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-The Project Gutenberg EBook of Black is White, by George Barr McCutcheon
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-BLACK IS WHITE
-
-By George Barr Mccutcheon
-
-Author Of “Graustark,” “Brewster's Millions,” “Truxton King,” “Rose In
-The Ring,” “Mary Midthorne,” Etc.
-
-London
-
-Everett & Co., Ltd.
-
-1915
-
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-
-BLACK IS WHITE
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-The two old men sat in the library, eyeing the blue envelope that lay
-on the end of the long table nearest the fireplace, where a merry but
-unnoticed blaze crackled in the vain effort to cry down the shrieks of
-the bleak December wind that whistled about the corners of the house.
-
-Someone had come into the room--they did not know who nor when--to poke
-up the fire and to throw fresh coals into the grate. No doubt it was the
-parlourmaid. She was always doing something of the sort. It seemed to
-be her duty. Or, it might have been the housekeeper, in case the
-parlourmaid was out for the evening. Whoever it was, she certainly had
-poked up the fire, and in doing so had been compelled to push two pairs
-of feet out of the way to avoid trampling upon them.
-
-Still they couldn't recall having seen her. For that matter, it wasn't
-of the slightest consequence. Of course, they might have poked it up
-themselves and saved her the trouble, but these ancients were not in the
-habit of doing anything that could be done by menials in the employ
-of Mr Brood. Their minds were centred upon the blue envelope that
-had arrived shortly after dinner. The fire was an old story; the blue
-envelope was a novelty.
-
-From some shifting spot far out upon the broad Atlantic the contents
-of that blue envelope had come through the air, invisible, mysterious,
-uncanny. They could not understand it at all. A wireless message! It was
-the first of its kind they had seen, and they were very old men, who had
-seen everything else in the world--if one could believe their boastful
-tales.
-
-They had sailed the seven seas and they had traversed all the lands of
-the earth, and yet here was mystery. A man had spoken out of the air
-a thousand miles away, and his words were lying there on the end of a
-library-table, in front of a cheerful hearthstone, within reach of their
-wistful fingers; and someone had come in to poke up the fire without
-their knowledge. How could they be expected to know?
-
-There was something maddening in the fact that the envelope would have
-to remain unopened until young Frederic Brood came home for the night.
-They found themselves wondering if by any chance he would fail to come
-in at all. Their hour for retiring was ten o'clock, day in, day out.
-As a rule they went to sleep about half-past eight. They seldom retired
-unless someone made the act possible by first awakening them.
-
-The clock on the wide mantelpiece had declared some time before, in
-ominous tones, that half-past ten had arrived, and yet they were not
-sleepy. They had not been so thoroughly wideawake in years.
-
-Up to half-past nine they discussed the blue envelope with every inmate
-of the house, from Mrs John Desmond, the housekeeper, down to the
-voiceless but eloquent decanter of port that stood between them, first
-on the arm of one chair, then the other. They were very old men;
-they could soliloquise without in the least disturbing each other. An
-observer would say, during these periods of abstraction, that their
-remarks were addressed to the decanter, and that the poor decanter had
-something to say in return. But, for all that, their eyes seldom left
-the broad blue envelope that had lain there since half-past eight.
-
-They knew that it came directly or indirectly from the man to whom
-they owed their present condition of comfort and security after half
-a century of vicissitudes; from the man whose life they had saved more
-than once in those old, evil days when comforts were so few that they
-passed without recognition in the maelstrom of events. From mid-ocean
-James Brood was speaking to his son. His words--perhaps his cry for
-help--were lying there on the end of the table, confined in a flimsy blue
-envelope, and no one dared to liberate them.
-
-Frederic Brood deserved a thrashing for staying out so late--at least,
-so the decanter had been told a dozen times or more, and the clock,
-too, for that matter, to say nothing of the confidences reposed in the
-coal-scuttle, the fire implements, and other patient listeners of a like
-character.
-
-It may be well to state that these bosom friends and comrades of half a
-hundred years had quarrelled at seven o'clock that evening over a very
-important matter--the accuracy of individual timepieces. The watch of
-Mr Danbury Dawes had said it was five minutes before seven; that of Mr
-Joseph Riggs three minutes after. Since then neither had spoken to the
-other, but each slyly had set his watch by the big clock in the hall
-before going into dinner, and was prepared to meet any argument.
-
-Twenty years ago these two old cronies had met James Brood in one of the
-blackest holes of Calcutta, a derelict being swept to perdition with
-the swiftness and sureness of a tide that knows no pause. They found him
-when the dregs were at his lips and the stupor of defeat in his brain.
-Without meaning to be considered Samaritans, good or bad, they dragged
-him from the depths and found that they had revived _a man_. Those were
-the days when James Brood's life meant nothing to him, days when he was
-tortured by the thought that it would be all too long for him to endure;
-yet he was not the kind to murder himself as men do who lack the courage
-to go on living.
-
-Weeks after the rescue in Calcutta, these two soldiers of fortune, and
-another John Desmond, learned from the lips of the man himself that he
-was not such as they, but rich in this world's goods, richer than the
-Solomon of their discreet imagination. Shaken, battered, but sobered, he
-related portions of his life's story to them, and they guessed the rest,
-being men who had lived by correctly guessing for half the years of
-their adventurous lives.
-
-Like Brood they were Americans. But, unlike him, they had spent most of
-their lives in the deserts of time and had sown seeds which could
-never be reaped except in the form of narrative. Ever in pursuit of the
-elusive thing called luck, they had found it only in hairbreadth escapes
-from death, in the cunning avoidance of catastrophe, in devil-may-care
-leaps in the dark, in all the ways known to men who find the world too
-small.
-
-Never had luck served them on a golden platter. For twenty-five years
-and more these three men, Dawes, Riggs, and poor John Desmond, had
-thrashed through the world in quest of the pot of gold at the foot of
-the rainbow, only to find that the rainbow was for ever lifting, for
-ever shifting; yet they complained not. They throve on misfortune, they
-courted it along with the other things in life, and they were unhappy
-only when ill luck singled one of them out and spared the others.
-
-What Brood told them of his life brought the grim smile of appreciation
-to the lips of each. He had married a beautiful foreigner--an Austrian,
-they gathered--of excellent family, and had taken her to his home in
-New York City, a house in lower Fifth Avenue where his father and
-grandfather had lived before him. And that was the very house in
-which two of the wayfarers, after twenty years, now sat in rueful
-contemplation of a blue envelope.
-
-A baby boy came to the Broods in the second year of their wedded life,
-but before that there had come a man--a music-master, dreamy-eyed,
-handsome, Latin; a man who played upon the harp as only the angels are
-believed to play. In his delirious ravings Brood cursed this man and the
-wife he had stolen away from him; he reviled the baby boy, even denying
-him; he laughed with blood-curdling glee over the manner in which he had
-cast out the woman who had broken his heart and crushed his pride; he
-wailed in anguish over the mistake he had made in allowing the man to
-live that he might gloat in triumph.
-
-This much the three men who lifted him from hell were able to learn from
-lips that knew not what they said, and they were filled with pity. Later
-on, in a rational weakness, he told them more, and without curses. A
-deep, silent, steadfast bitterness succeeded the violent ravings. He
-became a wayfarer with them, quiet, dogged, fatal; where they went he
-also went; what they did so also did he.
-
-Soon he led, and they followed. Into the dark places of the world they
-plunged. Perils meant little to him, death even less. They no longer
-knew days of privation, for he shared his wealth with them; but they
-knew no rest, no peace, no safety. Life had been a whirlwind before they
-came upon James Brood; it was a hurricane afterward.
-
-Twice John Desmond, younger than Dawes and Riggs, saved the life of
-James Brood by acts of unparalleled heroism: once in a South African
-jungle when a lioness fought for her young, and again in upper India
-when, single-handed, he held off a horde of Hindus for days while his
-comrade lay wounded in a cavern. Dawes and Riggs, in the Himalayas,
-crept down the wall of a precipice, with five thousand feet between them
-and the bottom of the gorge, to drag him from a narrow ledge upon which
-he lay unconscious after a misstep in the night. More than once--aye,
-more than a dozen times--one or the other of these loyal friends stood
-between him and death, and times without number he, too, turned the grim
-reaper aside from them.
-
-John Desmond, gay, handsome, and still young as men of his kind go, met
-the fate that brooks no intervention. He was the first to drop out of
-the ranks. In Cairo, during a curious period of inactivity some ten
-months after the advent of James Brood, he met the woman who conquered
-his venturesome spirit; a slim, clean, pretty English governess in the
-employ of a British admiral's family. They were married inside of a
-fortnight. After the quiet little ceremony, from which the sinister
-presence of James Brood was missing, he shook the bronzed hands of his
-older comrades, and gave up the life he had led for the new one she
-promised. At the pier Brood appeared and wished him well, and he sailed
-away on a sea that bade fair to remain smooth to the end of time. He
-was taking her home to the little Maryland town that had not seen him in
-years.
-
-Ten years passed before James Brood put his foot on the soil of his
-native land. Then he came back to the home of his fathers, to the home
-that had been desecrated, and with him came the two old men who now sat
-in his huge library before the crackling fire. He could go on with life,
-but they were no longer fit for its cruel hardships. His home became
-theirs. They were to die there when the time came.
-
-Brood's son was fifteen years of age before he knew, even by sight, the
-man whom he called father. Up to the time of the death of his mother who
-died heart-broken in her father's home--he had been kept in seclusion.
-
-There had been deliberate purpose in the methods of James Brood in so
-far as this unhappy child was concerned. When he cast out the mother he
-set his hand heavily upon her future.
-
-Fearing, even feeling, the infernal certainty that this child was not
-his own, he planned with diabolical cruelty to hurt her to the limit of
-his powers and to the end of her days. He knew she would hunger for this
-baby boy of hers, that her heart could be broken through him, that her
-punishment could be made full and complete.
-
-He sequestered the child in a place where he could not be found, and
-went his own way, grimly certain that he was making her pay! She died
-when Frederic was twelve years old, without having seen him again after
-that dreadful hour when, protesting her innocence, she had been turned
-out into the night and told to go whither she would, but never to return
-to the house she had disgraced. James Brood heard of her death when in
-the heart of China, and he was a haggard wreck for months thereafter.
-
-He had worshipped this beautiful Viennese. He could not wreak vengeance
-upon a dead woman; he could not hate a dead woman. He had always loved
-her. It was after this that he stood on the firing-line of many a
-fiercely fought battle in the Orient, inviting the bullet that would rip
-through his heart.
-
-It was not courage, but cowardice, that put him in spots where the
-bullets were thickest; it was not valour that sent him among the
-bayonets and sabres of a fanatical enemy. It was the thing at the bottom
-of his soul that told him she would come to him once more when the
-strife was ended, and that she was waiting for him somewhere beyond
-the border to hear his plea for pardon! Of such flimsy shreds is man's
-purpose made!
-
-Five years after his return to New York he brought her son back to the
-house in lower Fifth Avenue and tried, with bitterness in his soul,
-to endure the word “father” as it fell from lips to which the term was
-almost strange.
-
-The old men, they who sat by the fire on this wind-swept night and
-waited for the youth of twenty-two to whom the blue missive was
-addressed, knew the story of James Brood and his wife Matilde, and they
-knew that the former had no love in his heart for the youth who bore his
-name. Their lips were sealed. Garrulous on all other subjects, they were
-as silent as the grave on this.
-
-They, too, were constrained to hate the lad. He made not the slightest
-pretence of appreciating their position in the household. To him they
-were pensioners, no more, no less; to him their deeds of valour were
-offset by the deeds of his father; there was nothing left over for a
-balance on that score. He was politely considerate; he was even kindly
-disposed toward their vagaries and whims; he endured them because there
-was nothing else left for him to do. But, for all that, he despised
-them; justifiably, no doubt, if one bears in mind the fact that they
-signified more to James Brood than did his long-neglected son.
-
-The cold reserve that extended to the young man did not carry beyond him
-in relation to any other member of the household so far as James Brood
-was concerned. The unhappy boy, early in their acquaintance, came to
-realise that there was little in common between him and the man he
-called father. After a while the eager light died out of his own eyes
-and he no longer strove to encourage the intimate relations he had
-counted upon as a part of the recompense for so many years of separation
-and loneliness.
-
-It required but little effort on his part to meet his father's
-indifference with a coldness quite as pronounced. He had never known the
-meaning of filial love; he had been taught by word of mouth to love the
-man he had never seen, and he had learned as one learns astronomy--by
-calculation. He hated the two old men because his father loved them.
-
-In a measure, this condition may serve to show how far apart they stood
-from each other, James Brood and Frederic. Wanderlust and a certain
-feeling of unrest that went even deeper than the old habits kept James
-Brood away from his home many months out of the year. He was not an old
-man; in fact, he was under fifty, and possessed of the qualities that
-make for strength and virility even unto the age of fourscore years.
-While his old comrades, far up in the seventies, were content to sit
-by the fire in winter and in the shade in summer, he, not yet so old as
-they when their long stretch of intimacy began, was not resigned to the
-soft things of life. He was built of steel, and the steel within him
-called for the clash with flint. He loved the spark of fire that flashed
-in the contact.
-
-It was a harsh December night when the two old men sat guard over the
-message from the sea, and it was on a warm June day that they had said
-good-bye to him at the outset of his most recent flight.
-
-The patient butler, Jones, had made no less than four visits to the
-library since ten o'clock to awaken them and pack them off to bed. Each
-time he had been ordered away, once with the joint admonition to “mind
-his own business.”
-
-“But it is nearly midnight,” protested Jones irritably, with a glance at
-the almost empty decanter.
-
-“Jones,” said Danbury Dawes with great dignity and an eye that deceived
-him to such a degree that he could not for the life of him understand
-why Jones was attending them in pairs, “Jones, you ought to be
-in--hic--bed, damn you both of you. Wha' you mean, sir, by coming in--hic--here
-thish time o' night dis-disturbing----”
-
-“You infernal ingrate,” broke in Mr Riggs fiercely, “don't you dare to
-touch that bottle, sir! Let it alone!”
-
-“It's time you were in bed,” pronounced Jones, taking Mr Dawes by the
-arm.
-
-Mr Dawes sagged heavily in his chair and grinned triumphantly. He was a
-short, very fat old man.
-
-“People who live in--hic--glass houses--------” he began amiably, and then
-suddenly was overtaken by the thought of the moment before. “Take your
-hand off of me, confoun' you! D' you sup-supposh I can go to bed with
-my bes' frien' out there--hic--in the mid-middle of Atlan'ic Oc-o-shum,
-sinking in four miles of wa-wa'er and calling f-far help?”
-
-“Take him to bed, Jones,” said Mr Riggs firmly. “He's drunk and-and
-utterly useless at a time like this. Take him along.”
-
-“Who the dev--hic--il are you, sir?” demanded Mr Dawes, regarding Mr Riggs
-as if he had never seen him before.
-
-“You are both drunk,” said Jones succinctly. Mr Riggs began to whimper.
-
-“My bes' frien' is drawnin' by inches, and you come in here and tell me
-I'm drunk. It's most heartless thing I ever heard of. Isn't it, Danbury,
-ol' pal? Isn't it, damn you? Speak up!”
-
-“Drawnin' by inches--hic--in four miles of wa-water,” admitted Mr Dawes
-miserably. “My God, Jo-Jones, do you know how many--hic--inches there are
-in four miles?”
-
-Moved by the same impulse, the two old men struggled to their feet and
-embraced each other, swayed by an emotion so honest that all sense of
-the ludicrous was removed. Even Jones, though he grinned, allowed a note
-of gentleness to creep into his voice.
-
-“Come along, gentlemen, like good fellows. Let's go to bed. I'm sure the
-message to Mr Frederic is not as bad as you----”
-
-Mr Riggs, who was head and shoulders taller than Mr Dawes, made a
-gesture of despair with both arms, forgetting that they encircled his
-friend's neck, with the result that both of his bony elbows came in
-violent contact with Mr Dawes's ears, almost upsetting him.
-
-“Don't argue, Jones,” he interrupted dismally. “I know it's bad news. So
-does Mr Dawes. Don't you, Danbury?”
-
-“What d' you mean by--hic--knockin' my hat off?” demanded Mr Dawes
-furiously, shaking his fist at Mr Riggs from rather close quarters--so
-close, in fact, that Mr Riggs suddenly clapped his hands to his stomach
-and emitted a surprised groan.
-
-Jones inserted his figure between them.
-
-“Come, come, gentlemen; don't forget yourselves. What now, Mr Riggs?”
-
-“I'm lookin' for the gentleman's hat, sir,” said Mr Riggs impressively
-from a stooping posture.
-
-“His hat is on the rack in the hall,” said Jones sharply.
-
-“Then I shan't ex-expect an--hic--'pology,” said Mr Dawes magnanimously.
-
-Mr Riggs opened his mouth to retort, but as he did so his eyes fell upon
-the blue envelope.
-
-“Poor old Jim--poor old Jim Brood!” he groaned. “We mustn't lose
-a minute, Danbury. He needs us, old pal. We must start relief
-exp'ition' fore mornin'. Not a minute to be lost, Jones--not a----”
-
-The heavy front door closed with a bang at that instant, and the sound
-of footsteps, came from the hall--a quick, firm tread that had decision
-in it.
-
-Jones cast a furtive, nervous glance over his shoulder.
-
-“I'm sorry to have Mr Frederic see you like this,” he said, biting his
-lip. “He hates it so.”
-
-The two old men made a commendable effort to stand erect, but no effort
-to stand alone. They linked arms and stood shoulder to shoulder.
-
-“Show him in,” said Mr Riggs magnificently.
-
-“Now we'll fin' out wass in telegram off briny deep,” said Mr Dawes,
-straddling his legs a little farther apart in order to declare a staunch
-front.
-
-“It's worth waiting up for,” said Mr Riggs.
-
-“Abs'lutely,” said his staunch friend.
-
-Frederic Brood appeared in the door, stopping short just inside the
-heavy curtains. There was a momentary picture, such as a stage-director
-would have arranged. He was still wearing his silk hat and top-coat, and
-one glove had been halted in the process of removal. Young Brood stared
-at the group of three, a frank stare of amazement. A crooked smile came
-to his lips.
-
-“Somewhat later than usual, I see,” he said, and the glove came off with
-a jerk. “What's the matter, Jones? Rebellion?”
-
-“No, sir. It's the wireless, sir.”
-
-“Wireless?”
-
-“Briny deep,” said Mr Dawes, vaguely pointing.
-
-“Oh,” said young Brood, crossing slowly to the table. He picked up the
-envelope and looked at the inscription. “Oh,” said he again in quite a
-different tone on seeing that it was addressed to him. “From father, I
-dare say,” he went on, a fine line appearing between his eyebrows.
-
-The old men leaned forward, fixing their blear eyes upon the missive.
-
-“Le's hear the worst, Freddy,” said Mr Riggs.
-
-The young man ran his finger under the flap and deliberately drew out
-the message. There ensued another picture. As he read, his eyes widened
-and then contracted; his firm young jaw became set and rigid. Suddenly
-a short, bitter execration fell from his lips and the paper crumpled in
-his hand. Without another word he strode to the fireplace and tossed it
-upon the coals. It flared for a second and was wafted up the chimney, a
-charred, feathery thing.
-
-Without deigning to notice the two old men who had sat up half the night
-to learn the contents of that wonderful thing from the sea, he whirled
-on his heel and left the room. One might have noticed that his lips were
-drawn in a mirthless, sardonic smile, and that his eyes were angry.
-
-“Oh, Lordy!” sighed Danbury Dawes, blinking, and was on the point of
-sitting down abruptly. The arm of Jones prevented.
-
-“I never was so insulted in my----” began
-Joseph Riggs feebly.
-
-“Steady, gentlemen,” said Jones. “Lean on me, please.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-James Brood's home was a remarkable one. That portion of the house
-which rightly may be described as “public” in order to distinguish it
-from other parts where privacy was enforced, was not unlike any of the
-richly furnished, old-fashioned places in the lower part of the city
-where there are still traces left of the Knickerbockers and their times.
-Dignified, stately, almost gloomy, it was a mansion in which memories
-dwelt, where the past strode unseen among sturdy things of mahogany and
-walnut and worn but priceless brocades and silks.
-
-The crystal chandelier in the long drawing-room had shed light for the
-Broods since the beginning of the nineteenth century; the great old
-sideboard was still covered with the massive plate of a hundred years
-ago; the tables, the chairs, the high-boys, the chests of drawers, and
-the huge four-posters were like satin to the eye and touch; the rugs,
-while older perhaps than the city itself, alone were new to the house of
-Brood. They had been installed by the present master of the house.
-
-Age, distinction, quality attended one the instant he set foot inside
-the sober portals. This was not the home of men who had been merely
-rich; it was not wealth alone that stood behind these stately
-investments.
-
-At the top of the house were the rooms which no one entered except by
-the gracious will of the master. Here James Brood had stored the quaint,
-priceless treasures of his own peculiar fancy: exquisite, curious things
-from the mystic East, things that are not to be bought and sold, but
-come only to the hand of him who searches in lands where peril is the
-price.
-
-Worlds separated the upper and lower regions of that fine old house; a
-single step took one from the sedate Occident into the very heart of the
-Orient; a narrow threshold was the line between the rugged West and the
-soft, languorous, seductive East. In this part of the house James Brood,
-when at home for one of his brief stays, spent many of his hours in
-seclusion, shut off from the rest of the establishment as completely
-as if he were the inhabitant of another world. Attended by his Hindu
-servant, a silent man named Ranjab, and on occasions by his secretary,
-he saw but little of the remaining members of his rather extensive
-household.
-
-For several years he had been engaged in the task of writing his
-memoirs--so-called--in so far as they related to his experiences and
-researches of the past twenty years. It was not his intention to give
-this long and elaborate account of himself to the world at large, but
-to publish privately a very limited edition without regard for expense,
-copies of which were to find their way into exclusive collections and
-libraries given over to science and travel. This work progressed slowly
-because of his frequent and protracted absences. When at home, he
-laboured ardently and with a purpose that more than offset the periods
-of indifference.
-
-His secretary and amanuensis was Lydia Desmond, the nineteen-year-old
-daughter of his one-time companion and friend, the late John Desmond,
-whose death occurred when the girl was barely ten years of age.
-
-Brood, on hearing of his old comrade's decease, immediately made
-inquiries concerning the condition in which he had left his wife and
-child, with the result that Mrs Desmond was installed as housekeeper in
-the New York house and the daughter given every advantage in the way of
-an education.
-
-Desmond had left nothing in the shape of riches except undiminished love
-for his wife and a diary kept during those perilous days before he met
-and married her. This diary was being incorporated in the history of
-James Brood's adventures, by consent of the widow, and was to speak for
-Brood in words he could not with modesty utter for himself.
-
-In those pages John Desmond was to tell his own story in his own way,
-for Brood's love for his friend was broad enough even to admit of that.
-He was to share his life in retrospect with Desmond and the two old men,
-as he had shared it with them in reality.
-
-Lydia's room, adjoining her mother's, was on the third floor at the foot
-of the small stairway leading up to the proscribed retreat at the top
-of the house. There was a small sitting-room off the two bed-chambers,
-given over entirely to Mrs Desmond and her daughter. In this little room
-Frederic Brood spent many a quiet, happy hour.
-
-The Desmonds, mother and daughter, understood and pitied the lonely boy
-who came to the big house soon after they were themselves installed. His
-heart, which had many sores, expanded and glowed in the warmth of their
-kindness and affection; the plague of unfriendliness that was his by
-absorption gave way before this unexpected kindness, not immediately, it
-is true, but completely in the end.
-
-By nature he was slow to respond to the advances of others; his life had
-been such that avarice accounted for all that he received from others
-in the shape of respect and consideration. He was prone to discount
-a friendly attitude, for the simple reason that in his experience all
-friendships were marred by the fact that their sincerity rested entirely
-upon the generosity of the man who paid for them--his father. No one had
-loved him for himself; no one had given him an unselfish thought in all
-the years of his boyhood.
-
-The family with whom he had lived in a curious sort of retirement up to
-the time he was fifteen had no real feeling for him beyond the bounds of
-duty; his tutors had taken their pay in exchange for all they gave; his
-companions were men and women who dealt with him as one deals with a
-precious investment. He represented ease and prosperity to them--no more.
-As he grew older he understood all this. What warmth there may have been
-in his little heart was chilled by contact with these sordid influences.
-
-At first he held himself aloof from the Desmonds; he was slow to
-surrender. He suspected them of the same motives that had been the basis
-of all previous attachments. When at last he realised that they were not
-like the others, his cup of joy, long an empty vessel, was filled to the
-brim and his happiness was without bounds.
-
-They were amazed by the transformation. The rather sullen,
-unapproachable lad became at once so friendly, so dependent, that,
-had they not been acquainted with the causes behind the old state of
-reticence, his very joy might have made a
-nuisance of him. He followed Mrs Desmond
-about in very much the
-same spirit that inspires a hungry dog; he watched her with eager,
-half-famished eyes; he was on her heels four-fifths of the time.
-
-As for Lydia, pretty little Lydia, he adored her. His heart began for
-the first time to sing with the joy of youth, and the sensation was a
-novel one. It had seemed to him that he could never be anything but an
-old man.
-
-Not a day passed during his career at Harvard that he failed to write
-to one or other of these precious friends. His vacations were spent
-with them; his excursions were never carried out unless they found it
-possible to accompany him. He followed Mrs Desmond, met many women, but
-he thought of only two. They appeared to constitute all femininity so
-far as he was concerned. Through their awakening influence he came to
-find pleasure in the companionship of other young men, and, be it said
-for him, despite a certain unconquerable aloofness, he was one of the
-most popular men in his class.
-
-It was his custom, on coming home for the night, no matter what the
-hour, to pause before Lydia's door on the way to his own room at the
-other end of the long hall. There was always a tender smile on his lips
-as he regarded the white panels before tapping gently with the tips of
-his fingers. Then he would wait for the sleepy “Good night, Freddy,”
- which invariably came from within, and he would sing out “Good night”
- as he made off to bed. Usually, however, he was at home long before her
-bedtime, and they spent the evenings together. That she was his father's
-secretary was of no moment. To him she was Lydia--his Lydia.
-
-For the past three months or more he had been privileged to hold her
-close in his arms and to kiss her good night at parting. They were
-lovers now. The slow fuse of passion had reached its end and the flame
-was alive and shining with radiance that enveloped both of them.
-
-On this night, however, he passed her door without knocking. His dark,
-handsome face was flushed and his teeth were set in sullen anger. With
-his hand on the knob of his own door, he suddenly remembered that he
-had failed Lydia for the first time, and stopped. A pang of shame shot
-through him. For a moment he hesitated and then started guiltily toward
-the forgotten door. Even as he raised his hand to sound the loving
-signal, the door was opened and Lydia, fully dressed, confronted him.
-For a moment they regarded each other in silence, she intently, he with
-astonishment not quite free from confusion.
-
-“I'm--I'm sorry, dearest----” he began, his first desire being to account
-for his oversight.
-
-“It _is_ bad news?” she demanded, anxiously watching his face. “I was
-afraid, dear. I couldn't go to bed.”
-
-“You, too?” he exclaimed bitterly. “The old chaps--but it's a shame for
-you to have waited up, dear.”
-
-“Tell me what has happened. It can't be that your father is ill--or in
-danger. You are angry, Frederic; so it can't be that. What is it?”
-
-He looked away sullenly.
-
-“Oh, it's really nothing, I suppose. Just an unexpected jolt, that's
-all. I was angry for a moment----”
-
-“You are still angry,” she said, placing her hand on his arm. She was a
-tall, slender girl. Her eyes were almost on a level with his own. “Don't
-you want to tell me, dear?”
-
-“He never gives me a thought,” he said, compressing his lips. “He thinks
-of no one but himself. God, what a father!”
-
-“Freddy, dear! You must not speak----”
-
-“Haven't I some claim on his consideration? Is it fair that I should be
-ignored in everything, in every way? I won't put up with it, Lydia! I'm
-not a child. I'm a man and I am his son. But I might as well be a dog in
-the street for all the thought he gives to me!”
-
-She put her finger to her lips, a scared look stealing into her dark
-eyes. Jones was conducting the two old men to their room on the floor
-below. A door closed softly. The voices died away.
-
-“He is a strange man,” she said. “He is a good man, Frederic.”
-
-“To everyone else, yes. But to me? Why, Lydia, I--I believe he hates me.
-You know what----”
-
-“Hush! A man does not hate his son. I've tried for years to drive that
-silly notion out of your mind. You----”
-
-“Oh, I know I'm a fool to speak of it, but I--I can't help feeling as I
-do. You've seen enough to know that I'm not to blame for it, either. And
-then--oh, what's the use whining about it? I've got to make the best of
-it, so I'll try to keep my mouth closed.”
-
-“Where is the message?”
-
-“I threw it into the fire.”
-
-“What!”
-
-“I was furious.”
-
-“Won't you tell me?”
-
-“What do you think he has done? Can you guess what he has done to all of
-us?” She did not answer. “Well, I'll tell you just what he said in that
-wireless. It was from the _Lusitania_, twelve hundred miles off Sandy
-Hook--relayed, I suppose, so that the whole world might know--sent at
-four this afternoon. I remember every word of the cursed thing, although
-I merely glanced at it.
-
-“'Send the car to meet Mrs Brood and me at the Cunard pier Thursday.
-Have Mrs Desmond put the house in order for its new mistress. By the
-way, you might inform her that I was married last Wednesday in Paris.'
-It was signed 'James Brood,' not even 'father.' What do you think of
-that for a thunderbolt?”
-
-“Married?” she gasped. “Your father married?”
-
-“'Put the house in order for its new mistress,'” he almost snarled.
-“'Inform her that I was married last Wednesday'! Of course he's married.
-Am I not to inform your mother? Isn't the car to meet Mrs Brood and him?
-Does he say anything about his son meeting him at the pier? No! Does he
-cable his son that he is married? No! Does he do anything that a real,
-human father would do? No! That message was a deliberate insult to me,
-Lydia, a nasty, rotten slap in the face. I mean the way it was worded.
-Just as if it wasn't enough that he had gone and married some cheap
-show-girl or a miserable foreigner or Heaven knows----”
-
-“Freddy! You forget yourself. Your father would not marry a cheap
-show-girl. You know that. And you must not forget that your mother was a
-foreigner.”
-
-“I'm sorry I said that,” he exclaimed hoarsely. Then fiercely: “But
-can't you see what all this will come to? A new mistress of the house!
-It means your mother will have to go--that maybe you'll go. Nothing will
-be as it has been. All the sweetness gone--all the goodness! A woman in
-the house who will also treat me as if I didn't belong here! A woman
-who married him for his money, an adventuress. Oh, you can't tell me; I
-know! 'You might inform Mrs Desmond that I was married'! Good Lord!”
-
-He began to pace the floor, striking one fist viciously in the palm of
-the other hand. Lydia, pale and trembling, seemed to have forgotten his
-presence. She was staring fixedly at the white surface of a door down
-the hall, and there was infinite pain in her wide eyes. Her lips moved
-once or twice; there was a single unspoken word upon them.
-
-“Why couldn't he have wired me last week?” the young man was muttering.
-“What was his object in waiting until to-day? Wouldn't any other father
-in the world have telegraphed his only son if he were going to--to bring
-someone home like this? 'Have the car meet Mrs Brood and me'! If that
-isn't the quintessence of scorn! He orders me to do these things. He
-doesn't even honour me with a direct, personal message. He doesn't tell
-_me_ he is married. He asks me to inform someone else.”
-
-Lydia, leaning rather heavily against the door, spoke to him in a low,
-cautious voice.
-
-“Did you tell Mr Dawes and Mr Riggs?”
-
-He stopped short.
-
-“No! And they waited up to see if they could be of any assistance to
-him in an hour of peril! What a joke! Poor old beggars! I've never felt
-sorry for them before, but, on my soul, I do now. What will she do to
-the poor old chaps? I shudder to think of it. And she'll make short
-work of everything else she doesn't like around here, too. Your mother,
-Lydia--why, God help us, you know what will just have to happen in her
-case. It's----”
-
-“Don't speak so loudly, dear--please, please! She is asleep. Of course,
-we--we shan't stay on, Freddy. We'll have to go as soon as----”
-
-His eyes filled with tears. He seized her in his arms and held her
-close.
-
-“It's a beastly, beastly shame, darling. Oh, Lord, what a fool a man can
-make of himself!”
-
-“You must not say such things,” she murmured, stroking his cheek with
-cold, trembling fingers.
-
-“A fine trick to play on all of us!” he grated.
-
-“Listen, Freddy darling: your father has a right to do as he chooses.
-He has a right to companionship, to love, to happiness. He has done
-everything for us that man could----”
-
-“But why couldn't he have done the fine, sensible thing, Lydia? Why
-couldn't he have--have fallen in love with--with your mother? Why not have
-married her if he had to marry someone in----”
-
-“Freddy!” she cried, putting her hand over his mouth.
-
-He was not to be stopped. He gently removed her hand.
-
-“Your mother is the finest woman in the world. Perhaps she wouldn't have
-him, but that's not the point. Good Lord, how I would have loved him for
-giving her to me as a mother. And here he comes, bringing some devil of
-a stranger into--oh, it's sickening!”
-
-He had lowered his voice to a hoarse whisper, keeping his eyes fixed on
-the door down the hall. The girl lay very still in his arms. Suddenly a
-wild sob broke in her throat, and she buried her face on his shoulder.
-
-“Why--why, don't cry, dearest! Don't!” he whispered miserably. “What a
-rotter I am! Inflicting you with my silly imaginings! Don't cry! I dare
-say everything will turn out all right. It's my beastly disposition.
-Kiss me!”
-
-She kissed him swiftly. Her wet cheek lay for a second against his own,
-and then, with a stifled good night, she broke away from him. An instant
-later she was gone; her door was closed.
-
-Somewhat sobered, and not a little perturbed by her outburst, he stood
-still for a moment, staring at the door. Then he turned and passed
-slowly into his own room.
-
-A fire smouldered in the grate. In this huge, old-fashioned house there
-were grates in all of the spacious bedrooms, and not infrequently fires
-were started in them by the capable Jones. Frederic stood for he knew
-not how long above the half-dead coals, staring at them with a new
-and more bitter complaint at the back of his mind. Was there anything
-between Mrs Desmond and his father? What was back of that look of
-anguish in Lydia's eyes? He suddenly realised that he was muttering
-oaths, not of anger, but of pain.
-
-The next morning he came down earlier than was his custom. His night had
-been a troubled one. Forgetting his own woes, or belittling them, he had
-thought only of what this news from the sea would mean to the dear
-woman he loved so well. No one was in the library, but a huge fire was
-blazing. A blizzard was raging.
-
-Once upon a time, when he first came to the house, a piano had stood in
-the drawing-room. His joy at that time knew no bounds; he loved music.
-For his age he was no mean musician. But one evening his father, coming
-in unexpectedly, heard the player at the instrument. For a moment he
-stood transfixed in the doorway watching the eager, almost inspired face
-of the lad, and then, pale as a ghost, stole away without disturbing
-him. Strange to say, Frederic was playing a waltz of Ziehrer's, a Waltz
-that his mother had played when the honeymoon was in the full. The
-following day the piano was taken away by a storage company. The boy
-never knew why it was removed.
-
-Frederic picked up the morning paper. His eye traversed the front page
-rapidly. There were reports of fearful weather at sea. Ships in touch
-with wireless stations flashed news of the riotous gales far out on the
-Atlantic, of tremendous seas that wreaked damage to the staunchest of
-vessels. The whole seaboard was strewn with the wreckage of small craft;
-a score of vessels were known to be ashore and in grave peril. The
-movement of passenger-vessels, at the bottom of the page, riveted his
-attention. The _Lusitania_ was reported seven hundred miles out, and in
-the heart of the hurricane. She would be a day late.
-
-The newspaper was slightly crumpled, as if someone else had read
-it before him. He found himself wondering how he would feel if the
-_Lusitania_ never reached New York! He wondered what his sensations
-would be if a call for help came from the great vessel, if the dreadful
-news came that she was sinking with all on board!
-
-He looked up from the paper with what actually seemed to him to be a
-guilty feeling. Someone had entered the room. Mrs Desmond was coming
-toward him, a queer little smile on her lips. She was a tall, fair
-woman, an English type, and still extremely handsome. Hers was an honest
-beauty that had no fear of age.
-
-“She is a staunch ship, Frederic,” she said, without any other form of
-greeting. “She will be late, but there's really nothing to worry about.”
-
-“I'm not worrying,” he said confusedly. “Lydia has told you the--the
-news?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“Rather staggering, isn't it?” he said with a wry smile. In spite of
-himself he watched her face with curious intentness.
-
-“Rather,” she said briefly.
-
-He was silent for a moment.
-
-“I was instructed to inform you that he was married last Wednesday,”
- he said, and his face hardened. “And to have the car meet them at the
-dock.”
-
-“It won't be necessary, Frederic. I have given Jones his instructions.
-You will not even have to carry out the orders.”
-
-“I suppose you don't approve of the way.”
-
-“I know just how you feel, poor boy. Don't try to explain. I know.”
-
-“You always understand,” he said, lowering his eyes.
-
-“Not always,” she said quietly. There was something cryptic in the
-remark. He kept his eyes averted.
-
-“Well, it's going to play hob with everything,” he said, jamming his
-hands deep into his pockets. His shoulders seemed to hunch forward and
-to contract.
-
-“I am especially sorry for Mr Dawes and Mr Riggs,” she said. Her voice
-was steady and full of earnestness.
-
-“Do they know?”
-
-“They were up and about at daybreak, poor souls. Do you know, Freddy,
-they were starting off in this blizzard when I met them in the hall!”
-
-“The deuce! I--I hope it wasn't on account of anything I may have said to
-them last night,” he cried in contrition.
-
-She smiled. “No. They had their own theory about the message. The storm
-strengthened it. They were positive that your father was in great
-peril. I don't like to tell you this, but they seemed to think that you
-couldn't be depended upon to take a hand in--in--well, in helping him.
-They were determined to charter a vessel of some sort and start off
-in all this blizzard to search the sea for Mr Brood. Oh, aren't they
-wonderful?”
-
-He had no feeling of resentment toward the old men for their opinion of
-him. Instead, his eyes glowed with an honest admiration.
-
-“By George, Mrs Desmond, they _are_ great! They are _men_, bless their
-hearts. Seventy-five years old and still ready to face anything for a
-comrade! It _does_ prove something, doesn't it?”
-
-“It proves that your father has made no mistake in selecting his
-friends, my dear. My husband used to say that he would cheerfully die
-for James Brood, and he knew that James Brood would have died for him
-just as readily. There is something in friendships of that sort that we
-can't understand. We never have been able to test our friends, much less
-ourselves. We----”
-
-“I would die for you, Mrs Desmond,” cried Frederic, a deep flush
-overspreading his face. “For you and Lydia.”
-
-“You come by that naturally,” she said, laying her hand upon his arm.
-“Blood will tell. Thank you, Frederic.” She smiled. “I am sure it will
-not be necessary for you to die for me, however. As for Lydia, you must
-live, not die, for her.”
-
-“I'll do both,” he cried impulsively.
-
-“Before you go in to breakfast I want to say something else to you,
-Frederic,” said she seriously. “Lydia has repeated everything you said
-to her last night. My dear boy, my husband has been dead for twelve
-years. I loved him, and he died loving me. I shall never marry another
-man. I am still the wife of John Desmond; I still consider myself bound
-to him. Can you understand?”
-
-“I talked like a lunatic last night, I fear,” he confessed. “I might
-have known. You, too, belong to the list of loyal ones. Forgive me.”
-
-“There is nothing to forgive, dear,” she said simply. “And now, one more
-word, Frederic. You must accept this new condition of affairs in the
-right spirit. Your father has married again, after all these years. It
-is not likely that he has done so without deliberation. Therefore, it is
-reasonable to assume that he is bringing home with him a wife of whom he
-at least is proud, and that should weigh considerably in your summing
-up of the situation. She will be beautiful, accomplished, refined, and
-good, Frederic. Of that you may be sure. Let me implore you to withhold
-judgment until a later day.”
-
-“I do not object to the situation, Mrs Desmond,” said he, the angry
-light returning to his eyes, “so much as I resent the wording of that
-telegram. It is always just that way. He loses no chance to humiliate
-me. He----”
-
-“Hush! You are losing your temper again.”
-
-“Well, who wouldn't? And here's another thing, the very worst of all.
-How is this new condition going to affect you, Mrs Desmond?” She was
-silent for a moment.
-
-“Of course, I shan't stay on here, Frederic. I shall not be needed now.
-As soon as Mrs Brood is settled here I shall go.”
-
-“And you expect me to be cheerful and contented!” he cried bitterly.
-
-“You are a man, Frederic. It is for you to say yea and nay; women must
-say one or the other. A man may make his own bed, but he doesn't always
-have to lie in it.”
-
-“Sounds rather like Solomon,” he said ruefully. “I suppose you mean
-that if I'm not contented here I ought to get out and look for happiness
-elsewhere, reserving the right to come back if I fail?”
-
-“Something of the sort,” she said.
-
-“My father objects to my going into business or taking up a profession.
-I am dependent on him for everything. But why go into that? We've talked
-it over a thousand times. I don't understand, but perhaps you do. It's a
-dog's way of living.”
-
-“Your father is making a man of you.”
-
-“Oh, he is, eh?” with great scorn.
-
-“Yes. He will make you see some day that the kind of life you lead is
-not the kind you want. Your pride, your ambition will rebel. Then you
-will make something out of life for yourself.”
-
-“I don't think that is in his mind, if you'll pardon me. I sometimes
-believe he actually wants me to stay as I am, always a dependent.
-Why, how can he expect me to marry and----” He stopped short, his face
-paling.
-
-“Go on, please.”
-
-“Well, it looks to me as if he means to make it impossible for me to
-marry, Mrs Desmond. I've thought of it a good deal.”
-
-“And is it impossible?”
-
-“No. I shall marry Lydia, even though I have to dig in the streets
-for her. It isn't that, however. There's some other reason back of his
-attitude, but for the life of me I can't get at it.”
-
-“I wouldn't try to get at it, my dear,” she said. “Wait and see. Come,
-you must have your coffee. I am glad you came down early. The old
-gentlemen are at breakfast now. Come in.”
-
-He followed her dejectedly, a droop to his shoulders.
-
-Mr Dawes and Mr Riggs were seated at the table. Lydia, a trifle pale and
-distrait, was pouring their third cup of coffee. The old men showed no
-sign of their midnight experience. They were very wideawake, clear-eyed,
-and alert, as old men will be who do not count the years of life left in
-the span appointed for them.
-
-“Good morning, Freddy,” said they, almost in one voice.
-
-As he passed behind their chairs on his way to Lydia's side, he slapped
-each of them cordially on the back. They seemed to swell with relief and
-gratitude. He was not in the habit of slapping them on the back.
-
-“Good morning, gentlemen,” said he. Then he lifted Lydia's slim fingers
-to his lips. “Good morning, dear.”
-
-She squeezed his fingers tightly and smiled. A look of relief leaped
-into her eyes; she drew a long breath. She poured his coffee for
-him every morning. Her hand shook a little as she lifted the tiny
-cream-pitcher.
-
-“I didn't sleep very well,” she explained in a low voice.
-
-His hand rested on her shoulder for a moment in a gentle caress. Then he
-sat down in the chair Jones had drawn out for him.
-
-“Well, gentlemen, when does the relief boat start?” he asked, with a
-forced attempt at humour.
-
-Mr Dawes regarded him with great solemnity.
-
-“Freddy, it's too late. A man can be saved from the scourge, tigers,
-elephants, lions, snakes, and almost everything else in God's world,
-but, blast me, he can't be protected against women! They are deadly.
-They can overpower the strongest of men, sir. Your poor father is lost
-for ever. I never was so sorry for anyone in my life.”
-
-“If he had only called for help a week or so ago, we could have saved
-him,” lamented Mr Riggs. “But he never even peeped. Lordy, Lordy, and
-just think of it, he yelled like an Indian when that lion leaped on him
-at Nairobi!”
-
-“Poor old Jim!” sighed Mr Dawes. “He'll probably have to ask us to pull
-out, too. I imagine she'll insist on making a spare bedroom out of our
-room, so's she can entertain all of her infernal relations. Jones, will
-you give me some more bacon and another egg?”
-
-“And I thought it was nothing but a shipwreck,” murmured Mr Riggs
-plaintively.
-
-Frederic hurried through breakfast. Lydia followed him into the library.
-
-“Are you going out, dear?” she asked anxiously.
-
-“Yes. I've got to do something. I can't sit still and think of what's
-going to happen. I'll be back for luncheon.”
-
-Half an hour later he was in the small bachelor apartment of two college
-friends, a few blocks farther up-town, and he was doing the thing he did
-nearly every day of his life in a surreptitious way. He sat at the cheap
-upright piano in their disordered living-room and, unhampered by the
-presence of young men who preferred music as it is rendered for the
-masses, played as if his very soul was in his fingers.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-The next three or four days passed slowly for those who waited. A
-spirit of uneasiness pervaded the household. Among the servants, from
-Jones down, there was dismay. It was not even remotely probable that Mrs
-Desmond would remain, and they confessed to a certain affection for her,
-strange as it may appear to those who know the traits of servants who
-have been well treated by those above them.
-
-Frederic flatly refused to meet the steamer when she docked. As if
-swayed by his decision, Dawes and Riggs likewise abandoned a plan
-to greet the returning master and his bride as they came down the
-gangplank. But for the almost peremptory counsel of Mrs Desmond, Brood's
-son would have absented himself from the house on the day of their
-arrival. Jones and a footman went to the pier with the chauffeur.
-
-It was half-past two in the afternoon when the automobile drew up in
-front of the house and the fur-coated footman nimbly hopped down and
-threw open the door.
-
-James Brood, a tall, distinguished-looking man of fifty, stepped out of
-the limousine. For an instant, before turning to assist his wife from
-the car, he allowed his keen eyes to sweep the windows on the lower
-floor. In one of them stood his son, holding the lace curtains apart and
-smiling a welcome that seemed sincere. He waved his hand to the man on
-the side-walk. Brood responded with a swift, almost perfunctory gesture,
-and then held out his hand to the woman who was descending.
-
-Frederic's intense gaze was fixed on the stranger who was coming into
-his life. At a word from Brood she glanced up at the window. The smile
-still lingered on the young man's lips, but his eyes were charged with
-an expression of acute wonder. She smiled, but he was scarcely aware of
-the fact. He watched them cross the side-walk and mount the steps.
-
-He had never looked upon a more beautiful creature in all his life. A
-kind of stupefaction held him motionless until he heard the door close
-behind them. In that brief interval a picture had been impressed upon
-his senses that was to last for ever.
-
-She was slightly above the medium height, slender and graceful even in
-the long, thick coat that enveloped her. She did not wear a veil. He had
-a swift but enduring glimpse of dark, lustrous eyes; of long lashes that
-drooped; of a curiously pallid, perfectly modelled face; of red lips and
-very white teeth; of jet-black hair parted above a broad, clear brow
-to curtain the temple and ear; of a firm, sensitive chin. Somehow he
-received the extraordinary impression that the slim, lithe body was
-never cold; that she expressed in some indefinable way the unvarying
-temperature of youth.
-
-He hurried into the hall, driven by the spur of duty. They were crossing
-the vestibule. Jones, who had preceded them in a taxicab, was holding
-open the great hall door. Dawes and Higgs, shivering quite as much
-with excitement as from the chilly blast that swept in through the
-storm-doors, occupied a point of vantage directly behind the butler.
-They suggested a reception committee. Frederic was obliged to remain in
-the background.
-
-He heard his father's warm, almost gay response to the greetings of the
-old men, whose hands he wrung with fervour that was unmistakable. He
-heard him present them to the new Mrs Brood as “the best old boys in
-all the world,” and they were both saying, with spasmodic cackles of
-pleasure, that she “mustn't believe a word the young rascal said.”
-
-He was struck by the calm, serene manner in which she accepted these
-jocular contributions to the occasion. Her smile was friendly, her
-handshake cordial, and yet there was an unmistakable air of tolerance,
-as of one who is accustomed to tribute. The rather noisy acclamations of
-the old adventurers brought no flush of embarrassment to her cheek; not
-the flicker of an eyelid, nor a protesting word or frown. She merely
-smiled and thanked them in simple, commonplace phrases.
-
-Frederic, who was given to forming swift impressions, most of which
-sprang from his own varying moods and were seldom permanent, formed an
-instant and rather startling opinion of the newcomer. She was either a
-remarkable actress or a woman whose previous station in life had been
-far more exalted than the one she now approached. He had an absurd
-notion that he might be looking upon a person of noble birth.
-
-Her voice was low-pitched and marked by huskiness that was peculiar in
-that it was musical, not throaty. Frederic, on first seeing her, had
-leaped to the conclusion that her English would not be perfect. He was
-somewhat surprised to discover that she had but the faintest trace of an
-accent.
-
-The exchange of greetings at the door seemed to him unnecessarily
-prolonged. He stood somewhat apart from the little circle, uncomfortable
-and distinctly annoyed with the old men who, in their garrulous
-gallantry, blocked the way in both directions. He awoke suddenly,
-however, to the realisation that he had been looking into his new
-stepmother's eyes for a long time and that she was returning his gaze
-with some intensity.
-
-“And this?” she said, abruptly breaking in upon one of Danbury's hasty
-reminiscences, effectually ending it. “This is Frederic?”
-
-She came directly toward the young man, her small, gloved hand extended.
-Her eyes were looking into his with an intentness that disconcerted him.
-There was no smile on her lips. It was as if she regarded this moment as
-a pronounced crisis.
-
-Frederic mumbled something fatuous about being glad to see her, and felt
-his face burn under her steady gaze. His father came forward.
-
-“Yes; this is Frederic, my dear,” he said, without a trace of warmth in
-his voice. As she withdrew her hand from Frederic's clasp James Brood
-extended his. “How are you, Frederic?”
-
-“Quite well, sir.”
-
-They shook hands in the most perfunctory manner.
-
-“I need not ask how you are, father,” said the son, after an instant's
-hesitation. “You never looked better, sir.”
-
-“Thank you. I _am_ well. Ah, Mrs Desmond! It is good to be home again
-with you all. My dear, permit me to introduce Mrs John Desmond. You have
-heard me speak of my old comrade and----”
-
-“I have heard you speak of Mr Desmond a thousand times,” said his wife.
-There may have been a shade of emphasis on the prefix, but it was so
-slight that no one remarked it save the widow of John Desmond, who had
-joined the group.
-
-“The best pal a man ever had,” said Mr Dawes with conviction. “Wasn't
-he, Riggs?”
-
-“He was,” said Mr Riggs loudly, as if expecting someone to dispute it.
-
-“Will you go to your room at once, Mrs Brood?” asked Mrs Desmond.
-
-The new mistress of the house had not offered to shake hands with
-her, as James Brood had done. She had moved closer to Frederic and was
-smiling in a rather shy, pleading way, in direct contrast to her manner
-of the moment before. The smile was for her stepson. She barely glanced
-at Mrs Desmond.
-
-“Thank you, no. I see a nice big fire, and--oh, I have been so cold!”
- She shivered very prettily.
-
-“Come!” cried her husband. “That's just the thing.” No one spoke as they
-moved toward the library. “We must try to thaw out,” he added dryly,
-with a faint smile on his lips.
-
-His wife laid her hand on Frederic's arm. “It is cold outside,
-Frederic,” she said; “very cold. I am not accustomed to the cold.”
-
-If anyone had told him beforehand that his convictions, or his
-prejudices, could be overthrown in the twinkling of an eye, he would
-have laughed him to scorn. He was prepared to dislike her. He was
-determined that his hand should be against her in the conflict that was
-bound to come.
-
-And now, in a flash, his incomprehensible heart proved treacherous. She
-had touched some secret spring in the bottom of it, and a strange, new
-emotion rushed up within him, like the flood which finds a new channel
-and will not be denied by mortal ingenuity. A queer, wistful note of
-sympathy in her voice had done the trick. Something in the touch of her
-fingers on his arm completed the mystery. He was conscious of a mighty
-surge of relief. The horizon cleared for him.
-
-“We shall do our best to keep you warm,” he said quite gaily, and was
-somewhat astonished at himself.
-
-They had preceded the others into the library. James Brood was divesting
-himself of his coat in the hall, attended by the leechlike old men. Mrs
-Desmond stood in the doorway, a detached figure.
-
-“You must love me, Frederic. You must be very, very fond of me, not for
-your father's sake, but for mine. Then we shall be great friends, not
-antagonists.”
-
-He was helping her with her coat.
-
-“I confess I looked forward to you with a good deal of animosity,” he
-said.
-
-“It was quite natural,” she said simply. “A stepmother is not of one's
-own choosing, as a rule.”
-
-“She's usually resented,” said he.
-
-“But I shall not be a stepmother,” she said quickly. Her eyes were
-serious for an instant, then filled with a luminous smile. “I shall be
-Yvonne to you, and you Frederic to me. Let it be a good beginning.”
-
-“You are splendid,” he cried. “It's not going to be at all bad.”
-
-“I am sure you will like me,” she said composedly.
-
-Brood joined them at the fireside.
-
-“My dear, Mrs Desmond will show you over the house when you are ready.
-You will be interested in seeing the old place. Later on I shall take
-you up to my secret hiding-place, as they say in books. Ranjab will
-have the rooms in order by this evening. Where is your daughter, Mrs
-Desmond?”
-
-“She is at work on the catalogue, Mr Brood, in the jade room. In your
-last letter you instructed her to finish that----”
-
-“But this is a holiday, Mrs Desmond,” said he, frowning. “Jones, will
-you ask Miss Lydia to join us for tea at half-past four?”
-
-“You will adore Lydia,” said Frederic to Mrs Brood.
-
-Apparently she did not hear him, for she gave no sign. She was looking
-about the room with eyes that seemed to take in everything. For the
-moment her interest appeared to be centred on the inanimate, to the
-complete exclusion of all other objects. Frederic had the odd notion
-that she was appraising her new home with the most calculating of minds.
-
-Even as he watched her he was struck by the subtle change that came into
-her dark eyes. It lingered for the briefest moment, but the impression
-he got was lasting. There was something like dread in the far-away look
-that settled for a few seconds and then lifted. She caught him looking
-at her, and smiled once more, but nervously. Then her glance went
-swiftly to the face of James Brood, who was listening to something
-that Mrs Desmond was saying. It rested there for a short but intense
-scrutiny, and the smile began to die.
-
-“I am sure I shall be very happy in this dear old house,” she said
-quietly. “Your own mother must have loved it, Frederic.”
-
-James Brood started. Unnoticed by the others, his fingers tightened on
-the gloves he carried in his hand.
-
-“I never knew my mother,” said the young man. “She died when I was a
-baby.”
-
-“But of course this was her home, was it not?”
-
-“I don't know,” said Frederic uncomfortably. “I suppose so. I--I came
-here a few years ago, and----”
-
-“But even though you never knew her, there must still be something here
-that--that--how shall I say it? I mean, you must feel that she and you
-were here together years and years ago. One may never have seen his
-mother, yet he can always feel her. There is something--shall I say
-spiritual, in----”
-
-Her husband broke in upon these unwelcome reflections. His voice was
-curiously harsh.
-
-“Mrs Desmond is waiting, Yvonne.”
-
-She drew herself up.
-
-“Are you in such great haste, Mrs Desmond?” she asked in a voice that
-cut like a knife. Instinctively she glanced at Frederic's face. She saw
-the muscles of the jaw harden and an angry light leap into his eyes.
-Instantly her arrogance fell away. “I beg your pardon, Mrs Desmond. I
-have many bad habits. Now will you kindly show me to my room? I prefer
-that you and not one of the servants should be my guide. _Au revoir_,
-Frederic. Till tea-time, James.”
-
-Her eyes were sparkling, her husky voice once more full of the appealing
-quality that could not be denied. The flush of injured pride faded from
-Mrs Desmond's brow and a faint look of surprise crept into her eyes. She
-was surprised at her own inclination to overlook the affront, and not
-by the change in Mrs Brood's manner. She smiled an unspoken pardon and
-stood aside for the new mistress to pass in front of her. To her further
-amazement the younger woman laid a hand upon her arm and gave it a
-gentle, friendly pressure.
-
-The men watched them in silence as they left the room side by side.
-A moment later they heard the soft laughter of the two women as they
-mounted the stairs.
-
-Frederic drew a long breath.
-
-“She's splendid, father,” he said impulsively.
-
-Brood's face was still clouded. He did not respond to the eager tribute.
-
-Mr Dawes cleared his throat and cast a significant glance toward the
-dining-room.
-
-“What do you say to a drink to the bride, Jim?” he said, somewhat
-explosively. He had been silent for a longer period than usual. It
-wasn't natural for him to be voiceless, even when quite alone.
-
-“Good idea,” added Mr Riggs. “I was just thinking of it myself. A health
-to the bride, my boy, and good luck to you both.”
-
-“A glass to prosperity,” said Mr Dawes, with a wave of his hand.
-
-“And two for posterity,” added Mr Riggs in an ecstasy of triumph.
-
-
-A flush mounted to Brood's cheek. Young Frederic abruptly turned away.
-
-“Thank you, my friends,” said Brood, after a moment. “I'll leave the
-bumpers to you, if you don't mind. It isn't meet that the groom should
-drink to himself, and that's what you are suggesting. Go and have your
-drinks, gentlemen, but leave me out.”
-
-They looked disappointed, aggrieved.
-
-“I said posterity,” expostulated Mr Riggs. “No harm in your drinking to
-_that_, is there?”
-
-“Shut up, Riggs,” hissed Mr Dawes, nudging him with some violence.
-
-“Oh!” said his friend, with a quick look at Frederic. Then, as
-if inspired: “Come on, Freddy. Join us. Come and drink to the--to
-your--er--stepmother.” He floundered miserably. “My God!” he gasped under
-his breath.
-
-“Thank you, Mr Riggs. I'm not drinking,” said Frederic.
-
-Dawes conducted Riggs to the dining-room door. There he turned and
-remarked:
-
-“Stick to that resolution, Freddy. See what old man Riggs has come to!
-If it wasn't for me and your father he'd be in the gutter.”
-
-“That's right, Freddy,” agreed Mr Riggs with rare amiability. He felt
-that he owed something to Frederic in the way of apology.
-
-Father and son faced each other after the old men had disappeared. They
-were a striking pair, each in his way an example of fine, clean manhood.
-The father was taller by two inches than the son, and yet Frederic
-was nearly six feet in his stockings. Both were spare men, erect and
-gracefully proportioned.
-
-Brood gave out the impression of great strength, of steel sinews, of
-invincible power; Frederic did not suggest physical strength, and yet he
-was a clean-limbed, well-built fellow. He had a fine head, a slim body
-whose every movement proclaimed nervous energy, and a face that denoted
-temperament of the most pronounced character. His hair was black and
-straight, growing thickly above the forehead and ears; his eyes were of
-a deep gray, changeable at the dictates of his emotions. A not unhealthy
-pallor lay on the surface of his skin, readily submissive to the
-sensations which produce colour at the slightest provocation. His
-eyebrows were rather thick, but delicately arched, and the lashes
-were long. It was not a strong face, nor was it weak; it represented
-character without force.
