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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/5380.txt b/5380.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..707edf6 --- /dev/null +++ b/5380.txt @@ -0,0 +1,2577 @@ +Project Gutenberg's A Modern Chronicle, Volume 7, by Winston Churchill + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: A Modern Chronicle, Volume 7 + +Author: Winston Churchill + +Release Date: October 19, 2004 [EBook #5380] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A MODERN CHRONICLE, VOLUME 7 *** + + + + +Produced by David Widger + + + + + +A MODERN CHRONICLE + +By Winston Churchill + +Volume 7. + + + +CHAPTER XI + +IN WHICH IT IS ALL DONE OVER AGAIN + +All morning she had gazed on the shining reaches of the Hudson, their +colour deepening to blue as she neared the sea. A gold-bound volume of +Shelley, with his name on the fly-leaf, lay in her lap. And two lines she +repeated softly to herself--two lines that held a vision: + + "He was as the sun in his fierce youth, + As terrible and lovely as a tempest;" + +She summoned him out of the chaos of the past, and the past became the +present, and he stood before her as though in the flesh. Nay, she heard +his voice, his laugh, she even recognized again the smouldering flames in +his eyes as he glanced into hers, and his characteristic manners and +gestures. Honora wondered. In vain, during those long months of exile had +she tried to reconstruct him thus the vision in its entirety would not +come: rare, fleeting, partial, and tantalizing glimpses she had been +vouchsafed, it is true. The whole of him had been withheld until this +breathless hour before the dawn of her happiness. + +Yet, though his own impatient spirit had fared forth to meet her with +this premature gift of his attributes, she had to fight the growing fear +within her. Now that the days of suffering were as they had not been, +insistent questions dinned in her ears: was she entitled to the joys to +come? What had she done to earn them? Had hers not been an attempt, on a +gigantic scale, to cheat the fates? Nor could she say whether this +feeling were a wholly natural failure to grasp a future too big, or the +old sense of the unreality of events that had followed her so +persistently. + +The Hudson disappeared. Factories, bridges, beflagged week-end resorts, +ramshackle houses, and blocks of new buildings were scattered here and +there. The train was running on a causeway between miles of tenements +where women and children, overtaken by lassitude, hung out of the +windows: then the blackness of the tunnel, and Honora closed her eyes. +Four minutes, three minutes, two minutes . . . . The motion ceased. At +the steps of the car a uniformed station porter seized her bag; and she +started to walk down the long, narrow platform. Suddenly she halted. + +"Drop anything, Miss?" inquired the porter. + +"No," answered Honora, faintly. He looked at her in concern, and she +began to walk on again, more slowly. + +It had suddenly come over her that the man she was going to meet she +scarcely knew! Shyness seized her, a shyness that bordered on panic. And +what was he really like, that she should put her whole trust in him? She +glanced behind her: that way was closed: she had a mad desire to get +away, to hide, to think. It must have been an obsession that had +possessed her all these months. The porter was looking again, and he +voiced her predicament. + +"There's only one way out, Miss." + +And then, amongst the figures massed behind the exit in the grill, she +saw him, his face red-bronze with the sea tan, his crisp, curly head +bared, his eyes alight with a terrifying welcome; and a tremor of a fear +akin to ecstasy ran through her: the fear of the women of days gone by +whose courage carried them to the postern or the strand, and fainted +there. She could have taken no step farther--and there was no need. New +strength flowed from the hand she held that was to carry her on and on. + +He spoke her name. He led her passive, obedient, through the press to the +side street, and then he paused and looked into her burning face. + +"I have you at last," he said. "Are you happy?" + +"I don't know," she faltered. "Oh, Hugh, it all seems so strange! I don't +know what I have done." + +"I know," he said exultantly; "but to save my soul I can't believe it." + +She watched him, bewildered, while he put her maid into a cab, and by an +effort roused herself. + +"Where are you going, Hugh?" + +"To get married," he replied promptly. + +She pulled down her veil. + +"Please be sensible," she implored. "I've arranged to go to a hotel." + +"What hotel?" + +"The--the Barnstable," she said. The place had come to her memory on the +train. "It's very nice and--and quiet--so I've been told. And I've +telegraphed for my rooms." + +"I'll humour you this once," he answered, and gave the order. + +She got into the carriage. It had blue cushions with the familiar smell +of carriage upholstery, and the people in the street still hurried about +their business as though nothing in particular were happening. The horses +started, and some forgotten key in her brain was touched as Chiltern +raised her veil again. + +"You'll tear it, Hugh," she said, and perforce lifted it herself. Her +eyes met his--and she awoke. Not to memories or regrets, but to the +future, for the recording angel had mercifully destroyed his book. + +"Did you miss me?" she said. + +"Miss you! My God, Honora, how can you ask? When I look back upon these +last months, I don't see how I ever passed through them. And you are +changed," he said. "I could not have believed it possible, but you are. +You are--you are finer." + +He had chosen his word exquisitely. And then, as they trotted sedately +through Madison Avenue, he strained her in his arms and kissed her. + +"Oh, Hugh!" she cried, scarlet, as she disengaged, herself, "you mustn't +--here!" + +"You're free!" he exclaimed. "You're mine at last! I can't believe it! +Look at me, and tell me so." + +She tried. + +"Yes," she faltered. + +"Yes--what?" + +"Yes. I--I am yours." + +She looked out of the window to avoid those eyes. Was this New York, or +Jerusalem? Were these the streets through which she had driven and trod +in her former life? Her whole soul cried out denial. No episode, no +accusing reminiscences stood out--not one: the very corners were changed. +Would it all change back again if he were to lessen the insistent +pressure on the hand in her lap. + +"Honora?" + +"Yes?" she answered, with a start. + +"You missed me? Look at me and tell me the truth." + +"The truth!" she faltered, and shuddered. The contrast was too great +--the horror of it too great for her to speak of. The pen of Dante had +not been adequate. "Don't ask me, Hugh," she begged, "I can't talk about +it--I never shall be able to talk about it. If I had not loved you, I +should have died." + +How deeply he felt and understood and sympathized she knew by the +quivering pressure on her hand. Ah, if he had not! If he had failed to +grasp the meaning of her purgatory. + +"You are wonderful, Honora," was what he said in a voice broken by +emotion. + +She thanked him with one fleeting, tearful glance that was as a grant of +all her priceless possessions. The carriage stopped, but it was some +moments before they realized it. + +"You may come up in a little while," she whispered, "and lunch with me +--if you like." + +"If I like!" he repeated. + +But she was on the sidewalk, following the bell boy into the cool, +marble-lined area of the hotel. A smiling clerk handed her a pen, and set +the new universe to rocking. + +"Mrs. Leffingwell, I presume? We have your telegram." + +Mrs. Leffingwell! Who was that person? For an instant she stood blankly +holding the pen, and then she wrote rapidly, if a trifle unsteadily: +"Mrs. Leffingwell and maid." A pause. Where was her home? Then she added +the words, "St. Louis." + +Her rooms were above the narrow canon of the side street, looking over +the roofs of the inevitable brownstone fronts opposite. While Mathilde, +in the adjoining chamber, unpacked her bag, Honora stood gazing out of +the sitting-room windows, trying to collect her thoughts. Her spirits had +unaccountably fallen, the sense of homelessness that had pursued her all +these months overtaken her once more. Never, never, she told herself, +would she enter a hotel again alone; and when at last he came she clung +to him with a passion that thrilled him the more because he could not +understand it. + +"Hugh--you will care for me?" she cried. + +He kissed away her tears. He could not follow her; he only knew that what +he held to him was a woman such as he had never known before. Tender, and +again strangely and fiercely tender: an instrument of such miraculous +delicacy as to respond, quivering, to the lightest touch; an harmonious +and perfect blending of strength and weakness, of joy and sorrow,--of all +the warring elements in the world. What he felt was the supreme masculine +joy of possession. + +At last they sat down on either side of the white cloth the waiter had +laid, for even the gods must eat. Not that our deified mortals ate much +on this occasion. Vesta presided once more, and after the feast was over +gently led them down the slopes until certain practical affairs began to +take shape in the mind of the man. Presently he looked at his watch, and +then at the woman, and made a suggestion. + +"Marry you now--this of afternoon!" she cried, aghast. "Hugh, are you in +your right senses?" + +"Yes," he said, "I'm reasonable for the first time in my life." + +She laughed, and immediately became serious. But when she sought to +marshal her arguments, she found that they had fled. + +"Oh, but I couldn't," she answered. "And besides, there are so many +things I ought to do. I--I haven't any clothes." + +But this was a plea he could not be expected to recognize. He saw no +reason why she could not buy as many as she wanted after the ceremony. + +"Is that all?" he demanded. + +"No--that isn't all. Can't you see that--that we ought to wait, Hugh?" + +"No," he exclaimed, "No I can't see it. I can only see that every moment +of waiting would be a misery for us both. I can only see that the +situation, as it is to-day, is an intolerable one for you." + +She had not expected him to see this. + +"There are others to be thought of," she said, after a moment's +hesitation. + +"What others?" + +The answer she should have made died on her lips. + +"It seems so-indecorous, Hugh." + +"Indecorous!" he cried, and pushed back his chair and rose. "What's +indecorous about it? To leave you here alone in a hotel in New York would +not only be indecorous, but senseless. How long would you put it off? a +week--a month--a year? Where would you go in the meantime, and what would +you do?" + +"But your friends, Hugh--and mine?" + +"Friends! What have they got to do with it?" + +It was the woman, now, who for a moment turned practical--and for the +man's sake. She loved, and the fair fabric of the future which they were +to weave together, and the plans with which his letters had been filled +and of which she had dreamed in exile, had become to-day as the stuff of +which moonbeams are made. As she looked up at him, eternity itself did +not seem long enough for the fulfilment of that love. But he? Would the +time not come when he would demand something more? and suppose that +something were denied? She tried to rouse herself, to think, to consider +a situation in which her instinct had whispered just once--there must be +some hidden danger: but the electric touch of his hand destroyed the +process, and made her incapable of reason. + +"What should we gain by a week's or a fortnight's delay," he was saying, +"except so much misery?" + +She looked around the hotel sitting-room, and tried to imagine the +desolation of it, stripped of his presence. Why not? There was reason in +what he said. And yet, if she had known it, it was not to reason she +yielded, but to the touch of his hand. + +"We will be married to-day," he decreed. "I have planned it all. I have +bought the 'Adhemar', the yacht which I chartered last winter. She is +here. We'll go off on her together, away from the world, for as long as +you like. And then," he ended triumphantly, "then we'll go back to +Grenoble and begin our life." + +"And begin our life!" she repeated. But it was not to him that she spoke. +"Hugh, I positively have to have some clothes." + +"Clothes!" His voice expressed his contempt for the mundane thought. + +"Yes, clothes," she repeated resolutely. + +He looked at his watch once more. + +"Very well," he said, "we'll get 'em on the way." + +"On the way?" she asked. + +"We'll have to have a marriage license, I'm afraid," he explained +apologetically. + +Honora grew crimson. A marriage license! + +She yielded, of course. Who could resist him? Nor need the details of +that interminable journey down the crowded artery of Broadway to the +Centre of Things be entered into. An ignoble errand, Honora thought; and +she sat very still, with flushed cheeks, in the corner of the carriage. +Chiltern's finer feelings came to her rescue. He, too, resented this +senseless demand of civilization as an indignity to their Olympian loves. +And he was a man to chafe at all restraints. But at last the odious thing +was over, grim and implacable Law satisfied after he had compelled them +to stand in line for an interminable period before his grill, and mingle +with those whom he chose, in his ignorance, to call their peers. Honora +felt degraded as they emerged with the hateful paper, bought at such a +price. The City Hall Park, with its moving streams of people, etched +itself in her memory. + +"Leave me, Hugh," she said; "I will take this carriage--you must get +another one." + +For once, he accepted his dismissal with comparative meekness. + +"When shall I come?" he asked. + +"She smiled a little, in spite of herself. + +"You may come for me at six o'clock," she replied. + +"Six o'clock!" he exclaimed; but accepted with resignation and closed the +carriage door. Enigmatical sex! + +Enigmatical sex indeed! Honora spent a feverish afternoon, rest and +reflection being things she feared. An afternoon in familiar places; and +(strangest of all facts to be recorded!) memories and regrets troubled +her not at all. Her old dressmakers, her old milliners, welcomed her as +one risen, radiant, from the grave; risen, in their estimation, to a +higher life. Honora knew this, and was indifferent to the wealth of +meaning that lay behind their discretion. Milliners and dressmakers read +the newspapers and periodicals--certain periodicals. Well they knew that +the lady they flattered was the future Mrs. Hugh Chiltern. + +Nothing whatever of an indelicate nature happened. There was no mention +of where to send the bill, or of whom to send it to. Such things as she +bought on the spot were placed in her carriage. And happiest of all +omissions, she met no one she knew. The praise that Madame Barriere +lavished on Honora's figure was not flattery, because the Paris models +fitted her to perfection. A little after five she returned to her hotel, +to a Mathilde in a high state of suppressed excitement. And at six, the +appointed fateful hour, arrayed in a new street gown of dark green cloth, +she stood awaiting him. + +He was no laggard. The bell on the church near by was still singing from +the last stroke when he knocked, flung open the door, and stood for a +moment staring at her. Not that she had been shabby when he had wished to +marry her at noon: no self-respecting woman is ever shabby; not that her +present costume had any of the elements of overdress; far from it. Being +a woman, she had her thrill of triumph at his exclamation. Diana had no +need, perhaps, of a French dressmaker, but it is an open question whether +she would have scorned them. Honora stood motionless, but her smile for +him was like the first quivering shaft of day. He opened a box, and with +a strange mixture of impetuosity and reverence came forward. And she saw +that he held in his hand a string of great, glistening pearls. + +"They were my mother's," he said. "I have had them restrung--for you." + +"Oh, Hugh!" she cried. She could find no words to express the tremor +within. And she stood passively, her eyes half closed, while he clasped +the string around the lace collar that pressed the slender column of her +neck and kissed her. + +Even the humble beings who work in hotels are responsive to unusual +disturbances in the ether. At the Barnstable, a gala note prevailed: bell +boys, porters, clerk, and cashier, proud of their sudden wisdom, were +wreathed in smiles. A new automobile, in Chiltern's colours, with his +crest on the panel, was panting beside the curb. + +"I meant to have had it this morning," he apologized as he handed her in, +"but it wasn't ready in time." + +Honora heard him, and said something in reply. She tried in vain to rouse +herself from the lethargy into which she had fallen, to cast off the +spell. Up Fifth Avenue they sped, past meaningless houses, to the Park. +The crystal air of evening was suffused with the level evening light; and +as they wound in and out under the spreading trees she caught glimpses +across the shrubbery of the deepening blue of waters. Pools of mystery +were her eyes. + +The upper West Side is a definite place on the map, and full, +undoubtedly, of palpitating human joys and sorrows. So far as Honora was +concerned, it might have been Bagdad. The automobile had stopped before a +residence, and she found herself mounting the steps at Chiltern's side. A +Swedish maid opened the door. + +"Is Mr. White at home?" Chiltern asked. + +It seemed that "the Reverend Mr. White" was. He appeared, a portly +gentleman with frock coat and lawn tie who resembled the man in the moon. +His head, like polished ivory, increased the beaming effect of his +welcome, and the hand that pressed Honora's was large and soft and warm. +But dreams are queer things, in which no events surprise us. + +The reverend gentleman, as he greeted Chiltern, pronounced his name with +unction. His air of hospitality, of good-fellowship, of taking the world +as he found it, could not have been improved upon. He made it apparent at +once that nothing could surprise him. It was the most natural +circumstance in life that two people should arrive at his house in an +automobile at half-past six in the evening and wish to get married: if +they chose this method instead of the one involving awnings and policemen +and uncomfortably-arrayed relations and friends, it was none of Mr. +White's affair. He led them into the Gothic sanctum at the rear of the +house where the famous sermons were written that shook the sounding-board +of the temple where the gentleman preached,--the sermons that sometimes +got into the newspapers. Mr. White cleared his throat. + +"I am--very familiar with your name, Mr. Chiltern," he said, "and it is a +pleasure to be able to serve you, and the lady who is so shortly to be +your wife. Your servant arrived with your note at four o'clock. Ten +minutes later, and I should have missed him." + +And then Honora heard Chiltern saying somewhat coldly:--"In order to +save time, Mr. White, I wish to tell you that Mrs. Leffingwell has been +divorced--" + +The Reverend Mr. White put up a hand before him, and looked down at the +carpet, as one who would not dwell upon painful things. + +"Unfortunate--ahem--mistakes will occur in life, Mr. Chiltern--in the +best of lives," he replied. "Say no more about it. I am sure, looking at +you both--" + +"Very well then," said Chiltern brusquely, "I knew you would have to +know. And here," he added, "is an essential paper." + +A few minutes later, in continuation of the same strange dream, Honora +was standing at Chiltern's side and the Reverend Mr. White was addressing +them: What he said--apart of it at least--seemed curiously familiar. +Chiltern put a ring on a finger of her ungloved hand. It was a supreme +moment in her destiny--this she knew. Between her responses she repeated +it to herself, but the mighty fact refused to be registered. And then, +suddenly, rang out the words: + + "Those whom God hath joined together let no man Put asunder." + +Those whom God hath joined together! Mr. White was congratulating her. +Other people were in the room--the minister's son, his wife, his +brother-in-law. She was in the street again, in the automobile, without +knowing how she got there, and Chiltern close beside her in the +limousine. + +"My wife!" he whispered. + +Was she? Could it be true, be lasting, be binding for ever and ever? Her +hand pressed his convulsively. + +"Oh, Hugh!" she cried, "care for me--stay by me forever. Will you +promise?" + +"I promise, Honora," he repeated. "Henceforth we are one." + +Honora would have prolonged forever that honeymoon on summer seas. In +those blissful days she was content to sit by the hour watching him as, +bareheaded in the damp salt breeze, he sailed the great schooner and gave +sharp orders to the crew. He was a man who would be obeyed, and even his +flashes of temper pleased her. He was her master, too, and she gloried in +the fact. By the aid of the precious light within her, she studied him. + +He loved her mightily, fiercely, but withal tenderly. With her alone he +was infinitely tender, and it seemed that something in him cried out for +battle against the rest of the world. He had his way, in port and out of +it. He brooked no opposition, and delighted to carry, against his +captain's advice, more canvas than was wise when it blew heavily. But the +yacht, like a woman, seemed a creature of his will; to know no fear when +she felt his guiding hand, even though the green water ran in the +scuppers. + +And every day anew she scanned his face, even as he scanned the face of +the waters. What was she searching for? To have so much is to become +miserly, to fear lest a grain of the precious store be lost. On the +second day they had anchored, for an hour or two, between the sandy +headlands of a small New England port, and she had stood on the deck +watching his receding figure under the flag of the gasoline launch as it +made its way towards the deserted wharves. Beyond the wharves was an +elm-arched village street, and above the verdure rose the white cupola of +the house of some prosperous sea-captain of bygone times. Honora had not +wished to go ashore. First he had begged, and then he had laughed as he +had leaped into the launch. She lay in a chaise longue, watching it +swinging idly at the dock. + +The night before he had written letters and telegrams. Once he had looked +up at her as she sat with a book in her hand across the saloon, and +caught her eyes. She had been pretending not to watch him. + +"Wedding announcements," he said. + +And she had smiled back at him bravely. Such was the first acknowledgment +between them that the world existed. + +"A little late," he observed, smiling in his turn as he changed his pen, +"but they'll have to make allowances for the exigencies of the situation. +And they've been after me to settle down for so many years that they +ought to be thankful to get them at all. I've told them that after a +decent period they may come to Grenoble--in the late autumn. We don't +want anybody before then, do we, Honora?" + +"No," she said faintly; and added, "I shall always be satisfied with you +alone, Hugh." + +He laughed happily, and presently she went up on deck and stood with her +face to the breeze. There were no sounds save the musical beat of the +water against the strakes, and the low hum of wind on the towering +vibrant sails. One moulten silver star stood out above all others. To the +northward, somewhere beyond the spot where sea and sky met in the hidden +kiss of night, was Newport,--were his relations and her friends. What did +they think? He, at least, had no anxieties about the world, why should +she? Their defiance of it had been no greater than that of an hundred +others on whom it had smiled benignly. But had not the others truckled +more to its conventions? Little she cared about it, indeed, and if he had +turned the prow of the 'Adhemar' towards the unpeopled places of the +earth, her joy would have been untroubled. + +One after another the days glided by, while with the sharpened senses of +a great love she watched for a sign of the thing that slept in him--of +the thing that had driven him home from his wanderings to re-create his +life. When it awoke, she would have to share him; now he was hers alone. +Her feelings towards this thing did not assume the proportions of +jealousy or fear; they were merely alert, vaguely disquieting. The +sleeping thing was not a monster. No, but it might grow into one, if its +appetite were not satisfied, and blame her. + +She told herself that, had he lacked ambition, she could not have loved +him, and did not stop to reflect upon the completeness of her +satisfaction with the Viking. He seemed, indeed, in these weeks, one whom +the sea has marked for its own, and her delight in watching him as he +moved about the boat never palled. His nose reminded her of the prow of a +ship of war, and his deep-set eyes were continually searching the horizon +for an enemy. Such were her fancies. In the early morning when he donned +his sleeveless bathing suit, she could never resist the temptation to +follow him on deck to see him plunge into the cold ocean: it gave her a +delightful little shiver--and he was made like one of the gods of +Valhalla. + +She had discovered, too, in these intimate days, that he had the +Northman's temperament; she both loved and dreaded his moods. And +sometimes, when the yacht glided over smoother seas, it was his pleasure +to read to her, even poetry and the great epics. That he should be fond +of the cruel Scotch ballads she was not surprised; but his familiarity +with the book of Job, and his love for it, astonished her. It was a +singular library that he had put on board the 'Adhemar'. + +One evening when the sails flapped idly and the blocks rattled, when they +had been watching in silence the flaming orange of the sunset above the +amethystine Camden hills, he spoke the words for which she had been +waiting. + +"Honora, what do you say to going back to Grenoble?" + +She succeeded in smiling at him. + +"Whenever you like, Hugh," she said. + +So the bowsprit of the 'Adhemar' was turned homewards; and with every +league of water they left behind them his excitement and impatience +seemed to grow. + +"I can't wait to show it to you, Honora--to see you in it," he exclaimed. +"I have so long pictured you there, and our life as it will be." + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +THE ENTRANCE INTO EDEN + +They had travelled through the night, and in the early morning left the +express at a junction. Honora sat in the straight-backed seat of the +smaller train with parted lips and beating heart, gazing now and again at +the pearly mists rising from the little river valley they were climbing. +Chiltern was like a schoolboy. + +"We'll soon be there," he cried, but it was nearly nine o'clock when they +reached the Gothic station that marked the end of the line. It was a +Chiltern line, he told her, and she was already within the feudal domain. +Time indeed that she awoke! She reached the platform to confront a group +of upturned, staring faces, and for the moment her courage failed her. +Somehow, with Chiltern's help, she made her way to a waiting omnibus +backed up against the boards. The footman touched his hat, the +grey-headed coachman saluted, and they got in. As the horses started off +at a quick trot, Honora saw that the group on the station platform had +with one consent swung about to stare after them. + +They passed through the main street of the town, lined with plate-glass +windows and lively