiffure and wrist
- Like a star-bewildered mist.
-
- Each dancing-girl is a flower
- Of the Tuba from vales of El Liwa.--
- How the bronzen censers glower!
- And scents of ambergris pour,
- And of myrrh, brought out of Lahore,
- And of musk of Khoten! how good
- Is the scent of the sandalwood!
-
- A lutanist smites her lute,
- Sings loves of Mejnoon and Leila:--
- Her voice is an Houri flute;--
- While the fragrant flambeaux wave,
- Barbaric, o’er free and slave,
- O’er fabrics and bezels of gems
- And roses in anadems.
-
- Sherbets in ewers of gold,
- Fruits in salvers carnelian;
- Flagons of grotesque mold,
- Made of a sapphire glass,
- Brimmed with wine of Shirâz;
- Shaddock and melon and grape
- On plate of an antique shape.
-
- Vases of frosted rose,
- Of alabaster graven,
- Filled with the mountain snows;
- Goblets of mother-of-pearl,
- One filigree silver-swirl;
- Vessels of gold foamed up
- With spray of spar on the cup.
-
- Then a slave bursts in with a cry:
- “The eunuchs! the Khalif’s eunuchs!--
- With scimitars bared draw nigh!
- Wesif and Afif and he,
- Chief of the hideous three,
- Mesrour!--the Sultan ’s seen
- ’Mid a hundred weapons’ sheen!”
-
- Did we part when we heard this?--No!
- It seems that my soul remembers
- How I clasped and kissed you, so....
- When they came they found us--dead,
- On the flowers our blood dyed red;
- Our lips together, and
- The dagger in my hand.
-
-
- XI
-
- _She, musingly_:
-
- How it was I can not tell,
- For I know not where nor why;
- But I know we loved too well
- In some world that does not lie
- East or west of where we dwell,
- And beneath no earthly sky.
-
- Was it in the golden ages?--
- Or the iron?--that I heard,--
- In the prophecy of sages,--
- Haply, how had come a bird,
- Underneath whose wing were pages
- Of an unknown lover’s word.
-
- I forget. You may remember
- How the earthquake shook our ships;
- How our city, one huge ember,
- Blazed within the thick eclipse:
- When you found me--deep December
- Sealed my icy eyes and lips.
-
- I forget. No one may say
- That such things can not be true:--
- Here a flower dies to-day,
- There, to-morrow, blooms anew....
- Death is silent.--Tell me, pray,
- Why men doubt what God can do?
-
-
- XII
-
- _He, with conviction_:
-
- As to that, nothing to tell!
- You being all my belief,
- Doubt can not enter or dwell
- Here where your image is chief;
- Here where your name is a spell,
- Potent in joy and in grief.
-
- Is it the glamour of spring
- Working in us so we seem
- Aye to have loved? that we cling
- Even to some fancy or dream,
- Rainbowing everything,
- Here in our souls, with its gleam?
-
- See! how the synod is met
- There of the planets to preach us:--
- Freed from the earth’s oubliette,
- See how the blossoms beseech us!--
- Were it not well to forget
- Winter and death as they teach us?
-
- Dew and a bud and a star,
- All,--like a beautiful thought,
- Over man’s wisdom how far!--
- God for some purpose hath wrought.--
- Could we but know why they are,
- And that they end not in naught!
-
- Stars and the moon; and they roll
- Over our way that is white.--
- Here shall we end the long stroll?
- Here shall I kiss you good night?
- Or, for a while, soul to soul,
- Linger and dream of delight?
-
-
- XIII
-
- _They reënter the garden. She speaks somewhat pensively_:
-
- Myths tell of walls and cities, lyred of love,
- That rose to music.--Were that power my own,
- Had I that harp, that magic barbiton,
- What had I builded for our lives thereof?--
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- In docile shadows under bluebell skies,
- A home upon the poppied edge of eve,
- Beneath pale peaks the splendors never leave,
- ’Mid lemon orchards whence the egret flies.
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- Where, pitiless, the ruined hand of death
- Should never reach. No bud, no flower fade:
- Where all were perfect, pure and unafraid:
- And life serener than an angel’s breath.
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- The days should move to music: song should tame
- The nights, attentive with their listening stars:
- And morn outrival eve in opal bars,
- Each preaching beauty with rose-tongues of flame.
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- O home! O life! desired and to be!
- How shall we reach you?--Far the way and dim.--
- Give me your hand, sweet! let us follow him,
- Love with the madness and the melody.
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- XIV
-
- _He, observing the various dowers around them_:
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- Violets and anemones
- The surrendered Hours
- Pour, as handsels, round the knees
- Of the Spring, who to the breeze
- Flings her myriad flowers.
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- Like to coins, the sumptuous day
- Strews with blossoms golden
- Every furlong of his way,--
- Like a Sultan gone to pray
- At a Kaaba olden.
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- Warlock Night, with spark on spark,
- Clad in dim attire,
- Dots with stars the haloed dark,--
- As a priest around the Ark
- Lights his lamps of fire.
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- These are but the cosmic strings
- Of the harp of Beauty,
- Of that instrument which sings,
- In our souls, of love, that brings
- Peace and faith and duty.
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- XV
-
- _She, seriously_:
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- Duty?--Comfort of the sinner
- And the saint!--When grief and trial
- Weigh us, and within our inner
- Selves,--responsive to love’s viol,--
- Hope’s soft voice grows thin and thinner.
- It is kin to self-denial.
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- Self-denial! Through whose feeling
- We are gainer though we ’re loser;
- All the finer force revealing
- Of our natures. No accuser
- Is the conscience then, but healing
- Of the wound of which we ’re chooser.
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- Who the loser, who the winner,
- If the ardor fail as preacher?--
- None who loved was yet beginner,
- Though another’s love-beseecher:
- Love’s revealment ’s of the inner
- Life and God Himself is teacher.
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- Heine said “no flower knoweth
- Of the fragrance it revealeth;
- Song, its heart that overfloweth,
- Never nightingale’s heart feeleth”--
- Such is love the spirit groweth,
- Love unconscious if it healeth.
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- XVI
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- _He, looking smilingly into her eyes, after a pause, lightly_:
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- An elf there is who stables the hot
- Red wasp that sucks on the apricot;
- An elf, who rowels his spiteful bay,
- Like a mote on a ray, away, away;
- An elf, who saddles the hornet lean
- And dins i’ the ear o’ the swinging bean;
- Who straddles, with cap cocked, all awry,
- The bottle-green back o’ the dragon-fly.
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- And this is the elf who sips and sips
- From clover-horns whence the perfume drips;
- And, drunk with dew, in the glimmering gloam
- Awaits the wild-bee’s coming home;
- In ambush lies where none may see,
- And robs the caravan bumblebee:
- Gold bags of honey the bees must pay
- To the bandit elf of the fairy-way.
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- Another ouphen the butterflies know,
- Who paints their wings with the hues that glow
- On blossoms: squeezing from tubes of dew
- Pansy colors of every hue
- On his bloom’s pied pallet, he paints the wings
- Of the butterflies, moths, and other things.
- This is the elf that the hollyhocks hear,
- Who dangles a brilliant in each one’s ear;
- Teases at noon the pane’s green fly,
- And lights at night the glow-worm’s eye.
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- But the dearest elf, so the poets say,
- Is the elf who hides in an eye of gray;
- Who curls in a dimple or slips along
- The strings of a lute to a lover’s song;
- Who smiles in her smile and frowns in her frown,
- And dreams in the scent of her glove or gown;
- Hides and beckons, as all may note,
- In the bloom or the bow of a maiden’s throat.
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- XVII
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- _She, pensively, standing among the flowers_:
-
- Soft through the trees the night wind sighs,
- And swoons and dies.
- Above, the stars hang wanly white;
- Here, through the dark,
- A drizzled gold, the fireflies
- Rain mimic stars in spark on spark.--
- ’Tis time to part, to say good night.
- Good night.
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- From fern to flower the night-moths cross
- At drowsy loss.
- The moon drifts, veiled, through clouds of white;
- And pearly pale,
- In silvery blurs, through beds of moss,
- Their tiny moons the glow-worms trail.--
- ’Tis time to part, to say good night.
- Good night.
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- XVIII
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- _He, at parting, as they proceed down the garden_:
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- You say we can not marry, now
- That roses and the June are here?
- To your decision I must bow.--
- Ah, well!--perhaps ’t is best, my dear.
- Let’s swear again each old love vow
- And love another year.
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- Another year of love with you!
- Of dreams and days, of sun and rain!
- When field and forest bloom anew,
- And locust clusters pelt the lane,
- When all the song-birds wed and woo,
- I’ll not take “no” again.
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- Oft shall I lie awake and mark
- The hours by no clanging clock,
- But, in the dim and dewy dark,
- Far crowing of some punctual cock;
- Then up, as early as the lark
- To meet you by our rock.
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- The rock, where first we met at tryst;
- Where first I wooed and won your love.--
- Remember how the moon and mist
- Made mystery of the heaven above
- As now to-night?--Where first I kissed
- Your lips, you trembling like a dove.
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- So, then, we will not marry now
- That roses and the June are here,
- That warmth and fragrance weigh each bough?
- And, yet, your reason is not clear ...
- Ah, well! We ’ll swear anew each vow
- And wait another year.
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- PART II
-
- EARLY SUMMER
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- The cricket in the rose-bush hedge
- Sings by the vine-entangled gate;
- The slim moon slants a timid edge
- Of pearl through one low cloud of slate;
- Around dark door and window-ledge
- Like dreams the shadows wait.
- And through the summer dusk she goes,
- On her white breast a crimson rose.
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- I
-
- _She delays, meditating. A rainy afternoon._
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- Gray skies and a foggy rain
- Dripping from streaming eaves;
- Over and over again
- Dull drop of the trickling leaves:
- And the woodward-winding lane,
- And the hill with its shocks of sheaves
- One scarce perceives.
-
- Shall I go in such wet weather
- By the lane or over the hill?--
- Where the blossoming milkweed’s feather
- The diamonded rain-drops fill;
- Where, draggled and drenched together,
- The ox-eyes rank the rill
- By the old corn-mill.
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- The creek by now is swollen,
- And its foaming cascades sound;
- And the lilies, smeared with pollen,
- In the dam look dull and drowned.
- ’Tis the path I oft have stolen
- To the bridge; that rambles round
- With willows bound.
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- Through a bottom wild with berry,
- And packed with the ironweeds
- And elder,--washed and very
- Fragrant,--the fenced path leads
- Past oak and wilding cherry,
- Where the tall wild-lettuce seeds,
- To a place of reeds.
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- The sun through the sad sky bleaches--
- Is that a thrush that calls?--
- A bird in the rain beseeches:
- And see! on the balsam’s balls,
- And leaves of the water-beeches--
- One blister of wart-like galls--
- No rain-drop falls.
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- My shawl instead of a bonnet!...
- ’Though the woods be dripping yet,
- Through the wet to the rock I’ll run it!--
- How sweet to meet in the wet!--
- Our rock with the vine upon it,--
- Each flower a fiery jet,--
- Where oft we ’ve met.
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- II
-
- _They meet. He speaks_:
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- How fresh the purple clover
- Smells in its veil of rain!
- And where the leaves brim over
- How musky wild the lane!
- See, how the sodden acres,
- Forlorn of all their rakers,
- Their hay and harvest makers,
- Look green as spring again.
-
- Drops from the trumpet-flowers
- Rain on us as we pass;
- And every zephyr showers,
- From tilted leaf or grass,
- Clear beads of moisture, seeming
- Pale, pointed emeralds gleaming;
- Where, through the green boughs streaming,
- The daylight strikes like glass.
-
-
- _She speaks_:
-
- How dewy, clean and fragrant
- Look now the green and gold!--
- And breezes, trailing vagrant,
- Spill all the spice they hold.
- The west begins to glimmer;
- And shadows, stretching slimmer,
- Make gray the ways; and dimmer
- Grow field and forest old.
-
- Beyond those rainy reaches
- Of woodland, far and lone,
- A whippoorwill beseeches;
- And now an owlet’s moan
- Drifts faint upon the hearing.--
- These say the dusk is nearing.
- And, see, the heavens, clearing,
- Take on a tender tone.
-
- How feebly chirps the cricket!
- How thin the tree-toads cry!
- Blurred in the wild-rose thicket
- Gleams wet the firefly.--
- This way toward home is nearest;
- Of weeds and briers clearest....
- We ’ll meet to-morrow, dearest;
- Till then, dear heart, good-by.
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- III
-
- _They meet again under the greenwood tree. He speaks_:
-
- Here at last! And do you know
- That again you ’ve kept me waiting?
- Wondering, anticipating
- That your “yes” meant “no.”
-
- Now you ’re here we ’ll have our day....
- Let us take this daisied hollow,
- And beneath these beeches follow
- This wild strip of way
-
- To the stream; wherein are seen
- Stealing gar and darting minnow;
- Over which snake-feeders winnow
- Wings of black and green.
-
- Like a cactus flames the sun;
- And the mighty weaver, Even,
- Tenuous colored, there in heaven,
- His rich weft ’s begun....
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- How I love you! from the time--
- You remember, do you not?--
- When, within your orchard-plot,
- I was reading rhyme,
-
- As I told you. And ’t was thus:--
- “By the blue Trinacrian sea,
- Far in pastoral Sicily
- With Theocritus”--
-
- That I answered you who asked.
- But the curious part was this:--
- That the whole thing was amiss;
- That the Greek but masked
-
- Tales of old Boccaccio:
- Tall Decameronian maids
- Strolled for me among the glades,
- Smiling, sweet and slow.
-
- And when you approached,--my book
- Dropped in wonder,--seemingly
- To myself I said, “’Tis she!”
- And arose to look
-
- In Lauretta’s eyes and--true!
- Found them yours.--You shook your head,
- Laughing at me, as you said,
- “Did I frighten you?”
-
- You had come for cherries; these
- Coatless then I climbed for while
- You still questioned with a smile,
- And still tried to tease.
-
- Ah, love, just two years have gone
- Since then.... I remember, you
- Wore a dress of billowy blue
- Muslin.--_Was_ it “lawn”?--
-
- And your apron still I see--
- All its whiteness cherry-stained--
- Which you held; wherein I rained
- Ripeness from the tree.
-
- And I asked you--for, you know,
- To my eyes your serious eyes
- Said such deep philosophies--
- If you ’d read Rousseau.
-
- You remember how a chance,
- Somewhat like to mine, one June
- Happened him at castle Toune,
- Over there in France?
-
- And a cherry dropping fair
- On your cheek, I, envying it,
- Cried--remembering Rousseau’s wit--
- “Would my lips were there!” ...
-
- Here we are at last. We ’ll row
- Down the stream.--The west has narrowed
- To one streak of rose, deep-arrowed.--
- There ’s our skiff below.
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- IV
-
- _Entering the skiff, she speaks_:
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- Waters flowing dark and bright
- In the sunlight or the moon,
- Fill my soul with such delight
- As some visible music might;
- As some slow, majestic tune
- Made material to the sight.
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- Blossoms colored like the skies,
- Sunset-hued and tame or wild,
- Fill my soul with such surmise
- As the mind might realize
- If one’s thoughts, all undefiled,
- Should take form before the eyes.
-
- So to me do these appeal;
- So they sway me every hour:
- Letting all their beauty steal
- On my soul to make it feel
- Through a rivulet or flower,
- More than any words reveal.
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- V
-
- _He speaks, rowing_:
-
- See, sweetheart, how the lilies lay
- Their lambent leaves about our way;
- Or, pollen-dusty, bob and float
- Their nenuphars around our boat.--
- The middle of the stream is reached
- Three strokes from where our boat was beached.
-
- Look up. You scarce can see the sky,
- Through trees that lean, dark, dense and high;
- That, coiled with grape and trailing vine,
- Build vast a roof of shade and shine;
- A house of leaves, where shadows walk,
- And whispering winds and waters talk.
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- There is no path. The saplings choke
- The trunks they spring from. There an oak,
- Floods from the Alleghanies bore,
- Lies rotting; and that sycamore,
- Which lays its bulk from shore to shore,--
- Uprooted by the rain,--perchance
- May be the bridge to some romance:
- Its heart of punk, a spongy white,
- Glows, ghostly foxfire, in the night.
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- Now opening through a willow fringe
- The waters creep, one tawny tinge
- Of sunset; and on either marge
- The cottonwoods make walls of shade,
- With breezy balsam pungent: large,
- The gradual hills loom; darkly fade
- The waters wherein herons wade,
- Or wing, like Faëry birds, from grass
- That mats the shore by which we pass.
-
-
- _She speaks_:
-
- On we pass; we rippling pass,
- On sunset waters still as glass.
- A vesper-sparrow flies above,
- Soft twittering, to its woodland love.
- A tufted-titmouse calls afar;
- And from the west, like some swift star,
- A glittering jay flies screaming. Slim
- The sand-snipes and kingfishers skim
- Before us; and some twilight thrush--
- Who may discover where such sing?--
- The silence rinses with a gush
- Of limpid music bubbling.
-
-
- _He speaks_:
-
- On we pass.--Now let us oar
- To yonder strip of ragged shore,
- Where, from a rock with lichens hoar,
- A ferny spring falls, babbling frore
- Through woodland mosses. Gliding by
- The sulphur-colored firefly
- Lights its pale lamp where mallows gloom,
- And wild-bean and wild-mustard bloom.--
- Some hunter there within the woods
- Last fall encamped, those ashes say
- And campfire boughs.--The solitudes
- Grow dreamy with the death of day.
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- VI
-
- _She sings_:
-
- Over the fields of millet
- A young bird tries its wings;
- And wild as a woodland rillet,
- Its first mad music rings rings--
- Soul of my soul, where the meadows roll
- What is the song it sings?
-
- “Love, and a glad good-morrow,
- Heart where the rapture is!
- Good-morrow, good-morrow!
- Adieu to sorrow!
- Here is the road to bliss:
- Where all day long you may hearken my song,
- And kiss, kiss, kiss;”
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- Over the fields of clover,
- Where the wild bee drones and sways,
- The wind, like a shepherd lover,
- Flutes on the fragrant ways--
- Heart of my heart, where the blossoms part,
- What is the air he plays?
-
- “Love, and a song to follow,
- Soul with the face a-gleam!
- Come follow, come follow,
- O’er hill and through hollow,
- To the land o’ the bloom and beam:
- Where, under the flowers, you may listen for hours,
- And dream, dream, dream!”
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- VII
-
- _He speaks, letting the boat drift_:
-
- Here the shores are irised; grasses
- Clump the water gray, that glasses
- Broken wood and deepened distance.
- Far the musical persistence
- Of a field-lark lingers low
- In the west’s rich tulip-glow.
-
- White before us flames one pointed
- Star; and Day hath Night anointed
- King; from out her azure ewer
- Pouring starry fire, truer
- Than pure gold. Star-crowned he stands
- With the starlight in his hands.
-
- Will the moon bleach through the ragged
- Tree-tops ere we reach yon jagged
- Rock that rises gradually,
- Pharos of our homeward valley?--
- All the west is smouldering red;
- Embers are the stars o’erhead.
-
- At my soul some Protean elf is:
- You ’re Simætha; I am Delphis,
- You are Sappho and your Phaon,
- I.--We love.--There lies our way, on,--
- Let us say,--Æolian seas,
- To the violet Lesbian leas.
-
- On we drift. I love you. Nearer
- Looms our Island. Rosier, clearer,
- The Leucadian cliff we follow,
- Where the temple of Apollo
- Shines--a pale and pillared fire....
- Strike, oh, strike the Lydian lyre!--
- Out of Hellas blows the breeze
- Singing to the Sapphic seas.
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-
- VIII
-
- _Landing, he sings_:
-
- Night, night, ’t is night. The moon drifts low above us,
- And all its gold is tangled in the stream:
- Love, love, my love, and all the stars, that love us,
- The stars smile down and every star ’s a dream.
-
- In odorous purple, where the falling warble
- Of water cascades and the plunged foam glows,
- A columned ruin lifts its sculptured marble
- Friezed with the chiselled rebeck and the rose.
-
-
- _She sings_:
-
- Sleep, sleep, sweet sleep sleeps at the drifting tiller,
- And in our sail the Spirit of the Rain--
- Love, love, my love, ah, bid thy heart be stiller,
- And, hark! the music of the singing main.
-
- What flowers are those that blow their balm unto us,
- From mouths of wild aroma, each a flame?--
- Or is it Love that breathes? sweet Love who drew us,
- Who kissed our eyes and made us see the same?
-
-
- _He speaks_:
-
- Dreams; dreams we dream! no dream that we would banish!
- The temple and the nightingale _are_ there!
- Our love hath made them, nevermore to vanish,
- Real as yon moon, this wild-rose in your hair.
-
- Night, night, ’tis night!--and Love’s own star ’s before us,
- Its starred reflection in the starry stream.--
- Yes, yes, ah yes! his presence shall watch o’er us,
- To-night, to-night, and every night we dream.
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-
- IX
-
- _Homeward through flowers; she speaks_:
-
- Behold the offerings of the common hills!
- Whose lowly names have made them three times dear:
- One evening-primrose and an apron-full
- Of violets; and there, in multitudes,
- Dim-seen in moonlight, sweet cerulean wan,
- The bluet, making heaven of every dell
- With morn’s ambrosial blue: dew-dropping plumes
- Of the mauve beard’s-tongue; and the red-freaked cups
- Of blackberry-lilies all along the creek,
- Where, lulled, the freckled silence sleeps, and vague
- The water flows, when, at high noon, the cows
- Wade knee-deep, and the heat is honied with
- The drone of drowsy bees and dizzy flies.
- How bright the moon is on that fleur-de-lis;
- Blue, streaked with crystal like a summer day:
- And is it moonlight there? or is it flowers?
- White violets? lilies? or a daisy bed?
- And now the wind, with softest lullaby,
- Swings all their cradled heads and rocks-to-sleep
- Their fragrant faces and their golden eyes,
- Curtained, and frailly wimpled with the dew.
-
- Simple suggestions of a life most fair!
- Flowers, you speak of love and untaught faith,
- Whose habitation is within the soul,
- Not of the Earth, yet for the Earth indeed....
-
- What is it halcyons my heart? makes calm,
- With calmness not of knowledge, all my soul
- This night of nights?--Is ’t love? or faith? or both?--
- The lore of all the world is less than these
- Simple suggestions of a life most fair,
- And love most sweet that I have learned to know!
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-
- X
-
- _He speaks, musingly_:
-
- Yes, I have known its being so;
- Long ago was I seeing so--
- Beckoning on to a fairer land,
- Out of the flowers it waved its hand;
- Bidding me on to life and love,
- Life with the hope of the love thereof.
-
- What is the value of knowing it,
- If you are shy in showing it?--
- Need of the earth unfolds the flower,
- Dewy sweet, at the proper hour;
- And, in the world of the human heart,
- Love is the flower’s counterpart.
-
- So when the soul is heedable,
- Then is the heart made readable.--
- I in the book of your heart have read
- Words that are truer than truth hath said:
- Measures of love, the spirit’s song,
- Writ of your soul to haunt me long.
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- Love can hear each laudable
- Thought of the loved made audible,
- Spoken in wonder, or joy, or pain,
- And reëcho it back again:
- Ever responsive, ever awake,
- Ever replying with ache for ache.
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-
- XI
-
- _She speaks, dreamily_:
-
- Earth gives its flowers to us
- And heaven its stars. Indeed,
- _These_ are as lips that woo us,
- _Those_ are as lights that lead,
- With love that doth pursue us,
- With hope that still doth speed.
-
- Yet shall the flowers lie riven,
- And lips forget to kiss;
- The stars fade out of heaven,
- And lights lead us amiss--
- As love for which we ’ve striven;
- As hope that promises.
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-
- XII
-
- _He laughs, wishing to dispel her seriousness_:
-
- If love I have had of you, you had of me,
- Then doubtless our loving were over;
- One would be less than the other, you see;
- Since what you returned to your lover
- Were only his own; and--
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-
- XIII
-
- _She interrupts him, speaking impetuously_:
-
- But if I lose you, if you part with me,
- I will not love you less
- Loving so much now. If there is to be
- A parting and distress,--
- What will avail to comfort or relieve
- The soul that’s anguished most?--
- The knowledge that it once possessed, perceive,
- The love that it has lost.
- You must acknowledge, under sun and moon
- All that we feel is old;
- Let morning flutter from night’s brown cocoon
- Wide wings of flaxen gold;
- The moon burst through the darkness, soaring o’er,
- Like some great moth and white,
- These have been seen a myriad times before
- And with renewed delight.--
- So ’tis with love;--how old yet new it is!--
- This only should we heed,--
- To once have known, to once have felt love’s bliss,
- Is to be rich indeed.--
- Whether we win or lose, we lose or win,
- Within our gain or loss
- Some purpose lies, some end unseen of sin,
- Beyond our crown or cross.
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- XIV
-
- _Nearing her home, he speaks_:
-
- True, true!--Perhaps it would be best
- To be that lone star in the west;
- Above the earth, within the skies,
- Yet shining here in your blue eyes.
-
- Or, haply, better here to blow
- A flower beneath your window low;
- That, brief of life and frail and fair,
- Finds yet a heaven in your hair.
-
- Or well, perhaps, to be the breeze
- That sighs its soul out to the trees;
- A voice, a breath of rain or drouth,
- That has its wild will with your mouth.
-
- These things I long to be. I long
- To be the burthen of some song
- You love to sing; a melody,
- Sure of sweet immortality.
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-
- XV
-
- _At the gate. She speaks_:
-
- Sunday shall we ride together?
- Not the root-rough, rambling way
- Through the wood we went that day,
- In last summer’s sultry weather.
-
- Past the Methodist camp-meeting,
- Where religion helped the hymn
- Gather volume; and a slim
- Minister, with textful greeting,
-
- Welcomed us and still expounded.--
- From the service on the hill
- We had passed three hills and still
- Loud, though far, the singing sounded.
-
- Nor that road through weed and berry
- Drowsy days led me and you
- To the old-time barbecue,
- Where the country-side made merry.
-
- Dusty vehicles together;
- Darkies with the horses near
- Tied to trees; the atmosphere
- Redolent of bark and leather,
-
- And of burgoo and of beef; there
- Roasting whole within the trench;
- Near which spread the long pine bench
- Under shading limb and leaf there.
-
- As we went the homeward journey
- You exclaimed, “They intermix
- Pleasure there and politics,
- Love and war: our modern tourney.”
-
- And the fiddles!--through the thickets,
- How they thumped the old quadrille!
- Scraping, droning on the hill,
- It was like a swarm of crickets....
-
- Neither road! The shady quiet
- Of that path by beech and birch,
- Winding to the ruined church
- Near the stream that sparkles by it.
-
- Where the silent Sundays listen
- For the preacher--Love--we bring
- In our hearts to preach and sing
- Week-day shade to Sabbath glisten.
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- XVI
-
- _He, at parting_:
-
- Yes, to-morrow. Early morn.--
- When the House of Day uncloses
- Portals that the stars adorn,--
- Whence Light’s golden presence throws his
- Flaming lilies, burning roses,
- At the wide wood’s world of wall,
- Spears of sparkle at each fall:
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- Then together we will ride
- To the wood’s cathedral places;
- Where, like prayers, the wildflowers hide,
- Sabbath in their fairy faces;
- Where, in truest, untaught phrases,
- Worship in each rhythmic word,
- God is praised by many a bird.
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- Look above you.--Pearly white,
- Star on star now crystallizes
- Out of darkness: Afric night
- Hangs them round her like devices
- Of strange jewels. Vapor rises,
- Glimmering, from each wood and dell.--
- Till to-morrow, then, farewell.
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- XVII
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-_She tarries at the gate a moment, watching him disappear down the lane.
-He sings, and the sound of his singing grows fainter and fainter and at
-last dies away in the distance_:
-
- Say, my heart, O my heart,
- These be the eves for speaking!
- There is no wight will work us spite
- Beneath the sunset’s streaking.
-
- Yes, my sweet, O my sweet,
- Now is the time for telling!
- To walk together in starry weather
- Down lanes with elder smelling.
-
- O my heart, yes, my heart,
- Now is the time for saying!
- When lost in dreams each wildflower seems
- And every blossom praying.
-
- Lean, my sweet, listen, sweet,--
- No sweeter time than this is,--
- So says the rose, the moth that knows,--
- To take sweet toll in kisses.
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- PART III
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- LATE SUMMER
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-
- Heat lightning flickers in one cloud,
- As in a flower a firefly;
- Some rain-drops, that the rose-bush bowed,
- Jar through the leaves and dimly lie:
- Among the trees, now low, now loud,
- The whispering breezes sigh.
- The place is lone; the night is hushed;
- Upon the path a rose lies crushed.
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-
- I
-
- _Musing, he strolls among the quiet lanes by farm and field_:
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- Now rests the season in forgetfulness,
- Careless in beauty of maturity;
- The ripened roses round brown temples, she
- Fulfils completion in a dreamy guess.
- Now Time grants night the more and day the less:
- The gray decides; and brown,
- Dim golds and drabs in dulling green express
- Themselves and redden as the year goes down.
- Sadder the fields where, thrusting hoary high
- Their tasseled heads, the Lear-like corn-stocks die,
- And, Falstaff-like, buff-bellied pumpkins lie.--
- Deeper to tenderness,
- Sadder the blue of hills that lounge along
- The lonesome west; sadder the song
- Of the wild red-bird in the leafage yellow.--
- Deeper and dreamier, ay!
- Than woods or waters, leans the languid sky
- Above lone orchards where the cider-press
- Drips and the russets mellow.
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- Nature grows liberal: from the beechen leaves
- The beech-nuts’ burrs their little pockets thrust,
- Bulged with the copper of the nuts that rust;
- Above the grass the spendthrift spider weaves
- A web of silver for which dawn designs
- Thrice twenty rows of pearls: beneath the oak,
- That rolls old roots in many gnarly lines,--
- The polished acorns, from their saucers broke,
- Strew oval agates.--On sonorous pines
- The far wind organs; but the forest near
- Is silent; and the blue-white smoke
- Of burning brush, beyond that field of hay,
- Hangs like a pillar in the atmosphere;
- But now it shakes--it breaks and all the
- vines And tree-tops tremble;--see! the wind is here!
- Billowing and boisterous; and the smiling day
- Rejoices in its clamor. Earth and sky
- Resound with glory of its majesty,
- Impetuous splendor of its rushing by.--
- But on those heights the forest still is still,
- Expectant of its coming.... Far away
- Each anxious tree upon each waiting hill
- Tingles anticipation, as in gray
- Surmise of rapture. Now the first gusts play,
- Like laughter low, about their rippling spines;
- And now the wildwood, one exultant sway,
- Shouts--and the light at each tumultuous pause,
- The light that glooms and shines,
- Seems hands in wild applause.
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- How glows that garden! though the white mists keep
- The vagabonding flowers reminded of
- Decay that comes to slay in open love,
- When the full moon hangs cold and night is deep;
- Unheeding still, their cardinal colors leap
- And laugh encircled of the scythe of death,--
- Like lovely children he prepares to reap,--
- Staying his blade a breath
- To mark their beauty ere, with one last sweep,
- He lays them dead and turns away to weep.--
- Let me admire,--
- Before the sickle of the coming cold
- Shall mow them down,--their beauties manifold:
- How like to spurts of fire
- That scarlet salvia lifts its blooms, which heap
- Yon square of sunlight. And, as sparkles creep
- Through charring parchment, up that window’s screen
- The cypress dots with crimson all its green,
- The haunt of many bees.
- Cascading dark those porch-built lattices,
- The nightshade bleeds with berries; drops of blood,
- Hanging in clusters, ’mid the blue monk’s-hood.
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- There, in that garden old,
- The bright-hued clumps of zinnias unfold
- Their formal flowers; and the marigold
- Lifts its pinched shred of orange sunset caught
- And elfed in petals. The nasturtium,
- All pungent leaved and acrid of perfume,
- Hangs up its goblin bonnet, fairy-brought
- From Gnomeland. There, predominant red,
- And arrogant, the dahlia lifts its head,
- Beside the balsam’s rose-stained horns of honey,
- Deep in the murmuring, sunny,
- Dry wildness of the weedy flower-bed;
- Where crickets and the weed-bugs, noon and night,
- Shrill dirges for the flowers that soon will die,
- And flowers already dead.--
- I seem to hear the passing Summer sigh:
- A voice, that seems to weep,
- “Too soon, too soon the Beautiful passes by!
- And soon, amid her bowers,
- Will dripping Autumn mourn with all her flowers.”--
- If I, perchance, might peep
- Beneath those leaves of podded hollyhocks,
- That the bland wind with odorous whispers rocks,
- I might behold her,--white
- And weary,--Summer, ’mid her flowers asleep,
- Her drowsy flowers asleep,
- The withered poppies knotted in her locks.
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- II
-
- _He is reminded of another day with her_:
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- The hips were reddening on this rose,
- Those haws were hung with fire,
- That day we went this way that goes
- Up hills of bough and brier.
- This hooked thorn caught her gown and seemed
- Imploring her to linger;
- Upon her hair a sun-ray streamed
- Like some baptizing finger.
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- This false-foxglove, so golden now
- With yellow blooms, like bangles,
- Was bloomless then. But yonder bough,--
- The sumac’s plume entangles,--
- Was like an Indian’s painted face;
- And, like a squaw, attended
- That bush, in vague vermilion grace,
- With beads of berries splendid.
-
- And here we turned to mount that hill,
- Down which the wild brook tumbles;
- And, like to-day, that day was still,
- And mild winds swayed the umbels
- Of these wild-carrots, lawny gray:
- And there, deep-dappled o’er us,
- An orchard stretched; and in our way
- Dropped ripened fruit before us.
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- With muffled thud the pippin fell,
- And at our feet rolled dusty;
- A hornet clinging to its bell,
- The pear lay bruised and rusty:
- The smell of pulpy peach and plum,
- From which the juice oozed yellow,--
- Around which bees made sleepy hum,--
- Made warm the air and mellow.
-
- And then we came where, many-hued,
- The wet wild morning-glory
- Hung its balloons in shadows dewed
- For dawning’s offertory:
- With bush and bramble, far away,
- Beneath us stretched the valley,
- Cleft of one creek, as clear as day,
- That rippled musically.
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- The brown, the bronze, the green, the red
- Of weed and brier ran riot
- To walls of woods, whose pathways led
- To nooks of whispering quiet:
- Long waves of feathering goldenrod
- Ran through the gray in patches,
- As in a cloud the gold of God
- Burns, that the sunset catches.
-
- And there, above the blue hills rolled,
- Like some far conflagration,
- The sunset, flaming marigold,
- We watched in exultation:
- Then, turning homeward, she and I
- Went in love’s sweet derangement--
- How different now seem earth and sky,
- Since this undreamed estrangement.
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- III
-
- _He enters the woods. He sits down despondently_:
-
- Here where the day is dimmest,
- And silence company,
- Some might find sympathy
- For loss, or grief the grimmest,
- In each great-hearted tree--
- Here where the day is dimmest--
- But, ah, there ’s none for me!
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- In leaves might find communion,
- Returning sigh for sigh,
- For love the heavens deny;
- The love that yearns for union,
- Yet parts and knows not why.--
- In leaves might find communion--
- But, ah, not I, not I!
-
- My eyes with tears are aching.--
- Why has she written me?
- And will no longer see?--
- My heart with grief is breaking,
- With grief that this should be.--
- My eyes with tears are aching--
- Why has she written me?
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-
- IV
-
- _He proceeds in the direction of a stream_:
-
- Better is death than sleep,
- Better for tired eyes.--
- Why do we weep and weep
- When near us the solace lies?
- There, in that stream, that, deep,--
- Reflecting woods and skies,--
- Could comfort all our sighs.
- The mystery of things,
- Of dreams, philosophies,
- To which the mortal clings,
- _That_ can unriddle these.--
- What is ’t the water sings?
- What is ’t it promises?--
- End to my miseries!
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-
- V
-
- _He seats himself on a rock and gazes steadily into the stream_:
-
- And here alone I sit and it is so!--
- O vales and hills! O valley-lands and knobs!
- What cure have you for woe?
- What balm that robs
- The brain of thought, the knowledge of its woe?
- None! none! ah me! that my sick heart may know!--
- The wearying sameness!--yet this thing is so!
- This thing is so, and still the waters flow,
- The leaves drop slowly down; the daylight throbs
- With sun and wind, and yet this thing is so!
- There is no sympathy in heaven or earth
- For human sorrow! all we see is mirth,
- Or madness; cruelty or lust;
- Nature is heedless of her children’s grief;
- Man is to her no more than is a leaf,
- That buds and has its summer, that is brief,
- Then falls, and mixes with the common dust.
- Here, at this culvert’s mouth,
- The shadowy water, flowing toward the south,
- Seems deepest, stagnant-stayed.--
- What is it yonder that makes me afraid?
- Of my own self afraid?--I do not know!--
- What power draws me to the striate stream?
- What evil? or what dream?
- Me! dropping pebbles in the quiet wave,
- That echoes, strange as music in a cave,
- Hollow and thin; vibrating in the shade,
- As if ’t were tears that fell, and, falling, made
- A crystal sound, a shadow wail of woe,
- Wrung from the rocks and waters there below;
- An ailing phantom that will not be laid;
- Complaining ghosts of sobs that fill my breast,--
- That will not forth,--and give my heart no rest.
-
- There, in the water, how the lank sword-grass
- Mats its long blades, each blade a crooked kris,
- Making a marsh; ’mid which the currents miss
- Their rock-born melodies.
- But there and there, one sees
- The wide-belled mallow, as within a glass,
- Long-pistiled, leaning o’er
- The root-contorted shore,
- As if its own pink image it would kiss.
- And there the tangled wild-potato vine
- Lifts beakered blossoms, each a cup of wine,
- As pale as moonlight is:--
- No mandrake, curling convolutions up,
- Loops heavier blossoms, each a conical cup
- That swoons moon-nectar and a serpent’s hiss.--
- And there tall gipsy lilies, all a-sway,
- Of coppery hue
- Streaked as with crimson dew,
- Mirror fierce faces in the deeps,
- O’er which they lean, bent in inverted view.--
- And where the stream around those rushes creeps,
- The dragon-fly, in endless error, keeps
- Sewing the pale-gold gown of day
- With tangled stitches of a burning blue:
- Its brilliant body is a needle fine,
- A thread of azure ray,
- Black-pinioned, shuttling the shade and shine.
- But here before me where my pensive shade
- Looks up at me, the stale stream, stagnant, lies,
- Deep, dark, but clear and silent; streaked with hues
- Of ragweed pollen, and of spawny ooze,
- Through which the seeping bubbles, bursting, rise.--
- All flowers here refuse
- To grow or blossom; beauties, too, are few,
- That haunt its depths: no glittering minnows braid
- Its sleepy crystal; and no gravels strew
- With colored orbs its bottom. Half afraid
- I shrink from my own eyes
- There in its cairngorm of reflected skies.--
- I know not why, and yet it seems I see--
- What is ’t I see there moving stealthily?
-
- I know not what!--But where the kildees wade,
- Slim in the foamy scum,
- From that direction hither doth it come,
- Whate’er it is, that makes my soul afraid.
- Nearer it draws to where those low rocks ail,
- Warm rocks, on which some water-snake hath clomb,
- Basking its spotted body, coiling numb,
- Brown in the brindled shade.--
- At first it seemed a prism on the grail,
- A bubble’s prism, like the shadow made
- Of water-striders; then a trail,
- An angled sparkle in a webby veil
- Of duckweed, green as verdigris, it swayed
- Frog-like through deeps, to crouch, a flaccid, pale,
- Squat bulk below....
- I gaze, and though I would, I can not go.
- Reflected trees and skies,
- And breeze-blown clouds that lounge at sunny loss,
- Seem in its stolid eyes,
- Its fishy gaze, that holds me in strange wise.
- Ghoul-like it seems to rise,
- And now to sink; its eldritch features fail,
- Then come again in rhythmic waviness,
- With arms like tentacles that seem to press
- Thro’ weed and water: limbs that writhe and fade,
- And clench, and twist, and toss,
- Root-like and gnarled, and cross and inter-cross
- Through flabby hair of smoky moss.
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- How horrible to see this thing at night!
- Or when the sunset slants its brimstone light
- Above the pool! when, blue, in phantom flight,
- The will-o’-the-wisps, perhaps, above it reel.
- Then, haply, would it rise, a rotting green,
- Up, up, and gather me with arms of steel,
- Soft steel, and drag me where the wave is white,
- Beneath that boulder brown, that plants a keel
- Against the ripple there, a shoulder lean.--
- No, no! I must away before ’tis night!
- Before the fireflies dot
- The dark with sulphur blurrings bright!
- Before, upon that height,
- The white wild-carrots vanish from the sight;
- And boneset blossoms, tossing there in clusters,
- Fade to a ridge, a streak of ghostly lustres:
- And, in that sunlit spot,
- Yon cedar tree is not!
- But a huge cap instead, that, half-asleep,
- Some giant dropped while driving home his sheep:
- And ’mid those fallow browns
- And russet grays, the fragrant peak
- Of yonder timothy stack,
- Is not a stack, but something hideous, black,
- That threatens and, grotesquely demon, frowns.
-
- I must away from here.--
- Already dusk draws near.
- The owlet’s dolorous hoot
- Sounds quavering as a gnome’s wild flute;
- The toad, within the wet,
- Begins to tune its goblin flageolet:
- The slow sun sinks behind
- Those hills; and, like a withered cheek
- Of Quaker quiet, sorrow-burdened, there
- The spectral moon ’s defined
- Above those trees,--as in a wild-beast’s lair
- A golden woman, dead, with golden hair,--
- Above that mass of fox-grape vines
- That, like a wrecked appentice, roofs those pines.--
- Oh, I am faint and weak.--
- I must away, away!
- Before the close of day!--
- Already at my back
- I feel the woods grow black;
- And sense the evening wind,
- Guttural and gaunt and blind,
- Whining behind me like an unseen wolf.
- Deeper now seems the gulf
- Into whose deeps I gaze;
- From which, with madness and amaze,
- _That_ seems to rise, the horror there,
- With webby hands and mossy eyes and hair.--
- Oh, will it pierce,
- With all its feelers fierce,
- Beyond the pool’s unhallowed water-streak?--
-
- Yes; I must go, must go!
- Must leave this ghastly creek,
- This place of hideous fear!
- For everywhere I hear
- A dripping footstep near,
- A voice, like water, gurgling at my ear,
- Saying, “Come to me! come and rest below!
- Sleep and forget her and with her thy woe!”--
- I try to fly.--I can not.--Yes, and no!--
- What madness holds me!--God! that obscene, slow,
- Sure mastering chimera there,
- Perhaps, has fastened round my neck,
- Or in my matted hair,
- Some horrible feeler, dire, invisible!--
- Off, off! thou hoop of Hell!
- Thou devil’s coil!...
- Back, back into thy cesspool! Off of me!--
- See, how the waters thrash and boil!
- At last! at last! thank God! my soul is free!
- My mind is freed of that vile mesmerism
- That drew me to--what end? my God! what end?
- Haply ’twas merely fancy, that strange fiend:
- My fancy, and a prism
- Of sunset in the stream, a firefly fleck,
- That now, a lamp of golden fairy oil,
- Lights me my homeward way, the way I flee.
- No more I stare, magnetic-fixed; nor reck,
- Nor little care to foil
- The madness there! the murder there! that slips
- Back to its lair of slime, that seeps and drips,
- That sought in vain to fasten on my lips.
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-
- VI
-
- _Taking a letter from his pocket, he hurries away_:
-
- What can it mean for me? what have I done to her?
- I, in our season of love as a sun to her:
- She, all my heaven of silvery, numberless
- Stars and its moon, shining golden and slumberless;
- Who on my life, that was thorny and lowery,
- Came--and made beautiful; smiled--and made flowery.
- She, to my heart and my soul a divinity!