-
-On the other hand, James Brood's lean, handsome face was full of power.
-His gray eyes were keen, steady, compelling, and seldom alight with
-warmth. His jaw was firm, square, resolute, and the lines that sank
-heavily into the flesh in his cheeks were put there not by age but by
-the very vigour of manhood. His hair was quite gray.
-
-Frederic waited for his father to speak. He had ventured a remark before
-the departure of the old men and it had been ignored. But James Brood
-had nothing to say.
-
-“She is very attractive, father,” said the young man at last, almost
-wistfully. He did not realise it, but he was groping for sympathy. Brood
-had been in the house for a quarter of an hour, after an absence of
-nearly a year, and yet he might have been away no longer than a day for
-all that he revealed in his attitude toward his son. His greeting had
-been cold, casual, matter-of-fact. Frederic expected little more than
-that; still he felt in a vague way that now, if never again, the ice of
-reserve might be broken between them, if only for a moment. He was ready
-and willing to do his part.
-
-Brood was studying the young man's face with an intensity that for the
-moment disconcerted him. He seemed bent on fixing certain features in
-his mind's eye, as if his memory had once played him false and should
-not do so again. It was a habit of Brood's, after prolonged separations,
-to look for something in the boy's face that he wanted to see and yet
-dreaded, something that might have escaped him when in daily contact
-with him. Now, at the end of the rather offensive scrutiny, he seemed to
-shake his head slightly, although one could not have been sure.
-
-“And as charming as she is attractive, Frederic,” he said, with a faint
-flush of the enthusiasm he suppressed.
-
-“Who is she?” asked his son, without realising the bluntness of his
-question.
-
-“Who _is_ she?” repeated his father, raising his eyebrows slightly. “She
-is Mrs James Brood.”
-
-“I--I beg your pardon,” stammered Frederic. “I didn't mean to put it in
-that way. Who was she? Where did you meet her, and--oh, I want to
-know all there is to tell, father. I've heard nothing. I am naturally
-curious.”
-
-Brood stopped him with a gesture.
-
-“She was Yvonne Lestrange before we were married, Mlle Lestrange; we met
-some time ago at the house of a mutual friend in Paris. I assure you her
-references are all that could be desired.” His tone was sarcastic.
-
-Frederic flushed.
-
-“I'm sorry I asked the questions, sir,” he said stiffly.
-
-Brood suddenly laughed, a quiet laugh that had some trace of humour and
-a touch of compunction in it.
-
-“I beg your pardon, Frederic. Come up to my room and smoke a cigar with
-me while I'm changing. I'll tell you about her. She is wonderful.”
-
-To his own surprise, and to Frederic's astonishment, he linked his arm
-in the young man's and started toward the hall. Afterward he was to
-wonder even more than he wondered then what it was that created the
-sudden desire to atone for the hurt look he had brought into the eyes of
-Matilde's son and the odd longing to touch his arm gently.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-Lydia met Brood and Frederic at the top of the stairs. She had received
-the message through Jones and was on her way to dress for tea. The
-master of the house greeted her most cordially. He was very fond of this
-lovely, gentle daughter of John Desmond.
-
-Into their association had stolen an intimate note that softened the
-cold reserve of the man to a marked degree. There was something brave
-and joyous in this girl that had always appealed to James Brood. He
-seldom failed to experience a sense of complete relaxation when with
-her; his hard eyes softened, his stern mouth took on the quiet smile of
-contentment.
-
-His chief joy was to chat with her over the work he was doing, and
-to listen to her frank, honest opinions. There was no suggestion of
-constraint in her manner. She was not afraid of him. That was the thing
-about her, perhaps, that warmed his stone-cold heart, although he hardly
-would have admitted it to be the case.
-
-She regarded herself as his secretary, or his amanuensis, in the strict
-way of speaking, but he considered her to be a friend as well, and
-treated her with a freedom that was not extended to others.
-
-A faint gleam of astonishment lurked in the girl's eyes as she stood
-before the two men. Never, in her experience, had there been such an
-exhibition of friendliness between father and son. A curious throb of
-joy rushed up from her heart and lodged in her throat. For the first
-time she found it difficult to respond with composure to Brood's lively
-comments. Tears were lying close to the surface of her eyes; tears of
-relief and gratitude. The buoyant expression in Frederic's told a new
-story. Her heart rejoiced.
-
-“Nonsense!” said Brood, when she announced that she was going in to
-change her gown. “You never looked so pretty, my dear, as you do at this
-instant. I want Mrs Brood to see you for the first time just as you are.
-You are a shirt-waist girl, Lydia. You couldn't be lovelier than you are
-now. Isn't that true, Frederic?”
-
-“You'll spoil her, father,” said Frederic, his face glowing.
-
-Her prettiest frown opposed them.
-
-“But you, after all, you are not women,” she said. “Women don't look at
-each other through masculine eyes. They look at a girl not to see how
-pretty she is, but to see what it is that makes her pretty.”
-
-“But this is to be a family tea-party,” protested Brood. “It isn't a
-function, as the society reporter would say. Come just as you are to
-please me.”
-
-“A tea-party and an autopsy are very much alike, Mr Brood,” said she.
-“One can learn a lot at either. Still, if you'd like to have Mrs Brood
-see me as I really am, I'll appear _sans_ plumage.”
-
-“I'd like it,” said he promptly. “I am sure you will like each other,
-Lydia.”
-
-“I am glad you did not say we would admire each other,” said she
-quaintly. “You look very happy, Mr Brood,” she went on, her eyes bright.
-
-“I believe I _am_ happy,” said he.
-
-“Then we shall all be happy,” was her rejoinder.
-
-She returned to the jade room on the upper floor, where she had been at
-work on the catalogue. Brood had a very large and valuable collection of
-rare jade. A catalogue, she knew, would have but little significance, in
-view of the fact that the collection was not likely to be exhibited
-to public view. Still it was his whim, and she had found considerable
-pleasure in carrying out his belated orders.
-
-The jade room, so called, was little more than a large closet off
-the remarkable room which James Brood was pleased to call his
-“hiding-place,” or, on occasions, his “retreat.” No one ventured into
-either of these rooms except by special permission.
-
-Ranjab, his Indian servant, slept in an adjoining room, and it was
-whispered about the house that not even James Brood had viewed its
-interior. This silent, unapproachable man from the mysterious heart of
-India locked his door when he entered the room and locked it when he
-came out. No one, not even the master, thought of entering. Mr Dawes in
-his cups, or out of them, was responsible for the impression that
-the man kept deadly serpents there. As a matter of fact, Ranjab was a
-peaceable fellow and desperately afraid of snakes.
-
-Lydia loved the feel of the cold, oily lumps of jade. There were a few
-pieces of porcelain of extreme rarity and beauty as well, and several
-priceless bits of cloisonné, but it was the jade she loved. There were
-two or three hundred objects of various sizes and colours, and all
-were what might be called museum pieces. To each was attached a tag
-disclosing certain facts concerning its origin, its history, and the
-date of its admission to the Brood collection. It appeared to be Lydia's
-task to set down these dates and facts in chronological order. Her
-imagination built quaint little stories about each of the ancient
-figures. She believed in fairies.
-
-She had been at work for half an hour or longer when a noise in the
-outer room attracted her attention. She had the odd feeling that someone
-was looking at her through the open door, and swiftly turned.
-
-Except when occupied by Brood, the room was darkened by means of heavy
-window-hangings; the effect was that produced by the gloaming just
-before the stars appeared. Objects were shadowy, indistinct, mysterious.
-The light from the jade room door threw a diverging ray across the full
-length of the room. In the very centre of this bright strip sat a
-placid effigy of Buddha that Brood had found in a remote corner of Siam,
-serenely stolid on top of its thick base of bronze and lacquer, with a
-shining shrine for a background.
-
-In the dim edge of the shadow, near the door at the far end of the room,
-Lydia made out the motionless, indistinct figure of a woman. The faint
-outlines of the face were discernible, but not so the features. For a
-moment the girl stared at the watcher and then advanced to the door.
-
-“Who is it?” she inquired, peering.
-
-A low, husky voice replied, with a suggestion of laughter in the tones.
-
-“I am exploring the house.”
-
-Lydia came forward at once.
-
-“Oh, it is Mrs Brood. I beg your pardon. Shall I switch on the lights?”
-
-“Are there such awful things as electric lights in this wonderful room?”
- cried the other, disappointed. “I can't believe it of my husband. He
-couldn't permit anything so bizarre as that.”
-
-“They are emergency lights,” laughed Lydia. “He never uses them, of
-course. They are for the servants.”
-
-“You are Lydia?”
-
-“Yes, Mrs Brood.”
-
-“I have been prowling everywhere. Your good mother deserted me when
-my maid arrived with Ranjab a short time ago. Isn't this the dread
-_Bluebeard room?_ Shall I lose my head if I am discovered by the ogre?”
-
-The girl felt the spell stealing over her. The low voice of the woman in
-the shadow was like a sensuous caress. She experienced a sudden longing
-to be closer to the speaker, to listen for the very intake of her
-breath.
-
-“You have already been discovered by the ogre, Mrs Brood,” said Lydia
-gaily, “and your head appears to be quite safe.”
-
-“Thank you,” rather curtly, as if repelling familiarity. It was like a
-dash of cold water to Lydia's spirits. “You may turn on the lights. I
-should like to see _you_, Miss Desmond.”
-
-The girl crossed the room, passing close to the stranger in the house.
-The fragrance of a perfume hitherto unknown to her separated itself
-from the odour of sandalwood that always filled the place; it was soft,
-delicate, refreshing. It was like a breath of cool, sweet air filtering
-into a close, stuffy enclosure. One could not help drawing in a long,
-full breath, as if the lungs demanded its revivifying qualities.
-
-A soft, red glow began to fill the room as Lydia pulled the cord near
-the door. There was no clicking sound, no sharp contact of currents; the
-light came up gradually, steadily, until the whole space was drenched
-with its refulgence. There were no shadows. Every nook and corner seemed
-to fill with the warm, pleasant hue of the setting sun, and yet no
-visible means appeared.
-
-As the light grew brighter and brighter the eyes of the stranger swept
-the room with undisguised wonder in their depths.
-
-“How extraordinary!” she murmured, and then turned swiftly toward the
-girl. “Where does it come from? I can see no lights. And see! There are
-no shadows, not even beneath the table yonder. It--it is uncanny--but, oh,
-how lovely!”
-
-Lydia was staring at her with wide-open eyes, frankly astonished.
-The eager, excited gleam vanished from Mrs Brood's lovely eyes. They
-narrowed slightly.
-
-“Why do you stare at me?” she demanded.
-
-“I beg your pardon,” cried the girl, blushing.
-
-“I--I couldn't help it, Mrs Brood. Why, you are young!” The exclamation
-burst from her lips.
-
-“Young?” queried the other, frowning.
-
-“I--I expected----” began Lydia, and stopped in pretty confusion.
-
-“I see. You expected a middle-aged lady? And why, pray, should James
-Brood marry a middle-aged person?”
-
-“I--I don't know. I'm sorry if I have offended you.”
-
-Mrs Brood smiled, a gay, pleased little smile that revealed her small,
-even teeth.
-
-“You haven't offended me, my dear,” she said. “You offend my husband by
-thinking so ill of him, that's all.” She took the girl in from head to
-foot with critical eyes. “He said you were very pretty and very lovable.
-You are lovely. Isn't it a horrid word? Pretty! No one wants to be
-pretty. Yes, you are just what I expected.”
-
-Lydia was the taller of the two women--a matter of two inches perhaps--and
-yet she had the curious feeling that she was looking upward as she gazed
-into the other's eyes. It was the way Mrs Brood held herself.
-
-“He has known me since I was a little girl,” she said, as if to account
-for Brood's favourable estimate.
-
-“And he knew your mother before you were born,” said the other. “She,
-too, is--shall I say pretty?”
-
-“My mother isn't pretty, Mrs Brood,” said Lydia, conscious of a sudden
-feeling of resentment.
-
-“She is handsome,” said Mrs Brood with finality. Sending a swift glance
-around the room, she went on: “My husband delights in having beautiful
-things about him. He doesn't like the ugly things of this world.”
-
-Lydia flinched, she knew not why. There was a sting to the words,
-despite the languidness with which they were uttered.
-
-Risking more than she suspected, she said:
-
-“He never considers the cost of a thing, Mrs Brood, if its beauty
-appeals to him.” Mrs Brood gave her a quizzical, half-puzzled look. “You
-have only to look about you for the proof. This one room represents a
-fortune.” The last was spoken hastily.
-
-“How old are you, Miss Desmond?” The question came abruptly.
-
-“I am nineteen.”
-
-“You were surprised to find me so young. Will it add to your surprise if
-I tell you that I am ten years older than you?”
-
-“I should have said not more than three or four years.”
-
-“I am twenty-nine--seven years older than my husband's son.”
-
-“It doesn't seem credible.”
-
-“Are you wondering why I tell you my age?”
-
-“Yes,” said Lydia bluntly.
-
-“In order that you may realise that I am ten years wiser than you,
-and that you may not again make the mistake of under-estimating my
-intelligence.”
-
-The colour faded from Lydia's face. She grew cold from head to foot.
-Involuntarily she moved back a pace. The next instant, to her unbounded
-surprise, Mrs Brood's hands were outstretched in a gesture of appeal,
-and a quick, wistful smile took the place of the imperious stare.
-
-“There! I am a nasty, horrid thing. Forgive me. Come! Don't be stubborn.
-Shake hands with me and say that you're sorry I said what I did.”
-
-It was a quaint way of putting it, and her voice was so genuinely
-appealing that Lydia, after a moment's hesitation, extended her hands.
-Mrs Brood grasped them in hers and gripped them tightly.
-
-“I think I should like to know that you are my friend, Lydia. Has it
-occurred to you that I am utterly without friends in this great city
-of yours? I have my husband, that is all. Among all these millions of
-people there is not one who knows that I exist. Isn't it appalling? Can
-you imagine such a condition? There is not one to whom I can give an
-honest smile. Nor am I likely to have many friends here. Indeed, I shall
-not lift my finger to gain them. You will know me better one day, Lydia,
-and you will understand. But now--to-day, to-morrow--now--I must have
-someone to whom I may offer my friendship and have something to hope for
-in return.”
-
-Lydia could hardly credit her ears.
-
-“I am sure you will have many friends, Mrs Brood,” she began, vaguely
-uncomfortable.
-
-“I don't want them,” cried the other sharply. “Poof! Are friends to be
-made in a day? No! Admirers, yes. Enemies, yes. But friends, no.
-I shall have no real friends here. It isn't possible. I am not like your
-people. I cannot become like them. I shall know people and like them, no
-doubt, but--poof! I shall not have them for friends.”
-
-“I can't understand why you want me for a friend,” said Lydia stiffly.
-“My position here is not what----”
-
-Mrs Brood had not released the girl's hands. She interrupted her now by
-dropping them as if they were of fire.
-
-“You don't want to be my friend?”
-
-“Yes, yes--of course----”
-
-“You are my husband's friend?”
-
-“Certainly, Mrs Brood. He is _my_ friend.”
-
-“What is _your_ position here?”
-
-Lydia's face was flaming.
-
-“I thought you knew. I am his secretary, if I may be allowed to
-dignify my----”
-
-“And you are Frederic's friend?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“Despite your position?”
-
-“I don't understand you, Mrs Brood.”
-
-Once more the warm, enchanting smile broke over the face of the other.
-
-“Isn't it perfectly obvious, Lydia?”
-
-The girl could no more withstand the electric charm of the woman
-than she could have fought off the sunshine. She was bewildered and
-completely fascinated.
-
-“It's--it is very good of you,” she murmured, her own eyes softening as
-they looked into the deep velvety ones that would not be denied. Even as
-she wondered whether she could ever really like this magnetic creature,
-she felt herself surrendering to the spell of her. “But perhaps you will
-not like me when you know me better.”
-
-“Perhaps,” said Mrs Brood calmly, almost indifferently, and dismissed
-the subject. “What an amazing room! One can almost feel the presence
-of the genii that created it at the wish of the man with the enchanted
-lamp. As a rule, Oriental rooms are abominations, but this--ah, this is
-not an Oriental room after all. It is a part of the East itself--of the
-real East. I have sat in emperors' houses out there, my dear, and I have
-slept in the palaces of kings. I have seen just such things as these,
-and I know that they could not have been transported to this room except
-by magic. My husband is a magician.”
-
-“These came from the palaces of kings, Mrs Brood,” said Lydia
-enthusiastically. “Kings in the days when kings were real. This
-rug----”
-
-“I know,” interrupted the other. “It was woven by five generations of
-royal weavers. Each of these borders represents the work of a lifetime.
-It is the carpet of rubies, and a war was prolonged for years because an
-emperor would not give it up to the foe who coveted it above all other
-riches. His heart's blood stains it to this day. His empire was wiped
-out by the relentless foe, his very name effaced, but the heart's blood
-still is there, Lydia. That can never be wiped out. My husband told me
-the story. It must have cost him a fortune.”
-
-“It is worth a fortune,” said Lydia.
-
-A calculating squint had come into Mrs Brood's eyes while she was
-speaking. To Lydia it appeared as if she were trying to fix upon the
-value of the wonderful carpet.
-
-“A collector has offered him--how much? A hundred thousand dollars, is
-not that it? Ah, how rich he must be!”
-
-“The collector you refer to----”
-
-“I was referring to my husband,” said Mrs Brood, unabashed. “He is very
-rich, isn't he?”
-
- Lydia managed to conceal her annoyance. “I think not,
-as American fortunes are rated.”
-
-“It doesn't matter,” said the other carelessly.
-“I have my own fortune. And it is not my face,” she added with her
-quick smile. “Now let us look farther. I must see all of these wonderful
-things. We will not be missed, and it is still half an hour till
-tea-time. My husband is now telling his son all there is to be told
-about me--who and what I am, and how he came to marry me. Not, mind you,
-how I came to marry him, but--the other way round. It's the way with men
-past middle age.”
-
- Lydia hesitated before speaking.
-
- “Mr Brood does not
-confide in Frederic. I am afraid they have but little in common. Oh, I
-shouldn't have said that!”
-
-Mrs Brood regarded her with narrowing eyes.
-
-“He doesn't confide in Frederic?” she repeated in the form of a
-question. Her voice seemed lower than before.
-
-“I'm sorry I spoke as I did, Mrs Brood,” said the girl, annoyed with
-herself.
-
-“Is there a reason why he should dislike his son?” asked the other,
-regarding her fixedly.
-
-“Of course not,” cried poor Lydia.
-
-There was a moment of silence.
-
-“Some day, Lydia, you will tell me about Mr Brood's other wife.”
-
-“She died many years ago,” said the girl evasively.
-
-“I know,” said Mrs Brood. “Still, I should like to hear more of the
-woman he could not forget in all those years--until he met me.”
-
-She grew silent and preoccupied, a slight frown marking her forehead as
-she resumed her examination of the room and its contents.
-
-It is quite impossible adequately to describe the place in which the two
-women met for the first time. Suffice to say, it was long, narrow, and,
-being next below the roof, low-ceilinged. The walls were hung with rich,
-unusual tapestries whose subdued tones seemed to lure one back to the
-undimmed glory of Solomon's days, to the even more remote realms of
-those gods and goddesses on whom our fancy thrives despite the myths
-they were.
-
-Silks of a weight and lustre that taxed credulity; golden threads
-interweaving gems of the purest ray; fringe and galloons with the solemn
-waste of ages in their thin, lovely sheen; over all the soft radiance of
-an _Arabian Night_ and the gentle touch of a _Scheherazade._ Here hung
-transported the fabulous splendours of Ind, the shimmering treasures of
-Ming, and the loot of the _Forty Thieves_.
-
-The ceiling, for want of a better name, was no less than a canopy
-constructed out of a single rug of enormous dimensions and incalculable
-value, gleaming with the soft colours of the rainbow, shedding a serene
-iridescence over the entire room to shame the light of day.
-
-The furniture, the trappings, the ornaments throughout were of a most
-unusual character. A distinctly regal atmosphere prevailed. No article
-there but had come from the palace of a ruler in the East, from the
-massive gold and lacquered table to the tiniest piece of bronze or the
-lowliest hassock. Chairs that had served as thrones, chests that had
-contained the treasures of potentates, robes that had covered the bodies
-of kings and queens, couches on which had nestled the favourites
-of sultans, screens and mirrors that had reflected the jewels of an
-empire--_all_ were here to feed the senses with dreams imperial.
-
-Great lanterns hung suspended beside the shrine at the end of the room,
-but were now unlighted. On the table at which Brood professed to work
-stood a huge lamp with a lacelike screen of gold. When lighted, a
-soft, mellow glow oozed through the shade to create a circle of golden
-brilliance over a radius that extended but little beyond the edge of the
-table, yet reached to the benign countenance of Buddha close by.
-
-Over all this fairylike splendour reigned the serene, melting influence
-of the god to whom James Brood was wont to confess himself. The spell of
-the golden image dominated everything.
-
-In the midst of this magnificence moved the two women--one absurdly
-out of touch with her surroundings, yet a thing of beauty; the other
-blending intimately with the warm tones that enveloped her. She was
-lithe, sinuous, with the grace of the most seductive of dancers. Her
-dark eyes reflected the mysteries of the Orient; her pale, smooth skin
-shone with the clearness of alabaster; the crimson in her lips was like
-the fresh stain of blood; the very fragrance of her person seemed to
-steal out of the unknown. She was a part of the marvellous setting, a
-gem among gems.
-
-She had attired herself in a dull Indian-red afternoon gown of chiffon.
-The very fabric seemed to cling to her supple body with a sensuous
-joy of contact. Even Lydia, who watched her with appraising eyes,
-experienced a swift, unaccountable desire to hold this intoxicating
-creature close to her own body.
-
-There were two windows in the room, broad openings that ran from
-near the floor almost to the edge of the canopy. They were so heavily
-curtained that the light of day failed to penetrate to the interior of
-the apartment. Mrs Brood approached one of these windows. Drawing the
-curtains apart, she let in an ugly gray light from the outside world.
-The illusion was spoiled at once.
-
-“How cold and pallid the world really is!” she cried, a shiver passing
-over her slim body.
-
-The sky above the housetops was bleak and drab in the waning light of
-late afternoon. Over the summits of loft-buildings to the south and west
-hung the smoke from the river beyond, smudgy clouds that neither drifted
-nor settled.
-
-She looked down into a sort of courtyard and garden that might have been
-transplanted from distant Araby. Uttering an exclamation of wonder, she
-turned to Lydia.
-
-“Is this New York or am I bewitched?”
-
-“Mr Brood transformed the old carriage yard into a--I think Mr Dawes
-calls it a Persian garden. It is rather bleak in winter-time, Mrs Brood,
-but in the summer it is really enchanting. See, across the court on the
-second floor, where the windows are lighted, those are your rooms. It
-is an enormous house, you'll find. Do you see the little balcony outside
-your windows, and the vines creeping up to it? You can't imagine how
-sweet it is of a summer night with the moon and stars----”
-
-“But how desolate it looks to-day, with the dead vines and the
-colourless stones! Ugh!”
-
-She dropped the curtains. The soft, warm glow of the room came back, and
-she sighed with relief.
-
-“I hate things that are dead,” she said.
-
-At the sound of a soft tread and the gentle rustle of draperies, they
-turned. Ranjab, the Hindu, was crossing the room toward the small door
-which gave entrance to his closet. He paused for an instant before the
-image of Buddha, but did not drop to his knees, as all devout Buddhists
-do. Mrs Brood's hand fell lightly upon Lydia's arm. The man turned
-toward them a second or two later.
-
-His dark, handsome face was hard set and emotionless as he bowed low
-to the new mistress of the house. The fingers closed tightly on Lydia's
-arm. Then he smiled upon the girl, a glad smile of devotion. His swarthy
-face was transfigured. A moment later he unlocked his door and passed
-into the other room. The key turned in the lock with a slight rasp.
-
-“I do not like that man,” said Mrs Brood. Her voice was low and her eyes
-were fixed steadily on the closed door.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-The ensuing fortnight brought the expected changes in the household.
-James Brood, to the surprise of not only himself, but others, lapsed
-into a curious state of adolescence. His infatuation was complete. The
-once dominant influence of the man seemed to slink away from him as the
-passing days brought up the new problems of life. Where he had lived to
-command he now was content to serve.
-
-His friends, his son, his servants viewed the transformation with
-wonder, not to say apprehension. It was not difficult to understand his
-infatuation for the--shall we say enchantress? He was not the only one
-there to fall under the spell. But it was almost unbelievable that he
-should submit to thraldom with the complacency of a weakling.
-
-Love, which had been lying bruised and unconscious within him for twenty
-years and more, arose from its stupor and became a thing to play with,
-as one would play with a child. The old, ugly vistas melted into
-dreamy, adolescent contemplations of a paradise in which he could walk
-hand-in-hand with the future and find that the ghosts of the past no
-longer attended him along the once weary way.
-
-It would not be true to say that the remarkable personality of the man
-had suffered. He was still the man of steel, but re-tempered. The rigid
-broadsword was made over into the fine, flexible blade of Toledo. He
-could be bent but not broken.
-
-It pleased him to submit to Yvonne's commands,
-
-Not that they were arduous or peremptory; on the contrary, they were
-suggestions in which his own comfort and pleasure appeared to be the
-inspiration. He found something like delight in being rather amiably
-convinced of his own shortcomings; in learning from her that his life up
-to this hour had been a sadly mismanaged affair; that there were soft,
-fertile spots in his heart where things would grow in spite of him. He
-enjoyed the unique spectacle of himself in the process of being made
-over to fit ideals that he would have scorned a few months before.
-
-She was too wise to demand, too clever to resort to cajolery. She was
-a Latin. Diplomacy was hers as a birthright. Complaints, appeals, sulks
-would have gained nothing from James Brood. It would not have occurred
-to her to employ these methods. From the day she entered the house she
-was its mistress. She was sure of her ground, sure of herself, fettered
-by no sense of doubt as to her position there, bound by no feminine
-notion of gratitude to man, as many women are who find themselves
-married. It might almost be said of her that she ruled without making a
-business of it.
-
-To begin with, she miraculously transferred the sleeping quarters of
-Messrs Dawes and Riggs from the second floor front to the third floor
-back without arousing the slightest sign of antagonism on the part of
-the crusty old gentlemen who had occupied one of the choice rooms in
-the house with uninterrupted security for a matter of nine or ten years.
-This was a feat that James Brood himself would never have tried
-to accomplish. They had selected this room at the first instant of
-occupation, because it provided something of a view up and down the
-street from the big bow window, and they wouldn't evacuate.
-
-Mrs Brood explained the situation to them so graciously, so
-convincingly, that they even assisted the servants in moving their
-heterogeneous belongings to the small, remote room on the third floor,
-and applauded her plan to make a large sitting-room of the chamber they
-were deserting. It did not occur to them for at least three days that
-they had been imposed upon, cheated, maltreated, insulted, and then it
-was too late. The decorators were in the big room on the second floor.
-
-Perhaps they would not have arrived at a sense of realisation even then
-if it had not come out in the course of conversation that it was not to
-be a _general_ sitting-room, but one with reservations. The discovery of
-what they secretly were pleased to call duplicity brought an abrupt end
-to the period of abstemiousness that had lasted since the day of her
-arrival, when, out of courtesy to the bride, they had turned their backs
-upon the tipple.
-
-Now, however, the situation was desperate. She had tricked them with
-her wily politeness. They had been betrayed by the wife of their bosom
-friend. Is it small cause for wonder, then, that the poor gentlemen as
-manfully turned back to the tipple and got gloriously, garrulously drunk
-in the middle of the afternoon and also in the middle of the library,
-where tea was to have been served to a few friends asked in to meet the
-bride?
-
-The next morning a fresh edict was issued. It came from James Brood, and
-it was so staggering that the poor gentlemen were loath to believe their
-ears. As a result of this new command they began to speak of Mrs Brood
-in the privacy of their own room as “that woman.” Of course, it was
-entirely due to her mischievous, malevolent influence that a spineless
-husband put forth the order that they were to have nothing more to drink
-while they remained in his house.
-
-This command was modified to a slight extent later on. Brood felt sorry
-for the victims. He loved them, and he knew that their pride was injured
-a great deal more than their appetite. In its modified form the edict
-allowed them a small drink in the morning and another at bedtime, but
-the doses (as they sarcastically called them) were to be administered by
-Jones the butler, who held the key to the situation and--the sideboard.
-
-“Is this a dispensary?” wailed Mr Dawes in weak horror. “Are we to stand
-in line and solicit the common necessities of life? Answer me, Riggs!
-Confound you, don't stand there like a wax figure! Say something!”
-
-Mr Riggs shook his head bleakly.
-
-“Poor Jim,” was all that he said, and rolled his eyes heavenward.
-
-Mr Dawes reflected. After many minutes the tears started down his
-rubicund cheeks. “Poor old Jim,” he sighed. And after that they looked
-upon Mrs Brood as the common enemy of all three.
-
-The case of Mrs John Desmond was disposed of in a summary but tactful
-manner.
-
-“If Mrs Desmond is willing to remain, James, as housekeeper instead of
-friend, all well and good,” said Mrs Brood, discussing the matter in the
-seclusion of her boudoir. “I doubt, however, whether she can descend to
-that. You have spoiled her, my dear.”
-
-Brood was manifestly pained and uncomfortable.
-
-“She was the wife of my best friend, Yvonne. I have never permitted her
-to feel----”
-
-“Ah,” she interrupted, “the wives of best friends! Nearly every man has
-the wife of a best friend somewhere in his life's history.” She shook
-her head at him with mock mournfulness.
-
-He flushed. “I trust you do not mean to imply that----”
-
-“I know what you would say. No, I do not mean anything of the sort.
-Still, you now have a wife of your own. Is it advisable to have also the
-wife of a best friend?”
-
-“Really, Yvonne, all this sounds very suspicious and--unpleasant. Mrs
-Desmond is the soul of----”
-
-“My dear man, why should you defend her? I am not accusing her. I am
-merely going into the ethics of the situation. If you can forget that
-Mrs Desmond is the wife of your friend and come to regard her as a
-servant in your establishment, no one will be more happy than I to have
-her about the place. She is fine, she is competent, she is a lady. But
-she is not my equal here. Can't you understand?”
-
-He was thoughtful for a moment.
-
-“I dare say you are right. The conditions are peculiar. I can't go
-to her and say that she must consider herself as--oh, no, that would be
-impossible.”
-
-“I should like to have Mrs Desmond as my friend, not as my housekeeper,”
- said his wife simply.
-
-“By Jove, and that's just what I should like,” he cried.
-
-“There is but one way, you know.”
-
-“She must be one or the other, eh?”
-
-“Precisely,” she said with firmness. “In my country, James, the wives of
-best friends haven't the same moral standing that they appear to have in
-yours. Oh, don't scowl so! Shall I tell you again that I do not mean to
-reflect on Mrs Desmond's virtue--or discretion? Far from it. If she is to
-be my friend, she cannot be your housekeeper. That's the point. Has she
-any means of her own? Can she----”
-
-“She has a small income, and an annuity which I took out for her soon
-after her poor husband's death. We were the closest of friends----”
-
-“I understand, James. You are very generous and very loyal. I quite
-understand. Losing her position here, then, will not be a hardship?”
-
-“No,” said he soberly.
-
-“I am quite competent, James,” she said brightly. “You will not miss
-her, I am sure.”
-
-“It isn't that, Yvonne,” he sighed. “Mrs Desmond and Lydia have been
-factors in my life for so long that---- But, of course, that is neither
-here nor there. I will explain the situation to her to-morrow. She will
-understand.”
-
-“Thank you, James. You are really quite reasonable.”
-
-“Are you laughing at me, darling?”
-
-She gave him one of her searching, unfathomable glances, and she smiled
-with roguish mirth.
-
-“Isn't it your mission in life to amuse and entertain me?”
-
-“I love you, Yvonne. Good God, how I love you!” he cried abruptly.
-
-His eyes burned with a sudden flame of passion as he bent over her.
-His face quivered; his whole being tingled with the fierce spasm of an
-uncontrollable desire to crush the warm, adorable body to his breast in
-the supreme ecstasy of possession.
-
-She surrendered herself to his passionate embrace. A little later
-she withdrew herself from his arms, her lips still quivering with the
-fierceness of his kisses. Her eyes, dark with wonder and perplexity,
-regarded his transfigured face for a long, tense moment.
-
-“Is this love, James?” she whispered. “Is this the real, true love?”
-
-“What else, in Heaven's name, can it be?” he cried. He was sitting upon
-the arm of her chair, looking down at the strangely pallid face.
-
-“But should love have the power to frighten me?”
-
-“Frighten, my darling?”
-
-“Oh, it is not you who are frightened,” she cried. “You are the man. But
-I--ah, I am only the woman.”
-
-He stared. “What an odd way to put it, dear.”
-
-Then he drew back, struck by the curious gleam of mockery in her eyes.
-
-“Was it like this twenty-five years ago?” she asked.
-
-“Yvonne!”
-
-“Did you love her--like this?”
-
-He managed to smile. “Are you jealous?”
-
-“Tell me about her.”
-
-His face hardened. “Some other time, not now.”
-
-“But you loved her, didn't you?”
-
-“Don't be silly, dear.”
-
-“And she loved you. If you loved her as you love me, she could not have
-helped----”
-
-“Please, please, Yvonne!” he exclaimed, a dull red setting in his cheek.
-
-“You have never told me her name----”
-
-He faced her, his eyes as cold as steel. “I may as well tell you now,
-Yvonne, that her name is never mentioned in this house.”
-
-She seemed to shrink down farther in the chair.
-
-“Why?” she asked, an insistent note in her voice.
-
-“It isn't necessary to explain.” He walked away from her to the window
-and stood looking out over the bleak little courtyard. Neither spoke for
-many minutes, and yet he knew that her questioning gaze was upon him and
-that when he turned to her again she would ask still another question.
-He tried to think of something to say that would turn her away from this
-hated subject.
-
-“Isn't it time for you to dress, dearest? The Gunnings live pretty
-far up north and the going will be bad with Fifth Avenue piled up with
-snow----”
-
-“Doesn't Frederic ever mention his mother's name?” came the question
-that he feared before it was uttered.
-
-“I am not certain that he knows her name,” said he levelly. The knuckles
-of his hands, clenched tightly behind his back, were white. “He has
-never heard me utter it.”
-
-She looked at him darkly. There was something in her eyes that caused
-him to shift his own steady gaze uncomfortably. He could not have
-explained what it was, but it gave him a curiously uneasy feeling, as
-of impending peril. It was not unlike the queer, inexplicable, though
-definite, sensing of danger that more than once he had experienced in
-the silent, tranquil depths of great forests.
-
-“But you loved her just the same, James, up to the time you met me. Is
-not that true?”
-
-“No!” he exclaimed loudly. “It is not true.”
-
-“I wonder what could have happened to make you so bitter toward her,”
- she went on, still watching him through half-closed eyes. “Was she
-unfaithful to you? Was----”
-
-“Good God, Yvonne!” he cried, an angry light jumping into his eyes--the
-eyes that so recently had been ablaze with love.
-
-“Don't be angry, dearest,” she cried plaintively. “We Europeans speak of
-such things as if they were mere incidents. I forget that you Americans
-take them seriously, as tragedies.”
-
-He controlled himself with an effort. The pallor in his face would have
-alarmed anyone but her.
-
-“We must never speak of--of that again, Yvonne,” he said, a queer note
-of hoarseness in his voice. “Never, do you understand?” He was very much
-shaken.
-
-“Forgive me,” she pleaded, stretching out her hand to him. “I am
-foolish, but I did not dream that I was being cruel or unkind. Perhaps,
-dear, it is because I am--jealous.”
-
-“There is no one--nothing to be jealous of,” he said, passing a hand over
-his moist brow. Then he drew nearer and took her hand in his. It was as
-cold as ice.
-
-“Your hand is cold, darling,” he cried.
-
-“And yours, too,” she said, looking down at their clasped hands, a faint
-smile on her lips. Suddenly she withdrew her fingers from his strong
-grip. A slight shiver ran over her frame. “Ugh! I don't like cold
-hands!”
-
-He laughed rather desolately. “Suppose that I were to say the same to
-you?”
-
-“I am temperamental; you are not,” she replied coolly. “Sit down, dear.
-Let us be warm again.”
-
-“Shall I have the fire replenished----”
-
-“No,” she said with her slow smile, “you don't understand.”
-
-He lounged again on the arm of her chair. She leaned back and sighed
-contentedly, the smile on her red lips growing sweeter with each breath
-that she took. He felt his blood warming once more.
-
-For a long time they sat thus, looking into each other's eyes without
-speaking. He was trying to fathom the mystery that lurked at the bottom
-of those smiling wells; she, on the other hand, deluded herself with the
-idea that she was reading his innermost thought.
-
-“I have been considering the advisability of sending Frederic abroad for
-a year or two,” said he at last.
-
-She started. She had been far from right in her reading.
-
-“Now? This winter?”
-
-“Yes. He has never been abroad.”
-
-“Indeed? And he is half European, too. It seems--forgive me, James.
-Really, you know, I cannot always keep my thoughts from slipping out.
-You shouldn't expect it, dear.”
-
-“How did you know that his--his mother was a European?” he inquired
-abruptly.
-
-“Dear me! What manner of woman do you think I am? Without curiosity? I
-should be a freak. I have inquired of Mrs Desmond. There was no harm in
-that.”
-
-“What did she tell you? But no! It doesn't matter. We shan't discuss it.
-We----”
-
-“She told me little or nothing,” she broke in quickly. “You may rest
-quite easy, James.”
-
-“Upon my word, Yvonne, I don't understand----”
-
-“Let us speak of Frederic.”
-
-“I suppose it is only natural that you should inquire,” he said
-resignedly.
-
-“Of my servants,” she added pointedly.
-
-He flushed slightly. “I dare say I deserve the rebuke. It will not be
-necessary to pursue that line of inquiry, however. I shall tell you the
-story myself some day, Yvonne. Will you not bear with me?”
-
-She met the earnest appeal in his eyes with a slight frown of annoyance.
-
-“Who is to tell me the wife's side of the story?”
-
-The question was like a blow to him. He stared at her as if he had not
-heard aright. Before he could speak she went on coolly.
-
-“I dare say there are two sides to it, James. It's usually the case.”
-
-He winced. “There is but one side to this one,” he said, a harsh note in
-his voice.
-
-“That is why I began my inquiries with Mrs Desmond,” she said
-enigmatically. “But I shan't pursue them any farther. You love _me_;
-that is all I care to know--or that I require.”
-
-“I _do_ love you,” he said, almost imploringly. She stroked his gaunt
-cheek. “Then we may let the other woman--go hang, eh?”
-
-He felt the cold sweat start on his brow. Her callous remark slashed his
-finer sensibilities like the thrust of a dagger. He tried to laugh, but
-only succeeded in producing a painful grimace.
-
-“And now,” she went on, as if the matter were fully disposed of, “we
-will discuss something tangible, eh? Frederic.”
-
-“Yes,” said he, rather dazedly. “Frederic.”
-
-“I am very, very fond of your son, James,” she said. “How proud you must
-be to have such a son.”
-
-He eyed her narrowly. How much of the horrid story did she know? How
-much of it had John Desmond told to his wife?
-
-“I am surprised at your liking him, Yvonne. He is what I'd call a
-difficult young man.”
-
-“I haven't found him difficult.”
-
-“Morbid and unresponsive.”
-
-“Not by nature, however. There is a joyousness, a light-heartedness in
-his character that has never got beyond the surface until now, James.”
-
-“Until now?”
-
-“Yes. And you talk of sending him away. Why?”
-
-“He has wanted to go abroad for years. This is a convenient time for him
-to go.”
-
-“But I am quite sure he will not care to go at present--not for a while,
-at least.”
-
-“And why not, may I ask?”
-
-“Because he is in love.”
-
-“In love!” he exclaimed, his jaw setting hard.
-
- “He is in love with
-Lydia.”
-
-“I'll put a stop to that!”
-
-“And why, may I ask?” she mimicked.
-
-“Because--why----” he burst out, but instantly collected himself. “He is
-not in a position to marry, that's all.”
-
-“Financially?”
-
-He swallowed hard. “Yes.”
-
-“Poof!” she exclaimed, dismissing the obstacle with a wave of her slim
-hand. “A cigarette, please. There is another reason why he shouldn't
-go--an excellent one.”
-
-“The reason you've already given is sufficient to convince me that he
-ought to go at once. What is the other one, pray?”
-
-She lighted a cigarette from the match he held. “What would you say if I
-were to tell you that I object to his going away--at present?”
-
-“I should ask the very obvious question.”
-
-“Because I like him, I want him to like me, and I shall be very lonely
-without him,” she answered calmly.
-
-“You are frank, to say the least,” said he, laughing.
-
-“And serious. I don't want him to go away at present. Later on, yes; but
-not now. I shall need him, James.”
-
-“You will be lonely, you say.”
-
-“Certainly. You forget that I am young.”
-
-“I see,” said he, a sudden pain in his heart. “Perhaps it would be more
-to the point if you were to say that I forget that I am old.”
-
-She laughed. It was a soft, musical laugh that strangely stilled the
-tumult in his breast.
-
-“You are younger than Frederic,” she said. “Unless we do something to
-prevent it, your son will be an old man before he is thirty. Don't send
-him away now, James. Let me have him for a while. I mean it, dear. He is
-a lonely boy, and I know what it is to be lonely.”
-
-“You?” he cried. “Why, you've never known anything but----”
-
-“One can be lonely even in the heart of a throng,” she said cryptically.
-“No, James, I will not have him sent away.”
-
-He resented the imputation. “Why do you say that I am sending him away?”
-
-“Because you are,” she replied boldly.
-
-He was silent for a moment. “We will leave it to Frederic,” he said.
-
-Her face brightened. “That is all I ask. He will stay.”
-
-There was another pause. “You two have become very good friends,
-Yvonne.”
-
-“He is devoted to me.”
-
-“Don't spoil him in making him over,” he said dryly.
-
-She blew cigarette--smoke in his face and laughed. There was a knock at
-the door.
-
-“Come in!” she called.
-
-Frederic entered.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-A certain element of gaiety invaded the staid old house in these
-days. The new mistress was full of life and the joy of living. She was
-accustomed to adulation, she was used to the tumult of society. Her
-life, since she left the convent school, evidently had been one in which
-rest, except physical, was unknown.
-
-Yvonne Lestrange, in a way, had been born to purple and fine linen. She
-had never known deprivation of any description. Neither money, position,
-nor love had been denied her during the few years in which her charm and
-beauty had flashed across the great European capitals, penetrating even
-to the recesses of royal courts.
-
-It is doubtful if James Brood knew very much concerning her family when
-he proposed marriage to her, but it is certain that he did not care. He
-first saw her at the home of a British nobleman, but did not meet her.
-Something in the vivid, brilliant face of the woman made a deep and
-lasting impression on him. There was an instant when their eyes met
-through an opening in the throng which separated them. He was not only
-conscious of the fact that he was staring at her, but that she was
-looking at him in a curiously penetrating way.
-
-There was a mocking smile on her lips at the time. He saw it fade away,
-even as the crowd came between. He knew that the smile had not been
-intended for him, but for someone of the eager cavaliers who surrounded
-her, and yet there was something singularly direct in the look she gave
-him.
-
-Later on he made inquiries of his host, with whom he had hunted big game
-in Africa, and learned that she was a guest in the home of the Russian
-ambassador. He did not see her again until they met in the south of
-France a few months later. On this occasion they were guests at the same
-house, and he took her into dinner. He had not forgotten her, and it
-gratified him immensely to discover that she remembered him.
-
-That single glance in the duke's house proved to be a fatal one for
-both. They were married inside of a month. The virile, confident
-American had conquered where countless suppliants of a more or less
-noble character had gone down to defeat.
-
-He asked but one question of her; she asked none of him. The fact that
-she was the intimate friend and associate of the woman in whose home he
-met her was sufficient proof of her standing in society, although that
-would have counted for little so far as Brood was concerned.
-
-She was the daughter of a baron; she had spent much of her life in
-Paris, coming from St Petersburg when a young girl; and she was an
-orphan with an independent fortune of her own.
-
-Her home in Paris, where she had lived with some degree of permanence
-for the past four or five years, was shared with an estimable, though
-impoverished, lady of rank, the Countess de Rochambert, of middle age
-and undeniable qualifications as a chaperon, even among those who are
-prone to laugh at locksmiths. Such common details as these came to Brood
-in the natural way and were not derived from any effort on his part to
-secure information concerning Mlle Lestrange. Like the burned child, he
-asked a question which harked back to an unforgotten pain.
-
-“Have you ever loved a man deeply, devotedly, Yvonne--so deeply that
-there is pain in the thought of him?”
-
-She replied without hesitation.
-
-“There is no such man, James. You may be sure of that.”
-
-“I am confident that I can hold your love against the future, but no man
-is vital enough to compete with the past. Love doesn't really die, you
-know. If a man cannot hold a woman's love against all new-comers, he
-deserves to lose it. It doesn't follow, however, that he can protect
-himself against the man who appears out of the past and claims his own.”
-
-“You speak as though the past had played you an evil trick,” she said.
-
-He did not mince words.
-
-“Years ago a man came out of the past and took from me the woman I loved
-and cherished.”
-
-“Your--your wife?” she asked in a voice suddenly lowered.
-
-“Yes,” he said quietly.
-
-She was silent for a long time.
-
-“I wonder at your courage in taking the risk again,” she said.
-
-“I think I wonder at it myself,” said he. “No, I am not afraid,” he went
-on, as if convincing himself that there was no risk. “I shall make you
-love me to the end, Yvonne. I am not afraid. But why do you not ask me
-for all the wretched story?”
-
-“It is not unlike all stories of its kind, my dear,” she said with an
-indifference that amazed him. “They are all alike. Why should I ask?
-The wife takes up with an old lover; she deceives her husband; the world
-either does or does not find out about it; the home is wrecked; the
-husband takes to drink; the wife pretends she is happy; the lover
-takes to women; and the world goes on just the same in spite of them.
-Sometimes the husband kills. It is of no moment. Sometimes the wife
-destroys herself. It is a trifle. The whole business is like the
-magazine story that is for ever being continued in our next. No, I do
-not ask you for your story, James. Some time you may tell me, but not
-to-day. I shouldn't mind hearing it if it were an original tale, but God
-knows it isn't. It's as old as the Nile. But you may tell me more about
-your son. Is he like you, or like his mother?”
-
-Brood's lips were compressed.
-
-“I can't say that he is like either of us,” he said shortly.
-
-She raised her eyebrows slightly.
-
-“Ah,” she said. “That makes quite a difference. Perhaps, after all,
-I shall be interested in the story.” Her manner was so casual, so
-serenely, matter-of-fact, that he could hardly restrain the sharp
-exclamation of annoyance that rose to his lips.
-
-He bit his lip and allowed the frank insinuation to go unanswered. He
-consoled himself with the thought that she must have spoken in jest
-without intention. He had the uncomfortable feeling that she would make
-light of his story, too, when the time came for revelations. A curious
-doubt took root in his mind: Would he ever be able to understand the
-nature of this woman whom he loved and who appeared to love him so
-unreservedly? As time went on the doubt became a conviction. She proved
-to be utterly beyond Brood's comprehension.
-
-The charm and beauty of the new mistress of James Brood's heart and home
-was to become the talk of the town. Already, in the first month of her
-reign, she had drawn to the old house the attention not only of the
-parasites who feed on novelty, but of families that had long since given
-up Brood as a representative figure in the circle into which he had been
-born.
-
-He had dropped out of their lives so completely in the passing years
-that no one took the trouble to interest himself in the man's affairs.
-His self-effacement had been complete. The story of his ill-fated
-marriage was an almost forgotten page in the history of the town.
-
-Old friends now cudgelled their brains to recall the details of the
-break between him and the first Mrs Brood, who, they were bound to
-remember, was also beautiful, fascinating, and an adornment to the
-rather exclusive circle in which they moved. No one could point to the
-real cause of the separation, however, for the excellent reason that the
-true conditions were never revealed to anyone outside the four walls of
-the house from which she was banished.
-
-Memory merely brought to mind the fact that the young husband became a
-wanderer on the face of the earth, and that his once joyous face was an
-almost forgotten object.
-
-Brood, in the full pride of possession, awoke to the astounding
-realisation that he wanted people to envy him this wonderful creature.
-He wanted men to covet her! He longed to have the world see her at
-his side, and to feel that the world was saying: “She belongs to James
-Brood.”
-
-It was not the cheap, ordinary New York society, the insufferably rich
-and vulgar of the metropolis that he sought to conquer, but the fine old
-families with whom rests the real verdict. He knew that those families
-were not many in these days of haste and waste, but he also knew that
-the rush of frivolity had not weakened their position. Their word was
-still the law. Serenely confident, he revealed his wife to the few, and
-waited.
-
-It cannot be said that she conquered, for that would be to imply design
-on her part. Possibly she considered the game unworthy of the effort.
-For, in truth, Yvonne Brood despised Americans. She made small pretence
-of liking them. The rather closely knit circle of Parisian aristocracy
-which she affected is known to tolerate, but not to invite, the society
-of even the best of Americans.
-
-She was no larger than her environment. Her views upon and her attitude
-toward the Americans were not created by her but for her. The fact that
-James Brood had reached the inner shrine of French self-worship no doubt
-put him in a class apart from all other Americans, so far as she was
-concerned. At least it may account for an apparent inconsistency, in
-that she married him without much hesitation.
-
-She welcomed the admiration and attention of the friends he brought to
-the house by one means or another during the first few weeks. If she was
-surprised to find them cultured, clever, agreeable specimens, she failed
-to mention the discovery to him. They amused her and therefore served a
-purpose. She charmed them in exchange for the tribute they paid to her.
-
-Those whom she liked the least she took no pains to please; in fact, she
-endured them so politely that while they may have secretly resented her
-indifference, they could do no less than openly profess admiration for
-her. She offended no one, yet she managed with amazing adroitness to
-rid herself of the bores. It happened, however, that the so-called bores
-were the very people that Brood particularly wanted her to cultivate.
-She found them stupid, but respectable.
-
-They were for ever telling her that she would like New York when she got
-used to it.
-
-Her warmest friend and admirer--one might almost say slave--was Frederic
-Brood. She had transformed him. He was no longer the silent, moody youth
-of other days, but an eager, impetuous playmate, whose principal object
-in life was to amuse her. If anyone had tried to convince him that
-he could have regarded Mrs Desmond's dethronement and departure with
-equanimity he would have protested with all the force at his command.
-But that would have been a month ago!
-
-When the time came for his old friend to leave the house over which she
-had presided for ten of the gentlest years of his life, his heart was
-sore and his throat was tight with pain, but he accepted the inevitable
-with a resignation that once would have been impossible.
-
-From the outset he realised that Mrs Desmond would have to go. At first
-he rebelled within himself against the unspoken edict. Afterward he was
-surprised to find that he regarded himself as selfish in even wishing
-that she might stay, when it was so palpably evident that the situation
-could not long remain pleasant for either Mrs Desmond or Mrs Brood. He
-saw Lydia and her mother leave without the slightest doubt in his mind
-that it was all for the best.
-
-The Desmonds took a small apartment just around the corner from Brood's
-home, in a side street, and in the same block. Their windows looked down
-into the courtyard in the rear of Brood's home. Frederic assisted them
-in putting their new home in order. It was great fun for Lydia and him,
-this building of what they were pleased to call “a nest.”
-
-Lydia may have seen the cloud in their sky, but he did not. To him the
-world was bright and gladsome, without a shadow to mar its new beauty.
-He was enthusiastic, eager, excited. She fell in with his spirit, but
-her pleasure was shorn of some of its keenness by the odd notion that it
-was not to endure.
-
-He even dragged Yvonne around to the little flat to expatiate upon its
-cosiness with visual proof to support his somewhat exaggerated claims.
-Her lazy eyes took in the apartment at a glance and she was done with
-it.
-
-“It is very charming,” she said with her soft drawl. “Have you no
-cigarettes, Lydia?”
-
-The girl flushed and looked to Frederic for relief. He promptly produced
-his own cigarettes. Yvonne lighted one and then stretched herself in the
-Morris chair.
-
-“You should learn to smoke,” she went on.
-
-“Mother wouldn't like me to smoke,” said Lydia rather bluntly.
-
-A faint frown appeared on Frederic's brow, only to disappear with
-Yvonne's low, infectious laugh.
-
-“And Freddy doesn't like you to smoke either, _aïe?_” she said.
-
-“He may have changed his mind recently, Mrs Brood,” said the girl,
-smiling so frankly that the edge was taken off of a rather direct
-implication.
-
-“I don't mind women smoking,” put in Frederic hastily. “In fact,
-I rather like it, the way Yvonne does it. It's a very graceful
-accomplishment.”
-
-“But I am too clumsy to----” began Lydia.
-
-“My dear,” interrupted the Parisienne, carelessly flicking the ash into
-a _jardinière_ at her elbow, “it is very naughty to smoke, and clumsy
-women never should be naughty. If you really feel clumsy, don't, for my
-sake, ever try to do anything wicked. There is nothing so distressing as
-an awkward woman trying to be devilish.”
-
-“Oh, Lydia couldn't be devilish if she tried!” cried Frederic, with a
-quick glance at the girl's half-averted face.
-
-“Don't say that, Frederic,” she cried. “That's as much as to say that I
-_am_ clumsy and awkward.”
-
-“And you are not,” said Yvonne decisively. “You are very pretty and
-graceful and adorable, and I am sure you could be very wicked if you set
-about to do it.”
-
-“Thank you,” said Lydia dryly.
-
-“By the way, this window looks almost directly down into our courtyard,”
- said Yvonne abruptly. She was leaning on her elbow, looking out upon the
-housetops below. “There is my balcony, Freddy. And one can almost look
-into your father's lair from where I sit.”
-
-She drew back from the window suddenly, a passing look of fear in her
-eyes. It was gone in a second, and would have passed unnoticed but
-for the fact that Frederic was, as usual, watching her face with rapt
-interest. He caught the curious transition and involuntarily glanced
-below.
-
-The heavy curtains in the window of his father's retreat were
-drawn apart, and the dark face of Ranjab, the Hindu, was plainly
-distinguishable.
-
-He was looking up at the window in which Mrs Brood was sitting. Although
-Frederic was far above, he could see the gleaming white of the man's
-eyes. The curtains fell quickly together and the gaunt, brown face was
-gone.
-
-An odd feeling of uneasiness came over the young man. It was the feeling
-of one who suddenly realises that he is being spied upon. He could
-not account for the faint chill that ran through his body, leaving him
-strangely cold and drear.
-
-What was the meaning of that intense scrutiny from his father's window?
-Was Ranjab alone in the room? How did he happen to expose himself at
-the very instant Yvonne appeared in the window above? These and other
-questions raced through Frederic's puzzled brain. Out of them grew a
-queer, almost uncanny feeling that the Hindu had called to her in the
-still, mysterious voice of the East, and, although no sound had been
-uttered, she had heard as plainly as if he actually had shouted to her
-across the intervening space.
-
-He recalled the tales of the old men, in which they spoke of the
-unaccountable swiftness with which news leaped across the unpopulated
-deserts, far in advance of any material means of transmission. Along the
-reaches of the Nile and in the jungles of India, weird instances of the
-astonishing projection of thought across vast spaces were constantly
-being reported. There was magic in the air. News travelled faster than
-the swiftest steed, even faster than the engines of man, into the most
-remote places, and yet there was no visible, tangible force behind the
-remarkable achievement.
-
-His father had said more than once that the Hindu and the Egyptian
-possessed the power to be in two distinct places at the same time. He
-was wont to establish his theory by reciting the single instance of a
-sick dragoman who had been left behind in a village on the edge of the
-desert, with no means of crossing the vast stretch. And yet, when the
-caravan reached its destination after a long but record-breaking
-march, the man himself met them on the outskirts of the town with the
-astonishing report that he was quite well and strong after a two weeks'
-rest in his own house just inside of the city gates.
-
-How he had passed them on the desert, and how he had reached his home a
-fortnight ahead of them, was one of the greatest mysteries James Brood
-had ever sought to unravel. The man's presence there created no surprise
-among the native members of the caravan. To them it was a most ordinary
-thing.
-
-Again, in the depths of an Indian jungle Brood expressed the wish that
-he had brought with him a certain rifle he had left at home. Not a man
-left the camp, and yet at the end of the week a strange Hindu appeared
-with the rifle, having traversed several hundred miles of practically
-unexplored country in the time that would have been required to get the
-message to Lahore by horse alone.
-
-James Brood, a sensible man, was a firm believer in magic.
-
-This much Frederic knew of Ranjab: if James Brood needed him, no matter
-what the hour or the conditions, the man appeared before him as if out
-of nowhere and in response to no audible summons.
-
-Was there, then, between these two, the beautiful Yvonne and the silent
-Hindu, a voiceless pact that defied the will or understanding of either?
-
-He had not failed to note a tendency on her part to avoid the Hindu as
-much as possible. She even confessed to an uncanny dread of the man, but
-could not explain the feeling. Once she requested her husband to dismiss
-the faithful fellow. When he demanded the reason, however, she could
-only reply that she did not like the man and would feel happier if he
-were sent away. Brood refused, and from that hour her fear of the Hindu
-increased.
-
-Now she was speaking in a nervous hurried manner to Lydia, her back
-toward the window. In the middle of a sentence she suddenly got up from
-the chair and moved swiftly to the opposite side of the room, where she
-sat down again as far as possible from the window.
-
-Frederic found himself watching her face with curious interest. All the
-time she was speaking her eyes were fixed on the window. It was as
-if she expected something to appear there. There was no mistaking
-the expression. After studying her face in silence for a few minutes,
-Frederic himself experienced an irresistible impulse to turn toward the
-window. He half expected to see the Hindu's face there, looking in upon
-them, a perfectly absurd notion when he remembered that they were at
-least one hundred feet above the ground.
-
-Presently she arose to go. No, she could not wait for Mrs Desmond's
-return.
-
-“It is charming here, Lydia,” she said, surveying the little
-sitting-room with eyes that sought the window again and again in furtive
-darts. “Frederic must bring me here often. We shall have cosy times
-here, we three. It is so convenient, too, for you, my dear. You have
-only to walk around the corner, and there you are--at your place of
-business, as the men would say.”
-
-Lydia was to continue as Brood's amanuensis. He would not listen to any
-other arrangement.
-
-“Oh, I do hope you will come, Mrs Brood!” cried the girl earnestly. “My
-piano will be here to-morrow, and you shall hear Frederic play. He is
-really wonderful.”
-
-“I'm the rankest duffer going, Yvonne,” broke in Frederic, but his eyes
-were alight with pleasure.
-
-“You play?” asked Mrs Brood, regarding him rather fixedly.
-
-“He disappears for hours at a time,” said Lydia, speaking for him, “and
-comes home humming fragments from--oh, but I am not supposed to tell!
-Forgive me, Frederic. Dear me! What have I done?” She was plainly
-distressed.