signs, and already bustling with the business of the +day, through humbler thoroughfares, and presently rumbled over a bridge +that spanned a rushing stream confined between the foundation walls of +mills. Hundreds of yards of mills stretched away on either side; mills +with windows wide open, and within them Honora heard the clicking and +roaring of machinery, and saw the men and women at their daily tasks. +Life was a strange thing that they should be doing this while she should +be going to live in luxury at a great country place. On one of the walls +she read the legend Chiltern and Company. + +"They still keep our name," said Hugh, "although they are in the trust." + +He pointed out to her, with an air of pride, every landmark by the +roadside. In future they were to have a new meaning--they were to be +shared with her. And he spoke of the times--as child and youth, home from +the seashore or college, he had driven over the same road. It wound to +the left, behind the mills, threaded a village of neat wooden houses +where the better class of operatives lived, reached the river again, and +turned at last through a brick gateway, past a lodge in the dense shade +of sheltering boughs, into a wooded drive that climbed, by gentle +degrees, a slope. Human care for generations had given to the place a +tradition. People had lived here and loved those trees--his people. And +could it be that she was to inherit all this, with him? Was her name +really Chiltern? + +The beating of her heart became a pain when in the distance through the +spreading branches she caught a glimpse of the long, low outline of the +house, a vision at once familiar and unreal. How often in the months gone +by had she called up the memory of the photograph she had once seen, only +to doubt the more that she should ever behold that house and these trees +with him by her side! They drew up before the door, and a venerable, +ruddy-faced butler stood gravely on the steps to welcome them. Hugh +leaped out. He was still the schoolboy. + +"Starling," he said, "this is Mrs. Chiltern." + +Honora smiled tremulously. + +"How do you do, Starling?" she said. + +"Starling's an old friend, Honora. He's been here ever since I can +remember." + +The blue eyes of the old servant were fixed on her with a strange, +searching expression. Was it compassion she read in them, on this that +should be the happiest of her days? In that instant, unaccountably, her +heart went out to the old man; and something of what he had seen, and +something of what was even now passing within him, came to her +intuitively. It was as though, unexpectedly, she had found a friend--and +a friend who had had no previous intentions of friendship. + +"I'm sure I wish you happiness, madame,--and Mr. Hugh, he said in a voice +not altogether firm. + +"Happiness!" cried Hugh. "I've never known what it was before now, +Starling." + +The old man's eyes glistened. + +"And you've come to stay, sir?" + +"All my life, Starling," said Hugh. + +They entered the hall. It was wide and cool, white panelled to the +ceiling, with a dark oak floor. At the back of it was an +eighteenth-century stairway, with a band of red carpet running up the +steps, and a wrought-iron guard with a velvet-covered rail. Halfway up, +the stairway divided at a landing, lighted by great triple windows of +small panes. + +"You may have breakfast in half an hour, Starling," said Chiltern, and +led Honora up the stairs into the east wing, where he flung open one of +the high mahogany doors on the south side. "These are your rooms, Honora. +I have had Keller do them all over for you, and I hope you'll like them. +If you don't, we'll change them again." + +Her answer was an exclamation of delight. There was a bedroom in pink, +with brocaded satin on the walls, and an oriel window thrust out over the +garden; a panelled boudoir at the corner of the house, with a marble +mantel before which one of Marie Antoinette's duchesses had warmed her +feet; and shelves lined with gold-lettered books. From its windows, +across the flowering shrubbery and through the trees, she saw the +gleaming waters of a lake, and the hills beyond. From this view she +turned, and caught her breath, and threw her arms about her husband's +neck. He was astonished to see that her eyes were filled with tears. + +"Oh, Hugh," she cried, "it's too perfect! It almost makes me afraid." + +"We will be very happy, dearest," he said, and as he kissed her he +laughed at the fates. + +"I hope so--I pray so," she said, as she clung to him. "But--don't +laugh,--I can't bear it." + +He patted her cheek. + +"What a strange little girl you are!" he said. "I suppose I shouldn't be +mad about you if you weren't that way. Sometimes I wonder how many women +I have married." + +She smiled at him through her tears. + +"Isn't that polygamy, Hugh?" she asked. + +It was all like a breathless tale out of one of the wonder books of +youth. So, at least, it seemed to Honora as she stood, refreshed with a +new white linen gown, hesitating on the threshold of her door before +descending. Some time the bell must ring, or the cock crow, or the fairy +beckon with a wand, and she would have to go back. Back where? She did +not know--she could not remember. Cinderella dreaming by the embers, +perhaps. + +He was awaiting her in the little breakfast room, its glass casements +open to the garden with the wall and the round stone seat. The simmering +urn, the white cloth, the shining silver, the big green melons that the +hot summer sun had ripened for them alone, and Hugh's eyes as they rested +on her--such was her illusion. Nor was it quite dispelled when he lighted +a pipe and they started to explore their Eden, wandering through chambers +with, low ceilings in the old part of the house, and larger, higher +apartments in the portion that was called new. In the great darkened +library, side by side against the Spanish leather on the walls, hung the +portraits of his father and mother in heavy frames of gilt. + +Her husband was pleased that she should remain so long before them. And +for a while, as she stood lost in contemplation, he did not speak. Once +she glanced at him, and then back at the stern face of the General, +--stern, yet kindly. The eyes, deep-set under bushy brows, like Hugh's, +were full of fire; and yet the artist had made them human, too. A dark, +reddish brown, close-trimmed mustache and beard hid the mouth and chin. +Hugh had inherited the nose, but the father's forehead was wider and +fuller. Hugh was at once a newer type, and an older. The face and figure +of the General were characteristic of the mid-century American of the +northern states, a mixture of boldness and caution and Puritanism, who +had won his battles in war and commerce by a certain native quality of +mind. + +"I never appreciated him," said Hugh at length, "until after he died +--long after. Until now, in fact. At times we were good friends, and then +something he would say or do would infuriate me, and I would purposely +make him angry. He had a time and a rule for everything, and I could not +bear rules. Breakfast was on the minute, an hour in his study to attend +to affairs about the place, so many hours in his office at the mills, in +the president's room at the bank, vestry and charity meetings at regular +intervals. No movement in all this country round about was ever set on +foot without him. He was one to be finally reckoned with. And since his +death, many proofs have come to me of the things he did for people of +which the world was ignorant. I have found out at last that his way of +life was, in the main, the right way. But I know now, Honora," he added +soberly, slipping his hand within her arm, "I know now that without you I +never could do all I intend to do." + +"Oh, don't say that!" she cried. "Don't say that!" + +"Why not?" he asked, smiling at her vehemence. "It is not a confession of +weakness. I had the determination, it is true. I could--I should have +done something, but my deeds would have lacked the one thing needful to +lift them above the commonplace--at least for me. You are the +inspiration. With you here beside me, I feel that I can take up this work +with joy. Do you understand?" + +She pressed his hand with her arm. + +"Hugh," she said slowly, "I hope that I shall be a help, and not--not a +hindrance." + +"A hindrance!" he exclaimed. "You don't know, you can't realize, what you +are to me." + +She was silent, and when she lifted her eyes it was to rest them on the +portrait of his mother. And she seemed to read in the sweet, sad eyes a +question--a question not to be put into words. Chiltern, following her +gaze, did not speak: for a space they looked at the portrait together, +and in silence . . . . + +From one end of the house to the other they went, Hugh reviving at the +sight of familiar objects a hundred memories of his childhood; and she +trying to imagine that childhood, so different from her own, passed in +this wonderful place. In the glass cases of the gun room, among the +shining, blue barrels which he had used in all parts of the world, was +the little shotgun his father had had made for him when he was twelve +years old. Hugh locked the door after them when they came out, and smiled +as he put the key in his pocket. + +"My destroying days are over," he declared. + +Honora put on a linen hat and they took the gravelled path to the +stables, where the horses, one by one, were brought out into the +courtyard for their inspection. In anticipation of this hour there was a +blood bay for Honora, which Chiltern had bought in New York. She gave a +little cry of delight when she saw the horse shining in the sunlight, his +nostrils in the air, his brown eyes clear, his tapering neck patterned +with veins. And then there was the dairy, with the fawn-coloured cows and +calves; and the hillside pastures that ran down to the river, and the +farm lands where the stubbled grain was yellowing. They came back by the +path that wound through the trees and shrubbery bordering the lake to the +walled garden, ablaze in the mellow sunlight with reds and purples, +salvias and zinnias, dahlias, gladioli, and asters. + +Here he left her for a while, sitting dreamily on the stone bench. Mrs. +Hugh Chiltern, of Grenoble! Over and over she repeated that name to +herself, and it refused somehow to merge with her identity. Yet was she +mistress of this fair domain; of that house which had sheltered them race +for a century, and the lines of which her eye caressed with a loving +reverence; and the Chiltern pearls even then lay hidden around her +throat. + +Her thoughts went back, at this, to the gentle lady to whom they had +belonged, and whose look began again to haunt her. Honora's superstition +startled her. What did it mean, that look? She tried to recall where she +had seen it before, and suddenly remembered that the eyes of the old +butler had held something not unlike it. Compassionate--this was the only +word that would describe it. No, it had not proclaimed her an intruder, +though it may have been ready to do so the moment before her appearance; +for there was a note of surprise in it--surprise and compassion. + +This was the lady in whose footsteps she was to walk, whose charities and +household cares she was to assume! Tradition, order, observance, +responsibility, authority it was difficult to imagine these as a logical +part of the natural sequence of her life. She would begin to-day, if God +would only grant her these things she had once contemned, and that seemed +now so precious. Her life--her real life would begin to-day. Why not? How +hard she would strive to be worthy of this incomparable gift! It was +hers, hers! She listened, but the only answer was the humming of the bees +in the still September morning. + +Chiltern's voice aroused her. He was standing in the breakfast room +talking to the old butler. + +"You're sure there were no other letters, Starling, besides these bills?" + +Honora became tense. + +"No, sir," she heard the butler say, and she seemed to detect in his +deferential voice the note of anxiety suppressed in the other's. "I'm +most particular about letters, sir, as one who lived so many years with +your father would be. All that came were put in your study, Mr. Hugh." + +"It doesn't matter," answered Chiltern, carelessly, and stepped out into +the garden. He caught sight of her, hesitated the fraction of a moment, +and as he came forward again the cloud in his eyes vanished. And yet she +was aware that he was regarding her curiously. + +"What," he said gayly, "still here?" + +"It is too beautiful!" she cried. "I could sit here forever." + +She lifted her face trustfully, smilingly, to his, and he stooped down +and kissed it . . . . + +To give the jealous fates not the least chance to take offence, the +higher life they were to lead began at once. And yet it seemed at times +to Honora as though this higher life were the gift the fates would most +begrudge: a gift reserved for others, the pretensions to which were a +kind of knavery. Merriment, forgetfulness, music, the dance; the cup of +pleasure and the feast of Babylon--these might more readily have been +vouchsafed; even deemed to have been bargained for. But to take that +which supposedly had been renounced--virtue, sobriety, security, respect +--would this be endured? She went about it breathlessly, like a thief. + +Never was there a more exemplary household. They rose at half-past seven, +they breakfasted at a quarter after eight; at nine, young Mr. Manning, +the farm superintendent, was in waiting, and Hugh spent two or more hours +in his company, inspecting, correcting, planning; for two thousand acres +of the original Chiltern estate still remained. Two thousand acres which, +since the General's death, had been at sixes and sevens. The General's +study, which was Hugh's now, was piled high with new and bulky books on +cattle and cultivation of the soil. Government and state and private +experts came and made tests and went away again; new machinery arrived, +and Hugh passed hours in the sun, often with Honora by his side, +installing it. General Chiltern had been president and founder of the +Grenoble National Bank, and Hugh took up his duties as a director. + +Honora sought, with an energy that had in it an element of desperation, +to keep pace with her husband. For she was determined that he should have +no interests in which she did not share. In those first days it was her +dread that he might grow away from her, and instinct told her that now or +never must the effort be made. She, too, studied farming; not from books, +but from him. In their afternoon ride along the shady river road, which +was the event of her day, she encouraged him to talk of his plans and +problems, that he might thus early form the habit of bringing them to +her. And the unsuspecting male in him responded, innocent of the simple +subterfuge. After an exhaustive discourse on the elements lacking in the +valley soil, to which she had listened in silent intensity, he would +exclaim: + +"By George, Honora, you're a continual surprise to me. I had no idea a +woman would take an interest in these things, or grasp them the way you +do." + +Lordly commendations these, and she would receive them with a flush of +gratitude. + +Nor was it ever too hot, or she too busy with household cares, for her to +follow him to the scene of his operations, whatever these might be: she +would gladly stand for an hour listening to a consultation with the +veterinary about an ailing cow. Her fear was lest some matter of like +importance should escape her. She had private conversations with Mr. +Manning, that she might surprise her husband by an unsuspected knowledge. +Such were her ruses. + +The housekeeper who had come up from New York was the subject of a +conjugal conversation. + +"I am going to send her away, Hugh," Honora announced. "I don't believe +---your mother had one." + +The housekeeper's departure was the beginning of Honora's real intimacy +with Starling. Complicity, perhaps, would be a better word for the +commencement of this relationship. First of all, there was an inspection +of the family treasures: the table-linen, the silver, and the china +--Sevres, Royal Worcester, and Minton, and the priceless dinner-set, of +Lowestoft which had belonged to Alexander Chiltern, reserved, for great +occasions only: occasions that Starling knew by heart; their dates, and +the guests the Lowestoft had honoured. His air was ceremonial as he laid, +reverently, the sample pieces on the table before her, but it seemed to +Honora that he spoke as one who recalls departed glories, who held a +conviction that the Lowestoft would never be used again. + +Although by unalterable custom he submitted, at breakfast, the menus of +the day to Hugh, the old butler came afterwards to Honora's boudoir +during her struggle with the account books. Sometimes she would look up +and surprise his eyes fixed upon her, and one day she found at her elbow +a long list made out in a painstaking hand. + +"What's this, Starling?" she asked. + +"If you please, madame," he answered, "they're the current prices in the +markets--here." + +She thanked him. Nor was his exquisite delicacy in laying stress upon the +locality lost upon her. That he realized the magnitude--for her--of the +task to which she had set herself; that he sympathized deeply with the +spirit which had undertaken it, she was as sure as though he had said so. +He helped her thus in a dozen unobtrusive ways, never once recognizing +her ignorance; but he made her feel the more that that ignorance was a +shameful thing not to be spoken of. Speculations upon him were +irresistible. She was continually forgetting the nature of his situation, +and he grew gradually to typify in her mind the Grenoble of the past. She +knew his principles as well as though he had spoken them--which he never +did. For him, the world had become awry; he abhorred divorce, and that +this modern abomination had touched the house of Chiltern was a calamity +that had shaken the very foundations of his soul. In spite of this, he +had remained. Why? Perhaps from habit, perhaps from love of the family +and Hugh,--perhaps to see! + +And having stayed, fascination had laid hold of him,--of that she was +sure,--and his affections had incomprehensibly become involved. He was as +one assisting at a high tragedy not unworthy of him, the outcome of which +he never for an instant doubted. And he gave Honora the impression that +he alone, inscrutable, could have pulled aside the curtain and revealed +the end. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +OF THE WORLD BEYOND THE GATES + +Honora paused in her toilet, and contemplated for a moment the white +skirt that her maid presented. + +"I think I'll wear the blue pongee to-day, Mathilde," she said. + +The decision for the blue pongee was the culmination of a struggle begun +with the opening of her eyes that morning. It was Sunday, and the time +was at hand when she must face the world. Might it not be delayed a +little while--a week longer? For the remembrance of the staring eyes +which had greeted her on her arrival at the station at Grenoble troubled +her. It seemed to her a cruel thing that the house of God should hold +such terrors for her: to-day she had a longing for it that she had never +felt in her life before. + +Chiltern was walking in the garden, waiting for her to breakfast with +him, and her pose must have had in it an element of the self-conscious +when she appeared, smilingly, at the door. + +"Why, you're all dressed up," he said. + +"It's Sunday, Hugh." + +"So it is," he agreed, with what may have been a studied lightness--she +could not tell. + +"I'm going to church," she said bravely. + +"I can't say much for old Stopford," declared her husband. "His sermons +used to arouse all the original sin in me, when I had to listen to them." + +She poured out his coffee. + +"I suppose one has to take one's clergyman as one does the weather," she +said. "We go to church for something else besides the sermon--don't we?" + +"I suppose so, if we go at all," he replied. "Old Stopford imposes a +pretty heavy penalty." + +"Too heavy for you?" she asked, and smiled at him as she handed him the +cup. + +"Too heavy for me," he said, returning her smile. "To tell you the truth, +Honora, I had an overdose of church in my youth, here and at school, and +I've been trying to even up ever since." + +"You'd like me to go, wouldn't you, Hugh?" she ventured, after a silence. + +"Indeed I should," he answered, and again she wondered to what extent his +cordiality was studied, or whether it were studied at all. "I'm very fond +of that church, in spite of the fact that--that I may be said to +dissemble my fondness." She laughed with him, and he became serious. "I +still contribute--the family's share toward its support. My father was +very proud of it, but it is really my mother's church. It was due to her +that it was built." + +Thus was comedy played--and Honora by no the means sure that it was a +comedy. Even her alert instinct had not been able to detect the acting, +and the intervening hours were spent in speculating whether her fears had +not been overdone. Nevertheless, under the eyes of Starling, at twenty +minutes to eleven she stepped into the victoria with an outward courage, +and drove down the shady avenue towards the gates. Sweet-toned bells were +ringing as she reached the residence portion of the town, and subdued +pedestrians in groups and couples made their way along the sidewalks. +They stared at her; and she in turn, with heightened colour, stared at +her coachman's back. After all, this first Sunday would be the most +difficult. + +The carriage turned into a street arched by old elms, and flanked by the +houses of the most prosperous townspeople. Some of these were of the +old-fashioned, classic type, and others new examples of a national +architecture seeking to find itself,--white and yellow colonial, +roughcast modifications of the Shakespearian period, and nondescript +mixtures of cobblestones and shingles. Each was surrounded by trim lawns +and shrubbery. The church itself was set back from the street. It was of +bluish stone, and half covered with Virginia creeper. + +At this point, had the opportunity for a secret retreat presented itself, +Honora would have embraced it, for until now she had not realized the +full extent of the ordeal. Had her arrival been heralded by sounding +trumpets, the sensation it caused could not have been greater. In her +Eden, the world had been forgotten; the hum of gossip beyond the gates +had not reached her. But now, as the horses approached the curb, their +restive feet clattering on the hard pavement, in the darkened interior of +the church she saw faces turned, and entering worshippers pausing in the +doorway. Something of what the event meant for Grenoble dawned upon her: +something, not all; but all that she could bear. + +If it be true that there is no courage equal to that which a great love +begets in a woman, Honora's at that moment was sublime. Her cheeks +tingled, and her knees weakened under her as she ran the gantlet to the +church door, where she was met by a gentleman on whose face she read +astonishment unalloyed: amazement, perhaps, is not too strong a word for +the sensation it conveyed to her, and it occurred to her afterwards that +there was an element in it of outrage. It was a countenance peculiarly +adapted to such an expression--yellow, smooth-shaven, heavy-jowled, with +one drooping eye; and she needed not to be told that she had encountered, +at the outset, the very pillar of pillars. The frock coat, the heavy +watch chain, the square-toed boots, all combined to make a Presence. + +An instinctive sense of drama amongst the onlookers seemed to create a +hush, as though these had been the unwilling witnesses to an approaching +collision and were awaiting the crash. The gentleman stood planted in the +inner doorway, his drooping eye fixed on hers. + +"I am Mrs. Chiltern," she faltered. + +He hesitated the fraction of an instant, but he somehow managed to make +it plain that the information was superfluous. He turned without a word +and marched majestically up the aisle before her to the fourth pew from +the front on the right. There he faced about and laid a protesting hand +on the carved walnut, as though absolving himself in the sight of his God +and his fellow-citizens. Honora fell on her knees. + +She strove to calm herself by prayer: but the glances of a congregation +focussed between her shoulder-blades seemed to burn her back, and the +thought of the concentration of so many minds upon her distracted her +own. She could think of no definite prayer. Was this God's tabernacle? or +the market-place, and she at the tail of a cart? And was she not Hugh +Chiltern's wife, entitled to his seat in the place of worship of his +fathers? She rose from her knees, and her eyes fell on the softly glowing +colours of a stained-glass window: In memoriam--Alicia Reyburn Chiltern. +Hugh's mother, the lady in whose seat she sat. + +The organist, a sprightly young man, came in and began turning over his +music, and the choir took their-places, in the old-fashioned' manner. +Then came the clergyman. His beard was white, his face long and narrow +and shrivelled, his forehead protruding, his eyes of the cold blue of a +winter's sky. The service began, and Honora repeated the familiar prayers +which she had learned by heart in childhood--until her attention was +arrested by the words she spoke: "We have offended against Thy holy +laws." Had she? Would not God bless her marriage? It was not until then +that she began to pray with an intensity that blotted out the world that +He would not punish her if she had done wrong in His sight. Surely, if +she lived henceforth in fear of Him, He would let her keep this priceless +love which had come to her! And it was impossible that He should regard +it as an inordinate and sinful affection--since it had filled her life +with light. As the wife of Hugh Chiltern she sought a blessing. Would God +withhold it? He would not, she was sure, if they lived a sober and a +righteous life. He would take that into account, for He was just. + +Then she grew calmer, and it was not until after the doctrinal sermon +which Hugh had predicted that her heart began to beat painfully once +more, when the gentleman who had conducted her to her seat passed her the +plate. He inspired her with an instinctive fear; and she tried to +imagine, in contrast, the erect and soldierly figure of General Chiltern +performing the same office. Would he have looked on her more kindly? + +When the benediction was pronounced, she made her way out of the church +with downcast eyes. The people parted at the door to let her pass, and +she quickened her step, gained the carriage at last, and drove away +--seemingly leaving at her back a buzz of comment. Would she ever have +the courage to do it again? + +The old butler, as he flung open the doors at her approach, seemed to be +scrutinizing her. + +"Where's Mr. Chiltern, Starling?" she asked. + +"He's gone for a ride, madame." + +Hugh had gone for a ride! + +She did not see him until lunch was announced, when he came to the table +in his riding clothes. It may have been that he began to talk a little +eagerly about the excursion he had made to an outlying farm and the +conversation he had had with the farmer who leased it. + +"His lease is out in April," said Chiltern, "and when I told him I +thought I'd turn the land into the rest of the estate he tried to bribe +me into a renewal." + +"Bribe you?" + +Chiltern laughed. + +"Only in joke, of course. The man's a character, and he's something of a +politician in these parts. He intimated that there would be a vacancy in +this congressional district next