- She, who--I dreamed!--seemed my spirit-affinity!--
- What have I done to her? what have I done?
-
- What can she mean by this?--what have I said to her?
- I, who have idolized, worshiped, and pled to her;
- Sung with her, laughed with her, sorrowed and sighed for her;
- Lived for her only; and gladly had died for her!
- See! she has written me thus! she has written me--
- Sooner would dagger or serpent had smitten me!--
- Would you had shriveled ere ever you’d read of it,
- Eyes, that are wide to the grief and the dread of it!--
- What have I said to her? what have I said?
- What shall I make of it? I who am trembling,
- Fearful of losing.--A moth, the dissembling
- Flame of a taper attracts with its guttering,
- Flattering on till its body lies fluttering,
- Scorched in the summer night.--Foolish, importunate,
- Why didst thou quit the cool flowers, unfortunate!--
- Such has she been to me, making me such to her!--
- Slaying me, saying I never was much to her!--
- What shall I make of it? what can I make?
-
- Love, in thy everglades, moaning and motionless,
- Look, I have fallen; the evil is potionless:
- I, with no thought but the day that did lock us in,
- Set naked feet ’mid the cottonmouth-moccasin,
- Under the roses, the Cherokee, eying me:--
- I,--in the heav’n with the egrets that, flying me,
- Winging like blooms from magnolias, rose slenderly,
- Pearl and pale pink: where the mocking-bird tenderly
- Sang, making vistas of mosses melodious,
- Wandered,--unheeding my steps,--in the odious
- Ooze and the venom. I followed the wiry
- Violet curve of thy star falling fiery--
- So was I lost in night! thus am undone!
-
- Have I not told to her--living alone for her--
- Purposed unfoldments of deeds I had sown for her
- Here in the soil of my soul? their variety
- Endless--and ever she answered with piety.
- See! it has come to this--all the tale’s suavity
- At the ninth chapter grows hateful with gravity;
- Cruel as death all our beautiful history--
- Close it!--the final is more than a mystery.--
- Yes; I will go to her; yes; and will speak.
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- VII
-
- _After the final meeting; the day following_:
-
- I seem to see her still; to see
- That blue-hung room. Her perfume comes
- From lavender folds, draped dreamily,--
- A-blossom with brocaded blooms,--
- Some stuff of orient looms.
-
- I seem to hear her speak; and back,
- Where sleeps the sun on books and piles
- Of porcelain and bric-à-brac,
- A tall clock ticks above the tiles,
- Where Love’s framed profile smiles.
-
- I hear her say, “Ah, had I known!--
- I suffer too for what has been--
- For what must be.”--A wild ache shone
- In her sad gaze that seemed to lean
- On something far, unseen.
-
- And as in sleep my own self seems
- Outside my suffering self.--I flush
- ’Twixt facts and undetermined dreams,
- And stand, as silent as that hush
- Of lilac light and plush.
-
- Smiling, but suffering, I feel,
- Beneath that face, so sweet and sad,
- In those pale temples, thoughts, like steel,
- Pierce burningly.... I had gone mad
- Had I once thought her glad.--
-
- Unconsciously, with eyes that yearn
- To look beyond the present far,
- For one faint future hope, I turn--
- There, in her garden, one fierce star,
- A cactus, red as war,
-
- Vermilion as a storm-sunk sun,
- Flames torrid splendor,--brings to life
- A sunset; memory of one
- Rich eve she said she ’d be my wife;
- An eve with beauty rife.
-
- Again amid the heavy hues,
- Soft crimson, seal, and satiny gold
- Of flowers there, I stood ’mid dews
- With her; deep in her garden old,
- While sunset’s flame unrolled.
-
- And now!... It can not be! and yet
- To see ’tis so!--In heart and brain
- To know ’tis so!--While, warm and wet,
- I seem to smell those scents again,
- Verbena scents and rain.
-
- I turn, in hope she ’ll bid me stay.
- Again her cameo beauty mark
- Set in that smile.--She turns away.
- No farewell! no regret! no spark
- Of hope to cheer the dark!
-
- That sepia sketch--conceive it so--
- A jaunty head with mouth and eyes
- Tragic beneath a rose-chapeau,
- Silk-masked, unmasking--it denies
- The look we half surmise,
-
- We know is there. ’Tis thus we read
- The true beneath the false; perceive
- The ache beneath the smile.--Indeed!
- Whose soul unmasks?... Not mine!--I grieve,--
- Oh God!--but laugh and leave....
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- VIII
-
- _He walks aimlessly on_:
-
- Beyond those knotted apple-trees,
- That partly hide the old brick barn,
- Its tattered arms and tattered knees
- A scarecrow tosses to the breeze
- Among the shocks of corn.
-
- My heart is gray as is the day,
- In which the rain-wind drearily
- Makes all the rusty branches sway,
- And in the hollows, by each way,
- The dead leaves rustle wearily.
-
- And soon we ’ll hear the far wild-geese
- Honk in frost-bitten heavens under
- Arcturus; when my walks must cease,
- And by the fireside’s log-heaped peace
- I ’ll sit and nod and ponder.--
-
- When every fall of this loud creek
- Is silent with the frost; and tented
- Brown acres of the corn stretch bleak
- And shaggy with the snows, that streak
- The hillsides, hollow-dented;
-
- I ’ll sit and dream of that glad morn
- We met by banks with elder snowing;
- That dusk we strolled through flower and thorn,
- By tasseled meads of cane and corn,
- To where the stream was flowing.
-
- Again I ’ll oar our boat among
- The dripping lilies of the river,
- To reach her hat, the grape-vine long
- Struck in the stream; we ’ll row to song;
- And then ... I ’ll wake and shiver.
-
- Why is it that my mind reverts
- To that sweet past? while full of parting
- The present is: so full of hurts
- And heartache, that what it asserts
- Adds only to the smarting.
-
- How often shall I sit and think
- Of that sweet past! through lowered lashes
- What-might-have-been trace link by link;
- Then watch it gradually sink
- And crumble into ashes.
-
- Outside I ’ll hear the sad wind weep
- Like some lone spirit, grieved, forsaken;
- Then, shuddering, to bed will creep,
- To lie awake, or, haply, sleep
- A sleep by visions shaken.
-
- By visions of the past, that draw
- The present in a hue that’s wanting;
- A scarecrow thing of sticks and straw,--
- Like that just now I, passing, saw,--
- Its empty tatters flaunting.
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- IX
-
- _He compares the present day with a past one_:
-
- The sun a splintered splendor was
- In trees, whose waving branches blurred
- Its disc, that day we went together,
- ’Mid wild-bee hum and whirring buzz
- Of locusts, through the fields that purred
- With summer in the perfect weather.
-
- So sweet it was to look, and lean
- To her young face and feel the light
- Of eyes that met my own unsaddened!
- Her laugh that left lips more serene;
- Her speech that blossomed like the white
- Life-everlasting there and gladdened.
-
- Maturing summer, you were fraught
- With more of beauty then than now
- Parades the pageant of September:
- Where What-is-now contrasts in thought
- With What-was-once, that bloom and bough
- Can only help me to remember.
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-
- X
-
- _He pauses before a deserted house by the wayside_:
-
- Through ironweeds and roses
- And scraggy beech and oak,
- Old porches it discloses
- Above the weeds and roses
- The drizzling raindrops soak.
-
- Neglected walks a-tangle
- With dodder-strangled grass;
- And every mildewed angle
- Heaped with dead leaves that spangle
- The paths that round it pass.
-
- The creatures there that bury
- Or hide within its rooms
- And spidered closets--very
- Dim with old webs--will hurry
- Out when the evening glooms.
-
- Owls roost on beam and basement;
- Bats haunt its hearth and porch;
- And, by each ruined casement,
- Flits, in the moon’s enlacement,
- The wisp, like some wild torch.
-
- There is a sense of frost here,
- And winds that sigh alway
- Of something that was lost here,
- Long, long ago was lost here,
- But what, they can not say.
-
- My foot, perhaps, would startle
- Some owl that mopes within;
- Some bat above its portal,
- That frights the daring mortal,
- And guards its cellared sin.
-
- The creaking road winds by it
- This side the dusty toll.--
- Why do I stop to eye it?
- My heart can not deny it--
- The house is like my soul.
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- XI
-
- _He proceeds on his way_:
-
- I bear a burden--look not therein!
- Naught will you find save sorrow and sin;
- Sorrow and sin that wend with me
- Wherever I go. And misery,
- A gaunt companion, my wretched bride,
- Goes ever with me, side by side.
-
- Sick of myself and all the earth,
- I ask my soul now: Is life worth
- The little pleasure that we gain
- For all our sorrow and our pain?
- The love, to which we gave our best,
- That turns a mockery and a jest?
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-
- XII
-
- _Among the twilight fields_:
-
- The things we love, the loveliest things we cherish,
- Pass from us soonest, vanish utterly.
- Dust are our deeds, and dust our dreams that perish
- Ere we can say _They be_!
-
- I have loved man and learned we are not brothers--
- Within myself, perhaps, may lie the cause;--
- Then set one woman high above all others,
- And found her full of flaws.
-
- Made unseen stars my keblahs of devotion;
- Aspired to knowledge, and remained a clod:
- With heart and soul, led on by blind emotion,
- The way to failure trod.
-
- Chance, say, or fate, that works through good and evil;
- Or destiny, that nothing may retard,
- That to some end, above life’s empty level,
- Perhaps withholds reward.
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- PART IV
-
- LATE AUTUMN
-
- They who die young are blest.--
- Should we not envy such?--
- They are Earth’s happiest,
- God-loved and favored much!--
- They who die young are blest.
-
-
- I
-
- _Sick and sad, propped with pillows, she sits at her window_:
-
- When the dog’s-tooth violet comes
- With April showers,
- And the wild-bee haunts and hums
- About the flowers,
- We shall never wend as when
- Love laughed leading us from men
- Over violet vale and glen,
- Where the red-bird sang for hours,
- And we heard the flicker drum.
-
- Now November heavens are gray:
- Autumn kills
- Every joy--like leaves of May
- In the rills.--
- Here I sit and lean and listen
- To a voice that has arisen
- In my heart; with eyes that glisten
- Gazing at the happy hills,
- Fading dark blue, far away.
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-
- II
-
- _She looks down upon the dying garden_:
-
- There rank death clutches at the flowers
- And drags them down and stamps in earth.
- At morn the thin, malignant hours,
- Shrill-voiced, among the wind-torn bowers,
- Clamor a bitter mirth--
- Or is it heartbreak that, forlorn,
- Would so conceal itself in scorn.
-
- At noon the weak, white sunlight crawls,
- Like feeble age, once beautiful,
- From mildewed walks to mildewed walls,
- Down which the oozing moisture falls
- Upon the cold toadstool:--
- Faint on the leaves it drips and creeps--
- Or is it tears of love who weeps?
-
- At night a misty blur of moon
- Slips through the trees,--pale as a face
- Of melancholy marble hewn;--
- And, like the phantom of some tune,
- Winds whisper in the place--
- Or is it love come back again,
- Seeking its perished joy in vain?
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-
- III
-
- _She muses upon the past_:
-
- When, in her cloudy chiton,
- Spring freed the frozen rills,
- And walked in rainbowed light on
- The blossom-blowing hills;
- Beyond the world’s horizon,
- That no such glory lies on,
- And no such hues bedizen,
- Love led us far from ills.
-
- When Summer came, a sickle
- Stuck in her sheaf of beams,
- And let the honey trickle
- From out her bee-hives’ seams;
- Within the violet-blotted
- Sweet book to us allotted,--
- Whose lines are flower-dotted,--
- Love read us many dreams.
-
- Then Autumn came,--a liar,
- A fair-faced heretic;--
- In gypsy garb of fire,
- Throned on a harvest rick.--
- Our lives, that fate had thwarted,
- Stood pale and broken-hearted,--
- Though smiling when we parted,--
- Where love to death lay sick.
-
- Now is the Winter waited,
- The tyrant hoar and old,
- With death and hunger mated,
- Who counts his crimes like gold.--
- Once more, before forever
- We part--once more, then never!--
- Once more before we sever,
- Must I his face behold!
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-
- IV
-
- _She takes up a book and reads_:
-
- What little things are those
- That hold our happiness!
- A smile, a glance; a rose
- Dropped from her hair or dress;
- A word, a look, a touch,--
- These are so much, so much.
-
- An air we can’t forget;
- A sunset’s gold that gleams;
- A spray of mignonette,
- Will fill the soul with dreams,
- More than all history says,
- Or romance of old days.
-
- For, of the human heart,
- Not brain, is memory;
- These things it makes a part
- Of its own entity;
- The joys, the pains whereof
- Are the very food of love.
-
-
- V
-
- _She lays down the book, and sits musing_:
-
- How true! how true!--but words are weak,
- In sympathy they give the soul,
- To music--music, that can speak
- All the heart’s pain and dole;
- All that the sad heart treasures most
- Of love that ’s lost, of love that ’s lost.--
- I would not hear sweet music now.
- My heart would break to hear it now.
-
- So weary am I, and so fain
- To see his face, to feel his kiss
- Thrill rapture through my soul again!--
- There is no hell like this!--
- Ah, God! my God, were it not best
- To give me rest, to give me rest!--
- Come, death, and breathe upon my brow.
- Sweet death, come kiss my mouth and brow.
-
-
- VI
-
- _She writes to her lover to come to her_:
-
- Dead lie the dreams we cherished,
- The dreams we loved so well;
- Like forest leaves they perished,
- Like autumn leaves they fell.
- Alas! that dreams so soon should pass!
- Alas! alas!
-
- The stream lies bleak and arid,
- That once went singing on;
- The flowers once that varied
- Its banks are dead and gone:
- Where these were once are thorns and thirst--
- The place is curst.
-
- Come to me. I am lonely.
- Forget all that occurred.
- Come to me; if for only
- One last, sad, parting word:
- For one last word. Then let the pall
- Fall over all.
-
- The day and hour are suited
- For what I ’d say to you
- Of love that I uprooted.--
- But I have suffered, too!--
- Come to me; I would say good-by
- Before I die.
-
-
- VII
-
- _The wind rises; the trees are agitated_:
-
- Woods that beat the wind with frantic
- Gestures and sow darkly round
- Acorns gnarled and leaves that antic
- Wildly on the rustling ground,
-
- Is it tragic grief that saddens
- Through your souls this autumn day?
- Or the joy of death that gladdens
- In exultance of decay?
-
- Arrogant you lift defiant
- Boughs against the moaning blast,
- That, like some invisible giant,
- Wrapped in tumult, thunders past.
-
- Is it that in such insurgent
- Fury, tossed from tree to tree,
- You would quench the fiercely urgent
- Pangs of some old memory?
-
- As in toil and violent action,
- That still help them to forget,
- Mortals drown the dark distraction
- And insistence of regret.
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-
- VIII
-
- _She sits musing in the gathering twilight_:
-
- Last night I slept till midnight; then woke, and, far away,
- A cock crowed; lonely and distant I heard a watch-dog bay:
- But lonelier yet the tedious old clock ticked on to’ards day.
-
- And what a day!--remember those morns of summer and spring,
- That bound our lives together! each morn a wedding-ring
- Of dew, aroma, and sparkle, and buds and birds a-wing.
-
- Clear morns, when I strolled my garden, awaiting him, the rose
- Expected too, with blushes,--the Giant-of-battle that grows
- A bank of radiance and fragrance, and the Maréchal-Niel that glows.
-
- Not in vain did I wait, departed summer, amid your phlox!
- ’Mid the powdery crystal and crimson of your hollow hollyhocks;
- Your fairy-bells and poppies, and the bee that in them rocks.
-
- Cool-clad ’mid the pendulous purple of the morning-glory vine,
- By the jewel-mine of the pansies and the snapdragons in line,
- I waited, and there he met me whose heart was one with mine.
-
- Around us bloomed my mealy-white dusty-millers gay,
- My lady-slippers, bashful of butterfly and ray;
- My gillyflowers, spicy, each one, as a day of May.
-
- Ah me! when I think of the handfuls of little gold coins, amass,
- My bachelor’s-buttons scattered over the garden grass,
- The marigolds that boasted their bits of burning brass;
-
- More bitter I feel the autumn tighten on spirit and heart;
- And regret those days, remembered as lost, that stand apart,
- A chapter holy and sacred, I read with eyes that smart.
-
- How warm was the breath of the garden when he met me there that day!
- How the burnished beetle and humming-bird flew past us, each a ray!--
- The memory of those meetings still bears me far away:
-
- Again to the woods a-trysting by the water-mill I steal,
- Where the lilies tumble together, the madcap wind at heel;
- And meet him among the flowers, the rocks and the moss conceal:
-
- Or the wild-cat gray of the meadows that the black-eyed Susans dot,
- Fawn-eyed and leopard-yellow, that tangle a tawny spot
- Of languid panther beauty that dozes, summer-hot....
-
- Ah! back again in the present! with the winds that pinch and twist
- The leaves in their peevish passion, and whirl wherever they list;
- With the autumn, hoary and nipping, whose mausolean mist
-
- Entombs the sun and the daylight: each morning shaggy with fog,
- That fits gray wigs on the cedars, and furs with frost each log;
- That velvets white the meadows, and marbles brook and bog.--
-
- Alone at dawn--indifferent: alone at eve--I sigh:
- And wait, like the wind complaining: complain and know not why:
- But ailing and longing and pining because I can not die.
-
- How dull is that sunset! dreary and cold, and hard and dead!
- The ghost of those last August that, mulberry-rich and red,
- The wine of God’s own vintage, poured purple overhead.
-
- But now I sit with the sighing dead dreams of a dying year;
- Like the fallen leaves and the acorns, am worthless and feel as sere,
- With a soul that ’s sick of the body, whose heart is one big tear.
-
- As I stare from my window the daylight, like a bravo, its cloak puts on.
- The moon, like a cautious lanthorn, glitters, and then is gone.--
- Will he come to-night? will he answer?--Ah, God! would it were dawn!
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-
- IX
-
- _He enters. Taking her in his arms he speaks_:
-
- They said you were dying.--
- You shall not die!...
- Why are you crying?
- Why do you sigh?--
- Cease that sad sighing!--
- Love, it is I.
-
- All is forgiven!--
- Love is not poor;
- Though he was driven
- Once from your door,
- Back he has striven,
- To part nevermore!
-
- Will you remember
- When I forget
- Words, each an ember,
- That you regret,
- Now in November,
- Now we have met?
-
- What if love wept once!
- What though you knew!
- What if he crept once
- Pleading to you!--
- _He_ never slept once,
- Nor was untrue.
-
- Often forgetful,
- Love may forget;
- Froward and fretful,
- Dear, he will fret;
- Ever regretful,
- He will regret.
-
- Life is completer
- Through his control;
- Lifted, made sweeter,
- Filled and made whole,
- Hearing love’s metre
- Sing in the soul.
-
- Flesh may not hear it,
- Being impure;
- But in the spirit,
- There we are sure;
- There we come near it,
- There we endure.
-
- So when to-morrow
- Ceases and we
- Quit this we borrow,
- Mortality,
- What chastens sorrow
- So it may see?--
-
- (When friends are sighing;
- Round one, and one
- Nearer is lying,
- Nearer the sun,
- When one is dying
- And all is done?
-
- When there is weeping,
- Weary and deep,--
- God’s be the keeping
- Of those who weep!--
- When our loved, sleeping,
- Sleep their long sleep?--)
-
- Love! that is dearer
- Than we’re aware;
- Bringing us nearer,
- Nearer than prayer;
- Being the mirror
- That our souls share.
-
- Still you are weeping!
- Why do you weep?--
- Are tears in keeping
- With joy so deep?
- Gladness so sweeping?
- Hearts so in keep?
-
- Speak to me, dearest!
- Say it is true!
- That I am nearest,
- Dearest to you.--
- Smile, with those clearest
- Eyes of gray blue.
-
-
- X
-
- _She smiles on him through her tears; holding his hand she speaks_:
-
- They did not say I could not live beyond this weary night,
- But now I know that I shall die before the morning’s light.
- How weak I am!--but you ’ll forgive me when I tell you how
- I loved you--love you; and the pain it is to leave you now?
-
- We could not wed!--Alas! the flesh, that clothes the soul of me,
- Ordained at birth a sacrifice to this heredity,
- Denied, forbade.--Ah, you have seen the bright spots in my cheeks
- Glow hectic, as before comes night the west burns blood-red streaks?
-
- Consumption.--“But I promised you my hand?”--a thing forlorn
- Of life; diseased!--O God!--and so, far better so, forsworn!--
- Oh, I was jealous of your love. But think: if I had died
- Ere babe of mine had come to be a solace at your side!
-
- Had it been little then--your grief, when Heaven had made us one
- In everything that’s good on earth and then the good undone?
- No! no! and had I had a child--what grief and agony
- To know _that_ blight born in him, too, against all help of me!
-
- Just when we cherished him the most, and youthful, sunny pride
- Sat on his curly front, to see him die ere we had died.--
- Whose fault?--Ah, God!--not mine! but his, that ancestor who gave
- Escutcheon to our sorrowful house, a Death’s-head and a Grave.
-
- Beneath the pomp of those grim arms we live and may not move;
- Nor faith, nor truth, nor wealth avail to hurl them down, nor love!
- How could I tell you this?--not then! when all the world was spun
- Of morning colors for our love to walk and dance upon.
-
- I could not tell you how disease hid here a viper germ,
- Precedence slowly claiming and so slowly fixing firm.
- And when I broke my plighted troth and would not tell you why,
- I loved you, thinking, “time enough when I have come to die.”
-
- Draw off my rings and let my hands rest so ... the wretched cough
- Will interrupt my feeble speech and will not be put off ...
- Ah, anyhow, my anodyne is this: to know that you
- Are near and love me!--Kiss me now, as you were wont to do.
-
- And tell me you forgive me all; and say you will forget
- The sorrow of that breaking-off, the fever and the fret.--
- Now set those roses near me here, and tell me death’s a lie--
- Once it was hard for me to live ... now it is hard to die.
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-
-
- PART V
-
- WINTER
-
- We, whom God sets a task,
- Striving, who ne’er attain,
- We are the curst!--who ask
- Death, and still ask in vain.
- We, whom God sets a task.
-
-
- I
-
- _In the silence of his room. After many days_:
-
- All, all are shadows. All must pass
- As writing in the sand or sea:
- Reflections in a looking-glass
- Are not less permanent than we.
-
- The days that mold us--what are they?
- That break us on their whirling wheel?
- What but the potters! we the clay
- They fashion and yet leave unreal.
-
- Linked through the ages, one and all,
- In long anthropomorphous chain,
- The human and the animal
- Inseparably must remain.
-
- Within us still the monstrous shape
- That shrieked in air and howled in slime,
- What are we?--partly man and ape--
- The tools of fate, the toys of time!
-
-
- II
-
- _The bitterness of his bereavement speaks in him_:
-
- Vased in her bedroom window, white
- As her glad girlhood, never lost,
- I smelt the roses--and the night
- Outside was fog and frost.
-
- What though I claimed her dying there!
- God nor one angel understood
- Nor cared, who from sweet feet to hair
- Had changed to snow her blood.
-
- She had been mine so long, so long!
- Our harp of life was one in word--
- Why did death thrust his hand among
- The chords and break one chord!
-
- What lily lilier than her face!
- More virgin than her lips I kissed!
- When morn, like God, with gold and grace,
- Broke massed in mist! broke massed in mist!
-
-
- III
-
- _Her dead face seems to rise up before him_:
-
- The face that I said farewell to,
- Pillowed a flower on flowers,
- Comes back, with its eyes to tell to
- My soul what my heart should quell to
- Calm, that is mine at hours.
-
- Dear, is your soul still daggered
- There by something amiss?
- Love--is _he_ ever laggard?
- Hope--is _her_ face still haggard?
- Tell me what it is!
-
- You, who are done with to-morrow!
- Done with these worldly skies!
- Done with our pain and sorrow!
- Done with the griefs we borrow!
- Joys that are born of sighs!
-
- Must we say “gone forever?”
- Or will it all come true?
- Does mine touch your thought ever?
- And, over the doubts that sever,
- Rise to the fact that ’s you?
-
- Love, in my flesh so fearful,
- Medicine me this pain!--
- Love, with the eyes so tearful,
- How can my soul be cheerful,
- Seeing its joy is slain!...
-
- Gone!--’t was only a vision!--
- Gone! like a thought, a gleam!--
- Such to our indecision
- Utter no empty mission;--
- Truth is in all we dream!
-
-
- IV
-
- _He sinks into deep thought_:
-
- There are shadows that compel us,
- There are powers that control:
- More than substance these can tell us,
- Speaking to the human soul.
-
- In the moonlight, when it glistened
- On my window, white of glow,
- Once I woke and, leaning, listened
- To a voice that sang below.
-
- Full of gladness, full of yearning,
- Strange with dreamy melody,
- Like a bird whose heart was burning,
- Wildly sweet it sang to me.
-
- I arose; and by the starlight,
- Pale beneath the summer sky,
- There I saw it, full of far light,--
- My dead joy go singing by.
-
- In the darkness, when the glimmer
- Of the storm was on the pane,
- Once I sat and heard a dimmer
- Voice lamenting in the rain.
-
- Full of parting and unspoken
- Heartbreak, faint with agony,
- Like a bird whose heart was broken,
- Moaning low it cried to me.
-
- I arose; and in the darkness,
- Wan beneath the winter sky,
- There I saw it, cold to starkness,--
- My dead love go wailing by.
-
-
- V
-
- _He arouses from his abstraction, buries his face in his hands and
- thinks_:
-
- So long it seems since last I saw her face,
- So long ago it seems,
- Like some sad soul in unconjectured space,
- Still seeking happiness through perished grace
- And unrealities, a little while
- Illusions lead me, ending in the smile
- Of Death, triumphant in a thorny place,
- Among Love’s ruined roses and dead dreams.
-
- Since she is gone, no more I feel the light,--
- Since she has left all dark,--
- Cleave, with its revelation, all the night.
- I wander blindly, on a crumbling height,
- Among the fragments and the wrecks and stones
- Of Life, where Hope, amid Life’s skulls and bones,
- With weary face, disheartened, wild and white,
- Trims her pale lamp with its expiring spark.
-
- Now she is dead, the Soul, naught can o’erawe,--
- Now she is gone from me,--
- Questions God’s justice that seems full of flaw,
- As is His world, where misery is law,
- And all men fools, too willing to be slaves.--
- My House of Faith, built up on dust of graves,
- The wind of doubt sweeps down as made of straw,
- And all is night and I no longer see.
-
-
- VI
-
- _He looks from his window toward the sombre west_:
-
- Ridged and bleak the gray, forsaken
- Twilight at the night has guessed;
- And no star of dusk has taken
- Flame unshaken in the west.
-
- All day long the woodlands, dying,
- Moaned, and drippings as of grief
- Rained from barren boughs with sighing
- Death of flying twig and leaf.
-
- Ah, to live a life unbroken
- Of the flings and scorns of fate!
- Like that tree, with branches oaken,
- Strength’s unspoken intimate.--
-
- Who can say that we have never
- Lived the life of plants and trees?--
- Not so wide the lines that sever
- Us forever here from these.
-
- Colors, odors, that are cherished,
- Haply hint we once were flowers:
- Memory alone has perished
- In this garnished world that’s ours.
-
- Music,--that all things expresses,
- All for which we’ve sought and sinned,--
- Haply in our treey tresses
- Once was guesses of the wind.
-
- But I dream!--The dusk, dark braiding
- Locks that lack both moon and star,
- Deepens; and, the darkness aiding,
- Earth seems fading, faint and far.
-
- And within me doubt keeps saying--
- “What is wrong, and what is right?
- Hear the cursing! hear the praying!
- All are straying on in night.”
-
-
- VII
-
- _He turns from the window, takes up a book, and reads_:
-
- The soul, like Earth, hath silences
- Which speak not, yet are heard:
- The voices mute of memories
- Are louder than a word.
-
- Theirs is a speech which is not speech;
- A language that is bound
- To soul-vibrations, vague, that reach
- Deeper than any sound.
-
- No words are theirs. They speak through things,
- A visible utterance
- Of thoughts--like those some sunset brings,
- Or withered rose, perchance.
-
- The heavens that once, in purple and flame,
- Spake to two hearts as one,
- In after years may speak the same
- To one sad heart alone.
-
- Through it the vanished face and eyes
- Of her, the sweet and fair,
- Of her the lost, again shall rise
- To comfort his despair.
-
- And so the love that led him long
- From golden scene to scene,
- Within the sunset is a tongue
- That speaks of what has been.--
-
- How loud it speaks of that dead day,
- The rose whose bloom is fled!
- Of her who died; who, clasped in clay,
- Lies numbered with the dead.
-
- The dead are dead; with them ’tis well
- Within their narrow room;--
- No memories haunt their hearts who dwell
- Within the grave and tomb.
-
- But what of those--the dead who live!
- The living dead, whose lot
- Is still to love--ah, God forgive!--
- To live and love, forgot!
-
-
- VIII
-
- _The storm is heard sounding wildly outside with wind and hail_:
-
- The night is wild with rain and sleet;
- Each loose-warped casement claps or groans:
- I hear the plangent woodland beat
- The tempest with long blatant moans,
- Like one who fears defeat.
-
- And sitting here beyond the storm,
- Alone within the lonely house,
- It seems that some mesmeric charm
- Holds all things--even the gnawing mouse
- Has ceased its faint alarm.
-
- And in the silence, stolen o’er
- Familiar objects, lo, I fear--
- I fear--that, opening yon door,
- I ’ll find my dead self standing near,
- With face that once I wore.
-
- The stairway creaks with ghostly gusts:
- The flue moans; all its gorgon throat
- One wail of winds: ancestral dusts,--
- Which yonder Indian war-gear coat
- With gray, whose quiver rusts,--
-
- Are shaken down.--Or, can it be,
- That he who wore it in the dance,
- Or battle, now fills shadowy
- Its wampumed skins? and shakes his lance
- And spectral plume at me?--
-
- Mere fancy!--Yet those curtains toss
- Mysteriously as if some dark
- Hand moved them.--And I would not cross
- The shadow there, that hearthstone’s spark,
- A glow-worm sunk in moss.
-
- Outside ’t were better!--Yes, I yearn
- To walk the waste where sway and dip
- Deep, dark December boughs--where burn
- Some late last leaves, that drip and drip
- No matter where you turn.
-
- Where sodden soil, you scarce have trod,
- Fills oozy footprints--but the blind
- Night there, though like the frown of God,
- Presents no fancies to the mind,
- Like those that have o’erawed.--
-
- The months I count: how long it seems
- Since summer! summer, when with her,
- When on her porch, in rainy gleams
- We watched the flickering lightning stir
- In heavens gray as dreams.
-
- When all the west, a sheet of gold,
- Flared,--like some Titan’s opened forge,--
- With storm; revealing, manifold,
- Vast peaks of clouds with crag and gorge,
- Where thunder-torrents rolled.
-
- Then came the wind: again, again
- Storm lit the instant earth--and how
- The forest rang with roaring rain!--
- We could not read--where is it now?--
- That tale of Charlemagne:
-
- That old romance! that tale, which we
- Were reading; till we heard the plunge
- Of distant thunder sullenly,
- And left to watch the lightning lunge,
- And storm-winds toss each tree.
-
- That summer!--How it built us there,
- Of sorcery and necromance,
- A mental-world, where all was fair;
- A land like one great pearl, a-trance
- With lilied light and air.
-
- Where every flower was a thought;
- And every bird, a melody;
- And every fragrance, zephyr brought,
- Was but the rainbowed drapery
- Of some sweet dream long sought.
-
- ’Mid which we reared our heart’s high home,
- Fair on the hills; with terraces,
- Vine-hung and wooded, o’er the foam
- Of undiscovered fairy seas,
- All violet in the gloam.
-
- O land of shadows! shadow-home,
- Within my world of memories!
- Around whose ruins sweeps the foam
- Of sorrow’s immemorial seas,
- To whose dark shores I come!
-
- How long in your wrecked halls, alone
- With ghosts of joys must I remain?
- Between the unknown and the known,
- Still hearing through the wind and rain
- My lost love moan and moan.
-
-
- IX
-
- _He sits by the slowly dying fire. The storm is heard with increased
- violence_:
-
- Wild weather. The lash of the sleet
- On the gusty casement, clapping--
- The sound of the storm like a sheet
- My soul and senses wrapping.
-
- Wild weather. And how is she,
- Now the rush of the rain falls serried
- There on the turf and the tree
- Of the place where she is buried?
-
- Wild weather. How black and deep
- Is the night where the mad winds scurry!--
- Do I sleep? do I dream in my sleep
- That I hear her footsteps hurry?
-
- Hither they come like flowers--
- And I see her raiment glisten,
- Like the robes of one of the hours
- Where the stars to the angels listen.
-
- Before me, behold, how she stands!
- With lips high thoughts have weighted,
- With testifying hands,
- And eyes with glory sated.
-
- I have spoken and I have kneeled:
- I have kissed her feet in wonder--
- But, lo! her lips--they are sealed,
- God-sealed, and will not sunder.
-
- Though I sob, “Your stay was long!
- You are come,--but your feet were laggard!--
- With mansuetude and song
- For the heart your death has daggered.”
-
- Never a word replies,
- Never, to all my weeping--
- Only a sound of sighs,
- And of raiment past me sweeping....
-
- I wake; and a clock tolls three--
- And the night and the storm beat serried
- There on the turf and the tree
- Of the place where she is buried.
-
-
-
-
- RED LEAVES AND ROSES
-
-
- I
-
- And he had lived such loveless years
- That suffering had made him wise;
- And she had known no graver tears
- Than those of girlhood’s eyes.
-
- And he, perhaps, had loved before--
- One, who had wedded, or had died;--
- So life to him had been but poor
- In love for which he sighed.
-
- In years and heart she was so young
- Love paused and beckoned at the gate,
- And bade her hear his songs, unsung;
- She laughed that “love must wait.”
-
- He understood. She only knew
- Love’s hair was faded, face was gray--
- Nor saw the rose his autumn blew
- There in her heedless way.
-
-
- II
-
- If he had come to her when May
- Danced down the wildwood,--every way
- Marked with white flow’rs, as if her gown
- Had torn and fallen,--it might be
- She had not met him with a frown,
- Nor used his love so bitterly.
-
- Or if he had but come when June
- Set stars and roses to one tune,
- And breathed in honeysuckle throats
- Clove-honey of her spicy mouth,
- His heart had found some loving notes
- In hers to cheer his life’s long drouth.
-
- He came when Fall made mad the sky,
- And on the hills leapt like a cry
- Of battle; when his youth was dead;
- To _her_, the young, the wild, the white;
- Whose symbol was the rose, blood-red,
- And his the red leaf pinched with blight.
-
- He might have known, since youth was flown,
- And autumn claimed him for its own;
- And winter neared with snow, wild whirled,
- His love to her would seem absurd;
- To youth like hers; whose lip had curled
- Yet heard him to his last sad word.
-
- Then laughed and--well, his heart denied
- The words he uttered then in pride;
- And he remembered how the gray
- Was his of autumn, ah! and hers,
- The rose-hued colors of the May,
- And May was all her universe.
-
- And then he left her: and, like blood,
- In her deep hair, the rose; whose bud
- Was badge to her: while unto him,
- His middle-age, must still remain
- The red-leaf, withering at the rim,
- As symbol of the all-in-vain.
-
-
- III
-
- “Such days as these,” she said, and bent
- Among her marigolds, all dew,
- And dripping zinnia stems, “were meant
- For spring not autumn; days we knew
- In childhood; _these_ endearing those;
- Much dearer since they have grown old:
- Days, once imperfect with the rose,
- Now perfect with the marigold.”
-
- “Such days as these,” he said, and gazed
- Long with unlifted eyes that held
- Sad autumn nights, “our hopes have raised
- In futures that are mist-enspelled.
- And so it is the fog blows in
- Days dearer for the death they paint
- With hues of life and joy,--as sin,
- At death, puts off all earthly taint.”
-
-
- IV
-
- Like deeds of hearts that have not kept
- Their riches, as a miser, when
- Sad souls have asked, with eyes that wept,
- Among the toiling tribes of men,
- The summer days gave Earth sweet alms
- In silver of white lilies, while
- Each night, with healing, outstretched palms
- Stood Christ-like with its starry smile.
-
- Will she remember him when dull
- Months drag their duller hours by?
- With feet that crush the beautiful
- And leave the beautiful to die?
- Or never see? nor sit with lost
- Dreams withered, ’mid hope’s empty husks,
- And wait, heart-counting-up the cost
- Of love’s illusions ’mid life’s dusks?
-
-
- V
-
- He is as one who, treading salty scurf
- Of lonely sea-sands, hears the roaring rocks
- Of some lost isle of misty crags and lochs;
- Who sees no sea, but, through a world of surf,
- Gray ghosts of gulls and screaming petrel flocks:
- When, from the deep’s white ruin and wild wreck,
- Above the fog, beneath the ghostly gull,
- The iron ribs of some storm-shattered hull
- Loom, packed with pirate treasure to the deck
- A century rotten: feels his wealth replete,
- When long-baulked ocean claims it; and one dull
- Wave flings, derisive at despondent feet,
- A skull, one doubloon rattling in the skull.
-
-
- VI
-
- And when full autumn sets the dahlia stems
- On fire with flowers, and the chill dew turns
- The maple trees, above geranium urns,
- To Emir tents, and strings with flawless gems
- The moon-flower and the wahoo-bush that burns;
- Calmly she sees the year grow sad and strange,
- And stands with one among the wilted walks
- Of the old garden of the gray, old grange,
- And feels no sorrow for the frost-maimed stalks
- Since--though the wailing autumn to her talks--
- Youth marks swift spring on life’s far mountain-range.
- Or she will lean to her old harpsichord;
- A youthful face beside her; and the glow
- Of hickory on the hearth will balk the blow
- Of blustering rain that beats the casement hard;
- And sing of summer and so thwart the snow.
-
- “Haply, some day, she yet may sit alone,”
- He thinks, “within the shadow-saddened house,
- When round the gables stormy echoes moan,
- And in the closet gnaws the lonesome mouse;
- And Memory come stealing down the stair
- From dusty attics where is piled the Past--
- Like so much rubbish that we hate to keep--
- And turn the knob; and, framed in frosty hair,
- A grave, forgotten face look in at last,
- And she will know, and bow her head and weep.”
-
-
-
-
- WILD THORN AND LILY
-
-
- I
-
- That night, returning to the farm, we rode
- Before a storm. Uprolling from the west,
- Incessant with distending fire, loomed
- The multitudes of tempest: towering here
- A shadowy Shasta, there a cloudy Hood,
- Veined as with agonies, aurora-born,
- Of torrent gold; resplendent heaven to heaven,
- Far peak to peak, terrific spoke; the vast
- Sierras of the storm, within which beat
- The caverned thunder like a mighty stream:
- Vibrating on, with rushing wind and flame,
- Now th’ opening welkin shone, one livid sheet
- Of instantaneous gold, a giant’s forge,
- Wild-clanging; now, with streak on angled streak
- Of momentary light, a labyrinth
- Where shouting Darkness stalked with Titan torch:
- Again the firmament hung hewn with fire
- Whence leapt the thunder; and it seemed that hosts
- Of Heaven rushed to war with blazing shields
- And swords of splendor. And before the storm
- We galloped, while the frantic trees above
- Went wild with rain, through whose mad limbs and leaves
- Splashed black the first big drops. On, on we drove,
- And gained the gates, pillaring the avenue
- Of ancient beech, at whose far, flickering end,
- At last, beaconed the lights of home.
-
- And she?
- Was it the lightning that lent lividness
- And terror to her countenance? or fear
- Of her own heart? revulsion? memory?
- Did deep regret, that, now the thing _was_ done,
- That she was mine, a yearning to be free,
- Away from me, assail her? or, the thought,
- The knowledge, that she did not love the man
- Whom she had wedded? knowing better now
- That all her heart was Julien’s from the first,
- And would be Julien’s until the end.
- And did she now look backward on the past?
- Or forward--on the barrier that the church
- For all the future years had placed between
- The possible and impossible? God knows!
-
- Yet I had won her honestly with words
- Love, only, uttered out of its soul’s truth;
- Had won her--was it openly?--perhaps!--
- Although engaged to Julien.--What else
- Had led us to elopement?--Well, ’t was done!
- The whole, mad, lovely, miserable affair
- Of love and youthful folly. Being done
- We must abide the reckoning. That is,
- _I_ would; and she?--she saw her duty there
- Beside her husband. And within myself,
- When we alighted from the carriage, thus,--
- Beneath the porch,--my mind resolved the thing:
- “I am her husband now, and she my wife.
- Less than her husband, I, much less a man,
- Were I not able to regain and keep
- The love she gave me, that she thinks is his,
- That is not his. ’T is pity merely now
- That makes her pensive. I am pensive, too,
- For Julien, the poet and the friend;
- The dreamer and the lover.--But all ’s fair
- In love they say; and I,--well, willingly
- I’ll bear the burthen of the blame of all.”
- Scarce had we entered when high heaven oped
- Vast gates of bronze and doors of booming brass
- That dammed a deluge, and the deluge poured.--
- I thought of him still; for I felt that she
- Was thinking too of Julien and his moods,
- That often swept his soul with storm like this,
- Yet oftener with sunlight than with storm;
- That soul of sun and tempest, ray and rain,
- My school-friend Julien! whom once she won
- To think she loved--I know not how. My play
- Was open as the morning, and as fair.
- His poverty and genius here, and here
- My wealth and--platitude; and I had won.
- But it was hard for him. I did not dream
- That it would end so. And when Gwendolyn
- Used every gentleness--and that is much--
- I did not dream his poet’s temperament
- Were so affected of a love affair,
- A wrong or right; he, whose sole aim seemed song.
- I did not dream he ’d take it desperately,
- And end so tragically. Who ’d have thought
- His character, although so sensitive,
- Would fall into extremes of morbidness
- And melancholy! Had it now been I,
- Whose heart had lost in the great game of love,
- None would have wondered; for I am of those
- Whose vigorous iron does not bend, but break
- At one decisive blow: _his_ should have sprung--
- Or so I think, not broken as it had--
- Elastic as fine-tempered steel that bends
- And then resumes its usual usefulness.
-
- A pale smile strained the corners of her mouth
- When, from the porch, into the parlor’s blaze
- I led her. And her mother met us there,
- Her mother and her father. And I saw
- The slow reflection of their happiness
- Make glad her eyes, as their approval grew
- From half-severe rebukes, that were well meant,
- To open, glad avowal of their joy.
- She had done well, and we were soon forgiven....
-
- But I resumed _his_ letter when alone:
- His letter written her three months before,
- When all was over, and we two were one,
- And well upon our way to Italy
- For six sweet months of honeymoon. His word,
- His letter, all of her, that came to me
- At Venice, that I opened in mistake,
- Amid a lot of papers sent from home.
- She had not read, and never should while I
- Had power to conceal until I ’d read.
- I would not let the dead scrawl mar or soil
- My late-won joy, my testament of love.
- No! I would read it, afterwards destroy.
- Thoughts made of music for a last farewell,
- When he knew all and asked her to perpend
- Expressions of past things her gift of love
- Had given speech to in the happy days.
- And so I read:--
-
-
- II
-
- “The rhyme is mine, but yours
- The thought and all the music, springing from
- The rareness of the love that dawned on me
- A little while to make my sad life glad.
- Should I regret the sunset it refused,
- Since all my morn was richer than the world?
- Or that my day should stride without a change
- Of crimson, or of purple, or of gold,
- Into the barren blackness where the moon
- And all God’s stars lay dead? Should I complain,
- Upbraid or censure or one moment curse,
- _I_ with my morning? ’T is a memory
- That stains the midnight now: one wild-rose ray
- Laid like a finger pointing me the path
- I follow, and I go rejoicingly.