-
-“No harm in telling Yvonne,” said he, but uneasily. “You see, it's this
-way: father doesn't like the idea of my going in for music. He is
-really very much opposed to it. So I've been sort of stealing a march
-on him--going up to a chum's apartment and banging away to my heart's
-content. It's rather fun, too, doing it on the sly. Of course, if father
-heard of it he'd--he'd--well, he'd be nasty about it, that's all.”
-
-“Nasty?”
-
-“He got rid of our own piano a long time ago, just because he doesn't
-like music.”
-
-“But he does like music,” said Yvonne, her voice a little huskier than
-usual. “In Paris we attended the opera, the concerts. I am sure he likes
-music.”
-
-“I fancy it must have been my fault, then,” said Frederic wryly. “I was
-pretty bad at it in those days.”
-
-“He will not let you have a piano in the house?”
-
-“I should say not!”
-
-She gave them a queer little smile. “We shall see,” she said, and that
-was all.
-
-“I say, it would be great if you could get him to----”
-
-“I am sure he would like Frederic's music now, Mrs Brood,” Lydia broke
-in eagerly.
-
-“What do you play--what do you like best, Frederic?” inquired Yvonne.
-
-“Oh, those wonderful little Hungarian things most of all; the plaintive
-little melodies----”
-
-He stopped as she began to hum lightly the strains of one of Ziehrer's
-jaunty waltzes.
-
-“By Jove, how did you guess? Why, it's my favourite. I love it, Yvonne!”
-
-“You shall play it for me--to-morrow, Lydia?”
-
-“Yes. The piano will be here in the morning.”
-
-“But how did you guess----”
-
-“Never mind! I am a witch, _aïe?_ Come! I must be off now, Frederic.
-There are people coming to have tea with me.”
-
-As they descended in the elevator Frederic, unable to contain himself,
-burst out rapturously:
-
-“By Jove, Yvonne, it will be fun, coming over here every day or so for a
-little music, won't it? I can't tell you how happy I shall be.”
-
-“It is time you were happy,” said she, looking straight ahead, and many
-days passed before he had an inkling of all that lay behind her remark.
-
-As they entered the house Jones met them in the hall.
-
-“Mr Brood telephoned that he would be late, madam. He is at the customs
-office about the boxes.”
-
-She paused at the foot of the stairs.
-
-“How long has he been out, Jones?”
-
-“Since two o'clock, madam. It is now half-past four.”
-
-“There will be five or six in for tea, Jones. You may serve it in Mr
-Brood's study.”
-
-“Yes, madam.”
-
-A look of surprise flitted across the butler's impassive face. For a
-moment he had doubted his hearing.
-
-“And ask Ranjab to put away Mr Brood's writing materials and
-reference-books.”
-
-“I shall attend to it myself, madam. Ranjab went out with Mr Brood.”
-
-“Went out!” exclaimed Yvonne.
-
-Frederic turned upon the butler.
-
-“You must be mistaken, Jones,” he said sharply.
-
-“I think not, sir. They went away together in the automobile. He has not
-returned.”
-
-A long look of wonder and perplexity passed between young Brood and his
-stepmother.
-
-She laughed suddenly and unnaturally. Without a word she started up the
-stairs. He followed more slowly, his puzzled eyes fixed on the graceful
-figure ahead. At the upper landing she stopped. Her hand grasped the
-railing with rigid intensity.
-
-Ranjab emerged from the shadows at the end of the hall. He bowed very
-deeply.
-
-“The master's books and papers 'ave been removed, madam. The study is in
-order.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-The two old men, long since relegated to a somewhat self-imposed
-oblivion, on a certain night discussed, as usual, the affairs of the
-household in the privacy of their room on the third floor. Not, however,
-without first convincing themselves that the shadowy Ranjab was nowhere
-within range of their croaking undertones. From the proscribed regions
-downstairs came the faint sounds of a piano and the intermittent chatter
-of many voices. Someone was playing “La Paloma.”
-
-These new days were not like the old ones. Once they had enjoyed, even
-commanded, the full freedom of the house. It had been their privilege,
-their prerogative, to enter into every social undertaking that was
-planned. They had come to regard themselves as hosts, or, at the very
-least, guests of honour on such occasions.
-
-Not that the occasions were many where guests came to be entertained by
-James Brood of old, but it seemed to be an accepted and quite agreeable
-duty of theirs to convince the infrequent visitors that Brood's house
-was really quite a jolly place, and that it would pay them to drop
-in oftener. They had a joyous way of lifting the responsibility of
-conversation from everyone else; and, be it said to their credit, there
-was no subject on which they couldn't talk with decision and fluency,
-whether they knew anything about it or not.
-
-And nowadays it was different. They were not permitted to appear when
-guests were in the house. The sumptuous dinners, of which they heard
-something from the servants, were no longer graced by their presence.
-They were amazed, and not a little irritated, to learn, by listening at
-the head of the stairs, that the unfortunate guests, whoever they were,
-always seemed to be enjoying themselves. They couldn't understand how
-such a condition was possible.
-
-They dined, to dignify the function somewhat, at least an hour before
-the guests arrived, and then shuffled off to their little back room,
-where they affected cribbage but indulged in something a great deal more
-acrimonious. They said many harsh things about the new mistress of the
-house. They could not understand what had come over James Brood. There
-was a time, said they, when no one could have led him around by the
-nose, and now he was as spineless as an angleworm.
-
-On nights when guests were expected they were not permitted to have a
-drop of anything to drink, Mrs Brood declaring that she could not afford
-to run the risk of having them appear in the drawing-room despite
-the edict. They also had a habit of singing rather boisterously when
-intoxicated, something about a girl in Bombay; or, when especially
-happy, about a couple of ladies in Hottentot land who didn't mind the
-heat.
-
-It was a matter of discretion, therefore, to lock up the spirits, and,
-after a fashion, to lock up the old gentlemen as well.
-
-As a concession they were at liberty to invade the “retreat,” and to
-make themselves at home among the relics. Guests were seldom, if
-ever, taken up to Brood's room. Only the most intimate of friends were
-admitted. Even the jade room, with all of its priceless treasures, was
-closed to “outsiders,” for Brood had the idea that people as a rule did
-not possess a great amount of intelligence. So it was usually quite
-safe to allow Mr Dawes and Mr Riggs to run loose in the study, with the
-understanding, of course, that they were not to venture beyond the top
-of the stairs, and were not to smoke pipes.
-
-Brood had been working rather steadily at his journal during the past
-two or three weeks. He had reached a point in the history where his own
-memory was somewhat vague, and had been obliged to call upon his old
-comrades to supply the facts. For several nights they had sat with him,
-going over the scenes connected with their earliest acquaintance; those
-black days in Calcutta.
-
-Lydia had brought over her father's notes and certain transcripts of
-letters he had written to her mother before their marriage. The four of
-them were putting these notes and narratives into chronological order.
-Brood, after three months of married life and frivolity, suddenly had
-decided to devote himself almost entirely to the completion of the
-journal.
-
-He denied himself the theatre, the opera, and kindred features of
-the passing show, and, as he preferred to entertain rather than to be
-entertained, seldom found it necessary to go into the homes of other
-people. Yvonne made no protest. She merely pressed Frederic into service
-as an escort when she desired to go about, and thought nothing of it.
-Whatever James Brood's views of this arrangement were, he appeared to
-accept it good-naturedly.
-
-But the lines had returned to the corners of his mouth and the old, hard
-look to his eyes. And there were times when he spoke harshly to his son;
-times when he purposely humbled him in the presence of others without
-apparent reason.
-
-On this particular night Yvonne had asked a few people in for dinner.
-They were people whom Brood liked especially well, but who did not
-appeal to her at all. As a matter of fact, they bored her. Yet she
-was happy in pleasing him. When she told him that they were coming
-he favoured her with a dry, rather impersonal smile and asked, with
-whimsical good humour, why she chose to punish herself for the sins of
-_his_ youth.
-
-She laid her cheek against his and purred. For a moment he held his
-breath. Then the fire in his blood leaped into flame. He clasped the
-slim, adorable body in his strong arms and crushed her against his
-breast. She kissed him, and he was again the fierce, eager, unsated
-lover. It was one of their wonderful, imperishable moments, moments that
-brought oblivion.
-
-Then, as he frequently did of late, he held her off at arm's length
-and searched her velvety eyes with a gaze that seemed to drag the very
-secrets out of her soul. She went deathly white and shivered. He took
-his hands from her shoulders and smiled. She came back into his arms
-like a dumb thing seeking protection, and continued to tremble as if
-frightened.
-
-When company was being entertained downstairs Mr Dawes and Mr Riggs,
-with a fidelity to convention that was almost pitiful, invariably donned
-their evening clothes. They considered themselves remotely connected
-with the festivities, and, that being the case, the least they could do
-was to “dress up.”
-
-Moreover, they dressed with great care and deliberation. There was
-always the chance that they might be asked to come down; or, what was
-even more important, Mrs Brood might happen to encounter them in the
-upper hall, and in that event it was imperative that she should be made
-to realise how stupid she had been.
-
-Usually at nine o'clock they strolled into the study and smoked one
-of Brood's cigars with the gusto of real guests. It was their habit
-to saunter about the room, inspecting the treasures with critical,
-appraising eyes, very much as if they had never seen them before. They
-even handled some of the familiar objects with an air of bewilderment
-that would have done credit to a Cook's tourist.
-
-It was also a habit of theirs to try the doors of a large teakwood
-cabinet in one corner of the room. The doors were always locked, and
-they sighed with patient doggedness. Some time, they told themselves,
-Ranjab would forget to lock those doors, and then----
-
-“Joe,” said Mr Dawes, after he had tried the doors on this particular
-occasion, “I made a terrible mistake in letting poor Jim get married
-again. I'll never forgive myself.” He had said this at least a hundred
-times during the past three months. Sometimes he cried over it.
-
-“Danbury, old pal, you must not take all the blame for that. I am as
-much at fault as you, blast you!” Mr Riggs always ended his confession
-with an explosion that fairly withered his friend and gave the lie to
-his attempt at humility.
-
-“That's right,” snapped Mr Dawes; “curse me for it!”
-
-“Don't make so much noise.”
-
-“If you were ten years younger I'd--I'd----” blustered Dawes.
-
-“I wish Jack Desmond had lived,” mused the other, paying no attention to
-the belligerent. “He would have put a stop to this fool marriage.”
-
-They sat down and pondered.
-
-“If Jim had to marry someone, why didn't he marry right here at home?”
- demanded Dawes, turning fiercely on his friend.
-
-“Because,” said Riggs, with significant solemnity, “he is in the habit
-of marrying away from home. Look at the first one. He married her,
-didn't he? And see what came of it. He ought to have had more sense the
-second time. But marrying men never do get any sense. They just marry,
-that's all.”
-
-“Jim's getting mighty cranky of late,” ruminated Dawes, puffing away at
-his unlighted cigar. “It's a caution the way he snaps Freddy off these
-days. He--he hates that boy, Joe.”
-
-“_Sh--h!_ Not so loud!”
-
-“Confound you, don't you know a whisper when you hear it?” demanded
-Dawes, who, in truth, had whispered.
-
-Another potential silence.
-
-“Freddy goes about with her a good deal more than he ought to,” said
-Riggs at last. “They're together two-thirds of the time. Why--why, he
-heels her like a trained dog. Playing the pianner morning, noon, and
-night, and out driving, and going to the theatre, and----”
-
-“I've a notion to tell Jim he ought to put a stop to it,” said the
-other. “It makes me sick.”
-
-“Jim'll do it without being told one o' these days, so you keep out of
-it. Say, have you noticed how piqued Lydia's looking these times? She's
-not the same girl, Dan; not the same girl. Something's wrong.” He shook
-his head gloomily.
-
-“It's that dog-goned woman,” announced Dawes explosively, and then
-looked over his shoulder with apprehension. A sigh of relief escaped
-him.
-
-“She's got no business coming in between Lydia and Freddy,” said Riggs.
-“Looks as though she's just set on busting it up. What can she possibly
-have against poor little Lydia? She's good enough for Freddy. Too good,
-by hokey! 'Specially when you stop to think.”
-
-“Now don't begin gossiping,” warned Dawes, glaring at him. “You're as
-bad as an old woman.”
-
-“Thinking ain't gossiping, confound you! If I wanted to gossip I'd up
-and say flatly that Jim Brood knows down in his soul that Freddy is no
-son of his. He----”
-
-“You've never heard him say so, Joe.”
-
-“No; but I can put two and two together. I'm no fool.”
-
-“I'd advise you to shut up.”
-
-“Oh, you would, would you?” with vast scorn. “I'd like to know who it
-was that talked to Mrs Desmond about it. Who put it into her head that
-Jim doubts----”
-
-“Well, didn't she say I was a lying old busybody?” snapped Danbury
-triumphantly. “Didn't she call me down, eh? I'd like to know what more
-you could expect than that. Didn't she make me take back everything I
-said?”
-
-“She did,” said Riggs with conviction. “And I believe she would have
-thrashed you if she'd been a man, just as she said she would. And didn't
-I advise her to do it, anyway, on the ground that you're an old woman
-and----”
-
-“That's got nothing to do with the present case,” interrupted Dawes
-hastily. “What we ought to be thinking about now is how to get rid of
-this woman that's come in here to wreck our home. She's an interloper.
-She's a foreigner. She----”
-
-“You must admit she treats us very politely,” said Riggs weakly.
-
-“Certainly she does. She has to. If she tried to come any of her
-high-and-mighty--ahem! Yes, Joseph, I consider Mrs Brood the loveliest,
-most charming----”
-
-“It was the wind blowing the curtain, Danbury,” said Riggs,
-reassuringly.
-
-“As I was saying,” resumed his friend, “I'd tell her what I thought of
-her almighty quick if she got uppish with me. The trouble is, she's
-so darned careful what she says to my face. I've never seen anybody as
-sweet as she is when she's with a feller. That all goes to prove that
-she's sly and unnatural. No woman ever lived who could be sweet all the
-time and still be as God made her. Why, she even comes up here and tries
-to be sweet on that 'Great Gawd Budd' thing over there. I heard her ask
-Ranjab one day why he never prostrated himself before the image.”
-
-“Well?” demanded Riggs, as the other paused.
-
-“She didn't have sense enough to know that Ranjab is a Brahmin, a
-worshipper of Vishnu and Shiva. I also heard her say that you had been
-so drunk up here one night that a lady fainted when she saw you sprawled
-out on the couch. She thought you were dead.”
-
-“I haven't been drunk in ten years! What's more, I don't remember ever
-having seen a strange woman in this room since I came here to visit Jim
-Brood, twelve years ago. She must be crazy.”
-
-“She didn't say you saw the woman. She said the woman saw you,” said
-Dawes witheringly.
-
-“No one ever thought of locking that cupboard until she came,” said
-Riggs, abruptly altering the trend of speech but not of thought. His
-gaze shifted to the cabinet. “Jim is like wax in her hands.”
-
-“He has no right to forget those days in Calcutta, when we shared our
-grog with him. No, Joe, we're not good enough for him in these days.
-She has bewitched him, poor devil. I've stuck to him like a brother for
-twenty years--both of us have for that matter----”
-
-“Like twin brothers,” amended Joseph.
-
-“Exactly. We don't forget those old days in Tibet, Turkestan, the Congo,
-the Sahara----”
-
-“I should say we don't! Who is really writing this book of his? Who
-supplies all the most important facts? Who--who--well, that's all. Who?”
-
-“We do, old chap. But you'll find that we shan't have our names on the
-title-page. She'll see to that. She'll have us shunted off like a
-couple of deck-hands. Lydia can tell you how much of the material I have
-supplied. She knows, bless her heart. You furnished a lot, too, Joe, and
-John Desmond the rest.”
-
-“Oh, Jim has done his share.”
-
-“I'll admit he has done all of the writing. I don't pose as a literary
-man.”
-
-“Seems to me he's sticking closer to the work than ever before,” mused
-Riggs. “We ought to finish it by spring, the way we're going now.”
-
-“I still say, however, that he ought to put a stop to it.”
-
-“Stop to what?”
-
-“Her running around with Freddy. What else?”
-
-“No harm in it, is there?”
-
-“No; I suppose not,” the other reflected. “Still they're pretty young,
-you know. Besides, she's French.”
-
-“So was Joan of Arc,” said his friend in rebuttal.
-
-Mr Dawes leaned a little closer.
-
-“I wonder how Mrs Desmond likes having her over there playing the piano
-every afternoon with Freddy, while Lydia's over here copying things
-for Jim and working her poor little head off. Ever stop to think about
-that?”
-
-“I think about it all the time. And, by thunder, I'm not the only one
-who does, either. Jim thinks a good deal, and so does Lydia. It's a
-darned----”
-
-Mr Riggs happened to look up at that instant. Ranjab was standing in
-front of him, his arms folded across his breast, in the habitual pose of
-the Hindu who waits. The man was dressed in the costume of a high-caste
-Brahmin; the commonplace garments of the Occident had been laid aside,
-and in their place were the vivid, dazzling colours of Ind, from the
-bejewelled sandals to the turban which crowned his swarthy brow and
-gleamed with rubies and sapphires uncounted.
-
-Mr Riggs's mouth remained open as he stared blankly at this ghost of
-another day. Not since the old days in India had he seen Ranjab in
-native garb, and even then he was far from being the resplendent
-creature of to-night, for Ranjab in his home land was a poor man and
-without distinction.
-
-“Am I awake?” exclaimed Mr Riggs in such an awful voice that Mr Dawes
-gave over staring at the cabinet and favoured him with an impatient kick
-on the ankle.
-
-“I guess that'll wake you up if----” and then he saw the Hindu. “The
-Ranjab!”
-
-Ranjab was smiling, and when he smiled his dark face was a joy to
-behold. His white teeth gleamed and his sometime unfeeling eyes sparkled
-with delight. He liked the two old men. They had stood, with Brood,
-between him and grave peril far back in the old days when even the
-faintest gleam of hope apparently had been blotted out.
-
-“Behold!” he cried, magnificently spreading his arms. “I am made
-glorious! See before you the prince of magic! See!”
-
-With a swift, deft movement he snatched the half-smoked cigar from the
-limp fingers of Mr Riggs and, first holding it before their blinking
-eyes, tossed it into the air. It disappeared!
-
-“Well, of all the----” began Mr Riggs, sitting up very straight. His
-eyes were following the rapid actions of the Hindu. Unlocking a drawer
-in the big table, the latter peered into it and then beckoned the old
-men to his side. There lay the cigar and beside it a much-needed match.
-
-“I don't want to smoke it,” said Mr Riggs, vigorously declining his
-property. “The darned thing's bewitched.” Whereupon Ranjab took it out
-of the drawer and again threw it into the air. Then he calmly reached
-above his head and plucked a fresh cigar out of space, obsequiously
-tendering it to the amazed old man, who accepted it with a sheepish
-grin.
-
-“You haven't lost any of your old skill,” said Mr Dawes, involuntarily
-glancing at his own cigar to make sure that he had it firmly gripped in
-his stubby fingers. “You ought to be in a sideshow, Ranjab.”
-
-Ranjab paused, before responding, to extract a couple of billiard balls
-and a small paper-knife from the lapel of Dawes's coat.
-
-“I am to perform to-night, _sahib_, for the mistress's guests. It is to
-be--what you call him? A side-show? Ranjab is to do his tricks for her,
-as the dog performs for his master.”
-
-The smile had disappeared. His face was an impenetrable mask once more.
-Had their eyes been young and keen, however, they might have caught the
-flash of anger in his.
-
-“Going to do all the old tricks?” cried Mr Riggs eagerly. “By George,
-I'd like to see 'em again; wouldn't you, Dan? I'm glad we've got
-our good clothes on. Now you see what comes of always being prepared
-for----”
-
-“Sorry, _sahib_, but the master has request me to entertain you before
-the guests come up. Coffee is to be served here.”
-
-“That means we'll have to clear out?” said Riggs slowly.
-
-“But see!” cried Ranjab, genuinely sorry for them. He became
-enthusiastic once more. “See! I shall do them all--and better, too, for
-you.”
-
-For ten minutes he astonished the old men with the mysterious feats of
-the Indian fakir. They waxed enthusiastic. He grinned over the pleasure
-he was giving them. Suddenly he whipped out a short, thin sword from its
-scabbard in his sash. The amazing, incomprehensible sword-swallowing act
-followed.
-
-“You see, Ranjab has not forgot,” he cried in triumph. “He have not lost
-the touch of the wizard, _aih_.”
-
-“You'll lose your gizzard some day, doing that,” said Dawes grimly. “It
-gives me the shivers.”
-
-Then, before their startled, horror-struck eyes, the Hindu coolly
-plunged the glittering blade into his breast, driving it in to the hilt!
-
-“Good Lord!” shouted the two old men.
-
-Ranjab serenely replaced the sword in its scabbard.
-
-“It is not always the knife that finds the heart,” said he, so slowly,
-so full of meaning, that even the old men grasped the significance of
-the cryptic remark.
-
-“A feller can be fooled, no matter how closely he watches,” said Mr
-Dawes, and he was not referring to the amazing sword trick.
-
-“No, sir,” said Mr Riggs, with gloomy irrelevance, “I don't like that
-woman.”
-
-The old spell of the Orient had fallen upon the ancients. They were
-hearing the vague whisperings of voices that came from nowhere, as they
-had heard them years ago in the mystic silences of the East.
-
-“_Sh--h!_ One comes,” said Ranjab softly. “It will be the master's son.”
-
-An instant later his closet door closed noiselessly behind him and the
-old men were alone, blinking at each other. There was no sound from
-the hall. They waited, watching the curtained door. At last they heard
-footsteps on the stairs, quick footsteps of the young.
-
-Frederic strode rapidly into the room.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-His face was livid with rage. For a moment he glowered upon the two
-old men, his fingers working spasmodically, his chest heaving with the
-volcanic emotions he was trying so hard to subdue. Then he whirled about
-to glare into the hall.
-
-“In God's name, Freddy, what's happened?” cried Mr Riggs, all a-tremble.
-
-They had never seen him in a rage before. There had been occasions when
-they had secretly criticised James Brood's treatment of the unhappy boy,
-but from the youth himself there had come no complaint, only the hurt,
-puzzled look of one who endures because an alternative does not suggest
-itself. Intuitively the old men knew that his present condition was due
-to something his father had said or done, and that it must have been
-unusually severe to have provoked the wrath that he made no effort to
-conceal.
-
-It was not in their honest old hearts to hold grievance against the
-lad, notwithstanding his frequent periods of impatience where they were
-concerned, periods when they were admittedly as much at fault as he, by
-the way. Usually he made up for these lapses by a protracted season of
-sweetness and consideration that won back not only their sympathy, but
-the affection they had felt for him since his lonely boyhood days.
-
-Some minutes passed before he could trust himself to speak. Ugly veins
-stood out on his pale temples as he paced the floor in front of them.
-Eventually Mr Dawes ventured the vital question in a somewhat hushed
-voice:
-
-“Have you--quarrelled with your father, Freddy?”
-
-The young man threw up his arms in a gesture of despair. There was a
-wail of misery in his voice as he answered:
-
-“In the name of God, why should he hate me as he does? What have I done?
-Am I not a good son to him?”
-
-“Hush!” implored Mr Dawes nervously. “He'll hear you.”
-
-“Hear me!” cried Frederic, and laughed aloud in his recklessness. “Why
-shouldn't he hear me? I'll not stand it a day longer. He wouldn't think
-of treating a dog as he treats me. I--I--why, he is actually forcing me
-to hate him. I _do_ hate him! I swear to Heaven it was in my heart to
-kill him down there just now. I------” He could not go on. He choked
-up and the tears rushed to his eyes. Abruptly turning away, he threw
-himself upon the couch and buried his face on his arms, sobbing like a
-little child.
-
-The old men, distressed beyond the power of speech, mumbled incoherent
-words of comfort as they slowly edged toward the door. They tiptoed into
-the hall, and neither spoke until their bedroom door was closed behind
-them. Mr Dawes even tried it to see that it was safely latched.
-
-“It's got to come,” said Mr Riggs, wiping his eyes but neglecting to
-blow his nose--recollecting in good time the vociferous noise that
-always attended the performance. “Yes, sir; it's bound to come. There's
-going to be a smash, mark my words. It can't go on.” He sat down heavily
-and stared rather pathetically at his friend, who was the picture of
-lugubrious concern.
-
-“Yes, sir,” said Mr Dawes bleakly, “as sure as you're alive, Joey. That
-boy's spunk is going to assert itself some day, and then--good Lord,
-what then? He'll curse Jim to his teeth and--and Jim'll up and tell him
-the truth. I--I don't know what will happen then.”
-
-Riggs swallowed hard--a gulping sound.
-
-“Freddy's the kind of a feller who'll kill himself, Danny. He's as high
-strung as a harp. Something will snap. I hate to think of it. Poor lad!
-It--it ain't his fault that things are not as they ought to be.”
-
-“If Jim Brood ever tells him he's no son of his, he'll break the boy's
-heart.”
-
-“I'm not so sure of that,” said Riggs sagely. “Sometimes I think Freddy
-would be darned glad to know it.”
-
-The curtains parted and Yvonne looked in upon the wretched Frederic.
-There was a look of mingled pain and commiseration in her wide-open
-eyes. For a moment she stood there regarding him in silence. Then
-she swiftly crossed the room to the couch in the corner, where he sat
-huddled up, his shoulders still shaking with the misery that racked him.
-
-Her eyes darkened into the hungry, yearning look of one who would gladly
-share or assume all of the suffering of another whose happiness was dear
-to her--the look of a gentle mother. The mocking, seductive gleam was
-gone, and in its place was the glow of infinite pity. Her hand went out
-to touch the tousled hair, but stopped before contact. Slowly she drew
-back, with a glance of apprehension toward the door of the Hindu's
-closet. An odd expression of alarm crept into her eyes.
-
-“Frederic,” she said softly, almost timorously.
-
-He lifted his head quickly and then sprang to his feet. His eyes were
-wet and his lips were drawn. Shame possessed him. He tried to smile, but
-it was a pitiful failure.
-
-“Oh, I'm so ashamed of--of----” he began in a choked voice.
-
-“Ashamed because you have cried?” she said quickly. “But no! It is good
-to cry; it is good for men to cry. But when a strong man breaks down and
-sheds tears, I am--oh, I am heartbroken. A woman's tears mean nothing,
-but a man's? Oh, they are terrible! But come! You must compose yourself.
-The others will be here in a few minutes. I ran away from them on the
-pretext that I--but it is of no consequence. It is enough that I am
-here. You must go to your room and bathe your face. Go at once. Your
-father must not know that you have cried. He------”
-
-“Curse him!” came from between Frederic's clenched teeth.
-
-“Hush!” she cried, with another glance at Ranjab's door. She would have
-given much to know whether the Hindu was there or still below-stairs.
-“You must not say such----”
-
-“I will say it, Yvonne--I'll say it to his face! I don't care if the
-others do see that I have been crying. I want them to know how he hurts
-me, and I want them to hate him for it.”
-
-“For my sake, Frederic, calm yourself. I implore you to go to your room.
-Come back later, but go now.”
-
-He was struck by the seriousness in her voice and manner. An ugly,
-crooked smile writhed about the corners of his mouth.
-
-“I suppose you're trying to smooth it over so that they won't consider
-him a brute. Is that it?”
-
-“Hush! Please, please! You know that my heart aches for you, _mon ami_.
-It was cruel of him, it was cowardly--yes, cowardly! Now I have said
-it!” She drew herself up and turned deliberately toward the little door
-across the room.
-
-His eyes brightened. The crooked sneer turned into an imploring smile.
-
-“Forgive me, Yvonne! You must see that I'm beside myself. I--I------”
-
-“But you must be sensible. Remember he is your father. He is a strange
-man. There has been a great deal of bitterness in his life. He------”
-
-“Have I been the cause of a moment's bitterness to him?” cried Frederic.
-“Why should he hate me? Why------”
-
-“You are losing control of yourself again, Frederic.”
-
-“But I can't go on the way things are now. He's getting to be worse
-than ever. I never have a kind word from him, seldom a word of any
-description. Never a kind look. Can't you understand how it goads me
-to------”
-
-“Yes, yes! You've said all this before, and I have listened to you when
-I should have reminded you that he is my husband,” she said impatiently.
-
-“By Heaven, I don't see how you can love him!” he cried boldly.
-“Sometimes I wonder if you do love him. He is as selfish, as unfeeling
-as oh, there's no word for it. Why, in the name of God, did you ever
-marry such a man? You couldn't have loved him.” Something in her
-expression brought him up sharply. Her eyes had narrowed; they had the
-look of a wary, hunted thing that has been driven into a corner. He
-stared. “Forgive me, Yvonne. I--I------”
-
-“You don't know what you are saying,” she panted. “Are you accusing me?”
-
-“No, no! What a coward, what a dog I am!” he cried abjectly.
-
-A queer little smile stole into her face. It was even more baffling than
-the expression it displaced.
-
-“I am your friend,” she said slowly. “Is this the way to reward me?”
-
-He dropped to his knees and covered her hands with kisses, mumbling his
-plea for forgiveness.
-
-“I am so terribly unhappy,” he said over and over again. “I'd leave this
-house to-night if it were not that I can't bear the thought of leaving
-you, Yvonne. I adore you. You are everything in the world to me.
-I------”
-
-“Get up!” she cried out sharply. He lifted his eyes in dumb wonder
-and adoration, but not in time to catch the look of triumph that swept
-across her face.
-
-“You will forgive me?” he cried, coming to his feet. “I--I couldn't help
-saying it. It was wrong--wrong! But you _will_ forgive me, Yvonne?”
-
-She turned away, walking slowly toward the door. He remained rooted to
-the spot, blushing with shame and dismay.
-
-“Where are you going? To tell _him?_” he gasped.
-
-She did not reply at once, but drew the _portières_ apart and peered
-down the stairs beyond, her attitude one of tense anxiety. As she faced
-him a smile of security was on her lips. She leaned gracefully against
-the jamb of the door, her arms dropping to her sides.
-
-“Yes, I will forgive you,” she said calmly, and he realised in a
-flash that the verdict would have been different if there had been
-the remotest chance that his declaration was overheard. She would have
-denied him.
-
-“I adore you, Yvonne,” he cried in low tones, striding swiftly toward
-her, only to halt as he caught the smile of derision in her eyes. “I
-don't mean it in the way you think. You are so good to me. You have
-given me so much joy and happiness, and--and you understand me so well.
-I could die for you, Yvonne. I _would_ die for you. It's not the kind of
-love you are in the habit of commanding, you who are so glorious and so
-beautiful. It's the love of a dog for his master.”
-
-She waited an instant, and then came toward him. He never could have
-explained the unaccountable impulse that forced him to fall back a few
-steps as she approached. Her eyes were gazing steadily into his, and her
-red lips were parted.
-
-“That is as it should be,” she was saying, but he was never sure that he
-heard the words. His knees grew weak. He was in the toils! “Now you must
-pull yourself together,” she went on, in such a matter-of-fact tone that
-he straightened up involuntarily. “Come! Wipe the tear-stains from your
-cheeks.”
-
-He obeyed, but his lip still quivered with the rage that had been
-checked by the ascendancy of another and even more devastating emotion.
-She was standing quite close to him now, her slender figure swaying
-slightly as if moved by some strange, rhythmic melody to which the heart
-beat time.
-
-Her eyes were soft and velvety again, her smile tender and appealing.
-The vivid white of her arms and shoulders seemed to shed a soft light
-about her, so radiant was the sheen of the satin skin. Her gown was of
-black velvet, cut very low, and with scarcely any ornamentation save
-the great cluster of rubies at the top of her corsage. They gleamed like
-coals of fire against the skin, which appeared to absorb and reflect
-their warmth.
-
-There was a full red rose in her dark hair. She wore no ear-rings,
-no finger-rings except the narrow gold band on her left hand. A wide,
-exquisitely designed gold bracelet fitted tightly about her right
-forearm, as if it had been welded to the soft white flesh. Yvonne's
-ears were lovely; she knew better than to disfigure them. Her hands were
-incomparably beautiful; she knew their full value unadorned.
-
-She moved closer to him and with deft fingers applied her tiny lace
-handkerchief to his flushed cheeks and eyes, laughing audibly as she did
-so; a low gurgle of infinite sweetness and concern.
-
-He stood like a statue, scarcely breathing, the veins in his throat
-throbbing violently.
-
-“There!” she said, and deliberately touched the _mouchoir_ to her own
-smiling lips before replacing it in her bodice next to the warm, soft
-skin. “Lydia must not see that her big baby sweetheart has been crying,”
- she went on, and if there was mockery in her voice it was lost on him.
-He could only stare as if bereft of all his senses.
-
-“I have been thinking, Frederic,” she said, suddenly serious, “perhaps
-it would be better if we were not alone when the others come up. Go at
-once and fetch the two old men. Tell them I expect them here to witness
-the magic. It appears to be a family party, so why exclude them? Be
-quick!”
-
-He dashed off to obey her command. She lighted a cigarette at the table,
-her unsmiling eyes fixed on the door to the Hindu's closet. Then, with
-a little sigh, she sank down on the broad couch and stretched her supple
-body in the ecstasy of complete relaxation.
-
-The scene at the dinner-table had been most distressing. Up to the
-instant of the outburst her husband had been in singularly gay spirits,
-a circumstance so unusual that the whole party wondered not a little. If
-the others were vaguely puzzled by his high humour, not so Yvonne. She
-understood him better than anyone else in the world; she read his mind
-as she would have read an open book.
-
-There was riot, not joy, in the heart of the brilliant talker at the
-head of the table. He was talking against the savagery that strained so
-hard at its leash.
-
-At her right sat Frederic, at her left the renowned Dr Hodder, whose
-feats at the operating table were vastly more successful than his
-efforts at the dinner-table. He was a very wonderful surgeon, but
-equally famous as a bore of the first rank. Yvonne could not endure him.
-His jokes were antediluvian, and his laughter over them an abomination.
-
-He had an impression, as many famous men have, that the sole duty of a
-dinner guest is to be funny in the loudest voice possible, drowning out
-all competition, and to talk glowingly about the soup, as if nothing
-else was required to convince the hostess that he considered her dinner
-irreproachable and her cook a jewel. Still, it was agreed Dr Hodder was
-a wonderful surgeon.
-
-Mrs Desmond and Lydia were there. (This was an excellent opportunity
-to entertain them on an occasion of more or less magnitude.) There were
-also present Bertie Gunning and his pretty wife, Maisie, both of whom
-Yvonne liked; and the Followed sisters, with two middle-aged gentlemen
-from one of the clubs.
-
-Miss Followed was forty, and proved it by cheerfully discussing events
-that happened at least that far back in her life. Her sister Janey
-was much younger, quite pretty, and acutely ingenuous. The middle-aged
-gentlemen ate very little. They were going to a supper at the
-Knickerbocker later on for someone whose name was Lilly. Occasionally it
-was Lil. It rather gratified them to be chided about the lady.
-
-Frederic, deceived by his father's sprightly mood, entered rather
-recklessly into the lively discussion. He seldom took his eyes from the
-face of his beautiful stepmother, and many of his remarks were uttered
-_sotto voce_ for her ear alone.
-
-Suddenly James Brood called out his name in a sharp, commanding tone.
-Frederic, at the moment engaged in a low exchange of words with Yvonne,
-did not hear him. Brood spoke again, loudly, harshly. There was dead
-silence at the table.
-
-“We will excuse you, Frederic,” said he, a deadly calm in his voice. The
-puzzled expression in the young man's face slowly gave way to a
-steady glare of fury. He could not trust himself to speak. “I regret
-exceedingly that you cannot take wine in moderation. A breath of fresh
-air will be of benefit to you. You may join us upstairs later on.”
-
-“I haven't drunk a full glass of champagne,” began the young man in
-amazed protest.
-
-Brood smiled indulgently, but there was a sinister gleam in his gray
-eyes. “I think you had better take my advice,” he said.
-
-“Very well, sir,” said Frederic in a low, suppressed voice, his face
-paling. Without another word he got up from the table and walked out of
-the room.
-
-He spoke the truth later on when he told Yvonne that he could not
-understand. But she understood. She knew that James Brood had endured
-the situation as long as it was in his power to endure, and she knew
-that it was her fault entirely that poor Frederic had been exposed to
-this crowning bit of humiliation.
-
-As she sat in the dim study awaiting her stepson's reappearance with the
-two old men, her active, far-seeing mind was striving to estimate the
-cost of that tragic clash. Not the cost to herself or to Frederic, but
-to James Brood!
-
-The Messrs Dawes and Riggs, inordinately pleased over the rehabitation,
-were barely through delivering themselves of their protestations of
-undying fealty when the sound of voices came up from the lower hall.
-Frederic started to leave the room, not caring to face those who had
-witnessed his unwarranted degradation. Yvonne hurried to his side.
-
-“Where are you going?” she cried sharply.
-
-“You cannot expect me to stay here----”
-
-“But certainly!” she exclaimed. “Listen! I will tell you what to do.”
-
-Her voice sank to an imperative whisper. He listened in sheer amazement,
-his face growing dark with rebellion as she proceeded to unfold her plan
-for a present victory over his father.
-
-“No, no! I can't do that! Never, Yvonne,” he protested.
-
-“For my sake, Freddy. Don't forget that you owe something to me. I
-command you to do as I tell you. It is the only way. Make haste! Open
-the window, get the breath of air he prescribed, and when they are all
-here, _apologise for your condition!_”
-
-When Dr Hodder and Mrs Gunning entered the room a few minutes later
-young Brood was standing in the open window, drinking in the cold night
-air, and she was blithely regaling the blinking old men with an account
-of her stepson's unhappy efforts to drink all the wine in sight! As she
-told it, it was a most amusing experiment.
-
-James Brood was the last to enter, with Miss Followed. He took in the
-situation at a glance. Was it relief that sprang into his eyes as he
-saw the two old men?
-
-Frederic came down from the window, somewhat too swiftly for one who is
-moved by shame and contrition, and faced the group with a well-assumed
-look of mortification in his pale, twitching face. He spoke in low,
-repressed tones, but not once did he permit his gaze to encounter that
-of his father.
-
-“I'm awfully sorry to have made a nuisance of myself. It does go to my
-head, and I--I dare say the heat of the room helped to do the work. I'm
-all right now, however. The fresh air did me a lot of good. Hope you'll
-all overlook my foolish attempt to be a devil of a fellow.” He hesitated
-a moment and then went on, more clearly. “I'm all right now, father. It
-shall not happen again, I can promise you that.”
-
-A close observer might have seen the muscles of his jaw harden as he
-uttered the final sentence. He intended that his father should take it
-as a threat, not as an apology.
-
-Brood was watching him closely, a puzzled expression in his eyes;
-gradually it developed into something like admiration. In the clamour of
-voices that ensued the older man detected the presence of an underlying
-note of censure for his own behaviour. For the first time in many years
-he experienced a feeling of shame.
-
-Someone was speaking at his elbow. Janey, in her young,
-enthusiastic voice, shrilled something into his ear that caused him to
-look at her in utter amazement. It was so astounding that he could not
-believe he heard aright. He mumbled in a questioning tone, “I beg your
-pardon,” and she repeated her remark.
-
-“How wonderfully like you Frederic is, Mr Brood.” Then she added: “Do
-you know, I've never noticed it until to-night? It's really remarkable.”
-
-“Indeed,” Brood responded somewhat icily.
-
-“Don't you think so, Mr Brood?”
-
-“No, I do not, Miss Janey,” said he distinctly.
-
-“Maisie Gunning was speaking of it just a few minutes ago,” went on
-the girl, unimpressed. “She says you are very much alike when you
-are--are------” here she foundered in sudden confusion.
-
-“Intoxicated?” he inquired, without a smile.
-
-She blushed painfully. “No, no! When you are angry. There, I suppose I
-shouldn't have said it, but------”
-
-“It is a most gratifying discovery,” said he, and turned to speak to
-Mrs Desmond. He did not take his gaze from Frederic's white, set face,
-however; and, despite the fact that he knew the girl had uttered an idle
-commonplace, he was annoyed to find himself studying the features of
-Matilde's boy with an interest that seemed almost laughable when he
-considered it later on.
-
-His guests found much to talk about in the room. He was soon being
-dragged from one object to another and ordered to reveal the history,
-the use, and the nature of countless things that obviously were intended
-to be just what they seemed; such as rugs, shields, lamps, and so forth.
-He was ably assisted by Messrs Riggs and Dawes, who lied prodigiously in
-a frenzy of rivalry.
-
-“What a perfectly delightful Buddha!” cried Miss Janey, stopping in
-front of the idol. “How perfectly lovely he is--or is it a she, Mr
-Brood?”
-
-He did not reply at once. His eyes were on Frederic and Yvonne, who had
-come together at last and were conversing earnestly apart from the rest
-of the group. He observed that Lydia was standing quite alone near the
-table, idly handling a magazine. To the best of his recollection,
-Frederic had scarcely spoken to the girl during the evening.
-
-“This is where I work and play and dream, Miss Janey, and practise the
-ogre's art. It is a forbidden chamber, my sanctuary,”--with a glance at
-the idol--“and here is where I sometimes chop off pretty young women's
-heads and hang them from the window-ledge as a warning to all other
-birds of prey.”
-
-Miss Janey laughed gleefully, attracting Yvonne's attention. Then she
-sang out across the room:
-
-“Your husband says he is an ogre. Is he?”
-
-Yvonne came languidly toward them.
-
-“My husband manages to keep me in his enchanted castle without chains
-and padlocks, and that is saying a great deal in this day and age, my
-dear. Would you call him an ogre after that?”
-
-“Perhaps it is the old story of the fairy queen and the ogre.”
-
-“You may be sure I'd be an ogre if there was no other way of keeping
-you, my dear,” said Brood. There was something in his voice that caused
-her to look up into his face quickly.
-
-Dr Hodder, being a wonderful surgeon, managed to cut his finger with
-a razor-edged kris at that instant, drawing a little shriek from Miss
-Followed, to whom he was jocularly explaining that scientific Malays
-used the thing in removing one another's appendices, the surgeon being
-the one who survived the operation.
-
-During the excitement incident to the bloodletting the middle-aged
-gentlemen glanced furtively at their watches and indulged in a mental
-calculation from which they emerged somewhat easier in their minds. It
-still wanted an hour before the theatres were out.
-
-“Dreadful bore,” yawned one of them behind his hand.
-
-“Stupidest woman I ever sat next to,” said the other,
-
-Then both looked at their watches again.
-
-Frederic joined Lydia at the table.
-
-“A delicious scene, wasn't it?” he asked bitterly in lowered tones.
-
-Her fingers touched his.
-
-“What did he mean, Freddy? Oh, I felt so sorry for you. It was
-dreadful.”
-
-“Don't take it so seriously, Lyddy,” he said, squeezing her hand gently.
-Both of them realised that it was the nearest thing to a caress that
-had passed between them in a fortnight or longer. A wave of shame swept
-through him. “Dear old girl--my dear old girl,” he whispered brokenly.
-
-Her eyes radiated joy, her lips parted in a wan, tremulous smile of
-surprise, and a soft sigh escaped them.
-
-“My dear, dear boy,” she murmured, and was happier than she had been in
-weeks.
-
-“See here, old chap,” said one of the middle-aged gentlemen, again
-consulting his watch as he loudly addressed his host, “can't you hurry
-this performance of yours along a bit? It is after ten, you know.”
-
-“A quarter after,” said the other middle-aged gentleman.
-
-“I will summon the magician,” said Brood. “Be prepared, ladies and
-gentlemen, to meet the devil. Ranjab is the prince of darkness.”
-
-He lifted his hand to strike the gong that stood near the edge of the
-table.
-
-Involuntarily four pairs of eyes fastened their gaze upon the door to
-the Hindu's closet. Three mellow, softly reverberating “booms” filled
-the room. Almost instantly the voice of the Hindu was heard.
-
-“_Aih, sahib!_”
-
-He came swiftly into the room from the hall, and not from his closet.
-The look of relief in Yvonne's eyes was short-lived. She saw amazement
-in the faces of the two old men--and knew!
-
-“After we have had the feats of magic,” Brood was saying, “Miss Desmond
-will read to you, ladies and gentlemen, that chapter of our journal----”
-
-“My word!” groaned both of the middle-aged gentlemen, looking at their
-watches.
-
-“Relating to----”
-
-“You'll have to excuse me, Brood, really, you know. Important engagement
-up-town----”
-
-“Sit down, Cruger,” exclaimed Hodder. “The lady won't miss you.”
-
-“Relating to our first encounter with the great and only Ranjab,”
- pursued Brood oracularly. “We found him in a little village far up in
-the mountains. He was under the sentence of death for murder. By the
-way, Yvonne, the kris you have in your hand is the very weapon the good
-fellow used in the commission of his crime. He was in prison and was
-to die within a fortnight after our arrival in the town. I heard of his
-unhappy plight and all that had led up to it. His case interested
-me tremendously. One night, a week before the proposed execution, my
-friends and I stormed the little prison and rescued him. We were just
-getting over the cholera and needed excitement. That was fifteen years
-ago. He has been my trusted body-servant ever since. I am sure you will
-be interested in what I have written about that thrilling adventure.”
-
-Yvonne had dropped the ugly knife upon the table as if it were a thing
-that scorched her fingers.
-
-“Did he--really kill a man?” whispered Miss Janey with horror in her
-eyes.
-
-“He killed a woman. His wife, Miss Janey. She had been faithless, you
-see. He cut her heart out. And now, Ranjab, are you ready?”
-
-The Hindu salaamed.
-
-“Ranjab is always ready, _sahib_,” said he.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-The next day, after a sleepless night, Frederic announced to his
-stepmother that he could no longer remain under his father's roof.
-He would find something to do in order to support himself. It was
-impossible to go on pretending that he loved or respected his father,
-and the sooner the farce was ended the better it would be for both of
-them.
-
-She, too, had passed a restless night. She slept but little. It was a
-night filled with waking dreams as well as those which came in sleep.
-There was always an ugly, wriggly kris in those dreams of hers, and a
-brown hand that was for ever fascinating her with its uncanny deftness.
-
-Twice in the night she had clutched her husband's shoulder in the terror
-of a dream, and he had soothed her with the comfort of his strong arms.
-She crept close to him and slept again, secure for the moment against
-the sorcery that haunted her. He had been surprised, even gratified,
-when she came into his room long after midnight, to creep shivering into
-his bed. She was like a little child “afraid of the dark.”
-
-Her influence alone prevented the young man from carrying out his
-threat. At first he was as firm as a rock in his determination. He was
-getting his few possessions together in his room when she tapped on
-his door. After a while he abandoned the task and followed her rather
-dazedly to the boudoir, promising to listen to reason. For an hour she
-argued and pleaded with him, and in the end he agreed to give up what
-she was pleased to call his preposterous plan.
-
-“Now, that being settled,” she said with a sigh of relief, “let us go
-and talk it all over with Lydia.”
-
-“I'd--I'd rather not, Yvonne,” he said, starting guiltily. “There's no
-use worrying her with the thing now. As a matter of fact, I'd prefer
-that she--well, somehow I don't like the idea of explaining matters to
-her.”
-
-“There's nothing to explain.”
-
-He looked away. He realised that he could not explain the thing even to
-himself.
-
-“Well, then, I don't want her to know that I thought of leaving,” he
-supplemented. “She wouldn't understand.”
-
-“No?”
-
-“She's so open and above-board about everything,” he explained
-nervously.
-
-“It has seemed to me of late, Frederic, that you and Lydia are not quite
-so--what shall I say?--so enamoured of each other. What has happened?”
- she inquired so innocently, so naïvely, that he looked at her in
-astonishment. She was watching him narrowly. “I am sure you fairly live
-at her house. You are there nearly every day, and yet--well, I can feel
-rather than see the change in both of you. I hope------”
-
-“I've been behaving like an infernal sneak, Yvonne!” cried he,
-conscience-stricken. “She's the finest, noblest girl in all this world,
-and I've been treating her shamefully.”
-
-“Dear me! In what way, may I inquire?”
-
-“Why, we used to--oh, but why go into all that? It would only amuse you.
-You'd laugh at us for silly fools. But I can't help saying this much:
-she doesn't deserve to be treated as I'm treating her now, Yvonne. It's
-hurting her dreadfully, and----”
-
-“What have you been doing that she should be so dreadfully afflicted?”
-she cried ironically.
-
-“I've been neglecting her, ignoring her,
-humiliating her, if you will force me to say it,” he said firmly. “Good
-Lord, if anyone had told me three months ago that I'd ever be guilty of
-giving Lydia an instant's pain, I'd--I'd------”
-
-“You would do what?”
-
-“Don't laugh at me, Yvonne,” he cried miserably.
-
-She became serious at once. “Do you still love her?”
-
-“Yes! Yes!” he shouted, as if there was some necessity for convincing
-himself as well as his listener.
-
-“And she loves you?”
-
-“I--I--certainly! At least I think she does,” he floundered. His
-forehead was moist and cold.
-
-“Then why this sudden misgiving, this feeling of doubt, this
-self-abasement?”
-
-“I don't understand it myself,” he said rather bleakly. “I--I give you
-my word, I don't know what has come over me. I'm not as I used to be.
-I'm------”
-
-She laughed softly. “I'm afraid you are seeing too much of your poor
-stepmother,” she said.
-
-His eyes narrowed.
-
-“You've made me over, that's true. You've made all of us over--the house
-as well. I am not happy unless I am with you. It used to make me happy
-to be with Lydia--and we were always together. But I--I don't care
-now--at least, I am not unhappy when we are apart. You've done it,
-Yvonne. You've made life worth living. You've made me see everything
-differently. You------”
-
-She stood up, facing him. She appeared to be frightened.
-
-“Are you trying to tell me that you are in love with me?” she demanded,
-and there was no longer mockery or raillery in her voice.
-
-His eyes swept her from head to foot. He was deathly white.
-
-“If you were not my father's wife I would say yes,” said he hoarsely.
-
-“Do you know what it is that you have said?” she asked, suddenly putting
-her hands to her temples. Her eyes were glowing like coals.
-
-He was silent.
-
-“You are a dear boy, Frederic, but you are a foolish one,” she went on,
-the smile struggling back to her eyes.
-
-“I suppose you'll send me away after--what I've said,” he muttered
-dully.
-
-“Not at all!” she laughed. “I shall pay no attention to such nonsense.
-You are an honest fool, and I don't blame you. Wiser men than you have
-fallen in love with me, so why not you? I like you, Freddy; I like you
-very, very much. I------”
-
-“You like me because I am his son!” he cried hotly.
-
-“If you were not his son I should despise you,” she said deliberately,
-cruelly. He winced. “There, now; we've said enough. You must be
-sensible. You will discover that I am _very, very_ sensible. I have been
-sorry for you. It may hurt you to have me say that I pity you; but I do.
-You do not love me, Freddy. You are fooling yourself. You are like all
-boys when they lose their heads and not their hearts. It is Lydia whom
-you love, not I. You have just told me so.”
-
-“Before Heaven, Yvonne, I _do_ love her. That's what I cannot understand
-about myself.” He was pacing the floor.
-
-“But _I_ understand,” she said quietly. “Now go away, please. And don't
-let me hear another word about your leaving your father's house. You are
-not to take that step until I command you to go. Do you understand?”
-
-He stared at her in utter bewilderment for a moment, and slowly nodded
-his head. Then he turned abruptly toward the door, shamed and humiliated
-beyond words.
-
-As he went swiftly down the stairs his father came out upon the landing
-above and leaned over the railing to watch his descent. A moment later
-Brood was knocking at Yvonne's door. He did not wait for an invitation
-to enter, but strode into the room without ceremony.
-
-She was standing at the window that opened out upon the little stone
-balcony, and had turned swiftly at the sound of the rapping. Surprise
-gave way to an expression of displeasure.
-
-“What has Frederic been saying to you?” demanded her husband curtly,
-after he had closed the door.
-
-A faint sneer came to her lips.
-
-“Nothing, my dear James, that you would care to know,” she said,
-smouldering anger in her eyes.
-
-“You mean something that I _shouldn't_ know,” he said sternly.
-
-“Are you not forgetting yourself, James?”
-
-“I beg your pardon. I suppose the implication was offensive.”
-
-“It was. You have no right to pry into my affairs, James, and I shall be
-grateful to you if you will refrain from doing so again.”
-
-He stared at her incredulously.
-
-“Good Lord! Are you trying to tell me what I shall do or say------”
-
-“I am merely reminding you that I am your wife, not your------” She did
-not deem it necessary to complete the sentence.
-
-“You are content to leave a good deal to my imagination, I see.” He
-flushed angrily.
-
-She came up to him slowly.
-
-“James, we must both be careful. We must not quarrel.” Her hands grasped
-the lapels of his long lounging robe. There was an appealing look in
-her eyes that checked the harsh words even as they rose to his lips. He
-found himself looking into those dark eyes with the same curious wonder
-in his own that had become so common of late. Time and again he had been
-puzzled by something he saw in their liquid depths, something that he
-could not fathom, no matter how deeply he probed.
-
-“What is there about you, Yvonne, that hurts me--yes actually hurts
-me--when you look at me as you're looking now?” he cried almost roughly.
-
-“We have been married a scant four months,” she said gently. “Would you
-expect a woman to shed her mystery in so short a time as that?”
-
-“There is something in your eyes------” he began, and shook his head in
-utter perplexity. “You startle me once in a while. There are times
-when you seem to be looking at me through eyes that are not your own.
-It's--it's--quite uncanny. If you------”
-
-“I assure you my eyes are all my own,” she cried flippantly, and yet
-there was a slight trace of nervousness in her manner. “Do you intend to
-be nice and good and reasonable, James? I mean about poor Frederic.”
-
-His face clouded again.
-
-“Do you know what you are doing to that boy?” he asked bluntly.
-
-“Quite as well as I know what you are doing to him,” she replied
-quickly.
-
-He stiffened. “Can't you see what it is coming to?”
-
-“Yes. He was on the point of leaving your house, never to come back to
-it again. That's what it is coming to,” she said.
-
-“Do you mean to say------”
-
-“He was packing his things to go away to-day------”
-
-“Why--why, he'd starve!” cried the man, shaken in spite of himself. “He
-has never done a day's labour; he doesn't know how to earn a living.
-He------”
-
-“And who is to blame? You, James; you! You have tied his hands, you have
-penned him up in------”
-
-“We will not go into that,” he interrupted coldly.
-
-“Very well. As you please. I said that he was going away, perhaps to
-starve, but he has changed his mind. He has taken my advice.”
-
-“Your advice?”
-
-“I have advised him to bide his time.”
-
-“It sounds rather ominous.”
-
-“If he waits long enough you may discover that you love him and his
-going would give you infinite pain. Then is the time for him to go.”
-
-“Good Heaven!” he cried in astonishment. “What a remarkable notion of
-the fitness------”
-
-“That will be his chance to repay you for all that you have done for
-him, James,” said she, as calm as a May morning.
-
-“Have I ever said that I do not love him?” he demanded shortly.
-
-“For that matter, have you ever said that you do not hate him?”
-
-“By Jove, you are a puzzle to me!” he exclaimed, and a fine moisture
-came out on his forehead.
-
-“Let the boy alone, James,” she went on earnestly. “He is------”
-
-“See here, Yvonne,” he broke in sternly, “that is a matter we can't
-discuss. You do not understand, and I cannot explain certain things to
-you. I came here just now to ask you to be fair to him, even though I
-may not appear to be. You are------”
-
-“That is also a matter we cannot discuss,” said she calmly.
-
-“But it is a thing we are going to discuss, just the same,” said he.
-“Sit down, my dear, and listen to what I have to say. Sit down!”
-
-For a moment she faced him defiantly. He was no longer angry, and
-therein lay the strength that opposed her. She could have held her
-own with him if he had maintained the angry attitude that marked the
-beginning of their interview. As it was, her eyes fell after a brief
-struggle against the dominant power in his, and she obeyed, but not
-without a significant tribute to his superiority in the shape of an
-indignant shrug.
-
-“No one has ever lectured me before, James,” she said, affecting a yawn.
-“It will be a new and interesting experience.”
-
-“And I trust a profitable one,” said he rather grimly. “I shouldn't call
-it a lecture, however. A warning is better.”
-
-“That should be more thrilling, in any event.”
-
-He took one of her hands in his and stroked it gently, even patiently.
-
-“I will come straight to the point. Frederic is falling in love with
-you. Wait! I do not blame him. He cannot help himself. No more could I,
-for that matter, and he has youth, which is a spur that I have lost. I
-have watched him, Yvonne. He is--to put it cold-bloodedly--losing his
-head. Leaving me out of the question altogether, if you choose, do you
-think you are quite fair to him? I am not disturbed on your account or
-my own, but--well, can't you see what a cruel position we are likely to
-find ourselves------”
-
-“Just a moment, James,” she interrupted, sitting up very straight in
-the chair and meeting his gaze steadfastly. “Will you spare me the
-conjectures and come straight to the point as you have said? The
-warning, if you please.”
-
-He turned a shade paler.
-
-“Well,” he began deliberately, “it comes to this, my dear: one or the
-other of you will have to leave my house if this thing goes on.”
-
-She shot a glance of incredulity at his set face. Her body became rigid.
-
-“Do you know what you are saying?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“You would serve me as you served his real mother more than twenty years
-ago?”
-
-“The cases are not parallel,” said he, wincing.
-
-“You drove her out of your house, James.”
-
-“I have said that we cannot discuss------”
-
-“But I choose to discuss it,” she said firmly. “The truth, please. You
-drove her out?”
-
-“She made her bed, Yvonne,” said he huskily.
-
- “Did you warn her
-beforehand?”
-
-“It--it wasn't necessary.”
-
-“What was her crime?”
-
-“Good God, Yvonne! I can't allow------”
-
-“Was it as great as mine?” she persisted.
-
-“Oh, this is ridiculous. I------”
-
-“Did she leave you cheerfully, gladly, as I would go if I loved another,
-or did she plead with you--oh, I know it hurts! Did she plead with you
-to give her a chance to explain? Did she?”
-
-“She was on her knees to me,” he said, the veins standing out on his
-temples.
-
-“On her knees to you? Begging? For what? Forgiveness?”
-
-“No! She was like all of her kind. She was innocent! Ha, ha!”
-
-Yvonne arose. She stood over him like an accusing angel.
-
-“And to this day, James Brood, to this very hour, you are not certain
-that you did right in casting her off!”
-
-“Oh, I say!” He sprang to his feet.
-
-“You have never really convinced yourself that she was untrue to you, in
-spite of all that you said and did at the time.”
-
-“You are going too far! I------”
-
-“All these years you have been trying to close your ears to the voice
-of that wretched woman, and all these years you have been
-wondering--wondering--wondering! You have been mortally afraid, my
-husband.”
-
-“I tell you, I was certain--I was sure of------”
-
-“Then why do you still love her?”
-
-He stared at her open-mouthed, speechless.
-
-“Why do you still love her?”
-
-“Are you mad?” he gasped. “Good God, woman, how can you ask that
-question of me, knowing that I love you with all my heart and soul?
-How------”
-
-“With all your heart, yes! But with your soul? No! That other woman has
-your soul. I have heard your soul speak, and it speaks of her--yes, to
-her!”