year, that Grierson was going to resign, +and that a man with a long purse who belonged to the soil might have a +chance. I suppose he thinks I would buy it." + +"And--would you like to go to Congress, Hugh?" + +"Well," he said, smiling, "a man never can tell when he may have to eat +his words. I don't say I shouldn't--in the distant future. It would have +pleased the General. But if I go," he added with characteristic vigour, +"it will be in spite of the politicians, not because of them. If I go I +shan't go bound, and I'll fight for it. I should enjoy that." + +And she was able to accord him the smile of encouragement he expected. + +"I am sure you would," she replied. "I think you might have waited until +this afternoon and taken me," she reproached him. "You know how I enjoy +going with you to those places." + +It was not until later in the meal that he anticipated, in an admirably +accidental manner, the casual remark she had intended to make about +church. + +"Your predictions were fulfilled," she answered; "the sermon wasn't +thrilling." + +He glanced at her. And instead of avoiding his eyes, she smiled into +them. + +"Did you see the First Citizen of Grenoble?" he inquired. + +"I am sure of it," she laughed, "if he's yellow, with a drooping eye and +a presence; he was kind enough to conduct me to the pew." + +"Yes," he exclaimed, "that's Israel Simpson--you couldn't miss him. How I +used to hate him when I was a boy! I haven't quite got over it yet. I +used to outdo myself to make things uncomfortable for him when he came up +here--I think it was because he always seemed to be truckling. He was +ridiculously servile and polite in those days. He's changed since," added +Hugh, dryly. "He must quite have forgotten by this time that the General +made him." + +"Is--is he so much?" said Honora. + +Her husband laughed. + +"Is it possible that you have seen him and still ask that?" said he. "He +is Grenoble. Once the Chilterns were. He is the head of the honoured firm +of Israel Simpson and Sons, the president of the Grenoble National Bank, +the senior warden of the church, a director in the railway. Twice a year, +in the columns of the New York newspapers dedicated to the prominent +arrivals at the hotels, you may read the name of Israel Simpson of +Grenoble. Three times has he been abroad, respectably accompanied by +Maria, who invariably returns to read a paper on the cathedrals and art +before the Woman's Club." + +Maria is his wife, I suppose." + +"Yes. Didn't you run across Maria? She's quite as pronounced, in her way, +as Israel. A very tower of virtue." + +"I didn't meet anybody, Hugh," said Honora. "I'll--I'll look for her next +Sunday. I hurried out. It was a little embarrassing the first time," she +added, "your family being so prominent in Grenoble." + +Upon this framework, the prominence of his family, she built up during +the coning week a new structure of hope. It was strange she had never +thought before of this quite obvious explanation for the curiosity of +Grenoble. Perhaps--perhaps it was not prejudice, after all--or not all of +it. The wife of the Chiltern heir would naturally inspire a considerable +interest in any event, and Mrs. Hugh Chiltern in particular. And these +people would shortly understand, if they did not now understand, that +Hugh had come back voluntarily and from a sense of duty to assume the +burdens and responsibilities that so many of his generation and class had +shirked. This would tell in their favour, surely. At this point in her +meditations she consulted the mirror, to behold a modest, slim-waisted +young woman becomingly arrayed in white linen, whose cheeks were aglow +with health, whose eyes seemingly reflected the fire of a distant high +vision. Not a Poppaea, certainly, nor a Delila. No, it was unbelievable +that this, the very field itself of their future labours, should be +denied them. Her heart, at the mere conjecture, turned to stone. + +During the cruise of the Adhemar she had often watched, in the gathering +darkness, those revolving lights on headland or shoal that spread now a +bright band across the sea, and again left the waters desolate in the +night. Thus, ceaselessly revolving from white hope to darker doubt, were +her thoughts, until sometimes she feared to be alone with them, and +surprised him by her presence in his busiest moments. For he was going +ahead on the path they had marked out with a faith in which she could +perceive no flaw. If faint and shadowy forms had already come between +them, he gave no evidence of having as yet discerned these. There was the +absence of news from his family, for instance,--the Graingers, the +Stranger, the Shorters, and the Pendletons, whom she had never seen; he +had never spoken to her of this, and he seemed to hold it as of no +account. Her instinct whispered that it had left its mark, a hidden mark. +And while she knew that consideration for her prompted him to hold his +peace, she told herself that she would have been happier had he spoken of +it. + +Always she was brought back to Grenoble when she saw him thus, manlike, +with his gaze steadily fixed on the task. If New York itself withheld +recognition, could Grenoble--provincial and conservative Grenoble, +preserving still the ideas of the last century for which his family had +so unflinchingly stood--be expected to accord it? New York! New York was +many, many things, she knew. The great house could have been filled from +weekend to week-end from New York; but not with Graingers and Pendletons +and Stranger; not with those around the walls of whose fortresses the +currents of modernity still swept impotently; not with those who, while +not contemning pleasure, still acknowledged duty; not with those whose +assured future was that for which she might have sold her soul itself. +Social free lances, undoubtedly, and unattached men; those who lived in +the world of fashion but were not squeamish--Mrs. Kame, for example; and +ladies like Mrs. Eustace Rindge, who had tried a second throw for +happiness,--such votaries of excitement would undoubtedly have been more +than glad to avail themselves of the secluded hospitality of Grenoble for +that which they would have been pleased to designate as "a lively time." +Honora shuddered at the thought: And, as though the shudder had been +prophetic, one morning the mail contained a letter from Mrs. Kame +herself. + +Mercifully Hugh had not noticed it. Honora did not recognize the +handwriting, but she slipped the envelope into her lap, fearful of what +it might contain, and, when she gained the privacy of her rooms, read it +with quickening breath. Mrs. Kame's touch was light and her imagination +sympathetic; she was the most adaptable of the feminine portion of her +nation, and since the demise of her husband she had lived, abroad and at +home, among men and women of a world that does not dot its i's or cross +its t's. Nevertheless, the letter filled Honora with a deep apprehension +and a deeper resentment. Plainly and clearly stamped between its +delicately worded lines was the claim of a comradeship born of Honora's +recent act. She tore the paper into strips and threw it into the flames +and opened the window to the cool air of the autumn morning. She had a +feeling of contamination that was intolerable. + +Mrs. Kame had proposed herself--again the word "delicately" must be used +--for one of Honora's first house-parties. Only an acute perception could +have read in the lady's praise of Hugh a masterly avoidance of that part +of his career already registered on the social slate. Mrs. Kame had +thought about them and their wonderful happiness in these autumn days at +Grenoble; to intrude on that happiness yet awhile would be a sacrilege. +Later, perhaps, they would relent and see something of their friends, and +throw open again the gates of a beautiful place long closed to the world. +And--without the air of having picked the single instance, but of having +chosen from many--Mrs. Kame added that she had only lately seen Elsie +Shorter, whose admiration for Honora was greater than ever. A sentiment, +Honora reflected a little bitterly, that Mrs. Shorter herself had not +taken the pains to convey. Consistency was not Elsie's jewel. + +It must perhaps be added for the sake of enlightenment that since going +to Newport Honora's view of the writer of this letter had changed. In +other words, enlarging ideals had dwarfed her somewhat; it was strictly +true that the lady was a boon companion of everybody. Her Catholicism had +two limitations only: that she must be amused, and that she must not--in +what she deemed the vulgar sense--be shocked. + +Honora made several attempts at an answer before she succeeded in saying, +simply, that Hugh was too absorbed in his work of reconstruction of the +estate for them to have house-parties this autumn. And even this was a +concession hard for her pride to swallow. She would have preferred not to +reply at all, and this slightest of references to his work--and hers +--seemed to degrade it. Before she folded the sheet she looked again at +that word "reconstruction" and thought of eliminating it. It was too +obviously allied to "redemption"; and she felt that Mrs. Kame could not +understand redemption, and would ridicule it. Honora went downstairs and +dropped her reply guiltily into the mail-bag. It was for Hugh's sake she +was sending it, and from his eyes she was hiding it. + +And, while we are dealing with letters, one, or part of one, from +Honora's aunt, may perhaps be inserted here. It was an answer to one that +Honora had written a few days after her installation at Grenoble, the +contents of which need not be gone into: we, who know her, would neither +laugh nor weep at reading it, and its purport may be more or less +accurately surmised from her aunt's reply. + + "As I wrote you at the time, my dear,"--so it ran "the shock which + your sudden marriage with Mr. Chiltern caused us was great--so great + that I cannot express it in words. I realize that I am growing old, + and perhaps the world is changing faster than I imagine. And I + wrote you, too, that I would not be true to myself if I told you + that what you have done was right in my eyes. I have asked myself + whether my horror of divorce and remarriage may not in some degree + be due to the happiness of my life with your uncle. I am, + undoubtedly, an exceptionally fortunate woman; and as I look + backwards I see that the struggles and trials which we have shared + together were really blessings. + + "Nevertheless, dear Honora, you are, as your uncle wrote you, our + child, and nothing can alter that fact in our hearts. We can only + pray with all our strength that you may find happiness and peace in + your new life. I try to imagine, as I think of you and what has + happened to you in the few years since you have left us--how long + they seem!--I try to imagine some of the temptations that have + assailed you in that world of which I know nothing. If I cannot, it + is because God made us different. I know what you have suffered, + and my heart aches for you. + + "You say that experience has taught you much that you could not + have--learned in any other way. I do not doubt it. You tell me + that your new life, just begun, will be a dutiful one. Let me + repeat that it is my anxious prayer that you have not builded upon + sand, that regrets may not come. I cannot say more. I cannot + dissemble. Perhaps I have already said too much. + + "Your loving + + "AUNT MARY." + +An autumn wind was blowing, and Honora gazed out of the window at the +steel-blue, ruffled waters of the lake. Unconsciously she repeated the +words to herself: + +"Builded upon sand!" + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +CONTAINING PHILOSOPHY FROM MR. GRAINGER + +Swiftly came the autumn days, and swiftly went. A bewildering, ever +changing, and glorious panorama presented itself, green hillsides struck +first with flaming crimsons and yellows, and later mellowing into a +wondrous blending of gentler, tenderer hues; lavender, and wine, and the +faintest of rose colours where the bare beeches massed. Thus the slopes +were spread as with priceless carpets for a festival. Sometimes Honora, +watching, beheld from her window the russet dawn on the eastern ridge, +and the white mists crouching in strange, ghostly shapes abode the lake +and the rushing river: and she saw these same mists gather again, +shivering, at nightfall. In the afternoon they threaded valleys, silent +save for the talk between them and the stirring of the leaves under their +horses' feet. + +So the Indian summer passed--that breathless season when even happiness +has its premonitions and its pangs. The umber fields, all ploughed and +harrowed, lay patiently awaiting the coming again of the quickening +spring. Then fell the rain, the first, cold winter rain that shrouded the +valley and beat down upon the defenceless, dismantled garden and made +pools in the hollows of the stone seat: that flung itself against +Honora's window as though begrudging her the warmth and comfort within. +Sometimes she listened to it in the night. + +She was watching. How intent was that vigil, how alert and sharpened her +senses, a woman who has watched alone may answer. Now, she felt, was the +crisis at hand: the moment when her future, and his was to hang in the +balance. The work on the farms, which had hitherto left Chiltern but +little time for thought, had relaxed. In these wet days had he begun to +brood a little? Did he show signs of a reversion to that other +personality, the Chiltern she had not known, yet glimpses of whom she had +had? She recalled the third time she had seen him, the morning at the +Lilacs in Newport, that had left upon her the curious sense of having +looked on a superimposed portrait. That Chiltern which she called her +Viking, and which, with a woman's perversity, she had perhaps loved most +of all, was but one expression of the other man of days gone by. The life +of that man was a closed book she had never wished to open. Was he dead, +or sleeping? And if sleeping, would he awake? How softly she tread! + +And in these days, with what exquisite, yet tremulous skill and courage +did she bring up the subject of that other labour they were to undertake +together--the life and letters of his father. In the early dusk, when +they had returned from their long rides, she contrived to draw Chiltern +into his study. The cheerfulness, the hopefulness, the delight with which +she approached the task, the increasing enthusiasm she displayed for the +character of the General as she read and sorted the letters and +documents, and the traits of his she lovingly traced in Hugh, were not +without their effect. It was thus she fanned, ceaselessly and with a +smile, and with an art the rarest women possess, the drooping flame. And +the flame responded. + +How feverishly she worked, unknown to him, he never guessed; so carefully +and unobtrusively planted her suggestions that they were born again in +glory as his inspiration. The mist had lifted a little, and she beheld +the next stage beyond. To reach that stage was to keep him intent on this +work--and--after that, to publish! Ah, if he would only have patience, or +if she could keep him distracted through this winter and their night, she +might save him. Love such as hers can even summon genius to its aid, and +she took fire herself at the thought of a book worthy of that love, of a +book--though signed by him that would redeem them, and bring a scoffing +world to its knees in praise. She spent hours in the big library +preparing for Chiltern's coming, with volumes in her lap and a note-book +by her side. + +One night, as they sat by the blazing logs in his study, which had been +the General's, Chiltern arose impulsively, opened the big safe in the +corner, and took out a leather-bound book and laid it on her lap. Honora +stared at it: it was marked: Highlawns, Visitors' Book." + +"It's curious I never thought of it before," he said, "but my father, had +a habit of jotting down notes in it on important occasions. It may be of +some use to us Honora." + +She opened it at random and read: "July 5, 1893, Picnic at Psalter's +Falls. Temperature 71 at 9 A.M. Bar. 30. Weather clear. Charles left for +Washington, summons from President, in the midst of it. Agatha and Victor +again look at the Farrar property. Hugh has a ducking. P.S. At dinner +night Bessie announces her engagement to Cecil Grainger. Present Sarah +and George Grenfell, Agatha and Victor Strange, Gerald Shorter, Lord +Kylie--" + +Honora looked up. Hugh was at her shoulder, with his eyes on the page. + +"Psalter's Falls!" he exclaimed. "How well I remember that day! I was +just home from my junior year at Harvard." + +"Who was 'Charles'?" inquired Honora. + +"Senator Pendleton--Bessie's father. Just after I jumped into the +mill-pond the telegram came for him to go to Washington, and I drove him +home in my wet clothes. The old man had a terrible tongue, a whip-lash +kind of humour, and he scored me for being a fool. But he rather liked +me, on the whole. He told me if I'd only straighten out I could be +anything, in reason." + +"What made you jump in the mill-pond?" Honora asked, laughing. + +"Bessie Grainger. She had a devil in her, too, in those days, but she +always kept her head, and I didn't." He smiled. "I'm willing to admit +that I was madly in love with her, and she treated me outrageously. We +were standing on the bridge--I remember it as though it were yesterday +--and the water was about eight feet deep, with a clear sand bottom. She +took off a gold bracelet and bet me I wouldn't get it if she threw it in. +That night, right in the middle of dinner, when there was a pause in the +conversation, she told us she was engaged to Cecil Grainger. It turned +out, by the way, to have been his bracelet I rescued. I could have wrung +his neck, and I didn't speak to her for a month." + +Honora repressed an impulse to comment on this incident. With his arm +over her shoulder, he turned the pages idly, and the long lists of guests +which bore witness to the former life and importance of Highlawns passed +before her eyes. Distinguished foreigners, peers of England, churchmen, +and men renowned in literature: famous American statesmen, scientists, +and names that represented more than one generation of wealth and +achievement--all were here. There were his school and college friends, +five and six at a time, and besides them those of young girls who were +now women, some of whom Honora had met and known in New York or Newport. + +Presently he closed the book abruptly and returned it to the safe. To her +sharpened senses, the very act itself was significant. There were other +and blank pages in it for future years; and under different circumstances +he might have laid it in its time-honoured place, on the great table in +the library. + +It was not until some weeks later that Honora was seated one afternoon in +the study waiting for him to come in, and sorting over some of the +letters that they had not yet examined, when she came across a new lot +thrust carelessly at the bottom of the older pile. She undid the elastic. +Tucked away in one of the envelopes she was surprised to find a letter of +recent date--October. She glanced at it, read involuntarily the first +lines, and then, with a little cry, turned it over. It was from Cecil +Grainger. She put it back into the envelope whence it came, and sat +still. + +After a while, she could not tell how long, she heard Hugh stamping the +snow from his feet in the little entry beside the study. And in a few +moments he entered, rubbing his hands and holding them out to the blaze. + +"Hello, Honora," he said; "are you still at it? What's the matter--a +hitch?" + +She reached mechanically into the envelope, took out the letter, and +handed it to him. + +"I found it just now, Hugh. I didn't read much of it--I didn't mean to +read any. It's from Mr. Grainger, and you must have overlooked it." + +He took it. + +"From Cecil?" he said, in an odd voice. "I wasn't aware that he had sent +me anything-recently." + +As he read, she felt the anger rise within him, she saw it in his eyes +fixed upon the sheet, and the sense of fear, of irreparable loss, that +had come over her as she had sat alone awaiting him, deepened. And yet, +long expected verdicts are sometimes received in a spirit of +recklessness: He finished the letter, and flung it in her lap. + +"Read it," he said. + +"Oh, Hugh!" she protested tremulously. "Perhaps--perhaps I'd better not." +He laughed, and that frightened her the more. It was the laugh, she was +sure, of the other man she had not known. + +"I've always suspected that Cecil was a fool--now I'm sure of it. Read +it!" he repeated, in a note of command that went oddly with his next +sentence; "You will find that it is only ridiculous." + +This assurance of the comedy it contained, however, did not serve to +fortify her misgivings. It was written from a club. + + "DEAR HUGH: Herewith a few letters for the magnum opus which I have + extracted from Aunt Agatha, Judge Gaines, and others, and to send + you my humble congratulations. By George, my boy, you have dashed + off with a prize, and no mistake. I've never made any secret, you + know, of my admiration for Honora--I hope I may call her so now. + And I just thought I'd tell you you could count on me for a friend + at court. Not that I'm any use now, old boy. I'll have to be frank + with you--I always was. Discreet silence, and all that sort of + thing: as much as my head is worth to open my mouth. But I had an + idea it would be an act of friendship to let you know how things + stand. Let time and works speak, and Cecil will give the thing + a push at the proper moment. I understand from one of the + intellectual journals I read that you have gone in for simple life + and scientific farming. A deuced canny move. And for the love of + heaven, old man, keep it up for a while, anyhow. I know it's + difficult, but keep it up. I speak as a friend. + + "They received your letters all right, announcing your marriage. + You always enjoyed a row--I wish you could have been on hand to see + and hear this one. It was no place for a man of peace, and I spent + two nights at the club. I've never made any secret, you know, of + the fact that I think the Pendleton connection hide-bound. And you + understand Bessie--there's no good of my explaining her. You'd have + thought divorce a brand-new invention of the devil, instead of a + comparatively old institution. And if you don't mind my saying so, + my boy, you took this fence a bit on the run, the way you do + everything. + + "The fact is, divorce is going out of fashion. Maybe it's because + the Pendleton-Grenfell element have always set their patrician faces + against it; maybe its been a bit overdone. Most people who have + tried it have discovered that the fire is no better than the frying- + pan--both hot as soon as they warm up. Of course, old boy, there's + nothing personal in this. Sit tight, and stick to the simple life-- + that's your game as I see it. No news--I've never known things to + be so quiet. Jerry won over two thousand night before last--he made + it no trumps in his own hand four times running. + + "Yours, + + "CECIL." + +Honora returned this somewhat unique epistle to her husband, and he +crushed it. There was an ill-repressed, terrifying savagery in the act, +and her heart was torn between fear and pity for this lone message of +good-will. Whatever its wording, such it was. A dark red flush had +mounted his forehead to the roots of his short curly hair. + +"Well?" he said. + +She was fighting for her presence of mind. Flashes of his temper she had +known, but she had never seen the cruel, fiendish thing--his anger. Not +his anger, but the anger of the destroyer that she beheld waking now +after its long sleep, and taking possession of him, and transforming him +before her very eyes. She had been able to cope with the new man, but she +felt numb and powerless before the resuscitated demon of the old. + +"What do you expect me to say, Hugh?" she faltered, with a queer feeling +that she was not addressing him. + +"Anything you like," he replied. + +"Defend Cecil." + +"Why should I defend him?" she said dully. + +"Because you have no pride." + +A few seconds elapsed before the full import and brutality of this insult +reached her intelligence, and she cried out his name in a voice shrill +with anguish. But he seemed to delight in the pain he had caused. + +"You couldn't be expected, I suppose, to see that this letter is a d--d +impertinence, filled with an outrageous flippancy, a deliberate affront, +an implication that our marriage does not exist." + +She sat stunned, knowing that the real pain would come later. That which +slowly awoke in her now, as he paced the room, was a high sense of +danger, and a persistent inability to regard the man who had insulted her +as her husband. He was rather an enemy to them both, and he would +overturn, if he could, the frail craft of their happiness in the storm. +She cried out to Hugh as across the waters. + +"No,--I have no pride, Hugh,--it is gone. I have thought of you only. The +fear that I might separate you from your family, from your friends, and +ruin your future has killed my pride. He--Mr. Grainger meant to be kind. +He is always like that--it's his way of saying things. He wishes to show +that he is friendly to you--to me--" + +"In spite of my relations," cried Chiltern, stopping in the middle of the +room. "They cease to be my relations from this day. I disown them. I say +it deliberately. So long as I live, not one of them shall come into this +house. All my life they have begged me to settle down, to come up here +and live the life my father did. Very well, now I've done it. And I wrote +to them and told them that I intended to live henceforth like a gentleman +and a decent citizen--more than some of them do. No, I wash my hands of +them. If they were to crawl up here from the gate on their knees, I'd +turn them out." + +Although he could not hear her, she continued to plead. + +"Hugh, try to think of how--how our marriage must have appeared to them. +Not that I blame you for being angry. We only thought of one thing--our +love--" her voice broke at the word, "and our own happiness. We did not +consider others. It is that which sometimes has made me afraid, that we +believed ourselves above the law. And now that we have--begun so well, +don't spoil it, Hugh! Give them time, let them see by our works that we +are in earnest, that we intend to live useful lives. + +"I don't mean to beg them," she cried, at sight of his eyes. "Oh, I don't +mean that. I don't mean to entreat them, or even to communicate with +them. But they are your flesh and blood--you must remember that. Let us +prove that we are--not--like the others," she said, lifting her head, +"and then it cannot matter to us what any one thinks. We shall have +justified our act to ourselves." + +But he was striding up and down the room again. It was as she feared +--her plea--had fallen on unheeding ears. A sudden convulsive leaping of +the inner fires sent him to his desk, and he seized some note-paper from +the rack. Honora rose to her feet, and took a step towards him. + +"Hugh--what are you going to do?" + +"Do!" he cried, swinging in his chair and facing her, "I'm going to do +what any man with an ounce of self-respect would do under the +circumstances. I'm going to do what I was a fool not to have done three +months ago--what I should have done if it hadn't been for you. If in +their contemptible, pharisaical notions of morality they choose to forget +what my mother and father were to them, they cease to exist for me. If +it's the last act of my life I'm going to tell them so." + +She stood gazing at