-
- Our love was very young (nor had it aged--
- If we had lived long lifetimes--here in me),
- When one day, strolling in the sun, you spoke
- Words I perceived should hint a coming change:
- I made three stanzas of the thought, you see:
- But now ’t is like the sea-shell that suggests,
- And still associates us with the sea
- In its vague song and elfland workmanship.
- Yet it has lost a something that it had
- There by the far sand’s foaming; something rare,
- A different beauty like an element:
-
- I wonder on what life will do
- When love is loser of all love;
- When life still longs to love anew
- And has not love enough:--
- I ’ll turn my heart into a ray,
- And wait--a day?
-
- I wonder on what love will hold
- When life is weary of all life;
- And life and love have both grown old
- With scars of sin and strife:--
- I’ll change my soul into a flower,
- And wait--an hour?
-
- I wonder on why men forget
- The life that love made laugh; and why
- Weak women will remember yet
- The life that love made sigh:--
- I’ll sing my thought into a song,
- And wait--how long?
-
-
- III
-
- “And once you questioned of our mocking-bird,
- And of the German nightingale, and I
- Knowing a sweeter bird than those sweet two,
- Made fast associates of birds and brooks
- And learned their numbers. Middle April made
- The path of lilac leading to your porch
- A rift of fallen Paradise; a blue
- So full of fragrance that the birds that built
- Among the lilacs thought that God was there,
- And of God’s goodness they would sing and sing,
- Till every throat seemed bursting with its song,
- Note on wild note, diviner each than each.
- And waiting by the gate, that reached the lane,
- For you, who gave sweet eloquence to all,
- The afternoon, the lilacs and the spring,
- My heart was singing and it sang of you:
-
- Two glow-worms are the jewels in
- Her ears; and underneath her chin
- A diamond like a firefly:
- There is no starlight in the sky
- When Gwendolyn stands in the maze
- Of woodbine, near the portico;
- For all the stars are in her gaze,
- The night and stars I know.
-
- A clinging dream of mist the lawn
- She wears; and like a bit of dawn
- Her fan with one red jewel pinned:
- Among the boughs there breathes no wind
- When Gwendolyn comes down the path
- Of lilacs from the portico;
- For all the breeze her coming hath,
- The beam and breeze I know.
-
- Two locust-blooms her hands; and slips
- Of eglantine her cheeks and lips;
- Her hair, a hyacinth of gloom:
- The balmy buds give no perfume
- When Gwendolyn draws near to me,
- The gate beyond the portico;
- For all aroma sweet is she,
- All fragrance that I know.
-
- Life, love, and faith are in her face,
- And in her presence all their grace:
- And my religion is a word,
- A wish of hers. No mocking-bird,
- When Gwendolyn laughs near, dare float
- One bubble from the portico;
- For all of song is in her throat,
- All music that I know.
-
-
- IV
-
- “The mocking-bird! and then weird fancy filled
- My soul with vision, and I saw a song
- Pursue a bird that was no bird--a voice
- Concealed in dim expressions of the spring,--
- Who sits among the forests and the fields,
- With dark-blue eyes smiling to life the flowers,--
- Where we strolled happy as the April hills:
-
- A sunbeam, all the day that fell
- Upon the fountain,--
- Like laughter gurgling in the dell
- Below the mountain,--
- Drank, with its sparkle, one by one,
- The water-words that, in the sun,
- Made melody,--the sun-rays tell,--
- That never yet was done.
-
- A moon-ray, that had gone astray
- ’Mid wildwood alleys,
- Where Echo haunts the forest way
- Among the valleys,
- The livelong night upon the rocks
- Slept, hid among girl Echo’s locks,
- And stole her voice,--the moonbeams say,--
- That mocks and only mocks.
-
- A shadow, that had made its seat
- Amid the roses
- And thorns--the bitter and the sweet
- That life discloses--
- Mixed with the rose-balm and the dew
- And crimson thorns that pierced it through,
- Until its soul,--the shades repeat,--
- Was portion of them, too.
-
- A Fairy found the beam of gold,
- And ray of glitter;
- The shadow, whose dim soul did hold
- Both sweet and bitter;
- And made a bird, that haunts the morn
- And night; that flits from flower to thorn,
- A voice of laughter,--it is told,--
- Love, mockery, and scorn.
-
-
- V
-
- “Among the white haw-blossoms, where the creek
- Droned under drifts of dogwood and of haw,
- The red-bird, like a crimson blossom blown
- Against the snow-white bosom of the Spring,
- The chaste confusion of her lawny breast,
- Sang on, prophetic of serener days,
- As confident as June’s completer hours.
- And I stood listening like a hind, who hears
- A wood-nymph breathing in a forest flute
- Among gray beech-trees of myth-haunted ways:
- And when it ceased, the memory of the air
- Blew like a syrinx in my brain: I made
- A lyric of the notes that men might know:
-
- He flies with flirt and fluting--
- As flies a falling star
- From flaming star-beds shooting shooting--
- From where the roses are.
-
- Wings past and sings; and seven
- Notes, sweet as fragrance is,--
- That turn to sylphs in heaven,--
- Float round him full of bliss.
-
- He sings; each burning feather
- Thrills, throbbing at his throat;
- A song of glow-worm weather,
- And of a firefly boat:
-
- Of Elfland and a princess
- Who, born of a perfume,
- His music lulls,--where winces
- That rose’s cradled bloom.
-
- No bird is half so airy,
- No bird of dusk or dawn,
- O masking King of Fairy!
- O red-crowned Oberon.
-
-
- VI
-
- “Alas! the nightingale I never heard.
- Yet I, remembering how your voice would thrill
- Me with exalted expectation, felt
- The passion-throated nightingale would win
- Into my soul in some wild way like this,
- With reminiscences of dusks long dead,
- Presentiments of nights, that mate the flowers
- And the prompt stars, and marry them with song.
- Of such,--love whispered me when deep in dreams,--
- I made my nightingale. It is a voice
- Heard in the April of our year of love:
-
- Between the stars and roses
- There lies a path no man may see,
- Where every breeze that blows is
- A wandering melody;
- Down which each bright star gazes
- Upon each rose that raises
- Its face up lovingly,
- As if with prayers and praises.
-
- The star and rose are wiser
- Than all but love beneath the skies;
- No hoard of any miser
- Is rich as these are wise:
- No bee may reach or rifle,
- No mist may cloud or stifle
- Their love that never dies,
- That knows nor trick nor trifle.
-
- There is a bird that carries
- Love-messages; and comes and goes
- Between each star that tarries,
- And every rose that blows:
- A bird that can not tire,
- Whose throat ’s a throbbing lyre,
- Whose song is now a rose,
- And now a starry fire.
-
-
- VII
-
- “O May-time woods! O May-time lanes and hours!
- And stars, that knew how often there at night
- Beside the path, where woodbine odors blew
- Between the drowsy eyelids of the dusk,--
- When, like a great, white, pearly moth, the moon
- Hung, silvering long windows of your room,--
- I stood among the shrubs! The dark house slept.
- I watched and waited for--I know not what--
- Some tremor of your gown: a velvet leaf’s
- Unfolding to caresses of the spring:
- A rustle of your footsteps: or the dew
- That softly rolled, a syllable of love,
- In sweet avowal, from a rose’s lips
- Of odorous scarlet: or the whispered word
- Of something lovelier than new leaf or rose--
- The word young lips half murmur in a dream:
-
- Serene with sleep, light visions load her eyes;
- And underneath her window blooms a quince.
- The night is a sultana who doth rise
- In slippered caution, to admit a prince,
- Love, who her eunuchs and her lord defies.
-
- Are these her dreams? or is it that the breeze
- Pelts me with petals of the quince, and lifts
- The Balm-of-Gilead buds? and seems to squeeze
- Aroma on aroma through sweet rifts
- Of Eden, dripping from the rainy trees?
-
- Along the path the buckeye trees begin
- To heap their hills of blossoms.--Oh, that they
- Were Romeo ladders, whereby I might win
- Her chamber’s sanctity,--where love must pray
- And guard her soul!--so stainless of all sin!
-
- There might I see the balsam scent erase
- Its sweet intrusion; and the starry night
- Conclude majestic pomp; the virgin grace
- Of every bud abashed before the white,
- Pure passion-flower of her sleeping face.
-
-
- VIII
-
- “And once, in early May, a sparrow sang
- Among the garden bushes; and you asked
- If the suave song stayed knocking at my heart.
- I smiled some answer, and, behold, that night
- Found that my heart had locked this fancy in:
-
- Rain, rain, and a ribbon of song
- Uncurled where the blossoms are sprinkled;
- The song-sparrow sings, and I long
- For, the silver-sweet throat, that has tinkled,
- To sing in the bloom and the rain,
- Sing again, and again, and again,
- Under my window-pane.
-
- Rain, rain, and the trickling tips
- Of the million pink blooms of the quinces;
- And I hear the song rill from the lips,
- The lute-haunted lips of my princess:
- O love! in the rain and the bloom,
- Sing again in the pelting perfume,
- Sweetheart, under my room.
-
- Rain, rain, and the dripping of drops
- From cups of the blossoms they load, or
- Tilt over with tipsiest tops:
- And eyes as of sun-beam and odor,
- There, under the bloom-blowing tree--
- A face like a flower to see,
- Love is looking at me.
-
-
- IX
-
- “Once in the village I had heard a song,
- A melody which I wrote down for you,
- And which you sang. But, there among your hills,
- The dawns and sunsets and the serious stars
- Made trite its thought and words, that seemed as stale
- As musty parlors of the commonplace.
- I changed its words, and here and there its thought,
- But, though you praised, you never sang it more,
- And so I knew, like some poor poet, it
- Had fallen on disfavor, God knows why,
- With its high patron. Thus its metre ran:
- Look, happy eyes, and let me know
- The timid flower her love hath cherished
- Fades not before the fruit shall show,
- Seen in the clear truth of your glow
- Where naught of love hath perished.
-
- Lift, happy lips, and let me take
- The sacred secret of her spirit
- To mine in kisses, that shall make
- Mute marriage of our souls, and wake
- The heart’s sweet silence near it.
-
-
- X
-
- “And so I wrote another filled with birds,
- Deliberate twilight and eve’s punctual star;
- And made the music of that song obey
- The metre of my own and melody:
-
- Only to hear that you love me,
- Only to feel it is true;
- Stars and the gloaming above me,
- I in the gloaming with you.
- Staining through violet fire,
- A sunset of poppy and gold,
- Red as a heart with desire,
- Rich with a secret untold.
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- Deep where the shadows are doubled,
- Deep where the blossoms are long,
- Listen!--deep love in the bubbled
- Breath of a mocking-bird’s song.
- You, who have made them the dearer,
- Drawing them near from afar!--
- Stars and the heaven the nearer,
- Sweet, through the joy that you are.
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- XI
-
- “Confronted with the certainty that I
- Had no approval for my love from you,
- No visible sign, but my own prompting hope’s,
- Conforming with my heart’s one wild desire,
- Who had not dreaded disappointment there!
- The shadow of a heart’s unformed denial,
- That should take form and soon confirm the doubt:
- The doubt that would content itself with this:
-
- If I might hold her by the hand,--
- Her hands so full of soothing peace!--
- Her heart would hear and understand
- My heart’s demand,
- And all her idling cease.
-
- If she would let my eyes look in
- Her eyes, whose deeps are full of truth,
- Her soul might see how mine would win
- Her, without sin,
- In all her happy youth.
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- If I might kiss her mouth, and lead
- The kiss up to her eyes and hair,
- There is no prayer that so could plead,--
- And find sure heed,--
- My love’s divine despair.
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- XII
-
- “And, uninstructed, smiled and wrote ‘despair,’
- Enamoured, yet fearful of the shade that should
- Some day come stealing through my silent door
- To sit unbidden through the lonely hours.--
- I cast the shudder off, and in the fields
- Found hope again, and beauty born of dreams:
- For it was summer, and all living things,
- The common flowers and the birds and bees,
- Became interpreters of love for me:
-
- Say that he can not tell her how he loves her--
- Words, for such adoration, often fail,--
- When but a bow of ribbon, glove that gloves her,
- Clothes her fair femininity in mail.
-
- So many ways and wisdoms to express what
- To th’ language of devotion is denied;
- Ambassadors to make the maiden guess what
- Before her heart’s high fortress long has sighed.
-
- A bird to sing his secret--she’ll perpend him:
- A bee to bid her soul to hear and see:
- A blossom, like a sweet appeal, to bend him,
- Before her there, upon a worshiping knee.
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- XIII
-
- “So was my love confessed to you. I thought
- You loved me as love led me to believe:
- And so, no matter where I, dreaming, went
- Among the hills, the woods, and quiet fields,
- All had a poetry so intimate,
- So happy and so ready that, for me,
- ’Twas but to stoop and gather as I went,
- As one goes reaching roses in the June.
- Three withered wild ones that I gathered then
- I send you now. Their scent and bloom are dust:
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- 1
-
- What wild-flower shows perfection
- Such as thy face, no blemish mars?
- I leave to the selection
- Of all the wild-flower stars:
- To every wildwood bloom that blows,
- Wild phlox, wild daisy, and wild rose.
-
- What cascade hath suspicion
- O’ the marvel that thy whiteness is?
- I leave to the decision
- Of each proclaiming breeze:
- To winds that kiss the buds awake,
- And roll the ripple on the lake.
-
- What bird can sing the naming
- Of all the music that thou art?
- I leave to the proclaiming
- Of that within my heart:
- My heart, wherein, the whole day long,
- Sits adoration rapt in song.
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- 2
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- What witch then hast thou met,
- Who wrought this amulet?
- This charm, that makes each look, love,
- Of thine a rose;
- Thy face an open book, love,
- Where beauty gleams and glows,
- And thought to music set.
-
- What fairy of the wood,
- To whom thou once wast good,
- Gave thee this gift?--Thy words, love,
- Should be pure gold;
- And all thy songs as bird’s, love,
- Sweet as the Mays of old
- With youth and love imbued.
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- What elfin of the glade
- This white enchantment made,
- That filled thee with the essence
- Of all the Junes?
- That made thy soul, thy presence,
- Like to the moon’s
- Above a far cascade.
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- What wizard of the cave
- Hath made my heart thy slave?
- That dreams of thee when sleeping,
- And, when awake,
- My anxious spirit keeping
- ’Neath spells I can not break,
- Sweet spells, whence naught can save.
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- 3
-
- Dear, (though given conclusion to),
- Songs,--no memory surrenders,--
- Still their music breathe in you;
- Silence meditation renders
- Audible with notes it knew.
-
- Sweet, when all the flowers are dead,
- Perfumes,--that the heart remembers
- Made of them a marriage-bed,--
- Shall not fail me in December’s
- Gloom, but from your face be shed.
-
- Dear, when night denies a star,
- Darkness will not suffer, seeing
- Song and fragrance are not far;
- Starlight of the summer being
- In the loveliness you are.
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- XIV
-
- “Revealing distant vistas where I thought
- I saw your love stand as ’mid lily blooms,
- Long, angel goblets molded out of stars,
- Pouring aroma at your feet: and life
- Took fire with thoughts your soul must help you read:
-
- A song; and songs (who does not know?)
- Reveal no music but is thine.
- Thou singest, and the waters flow,
- The breezes blow,
- The sunbeams shine,
- And all the earth grows young, divine.
-
- Low laughter; and I look away;
- Whate’er the time of year, I dream
- I walk beneath sweet skies of May
- On ways where play
- Both gloom and gleam,
- And hear a bird and forest stream.
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- A thought; and straight it seems to me,
- However dark, the stars arise,
- And rain down memories of thee,--
- As, it may be,
- From Paradise
- One feels an angel-lover’s eyes.
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- XV
-
- “But is it well to tell you what I felt
- When I beheld no change beyond the moods
- That gloomed or glistened in your raven eyes?
- When I sat singing ’neath one steadfast star
- Of morning with no phantoms of strange fears
- To slay the look or word that helped me sing:
- When song came easier than come buds in spring,
- That make the barren boughs one pomp of pearls:
-
- Oh, let the happy day go past,
- And let the night be short or long,
- When life and love are one at last,
- And hearts are full of song,
- ’Tis sweet midsummer of the dream,
- And all the dreams thou hast
- Are truer than they seem.
-
- And once I dreamt in autumn of
- Death with cadaverous eyes that gazed
- From out a shadow.... It was love
- Whose deathless eyes were raised
- From the deep darkness that unrolled
- Wild splendor; and, amazed,
- Thy soul I did behold.
-
- And then it seemed that some one said,
- The dead are nearer than dost know.
- And when they tell thee love is dead,--
- Although it seems ’t is so,--
- Still shalt thou feel in every beat
- And heart-throb of thy woe
- Love breathing, bitter-sweet.
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-
- XVI
-
- “One evening when I came to talk with you,
- Impatience hurt me in your brief replies.
- And I who had refused,--because we dread
- Approaching horror of our lives made maimed,--
- The inevitable, could not help but see
- Some change in you to’ards me.--That night I dreamed
- I wandered ’mid old ruins, where the snake
- And scorpion crawled in poison-spotted heat;
- Plague-bloated bulks of hideous vine and root
- Wrapped fallen fanes; and bristling cacti bloomed
- Blood-red and death-white on forgotten tombs.
- And from my soul went forth a bitter cry
- That pierced the silence that was packed with death
- And pale presentiment. And so I went,
- A white flame beckoning before my face,
- And in my ears sounds of primordial seas
- That boasted preadamic gods and men:
- A flame before me and, beyond, a voice:
- But, lo, the white flame when I reached for it
- Became thin ashes like a dead man’s dust;
- And when I thought I should behold the sea,
- Stagnation, turned to filth and rottenness,
- Rolled out a swamp: the voice became a stench.
-
- If we should pray together now
- For sunshine and for rain,
- And thou shouldst get fair weather now,
- And I the clouds again,
- Would ray and rain keep single,
- Or for the rainbow mingle?
-
- Dear, if this should be made to me,
- That I had asked for light,
- And God had given shade to me,
- And all to thee that’s bright,
- Wouldst thou go by with scorning,
- Refusing darkness morning?
-
- If all my life were winter, love,
- And all thy life were spring,
- And mine with frost should splinter, love,
- While thine with birds should sing,
- Wouldst thou walk past and glitter,
- Forgetful mine is bitter?
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- XVII
-
- “Still on the anguish of a dying hope
- An infant hope was nourished; all in vain.
- For, at the last, although we parted friends,
- The friendship lay like sickness on my soul,
- That saw all gladness perish from the world
- With loss of thee; and, ’mid the future years,
- Love building high a sepulchre for hope.
-
- Ah, could you learn forgetfulness,
- And teach my heart how to forget;
- And I unlearn all fretfulness,
- And teach your soul that still will fret;
- The mornings of the world would burn
- Before us and we would not turn,
- For we would not regret.
-
- Did you but know what sorrow keeps,
- That drives the joy of life away,
- And I what each to-morrow keeps
- For us until it is to-day;
- No grief or change would then surprise
- Our lives with what our lives were wise,
- And nothing could betray.
-
- If you could be interior to
- My dreams that are all love’s desire;
- And I could be superior to
- Myself and such in you inspire;
- Long stairways would the years unroll
- To lift us upward, soul to soul,
- To what celestial fire!
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- XVIII
-
- “There came no words of comfort from your lips.
- Not that I asked for pity! that had been
- As fire unto the scalded or dry bread
- Unto the famished fallen ’mid the sands!
- But all your actions said that I was wrong,
- But how, I know not and have ceased to care;
- Still standing like one stricken blind at noon,
- Who gropes and fumbles, feeling all grow strange
- That once was so familiar; cursing God
- Who locks him in with darkness and despair.--
- Your judgment had been juster had it had
- A lesser love than mine to judge.--O love,
- Where lay the justice of thy judge in this?--
-
- ‘If thou hadst praised thy God as long
- As thou hast praised a woman’s eyes,
- Perhaps thou hadst not suffered wrong,
- As now, and sat with sighs:
- But, through thy prayer and praise made strong,
- Perhaps thou hadst grown wise.
-
- ‘If thou hadst bade thy God be more
- Than I, thy life had not been sad;
- His love to thee had not been poor
- As mine. But thou wast mad,
- And cam’st, a beggar, to my door,
- And had more than I had.
-
- ‘If thou hadst taught me how to love,
- Nor played with love as monarchs play,
- My heart had learned right soon enough,
- From thine, love’s lowlier way.
- But all thy love stood far above,
- Nor touched my soul to sway.’
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-
- XIX
-
- “Thus did you write me, or in words like these,
- When all was over and your heart was led,
- Through pity, haply, thus to justify
- Yourself, that needed not to justify,
- Since all your reason lay in four small words,
- Enough to wreck my world and all my life,
- _You did not love_: what more is there to tell?--
- Yet, haply, it was this: One soul, that still
- Demanded more than it could well return;
- And, searching inward, yet could never pierce
- Beyond its superficiality.
- You did not know; yet I had felt in me
- The rich fulfillment of a rare accord,
- And could not, though the longing lay like song
- And music on me, win your soul’s response.
-
- Were it well, lifting me
- Eyes that give heed,
- Down in your soul to see
- Thought, the affinity
- Of act and deed?
- Knowing what naught may tell
- Of heart and soul:
- Yet were the knowledge whole,
- And were it well?
-
- Were it well, giving true
- Love all enough,
- Still to discover new
- Depths of true love for you,
- Infinite love?
- Feeling what naught may tell
- Of heart and soul:
- Yet were the knowledge whole,
- And were it well?
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- XX
-
- “What else but, laboring for some good, to lift
- Ourselves above the despotism of self,
- All egoism strangling strength and hope,
- To work and work, and, in the love of work,
- Which takes the place, in some, of love’s real self,
- To quench the flame that eats into the heart?
- Art, our intensest and our truest love,
- Immaculateness that has never led
- One of her lovers wrong, his love all soul!
- I followed beauty, and my ardor prayed
- Your memory would, feature and form and face,
- Be blotted out within me; rise no more
- To mar the labor that I owed to Art.
- I prayed, yea, to forget you, you I loved:
- I prayed; and, see!--how Heaven answered me:
-
- I have no song to tell thee
- The love that I would sing;
- The song that should enspell thee
- With words, and so compel thee
- That thou, with love, must wing
- Into my life to-morrow--
- For all my songs are sorrow.
-
- My strength is not a giant
- To hold thee with strong hands,
- To make thee less defiant;
- Thy spirit more compliant
- With all my love demands:
- Alas! my love is meekness,
- And all my strength is weakness.
-
- What hope have I to hover--
- When wings refuse to rise--
- Within thy heart’s close cover,
- And there to play the lover,
- Concealed from mortal eyes?
- What hope! to give me boldness,
- When all thy looks are coldness?
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- XXI
-
- “I prayed; and for a time felt strong as strength,
- And held both hands out to the loveliness
- That lured in the ideal. And I felt
- Compelling power upon me that would lift
- My face to heaven, now, to see the stars,
- Now bend it back to earth to see the flowers.
- I learned long lessons ’twixt a look and look:
-
- Breezes and linden blooms,
- Sunshine and showers;
- Rain, that the May perfumes,
- Cupped in the flowers:
- Clouds and the leaves that patter
- Raindrops that glint and glare--
- Or be they gems that scatter?
- Sapphires the sylphides shake,
- When their loose fillets break,
- Out of their radiant hair?
-
- Now is my heart a lute!
- Now doth it pinion
- Song in love’s swift pursuit
- In thought’s dominion!
- Dreaming of all thou meanest,
- Thou, with uneager eyes,
- Nature! of worlds thou queenest,
- Whither thy mother hand
- Draws us from land to land,
- Far from the worldly wise!
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- XXII
-
- “Thus would I scatter grain around my life,
- Gold grain of song, to lure them down to me,
- Cloud-colored doves of peace to fill my soul,
- And find them turn to ravens while they flew,
- Black ravens of despair that would not out.
- The old, dull, helpless aching at the heart,
- As if some scar had turned a wound again.
- While idle grief stared at the brutal past,
- Which held a loss that made the past more rich
- Than all Earth’s arts: that marveled how it came
- Such puny folly should usurp love’s high
- Proud pedestal of life that held your form,
- In Parian, sculptured by the hands of thought.
- And oft I shook myself,--for nightmares weighed
- Each sense,--and seemed to wake; yet evermore
- Beheld a death’s-head grinning at my eyes.
-
- So when the opening of the door doth thrill
- My soul with sudden knowledge death is come,
- Let me forget you or remember still,
- It will not matter then that life went ill,
- When death bends to me and my lips are dumb.
-
- Then I shall not remember: and shall leave
- No memory behind me, and no trace
- Of aught my life accomplished. Let none grieve.
- There is no heart my passing will bereave;
- And there are thousands who can fill my place.
-
- Who knocks?--The night camps on each hill and heath:
- And round my door are minions of the night:
- And like a weapon, riven from its sheath,
- The wind sweeps, and the tempest grinds its teeth
- Around me and my wild, hand-hollowed light.
-
- Who knocks?--the door is open!--And I see
- The Darkness threatening, with distorted fists
- Of cloudy terror, Courage on her knee:
- Shine far, O candle! for it so may be
- Love is bewildered in the night and mists.--
-
- No wandering wisp art thou, that haunts the rain
- With pallid flicker, fading as it flies!--
- The door is open!--Will he knock again?--
- The door is open!--Shall it be in vain?--
- Come in! delay not! thou, whose ways are wise!
-
- Who knocked has entered: let the darkness pass,
- The door be closed!--Now morning lights shall thrust
- It open; and the sunlight shine and mass
- Its splendor here where once but darkness was,
- And in its rays--motes and a little dust.”
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-
- XXIII
-
- And I had read, read to the bitter end;
- Half hearing lone surmises of the rain
- And trouble of the wind. At last I rose
- And went to Gwendolyn. She did not know
- The kiss I gave her had a shudder in it;
- Nor how the form of Julien rose between
- Me and her lips, a blood-stain o’er his heart.
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-
-
- THE IDYLL OF THE STANDING-STONE
-
-
- I
-
- She knows its windings and its crooks;
- The wildflowers of its lovely woods;
- The crowfoot’s golden sisterhoods,
- That crowd its sunny nooks:
- The iris, whose blue blossoms seem
- Mab’s bonnets; and, each leaf a-gleam,
- The trillium’s fairy-books.
-
- He knows its shallows and its pools,
- Its stair-like beds of rock that go,
- Foaming, with waterfall and flow,
- Where dart the minnow schools;
- Its grassy banks that herons haunt,
- Or where the woodcock call; and gaunt
- The mushrooms lift their stools.
-
- She seeks the columbine and phlox,
- The bluebell, where the bushes fill
- The old stones of the ruined mill;
- She wades among the rocks:
- Her feet are rose-pearl in the stream;
- Her eyes are bluet-blue; a beam
- Lies on her nut-brown locks.
-
- He comes with fishing-reel and line
- To angle in the darker deeps,
- Where the reflected forest sleeps
- Of sycamore and pine:
- And now and then a shadow swoops
- Above him of a hawk that stoops
- From skies as clear as wine.
-
- And will he see, if they should meet,
- That she is fairer than each flower
- Her apron fills? and in that hour
- Feel life less incomplete?...
- He stops below: she walks above--
- The brook floats down, as white as love,
- One blossom to his feet.
-
- And she?--should she behold the tan
- Of manly face and honest eyes,
- Would all her soul idealize
- Him? make him more than man?...
- She dropped one blossom when she heard
- Soft whistling--was it man or bird,
- Whose notes so sweetly ran?
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- They knew before they came to meet;
- For some divulging influence
- Had touched them thro’ the starry lens
- God holds to bring in beat
- Two hearts--her heart one haunting wish,
- And his--forgetful of the fish,
- Her flower at his feet.
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-
- II
-
- The sassafras twigs had just lit up
- The yellow stars of their fragrant candles,
- And the dogwood brimmed each blossom-cup
- With spring to its brown-tipped handles;
- When down the orchard, ’mid apple blooms--
- Say, ho, the hum o’ the honey-bee!--
- A glimpse of Spring in the sprinkled glooms?
- Or only a girl? with the warm perfumes
- Blown round her breezily.
-
- The maple, as red as the delicate flush
- Of an afterglow, was airy crimson;
- And the haw-tree, white in the wing-whipped hush,
- Gleamed cool as a cloud that the moonlight dims on;
- And under the oak, whose branches strung--
- Say, heigh, the rap o’ the sapsuckér!--
- Gray buds in tassels that sweetly swung,
- They stood and listened a bird that sung,
- As glad as the heart in her.
-
- Yellow the bloom of the rattle-weed,
- And white the bloom of the plum and cherry;
- And red as a stain the red-bud’s brede,
- And clover the color of sherry:
- And a wren sings there in the orchard drift,--
- And, ho! the dew from the web that slips!--
- And a thrush sings there in the woodland rift,
- Where he to his face her face doth lift,
- Her face with the willing lips.
-
- For a while they sat on the moss and grass,
- Where the forest bloomed a great wild garden;--
- Then the beam from the hollow--it seemed to pass,
- And the ray on the hills to harden,
- When she rose to go, and his joy fell flat;--
- And, heigh, the wasp i’ the pawpaw bell!--
- As she waved her hand--why, it seemed at that
- ’Twas Spring’s own self he was gazing at,
- And the life of his life as well.
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- III
-
- The teasel and the horsemint spread
- The hillsides, as with sunset sown,
- Blooming along the Standing-Stone
- That ripples in its rocky bed:
- There are no treasuries that hold
- Gold yellower than the marigold
- That crowds its mouth and head.
-
- ’T is harvest-time: a mower stands
- Among the morning wheat and whets
- His scythe, and for a space forgets
- The labor of the ripening lands;
- Then bends, and through the dewy grain
- His long scythe hisses, and again
- He swings it in his hands.
-
- And she beholds him where he mows
- On acres whence the water sends
- Faint music of reflecting bends
- And falls that interblend with flows:
- She stands among the old bee-gums,--
- Where all the apiary hums,--
- Like some sweet bramble-rose.
-
- She hears him whistling as he leans,
- And, reaping, sweeps the ripe wheat by;
- She sighs and smiles and knows not why:--
- These are but simple country scenes:
- He whets his scythe again, and sees
- Her smiling near the hives of bees
- Beneath the flowering beans.
-
- The peacock-purple lizard creeps
- Along the rail; and deep the drone
- Of insects makes the country lone
- With summer where the water sleeps:
- She hears him singing as he swings
- His scythe; he thinks of other things--
- Not toil, and, singing, reaps.
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- IV
-
- Into the woods they went again,
- Over the wind-blown oats;
- Out of the acres of golden grain,
- In where the light was a violet stain,
- In where the lilies’ throats
- Were brimmed with the summer rain.
-
- Hung on a bough a reaper’s hook,
- Over the wind-blown oats;
- A girl’s glad laugh and a girl’s glad look,
- And the hush and ripple of tree and brook,
- And a wild bird’s silvery notes,
- And a kiss that a strong man took.
-
- Out of the woods the lovers went,
- Over the wind-waved wheat;
- She with a face, where love was blent,
- Like to an open testament;
- He, from his head to feet,
- Dazed with his hope that was eloquent.
-
- Here how oft had they come to tryst,
- Over the wind-waved wheat!
- Here how oft had they laughed and kissed!
- Talked and tarried where no one wist,
- Here where the woods are sweet,
- Dim and deep as a dewy mist.
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- V
-
- Her pearls are blossoms-of-the-vale,
- Her only diamonds are the dews;
- Such jewels never can grow stale,
- Nor any value lose.
-
- Among the millet beards she stands:
- The languid wind lolls everywhere:
- There are wild roses in her hands,
- One wild rose in her hair.
-
- To-morrow, where the shade is warm,
- Among the unmown wheat she’ll stop,
- And from one daisy-loaded arm
- One ox-eyed daisy drop.
-
- She’ll meet his brown eyes, true and brave,
- With blue eyes, false yet dreamy sweet:
- He is her lover and her slave,
- Who mows among the wheat.
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- When buds broke on the apple trees
- She wore an apple-blossom dress,
- And laughed with him across the leas,
- And love was all a guess.
-
- When goose-plums ripened in the rain,
- Plum-colored was her gown of red;
- He kissed her in the creek-road lane--
- She was his life, he said.
-
- When apples thumped the droughty land,
- A russet color was her gown:
- Another came, and--won her hand?--
- Nay! carried off to town....
-
- When grapes hung purple in the hot,
- None missed her and her simple dress,
- Save one, whom, haply, she forgot,
- Who loved her none the less.
-
- When snow made white each harvest sheaf,
- He sought her out amid her show;
- Her rubies, redder than the leaf
- That autumn forests sow.
-
- Not one regret her shame reveals;
- She smiles at him, then puts him by;
- He pleads; and she? she merely steels
- Her heart and--lives her lie.
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-
- VI
-
- And he returned when poppies strewed
- Their golden blots o’er moss and leaf,--
- Blond little Esaus of the wood,
- So fair of face, of life so brief.--
- Did he forget?--Not he, in truth!--
- “No month,” he thought, “holds so much grace,
- No month of spring, such grace and youth,
- As the sweet April of her face.”
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- In fall the frail gerardia
- Hung hints of sunset and of dawn
- On root and rock, as if to draw
- Her lips, remind him of one gone:--
- Of one unworthy, in pursuit
- Of butterflies, who does not dream
- A flower, broken by her foot,
- Sweeps, helpless, with her down the stream.
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- SOME SUMMER DAYS
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- If you had seen her waiting there
- Among the tiger-lily blooms,--
- That sowed their jewels everywhere
- Among the woodland gleams and glooms,--
- You had confessed her very fair,
- And sweeter than the wood’s perfumes.
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- A country girl with bare brown feet,
- She waits, while day slopes down the deeps:
- The afternoon is dead with heat,
- And all the weary shadow sleeps
- Like toil, arm-pillowed in the wheat,
- Beside the scythe with which he reaps.
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- There is no sound more distant than
- The cow-bell on the vine-hung hill;
- No nearer than the locust’s span
- Of noise that makes the silence shrill:
- And now there comes a sun-browned man
- Through tiger-lilies of the rill.
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- Long will they talk: till, in the end,
- The clear west glows, the east grows pale;
- Until the glow and pallor blend
- Like moonlight on a shifting sail;
- And then he ’ll clasp her; she will bend
- Her head, consenting. Day will fail:
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- The west will flame, then fade away
- Through heavy orange, rose, and red,
- And leave the heavens violet gray
- Above a gypsy-lily bed:
- Then they will go; and he will say
- Such words to her as none has said.
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- A million stars the night will win
- Above them; and one firefly
- Pulse like a tangled starbeam in
- The cedar dark against the sky:
- Then he will lift her dimpled chin
- And take the kiss she ’ll not deny.
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- And when the moon, like the great book
- Of Judgment, golden with the light
- Of God, lies open o’er yon nook
- Of darkest wood and wildest height,
- Together they will cross the brook
- And reach the gate and kiss good night.
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- II
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- And now he wipes his hand along
- The beaded fire of his brow
- Hard toil has heated; and the strong
- Face flushes fuller health as now
- He fills his hay-fork to the prong,
- And, tossing it, again doth bow.
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- And now he rests, and looks away
- Across the sun-fierce hills and meads
- No rolling cloud has cooled to-day;
- And from his face the brawny beads
- Drip; and he marks the heaps of hay,
- The fields of corn, the fields of weeds.
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- At last he sees the tempest build
- Black battlements along the west,
- Black breastworks that are thunder filled;
- And bares his brow; and on his chest
- The sweat of toil is cooled; and stilled
- The pulse of toil within his breast.
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- A strong wind brings the odorous death
- Of far hay-meadows, and the scent
- Is good within his nostrils’ breath:
- The mighty trees are bowed, that leant
- For no man, as when Power saith
- “Bow down!” and stalwart men are bent.
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- He laughs, long-gazing as he goes
- Along the elder-sweetened lane:
- He feels the storm wind as it blows
- Across the sheaves of golden grain,
- And stops to pull one bramble-rose,
- And watch the swiftly coming rain.
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- And there, ’mid locust trees, the farm
- Dreams in a martin-haunted place:
- He marks the far-off streaks of storm
- That, driven of the thunder, race:
- He sees his child upon her arm,
- And in the door his wife’s fair face.
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- III
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- Below the sunset’s range of rose,
- Below the heaven’s bending blue,
- Down woodways where the balsam blows,
- And milkweed tufts hang, gray of hue,
- A Jersey heifer stops and lows--
- The cows come home by one, by two.
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- There is no star yet: but the smell
- Of hay and pennyroyal mix
- With herb-aromas of the dell;
- And the root-hidden cricket clicks:
- Among the ironweeds a bell
- Clangs near the rail-fenced clover-ricks.
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- She waits upon the slope beside
- The windlassed well the plum-trees shade,
- The well-curb that the goose-plums hide;
- Her light hand on the bucket laid,
- Unbonneted she waits, glad-eyed,
- Her dress as simple as her braid.
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- She sees fawn-colored backs among
- The sumacs now; a tossing horn;
- A clashing bell of brass that rung:
- Long shadows lean upon the corn,
- And all the day dies scarlet-stung,
- The cloud in it a rosy thorn.
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- Below the pleasant moon, that tips
- The tree-tops of the hillside, fly
- The evening bats; the twilight slips
- Some fireflies like spangles by;
- She meets him, and their happy lips
- Touch; and one star leaps in the sky.
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- He takes her bucket, and they speak
- Of married hopes while in the grass
- The plum lies glowing as her cheek;
- The patient cows look back or pass;
- And in the west one golden streak
- Burns like a great cathedral glass.
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- IV
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- The skies are amber, blue, and green
- Before the coming of the sun;
- And all the deep hills sleep, serene
- As if enchanted; every one
- Is ribbed with morning mists that lean
- On woods through which vague whispers run.
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- Birds wake: and on the vine-hung knobs,
- Above the brook, a twittering
- Confuses songs; one warbler robs
- Another of its note; a wing
- Beats by; and now a wild throat throbs
- Triumphant; all the woodlands sing.
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- The sun is up: the hills are heaped
- With instant splendor; and the vales
- Surprised with shimmers that are steeped
- In purple where the thin mist trails;
- The water-fall, the rock it leaped,
- Are burning gold that foams and fails.
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- He drives his horses to the plow
- Along the vineyard slopes, where bask
- Dew-heavy grapes, half-ripened now,
- In sun-shot shafts of shade: no mask
- Of joy he wears; his face and brow
- Glow as he enters on his task.
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- Before him, soaring through the mist,
- The gray hawk wildly wings and screams;
- Its dewy back gleams, sunbeam-kissed,
- Above the wood that drips and dreams;
- He guides the plow with one strong fist;
- The soil rolls back in level seams.
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- Packed to the right the sassafras
- Lifts leafy walls of spice that shade
- The blackberries, whose tendrils mass
- Big berries in the coolness made;
- And drop their ripeness on the grass
- Where trumpet-flowers fall and fade.
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- White on the left the fence and trees
- That mark the garden; and the smoke,
- Uncurling in the early breeze,
- Tells of the roof beneath the oak;
- He turns his team, and, turning, sees
- The damp, dark soil his coulter broke.
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- Bees hum; and o’er the berries poise
- Lean-bodied wasps; loud blackbirds turn
- Following the plow: there is a noise
- Of insect wings that buzz and burn;--
- And now he hears his wife’s low voice,
- The song she sings to help her churn.
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- There are no clouds that drift around
- The moon’s pearl-kindled crystal, (white
- As some sky-summoned spirit wound
- In raiment lit with limbs of light),
- That have not softened like the sound
- Of harps when Heaven forgets to smite.
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- The vales are deeper than the dark,
- And darker than the vales the woods
- That shadowy hill and meadow mark
- With broad, blurred lines, whereover broods
- Deep calm; and now a fox-hound’s bark
- Upon the quietude intrudes.
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- And though the night is never still,
- Yet what we name its noises makes
- Its silence:--now a whippoorwill;
- A frog, whose hoarser tremor breaks
- The hush; then insect sounds that fill
- The night; an owl that hoots and wakes.
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- They lean against the gate that leads
- Into the lane that lies between
- The yard and orchard; flowers and weeds
- Smell sweeter than the odors keen
- That day distils from hotness; beads
- Of dew make cool the gray and green.
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- Their infant sleeps. They feel the peace
- Of something done that God has blessed,
- Still as the pulse that will not cease
- There in the cloud that lights the west:
- The peace of love that shall increase
- While soul to soul still gives its best.
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- AN EPIC OF SOUTH-FORK
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- The wild brook gleams on the sand and ripples
- Over the rocks of the riffle; brimming
- Under the elms like a nymph who dripples,
- Dips and glimmers and shines in swimming:
- Under the linns and the ash-trees lodging,
- Loops of the limpid waters lie,
- Shaken of schools of the minnows, dodging
- The glancing wings of the dragon-fly.
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- Lower, the loops are lines of laughter
- Over the stones and the crystal gravel;
- Afar they gloom, like a face seen after
- Mirth, where the waters slowly travel;
- Shadowy slow where the Fork is shaken
- Of the dropping bark of the sycamore,
- Where the water-snake, that the footsteps waken,
- Slides like a crooked root from shore.
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- Peace of the forest; and silence, dimmer
- Than dreams. And now a wing that winnows
- The willow leaves, with their shadows slimmer
- In the shallow there than a school of minnows:
- Calm of the creek; and a huge tree twisted,
- Ringed, and turned to a tree of pearl;
- A gray-eyed man, who is farmer-fisted,
- And a dark-eyed, sinewy country girl.
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- The brow of the man is gnarled and wrinkled
- With the weight of the words that have just been spoken;
- And the girl has smiled and her eyes have twinkled,
- Though the bonds and the bands of their love lie broken:
- She smiles, nor knows how the days have knotted
- Her to the heart of the man who says:
- “Let us follow the paths that we think allotted.
- I will go my ways and you your ways.
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- “And the man between us is your decision.
- Worse or better he is your lover.--
- Shall I say he ’s worse since the sweet Elysian
- Prize he wins where I discover
- Only the hell of the luckless chooser?--
- Shall I say he ’s better than I, or more,
- Since he is winner and I am loser,
- His life ’s made rich and mine made poor?”
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- “I tell you now as I oft and ever
- Have told,” she answered, the laughter dying
- Down in her eyes, “that his arms have never
- Held me!--no!--but you think me lying,
- And you are wrong. And I think it better
- To part forever than still to dwell
- With the sad distrust, like an evil tetter,
- On our lives forever, and so farewell.”
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- And she turned away; and he watched her going,
- The girlish pride in her eyes a-smoulder:
- He saw her go, and his lips were glowing
- Fever that parched. And he stood, one shoulder
- Slouched to the tree; and he saw her stooping,
- There by the bank, with a reckless foot;
- Straighten; and tear from her breast his drooping
- Lilies and fasten the pleurisy-root.
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- With its orange fire he saw her passing
- On and on; and the blood beat, burning
- His brain to madness; and seemingly massing
- The weight of the world on his heart in yearning ...
- Butterflies swarmed in the moist sand-alleys;
- A fairy fleet of Ionian sails
- They seemed with their wings, or of pirate galleys,
- Maroon and yellow, for Elfland gales.
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- He watched her going; and harder, thicker
- The pulse of his breath and his heart’s hard throbbing.--
- How should he know that her heart was sicker?
- How should he know that her soul was sobbing?--
- She never looked back: and he saw her vanish
- In swirls of the startled butterflies,
- Like a storm of flowers; and he could not banish
- The thought he had lost his all through lies.
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- II
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- He heard the cocks crow out the lonely hours.
- How long the night! how far away the dawn!
- It seemed long months since he had seen the flowers,
- The leaves, the sunlight, and the bee-hived lawn;
- Had heard the thrush flute in the tangled showers.
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- His burning eyes ached, staring at the black
- Stolidity of midnight. Would God send
- No cool relief unto his mind,--a rack
- Of inquisition,--tortures to unbend,
- That stretched him forward and now strained him back?