-
-“In God's name, what------”
-
-“Night after night, in your sleep, James Brood, you have cried out to
-'Matilde.' You have sobbed out your love for her, as you have been doing
-for twenty years or more. In your sleep your soul has been with her.
-With me at your side, you have cried on 'Matilde'! You have passed your
-hand over my face and murmured 'Matilde'! Not once have you uttered the
-word 'Yvonne'! And now you come to me and say: 'We will come straight
-to the point'! Well, now you may come straight to the point. But do not
-forget, in blaming me, that you love another woman!”
-
-He was petrified. Not a drop of blood remained in his face.
-
-“Is this true, this that you are telling me?” he cried, dazed and
-shaken.
-
-“You need not ask. Call upon your dreams for the answer, if you must
-have one.”
-
-“It is some horrible, ghastly delusion. It cannot be true. Her name has
-not passed my lips in twenty years. It is not mentioned in my presence.
-I have not uttered that woman's name------”
-
-“Then how should I know her name? Her own son does not know it, I firmly
-believe. No one appears to know it except the man who says he despises
-it.”
-
-“Dreams! Dreams!” he cried scornfully. “Shall I be held responsible for
-the unthinkable things that happen in dreams?”
-
-“No,” she replied significantly; “you should not be held accountable.
-She must be held accountable. You drove out her body, James, but not her
-spirit. It stands beside you every instant of the day and night. By day
-you do not see her; by night--ah, you tremble! Well, she is dead, they
-say. If she were still alive I myself might tremble, and with cause.”
-
-“Before God, I love you, Yvonne. I implore you to think nothing of my
-maunderings in sleep. They--they may come from a disordered brain. God
-knows there was a time when I felt that I was mad, raving mad. These
-dreams are----”
-
-To his surprise she laid her hand gently on his arm.
-
-“I pity you sometimes, James. My heart aches for you. You are a man--a
-strong, brave man, and yet you shrink and cringe when a voice whispers
-to you in the night. You sleep with your doubts awake. Yes, yes, I
-believe you when you say that you love me. I am sure that you do; but
-let me tell you what it is that I have divined. It is Matilde that you
-are loving through me. When you kiss me there is in the back of your
-mind somewhere the thought of kisses that were given long ago. When you
-hold me close to you it is the body of Matilde that you feel, it is her
-breath that warms your cheeks. I am Matilde, not Yvonne, to you. I am
-the flesh on which that starved love of yours feeds; I represent the
-memory of all that you have lost; I am the bodily instrument.”
-
-“This is--madness!” he exclaimed, and it was not only wonder that filled
-his eyes. There was a strange fear in them, too.
-
-“I do not expect you to admit that all this is true, James,” she went
-on patiently. “You will confess one day that I am right, however; to
-yourself, if not to me. If the time should ever come when I give to you
-a child------” She shivered and turned her eyes away from his.
-
-He laid an unsteady hand upon the dark head. “There, there,” he murmured
-brokenly.
-
-“It would be Matilde's child to you,” she concluded, facing him again
-without so much as a quaver in her voice, she spoke calmly, as if the
-statement were the most commonplace remark in the world.
-
-“Good Heaven, Yvonne!” he exclaimed, drawing back in utter dismay. “You
-must compose yourself. This is------”
-
-“I am quite myself, James,” she said coolly. “Can you deny that you
-think of her when you hold me in your arms? Can you------”
-
-“Yes!” he almost shouted. “I can and do deny!”
-
-“Then you are lying to yourself, my husband,” she said quietly.
-
-He fairly gasped.
-
-“Good God! What manner of woman are you?” he cried hoarsely. “A
-sorceress? A--but no, it is not true!”
-
-She smiled. “All women are sorceresses. They feel. Men only think. Poor
-Frederic! You try to hate him, James, but I have watched you when you
-were not aware. You search his face intently, almost in agony--for
-what? For the look that was his mother's--for the expression you loved
-in------”
-
-He burst out violently.
-
-“No! By Heaven, you are wrong there! I am not looking for Matilde in
-Frederic's face.”
-
-“For his father, then?” she inquired slowly.
-
-The perspiration stood out on his brow. He made no response. His lips
-were compressed.
-
-“You have uttered her name at last,” she said wonderingly, after a long
-wait for him to speak.
-
-Brood started. “I--I--oh, this is torture!”
-
-“We must mend our ways, James. It may please you to know that I shall
-overlook your mental faithlessness to me. You may go on loving Matilde.
-She is dead. I am alive. I have the better of her there, _aïe?_ The
-day will come when she will be dead in every sense of the word. In the
-meantime, I am content to enjoy life. Frederic is quite safe with me,
-James; very much safer than he is with you. And now let us have peace.
-Will you ring for tea?”
-
-He sat down abruptly, staring at her with heavy eyes. She waited for a
-moment and then crossed over to pull the old-fashioned bell-cord.
-
-“We will ask Lydia and Frederic to join us, too,” she said. “It shall be
-a family party, the five of us.”
-
-“Five?” he muttered.
-
-“Yes,” she said, without a smile.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X
-
-A fortnight passed. Yvonne held the destiny of three persons in her
-hand. They were like figures on a chess-board, and she moved them with
-the sureness, the unerring instinct of any skilled disciple of the
-philosopher's game. They were puppets; she ranged them about her stage
-in swift-changing pictures, and applauded her own effectiveness. There
-were no rehearsals. The play was going on all the time, whether tragedy,
-comedy, or chess.
-
-Brood's uneasiness increased. His moody eyes were seldom lifted to meet
-the question that he knew lurked in hers. She had given him a tremendous
-shock. There was seldom a moment in which he was not making strange
-inquiries of himself.
-
-Was it possible that she had spoken the truth about him? Could such
-a condition of mind exist without his knowledge? Was this love he
-professed to feel for her but the flame springing into life from those
-despised embers of long ago? Was it true that his inner self, his
-subconscious being, recognised no other claim to his love than the one
-held so insecurely by its original possessor? Was it true that his soul
-went back to her the instant slumber came to close up the gap of years?
-
-This strange, new wife of his had uttered amazing words; she had spoken
-without rancour; she had called his dreams to life; she had told him how
-he lived while asleep!
-
-He arose in the mornings, haggard from lack of reposeful sleep. In a
-way, he slept with one ear open, constantly striving to catch himself
-with the dream-name on his lips. He would awake with a start many times
-in the night, and always there seemed to be the vague, ghostlike
-whisper of a name dying away in the stillness that greeted his return to
-wakefulness.
-
-Now he confessed to himself that his dreams were of Matilde, as they
-had been during all the years. Heretofore they had been mere impressions
-upon his intelligence, and seldom remembered. They did not represent
-pictures or incidents in which she appeared as a potent factor, but
-brief monodies, with her name as the single note, her face a passing,
-yet impressive, vision. He had not realised how frequent, how real these
-dreams were until now.
-
-He sometimes lay perfectly still after these awakenings, wondering if
-Yvonne was listening at his closed door, straining his ears for the
-sound of a creaking board that would betray her presence as she stole
-back to her own bed.
-
-What surprised and puzzled him most was her serenity in the face of
-these involuntary revelations. She did not appear to be disturbed by the
-fact that his dreams, his most secret thoughts, were of another woman.
-There was nothing in her manner to indicate that she suffered any of the
-pangs of jealousy, humiliation, dismay, or doubt that might reasonably
-have been expected under the circumstances. She seemed to put the matter
-entirely out of her mind as trivial, unimportant, unvexing. He found
-himself wondering what his own state of mind would be if the conditions
-were reversed and it was she who cried out in her sleep.
-
-Frederic was alert, shifty, secretive. He knew himself to be the link in
-the chain that would offer the least resistance of any if it came to the
-question of endurance. He realised that the slightest tug at the chain
-would cause it to snap, and that the break would never be repaired. His
-stepmother for the present fortified the weak spot in the chain; but
-would her strength be sufficient to support the strain that was to be
-imposed upon both links in the end?
-
-He watched her like a hawk, ever on the lookout for the slightest
-signs of commendation, reproof, warning, encouragement. She alone stood
-between him and what appeared to be the inevitable. The truce was a mask
-that hid none of the real features of the situation. When would it be
-discarded?
-
-After that illuminating hour in her boudoir he saw himself in a far from
-noble position. The situation was no longer indefinite. He had taken a
-step that could not be recalled. His loyalty to Lydia had been tested,
-and the sickening truth came out--he was a traitor! He knew in his soul
-that he loved the girl. His conscience told him so. But his conscience
-suddenly had become an elastic thing that stretched over a pretty wide
-scope of emotions. These he tried to analyse and, failing to do so with
-credit to himself, settled back into a state of apathy better described
-as sullen self-pity. He even went so far as to blame his father for the
-new blight that had been put upon him.
-
-Of the three, Lydia alone faced the situation with courage. She was
-young, she was good, she was inexperienced, but she saw what was
-going on beneath the surface with a clarity of vision that would have
-surprised an older and more practised person; and, seeing, was favoured
-with the strength to endure pain that otherwise would have been
-insupportable.
-
-She knew that Frederic was infatuated. She did not try to hide the truth
-from herself. The boy she loved was slipping away from her, and only
-chance could set his feet back in the old path from which he blindly
-strayed. Her woman's heart told her that it was not love he felt for
-Yvonne. The strange mentor that guides her sex out of the ignorance of
-youth into an understanding of hitherto unpresented questions revealed
-to her the nature of his feeling for this woman.
-
-He would come back to her in time, she knew, chastened; the same instinct
-that revealed his frailties to her also defended his sense of honour.
-The unthinkable could never happen!
-
-She judged Yvonne, too, in a spirit of fairness that was amazing,
-considering the lack of perspective that must have been hers to contend
-with. Despite a natural feeling of antagonism, present even before she
-saw the new wife of James Brood, and long before her influence affected
-Brood's son, Lydia found herself confronted by a curious faith in
-Yvonne's goodness of heart. It never entered the girl's mind to question
-the honour of this woman--no more than she would have questioned her
-own.
-
-Vanity, love of admiration, the inherent fear of retrogression, greed
-for attention--any one of these might have been responsible for her
-conduct covering the past three months. There was certainly a reckless
-disregard for consequences on her part so far as others--notably
-Frederic--were concerned. She could not be blind to his plight, and
-yet it was her pleasure to drag him out beyond his depth where he might
-struggle or drown while she, sirenlike, looked on for the moment and
-then turned calmly to the more serious business of combing her hair.
-
-Her mother saw the suffering in the girl's eyes, but saw also the proud
-spirit that would have resented sympathy from one even so close as she.
-Down in the heart of that quiet, reserved mother smouldered a hatred for
-Yvonne Brood that would have stopped at nothing had it been in her power
-to inflict punishment for the wrong that was being done. She, too, saw
-tragedy ahead, but her vision was broader than Lydia's. It included the
-figure of James Brood.
-
-Lydia worked steadily, almost doggedly, at the task she had undertaken
-to complete for the elder Brood. Every afternoon found her seated at
-the desk in the study opposite the stern-faced man who laboured with her
-over the seemingly endless story of his life. Something told her that
-there were secret chapters which she was not to write. She wrote those
-that were to endure; the others were to die with him.
-
-He watched her as she wrote, and his eyes were often hard. He saw the
-growing haggardness in her gentle, girlish face; the wistful, puzzled
-expression in her dark eyes. A note of tenderness crept into his voice
-and remained there through all the hours they spent together.
-The old-time brusqueness disappeared from his speech; the sharp,
-authoritative tone was gone. He watched her with pity in his heart, for
-he knew it was ordained that one day he, too, was to hurt this loyal,
-pure-hearted creature even as the others were wounding her now.
-
-He frequently went out of his way to perform quaint little acts of
-courtesy and kindness that would have surprised him only a short time
-before. He sent theatre and opera tickets to Lydia and her mother. He
-placed bouquets of flowers at the girl's end of the desk, obviously for
-her alone. He sent her home--just around the corner--in the automobile
-on rainy or blizzardy days.
-
-But he never allowed her an instant's rest when it came to the work in
-hand, and therein lay the gentle shrewdness of the man. She was better
-off busy. There were times when he studied the face of Lydia's mother
-for signs that might show how her thoughts ran in relation to the
-conditions that were confronting all of them. But more often he searched
-the features of the boy who called him father.
-
-Not one of them knew that there were solemn hours in all the days when
-Yvonne sat shivering in her room and stared, dry-eyed and bleak, at the
-walls which surrounded her, seeing not them, but something far beyond.
-Often she sat before her long cheval-glass, either with lowering eyes
-or in a sort of wistful wonder, never removing her steady gaze from the
-face reflected there. There were other times when she stood before the
-striking photograph of her husband on the dressing-table, studying
-the face through narrowed lids, as if she searched for something that
-baffled, yet impressed her.
-
-Always, always there was music in the house. Behind the closed doors
-of his distant study James Brood listened in spite of himself to the
-persistent thrumming of the piano downstairs. Always were the airs light
-and seductive; the dreamy, plaintive compositions of Strauss, Ziehrer,
-and others of their kind and place.
-
-Frederic, with uncanny fidelity to the preferences of the mother he had
-never seen, but whose influence directed him, affected the same general
-class of music that had appealed to her moods and temperament. Times
-there were, and often, when he played the very airs that she had loved,
-and then, despite his profound antipathy, James Brood's thoughts leaped
-back a quarter of a century and fixed themselves on love-scenes and
-love-times that would not be denied.
-
-And again there were the wild, riotous airs that she had played with
-Feverelli, her soft-eyed music-master! Accursed airs--accursed and
-accusing!
-
-He gave orders that these airs were not to be played, but failed to make
-his command convincing for the reason that he could not bring himself to
-the point of explaining why they were distasteful to him. When Frederic
-thoughtlessly whistled or hummed fragments of those proscribed airs he
-considered himself justified in commanding him to stop on the pretext
-that they were disturbing, but he could not use the same excuse for
-checking the song on the lips of his gay and impulsive wife. Sometimes
-he wondered why she persisted when she knew that he was annoyed. Her
-airy little apologies for her forgetfulness were of no consequence, for
-within the hour her memory was almost sure to be at fault again.
-
-Mr Dawes fell ill. He ventured out one day when the winds of March were
-fierce and sharp, and, being an adventurer, caught the most dangerous
-sort of a cold. He came in shivering and considerably annoyed because
-Jones or Ranjab or some other incompetent servant had failed to advise
-him to wear an overcoat and galoshes. To his surprise Mrs Brood ordered
-a huge, hot drink of whisky and commanded him to drink it--“like a good
-boy.” Then she had him stowed away in bed with loads of blankets about
-him.
-
-Just before dinner she came up to see him. He was still shivering.
-So was Mr Riggs, for that matter, but Mr Riggs failed to shiver
-convincingly and did not receive the treatment he desired. Their
-unexpected visitor felt the pulse and forehead of the sick man, uttered
-a husky little cry of dismay, and announced that he had a fever.
-Whereupon Mr Dawes said, rather shamefacedly, that he would be all right
-in the morning and that it was nothing at all.
-
-“We will have the doctor at once, Mr Dawes,” said she, and instructed Mr
-Riggs to call Jones.
-
-“I don't want a doctor,” said Mr Dawes stoutly.
-
-“I know you don't,” said she, with her rarest smile; “but I _do_, you
-see.”
-
-“They're no good,” said Mr Dawes.
-
-“Better have one,” advised Mr Riggs with sudden solemnity.
-
-“Never had one in my life,” said Mr Dawes. “Don't believe in 'em. I'll
-take a couple of stiff drinks before I go to bed and------”
-
-“But you've gone to bed, you old dear,” cried she, stroking his burning
-hand gently.
-
-He was too astonished to say a word.
-
-“Jumping Jees----” began Mr Riggs, completely staggered. “I mean, what
-doctor, Mrs Brood?”
-
-“Jones will know. Now, Mr Dawes, you must do just as I tell you to do.
-You are nothing but a child, you know. If------”
-
-“Hey, Joe!” called out the sick man desperately, but his comrade was
-gone. “Don't let him call a--doctor, Mrs Brood; please don't!” he
-implored.
-
-She sat down on the edge of the bed, holding his hand between her soft,
-cool palms, and smiled at him so tenderly that he stared for a moment in
-utter bewilderment and then gulped mightily. “Hush!” she said.
-
-“I--I don't want to be sick here, bothering you and upsetting
-everything------” he blubbered.
-
-“We will have you up and about in a day or two,” she said.
-
-“But it's such an infernal nuisance. You oughtn't to be sitting here,
-either. It may be catching.”
-
-“Nonsense! I'm not afraid.”
-
-“It's--it's mighty good of you,” he muttered, his eyes blinking.
-
-“What are friends for, Mr Dawes, if they can't be depended upon in times
-of sickness?”
-
-“Friends?” he gasped.
-
-“Certainly. Am I not your friend?”
-
-“I--I--well, by gosh!” he exploded. “I--I must tell this to Joe.
-He'll--I beg your pardon, I guess I'm a little flighty. Maybe I'm worse
-than I think. Delirious or something like that. Say, you don't think
-it's--it's serious, do you?”
-
-“Of course not. A heavy cold, that's all. The doctor will break it up
-immediately.”
-
-“Maybe it's the grippe, eh?”
-
-“Possibly.”
-
-“What's my temperature?”
-
-“You mustn't worry, Mr Dawes. It's all right.”
-
-He was silent for a moment, steadfastly regarding the hand that stroked
-his wrinkled old paw so gently.
-
-“If--if it should turn out to be pneumonia or lung fever, I wish you
-wouldn't let on to Joe,” said he anxiously. “It would worry him almost
-to death. He's not very strong, you see. Nothing like me. I'm as strong
-as a bull. Never been sick in my------”
-
-“I know,” she said quietly. “He isn't half so strong as you, Mr Dawes.
-You are so strong you will be able to throw off this cold in a jiffy, as
-Jones would say. It won't amount to anything.”
-
-“If I get much worse you'd better send me to a hospital. Awful nuisance
-having a sick man about the place. Spoils everything. Don't hesitate
-about sending me off, Mrs Brood. I wouldn't be a trouble to you or Jim
-for------”
-
-“You poor old dear! You shall stay right where you are, no matter what
-comes to pass, and I shall take charge of you myself.”
-
-“You?” She nodded her head briskly. “Well, by jiggers, I--I don't know
-what Joe'll say when I tell him this. Blast him; I'll bet my head he
-calls me a liar. If he does, blast him, I'll--oh, I beg your pardon! I
-don't seem to be able to get over the habit of------”
-
-“Here is Mr Riggs--and my husband,” she interrupted, as the door opened
-and the two men strode into the room. “Is Jones telephoning?”
-
-“Yes,” said Brood. “Why, what's gone wrong, old man?”
-
-“It's all my fault,” groaned Mr Riggs, sitting down heavily on the
-opposite side of the bed. “I let him go out without his overcoat. He's
-not a strong man, Jim. Least breath of air goes right through----”
-
-“See here, Riggs, you know better than that,” roared the sick man
-wrathfully. “I can stand more------”
-
-“There, there!” cried Mrs Brood reprovingly. “It isn't fair to quarrel
-with Mr Riggs. He can't very well abuse you in return, Mr Dawes, can
-he?”
-
-“You may be on your death-bed,” said Mr Riggs mournfully, as if that
-were reason enough for not abusing him.
-
-“Nonsense,” said Brood; but it was an anxious look that he shot at
-Yvonne. Mr Dawes's face was fiery hot.
-
-“I shall come back to see you immediately after dinner, Mr Dawes,” said
-she, and again stroked his hand.
-
-The two old men stared after her rather blankly as she left the room.
-They couldn't believe their ears.
-
-“She says she'll look after me herself,” murmured Mr Dawes hazily.
-Mr Riggs tucked the covers about his chin. “Don't do that, Joe! Leave
-things alone, darn you. She fixed 'em as they ought to be.” Mr Riggs
-obediently undid his work. “That's right. Now don't you do anything
-without askin' her, d'ye hear?”
-
-“I was only trying to make you------”
-
-“Well, don't do it. Leave everything to her.” The upshot of it all was
-that Mr Dawes came near to dying. Pneumonia set in at once, and for
-many days he fought what appeared to be a losing fight. Then came the
-splendid days of convalescence, the happiest days of his life. The
-amazing Mrs Brood did “look after him.” Nurses there were, of course,
-and doctors in consultation, but it was the much-berated mistress of the
-house who “pulled him through,” as he afterward and always declared in
-acrimonious disputes with Mr Riggs who, while secretly blessing the wife
-of Brood, could not be driven into an open admission that she had
-done “anything more than anybody else would have done under the
-circumstances,”--and not “half as much, for that matter, as he could have
-done had he been given a chance.”
-
-It may be well to observe here that Mr Riggs was of no earthly use
-whatever during the trying days. Indeed, he gave up hope the instant
-the doctor said “pneumonia,” and went about the house saying “My God” to
-himself and everybody else in sepulchral whispers, all the while urging
-Heaven to “please do something.” He was too pathetic for words.
-
-A new and totally unsuspected element in Yvonne's make-up came to light
-at this troublous period. She forsook many pleasures, many comforts in
-her eagerness to help the suffering old man who, she must have known, in
-his heart had long despised her. She did not interfere with the nurses,
-yet made herself so indispensable to old Mr Dawes in the capacity of
-“visiting angel” that his heart overflowed with gratitude and love.
-Even when death hung directly above his almost sightless eyes he saw
-her smile of encouragement in the shadows, and his spirit responded with
-what might justly have been called the battle-cry of life.
-
-To Brood this new side to Yvonne's far from understandable character
-was most gratifying. Seeing her in the rôle of good Samaritan was not
-so surprising to him as the real, unaffected sincerity with which she
-ministered to the wants of the querulous old man.
-
-Even the nurses, habitually opposed to the good offices of “the family,”
- were won over by this woman whose unparalleled sweetness levelled them
-into a condition of respect and love that surprised not only themselves
-but the doctors. They were quite docile from the start, and seldom, if
-ever, spoke of Mr Dawes as “the patient” or of his state as “the case.”
- They got into the habit of alluding to him as the “dear old man,” and
-somehow envied each other the hours “on duty.” They were never sour.
-
-And so, when it came time for Mr Dawes to thank the Lord for his escape,
-he refused to commit himself to anything so ridiculous! He even went so
-far as to declare that the doctor had nothing to do with it, a statement
-which rather staggered the nurses.
-
-For hours Yvonne read to the blissful old chap. Sometimes she read to
-him in French, again in Russian, and occasionally in German. It was all
-one to him. He did not understand a word of it, but he was happy. He
-felt surprisingly young.
-
-She gave up a month to him and he was prepared to give up his life to
-her. To his utter amazement, however, she did not exact anything so
-valuable as that. Indeed, when his recovery was quite complete, she
-calmly forgot his existence and he sank back into the oblivion from
-which calamity had dragged him; sank back to the unhappy level of
-Mr Riggs and all the others who failed to interest her; and there he
-dreamed of exalted days when she wanted him to live, contrasting them
-with these days in which he might just as well be dead for all she
-seemed to care! He was one of the “old men” again.
-
-Mr Riggs, writhing with jealousy, repeatedly remarked, “I told you
-so,” and somehow felt revenged for the insolent orders she had given to
-Jones, depriving him of the right to even approach the door of the room
-in which his lifelong friend was dying. It had been a hard week for Mr
-Riggs. He hated her as he had never hated anyone in his life before.
-And yet he thanked God for her, and would have died for her! Nothing,
-nothing in the world would have given him more pleasure than to be
-critically ill for her!
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI
-
-“Is there anything wrong with my hair, Mr Brood?” asked Lydia, with a
-nervous little laugh.
-
-They were in the study, and it was ten o'clock of a wet night in
-April. Of late he had required her to spend the evenings with him in
-a strenuous effort to complete the final chapters of the journal. The
-illness of Mr Dawes had interrupted the work, and he was now in a
-fever of impatience to make up for the lost time. He had declared his
-intention to go abroad with his wife as soon as the manuscript was
-completed. The editor of a magazine, a personal friend, had signified
-his willingness to edit the journal and to put it into shape for
-publication during the summer months, against Brood's return in the fall
-of the year.
-
-The master of the house spared neither himself nor Lydia in these last
-few weeks. He wanted to clear up everything before he went away. Lydia's
-willingness to devote the extra hours to his enterprise would have
-pleased him vastly if he had not been afflicted by the same sense of
-unrest and uneasiness that made incessant labour a boon to her as well
-as to him.
-
-Her query followed a long period of silence on his part. He had been
-suggesting alterations in her notes as she read them to him, and there
-were frequent lulls when she made the changes as directed. Without
-looking at him she felt, rather than knew, that he was regarding her
-fixedly from his position opposite. The scrutiny was disturbing to her.
-She hazarded the question for want of a better means of breaking the
-spell. Of late he had taken to watching her with moody interest. She
-knew that he was mentally commenting on the changes he could not help
-observing in her appearance and her manners. This intense, though
-perhaps unconscious, scrutiny annoyed her. Her face was flushed with
-embarrassment, her heart was beating with undue rapidity.
-
-Brood started guiltily.
-
-“Your hair?” he exclaimed. “Oh, I see. You women always feel that
-something is wrong with it. I was thinking of something else, however.
-Forgive my stupidity. We can't afford to waste time in thinking, you
-know, and I am a pretty bad offender. It's nearly half-past ten. We've
-been hard at it since eight o'clock. Time to knock off. I will walk
-around to your apartment with you, my dear. It looks like an all-night
-rain.”
-
-He went up to the window and pulled the curtains aside. Her eyes
-followed him.
-
-“It's such a short distance, Mr Brood,” she said. “I am not afraid to go
-alone.”
-
-He was staring down into the court, his fingers grasping the curtains in
-a rigid grip. He did not reply.
-
-There was a light in the windows opening out upon Yvonne's balcony.
-
-“I fancy Frederic has come in from the concert,” he said slowly. “He
-will take you home, Lydia. You'd like that better, eh?”
-
-He turned toward her, and she paused in the nervous collecting of her
-papers. His eyes were as hard as steel, his lips were set.
-
-“Please don't ask Frederic to------” she began hurriedly.
-
-“They must have left early,” he muttered, glancing at his watch.
-Returning to the table he struck the big, melodious gong a couple
-of sharp blows. For the first time in her recollection it sounded a
-jangling, discordant note, as of impatience.
-
-She felt her heart sink; an oppressing sense of alarm came over her.
-
-“Good night, Mr Brood. Don't think of coming home with------”
-
-“Wait, Frederic will go with you.” It was a command. Ranjab appeared in
-the doorway. “Have Mrs Brood and Mr Frederic returned, Ranjab?”
-
-“Yes, _sahib_. At ten o'clock.”
-
-“If Mr Frederic is in his room, send him to me.”
-
-“He is not in his room, _sahib_.”
-
-The two, master and man, looked at each other steadily for a moment.
-Something passed between them.
-
-“Tell him that Miss Desmond is ready to go home.”
-
-“Yes, _sahib_.” The curtains fell.
-
-“I prefer to go home alone, Mr Brood,” said Lydia, her eyes flashing.
-“Why did you send------”
-
-“And why not?” he demanded harshly. She winced, and he was at once
-sorry. “Forgive me. I am tired and--a bit nervous. And you, too, are
-tired. You've been working too steadily at this miserable job, my dear
-child. Thank Heaven, it will soon be over. Pray sit down. Frederic will
-soon be here.”
-
-“I am not tired,” she protested stubbornly. “I love the work. You don't
-know how proud I shall be when it comes out, and--and I realise that
-I helped in its making. No one has ever been in a position to tell the
-story of Tibet as you have told it, Mr Brood. Those chapters will make
-history. I------”
-
-“Your poor father's share in those explorations is what really makes the
-work valuable, my dear. Without his notes and letters I should have been
-feeble indeed.” He looked at his watch. “They were at the concert, you
-know--the Hungarian orchestra. A recent importation, 'Tzigane's' music.
-Gipsies.” His sentences as well as his thoughts were staccato,
-disconnected.
-
-Lydia turned very cold. She dreaded the scene that now seemed
-unavoidable. Frederic would come in response to his father's command,
-and then------
-
-Someone began to play upon the piano downstairs. She knew, and he knew,
-that it was Frederic who played. For a long time they listened. The
-air, no doubt, was one he had heard during the evening, a soft, sensuous
-waltz that she had never heard before. The girl's eyes were upon Brood's
-face. It was like a graven image.
-
-“God!” fell from his stiff lips. Suddenly he turned upon the girl. “Do
-you know what he is playing?”
-
-“No,” she said, scarcely above a whisper.
-
-“It was played in this house by its composer before Frederic was born.
-It was played here on the night of his birth, as it had been played many
-times before. It was written by a man named Feverelli. Have you heard of
-him?”
-
-“Never,” she murmured, and shrank, frightened by the deathlike pallor in
-the man's face, by the strange calm in his voice. The gates were being
-opened at last! She saw the thing that was to stalk forth. She would
-have closed her ears against the revelations it carried. “Mother will be
-worried if I am not at home------”
-
-“Guido Feverelli. An Italian born in Hungary. Budapest, that was his
-home, but he professed to be a gipsy. Yes, he wrote the devilish thing.
-He played it a thousand times in that room down------ And now Frederic
-plays it, after all these years. It is his heritage. God, how I hate the
-thing! Ranjab! Where is the fellow? He must stop the accursed thing.
-He------”
-
-“Mr Brood! Mr Brood!” cried Lydia, appalled. She began to edge toward
-the door.
-
-By a mighty effort Brood regained control of himself. He sank into a
-chair, motioning for her to remain. The music had ceased abruptly.
-
-“He will be here in a moment,” said Brood. “Don't go.”
-
-They waited, listening. Ranjab entered the room; so noiseless was his
-approach that neither heard his footsteps.
-
-“Well?” demanded Brood, looking beyond.
-
-“Master Frederic begs a few minutes' time, _sahib_. He is putting down
-on paper the music, so that he may not forget. He writes the notes,
-_sahib. Madame_ assists.”
-
-Brood's shoulders sagged. His head was bent, but his gaze never left the
-face of the Hindu.
-
-“You may go, Ranjab,” he said slowly.
-
-“Ten minutes he asks for, _sahib_, that is all.” The curtains fell
-behind him once more.
-
-“So that he may not forget!” fell from Brood's lips. He was looking
-at the girl, but did not address his words to her. “So that he may not
-forget! So that I, too, may not forget!”
-
-Suddenly he arose and confronted the serene image of the Buddha. For a
-full minute he stood there with his hands clasped, his lips moving as if
-in prayer. No sound came from them.
-
-The girl remained transfixed, powerless to move. Not until he turned
-toward her and spoke was the spell broken. Then she came quickly to his
-side. He had pronounced her name.
-
-“You are about to tell me something, Mr Brood,” she cried in great
-agitation. “I do not care to listen. I feel that it is something I
-should not know. Please let me go now. I------”
-
-He laid his hands upon her shoulders, holding her off at arm's length.
-
-“I am very fond of you, Lydia. I do not want to hurt you. Sooner would I
-have my tongue cut out than it should wound you by a single word. Yet I
-must speak. You love Frederic. Is not that true?”
-
-She returned his gaze unwaveringly. Her face was very white.
-
-“Yes, Mr Brood.”
-
-“I have known it for some time, although I was the last to see. You
-love him, and you are just beginning to realise that he is not worthy.”
-
-“Mr Brood!”
-
-“Your eyes have been opened.” She stared, speechless. “My poor girl,
-he was born to prove that honest love is the rarest thing in all this
-world.”
-
-“Oh, I beg of you, Mr Brood, don't------”
-
-“It is better that we should talk it over. We have ten minutes. No doubt
-he has told you that he loves you. He is a lovable boy, he is the kind
-one _must_ love. But it is not in his power to love nobly. He loves
-lightly as”--he hesitated, and then went on harshly--“as his father
-before him loved.”
-
-Anger dulled her understanding; she did not grasp the full meaning of
-his declaration. Her honest heart rose to the defence of Frederic.
-
-“Mr Brood, I do care for Frederic,” she flamed, standing very erect
-before him. “He is not himself, he has not been himself since she came
-here. Oh, I am fully aware of what I am saying. He is not to be blamed
-for this thing that has happened to him. No one is to blame. It had to
-be. I can wait, Mr Brood. Frederic loves me. I know he does. He will
-come back to me. You have no right to say that he loves lightly,
-ignobly. You do not know him as I know him. You have never tried to know
-him, never wanted to know him. You--oh, I beg your pardon, Mr Brood.
-I--I am forgetting myself.”
-
-“I am afraid you do not understand yourself, Lydia,” said he levelly.
-“You are young, you are trusting. Your lesson will cost you a great
-deal, my dear.”
-
-“You are mistaken. I do understand myself,” she said gravely. “May I
-speak plainly, Mr Brood?”
-
-“Certainly. I intend to speak plainly to you.”
-
-“Frederic loves me. He does not love Yvonne. He is fascinated, as I also
-am fascinated by her, and you, too, Mr Brood. The spell has fallen over
-all of us. Let me go on, please. You say that Frederic loves like his
-father before him. That is true. He loves but one woman. You love but
-one woman, and she is dead. You will always love her. Frederic is like
-you. He loves Yvonne as you do--oh, I know it hurts! She cast her spell
-over you, why not over him? Is he stronger than you? Is it strange that
-she should attract him as she attracted you? You glory in her beauty,
-her charm, her perfect loveliness, and yet you love--yes, _love_, Mr
-Brood--the woman who was Frederic's mother. Do I make my meaning plain?
-Well, so it is that Frederic loves me. I am content to wait. I know he
-loves me.”
-
-Through all this Brood stared at her in sheer astonishment. He had no
-feeling of anger, no resentment, no thought of protest.
-
-“You--you astound me, Lydia. Is this your own impression, or has it been
-suggested to you by--by another?”
-
-“I am only agreeing with you when you say that he loves as his father
-loved before him--but not lightly. Ah, not lightly, Mr Brood.”
-
-“You don't know what you are saying,” he muttered.
-
-“Oh, yes, I do,” she cried earnestly. “You invite my opinion; I trust
-you will accept it for what it is worth. Before you utter another word
-against Frederic, let me remind you that I have known both of you for a
-long, long time. In all the years I have been in this house I have never
-known you to grant him a tender, loving word. My heart has ached for
-him. There have been times when I almost hated you. He feels your
-neglect, your harshness, your--your cruelty. He------”
-
-“Cruelty!”
-
-“It is nothing less. You do not like him. I cannot understand why you
-should treat him as you do. He shrinks from you. Is it right, Mr Brood,
-that a son should shrink from his father as a dog cringes at the voice
-of an unkind master? I might be able to understand your attitude toward
-him if your unkindness was of recent origin, but------”
-
-“Recent origin?” he demanded quickly.
-
-“If it had begun with the advent of Mrs Brood,” she explained frankly,
-undismayed by his scowl. “I do not understand all that has gone before.
-Is it surprising, Mr Brood, that your son finds it difficult to love
-you? Do you deserve------”
-
-Brood stopped her with a gesture of his hand.
-
-“The time has come for frankness on my part. You set me an example,
-Lydia. You have the courage of your father. For months I have had it in
-my mind to tell you the truth about Frederic, but my courage has always
-failed me. Perhaps I use the wrong word. It may be something very unlike
-cowardice that has held me back. I am going to put a direct question to
-you first of all, and I ask you to answer truthfully. Would you say
-that Frederic is like--that is, resembles his father?” He was leaning
-forward, his manner intense.
-
-Lydia was surprised.
-
-“What an odd thing to say! Of course he resembles his father. I have
-never seen a portrait of his mother, but------”
-
-“You mean that he looks like me?” demanded Brood.
-
-“Certainly. What do you mean?”
-
-Brood laughed, a short, ugly laugh--and then fingered his chin
-nervously.
-
-“He resembles his mother,” he said.
-
-“When he is angry he is very much like you, Mr Brood. I have often
-wondered why he is unlike you at other times. Now I know. He is like his
-mother. She must have been lovely, gentle, patient------”
-
-“Wait! Suppose I were to tell you that Frederic is not my son?”
-
-“I should not believe you, Mr Brood,” she replied flatly. “What is it
-that you are trying to say to me?”
-
-He turned away abruptly.
-
-“I will not go on with it. The subject is closed. There is nothing to
-tell--at present.”
-
-She placed herself in front of him, resolute and determined.
-
-“I insist, Mr Brood. The time _has_ come for you to be frank. You must
-tell me what you meant by that remark.”
-
-“Has your mother never told you anything concerning my past life?” he
-demanded.
-
-“What has my mother to do with your past life?” she inquired, suddenly
-afraid.
-
-“I refer only to what she may have heard from your father. He knew more
-than any of them. I confided in him to a great extent. I had to unburden
-myself to someone. He was my best friend. It is not improbable that he
-repeated certain parts of my story to your mother.”
-
-“She has told me that you--you were not happy, Mr Brood.”
-
-“Is that all?”
-
-“I--I think so.”
-
-“Is that all?” he insisted.
-
-“When I was a little girl I heard my father say to her that your life
-had been ruined by--well, that your marriage had turned out badly,” she
-confessed haltingly.
-
-“What more did he say?”
-
-“He said--I remember feeling terribly about it--he said you had driven
-your wife out of this very house.”
-
-“Did he speak of another man?”
-
-“Yes. Her music-master.”
-
-“You were too young to know what that meant, eh?”
-
-“I knew that you never saw her after--after she left this house.”
-
-“Will you understand how horrible it all was if I say to you now
-that--Frederic is not my son?”
-
-Her eyes filled with horror.
-
-“How can you say such a thing, Mr Brood? He is your son. How can you
-say------”
-
-“His father is the man who wrote the accursed waltz he has just been
-playing! Could there be anything more devilish than the conviction it
-carries? After all these years, he------”
-
-“Stop, Mr Brood!”
-
-“I am sorry if I hurt you, Lydia. You have asked me why I hate him. Need
-I say anything more?”
-
-“You have only made me love him more than ever before. You cannot hurt
-me through Frederic.”
-
-“I am sorry that it has come to such a pass as this. It is not right
-that you should be made to suffer, too.”
-
-“I do not believe all that you have told me. He _is_ your son. He _is_,
-Mr Brood.”
-
-“I would to God I could believe that!” he cried in a voice of agony. “I
-would to God it were true!”
-
-“You could believe it if you chose to believe your own eyes, your own
-heart.” She lowered her voice to a half whisper. “Does--does Frederic
-know? Does he know that his mother--oh, I can't believe it!”
-
-“He does not know.”
-
-“And you did drive her out of this house?” Brood did not answer. “You
-sent her away and and kept her boy, the boy who was nothing to you?
-Nothing!”
-
-“I kept him,” he said, with a queer smile on his lips.
-
-“All these years? He never knew his mother?”
-
-“He has never heard her name spoken.”
-
-“And she?”
-
-“I only know that she is dead. She never saw him after--after that day.”
-
-“And now, Mr Brood, may I ask why you have always intended to tell me
-this dreadful thing?” she demanded, her eyes gleaming with a fierce,
-accusing light.
-
-He stared. “Doesn't--doesn't it put a different light on your estimate
-of him? Doesn't it convince you that he is not worthy of------”
-
-“No! A thousand times no!” she cried. “I love him. If he were to ask me
-to be his wife tonight I would rejoice--oh, I would rejoice! Someone is
-coming. Let me say this to you, Mr Brood: you have brought Frederic up
-as a butcher fattens the calves and swine he prepares for slaughter. You
-are waiting for the hour to come when you can kill his very soul
-with the weapon you have held over him for so long, waiting, waiting,
-waiting! In God's name, what has _he_ done that you should want to
-strike him down after all these years? It is in my heart to curse you,
-but somehow I feel that you are a curse to yourself. I will not say that
-I cannot understand how you feel about everything. You have suffered.
-I know you have, and I--I am sorry for you. And knowing how bitter life
-has been for you, I implore you to be merciful to him who is innocent.”
-
-The man listened without the slightest change of expression. The lines
-seemed deeper about his eyes, that was all. But the eyes were bright and
-as hard as the steel they resembled.
-
-“You would marry him?”
-
-“Yes, yes!”
-
-“Knowing that he is a scoundrel?”
-
-“How dare you say that, Mr Brood?”
-
-“Because,” said he levelly, “he _thinks_ he is my son.” Voices were
-heard on the stairs, Frederic's and Yvonne's. “He is coming now, my
-dear,” he went on, and then, after a pause fraught with significance,
-“and my wife is with him.”
-
-Lydia closed her eyes, as if in dire pain. A dry sob was in her throat.
-
-A strange thing happened to Brood, the man of iron. Tears suddenly
-rushed to his eyes.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII
-
-Yvonne stopped in the doorway. Ranjab was holding the curtains aside
-for her to enter. The tall figure of Frederic loomed up behind her, his
-dark face glowing in the warm light that came from the room. She had
-changed her dress for an exquisite orchid-coloured tea-gown of chiffon
-under the rarest and most delicate of lace. For an instant her gaze
-rested on Lydia, and then went questioningly to Brood's face. The girl's
-confusion had not escaped her notice. Her husband's manner was but
-little less convicting. Her eyes narrowed.
-
-“Ranjab said you were expecting us,” she said slowly, with marked
-emphasis on the participle. She came forward haltingly, as if in doubt
-as to her welcome. “Are we interrupting?”
-
-“Of course not,” said Brood, a flush of annoyance on his cheek. “Lydia
-is tired. I sent Ranjab down to ask Frederic to----”
-
-Frederic interrupted, a trifle too eagerly. “I'll walk around with you,
-Lydia. It's raining, however. Shall I get the car out, father?”
-
-“No, no!” cried Lydia, painfully conscious of the rather awkward
-situation. “And please don't bother, Freddy. I can go home alone. It's
-only a step.” She moved toward the door, eager to be away.
-
-“I'll go with you,” said Frederic decisively. He stood between her and
-the door, an embarrassed smile on his lips. “I've got something to say
-to you, Lydia,” he went on, lowering his voice.
-
-“James dear,” said Mrs Brood, shaking her finger at her husband, and
-with an exasperating smile on her lips, “you are working the poor girl
-too hard. See how late it is! And how nervous she is. Why, you are
-trembling, Lydia! For shame, James.”
-
-“I am a little tired,” stammered Lydia. “We are working so hard, you
-know, in order to finish the------”
-
-Brood interrupted, his tone sharp and incisive.
-
-“The end is in sight. We're a bit feverish over it, I suppose. You
-see, my dear, we have just escaped captivity in Thassa. It was a bit
-thrilling, I fancy. But we've stopped for the night.”
-
-“So I perceive,” said Yvonne, a touch of insolence in her voice. “You
-stopped, I dare say, when you heard the tread of the vulgar world
-approaching the inner temple. That is what you broke into and
-desecrated, wasn't it?”
-
-“The inner temple at Thassa,” he said coldly.
-
-“Certainly. The place you were escaping from when we came in.”
-
-It was clear to all of them that Yvonne was piqued, even angry. She
-deliberately crossed the room and threw herself upon the couch, an act
-so childish, so disdainful, that for a full minute no one spoke, but
-stared at her, each with a different emotion.
-
-Lydia's eyes were flashing. Her lips parted, but she withheld the angry
-words that rose to them.
-
-Brood's expression changed slowly from dull anger to one of incredulity,
-which swiftly gave way to positive joy. His wife was jealous!
-
-Frederic was biting his lips nervously. He allowed Lydia to pass him on
-her way out, scarcely noticing her, so intently was his gaze fixed upon
-Yvonne. When Brood followed Lydia into the hall to remonstrate, the
-young man sprang eagerly to his stepmother's side.
-
-“Good Lord, Yvonne!” he whispered, “that was a nasty thing to say.
-What will Lydia think? By gad, is it possible that you are jealous? Of
-Lydia?”
-
-“Jealous?” cried she, struggling with her fury. “Jealous of that girl?
-Poof! Why should I be jealous of her? She hasn't the blood of a potato!”
-
-“I can't understand you,” he said in great perplexity. “You--you told me
-to-night that you are not sure that you really love him. You------”
-
-She stopped him with a quick gesture. Her eyes were smouldering. “Where
-is he? Gone away with her? Go and look; do.”
-
-“They're in the hall. I shall take her home, never fear. I fancy he's
-trying to explain your insinuating------”
-
-She turned on him furiously. “Are you lecturing me? What a tempest in a
-teapot!”
-
-“Lydia's as good as gold. She------”
-
-“Then take her home at once,” sneered Yvonne. “This is no place for
-her.”
-
-Frederic paled. “You're not trying to say my father would--good
-Lord, Yvonne, you must be crazy! Why, that is impossible! If--if I
-thought------” He clenched his fists and glared over his shoulder,
-missing the queer little smile that flitted across her face.
-
-“You do love her then,” she said, her voice suddenly soft and caressing.
-
-He stared at her in complete bewilderment.
-
-“I--I--Lord, you gave me a shock!” He passed his hand across his moist
-forehead. “It can't be so. Why, the very thought of it------”
-
-“I suppose I shall have to apologise to Lydia,” said she calmly. “Your
-father will exact it of me, and I shall obey. How does it sound, coming
-from me? 'I am sorry, Lydia.' Do I say it prettily?”
-
-“I don't understand you at all, Yvonne. I adore you, and yet, by Heaven,
-I--I actually believe I hated you just now. Listen to me. I've been
-treating Lydia vilely for a long, long time, but--she's the finest,
-best, dearest girl in the world. You--even you, Yvonne--shall not utter
-a word against------”
-
-“_Aïe!_ What heroics!” she cried ironically.
-“You are splendid when you are angry, my son. Yes, you are almost as
-splendid as your father. He, too, has been angry with me. He, too,
-has made me shudder. But he, too, has forgiven me, as you shall this
-instant. Say it, Freddy. You do forgive me? I was mean, nasty, ugly,
-vile--oh, everything that's horrid. I take it all back. Now be nice to
-me!”
-
-She laid her hand on his arm, an appealing little caress that conquered
-him in a flash. He clasped her fingers fiercely in his and mumbled
-incoherently as he leaned forward, drawn resistlessly nearer by the
-strange magic that was hers.
-
-“You--you are wonderful,” he murmured. “I knew you'd regret what you
-said. You couldn't have meant it.”
-
-She smiled, patted his hand gently, and allowed her swimming eyes to
-rest on his for an instant to complete the conquest. Then she motioned
-him away. Brood's voice was heard in the doorway. She had, however,
-planted an insidious thing in Frederic's mind, and it would grow.
-
-Her husband re-entered the room, his arm linked in Lydia's. Frederic was
-at the table lighting a cigarette.
-
-“You did not mean all that you said a moment ago, Yvonne,” said Brood
-levelly. “Lydia misinterpreted your jest. You meant nothing unkind,
-I am sure.”
-
-He was looking straight into her rebellious eyes. The last gleam of
-defiance died out of them as he spoke.
-
-“I am sorry, Lydia darling,” she said, and reached out her hand to the
-girl who approached reluctantly, uncertainly. “I confess that I was
-jealous. Why shouldn't I be jealous? You are so beautiful, so splendid.”
- She drew the girl down beside her. “Forgive me, dear.”
-
-Lydia, whose honest heart had been so full of resentment the moment
-before, could not withstand the humble appeal in the voice of the
-penitent.
-
-She smiled, first at Yvonne, then at Brood, and never quite understood
-the impulse that ordered her to kiss the warm, red lips that so recently
-had offended.
-
-“James dear,” fell softly, alluringly, from Yvonne's now tremulous lips.
-He sprang to her side. She kissed him passionately. “Now we are all
-ourselves once more,” she gasped a moment later, her eyes still fixed
-inquiringly on those of the man beside her. “Let us be gay! Let us
-forget! Come, Frederic! Sit here at my feet. Lydia is not going home
-yet. Ranjab, the cigarettes!”
-
-Frederic, white-faced and scowling, remained at the window, glaring out
-into the rain-swept night. A steady sheet of raindrops thrashed against
-the window-panes.
-
-“Hear the wind!” cried Yvonne, after a single sharp glance at his
-tall, motionless figure. “One can almost imagine that ghosts from every
-graveyard in the world are whistling past our windows. Should we not
-rejoice? We have them safely locked outside. There are no ghosts in
-here to make us shiver--and--shake.”
-
-The sentence that began so glibly trailed off in a slow crescendo,
-ending abruptly. Ranjab was holding the lighted taper for her cigarette.
-As she spoke her eyes were lifted to his dark, saturnine face. She was
-saying there were no ghosts when his eyes suddenly fastened on hers. In
-spite of herself her voice rose in response to the curious dread that
-chilled her heart as she looked into the shining mirrors above her.
-She shivered as if in the presence of death! For an incalculably brief
-period their gaze remained fixed and steady, each reading a mystery.
-Then the Hindu lowered his heavy lashes and moved away. The little
-by-scene did not go unnoticed by the others, although its meaning was
-lost.
-
-“There's nothing to be afraid of, Yvonne,” said Brood, pressing the hand
-which trembled in his.
-“Your imagination carries you a long way. Are you really afraid of
-ghosts?”
-
-She answered in a deep, solemn voice that carried conviction.
-
-“I believe in ghosts. I believe the dead come back to us, not to
-flit about as we are told by superstition, but to lodge--actually to
-dwell--inside these warm, living bodies of ours. They come and go at
-will. Sometimes we feel that they are there, but--oh, who knows? Their
-souls may conquer ours and go on inhabiting------”
-
-“Nonsense!” cried her husband. “Once dead, always dead, my dear.”
-
-“Do you really believe that, James?” she demanded seriously. “Have
-you never felt that something that was not you was living, breathing,
-speaking in this earthly shell of yours? Something that was not you, I
-say. Something that------”
-
-“Never!” he exclaimed quickly, but his eyes were full of the wonder that
-he felt.
-
-“Frederic,” she called imperatively, “come away from that window!”
-
-The young man joined the group. The sullen look in his face had given
-way to one of acute inquiry. The new note in her voice produced a
-strange effect upon him. It seemed like a call for help, a cry out of
-the darkness.
-
-“It is raining pitchforks,” he said, as if to explain his failure to
-respond at the first call.
-
-“Oh, dear,” sighed Lydia uncomfortably.
-
-“You can't go out in the storm, my dear,” cried Yvonne, tightening her
-grip on the girl's arm. “Draw up a chair, Freddy. Let's be cosy.
-
-“Really, Mrs Brood, I should go at once. Mother------”
-
-“Your mother is in bed and asleep,” protested Yvonne.
-
-“We should all be in bed,” said Frederic.
-
-“A bed is a sepulchre. We bury half our lives in it, Frederic. We spend
-too much time in bed. Why live in our dreams when we should be enjoying
-to-day and not our yesterdays? Do you want to hear about the concert,
-James? It was wonderful. The------”
-
-“If it was so wonderful, why did you leave before it was over?” demanded
-her husband, his lips straightening.
-
-She looked at him curiously.
-
-“How do you know that we left before it was over?”
-
-“You have been at home since ten.”
-
-They were all playing for time. They all realised that something
-sinister was attending their little conclave, unseen but vital. Each
-one knew that united they were safe, each against the other! Lydia was
-afraid because of Brood's revelations. Yvonne had sensed peril with
-the message delivered by Ranjab to Frederic. Frederic had come upstairs
-prepared for rebellion against the caustic remarks that were almost
-certain to come from his father. Brood was afraid of--himself! He was
-holding himself in check with the greatest difficulty. He knew that the
-smallest spark would create the explosion he dreaded and yet courted.
-Restraint lay heavily, yet shiftingly, upon all of them.
-
-“Oh,” said Yvonne easily, “there were still two numbers to be played,
-and I loathe both of them. Frederic was ready to come away, too.”
-
-“And Dr Hodder? Did he come away with you?” inquired Brood.
-
-“No. He insisted on staying to the bitter end. We left him there.”
-
-Brood laughed shortly. “I see.”
-
-“He said he would come down with the Gunnings,” explained Yvonne, her
-eyes flickering. “Besides, I always feel as though I were riding in an
-ambulance when he is in the car. He dissected every bit of music they
-played to-night. Now, James dear, you know he is quite dreadful.” She
-said it pleadingly, poutingly.
-
-“I offered to send the car back for him,” said Frederic, speaking for
-the first time.
-
-Brood drew a long breath. His glance met Lydia's and recognised the mute
-appeal that lay in her eyes. He smiled faintly, and hope rose in her
-troubled breast.
-
-“The Gunnings were there,” put in Yvonne, puffing more rapidly than
-usual at her cigarette. “They came to the box with Mr and Mrs Harbison
-during the intermission.”
-
-“What spiteful things did Mrs Harbison say about me?” demanded Brood,
-affecting a certain lightness of manner. “A cigarette, Ranjab. She
-despises me, I'm sure. Didn't she ask why I was not there to look after
-my beautiful and much-coveted wife?”
-
-“She said that you interested her more than any man she knew, and, of
-course, I considered that particularly spiteful. Her husband declared
-he would rather shoot with you than with any man in the world. He's very
-tiresome.”
-
-“We've hunted a good bit together,” said Brood.
-
-“Harbison says you are the most deadly shot he's ever seen,” said
-Frederic, relaxing slightly.
-
-“What was it he said about your wonderful accuracy with a revolver? What
-was it, Frederic? Hitting a shilling at some dreadful distance--thirty
-yards, eh?”
-
-“Thirty paces,” said Frederic.
-
-“My father often spoke of your shooting with a revolver, Mr Brood,” said
-Lydia. “He said it was really marvellous.”
-
-Yvonne laughed. “How interesting to have a husband who can even see as
-far as thirty paces. But revolver shooting is a doubtful accomplishment
-in these days of peace, isn't it? What is there to shoot at?”
-
-“Mad dogs and--men,” said Brood. Lydia's look required an answer. “No,
-I've never shot a mad dog, Lydia.”
-
-“Who was the young woman with the lisp, Freddy?” asked Yvonne abruptly.
-
-“Miss Dangerfield. Isn't she amusing? I love that soft Virginia drawl of
-hers. She's pretty, too. Old Hodder was quite taken with her.”
-
-A long, reverberating roll of thunder, ending in an ear-splitting
-crash that seemed no farther away than the window casement behind them,
-brought sharp exclamations of terror from the lips of the two women. The
-men, appalled, started to their feet.
-
-“Good Lord, that _was_ close!” cried Frederic. “There was no sign of a
-storm when we came in--just a steady, gentle spring rain.”
-
-“I am frightened,” shuddered Yvonne, wide-eyed with fear. “Do you
-think------”
-
-“It struck near by, that's all,” said Brood. “Lightning bolts are
-deceptive. One may think they strike at one's very elbow, and yet the
-spot is really miles away. I hope your mother is not distressed, my
-dear,” turning to Lydia. “She is afraid of the lightning, I know.”
-
-Lydia sprang to her feet. “I must go home at once, Mr Brood. She will be
-dreadfully frightened. I----”
-
-There came another deafening crash. The glare filled the room with a
-brilliant, greenish hue. Ranjab was standing at the window, holding the
-curtains apart while he peered upward across the space that separated
-them from the apartment building beyond the court.
-
-“Take me home, Frederic!” cried Lydia frantically. She ran toward the
-door.
-
-“Let me telephone to your mother, Lyddy,” he cried, hurrying after her
-into the hall.
-
-“No! no! no!” she gasped as she ran. “Don't come with me if you----”
-
-“I will come!” he exclaimed, as they raced down the stairs. “Don't be
-frightened, darling. It's all right. Listen to me! Mrs Desmond is as
-safe as------”
-
-“Oh, Freddy, Freddy!” she wailed, breaking under a strain that he was
-not by way of comprehending. “Oh, Freddy dear!” Her nerves gave way. She
-was sobbing convulsively when they came to the lower hall.
-
-In great distress he clasped her in his arms, mumbling incoherent words
-of love, encouragement--even ridicule for the fear she betrayed. Far
-from his mind was the real cause of her unhappy plight.
-
-He held her close to his breast, and there she sobbed and trembled as
-with a mighty, racking chill. Her fingers clutched his arm with the grip
-of one who clings to the edge of a precipice with death below. Her face
-was buried against his shoulder.
-
-“There! There!” he murmured, appalled by this wild display of fear.
-“Don't worry, darling. Everything is all right. Oh, you dear, dear
-girlie! Please, please! My little Lyddy!”
-
-“Take me home, Freddy--take me home,” she whispered brokenly. “I cannot
-stay here another second. Come, dearest--come home with me.”
-
-Still they stood there in the dark hall, clasped in each other's
-arms--stood there for many minutes without realising the lapse of time,
-thinking not of Mrs Desmond nor the storm that raged outside, but of the
-storm they were weathering together with the lightning racing through
-their veins, thunder in their heart-beats.
-
-A footstep in the hall. Frederic looked up, dazed, bewildered. Jones,
-the butler, was retreating through a door near by, having come upon them
-unexpectedly.
-
-“I--I beg pardon, sir. I------”
-
-“Oh, Jones! Listen! My raincoat--and father's, quick. And Miss Lydia's
-things. Yes, yes, it's all right, Jones. It's quite all right.” Frederic
-was calling out the sentences jerkily.
-
-“Quite all right,” repeated Jones, his throat swelling, his eyes
-suddenly dim. “Quite, sir. Yes, yes!” He rushed into the closet at the
-end of the hall, more grievously upset than he ever had been in all his
-life before.
-
-“You will come with me, Freddy?” she was whispering, clinging to him as
-one in panic.
-
-“Yes, yes. Don't be frightened, Lyddy. I--I know everything is all right
-now. I'm sure of it.”
-
-“Oh, I am sure, too, dear. I have always been sure,” she cried, and he
-understood, as she had understood.
-
-Despite the protests of Jones they dashed out into the blighting
-thunderstorm. The rain beat down in torrents, the din was infernal.
-As the door closed behind them Lydia, in the ecstasy of freedom from
-restraint bitterly imposed, gave vent to a shrill cry of relief. Words,
-the meaning of which he could not grasp, babbled from her lips as they
-descended the steps. One sentence fell vaguely clear from the others,
-and it puzzled him. He was sure that she said:
-
-“Oh, I am so glad, so happy we are out of that house--you and I
-together.”
-
-Close together, holding tightly to each other, they breasted the
-swirling sheets of rain. The big umbrella was of little protection to
-them, although held manfully to break the force of the cold flood of
-waters. They bent their strong young bodies against the wind, and a sort
-of wild, impish hilarity took possession of them. It was freedom, after
-all! They were fighting a force in nature that they understood, and the
-sharp, staccato cries that came from their lips were born of an exultant
-glee which neither of them could have suppressed or controlled. Their
-hearts were as wild as the tempest about them.
-
-They turned the corner and were flanked by the wind and rain. The long
-raincoats flattened their sleek, dripping folds tightly against their
-bodies. It was almost impossible to push forward into this mad deluge.
-The umbrella, caught by a gust, was turned inside out, and the full
-force of the storm struck upon their faces, almost taking the breath
-away. And they laughed as their arms tightened about each other. As one
-person they breasted the gale.
-
-They were fairly blown through the doors of the apartment-house. Mrs
-Desmond threw open the door as their wet, soggy feet came sloshing down
-the hall. Frederic's arm was about Lydia as they approached, and both of
-their drenched faces were wreathed in smiles--gay, exalted smiles. The
-mother, white-faced and fearful, stared for a second at the amazing
-pair, and then held out her arms to them.