him, but she was as one of whom he took no account. +He turned to the desk and began to write with a deliberation all the more +terrible to her because of the white anger he felt. And still she stood. +He pressed the button on his desk, and Starling responded. + +"I want a man from the stable to be ready to take some letters to town in +half an hour," he said. + +It was not until then that she turned and slowly left the room. A mortal +sickness seemed to invade her vitals, and she went to her own chamber and +flung herself, face downward, on the lace covering of the bed: and the +sobs that shook her were the totterings of the foundations of her +universe. For a while, in the intensity of her anguish, all thought was +excluded. Presently, however, when the body was spent, the mind began to +practise its subtle and intolerable torture, and she was invaded by a +sense of loneliness colder than the space between the worlds. + +Where was she to go, whither flee, now that his wrath was turned against +her? On the strength of his love alone she had pinned her faith, +discarded and scorned all other help. And at the first contact with that +greater power which he had taught her so confidently to despise, that +strength had broken! + +Slowly, she gazed back over the path she had trod; where roses once had +held up smiling heads. It was choked now by brambles that scratched her +nakedness at every step. Ah, how easily she had been persuaded to enter +it! "We have the right to happiness," he had said, and she had looked +into his eyes and believed him. What was this strange, elusive happiness, +that she had so pantingly pursued and never overtaken? that essence pure +and unalloyed with baser things? Ecstasy, perhaps, she had found--for was +it delirium? Fear was the boon companion of these; or better, the +pestilence that stalked behind them, ever ready to strike. + +Then, as though some one had turned on a light--a sickening, yet +penetrating blue light--she looked at Hugh Chiltern. She did not wish to +look, but that which had turned on the light and bade her was stronger +than she. She beheld, as it were, the elements of his being, the very +sources of the ceaseless, restless energy that was driving him on. And +scan as she would, no traces of the vaunted illimitable power that is +called love could she discern. Love he possessed; that she had not +doubted, and did not doubt, even now. But it had been given her to see +that these springs had existed before love had come, and would flow, +perchance, after it had departed. Now she understood his anger; it was +like the anger of a fiercely rushing river striving to break a dam and +invade the lands below with devastating floods. All these months the +waters had been mounting . . . . + +Turning at length from the consideration of this figure, she asked +herself whether, if with her present knowledge she had her choice to make +over again, she would have chosen differently. The answer was a startling +negative. She loved him. Incomprehensible, unreasonable, and un reasoning +sentiment! That she had received a wound, she knew; whether it were +mortal, or whether it would heal and leave a scar, she could not say. One +salient, awful fact she began gradually to realize, that if she sank back +upon the pillows she was lost. Little it would profit her to save her +body. She had no choice between her present precarious foothold and the +abyss, and wounded as she was she would have to fight. There was no +retreat: + +She sat up, and presently got to her feet and went to the window and +stared through the panes until she distinguished the blue whiteness of +the fallen snow on her little balcony. The night, despite the clouds, had +a certain luminous quality. Then she drew the curtains, searched for the +switch, and flooded the room with a soft glow--that beautiful room in +which he had so proudly installed her four months before. She smoothed +the bed, and walking to the mirror gazed intently at her face, and then +she bathed it. Afterwards she opened her window again, admitting a flurry +of snow, and stood for some minutes breathing in the sharp air. + +Three quarters of an hour later she was dressed and descending the +stairs, and as she entered the library dinner was announced. Let us spare +Honora the account of that repast or rather a recital of the conversation +that accompanied it. What she found to say under the eyes of the servants +is of little value, although the fact itself deserves to be commended as +a high accomplishment; and while she talked, she studied the brooding +mystery that he presented, and could make nothing of it. His mood was +new. It was not sullenness, nor repressed rage; and his answers were +brief, but he was not taciturn. It struck her that in spite of a +concentration such as she had never in her life bestowed on any other +subject, her knowledge of him of the Chiltern she had married--was still +wofully incomplete, and that in proportion to the lack of perfection of +that knowledge her danger was great. Perhaps the Chiltern she had married +was as yet in a formative state. Be this as it may, what she saw depicted +on his face to-night corresponded to no former experience. + +They went back to the library. Coffee was brought and carried off, and +Honora was standing before the fire. Suddenly he rose from his chair, +crossed the room, and before she could draw away seized and crushed her +in his arms without a word. She lay there, inert, bewildered as in the +grip of an unknown force, until presently she was aware of the beating of +his heart, and a glimmering of what he felt came to her. Nor was it an +understandable thing, except to the woman who loved him. And yet and yet +she feared it even in that instant of glory. + +When at last she dared to look up, he kissed away the tears from her +cheeks. + +"I love you," he said. "You must never doubt it--do you understand?" + +"Yes, Hugh." + +"You must never doubt it," he repeated roughly. + +His contrition was a strange thing--if it were contrition. And love +--woman's love--is sometimes the counsellor of wisdom. Her sole reproach +was to return his kiss. + +Presently she chose a book, and he read to her. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +THE PILLARS OF SOCIETY + +One morning, as he gathered up his mail, Chiltern left lying on the +breakfast table a printed circular, an appeal from the trustees of the +Grenoble Hospital. As Honora read it she remembered that this institution +had been the favourite charity of his mother; and that Mrs. Chiltern, at +her death, had bequeathed an endowment which at the time had been ample. +But Grenoble having grown since then, the deficit for this year was +something under two thousand dollars, and in a lower corner was a request +that contributions be sent to Mrs. Israel Simpson. + +With the circular in her hand, Honora went thoughtfully up the stairs to +her sitting-room. The month was February, the day overcast and muggy, and +she stood for a while apparently watching the holes made in the snow by +the steady drip from the cap of the garden wall. What she really saw was +the face of Mrs. Israel Simpson, a face that had haunted her these many +months. For Mrs. Simpson had gradually grown, in Honora's mind, to typify +the hardness of heart of Grenoble. With Grenoble obdurate, what would +become of the larger ambitions of Hugh Chiltern? + +Mrs. Simpson was indeed a redoubtable lady, whose virtue shone with a +particular high brightness on the Sabbath. Her lamp was brimming with oil +against the judgment day, and she was as one divinely appointed to be the +chastener of the unrighteous. So, at least, Honora beheld her. Her attire +was rich but not gaudy, and had the air of proclaiming the prosperity of +Israel Simpson alone as its unimpeachable source: her nose was long, her +lip slightly marked by a masculine and masterful emblem, and her eyes +protruded in such a manner as to give the impression of watchfulness on +all sides. + +It was this watchfulness that our heroine grew to regard as a salient +characteristic. It never slept--even during Mr. Stopford's sermons. She +was aware of it when she entered the church, and she was sure that it +escorted her as far as the carriage on her departure. It seemed to +oppress the congregation. And Honora had an idea that if it could have +been withdrawn, her cruel proscription would have ended. For at times she +thought that she read in the eyes of some of those who made way for her, +friendliness and even compassion. + +It was but natural, perhaps, in the situation in which our heroine found +herself, that she should have lost her sense of proportion to the extent +of regarding this lady in the light of a remorseless dragon barring her +only path to peace. And those who might have helped her--if any there +were--feared the dragon as much as she. Mrs. Simpson undoubtedly would +not have relished this characterization, and she is not to have the +opportunity of presenting her side of the case. We are looking at it from +Honora's view, and Honora beheld chimeras. The woman changed, for Honora, +the very aspect of the house of God; it was she who appeared to preside +there, or rather to rule by terror. And Honora, as she glanced at her +during the lessons, often wondered if she realized the appalling extent +of her cruelty. Was this woman, who begged so audibly to be delivered +from pride, vainglory, and hypocrisy, in reality a Christian? Honora +hated her, and yet she prayed that God would soften her heart. Was there +no way in which she could be propitiated, appeased? For the sake of the +thing desired, and which it was given this woman to withhold, she was +willing to humble herself in the dust. + +Honora laid the hospital circular on the desk beside her account book. +She had an ample allowance from Hugh; but lying in a New York bank was +what remained of the unexpected legacy she had received from her father, +and it was from this that she presently drew a cheque for five hundred +dollars,--a little sacrifice that warmed her blood as she wrote. Not for +the unfortunate in the hospital was she making it, but for him: and that +she could do this from the little store that was her very own gave her a +thrill of pride. She would never need it again. If he deserted her, it +mattered little what became of her. If he deserted her! + +She sat gazing out of the window over the snow, and a new question was in +her heart. Was it as a husband--that he loved her? Did their intercourse +have that intangible quality of safety that belonged to married life? And +was it not as a mistress rather than a wife that, in their isolation, she +watched his moods so jealously? A mistress! Her lips parted, and she +repeated the word aloud, for self-torture is human. + +Her mind dwelt upon their intercourse. There were the days they spent +together, and the evenings, working or reading. Ah, but had the time ever +been when, in the depths of her being, she had felt the real security of +a wife? When she had not always been dimly conscious of a desire to +please him, of a struggle to keep him interested and contented? And there +were the days when he rode alone, the nights when he read or wrote alone, +when her joy was turned to misery; there were the alternating periods of +passion and alienation. Alienation, perhaps, was too strong a word. +Nevertheless, at such times, her feeling was one of desolation. + +His heart, she knew, was bent upon success at Grenoble, and one of the +books which they had recently read together was a masterly treatise, by +an Englishman, on the life-work of an American statesman. The vast width +of the country, from the Atlantic to the Pacific, was stirred with +politics: a better era was coming, the pulse of the nation beating with +renewed life; a stronger generation was arising to take the Republic into +its own hands. A campaign was in progress in the State, and twice her +husband had gone some distance to hear the man who embodied the new +ideas, and had come back moody and restless, like a warrior condemned to +step aside. Suppose his hopes were blighted--what would happen? Would the +spirit of reckless adventure seize him again? Would the wilds call him? +or the city? She did not dare to think. + +It was not until two mornings later that Hugh tossed her across the +breakfast table a pink envelope with a wide flap and rough edges. Its +sender had taken advantage of the law that permits one-cent stamps for +local use. + +"Who's your friend, Honora?" he asked. + +She tried to look calmly at the envelope that contained her fate. + +"It's probably a dressmaker's advertisement," she answered, and went on +with the pretence of eating her breakfast. + +"Or an invitation to dine with Mrs. Simpson," he suggested, laughingly, +as he rose. "It's just the stationery she would choose." + +Honora dropped her spoon in her egg-cup. It instantly became evident, +however, that his remark was casual and not serious, for he gathered up +his mail and departed. Her hand trembled a little as she opened the +letter, and for a moment the large gold monogram of its sender danced +before her eyes. + + "Dear Madam, Permit me to thank you in the name of the Trustees of + the Grenoble Hospital for your generous contribution, and believe + me, Sincerely yours, + + "MARIA W. SIMPSON." + +The sheet fluttered to the floor. + +When Sunday came, for the first time her courage failed her. She had +heard the wind complaining in the night, and the day dawned wild and wet. +She got so far as to put on a hat and veil and waterproof coat; Starling +had opened the doors, and through the frame of the doorway, on the wet +steps, she saw the footman in his long mackintosh, his umbrella raised to +escort her to the carriage. Then she halted, irresolute. The impassive +old butler stood on the sill, a silent witness, she knew, to the struggle +going on within her. It seemed ridiculous indeed to play out the comedy +with him, who could have recited the lines. And yet she turned to him. + +"Starling, you may send the coachman back to the stable." + +"Very good, madam." + +As she climbed the stairs she saw him gravely closing the doors. She +paused on the landing, her sense of relief overborne by a greater sense +of defeat. There was still time! She heard the wheels of the carriage on +the circle--yet she listened to them die away. Starling softly caught the +latch, and glanced up. For an instant their looks crossed, and she +hurried on with palpitating breast, reached her boudoir, and closed the +door. The walls seemed to frown on her, and she remembered that the +sitting-room in St. Louis had worn that same look when, as a child, she +had feigned illness in order to miss a day at school. With a leaden heart +she gazed out on the waste of melting snow, and then tried in vain to +read a novel that a review had declared amusing. But a question always +came between her and the pages: was this the turning point of that silent +but terrible struggle, when she must acknowledge to herself that the +world had been too strong for her? After a while her loneliness became +unbearable. Chiltern was in the library. + +"Home from church?" he inquired. + +"I didn't go, Hugh." + +He looked up in surprise. + +"Why, I thought I saw you start," he said. + +"It's such a dreary day, Hugh." + +"But that has never prevented you before." + +"Don't you think I'm entitled to one holiday?" she asked. + +But it was by a supreme effort she kept back the tears. He looked at her +attentively, and got up suddenly and put his hands upon her shoulders. +She could not meet his eyes, and trembled under his touch. + +"Honora," he said, "why don't you tell me the truth?" + +"What do you mean, Hugh?" + +"I have been wondering how long you'd stand it. I mean that these women, +who call themselves Christians, have been brutal to you. They haven't so +much as spoken to you in church, and not one of them has been to this +house to call. Isn't that so?" + +"Don't let us judge them yet, Hugh," she begged, a little wildly, feeling +again the gathering of another destroying storm in him that might now +sweep the last vestige of hope away. And she seized the arguments as they +came. "Some of them may be prejudiced, I know. But others--others I am +sure are kind, and they have had no reason to believe I should like to +know them--to work among them. I--I could not go to see them first, I am +glad to wait patiently until some accident brings me near them. And +remember, Hugh, the atmosphere in which we both lived before we came +here--an atmosphere they regard as frivolous and pleasure-loving. People +who are accustomed to it are not usually supposed to care to make friends +in a village, or to bother their heads about the improvement of a +community. Society is not what it was in your mother's day, who knew +these people or their mothers, and took an interest in what they were +doing. Perhaps they think me--haughty." She tried to smile. "I have never +had an opportunity to show them that I am not." + +She paused, breathless, and saw that he was unconvinced. + +"Do you believe that, Honora?" he demanded. + +"I--I want to believe it. And I am sure, that if it is not true now, it +will become so, if we only wait." + +He shook his head. + +"Never," he said, and dropped his hands and walked over to the fire. She +stood where he had left her. + +"I understand," she heard him say, "I understand that you sent Mrs. +Simpson five hundred dollars for the hospital. Simpson told me so +yesterday, at the bank." + +"I had a little money of my own--from my father and I was glad to do it, +Hugh. That was your mother's charity." + +Her self-control was taxed to the utmost by the fact that he was moved. +She could not see his face, but his voice betrayed it. + +"And Mrs. Simpson?" he asked, after a moment. + +"Mrs. Simpson?" + +"She thanked you?" + +"She acknowledged the cheque, as president. I was not giving it to her, +but to the hospital." + +"Let me see the letter." + +"I--I have destroyed it." + +He brought his hands together forcibly, and swung about and faced her. + +"Damn them!" he cried, "from this day I forbid you to have anything to do +with them, do you hear. I forbid you! They're a set of confounded, +self-righteous hypocrites. Give them time! In all conscience they have +had time enough, and opportunity enough to know what our intentions are. +How long do they expect us to fawn at their feet for a word of +recognition? What have we done that we should be outlawed in this way by +the very people who may thank my family for their prosperity? Where would +Israel Simpson be to-day if my father had not set him up in business? +Without knowing anything of our lives they pretend to sit in judgment on +us. Why? Because you have been divorced, and I married you. I'll make +them pay for this!" + +"No!" she begged, taking a step towards him. "You don't know what you're +saying, Hugh. I implore you not to do anything. Wait a little while! Oh, +it is worth trying!" So far the effort carried her, and no farther. +Perhaps, at sight of the relentlessness in his eyes, hope left her, and +she sank down on a chair and buried her face in her hands, her voice +broken by sobs. "It is my fault, and I am justly punished. I have no +right to you--I was wicked, I was selfish to marry you. I have ruined +your life." + +He went to her, and lifted her up, but she was like a child whom +passionate weeping has carried beyond the reach of words. He could say +nothing to console her, plead as he might, assume the blame, and swear +eternal fealty. One fearful, supreme fact possessed her, the wreck of +Chiltern breaking against the rocks, driven there by her . . . . + +That she eventually grew calm again deserves to be set down as a tribute +to the organism of the human body. + +That she was able to breathe, to move, to talk, to go through the +pretence of eating, was to her in the nature of a mild surprise. Life +went on, but it seemed to Honora in the hours following this scene that +it was life only. Of the ability to feel she was utterly bereft. Her +calmness must have been appalling: her own indifference to what might +happen now,--if she could have realized it,--even more so. And in the +afternoon, wandering about the house, she found herself in the +conservatory. It had been built on against the library, and sometimes, on +stormy afternoons, she had tea there with Hugh in the red-cushioned +chairs beside the trickling fountain, the flowers giving them an illusion +of summer. + +Under ordinary circumstances the sound of wheels on the gravel would have +aroused her, for Hugh scarcely ever drove. And it was not until she +glanced through the open doors into the library that she knew that a +visitor had come to Highlawns. He stood beside the rack for the magazines +and reviews, somewhat nervously fingering a heavy watch charm, his large +silk hat bottom upward on the chair behind him. It was Mr. Israel +Simpson. She could see him plainly, and she was by no means hidden from +him by the leaves, and yet she did not move. He had come to see Hugh, she +understood; and she was probably going to stay where she was and listen. +It seemed of no use repeating to herself that this conversation would be +of vital importance; for the mechanism that formerly had recorded these +alarms and spread them, refused to work. She saw Chiltern enter, and she +read on his face that he meant to destroy. It was no news to her. She had +known it for a long, long time--in fact, ever since she had came to +Grenoble. Her curiosity, strangely enough--or so it seemed +afterwards--was centred on Mr. Simpson, as though he were an actor she +had been very curious to see. + +It was this man, and not her husband, whom she perceived from the first +was master of the situation. His geniality was that of the commander of +an overwhelming besieging force who could afford to be generous. She +seemed to discern the cloudy ranks of the legions behind him, and they +encircled the world. He was aware of these legions, and their presence +completely annihilated the ancient habit of subserviency with which in +former years he had been wont to enter this room and listen to the +instructions of that formidable old lion, the General: so much was plain +from the orchestra. He went forward with a cheerful, if ponderous +bonhomie. + +"Ah, Hugh," said he, "I got your message just in time. I was on the point +of going over to see old Murdock. Seriously ill--you know--last time, I'm +afraid," and Mr. Simpson shook his head. He held out his hand. Hugh did +not appear to notice it. + +"Sit down, Mr. Simpson," he said. + +Mr. Simpson sat down. Chiltern took a stand before him. + +"You asked me the other day whether I would take a certain amount of the +stock and bonds of the Grenoble Light and Power Company, in which you are +interested, and which is, I believe, to supply the town with electric +light, the present source being inadequate." + +"So I did," replied Mr. Simpson, urbanely, "and I believe the investment +to be a good one. There is no better power in this part of the country +than Psalter's Falls." + +"I wished to inform you that I do not intend to go into the Light and +Power Company," said Chiltern. + +"I am sorry to hear it," Mr. Simpson declared. "In my opinion, if you +searched the state for a more profitable or safer thing, you could not +find it." + +"I have no doubt the investment is all that could be desired, Mr. +Simpson. I merely wished you to know, as soon as possible, that I did not +intend to put my money into it. There are one or two other little matters +which you have mentioned during the week. You pointed out that it would +be an advantage to Grenoble to revive the county fair, and you asked me +to subscribe five thousand dollars to the Fair Association." + +This time Mr. Simpson remained silent. + +"I have come to the conclusion, to-day, not to subscribe a cent. I also +intend to notify the church treasurer that I will not any longer rent a +pew, or take any further interest in the affairs of St. John's church. My +wife was kind enough, I believe, to send five hundred dollars to the +Grenoble hospital. That will be the last subscription from any member of +my family. I will resign as a director of the Grenoble Bank to-morrow, +and my stock will be put on the market. And finally I wished to tell you +that henceforth I do not mean to aid in any way any enterprise in +Grenoble." + +During this announcement, which had been made with an ominous calmness, +Mr. Simpson had gazed steadily at the brass andirons. He cleared his +throat. + +"My dear Hugh," said he, "what you have said pains me +excessively-excessively. I--ahem--fail to grasp it. As an old friend of +your family--of your father--I take the liberty of begging you to +reconsider your words." + +Chiltern's eyes blazed. + +"Since you have mentioned my father, Mr. Simpson," he exclaimed, "I may +remind you that his son might reasonably have expected at your hands a +different treatment than that you have accorded him. You have asked me to +reconsider my decision, but I notice that you have failed to inquire into +my reasons for making it. I came back here to Grenoble with every +intention of devoting the best efforts of my life in aiding to build up +the community, as my father had done. It was natural, perhaps, that I +should expect a little tolerance, a little friendliness, a little +recognition in return. My wife was prepared to help me. We did not ask +much. But you have treated us like outcasts. Neither you nor Mrs. +Simpson, from whom in all conscience I looked for consideration and +friendship, have as much as spoken to Mrs. Chiltern in church. You have +made it clear that, while you are willing to accept our contributions, +you cared to have nothing to do with us whatever. If I have overstated +the case, please correct me." + +Mr. Simpson rose protestingly. + +"My dear Hugh," he said. "This is very painful. I beg that you will spare +me." + +"My name is Chiltern," answered Hugh, shortly. "Will you kindly explain, +if you can, why the town of Grenoble has ignored us?" + +Israel Simpson hesitated a moment. He seemed older when he looked at +Chiltern again, and in his face commiseration and indignation were oddly +intermingled. His hand sought his watch chain. + +"Yes, I will tell you," he replied slowly, "although in all my life no +crueller duty has fallen on me. It is because we in Grenoble are +old-fashioned in our views of morality, and I thank God we are so. It is +because you have married a divorced woman under circumstances that have +shocked us. The Church to which I belong, and whose teachings I respect, +does not recognize such a marriage. And you have, in my opinion, +committed an offence against society. To recognize you by social +intercourse would be to condone that offence, to open the door to +practices that would lead, in a short time, to the decay of our people." + +Israel Simpson turned, and pointed a shaking forefinger at the portrait +of General Augus Chiltern. + +"And I affirm here, fearlessly before you, that he, your father, would +have been the last to recognize such a marriage." + +Chiltern took a step forward, and his fingers tightened. + +"You will oblige me by leaving my father's name out of this discussion," +he said. + +But Israel Simpson did not recoil. + +"If we learn anything by example in this world, Mr. Chiltern," he +continued, "and it is my notion that we do, I am indebted to your father +for more than my start in life. Through many years of intercourse with +him, and contemplation of his character, I have gained more than riches. +--You have forced me to say this thing. I am sorry if I have pained you. +But I should not be true to the principles to which he himself was +consistent in life, and which he taught by example so many others, if I +ventured to hope that social recognition in Grenoble would be accorded +you, or to aid in any way such recognition. As long as I live I will +oppose it. There are, apparently, larger places in the world and less +humble people who will be glad to receive you. I can only hope, as an old +friend and well-wisher of your family, that you may find happiness." + +Israel Simpson fumbled for his hat, picked it up, and left the room. For +a moment Chiltern stood like a man turned to stone, and then he pressed +the button on the wall behind him. + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's A Modern Chronicle, Volume 7, by Winston Churchill + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK A MODERN CHRONICLE, VOLUME 7 *** + +***** This file should be named 5380.txt or 5380.