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- Incomprehensible and undivulged,
- The thought that took him back, retraced their walks,
- Through woods, on which the sudden perfumes bulged,
- The bird-songs and the brilliant-blossomed stalks;
- And all the freedom which their talk indulged.
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- Oh, strong appeal! And he would almost yield;
- When, firmly forward, he could feel her fault
- Oppose the error of a rock-like shield,
- And to resisting phalanxes cry halt--
- And, lo! bright cohorts broken on the field.
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- O mulct of morning! to the despot night
- Count down unminted gold, and let the day
- Walk free from dungeons of the dark; delight
- Herself on mountains of the violet ray,
- Clad in white maidenhood and morning white!
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- A melancholy coast, plunged deep in dream
- And death and silence, stretched the drowsy dark,
- Wherein he heard a round-eyed screech-owl scream,
- In lamentation, and a watch-dog bark,
- Vague as oblivion, lost in night’s deep stream.
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- And then hope moved him to divide the blinds
- To see if those bright sparkles were a star’s,
- Or but his feverish eyelids, which the mind’s
- Commotion weighed.--No hint of morning bars
- With glimmer heaven’s swart tapestry he finds.
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- So he remained, impatient, till the first
- Exploring crevices of Aztec morn,
- Dim cracks of treasure, Eldorados burst:
- Then could he face his cowardice and scorn
- His jealousy that thus his life had cursed.
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- Love knew no barriers now. And where he went
- Each woodland path was musical with birds;
- Each flow’r was richer, more divine of scent;
- For love sought love with such expressive words
- That dawn’s delivery was less eloquent.
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- III
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- Who is it hunts with his dog
- There where the heron is flying
- Gray through the feathering fog
- Over the Fork, where is lying,
- Bridge-like, a butternut log,
- There where the horsemint is drying?
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- Who is it hunts in the brush,
- Under the linns and the beeches,
- Here where the water-falls rush,
- Dark, where the noon never reaches?
- Here where the Fork is one crush
- Of flags with a bloom like the peach’s?
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- He is handsome and supple and tall,
- Blond-haired and vigorous-chested,
- Blue-eyed as the bud by the fall
- Where he listens,--his rifle half rested,
- Half leaned on the crumbling stone wall,--
- Whose briers he lately has breasted.
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- He waits; and the sun on the dew
- Of the cedars and leaves of the bushes
- Strikes glittering frostiness through ...
- If a covey of partridges flushes
- What good will a Winchester do,
- Or the dog to his feet that he crushes?
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- Then a man breaks strong through the weeds
- Where the buck-bushes toss and the spires
- Of the white-blossomed cohosh; ’mid reeds
- Wild-carrots, and trammelling briers:
- It is he! to his loved one who speeds--
- And the man in the bushes--he fires....
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- From leaves of the wind-shaken wood
- The dew of the dawn is still falling:
- He is gone from the place where he stood,
- Just there where the black crow is calling:
- There is blood on the weeds: is it blood
- On the face of the man who is crawling?
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- Red blood or a smudge of the dawn?--
- Now he lies with his gray eyes wide, staring,
- Stiff, still at the sun: he has drawn
- His limbs in a heap: and the faring
- Bee-martins light near or pass on,
- Not one of them knowing or caring.
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- It is noon: and the wood-dove is deep
- In the calm of its cooing: and over
- The tops of the forest trees sweep
- The shadows of buzzards that hover:
- Wide-winged they sail on as asleep:
- And the bob-white is whistling from cover.
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- It is dusk: and the heat, that made wilt
- The leaves and the wildflowers’ faces,
- Gives place to the dew-drops that tilt
- With coolness the weeds where are traces
- Of horror and darkness and guilt,
- That nothing can wash from those places.
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- It is night: and the hoot-owlet mocks
- The dove of the day with wild weeping,
- The Fork is scarce heard on its rocks
- Where the man is so quietly sleeping:
- Through the woods snaps the bark of a fox;
- The lightning is fitfully leaping.
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- All day, ’twixt hope and fear,
- She waited at the gate,
- Looking for him, more dear
- Now that he made her wait:
- Day went and night draws near:
- Stormy it grows and late.
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- Still, still she waits: great limbs
- The winds rend from the ridge;
- Each swollen shallow swims
- Head-deep below the bridge;
- The drift, that breaks and brims
- Swirls lighter than the midge.
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- The night grows wildly gray
- With lightning-litten rain;
- The forests sound and sway,
- An oak is rent in twain;
- The thunder rolls away
- Like some vast bolt and chain.
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- The Fork is whirling wreck
- Of field and farm and wood;
- And many a foaming fleck
- Drives where the rock-fence stood;--
- A torrent sweeps break-neck
- Above the washed-out blood.
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- Night deepens: still she waits
- Expectant in despair:
- The Fork has reached the gates,
- The wood’s wreck everywhere.
- But when the storm abates,
- She thinks, he will be there.
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- She sees the lightning rush
- Its blazing hells above;
- She hears the thunder crush
- Heaven as if earthquake-clove--
- Loud in the tempest’s hush
- She calls with all her love.
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- He comes, she feels; and stands
- The rushing waters o’er
- Her feet, and on her hands
- And hair the wild down-pour,
- The lightnings are wild brands
- To light him to her door.
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- Night deepens: but she knows
- God will not fail to send
- Her love to soothe her woes,
- And one day’s errors mend.--
- The wild stream foams and flows
- Booming in fall and bend.
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- Again the lightnings light
- The night like some wild torch;
- The waters foam and fight;
- And one uprooted larch
- Sweeps down, with something white
- Wedged in it, by her porch.
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- She stoops: the lurid rain
- Beats on her back and head--
- Ay! he hath come again!
- With livid lips once red!
- A bullet in his brain
- The night hath brought him--dead!
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- A NIELLO
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- It is not early spring and yet
- Of bloodroot blooms along the stream,
- And blotted banks of violet,
- My heart will dream.
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- Is it because the wind-flower apes
- The beauty that was once her brow,
- That the white thought of it still shapes
- The April now?
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- Because the wild-rose learned its blush
- From her fresh cheeks of maidenhood,
- Their thought makes June of barren brush
- And empty wood?
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- And then I think how young she died--
- Straight, barren death stalks down the trees,
- The hard-eyed hours by his side
- That kill and freeze.
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- When orchards are in bloom again
- My heart will bound, my blood will beat,
- To hear the red-bird so repeat,
- On boughs of rosy stain,
- His blithe, loud song,--like some far strain
- From out the past,--among the bloom,--
- (Where bee, and wasp, and hornet boom)--
- Fresh, redolent with rain.
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- When orchards are in bloom once more,
- Invasions of lost dreams will draw
- My feet, like some insistent law,
- Through blossoms to her door:
- In dreams I’ll ask her, as before,
- To let me help her at the well;
- And fill her pail; and long to tell
- My love as once of yore.
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- I shall not speak until we quit
- The farm-gate, leading to the lane
- And orchard, all in bloom again,
- ’Mid which the wood-doves sit
- And coo; and through whose blossoms flit
- The cat-birds crying while they fly:
- Then tenderly I’ll speak, and try
- To tell her all of it.
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- And in my dream again she’ll place
- Her hand in mine, as oft before,--
- When orchards are in bloom once more,--
- With all her old-time grace:
- And we will tarry till a trace
- Of sunset dyes the heav’ns; and then--
- We’ll part, and, parting, I again
- Will bend and kiss her face.
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- And homeward, dreaming, I will go
- Along the cricket-chirring ways,
- While sunset, like one crimson blaze
- Of blossoms, lingers low:
- And my lost youth again I’ll know,
- And all her love, when spring is here--
- Hers! hers! now dead this many a year
- Whose love still haunts me so.
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- I would not die when Springtime lifts
- The white world to her maiden mouth,
- And heaps its cradle with gay gifts,
- Breeze-blown from out the singing South:
- Too full of life and loves that cling,
- Too heedless of all mortal woe,
- The young, unsympathetic Spring,
- That death should never know.
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- I would not die when Summer shakes
- Her daisied locks below her hips,
- And, naked as a star that takes
- A cloud, into the silence slips.
- Too rich is Summer; poor in needs;
- Wrapped in her own warm loveliness
- Her pomp goes by, and never heeds
- If one be more or less.
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- But I would die when Autumn goes,
- The sad rain dripping from her hair,
- Through forests where the wild wind blows
- Death and the red wreck everywhere:
- Sweet as love’s last farewells and tears
- ’T would be to die, when heavens are gray,
- In the old autumn of my years,
- Like a dead leaf borne far away.
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- DEEP IN THE FOREST
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- SPRING ON THE HILLS
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- Ah, shall I follow, on the hills,
- The Spring, as wild wings follow?
- Where wild-plum trees make wan the hills,
- Crab-apple trees the hollow,
- Haunts of the bee and swallow?
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- In red-bud brakes and flowery
- Acclivities of berry;
- In dogwood dingles, showery
- With dew, where wrens make merry?
- Or drifts of swarming cherry?
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- In valleys of wild-strawberries,
- And of the clumped May-apple;
- Or cloud-like trees of hawberries,
- With which the south-winds grapple,
- That brook and pathway dapple?
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- With eyes of far forgetfulness,--
- Like some white wood-thing’s daughter,
- Whose feet are bee-like fretfulness,--
- To see her run like water
- Through boughs that slipped or caught her.
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- O Spring, to seek, yet find you not,
- To search and still continue;
- To glimpse, to touch, but bind you not,
- To lose and then to win you,
- All sweet evasion in you.
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- In pearly, peach-blush distances
- You gleam; the woods are braided
- Of myths, of dream-existences;--
- There, where the brook is shaded,
- Some splendor surely faded.
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- O presence, like the primrose’s,
- Once more I feel your power!
- In rainy scents of dim roses
- I breathe you for an hour,
- Elusive as a flower.
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- THE WOOD SPIRIT
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- Ah me! I still remember
- How flushed, before the shower,
- The dusk was; like a scarlet rose,
- Or blood-red poppy-flower.
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- Now heaven is starred; the moonlight
- Lays blurs upon the grain--
- You may not know it from white frost,
- The moonlight on the rain.
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- And all the forest utters
- A restless moan in rest,
- For all the deep, dark shadow lies
- Like iron on its breast.
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- I mark the moveless shadow,
- I mark the unreaped corn,
- Then something whispers overhead,
- “Come to me, mortal-born.”
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- I sit alone and listen;
- The low leaves sound and sigh;
- The dew drips from the bearded grain,
- A mist slips from the sky.--
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- I hear her whisper, whisper,
- And breathe in some dim place;
- Her feet are easier than the dew,
- And than the mist her face.
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- I may not clasp her ever,
- This spirit made for song,
- Who dwelleth in the young, young oak
- The old, old oaks among.
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- Her limbs are molded moonlight;
- Her breasts are silver moons:
- She glimmers and she glitters where
- The purple shadow swoons.
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- And since she knows I love her,
- She says my soul has died,
- And laughs and mocks me in the mist
- That haunts the forest-side.
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- When winds run mad in woodlands
- And all the great boughs swing,
- I see her wild hair blow and blow
- Black as a raven’s wing.
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- When winds are tamed and tethered
- And stars are keen as frost,
- I search and seek within the wood,
- There where my soul was lost.
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- I seek her, and she flies me;
- I follow; and the whole
- Dim woodland echoes with her voice,
- Soft calling to my soul.
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- OWL ROOST
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- The slope is a mass of vines:
- If you walk in the daylight there,
- A gleam as of twilight shines
- Through the vines massed everywhere:
- Each trunk, that a creeper twines,
- Is a column, strong to bear
- The dome of its leaves that wave,
- Cathedral-dim and grave.
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- Black moss makes silent the feet:
- And, above, the fox-grapes lace
- So thick that the noonday heat
- Is chill as a murdered face:
- And the winds for miles repeat
- The fugue of a rolling bass:
- The deep leaves twinkle and turn
- But over no flower or fern.
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- An angular spider weaves
- Great webs between the trees,
- Webs that are witches’ sieves:
- And honey-and bumblebees
- Go droning among the leaves,
- Like the fairies’ oboës:
- At dark the owlets croon
- To the stars and the sickle-moon.
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- At dark I will not go
- There where the branches sigh;
- Where naught but the glow-worms glow,
- Each one like a demon’s eye:
- O’er which, like a battle-bow,
- With an arrow that it lets fly,
- The new-moon and one star
- Hang and glimmer afar.
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- At dawn, if my mood be dim,
- And the day be a cloudless one,
- There where the sad winds hymn
- I ’ll walk, but its shade will shun;
- Its shade, where I feel the grim
- Horror of something done
- Here in the years long past,
- That the place conceals to the last.
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- MOSS AND FERN
-
- Where rise the brakes of bramble there,
- Wrapped with the trailing rose,
- Through cane where waters ramble, there
- Where deep the green cress grows,
- Who knows?
- Perhaps, unseen of eyes of man,
- Hides Pan.
-
- Perhaps the creek, whose pebbles make
- A foothold for the mint,
- May bear,--where soft its trebles make
- Confession,--some vague hint--
- (The print,
- Goat-hoofed, of one who lightly ran)--
- Of Pan.
-
- Where, in the hollow of the hills
- Ferns deepen to the knees,
- What sounds are those above the hills,
- And now among the trees?--
- No breeze!--
- The syrinx, haply, none may scan,
- Of Pan.
-
- In woods where waters break upon
- The hush like some soft word;
- Where sun-shot shadows shake upon
- The moss, who has not heard--
- No bird!--
- The flute, as breezy as a fan,
- Of Pan?
-
- Far in, where mosses lay for us
- Still carpets, cool and plush;
- Where bloom and branch and ray for us
- Swoon in the noonday flush,
- The hush
- May sound the satyr hoof a span
- Of Pan.
-
- In woods where thrushes sing to us,
- And brooks dance sparkling heels;
- Where wild aromas cling to us,
- And all our worship kneels,--
- Who steals
- Upon us, haunch and face of tan,
- But Pan?
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-
- V
-
- WOODLAND WATERS
-
- Through leaves of the nodding trees,
- Where blossoms sway in the breeze,
- Pink bag-pipes made for the bees,
- Whose slogan is droning and drawling:
- Where the columbine scatters its bells,
- And the wild bleeding-heart its shells,
- O’er mosses and rocks of the dells
- The brook of the forest is falling.
-
- You can hear it under the hill
- When the wind in the wood is still,
- And, strokes of a fairy drill,
- Sounds the bill of the yellow-hammer:
- By the solomon’s-seal it slips,
- Cohosh and the grass that drips--
- Like the words of an Undine’s lips,
- Is the sound of its falls that stammer.
-
- I lie in the woods: and the scent
- Of the honeysuckle is blent
- With the sound: and a Sultan’s tent
- Is my dream, with the East enmeshéd:--
- A slave-girl sings; and I hear
- The languor of lute-strings near,
- And a dancing-girl of Cashmere
- In the harem of good Er Reshid.
-
- From ripples of Irak lace
- She flashes the amorous grace
- Of her naked limbs and her face,
- While her golden anklets tinkle:
- Then over mosaic floors
- Open seraglio doors
- Of cedar: by twos, by fours,--
- Like stars that tremble and twinkle,--
-
- While the dulcimers sing, unseen,
- The handmaids come of the Queen
- ’Neath silvern lamps, one sheen
- Of jewels of Afrite treasure:
- And I see the Arabia rise
- Of the Nights that were rich and wise,
- Beautiful, dark, in the eyes
- Of Zubeideh, the Queen of Pleasure.
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- VI
-
- THE THORN-TREE
-
- The night is sad with silver and the day is glad with gold,
- And the woodland silence listens to a legend never old,
- Of the Lady of the Fountain, whom the fairy people know,
- With her limbs of samite whiteness and her hair of golden glow,
- Whom the boyish South-wind seeks for and the girlish-stepping rain,
- Whom the sleepy leaves still whisper men shall never see again;
- She whose Vivien charms were mistress of the magic Merlin knew,
- That could change the dew to glow-worms and the glow-worms into dew.
-
- There’s a thorn-tree in the forest, and the fairies know the tree,
- With its branches gnarled and wrinkled as a face with sorcery;
- But the May-time brings it clusters of a rainy fragrant white,
- Like the bloom-bright brows of beauty or a hand of lifted light.
- And all day the silence whispers to the sun-ray of the morn
- How the bloom is lovely Vivien and how Merlin is the thorn:
- How she won the doting wizard with her naked loveliness
- Till he told her demon secrets that but made his magic less.
-
- How she charmed him and enchanted in the thorn-tree’s thorns to lie
- Forever with his passion that should never dim or die:
- And with wicked laughter looking on this thing that she had done,
- Like a visible aroma lingered sparkling in the sun;
- How she stooped to kiss the pathos of an elf-lock of his beard,
- All in mockery, at parting, and mock pity of his weird:
- But her magic had forgotten that “who bends to give a kiss
- Will bring down the curse upon them of the person whose it is”:
- So the silence tells the secret.--And at night the fairies see
- How the tossing bloom is Vivien, who is struggling to be free,
- In the thorny arms of Merlin, who, forever, is the tree.
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- VII
-
- THE HAMADRYAD
-
- She stood among the longest ferns
- The valley held; and in her hand
- One blossom like the light that burns,
- Vermilion, o’er a sunset land;
- And round her hair a twisted band
- Of pink-pierced mountain-laurel blooms:
- And darker than dark pools, that stand
- Below the star-communing glooms,
- Her eyes beneath her hair’s perfumes.
-
- I saw the moon-pearl sandals on
- Her flower-white feet, that seemed too chaste
- To tread pure gold: and, like the dawn
- On splendid peaks that lord a waste
- Of solitude lost gods have graced,
- Her face: she stood there, faultless-hipped,
- Bound with the cestused silver,--chased
- With acorn-cup and crown, and tipped
- With oak-leaves,--whence her chiton slipped.
-
- Limbs that the gods call loveliness!--
- The grace and glory of all Greece
- Wrought in one marble form were less
- Than her perfection!--’Mid the trees
- I saw her; and time seemed to cease
- For me--And, lo! I lived my old
- Greek life again of classic ease,
- Barbarian as the myths that rolled
- Me back into the Age of Gold.
-
-
-
-
- WRECKAGE
-
-
- I
-
- Love and the drift of many dreams,
- Under the moon of a Florida night,
- Over the beach with its silvery seams
- White as a sail is white.
-
- Love that entered into two lives
- Out of the dreams that the nights have borne,
- Over the waves where the vapor drives,
- Mists that the stars have torn.
-
- Love that welded two hearts and hands
- There by the sea, ’neath the shell-white moon,
- Like to the stars and the mists and the sands
- Setting two lives in tune.
-
- Nights of love that one still keeps
- Sacred;--nights, that the faith of one
- Heartened there in the treacherous deeps,
- Under a tropic sun.
-
-
- II
-
- Parting he said to her: “Let us be true to them,--
- All of our dreams, of the night, of the morning:
- What is our present, its hope, but a clew to them?
- What is our past but a dream and a warning?
- Have you considered the life that regretfully
- Foldeth weak arms to the fate it might master?--
- Had I been true to my dreams, never fretfully
- Halted, my future and joy had been faster.”
-
- They had come down to the ocean that, bellowing,
- Boiled on the sand and the shells that were broken;
- All of the summer was fading and yellowing;
- Now they must part and their vows had been spoken.
- It had befallen that heaven was lowering;
- Over the sea, like the wraith of a wrecker,
- Clamored the gull; and the mist in the showering
- East seemed the ghost of a lofty three-decker.
-
- Infinite foam; and the boom of the hollowing
- Breakers that buried the rocks to their shoulders;
- Battle and boast of the deep in the wallowing
- World of the waves where the red sunset smoulders.
- Long was the leap of the foam on the thunderous
- Beach; and each end of the beach was a flying
- Fog of the spray: and she said, “Let it sunder us!
- Still we will love, for love is undying!”
-
- Yet, if it comes to the thing he has said to her?--
- Wreckage and death?--the love she has given
- Turned into sorrow?--Oh, that was a dread to her!
- He, like a weed, by the waters far driven!
- Weeping, her bosom with shudders was shaken as
- She for a moment hard clung to her sailor,
- Kissed him and--parted. His boat had been taken; as
- Paler it grew the woman grew paler.
-
-
- III
-
- All day the rain drove, falling
- Upon the sombre sea;
- All day, his wet sail hauling,
- The sailor tacked a-lea;
- And through the wild rain calling,
- What was it?--was it he?
-
- At dusk the gull clanged, drifting
- Above the boiling brine;
- And, through the wan west sifting,
- Streamed one red sunset line;
- And in its wild light shifting,
- His far sail seemed to shine.
-
- All night the wind wailed, sighing
- Along the wreck-strewn coast;
- All night the surf, defying,
- Rolled thunder in and boast;
- All night she heard a crying--
- The sea? or some lost ghost?
-
-
- IV
-
- The balm of the night and the glory,
- The music and scent of the sea,
- Are as song to her heart or a story
- Of the never-to-be.
- The stars and the night and the whiteness
- Of foam on the stretch of the sand;
- Faint foam that is tossed, like the brightness
- Of a mermaiden’s hand.
-
- No sail on the ocean; no sailor
- On shore, and the winds all asleep;
- And her face in the starlight far paler
- Than women who weep.
- A mist on the deep; and the ghostly
- White moon in the deep of the night;
- And a light that is neither; that mostly
- Is shadow not light.
-
- No sea-gull, that vanished with gleaming
- Of wings, in the swing of the spray;
- Perhaps it was only her dreaming,
- Or merely a ray
- Of moonlight; the glimmering essence
- Of all that is grayest and dim--
- But never his face, or his presence
- That dripped in each limb.
-
- And she cried through the night, “Let perish!
- O God, let me die of despair!
- If he whom I love, whom I cherish,
- Is weltering there!”
- She seemed but a sea-mist made woman,
- And he but a sound of the sea
- Made man where nothing was human,
- And never would be.
-
-
- V
-
- Long he sailed the deep that glasses
- The face of God and His majesty;
- Passed the Horn and the Seas of Grasses,
- Drifting aimlessly.
- Time went by with its days that ever
- Burden the hearts of those who be
- Far away from their love; whom sever
- Leagues of the shapeless sea.
-
- Land at last, whose reefs rolled broken
- Foam of the balked waves everywhere;
- Land; one tangle of weeds and oaken
- Wreck and of rocks laid bare.
- Here and there the sand stretched livid
- Leagues of famine, one blinding glare;
- Crags, o’er which gaunt birds winged vivid,
- Harsh in the earthquake air.
-
- A little cloud in the sunset’s splendor;
- A little cloud that the sunset stains:
- Night, and a wisp of a moon that, slender,
- Dreams of the hurricanes.
- Winds that stride as with sounding sandals;
- Winds that the tempest has loosed from chains:
- Light that leaps like a spear he handles,
- Shaking his thunder-manes.
-
- Wrenching the world in wreck asunder,
- Black rebellion of hell and night;
- Wrath and roar of the rocks and thunder,
- Flame and the winds that fight ...
- Beating the drift and the hush together,
- Waves and winds that the morn makes white;
- Calm and peace of the tropic weather
- After the typhoon’s might.
-
- Clouds blow by and the storm’s forgotten.
- Savage coasts where the sea-cow feeds.
- Wash of weeds and the sea-weeds rotten.
- And a dead face in the weeds.
- None to know him or name him brother;
- Only the savage in feathers and beads;
- The South-Sea Islander, fitting another
- Barb in the shaft he speeds.
-
- Far away where the sea-gulls gather;
- Far away where the evening falls,
- Lone she stands where the wild waves lather,
- Rolling the sea in walls.--
- Who shall tell her, the lonely tryster?
- Tell her of him on whom she calls?--
- Suns that beat on his face and blister?
- Stars? or the sea that crawls?
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-
- VI
-
- She dreamed that there, beside the ocean sitting,
- Alone she watched, when, at her feet, behold!
- Between the foam-ridge and the sea-gull’s flitting,
- His body rolled.
-
- All was not as it was before they parted;
- She dreamed he had remembered, she forgot;
- He ’d said he would forget her, angry-hearted,
- And yet could not.
-
- And then it seemed that, had she known, she surely
- Had given pity when she could not give
- Her love to him, who loved her madly, purely,
- And bade him live.
-
- And then she dreamed she looked upon the slanted
- Hulk of a wreck: and high above the wave,
- Worn of the wind and of the cactus planted,
- His nameless grave.
-
-
-
-
- SIREN SANDS
-
-
- I
-
- The rhododendrons bloom and shake
- Their petals wide and gleam and sway
- Among palmettoes, by the lake,
- Beyond the bay.
-
- Shores where we watched the eve reveal
- Her cloudy sanctuaries, while
- The bay lay lavaed into steel
- For mile on mile.
-
- We watched the purple coast confuse
- Soft outlines with the graying light;
- And towards the gulf a vessel lose
- Itself in night.
-
- We saw the sea-gulls dip and soar;
- The wild-fowl gather past the pier;
- And from rich skies, as from God’s door,
- Gold far and near.
-
- Two foreign seamen passed and we
- Heard mellow Spanish; like twin stars,
- Where they lounged smoking, we could see
- Their faint cigars.
-
- Night; and the heavens stained and strewn
- With stars the waters idealized,
- Until their light the rising moon
- Epitomized.
-
- Morn; and the pine-wood balms awake;
- Winds roll the dew-drop from the rose;
- The wide lake burns; and, on the lake,
- The ripple glows.
-
- Far coasts detach deep purple from
- The blue horizon, and the day
- Beholds the sunburnt sailor come
- And sail away.
-
- The bird that slept at dusk, at dawn
- Awakes again within the thorn.--
- Sweet was the night to it, now gone;
- And sweet is morn.
-
-
- II
-
- Through halls of columned scarlet,
- Like some dark queen, the Dusk
- Trails skirts of myrrh and musk,
- Hung in each ear, a starlet
- Gleams,--gems the clouds’ gaunt Jinn
- Guard; and, beneath her chin,
- The moon, an opal tusk.
-
- There lies a ghostly glory
- Upon the sea and sand;
- A gleam, as of a hand,
- Stretched from the realms of story,
- Of rosy golden ray;
- Pointing the world the way
- To some far Fairyland.
-
- As fades the west’s vermilion
- Above the distant coasts,
- The stars come out in hosts;
- Within the night’s pavilion,
- As flower speaks to flower,
- Dim hour calls to hour,
- Pale with the past’s sweet ghosts.
-
-
- III
-
- Music that melts through moonlight,
- Faint on the summer breeze;
- Fireflies, moonlight, and foaming
- Susurrus of the seas.
-
- Music that drifts like perfume,
- And touches like a hand;
- Dreams and stars and the ocean,
- And we alone on the sand.
-
- Glimmers and vague reflections,
- And the white swirl of the foam;
- Pale on the purple a vessel,
- And a light that beckons home.
-
- And I seem to see the music,
- On a moonbeam bar that floats,
- For the music is moonlight magic,
- And the flies are its golden notes.
-
- And I seem to hear one singing
- Of a brown old coast and sea,
- Of lives that were filled with passion,
- And old-world tragedy.
-
- And I hear the harsh reef’s calling
- For a noble ship at sea,
- And the winds of the ocean singing
- A dirge for the dead to be.
-
- Till it seems that I am the pilot,
- And you are the mermaidén,
- Who lures him on to the wrecking
- And into her arms again.
-
-
- _Song_
-
- Over the hills where the winds are waking
- All is lone as the soul of me;
- Over the hills where the stars are shaking,
- Breton hills by the sea.
-
- These were with me to tell me often
- How she pined in her Croisic home,
- Winds that sing and the stars that soften
- Over the miles of foam.
-
- Fishers’ nets and the sailor faces;
- Sad salt marshes and granite piers;
- Brown, loud coast where the long foam races--
- And a parting full of tears.
-
- A gray sail’s ghost where the autumn lies on
- Wraiths of the mist and the squall-blown rain;
- Her dark girl eyes that search the horizon,
- Grave with a haunting pain.
-
- Stars may burn and the wild winds whistle
- Over the rocks where the sea-gulls rave--
- My heart is bleak as the wind-worn thistle
- on her seaside grave.
-
-
- IV
-
- Sad as sad eyes that ache with tears
- The stars of night shine through the leaves;
- And shadowy as the Fates’ dim shears
- The weft that twilight weaves.
-
- The summer sunset marched long hosts
- Of gold adown one golden peak,
- That flamed and fell; and now gray ghosts
- Of mist the far west streak.
-
- They seem the shades of things that weep,
- Wan things the heavens would conceal;
- Blood-stained; that bear within them, deep,
- Red wounds that will not heal.
-
- Night comes, and with it storm, that slips
- Wild angles of the jagged light:--
- I feel the wild rain on my lips,--
- A wild girl is the Night.
-
- A moaning tremor sweeps the trees;
- And all the stars are packed with death:--
- She holds me by the neck and knees,
- I feel her wild, wet breath.
-
- Hell and its hags drive on the rain:--
- Night holds me by the hair and pleads;
- Her kisses fall like blows again;
- My brow is dewed with beads.
-
- The thunder plants wild beacons on
- Each volleying height.--My soul seems blown
- Far out to sea. The world is gone,
- And night and I alone.
-
- Tampa, Florida, February, 1893.
-
-
-
-
- WAR-TIME SILHOUETTES.
-
-
- I
-
- THE BATTLE
-
- The night had passed. The day had come,
- Bright-born, into a cloudless sky:
- We heard the rolling of the drum,
- And saw the war-flags fly.
-
- And noon had crowded upon morn
- Ere Conflict shook her red locks far,
- And blew her brazen battle-horn
- Upon the hills of War.
-
- Noon darkened into dusk--one blot
- Of nightmare lit with hell-born suns;--
- We heard the scream of shell and shot
- And booming of the guns.
-
- On batteries of belching grape
- We saw the thundering cavalry
- Hurl headlong,--iron shape on shape,--
- With shout and bugle-cry.
-
- When dusk had moaned and died, and night
- Came on, wind-swept and wild with rain,
- We slept, ’mid many a bivouac light,
- And vast fields heaped with slain.
-
-
- II
-
- IN HOSPITAL
-
- Wounded to death he lay and dreamed
- The drums of battle beat afar,
- And round the roaring trenches screamed
- The hell of war.
-
- Then woke; and, weeping, spoke one word
- To the kind nurse who bent above;
- Then in the whitewashed ward was heard
- A song of love.
-
- The song _she_ sang him when she gave
- The portrait that he kissed; then sighed,
- “Lay it beside me in the grave!”
- And smiled and died.
-
-
- III
-
- THE SOLDIER’S RETURN
-
- A brown wing beat the apple leaves and shook
- Some blossoms on her hair. Then, note on note,
- The bird’s wild music bubbled. In her book,
- Her old romance, she seemed to read. No look
- Betrayed the tumult in her trembling throat.
-
- The thrush sang on. A dreamy wind came down
- From one white cloud of afternoon and fanned
- The dropping petals on her book and gown,
- And touched her hair, whose braids of quiet brown
- Gently she smoothed with one white jeweled hand.
-
- Then, with her soul, it seemed, from feet to brow
- She felt him coming: ’t was his heart, his breath
- That stirred the blossom on the apple bough;
- His step the wood-thrush warbled to. And now
- Her cheek went crimson, now as white as death.
-
- Then on the dappled page his shadow--yes,
- Not unexpected, yet her haste assumed
- Fright’s startle; and low laughter did confess
- His presence there, soft with his soul’s caress
- And happy manhood, where the rambo bloomed.
-
- Quickly she rose and all her gladness sent
- Wild welcome to him. Her his unhurt arm
- Drew unresisted; and the soldier leant
- Fond lips to hers. She wept. And so they went
- Deep in the orchard towards the old brick farm.
-
-
- IV
-
- THE APPARITION
-
- A day of drought, foreboding rain and wind,
- As if stern heaven, feeling earth had sinned,
- Frowned all its hatred. When the evening came,
- Along the west, from bank on bank unthinned
- Of clouds, the storm unfurled its oriflamme.
-
- Then lightning signaled, and the thunder woke
- Its monster drums, and all God’s torrents broke.--
- She saw the wild night when the dark pane flashed;
- Heard, where she stood, the disemboweled oak
- Roar into fragments when the welkin crashed.
-
- Long had she waited for a word. And, lo!
- Anticipation still would not say “No:”
- He has not written; he will come to her;
- At dawn!--to-night!--Her heart hath told her so;
- And so expectancy and love aver.
-
- She seems to hear his fingers on the pane--
- The glass is blurred, she can not see for rain:
- Is _that_ his horse?--the wind is never still:
- And _that_ his cloak?--ah, surely that is plain!--
- A torn vine tossing at the window-sill.
-
- She hurries forth to meet him; pale and wet,
- She sees his face; the war-soiled epaulet;
- A sabre-scar that bleeds from brow to cheek;
- And now he smiles, and now their lips have met,
- And now ... Dear heart, he fell at Cedar Creek!
-
-
- V
-
- WOUNDED
-
- It was in August that they brought her news
- Of his bad wounds; the leg that he must lose.
- And August passed, and when October raised
- Red rebel standards on the hills that blazed,
- They brought a haggard wreck; she scarce knew whose,
- Until they told her, standing stunned and dazed.
-
- A shattered shadow of the stalwart lad,
- The five-months husband, whom his country had
- Enlisted, strong for war; returning this,
- Whose broken countenance she feared to kiss,
- While health’s remembrance stood beside him sad,
- And grieved for that which was no longer his.
-
- They brought him on a litter; and the day
- Was bright and beautiful. It seemed that May
- In woodland rambles had forgot her path
- Of season, and, disrobing for a bath,
- By the autumnal waters of some bay,
- With her white nakedness had conquered Wrath.
-
- Far otherwise she wished it: wind and rain;
- The sky, one gray commiserative pain;
- Sleet, and the stormy drift of frantic leaves;
- To match the misery that each perceives
- Aches in her hand-clutched bosom, and is plain
- In eyes and mouth and all her form that grieves.
-
- Theirs, a mute meeting of the lips; she stooped
- And kissed him once: one long, dark side-lock drooped
- And brushed against the bandage of his breast;
- With feeble hands he held it and caressed;
- Then all his happiness in one look grouped,
- Saying, “Now I am home, I crave but rest.”
-
- Once it was love! but then the battle killed
- All that sweet nonsense of his youth, and filled
- His heart with sterner passion.--Ah, well! peace
- Must balm its pain with patience; whose surcease
- Means reconcilement; e’en as God hath willed,
- With war or peace who shapes His ends at ease.--
-
- What else for these but, where their mortal lot
- Of weak existence drags rent ends, to knot
- The frail unravel up!--while love (afraid
- Time will increase the burthen on it laid),
- Seeks consolation, that consoleth not,
- In toil and prayer, waiting what none evade.
-
-
- VI
-
- THE MESSAGE
-
- Long shadows toward the east: and in the west
- A blaze of garnet sunset, wherein rolled
- One cloud like some great gnarly log of gold;
- Each gabled casement of the farm seemed dressed
- In ghosts of roses blossoming manifest.
-
- And she had brought his letter there to read,
- There on the porch, that faced the locust glade;
- To watch the summer sunset burn and fade,
- And breathe the twilight scent of wood and weed,
- Forget all care and her soul’s hunger feed.
-
- And on his face her fancy mused a while:
- “Dark hair, dark eyes.--And now he has a beard
- Dark as his hair.”--She smiled; yet almost feared
- It changed him so she could not reconcile
- Her heart to that which hid his lips and smile.
-
- Then tried to feature, but could only see
- The beardless man who bent to her and kissed
- Her and their child and left them to enlist:
- She heard his horse grind in the gravel: he
- Waved them adieu and rode to fight with Lee.
-
- Now all around her drowsed the hushful hum
- Of evening insects. And his letter spoke
- Of love and longings to her: nor awoke
- One echo of the bugle and the drum,
- But all their future in one kiss did sum.
-
- The stars were thick now; and the western blush
- Drained into darkness. With a dreamy sigh
- She rocked her chair.--It must have been the cry
- Of infancy that made her rise and rush
- To where their child slept, and to hug and
- hush.
-
- Then she returned. But now her ease was gone.
- She knew not what, she felt an unknown fear
- Press, tightening, at her heart-strings; then a tear
- Scalded her eyelids, and her cheeks grew wan
- As helpless sorrow’s, and her white lips drawn.
-
- With stony eyes she grieved against the skies,
- A slow, dull, aching agony that knew
- Few tears, and saw no answer shining to
- Her silent questions in the stars’ still eyes
- “Where Peace delays and where her soldier lies.”
-
- They could have told her. Peace was far away,
- Beyond the field that belched black batteries
- All the red day. ’Mid picket silences,
- On woodland mosses, in a suit of gray,
- Shot through the heart, he by his rifle lay.
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- VII
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- THE WOMAN ON THE HILL
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- The storm-red sun, through wrecks of wind and rain,
- And dead leaves driven from the frantic boughs,
- Where, on the hill-top, stood a gaunt, gray house,
- Flashed wildest ruby on each rainy pane.
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- Then woods grew darker than unburdened grief;
- And, crimson through the woodland’s ruin, streamed
- The sunset’s glare--a furious eye, which seemed
- Watching the moon rise like a yellow leaf.
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- The rising moon, against which, like despair,
- High on the hill, a woman, darkly drawn,
- The wild leaves round her, stood; with features wan,
- And tattered dress and wind-distracted hair.
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- As still as death, and looking, not through tears,
- For the young face of one she knows is lost,
- While in her heart the melancholy frost
- Gathers of all the unforgotten years.
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- What if she heard to-night a hurrying hoof,
- Wild as the whirling of the withered leaf,
- Bring her a more immedicable grief,
- A shattered shape to live beneath her roof!
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- The shadow of him who claimed her once as wife;
- Her lover!--no!--the wreck of all their past
- Brought back from battle!--Better to the last
- A broken heart than heartbreak all her life!
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- MOSBY AT HAMILTON
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- Down Loudon lanes, with swinging reins,
- And clash of spur and sabre,
- And bugling of the battle-horn,
- Six score and eight we rode that morn,
- Six score and eight of Southern born,
- All tried in war’s hot labor.
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- Full in the sun, at Hamilton,
- We met the South’s invaders;
- Who, over fifteen hundred strong,
- ’Mid blazing homes had marched along
- All night, with Northern shout and song,
- To crush the rebel raiders.
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- Down Loudon lanes, with streaming manes,
- We spurred in wild March weather;
- And all along our war-scarred way
- The graves of Southern heroes lay--
- Our guide-posts to revenge that day,
- As we rode grim together.
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- Old tales still tell some miracle
- Of Saints in holy writing--
- But who shall say why hundreds fled
- Before the few that Mosby led,
- Unless it was that even the dead
- Fought with us then when fighting.
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- While Yankee cheers still stunned our ears,
- Of troops at Harper’s Ferry;
- While Sheridan led on his Huns,
- And Richmond rocked to roaring guns,
- We felt the South still had some sons
- She would not scorn to bury.
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- THE FEUD
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- Rocks, trees and rocks; and down a mossy stone
- The murmuring ooze and trickle of a stream
- Through brambles, where the mountain spring lies lone,--
- A gleaming cairngorm where the shadows dream,--
- And one wild road winds like a saffron seam.
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- Here sang the thrush, whose pure, mellifluous note
- Dropped golden sweetness on the fragrant June;
- Here cat-and blue-bird and wood-sparrow wrote
- Their presence on the silence with a tune;
- And here the fox drank ’neath the mountain moon.
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- Frail ferns and dewy mosses and dark brush,--
- Impenetrable briers, deep and dense,
- And wiry bushes;--brush, that seemed to crush
- The struggling saplings with its tangle, whence
- Sprawled out the ramble of an old rail-fence.
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- A wasp buzzed by; and then a butterfly
- In orange and amber, like a floating flame;
- And then a man, hard-eyed and very sly,
- Gaunt-cheeked and haggard and a little lame,
- With an old rifle, down the mountain came.
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- He listened, drinking from a flask he took
- Out of the ragged pocket of his coat;
- Then all around him cast a stealthy look;
- Lay down; and watched an eagle soar and float,
- His fingers twitching at his hairy throat.
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- The shades grew longer; and each Cumberland height
- Loomed, framed in splendors of the dolphin dusk.
- Around the road a horseman rode in sight;
- Young, tall, blond-bearded. Silent, grim, and brusque,
- He in the thicket aimed--Quick, harsh, then husk,
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- The echoes barked among the hills and made
- Repeated instants of the shot’s distress.--
- Then silence--and the trampled bushes swayed:--
- Then silence, packed with murder and the press
- Of distant hoofs that galloped riderless.
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- LYNCHERS
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- At the moon’s down-going, let it be
- On the quarry hill with its one gnarled tree.
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- The red-rock road of the underbrush,
- Where the woman came through the summer hush.
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- The sumac high and the elder thick,
- Where we found the stone and the ragged stick.
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- The trampled road of the thicket, full
- Of footprints down to the quarry pool.
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- The rocks that ooze with the hue of lead,
- Where we found her lying stark and dead.
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- The scraggy wood; the negro hut,
- With its doors and windows locked and shut.
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- A secret signal; a foot’s rough tramp;
- A knock at the door; a lifted lamp.
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- An oath; a scuffle; a ring of masks;
- A voice that answers a voice that asks.
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- A group of shadows; the moon’s red fleck;
- A running noose and a man’s bared neck.
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- A word, a curse, and a shape that swings;
- The lonely night and a bat’s black wings.
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- At the moon’s down-going, let it be
- On the quarry hill with its one gnarled tree.
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- DEAD MAN’S RUN
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- He rode adown the autumn wood,
- A man dark-eyed and brown;
- A mountain girl before him stood
- Clad in a homespun gown.
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- “To ride this road is death for you!
- My father waits you there;
- My father and my brother, too--
- You know the oath they swear.”
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- He holds her by one berry-brown wrist,
- And by one berry-brown hand;
- And he hath laughed at her and kissed
- Her cheek the sun hath tanned.
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- “The feud is to the death, sweetheart:
- But forward must I ride.”--
- “And if you ride to death, sweetheart,
- My place is by your side.”
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- Low hath he laughed again and kissed
- And helped her with his hand;
- And they have galloped into the mist
- That belts the autumn land.
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- And they had passed by Devil’s Den,
- And come to Dead Man’s Run,
- When in the brush rose up two men,
- Each with a levelled gun.
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- “Down! down! my sister!” cries the one;--
- She gives the reins a twirl.--
- The other shouts, “He shot my son!
- And now he steals my girl!”
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- The rifles crack: she will not wail:
- He will not cease to ride:
- But, oh! her face is pale, is pale,
- And the red blood stains her side.
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- “Sit fast, sit fast by me, sweetheart!
- The road is rough to ride!”--
- The road is rough by gulch and bluff,
- And her hair blows wild and wide.
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- “Sit fast, sit fast by me, sweetheart!
- The bank is steep to ride!”--
- The bank is steep for a strong man’s leap,
- And her eyes are staring wide.
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- “Sit fast, sit fast by me, sweetheart!
- The Run is swift to ride!”--
- The Run is swift with mountain drift,
- And she sways from side to side.
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- Is it a wash of the yellow moss,
- Or drift of the autumn’s gold,
- The mountain torrent foams across
- For the dead pine’s roots to hold?
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- Is it the bark of the sycamore,
- Or peel of the white birch-tree,
- The mountaineer on the other shore
- Hath followed and still can see?
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- No mountain moss or leaves, wild rolled,
- No bark of birchen-gray!--
- Young hair of gold and a face death-cold
- The wild stream sweeps away.
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- THE RAID
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- I
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- Far in the forest, where the rude road winds
- Through twisted briers and weeds, stamped down and caked
- With mountain mire, the clashing boughs are raked
- Again with rain whose sobbing frenzy blinds.
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- There is a noise of winds; a gasp and gulp
- Of swollen torrents; and the sodden smell
- Of woodland soil, dead trees--that long since fell
- Among the moss--red-rotted into pulp.
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- Fogged by the rain, far up the mountain glen,
- Deep in a cave, an elfish wisp of light;
- And stealthy shadows stealing through the night
- With strong, set faces of determined men.