-
-She was drenched in their embrace, but no one thought of the havoc that
-was being created in that swift, impulsive contact.
-
-“It's a fine mess we've made of your rug, Mrs Desmond,” said Frederic
-ruefully a few minutes later.
-
-“Goodness!” cried Lydia, aghast. Then they all realised.
-
-“Take those horrid things off at once, both of you,” commanded Mrs
-Desmond. Her voice trembled. “And your shoes--and stockings. Dear,
-dear!”
-
-“I must run back home!” exclaimed Frederic.
-
-Lydia placed herself between him and the door.
-
-“No! I want you to stay!” she cried.
-
-“Stay?”
-
-“You shall not go out in that dreadful storm again. I will not let you
-go, Frederic. Stay--stay here with me.”
-
-He stared. “What a funny idea!”
-
-“Wait until the rain is over,” added Mrs Desmond.
-
-“No, no!” cried Lydia. “I mean for him to stay here the rest of the
-night. We can put you up, Freddy. I--I don't want you to go back there
-until--until to-morrow.”
-
-A glad light broke in his face. “By Jove, I--do you know, I'd like to
-stay? I--I really would, Mrs Desmond. Can you find a place for me?” His
-voice was eager, his eyes sparkling.
-
-“Yes,” said the mother quietly, almost serenely. “You shall have Lydia's
-bed, Frederic. She can come in with me. Yes, you must stay. Are you not
-our Frederic?”
-
-“Thank you,” he stammered, and his eyes fell.
-
-“I will telephone to Jones when the storm abates,” said Mrs Desmond.
-“Now get out of those coats, and--oh, dear, how wet you are! A hot drink
-for both.”
-
-“Would you mind asking Jones to send over something for me to wear in
-the morning?” said Frederic, grinning as he stood forth in his evening
-clothes.
-
-Ten minutes later, in a dressing-gown and bare feet, he sat with them
-before an open fire and sipped the toddy she had brewed.
-
-“I say, this is great!”
-
-Lydia was suddenly shy and embarrassed.
-
-“Good night,” she whispered. Her fingers brushed his cheek lightly.
-
-He drew her down to him and kissed her passionately.
-
-“Good night, my Lyddy!” he said softly, his cheek flushing.
-
-She went quickly from the room.
-
-Later he stood in her sweet, dainty little bedroom and looked about him
-with a feeling of mingled awe and wonder. All of her intimate, exquisite
-belongings, the sanctified treasures of her most secret domain, were all
-about him.
-
-He fingered the articles on her dressing-table; smelled of the perfume
-bottles and smiled as he recognised the sweet odours as being a part
-of her, and not a thing unto themselves; grinned delightedly at his own
-photograph in its silver frame that stood where she could see it
-the last thing at night and the first in the morning; caressed--aye,
-caressed--the little hand-mirror that had reflected her gay or troubled
-face so many times since the dear Christmas Day when he had given it to
-her with his love.
-
-He stood beside her bed where she had stood, and the soft rug seemed to
-respond to the delightful tingling that ran through his bare feet. Her
-room! Her bed! Her domain!
-
-Suddenly he dropped to his knees and buried his hot face in the cool
-white sheets and kissed them over and over again. Here was sanctuary!
-His eyes were wet with tears when he arose to his feet, and his arms
-went out to the closed door.
-
-“My Lyddy!” he whispered chokingly.
-
-Back there in the rose-hued light of James Brood's study Yvonne cringed
-and shook in the strong arms of her husband all through that savage
-storm. She was no longer the defiant, self-possessed creature he had come
-to know so well, but a shrinking, trembling child, stripped of all her
-bravado, all her arrogance, all her seeming guile. A pathetic whimper
-crooned from her lips in response to his gentle words of reassurance.
-She was afraid--desperately afraid--and she crept close to him in her
-fear.
-
-And he? He was looking backward to another who had nestled close to him
-and whimpered as she was doing now--another who lived in terror when it
-stormed.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII
-
-Frederic opened his eyes at the sound of a gentle, persistent
-tapping on the bedroom door. Resting on his elbow, he looked blankly,
-wonderingly, about the room, and--remembered. The sun streamed into the
-chamber, filling it with a radiance that almost dazzled him. He rubbed
-his eyes, and again, as in the night just gone, his thought absorbed the
-contents of the room.
-
-He had not dreamed it, after all. He was there in Lydia's bed, attended
-by all the mute, inanimate sentinels that stood guard over her while she
-slept. The knocking continued. He dreamed on, his blinking eyes still
-seeking out the dainty, Lydia-like treasures in the enchanted room.
-
-“Frederic!” called a voice outside the door.
-
-He started guiltily.
-
-“All right,” was his cheery response.
-
-“Get up! It's nine o'clock. Or will you have your breakfast in bed,
-sir?” It was Lydia who spoke, assuming a fine Irish brogue in imitation
-of their little maid of all work.
-
-“I'll have to, unless my clothes have come over!”
-
-“They are here. Now do hurry.”
-
-He sprang out of bed and bounded across the room. She passed the
-garments through the partly opened door.
-
-“Morning!” he greeted, sticking his tousled head around the edge.
-
-“Morning!” she responded as briefly.
-
-“Don't wait breakfast for me. I'll skip over home------”
-
-“It will be ready in fifteen minutes,” she said arbitrarily. “Don't
-dawdle.”
-
-“How pretty, how sweet you are this morning,” he cried, his dark eyes
-dancing.
-
-“Silly!” she scoffed, but with a radiant smile. Then, with a perfectly
-childish giggle, she slammed the door and scurried away as if in fear of
-pursuit.
-
-He was artistic, temperamental. Such as he have not the capacity for
-haste when there is the slightest opportunity to dream and dawdle. He
-was a full quarter of an hour taking his tub, and another was consumed
-in getting into his clothes. At home he was always much longer than
-this, for he was delayed by the additional task of selecting shirts,
-ties, socks, and scarf-pins, and changing his mind and all of them three
-or four times before being satisfied with the effect. He sallied forth
-in great haste at nine thirty-five, and was extremely proud of himself,
-although unshaved.
-
-His first act, after warmly greeting Mrs Desmond, was to sit down at the
-piano. Hurriedly he played a few jerky, broken snatches of the haunting
-air he had heard the night before.
-
-“I've been wondering if I could remember it,” he apologised, as he
-followed them into the dining-room. “What's the matter, Lyddy? Didn't you
-sleep well? Poor old girl, I was a beast to deprive you of your bed.”
-
-“I have a mean headache, that's all,” said the girl quickly. He noticed
-the dark circles under her eyes and the queer expression, as of trouble,
-in their depths. “It will go as soon as I've had my coffee.”
-
-Night, with its wonderful sensations, was behind them. Day revealed the
-shadow that had fallen. They unconsciously shrank from it and drew back
-into the shelter of their own misgivings. The joyous abandon of the
-night before was dead. Over its grave stood the leering spectre of
-unrest.
-
-When he took her in his arms later on, and kissed her, there was not the
-shadow of a doubt in the mind of either that the restraining influence
-of a condition over which they had no control was there to mock their
-endeavour to be natural. They were not to be deceived by the apparent
-earnestness of the embrace. Each knew that the other was asking a
-question, even as their lips met and clung in the rather pathetic
-attempt to confirm the fond dream of the night before. They kissed
-as through a veil. They were awake once more, and they were wary,
-unconvinced. The answer to their questions came in the kiss itself, and
-constraint fell upon them.
-
-Drawn by an impulse that had been struggling within him, Frederic found
-himself standing at the sitting-room window. It was a sly, covert,
-though intensely eager look that he directed at another window far
-below. If he hoped for some sign of life in his father's study he was
-to be disappointed. The curtains hung straight and motionless. He would
-have denied the charge that he longed to see Yvonne sitting in the
-casement, waiting to waft a sign of greeting up to him; he would have
-denied that the thought was in his mind when he went to the window; and
-yet he was conscious of a feeling of disappointment, even annoyance.
-
-With considerable adroitness Lydia engaged his attention at the piano.
-Keyed up as she was, his every emotion was plain to her perceptions. She
-had anticipated the motive that led him to the window. She knew that
-it would assert itself in spite of all that he could do to prevent. She
-waited humbly for the thing to happen, pain in her heart, and when her
-reading proved true she was prepared to combat its effect. Music was her
-only ally.
-
-“How does it go, Freddy--the thing you were playing before breakfast?”
- She was trying to pick up the elusive air. “It is such a fascinating,
-adorable thing. Is this right?”
-
-He looked at his watch. The few bars she had mastered in her eagerness
-fell upon inattentive ears at first. But she persisted. He came over and
-stood beside her. His long, slim fingers joined hers on the keyboard,
-and the sensuous strains of the waltz responded to his touch. He smiled
-patiently as she struggled to repeat what he had played. The fever of
-the thing took hold of him at last, as she had known it would. Leaning
-over her shoulder, his cheek quite close to hers, he played. Her hands
-dropped into her lap.
-
-She retained her seat on the bench. Her cunning brain told her that it
-would be a mistake to relinquish her place at the keyboard. He would
-play it through a time or two, mechanically perhaps, and then his
-interest would be gone. He would have gratified her simple request, and
-that would have been the end. She led him on by interrupting time and
-again in her eagerness to grasp the lesson he was giving. Finally she
-moved over on the bench, and he sat down beside her. He was absorbed in
-the undertaking. His brow cleared. His smile was a happy, eager one.
-
-“It's a tricky thing, Lyddy,” he said enthusiastically, “but you'll get
-it. Now listen.”
-
-For an hour they sat there, master and pupil, sweetheart and lover.
-The fear was less in the heart of one when, tiring at last, the other
-contentedly abandoned the rôle of taskmaster and threw himself upon the
-couch, remarking, as he stretched himself in luxurious ease:
-
-“I like this, Lyddy. I wish you didn't have to go over there and dig
-away at that confounded journal. I like this so well that, 'pon my soul,
-I'd enjoy loafing here with you the whole day long.”
-
-Her heart leaped. “You shall have your wish, Freddy,” she said, barely
-able to conceal the note of eagerness in her voice. “I am not going to
-work to-day. I--my head, you know. Mother telephoned to Mr Brood this
-morning before you were up.”
-
-“You're going to loaf?” he cried gladly. “Bully! And I may stay? But,
-gee, I forgot your headache. It will------” He was staring up from the
-couch when she hastily broke in, shaking her head vigorously.
-
-“Lie still. My head is much better. I want you to stay, dear. I--I want
-to have you all to myself again. Oh, it will be so good--so good to
-while away an idle day with you!”
-
-She was standing beside the couch. He reached forth and took her hand in
-his, laying it against his lips.
-
-“It won't be an idle day,” said he seriously. “We shall be very busy.”
-
-“Busy?” she inquired apprehensively.
-
- “Talking things over,” he said
-briefly. “Of course, I ought to go home and face the music.”
-
-“What do you mean?”
-
-“It's something I can't talk about, Lyddy. Let's forget our troubles for
-to-day.”
-
-“Better still, let us share them. Stay here with me. Don't go home
-to-day, Freddy. I------”
-
-“Oh, I've got to have it out with father some time,” he said
-bitterly. “It may as well be now as later on. We've got to come to an
-understanding.”
-
-Her heart was cold. She was afraid of what would come out of that
-“understanding.” All night long she had lain with wide-staring eyes,
-thinking of the horrid thing James Brood had said to her. Far in the
-night she aroused her mother from a sound sleep to put the question that
-had been torturing her for hours. Mrs Desmond confessed that her husband
-had told her that Brood had never considered Frederic to be his son,
-and then the two lay side by side for the remainder of the night without
-uttering a word, and yet keenly awake. They were thinking of the hour
-when Brood would serve notice on the intruder!
-
-Lydia now realised that the hour was near. Frederic himself would
-challenge the wrath of all these bitter years, and it would fall upon
-his unsuspecting head with cruel, obliterating force.
-
-The girl shivered as with a racking chill. “Have it out with father,”
- he had said in his ignorance. He was preparing to rush headlong to his
-doom. To prevent that catastrophe was the single, all-absorbing thought
-in Lydia's mind. Her only hope lay in keeping the men apart until she
-could extract from Brood a promise to be merciful, and this she intended
-to accomplish if she had to go down on her knees and grovel before the
-man.
-
-“Oh, Freddy,” she cried earnestly, “why take the chance of making a bad
-matter worse?” Even as she uttered the words she realised how stupid,
-how ineffectual they were.
-
-“It can't be much worse,” he said gloomily. “I am inclined to think he'd
-relish a straight-out, fair, and square talk, anyhow. Moreover, I mean
-to take Yvonne to task for the thing she said--or implied last night.
-About you, I mean. She------”
-
-“Oh, I beg of you, don't!”
-
-“It was--unspeakable. I don't see what could have come over her.”
-
-“She was jealous. She admitted it, dear. If I don't mind, why should you
-incur------”
-
-“Do you really believe she--she loves the governor enough to be as
-jealous as all that?” he exclaimed, a curious gleam in his eyes--an
-expression she did not like.
-
-“Of course I think so!” she cried emphatically. “What a question! Have
-you any reason to suspect that she does not love your father?”
-
-“No--certainly not,” he said in some confusion. Then, after a moment:
-“Are you quite sure this headache of yours is real, Lyddy?”
-
-“What do you mean?”
-
-“Isn't it an excuse to stay away from--from Yvonne, after what happened
-last night? Be honest, dear.”
-
-She was silent for a long time, weighing her answer. Was it best to be
-honest with him?
-
-“I confess that it has something to do with it,” she admitted. Lydia
-could not be anything but truthful.
-
-“I thought so. It's--it's a rotten shame, Lyddy. That's why I want to
-talk to her. I want to reason with her. It's all so perfectly silly,
-this misunderstanding. You've just got to go on as you were before,
-Lyddy--just as if it hadn't happened. It------”
-
-“I shall complete the work for your father, Freddy,” she said quietly.
-“Two or three days more will see the end. After that neither my services
-nor my presence will be required over there.”
-
-“You don't mean to say----” he began, unbelievingly.
-
-“It isn't likely I'd go there for pleasure, is it?” she interrupted
-dryly.
-
-“But think of the old times, the------”
-
-“I can think of them just as well here as anywhere else. No; I shan't
-annoy Mrs Brood, Freddy.” It was on the tip of her tongue to say more,
-but she thought better of it.
-
-“They're going abroad soon,” he ventured. “At least, that's father's
-plan. Yvonne isn't so keen about it. She calls this being abroad, you
-know. Besides,” he hurried on in his eagerness to excuse Yvonne, “she's
-tremendously fond of you.”
-
-Lydia was wise. “I would give a great deal to be able to really believe
-so, Freddy. I--I could be very fond of her.”
-
-He warmed to the cause.
-
-“No end of times she's said you were the finest------” Her smile--an
-odd one, such as he had never seen on her lips before--checked his
-eager speech. He bridled. “Of course, if you don't choose to believe me,
-there's nothing more to be said. She meant it, however.”
-
-“I am sure she said it, Freddy,” she hastened to declare. “Will she be
-pleased with our--our marriage?”
-
-It required a great deal of courage on her part to utter these words,
-but she was determined to bring the true situation home to him.
-
-He did not even hesitate, and there was conviction in his voice as he
-replied:
-
-“It doesn't matter whether she's pleased or displeased. We're pleasing
-ourselves, are we not? There's no one else to consider, dear.”
-
-Her eyes were full upon his, and there was wonder in them.
-
-“Thank you--thank you, Freddy,” she cried.
-“I--I knew you'd------” The sentence remained unfinished.
-
-“Has there ever been a doubt in your mind?” he asked uneasily, after
-a moment. He knew there had been misgivings, and he was ready, in his
-self-abasement, to resent them if given the slightest opening. Guilt made
-him arrogant.
-
-“No,” she answered simply.
-
-The answer was not what he expected. He flushed painfully.
-
-“I--I thought perhaps you'd--you'd get a notion in your head that------”
- He, too, stopped for want of the right words to express himself without
-committing the egregious error of letting her see that it had been in
-his thoughts to accuse her of jealousy.
-
-She waited for a moment. “That I might have got the notion in my head
-you did not love me any longer? Is that what you started to say?”
-
-“Yes,” he confessed, averting his eyes.
-
-“I've been unhappy at times, Freddy, but that is all,” she said
-steadily. “You see, I know how honest you really are. I know it far
-better than you know it yourself.”
-
-“I wonder just how honest I am,” he muttered.
-“I wonder what would happen if------ But nothing can happen. Nothing
-ever will happen. Thank you, old girl, for saying what you said just
-now. It's--it's bully of you.”
-
-He got up and began pacing the floor. She leaned back in her chair,
-deliberately giving him time to straighten out his thoughts for himself.
-Wiser than she knew herself to be, she held back the warm, loving words
-of encouragement, of gratitude, of belief.
-
-But she was not prepared for the impetuous appeal that followed. He
-threw himself down beside her and grasped her hands in his. His face
-seemed suddenly old and haggard, his eyes burned like coals of fire.
-Then, for the first time, she had an inkling of the great struggle that
-had been going on inside of him for weeks and weeks.
-
-“Listen, Lyddy,” he began nervously; “will you marry me to-morrow? Are
-you willing to take the chance that I'll be able to support you, to earn
-enough------”
-
-“Why, Freddy!” she cried, half starting up from the couch. She was
-dumbfounded.
-
-“Will you? Will you? I mean it,” he went on, almost argumentatively.
-
-He was very much in earnest, but alas! the fire, the passion of the
-importunate lover was missing. She shrank back into the corner of the
-couch, staring at him with puzzled eyes. Comprehension was slow in
-arriving. As he hurried on with his plea she began to see clearly, her
-sound brain grasped the significance of this sudden decision on his
-part.
-
-“There's no use waiting, dear. I'll never be more capable of earning
-a living than I am right now. I can go into the office with Brooks any
-day, and I--I think I can make good. God knows, I can try hard enough.
-Brooks says he's got a place there for me in the bond department. It
-won't be much at first, but I can work into a pretty good--what's the
-matter? Don't you think I can do it? Have you no faith in me? Are you
-afraid to take a chance?”
-
-She had smiled sadly--it seemed to him reprovingly. His cheek flushed.
-
-“What has put all this into your head, Freddy dear?” she asked shrewdly.
-
-“Why, good Lord, haven't we had this very thing in mind for years?” he
-cried. “Haven't we talked about my------”
-
-“What put it into your head--just now?” she insisted.
-
-“I don't know what you're driving at,” he floundered.
-
-“Don't you think it would be safer--I mean wiser if you were to wait
-until you are quite certain of yourself, Freddy?”
-
-“I am certain of myself,” he exploded. “What do you mean? What sort of
-talk is this you are------”
-
-“Hush! Don't be angry, dear. Be honest now. Don't you understand just
-what I mean?” They looked squarely into each other's eyes.
-
-“I want you to marry me at once,” said he doggedly. “You know I love
-you, Lyddy. Is there anything more to say than that?”
-
-“Don't you want to tell me, Freddy?”
-
-His eyes wavered. “I can't go on living as I have been for the past few
-months. I've just got to end it, Lyddy. You don't understand--you can't,
-and there isn't any use in trying to explain the----”
-
-“I think I do understand, dear,” she said quietly, laying her hand on
-his. “I understand so completely that there isn't any use in your trying
-to explain. But don't you think you are a bit cowardly?”
-
-“Cowardly?” he gasped, and then the blood rushed to his face.
-
-“Is it quite fair to me--or to yourself?” He was silent. She waited for
-a moment and then went on resolutely. “I know just what it is that you
-are afraid of, Freddy. I shall marry you, of course. I love you more
-than anything else in all the world. But are you quite fair in asking me
-to marry you while you are still afraid, dear?”
-
-“Before God, Lyddy, I love no one else but you!” he cried earnestly. “I
-know what it is you are thinking, and I--I don't blame you. But I want
-you _now_--you don't know how much I need you now! I want to begin a new
-life with you. I want to feel that you are with me--just you--strong and
-brave and enduring. I am adrift. I need you.”
-
-“I know you love me, Frederic. I am absolutely certain of it,” she said
-slowly, weighing her words carefully. “But I cannot marry you
-to-morrow--nor for a long time after to-morrow. In a year--yes. But not
-now, dear; not just now. You--you understand, don't you? Say that you
-understand.”
-
-His chin sank upon his breast. “Of course I understand,” he said in a
-very low voice.
-
-“I shall never love you any more than I love you now, Freddy--never so
-much, perhaps, as at this moment.”
-
-“I know, Lyddy; I know,” he said dully.
-
-“If you insist, I will marry you to-morrow; but you cannot--you will not
-ask it of me, will you?”
-
-“But you know I do love you,” he cried. “There isn't any doubt in your
-mind, Lyddy. There is no one else I tell you.”
-
-“I think I am just beginning to understand men,” she remarked
-enigmatically.
-
-“And to wonder why they call women the weaker sex, eh?”
-
-“Yes,” she said, so seriously that the wry smile died on his lips. “I
-don't believe there are many women who would ask a man to be sorry for
-them. That's really what all this amounts to, isn't it, Freddy?”
-
-“By Jove!” he exclaimed wonderingly.
-
-“You are a strong, self-willed, chivalrous man, and yet you think
-nothing of asking a woman to protect you against yourself; You are
-afraid to stand alone. Wait! You need me because you are a strong
-man and are afraid that your very strength will lead you into ignoble
-warfare. You are afraid of your strength, not of your weakness. So you
-ask me to help you. Without thinking, you ask me to marry you to-morrow.
-The idea came to you like a flash of light in the darkness. Five
-minutes--yes, one minute before you asked it of me, Freddy dear, you
-were floundering in the darkness, uncertain which way to turn. You were
-afraid of the things you could not see. You looked for some place in
-which to hide. The flash of light revealed a haven of refuge. So you
-asked me to to marry you to-morrow.”
-
-All through this indictment she had held his hand clasped tightly in
-both of hers. He was looking at her with a frank acknowledgment growing
-in his eyes.
-
-“Are you ashamed of me, Lyddy?” he asked.
-
- “No,” she said, meeting his
-gaze steadily. “I am a little disappointed, that's all. It is you who
-are ashamed.”
-
-“I am,” said he simply. “It wasn't fair.”
-
-“Love will endure. I am content to wait,” she said with a wistful smile.
-
-“You will be my wife, no matter what happens? You won't let this make
-any difference?”
-
-“You are not angry with me?”
-
-“Angry? Why should I be angry with you, Lyddy? For shaking some sense
-into me? For seeing through me with that wonderful, far-sighted brain of
-yours? Why, I could go down on my knees to you. I could------”
-
-“Let me think, Freddy,” she cried, suddenly confronted by her own
-declaration of the night before. She had told James Brood that she would
-marry this discredited son of his the instant he was ready to take her
-unto himself. She had flung that in the older man's face, and she had
-meant every word of it.
-
-“I--I take back what I said, dear. I will marry you to-morrow.” She
-spoke rapidly, jerkily; her eyes were very dark and luminous.
-
-“What has come over you?” He stared at her in astonishment. “What--oh, I
-see! You are not sure of me. You------”
-
-“Yes, yes, I am! It isn't that. I did not know what I was saying when I
-refused to------”
-
-“Oh, there you go, just like a woman!” he cried triumphantly. “Spoiling
-everything! You dear, lovable, inconsequent, regular girl! Hurray! Now
-we're back where we began, and I'm holding the whip. You bring me to my
-senses and then promptly lose your own.” He clasped her in his arms and
-held her close. “You dear, dear Lyddy!”
-
-“I mean it, dear heart.” The whisper smothered in his embrace.
-“To-morrow--to-day, if you will. We will go away. We will------”
-
-“No,” he said, quite resolutely; “you have shown me the way. I've
-just got to make good in your estimation before I can hold you to your
-promise. You're splendid, Lyddy; you're wonderful, but--well, I was
-unfair a while ago. I mean to be fair now. We'll wait. It's better so.
-I will come again and ask you, but it won't be as it was just now. It
-would not be right for me to take you at your word. We'll wait.”
-
-Neither spoke for many minutes. It was she who broke the silence.
-
-“You must promise one thing, Frederic. For my sake, avoid a quarrel with
-your father. I could not bear that. You will promise, dear? You must.”
-
-“I don't intend to quarrel with him; but if I am to remain in his house
-there has got to be------”
-He paused, his jaw set stubbornly.
-
-“Promise me you will wait. He is going away in two weeks. When he
-returns--later on--next fall------”
-
-“Oh, if it really distresses you, Lyddy, I'll------”
-
-“It does distress me. I want your promise.”
-
-“I'll do my part,” he said resignedly, “and next fall will see us
-married, so------”
-
-The telephone-bell in the hall was ringing. Frederic released Lydia's
-hand and sat up rather stiffly, as one who suddenly suspects that he is
-being spied upon. The significance of the movement did not escape Lydia.
-She laughed mirthlessly.
-
-“I will see who it is,” she said, and arose. Two red spots appeared in
-his cheeks. Then it was that she realised he had been waiting all along
-for the bell to ring; he had been expecting a summons.
-
-“If it's for me, please say--er--say I'll------” he began, somewhat
-disjointedly, but she interrupted him.
-
-“Will you stay here for luncheon, Frederic? And this afternoon we will
-go to--oh, is there a concert or a recital------”
-
-“Yes, I'll stay if you'll let me,” he said wistfully. “We'll find
-something to do.”
-
-She went to the telephone. He heard the polite greetings, the polite
-assurances that she had not taken cold, two or three laughing rejoinders
-to what must have been amusing comments on the storm and its effect on
-timid creatures, and then:
-
-“Yes, Mrs Brood, I will call him to the phone.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV
-
-Frederic had the feeling that he slunk to the telephone. The girl
-handed the receiver to him and he met her confident, untroubled gaze for
-a second. Instead of returning to the sitting-room where she could have
-heard everything that he said, she went into her own room down the hall
-and closed the door. He was not conscious of any intention to temporise,
-but it was significant that he did not speak until the door closed
-behind her. Afterward he realised and was ashamed.
-
-Almost the first words that Yvonne uttered were of a nature to puzzle
-and irritate him, although they bore directly upon his own previously
-formed resolution. Her voice, husky and low, seemed strangely plaintive
-and lifeless to him.
-
-“Have you and Lydia made any plans for the afternoon?” she inquired. He
-made haste to declare their intention to attend a concert. “I am glad
-you are going to do that,” she went on.
-
-“Are you ill, Yvonne?” he queried suddenly. “I? Oh, no. I think I never
-felt better in my life than I do at this moment. The storm must have
-blown the cobwebs out of my brain. I believe I'm quite happy to-day,
-Frederic.”
-
-“Aren't you always happy?” he cried chidingly. “What an odd thing to
-say.”
-
-She did not respond to this.
-
-“You will stay for luncheon with Lydia?”
-
-“Yes. She's trying to pick up that thing of Feverelli's--the one we
-heard last night.” There was silence at the other end of the wire, “Are
-you there?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“I'm teaching it to her.”
-
-“I see.”
-
-“I will be home for dinner, of course. You--you don't need me for
-anything, do you?”
-
-“No,” she said. Then, with a low laugh: “You may be excused for the day,
-my son.”
-
-“What's wrong?” he demanded, lowering his voice.
-
-“Wrong? Nothing is wrong. Everything seems right to me. Your father and
-I have been discussing the trip abroad.”
-
-“Is--is it settled?”
-
-“Yes. We are to sail on the twenty-fifth--in ten days.”
-
-“Settled, eh?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“I thought you--you were opposed to going.”
-
-“I've changed my mind. As a matter of fact, I've changed my heart.”
-
-“You speak in riddles.”
-
-“Your father has gone out to arrange for passage on the _Olympic_. He is
-lunching at the Lawyers' Club.”
-
-“You will lunch alone, then?”
-
-“Naturally.”
-
-He suppressed an impulse.
-
-“I'm sorry, Yvonne.”
-
-She was silent for a long time.
-
-“Frederic, I want you to do something for me.”
-
-“I--I've promised Lydia to stay here------”
-
-“Oh, it isn't that. Will you try to convince Lydia that I meant no
-offence last night when I------”
-
-“She understands all that perfectly, Yvonne.”
-
-“No, she doesn't. A woman _wouldn't_ understand.”
-
-“I will square everything,” he said.
-
-“It means a great deal to me,”
-
-“In what way?”
-
-There was a pause.
-
-“No woman likes to be regarded as a fool,” she said at last, apparently
-after careful reflection.
-“Oh, yes; there is something else. We are dining out this evening.”
-
-“You and I?” he asked, after a moment.
-
-“Certainly not. Your father and I. I was about to suggest that you dine
-with Lydia--or, better still, ask her over here to share your dinner
-with you.”
-
-He was scowling.
-
-“Where are you going?”
-
-“Going? Oh, dining. I see. Well,” slowly, deliberately, “we thought
-it would be great fun to dine alone at Delmonico's and see a play
-afterward.”
-
-“Just--you and father?”
-
-“We two--no more.”
-
-“How cunning,” he sneered.
-
-“Will you ask Lydia to dine with you?”
-
-“No.”
-
-“Perhaps you will go out somewhere?”
-
-“I'll have dinner with Mr Dawes and------”
-
-“That would be jolly. They will be pleased. A sort of--what do you call
-it--a sort of reunion, eh?”
-
-“Are you making sport of me?” he demanded angrily.
-
-“But no! It will be making sport for the old gentleman, though, _aïe?_
-And now _au revoir!_ You will surely convince Lydia that I love her?
-I am troubled. You will------”
-
-“What play are you going to see?” he cut in. She mentioned a Belasco
-production. “Well, I hope you enjoy it, Yvonne. By the way, how is the
-governor to-day? In a good humour?”
-
-There was no response. He waited for a moment and then called out: “Are
-you there?”.
-
-“Good-bye,” came back over the wire.
-
-He started, as if she had given him a slap in the face. Her voice was
-cold and forbidding.
-
-When Lydia rejoined him in the sitting-room he was standing at the
-window, staring across the courtyard far below.
-
-“Are you going?” she asked steadily.
-
-He turned toward her, conscious of the tell-tale scowl that was
-passing from his brow. It did not occur to him to resent her abrupt,
-uncompromising question. As a matter of fact, it seemed quite natural
-that she should put the question in just that way, flatly, incisively.
-He considered himself, in a way, to be on trial.
-
-“No, I'm not,” he replied. “You did not expect me to forget, did you?”
-
-He was uncomfortable under her honest, inquiring gaze. A sullen anger
-against himself took possession of him. He despised himself for the
-feeling of loneliness and homesickness that suddenly came over him.
-
-“I thought------” she began, and then her brow cleared. “I have been
-looking up the recitals in the morning paper. The same orchestra you
-heard last night is to appear again to-day at------”
-
-“We will go there, Lydia,” he interrupted, and at once began to hum the
-gay little air that had so completely charmed him. “Try it again, Lyddy.
-You'll get it in no time.”
-
-After luncheon, like two happy children they rushed off to the concert,
-and it was not until they were on their way home at five o'clock that
-his enthusiasm began to wane. She was quick to detect the change. He
-became moody, preoccupied; his part of the conversation was kept up with
-an effort that lacked all of the spontaneity of his earlier and more
-engaging flights.
-
-They rode down town on the top of a Fifth Avenue stage, having it all
-to themselves. She found herself speculating on the change that had come
-over him, and soon lapsed into a reserve quite as pronounced as his
-own. By the time they were ready to get down at the corner above Brood's
-house there was no longer any pretence at conversation between them.
-The day's fire had burned out. Its glow had given way to the bleak, gray
-tone of dead coals.
-
-Lydia went far back in her calculations and attributed his mood to the
-promise she had exacted in regard to his attitude toward his father. It
-occurred to her that he was smarting under the restraint that promise
-involved. She realised now, more than ever before, that there could be
-no delay, no faltering on her part. She would have to see James Brood at
-once; go down on her knees to him.
-
-“I feel rather guilty, Freddy,” she said as they approached the house.
-“Mr Brood will think it strange that I should plead a headache and yet
-run off to a concert and enjoy myself when he is so eager to finish the
-journal--especially as he is to sail so soon. I ought to see him; don't
-you think so? Perhaps there is something I can do to-night that will
-make up for the lost time.” She was plainly nervous.
-
-“He'd work you to death if he thought it would serve his purpose,” said
-Frederic gloomily. And back of that sentence lay the thought that made
-it absolutely imperative for her to act without delay.
-
-“I will go in for a few minutes,” she said, at the foot of the steps.
-“Are you not coming, too?”
-
-He had stopped. “Not just now, Lyddy. I think I'll run up to Tom's flat
-and smoke a pipe with him. Thanks, old girl, for the happy day we've
-had. You don't mind if I leave you here?”
-
-Her heart gave a great throb of relief. It was best to have him out of
-the way for the time being.
-
-“No, indeed,” she said. “Do go and see Tom. I shan't be here long. We
-have had a glorious day, haven't we?” There was something wistful in her
-smile as she held out her hand to him.
-
-He searched her face with tired, yearning eyes.
-
-“We have thousands of them ahead of us, Lyddy--days that will be all our
-own, with nothing else in them but ourselves. I--I wish we could begin
-them to-morrow, after all.”
-
-A flush mounted to her cheek.
-
-“Good-bye, Freddy.”
-
-He seemed reluctant to release her hand; her hand was cold, but her eyes
-were shining with a glorious warmth.
-
-“I--I may run in to see you this evening,” he said. “You won't mind?”
-
-“Come, by all means.”
-
-“Well--so-long,” he said diffidently. “So-long, Lyddy.”
-
-“So-long,” she repeated, dropping into his manner of speech without
-thinking. There was a smothering sensation in her breast.
-
-He looked back as he strode off in the direction from which they had
-come. She was at the top of the steps, her finger on the electric
-button. He wondered why her face was so white. He had always thought of
-it as being full of colour, rich, soft, and warm.
-
-Inside the door Lydia experienced a strange sinking of the heart. Her
-limbs seemed curiously weak, and she was conscious of a feeling of utter
-loneliness, such as she had never known before. She looked about her in
-wonder, as if seeking an explanation for the extraordinary but fleeting
-impression that she was in a strange house. Never was she to find an
-interpretation of the queer fantasy that came and went almost in the
-span of a single breath.
-
-“Is Mr Brood at------” she began nervously.
-
-A voice at the top of the stairway interrupted the question she was
-putting to the footman.
-
-“Is it you, Lydia? Come up to my room.”
-
-The girl looked up and saw Mrs Brood leaning over the banister-rail. She
-was holding her pink dressing-gown closely about her throat, as if
-it had been hastily thrown about her shoulders. One bare arm was
-visible--completely so.
-
-“I came to see Mr Brood. Is he------”
-
-“He is busy. Come up to my room,” repeated Yvonne, somewhat imperiously.
-
-As Lydia mounted the stairs she had a fair glimpse of the other's face.
-Always pallid--but of a healthy pallor--it was now almost ghastly.
-Perhaps it was the light from the window that caused it; Lydia was not
-sure, but a queer greenish hue overspread the lovely, smiling face. The
-lips were red, very red--redder than she had ever seen them. The girl
-suddenly recalled the face she had once seen of a woman who was addicted
-to the drug habit.
-
-Mrs Brood met her at the top of the stairs. She was but half dressed.
-Her lovely neck and shoulders were now almost bare. Her hands were
-extended toward the visitor; the filmy lace gown hung loose and
-disregarded about her slim figure.
-
-“Come in, dear. Shall we have tea? I have been so lonely. One cannot
-read the books they print nowadays. Such stupid things, _aïe?_”
-
-She threw an arm about the tall girl, and Lydia was surprised to find
-that it was warm and full of a gentle strength. She felt her flesh
-tingle with the thrill of contact. Yes, it must have been the light
-from the window, for Yvonne's face was now aglow with the peculiar
-iridescence that was so peculiarly her own.
-
-A door closed softly on the floor above them. Mrs Brood glanced over her
-shoulder and upward. Her arm tightened perceptibly about Lydia's waist.
-
-“It was Ranjab,” said the girl, and instantly was filled with amazement.
-She had not seen the Hindu, had not even been thinking of him, and yet
-she was impelled by some mysterious intelligence to give utterance to a
-statement in which there was conviction, not conjecture.
-
-“Did you see him?” asked the other, looking at her sharply.
-
-“No,” admitted Lydia, still amazed. “I don't know why I said that.”
-
-Mrs Brood closed her boudoir door behind them. For an instant she stood
-staring at the knob, as if expecting to see it turn.
-
-“I know,” she said, “I know why you said it. Because it _was_ Ranjab.”
- She shivered slightly.
-“I am afraid of that man, Lydia. He seems to be watching me all the
-time. Day and night his eyes seem to be upon me.”
-
-“Why, should he be watching you?” asked Lydia bluntly.
-
-Yvonne did not notice the question.
-
-“Even when I am asleep in my bed, in the dead hour of night, he is
-looking at me. I can feel it. Oh, it is not a dream, for my dreams are
-of something or someone else--never of him. And yet he is there, looking
-at me. It--it is uncanny.”
-
-“Imagination,” remarked Lydia quietly. “He never struck me as especially
-omnipresent.”
-
-“Didn't you _feel_ him a moment ago?” demanded Yvonne irritably.
-
-The other hesitated, reflecting.
-
-“I suppose it must have been something like that.” They were still
-facing the door, standing close together. “Why do you feel that he is
-watching you?”
-
-“I don't know. I just feel it, that's all. Day and night. He can read my
-thoughts, Lydia, as he would read a book. Isn't--isn't it disgusting?”
- Her laugh was spiritless, obviously artificial.
-
-“I shouldn't object to his reading my thoughts,” said Lydia.
-
-“Ah, but you are Lydia. It's different. I have thoughts sometimes, my
-dear, that would not--but there! Let us speak of more agreeable things.
-Take off your coat--here, let me help you. What a lovely waist! You
-will pardon my costume, won't you, or rather the lack of one? I shan't
-dress until dinner-time. Sit down here beside me. No tea? A cigarette,
-then. No?”
-
-“I never smoke, you remember,” said the other. She was looking at Yvonne
-now with a curious, new-found interest in her serious eyes. “I came to
-explain to Mr Brood how it happens that------”
-
-“Poof! Never explain, my dear, never explain anything to a man!” cried
-Yvonne, lighting a cigarette. The flare of the match in the partially
-darkened room lit up her face with merciless candour. Lydia was
-conscious once more of the unusual pallor and a certain haggardness
-about the dark eyes.
-
-“But he is so eager to complete the------”
-
-“Do you forgive me for what I said to you last night?” demanded Yvonne,
-sitting down beside the girl on the _chaise longue_. The interruption
-was rude, perhaps, but it was impossible to resent it, so appealing was
-the expression in the offender's eyes.
-
-“It was so absurd, Mrs Brood, that I have scarcely given it a moment's
-thought. Of course, I was hurt at the time. It was so unjust to Mr
-Brood. It was------”
-
-“It is like you to say that!” cried Yvonne. “You are splendid, Lydia.
-Will you believe me when I tell you that I love you--that I love you
-very dearly?”
-
-Lydia looked at her in some doubt, and not without misgivings.
-
-“I should like to believe it,” she said noncommittally.
-
-“Ah, but you doubt it. I see. Well, I do not blame you. I have given you
-much pain, much distress. When I am far away you will be glad--you will
-be happy. Is not that so?”
-
-“But you are coming back,” said Lydia with a frank smile, not meant to
-be unfriendly.
-
-Yvonne's face clouded.
-
-“Yes, I shall probably come back. Nothing is sure in this queer world of
-ours.” She threw her cigarette away. “I don't like it to-day. Ugh! how
-it tastes in my mouth!” She drew closer to the girl's side. Lydia's
-nostrils filled with the strange, sweet perfume that she affected, so
-individually hers, so personally Yvonne. “Oh, yes; I shall come back.
-Why not? Is not this my home?”
-
-“You may call it your home, Mrs Brood,” said
-Lydia, “but are you quite sure your thoughts always abide here? I mean
-in the United States, of course.”
-
-Yvonne had looked up at her quickly.
-
-“Oh, I see. No; I shall never be an American.” Then she abruptly changed
-the subject. “You have had a nice day with Frederic? You have been
-happy, both of you?”
-
-“Yes--very happy, Mrs Brood,” said the girl simply.
-
-“I am glad. You must always be happy, you two. It is my greatest wish.”
-
-Lydia hesitated for a moment.
-
-“Frederic asked me to be his wife--to-morrow,” she said, and her heart
-began to thump queerly. She felt that she was approaching a crisis of
-some sort.
-
-“To-morrow?” fell from Yvonne's lips. The word was drawn out, as if in
-one long breath. Then, to Lydia's astonishment, an extraordinary change
-came over the speaker.
-
-“Yes, yes; it should be--it must be to-morrow. Poor boy--poor, poor boy!
-You will marry, yes, and go way at once, _aïe?_” Her voice was almost
-shrill in its intensity, her eyes were wide and eager and--anxious.
-
-“I------ Oh, Mrs Brood, is it for the best?” cried Lydia. “Is it the
-best thing for Frederic to do? I--I feared you might object. I am sure
-his father will refuse permission------”
-
-“But you love each other--that is enough. Why ask the consent of anyone?
-Yes, yes, it is for the best. I know--oh, you cannot realise how well I
-know. You must not hesitate.” The woman was trembling in her eagerness.
-Lydia's astonishment gave way to perplexity.
-
-“What do you mean? Why are you so serious--so intent on this------”
-
-“Frederic has no money,” pursued Yvonne, as if she had not heard Lydia's
-words. “But that must not deter you--it must not stand in the way. I
-shall find a way; yes, I shall find a way. I------”
-
-“Do you mean that you would provide for him for us?” exclaimed Lydia.
-
-“There is a way, there is a way,” said the other, fixing her eyes
-appealingly on the girl's face, to which the flush of anger was slowly
-mounting.
-
-“His father will not help him--if, that is what you are counting upon,
-Mrs Brood,” said the girl coldly.
-
-“I know. He will not help him; no.”
-
-Lydia started.
-
-“What do you know about--what has Mr Brood said to you?” Her heart was
-cold with apprehension. “Why are you going away next week? What has
-happened?”
-
-Brood's wife was regarding her with narrowing eyes.
-
-“Are you attributing my motives to something that my husband has said to
-me? Am I expected to say that he has--what you call it--that he has put
-his foot down?”
-
-“I am sorry you misunderstood my------”
-
-“Oh, I see now. You think my husband suspects that Frederic is too
-deeply interested in his beautiful stepmother; is not that so? Poof!
-It has nothing to do with it.” Her eyes were sullen, full of resentment
-now. She was collecting herself.
-
-The girl's eyes expressed the disdain that suddenly took the place of
-apprehension in her thoughts. A sharp retort leaped to her lips, but she
-suppressed it.
-
-“Mr Brood does not like Frederic,” she said instead, and could have cut
-out her tongue the instant the words were uttered. Yvonne's eyes
-were glittering with a light that she had never seen in them before.
-Afterward she described it to herself as baleful.
-
-“So! He has spoken ill--evil--of his son to you?” she said, almost in
-a monotone, “He has hated him for years--is not that so? I am not the
-original cause, _aïe?_ It began long ago--long, long ago?”
-
-“Oh, I beg of you, Mrs Brood------” began
-Lydia, shrinking back in dismay.
-
-“You are free to speak your thoughts to me. I shall not be offended.
-What has he said to you about Frederic--and me?”
-
-“Nothing, I swear to you; nothing!” cried the girl.
-
-“But you have the power of observation. You do not have to be told in so
-many words. You have been with him a great deal, alone. His manner
-tells you what his lips hold back. Tell me.” Lydia resolved to take the
-plunge. Now was the time to speak plainly to this woman of the thing
-that was hurting her almost beyond the limits of endurance. Her voice
-was rather high-pitched. She had the fear that she would not be able to
-control it.
-
-“I should be blind not to have observed the cruel position in which you
-are placing Frederic. Is it surprising that your husband has eyes
-as well as I? What must be his thoughts, Mrs Brood?”
-
- She expected an
-outburst, a torrent of indignation, an angry storm of words, and was
-therefore unprepared for the piteous, hunted expression that came
-swiftly into the lovely eyes, bent so appealing upon her own, which were
-cold and accusing. Here was a new phase to this extraordinary creature's
-character. She was a coward, after all, and Lydia despised a coward. The
-look of scorn deepened in her eyes, and out from her heart rushed
-all that was soft and tender in her nature, leaving it barren of all
-compassion.
-
-“I do not want to hurt Frederic,” murmured
-Yvonne. “I--I am sorry if------”
-
-“You are hurting him dreadfully,” said Lydia, suddenly choking up with
-emotion.
-
-“He is not--not in love with me,” declared Yvonne,
-
-“No,” said the girl, regaining control of herself, “he is not in love
-with you. That is the whole trouble. He is in love with me. But--but
-can't you see?”
-
-“You are a wise young woman to know men so well,” said the other
-enigmatically. “I have never believed in St Anthony.”
-
-“Nor I,” said Lydia, and was surprised at herself.
-
-“I prefer to put my faith in the women who tempted him,” said Yvonne,
-drawing a little closer to the girl.
-
-“Perhaps you are right. They at least were not pretending.”
-
-“I am not so sure of that. At any rate, they succeeded in making a saint
-of him eventually.”
-
-“I suppose you are undertaking a similar office in--in Frederic's
-behalf,” said Lydia with fine irony.
-
-“Do you consider me to be a bad woman, Lydia?” Her lips trembled. There
-was a suspicious quiver to her chin.
-
-“No; I do not,” pronounced the girl flatly. “If I could only think that
-of you it would explain everything, and I should know just how to treat
-you. But I do not think it of you.”
-
-With a long, deep sigh Yvonne crept closer and laid her head against
-Lydia's shoulder. The girl's body stiffened, her brow grew dark with
-annoyance.
-
-“I am afraid you do not understand, Mrs Brood. The fact still remains
-that you have not considered Frederic's peace of mind.”
-
-“Nor yours,” murmured the other.
-
-“Nor mine,” confessed Lydia, after a moment.
-
-“I did not know that you and Frederic were in love with each other until
-I had been here for some time,” Mrs Brood explained, suddenly fretful.
-
-Lydia stared hard at the soft white cheek that lay exposed below the
-black crown of hair.
-
-“What had that to do with it?”
-
-“A great deal more than you can imagine,” said the other, looking up
-into Lydia's face with a curious gleam in her eyes.
-
-“You admit, then, that you deliberately------”
-
-“I admit nothing, except that I am sorry to have made you unhappy.”
-
-“What kind of a woman are you?” burst out Lydia's indignant soul. “Have
-you no conception of the finer, nobler------”
-
-Yvonne deliberately put her hand over the girl's lips, checking the
-fierce outburst. She smiled rather plaintively as Lydia tried to jerk
-her head to one side in order to continue her reckless indictment.
-
-“You shall not say it, Lydia. I am not all that you think I am. No, no;
-a thousand times no. God pity me, I am more accursed than you may think
-with the finer and nobler instincts. If it were not so, do you think
-I should be where I am now--cringing here like a beaten child? No, you
-cannot understand--you never will understand. I shall say no more. It
-is ended. I swear on my soul that I did not know you were Frederic's
-sweetheart. I did not know------”
-
-“But you knew almost immediately after you came here!” exclaimed Lydia
-harshly. “It is not myself I am thinking of, Mrs Brood, but of Frederic.
-Why have you done this abominable thing to him? Why?”
-
-“I--I did not realise what it would mean to him,” said the other
-desperately. “I--I did not count all the cost. But, dearest Lydia, it
-will come out all right. Everything shall be made right again, I promise
-you. I have made a horrible, horrible mistake. I can say no more.
-Now let me lie here with my head upon your breast. I want to feel the
-beating of your pure, honest heart--the heart I have hurt. I can tell
-by its throbs whether it will ever soften toward me. Do not say anything
-now--let us be still.”
-
-It would be difficult to describe the feelings of
-Lydia Desmond as she sat there with the despised, though to be adored,
-head pillowed upon her breast, where it now rested in a sort of
-confident repose, as if there was safety in the very strength of the
-young girl's disapproval. Yvonne had twisted her lithe body on the
-_chaise longue_ so that she half faced Lydia. Her free arm, from which
-the loose sleeve had fallen, leaving it bare to the shoulder, was about
-the girl's neck.
-
-For a long time Lydia stared straight before her, seeing nothing,
-positively dumb with wonder, and acknowledging a sense of dismay over
-her own disposition to submit to this extraordinary situation. She was
-asking herself why she did not cast the woman away, why she lacked the
-power to resent by deed as well as by thought.
-
-At last she lowered her eyes, conquered by an impulse she had resisted
-for many minutes. Her now perplexed gaze rested upon the gleaming white
-arm, and then moved wonderingly to the smooth cheek and throat. She saw
-the pulse beating in that slender neck. Fascinated, she watched it for a
-long, long time.
-
-Suddenly there ran through her heart a strange wave of tenderness. That
-faint, delicate throb in the throat of this woman represented the
-rush of life's blood--the warm, sweet flood of a lovely living thing.
-Yvonne's eyes were closed. The long, dark lashes lay feathery above the
-alabaster cheek; there were delicate blue lines in the lids. A faint,
-almost imperceptible depression as of pain appeared between the
-eyebrows. The black, glossy hair filled Lydia's nostrils with its living
-perfume.
-
-Life--marvellous, adorable life rested there on her breast. This woman
-had hurt her--had hurt her wantonly--and yet there came stealing over
-her, subtly, the conviction that she could never hurt her in return. She
-could never bring herself to the point of hurting this wondrous living,
-breathing, throbbing creature who pleaded, not only with her lips and
-eyes, but with the gentle heart-beats that rose and fell in her throat.
-
-Like velvet was the smooth, glossy skin of her arm and breast. Never had
-Lydia dreamed that flesh could be so soft and white and so aglow with
-vitality. There was a sheen to it, a soft sheen that seemed fairly to
-radiate light itself.
-
-Still in a maze of wonder and something bordering on sheer delight, she
-fell to studying the perfections that the cheek and lips revealed.
-
-Scarlet, pensively drooping were the lips, and almost opalescent the
-clear-cut cheek and chin. The delicate nostrils vibrated with the
-quickened breath that stirred the firm, full breast which rose and fell
-softly, gently; there were firm, hitherto invisible blue lines in the
-gleaming skin. Slowly, resistlessly Lydia's arm tightened about the
-slender, seductive body.
-
-After a long time, in which there was conflict, she suddenly pressed her
-warm lips to Yvonne's in a kiss that thrilled through every nerve in her
-body--a kiss that lingered because it was returned with equal fervour
-and abandon. They were clasped tightly in each other's arms and their
-eyes were closed as with pain.
-
-Then, in an abrupt revulsion of feeling, in a desperate awakening,
-Lydia relaxed. Her arms fell away from the warm, sweet body and her
-eyes widened with something that passed for confusion, but which was in
-reality shame. Almost roughly she pushed Yvonne away from her.
-
-“I--I didn't mean to do that!” she gasped.
-
-The other withdrew her arm and straightened up slowly, all the time
-regarding the girl with a strange, wondering look in her eyes--a look
-that quickly resolved itself into sadness so poignant that the girl,
-even in her confused state of mind, recognised it as such and was
-abashed.
-
-“I knew that you would,” said Yvonne in a very low voice, and shook her
-head drearily.
-
-“I am sorry,” murmured Lydia in great distress.
-
-The other smiled, but it was a sad, plaintive effort on her part.
-
-“I knew that you would,” she repeated.
-
-Lydia sprang to her feet, her face suddenly flaming with embarrassment.
-She felt unaccountably guilty of--she knew not what.
-
-“I must see Mr Brood. I stepped in to tell him that------” she began,
-trying to cover her confusion, but Yvonne interrupted.
-
-“I know that you could not help it, my dear,” she said. Then, after a
-pause: “You will let me know what my husband has to say about it?”
-
-“To--to say about it?”
-
-“About your decision to marry Frederic in spite of his objections.”
-
-Lydia felt a little shiver race over her as she looked toward the door.
-
-“You will help us?” she said tremulously, turning to Yvonne. Again she
-saw the drawn, pained look about the dark eyes and was startled.
-
-“You can do more with him than I,” was the response.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV
-
-Lydia stopped for a moment in the hall, after closing the door behind
-her, to pull herself together for the ordeal that was still to come.
-She was trembling; a weakness had assailed her. She had left Yvonne's
-presence in a dazed, unsettled condition of mind.
-
-There was a lapse of some kind that she could neither account for nor
-describe even to herself. She tried to put it into seconds and minutes,
-and then realised that it was not a matter to be reckoned as time. Yet
-there had been a distinct, unmistakable gap in her existence. Something
-had stopped--she knew not for how long--and then she had found herself
-breathing, thinking once more. In spite of the conviction that she had
-passed through a period of utter oblivion, she could account for every
-second of time with an absolute clearness of memory.
-
-There was not an instant, nor a sensation, nor an impulse that was not
-fully recorded in her alert brain. She remembered everything; she could
-have described every emotion; and yet she felt that there had been a
-period of complete absence, as real as it was improbable.
-
-She felt now as she always felt after sipping champagne--in a warm glow
-of intoxication. She was drunk with the scent that filled her nostrils,
-the scent that lay on her lips, that lived and breathed with her. Her
-heart was throbbing rapidly, as if earnestly seeking to regain the beats
-that it had lost.
-
-Suddenly there came to her an impulse to go back and lay bare before
-Yvonne all of the wretched story that had fallen from the lips of James
-Brood the night before. She conceived the strange notion that Yvonne
-alone could avert the disaster, that she could be depended upon to save
-Frederic from the blow that seemed so sure to fall. She even went so far
-as to turn toward the door and to take a step in its direction.
-
-Then came the revolt against the impulse. Was it fair to Frederic? Had
-she the right to reveal this ugly thing to one whose sympathies might,
-after all, be opposed to the wife who had preceded her in James Brood's
-affections--the wife who had been first in his heart, and whose memory,
-for all she knew, might still be a worthy adversary even in this day of
-apparent supremacy?
-
-What right had she to conclude that this woman would take up the cause
-of Frederic's mother and jeopardise her own position by seeking to
-put her husband in the wrong in that unhappy affair of long ago? Would
-Yvonne do this for Frederic? Would she do all this for Frederic's
-mother?
-
-Lydia turned away and went slowly toward the stairs, despising herself
-for the thought. The black velvet coat that formed a part of her trig
-suit hung limply in her hand, dragging along the floor as she moved with
-hesitating steps in the direction of James Brood's study. A sickening
-estimate of her own strength of purpose confronted her. She was suddenly
-afraid of the man who had always been her friend. Somehow she felt that
-he would turn upon and rend her, this man who had always been gentle and
-considerate--and who had killed things!
-
-She found herself at last standing stock-still at the bottom of the
-steps, looking upward, trying to concentrate all of her determination on
-what now appeared to her to be an undertaking of the utmost daring, as
-one who risks everything in an encounter in the dark.
-
-Ranjab appeared at the head of the stairs. She waited for his signal to
-ascend, somehow feeling that Brood had sent him forth to summon her. Her
-hand sought the stair-rail and gripped it tightly. Her lips parted in
-a stiff smile. Now she knew that she was turning coward, that she longed
-to put off the meeting until to-morrow--_to-morrow!_
-
-The Hindu came down the stairs, quickly, noiselessly.
-
-“The master say to come to-morrow, to-morrow as usual,” he said, as he
-paused above her on the steps.
-
-“It--it must be to-day,” she said doggedly, even as the chill of relief
-shot through her.
-
-“To-morrow,” said the man. His eyes were kindly inquiring. “_Sahib_ say
-you are to rest.” There was a pause. “To-morrow will not be too late.”
-
-She started. Had he read the thought that was in her mind?
-
-“Thank you, Ranjab,” she said, after a moment of indecision. “I will
-come to-morrow.”
-
-Then she slunk downstairs and out of the house, convinced that she had
-failed Frederic in his hour of greatest need, that to-morrow would be
-too late.
-
-Frederic did not come in for dinner until after his father and Yvonne
-had gone from the house. He did not inquire for them, but instructed
-Jones to say to the old gentlemen that he would be pleased to dine with
-them if they could allow him the time to “change.” He also told Jones to
-open a single bottle of champagne and to place three glasses.
-
-“If you please, sir, Mrs Brood has given strict orders----”
-
-“That's all right, Jones. She won't mind for to-night. We expect to
-drink the health of the bride, Jones.”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-“That is to say, _my_ bride.”
-
-“Your bride, Mr Frederic?”
-
-“I'm going to be married.”
-
-“Bless my soul, sir!”
-
-“You seem surprised.”
-
-“Ahem! I should 'ave said, 'God be praised,' sir.”
-
-“Now that I think of it, don't mention it to Mr Dawes and Mr Riggs. Let
-me make the announcement, Jones.”
-
-“Certainly, sir. It is most confidential, of course. Bless my--I mean to
-say, Golden Seal, sir?”
-
-“Any old thing, Jones.”
-
-“May I offer my congratulations, Mr Frederic? Thank you, sir. Ahem!
-Aw--ahem! Anyways soon, sir?”
-
-“Very soon, Jones.”
-
-“Bless--very good, sir. Of course, if I may be so bold as to inquire,
-sir, it's--it's--ahem?”
-
-“Certainly, Jones. Who else could it be?”
-
-“To be sure, sir, it _couldn't_ be anyone else. Thank you, sir. Yes,
-sir. She is the finest young lady in this 'ere world, Mr Frederic.
-You did say Golden Seal, Cliquot, ninety-eight, sir? It's the best in
-the 'ouse, sir, quite the best at present.”
-
-Later on Frederic made his announcement to the old men. In the fever of
-an excitement that caused him to forget that Lydia might be entitled to
-some voice in the matter, he deliberately committed her to the project
-that had become a fixed thing in his mind the instant he set foot in the
-house and found it empty--oh, so empty!
-
-Jones's practised hand shook slightly as he poured the wine. The old men
-drank rather noisily. They, too, were excited. Mr Riggs smacked his lips
-and squinted at the chandelier, as if trying to decide upon the vintage,
-but in reality doing his best to keep from coughing up the wine that had
-gone the wrong way in a moment of profound paralysis.
-
-“The best news I've heard since Judas died,” said Mr Dawes manfully.
-“Fill 'em up again, Jones. I want to propose the health of Mrs Brood.”
-
-“The future Mrs Brood,” hissed Mr Riggs wheezily, glaring at his
-comrade. “Ass!”
-
-“I'm not married yet, Mr Dawes,” explained Frederic, grinning.
-
-“Makes no difference,” said Mr Dawes stoutly. “Far as I'm concerned, you
-are. We'll be the first to drink to Lydia Brood! The first to call her
-by that name, gentlemen. God bless her!”
-
-“God bless her!” shouted Mr Riggs.
-
-“God bless her!” echoed Frederic, and they drained their glasses to
-Lydia Brood.
-
-“Jones, open another bottle,” commanded Mr Dawes loftily.
-
-Frederic shook his head, and two faces fell. Right bravely, however,
-the old men maintained a joyous interest in the occasion. They expounded
-loudly upon the virtues and graces of John Desmond's daughter; they
-plied the young man with questions and harangued him with advice; they
-threatened him with hell-fire if he ever gave the girl a minute of
-unhappiness; they were very firm in their contention that he “oughtn't
-to let the grass grow under his feet,” not for an instant! In the
-end they waxed tearful. It was quite too much joy to be borne with
-equanimity.