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/5/3/8/5380/ + +Produced by David Widger + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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In vain, during those long months of exile +had she tried to reconstruct him thus the vision in its entirety would +not come: rare, fleeting, partial, and tantalizing glimpses she had been +vouchsafed, it is true. The whole of him had been withheld until this +breathless hour before the dawn of her happiness. + +Yet, though his own impatient spirit had fared forth to meet her with +this premature gift of his attributes, she had to fight the growing fear +within her. Now that the days of suffering were as they had not been, +insistent questions dinned in her ears: was she entitled to the joys to +come? What had she done to earn them? Had hers not been an attempt, +on a gigantic scale, to cheat the fates? Nor could she say whether this +feeling were a wholly natural failure to grasp a future too big, or the +old sense of the unreality of events that had followed her so +persistently. + +The Hudson disappeared. Factories, bridges, beflagged week-end resorts, +ramshackle houses, and blocks of new buildings were scattered here and +there. The train was running on a causeway between miles of tenements +where women and children, overtaken by lassitude, hung out of the +windows: then the blackness of the tunnel, and Honora closed her eyes. +Four minutes, three minutes, two minutes . . . . The motion ceased. +At the steps of the car a uniformed station porter seized her bag; and +she started to walk down the long, narrow platform. Suddenly she halted. + +"Drop anything, Miss?" inquired the porter. + +"No," answered Honora, faintly. He looked at her in concern, and she +began to walk on again, more slowly. + +It had suddenly come over her that the man she was going to meet she +scarcely knew! Shyness seized her, a shyness that bordered on panic. +And what was he really like, that she should put her whole trust in him? +She glanced behind her: that way was closed: she had a mad desire to get +away, to hide, to think. It must have been an obsession that had +possessed her all these months. The porter was looking again, and he +voiced her predicament. + +"There's only one way out, Miss." + +And then, amongst the figures massed behind the exit in the grill, she +saw him, his face red-bronze with the sea tan, his crisp, curly head +bared, his eyes alight with a terrifying welcome; and a tremor of a fear +akin to ecstasy ran through her: the fear of the women of days gone by +whose courage carried them to the postern or the strand, and fainted +there. She could have taken no step farther--and there was no need. New +strength flowed from the hand she held that was to carry her on and on. + +He spoke her name. He led her passive, obedient, through the press to +the side street, and then he paused and looked into her burning face. + +"I have you at last," he said. "Are you happy?" + +"I don't know," she faltered. "Oh, Hugh, it all seems so strange! +I don't know what I have done." + +"I know," he said exultantly; "but to save my soul I can't believe it." + +She watched him, bewildered, while he put her maid into a cab, and by an +effort roused herself. + +"Where are you going, Hugh?" + +"To get married," he replied promptly. + +She pulled down her veil. + +"Please be sensible," she implored. "I've arranged to go to a hotel." + +"What hotel?" + +The--the Barnstable," she said. The place had come to her memory on the +train. "It's very nice and--and quiet--so I've been told. And I've +telegraphed for my rooms." + +"I'll humour you this once," he answered, and gave the order. + +She got into the carriage. It had blue cushions with the familiar smell +of carriage upholstery, and the people in the street still hurried about +their business as though nothing in particular were happening. The +horses started, and some forgotten key in her brain was touched as +Chiltern raised her veil again. + +"You'll tear it, Hugh," she said, and perforce lifted it herself. Her +eyes met his--and she awoke. Not to memories or regrets, but to the +future, for the recording angel had mercifully destroyed his book. + +"Did you miss me?" she said. + +"Miss you! My God, Honora, how can you ask? When I look back upon these +last months, I don't 'see how I ever passed through them. And you are +changed," he said. "I could not have believed it possible, but you are. +You are--you are finer." + +He had chosen his word exquisitely. And then, as they trotted sedately +through Madison Avenue, he strained her in his arms and kissed her. + +"Oh, Hugh!" she cried, scarlet, as she disengaged, herself, "you mustn't +--here!" + +"You're free!" he exclaimed. "You're mine at last! I can't believe it! +Look at me, and tell me so." + +She tried. + +"Yes," she faltered. + +"Yes--what?" + +"Yes. I--I am yours." + +She looked out of the window to avoid those eyes. Was this New York, or +Jerusalem? Were these the streets through which she had driven and trod +in her former life? Her whole soul cried out denial. No episode, no +accusing reminiscences stood out--not one: the very corners were changed. +Would it all change back again if he were to lessen the insistent +pressure on the hand in her lap. + +"Honora?" + +"Yes?" she answered, with a start. + +"You missed me? Look at me and tell me the truth." + +"The truth!" she faltered, and shuddered. The contrast was too great-- +the horror of it too great for her to speak of. The pen of Dante had not +been adequate. "Don't ask me, Hugh," she begged, "I can't talk about it +--I never shall be able to talk about it. If I had not loved you, I +should have died." + +How deeply he felt and understood and sympathized she knew by the +quivering pressure on her hand. Ah, if he had not! If he had failed to +grasp the meaning of her purgatory. + +"You are wonderful, Honora," was what he said in a voice broken by +emotion. + +She thanked him with one fleeting, tearful glance that was as a grant of +all her priceless possessions. The carriage stopped, but it was some +moments before they realized it. + +"You may come up in a little while," she whispered, "and lunch with me-- +if you like." + +"If I like!" he repeated. + +But she was on the sidewalk, following the bell boy into the cool, +marble-lined area of the hotel. A smiling clerk handed her a pen, and +set the new universe to rocking. + +"Mrs. Leffingwell, I presume? We have your telegram." + +Mrs. Leffingwell! Who was that person? For an instant she stood blankly +holding the pen, and then she wrote rapidly, if a trifle unsteadily: +"Mrs. Leffingwell and maid." A pause. Where was her home? Then she +added the words, "St. Louis." + +Her rooms were above the narrow canon of the side street, looking over +the roofs of the inevitable brownstone fronts opposite. While Mathilde, +in the adjoining chamber, unpacked her bag, Honora stood gazing out of +the sitting-room windows, trying to collect her thoughts. Her spirits +had unaccountably fallen, the sense of homelessness that had pursued her +all these months overtaken her once more. Never, never, she told +herself, would she enter a hotel again alone; and when at last he came +she clung to him with a passion that thrilled him the more because he +could not understand it. + +"Hugh--you will care for me?" she cried. + +He kissed away her tears. He could not follow her; he only knew that +what he held to him was a woman such as he had never known before. +Tender, and again strangely and fiercely tender: an instrument of such +miraculous delicacy as to respond, quivering, to the lightest touch; an +harmonious and perfect blending of strength and weakness, of joy and +sorrow,--of all the warring elements in the world. What he felt was the +supreme masculine joy of possession. + +At last they sat down on either side of the white cloth the waiter had +laid, for even the gods must eat. Not that our deified mortals ate much +on this occasion. Vesta presided once more, and after the feast was over +gently led them down the slopes until certain practical affairs began to +take shape in the mind of the man. Presently he looked at his watch, and +then at the woman, and made a suggestion. + +"Marry you now--this of afternoon!" she cried, aghast. "Hugh, are you in +your right senses?" + +"Yes," he said, "I'm reasonable for the first time in my life." + +She laughed, and immediately became serious. But when she sought to +marshal her arguments, she found that they had fled. + +"Oh, but I couldn't," she answered. "And besides, there are so many +things I ought to do. I--I haven't any clothes." + +But this was a plea he could not be expected to recognize. He saw no +reason why she could not buy as many as she wanted after the ceremony. + +"Is that all?" he demanded. + +"No--that isn't all. Can't you see that--that we ought to wait, Hugh?" + +"No," he exclaimed, + +"No I can't see it. I can only see that every moment of waiting would +be a misery for us both. I can only see that the situation, as it is +to-day, is an intolerable one for you." + +She had not expected him to see this. + +"There are others to be thought of," she said, after a moment's +hesitation. + +"What others?" + +The answer she should have made died on her lips. + +"It seems so-indecorous, Hugh." + +"Indecorous!" he cried, and pushed back his chair and rose. "What's +indecorous about it? To leave you here alone in a hotel in New York +would not only be indecorous, but senseless. How long would you put it +off? a week--a month--a year? Where would you go in the meantime, and +what would you do?" + +"But your friends, Hugh--and mine?" + +"Friends! What have they got to do with it?" + +It was the woman, now, who for a moment turned practical--and for the +man's sake. She loved, and the fair fabric of the future which they were +to weave together, and the plans with which his letters had been filled +and of which she had dreamed in exile, had become to-day as the stuff of +which moonbeams are made. As she looked up at him, eternity itself did +not seem long enough for the fulfilment of that love. But he? Would the +time not come when he would demand something more? and suppose that +something were denied? She tried to rouse herself, to think, to consider +a situation in which her instinct had whispered just once--there must be +some hidden danger: but the electric touch of his hand destroyed the +process, and made her incapable of reason. + +"What should we gain by a week's or a fortnight's delay," he was saying, +"except so much misery?" + +She looked around the hotel sitting-room, and tried to imagine the +desolation of it, stripped of his presence. Why not? There was reason +in what he said. And yet, if she had known it, it was not to reason she +yielded, but to the touch of his hand. + +"We will be married to-day," he decreed. "I have planned it all. +I have bought the 'Adhemar', the yacht which I chartered last winter. +She is here. We'll go off on her together, away from the world, for as +long as you like. And then," he ended triumphantly, "then we'll go back +to Grenoble and begin our life." + +"And begin our life!" she repeated. But it was not to him that she +spoke. "Hugh, I positively have to have some clothes." + +"Clothes!" His voice expressed his contempt for the mundane thought. + +"Yes, clothes," she repeated resolutely. + +He looked at his watch once more. + +"Very well," he said, "we'll get 'em on the way." + +"On the way?" she asked. + +"We'll have to have a marriage license, I'm afraid," he explained +apologetically. + +Honora grew crimson. A marriage license! + +She yielded, of course. Who could resist him? Nor need the details of +that interminable journey down the crowded artery of Broadway to the +Centre of Things be entered into. An ignoble errand, Honora thought; and +she sat very still, with flushed cheeks, in the corner of the carriage. +Chiltern's finer feelings came to her rescue. He, too, resented this +senseless demand of civilization as an indignity to their Olympian loves. +And he was a man to chafe at all restraints. But at last the odious +thing was over, grim and implacable Law satisfied after he had compelled +them to stand in line for an interminable period before his grill, and +mingle with those whom he chose, in his ignorance, to call their peers. +Honora felt degraded as they emerged with the hateful paper, bought at +such a price. The City Hall Park, with its moving streams of people, +etched itself in her memory. + +"Leave me, Hugh," she said; "I will take this carriage--you must get +another one." + +For once, he accepted his dismissal with comparative meekness. + +"When shall I come?" he asked. + +"She smiled a little, in spite of herself. + +"You may come for me at six o'clock," she replied. + +"Six o'clock!" he exclaimed; but accepted with resignation and closed the +carriage door. Enigmatical sex! + +Enigmatical sex indeed! Honora spent a feverish afternoon, rest and +reflection being things she feared. An afternoon in familiar places; and +(strangest of all facts to be recorded!) memories and regrets troubled +her not at all. Her old dressmakers, her old milliners, welcomed her +as one risen, radiant, from the grave; risen, in their estimation, to +a higher life. Honora knew this, and was indifferent to the wealth of +meaning that lay behind their discretion. Milliners and dressmakers read +the newspapers and periodicals--certain periodicals. Well they knew that +the lady they flattered was the future Mrs. Hugh Chiltern. + +Nothing whatever of an indelicate nature happened. There was no mention +of where to send the bill, or of whom to send it to. Such things as she +bought on the spot were placed in her carriage. And happiest of all +omissions, she met no one she knew. The praise that Madame Barriere +lavished on Honora's figure was not flattery, because the Paris models +fitted her to perfection. A little after five she returned to her hotel, +to a Mathilde in a high state of suppressed excitement. And at six, the +appointed fateful hour, arrayed in a new street gown of dark green cloth, +she stood awaiting him. + +He was no laggard. The bell on the church near by was still singing from +the last stroke when he knocked, flung open the door, and stood for a +moment staring at her. Not that she had been shabby when he had wished +to marry her at noon: no self-respecting woman is ever shabby; not that +her present costume had any of the elements of overdress; far from it. +Being a woman, she had her thrill of triumph at his exclamation. Diana +had no need, perhaps, of a French dressmaker, but it is an open question +whether she would have scorned them. Honora stood motionless, but her +smile for him was like the first quivering shaft of day. He opened a +box, and with a strange mixture of impetuosity and reverence came +forward. And she saw that he held in his hand a string of great, +glistening pearls. + +"They were my mother's," he said. "I have had them restrung--for you." + +"Oh, Hugh!" she cried. She could find no words to express the tremor +within. And she stood passively, her eyes half closed, while he clasped +the string around the lace collar that pressed the slender column of her +neck and kissed her. + +Even the humble beings who work in hotels are responsive to unusual +disturbances in the ether. At the Barnstable, a gala note prevailed: +bell boys, porters, clerk, and cashier, proud of their sudden wisdom, +were wreathed in smiles. A new automobile, in Chiltern's colours, with +his crest on the panel, was panting beside the curb. + +"I meant to have had it this morning," he apologized as he handed her in, +"but it wasn't ready in time." + +Honora heard him, and said something in reply. She tried in vain to +rouse herself from the lethargy into which she had fallen, to cast off +the spell. Up Fifth Avenue they sped, past meaningless houses, to the +Park. The crystal air of evening was suffused with the level evening +light; and as they wound in and out under the spreading trees she caught +glimpses across the shrubbery of the deepening blue of waters. Pools of +mystery were her eyes. + +The upper West Side is a definite place on the map, and full, +undoubtedly, of palpitating human joys and sorrows. So far as Honora was +concerned, it might have been Bagdad. The automobile had stopped before +a residence, and she found herself mounting the steps at Chiltern's side. +A Swedish maid opened the door. + +"Is Mr. White at home?" Chiltern asked. + +It seemed that "the Reverend Mr. White" was. He appeared, a portly +gentleman with frock coat and lawn tie who resembled the man in the moon. +His head, like polished ivory, increased the beaming effect of his +welcome, and the hand that pressed Honora's was large and soft and warm. +But dreams are queer things, in which no events surprise us. + +The reverend gentleman, as he greeted Chiltern, pronounced his name with +unction. His air of hospitality, of good-fellowship, of taking the world +as he found it, could not have been improved upon. He made it apparent +at once that nothing could surprise him. It was the most natural +circumstance in life that two people should arrive at his house in an +automobile at half-past six in the evening and wish to get married: if +they chose this method instead of the one involving awnings and policemen +and uncomfortably-arrayed relations and friends, it was none of Mr. +White's affair. He led them into the Gothic sanctum at the rear of the +house where the famous sermons were written that shook the sounding-board +of the temple where the gentleman preached,--the sermons that sometimes +got into the newspapers. Mr. White cleared his throat. + +"I am--very familiar with your name, Mr. Chiltern," he said, "and it is +a pleasure to be able to serve you, and the lady who is so shortly to be +your wife. Your servant arrived with your note at four o'clock. Ten +minutes later, and I should have missed him." + +And then Honora heard Chiltern saying somewhat coldly:-- + +"In order to save time, Mr. White, I wish to tell you that Mrs. +Leffingwell has been divorced--" + +The Reverend Mr. White put up a hand before him, and looked down at the +carpet, as one who would not dwell upon painful things. + +"Unfortunate--ahem--mistakes will occur in life, Mr. Chiltern--in the +best of lives," he replied. "Say no more about it. I am sure, looking +at you both--" + +"Very well then," said Chiltern brusquely, "I knew you would have to +know. And here," he added, "is an essential paper." + +A few minutes later, in continuation of the same strange dream, Honora +was standing at Chiltern's side and the Reverend Mr. White was addressing +them: What he said--apart of it at least--seemed curiously familiar. +Chiltern put a ring on a finger of her ungloved hand. It was a supreme +moment in her destiny--this she knew. Between her responses she repeated +it to herself, but the mighty fact refused to be registered. And then, +suddenly, rang out the words: + + "Those whom God hath joined together let no man Put asunder." + +Those whom God hath joined together! Mr. White was congratulating her. +Other people were in the room--the minister's son, his wife, his brother- +in-law. She was in the street again, in the automobile, without knowing +how she got there, and Chiltern close beside her in the limousine. + +"My wife!" he whispered. + +Was she? Could it be true, be lasting, be binding for ever and ever? +Her hand pressed his convulsively. + +"Oh, Hugh!" she cried, "care for me--stay by me forever. Will you +promise?" + +"I promise, Honora," he repeated. "Henceforth we are one." + +Honora would have prolonged forever that honeymoon on summer seas. In +those blissful days she was content to sit by the hour watching him as, +bareheaded in the damp salt breeze, he sailed the great schooner and gave +sharp orders to the crew. He was a man who would be obeyed, and even his +flashes of temper pleased her. He was her master, too, and she gloried +in the fact. By the aid of the precious light within her, she studied +him. + +He loved her mightily, fiercely, but withal tenderly. With her alone he +was infinitely tender, and it seemed that something in him cried out for +battle against the rest of the world. He had his way, in port and out of +it. He brooked no opposition, and delighted to carry, against his +captain's advice, more canvas than was wise when it blew heavily. But +the yacht, like a woman, seemed a creature of his will; to know no fear +when she felt his guiding hand, even though the green water ran in the +scuppers. + +And every day anew she scanned his face, even as he scanned the face of +the waters. What was she searching for? To have so much is to become +miserly, to fear lest a grain of the precious store be lost. On the +second day they had anchored, for an hour or two, between the sandy +headlands of a small New England port, and she had stood on the deck +watching his receding figure under the flag of the gasoline launch as it +made its way towards the deserted wharves. Beyond the wharves was an +elm-arched village street, and above the verdure rose the white cupola of +the house of some prosperous sea-captain of bygone times. Honora had not +wished to go ashore. First he had begged, and then he had laughed as he +had leaped into the launch. She lay in a chaise longue, watching it +swinging idly at the dock. + +The night before he had written letters and telegrams. Once he had +looked up at her as she sat with a book in her hand across the saloon, +and caught her eyes. She had been pretending not to watch him. + +"Wedding announcements," he said. + +And she had smiled back at him bravely. Such was the first +acknowledgment between them that the world existed. + +"A little late," he observed, smiling in his turn as he changed his pen, +"but they'll have to make allowances for the exigencies of the situation. +And they've been after me to settle down for so many years that they +ought to be thankful to get them at all. I've told them that after a +decent period they may come to Grenoble--in the late autumn. We don't +want anybody before then, do we, Honora?" + +"No," she said faintly; and added, "I shall always be satisfied with you +alone, Hugh." + +He laughed happily, and presently she went up on deck and stood with her +face to the breeze. There were no sounds save the musical beat of the +water against the strakes, and the low hum of wind on the towering +vibrant sails. One moulten silver star stood out above all others. +To the northward, somewhere beyond the spot where sea and sky met in the +hidden kiss of night, was Newport,--were his relations and her friends. +What did they think? He, at least, had no anxieties about the world, +why should she? Their defiance of it had been no greater than that of +an hundred others on whom it had smiled benignly. But had not the others +truckled more to its conventions? Little she cared about it, indeed, and +if he had turned the prow of the 'Adhemar' towards the unpeopled places +of the earth, her joy would have been untroubled. + +One after another the days glided by, while with the sharpened senses +of a great love she watched for a sign of the thing that slept in him-- +of the thing that had driven him home from his wanderings to re-create +his life. When it awoke, she would have to share him; now he was hers +alone. Her feelings towards this thing did not assume the proportions of +jealousy or fear; they were merely alert, vaguely disquieting. The +sleeping thing was not a monster. No, but it might grow into one, +if its appetite were not satisfied, and blame her. + +She told herself that, had he lacked ambition, she could not have +loved him, and did not stop to reflect upon the completeness of her +satisfaction with the Viking. He seemed, indeed, in these weeks, one +whom the sea has marked for its own, and her delight in watching him as +he moved about the boat never palled. His nose reminded her of the prow +of a ship of war, and his deep-set eyes were continually searching the +horizon for an enemy. Such were her fancies. In the early morning when +he donned his sleeveless bathing suit, she could never resist the +temptation to follow him on deck to see him plunge into the cold ocean: +it gave her a delightful little shiver--and he was made like one of the +gods of Valhalla. + +She had discovered, too, in these intimate days, that he had the +Northman's temperament; she both loved and dreaded his moods. And +sometimes, when the yacht glided over smoother seas, it was his pleasure +to read to her, even poetry and the great epics. That he should be fond +of the cruel Scotch ballads she was not surprised; but his familiarity +with the book of Job, and his love for it, astonished her. It was a +singular library that he had put on board the 'Adhemar'. + +One evening when the sails flapped idly and the blocks rattled, when they +had been watching in silence the flaming orange of the sunset above the +amethystine Camden hills, he spoke the words for which she had been +waiting. + +"Honora, what do you say to going back to Grenoble?" + +She succeeded in smiling at him. + +"Whenever you like, Hugh," she said. + +So the bowsprit of the 'Adhemar' was turned homewards; and with every +league of water they left behind them his excitement and impatience +seemed to grow. + +"I can't wait to show it to you, Honora--to see you in it," he exclaimed. +"I have so long pictured you there, and our life as it will be." + + + + +CHAPTER XII + +THE ENTRANCE INTO EDEN + +They had travelled through the night, and in the early morning left the +express at a junction. Honora sat in the straight-backed seat of the +smaller train with parted lips and beating heart, gazing now and again at +the pearly mists rising from the little river valley they were climbing. +Chiltern was like a schoolboy. + +"We'll soon be there," he cried, but it was nearly nine o'clock when they +reached the Gothic station that marked the end of the line. It was a +Chiltern line, he told her, and she was already within the feudal domain. +Time indeed that she awoke! She reached the platform to confront a group +of upturned, staring faces, and for the moment her courage failed her. +Somehow, with Chiltern's help, she made her way to a waiting omnibus +backed up against the boards. The footman touched his hat, the grey- +headed coachman saluted, and they got in. As the horses started off at +a quick trot, Honora saw that the group on the station platform had with +one consent swung about to stare after them. + +They passed through the main street of the town, lined with plate-glass +windows and lively signs, and already bustling with the business of the +day, through humbler thoroughfares, and presently rumbled over a bridge +that spanned a rushing stream confined between the foundation walls of +mills. Hundreds of yards of mills stretched away on either side; mills +with windows wide open, and within them Honora heard the clicking and +roaring of machinery, and saw the men and women at their daily tasks. +Life was a strange thing that they should be doing