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- II
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- ’Twixt fog and fire, in pomps of chrysoprase,
- Above vague peaks, the morning hesitates
- Ere, o’er the threshold of her golden gates,
- Speeds the wild splendor of her chariot’s rays.
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- A gleaming glimmer in the sun-speared mist,
- A cataract, reverberating, falls:
- Upon a pine a gray hawk sits and calls,
- Then soars away no bigger than a fist.
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- Along the wild path, through the oaks and firs,--
- Rocks, where the rattler coils himself and suns,--
- Big-booted, belted, and with twinkling guns,
- The posse marches with its moonshiners.
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- THE BROTHERS
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- Not far from here, it lies beyond
- That low-hilled belt of woods. We ’ll take
- This unused lane where brambles make
- A wall of twilight, and the blond
- Brier-roses pelt the path and flake
- The margin waters of a pond.
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- This is its fence--or that which was
- Its fence once--now, rock rolled from rock,
- One tangle of the vine and dock,
- Where bloom the wild petunias;
- And this its gate, the ragweeds block,
- Hot with the insects’ dusty buzz.
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- Two wooden posts, wherefrom has peeled
- The weather-blistered paint, still rise;
- Gaunt things--that groan when some one tries
- The gate whose hinges, rust-congealed,
- Snarl open:--on each post still lies
- Its carven panther with a shield.
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- We enter; and between great rows
- Of locusts winds a grass-grown road;
- And at its glimmering end,--o’erflowed
- With quiet light,--the white front shows
- Of an old mansion, grand and broad,
- With grave, Colonial porticoes.
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- Grown thick around it, dark and deep,
- The locust trees make one vast hush;
- Their brawny branches crowd and crush
- Its very casements, and o’ersweep
- Its rotting roofs: their tranquil rush
- Haunts all its spacious rooms with sleep.
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- Still is it called The Locusts; though
- None lives here now. A tale ’s to tell
- Of some dark thing that here befell;
- A crime that happened years ago,
- When past its walls, with shot and shell,
- The war swept on and left it so.
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- For one black night, within it, shame
- Made revel, while, all here about,
- With prayer or curse or battle-shout,
- Men died and homesteads leapt in flame:
- Then passed the conquering Northern rout,
- And left it silent and the same.
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- Why should I speak of what has been?
- Or what dark part I played in all?
- Why ruin sits in porch and hall
- Where pride and gladness once were seen;
- And why beneath this lichened wall
- The grave of Margaret is green.
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- Heart-broken Margaret! whose fate
- Was sadder far than his who won
- Her hand--my brother Hamilton--
- Or mine, who learned to know too late;
- Who learned to know, when all was done,
- And naught I did could expiate.
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- To expiate is still my lot!--
- And, like the Ancient Mariner,
- To show to others how things were,
- And what I am, still helps me blot
- A little from that crime’s red blur,
- That on my life is branded hot.
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- He was my only brother. She
- A sister of my brother’s friend.
- They met, and married in the end.
- And I remember well when he
- Brought her rejoicing home, the trend
- Of war moved towards us sullenly.
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- And scarce a year of wedlock when
- Its red arms tore him from his bride.
- With lips by hers thrice sanctified
- He left to ride with Morgan’s men.
- And I--I never could decide--
- Remained behind. It happened then.
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- Long days went by. And, oft delayed,
- A letter came of loving word
- Scrawled by some camp-fire, sabre-stirred,
- Or by a pine-knot’s fitful aid,
- When in the saddle, armed and spurred
- And booted for some hurried raid.
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- Then weeks went by. I do not know
- How long it was before there came,
- Blown from the North, the clarion fame
- Of Morgan, who, with blow on blow,
- Had drawn a line of blood and flame
- From Tennessee to Ohio.
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- Then letters ceased; and days went on.
- No word from him. The war rolled back,
- And in its turgid crimson track
- A rumor grew, like some wild dawn,
- All ominous and red and black,
- With news of our lost Hamilton.
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- News hinting death or capture. Yet
- No word was sure; till one day,--fed
- By us,--some men rode up who said
- They’d been with Morgan and had met
- Disaster, and that he was dead,
- My brother.--I and Margaret
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- Believed them. Grief was ours too:
- But mine was more for her than him:
- Grief, that her eyes with tears were dim:
- Grief, that became the avenue
- For love, who crowned the sombre brim
- Of death’s dark cup with rose-red hue.
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- In sympathy,--unconsciously
- Though it be given,--I hold, doth dwell
- The germ of love that time shall swell
- To blossom. Sooner then in me--
- When close relations so befell--
- That love should spring from sympathy.
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- Our similar tastes and mutual bents
- Combined to make us intimates
- From our first meeting. Different states
- Of interest then our temperaments
- Begot. Then friendship, that abates
- No love, whose soul it represents.
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- These led to talks and dreams: how oft
- We sat at some wide window while
- The sun sank o’er the hills’ far file,
- Serene; and of the cloud aloft
- Made one vast rose; and mile on mile
- Of firmament grew sad and soft.
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- And all in harmony with these
- Dim clemencies of dusk, afar
- Our talks and dreams went; while the star
- Of evening brightened through the trees:
- We spoke of home; the end of war;
- We dreamed of life and love and peace.
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- How on our walks, in listening lanes
- Or confidences of the wood,
- We paused to hear the dove that cooed;
- Or gathered wildflowers, taking pains
- To find the fairest; or her hood
- Filled with wild fruit that left deep stains.
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- No echo of the drum or fife,
- No hint of conflict entered in
- Our thoughts then. Will you call it sin--
- Indifference to a nation’s strife?
- What side might lose, what side might win,
- Both immaterial to our life.
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- Into the past we did not look:
- Beyond what was we did not dream;
- While onward rolled the thunderous stream
- Of war, that, in its torrent, took
- One of our own. No crimson gleam
- Of its wild course around us shook.
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- At last we knew. And when we learned
- How he had fallen, Margaret
- Wept; and, albeit my eyes were wet,
- Within my soul I half discerned
- A joy that mingled with regret,
- A grief that to relief was turned.
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- As time went on and confidence
- Drew us more strongly each to each,
- Why did no intimation reach
- Its warning hand into the dense
- Soul-silence, and confuse the speech
- Of love’s unbroken eloquence!
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- But, no! no hint to turn the poise,
- Or check the impulse of our youth;
- To chill it with the living truth
- As with the awe of God’s own voice;
- No hint, to make our hope uncouth;
- No word, to warn us from our choice.
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- To me a wall seemed overthrown
- That social law had raised between;
- And o’er its ruin, broad and green
- A path went, I possessed alone;
- The sky above seemed all serene;
- The land around seemed all my own.
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- What shall I say of Margaret
- To justify her part in this?
- That her young heart was never his?
- But had been mine since first we met?
- So would you say!--Enough it is
- That when he left she loved him yet.
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- So passed the spring, and summer sped;
- And early autumn brought the day
- When she her hand in mine should lay,
- And I should take her hand and wed:
- And still no hint that might gainsay,
- No warning word of quick or dead.
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- The day arrived; and with it born,
- A battle, sullying the East
- With boom of cannon, that increased,
- And throb of musket and of horn:
- Until at last, towards dusk, it ceased;
- And men with faces wild and worn,
- In fierce retreat, swept past; now groups;
- Now one by one: now sternly white,
- Or blood-stained; now with looks whose fright
- Said all was lost: then sullen troops
- That, beaten, still kept up the fight.--
- Then came the victors: shadowy loops
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- Of men and horse, that left a crowd
- Of officers in hall and porch....
- While through the land, around, the torch
- Circled, and many a fiery cloud
- Marked out the army’s iron march
- In furrows red that pillage plowed,
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- Here were we wedded.... Ask the years
- How such could be, while over us
- A sword of wrath swung ominous,
- And on our cheeks its breath struck fierce!--
- All I remember is--’t was thus;
- And Margaret’s eyes were wet with tears.
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- No other cause my memory sees
- Save this, _that_ night was set; and when
- I found my home filled with armed men
- With whom were all my sympathies
- Of Union--why postpone it then?
- So argued conscience into peace.
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- And then it was, when night had passed,
- There came to me an orderly
- With word of a Confederate spy
- Just taken; who, with head downcast,
- Had asked one favor, this: “That I
- Would see him ere he breathed his last.”
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- I stand alone here. Heavily
- My thoughts go back. Had I not gone,
- The dead had still been dead! (for none
- Had yet believed his story) he,
- My dead-deemed brother, Hamilton,
- Who in the spy confronted me.
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- O you who never have been tried,
- How can you judge me!--In my place
- I saw him standing,--who can trace
- My heart-thoughts then!--I turned aside,
- A son of some unnatural race,
- And did not speak: and so he died....
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- In hospital or prison, when
- It was he lay; what had forbid
- His home return so long: amid
- What hardships he had suffered, then
- I dared not ask; and when I did,
- Long afterwards, inquire of men,
- No thing I learned. But this I feel--
- He who had so returned to life
- Was not a spy. Through stress and strife,--
- This makes my conscience hard to heal!--
- He had escaped: he sought his wife;
- He sought his home that should conceal.
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- And Margaret! Oh, pity her!
- A criminal I sought her side,
- Still thinking love was justified
- In all for her--whatever were
- The price: a brother thrice denied,
- Or thrice a brothers murderer.
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- Since then long years have passed away.
- And through those years, perhaps, you ’ll ask
- How to the world I wore my mask
- Of honesty?--I can but say
- Beyond my powers it was a task;
- Before my time it turned me gray.
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- And when at last the ceaseless hiss
- Of conscience drove, and I betrayed
- All to her, she knelt down and prayed:
- Then rose: and ’twixt us an abyss
- Was opened; and she seemed to fade
- Out of my life: I came to miss
- The sweet attentions of a bride:
- For each appealing heart’s caress
- In me her heart assumed a dress
- Of dull indifference; till denied
- To me was all responsiveness;
- And then I knew her love had died.
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- Ah, had she loaded me, perchance,
- With wild reproach or even hate,
- Such would have helped me hope and wait
- Forgiveness and returned romance:
- But ’twixt our souls, instead, a gate
- She closed of silent tolerance.
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- Yet, ’t was for love of her I lent
- My soul to crime.... I question me
- Often, if less entirely
- I’d loved her, then, in that event
- She had been justified to see
- The deed alone stand prominent.
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- The deed alone! But love records
- In his own heart, I will aver,
- No depth I did not feel for her
- Beyond the plummet-reach of words:
- And though there may be worthier,
- No truer love this world affords
- Than mine was, though it could not rise
- Above itself. And so ’t was best,
- Perhaps, that she saw manifest
- The crime, so I,--as saw her eyes,--
- Might see; and so, in soul confessed,
- Some life atonement might devise.
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- Sadly my heart one comfort keeps,
- That, towards her end, she took my hands
- And said,--as one who understands,--
- “Had I but seen!--But love that weeps
- Sees only as its loss commands.”
- And sighed.--Beneath this stone she sleeps.
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- Yes; I have suffered for that sin:
- Yet in no instance would I shun
- What I should suffer. Many a one,
- Who heard my tale, has tried to win
- Me to believe that Hamilton
- It was not; and, though proven kin,
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- This had not saved him. Still the stain
- Of the intention--had I erred
- And ’t was not he--had writ the word
- Red on my soul that branded Cain:
- For still my error had incurred
- The fact of guilt that would remain.
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- Ah, love at best is insecure,
- And lives with doubt and vain regret;
- And hope and faith, with faces set
- Upon the past, are never sure;
- And through their fever, grief, and fret
- The heart may fail that should endure.
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- For in ourselves, however blend
- The passions that make heaven and hell,
- Is evil not accountable
- For most the good we comprehend?
- And through these two,--or ill, or well,--
- Man must evolve his spiritual end.
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- It is with deeds that we must ask
- Forgiveness: for, upon this earth,
- Life walks alone from very birth
- With death, hope tells us is a mask
- For life beyond of vaster worth,
- Where sin no more sets love a task.
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- EPILOGUE
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- _Would I could sing of joy I only
- Remember as without alloy:
- Of life full-filled, that once was lonely:
- Of love a treasure, not a toy:
- Of grief, regret but makes the keener,
- Of aspiration, failure mars--
- These would I sing, and sit serener.
- Than song among the stars._
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- _Would I could sing of faith unbroken;
- Of heart-kept vows, and not of tears:
- Of promised faith and vows love-spoken,
- That have been kept through many years:
- Of truth, the false but leaves the truer;
- Of trust, the doubt makes doubly sure--
- These would I sing, the noble doer
- Whose dauntless heart is pure._
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- _I would not sing of time made hateful;
- Of hope that only clings to hate:
- Of charity, that grows ungrateful;
- And pride that will not stand and wait.--_
- _Of humbleness, care hath imparted;
- Of resignation, born of ills,
- These would I sing, and stand high-hearted
- As hope upon the hills._
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- _Once on a throne of gold and scarlet
- I touched a harp and felt it break;
- I dreamed I was a king--a varlet,
- A slave, who only slept to wake!--
- Still on that harp my memory lingers,
- While on a tomb I lean and read,
- “Dust are our songs, and dust we singers,
- And dust are all who heed.”_
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- POEMS OF LOVE
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- _What though I dreamed of mountain heights,
- Of peaks, the barriers of the world,
- Around whose tops the Northern Lights
- And tempests are unfurled!_
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- _Mine are the footpaths leading through
- Life’s lowly fields and woods,--with rifts,
- Above, of heaven’s Eden blue,--
- By which the violet lifts_
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- _Its shy appeal; and, holding up
- Its chaliced gold, like some wild wine,
- Along the hillside, cup on cup,
- Blooms bright the celandine._
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- _Where soft upon each flowering stock
- The butterfly spreads damask wings;
- And under grassy loam and rock
- The cottage cricket sings._
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- _Where overhead eve blooms with fire,
- In which the new moon bends her bow,
- And, arrow-like, one white star by her
- Burns through the afterglow._
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- _I care not, so the sesame
- I find; the magic flower there,
- Whose touch unseals each mystery
- In water, earth, and air._
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- _That in the oak tree lets me hear
- Its heart’s deep speech, its soul’s dim words;
- And to my mind makes crystal clear
- The messages of birds._
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- _Why should I care, who live aloof
- Beyond the din of life and dust,
- While dreams still share my humble roof,
- And love makes sweet my crust._
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- GERTRUDE
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- When first I gazed on Gertrude’s face,
- Beheld her loveliness and grace;
- Her brave gray eyes, her raven hair,
- Her ways, more winsome than the spring’s;
- Her smile, like some sweet flower, that flings
- Its fragrance on the summer air;
- And when, like some wild-bird that sings,
- I heard her voice,--I did declare,--
- And still declare!--there is no one,
- No girl beneath the moon or sun,
- So beautiful to look upon!
- And to my heart, as I know well,
- Nothing seems more desirable,--
- Not Ophir gold, nor Orient pearls--
- Than seems this jewel-girl of girls.
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- LOVE
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- For him, who loves, each mounting morn
- Breathes melody more sweet than birds’;
- And every wind-stirred flower and thorn
- Whispers melodious words:--
- Would you believe that everything
- Through _her_ loved voice is made to sing?
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- For her, the faultless skies of day
- Grow nearer in eternal blue,
- Where God is felt as wind and ray,
- And seen as fire and dew:--
- Would you believe that all the skies
- Are Heaven only through _his_ eyes?
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- For them, the dreams that haunt the night
- With mystic beauty and romance,
- Are presences of starry light,
- And moony radiance:--
- Would you believe this love of theirs
- Could make for them a universe?
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- HEART OF MY HEART
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- I
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- Here where the season turns the land to gold,
- Among the fields our feet have known of old,--
- When we were children who would laugh and run,
- Glad little playmates of the wind and sun,--
- Before came toil and care and years went ill,
- And one forgot and one remembered still;
- Heart of my heart, among the old fields here,
- Give me your hands and let me draw you near,
- Heart of my heart.
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- II
-
- Stars are not truer than your soul is true;
- What need I more of heaven then than you?
- Flowers are not sweeter than your face is sweet--
- What need I more to make my world complete?
- O woman nature, love that still endures,
- What strength hath ours that is not born of yours?
- Heart of my heart, to you, whatever come,
- To you the lead, whose love hath led me home.
- Heart of my heart.
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- STROLLERS
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-
- I
-
- We have no castles,
- We have no vassals,
- We have no riches, no gems and no gold:
- Nothing to ponder;
- Nothing to squander--
- Let us go wander
- As minstrels of old.
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- II
-
- You with your lute, love;
- I with my flute, love,
- Let us make music by mountain and sea:
- You with your glances,
- I with my dances,
- Singing romances
- Of old chivalry.
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- III
-
- “Derry down derry!
- Good folk, be merry!
- Hither! and hearken where happiness is!
- Never go borrow
- Care of to-morrow,
- Never go sorrow
- While life hath a kiss!”
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-
- IV
-
- Let the day gladden,
- Or the night sadden,
- We will be merry in sunshine or snow:
- You with your rhyme, love,
- I with my chime, love,
- We will make Time, love,
- Dance as we go.
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-
- V
-
- Nothing is ours;
- Only the flowers,
- Meadows, and stars, and the heavens above:
- Nothing to lie for,
- Nothing to sigh for,
- Nothing to die for
- While still we have love.
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-
- VI
-
- “Derry down derry!
- Good folk, be merry!
- Hither! and hearken a word that is sooth:--
- Care ye not any,
- If ye have many,
- Or not a penny,
- If still ye have youth!”
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-
-
- THE BURDEN OF DESIRE
-
-
- I
-
- In some dim way I know thereof:
- A garden glows down in my heart,
- Wherein I meet and often part
- With many an ancient tale of love.
- A Romeo garden, banked with bloom,
- And trellised with the eglantine;
- In which a rose climbs to a room,
- A balcony one mass of vine,
- Dim, haunted of perfume.
- A balcony, whereon she gleams,
- The soft Desire of all Dreams,
- And smiles and bends like Juliet,
- Year after year,
- While to her side, all dewy wet,
- A rose stuck in his ear,
- Love climbs to draw her near.
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-
- II
-
- And in another way I know,
- Down in my soul a graveyard lies,
- Wherein I meet, in ghostly wise,
- With many an ancient tale of woe.
- A graveyard of the Capulets,
- Deep-vaulted with ancestral gloom,
- Through whose dark yews the moonlight jets
- On many a wildly carven tomb,
- That mossy mildew frets.
- A graveyard where the Soul’s Desire
- Sleeps, pale-entombed; and, kneeling by her,
- Love, like that hapless Montague,
- Year after year,
- Weary and worn and wild of hue,
- Within her sepulchre,
- Falls bleeding on her bier.
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-
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- THE TRYST
-
-
- At dusk there fell a shower:
- The leaves were dripping yet:
- Each fern and rain-weighed flower
- Around was gleaming wet,
- When, through the evening glower,
- His feet towards her were set.
-
- The dust’s damp odor sifted
- Around him, cool with rain,
- Mixed with the musk that drifted
- From woodland and from plain,
- Where white her garden lifted
- Its pickets down the lane.
-
- And there she stood! ’mid scattered
- Clove-pink and pea and whorl
- Of honeysuckle,--flattered
- To sweetness wild,--a girl,
- O’er whom the clouds hung shattered
- In moonlit peaks of pearl.
-
- She made the night completer
- For him; and earth and air,
- In that small spot, far sweeter
- Than heaven or anywhere.--
- Swift were his lips to greet her,
- Her lips love lifted there.
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- GYPSYING
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-
- Your heart ’s a-tune with April and mine a-tune with June,
- So let us go a-roving beneath the summer moon.
- Oh, was it in the sunlight, or was it in the rain,
- We met among the blossoms within the locust lane?
- All that I can remember ’s the bird that sang aboon,
- And with its music in our hearts we ’ll rove beneath the moon.
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- A love-word of the wind, dear, of which we ’ll read the rune,
- While we two go a-roving beneath the summer moon.
- A love-word of the water we ’ll often stop to hear--
- The echoed words and whispers of our own hearts, my dear.
- And all our paths shall blossom with wild-rose sweets that swoon,
- And with their fragrance in our hearts we ’ll rove beneath the moon.
-
- It will not be forever; yet merry goes the tune
- While we two still are rovers beneath the summer moon.
- A cabin, in the clearing, of flickering firelight,
- When old-time lanes we strolled in the winter snows make white:
- Where we can dream together above the logs and croon
- The songs we sang when roving beneath the summer moon.
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-
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- UNCERTAINTY
-
-“_‘He cometh not,’ she said._”--Mariana.
-
-
- It will not be to-day and yet
- I think and dream it will; and let
- The slow uncertainty devise
- So many sweet excuses, met
- With the old doubt in hope’s disguise.
-
- The panes were sweated with the dawn;
- Yet through their dimness, shriveled drawn,
- The aigret of one princess-feather,
- One monk’s-hood tuft with oilets wan,
- I glimpsed, dead in the slaying weather.
-
- This morning when my window’s chintz
- I drew, how gray the day was!--Since
- I saw him, yea, all days are gray!--
- I gazed out on my dripping quince,
- Defruited, torn; then turned away
- To weep, but did not weep: but felt
- A colder anguish than did melt
- About the tearful-visaged Year!--
- Then flung the lattice wide and smelt
- The autumn sorrow. Rotting near
-
- The rain-drenched sunflowers bent and bleached,
- Up which the frost-nipped gourd-vines reached
- And morning-glories, seeded o’er
- With ashen aiglets; whence beseeched
- One last bloom, frozen to the core.
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- The podded hollyhocks--that Fall
- Had stripped of finery--by the wall
- Rustled their tatters; dripped and dripped,
- The fog thick on them: near them, all
- The tarnished, hag-like zinnias tipped.
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- I felt the death and loved it: yea,
- To have it nearer, sought the gray,
- Chill, fading garth. Yet could not weep,
- But wandered in an aimless way,
- And yearned with weariness to sleep.
-
- Mine were the fog, the frosty stalks,
- The weak lights on the leafy walks,
- The shadows shivering with the cold;
- The breaking heart; the lonely talks;
- The last, dim, ruined marigold.
-
- But when, to-night, the moon swings low--
- A great marsh-marigold of glow--
- And all my garden with the sea
- Moans, then, through moon and mist, I know
- His ghost will come to comfort me.
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- LOST LOVE
-
-
- I loved her madly. For--so wrought
- Young Love, divining Isles of Truth
- Large in the central seas of Youth--
- “Love will win love,” I thought.
-
- Once when I brought a rare wild pink
- To place among her plants, the wise,
- Soft lifting of her speaking eyes
- Said more than thanks, I think....
-
- She loved another.--Yes, I know
- All you would say of woman. You,
- Like other men, would comfort too....
- But then I loved her so.
-
- She loved another.--Ah! too well
- I know the story of her soul!--
- A weary tale the weary whole
- Of how she loved and fell.
-
- I loved her so!... Remembering now
- My mad grief then, I wonder why
- Grief never kills.... I could not die.--
- She died--I know not how.
-
- Strange, is it not? For she was dear
- To me as life once.--A regret
- She is now; just to make eyes wet
- And bring a fullness here.
-
- Yet, had she lived as dead in shame
- As now in death, Love would have used
- Pride’s pitying pencil and abused
- The memory of her name.
-
- This helps me thank my God, who led
- My broken life in sunlight of
- This pure affection, that my love
- Lives through her being dead.
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-
-
- OVERSEAS
-
- _Non numero horas nisi serenas._
-
-
- When fall drowns morns in mist, it seems
- In soul I am a part of it;
- A portion of its humid beams,
- A form of fog, I seem to flit
- From dreams to dreams.
-
- An old chateau sleeps ’mid the hills
- Of France: an avenue of sorbs
- Conceals it: drifts of daffodils
- Bloom by a ’scutcheoned gate with barbs
- Like iron bills.
-
- I pass the gate unquestioned, yet,
- I feel, announced. Broad holm-oaks make
- Dark pools of restless violet.
- Between high bramble banks a lake,--
- As in a net.
-
- The tangled scales twist silver,--shines ...
- Gray, mossy turrets swell above
- A sea of leaves. And where the pines
- Shade ivied walls, there lies my love,
- My heart divines.
-
- I know her window, dimly seen
- From distant lanes with hawthorn hedged:
- Her garden, with the nectarine
- Espaliered, and the peach-tree, wedged
- ’Twixt walls of green.
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- Cool-babbling a fountain falls
- From gryphons’ mouths in porphyry;
- Carp haunt its waters; and white balls
- Of lilies dip it that the bee
- Sucks in and drawls.
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- And butterflies, each with a face
- Of faëry on its wings, that seem
- Beheaded pansies, softly chase
- Each other down the gloom and gleam
- Trees interspace.
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- And roses! roses, soft as vair,
- Round sylvan statues and the old
- Stone dial--Pompadours that wear
- Their royalty of purple and gold
- With queenly air....
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- Her scarf, her lute, whose ribbons breathe
- The perfume of her touch; her gloves,
- Modeling the daintiness they sheathe;
- Her fan, a Watteau, gay with loves,
- Lie there beneath
-
- A bank of eglantines that heaps
- A rose-strewn shadow.--Naïve-eyed,
- With lips as suave as they, she sleeps;
- The romance by her, open wide,
- O’er which she weeps.
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-
-
- AT THE STILE
-
-
- Young Harry leapt over the stile and kissed her,
- Over the stile when the sun was sinking;
- ’T was only Carrie; just Mary’s sister!--
- And love hath a way of thinking.
-
- “Thy pail, sweetheart, I will take and carry.”
- Over the stile one star hung yellow.--
- “Just to the spring, my dearest Harry.”--
- And Love is a heartless fellow.
-
- “Thou saidst me ‘yea’ in an April shower
- Under this tree with leaves a-quiver.”--
- “I say thee nay now the cherry ’s in flower,
- And love is taker and giver.”
-
- “O false! thou art false to me, sweetheart!”--
- The light in her eyes grew trist and trister:
- “To thee, the stars, and myself, sweetheart,
- I never was aught but Mary’s sister.
-
- “Sweet Mary’s sister! just little Carrie!--
- But what avail my words or weeping?--
- Next month, perhaps, you two will marry--
- And I in my grave be sleeping.”
-
- Alone she stands ’mid the meadow millet,
- Wan as the petals the wind is strewing:
- Some tears in her pail as she stoops to fill it--
- And love hath a way of doing.
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-
-
-
- FERN-SEED
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-“_We have the receipt of fern-seed; we walk invisible._”--Henry IV.
-
-
- And you and I have met but thrice!--
- Three times enough to make me love!--
- I praised your hair once; then your glove;
- Your eyes; your gown--you were like ice.
- And yet this might suffice, my love,
- And yet this might suffice.
-
- I know now what it is I’ll do:
- I’ll search and find the ferns that grow,
- The fern-seed that the fairies know,
- And sprinkle fern-seed in my shoe,
- And haunt the steps of you, my dear,
- And haunt the steps of you.
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- You ’ll see the poppy-pods dip here,
- The blow-ball of the thistle slip,
- And no wind breathing--but my lip
- Next to your anxious cheek and ear,
- To tell you I am near, my love,
- To tell you I am near.
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- On wood-ways I will tread your gown--
- You ’ll know it is no brier!--then
- I’ll whisper words of love again,
- And smile to see your quick face frown;
- And then I ’ll kiss it down, my dear,
- And then I ’ll kiss it down.
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- You ’ll sit at home and read or knit,
- When suddenly the page is blotted--
- My hands!--or all your needles knotted:
- And in your rage you ’ll cry a bit:
- But I--I ’ll laugh at it, my love,
- But I--I ’ll laugh at it.
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- The secrets which you say at prayer
- I too will hear; or, when you sing,
- I too will sing, and whispering
- Bend down and kiss your eyes and hair,
- And you will know me there, my dear,
- And you will know me there.
-
- Would it were true what people say!--
- Would I _could_ find that faëry seed!
- Then would I win your love, indeed,
- By being near you night and day:--
- There is no other way, my love,
- There is no other way.
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-
-
- PORPHYROGENITA
-
-
- I
-
- Was it when Kriemhild was queen
- That we rode by ways forgotten
- Through the Rhineland, dimly seen
- ’Neath a low moon white as cotton?
- I, a knight? or troubadour?
- Thou, a princess?--or a poor
- Damsel of the Royal Closes?--
- For, I met thee--somewhere sure!...
- Was it ’mid Kriemhilda’s roses?
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- II
-
- Or in Venice, by the sea?--
- What romance grew up between us?
- Thou, a doge’s daughter?--She,
- Titian painted once as Venus?--
- I, a gondolier whose barque
- Glided past thy palace dark?--
- Near St. Mark’s? or Casa d’Oro?--
- From thy casement didst thou hark
- To my barcarolle’s “_Te oro_”?
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-
- III
-
- Klaia wast, of Egypt: yea,
- Languid as its sacred lily.
- Didst with me a year and day
- Love upon the Isle of Philæ?
- I, a priest of Isis?--Sweet,
- ’Neath the date-palms did we meet
- By a temple’s pillared marble?
- While, from its star-still retreat,
- Sank the nightingale’s wild warble?
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-
- IV
-
- Have I dreamed that I, thy slave,
- From thy lattice, my sultana,
- Beckoning, thy white hand did wave,
- Dropped me once a rose? sweet manna
- Of thy kiss warm in its heart?
- That, through my Chaldæan art,
- With thy Khalif’s bags of treasure,
- From Damascus we did start,
- Fled to some far land of pleasure?
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-
- V
-
- Was I one? another thou?--
- Let it be. What of it, dearest?--
- Haply ’tis the memory now
- Of these passions dead thou fearest?--
- Nay! those loves are portions of,
- Evolutions of this love,
- Present love, where thou appearest
- To combine them all and prove.
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-
-
- THE CASTLE OF LOVE
-
- _He speaks_
-
-
- I
-
- Now listen! ’tis time that you knew it.--
- Like the prince in the Asian tale,
- I wandered on deserts that panted
- With noon to a castle enchanted,
- That Afrits had built in a vale;
- A vale where the sunlight lay pale
- As moonlight. And round it and through it
- I searched and I searched. Like the tale,
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-
- II
-
- No eunuch, black-browed as a Marid,
- Prevented me. Shadows it seemed
- Were the slaves there, with kohl and with henné
- In eyes and on fingers; and many
- The phantoms of beauty, that dreamed
- Where censers of ambergris steamed.
- And I came on a colonnade, quarried
- From silvery marble it seemed.
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-
- III
-
- And here, in a court, wide, estraded,
- Rich tulips, like carbuncles, bloomed,
- And jonquils and roses:--and lories,
- And cockatoos, brilliant in glories
- Of plumes, like great blossoms illumed,
- Winged, splashed in a fountain perfumed:
- Kept captive by network of braided,
- Spun gold where stone galleries gloomed.
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-
- IV
-
- From nipples of back-bending Peris
- Of gold, glowing auburn, in rays
- The odorous fountain sprang calling:
- I heard through the white water’s falling,--
- As soft as the zephyr that plays
- With moonlight on bloom-haunted ways,--
- A music; a sound, as if fairies
- Touched wind-harps whose chords were of rays.
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-
- V
-
- I followed: through corridors paneled
- With sandal; through doorways deep-draped
- With stuffs of Chosroës, rich-garded
- With Indian gold; up the corded
- Stone stairway, bronze-dragoned, wing-shaped:
- Through moon-spangled hangings escaped--
- ’Twixt pillars of juniper channeled--
- To a room constellated and draped.
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-
- VI
-
- As in legends of witchcraft: a vassal
- Of visions beholds naught yet hears
- Sweet voices that call and he follows,--
- So me, like the fragrance of aloes,
- That chamber with song, it appears,
- Surrounded; the song of the spheres ...
- My soul found your soul such a castle--
- Your love is the music it hears.
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-
-
-
- CONSECRATION
-
- _She speaks._
-
-
- Last night you told me, where we, parting, waited,
- Of love somehow I’d known before you told.--
- Long, long ago, perhaps, this love was fated,
- For why was it made suddenly so old?
-
- Is it because the love we have and cherish
- Born with us seems, and as ourselves shall last?
- Part of our lives, we can not let it perish
- Out of our present’s future or its past?
-
- Yet, all was changed; and, still, I did not wonder
- That, robed in vaster splendor, broke the dawn:
- Nor marvel that, beside my feet and under,
- Each flower seemed fairer than the flower gone.
-
- The wild bird’s silvery warble seemed completer;
- A whiter magic filled the morn and noon,
- And night--each night!--seemed holier grown and sweeter
- With Babylonian witchcraft of the moon.--
-
- Is love an emanation? whose ideal
- Communicates its beauty?--Is it moved
- Through some strange means to consecrate the real?
- Making the world the worthier to be loved?
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-
-
-
- ROMANTIC LOVE
-
-
- I
-
- Is it not sweet to know?--
- The moon hath told me so--
- That in some lost romance, love,
- Long lost to us below,
- A knight with casque and lance, love,
- A thousand years ago,
- I kissed you from a trance, love?--
- The moon hath told me so.
-
-
- II
-
- Or were it strange to wis?--
- The stars have told me this--
- That once a nightingale, love,
- Sang on an Isle of Greece;
- From whose melodious wail, love,
- Its song’s wild harmonies,
- Was born a spirit-woman--
- Yourself! whom I, a human,
- Made mine!... So goes the tale, love!--
- The stars have told me this.
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-
- III
-
- Is it not quaint to tell?--
- The flowers remember well--
- How once a wild-rose blew, love,
- Dim in a haunted dell;
- To which a bee was true, love.
- The bee, so it befell,
- Was _I_: the rose was _you_, love!...
- The flowers remember well.
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-
- IV
-
- To moon and flower and star
- We are not what we are.--
- Sometimes, from o’er that sea, love,
- Whose golden sands are far,--
- From shores of Destiny, love,--
- The dreams that know no bar,
- Will waft a truth that glistens
- To Memory who listens,
- Reminding you and me, love,
- We are not what we are.
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-
-
-
- PASTORAL LOVE
-
-
- The pied pinks tilt in the wind that worries--
- Sing, Oh, the wind and the red o’ her cheek!--
- And the slow sun creeps on the rye nor hurries--
- And what shall a lover speak?
-
- The toad-flax brightens the flaxen hollows--
- Sing, Ay, the bloom and her yellow hair!--
- And the greenwood brook a wood-way follows--
- And what shall a lover dare?
-
- The deep woods gleam that the sunlight sprinkles--
- Sing, Hey, the day and her laughing eye!--
- And a brown bird pipes and a wild fall tinkles--
- And what may a maid reply?
-
- Hey, the hills when the evening settles!
- Oh, the heavens within her eyes!
- What will he ask ’mid the dropping petals?
- And what will she say with sighs?--
-
- “Look, where the west is a blur of roses!”--
- “There’s naught like the rose o’ the cheeks I see!”--
- “Look, where the first star’s eye uncloses!”--
- “But what of _your_ eyes, my destiny?”
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-
-
-
- ANDALIA AND THE SPRINGTIME
-
-
- I
-
- Blow, winds, and waken her!
- You, who have taken her,
- Never forsaken her,
- Filled her with spring!
- My mad and merriest
- Part of the veriest
- Season and cheeriest:
- Blow, winds! and sing,
- Birds of the spring! that taught her
- Airs of the woods; this daughter
- Wild of the winds, that waft her
- Into my heart with laughter,
- Wild as a wildwood thing.
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-
- II
-
- She, who is fraught with it,
- Thrilled with it, brought with it,
- Spring!--like a thought, with it
- Beautiful too!
- Now like a dream of it;
- Filled with the gleam of it;
- Now a bright beam of it,
- Piercing me through,
- Sweet, with her eyes that are often
- Laughter and languor; that soften
- Dreamily, drowsily, slowly,
- Then, on a sudden, are wholly
- Dancing as dew.
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-
- III
-
- Face,--like the sweetest of
- Perfumes,--completest of
- Flowers God’s fleetest of
- Months ever bear!--
- Listen, O lisper wind,--
- Lighter and crisper wind,--
- Have you a whisper, wind,
- Soft as her hair?
- Night and the stars did spin it;
- Darkness and brightness are in it:
- Let but a ray of it bind me,
- Wrap it around me and wind me,
- Blind as the blind are and blinder,
- Yet through my heart would I find her,
- Lost though I were.
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-
-
-
- OLIVIA IN THE AUTUMN
-
-
- Not redder than her lips
- This weather!
- Not rosier two rose-hips
- Together!
- As she comes carolling
- Down wildwood ways, where sing
- The birds, and flowers swing
- In many a feather.
-
- Of her belovéd cheeks
- October
- Makes flame-flushed leaves, and speaks,--
- Now sober,
- Now wild,--its happiness
- In gold, and on her dress
- Lays many a bright caress
- As if to robe her.
-
- The wild-birds praise her eyes
- Each hour;
- Above her bend the skies
- And shower
- Around her, there and here,
- Strays of the passing year,
- Azure and gold and sere
- Of weed and flower.
-
- The wood-winds kiss her hair
- And wonder
- What flower blossoms there:
- And, under
- Its deeps of acorn-brown,
- Her glory and her crown,
- The sunbeams lay them down,
- And dream and ponder.
-
- And I--I take her hands,
- Her lover;
- And kiss her where she stands;
- And over
- Our heads the soft winds call,
- And heav’n smiles down; and all
- The golden dreams of Fall
- Around us hover.
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-
-
-
- SYLVIA OF THE WOODLAND
-
-
- I
-
- O you, who know our Mays that blow
- The bluets by the ways;
- The Indian-pink,--whose bloom you ’d think
- Was blood for some wild bee to drink,--
- How--can you say--in their wise way
- Is it you ’re like our Mays?--
- In gleam and gloom and wild perfume
- Of moods that run from shade to sun:--
- While in you seems the light that dreams
- In thoughts of other days.
-
-
- II
-
- Meseems some song, for which I long,
- From you to me takes wing
- Each time you speak; a bird, whose beak
- Is in my heart; whose wildwood art
- Makes every beat say “Sweet, sweet, sweet,”
- And all its pulses sing.
- And when I gaze upon your face,
- I seem to look into a brook,
- That laughs through buds and leafing woods,
- Reflecting all the spring.
-
-
- III
-
- You spoke but now--and, lo! I vow,
- From haunts of hart and hind
- I seemed to hear Romance draw near,
- White hand in hand with Song, and stand,
- In some green aisle of wood, and smile,
- Beguiling soul and mind:
- You laugh--and, lo! I seem to go
- In Mirth’s young train; and bird-songs rain
- Around, above; and Joy and Love
- Come dancing down the wind.
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- WITNESSES
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- I
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- You say I do not love you!--Tell me why,
- When I have gazed a little on your face,
- And then gone forth into the world of men,
- A beauty, neither of the earth nor sky,
- A glamour, that transforms each common place,
- Attends my spirit then?
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- II
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- You say I do not love you!--Yet, I know,
- When I have heard you speak and dwelt upon
- Your words a while, my heart has gone away
- Filled with strange music, very soft and low,
- A dim companion, touching with sweet tone
- The discords of the day.
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- III
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- You say I do not love you!--Yet, it seems,
- When I have kissed your hand and said farewell,
- A fragrance, wilder than the wood’s wild bloom,
- Companions dim my soul and fills, with dreams,
- The sad and sordid streets where people dwell,
- Dreams of spring’s wild perfume.
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- A PUPIL OF PAN
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- My love’s adorable and wise
- As heaven and the winds of spring:
- Go thou and gaze into her eyes--
- Such scholars of the starry skies!
- --Canst marvel at the thing?
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- My love is like a bud that blows
- With fragrant honey in its heart:
- Go, watch her smile--Wouldst not suppose
- She from some warm, white, serious rose
- Had learned the happy art?
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- The thoughts she speaks are pearls unstrung
- That strew her fancy’s golden floor:
- Go listen--For, the woods among,
- She met with Pan, when very young,
- Who taught her all his lore.
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-
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- LORA OF THE VALES
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-
- Lora is her name that slips
- Soft as love between the lips:
- You must know she is so wise
- All she does is lift her eyes,--
- Larkspur-blue as April skies,--
- At her name--and that replies--
- She ’s so wise, is Lora.
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- Lora is her name whose sound
- Hedges all my heart around
- With the gold of happiness:
- When she speaks, you will confess,
- Music’s self her words express,
- Every vowel a caress--
- She ’s so kind, is Lora.
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- Lora is her name that brings
- Thoughts to me of morning things:
- Songs of birds; of bees that creep
- In the rumpled bluebells deep;
- Butterflies, that, half asleep,
- On some rose their vigil keep--
- She ’s so young, is Lora.
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- Lora, lean to mine your face;
- So; and round you let me lace
- One firm arm, and gently woo
- Your small mouth, as fresh as dew,
- Till it says your heart is true,
- True to me as mine to you,
- Sunny-hearted Lora!
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- PLEDGES
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-
- I
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- What the May-apple or
- Woodland anemone--
- Star-perfect as a star--
- Says to the honey-bee:
- Or to the winds that woo,
- Filling their hearts with dew:
- What says the bluet’s blue
- To the sun’s ray--do you
- Know or do I?--
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- II
-
- Listen, and you may hear
- What the oxalis says
- Into the downy ear
- Of the pale moth that sways
- There on its heart and drinks:
- Or what the forest-pinks
- Say to the dew that winks,
- Butterfly-wing that blinks--
- Glimmering by.
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- III
-
- They say: “When April trod
- By in a blowing blush,--
- Wise as a word of God
- Holding all Heaven a-hush,--
- Singing a song of love,
- We, as she passed above,
- Sprang from the notes thereof,
- Filling with joy each grove,
- Beauty and mystery.”
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- ORIENTAL ROMANCE
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-
- I
-
- Beyond lost seas of summer she
- Dwelt on an island of the sea,
- Last scion of that dynasty,
- Queen of a race forgotten long,--
- With eyes of light and lips of song,
- From seaward groves of blowing lemon,
- She called me in her native tongue,
- Low-leaned on some rich robe of Yemen.
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- II
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- I was a king. Three moons we drove
- Across green gulfs, the crimson clove
- And cassia spiced, to claim her love.
- Packed was my barque with gums and gold;
- Rich fabrics; sandalwood, grown old
- With odor; gems; and pearls of Oman,--
- Than her white breasts less white and cold;--
- And myrrh, less fragrant than this woman.
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- III
-
- From Bassora I came. We saw
- Her condor castle on a claw
- Of soaring precipice, o’erawe
- The surge and thunder of the spray:
- Like some great opal, far away
- It shone, with battlement and spire,
- Wherefrom, with wild aroma, day
- Blew splintered lights of sapphirine fire.
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- IV
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- Lamenting caverns, dark and deep,
- That catacombed the haunted steep,
- Led upward to her castle-keep ...
- Fair as the moon, whose light is shed
- In Ramadan, was she, who led
- My love unto her island bowers,
- To find her ... lying young and dead
- Among her maidens and her flowers.
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- THE TOLLMAN’S DAUGHTER
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- She stood waist-deep among the briers:
- Above, in twisted lengths, were rolled
- The sunset’s tangled whorls of gold,
- Blown from the west’s cloud-pillared fires.
- And in the hush, no sound did mar,
- You almost heard, o’er hill and dell,
- Deep, bubbling over, star on star,
- The night’s blue cisterns slowly well.
- A crane, a shadowy crescent, crossed
- The sunset, winging ’thwart the west;
- While up the east her silver breast
- Of light the moon brought, white as frost.
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- So have I painted her, you see,
- The tollman’s daughter.--What an arm
- And throat were hers! and what a form!
- --Art dreams of such divinity.
- What braids of night to smooth and kiss!--
- There is no pigment anywhere
- A man might use to picture this--
- The splendor of her raven hair.
- A face as beautiful and bright,
- As rosy fair as twilight skies,
- Lit with the stars of hazel eyes
- And eyebrowed black with penciled night.