-
-The young man turned moody, thoughtful; the unwonted exhilaration died
-as suddenly as it had come into existence. A shadow crossed his vision
-and he followed it with his thoughts. The gabbling of the old men
-irritated him as the makeshift feast of celebration grew old, and he
-made no pretence of keeping up his end of the conversation.
-
-The gloomy, uneasy look deepened in his face. It was a farce, after all,
-this attempt to glorify an impulse conceived in desperation. A sense of
-utter loneliness came over him with a swiftness that sickened,
-nauseated him. The food was flat to his taste; he could not eat.
-Self-commiseration stifled him. He suddenly realised that he had never
-been so lonely, so unhappy, in all his life as he was at this moment.
-
-His thoughts were of his father. A vast, inexplicable longing possessed
-his soul--a longing for the affection of this man who was never tender,
-who stood afar off and was lonely, too. He could not understand this
-astounding change of feeling. He had never felt just this way before.
-There had been times--and many--when his heart was sore with longing,
-but they were of other days, childhood days. To-night he could not crush
-out the thought of how ineffably happy, how peaceful life would be if
-his father were to lay his hands upon his shoulders and say: “My son,
-I love you--I love you dearly.” There would be no more lonely days; all
-that was bitter in his life would be swept away in the twinkling of an
-eye; the world would be full of joy for him and for Lydia.
-
-If anyone had told him an hour earlier that he would have been possessed
-of such emotions as these he could have sneered in the face of him. When
-he entered the house that evening he was full of resentment toward
-his father and sullen with the remains of an ugly rage. And now to be
-actually craving the affection of the man who humbled him, even in
-the presence of servants. It was unbelievable. He could not understand
-himself. A wonderful, compelling tenderness filled his heart. He longed
-to throw himself at his father's feet and crave his pardon for the
-harsh, vengeful thoughts he had spent upon him in those black hours. He
-hungered for a word of kindness or of understanding on which he could
-feed his starving soul. He wanted his father's love. He wanted, more
-than anything else in the world, to love his father.
-
-Lydia slipped out of his mind, Yvonne was set aside in that immortal
-moment. He had not thought of them except in their relation to a
-completed state of happiness for his father. Indistinctly he recognised
-them as essentials.
-
-In the library, later on, he smoked with the old men, moodily staring
-up through the blue clouds into a space that seemed limitless. The
-expression of pain, and the self-pity that attended it, increased in his
-eyes. The old men rambled on, but he scarcely heard them. They wrangled,
-and he was not impatient with them. He was lonely. He felt deserted,
-forsaken. The sweet companionship of the day just closing stood for
-naught in this hour of a deeper longing. He wanted to hear his father
-say, from his heart: “Frederic, my son, here is my hand. It is no longer
-against you.”
-
-Aye, he was lonely. The house was as bleak as the steppes of Siberia.
-He longed for companionship, friendship, kindness, and suddenly in the
-midst of it all he leaped to his feet.
-
-“I'm going out, gentlemen,” he exclaimed, breaking in upon an
-unappreciated tale that Mr Riggs was relating at some length and with
-considerable fierceness in view of the fact that Mr Dawes had pulled him
-up rather sharply once or twice in a matter of inaccuracies. “Excuse me,
-please.”
-
-He left them gaping with astonishment and dashed out into the hall for
-his coat and hat. Even then he had no definite notion as to what his
-next move would be, save that he was going out--somewhere, anywhere;
-he did not care. All the time he was employed in getting into his light
-overcoat his eyes were fixed on the front door, and in his heart was the
-strange, indescribable hope that it would open to admit his father,
-who, thinking of him in his loneliness and moved by a suddenly aroused
-feeling of love, had abandoned an evening of selfish pleasure in order
-to spend it with him.
-
-And if his father should walk in, with eagerness in his long unfriendly
-eyes, what joy it would be for him to rush up to him and cry out:
-“Father, let's be happy! Let's make each other happy!”
-
-Somehow, as he rushed down the front steps with the cool night air
-blowing in his face, there surged up within him a strong, overpowering
-sense of filial duty. It was his duty to make the first advances. It
-was for him to pave the way to peace and happiness. Something vague but
-disturbing tormented him with the fear that his father faced a great
-peril and that his own place was beside him and not against him, as he
-had been for all these illy directed years. He could not put it away
-from him, this thought that his father was in danger--in danger of
-something that was not physical, something from which, with all his
-valour, he had no adequate form of defence.
-
-At the corner he paused, checked by an irresistible impulse to look
-backward at the house he had just left. To his surprise there was a
-light in the drawing-room windows facing the street. The shade in one of
-them had been thrown wide open and a stream of light flared out across
-the sidewalk.
-
-Standing in this stream of light was the figure of a man. Slowly, as if
-drawn by a force he could not resist, the young man retraced his steps
-until he stood directly in front of the window. A questioning smile was
-on his lips. He was looking up into Ranjab's shadowy, unsmiling face,
-dimly visible in the glow from the distant street-lamp. For a long time
-they stared at each other, no sign of recognition passing between them.
-The Hindu's face was as rigid, as emotionless as if carved out of stone;
-his eyes were unwavering. Frederic could see them, even in the shadows.
-He had the queer feeling that, though the man gave no sign, he had
-something he wanted to say to him, that he was actually calling to him
-to come back into the house.
-
-Undecided, the man outside took several halting steps toward the
-doorway, his gaze still fixed on the face in the window. Then he broke
-the spell. It was a notion on his part, he argued, If he had been
-wanted, his father's servant would have beckoned to him. He would not
-have stood there like a graven image, staring out into the night.
-
-Having convinced himself of this, Frederic wheeled and swung off up the
-street once more, walking rapidly, as one who is pursued. Turning,
-he waved his hand at the man in the window. He received no response.
-Farther off, he looked back once more. The Hindu still was there. Long
-after he was out of sight of the house he cast frequent glances over
-his shoulder, as if still expecting to see the lighted window and its
-occupant.
-
-Blocks away, in his hurried, aimless flight, he slackened his pace and
-began to wonder whither he was going. He had no objective point in mind.
-He was drifting. His footsteps lagged and he looked about him for marks
-of locality. Union Square lay behind him, and beyond, across Eighteenth
-Street, was the Third Avenue Elevated. He had not meant to come in this
-direction. It was not his mind alone that wandered.
-
-As he made his way back to Broadway, somewhat hazily bent on following
-that thoroughfare up to the district where the night glittered and the
-stars were shamed, he began turning over in his mind a queer notion
-that had just suggested itself to him, filtering through the maze of
-uncertainty in which he had been floundering. It occurred to him that
-he had been mawkishly sentimental in respect to his father. He was
-seriously impressed by the feelings that had mastered him, but he
-found himself ridiculing the idea that his father stood in peril of any
-description. And suddenly, out of no particular trend of thought,
-groped the sly, persistent suspicion that he had not been altogether
-responsible for the sensations of an hour ago. Some outside influence
-had moulded his emotions, some cunning brain had been doing his thinking
-for him!
-
-Then came the sharp recollection of that motionless, commanding figure
-in the lighted window, and his own puzzling behaviour on the side-walk
-outside. He recalled his impression that someone has called out to
-him just before he turned to look up at the window. It was all quite
-preposterous, he kept on saying over and over again to himself, and yet
-he could not shake off the uncanny feeling.
-
-Like a shot there flashed into his brain the startling question: was
-Ranjab the solution? Was it Ranjab's mind and not his own that had moved
-him to such tender resolves? Could such a condition be possible? Was
-there such a thing as mind control?
-
-He laughed aloud, and was startled by the sound of his own voice. The
-idea was preposterous! Such a thing could not have been possible. They
-were his own thoughts, his own emotions, coming from his own brain, his
-own heart.
-
-An hour later Frederic approached the box-office of the theatre
-mentioned by Yvonne over the telephone that morning. The play was
-half over and the house was sold out. He bought a ticket of admission,
-however, and lined up with others who were content to stand at the back
-to witness the play.
-
-He had walked past the theatre three or four times before finally making
-up his mind to enter, and even then his intentions were not quite clear.
-He only knew that he was consciously committing an act that he was
-ashamed of, an act so inexcusable that his face burned as he thought of
-the struggle he had had with himself up to the moment he stood at the
-box-office window.
-
-Inside the theatre he leaned weakly against the railing at the back
-of the auditorium and wiped his brow. What was it that had dragged him
-there against his will, in direct opposition to his dogged determination
-to shun the place? The curtain was up, the house was still, save for the
-occasional coughing of those who succumb to a habit that can neither be
-helped nor explained.
-
-There were people moving on the stage, but Frederic had no eyes for
-them. He was seeking in the darkness for the two figures that he knew
-were somewhere in the big, tense throng.
-
-Hundreds of backs confronted him, no faces. A sensation not far removed
-from stealth took possession of him. His searching eyes were furtive
-in their quest. If he had been lonely before, he was doubly so now.
-The very presence of the multitude filled him with a sickening sense of
-emptiness. He was friendless there, with all those contented backs for
-company. Not one among them all had a thought for him, not one turned
-so much as an inch from the engrossing scene that held them in its grip.
-Straight, immovable, unresponsive backs--nothing but backs!
-
-Again he asked of himself, why was he there? And he pitied himself so
-vastly that his throat contracted as with pain. His soul sickened. The
-truth was being revealed to him as he stood there and with aching eyes
-searched throughout the serried rows of backs. It came home to him
-all of a sudden that his quest was a gleaming white back and a small,
-exquisitely poised head crowned with black.
-
-With a sharp execration, a word of disgust for himself, he tore himself
-away from the railing and rushed toward the doors. At the same instant
-a tremendous burst of applause filled the house and he whirled just in
-time to see the curtain descending. Curiously interested, he paused near
-the door, his gaze fixed on the great velvet wall that rose and fell
-at least a half-dozen times in response to the clamour of the delighted
-crowd.
-
-The backs all at once seemed to become animated and friendly. He drew
-near the last row of seats again and stared at the actor and the actress
-who came out to take the “curtain-call”--stared as if at something he
-had never seen before.
-
-And they had been up there all the time, developing the splendid climax
-that had drawn people out of their seats, that had put life into all
-those insufferable backs.
-
-The lights went up and the house was bright. Men began scurrying up
-the aisles. Here and there broad, black backs rose up in the centre of
-sections and moved tortuously toward the aisles. Pretty soon, when the
-theatre was dark again and the curtain up, they would return, politely
-hiss something about being sorry or “Don't get up, please,” and even
-more tortuously move into their places, completing once more the sullen,
-arrogant row of backs.
-
-Frederic experienced a sudden shock of dismay. It was not at all
-unlikely that his father would be among those heading for the lobby,
-although the chance was remote. His father was the peculiar type of
-gentleman, now almost extinct, that subsists without fresh air quite
-as long as the lady who sits in the seat beside him. He was a
-bit old-fashioned for a New Yorker, no doubt, but he was rather
-distinguished for his good manners. In fact, he was almost unique. He
-would not leave Yvonne between the acts, Frederic was quite sure. In
-spite of this, the young man discreetly hid himself behind two stalwart
-figures and watched the aisles with alert, shifty eyes.
-
-Presently the exodus was over and the danger past. He moved up to the
-railing again and resumed his eager scrutiny of the throng. He could not
-find them. At first he was conscious of disappointment, then he gave way
-to an absurd rage. Yvonne had misled him, she had deceived him--aye,
-she had _lied_ to him. They were not in the audience, they had not even
-contemplated coming to this theatre. He had been tricked, deliberately
-tricked.
-
-No doubt they were seated in some other place of amusement, serenely
-enjoying themselves.
-
-The thought of it maddened him. And then, just as he was on the point of
-tearing out of the house, he saw them, and the blood rushed to his head
-so violently that he was almost blinded.
-
-He caught sight of his father far down in front, and then the dark,
-half-obscured head of Yvonne. He could not see their faces, but there
-was no mistaking them for anyone else. He only marvelled that he had not
-seen them before, even in the semi-darkness. They now appeared to be the
-only people in the theatre; he could see no one else.
-
-James Brood's fine, aristocratic head was turned slightly toward his
-wife, who, as Frederic observed after changing his position to one of
-better advantage, apparently was relating something amusing to him.
-They undoubtedly were enjoying themselves. Once more the great,
-almost suffocating wave of tenderness for his father swept over him,
-mysteriously as before and as convincing. He experienced a sudden,
-inexplicable feeling of pity for the strong, virile man who had never
-revealed the slightest symptoms of pity for him. The same curious desire
-to put his hands on his father's shoulders and tell him that all was
-well with them came over him again.
-
-Involuntarily he glanced over his shoulder, and the fear was in his
-heart that somewhere in the shifting throng his gaze would light upon
-the face of Ranjab.
-
-Long and intently his searching gaze went through the crowd, seeking
-the remote corners and shadows of the foyer, and a deep breath of relief
-escaped him when it became evident that the Hindu was not there. He had,
-in a measure, proved his own cause; his emotions were genuinely his own
-and not the outgrowth of an influence for good exercised over him by the
-Brahmin.
-
-He began what he was pleased to term a systematic analysis of his
-emotions covering the entire evening, all the while regarding the couple
-in the orchestra chairs with a gaze unswerving in its fidelity to the
-sensation that now controlled him--a sensation of impending peril.
-
-All at once he slunk farther back into the shadow, a guilty flush
-mounting to his cheek. Yvonne had turned and was staring rather fixedly
-in his direction. Despite the knowledge that he was quite completely
-concealed by the intervening group of loungers, he sustained a distinct
-shock. He had the uncanny feeling that she was looking directly into his
-eyes. She had turned abruptly, as if someone had called out to attract
-her attention and she had obeyed the sudden impulse. A moment later her
-calmly impersonal gaze swept on, taking the sections to her right and
-the balcony, and then went back to her husband's face.
-
-Frederic was many minutes in recovering from the effects of the queer
-shock he had received. He could not get it out of his head that she
-knew he was there, that she actually turned in answer to the call of his
-mind. She had not searched for him; on the contrary, she directed her
-gaze instantly to the spot where he stood concealed.
-
-Actuated by a certain sense of guilt, he decided to leave the theatre as
-soon as the curtain went up on the next act, which was to be the last.
-Instead of doing so, however, he lingered to the end of the play, secure
-in his conscienceless espionage. It had come to him that if he met them
-in front of the theatre as they came out he could invite them to join
-him at supper in one of the near-by restaurants. The idea pleased him.
-He coddled it until it became a sensation.
-
-When James Brood and his wife reached the side-walk they found him
-there, directly in their path as they wedged their way to the curb to
-await the automobile. He was smiling frankly, wistfully. There was an
-honest gladness in his fine, boyish face and an eager light in his eyes.
-He no longer had the sense of guilt in his soul. It had been a passing
-qualm, and he felt regenerated for having experienced it, even so
-briefly. Somehow it had purged his soul of the one longing doubt as to
-the sincerity of his impulses.
-
-“Hello!” he said, planting himself squarely in front of them.
-
-There was a momentary tableau. He was vividly aware of the fact that
-Yvonne had shrunk back in alarm and that a swift look of fear leaped
-into her surprised eyes. She drew closer to Brood's side--or was it the
-jostling of the crowd that made it seem to be so? He realised then that
-she had not seen him in the theatre. Her surprise was genuine. It was
-not much short of consternation, a fact that he realised with a sudden
-sinking of the heart.
-
-Then his eyes went quickly to his father's face. James Brood was
-regarding him with a cold, significant smile, as one who understands and
-despises.
-
-“They told me you were here,” faltered Frederic, the words rushing
-hurriedly through his lips, “and I thought we might run in somewhere
-and have a bite to eat. I--I want to tell you about Lydia and myself and
-what------”
-
-The carriage-man bawled a number in his ear and jerked open the door of
-a limousine that had pulled up to the curb.
-
-Without a word James Brood handed his wife into the car and then turned
-to the chauffeur.
-
-“Home,” he said, and, without so much as a glance at Frederic, stepped
-inside. The door was slammed and the car slid out into the maelstrom.
-
-Yvonne had sunk back into a corner, huddled down as if suddenly deprived
-of all her strength. Frederic saw her face as the car moved away. She
-was staring at him with wide-open, reproachful eyes, as if to say: “Oh,
-what have you done? What a fool you are!”
-
- For a second or two he stood
-as if petrified, then everything turned red before him, a wicked red
-that blinded him. He staggered, as if from a blow in the face.
-
-“My God!” slipped from his stiff lips, and tears leaped to his
-eyes--tears of supreme mortification. Like a beaten dog he slunk away,
-feeling himself pierced by the pitying gaze of every mortal in the
-street.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI
-
-Long past midnight the telephone in the Desmond apartment rang sharply,
-insistently. Lydia, who had just fallen asleep, awoke with a start and
-sat bolt upright in her bed. A clammy perspiration broke out all over
-her body. There in the darkness she shivered with a dread so desolating
-that every vestige of strength forsook her and she could only stare
-helplessly into the black pall that surrounded her.
-
-Never before in all her life had she been aroused from sleep by the
-jangling of a telephone-bell. The sound struck terror to her heart. She
-knew that something terrible had happened. She knew there had been a
-catastrophe.
-
-She sat there chattering until she heard her mother's door open and then
-the click of the receiver as it was lifted from the hook. Then she
-put her fingers to her ears and closed her eyes. The very worst had
-happened; she was sure of it. The blow had fallen. The one thought that
-seared her brain was that she had failed him, failed him miserably in
-the crisis. Oh, if she could only reclaim that lost hour of indecision
-and cowardice!
-
-The light in the hallway suddenly smote her in the face, and she
-realised for the first time that her eyes were tightly closed, as if to
-shut out some abhorrent sight.
-
-“Lydia!” Her mother was standing in the open door. “Oh, you are awake?”
- Mrs Desmond stared in amazement at the girl's figure.
-
-“What is it, mother? Tell me what has happened? Is he--------”
-
-“He wants to speak to you. He is on the wire. His voice sounds
-queer----”
-
-The girl sprang out of bed and hurried to the telephone.
-
-“Don't go away, mother--stay here,” she cried as she sped past the
-white-clad figure in the doorway. Mrs Desmond flattened herself against
-the wall and remained there as motionless as a statue, her sombre gaze
-fixed on her daughter's face.
-
-“Yes, Frederic, it is I, Lydia. What is it, dear?” Her voice was high
-and thin.
-
-His words came jerking over the wire, sharp and querulous. She closed
-her eyes in anticipation of the blow, her body rigid.
-
-“I'm sorry to disturb you,” he was saying, “but I just had to call you
-up.” The words were disjointed, as if he forced them from his lips in a
-supreme effort at coherency.
-
-“Yes, yes--it's all right. I don't mind. You did right. What is it?”
-
-“I want you to release me from my promise.”
-
-“Release you? Oh, Freddy!” It was a wail that issued from her lips. Her
-body sagged limply, she steadied herself by leaning against the wall for
-support.
-
-“You've got to, Lydia. There's no other way. Something has happened
-to-night, dear. You've got to------”
-
-“Has he--has he------” Her throat closed up as if gripped by a strong
-hand.
-
-“I'm sorry to drag you out of bed to tell you------”
-
-“Freddy, Freddy!”
-
-“To tell you that I must withdraw my promise, even if you refuse to
-release me. Oh, I'm not excited, I'm not crazy, I'm not drunk! I never
-was so steady in my life. To-night has made a man of me. I know just
-where I stand at last. Now go back to bed, dearest, and don't worry
-about anything. I couldn't go ahead until I'd asked you to release me
-from the promise I made.”
-
-“You mean--the promise--but, Freddy, I can't release you. I love you. I
-_will_ be your wife, no matter what has happened, no matter------”
-
-“Oh, Lord, Lyddy--it isn't that! It's the other--the promise to say
-nothing to my father------”
-
-“Oh!” she sighed weakly, a vast wave of relief almost suffocating her.
-
-“He has made it impossible for me to go on without------”
-
-“Where are you, Frederic?” she cried in sudden alarm.
-
-“Oh, I'm all right. I shan't go home, you may be sure of that. To-morrow
-will be time enough.”
-
-“Where are you? I must know. How can I reach you by telephone--”
-
-“Don't be frightened, dear. It's got to be, that's all. It might as well
-be ended now as later on. The last straw was laid on to-night. Now don't
-ask questions. I'll see you in the morning. Good night, sweetheart.
-I've--I've told you that I can't stick to my promise. You'll understand.
-I couldn't rest until I'd told you and heard your dear voice. Forgive me
-for calling you up. Tell your mother I'm sorry. Good night!”
-
-“Freddy, listen to me! You must wait until I------ Oh!” He had hung up
-the receiver. She heard the whir of the open wire.
-
-There was little comfort for her in the hope held out by her mother as
-they sat far into the night and discussed the possibilities of the day
-so near at hand. She could see nothing but disaster, and she could
-think of nothing but her own lamentable weakness in shrinking from the
-encounter that might have made the present situation impossible. Between
-them mother and daughter constructed at random a dozen theories as to
-the nature of the fresh complication that had entered into the already
-serious situation, and always it was Lydia who advanced the most
-sickening of conjectures.
-
-Nor was it an easy matter for Mrs Desmond to combat these fears. In her
-heart she felt that an irreparable break had occurred and that the final
-clash was imminent. She tried to make light of the situation, however,
-prophesying a calmer attitude for Frederic after he had slept over his
-grievance, which, after all, she argued was doubtless exaggerated.
-
-She promised to go with Lydia to see James Brood in the morning, and
-to plead with him to be merciful to the boy she was to marry, no matter
-what transpired. The girl at first insisted on going over to see him
-that night, notwithstanding the hour, and was dissuaded only after the
-most earnest opposition.
-
-It was four o'clock before they went back to bed, and long after five
-before either closed her eyes.
-
-Mrs Desmond, utterly exhausted, was the first to awake. She glanced
-at the little clock on her dressing-table and gave a great start of
-consternation. It was long past nine o'clock. She arose at once and
-hurried to her daughter's door, half expecting to find the room empty
-and the girl missing from the apartment.
-
-But Lydia was lying there sound asleep. Mrs Desmond's lips parted to
-give voice to a gentle call, but it was never uttered. A feeling of
-infinite pity for the tired, harassed girl came over her. For a long
-time she stood there watching the gentle rise and fall of the sleeper's
-breast. Then she closed the door softly and stole back to her own room,
-inspired by a sudden resolve.
-
-While she was dressing the little maid-servant brought in her coffee and
-toast and received instructions not to awaken Miss Lydia but to let
-her have her sleep out. A few minutes later she left the apartment and
-walked briskly around the corner to Brood's home.
-
-She had resolved to take the matter out of her daughter's hands. As she
-stood at the bedroom door watching Lydia's sweet, troubled face, there
-arose within her the mother instinct to fight for her young. It was not
-unlikely that James Brood could be moved by Lydia's pleading, in spite
-of his declaration that Frederic should never marry her, but the mother
-recognised the falseness of a position gained by such means.
-
-Over Lydia's head would hang the perpetual reminder that he had
-submitted out of consideration for her, and not through fairness or
-justice to Frederic; all the rest of her life she would be made to feel
-that he tolerated Frederic for her sake. The girl would never know a
-moment in which she could be free from that ugly sense of obligation.
-God willing, Frederic would be her daughter's husband. Lydia might spare
-him the blow that James Brood could deal, but all of her life would be
-spent in contemplation of that one bitter hour in which she went on her
-knees to beg for mercy.
-
-The mother saw all this with a foresightedness that stripped the
-situation of every vestige of romance. Lydia might rejoice at the
-outset, but there would surely come a time of heartache for her. It
-would come with the full realisation that James Brood's pity was hard to
-bear.
-
-Fearing that she might be too late, she walked so rapidly that she was
-quite out of breath when she entered the house. Mr Riggs and Mr Dawes
-were putting on their coats in the hall preparatory to their short
-morning constitutional. They greeted her profusely, and with one accord
-proceeded to divest themselves of the coats, announcing in one voice
-their intention to remain for a good, old-fashioned chat.
-
-“It's dear of you,” she said hurriedly, “but I must see Mr Brood at
-once. Why not come over to my apartment this afternoon for a cup of tea
-and----”
-
-Mrs Brood's voice interrupted her.
-
-“What do you want, Mrs Desmond?” came from the landing above.
-
-The visitor looked up with a start, not so much of surprise as
-uneasiness. There was something sharp, unfriendly, in the low, level
-tones.
-
-Yvonne, fully dressed--a most unusual circumstance at that hour of the
-day--was leaning over the banister-rail.
-
-“I came to see Mr Brood on a very important--”
-
-“He is occupied. Won't I do as well?”
-
-“It is really quite serious, Mrs Brood. I am afraid it would be of no
-avail to--to take it up with you.”
-
-“Have you been sent here by someone else?” demanded Mrs Brood.
-
-“I have not seen Frederic,” fell from the other's lips before she
-thought.
-
-“I dare say you haven't,” said the other with ominous clearness. “He has
-been here since seven this morning, waiting for a chance to speak to his
-father in private.”
-
-“Heaven help me! I--I am too------”
-
-“Unless he spent the night in your apartment, I fancy you haven't seen
-him,” went on Yvonne languidly.
-
-She was descending the stairs slowly, almost lazily as she uttered the
-remark.
-
-“They are together now?” gasped Mrs Desmond.
-
-“Will you come into the library? Good morning, gentlemen. I trust you
-may enjoy your long walk.”
-
-Mrs Desmond followed her into the library. Yvonne closed the door
-almost in the face of Mr Riggs, who had opened his mouth to accept the
-invitation to tea, but who said he'd “be blasted” instead, so narrow was
-his escape from having his nose banged. He emphasised the declaration by
-shaking his fist at the door.
-
-The two women faced each other. For the first time since she had known
-Yvonne Brood, Mrs Desmond observed a high touch of colour in her cheeks.
-Her beautiful eyes were alive with an excitement she could not conceal.
-Neither spoke for a moment.
-
-“You are accountable for this, Mrs Brood,” said Lydia Desmond's mother
-sternly, accusingly. She expected a storm of indignant protest. Instead,
-Yvonne smiled slightly.
-
-“It will not hurt my husband to discover that Frederic is a man and not
-a milksop,” she said, but despite her coolness there was a perceptible
-note of anxiety in her voice.
-
-“You know, then, that they are--that they will quarrel?”
-
-“I fancy it was in Frederic's mind to do so when he came here this
-morning. He was still in his evening clothes, Mrs Desmond.”
-
-“Where are they now?”
-
-“I think he has them on,” said Yvonne lightly.
-
-Mrs Desmond regarded her for a moment in perplexity. Then her eyes
-flashed dangerously.
-
-“I do not think you misunderstood me, Mrs Brood. Where are Frederic and
-his father?”
-
-“I am not accustomed to that tone of voice, Mrs Desmond.”
-
-“I am no longer your housekeeper,” said the other succinctly. “You do
-not realise what this quarrel may mean. I insist on going up to them
-before it has gone too far.”
-
-“My husband can take care of himself, thank you.”
-
-“I am not thinking of your husband, but of that poor boy who is------”
-
-“And if I am to judge by Frederic's manner this morning, he is also able
-to take care of himself,” said Yvonne coolly. Her voice shook a little.
-
-Mrs Desmond shot a quick glance of comprehension at the speaker.
-
-“You are worried, Mrs Brood. Your manner betrays you. I command you to
-tell me how long they have been upstairs together. How long------”
-
-“Will you be so good, Mrs Desmond, as to leave this house instantly?”
- cried Yvonne angrily.
-
-“No,” said the other quietly. “I suppose I am too late to prevent
-trouble between those two men, but I shall at least remain here to
-assure Frederic of my sympathy, to help him if I can, to offer him the
-shelter of my home.”
-
-A spasm of alarm crossed Yvonne's face.
-
-“Do you really believe it will come to that?” she demanded nervously.
-
-“If what I fear should come to pass, he will not stay in this house
-another hour. He will go forth from it cursing James Brood with all the
-hatred that his soul can possess. And now, Mrs Brood, shall I tell you
-what I think of you?”
-
-“No. It isn't at all necessary. Besides, I've changed my mind. I'd like
-you to remain. I do not want to mystify you any farther, Mrs Desmond,
-but I now confess to you that I am losing my courage. Don't ask me to
-tell you why, but------”
-
-“I suppose it is the custom with those who play with fire. They shrink
-when it burns them.”
-
-Mrs Brood looked at her steadily. The rebellious, sullen expression died
-out of her eyes. She sighed deeply, almost despairingly.
-
-“I am sorry you think ill of me, but yet I cannot blame you for
-considering me to be a--a------ I'll not say it. Mrs Desmond, I--I wish
-I had never come to this house.”
-
-“Permit me to echo your words.”
-
-“You will never be able to understand me. And, after all, why should I
-care? You are nothing to me. You are merely a good woman who has no real
-object in life. You------”
-
-“No real object in life?”
-
-“Precisely. Sit down. We will wait here together, if you please. I--I
-_am_ worried. I think I rather like to feel that you are here with me.
-You see, the crisis has come.”
-
-“You know, of course, that he turned one wife out of this house, Mrs
-Brood,” said Mrs Desmond deliberately.
-
-Something like terror leaped into the other's eyes. The watcher
-experienced an incomprehensible feeling of pity for her--she who had
-been despising her so fiercely the instant before.
-
-“He--he will not turn me out,” murmured Yvonne, and suddenly began
-pacing the floor, her hands clenched. Stopping abruptly in front of the
-other woman, she exclaimed: “He made a great mistake in driving that
-other woman out. He is not likely to repeat it, Mrs Desmond.”
-
-“Yes--I think he _did_ make a mistake,” said Mrs Desmond calmly. “But he
-does not think so. He is a man of iron. He is unbending.”
-
-“He is a wonderful man--a great, splendid man,” cried Yvonne fiercely.
-“It is I--Yvonne Lestrange--who proclaim it to the world. I cannot bear
-to see him suffer. I------”
-
-“Then, why do you------”
-
-“Ah, you would say it, eh? Well, there is no answer. Poof! Perhaps it
-will not be so bad as we think. Come! I am no longer uneasy. See! I
-am very calm. Am I not an example for you? Sit down. We will wait
-together.”
-
-They sat far apart, each filled with dark misgivings, though radically
-opposed in their manner of treating the situation. Mrs Desmond was cold
-with apprehension. She sat immovable, tense. Yvonne sank back easily in
-a deep, comfortable chair and coolly lighted a cigarette. It would have
-been remarked by a keen observer that her failure to offer one to her
-visitor was evidence of an unwonted abstraction. As a matter of fact,
-inwardly she was trembling like a leaf.
-
-“I suppose there is nothing to do,” said Mrs Desmond in despair, after a
-long silence. “Poor Lydia will never forgive herself.”
-
-Yvonne blew rings of smoke toward the ceiling.
-
-“I dare say you think I am an evil person, Mrs Desmond.”
-
-“Curiously, Mrs Brood, I have never thought of you in that light. Your
-transgressions are the greater for that reason.”
-
-“Transgressions? An amiable word, believe me.”
-
-“I did not come here, however, to discuss your actions.”
-
-Yvonne leaned forward suddenly.
-
-“You do not ask what transpired last night to bring about this crisis.
-Why do you hesitate?”
-
-Mrs Desmond shook her head slowly. “I do not want to know.”
-
-“Well, it was not what you have been thinking it was,” said Yvonne
-levelly.
-
- “I am relieved to hear it,” said the other rather grimly.
-
-Mrs Brood flushed to the roots of her hair.
-
-“I do not want to appear unfair to my husband, but I declare to you, Mrs
-Desmond, that Frederic is fully justified in the attitude he has taken
-this morning. His father humiliated him last night in a manner that made
-forbearance impossible. That much I must say for Frederic. And permit
-me to add, from my soul, that he is vastly more sinned against than
-sinning.”
-
-“I can readily believe that, Mrs Brood.”
-
-“This morning Frederic came into the breakfast-room while we were having
-our coffee. You look surprised. Yes, I was having breakfast with my
-husband. I knew that Frederic would come. That was my reason. When I
-heard him in the hall I sent the servants out of the dining-room. He had
-spent the night with a friend. His first words on entering the room were
-these--I shall never forget them: 'Last night I thought I loved you,
-father, but I have come home just to tell you that I hate you. I can't
-stay in this house another day. I'm going to get out. But I just wanted
-you to know that I thought I loved you last night, as a son should love
-his father. I just wanted you to know it.'
-
-“He did not even look at me, Mrs Desmond. I don't believe he knew I was
-there. I shall never forget the look in James Brood's face. It was as
-if he saw a ghost or some horrible thing that fascinated him. He did not
-utter a word, but stared at Frederic in that terrible, awe-struck way.
-
-“'I'm going to get out,' said Frederic, his voice rising. 'You've
-treated me like a dog all of my life, and I'm through. I shan't even say
-good-bye to you. You don't deserve any more consideration from me than
-I've received from you. I hope I'll never see you again. If I ever have
-a son I'll not treat him as you've treated your son. You don't deserve
-the honour of being called father; you don't deserve to have a son. I
-wish to God I had never been obliged to call you father! I don't know
-what you did to my mother, but if you treated her as------'
-
-“Just then my husband found his voice. He sprang to his feet, and
-I've never seen such a look of rage. I thought he was going to strike
-Frederic, and I think I screamed--just a little scream, of course. I
-was so terrified. But he only said--and it was horrible the way he said
-it--'You fool--you bastard!' And Frederic laughed in his face and cried
-out, unafraid: 'I'm glad you call me a bastard! I'd rather be one than
-be your son. It would at least give me something to be proud of--a real
-father!'”
-
-“Good Heaven!” fell from Mrs Desmond's white lips.
-
-Yvonne seemed to have paused to catch her breath. Her breast heaved
-convulsively, the grip of her hands tightened on the arms of the chair.
-
-Suddenly she resumed her recital, but her voice was hoarse and
-tremulous.
-
-“I was terribly frightened. I thought of calling out to Jones, but I--I
-had no voice! Ah, you have never seen two angry men waiting to spring at
-each other's throats, Mrs Desmond. My husband suddenly regained control
-of himself. He was very calm. 'Come with me,' he said to Frederic.
-'This is not the place to wash our filthy family linen. You say you want
-something to be proud of. Well, you shall have your wish. Come to my
-study.' And they went away together, neither speaking a word to me--they
-did not even glance in my direction. They went up the stairs. I heard
-the door close behind them--away up there. That was half an hour ago.
-I have been waiting, too--waiting as you are waiting now--to comfort
-Frederic when he comes out of that room a wreck.”
-
-Mrs Desmond started up, an incredulous look in her eyes.
-
-“You are taking his side? You are against your husband? Oh, now I know
-the kind of woman you are. I know------”
-
-“Peace! You do not know the kind of woman I am. You will never know.
-Yes, I shall take sides with Frederic.”
-
-“You do not love your husband!”
-
-A strange, unfathomable smile came into Yvonne's face and stayed there.
-Mrs Desmond experienced the same odd feeling she had had years ago on
-first seeing the Sphinx. She was suddenly confronted by an unsolvable
-mystery.
-
-“He shall not drive me out of his house, Mrs Desmond,” was her answer to
-the challenge.
-
-A door slammed in the upper regions of the house. Both women started to
-their feet.
-
-“It is over,” breathed Yvonne with a tremulous sigh.
-
-“We shall see how well they were able to take care of themselves, Mrs
-Brood,” said Mrs Desmond in a low voice.
-
-“We shall see--yes,” said the other mechanically. Suddenly she turned on
-the tall, accusing figure beside her. “Go away! Go now! I command you to
-go. This is _our_ affair, Mrs Desmond. You are not needed here. You were
-too late, as you say. I beg of you, go!” She strode swiftly toward the
-door. As she was about to place her hand on the knob it was opened from
-the other side, and Ranjab stood before them.
-
-“_Sahib_ begs to be excused, Mrs Desmond. He is just going out.”
-
-“Going out?” cried Yvonne, who had shrunk back into the room.
-
-“Yes, _sahibah_. You will please excuse, Mrs Desmond. He regret very
-much.”
-
-Mrs Desmond passed slowly through the door, which he held open for her.
-As she passed by the Hindu she looked full into his dark, expressive
-eyes, and there was a question in hers. He did not speak, but she read
-the answer as if it were on a printed page. Her shoulders drooped.
-
-She went back to Lydia.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII
-
-When James Brood and Frederic left the dining-room, nearly an hour
-prior to the departure of Mrs Desmond, there was in the mind of each the
-resolution to make short work of the coming interview. Each knew that
-the time had arrived for the parting of the ways, and neither had the
-least desire to prolong the suspense.
-
-Frederic, far from suspecting the ordeal in store for him, experienced
-a curious sense of exaltation as he followed the master of the house up
-the stairway. He was about to declare his freedom; the very thought of
-it thrilled him. He had at last found the courage to revolt, and there
-was cause for rejoicing in the prospect of a lively triumph over what he
-was pleased to call oppression.
-
-He would not mince matters! Oh, no; he would come straight to the point.
-There wasn't any sense in temporising. There were years of pent-up
-grievances that he could fling at his father, but he would crystallise
-them into a few withering minutes and have done with the business. He
-knew he was as pale as a ghost and his legs were strangely weak, but
-he was not cognisant of the slightest sensation of fear, nor the least
-inclination to shrink from the consequences of that brief, original
-challenge.
-
-The study door was closed. James Brood put his hand on the knob, but
-before turning it faced the young man with an odd mixture of anger and
-pity in his eyes.
-
-“Perhaps it will be better if we had nothing more to say to each other,”
- he said with an effort.
-“I have changed my mind. I cannot say the thing to you that I----”
-
-“Has it got anything to do with Yvonne and me?” demanded Frederic
-ruthlessly, jumping at conclusions in his new-found arrogance.
-
-Brood threw open the door.
-
-“Step inside,” he said in a voice that should have warned the younger
-man, it was so prophetic of disaster. Frederic had touched the open
-sore with that unhappy question. Not until this instant had James Brood
-admitted to himself that there was a sore and that it had been festering
-all these weeks. Now it was laid bare and it smarted with pain. Nothing
-could save Frederic after that reckless, deliberate thrust at the very
-core of the malignant growth that lay so near the surface.
-
-It had been in James Brood's heart to spare the boy. An unaccountable
-wave of compassion had swept through him as he mounted the stairs,
-leading his victim to the sacrifice. He would have allowed him to go
-his way in ignorance of the evil truth; he would have spared the son of
-Matilde and been happier, far happier, he knew, for having done so. He
-would have let him fare forth, as he elected to go, rejoicing in his
-foolish independence, scorning to the end of his days, perhaps, the man
-who posed as father to him.
-
-But Frederic had touched the hateful sore. His chance was gone.
-
-Hot words were on Frederic's lips. Brood held up his hand, and there was
-in the gesture a command that silenced the young man. He was somewhat
-shocked to find that he still recognised the other's right to command.
-The older man went quickly to the door of the Hindu's closet. He rapped
-on the panel, and in an instant the door was opened. Ranjab stepped out
-and quickly closed the door behind him. A few words, spoken in lowered
-tones and in the language of the East, passed between master and man.
-
-Frederic turned his back to them. Moved by a sudden impulse, he strode
-to the window and pulled the curtains apart. A swift glance upward
-showed him the drawn shades in Lydia's bedroom windows. Somehow he was
-glad that she was asleep. An impulse as strong as the other ordered him
-to shift his glance downward to the little balcony outside of Yvonne's
-windows. Then he heard the door close softly behind him and turned to
-face his father.
-
-They were alone in the room. He squared his shoulders.
-
-“I suppose you think I am in love with her,” he said defiantly. He
-waited a moment for the response that did not come. Brood was regarding
-him with eyes from which every spark of compassion had disappeared.
-“Well, it may interest you to know that I intend to marry Lydia this
-very day.”
-
-Brood advanced a few steps toward him. In the subdued light of the room
-his features were not clearly distinguishable. His face was gray and
-shadowy; only the eyes were sharply defined. They glowed like points of
-light, unflickering.
-
-“I shall be sorry for Lydia,” he said levelly.
-
-“You needn't be,” said Frederic hotly. “She understands everything.”
-
-“You were born to be dishonest in love.”
-
-“What do you mean by that?”
-
-“It is my purpose to tell you precisely what I mean. Lydia understands
-far more than you think. If she marries you it will be with her eyes
-open; she will have no one to blame but herself for the mistake.”
-
-“Oh, I haven't tried to deceive her as to my prospects. She knows how
-poor we will be at the------”
-
-“Does she know that this love you profess for her is at the very outset
-disloyal?”
-
-Frederic was silent for a moment. A twinge shot through his heart.
-
-“She understands everything,” he repeated stubbornly.
-
-“Have you lied to her?”
-
-“Lied? You'd better be careful how you------”
-
-“Have you told her that you love her and no one else?”
-
-“Certainly!”
-
-“Then you _have_ lied to her.”
-
-There was silence--tense silence.
-
-“Do you expect me to strike you for that?” came at last from Frederic's
-lips, low and menacing.
-
-“You have always considered yourself to be my son, haven't you?” pursued
-Brood deliberately. “Can you say to me that you have behaved of late as
-a son should------”
-
-“Wait! We'll settle that point right now. I _did_ lose my head. Head, I
-say, not heart. I shan't attempt to explain--I can't, for that matter.
-As for Yvonne--well, she's as good as gold. She understands me far
-better than I understand myself. She knows that even honest men lose
-their heads sometimes--and she knows the difference between love
-and--the other thing. I can say to you now that I would sooner have cut
-my own throat than do more than envy you the possession of someone you
-do not deserve. I _have_ considered myself your son. I have no apology
-to make for my--we'll call it infatuation. I shall only admit that it
-has existed and that I have despaired. So God is my witness, I have
-never loved anyone but Lydia. I have given her pain, and the amazing
-part of it is that I can't help myself. Naturally, you can't understand
-what it all means. You are not a young man any longer. You cannot
-understand.”
-
-“Good God!” burst from Brood's lips. Then he laughed
-aloud--grotesquely.
-
-“Yvonne is the most wonderful thing that has ever come into my life. She
-has shown me that life is beautiful and rich and full of warmth. I
-had always thought it ugly and cold. Something inside of me awoke the
-instant I looked into her eyes--something that had always been there, and
-yet undeveloped. She spoke to me with her eyes, if you can believe such
-a thing possible, and I understood. I adored her the instant I saw her.
-I have felt sometimes that I knew her a thousand years ago. I have felt
-that I loved her a thousand years ago.” A calm seriousness now attended
-his speech, in direct contrast to the violent mood that had gone before.
-“I have thought of little else but her. I confess it to you. But through
-it all there has never been an instant in which I did not worship Lydia
-Desmond. I--I do not pretend to account for it. It is beyond me.”
-
-Brood waited patiently to the end.
-
-“Your mother before you had a somewhat similar affliction,” he
-said, still in the steady, repressed voice. “Perhaps it is a gift--a
-convenient gift--this ability to worship without effort.”
-
-“Better leave my mother out of it,” said Frederic sarcastically. A look
-of wonder leaped to his eyes. “That's the first time you've condescended
-to acknowledge that I ever had a mother.”
-
-“I shall soon make you regret that you were ever so blessed as to have
-had one.”
-
-“You've always made it easy for me to regret that I ever had a father.”
-
-Brood's smile was deadly.
-
-“If you have anything more to say to me, you had better get it over.
-Purge your soul of all the gall that embitters it. I grant you that
-privilege. Take your innings.”
-
-A spasm of pain crossed Frederic's face.
-
-“Yes, I am entitled to my innings. I'll go back to what I said
-downstairs. I thought I loved and honoured you last night. I would have
-forgiven everything if you had granted me a friendly--friendly, that's
-all--just a friendly word. You denied------”
-
-“I suppose you want me to believe that it was love for me that brought
-you slinking to the theatre,” said the other ironically.
-
-“I don't expect you to believe anything. I was lonely. I wanted to be
-with you and Yvonne. Curse you! Can't you understand how lonely I've
-been all my life? Can't you understand how hungry I am for the affection
-that every other boy I've known has had from his parents? I've never
-asked you about my mother. I used to wonder a good deal. Every other boy
-had a mother. I never had one. I couldn't understand it. And they all
-had fathers, but they were not like my father. Their fathers were kind
-and loving, they were interested in everything their sons did--good or
-bad. I used to love the fathers of all those other lucky boys at school.
-They came often--and so did the mothers. No one ever came to see me--no
-one!
-
-“I used to wonder why you never told me of my own mother. Long ago
-I gave up wondering. Something warned me not to ask you about her.
-Something told me it was best to let sleeping dogs lie. I never inquired
-of anyone after I was old enough to think for myself. I was afraid to
-ask, so I waited, hoping all the time that you would some day tell me
-of her. But you've never breathed her name to me. I no longer wonder. I
-know now that she must have hated you with all the strength of her soul.
-God, how she must have hated to feel the touch of your hands upon
-her body! Something tells me she left you, and if she did, I hope she
-afterward found someone who--but no, I won't say it. Even now I haven't
-the heart to hurt you by saying that.” He stopped, choking up with the
-rush of bitter words. “Well, why don't you say something?”
-
-“I'm giving you your innings. Go on,” said Brood softly.
-
-“She must have loved you once--or she wouldn't have married you. She
-must have loved you or I wouldn't be here in this world. She------”
-
-“Ha!” came sharply from Brood.
-
- “--didn't find you out until it was too
-late. She was lovely, I know. She was sweet and gentle and she loved
-happiness. I can see that in her face, in her big, wistful eyes.
-You------”
-
-“What's this?” demanded Brood, startled. “What are you saying?”
-
-“Oh, I've got her portrait--an old photograph. For a month I've carried
-it here in this pocket-case over my heart. I wouldn't part with it for
-all the money in the world. When I look at the dear, sweet, girlish face
-and her eyes look back into mine, I know that _she_ loved me.”
-
-“Her portrait?” said Brood, unbelieving.
-
-“Yes--and I have only to look at it to know that she couldn't have hurt
-you--so it must have been the other way round. She's dead now, I know,
-but she didn't die for years after I was born. Why was it that I never
-saw her? Why was I kept up there in that damnable village------”
-
-“Where did you get that photograph?” demanded Brood hoarsely. “Where, I
-say? What interfering fool------”
-
-“I wouldn't be too nasty, if I were you,” said Frederic, a note of
-triumph in his voice. “Yvonne gave it to me. I made her promise to say
-nothing to you about it. She------”
-
-“Yvonne? Are you------ Impossible! She could not have had------”
-
-“It was lying under the marble top of that old bureau in her bedroom.
-She found it there when the men came to take it away to storage. It
-hadn't been moved in twenty years or more.”
-
-“In--her--bedroom?” murmured Brood, passing his hand over his eyes.
-“The old bureau--marble top--good Lord! It was our bedroom. Let me see
-it--give it to me this instant!”
-
-“I can't do that. It's mine now. It's safe where it is.”
-
-“Yvonne found it? Yvonne? And gave it to you? What damnable trick of
-fate is this? But------ Ah, it may not be a portrait of your--your
-mother. Some old photograph that got stuck under the------”
-
-“No; it is my mother. Yvonne saw the resemblance at once and brought it
-to me. And it may interest you to know that she advised me to treasure
-it all my life, because it would always tell me how lovely and sweet my
-mother was--the mother I have never seen.”
-
-“I insist on seeing that picture,” said Brood with deadly intensity.
-
-“No,” said Frederic, folding his arms tightly across his breast. “You
-didn't deserve her then and you------”
-
-“You don't know what you are saying, boy!”
-
-“Ah, don't I? Well, I've got just a little bit of my mother safe here
-over my heart--a little faded card, that's all--and you shall not rob me
-of that. I wish to God I had her here, just as she was when she had the
-picture taken. Don't glare at me like that. I don't intend to give it
-up. Last night I was sorry for you. I had the feeling that somehow you
-have always been unhappy over something that happened in the past, and
-that my mother was responsible. And yet when I took out this photograph,
-this tiny bit of old cardboard--see, it is so small that it can be
-carried in my waistcoat pocket--when I took it out and looked at the
-pure, lovely face, I--by Heaven, I knew she was not to blame!”
-
-“Have you finished?” asked Brood, wiping his brow. It was dripping.
-
-“Except to repeat that I am through with you for ever. I've had all that
-I can endure, and I'm through. My greatest regret is that I didn't get
-out long ago. But like a fool--a weak fool--I kept on hoping that you'd
-change and that there were better days ahead for me. I kept on hoping
-that you'd be a real father to me. Good Lord, what a libel on the name!”
- He laughed raucously. “I'm sick of calling you father. You did me the
-honour downstairs of calling me 'bastard.' You had no right to call me
-that; but, by Heaven, if it were not for this bit of cardboard here
-over my heart, I'd laugh in your face and be happy to shout from the
-housetops that I am no son of yours. But there's no such luck as that!
-I've only to look at my mother's innocent, soulful face to------”
-
-“Stop!” shouted Brood in an awful voice. His clenched hands were raised
-above his head. “The time has come for me to tell you the truth about
-this innocent mother of yours. Luck is with you. I am not your father.
-You are------”
-
-“Wait! If you are going to tell me that my mother was not a good woman,
-I want to go on record in advance of anything you may say, as being glad
-that I am her son no matter who my father was. I am glad that she loved
-me because I was her child, and if you are not my father, then I
-still have the joy of knowing that she loved some one man well enough
-to------” He broke off the bitter sentence and with nervous fingers
-drew a small leather case from his waistcoat pocket. “Before you go
-any farther, take one look at her face. It will make you ashamed
-of yourself. Can you stand there and lie about her after looking
-into------”
-
-He was holding the window curtains apart, and a stream of light fell
-upon the lovely face, so small that Brood was obliged to come quite
-close to be able to see it. His eyes were distended.
-
-“It is not Matilde--it is like her, but--yes, yes; it is Matilde! I must
-be losing my mind to have thought------” He wiped his brow. “But it
-was startling--positively uncanny.” He spoke as to himself, apparently
-forgetting that he had a listener.
-
-“Well, can you lie about her now?” demanded Frederic.
-
-Brood was still staring, as if fascinated, at the tiny photograph.
-
-“But I have never seen that picture before. She never had one so small
-as that. It------”
-
-“It was made in Vienna,” interrupted Frederic, not without a strange
-thrill of satisfaction in his soul, “and before you were married, I'd
-say. On the back of it is written 'To my own sweetheart,' in Hungarian,
-Yvonne says. There! Look at her. She was like that when you married her.
-How adorable she must have been. 'To my own sweetheart'! O--ho!”
-
-A hoarse cry of rage and pain burst from Brood's lips. The world grew
-red before his eyes.
-
-“'To my own sweetheart'!” he cried out. He sprang forward and struck
-the photograph from Frederic's hand. It fell to the floor at his feet.
-Before the young man could recover from his surprise, Brood's foot was
-upon the bit of cardboard. “Don't raise your hand to me! Don't you dare
-to strike me! Now I shall tell you who that sweetheart was!”
-
-Half an hour later James Brood descended the stairs alone. He went
-straight to the library, where he knew that he could find Yvonne.
-Ranjab, standing in the hall, peered into his white, drawn face as he
-passed, and started forward as if to speak to him. But Brood did not see
-him. He did not lift his gaze from the floor. The Hindu went swiftly up
-the stairs, a deep dread in his soul.
-
-The shades were down. Brood stopped inside the door and looked dully
-about the library. He was on the point of retiring when Yvonne spoke to
-him out of the shadowy corner beyond the fireplace.
-
-“Close the door,” she said huskily. Then she emerged slowly, almost like
-a spectre, from the dark background formed by the huge mahogany
-bookcases that lined the walls from floor to ceiling. “You were a long
-time up there,” she went on.
-
-“Why is it so dark in here, Yvonne?” he asked lifelessly.
-
-“So that it would not be possible for me to see the shame in your eyes,
-James.”
-
-He leaned heavily against the long table. She came up and stood across
-the table from him, and he felt that her eyes were searching his very
-soul.
-
-“I have hurt him beyond all chance of recovery,” he said hoarsely.
-
-She started violently.
-
-“You--you struck him down? He--he is dying?” Her voice trailed off into
-a whisper.
-
-“He will be a long time in dying. It will be slow. I struck him down,
-not with my hand, not with a weapon that he could parry, but with words--words!
-Do you hear? I have crushed his soul with words!”
-
-“Oh, you coward!” she cried, leaning over the table, her eyes blazing.
-“I can understand it in you. You have no soul of your own. What have you
-done to your son, James Brood?”
-
-He drew back as if from the impact of a blow. “Coward? If I have crushed
-his soul, it was done in time, Yvonne, to deprive you of the glory of
-doing it.”
-
-“What did he say to you about me?”
-
-“You have had your fears for nothing. He did not put you in jeopardy,”
- he said scornfully.
-
-“I know. He is not a coward,” she said calmly.
-
-“In your heart you are reviling me. You judge me as one guilty soul
-judges another. Suppose that I were to confess to you that I left him
-up there with all the hope, all the life blasted out of his eyes--with
-a wound in his heart that will never stop bleeding--that I left him
-because I was sorry for what I had done and could not stand by and look
-upon the wreck I had created. Suppose------”
-
-“I am still thinking of you as a coward. What is it to me that you are
-sorry now? What have you done to that wretched, unhappy boy?”
-
-“He will tell you soon enough. Then you will despise me even more than I
-despise myself. He--he looked at me with his mother's eyes when I kept on
-striking blows at his very soul. Her eyes--eyes that were always
-pleading with me! But, curse them--always scoffing at me! For a moment
-I faltered. There was a wave of love--yes, love, not pity, for him--as
-I saw him go down before the words I hurled at him. It was as if I had
-hurt the only thing in all the world that I love. Then it passed. He was
-not meant for me to love. He was born for me to despise. He was born to
-torture me as I have tortured him.”
-
-“You poor fool!” she cried, her eyes glittering.
-
-“Sometimes I have doubted my own reason,” he went on, as if he had not
-heard her scathing remark. “Sometimes I have felt a queer gripping
-of the heart when I was harshest toward him. Sometimes, his eyes--_her
-eyes_--have melted the steel that was driven into my heart long ago,
-his voice and the touch of his hand have gently checked my bitterest
-thoughts. Are you listening?”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“You ask what I have done to him. It is nothing in comparison to what he
-would have done to me. It isn't necessary to explain. You know the thing
-he has had in his heart to do. I have known it from the beginning. It is
-the treacherous heart of his mother that propels that boy's blood along
-its craven way. She was an evil thing--as evil as God ever put life
-into.”
-
-“Go on.”
-
-“I loved her as no woman was ever loved before--or since. I thought she
-loved me; I believe she did. He--Frederic had her portrait up there to
-flash in my face. She was beautiful; she was as lovely as--but no more!
-I was not the man. She loved another. You may have guessed, as others
-have guessed, that she betrayed me. Her lover was that boy's father.”
-
-Dead silence reigned in the room, save for the heavy breathing of
-the man. Yvonne was as still as death itself. Her hands were clenched
-against her breast.
-
-“That was years ago,” resumed the man hoarsely.
-
-“You--you told him this?” she cried, aghast.
-
-“He stood before me up there and said that he hoped he might some day
-discover that he was not my son.”
-
-“You told him _then?_”
-
-“He cursed me for having driven his mother out of my house.”
-
-“You told him?”
-
-“He uttered the hope that she might come back from the grave to torture
-me for ever--to pay me back for what I had done to her.”
-
-“Then you told him!”
-
-“He said she must have loathed me as no man was ever loathed before.
-Then I told him.”
-
-“You told him because you knew she did _not_ loathe you!”
-
-“Yvonne! You are laughing!”
-
-“I laugh because after he had said all these bitter things to you, and
-you had paid him back by telling him that he was not your son, it was
-you--not he--who was sorry!”
-
-“I did not expect sympathy from you, but--to have you laugh in my face!
-I------”
-
-“Did you expect sympathy from him?” she cried.
-
-“I told him in the end that as he was not my son he need feel no
-compunction in trying to steal my wife away from me. I------”
-
-“And what did he say to that?” she broke in shrilly.
-
-“Nothing! He did not speak to me after that. Not one word!”
-
-“Nor should I speak to you again, James Brood!”
-
-“Yvonne--I--I love you. I------”
-
-“And you loved Matilde--God pity your poor soul! For no more than I have
-done, you drove her out of your house. You accuse me in your heart when
-you vent your rage on that poor boy. Oh, I know! You suspect _me!_ And
-you suspected the other one. I swear to you that you have more cause to
-suspect me than Matilde. She was not untrue to you. She could not have
-loved anyone else but you. I know--I know! Don't come near me! Not now!
-I tell you that Frederic is your son. I tell you that Matilde loved no
-one but you. You drove her out. You drive Frederic out. _And you will
-drive me out!_”
-
-She stood over him like an accusing angel, her arms extended. He shrank
-back, glaring.
-
-“Why do you say these things to me? You cannot know--you have no right
-to say------”
-
-“I _am_ sorry for you, James Brood,” she murmured, suddenly relaxing.
-Her body swayed against the table, and then she sank limply into the
-chair alongside.
-
-“Yvonne!”
-
-“You will never forget that you struck a man who was asleep, absolutely
-asleep, James Brood. That's why I am sorry for you.”
-
-“Asleep!” he murmured, putting his hand to his eyes. “Yes, yes--he was
-asleep! Yvonne, I--I have never been so near to loving him as I am now.
-I--I------”
-
-“I am going up to him. Don't try to stop me. But first let me ask you
-a question. What did Frederic say when you told him his mother was was
-what you claim?”
-
-Brood lowered his head.
-
-“He said that I was a cowardly liar.”
-
-“And it was then that you began to feel that you loved him. Ah, I
-see what it is that you need, James. You are a great, strong man, a
-wonderful man in spite of all this. You have a heart--a heart that still
-needs breaking before you can ever hope to be happy.”
-
-“As if my heart hasn't already been broken,” he groaned.
-
-“Your head has been hurt, that's all. There is a vast difference. Are
-you going out?”
-
-He looked at her in dull amazement. Slowly he began to pull himself
-together.
-
-“Yes. I think you should go to him. I--I gave him an hour to--to------”
-
-“To get out?”
-
-“Yes. He must go, you see. See him, if you will. I shall not oppose you.
-Find out what he expects to do.”
-
-She passed swiftly by him as he started toward the door. In the hall,
-which was bright with the sunlight from the upper windows, she turned to
-face him. To his astonishment her cheeks were aglow and her eyes bright
-with eagerness. She seemed almost radiant.
-
-“Yes; it needs breaking, James,” she said, and went up the stairs,
-leaving him standing there dumbfounded. Near the top she began to hum a
-blithe tune. It came down to him distinctly--the weird little air that
-had haunted him for years--Feverelli's!
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII
-
-To Brood's surprise she came half-way down the steps again, and,
-leaning over the railing, spoke to him with a voice full of irony.
-
-“Will you be good enough to call off your spy, James?”
-
-“What do you mean?” He had started to put on his light overcoat.
-
-“I think you know,” she said briefly.
-
-“Do you consider me so mean, so infamous as------” he began hotly.
-
-“Nevertheless, I feel happier when I know he is out of the house. Call
-off your dog, James.”