this while she should +be going to live in luxury at a great country place. On one of the walls +she read the legend Chiltern and Company. + +"They still keep our name," said Hugh, "although they are in the trust." + +He pointed out to her, with an air of pride, every landmark by the +roadside. In future they were to have a new meaning--they were to be +shared with her. And he spoke of the times--as child and youth, home +from the seashore or college, he had driven over the same road. It wound +to the left, behind the mills, threaded a village of neat wooden houses +where the better class of operatives lived, reached the river again, and +turned at last through a brick gateway, past a lodge in the dense shade +of sheltering boughs, into a wooded drive that climbed, by gentle +degrees, a slope. Human care for generations had given to the place +a tradition. People had lived here and loved those trees--his people. +And could it be that she was to inherit all this, with him? Was her +name really Chiltern? + +The beating of her heart became a pain when in the distance through the +spreading branches she caught a glimpse of the long, low outline of the +house, a vision at once familiar and unreal. How often in the months +gone by had she called up the memory of the photograph she had once seen, +only to doubt the more that she should ever behold that house and these +trees with him by her side! They drew up before the door, and a +venerable, ruddy-faced butler stood gravely on the steps to welcome them. +Hugh leaped out. He was still the schoolboy. + +"Starling," he said, "this is Mrs. Chiltern." + +Honora smiled tremulously. + +"How do you do, Starling?" she said. + +"Starling's an old friend, Honora. He's been here ever since I can +remember." + +The blue eyes of the old servant were fixed on her with a strange, +searching expression. Was it compassion she read in them, on this that +should be the happiest of her days? In that instant, unaccountably, her +heart went out to the old man; and something of what he had seen, and +something of what was even now passing within him, came to her +intuitively. It was as though, unexpectedly, she had found a friend +--and a friend who had had no previous intentions of friendship. + +"I'm sure I wish you happiness, madame,--and Mr. Hugh, he said in a voice +not altogether firm. + +"Happiness!" cried Hugh. "I've never known what it was before now, +Starling." + +The old man's eyes glistened. + +"And you've come to stay, sir?" + +"All my life, Starling," said Hugh. + +They entered the hall. It was wide and cool, white panelled to the +ceiling, with a dark oak floor. At the back of it was an eighteenth- +century stairway, with a band of red carpet running up the steps, and a +wrought-iron guard with a velvet-covered rail. Halfway up, the stairway +divided at a landing, lighted by great triple windows of small panes. + +"You may have breakfast in half an hour, Starling," said Chiltern, and +led Honora up the stairs into the east wing, where he flung open one of +the high mahogany doors on the south side. "These are your rooms, +Honora. I have had Keller do them all over for you, and I hope you'll +like them. If you don't, we'll change them again." + +Her answer was an exclamation of delight. There was a bedroom in pink, +with brocaded satin on the walls, and an oriel window thrust out over +the garden; a panelled boudoir at the corner of the house, with a marble +mantel before which one of Marie Antoinette's duchesses had warmed her +feet; and shelves lined with gold-lettered books. From its windows, +across the flowering shrubbery and through the trees, she saw the +gleaming waters of a lake, and the hills beyond. From this view she +turned, and caught her breath, and threw her arms about her husband's +neck. He was astonished to see that her eyes were filled with tears. + +"Oh, Hugh," she cried, "it's too perfect! It almost makes me afraid." + +"We will be very happy, dearest," he said, and as he kissed her he +laughed at the fates. + +"I hope so--I pray so," she said, as she clung to him. "But--don't +laugh,--I can't bear it." + +He patted her cheek. + +"What a strange little girl you are!" he said. "I suppose I shouldn't be +mad about you if you weren't that way. Sometimes I wonder how many women +I have married." + +She smiled at him through her tears. + +"Isn't that polygamy, Hugh?" she asked. + +It was all like a breathless tale out of one of the wonder books of +youth. So, at least, it seemed to Honora as she stood, refreshed with a +new white linen gown, hesitating on the threshold of her door before +descending. Some time the bell must ring, or the cock crow, or the fairy +beckon with a wand, and she would have to go back. Back where? She did +not know--she could not remember. Cinderella dreaming by the embers, +perhaps. + +He was awaiting her in the little breakfast room, its glass casements +open to the garden with the wall and the round stone seat. The simmering +urn, the white cloth, the shining silver, the big green melons that the +hot summer sun had ripened for them alone, and Hugh's eyes as they rested +on her--such was her illusion. Nor was it quite dispelled when he +lighted a pipe and they started to explore their Eden, wandering through +chambers with, low ceilings in the old part of the house, and larger, +higher apartments in the portion that was called new. In the great +darkened library, side by side against the Spanish leather on the walls, +hung the portraits of his father and mother in heavy frames of gilt. + +Her husband was pleased that she should remain so long before them. And +for a while, as she stood lost in contemplation, he did not speak. Once +she glanced at him, and then back at the stern face of the General,-- +stern, yet kindly. The eyes, deep-set under bushy brows, like Hugh's, +were full of fire; and yet the artist had made them human, too. A dark, +reddish brown, close-trimmed mustache and beard hid the mouth and chin. +Hugh had inherited the nose, but the father's forehead was wider and +fuller. Hugh was at once a newer type, and an older. The face and +figure of the General were characteristic of the mid-century American of +the northern states, a mixture of boldness and caution and Puritanism, +who had won his battles in war and commerce by a certain native quality +of mind. + +"I never appreciated him," said Hugh at length, "until after he died-- +long after. Until now, in fact. At times we were good friends, and then +something he would say or do would infuriate me, and I would purposely +make him angry. He had a time and a rule for everything, and I could not +bear rules. Breakfast was on the minute, an hour in his study to attend +to affairs about the place, so many hours in his office at the mills, in +the president's room at the bank, vestry and charity meetings at regular +intervals. No movement in all this country round about was ever set on +foot without him. He was one to be finally reckoned with. And since his +death, many proofs have come to me of the things he did for people of +which the world was ignorant. I have found out at last that his way of +life was, in the main, the right way. But I know now, Honora," he added +soberly, slipping his hand within her arm, "I know now that without you +I never could do all I intend to do." + +"Oh, don't say that!" she cried. "Don't say that!" + +"Why not?" he asked, smiling at her vehemence. "It is not a confession +of weakness. I had the determination, it is true. I could--I should +have done something, but my deeds would have lacked the one thing needful +to lift them above the commonplace--at least for me. You are the +inspiration. With you here beside me, I feel that I can take up this +work with joy. Do you understand?" + +She pressed his hand with her arm. + +"Hugh," she said slowly, "I hope that I shall be a help, and not--not +a hindrance." + +"A hindrance!" he exclaimed. "You don't know, you can't realize, what +you are to me." + +She was silent, and when she lifted her eyes it was to rest them on the +portrait of his mother. And she seemed to read in the sweet, sad eyes a +question--a question not to be put into words. Chiltern, following her +gaze, did not speak: for a space they looked at the portrait together, +and in silence . . . . + +From one end of the house to the other they went, Hugh reviving at the +sight of familiar objects a hundred memories of his childhood; and she +trying to imagine that childhood, so different from her own, passed in +this wonderful place. In the glass cases of the gun room, among the +shining, blue barrels which he had used in all parts of the world, was +the little shotgun his father had had made for him when he was twelve +years old. Hugh locked the door after them when they came out, and +smiled as he put the key in his pocket. + +"My destroying days are over," he declared. + +Honora put on a linen hat and they took the gravelled path to the +stables, where the horses, one by one, were brought out into the +courtyard for their inspection. In anticipation of this hour there was +a blood bay for Honora, which Chiltern had bought in New York. She gave +a little cry of delight when she saw the horse shining in the sunlight, +his nostrils in the air, his brown eyes clear, his tapering neck +patterned with veins. And then there was the dairy, with the fawn- +coloured cows and calves; and the hillside pastures that ran down to the +river, and the farm lands where the stubbled grain was yellowing. They +came back by the path that wound through the trees and shrubbery +bordering the lake to the walled garden, ablaze in the mellow sunlight +with reds and purples, salvias and zinnias, dahlias, gladioli, and +asters. + +Here he left her for a while, sitting dreamily on the stone bench. Mrs. +Hugh Chiltern, of Grenoble! Over and over she repeated that name to +herself, and it refused somehow to merge with her identity. Yet was she +mistress of this fair domain; of that house which had sheltered them race +for a century, and the lines of which her eye caressed with a loving +reverence; and the Chiltern pearls even then lay hidden around her +throat. + +Her thoughts went back, at this, to the gentle lady to whom they had +belonged, and whose look began again to haunt her. Honora's superstition +startled her. What did it mean, that look? She tried to recall where +she had seen it before, and suddenly remembered that the eyes of the old +butler had held something not unlike it. Compassionate--this was the +only word that would describe it. No, it had not proclaimed her an +intruder, though it may have been ready to do so the moment before her +appearance; for there was a note of surprise in it--surprise and +compassion. + +This was the lady in whose footsteps she was to walk, whose charities and +household cares she was to assume! Tradition, order, observance, +responsibility, authority it was difficult to imagine these as a logical +part of the natural sequence of her life. She would begin to-day, if God +would only grant her these things she had once contemned, and that seemed +now so precious. Her life--her real life would begin to-day. Why not? +How hard she would strive to be worthy of this incomparable gift! It was +hers, hers! She listened, but the only answer was the humming of the +bees in the still September morning. + +Chiltern's voice aroused her. He was standing in the breakfast room +talking to the old butler. + +"You're sure there were no other letters, Starling, besides these bills?" + +Honora became tense. + +"No, sir," she heard the butler say, and she seemed to detect in his +deferential voice the note of anxiety suppressed in the other's. "I'm +most particular about letters, sir, as one who lived so many years with +your father would be. All that came were put in your study, Mr. Hugh." + +"It doesn't matter," answered Chiltern, carelessly, and stepped out into +the garden. He caught sight of her, hesitated the fraction of a moment, +and as he came forward again the cloud in his eyes vanished. And yet she +was aware that he was regarding her curiously. + +"What," he said gayly, "still here?" + +"It is too beautiful!" she cried. "I could sit here forever." + +She lifted her face trustfully, smilingly, to his, and he stooped down +and kissed it . . . . + +To give the jealous fates not the least chance to take offence, the +higher life they were to lead began at once. And yet it seemed at times +to Honora as though this higher life were the gift the fates would most +begrudge: a gift reserved for others, the pretensions to which were a +kind of knavery. Merriment, forgetfulness, music, the dance; the cup of +pleasure and the feast of Babylon--these might more readily have been +vouchsafed; even deemed to have been bargained for. But to take that +which supposedly had been renounced--virtue, sobriety, security, respect +--would this be endured? She went about it breathlessly, like a thief. + +Never was there a more exemplary household. They rose at half-past +seven, they breakfasted at a quarter after eight; at nine, young Mr. +Manning, the farm superintendent, was in waiting, and Hugh spent two or +more hours in his company, inspecting, correcting, planning; for two +thousand acres of the original Chiltern estate still remained. Two +thousand acres which, since the General's death, had been at sixes and +sevens. The General's study, which was Hugh's now, was piled high with +new and bulky books on cattle and cultivation of the soil. Government +and state and private experts came and made tests and went away again; +new machinery arrived, and Hugh passed hours in the sun, often with +Honora by his side, installing it. General Chiltern had been president +and founder of the Grenoble National Bank, and Hugh took up his duties as +a director. + +Honora sought, with an energy that had in it an element of desperation, +to keep pace with her husband. For she was determined that he should +have no interests in which she did not share. In those first days it was +her dread that he might grow away from her, and instinct told her that +now or never must the effort be made. She, too, studied farming; not +from books, but from him. In their afternoon ride along the shady river +road, which was the event of her day, she encouraged him to talk of his +plans and problems, that he might thus early form the habit of bringing +them to her. And the unsuspecting male in him responded, innocent of the +simple subterfuge. After an exhaustive discourse on the elements lacking +in the valley soil, to which she had listened in silent intensity, he +would exclaim: + +"By George, Honora, you're a continual surprise to me. I had no idea a +woman would take an interest in these things, or grasp them the way you +do." + +Lordly commendations these, and she would receive them with a flush of +gratitude. + +Nor was it ever too hot, or she too busy with household cares, for her to +follow him to the scene of his operations, whatever these might be: she +would gladly stand for an hour listening to a consultation with the +veterinary about an ailing cow. Her fear was lest some matter of like +importance should escape her. She had private conversations with Mr. +Manning, that she might surprise her husband by an unsuspected knowledge. +Such were her ruses. + +The housekeeper who had come up from New York was the subject of a +conjugal conversation. + +"I am going to send her away, Hugh," Honora announced. "I don't believe- +--your mother had one." + +The housekeeper's departure was the beginning of Honora's real intimacy +with Starling. Complicity, perhaps, would be a better word for the +commencement of this relationship. First of all, there was an inspection +of the family treasures: the table-linen, the silver, and the china-- +Sevres, Royal Worcester, and Minton, and the priceless dinner-set, of +Lowestoft which had be longed to Alexander Chiltern, reserved, for great +occasions only: occasions that Starling knew by heart; their dates, and +the guests the Lowestoft had honoured. His air was ceremonial as he +laid, reverently, the sample pieces on the table before her, but it +seemed to Honora that he spoke as one who recalls departed glories, who +held a conviction that the Lowestoft would never be used again. + +Although by unalterable custom he submitted, at breakfast, the menus of +the day to Hugh, the old butler came afterwards to Honora's boudoir +during her struggle with the account books. Sometimes she would look up +and surprise his eyes fixed upon her, and one day she found at her elbow +a long list made out in a painstaking hand. + +"What's this, Starling?" she asked. + +"If you please, madame," he answered, "they're the current prices in the +markets--here." + +She thanked him. Nor was his exquisite delicacy in laying stress upon +the locality lost upon her. That he realized the magnitude--for her-- +of the task to which she had set herself; that he sympathized deeply with +the spirit which had undertaken it, she was as sure as though he had said +so. He helped her thus in a dozen unobtrusive ways, never once +recognizing her ignorance; but he made her feel the more that that +ignorance was a shameful thing not to be spoken of. Speculations upon +him were irresistible. She was continually forgetting the nature of his +situation, and he grew gradually to typify in her mind the Grenoble of +the past. She knew his principles as well as though he had spoken them-- +which he never did. For him, the world had become awry; he abhorred +divorce, and that this modern abomination had touched the house of +Chiltern was a calamity that had shaken the very foundations of his soul. +In spite of this, he had remained. Why? Perhaps from habit, perhaps +from love of the family and Hugh,--perhaps to see! + +And having stayed, fascination had laid hold of him,--of that she was +sure,--and his affections had incomprehensibly become involved. He was +as one assisting at a high tragedy not unworthy of him, the outcome of +which he never for an instant doubted. And he gave Honora the impression +that he alone, inscrutable, could have pulled aside the curtain and +revealed the end. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +OF THE WORLD BEYOND THE GATES + +Honora paused in her toilet, and contemplated for a moment the white +skirt that her maid presented. + +"I think I'll wear the blue pongee to-day, Mathilde," she said. + +The decision for the blue pongee was the culmination of a struggle begun +with the opening of her eyes that morning. It was Sunday, and the time +was at hand when she must face the world. Might it not be delayed a +little while--a week longer? For the remembrance of the staring eyes +which had greeted her on her arrival at the station at Grenoble troubled +her. It seemed to her a cruel thing that the house of God should hold +such terrors for her: to-day she had a longing for it that she had never +felt in her life before. + +Chiltern was walking in the garden, waiting for her to breakfast with +him, and her pose must have had in it an element of the self-conscious +when she appeared, smilingly, at the door. + +"Why, you're all dressed up," he said. + +"It's Sunday, Hugh." + +"So it is," he agreed, with what may have been a studied lightness--she +could not tell. + +"I'm going to church," she said bravely. + +"I can't say much for old Stopford," declared her husband. "His sermons +used to arouse all the original sin in me, when I had to listen to them." + +She poured out his coffee. + +"I suppose one has to take one's clergyman as one does the weather," she +said. "We go to church for something else besides the sermon--don't we?" + +"I suppose so, if we go at all," he replied. "Old Stopford imposes a +pretty heavy penalty." + +"Too heavy for you?" she asked, and smiled at him as she handed him the +cup. + +"Too heavy for me," he said, returning her smile. "To tell you the +truth, Honora, I had an overdose of church in my youth, here and at +school, and I've been trying to even up ever since." + +"You'd like me to go, wouldn't you, Hugh?" she ventured, after a silence. + +"Indeed I should," he answered, and again she wondered to what extent his +cordiality was studied, or whether it were studied at all. "I'm very +fond of that church, in spite of the fact that--that I may be said to +dissemble my fondness." She laughed with him, and he became serious. +"I still contribute--the family's share toward its support. My father +was very proud of it, but it is really my mother's church. It was due +to her that it was built." + +Thus was comedy played--and Honora by no the means sure that it was a +comedy. Even her alert instinct had not been able to detect the acting, +and the intervening hours were spent in speculating whether her fears had +not been overdone. Nevertheless, under the eyes of Starling, at twenty +minutes to eleven she stepped into the victoria with an outward courage, +and drove down the shady avenue towards the gates. Sweet-toned bells +were ringing as she reached the residence portion of the town, and +subdued pedestrians in groups and couples made their way along the +sidewalks. They stared at her; and she in turn, with heightened colour, +stared at her coachman's back. After all, this first Sunday would be the +most difficult. + +The carriage turned into a street arched by old elms, and flanked by +the houses of the most prosperous townspeople. Some of these were of +the old-fashioned, classic type, and others new examples of a national +architecture seeking to find itself,--white and yellow colonial, +roughcast modifications of the Shakespearian period, and nondescript +mixtures of cobblestones and shingles. Each was surrounded by trim lawns +and shrubbery. The church itself was set back from the street. It was +of bluish stone, and half covered with Virginia creeper. + +At this point, had the opportunity for a secret retreat presented itself, +Honora would have embraced it, for until now she had not realized the +full extent of the ordeal. Had her arrival been heralded by sounding +trumpets, the sensation it caused could not have been greater. In her +Eden, the world had been forgotten; the hum of gossip beyond the gates +had not reached her. But now, as the horses approached the curb, their +restive feet clattering on the hard pavement, in the darkened interior +of the church she saw faces turned, and entering worshippers pausing in +the doorway. Something of what the event meant for Grenoble dawned upon +her: something, not all; but all that she could bear. + +If it be true that there is no courage equal to that which a great love +begets in a woman, Honora's at that moment was sublime. Her cheeks +tingled, and her knees weakened under her as she ran the gantlet to the +church door, where she was met by a gentleman on whose face she read +astonishment unalloyed: amazement, perhaps, is not too strong a word for +the sensation it conveyed to her, and it occurred to her afterwards that +there was an element in it of outrage. It was a countenance peculiarly +adapted to such an expression--yellow, smooth-shaven, heavy-jowled, with +one drooping eye; and she needed not to be told that she had encountered, +at the outset, the very pillar of pillars. The frock coat, the heavy +watch chain, the square-toed boots, all combined to make a Presence. + +An instinctive sense of drama amongst the onlookers seemed to create a +hush, as though these had been the unwilling witnesses to an approaching +collision and were awaiting the crash. The gentleman stood planted in +the inner doorway, his drooping eye fixed on hers. + +"I am Mrs. Chiltern," she faltered. + +He hesitated the fraction of an instant, but he somehow managed to make +it plain that the information was superfluous. He turned without a word +and marched majestically up the aisle before her to the fourth pew from +the front on the right. There he faced about and laid a protesting hand +on the carved walnut, as though absolving himself in the sight of his God +and his fellow-citizens. Honora fell on her knees. + +She strove to calm herself by prayer: but the glances of a congregation +focussed between her shoulder-blades seemed to burn her back, and the +thought of the concentration of so many minds upon her distracted her +own. She could think of no definite prayer. Was this God's tabernacle? +or the market-place, and she at the tail of a cart? And was she not Hugh +Chiltern's wife, entitled to his seat in the place of worship of his +fathers? She rose from her knees, and her eyes fell on the softly +glowing colours of a stained-glass window: In memoriam--Alicia Reyburn +Chiltern. Hugh's mother, the lady in whose seat she sat. + +The organist, a sprightly young man, came in and began turning over his +music, and the choir took their-places, in the old-fashioned' manner. +Then came the clergyman. His beard was white, his face long and narrow +and shrivelled, his forehead protruding, his eyes of the cold blue of a +winter's sky. The service began, and Honora repeated the familiar +prayers which she had learned by heart in childhood--until her attention +was arrested by the words she spoke: "We have offended against Thy holy +laws." Had she? Would not God bless her marriage? It was not until +then that she began to pray with an intensity that blotted out the world +that He would not punish her if she had done wrong in His sight. Surely, +if she lived henceforth in fear of Him, He would let her keep this +priceless love which had come to her! And it was impossible that He +should regard it as an inordinate and sinful affection--since it had +filled her life with light. As the wife of Hugh Chiltern she sought a +blessing. Would God withhold it? He would not, she was sure, if they +lived a sober and a righteous life. He would take that into account, +for He was just. + +Then she grew calmer, and it was not until after the doctrinal sermon +which Hugh had predicted that her heart began to beat painfully once +more, when the gentleman who had conducted her to her seat passed her +the plate. He inspired her with an instinctive fear; and she tried to +imagine, in contrast, the erect and soldierly figure of General Chiltern +performing the same office. Would he have looked on her more kindly? + +When the benediction was pronounced, she made her way out of the church +with downcast eyes. The people parted at the door to let her pass, and +she quickened her step, gained the carriage at last, and drove away-- +seemingly leaving at her back a buzz of comment. Would she ever have the +courage to do it again? + +The old butler, as he flung open the doors at her approach, seemed to be +scrutinizing her. + +"Where's Mr. Chiltern, Starling? "she asked. + +"He's gone for a ride, madame." + +Hugh had gone for a ride! + +She did not see him until lunch was announced, when he came to the table +in his riding clothes. It may have been that he began to talk a little +eagerly about the excursion he had made to an outlying farm and the +conversation he had had with the farmer who leased it. + +"His lease is out in April," said Chiltern, "and when I told him I +thought I'd turn the land into the rest of the estate he tried to bribe +me into a renewal." + +"Bribe you?" + +Chiltern laughed. + +"Only in joke, of course. The man's a character, and he's something of a +politician in these parts. He intimated that there would be a vacancy in +this congressional district next year, that Grierson was going to resign, +and that a man with a long purse who belonged to the soil might have a +chance. I suppose he thinks I would buy it." + +"And--would you like to go to Congress, Hugh?" + +"Well," he said, smiling, "a man never can tell when he may have to eat +his words. I don't say I shouldn't--in the distant future. It would +have pleased the General. But if I go," he added with characteristic +vigour, "it will be in spite of the