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- For her, I know, where’er she trod
- Each dewdrop raised a looking-glass,
- To catch her image, from the grass;
- That wildflowers bloomed along the sod,
- And whispered perfume when she smiled;
- The wood-bird hushed to hear her song,
- Or, heart-enamoured, tame though wild,
- Before her feet flew fluttering long:
- The brook went mad with melody,
- Eddied in laughter when she kissed
- With naked feet its amethyst--
- And I--she was my world, ah me!
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- CREOLE SERENADE
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- Under moss-draped oak and pine,
- Murmuring, falls the fountained stream;
- In its pool the lilies shine,
- Silvery, each a glimmering gleam.
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- Roses bloom and roses die
- In the warm rose-scented dark,
- Where the firefly, like an eye,
- Winks and glows, a golden spark.
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- Amber-belted through the night
- Drifts the alabaster moon,
- Like a big magnolia white
- On the fragrant heart of June.
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- With a broken syrinx there,
- With bignonia overgrown,
- Is it Pan in hoof and hair?--
- Or his image carved from stone?
-
- See! her casement’s jessamines part;--
- Through their stars and swooning scent
- Like the moon she leans. O heart,
- ’T is another firmament!
-
-
- _Sings_:
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- The dim verbena drugs the dusk
- With lemon odors; everywhere
- Wan heliotropes breathe drowsy musk
- Into the jasmine-heavy air;
- The moss-rose bursts its dewy husk
- And spills its attar there.
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- The orange at thy casement flings
- Star-censers oozing rich perfumes;
- The clematis, long-petaled, swings
- Deep clusters of dark purple blooms;
- With flowers, like moons or sylphide wings,
- Magnolias light the glooms.
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- Awake, awake from sleep!
- Thy balmy hair,
- Unbounden, deep on deep,
- Like blossoms there,--
- That dew and fragrance weep,--
- Will fill the night with prayer.
- Awake, awake from sleep!
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- And dreaming here it seems to me
- A dryad’s bosom grows confessed,
- Nude in the dark magnolia tree,
- That rustles with the murmurous West--
- Or is it but some bloom I see,
- White as thy virgin breast?
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- Through Southern heavens above are rolled
- A million feverish stars, that burst,
- Like gems, from out the caskets old
- Of night, with fires that throb and thirst:
- An oleander, showering gold,
- The heav’n seems, star-immersed.
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- Unseal, unseal thine eyes!--
- Too long her rod
- Queen Mab sways o’er their skies
- In realms of Nod!--
- Their starry majesties
- Will fill the night with God.
- Unseal, unseal thine eyes!
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- IDEAL DIVINATION
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- How I have thought of her,
- Her I have never seen!--
- Now from a raying air
- She, like the Magdalene,
- Flowers--a face serene,
- Radiant with raven hair.
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- Now in a balsam scent
- Laughs from the stars that gleam;
- Naked and redolent,
- Bends to me breasts of beam,
- Eyes that were made to dream,
- Throat that the dimples dent.
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- Would she were real, ah me!
- Would she were real and here!
- And no “impossible she”!
- But one to draw me near,
- Hold me and name me dear!--
- But, that can never be!
-
- “Living, each learns to know
- Life is not worth its pain;
- Loving, each finds a woe
- Or, at the end, a chain:
- Fardled of hope we strain
- Whither no hope may know.
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- “Life is too credulous
- Of time that beckons on.
- Memory still serves us thus--
- Gauging each coming dawn
- By a day dead and gone,
- Day that ’s a part of us.”
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- So says my soul, that ’s mocked
- Here of the flesh and held;
- Ever rebellion rocked,
- Fighting, forever quelled;
- Titan-like, fate-compelled,
- Yearning to rise, but locked
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- Supine where torrents pour
- Hellward; on crags that, high,
- Scarred of the thunder, gore
- Heaven.... The vulture’s eye
- Swims, and the harpies’ cry
- Clangs through the ocean’s roar....
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- Then, like æolian light,
- Calling, it hears her lips:
- Scorched by her burning white
- Splendor of arms and hips,
- Slimy each horror slips
- Back to its native night....
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- Rul’st thou some brighter star?
- Inviolable queen
- Of what the destinies are?
- Thou, with thy light unseen
- Filling my life with sheen,
- Leading my soul afar!
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- Thou, who oft leav’st thy skies,
- Comest in dreams to me,
- With amaranthine eyes,
- Asphodel shadowy
- Hair, and mysteriously
- Say’st to my heart, “Arise!
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- “Be not afraid to dare
- All of life’s tyranny!
- I will reward thee there!
- There, where my love shall be
- Thine to eternity!--
- Only be brave and bear!”
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- APOCALYPSE
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- Before I found her I had found
- Within my heart, as in a brook,
- Reflections of her: now a sound
- Of imaged beauty, now a look.
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- So when I found her, gazing in
- Those Bibles of her eyes, above
- All earth, I saw no word of sin;
- Their holy chapters all were love.
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- I read them through. I read and saw
- The soul impatient of the sod--
- Her soul, that through her eyes did draw
- Mine--to the higher love of God.
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-
-
- CAN I FORGET?
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- Can I forget how Love once led the ways
- Of our two lives together, joining them;
- How every hour was his anadem,
- And every day a tablet in his praise!
- Can I forget how, in his garden’s place,
- Among the purple roses, stem to stem,
- We heard the rumor of his robe’s bright hem,
- And saw the aureate radiance of his face!--
- Though I beheld my soul’s high dreams down-hurled,
- And Falsehood sit where Truth once towered white,
- And in Love’s place usurping Lust and Shame,
- Though flowers be dead within the winter world,
- Are flowers not there? and starless though the night,
- Are stars not there, eternal and the same?
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- MY ROSE
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-
- There was a rose in Eden once: it grows
- On Earth now, sweeter for its rare perfume:
- And Paradise is poorer by one bloom,
- And Earth is richer. In this blossom glows
- More loveliness than old seraglios
- Or courts of kings did ever yet illume:
- More purity than ever yet had room
- In soul of nun or saint.--O human rose!--
- Who art initial and sweet period of
- My heart’s divinest sentence; where I read
- Love, first and last, and in the pauses, love;
- Who art the dear ideal of each deed
- Through which my life is strong to attain its goal,--
- Set in the mystic garden of my soul!
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- RESTRAINT
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- Dear heart and love! what happiness is it
- To watch the firelight’s varying shade and shine
- On thy young face; and through those eyes of thine--
- As through clear windows--to behold them flit,
- In sumptuous chambers of thy mind’s chaste wit,
- Thy soul’s fair fancies! then to take in mine
- Thy hand, whose pressure brims my heart’s divine
- Hushed rapture as with music exquisite!
- When I remember how thy look and touch
- Sway, like the moon, my blood with ecstasy,
- I dare not think to what fierce heaven might lead
- Thy soft embrace; or in thy kiss how much
- Sweet hell,--beyond all help of me,--might be,
- Where I were lost, where I were lost indeed!
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- IN JUNE
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-
- I
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- Hotly burns the amaryllis,
- Starred with ruby red:
- Coolly stand the snowy lilies
- In the lily-bed:
- Emerald gleams the wild May-apple,
- ’Neath its parasol,
- And where gold the sunbeams dapple
- Woods, and thrushes call,
- Marion strolls with Moll,
- Singing, “Fol-de-rol;
- Fol-de, fol-de-rol.
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- II
-
- “March was but a blustering liar;
- April, sad as night:
- May, a milkmaid from the byre,
- Full of love but light.
- June, sweet June!--ah! she’s My Lady,
- Fair and fine and tall,
- Strolling down the woodways shady--
- June is best of all!
- She is like my Moll!
- Fol-de-rol-de-rol!
- She is like sweet Moll!”
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-
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- WILL O’ THE WISPS
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-
- Beyond the barley meads and hay,
- What was the light that beckoned there?
- That made her young lips smile and say:
- “Oh, busk me in a gown of May,
- And knot red poppies in my hair.”
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- Over the meadow and the wood
- What was the voice that filled her ears?
- That sent into pale cheeks the blood,
- Until each seemed a wild-brier bud
- Mowed down by mowing harvesters?...
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- Beyond the orchard, down the hill,
- The water flows, the water swirls;
- And there they found her past all ill,
- Her pale dead face, sweet, smiling still,
- The cresses caught among her curls.
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- At twilight in the willow glen
- What sound is that the silence hears,
- When deep the dusk is hushed again,
- And homeward from the fields strong men
- And women go, the harvesters?
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- One seeks the place where she is laid,
- Where violets bloom from year to year--
- “O sunny head! O bird-like maid!
- The orchard blossoms fall and fade
- And I am lonely, lonely here.”
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- Two stars look down upon the vale;
- They seem to him the eyes of Ruth:
- The low moon rises very pale
- As if she, too, had heard the tale,
- All heartbreak, of a maid and youth.
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- IN A GARDEN
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- The pink rose drops its petals on
- The moonlit lawn, the moonlit lawn;
- The moon, like some wide rose of white,
- Drops down the summer night.
- No rose there is
- As sweet as this--
- Thy mouth, that greets me with a kiss.
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- The lattice of thy casement twines
- With jasmine vines, with jasmine vines;
- The stars, like jasmine blossoms, lie
- About the glimmering sky.
- No jasmine tress
- Can so caress
- Like thy white arms’ soft loveliness.
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- About thy door magnolia blooms
- Make sweet the glooms, make sweet the glooms;
- A moon-magnolia is the dusk
- Closed in a dewy husk.
- However much,
- No bloom gives such
- Soft fragrance as thy bosom’s touch.
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- The flowers blooming now will pass,
- And strew the grass, and strew the grass;
- The night, like some frail flower, dawn
- Will soon make gray and wan.
- Still, still above,
- The flower of
- True love shall live forever, Love.
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-“IF I WERE HER LOVER”
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-
- I
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- If I were her lover,
- I’d wade through the clover
- Over the fields before
- The gate that leads to her door;
- Over the meadows,
- To wait, ’mid the shadows,
- The shadows that circle her door,
- For the heart of my heart and more.
- And there in the clover
- Close by her,
- Over and over
- I’d sigh her:
- “Your eyes are as brown
- As the Night’s, looking down
- On waters that sleep
- With the moon in their deep” ...
- If I were her lover to sigh her.
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- II
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- If I were her lover,
- I’d wade through the clover
- Over the fields before
- The lane that leads to her door;
- I’d wait, ’mid the thickets,
- Or there by the pickets,
- White pickets that fence in her door,
- For the life of my life and more.
- I’d lean in the clover--
- The crisper
- For the dews that are over--
- And whisper:
- “Your lips are as rare
- As the dewberries there,
- As ripe and as red,
- On the honey-dew fed” ...
- If I were her lover to whisper.
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- III
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- If I were her lover,
- I’d wade through the clover
- Over the fields before
- The pathway that leads to her door;
- And watch, in the twinkle
- Of stars that sprinkle
- The paradise over her door,
- For the soul of my soul and more.
- And there in the clover
- I’d reach her;
- And over and over
- I’d teach her--
- A love without sighs,
- Of laughterful eyes,
- That reckoned each second
- The pause of a kiss,
- A kiss and ... that is
- If I were her lover to teach her.
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- NOËRA
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- Noëra, when sad fall
- Has grayed the fallow,
- Leaf-cramped the wood-brook’s brawl
- In pool and shallow;
- When, by the wood-side, tall
- Stands sere the mallow:
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- Noëra, when gray gold
- And golden gray
- The crackling hollows fold
- By every way,
- Shall I thy face behold,
- Dear bit of May?
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- When webs are cribs for dew,
- And gossamers
- Streak past you, silver-blue;
- When silence stirs
- One leaf, of rusty hue,
- Among the burrs:
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- Noëra, thro’ the wood,
- Or thro’ the grain,
- Come, with the hoiden mood
- Of wind and rain
- Fresh in thy sunny blood,
- Sweetheart, again!
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- Noëra, when the corn,
- Heaped on the fields,
- The asters’ stars adorn--
- And purple shields
- Of ironweeds lie torn
- Among the wealds:
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- Noëra, haply then,
- Thou being with me,
- Each ruined greenwood glen
- Will bud and be
- Spring’s with the spring again,
- The spring in thee.
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- Thou of the breezy tread,
- Feet of the breeze:
- Thou of the sunbeam head,
- Heart like a bee’s:
- Face like a woodland-bred
- Anemone’s.
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- Thou to October bring
- An April part!
- Come, make the wild-birds sing,
- The blossoms start!
- Noëra, with the spring
- Wild in thy heart!
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- Come with our golden year;
- Come as its gold:
- With the same laughing, clear,
- Loved voice of old:
- In thy cool hair one dear
- Wild marigold.
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- AMONG THE ACRES OF THE WOOD
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- I
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- “I know, I know;
- The way doth go
- Athwart a greenwood glade, oh!
- White bloom the wild-plums in that glade,
- White as the bosom of the maid
- Who, stooping, sits, and milks and sings
- Among the dew-dashed clover rings,
- When fades the flush, the henna blush,
- The orange-glow of sunset low,
- And all the winds are laid, oh!”
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- II
-
- “I wot, I wot.--
- And is it not
- Right o’er the viney hill?--”
- “Yea: where the wild-grapes mat and make
- Penthouses of each bramble-brake,
- And dangle plumes of fragrant blooms:
- Where threads of sunbeams string the glooms
- With beaded gold; and flowers unfold
- Their eyes of blue;--and all night through
- Sings, wildly shrill, one whippoorwill.”
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- III
-
- “I ween, I ween,
- The path is green
- ’Neath beechen boughs that let
- Soft glimpses of the sapphire sky
- Gleam downward like a wood-nymph’s eye:
- At night one far and lambent star
- Shines o’er it, like a watching Lar,
- ’Mid branching buds a tangled bud
- Among the acres of the wood,
- Where blooms the wet wild violet
- And only we have, trysting, met.”
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- WORDS
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- I can not tell what I would tell thee,
- What I would say, what thou shouldst hear;
- Words of the soul that should compel thee,
- Words of the heart to draw thee near.
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- For when thou smilest, thou, who fillest
- My life with joy, and I would speak,
- ’Tis then my lips and tongue are stillest,
- Knowing all language is too weak.
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- Look in my eyes: read there confession:
- The truest love hath least of art:
- Nor needs it words for its expression
- When soul speaks soul and heart speaks heart.
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- THE SIRENS
-
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- Wail! wail! and smite your lyres’ sonorous gold,
- And beckon naked beauty; luring me
- With arms and breasts and hips of godly mold,
- Dark, wind-wild locks seen through the surf-blown sea!
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- Vain all your magic! dull in unclosed ears!
- Beside one voice sweet-calling o’er the foam,
- That, in my heart, like some strong hand appears
- To gently, firmly draw my vessel home.
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-
-
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- WHY?
-
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- Why are the bright stars brighter after rain?
- Why is strong love the stronger after pain?
- Reply, reply!
-
- Why sings the wild swan heavenliest when it dies?
- Why is fair love the fairest when it flies?
- Oh why! Oh why!
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- Why are sweet kisses sweetest when they’re dead?
- Why is love loveliest when ’tis buriéd?
- Reply, reply!
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- NOCTURNE
-
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- A disc of violet blue,
- Rimmed with a thorn of fire,
- The new moon hangs in a sky of dew;
- And under the vines, where the sunset’s hue
- Is blent with blooms, first one, then two,
- Begins the crickets’ choir.
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- Bright blurs of golden white,
- With points of pearly glimmer,
- The first stars wink in the web of night;
- And through the flowers the moths take flight,
- In the honeysuckle-colored light,
- Where the shadowy shrubs grow dimmer.
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- Soft through the dim and dying eve,
- Sweet through the dusk and dew,
- Come, while the hours their witchcraft weave,
- Dim in the House of the Soul’s-sweet-leave,
- Here in the pale and perfumed eve,
- Here where I wait for you.
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- A great, dark, radiant rose,
- Dripping with starry glower,
- Is the night, whose bosom overflows
- With the balsam musk of the breeze that blows
- Into the heart, as each one knows,
- Of every nodding flower.
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- A voice that sighs and sighs,
- Then whispers like a spirit,
- Is the wind, that kisses the drowsy eyes
- Of the primrose open, and, rocking, lies
- In the lily’s cradle, and soft unties
- The rose-bud’s crimson near it.
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- Sweet through the deep and dreaming night,
- Soft through the dark and dew,
- Come, where the moments their magic write,
- Deep in the Book of the Heart’s-delight,
- Here in the hushed and haunted night,
- Here where I wait for you.
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- METAMORPHOSIS
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- Before Love’s lofty goddess--Life hath toiled
- To mold from burning dew and dewy fire--
- Who kneel and worship with a heart sin-soiled,
- Within the secret Temple of Desire;
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- Their curse is such: that, even while they pray,--
- They shall not see, nor shall they know thereof!--
- Their Deity is changed from fire to clay--
- Lust! fashioned in the very form of Love.
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- AT TWENTY-ONE
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- The rosy hills of her high breasts,
- Whereon, like misty morning, rests
- The breathing lace; her auburn hair,
- Wherein, a star-point sparkling there,
- One jewel burns: her eyes, that keep
- Recorded dreams of love and sleep:
- Her mouth, with whose comparison
- The richest rose were poor and wan:
- Her throat, her form--what masterpiece
- Of man can picture half of these!--
- She comes! a classic from the hand
- Of God! wherethrough I understand
- What Nature means and Art and Love,
- And all the immortal myths thereof.
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- KINSHIP
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- There is no flower of wood or lea,
- No April flower, as fair as she:
- O white anemone, who hast
- The wind’s wild grace,
- Know her a cousin of thy race,
- Into whose face
- A presence like the wind’s hath passed.
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- There is no flower of wood or lea,
- No May-day flower, as fair as she:
- O bluebell, tender with the blue
- Of sapphire skies,
- Thy lineage hath kindred ties
- In her, whose eyes
- The heaven’s own qualities imbue.
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- There is no flower of wood or lea,
- No June-time flower, as fair as she:
- Rose,--odorous with beauty of
- Her lips that pressed,--
- Behold thy sister here confessed!
- Whose maiden breast
- Is fragrant with the dreams of love.
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-“SHE IS SO MUCH”
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- She is so much to me, to me,
- And, oh, I love her so,
- I look into my soul and see
- How comfort keeps me company
- In hopes she, too, may know.
- I love her, I love her, I love her,
- This I know.
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- So dear she is to me, so dear,
- And, oh, I love her so,
- I listen in my heart and hear
- The voice of gladness singing near
- In thoughts she, too, may know.
- I love her, I love her, I love her,
- This I know.
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- So much she is to me, so much,
- And, oh, I love her so,
- In heart and soul I feel the touch
- Of angel callers, that are such
- Dreams as she, too, may know.
- I love her, I love her, I love her,
- This I know.
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- HER EYES
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- In her dark eyes dreams poetize;
- The soul sits lost in love:
- There is no thing in all the skies,
- To gladden all the world I prize,
- Like the deep love in her dark eyes,
- Or one sweet dream thereof.
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- In her dark eyes, where thoughts arise,
- Her soul’s soft moods I see:
- Of hope and faith, that make life wise;
- And charity, whose food is sighs--
- Not truer than her own true eyes
- Is truth’s divinity.
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- In her dark eyes the knowledge lies
- Of an immortal sod,
- Her soul once trod in angel guise,
- Nor can forget its heavenly ties,
- Since, there in Heaven, upon her eyes
- Once gazed the eyes of God.
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- MESSENGERS
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- The wind, that gives the rose a kiss,
- With murmured music of the south,
- Hath kissed a sweeter thing than this;--
- The wind, that gives the rose a kiss,--
- Hath kissed the red rose of her mouth.
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- The brook, that mirrors skies and trees,
- And echoes in a grottoed place,
- Hath held a fairer thing than these;--
- The brook, that mirrors skies and trees,
- Hath held the image of her face.
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- O happy wind! O happy brook!
- What message from her do you bear?--
- “We bear from her her kiss and look--”
- O happy wind! O happy brook!--
- “That blessed us unaware.”
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- APART
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- I
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- While sunset burns and stars are few,
- And roses scent the fading light;
- And, like a slim urn, dripping dew,
- A spirit carries through the night,
- The pearl-pale moon hangs new,--
- I think of you, of you.
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- II
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- While waters flow, and soft winds woo
- The golden-hearted bud with sighs;
- And, like a flower an angel threw,
- Out of the momentary skies
- A star falls, burning blue,--
- I dream of you, of you.
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- III
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- While love believes and hearts are true,
- So let me think, so let me dream;
- The thought and dream so wedded to
- Your face, that, far apart, I seem
- To see each thing you do,
- And be with you, with you.
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- THE BLIND GOD
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- I know not if she be unkind;
- If she have faults, I do not care.
- Search through the world--where will you find
- A face like hers, a form, a mind?--
- I love her to despair!
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- If she be cruel, cruelty
- Is a great virtue, I will swear:
- If she be proud, then pride must be
- Better than all humility.--
- I love her to despair!
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- Why speak to me of that or this?
- All you may say weighs not a hair!
- To me, naught but perfection is
- In her, whose lips I may not kiss!--
- I love her to despair!
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- CARA MIA
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- I
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- Sweet lips, where kisses sleep,
- Soft eyes, so filled with dreams,
- Waken, oh waken!
- Open your blossoms deep,
- Sweet lips, where kisses sleep:
- Unfold your brightest beams,
- Soft eyes, so filled with dreams:
- Waken, oh, waken!
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- II
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- Sweet lips, that give perfume,
- Soft eyes, that kindle light,
- Come, let me kiss you!--
- To every flower in bloom,
- Sweet lips, you lend perfume!
- In every star at night,
- Soft eyes, you kindle light!--
- Come, let me kiss you!
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- III
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- Who would not love to rest?
- Who would not love to lie?
- Who would not love them?
- Of such sweet flowers caressed,
- Who would not love to rest?
- With such stars in their sky,
- Who would not love to lie?
- Who would not love them?
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- MARGERY
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- I
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- When spring is here and Margery
- Goes walking in the woods with me,
- She is so white, she is so shy,
- The little leaves clap hands and cry--
- “Perdie;
- So white is she, so shy is she,
- Ah me!
- The maiden May hath just passed by!”
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- II
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- When summer ’s here and Margery
- Goes walking in the fields with me,
- She is so pure, she is so fair,
- The wildflowers eye her and declare--
- “Perdie!
- So pure is she, so fair is she,
- Just see,
- Where our sweet cousin takes the air!”
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- III
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- Why is it that my Margery
- Hears nothing that these say to me?
- She is so good, she is so true,
- My heart it maketh such ado,
- Perdie!
- So good is she, so true is she,
- You see,
- She can not hear the other two.
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- CONSTANCE
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- Beyond the orchard, in the lane,
- The crested red-bird sings again--
- O bird, whose song says, “Have no care,”
- Should I not care when Constance there,--
- My Constance with the bashful gaze,
- Pink-gowned like some sweet hollyhock,--
- If I declare my love, just says
- Some careless thing as if in mock?
- Like--“Past the orchard, in the lane,
- Hark! how the red-bird sings again!”
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- There, while the red-bird sings his best,
- His listening mate sits on the nest--
- O bird, whose patience says, “All ’s well,”
- How can it be with me, come, tell?
- When Constance, with averted eyes,--
- Soft-bonneted as some sweet-pea,--
- If I talk marriage, just replies
- With some such quaint irrelevancy,
- As, “While the red-bird sings his best,
- His loving mate sits on the nest.”
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- What shall I say? what can I do?
- Would such replies mean aught to you,
- O birds, whose music says, “Be glad”?
- Have I not reason to be sad
- When Constance, with demurest glance,
- Her face all poppied with distress,
- If I reproach her, pouts, perchance,
- And answers thus in waywardness?--
- “What shall I say? what can I do?
- My meaning should be plain to you!”
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- LYDIA
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- When Autumn’s here and days are short,
- Let Lydia laugh and, hey!
- Straightway ’t is May-day in my heart,
- And blossoms strew the way.
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- When Summer ’s here and days are long,
- Let Lydia sigh and, ho!
- December’s fields I walk among,
- And shiver in the snow.
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- No matter what the seasons are,
- My Lydia is so dear,
- My heart admits no calendar
- Of Earth when she is near.
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- HELEN
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- Heaped in raven loops and masses
- Over temples smooth and fair,
- Have you marked it, as she passes,
- Night and starlight mingled there,--
- Braided strands of midnight air,--
- Helen’s hair?
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- Deep with dreams and moony mazes
- Of the thought that in them lies,
- Have you seen them, as she raises
- Them in question or surprise,--
- Two gray gleams of daybreak skies,--
- Helen’s eyes?
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- Fresh as dew and honied wafters
- Of a music sweet that slips,
- Have you marked them, brimmed with laughter’s
- Song and sunshine to their tips,--
- Blossoms whence the perfume drips,--
- Helen’s lips?
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- He who sees her needs must love her:
- But, beware, whoe’er thou art!
- Lest like me thou shouldst discover
- Nature overlooked one part,
- In this masterpiece of art--
- Helen’s heart.
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- MIGNON
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- Oh, Mignon’s mouth is like a rose,
- A red, red rose, that half uncurls
- Sweet petals o’er a crimson bee:
- Or like a shell, that, opening, shows
- Within its rosy curve white pearls,
- White rows of pearls,
- Is Mignon’s mouth that smiles at me.
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- Oh, Mignon’s eyes are like blue gems,
- Two azure gems that gleam and glow,
- Soft sapphires set in ivory:
- Or like twin violets, whose stems
- Bloom blue beneath the covering snow,
- The lidded snow,
- Are Mignon’s eyes that laugh at me.
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- O mouth of Mignon, Mignon’s eyes!
- O eyes of violet, mouth of fire!--
- Within which lies all ecstasy
- Of tears and kisses and of sighs:--
- O mouth, O eyes, and O desire,
- O love’s desire,
- Have mercy on the soul of me!
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- TRANSUBSTANTIATION
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- I
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- A sunbeam and a drop of dew
- Lay on a red rose in the South:
- God took the three and made her mouth,
- Her sweet, small mouth,
- So red of hue,--
- The burning baptism of His kiss
- Still fills my heart with heavenly bliss.
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- II
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- A dream of truth and love come true
- Slept on a star in daybreak skies:
- God mingled these and made her eyes,
- Her dear, clear eyes,
- So gray of hue,--
- The high communion of His gaze
- Still fills my soul with deep amaze.
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- LOVE AND A DAY
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- I
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- In girandoles of gladioles
- The day had kindled flame;
- And Heaven a door of gold and pearl
- Unclosed, whence Morning,--like a girl,
- A red rose twisted in a curl,--
- Down sapphire stairways came.
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- Said I to Love: “What must I do?
- What shall I do? what can I do?”
- Said I to Love: “What must I do,
- All on a summer’s morning?”
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- Said Love to me: “Go woo, go woo.”
- Said Love to me: “Go woo.
- If she be milking, follow, O!
- And in the clover hollow, O!
- While through the dew the bells clang clear,
- Just whisper it into her ear,
- All on a summer’s morning.”
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- II
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- Of honey and heat and weed and wheat
- The day had made perfume;
- And Heaven a tower of turquoise raised,
- Whence Noon, like some pale woman, gazed--
- A sunflower withering at her waist--
- Within a crystal room.
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- Said I to Love: “What must I do?
- What shall I do? what can I do?”
- Said I to Love: “What must I do,
- All in the summer nooning?”
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- Said Love to me: “Go woo, go woo.”
- Said Love to me: “Go woo.
- If she be ’mid the rakers, O!
- Among the harvest acres, O!
- While every breeze brings scents of hay,
- Just hold her hand and not take ‘nay,’
- All in the summer nooning.”
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- III
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- With song and sigh and cricket cry
- The day had mingled rest;
- And Heaven a casement opened wide
- Of opal, whence, like some young bride,
- The Twilight leaned, all starry eyed,
- A moonflower on her breast.
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- Said I to Love: “What must I do?
- What shall I do? what can I do?”
- Said I to Love: “What must I do,
- All in the summer gloaming?”
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- Said Love to me: “Go woo, go woo.”
- Said Love to me: “Go woo,
- Go meet her at the trysting, O!
- And ’spite of her resisting, O!
- Beneath the stars and afterglow,
- Just clasp her close and kiss her--so,
- All in the summer gloaming.”
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- LOVE IN A GARDEN
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- I
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- Between the rose’s and the canna’s crimson,
- Beneath thy window in the night I stand;
- The jeweled dew hangs little stars, in rims, on
- The white moonflowers; each a spirit hand
- That points the path to mystic Shadowland.
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- Awaken, sweet and fair!
- And add to night thy grace!
- Suffer its loveliness to share
- The white moon of thy face,
- The dark cloud of thy hair.
- Awaken, sweet and fair!
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- II
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- A moth, like down, swings on th’ althea’s pistil,--
- Ghost of a tone that haunts its bell’s deep dome;--
- And in the August-lily’s cone of crystal
- A firefly hangs the lantern of a gnome,
- Green as a gem that gleams through hollow foam.
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- Approach! the moment flies!
- O sweetheart of the South!
- Come! mingle with night’s mysteries
- The red rose of thy mouth,
- The dark stars of thine eyes.--
- Approach! the moment flies!
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- III
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- Dim through the dusk, like some unearthly presence,
- The night-song silvers of a dreaming bird;
- And with it borne, faint on a breeze-blown essence,
- The rainy whisper of a fountain’s heard--
- As if young lips had breathed a perfumed word.
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- How long, my love, my bliss!
- How long must I await
- With night--that all impatience is--
- Thy greeting at the gate,
- And at the gate thy kiss?
- How long, my love, my bliss!
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- FLORIDIAN
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- I
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- The cactus and the aloe bloom
- Beneath the window of your room;
- That window where, at evenfall,
- Beneath the twilight’s first pale star,
- You linger, tall and spiritual,
- And hearken my guitar.
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- It is the hour
- When every flower
- Is wooed of moth or bee--
- Would, would you were the flower, dear,
- And I the moth to draw you near,
- To draw you near to me,
- My dear,
- To draw you near to me!
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- II
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- The jasmine and bignonia spill
- Their balm about your windowsill;
- That sill where, when magnolia-white,
- In foliage mists, the moon hangs far,
- You lean with bright deep eyes of night,
- And hearken my guitar.
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- It is the hour
- When from each flower
- The wind woos essences--
- Would, would you were the flower, love,
- And I the wind to breathe above,
- To breathe above and kiss,
- My love,
- To breathe above and kiss!
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- WHEN SHIPS PUT OUT TO SEA
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- I
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- It’s “Sweet, good-by,” when pennants fly
- And ships put out to sea;
- It ’s a loving kiss, and a tear or two
- In an eye of brown or an eye of blue:--
- And you’ll remember me,
- Sweetheart,
- And you’ll remember me.
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- II
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- It’s “Friend or foe?” when signals blow
- And ships sight ships at sea;
- It’s “Clear for action! and man the guns!”
- As the battle nears and the battle runs;--
- And you’ll remember me,
- Sweetheart,
- And you’ll remember me.
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- III
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- It’s deck to deck, and wrath and wreck,
- When ships meet ships at sea;
- It’s scream of shot and shriek of shell,
- And hull and turret a roaring hell;--
- And you’ll remember me,
- Sweetheart,
- And you’ll remember me.
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- IV
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- It’s doom and death, and pause a breath,
- When ships go down at sea;
- It’s hate is over and love begins,
- And war is cruel whoever wins;--
- And you’ll remember me,
- Sweetheart,
- And you’ll remember me.
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- A CHRISTMAS CATCH
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- When roads are mired with ice and snow,
- And the air of morn is crisp with rime;
- When the holly hangs by the mistletoe,
- And bells ring in the Christmas-time:--
- It’s--Saddle, my Heart! and ride away
- To the sweet-faced girl with eyes of gray!
- Who waits with a smile for the gifts you bring--
- A man’s strong love and a wedding-ring--
- It’s--Saddle, my Heart, and ride!
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- When vanes veer north and storm-winds blow,
- And the sun at noon is a blur o’erhead;
- When the holly hangs by the mistletoe,
- And the Christmas service is sung and said:--
- It’s--Come, O my Heart, and wait a while,
- Where the organ peals, in the altar aisle,
- For the gifts that the church now gives to you--
- A woman’s hand and a heart that’s true.
- It’s--Come, O my Heart, and wait!
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- When rooms gleam warm with the fire’s glow,
- And the sleet raps sharp on the window-pane:
- When the holly hangs by the mistletoe,
- And Christmas revels begin again:--
- It’s--Home, O my Heart, and love, at last!
- And her happy breast to your own held fast:
- A song to sing and a tale to tell,
- A good-night kiss and all is well.
- It’s--Home, O my Heart, and love!
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- A SONG FOR YULE
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- I
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- Sing, Hey, when the time rolls round this way,
- And bells peal out, _’Tis Christmas Day_!
- The world is better then by half,
- For joy, for joy:
- In a little while you will see it laugh--
- For a song’s to sing and a glass to quaff,
- My boy; my boy.
- So here ’s to the man who never says nay!--
- Sing, Hey, a song of Christmas Day!
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- II
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- Sing, Ho, when roofs are white with snow,
- And homes are hung with mistletoe:
- Old Earth is not half bad, I wis--
- What cheer! what cheer!
- How it ever seemed sad the wonder is--
- With a gift to give and a girl to kiss,
- My dear; my dear.
- So here ’s to the girl who never says no!
- Sing, Ho, a song of the mistletoe!
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- III
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- No thing in the world to the heart seems wrong
- When the soul of a man walks out with song;
- Wherever they go, glad hand in hand,
- And glove in glove,
- The round of the land is rainbow-spanned,
- And the meaning of life they understand
- Is love; is love.
- Let the heart be open, the soul be strong,
- And life will be glad as a Christmas song.
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- CHORDS
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- I
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- When love delays, when love delays and joy
- Steals like a shadow o’er the happy hills;
- When hope is gone; and no to-morrow fills
- The promise of to-day; still I employ
- My soul with thoughts of thee,
- Who ’rt not for me, for me!
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- When love delays, when love delays and song
- Aches at wild lips, unutterable, as the sound
- Of ocean strives, within the shell’s mouth bound;
- And hope is gone for ever, slain of wrong;
- Still in my heart one word
- Keeps calling like a bird.
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- When love delays, when love delays and sleep
- Seals tired eyelids,--like the sound of foam,
- Heard ’mid familiar flowers far from home,--
- When hope lies dead; in dreams, in dreams I keep
- Feeling thy lips’ sweet touch,--
- And, oh! it is too much!
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- When love delays, when love delays and sorrow
- Drinks her own tears that add but to her thirst;
- When song and sleep and love itself seem curst,
- And hope lies dead; still, still I dream to-morrow
- Will bring some word of cheer
- From thee who art not here.
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- Will love delay, will love delay till death
- Hath sealed these lips and locked these eyes in night?
- Till unto love and hate indifferent quite
- This form shall lie? Then wilt thou, wild of breath,
- Bend down and kiss me there
- When I no more shall care?
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- II
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- If thou wouldst know the Beautiful that breathes
- And beckons through the World, far must thou seek!...
- She is no shadow wreathed with hemlock wreaths;
- No drowsy sorrow whose wan eyes are weak
- With melancholy vigils; and no shade
- Of tragic sin of the sweet sun afraid:
- No tearful anger torn of truthless love,
- Who stabs her sick heart to the dagger’s hilt
- For vengeance sweet; no miser mood, or maid,
- In owlet towers!--Nay! she sings above
- On morning meads ’mid flowers that never wilt.
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- If thou dost seek the Beautiful, beware!
- Lest thou discover her, nor know ’tis she;
- And she enslave thee to thy heart’s despair,
- And fill thy soul with yearning, utterly,
- For that wild-rose which is her mouth, that brings
- Dew-odors of the dawn; for those twin springs
- Of light, her eyes; the bloom of her white brow,
- O’er which the foliage of her dark hair lies:
- The melody which is her heart, that sings
- The poetry of love, to which all bow,
- Both gods and men, the love that never dies.
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- Lost art thou then, lost as the first lone star
- Set in the splendor of the sunset’s wave;
- Lost in thy loneliness of searching far,
- Striving to clasp her, evermore her slave:
- Lost--gladly lost! a devotee to her
- Who, in the end, perhaps may let thee share
- A portion of her bliss, her heritage
- Of happiness in the same way and wise
- As woods and waters share it.--Then prepare
- Thy soul,--made perfect,--for its final wage,
- Her kiss, whose touch shall apotheosize.
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- III
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- Now that the orchard’s leaves are sere,
- And drip with rain instead of dew,
- No moon-bright fruit hangs moon-like here,
- And dead your long white lilies too,--
- And dead the heart that broke for you:
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- How comes the dim touch of your arm?
- Your faint lips on my feverish cheek?
- Your eyes near mine? deep as a charm,
- And gray, so gray! till I am weak,
- Weak with wild tears and can not speak.
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- I am as one who walks in dreams;
- Sees, as in youth, his father’s home;
- Hears from his native mountain streams
- Far music of continual foam,
- And one sweet voice that bids him come.
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- AT HER GRAVE
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- I
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- With your eyes of April blue,
- And your mouth
- Like a May-rose, fresh with dew,
- Of the South,
- With your hair as golden sweet
- As the ripples of ripe wheat,
- How you make my old heart beat!--
- Who are you?
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- II
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- There is something that I knew,
- Long ago,
- In your voice that thrills me through
- With the glow
- Of remembered happiness;
- And your look--I can not guess
- What it is there, nor express.--
- Who are you?
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- III
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- You are like her! even the hue
- Of her eyes!--
- It is strange you stop here, too,
- Where she lies!--
- Where she lies who was, you see,
- All to me a girl could be--
- But no wife.--You stare at me.--
- Who are you?
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- IV
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- Well, I left her. That ’s not new--
- God above!
- Men, who live so, often do.
- ’T is n’t love.
- So I broke her heart, they say,--
- And been wretched since that day:
- And our child--don’t turn away!--
- Who are you?
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- A CONFESSION
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- These are the facts:--I was to blame.
- I brought her here and wrought her shame.
- She came with me all trustingly.
- Lovely and innocent her face:
- And in her perfect form, the grace
- Of purity and modesty.
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- I think I loved her then: would dote
- On her ambrosial breast and throat,
- Young as a wildflower’s tenderness:
- Her eyes, that were both glad and sad:
- Her cheeks and chin, that dimples had:
- Her mouth, red-ripe to kiss and kiss.
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- Three months passed by; three moons of fire;
- When in me sickened all desire:
- And in its place a devil,--who
- Filled all my soul with deep disgust,
- And on the victim of my lust
- Turned eyes of loathing,--swiftly grew.
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- One night, when by my side she slept,
- I rose: and leaning, while I kept
- The dagger hid, I kissed her hair
- And mouth: and, when she smiled asleep,
- Into her heart I drove it deep--
- And left her dead, still smiling there.
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- LAST DAYS
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- Ah! heartbreak of the tattered hills,
- And heartache of the autumn sky!
- Heartbreak and heartache, since God wills,
- Are mine, and God knows why!
-
- I held one dearer than each day
- Of life God sets in sunny gold--
- But Death hath ta’en that gem away,
- And left me poor and old.
-
- The heartbreak of the hills is mine,
- Of trampled twig and rain-beat leaf,
- Of wind that sobs through thorn and pine
- An unavailing grief.
-
- The sorrow of the loveless skies’
- “Farewells” are wild as those I said
- When last I kissed my child’s blue eyes
- And lips, ice-dumb and dead.
-
-
-
-
- AT TWILIGHT
-
-
- Once more she holds me with her pensive eyes;
- Once more I feel her voice’s witchery
- Within my heart unfountain tears and sighs,
- And fill the soul of me.
-
- Once more she bends a silent face above;
- Once more I feel her hands’ soft touches shake
- My life, unbinding long-imprisoned love,
- Bidding my lost dreams wake.
-
- Once more I see her serious smile; and touch
- Once more the lips of her whose kisses say--
- “The night was long, and thou hast suffered much:
- At last, dear heart, ’t is day!”
-
-
-
-
- DAY AND NIGHT
-
-
- They said to me, “The days are not so far off
- When she will come, who gave her heart to thee;”
- And still I wait, while twilight’s lonely star, off
- Her long-loved hills, dips dewy to the sea.
-
- And I recall that night, which gave its soul of
- Calm beauty to the earth, when she did give
- Her love’s white starlight to the rugged whole of
- My barren life and bade me see and live.
-
- The days go by, and my sick soul recalls but
- The revelation of that evening sky:
- The days! whose hours are as narrow walls,--but
- Of whiter shadow,--where hearts break and die.
-
- The day is error’s: it can but deceive us
- With shows of Earth, blind with the primal curse.
- The night is truth’s: its myriad fires weave us
- The thoughts of God, the visible universe.
-
-
-
-
- THREE BIRDS
-
-
- A red bird sang upon the bough
- When wind-flowers nodded in the dew:
- My spring of bird and flower wast thou,
- O tried and true!
-
- A brown bird warbled on the wing
- When poppy buds were hearts of heat:
- I wooed thee with a golden ring,
- O sad and sweet!
-
- A black-bird twittered in the mist
- When nightshade blooms were filled with frost:
- The leaves upon thy grave are whist,
- O loved and lost!
-
-
-
-
- UNREQUITED
-
-
- Passion? not hers! who held me with pure eyes:
- One hand among the deep curls of her brow,
- I drank the girlhood of her gaze with sighs:
- She never sighed, nor gave me kiss or vow.
-
- So have I seen a clear October pool,
- Cold, liquid topaz, set within the sere
- Gold of the woodland, tremorless and cool,
- Reflecting all the heartbreak of the year.
-
- Sweetheart? not she! whose voice was music-sweet;
- Whose face was sweeter than melodious prayer.
- Sweetheart I called her.--When did she repeat
- Sweet to one hope, or heart to one despair!
-
- So have I seen a wildflower’s fragrant head
- Sung to and sung to by a longing bird,
- And at the last, albeit the bird lay dead,
- No blossom wilted, for it had not heard.
-
-
-
-
- THE HEART’S DESIRE
-
-
- God made her body out of foam and flowers,
- And for her hair the dawn and darkness blent;
- Then called two planets from their heavenly towers,
- And in her face, divinely eloquent,
- Gave them a firmament.
-
- God made her heart of rosy ice and fire,
- Of snow and flame, that freezes while it burns;
- And of a starbeam and a moth’s desire
- He made her soul, to’ards which my longing turns,
- And all my being yearns.
-
- So is my life a prisoner unto passion,
- Enslaved of her who gives nor sign nor word;
- So in the cage her loveliness doth fashion
- Is love endungeoned, like a golden bird
- That sings but is not heard.
-
- Could it but once convince her with beseeching!
- But once compel her as the sun the south!
- Could it but once, fond arms around her reaching,
- Upon the red carnation of her mouth
- Dew its eternal drouth!
-
- Then might I rise victorious over sadness,
- O’er fate and change, and, with but little care,
- Torched by the glory of that moment’s gladness,
- Breast the black mountain of my life’s despair,
- And die, or do and dare.
-
-
-
-
- OUT OF THE DEPTHS
-
-
- I
-
- Let me forget her face!
- So fresh, so lovely! the abiding place
- Of tears and smiles that won my heart to her;
- Of dreams and moods that moved my soul’s dim deeps,
- As strong winds stir
- Dark waters where the starlight glimmering sleeps.--
- In every lineament the mind can trace,
- Let me forget her face!
-
-
- II
-
- Let me forget her form!
- Soft and seductive, that contained each charm,
- Each grace the sweet word maidenhood implies;
- And all the sensuous youth of line and curve,
- That makes men’s eyes
- Bondsmen of beauty, eager still to serve.--
- In every part that memory can warm,
- Let me forget her form!
-
-
- III
-
- Let me forget her, God!
- Her who made honeyed love a bitter rod
- To scourge my heart with, barren with despair;
- To tear my soul with, sick with vain desire!--
- Oh, hear my prayer!
- Out of the hell of love’s unquenchable fire
- I cry to thee, with face against the sod,
- Let me forget her, God!