-
-He smothered an execration and then called out harshly to Jones:
-
-“Ask Ranjab to attend me here, Jones. He is to go out with me,” he said
-to the butler a moment later.
-
-Yvonne was still leaning over the banister, a scornful smile on her
-lips.
-
-“I shall wait until you are gone. I intend to see Frederic alone,” she
-said, with marked emphasis on the final word.
-
-“As you like,” said he coldly.
-
-She crossed the upper hall and disappeared from view down the corridor
-leading to her own room. Her lips were set with decision; a wild,
-reckless light filled her eyes, and the smile of scorn had given way
-to one of exaltation. Her breath came fast and tremulously through
-quivering nostrils as she closed her door and hurried across to the
-little vine-covered balcony.
-
-“The time has come--the time has come, thank God!” she was saying to
-herself, over and over again. The French doors stuck. She was jerking
-angrily at them when her maid hurried in from the bedroom, attracted by
-the unusual commotion.
-
-“_Que faites vous, madame?_” she cried anxiously.
-
-Her mistress turned quickly.
-
-“Listen! Go downstairs at once and tell them that I have dismissed you.
-At once, do you hear?”
-
-“_Oui madame!_” cried Céleste, her eyes dancing with a sudden,
-incomprehensible delight.
-
-“You are to leave the house immediately. I dismiss you. You have been
-stealing from me, do you understand?”
-
-“_Oui, madame. Je comprendes parfaitement, madame!_” cried the maid,
-actually clapping her hands.
-
-“You will pack two steamer-trunks and get them out of the house before
-five o'clock. You are going back to Paris. You are dismissed.”
-
-The little Frenchwoman beamed.
-
-“_Certainement, madame! Par le premier bateau. Je comprend_.”
-
-“The first boat for Havre--do you know the hour for sailing? Consult the
-morning paper, Céleste.”
-
-“_En bien, madame. La Provence. Il part demain. Je------_”
-
-“Go at once!” cried the mistress, waving her hands excitedly.
-
-“_Vous me renvoyez!_” And the little maid dashed out of the room.
-
-As she descended the back stairs an amazing change came over her. Her
-sprightly face became black with sullen rage and her eyes snapped with
-fury. So violent was her manner when she accosted Jones in the servants'
-hall that he fell back in some alarm. She was not long in making him
-understand that she had been dismissed, however, and that she would
-surely poison the diabolical creature upstairs if she remained in the
-house another hour. Even the cook, who had a temper of her own, was
-appalled by the exhibition; other servants were struck dumb.
-
-Jones, perspiring freely, said something about calling in an officer,
-and then Céleste began to weep bitterly. All she wanted was to get out
-of the house before she did something desperate to the cruel tyrant
-upstairs, and she'd be eternally grateful to Jones if he'd get her
-trunks out of the storeroom as soon as------ But Jones was already on
-his way to give instructions to the furnace-man.
-
-Céleste took the occasion to go into hysterics, and the entire servant
-body fell to work hissing “_Sh--h!_” in an agony of apprehension lest
-the turmoil should penetrate the walls and reach the ears of the “woman
-upstairs.” They closed all of the doors and most of the windows, and the
-upstairs maid thought it would be a good idea to put a blanket over the
-girl's head.
-
-Left alone, Yvonne turned her attention to the window across the
-court and two floors above her the heavily curtained window in Brood's
-“retreat.” There was no sign of life there, so she hurried to the front
-of the house to wait for the departure of James Brood and his man.
-The two were going down the front steps. At the bottom Brood spoke to
-Ranjab, and the latter, as imperturbable as a rock, bowed low and moved
-off in an opposite direction to that taken by his master. She watched
-until both were out of sight. Then she rapidly mounted the stairs to the
-top floor.
-
-Frederic was lying on the couch near the jade room door. She was able
-to distinguish his long, dark figure after peering intently about the
-shadowy interior in what seemed at first to be a vain search for him.
-She shrank back, her eyes fixed in horror upon the prostrate shadow.
-Suddenly he stirred and then half raised himself on one elbow to stare
-at the figure in the doorway.
-
-“Is it _you?_” he whispered hoarsely, and dropped back with a great sigh
-on his lips.
-
-Her heart leaped. The blood rushed back to her face. Quickly closing the
-door, she advanced into the room, her tread as swift and as soft as a
-cat's.
-
-“He has gone out. We are quite alone,” she said, stopping to lean
-against the table, suddenly faint with excitement.
-
-He laughed, a bitter, mirthless, snarling laugh.
-
-“Get up, Frederic. Be a man! I know what has happened. Get up! I want to
-talk it over with you. We must plan. We must decide now at once--before
-he returns.” The words broke from her lips with sharp, staccato-like
-emphasis.
-
-He came to a sitting posture slowly, all the while staring at her with a
-dull wonder in his heavy eyes.
-
-“Pull yourself together,” she cried hurriedly. “We cannot talk here. I
-am afraid in this room. It has ears, I know. That awful Hindu is always
-here, even though he may seem to be elsewhere. We will go down to my
-boudoir.”
-
-He slowly shook his head and then allowed his chin to sink dejectedly
-into his hands. With his elbows resting on his knees, he watched her
-movements in a state of increasing interest and bewilderment. She turned
-abruptly to the Buddha, whose placid, smirking countenance seemed to be
-alive to the situation in all of its aspects. Standing close, her hands
-behind her back, her figure very erect and theatric, she proceeded to
-address the image in a voice full of mockery.
-
-“Well, my chatterbox friend, I have pierced his armour, haven't I? He
-will creep up here and ask you, his wonderful god, to tell him what to
-do about it, _aïe?_ His wits are tangled. He doubts his senses. And
-when he comes to you, my friend, and whines his secret doubts into your
-excellent and trustworthy ear, do me the kindness to keep the secret I
-shall now whisper to you, for I trust you, too, you amiable fraud.”
-
-Standing on tiptoe, she put her lips to the idol's ear and whispered.
-Frederic, across the room, roused from his lethargy by the strange
-words and still stranger action, rose to his feet and took several steps
-toward her.
-
-“There! Now you know everything. You know more than James Brood knows,
-for you know what his charming wife is about to do next.” She drew back
-and regarded the image through half-closed, smouldering eyes. “But he
-will know before long--before long.”
-
-“What are you doing, Yvonne?” demanded Frederic unsteadily.
-
-She whirled about and came toward him, her hands still clasped behind
-her back.
-
-“Come with me,” she said, ignoring his question.
-
-“He--he thinks I am in love with you,” said he, shaking his head.
-
-“And are you not in love with me?”
-
-He was startled. “Good Lord, Yvonne!”
-
-She came quite close to him. He could feel the warmth that travelled
-from her body across the short space that separated them. The
-intoxicating perfume filled his nostrils; he drew a deep breath, his
-eyes closing slowly as his senses prepared to succumb to the delicious
-spell that came over him. When he opened them an instant later she was
-still facing him, as straight and fearless as a soldier, and the light
-of victory was in her dark, compelling eyes.
-
-“Well,” she said deliberately, “I am ready to go away with you.”
-
-He fell back stunned beyond the power of speech. His brain was filled
-with a thousand clattering noises.
-
-“He has turned you out,” she went on rapidly. “He disowns you. Very
-well; the time has come for me to exact payment of him for that and for
-all that has gone before. I shall go away with you. I------”
-
-“Impossible!” he cried, finding his tongue and drawing still farther
-away from her.
-
-“Are you not in love with me?” she whispered softly.
-
-He put his hands to his eyes to shut out the alluring vision.
-
-“For God's sake, Yvonne--leave me. Let me go my way. Let me------”
-
-“He cursed your mother! He curses you! He damns you--as he damned her.
-You can pay him up for everything. You owe nothing to him. He has killed
-every------”
-
-Frederic straightened up suddenly and, with a loud cry of exultation,
-raised his clenched hands above his head.
-
-“By Heaven, I will break him! I will make him pay! Do you know what
-he has done to me? Listen to this: he boasts of having reared me to
-manhood, as one might bring up a prize beast, that he might make me pay
-for the wrong that my poor mother did a quarter of a century ago. All
-these years he has had in mind this thing that he has done to-day. All
-my life has been spent in preparation for the sacrifice that came an
-hour ago. I have suffered all these years in ignorance of------”
-
-“Not so loud!” she whispered, alarmed by the vehemence of his reawakened
-fury.
-
-“Oh, I'm not afraid!” he cried savagely. “Can you imagine anything more
-diabolical than the scheme he has had in mind all these years? To pay
-back my mother--whom he loved and still loves--yes, by Heaven, he still
-loves her--he works to this beastly end! He made her suffer the agonies
-of the damned up to the day of her death by refusing her the right to
-have the child that he swears is no child of his. Oh, you don't know
-the story--you don't know the kind of man you have for a husband--you
-don't------”
-
-“Yes, yes; I do know!” she cried violently, beating her breast with
-clenched hands. “I _do_ know! I know that he still loves the poor girl
-who went out of this house with his curses ringing in her ears a score
-of years ago, and who died still hearing them. And I had almost come
-to the point of pitying him--I was failing--I was weakening. He is
-a wonderful man. I--I was losing myself. But that is all over. Three
-months ago I could have left him without a pang--yesterday I was afraid
-that it would never be possible. To-day he makes it easy for me. He has
-hurt you beyond all reason, not because he hates you, but because he
-loved your mother.”
-
-“But you do love him!” cried Frederic in stark wonder. “You don't
-care the snap of your fingers for me. What is all this you are saying,
-Yvonne? You must be mad. Think! Think what you are saying.”
-
-“I have thought--I am always thinking. I know my own mind well enough.
-It is settled: I am going away, and I am going with you.”
-
-“You can't be in earnest!”
-
-“I am desperately in earnest. You owe nothing to him now. He says you
-are not his son. You owe nothing but hatred to him, and you should pay.
-You owe vengeance for your mother's sake--for the sake of her whose face
-you have come to love, who loved you to the day she died, I am sure. He
-will proclaim to the world that you are not his son, he will brand you
-with the mark of shame, he will drive you out of New York. You are the
-son of a music-master, he shouts from the housetops! Your mother was a
-vile woman, he shouts from the housetops! You cannot remain here. You
-_must_ go. You must take me with you. Ah, you are thinking of Lydia!
-Well, are you thinking of dragging her through the mire that he will
-create? Are you willing to give her the name he declares is not yours to
-give? Are you a craven, whipped coward who will not strike back when the
-chance is offered to give a blow that will------”
-
-“I cannot listen to you, Yvonne!” cried Frederic, aghast. His heart was
-pounding so fiercely that the blood surged to his head in great waves,
-almost stunning him with its velocity.
-
-“We go to-morrow!” she cried out in an ecstasy of triumph. She was
-convinced that he would go! “La Provence!”
-
-“Good Heaven!” he gasped, dropping suddenly into a chair and burying his
-face in his shaking hands. “What will this mean to Lydia--what will she
-do--what will become of her?”
-
-A quiver of pain crossed the woman's face, her eyelids fell as if to
-shut out something that shamed her in spite of all her vainglorious
-protestations. Then the spirit of exaltation resumed its sway. She
-lifted her eyes heavenward, and inaudible words trembled on her lips. A
-moment later she stood over him, her hands extended as if in blessing.
-
-Had he looked up at that instant he would have witnessed a Yvonne he did
-not know. No longer was she the alluring, sensuous creature who had been
-in his thoughts for months, but a transfigured being whose soul looked
-out through gentle, pitying eyes, whose wiles no longer were employed
-in the devices of which she was past-mistress, whose real nature was
-revealed now for the first time since she entered the house of James
-Brood.
-
-There was pain and suffering in the lovely eyes, and there was a strange
-atmosphere of sanctuary attending the very conquest she had made. But
-Frederic did not look up until all this had passed and the smile of
-triumph was on her lips again and the glint of determination in her
-eyes. He had missed the revelation that would have altered his estimate
-of her for the future.
-
-“You cannot marry Lydia now,” she said, affecting a sharpness of tone
-that caused him to shrink involuntarily. “It is your duty to write her
-a letter to-night, explaining all that has happened to-day. She would
-sacrifice herself for you to-day, but there is--to-morrow! A thousand
-to-morrows, Frederic. Don't forget them, my dear. They would be ugly,
-after all, and she is too good, too fine to be dragged into------”
-
-“You are right!” he exclaimed, leaping to his feet. “It would be the
-vilest act that a man could perpetrate. Why--why, it would be proof of
-what he says of me--it would stamp me for ever the dastard he--no, no;
-I could never lift my head again if I were to do this utterly vile thing
-to Lydia. He said to me here--not an hour ago--that he expected me to
-go ahead and blight that loyal girl's life, that I would consider it a
-noble means of self-justification! What do you think of that? He------
-But wait! What is this that we are proposing to do? Give me time to
-think! Why--why, I can't take you away from him, Yvonne! What am I
-thinking of? Have I no sense of honour? Am I------”
-
-“You are not his son,” she said significantly.
-
-“But that is no reason why I should stoop to a foul trick like this.
-Do--do you know what you are suggesting?” He drew back from her with a
-look of disgust in his eyes. “No! I'm not that vile! I----”
-
-“Frederic, you must let me------”
-
-“I don't want to hear anything more, Yvonne. What manner of woman are
-you? He is your husband, he loves you, he trusts you; oh, yes, he does!
-And you would leave him like this? You would------”
-
-“Hush! Not so loud!” she cried in great agitation.
-
-“And let me tell you something more. Although I can never marry Lydia,
-by Heaven, I shall love her to the end of my life. I will not betray
-that love. To the end of time she shall know that my love for her is
-real and true and------”
-
-“Frederic, you must listen to me,” she cried, wringing her hands. “You
-must hear what I have to say to you. Wait! Do not leave me!”
-
-“What is it, Yvonne--what is it?” he cried, pausing in utter amazement
-after taking a few steps toward the door.
-
-“Where are you going?” she whispered, following him with dragging steps.
-“Not to _him?_”
-
-“Certainly not! Do you think I would betray you to him?”
-
-“Wait! Give me time to think,” she pleaded. He shook his head
-resolutely. “Do not judge me too harshly. Hear what I have to say before
-you condemn me. I am not the vile creature you think, Frederic. Wait!
-Let me think!”
-
-He stared at her for a moment in deep perplexity and then slowly drew
-near.
-
-“Yvonne, I do not believe you mean to do wrong--I do not believe it of
-you. You have been carried away by some horrible------”
-
-“Listen to me,” she broke in fiercely. “I would have sacrificed
-you--aye, sacrificed you, poor boy--in order to strike James Brood the
-cruellest blow that man ever sustained. I would have destroyed you in
-destroying him--God forgive me! But you have shown me how terrible I am,
-how utterly terrible! Love you? No! No! Not in that way. I would have
-put a curse, an undeserved curse, upon your innocent head, and all for
-the joy it would give me to see James Brood grovel in misery for the
-rest of his life. Oh!”
-
-She uttered a groan of despair and self-loathing so deep and full of
-pain that his heart was chilled.
-
-“Yvonne!” he gasped, dumbfounded.
-
-“Do not come near me!” she cried out, covering her face with her hands.
-For a full minute she stood before him, straight and rigid as a statue,
-a tragic figure he was never to forget. Suddenly she lowered her hands.
-To his surprise, a smile was on her lips.
-
-“You would never have gone away with me. I know it now. All these
-months I have been counting on you for this very hour, this culminating
-hour--and now I realise how little hope I have really had, even from the
-beginning. You are honourable. There have been times when my influence
-over you was such that you resisted only because you were loyal to
-yourself--not to Lydia, not to my husband--but to yourself. I came to
-this house with but one purpose in mind. I came here to take you away
-from the man who has always stood as your father. I would not have
-become your mistress--pah! how loathsome it sounds!--but I would have
-enticed you away, believing myself to be justified. I would have struck
-James Brood that blow. He would have gone to his grave believing himself
-to have been paid in full by the son of the woman he had degraded, by
-the boy he had reared for the slaughter, by the blood------”
-
-“In God's name, Yvonne, what is this you are saying? What have you
-against my--against him?”
-
-“Wait! I shall come to that. I did not stop to consider all that I
-should have to overcome. First, there was your soul, your honour, your
-integrity to consider. I did not think of all those things. I did not
-stop to think of the damnable wrong I should be doing to you. I was
-blind to everything except my one great, long-enduring purpose. I could
-see nothing else but triumph over James Brood. To gain my end it was
-necessary that I should be his wife. I became his wife--I deliberately
-took that step in order to make complete my triumph over him. I became
-the wife of the man I had hated with all my soul, Frederic. So you can
-see how far I was willing to go to--ah, it was a hard thing to do! But
-I did not shrink. I went into it without faltering, without a single
-thought of the cost to myself. He was to pay for all that, too, in the
-end. Look into my eyes, Frederic. I want to ask you a question. Will you
-go away with me? Will you take me?”
-
-He returned her look steadily.
-
-“No!”
-
-“That is all I want to hear you say. It means the end. I have done all
-that could be done, and I have failed. Thank God, I have failed!” She
-came swiftly to him and, before he was aware of her intention, clutched
-his hand and pressed it to her lips. He was shocked to find that a
-sudden gush of tears was wetting his hand.
-
-“Oh, Yvonne!” he cried miserably.
-
-She was sobbing convulsively. He looked down upon her dark, bowed head
-and again felt the mastering desire to crush her slender, beautiful body
-in his arms. The spell of her was upon him again, but now he realised
-that the appeal was to his spirit and not to his flesh--as it had been
-all along, he was beginning to suspect.
-
-“Don't pity me,” she choked out. “This will pass, as everything else has
-passed. I am proud of you now, Frederic. You are splendid. Not many men
-could have resisted in this hour of despair. You have been cast off,
-despised, degraded, humiliated. You were offered the means to retaliate.
-You------”
-
-“And I was tempted!” he cried bitterly. “For the moment I was------”
-
-“And now what is to become of _me?_” she wailed.
-
-His heart grew cold.
-
-“You--you will leave him? You will go back to Paris? Yvonne, it will be
-a blow to him. He has had one fearful slash in the back. This will break
-him.”
-
-“At least, I may have that consolation,” she cried, straightening up in
-an effort to revive her waning purpose. “Yes, I shall go. I cannot stay
-here now. I--” She paused and shuddered.
-
-“What, in Heaven's name, have you against my--against him? What does it
-all mean? How you must have hated him to------”
-
-“Hated him? Oh, how feeble the word is! Hate! There should be a word
-that strikes more terror to the soul than that one. But wait! You shall
-know everything. You shall have the story from the beginning. There is
-much to tell, and there will be consolation--aye, triumph for you in the
-story I shall tell. First, let me say this to you: when I came here I
-did not know that there was a Lydia Desmond. I would have hurt that poor
-girl; but it would not have been a lasting pain. In my plans, after I
-came to know her, there grew a beautiful alternative through which she
-should know great happiness. Oh, I have planned well and carefully, but
-I was ruthless. I would have crushed her with him rather than to have
-failed. But it is all a dream that has passed, and I am awake.
-
-“It was the most cruel, but the most magnificent dream--ah, but I dare
-not think of it. As I stand here before you now, Frederic, I am shorn of
-all my power. I could not strike him as I might have done a month ago.
-Even as I was cursing him but a moment ago I realised that I could not
-have gone on with the game. Even as I begged you to take your revenge, I
-knew that it was not myself who urged, but the thing that was having its
-death-struggle within me.”
-
-“Go on. Tell me. Why do you stop?”
-
-She was glancing fearfully toward the Hindu's door. “There is one man in
-this house who knows. He reads my every thought. He does not know all,
-but he knows _me_. He has known from the beginning that I was not to be
-trusted. That man is never out of my thoughts. I fear him, Frederic--I
-fear him as I fear death. If he had not been here I--I believe I should
-have dared anything. I _could_ have taken you away with me months ago.
-But he worked his spell and I was afraid. I faltered. He knew that I was
-afraid, for he spoke to me one day of the beautiful serpents in his land
-that were cowards in spite of the death they could deal with one flash
-of their fangs. You were intoxicated. I _am_ a thing of beauty. I can
-charm as the------”
-
-“God knows that is true,” he said hoarsely.
-
-“But enough of that! I am stricken with my own poison. Go to the door!
-See if he is there. I fear------”
-
-“No one is near,” said he, after striding swiftly to both doors,
-listening at one and peering out through the other.
-
-“You will have to go away, Frederic. I shall have to go. But we shall
-not go together. In my room I have kept hidden the sum of ten thousand
-dollars, waiting for the day to come when I should use it to complete
-the game I have played. I knew that you would have no money of your
-own. I was prepared even for that. Look again! See if anyone is there? I
-feel--I feel that someone is near us. Look, I say!”
-
-He obeyed.
-
-“See! There is no one near.” He held open the door to the hall. “You
-must speak quickly. I am to leave this house in an hour. I was given the
-hour.”
-
-“Ah, I can see by your face that you hate him! It is well. That is
-something. It is but little, I know, after all I have wished for--but it
-is something for me to treasure--something for me to take back with me
-to the one sacred little spot in this beastly world of men and women.”
-
-“Yvonne, you are the most incomprehensible------”
-
-“Am I not beautiful, Frederic? Tell me!” She came quite close to him.
-
-“You are the most beautiful woman in all the world,” he said abjectly.
-
-“And I have wasted all my beauty--I have lent it to unloveliness, and it
-has not been destroyed! It is still with me, is it not? I have not lost
-it in------”
-
-“You are beautiful beyond words--beyond anything I have ever imagined,”
- said he, suddenly passing his hand over his brow.
-
-“You would have loved me if it had not been for Lydia?”
-
-“I couldn't have helped myself. I--I fear I--faltered in my--are you
-still trying to tempt me? Are you still asking me to go away with you?”
-
-A hoarse cry came from the doorway behind them--a cry of pain and anger
-that struck terror to their souls.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIX
-
-Transfixed, they watched James Brood take two or three steps into the
-room. At his back was the swarthy Hindu, his eyes gleaming like coals of
-fire in the shadowy light.
-
-“James!” fell tremulously from the lips of Yvonne. She swayed toward him
-as Ranjab grasped his arm from behind.
-
-Frederic saw the flash of something bright as it passed from the brown
-hand to the white one. He did not at once comprehend.
-
-“It happened once,” came hoarsely from the throat of James Brood. “It
-shall not happen again. Thank you, Ranjab.”
-
-Then Frederic knew. The Hindu had slipped a revolver into his master's
-hand!
-
-“It gives me great pleasure, Yvonne, to relieve you of that worthless
-thing you call your life.”
-
-As he raised his arm Frederic sprang forward with a shout of horror.
-Scarcely realising what he did, he hurled Yvonne violently to one side.
-
-It was all over in the twinkling of an eye. There was a flash, the crash
-of an explosion, a puff of smoke, and the smell of burned powder.
-
-Frederic stood perfectly still for an instant, facing the soft cloud
-that rose from the pistol-barrel, an expression of vague amazement in
-his face. Then his hand went uncertainly to his breast.
-
-Already James Brood had seen the red blotch that spread with incredible
-swiftness--blood-red against the snowy white of the broad shirt bosom.
-Glaring with wide-open eyes at the horrid spot, he stood there with the
-pistol still levelled.
-
-“Good God, father, you've--why, you've------” struggled from Frederic's
-writhing lips, and then his knees sagged; an instant later they gave way
-with a rush and he dropped heavily to the floor.
-
-There was not a sound in the room. Suddenly Brood made a movement, quick
-and spasmodic. At the same instant Ranjab flung himself forward and
-grasped his master's arm. He had turned the revolver upon himself! The
-muzzle was almost at his temple when the Hindu seized his hand in a grip
-of iron.
-
-“_Sahib! Sahib!_” he hissed. “What would you do?” Wrenching the weapon
-from the stiff, unresisting fingers, he hurled it across the room.
-
-Brood groaned. His tall body swerved forward, but his legs refused to
-carry him. The Hindu caught him as he was sinking limply to his knees.
-With a tremendous effort of the will, Brood succeeded in conquering the
-black unconsciousness that was assailing him. He straightened up to his
-full height and with trembling fingers pointed to the prostrate figure
-on the floor.
-
-“The pistol, Ranjab! Where is it? Give it to me! Man, can I live after
-_that?_ I have killed my son--my own son! Quick, man!”
-
-“_Sahib!_” cried the Hindu, wringing his hands. “I cannot! I cannot!”
-
-“I command you! The pistol!”
-
-Without a word the Hindu, fatalist, slave, pagan that he was, turned to
-do his master's bidding. It was not for him to say nay, it was not for
-him to oppose the will of the master, but to obey.
-
-All this time Yvonne was crouching against the table, her horrified
-gaze upon the great red blotch that grew to terrible proportions as she
-watched. She had not moved, she had not breathed, she had not taken
-her hands from her ears where she had placed them at the sound of the
-explosion.
-
-“Blood! It is blood!” she moaned, and for the first time since the
-shot was fired her husband glanced at the one for whom the bullet had
-originally been intended.
-
-An expression of incredulity leaped into his face, as if he could not
-believe his senses. She was alive and unhurt! His bullet had not touched
-her. His brain fumbled for the explanation of this miracle. He had not
-aimed at Frederic, he had not fired at him, and yet he lay stretched out
-there before him, bleeding, while the one he had meant to destroy was
-living--incomprehensively living! How had it happened? What agency had
-swept his deadly bullet out of its path to find lodgment in the
-wrong heart? There was no blood gushing from her breast; he could not
-understand it.
-
-She did not take her eyes from the great red blot; she was fascinated
-by the horror that spread farther and farther across the gleaming white.
-She was alone, utterly alone with the most dreadful thing she had ever
-known; alone with that appalling thing called death. A life was leaving
-its warm, beautiful home as she watched, leaving in a path of red,
-creeping away across a stretch of white!
-
-“Blood!” she wailed again, a long, shuddering word that came not from
-her lips but from the very depths of her terror-stricken soul.
-
-Slowly Brood's mind worked out of the maze. His shot had gone straight,
-but Frederic himself had leaped into its path to save this miserable
-creature who would have damned his soul if life had been spared to him.
-
-Ranjab crawled to his side, his eyes covered with one arm, the other
-extended. Blindly the master felt for the pistol, not once removing his
-eyes from the pallid figure against the table. His fingers closed upon
-the weapon. Then the Hindu looked up, warned by the strange voice that
-spoke to him from the mind of his master. He saw the arm slowly extend
-itself with a sinister hand directed straight at the figure of the
-woman. This time Brood was making sure of his aim, so sure that the
-lithe Hindu had time to spring to his feet weapon.
-
-“Master! Master!” he cried out.
-
-Brood turned to look at his man in sheer bewilderment. What could all
-this mean? What was the matter with the fellow?
-
-“Down, Ranjab!” he commanded in a low, cautious tone, as he would have
-used in speaking to a dog when the game was run to earth.
-
-“There is but one bullet left, _sahib!_” cried the man.
-
-“Only one is required,” said the master hazily.
-
-“You have killed your son. This bullet is for yourself.”
-
-“Yes! But--but see! She lives! She------”
-
-The Hindu struck his own breast significantly.
-
-“Thy faithful servant remains, _sahib_. Die, if thou wilt, but leave her
-to Ranjab. There is but one bullet left. It is for you. You must not be
-here to witness the death Ranjab, thy servant, shall inflict upon her.
-Shoot thyself now, if so be it, but spare thyself the sight of------”
-
-He did not finish the sentence, but his strong, bony fingers went
-through the motion that told a more horrible story than words could have
-expressed. There was no mistaking his meaning. He had elected himself
-her executioner.
-
-A ghastly look of comprehension flitted across Brood's face. For a
-second his mind slipped from one dread to another more appalling. He
-knew this man of his. He remembered the story of another killing in
-the hills of India. His gaze went from the brown fanatic's face to the
-white, tender, lovely throat of the woman, and a hoarse gasp broke from
-his lips.
-
-“No! No! Not that!” he cried, and as the words rang out Yvonne removed
-her horrified gaze from the blot of red and fixed it upon the face of her husband. She straightened
-up slowly and her arms fell limply to her sides.
-
-“It was meant for me. Shoot, James!” she said, almost in a whisper.
-
-The Hindu's grasp tightened at the convulsive movement of his master's
-hand. His fingers were like steel bands.
-
-“Shoot!” she repeated, raising her voice. “Save yourself, for if he is
-dead I shall kill you with my own hands! This is your chance--shoot!”
-
-Brood's fingers relaxed their grip on the revolver. A fierce, wild hope
-took all the strength out of his body; he grew faint with it.
-
-“He--he can't be dead! I have not killed him. He shall not die, he shall
-not!”
-
-Flinging the Hindu aside, he threw himself down beside the body on the
-floor. The revolver, as it dropped, was caught in the nimble hand of the
-Hindu, who took two long, swift strides toward the woman who now faced
-him instead of her husband. There was a great light in his eyes as he
-stood over her, and she saw death staring upon her.
-
-But she did not quail. She was past all that. She looked straight into
-his eyes for an instant and then, as if putting him out of her thoughts
-entirely, turned slowly toward the two men on the floor. The man
-half-raised the pistol, but something stayed his hand, something
-stronger than any mere physical opposition could have done.
-
-He glared at the half-averted face, confounded by the most
-extraordinary impression that ever had entered his incomprehensible
-brain. Something strange and wonderful was transpiring before his very
-eyes, something so marvellous that even he, mysterious seer of the
-Ganges, was stunned into complete amazement and unbelief.
-
-That strange, uncanny intelligence of his, born of a thousand mysteries,
-was being tried beyond all previous exactions. It was as if he now saw
-this woman for the first time, as if he had never looked upon her face
-before. A mist appeared to envelop her, and through this veil he saw a
-face that was new to him, the face of Yvonne, and yet _not_ hers at all.
-Absolute wonder crept into his eyes.
-
-As if impelled by the power of his gaze, she faced him once more. For
-what seemed hours to him, but in reality only seconds, his searching
-eyes looked deep into hers. He saw at last the soul of this woman, and
-it was not the soul he had known as hers up to that tremendous moment.
-And he came to know that she was no longer afraid of him or his powers.
-His hand was lowered, his eyes fell, and his lips moved; but there were
-no words, for he addressed a spirit. All the venom, all the hatred fled
-from his soul. His knee bent in sudden submission, and his eyes were
-raised to hers once more, but now in their sombre depths was the
-fidelity of the dog.
-
-“Go at once,” she said, and her voice was as clear as a bell.
-
-He shot a swift glance at the prostrate Frederic and straightened his
-tall figure, as would a soldier under orders. His understanding gaze
-sought hers again. There was another command in her eyes. He placed the
-weapon on the table. It had been a distinct command to him.
-
-“One of us will use it,” she said monotonously. “Go!”
-
-With incredible swiftness he was gone. The curtains barely moved as he
-passed between them, and the heavy door made no sound in opening and
-closing. There was no one in the hall. The sound of the shot had not
-gone beyond the thick walls of that proscribed room on the top floor.
-Somewhere at the rear of the house an indistinct voice was uttering a
-jumbled stream of French.
-
-Many minutes passed. There was not a sound, not a movement in the room.
-Brood, kneeling beside the outstretched figure of his unintended victim,
-was staring at the graying face with wide, unblinking eyes. He looked
-at last upon features that he had searched for in vain through all the
-sullen years. There was blood on his hands and on his cheek, for he had
-listened at first for the beat of the heart. Afterward his agonised gaze
-had gone to the bloodless face. There it was arrested.
-
-A dumb wonder possessed his soul. He knelt there petrified by the shock
-of discovery. In the dim light he no longer saw the features of Matilde,
-but his own, and his heart was still. In that revealing moment he
-realised that he had never seen anything in Frederic's countenance save
-the dark, never-to-be-forgotten eyes, and they were his Matilde's.
-Now those eyes were closed. He could not see them, and the blindness was
-struck from his own.
-
-He had always looked into the boy's eyes, he had never been able to seek
-farther than those haunting, inquiring eyes, but now he saw the lean,
-strong jaw and the firm chin, the straight nose and the broad forehead,
-and none of these was Matilde's. These were the features of a man, and
-of but one man. He was seeing himself as he was when he looked into his
-mirror at twenty-one.
-
-All these years he had been blind; all these years he had gone on
-cursing his own image. In that overpowering thought came the realisation
-that it was too late for him to atone. His mind slowly struggled out of
-the stupefied bondage of years. He was looking at his own face. Dead, he
-would look like that! Matilde was gone for ever, the eyes were closed,
-but he was there; James Brood was still there, turning grayer and grayer
-of face all the time.
-
-All the pent-up rage of years rushed suddenly to his lips and an awful
-curse issued, but it was delivered against himself. He started to rise
-to his feet, his mind bent on the one way to end the anguish that was
-too great to bear. The revolver!
-
-It had been cruel, it should be kind. His heart leaped. He had a few
-seconds to live, not longer than it would take to find the weapon and
-place it against his breast--just so long and no longer would he be
-compelled to live.
-
-He had forgotten the woman. She was standing just beyond the body that
-stretched itself between them. Her hands were clasped against her breast
-and her eyes were lifted heavenward. She had not moved throughout that
-age of oblivion.
-
-He saw her and suddenly became rigid. Slowly he sank back, his eyes
-distended, his jaw dropping. He put out a hand and saved himself from
-falling, but his eyes did not leave the face of the woman who prayed,
-whose whole being was the material representation of prayer. But it
-was not Yvonne, his wife, that he saw standing there. It was another
-Matilde!
-
-A hoarse, inarticulate sound came from his gaping mouth, and then issued
-the words that his mind had created unknown to him while he knelt, but
-now were uttered in a purely physical release from the throat that had
-held them back through a period of utter unconsciousness. He never knew
-that he spoke them; they were not the words that his conscious mind was
-now framing for deliverance. He said what he had already started to say
-when his soul was full of hatred for Yvonne.
-
-“You foul, cringing------” and then came the new cry--“Matilde, Matilde!
-Forgive! Forgive!”
-
-Slowly her eyes were lowered until they fell full upon his stricken
-face.
-
-“Am I going mad?” he whispered hoarsely. As he stared the delicate, wan
-face of Matilde began to fade and he again saw the brilliant, undimmed
-features of Yvonne. “But it _was_ Matilde! What trick of------”
-
-He sprang to his feet and advanced upon her, stepping across the body
-of his son in his reckless haste. For many seconds they stood with their
-faces close together, he staring wildly, she with a dull look of agony
-in her eyes, but unflinching. What he saw caused an icy chill to sweep
-through his tense body and a sickness to enter his soul. He shrank back.
-
-“Who--who are you?” he cried out in sudden terror. He felt the presence
-of Matilde. He could have stretched out his hand and touched her, so
-real, so vivid was the belief that she was actually there before him.
-“Matilde was here--I saw her, I saw her. And--and now it is you! She is
-still here. I can feel her hand touching mine--I can feel--no, no! It is
-gone--it--has passed. She has left me again. I--I------”
-
-The cold, lifeless voice of Yvonne was speaking to him, huskier than
-ever before.
-
-“Matilde _has_ been here. She has always been with her son. She is
-always near you, James Brood.”
-
-“What--are--you--saying?” he gasped.
-
-She turned wearily away and pointed to the weapon on the table.
-
-“Who is to use it--you or I?”
-
-He opened his mouth, but uttered no sound. His power of speech was gone.
-
-She went on in a deadly monotone.
-
-“You intended the bullet for me. It is not too late. Kill me, if you
-will. I give you the first chance--take it, for if you do not I shall
-take mine.”
-
-“I--I cannot kill you, I cannot kill the woman who stood where you are
-standing a moment ago. Matilde was there! She was alive; do you hear me?
-Alive and--ah!”
-
-The exclamation fell from his lips as she suddenly leaned forward, her
-intense gaze fixed on Frederic's face.
-
-“See! Ah, see! I prayed, and I have been answered. See!”
-
-He turned. Frederic's eyes were open. He was looking up at them with a
-piteous appeal, an appeal for help, for life, for consciousness.
-
-“He is not dead! Frederic, Frederic, my son----” Brood dropped to his
-knees and frantically clutched at the hand that lay stretched beside the
-limp figure. The pain-stricken eyes closed slowly.
-
-Yvonne knelt beside Brood. He saw a slim, white hand go out and touch
-the pallid brow.
-
-“I shall save your soul, James Brood,” a voice was saying, but it seemed
-far away. “He shall not die. Your poor, wretched soul may rest secure. I
-shall keep death away from him. You shall not have to pay for this; no,
-not for this. The bullet was meant for me. I owe my life to him, you
-shall owe his to me. But you have yet to pay a greater debt than this
-can ever become. He is your son. You owe another for his life, and you
-will never be out of her debt, not even in hell, James Brood!”
-
-Slowly Frederic's eyes opened again. They wavered from one face to the
-other and there was in them the unsolvable mystery of divination. As the
-lids drooped once more, Brood's manner underwent a tremendous change.
-The stupefaction of horror and doubt fell away in a flash and he was
-again the clear-headed, indomitable man of action. The blood rushed
-back into his veins, his eyes flashed with the returning fire of hope,
-his voice was steady, sharp, commanding.
-
-“The doctor!” he cried in Yvonne's ear, as his strong fingers went out
-to tear open the shirt-bosom. “Be quick! Send for Hodder; we must save
-him.” She did not move. He whirled upon her fiercely. “Do as I tell you!
-Are you so----”
-
-“Dr Hodder is on the way now,” she said dully.
-
-His hands ceased their operations as if checked by a sudden paralysis.
-
-“On the way here?” he cried incredulously. “Why------”
-
-“He is coming,” she said fiercely. “I sent for him. Don't stop now, be
-quick! You know what to do. Stanch the flow of blood. Do something, man!
-You have seen men with mortal wounds, and this man _must_ be saved!”
-
-He worked swiftly, deftly, for he did know what to do. He had worked
-over men before with wounds in their breasts, and he had seen them
-through the shadow of death. But he could not help thinking, as he now
-worked, that he was never known to miss a shilling at thirty paces.
-
-She was speaking. Her voice was low, with a persistent note of
-accusation in it.
-
-“It was an accident, do you understand? You did not shoot to kill him.
-The world shall never know the truth, unless he dies, and that is not to
-happen. You are safe. The law cannot touch you, for I shall never speak.
-This is between you and me. Do you understand?”
-
-He glanced at her set, rigid face.
-
-“Yes. It was an accident. And this is between you and me. We shall
-settle it later on. Now I see you as you are--as Yvonne. I--wonder------”
- His hand shook with a sudden spasm of indecision. He had again caught
-that baffling look in her dark eyes.
-
-“Attend!” she cried, and he bent to the task again. “He is not going to
-die. It would be too cruel if he were to die now and miss all the joy of
-victory over you, his lifelong foe. He------”
-
-The door opened behind them and they looked up to see the breathless
-Hindu. He came straight to the woman.
-
-“He comes. Ranjab has obey. I have told him that the revolver was
-discharge accidentally, by myself, by the unhappy son of a dog, I. It is
-well. Ranjab is but a dog. He shall die to-day and his lips be sealed
-for ever. Have no fear. The dead shall be silent.” His voice trailed off
-into a whisper, for his eyes were looking into hers. “No,” he whispered,
-after a moment, “no; the dead are not silent. One who is dead has spoken
-to Ranjab.”
-
-“Hush!” said the woman. Brood's hands were shaking again, shaking and
-uncertain. “The doctor? He comes?”
-
-“Even now,” said the Hindu, turning toward the door.
-
-Dr Hodder came blinking into the room. A gaping assistant from his
-office across the street followed close behind, carrying a box of
-instruments.
-
-“Turn up the lights,” said the surgeon crisply. It seemed hours before
-the soft glow was at its full and the room bathed in its mellow light.
-All this time not a word was uttered. “Ah!” exclaimed Dr Hodder at
-last. “Now we'll see.”
-
-He was kneeling beside Frederic an instant later.
-
-“Bad!” he said after a single glance. “Wiley, get busy now. Clear that
-table, Ranjab. Water, quick, Wiley. Lively, Ranjab. Shove 'em off, don't
-waste time like that. Ah, now lend a hand, both of you. Easy! So!” Three
-strong, nerveless pairs of hands raised the inert figure.
-
-“Hello! What's this?” The incomprehensible Hindu in his ruthless
-clearing of the table had left the revolver lying where Yvonne had
-placed it. “Good Lord, take it away! It's done enough damage already.”
- It was Wiley, the assistant, who picked it up gingerly and laid it on
-a chair near by. “Now, where's the butler? Send for an ambulance,
-and--you, Wiley, call up the hospital and say------”
-
-“No!” came in Yvonne's husky, imperative voice. “No, not the hospital.
-He is not to be taken away.”
-
-“But, madam, you------”
-
-“I insist! It is not to be thought of, Dr Hodder. He must remain in this
-house. I will get his room ready for him. He is--to--stay--here!”
-
-“Well, we'll see,” said the surprised surgeon, and forthwith put her out
-of his mind.
-
-James Brood was standing stock-still and rigid in the centre of the
-room. He had not moved an inch from the position he had taken when the
-doctor pushed him aside in order to clear the way to the table. Yvonne
-came straight to him. The matter of half a yard separated them as she
-stopped and spoke to him, her voice so low that the bustling doctor
-could not have distinguished a word.
-
-“You owe it to Frederic to allow Ranjab's story to stand. There is no
-one to dispute it. I command you to protect the good name of your son.
-That weapon was accidentally discharged by your servant, and you will
-have to swear to it, James Brood, if called upon to do so, for I shall
-swear to it, and Ranjab, too.”
-
-“I shall conceal nothing,” he groaned. “Do you think I am a craven
-coward as well as a------”
-
-“Nevertheless, you will do as I command. He is going to live. That is
-why I demand it of you. If he were to die--well, even then you would not
-be permitted to speak. I shall stand here beside you, James Brood, and
-if you utter one word to contradict Ranjab's story I shall shoot you
-down. Can you not see how desperately in earnest I am?” She reached over
-and caught up the revolver from the chair as she was speaking.
-
-For a full minute they looked into each other's eyes, and he--the
-strong, invulnerable Brood--was the first to give way. The steely
-glitter faded before the swift rush of a new feeling that swept over
-him--an extraordinary feeling of tenderness toward this woman who fought
-him with something more than her own cause at stake.
-
-“I understand. You are right. If he gets well, this beastly thing must
-never be known. We will leave it to him. If he chooses to tell the
-truth, then------”
-
-“I have your promise--_now?_” she demanded intensely.
-
-“Yes. Now go!” Involuntarily he straightened his tall figure and pointed
-toward the door.
-
-“He is not to be removed from this house,” she insisted.
-
-“Ten minutes ago you were suggesting a different------” he began
-sneeringly.
-
-“The whole world has changed since then, James Brood,” she said, and her
-shoulders drooped. Almost instantly she recovered her poise. “I have a
-great deal to say to you later on.”
-
-“Not a great deal,” he said meaningly.
-
-He saw her flinch and was conscious of a curious pang, a poignant yet
-indefinable pang of remorse.
-
-She went swiftly from the room. He looked for the revolver. It was gone.
-Somehow he found himself wondering if she had taken it away with her in
-the fear that he would turn it against himself in case----
-
-“No powder stains,” he heard Hodder saying to his assistant. “Not a sign
-of 'em.”
-
-“That's right,” said the assistant, shaking his head.
-
-“Couldn't have been--no, of course not,” went on the first speaker in a
-matter-of-fact tone.
-
-“Doesn't look that way,” agreed the assistant.
-
-“Fired from some little distance, I'd say.”
-
-“Fifteen or twenty feet, perhaps.”
-
-It suddenly dawned upon Brood that they were talking of suicide.
-
-“Good Heaven, Hodder, it--it wasn't _that!_” he cried hoarsely. “What
-right have you to doubt my word? I tell you I------”
-
-“Your word, Jim? This is the first word you've spoken since I came into
-the room.”
-
-“Is--is it a mortal wound?” broke from the other's lips.
-
-“Can't tell. First aid now, that's the point. We'll get him downstairs
-in a few minutes. More light. I can't see a thing in this--hello! What's
-this? A photograph? Fell out of his pocket when I--oh, I see! Your wife.
-Sorry I got blood on it.” He laid the small bit of pasteboard on the
-table. “Wiley! See if you can get a mattress. We'll move him at once.
-Lively, my lad. He's alive, all right, Jim. Do our best. Looks bad. Poor
-kid. He's not had a very happy life of it, I'm afraid--I beg pardon!”
-
-In considerable embarrassment he brought his comments to an end and bent
-lower to examine the small black hole in the left breast of his patient.
-
-Frederic's lips moved. The doctor's ear caught the strangled whisper
-that issued.
-
-“Curious,” he remarked, turning to Brood with something like awe in his
-eyes. “I'm sure he said 'Mother.' But he never knew his mother, did he?”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XX
-
-Hours afterward Brood sat alone in the room where the tragedy occurred.
-Much had transpired in the interim to make those hours seem like
-separate and distinct years to him, each hour an epoch in which a vital
-and memorable incident had been added to his already overfull measure of
-experience.
-
-He had refused to see the newspaper men who came. Dr Hodder wisely had
-protested against secrecy.
-
-“Murder will out,” he had said fretfully, little realising how closely
-the trite old saying applied to the situation. He had accepted the
-statements of Yvonne and Ranjab as to the accidental discharge of the
-weapon, but for some reason had refrained from asking Brood a single
-question, although he knew him to be a witness to the shooting.
-
-Yvonne saw the reporters and, later on, an inspector of police. Ranjab
-told his unhappy story. He had taken the weapon from a hook on the wall
-for the purpose of cleaning it. It had been hanging there for years,
-and all the time there had been a single cartridge left in the cylinder
-unknown to anyone. He had started to remove the cylinder as he left the
-room.
-
-All these years the hammer had been raised; death had been hanging over
-them all the time that the pistol occupied its insecure position on the
-wall. Somehow, he could not tell how, the hammer fell as he tugged at
-the cylinder. No one could have known that the revolver was loaded. That
-was all that he could say, except to declare that if his master's son
-died he would end his own miserable, valueless life.
-
-His story was supported by the declarations of Mrs Brood, who, while
-completely exonerating her husband's servant, had but little to say
-in explanation of the affair. She kept her wits about her. Most people
-would have made the mistake of saying too much. She professed to know
-nothing except that they were discussing young Mr Brood's contemplated
-trip abroad and that her husband had given orders to his servants to
-pack a revolver in his son's travelling-bag.
-
-She had paid but little attention to the Hindu's movements. All she
-could say was that it was an accident--a horrible, blighting accident.
-For the present it would not be possible for anyone to see the
-heart-broken father. Doubtless later on he would be in the mood to
-discuss the dreadful catastrophe, but not now. He was crushed with the
-horror of the thing that had happened. And so she explained.
-
-The house was in a state of subdued excitement. Servants spoke in
-whispers and tiptoed through the halls. Nurses and other doctors came.
-Two old men, shaking as with palsy, roamed about the place, intent only
-on worming their way into the presence of their friend and supporter to
-offer consolation and encouragement to him in his hour of tribulation.
-They shuddered as they looked into each other's faces, and they shook
-their heads without speaking, for their minds were filled with doubt.
-They did not question the truth of the story as told, but they had their
-own opinions.
-
-In support of the theory that they did not believe there was anything
-accidental in the shooting of Frederic it is only necessary to speak of
-their extraordinary attitude toward Ranjab. They shook hands with him
-and told him that Allah would reward him. Later on, after they had
-had time to think it all out for themselves, being somewhat slow of
-comprehension, they sought out James Brood and offered to accept all
-the blame for having loaded the revolver without consulting him, their
-object having been to destroy a cat that infested the alley hard by.
-They felt that it was absolutely necessary to account for the presence
-of the unexploded cartridge.
-
-“As a matter of fact, Jim, old man,” insisted Mr Riggs, “I am entirely
-to blame for the whole business. I ought to have had more sense than to
-leave a shell in------”
-
-“You had nothing to do with it,” said Mr Dawes fiercely. “It was I who
-loaded the devilish thing, and I'm going to confess to the police. To be
-perfectly honest about it, I sort of recollect cocking it before I hung
-it up on the nail. I sort of recollect it, I say, and that's more than
-you can do. No, sir, Jim; I'm the one to blame. I ought to be shot for
-my carelessness. It was------”
-
-“There's no sense in your lying at a time like this,” said Mr Riggs
-caustically, glaring at his lifelong friend. “I suppose it's because
-he can't help it, Jim. Lying has got to be such a habit with him
-that------”
-
-“Well,” interrupted Mr Dawes vigorously, “to show you that I am not
-lying, I intend to give myself up to the police and take the full
-penalty for criminal and contributory negligence. I suppose you'll
-still say I'm lying after they've sent me to jail for a couple of years
-for------”
-
-“Yes, sir; I will,” said Mr Riggs with conviction. “And I shall have you
-arrested for perjury if you try any of your tricks on me. I loaded it,
-I cocked sir; I will,” said Mr Riggs with conviction.
-
-“And I suppose you fired it off!” exclaimed Mr Dawes savagely.
-
-Mr Riggs took a long breath. “Yes, sir, you scoundrel, I am ready to
-swear that I _did_ fire it off!” They glared at each other with such
-ferocity that Brood, coming between them, laid his hands on their
-shoulders, shaking his head as he spoke to them gently.
-
-“Thank you, old pals. I understand what it is you are trying to do. It's
-no use. I fired the shot. It isn't necessary to say anything more to
-you, I'm sure, except that, as God is my witness, I did not intend the
-bullet for Frederic. It was an accident in that respect. Thank you for
-what you would do. It isn't necessary, old pals. The story that Ranjab
-tells must stand for the time being. Later on--well, I may _write_ my
-own story and give it to the world.”
-
-“Write it?” said Mr Dawes, and Brood nodded his head slowly,
-significantly.
-
-“Oh, Jim, you--you mustn't do that!” groaned Mr Dawes, appalled. “You
-ain't such a coward as to do that!”
-
-“There is one bullet left in that revolver. Ranjab advised me to save
-it--for myself. He's a thoughtful fellow,” said Brood.
-
-“Jim,” said Mr Riggs, squaring himself, “it's too bad that you didn't
-hit what you shot at.”
-
-Mr Dawes turned on him in a flash. “None o' that, Joe,” he said, and
-this time he was very much in earnest. “She's all right. You'll all find
-out she's all right. I tell you a woman can't nurse a feller back from
-the edge of the grave, yes, from the very bottom of it almost, and not
-betray her true nature to that same feller in more------”
-
-“Jim,” interrupted Mr Riggs, ignoring his comrade's defence, “I see
-she's going to nurse Freddy. Well, sir, if I was you, I'd------”
-
-Brood stopped him with an impatient gesture.
-
-“I must ask you not to discuss Mrs Brood.”
-
-“I was just going to say, Jim, that if I was you I'd thank the Lord that
-she's going to do it,” substituted Mr Riggs somewhat hastily. “She's a
-wonderful nurse. She told me a bit ago that she was going to save his
-life in spite of the doctor.”
-
-“What does Dr Hodder say?” demanded Brood, pausing in his restless
-pacing of the floor.
-
-“He says the poor boy is as good as dead,” said Mr Riggs,
-
-“Ain't got a chance in a million,” said Mr Dawes.
-
-They were surprised to see Brood wince. He hadn't been so thin-skinned
-in the olden days. His nerve was going back on him, that's what it was;
-poor Jim! Twenty years ago he would have stiffened his back and taken
-it like a man. It did not occur to them that they might have broken the
-news to him with tact and consideration.
-
-“But you can depend on us, Jim, to pull him through,” said Mr Riggs
-quickly. “Remember how we saved you back there in Calcutta when all the
-fool doctors said you hadn't a chance? Well, sir, we're still------”
-
-“If any feller can get well with a bullet through his----” began Mr
-Dawes encouragingly, but stopped abruptly when he saw Brood put his
-hands over his eyes and sink dejectedly into a chair, a deep groan on
-his lips.
-
-“I guess we'd better go,” whispered Mr Riggs, after a moment of
-indecision, and then, inspired by a certain fear for his friend, struck
-the gong resoundingly. Silently they made their way out of the room,
-encountering Ranjab just outside the door.
-
-“You must stick to it, Ranjab,” said Mr Riggs sternly.
-
-“With your dying breath,” added Mr Dawes, and the Hindu, understanding,
-gravely nodded his head.
-
-“Well?” said Brood, long afterward, raising his haggard face to meet the
-gaze of the motionless brown man who had been standing in his presence
-for many minutes.
-
-“She ask permission of _sahib_ to be near him until the end,” said the
-Hindu. “She will not go away. I have heard the words she say to the
-_sahibah_, and the _sahibah_ is silent as the tomb. She say no word for
-herself, just sit and look at the floor and never move. Then she accuse
-the _sahibah_ of being the cause of the young master's death, and the
-_sahibah_ only nod her head to that and go out of the room and up to the
-place where the young master is, and they cannot keep her from going in.
-She just look at the woman in the white cap and the woman step aside.
-The _sahibah_ is now with the young master and the doctors. She is not
-of this world, _sahib_, but of another.”
-
-“And Miss Desmond? Where is she?”
-
-“She wait in the hall outside his door. Ranjab have speech with her.
-She does not believe Ranjab. She look into his eye and his eye is
-not honest; she see it all. She say the young master shoot himself
-and------”
-
-“I shall tell her the truth, Ranjab,” said Brood stolidly. “She must
-know, she and her mother. To-night I shall see them, but not now.
-Suicide! Poor, poor Lydia!”
-
-“Miss Lydia say she blame herself for everything. She is a coward, she
-say, and Ranjab he understand. She came yesterday and went away. Ranjab
-tell her the _sahib_ no can see her.”
-
-“Yesterday? I know. She came to plead with me. I know,” groaned Brood
-bitterly.
-
-“She will not speak her thoughts to the world, _sahib_,” asserted
-Ranjab. “Thy servant have spoken his words and she will not deny him. It
-is for the young master's sake. But she say she _know_ he shoot himself
-because he no can bear the disgrace------”
-
-“Enough, Ranjab,” interrupted the master. “To-night I shall tell her
-everything. Go now and fetch me the latest word.”
-
-The Hindu remained motionless just inside the door. His eyes were
-closed.
-
-“Ranjab talk to the winds, _sahib_. The winds speak to him. The young
-master is alive. The great doctor he search for the bullet. It is bad.
-But the _sahibah_ stand between him and death. She hold back death. She
-laugh at death. She say it no can be. Ranjab know her now. Here in this
-room he see the two woman in her, and he no more will be blind. She
-stand there before Ranjab, who would kill, and out of the air came a new
-spirit to shield her. Her eyes are the eyes of another who does not live
-in the flesh, and Ranjab bends the knee. He see the inside. It is not
-black. It is full of light, a great big light, _sahib_. Thy servant
-would kill his master's wife, but, Allah defend! He cannot kill the
-wife who is already dead. His master's wives stand before him--two, not
-one--and his hand is stop.”
-
-Brood was regarding him through wide--open, incredulous eyes. “You--you
-saw it, too?” he gasped.
-
-“The serpent is deadly. Many time Ranjab have take the poison from its
-fangs and it becomes his slave. He would have take the poison from the
-serpent in his master's house, but the serpent change before his eye and
-he become the slave. She speak to him on the voice of the wind and he
-obey. It is the law. Kismet! His master have of wives two. Two, _sahib_,
-the living and the dead. They speak with Ranjab to-day and he obey.”
-
-There was dead silence in the room for many minutes after the remarkable
-utterances of the mystic. Master and man looked into each other's eyes
-and spoke no more, yet something passed between them.
-
-“The _sahibah_ has sent Roberts for a priest,” said the Hindu at last.
-
-“A priest? But I am not a Catholic--nor Frederic.”
-
-“Madam is. The servants are saying that the priest will be here too
-late. They are wondering why you have not already killed me, _sahib_.”
-
-“Kill you, _too?_”
-
-“They are now saying that the last stroke of the gong, _sahib_, was the
-death-sentence for Ranjab. It called me here to be slain by you. I have
-told them all that I fired the------”
-
-“Go down at once, my friend,” said Brood, laying his hand on the man's
-shoulder. “Let them see that I do not blame you, even though we permit
-them to believe this lie of ours. Go, my friend!”
-
-The man bent his head and turned away. Near the door he stopped
-stock-still and listened intently.
-
-“The _sahibah_ comes.”
-
-“Aye, she said she would come to me here,” said Brood, and his jaw
-hardened. “Hodder--sent for me, Ranjab, an hour ago, but--but he was
-conscious then. His eyes were open. I--I could not look into them. There
-would have been hatred in them--hatred for me, and I--I could not go.
-I was a coward. Yes, a coward, after all. She would have been there to
-watch me as I cringed. I was afraid of what I might do to her then.”
-
-“He is not conscious now, _sahib_” said the Hindu slowly.
-
-“Still,” said the other, compressing his lips, “I am afraid--I am
-afraid. Ranjab, you do not know what it means to be a coward! You------”
-
-“And yet, _sahib_, you are brave enough to stand on the spot where he
-fell, where his blood flowed, and that is not what a coward would do.”
-
-The door opened and closed swiftly and he was gone. Brood allowed his
-dull, wondering gaze to sink to his feet. He was standing on the spot
-where Frederic had fallen. There was no blood there now. The rug had
-been removed, and before his own eyes the swift-moving Hindu had washed
-the floor and table and put the room in order. All this seemed ages
-ago. Since that time he had bared his soul to the smirking Buddha, and
-receiving no consolation from the smug image, had violently cursed the
-thing.
-
-Since then he had waited--he had waited for many things to happen. He
-knew all that took place below stairs. He knew when Lydia came and he
-denied himself to her. The coming of the police, the nurses and the
-anæsthetician, and later on Mrs John Desmond and the reporters. All this
-he had known, for he had listened at a crack in the open door. And he
-had heard his wife's calm, authoritative voice in the hall below, giving
-directions. Now for the first time he looked about him and felt himself
-attended by ghosts. In that instant he came to hate this once-loved
-room, this cherished retreat, and all that it contained. He would never
-set his foot inside of its four walls again. It was filled with ghosts!
-
-On the corner of the table lay a great heap of manuscript, the story
-of his life up to the escape from Thassa. The sheets of paper had been
-scattered over the floor by the surgeon, but now they were back in
-perfect order, replaced by another hand. He thought of the final chapter
-that would have to be written if he went on with the journal. It would
-have to be written, for it was the true story of his life. He strode
-swiftly to the table. In another instant the work of many months would
-have been torn to bits of waste paper. But his hand was stayed. Someone
-had stopped outside his door. He could not hear a sound, and yet he knew
-that a hand was on the heavy latch. He suddenly recalled his remark to
-the old men. He would have to _write_ the final chapter, after all.
-
-He waited. He knew that she was out there, collecting all of her
-strength for the coming interview. She was fortifying herself against
-the crisis that was so near at hand. To his own surprise and distress
-of mind he found himself trembling and suddenly deprived of the fierce
-energy that he had stored up for the encounter. He wondered whether he
-would command the situation, after all, notwithstanding his righteous
-charge against her.
-
-She had wantonly sought to entice Frederic, she had planned to dishonour
-her husband, she had proved herself unwholesome and false, and her heart
-was evil. And yet he wondered whether he would be able to stand his
-ground against her.