politicians, not because of them. If +I go I shan't go bound, and I'll fight for it. I should enjoy that." + +And she was able to accord him the smile of encouragement he expected. + +"I am sure you would," she replied. "I think you might have waited until +this afternoon and taken me," she reproached him. "You know how I enjoy +going with you to those places." + +It was not until later in the meal that he anticipated, in an admirably +accidental manner, the casual remark she had intended to make about +church. + +"Your predictions were fulfilled," she answered; "the sermon wasn't +thrilling." + +He glanced at her. And instead of avoiding his eyes, she smiled into +them. + +"Did you see the First Citizen of Grenoble?" he inquired. + +"I am sure of it," she laughed, "if he's yellow, with a drooping eye and +a presence; he was kind enough to conduct me to the pew." + +"Yes," he exclaimed, "that's Israel Simpson--you couldn't miss him. +How I used to hate him when I was a boy! I haven't quite got over it +yet. I used to outdo myself to make things uncomfortable for him when he +came up here--I think it was because he always seemed to be truckling. +He was ridiculously servile and polite in those days. He's changed +since," added Hugh, dryly. "He must quite have forgotten by this time +that the General made him." + +"Is--is he so much?" said Honora. + +Her husband laughed. + +"Is it possible that you have seen him and still ask that?" said he. +"He is Grenoble. Once the Chilterns were. He is the head of the +honoured firm of Israel Simpson and Sons, the president of the Grenoble +National Bank, the senior warden of the church, a director in the +railway. Twice a year, in the columns of the New York newspapers +dedicated to the prominent arrivals at the hotels, you may read the +name of Israel Simpson of Grenoble. Three times has he been abroad, +respectably accompanied by Maria, who invariably returns to read a paper +on the cathedrals and art before the Woman's Club." + +Maria is his wife, I suppose." + +"Yes. Didn't you run across Maria? She's quite as pronounced, in her +way, as Israel. A very tower of virtue." + +"I didn't meet anybody, Hugh," said Honora. "I'll--I'll look for her +next Sunday. I hurried out. It was a little embarrassing the first +time," she added, "your family being so prominent in Grenoble." + +Upon this framework, the prominence of his family, she built up during +the coning week a new structure of hope. It was strange she had never +thought before of this quite obvious explanation for the curiosity of +Grenoble. Perhaps--perhaps it was not prejudice, after all--or not +all of it. The wife of the Chiltern heir would naturally inspire a +considerable interest in any event, and Mrs. Hugh Chiltern in particular. +And these people would shortly understand, if they did not now +understand, that Hugh had come back voluntarily and from a sense of duty +to assume the burdens and responsibilities that so many of his generation +and class had shirked. This would tell in their favour, surely. At this +point in her meditations she consulted the mirror, to behold a modest, +slim-waisted young woman becomingly arrayed in white linen, whose cheeks +were aglow with health, whose eyes seemingly reflected the fire of a +distant high vision. Not a Poppaea, certainly, nor a Delila. No, it was +unbelievable that this, the very field itself of their future labours, +should be denied them. Her heart, at the mere conjecture, turned to +stone. + +During the cruise of the Adhemar she had often watched, in the gathering +darkness, those revolving lights on headland or shoal that spread now a +bright band across the sea, and again left the waters desolate in the +night. Thus, ceaselessly revolving from white hope to darker doubt, were +her thoughts, until sometimes she feared to be alone with them, and +surprised him by her presence in his busiest moments. For he was going +ahead on the path they had marked out with a faith in which she could +perceive no flaw. If faint and shadowy forms had already come between +them, he gave no evidence of having as yet discerned these. There was +the absence of news from his family, for instance,--the Graingers, the +Stranger, the Shorters, and the Pendletons, whom she had never seen; +he had never spoken to her of this, and he seemed to hold it as of no +account. Her instinct whispered that it had left its mark, a hidden +mark. And while she knew that consideration for her prompted him to hold +his peace, she told herself that she would have been happier had he +spoken of it. + +Always she was brought back to Grenoble when she saw him thus, manlike, +with his gaze steadily fixed on the task. If New York itself withheld +recognition, could Grenoble--provincial and conservative Grenoble, +preserving still the ideas of the last century for which his family had +so unflinchingly stood--be expected to accord it? New York! New York +was many, many things, she knew. The great house could have been filled +from weekend to week-end from New York; but not with Graingers and +Pendletons and Stranger; not with those around the walls of whose +fortresses the currents of modernity still swept impotently; not with +those who, while not contemning pleasure, still acknowledged duty; not +with those whose assured future was that for which she might have sold +her soul itself. Social free lances, undoubtedly, and unattached men; +those who lived in the world of fashion but were not squeamish--Mrs. +Kame, for example; and ladies like Mrs. Eustace Rindge, who had tried +a second throw for happiness,--such votaries of excitement would +undoubtedly have been more than glad to avail themselves of the secluded +hospitality of Grenoble for that which they would have been pleased to +designate as "a lively time." Honora shuddered at the thought: And, as +though the shudder had been prophetic, one morning the mail contained a +letter from Mrs. Kame herself. + +Mercifully Hugh had not noticed it. Honora did not recognize the +handwriting, but she slipped the envelope into her lap, fearful of what +it might contain, and, when she gained the privacy of her rooms, read it +with quickening breath. Mrs. Kame's touch was light and her imagination +sympathetic; she was the most adaptable of the feminine portion of her +nation, and since the demise of her husband she had lived, abroad and at +home, among men and women of a world that does not dot its i's or cross +its t's. Nevertheless, the letter filled Honora with a deep apprehension +and a deeper resentment. Plainly and clearly stamped between its +delicately worded lines was the claim of a comradeship born of Honora's +recent act. She tore the paper into strips and threw it into the flames +and opened the window to the cool air of the autumn morning. She had a +feeling of contamination that was intolerable. + +Mrs. Kame had proposed herself--again the word "delicately" must be used +--for one of Honora's first house-parties. Only an acute perception +could have read in the lady's praise of Hugh a masterly avoidance of that +part of his career already registered on the social slate. Mrs. Kame had +thought about them and their wonderful happiness in these autumn days at +Grenoble; to intrude on that happiness yet awhile would be a sacrilege. +Later, perhaps, they would relent and see something of their friends, and +throw open again the gates of a beautiful place long closed to the world. +And--without the air of having picked the single instance, but of having +chosen from many--Mrs. Kame added that she had only lately seen Elsie +Shorter, whose admiration for Honora was greater than ever. A sentiment, +Honora reflected a little bitterly, that Mrs. Shorter herself had not +taken the pains to convey. Consistency was not Elsie's jewel. + +It must perhaps be added for the sake of enlightenment that since going +to Newport Honora's view of the writer of this letter had changed. In +other words, enlarging ideals had dwarfed her somewhat; it was strictly +true that the lady was a boon companion of everybody. Her Catholicism +had two limitations only: that she must be amused, and that she must not +--in what she deemed the vulgar sense--be shocked. + +Honora made several attempts at an answer before she succeeded in saying, +simply, that Hugh was too absorbed in his work of reconstruction of the +estate for them to have house-parties this autumn. And even this was a +concession hard for her pride to swallow. She would have preferred not +to reply at all, and this slightest of references to his work--and hers +--seemed to degrade it. Before she folded the sheet she looked again at +that word "reconstruction" and thought of eliminating it. It was too +obviously allied to "redemption"; and she felt that Mrs. Kame could not +understand redemption, and would ridicule it. Honora went downstairs and +dropped her reply guiltily into the mail-bag. It was for Hugh's sake she +was sending it, and from his eyes she was hiding it. + +And, while we are dealing with letters, one, or part of one, from +Honora's aunt, may perhaps be inserted here. It was an answer to one +that Honora had written a few days after her installation at Grenoble, +the contents of which need not be gone into: we, who know her, would +neither laugh nor weep at reading it, and its purport may be more or less +accurately surmised from her aunt's reply. + + "As I wrote you at the time, my dear,"--so it ran "the shock which + your sudden marriage with Mr. Chiltern caused us was great--so great + that I cannot express it in words. I realize that I am growing old, + and perhaps the world is changing faster than I imagine. And I + wrote you, too, that I would not be true to myself if I told you + that what you have done was right in my eyes. I have asked myself + whether my horror of divorce and remarriage may not in some degree + be due to the happiness of my life with your uncle. I am, + undoubtedly, an exceptionally fortunate woman; and as I look + backwards I see that the struggles and trials which we have shared + together were really blessings. + + "Nevertheless, dear Honora, you are, as your uncle wrote you, our + child, and nothing can alter that fact in our hearts. We can only + pray with all our strength that you may find happiness and peace in + your new life. I try to imagine, as I think of you and what has + happened to you in the few years since you have left us--how long + they seem!--I try to imagine some of the temptations that have + assailed you in that world of which I know nothing. If I cannot, it + is because God made us different. I know what you have suffered, + and my heart aches for you. + + "You say that experience has taught you much that you could not + have--learned in any other way. I do not doubt it. You tell me + that your new life, just begun, will be a dutiful one. Let me + repeat that it is my anxious prayer that you have not builded upon + sand, that regrets may not come. I cannot say more. I cannot + dissemble. Perhaps I have already said too much. + + "Your loving + + "AUNT MARY." + + +An autumn wind was blowing, and Honora gazed out of the window at the +steel-blue, ruffled waters of the lake. Unconsciously she repeated the +words to herself: + +"Builded upon sand!" + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +CONTAINING PHILOSOPHY FROM MR. GRAINGER + +Swiftly came the autumn days, and swiftly went. A bewildering, ever +changing, and glorious panorama presented itself, green hillsides struck +first with flaming crimsons and yellows, and later mellowing into a +wondrous blending of gentler, tenderer hues; lavender, and wine, and the +faintest of rose colours where the bare beeches massed. Thus the slopes +were spread as with priceless carpets for a festival. Sometimes Honora, +watching, beheld from her window the russet dawn on the eastern ridge, +and the white mists crouching in strange, ghostly shapes abode the lake +and the rushing river: and she saw these same mists gather again, +shivering, at nightfall. In the afternoon they threaded valleys, silent +save for the talk between them and the stirring of the leaves under their +horses' feet. + +So the Indian summer passed--that breathless season when even happiness +has its premonitions and its pangs. The umber fields, all ploughed and +harrowed, lay patiently awaiting the coming again of the quickening +spring. Then fell the rain, the first, cold winter rain that shrouded +the valley and beat down upon the defenceless, dismantled garden and made +pools in the hollows of the stone seat: that flung itself against +Honora's window as though begrudging her the warmth and comfort within. +Sometimes she listened to it in the night. + +She was watching. How intent was that vigil, how alert and sharpened her +senses, a woman who has watched alone may answer. Now, she felt, was the +crisis at hand: the moment when her future, and his was to hang in the +balance. The work on the farms, which had hitherto left Chiltern but +little time for thought, had relaxed. In these wet days had he begun +to brood a little? Did he show signs of a reversion to that other +personality, the Chiltern she had not known, yet glimpses of whom she had +had? She recalled the third time she had seen him, the morning at the +Lilacs in Newport, that had left upon her the curious sense of having +looked on a superimposed portrait. That Chiltern which she called her +Viking, and which, with a woman's perversity, she had perhaps loved most +of all, was but one expression of the other man of days gone by. The +life of that man was a closed book she had never wished to open. Was he +dead, or sleeping? And if sleeping, would he awake? How softly she +tread! + +And in these days, with what exquisite, yet tremulous skill and courage +did she bring up the subject of that other labour they were to undertake +together--the life and letters of his father. In the early dusk, when +they had returned from their long rides, she contrived to draw Chiltern +into his study. The cheerfulness, the hopefulness, the delight with +which she approached the task, the increasing enthusiasm she displayed +for the character of the General as she read and sorted the letters and +documents, and the traits of his she lovingly traced in Hugh, were not +without their effect. It was thus she fanned, ceaselessly and with a +smile, and with an art the rarest women possess, the drooping flame. And +the flame responded. + +How feverishly she worked, unknown to him, he never guessed; so carefully +and unobtrusively planted her suggestions that they were born again in +glory as his inspiration. The mist had lifted a little, and she beheld +the next stage beyond. To reach that stage was to keep him intent on +this work--and--after that, to publish! Ah, if he would only have +patience, or if she could keep him distracted through this winter and +their night, she might save him. Love such as hers can even summon +genius to its aid, and she took fire herself at the thought of a book +worthy of that love, of a book--though signed by him that would redeem +them, and bring a scoffing world to its knees in praise. She spent hours +in the big library preparing for Chiltern's coming, with volumes in her +lap and a note-book by her side. + +One night, as they sat by the blazing logs in his study, which had been +the General's, Chiltern arose impulsively, opened the big safe in the +corner, and took out a leather-bound book and laid it on her lap. Honora +stared at it: it was marked: Highlawns, Visitors' Book." + +"It's curious I never thought of it before," he said, "but my father, had +a habit of jotting down notes in it on important occasions. +It may be of some use to us Honora." + +She opened it at random and read: "July 5, 1893, Picnic at Psalter's +Falls. Temperature 71 at 9 A.M. Bar. 30. Weather clear. Charles left +for Washington, summons from President, in the midst of it. Agatha and +Victor again look at the Farrar property. Hugh has a ducking. +P.S. At dinner night Bessie announces her engagement to Cecil Grainger. +Present Sarah and George Grenfell, Agatha and Victor Strange, Gerald +Shorter, Lord Kylie--" + +Honora looked up. Hugh was at her shoulder, with his eyes on the page. + +"Psalter's Falls!" he exclaimed. "How well I remember that day! I was +just home from my junior year at Harvard." + +"Who was 'Charles'?" inquired Honora. + +"Senator Pendleton--Bessie's father. Just after I jumped into the mill- +pond the telegram came for him to go to Washington, and I drove him home +in my wet clothes. The old man had a terrible tongue, a whip-lash kind +of humour, and he scored me for being a fool. But he rather liked me, +on the whole. He told me if I'd only straighten out I could be anything, +in reason." + +"What made you jump in the mill-pond?" Honora asked, laughing. + +"Bessie Grainger. She had a devil in her, too, in those days, but she +always kept her head, and I didn't." He smiled. "I'm willing to admit +that I was madly in love with her, and she treated me outrageously. We +were standing on the bridge--I remember it as though it were yesterday-- +and the water was about eight feet deep, with a clear sand bottom. She +took off a gold bracelet and bet me I wouldn't get it if she threw it in. +That night, right in the middle of dinner, when there was a pause in the +conversation, she told us she was engaged to Cecil Grainger. It turned +out, by the way, to have been his bracelet I rescued. I could have wrung +his neck, and I didn't speak to her for a month." + +Honora repressed an impulse to comment on this incident. With his arm +over her shoulder, he turned the pages idly, and the long lists of guests +which bore witness to the former life and importance of Highlawns passed +before her eyes. Distinguished foreigners, peers of England, churchmen, +and men renowned in literature: famous American statesmen, scientists, +and names that represented more than one generation of wealth and +achievement--all were here. There were his school and college friends, +five and six at a time, and besides them those of young girls who were +now women, some of whom Honora had met and known in New York or Newport. + +Presently he closed the book abruptly and returned it to the safe. To +her sharpened senses, the very act itself was significant. There were +other and blank pages in it for future years; and under different +circumstances he might have laid it in its time-honoured place, on the +great table in the library. + +It was not until some weeks later that Honora was seated one afternoon in +the study waiting for him to come in, and sorting over some of the +letters that they had not yet examined, when she came across a new lot +thrust carelessly at the bottom of the older pile. She undid the +elastic. Tucked away in one of the envelopes she was surprised to find a +letter of recent date--October. She glanced at it, read involuntarily +the first lines, and then, with a little cry, turned it over. It was +from Cecil Grainger. She put it back into the envelope whence it came, +and sat still. + +After a while, she could not tell how long, she heard Hugh stamping the +snow from his feet in the little entry beside the study. And in a few +moments he entered, rubbing his hands and holding them out to the blaze. + +"Hello, Honora," he said; "are you still at it? What's the matter--a +hitch?" + +She reached mechanically into the envelope, took out the letter, and +handed it to him. + +"I found it just now, Hugh. I didn't read much of it--I didn't mean to +read any. It's from Mr. Grainger, and you must have overlooked it." + +He took it. + +"From Cecil?" he said, in an odd voice. "I wasn't aware that he had sent +me anything-recently." + +As he read, she felt the anger rise within him, she saw it in his eyes +fixed upon the sheet, and the sense of fear, of irreparable loss, that +had come over her as she had sat alone awaiting him, deepened. And yet, +long expected verdicts are sometimes received in a spirit of +recklessness: He finished the letter, and flung it in her lap. + +"Read it," he said. + +"Oh, Hugh!" she protested tremulously. "Perhaps--perhaps I'd better +not." He laughed, and that frightened her the more. It was the laugh, +she was sure, of the other man she had not known. + +"I've always suspected that Cecil was a fool--now I'm sure of it. Read +it!" he repeated, in a note of command that went oddly with his next +sentence; "You will find that it is only ridiculous." + +This assurance of the comedy it contained, however, did not serve to +fortify her misgivings. It was written from a club. + + "DEAR HUGH: Herewith a few letters for the magnum opus which I have + extracted from Aunt Agatha, Judge Gaines, and others, and to send + you my humble congratulations. By George, my boy, you have dashed + off with a prize, and no mistake. I've never made any secret, you + know, of my admiration for Honora--I hope I may call her so now. + And I just thought I'd tell you you could count on me for a friend + at court. Not that I'm any use now, old boy. I'll have to be frank + with you--I always was. Discreet silence, and all that sort of + thing: as much as my head is worth to open my mouth. But I had an + idea it would be an act of friendship to let you know how things + stand. Let time and works speak, and Cecil will give the thing + a push at the proper moment. I understand from one of the + intellectual journals I read that you have gone in for simple life + and scientific farming. A deuced canny move. And for the love of + heaven, old man, keep it up for a while, anyhow. I know it's + difficult, but keep it up. I speak as a friend. + + "They received your letters all right, announcing your marriage. + You always enjoyed a row--I wish you could have been on hand to see + and hear this one. It was no place for a man of peace, and I spent + two nights at the club. I've never made any secret, you know, of + the fact that I think the Pendleton connection hide-bound. And you + understand Bessie--there's no good of my explaining her. You'd have + thought divorce a brand-new invention of the devil, instead of a + comparatively old institution. And if you don't mind my saying so, + my boy, you took this fence a bit on the run, the way you do + everything. + + "The fact is, divorce is going out of fashion. Maybe it's because + the Pendleton-Grenfell element have always set their patrician faces + against it; maybe its been a bit overdone. Most people who have + tried it have discovered that the fire is no better than the frying- + pan--both hot as soon as they warm up. Of course, old boy, there's + nothing personal in this. Sit tight, and stick to the simple life-- + that's your game as I see it. No news--I've never known things to + be so quiet. Jerry won over two thousand night before last--he made + it no trumps in his own hand four times running. + + "Yours, + + "CECIL." + + +Honora returned this somewhat unique epistle to her husband, and he +crushed it. There was an ill-repressed, terrifying savagery in the act, +and her heart was torn between fear and pity for this lone message of +good-will. Whatever its wording, such it was. A dark red flush had +mounted his forehead to the roots of his short curly hair. + +"Well?" he said. + +She was fighting for her presence of mind. Flashes of his temper she had +known, but she had never seen the cruel, fiendish thing--his anger. Not +his anger, but the anger of the destroyer that she beheld waking now +after its long sleep, and taking possession of him, and transforming him +before her very eyes. She had been able to cope with the new man, but +she felt numb and powerless before the resuscitated demon of the old. + +"What do you expect me to say, Hugh?" she faltered, with a queer feeling +that she was not addressing him. + +"Anything you like," he replied. + +"Defend Cecil." + +"Why should I defend him?" she said dully. + +"Because you have no pride." + +A few seconds elapsed before the full import and brutality of this insult +reached her intelligence, and she cried out his name in a voice shrill +with anguish. But he seemed to delight in the pain he had caused. + +"You couldn't be expected, I suppose, to see that this letter is a d--d +impertinence, filled with an outrageous flippancy, a deliberate affront, +an implication that our marriage does not exist." + +She sat stunned, knowing that the real pain would come later. That +which slowly awoke in her now, as he paced the room, was a high sense of +danger, and a persistent inability to regard the man who had insulted her +as her husband. He was rather an enemy to them both, and he would +overturn, if he could, the frail craft of their happiness in the storm. +She cried out to Hugh as across the waters. + +"No,--I have no pride, Hugh,--it is gone. I have thought of you only. +The fear that I might separate you from your family, from your friends, +and ruin your future has killed my pride. He--Mr. Grainger meant to be +kind. He is always like that--it's his way of saying things. He wishes +to show that he is friendly to you--to me--" + +"In spite of my relations," cried Chiltern, stopping in the middle of the +room. "They cease to be my relations from this day. I disown them. I +say it deliberately. So long as I live, not one of them shall come into +this house. All my life they have begged me to settle down, to come up +here and live the life my father did. Very well, now I've done it. And +I wrote to them and told them that I intended to live henceforth like a +gentleman and a decent citizen--more than some of them do. No, I wash my +hands of them. If they were to crawl up here from the gate on their +knees, I'd turn them out." + +Although he could not hear her, she continued to plead. + +"Hugh, try to think of how--how our marriage must have appeared to them. +Not that I blame you for being angry. We only thought of one thing--our +love--" her voice broke at the word, "and our own happiness. We did not +consider others. It is that which sometimes has made me afraid, that we +believed ourselves above the law. And now that we have--begun so well, +don't spoil it, Hugh! Give them time, let them see by our works that we +are in earnest, that we intend to live useful lives. + +"I don't mean to beg them," she cried, at sight of his eyes. "Oh, I +don't mean that. I don't mean to entreat them, or even to communicate +with them. But they are your flesh and blood--you must remember that. +Let us prove that we are--not--like the others," she said, lifting her +head, "and then it cannot matter to us what any one thinks. We shall +have justified our act to ourselves." + +But he was striding up and down the room again. It was as she feared-- +her plea--had fallen on unheeding ears. A sudden convulsive leaping of +the inner fires sent him to his desk, and he seized some note-paper from +the rack. Honora rose to her feet, and took a step towards him. + +"Hugh--what are you going to do?" + +"Do!" he cried, swinging in his chair and facing her, "I'm going +to do what any man with an ounce of self-respect would do under the +circumstances. I'm going to do what I was a fool not to have done three +months ago--what I should have done if it hadn't been for you. If in +their contemptible, pharisaical notions of morality they choose to forget +what my mother and father were to them, they cease to exist for me. If +it's the last act of my life I'm going to tell them so." + +She stood gazing at him, but she was as one of whom he took no account. +He turned to the desk and began to write with a deliberation all the more +terrible to her because of the white anger he felt. And still she stood. +He pressed the button on his desk, and Starling responded. + +"I want a man from the stable to be ready to take some letters to town in +half an hour," he said. + +It was not until then that she turned and slowly left the room. A mortal +sickness