-
-
-
-
-“THIS IS THE FACE OF HER”
-
-
- This is the face of her
- I’ve dreamed of long
- That in my heart I bear:
- This is the face of her
- Pictured in song.
-
- Look on the lily lids,
- The eyes of dawn,--
- Deep as a Nereid’s,
- Swimming with dewy lids
- In waters wan.
-
- Look on the brows of snow,
- The locks of night:
- Only the gods can show
- Such brows of placid snow,
- Such locks of light.
-
- The cheeks, like rosy moons;
- The lips of fire:
- Love sighs no sweeter tunes
- Under romantic moons
- Than these suspire.
-
- Loved lips and eyes and hair!
- Look, this is she!
- She, who sits smiling there,
- Throned in my heart’s despair,
- Never for me!
-
-
-
-
- INDIFFERENCE
-
-
- She is so dear the wildflowers near
- Each path she passes by,
- Are over fain to kiss again
- Her feet and then to die.
-
- She is so fair the wild birds there
- That sing upon the bough,
- Have learned the staff of her sweet laugh,
- And sing no other now.
-
- Alas! that she should never see,
- Should never care to know,
- The wildflower’s love, the bird’s above,
- And his, who loves her so.
-
-
-
-
- GHOST WEATHER
-
-
- Wild gusts of drizzle hoot and hiss
- Through writhing lindens torn in two--
- The dead’s own days are days like this!
- Yea; let me sit and be with you.
-
- Here in your willow chair, whose seat
- Spreads purple plush.--Hark! how the gusts
- Seem moaning voices that repeat
- Some grief here; in this room, where dusts
-
- Make dim each ornament and chair;
- This locked-in memory where you died:
- Since angels stood here, saintly fear
- Guards each dark corner, mournful-eyed.
-
- Through this dim light bend your dim face;
- Or, like a rain-mist, gray of gleam,
- A soft, dim cloudiness of lace,
- Stand near me while I dream, I dream.
-
-
-
-
- THE FOREST POOL
-
-
- One memory persuades me when
- Dusk’s lonely star burns overhead,
- To take the gray path through the glen--
- That finds the forest pool, made red
- With sunset--and forget again,
- Forget that she is dead.
-
- Once more I look into the spring,
- That on one rock a finger white
- Of foam that beckons still doth bring--
- Some moon-wan spirit of the night,
- Who dwells within its murmuring,
- Her life the sad moonlight.
-
- I see the red dusk touch it here
- With fire like a blade of blood;
- One star reflected, white and clear,
- Like a wood-blossom’s drowning bud;
- While all my grief stands very near,
- Pale in the solitude.
-
- And then, behold, while yet the moon
- Hangs--silver as a twisted horn
- Blown out of Elfland--sweet with June,
- White in white clusters of the thorn,
- Slow, in the water as a tune,
- An image pale is born:
-
- That has her throat of frost; her lips--
- Her mouth where God’s anointment lies;
- Her eyes, wherefrom love’s arrow-tips
- Break, like the starlight from dark skies;
- Her hair, a hazel heap that slips;
- Her throat and hair and eyes.
-
- And then I stoop; the water kissed,
- The face fades from me into air;
- And in the pool’s dark amethyst
- My own pale face returns my stare:
- Then night and mist--and in the mist
- One dead leaf drifting there.
-
-
-
-
- AT SUNSET
-
-
- Into the sunset’s turquoise marge
- The moon dips, like a pearly barge
- Enchantment sails through magic seas,
- To fairyland Hesperides,
- Over the hills and away.
-
- Into the fields, in ghost-gray gown,
- The young-eyed dusk comes slowly down;
- Her apron filled with stars she stands.
- And one or two slip from her hands
- Over the hills and away.
-
- Above the wood’s black caldron bends
- The witch-faced Night and, muttering, blends
- The dew and heat, whose bubbles make
- The mist and musk that haunt the brake
- Over the hills and away.
-
- Oh, come with me, and let us go
- Beyond the sunset lying low,
- Beyond the twilight and the night,
- Into Love’s kingdom of long light,
- Over the hills and away.
-
-
-
-
- DEAD AND GONE
-
-
- Can you tell me how he rests,
- Flowers, growing o’er him there?
- His a right warm heart, my sweets,--
- So, cover it with care.
-
- Can you tell me how he lies
- Such nights out in the cold,
- O cricket, with your plaintive call,
- O glow-worm, with your gold?
-
- If my eyes are sorrowful,
- Well may they weep, I trow,--
- Since his dead eyes gazed into them,
- They have been sad enow.
-
- If my heart make moan and ache,
- Well may it break, I’m sure--
- For his dead love is more, ah me!
- More than it can endure.
-
-
-
-
- ONE NIGHT
-
-
- I
-
-
- A night of rain. The wind is out.
- And I had wished it otherwise:
- A calm, still night; no scudding skies;
- Or, in the scud, above the rout,
- The moon; by whose pale light my eyes
- Might meet her eyes; the smile that tries
- To come but will not; lips, that pout
- With seeming anger, all surmise,
- When I have said “I love your lies”--
- Lips I shall kiss before she dies.
-
-
- II
-
- What force this wind has! As it runs
- Around each unprotecting tree
- It seems some beast; and now I see
- Its form, its eyes; a woman’s once:--
- Dark eyes! that blaze as lionly
- As some bayed beast’s, that will not flee
- The pine-knots and derides the guns.--
- Or is it but the thought in me!
- The thought of that which is to be,
- The deed, that rises shadowy?
-
-
- III
-
- And now the trees and whipping rain
- Confuse them.... I must drive it hence,
- The memory of her eyes! the tense
- Wild look within them of hard pain!...
- Yet she must die--with every sense
- Strung to beholding knowledge, whence
- My heart shall be made whole again.--
- Here I will wait where night is dense.
- Soon she will come, like Innocence,
- Thinking her youth is her defense.
-
-
- IV
-
- And when she leaves,--and none perceives,--
- The old gray manor, where the eight
- Old locusts, (twisted shadows), freight
- With mossy murmurings its eaves,
- One moment at the iron gate
- She ’ll tarry. Then, with breath abate,
- Come rustling through the autumn leaves.
- And I will take both hands and sate
- My mouth on hers and say, “You ’re late”;
- She ’ll laugh to hear I had to wait....
-
-
- V
-
- O passion of past vows, revive
- Imagination, and renew
- The ardor of love’s language you
- For love’s rose-altar kept alive!
- Repeat the oaths that rang with dew
- And starlight!--Tell her she is true
- As beautiful.--I will contrive
- To make her think I have no clue
- To all her falseness. I will woo
- As once I wooed before I knew.
-
-
- VI
-
- And we will walk against the wind;
- The shuffling leaves about our feet;
- Our ruin, as the wood’s, complete,
- Because one woman so hath sinned
- And never suffered. She shall meet
- No murder in my eyes; no heat
- Of fate in holding hand that ’s pinned
- To hers. To make her trust to beat,
- I ’ll kiss her hand, her hair,--like wheat
- Of affluent summer,--saying “Sweet.”
-
-
- VII
-
- And should I bungle in this thing,
- This purpose that must see her dead
- To cure this fever in my head?--
- What other thing is there to bring
- Soul satisfaction? when is shed
- No real blood, save what makes red
- The baulked intention?--I will fling
- The mask aside!--But hate hath led
- Desire too far now to be fed
- With failure. I have naught to dread.
-
-
- VIII
-
- When we have reached the precipice
- That thwarts the battling of the sea,
- And wallows out great rocks, that knee
- The giant foam with roar and hiss,
- I will not cease to coax and be
- The anxious lover. Trusting she
- Will not suspect my farewell kiss
- Until it turns a curse, and we
- Sway for an instant totteringly,
- And she has shrieked some prayer at me.
-
-
- IX
-
- O let me see wild terror there
- Upon her face! the wilder frown
- Of crime’s apprisal, and renown
- Of my life’s injury, that bare
- This horror with its bloody crown!--
- No pity, God! For, if her gown,
- Suspending looseness of her hair,
- Delay the plunge ... the night is brown ...
- My heel must crush her white face down,
- And Hell and Heaven see her drown.
-
-
-
-
- THE PARTING
-
-
- She passed the thorn-trees, whose gaunt branches tossed
- Their spider-shadows round her; and the breeze,
- Beneath the ashen moon, was full of frost,
- And mouthed and mumbled in the sickly trees,
- Like some starved hag who sees her children freeze.
-
- Dry-eyed she waited by the sycamore.
- Some stars made misty blotches in the sky.
- And all the wretched willows on the shore
- Looked faded as a jaundiced cheek or eye.
- She felt deep sorrow yet could only sigh.
-
- She heard his skiff grind on the river rocks
- Whistling he came into the shadow made
- By the great tree. He kissed her on her locks;
- And round her form his eager arms were laid.
- Passive she stood her purpose unbetrayed.
-
- And then she spoke, while still his greeting kiss
- Stung in her hair. She did not dare to lift
- Her face to his; her anguished eyes to his
- While tears smote crystal in her throat. One rift
- Of weakness humored might set all adrift.
-
- Anger and shame were his. She meekly heard.
- And then the oar-locks sounded, and her brain
- Remembered he had said no farewell word;
- And swift emotion swept her; and again
- Left her as silent as a carven pain....
-
- She, in the old sad farm-house, wearily
- Resumed the drudgery of her common lot,
- Regret remembering.--’Midst old vices, he,
- Who would have trod on, and somehow did not,
- The wildflower, that had brushed his feet, forgot.
-
-
-
-
- THE DAUGHTER OF THE SNOW
-
-
- Though the panther’s footprints show,
- And the wild-cat’s, in the snow,
- You will never find a trace
- Of the footsteps of a certain
- Maiden with a paler face
- Than the drifts that fill and curtain
- Hillside, valley, and the wood,
- Where the hunter’s wigwam stood
- In the winter solitude.
-
- What white beast hath grown the fur
- For the whiter limbs of her?--
- Raiment of the frost and ice
- To her supple beauty fitting;
- Wampum strouds, as white as rice,
- Of the frost’s fantastic knitting,
- Wrap her form and face complete;
- Glove her hands with ice; her feet
- Moccasin with beaded sleet.
-
- ’Though he knew she made a haunt
- Of the dell, it did not daunt:
- Where the hoar-frost mailed each tree
- In soft, phantom alabaster,
- And hung ghosts of bud and bee
- On each autumn-withered aster;
- By the frozen waterfall,
- There she stood, beneath its wall,
- In the ice-sheathed chaparral.
-
- Where the beech-tree and the larch
- Built a white triumphal arch
- For the Winter, marching down
- With his icy-armored leaders;
- Where each hemlock had a crown,
- And pale diadems the cedars;
- Where the long icicle shone,
- There he saw her, standing lone,
- Like a mist-wraith turned to stone.
-
- And she led him many a mile
- With her hand-wave and her smile,
- And the printless swiftness of
- Feet of frost, and snowy flutter
- Of her raiment; now above,
- Now below, the boughs of utter
- Winter whiteness. Led him on
- Till the dawn and day were gone,
- And the evening star hung wan....
-
- Hunters found him dead, they tell,
- In the winter-wasted dell,
- With his quiver and his bow,
- Where the cascade ran a rafter,
- White, of crystal and of snow;
- Where he listened to her laughter,
- Promises, that were as far
- As the secrets of a star,
- And her love that naught could mar.
-
- And her countenance is this
- Stamped on his: and this her kiss,
- Haunting still his mouth and eyes,
- Colder than the cold December:
- This her passion, that defies
- All control, the stars remember
- Filled him, killed him: this is she
- Clinging to him, neck and knee,
- Where his limbs sank wearily.
-
-
-
-
- THE SPIRIT OF THE STAR
-
- (_Love Spiritual_)
-
-“_This union of the human soul with the divine æthereal substance of the
- universe, is the ancient doctrine of Pythagoras and Plato._”--Divine
- Legation.
-
-
- There is love for love: the heaven
- Teems with possibilities:
- And, when love is purely given,
- Love returns from where none sees:
- And such love becomes a ladder
- Reaching heavenward, from the sadder
- Night of Earth; from out the driven
- Darkness of its miseries.
-
- There is love for love: and Beauty,
- From her star above the Earth,
- Smiles, and straight each cloud of sooty
- Night takes on celestial worth:
- And, like some white flower unfolding,
- Love is born; and softly holding
- Up its face, as if in duty,
- Grows to that which gave it birth.
-
- Earth and Heaven are prolific
- Of love’s wonders: and the sky
- Teems with spirits, fair, terrific,
- Who, if loved, shall never die:
- Dæmons, haggard as their mountains;
- Naiads, sparkling as their fountains;
- Sylphids of the winds, pacific
- As the stars they tremble by....
-
- Such was I; who long had waited
- For the everlasting sleep:
- Where, around me, worlds dilated,
- Waned or waxed within the deep:
- Where, beneath my star, a planet
- Whirled and shone, like glowing granite,
- While around it ne’er abated
- One white satellite its sweep.
-
- I was sad: my beauty wearied,
- Useless as a scentless bud
- Fading ere it blooms. The serried
- Mists of worlds, as red as blood,
- Streamed beneath me. And the starry
- Firmament above bent, barry
- With the wild auroras, ferried
- Of the meteors’ sisterhood.
-
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-
- Something drew me, unreturning,
- Filled me with a finer flame
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- _The Spirit of the Star_]
-
- I was loveless with a yearning
- After love that never came;
- All my astral being burning
- Towards that world without a name,
- World I knew not: till, with splendor
- Of compulsion that was tender,
- Something drew me, unreturning,
- Filled me with a finer flame.
-
- So I left my star, whose lances
- Pierced with arrowy gold the heat
- Of heaven’s hyacinth; its glances
- Saddened me. No more to meet,
- Then I left my star; and, beating
- Downward, heard it still repeating
- Far farewells; and through the trances
- Of dark space its face looked sweet.
-
- Passed your moon: a melancholy
- Disc at first; then, vast and sharp,
- Lo, a world, all white and holy!
- Where, upon the crystal scarp
- Of a mountain,--like a story
- Of high Heaven revealed in glory,--
- Gradual, as if music slowly
- Built it, rolling from a harp,--
-
- Rose a city: cloudy nacre
- Were its walls, that towered round
- Acre upon arch-piled acre
- Of a marble-terraced ground:
- Caryatids alternated
- With Atlantes, sculpture-weighted:
- And its gates--some god the maker--
- Rhombs of symboled diamond.
-
- In the white light glittered swimming
- Domes of dazzle: swirl on swirl,
- Temples lifted columns, brimming
- Crystal flame, that seemed to whirl:
- Battlemented moonstone darkled;
- Palaces, pale-pillared, sparkled,
- Cloudy opal: and, far dimming,
- Aqueducts of ghostly pearl.
-
- Streaming steeples shone, of dædal
- Emblem; each an obelisk:
- Minarets, each one a needle,
- Balancing a bubble-disc;
- Some of diamond, like a blister
- Frozen; some of topaz-glister,
- Vinous; in whose blinding middle
- Blazed an orb of burning bisque.
-
- And I saw where, silvery slanted,
- A vast pyramidic heap
- Rose of spar; whereon was planted
- The acropolis of Sleep,--
- God of these:--that, looming higher,
- Wrought of seeming ice and fire,
- Where pale rainbow-colors panted,
- Gleamed above the lunar deep.
-
- Robed in white simarre and chiton,
- Visions filled its every square,
- Moving like a finer light on
- Light: and in the glory there
- Music rang and golden laughter;
- And before each shape, and after,
- Radiance went, that shadowed white, on
- Temple and on palace stair.
-
- Though they called me, I descended
- Earthward. For great longing drew
- Me and, drawing me, was blended
- With your world. I never knew
- It was Earth, until,--forsaking
- Heaven,--I beheld it taking,--
- A great azure sphere,--its splendid
- Way along the singing blue.
-
- And when night came, here, above you,--
- Sleeping by your folded sheep
- On the hills,--I stooped: whereof you
- Dreamed: I kissed you in your sleep:
- I, your destiny, who wrought it
- So you knew me: you, who thought it
- Not so strange that I should love you,
- I a spirit of the deep.
-
- ’Twas your love that sought and found me,
- Drew me from that star-life sad;
- Won my soul to yours and bound me
- With such love as none hath had:
- I am she, you may remember,
- That fair star that seemed an ember
- O’er you, that you loved.--Around me
- Wrap your arms now and be glad.
-
- Look above: what seems a petal,
- Burning, of a rose; that far
- Point of radiance, bright as metal,
- Fiery silver, is your star!
- Look above you: rise unto it.
- Let it lead you now who drew it
- Down to Earth, where shadows settle!--
- On that star no shadows are!
-
-
-
-
- THE SPIRIT OF THE VAN
-
- (_Love Ideal_)
-
-“_Among the mountains of Carmarthen, lies a beautiful and romantic piece
- of water, named The Van Pools. Tradition relates, that after midnight,
- on New Year’s Eve, there appears on this lake a being named The Spirit
- of the Van. She is dressed in a white robe, bound by a golden girdle;
- her hair is long and golden; her face is pale and
- melancholy_.”--Keightley’s “Fairy Mythology.”
-
-
- Midsummer-night; the Van. Through night’s wan noon,
- Wading the storm-scud of an eve of storm,
- Pale o’er Carmarthen’s peaks the mounting moon.--
- Wilds of Carmarthen! sombre heights, that swarm
- Girdling this water, as old giants might
- Crouch, guarding some enchanted gem of charm,--
- Wilds of Carmarthen, that for me each night
- Reëcho prayers and pleadings,--all the year
- Unanswered,--made to listening waters white!
- Mountains, behold me yet again! Bend near!
- Behold her lover! hers, that shape of snow,
- Who dwells amid these pools; who will not hear
- My heart’s wild pleading, calling loud, now low,
- Unhappy, to her, ’mid the lonely hills.
-
- Whene’er a ripple trembles into glow,
- Where yeasty moonshine scuds the foam, straight thrills
- Heart’s expectation through my veins, and high
- With “she!” each pulse the exultation fills.
- But she ’tis never. Once ... and then! would I,
- Would I had perished, so beholding!--World,
- ’Twas you, O world, who would not let me die!
- Once I beheld her!--If some fiend had curled
- Stiff talons in my hair, and, twisting tight,
- Had raised me high, then into Hell had hurled;
- Fresh from that vision of her beauty white,
- With Heaven in my soul, I, unamerced,
- Shackled with tortures, yet might mock Hell’s spite.
-
- Immortal memory, quench in me this thirst!--
- O starlike vision, that a moment clove
- My sight, and then for ever left me curst!
- Oh, make me mad with love, with all thy love!
- Me, me, who seek thee ’mid these wilds when gloom
- Storms or drip gold the sibylline stars above!--
- Let thy high coming in a flash consume
- The light of all the stars! and make me mad,
- Mad with love’s madness! fill me with sweet doom!
-
- Sleep will I not now, for my soul is sad:
- For, should I sleep, there might come other dreams,--
- Sadder than thou art,--in thy beauty clad
- And all thy tyranny. To me it seems
- Better to wake here, underneath this pine,
- Until thy face upon my vision gleams.--
- Thou, who art wrought of elements divine,
- And I of crasser clay, clay that will think,
- “Since I am hers, why should she not be mine?”
- Again, its usual phantom, on the brink
- Of thy lone lake, I ask thee: “Must I yearn
- Forever, haunted of that vision’s wink?”--
- When, glassing out great circles, which did urn
- Some intense essence of interior light,
- (As clouds, that clothe the moon, unbinding, burn,
- Riven, erupt her orb, triumphant white,)
- I saw, midmost the Van, a feathering fire
- Dilating ivory-wan.--Expectant night
- Tiptoed attentive, fearful to suspire.--
- Wherefrom arose--what white divinity?
- What godhead sensed with glory and desire?
- Born for the moment for the eyes of me!
- Then re-absorbed into the brassy gloom
- Of whispering waves that sighed their ecstasy.
- Thou! in whose path harmonious colors bloom,
- Pale pearl and lilac, asphodel and rose,--
- Like many flow’rs auroral of perfume,--
- Thou leftst me thus, to marvel as who knows
- He is not dead and yet it seems he is,
- Since all his soul with spirit-rapture glows.--
- O sylph-like brow! lips like an angel’s kiss!
- High immortality! whose face was such
- As starlight in a lily’s loveliness!...
- The gold that bound thee seemed too base to clutch
- Thy chastity, though clear as golden gum
- That almugs sweat, and fragrance to the touch!
- Thy hair--not hair!--seemed rays, like those that come
- Strained through the bubble of a chrysolite.--
- No word I said: thy beauty struck me dumb.
- Thy face, that is upon my soul’s quick sight
- Eternal seared, hath made of me a shade,
- A wandering shadow of the day and night:
- A seeker ’mid the hoary hills for aid,
- The sole society of my sick heart, who
- Shuns all companionship of man and maid:
- Who, comrade of the mountain blossoms blue,
- And intimate of old trees, goes dreaming they,--
- As in that legendary world that drew
- Oracles from lips in oaks--, may sometime say
- Prophetic precepts to it: how were won
- A spirit loved to love a mortal;--yea,
- In vain.--
- But one day, frog-like in the sun,
- Beside a cave,--the nightshade vines made rank
- And hairy henbane, where huge spiders spun,--
- Wrinkled as Magic, I a grizzled, lank,
- Squat something startled, naught save skin and hair;
- With eyes wherein dwelt demons; flames, that shrank
- And grew;--familiars, who fixed me with glare
- As, raising claw-like hands when I drew near,
- Frog-like he croaked, “Thou fool! go seek her there!
- Woo her with thy heart’s actions! making clear
- Thy soul’s white passage for her coming feet!--
- In! in! thou fool! plunge in! Fear naught but fear!”
-
- Yet I have waited many weeks. Repeat.
- Acts of the heart with passionate offering
- Of love whose anguish makes it seven times sweet.
- Still all in vain, in vain. To-night I bring
- My self alone; my soul unfearing, see!
- My soul unto thee!--Shall the clay still cling
- Clogging fulfillment? and achievement be
- Balked still by flesh?--no! let me in--to die,
- Haply; or, for a moment’s mystery,
- Gaze in thine eyes: one splendid instant lie
- In thy white arms and bosom; and thy kiss,
- My elemental immortality!--
- Part of thy breathing waves, to laugh or hiss
- In foam; or winds, that rock the awful deeps,
- Or build with song vast temples for thy bliss.
- Wherein, responsive as thy white hand sweeps
- The chords of some sad shell, I’ll dream and roam
- Through glaucous chambers where the green day sleeps.
- Dead not with death, what secrets hath thy home
- Not mine then, epoched in exultant foam?...
- Deeper, down deeper! yea, at last I come!
-
-
-
-
- THE CAVERNS OF KAF
-
- (_Love Sensual_)
-
- “_‘Where am I?’ cried he; ‘what are these dreadful rocks? these
- valleys of darkness? are we arrived at the horrible
- Kaf?’_”--Vathek.
-
-
- One, Benreddin, I have heard,
- Near the town of Mosul sleeping,
- In a dream beheld a bird,
- Wonderful, with plumes of sweeping
- Whiteness, crowned pomegranate-red:
- And, it seemed, his soul it led,
- Brilliant as a blossom, keeping
- Near the Tigris as it fled.
-
- Following, at last he came
- To a haggard valley, shouldered
- Under peaks that had no name:
- Where it vanished. ’Mid the bouldered
- Savageness a woman, fair,
- In a white simarre, stood there,
- Auburn-haired; around whom smoldered
- Pensive lights of purple air.
-
- And she led him down to vast
- Caves of sardonyx, whose ceiling
- Domed one chrysoberyl. Blast
- On blast of music,--stealing
- Out of aural atmospheres,--
- Beat like surf upon his ears;
- Then receded, faintly pealing
- Psalteries and dulcimers.
-
- Living figures seemed to heave
- High the walls, where, wild, embattled,
- Warred Amshaspand and the Deev:
- Over all two splendors rattled
- Arms of Heaven, arms of Hell;
- Forms of flame that seemed to swell
- Godlike: Aherman who battled
- With Ormuzd he could not quell.
-
- There she left him wond’ring; till
- The reverberant music, drifting,
- Strong beyond his utmost will,
- Drew him onward where, high lifting
- Pillar and entablature,
- Vast with emblem, yawned a door--
- Valves of liquid lightning, shifting
- In and out and up and o’er.
-
- Through the door he swept: deep-domed,
- Green with serpentine and beryl,
- Loomed a cavern, crusted, foamed,
- Tortuous with gems of peril:
- Difficult, a colonnade
- Seemed, of satin-spar, to braid
- Deeps of labyrinthed and sterile
- Tiger-spar that, twisting, rayed.
-
- Dizzy stones of magic price
- Crammed volute and loaded corbel:
- Irridescent shafts of ice
- Leapt: with long reëchoed warble
- Waters unto waters sang:
- Crystal arc and column sprang
- Into fire as each marble
- Fountain flung its foam that rang.
-
- And around him, filled with sound,
- Streams of resonant colors jetted:
- Rainbow surf that interwound
- Crypts and arcades, crescent-fretted:
- Mists of citron and of roon;
- Lemon lights that mocked the moon;
- Shot with scarlet, veined and netted,
- Beating golden hearts of tune.
-
- Suns arose, of blinding blue;
- Moons of green-dilating splendor:
- In whose centers slowly grew
- Spots like serpents’ eyes that, slender,
- Glared; at first, prismatic beams;
- Then, intolerable gleams;
- Hissing trails of fire, tender
- As an houri’s breath that dreams.
-
- Characters of Arabic,
- Cabalistic, red as coral,
- Flashed through violet veils, so quick
- None might read: as if, in quarrel,
- Iran wrote of Turan there
- Hate and scorn, or, everywhere,
- Wrought some talisman of moral
- Strength no Afrit’s heart would dare.
-
- Sounding splendors drew him on
- To another cavern; hollow;
- Hewn of alabastar wan;
- Lucid; where his gaze could follow
- Caves in caves; transparent flights
- Rolling, lost in moving lights,
- Glaucous gold: he like a swallow
- O’er a lake the morning smites.
-
- Down the dome flashed out and in
- Instant faces of the Peris:
- Restless eyes of Deevs and Jinn
- In the walls watched: unseen Faeries
- Out of rainbows rained and tossed
- Flowers of fire full of frost;
- Blossoms where the fire varies,
- Gold and green and crimson-mossed.
-
- Then there met him, face to face,
- Seven odalisques of Heaven,
- Swinging in a silver space
- Flaming censers: and the seven,
- Crowned with stars of burning green,
- Seemed to turn to incense; seen,
- As it rose, to be a driven
- Hippogrif, or rosmarine.
-
- Aloes, Nard, and Ambergris,
- Sandal, Frankincense, and Civet,--
- Genii of the fragrances,--
- Rein each winged aroma; give it
- Spurs and race it down the lull
- Of the caverns, clouded dull
- With wild manes of musk; now vivid,
- Vaporous white and wonderful.
-
- And Benreddin’s aching soul,
- In each sense intoxicated,
- Reached, at last, what seemed the goal
- Of all passion: golden-gated,
- Vast, a fountain: where he saw
- Limbs of light without a flaw;
- Breasts and arms of bloom; that waited
- For his soul to nearer draw.
-
- Houri faces shimmered there;
- Fluid forms.--It, with a thunder
- Of wild music, like the hair
- Of a genie, flamed from under
- Caverns of the demon-world:
- Filled with voices, high it hurled,
- Calling him, with beckoning wonder
- Of cœrulean forms that swirled.
-
- And with burning lips and eyes
- In he plunged: hoarse laughter greeted,
- Demon laughter: then sad sighs,
- Dying downward: passion-heated
- Hands seemed drawing him away,
- Downward: where a rocking ray
- Flamed and swung, and Eblis-sheeted
- Shadows wandered ghostly gray.
-
- * * * * *
-
- And, ’tis said, that he was young,
- Young that morning. When the darting,
- Anguish-throated bulbuls sung,
- In the silent starlight starting,
- One, a Baghdad merchant, led
- By the hoarness of its head,
- Found what seemed a mummy: parting
- Hair from brow, Benreddin--dead.
-
-
-
-
- THE SALAMANDER
-
- (_Love Dæmonic_)
-
-“_The Fire-Philosophers, and the Rosicrucians, or Illuminati, taught
-that all knowable things (both of the soul and of the body) were evolved
-out of fire, and finally resolvable into it: and that fire was the last
-and the only-to-be known God: as that all things were capable of being
-searched down into it, and all things were capable of being thought up
-into it._”--The Rosicrucians.
-
-
- Once she breathed upon my eyes,
- Touched the soul that dreamed within me;
- All the magic that might win me
- Whispered to my heart with sighs--
- Darkness can not make them lies!...
-
- Bring me moly, hellebore!
- Mix them for my soul’s nepenthe,
- For my spirit’s dread Amenti,
- For the curse that comes once more
- With unutterable lore!
-
- Sunlight, starlight or the moon,
- Stormlight, firelight or the sheening
- Witchlight intimate no meaning
- Of her glory’s plenilune;
- Of her soul’s unriddled rune,
-
- And most awful beauty! nor
- Actual, nor yet ideal!--
- Insubstantial and yet real;
- Partly flame and partly star,
- Yet no part of what these are.
-
- I am hers and--woe is mine!...
- Has she drugged me with the sadness
- Of some elemental madness?--
- Like a demigod I pine
- ’Twixt the mortal and divine....
-
- When I see her, lo, she stands
- In the luminous electre
- Of a star: a smiling spectre
- With white scintillating hands
- Luring to unhallowed lands.
-
- Then, behold, in fearful file,
- A mirage of tower and terrace,
- Lawn and mountain range,--that buries
- Flame in frost,--looms! mile on mile
- Of her crescent-glowing Isle:
-
- Where the lurid waters lull
- Shores that roll the rainbow fire;
- Where, with living lute and lyre,
- Rose-red, swiftly as a gull,
- Glides her star-like galley’s hull.
-
- And, behold, before I know,
- I am where her walls of amber,
- Towers of limpid ruby, clamber
- Over terraces below
- Summits of refulgent snow.
-
- Lambent lazuli and shell
- Colonnade her courts of marble;
- Where, of lightning, fountains warble
- Out of basined pearl, or well
- Into hollowed carbuncle.
-
- Rosy silver seems her skin,
- And a flame her arm commanding,
- With its gleaming hand, me, standing
- At her gates, to enter in,
- Burning as a Seraphin.
-
- Lucid darkness are her eyes,
- Where the frozen fire smolders;
- And upon her shining shoulders,
- Like a tangible glitter, lies
- Auburn hair like sunset skies.
-
- Mouth of sibilant soft flame;
- Lilith lips, whose roses lighten
- With illusive love; and brighten
- With wild passion and the name
- Of desire no man may tame.
-
- Passion, and the thoughts that wed
- Love and loathing; such caresses
- Of sweet touch as naught expresses
- Here on Earth, yet full of dread,
- Madness, whereof death is bred.
-
- She hath drawn me to her lips;
- Borne me through her palace portal;
- And the fire, which is immortal,
- From me like a garment slips--
- Ah, the spirit-part’s eclipse!
-
- As when moon and planet swoon
- Unto each, my body kindles,
- Strangely, while my spirit dwindles,
- Like the Earth-o’ershadowed moon,
- Darkening from lune to lune.
-
- Then she laughs; and leads me where
- Cloudy, wild, chameleon color
- Marbles halls with hues, the duller
- For her astral presence there,
- Beaming white with beaming hair:
-
- Where, in roses purple pale,--
- Dropping like a ruby bubble
- Through the moon dust,--“double double,”
- Throbs the crimson nightingale,
- There she lures me with some tale.
-
- Or to where the scarlet snake
- Coils beneath great flaming flowers;
- Where the musk mimosa bowers
- Roll their rosy clouds, and make
- Sunset heavens of each lake.
-
- Where the bees and moths go by,
- Fiery diamond; opal-burning
- Butterflies, and iris-turning
- Peacock-painted birds, that vie
- With the flow’rs, like fragments fly
- Of wild rainbow: Where, in rills,
- Down the rocks, that lichens redden,
- Constellated moss and leaden
- Fungus glow; and all the hills,
- As with flames, the orchid fills.
-
- Where, in coruscating light,
- Glare the golden-checkered zinnias;
- And the bugle-bloomed gloxinias,
- Making morning of each height,
- Float like mists of ruby white.
-
- There, beneath some blazing vine,
- Where the liquid moonlight glitters
- Of a river,--coral litters
- Red with grail,--like prisms in wine
- I have watched the fishes shine.
-
- Or, o’er sunset-colored moss,
- Glow-worms trail their beryls; sprinkling
- Green the smouldering shade; while, twinkling,
- With convulsive sapphire gloss,
- Fireflies rained blue lights across.
-
- Where the reeds seemed rays of rose,
- And white mirrored moons, the lotus--
- Each a spirit giving notice
- Of the inner light that glows
- Where the under water flows--
-
- Shapes arose of flashing spray:--
- Where, a wild auroral splendor,
- Rolled the forest,--emerald-tender
- As the light of breaking day,--
- Beckoned forms of starry ray.
-
- Through the violetish light,
- Winged with nautilus and lily
- Flame, adown the forests stilly
- Vistas, moony whirls of white,
- Floated shapes with eyes of night.
-
- I must follow where she leads.--
- Blinding portals of her castle
- To my entering feet are facile....
- Love no terrible trumpet needs
- At her gates to bugle deeds....
-
- Lo, my being never veils
- Aught from her. To her caresses
- All my heart knows it confesses
- With a faith that never fails,
- Though it hears the truth that wails
- In its soul’s admonishment,
- Of the curse that sits in session
- In each amorous expression
- Of her love; its violent
- Flame, by which my life is rent.
-
- I have drained the feverish cup
- Of all darkness. Made a leman
- Of an elemental demon;
- And my soul lies, staring up,
- Draining poison at each sup.--
-
- While she smiles on me ’tis well:
- I shall follow, though she make me
- What her self is; never wake me
- From the dream I can not tell,
- That is neither heaven nor hell:
-
- Where I drink mesmeric gold
- Of wild vision,--that romances
- In informing Protean fancies
- With a beauty never old,
- And emotion never cold.--
-
- Let me drink and never wake
- From the trances that environ
- Me, and ’neath the subtle siren
- See the demon, like a snake,
- With destroying eyes that ache.
-
- While the slow laconic look
- Of her eyes express no censure,
- Gazing in them, I adventure,--
- Far beyond the wisest book,--
- Ways her serpent fancy took.
-
- Yet I know I reverence
- One whose gaze in God’s negation;
- One who, like an emanation
- Of all evil, chains my sense
- With satanic influence.
-
- Yet, while still I hear her say,
- “One more kiss before the morning!
- One more bliss for love’s adorning!
- One more kiss ere break of day,”
- Still my soul with her must stay.
-
- Stay, nor know, nor ever see!
- Till her basilisk beauty flashes,
- And the curse, from out the ashes
- Of her passion, fiery,
- Strikes--destroying utterly.
-
-
-
-
- LYANNA.
-
-“_These elementary beings, we are told, were by their constitution more
-long-lived than man, but with this essential disadvantage, that at death
-they wholly ceased to exist. In the meantime they were inspired with an
-earnest desire for immortality; and there was one way left for them, by
-which this desire might be gratified. If they were so happy as to awaken
-in any of the initiated (Rosicrucians) a passion, the end of which was
-marriage, then the sylph became immortal._”--Godwin’s “Lives of the
-Necromancers.”
-
-
- Summer came over the Indian Ocean
- Girdled with fire, tiaraed with light;
- Her eyes all languor, her lips--a potion
- To quaff--of poppy. And gold and white
- She flashed and sparkled; all gleam and motion,
- All blush and blossom she came; and I,
- Of the race of the sylphs, o’er the Indian Ocean
- Followed her through the sky.
-
- Self-exiled so from the sylphs that cluster,
- Pulsing with pearl and burning with blue,
- In domes of the dawn,--where the organs bluster
- Low of the winds,--where they glow like dew
- As the day dreams up, and their armies muster,
- Ranges of glitter, in cloudy gold,
- At the gates of the Dawn, of blinding luster,
- To forth when her gates unfold.
-
- For Summer murmured me, “Follow! follow!”
- Whispered one word that was all of love.--
- Winged with the speed of the sweeping swallow,
- I followed the word she had breathed above:
- “Follow! follow!”--the god Apollo
- Never followed, with speed as strong
- The flying nymph through holt and hollow,
- As I that word of song.
-
- Fleet as the winds are fleet, yea, and fleeter
- Far than the stars that throb, like foam,
- Through the firmament’s blue, in musical metre
- Winnowed my wings; and the golden gloam
- Rang; and life was a passion, completer
- Than a life in Eden; and love,--a lyre
- That sang in my heart and made life sweeter
- With hope,--a leaping fire.
-
- Thus to the north my wings went maying
- Radiant ways, till a castle shone
- Gaunt on great cliffs, with the late skies graying
- O’er walls of war and their towers lone,
- With tortuous steps to the sea, where, spraying,
- Thundered the breakers; and terrace and stair,
- Rock o’er the waters, rose rosy and raying
- Deep in the sunset’s glare.
-
- A dewdrop burns when the dawn lights prickle:
- And all my being tingled with light,
- Bloomed when I saw her, tarrying fickle,
- White on the castled height:
- Slender she shone as the moon in sickle,
- The slim new-moon, like a pearl-pale streak;
- And golden, too, as the honey-trickle
- Of combs where the wax is weak.
-
- In dreams I came to her, lo! as a vision:
- Yea, by her side as a dream I stood;
- To her innermost spirit I sighed my mission,
- In the vestal ear of her maidenhood:
- And she deemed me a dream; and I made a prison
- Of my arms for her soul while she, smiling, slept:
- Her body lay still, but her soul had arisen,
- And looked on my face and wept:
-
- “Lyanna, I hoop thee with arms of fire!”--
- My words were music, a harp afloat,--
- “Lyanna, my heart is a vibrant wire,
- Thy love is its only note.
- Let it sing forever. Let it sound entire,
- Full as the angels’ who hover and harp
- To the glory that’s God, like a golden lyre
- Borne in a beam that is sharp....
-
- “Behold me, thy rose! full of flame and splendor!
- Thy rose to pluck: thy ruby bloom:
- Thy sylphid rose, with eyes that are tender;
- Lips that are fire; and limbs of perfume
- And fragrant fire: thy heart’s defender!
- Thy airy lover!” ... And, bending above,
- Sweeter my speech than a flower’s that, slender,
- Tells to the stars its love.
-
- Lo, as I spoke, with thoughts that thicken,
- Her heart seemed filled; and she spoke; but sleep
- Shadowed her words, till my kiss did quicken
- And free, like stars from the night that leap:--
- “Long I have waited; and long did sicken
- To clasp thee thus, O my rose of love!
- Oft have I dreamed of thee, yea, and was stricken
- With joy at the thought thereof.
-
- “White are the clouds; but I saw thee whiter
- ’Mid dazzling domes of the dawn; and knew
- Tho’ bright are God’s stars, that thine eyes were brighter,
- Brighter and burning blue.
- And my heart was thine, though it held thee slighter
- Than hues that the mists of the morning take:
- And waited and yearned, and the yearning tighter
- Than tears in the hearts that break.
-
- “‘Lyanna! Lyanna!’ I heard thee ever
- Calling ‘Lyanna,’ a ripple of flame:
- ‘Lyanna! Lyanna!’ like song forever;
- And I marveled at my name.
- The sound was such--that if stars could sever
- And silver-syllable a word of beams,
- So would it sound.--I turned; but never
- Beheld thee, only in dreams.
-
- “Thou walkedst a beauty afar: a glitter
- Of gleaming aroma: and I, with moan,
- Reached thee my arms: but thy gaze was bitter,
- Calmer and sterner than stone:
- Avoiding thou passedst in scorn: a sitter,
- I seemed, on the uttermost bounds of bliss:
- When, lo! on the wind,--a flame, a flitter
- Of fire,--thy laugh, and thy kiss!”--
-
- I had won her love. And, behold! the thunder
- Trumpeted tempest: I heard the seas
- Lunge at the walls like a roaring wonder,
- And the rain-wind sing in the trees.--
- Lyanna my bride.--And the heavens asunder
- Rushed--chasms of glaring storm, where poured
- The thunder’s cataracts, rolling under--
- And showed me, horde on horde,
-
- The shouting spirits of storm.--The portal
- Of sleep was riven; she rose, and saw:
- And I said to her soul, “Of the utterly mortal
- Mine the eternal lot and law.”--
- “I love thee!” she answered.--And I, “Immortal
- Am I through thy love!” ... And so we fled....
- Behold! when they came in the morn, astartle,
- Men whispered--“Lyanna is dead!”
-
-
-
-
- THE SPIRITS OF LIGHT AND DARKNESS
-
-
- _Voices of Darkness_
-
- Ere the birth of Death and of Time,
- And of Hell, with its tears and its torments:
- Ere the waves of heat and of rime,
- And the winds to the heavens were as garments:
- Cloud-like in the womb of Space,
- Mist-like from her monster womb,
- We sprang, a myriad race
- Of thunder and tempest and gloom.
-
-
- _Voices of Light_
-
- As from the evil good
- Springs, and desire:
- As the white lily’s hood
- Buds from the mire:
- So from this midnight brood
- Sprang we with fire.
-
-
- _Voices of Darkness_
-
- We had lain for long ages asleep
- In her bosom, a bulk of torpor,
- When down through the vasts of the deep
- Clove a sound, like the notes of a harper:
- Clove a sound, and the horrors grew
- Tumultuous with turbulent night,
- With whirlwinds of blackness that blew,
- And storm that was godly in might.
- And the walls of our dungeon were shattered
- Like the crust of a fire-wrecked world:
- As torrents of clouds that are scattered,
- From the womb of the deep we were hurled.
-
-
- _Voices of Light_
-
- Us in unholy thought
- Patiently lying,
- Eöns of violence wrought,
- Violence defying;
- When, on a mighty wind,
- Voiced of a godly mind,
- Big with a motive kind,
- Girdled with wonder,
- Flame and a strength of song,
- Rolling vast light along,
- Thundered the Word, and Wrong
- Vanished,--and we were strong,
- Strong as the thunder.
-
-
- _Voices of Darkness_
-
- We people the lower spaces,
- Where our cities of silence make scorn
- Of the sun, and our shadowy faces
- Are safe from the splendors of morn.
- Our homes are wrecked worlds and each planet
- Whose sun is a light that is sped;
- Bleak moons, whose cold bodies of granite
- Are hollow and flameless and dead.
-
-
- _Voices of Light_
-
- We in the living sun
- Live like a passion:
- Ere the sad Earth begun
- We and the sun were one,
- As God did fashion.
- Lo! from our burning hands,
- Flung like inspired brands,
- Sowed we the worlds, like sands,
- Countless as ocean:
- And ’tis our breath gives life,
- Life to those stars, all rife
- With iridescent strife,
- Music and motion.
-
-
- _Voices of Darkness_
-
- We joy in the hate of all mortals;
- Inspire their crimes and the thought
- That falters and halts at the portals
- Of actions, intentions unwrought.
- We cover the face of to-morrow:
- We frown in the hours that be:
- We breathe in the presence of sorrow:
- And death and destruction are we.
-
-
- _Voices of Light_
-
- We are man’s hope and ease,
- Joy and his pleasure;
- Authors of love and peace,
- Love that shall never cease,
- Free as the azure.
- Lo! we but look, and light
- Heartens the world with might,
- Vanquishes death and night
- Hate and its burnings:
- And from our bosoms stream
- Beauty and yearnings
- For a diviner dream,
- Higher discernings.
-
-
- _Voices of the Break of Day_
-
- Morning and birth are ours;
- Light that is blown
- From our fair lips; and flowers,
- Dropped from our hands in showers,
- Seeds that are sown:
- Song and the bursting buds,
- Life of the fields and floods;
- Strength that’s full-grown:
- And, from our beryl jars,
- Filled with the clouds and stars,
- Pour we the winds and dew;
- While by our eyes of blue
- Darkness is rent in two,
- Conquered and strown.