-
-So far she had ruled. At the outset he had attempted to assert his
-authority as the master of the house in this trying, heart-breaking
-hour, and she had calmly waved him aside. His first thought had been to
-take his proper place at the bedside of his victim and there to remain
-until the end, but she had said: “You are not to go in. You have done
-enough for one day. If he must die, let it be in peace and not in fear.
-You are not to go in,” and he had crept away to hide!
-
-He remembered her words later on when Hodder sent for him to come down.
-“Not in fear,” she had said.
-
-On the edge of the table, where it had reposed since Dr Hodder dropped
-it there, was the small photograph of Matilde. He had not touched it,
-but he had bent over it for many minutes at a time, studying the sweet,
-never-to-be-forgotten, and yet curiously unfamiliar features of that
-long-ago loved one. He looked at it now as he waited for the door to
-open, and his thoughts leaped back to the last glimpse he had ever had
-of that adorable face. Then it was white with despair and misery;
-here it looked up at him with smiling eyes and the languor of unbroken
-tranquillity.
-
-Suddenly he realised that the room was quite dark. He dashed to the
-window and threw aside the broad, thick curtains. A stream of afternoon
-sunshine rushed into the place. He would have light this time; he would
-not be deceived by the darkness, as he had been once before. This time
-he would see her face plainly. There should be no sickening illusion. He
-straightened his tall figure and waited for the door to open.
-
-The window at his back was open. He heard a penetrating but hushed
-voice speaking from one of the windows across the court, from his wife's
-window, he knew without a glance of inquiry.
-
-Céleste, her maid, was giving orders in great agitation to the
-furnace-man in the yard below.
-
-“No, no, you big fool! I am not dismiss. I am not going away--no. Tak'
-_zem_ back. _Madame_ has change her mind. I am not fire non, _non!_ Tak'
-zem back, _vitement!_ I go some other day!”
-
-The door was opened suddenly and Yvonne came into the room.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXI
-
-If she had hesitated outside the room to summon the courage to face
-the man who would demand so much of her, there was nothing in her manner
-when she entered to indicate that such had been the case. She approached
-him without a symptom of nervousness or irresolution. Her dark eyes met
-his without wavering, and there was purpose in them.
-
-She devoted a single glance of surprise to the uncurtained window on
-entering the door, and an instant later scrutinised the floor with
-unmistakable interest, as if expecting to find something there to
-account for his motive in admitting the glare of light, something to
-confound and accuse her. But there was no fear in the look.
-
-She had put on a rather plain white blouse, open at the neck. The cuffs
-were rolled up nearly to the elbows, evidence that she had been
-using her hands in some active employment and had either forgotten or
-neglected to restore the sleeves to their proper position. A chic
-black walking-skirt lent to her trim, erect figure a suggestion of
-girlishness.
-
-Her arms hung straight down at her sides, limply it would have seemed at
-first glance, but in reality they were rigid.
-
-“I have come, as I said I would,” she said, after a long, tense
-silence. Her voice was low, huskier than ever, but without a tremor of
-excitement. “You did not say you would wait for me here, but I knew you
-would do so. The hour of reckoning has come. We must pay, both of us.
-I am not frightened by your silence, James, nor am I afraid of what you
-may say or do. First of all, it is expected that Frederic will die. Dr
-Hodder has proclaimed it. He is a great surgeon. He ought to know. But
-he doesn't know--do you hear? He does not know. I shall not let him
-die.”
-
-“One moment, if you please,” said her husband coldly. “You may spare me
-the theatrics. Moreover, we will not discuss Frederic. What we have to
-say to each other has little to do with that poor boy downstairs. This
-is _your_ hour of reckoning, not his. Bear that------”
-
-“You are very much mistaken,” she interrupted, her gaze growing more
-fixed than before. “He is a part of our reckoning. He is the one great
-character in this miserable, unlooked-for tragedy. Will you be so kind
-as to draw those curtains? And do me the honour to allow me to sit in
-your presence.”
-
-There was infinite scorn in her voice. “I am very tired. I have not been
-idle. Every minute of my waking hours belongs to your son, James Brood,
-but I owe this half-hour to you. You shall know the truth about me, as
-I know it about you. I did not count on this hour ever being a part of
-my life, but it has to be, and I shall face it without weeping over what
-might have been. Will you draw the curtains?”
-
-He hesitated a moment and then jerked the curtains together, shutting
-out the pitiless glare.
-
-“Will you be seated there?” he said quietly, pointing to a chair at the
-end of the table.
-
-She switched on the light in the big lamp, but instead of taking the
-chair indicated, sank into one on the opposite side of the table, with
-the mellow light full upon her lovely, serious face.
-
-“Sit there,” she said, signifying the chair he had requested her to
-take. “Please sit down,” she went on impatiently, as he continued to
-regard her forbiddingly from his position near the window.
-
-“I shall be better able to say what I have to say standing,” he said
-significantly.
-
-“Do you expect me to plead with you for forgiveness?” she inquired, with
-an unmistakable look of surprise.
-
-“You may save yourself the humiliation of such----”
-
-“But you are gravely mistaken,” she interrupted. “I shall ask nothing of
-you.”
-
-“Then we need not prolong the------”
-
-“I have come to explain, not to plead,” she went on resolutely. “I want
-to tell you why I married you. You will not find it a pleasant story,
-nor will you be proud of your conquest. It will not be necessary for
-you to turn me out of your house. I entered it with the determination to
-leave it in my own good time. I think you had better sit down.”
-
-He looked at her fixedly for a moment, as if striving to materialise
-a thought that lay somewhere in the back of his mind. He was vaguely
-conscious of an impression that he could unfathom all this seeming
-mystery without a suggestion from her if given the time to concentrate
-his mind on the vague, hazy suggestion that tormented his memory.
-
-He sat down opposite her and rested his arms on the table. The lines
-about his mouth were rigid, uncompromising, but there was a look of
-wonder in his eyes.
-
-She leaned forward in her chair, the better to watch the changing
-expression in his eyes as she progressed with her story. Her hands were
-clenched tightly under the table's edge.
-
-“You are looking into my eyes, as you have looked a hundred times,” she
-said after a moment. “There is something in them that has puzzled you
-since the night when you looked into them across that great ballroom
-in London. You have always felt that they were not new to you, that you
-have had them constantly in front of you for ages. Do you remember when
-you first saw me, James Brood?”
-
-He stared, and his eyes widened.
-
-“I never saw you in my life until that night in London, I------”
-
-“Look closely. Isn't there something more than doubt in your mind as you
-look into them now?”
-
-“I confess that I have always been puzzled by by something I cannot
-understand in--but all this leads to nothing,” he broke off harshly. “We
-are not here to mystify each other, but to------”
-
-“To explain mysteries, that's it, of course. You are looking. What do
-you see? Are you not sure that you looked into my eyes long, long ago?
-Are there not moments when my voice is familiar to you, when it speaks
-to you out of------”
-
-He sat up, rigid as a block of stone.
-
-“Yes, by Heaven, I have felt it all along! To-day I was convinced that
-the unbelievable had happened. I saw something that------” He stopped
-short, his lips parted.
-
-She waved her hand in the direction of the Buddha.
-
-“Have you never petitioned your too-stolid friend over there to unravel
-the mystery for you? In the quiet of certain lonely, speculative hours
-have you not wondered where you had seen me before, long, long before
-the night in London? In all the years that you have been trying to
-convince yourself that Frederic is not your son has there not been the
-vision of------”
-
-“What are you saying to me? Are you trying to tell me that you are
-Matilde?”
-
-“If not Matilde, then who am I, pray?” she demanded.
-
-He sank back frowning.
-
-“It cannot be possible. I would know her a thousand years from now. You
-cannot trick me into believing--but, who are you?” He leaned forward
-again, clutching the edge of the table. “I sometimes think you are a
-ghost come to haunt me, to torture me. What trick, what magic is
-behind all this? Has her soul, her spirit, her actual being found a
-lodging-place in you, and have you been sent to curse me for------”
-
-She rose half-way out of her chair, leaning farther across the table.
-
-“Yes, James Brood, I represent the spirit of Matilde Valeska, if you
-will have it so. Not sent to curse you, but to love you. That's the pity
-of it all. I swear to you that it is the spirit of Matilde that urges
-me to love you and to spare you now. It is the spirit of Matilde that
-stands between her son and death. But it is not Matilde who confronts
-you here and now, you may be sure of that. Matilde loved you. She loves
-you now, even in her grave. You will never be able to escape from that
-wonderful love of hers. If there have been times--and God help me, there
-were many, I know--when I appeared to love you for myself, I swear
-to you that I was moved by the spirit of Matilde. I--I am as much
-mystified, as greatly puzzled as yourself. I came here to hate you, and
-I have loved you; yes, there were moments when I actually loved you.”
-
-Her voice died away into a whisper. For many seconds they sat looking
-into each other's eyes, neither possessing the power to break the
-strange spell of silence that had fallen upon them.
-
-“No, it is not Matilde who confronts you now, but one who would not
-spare you as she did up to the hour of her death. You are quite safe
-from ghosts from this hour on, my friend. You will never see Matilde
-again, though you look into my eyes till the end of time. Frederic may
-see, may feel the spirit of his mother, but you--ah, no! You have seen
-the last of her. Her blood is in my veins, her wrongs are in my heart.
-It was she with whom you fell in love, and it was she you married six
-months ago, but now the curtain is lifted. Don't you know me now, James?
-Can your memory carry you back twenty-three years and deliver you from
-doubt and perplexity? Look closely, I say. I was six years old then,
-and------”
-
-Brood was glaring at her as one stupefied. Suddenly he cried out in a
-loud voice. “You are you are the little sister? The little Thérèse?”
-
-She was standing now, leaning far over the table, for he had shrunk down
-into his chair.
-
-“The little Thérèse, yes! Now do you begin to see? Now do you begin to
-realise what I came here to do? Now do you know why I married you? Isn't
-it clear to you? Well, I have tried to do all these things so that I
-might break your heart as you broke hers. I came to make you pay!”
-
-She was speaking rapidly, excitedly now. Her voice was high-pitched and
-unnatural. Her eyes seemed to be driving him deeper and deeper into the
-chair, forcing him down as though with a giant's hand.
-
-“The little, timid, heart-broken Thérèse who would not speak to you,
-nor kiss you, nor say goodbye to you when you took her darling sister
-away from the Bristol in the _Kartnerring_ more than twenty years ago.
-Ah, how I loved her, how I loved her! And how I hated you for taking
-her away from me. Shall I ever forget that wedding night? Shall I ever
-forget the grief, the loneliness, the hatred that dwelt in my poor
-little heart that night? Everyone was happy, the whole world was happy;
-but was I? I was crushed with grief. You were taking her away across the
-awful sea, and you were to make her happy, so they said, _aïe_, so said
-my beloved, joyous sister.
-
-“You stood before the altar in St Stephens's with her and promised,
-promised, promised everything. I heard you. I sat with my mother and
-turned to ice, but I heard you. All Vienna, all Budapest said that you
-promised naught but happiness to each other. She was twenty-one. She
-was lovely; ah, far lovelier than that wretched photograph lying there
-in front of you. It was made when she was eighteen. She did not write
-those words on the back of the card. I wrote them, not more than a month
-ago, before I gave it to Frederic. To this house she came twenty-three
-years ago. You brought her here the happiest girl in all the world. How
-did you send her away? How?”
-
-He stirred in the chair. A spasm of pain crossed his face.
-
-“And I was the happiest man in all the world,” he said hoarsely. “You
-are forgetting one thing, Thérèse.” He fell into the way of calling her
-Thérèse as if he had known her by no other name. “Your sister was not
-content to preserve the happiness that------”
-
-“Stop!” she commanded. “You are not to speak evil of her now. You will
-never think evil of her after what I am about to tell you. You will
-curse yourself. Somehow I am glad that my plans have gone awry. It gives
-me the opportunity to see you curse yourself.”
-
-“Her sister!” muttered the man unbelievingly. “I have married the child
-Thérèse. I have held her sister in my arms all these months and never
-knew. It is a dream. I------”
-
-“Ah, but you have _felt_, even though------”
-
-He struck the table violently with his fist. His eyes were blazing.
-
-“What manner of woman are you? What were you planning to do to that
-unhappy boy--her son? Are you a fiend to------”
-
-“In good time, James, you will know what manner of woman I am,” she
-interrupted quietly. Sinking back in the chair, she resumed the broken
-strain, all the time watching him through half--closed eyes. “She died
-ten years ago. Her boy was twelve years old. She never saw him after the
-night you turned her away from this house. On her death-bed, as she was
-releasing her pure, undefiled soul to God's keeping, she repeated to
-the priest who went through the unnecessary form of absolving her,
-she repeated her solemn declaration that she had never wronged you by
-thought or deed. I had always believed her, the holy priest believed
-her, God believed her. You would have believed her, too, James Brood.
-She was a good woman. Do you hear? And you put a curse upon her and
-drove her out into the night. That was not all. You persecuted her to
-the end of her unhappy life. You did that to my sister!”
-
-“And yet you married me,” he muttered thickly.
-
-“Not because I loved you; oh, no! She loved you to the day of her death,
-after all the misery and suffering you had heaped upon her. No woman
-ever endured the anguish that she suffered throughout those hungry
-years. You kept her child from her. You denied him to her, even though
-you denied him to yourself. Why did you keep him from her? She was his
-mother. She had borne him; he was all hers. But no! It was your revenge
-to deprive her of the child she had brought into the world. You worked
-deliberately in this plan to crush what little there was left in life
-for her.
-
-“You kept him with you, though you branded him with a name I cannot
-utter; you guarded him as if he were your most precious possession, and
-not a curse to your pride; you did this because you knew that you could
-drive the barb more deeply into her tortured heart. You allowed her to
-die, after years of pleading, after years of vain endeavour, without
-one glimpse of her boy, without ever having heard the word mother on
-his lips. That is what you did to my sister. For twelve long years you
-gloated over her misery. Man, man, how I hated you when I married you!”
- She paused, breathless.
-
-“You are creating an excuse for your devilish conduct!” he exclaimed
-harshly. “You are like Matilde, false to the core. You married me for
-the luxury I could provide, notwithstanding the curse I had put upon
-your sister. I don't believe a word of what you are saying to------”
-
-“Don't you believe that I am her sister?”
-
-“You, yes; I must believe that. Why have I been so blind? You are the
-little Thérèse, and you hated me in those other days. I remember well
-the------”
-
-“A child's despairing hatred because you were taking away the being she
-loved best of all. Will you believe me when I say that my hatred did not
-endure for long? When her happy, joyous letters came back to us filled
-with accounts of your goodness, your devotion, I allowed my hatred to
-die. I forgot that you had robbed me. I came to look upon you as the
-fairy prince, after all. It was not until she came all the way across
-the ocean and began to die before our eyes--she was years in dying--it
- was not until then that I began to hate you with a real, undying
-hatred.”
-
-“And yet you gave yourself to me!” he cried. “You put yourself in her
-place! In Heaven's name, what was to be gained by such an act as that?”
-
-“I wanted to take Matilde's boy away from you,” she hurried on, and for
-the first time her eyes began to waver. “The idea suggested itself to
-me the night I met you at the comtesse's dinner. It was a wonderful,
-a tremendous thought that entered my brain. At first my real self
-revolted, but as time went on the idea became an obsession. I married
-you, James Brood, for the sole purpose of hurting you in the worst
-possible way: by having Matilde's son strike you where the pain would be
-the greatest. Ah, you are thinking that I would have permitted myself
-to have become his mistress, but you are mistaken. I am not that bad. I
-would not have damned his soul in that way. I would not have betrayed my
-sister in that way. Far more subtle was my design. I confess that it was
-my plan to make him fall in love with me and in the end to run away with
-him, leaving you to think that the very worst had happened. But it would
-not have been as you think. He would have been protected, my friend,
-amply protected. He------”
-
-“But you would have wrecked him; don't you see that you would have
-wrecked the life you sought to protect? How blind and unfeeling you
-were. You say that he was my son and Matilde's, honestly born. What
-was your object, may I inquire, in striking me at such cost to him? You
-would have made a scoundrel of him for the sake of a personal vengeance.
-Are you forgetting that he regarded himself as my son?”
-
-“No; I do not forget, James. There was but one way in which I could hope
-to steal him away from you, and I went about it deliberately, with my
-eyes open. I came here to induce him to run away with me. I would have
-taken him back to his mother's home, to her grave, and there I would
-have told him what you did to her. If, after hearing my story, he
-elected to return to the man who had destroyed his mother, I should have
-stepped aside and offered no protest.
-
-“But I would have taken him away from you in the manner that would have
-hurt you the worst. My sister was true to you. I would have been just as
-true, and after you had suffered the torments of hell, it was my plan to
-reveal everything to you. But you would have had your punishment by that
-time. When you were at the very end of your strength, when you trembled
-on the edge of oblivion, then I would have hunted you out and laughed
-at you and told you the truth. But you would have had years of
-anguish--years, I say.”
-
-“I have already had years of agony, pray do not overlook that fact,”
- said he. “I suffered for twenty years. I was at the edge of oblivion more
-than once, if it is a pleasure for you to hear me say it, Thérèse.”
-
-“It does not offset the pain that her suffering brought to me. It does
-not counterbalance the unhappiness you gave to her boy, nor the stigma
-you put upon him. I am glad that you suffered. It proves to me that you
-secretly considered yourself to be in the wrong. You doubted yourself.
-You were never sure, and yet you crushed the life out of her innocent,
-bleeding heart. You let her die without a word to show that you------”
-
-“I was lost to the world for years,” he said. “There were many years
-when I was not in touch with------”
-
-“But her letters must have reached you. She wrote a thousand of--------”
-
-“They never reached me,” he said significantly.
-
-“You ordered them to be destroyed?” she cried in sudden comprehension.
-
-“I must decline to answer that question.”
-
-She gave him a curious, incredulous smile and then abruptly returned to
-her charge.
-
-“When my sister came home, degraded, I was nine years of age, but I was
-not so young that I did not know that a dreadful thing had happened to
-her. She was blighted beyond all hope of recovery. It was to me, little
-me, that she told her story over and over again, and it was I to whom
-she read all of the pitiful letters she wrote to you. My father wanted
-to come to America to kill you. He did come later on to plead with you
-and to kill you if you would not listen to him. But you had gone--to
-Africa, they said. I could not understand why you would not give to her
-that little baby boy. He was hers, and------”
-
-She stopped short in her recital and covered her eyes with her hands.
-He waited for her to go on, sitting as rigid as the image that faced him
-from beyond the table's end.
-
-“Afterward my father and my uncles made every effort to get the child
-away from you, but he was hidden; you know how carefully he was hidden
-so that she might never find him. For ten years they searched for him,
-and you. For ten years she wrote to you, begging you to let her have
-him, if only for a little while at a time. She promised to restore him
-to you. You never replied. You scorned her. We were rich, very rich.
-But our money was of no help to us in the search for her boy. You had
-secreted him too well. At last, one day, she told me what it was
-that you accused her of doing. She told me about Guido Feverelli, her
-music-master. I knew him, James. He had known her from childhood. He
-was one of the finest men I have ever seen.”
-
-“He was in love with her,” grated Brood.
-
-“Perhaps. Who knows? But if so, he never uttered so much as one word of
-love to her. He challenged you. Why did you refuse to fight him?”
-
-“Because she begged me not to kill him. Did she tell you that?”
-
-“Yes. But that was not the real reason. It was because you were not sure
-of your ground.”
-
-“I deny that!”
-
-“Never mind! It is enough that poor Feverelli passed out of her life.
-She did not see him again until just before she died. He was a noble
-gentleman. He wrote but one letter to her after that wretched day in
-this house. I have it here in this packet.”
-
-She drew a package of letters, tied with a white ribbon, from her bosom
-and laid it upon the table before him.
-
-“But one letter from him,” she went on. “I have brought it here for you
-to read. But not now. There are other letters and documents here for
-you to consider. They are from the grave. Ah, I do not wonder that you
-shrink and draw back from them. They convict you, James.”
-
-“Now I can see why you have taken up this fight against me. You--you
-knew she was innocent,” he said in a low, unsteady voice.
-
-“And why I have hated you, _aïe?_ But what you do not understand is how
-I could have brought myself to the point of loving you.”
-
-“Loving me! Good Heaven, woman, what do you------”
-
-“Loving you in spite of myself,” she cried, beating upon the table with
-her hands. “I have tried to convince myself that it was not I, but the
-spirit of Matilde that had come to lodge in my treacherous body. I hated
-you for myself and I loved you for Matilde. She loved you to the end.
-She never hated you. That was it. The pure, deathless love of Matilde
-was constantly fighting against the hatred I bore for you. I believe as
-firmly as I believe that I am alive that she has been near me all the
-time, battling against my insane desire for vengeance. You have only
-to recall to yourself the moments when you were so vividly reminded of
-Matilde Valeska. At those times I am sure that something of Matilde was
-in me. I was not myself. You have looked into my eyes a thousand times
-with a question in your own. Your soul was striving to reach the soul
-of Matilde. Ah, all these months I have known that you love Matilde, not
-me. You loved Matilde that was in me. You------”
-
-“I have thought of her, always of her, when you were in my arms.”
-
-“I know how well you loved her,” she declared slowly. “I know that you
-went to her tomb long after her death was revealed to you. I know that
-years ago you made an effort to find Feverelli. You found his grave,
-too, and you could not ask him, man to man, if you had wronged her. But
-in spite of all that you brought up her boy to be sacrificed as------”
-
-“I--I--am I to believe you? If he should be my son!” he cried, starting
-up, cold with dread.
-
-“He is your son. He could be no other man's son. I have her dying word
-for it. She declared it in the presence of her God. Wait! Where are you
-going?”
-
-“I am going down to him!”
-
-“Not yet, James. I have still more to say to you, more to confess. Here!
-Take this package of letters. Read them as you sit beside his bed--not
-his death-bed, for I shall restore him to health, never fear. If he
-were to die I should curse myself to the end of time, for I and I alone
-would have been the cause. Here are her letters, and the one Feverelli
-wrote to her. This is her death-bed letter to you. And this is a letter
-to her son and yours. You may some day read it to him. And here--this is
-a document requiring me to share my fortune with her son. It is a pledge
-that I took before my father died a few years ago. If the boy ever
-appeared he was to have his mother's share of the estate, and it is not
-an inconsiderable amount, James. He is independent of you. He need ask
-nothing of you. I was taking him home to his own.”
-
-She shrank slightly as he stood over her. There was more of wonder and
-pity in his face than condemnation. She looked for the anger she had
-expected to arouse in him, and was dumbfounded to see that it was not
-revealed in his steady, appraising eyes.
-
-“Your plan deserved a better fate than this, Yv--Thérèse. It was
-prodigious! I--I can almost pity you.”
-
-“Have you no pain, no regret, no grief?” she cried weakly.
-
-“Yes,” he said, controlling himself with difficulty. “Yes, I know all
-these and more.” He picked up the package of letters and glanced at the
-superscription on the outer envelope. Suddenly he raised them to his
-lips and, with his eyes closed, kissed the words that were written
-there. Her head drooped and a sob came into her throat. She did not look
-up until he began speaking to her again, quietly, even patiently.
-
-“But why should you, even in your longing for revenge, have planned to
-humiliate and degrade him even more than I could have done? Was it just
-to your sister's son that you should blight his life, that you should
-turn him into a skulking, sneaking betrayer? What would you have gained
-in the end? His loathing, his scorn. Thérèse, did you not think of all
-this?”
-
-“I have told you that I thought of everything. I was mistaken. I did
-not stop to think that I would be taking him away from happiness in the
-shape of love that he might bear for someone else. I did not know that
-there was a Lydia Desmond. When I came to know my heart softened and
-my purpose lost most of its force. He would have been safe with me, but
-would he have been happy? I could not give him the kind of love that
-Lydia promised. I could only be his mother's sister to him. He was not
-in love with me. He has always loved Lydia. I fascinated him, just as I
-fascinated you. He would not have gone away with me, even after you had
-told him that he was not your son. He would not do that to you, James,
-in spite of the blow you struck him. He was loyal to Lydia and to
-himself.”
-
-“And what did he think of _you?_” demanded Brood scornfully.
-
-“If you had not come upon us here he would have known me for who I am,
-and he would have forgiven me. I had asked him to go away with me. He
-refused. Then I was about to tell him the whole story of my life, of his
-life, and of yours. Do you think he would have refused forgiveness to
-me? No! He would have understood.”
-
-“But up to that hour he thought of you as--what shall I say?”
-
-“A bad woman? Perhaps. I did not care. It was part of the price I was to
-pay in advance. I would have told him everything as soon as the ship on
-which we sailed was outside the harbour yonder. That was my intention,
-and I know you believe me when I say that there was nothing more in my
-mind. Time would have straightened everything out for him. He could have
-had his Lydia, even though he went away with me. Once away from here, do
-you think that he would ever return? No! Even though he knew you to
-be his father, he would not forget that he has never been your son. You
-have hurt him since he was a babe. Would he forget? Would he forgive?
-No! When you came into this room and found us, I was about to go down
-on my knees to him to thank him for saving me from my own designs. I
-realised then, as I had come to suspect in the past few months, that I
-had not counted on my own conscience.
-
-“James, I--I would not have carried out my plan. I had faltered, and my
-cause was lost. What have I accomplished? Am I able to gloat over you?
-What have I wrought, after all? I weakened under the love she bore for
-you, I permitted it to creep in and fill my heart. Do you understand?
-I do not hate you now. It is something to know that you have worshipped
-her all these years. You were true to her. What you did long, long ago
-was not your fault. You believed that she had wronged you. But you went
-on loving her. That is what weakened my resolve. You loved her to the
-end, she loved you to the end. Well, in the face of that, could I go on
-hating you? You must have been worthy of her love. She knew you better
-than all the world. You came to me with love for her in your heart. You
-took me, and you loved her all the time. I am not sure, James, that you
-are not entitled to this miserable, unhappy love I have come to feel for
-you--my own love, not Matilde's.”
-
-“You are saying this so that I may refrain from throwing you out into
-the street------”
-
-“No!” she cried, coming to her feet. “I shall ask nothing of you. If
-I am to go, it shall be because I have failed. I have been a blind,
-vainglorious fool. The trap has caught me instead of you, and I shall
-take the consequences. I have lost everything!”
-
-“You have lost _everything_,” said he steadily.
-
-“'You despise me?”
-
-“I cannot ask you to stay here after this.”
-
-“But I shall not go. I have a duty to perform before I leave this house.
-I intend to save the life of that poor boy downstairs, so that he may
-not die believing me to be an evil woman, a faithless wife. Thank God, I
-have accomplished something! You know that he is your son. You know that
-my sister was as pure as snow. You know that you killed her, and
-that she loved you in spite of the death you brought to her. That is
-something.”
-
-Brood dropped into the chair and buried his face on his quivering arms.
-In muffled tones came the cry from his soul:
-
-“They've all said that he is like me. I have seen it at times, but I
-would not believe. I fought against it resolutely, madly, cruelly! Now
-it is too late and I _see!_ I see, I feel! You curse of mankind, you
-have driven me to the killing of my own son!”
-
-She stood over him, silent for a long time, her hand hovering above his
-head.
-
-“He is not going to die,” she said at last, when she was sure that she
-had full command of her voice. “I can promise you that, James. I shall
-not go from this house until he is well. I shall nurse him to health and
-give him back to you and Matilde, for now I know that he belongs to both
-of you and not to her alone. Now, James, you may go down to him. He is
-not conscious. He will not hear you praying at his bedside. He------”
-
-A knock came at the door--a sharp, imperative knock. It was repeated
-several times before either of them could summon the courage to call
-out. They were petrified with the dread of something that awaited them
-beyond the closed door. It was she who finally called out:
-
-“Come in!”
-
-Dr Hodder, coatless and bare-armed, came into the room.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXII
-
-The doctor blinked for a moment. The two were leaning forward with
-alarm in their eyes, their hands gripping the table.
-
-“Well, are we to send for an undertaker?” demanded Hodder irritably.
-
-Brood started forward.
-
-“Is--is he dead?”
-
-“Of course not, but he might as well be!” exclaimed the doctor. It was
-plain to be seen that he was very much out of patience. “You've called
-in another doctor and a priest, and now I hear that a Presbyterian
-parson is in the library. Hang it all, Brood, why don't you send for the
-coroner and undertaker and have done with it! I'm blessed if I------”
-
-Yvonne came swiftly to his side.
-
-“Is he conscious? Does he know?”
-
-“Hodder, is there any hope?” cried Brood.
-
-“I'll be honest with you, Jim. I don't believe there is. It went in
-here, above the heart, and it's lodged back here by the spine somewhere.
-We haven't located it yet, but we will. Had to let up on the ether for a
-while, you see. He opened his eyes a few minutes ago, Mrs Brood, and
-my assistant is certain that he whispered Lydia Desmond's name. Sounded
-that way to him, but, of course------”
-
-“There! You see, James?” she cried, whirling upon her husband.
-
-“I think you'd better step in and see him now, Jim,” said the doctor,
-suddenly becoming very gentle. “He may come to again, and it may be the
-last time he'll ever open his eyes. Yes, it's as bad as that.”
-
-“I'll go,” said Brood, his face ashen. “You must revive him for a few
-minutes, Hodder. There's something I've got to say to him. He must
-be able to hear and understand me. It is the most important thing in
-the------” He choked up suddenly.
-
-“You'll have to be careful, Jim. He's ready to collapse. Then it's all
-off.”
-
-“Nevertheless, Dr Hodder, my husband has something to say to his son
-that cannot be put off for an instant. I think it will mean a great deal
-to him in his fight for recovery. It will make life worth living for
-him.”
-
-Hodder stared for a second or two.
-
-“He'll need a lot of courage, and if anything can put it into him he'll
-make a better fight. If you get a chance, say it to him, Jim. If it's
-got anything to do with his mother, say it. He has moaned the word a
-dozen times------”
-
-“It has to do with his mother!” Brood cried out. “Come! I want you to
-hear it, too, Hodder.”
-
-“There isn't much time to lose, I'm afraid,” began Hodder, shaking his
-head. His gaze suddenly rested on Mrs Brood's face. She was very erect,
-and a smile such as he had never seen before was on her lips, a smile
-that puzzled and yet inspired him with a positive, undeniable feeling of
-encouragement.
-
-“He is not going to die, Dr Hodder,” she said quietly. Something went
-through his body that warmed it curiously. He felt a thrill, as one who
-is seized by a great, overpowering excitement.
-
-She preceded them into the hall. Brood came last. He closed the door
-behind him after a swift glance about the room that had been his most
-private retreat for years.
-
-He was never to set foot inside its walls again. In that single glance
-he bade farewell to it for ever.
-It was a hated, unlovely spot. He had spent an age in it during those
-bitter morning hours, an age of imprisonment.
-
-On the landing below they came upon Lydia. She was seated on a
-window-ledge, leaning wearily against the casement. She did not rise as
-they approached, but watched them with steady, smouldering eyes in which
-there was no friendliness, no compassion. They were her enemies; they
-had killed the thing she loved.
-
-Brood's eyes met hers for an instant, and then fell before the bitter
-look they encountered. His shoulders drooped as he passed close by her
-motionless figure and followed the doctor down the hall to the bedroom
-door. It opened and closed an instant later and he was with his son.
-
-For a long time Lydia's sombre, piteous gaze hung upon the door through
-which he had passed and which was closed so cruelly against her, the one
-who loved him best of all. At last she looked away; her attention was
-caught by a queer, clicking sound near at hand. She was surprised to
-find Yvonne Brood standing close beside her, her eyes closed and her
-fingers telling the beads that ran through her fingers, her lips moving
-in voiceless prayer.
-
-The girl watched her dully for a few moments, then with growing
-fascination. The incomprehensible creature was praying! To Lydia this
-seemed to be the most unnatural thing in all the world. She could not
-associate prayer with this woman's character; she could not imagine her
-having been in all her life possessed of a fervent religious thought. It
-was impossible to think of her as being even hypocritically pious.
-
-Lydia began to experience a strange feeling of irritation. She turned
-her face away, unwilling to be a witness to this shallow mockery. She
-was herself innately religious. In her secret soul she resented an
-appeal to Heaven by this luxurious worldling; she could not bring
-herself to think of her as anything else. Prayer seemed a profanation on
-her scarlet lips.
-
-Lydia believed that Frederic had shot himself. She put Yvonne down as
-the real cause of the calamity that had fallen upon the house. But for
-her, James Brood never would have had a motive for striking the blow
-that crushed all desire to live out of the unhappy boy. She had made
-of her husband an unfeeling monster, and now she prayed! She had played
-with the emotions of two men, and now she begged to be pardoned for her
-folly! An inexplicable desire to laugh at the plight of the trifler came
-over the girl, but even as she checked it another and more unaccountable
-force ordered her to obey the impulse to turn once more to look into the
-face of her companion.
-
-Yvonne was looking at her. She had ceased telling the beads, and her
-hands hung limply at her sides. For a full minute, perhaps, the two
-regarded each other without speaking.
-
-“He is not going to die, Lydia,” said Yvonne gravely.
-
-The girl started to her feet.
-
-“Do you think it is your prayer, and not mine, that has reached God's
-ears?'” she cried.
-
-“The prayer of a nobler woman than either of you or I has gone to the
-throne,” said the other.
-
-Lydia's eyes grew dark with resentment.
-
-“You could have prevented all------”
-
-“Be good enough to remember that you have said all that to me before,
-Lydia.”
-
-“What is your object in keeping me away from him at such a time as this,
-Mrs Brood?” demanded Lydia. “You refuse to let me go in to him. Is it
-because you are afraid of what------”
-
-“There are trying days ahead of us, Lydia,” interrupted Yvonne. “We will
-have to face them together. I can promise you this: Frederic will be
-saved for you. To-morrow, next day, perhaps, I may be able to explain
-everything to you. You hate me to-day. Everyone in this house hates me,
-even Frederic. There is a day coming when you will not hate me. That was
-my prayer, Lydia. I was not praying for Frederic, but for myself.”
-
-“For yourself? I might have known you------”
-
-“You hesitate? Perhaps it is just as well.”
-
-“I want to say to you, Mrs Brood, that it is my purpose to remain in
-this house as long as I can be------”
-
-“You are welcome, Lydia. You will be the one great tonic that is to
-restore him to health of mind and body. Yes, I shall go further and say
-that you are commanded to stay here and help me in the long fight that
-is ahead of us.”
-
-“I thank you, Mrs Brood,” the girl was surprised into saying.
-
-Both of them turned quickly as the door to Frederic's room opened and
-James Brood came out into the hall. His face was drawn with pain and
-anxiety, but the light of exaltation was in his eyes.
-
-“Come, Lydia,” he said softly, after he had closed the door behind him.
-“He knows me. He is conscious. Hodder can't understand it, but he seems
-to have suddenly grown stronger. He------”
-
-“Stronger?” cried Yvonne, the ring of triumph in her voice. “I knew!
-I could feel it coming--his strength--even out here, James. Yes, go
-in now, Lydia. You will see a strange sight, my dear. James Brood will
-kneel beside his son and tell him------”
-
-“Come!” said Brood, spreading out his hands in a gesture of admission.
-“You must hear it, too, Lydia. Not you, Thérèse! You are not to come
-in.”
-
-“I grant you ten minutes, James,” she said with the air of a dictator.
-“After that I shall take my stand beside him and you will not be
-needed.” She struck her breast sharply with her clenched hand. “His one
-and only hope lies here, James. I am his salvation. I am his strength.
-When you come out of that room again it will be to stay out until I give
-the word for you to re-enter. Go, now, and put spirit into him. That is
-all I ask of you.”
-
-He stared for a moment and then lowered his head. A moment later Lydia
-followed him into the room and Yvonne was alone in the hall. Alone?
-Ranjab was ascending the stairs. He came and stood before her and bent
-his knee.
-
-“I forgot,” she said, looking down upon him without a vestige of the old
-dread in her eyes. “I have a friend, after all.”
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIII
-
-On a warm morning, toward the middle of June, Frederic and Lydia sat in
-the quaint, old-world courtyard, almost directly beneath the balcony
-of Yvonne's boudoir. He lounged comfortably, yet weakly, in the
-invalid-chair that had been wheeled to the spot by Ranjab, and she sat
-on a pile of cushions at his feet.
-
-Looking at him, one would not have thought that he had passed through
-the valley of the shadow of death and was but now emerging into the
-sunshine of security. His face was pale, but there was a healthy gloss
-to the skin and a clear light in the eye.
-
-For a week or more he had been permitted to walk about the house and
-into the garden, always leaning on the arm of his father or the faithful
-Hindu. Each succeeding day saw his strength and vitality increase, and
-each night he slept with the peace of a care-free child. He was filled
-with contentment; he loved life as he had never dreamed it would be
-possible for him to love it. There was a song in his heart and there was
-a bright star always on the edge of his horizon.
-
-As for Lydia, she was radiant with happiness. The long fight was over.
-She had gone through the campaign against death with loyal, unfaltering
-courage; there had never been an instant when her staunch heart had
-failed her; there had been distress, but never despair. If the strain
-told on her it did not matter, for she was of the fighting kind. Her
-love was the sustenance on which she throve, despite the beggarly
-offerings that were laid before her during those weeks of famine. Her
-strong, young body lost none of its vigour; her splendid spirit gloried
-in the tests to which it was subjected, and now she was as serene as the
-June day that found her wistfully contemplating the results of victory.
-
-Times there were when a pensive mood brought the touch of sadness to her
-grateful heart. She was happy and Frederic was happy, but what of the
-one who actually had wrought the miracle? That one alone was unhappy,
-unrequited, undefended. There was no place for her in the new order
-of things. When Lydia thought of her, as she often did, it was with an
-indescribable craving in her soul. She longed for the hour to come when
-Yvonne Brood would lay aside the mask of resignation and demand tribute;
-when the strange defiance that held all of them at bay would disappear,
-and they could feel that she no longer regarded them as adversaries.
-
-There was no longer a symptom of rancour in the heart of Lydia Desmond.
-She realised that her beloved's recovery was due almost entirely to
-the remarkable influence exercised by this woman at a time when mortal
-agencies appeared to be of no avail. Her absolute certainty that she had
-the power to thwart death, at least in this instance, had its effect not
-only on the wounded man, but on those who attended him.
-
-Dr Hodder and the nurses were not slow to admit that her magnificent
-courage, her almost scornful self-assurance, supplied them with an
-incentive that otherwise might never have got beyond the form of a mere
-hope. There was something positively startling in her serene conviction
-that Frederic was not to die. No less a sceptic than the renowned Dr
-Hodder confided to Lydia and her mother that he now believed in the
-supernatural and never again would say “there is no God.”
-
-Hodder had gone to James Brood at the end of the third day and, with the
-sweat of the haunted on his brow, had whispered hoarsely that the case
-was out of his hands. He was no longer the doctor, but an agent governed
-by a spirit that would not permit death to claim its own. And somehow
-Brood understood far better than the man of science.
-
-The true story of the shooting had long been known to Lydia and her
-mother. Brood confessed everything to them. He assumed all of the blame
-for what had transpired on that tragic morning. He humbled himself
-before them, and when they shook their heads and turned their backs upon
-him he was not surprised, for he knew they were not convicting him of
-assault with a deadly firearm. Later on the story of Thérèse was told
-by him to Frederic and the girl. He did his wife no injustice in the
-recital.
-
-Frederic laid his hand upon the soft brown head at his knee and voiced
-the thought that was in his mind.
-
-“You are wondering, as I am, too, what is to become of Yvonne after
-to-day,” he said. “There must be an end, and if it doesn't come now,
-when will it come? To-morrow we sail. It is certain that she is not
-to accompany us. She has said so herself, and father has said so. So
-to-day must see the end of things.”
-
-“Frederic, I want you to do something for me,” said Lydia earnestly.
-“There was a time when I could not have asked this of you, but now I
-implore you to speak to your father in her behalf. I love her, Freddy
-dear. I cannot help it. She asks nothing of any of us; she expects
-nothing, and yet she loves all of us. If he only would unbend toward her
-a little------”
-
-“Listen, Lyddy dear. I don't believe it's altogether up to him. There is
-a barrier that we can't see, but they do, both of them. My mother stands
-between them. You see, I've come to know my father lately, dear. He's
-not a stranger to me any longer. I know what sort of a heart he's got.
-He never got over loving my mother, and he'll never get over knowing
-that Yvonne knows that _she_ loved him to the day she died.
-
-“We know what it was in Yvonne that attracted him from the first, and
-she knows. He's not likely to forgive himself so easily. He didn't play
-fair with either of them, that's what I'm trying to get at. I don't
-believe he can forgive himself any more than he can forgive Yvonne for
-the thing she set about to do.
-
-“You see, Lyddy, she married him without love. She debased herself,
-even though she can't admit it even now. I love her, too. She's the most
-wonderful woman in the world. But she did give herself to the man she
-hated with all her soul and--well, there you are. He can't forget _that_,
-you know, and she can't. She loves him for herself now, and that's what
-hurts both of them. It hurts because they both know that he still loves
-my mother.”
-
-“She's his wife, however,” said Lydia, with a stubborn pursing of the
-lips. “She didn't wrong him, and, after all, she's only guilty of--well,
-she isn't guilty of anything except being a sister of the girl _he_
-wronged.”
-
-“I'll have a talk with him if you think best,” said he, an eager gleam
-in his eyes.
-
-“And I with Yvonne,” she said quickly. “You see, it's possible she is
-the one to be persuaded.”
-
-“Of course, you've observed that they never see one another alone,”
- said he. “They never meet except when someone else is about. He rather
-resents the high-handed way in which she ordered him to stay away from
-me until I was safely out of danger. He says she saved my life. He says
-she performed a miracle. But he has never uttered a word of thanks or
-gratitude or appreciation to her. I'm sure of that, for she has told me
-so. And she is satisfied to go without his thanks.”
-
-“I see what you mean,” she said with a sigh. “I suppose we just can't
-understand things.”
-
-“You've no idea how beautiful you are to-day, Lyddy,” he cried
-suddenly, and she looked up into his glowing eyes with a smile of
-ineffable happiness. Her hand found his, and her warm, red lips were
-pressed to its palm in a hot, impassioned kiss. “It's great to be alive!
-Great!”
-
-“Oh, it is,” she cried, “it is!”
-
-They might better have said that it is great to be young, for that is
-what it all came to in the analysis.
-
-Later on Brood joined them in the courtyard. He stood, with his hand on
-his son's shoulder, chatting carelessly about the coming voyage, all the
-while smiling upon the radiant girl to whom he was promising paradise.
-She adored the gentle, kindly gleam in those one-time steady,
-steel-like eyes. His voice, too, of late was pitched in a softer key,
-and there was the ring of happiness in its every note. It was as if
-he had discovered something in life that was constantly surprising and
-pleasing him. He seemed always to be venturing into fresh fields of
-exploration and finding there something that was of inestimable value to
-his new estate.
-
-Lydia left father and son after a few minutes, excusing herself on the
-ground that she wished to have a good, long chat with Yvonne. She did
-not delay her departure, but hurried into the house, having rather
-adroitly provided Frederic with an opening for an intercession in behalf
-of his lovely stepmother. Her meaning glance was not wasted on the young
-man.
-
-He lost no time in following up the advantage.
-
-“See here, father, I don't like the idea of leaving Yvonne out in the
-cold, so to speak. It's pretty darned rough, don't you think? Down in
-your heart you don't blame her for what she started out to do, and,
-after all, she's only human. Whatever happened in the past we--well,
-it's all in the past. She------”
-
-Brood stopped him with a gesture.
-
-“My son, I will try to explain something to you. You may be able to
-understand things better than I. I fell in love with her once because an
-influence that was not her own overpowered me. There was something of
-your mother in her. She admits that to be true, and I now believe it.
-Well, that something, whatever it was, is gone. She is not the same.
-Yvonne is Thérèse. She is not the woman I loved two months ago.”
-
-“Nor am I the boy you hated two months ago,” argued Frederic. “Isn't
-there a parallel to be seen there, father? I am your son. She is your
-wife. You------”
-
-“There was never a time when I really hated you, my son. I tried to, but
-that is all over. We will not rake up the ashes. As for my wife--well,
-I have tried to hate her. It is impossible for me to do so. She is a
-wonderful woman. But you must understand, on the other hand, that I do
-not love her. I did when she looked at me with your mother's eyes and
-spoke to me with your mother's lips. But she is not the same.”
-
-“Give yourself a chance, dad. You will come to love her for herself if
-only you will let go of yourself. You are trying to be hard. You------”
-
-Again Brood interrupted. His face was pale, his eyes grew dark with
-pain.
-
-“You don't know what you are saying, Frederic. Let us discontinue the
-subject.”
-
-“I want you to be happy, I want------”
-
-“I shall be happy. I am happy. Have I not found out the truth? Are you
-not my beloved son? Are------”
-
-“And who convinced you of all that, sir? Who is responsible for your
-present happiness, and mine?”
-
-“I know, I know!” exclaimed the father in some agitation.
-
-“You'll regret it all your life if you fail her now, dad. Why, hang it
-all, you're not an old man! You are less than fifty. Your heart hasn't
-dried up yet. Your blood is still hot. And she is glorious. Give
-yourself a chance. You know that she's one woman in a million, and she's
-yours! She has made you happy, she can make you still happier.”
-
-“No, I am not old. I am far younger than I was fifteen years ago. That's
-what I am afraid of--this youth I really never possessed till now. If I
-gave way to it now I'd--well, I would be like putty in her hands. She
-could go on laughing at me, trifling with me, fooling me to------”
-
-“She wouldn't do that!” exclaimed his son hotly.
-
-“I don't blame you for defending her. It's right that you should. You
-are forgetting the one important condition, however. She can never
-reconcile herself to the position you would put her in if I permitted
-you to persuade me that------”
-
-“I can tell you one thing, father, that you ought to know, if you are so
-blind that you haven't discovered it for yourself. She loves you.”
-
-“You are very young, my boy.” Brood shook his head and smiled faintly.
-
-“What's to become of her? You are leaving her without a thought for her
-future. You------”
-
-“I fancy she is quite capable of arranging her future. As a matter of
-fact, she had arranged it pretty definitely before this thing happened.
-Leave it to her, Frederic. It is impossible for me to take her away with
-us. It is not to be considered.”
-
-“All right, but bear this in mind: Lydia loves Yvonne, and she's
-heart-broken. Now we'll talk about her, if you like.”
-
-Lydia had as little success in her rather more tactful interview with
-Yvonne.
-
-“Thank you, dear, I am satisfied,” said she. “Everything has turned out
-as it should. The wicked enchantress has been foiled and virtue
-triumphs. Don't be unhappy on my account, Lydia. It will not be easy to
-say good-bye to you and Frederic, but--_là! là!_ What are we to do? Now
-please don't speak of it again. Hearts are easily mended. Look at my
-husband--_aïe!_ He has had his heart made over from top to bottom--in a
-rough crucible, it's true, but it's as good as new, you'll admit. In a
-way, I am made over, too. I am happier than I've ever been in my life.
-I'm in love with my husband, I'm in love with you and Frederic, and I am
-more than ever in love with myself. So there! Don't feel sorry for me. I
-shall have the supreme joy of knowing that not one of you will ever
-forget me or my deeds, good and bad. Who knows? I am still young, you
-know. Time has the chance to be very kind to me before I die.”
-
-That last observation lingered in Lydia's mind.
-
-But despite her careless treatment of the situation, Yvonne awaited with
-secret dread the coming of that hour when James Brood would say goodbye
-to her and, instead of turning her away from his house, would go out of
-it himself without a single _command_ to her. He would not tell her that
-it was no longer her home, nor would he tell her that it was.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIV
-
-The next day came, bright and sweet.
-
-The ship was to sail at noon.
-
-At ten o'clock the farewells were being said. There were tears and
-heartaches, and there was fierce rebellion in the hearts of two of the
-voyagers. Yvonne had declined to go to the pier to see them off, and
-Brood was going away without a word to her about the future. That was
-manifest to the anxious, soul-tried watchers.
-
-In silence they made their way out to the waiting automobile. As
-Brood was about to pass through the broad front door a resolute figure
-confronted him. For a moment master and man stared hard into each
-other's eyes, and then, as if obeying an inflexible command, the former
-turned to glance backward into the hallway. Yvonne was standing in the
-library door.
-
-“_Sahib!_” said the Hindu, and there was strange authority in his voice.
-“Tell her, _sahib_. It is not so cruel to tell her as it would be to go
-away without a word. She is waiting to be told that you do not want her
-to remain in your home.”
-
-Brood closed his eyes for a second, and then strode quickly toward his
-wife.
-
-“Yvonne, they all want me to take you along with us,” he said, his voice
-shaking with the pent-up emotion of weeks.
-
-She met his gaze calmly, almost serenely.
-
-“But, of course, it is quite impossible,” she said. “I understand,
-James.”
-
-“It is not possible,” he said, steadying his voice with an effort.
-
-“That is why I thought it would be better to say good-bye here and not
-at the pier. We must have some respect for appearances, you know.”
-
-He searched her eyes intently, looking for some sign of weakening on her
-part. He did not know whether to feel disappointed or angry at what he
-saw.
-
-“I don't believe you would have gone if I had----”
-
-“You need not say it, James. You did not ask me, and I have not asked
-anything of you.”
-
-“Before I go,” he said nervously, “I want to say this to you: I have no
-feeling of resentment toward you. I am able to look back upon what you
-would have done without a single thought of anger. You have stood by
-me in time of trouble. I owe a great deal to you, Yvonne. You will not
-accept my gratitude--it would be a farce to offer it to you under the
-circumstances. But I want you to know that I am grateful. You------”
-
-“Go on, please. This is the moment for you to say that your home cannot
-be mine. I am expecting it.”
-
-His eyes hardened.
-
-“I shall never say that to you, Yvonne. You are my wife. I shall expect
-you to remain my wife to the very end.”
-
-Now, for the first time, her eyes flew open with surprise. A bewildered
-expression came into them almost at once. He had said the thing she
-least expected. She put out her hand to steady herself against the door.
-
-“Do--do you mean that, James?” she said wonderingly.
-
-“You are my property. You are bound to me. I do not intend that you
-shall ever forget that, Yvonne. I don't believe you really love me, but
-that is not the point. Other women have not loved their husbands, and
-yet--yet they have been true and loyal to them.”
-
-“You amaze me!” she cried, watching his eyes with acute wonder in her
-own. “Suppose that I should refuse to abide by your--what shall I call
-it?”
-
-“Decision is the word,” he supplied grimly.
-
-“Well, what then?”
-
-“You will abide by it, that's all. I am leaving you behind without the
-slightest fear for the future. This is your home. You will not abandon
-it.”
-
-“Have I said that I would?”
-
-“No.”
-
-She drew herself up.
-
-“Well, I shall now tell you what I intend to do, and have intended to
-do ever since I discovered that I could think for myself and not for
-Matilde. I intend to stay here until you turn me out as unworthy. I love
-you, James. You may leave me here feeling very sure of that. I shall go
-on caring for you all the rest of my life. I am not telling you this in
-the hope that you will say that you have a spark of love in your soul
-for me. I don't want you to say it now, James. But you will say it to me
-one day, and I will be justified in my own heart.”
-
-“I _have_ loved you. There was never in this world anything like the
-love I had for you. I know it now. It was not Matilde I loved when I
-held you in my arms. I know it now. I loved _you_; I loved your body,
-your soul------”
-
-“Enough!” she cried out sharply. “I was playing at love then. Now I
-love in earnest. You've never known love such as I can really give. I
-know you well, too. You love nobly, and without end. Of late I have come
-to believe that Matilde could have won out against your folly if she had
-been stronger, less conscious of the pain she felt. If she had stood her
-ground, here, against you, you would have been conquered. But she did
-not have the strength to stand and fight as I would have fought. To-day
-I love my sister none the less, but I no longer fight to avenge her
-wrongs. I am here to fight for myself. You may go away thinking that I
-am a traitor to her, but you will take with you the conviction that I am
-honest, and that is the foundation for my claim against you.”
-
-“I know you are not a traitor to her cause,” he replied. “You are its
-lifelong supporter. You have done more for Matilde than------”
-
-“Than Matilde could have done for herself? Isn't that true? I have
-forced you to confess that you loved her for twenty-five years with
-all your soul. I have done my duty for her. Now I am beginning to take
-myself into account. Some day we will meet again and--well, it will not
-be disloyalty to Matilde that moves you to say that you love me.”
-
-He was silent for a long time. When at last he spoke his voice was full
-of gentleness.
-
-“I do not love you, Yvonne. I cannot allow you to look forward to the
-happy ending that you picture. You say that you love me. I shall give
-you the opportunity to prove it to yourself, if not to me. I order you,
-Thérèse, to remain in this house until I come to set you free.”
-
-She stared at him for a moment, and then an odd smile came into her
-eyes.
-
-“A prisoner serving her time? Is that it, my husband?”
-
-“If you are here when I return, I shall have reason to believe that your
-love is real, that it is good and true and enduring. I am afraid of you
-now. I do not trust you.”
-
-“Is that your sentence?”
-
-“Call it that if you like, Thérèse.”
-
-“My keepers? Who are they to be? The old men of the sea----”
-
-“Your keeper will be the thing you call love,” said he.
-
-“Do you expect me to submit to this------”
-
-He held up his hand.
-
-“I did not intend to impose this condition upon you by word of mouth. I
-was going away without a word, but you would have received from Mr Dawes
-a sealed envelope as soon as the ship sailed. It contains this command
-in writing. He will hand it to you, of course, but now that you know the
-contents it will not be necessary to------”
-
-“And when you _do_ come back, am I to hope for something more than your
-pardon and a release?” she cried.
-
-“I will not promise anything,” said he.
-
-She drew a long breath and there was the light of triumph in her eyes.
-Laying her slim hand on his arm, she said:
-
-“I am content, James. I am sure of you now. You will find me here when
-you choose to come back, be it one year or twenty. Now go; they are
-waiting for you. Be kind to them, and tell to them all that you have
-just told me. It will make them happy. They love me, you see.”
-
-“Yes, they _do_ love you,” said he, putting his hands upon her
-shoulders. They smiled into each other's eyes. “Good-bye, Thérèse. I
-_will_ return.”
-
-“Good-bye, James. No, do not kiss me. It would be mockery. Good luck,
-and God speed you home again.” Their hands met in a warm, firm clasp. “I
-will go with you as far as the door of my prison.”
-
-From the open door she smiled out upon the young people in the motor
-and waved her handkerchief in gay farewell. Then she closed the door and
-walked slowly down the hallway to the big library.
-
-“He has taken the only way to conquer himself,” she mused, half aloud.
-“He is a wise man, a very wise man. I might have expected this of him.”
-
-She pulled the bell-cord, and Jones came at once to the room.
-
-“Yes, madam.”
-
-“When Mr Dawes and Mr Riggs return from the ship, tell them that I shall
-expect them to have luncheon with me. That's all, thank you.”
-
-“Yes, madam.”
-
-“By the way, Jones, you may always set the table for three.”
-
-Jones blinked. He felt that he had never behaved so wonderfully in
-all the years of service as he did when he succeeded in bowing in his
-habitual manner, despite the fact that he was “everlawstingly bowled
-over, so to speak.”
-
-“For three, madam. Very well.”
-
-A cold, blustery night in January, six months after the beginning of
-Yvonne's voluntary servitude in the prison to which her husband had
-committed her. In the big library, before a roaring fire, sat the two
-old men, very much as they had sat on the December night that heralded
-the approach of the new mistress of the house of Brood, except that on
-this occasion they were eminently sober. On the corner of the table lay
-a long, yellow envelope, a cablegram addressed to Mrs James Brood.
-
-“It's been here for two hours, and she don't even think of opening it to
-see what's inside,” complained Mr Riggs, but entirely without reproach.
-
-“It's her business, Joe,” said Mr Dawes, pulling hard at his cigar.
-
-“Maybe someone's dead,” said Mr Riggs dolorously.
-
-“Like as not, but what of it?”
-
-“What of it, you infernal--but, excuse me, Danbury, I won't say it. It's
-against the rules, God bless 'em. If anybody's dead, she ought to know
-it.”
-
-“But supposing nobody is dead.”
-
-“There's no use arguing with you.”
-
-“She'll read it when she gets good and ready. At present she prefers to
-read the letters from Freddy and Lyddy.”
-
-“Maybe it's from Jim,” said his friend, a wistful look in his old eyes.
-
-“I--I hope it is, by gee!” exclaimed the other, and then they got up
-and went over to examine the envelope for the tenth time. “I wish he'd
-telegraph or write, or do something, Dan. She's never had a line from
-him. Maybe this is something at last.”
-
-“What puzzles me is that she always seems disappointed when there's
-nothing in the post from him, and here's a cablegram that might be
-the very thing she's looking for, and she pays no attention to it. It
-certainly beats me.”
-
-“You know what puzzles me more than anything else? I've said it a
-hundred times. She never goes outside this here house, except in the
-garden, day or night.”
-
-“_Sh--h!_”
-
-Mrs Brood was descending the stairs, lightly, eagerly. In another
-instant she entered the room.
-
-“How nice the fire looks!” she cried. Never had she been more
-radiantly, seductively beautiful. “My cablegram, where is it?”
-
-The old men made a simultaneous dash for the long-neglected envelope.
-Mr Dawes succeeded in being the first to clutch it in his eager fingers.
-
-“Better read it, Mrs Brood,” he panted, thrusting it into her hand.
-“Maybe it's bad news.”
-
-She regarded him with one of her most mysterious smiles.
-
-“No, my friend, it is _not_ bad news. It is good news; it's from my
-husband.”
-
-“But you haven't read it,” gasped Mr Riggs.
-
-“Ah, but I know, just the same.” She deliberately slit the envelope with
-a slim finger and held it out to them. “Read it if you like.”
-
-They solemnly shook their heads, too amazed for words. She unfolded
-the sheet and sent her eyes swiftly over the printed contents. Then,
-to their further stupefaction, she pressed the bit of paper to her red
-lips. Her eyes flashed like diamonds.
-
-“Listen! Here is what he says: 'Come by the first steamer. I want you to
-come to me, Thérèse.' And see! It is signed 'Your husband.'”
-
-“Hurray!” shouted the two old men.
-
-“But,” she said, shaking her head slowly, “I shall not obey.”
-
-“What! You--you won't go?” gasped Mr Riggs.
-
-“No!” she cried, the ring of triumph in her voice. She suddenly clapped
-her hands to her breast and uttered a long, deep sigh of joy. “No, I
-shall not go to him.”
-
-The old men stared helplessly while she sank luxuriously into a big
-chair and stuck her little feet out to the fire. They felt their knees
-grow weak under the weight of their suddenly inert bodies.
-
-“He will come and unlock the door,” she went on serenely. “Ring for
-Jones, please.”
-
-“Wha--what are you going to do?” Mr Dawes had the temerity to ask.
-
-“Send a cablegram to my husband saying------”
-
-She paused to smile at the flaming logs on the broad hearth, a sweet,
-rapturous smile that neither of the old men could comprehend.
-
-“Saying--what?” demanded Mr Riggs anxiously.
-
-“That I cannot go to him,” she said, as she stretched out her arms
-toward the East.
-
-
-THE END
-
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