seemed to invade her vitals, and she went to her own chamber and +flung herself, face downward, on the lace covering of the bed: and the +sobs that shook her were the totterings of the foundations of her +universe. For a while, in the intensity of her anguish, all thought was +excluded. Presently, however, when the body was spent, the mind began to +practise its subtle and intolerable torture, and she was invaded by a +sense of loneliness colder than the space between the worlds. + +Where was she to go, whither flee, now that his wrath was turned against +her? On the strength of his love alone she had pinned her faith, +discarded and scorned all other help. And at the first contact with that +greater power which he had taught her so confidently to despise, that +strength had broken! + +Slowly, she gazed back over the path she had trod; where roses once had +held up smiling heads. It was choked now by brambles that scratched her +nakedness at every step. Ah, how easily she had been persuaded to enter +it! "We have the right to happiness," he had said, and she had looked +into his eyes and believed him. What was this strange, elusive +happiness, that she had so pantingly pursued and never overtaken? that +essence pure and unalloyed with baser things? Ecstasy, perhaps, she had +found--for was it delirium? Fear was the boon companion of these; or +better, the pestilence that stalked behind them, ever ready to strike. + +Then, as though some one had turned on a light--a sickening, yet +penetrating blue light--she looked at Hugh Chiltern. She did not wish +to look, but that which had turned on the light and bade her was stronger +than she. She beheld, as it were, the elements of his being, the very +sources of the ceaseless, restless energy that was driving him on. And +scan as she would, no traces of the vaunted illimitable power that is +called love could she discern. Love he possessed; that she had not +doubted, and did not doubt, even now. But it had been given her to see +that these springs had existed before love had come, and would flow, +perchance, after it had departed. Now she understood his anger; it was +like the anger of a fiercely rushing river striving to break a dam and +invade the lands below with devastating floods. All these months the +waters had been mounting . . . . + +Turning at length from the consideration of this figure, she asked +herself whether, if with her present knowledge she had her choice to +make over again, she would have chosen differently. The answer was a +startling negative. She loved him. Incomprehensible, unreasonable, and +un reasoning sentiment! That she had received a wound, she knew; whether +it were mortal, or whether it would heal and leave a scar, she could not +say. One salient, awful fact she began gradually to realize, that if she +sank back upon the pillows she was lost. Little it would profit her to +save her body. She had no choice between her present precarious foothold +and the abyss, and wounded as she was she would have to fight. There was +no retreat: + +She sat up, and presently got to her feet and went to the window and +stared through the panes until she distinguished the blue whiteness of +the fallen snow on her little balcony. The night, despite the clouds, +had a certain luminous quality. Then she drew the curtains, searched for +the switch, and flooded the room with a soft glow--that beautiful room in +which he had so proudly installed her four months before. She smoothed +the bed, and walking to the mirror gazed intently at her face, and then +she bathed it. Afterwards she opened her window again, admitting a +flurry of snow, and stood for some minutes breathing in the sharp air. + +Three quarters of an hour later she was dressed and descending the +stairs, and as she entered the library dinner was announced. Let us +spare Honora the account of that repast or rather a recital of the +conversation that accompanied it. What she found to say under the eyes +of the servants is of little value, although the fact itself deserves to +be commended as a high accomplishment; and while she talked, she studied +the brooding mystery that he presented, and could make nothing of it. +His mood was new. It was not sullenness, nor repressed rage; and his +answers were brief, but he was not taciturn. It struck her that in spite +of a concentration such as she had never in her life bestowed on any +other subject, her knowledge of him of the Chiltern she had married-- +was still wofully incomplete, and that in proportion to the lack of +perfection of that knowledge her danger was great. Perhaps the Chiltern +she had married was as yet in a formative state. Be this as it may, what +she saw depicted on his face to-night corresponded to no former +experience. + +They went back to the library. Coffee was brought and carried off, and +Honora was standing before the fire. Suddenly he rose from his chair, +crossed the room, and before she could draw away seized and crushed her +in his arms without a word. She lay there, inert, bewildered as in the +grip of an unknown force, until presently she was aware of the beating of +his heart, and a glimmering of what he felt came to her. Nor was it an +understandable thing, except to the woman who loved him. And yet and yet +she feared it even in that instant of glory. + +When at last she dared to look up, he kissed away the tears from her +cheeks. + +"I love you," he said. "You must never doubt it--do you understand?" + +"Yes, Hugh." + +"You must never doubt it," he repeated roughly. + +His contrition was a strange thing--if it were contrition. And love-- +woman's love--is sometimes the counsellor of wisdom. Her sole reproach +was to return his kiss. + +Presently she chose a book, and he read to her. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +THE PILLARS OF SOCIETY + +One morning, as he gathered up his mail, Chiltern left lying on the +breakfast table a printed circular, an appeal from the trustees of the +Grenoble Hospital. As Honora read it she remembered that this +institution had been the favourite charity of his mother; and that Mrs. +Chiltern, at her death, had bequeathed an endowment which at the time had +been ample. But Grenoble having grown since then, the deficit for this +year was something under two thousand dollars, and in a lower corner was +a request that contributions be sent to Mrs. Israel Simpson. + +With the circular in her hand, Honora went thoughtfully up the stairs to +her sitting-room. The month was February, the day overcast and muggy, +and she stood for a while apparently watching the holes made in the snow +by the steady drip from the cap of the garden wall. What she really saw +was the face of Mrs. Israel Simpson, a face that had haunted her these +many months. For Mrs. Simpson had gradually grown, in Honora's mind, to +typify the hardness of heart of Grenoble. With Grenoble obdurate, what +would become of the larger ambitions of Hugh Chiltern? + +Mrs. Simpson was indeed a redoubtable lady, whose virtue shone with a +particular high brightness on the Sabbath. Her lamp was brimming with +oil against the judgment day, and she was as one divinely appointed to +be the chastener of the unrighteous. So, at least, Honora beheld her. +Her attire was rich but not gaudy, and had the air of proclaiming the +prosperity of Israel Simpson alone as its unimpeachable source: her nose +was long, her lip slightly marked by a masculine and masterful emblem, +and her eyes protruded in such a manner as to give the impression of +watchfulness on all sides. + +It was this watchfulness that our heroine grew to regard as a salient +characteristic. It never slept--even during Mr. Stopford's sermons. +She was aware of it when she entered the church, and she was sure that +it escorted her as far as the carriage on her departure. It seemed to +oppress the congregation. And Honora had an idea that if it could have +been withdrawn, her cruel proscription would have ended. For at times +she thought that she read in the eyes of some of those who made way for +her, friendliness and even compassion. + +It was but natural, perhaps, in the situation in which our heroine found +herself, that she should have lost her sense of proportion to the extent +of regarding this lady in the light of a remorseless dragon barring her +only path to peace. And those who might have helped her--if any there +were--feared the dragon as much as she. Mrs. Simpson undoubtedly would +not have relished this characterization, and she is not to have the +opportunity of presenting her side of the case. We are looking at it +from Honora's view, and Honora beheld chimeras. The woman changed, for +Honora, the very aspect of the house of God; it was she who appeared to +preside there, or rather to rule by terror. And Honora, as she glanced +at her during the lessons, often wondered if she realized the appalling +extent of her cruelty. Was this woman, who begged so audibly to be +delivered from pride, vainglory, and hypocrisy, in reality a Christian? +Honora hated her, and yet she prayed that God would soften her heart. +Was there no way in which she could be propitiated, appeased? For the +sake of the thing desired, and which it was given this woman to withhold, +she was willing to humble herself in the dust. + +Honora laid the hospital circular on the desk beside her account book. +She had an ample allowance from Hugh; but lying in a New York bank was +what remained of the unexpected legacy she had received from her father, +and it was from this that she presently drew a cheque for five hundred +dollars,--a little sacrifice that warmed her blood as she wrote. Not for +the unfortunate in the hospital was she making it, but for him: and that +she could do this from the little store that was her very own gave her a +thrill of pride. She would never need it again. If he deserted her, it +mattered little what became of her. If he deserted her! + +She sat gazing out of the window over the snow, and a new question +was in her heart. Was it as a husband--that he loved her? Did their +intercourse have that intangible quality of safety that belonged to +married life? And was it not as a mistress rather than a wife that, +in their isolation, she watched his moods so jealously? A mistress! Her +lips parted, and she repeated the word aloud, for self-torture is human. + +Her mind dwelt upon their intercourse. There were the days they spent +together, and the evenings, working or reading. Ah, but had the time +ever been when, in the depths of her being, she had felt the real +security of a wife? When she had not always been dimly conscious of a +desire to please him, of a struggle to keep him interested and contented? +And there were the days when he rode alone, the nights when he read +or wrote alone, when her joy was turned to misery; there were the +alternating periods of passion and alienation. Alienation, perhaps, was +too strong a word. Nevertheless, at such times, her feeling was one of +desolation. + +His heart, she knew, was bent upon success at Grenoble, and one of the +books which they had recently read together was a masterly treatise, by +an Englishman, on the life-work of an American statesman. The vast width +of the country, from the Atlantic to the Pacific, was stirred with +politics: a better era was coming, the pulse of the nation beating with +renewed life; a stronger generation was arising to take the Republic into +its own hands. A campaign was in progress in the State, and twice her +husband had gone some distance to hear the man who embodied the new +ideas, and had come back moody and restless, like a warrior condemned to +step aside. Suppose his hopes were blighted--what would happen? Would +the spirit of reckless adventure seize him again? Would the wilds call +him? or the city? She did not dare to think. + +It was not until two mornings later that Hugh tossed her across the +breakfast table a pink envelope with a wide flap and rough edges. Its +sender had taken advantage of the law that permits one-cent stamps for +local use. + +"Who's your friend, Honora?" he asked. + +She tried to look calmly at the envelope that contained her fate. + +"It's probably a dressmaker's advertisement," she answered, and went on +with the pretence of eating her breakfast. + +"Or an invitation to dine with Mrs. Simpson," he suggested, laughingly, +as he rose. "It's just the stationery she would choose." + +Honora dropped her spoon in her egg-cup. It instantly became evident, +however, that his remark was casual and not serious, for he gathered up +his mail and departed. Her hand trembled a little as she opened the +letter, and for a moment the large gold monogram of its sender danced +before her eyes. + + "Dear Madam, Permit me to thank you in the name of the Trustees of + the Grenoble Hospital for your generous contribution, and believe + me, Sincerely yours, + + "MARIA W. SIMPSON." + + +The sheet fluttered to the floor. + +When Sunday came, for the first time her courage failed her. She had +heard the wind complaining in the night, and the day dawned wild and wet. +She got so far as to put on a hat and veil and waterproof coat; Starling +had opened the doors, and through the frame of the doorway, on the wet +steps, she saw the footman in his long mackintosh, his umbrella raised to +escort her to the carriage. Then she halted, irresolute. The impassive +old butler stood on the sill, a silent witness, she knew, to the struggle +going on within her. It seemed ridiculous indeed to play out the comedy +with him, who could have recited the lines. And yet she turned to him. + +"Starling, you may send the coachman back to the stable." + +"Very good, madam." + +As she climbed the stairs she saw him gravely closing the doors. She +paused on the landing, her sense of relief overborne by a greater sense +of defeat. There was still time! She heard the wheels of the carriage +on the circle--yet she listened to them die away. Starling softly +caught the latch, and glanced up. For an instant their looks crossed, +and she hurried on with palpitating breast, reached her boudoir, and +closed the door. The walls seemed to frown on her, and she remembered +that the sitting-room in St. Louis had worn that same look when, as a +child, she had feigned illness in order to miss a day at school. With a +leaden heart she gazed out on the waste of melting snow, and then tried +in vain to read a novel that a review had declared amusing. But a +question always came between her and the pages: was this the turning +point of that silent but terrible struggle, when she must acknowledge to +herself that the world had been too strong for her? After a while her +loneliness became unbearable. Chiltern was in the library. + +"Home from church?" he inquired. + +"I didn't go, Hugh." + +He looked up in surprise. + +"Why, I thought I saw you start," he said. + +"It's such a dreary day, Hugh." + +"But that has never prevented you before." + +"Don't you think I'm entitled to one holiday?" she asked. + +But it was by a supreme effort she kept back the tears. He looked at her +attentively, and got up suddenly and put his hands upon her shoulders. +She could not meet his eyes, and trembled under his touch. + +"Honora," he said, "why don't you tell me the truth?" + +"What do you mean, Hugh?" + +"I have been wondering how long you'd stand it. I mean that these women, +who call themselves Christians, have been brutal to you. They haven't so +much as spoken to you in church, and not one of them has been to this +house to call. Isn't that so?" + +"Don't let us judge them yet, Hugh," she begged, a little wildly, feeling +again the gathering of another destroying storm in him that might now +sweep the last vestige of hope away. And she seized the arguments as +they came. "Some of them may be prejudiced, I know. But others--others +I am sure are kind, and they have had no reason to believe I should like +to know them--to work among them. I--I could not go to see them first, +I am glad to wait patiently until some accident brings me near them. +And remember, Hugh, the atmosphere in which we both lived before we came +here--an atmosphere they regard as frivolous and pleasure-loving. People +who are accustomed to it are not usually supposed to care to make friends +in a village, or to bother their heads about the improvement of a +community. Society is not what it was in your mother's day, who knew +these people or their mothers, and took an interest in what they were +doing. Perhaps they think me--haughty." She tried to smile. "I have +never had an opportunity to show them that I am not." + +She paused, breathless, and saw that he was unconvinced. + +"Do you believe that, Honora?" he demanded. + +"I--I want to believe it. And I am sure, that if it is not true now, it +will become so, if we only wait." + +He shook his head. + +"Never," he said, and dropped his hands and walked over to the fire. +She stood where he had left her. + +"I understand," she heard him say, "I understand that you sent Mrs. +Simpson five hundred dollars for the hospital. Simpson told me so +yesterday, at the bank." + +"I had a little money of my own--from my father and I was glad to do it, +Hugh. That was your mother's charity." + +Her self-control was taxed to the utmost by the fact that he was moved. +She could not see his face, but his voice betrayed it. + +"And Mrs. Simpson?" he asked, after a moment. + +"Mrs. Simpson?" + +"She thanked you?" + +"She acknowledged the cheque, as president. I was not giving it to her, +but to the hospital." + +"Let me see the letter." + +"I--I have destroyed it." + +He brought his hands together forcibly, and swung about and faced her. + +"Damn them!" he cried, "from this day I forbid you to have anything to +do with them, do you hear. I forbid you! They're a set of confounded, +self-righteous hypocrites. Give them time! In all conscience they have +had time enough, and opportunity enough to know what our intentions +are. How long do they expect us to fawn at their feet for a word of +recognition? What have we done that we should be outlawed in this way +by the very people who may thank my family for their prosperity? Where +would Israel Simpson be to-day if my father had not set him up in +business? Without knowing anything of our lives they pretend to sit in +judgment on us. Why? Because you have been divorced, and I married you. +I'll make them pay for this!" + +"No!" she begged, taking a step towards him. "You don't know what you're +saying, Hugh. I implore you not to do anything. Wait a little while! +Oh, it is worth trying!" So far the effort carried her, and no farther. +Perhaps, at sight of the relentlessness in his eyes, hope left her, and +she sank down on a chair and buried her face in her hands, her voice +broken by sobs. "It is my fault, and I am justly punished. I have no +right to you--I was wicked, I was selfish to marry you. I have ruined +your life." + +He went to her, and lifted her up, but she was like a child whom +passionate weeping has carried beyond the reach of words. He could say +nothing to console her, plead as he might, assume the blame, and swear +eternal fealty. One fearful, supreme fact possessed her, the wreck of +Chiltern breaking against the rocks, driven there by her . . . . + +That she eventually grew calm again deserves to be set down as a tribute +to the organism of the human body. + +That she was able to breathe, to move, to talk, to go through the +pretence of eating, was to her in the nature of a mild surprise. Life +went on, but it seemed to Honora in the hours following this scene that +it was life only. Of the ability to feel she was utterly bereft. Her +calmness must have been appalling: her own indifference to what might +happen now,--if she could have realized it,--even more so. And in +the afternoon, wandering about the house, she found herself in the +conservatory. It had been built on against the library, and sometimes, +on stormy afternoons, she had tea there with Hugh in the red-cushioned +chairs beside the trickling fountain, the flowers giving them an illusion +of summer. + +Under ordinary circumstances the sound of wheels on the gravel would have +aroused her, for Hugh scarcely ever drove. And it was not until she +glanced through the open doors into the library that she knew that a +visitor had come to Highlawns. He stood beside the rack for the +magazines and reviews, somewhat nervously fingering a heavy watch charm, +his large silk hat bottom upward on the chair behind him. It was Mr. +Israel Simpson. She could see him plainly, and she was by no means +hidden from him by the leaves, and yet she did not move. He had come to +see Hugh, she understood; and she was probably going to stay where she +was and listen. It seemed of no use repeating to herself that this +conversation would be of vital importance; for the mechanism that +formerly had recorded these alarms and spread them, refused to work. +She saw Chiltern enter, and she read on his face that he meant to +destroy. It was no news to her. She had known it for a long, long time +--in fact, ever since she had came to Grenoble. Her curiosity, strangely +enough--or so it seemed afterwards--was centred on Mr. Simpson, as though +he were an actor she had been very curious to see. + +It was this man, and not her husband, whom she perceived from the first +was master of the situation. His geniality was that of the commander of +an overwhelming besieging force who could afford to be generous. She +seemed to discern the cloudy ranks of the legions behind him, and they +encircled the world. He was aware of these legions, and their presence +completely annihilated the ancient habit of subserviency with which in +former years he had been wont to enter this room and listen to the +instructions of that formidable old lion, the General: so much was plain +from the orchestra. He went forward with a cheerful, if ponderous +bonhomie. + +"Ah, Hugh," said he, "I got your message just in time. I was on the +point of going over to see old Murdock. Seriously ill--you know--last +time, I'm afraid," and Mr. Simpson shook his head. He held out his hand. +Hugh did not appear to notice it. + +"Sit down, Mr. Simpson," he said. + +Mr. Simpson sat down. Chiltern took a stand before him. + +"You asked me the other day whether I would take a certain amount of the +stock and bonds of the Grenoble Light and Power Company, in which you are +interested, and which is, I believe, to supply the town with electric +light, the present source being inadequate." + +"So I did," replied Mr. Simpson, urbanely, "and I believe the investment +to be a good one. There is no better power in this part of the country +than Psalter's Falls." + +"I wished to inform you that I do not intend to go into the Light and +Power Company," said Chiltern. + +"I am sorry to hear it," Mr. Simpson declared. "In my opinion, if you +searched the state for a more profitable or safer thing, you could not +find it." + +"I have no doubt the investment is all that could be desired, Mr. +Simpson. I merely wished you to know, as soon as possible, that I did +not intend to put my money into it. There are one or two other little +matters which you have mentioned during the week. You pointed out that +it would be an advantage to Grenoble to revive the county fair, and you +asked me to subscribe five thousand dollars to the Fair Association." + +This time Mr. Simpson remained silent. + +"I have come to the conclusion, to-day, not to subscribe a cent. I also +intend to notify the church treasurer that I will not any longer rent a +pew, or take any further interest in the affairs of St. John's church. +My wife was kind enough, I believe, to send five hundred dollars to the +Grenoble hospital. That will be the last subscription from any member of +my family. I will resign as a director of the Grenoble Bank to-morrow, +and my stock will be put on the market. And finally I wished to tell you +that henceforth I do not mean to aid in any way any enterprise in +Grenoble." + +During this announcement, which had been made with an ominous calmness, +Mr. Simpson had gazed steadily at the brass andirons. He cleared his +throat. + +"My dear Hugh," said he, "what you have said pains me excessively- +excessively. I--ahem--fail to grasp it. As an old friend of your +family--of your father--I take the liberty of begging you to reconsider +your words." + +Chiltern's eyes blazed. + +"Since you have mentioned my father, Mr. Simpson," he exclaimed, "I may +remind you that his son might reasonably have expected at your hands a +different treatment than that you have accorded him. You have asked me +to reconsider my decision, but I notice that you have failed to inquire +into my reasons for making it. I came back here to Grenoble with every +intention of devoting the best efforts of my life in aiding to build up +the community, as my father had done. It was natural, perhaps, that I +should expect a little tolerance, a little friendliness, a little +recognition in return. My wife was prepared to help me. We did not ask +much. But you have treated us like outcasts. Neither you nor Mrs. +Simpson, from whom in all conscience I looked for consideration and +friendship, have as much as spoken to Mrs. Chiltern in church. You have +made it clear that, while you are willing to accept our contributions, +you cared to have nothing to do with us whatever. If I have overstated +the case, please correct me." + +Mr. Simpson rose protestingly. + +"My dear Hugh," he said. "This is very painful. I beg that you will +spare me." + +"My name is Chiltern," answered Hugh, shortly. "Will you kindly explain, +if you can, why the town of Grenoble has ignored us?" + +Israel Simpson hesitated a moment. He seemed older when he looked at +Chiltern again, and in his face commiseration and indignation were oddly +intermingled. His hand sought his watch chain. + +"Yes, I will tell you," he replied slowly, "although in all my life no +crueller duty has fallen on me. It is because we in Grenoble are old- +fashioned in our views of morality, and I thank God we are so. It is +because you have married a divorced woman under circumstances that have +shocked us. The Church to which I belong, and whose teachings I respect, +does not recognize such a marriage. And you have, in my opinion, +committed an offence against society. To recognize you by social +intercourse would be to condone that offence, to open the door to +practices that would lead, in a short time, to the decay of our people." + +Israel Simpson turned, and pointed a shaking forefinger at the portrait +of General Augus Chiltern. + +"And I affirm here, fearlessly before you, that he, your father, would +have been the last to recognize such a marriage." + +Chiltern took a step forward, and his fingers tightened. + +"You will oblige me by leaving my father's name out of this discussion," +he said. + +But Israel Simpson did not recoil. + +"If we learn anything by example in this world, Mr. Chiltern," he +continued, "and it is my notion that we do, I am indebted to your father +for more than my start in life. Through many years of intercourse with +him, and contemplation of his character, I have gained more than riches. +--You have forced me to say this thing. I am sorry if I have pained you. +But I should not be true to the principles to which he himself was +consistent in life, and which he taught by example so many others, if I +ventured to hope that social recognition in Grenoble would be accorded +you, or to aid in any way such recognition. As long as I live I will +oppose it. There are, apparently, larger places in the world and less +humble people who will be glad to receive you. I can only hope, as an +old friend and well-wisher of your family, that you may find happiness." + +Israel Simpson fumbled for his hat, picked it up, and left the room. 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