-
-
- _Voices of the Dawn_
-
- Ye in your darkness are
- Dark and infernal;
- Subject to death and mar!
- But in the spaces far,
- Like our effulgent star,
- We are eternal.
-
-
-
-
- THE WATER WITCH
-
-
- See! the milk-white doe is wounded.
- He will follow as it bounds
- Through the woods. His horn has sounded,
- Echoing, for his men and hounds.
- But no answering bugle blew.
- He has lost his retinue
- For the shapely deer that bounded
- Past him when his bow he drew.
-
- Not one hound or huntsman follows.
- Through the underbrush and moss
- Goes the slot; and in the hollows
- Of the hills, that he must cross,
- He has lost it. He must fare
- Over rocks where she-wolves lair;
- Wood-pools where the wild-boar wallows:
- So he leaves his hunter there.
-
- Through his mind then flashed an olden
- Legend told him by the monks:--
- Of a girl, whose hair is golden,
- Haunting fountains and the trunks
- Of the woodlands; who, they say,
- Is a white doe all the day,
- But when woods are night-enfolden
- Turns into an evil fay.
-
- Then the story once his teacher
- Told him: of a mountain lake
- Demons dwell in; vague of feature,
- Human-like; but each a snake,
- She is queen of.--Did he hear
- Laughter at his startled ear?
- Or a bird?--And now, what creature
- Is it,--or the wind,--stirs near?
-
- Fever of the hunt! This water,
- Falling here, will cool his head.
- Through the forest, dyed in slaughter,
- Slants the sunset; ruby-red
- Are the drops that slip between
- Hollowed hands, while on the green,--
- Like the couch of some wild daughter
- Of the forest,--he doth lean.
-
- But the runnel, bubbling, dripping,
- Seems to bid him to be gone;
- As with crystal words and tripping
- Steps of sparkle luring on.
- Now a spirit in the rocks
- Calls him; now a face that mocks,
- From behind some boulder slipping,
- Laughs at him through lilied locks.
-
- And he follows through the flowers,
- Blue and gold, that blossom there;
- Thridding twilight-haunted bowers
- Where each ripple seems the bare
- Beauty of white limbs that gleam
- Rosy through the running stream;
- Or bright-shaken hair, that showers
- Starlight in the sunset’s beam.
-
- Till, far in the forest, sleeping
- Like a luminous darkness, lay
- A deep water, wherein, leaping,
- Fell the Fountain of the Fay,
- With a singing, sighing sound,
- As of spirit things around,
- Musically laughing, weeping
- In the air and underground.
-
- Not a ripple o’er it merried:
- Like the round moon in a cloud,
- In its rocks the lake lay buried:
- And strange creatures seemed to crowd
- Its dark depths: dim limbs and eyes
- To the surface seemed to rise
- Spawn-like; or, all formless, ferried
- Through the water shadow-wise.
-
- Foliage things with woman faces,
- Demon-dreadful, pale and wild
- As the forms the lightning traces
- On the clouds the storm has piled
- In the darkness.--On the strand--
- What is that which now doth stand?--
- ’Tis a woman: and she places
- On his arm a spray-white hand.
-
- Ah! two mystic worlds of sorrow
- Were her eyes; her hair, a place
- Whence the moon its gold might borrow;
- And a dream of ice her face:
- Round her hair and throat in rims
- Pearls of foam hung; and through whims
- Of her robe, as breaks the morrow,
- Gleamed the rose-light of her limbs.
-
- Who could help but gaze with gladness
- On such beauty? though within,
- Deep within the beryl sadness
- Of those eyes, the serpent sin
- Seemed to coil.--She placed her cheek
- Chilly upon his, and weak
- With love-longing and its madness
- Grew he. Then he heard her speak:--
-
- “Dost thou love me?”--“If surrender
- Of the soul means love, I love.”
- “Dost not fear me?”--“Fear?--more slender
- Art thou than a wildwood dove.
- Yet I fear--I fear to lose
- Thee, thy love.”--“And thou dost choose
- Aye to be my heart’s defender?”--
- “Take me. I am thine to use.”
-
- “Follow then.--Ah, love, no lowly
- Home I give thee.”--With fixed eyes
- To the water’s edge she slowly
- Drew him.... Nor did he surmise
- Who this creature was, until
- O’er his face the foam closed chill,
- Whispering, and the lake unholy
- Rippled, rippled and was still.
-
-
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-
- THE SUCCUBA
-
-
- I have dreams where I believe
- That a queen of some dim palace,
- One, whose name is Genevieve,
- Weighs me with her love or malice:
- She is dead and yet my bride:
- And she glimmers at my side
- Offering a crystal chalice
- Filled with fire, diamond-dyed.
-
- I have dreams. Ah, would that I
- Might forget them!--I remember
- How her gaze, all icily
- Draws me, like a glowing ember,
- Up her castle-stair’s pale-paved
- Alabaster, from the waved
- Ocean, grayer than November,
- Where I linger, soul-enslaved.
-
- Walls of shadow and of night
- Lit with casements full of fire,
- Somber red or piercing white:
- As the wind breathes lower, higher,
- Round the towers spirit-things
- Whisper, and the haunted strings
- Moan of each huge, plangent lyre
- Set upon its four chief wings.
-
- In its corridors at tryst
- Flame-eyed phantoms meet. Its sparry
- Halls are misty amethyst:
- Battlemented ’neath the starry
- Skies it looms; the strange unknown
- Skies where, green as glow-worms, sown,
- Gloom the stars; the moon hangs barry
- Beryl, low and large and lone....
-
- Can it be a witch is she?
- Or a vampire? she, far whiter
- Than the spirits of the sea!--
- She whose eyes are cold, yet brighter
- Than her throat’s pale jewels. Lo!
- Flame she is though seeming snow:
- And her love lies tighter, tighter
- On my heart than utter woe.
-
- Though I dream, it seems I live;
- And my heart is sick with sorrow
- Of the love that it must give
- To her; passion, it must borrow
- Of herself, unhallowed, vain;
- Then return it her again:
- Thus she holds me; and to-morrow
- Still will hold with sweetest pain.
-
- In her garden’s moon-white space
- Strangest flowers bloom: huge lilies,
- Each one with a human face;
- Knots of spirit-amaryllis;
- Cactus-bulks with pulpy blooms
- Gnome-like in the silver glooms;
- And dim deeps of daffadillies,
- Fay-like, brimming faint perfumes.
-
- But to me their fragrance seems
- Poison; and their lambent lustre,
- Spun of twilight and of dreams,
- Poison; and each pearly cluster
- Hides a serpent’s fang. And I,
- Looking from an oriel, sigh;
- For my soul is fain to muster
- Heart to breathe of them and die.
-
- Then I feel big eyes, as bright
- As the sea-stars. Gray with glitter,
- She behind me, moony white,
- Smiles, ’mid hangings wherein flitter
- Loves and deeds of Amadis
- Darkly worked. And then her kiss
- On my mouth falls; sweet and bitter
- With a bliss that is not bliss.
-
- And I kiss her eyes and hair;
- Smooth her tresses till their golden
- Glimmer sparkles. Everywhere
- Shapes of strange aromas, holden
- Of the walls, around us troop;
- And in golden loop on loop,--
- Of the lull’d eyes vague beholden,--
- Forms of music o’er us stoop.
-
- Yet I see beneath it all,
- All this sorcery, a devil,
- Beautiful, and white, and tall,
- Broods with shadowy eyes of evil:
- She, who must resume with morn
- Her true shape: a cactus-thorn,
- Monstrous, on some lonely level
- Of that demon-world forlorn.
-
- I have dreams where I believe
- That a queen of some dim palace,
- One, whose name is Genevieve,
- Weighs me with her love or malice:
- And all night I am her slave
- There beside the demon wave,
- Where I drain the loathsome chalice
- Of her love, that is my grave.
-
-
-
-
- MASKS
-
- _Cucullus non facit monachum_
-
-
- Live it down! as you have spoken
- You could live it ere you knew
- What love was--“a bauble broken,
- Foolish, of a thing untrue.”--
- You, Viola, with your beauty,
- Cloistered, die a nun? No! you--
- You must wed: it is your duty.
-
- There’s your poniard; for the second
- In this tazza dropped: the blood
- On it scarcely hard.... I reckoned
- Happily that hour we stood
- There upon your palace-stairway,
- How, with the Franciscan hood
- Cowled, I said, there was a bare way.
-
- In the minster there I found it--
- Our revenge. I saw him, wild,
- Stalking towards the church: around it
- Dogged him, marking how he smiled
- In the moonlight where I waited.
- When the great clock, beating, dialed
- Ten, I knew he would be mated.
-
- Heaven or my better devil!--
- Hardly had his sword and plume
- Vanished in the dark, when, level
- On the long lagoon, did loom,
- Under moonlight-woven arches,
- Her slim gondola: all gloom:
- One tall gondolier: no torches.
-
- Dusky gondolas kept bringing
- Revellers: and far the night
- Rang with instruments and singing.--
- From the imbricated light
- Of the oar-vibrating water,
- Gliding up the stairway, white,
- Velvet-masked,--the count’s own daughter!
-
- Quick I met her: whispered, “Flora,
- Gaston.--_Mia_, till they go,
- One brief moment here, Siora.--
- She’ll perceive us--she, below,
- See! the duchess’ diamonds sparkling
- Round the inviolable glow
- Of her throat--there, dimly darkling:
-
- “That’s Viola!” ... Thus I drew her
- In the church’s ancient pile--
- Under her black mask I knew her,
- By her chin, her lips, her smile.
- Through one marble-foliated
- Window fell the moon-rays. While
- All the maskers passed we waited.
-
- I had drawn the dagger. Turning
- Called her by her name. Some lie
- Of a passion sighed, her burning
- Hand in mine; when, stalking by,
- In the square, _his_ form bejeweled
- Gleamed. My very blood burned dry
- With the hate his presence fueled.
-
- Our revenge! up-pushing slightly
- Cowl, the mask fell, and revealed
- Balka, as the poniard whitely
- Flashed. The hollow nave re-pealed
- One long shriek the loft repeated.
- Swift, I stabbed her thrice. She reeled
- Dead. I thought of you, the heated
-
- Horror on my hands; and tarried
- Still as silence. Drawn aside
- On her face the mask hung, married
- To its camphor-pallor: wide
- Eyes with terror--stone. One second
- I regretted; then defied
- All remorse. Your promise beckoned;
-
- And I left her. Love had pointed
- Me this way. I walked the way
- Clear-eyed and ... it has anointed
- Us fast lovers?--Do not say,
- Now, that you will go and nun it!
- For this man who scorned you?--Nay!--
- Live to hate him! You ’ve begun it.
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-
-
-
- CARMEN
-
-
- _La Gitanilla_, tall dragoons
- In Andalusian afternoons,
- With ogling eye and compliment,
- Smiled on you as along you went
- Some sleepy street of old Seville;
- Twirled with a military skill
- Moustaches; buttoned uniforms
- Of Spanish yellow bowed your charms.
-
- Proud, wicked head, and hair blue-black,
- Whence the mantilla, half thrown back,
- Discovered shoulders and bold breast
- Bohemian brown. And you were dressed
- In some short skirt of gypsy red
- Of smuggled stuff; and stockings,--dead
- White silk,--that, worn with many a hole,
- Let the plump leg peep through; while stole,
- Now in, now out, your dainty toes,
- Sheathed in morocco shoes, with bows
- Of scarlet ribbon.--Flirtingly
- You walked by me; and I did see
- Your oblique eyes, your sensuous lip
- That gnawed the rose I saw you flip
- At bashful José’s nose while loud
- The gaunt guards laughed among the crowd.
- And in your brazen chemise thrust,
- Heaved with the swelling of your bust,
- A bunch of white acacia blooms
- Whiffed past my nostrils hot perfumes.
-
- As in a cool _neveria_
- I ate an ice with Mérimée,
- Dark Carmencita, very gay
- You passed, with light and lissome tread,
- All holiday bedizenéd;
- A new mantilla on your head:
- Your crimson dress gleamed, spangled fierce;
- And crescent gold, hung in your ears,
- Shone, wrought Morisco; and each shoe,
- Of Cordovan leather, buckled blue,
- Glanced merriment; and from large arms
- To well-turned ankles all your charms
- Blew flutterings and glitterings
- Of satin bands and beaded strings:
- Around each tight arm, twisted gold
- Coiled serpents, and, a single fold,
- Wreathed wrists; each serpent’s jeweled head,
- With rubies set, convulsive red.
- In flowers and trimmings, to the jar
- Of mandolin and gay guitar,
- You in the grated patio
- Danced: the curled coxcombs’ staring row
- Rang pleased applause. I saw you dance,
- With wily motion and glad glance,
- Voluptuous, the wild _romalis_,
- Where every movement was a kiss,
- A song, a poem, interwound
- With your Basque tambourine’s dull sound.
- I,--as the ebon castanets
- Clucked out dry time in unctuous jets,--
- Saw angry José through the grate
- Glare on us, a pale face of hate,
- When some indecent officer
- Presumed too lewdly to you there.
-
- Some still night in Seville: the street
- Candilejo: two shadows meet:
- Swift sabres flash within the moon--
- Clash rapidly.--A dead dragoon.
-
-
-
-
- AT NINEVEH
-
-
- There was a princess once, who loved the slave
- Of an Assyrian king, her father; known
- At Nineveh as Hadria; o’er whose grave
- The sands of centuries have long been blown;
- Yet sooner shall the night forget its stars
- Than love her story:--How, unto his throne,
- One day she came, where, with his warriors,
- The King sat in his hall of audience,
- ’Mid pillared trophies of barbaric wars,
- And, kneeling to him, asked, “O father, whence
- Comes love and why?”--He, smiling on her said,--
- “O Hadria, love is of the gods, and hence
- Divine, is only soul-interpreted.
- But why love is, ah, child, we do not know,
- Unless ’t is love that gives us life when dead.”--
- And then his daughter, with a face aglow
- With all the love that clamored in her blood
- Its sweet avowal, lifted arms of snow,
- And, like Aurora’s rose, before him stood,
- Saying,--“Since love is of the powers above,
- I love a slave, O Asshur!--Let the good
- The gods have giv’n be sanctioned.--Speak not of
- Dishonor and our line’s ancestral dead!
- _They_ are imperial dust. _I_ live and love.”--
- Black as black storm then rose the King and said,--
- A lightning gesture sweeping at her there,--
- “Enough! ho, Rhana, strike me off her head!”
- And at the mandate, with his limbs half bare
- A slave strode forth. Majestic was his form
- As some young god’s. He, gathering up her hair,
- Wound it three times around his sinewy arm;
- Then drew his sword. It for one moment shone
- A semicircling light, and, dripping warm,
- Lifting the head he stood before the throne.
- Then said the despot, “By the horn of Bel!
- This was no child of mine!”--Like chiseled stone
- Stern stood the slave, a son of Israel.
- Then striding towards the monarch, in his eye
- The wrath of heaven and the hate of hell,
- Shrieked, “Beast! I loved her! look on us and die!”
- Swifter than fire clove him to the brain.
- Then kissed her face, and, holding it on high,
- Cried out, “Judge thou, O God, between us twain!”
- And, fifty daggers in his heart, fell slain.
-
-
-
-
- SENORITA
-
-
- An agate black, her roguish eyes
- Claim no proud lineage of the skies,
- No starry blue; but of good earth
- The reckless witchery and mirth.
-
- Looped in her raven hair’s repose,
- A hot aroma, one red rose
- Droops; envious of that loveliness,
- Through being near which, its is less.
-
- Twin sea-shells hung with pearls, her ears;
- Whose delicate rosiness appears
- Part of the pearls; whose pallid fire
- Binds the attention these inspire.
-
- One slim hand crumples up the lace
- About her bosom’s swelling grace;
- A ruby at her samite throat
- Lends the required color-note.
-
- The moon brings up the violet night
- An urn of pearly-chaliced light;
- And from the dark-railed balcony
- She stoops and waves her fan at me.
-
- O’er orange blossoms and the rose
- Vague, odorous lips the South Wind blows,
- Peopling the night with whispers of
- Romance and palely passionate love.
-
- And now she speaks; and seems to reach
- My soul like song that learned its speech
- From some dim instrument--who knows?--
- Or flow’r, a dulcimer or rose.
-
-
-
-
- SINCE THEN
-
-
- I found myself among the trees
- What time the reapers ceased to reap;
- And in the sunflower-blooms the bees
- Huddled brown heads and went to sleep,
- Rocked by the balsam-breathing breeze.
-
- I saw the red fox leave his lair,
- A shaggy shadow, on the knoll;
- And, tunnelling his thoroughfare
- Beneath the soil, I watched the mole--
- Stealth’s own self could not take more care.
-
- I heard the death-moth tick and stir,
- Slow-honeycombing through the bark;
- I heard the cricket’s drowsy chirr,
- And one lone beetle burr the dark--
- The sleeping woodland seemed to purr.
-
- And then the moon rose: and a white
- Low bough of blossoms--grown almost
- Where, ere you died, ’t was our delight
- To tryst,--dear heart!--I thought your ghost:
- --The wood is haunted since that night.
-
-
-
-
- AFTER DEATH
-
-
- At moonset, when ghost speaks with ghost
- And spirits meet where once they sinned,
- Between the whispering wood and coast,
- My soul met her soul on the wind,
- My late-lost Evalind.
-
- I kissed her mouth. Her face was wild.
- Two burning shadows were her eyes,
- Wherein the love,--that once had smiled
- A heartbreak smile,--in some strange wise,
- I did not recognize.
-
- Then suddenly I seemed to see
- How sin had damned my soul and doomed
- To wander thus eternally
- With love and loathing, that assumed
- The form of her entombed.
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-
-
-
-
- THE OLD MAN DREAMS
-
-
- The blackened walnut in its spicy hull
- Rots where it fell;
- And, in the orchard, where the trees stand full,
- The pear’s brown bell
- Drops; and the log-house in the bramble lane,
- From whose low door
- Stretch yellowing acres of the corn and cane,
- He sees once more.
-
- The cat-bird sings upon its porch of pine;
- And o’er its gate,
- All slender-podded, twists the trumpet-vine
- Its leafy weight:
- And in the woodland, by the spring, mayhap,
- With eyes of joy
- Again he bends to set a rabbit-trap,
- A brown-faced boy.
-
- Then, whistling, through the underwoods he goes,
- Out of the wood,
- Where, with young cheeks, red as an autumn rose,
- In gingham hood,
- His sweetheart waits, her school-books on her arm:
- And now it seems
- Beside his chair bends down his wife’s fair form--
- The old man dreams.
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-
-
-
- MEMORIES
-
-
- Here where Love lies perishéd,
- Look not in upon the dead,
- Lest the shadowy curtains, shaken
- In my Heart’s dark chamber, waken
- Ghosts, beneath whose garb of sorrow
- Whilom gladness bows his head:
- When you come at morn, to-morrow,
- Look not in upon the dead,
- Here where Love lies perishéd.
-
- Here where Love lies cold interred,
- Let no syllable be heard,
- Lest the hollow echoes, housing
- In my Soul’s deep tomb, arousing
- Wake a voice of woe, once laughter
- Claimed and clothed in joy’s own word:
- When you come at dusk, or after,
- Let no syllable be heard,
- Here where Love lies cold interred.
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-
-
-
- MARCH AND MAY
-
-
- Windy the sky and mad;
- Surly the gray March day;
- Bleak the forests and sad,--
- Oh, that it only were May!
-
- On maples, tasseled with red,
- No blithe bird, fluting, swung;
- The brook, in its swollen bed,
- Raved on in an unknown tongue.
-
- We walked in the wind-tossed wood:
- Her face as the May’s was fair;
- Her blood was the May’s own blood;
- And May’s her radiant hair.
-
- And we found in the woodland wild
- One cowering violet,
- Like a frail and timorous child,
- In the caked leaves bowed and wet.
-
- And I said, “We have walked in vain!
- To find but this shivering bud,
- Weighed down with its weight of rain,
- Crouched here in the wild March wood.”
-
- But she said, “Though the day be sad,
- And the skies be dark with fate,
- There is always something glad
- That will help our hearts to wait.
-
- “Look, now, at this beautiful thing,
- In this wood’s wild hollow curled!
- ’Tis a promise of joy and spring,
- And of love, to the waiting world.
-
- “Ah, the sinless Earth is fair,
- And man’s are the sin and the gloom--
- Come, bury the days that were,
- And look to’ard the days to come!”
-
- * * * * *
-
- And the May came on with her charms,
- With twinkle and rustle of feet;
- Blooms stormed from her luminous arms
- And songs that were wildly sweet.
-
- Now I think of her words that day,
- This day that I longed so to see,
- That finds her dead with the May,
- And my life but a withered tree.
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-
-
- IN AUTUMN
-
-
- I
-
- Sunflowers wither and lilies die,
- Poppies are pods of seeds;
- The first red leaves on the pathway lie,
- Like blood of a heart that bleeds.
-
- Weary alway will it be to-day,
- Weary and wan and wet;
- Dawn and noon will the clouds hang gray,
- And the autumn wind will sigh and say,
- “He comes not yet, not yet,
- Weary alway, alway!”
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-
- II
-
- Hollyhocks bend all tattered and torn,
- Marigolds all are gone;
- The last pale rose lies all forlorn,
- Like love that is trampled on.
-
- Weary, ah me! to-night will be,
- Weary and wild and hoar;
- Rain and mist will blow from the sea,
- And the wind will sob in the autumn tree,
- “He comes no more, no more.
- Weary, ah me! ah me!”
-
-
-
-
-“WHEN SHE DRAWS NEAR”
-
-
- I
-
- When she draws near,
- I seem to hear
- The shy approach of some wild innocence:
- As if--in acorn crown--
- A dryad should step down
- From some dim oak-tree where the woods are dense.
-
-
- II
-
- When she’s with me,
- I seem to see
- The brambles blossom where just touched her dress:
- As, with her love’s perfume,
- She touches into bloom
- The thorns of life and gives them loveliness.
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-
-
-
- REED CALL FOR APRIL
-
-
- I
-
- When April comes, and pelts with buds
- And apple-blooms each orchard space,
- And takes the dogwood-whitened woods
- With rain and sunshine of her moods,
- Like your fair face, like your sweet face:
-
- It’s honey for the bud and dew,
- And honey for the heart!
- And, oh, to be away with you
- Beyond the town and mart.
-
-
- II
-
- When April comes and tints the hills
- With gold and beryl that rejoice,
- And from her airy apron spills
- The laughter of the winds and rills,
- Like your young voice, like your sweet voice:
-
- It’s gladness for God’s bending blue,
- And gladness for the heart!
- And, oh, to be away with you
- Beyond the town and mart.
-
-
- III
-
- When April comes, and binds and girds
- The world with warmth that breathes above,
- And to the breeze flings all her birds,
- Whose songs are welcome as the words
- Of you I love, O you I love:
-
- It’s music for all things that woo,
- And music for the heart!
- And, oh, to be away with you
- Beyond the town and mart.
-
-
-
-
- HER VIOLIN
-
-
- I
-
- Her violin!--Again begin
- The dream-notes of her violin;
- And tall and fair, with gold-brown hair,
- I seem to see her standing there,
- Soft-eyed and sweetly slender:
- The room again, with strain on strain,
- Vibrates to Love’s melodious pain,
- As, sloping slow, is poised her bow,
- While round her form the golden glow
- Of sunset spills its splendor.
-
-
- II
-
- Her violin!--Now deep, now thin,
- Again I hear her violin;
- And, dream by dream, again I seem
- To see the love-light’s tender gleam
- Beneath her eyes’ long lashes:
- While to my heart she seems a part
- Of her pure song’s inspired art;
- And, as she plays, the rosy grays
- Of twilight halo hair and face,
- While sunset burns to ashes.
-
-
- III
-
- O violin!--Cease, cease within
- My soul, O haunting violin!
- In vain, in vain, you bring again,
- Back from the past, the blissful pain
- Of all the love then spoken;
- When on my breast, at happy rest,
- A sunny while her head was pressed--
- Peace, peace to these wild memories!
- For, like my heart naught remedies,
- Her violin lies broken.
-
-
-
-
- MEETING IN SUMMER
-
-
- A tranquil bar
- Of rosy twilight under dusk’s first star.
-
- A glimmering sound
- Of whispering waters over grassy ground.
-
- A sun-sweet smell
- Of fresh-reaped hay from dewy field and dell.
-
- A lazy breeze
- Jostling the ripeness from the apple-trees.
-
- A vibrant cry,
- Passing, then gone, of bullbats in the sky.
-
- And faintly now
- The katydid upon the shadowy bough.
-
- And far off then
- The little owl within the lonely glen.
-
- And soon, full soon,
- The silvery arrival of the moon.
-
- And, to your door,
- The path of roses I have trod before.
-
- And, sweetheart, you!
- Among the roses and the moonlit dew.
-
-
-
-
- HER VIVIEN EYES
-
-
- Her Vivien eyes,--beware! beware!--
- Though they be stars, a deadly snare
- They set beneath her night of hair.
- Regard them not! lest, drawing near--
- As sages once in old Chaldee--
- Thou shouldst become a worshiper,
- And they thy evil destiny.
-
- Her Vivien eyes,--away! away!--
- Though they be springs, remorseless they
- Gleam underneath her brow’s bright day.
- Turn, turn aside, whate’er the cost!
- Lest in their deeps thou lures behold,
- Through which thy captive soul were lost,
- As was young Hylas once of old.
-
- Her Vivien eyes,--take heed! take heed!--
- Though they be bibles, none may read
- Therein of God or Holy Creed.
- Look, look away! lest thou be cursed,--
- As Merlin was, romances tell,--
- And in their sorcerous spells immersed,
- Hoping for Heaven thou chance on Hell.
-
-[Illustration:
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- I look into thy heart and then I know
- The wondrous poetry of the long-ago
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- _Reasons_]
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-
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- REASONS
-
-
- I
-
- Yea, why I love thee let my heart repeat:
- I look upon thy face and then divine
- How men could die for beauty, such as thine,--
- Deeming it sweet
- To lay my life and manhood at thy feet,
- And for a word, a glance,
- Do deeds of old romance.
-
-
- II
-
- Yea, why I love thee let my heart unfold:
- I look into thy heart and then I know
- The wondrous poetry of the long-ago,
- The Age of Gold,
- That speaks strange music, that is old, so old,
- Yet young, as when ’t was born,
- With all the youth of morn.
-
-
- III
-
- Yea, why I love thee let my heart conclude:
- I look into thy soul and realize
- The undiscovered meaning of the skies,--
- That long have wooed
- The world with far ideals that elude,--
- Out of whose dreams, maybe,
- God shapes reality.
-
-
-
-
- HER VESPER SONG
-
-
- The summer lightning comes and goes
- In one white cloud above the hill,
- As if within its soft repose
- A burning heart were never still--
- As in my bosom pulses beat
- Before the coming of his feet.
-
- All drugged with odorous sleep, the rose
- Breathes dewy balm about the place,
- As if the dreams the garden knows
- Arose, in immaterial grace--
- As in my heart sweet thoughts arise
- Beneath the ardour of his eyes.
-
- The moon above the darkness shows
- An orb of silvery snow and fire,
- As if the night would now disclose
- To heav’n her one divine desire--
- As in the rapture of his kiss
- All my glad soul is drawn to his.
-
- The cloud divines not that it glows;
- The rose knows nothing of its scent;
- Nor knows the moon that it bestows
- Light on our earth and firmament--
- So is the soul unconscious of
- The beauties it reveals through love.
-
-
-
-
-
- THE GLORY AND THE DREAM
-
-
- There in the past I see her as of old,
- Blue-eyed and hazel-haired, within a room
- Dim with a twilight of tenebrious gold;
- Her white face sensuous as a delicate bloom
- Night opens in the tropics. Fold on fold
- Pale laces drape her; and a frail perfume,
- As of a moonlit lily brimmed with rain,
- Breathes from her presence, drowsing heart and brain.
-
- Her head is bent; some red carnations glow
- Deep in her heavy hair; her large eyes gleam;--
- Bright sister stars of those twin worlds of snow,
- Her breasts, through which the veinéd violets stream.--
- I hold her hand; her smile comes sweetly slow
- As thoughts of love that haunt a poet’s dream:
- And at her feet once more I sit and hear
- Wild words of passion--dead this many a year.
-
-
-
-
- SNOW AND FIRE
-
-
- Deep-hearted roses of the purple dusk
- And lilies of the morn;
- And cactus, holding up a slender tusk
- Of fragrance on a thorn;
- All heavy flowers, sultry with their musk,
- Her presence puts to scorn.
-
- For she is like the pale, pale snowdrop there,
- Scentless and chaste of heart;
- The moonflower, making spiritual the air,
- Like some pure work of art;
- Divine and holy, exquisitely fair,
- And virtue’s counterpart.
-
- Yet when her eyes gaze into mine, and when
- Her lips to mine are pressed,--
- Why are my veins all fire then? and then
- Why should her soul suggest
- Voluptuous perfumes, maddening unto men,
- And prurient with unrest?
-
-
-
-
- IN MAY
-
-
- I
-
- When you and I in the hills went Maying,
- You and I in the bright May weather,
- The birds, that sang on the boughs together,
- There in the green of the woods, kept saying
- All that my heart was saying low,
- “I love you! love you!” soft and low;--
- And did you know?
- When you and I in the hills went Maying.
-
-
- II
-
- There where the brook on its rocks went winking,
- There by its banks where the May had led us,
- Flowers, that bloomed in the woods and meadows,
- Azure and gold at our feet, kept thinking
- All that my soul was thinking there,
- “I love you! love you!” softly there;--
- And did you care?
- There where the brook on its rocks went winking.
-
-
- III
-
- Whatever befalls through fate’s compelling,
- Should our paths unite or our pathways sever,
- In the Mays to-come I shall feel forever
- The wildflowers thinking, the wild-birds telling,
- In words as soft as the falling dew,
- The love that I keep here still for you,
- As deep and true,
- Whatever befalls through fate’s compelling.
-
-
-
-
-“WERE I AN ARTIST”
-
-
- Were I an artist, Lydia, I
- Would paint you as you merit,
- Not as my eyes, but dreams descry;
- Not in the flesh, but spirit.
-
- The canvas I would paint you on
- Should be a strip of heaven;
- My brush, a sunbeam; pigments, dawn
- And night and starry even.
-
- Your form and features to express
- Likewise your soul’s chaste whiteness,
- I’d take the primal essences
- Of darkness and of brightness.
-
- I’d take pure night to paint your hair;
- Stars for your eyes; and morning
- To paint your skin--the rosy air
- Which is your limbs’ adorning.
-
- To paint the love-bows of your lips,
- I’d mix, for colors, kisses;
- And for your breasts and finger-tips,
- Sweet odors and soft blisses.
-
- And to complete the picture well,
- I’d temper all with woman,--
- Some tears, some laughter; heaven and hell,
- To show you yet are human.
-
-
-
-
- THE RIDE
-
-
- She rode o’er hill, she rode o’er plain,
- She rode by fields of barley,
- By morning-glories filled with rain,
- Along the wood-side gnarly.
-
- She rode o’er plain, she rode o’er hill,
- By orchard land and berry;
- Her eyes were sparkling as the rill,
- Cheeks, redder than the cherry.
-
- A bird sang here, a bird sang there,
- Then blithely sang together;
- Sang sudden greeting everywhere,
- “Good-morrow!” and “Good weather!”
-
- The sunlight’s laughing radiance
- Laughed in her radiant tresses;
- The bold breeze made her wild curls dance,
- And flushed her face with kisses.
-
- “Why ride you here, why ride you there,
- Why ride you here so merry?
- The sunlight living in your hair,
- And in your cheek the berry?
-
- “Why ride you with your sea-green plumes,
- Your sea-green silken habit,
- By balmy bosks of faint perfumes,
- And haunts of roe and rabbit?”
-
- “The morning ploughed the east with gold,
- And planted it with holly;
- And I was young and he was old,
- And rich, and melancholy.
-
- “A wife they ’d have me to his bed,
- And to the church they hurried;
- But now, gramercy! he is dead!
- Thank God! is dead and buried.
-
- “I ride by tree, I ride by rill,
- I ride by rye and clover,
- For by the church beyond the hill
- Awaits my first true lover.”
-
-
-
-
- AT PARTING
-
-
- What is there left for us to say,
- Now it is time to speak good-by?
- And all our dreams of yesterday
- Are one with yester-evening’s sky--
- What is there left for us to say,
- Now different ways before us lie?
-
- A word of hope, a word of cheer,
- A word of love, whose help shall last,
- When we are far to bring us near
- Through memories of the happy past;
- A word of hope, a word of cheer,
- To keep our young hearts true and fast.
-
- What is there left for us to do,
- Now it is time to say farewell?
- And care, that bade us once adieu,
- Returns again with us to dwell--
- What is there left for us to do,
- Now different ways our fates compel?
-
- Clasp hands and kiss, touch lips and smile,
- And look the love that shall remain--
- When severed so by many a mile--
- The sweetest balm for bitterest pain:
- Clasp hands and kiss, touch lips and smile,
- And trust to God to meet again.
-
-
-
-
- IN THE GARDEN OF GIRLS
-
-
- Serious, but smiling, stately and serene,
- And lovelier than a flower,
- She stands; in whom all sympathies convene
- As perfumes in a bower;
- Through whom I feel what soul and heart must mean,
- And all their love and power.
-
- Eyes, that commune with the frank skies of truth,
- Beneath their cloud-like curls;
- Lips of immortal rose, where joy and youth
- Nestle like priceless pearls;
- Hair, that suggests the Bible braids of Ruth,
- Deeper than any girl’s.
-
- When first I saw her, ’t was as if within
- My gaze took shape some song--
- Played by a master of the violin--
- A music, pure and strong,
- That rapt my soul above all earthly sin
- To heights that know no wrong.
-
-
-
-
-“COME TO THE HILLS”
-
-
- Come to the hills, the woods are green--
- The heart is high when lovers meet--
- There is a brook that flows between
- Mossed rocks where we will make our seat,
- Where we will sit and speak unseen.
-
- I hear you laughing in the lane--
- The heart is high when lovers meet--
- The clover smells of sun and rain
- And spreads a carpet for our feet,
- Where we will walk and dream again.
-
- Come to the woods, the dusk is here--
- The heart is high when lovers meet--
- A bird upon the branches near
- Sets music to our hearts’ sweet beat,
- Our hearts that beat with something dear.
-
- I hear your step; the lane is passed--
- The heart is high when lovers meet--
- The little stars come bright and fast,
- Like happy eyes that watch us, Sweet,
- That see us greet and kiss at last.
-
-
-
-
- EVASION
-
-
- I
-
- Why do I love you, who have never given
- My heart encouragement or any cause?
- Is it because, as earth is held of heaven,
- Your soul holds mine by some mysterious laws?
- Perhaps, unseen of me, within your eyes
- The answer lies.
-
-
- II
-
- From your sweet lips no word hath ever fallen
- To tell my heart its love is not in vain--
- The bee that woos the flow’r hath honey and pollen
- To cheer him on and bring him back again:
- But what have I, your other friends above,
- To feed my love?
-
-
- III
-
- Still, still you are my dream and my desire;
- Your love is an allurement and a dare
- Set for attainment, like a shining spire,
- Far, far above me in the starry air:
- And gazing upward, ’gainst the hope of hope,
- I breast the slope.
-
-
-
-
- WILL YOU FORGET?
-
-
- In years to come, will you forget,
- Dear girl, how often we have met?
- And I have gazed into your eyes
- And there beheld no sad regret
- To cloud the gladness of their skies,
- While in your heart--unheard as yet--
- Love slept, oblivious of my sighs?--
- In years to come, will you forget?
-
- Ah, me! I only pray that when,
- In other days, some man of men
- Has taught those eyes to laugh and weep
- With joy and sorrow, hearts must ken
- When love awakens in their deep,--
- I only pray some memory then,
- Or sad or sweet, you still will keep
- Of me and love that might have been.
-
-
-
-
- CONTRASTS
-
- No eve of summer ever can attain
- The gladness of that eve of late July,
- When ’mid the roses, dripping with the rain,
- Against the wondrous topaz of the sky,
- I met you, leaning on the pasture bars,--
- While heaven and earth grew conscious of the stars.
-
- No night of blackest winter can repeat
- The bitterness of that December night,
- When, at your gate, gray-glittering with sleet,
- Within the glimmering square of window-light,
- We parted,--long you clung unto my arm,--
- While heaven and earth surrendered to the storm.
-
-
-
-
- CARISSIMA MEA
-
-
- I look upon my sweetheart’s face,
- And, in the world about me, see
- No face like hers in any place.
-
- It is not made, as others sing
- Of their young loves, like ivory,
- But like a wild-rose in the spring.
-
- Her brow is low and very fair,
- And o’er it, smooth and shadowy,
- Lies deep the darkness of her hair.
-
- Beneath her brows her eyes gleam gray,
- And gaze out glad and fearlessly--
- Their wonder haunts me night and day.
-
- Her eyebrows, arched and delicate,--
- Twin curves of penciled ebony,--
- Within their spans contain my fate.
-
- Her mouth, that was for kisses curved,--
- So small and sweet!--it well may be
- That it for me is yet reserved.
-
- Between her hair and rounded chin,
- Calm with her soul’s calm purity,
- There lies no shadow of a sin.
-
- Of perfect form, she is not tall,--
- Just higher than the heart of me,
- O’er which I place her, all in all.
-
- She is not shaped, as some have sung
- Of their young loves, like some slim tree,
- But like the moon when it is young.
-
- Her hands, that smell of violet,
- So white and fashioned fragrantly,
- Have woven round my heart a net.
-
- Yea, I have loved her many a day;
- And though for me she may not be,
- Still at her feet my love I lay.
-
- Albeit she be not for me,
- God send her grace and grant that she
- Know naught of sorrow all her days,
- And help me still to sing her praise!
-
-
-
-
- AN AUTUMN NIGHT
-
-
- Some things are good on autumn nights,
- When with the storm the forest fights,
- And in the room the heaped hearth lights
- Old-fashioned press and rafter:
- Plump chestnuts hissing in the heat,
- A mug of cider, sharp and sweet,
- And at your side a face petite,
- With lips of laughter.
-
- Upon the roof the rolling rain,
- And, tapping at the window-pane,
- The wind that seems a witch’s cane
- That summons spells together:
- A hand within your own a while;
- A mouth reflecting back your smile;
- And eyes, two stars, whose beams exile
- All thoughts of weather.
-
- And, while the wind lulls, still to sit
- And watch her fire-lit needles flit
- A-knitting, and to feel her knit
- Your very heart-strings in it:
- Then, when the old clock ticks “’t is late,”
- To rise, and at the door to wait
- Two words, or, at the garden-gate,
- A kissing minute.
-
-
-
-
- A DAUGHTER OF THE STATES
-
-
- She has the eyes of some barbarian Queen
- Leading her wild tribes into battle; eyes,
- Wherein th’ unconquerable soul defies,
- And Love sits throned, imperious and serene.
-
- And I have thought that Liberty, alone
- Among her mountain stars, might look like her,
- Kneeling to God, her only emperor,
- Kindling her torch on Freedom’s altar-stone.
-
- For in her self, regal with riches of
- Beauty and youth, again those Queens seem born--
- Boadicea, meeting scorn with scorn,
- And Ermengarde, returning love for love.
-
-
-
-
- THE QUARREL
-
-
- An instant only and her eyes
- Flashed lightning like the angry skies;
-
- And o’er her forehead, curving down,
- Fell dark the shadow of a frown;
-
- Then backward, deep and stormy fair,
- She tossed the tempest of her hair;
-
- Then of her lips’ full rose disdain
- Made a pink-folded bud again;
-
- Then quicker than all utterance,
- All changed: and at a word, a glance,
-
- Her anger rained its tears, then passed;
- And she was in my arms at last;
-
- The austere woman, doubly dear,
- And lovelier for each falling tear:
-
- But why we quarreled, how it grew,
- I can not tell, I never knew:
-
- Perhaps ’t was Love; he, who, with tears,
- Would show how fair a face appears;
-
- As, after storm, the sky ’s more blue,
- A wildflower ’s fairer for the dew.
-
-
-
-
- MIRIAM
-
-
- What better praise for all her ways
- Than that all days her ways illume?
- Such brightness as the maiden year
- Knows, when God’s kindness seems as near
- As flowers whose wisdom ’s but to bloom.
-
- Hers the deep hair: a face more fair
- Than roses June sets blossoming:
- The sunshine of her gladness gleams
- In bloom-bright lips and cheeks, and dreams
- Upon her throat’s soft coloring.
-
- Her voice is sweet as birds that greet
- With song the coming of the light:
- The serious happy gleam that lies
- In the dark lustre of her eyes
- Is as the starlight to the night.
-
- Beyond the sea such girls as she
- It was whom Titian loved to paint,
- With calm Madonna eyes, and hair
- Rich auburn; robed in gold and vair,
- Fair as the vision of a saint.
-
-
-
-
- THE SUMMER SEA
-
-
- Over the summer sea,
- When the white-eyed stars look pale,
- And the moonbeams make a trail
- Of gold through the waves for me,
- I turn my ghostly sail
- Away, away,
- And follow the form I see
- Over the summer sea.
-
- Over the misty sea,
- Ere the cliff which highest soars
- From the billow-beaten shores
- Reddens all rosily,
- Where the witch-white water roars,
- Far on, far on.
- Through the foam she beckons me
- Over the summer sea.
-
- Over the haunted sea,
- When the great, gold moon low lies
- On the rim of the western skies,
- ’Twixt the moon, she comes, and me,
- And gazes in my eyes;
- Low down, low down,
- ’Twixt the orbéd moon and me,
- Over the summer sea.
-
- Deep in the bitter sea,
- Wilt thou drag me down, O sweet?
- Down, down! from hair to feet
- Filled with thee utterly?
- Against thy heart’s wild beat?--
- At last! at last!
- Wilt drag me down with thee,
- Deep in the summer sea?
-
-
-
-
- FINALE
-
-
- So let it be. Thou dare not say ’t was I!--
- Here in life’s temple, where thy soul can see,
- Look where the beauty of our love doth lie,
- Shattered in shards, a dead divinity!--
- Approach: kneel down: yea, render up one sigh!
- This is the end. What need to tell it thee!
- So let it be.
-
- So let it be. Care, who hath stood with him,
- And sorrow, who sat by him deified,--
- For whom his face made comfort,--lo! how dim
- They heap his altar which they can not hide,
- While memory’s lamp swings o’er it, burning slim.--
- This is the end. What shall be said beside?
- So let it be.
-
- So let it be. Did we not drain the wine,
- Red, of love’s sacramental chalice, when
- He laid sweet sanction on thy lips and mine?
- Dash it aside! Lo, who will fill again
- Now it is empty of the god divine!--
- This is the end. Yea, let us say Amen.
- So let it be.
-
-
-
-
-
- CONCLUSION
-
-
- The songs Love sang to us are dead:
- Yet shall he sing to us again,
- When the dull days are wrapped in lead,
- And the red woodland drips with rain.
-
- The lily of our love is gone,
- That graced our spring with golden scent:
- Now in the garden low upon
- The wind-stripped way its stalk is bent.
-
- Our rose of dreams is passed away,
- That lit our summer with sweet fire:
- The storm beats bare each thorny spray,
- And its dead leaves are trod in mire.
-
- The songs Love sang to us are dead:
- Yet shall he sing to us again,
- When the dull days are wrapped in lead,
- And the red woodland drips with rain.
-
- The marigold of memory
- Shall fill our autumn then with glow:
- Haply its bitterness will be
- Sweeter for love of long-ago.
-
- The cypress of forgetfulness
- Shall haunt our winter with its hue:
- Its apathy to us not less
- Dear for the dreams love’s summer knew.
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